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Lately I have been thinking of many things of life. Simple things as waking up in the<br />
morning, enjoying a meal or having a nice vacation are acts of miracles, but we forget<br />
that life is not a bed of roses. Though we wish it was a bed of roses, many of<br />
us have to deal with heart break. Many times we find ourselves loving someone<br />
more than ourselves, that person even writes and expresses their love towards our<br />
person, then sudden they just stop. At this point many things go through your<br />
mind, “Was I the problem?” “Was it my fault?” “What did I do wrong?!”<br />
The first thing you need to do is STOP. Sit down and stop. I remember my first<br />
break up, I started hyperventilating. Though that action did not solve anything and<br />
it surely did not soothe me, I saw that I was in a hole in which I couldn’t get out.<br />
When Bob broke my heart I was devastated, something low like never appearing<br />
hit me hard because it doubted me and who I was. It was the wrong attitude to look<br />
at things. I lurked to town, was depressed and got worse when I saw him with other<br />
girls. Eventually I got over him and fell in love with another man. It took me longer<br />
to trust him, yet he took my heart. As many people do, promise to not hurt me, yet<br />
Mike did. He did not only cheat on me, he told me to my face that he loved it. Kind<br />
of that song in which it says “I kissed a girl, and I liked it”, partly I was glad he liked<br />
kissing girls, but not others that was not me.<br />
Again I lurked thru the streets of Tynastera depressed. I wondered WHY on earth<br />
people I love hurt me. Things I did, examined my attitude, and I fell into depression.<br />
One day I was walking to town not noticing the beauty and accidentally tripped. I’ve<br />
falling in front of Gemmie. Her caring voice was evident as she asked the reason<br />
WHY I was so gloomy blue. Funny how it all happened though, it was the right<br />
thing that I needed.<br />
I told her what happened. Told her that and how I felt. Gemmie gave me her famous<br />
grin and told me something like this “Wake up Miss E, feeling bad for a man<br />
that broke your heart? Get over it; don’t make your life miserable because an idiot<br />
broke your heart. Stand up. Don’t let a man control who you are.”<br />
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