The Supreme Doctrine - neo-alchemist
The Supreme Doctrine - neo-alchemist
The Supreme Doctrine - neo-alchemist
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THE FIVE MODES OF THOUGHT<br />
insulated. To what does this lack of insulation of the intellectual terminal<br />
correspond? To the passivity of the mind in face of the ultimate problem of<br />
man's state as this problem is manifested in the present moment. All man's<br />
movements, interior and exterior, have a unique prime motor, his natural<br />
need to-be-as-a-distinct-entity, that is to say his natural need to 'exist', which<br />
resides in his instinctive centre; but man is not conscious of this need at the<br />
moment when this need comes into play in so far as it comes into play at the<br />
given moment. Man can be conscious of it theoretically, but not concretely,<br />
in so far as this need is experienced in the instant. Everything works in the<br />
man on the basis of a 'given-that-I-must-exist' which remains implicit; his<br />
mind can become actively conscious of all the manifestations of this primary<br />
need, but this consciousness of manifestation excludes consciousness of that<br />
which it manifests.<br />
Let us try to say that again in another way. Behind everything that man<br />
experiences there is debated within him the illusory question of his being or<br />
his nullity, Man's attention is fascinated by the fluctuations of this dispute,<br />
and these appear to him unceasingly important and new; and he is<br />
unconscious of the dispute itself and of its constant monotony. Man is<br />
attentive to the forms of his psycho-somatic states, to their qualitative<br />
variations which are always new; he does not see, behind the formal<br />
manifestations of his momentary state, the quantitative variations of what we<br />
will call the in-formal sensation of his existence. If, at any moment, I wish to<br />
perceive, by means of an intuitive inward movement of perfect simplicity, the<br />
in-formal impression that I have of existing more or less, I can do so; but as<br />
soon as I cease to wish it I cease to do so and my attention is seized once<br />
again by formal perceptions. When I voluntarily perceive my in-formal<br />
sensation of existing (quantitatively variable), my mind is active concerning<br />
the ultimate reality of my condition at the concrete moment that I am living,<br />
and then my intellectual centre is insulated, and I experience no emotion. As<br />
soon as I cease this voluntary perception, which is unnatural, my intellectual<br />
centre ceases to be active, ceases to be insulated, and my emotions begin<br />
again.<br />
My in-formal sensation of existing varies quantitatively, from<br />
annihilation to exaltation, but without a special effort I do not pay attention to<br />
that, though it is nevertheless that which is in question for me in my actual<br />
egotistical-dualistic condition. I am attentive to the mental forms which<br />
reveal my state, annihilated or exalted.<br />
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