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VOL. 1 ISSUE 1<br />
Fresh Meet<br />
Brave<br />
New<br />
Voices of<br />
Self<br />
Publishing<br />
EMERGING VOICES OF<br />
SELF PUBLISHING<br />
By The Book<br />
Austin In a Shoestring<br />
Just 5 Minutes<br />
with the Author<br />
COVER STORY<br />
LUISA<br />
PLANCHER<br />
PUBLISH AND DISTRIBUTED BY AUTHORS PRESS
DITOR’S<br />
OTE<br />
Read Up!<br />
The other day, I asked one of our authors to tell me her favorite things to read. Her answer: “I particularly<br />
enjoy reading the number of books I’ve sold at the end of the month. Personal emails start my day and I<br />
take more time in them when they come from my loves. Memes and GIFs they get me all the time. I read<br />
newspapers because I absolutely have to. Books that I’ve kept and re-read over the years, they’re the books<br />
that leave me in this constant state of wonderment. Books that I can never seem to figure out, they’re that<br />
good. And Atwood, when I need a touchstone for writing.”<br />
Does your list reflect the same desire for tradition and discovery, amusement and enrichment? I know mine<br />
does. For <strong>Authorial</strong> <strong>Magazine</strong>, our maiden issue, we aimed that high. Starting with the name—author. It<br />
broadcasts our commitment to our core inspiration in doing what we do and emphasize whom we put first.<br />
Next, our sections. Cover Story, Fresh Meet, Featured Works, and By the Book, are a tidy collection of<br />
uplifting true stories, family-friendly humor, and surprising, and useful information. We pride ourselves as<br />
creators. In most days, we are avid finders, filtering the endless amount of material available to all of us, all<br />
the time. We hope they reflect this and engage you by appearing entertaining, timeless, and collectible.<br />
The power of humanity and the extraordinary accomplishments of ordinary people—there’s more of that<br />
inside. We spoke to Luisa Plancher, author of The Strength of a Nation, for our cover story section. Allow<br />
her to take you into her headspace and reveal her true inspiration in everything that she does.<br />
Our featured works section starts off with poet Forrest Ingram, author of Love’s Liturgy, where he tells<br />
us all about his enduring love for his muse and shares a few excerpts from his book. Next is Harding<br />
Hedgpeth, also known as Brent, a pilot and a renegade when it comes to interpreting salvation. We close<br />
it off with Sylvia Stern, author of Walking Through Poetry, who touchingly shares the ups and downs of her<br />
publishing journey and the persistence of a dream.<br />
We’re also excited for you to get to know authors in our Fresh Meet section which features James Sinclair,<br />
highly regarded pathologist who shares his struggles with sexuality in a time of intolerance. We know<br />
Jeanne Enstad, author of A Journey of Hope to Heaven and Back, will steal your heart as she shares her<br />
experience in taking a trip to heaven, not once but twice. Marlene Burling, will walk you through her daily<br />
conversations in her sunroom with the son that matters the most.<br />
By the Book section includes quick viewing of brave works that tackle both controversial and emotionally<br />
charged topics from authors George Worthington, Kramer Elkman, and Lydia Greico. And lastly, we’ve<br />
included snippets of our short conversation with prolific author Sally Russell. We call it 5 Minutes with<br />
Author, but we never actually make it in five. We’re all grateful for Sally (not sow), with the biggest heart,<br />
for letting us extend the interview and nearly taking over her bedtime.<br />
Before we forget, this maiden issue will be up for grabs at the <strong>Texas</strong> Book Festival. Come and join us at<br />
our tent (115-116) and get a chance to meet our authors in person. We’ll throw in a couple of signed book<br />
copies while we’re at it.<br />
Can’t wait to meet you there and can’t wait for you to get to know and love our authors as much as we<br />
have grown to.
WHAT’S INSIDE<br />
6 Cover Story: Is the US Falling?<br />
10 Featured Works: Forrest Ingram<br />
A Man of Her Words:<br />
Muse and Musings of a Poet<br />
14 Selected Poems by Forrest Ingram<br />
20 Featured Work: Harding Hedgpeth<br />
24 Featured Work: Sylvia Stern<br />
My Self-Publishing Journey<br />
as a First-Time Author<br />
26 Selected Poems by Sylvia Stern<br />
36 Fresh Meet: James Sinclair<br />
38 Fresh Meet: Jeanne Enstad<br />
40 Fresh Meet: Marlene Burling<br />
44 By the Book: George Worthington<br />
45 By the Book: Kramer Elkman<br />
46 By the Book: Lydia Greico<br />
50 Lifestyle: Austin in a Shoestring<br />
54 Just 5 Minutes with the Author: Sally Russell<br />
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Cover Story<br />
Luisa Plancher<br />
Is the US Falling?<br />
The Reclamation of America’s<br />
Strength Through the Angel of God<br />
The state of American politics is an<br />
accumulated work of leaders and citizens<br />
in every generation. Its faith in freedom<br />
and democracy is more than the creed<br />
of its country—it is the inborn hope of<br />
its humanity.<br />
When we talk about politics, it’s almost<br />
expected to lead the discussion to power.<br />
And how do we assess power? Is it<br />
through firepower stockpiles, spending<br />
budget, or number of troops? Whether<br />
we like it or not, reality is that the one<br />
with the bigger gun calls the shots. In<br />
numbers, the US spends “more than<br />
$700 billion a year on its military, which<br />
is not only more than any other nation,<br />
but more than the next 14 biggest<br />
spenders combined.” There’s no denying<br />
that we live in an era where nations<br />
have an estimated stockpiles of more<br />
than 20,000 warheads. Looking at the<br />
hard news and the current shifts in<br />
geopolitics, it’s hard to say how much<br />
more heat can nations take before they<br />
reach the tail end of their fuse.<br />
This train of thought, this heavy<br />
concentration on hardware, is what<br />
author Luisa Plancher wants to break<br />
away from. There is a soft side to<br />
strength that is equally powerful and<br />
influential. Lately, America’s charm and<br />
might have slowly been declining. It’s<br />
influence is not as potent as it used to<br />
be in other nation in terms promoting<br />
policies. Gone are the days when the<br />
US can mediate two conflicting nations,<br />
bring them in one table, and discuss<br />
an out through peace treaties. As for<br />
its domestic status, while many of its<br />
citizens continue to prosper, others<br />
doubt the promise—even the justice—<br />
of its own country. The ambitions of<br />
some are derailed by gender bias, failing<br />
medical and academic systems, and<br />
tolerated prejudice. And sometimes<br />
differences between its people run so<br />
deep, it would seem as though they are<br />
sharing a continent, not a country.<br />
Some would go on and dare to say that<br />
it can afford to be petty in politics,<br />
because the stakes of conflicts are not<br />
as high compared to other nations.<br />
America is nowhere near in danger of<br />
going out of business. Its economic<br />
prowess, despite the declining popularity<br />
rate from international communities,<br />
remain intact. America is rich and will<br />
continue to be in many more fruitful<br />
years to come. But many believe that the<br />
stakes for America are never ever small.<br />
If the US does not lead the cause for<br />
economic independence and freedom<br />
from foreign rule, it will not be led by<br />
any other nation.<br />
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The re-claiming of America, its old<br />
might and valor, is what motivated<br />
author Luisa Plancher to write her book,<br />
The Strength of a Nation. She believes<br />
that for America to be great again, it has<br />
nothing to do with who is the current<br />
president only. It takes more than that.<br />
It is a combined effort from all its<br />
leaders and citizens, to come together<br />
in order to shift the nation’s focus away<br />
from military defenses and political<br />
maneuvering.<br />
“I prayed for years and years, asking<br />
the Lord our God, our creator, to show<br />
me what his will is, and to guide me in<br />
finding answers to our problems. And<br />
I discovered that the answers to our<br />
national and international conflicts can<br />
be found in the religious arena. Yes, the<br />
same awesome force that created the<br />
world; the same awesome force that<br />
prompted the pilgrims to come to this<br />
blessed shore and create this new nation,<br />
the USA. This same awesome force is<br />
about to unite us all together, and make<br />
our nation great and strong, again. And<br />
once again we can become a beacon<br />
of hope for humanity, and inspire all<br />
other nations in the world to trust our<br />
creator, and come together and form the<br />
kingdom of the Lord. This new kingdom<br />
will have a new king: Jesus Christ, and<br />
its capital will be in Jerusalem, in Israel,<br />
the final frontier,” shared Plancher.<br />
In her book, she discusses the need for a<br />
new commitment from both leaders and<br />
citizens to live out their nation’s promise<br />
through courage, civility, and most of<br />
all, faith. As the US continues to engage<br />
the world, shaping a balance of power<br />
that favors tolerance and freedom, the<br />
anchor, however, needs to be unearthed<br />
and re-rooted upon a shared belief<br />
structure. A principled approach guided<br />
by the spiritual. Its tact needs to come<br />
from a place of compassion and not<br />
from ego. Plancher shares in detail her<br />
well thought out plans of restoring<br />
the US real strength. She thinks the<br />
strategies that were carried out following<br />
9/11, from diplomacy to Middle-<br />
Eastern intervention, are not permanent<br />
fixes. They will not hold international<br />
relations much longer. She believes that<br />
only religious ideologies can restore<br />
peace throughout the world.<br />
Speaking of freedom, Plancher wishes<br />
to emphasize that having freedom does<br />
not equate having the right to hurt.<br />
Freedom and power bring responsibility.<br />
And that responsibility, which rests<br />
upon an assembly, needs to be checked<br />
and balanced constantly. Coming from<br />
an Italian heritage, Plancher knows all<br />
too well the pain that comes along with<br />
fighting for freedom as her father was in<br />
the army during the world wars. She has<br />
personally seen the horrors of fighting.<br />
She is prepared to do whatever it takes<br />
to prevent the recurrence of war.<br />
Plancher’s proposed ideas range from<br />
simple changes to possibly radical<br />
modifications. Her thoughts on the<br />
construction of the great wall– is in<br />
aligned with the incumbent president<br />
Donald Trump’s rationale that building<br />
a taller and stronger wall will decrease<br />
incidents of illegal immigration<br />
imbalance, drug smuggling, violence<br />
and crime. In her book, she also talks<br />
about the Jewish and Arab communities,<br />
where the real conflict came from and<br />
how they need to go back to their roots<br />
of peaceful co-existence. She writes<br />
about her ideas in a way which is easy<br />
to read and understand which is great<br />
for readers who are not knee-deep<br />
about politics.<br />
The Strength of a Nation is a thorough<br />
discussion on politics, with sufficient and<br />
relevant cultural context to the way the<br />
world has changed, grounded on higher,<br />
spiritual thinking. Plancher She believes<br />
that a nation cannot be strong if it<br />
doesn’t have faith and belief in God. For<br />
her, inspired by visits from the angel of<br />
God, she believes that “In the Kingdom<br />
of God, the rich become richer and the<br />
poor and sick become rich and healthy.”<br />
In connection to angels, after the<br />
Declaration of Independence was<br />
signed, Virginia statesman John Page<br />
wrote the famous letter to Thomas<br />
Jefferson that said: ‘We know the race<br />
is not to the swift nor the battle to the<br />
strong. Do you not think an angel rides<br />
in the whirlwind and directs this storm?”<br />
The story goes on.<br />
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Featured Work<br />
A Man of Her Words:<br />
Muse and Musings<br />
of a Poet<br />
A Sonnet<br />
About love, the masters rarely err:<br />
They sing of raging storms disturbing the deep<br />
Reservoirs of lovers’ love who brave steep<br />
Precipices to kiss. Such fiery feelings stir<br />
A colony of scissor tongues and propagate a whir<br />
Of evil Iagos. In agony, true lovers weep<br />
For imperfection, for pain at parting. Sleep<br />
Wakes fears their passions are mere gossamer.<br />
But Love, when I see you, dark anxious night<br />
Breaks into promising day. In our private bower<br />
The cynics’ tongues are dumb to terrorize<br />
Our knowing flesh. Armed with amour, we fight<br />
To find alone that God-blessed perfect hour<br />
Where worry dies and fun new fills our lives.<br />
–Forrest Ingram<br />
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Back in the day, in school, poems<br />
are mostly taught as riddles. Do<br />
you remember how we often read<br />
passages that build up meaning by<br />
hiding meaning? Like it’s keeping<br />
something away from the reader. The<br />
way we’ve been taught, we get the<br />
notion that—compared to essays, short<br />
stories, novels—poems are inherently<br />
more complex. They require deep<br />
thinking. Some poets have the habit of<br />
deliberately obscuring the meaning to<br />
create a deeper mystery.<br />
But there are those who don’t complicate<br />
the simple just to make it harder for<br />
the reader to understand. Those who<br />
don’t rely on hiding meaning, which is<br />
in a way, a shortcut to being mysterious.<br />
Poets who create to let us experience,<br />
understand, and interpret. Come to<br />
think of it, they say there is an art to<br />
reading poetry. It doesn’t begin by<br />
making us feel lacking, or prompt the<br />
necessity to think about ideologies or<br />
unearth some distant form of knowledge<br />
within us. It begins with simply reading<br />
the words on the page, surrendering to a<br />
thought, and letting it lead us to a portal<br />
of infinite possibilities.<br />
And if there is such a man or a woman<br />
out there, made of honest poetry, what<br />
would be the proof? Is it his or her<br />
achievements? Is it his or her words? Or<br />
is it the presence of another human?<br />
For Forrest Ingram, author of a poetry<br />
book Love’s Liturgy, he tells us that he<br />
stopped writing poems when his life<br />
force passed away. His muse. His wife,<br />
Ann. The book is a collection of their<br />
every day. A totem of their delicate but<br />
everlasting love for each other which<br />
span for over 30 years. Together, they<br />
were peas and pods. Or jam and peanut<br />
butter. Two beings, human as can be,<br />
that always balance each other out.<br />
Before Ann came along, Forrest was<br />
living a god-centric life. He grew up<br />
in Chicago and spent his formative<br />
years with the Jesuit order. He studied<br />
English and received an offer to go to<br />
Alabama and earned his masters degree<br />
in Philosophy. Ordained by a Jesuit<br />
priest, he received a grant to study<br />
Comparative Literature in Los Angeles.<br />
He came back later on to live in Loyola,<br />
New Orleans and landed a job there<br />
as the Editor-in-Chief of the New<br />
Orleans Review.<br />
Soon after that, he met his first wife,<br />
which he took as a cue to leave the<br />
Jesuit order. He was offered a couple<br />
more teaching and editing posts until he<br />
got the chairman position at Roosevelt<br />
University’s English Department. His<br />
wife had been a lawyer which, in a way,<br />
opened up a new passion in him to take<br />
up law at night.<br />
As Forrest went about building his<br />
reputation in the academe, Ann was in<br />
the middle of saving hers. The first time<br />
Forrest and Ann met was not the most<br />
pleasant experience. He wanted to see<br />
her personally about her grades. She<br />
was told that she needed to meet him<br />
if she wanted to finish her degree. She<br />
was both nervous and furious. When she<br />
entered the room, his toes were on his<br />
desk. But the mood changed when she<br />
walked up to him. He was attractive for<br />
her. As she was to him.<br />
The instant attraction they shared was<br />
kept at bay. Both were married at that<br />
time. Ann, born and raised by a Jewish<br />
family, was going through a rough patch<br />
in her marriage. Not long after, Ann<br />
left. Her marriage ended. She tried to<br />
search for meaning elsewhere and went<br />
to New York.<br />
While they remained in touch, checking<br />
in on each other from time to time, Ann<br />
met her second husband in New York.<br />
She and her new husband tried to build<br />
the life they’ve envisioned together.<br />
But after being married for months,<br />
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her husband contracted a serious illness<br />
which led to his early demise. While<br />
grieving for her loss, she decided it’s best<br />
to go back to Chicago to be with her<br />
parents and leave New York behind.<br />
As for Forrest, after Ann got married<br />
in New York and moved up there, his<br />
marriage came to a breaking point. He<br />
and his wife initiated a divorce. He<br />
went on with his life, completed his law<br />
studies, and started practicing law.<br />
As fate would have it, it just so<br />
happened that Ann’s aunt had gone to<br />
school with the uncle of Forrest’s exwife.<br />
The uncle called and told her aunt<br />
about the divorce. Ann’s aunt called her<br />
and said “I have something to tell you<br />
about Forrest Ingram.” She started to<br />
cry, thinking something happened to<br />
him and said, “You’d better not have<br />
anything bad to tell me about him.” The<br />
aunt said, “He’s getting divorced.”<br />
Forrest recalls how Ann told him that her<br />
“tears rolled back up her cheeks into her<br />
eyes” when she heard her aunt say those<br />
words. She also found out from her aunt<br />
that Forrest was employed in a law firm<br />
downtown. She called and left him a<br />
message. But the receptionist forwarded<br />
the message not to Forrest but to another<br />
attorney. The same attorney called her<br />
which she did not pick up. Ann called again<br />
and told the receptionist the exact same<br />
words: “The Forrest Ingram I know would<br />
have called me.” The receptionist gave the<br />
message, this time to Forrest. He called<br />
her finally. They got together for dinner,<br />
the first of the many dates that followed.<br />
They became inseparable. For 25 years, they<br />
devoted their lives to one another. Forrest<br />
collection of poetry, Love’s Liturgy, celebrates<br />
the love they have for each other before<br />
Ann’s passing. Each of the events is sacred,<br />
awe-inspiring, uplifting, profound. He hopes<br />
true lovers will read these poems and be<br />
inspired by them to enjoy and revere their<br />
own love lives.<br />
These poems focus on momentous events<br />
remembered yearly: the mystical birth of<br />
Ann, the magic of the lovers’ seemingly<br />
ordinary first date, the heart-and-soul<br />
rocking experience of the first time they<br />
made love, and their eternal and formal<br />
commitment to one another in marriage. The<br />
volume also includes numerous love poems<br />
highlighting everyday rituals, like sharing a<br />
kiss when Forrest comes home from work.<br />
The poems are gathered into groups,<br />
celebrating the cycle of the lovers’ feast days,<br />
plus a special section for “ordinary time”<br />
expressions of love. Just as the Christian<br />
liturgical cycle begins with the birth of the<br />
central figure of Christianity, so does this<br />
volume begin with the birth of the poet’s<br />
muse and the central figure of all these<br />
love poems.<br />
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Featured Work<br />
THE STUDY OF INSPIRING POETRY<br />
Shall I compare thee to a Shakespeare sonnet?<br />
Thou art more musical than his chorus lines<br />
Of tapdancing iambs with their twirling bonnets<br />
Or pirouetting dactyls. Thy vaudeville shines<br />
Brighter than his cleverest conceits.<br />
No love scene has he penned that’s hotter than<br />
Thy sizzle in the stir-fry ‘neath our sheets<br />
Where, burning, thy beauty makes me most a man.<br />
His perfect phrases are printed in men’s minds<br />
Less deeply than thy body on my soul.<br />
Though every morn we part, my spirit finds<br />
Thee always in me, and we two, one, are whole.<br />
His readers rightly call his metaphors “fresh”.<br />
But I much prefer the poetry of thy flesh.<br />
THE EDGE OF THINGS<br />
We hold one another trembling<br />
on this ball swirling through space.<br />
Your right hand hats my head<br />
to protect my naked pate<br />
against attacks of time and hate.<br />
I press your dancer’s body<br />
against my chest, my nose nuzzling<br />
your aromatic neck. I need you<br />
safe against nightmares and pain.<br />
We stand on the edge of things,<br />
thankful, afraid. It is day<br />
but night lingers on the horizon.<br />
It is night, but day will dawn.<br />
by Forrest Ingram<br />
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BREEZE ON YOUR BREASTS<br />
I am the whisper of a wild wind<br />
Whistling your attention to me.<br />
You hear, harken, look round,<br />
But no, no one, it appears, is near.<br />
But that’s my airy hand<br />
Fluffing your bountiful sexy tresses.<br />
You sit in the shade of a cedar<br />
And feel something, my breath, on your cheeks.<br />
You suck in air, and, over your lips,<br />
My unsubstantial tongue touches yours.<br />
I see you stretched in the sun--<br />
Who is that you feel caressing<br />
Your bikini-clad body, your fulsome breasts<br />
Half covered by a skimpy bra?<br />
Imagine me and know it’s true.<br />
PRIVATE GARDEN<br />
Propped on our love seat couch,<br />
Surrounded by green things growing,<br />
We joy in one another’s hearts,<br />
Sip Bombay Sapphire martinis and, in love,<br />
Nibble pretzels, almonds, fingertips,<br />
The healthy spiciness of multi-graced living.<br />
Too long have the hours held our bodies,<br />
Like magnets straining toward perfect union,<br />
Apart. Now, lost in each other’s gaze,<br />
We hear, as distant reverberations, our voices,<br />
The clean piping of a native Indian soul-song.<br />
Blessed by ivies and jades, we are attended<br />
By angelic dieffenbachias, ficuses, and ferns,<br />
The Song of India, the Chinese evergreen,<br />
Norfolk pine, two-trunked rubber tree,<br />
The three-in-one croton on oriental base<br />
And occasional bursts of red and white roses.<br />
Yet we carry our Eden with us where we go.<br />
It knows storms, terrors, invasions, wars,<br />
But God gave us gates no intruder may enter<br />
Where we, embowered in our green-growing love,<br />
Know nothing but the paradoxical peace and deep<br />
Excitement of loving, the blessing of God.<br />
It knows storms, terrors, invasions, wars,<br />
But God gave us gates no intruder may enter<br />
Where we, embowered in our green-growing love,<br />
Know nothing but the paradoxical peace and deep<br />
Excitement of loving, the blessing of God.<br />
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Featured Work<br />
ABOVE THE GROUND<br />
I know how your feet<br />
dance above the ground when you walk<br />
how you throb in my mind<br />
when you stand in the kitchen making dinner<br />
how your fingers excite my fancy<br />
when you cut a red pepper<br />
how your eyes make my heart explode<br />
when you look up from Bon Appétit<br />
I feel how your little finger<br />
adjusts my temperament, my day<br />
how your leg over mine at night<br />
is stronger surety than castle walls<br />
how lying beside you on the beach<br />
shoos away anxiety, relaxes me utterly<br />
how dancing with you transports me<br />
into an Eden of you and me<br />
Poems by Forrest Ingram<br />
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Featured Work<br />
A Pilot’s Takeoff:<br />
Deconstructing the<br />
Assurance of Salvation<br />
They say that literature is for everybody,<br />
but writing isn’t. We don’t all have a<br />
book in us. Working for the literary<br />
industry all these years have taught<br />
me that although we all have stories<br />
to tell, very few of us have a book<br />
worth writing.<br />
John Milton said that “a good book<br />
is the precious life-blood of a masterspirit,<br />
embalmed and treasured up on<br />
purpose to a life beyond life.” For most<br />
of us, literature is about standing on the<br />
shoulders of giants. It allows us to see<br />
beyond, and understand more than our<br />
own little slice of time and space.<br />
The purpose of literature is not to<br />
represent but to re-present. To hold up<br />
that mirror in a light that enables us to<br />
see reality, both reflected and refracted.<br />
In the same vein, if literature is part of<br />
the reality that we all live in, is there<br />
more to literature than the cover page,<br />
the interior content, the spine, and the<br />
overall message it’s trying to convey?<br />
Can literature actually reveal the truth?<br />
Can it save us from lies?<br />
When I met Harding Hedgpeth,<br />
pilot and author of the book The<br />
Hope of Salvation, he was on his way<br />
to Greenland with his wife for their<br />
vacation. He shared how they went<br />
through a rough patch and nearly<br />
separated for good. But in the end,<br />
they pushed through and worked out<br />
their problems. Harding, nicknamed<br />
Brent, jokingly said that they couldn’t<br />
be happier that the “divorce didn’t<br />
work out.”<br />
Marriage, like everything else, comes<br />
with certain promises. Assurances<br />
that need to be met. When it comes<br />
to salvation, religion interprets it in<br />
different ways. Most, if not all of us are<br />
taught, that if you do what you are told<br />
to do, you will enter the kingdom of<br />
heaven.The soul will be eternally saved.<br />
Brent had the same belief system<br />
for many years. He was raised by a<br />
Christian family. He was taught that, as<br />
a Christian, ”no matter what happens,<br />
you’re saved.” A privilege for the few.<br />
This is a common notion among<br />
believers of the faith.<br />
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Brent, like most men and women<br />
pursuing careers of their own and<br />
chasing their dreams, did not have much<br />
time for the bible, up until the time he<br />
turned 40. A sudden change happened<br />
in him. He started going through<br />
the pages of the bible and studied it<br />
thoroughly. A passage by John made an<br />
impression on him which says:<br />
John 17:3<br />
Now this is eternal life: that they<br />
know you, the only true God, and<br />
Jesus Christ, whom you have sent.<br />
To substantiate his bible readings,<br />
he did the research and came across<br />
different interpretation of salvation. In<br />
his book, he gives detailed takeaways<br />
as to how we may have misunderstood<br />
salvation. His arguments start with the<br />
knowledge that bible is written from two<br />
perspectives: God’s and man’s. Having<br />
said that, it explains seemingly contrary<br />
passages that suggest on one hand, that<br />
one cannot lose one’s salvation, and on<br />
the other hand, some have fallen away.<br />
From God’s perspective, his chosen ones<br />
cannot be lost. From man’s perspective,<br />
some have fallen away from “the faith.”<br />
He starts out with a brief look on the<br />
difference between Calvinism and<br />
Armenianism. Calvinists believe that<br />
salvation for “believers” is gained during<br />
his or her lifetime. That it cannot be<br />
lost, no matter what happens in the<br />
“believer’s” lifetime. Armenianism,<br />
however, teaches its followers that<br />
salvation can be gained and it can also<br />
be lost in a “believer’s lifetime.” They<br />
believe that people can be saved, but as a<br />
consequence of their poor choices, they<br />
can lose their salvation. Both viewpoints<br />
are supported by the bible. Calvinists<br />
refer to John 6:37 to illustrate that a<br />
believer cannot lose his or her salvation<br />
which says:<br />
John 6:37<br />
All that Father gives Me shall<br />
come to Me, and the one who comes<br />
to Me I will certainly not cast out.<br />
On the Armenians side, they refer to the<br />
following biblical passage:<br />
Hebrews 6:4-6<br />
For in the case of those who have<br />
once been enlightened and have<br />
tasted of the heavenly gift and<br />
have been made partakers of the<br />
Holy Spirit, and have tasted the<br />
good word of God and the powers<br />
of the age to come, and then have<br />
fallen away, it is impossible to<br />
renew them again to repentance,<br />
since they again crucify to<br />
themselves the Son of God and put<br />
Him to open shame.<br />
This is where Brent’s logic shines when<br />
he points out that although both beliefs<br />
are definitely backed by the bible,<br />
however, man and God’s perspective<br />
differ in as far as knowing who will be<br />
saved and who will not be.<br />
Brent further explains the pathway to<br />
salvation, which is exclusively through<br />
Jesus Christ. He reveals who Jesus is<br />
from the scripture, because one must<br />
accurately characterize Jesus in order<br />
for belief to have any meaning. Further<br />
demonstrating the importance of the<br />
bible in one’s salvation journey. He<br />
answers important questions in getting<br />
to know Jesus, which is to start his<br />
“I am” passages where in he provided<br />
direct clues about his true nature. “The<br />
bread of life,” where he hints on how<br />
spiritually consumes his words will live<br />
an eternal life.<br />
On his third act, the author discusses<br />
the paths that lead away from salvation<br />
which consists of many. While there<br />
is only one way to salvation, there are<br />
many paths away from it. He points<br />
out the “falling from grace” those who<br />
appear to be God’s chosen ones, and<br />
speak to the dangers of “assurance<br />
teaching” and the deceptions that<br />
come with it. Then follows a thorough<br />
discussion on God’s elect, specifically<br />
focusing on their characteristics.<br />
He’s referring to God’s servants on<br />
earth, the ministers, priests, and those<br />
ordained by God.<br />
“Religious leaders don’t have an inside<br />
track to salvation,” says Brent. Those that<br />
appear to be saved, ministers, preachers,<br />
pastors, and other leaders of churches,<br />
have been called out by Jesus himself at<br />
one point in the bible as “people who<br />
honor him with their lips, but their<br />
heart is far away from me.” Brent points<br />
out that there is assurance of hope<br />
among them in their teachings but it<br />
should not be confused as an assurance<br />
of salvation. As his final argument, he<br />
shares the common “assurance passages”<br />
that preachers “hang their hat on.”<br />
He discusses in detail from scripture<br />
that these passages should not be<br />
misconstrued as assurance of salvation.<br />
Brent has devoted nearly 5 years of his<br />
life understanding what needs to be<br />
done, while we’re still here, in order to<br />
be saved.<br />
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Sylvia Stern<br />
My Self-Publishing<br />
Journey as a<br />
First-Time Author<br />
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When I think about my poetry writing,<br />
words, thoughts, and ideas run through<br />
my veins while I’m walking. Then I<br />
would continue to say the words and<br />
lines until I get to the house and open<br />
up the computer where I would put<br />
them all together. I love writing on the<br />
computer. When I’m done, I would<br />
read them to my husband. Then send<br />
them to a friend through email and she<br />
would give her suggestions. Then I go<br />
back to the work, do the edits, and send<br />
them again.<br />
Because I enjoy writing poetry so much<br />
and it lifts my spirits in difficult times, I<br />
wondered if it would help others, or at<br />
least bring out a smile or laughter.<br />
That’s how the brave and foolish idea<br />
of publishing a book of my poetry<br />
began to form. The idea of following my<br />
dream. I found out that Inspiring Voices<br />
publishes poetry for a reasonable price. I<br />
decided to publish a children’s book and<br />
an adult book. They designed the covers<br />
and arranged the poetry into chapters I<br />
had decided. The books looked nice and<br />
it wasn’t too expensive. But the publisher<br />
didn’t help promote the book. I’m not<br />
good at promoting my own books so I<br />
was left with boxes of books.<br />
Later on, a book signing was set up<br />
for me at a local coffee shop. I paid for<br />
advertising in a larger city newspaper<br />
and I sold a few more but I still had<br />
piles of books. I took my children’s<br />
books to a few bookstores, but they said<br />
that, because I was unknown, they would<br />
not sell them.<br />
I received a couple of not so good<br />
feedback about the book. I was told<br />
that the cover was not attractive to both<br />
girls and boys. The fun of publishing<br />
my own books was fading with each<br />
comment from people admitting that<br />
they didn’t care much about poetry.<br />
They didn’t understand or enjoy poetry<br />
and preferred to read a story instead. If<br />
you go to a library or bookstore, you’ll<br />
see how little space is given to poetry.<br />
Poetry is hard to sell. Poets have always<br />
been famous for being poor even in the<br />
old days. Only a few make it, establish a<br />
name for themselves, and make a living<br />
out of their work.<br />
I never thought that my poetry would<br />
make me famous or rich. When I look<br />
through my first editions, I agree that<br />
more editing could have been done.<br />
While I was stuck with boxes of books, I<br />
felt really down. I thought I would have<br />
to accept the idea that I made a mistake.<br />
But I did meet a few people who loved<br />
reading my poetry to their grandchildren<br />
and memorized them. Parents who read<br />
them to their kids. I also have friends<br />
who told me they enjoyed reading my<br />
poetry in the morning before they start<br />
their day. There were also a few cancer<br />
survivors who told me that my adult<br />
book was a great comfort to them while<br />
recovering.<br />
My hopes started to build up again<br />
when a consultant from another<br />
publishing firm. This man, who’s name I<br />
will not reveal in this article for security<br />
purposes, told me he was sad because<br />
my books weren’t selling. He had a good<br />
idea on what to do and how he would<br />
promote my books. I refused and refused<br />
a couple of times. Until I gave in again<br />
for the sake of my dream, and agreed to<br />
let him do what he said he would for a<br />
fixed price.<br />
The company designed new covers,<br />
edited my work, made a website for me.<br />
But I received a lot of feedback from<br />
people telling me that the new cover for<br />
the children’s book was too babyish and<br />
it would make the book look like it was<br />
suited for pre-kindergarten children.<br />
But the contents are for older children.<br />
Choosing the right cover is so important<br />
to me because that is what people see<br />
first. I realized the cover was not a good<br />
too late, I already gave my approval on<br />
the design.<br />
Everything was very costly. When one<br />
promotion didn’t bring in any results,<br />
I was asked to advertise in newspapers<br />
that were too liberal for my taste and<br />
not a good fit for my poetry. They were<br />
very expensive and brought no results<br />
in sales. They also arranged interviews<br />
for me that were aired at times when<br />
my potential conservative readers were<br />
mostly likely not listening. I felt like<br />
a fool with a shriveling bank account.<br />
I decided to let it all go and consider<br />
it all a learning experience in the hard<br />
knocks of life.<br />
For new authors, it’s important that you<br />
do substantial research online and go<br />
through reliable journals or magazines,<br />
forums, for writers. Also, you have to<br />
learn to accept rejections and know that<br />
self-publishing costs money, no matter<br />
who you work with. Some publishing<br />
companies do not have the heart that is<br />
needed to get you through the process<br />
and promote your book in the right<br />
places for your style of writing.<br />
I don’t regret my time spent writing<br />
poetry because it was a wonderful period<br />
in my life. I would like my books to be<br />
found by the readers who enjoy them<br />
and be encouraged by their positive<br />
content. I would like children to discover<br />
my books and enjoy their nonsense, fun<br />
and even be encouraged to write their<br />
own poetry.<br />
As I stated before, my writing usually<br />
starts with a walk. It has been a long<br />
time since I last wrote a poem. I’m<br />
guessing it’s probably because of my<br />
publishing frustration. It may come back<br />
to me someday. I still write children’s<br />
plays for a school’s forensic program.<br />
I have temporary writer’s block every<br />
now and then, but I learned to let the<br />
frustration go. The moment I do, I can<br />
write again.<br />
About the author: Sylvia Stern never<br />
gets tired of seeing beautiful things. Just<br />
the other day, she and her husband were<br />
taking pictures of a road with maples<br />
in fall colors forming a canopy over the<br />
road. Nature is her favorite subject but<br />
she also writes about feelings, memories,<br />
and things that make her laugh. She<br />
enjoys watching the sky. Her other<br />
interests include collecting and reading<br />
books from old poets before 1900. She<br />
also likes history which gives her an<br />
idea about what people thought about,<br />
enjoyed, and celebrated in the past.<br />
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Wolf River<br />
A road hugs the curve of Wolf River<br />
Like a snake coiled around rocks.<br />
Spring thaw overflows into marshes.<br />
Deep water gives the current a frisky pace.<br />
Fishermen drawn like magnets bob like<br />
corks or move with motors to their spots<br />
in search of the mighty walleye.<br />
Houses on either side, nervous about the<br />
river depth and wake from the boats,<br />
watch and wait as river people do.<br />
Sturgeon spawning draws crowds of cars,<br />
gawkers , TV station people too.<br />
The huge, ugly fish are measured, weighed,<br />
then released by the DNR.<br />
Summer comes with lower water;<br />
boats still bob like corks looking<br />
for fish or a day of sun.<br />
Without rain, the river drops,<br />
exposing the river banks.<br />
The seasons move like the river with<br />
leaves floating at an easy pace.<br />
A few boats still pursuing fish or solitude.<br />
Cold winds blow and snow coats the trees;<br />
fishermen repair fishing shacks and pray<br />
for a hard freeze. The brave are out<br />
the moment they can walk on the river.<br />
The river moves under the ice until spring<br />
once again releases the current to flow<br />
freely, and boats are seen bobbing like corks.<br />
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Featured Work
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Featured Work<br />
What a Daisy Lacks<br />
What the daisy lacks in sophistication<br />
It excels in freshness and innocence,<br />
And in toughness it will not be outdone.<br />
Unlike the rose, it is not known for scent,<br />
And unlike the rose, it has no thorns.<br />
The care is simple, and it is easily content.<br />
A white daisy is the color most people think,<br />
But they have forgotten painted daisies<br />
Can be yellow, green, purple, and pink,<br />
And like the daisy, if only we could be<br />
Without thorns, fresh and innocent,<br />
And not worry about our lack of pedigree.<br />
The House Abandoned<br />
Abandoned and shabby stood the house,<br />
Lonely and uninhabited for years.<br />
It almost had a heart and soul<br />
That seemed to plead and even cry tears.<br />
With broken windows and a leaky roof,<br />
Unable to speak or heal itself,<br />
It continued to watch the world pass by.<br />
Some said it was haunted with ghosts,<br />
But no, it was only haunted with memories<br />
Of families living life and growing up;<br />
With heated rooms in the winter cold<br />
And open windows in the summer.<br />
Celebrating the seasons and holidays<br />
With the people inside was a joy.<br />
But no more, now it dreaded the cold,<br />
And rain that leaked inside, and the wind<br />
That rattled the broken windows.<br />
It continues to wait for someone<br />
To rescue and revive its tired bones.<br />
Its patience is growing as thin as its walls.<br />
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The Moonbeam and I<br />
The moon up above looked down kindly on me<br />
And sent illumination in the form of a moonbeam,<br />
Which lit up a wide circle of celestial light.<br />
And all I could do was to step out into the dream,<br />
With smiles and wonder in this unusual night.<br />
Wherever I walked, so did the moonbeam.<br />
If I jumped to the right or left, the moon was there.<br />
The moon and I played a game, it would seem,<br />
And then we chased each other everywhere,<br />
And wherever I walked, it was covered in cream.<br />
But then the moonbeam seemed to slip and fade,<br />
Taken over by the sun, a light in the very extreme.<br />
I have always loved the sun, but now I would trade,<br />
And walk back into the path of the lovely moonbeam.<br />
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Featured Work<br />
Firefly Fireworks<br />
At dusk, I stood near the pond on the Fourth of July<br />
And watched the fireworks explode in the sky.<br />
The colors of red, yellow, purple, and green,<br />
Bursting in fountains with white in between.<br />
A tiny flickering light caught my eye,<br />
It was much smaller and lower in the sky.<br />
It seemed to be playing hide-and-seek,<br />
And as I searched to get more than a peek.<br />
I saw it again, and then it was gone,<br />
Then I saw it again far across the lawn.<br />
Fireflies were a tiny part of the celebration,<br />
Their light measured in smaller calibration.<br />
Fireworks were still exploding in the sky,<br />
But I was drawn to the tiny light, and I knew why.<br />
We often notice grandiose, showy, and noisy display,<br />
And miss out on what the quiet and small have to say.<br />
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RESH<br />
EET<br />
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James Sinclair<br />
The shortest distance between James<br />
Sinclair, author of My Name is James,<br />
and a glimpse of his life story is not a<br />
straight line. Growing up in the time<br />
of Great Depression while keeping his<br />
sexuality carefully under wraps, James<br />
looks back and tells us why individual<br />
experiences about coming to terms with<br />
themselves is always helpful to anyone.<br />
“The memoir is a historical reflection<br />
from the 1930s of how I adapted to<br />
being gay and living through an era of<br />
discrimination, rejection and suspicion<br />
by individuals and of acceptance, love<br />
and support of others. It takes place in a<br />
moment of time now forgotten. It relates<br />
my determination to live a productive<br />
life in the straight world and achieve in<br />
spite of obstacles. It tells of how I found<br />
love and friendship in spite of society’s<br />
prejudices and fear. It is also a love story<br />
lasting over 47 years,” says James.<br />
James maintains that he has always<br />
been a positive person. He clarifies<br />
that he wrote the book not to draw<br />
sympathy. He has experienced hardships<br />
in different degrees and forms but has<br />
always managed to see through them<br />
with his unique sense of humor and<br />
clever wit.<br />
He admits that there are real chunks<br />
of his life that he felt he needed to<br />
suppress and not wanted to confront<br />
until later. Growing up in a hardworking<br />
Presbyterian family in Wisconsin, he<br />
didn’t have a male influence to look up<br />
to as his father died while he was still<br />
young. He and his younger brother<br />
had to stay with their grandfather, his<br />
father’s family household, who did not<br />
give them much attention. As a teenager,<br />
he admits that he has had several affairs<br />
with boys his age. This was around the<br />
same time when homosexuality was still<br />
considered illegal in a few states. But<br />
the encounters he’s had helped him find<br />
his footing in an era of intolerance—the<br />
thought that there were others like him<br />
made him feel less alone.<br />
Later on, when he joined the army, he<br />
included his honest accounts of the<br />
times and said that “there was always<br />
a gay subculture if one knew where<br />
to look.” During those days, he felt<br />
destined to be a loner and was always<br />
“afraid of being judged for being gay.”<br />
His life changed when he got accepted<br />
in a doctoral program at the University<br />
of Wisconsin. There, he met his partner,<br />
Elmer Uselmann, to whom he would<br />
spend the next 47 years with. In 2001,<br />
Uselmann passed away due to lung<br />
cancer. James wrote his memoir as a<br />
tribute to him and the love they’ve<br />
shared all those years.<br />
As a retired soybean pathologist, who<br />
was the first appointed professor of<br />
international affairs in the University<br />
of Illinois College of Agricultural,<br />
Consumer and Environmental Sciences,<br />
James spends his days mentoring<br />
graduate students which he considers<br />
his greatest achievement. He plays an<br />
active role in the community as Board<br />
of Directors for both the Krannert Art<br />
Museum and the Spurlock Museum.<br />
He is also a member of the Economic<br />
Development Commission of the village<br />
of Savoy, and the Rotary Club of Savoy.<br />
He has visited more than more than<br />
40 countries in his career. When asked<br />
about his favorite, he says it is difficult<br />
to choose just one. He explains that each<br />
country has its own culture, but people<br />
have the same problems no matter where<br />
you go. He traveled to those countries in<br />
his professional capacity, so he was able<br />
to see and experience them in a different<br />
way than does the average tourist.<br />
When he looks back on how far the<br />
LGBTQ rights movement has come,<br />
he shared that in the 70s, ““We never<br />
imagined same-sex marriage would<br />
become legal.” With the times rapidly<br />
changing, his best piece of advice to<br />
“Live for today. You cannot change<br />
yesterday, and tomorrow is not here yet.”<br />
While he was working on his memoir,<br />
he also wrote 80 poems and published it<br />
as his second book The Poetry of James.<br />
Now in his early 90s, James’ work and<br />
his achievements so far has been one<br />
long meaningful journey. A good place<br />
to put a flag on a mountain and say<br />
that all of this has happened, before he<br />
begins again on his next big pursuit.<br />
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But life wasn’t done with her. She<br />
came back, every time. Coming up for<br />
air after 28 years of going in and out<br />
of the hospital, battling with physical<br />
and practical challenges, anything<br />
from huge financial losses to the side<br />
effects of medication, with a confusedfeeling<br />
of crashing aching nothingness,<br />
her experience with pain prompted a<br />
thoughtful reflection—what now?<br />
Her personal relationships also suffered.<br />
Her husband left, leaving her with<br />
three kids to raise. On her first surgery,<br />
the doctor called her parents but they<br />
couldn’t be bothered to come. Some<br />
friends found it difficult to be with her<br />
while she was ill. Jeanne shared that the<br />
day-to-day had been nearly impossible<br />
to deal with. With hospital bills going<br />
up by the week, she seldom finds herself<br />
not knowing how she’ll be able to afford<br />
it all. When asked how she managed<br />
to carry on and continue, she shared “I<br />
couldn’t, but God did.”<br />
It wasn’t until her second time in heaven<br />
that she realized God had a purpose<br />
for her, for each and every one of us.<br />
She believes that humans, when we are<br />
in our “human mode,” we are innately<br />
stubborn. We don’t turn to him.<br />
“I don’t like myself when I’m on my<br />
human mode. I have a switch. I turn it<br />
off and turn God on, “ she shared.<br />
Coming from someone who grew up<br />
in a farm, and loved every bit of hard<br />
work and grit that went with it, Jeanne<br />
always had a knack for doing everything<br />
in one go and all by herself. Strongminded<br />
and determined, like every other<br />
workaholic out there, she believes that<br />
Jeanne Enstad<br />
Why is it so hard to be human?<br />
There’s no one else who can answer this<br />
question better than Jeanne Enstad,<br />
author of A Journey of Hope to Heaven<br />
and Back. Hers is more than a story of<br />
survival, it is a tale of thriving in life.<br />
In her mid 30s, while running a 6-mile<br />
marathon, she felt pain under her left<br />
arm. Doctors found out that she needed<br />
an operation to repair a tiny valve in her<br />
heart. During the open-heart surgery,<br />
she had a stroke. She died and entered<br />
heaven. Somehow, she to came back to<br />
the living. From then onward, a series<br />
of complications followed. She went<br />
on to have two to three surgeries each<br />
year for cancer, another four open heart<br />
surgeries, mini-strokes in between,<br />
contracted vascular diseases, gangrene<br />
on both legs, and a $280,000 medical<br />
bill. On top of the many other health<br />
problems, she went to the gym one<br />
Saturday, and got in an accident. A<br />
head-on collision with an 18-wheeler<br />
tractor trailer—the second time she died<br />
and re-entered heaven.<br />
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our human mode is susceptible to the<br />
devil’s inner workings. It is the devil that<br />
pulls us away from God. In a tone that<br />
veers from humorous to businesslike, she<br />
explains that we as human beings give<br />
the devil too much credit. When people<br />
hurt us, when trust gets broken, she says<br />
that it’s not the person’s doing. It’s the<br />
devil’s. We allow him to take over our<br />
choices, our actions. We give in to what<br />
he whispers to us.<br />
“True strength is through God,” she said.<br />
She recalls the consequences of not<br />
listening to God vs listening to him the<br />
hard way. In Cleveland, she needed a<br />
surgery after having a heart attack. In<br />
her mind, there was a voice that kept<br />
whispering, telling her to stop. But she<br />
didn’t. The doctor at that time got the<br />
wrong record and hurt her spinal cord.<br />
In a God-proof world, she should have<br />
been going home and opening a bottle<br />
of champagne surrounded by friends and<br />
family. But instead, she was paralyzed<br />
on one side, and stayed longer than<br />
expected in the hospital.<br />
A lot of questions run through her head<br />
in moments like this. Did you do this on<br />
purpose, God? Will I ever be healed on<br />
earth? Will I ever find a home?<br />
After everything that happened, she<br />
learned to stop and listen. She shared<br />
that when she gets confused, she finds<br />
a quiet spot and asks God to come into<br />
her heart. To tell her what God wants<br />
her to know. When she gets in trouble,<br />
her only response is “I have a bigger<br />
God than you do.” She doesn’t let her<br />
“human” get in the way of her God.<br />
“Experiencing heaven twice is the hope<br />
I bring to others.” said Enstad.<br />
While she has been fighting off the<br />
wolves, all those around her had been<br />
carrying on with their lives. Children<br />
had grown up, careers had been forged.<br />
Everything had moved forward. She<br />
never quit working, even while she<br />
was not in her best condition to work.<br />
Because of that, she became someone<br />
she never thought she would be. She<br />
taught in preschool. Later on, worked<br />
as a program and center director for<br />
Ford Motor Co. She even went as far<br />
as bagging the Chamber of Commerce<br />
Citizen, Ohio Volunteer Award and<br />
Cancer Survivor Award. She’s working<br />
out again. Even traveled on a plane to<br />
promote her book in L.A. Her body<br />
is slowly returning to her. Despite the<br />
realization that things will never be<br />
the same, but perhaps with a dollop<br />
of humor, less stubbornness, and a<br />
following wind, she knows she can be<br />
what God wants her to be.<br />
Her kids have a way of reminding her<br />
not to go all out superhuman on a daily<br />
basis. To try and step back and lean in<br />
to God. Every morning she is greeted<br />
by a mug they gave her that says, “Good<br />
Morning This is God I’ll be handling<br />
all your problems today. I will not need<br />
your help, so have a great day!” On not<br />
so good days, she stops and trusts the<br />
mug. Then starts again, tomorrow.
Marlene Burling<br />
“Writing is a big part of healing,” says<br />
Marlene Burling, author of A Daily Walk<br />
with God, who understands all too well<br />
the importance of words when in grief.<br />
Marlene and her husband, James,<br />
were together for as long as she could<br />
remember. Between 1962 to 1975, when<br />
he finally became a pastor, she knew<br />
then, what she still knows to be true<br />
now—she would dedicate her life to the<br />
church. They began their ministry as<br />
home missionaries and later served in<br />
regular pastorates.<br />
While they were serving the church,<br />
James’ parents became ill. They decided<br />
it was best to live with them and take<br />
care of them together. Marlene became<br />
their primary caregiver. But as time<br />
went by, her husband’s health started<br />
deteriorating as well. James, to whom<br />
she had been married to for 51 years,<br />
passed away.<br />
She didn’t know how to cope with her<br />
loss. She shared that she’s always been<br />
a walker. Walking has a therapeutic<br />
effect on her. Her morning walk is<br />
her special time to reflect and be with<br />
God. When James was gone, she<br />
started writing devotions during her<br />
morning walks. Later on, what began as<br />
a personal exercise to help her process<br />
her grief, took on a physical form. Her<br />
daily walks gave birth to a collection<br />
of 365 daily devotional thoughts. She<br />
published the collection and called it<br />
Morning Meditations. She republished<br />
it years after and called it A Daily Walk<br />
with God. Marlene captured common<br />
and relatable daily occurrences, objects,<br />
and Bible stories that people can easily<br />
gravitate toward. She wants her readers<br />
to be brave, for them to realize that no<br />
matter what they are going through—<br />
and no matter how difficult or trying<br />
it may be—they are not alone. God is<br />
always there. She wants her readers to<br />
feel a kind of certainty, that they can rely<br />
on God for peace, comfort, direction and<br />
joy even in the midst of a heartache.<br />
When asked what she would’ve been<br />
like if she hadn’t been a pastor’s wife,<br />
she shared that she’s always had a good<br />
head for business during high school.<br />
She once worked as a secretary. But<br />
even so, she can never imagine herself<br />
to be living another life. Even with her<br />
sorrow, she carried on serving God. She<br />
became a teacher, speaker, and writer.<br />
Her marriage gave her three children,<br />
and they gave her ten grandchildren in<br />
return. She wrote a children’s book titled<br />
Grandma, Tell Me the Easter Story.<br />
Other than her books, Marlene began<br />
to play a more active role in the<br />
community. She started a ministry in<br />
her church for widows and singles. The<br />
group is called The King’s Daughters<br />
which caters to women who are grieving<br />
and in need of guidance. She also has<br />
a workshop which she calls There’s Life<br />
After Death. She presents it to churches,<br />
ladies’ groups, or those who are in need<br />
of God’s presence.<br />
As she was grieving for her husband,<br />
one verse in the bible resonated<br />
deeply to her:<br />
John 10:10 The thief comes only to<br />
steal and kill and destroy; I have come<br />
that they may have life, and have it<br />
to the full.<br />
It is where Jesus tells us about a thief,<br />
a spiritual thief that robs us of our<br />
connection with him. Interferes with the<br />
time we spend in prayer and meditation.<br />
Marlene, has a special place where she<br />
connects with Jesus Christ. It is a part of<br />
her house, a sunroom. But after what she<br />
has gone through, she now calls it her<br />
“son room,” where she spends time with<br />
the son. She believes that we need more<br />
than just words in healing. It’s Jesus’<br />
words, the son of God, that heals the<br />
wounds completely. Marlene’s devotion<br />
is one of the great testaments to the<br />
indomitability of the human spirit and<br />
the true strength of a Christian woman.<br />
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Y THE<br />
OOK<br />
A detailed account of the long and action-packed Naval career of retired Rear<br />
Admiral George Worthington. Revisiting the rigorous training he went through<br />
which propelled him to a career that lasted him a lifetime. The frogs, or frogmen,<br />
as what he calls his fellow navy seals, during his time were peppered with some<br />
of the most controversial military events in history. Robust special operations<br />
initiatives and several armed clashes were carried out on his watch. His account<br />
go as far as the Desert One operation in Iran and the assassination of Kennedy.<br />
“My whole point is Runnin’ with Frogs entailed more than kicking up road dust; it meant<br />
runnin’ through the halls of Pentagon, the far reaches to Congress—House started, Senate<br />
nailed it, and throughout the service at home and abroad,” shared the author.<br />
The author divided his memoir into three phases—where he he had been, what<br />
had happened or what had been his reaction, and what he had learned. The book<br />
includes three important chunks of his early years in life, his active duty in the<br />
U.S. Navy, and the rest of it as he continues to live, learn, and pay attention. He<br />
walks the reader through on what went on behind the scenes in every armed<br />
encounter he’s been in.<br />
George Worthington<br />
Runnin’ with Frogs: A<br />
Navy Memoir<br />
When asked about his favorite time in the navy, he shares that runnin’ with frogs<br />
is always a good time. Runnin’, for him, simply means working with, drinking<br />
with, hanging out with, serving with, and alongside with; looking after teammates,<br />
and acquiring the skills necessary for service.<br />
About the Author<br />
Rear Admiral George R. Worthington, USN (Ret.) is from in Louisville, Kentucky.<br />
The family bounced around during the war years from Florida to <strong>Texas</strong> while his<br />
father served in the Navy. In 1948 they settled in Rockaway Park, Long Island,<br />
until 1950. Worthington was sent to South Kent School while the family moved<br />
to Tucson. He attended a year at Brown University until receiving an appointment<br />
to the U.S. Naval Academy where he graduated with the class of 1961.<br />
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Hunters follow a simple rule: you eat what you kill. A good hunt equates to an<br />
800-lb bull elk meat that can feed a family for a year. Like most sons to fathers,<br />
author Kramer Elkman, learned how to hunt because of his father—every son’s<br />
first hero.<br />
But the feeling is unfortunately not mutual. Kramer had never felt loved, not<br />
by his father. The book is a difficult read especially if you’ve gone through what<br />
Kramer has. The book has been reviewed as an emotionally wrenching read.<br />
Kramer Elkman<br />
Red Dot Shot:<br />
Phantom of Wilderness<br />
As the story unfolds through the eyes of a little boy desperately hungry for a<br />
father’s love, Elkman’s keen observation and descriptive style effectively bring his<br />
readers with him on those hunting trips to the wilderness, not only in the physical<br />
sense of the word but more on the emotional aspect. And this is what makes<br />
this story interesting. It keeps readers at the edge of their seats in agitation. As it<br />
follows the complex father and son relationship, we cannot help but examine our<br />
own. The story is easily relatable.. Red Dot Shot is a compelling story, revealing<br />
the significance of growing up surrounded by love and affection, instead of<br />
disapproval and apathy. Also a coming of age story, this memoir is a must-read.<br />
About the Author<br />
Kramer Elkman has had incredible experiences. There are many strange occurrences<br />
in a thirty-seven timeline. He cannot explain why these phenomena happened.<br />
He feels that he was chosen for this arduous task. He is thrilled to have the<br />
opportunity to write about the experience and make it available for many readers<br />
to enjoy. He is a devoted, honest, and energetically hard-working individual who<br />
loves to help people learn from his experiences.<br />
What is a bully? Who gets bullied?, What is a scapegoat? Why do people get<br />
bullied? How far back does bullying go back in history?<br />
These are important questions author Lydia Greico underlines and examines in<br />
her book Because It’s Wrong: Bullies vs Nazis. Initially written as a teaching tool,<br />
this bookstore treasure goes into the deeply rooted causes of bullying and why<br />
it’s still happening despite the efforts poured into its prevention. She decided it’s<br />
time to put a stop to this and make people aware of how completely wrong it is<br />
to continue tolerating a trauma-causing behavior. It is the author’s contention<br />
that there seems to be no end to bullying.<br />
Lydia Greico<br />
Because It’s Wrong:<br />
Bullies vs. Nazis<br />
“There is no end to bullying in this country. In this book, I want to talk about<br />
all of the reasons for bullying. I will go into deep depth showing incidents of<br />
bullying. Why do humans keep trying to find a way to hurt one another? Isn’t<br />
one of God commandments to love your neighbor as yourself?,” said Lydia<br />
Lydia dedicates this book to all the victims of bullying as far back in history and<br />
as it is happening today. People in the workplace getting bullied in America,<br />
children in schools, and families. I am also including the Jews that died in the<br />
holocaust in such a horrific manner with reckless disregard for life by the Nazis.<br />
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Austin in a<br />
Shoestring<br />
Welcome to the Live Music Capital of the<br />
World! But don’t be deceived by the city’s official<br />
slogan, there is more to it than live music. Let me<br />
give you a bird’s eye view of what you can do in a<br />
weekend without burning a hole in your pocket.<br />
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How to go around<br />
Exploring downtown and all its nearby<br />
offerings can be done on foot, using<br />
scooters, bikes, pedicabs, bus or train.<br />
Alternatively, for further distances,<br />
you can always get a Lyft, Ride Share,<br />
Uber or taxi. The most efficient way<br />
to commute around Austin is through<br />
CapMetro, this is Austin’s Public Transit.<br />
You can easily plan your trips by visiting<br />
their website or by using their app, all<br />
you need to do is input your destination<br />
and you will get the information on<br />
which bus to take, which bus stop to<br />
take it from and its schedule. If you are<br />
downtown, you can easily rent a bike<br />
using the bike stations found in Central<br />
Austin, you can rent it for an hour or up<br />
to a day. If you prefer to get a mountain<br />
bike, since you might want to hit the<br />
trail and not just downtown, there are<br />
a lot of bike rental places. I personally<br />
recommend Bicycle World for any of your<br />
bicycle needs while in town.<br />
What to do<br />
There are a lot of things you can do<br />
in Austin. Almost every month there<br />
is a convention, every week there are<br />
happenings. Your guide for the latest<br />
and upcoming happenings in the city<br />
can be found at Do512. They have a list<br />
for weekly and daily events, even for<br />
the local bar’s happy hours. The two<br />
biggest annual events that people line<br />
up and pay for are the SXSW Conference<br />
& Festivals happening in March and<br />
Austin City Limits (ACL) Music Festival<br />
in October. SXSW is the gathering<br />
and convergence of the interactive, film<br />
and music industries, while ACL is<br />
a-two consecutive three-day weekends<br />
of music, with multiple stages where<br />
bands from different genres perform.<br />
These festivals are costly, so you better<br />
plan ahead.<br />
Another thing that you can spend time<br />
with is to go brewery hopping as Austin<br />
is also known for its craft beers. You<br />
will be amazed at the array of beers you<br />
will find. In most restaurants, they offer<br />
beer on tap for you. If you don’t know<br />
what kind of beer to get, always ask your<br />
bartender, they will be more than happy<br />
to help. I love going to PintHouse Pizza,<br />
The ABGB or Easy Tiger, aside from the<br />
great selection of beer on tap, they’re<br />
food is spot on.<br />
But now let me help you with what you<br />
can do in Austin for a weekend.<br />
You can start by going to the Greetings<br />
from Austin Mural, it is located in<br />
1720 S 1st St, Austin, TX 78704. Then<br />
you can walk towards South Congress<br />
Avenue and start your leisurely stroll<br />
from Torchy’s Taco, there will be a variety<br />
of stores selling just about anything<br />
and food places. Take a moment to visit<br />
Tesoro’s, a distributor of folk arts and<br />
craft plus other items, then you can go<br />
down one side of the street towards<br />
downtown. If you are a book lover you<br />
will love South Congress Books. Further<br />
down, if you have seen the movie Chef,<br />
you will see where Chef Carl Casper<br />
parked his food truck, right by Guero’s<br />
Taco Bar, you might even catch a band<br />
or two or quench your thirst with a<br />
glass of beer too. Then as you pass Jo’s<br />
Coffee, take a moment to stop by the I<br />
Love You So Much Mural on its northfacing<br />
wall. Cross the street here and to<br />
your left, you will see the <strong>Texas</strong> Capitol.<br />
On the other side of the street you will<br />
have more food places and you have to<br />
stop by Amy’s Ice Cream. You then go up<br />
and just browse through the different<br />
offerings this side of the street have, you<br />
might even spot have performers on the<br />
side street.<br />
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Take a moment to rest. Always hydrate<br />
because the <strong>Texas</strong> sun can be brutal.<br />
Just before sunset, take a ride towards<br />
the Ann W. Richards Congress Avenue<br />
Bridge to watch the bats come out to<br />
hunt at night. The best way to see it,<br />
based on personal experience albeit a<br />
little too taxing, is to rent a kayak and<br />
watch it from under the bridge. It is an<br />
amazing feeling to see thousands of bats<br />
fly over you. Alternatively, you can find<br />
a spot on the bridge or the surrounding<br />
areas and wait out there.<br />
On a Friday or Saturday night, you can<br />
go and walk through 6 th Street. You can<br />
start at The Driskill, this is an iconic<br />
hotel and easily an Austin favorite,<br />
then take a turn at East 6 th where your<br />
journey to Austin’s night life awaits.<br />
Here you will find all types of music and<br />
just the people milling around, drunk or<br />
otherwise. You can grab a donut or two<br />
at Voodoo Donut (cash only though) and<br />
if it is still open, take a peek at Museum<br />
of the Weird. At the very end before you<br />
get inside Easy Tiger to enjoy a quiet<br />
night, (kindly get a pretzel with your<br />
beer, you won’t regret it, easily one of the<br />
best for me!), you have to see the Historic<br />
6 th Street Mural.<br />
For your Sunday, Austin is big on<br />
brunches and mimosas. But before you<br />
do, hit the trail. You can walk, run, bike<br />
or just sit around and enjoy the morning.<br />
Or you can take a cool dip at the Barton<br />
Springs Pool, visitors are charged $8 upon<br />
entry, or you can be there before 8am<br />
and get in for free. You can also rent a<br />
kayak, canoe or a stand-up paddle and<br />
go around the lake.<br />
If you still have time, you can squeeze in<br />
a quick walk around the <strong>Texas</strong> Capitol,<br />
then take a bus towards the HOPE<br />
Outdoor Gallery, this is a one of a kind<br />
location where artists or just anyone can<br />
display their art or as an inspirational<br />
outlet. You can rent or buy a spray paint<br />
or two and you can also put your mark<br />
on it, for the moment.<br />
I understand that this feels more like a<br />
dash than a relaxed weekend, but mind<br />
you, there’s more to Austin than meets<br />
the eye. These my friends, is just the tip<br />
of the iceberg. Come and explore Austin.<br />
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Just 5 Minutes<br />
with Author<br />
What’s with the name? Is it<br />
Marcella or Sally?<br />
My sisters thought Marcella was too<br />
long. So they went with Sall, close to<br />
the second syllable of my name. An old<br />
friend in school, misheard my sister<br />
and thought she called me “sow,” which<br />
prompted the addition of another<br />
syllable. That’s why I’m Sally, with the y.<br />
How many books have you written?<br />
14 books so far<br />
How would you describe your books?<br />
Inspirational romance<br />
How do you remember all the characters<br />
in all of your books?<br />
I just do, I don’t know how. I’m 88 now<br />
and I remember them all.<br />
Which character was difficult for you to<br />
write in your books?<br />
In Rewards of Faith, Todd Olsen,<br />
Jessica’s ex-boyfriend. He did really<br />
bad things and kept pushing himself<br />
to Jessica.<br />
You’ve written several books, how did<br />
you go about choosing which one to<br />
publish first?<br />
It’s a funny story. I was with my<br />
husband’s coffee group and one guy<br />
came up to me and said “Sally, that is<br />
the best book you’ve written.” It was the<br />
An Escape for Joanna story. Among all<br />
my books, it’s the only book I’ve written<br />
that has a sexual encounter in it. It’s the<br />
first one I published. Later on, I realized,<br />
that’s probably not the book I should’ve<br />
published first. It created this kind of<br />
expectation that there’s always sex in my<br />
books, which is not at all true.<br />
What are the common beliefs of<br />
your male characters that make them<br />
stand out?<br />
Abstinence is the way to go. Also, most<br />
of them are in their 30s.<br />
How did you get into writing?<br />
I read a lot to my husband while taking<br />
care of him. Most of the books I read,<br />
I found them not that good. In my<br />
mind, I thought I could write better. My<br />
husband told me why not give it a try.<br />
Everything just started from there. Now,<br />
14 books later, I’m still writing.<br />
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