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VOL. 1 ISSUE 1<br />

Fresh Meet<br />

Brave<br />

New<br />

Voices of<br />

Self<br />

Publishing<br />

EMERGING VOICES OF<br />

SELF PUBLISHING<br />

By The Book<br />

Austin In a Shoestring<br />

Just 5 Minutes<br />

with the Author<br />

COVER STORY<br />

LUISA<br />

PLANCHER<br />

PUBLISH AND DISTRIBUTED BY AUTHORS PRESS


DITOR’S<br />

OTE<br />

Read Up!<br />

The other day, I asked one of our authors to tell me her favorite things to read. Her answer: “I particularly<br />

enjoy reading the number of books I’ve sold at the end of the month. Personal emails start my day and I<br />

take more time in them when they come from my loves. Memes and GIFs they get me all the time. I read<br />

newspapers because I absolutely have to. Books that I’ve kept and re-read over the years, they’re the books<br />

that leave me in this constant state of wonderment. Books that I can never seem to figure out, they’re that<br />

good. And Atwood, when I need a touchstone for writing.”<br />

Does your list reflect the same desire for tradition and discovery, amusement and enrichment? I know mine<br />

does. For <strong>Authorial</strong> <strong>Magazine</strong>, our maiden issue, we aimed that high. Starting with the name—author. It<br />

broadcasts our commitment to our core inspiration in doing what we do and emphasize whom we put first.<br />

Next, our sections. Cover Story, Fresh Meet, Featured Works, and By the Book, are a tidy collection of<br />

uplifting true stories, family-friendly humor, and surprising, and useful information. We pride ourselves as<br />

creators. In most days, we are avid finders, filtering the endless amount of material available to all of us, all<br />

the time. We hope they reflect this and engage you by appearing entertaining, timeless, and collectible.<br />

The power of humanity and the extraordinary accomplishments of ordinary people—there’s more of that<br />

inside. We spoke to Luisa Plancher, author of The Strength of a Nation, for our cover story section. Allow<br />

her to take you into her headspace and reveal her true inspiration in everything that she does.<br />

Our featured works section starts off with poet Forrest Ingram, author of Love’s Liturgy, where he tells<br />

us all about his enduring love for his muse and shares a few excerpts from his book. Next is Harding<br />

Hedgpeth, also known as Brent, a pilot and a renegade when it comes to interpreting salvation. We close<br />

it off with Sylvia Stern, author of Walking Through Poetry, who touchingly shares the ups and downs of her<br />

publishing journey and the persistence of a dream.<br />

We’re also excited for you to get to know authors in our Fresh Meet section which features James Sinclair,<br />

highly regarded pathologist who shares his struggles with sexuality in a time of intolerance. We know<br />

Jeanne Enstad, author of A Journey of Hope to Heaven and Back, will steal your heart as she shares her<br />

experience in taking a trip to heaven, not once but twice. Marlene Burling, will walk you through her daily<br />

conversations in her sunroom with the son that matters the most.<br />

By the Book section includes quick viewing of brave works that tackle both controversial and emotionally<br />

charged topics from authors George Worthington, Kramer Elkman, and Lydia Greico. And lastly, we’ve<br />

included snippets of our short conversation with prolific author Sally Russell. We call it 5 Minutes with<br />

Author, but we never actually make it in five. We’re all grateful for Sally (not sow), with the biggest heart,<br />

for letting us extend the interview and nearly taking over her bedtime.<br />

Before we forget, this maiden issue will be up for grabs at the <strong>Texas</strong> Book Festival. Come and join us at<br />

our tent (115-116) and get a chance to meet our authors in person. We’ll throw in a couple of signed book<br />

copies while we’re at it.<br />

Can’t wait to meet you there and can’t wait for you to get to know and love our authors as much as we<br />

have grown to.


WHAT’S INSIDE<br />

6 Cover Story: Is the US Falling?<br />

10 Featured Works: Forrest Ingram<br />

A Man of Her Words:<br />

Muse and Musings of a Poet<br />

14 Selected Poems by Forrest Ingram<br />

20 Featured Work: Harding Hedgpeth<br />

24 Featured Work: Sylvia Stern<br />

My Self-Publishing Journey<br />

as a First-Time Author<br />

26 Selected Poems by Sylvia Stern<br />

36 Fresh Meet: James Sinclair<br />

38 Fresh Meet: Jeanne Enstad<br />

40 Fresh Meet: Marlene Burling<br />

44 By the Book: George Worthington<br />

45 By the Book: Kramer Elkman<br />

46 By the Book: Lydia Greico<br />

50 Lifestyle: Austin in a Shoestring<br />

54 Just 5 Minutes with the Author: Sally Russell<br />

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Cover Story<br />

Luisa Plancher<br />

Is the US Falling?<br />

The Reclamation of America’s<br />

Strength Through the Angel of God<br />

The state of American politics is an<br />

accumulated work of leaders and citizens<br />

in every generation. Its faith in freedom<br />

and democracy is more than the creed<br />

of its country—it is the inborn hope of<br />

its humanity.<br />

When we talk about politics, it’s almost<br />

expected to lead the discussion to power.<br />

And how do we assess power? Is it<br />

through firepower stockpiles, spending<br />

budget, or number of troops? Whether<br />

we like it or not, reality is that the one<br />

with the bigger gun calls the shots. In<br />

numbers, the US spends “more than<br />

$700 billion a year on its military, which<br />

is not only more than any other nation,<br />

but more than the next 14 biggest<br />

spenders combined.” There’s no denying<br />

that we live in an era where nations<br />

have an estimated stockpiles of more<br />

than 20,000 warheads. Looking at the<br />

hard news and the current shifts in<br />

geopolitics, it’s hard to say how much<br />

more heat can nations take before they<br />

reach the tail end of their fuse.<br />

This train of thought, this heavy<br />

concentration on hardware, is what<br />

author Luisa Plancher wants to break<br />

away from. There is a soft side to<br />

strength that is equally powerful and<br />

influential. Lately, America’s charm and<br />

might have slowly been declining. It’s<br />

influence is not as potent as it used to<br />

be in other nation in terms promoting<br />

policies. Gone are the days when the<br />

US can mediate two conflicting nations,<br />

bring them in one table, and discuss<br />

an out through peace treaties. As for<br />

its domestic status, while many of its<br />

citizens continue to prosper, others<br />

doubt the promise—even the justice—<br />

of its own country. The ambitions of<br />

some are derailed by gender bias, failing<br />

medical and academic systems, and<br />

tolerated prejudice. And sometimes<br />

differences between its people run so<br />

deep, it would seem as though they are<br />

sharing a continent, not a country.<br />

Some would go on and dare to say that<br />

it can afford to be petty in politics,<br />

because the stakes of conflicts are not<br />

as high compared to other nations.<br />

America is nowhere near in danger of<br />

going out of business. Its economic<br />

prowess, despite the declining popularity<br />

rate from international communities,<br />

remain intact. America is rich and will<br />

continue to be in many more fruitful<br />

years to come. But many believe that the<br />

stakes for America are never ever small.<br />

If the US does not lead the cause for<br />

economic independence and freedom<br />

from foreign rule, it will not be led by<br />

any other nation.<br />

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The re-claiming of America, its old<br />

might and valor, is what motivated<br />

author Luisa Plancher to write her book,<br />

The Strength of a Nation. She believes<br />

that for America to be great again, it has<br />

nothing to do with who is the current<br />

president only. It takes more than that.<br />

It is a combined effort from all its<br />

leaders and citizens, to come together<br />

in order to shift the nation’s focus away<br />

from military defenses and political<br />

maneuvering.<br />

“I prayed for years and years, asking<br />

the Lord our God, our creator, to show<br />

me what his will is, and to guide me in<br />

finding answers to our problems. And<br />

I discovered that the answers to our<br />

national and international conflicts can<br />

be found in the religious arena. Yes, the<br />

same awesome force that created the<br />

world; the same awesome force that<br />

prompted the pilgrims to come to this<br />

blessed shore and create this new nation,<br />

the USA. This same awesome force is<br />

about to unite us all together, and make<br />

our nation great and strong, again. And<br />

once again we can become a beacon<br />

of hope for humanity, and inspire all<br />

other nations in the world to trust our<br />

creator, and come together and form the<br />

kingdom of the Lord. This new kingdom<br />

will have a new king: Jesus Christ, and<br />

its capital will be in Jerusalem, in Israel,<br />

the final frontier,” shared Plancher.<br />

In her book, she discusses the need for a<br />

new commitment from both leaders and<br />

citizens to live out their nation’s promise<br />

through courage, civility, and most of<br />

all, faith. As the US continues to engage<br />

the world, shaping a balance of power<br />

that favors tolerance and freedom, the<br />

anchor, however, needs to be unearthed<br />

and re-rooted upon a shared belief<br />

structure. A principled approach guided<br />

by the spiritual. Its tact needs to come<br />

from a place of compassion and not<br />

from ego. Plancher shares in detail her<br />

well thought out plans of restoring<br />

the US real strength. She thinks the<br />

strategies that were carried out following<br />

9/11, from diplomacy to Middle-<br />

Eastern intervention, are not permanent<br />

fixes. They will not hold international<br />

relations much longer. She believes that<br />

only religious ideologies can restore<br />

peace throughout the world.<br />

Speaking of freedom, Plancher wishes<br />

to emphasize that having freedom does<br />

not equate having the right to hurt.<br />

Freedom and power bring responsibility.<br />

And that responsibility, which rests<br />

upon an assembly, needs to be checked<br />

and balanced constantly. Coming from<br />

an Italian heritage, Plancher knows all<br />

too well the pain that comes along with<br />

fighting for freedom as her father was in<br />

the army during the world wars. She has<br />

personally seen the horrors of fighting.<br />

She is prepared to do whatever it takes<br />

to prevent the recurrence of war.<br />

Plancher’s proposed ideas range from<br />

simple changes to possibly radical<br />

modifications. Her thoughts on the<br />

construction of the great wall– is in<br />

aligned with the incumbent president<br />

Donald Trump’s rationale that building<br />

a taller and stronger wall will decrease<br />

incidents of illegal immigration<br />

imbalance, drug smuggling, violence<br />

and crime. In her book, she also talks<br />

about the Jewish and Arab communities,<br />

where the real conflict came from and<br />

how they need to go back to their roots<br />

of peaceful co-existence. She writes<br />

about her ideas in a way which is easy<br />

to read and understand which is great<br />

for readers who are not knee-deep<br />

about politics.<br />

The Strength of a Nation is a thorough<br />

discussion on politics, with sufficient and<br />

relevant cultural context to the way the<br />

world has changed, grounded on higher,<br />

spiritual thinking. Plancher She believes<br />

that a nation cannot be strong if it<br />

doesn’t have faith and belief in God. For<br />

her, inspired by visits from the angel of<br />

God, she believes that “In the Kingdom<br />

of God, the rich become richer and the<br />

poor and sick become rich and healthy.”<br />

In connection to angels, after the<br />

Declaration of Independence was<br />

signed, Virginia statesman John Page<br />

wrote the famous letter to Thomas<br />

Jefferson that said: ‘We know the race<br />

is not to the swift nor the battle to the<br />

strong. Do you not think an angel rides<br />

in the whirlwind and directs this storm?”<br />

The story goes on.<br />

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Featured Work<br />

A Man of Her Words:<br />

Muse and Musings<br />

of a Poet<br />

A Sonnet<br />

About love, the masters rarely err:<br />

They sing of raging storms disturbing the deep<br />

Reservoirs of lovers’ love who brave steep<br />

Precipices to kiss. Such fiery feelings stir<br />

A colony of scissor tongues and propagate a whir<br />

Of evil Iagos. In agony, true lovers weep<br />

For imperfection, for pain at parting. Sleep<br />

Wakes fears their passions are mere gossamer.<br />

But Love, when I see you, dark anxious night<br />

Breaks into promising day. In our private bower<br />

The cynics’ tongues are dumb to terrorize<br />

Our knowing flesh. Armed with amour, we fight<br />

To find alone that God-blessed perfect hour<br />

Where worry dies and fun new fills our lives.<br />

–Forrest Ingram<br />

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Back in the day, in school, poems<br />

are mostly taught as riddles. Do<br />

you remember how we often read<br />

passages that build up meaning by<br />

hiding meaning? Like it’s keeping<br />

something away from the reader. The<br />

way we’ve been taught, we get the<br />

notion that—compared to essays, short<br />

stories, novels—poems are inherently<br />

more complex. They require deep<br />

thinking. Some poets have the habit of<br />

deliberately obscuring the meaning to<br />

create a deeper mystery.<br />

But there are those who don’t complicate<br />

the simple just to make it harder for<br />

the reader to understand. Those who<br />

don’t rely on hiding meaning, which is<br />

in a way, a shortcut to being mysterious.<br />

Poets who create to let us experience,<br />

understand, and interpret. Come to<br />

think of it, they say there is an art to<br />

reading poetry. It doesn’t begin by<br />

making us feel lacking, or prompt the<br />

necessity to think about ideologies or<br />

unearth some distant form of knowledge<br />

within us. It begins with simply reading<br />

the words on the page, surrendering to a<br />

thought, and letting it lead us to a portal<br />

of infinite possibilities.<br />

And if there is such a man or a woman<br />

out there, made of honest poetry, what<br />

would be the proof? Is it his or her<br />

achievements? Is it his or her words? Or<br />

is it the presence of another human?<br />

For Forrest Ingram, author of a poetry<br />

book Love’s Liturgy, he tells us that he<br />

stopped writing poems when his life<br />

force passed away. His muse. His wife,<br />

Ann. The book is a collection of their<br />

every day. A totem of their delicate but<br />

everlasting love for each other which<br />

span for over 30 years. Together, they<br />

were peas and pods. Or jam and peanut<br />

butter. Two beings, human as can be,<br />

that always balance each other out.<br />

Before Ann came along, Forrest was<br />

living a god-centric life. He grew up<br />

in Chicago and spent his formative<br />

years with the Jesuit order. He studied<br />

English and received an offer to go to<br />

Alabama and earned his masters degree<br />

in Philosophy. Ordained by a Jesuit<br />

priest, he received a grant to study<br />

Comparative Literature in Los Angeles.<br />

He came back later on to live in Loyola,<br />

New Orleans and landed a job there<br />

as the Editor-in-Chief of the New<br />

Orleans Review.<br />

Soon after that, he met his first wife,<br />

which he took as a cue to leave the<br />

Jesuit order. He was offered a couple<br />

more teaching and editing posts until he<br />

got the chairman position at Roosevelt<br />

University’s English Department. His<br />

wife had been a lawyer which, in a way,<br />

opened up a new passion in him to take<br />

up law at night.<br />

As Forrest went about building his<br />

reputation in the academe, Ann was in<br />

the middle of saving hers. The first time<br />

Forrest and Ann met was not the most<br />

pleasant experience. He wanted to see<br />

her personally about her grades. She<br />

was told that she needed to meet him<br />

if she wanted to finish her degree. She<br />

was both nervous and furious. When she<br />

entered the room, his toes were on his<br />

desk. But the mood changed when she<br />

walked up to him. He was attractive for<br />

her. As she was to him.<br />

The instant attraction they shared was<br />

kept at bay. Both were married at that<br />

time. Ann, born and raised by a Jewish<br />

family, was going through a rough patch<br />

in her marriage. Not long after, Ann<br />

left. Her marriage ended. She tried to<br />

search for meaning elsewhere and went<br />

to New York.<br />

While they remained in touch, checking<br />

in on each other from time to time, Ann<br />

met her second husband in New York.<br />

She and her new husband tried to build<br />

the life they’ve envisioned together.<br />

But after being married for months,<br />

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her husband contracted a serious illness<br />

which led to his early demise. While<br />

grieving for her loss, she decided it’s best<br />

to go back to Chicago to be with her<br />

parents and leave New York behind.<br />

As for Forrest, after Ann got married<br />

in New York and moved up there, his<br />

marriage came to a breaking point. He<br />

and his wife initiated a divorce. He<br />

went on with his life, completed his law<br />

studies, and started practicing law.<br />

As fate would have it, it just so<br />

happened that Ann’s aunt had gone to<br />

school with the uncle of Forrest’s exwife.<br />

The uncle called and told her aunt<br />

about the divorce. Ann’s aunt called her<br />

and said “I have something to tell you<br />

about Forrest Ingram.” She started to<br />

cry, thinking something happened to<br />

him and said, “You’d better not have<br />

anything bad to tell me about him.” The<br />

aunt said, “He’s getting divorced.”<br />

Forrest recalls how Ann told him that her<br />

“tears rolled back up her cheeks into her<br />

eyes” when she heard her aunt say those<br />

words. She also found out from her aunt<br />

that Forrest was employed in a law firm<br />

downtown. She called and left him a<br />

message. But the receptionist forwarded<br />

the message not to Forrest but to another<br />

attorney. The same attorney called her<br />

which she did not pick up. Ann called again<br />

and told the receptionist the exact same<br />

words: “The Forrest Ingram I know would<br />

have called me.” The receptionist gave the<br />

message, this time to Forrest. He called<br />

her finally. They got together for dinner,<br />

the first of the many dates that followed.<br />

They became inseparable. For 25 years, they<br />

devoted their lives to one another. Forrest<br />

collection of poetry, Love’s Liturgy, celebrates<br />

the love they have for each other before<br />

Ann’s passing. Each of the events is sacred,<br />

awe-inspiring, uplifting, profound. He hopes<br />

true lovers will read these poems and be<br />

inspired by them to enjoy and revere their<br />

own love lives.<br />

These poems focus on momentous events<br />

remembered yearly: the mystical birth of<br />

Ann, the magic of the lovers’ seemingly<br />

ordinary first date, the heart-and-soul<br />

rocking experience of the first time they<br />

made love, and their eternal and formal<br />

commitment to one another in marriage. The<br />

volume also includes numerous love poems<br />

highlighting everyday rituals, like sharing a<br />

kiss when Forrest comes home from work.<br />

The poems are gathered into groups,<br />

celebrating the cycle of the lovers’ feast days,<br />

plus a special section for “ordinary time”<br />

expressions of love. Just as the Christian<br />

liturgical cycle begins with the birth of the<br />

central figure of Christianity, so does this<br />

volume begin with the birth of the poet’s<br />

muse and the central figure of all these<br />

love poems.<br />

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Featured Work<br />

THE STUDY OF INSPIRING POETRY<br />

Shall I compare thee to a Shakespeare sonnet?<br />

Thou art more musical than his chorus lines<br />

Of tapdancing iambs with their twirling bonnets<br />

Or pirouetting dactyls. Thy vaudeville shines<br />

Brighter than his cleverest conceits.<br />

No love scene has he penned that’s hotter than<br />

Thy sizzle in the stir-fry ‘neath our sheets<br />

Where, burning, thy beauty makes me most a man.<br />

His perfect phrases are printed in men’s minds<br />

Less deeply than thy body on my soul.<br />

Though every morn we part, my spirit finds<br />

Thee always in me, and we two, one, are whole.<br />

His readers rightly call his metaphors “fresh”.<br />

But I much prefer the poetry of thy flesh.<br />

THE EDGE OF THINGS<br />

We hold one another trembling<br />

on this ball swirling through space.<br />

Your right hand hats my head<br />

to protect my naked pate<br />

against attacks of time and hate.<br />

I press your dancer’s body<br />

against my chest, my nose nuzzling<br />

your aromatic neck. I need you<br />

safe against nightmares and pain.<br />

We stand on the edge of things,<br />

thankful, afraid. It is day<br />

but night lingers on the horizon.<br />

It is night, but day will dawn.<br />

by Forrest Ingram<br />

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BREEZE ON YOUR BREASTS<br />

I am the whisper of a wild wind<br />

Whistling your attention to me.<br />

You hear, harken, look round,<br />

But no, no one, it appears, is near.<br />

But that’s my airy hand<br />

Fluffing your bountiful sexy tresses.<br />

You sit in the shade of a cedar<br />

And feel something, my breath, on your cheeks.<br />

You suck in air, and, over your lips,<br />

My unsubstantial tongue touches yours.<br />

I see you stretched in the sun--<br />

Who is that you feel caressing<br />

Your bikini-clad body, your fulsome breasts<br />

Half covered by a skimpy bra?<br />

Imagine me and know it’s true.<br />

PRIVATE GARDEN<br />

Propped on our love seat couch,<br />

Surrounded by green things growing,<br />

We joy in one another’s hearts,<br />

Sip Bombay Sapphire martinis and, in love,<br />

Nibble pretzels, almonds, fingertips,<br />

The healthy spiciness of multi-graced living.<br />

Too long have the hours held our bodies,<br />

Like magnets straining toward perfect union,<br />

Apart. Now, lost in each other’s gaze,<br />

We hear, as distant reverberations, our voices,<br />

The clean piping of a native Indian soul-song.<br />

Blessed by ivies and jades, we are attended<br />

By angelic dieffenbachias, ficuses, and ferns,<br />

The Song of India, the Chinese evergreen,<br />

Norfolk pine, two-trunked rubber tree,<br />

The three-in-one croton on oriental base<br />

And occasional bursts of red and white roses.<br />

Yet we carry our Eden with us where we go.<br />

It knows storms, terrors, invasions, wars,<br />

But God gave us gates no intruder may enter<br />

Where we, embowered in our green-growing love,<br />

Know nothing but the paradoxical peace and deep<br />

Excitement of loving, the blessing of God.<br />

It knows storms, terrors, invasions, wars,<br />

But God gave us gates no intruder may enter<br />

Where we, embowered in our green-growing love,<br />

Know nothing but the paradoxical peace and deep<br />

Excitement of loving, the blessing of God.<br />

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Featured Work<br />

ABOVE THE GROUND<br />

I know how your feet<br />

dance above the ground when you walk<br />

how you throb in my mind<br />

when you stand in the kitchen making dinner<br />

how your fingers excite my fancy<br />

when you cut a red pepper<br />

how your eyes make my heart explode<br />

when you look up from Bon Appétit<br />

I feel how your little finger<br />

adjusts my temperament, my day<br />

how your leg over mine at night<br />

is stronger surety than castle walls<br />

how lying beside you on the beach<br />

shoos away anxiety, relaxes me utterly<br />

how dancing with you transports me<br />

into an Eden of you and me<br />

Poems by Forrest Ingram<br />

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Featured Work<br />

A Pilot’s Takeoff:<br />

Deconstructing the<br />

Assurance of Salvation<br />

They say that literature is for everybody,<br />

but writing isn’t. We don’t all have a<br />

book in us. Working for the literary<br />

industry all these years have taught<br />

me that although we all have stories<br />

to tell, very few of us have a book<br />

worth writing.<br />

John Milton said that “a good book<br />

is the precious life-blood of a masterspirit,<br />

embalmed and treasured up on<br />

purpose to a life beyond life.” For most<br />

of us, literature is about standing on the<br />

shoulders of giants. It allows us to see<br />

beyond, and understand more than our<br />

own little slice of time and space.<br />

The purpose of literature is not to<br />

represent but to re-present. To hold up<br />

that mirror in a light that enables us to<br />

see reality, both reflected and refracted.<br />

In the same vein, if literature is part of<br />

the reality that we all live in, is there<br />

more to literature than the cover page,<br />

the interior content, the spine, and the<br />

overall message it’s trying to convey?<br />

Can literature actually reveal the truth?<br />

Can it save us from lies?<br />

When I met Harding Hedgpeth,<br />

pilot and author of the book The<br />

Hope of Salvation, he was on his way<br />

to Greenland with his wife for their<br />

vacation. He shared how they went<br />

through a rough patch and nearly<br />

separated for good. But in the end,<br />

they pushed through and worked out<br />

their problems. Harding, nicknamed<br />

Brent, jokingly said that they couldn’t<br />

be happier that the “divorce didn’t<br />

work out.”<br />

Marriage, like everything else, comes<br />

with certain promises. Assurances<br />

that need to be met. When it comes<br />

to salvation, religion interprets it in<br />

different ways. Most, if not all of us are<br />

taught, that if you do what you are told<br />

to do, you will enter the kingdom of<br />

heaven.The soul will be eternally saved.<br />

Brent had the same belief system<br />

for many years. He was raised by a<br />

Christian family. He was taught that, as<br />

a Christian, ”no matter what happens,<br />

you’re saved.” A privilege for the few.<br />

This is a common notion among<br />

believers of the faith.<br />

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Brent, like most men and women<br />

pursuing careers of their own and<br />

chasing their dreams, did not have much<br />

time for the bible, up until the time he<br />

turned 40. A sudden change happened<br />

in him. He started going through<br />

the pages of the bible and studied it<br />

thoroughly. A passage by John made an<br />

impression on him which says:<br />

John 17:3<br />

Now this is eternal life: that they<br />

know you, the only true God, and<br />

Jesus Christ, whom you have sent.<br />

To substantiate his bible readings,<br />

he did the research and came across<br />

different interpretation of salvation. In<br />

his book, he gives detailed takeaways<br />

as to how we may have misunderstood<br />

salvation. His arguments start with the<br />

knowledge that bible is written from two<br />

perspectives: God’s and man’s. Having<br />

said that, it explains seemingly contrary<br />

passages that suggest on one hand, that<br />

one cannot lose one’s salvation, and on<br />

the other hand, some have fallen away.<br />

From God’s perspective, his chosen ones<br />

cannot be lost. From man’s perspective,<br />

some have fallen away from “the faith.”<br />

He starts out with a brief look on the<br />

difference between Calvinism and<br />

Armenianism. Calvinists believe that<br />

salvation for “believers” is gained during<br />

his or her lifetime. That it cannot be<br />

lost, no matter what happens in the<br />

“believer’s” lifetime. Armenianism,<br />

however, teaches its followers that<br />

salvation can be gained and it can also<br />

be lost in a “believer’s lifetime.” They<br />

believe that people can be saved, but as a<br />

consequence of their poor choices, they<br />

can lose their salvation. Both viewpoints<br />

are supported by the bible. Calvinists<br />

refer to John 6:37 to illustrate that a<br />

believer cannot lose his or her salvation<br />

which says:<br />

John 6:37<br />

All that Father gives Me shall<br />

come to Me, and the one who comes<br />

to Me I will certainly not cast out.<br />

On the Armenians side, they refer to the<br />

following biblical passage:<br />

Hebrews 6:4-6<br />

For in the case of those who have<br />

once been enlightened and have<br />

tasted of the heavenly gift and<br />

have been made partakers of the<br />

Holy Spirit, and have tasted the<br />

good word of God and the powers<br />

of the age to come, and then have<br />

fallen away, it is impossible to<br />

renew them again to repentance,<br />

since they again crucify to<br />

themselves the Son of God and put<br />

Him to open shame.<br />

This is where Brent’s logic shines when<br />

he points out that although both beliefs<br />

are definitely backed by the bible,<br />

however, man and God’s perspective<br />

differ in as far as knowing who will be<br />

saved and who will not be.<br />

Brent further explains the pathway to<br />

salvation, which is exclusively through<br />

Jesus Christ. He reveals who Jesus is<br />

from the scripture, because one must<br />

accurately characterize Jesus in order<br />

for belief to have any meaning. Further<br />

demonstrating the importance of the<br />

bible in one’s salvation journey. He<br />

answers important questions in getting<br />

to know Jesus, which is to start his<br />

“I am” passages where in he provided<br />

direct clues about his true nature. “The<br />

bread of life,” where he hints on how<br />

spiritually consumes his words will live<br />

an eternal life.<br />

On his third act, the author discusses<br />

the paths that lead away from salvation<br />

which consists of many. While there<br />

is only one way to salvation, there are<br />

many paths away from it. He points<br />

out the “falling from grace” those who<br />

appear to be God’s chosen ones, and<br />

speak to the dangers of “assurance<br />

teaching” and the deceptions that<br />

come with it. Then follows a thorough<br />

discussion on God’s elect, specifically<br />

focusing on their characteristics.<br />

He’s referring to God’s servants on<br />

earth, the ministers, priests, and those<br />

ordained by God.<br />

“Religious leaders don’t have an inside<br />

track to salvation,” says Brent. Those that<br />

appear to be saved, ministers, preachers,<br />

pastors, and other leaders of churches,<br />

have been called out by Jesus himself at<br />

one point in the bible as “people who<br />

honor him with their lips, but their<br />

heart is far away from me.” Brent points<br />

out that there is assurance of hope<br />

among them in their teachings but it<br />

should not be confused as an assurance<br />

of salvation. As his final argument, he<br />

shares the common “assurance passages”<br />

that preachers “hang their hat on.”<br />

He discusses in detail from scripture<br />

that these passages should not be<br />

misconstrued as assurance of salvation.<br />

Brent has devoted nearly 5 years of his<br />

life understanding what needs to be<br />

done, while we’re still here, in order to<br />

be saved.<br />

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Sylvia Stern<br />

My Self-Publishing<br />

Journey as a<br />

First-Time Author<br />

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When I think about my poetry writing,<br />

words, thoughts, and ideas run through<br />

my veins while I’m walking. Then I<br />

would continue to say the words and<br />

lines until I get to the house and open<br />

up the computer where I would put<br />

them all together. I love writing on the<br />

computer. When I’m done, I would<br />

read them to my husband. Then send<br />

them to a friend through email and she<br />

would give her suggestions. Then I go<br />

back to the work, do the edits, and send<br />

them again.<br />

Because I enjoy writing poetry so much<br />

and it lifts my spirits in difficult times, I<br />

wondered if it would help others, or at<br />

least bring out a smile or laughter.<br />

That’s how the brave and foolish idea<br />

of publishing a book of my poetry<br />

began to form. The idea of following my<br />

dream. I found out that Inspiring Voices<br />

publishes poetry for a reasonable price. I<br />

decided to publish a children’s book and<br />

an adult book. They designed the covers<br />

and arranged the poetry into chapters I<br />

had decided. The books looked nice and<br />

it wasn’t too expensive. But the publisher<br />

didn’t help promote the book. I’m not<br />

good at promoting my own books so I<br />

was left with boxes of books.<br />

Later on, a book signing was set up<br />

for me at a local coffee shop. I paid for<br />

advertising in a larger city newspaper<br />

and I sold a few more but I still had<br />

piles of books. I took my children’s<br />

books to a few bookstores, but they said<br />

that, because I was unknown, they would<br />

not sell them.<br />

I received a couple of not so good<br />

feedback about the book. I was told<br />

that the cover was not attractive to both<br />

girls and boys. The fun of publishing<br />

my own books was fading with each<br />

comment from people admitting that<br />

they didn’t care much about poetry.<br />

They didn’t understand or enjoy poetry<br />

and preferred to read a story instead. If<br />

you go to a library or bookstore, you’ll<br />

see how little space is given to poetry.<br />

Poetry is hard to sell. Poets have always<br />

been famous for being poor even in the<br />

old days. Only a few make it, establish a<br />

name for themselves, and make a living<br />

out of their work.<br />

I never thought that my poetry would<br />

make me famous or rich. When I look<br />

through my first editions, I agree that<br />

more editing could have been done.<br />

While I was stuck with boxes of books, I<br />

felt really down. I thought I would have<br />

to accept the idea that I made a mistake.<br />

But I did meet a few people who loved<br />

reading my poetry to their grandchildren<br />

and memorized them. Parents who read<br />

them to their kids. I also have friends<br />

who told me they enjoyed reading my<br />

poetry in the morning before they start<br />

their day. There were also a few cancer<br />

survivors who told me that my adult<br />

book was a great comfort to them while<br />

recovering.<br />

My hopes started to build up again<br />

when a consultant from another<br />

publishing firm. This man, who’s name I<br />

will not reveal in this article for security<br />

purposes, told me he was sad because<br />

my books weren’t selling. He had a good<br />

idea on what to do and how he would<br />

promote my books. I refused and refused<br />

a couple of times. Until I gave in again<br />

for the sake of my dream, and agreed to<br />

let him do what he said he would for a<br />

fixed price.<br />

The company designed new covers,<br />

edited my work, made a website for me.<br />

But I received a lot of feedback from<br />

people telling me that the new cover for<br />

the children’s book was too babyish and<br />

it would make the book look like it was<br />

suited for pre-kindergarten children.<br />

But the contents are for older children.<br />

Choosing the right cover is so important<br />

to me because that is what people see<br />

first. I realized the cover was not a good<br />

too late, I already gave my approval on<br />

the design.<br />

Everything was very costly. When one<br />

promotion didn’t bring in any results,<br />

I was asked to advertise in newspapers<br />

that were too liberal for my taste and<br />

not a good fit for my poetry. They were<br />

very expensive and brought no results<br />

in sales. They also arranged interviews<br />

for me that were aired at times when<br />

my potential conservative readers were<br />

mostly likely not listening. I felt like<br />

a fool with a shriveling bank account.<br />

I decided to let it all go and consider<br />

it all a learning experience in the hard<br />

knocks of life.<br />

For new authors, it’s important that you<br />

do substantial research online and go<br />

through reliable journals or magazines,<br />

forums, for writers. Also, you have to<br />

learn to accept rejections and know that<br />

self-publishing costs money, no matter<br />

who you work with. Some publishing<br />

companies do not have the heart that is<br />

needed to get you through the process<br />

and promote your book in the right<br />

places for your style of writing.<br />

I don’t regret my time spent writing<br />

poetry because it was a wonderful period<br />

in my life. I would like my books to be<br />

found by the readers who enjoy them<br />

and be encouraged by their positive<br />

content. I would like children to discover<br />

my books and enjoy their nonsense, fun<br />

and even be encouraged to write their<br />

own poetry.<br />

As I stated before, my writing usually<br />

starts with a walk. It has been a long<br />

time since I last wrote a poem. I’m<br />

guessing it’s probably because of my<br />

publishing frustration. It may come back<br />

to me someday. I still write children’s<br />

plays for a school’s forensic program.<br />

I have temporary writer’s block every<br />

now and then, but I learned to let the<br />

frustration go. The moment I do, I can<br />

write again.<br />

About the author: Sylvia Stern never<br />

gets tired of seeing beautiful things. Just<br />

the other day, she and her husband were<br />

taking pictures of a road with maples<br />

in fall colors forming a canopy over the<br />

road. Nature is her favorite subject but<br />

she also writes about feelings, memories,<br />

and things that make her laugh. She<br />

enjoys watching the sky. Her other<br />

interests include collecting and reading<br />

books from old poets before 1900. She<br />

also likes history which gives her an<br />

idea about what people thought about,<br />

enjoyed, and celebrated in the past.<br />

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Wolf River<br />

A road hugs the curve of Wolf River<br />

Like a snake coiled around rocks.<br />

Spring thaw overflows into marshes.<br />

Deep water gives the current a frisky pace.<br />

Fishermen drawn like magnets bob like<br />

corks or move with motors to their spots<br />

in search of the mighty walleye.<br />

Houses on either side, nervous about the<br />

river depth and wake from the boats,<br />

watch and wait as river people do.<br />

Sturgeon spawning draws crowds of cars,<br />

gawkers , TV station people too.<br />

The huge, ugly fish are measured, weighed,<br />

then released by the DNR.<br />

Summer comes with lower water;<br />

boats still bob like corks looking<br />

for fish or a day of sun.<br />

Without rain, the river drops,<br />

exposing the river banks.<br />

The seasons move like the river with<br />

leaves floating at an easy pace.<br />

A few boats still pursuing fish or solitude.<br />

Cold winds blow and snow coats the trees;<br />

fishermen repair fishing shacks and pray<br />

for a hard freeze. The brave are out<br />

the moment they can walk on the river.<br />

The river moves under the ice until spring<br />

once again releases the current to flow<br />

freely, and boats are seen bobbing like corks.<br />

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Featured Work


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Featured Work<br />

What a Daisy Lacks<br />

What the daisy lacks in sophistication<br />

It excels in freshness and innocence,<br />

And in toughness it will not be outdone.<br />

Unlike the rose, it is not known for scent,<br />

And unlike the rose, it has no thorns.<br />

The care is simple, and it is easily content.<br />

A white daisy is the color most people think,<br />

But they have forgotten painted daisies<br />

Can be yellow, green, purple, and pink,<br />

And like the daisy, if only we could be<br />

Without thorns, fresh and innocent,<br />

And not worry about our lack of pedigree.<br />

The House Abandoned<br />

Abandoned and shabby stood the house,<br />

Lonely and uninhabited for years.<br />

It almost had a heart and soul<br />

That seemed to plead and even cry tears.<br />

With broken windows and a leaky roof,<br />

Unable to speak or heal itself,<br />

It continued to watch the world pass by.<br />

Some said it was haunted with ghosts,<br />

But no, it was only haunted with memories<br />

Of families living life and growing up;<br />

With heated rooms in the winter cold<br />

And open windows in the summer.<br />

Celebrating the seasons and holidays<br />

With the people inside was a joy.<br />

But no more, now it dreaded the cold,<br />

And rain that leaked inside, and the wind<br />

That rattled the broken windows.<br />

It continues to wait for someone<br />

To rescue and revive its tired bones.<br />

Its patience is growing as thin as its walls.<br />

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The Moonbeam and I<br />

The moon up above looked down kindly on me<br />

And sent illumination in the form of a moonbeam,<br />

Which lit up a wide circle of celestial light.<br />

And all I could do was to step out into the dream,<br />

With smiles and wonder in this unusual night.<br />

Wherever I walked, so did the moonbeam.<br />

If I jumped to the right or left, the moon was there.<br />

The moon and I played a game, it would seem,<br />

And then we chased each other everywhere,<br />

And wherever I walked, it was covered in cream.<br />

But then the moonbeam seemed to slip and fade,<br />

Taken over by the sun, a light in the very extreme.<br />

I have always loved the sun, but now I would trade,<br />

And walk back into the path of the lovely moonbeam.<br />

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Featured Work<br />

Firefly Fireworks<br />

At dusk, I stood near the pond on the Fourth of July<br />

And watched the fireworks explode in the sky.<br />

The colors of red, yellow, purple, and green,<br />

Bursting in fountains with white in between.<br />

A tiny flickering light caught my eye,<br />

It was much smaller and lower in the sky.<br />

It seemed to be playing hide-and-seek,<br />

And as I searched to get more than a peek.<br />

I saw it again, and then it was gone,<br />

Then I saw it again far across the lawn.<br />

Fireflies were a tiny part of the celebration,<br />

Their light measured in smaller calibration.<br />

Fireworks were still exploding in the sky,<br />

But I was drawn to the tiny light, and I knew why.<br />

We often notice grandiose, showy, and noisy display,<br />

And miss out on what the quiet and small have to say.<br />

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RESH<br />

EET<br />

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James Sinclair<br />

The shortest distance between James<br />

Sinclair, author of My Name is James,<br />

and a glimpse of his life story is not a<br />

straight line. Growing up in the time<br />

of Great Depression while keeping his<br />

sexuality carefully under wraps, James<br />

looks back and tells us why individual<br />

experiences about coming to terms with<br />

themselves is always helpful to anyone.<br />

“The memoir is a historical reflection<br />

from the 1930s of how I adapted to<br />

being gay and living through an era of<br />

discrimination, rejection and suspicion<br />

by individuals and of acceptance, love<br />

and support of others. It takes place in a<br />

moment of time now forgotten. It relates<br />

my determination to live a productive<br />

life in the straight world and achieve in<br />

spite of obstacles. It tells of how I found<br />

love and friendship in spite of society’s<br />

prejudices and fear. It is also a love story<br />

lasting over 47 years,” says James.<br />

James maintains that he has always<br />

been a positive person. He clarifies<br />

that he wrote the book not to draw<br />

sympathy. He has experienced hardships<br />

in different degrees and forms but has<br />

always managed to see through them<br />

with his unique sense of humor and<br />

clever wit.<br />

He admits that there are real chunks<br />

of his life that he felt he needed to<br />

suppress and not wanted to confront<br />

until later. Growing up in a hardworking<br />

Presbyterian family in Wisconsin, he<br />

didn’t have a male influence to look up<br />

to as his father died while he was still<br />

young. He and his younger brother<br />

had to stay with their grandfather, his<br />

father’s family household, who did not<br />

give them much attention. As a teenager,<br />

he admits that he has had several affairs<br />

with boys his age. This was around the<br />

same time when homosexuality was still<br />

considered illegal in a few states. But<br />

the encounters he’s had helped him find<br />

his footing in an era of intolerance—the<br />

thought that there were others like him<br />

made him feel less alone.<br />

Later on, when he joined the army, he<br />

included his honest accounts of the<br />

times and said that “there was always<br />

a gay subculture if one knew where<br />

to look.” During those days, he felt<br />

destined to be a loner and was always<br />

“afraid of being judged for being gay.”<br />

His life changed when he got accepted<br />

in a doctoral program at the University<br />

of Wisconsin. There, he met his partner,<br />

Elmer Uselmann, to whom he would<br />

spend the next 47 years with. In 2001,<br />

Uselmann passed away due to lung<br />

cancer. James wrote his memoir as a<br />

tribute to him and the love they’ve<br />

shared all those years.<br />

As a retired soybean pathologist, who<br />

was the first appointed professor of<br />

international affairs in the University<br />

of Illinois College of Agricultural,<br />

Consumer and Environmental Sciences,<br />

James spends his days mentoring<br />

graduate students which he considers<br />

his greatest achievement. He plays an<br />

active role in the community as Board<br />

of Directors for both the Krannert Art<br />

Museum and the Spurlock Museum.<br />

He is also a member of the Economic<br />

Development Commission of the village<br />

of Savoy, and the Rotary Club of Savoy.<br />

He has visited more than more than<br />

40 countries in his career. When asked<br />

about his favorite, he says it is difficult<br />

to choose just one. He explains that each<br />

country has its own culture, but people<br />

have the same problems no matter where<br />

you go. He traveled to those countries in<br />

his professional capacity, so he was able<br />

to see and experience them in a different<br />

way than does the average tourist.<br />

When he looks back on how far the<br />

LGBTQ rights movement has come,<br />

he shared that in the 70s, ““We never<br />

imagined same-sex marriage would<br />

become legal.” With the times rapidly<br />

changing, his best piece of advice to<br />

“Live for today. You cannot change<br />

yesterday, and tomorrow is not here yet.”<br />

While he was working on his memoir,<br />

he also wrote 80 poems and published it<br />

as his second book The Poetry of James.<br />

Now in his early 90s, James’ work and<br />

his achievements so far has been one<br />

long meaningful journey. A good place<br />

to put a flag on a mountain and say<br />

that all of this has happened, before he<br />

begins again on his next big pursuit.<br />

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But life wasn’t done with her. She<br />

came back, every time. Coming up for<br />

air after 28 years of going in and out<br />

of the hospital, battling with physical<br />

and practical challenges, anything<br />

from huge financial losses to the side<br />

effects of medication, with a confusedfeeling<br />

of crashing aching nothingness,<br />

her experience with pain prompted a<br />

thoughtful reflection—what now?<br />

Her personal relationships also suffered.<br />

Her husband left, leaving her with<br />

three kids to raise. On her first surgery,<br />

the doctor called her parents but they<br />

couldn’t be bothered to come. Some<br />

friends found it difficult to be with her<br />

while she was ill. Jeanne shared that the<br />

day-to-day had been nearly impossible<br />

to deal with. With hospital bills going<br />

up by the week, she seldom finds herself<br />

not knowing how she’ll be able to afford<br />

it all. When asked how she managed<br />

to carry on and continue, she shared “I<br />

couldn’t, but God did.”<br />

It wasn’t until her second time in heaven<br />

that she realized God had a purpose<br />

for her, for each and every one of us.<br />

She believes that humans, when we are<br />

in our “human mode,” we are innately<br />

stubborn. We don’t turn to him.<br />

“I don’t like myself when I’m on my<br />

human mode. I have a switch. I turn it<br />

off and turn God on, “ she shared.<br />

Coming from someone who grew up<br />

in a farm, and loved every bit of hard<br />

work and grit that went with it, Jeanne<br />

always had a knack for doing everything<br />

in one go and all by herself. Strongminded<br />

and determined, like every other<br />

workaholic out there, she believes that<br />

Jeanne Enstad<br />

Why is it so hard to be human?<br />

There’s no one else who can answer this<br />

question better than Jeanne Enstad,<br />

author of A Journey of Hope to Heaven<br />

and Back. Hers is more than a story of<br />

survival, it is a tale of thriving in life.<br />

In her mid 30s, while running a 6-mile<br />

marathon, she felt pain under her left<br />

arm. Doctors found out that she needed<br />

an operation to repair a tiny valve in her<br />

heart. During the open-heart surgery,<br />

she had a stroke. She died and entered<br />

heaven. Somehow, she to came back to<br />

the living. From then onward, a series<br />

of complications followed. She went<br />

on to have two to three surgeries each<br />

year for cancer, another four open heart<br />

surgeries, mini-strokes in between,<br />

contracted vascular diseases, gangrene<br />

on both legs, and a $280,000 medical<br />

bill. On top of the many other health<br />

problems, she went to the gym one<br />

Saturday, and got in an accident. A<br />

head-on collision with an 18-wheeler<br />

tractor trailer—the second time she died<br />

and re-entered heaven.<br />

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our human mode is susceptible to the<br />

devil’s inner workings. It is the devil that<br />

pulls us away from God. In a tone that<br />

veers from humorous to businesslike, she<br />

explains that we as human beings give<br />

the devil too much credit. When people<br />

hurt us, when trust gets broken, she says<br />

that it’s not the person’s doing. It’s the<br />

devil’s. We allow him to take over our<br />

choices, our actions. We give in to what<br />

he whispers to us.<br />

“True strength is through God,” she said.<br />

She recalls the consequences of not<br />

listening to God vs listening to him the<br />

hard way. In Cleveland, she needed a<br />

surgery after having a heart attack. In<br />

her mind, there was a voice that kept<br />

whispering, telling her to stop. But she<br />

didn’t. The doctor at that time got the<br />

wrong record and hurt her spinal cord.<br />

In a God-proof world, she should have<br />

been going home and opening a bottle<br />

of champagne surrounded by friends and<br />

family. But instead, she was paralyzed<br />

on one side, and stayed longer than<br />

expected in the hospital.<br />

A lot of questions run through her head<br />

in moments like this. Did you do this on<br />

purpose, God? Will I ever be healed on<br />

earth? Will I ever find a home?<br />

After everything that happened, she<br />

learned to stop and listen. She shared<br />

that when she gets confused, she finds<br />

a quiet spot and asks God to come into<br />

her heart. To tell her what God wants<br />

her to know. When she gets in trouble,<br />

her only response is “I have a bigger<br />

God than you do.” She doesn’t let her<br />

“human” get in the way of her God.<br />

“Experiencing heaven twice is the hope<br />

I bring to others.” said Enstad.<br />

While she has been fighting off the<br />

wolves, all those around her had been<br />

carrying on with their lives. Children<br />

had grown up, careers had been forged.<br />

Everything had moved forward. She<br />

never quit working, even while she<br />

was not in her best condition to work.<br />

Because of that, she became someone<br />

she never thought she would be. She<br />

taught in preschool. Later on, worked<br />

as a program and center director for<br />

Ford Motor Co. She even went as far<br />

as bagging the Chamber of Commerce<br />

Citizen, Ohio Volunteer Award and<br />

Cancer Survivor Award. She’s working<br />

out again. Even traveled on a plane to<br />

promote her book in L.A. Her body<br />

is slowly returning to her. Despite the<br />

realization that things will never be<br />

the same, but perhaps with a dollop<br />

of humor, less stubbornness, and a<br />

following wind, she knows she can be<br />

what God wants her to be.<br />

Her kids have a way of reminding her<br />

not to go all out superhuman on a daily<br />

basis. To try and step back and lean in<br />

to God. Every morning she is greeted<br />

by a mug they gave her that says, “Good<br />

Morning This is God I’ll be handling<br />

all your problems today. I will not need<br />

your help, so have a great day!” On not<br />

so good days, she stops and trusts the<br />

mug. Then starts again, tomorrow.


Marlene Burling<br />

“Writing is a big part of healing,” says<br />

Marlene Burling, author of A Daily Walk<br />

with God, who understands all too well<br />

the importance of words when in grief.<br />

Marlene and her husband, James,<br />

were together for as long as she could<br />

remember. Between 1962 to 1975, when<br />

he finally became a pastor, she knew<br />

then, what she still knows to be true<br />

now—she would dedicate her life to the<br />

church. They began their ministry as<br />

home missionaries and later served in<br />

regular pastorates.<br />

While they were serving the church,<br />

James’ parents became ill. They decided<br />

it was best to live with them and take<br />

care of them together. Marlene became<br />

their primary caregiver. But as time<br />

went by, her husband’s health started<br />

deteriorating as well. James, to whom<br />

she had been married to for 51 years,<br />

passed away.<br />

She didn’t know how to cope with her<br />

loss. She shared that she’s always been<br />

a walker. Walking has a therapeutic<br />

effect on her. Her morning walk is<br />

her special time to reflect and be with<br />

God. When James was gone, she<br />

started writing devotions during her<br />

morning walks. Later on, what began as<br />

a personal exercise to help her process<br />

her grief, took on a physical form. Her<br />

daily walks gave birth to a collection<br />

of 365 daily devotional thoughts. She<br />

published the collection and called it<br />

Morning Meditations. She republished<br />

it years after and called it A Daily Walk<br />

with God. Marlene captured common<br />

and relatable daily occurrences, objects,<br />

and Bible stories that people can easily<br />

gravitate toward. She wants her readers<br />

to be brave, for them to realize that no<br />

matter what they are going through—<br />

and no matter how difficult or trying<br />

it may be—they are not alone. God is<br />

always there. She wants her readers to<br />

feel a kind of certainty, that they can rely<br />

on God for peace, comfort, direction and<br />

joy even in the midst of a heartache.<br />

When asked what she would’ve been<br />

like if she hadn’t been a pastor’s wife,<br />

she shared that she’s always had a good<br />

head for business during high school.<br />

She once worked as a secretary. But<br />

even so, she can never imagine herself<br />

to be living another life. Even with her<br />

sorrow, she carried on serving God. She<br />

became a teacher, speaker, and writer.<br />

Her marriage gave her three children,<br />

and they gave her ten grandchildren in<br />

return. She wrote a children’s book titled<br />

Grandma, Tell Me the Easter Story.<br />

Other than her books, Marlene began<br />

to play a more active role in the<br />

community. She started a ministry in<br />

her church for widows and singles. The<br />

group is called The King’s Daughters<br />

which caters to women who are grieving<br />

and in need of guidance. She also has<br />

a workshop which she calls There’s Life<br />

After Death. She presents it to churches,<br />

ladies’ groups, or those who are in need<br />

of God’s presence.<br />

As she was grieving for her husband,<br />

one verse in the bible resonated<br />

deeply to her:<br />

John 10:10 The thief comes only to<br />

steal and kill and destroy; I have come<br />

that they may have life, and have it<br />

to the full.<br />

It is where Jesus tells us about a thief,<br />

a spiritual thief that robs us of our<br />

connection with him. Interferes with the<br />

time we spend in prayer and meditation.<br />

Marlene, has a special place where she<br />

connects with Jesus Christ. It is a part of<br />

her house, a sunroom. But after what she<br />

has gone through, she now calls it her<br />

“son room,” where she spends time with<br />

the son. She believes that we need more<br />

than just words in healing. It’s Jesus’<br />

words, the son of God, that heals the<br />

wounds completely. Marlene’s devotion<br />

is one of the great testaments to the<br />

indomitability of the human spirit and<br />

the true strength of a Christian woman.<br />

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Y THE<br />

OOK<br />

A detailed account of the long and action-packed Naval career of retired Rear<br />

Admiral George Worthington. Revisiting the rigorous training he went through<br />

which propelled him to a career that lasted him a lifetime. The frogs, or frogmen,<br />

as what he calls his fellow navy seals, during his time were peppered with some<br />

of the most controversial military events in history. Robust special operations<br />

initiatives and several armed clashes were carried out on his watch. His account<br />

go as far as the Desert One operation in Iran and the assassination of Kennedy.<br />

“My whole point is Runnin’ with Frogs entailed more than kicking up road dust; it meant<br />

runnin’ through the halls of Pentagon, the far reaches to Congress—House started, Senate<br />

nailed it, and throughout the service at home and abroad,” shared the author.<br />

The author divided his memoir into three phases—where he he had been, what<br />

had happened or what had been his reaction, and what he had learned. The book<br />

includes three important chunks of his early years in life, his active duty in the<br />

U.S. Navy, and the rest of it as he continues to live, learn, and pay attention. He<br />

walks the reader through on what went on behind the scenes in every armed<br />

encounter he’s been in.<br />

George Worthington<br />

Runnin’ with Frogs: A<br />

Navy Memoir<br />

When asked about his favorite time in the navy, he shares that runnin’ with frogs<br />

is always a good time. Runnin’, for him, simply means working with, drinking<br />

with, hanging out with, serving with, and alongside with; looking after teammates,<br />

and acquiring the skills necessary for service.<br />

About the Author<br />

Rear Admiral George R. Worthington, USN (Ret.) is from in Louisville, Kentucky.<br />

The family bounced around during the war years from Florida to <strong>Texas</strong> while his<br />

father served in the Navy. In 1948 they settled in Rockaway Park, Long Island,<br />

until 1950. Worthington was sent to South Kent School while the family moved<br />

to Tucson. He attended a year at Brown University until receiving an appointment<br />

to the U.S. Naval Academy where he graduated with the class of 1961.<br />

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Hunters follow a simple rule: you eat what you kill. A good hunt equates to an<br />

800-lb bull elk meat that can feed a family for a year. Like most sons to fathers,<br />

author Kramer Elkman, learned how to hunt because of his father—every son’s<br />

first hero.<br />

But the feeling is unfortunately not mutual. Kramer had never felt loved, not<br />

by his father. The book is a difficult read especially if you’ve gone through what<br />

Kramer has. The book has been reviewed as an emotionally wrenching read.<br />

Kramer Elkman<br />

Red Dot Shot:<br />

Phantom of Wilderness<br />

As the story unfolds through the eyes of a little boy desperately hungry for a<br />

father’s love, Elkman’s keen observation and descriptive style effectively bring his<br />

readers with him on those hunting trips to the wilderness, not only in the physical<br />

sense of the word but more on the emotional aspect. And this is what makes<br />

this story interesting. It keeps readers at the edge of their seats in agitation. As it<br />

follows the complex father and son relationship, we cannot help but examine our<br />

own. The story is easily relatable.. Red Dot Shot is a compelling story, revealing<br />

the significance of growing up surrounded by love and affection, instead of<br />

disapproval and apathy. Also a coming of age story, this memoir is a must-read.<br />

About the Author<br />

Kramer Elkman has had incredible experiences. There are many strange occurrences<br />

in a thirty-seven timeline. He cannot explain why these phenomena happened.<br />

He feels that he was chosen for this arduous task. He is thrilled to have the<br />

opportunity to write about the experience and make it available for many readers<br />

to enjoy. He is a devoted, honest, and energetically hard-working individual who<br />

loves to help people learn from his experiences.<br />

What is a bully? Who gets bullied?, What is a scapegoat? Why do people get<br />

bullied? How far back does bullying go back in history?<br />

These are important questions author Lydia Greico underlines and examines in<br />

her book Because It’s Wrong: Bullies vs Nazis. Initially written as a teaching tool,<br />

this bookstore treasure goes into the deeply rooted causes of bullying and why<br />

it’s still happening despite the efforts poured into its prevention. She decided it’s<br />

time to put a stop to this and make people aware of how completely wrong it is<br />

to continue tolerating a trauma-causing behavior. It is the author’s contention<br />

that there seems to be no end to bullying.<br />

Lydia Greico<br />

Because It’s Wrong:<br />

Bullies vs. Nazis<br />

“There is no end to bullying in this country. In this book, I want to talk about<br />

all of the reasons for bullying. I will go into deep depth showing incidents of<br />

bullying. Why do humans keep trying to find a way to hurt one another? Isn’t<br />

one of God commandments to love your neighbor as yourself?,” said Lydia<br />

Lydia dedicates this book to all the victims of bullying as far back in history and<br />

as it is happening today. People in the workplace getting bullied in America,<br />

children in schools, and families. I am also including the Jews that died in the<br />

holocaust in such a horrific manner with reckless disregard for life by the Nazis.<br />

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Austin in a<br />

Shoestring<br />

Welcome to the Live Music Capital of the<br />

World! But don’t be deceived by the city’s official<br />

slogan, there is more to it than live music. Let me<br />

give you a bird’s eye view of what you can do in a<br />

weekend without burning a hole in your pocket.<br />

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How to go around<br />

Exploring downtown and all its nearby<br />

offerings can be done on foot, using<br />

scooters, bikes, pedicabs, bus or train.<br />

Alternatively, for further distances,<br />

you can always get a Lyft, Ride Share,<br />

Uber or taxi. The most efficient way<br />

to commute around Austin is through<br />

CapMetro, this is Austin’s Public Transit.<br />

You can easily plan your trips by visiting<br />

their website or by using their app, all<br />

you need to do is input your destination<br />

and you will get the information on<br />

which bus to take, which bus stop to<br />

take it from and its schedule. If you are<br />

downtown, you can easily rent a bike<br />

using the bike stations found in Central<br />

Austin, you can rent it for an hour or up<br />

to a day. If you prefer to get a mountain<br />

bike, since you might want to hit the<br />

trail and not just downtown, there are<br />

a lot of bike rental places. I personally<br />

recommend Bicycle World for any of your<br />

bicycle needs while in town.<br />

What to do<br />

There are a lot of things you can do<br />

in Austin. Almost every month there<br />

is a convention, every week there are<br />

happenings. Your guide for the latest<br />

and upcoming happenings in the city<br />

can be found at Do512. They have a list<br />

for weekly and daily events, even for<br />

the local bar’s happy hours. The two<br />

biggest annual events that people line<br />

up and pay for are the SXSW Conference<br />

& Festivals happening in March and<br />

Austin City Limits (ACL) Music Festival<br />

in October. SXSW is the gathering<br />

and convergence of the interactive, film<br />

and music industries, while ACL is<br />

a-two consecutive three-day weekends<br />

of music, with multiple stages where<br />

bands from different genres perform.<br />

These festivals are costly, so you better<br />

plan ahead.<br />

Another thing that you can spend time<br />

with is to go brewery hopping as Austin<br />

is also known for its craft beers. You<br />

will be amazed at the array of beers you<br />

will find. In most restaurants, they offer<br />

beer on tap for you. If you don’t know<br />

what kind of beer to get, always ask your<br />

bartender, they will be more than happy<br />

to help. I love going to PintHouse Pizza,<br />

The ABGB or Easy Tiger, aside from the<br />

great selection of beer on tap, they’re<br />

food is spot on.<br />

But now let me help you with what you<br />

can do in Austin for a weekend.<br />

You can start by going to the Greetings<br />

from Austin Mural, it is located in<br />

1720 S 1st St, Austin, TX 78704. Then<br />

you can walk towards South Congress<br />

Avenue and start your leisurely stroll<br />

from Torchy’s Taco, there will be a variety<br />

of stores selling just about anything<br />

and food places. Take a moment to visit<br />

Tesoro’s, a distributor of folk arts and<br />

craft plus other items, then you can go<br />

down one side of the street towards<br />

downtown. If you are a book lover you<br />

will love South Congress Books. Further<br />

down, if you have seen the movie Chef,<br />

you will see where Chef Carl Casper<br />

parked his food truck, right by Guero’s<br />

Taco Bar, you might even catch a band<br />

or two or quench your thirst with a<br />

glass of beer too. Then as you pass Jo’s<br />

Coffee, take a moment to stop by the I<br />

Love You So Much Mural on its northfacing<br />

wall. Cross the street here and to<br />

your left, you will see the <strong>Texas</strong> Capitol.<br />

On the other side of the street you will<br />

have more food places and you have to<br />

stop by Amy’s Ice Cream. You then go up<br />

and just browse through the different<br />

offerings this side of the street have, you<br />

might even spot have performers on the<br />

side street.<br />

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Take a moment to rest. Always hydrate<br />

because the <strong>Texas</strong> sun can be brutal.<br />

Just before sunset, take a ride towards<br />

the Ann W. Richards Congress Avenue<br />

Bridge to watch the bats come out to<br />

hunt at night. The best way to see it,<br />

based on personal experience albeit a<br />

little too taxing, is to rent a kayak and<br />

watch it from under the bridge. It is an<br />

amazing feeling to see thousands of bats<br />

fly over you. Alternatively, you can find<br />

a spot on the bridge or the surrounding<br />

areas and wait out there.<br />

On a Friday or Saturday night, you can<br />

go and walk through 6 th Street. You can<br />

start at The Driskill, this is an iconic<br />

hotel and easily an Austin favorite,<br />

then take a turn at East 6 th where your<br />

journey to Austin’s night life awaits.<br />

Here you will find all types of music and<br />

just the people milling around, drunk or<br />

otherwise. You can grab a donut or two<br />

at Voodoo Donut (cash only though) and<br />

if it is still open, take a peek at Museum<br />

of the Weird. At the very end before you<br />

get inside Easy Tiger to enjoy a quiet<br />

night, (kindly get a pretzel with your<br />

beer, you won’t regret it, easily one of the<br />

best for me!), you have to see the Historic<br />

6 th Street Mural.<br />

For your Sunday, Austin is big on<br />

brunches and mimosas. But before you<br />

do, hit the trail. You can walk, run, bike<br />

or just sit around and enjoy the morning.<br />

Or you can take a cool dip at the Barton<br />

Springs Pool, visitors are charged $8 upon<br />

entry, or you can be there before 8am<br />

and get in for free. You can also rent a<br />

kayak, canoe or a stand-up paddle and<br />

go around the lake.<br />

If you still have time, you can squeeze in<br />

a quick walk around the <strong>Texas</strong> Capitol,<br />

then take a bus towards the HOPE<br />

Outdoor Gallery, this is a one of a kind<br />

location where artists or just anyone can<br />

display their art or as an inspirational<br />

outlet. You can rent or buy a spray paint<br />

or two and you can also put your mark<br />

on it, for the moment.<br />

I understand that this feels more like a<br />

dash than a relaxed weekend, but mind<br />

you, there’s more to Austin than meets<br />

the eye. These my friends, is just the tip<br />

of the iceberg. Come and explore Austin.<br />

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Just 5 Minutes<br />

with Author<br />

What’s with the name? Is it<br />

Marcella or Sally?<br />

My sisters thought Marcella was too<br />

long. So they went with Sall, close to<br />

the second syllable of my name. An old<br />

friend in school, misheard my sister<br />

and thought she called me “sow,” which<br />

prompted the addition of another<br />

syllable. That’s why I’m Sally, with the y.<br />

How many books have you written?<br />

14 books so far<br />

How would you describe your books?<br />

Inspirational romance<br />

How do you remember all the characters<br />

in all of your books?<br />

I just do, I don’t know how. I’m 88 now<br />

and I remember them all.<br />

Which character was difficult for you to<br />

write in your books?<br />

In Rewards of Faith, Todd Olsen,<br />

Jessica’s ex-boyfriend. He did really<br />

bad things and kept pushing himself<br />

to Jessica.<br />

You’ve written several books, how did<br />

you go about choosing which one to<br />

publish first?<br />

It’s a funny story. I was with my<br />

husband’s coffee group and one guy<br />

came up to me and said “Sally, that is<br />

the best book you’ve written.” It was the<br />

An Escape for Joanna story. Among all<br />

my books, it’s the only book I’ve written<br />

that has a sexual encounter in it. It’s the<br />

first one I published. Later on, I realized,<br />

that’s probably not the book I should’ve<br />

published first. It created this kind of<br />

expectation that there’s always sex in my<br />

books, which is not at all true.<br />

What are the common beliefs of<br />

your male characters that make them<br />

stand out?<br />

Abstinence is the way to go. Also, most<br />

of them are in their 30s.<br />

How did you get into writing?<br />

I read a lot to my husband while taking<br />

care of him. Most of the books I read,<br />

I found them not that good. In my<br />

mind, I thought I could write better. My<br />

husband told me why not give it a try.<br />

Everything just started from there. Now,<br />

14 books later, I’m still writing.<br />

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