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e n g l i s h t r a n s l a t i o n s<br />
e n g l i s h t r a n s l a t i o n s<br />
director’s statement p.26-29<br />
B<strong>org</strong>es believed that a well-constructed plot<br />
is a moral imperative, in the sense that it<br />
promises no more than literature should offer<br />
to its reader: the pleasure of formal perfection<br />
with little interference from the living world.<br />
Fantastic literature offers hypothetical worlds<br />
based on the powers of an imagination unspoiled<br />
by the constraints imposed by representative<br />
aesthetics.<br />
B<strong>org</strong>es had loved adventure stories since<br />
childhood. The pleasure to be derived from<br />
them depended on a well-thought out plot with<br />
no loose threads and little reference to deep<br />
psychological motives and impulses. Also,<br />
adventure novels do not face the problem of<br />
‘length’, which for B<strong>org</strong>es always led to a weak<br />
plot, because they are generally <strong>org</strong>anized into<br />
‘episodes’ that begin and end within the span of<br />
a chapter.<br />
In this respect, ΑΩ resembles the structure<br />
of a typical adventure novel, but is devoid of<br />
many elements that consist of a one-linear<br />
plot; catharsis, a hero character, good and evil,<br />
betrayal.<br />
B<strong>org</strong>es was a classic case of an encyclopedic<br />
mind, just like Greenway, Poe, and Darwin. His<br />
most recognizable tool to explore seemingly<br />
unrelated ideas, objects, or people, is in the<br />
use of heterogeneous classification, an order<br />
that respects no logical principle of exclusion<br />
and inclusion, no logical formation of groups,<br />
species and genres and, above all, one that<br />
includes itself in the classification. Under the<br />
cover of the encyclopedia he manages to explore<br />
conventions, because ‘there is no classification<br />
of the universe that is not arbitrary and<br />
conjectural. The reason is very simple: we do<br />
not know what the universe is.’ This is the main<br />
thesis tackled by B<strong>org</strong>es in the story of Library<br />
of Babel, a ‘Kafkaesque fiction’.<br />
The hypothesis the story presents is that<br />
the Library, or our known universe, contains<br />
precisely everything. As a consequence of the<br />
nature and the contents of the books in the<br />
Library, B<strong>org</strong>es states that the solution of the<br />
‘basic mysteries of humanity’ should be found<br />
there, ‘but that centuries have elapsed since<br />
man began looking for this solution without ever<br />
finding it’. Today, adds B<strong>org</strong>es, ‘nobody hopes<br />
to find anything’. This is the statement that ΑΩ<br />
takes as it’s starting point and adds to it the<br />
following question and challenge:<br />
Human knowledge has been expanding at<br />
an exponential speed. Yet, all accumulative<br />
knowledge up to this point, still cannot decipher<br />
the ‘basic mysteries of humanity’, those<br />
ageless questions; ‘is there god?’, ‘is there an<br />
after-life?’, ‘are we in control of our choices<br />
or is our life predestined?’ So, now I stand at a<br />
point of flux, of a personal crossroad; do I have<br />
any reason to believe that I or those to come<br />
will ever answer these questions? The logical<br />
answer is no, taking into consideration the<br />
history of knowledge and the answers provided<br />
by that search. And, although, I truly doubt the<br />
positive outcome of this ancient search, I, a<br />
rational human being, cannot stop the quest for<br />
answers. So, then I ask, ‘is it in our nature to<br />
be hopeful, to seek and to persist even when all<br />
point at the fallibility of this search?’.<br />
The logic of the Library is planned in such<br />
a way that it cannot be grasped, and, since the<br />
Library signifies the universe, the logic of the<br />
universe is inaccessible. Everything is in the<br />
Library but nothing can be found. Besides, the<br />
Library is presented as a predestined universe<br />
for the very reason that everything, past, present<br />
and future is written somewhere, in a book<br />
that has little chance of revealing its contents.<br />
This unhappy prospect does not diminish, but<br />
rather emphasizes, predestination. Life itself<br />
is tautological, because everything that can be<br />
performed, thought or said has been written<br />
in the past in one of the books of the Library.<br />
The same process of finding the key to all the<br />
‘mysteries of humanity’, and the way to reach<br />
that particular book, are also written; and the<br />
place of that book is marked in a catalogue. If<br />
this is true, the quest of humanity in the Library/<br />
universe is pointless. But, nobody can establish<br />
the truth or falseness of an <strong>org</strong>anization, whose<br />
rules are secret until the moment somebody<br />
finds them in a book.<br />
In this philosophical situation, life is either<br />
predetermined by laws, which cannot be<br />
identified instead they have forever defined an<br />
order that leaves no space for the prospect of<br />
change. Or society is randomly <strong>org</strong>anized up to<br />
the point, where mere chance, the eccentricity of<br />
fortune (somebody, without reason, stumbles on<br />
the key-book), is as strong as a predetermined<br />
<strong>org</strong>anization of the world. In either case, the<br />
rules that govern the world are secret and<br />
concealed from its subjects. Both cases lead,<br />
logically, to a dilemma. This dilemma is explored<br />
in ΑΩ, as well as the obscurities we deal with<br />
in our personal quest of, finally, realizing what<br />
moves and what disturbs us.<br />
Ash Bulayev, October 2007<br />
The quote that accompanies this statement on<br />
p.26 reads:<br />
“There is no universe in the <strong>org</strong>anic, unifying<br />
sense of that ambitious word. If there is, then<br />
we must speculate on its purpose, we must<br />
speculate on the words, definitions, etymologies,<br />
and synonyms of God’s secret dictionary.”<br />
J.L. B<strong>org</strong>es<br />
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the books<br />
Book of Reality p.34<br />
Once upon a time there was a poor child with<br />
no father and no mother. And everything was<br />
dead and no one was left in the whole world.<br />
Everything was dead. And the child went on a<br />
search, day and night. And since nobody was<br />
left on the earth, he wanted to go up into the<br />
heavens. And the moon was looking at him so<br />
friendly. And when he finally got to the moon,<br />
the moon was a piece of rotten wood. And then<br />
he went to the sun. And when he got there, the<br />
sun was a wilted sunflower. And when he got to<br />
the stars, they were little golden flies, stuck up<br />
there. And when he wanted to go back down to<br />
the earth, the earth was an overturned piss-pot.<br />
And he was all alone, and he sat down and he<br />
cried. And he is there to this day. All alone.<br />
Okay, there’s your story! Night-night!<br />
Biography of Relative Time p.36<br />
1968 – Birth.<br />
1969 – Just some blurry faces.<br />
1970 – Refuse to talk.<br />
1971 – Start trimming my eyelashes.<br />
1972 – Swim without a life-vest.<br />
1973 – Learn what money is.<br />
1974 – Tell my first joke.<br />
1975 – My mother cannot read the truth in<br />
my eyes. Therefore, I can lie.<br />
1976 – Start wearing glasses.<br />
1977 – Fall in love. With my brother.<br />
1978 – First period and we buy a colour TV.<br />
1979 – First migraine.<br />
1980 – Pack my bag and leave the house.<br />
1981 – First cigarette.<br />
1982 – First kiss.<br />
1983 – Sleep all day. No other recollection.<br />
1984 – Try to laugh at the circus.<br />
1985 – Making love in the dark. I don’t like<br />
being watched.<br />
1986 – Start collecting notes.<br />
1987 – Shave my head.<br />
1988 – First attempt to appreciate travelling.<br />
1989 – Decide to change.<br />
1990 – First habit: on Sundays I drive to the<br />
airport and back.<br />
1991 – First nervous breakdown.<br />
1992 – Rape. Loose 15 kilos in one month.<br />
1993 – My first dog: Booby.<br />
1994 – Quit smoking. I start smoking.<br />
1995 – Tries to remember, but cannot.<br />
1996 – Tries to remember. She remembers<br />
something, but she hides it.<br />
1997 – Try to see how long I can go on<br />
without speaking.<br />
1998 – A cockroach gets stuck in my hair.<br />
1999 – First time without a roommate.<br />
2000 – Pose for a painter. Hours of stillness.<br />
2001 – Funerals, one after the other. I buy<br />
new black clothes.<br />
2002 – Civil marriage. Grey day. High<br />
humidity. No flowers at all.<br />
2003 – Start painting. In secret.<br />
2004 – Loose him, but I don’t wear black.<br />
2005 – God’s eye stops following me.<br />
2006 – A whole month of vacation after<br />
twenty years.<br />
2007 – Freezing in rehearsals.<br />
2008 – We’ll see.<br />
Book of Perspectives p.40<br />
It’s never quite right, he said,<br />
the way people look,<br />
the way the music sounds,<br />
the way the words are written.<br />
It’s never quite right, he said,<br />
all the things we are taught,<br />
all the loves we chase,<br />
all the deaths we die,<br />
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