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lest you should fall prey to some illusion. On the other hand, I would not want to hinder or
oppose the will of God, for I too want to do the will of God.” And so, we agreed that I will
still remain just as I am, until such time as the Lord will let Mother General know that He
demands that I leave this Congregation. And so the matter was put off for a while.
751 And so You see, Jesus, that everything is now up to You. I am perfectly at peace, despite
these great urgings. For my part, I have done everything, and it is now Your turn, my
Jesus, and in this way (169) Your cause will be made apparent. I am totally in accord
with Your will; do with me as You please, O Lord, but only grant me the grace of loving
You more and more ardently. This is what is most precious to me. I desire nothing but
You, O Love Eternal! It matters not along what paths You will lead me, paths of pain or
paths of joy. I want to love You at every moment of my life. If You tell me to leave, O
Jesus, in order to carry out Your will, I will leave. If you tell me to stay, I will stay. It
matters not what I will suffer, in the one instance or the other. O my Jesus, if I leave, I
know what I shall have to suffer and endure. I agreed to this with full awareness, and I
have already accepted it by an act of the will. It does not matter what the chalice holds
for me. It is enough for me to know that it has been given to me by the loving hand of
God. If you tell me to turn back and stay, I will stay in spite of all the interior urgings. If
You still keep them (170) in my soul and leave me in this inner agony even to the end of
my life, I accept this in the full consciousness of my will and in loving submission to You,
O my God. If I stay, I shall hide myself in Your mercy, my God, so deeply that no human
eye will see me. Throughout my life, I want to be a thurible filled with hidden fire, and
may the smoke rising up to You, O Living Host, be pleasing to You. I feel in my own
heart that every little sacrifice arouses the fire of my love for You, but in such a silent and
secret way that no one will detect it.
752 When I told Mother General that the Lord wanted the Congregation to say the chaplet in
order to propitiate God‟s anger, Mother told me that at present she could not introduce
new prayers that had not yet been approved….. “But give me the chaplet, Sister, [she
said;] perhaps it can be said during an adoration. We (171) shall see. It would be good if
Father Sopocko could publish a pamphlet with the chaplet; then it would be better and
easier to recite it in the Congregation, for it is a bit difficult to do so now.”
753 The mercy of the Lord is praised by the holy souls in heaven who have themselves
experienced that infinite mercy. What these souls do in heaven, I already will begin to do
here on earth. I will praise God for His infinite goodness, and I will strive to bring other
souls to know and glorify the inexpressible and incomprehensible mercy of God.
754 + The Lord‟s Promise: The souls that say this chaplet will be embraced by My mercy
during their lifetime and especially at the hour of their death.
755 O my Jesus, teach me to open the bosom of mercy and love to everyone who asks for it.
Jesus, my Commander, teach me so that all my prayers and deeds may bear the seal of
Your mercy.
756 (172) November 18, 1936. Today I tried to make all my exercises before Benediction,
because I was feeling more ill than usual. So I went to bed directly after Benediction.
But when I entered the bedroom, I suddenly knew interiorly that I should go to the cell of
S.N. 145 because she was in need of help. I entered her cell at once, and S.N. said to me,
“Oh, how good it is that God has brought you here, Sister!” And her voice was so faint
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