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Tips and advice from bestselling authors as they share the successes and challenges of the writing journey. Whether you love reading great fiction or aspire to pen your own novel, each author has something to share. Author Success Stories celebrates the creative in all of us and inspires us to be the best we can be. And remember, it's the journey that matters. Enjoy interviews, advice and new writing by some of our bestselling authors.

Tips and advice from bestselling authors as they share the successes and challenges of the writing journey. Whether you love reading great fiction or aspire to pen your own novel, each author has something to share. Author Success Stories celebrates the creative in all of us and inspires us to be the best we can be. And remember, it's the journey that matters. Enjoy interviews, advice and new writing by some of our bestselling authors.

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AUTHOR SUCCESS<br />

STORIES<br />

BONUS<br />

EXCERPTS<br />

INSIDE<br />

In this issue:<br />

How to write your next<br />

bestseller<br />

04 16<br />

Plan your writing career like a pro<br />

Build a loyal community of readers<br />

one fan at a time<br />

What a writing life on the<br />

road is really like<br />

21 43<br />

And much more...


ISSUE #1<br />

MEL & SAM HAMMOND<br />

WRITER ON THE ROAD<br />

AUTHOR SUCCESS STORIES is a product of Writer on the<br />

Road Publishing. Full versions of interviews appearing in the<br />

magazine can be found at the Writer on the Road podcast,<br />

available for download on iTunes or at<br />

https://www.writerontheroad.com.<br />

Mel & Sam can be contacted via email at<br />

melinda@tropicalwriting.com.au or by phone on<br />

0400 703 836.<br />

<strong>Issue</strong> #1 of AUTHOR SUCCESS STORIES published 17<br />

December 2018. All rights reserved by Writer on the Road<br />

Publishing. Content may not be reproduced without written<br />

permission.


Welcome to the launch issue of <strong>Author</strong><br />

<strong>Success</strong> <strong>Stories</strong>. This is a bumper<br />

Christmas issue, so sit back and enjoy<br />

the eight interviews we've got lined up<br />

for you. Wherever you are on your<br />

writing journey, remember - it's the<br />

journey that matters.<br />

Mel & Sam


SUCCESS STORIES<br />

TABLE OF CONTENTS<br />

9<br />

HAVE BOOKS, WILL TRAVEL<br />

When a plot idea forms it's time to go and look<br />

for the right setting. Being inspired by the<br />

seasons as well as the towns and landscapes of<br />

Oz is what keeps JENN J MCLEOD writing a<br />

book a year.<br />

16<br />

HARD WORK, LUCK & TIMING: HOW<br />

TO WRITE A BESTSELLER<br />

For NATASHA LESTER, it's all about pre-drafts,<br />

drafts and a love of all things vintage fashion<br />

that inspired her to write her latest bestseller,<br />

The Paris Seamstress.<br />

22<br />

A ROOM OF HER OWN<br />

There's nothing like crossing the threshold of<br />

your writing room and immersing yourself in<br />

your story, says DARRY FRASER. It takes<br />

discipline to write every day and there's nothing<br />

like the vibe of entering your writing space to get<br />

you started.<br />

26<br />

EMBRACING THE CREATIVE<br />

PROCESS<br />

Writing rural fiction has taught PAMELA COOK<br />

that each story is unique, and that the writer's<br />

most vital task is to unleash their subconscious<br />

and enjoy the creative process.<br />

36<br />

MIDNIGHT SERENADES, TANGOS,<br />

AND HAPPY ENDINGS<br />

ALLI SINCLAIR's passion for research and flair<br />

for dance has inspired her to write best-selling<br />

novels and support her fellow writers.<br />

AUTHOR SUCCESS STORIES - ISSUE 1<br />

January 2019


SUCCESS STORIES<br />

TABLE OF CONTENTS<br />

43<br />

STRATEGICALLY PLANNING<br />

YOUR WRITING CAREER<br />

Developing a career as a writer takes time,<br />

perseverance and a passion for what you do. For<br />

ANNIE SEATON that often means ten hours a day, six<br />

days a week at her computer.<br />

48<br />

AUTHOR, PILOT, SAILOR, PLOT<br />

Finding the time and space to write is often a<br />

challenge for HELENE YOUNG, but luckily for us<br />

she manages it every time.<br />

56<br />

WHY BUILDING A COMMUNITY<br />

OF LOYAL READERS MATTERS<br />

Interacting with readers through social media is<br />

important but don't underestimate the value of<br />

meeting your personally. think book signings,<br />

author events and library visits, advises<br />

RACHAEL JOHNS.<br />

66<br />

CONTRIBUTORS<br />

DON'T FORGET TO CHECK<br />

OUT THE BONUS EXTRACTS<br />

OF OUR CONTRIBUTORS'<br />

WORKS IN PROGRESS, DUE<br />

OUT IN 2019<br />

AUTHOR SUCCESS STORIES - ISSUE 1<br />

January 2019


P A D D O C K T O P R I N T


P A D D O C K T O P R I N T C O N T . . .


P A D D O C K T O P R I N T C O N T . . .


BOOKS BY JENN...<br />

A PLACE TO REMEMBER<br />

Come home to<br />

the country, to<br />

Candlebark<br />

Creek, and to the<br />

Ivy-May<br />

Homestead—a<br />

fifth-generation<br />

Queensland<br />

cattle station<br />

hiding three<br />

decades of<br />

secrets and lies.<br />

THE OTHER SIDE OF<br />

THE SEASON<br />

When offering to<br />

drive her brother<br />

to Byron Bay,<br />

Sidney neglects<br />

to mention her<br />

planned detour<br />

Watercolour<br />

Cove.<br />

SEASON OF SHADOW<br />

AND LIGHT<br />

When it seems<br />

everything Paige<br />

trusts betrayS<br />

her, she sets off<br />

on a road trip<br />

with six-year-old<br />

Matilda, and<br />

Nana Alice in<br />

tow.<br />

INTRODUCING<br />

JENN J MCLEOD<br />

Praised for her authentic and relatable characters and<br />

sense of landscape, Jenn finds inspiration by travelling to<br />

new places and making every book a journey. Australia’s<br />

Nomadic Novelist is best known her Seasons Collection of<br />

stories – four life-affirming novels featuring friendship,<br />

family, and contemporary country life (including House for<br />

all Seasons) – her fifth novel, A Place to Remember, is<br />

available in print and as an e-book worldwide. You can<br />

connect with Jenn online where she wastes good writing<br />

time posting travel pics and having fun on Facebook,<br />

Twitter, and Instagram peddling her ‘Paddock To Print’<br />

philosophy to encourage readers to buy Australian-made<br />

fiction. @jennjmcleod_nomadicnovelist<br />

https://www.jennjmcleod.com/


HAVE BOOKS, WILL<br />

TRAVEL


A plot idea will form and I’ll go<br />

looking for the right setting.<br />

Sometimes the setting finds me. I<br />

am inspired by the seasons and by<br />

towns and landscapes I know.


<strong>Author</strong>s, no matter how successful<br />

they are, have moments when their<br />

plots just fall apart... My advice to<br />

aspiring authors is to share the<br />

journey with somebody you trust.


Excerpt from The Timekeeper's Store, part of Jenn's soon-to-be-published<br />

short story collection<br />

The time is exactly 11:11 am.<br />

I know this because clocks surround me. I am the town’s watchmaker, and like my father before me I keep the<br />

small town of Tanglewood ticking over. I am also a watcher of people, although I confess to mostly observing<br />

Millicent York from my workroom at the front corner of the jewellery store. I know the exact time each<br />

Thursday to lift my head – such is the lady’s weekly routine these past few years.<br />

The main street is wide and tree-lined, but there’s no missing her, even among the Saturday-morning cafe<br />

crowd outside Miss Pink’s Patisserie. Millicent York is a woman who demands to be noticed. So stylish and selfassured,<br />

should Tanglewood’s entire population of ten thousand fill the cracked footpaths to bursting, the lady<br />

would still stand out. This morning, however, espying her from my workroom, there is something about her<br />

appearance that has me fearing the worst.<br />

Millicent York is dying.<br />

***<br />

I am desperately aware that death is only a matter of time. That’s the thing about being a watchmaker – time<br />

too easily becomes the overriding focus. Despite being good at what I do – after fifty years, I should be – I can’t<br />

replace the broken cogs of a person’s life. I can’t stop them from wearing down, stop time draining away<br />

memories, or halt the clock hands that count down a person’s life.<br />

What I do is set the time on a watch before handing the timepiece over.<br />

What happens after that is up to the owner.<br />

(© Jenn J McLeod)


BOOKS BY NATASHA...<br />

THE PARIS<br />

SEAMSTRESS<br />

Crossing<br />

generations,<br />

society’s<br />

boundaries and<br />

international<br />

turmoil, this is the<br />

story of the special<br />

relationship<br />

between a<br />

grandmother and<br />

her<br />

granddaughter...<br />

HER MOTHER'S<br />

SECRET<br />

A KISS FROM MR<br />

FITZGERALD<br />

A sweeping story<br />

of love and<br />

ambition moving<br />

from England to<br />

Manhattan, and<br />

the 1920s to the<br />

1940s.<br />

Captivating,<br />

romantic and<br />

tragic, the story<br />

follows a young<br />

woman ahead of<br />

her time amid<br />

the fragile hearts<br />

and glamour of<br />

Jazz Age New<br />

York.<br />

INTRODUCING<br />

NATASHA LESTER<br />

Before becoming a writer, Natasha Lester worked as a<br />

marketing executive for Harlequin in the UK. She then<br />

returned to university to study creative writing, completing<br />

a Master of Creative Arts at Curtin University as well as<br />

her first novel, What is Left Over, After, which won the<br />

TAG Hungerford Award for Fiction.<br />

Her first historical novel, A Kiss from Mr Fitzgerald, was<br />

published in 2016, followed by Her Mother’s Secret in<br />

2017, and The Paris Seamstress in 2018. She is now an<br />

internationally bestselling author, having decided that<br />

playing with words is more fun than experimenting with<br />

lipstick colours.<br />

When she’s not writing books, she loves to collect vintage<br />

fashion, drink tea, read, travel, dream about Paris, and<br />

have fun with her three children.<br />

https://www.natashalester.com.au/


An interview with Natasha Lester<br />

Mel I am privileged to be talking to the<br />

beautiful Natasha Lester. We're talking<br />

about Natasha's book, 'The Paris<br />

Seamstress'. It's been getting great<br />

reviews already. What attracted me<br />

was not only the beautiful cover but all<br />

those beautiful gowns that you've<br />

been putting on your website. Would<br />

you like to tell us about those?<br />

Natasha I'm quite fashion obsessed,<br />

particularly in vintage fashion. I've<br />

loved vintage fashion for a long time,<br />

and I'm a self-taught fashion<br />

historian. I've never done anything<br />

academically in the area but I read<br />

widely about fashion history and it's a<br />

passion of mine, so I always like to<br />

include it in my books. All of the<br />

dresses the main characters wear are<br />

based on genuine pieces from the<br />

time and I do describe them in a little<br />

bit of detail, which a lot of readers<br />

comment on.<br />

When it came to writing 'The Paris<br />

Seamstress', which was an entire book<br />

about the birth of the ready-to-wear<br />

fashion industry, that was my dream<br />

come true. I could let my passion for<br />

fashion roam completely wild. I did a<br />

lot of research into the birth of readyto-wear<br />

in the late 1930s and early<br />

1940s and looked at some of those<br />

designers who really led the way in<br />

that industry – many of whom we<br />

don't hear of anymore, which is such a<br />

shame. They were absolute<br />

trailblazers for their time and some of<br />

their clothes are so iconic. They still<br />

haven't dated. They’re timeless, they're<br />

classic.<br />

Mel Your idea and your inspiration<br />

for this came, in part, from a podcast<br />

you were listening to on early New<br />

York. I was fascinated when I heard<br />

that.<br />

Natasha This book was a little bit<br />

torturous to start. The very first germ of<br />

the idea – even before the podcast –<br />

was I'd been to see a documentary 'Dior<br />

and I', which was about Raf Simons and<br />

his tenure as the head of Christian Dior.<br />

I loved the documentary and the gowns<br />

were amazing.<br />

But while I was watching, I had this very<br />

clear vision in my head of a mother and<br />

daughter working together in a Parisian<br />

atelier. But whilst that was in my head,<br />

there wasn't a story. It was literally just<br />

a one-scene vision. I thought, ‘I can't<br />

really do anything with that. I need a<br />

story.’ And I didn't have one.<br />

And so I played around with writing. I<br />

like to do what I call my pre-first draft,<br />

which is 20,000 words that I knock out<br />

in November and then let sit for a<br />

couple of months before I see what<br />

story is in there.


So I’d written this 20,000 words and I<br />

still didn't know what the story was. I<br />

was starting to panic. And that was<br />

when I happened to sit down and put<br />

on the Bowery Boys podcast, which is<br />

a podcast about New York. This<br />

particular episode was about the<br />

Garment District in New York. It's kind<br />

of a broad episode – it covers a lot of<br />

fashion history of New York. One of<br />

the little snippets in there was that it<br />

was really the Second World War that<br />

allowed New York and other places<br />

around the world to find their own<br />

fashion industry, because Paris was<br />

suddenly shut off from the rest of the<br />

world because of the German<br />

occupation. Up until then, everything<br />

that anyone wore anywhere in the<br />

world was a direct knockoff of a<br />

Parisian design.<br />

I knew that Paris had been heavily<br />

copied but I didn't realize the extent to<br />

which it had happened. Young girls –<br />

and the Stella character in 'The Paris<br />

Seamstress' – were employed to go<br />

along to the Paris fashion shows and<br />

sit in the audience, subtly sketching<br />

the designs into their program and<br />

basically then sell them on to the<br />

department store buyers in the USA.<br />

They would then make up their own<br />

genuine Chanel copies.<br />

Once that whole copying industry was<br />

shut down by the war, everybody else<br />

around the world had to discover their<br />

own fashion sensibilities and start to<br />

allow designers to design clothes<br />

within their own country. So it was that<br />

podcast episode that made me think,<br />

‘Okay, I can take that vision I've had of<br />

the mother and daughter sitting in the<br />

atelier, and attach that to a story<br />

about the birth of the ready-to-wear<br />

industry in New York in the 1940s.<br />

That can be my character's journey.’<br />

Mel This is a new way of research.<br />

There a lot of people out there doing<br />

our research for us nowadays, aren’t<br />

there?<br />

Natasha Yes, absolutely. Podcasts<br />

are amazing. I realized when I was<br />

struggling to start 'The Paris<br />

Seamstress' that I had been spending<br />

so much time writing that I hadn't<br />

been getting out and doing other<br />

things to spur on my own creative<br />

inspiration. I hadn’t been going to<br />

galleries, I hadn’t been going to the<br />

theatre, I hadn't been listening to<br />

podcasts, I hadn't been reading widely.<br />

I made a deliberate choice to sit down<br />

and listen to my podcast and do things<br />

just to keep those creative juices<br />

flowing. We are so lucky. There are so<br />

many different things you can do<br />

these days if you are having a creative<br />

drought.<br />

I also had a fabulous trip researching<br />

this book. I actually hired a private<br />

tour guide in Paris to take me around<br />

the historical fashion area, which is<br />

called Le Sentier. She was amazing, so<br />

she got me into an atelier. I spent a<br />

couple of hours there watching the<br />

women at work and it was really<br />

interesting. Up until that point, my<br />

intention for Stella, the main<br />

character, was that she would be a<br />

traditional seamstress – using needle<br />

and thread, or a sewing machine.<br />

But the atelier that I visited makes the<br />

silk flowers for couture dresses. I<br />

hadn't realized that that was a<br />

separate part of the fashion<br />

manufacturing process. There are<br />

seven traditional metiers in Paris<br />

attached to haute couture – leather<br />

work, flower work, lace work,<br />

embroidery, etc. I was in one of only<br />

two existing flower work studios,<br />

watching the women make these<br />

amazing flowers. It is incredibly<br />

complicated and incredibly amazing<br />

to look at. I just sat there for hours,<br />

snapping photos, asking them<br />

questions about what they were<br />

doing.<br />

My guide also took me around the<br />

Marais area in Paris, which is a big<br />

setting for the book. There are lots of<br />

old nobles’ townhouses in the<br />

moraine called hôtels particuliers, and<br />

one of those is essential kind of<br />

setting in my book. A lot of those<br />

amazing houses were abandoned and<br />

derelict during the Second World War.<br />

My guide took me to places that I<br />

didn’t know existed, like the theatre of<br />

the Palais Royale. We walked through<br />

the courtyard of the Palais Royale on<br />

our way to the Frontière, and there<br />

was a waiter outside sweeping the<br />

path. My guide started chatting to him<br />

– she obviously knew him – and it<br />

transpired that he had the keys to the<br />

theatre of the Palais Royale. He asked<br />

whether I would be interested in going<br />

in and having a look, and I said, “Yeah,<br />

that sounds great” – not really having<br />

any idea what I was about to stumble<br />

upon. We walked up this amazing,<br />

winding staircase, got to the top,<br />

walked into theatre – and I think I<br />

literally stood there immobile for five<br />

minutes looking around. It was the<br />

most gorgeous, splendid, amazing<br />

place. While I was standing there, an<br />

entire scene for the book appeared in<br />

my mind. If I hadn’t gone there, I<br />

would never have found that place.<br />

Moments of serendipity that you<br />

haven't planned are an amazing part<br />

of on-the-ground research, and they<br />

set book apart and make it better.<br />

Mel Putting in the effort, putting in the<br />

research, mulling over ideas, and<br />

letting your subconscious do some of<br />

the work brings out a much better<br />

product.<br />

Natasha Ninety percent of the work of<br />

a novelist is thinking time, not actual<br />

writing time. As I mentioned before, I<br />

do a 20,000-word pre-first draft in<br />

November every year – and then my<br />

three kids are off on school holidays<br />

for the entirety of December and<br />

January. It actually works quite well<br />

because it means I don't write at all<br />

over that time. Those 20,000 words<br />

just sit in my head and starts to<br />

unravel into a story, rather than a<br />

mess of words that I would never let<br />

anyone read.<br />

I sit down in February when the kids<br />

go back to school, and I write a first<br />

draft. Then every time the kids have<br />

school holidays, I aim to finish a draft<br />

that I can let sit for two or three<br />

weeks. I think about it and come back<br />

to it with fresh eyes. I can’t finish a<br />

draft and then look at it again the


next day and see the problems<br />

inherent in it. I need to step away and<br />

have that thinking time. That’s where<br />

the most valuable ideas occur. I also<br />

always take a good month off around<br />

July.<br />

Every year I don't write, that's my<br />

research time. I’ll go away overseas<br />

and do on-the-ground research, and<br />

also just sit for a couple of weeks at<br />

home and read lots of books related to<br />

the different themes and ideas in the<br />

novel. In the course of those years, I'm<br />

not actually doing any writing at all –<br />

but that's the most valuable time.<br />

Even when I’m doing the dishes, I have<br />

a notepad in the kitchen. I tend to find<br />

that every time I'm doing something<br />

mundane, when my mind’s not<br />

occupied, that's where you have all the<br />

ideas. Or walking, or during meditative<br />

yoga. I'm the world's worst meditator<br />

because I literally lie there with a<br />

million different scene ideas<br />

happening in my head. That’s where<br />

the work of writing occurs. It’s when<br />

you're doing the thinking, having the<br />

ideas. Then really it’s just a matter of<br />

sitting down at your desk and turning<br />

those thoughts into words and<br />

sentences.<br />

Mel Did you go to New York for<br />

research as well?<br />

Natasha Yes! I hired a guide there<br />

who was a specialist in New York's<br />

garment district. He took me around<br />

the historical garment district, which is<br />

quite near Times Square. There's not<br />

much left there now – a lot of it is<br />

moved out of the city – but you can<br />

still see the old buildings that used to<br />

be clothing factories. I also went to the<br />

Parsons School of Design archives,<br />

because they hold the collection of<br />

Claire McCardell fashion illustrations. I<br />

sat in there for a day looking over all of<br />

her illustrations through the 1940s,<br />

just to see how she used to draw,<br />

because every illustrator is different –<br />

particularly for her, working in space<br />

where it's a quicker process than<br />

couture, say. She didn't have the time<br />

to watercolor – they're really just<br />

pencil sketches with swatches of fabric<br />

attached to them and written details<br />

about the bottoms and the belts and<br />

that kind of thing.<br />

Mel The buildings in those places in<br />

those places so lovely. You talked<br />

about your beautiful lodgings in Paris.<br />

Natasha They're just so lovely. The<br />

Marais has restored those buildings<br />

and returned them to their former<br />

splendour. What I love most about<br />

them is that from the street it’s just a<br />

set of wooden double doors and you<br />

don't know what's behind them. Then<br />

you open the doors and traditionally<br />

you enter into a courtyard, not the<br />

house. The courtyard is usually a<br />

beautiful, formal, manicured garden,<br />

and behind that is the house. It's stone<br />

and it's just so amazing and there’s<br />

sense of anticipation as you open the<br />

wooden doors and step through into<br />

the courtyard, and look at what lies<br />

behind that.<br />

Mel Does your work mean there's a<br />

resurgence of sagas in the publishing<br />

industry?<br />

Natasha Yes, I think there is. At the<br />

Romance Writers Conference last year,<br />

if you looked at the list of publishers<br />

and agents who were attending, many<br />

of them mention family sagas. I love<br />

those kinds of stories. I love writing<br />

anything that takes place over a large<br />

period of time and involves multiple<br />

generations of family, multiple<br />

locations around the world… They’re<br />

wonderful stories that literally sweep<br />

you away and that's what I aim to<br />

write. Hopefully I'll sweep one reader<br />

away, at least.<br />

Mel I wonder whether it’s because of<br />

what's happening in the world –<br />

whether we're actually closing down<br />

and wanting to see some more<br />

romance?<br />

Natasha The news is so depressing<br />

lately, and you have to make yourself<br />

watch because you have to know<br />

what's going on in the world and to be<br />

the advocate for change in the areas<br />

that most affect you – particularly with<br />

everything that’s happening with<br />

women at the moment. It’s all really<br />

important but it is hard to always be<br />

struggling and fighting and looking at<br />

what’s happening and despairing. You<br />

research something like the Second<br />

World War and see all of the terrible<br />

things that happen and think, ‘How can<br />

we ever let something like that happen<br />

again? Why don't we learn from<br />

history?’ Then you see the evidence all<br />

around you of us not learning from<br />

history. It's really quite sad. I think<br />

that's probably the hardest part of the<br />

research for me – that sense that we<br />

don't learn and we keep making the<br />

same mistakes. I feel like sweeping<br />

everybody up and passing them some<br />

of the things that I’ve read – if<br />

everybody sat down and read this,<br />

surely we wouldn’t still be doing these<br />

things.<br />

So yes, maybe it is something like that.<br />

I love to read books that help me to<br />

escape from all of that, just as I love<br />

reading books that are realistic and set<br />

in the nitty gritty of what's happening<br />

right now. It helps you reinvest and<br />

inspires you to keep fighting. Perhaps<br />

it is a sign of the times that we need to<br />

have both, the escape and the reality.<br />

Mel I wanted to talk a little bit about<br />

the writing process, which you touched<br />

on already. You’ve got intricate plots<br />

and dual narrators – it must take a lot<br />

of work.


Natasha Again, if I knew how I did<br />

that, I’d be a much better writer. I'm an<br />

inveterate pantser – no matter how<br />

hard I try to plot, it doesn't work. My<br />

ideas don't like to be forced. They like<br />

to unfold page by page, as they do for<br />

a reader. I have to unravel it – what is<br />

the plot, what is the story? At first I<br />

didn’t even know this book was going<br />

to be a dual narrative. At first it was<br />

purely a historical story. The<br />

contemporary narrative got written<br />

later and then threaded in throughout<br />

the story. I don't recommend doing it<br />

that way, but that's just how it works<br />

for me. I just write my first draft and<br />

get it all out.<br />

I’m working on 2019’s book, which is<br />

called 'The French Photographer' at<br />

the moment. Because it worked for<br />

'The Paris Seamstress', what I’ve done<br />

is just written the historical storyline<br />

first and then written the<br />

contemporary storyline. In the second<br />

draft, I start to look at how those two<br />

storylines can be woven together. If I<br />

was to write a few chapters of one and<br />

then think, ‘Oh, the contemporary<br />

storyline should come in now,’ and<br />

write a few chapters of that, I would<br />

lose the thread. I need to be immersed<br />

in one storyline until I’ve nutted it all<br />

out, and then immerse myself in the<br />

other storyline. So the first draft is<br />

historical storyline, then the<br />

contemporary storyline. Draft two is<br />

threading them together and adding in<br />

all the research that I've done. Draft<br />

three is making sure the plot is<br />

working and the pacing is working and<br />

all of that. That's about the point<br />

where I do a bit more planning. I have<br />

a couple of charts and tools that I sit<br />

down and do to make sure that the<br />

narrative has enough tension and the<br />

pace is working. That comes quite late<br />

for me. I don't know that I recommend<br />

following me. It's been a bit chaotic,<br />

but it works, so I have to go with it.<br />

Mel A couple of comments on your<br />

blog were, ‘How could you possibly<br />

write six drafts? That's so many.’ There<br />

seems to be this idea that you can<br />

chuck something out in a couple of<br />

drafts and it's good. And I really want<br />

to dispel that myth. The process is<br />

hard. Sometimes things don't work<br />

and you’ve got to get back to the<br />

drawing board.<br />

Natasha Absolutely. My first book was<br />

thirteen drafts. Since then I have<br />

gotten a little bit quicker, but it’s still<br />

constant rewriting. I know there are<br />

some writers who do their first draft<br />

and send it to their publishers. I think<br />

those writers do more planning and<br />

spend more time on that first draft. My<br />

first draft is an eight-week rush to get<br />

it all out before I lose the story. So it’s<br />

very messy. I don't even do a<br />

spellcheck of it. I think multiple drafts<br />

is absolutely the way to go, because<br />

you have to keep pushing yourself to<br />

make it the best you can be. I never<br />

want to make it ‘good enough’. I want<br />

it to be the best I can possibly make it<br />

at the time, and for me that only<br />

comes about through a constant<br />

process of rewriting and revising.<br />

Mel Perseverance is just the key to<br />

writing life.<br />

Natasha Absolutely. As a writer, you<br />

also need to get used to rejection<br />

because it happens all the time, even<br />

when you're a published writer like I<br />

am. I’ve been rejected by other<br />

overseas publishers with 'A Kiss for Mr<br />

Fitzgerald' and 'Her Mother’s Secret'.<br />

Last year I also changed things around<br />

with the way my rights are managed.<br />

Little, Brown – a major publisher in the<br />

UK – made me an offer to publish all<br />

four of my historical novels, which was<br />

great. A couple of weeks later Grand<br />

Central offered to publish 'The Paris<br />

Seamstress', so it will be out in the UK<br />

and the USA as well as Australia and<br />

New Zealand this year, which is very<br />

exciting. I can't even imagine how it<br />

would feel to hear that there are people<br />

on the other side of the world reading<br />

my books.<br />

Mel International rights become quite<br />

complicated.<br />

Natasha Absolutely. Even if you go in<br />

with the best of intentions and the best<br />

advice, it still might not work out. You<br />

have to be prepared to constantly<br />

reassess the way you’re managing your<br />

subsidiary rights – audio and everything<br />

else. If you’re pressured to make<br />

changes, it can be hard. It often means<br />

that you've got to take rights off some<br />

people to give them to other people.<br />

The biggest thing about being a writer is<br />

understand that you are managing your<br />

own business and you have to be across<br />

every part of that business. It's not just<br />

the writing – it's the marketing, the<br />

publicity, the contracts, the legalities,<br />

the selling of your rights and your<br />

products and your creative output. And<br />

you have to constantly be assessing<br />

every part of that to make sure it's<br />

working the right way. Sometimes you<br />

have to make decisions that aren't nice<br />

and they're really hard, but you just<br />

have to have faith in yourself. You know<br />

in your gut what the right thing to do is,<br />

and you just follow that through.<br />

Mel Have you also sold your ebook<br />

rights?<br />

Natasha Yes. Hachette have bought<br />

rights here in Australia and Little,<br />

Brown in the UK. I’ve also got 'The Paris<br />

Seamstress' coming out in audio on


the 27th of March. I love listening to<br />

the audition for the narrator – it’s<br />

really fun because your book becomes<br />

a different thing when it's spoken<br />

aloud. It's no longer just the words on<br />

the page.<br />

Publishers jumping on audio rights is<br />

starting to become much more<br />

common, particularly as audio is<br />

starting to pick up and increase<br />

market share. It's still quite tiny but<br />

the growth is massive. I'm a huge fan<br />

of audiobooks. I always have one to<br />

listen to in the car. It’s becoming more<br />

common to have a simultaneous<br />

release because readers can get the<br />

book in whatever format they want. I<br />

don't care which method people use<br />

to listen or read it – whatever works<br />

best for them.<br />

Mel I should imagine that the meatier<br />

sagas would make great listening.<br />

Natasha I've listened to bits of my<br />

previous books and you can easily get<br />

swept away. It is a different kind of<br />

experience to read the words on the<br />

page. We're really interested to see<br />

how the narrator works with The Paris<br />

Seamstress because her audition was<br />

amazing.<br />

Mel You sometimes teach with the<br />

Australian Writers Centre.<br />

Natasha Yes. I cut back a bit on<br />

teaching last year and then even more<br />

this year, just because teaching is<br />

often weekends and weeknights – and<br />

publicity events are also nights and<br />

weekends, so something has to give.<br />

But teaching is the thing that always<br />

inspires me and reminds me how<br />

lucky I am. When I started out I had<br />

some great people teaching me, so if I<br />

can return the favor to anybody I<br />

would love to. I am teaching a course<br />

for the Australian Writers Centre in<br />

Sydney in April. I've also got a couple<br />

more coming up. My plan is to run a<br />

writing retreat on the east coast,<br />

probably somewhere in New South<br />

Wales. I've been getting quotes in from<br />

venues. It's just a matter of finding the<br />

time to sit down and go, ‘Yes, that's<br />

when I can do it,’ and getting it all<br />

locked in.<br />

Mel Tell us about 'The French<br />

Photographer'. Have any podcasts or<br />

documentaries dropped out of the sky<br />

to inspire you?<br />

Natasha 'The French Photographer' will<br />

be out in late March next year, so I've<br />

just finished the first round of structural<br />

edits on that. It’s interesting now that<br />

I'm doing more historical research. Each<br />

story comes out of the research that I've<br />

done for the previous book. So The<br />

French Photographer came out of<br />

something I found when I was<br />

researching 'The Paris Seamsrtress', and<br />

my 2020 book came out of something<br />

that I found when I was researching 'The<br />

French Photographer'. Each book is<br />

inspiring an idea for the next, and in<br />

each book I bring back the main<br />

character from the previous book in a<br />

bit of a cameo role. It's a bit of<br />

continuity. People who've read the<br />

books really like to see them pop up<br />

again, albeit briefly.<br />

Mel It’s been a privilege to talk with you,<br />

and I wish you all the best for 'The<br />

French Photographer' and all those<br />

other books that you've got coming out.


BOOKS BY DARRY...<br />

THE WIDOW OF<br />

BALLARAT<br />

After a night of<br />

violence on the<br />

goldfields, Nell's<br />

fate hangs in the<br />

balance...it<br />

seems that, after<br />

all, she might<br />

need to do the<br />

one thing she<br />

has avoided at<br />

all costs …<br />

WHERE THE<br />

MURRAY RIVER<br />

RUNS<br />

DAUGHTER OF THE<br />

MURRAY<br />

An Australian<br />

historical, a 19th<br />

century fast<br />

paced adventure<br />

tale of greed,<br />

honour<br />

and overwhelming<br />

love.<br />

Unsure of her<br />

place in the<br />

world, a young<br />

woman looks for<br />

security and<br />

independence,<br />

but she finds<br />

that the two<br />

things are almost<br />

are incompatible<br />

in her times.<br />

.<br />

INTRODUCING<br />

DARRY FRASER<br />

Darry Fraser is an author of Australian historical and contemporary<br />

fiction who lives and works on Kangaroo Island.<br />

Writing is her journey. After years e-published, 'Daughter of the<br />

Murray', an Australian historical, was published with Harlequin MIRA<br />

in 2016. Her next book, 'Where The Murray River Runs' was released<br />

in December, 2017, and The Widow of Ballarat, December, 2018.<br />

The Australian landscape is home and hearth - the rural, the coastal,<br />

the arid lands and the desert. The history, the hidden stories, the<br />

catalysts,<br />

and the powerful connections between humans are her story drivers.<br />

She is a daughter, a sister, and an aunty, and mother to Hamish the<br />

Wonder Dog. She has an extreme fondness for plain potato crisps,<br />

dark chocolate, fresh licorice, and loves a bold berry-flavoured red<br />

wine (not necessarily at the same time).<br />

https://www.darryfraser.com/


A ROOM OF HER<br />

OWN


You need to be very present as to<br />

how things transcribe from your<br />

thoughts to the keyboard. That’s<br />

what your first draft is all about,<br />

which is usually absolute<br />

rubbish.


BOOKS BY PAMELA...<br />

THE CROSSROADS<br />

One family.<br />

Three women.<br />

Will the lies they<br />

tell and the<br />

secrets they<br />

hide lead to<br />

more heartache<br />

or will fate bring<br />

them together<br />

before its too<br />

late?<br />

CLOSE TO HOME<br />

ESSIE'S WAY<br />

For Charlie<br />

Anderson the<br />

only thing<br />

harder than<br />

letting go is<br />

moving on.<br />

A captivating<br />

story of family,<br />

love and<br />

following your<br />

heart. Miranda<br />

takes off on a<br />

road trip in<br />

search of<br />

answers to a<br />

family mystery...<br />

INTRODUCING<br />

PAMELA COOK<br />

Pamela Cook is a city girl with a country lifestyle - and too many<br />

horses. Her stories feature complex women, tangled family<br />

relationships and a fine thread of romance. Her first novel,<br />

Blackwattle Lake, was published in 2012 after being selected for the<br />

Queensland Writer’s Centre/Hachette Manuscript Development<br />

Program. Her following novels were Essie’s Way (2013) and Close To<br />

Home (2015) and her fourth book, The Crossroads was released in<br />

December 2016. An eclectic reader, Pamela also enjoys writing<br />

poetry, memoir pieces and literary fiction and is the co-host of<br />

Writes4Women, a podcast focusing on women, writing and feminism,<br />

and the sister podcast Writes4Festivals which covers regional writers’<br />

festivals in NSW. When she’s not writing she wastes as much time as<br />

possible riding her handsome quarter horses, Morocco and Rio.<br />

Pamela teaches writing courses and workshops through her<br />

business, Justwrite. www.justwrite.net.au<br />

https://www.pamelacook.com.au/


EMBRACING<br />

THE CREATIVE<br />

PROCESS


The support you get from other<br />

writers is probably the best thing<br />

about being a writer.


If you keep pushing through, your<br />

subconscious will keep throwing<br />

ideas at you.


You can't analyse it at the<br />

beginning. You actually have to do<br />

it... Each story has its own process.


Excerpt from Pamela's current manuscript - Cross My Heart<br />

Even now, the click of a closing door could still make her flinch. One long, deep breath, the familiar citrusy<br />

scent of furniture polish and she was back. Home. There was no place quite like it.<br />

A faint glow softened the darkness beyond the hallway. The proverbial light at the end of the tunnel. She<br />

hurried towards it, the heels of her boots beating a staccato rhythm on the polished timber, the wheels of her<br />

suitcase drumming along behind. She stuffed her keys into the handbag dragging on her shoulder, dumped it<br />

on the living room floor and heaved a sigh of relief. Her hands found the nape of her neck, rubbing out the<br />

kinks - the usual long haul gremlins. Something cracked beneath her fingertips - sinews, bones, muscle, maybe<br />

all three - and she let out a gravelly groan. A massage would be perfect right about now.<br />

Finally, a movement from the far corner of the room. Josh spun around in his chair, pulling the headphones<br />

from his ears. The screen of his laptop shining brighter as he turned.<br />

'Shit Tess, you scared the hell out of me. I didn't even hear you come in.'<br />

The knot between her shoulder blades tightened. 'Yeah, I noticed.' She dropped her hands to rest by her sides,<br />

made an effort to lighten her tone. 'What are you doing?'<br />

'Trying to make some headway on this project. Not getting very far.’ He swivelled his chair back to the desk in<br />

front of him. ‘How was the conference?'<br />

Same old question, but at least he bothered to ask. 'Fine.' Same old answer, but it was too late to bother with<br />

details. She walked over and stood beside him. Once upon a time she would have laid an arm across his<br />

shoulder, leant down and brushed a kiss to his lips. Once upon a time he would have greeted her at the airport -<br />

or at least the door - with a dozen red roses. She’d never had the heart to tell him the scent of them made her<br />

gag. Or why. Not that it mattered now. She swallowed down the burn in the back of her throat<br />

'Did you dazzle them all with your brilliance?' He kept his eyes on the screen as he spoke but there was a smile<br />

in his voice.<br />

She coughed. 'Naturally.'<br />

'Have you eaten?'<br />

'I picked at a few things on the plane.' To be honest she could do with something decent in her stomach,<br />

something that didn't come in a foil container and smell like it belonged in a soup kitchen. Something they<br />

could share over a chilled glass of wine while they sat side by side on the couch, caught up on their respective<br />

weeks. Laughed. But the fridge, no doubt, would be empty and in all probability she'd be eating alone. She gave<br />

her neck another twist, closed her eyes and waited for the pop. Blinked her way out of her daydream. It was


late and they were both tired. 'Might just have a shower and collapse into bed.'<br />

He half turned, one of his hands hovering on the touch pad, the other cradling his chin. Had he sensed the<br />

note of disappointment in her voice? 'What?' His head angled slightly in her direction but his gaze was still on<br />

his laptop.<br />

'Nothing.'<br />

'I won't be long.' Fingers tapping against the shiny surface of the desk.<br />

Ugh! How many times had she asked him not to do that? And it was a lie, of course. He'd be up all night. As<br />

always when a deadline was looming. But then, when wasn't one?<br />

She lifted her suitcase, a cramp stabbing at the arch of her foot, and grabbed the bundle of unopened mail<br />

from the island bench. Quite the pile.<br />

Was it that hard to open a few letters?<br />

She glanced back to where he sat, completely absorbed with the numbers on the screen. She could strip off and<br />

dance naked around the room and he probably wouldn't bat an eyelid. She let the case thump against each step<br />

as she dragged it upstairs, making as much noise as possible, daring him to bite. She could hardly complain.<br />

They were both as bad as each other when it came to work. Focused. Determined. Driven. It was what had<br />

drawn them together in the first place. Five years of marriage and they were both still the same in that sphere<br />

of their lives.<br />

Even if other things had changed.<br />

There was no point thinking about it now. Not when the spray of hot water on her skin was beckoning, closely<br />

followed by the cool weight of high thread-count sheets on her arms. She tossed the mail onto the bed, the<br />

dozen or more envelopes falling like a hand of cards across the crisp white doona. Probably bills or bank<br />

statements; nothing that couldn't wait. She peeled herself out of her jacket and pants, unbuttoned her shirt,<br />

laid her clothes across the chair in the corner of the room and headed for the ensuite. Her bra and knickers hit<br />

the tiled floor, and she stepped into the shower. The moan falling from her lips as the water streamed, almost<br />

scalding, onto her scalp was positively R-rated but there was no one around to hear.<br />

Certainly not Josh.<br />

Oh, the irony. Over a week, she'd been away. Plenty of phone messages, some of which could only be described<br />

as sexting, and now here they were under the same roof barely able to utter two words to each other. Not that<br />

she was up for anything anyway but the option would have been nice. Having some sort of conversation would<br />

have been even nicer. How long had it been since they’d talked about anything meaningful? She tipped her


head back, let the heat pummel her face, wash away her question. A few more minutes of mindless soaking and<br />

she turned off the taps, stumbled out and reached for a couple of towels.<br />

White, thick, fluffy and perfectly arranged on the rail. She gave her body a quick dry, wrapped her hair up in<br />

a turban. As a kid she’d been scolded for going to bed with wet hair, told she would catch ‘her death of cold’<br />

whatever the hell that meant. Now it was cut short it hardly mattered. A quick rub and just like that, it was<br />

ready to go. The bathroom was surprisingly clean. Everything gleaming and in its place - no smears on the<br />

mirror, tiles without a mark, the lid down on the toilet seat. Of course. It was Thursday so the cleaner had<br />

been. Yes, it was an extravagance she'd justified to her mother on more than one occasion, but then the office<br />

hours they both kept didn't leave much time for household chores. Hard work might be its own reward but a<br />

floor you could eat off and clothes pressed by an ironing service weren't too shabby either.<br />

She finished drying off, tossed the towel in the laundry basket and pulled on her pyjama top. The usual<br />

remnants of air sickness lingered from the flight but they'd be gone by morning. Once she'd had a good night's<br />

sleep and sorted out her body clock.<br />

Lamp on, light off.<br />

There was something so comforting about your own bed. Even if you were in it alone. She sank into it, pulling<br />

the covers up to her chin as she curled into a ball on her side and closed her eyes. Serious bliss. A rustling noise<br />

had her eyelids flickering: the unopened envelopes scattering to the floor. No problem, they could be dealt with<br />

in the morning. Everything was easier to deal with in the light of day.


Mel and Sam's Book of the<br />

Month!<br />

Listen to the podcast here:<br />

https://writerontheroad.com<br />

/136-allegory-australianlandscape-dm-cameron/<br />

Set on a small island off the coast of Australia, Beneath the Mother Tree<br />

interweaves myth in a contemporary, spine-chilling mystery. A dark and<br />

magical exploration of the boundaries of love and our concept of belonging.


BOOKS BY ALLI...<br />

THE BURNING FIELDS<br />

When a longhidden<br />

family<br />

secret is<br />

discovered<br />

everything Rosie<br />

believes is<br />

shattered. Will<br />

she risk all to<br />

rebuild her<br />

family or will she<br />

lose the only<br />

man she’s ever<br />

loved?<br />

UNDER THE<br />

SPANISH STARS<br />

BENEATH THE<br />

PARISIAN SKIES<br />

A sweeping<br />

saga about<br />

love, truth,<br />

grief and<br />

passion–and<br />

what it takes<br />

to fulfil one’s<br />

dreams.<br />

Weighed down<br />

by secrets,<br />

betrayals and<br />

shattered<br />

relationships,<br />

Charlotte finds<br />

herself<br />

questioning the<br />

true meaning of<br />

heritage, family<br />

and love.<br />

INTRODUCING<br />

ALLI SINCLAIR<br />

An adventurer at heart, Alli Sinclair is a multi-award-winning author<br />

who has lived in Argentina, Peru, and Canada. She’s climbed some of<br />

the world’s highest mountains, worked as a tour guide in South and<br />

Central America, and has travelled the globe, immersing herself in<br />

array of exotic destinations, cultures, and languages. Australia has<br />

always been close to Alli’s heart as she loves the diverse landscapes<br />

and the rich multicultural heritage of this wonderful land.<br />

She holds an annual Writers at Sea cruise retreat and presents<br />

writing workshops around Australia. Alli has recently branched into<br />

work for film and is involved in international projects. Alli’s books<br />

explore history, culture, love and grief, and relationships between<br />

family, friends and lovers. She captures the romance and thrill of<br />

discovering old and new worlds, and loves taking readers on a<br />

journey of discovery. Her latest book, Burning Fields, is an historical<br />

set in 1948 in northern Queensland. Alli’s website is:<br />

www.allisinclair.com<br />

https://www.allisinclair.com


MIDNIGHT<br />

SERENADES, TANGOS,<br />

AND HAPPY ENDINGS


Writing is about friendship,<br />

camaraderie, finding something in<br />

common with someone else and<br />

being able to understand each other.


I love that people are interested in<br />

finding out more about what I do or<br />

how the industry works. It's the<br />

engagement with the people that<br />

absolutely makes it.


There are a lot of people who subscribe to the ‘write what you know’<br />

ethos. Certainly when you start writing, it's really good to write<br />

about things that you know. But people who write things set in the<br />

Regency period or ancient Greece – how are they ever going to<br />

know that? If you've got a story to tell, as long as they research it<br />

well, I think you can write about anything.


Blurb for Alli's upcoming novel - The Cinema at Starlight Creek<br />

How far would you go to follow your dream? Queensland, 1994: When location manager Claire Montgomery<br />

arrives in rural Queensland to work on a TV mini-series, she's captivated by the beauty of Starlight Creek and<br />

the surrounding sugarcane fields. Working in a male-dominated industry is challenging, but Claire has never<br />

let that stop her pursuing her dreams-until now. She must gain permission to film at Australia's most<br />

historically significant art deco cinema, located at Starlight Creek. But there is trouble ahead. The community<br />

is fractured and the cinema's reclusive owner, Hattie Fitzpatrick, and her enigmatic great nephew, Luke<br />

Jackson, stand in her way, putting Claire's career-launching project-and her heart-at risk. Hollywood, 1950:<br />

Lena Lee has struggled to find the break that will catapult her into a star with influence. She longs for roles<br />

about strong, independent women but with Hollywood engulfed in politics and a censorship battle, Lena's<br />

timing is wrong. Forced to keep her love affair with actor Reeves Garrity a secret, Lena puts her career on the<br />

line to fight for equality for women in an industry ruled by men. Her generous and caring nature steers her<br />

onto a treacherous path, leaving Lena questioning what she is willing to endure to get what she desires. Can two<br />

women-decades apart-uncover lies and secrets to live the life they've dared to dream?<br />

The Cinema at Starlight Creek comes out on May 20 and is up for pre-order!<br />

The Australian Rural Fiction Facebook group is a support network for<br />

writers and readers of rural fiction all across Australia. If you're<br />

passionate about all things rural, check it out<br />

here: https://www.facebook.com/groups/1102793449871046.


BOOKS BY ANNIE...<br />

WHITSUNDAY DAWN<br />

Olivia is drawn<br />

into a dangerous<br />

game where<br />

powerful<br />

businessmen will<br />

stop at nothing to<br />

ensure their plan<br />

goes ahead,<br />

even if that<br />

means<br />

eliminating her…<br />

KAKADU SUNSET<br />

DAINTREE<br />

Helicopter pilot<br />

Ellie Porter loves<br />

her job. Soaring<br />

above Kakadu<br />

National Park,<br />

she feels free<br />

from the losses<br />

of her beloved<br />

family farm.<br />

The Daintree<br />

breeds<br />

survivors, those<br />

who can<br />

weather the<br />

storms, heat<br />

and floods.<br />

Doctor Emma<br />

Porter is one<br />

such survivor.<br />

INTRODUCING<br />

ANNIE SEATON<br />

Annie Seaton lives near the beach on the east coast of<br />

Australia, fulfilling her lifelong dream of being an author.<br />

Annie’s Porter Sisters series is published in print in<br />

Australia and New Zealand with Pan Macmillan, and she<br />

has a contract with Harper Collins for four books in the<br />

Harlequin Mira imprint. Whitsunday Dawn is the first of<br />

these to be followed by Undara in 2019. Annie also has<br />

many books published digitally internationally across many<br />

genres. You can find them in a convenient slideshow on<br />

her website: annieseaton.net<br />

Each winter, Annie and her husband leave the beach to<br />

roam the remote areas of Australia for story ideas and<br />

research.<br />

http://www.annieseaton.net/


An interview with Annie Seaton<br />

Mel I have with me the beautiful<br />

Annie Seaton. Annie is the author<br />

of eighteen best-selling novels,<br />

including her latest, the bestselling<br />

'Whitsunday Dawn'. She also travels<br />

Australia in her caravan with her<br />

husband. Annie, your writing<br />

journey began in 2012. Would you<br />

like to tell us about why you started<br />

writing?<br />

Annie In 2011, I was a high school<br />

principal and it was becoming very<br />

stressful. I was getting close to the<br />

young retirement age, and I looked<br />

at my career and thought, ‘I don't<br />

need this anymore.’ A friend of<br />

mine said to me, “What are you<br />

going to do now?” Whatever I do, I<br />

throw myself in boots and all – I<br />

think it’s the OCD personality and<br />

ADHD and all of those things I knew<br />

when I was a teacher.<br />

It’s been my dream to write all my<br />

life. I wrote a novel when I was<br />

eleven, I wrote a short story when I<br />

was about 33, but I had lots of<br />

stories in my head that I'd never<br />

done anything with. My friend said,<br />

“Have a go at it!” So I did, and I was<br />

offered a contract within five weeks<br />

by Lyrical Press in New York for a<br />

novella that I ran off called 'Winter<br />

of the Passion Flower'. That was my<br />

first foray into writing.<br />

Since then, I’ve been<br />

very fortunate to pick up a contract<br />

with Entangled Publishing in the<br />

U.S. and I've written nine<br />

contemporary romances for them.<br />

One of them was actually released<br />

on the same day as 'Winter of the<br />

Passion Flower' – it was a<br />

coincidence, two different<br />

publishers in the U.S.<br />

'Holiday Affair' came out on the<br />

12th of March 2012, and was set in<br />

my hometown because we hadn't<br />

started to travel at that stage. It<br />

absolutely amazed me because it<br />

was on U.S. and UK bestseller lists<br />

within 5 weeks. To date I've sold<br />

40,000 copies of 'Holiday Affair',<br />

which made me realise, ‘I think I can<br />

do this writing thing.’<br />

Since then I’ve written another<br />

seventeen contemporary<br />

romances, historical romances,<br />

paranormal romances, and<br />

steampunk romances. Then I was<br />

contacted by a good writer friend,<br />

Fiona McArthur, who said, “Have<br />

you got a romantic suspense? I<br />

know that Pan Macmillan are<br />

looking for some new romantic<br />

suspense authors.”


I hadn’t, although I did have an<br />

idea. I had 5,000 words of a book<br />

that was inspired by our trip to<br />

Kakadu in 2013. She said, “Send it<br />

off.” So I sent off the 5,000 words.<br />

In the interim I headed off to a<br />

writers workshop in Italy with<br />

Fiona, and we were literally in<br />

Dubai International Airport waiting<br />

for our flight to Rome when I had a<br />

lovely email from Haylee Nash at<br />

Pan Macmillian. She said, “I love,<br />

love, love your 5,000 words! Any<br />

chance of making it into a series?”<br />

I said, “Yes, actually, it's the first of<br />

three.”<br />

She said, “I'm taking it to an<br />

acquisitions meeting on the 11th of<br />

June.” So we had champagne and<br />

curry for breakfast in Dubai. A few<br />

weeks later, I was in London and I<br />

got a lovely email from Pan<br />

Macmillan offering me a three book<br />

deal for 'Kakadu Sunset' and the<br />

two following books, 'Daintree<br />

Sunrise' and 'Diamond Sky'. I still<br />

get goosebumps thinking about it.<br />

The novels took a year to write.<br />

They're heavily researched in terms<br />

of setting, through our trip to<br />

Kakadu, our trip to the Daintree in<br />

2014, and our trip to the east<br />

Kimberleys in 2015. We also took a<br />

side trip to the Whitsundays – we<br />

got sidetracked going somewhere<br />

else – and the trip resulted in<br />

'Whitsunday Dawn'.<br />

Researching setting is very<br />

important to me. I take lots of<br />

photographs. I observe the sights,<br />

the sounds, the smells, the feel of<br />

the air on my skin – and I'm<br />

gratified to read a lot of my reviews<br />

talking about how people get such<br />

a sense of setting when they read<br />

my books. That's very important to<br />

me as a reader as well.<br />

The content research is also<br />

important. In 'Kakadu Sunset', the<br />

hero has Post-Traumatic Stress<br />

Disorder – he was an army<br />

helicopter pilot in Afghanistan. The<br />

heroine is a conventional helicopter<br />

pilot. There's a lot of stuff about<br />

hydraulic fracking and the Northern<br />

Territory government. So there was<br />

a lot of intensive research in factual<br />

things. I took a a helicopter training<br />

flight in the Whitsundays, because if<br />

I'm writing about a helicopter pilot I<br />

need to be up there and know what<br />

it feels like. I did a half hour training<br />

flight and learned to fly the<br />

helicopter with the foot things, so<br />

when you read 'Kakadu Sunset' and<br />

get to her flying, I did all of that. I<br />

also needed to know about saving a<br />

helicopter when it was in a free fall.<br />

I had a wonderful contact who took<br />

me through it.<br />

My next two contracted books<br />

(after 'Undara' that coes out in July<br />

2019) will be set in very different<br />

locations, one on the ocean<br />

('Osprey Reef' – 2020 with Harper<br />

Collins) and one in the desert ('East<br />

of Alice' – 2021 with Harper Collins).<br />

They focus on issues threatening<br />

the landscape, and a sense of<br />

community and family.<br />

One of my favourite destinations<br />

for research is the Whitsunday<br />

region where emerald green islands<br />

sparkle in a sapphire ocean.<br />

Secluded beaches, coral reefs and<br />

towering hoop pines are all part of<br />

the Great Barrier Reef World<br />

Heritage Area. It is a stunning and<br />

pristine landscape threatened by<br />

human activity and I thoroughly<br />

enjoyed the research there for<br />

'Whitsunday Dawn'.<br />

For me as a storyteller, presenting<br />

the authentic settings that I have<br />

experienced personally is as<br />

important as the historical research<br />

of the time periods that I explore. I<br />

have been variously described<br />

recently by some of my reviewers<br />

as an eco-adventure author, and an<br />

'activist eco-writer'. I am passionate<br />

about the preservation of our<br />

pristine landscapes and I enjoy<br />

raising a variety of environmental<br />

issues in my stories, as well as<br />

exploring community relationships<br />

and the importance of family.<br />

The research for my current release<br />

'Whitsunday Dawn' was very special.<br />

We were fortunate to spend a total<br />

of three months (over different<br />

periods) in the region last year as I<br />

researched. Not only did I explore<br />

the setting in depth as we went to<br />

the islands, but back on the<br />

mainland I spoke to locals who had<br />

lived there in the war years when<br />

part of the story is set.<br />

The locals described for me the war<br />

years at Cannon Valley and provided<br />

a rich tapestry of life in the region<br />

when it was only a tiny settlement of<br />

farms and fishermen. The historical<br />

research was deep, and I also used<br />

primary sources on the National<br />

Library Trove site.<br />

Mel You said in another interview<br />

that you do seventy percent of your<br />

reading as eBooks now.<br />

Annie I did, until our recent trip.<br />

I've got probably a thousand books<br />

loaded on my iPad. It's very<br />

convenient to take it away when<br />

you're traveling. But I find if I'm<br />

reading on a device, unless it really<br />

grabs me I think, ‘Oh, I'll just check<br />

my email, I'll just check my<br />

Facebook…’ So I read print books,<br />

too. Being a librarian – from many<br />

past lives in the public sector, the<br />

school sector, the medical sector,<br />

the university sector – there is<br />

nothing like the smell of a book.<br />

The process for publishing print and<br />

eBooks is also different. eBooks with<br />

my U.S. publishers generally took<br />

about six months through writing,<br />

editing, cover, and publication. With<br />

the print market and a traditional<br />

publisher like Pan Macmillan, the<br />

process is almost two years. With<br />

my current publisher, the research<br />

and writing now takes me twelve<br />

months. The editing process, cover<br />

process, and preparation for<br />

marketing is about nine months.


Mel I know you're a bit of a<br />

photographer. Would you like to<br />

talk us through that part of your<br />

life?<br />

Annie For many, many years, I said<br />

to my husband, “One day I want a<br />

good camera, I want to take<br />

photos.” I just think I have a natural<br />

talent for framing a photo, like<br />

putting the tree in the right place.<br />

I've done no courses, it's nothing<br />

learned, and when we first started<br />

travelling I had a little digital<br />

camera that didn't take very good<br />

photos. But when we went to<br />

Kakadu, I had my iPad and I took<br />

some fantastic photos. Pan<br />

Macmillan actually considered a<br />

couple of them for the cover<br />

of Kakadu Sunset. It was through a<br />

photograph of a beautiful sunset at<br />

Yellow Water in Kakadu that the<br />

title of 'Kakadu Sunset' came to me.<br />

That came first, before the story.<br />

About two years ago, when I went<br />

to Italy, my husband bought me an<br />

Olympus EM10. It takes the most<br />

magnificent photos. I've really<br />

learned and I've discovered a<br />

passion. Not only do I love framing<br />

photos and taking them, I love<br />

sharing them, and I use a lot of my<br />

photographs. I design covers for<br />

authors and use a lot of my own<br />

photographs so the covers will be<br />

unique. I've learned to use<br />

Photoshop and in my spare time I<br />

do it for relaxation.<br />

Mel Tell us about your process.<br />

How many words do you write a<br />

day? How many hours do you<br />

spend writing?<br />

Annie When I set my mind to<br />

writing, I can write between 2000 to<br />

8000 words a day. My best day ever<br />

was 8500. If I don't write 2000,<br />

that's a very slack day for me. If I<br />

get 3000 to 4000 a day, five to six<br />

days a week, I can get a book out<br />

pretty quickly if I set my mind to it.<br />

I spend a lot of time mentoring<br />

aspiring writers. It's a part of the<br />

journey that I really love doing<br />

because 6 years ago I knew nothing<br />

about Romance Writers of<br />

Australia, I didn't know any authors,<br />

I knew nothing about writing. It<br />

takes determination, it takes drive,<br />

it takes passion, and it takes bloody<br />

hard work and a lot of hours, to the<br />

detriment of life balance. I'm<br />

notorious for not having a good<br />

one.<br />

I also have a private editing<br />

business. I've edited almost 300<br />

clients over the last six years, and<br />

I'm pleased to say that I have a<br />

ninety-eight percent record<br />

of getting them to contract. So<br />

something's working there. I'm<br />

very conscious of author voice, and<br />

I've edited some books where I<br />

haven't corrected grammar or<br />

expression because that's the<br />

author's voice and I love it.<br />

I try to be at my desk by 8.00am,<br />

and I will stay there without<br />

moving, except to get coffee, until<br />

my husband gets home from<br />

school at 3:30 apart. After having<br />

some quality husband time, I will<br />

edit or do covers from about 7.00 til<br />

11.00pm every night.<br />

When we’re on the road, I work in<br />

the car as well. Ian says I don’t see<br />

anything as we travel because I’m<br />

always on the laptop. He tells me,<br />

“Oh, look, there’s an emu,” or “Oh,<br />

look, there’s some roadkill,” or<br />

“Look at that whistling kite!” And<br />

he’s telling lies – I do see it all. On<br />

one trip, I had the edits due for 'Hot<br />

Rock' while we were away, and we<br />

were camped on an unpowered<br />

site. We couldn’t get a powered site<br />

– we never book in advance. So I sat<br />

in the laundry of the caravan park<br />

at Taylors Beach for a whole day<br />

and did the edits for 'Hot Rock'<br />

while I charged my laptop.<br />

Mel Something I’m seeing a lot is<br />

authors wanting to churn out books<br />

in twenty days and get rich<br />

tomorrow. Why do you think that<br />

is?<br />

Annie There are so many people<br />

out there that want to take your<br />

money and take your dreams and<br />

try to give you a shortcut, and it's<br />

so disappointing. Okay, maybe one<br />

out of a million of those people<br />

make their fortune. With my very<br />

first book, Winter of the Passion<br />

Flower, in the first year my royalties<br />

cheque sold 80 copies and I made<br />

$19.<br />

Four or five years ago the average<br />

eBook author was earning $179 a<br />

year. I read an article last week that<br />

said the average Australian author<br />

earns earns $12,000 a year. You<br />

can't live on $12,000 a year. People<br />

think, ‘I'm going to write a book, I'm<br />

going to do it in 12 days, I'm going<br />

to sell a million copies and give up<br />

my day job.’ No. Don't.<br />

Mel You’ve chosen to go the<br />

traditional route for these books,<br />

rather than indie publishing, and I<br />

can see why because it's given you<br />

a high profile.<br />

Annie I fought long and hard about<br />

getting an agent. I have strong<br />

views on being represented,<br />

because I'm a control freak, and to<br />

break into the U.S. market is very,<br />

very hard. But I signed with a U.S.<br />

agent, which was difficult to do. I<br />

probably had thirty knockbacks<br />

before I had success. But they're in<br />

talks with Audible.com at the<br />

moment for getting the 'Kakadu'<br />

series into audiobook in the U.S.,<br />

which would be wonderful. [2018<br />

update: I now have an Australia<br />

agent at The Nash Agency.]


Two of Entangled Books are with<br />

Audible and it's a fabulous<br />

communication process. I was<br />

contacted by the narrator, who<br />

asked me if I had any particular<br />

nuances that I wanted them to<br />

include. 'Dangerous Desire', one of<br />

my romantic suspense that's set up<br />

at Airlie Beach, and 'Holiday Affair'<br />

are both available. They got a New<br />

Zealand narrator for one and an<br />

Aussie for another and I absolutely<br />

love them. So fingers crossed for<br />

'Kakadu Sunset' and the other two<br />

books in the series.<br />

'Dangerous Desire' and 'Seductive<br />

Secrets' are an example of the<br />

hybrid theme. 'Dangerous Desire' is<br />

published by Entangled Publishing<br />

in the U.S., and the prequel<br />

'Seductive Secrets' was contracted<br />

but they decided they didn't want it.<br />

They gave me the rights so I selfpublished.<br />

So I've got a two book<br />

series, one with a publisher and<br />

one self-published. [2018 update: I<br />

now have the rights back and it’s<br />

published as Deadly Secrets.]<br />

It's interested to see the difference.<br />

I've moved away from U.S.<br />

publishers because I hate what they<br />

do to my Australianisms. Not only<br />

the spelling, but expressions. With<br />

my first book, 'Holiday Affair',<br />

there’s a scene where my heroine<br />

loses her temper with the hero and<br />

throws her keys at him. She says,<br />

“You're nothing but a<br />

sanctimonious bastard.” The U.S.<br />

editor said, “You can’t have that in a<br />

book. Bastard is such a dreadful<br />

word.” I'm thinking, ‘Well, in<br />

Australia, it's a swear word but it's<br />

not that bad.’ Do you know what<br />

they changed it to? She called him<br />

an arsehole.<br />

For all of my readers of Holiday<br />

Affair who don't like that Annie<br />

Seaton calls someone an arsehole<br />

– that's not me. When you sign with<br />

a U.S. publisher you have to defer<br />

to the editor's advice. There was a<br />

similar thing in Outback Affair,<br />

when they made me include trailer<br />

parks. I’ve had Australian reviewers<br />

saying, “Who is this woman who<br />

thinks we have trailer parks in<br />

Australia?” It hurts because you<br />

have no power. You sign your<br />

rights away in a U.S. contract.<br />

I might be a bit cynical. I don't want<br />

to put people off U.S. publishers –<br />

it was a wonderful start for me,<br />

and I wouldn't be here today if it<br />

hadn't have been for those books.<br />

But it's hard. I'm now with an<br />

Australian publisher and selfpublished.


BOOKS BY HELENE...<br />

RETURN TO<br />

ROSEGLEN<br />

On her remote<br />

North<br />

Queensland<br />

cattle station, Ivy<br />

Dunmore is<br />

facing the end of<br />

her days.<br />

Increasingly frail,<br />

all she holds<br />

dear is<br />

threatened.<br />

NORTHERN HEAT<br />

SAFE HARBOUR<br />

A gripping<br />

novel of high<br />

drama and<br />

desire by<br />

Australia’s<br />

award-winning<br />

master of<br />

romantic<br />

suspense.<br />

When Darcy<br />

Fletcher drags a<br />

handsome sailor<br />

from a stricken<br />

yacht, she finds<br />

herself drawn<br />

into<br />

his mysterious<br />

world.<br />

INTRODUCING<br />

HELENE YOUNG<br />

Helene is a writer, a pilot, a sailor, a photographer, and a recently<br />

retired airline captain, cruising the coast of Australia with her<br />

husband, Graham, aboard their catamaran, Roo Bin Esque. (She’s a<br />

Lagoon 400 and she’s a sexy, voluptuous boat so we thought an<br />

Australian version of Rubensque suited her style and her curves )<br />

She has published six award winning novels and her seventh,<br />

RETURN TO ROSEGLEN, released in July, 2018.<br />

After a 27 year career in aviation, finishing as an airline captain and<br />

senior manager in the Qantas Group, she has taken some time out to<br />

go in search of adventure, explore new places and, most importantly,<br />

meet new people. Helene loves being able to weave those<br />

experiences through my stories and she hopes she can transport her<br />

readers to some of the magical places she has been privileged to<br />

visit, either whilst flying or sailing.<br />

https://www.heleneyoung.com/


AUTHOR, PILOT,<br />

SAILOR, PLOT


Islands are an amazing way of<br />

trapping your characters together and<br />

turning up the heat on them - I do<br />

quite like that idea.


Treat landscapes as though they<br />

were another character.


Excerpt from Helene's current manuscript - One Lie at a Time<br />

Prologue - August 1983<br />

The flowers in the buckets outside the gift shop are jaunty, full of spring despite winter’s chill. Maybe I should<br />

buy a bouquet? Would he like that gesture? Maybe not. I glance around and can’t help but smile, despite the<br />

tension that holds my muscles taut like a typewriter ribbon.<br />

Train stations are so enlivening. People beginning a journey, ending one or pausing midway as they change from<br />

a taxi to a train. Gare Du Marseille is a busy station at the best of time, but as offices empty and workers return<br />

to their families, or their lovers, or their favourite bar, the concourse becomes crowded. Men in suits, women in<br />

high heels and matching bags. Others in the uniform of cleaners, shop assistants, or the black and white of a<br />

restaurant worker. The students amble in clusters, girls linked by their arms, long hair falling down over padded<br />

shoulders, cigarettes dangling from languid fingers. I used to be like that. Without a care in the world except<br />

which class I should skip and who was really my best friend.<br />

Everywhere there is purpose, a reason to be there. The shafts of sunlight through the glass ceiling casts a cross<br />

hatched pattern on the floor like the sights of a hundred sniper rifles.<br />

A group of young men alight from a train on the platform one over. Suntanned faces, backpacks that tower above<br />

their heads, cargo pants with bulging pockets. They’re laughing, and I see no malice, just joy that the world is an<br />

adventure waiting to greet them. They have flags stitched to those packs. Australian. I recognise it because I have<br />

a friend who’s from Brisbane, a town somewhere on the east coast of Australia. I’ve never been there, but I’d love<br />

to see Margareta again. She studied with me six years ago in Nice. We were boarders together, best friends. I love<br />

seeing the blue aerograms she sends waiting on the mat for me when I come home. Maybe I should book a ticket,<br />

make the long journey.<br />

But then, what of my lover? Would he wait? I’m young, but not naïve. His bed would be warm before I landed in<br />

Australia. But what would it matter provided it was empty when I came back? He wasn’t alone when we first met.<br />

I’m not the first student to fall in love with my professor. I don’t think a man like him can ever be shackled to<br />

just one woman. Maybe that’s enough.<br />

I make my way to join the queue at the ticket counter and the young Australians are heading towards me. One<br />

moves aside for an elderly couple and glances my way. I’m struck by the blue of his eyes against his warm skin.<br />

His hair is long, blonde streaks through caramel, and it curls around his ears and sideburns. When he smiles it<br />

feels as though the station shifts and I stumble, bumping the man next to me who blows a stream of smoke in my<br />

direction.<br />

I can’t look away and this traveler from the other side of the world seems frozen to the spot, his broad shoulders<br />

holding their load easily. I’m accustomed to the attention of men. The silky blonde hair and pale skin I inherited<br />

from my Swedish mother show off my grey eyes to advantage. I’m slim with high breasts and long legs. My<br />

mother’s lessons in style were not wasted on me either. But my cheeks heat and I smile at this man, caught in


déjà vu, before the moment is blown apart. Literally.<br />

The flash of light hits first, then wave of sound pulverises my ear drums. The first particles of debris lift in the<br />

air, followed by larger pieces that whirl like crazy birds in a storm, flying higher and faster until gravity<br />

snatches them back to earth where they cut through timber and flesh like scissors through tissue paper.<br />

I’ve been knocked flat, the man beside me has cushioned my fall. I try to breathe, watching the maelstrom above<br />

me. For an instant there is only silence, or maybe my ears can’t hear, then the screaming begins, the wailing,<br />

high pitched and feral. The choking dust bites, the smell acrid.<br />

I roll off the man and my stomach heaves. Blood is pouring for a wound in his head, broken glasses hang from<br />

one ear. I look around. How could it be so normal one instant and so unrecognizable the next? People are running<br />

likes startled crabs on a summer beach. People with blood pouring down their faces, staining their clothes.<br />

‘Are you alright?’ The face above me blots out the broken roof and the accent is unmistakable, if faint.<br />

‘I don’t know.’ I try to sit and he crouches beside me, like a giant bear with worried eyes and capable hands.<br />

‘Here.’ He’s forcing a hanky at me. Its pristine white and sharp creases are surreal. ‘We need to get out.’<br />

We do. I nod, but my legs won’t support me and I’m left on my knees.<br />

‘Put your arm around my neck.’ He’s bending low and I smell fear, sweat, blood from the tiny trickle I can see on<br />

his bare arm. He grabs my arm, drapes it over him and I’m caught by the back pack.<br />

Then he’s on his feet, managing an ungainly jog. His friends are ahead of us, helping people, herding them<br />

towards the entrance. The alarms are piercing and add to the pounding in my head.<br />

Will there be another explosion? More violence? Cradled by a stranger I’m confronted by the carnage in the<br />

station. A woman, with a child who’s screaming, has only a ragged and bloody stump left to comfort her. I retch<br />

and turn my face away trying to swallow the fear, the disgust. It won’t matter how many die, the injured will<br />

bear their wounds until they turn to dust. France will bear more scars.<br />

We reach the doors and plunge into the light. Across the road I see a familiar face, wreathed in smoke as he takes<br />

another drag on his Gauloises. His smile sickens me as I see the truth for the first time.<br />

My rescuer turns left. Did my lover see me? Does he know?<br />

Ambulances are arriving along with gendarmes. I struggle to get down. What will this mean to me?<br />

‘Hey, I’ve got you,’ the man says. ‘You’re safe now.’<br />

I wish it were true, but I’ll never be safe.


BOOKS BY RACHAEL...<br />

LOST WITHOUT YOU<br />

Four women,<br />

one dress, and<br />

the secret that<br />

binds them all…<br />

A fresh and<br />

poignant novel of<br />

family, journeys,<br />

past decisions …<br />

and dresses.<br />

THE ART OF<br />

KEEPING SECRETS<br />

THOSE PATTERSON<br />

GIRLS<br />

Little secrets<br />

grow up to be big<br />

lies. They’ve<br />

been best friends<br />

forever. They<br />

share everything<br />

… or so they<br />

thought.<br />

How can four<br />

sisters build the<br />

futures they so<br />

desperately<br />

want, when the<br />

past is reaching<br />

out to claim<br />

them?<br />

INTRODUCING<br />

RACHAEL JOHNS<br />

Rachael Johns is an English teacher by trade, a mum<br />

24/7, a chronic arachnophobic, a Diet Coke addict, a<br />

podcast junkie and a writer the rest of the time. She rarely<br />

sleeps and never irons. A lover of romance and women’s<br />

fiction, Rachael loves nothing more than sitting in bed with<br />

her laptop and electric blanket and imagining her own<br />

stories.<br />

In 2016 The Patterson Girls was named General Fiction<br />

Book of the Year at the Australian Book Industry Awards.<br />

Rachael has finaled in a number of other of competitions,<br />

including the Australian Romance Readers Awards.<br />

Rachael lives in the Perth hills with her hyperactive<br />

husband, three mostly gorgeous heroes-in-training, two<br />

ginger cats, a cantankerous bird and a very badly behaved<br />

dog.<br />

http://www.rachaeljohns.com/


BUILDING A<br />

COMMUNITY OF<br />

LOYAL READERS


It’s important to connect with your<br />

readers, and when you’re local it’s<br />

easy to connect with Australian<br />

readers. Sometimes we<br />

underestimate the value of meeting<br />

readers personally.


Excerpt from Rachael's current manuscript - Hard to be a Woman!<br />

Friday, 3rd May 2019<br />

‘I think Chloe and I are getting back together.’<br />

What? I almost gagged on the sip of prosecco I’d just taken and the rest of the flute’s contents splashed over my<br />

fingers and onto the 1000-or-something-thread cotton sheets as I stared at my partner. He may as well just have<br />

announced he’d decided to run for the American presidency. We were both as naked as the day we were born<br />

and I’d barely recovered from the mind-blowing orgasm he’d just given me. It was actually the third since he’d<br />

swept me into the room forty-five minutes earlier. Christos had, what some would call, an over-active libido and<br />

I had no complaints.


Or at least I didn’t, until that moment.<br />

Oh. My. God! As I yanked the sheets over my bare chest, I searched his flushed face for some kind of sign that<br />

this was some kind of sick joke – his skin was shiny and we both smelt of sex. Damn good sex. If you’d asked me<br />

the kinds of things I expected to come out of my lover’s mouth mere moments after we’d done the deed, that was<br />

the absolute last thing I would have told you. I was comfortable, confident, in our relationship. But Christos<br />

didn’t look like he was joking. His head was drooped and although his eyes – the colour of burnt caramel –<br />

refused to meet mine, the serious expression on his face turned my insides to ice.<br />

But hang on, he’d only said, ‘think’, ‘I think Chloe and I are getting back together.’<br />

‘What the hell do you mean you think you’re getting back together? Are you? Or are you not?’<br />

He slowly raised his head and when his gaze met mine, I noticed his eyes were watery. No. Dread poured into my<br />

stomach and slithered up my chest like a snake working its way up my oesophagus.<br />

‘I’m so sorry, Ged. I’m crazy about you, but first and foremost I’m a dad and the best thing for the kids is if<br />

Chloe and I make a go of things again.’<br />

Make a go of things? Again? He made it sound so casual, so easy, but I couldn’t believe my ears. I glanced up into<br />

the corners of the room to check for cameras recording this unbelievable conversation. Surely I was on some<br />

kind of reality TV show where people are pranked for the sheer entertainment of the audience.<br />

But there were no cameras. Only a man who thirty seconds ago I thought I knew better than anyone else in the<br />

world. A man who, despite his complicated living situation, I believed only had eyes for me.<br />

‘Oh, fuck. You’re serious?’<br />

He nodded glumly and once again uttered that awful word. ‘Sorry.’<br />

‘Sorry?’ I shrieked, sounding more like a banshee than I’d ever wanted to but unable to control my voice. I<br />

couldn’t believe he’d done this. This was Christo’s week with his kids, so as we often do during those weeks we<br />

can’t see each other at night, we’d arranged a mid-afternoon rendezvous at a fancy city hotel, just around the<br />

corner from our office. He’d known what he was planning to say when we’d arranged to meet and yet he’d still<br />

followed through on our fortnightly Friday “appointment”.<br />

I felt sick, dirty, like some kind of harlot.<br />

‘Why couldn’t you have told me in a text message like a normal bloody person? Or at least in a café where I<br />

could have thrown a hot drink over you?’


We both eyed the half-flute of prosecco still in my hand but no matter how mortifying the situation, no way was<br />

I wasting good alcohol on him. In lieu of tossing it all over Christos, I poured it down my throat instead and then<br />

threw back the sheet and leapt from the bed.<br />

Rage burned within me as I scrambled to find my clothes. I snatched up my tangled-together black lace knickers<br />

and skinny jeans off the floor – it was casual Friday at work – and yanked them apart. I couldn’t put them on fast<br />

enough. My top had landed on the plush velvet armchair and my knee-high boots were near the door but where<br />

the hell were my socks and bra?<br />

‘Ged. Baby. Please. Don’t be like this.’<br />

Holding my dusty pink blouse against my bare breasts – he didn’t deserve one more eyeful of my naked skin – I<br />

glared at him. ‘How the fuck do you expect me to be like?’<br />

Oh Lord, my eyeballs prickled painfully but I didn’t want to cry in front of Christos. To hell with the bra. It had<br />

been a gift from him anyway.<br />

Turning away, I tugged the blouse over my head, snatched up my handbag and jacket and made a dash for the<br />

door where I yanked on my boots and fled. My heart raced and the tears came fast and furious as I ran down the<br />

corridor. A cleaning man glanced up, presumably to smile, but took one look at me and retreated quickly back<br />

into the room he was attending to.<br />

At the elevator area, I stabbed my finger so hard at the down button that it hurt. I winced but the pain had<br />

nothing on the ache in my heart. How could Christos do this? Was he insane? He didn’t love Chloe – not in the<br />

way he loved me – I was sure of it.<br />

I glanced over my shoulder, half-expecting to see him running after me, ready to tell me he didn’t mean it. That<br />

he’d made a mistake. But all I saw was the cleaning man venturing back out into the corridor.<br />

Maybe I should go back and talk to him? Make him see sense.<br />

This mortifying thought was fleeting as I heard my grandmother’s voice loud and clear in my head. Gralice was<br />

never backward with sharing her opinions. You do not need a man to give you value. Certainly not one who could<br />

treat you with such disrespect.<br />

No matter how much I loved Christos, I wasn’t about to beg.<br />

The lift pinged and thankfully the doors opened to reveal it was empty. I rushed inside and as they closed, I<br />

scrutinized my reflection in the mirrored walls. What a mess. Mascara streaked down my bright red cheeks like<br />

some ghastly painting, my hair had taken the term “bird’s nest” to a whole other level and my nipples,


annoyingly still aroused, were clearly visible through my crumpled blouse. There was no chance I was slinking<br />

back to the office looking like this.<br />

Thank God it was Friday and I had a whole weekend ahead to drown my sorrows in wine, salted caramel icecream<br />

and Coco’s soft fur. I emerged into the fancy hotel lobby, feeling as if everyone’s eyes were on me and, as I<br />

rushed out onto Little Collins Street, dug my mobile phone out of my handbag. I couldn’t call my boss because I<br />

wasn’t sure I could talk without crying and overwrought female wasn’t the persona I wanted to give off in the<br />

office. No matter how hard Gralice and other feminists who had gone before me had tried to make the workplace<br />

a fair and equal place for both women and men, the latter were still the king pins in the media world and it<br />

wouldn’t do my professional image kindly to be seen wailing over one of them.<br />

I started tapping out a message instead: Sorry. Something’s come up. Family emergency. I need to take the rest of<br />

the day off. Will explain la<br />

My typing was interrupted by the buzzing of my phone. I grimaced at the word “Mum” flashing up at me. I<br />

didn’t feel like talking to anyone right now, least of all my mother who would immediately pick something off in<br />

my voice and start an interrogation. I pressed the little icon that would send her a message telling her I was in a<br />

meeting and then finished typing the message to my boss.<br />

I’d barely pressed send when a message from my mother popped up – since when had she got so speedy at phone<br />

typing? Only two years ago she didn’t even have a mobile and now not only did she have a phone but also an<br />

Instagram account, Facebook, Snapchat and a YouTube channel, but that’s a whole other story. And possibly my<br />

fault since I was the one who’d dragged her into the modern age, got her on Facebook so she could see all the<br />

photos my sister-in-law posted of her grandbabies.<br />

Don’t forget, you’re picking Gralice up for her birthday dinner tonight. And wear something nice – I’m filming the<br />

whole thing. At the end a little emoji of a movie camera.<br />

My heart slammed to a halt. Could this day get any worse?<br />

I adored Gralice and wanted to celebrate her eightieth birthday, just not tonight. Not when all my family would<br />

be there and I’d have to either pretend everything was okay or admit it wasn’t and subject myself to their<br />

sympathy. An image of me sobbing on the sofa between Granddad Philip and Granddad Craig landed in my head.<br />

That probably wasn’t something Mum wanted on her You Tube channel.<br />

And wear something nice? The audacity! I’d worked in fashion mags for goodness sakes.<br />

Hurt, confused, angry, I was staring at the screen as I headed towards my tram stop, working out how to respond<br />

to my mother when, all of a sudden, I felt myself flying forward. As my hands shot out to break my fall, my<br />

phone catapulted out of my grip. Two seconds later I heard the crunch of whatever iPhones are made of against


the bitumen as a car drove over it.<br />

No. My whole life was in that device – my emails, my appointments, my banking, all my photos of Christos. And<br />

hang on, was that blood I could taste on my lip? Dirt in my mouth? Pain throbbing in my ankle.<br />

Yes, was the answer to all three. Apparently, this day could get worse.<br />

‘Are you okay?’ sounded an elderly male voice.<br />

I raised my head just enough to see not only was there indeed an elderly gentleman peering down me, but a<br />

small crowd had gathered around him.<br />

‘Shall I call an ambulance?’ someone asked.<br />

‘I’ve got a first aid kit in my bag,’ announced another.<br />

‘No. No. I’m fine.’ I felt as if I’d been hit by a freight train as I tried to heave myself to my feet. A couple of<br />

people reached out to help and within seconds I was upright again, but it immediately became clear that standing<br />

on two feet was going to be a problem. My ankle hurt so bad I had to lift it off the ground and hover one leg.<br />

‘I think this is yours.’ A twenty-something with a grotty cap on backwards and a skateboard under one arm held<br />

out the remnants of my phone. The sight brought tears to my eyes all over again.<br />

‘Thank you.’ I took the pieces and shoved them into my bag; a trip to the Apple store was imminently required.<br />

‘Looks like you’ve done a right number on your foot,’ said the old man. ‘Can we call someone to help you?’<br />

Immediately my mind went to Christos. ‘No, thank you. I was just heading to the tram. I’ll be fine once I get<br />

home.’<br />

‘Let me call you a cab.’ The concerned gentleman was already leaning into the road, his hand outstretched.<br />

Almost immediately a grubby once-white taxi slowed to a stop by the curb – at least one thing was working in my<br />

favour. The gentleman held the door open for me and I couldn’t get in fast enough. As I snapped my seatbelt into<br />

place, he said something to the driver and then offered me a final kindly smile before shutting the door behind<br />

him. My rescue crew on the pavement waved me off like I was on a royal tour and I forced myself to wave back<br />

when all I wanted to do was bury my head in my hands and bawl.<br />

‘Where you headed?’ The driver had a strong British accent, Geordie I thought, although it had been over ten<br />

years since my gap year backpacking around the UK.


I told him my address in Carlton, was thankful when he didn’t complain about the short trip and even more so<br />

when he didn’t try and engage me in conversation. Was there anything worse than beauticians and taxi drivers<br />

who wanted to know your whole damn life story?<br />

As he parked on the street outside my colourful apartment block, I glanced at the price on the little screen and<br />

dug my purse out of my bag.<br />

‘It’s all paid for. Your granddad gave me a fifty when you got in. Said I could keep the change.’<br />

Ah, so that accounted for why he hadn’t grumbled about the distance. After Christos’s behaviour I’d been<br />

beginning to lose hope in humankind but the stranger’s actions helped a little to remind me the world wasn’t all<br />

bad. I would get over this – it would likely just take a little time and a mountain of alcohol.<br />

I thanked the driver and then limped into the building, grateful not only that my apartment was on the ground<br />

floor but also that I didn’t run into any of my neighbours in the lobby. If I hadn’t already looked a sight for sore<br />

eyes with my tear-stained make-up and terrible hair, the grazes I could feel burning on my face had sealed the<br />

deal.<br />

Pity it wasn’t Halloween – I wouldn’t even have to hire a costume!<br />

My adorable, five-year-old, groodle greeted me as I pushed open the door. I sunk to the floor and buried my face<br />

in her soft fur. ‘Oh, Coco. You won’t believe my day.’<br />

She let me unload, listening intently as I poured out my heartache. If she understood, she’d be as distraught as I<br />

was – she adored Christos. Let’s face it, everyone did. All my friends – especially the coupled ones – were hugely<br />

jealous of our relationship.<br />

Dating a divorced father of three had never been a walk in the park, especially because he and his ex were<br />

involved in the new custody trend of nest parenting where their three kids stayed in their marital home and<br />

Christos and Chloe took turns living there, one week on, one week off. They’d bought a two-bedroom apartment<br />

to use on their weeks ‘off’ – they had a bedroom each and strict rules about keeping the communal areas clean –<br />

but recently it had become more Chloe’s place as Christos had all but moved in with me and Coco on his non-kid<br />

weeks.<br />

In theory having a week-on-week-off partner was pretty much the perfect thing. I had plenty of evenings where I<br />

didn’t have to share Netflix with anyone and I always knew that sex and companionship were just around the<br />

corner. But oh how I missed him on those long weeks between. A fresh wave of pain washed over me as I realised<br />

not only would there be no more Friday lunchtime rendezvous’ but that I wouldn’t be coming home to Christos<br />

ever again. I looked around my apartment and it suddenly felt cold and empty.


Coco whined and for a moment I thought she too was voicing her distress over our break-up, but then she pulled<br />

back, went over to the door and put her paw against it, indicating her desire to head outside. I hauled myself to<br />

my feet, then, grabbing a tissue and my keys, clicked her lead onto her collar and took her out into the<br />

communal garden area at the back of the building.<br />

Each step felt like torture. I wondered if I’d actually broken my ankle. Perhaps I should get an x-ray. But the<br />

thought of going to the hospital or even to a doctor… it was too much. When Coco had done her business, we<br />

went back inside and I hobbled to the freezer. Wasn’t ice supposed to fix everything?<br />

I popped a couple of Panadol and then, with my foot dressed in the finest of frozen veggies and elevated on the<br />

sofa and Coco on the floor beside me, I opened my laptop and logged into Messenger.<br />

Happy Birthday, Gralice. Hope you’re having a great day. Really sorry but I can’t drive you tonight. I tripped this<br />

afternoon and sprained my ankle. It’s pretty bad. Also broke my phone – so if you need to contact me for the next<br />

couple of days it’ll have to be via email or here. And, I hope you don’t mind but I’m not feeling so great and think<br />

I’ll have to give tonight a miss. Can I come round next week and give you your present? xo<br />

I felt bad bailing on Gralice’s big birthday bash, but she’d have the rest of our family to celebrate and this felt<br />

more like Mum’s party than hers anyway.<br />

I decided not to break the news to my mother for a few more hours in order to prolong the lecture that would<br />

inevitably come – at least she couldn’t call me – and, in an aim to try and distract myself from the train wreck<br />

that was my heart, turned my attentions on the next issue. Buying a new phone. It soon became apparent that<br />

anything I ordered wouldn’t arrive until next week at the earliest.<br />

How was I supposed to live that long without a phone?<br />

I wondered… would Uber Eats deliver a non-food item?


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