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and omnipotent love be the driv<strong>in</strong>g force of all <strong>my</strong> actions,. Who will ever conceive<br />

and understand the depth of <strong>mercy</strong> that has gushed forth from Your Heart?<br />

833 I have experienced how much envy there is, even <strong>in</strong> religious life. I see that there are<br />

few truly great <strong>soul</strong>s, ready to trample on everyth<strong>in</strong>g that is not God. O <strong>soul</strong>, you will<br />

f<strong>in</strong>d no beauty outside of God. Oh, how fragile is the foundation of those who elevate<br />

themselves at the expenses of others! What a loss!<br />

834 (218) December 19, [1936]. This even<strong>in</strong>g, I felt <strong>in</strong> <strong>my</strong> <strong>soul</strong> that a certa<strong>in</strong> person had<br />

need of <strong>my</strong> prayer. Immediately, I began to pray. Suddenly, I realize <strong>in</strong>teriorly and am<br />

aware of who the spirit is who is ask<strong>in</strong>g this of me; I pray until I feel at peace. There is<br />

great help for the dy<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> this chaplet. I often pray for an <strong>in</strong>tention that I have learned<br />

of <strong>in</strong>teriorly. I always pray until I experience <strong>in</strong> <strong>my</strong> <strong>soul</strong> that the prayer has had its<br />

effect.<br />

835 Especially now, while I am <strong>in</strong> this hospital, I experience an <strong>in</strong>ner communion with the<br />

dy<strong>in</strong>g who ask me for prayer when their agony beg<strong>in</strong>s. God has given me a wondrous<br />

contact with the dy<strong>in</strong>g! S<strong>in</strong>ce this has been happen<strong>in</strong>g more frequently, I have been<br />

able to verify it, even to the exact hour.<br />

Today I was awakened suddenly at eleven o‟clock at night and clearly felt the<br />

presence near me of some spirit who was ask<strong>in</strong>g me for prayer. Some force simply<br />

compelled me to pray. My vision is purely spiritual, by means of a sudden light (219)<br />

that God grants me at that moment. I keep on pray<strong>in</strong>g until I feel peace <strong>in</strong> <strong>my</strong> <strong>soul</strong>,<br />

and not always for an equally long time; because sometimes it happens that with one<br />

“Hail Mary” I am already at peace, and then I say the De Profundis and pray no longer.<br />

And sometimes it happens that I pray the entire chaplet and only then feel at peace. I<br />

have also discovered that if I feel constra<strong>in</strong>ed to pray for a longer time; that is to say, I<br />

experience <strong>in</strong>terior unrest, the <strong>soul</strong> is undergo<strong>in</strong>g a greater struggle and is go<strong>in</strong>g<br />

through a longer f<strong>in</strong>al agony.<br />

This is how I have verified the exact time: I have a watch, and I look to see what time<br />

it is. On the follow<strong>in</strong>g day, when they tell me about that person‟s death, I ask them<br />

about the time, and it exactly corresponds, as does the length of the person‟s last<br />

agony. They say to me, “Such and such a person died today, but she passed away<br />

quickly and peacefully.” It sometimes happens that the dy<strong>in</strong>g person is <strong>in</strong> the second<br />

or third build<strong>in</strong>g away, yet for the spirit, space does not (220) exist. It sometimes<br />

happens that I know about a death occurr<strong>in</strong>g several hundred kilometers away. This<br />

has happened several times with regard to <strong>my</strong> family and relatives and also sisters <strong>in</strong><br />

religion, and even <strong>soul</strong>s whom I have not known dur<strong>in</strong>g their lifetime.<br />

O God of fathomless <strong>mercy</strong>, who allow me to give relief and help to the dy<strong>in</strong>g by <strong>my</strong><br />

unworthy prayer, be blessed as many thousand times as there are stars <strong>in</strong> the sky and<br />

drops of water <strong>in</strong> all the oceans! Let Your <strong>mercy</strong> resound throughout the orb of the<br />

earth, and let is rise to the foot of Your throne, giv<strong>in</strong>g praise to the greatest of Your<br />

attributes; that is, Your <strong>in</strong>comprehensible <strong>mercy</strong>. O God, this unfathomable <strong>mercy</strong><br />

enthralls anew all the holy <strong>soul</strong>s and all the spirits of heaven. These pure spirits are<br />

immersed <strong>in</strong> holy amazement as they glorify this <strong>in</strong>conceivable <strong>mercy</strong> of God, which <strong>in</strong><br />

turn arouses even greater admiration <strong>in</strong> them, and their praise is carried out <strong>in</strong> a<br />

perfect manner. O eternal God, how ardently I desire to glorify this greatest of Your<br />

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