So... (text only)

Because... I didn’t trust him to be Mhm. safe.
Mhm.
But once he went to rehab, it made it
more front and center because now
he would acknowledge it so then it was
acceptable for me to also acknowledge
it to other people.
Yeah? Like before he wouldn’t want you
to say anything about it or something
like that? Or like you wouldn’t want to say
anything about it?
Well whenever I would say something
about it he would tell me I didn’t know
what I was talking about.
Oh yeah, like he was in denial.
Right. Oh.
Therefore, forcing that denial in my
face all the time and not acknowledging
the fact that...
He went to counseling before that
because I said I would leave if he
didn’t go for counseling. I didn’t want
to watch him spiral down and I just
didn’t want to watch him kill himself. Yeah.
That makes sense.
Yeah. In the end, I had no ability to
have an impact on that.
Yeah like you can’t save him if he doesn’t
want to get better.