I go in different cycles.Uh-huh.I would say sometimes I’m really angry.Other times I’m really sad...and disappointed.I feel like I’ve worked really hard tokeep our family together and so-I’m angry that Mike pulled the familyapart so bad.Yeah.With his alcoholism, with hisaddictions to all sorts of differentthings. It’s... been really painful.Yeah, I feel like there was...I feel like a lot of that experience hasbeen...It was like you tried to protect me fromthat as a kid. So I didn’t even reallyrealize like how bad Dad’s alcoholismor anything like that was. I just was kindof confused as a kid until like he went torehab basically. I didn’t- I didn’t really getit.Yeah. Until he would acknowledgeit, it was more me covering up andmaking sure that the family continuedto have a house and have food and havemedical care, and I just never let himdrive.