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Where Were You Before the Tree of Life? - Horus Centre

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individual being to fulfill <strong>the</strong> old adage that it takes both a mind and a heart to ascend into<br />

Heaven.<br />

“I can feel this process happening as thought and thought and thought. This idea created<br />

itself into a series <strong>of</strong> processes and beings who defined, limited and controlled matter. This<br />

universe <strong>of</strong> processes and experiences was not made by <strong>the</strong> universal COSMIC CREATOR: this<br />

world with a beginning and an end was created by a lesser urge, <strong>the</strong> demi-urge, which expressed<br />

itself as “<strong>the</strong> gods.” On Earth, we have experienced this creation as <strong>the</strong> Luciferian rebellion, <strong>the</strong><br />

Orion Agenda, <strong>the</strong> communion with <strong>the</strong> cycle <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> gods who came down which is now coming to<br />

a close. <strong>Before</strong> <strong>the</strong> creation <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> third dimension—a universe brought into existence so that we<br />

could consciously learn how to be in a holy state, zero, <strong>the</strong> numinous—before matter, time, and<br />

form, <strong>the</strong>re was only <strong>the</strong> infinity <strong>of</strong> God and <strong>the</strong> Void (<strong>the</strong> feminine principle). Once consciousness<br />

or thought occurred, <strong>the</strong> Void was threatened by <strong>the</strong> possibility that nothingness had no<br />

existence. The Void felt <strong>the</strong> desire to define nothingness! Once this process <strong>of</strong> separation began-a<br />

duality into self and o<strong>the</strong>r—a whole series <strong>of</strong> experiences was initiated in order to manifest<br />

existence. At this point—<strong>the</strong> Alpha—<strong>the</strong> Creator withdrew its name, for <strong>the</strong> opposite <strong>of</strong> definition<br />

is naming--unifying. Listen to me very carefully now for <strong>the</strong> scientists on Earth are trying to steal<br />

<strong>the</strong> creator’s name by calling <strong>the</strong> first laser for Star Wars, Alpha.<br />

“Definition is <strong>the</strong> original confusion which has been reverberating down through time on this<br />

planet. The only thing that counteracts this process is naming <strong>the</strong> self by exploring one’s own<br />

creativity. Our link to <strong>the</strong> galaxy is through art, beauty and love, which frees us from<br />

materialism—<strong>the</strong> addiction to things we are conditioned to believe we need. Creativity, or moving<br />

into experience with <strong>the</strong> Creator, is more powerful than any force, even materialism. We only<br />

create if we trust <strong>the</strong> process and let go <strong>of</strong> control. There must be no judgement about results or<br />

about reasons for creating in <strong>the</strong> first place. Any judgement instantly catalyzes <strong>the</strong> numinous into<br />

form. If healers stop to ask why <strong>the</strong>y heal, artists why <strong>the</strong>y art, lovers why <strong>the</strong>y love, <strong>the</strong>n<br />

experience falls back into definition, which blocks God’s delight! Just by asking a question about<br />

existence, one is open to <strong>the</strong> negative path.”<br />

We pick up <strong>the</strong> Creation story again with <strong>the</strong> time <strong>of</strong> Callia’s forced exile by Enjliou into <strong>the</strong><br />

Void, for it was out here in <strong>the</strong> Void that She became lost for a long and lonely time surrounded<br />

as it were by complete and utter darkness. This was truly a terrifying time for <strong>the</strong> Creator Mo<strong>the</strong>r.<br />

Imagine how fearful utter Darkness can be for a Grand Being created solely <strong>of</strong> Light. If <strong>the</strong> LIGHT<br />

<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> FATHER is LOVE, <strong>the</strong>n Callia was not only alone and afraid while she was out <strong>the</strong>re, but<br />

She was also without LOVE.<br />

More <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Mo<strong>the</strong>r’s own Story <strong>of</strong> original Imprinting<br />

“I have to tell this story using consciousness’ words, even though words can only convey an<br />

impression <strong>of</strong> what it was really like <strong>the</strong>re. The advantage <strong>of</strong> this is not only that it makes it<br />

possible for <strong>the</strong>re to be communication in this way, but also that it makes it possible for<br />

interpretations made from <strong>the</strong>se ancient imprints to be given so that <strong>the</strong>y can be noticed for what<br />

<strong>the</strong>y are; interpretations <strong>of</strong> original imprints. Mind thought <strong>the</strong>se interpretations were fact and did<br />

not question <strong>the</strong>m in many cases.<br />

“. . . I had only feelings moving Me without knowing <strong>the</strong>y were moving me or even that I felt<br />

<strong>the</strong>m. I did not know where I was, or if <strong>the</strong>re were any o<strong>the</strong>r place to be o<strong>the</strong>r than this. I knew<br />

nothing, only emptiness; great emptiness, which impressed me with <strong>the</strong> feeling that <strong>the</strong> void was<br />

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