Dedicated Edition of The Outburst - Bishop Ward High School
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<strong>The</strong><br />
New<br />
<strong>The</strong> publication <strong>of</strong> the <strong>Outburst</strong> is a cooperative effort involving the English Department, the Art Department, student writers and photographers.<br />
Editor: Ben Turkovic<br />
In loving memory<br />
Marty Brock<br />
1947-2009<br />
Celebrating the life and legacy <strong>of</strong> our teacher, coach, father, and friend.
Teacher Reflections<br />
Tuesday before Christmas will always be an unbelievably memorable<br />
day for me. I was playing golf with my wife and Marty,<br />
enjoying the weather, the golf, and the company. <strong>The</strong>re were<br />
many laughs and congratulatory remarks. <strong>The</strong>re were frustrations<br />
(lousy shots) and satiric barbs. It was a typical, fun<br />
round <strong>of</strong> golf.<br />
During the eighteen holes, Marty complained<br />
periodically <strong>of</strong> his neck being stiff. He would stretch and<br />
twist, which wasn’t the least bit unusual for the sixty-twoyear<br />
old wrestling coach. After hitting two good shots on the<br />
last hole, he drove his cart around the green to park. He yelled<br />
to me to pick up his ball in front <strong>of</strong> the green and tragically<br />
dropped dead within seconds <strong>of</strong> the request.<br />
Marty and I played golf almost daily, and I miss his<br />
humor, his friendship, and simply his presence. He was a wonderful<br />
person to be with in life, and he is a wonderful person to remember in<br />
death.<br />
Mike Kelly<br />
It was my pleasure to know Marty Brock both as<br />
a teacher and as a colleague. Last year, as a<br />
Christmas gift for my parents, my sister and I<br />
asked Marty to draw sketches <strong>of</strong> my parents’<br />
home and the home where I currently live, which<br />
belonged to my grandparents. Just three weeks<br />
before Christmas, Marty set out in the cold<br />
weather to take photos to get the sketches started.<br />
I will never forget the looks on my parents’ faces<br />
when they saw them. It was truly a wonderful<br />
moment! Every time I see those sketches hanging<br />
on the walls <strong>of</strong> my home or my parents’, I think<br />
<strong>of</strong> Marty and what a wonderful person he was.<br />
I will miss discussing posters for the drama<br />
productions and watching him scrunch an entire<br />
cast and crew into one amazing photograph.<br />
Passing periods will not be the same without<br />
seeing him wearing a path in the floor between<br />
room 300 and room 306 and stopping to share a<br />
thought or two on the way. This family, which<br />
Marty loved so much, will greatly miss him. And<br />
the halls <strong>of</strong> our school will be emptier without<br />
him. I only wish I had more time to get to know<br />
him, as so many <strong>of</strong> the teachers here were able to<br />
over the years. Thank you, Marty, for all you did<br />
for me, for the students, and for our entire<br />
community.<br />
Kelly Lipovitz
Teacher Reflections<br />
I will remember Marty Brock as a man who loved art, music,<br />
word origins, the New York Times crossword puzzle, debating<br />
about anything under the sun, but above all <strong>of</strong> this, I will<br />
remember Mr. Brock as a man who went out <strong>of</strong> his way to help<br />
people, whenever and wherever, in any way he could. He truly<br />
lived the Golden Rule; he truly lived the Christian message <strong>of</strong><br />
love <strong>of</strong> neighbor. In particular, Mr. Brock was a very good<br />
friend to me throughout all my years at <strong>Ward</strong>. Time and time<br />
again he went out <strong>of</strong> his way to do me a favor, lend me a hand.<br />
During one <strong>of</strong> my early years at <strong>Ward</strong>, after the weather had<br />
turned very cold, Marty was concerned that my coat had seen<br />
better days and was simply inadequate. So he gave me a very<br />
good winter (snow) jacket <strong>of</strong> his with excellent thick lining. I<br />
wore it for years and years, but the zipper finally went bad. On this New<br />
Year’s Day, I searched until I found it and was quite moved on finding in<br />
one <strong>of</strong> its pockets three fava beans I’d given up as lost (Students <strong>of</strong> Mr.<br />
Schneweis from last year, you know what those are.).<br />
During the summer <strong>of</strong> 1997, Mr. Brock overheard me saying up here at<br />
school how (to prepare for a home termite treatment) I was going to have<br />
to get all the furniture in the big lowest level room at my place moved<br />
away from the walls. He said, “Don’t worry about it. I’ll help you. We<br />
can get that all moved out (to the middle <strong>of</strong> the room) ourselves. And<br />
just let me know when, and I’ll help you move it all back.” And so he<br />
did.<br />
Time <strong>of</strong> day did not matter to Marty when it came to helping people. No<br />
matter how late, if he saw that you could use some help, he’d put his<br />
needs aside. By way <strong>of</strong> the ’01-’02 <strong>Ward</strong> calendar, I can pinpoint this<br />
next instance <strong>of</strong> his charity to the day and hour. It was on the night <strong>of</strong><br />
Feb. 16, 2002, close to 10:00. Mr. Brock came into the (old 110) faculty<br />
room exhausted, anxious to get home, having just finished the long trip<br />
back from wrestling regionals. I was about to run the copies <strong>of</strong> the<br />
upcoming 2002 8 th Grade (Math Contest) Examination. Mr. Brock<br />
happened to glance at my drawing <strong>of</strong> a sphere for prob. 9. He said, “Let<br />
me help you there. You really need shading to get across the 3D effect.”<br />
So he sat down and did a beautiful etching-in job then and there, at<br />
10:00 at night. <strong>The</strong>se stories say it all about Marty Brock.<br />
Finally, I will long, long remember our last real conversation—i.e. a<br />
conversation about something that mattered. Fittingly, it was a conversation<br />
about etymology. How many <strong>of</strong> these we had had over the years!<br />
This one occurred on the afternoon <strong>of</strong> Thurs. Dec. 17 during the ten<br />
minute break in the <strong>School</strong> <strong>of</strong> Faith session. We talked about an<br />
alternate meaning <strong>of</strong> the word “eucharist” …. that it might mean “good<br />
gift.” As usual, Mr. Brock became engrossed with the discussion. He<br />
turned to the Internet to investigate. And he did find good evidence to<br />
support the idea that “eucharist” means good gift. Indeed, THE<br />
Eucharist is THE Good Gift. And, by acting in a Christ-like way, we can<br />
be a good gift ((lower-case-e) eucharist) to one another. How very, very<br />
much was Mr. Brock a good gift to <strong>Ward</strong> and the <strong>Ward</strong> community for<br />
these past thirty-three years. Thank you, Marty.<br />
-Joe Carmichael<br />
Marty was always ready for a good discussion regarding<br />
politics, health issues, <strong>Ward</strong> alums, golf, etc. He<br />
was knowledgeable about a lot <strong>of</strong> things! Even in<br />
heated discussions over the last 33 years, I found him a<br />
good listener, and he at least tolerated a difference <strong>of</strong><br />
opinion. When the discussions were over, our friendship<br />
remained the same. I miss him for many reasons.<br />
-Kay Byard<br />
For me Marty Brock was a great listener, soundboard<br />
and all-around good guy. We could talk about anything.<br />
We could disagree without shouting and/or holding a<br />
grudge. During my 21 years <strong>of</strong> working with Marty, I<br />
never knew him to say “no” to a request—even to using<br />
his car!!! He was so quick witted—always had “the”<br />
answer. I miss my conversations with him. His<br />
dedication to <strong>Bishop</strong> <strong>Ward</strong> was unwavering and<br />
unquestioned. <strong>The</strong>re isn’t a day go by when I don’t<br />
think about the endless favors Marty did for me—take a<br />
picture, design a cover for the Student Calendar/<br />
Handbook, Student Planner, and so many others. I<br />
thank God for the past 21 years <strong>of</strong> working with Marty<br />
Brock and being blest to witness his great outlook on<br />
life which infected us all.<br />
-John Riley
Teacher Reflections<br />
Marty finished what was left <strong>of</strong> my Christmas<br />
gumdrops while he and Mike waited for<br />
me to fill out a form Mike needed. It was<br />
Friday, December 18. <strong>The</strong> two were headed<br />
to play golf (big surprise), despite the fact<br />
that it was (maybe) 35 degrees. I was giving<br />
them a hard time about playing golf in such<br />
weather. <strong>The</strong>n it came. Of course it came:<br />
“Patrice, have you ever been snow-skiing?”<br />
“Well, yeah, a few times.”<br />
“And when you went, didn’t you dress for<br />
the weather?”<br />
“Well, yeah…okay; I get it.”<br />
to New York the next day and told me to go the<br />
Guggenheim Art Museum. “Start on the top<br />
floor and walk down,” he suggested. “That’s the<br />
best way to see it.” We didn’t make it to the<br />
Guggenheim that trip, but you can bet I will next<br />
time I go to New York. I will start at the top and<br />
make my way down because I have no doubt<br />
that that is the best way to see it.<br />
Thanks for the tip, Marty. And thanks for showing<br />
me the best way to see a lot <strong>of</strong> things.<br />
Patrice Ludwig<br />
Typical Marty. I didn’t really “get it,” but<br />
what did I care that my two knucklehead<br />
friends wanted to spend three to four hours<br />
in the cold chasing a little white ball in and<br />
out <strong>of</strong> trees? And then, because I really<br />
wanted to know, I asked about golf balls: Do<br />
you really play better golf with more expensive<br />
balls? Mike’s “Not really” would have<br />
sufficed, but Marty’s answer—a full dissertation<br />
about the number <strong>of</strong> divots on a ball,<br />
the trajectory factor <strong>of</strong> certain balls, a thorough<br />
history and description <strong>of</strong> the golf<br />
ball—was kind <strong>of</strong> interesting. Emphasis on<br />
the“kind <strong>of</strong>.” Who knew this stuff? Marty<br />
did.<br />
But it wasn’t just the stuff he knew or the<br />
stuff he did for everyone (because he knew<br />
and did a lot); it was—to paraphrase Sister<br />
Kathy—who he WAS that I miss. He was<br />
smart, talented, challenging, genuine, witty,<br />
thoughtful, and kind. He was an artist, a<br />
scholar, and a gentleman.<br />
I walked Mike and Marty to my classroom<br />
door that afternoon and wished them both<br />
“Merry Christmas.” Marty knew I was going
Teacher Reflections<br />
“Death leaves a heartache no one can heal; Love leaves<br />
a memory no one can steal.”<br />
I met Marty Brock in the fall <strong>of</strong> 1985. He welcomed<br />
me, the newbie teacher, amiably with engaging humor<br />
and thought-provoking conversation. When he discovered<br />
my love <strong>of</strong> both music and photography, our<br />
friendship grew. He graciously allowed me to join in on<br />
some <strong>of</strong> the Friday night “musical soirées” with faculty<br />
and friends although I lacked any current or impending<br />
instrumental or singing talent.<br />
He was a gracious and generous colleague allowing me<br />
to observe and learn from his wisdom, work ethic and<br />
rapport with the students. He was first and foremost a<br />
student <strong>of</strong> life which made him the quintessential<br />
teacher. We did not<br />
always agree but as is a<br />
sign <strong>of</strong> true friendship and<br />
utter respect for one<br />
another, we always agreed<br />
to disagree.<br />
Marty wore so many hats<br />
within this building;<br />
multitasking was as innate<br />
to him as breathing. I was<br />
in awe <strong>of</strong> his vast knowledge<br />
and acumen regarding<br />
so many topics and issues.<br />
He inspired me to want to<br />
continue learning, listening<br />
and observing everything<br />
around me. He motivated<br />
me to not only be alive but<br />
also to truly live. In 1990,<br />
Marty became a dad.<br />
When Elizabeth came into this world, he had a semblance<br />
<strong>of</strong> true spiritual joy and plenum that words<br />
cannot describe. As time and circumstances moved us<br />
along in life, we spent a great amount <strong>of</strong> time sharing<br />
happiness, worries, concerns and questions regarding<br />
our children. Our friendship became a source <strong>of</strong> great<br />
comfort to me as we struggled through parenthood<br />
alone together. Liz and Ben grew up playing<br />
on computers, Pokémon and skating/skateboarding<br />
together while Marty and I did our<br />
work. <strong>The</strong>re was real comfort in knowing that<br />
we all had each other.<br />
I will never forget nor ever be able to repay the<br />
kindness that Marty showed to Benson and<br />
myself. He was my colleague and friend, but<br />
more powerfully he was Ben’s mentor and<br />
father figure. I do not know if anyone will truly<br />
ever realize the impact that his words, laughter,<br />
creativity and sheer presence had on so many<br />
who were blessed to have known him.<br />
Marty lived trying to make<br />
a difference, to effect<br />
positive change, to be the<br />
best person and parent he<br />
could be. Marty accomplished<br />
this with grace and<br />
integrity.<br />
I will miss my friend. Many<br />
say to move on. I will<br />
never “move on” as<br />
Marty’s impact will never<br />
leave me. I will instead<br />
choose to “move along”<br />
continuing my process,<br />
pressing on with life and<br />
keeping Marty in my heart<br />
and mind forever.<br />
-Lori Dowd
Teacher Reflections<br />
Marty Brock was one <strong>of</strong> a kind. I met him in 1983 when I<br />
started teaching some classes at <strong>Bishop</strong> <strong>Ward</strong>. He was<br />
liberal; I was conservative. He taught art; I taught religion,<br />
and we both enjoyed the dialectic. We were about the same<br />
age and had some mutual friends in Kansas City, Kansas.<br />
We discovered the one great thing that brought us together:<br />
music. He liked Irish music; so do I. We both played<br />
instruments.<br />
It became a natural. We would get together with others on<br />
the faculty who enjoyed our style <strong>of</strong> music and meet at my<br />
house for some play sessions. At times we put programs<br />
together and played at school assemblies and at<br />
diocesan teacher’s meetings.<br />
Marty’s ability in music was wonderful. He played the<br />
guitar, banjo, mandolin and worked on the tin whistle. I play<br />
the guitar, piano, and tin whistle and do vocals. On one <strong>of</strong><br />
my trips to Ireland, I brought him back some tin whistles in<br />
different keys. He loved playing them.<br />
<strong>The</strong>re is a great Irish song written by Phil Coulter<br />
that depicts my thoughts on Marty’s passing:<br />
<strong>The</strong> tears have all been shed now, we’ve said our<br />
last good byes. His soul’s been bless’d, he’s laid<br />
to rest and it’s now I feel alone.<br />
He was more than just a father, a teacher, my ole<br />
friend and he can still be heard in the tunes we<br />
shared when we played them now and then<br />
I never will forget him, for we shared apart <strong>of</strong> life.<br />
Though he may be gone, memories linger on<br />
And I ‘ll miss him, my ole friend.<br />
Requiescat en pace<br />
-Peter R. Adams<br />
Marty always had a guitar or banjo available. We would get<br />
together and just practice some songs. Working with him<br />
was wonderful when it came to music. He was always willing<br />
to try something. He would ask me about some songs, and<br />
we would try them. We both were fans <strong>of</strong> the Clancy<br />
Brothers and would <strong>of</strong>ten work on some <strong>of</strong> their songs. One<br />
year, he gave me a book <strong>of</strong> music by them, and we would<br />
play the songs at every opportunity. Another year he asked<br />
me if I knew where he could find a button accordion. I did,<br />
and I got it for him.<br />
Always trying something new.<br />
When we had the first dinner in memory <strong>of</strong> Father Davern,<br />
Marty and I performed some Irish songs for entertainment.<br />
He was always ready and willing to work on some Irish<br />
songs and give <strong>of</strong> his time to support <strong>Bishop</strong> <strong>Ward</strong> <strong>High</strong><br />
<strong>School</strong>.<br />
In the fall semester <strong>of</strong> 2009, we were teaching in the Art<br />
rooms. He came to me and said, “I have my guitar. Do you<br />
want to sing some songs for the students?”<br />
We would always look for the chance to perform. It was the<br />
last time I sang with Marty.<br />
I had the privilege <strong>of</strong> singing for Marty at his funeral mass<br />
at St. Patrick’s Church. Memories <strong>of</strong> many songs for many<br />
years were in my heart. As Msgr. Mullins blessed Marty’s<br />
body, I sang the farewell song to the tune <strong>of</strong> “Danny Boy.”
Teacher Reflections<br />
Most everyone remembers Marty as a<br />
person who wanted to create a stir. He did<br />
not like the dull and sluggish. Marty looked<br />
for beauty and excitement. Most <strong>of</strong> the<br />
time, if a spark wasn’t there, he created<br />
one. Whether it was a familiar bout <strong>of</strong><br />
political thinking or a heated argument with<br />
others outside <strong>of</strong> the<br />
<strong>Ward</strong> community,<br />
Marty always relished<br />
the dialogue. Whether it<br />
was taking a photograph<br />
for the school or<br />
doing a painting during<br />
the summer months,<br />
Marty treasured the<br />
creation. Whether it<br />
was accompanying<br />
someone during Mass<br />
with his guitar or creating<br />
a score <strong>of</strong> music <strong>of</strong><br />
his own, Marty displayed<br />
passion.<br />
Whether going through<br />
wrestling holds during practice or being<br />
totally engrossed on the golf course, Marty<br />
loved competition. Whether running copies<br />
for the newspaper and sports bulleting or<br />
publishing his own art magazine, Marty<br />
found joy in showing beauty to others.<br />
Whether completing a daily crossword or<br />
discussing a highly scientific novel, Marty<br />
showed intellectual depth.<br />
I liked Marty best simply because he was<br />
well read. Marty helped me plan one <strong>of</strong> my<br />
most prized lesson plans. I had collected<br />
several books dealing with<br />
human history. Marty saw me looking<br />
through one <strong>of</strong> them in the teachers’<br />
workroom one day. He suggested<br />
another book he thought my students<br />
might glean from. I quickly acquired<br />
the book. It turned out<br />
to be the book that<br />
made the activity<br />
shine. From that time<br />
on, Marty and I talked<br />
a lot about the books<br />
we were reading.<br />
Marty’s biggest attribute<br />
was his desire<br />
to help in any way that<br />
he could. Whether it<br />
was changing a tire on<br />
a friend’s car or drawing<br />
a picture for a<br />
prom invitation, Marty<br />
exemplified compassion<br />
for others. Marty was always here<br />
for all <strong>of</strong> us in so many ways. Whether<br />
we saw him as a coach and teacher or<br />
as an artist and friend, Marty is now a<br />
cornerstone <strong>of</strong> <strong>Bishop</strong> <strong>Ward</strong>. He was<br />
what our school is all about. His spirit<br />
will forever live in our hallways. We<br />
will always treasure the memories!<br />
-Truman Snow
A Teacher’s Reflections<br />
‘An Effective Teacher’<br />
By: Marty Brock<br />
NOTE: As part <strong>of</strong> his Baker certification<br />
this past fall, Nick Tomasic had to interview<br />
a mentor (Marty) about the attributes <strong>of</strong><br />
effective teaching. <strong>The</strong> following is Marty’s<br />
response:<br />
<strong>The</strong> core quality a great teacher must have<br />
is a near fanatical enthusiasm for the subject<br />
matter. It has to be tempered with realism<br />
and an understanding <strong>of</strong> what a student<br />
brings to the equation, but a teacher<br />
who does not love what he is teaching<br />
is doomed to failure.<br />
kid’s excitement if he works at it…and<br />
some teachers seem to be dedicated to<br />
doing just that.<br />
From the student’s point <strong>of</strong> view, the chief<br />
attribute is a generally positive attitude<br />
about learning. That comes from home. If<br />
parents distrust teachers, kids will too.<br />
Most human beings react to enthusiasm<br />
with curiosity and to cynicism<br />
with disdain. If you see someone<br />
coming out <strong>of</strong> a restaurant rubbing his<br />
stomach and saying “yummy,” you are<br />
more disposed to go in and have dinner<br />
yourself. If he comes out complaining<br />
about the food and the service, you are<br />
most likely to be reluctant to spend<br />
your money there.<br />
Another attribute for a successful<br />
teacher is likeability. It’s not essential,<br />
but it’s helpful. You are more likely to<br />
follow the advice <strong>of</strong> someone you<br />
admire and respect than someone you<br />
detest.<br />
<strong>The</strong> teacher who doesn’t communicate<br />
“why” someone should learn whatever<br />
it is he is teaching is going to fail to<br />
reach any student who has not arrived<br />
pre-programmed. <strong>The</strong> “burnout” may<br />
even be able to destroy the pre-programmed
Student Reflections<br />
“When I first walked into the art room my freshman<br />
year, I couldn’t help but notice how hot and stuffy it<br />
was. <strong>The</strong> room seemed unfinished with just a<br />
whiteboard, a few tables, and enough fold-up chairs to<br />
seat the class <strong>of</strong> prospective art students. <strong>The</strong> art<br />
teacher himself looked pretty ordinary; he had short<br />
grey hair and was dressed just like any other teacher<br />
was. Little did I know that this particular teacher was<br />
going to have a pr<strong>of</strong>ound impact on not just me, but<br />
the entire student body.<br />
We like to believe the best <strong>of</strong> everything and<br />
everyone. But Mr. Brock showed all <strong>of</strong> his students the<br />
other side <strong>of</strong> things, even if he was the only one who<br />
saw it that way. He challenged everyone to think <strong>of</strong><br />
both sides <strong>of</strong> the story, even if the other side wasn’t<br />
one we wanted to acknowledge.”<br />
-Emily Cushing<br />
“He was our inspiration to art. For nothing loved is<br />
ever lost, and Mr. Brock was loved very much.”<br />
-Alex Braun<br />
“One day in 3 rd hour ceramics class last semester, Mr.<br />
Adams was subbing on a block day, and after he took<br />
attendance he went over to talk with Mr. Brock about<br />
something. <strong>The</strong>n Mr. Brock and Mr. Adams started<br />
playing the banjo and singing old Irish songs, respectively.<br />
Mr. Brock was tearing it up on that banjo. He<br />
was playing it perfectly in time, never missed a note. It<br />
was amazing watching Mr. Brock play so well and so<br />
fast.”<br />
-Joshua Williamson<br />
“He taught students life lessons and took so much<br />
pride in each <strong>of</strong> his student’s work. We all know that<br />
Mr. Brock is resting peacefully, and doing everything<br />
that he loves in heaven. He still walks the halls <strong>of</strong><br />
<strong>Bishop</strong> <strong>Ward</strong>; we just cannot see him here.”<br />
-Erica Ramirez<br />
Mr. Brock was one <strong>of</strong> the first teachers that really<br />
made me feel right at home here at <strong>Bishop</strong> <strong>Ward</strong>.”<br />
“Make a promise to him: take something positive away from him<br />
instead <strong>of</strong> mourning. And keep his legacy alive. So, here’s to<br />
you, Mr. Brock. To your golfing in the snow, your pointless<br />
arguments, and all the things that made you the unforgettable<br />
person you are. Thank you. You’ll live on forever…”<br />
-Jenny Schneider<br />
“I was never one <strong>of</strong> Mr. Brock’s players, never one <strong>of</strong> his<br />
frequent art students, never one <strong>of</strong> his favorite students…But<br />
you never know what you have until it’s gone. I have just now<br />
realized how much he did for this school…When I was a<br />
sophomore I had an empty period and decided to take one <strong>of</strong><br />
Mr. Brock’s art classes…That was one <strong>of</strong> the best decisions I<br />
made…If I never took that class, I would never have been<br />
exposed to his way <strong>of</strong> teaching….”<br />
-Aaron Connor<br />
“…Mr. Brock was the kind <strong>of</strong> guy that always wanted to argue<br />
with someone just for the fun <strong>of</strong> it. I remember we argued<br />
because he tried to convince me to join wrestling…I got along<br />
with Mr. Brock really well. I am really going to miss him and<br />
his c<strong>of</strong>fee…We have learned a lot from him and have so many<br />
memories <strong>of</strong> him.”<br />
-Luis Contreras<br />
“More than just a member <strong>of</strong> the <strong>Ward</strong> faculty, Mr. Brock was a<br />
character. He was truly his own person. He would always make<br />
us laugh when he talked bout his theory <strong>of</strong> how the NFL was<br />
rigged. It seemed like he had a discussion for everything. And<br />
he did. You could talk to Mr. Brock about anything. He usually<br />
knew a little about what you were discussing, and if he didn’t<br />
he could come up with confusing small talk to make it seem<br />
like he did.<br />
-Tim Rodriguez<br />
“After winning my second league championship, Coach Brock<br />
congratulated me for joining the elite group <strong>of</strong> <strong>Bishop</strong> <strong>Ward</strong> wrestlers<br />
to win league twice. That was one <strong>of</strong> my proudest moments. He was<br />
the first person I talked to after the match, and I think that is very<br />
special. It is very special to me.”<br />
-Alex Orel<br />
-Marko Dolinar
Student Reflections<br />
“One <strong>of</strong> my last memories <strong>of</strong> him was at the very first wrestling<br />
match I had ever gone to. Mr. Brock was on the sidelines<br />
coaching the boy on the mat while simultaneously crouching<br />
and aiming the camera trying to get a picture. He had it all<br />
under control. Mr. Brock was one <strong>of</strong> the most interesting and<br />
inspiring people I have ever had the pleasure to meet. He has<br />
made such an impact on the students, faculty, and community <strong>of</strong><br />
<strong>Bishop</strong> <strong>Ward</strong> <strong>High</strong> <strong>School</strong>, and although he will be beyond<br />
missed, he will always be around. His memory lives on in the<br />
talented artists, painters, musicians, photographers, wrestlers,<br />
and golfers he has inspired. I know for a fact that Mr. Brock<br />
looks down on our little school, right before he tees <strong>of</strong>f on the<br />
big green in the sky… That’s one <strong>of</strong> the things I will remember<br />
most about Mr. Brock. I would say nine times out <strong>of</strong> ten, when I<br />
saw Mr. Brock he had a camera in his hand. Whether it was at<br />
the football game, basketball game, somewhere with a beautiful<br />
view in Wyandotte County Lake, outside or inside Crown<br />
Center, at the City Market, in the auditorium taking club photos<br />
for yearbook, or leaning across rows <strong>of</strong> seats to get the best shot<br />
<strong>of</strong> the cast and crew <strong>of</strong> the latest Drama Club production, Mr.<br />
Brock always seemed to take the best shots, and even if you had<br />
happened to be the only person in the picture absent or with<br />
your eyes closed, he could fix that.”<br />
-Amanda Garcia<br />
“Before we knew it, the room was filled with this weird Mozart<br />
music. <strong>The</strong> entire class turned around to see Mr. Brock<br />
standing at his desk playing an air guitar to something on a<br />
piano. <strong>The</strong>n he yelled, ‘You kids want to battle? I’ll show you<br />
real music!’ <strong>The</strong>n he turned his speakers up as loud as they’d<br />
go.”<br />
-Allison Jenicke<br />
“I aspire to be like him, an accomplished yet humble artist who<br />
shared his talent and instilled a confidence in his students in<br />
such a way that only comes naturally…Looking back, I realize<br />
now that he trusted every student to tap into their own<br />
potential. He would give us minimal instructions and let us<br />
attempt on our own to follow. Before he died, I thought that<br />
he just gave me a shortcut answer, when in fact he knew<br />
entirely what he was talking about. He intentionally left some<br />
mystery for you to figure out.”<br />
–Stephanie Duenas<br />
“. . . Ironically, a portion for the yearbook was due the day<br />
before his passing. In a sense, Mr. Brock finished his final<br />
work on the yearbook . . . It was something he put [his] time<br />
and pride into . . . He was not just a teacher but also an<br />
inspiration to all <strong>of</strong> us.”<br />
– Katie Cothran<br />
“Most <strong>of</strong> us didn’t know where to begin because we were<br />
waiting for him to come up in front <strong>of</strong> the class and teach us<br />
something related— but not related— to art, if that makes<br />
any sense. Every time I see a c<strong>of</strong>fee can or smell c<strong>of</strong>fee in<br />
the air, I think about him. When I hear anything about<br />
politics, I think <strong>of</strong> him. When I hear a guitar, I think <strong>of</strong> him.<br />
He was such a special person in the school and the community.<br />
I know in my heart that he is up in the clouds taking<br />
pictures <strong>of</strong> us and will continue to live in our hearts.”<br />
-Samantha Stinson<br />
“<strong>The</strong> way he taught his lessons made me enjoy his class every<br />
day. After hearing all <strong>of</strong> his stories, it made me think…this<br />
man has done everything.”<br />
– Andrew Marquardt<br />
“Mr. Brock was one <strong>of</strong> those ‘treasures in disguise’ whose<br />
worth you don’t realize until he is gone…Being a freshman,<br />
Mr. Brock taught us how to see art in a different way, in a<br />
different perspective. Later I learned that it wasn’t just art<br />
that he wanted us to see in a different way: it was life… He is<br />
the only person I have met who I could say knew everything<br />
about everything... It’s something I can’t explain in words,<br />
but you just had to be there with him… Mr. Brock is one <strong>of</strong><br />
those people who would make a lasting impression on you,<br />
whether you saw him as the guy who talked a lot, the guy<br />
who could play instruments, the guy who coached, the guy<br />
who knew it all, or even the guy with the long nails....”<br />
-Jonathan Makona<br />
“. . . I discovered that Mr. Brock didn’t just know art; he<br />
knew everything about anything, no matter what it was.<br />
Every time we went on a field trip for class . . . he’d find<br />
something to tell us the history about. I swear he could’ve<br />
been a part-time tour guide/history teacher. . . We would<br />
drive past restaurants, and he’d give us the run-down <strong>of</strong> the<br />
owners and the menus. He took us past some famous houses<br />
and told us stories about them. If you had questions about<br />
things like that, he probably knew the answers.”<br />
-Anthony Moran<br />
“He was one person that did so much, and not only will he be<br />
deeply missed, but he will be irreplaceable…I would get stuck<br />
on how to draw something, and the next thing I knew he was<br />
over my shoulder giving me a little extra advice so I could<br />
carry on.”<br />
-Kylie Burns
Student Reflections<br />
Good things happen to bad people. Bad things<br />
happen to good people. And vice versa. As<br />
much as I would wish to believe the opposite,<br />
there’s still that to consider and it never gets<br />
confirmed until something happens. When you<br />
get a phone call with some news you thought<br />
you’d never hear in the next twenty years, you<br />
start to think back to that phrase. It doesn’t get<br />
confirmed until you hear the words yourself and<br />
then repeating the word “what” because you<br />
can’t find the words to comprehend what you<br />
have just heard. And then you can’t even<br />
imagine what it was like to watch someone’s life<br />
fade away just at the snap <strong>of</strong> someone’s fingers.<br />
What about the family? It was almost Christmas.<br />
No one should be taken away before<br />
Christmas. And as you sit there, you refuse to<br />
believe such blasphemy until you walk into that<br />
back room for the first time and reality hits you<br />
on the way out. But life will go on, despite the<br />
tragedies that take place. I guess you could say<br />
that is what makes us human in our own unique<br />
way. As hard as it is to not think back to how<br />
things used to be, you come to realize that you’ll<br />
have to start accepting things to ever jump from<br />
one platform to another. You may fall, but with<br />
five hundred plus people being affected by just<br />
one man in many different ways, you wouldn’t<br />
be down for long. When people have something<br />
connecting them together, you’re chances at<br />
surviving go up and you all have something in<br />
common.<br />
What an amazing thing; for one man to affect the<br />
lives as hundreds. It is beautiful, rare and I’d be<br />
lying to say if I wasn’t one <strong>of</strong> those hundreds <strong>of</strong><br />
people. I may regret not knowing him as others<br />
did, but I’d always look forward to him talking<br />
about whatever he wanted to share that day.<br />
Whether it was a repeated story or just something<br />
about life, you couldn’t help but catch<br />
yourself listening. And listening is what you<br />
would do because you were far to shy as some<br />
young kid to ever interrupt because you were<br />
never that comfortable with yourself until about<br />
now. And you start to get wishing that you<br />
could go back and expand your ears and you find<br />
yourself wanting to give up anything to just hear<br />
this man speak again. And then you realize that<br />
as cliché as it sounds, you can listen to him speak,<br />
you just have to hear it for yourself.<br />
From my behalf, if you get a chance at reading<br />
this, I would like to thank you for everything you<br />
have done, Mr. Brock. Sometimes all somebody<br />
has to do is just be there and that is all that someone<br />
could ever need. You are a great man and<br />
forever will you be. Thank you.<br />
-Anonymous<br />
I cannot possibly have greater respect for anyone than<br />
that I have for Mr. Brock: a respect he still carries.<br />
Mr. Brock was someone I wish to be half as talented<br />
as, and just as large a role model to others. As a brighteyed<br />
freshman I had him as a teacher and I marveled<br />
at his intellect and his way with words. I <strong>of</strong>ten thought,<br />
“Mr. Brock is amazing, I want to be just like him.” His<br />
opinion was law to me. I snatched up his classes as<br />
quickly as I could and enrolled in them whenever I<br />
could. I loved every topic we would always talk about<br />
until long after class was over. And looked forward<br />
every single day to his class. Looking back at all <strong>of</strong> the<br />
conversations we had I realized how much he influenced,<br />
taught and inspired me. Although I feel cheated,<br />
out <strong>of</strong> all the conversations we won’t have; out <strong>of</strong> all<br />
the cherished opinions he won’t give.<br />
— I miss you so much, Mr. Brock. Won’t you come<br />
back for us? We need you around. I need you around.<br />
To the man who graduated from here with the highest<br />
<strong>of</strong> regards, you never will be forgotten, and you will<br />
always live on with me.<br />
-Nick Balliett
Alumni Reflections<br />
I always thought Mr. Brock was a really unique<br />
individual and I came to appreciate his character<br />
during the time I spent in his photography class.<br />
During our block scheduling, Mr. Brock would<br />
take us on excursions to capture a variety<br />
<strong>of</strong> photos. For me, it was an opportunity to leave<br />
my everyday environment. Although many native<br />
to Kansas City had frequented these areas, it<br />
was my first time visiting these local attractions,<br />
many I had never even heard <strong>of</strong> before.<br />
On our excursions we visited Loose Park to see<br />
the Rose Gardens and the Plaza, which eventually<br />
became my favorite place to visit in high school.<br />
We also visited the Sherry Leedy Contemporary<br />
Art Center in the Crossroads where I was exposed<br />
to a vast array <strong>of</strong> forms <strong>of</strong> art.<br />
As a result <strong>of</strong> these experiences, a curiosity to<br />
explore the world around me ignited from within.<br />
I became more interested in discovering what else<br />
this big world had to <strong>of</strong>fer.<br />
I’m not sure if Mr. Brock realized the opportunities<br />
he was giving to his students or if his intention<br />
was for us to be inspired, but I know that because<br />
<strong>of</strong> him I was. From that moment, every time I’ve<br />
passed the Leedy Center I remember how he<br />
introduced us to a new world. I’m grateful for his<br />
creativity, commitment to education and to his<br />
students.<br />
-Melissa (Cera) Orenelas<br />
Class <strong>of</strong> 2000<br />
I never had one <strong>of</strong> Mr. Brock’s classes. However,<br />
he was always nice, knew who I was,<br />
and like all the teachers at <strong>Ward</strong>, cared very<br />
much for the students and our education. He<br />
may no longer be with us physically, but he<br />
touched many, many lives, and his presence will<br />
be with us and in this world for longer than we<br />
will ever know.<br />
-Ronald D. Kurtz<br />
Class <strong>of</strong> 1986<br />
My favorite memory <strong>of</strong> Coach Brock was<br />
during golf season every year, especially my<br />
senior year when I could have won state but<br />
choked a little bit. He talked to me about it once<br />
we got everyone else dropped <strong>of</strong>f. He said, “Its<br />
ok, You played well, and you placed in state<br />
which is a great accomplishment.”<br />
He mentored me on and <strong>of</strong>f the golf course and<br />
taught me so many life lessons that I can use on<br />
and <strong>of</strong>f the course. I remember he told one <strong>of</strong><br />
my buddies that my golf swing was unorthodox<br />
and weird, but “when he has it going he has it<br />
going.” He would never try to explain my swing<br />
to anyone. A lot <strong>of</strong> people would ask him about<br />
it and he just said he would never be able to<br />
explain how it worked, but it did for him.<br />
I am really going to miss you, Coach. <strong>The</strong> calls<br />
during the summer to go play golf and many <strong>of</strong><br />
the lessons you taught me while we were out<br />
there. R.I.P., Coach Brock. We will miss you<br />
more than you would have ever known. You<br />
meant so much to us.<br />
J.R Munson<br />
Class <strong>of</strong> 2004
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<strong>The</strong> M. Brock Times<br />
<strong>The</strong> Leek<br />
Aquafina to release amnesia inducing water.<br />
Controversial drink casuses a stir.<br />
<strong>The</strong> long awaited successor to bottled-water<br />
company Aquafina’s Eco-fina line is set to make its debut in<br />
the U.S. inmid-March. <strong>The</strong> ‘GeeGey” line, whose name is<br />
derived from the portmanteau <strong>of</strong> “Geezer” and “Geyser,” is<br />
expected to push the limits <strong>of</strong> bottled water and ultimately<br />
replace all other forms <strong>of</strong> water consumption.<br />
“<strong>The</strong> GeeGey (line) has surpassed all expectations” says<br />
Eliot Rosewater, CEO. “It will change the way you think<br />
about bottled water.”<br />
<strong>The</strong> target market for this new line is the senior<br />
market, (people over age 55), a move which experts are<br />
calling “risky.” “I have to be honest with you,” Rosewater<br />
continues, “kids and teenagers are not going to be drinking<br />
GeeGey water. With all the energy drinks, chocolate drinks<br />
and what have you, they are just not a viable market. So<br />
the move to target the senior market seemed obvious and<br />
incredibly cost efficient.”<br />
So what makes this water so unique? In a breakthrough<br />
chemical discovery, Aquafina realized that by adding trace<br />
amounts <strong>of</strong> a secret blend <strong>of</strong> monosodium glutamate,<br />
mercuric chloride and high-fructose corn syrup during the<br />
HydRo-7 purification process, they could affect the<br />
brain’s memory while improving the taste <strong>of</strong> the<br />
product.<br />
Aquafina started distributing bottled water in Wichita,<br />
Kansas in 1994 and has been experimenting with<br />
memory-erasing chemicals since the late nineties.<br />
“When someone drinks our water,” Rosewater explains,<br />
“those trace amounts affect their memory and<br />
in turn they become loyal buyers. This process, repeated<br />
over a span <strong>of</strong> years, ensures that customers<br />
have some short-term memory loss such as forgetting<br />
their own name and forgetting they even drank the<br />
water in the first place. This guarantees repeat<br />
customers.”<br />
Though the HHS has declined to comment and PETA<br />
has yet to find any animals harmed, the Pepsi Corporation<br />
expects controversy. Rabo Karabekian,<br />
chairman for PepsiCo, issued a statement saying<br />
“…hopefully we can just avoid all <strong>of</strong> these eco-terrorist<br />
groups long enough for the apocolypse <strong>of</strong> 2012 to<br />
prevent any pending lawsuits.”
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Letter To <strong>The</strong> Editor<br />
(From the editor)<br />
First <strong>of</strong> all, I would like to say thank you to everyone<br />
who has helped out on this issue, especially<br />
Mrs. Ludwig for her guidance throughout the<br />
process. Seeing how this is a letter from the editor<br />
(to the editor), this is going to be written a bit<br />
differently than it probably should be.<br />
Dear Editor,<br />
I’m sorry this issue is kind <strong>of</strong> sloppy; I won’t lie<br />
and say I’m a pro with PageMaker, and in all<br />
honesty, you did most <strong>of</strong> the placement anyway.<br />
<strong>The</strong> margins are all <strong>of</strong>f, and there is A LOT more<br />
writing than there are pictures. <strong>The</strong> yearbook is<br />
coming along great; it’s amazing to see everyone<br />
kicking in and getting the job done. We all miss you<br />
around here; I know I do. I miss the days back<br />
when I was just a little kid, playing Pokemon with<br />
Liz at <strong>Ward</strong> games. I miss writing down all the<br />
quotes you said when I had my first class with you<br />
freshman year (And yes, that is what I was doing. I<br />
think you thought I was doing homework for<br />
another class). I miss talking about how much<br />
media has changed through the years: music,<br />
movies, photography, all that. I miss you giving me<br />
your phone number so I could call you Saturday<br />
morning to meet up here at school to finish <strong>The</strong><br />
<strong>Outburst</strong>. I miss our political talks, our religious<br />
talks, and everything in between. But most <strong>of</strong> all, I<br />
think I just miss seeing you around the halls, seeing<br />
freshman faces after they have their first talk with<br />
you: it was always a ‘Is this guy crazy or am I just<br />
not getting something?’ look, or seeing you explaining<br />
something to Ms. Lip, or chatting with Mr.<br />
Tomasic. Things just seem a lot quieter.<br />
I’m sure you’re familiar with the Kübler-<br />
Ross model, and would know it by that name, so I<br />
feel like I can tell you about how true it is. I really<br />
was in denial and the anger stage was the most<br />
prominent: I <strong>of</strong>ten times found myself thinking<br />
‘come on, everything that you knew how to do,<br />
everything that needed to be done, and you aren’t<br />
here to help us.’ I think I jumped to acceptance;<br />
I think everyone has. It seems everything<br />
is getting back to normal, and things are<br />
peaceful again. We’ve accepted that there are<br />
things that need to be done, and we can’t sit<br />
around hoping that they will get done. We<br />
have to stand up, think for ourselves, and get<br />
the job done, just like you always taught, both<br />
through lesson and example.<br />
Every time I step in this room I sit<br />
down to work on something (so far all I’ve<br />
done this semester is this issue), I think to<br />
myself, “What would he have to say about<br />
this? What would he improve? What can I do<br />
to show that I’m working in his honor?” And<br />
then it hits me: I’m already doing what he<br />
would want. He wouldn’t say anything about<br />
this; he wouldn’t improve anything, and I’m<br />
already working in his honor: the fact that I<br />
am thinking about this is all he would want.<br />
He challenged us to think differently. He<br />
taught unlike any other teacher. (No <strong>of</strong>fense<br />
to any teachers). Where Math was always<br />
‘this is,’ History was always ‘that was,’<br />
English was always ‘this is proper,’ and<br />
Religion was always ‘we believe,’ Mr. Brock<br />
was always ‘what if.’ So what if the answer to<br />
keeping him alive within us isn’t through<br />
prayer or writing or any <strong>of</strong> those things; what<br />
if the answer is to every now and then stop<br />
and think, not necessarily even about him, but<br />
just think about things a little differently. That<br />
may be completely bogus, but I can just as<br />
easily argue that it is completely true; it’s just<br />
different from how you think.<br />
- the editor
Sketch by Marko Dolinar ‘10<br />
<strong>Dedicated</strong> in memory <strong>of</strong> our teacher, mentor, coach,<br />
father, and friend, on behalf <strong>of</strong> every life he impacted.