Ever since I can remember, I have had an awareness of God. He has always been at the centre of my life. He was always in the air I breathed.I also wanted to help others find faith. I’ve always had this kind of desire to serve God and help others find Him even from a young age. One early ambition was to be a missionary! I have no idea where that came from other than God Himself.
The Fig Tree Will Bear Fruit Going around in circles My compass is broken Disoriented, I search for the Light My egocentrism, a crippling neurosis Cut off from the Life My visceral putrefaction A vicious cycle of sinuous entanglement Of subjective schemas and delusions Like the tax collectors and the prostitutes I beseech you not to dash me to pieces like pottery My repentance, a humble acceptance of Your Glory In shemayim, the sinners can enter through Your son's atoning death.