01.03.2021 Views

Windward Review

Volume 18, 2021

Volume 18, 2021

SHOW MORE
SHOW LESS

You also want an ePaper? Increase the reach of your titles

YUMPU automatically turns print PDFs into web optimized ePapers that Google loves.

Joseph Wilson<br />

Undated Photograph of my Mother<br />

with her Three Sisters<br />

(photographer unknown, taken in Indianapolis, Indiana, probably West Street circa 1932)<br />

My mother Mary sits between her older sisters<br />

Franny, whose left hand graces my mother’s shoulder, and Laverne<br />

The baby Leona sits astride dear Franny’s legs<br />

While my sweet aunt’s right palm, such a large good hand<br />

Holds her baby sister secure against her chest<br />

As if Franny knows<br />

Already knows how danger and disappointment<br />

Stand across the street in the shadows<br />

Smoking stubby cigarettes<br />

Spitting out tobacco leaf ends<br />

Sharing filthy stories<br />

Comparing the lasting damage of their cruel tricks<br />

Meanwhile my beloved mother looks straight into<br />

The aperture not exactly sure<br />

Being so young, perhaps three or four<br />

What this all means<br />

Her face is not willfully composed for the camera<br />

Unsettled and unsure of what is to come<br />

In this next moment or the eighty years in front of her<br />

Including her marriage and four children and miscarriage<br />

Her divorce from my father<br />

The courtship and marriage to Walter<br />

Their move to the Arizona high desert and<br />

Then the slow exacting deaths of her own mother and sisters<br />

Like bright little lamps sputtering out<br />

One by one by one by one<br />

What would we do if we knew what would happen<br />

What could we do what could we do what could we do<br />

114 WINDWARD REVIEW | Vol. 18

Hooray! Your file is uploaded and ready to be published.

Saved successfully!

Ooh no, something went wrong!