Happiful March 2020
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@GRACEFVICTORY<br />
Grace recommends<br />
Body Positive Power: How<br />
to stop dieting, make peace<br />
with your body and live<br />
By Megan Jayne Crabbe<br />
(Vermilion, £12.99)<br />
Health at Every Size:<br />
The surprising truth<br />
about your weight<br />
By Linda Bacon<br />
(BenBella Books, £10.99)<br />
This is why our relationship with<br />
food – and ourselves – becomes so<br />
skewed. We tear ourselves down<br />
in any way that we can, and even<br />
though 95% of diets do not work,<br />
we blame ourselves if we don’t lose<br />
weight. We exercise to look good,<br />
despite feeling like utter crap. We<br />
constantly think about our bodies<br />
in a negative way, and every day<br />
that goes past is another day of<br />
self-loathing and self-deprecating<br />
behaviour.<br />
But we hardly see it, because it’s<br />
normal to hate who we are, and<br />
radical not to. We disconnect from<br />
parts of us in a bid to become<br />
smaller versions of ourselves. We<br />
shrink, pick, and even cut away at<br />
who we are, in the desperate hope<br />
that we will find happiness in a<br />
smaller pair of jeans.<br />
And this was me, and sometimes,<br />
it is still me. I’ve been so much<br />
thinner than I am now, and it still<br />
wasn’t enough. I got to my goal<br />
weight and the goal changed, and<br />
then all of a sudden I was Googling<br />
boob jobs and bum lifts. It became<br />
apparent that no matter what I<br />
looked like, I still wouldn’t like<br />
myself. It wasn’t my body after all.<br />
Happiness and self-actualisation<br />
cannot be found on the outside<br />
– it is about the inner you. It is<br />
about knowing who you really<br />
were before you internalised<br />
other people’s standards. It is<br />
about setting your own standards.<br />
It is about letting go of fear, and<br />
instead choosing love. Life does<br />
not begin when you’re thin. Life is<br />
happening now. So, stop engaging<br />
in behaviours, conversations, and<br />
diets that make you feel like you’re<br />
not good enough. You are.<br />
Love<br />
Grace<br />
x<br />
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