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<strong>81</strong> <strong>DAYS</strong><br />

MEN’S JOURNAL 90 OCTOBER 2012


<strong>ON</strong> <strong>THE</strong> <strong>ICE</strong><br />

Two men embark on an adventure<br />

alone across Antarctica, overcoming<br />

broken ribs, frostbite, and storms<br />

— and setting world records in the<br />

coldest place on Earth.<br />

written and photographed by SEBASTIAN COPELAND<br />

AS YOU STEP OUT onto the<br />

ice sheet, cold air hits you in<br />

the face like a fist of needles.<br />

Nothing quite prepares you<br />

for Antarctica. It is a behemoth.<br />

One and a half times<br />

the size of the United States,<br />

98 percent of its surface is<br />

covered in ice. It is the coldest,<br />

windiest, and driest continent on Earth.<br />

We had arrived at Novolazarevskaya, a<br />

Russian base station on the eastern coast of<br />

Antarctica that services scientific-research<br />

projects, some tourism, and the occasional<br />

expedition, like the one we were about to<br />

begin: a three-month traversal of Antarctica<br />

without assistance and using only land kites<br />

and skis. Transit to “Novo,” which is little<br />

more than a collection of prefab barracks, a<br />

mess tent, and an outhouse, is made aboard<br />

the Russian f lying-cargo workhorse the<br />

Ilyushin-76. The plane’s window-paneled<br />

nose makes it a clear pick out of a lineup,<br />

but inside, the accommodations are strictly<br />

functional. Exposed pipes and ducts are<br />

held together with aging, discolored tape;<br />

passengers and cargo share the same space;<br />

and there are no portholes. No effort has<br />

been made to soundproof the cabin (the<br />

crew distributes ear plugs before takeoff),<br />

and the bathroom is a portable toilet<br />

strapped aft of the plane — literally. Our<br />

six-hour night f light from Cape Town,<br />

South Africa, to the frigid eastern coast of<br />

Antarctica hinted at the spartan life of an<br />

expedition on the ice.<br />

My partner for this trip, Eric McNair-<br />

Landry, has a medium build and a robust<br />

aptitude to endure punishing stretches in<br />

the cold. He grew up in Canada’s northern<br />

territories and, at 26, has a promising future<br />

in the expedition world. An engineer<br />

by training, Eric is happiest far away from<br />

a power grid. Eric and I had trained for


this trip on Greenland. We had spent 42<br />

days crossing its south-north axis, where<br />

we set a new record for the longest distance<br />

traveled with kites over 24 hours, at<br />

370 miles (a journey chronicled in a 2010<br />

article in Men’s Journal). Following two<br />

years of planning, our mission has three<br />

objectives. If successful, we will be the<br />

first to independently reach the Antarctica<br />

Pole of Inaccessibility (POI) — the farthest<br />

point from the continent’s coasts — using<br />

kites and skis. The 1,120-mile stretch from<br />

Novo to the heart of Antarctica makes it<br />

arguably the most remote and diff icult<br />

point of access on the planet. Only five<br />

missions have ever reached the POI — and<br />

only twice since 1964. And all but one<br />

were motorized.<br />

Paul Landry, the famed polar guide (and<br />

Eric’s father), led a team there in 2006, also<br />

using kites. Theirs was a one-way trip,<br />

however, and it also benefitted from air<br />

support. The conditions in Antarctica are<br />

fairly predictable: often windy and always<br />

very, very cold. The danger comes mostly<br />

from human error, failure of equipment,<br />

and overreaching in one’s goals. Even if<br />

you know what to expect, a mistake can<br />

still lead to disaster. Losing a tent while<br />

setting it up in a windstorm is obviously<br />

lethal, but a failed solar panel can also be<br />

critical. On this type of mission, you plan<br />

for the worst and hope for the best, and<br />

when dark thoughts creep into your mind,<br />

you keep them to yourself.<br />

With more than 400 pounds in tow each,<br />

our loads weighed more than double what<br />

Landry’s team pulled, and for us, the POI<br />

would be the first stop of our mission. Our<br />

second objective was to make the first-ever<br />

unassisted and nonmotorized crossing of<br />

the 550 miles separating the POI from the<br />

South Pole, one of the least-known routes<br />

in Antarctica. Third, we would complete<br />

the first-ever east-west transcontinental<br />

crossing of Antarctica via two of its poles,<br />

a distance of more than 2,500<br />

miles. All of this would take<br />

place between November 2011<br />

and February 2012, on the occasion<br />

of the 100th anniversary<br />

of Roald Amundsen and Robert<br />

Falcon Scott’s historic, and<br />

tragic, race to the South Pole.<br />

We had spent two days in<br />

Cape Town meticulously packing<br />

our sledges. We would be<br />

bringing with us two eight-foot<br />

sledges and two four-footers,<br />

as well as four kites of different<br />

sizes. We also had ample stores<br />

of dehydrated food, skis, boots, communications<br />

devices, photo gear — and three pairs<br />

of underwear each. We quickly secured 35<br />

liters of white fuel for our cooking stoves<br />

Sebastian Copeland is an explorer,<br />

photographer, and environmental advocate,<br />

who holds four polar records.<br />

From left:<br />

Copeland,<br />

after almost<br />

three months<br />

of traveling<br />

in Antarctica;<br />

his partner,<br />

McNair-Landry,<br />

pulling a sledge<br />

with more than<br />

400 pounds of<br />

supplies across<br />

the ice by kite<br />

and skis<br />

from Novo’s station manager,<br />

strapped on our skis, clipped<br />

the pulling trace onto our harnesses,<br />

and took our first steps<br />

of the expedition. Or at least<br />

attempted to.<br />

Eric and I are seasoned<br />

adventurers, prepared both<br />

physically and mentally for the challenge of<br />

pulling heavy loads in extreme conditions,<br />

where temperatures can often reach below<br />

–50˚F. But within minutes, our muscles<br />

were gorged with blood, and sweat was<br />

beading all over our bodies. We had started<br />

near sea level, and before we could get the<br />

kites in the air, we would have to ascend<br />

9,500 feet up a glacier and through multiple<br />

crevasse fields to reach a favorable wind<br />

line on the plateau. It seemed incomprehensible<br />

that we would be able to achieve<br />

that. Each irregularity in the terrain was<br />

an opportunity for the sledges to snag and<br />

abruptly bring the effort to a stop. By the<br />

end of the first day, we had covered only one<br />

and a half miles. It took us three days to lose<br />

sight of the station. “Convicts don’t work<br />

this hard,” Eric said on one of our short food<br />

breaks. But we advanced steadily, gaining<br />

ground and elevation amid an arresting<br />

landscape of vertical mountains piercing<br />

skyward through the ice. Slowly, even the<br />

tallest peak was swallowed up by the rising<br />

ice cap, until the last of the mountains<br />

disappeared from sight.<br />

MEN’S JOURNAL 92 OCTOBER 2012


MAP BY HAISAM HUSSEIN<br />

After 15 days of sweating and cursing,<br />

we finally reached the plateau.<br />

On our f irst night, a brutal storm<br />

pinned us down in the tent for three<br />

days.<br />

WHEN A STORM hits in<br />

Antarctica, the tent is<br />

your only chance of survival.<br />

It is like an additional member<br />

of an expedition. In a storm like the<br />

one we experienced, you see displays<br />

of nature’s fierce power. The sky closes<br />

in, visibility drops, the wind kicks up<br />

to 60 mph, and temperatures sink —<br />

in east Antarctica in early November,<br />

temperatures average around –30˚F.<br />

In these conditions, all you can do is build a<br />

snow wall to shield the tent from the wind,<br />

bury yourself deep in your sleeping bag,<br />

and wait for it to pass. With the elements<br />

raging, tent life can be surprisingly tranquil.<br />

A good book, a chess game, or an iPod<br />

can take your mind off the harsh realities<br />

outside. We also spent our time in the tent<br />

recalculating the daily distance scenarios<br />

required to meet our goals and assessing<br />

the likelihood of success.<br />

Other than storms, air movement on an<br />

ice cap is dominated by katabatic winds.<br />

Katabatic, from the Greek word katabatikos,<br />

or “going downhill,” refers to the<br />

movement of air down an ice slope. When<br />

cool air reaches the ice, it gains density.<br />

This heavier air will roll down a grade, if<br />

there is one, governed by the same law that<br />

hit Newton in the head with the apple. The<br />

katabatic process makes wind direction<br />

fairly predictable on an ice cap, and with a<br />

careful choice of route, it favors kite-skiing<br />

expeditions. Unlike in cross-country skiing,<br />

kites help you cover vast areas relatively fast.<br />

Due to its size, remoteness, and the<br />

antagonistic nature of its environment,<br />

Antarctica remains the least explored<br />

Conditions in<br />

Antarctica are fairly<br />

predictable: often<br />

windy and always<br />

cold. Danger comes<br />

from human error,<br />

failed equipment,<br />

and overreaching<br />

in one’s goals.<br />

Larsen<br />

Ice<br />

Shelf<br />

Hercules Inlet<br />

ANTARCTIC CIRCLE<br />

1,000 MILES<br />

Ronne<br />

Ice<br />

Shelf<br />

AMUNDSEN<br />

ROUTE<br />

COPELAND<br />

ROUTE<br />

Ross<br />

Ice Shelf<br />

Novolazarevskaya<br />

Station<br />

South Pole<br />

Pole of<br />

Inaccessibility<br />

ANTARCTICA<br />

SCOTT<br />

ROUTE<br />

landmass in the world. Other than the katabatic<br />

winds, though, the history of Antarctic<br />

expeditions begins and ends with<br />

the sastrugi. Sure, there is the cold, the<br />

wind, and the desolation. But the sastrugi<br />

— ice features of varying size and shape,<br />

sculpted by the powerful winds — define<br />

the landscape. Row upon row of closely<br />

stacked ice ridges make travel intensely<br />

challenging. On a kiting expedition anywhere,<br />

the sastrugi will fray your joints and<br />

rattle your fillings. But in Antarctica, they<br />

will destroy your equipment, your bones,<br />

and sometimes your spirit — pretty much<br />

in that order, as we would soon find out.<br />

This year was especially bad for the sastrugi.<br />

Around the same time as our trip,<br />

two other expeditions had been forced to<br />

stop, and a third had requested an airlift<br />

to a further deployment because of the sastrugi.<br />

It wasn’t long before the tip of my ski<br />

jammed into the head of one, and in a flash,<br />

I received a lesson in physics: The force displaced<br />

while kiting is equal to the mass of<br />

the sledge plus your weight, in addition to<br />

the pull of the kite, which is measured in<br />

speed, or momentum. In this case, when<br />

you stick a ski into the ice, all that force is<br />

Amery<br />

Ice<br />

Shelf<br />

directed underfoot, and under such conditions,<br />

things tend to break. Breakage is part<br />

of all expeditions; how much redundancy<br />

you build into your supplies requires a<br />

delicate balance between tacking on extra<br />

weight and rolling the dice. Experience<br />

helps, but luck also determines whether you<br />

will go on or abort the mission. Screws and<br />

epoxy held my ski together for less than a<br />

day, but by chance, and against the advice of<br />

my young partner, I had brought a replacement,<br />

and we managed to resume the trek.<br />

Skis are not the only thing that can break,<br />

of course — a lesson I learned on day six<br />

of the expedition. For the first stage, I had<br />

chosen to bring two smaller sledges to<br />

spread the weight and separate it in dual<br />

loads if needed. On paper this seemed like<br />

a good idea. In reality, having “the kids” —<br />

our nickname for the smaller sledges — in<br />

tow only complicated matters. Not only<br />

did they increase the chance of snagging a<br />

nose on a bad piece of sastrugi; while<br />

kiting, they doubled the fishtailing<br />

effect, adding drag and pull to the harness<br />

while killing speed. Both sets of<br />

sledges would occasionally nose-plant<br />

violently into ridges, bringing me to a<br />

sudden stop. I would be squeezed by<br />

the harness until my eyes bugged out,<br />

or I’d be slammed sideways onto the<br />

ice. It was on one such occasion that I<br />

heard a sound that still resonates in my<br />

head: a crack coming from my chest,<br />

followed by a sharp, agonizing pain, as<br />

if a knife had been lodged between my<br />

ribs. I attempted to wiggle the harness<br />

and breathed deeply, but there was<br />

no shaking the pain. Everything I did<br />

made it worse. I landed the kite, struggled<br />

to secure the lines, and dropped<br />

to my knees, the pain overtaking my<br />

body with each breath. I stretched my torso<br />

and could feel bony clanking. The signs were<br />

unmistakable: broken ribs.<br />

Just before I departed on this mission,<br />

fate perhaps had me sit down to dinner in<br />

Cape Town with a fellow adventurer, who<br />

shared with me that he had once broken<br />

a rib on an expedition. I asked him what<br />

he had done about it, and he said: “I swallowed<br />

a bunch of painkillers, sucked it up,<br />

and carried on with the trip.” I’ll admit I<br />

was impressed.<br />

I spent 48 hours resting, with two broken<br />

ribs, thinking about my friend “sucking it<br />

up” and contemplating the nature of failure.<br />

Eventually, though, I got up, sewed leg<br />

straps to the harness, swallowed a mouthful<br />

of Ibuprofen, and hit the trail. This was day<br />

eight. Eighty more to go.<br />

Kiting over long distances is like running<br />

a marathon: You hope for a consistent pace.<br />

But changing conditions can shift the narrative.<br />

On a timeline, with limited supplies,<br />

this can be tense. As we gained elevation, the<br />

cooling temperatures and thinning oxygen<br />

took their toll. Eric developed altitude cough,<br />

and we were both sucking air just buckling<br />

our boots. But it was the light and unstable<br />

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winds that increasingly wreaked havoc on<br />

our nerves. The POI is located at 12,220 feet,<br />

one of the highest plateaus in Antarctica.<br />

Katabatic winds accelerate downhill, which<br />

theoretically means the closer you get to the<br />

top — and to our destination — the weaker<br />

the wind. Over the 53 days we spent on<br />

our approach to the POI, we experienced<br />

two kinds of air movement: a few hours<br />

of weak winds, with days of single-digit<br />

miles traveled; and powerful storms that<br />

pinned us in the tent. We attempted to take<br />

advantage of the head or tail of the storms,<br />

which made for white-knuckle kite rides<br />

into virtual whiteouts. But we continued to<br />

progress, mile by mile. And while my ribs<br />

slowly and painfully healed in spite of the<br />

daily squeeze of the harness, a new, more<br />

serious challenge arose.<br />

AFROSTBITE STARTS out looking<br />

like a blister. The body secretes liquid<br />

to protect the next layer of skin.<br />

When that liquid is further exposed to frost,<br />

it sinks down, killing the next layer of skin.<br />

The dead skin hardens and goes necrotic,<br />

turning black, and careful monitoring is<br />

required to prevent it from spreading. If<br />

frost reaches the bone, or the first<br />

knuckle of a digit, amputation is<br />

VITAL<br />

STATISTICS<br />

Total days<br />

on the ice:<br />

<strong>81</strong><br />

Distance<br />

covered:<br />

2,395 miles<br />

Highest point<br />

reached:<br />

12,220 feet<br />

Total elevation<br />

gained:<br />

11,886 feet<br />

Longest<br />

distance<br />

traveled in<br />

a day:<br />

145 miles<br />

Shortest:<br />

960 feet<br />

Sledge weight<br />

at the start of<br />

the trip:<br />

420 pounds<br />

At the end:<br />

150 pounds<br />

Coldest<br />

temperature<br />

without wind<br />

chill:<br />

–40°F<br />

With wind<br />

chill:<br />

–76°F<br />

generally required to prevent the<br />

spread of gangrene.<br />

The Dynafit backcountry boots<br />

I chose for the expedition had been<br />

vetted during our 1,430-mile, 42-<br />

day kite-and-ski journey in Greenland.<br />

Their thin shell offered an excellent<br />

weight-to-strength ratio, but<br />

I paid for it with less warmth than<br />

a traditional boot. For that reason,<br />

I wore a custom overboot made<br />

of synthetic fiberfill and wind-resistant<br />

material. The boots were on<br />

the cool side but remained acceptable<br />

in the frigid Antarctic conditions.<br />

Where I rolled the dice was<br />

on the size: I received the largest<br />

one manufactured by the company,<br />

which, while fitting my size-12 foot<br />

perfectly, did not afford the extra<br />

room that, in cold conditions, allows<br />

air to circulate. With two<br />

pairs of socks, the fit was snug. I<br />

also failed to account for the furious<br />

assault on my feet by sastrugi,<br />

specifically on my big toes. After<br />

two weeks of kiting, my right toe<br />

displayed signs of trauma, and the<br />

nail began turning black. Soon, the<br />

base of the nail was swelling and got<br />

infected. Liquid secreted below the<br />

skin, under the nail, and eventually,<br />

exposed to frigid temperatures, the<br />

liquid caused a cold injury. At the end of<br />

each day, I would anxiously inspect my toe,<br />

only to discover more of the ominous black.<br />

The history of polar exploration is replete<br />

with stubby toes and missing digits.<br />

Strange things happen to the brain on the<br />

ice: The drive to reach a goal can blur rational<br />

thinking. I had no desire to lose<br />

a toe, but there was no way I would<br />

abort my mission to save one, either.<br />

Eric had opted for an Everest<br />

mountaineering boot, which, while<br />

offering little ankle support, delivered<br />

ample warmth. The POI was<br />

217 miles away; we were 900 miles<br />

and 40 days into our journey and<br />

close to accomplishing our first objective.<br />

I decided to press on. Eric<br />

and I traded right boots.<br />

<strong>ON</strong> <strong>THE</strong> 53RD day of the expedition,<br />

we were finally<br />

within striking distance of<br />

the POI. A storm that had pinned<br />

us down for two days was dying.<br />

With good conditions, we could<br />

close the 60-mile gap in four, maybe<br />

five hours. But as we got ready that<br />

morning, the winds continued to<br />

decrease. An hour into the day, our<br />

speed was faltering, as were our<br />

hopes of reaching the POI.<br />

By 2 pm, with barely any wind,<br />

we were struggling to keep the kites<br />

in the air. By 6:30 pm, we had been<br />

on the trail for 10 hours — our longest<br />

stretch of the trip — and a little<br />

more than nine miles remained.<br />

But the wind picked up, and as we<br />

raced over the ice, I scanned the<br />

empty vastness, expecting at any<br />

moment to see a marker on the horizon.<br />

With about four miles to go, we set down to<br />

check our bearings. Good thing: We were<br />

45 degrees off and had nearly overshot our<br />

target.<br />

We lifted off one last time, and within<br />

minutes, I saw that two markers were ahead<br />

of us: the first man-made features Eric and<br />

I had seen since leaving Novo. We sped<br />

toward them. The rough terrain no longer<br />

mattered, the burn in my legs was forgotten,<br />

and the adrenaline even warmed my<br />

toes. Soon, I could make out a derelict communications<br />

tower and the remains of a<br />

drilling platform — relics of a Soviet-built<br />

station at the POI that had been abandoned<br />

more than 50 years ago. A bust of Lenin<br />

propped atop a chimney is all that remains<br />

of the station. Sticking out of the ice, it faces<br />

Moscow: stoic, incongruous, and forlorn in<br />

this desolate space, like a Napoleon exiled<br />

on a frozen Elba. The rest of the base was<br />

somewhere below our skis. Past the tower,<br />

we made a slow downwind turn and landed<br />

our kites. Fifty-three days, 11 hours, and<br />

12 minutes, and we were there. We had<br />

reached the POI.<br />

IN JUNE 1910, a young British naval<br />

off icer named Robert Falcon Scott<br />

set sail for the Ross Ice Shelf in Antarctica<br />

with the ambition of planting the<br />

Union Jack at the South Pole. At about the<br />

same time, the Norwegian explorer Roald<br />

Amundsen began his own expedition to the<br />

Arctic, sailing from Norway with his provisions<br />

and dogs. Once out to sea, Amundsen<br />

changed course and headed for the Ross<br />

Ice Shelf. With Scott and Amundsen both<br />

heading for the South Pole at the same<br />

time, the greatest race in polar history<br />

had begun.<br />

Amundsen’s sharp tactical thinking and<br />

experience in the Arctic made him a fiercely<br />

efficient leader. He knew the proper clothing<br />

for the environment and how to use dogs,<br />

which allowed him to successfully reach the<br />

plateau from the Axel Heiberg Glacier and<br />

MEN’S JOURNAL 94 OCTOBER 2012


set up supply caches along the way.<br />

On December 14, 1911, Amundsen<br />

and his team were the first to reach<br />

the South Pole.<br />

Scott, meanwhile, was using<br />

tractors and ponies, not dogs. The<br />

tractors proved useless in the deep snow of<br />

the Ross Ice Shelf, and all the ponies died.<br />

Scott and his four-man team reached the<br />

pole on January 17, 1912, but their dream of<br />

planting the British flag was thwarted by<br />

the sight of a tent flying Norwegian colors.<br />

Inside was a note left by Amundsen, addressed<br />

to Scott:<br />

Dear Captain Scott — As you probably<br />

are the first to reach this area after us, I<br />

will ask you to kindly forward this letter<br />

to [Norwegian] King Haakon VII. If you<br />

can use any of the articles left in the tent,<br />

please do not hesitate to do so. The sledge<br />

left outside may be of use to you. With<br />

kind regards I wish you a safe return.<br />

yours truly,<br />

Roald Amundsen<br />

Scott and his team began their return<br />

journey, but after multiple vicious storms,<br />

they died tragically of cold and starvation a<br />

mere 11 miles from their next<br />

food cache. In the expedition<br />

world, the rivalry between<br />

Norway and England lives<br />

on to this day.<br />

With this in mind, we set<br />

out to cover the 550-mile<br />

stretch that separates the<br />

POI from the South Pole.<br />

This route had been traveled<br />

only once, over two seasons,<br />

by motorized tractors. We<br />

studied wind models, and<br />

conditions on this section<br />

promised to be very light.<br />

But we were 12 days behind,<br />

and weak winds could<br />

threaten our timeline and<br />

the remainder of the expedition.<br />

So when blowing snow<br />

hit the tent on the morning<br />

after our arrival at the POI,<br />

we were quick to break camp<br />

and shoot out of there. The<br />

idea was to drop in elevation<br />

as fast as we could and fall<br />

into a favorable wind setup.<br />

What we got on that crossing<br />

was some of the best wind<br />

of the entire trip, along with<br />

smooth terrain and warming<br />

temperatures. Not that<br />

everything was easy. There<br />

was a leaking fuel canister<br />

that contaminated some<br />

food, three days of dead calm<br />

in the tent, and the accidental<br />

loss of my sleeping bag<br />

during travel. But overall<br />

it went well, and our daily<br />

average exceeded 60 miles<br />

per day.<br />

On January 8, after 1,680<br />

miles of travel, the Amundsen-Scott<br />

South Pole Station<br />

appeared on the horizon.<br />

We had not seen a sign of<br />

( recent) human activity in<br />

65 days, and the sight of a community raised<br />

our spirits. I landed my kite, took in the<br />

sight of the buildings rising from the ice,<br />

and smiled. We were about to complete the<br />

second phase of our mission and reach, 100<br />

years after the fact, the spot where Amundsen<br />

and Scott had made history. I lifted my<br />

kite again and headed for the station.<br />

From left:<br />

Copeland and<br />

McNair-Landry<br />

celebrate by the<br />

bust of Lenin<br />

at the Pole of<br />

Inaccessibility;<br />

Copeland’s<br />

frostbitten toe;<br />

McNair-Landry,<br />

son of a famed<br />

polar guide, on<br />

the opening leg<br />

of the journey<br />

We met other adventurers who had skied<br />

here from other points to commemorate the<br />

centennial. We recognized the weary look<br />

of struggles on the ice. When you reach the<br />

bottom of the Earth, the stories of those who<br />

have, too, become part of your own, and<br />

instant friendships are born. But where their<br />

trip had ended (they would all be leaving<br />

the station by plane), we had another 745<br />

miles still to go. After two rest days waiting<br />

for wind, the familiar flapping of the tent’s<br />

wall beckoned to us. The wind was building.<br />

Our time was up.<br />

We had monitored the conditions all day,<br />

and while the forecast had called for light<br />

winds, it was now blowing snow, reaching<br />

18 knots and building. Eric and I had<br />

psyched ourselves to leave; the social life<br />

at the base was like a siren luring us to<br />

stay and challenging our resolve. We were<br />

ready to leave — we were dressed for the<br />

trail, the tent had been packed, the sledges<br />

rearranged, and the kites were laid out on<br />

the ice, gently bouncing in the gusts. The<br />

visibility had dropped to about a mile, which<br />

was just enough to make out the perimeter<br />

of the station, but not more. Our new friends<br />

were waiting in the cold to bid us farewell.<br />

Their faces displayed a mix of curiosity with<br />

the incredulous disconnect that comes from<br />

knowing that your mission has ended while<br />

witnessing the familiar steps of others committing<br />

to another round. It is a blend of<br />

relief and envy.<br />

Eric and I walked to our lines, clipped in,<br />

raised our kites in the air, and glided away<br />

from the camp. We followed a flagged route<br />

that cut right through the station and then<br />

out. The gap between the markers grew, and<br />

as the visibility dropped, they quickly faded<br />

from view. At the last f lag, I looked back.<br />

The station had disappeared, shrouded in<br />

a cloak of white. The kites were diving up<br />

and down, our skis were scratching the ice<br />

below us, and our speed was growing. We<br />

were back on the trail.<br />

IT TOOK 12 <strong>DAYS</strong> to reach the western<br />

coast of Antarctica. When the<br />

kites came down for their final landing,<br />

there were no parades, no podium or<br />

cash prizes, no cheering crowds or laurel<br />

wreaths. But we had our limbs, our wits,<br />

all of our toes (minus a few millimeters for<br />

some), and memories for a lifetime. We had<br />

also laid claim to three new polar records,<br />

and our names would forever be etched in<br />

the history of Antarctica firsts. In Antarctica,<br />

beauty is everywhere. With its endless<br />

white canvas, it asks many questions about<br />

the reality that you choose, pushing you to<br />

go where you never knew you could. The<br />

great climber Voytek Kurtyka once said:<br />

“Alpinism is the art of suffering.” This is also<br />

true of polar travel. When doubts arise, you<br />

would be well served to remember the two<br />

laws of perseverance. First: Put one foot in<br />

front of the other. Second: Keep walking.<br />

If you have trouble with the second, refer<br />

back to the first. <br />

OCTOBER 2012 95<br />

MEN’S JOURNAL

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