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Lambrichs: trauma, dream and narrative 31<br />
put together, so true to the usual picture of real life, that I have the impression<br />
of watch<strong>in</strong>g a drama where someone other than me, who simply shares<br />
my name, Hannah, is busy br<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g up a little girl, Louise). These are<br />
dreams, then, because they take place at night, while she is asleep, but not<br />
dreams <strong>in</strong> the usual understand<strong>in</strong>g of the term.<br />
Dreams are not narratives <strong>in</strong> the conventional sense; they do not generally<br />
tell coherent stories or generate readily understandable significance.<br />
Instead they tend to play havoc with our notions of cause and effect, rework<br />
and reformulate relations of space and time, and push back the boundaries<br />
of representation <strong>in</strong> their excessive use of symbolism and metaphor.<br />
Dreams are to reality what particularly obscure modern poetry is to the<br />
novel; they are playful improvisation with a dash of karaoke, <strong>in</strong>stead of the<br />
sober method act<strong>in</strong>g of everyday life. Dreams are performative <strong>in</strong> the<br />
Butlerian sense of the word; they br<strong>in</strong>g someth<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong>to be<strong>in</strong>g, enact someth<strong>in</strong>g,<br />
and this process is taken to its logical excess <strong>in</strong> Journal d’Hannah.<br />
Freud suggested that dreams were the dramatisation of an idea: ‘But this<br />
feature of dream-life can only be fully understood if we further recognise<br />
that <strong>in</strong> dreams . . . we appear not to th<strong>in</strong>k but to experience’. 2 And the ideas<br />
that we experience <strong>in</strong> our dreams are essentially derived from the translation<br />
of reality as a whole <strong>in</strong>to a field of emotive forces. The long<strong>in</strong>g, the<br />
wish<strong>in</strong>g, the fear<strong>in</strong>g, underly<strong>in</strong>g our everyday behaviour becomes the stuff<br />
of our dreams, but recontextualised <strong>in</strong> odd and unsettl<strong>in</strong>g ways. The emotional<br />
punch of Journal d’Hannah lies <strong>in</strong> the unspoken recognition that<br />
Hannah’s loss is too unbearable to accept and is <strong>in</strong>stead transformed <strong>in</strong>to<br />
the halluc<strong>in</strong>atory experience of her dream life with Louise.<br />
Freud’s essential premise <strong>in</strong> The Interpretation of Dreams was that<br />
dreams are exercises <strong>in</strong> wish-fulfilment, but that wishes are disguised and<br />
distorted so that the dreamer’s sleep should rema<strong>in</strong> untroubled. While The<br />
Interpretation of Dreams was written almost before the birth of psychoanalysis<br />
proper, 3 dream analysis has subsequently become <strong>in</strong>tr<strong>in</strong>sic to cl<strong>in</strong>ical<br />
practice. The hope rema<strong>in</strong>s that unravell<strong>in</strong>g the complex web of<br />
associations and symbols will lead back to the unconscious wishes ly<strong>in</strong>g<br />
beh<strong>in</strong>d a patient’s neurosis. Melanie Kle<strong>in</strong> understood dreams as be<strong>in</strong>g<br />
made from the stuff of unconscious phantasy. 4 To borrow Hanna Segal’s<br />
def<strong>in</strong>ition: ‘a phantasy is an unconscious wish, worked on by logical<br />
thought so as to give rise to a disguised expression and imag<strong>in</strong>ary fulfilment<br />
of the orig<strong>in</strong>al wish’. 5 Kle<strong>in</strong> watched young children at play and<br />
noted the extent to which phantasies dom<strong>in</strong>ated the child’s game and<br />
guided his or her perception. She came to believe that phantasy is with us