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THOSE WHO DO NOT SUFFER DEATH<br />
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M fr rv \V 2.. ~,· N s<br />
by Vu. Kh ac V.hoan<br />
t r anslated by:<br />
u ane E . Hauch
Female clerk<br />
Customer<br />
Indian Janttor<br />
Thu, his daughter<br />
Son, a young man<br />
The Man<br />
A stranger<br />
A policeman<br />
A chorus of mannequins<br />
THE CAST<br />
(in order of appearance)
1<br />
A corner of a bustling city.<br />
even-story department<br />
store designed for the more aff ent. ~a ch floor of<br />
the building is divided into many r ms connected by an int<br />
icate system of co ri<strong>do</strong>rs, each r. om specializes in a<br />
particular type of goods - kimonos from Japan, black<br />
European evening we ar, gaudy chec ed skirts from France,<br />
cider from Norrnandie, rose wine, hinese wine, preserved<br />
pork from Van Nam province · · , caviar, a Louis XV<br />
living room set, a carved wooden bed and c aoinet from the<br />
Tong dynasty j.;Q; viQt Nam , deep blue glazed pottery from<br />
the Thanh Dynasty, Dong-Son ce,st bronze drums, stained glass<br />
~nglish win<strong>do</strong>ws, canned goods, kitchen ~nsils, televisi on<br />
sets, odds and ends, etc.<br />
The play o ens in one room hidden deep in the back of the<br />
seventh flo?r, here is a~ elevator in the corri<strong>do</strong>r nenby,<br />
there are win<strong>do</strong>ws opening into other rooms and endless<br />
corrid rs. In this ro m are sold ready to wear clothes.<br />
There are many wooden mannequins shaped into life-like sizes<br />
of persons wearing sets of clothes. In addition, there are<br />
display cases for acces ,ories, scarves, ne ckties, buttons • • •<br />
A l arge curtai n covers all t he back area, In it is the<br />
dressing r ?om where customers try on clothes. he curtain<br />
opens on a late ·afternoon, a customer still lingers, looking<br />
at a ne cktie. Suddenly many sounds of ca r horns rise up from<br />
the street below. There is the s ound of a car's breaks<br />
stopping suddenly. The clerk runs out to the win<strong>do</strong>w for a<br />
moment then comes back.<br />
Clerk : A olice car. I d n't understand what they're <strong>do</strong>ing <strong>do</strong>wn<br />
ther e . (The custore r puts the necktie d
2<br />
Clerk:<br />
Customer:<br />
Clerk :<br />
Customer:<br />
Seven o'clock here . {points t oward the curtain) But over<br />
there, 6:45. Here there is no siren, here ther>e is only a<br />
bell - rings two times.<br />
What is on the other side?<br />
Don•t you know t hat a building is being constructed over<br />
there? flight behind that curtain, They are nearly finished.<br />
constructing it already. There is only one more floor to go .<br />
Each day ther e are four sirens. 7:15 they go in, 11:45 the<br />
rest bell rings, 1:45 they return to work then at 6:45 return<br />
home . hey can be heard cl~ly here .<br />
Can you see it?<br />
Cle r k : Yes.<br />
Customer: Wh ere? (looking around)<br />
Clerk: If you pull this curtain, you can see.<br />
Customer:<br />
Ah, the dressing room • •• { he clerk goes to the curtain and<br />
pulls it open. At the back wall of the dressing ro m is a<br />
large glass win<strong>do</strong>w)<br />
Clerk : Look. "' ta.nding here, c an you see elearly? Wh en there are<br />
no cus tomers, I come here and watch them construct the<br />
building. Its lots of fun.<br />
Customer:<br />
Its very high!<br />
Cler k: As high as this place . Seven stories. The last floor.<br />
Customer: Seven floors . If t here's no elevator, <strong>who</strong> could climb that<br />
high? 'fhis pl ace i s so large and very complex. Coming in<br />
here for the first time, one could get lost.<br />
Clerk:<br />
Ge t ting lost is a definite possibility.<br />
Cus t omer: But here you sell everything.<br />
Clerk:<br />
From one bottle of champagne ••••<br />
Cus tamer:<br />
To, one brassiere.<br />
Clerk: (l aughing) Everything:<br />
Customer: I thinl{ if you had to s t ay h ere your <strong>who</strong>le life, you could<br />
have enough to e a t and enough to wear. (pauses then laughs)<br />
I'd only be troubled by one thing.<br />
Cleek:<br />
Truobled by what?
3<br />
Oust mer: Ghosts. (laughs)<br />
Cl erk:<br />
(tens ely) Ghosts ••• how <strong>do</strong> you know?<br />
Customer: How <strong>do</strong> I know? I ••••<br />
Cl erk :<br />
Customer:<br />
e r e •••• The r e really are 8hosts here.<br />
You joke •••<br />
Cl erk: No . Peo le have told me . When night comes ••••<br />
Cust mer:<br />
At night, is there no one guarding?<br />
Clerk : There is. An old guard. An Indian.,,People say that, when<br />
night canes •••<br />
CustJmer: ~ ho are those eonle? The guard?<br />
Cl e r te :<br />
The guard<br />
strange.<br />
also very<br />
a trance.<br />
didn' t say aiything. He d sn 1 t talk much . He ' s<br />
All day he spends with his girl, but the girl is<br />
strange. Half Indian, Crazy •• Looks like she ' s in<br />
Oh, but what was I saying?<br />
Clerk:<br />
Oh, Ghosts. Tm t - when night cones... (' he bell rings. Both<br />
<strong>do</strong>n't speak but are startled, then they laugh)<br />
Customer: {Lootcs at his watch) Five minutes to Seven.<br />
Clerk: That was just t he first bell. Still have five more minutes.<br />
, ive more minutes t hen the <strong>do</strong>or is closed.<br />
CusiDmer: Ah, its very late already. Well, goodbye. (Goes to the<br />
<strong>do</strong>or, turns around) Oh, about the story ofthe ghost.<br />
Cler 1 {: A<strong>not</strong>her t me (laughs) The day you buy a necktie then I '11<br />
tell you the story. duy one thing, get one story.<br />
(The customer laughs and exits. The clerk pulls back the<br />
curtain as bef~re , turns around, looks into the mirror, fi xes<br />
her hair, s t raightens her bl use, and smiles at hersel f ,<br />
The second sound ofthe g ' ng is heard. This is followed by<br />
the sound of a crowd of people laughing, speaking, calling<br />
each other as they leave their offices. The clerk takes<br />
her purse, looks around one more time, then waves at the<br />
mannequins <strong>who</strong> are still il1ng, each in its own special<br />
pose, one dancing, a<strong>not</strong>her apologizing, a<strong>not</strong>her greeting,<br />
a<strong>not</strong>her thi nking. · he clerk exi ts. The curtain <strong>do</strong>o sn ' t<br />
fall, but the lights gradually fade out to continue right<br />
on to Ac t I .
4<br />
ACT I<br />
Janitor:<br />
Girl:<br />
Janitor:<br />
Girl:<br />
Jani tor:<br />
Gw 1:<br />
J anitor:<br />
Girl:<br />
Jm i tor:<br />
Girl:<br />
Jani tor:<br />
The s und of footsteps i heard as the lights come back up<br />
on the s ame scene sometime later. An Indian enters, carrying<br />
a large key ring. He is the janitor, a man almost ageless,<br />
neither thin nor fat, neither tall nor short . He looks ar~und<br />
at the mannequins. ~uddenly he turns ar und. A girl is<br />
standing in the <strong>do</strong>orway, an Indian, about 15 years old, lon g<br />
blacl{ flowing hair, large deeply inset black eyes, her<br />
clothes disheveled.<br />
Here againZ Why <strong>do</strong> you come up here? (silence) How many<br />
times is this? Each time you come u he re, but you <strong>do</strong>n't<br />
ay anything ••• are you mute?<br />
I'm <strong>not</strong> mute .<br />
You're <strong>not</strong> mute? So why <strong>do</strong>n't you s eak? Do you c me here<br />
to steal?<br />
Steal ?<br />
What is there here to steal?<br />
I <strong>do</strong>n ' t know. uut I am res onsible to guard all thin ~ s her}<br />
you und'ilrstand? If' the O'\-mer should come in and find you<br />
here, I d be f reed to go eut and beg on the streets, you<br />
he ar me?<br />
It is better to go begging.<br />
You are cra zy. I'm <strong>not</strong> talking with you anymore. I only<br />
want to ask you this: you sneak in here by yourself t <strong>do</strong><br />
what?<br />
Play.<br />
Play. Play with your ancestors? Play with <strong>who</strong>m?<br />
Play by myself. If I <strong>do</strong>n ' t play by m~self , then is t he<br />
anyone else to play with? Is it forb dden to play by myself?<br />
What can I <strong>do</strong> . now? (She begins to cry. The sound of so obing<br />
is li e a litt l e child crying for milk , 1he j anitor gradually<br />
p aces bac~ and forth. He trys to soothe her)<br />
t n . D?n 1 t cry anymore . You are big already. 15 years<br />
old. Why <strong>do</strong> you cry like such a little one? Don't cry<br />
anymore, my child. Stop now, I have ut aside money for you<br />
to get a husband. Then, we can r eturn to our rntive land.<br />
He r e, they <strong>do</strong> <strong>not</strong> recognize us. Don ' t cry anymore . There<br />
is only Me and you, my daughte r ••• (Girl still cries. e<br />
puts his hand on her head)
5<br />
Gtrl:<br />
(steps back, yells) Leave me alone.<br />
Janitor:<br />
(Surprised) Why?<br />
Girl: I won't marry . I won't :r>eturn home .<br />
Janitor: (constraining his angry voice) Then, what <strong>do</strong> you want?<br />
Gr l: I want to be like every person, as every person playing out<br />
on the street, on the sidewalk. I want to go to school. I<br />
want to have friends. ne friend would be o . k . , a small<br />
friend would also be ok. But nobody plays with me . Indians<br />
despise me . Vietnamese despise me . I'm only a black halfbreed.<br />
(A moment) If my mother was still alive, •• • (The sound<br />
'mother' has the effect of a leather whi striking the face<br />
of the janitor. A moment later, the s~und of his voice hisses<br />
loudly)<br />
~ ~·li(l•r: Don't speak about your mother.. on' t speak ab ut her. I<br />
have told you that many times already.<br />
Gr 1 :<br />
re you af'raid?<br />
Janitor: Jhe is dead already.<br />
Girl: Mot her is dead already. She died when I was five years old.<br />
I know. but,,but why did she die? Why?<br />
Janitor: ( Iis voice sounds -r eamlike) She i s dead already, ~he has<br />
been dead f or a long time already. Do <strong>not</strong> mention it again.<br />
Girl: You a e afraid. ight. You are afraid.<br />
Janitor: Afraid -<br />
Your ancestorslJ What <strong>do</strong> I fear?<br />
Girl: If y u are <strong>not</strong> afraid, t hen s eak .<br />
did mother die?<br />
ea<br />
so I c an hear.<br />
hy<br />
Janitor: (deeply) I hated your mother. She wa s a Vje tna~e se .<br />
Grl :<br />
Then why did you marry her?<br />
Janitor: She married me for my money. he des ised me . he called<br />
me a Nigger . he chased after men, sle t with her Vietnamese<br />
lover.<br />
Girl:<br />
(laughs ha pily as though guessing a truth) Ah, then you<br />
killed her, right?<br />
Janitor: (appears frightened) Don't be so insolent. I did <strong>not</strong> kill<br />
her. caught her with her lover. I struck •••<br />
Girl: Then she became ill, She died • . Its the same as killing her.
6<br />
Janitor: No, she was lovesick . Sick because her lover married.<br />
(A moment) I hit her, but <strong>not</strong> hard. (His voice is suddenly<br />
filled with regret) Your mother Y.1as a weak woman •••<br />
{The girl looks at her father, the light ofhe r eyes becomes<br />
calm again. The janitor' blackness fades into the background,<br />
his eyes narrowed. Silence for a long moment)<br />
Girl:<br />
Mother was very white, wasn't she father?<br />
Jani tori Very white. White., becaus e she didn t t Have to <strong>do</strong> anything.<br />
I spoiled her, bouib.t all kind of things f r her. out, then<br />
she uas always sad ...<br />
Girl:<br />
Am I similar to her, father?<br />
Jani tor: (Not paying attention) Now and then,. ,<br />
Girl: Was m t her :more beautiful t han I, father? I <strong>do</strong>n't rave any<br />
picture of her.<br />
Janitor: More beautiful .<br />
Girl:<br />
(hesitating) You loved her very much, didn ' t you? ( he j!ll itor<br />
looks as though he is just waking from a dream. His voice is<br />
indif erent)<br />
Janitor: Why <strong>do</strong> you ask?<br />
Girl: Because you loved her, you hit her. If you love, then you<br />
must kill . You killed he r 11 You killed mother didn't you,<br />
father?<br />
Janitor: (loudly) No , I didn't kill .<br />
Gtrl :<br />
Janitor:<br />
Girl ;<br />
Janitor:<br />
Why <strong>do</strong>n 1 t you tell me? Are you afraid? It was rl ght tm t<br />
you killed her. If I were ou, I would also have killed her,<br />
(still sh uting) But I didn ' t kill. I d~n ' t kill.<br />
(resolutely) You killed.<br />
It is certain that you killed,<br />
Are you going to shut up? You want me to kill? I 'll kil l<br />
you. I 1 11 kill you. (He tales astep . 'l'he girl, panicked,<br />
turns and runs, t aking shelter behind the mannequins. The<br />
janitor raises his hand, throws the keys, hitting the middle<br />
of the chest of one of the mannequins. I a sher t moment,<br />
the audience can see the dummy ma.1-re a face and try to pro tee t<br />
himself, This imn ession dise.p ears with the sound of the<br />
keys falling on the flo r) Where are you? (Silence . He<br />
bends <strong>do</strong>wn to ick up the keys then looks a.round) The next<br />
time I see your face here, then I won 1 t be res onsible,<br />
you hear? (.::>till silence. In t he dista.YJ.ce there is the
7<br />
Girl:<br />
sound of the police whistl e on the street below) I cbn't<br />
understand why the pol ice are still standing on the streets<br />
like that. {A momont) Where are you Jai e? The kind of girl<br />
like you .follows boys just like your mother. ( e looks arcund<br />
a moment then gradually goes out the <strong>do</strong>or, his steps like a<br />
sleepwalker 4 The sound of his footsteps becomes faded in<br />
the silence of the clothinG room with its mannequins • • his<br />
f'ootsteps f'ade into the im :redible vastness of a building!! lled<br />
with goods and without p e ople . Am ment l
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Before, I was very white , I wa s simil ar to my mother. Mothr<br />
was also Vietnamese, like you . My mother was very beautiful.<br />
Father l oved my mother very much. l am certain tha~ he killed<br />
my mother. Because they had loved eachoother and had betrayed<br />
e ach other th~n they must ~ill each other, right? A while<br />
ago, when I said that nobody pl ayed with me , it was a joke<br />
to my f ather,. Many people want to play wi t h me . Nightly,<br />
t hey come to invite me to play ~ 3ut I <strong>do</strong>n't like to go with<br />
them. They a r e still very young, t hey only know how to pul l<br />
each other from this street corner to t hat corner looking at<br />
people eating ic ) cr9a.m, looking at people we aring beautiful<br />
clothes, watching people dance, seeing peopl e love each other,<br />
Tats all. I a.m very bordd with t h0m already. I only like to<br />
come here and pl a y with these men and women and ••• watt for you.<br />
Because I knew .for certain t hat you would also c om.e ,. I knew<br />
I'd be able to M.eet you . I have dreamed of seeing you. Hair<br />
like this, eyes al30 like this, a mouth like t his, a body also<br />
l ike this. (caresses the chest f t he statue) You are very<br />
thin. In my dreams, often you were thinner, so thin that<br />
t he wind from the river bl ew against you and I had to hold on to<br />
your h and, There was on e time, you flew with the wind - all<br />
I ne to <strong>do</strong> was to cry. The moment I woke up, I wa s still<br />
sobY:>ing ,. Have you ever cried? When you could cry be. ·a.use<br />
you were very happy, my lover, Many times when I f lee here,<br />
I only <strong>do</strong> so to cry by myselr. Oh, no, I cry wfth these men<br />
and women here, The men a:i d women here 11 1-e m ~ very much,<br />
They t 'Y'eat me kindly. :rhey love me because th y clearl y<br />
know my story, my father' s story, and ospecially the story of<br />
you and me . What was I s aying? Ah, cryi ng, Becca.us e I was<br />
crying .i; my chest was tight a s though a person was holdi ng me<br />
tightly, l ike a ers n r olled up in a cloth, Then I made an<br />
effort to breathe . The hurt ma.de me cry fully, I still r emember<br />
the moment my mother died, peopl e al so wrapped re r body<br />
with clothes like t hat.. The peopl es 1· hands held her tightly,<br />
wra ping her several times. When I s aw that, I couldn' t<br />
breathe anymore . Then I r eally felt I couldn't breat he anymore<br />
. hat time was the f irst time I knew t hat I wa s crying.<br />
I knew tm t if I ever wanted to cry, I would know what to <strong>do</strong> .<br />
Everyth ing must be s t u died ,, Surely love al so must be still. :e d ,<br />
Have you loved s.nyone yet? I'm sure you know how to l ove but<br />
have <strong>not</strong> loved yet . You must wait for me ~ You will teach me<br />
to love. You will teach ::ne to love you. (She stops spear ing,<br />
wal ks back and f r th. A moment l ater , the sound of her "£> ice<br />
is re solemn. ) Now its time I tell you t he beginnin g and<br />
the end of t he story for you to hear . Our story. (She goo s<br />
to the t abl e facing the youthful figure . She sits on it,<br />
h e r l egs dangling) Our story is <strong>not</strong> very clear ,. I <strong>do</strong>n''t know<br />
where to begin . (A moment) Shoul 1 I begin from the time fa\her<br />
me t my mo t her, and he loved her. Or , did it begin from la th e
9<br />
moment my mother died? uut ••• at that moment I was still very<br />
small. Perhaps it was t he first time I caught my father by<br />
himself in the deep corri<strong>do</strong>.r ofthis building, wal ing with<br />
his head <strong>do</strong>wn. He shook a bunch of the keys. M <strong>not</strong>onous<br />
footste s. The mo<strong>not</strong>onous sound of raindrops on the tin roof.<br />
I thought of the wheel of the train rolling on the track of a<br />
long train running in a tunnel. My love, I had seen that<br />
train one time when I went to the movies. The tunnel was<br />
long, drak, winding, deep . Once i n a while, the mouth of the<br />
tunnel appeared and disappeared, I s aw the l ight of the sky<br />
outside. Then, the darkness again covered everything, all<br />
of my body. I felt suffocating and wished the train would<br />
get out of the mouth of the tunnel , and ••• my love, in the nigit,<br />
the building was so quiet, listening to my £ather's .footsteps,<br />
listening to the raindrops .f alling above, .falljns <strong>do</strong>wn into<br />
my brain, thinking ofthe shrill sound of the wheel on the<br />
r ail. _. I saw everyth1.ng clearly. I s aw the destiny of my<br />
father. Sn .J my destiny 1 My fatre r will live by himself until<br />
his life is over. My father paid back the &ebt to my mother.<br />
And me ,. I am a long tra ln rolling on the tracks, rolling thr out h<br />
the everlasting tunne'}. But the train will get out ofthe<br />
tunnel, I believe that. I believe that I wil l see the blue<br />
sky, see the green rice field. I belie ve ths.t I will meet<br />
you . { he stands up , gestures and sounds liz{e • woman in a<br />
trance. She stands close to him. ) My love, I pray and pr ay.<br />
God, Bu Jdha, let me b e able to love,. Love each other c ompletely<br />
for one night, then I'm r eady to die. But <strong>death</strong> with love,<br />
<strong>death</strong> without betrayal, <strong>not</strong> to keill each other, to be alone<br />
by myself for the rest of my life in t he quiet of the building.<br />
I want to die at dawn, die i n the strong wind ind dark blue<br />
sky. (to him) will die by myself'. You will live by yourself,<br />
For you to love me forever. God, Bu 1dha. .i.'ormnorrow I will<br />
die , Tomorrow I ask to die .<br />
(Suddenly in the silence of the might in the departmm t<br />
store, the sound of the olice whistle is heard, There is<br />
the sound f peo1l e callingeach other. and the sound of the<br />
elevator moving, ' here is the sound of footsteps stopping<br />
in front of the d~or to the ro m. The youthful statue sliddenJ.y<br />
holds the girl tightly. A frightened feeling suddenly occupies<br />
Thu totally. A sound <strong>do</strong>es <strong>not</strong> have time to tter forth when<br />
she falls unconscious in the arms of the statue. The young<br />
man looks to the front <strong>do</strong> r . In the ilence, thePe is tbe<br />
sound of the janitor talking with a stranger.<br />
Ja'litor: This room contains clothing.<br />
Do you need to go in and see?<br />
Stranger: We '11 wait until tomorrow morning.<br />
Janitor: So , <strong>do</strong> you have to stand watch all night long?<br />
Stranger; We take turns . Is it nine yet?
10<br />
Janitor: Ten minutes to nine .<br />
, t ranger: Oh, e're going to change watches now.<br />
ell, l ets go <strong>do</strong>wn.<br />
Janitor: how many of them are there?<br />
Stranger: Just one.<br />
Janitor: Then why are you afraid?<br />
Stranger: Not really afraid, but this id !ls very dangerous. He has<br />
a.knife.<br />
Janit or:<br />
Stranger:<br />
Thu:<br />
Oh my God.<br />
D esn 1 t matter, though. We've surrounded the place tightly.<br />
Don't be afraid. (There is the sound of footsteps leaving<br />
the <strong>do</strong>or, the sound of the elevator going <strong>do</strong>wn. 'fhen, silence<br />
again engulfs the nuilding. The young man slowly puts the<br />
girl <strong>do</strong>wn in a chair, steps bac k , pulls out a ife from his<br />
shirt, and stares at Thu. A moment later, he sha es his head,<br />
goes to the mannequin and while 'hu gradually awakens, he<br />
hides the knife in the shirt of a mid e - aged dummy wearing<br />
a grey bathrobe ,<br />
(her voice trembling) God. (looks at the yo ng man and suddenly<br />
remembers) You. Wh o are you? Ar y u a eal human oeing?<br />
::>on: (em arrassed) I am • •• a er son • •• A real h rian b e n , see . You<br />
seJ, I c n sueak.<br />
Thu: 3ut wh did ynu come in he~e for? Who are you?<br />
Son: (st 11 embarrassed) I am • • •• well, call me Son. Call me on<br />
and that will be fine .<br />
Thu: (' hinking) Son, Son • •• He tries to ftll fill the cuum 0£<br />
conversation to keep her from being afraid, to prevent h e r<br />
sud len r eac t ion)<br />
Son: Feo le call me that. ' on. i
11<br />
Thu: The story of a whi.le a.go . I was talking aimlessly t o myself.<br />
Son:<br />
Thu:<br />
\llhy <strong>do</strong> you say alrnlessly? You spoike of de stiny* of love.<br />
Why <strong>do</strong> you call it aimless?<br />
But you... what did you come here for?<br />
$on: I cam in here ••• to meet you. Haverlt you been waiting for me ?<br />
You have been raying to God, to uddha.<br />
Thu: (to herself) I have been praying to God, to rln 1 dha. Plea se<br />
God, Please, Ju d d.ha .~<br />
Son: (c nttnuing) Let us meet each othe r . Thu. Everyn night I<br />
also nray li"k:e that .•<br />
Thu:<br />
(sincerely) Is that true?<br />
0n: {as +.hough p rs.ying) Please God, please Judd.ha . Let me know<br />
love. I didn' t have t he love of my father,. I didn•t have<br />
the love of my mother ~ No brother, no friends, no relatives,<br />
Let me be ~ble to meet a young girl 4 Let me meet love. We<br />
promise to love each other the r est of our lives.<br />
Thu:<br />
Son:<br />
Don't you have a father or mo ther?<br />
I have been an orphan since I was small.<br />
Thu: I am <strong>not</strong> better off than you . My mother •• •<br />
Son: Your mother has been dead since you were sMall. I know •<br />
.1.'hu:<br />
Hou <strong>do</strong> you know? {remembers) Of, from my story.<br />
Son: Thu, lis ten to me . .1.'ha.t story ,of yours a while ago had <strong>not</strong>h i ng<br />
aimless about it. You s oke everything that had been a secret<br />
in your heart. What is aimless? Is lmring each other without<br />
pur p se? You spole of the train in the tunnel . My life is<br />
also li ce that. But now I' ve met you and my life is now out<br />
of the t unnel. The same for you.<br />
Thu: Keep n sneaking. Y u sneak so well.<br />
Son: Till now, I have lived by myself', 1n darl
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Thu:<br />
Son:<br />
Talk about what?<br />
Our story_<br />
Thu: Go ahead. ~ell your story. You haven's finished telling<br />
your story yet . Who told you to come here? How c ould you<br />
get in here and wear t hese clothes?<br />
Son: Don't a sk, thy are you asking? We hnve met each other,<br />
isn't that enough?<br />
Thu: I'I'l sor·ry, I ·won't e.sk anymore .<br />
~on:<br />
Thl.t's better. Even if you .eep asking, nobody can answer<br />
you. How can t hey anser? You see. tlhy <strong>do</strong>n't I have a mother<br />
and father? Why <strong>do</strong> you w t for me ? hy <strong>do</strong> we meet each other?<br />
Why? Why? wha t <strong>do</strong> y u want to ask for?<br />
Thu: I won't ask anymore . I will lis ten toy u.<br />
on: You 1 re very nice. Now, e.rmi t rne to asi::: you one question.<br />
Thu: (laughs jokingly) You jus t told me <strong>not</strong> to ask anyt h ing.<br />
Son: One question only. nl y one question.<br />
Thu: Ask .<br />
Son: I asked ou a moment ago but you haven't answered it yeti<br />
Thu:<br />
Then, a s k me again.<br />
1<br />
S n: ~ho<br />
else is here in t his buil ding oesides you and your father?<br />
Thu: {laughs) Oh, there are many more ••<br />
Son:<br />
{afraid) Who?<br />
'fhu: (Laughing and pointing at t he mannequins) Them.<br />
Son;<br />
Oh • ••••<br />
I'm only joking .<br />
and me . (loo ing<br />
The truth is, here t here is only rny father<br />
rectly at Son) Why <strong>do</strong> you act so afraid?<br />
Son:<br />
(regaining his c ~u o su re)<br />
I fo rbid you to ask.<br />
Thu: (mock ing Son's vob e of a moment ago) ne question only.<br />
nly one question. Then, its totally forbidden. Nobody c an<br />
ask anymore . (normal v •ice) Why are you so afra id?<br />
Son: I'm afraid of everything. I ' m afraid for us. Don ' t you<br />
know that nobody love s us.
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Thu:<br />
My father.<br />
Son: Your father <strong>do</strong>esn't know me .<br />
Thu:<br />
In a<strong>not</strong>her moment , I'll o to taJ.k w1thmy fatmr.<br />
Son: { suDpri sed) No, <strong>do</strong>n't talk to him.<br />
Thu:<br />
Son:<br />
Thu:<br />
Son:<br />
Should I wait until tomorrow?<br />
(sighing) Tomorrow? Who knows what will happen tomorrow.<br />
(seriously) 'l'hu, <strong>do</strong>n 1 t tell anyone at all. Our story, we<br />
must keep 1 t as a secret, you hear? When I speak, t hen you<br />
must listen.<br />
(as though she's hyt><strong>not</strong>ized) I'm lis tening. 1'11 keep the<br />
secret. {to herself) God . Bu ddha . Let us liT,e the <strong>who</strong>le<br />
night. Then, tomorrow, I will ask to d,e. '<br />
You 're t al king nonsense.<br />
Thu: I have prayed already. Tomo rrow, I intend •• ,<br />
Son: Tom' rrow, i\ts wait for tomrnorrow, See what happens.<br />
Thu:<br />
Are you finished being afraid?<br />
Son; I <strong>do</strong>n't feel fear for myself. When I met you, I began to<br />
feRr . Thu , I had said that I'm afraid for us. Therefore,<br />
I fear everything. Outsi de there. In here . I fear all<br />
the se dummi e s , Who knows they may be pretending, like me .<br />
(he goes cl Jse to the old man wearing the tweed suit) Look<br />
at this old man (then, poi nts to the middle-aged woman) And<br />
at this. woman, Are t hey any differ ent t han real poo ple?<br />
(points at t he man wearing the shirt where he hid the knife )<br />
And soeeially this one. Especially this man. Thu 1 Wl.o know s<br />
that at midnight when the bu ilding is deserted, they won't<br />
wake -ae.ch other up? r: ey will whis er our story. Then at. 1<br />
the building will know the story. Then all the streets, all<br />
the peple,, everybody, (clasp s Thu ' s shoulders tightly)<br />
Remember, you must kee this secret, <strong>do</strong>n't ta k to anyone , <strong>not</strong><br />
even your father. (sighs) Only this one night.<br />
Thu:<br />
Son:<br />
Thu:<br />
Son:<br />
I '11 remember. I won't talk to anyone. I swe ar •••<br />
You <strong>do</strong>n't have to sear,<br />
I believe you,<br />
(In the silence, Thu looks around)<br />
Afraid of what? (Thu points to t he figures)<br />
You made me afraid.<br />
Oh.• ••
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Thu: 3efore I wasn't afraid. But Wl.en I listened to you talk,<br />
then I remembered the story peo le tell •••<br />
Son:<br />
Thu:<br />
tory about what?<br />
Ghosts.<br />
on: Don't talk nonsens. There are no ghosts.<br />
Thu:<br />
Son:<br />
Peple hive seen shosts, truly have seen them.<br />
vho were thoee pecple?<br />
Thu: The old man <strong>who</strong> worked here be:fore my :fat r . He's retjra ed<br />
now. He said t t nightly they appeared, especially on the<br />
nights of rain and high wind. They wandered from this room<br />
to that roo~ . There were times they t alked to themselves.<br />
Then, when t he morning lightp.:anpeared, they disappeared.<br />
Son, if t hey <strong>do</strong>n't go away, hen they ••• (points to the<br />
manne quins) As you had said a moment ago . (~on turns and<br />
looks at the figures . In his motion, the audience can s~<br />
a little fear, but nly a moment l at er, on has c ntro~l ed<br />
himself. He laughs suddenly and loudly, loo ~ ing at t he<br />
mannequins. After his laugh ••• )<br />
Son: (pointi ng at t he figures) Have t hey been changed into statues?<br />
Did they silently snea and stand here? Oh, <strong>do</strong>n't think<br />
such nonsense.<br />
Thu :<br />
You just said something a mom nt ago.<br />
Son: I told ••• a story only . I:fwha t I said ~ad e you afraid, then<br />
I 'm sor r y . How c an there be ghosts? Bven i:f, •• ~ ven if t ere ' s<br />
a ghost, you <strong>do</strong>n' t have to be afrai d. What can gha.:. ts <strong>do</strong><br />
to us? A while ago I said that when I met you, I began 'b<br />
know fear. But fear of eople and <strong>not</strong> ghosts . People are<br />
worth being afraid of. Loo here (Son moves t owards the<br />
figure having the ife hidlen in his shibt A flash of<br />
thought aryp ears on t he youth ' s f ace; Son t urns toward the<br />
old man we aring the tweed suit. ;:;on uts his two hands on<br />
the shoulders of the old man ) Look over here. ( He shaKes<br />
the old man ' s shoulders str ongly) This shost (Then mo ves<br />
toward the young an.) An d this woman also. (He punches<br />
her hard on the chest) This ghost (turns bac t towar d Thu)<br />
Are you afraid anymore? (At t hat moment , Thu runs t oward him<br />
but can<strong>not</strong> stop him)<br />
Thu : top . Dont. Have ity. ( on is t urning toward the middleaged<br />
man, gesturing like a man boxing, pundling his fist<br />
just in front of the face of the statue)<br />
Son:<br />
Have you stopped being afraid ofghosts yet?<br />
Thu: qo mor . I'm finished. I 'm <strong>not</strong> afraid anymore.
1.5<br />
Son: (puts his hands <strong>do</strong>wn) Ok, then. (he Jiaughs. Thu also laugi s,<br />
then both are silent) Now, we'll <strong>do</strong> this: we'll walk around<br />
the building and see whats happening.<br />
Thu: Oh, yes. We'll walk around. See everything, many interesting<br />
things, my love. We 'll pretend to be customers buying goods.<br />
Son:<br />
Thu:<br />
Son:<br />
Thu:<br />
Man:<br />
If we meet someone, then what?<br />
Who c an we meet? My father is <strong>do</strong>wnstairs.<br />
But if something unexpected • •• ,<br />
Don't be afraid. There are many pl aces t o hide . Follow me .<br />
(Thu nulls Son out t he <strong>do</strong>or. The two pa> pl e go out of q<br />
sight into the corridcr , the sound ofthe:t.r footsteps fadl:J g<br />
gradually into the silence of the building. When the audience<br />
begins to adjust to t he em tiness, from the middle of the<br />
mannequins t h ere c an be heard the sound of sighing . From the<br />
middle of the figures , suddenly one figure - the man wear.ing<br />
the grey sil k bathrobe, in <strong>who</strong>se shirt Son had p ut the k1fe,<br />
that man begins to move . He stretches himself just like a<br />
person made of flesh and bone. He i s a real Jl'rson. He<br />
steps out from the crowd of mannequins, he turns toward the<br />
<strong>do</strong>or, stares out and returns to t he room, pulls out Son's<br />
knife and l ooks, t inking. A moment later, he nods repe41t.edly<br />
and put s the knife back into the shirt . )<br />
(mumbling t o himsel f) Huhhhh, truly dangerous. A littl e more<br />
and he woul d have hit me . He's a rude one. I <strong>do</strong>n ' t understand<br />
where he c ame from with this {nife•• and why the police w<br />
h!\m. This ki d certainly isn't a good man. I must defend<br />
myself. Very comp lic a ted~ I must ge t out ofthe way for a<br />
while and see what happens. (He l ook s around then goe s to<br />
the background. He nulls back the curtain then enters. The<br />
room again becomes sil ent, but only a moment l a ter, in the<br />
sil ence, from among the manna uins, t heee is the sJunds of<br />
voi e es singing, beginning soft then noisily like the wind<br />
befor e a l arge stcrm, later gradually clear ing, low pi tc~ d<br />
and high pi ~ched , l ike t he soun d of a choir. Looking ath<br />
the immovable f'igures and l istening to the choir, singing<br />
in the neon lights, the audience reco izes -~hat those sounds<br />
are the sounds from the peopl e <strong>who</strong>se bodies . ~r e been nail ed<br />
together 1n a f ixed position from the moment i:;hey were rrRde .<br />
The audience can wonder: are they wooi en peopl e or real pED pl e,<br />
l i ving or dead, immortal or peopl e <strong>who</strong> rof'use to die . While<br />
the choir continues to perform, one e in a while, mixed in<br />
the choir trere is the high- pitched voice of a woman and the<br />
deep sound of' an old man . )<br />
Mann equins; We <strong>do</strong>n't <strong>suffer</strong> <strong>death</strong>. We l i ve f r ever. We <strong>do</strong>n ' t have<br />
feelings. S eaking more cl early, our f'eeling i s communal .<br />
Our feelings are t hose of people <strong>who</strong> <strong>do</strong> <strong>not</strong> die any more.
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\e are <strong>not</strong> afraid of Hell because we deny Heaven. We <strong>do</strong>n't<br />
fear reincarnation because we only have one life, an eternal<br />
life with nn eternal gesture. It is one eternal state of life,<br />
one immobile destiny. (high v 1ice) I smile with half a smile,<br />
my eyes look to the right, legs straight but <strong>not</strong> stiff, my<br />
two arms raised in a greeting, <strong>not</strong> to friends, <strong>not</strong> to strangers.<br />
My destiny is a destiny of a hostess greeting guests at a<br />
party. (deep voice) I'm serious but smile with my eyes. I<br />
am almost 70 . I have money and enjoy the rest of my life. My<br />
destiny is the destiny of man <strong>who</strong> still has his strength,<br />
looking at life and ready to gorg:hre everybody. (Choir) like<br />
that forever (deep voice) Standing in one pl ace but satisfied.<br />
(high vo:lc e) My gesture <strong>do</strong>es <strong>not</strong> corresnond with my traveling<br />
clothes. Travel for what? (choir) We <strong>do</strong>n ' t care for speace.<br />
Therefore, we <strong>do</strong>n't c are for time. (Sound ofthe bell striking<br />
le o 1 clock)(high voice) 10 oclock. (deep voice) Our space<br />
is im.rnobile, we <strong>do</strong>n't need a watch. (high voice} Once in a<br />
while but only for decoration (deep voice) ok, a small pocket<br />
watch, very thin, made of 18 carat goJld, pr oduced in Switzerland,<br />
the band is also 18 carat gold. A Wdtch li. e this to put in<br />
a vest p0cket, to see the time to drink sweet liquers (choir )<br />
\le are happy. (deep voic e) I thi nk we feel sorry for Thu .<br />
Who pushed her into choosing love? (high voice) Destiny.<br />
(deep voice) Why only one night? Why did she put her destiny<br />
into one limited time? (high voice) 3ut ~at is love? (deep<br />
voice) What <strong>do</strong> we ask for? We <strong>do</strong>n' t love. We <strong>do</strong>n' t hate,<br />
we 're <strong>not</strong> j ealous, we're <strong>not</strong> vengeful , we <strong>do</strong>n ' t have ity.<br />
(high voice) Me , I have i t y for that young man . I s ee him<br />
as a tra ped wil d animal . He fights, jum s . (deep voice)<br />
Useless. I know he dreams of farway places, deserted ~<br />
jungle s . e desires strange horizons. But his destiny is e.<br />
always tied into a small, l imited, three-dimensional space.<br />
He fights, rsists, but its usel ess, useless. He will (high<br />
voice) please, I ask you <strong>not</strong> to speak it out too soon. T<br />
Things will c0me when they have to come . (deep voice) He is<br />
terrible. He shook my shoulders. (high vo~e) He even hit<br />
me . (dee voice ) The age oftwenty is as f i erce as a panther •<br />
(high voice) surely he knows we had ceLsed having feelings .<br />
(choir) We <strong>do</strong>n't know pain or <strong>suffer</strong>ing, (deep voice) Gee ,<br />
in t hat moment I only wished he had trul y hit and broken the<br />
face of that fellow. (high voice) All day, that guy stard s<br />
next to ~e . I can't bear it. (deep v ~ ice) Jut he preterrls<br />
rather well . (high voice) He imitates us. u~ why? (choir)<br />
Ladies and Gentlemen, in the name of the ueople <strong>who</strong> <strong>do</strong>n't<br />
<strong>death</strong>. we formally denounce the conternptible action,<br />
the fake a ction of a r eal pers n, a person made of f leshrl<br />
and bones. We <strong>do</strong>n' t know what his name is, <strong>do</strong>n't know where<br />
he comes from. He is a middle- aged man, his body covered<br />
with a grey silk bathrobe . When the sun rises; he raises<br />
his hands and f eet, stands motionless, undetected by customers,<br />
arranged in the ranks of us, people <strong>who</strong> <strong>do</strong> <strong>not</strong> <strong>suffer</strong> <strong>death</strong>.
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But, when tho sun sets, he looks around everywhere, from this<br />
room to that room, immediately eating and drinking by himself<br />
<strong>do</strong>ing those things <strong>do</strong>ne by any wretched person <strong>who</strong> has life<br />
and <strong>death</strong>. He is a parasite living by our name, but living<br />
on canned food in the supermarke t . He 1 s a rat. (high voice)<br />
1et! If he hears (deep voice) He wertalrdady, but how<br />
could he hear? Its our voice, only p e in our world, people<br />
<strong>who</strong> <strong>do</strong> <strong>not</strong> <strong>suffer</strong> <strong>death</strong> only we can catch the sound waves of<br />
our voices. (high voice) dut he will r eturn. I'm afraid for<br />
Son. (deep voice) Destiny. So, wha t can he <strong>do</strong>? (choir) Destiny<br />
is a sec t ion of the river that runs into the bottom of the<br />
sea. Prople <strong>do</strong>n't know t hat t he water in the Hoang Ha river<br />
goes to the ocean and never returns. (deep voice ) An illusion<br />
of space. A supermar ke t , 6 meters by 8 meters. (high voice )<br />
an i l lusion of time. ne night, <strong>not</strong> a comol ete night. The<br />
sun rises and t he sun sets. {choir) And one middle- aged<br />
supermarket rat, and one rnife. Destiny, (high voice ) Stop.<br />
d n 1 t speak out too e arly. Useless. The river will flow<br />
into the bottom of the sea. {choir) The water of the Hoang<br />
Ha river runs into the ocean and ne ver come s backJ A<br />
And with this sentence, the curtain r slowly falls.
18<br />
Act II<br />
The same rooms as efore, an hour later. The silent<br />
figures are also as oefore. There is the sound of footsteps<br />
outside the room. l'he <strong>do</strong>or opens, on and Thu enter.<br />
Thu: Ohhh, so tired. I told y u we should have used the eJ.evator •••<br />
Son: Couldn't. If your father had heard, ,.. .•• but, we only<br />
climbed a few floors. H w can you complain?<br />
Thu:<br />
even floors.<br />
Son: Seven floors. Very igh, Seven floors, only one elevator<br />
and one staircase.<br />
hu: ' nd two exits. The main <strong>do</strong>or is in front • • •<br />
Son: changes his exp r ession, pays attentiont to her. ) Is there<br />
a<strong>not</strong>her <strong>do</strong>or?<br />
Thu : There is also a <strong>do</strong>or in back . But, you must go t hrough my<br />
father 1 s room. Don't worry. Nobody can come in here. Don' t<br />
worry about anyone bothering us here.<br />
Son: (to himself) Nobody can enter . HMmm (to Thu) And so,<br />
its also difficult t ge t out, right?<br />
hu: Out? What for? We are here for the <strong>who</strong>le night. I need<br />
to have it this way. Toni ght the building is yours and mine .<br />
(A moment) You d:>n 1 t like it here?<br />
Son: Like i t ? I could stay here all my life.<br />
'J:hu:<br />
Son:<br />
Thu:<br />
Son:<br />
Thu:<br />
ontt y u see• <strong>not</strong>hing is lack ing.<br />
ut, it would be bett er if w~~-c ould go in and out freely.<br />
In here, I feel like I'm im~ · , 1 tied up, forced into a<br />
corner of a jail. (suddenly) hu. A while ago you asked me<br />
<strong>who</strong> I was, you wanted to know why I came here, why I wear<br />
these clothes. Do you still want to know? Do you want me<br />
to answer you?<br />
Why didn't you answer me a Wiile ago?<br />
Now its differ ent. than before. (In the silence, t he eyes of<br />
Thu and Son look deeply at eaeh otre r)<br />
(as though t alking to herself) This moment is different ,<br />
very different. I also see it this way. I see this moment<br />
as th ugh we are moving in a gog. I <strong>do</strong>n 1 t want to ask. I<br />
<strong>do</strong>n't want to know. I only want it like t his, forever •••
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(The sound o:f the clock bell cuts of':f hu' s words. Eleven<br />
sounds ring out in the silence. 11 oclock. Thu and Son<br />
stand. Both o:f them sense something important in this<br />
moment of time on their continuous path of destiny)<br />
Son; (as to himself) The sound ofthe clocl{.<br />
Thu:<br />
The room over there sells watches. (she suddenly grabs Son ' s<br />
hands) Son, <strong>do</strong> you <strong>not</strong>ice anything different? ~uddenly I<br />
f eel something ghostly •• •<br />
Son: What's there to feel ghostly of? The watches still run. Each<br />
hour the clock strikes, Now its 11 oclock . 11 at nigtlt.<br />
What's different?<br />
Thu :<br />
But, before, it didn•t strike.<br />
Son: Its a clock so it must strike. ~u rely its only because you<br />
didn 1 t pay attention.<br />
Thu: Maybe so. Maybe before I didn't pay a t tention. rlut now its<br />
different , Now I see I must put attenti n to each second, each<br />
minute as it passes. Its goig to be midnight, then the <strong>who</strong>le<br />
night will be almost gone. We must <strong>do</strong> everything now.<br />
Son:<br />
We must wait for midnight.<br />
Thu: What for? And why must we wait until midnight.<br />
Son: Wait for half the night in order to begin. Thu. Tha. ts my<br />
ha.bit. The place I'm from usually starts everything at midni ght,<br />
when the gong s unds, the lights are turned off 1 when all the<br />
<strong>do</strong>ors are locked, when light penetrates through the oars of<br />
the <strong>do</strong>or, higher than the r each of my hand.<br />
Thu:<br />
(grabs his hands)<br />
on.<br />
Son: You <strong>do</strong>n ' t want to hear anymore. You are afraid. (Thu <strong>do</strong>esn' t<br />
have time to answer when from outside the room is heard the<br />
sound of a person moving to ward the room, stopping at the<br />
<strong>do</strong>or. Silence, a moment later:)<br />
Janitor: Jane ••• are you still in here, Jane? (A m >ment, then the sound<br />
of striking at the <strong>do</strong>or) Janel. Where are you? This hour and<br />
you're <strong>not</strong> yet asleep? Still wandering around? Bad girl.<br />
It won't be long until you 'll become just like your mother.<br />
(The sound of' his footsteps gradually f ades away. A momen. t<br />
later)<br />
Thu: ( speaking in a whisper) My father. Very dangerous.<br />
~on:<br />
He l eft already,
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Thu:<br />
I must go <strong>do</strong>wnstairs for a moment.<br />
Son:<br />
Thu:<br />
Why can't you stay here?<br />
I can<strong>not</strong>, If I <strong>do</strong>n't go d · m, then my father will come back<br />
her e and look f r me . He lfuows I am always in here . I'll<br />
go cb l'm i'or a moment then beturn right away. You wait for me .<br />
:::>on: Hurry up . .I'll wait f'or you .,<br />
rhu: I 'll be bacl{ up right away. I'm going. (turns to go. Son<br />
is hesitant and just as · hu gets to the <strong>do</strong>or •• • )<br />
Son: Th:u J ( :::>he stops. · Son moves forward. His tone is imbibed<br />
with hesitancy) Thu, come up right avay.. I ' m here by myself'.<br />
(Thu exits, closing the <strong>do</strong>or. Son stands in the silence, looking<br />
after her. He bends his head in thought., Am ment later , as<br />
if he suddenly r emembers something, he t urns and goes to the<br />
mannequins . He's. su ldenly startled. He recognizes the absen c e<br />
of the mannequin in <strong>who</strong> se shirt he had hidden his knii'e. Son<br />
excitedly puts his hand into the poc ets of the other dummies,<br />
then h9 ste s back . )<br />
Son: (confused) Very strange. (he looks at the r ear, t hen steps<br />
gradually back to the c urtain . He raises his hand but <strong>do</strong>esn' t<br />
have time to pull the curtRin when the curtain i s suddenly<br />
pulled: the middle- aged man we aring the grey silk bathrobe<br />
appeqrs. Son steps back three steps. Silence)<br />
Man : I'm here. You want to see me?<br />
Son: (trys to control himself) Who are you?<br />
Man: A person, ma de of flesh and bones, like you. Here ~ Look .<br />
I c an speak like you .<br />
on: I know. You are also 11 e me . out I ask: ed you, <strong>who</strong> are you?<br />
What are you <strong>do</strong>ing here'?<br />
Man: You are very inquisitive, You shouldn 1 t ask, Can m yone<br />
answer me ?<br />
Son: Do you :lntend to make fun .fme?<br />
Ma.n: No ,<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
So , what <strong>do</strong> you want?<br />
Before. a long ttme ago, I wanted n:any things., • to have money,
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S n:<br />
Man:<br />
to have love, for example. But now, now I must confess to you<br />
I have finished wanting th,ngs. There, you see t!Bre are so<br />
many clothes displayed, but I only choose a modest bath robe •••<br />
a grey bathro e . Look . I oould wear evening clothes like you.<br />
(as he speaks, he gradually moves to Son <strong>who</strong> at that moment<br />
stands confused in silence) Excuse me , you are wearing your<br />
b w tie upsi e <strong>do</strong>vm. (he adjusts Son's black bowtie) What did<br />
I just say?<br />
You've said a lot, but you still haven't yet answered my<br />
question. What <strong>do</strong> you want?<br />
(as if he <strong>do</strong>esn't pay attentionto Son• words) Oh, I remerrber.<br />
I was t alking about evening clothes. !'~ you wear evening<br />
clothes on a cool evening .. you must also we l? r a mood for<br />
waiting. That means that if you wish for something,, it will<br />
happen. An accidental encounter between two glasses of wine.<br />
A vague conversation between two dances, a vague conversation<br />
that persons talking have Rlready completely told by their<br />
eyes. That mood, that wish, I d n 1 t have ... I've finished having •.<br />
I also can wear a tweed suit (points t the old man) like this<br />
old man. 0ut •••• me, surely in me there is no 1 nger existing<br />
the youthful desires of a man 70 years old, the need that<br />
forees him to makeup to c ver his old age, waiting for the time<br />
to drink wine because I ••••<br />
Son: (losing his c alrnness ) Excuse me , I didn·• t understarrl anything<br />
you said at all,<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
I'm <strong>not</strong> very surprised. ecause I have the feeling that 1h e<br />
words were <strong>not</strong> very simple.<br />
But you, you must mnderstand my words.<br />
You sneak very f'luently. I heard your conversation with Thu .<br />
You speak well.<br />
hat wa s our private talk.<br />
about that.<br />
Man: (thinking) Its <strong>not</strong> altogether tr.at way.<br />
Son: I <strong>do</strong>n't understand whRt you want 1n say.<br />
You d )n't need to have an opinion<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
I want to say its hard to distinguish between private and ublic , ••<br />
(strongly) \ at? Difficult to distinguish? If necessary I<br />
will distinguish for you.<br />
Mani You should keep calm. My words didn' t have any hidden intent.<br />
Like you I also <strong>do</strong>n 1 t have any bad intentions. On the co:rt rary •••
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on: So, what <strong>do</strong> you want? h a t <strong>do</strong> you want? I still <strong>do</strong>n' t<br />
understand what you want .<br />
Man:<br />
(as though suddenly realizing something) I :round out. I know<br />
what I want now.<br />
:son:<br />
Man :<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Man;<br />
Son:<br />
Please let me hear it.<br />
I want to speak . Thats all . I crave to talk with a stranger.<br />
(nods repeatedly) That's right . Just now I understand why<br />
suddenly I have sympathy for you. Only because we can talk<br />
togeth e!'. To converse with you, thats all . Do you know what<br />
I thought a while ago ,. before I met you, in the afternoon when<br />
I saw you sneak up and stand in among the dummL.-s. Standing<br />
even a few meters away, I was looking for a way to •• , to push<br />
you off' this .fl oor, ( 11 he man forces a laugh; the laugh is<br />
strange b ecause the mouth has a smile but the laugh i s as it<br />
just has escaped the mouth and has been shut off in the<br />
silence of' the room) Excuse me , I laugh ••• I laugh at myself.<br />
But <strong>do</strong>n't be S'lrprised, I know how to laugh like this. Now,<br />
what was I saying?<br />
You were talking •.•• •<br />
rlight . ight. I'm t&king. I'm conversing with you. Truly<br />
strange, it only ta es a fe~.minutes talking withs someone<br />
different from myself', with • then I again see myself completely<br />
changed.<br />
You mean y')u've stopped wanting to push me out of here .<br />
Yes, now its like that.<br />
So, in a<strong>not</strong>her moment you still<br />
could c 1ange your mind.<br />
Man : ~he n that moment core s 1 you 1 11 know. At tm t moment I will<br />
let you know first.<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Thank you. (changes his tone And you believe that I will<br />
be completely passive, just p t my hat <strong>do</strong>wn and leave this<br />
plac e after saying g>odbye . Do y u know what I intend to <strong>do</strong> ?<br />
No .<br />
Curse.<br />
Man :<br />
(calmly) Curse. hy curse?<br />
SJn: You <strong>do</strong>n't know why? You truly <strong>do</strong>n' t know why?<br />
Man : N 0 ! I speak the truth, No. I <strong>do</strong>n 1 t understand you.
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Son:<br />
Man:<br />
The he~e, you listen clearly. (changes tone of his voice)<br />
Don't you see that so far you've been talking to me a s if<br />
your are my father. (The man looks up , open-mouthed )<br />
Father. Talk like your father. Ok . Ok . I ' m <strong>not</strong> angry at<br />
you even though you just talked harshly to me . A conversation<br />
must be thi s way - can 1 t be anything else. There are many<br />
thoughts, then again these thoughts are e.xoressed by language .<br />
'rhen, to be aole to hear a persond different f'rom me tall
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Son:<br />
I onl y need to ask you two things.<br />
Man: lowly., We still have much :free time. Too much f'ree time.<br />
The first thing,<br />
Son: I want to know <strong>who</strong> you are. What are you <strong>do</strong>ing !ere? {The<br />
man halfpsmiles again., A moment later)<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
You have asl£d that thing lready.<br />
And you haven't replied yet .•<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
:::>on:<br />
Man:<br />
I've answered but you say it wasn't clear.<br />
So, <strong>who</strong> a r e you 'Z<br />
If I answer that I am also similar to you, will you believe<br />
me?<br />
Like me-how?<br />
How? you mus t know ..<br />
Son: (thinking) It can<strong>not</strong> be •• •<br />
Man: There - you <strong>do</strong>n't belie ve? Even if' I 'd tol d the truih , you<br />
st ill would be <strong>do</strong>ubtful . So wha. t <strong>do</strong> you want to ask for?<br />
Son: l'hen I <strong>do</strong>n 1 t bel :b ve anything, huh? I <strong>do</strong>n' t know <strong>who</strong> you a re<br />
so how can I believe?<br />
Man~ You <strong>do</strong>n't know me , but I know you. You sneaked in here. Then<br />
you made yourself up like a mannequin because there are pol i c e<br />
men looking for you, I know you. To me , you are out in the<br />
light., To you, I am compl etely in darkness. I have the upper<br />
hand.<br />
Son:. I 'm impatient. You think you c an hide from me'l Do you think<br />
I couldn 1 t guess what kind ofperson you are?<br />
Man :<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
Go ahead and guess to prove if you are right .~ ~<br />
You are like me ._ You also fled up here lil
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on: ( ~o ves in) The second thing is •• • (there is a cold l ook about<br />
Son Oihich cau es the man to step bac 1
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Han: You should be careful. The knife is uresently in my hands<br />
and I know how to use it. I have used it many times, surely<br />
many more times than you. (Son agressively steps bac'ta.y calm. Follow me . ( e standf: among the dummies;<br />
on quickly follows after him. In a moment both of them become<br />
tTo statues, each gesturing in the manner appropriate to the<br />
style of clothes worn. At that moment ••• )<br />
Stranger: Lets go in. (The <strong>do</strong>or opens, t he janitor ond a policeman<br />
ste in)<br />
Jani tor: Here. Bee. { ut the policeman is motionless staring e.t the<br />
dummies)<br />
(points e.t the dumrni os)<br />
·rhose things.<br />
Janitor: laug..tiing) Ah - dunnnies . · hey 1 r e all mannequins .<br />
Policeman: Wow. I thought they were real people. Very nimilar. (<br />
he touches the shoulders of tho old man ) He re, look at the<br />
man and see. Who dares say its a dummy (point.s to the man <strong>who</strong><br />
at that moment is motionless in the gesture of a person selecting<br />
n book to read before going up to oed to sleep) And<br />
this mann over here. Huh ••• I bet with you •••• (both talking<br />
and walking to the direction ofthe mid e-aged man)<br />
Jani tor: (<strong>not</strong> paying at t ent ion to the policeman 1 s words) Ah •••<br />
Policeman: (turning around) t ?<br />
Jani tor: Let me ask. Wh at did that young man <strong>do</strong> to make all of you<br />
search for him so thoroughly?
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Policeman: Its <strong>not</strong> nece ssary to search anymore. He's definitely hiding<br />
in here. Tomorrow, e arly tomorrow morning ~ we' l l break in<br />
and get him .for sure.<br />
Janitor:<br />
out what terrible thing did he <strong>do</strong>?<br />
Policeman:<br />
Killed a person.<br />
Janitor: Oh. Killed <strong>who</strong>?<br />
Poli ceman :<br />
he old guard at the reformatory.<br />
Janitor: God, he i s dangerous.<br />
he kill the guard?<br />
Why was he put in there and how idd<br />
Policeman: A vaga ond. He was being hel d there, but they didn•t<br />
understand why be bec ame so angry and sta bed the old man<br />
in the stomach.<br />
Janitor: Terri ble, isn' t it?<br />
o we have to be alert to defend ourselves.<br />
Pol i ceman: What ~o you have to <strong>do</strong> to have to defend yourself?<br />
Janitor:<br />
I'm also the guard here.<br />
Policeman: (laughing)<br />
Janitor: Oh • • ••<br />
So you think every guard is going to be sta ed.<br />
Policeman: (suddenly sees the curtain of the dressing room) There,<br />
(goes toward the curta in) Is there anything 1n here?<br />
Janitor: You c an go in and s ee . Its a room to change clothes . Pull<br />
the curtain and see.<br />
Policeman: ( is hand holding the curtain) You enter with me .<br />
J anitor: You have a gun, so go i n . I can stand out her e . I'm<br />
<strong>not</strong> going to play around foolishly. If ••• { he policeman<br />
jerks the curt ~ in aside then steps ba ck a few steps, his<br />
hand keeping his weapon r eady)<br />
Poli ceman: (looking in) Hell, <strong>not</strong>hing in here. (moves toward the<br />
win<strong>do</strong>w pane and l ooks up at t he sky) Very high. (Looks around<br />
then puts his hand on the wirrlow pane. ) Very fragile. It<br />
would be unfortunate to fall and to his t his win<strong>do</strong>w pane.<br />
he only way this kid could run t s to run up to the sky.<br />
(looks around him) Wow. A lot of clothes.<br />
Janitor: All kinds.<br />
All kinds.<br />
Policeman:<br />
There still one kind la eking here.
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Janitor: Whats lacking?<br />
Policeman: Lacking uniforms -of olic:smen. (both laugh. ) Is there<br />
a<strong>not</strong>her floor?<br />
Jani tor: This is the top i'loor. Do you need to see the re xt room? The<br />
room that sells watches?<br />
Polk eman: Well, its <strong>not</strong> necessary . It can wait till early tomor row<br />
morning,<br />
Janitor: You say e arly tomo.t>row.<br />
::;urely you mean 6 or 6:.30, right?<br />
Policeman: Exactly at 7. I have my orders. Exactly at 7 AM., Not<br />
early,. <strong>not</strong> l ate.<br />
Janitor: Very confusing ..<br />
or what?<br />
Policeman:<br />
Jan i tor: Terrible ,,<br />
more time.<br />
Forget about the store.<br />
xaetly at 7 ocloek then we open the <strong>do</strong>ors,<br />
Wel l ., perhaps we should go <strong>do</strong>wn to check one<br />
Down there is still the ck <strong>do</strong>or.<br />
Policeman: The <strong>do</strong>or next to your room? Don't werry. There are guards<br />
outside already. {The gx janitor and policeman exit. he<br />
sound of footstep s then the elevator fade away. The man<br />
and on gradual ly r eturn to their normal selves. They step<br />
out from midst the mannequins. Suddenly Son looks up and<br />
laughs, the silent laugh of the man. A moment later, while<br />
the man i s still surprised looking at Son • • • )<br />
Son: What are you thinking? It seems that you are also afraid of<br />
the pol:ice like me ,.<br />
.So, its even, o'k?<br />
Man : tlight . Even. You guessed right ..<br />
Son:<br />
So, fr m now on you'd better speak nicely so that I can unders<br />
tand ea sily,, ok?<br />
Man:<br />
(putting his hand in his shirt) You forget •••<br />
Son: The knife , huh? (laughs) Now, its <strong>not</strong> needed, You hbld on<br />
to it. The knife is usel ess,<br />
Man: Why useless. I still can . ..<br />
::>on:<br />
Stab me , huh? (pulls his shirt open t o bare h i s chest) StabJ<br />
Go ahead and stabf You <strong>do</strong>n' t stab? Or should I go <strong>do</strong>wn and<br />
eaJ.l the police up here. Wow .. A while ago you made me very<br />
cold, Yes? You also <strong>do</strong>n ' t call?
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Man:<br />
Son:<br />
You have t he upper hand now.<br />
Hell, ther e's no such thing as upper hand or lower hand.<br />
What have you decided for me now?<br />
Man:<br />
Decide for you?<br />
private affair.<br />
hy must I decide for you?<br />
The.ts your own<br />
~on: (laughs) You are being foolish now. I <strong>do</strong>n't h ave anything<br />
privat e. dut, <strong>do</strong> you still remember what you said,. Between<br />
the private and the public is very difficult to distinguish.<br />
Right. If you plan for me, then you pl an for yourself 1 right?<br />
Man: Is t hat so strange?<br />
Son: There's <strong>not</strong>hing strange. You've finished wanting to live here.<br />
Man: Ah, I understand . Continue,.<br />
Son: Tal k . I 1 11 talk. I'm finished e ing afraid. Early tomorrow,<br />
I' 11 b e captu r e d , t hen I '11 t ell them everything.<br />
Man: I know, I know.<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
S n:<br />
Man:<br />
S n:<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Don 1 t you believe?<br />
I belie ve ••• 0ut, there a r e things I didn't expect.<br />
What didn ' t you expect?<br />
I didn't expect that you would be as quick-·qitted as this ~<br />
You c an turn the s1 tua.t ion up sid e <strong>do</strong>wn . You transformed<br />
defeat into victory. I praise you for that,<br />
3top.<br />
Ok . Stop. Now, we'll go straight into the problem. In rum,<br />
you want to find a place to be safe. Actually, t hats <strong>not</strong> ver y<br />
ea sy.<br />
~ut<br />
it was easy for you.<br />
My c ase is much different than your c a se.<br />
Different in what way?<br />
I came in here and nobody knew. I lived here without mybody<br />
knowing. And you complicated everything.<br />
ecause its complicated, I must ask your help.
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Man:<br />
5on:<br />
Man :<br />
.':) n:<br />
Man:<br />
Be calm while I think (he looks at Son, nodding his head in<br />
thought . )<br />
Have you been here a long time?<br />
ather long.<br />
I'm certain peo le have f orgot ten me already.<br />
Peonle <strong>do</strong>n ' t forget. neve r forget• my friend •<br />
Ten y ears already.<br />
~on : (stunned) How many? f ow many years did you say?<br />
Man :<br />
Ten years.<br />
on: Oh• brother, ten years . At that time, I wa s only eigtt; .<br />
Man :<br />
.3on:<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Man;<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
:3on:<br />
Man:<br />
Atha t moment ••• that moment ••• .<br />
Surely at that i me you were still young.<br />
Thirty.<br />
This ye r you're forty years old.<br />
er ty. Right .<br />
Ten years, oy yourself. That you lived like t his and coul d<br />
endure it i s truly strange .<br />
At the beginning it was very uncomfortable. ut l a t er I bec ame<br />
accustomed ••• And, also I must practice. Like pretending to be<br />
a statue.<br />
Must practice being a statue?<br />
¥hy <strong>not</strong>?<br />
I din 1 t practice this afternoon, but • • •<br />
One afternoon, noone paid attention to you.<br />
esc aped. ut pretend • • • a t t t moment t here<br />
wanti ng t o ouy a set of evening clothes, the<br />
are we ring.<br />
.1.'herefore you<br />
was a per son<br />
~i nd of suit you<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
on:<br />
Would they strip off this suit?<br />
(laughs)<br />
at onl y .<br />
No •••.l.'m t suit you wear is a model • to let eople l ook<br />
If they want to buy •••• over there{points to the shirts )<br />
I was thinking •••• (laughs)
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Man :<br />
They won' t strip you. Jut they will look closely, weighing<br />
the quality. • , . You will have to look at them and smile sweetly<br />
for hours.<br />
Son: hats enough to malce me worry. So what must I <strong>do</strong>?<br />
Man:<br />
Must practice, · hat's all .<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
on:<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Man :<br />
Peactice - practice what?<br />
Practice oreathing, practice looking, practice standing, practice<br />
laughing, practice we aring clothes. See, a whil e ago, you<br />
were we aring your bow t ie upside <strong>do</strong>wn.<br />
I •d be very tired.<br />
ut those things are rea atively easy, all day acting like a<br />
statue is easy. Ni ght i s dangerous ••• when night come s the<br />
building is silent, you return to being a person, at that moment<br />
you will see all your l onesomeness. Up , <strong>do</strong>wn, in all the<br />
corri<strong>do</strong>rs., eat, drink, then alone with yourself in ea ch store,<br />
mumbling to yourself until that moment when you <strong>do</strong>n 1 t know<br />
what to <strong>do</strong>, to that time when you only hear the sounds of your<br />
own footsteps in rythm with the golden s n d of t he ticking<br />
of the clock , to the moment you crave to look into the f a ce<br />
of a person made of flesh and bone, you crave to be looked a t<br />
as a person with flesh and bones , hear a breath, clasp a hand<br />
and •• , and t al k one conversation. One true conversation, A<br />
two-way conversation.<br />
You% already t alked like this a while ago.<br />
I spoke the truth .<br />
method of attack •.<br />
waste thejr method<br />
like to lie.<br />
I didn' t lie. Lying is destroying your<br />
Only the wicked knights lacking forc e<br />
of attack , Only people h aving com lexes<br />
~on: (laughing) When you t alk like that, t hen truly I <strong>do</strong>n't<br />
understand.<br />
Man :<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
You will understand l ater ..<br />
I know. That is t he style<br />
two way conversation, I ' ve<br />
f i nd it new •• ,<br />
My style of speaking 1s <strong>not</strong> easy ••<br />
oftalking to oneself. The style of<br />
<strong>not</strong> used in a long time, so I aJs o<br />
urely, you have been a stat ue so long that you ' ve forgotten<br />
many things. True?<br />
ight . 1<br />
ut also I s ee that acting like a statue is more<br />
pleasurable than acting like a person. 3ecause · can be<br />
forgot ten. s with me now,. then t he work all day of' standing<br />
still in one position has beco:rm one way of lif'e, p art of'the
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Son.i;i<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
span of the journey is to forget people. I see myself as the<br />
other person, see other persons as myself, see everything, me ,<br />
you, the olerl-r , the customer, the store, the mannequins, all<br />
are only a flickering, appearing, drifting. At tm t moment,<br />
I dare challenge each kind of policeman of life, I dare to<br />
challenge e ach bind of life, I dare to challenge all my past.<br />
Everything is diluted, floating. ut then the sound of tm<br />
office bells still rings, night returns to the silent building.<br />
You know what for a long time_, f'or t hese few years, I only<br />
wished to be able to live one night like this night ._ One<br />
night to wake up , to see myself leaving everything in ord~<br />
to return to my former self, lonely 1 devoid of m ything again<br />
to be a le to m et a person, to meet you, to ha ve a talk. You<br />
came at the right moment. You appeared at truly the right<br />
moment.<br />
I also <strong>do</strong>n•t know where to run anymore. In all corners, no<br />
mat t er wha t place, I'll henr the whistle, see the pol ice.<br />
You see,. I c ame in here, but they still pursue me .<br />
Rest assured, in here you can escape.<br />
(eagerly) I put myself in your hands.<br />
Man: I c an help you. Bu t , na t urally there are c nditions .~.<br />
on:<br />
Let me kne» • whatever,the conditions, I 1 11 .:fbllow them.<br />
Man : Only one . 'l'he only one condition, You must absolutely listen<br />
and follow my words. la ts all.<br />
Son: (laug i"Jing) You are awfully elever. One becone s everything ••<br />
Jut thats all ri$ht. Tell me and I 1 11 <strong>do</strong> it. Whatever you<br />
order, I 1 11 <strong>do</strong>. \ l aughs) Unl ess, unless you try to capttr e<br />
me .<br />
Man :<br />
Son:<br />
an:<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
Go over to the <strong>do</strong>or over t h ere. (points to the gl ass <strong>do</strong>or<br />
behind the curtain)<br />
Jump?<br />
(smiling) You are making a joke. You should remember tm t<br />
my helping y u is to help you live, unless • • •<br />
Unless?<br />
Unless t hat is the only way to save your life?<br />
Son: What s trange way to save one's life. Seven floors.-...<br />
Man: I know. '3even noors •• ,jut I was just talking. When me eting<br />
happiness, <strong>who</strong> c an force you to <strong>do</strong> these thing s .
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Son: Please cee me from that thing. As for the rest, I 1 m ready<br />
to <strong>do</strong> everything.<br />
Man:<br />
Including killing some ne?<br />
~on: Including killing. I'm <strong>not</strong> bothered by that. In my hands<br />
there has been a man's life already.<br />
Man:<br />
The j anitor?<br />
on: The janitor of the reformatory. · efore I thought it was difficult<br />
to stick a <strong>who</strong>le knife into a greasy stona. ch. Once in a while,<br />
when threatening children, I would take my ife carei'ully,<br />
just piercing a litt le, never daring to th;rrust the ife fully.<br />
Ah, but, t en, yesterday •• l ast night ••• I <strong>do</strong>n' t understand how<br />
I dared to shove my hand fully into the jm. irot 1 s stomach. His<br />
gut as greasy as a pig gut. His chest thrown out, two eye~<br />
red, staring straight into my face . He didn 1 t suspect. 4 hen<br />
he lifted his hands up and took my shoulders. Gradually u<br />
to my necl{ . I quickly turned the knif'e one m re time. e<br />
trembled with fear, mouth gaµing open, alchohol , stinking,<br />
breath blew out onto my face, disgusting. He became limp,<br />
slumped <strong>do</strong>vm. He gradually slumped <strong>do</strong>wn to the ground. I saw<br />
a nile of flesh and ocean of blood under my f eet and a red<br />
knife in my hand. Tm ts all , Not difficult. I saw that<br />
killing a person i s <strong>not</strong> difr •<br />
Man : (<strong>not</strong> paying attention} No , <strong>not</strong> difficult.<br />
on: Then - surely y u know too well alr eady. (he man looks at Son,<br />
then turns his face and <strong>do</strong>esn't s eak. n continues:) ir,<br />
the truth is I didn' t want to kill anyone. Even the janitor.<br />
(annoyed) Everything is ecause he was very fat . His<br />
stomach stuck out in layers. His two breasts jumped up and<br />
<strong>do</strong>wn li ~ e a wom&n 1 s . Each time he car.ie into the room he unbuttoned<br />
and bardd his chest. I even saw the hair growing<br />
one his nip le. He forced us to squat on the f'loor. Then,<br />
if he hated anyone, he kicked him in the face so badly he<br />
couldn't soe anymore. One night, just last night but it<br />
seems so far away, I was sleeping and suddenly m )Onlig.."lt covered<br />
the <strong>who</strong>le room" I felt I wanted to go out. fhe leaves made<br />
a rustling s und. I suddenly rememoered all the wrapping<br />
papers blown by the wind in the market place at night. I<br />
wished I could see the flashing neon lights at the end of the<br />
street, wh1chid could stay outside the theatre and listen to<br />
the songs. I desired everything. Then I felt completely dark.<br />
vhen the moon set, I <strong>do</strong>n ' t know. The sha<strong>do</strong>w ofthe bar of the<br />
win<strong>do</strong>w covered my eye. I <strong>do</strong>n' t know why I kept thin.~ ing of<br />
the stomach of that guard. I thought &f the stomach of that<br />
man were as big as the bar , god, I 1 d never be aole to see the<br />
light outside the win<strong>do</strong>w. His stomach became the bar. The<br />
bar became his sto:nach. I ' d been thinking that when the
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guard crune in. (Son sto s, in the s lance his eyes open<br />
widely, he seems to be witnessing a terrible scene in whidl<br />
he is a man involved)<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
Then you broke the bar.<br />
I<br />
stabbed the guard to <strong>death</strong>. (silenee)<br />
Each person has one bar surrounding him. A woman, a thing,<br />
I understand. And now you want me to help you.<br />
Son: I rave "1een p lite with you. Hep me . I'd be in your service<br />
the rest or my life.<br />
Man:<br />
on:<br />
You'll a· solutely what I<br />
Even to killing.<br />
say.<br />
Man:<br />
If n ec essary. If I see it as needed for your survival. (he<br />
looks a t Son, nods repeatedly) A while ago I said that your<br />
case is completely diff erent from my case. Do you remem ber?<br />
I ca.me here and nobody knew. I lived here and nobody knew.<br />
~u t you, , •• , .<br />
Son: The uolice look for me . I know.<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
They have surrounded the building. Tomorrow morning~ befcre<br />
o enj.ng the <strong>do</strong>ors they will force eheir way in here. out • ••<br />
they won ' t find you ,. They won 1·t find you, here, I ' m sure of<br />
it. I have a plan.<br />
Wonderful"<br />
::>o the police will <strong>not</strong> cause a problem any more.<br />
Son: Thats fine. I ' m only afraid of the police.<br />
Man;<br />
Are you sure?<br />
Son: Is t here anyone else. desides the police, is th::re anybody<br />
<strong>who</strong> knows I'm here?<br />
Man:<br />
Son: ( smiling) Ah , right ••• there 1s you., ••<br />
Man: (slow and poised) here ' s someone else. Think carefully.<br />
Son: Me. (suddenly stops. Two people stared at each other slowly<br />
then Son speaks) Oh, God ., Yes.
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Man: Tm ts it. (a heavy silence descends on the room. Son clasps<br />
his hands, hms eyes staring out in the air.. A moment later)<br />
Son:<br />
What to <strong>do</strong> now?<br />
Man:<br />
There is a way•<br />
Son: I know. '3ut {suddenly) I ca. on. I can<strong>not</strong>.<br />
Man:<br />
Up to you.<br />
Son: I can<strong>not</strong>. I can<strong>not</strong> <strong>do</strong> that. Is there any other way. I<br />
geg of you_<br />
Man : You pray to god. (forc ibly ) you must choose. Son. You mus t<br />
choose or- •• is it a very deep l ove? It can't be.<br />
on:<br />
No , I only feel s.orry for • • •<br />
Man: Pity is <strong>death</strong> already. It :ls the beginning of the establ ishment<br />
of a bar.<br />
Son: Then, wha t can I <strong>do</strong>!. {'rhe man smiles)<br />
Man:<br />
I've spoken and you understand.<br />
~on: Oh, but when I think of i t again. I <strong>do</strong>n ' t understand any1hing<br />
at Rll .<br />
Man: Therefore never re ... think. Everythi ng is like this. Deci de,<br />
then <strong>do</strong> 1t. so, What <strong>do</strong> you decide?<br />
Son: You try to think fo:r~ me . You are a very clever man, Isn' t<br />
there a<strong>not</strong>her way?<br />
Man : There is a<strong>not</strong>her way. 3ut again ••• very difficult. For you m d<br />
me .<br />
Son:<br />
Let me know.<br />
Man: Jump through that win<strong>do</strong>w pane. (points toward the dressing<br />
room) rloth you and I . The pane is think. It would be tie<br />
end. Tha.t w uld finish the story. (a contented smile f l a.shea<br />
in the eyes of the man ) Come , we t11 go out here to t alk mor e<br />
conveniently. (he goes toward the back curtain. Son is ab::>u t<br />
to follow him when suddenly the s uld of the clock eell r i ngs<br />
i n the silence. Son is motionless 11s tening to each of tle<br />
twelve rings, Midnight has begun, )<br />
Son: Twelve oclock. t welve oelock .<br />
Man: Twelve oclock. Whats str ange about that? The bell has been<br />
ringing. a All the cloaks still r un r e gul ar ly, Now 1 t s half'<br />
t he night,
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on:<br />
Man:<br />
Midnight.<br />
Wm ts the m'ltter with midnight?<br />
Son: No . Nothings the matter. {to himself) A while ago it was<br />
Eleven ocloc.r. Now its twelve oclock. Midni ht. Each things<br />
begins. Sach thing begins at the moment of midnight.<br />
Man: (harshly) hat?<br />
>:>on: (as though suddenly wakir:s) Ah• I 1 r.i here, l';n here. ( hen,<br />
following the steps of the man. he go s ast the curtain into<br />
the room, becomes hidden behind the curtain , )( When the<br />
room is about to become a silent space, th~ sounds from the<br />
choir r i se up)<br />
Mannequins: Midnight. he time of blackness, criminal blac.mess,<br />
the time of r ed human blood, the time of pointed knives and<br />
poison, the time to stab from behind ru1d murder. Midnight.<br />
The time of people. Midnight . (high voice) Are you sure?<br />
Aro you sur0 its midnight? Can you st 11 believe those rude<br />
cloc ~ s? (de~p voice) Whoever sees clearly, twelve ieces of<br />
incoherent time uilt up in the li~e 0£ a person? harp and<br />
concise, sueet but l a c king an echo. 3ut what ~an e <strong>do</strong>ne?<br />
(choir) Ca."1 any ne henr the world' s i l lusions °!:>-lilt up<br />
around t he life of a ~erson , colors, sound~, shapes, bitter<br />
taste of yeast (deep voice) he bitter taste of yeast. (hi gh<br />
voic ) The smell oforchids of the jungl • (deep voice) Strong<br />
smell of the night, the waPm smell of a woman (high vo i ce )<br />
This old man i ~rong . (deep voice) Why wron ? How is the<br />
warm smell of a l·Dman? (high voice) Li e me 11 deep voice)<br />
Woman - you are no longer a 1oman. Like e , I ' m <strong>not</strong> a man .<br />
(choir) We are no longer vile persons with masculine and<br />
feminine oders, h aving jealousy, love, hate, rear . (high voice)<br />
There is lif e, t re is <strong>death</strong>. I ' n y ung f orever. For ever,<br />
I'll be in the most eautiful age. Jetween the naive age but<br />
<strong>not</strong> yet r eaching old age. (dee voice) Tho autumn season. The<br />
sun is still rising above the top of the bamboo trees. Like<br />
me . (high voice) rhe golden rays of sunset on the arms of<br />
the throne lacquered in red and gold. eautiful because it<br />
is breakable, oontining mat erials of love, because its about<br />
to be shut off, be cause night is returning, t he thinck black<br />
night of midnight, (daep voice) I reign in the g ~ogeous sunlight<br />
of the sunset. (Ch ir) Different from man ' s life, there<br />
is a four season cycle, there i s the epring, in the budding<br />
of youth, there is the dy~ng sunli ht. r he ~ eginning is b~ne .<br />
The mid part is bloody. 1 he end aatches up to you. ~ he re<br />
can it be chased to? The space is filled with bars ••• time is<br />
divided into .;iany pieces, scattered as grains of' s and in the<br />
Hang river.<br />
26,438,400,000 seconds. And how many l inl::s? Every wink is<br />
a mcve toards <strong>death</strong>. We <strong>do</strong>n ' t dio. We <strong>do</strong>n't wink. We ar e<br />
36, 000 cays, 7, 340, 000 hours, 4J+0, 64o. ooo minutes,
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innnobile. We <strong>do</strong>n't <strong>suffer</strong> <strong>death</strong>. (high voice) Death is<br />
only a noun (deep vol· e) That is a kind of bar. high<br />
voice) That is R language. Language is just a cover. The<br />
cover can desappear. The coven can oe broken up. (deep<br />
voice) Language can oe a weapon. Conversation is a swor d<br />
duel . (high v ice) That man is terrible. le sharpens the<br />
language (deep voice) as he sharperls his sword. He uses<br />
his language like a knight of old times <strong>who</strong>se talent had<br />
achieved the hi he st leveJ. . (high voice) Only I oi ty that<br />
naive lad. (dee voice) Desttny. (choir) We can<strong>not</strong> speak<br />
out. Only some more hourse left ~ ·fhe current will r n into<br />
the sea. Destiny. It ., a dead end, a knife. 1<br />
he current of<br />
the river will surely flow into the sea.<br />
(The voice s of ~he choir gradually fade into the silence of<br />
the building and t he curtain falls slowly. )
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ACT I II<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
$on:<br />
Still the same scene. The man stands leaning against the<br />
table with h~.s hands crossed> lo )king at Son pacing. In<br />
a moment there is the sould the cloc bells ringing. Two<br />
sounds . S n sto s suddenly, panicked.<br />
Damn. wo oclock. Two ocloc ~ already.<br />
Two in th'3 Il'.lorning, and in three more hourse the sun will<br />
rise. { oints to the b~ c k curtain) r h at direct:t n.<br />
God • •• how much longer waiting li
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Son: Right. I reme . er. You know that I 1 ve been su.ff'ering from<br />
those stupid things.<br />
Man :<br />
Son:<br />
Man :<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
on:<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
hy?<br />
A Catholic Father . He sually c ame to visit us. He caressed<br />
the heads o.f the young kids. He a s ~ ~d if they had confessed<br />
yet. 'l. 1 hey didn 1 t underBtand anythin • They thought the pro ple<br />
wanted to know the er minal kids to send to the pris ~n island,<br />
so the kids wese scared and refused. 11 Father, I didn't <strong>do</strong> anything<br />
to be a criminal. People saw me homeless, wandering in<br />
the str .~ ets and ya r ket, t hey pi tied me and brought me here.<br />
' hats all . I didn 1 t <strong>do</strong> anything to b e a crimin .... 1. 11 he kids<br />
stared inmisunderstandi ng. They yelled that t hey didn't know<br />
11<br />
<strong>who</strong> their ancestors were. e are j ust uncla imed kids, no<br />
11<br />
fathersf no ancest rs." Later the Father had to threaten. If'<br />
y ou <strong>do</strong>n t confess, then <strong>do</strong>n't blame me later on, l ater on<br />
you'll die and have to go t o ell, devils will burn you gradually<br />
all the rest of' your life. n So .funny, there we r e kids so scared<br />
they yelled and didn't sleep all night. Later they asked to<br />
be sent to t he church.<br />
You were tal ing a out the present .<br />
I'm talking about the present. It was this Father <strong>who</strong> had<br />
tried to ex l a in t me the word Present. And the past and<br />
the future . But, I ept thinking, I thought that •• • •<br />
hat did y u think, .Son?<br />
Not ng a t all. Present . Futw e, Past • •. just li'\:e inherited<br />
crimes. Made up . Everything' s made up. I thought so.<br />
Who made it up?<br />
You adults, <strong>who</strong> else? Make things up in order to threaten<br />
youth, to threaten us. Present,, future, nast, crimes of<br />
ancest ors, then Adam and Eve. To listen to those things i s<br />
terrible. I must forget the past, esnecially my past. I<br />
must be resigned to prepare myself in the present in order to<br />
prepare for the future . In sum, <strong>not</strong>hing to <strong>do</strong> at all. Only<br />
waiting,, waiting, waiting all my lif'e. As you've said, it<br />
means I've lost , lost everything, lost my life.<br />
Still, you <strong>do</strong>n't have anything a t all?<br />
r here is som thing. An i age of something, 0uts its very<br />
f'unny , wandering like a spider' s t hread in a bush, an illusion<br />
like the dream of a girl. I umst grast pit i mmediately, I<br />
c an ' t wai t , even waiting five days till I reach eighteen, till<br />
I get pushed out of this nrison. I must grao with my own<br />
hand. as though graooing a knife) Hold tight. Jump right<br />
in, Then I <strong>do</strong>n't care what ha pens.
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Man: A knife deep in the st.omach @f a guard. That is a kind of<br />
present. Made of flesh and bones .. Sump right in. Agree .<br />
l3ut also you must know how to jump out. 3ut the planto jump<br />
out must pose a different irriage of the present, a di 1'ferent<br />
kind of bar. {laughs) Now it is the poli~e or me, SonY<br />
Son; (looks at the man a PlOillent) lllon 1 t worry. Now its the police •<br />
Man:<br />
>5on:<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Now its the first phase, I understand.<br />
There won't be a second phase, if you want. (his tone becomes<br />
sincere) Why <strong>do</strong> you distrust me like this? You <strong>do</strong>n't believe<br />
me or what?<br />
Presently I )elieve.<br />
(bitterly) l'he first ph$lse.<br />
Man: Presently you need me .<br />
Son: (sincerely) ~ tg b r other •.<br />
Man :<br />
Wra t <strong>do</strong> you want?<br />
Son: I want ••• to ask you one thing. I ask very sincerely, and I<br />
want you to re ly sincerely to me .<br />
Man: Go ahead and ask. I'm listening.<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Do you ever thj_nk of going out there? Do you intend to stay<br />
here forever or what? I know to ask like this is <strong>not</strong> appropriate<br />
but talking with you naturally I'm curi us, want to know •••<br />
want to know much about you. It seems you have mnny secret<br />
things you want to f rget, You want to forget everything,<br />
If <strong>not</strong>, then a man li ~ e you • ••<br />
rrm <strong>not</strong> clear. Jut the truth is, I'm afratd of you, and<br />
before I came here I didn't fear anyone .<br />
In sum you want me to tell you my innermost confidenc e s .<br />
I <strong>do</strong>n't dare asr • • • I only thought that if ••• you, with me •• • us.<br />
Man :<br />
Me wtth you, us, •• why? (laughs) Ah, I understand.<br />
to collab rate with me , collaborate closely,<br />
You want<br />
Son:<br />
(sincerely) We will hide here a little while and then go rut<br />
to e r rn a livins. I will contact members of my gang. Y u<br />
will lead us, you are a leader . You c an sit quietly in one<br />
lace. The affair of stab ing elongs to us , Well?
1'1an:<br />
I think that you are planning somethi ng completely in contradiction<br />
with your thoughts. S n, you are planning the futyee •<br />
But the future is li e and past and i t <strong>do</strong>o sn 1 t mean anything<br />
at all . Thats what you sairl a moment ago, surely you remember .<br />
My past. Your future •• • All made up . And thats what it is.<br />
What is my nast? You want to know much a.bout me . I alsow ant<br />
to tell very much about myself' to you, because I am thirsty<br />
f'or conversation. 3ut whats lef't? Trying to remem er the<br />
past is just .falling in a little bit of useless life which<br />
I oa'l.llot ~ut into any category. Taste or smell, sound or<br />
color? A little bit of useless life, thats my nast. Nothing<br />
to say about it. And the fut1J.re .,. . Son, on't worry about my<br />
future , its my own af.fair, I cansettle my own accounts, I 1 l l<br />
take care of' it.<br />
Son: Settle accounts? I <strong>do</strong>n 1 t understand.<br />
Man:<br />
I'm a rat . Don't be surµrmsed. _,et me continue, I am a rat,<br />
I chew, gradually, hour by hour, night by night, all my .future,<br />
all MY life, all my time, everything. (a moment) You , you 1 re<br />
diff'erent . .3ecause you are facing a present. A thread floati ng<br />
in a bush. Again, thats what you said a moment ago. Illusionous<br />
dreams of a girl ts figure . A girl, Son, thats your p resent,<br />
<strong>do</strong> you know that?<br />
.3on:<br />
(emphatic)<br />
1<br />
hu, I know. I •m waiting, I ' m waiting here •<br />
'1an: Lets solve the resent and t k about the fut'l.r e 1a ter.<br />
Son: (sud1enly) 3ut if • • (he suddenly stops ta king. The bell<br />
o.f the clock strikes three tim s)<br />
Man:<br />
on:<br />
Man:<br />
Three oclock.<br />
G (<br />
Oh, od, why so fa.st? a moment late ,. he recalls something )<br />
Jut , ir·rhu <strong>do</strong>es <strong>not</strong> ...<br />
Thu won't come up? It may happen (suddenly turns his head,<br />
listening) Don ' t worry, Thu is coming up .<br />
Son: (surprised) \"here? Where?<br />
Man:<br />
Can't you hear? (f otsteps in the corrid r a.re heard in the<br />
silence of the uilding. An ast nished look comes onto Son• s<br />
face.) e calm.<br />
Son: Calm. Su pose you were in rny osi ti on,.<br />
Man: Each pers n as a different way of living. No ody can be in<br />
your posjti::m. You remem er. At Four ocock sharp . lell ,<br />
wish y u good luck.
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Son:<br />
Man :<br />
Thu:<br />
\here are you going now?<br />
dack to join my group . (he turns and fa.des into the manne quins)<br />
(footsteps in the cort>t<strong>do</strong>r suddenly stop in front of the room • .<br />
Son stands and loo 1 {S toward the <strong>do</strong>or. ·.rriu enters. Son is<br />
astonishe • ·rhu is <strong>not</strong> the same as before. She t s turned into<br />
an extaordinary character, o. princess <strong>who</strong>ri .Son used to see in<br />
the advertisements in front of the t heatre. her hair flowing<br />
<strong>do</strong>wn, the ark eyes have lost their naive qualities like the<br />
surface of' a l a\.e ·wrimch now has bec ome two eep wells. Thu<br />
wears a pinl{ silk drAss, styled aR a Western evening gown.<br />
i'his is th!? first tlme the dress has )een worn., still with<br />
creases . It looks out of date, unreal , easy to mel6 away.<br />
The sk i.rt reaches the floor, covering her steps ~ Thu enters<br />
as though in a dream,. a lm s her movements untrue, like a<br />
rincess in the time of the Crusades. uhe stops in frontof<br />
Son <strong>who</strong> is still looking at her, astonished) .<br />
Son, my darling, I'm Thu.<br />
Son: Thu, really you . trange.<br />
Thu: Why strange? (smiles) So its even. A while ago y ou made me<br />
afraid. Now its your turn. (circles him, the skirt fiows<br />
gracefully. ) Do I look beautiful, my darling? This is the<br />
fir st time I• ve worn this dress. My father bought if for .me,<br />
here, on se.le - if' <strong>not</strong>, it 1 d had been very expensive. Do<br />
you ~now (points to the female statue) the dress of this lady.<br />
Last year she w re it for a long time,. rlut, hey, why are you<br />
l ooking at me like hat? Why <strong>do</strong>n ' t you say sore thing to me?<br />
Are you angry it took me so long to come up? I had to wait<br />
a long time until my father fell asleeu, to c mb my hair,<br />
Son:<br />
Bllt whya are you dressing like this?<br />
hu: Isn t t it beautiful?<br />
Son: Yes, but you still haven't ans.we r ed me . What are you wearing<br />
a dress like this?<br />
Thu: I et you know.<br />
Son:<br />
I give up.<br />
Thu: You forget. T night is my night. T night is yo 1 r night .<br />
Tonight is our Ja st night.<br />
Son; Don't talk like that . Its bad.<br />
Thu: Why bad? I lB. d already prayed: God, Please, Buddha. (:::>on steps<br />
.forward to prevent 'rhu from s-i:e aking. His face l')olrn str~e .<br />
They look teach other like two strangers. )
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"' n: (Shrugs, as though he has no choice) Go ahead and say your p<br />
prayer to uddha.<br />
Thu: (still surprised) Wrat.'s the matter with you, Son?<br />
Son: Nothing, <strong>not</strong>hings the matter aL all . You pray to uddha . I<br />
want yo to live for~ver with ~e .<br />
Thu : Can<strong>not</strong>. I've prayed for a long time already. God.<br />
Let me m et love. One ni2'.ht only. 'l'hen, tcmorrow, I<br />
on't you see? I've rayed already. omorrow morning.<br />
what time is it already?<br />
3u1.dha.<br />
will di.<br />
G 0 d ,<br />
<strong>do</strong>n:<br />
Past three oclock, almost three- thirty.<br />
Thu: i::>0 1<br />
its almost four ocock, almo .... t morning. I want the night to<br />
stretch out foreve and day never come. un, stop rising.<br />
::>on : (sighing) The sun "rill rise, hu (points to the curta in in the<br />
b a c lrground) l'hl t di rec t i on.<br />
Thu:<br />
How <strong>do</strong> y.u know?<br />
'on: 'l'hats the ea.st. I have to know.<br />
Thu: Right . Thats east. ho sun rises in the east. Tnats ok.<br />
Just exactly like my prayer . God. ~u ldha, let ·ne love then<br />
I'll be ready to die. Let me die in the dawn, in the strong<br />
wind and really .Jlue sl{y, die with love, dying naturally as a<br />
baby c ming into life, die without etr yal, w"thout killing<br />
e ch other . .. .<br />
Son: {holds Thu 1 s shoulders tightly) Stop. Thu . I <strong>do</strong>n't want to<br />
listen anymore. ( Faced with l hu's astonishment , ~on puts his<br />
hand <strong>do</strong>wn andturns ) I want it to be silent like this i'orever.<br />
Thu: ~f things go like this then I'll <strong>not</strong> be afraid of anything.<br />
1ruly, I 1 n also afraid of <strong>death</strong>. ut now I ' ~ sure I 'm g ing<br />
to die just li~e this. I'm sure <strong>death</strong> is ••• only silence in<br />
the night which is stretched out. Or are we dying, or have ,<br />
e died alrearly, my dqrling?<br />
.:>on: qt yet • hat's why its so bad. Much ore convenient to die.<br />
hu:<br />
on:<br />
dn't. y u want t o live?<br />
I For what ?<br />
Thu: / ·o love me .<br />
Son: Love y u . ~ut you no longer exist for me to love y u . Y u<br />
are d .termined to die .<br />
Thu :<br />
Oh, SQ what are you living f or?
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Son:<br />
See!<br />
Thu: Tha~ <strong>do</strong>esn't make sense.<br />
Son: NNothine; rakes sensA. If you think it over, then <strong>not</strong>hing<br />
makes sense. Like this store, p ants~ shirts, and then a bunch<br />
of' statues, me and you, nonsense, nonsense.<br />
Thu:<br />
A while ago when Iwaa <strong>do</strong>wnstair s thinking of you I thought<br />
you w~l'e like a gust; of wind that core s and goes. I came up<br />
he...,e , opened t;he <strong>do</strong>or, saw you and didn't worry arry more .<br />
Son: You h ven' t known clearly <strong>who</strong> I arn. You are still dream~ng .<br />
Tnu: I <strong>do</strong>n• t H.eed to know clearl y . ·rhis is enough.<br />
Son: I run an ornhan - no father 1 no mother,<br />
Thu :<br />
I kno"r.<br />
Son: I live by crawling around the streets and alleys. I live<br />
as a ic 0cket, snat ching and running. I live by stabbing .<br />
I 1 ve t:een locked up in a Heforma.tory. Then one night,, I<br />
<strong>do</strong>n ' t know why, I couldn' t bear it anymor e, I stabbed a guard<br />
to <strong>death</strong>. Then I ran, I ran in here . Took this set of<br />
clothes, hid behind the statues. And . •• the police encircled<br />
the building. lomorrow, tor1o r row morning, the police will<br />
f orce their way in here I ilJ be captured, imprinsoned,<br />
hanged, or a.t least pnt into
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Thu: A p rin&ess sleeuing in the forest. I am Hang, sleeping in<br />
the f rest . I know. Have I awa ened yet .. my love? Or must<br />
I wait till tho time when the east contains the rising sun?<br />
Son: I run here to wake you<br />
Thu : And tomorrow, dai..m, I will go ac1t into sleep. Night falls·<br />
" th e when '-;he s "liln rises?<br />
Son:<br />
Either way is the same thing.<br />
Thu : ~mn , <strong>do</strong>n' t r:Is e. Don ' t e ver rise again. I hate the sun.<br />
Oh, my love, whs.t time is it alr eady?<br />
Son: (excited) ? our ocloc~ . Certainly its a out four already.<br />
Four in the m rning. Now, what should ·we <strong>do</strong>?<br />
'rhu : W t . (a moment ) Do you hear anything?<br />
Son:<br />
The sound of the clock running. Tic Toe Tic oc. There.<br />
{in the silence the sound of the cl ck r esounds from the<br />
ac 1 -< like a hammer beatin g on a nail .four times Th,e .fea ing<br />
of being uushed, strangled, occu ies both of them)<br />
oth:<br />
There. (Son runs out, as ho wan r, s to sha e off the ghostly<br />
power f that feeling . He returns)<br />
Son: Four oclock. Go , Why so fast? (the tone is different) Thu .<br />
Thu: {as if su denly awairnning) I ' m here.<br />
Son: I f'eel dizzy• Jud i.enly I see things spinning,.<br />
Thu; (steps over to him) You t r e dizzy, or,. ••<br />
Son: No, I'm <strong>not</strong> hungry, I'm thir'3ty. Is there any wat er rare?<br />
Thu: '.J. here is, but <strong>do</strong>wnstairs. I' 11 go d wn and get some . You<br />
wait for me .<br />
Son:<br />
Thu:<br />
C me up right away.<br />
1 ht away. (she turns and goes to the <strong>do</strong>or, smiles, then<br />
exits. The sound of her footste s fades into the sil ence<br />
of the corri<strong>do</strong>r. A moment later the man grad~ally appears<br />
Rnd stands in uaok of 'on. "'j.lence. )<br />
Son: Where? You give it to me right away. Thu is g ing to co me<br />
up .
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Man: We have time. Don t t worry. Do you remember. Do you renember<br />
everything?<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
I remember.<br />
Come here. (Son follows him like a machine to the back curtain.<br />
he man pulls the curtain and goes close to t he glass <strong>do</strong>or at<br />
the be.ck . He stands still for a moment and t hen turns t h e<br />
l atch and pushes the <strong>do</strong>or strongly. The <strong>do</strong>or opens out onto<br />
the sky. The unfinished building seems clser. The geometric<br />
corners of those unfinished statues rise up, printing their<br />
wild image into the dark blue sky like thiluc chinese ink,,<br />
filled with stars) Over thare. (Son is h:r¥<strong>not</strong>ized, he mo ve s<br />
£orward,, ) Be c areful Son. Seven Floors. (he man suddenly<br />
sticks his head out, looks <strong>do</strong>wn at the s treet then ulls<br />
back in, his oack still towards Son) Damn, very hi gh. Just<br />
looking makes my body shiver . To me the depth has an attractive<br />
ghostly power, a deep pit, a deep valley, a deep well. 'l'ats<br />
my weak point. 'l'here were nights I stood here for hours. I<br />
enjoyed t he scary i'eeling of an action of .falling in the<br />
eternal depth •• • (Suddenly t he man turns back , stretches his<br />
arms in the middle of the <strong>do</strong>or .. His back still faces tm stree t .<br />
The wind outside blows his grey hair, he s cowls, staring directLy<br />
at Son. 3ut Son's face stares,, he is frozen in one place as<br />
though he's i n a defensive positon, but his eyes go beyond<br />
the man f ac ing him, further, directed $oward s ome blinking<br />
star very high up. ) I know what t hings you're thiking. You<br />
think that one only needs a sudden movement, then I'm ••••<br />
finished. right? rlut now the s uddenness is gone alre ady.<br />
And right after you 1 ve re al iz e d these dar k thoughts, t hen,<br />
after that, •• what will you <strong>do</strong>? The problem still is untouched.<br />
The poli ce st ill will look for you. Perhaps they can l ook f or<br />
you faster .<br />
Son: (calm) You' re wrong. I'm <strong>not</strong> thinking m ything at all .<br />
Man : You are staring a.t me .<br />
Son: dut I <strong>do</strong>n' t see you. From a moment ago, f rom the moment the<br />
<strong>do</strong>or o ened out onto the s ky, then I haven't seen you Eny:more .<br />
Man: Wm t <strong>do</strong> you see? What are you looking at so thoughtfuly?<br />
Son:<br />
At t he building being constructed on the other side of t he<br />
street and at the stars in the sky. You ha ve been attracted<br />
because of the depth. You're infatuated with the depth •<br />
As for my , it a pear s to be a height. From the time I was<br />
small, I only liked t he things stretching up . The birds flying<br />
away, l anes lost in the cl ouds. An unfinished high building.<br />
'l'he stars flickering very far away in the vault of the sky.<br />
I feel a vastness, cool . I .feel ••• (Then, Son is silent,<br />
the man looks at Son, no lding repeatedly)
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Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Man :<br />
I apologize for thinking badly of you. Continue. I'm sure<br />
that you have many interesting thoughts in your head, but<br />
haven•t yet had the opportunity to reveal them. dut, now<br />
its still early. ~e can t alk with each other a few minutes<br />
more . You said that you like height. hat else, Son?<br />
What else? I <strong>do</strong>n't understand. Its very difficult. I see<br />
things as complicated. Has there been a time when you've been<br />
loc1{ed up in a pitch dark apartment, a room without even a<br />
small win<strong>do</strong>w. I was once. And I found a strange peace of mind.<br />
The sad things was t hat there was a small <strong>do</strong>or opening out onto<br />
the sky, a hole to let me hear the sounds outside. In the dark<br />
silence then, I didn't think anything at all . 3ut ••• one piece<br />
of blue sky, one s .mnd of the ship in the port, one branch of<br />
s tree, a bit of win~ . That was something similar to me ,<br />
something excited. I wanted to break out •• I •• , . {rlut ~on is<br />
forced to stop. 'l'he mu£fled steps in the hallway are becoming<br />
cJe arer)<br />
(quickly shuting the <strong>do</strong>or) I didn't olose the latbh. To be<br />
certain •••<br />
Son: You give it to me .<br />
Man: { tal
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Son:<br />
Thinking about Thu.<br />
Thu:<br />
You're joking.<br />
~on: Don't you elieve me?<br />
Thu :<br />
I believe, but • ••<br />
Son:<br />
rlut what?<br />
Thu: Once in a while I see you far from me . You are thinking of<br />
sanething very terri )le.<br />
on: Thinking of you, thinking of the .future of the ilwe of us. Is<br />
that terri ble?<br />
Thu: The future - is that tmnorrow?<br />
Son: Our future egins fromt this night. a moment) Come out here.<br />
( on g es to the ba c k room, pulls wide the curtain. Thu<br />
follows. The two stop close to each mm other, looking out<br />
at the street. )<br />
Thu:<br />
Very close.(steps up close to t he glass <strong>do</strong>or., looks out onto<br />
the street) I think I c an jump over the glass <strong>do</strong> r . (Son steps<br />
up li
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Son:<br />
Are you finished being afraid yet?<br />
Thu: Finished alre ady. I 1 m really silly.<br />
Son:<br />
•rhu:<br />
Son:<br />
' ome in here.<br />
No, I want to stBnd here (gradually t urns around, looks d<br />
outside) I want to stand here foreve r . If, a while ago •••<br />
Don 1 t speak anymore, Thu.<br />
Thu: I'm finished being afraid. on, my love, I thought if I<br />
fell <strong>do</strong>wn, if I was careless and fell <strong>do</strong>wn then its finisre d .<br />
Nothing coul d e <strong>do</strong>ne.<br />
on: ::>ure .<br />
Thu: I t s convenient to b e li e that. The end of the story. End<br />
of both tomorrow and today. The end. I <strong>do</strong>n 1 t understand why<br />
I r emember my mother. I feel a so bbing in my h eart. I feel<br />
suff ereing, but choked with tears of happiness. When I say<br />
these things, you <strong>do</strong>nit ~augh at me , plea se. I read a sotry<br />
once and t this moment the lovers also talked lilrn this.<br />
right?<br />
Son: I • •• • I on ' t know . From time I was small, no one loved me .<br />
I haven't known wha t love is (su denly chru:iging his tone)<br />
Thu. hu, I ask you sincerely, <strong>do</strong> y · u •••• ?<br />
Thu: (turns and embra ces him) Yes, oh od, yes. I want to cry.<br />
on: (loJks outside to see) Look carei'ull y . Do you see anything?<br />
hu: The sky and sta rs. The night is still long.<br />
'on:<br />
Th e stars are gradually fading.<br />
Thu: Not at all . The night is still long. ( suddmly bo t h hold 11<br />
their breath. The bell of t he clock resounds one time. The<br />
air seems tense. .)ut 1 ts a very short sound. Thats all .<br />
ilence)<br />
Son: Oh, why is it only one s 0und? Four oclock was a long time<br />
ago, or ~ay o e its four- thirty.<br />
~ Th o es t he clock h ere beat ev ry half hour?<br />
Thu: I <strong>do</strong>n' t know, t h e r·e are so many clocks le re, r hey beat<br />
c onfusedly one after the other. 'r here are s one clocks that<br />
stri ke every thirty minutes. Jut only one strike so it mwt<br />
surely be four- thirty.<br />
3on: No , its five oclock .
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Thu: Impossible. If it were five , we ould have heard five strikes.<br />
Son:<br />
Never did we henr the clock strike every half hour.<br />
Thu: Maybe we didn' t pay attention. Oh 1<br />
God. 3efore I never paid<br />
attention to the clocks.<br />
~on:<br />
•ro me , I'm suro it must be five-thirty. Never mind, look<br />
over there. F.ruc A moment ago, I wanted you to see •••<br />
hu:<br />
Son:<br />
Wha t , darling?<br />
That building on the other side of the road.<br />
Thu : Oh yes, its very clear, isn't it1 3ut it looks so terrible.<br />
It <strong>do</strong>esn't :ta ve any form at all .<br />
Son: Jecause its still unfinished. Thu , <strong>do</strong> you know what I've been<br />
wishing I could <strong>do</strong>? No ,. <strong>not</strong> a knight. I <strong>do</strong>n• t know how to<br />
ride a horse, pa .s through seven dense jungles, climb up nine<br />
high mountains. And I <strong>do</strong>n't want to kill anybody either. I<br />
<strong>do</strong>n•t want to kill a man . I only wi.shed I could become a waker,<br />
a craftsman, a ricklayer. I wanted to mix limest ne with<br />
brown sand, I need a trowel and I would build every piece of<br />
brick t o ma.lee the wal higher and higher, to make the building<br />
bigger and bigger. I'm thirsty. I wish I coul finish the<br />
building on the other side.<br />
Thu:<br />
Son:<br />
Every afternoon, hms body covered with limestone and sand, he<br />
returns home . I wait to heDr your voice coming from far away.<br />
You 're singing the song of the workers on the othr side of t~<br />
street, t he song praising the ower of the arms, the blood<br />
of the heart and the fire of love. ( hu suddenly starts<br />
singing the song of the workers constructing the building on<br />
the other side, the song t al king of the muscle, the heart of<br />
a an <strong>who</strong> loves his 1 ife. 1<br />
'hu ts voice :is pure 1<br />
the air of the<br />
room becomes extraordinary. It seems to f!ll up with life,<br />
seems to be slightly filled with the ocean wind, white clouds<br />
in the til ue sky and the smiling life of the age of twenty.<br />
Suddenly, the song stops. The sound of the clock bell rings<br />
in the silence. Thu , clon count the sounds in their re a.d.<br />
Six s unds, slow, cle ar.)<br />
Six.<br />
Thu: Why Six, Strange .<br />
Son: Six oclock. It can't be.<br />
Thu: The clock strickes strangel y . We can•t trust it.
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... on:<br />
Son:<br />
Thu:<br />
If you ce.n.~ot trust the clock then what can we believe in?<br />
I feel as lost in a dark night. No sense of time. This<br />
afternoon you talked about a train going in the tunnel. Its<br />
exactly lik:e our c ase now.<br />
(joyful, yells) I figured that out already. The song of the<br />
worker across the street. Listening to the singing and then<br />
we c an know tho time. We <strong>do</strong>n't need clock s anymore. The song<br />
I sung a moment ago will be our time .<br />
What time <strong>do</strong> t hey go to work?<br />
Six-forty five. As soon as they start working, they sing.<br />
Son: .:>ix-forty five . Daytch!ne already.<br />
Thu: Daytime already. {a moment) I think of my prayer. Tomorrow<br />
morning.<br />
Son: (quic ly) Thu, listen to me . Now we'll wait. .See what<br />
happens. Tomorrow morning. we'll listen to the song. We'll<br />
find a way t o escape. We 1 11 get out of the tunnel.<br />
hu: We'll see the blue s ky and ripening rice,. right? (a moment)<br />
but ••••<br />
on: ·o buts at all. {a moment> I egret that we didn't h:tve wine<br />
here to drink. I want to get drunk .<br />
Thu:<br />
Do you know how to drink alchohol?<br />
Son: No . (tries to smile} We 'll drink water then. Sit here.<br />
(he nulls her <strong>do</strong>wn on a small chair next to the table ) I'm<br />
going to get some water (<strong>not</strong> waiting for Thu to answer, he<br />
turns away and goes outside, holding the unfinished glass of<br />
water. He raises the glass toward Thu then drinks it all .<br />
· hen, in a very natu r al gesture, he suddenly goes to the car ner<br />
of the sto~e , to t he curtain at t he back pulled back but<br />
still covering a corner. Hidden from Thu , he uplls out a nill<br />
from his shirt pocket and puts in in the glass ; he returns to<br />
his nlace. he holds the bottle and pours the water into tre<br />
glass and very slowly ste s toward Thu , She stands up) Now<br />
its your turn. Even wat~ r will make you drunk, my dear Thu .<br />
Go ahead and drink it . p:hu holds the glass, raises it to her<br />
motuh. Suddenly) Sto:(> l ( 1 'hu stops. A bit of hesitancy appears<br />
on the face of the boy} ~ Ok, thats ok. Go ahead ani<br />
drink it. Finish it up. ( .1.hu drinks it in one gu.lp m d puts<br />
the glass on the table, stands silently looking at Son) Thu .<br />
now,, I've rre.de my deeision. I'll have to continue to pl ay the<br />
role of the knight. You are correct. I already killed a very<br />
wicked man. but its <strong>not</strong> finisred yet. One more man. This man<br />
1s r eally the leader of a gang.. He will Kidnap you, But I<br />
have gone through seven den se jungles, crossed nine high mountains,<br />
and I ca.me in time. I promise that I'll protect you, Thu,
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even though I •11 be killed. To let you live. You must live.<br />
You know why?<br />
Thu: (as though in a dream) Speak, my darling.<br />
Son: To let eighteen years of my living in the streets be meaningf'ul .<br />
You understand?<br />
'rhu:<br />
I understand, but •• , but I a. lready prayed.<br />
on: We'll pray gain. t ow is the beginning. Pray. Say a prayer<br />
to Judd.ha.<br />
'l'hu: Is there enough time, darling. ( suddenly) I d:> n ·' t know why ••<br />
Son:<br />
{astonished) What, darling?<br />
Thu: No , <strong>not</strong>hing at all . Hut my head feels heavy. I feel dizzy,<br />
on: (touching her shoulders) Do y u f eel uncomfortable?<br />
fhu: No , <strong>not</strong> uncomfortable. I feel as though I'm rockign on a boat.<br />
'fhe boat is floating, blue water, blue sky.<br />
Son:<br />
You pray, you pray to duddha.<br />
Thu: No time , darling. The sky is blue. My eyes start getting<br />
heavy,<br />
3on: (holding rhusts :shoulders tightly) Pleas e~ God. Please,<br />
3uddha, speak.<br />
Thu: (trying) Please God. (then she slumps <strong>do</strong>wn)<br />
on: Oh, God. Thu. I1hu . ( on helps Thu to sit on the cahir.<br />
Thu slumps, puts her head on the table, immobile . Suddenly<br />
.:3on turns at the man <strong>who</strong> is st nding behind him.. Son raises<br />
his hand intending to put it on the re ad of Thu,. but hesitates,<br />
t akes i~ back. frightened:) You told me it was a sleepir:g<br />
pill ., ( 1 he rr.a n still looks at Son without spe a.king) Is :t t<br />
r ·ally a sleeping pill? (suddenly ) or ••• (The man suddenly<br />
o ens his mouth and bursts out laughing) Hey. Why <strong>do</strong> you Ja ugh?<br />
You tole me it was a sleeping pill,. (Stepping toward Thu,<br />
raises his hands, ut when his hands almost touoh her hair 1<br />
he stops and takes them back) Thu • •• sleeping is that right?<br />
In an hour Thu will awake again. You frighten me . You ma<br />
me afraid.<br />
Man: Are you sure ••• ,<br />
Son: (worrying) What ? Wh· t did you say?
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Man:<br />
But, if •••<br />
Son: 3ut if what? You already told me that • • •.<br />
Man: You trust me that much , huh? (in the silence, Son looks<br />
surprisedly at the man. Son <strong>do</strong>esn't understand, suspect, dare<br />
think of the idea hidden in the wcr ds of the man. When he<br />
speaks again his vo ice is still fil::e d with surprise~ His<br />
voice has the quality of questioning for <strong>not</strong> only the man but<br />
also for life)<br />
Son: But why? Why? Why Thu?<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Uestiny.<br />
Whits destiny? Its you <strong>who</strong> gave me the pill.<br />
Man: But i t s you <strong>who</strong> gave the pill to the girl. You see ? Why did<br />
the girl me et you? Why did you !'lleet me: Why? Try to answer<br />
me . The only thing clear is that we me t e ach other and each<br />
is obliged to play one role with each other until the curtain<br />
falls. The curtain hasn 1 t fallen yet .<br />
Son: The curtain hasn• t fall.en yet? What else <strong>do</strong> you want?<br />
Man: You want, <strong>not</strong> me . You forget tba t its you <strong>who</strong> a sked me , <strong>who</strong><br />
had agreed with me last night when you • •• •<br />
Son: (angrily) It~ <strong>not</strong> me alone <strong>who</strong> forgets. Its you. You fer get<br />
too.<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
What <strong>do</strong> I forget?<br />
You assured me t hat that jill is just a sleeping pill.<br />
Man: Oh, Cmle on, you planned too c arefully. Sleep or no sleep,<br />
whats the difference. Either ways is the same, either way •••<br />
(gesture toward t he background) You see, Well, l ets begin.<br />
Its almos t d aylight, Why? (Son still looks at the man,)<br />
Son: {suddenly changes his v :ice, sh akes hi s head) What else? I<br />
now have the u per hand, mister.<br />
I4ant<br />
(a bit surprised) What did you sty?<br />
Son: A moment ago I was still hesitant. Now I'm no longer hesitant.<br />
I've made my decis ion.<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
hat means •••<br />
<strong>Those</strong> words I spoke to Thu a moment ago, <strong>do</strong> you still remenb es<br />
them?<br />
Ye s , and so what?
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Son:<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
Th03 e were the truth.<br />
'rhat means you've been wishing to be a worker.<br />
No, a knight.<br />
And stab through the chest of' a wic'Lred man •••<br />
Son: Like you. Tha t is my decision.<br />
Man:<br />
You're <strong>not</strong> joking, are you?<br />
Son: At my age .. I <strong>do</strong>n 1 t know how to joke.<br />
Man: Very good. .out tre re 1 s one thing you forgot . 'i'here are rome<br />
policemen <strong>do</strong>wn there .<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
No . t myself will invite t hem up here. What else can I <strong>do</strong>?<br />
I d n t have a sword but I want to be a knight. Do you pemit<br />
me? (Son starts to turn away when the man quickly draws tb<br />
knife from his pocket. )<br />
No .<br />
8on: (calmly) You already threatened me once.<br />
Man:<br />
Thats why this time I'll try <strong>not</strong> to threaten you anymore.<br />
Son: Then just go ahead and s t ab me, So I won' t have to jump <strong>do</strong>wn<br />
from t his seventh floor.<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
You already told me the s am e t hing.<br />
Last night, I r emember .<br />
soon. Its diff erent.<br />
Wh ts the dif ference?<br />
ut now i t s g?ing to be dayl ight<br />
Excuse me , I'm using your own langi age.<br />
Son:<br />
Thats ok, but I repea t that now 1t s different because I 1 m<br />
different.<br />
Man: {looks a t ::>on) To me, you're still the same .<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
I just became a grown up adult.<br />
There are still ome more days left if I ' m <strong>not</strong> m:.S taken.<br />
Son: Jometimes you have to live hurriedly. Now I know myself very<br />
well.<br />
Man: Is that so? Thn. now what are you? Wl:a t have you turned ind>o?
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Son:<br />
Zero.<br />
Man· Oh, I thought it was something else. (laughing) :::io you ~ve<br />
thought that,. ••<br />
Son: Yes, I thought th.at I was very tough. rhats why I fbught , I<br />
stabb ed. I threatened. I ran away. I flattered, bent <strong>do</strong>wn,<br />
lied, all ~hat just to survdi.ve, just to breathe a little bit, _<br />
(paces bac l< and forth ) A l ittl e bit. Now its different,<br />
Man: (laughs) Now the Zero already knows lilimself' and ls going to<br />
revolt, right?<br />
Son: I <strong>do</strong>n 1 t understand whRt you've sRid. The only thing I know is<br />
that I'm no longer afraid of you. Well 1 goodby, (Son turn s<br />
away)<br />
Man:<br />
Are you determined?<br />
Son: Truly. I culdn't s e e any other way.<br />
Man: And, of c urse, y-you are going to report me ?<br />
<strong>do</strong>n:<br />
Man:<br />
I couldn't see a<strong>not</strong>her way t o pull the curtain <strong>do</strong>wn.<br />
You think they ' re going to ha ve p i ty on you?<br />
Son: No , but they' re <strong>not</strong> going to have pity n you either - that s<br />
enough.<br />
Man: (angrily) Wba t <strong>do</strong> you want?<br />
Son: (smiles sadly) I remember wh t you s ai d l ast night . You<br />
will permit me to repeat it? (hal f - joking, half- serious)<br />
I we.nted so many thing s , but now it s fin5.shed. {angrily)<br />
this boy i s only a Zero. Nothing left of f'or this lad to<br />
want and wish f'or.<br />
Befre<br />
Now<br />
Man : There i s still something. ( 1 'hen he steps toward Thu <strong>who</strong>'s<br />
still put her head on the t able unconsciously. He points the<br />
shining ,nife at the back of t he girl. ) There ' s still sone t hing .<br />
Son: Thu. (alughs ) Hey, Mister , <strong>who</strong> can die twice.<br />
Man : Oh, my little Son,, now I have the upper han . Miss Thus hasn' t<br />
died yet .• (Son is surprised) So far we ' ve been discussing on<br />
the hypothBsis that the pill she took is <strong>not</strong> a sleeping u ill.<br />
(opens his mouth to Augh} 3ut •• ,.<br />
Son: You are so complicated. Jut wby?
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Man: I never told a lie. Only those bad knights <strong>who</strong> can<strong>not</strong> fight<br />
well, only those men with com lexes like to lie. I already<br />
told you so, you remember?<br />
Son: (ste s forward) Thu ••••<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
rhu 1 s sleeping, you see.<br />
(steps forward. hisitantly. Slightly puts his hMd on Thu•s<br />
forehead. He puts his fac~ close to Thu 1 s . He stands up .<br />
A strange voice) What <strong>do</strong> you want?<br />
Man: (laughs) Its interesting. Now its your turn to pose a qta stdm.<br />
Interesting.<br />
' on:<br />
I'm <strong>not</strong> joking,.<br />
Man~ Your age d esn't kn w how to joke. I know. But at my age<br />
I no longer want to joke. (seriously) I'm <strong>not</strong> joking either.<br />
Son; Sh1t. Then what <strong>do</strong> you want? Speak out,<br />
Man: You already forgot what I told you last n:tght? I only want<br />
you to continue your part. Thats all . ( on looks at the man<br />
quietly) How? You still remember? Thu 1 s sleeping. Now its<br />
time for you to pick her up . Right? (Son is thinking of<br />
somet ing which has just come to his mind vaguely. He still<br />
<strong>do</strong>esn't believe it. He ~epeats the man 1 s sords, in a mo<strong>not</strong>on<br />
ous reading tone:)<br />
Son:<br />
I nick Thu u •<br />
Man: And then you go to that directi 1 :m over there (pointing t><br />
t he back)<br />
Son: That direction. That direction. The gl ass <strong>do</strong>or. (Son l augJ.s<br />
loudly, the way that the man laughs} Oh, God. I ' m really<br />
silly.<br />
Man: (surprised) What did you say?<br />
Son: No , <strong>not</strong>hing at all . How? I pick Thi up and carry her to that<br />
<strong>do</strong>or, right?<br />
Man:<br />
Right.<br />
Son: And then close to the <strong>do</strong>or, and then ••• (laughing) Then you<br />
stand right ehind us, right behind our back.<br />
Man: To open the <strong>do</strong>or for you. And also to enjoy the scenery of<br />
a little virgin girl in a pink dress falling in the blue sky<br />
filled with morning br eezes. Step ing lightly into the silence
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of the depths, the attract:tve ghostly power of' the depth.<br />
How could I let that rare occasion pass by? A J.ce t star. A<br />
falling leaf. An ang l slowly landing.<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
Two, two - mister.<br />
Why two?<br />
on: iJ:e too.<br />
Man : Why you to ? {shakes his head) Ah, I understand.<br />
Sonb<br />
It only takes a ve.ry light gest1 re.<br />
Man : Very light. Light, 3ut, ifanything comes, I have to warn<br />
you in adva.nce. I already primes you so.. You m ve the right<br />
to be suspicious. Its useless for me to sqy it again , particularly<br />
now. Now I only need to ask you one question: Wla.ts<br />
your plan?<br />
Son:<br />
I'm <strong>not</strong> used to planning.<br />
Man:<br />
1<br />
rhis is a selective problem.. You or the girl (gestures toward<br />
the gac '{ground. )<br />
Son: I <strong>do</strong>n't select. I 1 m only a Zero~ I can stay here sefely if'<br />
you keep your promise. 3ut for What? To ecorte a kind of • • •<br />
rat like you? ach person has his own destiny, mister. To<br />
y ou it is the dirty depth of holes, sewage. To me its differen t .<br />
Man: To J!r.ou 1 ts helght, You al eady told me and I remember. ou<br />
were orn Zero,. You were born to rise up. Ea.ch erron has<br />
his own destiny, you t re rj_ght, I have sy:m a thy for you. I ' m<br />
.ta telling the truth. ow, suppose I remind you a bout tra<br />
future •••<br />
Son: (laughing) Future? You again forget. All 11'1 J!llde up. I ofi'er<br />
you both the ~uture and tm past. The past for you to for get<br />
to keep you busy. To help you from hearing the sound oft!B<br />
clock. The future for you to chew gradually with all the<br />
canned food in these seven floors~ of the supermar ket.<br />
Everything I have is in front of me . I only have the present<br />
time . I have to hold it t ightly.<br />
Man: nd then l)mp right in. Your th ught.s are very funny. I want<br />
very much to continue the conversation, but, sorry that<br />
daylight is coming. Its going to be mo ming.,<br />
Son: (awakened) Daylight coming. (looks at the baclrground) Stars<br />
fading, sky brightening.<br />
Man: According to the plan, I•m sup n o~ed to open the <strong>do</strong>or for ynu<br />
ersonally. .Jut now , you•re only lone and me , It..11 have
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to be busy wi t h Miss Thu. ( suddmly) You understand why~<br />
You understand me . Then you go ahead, open the Chor.<br />
You'll have all the height in front of you. Sky, stars,<br />
wind, verythine,<br />
Son: (suddenly) I ask you one more thing (pointing to Thu) You<br />
promise me that •• •<br />
Ma.n: Of' course ..<br />
Son:<br />
Even when the moment Thu awakes.<br />
Man: '- nd sees me . Yes, it is complicated.<br />
Son:<br />
Man:<br />
The clock •• •<br />
You still believe the clocks here? (As s on as he finishes his<br />
words, the sound of the clock rises once. t that mo, ent,<br />
sounds f rom the streets below can be heard, the sounds of a c1tJ<br />
beginning to revive. And then the sounds fade away. The run<br />
i s rising. 'rhe sounds spread out and become a background andf<br />
from t hat, one by one, from the lower to the upper floor or<br />
the unfinished ouilding aaross the street rises many voices.<br />
The pa.le neon lights of the store f a c e the sunlight of the<br />
morning rays which c at the glass <strong>do</strong>or. Soth "' on and the man<br />
stand watch ing each other. Son hesitates)<br />
Son: The clock strikes correctly. Its six- forty five ..<br />
Man:<br />
Son:<br />
Mant<br />
Son '<br />
Man:<br />
That so?<br />
The song, <strong>do</strong> you hear it clearly?<br />
(listening) Not ver y clearly.<br />
In a moment it will be cl Jar. Day is coming UD to the top<br />
floor. Seven floor . you know. (the song can be heard mor e<br />
clearly. When he speak s , the man seems <strong>not</strong> able t o hide hi s<br />
emoti on. He tries to control himsel f • )<br />
Now, listen to me care.ful ly. I 'll let you listen to the 'th ole<br />
song. It mean s that I ' v alre ady accepted both of your condi tions.<br />
When the song is finished, I''ll ro unt to three. Af'ter that, if'<br />
you still hesitate, if you still show that you like the supermarket<br />
rats which a e all of li s including these gentlemen(points<br />
t o the wooden statues) If vou still show that Y?U are <strong>not</strong><br />
finished with this narrow r oom, if you still <strong>do</strong>n t want to hold<br />
tightly to whats in front of you, whats out there, wha t belong s<br />
to you, to jump right in and then of course, I ' ll be forced t o •••<br />
(gesturs meaningf'uly with the shining knire in his hand . The<br />
song can be heard mor clearly now. The workers have come .
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They have appeared on top of' the building on the other side<br />
o.f the street. The power of ar.ms of the workers fills up<br />
the store)<br />
Son: (as if hyp<strong>not</strong>ized) The power of the arms, the blood of the<br />
he· rt, and the fire of love. (he stP,ps f oward hu, lightly<br />
puts his hands on the shining bl ack hair o.fthe girl <strong>who</strong> is<br />
still sleeping soundly. Then he stR.nds straight. The knife<br />
of the mi:m is bright under the f'irst light ofthe morning. It<br />
still points at the back of the girl)<br />
Son (softly} Thu .<br />
Man : (tenderly) Love .<br />
Son: ( t..hinlting ) Maybe .<br />
Man: I have lived A. surprisingly interesting ni ht. Thmnk you very<br />
much. Love? I ••• • (stops a moment ) You're <strong>not</strong> ma.dz at me ,<br />
young on?<br />
on: (looking at the man) •ach man has his own destiny. Each<br />
person has his own. way ofliving. (as though r ecalling sorrething)<br />
You 1 re right, Do you still remember? (pointing 1D<br />
the background } Thats my only way of living. (The song suddenly<br />
stops. i.:>llence. 'on' s voice beconB s f irm) ·rhe song ts<br />
finished. You just go a.head andstar t .<br />
Man: The <strong>do</strong>or i s <strong>not</strong> ~ a t ched . You just push it lightly and it' l l<br />
open. ($on ~t eps towar d the ackground to the <strong>do</strong>or. The<br />
<strong>do</strong>or opens. The sunlight coming in fills uu the stor . The<br />
wind blows at the dark hair of' the young man. He slowl y<br />
turns back. The two l ook at each othe r . ~he young man is<br />
prepar:ing t o l aunch himself' into a new life where there is a<br />
Man: One .<br />
Son: Goodbye .<br />
f our- dir ectional space. The forty-year- old man tries to<br />
rema n a.t one place in an envir n.ment wher-e all life had<br />
stopped for a long time . ~on turns areound in a c:ir cle, Th e<br />
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attention to the girl <strong>who</strong> suddenly moves and awakes.<br />
clearly heard the voice ofSon)<br />
Thu<br />
Thu: {in a v ery sleepy voice) Son, oh, Son, my da:rling. I ' m here<br />
and PWa{e alre dy 1 but I'm still closing my eyes. I still<br />
want God to make things nice forever , and the night dark all<br />
the t ime. .rust go ahead and stand t;here and wait for me . I 'll<br />
be out rieht away. I know the way. I know the way even though<br />
I have my eyes closed. (~ hen Thu stands up, 6"",13 s closed, wal k s<br />
to the '-)11ckground, without stop ing toward her destiny. The<br />
light on her hair falls, shining black. He pick dress flies<br />
with the wind. he walks close to the man. The man stands<br />
irarrioblie in a gesture of a wooden s r.atue. The s hlning knife<br />
still at his right hand still po:lnting out straight ahead.<br />
Only his eyes are still living - the dei'ensive nature of an<br />
animal which is ushed into a c rner ofthe dense jungle. With<br />
the spirit oftreating life fatrly, ofk keeping a nromis e to<br />
himself, a rinciple of survival, the o<strong>not</strong>onous voice of the<br />
girl arises. ) Stay still my darling, <strong>do</strong>n 1 t speak , The<br />
night must be silent. I'll come close to you to wait f or the<br />
song. I ray to ~~ddha ~ We still have time, my darling.<br />
Night is still long. I want t l ove forever. Pb ase, God.<br />
Please, . ••• (the word Judd.ha is lost in space; fhu after Son<br />
no longer exists)<br />
voice of Thu: (lost in space) Sono., (silence. And then, in the c mer<br />
f the st r, still hidden and in the darkness, t e whispering:<br />
Mannequins: Thats all . t The water of the Hoang iver has already reached<br />
the sea. ;rha.ts the end of the story. {high voice) Love ,<br />
o"TI.eo and Juliette. (low voic e ) Love is just a cau qe . This<br />
is just a v0yRge , an adventure into the new measurement of<br />
space. (high voice) The f urth measurement f r e lity. (Choi r)<br />
Care . >ecans there's care, there ' s <strong>death</strong>. e <strong>do</strong>n •t car e f or<br />
space. We ' 11 be here forever.. A small and pretty space , but<br />
avery immense and infinite spac e , We <strong>do</strong>n ' t have time. We<br />
deny <strong>death</strong>. We deny deat h . Amen. (The word Amen is mixed with<br />
the whistle of a police siren on the street below. Ft>om afar<br />
the s iren of an ambulance is heard. Like the ghosts melting<br />
in the morning fog, the low goie e ~ the high voice e f the<br />
mannequins fades a.way out of the sunlight of :a new beautiful<br />
morning.<br />
The man silently ta.lees out a handkerchief, cleans his knife.<br />
carefully and puts it on the table. Ihen he slwly walks<br />
toward the mannequins and aecomes one ofthe , )<br />
The curtatn slowly falls in rhythm or.the step ofthe man.