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THOSE WHO DO NOT SUFFER DEATH<br />

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M fr rv \V 2.. ~,· N s<br />

by Vu. Kh ac V.hoan<br />

t r anslated by:<br />

u ane E . Hauch


Female clerk<br />

Customer<br />

Indian Janttor<br />

Thu, his daughter<br />

Son, a young man<br />

The Man<br />

A stranger<br />

A policeman<br />

A chorus of mannequins<br />

THE CAST<br />

(in order of appearance)


1<br />

A corner of a bustling city.<br />

even-story department<br />

store designed for the more aff ent. ~a ch floor of<br />

the building is divided into many r ms connected by an int<br />

icate system of co ri<strong>do</strong>rs, each r. om specializes in a<br />

particular type of goods - kimonos from Japan, black<br />

European evening we ar, gaudy chec ed skirts from France,<br />

cider from Norrnandie, rose wine, hinese wine, preserved<br />

pork from Van Nam province · · , caviar, a Louis XV<br />

living room set, a carved wooden bed and c aoinet from the<br />

Tong dynasty j.;Q; viQt Nam , deep blue glazed pottery from<br />

the Thanh Dynasty, Dong-Son ce,st bronze drums, stained glass<br />

~nglish win<strong>do</strong>ws, canned goods, kitchen ~nsils, televisi on<br />

sets, odds and ends, etc.<br />

The play o ens in one room hidden deep in the back of the<br />

seventh flo?r, here is a~ elevator in the corri<strong>do</strong>r nenby,<br />

there are win<strong>do</strong>ws opening into other rooms and endless<br />

corrid rs. In this ro m are sold ready to wear clothes.<br />

There are many wooden mannequins shaped into life-like sizes<br />

of persons wearing sets of clothes. In addition, there are<br />

display cases for acces ,ories, scarves, ne ckties, buttons • • •<br />

A l arge curtai n covers all t he back area, In it is the<br />

dressing r ?om where customers try on clothes. he curtain<br />

opens on a late ·afternoon, a customer still lingers, looking<br />

at a ne cktie. Suddenly many sounds of ca r horns rise up from<br />

the street below. There is the s ound of a car's breaks<br />

stopping suddenly. The clerk runs out to the win<strong>do</strong>w for a<br />

moment then comes back.<br />

Clerk : A olice car. I d n't understand what they're <strong>do</strong>ing <strong>do</strong>wn<br />

ther e . (The custore r puts the necktie d


2<br />

Clerk:<br />

Customer:<br />

Clerk :<br />

Customer:<br />

Seven o'clock here . {points t oward the curtain) But over<br />

there, 6:45. Here there is no siren, here ther>e is only a<br />

bell - rings two times.<br />

What is on the other side?<br />

Don•t you know t hat a building is being constructed over<br />

there? flight behind that curtain, They are nearly finished.<br />

constructing it already. There is only one more floor to go .<br />

Each day ther e are four sirens. 7:15 they go in, 11:45 the<br />

rest bell rings, 1:45 they return to work then at 6:45 return<br />

home . hey can be heard cl~ly here .<br />

Can you see it?<br />

Cle r k : Yes.<br />

Customer: Wh ere? (looking around)<br />

Clerk: If you pull this curtain, you can see.<br />

Customer:<br />

Ah, the dressing room • •• { he clerk goes to the curtain and<br />

pulls it open. At the back wall of the dressing ro m is a<br />

large glass win<strong>do</strong>w)<br />

Clerk : Look. "' ta.nding here, c an you see elearly? Wh en there are<br />

no cus tomers, I come here and watch them construct the<br />

building. Its lots of fun.<br />

Customer:<br />

Its very high!<br />

Cler k: As high as this place . Seven stories. The last floor.<br />

Customer: Seven floors . If t here's no elevator, <strong>who</strong> could climb that<br />

high? 'fhis pl ace i s so large and very complex. Coming in<br />

here for the first time, one could get lost.<br />

Clerk:<br />

Ge t ting lost is a definite possibility.<br />

Cus t omer: But here you sell everything.<br />

Clerk:<br />

From one bottle of champagne ••••<br />

Cus tamer:<br />

To, one brassiere.<br />

Clerk: (l aughing) Everything:<br />

Customer: I thinl{ if you had to s t ay h ere your <strong>who</strong>le life, you could<br />

have enough to e a t and enough to wear. (pauses then laughs)<br />

I'd only be troubled by one thing.<br />

Cleek:<br />

Truobled by what?


3<br />

Oust mer: Ghosts. (laughs)<br />

Cl erk:<br />

(tens ely) Ghosts ••• how <strong>do</strong> you know?<br />

Customer: How <strong>do</strong> I know? I ••••<br />

Cl erk :<br />

Customer:<br />

e r e •••• The r e really are 8hosts here.<br />

You joke •••<br />

Cl erk: No . Peo le have told me . When night comes ••••<br />

Cust mer:<br />

At night, is there no one guarding?<br />

Clerk : There is. An old guard. An Indian.,,People say that, when<br />

night canes •••<br />

CustJmer: ~ ho are those eonle? The guard?<br />

Cl e r te :<br />

The guard<br />

strange.<br />

also very<br />

a trance.<br />

didn' t say aiything. He d sn 1 t talk much . He ' s<br />

All day he spends with his girl, but the girl is<br />

strange. Half Indian, Crazy •• Looks like she ' s in<br />

Oh, but what was I saying?<br />

Clerk:<br />

Oh, Ghosts. Tm t - when night cones... (' he bell rings. Both<br />

<strong>do</strong>n't speak but are startled, then they laugh)<br />

Customer: {Lootcs at his watch) Five minutes to Seven.<br />

Clerk: That was just t he first bell. Still have five more minutes.<br />

, ive more minutes t hen the <strong>do</strong>or is closed.<br />

CusiDmer: Ah, its very late already. Well, goodbye. (Goes to the<br />

<strong>do</strong>or, turns around) Oh, about the story ofthe ghost.<br />

Cler 1 {: A<strong>not</strong>her t me (laughs) The day you buy a necktie then I '11<br />

tell you the story. duy one thing, get one story.<br />

(The customer laughs and exits. The clerk pulls back the<br />

curtain as bef~re , turns around, looks into the mirror, fi xes<br />

her hair, s t raightens her bl use, and smiles at hersel f ,<br />

The second sound ofthe g ' ng is heard. This is followed by<br />

the sound of a crowd of people laughing, speaking, calling<br />

each other as they leave their offices. The clerk takes<br />

her purse, looks around one more time, then waves at the<br />

mannequins <strong>who</strong> are still il1ng, each in its own special<br />

pose, one dancing, a<strong>not</strong>her apologizing, a<strong>not</strong>her greeting,<br />

a<strong>not</strong>her thi nking. · he clerk exi ts. The curtain <strong>do</strong>o sn ' t<br />

fall, but the lights gradually fade out to continue right<br />

on to Ac t I .


4<br />

ACT I<br />

Janitor:<br />

Girl:<br />

Janitor:<br />

Girl:<br />

Jani tor:<br />

Gw 1:<br />

J anitor:<br />

Girl:<br />

Jm i tor:<br />

Girl:<br />

Jani tor:<br />

The s und of footsteps i heard as the lights come back up<br />

on the s ame scene sometime later. An Indian enters, carrying<br />

a large key ring. He is the janitor, a man almost ageless,<br />

neither thin nor fat, neither tall nor short . He looks ar~und<br />

at the mannequins. ~uddenly he turns ar und. A girl is<br />

standing in the <strong>do</strong>orway, an Indian, about 15 years old, lon g<br />

blacl{ flowing hair, large deeply inset black eyes, her<br />

clothes disheveled.<br />

Here againZ Why <strong>do</strong> you come up here? (silence) How many<br />

times is this? Each time you come u he re, but you <strong>do</strong>n't<br />

ay anything ••• are you mute?<br />

I'm <strong>not</strong> mute .<br />

You're <strong>not</strong> mute? So why <strong>do</strong>n't you s eak? Do you c me here<br />

to steal?<br />

Steal ?<br />

What is there here to steal?<br />

I <strong>do</strong>n ' t know. uut I am res onsible to guard all thin ~ s her}<br />

you und'ilrstand? If' the O'\-mer should come in and find you<br />

here, I d be f reed to go eut and beg on the streets, you<br />

he ar me?<br />

It is better to go begging.<br />

You are cra zy. I'm <strong>not</strong> talking with you anymore. I only<br />

want to ask you this: you sneak in here by yourself t <strong>do</strong><br />

what?<br />

Play.<br />

Play. Play with your ancestors? Play with <strong>who</strong>m?<br />

Play by myself. If I <strong>do</strong>n ' t play by m~self , then is t he<br />

anyone else to play with? Is it forb dden to play by myself?<br />

What can I <strong>do</strong> . now? (She begins to cry. The sound of so obing<br />

is li e a litt l e child crying for milk , 1he j anitor gradually<br />

p aces bac~ and forth. He trys to soothe her)<br />

t n . D?n 1 t cry anymore . You are big already. 15 years<br />

old. Why <strong>do</strong> you cry like such a little one? Don't cry<br />

anymore, my child. Stop now, I have ut aside money for you<br />

to get a husband. Then, we can r eturn to our rntive land.<br />

He r e, they <strong>do</strong> <strong>not</strong> recognize us. Don ' t cry anymore . There<br />

is only Me and you, my daughte r ••• (Girl still cries. e<br />

puts his hand on her head)


5<br />

Gtrl:<br />

(steps back, yells) Leave me alone.<br />

Janitor:<br />

(Surprised) Why?<br />

Girl: I won't marry . I won't :r>eturn home .<br />

Janitor: (constraining his angry voice) Then, what <strong>do</strong> you want?<br />

Gr l: I want to be like every person, as every person playing out<br />

on the street, on the sidewalk. I want to go to school. I<br />

want to have friends. ne friend would be o . k . , a small<br />

friend would also be ok. But nobody plays with me . Indians<br />

despise me . Vietnamese despise me . I'm only a black halfbreed.<br />

(A moment) If my mother was still alive, •• • (The sound<br />

'mother' has the effect of a leather whi striking the face<br />

of the janitor. A moment later, the s~und of his voice hisses<br />

loudly)<br />

~ ~·li(l•r: Don't speak about your mother.. on' t speak ab ut her. I<br />

have told you that many times already.<br />

Gr 1 :<br />

re you af'raid?<br />

Janitor: Jhe is dead already.<br />

Girl: Mot her is dead already. She died when I was five years old.<br />

I know. but,,but why did she die? Why?<br />

Janitor: ( Iis voice sounds -r eamlike) She i s dead already, ~he has<br />

been dead f or a long time already. Do <strong>not</strong> mention it again.<br />

Girl: You a e afraid. ight. You are afraid.<br />

Janitor: Afraid -<br />

Your ancestorslJ What <strong>do</strong> I fear?<br />

Girl: If y u are <strong>not</strong> afraid, t hen s eak .<br />

did mother die?<br />

ea<br />

so I c an hear.<br />

hy<br />

Janitor: (deeply) I hated your mother. She wa s a Vje tna~e se .<br />

Grl :<br />

Then why did you marry her?<br />

Janitor: She married me for my money. he des ised me . he called<br />

me a Nigger . he chased after men, sle t with her Vietnamese<br />

lover.<br />

Girl:<br />

(laughs ha pily as though guessing a truth) Ah, then you<br />

killed her, right?<br />

Janitor: (appears frightened) Don't be so insolent. I did <strong>not</strong> kill<br />

her. caught her with her lover. I struck •••<br />

Girl: Then she became ill, She died • . Its the same as killing her.


6<br />

Janitor: No, she was lovesick . Sick because her lover married.<br />

(A moment) I hit her, but <strong>not</strong> hard. (His voice is suddenly<br />

filled with regret) Your mother Y.1as a weak woman •••<br />

{The girl looks at her father, the light ofhe r eyes becomes<br />

calm again. The janitor' blackness fades into the background,<br />

his eyes narrowed. Silence for a long moment)<br />

Girl:<br />

Mother was very white, wasn't she father?<br />

Jani tori Very white. White., becaus e she didn t t Have to <strong>do</strong> anything.<br />

I spoiled her, bouib.t all kind of things f r her. out, then<br />

she uas always sad ...<br />

Girl:<br />

Am I similar to her, father?<br />

Jani tor: (Not paying attention) Now and then,. ,<br />

Girl: Was m t her :more beautiful t han I, father? I <strong>do</strong>n't rave any<br />

picture of her.<br />

Janitor: More beautiful .<br />

Girl:<br />

(hesitating) You loved her very much, didn ' t you? ( he j!ll itor<br />

looks as though he is just waking from a dream. His voice is<br />

indif erent)<br />

Janitor: Why <strong>do</strong> you ask?<br />

Girl: Because you loved her, you hit her. If you love, then you<br />

must kill . You killed he r 11 You killed mother didn't you,<br />

father?<br />

Janitor: (loudly) No , I didn't kill .<br />

Gtrl :<br />

Janitor:<br />

Girl ;<br />

Janitor:<br />

Why <strong>do</strong>n 1 t you tell me? Are you afraid? It was rl ght tm t<br />

you killed her. If I were ou, I would also have killed her,<br />

(still sh uting) But I didn ' t kill. I d~n ' t kill.<br />

(resolutely) You killed.<br />

It is certain that you killed,<br />

Are you going to shut up? You want me to kill? I 'll kil l<br />

you. I 1 11 kill you. (He tales astep . 'l'he girl, panicked,<br />

turns and runs, t aking shelter behind the mannequins. The<br />

janitor raises his hand, throws the keys, hitting the middle<br />

of the chest of one of the mannequins. I a sher t moment,<br />

the audience can see the dummy ma.1-re a face and try to pro tee t<br />

himself, This imn ession dise.p ears with the sound of the<br />

keys falling on the flo r) Where are you? (Silence . He<br />

bends <strong>do</strong>wn to ick up the keys then looks a.round) The next<br />

time I see your face here, then I won 1 t be res onsible,<br />

you hear? (.::>till silence. In t he dista.YJ.ce there is the


7<br />

Girl:<br />

sound of the police whistl e on the street below) I cbn't<br />

understand why the pol ice are still standing on the streets<br />

like that. {A momont) Where are you Jai e? The kind of girl<br />

like you .follows boys just like your mother. ( e looks arcund<br />

a moment then gradually goes out the <strong>do</strong>or, his steps like a<br />

sleepwalker 4 The sound of his footsteps becomes faded in<br />

the silence of the clothinG room with its mannequins • • his<br />

f'ootsteps f'ade into the im :redible vastness of a building!! lled<br />

with goods and without p e ople . Am ment l


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Before, I was very white , I wa s simil ar to my mother. Mothr<br />

was also Vietnamese, like you . My mother was very beautiful.<br />

Father l oved my mother very much. l am certain tha~ he killed<br />

my mother. Because they had loved eachoother and had betrayed<br />

e ach other th~n they must ~ill each other, right? A while<br />

ago, when I said that nobody pl ayed with me , it was a joke<br />

to my f ather,. Many people want to play wi t h me . Nightly,<br />

t hey come to invite me to play ~ 3ut I <strong>do</strong>n't like to go with<br />

them. They a r e still very young, t hey only know how to pul l<br />

each other from this street corner to t hat corner looking at<br />

people eating ic ) cr9a.m, looking at people we aring beautiful<br />

clothes, watching people dance, seeing peopl e love each other,<br />

Tats all. I a.m very bordd with t h0m already. I only like to<br />

come here and pl a y with these men and women and ••• watt for you.<br />

Because I knew .for certain t hat you would also c om.e ,. I knew<br />

I'd be able to M.eet you . I have dreamed of seeing you. Hair<br />

like this, eyes al30 like this, a mouth like t his, a body also<br />

l ike this. (caresses the chest f t he statue) You are very<br />

thin. In my dreams, often you were thinner, so thin that<br />

t he wind from the river bl ew against you and I had to hold on to<br />

your h and, There was on e time, you flew with the wind - all<br />

I ne to <strong>do</strong> was to cry. The moment I woke up, I wa s still<br />

sobY:>ing ,. Have you ever cried? When you could cry be. ·a.use<br />

you were very happy, my lover, Many times when I f lee here,<br />

I only <strong>do</strong> so to cry by myselr. Oh, no, I cry wfth these men<br />

and women here, The men a:i d women here 11 1-e m ~ very much,<br />

They t 'Y'eat me kindly. :rhey love me because th y clearl y<br />

know my story, my father' s story, and ospecially the story of<br />

you and me . What was I s aying? Ah, cryi ng, Becca.us e I was<br />

crying .i; my chest was tight a s though a person was holdi ng me<br />

tightly, l ike a ers n r olled up in a cloth, Then I made an<br />

effort to breathe . The hurt ma.de me cry fully, I still r emember<br />

the moment my mother died, peopl e al so wrapped re r body<br />

with clothes like t hat.. The peopl es 1· hands held her tightly,<br />

wra ping her several times. When I s aw that, I couldn' t<br />

breathe anymore . Then I r eally felt I couldn't breat he anymore<br />

. hat time was the f irst time I knew t hat I wa s crying.<br />

I knew tm t if I ever wanted to cry, I would know what to <strong>do</strong> .<br />

Everyth ing must be s t u died ,, Surely love al so must be still. :e d ,<br />

Have you loved s.nyone yet? I'm sure you know how to l ove but<br />

have <strong>not</strong> loved yet . You must wait for me ~ You will teach me<br />

to love. You will teach ::ne to love you. (She stops spear ing,<br />

wal ks back and f r th. A moment l ater , the sound of her "£> ice<br />

is re solemn. ) Now its time I tell you t he beginnin g and<br />

the end of t he story for you to hear . Our story. (She goo s<br />

to the t abl e facing the youthful figure . She sits on it,<br />

h e r l egs dangling) Our story is <strong>not</strong> very clear ,. I <strong>do</strong>n''t know<br />

where to begin . (A moment) Shoul 1 I begin from the time fa\her<br />

me t my mo t her, and he loved her. Or , did it begin from la th e


9<br />

moment my mother died? uut ••• at that moment I was still very<br />

small. Perhaps it was t he first time I caught my father by<br />

himself in the deep corri<strong>do</strong>.r ofthis building, wal ing with<br />

his head <strong>do</strong>wn. He shook a bunch of the keys. M <strong>not</strong>onous<br />

footste s. The mo<strong>not</strong>onous sound of raindrops on the tin roof.<br />

I thought of the wheel of the train rolling on the track of a<br />

long train running in a tunnel. My love, I had seen that<br />

train one time when I went to the movies. The tunnel was<br />

long, drak, winding, deep . Once i n a while, the mouth of the<br />

tunnel appeared and disappeared, I s aw the l ight of the sky<br />

outside. Then, the darkness again covered everything, all<br />

of my body. I felt suffocating and wished the train would<br />

get out of the mouth of the tunnel , and ••• my love, in the nigit,<br />

the building was so quiet, listening to my £ather's .footsteps,<br />

listening to the raindrops .f alling above, .falljns <strong>do</strong>wn into<br />

my brain, thinking ofthe shrill sound of the wheel on the<br />

r ail. _. I saw everyth1.ng clearly. I s aw the destiny of my<br />

father. Sn .J my destiny 1 My fatre r will live by himself until<br />

his life is over. My father paid back the &ebt to my mother.<br />

And me ,. I am a long tra ln rolling on the tracks, rolling thr out h<br />

the everlasting tunne'}. But the train will get out ofthe<br />

tunnel, I believe that. I believe that I wil l see the blue<br />

sky, see the green rice field. I belie ve ths.t I will meet<br />

you . { he stands up , gestures and sounds liz{e • woman in a<br />

trance. She stands close to him. ) My love, I pray and pr ay.<br />

God, Bu Jdha, let me b e able to love,. Love each other c ompletely<br />

for one night, then I'm r eady to die. But <strong>death</strong> with love,<br />

<strong>death</strong> without betrayal, <strong>not</strong> to keill each other, to be alone<br />

by myself for the rest of my life in t he quiet of the building.<br />

I want to die at dawn, die i n the strong wind ind dark blue<br />

sky. (to him) will die by myself'. You will live by yourself,<br />

For you to love me forever. God, Bu 1dha. .i.'ormnorrow I will<br />

die , Tomorrow I ask to die .<br />

(Suddenly in the silence of the might in the departmm t<br />

store, the sound of the olice whistle is heard, There is<br />

the sound f peo1l e callingeach other. and the sound of the<br />

elevator moving, ' here is the sound of footsteps stopping<br />

in front of the d~or to the ro m. The youthful statue sliddenJ.y<br />

holds the girl tightly. A frightened feeling suddenly occupies<br />

Thu totally. A sound <strong>do</strong>es <strong>not</strong> have time to tter forth when<br />

she falls unconscious in the arms of the statue. The young<br />

man looks to the front <strong>do</strong> r . In the ilence, thePe is tbe<br />

sound of the janitor talking with a stranger.<br />

Ja'litor: This room contains clothing.<br />

Do you need to go in and see?<br />

Stranger: We '11 wait until tomorrow morning.<br />

Janitor: So , <strong>do</strong> you have to stand watch all night long?<br />

Stranger; We take turns . Is it nine yet?


10<br />

Janitor: Ten minutes to nine .<br />

, t ranger: Oh, e're going to change watches now.<br />

ell, l ets go <strong>do</strong>wn.<br />

Janitor: how many of them are there?<br />

Stranger: Just one.<br />

Janitor: Then why are you afraid?<br />

Stranger: Not really afraid, but this id !ls very dangerous. He has<br />

a.knife.<br />

Janit or:<br />

Stranger:<br />

Thu:<br />

Oh my God.<br />

D esn 1 t matter, though. We've surrounded the place tightly.<br />

Don't be afraid. (There is the sound of footsteps leaving<br />

the <strong>do</strong>or, the sound of the elevator going <strong>do</strong>wn. 'fhen, silence<br />

again engulfs the nuilding. The young man slowly puts the<br />

girl <strong>do</strong>wn in a chair, steps bac k , pulls out a ife from his<br />

shirt, and stares at Thu. A moment later, he sha es his head,<br />

goes to the mannequin and while 'hu gradually awakens, he<br />

hides the knife in the shirt of a mid e - aged dummy wearing<br />

a grey bathrobe ,<br />

(her voice trembling) God. (looks at the yo ng man and suddenly<br />

remembers) You. Wh o are you? Ar y u a eal human oeing?<br />

::>on: (em arrassed) I am • •• a er son • •• A real h rian b e n , see . You<br />

seJ, I c n sueak.<br />

Thu: 3ut wh did ynu come in he~e for? Who are you?<br />

Son: (st 11 embarrassed) I am • • •• well, call me Son. Call me on<br />

and that will be fine .<br />

Thu: (' hinking) Son, Son • •• He tries to ftll fill the cuum 0£<br />

conversation to keep her from being afraid, to prevent h e r<br />

sud len r eac t ion)<br />

Son: Feo le call me that. ' on. i


11<br />

Thu: The story of a whi.le a.go . I was talking aimlessly t o myself.<br />

Son:<br />

Thu:<br />

\llhy <strong>do</strong> you say alrnlessly? You spoike of de stiny* of love.<br />

Why <strong>do</strong> you call it aimless?<br />

But you... what did you come here for?<br />

$on: I cam in here ••• to meet you. Haverlt you been waiting for me ?<br />

You have been raying to God, to uddha.<br />

Thu: (to herself) I have been praying to God, to rln 1 dha. Plea se<br />

God, Please, Ju d d.ha .~<br />

Son: (c nttnuing) Let us meet each othe r . Thu. Everyn night I<br />

also nray li"k:e that .•<br />

Thu:<br />

(sincerely) Is that true?<br />

0n: {as +.hough p rs.ying) Please God, please Judd.ha . Let me know<br />

love. I didn' t have t he love of my father,. I didn•t have<br />

the love of my mother ~ No brother, no friends, no relatives,<br />

Let me be ~ble to meet a young girl 4 Let me meet love. We<br />

promise to love each other the r est of our lives.<br />

Thu:<br />

Son:<br />

Don't you have a father or mo ther?<br />

I have been an orphan since I was small.<br />

Thu: I am <strong>not</strong> better off than you . My mother •• •<br />

Son: Your mother has been dead since you were sMall. I know •<br />

.1.'hu:<br />

Hou <strong>do</strong> you know? {remembers) Of, from my story.<br />

Son: Thu, lis ten to me . .1.'ha.t story ,of yours a while ago had <strong>not</strong>h i ng<br />

aimless about it. You s oke everything that had been a secret<br />

in your heart. What is aimless? Is lmring each other without<br />

pur p se? You spole of the train in the tunnel . My life is<br />

also li ce that. But now I' ve met you and my life is now out<br />

of the t unnel. The same for you.<br />

Thu: Keep n sneaking. Y u sneak so well.<br />

Son: Till now, I have lived by myself', 1n darl


12<br />

Thu:<br />

Son:<br />

Talk about what?<br />

Our story_<br />

Thu: Go ahead. ~ell your story. You haven's finished telling<br />

your story yet . Who told you to come here? How c ould you<br />

get in here and wear t hese clothes?<br />

Son: Don't a sk, thy are you asking? We hnve met each other,<br />

isn't that enough?<br />

Thu: I'I'l sor·ry, I ·won't e.sk anymore .<br />

~on:<br />

Thl.t's better. Even if you .eep asking, nobody can answer<br />

you. How can t hey anser? You see. tlhy <strong>do</strong>n't I have a mother<br />

and father? Why <strong>do</strong> you w t for me ? hy <strong>do</strong> we meet each other?<br />

Why? Why? wha t <strong>do</strong> y u want to ask for?<br />

Thu: I won't ask anymore . I will lis ten toy u.<br />

on: You 1 re very nice. Now, e.rmi t rne to asi::: you one question.<br />

Thu: (laughs jokingly) You jus t told me <strong>not</strong> to ask anyt h ing.<br />

Son: One question only. nl y one question.<br />

Thu: Ask .<br />

Son: I asked ou a moment ago but you haven't answered it yeti<br />

Thu:<br />

Then, a s k me again.<br />

1<br />

S n: ~ho<br />

else is here in t his buil ding oesides you and your father?<br />

Thu: {laughs) Oh, there are many more ••<br />

Son:<br />

{afraid) Who?<br />

'fhu: (Laughing and pointing at t he mannequins) Them.<br />

Son;<br />

Oh • ••••<br />

I'm only joking .<br />

and me . (loo ing<br />

The truth is, here t here is only rny father<br />

rectly at Son) Why <strong>do</strong> you act so afraid?<br />

Son:<br />

(regaining his c ~u o su re)<br />

I fo rbid you to ask.<br />

Thu: (mock ing Son's vob e of a moment ago) ne question only.<br />

nly one question. Then, its totally forbidden. Nobody c an<br />

ask anymore . (normal v •ice) Why are you so afra id?<br />

Son: I'm afraid of everything. I ' m afraid for us. Don ' t you<br />

know that nobody love s us.


13<br />

Thu:<br />

My father.<br />

Son: Your father <strong>do</strong>esn't know me .<br />

Thu:<br />

In a<strong>not</strong>her moment , I'll o to taJ.k w1thmy fatmr.<br />

Son: { suDpri sed) No, <strong>do</strong>n't talk to him.<br />

Thu:<br />

Son:<br />

Thu:<br />

Son:<br />

Should I wait until tomorrow?<br />

(sighing) Tomorrow? Who knows what will happen tomorrow.<br />

(seriously) 'l'hu, <strong>do</strong>n 1 t tell anyone at all. Our story, we<br />

must keep 1 t as a secret, you hear? When I speak, t hen you<br />

must listen.<br />

(as though she's hyt><strong>not</strong>ized) I'm lis tening. 1'11 keep the<br />

secret. {to herself) God . Bu ddha . Let us liT,e the <strong>who</strong>le<br />

night. Then, tomorrow, I will ask to d,e. '<br />

You 're t al king nonsense.<br />

Thu: I have prayed already. Tomo rrow, I intend •• ,<br />

Son: Tom' rrow, i\ts wait for tomrnorrow, See what happens.<br />

Thu:<br />

Are you finished being afraid?<br />

Son; I <strong>do</strong>n't feel fear for myself. When I met you, I began to<br />

feRr . Thu , I had said that I'm afraid for us. Therefore,<br />

I fear everything. Outsi de there. In here . I fear all<br />

the se dummi e s , Who knows they may be pretending, like me .<br />

(he goes cl Jse to the old man wearing the tweed suit) Look<br />

at this old man (then, poi nts to the middle-aged woman) And<br />

at this. woman, Are t hey any differ ent t han real poo ple?<br />

(points at t he man wearing the shirt where he hid the knife )<br />

And soeeially this one. Especially this man. Thu 1 Wl.o know s<br />

that at midnight when the bu ilding is deserted, they won't<br />

wake -ae.ch other up? r: ey will whis er our story. Then at. 1<br />

the building will know the story. Then all the streets, all<br />

the peple,, everybody, (clasp s Thu ' s shoulders tightly)<br />

Remember, you must kee this secret, <strong>do</strong>n't ta k to anyone , <strong>not</strong><br />

even your father. (sighs) Only this one night.<br />

Thu:<br />

Son:<br />

Thu:<br />

Son:<br />

I '11 remember. I won't talk to anyone. I swe ar •••<br />

You <strong>do</strong>n't have to sear,<br />

I believe you,<br />

(In the silence, Thu looks around)<br />

Afraid of what? (Thu points to t he figures)<br />

You made me afraid.<br />

Oh.• ••


14<br />

Thu: 3efore I wasn't afraid. But Wl.en I listened to you talk,<br />

then I remembered the story peo le tell •••<br />

Son:<br />

Thu:<br />

tory about what?<br />

Ghosts.<br />

on: Don't talk nonsens. There are no ghosts.<br />

Thu:<br />

Son:<br />

Peple hive seen shosts, truly have seen them.<br />

vho were thoee pecple?<br />

Thu: The old man <strong>who</strong> worked here be:fore my :fat r . He's retjra ed<br />

now. He said t t nightly they appeared, especially on the<br />

nights of rain and high wind. They wandered from this room<br />

to that roo~ . There were times they t alked to themselves.<br />

Then, when t he morning lightp.:anpeared, they disappeared.<br />

Son, if t hey <strong>do</strong>n't go away, hen they ••• (points to the<br />

manne quins) As you had said a moment ago . (~on turns and<br />

looks at the figures . In his motion, the audience can s~<br />

a little fear, but nly a moment l at er, on has c ntro~l ed<br />

himself. He laughs suddenly and loudly, loo ~ ing at t he<br />

mannequins. After his laugh ••• )<br />

Son: (pointi ng at t he figures) Have t hey been changed into statues?<br />

Did they silently snea and stand here? Oh, <strong>do</strong>n't think<br />

such nonsense.<br />

Thu :<br />

You just said something a mom nt ago.<br />

Son: I told ••• a story only . I:fwha t I said ~ad e you afraid, then<br />

I 'm sor r y . How c an there be ghosts? Bven i:f, •• ~ ven if t ere ' s<br />

a ghost, you <strong>do</strong>n' t have to be afrai d. What can gha.:. ts <strong>do</strong><br />

to us? A while ago I said that when I met you, I began 'b<br />

know fear. But fear of eople and <strong>not</strong> ghosts . People are<br />

worth being afraid of. Loo here (Son moves t owards the<br />

figure having the ife hidlen in his shibt A flash of<br />

thought aryp ears on t he youth ' s f ace; Son t urns toward the<br />

old man we aring the tweed suit. ;:;on uts his two hands on<br />

the shoulders of the old man ) Look over here. ( He shaKes<br />

the old man ' s shoulders str ongly) This shost (Then mo ves<br />

toward the young an.) An d this woman also. (He punches<br />

her hard on the chest) This ghost (turns bac t towar d Thu)<br />

Are you afraid anymore? (At t hat moment , Thu runs t oward him<br />

but can<strong>not</strong> stop him)<br />

Thu : top . Dont. Have ity. ( on is t urning toward the middleaged<br />

man, gesturing like a man boxing, pundling his fist<br />

just in front of the face of the statue)<br />

Son:<br />

Have you stopped being afraid ofghosts yet?<br />

Thu: qo mor . I'm finished. I 'm <strong>not</strong> afraid anymore.


1.5<br />

Son: (puts his hands <strong>do</strong>wn) Ok, then. (he Jiaughs. Thu also laugi s,<br />

then both are silent) Now, we'll <strong>do</strong> this: we'll walk around<br />

the building and see whats happening.<br />

Thu: Oh, yes. We'll walk around. See everything, many interesting<br />

things, my love. We 'll pretend to be customers buying goods.<br />

Son:<br />

Thu:<br />

Son:<br />

Thu:<br />

Man:<br />

If we meet someone, then what?<br />

Who c an we meet? My father is <strong>do</strong>wnstairs.<br />

But if something unexpected • •• ,<br />

Don't be afraid. There are many pl aces t o hide . Follow me .<br />

(Thu nulls Son out t he <strong>do</strong>or. The two pa> pl e go out of q<br />

sight into the corridcr , the sound ofthe:t.r footsteps fadl:J g<br />

gradually into the silence of the building. When the audience<br />

begins to adjust to t he em tiness, from the middle of the<br />

mannequins t h ere c an be heard the sound of sighing . From the<br />

middle of the figures , suddenly one figure - the man wear.ing<br />

the grey sil k bathrobe, in <strong>who</strong>se shirt Son had p ut the k1fe,<br />

that man begins to move . He stretches himself just like a<br />

person made of flesh and bone. He i s a real Jl'rson. He<br />

steps out from the crowd of mannequins, he turns toward the<br />

<strong>do</strong>or, stares out and returns to t he room, pulls out Son's<br />

knife and l ooks, t inking. A moment later, he nods repe41t.edly<br />

and put s the knife back into the shirt . )<br />

(mumbling t o himsel f) Huhhhh, truly dangerous. A littl e more<br />

and he woul d have hit me . He's a rude one. I <strong>do</strong>n ' t understand<br />

where he c ame from with this {nife•• and why the police w<br />

h!\m. This ki d certainly isn't a good man. I must defend<br />

myself. Very comp lic a ted~ I must ge t out ofthe way for a<br />

while and see what happens. (He l ook s around then goe s to<br />

the background. He nulls back the curtain then enters. The<br />

room again becomes sil ent, but only a moment l a ter, in the<br />

sil ence, from among the manna uins, t heee is the sJunds of<br />

voi e es singing, beginning soft then noisily like the wind<br />

befor e a l arge stcrm, later gradually clear ing, low pi tc~ d<br />

and high pi ~ched , l ike t he soun d of a choir. Looking ath<br />

the immovable f'igures and l istening to the choir, singing<br />

in the neon lights, the audience reco izes -~hat those sounds<br />

are the sounds from the peopl e <strong>who</strong>se bodies . ~r e been nail ed<br />

together 1n a f ixed position from the moment i:;hey were rrRde .<br />

The audience can wonder: are they wooi en peopl e or real pED pl e,<br />

l i ving or dead, immortal or peopl e <strong>who</strong> rof'use to die . While<br />

the choir continues to perform, one e in a while, mixed in<br />

the choir trere is the high- pitched voice of a woman and the<br />

deep sound of' an old man . )<br />

Mann equins; We <strong>do</strong>n't <strong>suffer</strong> <strong>death</strong>. We l i ve f r ever. We <strong>do</strong>n ' t have<br />

feelings. S eaking more cl early, our f'eeling i s communal .<br />

Our feelings are t hose of people <strong>who</strong> <strong>do</strong> <strong>not</strong> die any more.


16<br />

\e are <strong>not</strong> afraid of Hell because we deny Heaven. We <strong>do</strong>n't<br />

fear reincarnation because we only have one life, an eternal<br />

life with nn eternal gesture. It is one eternal state of life,<br />

one immobile destiny. (high v 1ice) I smile with half a smile,<br />

my eyes look to the right, legs straight but <strong>not</strong> stiff, my<br />

two arms raised in a greeting, <strong>not</strong> to friends, <strong>not</strong> to strangers.<br />

My destiny is a destiny of a hostess greeting guests at a<br />

party. (deep voice) I'm serious but smile with my eyes. I<br />

am almost 70 . I have money and enjoy the rest of my life. My<br />

destiny is the destiny of man <strong>who</strong> still has his strength,<br />

looking at life and ready to gorg:hre everybody. (Choir) like<br />

that forever (deep voice) Standing in one pl ace but satisfied.<br />

(high vo:lc e) My gesture <strong>do</strong>es <strong>not</strong> corresnond with my traveling<br />

clothes. Travel for what? (choir) We <strong>do</strong>n ' t care for speace.<br />

Therefore, we <strong>do</strong>n't c are for time. (Sound ofthe bell striking<br />

le o 1 clock)(high voice) 10 oclock. (deep voice) Our space<br />

is im.rnobile, we <strong>do</strong>n't need a watch. (high voice} Once in a<br />

while but only for decoration (deep voice) ok, a small pocket<br />

watch, very thin, made of 18 carat goJld, pr oduced in Switzerland,<br />

the band is also 18 carat gold. A Wdtch li. e this to put in<br />

a vest p0cket, to see the time to drink sweet liquers (choir )<br />

\le are happy. (deep voic e) I thi nk we feel sorry for Thu .<br />

Who pushed her into choosing love? (high voice) Destiny.<br />

(deep voice) Why only one night? Why did she put her destiny<br />

into one limited time? (high voice) 3ut ~at is love? (deep<br />

voice) What <strong>do</strong> we ask for? We <strong>do</strong>n' t love. We <strong>do</strong>n' t hate,<br />

we 're <strong>not</strong> j ealous, we're <strong>not</strong> vengeful , we <strong>do</strong>n ' t have ity.<br />

(high voice) Me , I have i t y for that young man . I s ee him<br />

as a tra ped wil d animal . He fights, jum s . (deep voice)<br />

Useless. I know he dreams of farway places, deserted ~<br />

jungle s . e desires strange horizons. But his destiny is e.<br />

always tied into a small, l imited, three-dimensional space.<br />

He fights, rsists, but its usel ess, useless. He will (high<br />

voice) please, I ask you <strong>not</strong> to speak it out too soon. T<br />

Things will c0me when they have to come . (deep voice) He is<br />

terrible. He shook my shoulders. (high vo~e) He even hit<br />

me . (dee voice ) The age oftwenty is as f i erce as a panther •<br />

(high voice) surely he knows we had ceLsed having feelings .<br />

(choir) We <strong>do</strong>n't know pain or <strong>suffer</strong>ing, (deep voice) Gee ,<br />

in t hat moment I only wished he had trul y hit and broken the<br />

face of that fellow. (high voice) All day, that guy stard s<br />

next to ~e . I can't bear it. (deep v ~ ice) Jut he preterrls<br />

rather well . (high voice) He imitates us. u~ why? (choir)<br />

Ladies and Gentlemen, in the name of the ueople <strong>who</strong> <strong>do</strong>n't<br />

<strong>death</strong>. we formally denounce the conternptible action,<br />

the fake a ction of a r eal pers n, a person made of f leshrl<br />

and bones. We <strong>do</strong>n' t know what his name is, <strong>do</strong>n't know where<br />

he comes from. He is a middle- aged man, his body covered<br />

with a grey silk bathrobe . When the sun rises; he raises<br />

his hands and f eet, stands motionless, undetected by customers,<br />

arranged in the ranks of us, people <strong>who</strong> <strong>do</strong> <strong>not</strong> <strong>suffer</strong> <strong>death</strong>.


17<br />

But, when tho sun sets, he looks around everywhere, from this<br />

room to that room, immediately eating and drinking by himself<br />

<strong>do</strong>ing those things <strong>do</strong>ne by any wretched person <strong>who</strong> has life<br />

and <strong>death</strong>. He is a parasite living by our name, but living<br />

on canned food in the supermarke t . He 1 s a rat. (high voice)<br />

1et! If he hears (deep voice) He wertalrdady, but how<br />

could he hear? Its our voice, only p e in our world, people<br />

<strong>who</strong> <strong>do</strong> <strong>not</strong> <strong>suffer</strong> <strong>death</strong> only we can catch the sound waves of<br />

our voices. (high voice) dut he will r eturn. I'm afraid for<br />

Son. (deep voice) Destiny. So, wha t can he <strong>do</strong>? (choir) Destiny<br />

is a sec t ion of the river that runs into the bottom of the<br />

sea. Prople <strong>do</strong>n't know t hat t he water in the Hoang Ha river<br />

goes to the ocean and never returns. (deep voice ) An illusion<br />

of space. A supermar ke t , 6 meters by 8 meters. (high voice )<br />

an i l lusion of time. ne night, <strong>not</strong> a comol ete night. The<br />

sun rises and t he sun sets. {choir) And one middle- aged<br />

supermarket rat, and one rnife. Destiny, (high voice ) Stop.<br />

d n 1 t speak out too e arly. Useless. The river will flow<br />

into the bottom of the sea. {choir) The water of the Hoang<br />

Ha river runs into the ocean and ne ver come s backJ A<br />

And with this sentence, the curtain r slowly falls.


18<br />

Act II<br />

The same rooms as efore, an hour later. The silent<br />

figures are also as oefore. There is the sound of footsteps<br />

outside the room. l'he <strong>do</strong>or opens, on and Thu enter.<br />

Thu: Ohhh, so tired. I told y u we should have used the eJ.evator •••<br />

Son: Couldn't. If your father had heard, ,.. .•• but, we only<br />

climbed a few floors. H w can you complain?<br />

Thu:<br />

even floors.<br />

Son: Seven floors. Very igh, Seven floors, only one elevator<br />

and one staircase.<br />

hu: ' nd two exits. The main <strong>do</strong>or is in front • • •<br />

Son: changes his exp r ession, pays attentiont to her. ) Is there<br />

a<strong>not</strong>her <strong>do</strong>or?<br />

Thu : There is also a <strong>do</strong>or in back . But, you must go t hrough my<br />

father 1 s room. Don't worry. Nobody can come in here. Don' t<br />

worry about anyone bothering us here.<br />

Son: (to himself) Nobody can enter . HMmm (to Thu) And so,<br />

its also difficult t ge t out, right?<br />

hu: Out? What for? We are here for the <strong>who</strong>le night. I need<br />

to have it this way. Toni ght the building is yours and mine .<br />

(A moment) You d:>n 1 t like it here?<br />

Son: Like i t ? I could stay here all my life.<br />

'J:hu:<br />

Son:<br />

Thu:<br />

Son:<br />

Thu:<br />

ontt y u see• <strong>not</strong>hing is lack ing.<br />

ut, it would be bett er if w~~-c ould go in and out freely.<br />

In here, I feel like I'm im~ · , 1 tied up, forced into a<br />

corner of a jail. (suddenly) hu. A while ago you asked me<br />

<strong>who</strong> I was, you wanted to know why I came here, why I wear<br />

these clothes. Do you still want to know? Do you want me<br />

to answer you?<br />

Why didn't you answer me a Wiile ago?<br />

Now its differ ent. than before. (In the silence, t he eyes of<br />

Thu and Son look deeply at eaeh otre r)<br />

(as though t alking to herself) This moment is different ,<br />

very different. I also see it this way. I see this moment<br />

as th ugh we are moving in a gog. I <strong>do</strong>n 1 t want to ask. I<br />

<strong>do</strong>n't want to know. I only want it like t his, forever •••


19<br />

(The sound o:f the clock bell cuts of':f hu' s words. Eleven<br />

sounds ring out in the silence. 11 oclock. Thu and Son<br />

stand. Both o:f them sense something important in this<br />

moment of time on their continuous path of destiny)<br />

Son; (as to himself) The sound ofthe clocl{.<br />

Thu:<br />

The room over there sells watches. (she suddenly grabs Son ' s<br />

hands) Son, <strong>do</strong> you <strong>not</strong>ice anything different? ~uddenly I<br />

f eel something ghostly •• •<br />

Son: What's there to feel ghostly of? The watches still run. Each<br />

hour the clock strikes, Now its 11 oclock . 11 at nigtlt.<br />

What's different?<br />

Thu :<br />

But, before, it didn•t strike.<br />

Son: Its a clock so it must strike. ~u rely its only because you<br />

didn 1 t pay attention.<br />

Thu: Maybe so. Maybe before I didn't pay a t tention. rlut now its<br />

different , Now I see I must put attenti n to each second, each<br />

minute as it passes. Its goig to be midnight, then the <strong>who</strong>le<br />

night will be almost gone. We must <strong>do</strong> everything now.<br />

Son:<br />

We must wait for midnight.<br />

Thu: What for? And why must we wait until midnight.<br />

Son: Wait for half the night in order to begin. Thu. Tha. ts my<br />

ha.bit. The place I'm from usually starts everything at midni ght,<br />

when the gong s unds, the lights are turned off 1 when all the<br />

<strong>do</strong>ors are locked, when light penetrates through the oars of<br />

the <strong>do</strong>or, higher than the r each of my hand.<br />

Thu:<br />

(grabs his hands)<br />

on.<br />

Son: You <strong>do</strong>n ' t want to hear anymore. You are afraid. (Thu <strong>do</strong>esn' t<br />

have time to answer when from outside the room is heard the<br />

sound of a person moving to ward the room, stopping at the<br />

<strong>do</strong>or. Silence, a moment later:)<br />

Janitor: Jane ••• are you still in here, Jane? (A m >ment, then the sound<br />

of striking at the <strong>do</strong>or) Janel. Where are you? This hour and<br />

you're <strong>not</strong> yet asleep? Still wandering around? Bad girl.<br />

It won't be long until you 'll become just like your mother.<br />

(The sound of' his footsteps gradually f ades away. A momen. t<br />

later)<br />

Thu: ( speaking in a whisper) My father. Very dangerous.<br />

~on:<br />

He l eft already,


20<br />

Thu:<br />

I must go <strong>do</strong>wnstairs for a moment.<br />

Son:<br />

Thu:<br />

Why can't you stay here?<br />

I can<strong>not</strong>, If I <strong>do</strong>n't go d · m, then my father will come back<br />

her e and look f r me . He lfuows I am always in here . I'll<br />

go cb l'm i'or a moment then beturn right away. You wait for me .<br />

:::>on: Hurry up . .I'll wait f'or you .,<br />

rhu: I 'll be bacl{ up right away. I'm going. (turns to go. Son<br />

is hesitant and just as · hu gets to the <strong>do</strong>or •• • )<br />

Son: Th:u J ( :::>he stops. · Son moves forward. His tone is imbibed<br />

with hesitancy) Thu, come up right avay.. I ' m here by myself'.<br />

(Thu exits, closing the <strong>do</strong>or. Son stands in the silence, looking<br />

after her. He bends his head in thought., Am ment later , as<br />

if he suddenly r emembers something, he t urns and goes to the<br />

mannequins . He's. su ldenly startled. He recognizes the absen c e<br />

of the mannequin in <strong>who</strong> se shirt he had hidden his knii'e. Son<br />

excitedly puts his hand into the poc ets of the other dummies,<br />

then h9 ste s back . )<br />

Son: (confused) Very strange. (he looks at the r ear, t hen steps<br />

gradually back to the c urtain . He raises his hand but <strong>do</strong>esn' t<br />

have time to pull the curtRin when the curtain i s suddenly<br />

pulled: the middle- aged man we aring the grey silk bathrobe<br />

appeqrs. Son steps back three steps. Silence)<br />

Man : I'm here. You want to see me?<br />

Son: (trys to control himself) Who are you?<br />

Man: A person, ma de of flesh and bones, like you. Here ~ Look .<br />

I c an speak like you .<br />

on: I know. You are also 11 e me . out I ask: ed you, <strong>who</strong> are you?<br />

What are you <strong>do</strong>ing here'?<br />

Man: You are very inquisitive, You shouldn 1 t ask, Can m yone<br />

answer me ?<br />

Son: Do you :lntend to make fun .fme?<br />

Ma.n: No ,<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

So , what <strong>do</strong> you want?<br />

Before. a long ttme ago, I wanted n:any things., • to have money,


21<br />

S n:<br />

Man:<br />

to have love, for example. But now, now I must confess to you<br />

I have finished wanting th,ngs. There, you see t!Bre are so<br />

many clothes displayed, but I only choose a modest bath robe •••<br />

a grey bathro e . Look . I oould wear evening clothes like you.<br />

(as he speaks, he gradually moves to Son <strong>who</strong> at that moment<br />

stands confused in silence) Excuse me , you are wearing your<br />

b w tie upsi e <strong>do</strong>vm. (he adjusts Son's black bowtie) What did<br />

I just say?<br />

You've said a lot, but you still haven't yet answered my<br />

question. What <strong>do</strong> you want?<br />

(as if he <strong>do</strong>esn't pay attentionto Son• words) Oh, I remerrber.<br />

I was t alking about evening clothes. !'~ you wear evening<br />

clothes on a cool evening .. you must also we l? r a mood for<br />

waiting. That means that if you wish for something,, it will<br />

happen. An accidental encounter between two glasses of wine.<br />

A vague conversation between two dances, a vague conversation<br />

that persons talking have Rlready completely told by their<br />

eyes. That mood, that wish, I d n 1 t have ... I've finished having •.<br />

I also can wear a tweed suit (points t the old man) like this<br />

old man. 0ut •••• me, surely in me there is no 1 nger existing<br />

the youthful desires of a man 70 years old, the need that<br />

forees him to makeup to c ver his old age, waiting for the time<br />

to drink wine because I ••••<br />

Son: (losing his c alrnness ) Excuse me , I didn·• t understarrl anything<br />

you said at all,<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

I'm <strong>not</strong> very surprised. ecause I have the feeling that 1h e<br />

words were <strong>not</strong> very simple.<br />

But you, you must mnderstand my words.<br />

You sneak very f'luently. I heard your conversation with Thu .<br />

You speak well.<br />

hat wa s our private talk.<br />

about that.<br />

Man: (thinking) Its <strong>not</strong> altogether tr.at way.<br />

Son: I <strong>do</strong>n't understand whRt you want 1n say.<br />

You d )n't need to have an opinion<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

I want to say its hard to distinguish between private and ublic , ••<br />

(strongly) \ at? Difficult to distinguish? If necessary I<br />

will distinguish for you.<br />

Mani You should keep calm. My words didn' t have any hidden intent.<br />

Like you I also <strong>do</strong>n 1 t have any bad intentions. On the co:rt rary •••


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on: So, what <strong>do</strong> you want? h a t <strong>do</strong> you want? I still <strong>do</strong>n' t<br />

understand what you want .<br />

Man:<br />

(as though suddenly realizing something) I :round out. I know<br />

what I want now.<br />

:son:<br />

Man :<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Man;<br />

Son:<br />

Please let me hear it.<br />

I want to speak . Thats all . I crave to talk with a stranger.<br />

(nods repeatedly) That's right . Just now I understand why<br />

suddenly I have sympathy for you. Only because we can talk<br />

togeth e!'. To converse with you, thats all . Do you know what<br />

I thought a while ago ,. before I met you, in the afternoon when<br />

I saw you sneak up and stand in among the dummL.-s. Standing<br />

even a few meters away, I was looking for a way to •• , to push<br />

you off' this .fl oor, ( 11 he man forces a laugh; the laugh is<br />

strange b ecause the mouth has a smile but the laugh i s as it<br />

just has escaped the mouth and has been shut off in the<br />

silence of' the room) Excuse me , I laugh ••• I laugh at myself.<br />

But <strong>do</strong>n't be S'lrprised, I know how to laugh like this. Now,<br />

what was I saying?<br />

You were talking •.•• •<br />

rlight . ight. I'm t&king. I'm conversing with you. Truly<br />

strange, it only ta es a fe~.minutes talking withs someone<br />

different from myself', with • then I again see myself completely<br />

changed.<br />

You mean y')u've stopped wanting to push me out of here .<br />

Yes, now its like that.<br />

So, in a<strong>not</strong>her moment you still<br />

could c 1ange your mind.<br />

Man : ~he n that moment core s 1 you 1 11 know. At tm t moment I will<br />

let you know first.<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Thank you. (changes his tone And you believe that I will<br />

be completely passive, just p t my hat <strong>do</strong>wn and leave this<br />

plac e after saying g>odbye . Do y u know what I intend to <strong>do</strong> ?<br />

No .<br />

Curse.<br />

Man :<br />

(calmly) Curse. hy curse?<br />

SJn: You <strong>do</strong>n't know why? You truly <strong>do</strong>n' t know why?<br />

Man : N 0 ! I speak the truth, No. I <strong>do</strong>n 1 t understand you.


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Son:<br />

Man:<br />

The he~e, you listen clearly. (changes tone of his voice)<br />

Don't you see that so far you've been talking to me a s if<br />

your are my father. (The man looks up , open-mouthed )<br />

Father. Talk like your father. Ok . Ok . I ' m <strong>not</strong> angry at<br />

you even though you just talked harshly to me . A conversation<br />

must be thi s way - can 1 t be anything else. There are many<br />

thoughts, then again these thoughts are e.xoressed by language .<br />

'rhen, to be aole to hear a persond different f'rom me tall


24<br />

Son:<br />

I onl y need to ask you two things.<br />

Man: lowly., We still have much :free time. Too much f'ree time.<br />

The first thing,<br />

Son: I want to know <strong>who</strong> you are. What are you <strong>do</strong>ing !ere? {The<br />

man halfpsmiles again., A moment later)<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

You have asl£d that thing lready.<br />

And you haven't replied yet .•<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

:::>on:<br />

Man:<br />

I've answered but you say it wasn't clear.<br />

So, <strong>who</strong> a r e you 'Z<br />

If I answer that I am also similar to you, will you believe<br />

me?<br />

Like me-how?<br />

How? you mus t know ..<br />

Son: (thinking) It can<strong>not</strong> be •• •<br />

Man: There - you <strong>do</strong>n't belie ve? Even if' I 'd tol d the truih , you<br />

st ill would be <strong>do</strong>ubtful . So wha. t <strong>do</strong> you want to ask for?<br />

Son: l'hen I <strong>do</strong>n 1 t bel :b ve anything, huh? I <strong>do</strong>n' t know <strong>who</strong> you a re<br />

so how can I believe?<br />

Man~ You <strong>do</strong>n't know me , but I know you. You sneaked in here. Then<br />

you made yourself up like a mannequin because there are pol i c e­<br />

men looking for you, I know you. To me , you are out in the<br />

light., To you, I am compl etely in darkness. I have the upper<br />

hand.<br />

Son:. I 'm impatient. You think you c an hide from me'l Do you think<br />

I couldn 1 t guess what kind ofperson you are?<br />

Man :<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

Go ahead and guess to prove if you are right .~ ~<br />

You are like me ._ You also fled up here lil


25<br />

on: ( ~o ves in) The second thing is •• • (there is a cold l ook about<br />

Son Oihich cau es the man to step bac 1


26<br />

Han: You should be careful. The knife is uresently in my hands<br />

and I know how to use it. I have used it many times, surely<br />

many more times than you. (Son agressively steps bac'ta.y calm. Follow me . ( e standf: among the dummies;<br />

on quickly follows after him. In a moment both of them become<br />

tTo statues, each gesturing in the manner appropriate to the<br />

style of clothes worn. At that moment ••• )<br />

Stranger: Lets go in. (The <strong>do</strong>or opens, t he janitor ond a policeman<br />

ste in)<br />

Jani tor: Here. Bee. { ut the policeman is motionless staring e.t the<br />

dummies)<br />

(points e.t the dumrni os)<br />

·rhose things.<br />

Janitor: laug..tiing) Ah - dunnnies . · hey 1 r e all mannequins .<br />

Policeman: Wow. I thought they were real people. Very nimilar. (<br />

he touches the shoulders of tho old man ) He re, look at the<br />

man and see. Who dares say its a dummy (point.s to the man <strong>who</strong><br />

at that moment is motionless in the gesture of a person selecting<br />

n book to read before going up to oed to sleep) And<br />

this mann over here. Huh ••• I bet with you •••• (both talking<br />

and walking to the direction ofthe mid e-aged man)<br />

Jani tor: (<strong>not</strong> paying at t ent ion to the policeman 1 s words) Ah •••<br />

Policeman: (turning around) t ?<br />

Jani tor: Let me ask. Wh at did that young man <strong>do</strong> to make all of you<br />

search for him so thoroughly?


27<br />

Policeman: Its <strong>not</strong> nece ssary to search anymore. He's definitely hiding<br />

in here. Tomorrow, e arly tomorrow morning ~ we' l l break in<br />

and get him .for sure.<br />

Janitor:<br />

out what terrible thing did he <strong>do</strong>?<br />

Policeman:<br />

Killed a person.<br />

Janitor: Oh. Killed <strong>who</strong>?<br />

Poli ceman :<br />

he old guard at the reformatory.<br />

Janitor: God, he i s dangerous.<br />

he kill the guard?<br />

Why was he put in there and how idd<br />

Policeman: A vaga ond. He was being hel d there, but they didn•t<br />

understand why be bec ame so angry and sta bed the old man<br />

in the stomach.<br />

Janitor: Terri ble, isn' t it?<br />

o we have to be alert to defend ourselves.<br />

Pol i ceman: What ~o you have to <strong>do</strong> to have to defend yourself?<br />

Janitor:<br />

I'm also the guard here.<br />

Policeman: (laughing)<br />

Janitor: Oh • • ••<br />

So you think every guard is going to be sta ed.<br />

Policeman: (suddenly sees the curtain of the dressing room) There,<br />

(goes toward the curta in) Is there anything 1n here?<br />

Janitor: You c an go in and s ee . Its a room to change clothes . Pull<br />

the curtain and see.<br />

Policeman: ( is hand holding the curtain) You enter with me .<br />

J anitor: You have a gun, so go i n . I can stand out her e . I'm<br />

<strong>not</strong> going to play around foolishly. If ••• { he policeman<br />

jerks the curt ~ in aside then steps ba ck a few steps, his<br />

hand keeping his weapon r eady)<br />

Poli ceman: (looking in) Hell, <strong>not</strong>hing in here. (moves toward the<br />

win<strong>do</strong>w pane and l ooks up at t he sky) Very high. (Looks around<br />

then puts his hand on the wirrlow pane. ) Very fragile. It<br />

would be unfortunate to fall and to his t his win<strong>do</strong>w pane.<br />

he only way this kid could run t s to run up to the sky.<br />

(looks around him) Wow. A lot of clothes.<br />

Janitor: All kinds.<br />

All kinds.<br />

Policeman:<br />

There still one kind la eking here.


28<br />

Janitor: Whats lacking?<br />

Policeman: Lacking uniforms -of olic:smen. (both laugh. ) Is there<br />

a<strong>not</strong>her floor?<br />

Jani tor: This is the top i'loor. Do you need to see the re xt room? The<br />

room that sells watches?<br />

Polk eman: Well, its <strong>not</strong> necessary . It can wait till early tomor row<br />

morning,<br />

Janitor: You say e arly tomo.t>row.<br />

::;urely you mean 6 or 6:.30, right?<br />

Policeman: Exactly at 7. I have my orders. Exactly at 7 AM., Not<br />

early,. <strong>not</strong> l ate.<br />

Janitor: Very confusing ..<br />

or what?<br />

Policeman:<br />

Jan i tor: Terrible ,,<br />

more time.<br />

Forget about the store.<br />

xaetly at 7 ocloek then we open the <strong>do</strong>ors,<br />

Wel l ., perhaps we should go <strong>do</strong>wn to check one<br />

Down there is still the ck <strong>do</strong>or.<br />

Policeman: The <strong>do</strong>or next to your room? Don't werry. There are guards<br />

outside already. {The gx janitor and policeman exit. he<br />

sound of footstep s then the elevator fade away. The man<br />

and on gradual ly r eturn to their normal selves. They step<br />

out from midst the mannequins. Suddenly Son looks up and<br />

laughs, the silent laugh of the man. A moment later, while<br />

the man i s still surprised looking at Son • • • )<br />

Son: What are you thinking? It seems that you are also afraid of<br />

the pol:ice like me ,.<br />

.So, its even, o'k?<br />

Man : tlight . Even. You guessed right ..<br />

Son:<br />

So, fr m now on you'd better speak nicely so that I can unders<br />

tand ea sily,, ok?<br />

Man:<br />

(putting his hand in his shirt) You forget •••<br />

Son: The knife , huh? (laughs) Now, its <strong>not</strong> needed, You hbld on<br />

to it. The knife is usel ess,<br />

Man: Why useless. I still can . ..<br />

::>on:<br />

Stab me , huh? (pulls his shirt open t o bare h i s chest) StabJ<br />

Go ahead and stabf You <strong>do</strong>n' t stab? Or should I go <strong>do</strong>wn and<br />

eaJ.l the police up here. Wow .. A while ago you made me very<br />

cold, Yes? You also <strong>do</strong>n ' t call?


29<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

You have t he upper hand now.<br />

Hell, ther e's no such thing as upper hand or lower hand.<br />

What have you decided for me now?<br />

Man:<br />

Decide for you?<br />

private affair.<br />

hy must I decide for you?<br />

The.ts your own<br />

~on: (laughs) You are being foolish now. I <strong>do</strong>n't h ave anything<br />

privat e. dut, <strong>do</strong> you still remember what you said,. Between<br />

the private and the public is very difficult to distinguish.<br />

Right. If you plan for me, then you pl an for yourself 1 right?<br />

Man: Is t hat so strange?<br />

Son: There's <strong>not</strong>hing strange. You've finished wanting to live here.<br />

Man: Ah, I understand . Continue,.<br />

Son: Tal k . I 1 11 talk. I'm finished e ing afraid. Early tomorrow,<br />

I' 11 b e captu r e d , t hen I '11 t ell them everything.<br />

Man: I know, I know.<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

S n:<br />

Man:<br />

S n:<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Don 1 t you believe?<br />

I belie ve ••• 0ut, there a r e things I didn't expect.<br />

What didn ' t you expect?<br />

I didn't expect that you would be as quick-·qitted as this ~<br />

You c an turn the s1 tua.t ion up sid e <strong>do</strong>wn . You transformed<br />

defeat into victory. I praise you for that,<br />

3top.<br />

Ok . Stop. Now, we'll go straight into the problem. In rum,<br />

you want to find a place to be safe. Actually, t hats <strong>not</strong> ver y<br />

ea sy.<br />

~ut<br />

it was easy for you.<br />

My c ase is much different than your c a se.<br />

Different in what way?<br />

I came in here and nobody knew. I lived here without mybody<br />

knowing. And you complicated everything.<br />

ecause its complicated, I must ask your help.


30<br />

Man:<br />

5on:<br />

Man :<br />

.':) n:<br />

Man:<br />

Be calm while I think (he looks at Son, nodding his head in<br />

thought . )<br />

Have you been here a long time?<br />

ather long.<br />

I'm certain peo le have f orgot ten me already.<br />

Peonle <strong>do</strong>n ' t forget. neve r forget• my friend •<br />

Ten y ears already.<br />

~on : (stunned) How many? f ow many years did you say?<br />

Man :<br />

Ten years.<br />

on: Oh• brother, ten years . At that time, I wa s only eigtt; .<br />

Man :<br />

.3on:<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Man;<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

:3on:<br />

Man:<br />

Atha t moment ••• that moment ••• .<br />

Surely at that i me you were still young.<br />

Thirty.<br />

This ye r you're forty years old.<br />

er ty. Right .<br />

Ten years, oy yourself. That you lived like t his and coul d<br />

endure it i s truly strange .<br />

At the beginning it was very uncomfortable. ut l a t er I bec ame<br />

accustomed ••• And, also I must practice. Like pretending to be<br />

a statue.<br />

Must practice being a statue?<br />

¥hy <strong>not</strong>?<br />

I din 1 t practice this afternoon, but • • •<br />

One afternoon, noone paid attention to you.<br />

esc aped. ut pretend • • • a t t t moment t here<br />

wanti ng t o ouy a set of evening clothes, the<br />

are we ring.<br />

.1.'herefore you<br />

was a per son<br />

~i nd of suit you<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

on:<br />

Would they strip off this suit?<br />

(laughs)<br />

at onl y .<br />

No •••.l.'m t suit you wear is a model • to let eople l ook<br />

If they want to buy •••• over there{points to the shirts )<br />

I was thinking •••• (laughs)


31<br />

Man :<br />

They won' t strip you. Jut they will look closely, weighing<br />

the quality. • , . You will have to look at them and smile sweetly<br />

for hours.<br />

Son: hats enough to malce me worry. So what must I <strong>do</strong>?<br />

Man:<br />

Must practice, · hat's all .<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

on:<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Man :<br />

Peactice - practice what?<br />

Practice oreathing, practice looking, practice standing, practice<br />

laughing, practice we aring clothes. See, a whil e ago, you<br />

were we aring your bow t ie upside <strong>do</strong>wn.<br />

I •d be very tired.<br />

ut those things are rea atively easy, all day acting like a<br />

statue is easy. Ni ght i s dangerous ••• when night come s the<br />

building is silent, you return to being a person, at that moment<br />

you will see all your l onesomeness. Up , <strong>do</strong>wn, in all the<br />

corri<strong>do</strong>rs., eat, drink, then alone with yourself in ea ch store,<br />

mumbling to yourself until that moment when you <strong>do</strong>n 1 t know<br />

what to <strong>do</strong>, to that time when you only hear the sounds of your<br />

own footsteps in rythm with the golden s n d of t he ticking<br />

of the clock , to the moment you crave to look into the f a ce<br />

of a person made of flesh and bone, you crave to be looked a t<br />

as a person with flesh and bones , hear a breath, clasp a hand<br />

and •• , and t al k one conversation. One true conversation, A<br />

two-way conversation.<br />

You% already t alked like this a while ago.<br />

I spoke the truth .<br />

method of attack •.<br />

waste thejr method<br />

like to lie.<br />

I didn' t lie. Lying is destroying your<br />

Only the wicked knights lacking forc e<br />

of attack , Only people h aving com lexes<br />

~on: (laughing) When you t alk like that, t hen truly I <strong>do</strong>n't<br />

understand.<br />

Man :<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

You will understand l ater ..<br />

I know. That is t he style<br />

two way conversation, I ' ve<br />

f i nd it new •• ,<br />

My style of speaking 1s <strong>not</strong> easy ••<br />

oftalking to oneself. The style of<br />

<strong>not</strong> used in a long time, so I aJs o<br />

urely, you have been a stat ue so long that you ' ve forgotten<br />

many things. True?<br />

ight . 1<br />

ut also I s ee that acting like a statue is more<br />

pleasurable than acting like a person. 3ecause · can be<br />

forgot ten. s with me now,. then t he work all day of' standing<br />

still in one position has beco:rm one way of lif'e, p art of'the


32<br />

Son.i;i<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

span of the journey is to forget people. I see myself as the<br />

other person, see other persons as myself, see everything, me ,<br />

you, the olerl-r , the customer, the store, the mannequins, all<br />

are only a flickering, appearing, drifting. At tm t moment,<br />

I dare challenge each kind of policeman of life, I dare to<br />

challenge e ach bind of life, I dare to challenge all my past.<br />

Everything is diluted, floating. ut then the sound of tm<br />

office bells still rings, night returns to the silent building.<br />

You know what for a long time_, f'or t hese few years, I only<br />

wished to be able to live one night like this night ._ One<br />

night to wake up , to see myself leaving everything in ord~<br />

to return to my former self, lonely 1 devoid of m ything again<br />

to be a le to m et a person, to meet you, to ha ve a talk. You<br />

came at the right moment. You appeared at truly the right<br />

moment.<br />

I also <strong>do</strong>n•t know where to run anymore. In all corners, no<br />

mat t er wha t place, I'll henr the whistle, see the pol ice.<br />

You see,. I c ame in here, but they still pursue me .<br />

Rest assured, in here you can escape.<br />

(eagerly) I put myself in your hands.<br />

Man: I c an help you. Bu t , na t urally there are c nditions .~.<br />

on:<br />

Let me kne» • whatever,the conditions, I 1 11 .:fbllow them.<br />

Man : Only one . 'l'he only one condition, You must absolutely listen<br />

and follow my words. la ts all.<br />

Son: (laug i"Jing) You are awfully elever. One becone s everything ••<br />

Jut thats all ri$ht. Tell me and I 1 11 <strong>do</strong> it. Whatever you<br />

order, I 1 11 <strong>do</strong>. \ l aughs) Unl ess, unless you try to capttr e<br />

me .<br />

Man :<br />

Son:<br />

an:<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

Go over to the <strong>do</strong>or over t h ere. (points to the gl ass <strong>do</strong>or<br />

behind the curtain)<br />

Jump?<br />

(smiling) You are making a joke. You should remember tm t<br />

my helping y u is to help you live, unless • • •<br />

Unless?<br />

Unless t hat is the only way to save your life?<br />

Son: What s trange way to save one's life. Seven floors.-...<br />

Man: I know. '3even noors •• ,jut I was just talking. When me eting<br />

happiness, <strong>who</strong> c an force you to <strong>do</strong> these thing s .


33<br />

Son: Please cee me from that thing. As for the rest, I 1 m ready<br />

to <strong>do</strong> everything.<br />

Man:<br />

Including killing some ne?<br />

~on: Including killing. I'm <strong>not</strong> bothered by that. In my hands<br />

there has been a man's life already.<br />

Man:<br />

The j anitor?<br />

on: The janitor of the reformatory. · efore I thought it was difficult<br />

to stick a <strong>who</strong>le knife into a greasy stona. ch. Once in a while,<br />

when threatening children, I would take my ife carei'ully,<br />

just piercing a litt le, never daring to th;rrust the ife fully.<br />

Ah, but, t en, yesterday •• l ast night ••• I <strong>do</strong>n' t understand how<br />

I dared to shove my hand fully into the jm. irot 1 s stomach. His<br />

gut as greasy as a pig gut. His chest thrown out, two eye~<br />

red, staring straight into my face . He didn 1 t suspect. 4 hen<br />

he lifted his hands up and took my shoulders. Gradually u<br />

to my necl{ . I quickly turned the knif'e one m re time. e<br />

trembled with fear, mouth gaµing open, alchohol , stinking,<br />

breath blew out onto my face, disgusting. He became limp,<br />

slumped <strong>do</strong>vm. He gradually slumped <strong>do</strong>wn to the ground. I saw<br />

a nile of flesh and ocean of blood under my f eet and a red<br />

knife in my hand. Tm ts all , Not difficult. I saw that<br />

killing a person i s <strong>not</strong> difr •<br />

Man : (<strong>not</strong> paying attention} No , <strong>not</strong> difficult.<br />

on: Then - surely y u know too well alr eady. (he man looks at Son,<br />

then turns his face and <strong>do</strong>esn't s eak. n continues:) ir,<br />

the truth is I didn' t want to kill anyone. Even the janitor.<br />

(annoyed) Everything is ecause he was very fat . His<br />

stomach stuck out in layers. His two breasts jumped up and<br />

<strong>do</strong>wn li ~ e a wom&n 1 s . Each time he car.ie into the room he unbuttoned<br />

and bardd his chest. I even saw the hair growing<br />

one his nip le. He forced us to squat on the f'loor. Then,<br />

if he hated anyone, he kicked him in the face so badly he<br />

couldn't soe anymore. One night, just last night but it<br />

seems so far away, I was sleeping and suddenly m )Onlig.."lt covered<br />

the <strong>who</strong>le room" I felt I wanted to go out. fhe leaves made<br />

a rustling s und. I suddenly rememoered all the wrapping<br />

papers blown by the wind in the market place at night. I<br />

wished I could see the flashing neon lights at the end of the<br />

street, wh1chid could stay outside the theatre and listen to<br />

the songs. I desired everything. Then I felt completely dark.<br />

vhen the moon set, I <strong>do</strong>n ' t know. The sha<strong>do</strong>w ofthe bar of the<br />

win<strong>do</strong>w covered my eye. I <strong>do</strong>n' t know why I kept thin.~ ing of<br />

the stomach of that guard. I thought &f the stomach of that<br />

man were as big as the bar , god, I 1 d never be aole to see the<br />

light outside the win<strong>do</strong>w. His stomach became the bar. The<br />

bar became his sto:nach. I ' d been thinking that when the


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guard crune in. (Son sto s, in the s lance his eyes open<br />

widely, he seems to be witnessing a terrible scene in whidl<br />

he is a man involved)<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

Then you broke the bar.<br />

I<br />

stabbed the guard to <strong>death</strong>. (silenee)<br />

Each person has one bar surrounding him. A woman, a thing,<br />

I understand. And now you want me to help you.<br />

Son: I rave "1een p lite with you. Hep me . I'd be in your service<br />

the rest or my life.<br />

Man:<br />

on:<br />

You'll a· solutely what I<br />

Even to killing.<br />

say.<br />

Man:<br />

If n ec essary. If I see it as needed for your survival. (he<br />

looks a t Son, nods repeatedly) A while ago I said that your<br />

case is completely diff erent from my case. Do you remem ber?<br />

I ca.me here and nobody knew. I lived here and nobody knew.<br />

~u t you, , •• , .<br />

Son: The uolice look for me . I know.<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

They have surrounded the building. Tomorrow morning~ befcre<br />

o enj.ng the <strong>do</strong>ors they will force eheir way in here. out • ••<br />

they won ' t find you ,. They won 1·t find you, here, I ' m sure of<br />

it. I have a plan.<br />

Wonderful"<br />

::>o the police will <strong>not</strong> cause a problem any more.<br />

Son: Thats fine. I ' m only afraid of the police.<br />

Man;<br />

Are you sure?<br />

Son: Is t here anyone else. desides the police, is th::re anybody<br />

<strong>who</strong> knows I'm here?<br />

Man:<br />

Son: ( smiling) Ah , right ••• there 1s you., ••<br />

Man: (slow and poised) here ' s someone else. Think carefully.<br />

Son: Me. (suddenly stops. Two people stared at each other slowly<br />

then Son speaks) Oh, God ., Yes.


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Man: Tm ts it. (a heavy silence descends on the room. Son clasps<br />

his hands, hms eyes staring out in the air.. A moment later)<br />

Son:<br />

What to <strong>do</strong> now?<br />

Man:<br />

There is a way•<br />

Son: I know. '3ut {suddenly) I ca. on. I can<strong>not</strong>.<br />

Man:<br />

Up to you.<br />

Son: I can<strong>not</strong>. I can<strong>not</strong> <strong>do</strong> that. Is there any other way. I<br />

geg of you_<br />

Man : You pray to god. (forc ibly ) you must choose. Son. You mus t<br />

choose or- •• is it a very deep l ove? It can't be.<br />

on:<br />

No , I only feel s.orry for • • •<br />

Man: Pity is <strong>death</strong> already. It :ls the beginning of the establ ishment<br />

of a bar.<br />

Son: Then, wha t can I <strong>do</strong>!. {'rhe man smiles)<br />

Man:<br />

I've spoken and you understand.<br />

~on: Oh, but when I think of i t again. I <strong>do</strong>n ' t understand any1hing<br />

at Rll .<br />

Man: Therefore never re ... think. Everythi ng is like this. Deci de,<br />

then <strong>do</strong> 1t. so, What <strong>do</strong> you decide?<br />

Son: You try to think fo:r~ me . You are a very clever man, Isn' t<br />

there a<strong>not</strong>her way?<br />

Man : There is a<strong>not</strong>her way. 3ut again ••• very difficult. For you m d<br />

me .<br />

Son:<br />

Let me know.<br />

Man: Jump through that win<strong>do</strong>w pane. (points toward the dressing<br />

room) rloth you and I . The pane is think. It would be tie<br />

end. Tha.t w uld finish the story. (a contented smile f l a.shea<br />

in the eyes of the man ) Come , we t11 go out here to t alk mor e<br />

conveniently. (he goes toward the back curtain. Son is ab::>u t<br />

to follow him when suddenly the s uld of the clock eell r i ngs<br />

i n the silence. Son is motionless 11s tening to each of tle<br />

twelve rings, Midnight has begun, )<br />

Son: Twelve oclock. t welve oelock .<br />

Man: Twelve oclock. Whats str ange about that? The bell has been<br />

ringing. a All the cloaks still r un r e gul ar ly, Now 1 t s half'<br />

t he night,


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on:<br />

Man:<br />

Midnight.<br />

Wm ts the m'ltter with midnight?<br />

Son: No . Nothings the matter. {to himself) A while ago it was<br />

Eleven ocloc.r. Now its twelve oclock. Midni ht. Each things<br />

begins. Sach thing begins at the moment of midnight.<br />

Man: (harshly) hat?<br />

>:>on: (as though suddenly wakir:s) Ah• I 1 r.i here, l';n here. ( hen,<br />

following the steps of the man. he go s ast the curtain into<br />

the room, becomes hidden behind the curtain , )( When the<br />

room is about to become a silent space, th~ sounds from the<br />

choir r i se up)<br />

Mannequins: Midnight. he time of blackness, criminal blac.mess,<br />

the time of r ed human blood, the time of pointed knives and<br />

poison, the time to stab from behind ru1d murder. Midnight.<br />

The time of people. Midnight . (high voice) Are you sure?<br />

Aro you sur0 its midnight? Can you st 11 believe those rude<br />

cloc ~ s? (de~p voice) Whoever sees clearly, twelve ieces of<br />

incoherent time uilt up in the li~e 0£ a person? harp and<br />

concise, sueet but l a c king an echo. 3ut what ~an e <strong>do</strong>ne?<br />

(choir) Ca."1 any ne henr the world' s i l lusions °!:>-lilt up<br />

around t he life of a ~erson , colors, sound~, shapes, bitter<br />

taste of yeast (deep voice) he bitter taste of yeast. (hi gh<br />

voic ) The smell oforchids of the jungl • (deep voice) Strong<br />

smell of the night, the waPm smell of a woman (high vo i ce )<br />

This old man i ~rong . (deep voice) Why wron ? How is the<br />

warm smell of a l·Dman? (high voice) Li e me 11 deep voice)<br />

Woman - you are no longer a 1oman. Like e , I ' m <strong>not</strong> a man .<br />

(choir) We are no longer vile persons with masculine and<br />

feminine oders, h aving jealousy, love, hate, rear . (high voice)<br />

There is lif e, t re is <strong>death</strong>. I ' n y ung f orever. For ever,<br />

I'll be in the most eautiful age. Jetween the naive age but<br />

<strong>not</strong> yet r eaching old age. (dee voice) Tho autumn season. The<br />

sun is still rising above the top of the bamboo trees. Like<br />

me . (high voice) rhe golden rays of sunset on the arms of<br />

the throne lacquered in red and gold. eautiful because it<br />

is breakable, oontining mat erials of love, because its about<br />

to be shut off, be cause night is returning, t he thinck black<br />

night of midnight, (daep voice) I reign in the g ~ogeous sunlight<br />

of the sunset. (Ch ir) Different from man ' s life, there<br />

is a four season cycle, there i s the epring, in the budding<br />

of youth, there is the dy~ng sunli ht. r he ~ eginning is b~ne .<br />

The mid part is bloody. 1 he end aatches up to you. ~ he re<br />

can it be chased to? The space is filled with bars ••• time is<br />

divided into .;iany pieces, scattered as grains of' s and in the<br />

Hang river.<br />

26,438,400,000 seconds. And how many l inl::s? Every wink is<br />

a mcve toards <strong>death</strong>. We <strong>do</strong>n ' t dio. We <strong>do</strong>n't wink. We ar e<br />

36, 000 cays, 7, 340, 000 hours, 4J+0, 64o. ooo minutes,


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innnobile. We <strong>do</strong>n't <strong>suffer</strong> <strong>death</strong>. (high voice) Death is<br />

only a noun (deep vol· e) That is a kind of bar. high<br />

voice) That is R language. Language is just a cover. The<br />

cover can desappear. The coven can oe broken up. (deep<br />

voice) Language can oe a weapon. Conversation is a swor d<br />

duel . (high v ice) That man is terrible. le sharpens the<br />

language (deep voice) as he sharperls his sword. He uses<br />

his language like a knight of old times <strong>who</strong>se talent had<br />

achieved the hi he st leveJ. . (high voice) Only I oi ty that<br />

naive lad. (dee voice) Desttny. (choir) We can<strong>not</strong> speak<br />

out. Only some more hourse left ~ ·fhe current will r n into<br />

the sea. Destiny. It ., a dead end, a knife. 1<br />

he current of<br />

the river will surely flow into the sea.<br />

(The voice s of ~he choir gradually fade into the silence of<br />

the building and t he curtain falls slowly. )


38<br />

ACT I II<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

$on:<br />

Still the same scene. The man stands leaning against the<br />

table with h~.s hands crossed> lo )king at Son pacing. In<br />

a moment there is the sould the cloc bells ringing. Two<br />

sounds . S n sto s suddenly, panicked.<br />

Damn. wo oclock. Two ocloc ~ already.<br />

Two in th'3 Il'.lorning, and in three more hourse the sun will<br />

rise. { oints to the b~ c k curtain) r h at direct:t n.<br />

God • •• how much longer waiting li


39<br />

Son: Right. I reme . er. You know that I 1 ve been su.ff'ering from<br />

those stupid things.<br />

Man :<br />

Son:<br />

Man :<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

on:<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

hy?<br />

A Catholic Father . He sually c ame to visit us. He caressed<br />

the heads o.f the young kids. He a s ~ ~d if they had confessed<br />

yet. 'l. 1 hey didn 1 t underBtand anythin • They thought the pro ple<br />

wanted to know the er minal kids to send to the pris ~n island,<br />

so the kids wese scared and refused. 11 Father, I didn't <strong>do</strong> anything<br />

to be a criminal. People saw me homeless, wandering in<br />

the str .~ ets and ya r ket, t hey pi tied me and brought me here.<br />

' hats all . I didn 1 t <strong>do</strong> anything to b e a crimin .... 1. 11 he kids<br />

stared inmisunderstandi ng. They yelled that t hey didn't know<br />

11<br />

<strong>who</strong> their ancestors were. e are j ust uncla imed kids, no<br />

11<br />

fathersf no ancest rs." Later the Father had to threaten. If'<br />

y ou <strong>do</strong>n t confess, then <strong>do</strong>n't blame me later on, l ater on<br />

you'll die and have to go t o ell, devils will burn you gradually<br />

all the rest of' your life. n So .funny, there we r e kids so scared<br />

they yelled and didn't sleep all night. Later they asked to<br />

be sent to t he church.<br />

You were tal ing a out the present .<br />

I'm talking about the present. It was this Father <strong>who</strong> had<br />

tried to ex l a in t me the word Present. And the past and<br />

the future . But, I ept thinking, I thought that •• • •<br />

hat did y u think, .Son?<br />

Not ng a t all. Present . Futw e, Past • •. just li'\:e inherited<br />

crimes. Made up . Everything' s made up. I thought so.<br />

Who made it up?<br />

You adults, <strong>who</strong> else? Make things up in order to threaten<br />

youth, to threaten us. Present,, future, nast, crimes of<br />

ancest ors, then Adam and Eve. To listen to those things i s<br />

terrible. I must forget the past, esnecially my past. I<br />

must be resigned to prepare myself in the present in order to<br />

prepare for the future . In sum, <strong>not</strong>hing to <strong>do</strong> at all. Only<br />

waiting,, waiting, waiting all my lif'e. As you've said, it<br />

means I've lost , lost everything, lost my life.<br />

Still, you <strong>do</strong>n't have anything a t all?<br />

r here is som thing. An i age of something, 0uts its very<br />

f'unny , wandering like a spider' s t hread in a bush, an illusion<br />

like the dream of a girl. I umst grast pit i mmediately, I<br />

c an ' t wai t , even waiting five days till I reach eighteen, till<br />

I get pushed out of this nrison. I must grao with my own<br />

hand. as though graooing a knife) Hold tight. Jump right<br />

in, Then I <strong>do</strong>n't care what ha pens.


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Man: A knife deep in the st.omach @f a guard. That is a kind of<br />

present. Made of flesh and bones .. Sump right in. Agree .<br />

l3ut also you must know how to jump out. 3ut the planto jump<br />

out must pose a different irriage of the present, a di 1'ferent<br />

kind of bar. {laughs) Now it is the poli~e or me, SonY<br />

Son; (looks at the man a PlOillent) lllon 1 t worry. Now its the police •<br />

Man:<br />

>5on:<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Now its the first phase, I understand.<br />

There won't be a second phase, if you want. (his tone becomes<br />

sincere) Why <strong>do</strong> you distrust me like this? You <strong>do</strong>n't believe<br />

me or what?<br />

Presently I )elieve.<br />

(bitterly) l'he first ph$lse.<br />

Man: Presently you need me .<br />

Son: (sincerely) ~ tg b r other •.<br />

Man :<br />

Wra t <strong>do</strong> you want?<br />

Son: I want ••• to ask you one thing. I ask very sincerely, and I<br />

want you to re ly sincerely to me .<br />

Man: Go ahead and ask. I'm listening.<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Do you ever thj_nk of going out there? Do you intend to stay<br />

here forever or what? I know to ask like this is <strong>not</strong> appropriate<br />

but talking with you naturally I'm curi us, want to know •••<br />

want to know much about you. It seems you have mnny secret<br />

things you want to f rget, You want to forget everything,<br />

If <strong>not</strong>, then a man li ~ e you • ••<br />

rrm <strong>not</strong> clear. Jut the truth is, I'm afratd of you, and<br />

before I came here I didn't fear anyone .<br />

In sum you want me to tell you my innermost confidenc e s .<br />

I <strong>do</strong>n't dare asr • • • I only thought that if ••• you, with me •• • us.<br />

Man :<br />

Me wtth you, us, •• why? (laughs) Ah, I understand.<br />

to collab rate with me , collaborate closely,<br />

You want<br />

Son:<br />

(sincerely) We will hide here a little while and then go rut<br />

to e r rn a livins. I will contact members of my gang. Y u<br />

will lead us, you are a leader . You c an sit quietly in one<br />

lace. The affair of stab ing elongs to us , Well?


1'1an:<br />

I think that you are planning somethi ng completely in contradiction<br />

with your thoughts. S n, you are planning the futyee •<br />

But the future is li e and past and i t <strong>do</strong>o sn 1 t mean anything<br />

at all . Thats what you sairl a moment ago, surely you remember .<br />

My past. Your future •• • All made up . And thats what it is.<br />

What is my nast? You want to know much a.bout me . I alsow ant<br />

to tell very much about myself' to you, because I am thirsty<br />

f'or conversation. 3ut whats lef't? Trying to remem er the<br />

past is just .falling in a little bit of useless life which<br />

I oa'l.llot ~ut into any category. Taste or smell, sound or<br />

color? A little bit of useless life, thats my nast. Nothing<br />

to say about it. And the fut1J.re .,. . Son, on't worry about my<br />

future , its my own af.fair, I cansettle my own accounts, I 1 l l<br />

take care of' it.<br />

Son: Settle accounts? I <strong>do</strong>n 1 t understand.<br />

Man:<br />

I'm a rat . Don't be surµrmsed. _,et me continue, I am a rat,<br />

I chew, gradually, hour by hour, night by night, all my .future,<br />

all MY life, all my time, everything. (a moment) You , you 1 re<br />

diff'erent . .3ecause you are facing a present. A thread floati ng<br />

in a bush. Again, thats what you said a moment ago. Illusionous<br />

dreams of a girl ts figure . A girl, Son, thats your p resent,<br />

<strong>do</strong> you know that?<br />

.3on:<br />

(emphatic)<br />

1<br />

hu, I know. I •m waiting, I ' m waiting here •<br />

'1an: Lets solve the resent and t k about the fut'l.r e 1a ter.<br />

Son: (sud1enly) 3ut if • • (he suddenly stops ta king. The bell<br />

o.f the clock strikes three tim s)<br />

Man:<br />

on:<br />

Man:<br />

Three oclock.<br />

G (<br />

Oh, od, why so fa.st? a moment late ,. he recalls something )<br />

Jut , ir·rhu <strong>do</strong>es <strong>not</strong> ...<br />

Thu won't come up? It may happen (suddenly turns his head,<br />

listening) Don ' t worry, Thu is coming up .<br />

Son: (surprised) \"here? Where?<br />

Man:<br />

Can't you hear? (f otsteps in the corrid r a.re heard in the<br />

silence of the uilding. An ast nished look comes onto Son• s<br />

face.) e calm.<br />

Son: Calm. Su pose you were in rny osi ti on,.<br />

Man: Each pers n as a different way of living. No ody can be in<br />

your posjti::m. You remem er. At Four ocock sharp . lell ,<br />

wish y u good luck.


42<br />

Son:<br />

Man :<br />

Thu:<br />

\here are you going now?<br />

dack to join my group . (he turns and fa.des into the manne quins)<br />

(footsteps in the cort>t<strong>do</strong>r suddenly stop in front of the room • .<br />

Son stands and loo 1 {S toward the <strong>do</strong>or. ·.rriu enters. Son is<br />

astonishe • ·rhu is <strong>not</strong> the same as before. She t s turned into<br />

an extaordinary character, o. princess <strong>who</strong>ri .Son used to see in<br />

the advertisements in front of the t heatre. her hair flowing<br />

<strong>do</strong>wn, the ark eyes have lost their naive qualities like the<br />

surface of' a l a\.e ·wrimch now has bec ome two eep wells. Thu<br />

wears a pinl{ silk drAss, styled aR a Western evening gown.<br />

i'his is th!? first tlme the dress has )een worn., still with<br />

creases . It looks out of date, unreal , easy to mel6 away.<br />

The sk i.rt reaches the floor, covering her steps ~ Thu enters<br />

as though in a dream,. a lm s her movements untrue, like a<br />

rincess in the time of the Crusades. uhe stops in frontof<br />

Son <strong>who</strong> is still looking at her, astonished) .<br />

Son, my darling, I'm Thu.<br />

Son: Thu, really you . trange.<br />

Thu: Why strange? (smiles) So its even. A while ago y ou made me<br />

afraid. Now its your turn. (circles him, the skirt fiows<br />

gracefully. ) Do I look beautiful, my darling? This is the<br />

fir st time I• ve worn this dress. My father bought if for .me,<br />

here, on se.le - if' <strong>not</strong>, it 1 d had been very expensive. Do<br />

you ~now (points to the female statue) the dress of this lady.<br />

Last year she w re it for a long time,. rlut, hey, why are you<br />

l ooking at me like hat? Why <strong>do</strong>n ' t you say sore thing to me?<br />

Are you angry it took me so long to come up? I had to wait<br />

a long time until my father fell asleeu, to c mb my hair,<br />

Son:<br />

Bllt whya are you dressing like this?<br />

hu: Isn t t it beautiful?<br />

Son: Yes, but you still haven't ans.we r ed me . What are you wearing<br />

a dress like this?<br />

Thu: I et you know.<br />

Son:<br />

I give up.<br />

Thu: You forget. T night is my night. T night is yo 1 r night .<br />

Tonight is our Ja st night.<br />

Son; Don't talk like that . Its bad.<br />

Thu: Why bad? I lB. d already prayed: God, Please, Buddha. (:::>on steps<br />

.forward to prevent 'rhu from s-i:e aking. His face l')olrn str~e .<br />

They look teach other like two strangers. )


43<br />

"' n: (Shrugs, as though he has no choice) Go ahead and say your p<br />

prayer to uddha.<br />

Thu: (still surprised) Wrat.'s the matter with you, Son?<br />

Son: Nothing, <strong>not</strong>hings the matter aL all . You pray to uddha . I<br />

want yo to live for~ver with ~e .<br />

Thu : Can<strong>not</strong>. I've prayed for a long time already. God.<br />

Let me m et love. One ni2'.ht only. 'l'hen, tcmorrow, I<br />

on't you see? I've rayed already. omorrow morning.<br />

what time is it already?<br />

3u1.dha.<br />

will di.<br />

G 0 d ,<br />

<strong>do</strong>n:<br />

Past three oclock, almost three- thirty.<br />

Thu: i::>0 1<br />

its almost four ocock, almo .... t morning. I want the night to<br />

stretch out foreve and day never come. un, stop rising.<br />

::>on : (sighing) The sun "rill rise, hu (points to the curta in in the<br />

b a c lrground) l'hl t di rec t i on.<br />

Thu:<br />

How <strong>do</strong> y.u know?<br />

'on: 'l'hats the ea.st. I have to know.<br />

Thu: Right . Thats east. ho sun rises in the east. Tnats ok.<br />

Just exactly like my prayer . God. ~u ldha, let ·ne love then<br />

I'll be ready to die. Let me die in the dawn, in the strong<br />

wind and really .Jlue sl{y, die with love, dying naturally as a<br />

baby c ming into life, die without etr yal, w"thout killing<br />

e ch other . .. .<br />

Son: {holds Thu 1 s shoulders tightly) Stop. Thu . I <strong>do</strong>n't want to<br />

listen anymore. ( Faced with l hu's astonishment , ~on puts his<br />

hand <strong>do</strong>wn andturns ) I want it to be silent like this i'orever.<br />

Thu: ~f things go like this then I'll <strong>not</strong> be afraid of anything.<br />

1ruly, I 1 n also afraid of <strong>death</strong>. ut now I ' ~ sure I 'm g ing<br />

to die just li~e this. I'm sure <strong>death</strong> is ••• only silence in<br />

the night which is stretched out. Or are we dying, or have ,<br />

e died alrearly, my dqrling?<br />

.:>on: qt yet • hat's why its so bad. Much ore convenient to die.<br />

hu:<br />

on:<br />

dn't. y u want t o live?<br />

I For what ?<br />

Thu: / ·o love me .<br />

Son: Love y u . ~ut you no longer exist for me to love y u . Y u<br />

are d .termined to die .<br />

Thu :<br />

Oh, SQ what are you living f or?


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Son:<br />

See!<br />

Thu: Tha~ <strong>do</strong>esn't make sense.<br />

Son: NNothine; rakes sensA. If you think it over, then <strong>not</strong>hing<br />

makes sense. Like this store, p ants~ shirts, and then a bunch<br />

of' statues, me and you, nonsense, nonsense.<br />

Thu:<br />

A while ago when Iwaa <strong>do</strong>wnstair s thinking of you I thought<br />

you w~l'e like a gust; of wind that core s and goes. I came up<br />

he...,e , opened t;he <strong>do</strong>or, saw you and didn't worry arry more .<br />

Son: You h ven' t known clearly <strong>who</strong> I arn. You are still dream~ng .<br />

Tnu: I <strong>do</strong>n• t H.eed to know clearl y . ·rhis is enough.<br />

Son: I run an ornhan - no father 1 no mother,<br />

Thu :<br />

I kno"r.<br />

Son: I live by crawling around the streets and alleys. I live<br />

as a ic 0cket, snat ching and running. I live by stabbing .<br />

I 1 ve t:een locked up in a Heforma.tory. Then one night,, I<br />

<strong>do</strong>n ' t know why, I couldn' t bear it anymor e, I stabbed a guard<br />

to <strong>death</strong>. Then I ran, I ran in here . Took this set of<br />

clothes, hid behind the statues. And . •• the police encircled<br />

the building. lomorrow, tor1o r row morning, the police will<br />

f orce their way in here I ilJ be captured, imprinsoned,<br />

hanged, or a.t least pnt into


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Thu: A p rin&ess sleeuing in the forest. I am Hang, sleeping in<br />

the f rest . I know. Have I awa ened yet .. my love? Or must<br />

I wait till tho time when the east contains the rising sun?<br />

Son: I run here to wake you<br />

Thu : And tomorrow, dai..m, I will go ac1t into sleep. Night falls·<br />

" th e when '-;he s "liln rises?<br />

Son:<br />

Either way is the same thing.<br />

Thu : ~mn , <strong>do</strong>n' t r:Is e. Don ' t e ver rise again. I hate the sun.<br />

Oh, my love, whs.t time is it alr eady?<br />

Son: (excited) ? our ocloc~ . Certainly its a out four already.<br />

Four in the m rning. Now, what should ·we <strong>do</strong>?<br />

'rhu : W t . (a moment ) Do you hear anything?<br />

Son:<br />

The sound of the clock running. Tic Toe Tic oc. There.<br />

{in the silence the sound of the cl ck r esounds from the<br />

ac 1 -< like a hammer beatin g on a nail .four times Th,e .fea ing<br />

of being uushed, strangled, occu ies both of them)<br />

oth:<br />

There. (Son runs out, as ho wan r, s to sha e off the ghostly<br />

power f that feeling . He returns)<br />

Son: Four oclock. Go , Why so fast? (the tone is different) Thu .<br />

Thu: {as if su denly awairnning) I ' m here.<br />

Son: I f'eel dizzy• Jud i.enly I see things spinning,.<br />

Thu; (steps over to him) You t r e dizzy, or,. ••<br />

Son: No, I'm <strong>not</strong> hungry, I'm thir'3ty. Is there any wat er rare?<br />

Thu: '.J. here is, but <strong>do</strong>wnstairs. I' 11 go d wn and get some . You<br />

wait for me .<br />

Son:<br />

Thu:<br />

C me up right away.<br />

1 ht away. (she turns and goes to the <strong>do</strong>or, smiles, then<br />

exits. The sound of her footste s fades into the sil ence<br />

of the corri<strong>do</strong>r. A moment later the man grad~ally appears<br />

Rnd stands in uaok of 'on. "'j.lence. )<br />

Son: Where? You give it to me right away. Thu is g ing to co me<br />

up .


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Man: We have time. Don t t worry. Do you remember. Do you renember<br />

everything?<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

I remember.<br />

Come here. (Son follows him like a machine to the back curtain.<br />

he man pulls the curtain and goes close to t he glass <strong>do</strong>or at<br />

the be.ck . He stands still for a moment and t hen turns t h e<br />

l atch and pushes the <strong>do</strong>or strongly. The <strong>do</strong>or opens out onto<br />

the sky. The unfinished building seems clser. The geometric<br />

corners of those unfinished statues rise up, printing their<br />

wild image into the dark blue sky like thiluc chinese ink,,<br />

filled with stars) Over thare. (Son is h:r¥<strong>not</strong>ized, he mo ve s<br />

£orward,, ) Be c areful Son. Seven Floors. (he man suddenly<br />

sticks his head out, looks <strong>do</strong>wn at the s treet then ulls<br />

back in, his oack still towards Son) Damn, very hi gh. Just<br />

looking makes my body shiver . To me the depth has an attractive<br />

ghostly power, a deep pit, a deep valley, a deep well. 'l'ats<br />

my weak point. 'l'here were nights I stood here for hours. I<br />

enjoyed t he scary i'eeling of an action of .falling in the<br />

eternal depth •• • (Suddenly t he man turns back , stretches his<br />

arms in the middle of the <strong>do</strong>or .. His back still faces tm stree t .<br />

The wind outside blows his grey hair, he s cowls, staring directLy<br />

at Son. 3ut Son's face stares,, he is frozen in one place as<br />

though he's i n a defensive positon, but his eyes go beyond<br />

the man f ac ing him, further, directed $oward s ome blinking<br />

star very high up. ) I know what t hings you're thiking. You<br />

think that one only needs a sudden movement, then I'm ••••<br />

finished. right? rlut now the s uddenness is gone alre ady.<br />

And right after you 1 ve re al iz e d these dar k thoughts, t hen,<br />

after that, •• what will you <strong>do</strong>? The problem still is untouched.<br />

The poli ce st ill will look for you. Perhaps they can l ook f or<br />

you faster .<br />

Son: (calm) You' re wrong. I'm <strong>not</strong> thinking m ything at all .<br />

Man : You are staring a.t me .<br />

Son: dut I <strong>do</strong>n' t see you. From a moment ago, f rom the moment the<br />

<strong>do</strong>or o ened out onto the s ky, then I haven't seen you Eny:more .<br />

Man: Wm t <strong>do</strong> you see? What are you looking at so thoughtfuly?<br />

Son:<br />

At t he building being constructed on the other side of t he<br />

street and at the stars in the sky. You ha ve been attracted<br />

because of the depth. You're infatuated with the depth •<br />

As for my , it a pear s to be a height. From the time I was<br />

small, I only liked t he things stretching up . The birds flying<br />

away, l anes lost in the cl ouds. An unfinished high building.<br />

'l'he stars flickering very far away in the vault of the sky.<br />

I feel a vastness, cool . I .feel ••• (Then, Son is silent,<br />

the man looks at Son, no lding repeatedly)


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Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Man :<br />

I apologize for thinking badly of you. Continue. I'm sure<br />

that you have many interesting thoughts in your head, but<br />

haven•t yet had the opportunity to reveal them. dut, now<br />

its still early. ~e can t alk with each other a few minutes<br />

more . You said that you like height. hat else, Son?<br />

What else? I <strong>do</strong>n't understand. Its very difficult. I see<br />

things as complicated. Has there been a time when you've been<br />

loc1{ed up in a pitch dark apartment, a room without even a<br />

small win<strong>do</strong>w. I was once. And I found a strange peace of mind.<br />

The sad things was t hat there was a small <strong>do</strong>or opening out onto<br />

the sky, a hole to let me hear the sounds outside. In the dark<br />

silence then, I didn't think anything at all . 3ut ••• one piece<br />

of blue sky, one s .mnd of the ship in the port, one branch of<br />

s tree, a bit of win~ . That was something similar to me ,<br />

something excited. I wanted to break out •• I •• , . {rlut ~on is<br />

forced to stop. 'l'he mu£fled steps in the hallway are becoming<br />

cJe arer)<br />

(quickly shuting the <strong>do</strong>or) I didn't olose the latbh. To be<br />

certain •••<br />

Son: You give it to me .<br />

Man: { tal


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Son:<br />

Thinking about Thu.<br />

Thu:<br />

You're joking.<br />

~on: Don't you elieve me?<br />

Thu :<br />

I believe, but • ••<br />

Son:<br />

rlut what?<br />

Thu: Once in a while I see you far from me . You are thinking of<br />

sanething very terri )le.<br />

on: Thinking of you, thinking of the .future of the ilwe of us. Is<br />

that terri ble?<br />

Thu: The future - is that tmnorrow?<br />

Son: Our future egins fromt this night. a moment) Come out here.<br />

( on g es to the ba c k room, pulls wide the curtain. Thu<br />

follows. The two stop close to each mm other, looking out<br />

at the street. )<br />

Thu:<br />

Very close.(steps up close to t he glass <strong>do</strong>or., looks out onto<br />

the street) I think I c an jump over the glass <strong>do</strong> r . (Son steps<br />

up li


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Son:<br />

Are you finished being afraid yet?<br />

Thu: Finished alre ady. I 1 m really silly.<br />

Son:<br />

•rhu:<br />

Son:<br />

' ome in here.<br />

No, I want to stBnd here (gradually t urns around, looks d<br />

outside) I want to stand here foreve r . If, a while ago •••<br />

Don 1 t speak anymore, Thu.<br />

Thu: I'm finished being afraid. on, my love, I thought if I<br />

fell <strong>do</strong>wn, if I was careless and fell <strong>do</strong>wn then its finisre d .<br />

Nothing coul d e <strong>do</strong>ne.<br />

on: ::>ure .<br />

Thu: I t s convenient to b e li e that. The end of the story. End<br />

of both tomorrow and today. The end. I <strong>do</strong>n 1 t understand why<br />

I r emember my mother. I feel a so bbing in my h eart. I feel<br />

suff ereing, but choked with tears of happiness. When I say<br />

these things, you <strong>do</strong>nit ~augh at me , plea se. I read a sotry<br />

once and t this moment the lovers also talked lilrn this.<br />

right?<br />

Son: I • •• • I on ' t know . From time I was small, no one loved me .<br />

I haven't known wha t love is (su denly chru:iging his tone)<br />

Thu. hu, I ask you sincerely, <strong>do</strong> y · u •••• ?<br />

Thu: (turns and embra ces him) Yes, oh od, yes. I want to cry.<br />

on: (loJks outside to see) Look carei'ull y . Do you see anything?<br />

hu: The sky and sta rs. The night is still long.<br />

'on:<br />

Th e stars are gradually fading.<br />

Thu: Not at all . The night is still long. ( suddmly bo t h hold 11<br />

their breath. The bell of t he clock resounds one time. The<br />

air seems tense. .)ut 1 ts a very short sound. Thats all .<br />

ilence)<br />

Son: Oh, why is it only one s 0und? Four oclock was a long time<br />

ago, or ~ay o e its four- thirty.<br />

~ Th o es t he clock h ere beat ev ry half hour?<br />

Thu: I <strong>do</strong>n' t know, t h e r·e are so many clocks le re, r hey beat<br />

c onfusedly one after the other. 'r here are s one clocks that<br />

stri ke every thirty minutes. Jut only one strike so it mwt<br />

surely be four- thirty.<br />

3on: No , its five oclock .


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Thu: Impossible. If it were five , we ould have heard five strikes.<br />

Son:<br />

Never did we henr the clock strike every half hour.<br />

Thu: Maybe we didn' t pay attention. Oh 1<br />

God. 3efore I never paid<br />

attention to the clocks.<br />

~on:<br />

•ro me , I'm suro it must be five-thirty. Never mind, look<br />

over there. F.ruc A moment ago, I wanted you to see •••<br />

hu:<br />

Son:<br />

Wha t , darling?<br />

That building on the other side of the road.<br />

Thu : Oh yes, its very clear, isn't it1 3ut it looks so terrible.<br />

It <strong>do</strong>esn't :ta ve any form at all .<br />

Son: Jecause its still unfinished. Thu , <strong>do</strong> you know what I've been<br />

wishing I could <strong>do</strong>? No ,. <strong>not</strong> a knight. I <strong>do</strong>n• t know how to<br />

ride a horse, pa .s through seven dense jungles, climb up nine<br />

high mountains. And I <strong>do</strong>n't want to kill anybody either. I<br />

<strong>do</strong>n•t want to kill a man . I only wi.shed I could become a waker,<br />

a craftsman, a ricklayer. I wanted to mix limest ne with<br />

brown sand, I need a trowel and I would build every piece of<br />

brick t o ma.lee the wal higher and higher, to make the building<br />

bigger and bigger. I'm thirsty. I wish I coul finish the<br />

building on the other side.<br />

Thu:<br />

Son:<br />

Every afternoon, hms body covered with limestone and sand, he<br />

returns home . I wait to heDr your voice coming from far away.<br />

You 're singing the song of the workers on the othr side of t~<br />

street, t he song praising the ower of the arms, the blood<br />

of the heart and the fire of love. ( hu suddenly starts<br />

singing the song of the workers constructing the building on<br />

the other side, the song t al king of the muscle, the heart of<br />

a an <strong>who</strong> loves his 1 ife. 1<br />

'hu ts voice :is pure 1<br />

the air of the<br />

room becomes extraordinary. It seems to f!ll up with life,<br />

seems to be slightly filled with the ocean wind, white clouds<br />

in the til ue sky and the smiling life of the age of twenty.<br />

Suddenly, the song stops. The sound of the clock bell rings<br />

in the silence. Thu , clon count the sounds in their re a.d.<br />

Six s unds, slow, cle ar.)<br />

Six.<br />

Thu: Why Six, Strange .<br />

Son: Six oclock. It can't be.<br />

Thu: The clock strickes strangel y . We can•t trust it.


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... on:<br />

Son:<br />

Thu:<br />

If you ce.n.~ot trust the clock then what can we believe in?<br />

I feel as lost in a dark night. No sense of time. This<br />

afternoon you talked about a train going in the tunnel. Its<br />

exactly lik:e our c ase now.<br />

(joyful, yells) I figured that out already. The song of the<br />

worker across the street. Listening to the singing and then<br />

we c an know tho time. We <strong>do</strong>n't need clock s anymore. The song<br />

I sung a moment ago will be our time .<br />

What time <strong>do</strong> t hey go to work?<br />

Six-forty five. As soon as they start working, they sing.<br />

Son: .:>ix-forty five . Daytch!ne already.<br />

Thu: Daytime already. {a moment) I think of my prayer. Tomorrow<br />

morning.<br />

Son: (quic ly) Thu, listen to me . Now we'll wait. .See what<br />

happens. Tomorrow morning. we'll listen to the song. We'll<br />

find a way t o escape. We 1 11 get out of the tunnel.<br />

hu: We'll see the blue s ky and ripening rice,. right? (a moment)<br />

but ••••<br />

on: ·o buts at all. {a moment> I egret that we didn't h:tve wine<br />

here to drink. I want to get drunk .<br />

Thu:<br />

Do you know how to drink alchohol?<br />

Son: No . (tries to smile} We 'll drink water then. Sit here.<br />

(he nulls her <strong>do</strong>wn on a small chair next to the table ) I'm<br />

going to get some water (<strong>not</strong> waiting for Thu to answer, he<br />

turns away and goes outside, holding the unfinished glass of<br />

water. He raises the glass toward Thu then drinks it all .<br />

· hen, in a very natu r al gesture, he suddenly goes to the car ner<br />

of the sto~e , to t he curtain at t he back pulled back but<br />

still covering a corner. Hidden from Thu , he uplls out a nill<br />

from his shirt pocket and puts in in the glass ; he returns to<br />

his nlace. he holds the bottle and pours the water into tre<br />

glass and very slowly ste s toward Thu , She stands up) Now<br />

its your turn. Even wat~ r will make you drunk, my dear Thu .<br />

Go ahead and drink it . p:hu holds the glass, raises it to her<br />

motuh. Suddenly) Sto:(> l ( 1 'hu stops. A bit of hesitancy appears<br />

on the face of the boy} ~ Ok, thats ok. Go ahead ani<br />

drink it. Finish it up. ( .1.hu drinks it in one gu.lp m d puts<br />

the glass on the table, stands silently looking at Son) Thu .<br />

now,, I've rre.de my deeision. I'll have to continue to pl ay the<br />

role of the knight. You are correct. I already killed a very<br />

wicked man. but its <strong>not</strong> finisred yet. One more man. This man<br />

1s r eally the leader of a gang.. He will Kidnap you, But I<br />

have gone through seven den se jungles, crossed nine high mountains,<br />

and I ca.me in time. I promise that I'll protect you, Thu,


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even though I •11 be killed. To let you live. You must live.<br />

You know why?<br />

Thu: (as though in a dream) Speak, my darling.<br />

Son: To let eighteen years of my living in the streets be meaningf'ul .<br />

You understand?<br />

'rhu:<br />

I understand, but •• , but I a. lready prayed.<br />

on: We'll pray gain. t ow is the beginning. Pray. Say a prayer<br />

to Judd.ha.<br />

'l'hu: Is there enough time, darling. ( suddenly) I d:> n ·' t know why ••<br />

Son:<br />

{astonished) What, darling?<br />

Thu: No , <strong>not</strong>hing at all . Hut my head feels heavy. I feel dizzy,<br />

on: (touching her shoulders) Do y u f eel uncomfortable?<br />

fhu: No , <strong>not</strong> uncomfortable. I feel as though I'm rockign on a boat.<br />

'fhe boat is floating, blue water, blue sky.<br />

Son:<br />

You pray, you pray to duddha.<br />

Thu: No time , darling. The sky is blue. My eyes start getting<br />

heavy,<br />

3on: (holding rhusts :shoulders tightly) Pleas e~ God. Please,<br />

3uddha, speak.<br />

Thu: (trying) Please God. (then she slumps <strong>do</strong>wn)<br />

on: Oh, God. Thu. I1hu . ( on helps Thu to sit on the cahir.<br />

Thu slumps, puts her head on the table, immobile . Suddenly<br />

.:3on turns at the man <strong>who</strong> is st nding behind him.. Son raises<br />

his hand intending to put it on the re ad of Thu,. but hesitates,<br />

t akes i~ back. frightened:) You told me it was a sleepir:g<br />

pill ., ( 1 he rr.a n still looks at Son without spe a.king) Is :t t<br />

r ·ally a sleeping pill? (suddenly ) or ••• (The man suddenly<br />

o ens his mouth and bursts out laughing) Hey. Why <strong>do</strong> you Ja ugh?<br />

You tole me it was a sleeping pill,. (Stepping toward Thu,<br />

raises his hands, ut when his hands almost touoh her hair 1<br />

he stops and takes them back) Thu • •• sleeping is that right?<br />

In an hour Thu will awake again. You frighten me . You ma<br />

me afraid.<br />

Man: Are you sure ••• ,<br />

Son: (worrying) What ? Wh· t did you say?


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Man:<br />

But, if •••<br />

Son: 3ut if what? You already told me that • • •.<br />

Man: You trust me that much , huh? (in the silence, Son looks<br />

surprisedly at the man. Son <strong>do</strong>esn't understand, suspect, dare<br />

think of the idea hidden in the wcr ds of the man. When he<br />

speaks again his vo ice is still fil::e d with surprise~ His<br />

voice has the quality of questioning for <strong>not</strong> only the man but<br />

also for life)<br />

Son: But why? Why? Why Thu?<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Uestiny.<br />

Whits destiny? Its you <strong>who</strong> gave me the pill.<br />

Man: But i t s you <strong>who</strong> gave the pill to the girl. You see ? Why did<br />

the girl me et you? Why did you !'lleet me: Why? Try to answer<br />

me . The only thing clear is that we me t e ach other and each<br />

is obliged to play one role with each other until the curtain<br />

falls. The curtain hasn 1 t fallen yet .<br />

Son: The curtain hasn• t fall.en yet? What else <strong>do</strong> you want?<br />

Man: You want, <strong>not</strong> me . You forget tba t its you <strong>who</strong> a sked me , <strong>who</strong><br />

had agreed with me last night when you • •• •<br />

Son: (angrily) It~ <strong>not</strong> me alone <strong>who</strong> forgets. Its you. You fer get<br />

too.<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

What <strong>do</strong> I forget?<br />

You assured me t hat that jill is just a sleeping pill.<br />

Man: Oh, Cmle on, you planned too c arefully. Sleep or no sleep,<br />

whats the difference. Either ways is the same, either way •••<br />

(gesture toward t he background) You see, Well, l ets begin.<br />

Its almos t d aylight, Why? (Son still looks at the man,)<br />

Son: {suddenly changes his v :ice, sh akes hi s head) What else? I<br />

now have the u per hand, mister.<br />

I4ant<br />

(a bit surprised) What did you sty?<br />

Son: A moment ago I was still hesitant. Now I'm no longer hesitant.<br />

I've made my decis ion.<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

hat means •••<br />

<strong>Those</strong> words I spoke to Thu a moment ago, <strong>do</strong> you still remenb es<br />

them?<br />

Ye s , and so what?


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Son:<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

Th03 e were the truth.<br />

'rhat means you've been wishing to be a worker.<br />

No, a knight.<br />

And stab through the chest of' a wic'Lred man •••<br />

Son: Like you. Tha t is my decision.<br />

Man:<br />

You're <strong>not</strong> joking, are you?<br />

Son: At my age .. I <strong>do</strong>n 1 t know how to joke.<br />

Man: Very good. .out tre re 1 s one thing you forgot . 'i'here are rome<br />

policemen <strong>do</strong>wn there .<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

No . t myself will invite t hem up here. What else can I <strong>do</strong>?<br />

I d n t have a sword but I want to be a knight. Do you pemit<br />

me? (Son starts to turn away when the man quickly draws tb<br />

knife from his pocket. )<br />

No .<br />

8on: (calmly) You already threatened me once.<br />

Man:<br />

Thats why this time I'll try <strong>not</strong> to threaten you anymore.<br />

Son: Then just go ahead and s t ab me, So I won' t have to jump <strong>do</strong>wn<br />

from t his seventh floor.<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

You already told me the s am e t hing.<br />

Last night, I r emember .<br />

soon. Its diff erent.<br />

Wh ts the dif ference?<br />

ut now i t s g?ing to be dayl ight<br />

Excuse me , I'm using your own langi age.<br />

Son:<br />

Thats ok, but I repea t that now 1t s different because I 1 m<br />

different.<br />

Man: {looks a t ::>on) To me, you're still the same .<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

I just became a grown up adult.<br />

There are still ome more days left if I ' m <strong>not</strong> m:.S taken.<br />

Son: Jometimes you have to live hurriedly. Now I know myself very<br />

well.<br />

Man: Is that so? Thn. now what are you? Wl:a t have you turned ind>o?


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Son:<br />

Zero.<br />

Man· Oh, I thought it was something else. (laughing) :::io you ~ve<br />

thought that,. ••<br />

Son: Yes, I thought th.at I was very tough. rhats why I fbught , I<br />

stabb ed. I threatened. I ran away. I flattered, bent <strong>do</strong>wn,<br />

lied, all ~hat just to survdi.ve, just to breathe a little bit, _<br />

(paces bac l< and forth ) A l ittl e bit. Now its different,<br />

Man: (laughs) Now the Zero already knows lilimself' and ls going to<br />

revolt, right?<br />

Son: I <strong>do</strong>n 1 t understand whRt you've sRid. The only thing I know is<br />

that I'm no longer afraid of you. Well 1 goodby, (Son turn s<br />

away)<br />

Man:<br />

Are you determined?<br />

Son: Truly. I culdn't s e e any other way.<br />

Man: And, of c urse, y-you are going to report me ?<br />

<strong>do</strong>n:<br />

Man:<br />

I couldn't see a<strong>not</strong>her way t o pull the curtain <strong>do</strong>wn.<br />

You think they ' re going to ha ve p i ty on you?<br />

Son: No , but they' re <strong>not</strong> going to have pity n you either - that s<br />

enough.<br />

Man: (angrily) Wba t <strong>do</strong> you want?<br />

Son: (smiles sadly) I remember wh t you s ai d l ast night . You<br />

will permit me to repeat it? (hal f - joking, half- serious)<br />

I we.nted so many thing s , but now it s fin5.shed. {angrily)<br />

this boy i s only a Zero. Nothing left of f'or this lad to<br />

want and wish f'or.<br />

Befre<br />

Now<br />

Man : There i s still something. ( 1 'hen he steps toward Thu <strong>who</strong>'s<br />

still put her head on the t able unconsciously. He points the<br />

shining ,nife at the back of t he girl. ) There ' s still sone t hing .<br />

Son: Thu. (alughs ) Hey, Mister , <strong>who</strong> can die twice.<br />

Man : Oh, my little Son,, now I have the upper han . Miss Thus hasn' t<br />

died yet .• (Son is surprised) So far we ' ve been discussing on<br />

the hypothBsis that the pill she took is <strong>not</strong> a sleeping u ill.<br />

(opens his mouth to Augh} 3ut •• ,.<br />

Son: You are so complicated. Jut wby?


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Man: I never told a lie. Only those bad knights <strong>who</strong> can<strong>not</strong> fight<br />

well, only those men with com lexes like to lie. I already<br />

told you so, you remember?<br />

Son: (ste s forward) Thu ••••<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

rhu 1 s sleeping, you see.<br />

(steps forward. hisitantly. Slightly puts his hMd on Thu•s<br />

forehead. He puts his fac~ close to Thu 1 s . He stands up .<br />

A strange voice) What <strong>do</strong> you want?<br />

Man: (laughs) Its interesting. Now its your turn to pose a qta stdm.<br />

Interesting.<br />

' on:<br />

I'm <strong>not</strong> joking,.<br />

Man~ Your age d esn't kn w how to joke. I know. But at my age<br />

I no longer want to joke. (seriously) I'm <strong>not</strong> joking either.<br />

Son; Sh1t. Then what <strong>do</strong> you want? Speak out,<br />

Man: You already forgot what I told you last n:tght? I only want<br />

you to continue your part. Thats all . ( on looks at the man<br />

quietly) How? You still remember? Thu 1 s sleeping. Now its<br />

time for you to pick her up . Right? (Son is thinking of<br />

somet ing which has just come to his mind vaguely. He still<br />

<strong>do</strong>esn't believe it. He ~epeats the man 1 s sords, in a mo<strong>not</strong>on<br />

ous reading tone:)<br />

Son:<br />

I nick Thu u •<br />

Man: And then you go to that directi 1 :m over there (pointing t><br />

t he back)<br />

Son: That direction. That direction. The gl ass <strong>do</strong>or. (Son l augJ.s<br />

loudly, the way that the man laughs} Oh, God. I ' m really<br />

silly.<br />

Man: (surprised) What did you say?<br />

Son: No , <strong>not</strong>hing at all . How? I pick Thi up and carry her to that<br />

<strong>do</strong>or, right?<br />

Man:<br />

Right.<br />

Son: And then close to the <strong>do</strong>or, and then ••• (laughing) Then you<br />

stand right ehind us, right behind our back.<br />

Man: To open the <strong>do</strong>or for you. And also to enjoy the scenery of<br />

a little virgin girl in a pink dress falling in the blue sky<br />

filled with morning br eezes. Step ing lightly into the silence


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of the depths, the attract:tve ghostly power of' the depth.<br />

How could I let that rare occasion pass by? A J.ce t star. A<br />

falling leaf. An ang l slowly landing.<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

Two, two - mister.<br />

Why two?<br />

on: iJ:e too.<br />

Man : Why you to ? {shakes his head) Ah, I understand.<br />

Sonb<br />

It only takes a ve.ry light gest1 re.<br />

Man : Very light. Light, 3ut, ifanything comes, I have to warn<br />

you in adva.nce. I already primes you so.. You m ve the right<br />

to be suspicious. Its useless for me to sqy it again , particularly<br />

now. Now I only need to ask you one question: Wla.ts<br />

your plan?<br />

Son:<br />

I'm <strong>not</strong> used to planning.<br />

Man:<br />

1<br />

rhis is a selective problem.. You or the girl (gestures toward<br />

the gac '{ground. )<br />

Son: I <strong>do</strong>n't select. I 1 m only a Zero~ I can stay here sefely if'<br />

you keep your promise. 3ut for What? To ecorte a kind of • • •<br />

rat like you? ach person has his own destiny, mister. To<br />

y ou it is the dirty depth of holes, sewage. To me its differen t .<br />

Man: To J!r.ou 1 ts helght, You al eady told me and I remember. ou<br />

were orn Zero,. You were born to rise up. Ea.ch erron has<br />

his own destiny, you t re rj_ght, I have sy:m a thy for you. I ' m<br />

.ta telling the truth. ow, suppose I remind you a bout tra<br />

future •••<br />

Son: (laughing) Future? You again forget. All 11'1 J!llde up. I ofi'er<br />

you both the ~uture and tm past. The past for you to for get<br />

to keep you busy. To help you from hearing the sound oft!B<br />

clock. The future for you to chew gradually with all the<br />

canned food in these seven floors~ of the supermar ket.<br />

Everything I have is in front of me . I only have the present<br />

time . I have to hold it t ightly.<br />

Man: nd then l)mp right in. Your th ught.s are very funny. I want<br />

very much to continue the conversation, but, sorry that<br />

daylight is coming. Its going to be mo ming.,<br />

Son: (awakened) Daylight coming. (looks at the baclrground) Stars<br />

fading, sky brightening.<br />

Man: According to the plan, I•m sup n o~ed to open the <strong>do</strong>or for ynu<br />

ersonally. .Jut now , you•re only lone and me , It..11 have


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to be busy wi t h Miss Thu. ( suddmly) You understand why~<br />

You understand me . Then you go ahead, open the Chor.<br />

You'll have all the height in front of you. Sky, stars,<br />

wind, verythine,<br />

Son: (suddenly) I ask you one more thing (pointing to Thu) You<br />

promise me that •• •<br />

Ma.n: Of' course ..<br />

Son:<br />

Even when the moment Thu awakes.<br />

Man: '- nd sees me . Yes, it is complicated.<br />

Son:<br />

Man:<br />

The clock •• •<br />

You still believe the clocks here? (As s on as he finishes his<br />

words, the sound of the clock rises once. t that mo, ent,<br />

sounds f rom the streets below can be heard, the sounds of a c1tJ<br />

beginning to revive. And then the sounds fade away. The run<br />

i s rising. 'rhe sounds spread out and become a background andf<br />

from t hat, one by one, from the lower to the upper floor or<br />

the unfinished ouilding aaross the street rises many voices.<br />

The pa.le neon lights of the store f a c e the sunlight of the<br />

morning rays which c at the glass <strong>do</strong>or. Soth "' on and the man<br />

stand watch ing each other. Son hesitates)<br />

Son: The clock strikes correctly. Its six- forty five ..<br />

Man:<br />

Son:<br />

Mant<br />

Son '<br />

Man:<br />

That so?<br />

The song, <strong>do</strong> you hear it clearly?<br />

(listening) Not ver y clearly.<br />

In a moment it will be cl Jar. Day is coming UD to the top<br />

floor. Seven floor . you know. (the song can be heard mor e<br />

clearly. When he speak s , the man seems <strong>not</strong> able t o hide hi s<br />

emoti on. He tries to control himsel f • )<br />

Now, listen to me care.ful ly. I 'll let you listen to the 'th ole<br />

song. It mean s that I ' v alre ady accepted both of your condi tions.<br />

When the song is finished, I''ll ro unt to three. Af'ter that, if'<br />

you still hesitate, if you still show that you like the supermarket<br />

rats which a e all of li s including these gentlemen(points<br />

t o the wooden statues) If vou still show that Y?U are <strong>not</strong><br />

finished with this narrow r oom, if you still <strong>do</strong>n t want to hold<br />

tightly to whats in front of you, whats out there, wha t belong s<br />

to you, to jump right in and then of course, I ' ll be forced t o •••<br />

(gesturs meaningf'uly with the shining knire in his hand . The<br />

song can be heard mor clearly now. The workers have come .


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They have appeared on top of' the building on the other side<br />

o.f the street. The power of ar.ms of the workers fills up<br />

the store)<br />

Son: (as if hyp<strong>not</strong>ized) The power of the arms, the blood of the<br />

he· rt, and the fire of love. (he stP,ps f oward hu, lightly<br />

puts his hands on the shining bl ack hair o.fthe girl <strong>who</strong> is<br />

still sleeping soundly. Then he stR.nds straight. The knife<br />

of the mi:m is bright under the f'irst light ofthe morning. It<br />

still points at the back of the girl)<br />

Son (softly} Thu .<br />

Man : (tenderly) Love .<br />

Son: ( t..hinlting ) Maybe .<br />

Man: I have lived A. surprisingly interesting ni ht. Thmnk you very<br />

much. Love? I ••• • (stops a moment ) You're <strong>not</strong> ma.dz at me ,<br />

young on?<br />

on: (looking at the man) •ach man has his own destiny. Each<br />

person has his own. way ofliving. (as though r ecalling sorrething)<br />

You 1 re right, Do you still remember? (pointing 1D<br />

the background } Thats my only way of living. (The song suddenly<br />

stops. i.:>llence. 'on' s voice beconB s f irm) ·rhe song ts<br />

finished. You just go a.head andstar t .<br />

Man: The <strong>do</strong>or i s <strong>not</strong> ~ a t ched . You just push it lightly and it' l l<br />

open. ($on ~t eps towar d the ackground to the <strong>do</strong>or. The<br />

<strong>do</strong>or opens. The sunlight coming in fills uu the stor . The<br />

wind blows at the dark hair of' the young man. He slowl y<br />

turns back. The two l ook at each othe r . ~he young man is<br />

prepar:ing t o l aunch himself' into a new life where there is a<br />

Man: One .<br />

Son: Goodbye .<br />

f our- dir ectional space. The forty-year- old man tries to<br />

rema n a.t one place in an envir n.ment wher-e all life had<br />

stopped for a long time . ~on turns areound in a c:ir cle, Th e<br />

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attention to the girl <strong>who</strong> suddenly moves and awakes.<br />

clearly heard the voice ofSon)<br />

Thu<br />

Thu: {in a v ery sleepy voice) Son, oh, Son, my da:rling. I ' m here<br />

and PWa{e alre dy 1 but I'm still closing my eyes. I still<br />

want God to make things nice forever , and the night dark all<br />

the t ime. .rust go ahead and stand t;here and wait for me . I 'll<br />

be out rieht away. I know the way. I know the way even though<br />

I have my eyes closed. (~ hen Thu stands up, 6"",13 s closed, wal k s<br />

to the '-)11ckground, without stop ing toward her destiny. The<br />

light on her hair falls, shining black. He pick dress flies<br />

with the wind. he walks close to the man. The man stands<br />

irarrioblie in a gesture of a wooden s r.atue. The s hlning knife<br />

still at his right hand still po:lnting out straight ahead.<br />

Only his eyes are still living - the dei'ensive nature of an<br />

animal which is ushed into a c rner ofthe dense jungle. With<br />

the spirit oftreating life fatrly, ofk keeping a nromis e to<br />

himself, a rinciple of survival, the o<strong>not</strong>onous voice of the<br />

girl arises. ) Stay still my darling, <strong>do</strong>n 1 t speak , The<br />

night must be silent. I'll come close to you to wait f or the<br />

song. I ray to ~~ddha ~ We still have time, my darling.<br />

Night is still long. I want t l ove forever. Pb ase, God.<br />

Please, . ••• (the word Judd.ha is lost in space; fhu after Son<br />

no longer exists)<br />

voice of Thu: (lost in space) Sono., (silence. And then, in the c mer<br />

f the st r, still hidden and in the darkness, t e whispering:<br />

Mannequins: Thats all . t The water of the Hoang iver has already reached<br />

the sea. ;rha.ts the end of the story. {high voice) Love ,<br />

o"TI.eo and Juliette. (low voic e ) Love is just a cau qe . This<br />

is just a v0yRge , an adventure into the new measurement of<br />

space. (high voice) The f urth measurement f r e lity. (Choi r)<br />

Care . >ecans there's care, there ' s <strong>death</strong>. e <strong>do</strong>n •t car e f or<br />

space. We ' 11 be here forever.. A small and pretty space , but<br />

avery immense and infinite spac e , We <strong>do</strong>n ' t have time. We<br />

deny <strong>death</strong>. We deny deat h . Amen. (The word Amen is mixed with<br />

the whistle of a police siren on the street below. Ft>om afar<br />

the s iren of an ambulance is heard. Like the ghosts melting<br />

in the morning fog, the low goie e ~ the high voice e f the<br />

mannequins fades a.way out of the sunlight of :a new beautiful<br />

morning.<br />

The man silently ta.lees out a handkerchief, cleans his knife.<br />

carefully and puts it on the table. Ihen he slwly walks<br />

toward the mannequins and aecomes one ofthe , )<br />

The curtatn slowly falls in rhythm or.the step ofthe man.

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