Child Rescue Magazine
Official magazine of the child rescue center
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One morning my Husband and I were driving from<br />
Rustenburg to Pretoria, on the N4 Highway for a<br />
routine Gynecologist checkup. At the time I was<br />
about 26 weeks pregnant. We were excited to see<br />
our baby girl on the scans again as we were counting<br />
down the checkups until we were going to meet her<br />
and hold her in our arms.<br />
As we were driving, something caught our attention, I<br />
wasn’t sure what I had seen but we both felt strongly<br />
compelled to turn around. We found a safe place to<br />
do so, and by the time we got back to the scene a<br />
truck driver had also stopped.<br />
There, right next to the white line on the tar, lay a baby<br />
boy, his body so perfectly formed but lifeless, blown<br />
out of a plastic bag… abandoned. It was clear that he<br />
hadn’t been there long as there was no insect activity<br />
yet. With every car that rushed by, I dreaded the bag<br />
blowing up and pulling his tiny lifeless body away, but<br />
he lay there, stuck to the tar with the flapping plastic<br />
bag somehow still attached to him. Everything in me<br />
wanted to pick him up and console him, hold him, help<br />
him! But it was too late! I stood there, torn between<br />
feeling my own baby moving frantically inside of me,<br />
probably sensing my tense emotions and the lifeless<br />
baby on the roadside that I could do nothing for. I had<br />
never felt so helpless in my entire life…<br />
Knowing that we could not move him, due to forensic<br />
proceedings that would have to be followed I started<br />
looking for something to cover him with but couldn’t<br />
find anything that wouldn’t compromise what now<br />
had turned from life into evidence. Instead, I started<br />
phoning the police, first the closest police station.<br />
They said they would send someone to the scene.<br />
Thirty minutes later no one had responded so I called<br />
again at which point the jurisdictional card was<br />
played and I had to call another station that I must<br />
say responded rather quickly. We thanked the police<br />
and allowed the truck driver to give his report as he<br />
had been the first responder on the scene. Still in<br />
shock and with heavy hearts we continued to our<br />
doctor’s appointment.<br />
I had phoned the Doctor’s office to inform them we<br />
would be late, so she already knew to debrief us<br />
professionally and confirmed what I had expected.<br />
The baby was about the same gestational age as our<br />
daughter at the time, and the Dr said her suspicions<br />
would be that the baby had been dumped there after<br />
an illegal abortion. At 26 weeks of gestation a baby is<br />
still very small but has a decent chance at survival<br />
should it be born at this point provided it receives the<br />
correct medical care. Unfortunately, this baby was<br />
never even given the chance!<br />
We went on with our day as ‘normally’ as possible<br />
although we were clearly moved by the events. We<br />
prayed about it and asked the Lord to turn a difficult<br />
situation into something good. I asked God what we<br />
should do and received word from Numbers 16: 46 –<br />
48 “And Moses said to Aaron, “Take your censer and<br />
put fire in it from the altar, and place incense on it;<br />
then bring it quickly to the congregation and make<br />
atonement for them, for wrath has gone out from the<br />
Lord, the plague has begun!” Then Aaron took it just<br />
as Moses had spoken, and he ran into the midst of the<br />
assembly; and behold, the plague had begun among<br />
the people. So, he put on the incense and made<br />
atonement for the people. And he took his stand<br />
between the dead and the living, so that the plague<br />
was brought to a halt.”<br />
The word atonement is used in the bible to make<br />
reference to ‘cover, appease, cleanse, cancel out, put<br />
off or reconcile’. According to Wikipedia atonement<br />
is defined as: “Atonement (also atoning, or, to atone)<br />
is the concept of a person taking action to correct<br />
previous wrongdoing on their part either through<br />
direct action to undo the consequences of that act,<br />
equivalent action to do good for others or some other<br />
expression of feelings of remorse.”<br />
Since this incident we have become very passionate 6