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REAL PEOPLE | REAL STORIES | REAL HOPE<br />

DAR VUELTA<br />

PARA VER<br />

EN ESPAÑOL<br />

A BETTER LIFE<br />

LET YOUR LIFE SHINE<br />

<strong>LOST</strong> <strong>BOY</strong>,<br />

<strong>Found</strong> THE<br />

STORY<br />

OF<br />

TIMOTHY<br />

KANE<br />

A magazine<br />

on a mission:<br />

see page 2<br />

Issue 03 / 2024


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ISSUE 3, JULY 2024<br />

“I waited patiently for the Lord to help me, and he turned to me and heard my cry.… Many will<br />

see what he has done and be amazed. They will put their trust in the Lord.” Psalm 40: 1, 3 NLT<br />

Publisher & Executive Director<br />

Kristi Overton Johnson<br />

Editor<br />

Rachel Overton<br />

Spanish Translator<br />

Ebert Morillo<br />

Editorial Team<br />

Karissa Anderson<br />

Kristi Overton Johnson<br />

Christina Kimbrel<br />

Rachel Overton<br />

Carla Owens<br />

Creative Designer<br />

Lauren Jones<br />

Creative Content Team<br />

Stephanie Carter<br />

Deborah Griffin<br />

Kristi Overton Johnson<br />

Christina Kimbrel<br />

Administrative Director<br />

Carla Owens<br />

Production Manager<br />

Christina Kimbrel<br />

Director of Digital Content<br />

Sheridan Correa<br />

Director of Prison Correspondence<br />

Lauren Everett<br />

Director of Care/Correctional Liaison<br />

Pat Avery<br />

Director of Partner Relations<br />

Ashley Smith<br />

Hispanic Outreach Director<br />

Denise San Miguel<br />

Story Contributors<br />

Roy A. Borges<br />

Sheridan Correa<br />

Kristi Overton Johnson<br />

Timothy Kane<br />

Christina Kimbrel<br />

Amber Leason<br />

Naomi Lewis<br />

Sherri Mewha<br />

Carla Owens<br />

Na’Kedra Rodgers<br />

Chris Southerland<br />

Robert E. Whitner<br />

Cover Photography<br />

Upon a Dream Photography LLC<br />

Photography<br />

Mike Barber Ministries<br />

Kory Gordon<br />

Deborah Griffin Photography<br />

The Jesus Infusion<br />

Kristi Overton Johnson<br />

Tim and Ericka Kane (Courtesy of)<br />

Joey Meddock Photography<br />

Pathway to Freedom<br />

Na’Kedra Rodgers (Courtesy of)<br />

S.H.A.R.P. (Courtesy of)<br />

Geri Simpkins Photography<br />

Deanna Smith Photography<br />

Upon a Dream Photography LLC<br />

Robert E. Whitner (Courtesy of)<br />

Artwork<br />

Bill Coyne<br />

Incarcerated Family Member<br />

Victorious Living magazine is a publication of Kristi Overton Johnson Ministries, a 501(c) (3)<br />

organization. Copyright © 2024, Kristi Overton Johnson Ministries, all rights<br />

reserved. For permission to reprint or copy any material contained herein, please<br />

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DISCLAIMER: The articles featured in Victorious Living are designed to inspire and encourage<br />

our readers by sharing powerful testimonies from people who, we believe, have been transformed<br />

by God’s grace, love, and power. The articles are focused on each individual’s testimony.<br />

Although we conduct some independent research, we rely heavily on the information provided<br />

to us by those we interview. Our articles are not intended to be an endorsement of the views,<br />

opinions, choices, or activities of the persons whose stories we feature. The statements, views,<br />

and opinions of those persons whose stories we feature are purely their own, and we do not<br />

control and are not responsible for any such statements, views, or opinions.<br />

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THE VICTORIOUS LIVING STORY<br />

JOIN OUR MISSION<br />

One visit with an incarcerated friend in 2013 opened the eyes<br />

of Victorious Living founder, Kristi Overton Johnson, to the<br />

hopelessness of life behind bars.<br />

Soon after, this former world champion water skier traded in her<br />

water ski career to serve the corrections community. Over the years,<br />

God has blessed Kristi with an incredible team and opened many<br />

doors of opportunities.<br />

What started in 2013 with the delivery of<br />

Victorious Living magazine into Florida<br />

prisons has now expanded to a<br />

comprehensive, international, bilingual<br />

outreach to the incarcerated and<br />

those working in corrections.<br />

Millions of lives have been<br />

impacted by the transforming and<br />

empowering hope of the gospel<br />

of Jesus Christ delivered through<br />

our magazine, correspondence<br />

and wellness programs, care<br />

team, national event tours, and<br />

broadcasting on prison tablets.<br />

And the story is still being written.<br />

Victorious Living encourages,<br />

equips, and empowers<br />

members of the corrections<br />

community through biblically<br />

based solutions that lead<br />

to wholeness, fulfillment of<br />

purpose, and positive impact<br />

on those around them.<br />

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ISSUE 3, JULY 2024<br />

CONTENTS<br />

8<br />

9<br />

STEPPING FORWARD<br />

Ledge-Walkers, Beware!<br />

BY SHERRI MEWHA<br />

Live Like Others Are Dying<br />

BY AMBER LEASON<br />

29<br />

What You Think Is What You Are<br />

BY SHERIDAN CORREA<br />

Satan strives to convince us we aren’t<br />

enough. Scripture tells us who we really are<br />

and how God sees us as His beloved children.<br />

What we choose to believe influences our<br />

actions, reactions, and life’s outcomes. Are<br />

you believing God or Satan today?<br />

20<br />

Cancer, a car accident, the death of a<br />

daughter, and so much anguish. But<br />

God promises to redeem it all, and for<br />

the Lewises, He has.<br />

COVER STORY<br />

Lost Boy, <strong>Found</strong><br />

13<br />

Who’s Your Navigator?<br />

THE STORY OF TIMOTHY KANE<br />

17<br />

25<br />

18<br />

BY CHRISTINA KIMBREL<br />

On the Right Track<br />

BY CARLA OWENS AND KRISTI<br />

OVERTON JOHNSON<br />

An Honest Crook<br />

BY ROY A. BORGES<br />

TRANSFORMED<br />

LIVES<br />

Let Your Life Shine<br />

BY KRISTI OVERTON JOHNSON<br />

The way we conduct our lives is important.<br />

If someone examined your life, what would<br />

they see? More importantly, what does God<br />

see? Live your life so that those around you<br />

see only the light of your Savior, Jesus Christ.<br />

10<br />

14<br />

FEATURES<br />

A Willing Heart<br />

THE STORY OF CHRIS SOUTHERLAND<br />

“Every person is a human being with a<br />

name and a story,” Chris says. A willingness<br />

to learn the details of those stories helped<br />

Chris see situations and needs from both<br />

sides—an important ability for someone<br />

God raised from clerical work all the way<br />

up to warden and regional director in the<br />

Florida DOC.<br />

God’s Better Plan<br />

THE STORY OF NAOMI LEWIS<br />

Just as Naomi and her husband were<br />

settling in to their golden years of wellearned<br />

retirement, catastrophe struck.<br />

26<br />

Tried as an adult and convicted of<br />

murder at age 14, Tim thought his life<br />

was over. But God can find His children<br />

anywhere—even in the depths of solitary<br />

confinement. Tim spent the next 25 years<br />

in prison. Released in 2017, he now shares<br />

his experience with everyone he can,<br />

telling them about the incredible mercy<br />

and love of his Savior, Jesus Christ.<br />

A Vessel for His Glory<br />

THE STORY OF NA’KEDRA RODGERS<br />

Trials and disappointments can deceive us<br />

into believing that God and people don’t<br />

care about us and that our lives have no<br />

purpose. But God and the Bible soundly<br />

declare that is not true. Satan will do his<br />

best to defeat you, but he is a defeated<br />

foe. Focus on what is true and let God use<br />

your circumstances to glorify Him.<br />

COVER PHOTO BY UPON A DREAM PHOTOGRAPHY LLC<br />

ON THE COVER<br />

Timothy Kane was a<br />

lost boy, led astray<br />

by wrong decisions<br />

and associations.<br />

But God, rich in<br />

mercy, grabbed his<br />

heart and hand and<br />

helped him walk<br />

through 25 years<br />

of incarceration.<br />

Throughout that<br />

time, God used<br />

this once lost boy<br />

to help others find<br />

the comfort and<br />

goodness of God.<br />

Today, Tim continues<br />

to do the same as a<br />

free and found man.<br />

30<br />

6<br />

Man of Hope<br />

THE STORY OF ROBERT E. WHITNER<br />

Our choices, good or bad, have<br />

consequences, no matter who we<br />

are. Rob started out as a good kid,<br />

but then his choices led him to drug<br />

addiction, murder, and 20 years in<br />

prison. Who could have imagined that<br />

God would eventually use him as a<br />

pastor, but that’s exactly where Rob’s<br />

surrendered life has put him.<br />

IN EVERY ISSUE<br />

Publisher’s Note<br />

A Better Life<br />

33<br />

Want to Know Jesus?<br />

I’m Saved...Now What?<br />

34<br />

Ministry Info/Resources<br />

VICTORIOUSLIVINGMAGAZINE.COM<br />

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PUBLISHER’S NOTE<br />

A Better Life<br />

Kristi is forever grateful for the support<br />

her husband of 30 years, Tim Johnson,<br />

has given for the Victorious Living<br />

outreaches. Pictured above, Kristi<br />

ministers to the men of Pathway to<br />

Freedom at Wrightsville Prison in<br />

Arkansas.<br />

Would you like to partner with<br />

our magazine to deliver God’s<br />

hope and to impact the lives of<br />

incarcerated men and women?<br />

Your gift enables us to send<br />

this magazine into prisons<br />

around the nation. Each<br />

magazine impacts many lives<br />

for years to come. To help, visit<br />

victoriouslivingmagazine.com.<br />

The idea of sharing people’s life stories<br />

had swirled in my heart and<br />

head for years. Finally, one day, a<br />

man who worked for our ministry said,<br />

“I’m tired of hearing about this magazine<br />

idea. Go into your office and do something<br />

about it already. And don’t come out until<br />

you have a name and a plan.”<br />

The rudeness of his unusually outspoken<br />

statement got under my skin.<br />

My competitive nature kicked in, and<br />

the words, I’ll show you, ran through my<br />

mind. Then, as I calmed down and settled<br />

behind my desk, a better thought arrived.<br />

God, help me.<br />

A couple hours later, I emerged with a<br />

name, Victorious Living, and an overall plan<br />

to share testimonies of God’s incredible<br />

life-transforming power. In the weeks<br />

that followed, I began writing the Christcentered<br />

stories of people He brought my<br />

way. I quickly learned that no matter what<br />

your background is, true life is found in<br />

only one person—Jesus Christ.<br />

That was in 2011, and that decision put<br />

into action an even bigger plan of God. It<br />

happened when someone sent my incarcerated<br />

friend a copy of Victorious Living.<br />

They knew Bill was acquainted with me<br />

and thought he’d like to read it. He did and<br />

wrote me a letter to tell me so.<br />

Shortly after, I visited Bill. And there in<br />

that prison visitation room, God revealed<br />

His desire for me to go into prisons and<br />

share this message: “God sees you, He<br />

hears you, and He knows you by name. You<br />

are not a number to Him. Life is not over.”<br />

I was to share God’s love and the gospel<br />

message that Jesus saves with the incarcerated,<br />

inviting them to join their lives<br />

with His so they could experience new<br />

hope, find purpose, and know they have<br />

a future.<br />

It’s been 13 years since I locked myself<br />

in that office. Since then, Victorious Living<br />

magazine has impacted millions of<br />

lives, as have the other prison outreach<br />

programs that followed. I never saw any<br />

of this coming. I was simply going about<br />

life and seeking to know God better myself.<br />

That had been my commitment since<br />

my mid-20s when I knelt on the dirty carpet<br />

of an old cabin and gave my life to the<br />

Lord. I’d believed in Jesus since I was a<br />

child but never intentionally followed Him.<br />

In that cabin, I said one simple prayer:<br />

“God, I surrender my life to You. I don’t<br />

want to be a hypocrite any longer. I commit<br />

to knowing You better every day.”<br />

That “Lord, I want to know You” prayer<br />

and a commitment to study His Word, converse<br />

with Him daily, and obey led me on<br />

a journey that I wouldn’t trade for all the<br />

world. It brought me to you!<br />

So often, we want God to show us His<br />

grand plan when all He wants us to do<br />

is walk with Him and do the next right<br />

thing. The daily surrendering of our<br />

lives and commitment to obey (even<br />

when it’s scary and hard) leads us to a<br />

better life—which is what God desires for<br />

all of us. As we draw close to Him, God<br />

draws close to us and reveals His heart in<br />

unmistakable ways.<br />

You’re about to read stories of people<br />

who said prayers similar to mine. I hope<br />

you see how their faith in Jesus and daily<br />

commitment to walk with Him changed<br />

everything. God brought peace, joy, acceptance,<br />

worth, identity, adventure, purpose,<br />

and strength into their lives, as He<br />

did mine.<br />

God’s love will change your life, too.<br />

Start by surrendering to Him and committing<br />

daily to know Him better and obey<br />

His leading. As you do, God will lead you<br />

to a better life and the place He wants<br />

you to be.<br />

What do you have to lose?<br />

Kristi Overton Johnson<br />

Publisher & Executive Director<br />

BOTTOM PHOTO COURTESY OF PATHWAY TO FREEDOM<br />

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Through the stories of<br />

Victorious Living, men and women<br />

behind bars meet the God<br />

of another chance.<br />

Testimony of<br />

Victorious Living Impact:<br />

Eddie Woodruff<br />

PHOTO BY KORY GORDON<br />

SPONSOR A PRISON IN YOUR STATE<br />

AND IMPACT LIVES TODAY.<br />

Visit victoriouslivingmagazine.com.<br />

I first encountered VLMag in<br />

2017 when I entered prison. I<br />

enjoyed reading about people<br />

who understood the trials and<br />

sorrows I had experienced. I<br />

saw I wasn’t alone in my poor<br />

decisions and life’s unfortunate<br />

circumstances.<br />

I was in solitary confinement<br />

when a chaplain slid an issue<br />

of VLMag into my cell. God used<br />

that magazine to change my life<br />

forever.<br />

I was wrestling with a lifethreatening<br />

decision when I came<br />

across an article about trusting<br />

God. I realized I had trusted<br />

everything and everyone but God,<br />

and all I had to show for it was<br />

pain and heartache. It was time<br />

I took a step of faith and trusted<br />

the Lord with my life.<br />

On April 4, 2022, in solitary<br />

confinement, I surrendered my life<br />

to the Lord and haven’t looked<br />

back. I thank God for His mercy—<br />

He gave me the strength and<br />

protection to leave my former life.<br />

Now I am transitioning into the<br />

free world, and I am trusting Him<br />

to do the same again.<br />

My tattoo of Matthew 6:33<br />

reminds me daily to seek God and<br />

His righteousness first, and that<br />

He will provide all I need. It’s a<br />

promise for everyone.<br />

Thank you, VLMag and your<br />

partners, for sowing seeds of hope<br />

into my life all these years. I am<br />

but one example of the fruit of<br />

your labor. The Lord is doing a<br />

beautiful thing through you.


STEPPING FORWARD<br />

Ledge-Walkers, Beware!<br />

BY SHERRI MEWHA<br />

“YOU’RE THE OLDEST. YOU FIRST!” ment of danger and the forbidden? Our<br />

Our cousin carefully rounded the old desire to test limits and vulnerabilities?<br />

banister post and stepped onto the narrow<br />

ledge. One misstep would land this King David was once a ledge-walker. In 2<br />

The need to prove that we’re in control?<br />

ledge-walker on the worn wooden stairway Samuel 11, we find David at home in Jerusalem<br />

while all his men were away at war.<br />

far below.<br />

We held our breath as she clutched the One evening, as the king walked the roof of<br />

railing and step-slid her feet along the 10- his palace, he saw a beautiful woman bathing<br />

on her roof. Instead of stepping back,<br />

foot ledge. The end of the ledge positioned<br />

our brave cousin over the most extreme David leaned in closer for a better look.<br />

drop of her journey.<br />

He figuratively stepped from the safety<br />

Her return trip was speedy and confident.<br />

Reaching the banister post, she and onto the ledge when he sent for the<br />

of the rooftop, over the protective railing,<br />

swung onto the landing. Whispered cheers woman, the wife of one of his brave warriors,<br />

and slept with her.<br />

for the ledge-conquering hero mingled<br />

with quiet cries of “Me next!”<br />

David would soon learn that ledge-walking<br />

We weren’t supposed to play on the always has consequences. He later repented,<br />

but the consequences of his time on the<br />

stairs or climb over the banister railing.<br />

But technically, we weren’t climbing. ledge impacted his family for generations.<br />

This scene played out frequently over Genesis 37–49 tells about Joseph, another<br />

young man who had an opportunity to<br />

the years, changing only with which cousins<br />

were visiting my grandparents’ farm step out on the ledge. That pivotal moment<br />

at the time. Miraculously, no serious accidents<br />

occurred during our ledge-walking used him. It happened when the wife of<br />

in Joseph’s life greatly impacted how God<br />

adventures.<br />

the man he served began pursuing Joseph,<br />

Why are ledges enticing? Is it the excite- persistently inviting the handsome young<br />

FIRST CORINTHIANS 10:12 SAYS,<br />

“SO, IF YOU THINK<br />

YOU ARE STANDING FIRM,<br />

BE CAREFUL THAT YOU<br />

DON’T FALL!”<br />

servant to step over the railing and onto<br />

the ledge of adultery with her.<br />

When Joseph refused Potiphar’s wife,<br />

her false accusations landed him in prison.<br />

But that’s exactly where God prepared<br />

Joseph for his next assignment—where he<br />

would become second in command of the<br />

mighty nation of Egypt.<br />

There have been times when I’ve<br />

climbed over the railing of life and walked<br />

precariously along the ledge. But every<br />

time, there were consequences. Those days<br />

of disobedience, willfulness, and rebellion<br />

altered my story for a season.<br />

Lives that should have been touched<br />

weren’t, and spiritual growth that should<br />

have happened didn’t. And the deepening<br />

of my relationship with God, which only a<br />

fully surrendered heart could enjoy, was<br />

long delayed.<br />

I praise God for His long-suffering,<br />

patience, goodness, mercy, and endless<br />

love for me, His child. When I repented<br />

of my sin and returned to Him, He forgave,<br />

cleansed, and restored me (Isaiah<br />

44:21–22; 1 John 1:9). In fact, every time<br />

I’ve failed Him, God, the eternal promise<br />

keeper, has received me back.<br />

Have you taken to the ledge? Have the<br />

things of the world caught your eye? Has<br />

the thrill of sin enticed you? First Corinthians<br />

10:12 (NIV) says, “So, if you think<br />

you are standing firm, be careful that you<br />

don’t fall!”<br />

Ledge-walking will eventually lead to<br />

your downfall (James 1:14–15). Maybe<br />

you’ve already discovered this truth. If so,<br />

it’s okay. God is in the restoration business.<br />

No depth of darkness can exceed His grace.<br />

Turn your heart to Him. Ask for forgiveness<br />

and grab hold of His merciful hand.<br />

He will forgive, cleanse, and restore you—<br />

just like He did for King David, and just like<br />

He did for me.<br />

SHERRI MEWHA loves to speak and teach<br />

about God’s transforming love, grace, and mercy.<br />

After 30+ corporate years, then an art gallery<br />

owner, her focus today is writing about Jesus in<br />

devotions and Bible studies. She’s a wife, mom,<br />

and mimi to five gorgeous grands. Connect<br />

with Sherri Mewha at living-earswideopen.com.<br />

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STEPPING FORWARD<br />

LIVE LIKE OTHERS<br />

ARE DYING<br />

IN OUR CULTURE, WE ARE ENCOURAGED<br />

to “live like we are dying” and to “make every<br />

moment count.” But what if we lived like<br />

other people were dying? And what if we lived<br />

with our eyes open, ready to make the most<br />

of every opportunity, not for our gain but for<br />

the gain of others?<br />

Last spring, I was blessed with an unexpected<br />

opportunity when God miraculously<br />

raised my grandmother from the<br />

dead. (Literally!) I am so thankful I took advantage<br />

of it, too, because now I know my<br />

grandmother is in heaven.<br />

Grandma’s story begins with an ambulance<br />

ride to the hospital due to shortness<br />

of breath and low oxygen. Though she was<br />

admitted under the diagnosis of double<br />

pneumonia, doctors quickly recognized her<br />

need for a pacemaker.<br />

Despite several exhausting days in the<br />

hospital, Grandma didn’t improve. Finally,<br />

the doctors decided to move forward with<br />

surgery; waiting for her lungs to clear was<br />

no longer an option.<br />

Everything went well, and Grandma was<br />

recovering as expected—until the night she<br />

coded. She stopped breathing and died.<br />

The medical team placed a breathing tube<br />

that pumped oxygen through her body, but<br />

she remained completely unresponsive. She<br />

was pronounced brain dead.<br />

Family members crowded the room to<br />

say goodbye. Pastors and friends prayed<br />

over her. The medical team told us it was<br />

BY AMBER LEASON<br />

Amber will forever be grateful<br />

for the second chance to share<br />

God’s gift of salvation with her<br />

grandmother.<br />

time to let go. Grandma<br />

was gone. The family<br />

decided to unplug the<br />

machines.<br />

Mom stayed close to<br />

the phone that night,<br />

anxiously waiting to hear that Grandma was<br />

no longer with us.<br />

But in the morning, the most amazing<br />

thing happened. Grandma, miraculously<br />

revived, called my mom!<br />

It reminded me of the scene in John<br />

11 where Jesus stood outside the tomb of<br />

Lazarus and called loudly, “Lazarus, come<br />

out!” And the man did, to the amazement of<br />

everyone, including his family. God proved<br />

that day that He was in control.<br />

He proved it to us, too, through Grandma’s<br />

miraculous return to life. The next day, she<br />

was transferred home under hospice care,<br />

and my mom had the privilege of caring for<br />

her for the next month. During that time, our<br />

entire family gathered to celebrate Grandma’s<br />

84th birthday.<br />

As I prepared to go to Mom’s house that<br />

day, I felt the Holy Spirit tug at my heart,<br />

urging me to make sure that Grandma had<br />

accepted Jesus as her Savior so that she<br />

could have eternal life with Him. I knew<br />

then that God had given Grandma more<br />

time on earth for this very purpose.<br />

I had no idea how many guests might be<br />

in the room when I arrived or how many believed<br />

in Jesus. And to be completely honest,<br />

I was worried about what they might think<br />

or say. But the Lord gave me the courage to<br />

set aside my fear and do what He was calling<br />

me to do.<br />

I arrived at Mom’s house to find Grandma<br />

more alert and understanding than she had<br />

been the previous day. At my first opportunity,<br />

I asked her if she had ever invited Jesus<br />

into her life as her Lord<br />

and Savior.<br />

“Not really,” she replied.<br />

I explained what<br />

that meant and then<br />

asked her if she wanted<br />

to. I was elated when she<br />

exclaimed, “Let’s do it!”<br />

Right there in the<br />

middle of that room,<br />

surrounded by dozens<br />

of loved ones, Grandma<br />

prayed with me. She declared<br />

with her mouth<br />

that Jesus is Lord and<br />

believed in her heart that<br />

God had raised Him from the dead. And<br />

she was saved (Romans 10:9). I left that day<br />

with the secure knowledge that I would see<br />

Grandma again in heaven.<br />

I’ll always be grateful that God gave me<br />

another opportunity to share Jesus with<br />

my grandmother. But you know, we aren’t<br />

always given extra time or another chance;<br />

that’s why God says we should make the most<br />

of every opportunity when it is before us<br />

(Ephesians 5:15–17).<br />

Don’t waste the precious opportunities<br />

God has given you today to tell others about<br />

Him. As believers, let’s live like others are<br />

dying. Let’s set aside our fears and share<br />

the greatest gift of all—Jesus.<br />

AMBER LEASON works in special-needs<br />

education and enjoys sharing the love of Jesus with<br />

her students. Using her life experience, she serves<br />

with Thrive, a women’s ministry that facilitates<br />

a space for women to connect with God and<br />

encourage each other in their faith.<br />

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A Willing<br />

Heart<br />

THE STORY OF<br />

CHRIS SOUTHERLAND<br />

As a little girl, I dreamed of being<br />

a singer, an FBI agent, or maybe a<br />

forensic investigator like you see on<br />

true-crime TV. What was not on my<br />

list was working in the prison system.<br />

In fact, I decided early in my life that<br />

working there was not something I<br />

was going to do.<br />

Prisons surrounded our home in Raiford, Florida, and<br />

my parents and other family members worked at one of the<br />

nearby prisons. It wasn’t uncommon to see Department of<br />

Corrections (DOC) vans racing by our house, responding<br />

to escapes and other incidents. It was the only time we<br />

ever locked our doors in our tiny little town. But I had zero<br />

interest in anything that happened inside that razor wire.<br />

My parents were young when they had me. They married<br />

and grew up faster than if they had waited to start a family.<br />

Soon after my youngest sister came along, they split up.<br />

My sisters and I lived with our mom and visited our dad<br />

on weekends and during school breaks.<br />

Divorce brought many challenges, including a sense<br />

of uncertainty for my siblings and me. But we managed<br />

to adjust, even after both parents remarried. The upside<br />

was that we gained new brothers and sisters, whom I grew<br />

to love dearly.<br />

My mom worked long hours, pulling double shifts to<br />

make ends meet. Dad was strict and protective of his daughters.<br />

He spoke his mind and tolerated no boys, nonsense,<br />

or disrespect in his home. I lived with him for a while in<br />

high school, and I remember complaining that I was the<br />

only senior who had to be in bed by 9:30 p.m.<br />

The family as a whole made it a priority to keep us girls<br />

in church. We spent a lot of time there and at youth events.<br />

I learned to regard the Lord with reverence and fear (Psalm<br />

111:10; Proverbs 9:10).<br />

If not for the foundation of faith established early in my<br />

life, I could have easily become a negative statistic. But<br />

Jesus not only saved me for eternity, He also protected me<br />

from myself and the pitfalls of the world.<br />

I developed a solid work ethic while in high school. My<br />

after-school job at Hardee’s helped me earn money for<br />

the things I needed. I worked hard for everything I had,<br />

including good grades. In May 1987, I graduated with a<br />

scholarship that opened the door for me to go to college.<br />

Working full-time in fast food and attending a full schedule<br />

of classes was exhausting, but I was determined to finish<br />

what I’d started and graduate with at least an associate<br />

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degree. While I hadn’t yet figured out what I wanted to do,<br />

I was sure my career wouldn’t involve corrections.<br />

But God’s agenda for my life looked quite different from<br />

my plan (Isaiah 55:8–9), and He wasted no time putting the<br />

right people and opportunities in my path.<br />

One day, a lady from church told me about a job opening.<br />

“We have a temporary position at the Reception and<br />

Medical Center (RMC). You would be a perfect fit!”<br />

RMC was a nearby prison that housed newly sentenced<br />

inmates and those needing specialized medical care. Why<br />

me? I wondered. I was only 17, and the position would have<br />

me working in administration doing inmate banking. Surely<br />

I was unqualified.<br />

But the salary increase was appealing to a starving student<br />

barely scraping by. It’s just a stepping-stone, I convinced<br />

myself. You won’t be there forever. Besides, you’ve got to pay<br />

your bills and eat somehow.<br />

In August 1987, only three months after graduating high<br />

school, I accepted the temp job at RMC, gave Hardee’s my<br />

two-week notice, and changed my classes to nights to work<br />

full-time during the day. Not long after, God blessed me with<br />

a full-time position with benefits in the business office. He<br />

used what I thought was only a stepping-stone to build the<br />

foundation of my 30-year career with FLDOC.<br />

The Lord surrounded me early in my career with women<br />

of faith. These spiritual mothers and sisters prayed with<br />

and for me and encouraged me in everything from finishing<br />

my homework assignments to applying for promotions.<br />

They celebrated with me when I married and became a<br />

mom. If I had a problem or a tough decision, they pointed<br />

me back to Jesus. They reminded me that He was the author<br />

of my story and the One from whom I should seek answers.<br />

I can’t tell you how important these women were in my life.<br />

I worked in the business office until I earned my bachelor’s<br />

degree in criminal justice. Then I pursued a master’s<br />

in educational leadership. With my degrees in hand, I felt<br />

better qualified to tackle whatever came my way.<br />

I quickly learned that a willing heart was the only real<br />

qualification I needed to answer God’s call on my life. He<br />

would equip me for the journey. Desiring to go where God<br />

could use me, I surrendered to His lead.<br />

“Lord,” I prayed, “I will go where You send me to encourage<br />

whoever You put in my path.”<br />

I meant those words, but I didn’t anticipate He’d lead<br />

me straight into that career with the Florida DOC that my<br />

younger self had been determined to avoid. I wrestled with<br />

the notion, but the Lord continually reminded me that He<br />

equips the ones He calls for any task. He just wanted me<br />

to trust Him for provision and protection.<br />

So I agreed to follow His will and pledged to keep Him<br />

at the forefront of my decisions as He directed my steps.<br />

What followed was amazing. Over the course of 30 years,<br />

I moved from that initial clerical position all the way up to<br />

warden and regional director.<br />

The Lord opened my eyes to life within the razor wire.<br />

He allowed me to look past the differences that separated<br />

the staff from the incarcerated, so that I could see both<br />

groups through His eyes.<br />

They were all His children, and each side had genuine<br />

needs and concerns that I had to consider when making<br />

decisions. Living and working in a prison environment<br />

can be depressing and downright dangerous; I needed the<br />

Lord to show me how I could improve things.<br />

It took discipline and focus to avoid being overwhelmed<br />

A willing heart was the only real<br />

qualification I needed to answer<br />

God’s call on my life.<br />

by the challenges. To lead effectively, I needed to balance<br />

the scales of mercy and justice. I had to find ways to show<br />

compassion and hold people accountable for their actions.<br />

Being a woman in leadership in a predominantly male<br />

field wasn’t easy. Some didn’t like or understand my leadership<br />

style or the culture I envisioned for the prisons I oversaw.<br />

Still, God gave me the strength and determination to<br />

stay the course and make decisions that would honor Him<br />

and help other people. My faith wasn’t always warmly welcomed,<br />

but it was not an area of compromise. I couldn’t run<br />

through every compound evangelizing, but I sure wasn’t<br />

quiet about Jesus being the Lord of my life.<br />

Today, this former warden returns to prisons to minister<br />

to the hearts of incarcerated persons.<br />

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My faith wasn’t always<br />

warmly welcomed, but it was<br />

not an area of compromise.<br />

Chris considers<br />

sharing God’s<br />

Word, His love<br />

and salvation<br />

message, and<br />

baptizing new<br />

believers to<br />

be her highest<br />

privilege.<br />

My department colleagues provided me with fantastic<br />

mentoring and training that helped sharpen my skills. I<br />

was eager to learn and grow, so I soaked it all in from good<br />

and even not-so-good human leaders. My best leadership<br />

advice always came straight from the Bible, though.<br />

I found examples of strong female leaders like Esther<br />

and Deborah in the Bible. These ladies lived in a culture<br />

that placed little value on women, but that didn’t stop God<br />

from using them in positions of great authority. I admired<br />

both women because they didn’t get caught up in selfish<br />

ambition or become power hungry. Instead, they focused<br />

on God and the welfare of the people they were leading.<br />

I related to Esther’s story because of her humble beginnings.<br />

(Read the Book of Esther and see how God used this<br />

orphaned girl to impact the lives of many.) Her story gave<br />

me the courage to walk through any door God was opening,<br />

even when I didn’t know where He was leading or when it<br />

looked like I was heading somewhere I didn’t want to be.<br />

Deborah was a warrior whom God called to lead the people<br />

of Israel in Judges 4–5. From her life, I learned that<br />

having the authority to make decisions was important,<br />

but I also had to be able to work through other people to<br />

get things done.<br />

Deborah empowered and encouraged others, giving<br />

them the confidence they needed to fulfill the mission. I<br />

especially loved how she valued volunteers (Judges 5:9).<br />

She taught me to trust God in everything I did, to give Him<br />

the praise and glory for every victory, and to look at the big<br />

picture when making my decisions.<br />

Whether I was working in classification, re-entry, as a<br />

warden, or as a regional director, I remembered how these<br />

women led their people. I viewed every job assignment as<br />

a mission—souls were at stake. God impressed upon my<br />

heart to consider the lives affected by the decisions I made.<br />

Every person is a human being with a name and a story.<br />

Learning the key details of their story helped me understand<br />

why a person might behave or respond in a particular<br />

way. That’s when real problem-solving could happen.<br />

I retired from FLDOC in 2018 as a warden at the Florida<br />

Women’s Reception Center (FWRC), but every decision,<br />

position, and relationship I encountered during my years<br />

with the department shaped and molded me for God’s<br />

continued call on this new chapter of my life.<br />

I’m still on a mission today, but now I serve with amazing<br />

volunteer organizations. As a volunteer, I freely share the<br />

hope of Jesus with men and women in prisons all over<br />

Florida and even other states. I’ve been privileged to baptize<br />

hundreds of women who have chosen Jesus as the Lord of<br />

their lives. How exciting it is to help them start their prison<br />

journey anew with the light and hope of Jesus.<br />

Wherever you are in your life journey, I encourage you<br />

to grow your faith roots deep in Christ. God will empower<br />

you every step of the way with inner strength through<br />

His Holy Spirit (Ephesians 3:16). Listen to the promises of<br />

Ephesians 3:17: “Christ will make his home in your hearts<br />

as you trust in him. Your roots will grow down into God’s<br />

love and keep you strong” (NLT).<br />

No matter who we are or where we live, we need faith<br />

roots to keep us strong. And we need God’s love to lead<br />

and teach us how to live so we can influence the world<br />

for His glory.<br />

All He needs is our trust and a willing heart.<br />

CHRIS SOUTHERLAND volunteers at her church and with The Jesus<br />

Infusion and Timothy’s Gift, two prison ministries that provide incarcerated<br />

persons with hope, healing, and the love of Jesus. Chris serves the<br />

“least of these,” from youthful offenders to lifers. She enjoys spending<br />

time with her three children and two grandchildren.<br />

PHOTO BY DEANNA SMITH PHOTOGRAPHY<br />

PHOTO COURTESY OF THE JESUS INFUSION<br />

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STEPPING FORWARD<br />

Who’s Your Navigator?<br />

BY CHRISTINA KIMBREL<br />

“SHOW ME THE RIGHT PATH, O Lord;<br />

point out the road for me to follow” (Psalm<br />

25:4 NLT).<br />

When David and I were newly married,<br />

neither of our cars had a navigation system.<br />

Eager to embrace my new role as my<br />

husband’s helper, I seized the opportunity<br />

to assist him with directions whenever he<br />

drove somewhere unfamiliar. There was<br />

only one problem. I’m not a good navigator.<br />

In fact, my directions got us lost. A lot.<br />

Even using a map app on my phone,<br />

we routinely missed turns and whizzed<br />

past the correct highway exits. David, who<br />

likes to be on time, finally drew the line<br />

when we arrived significantly late for an<br />

appointment. My wrong directions had us<br />

driving around in circles.<br />

I was not only stripped of my duties as<br />

his navigation helper, but another woman<br />

soon replaced me. She wasn’t a relative or<br />

even a trusted family friend, yet I watched<br />

her influence my husband’s decisions,<br />

and it was a little annoying how much he<br />

liked her.<br />

Who was this shameless, job-stealing<br />

intruder? She didn’t even have a name.<br />

She was the voice behind the navigation<br />

system in our new car, and to this day,<br />

she resides inside the dashboard. She<br />

has conquered my husband’s heart as his<br />

preferred resource for directions.<br />

I must admit that “Dashboard Lady”<br />

is seldom wrong, so, really, it’s difficult<br />

to dislike her. She notifies us of dangers<br />

and detours on the road ahead, and when<br />

we listen to her directions, we get where<br />

we’re supposed to be—on time! She and<br />

I now coexist quite peacefully since she<br />

has proven to be more of a help than a<br />

hindrance in our marriage, particularly<br />

on long road trips.<br />

In our cars and in everyday life, it’s easy<br />

to wander off the track at times. It’s easy<br />

to get lost.<br />

As followers of Christ, the path we’re<br />

called to travel can be full of difficult circumstances,<br />

situations, and even people.<br />

If we aren’t getting our directions from a<br />

trustworthy source, we’ll wind up in places<br />

we could have avoided. When we go our<br />

way, we complicate life for ourselves and<br />

others unnecessarily. We stumble into<br />

conflict with friends, loved ones, and even<br />

strangers because we’re veering too far off<br />

God’s path (Proverbs 4:26–27).<br />

In contrast, if we seek the Lord in all<br />

matters, He promises to direct our path<br />

and keep us from going in the wrong direction<br />

(Proverbs 3:6; Psalm 16:1). He equips<br />

His children with the best possible navigation<br />

system through His Word (Psalm<br />

119:105), and provides unlimited access<br />

to Him through prayer and the presence<br />

of His Holy Spirit.<br />

In Psalm 25, King David understood the<br />

benefit of seeking guidance from God. He<br />

trusted that the Lord would lead him with<br />

unfailing love and faithfulness (Psalm<br />

25:10), and he depended on that direction<br />

to help him find his way through life.<br />

GOD IS GENEROUS IN<br />

HELPING YOU. ALL YOU<br />

HAVE TO DO IS ASK.<br />

God freely offers His direction, and we<br />

needn’t be one bit ashamed to admit that<br />

we need His help.<br />

If today you’ve wandered a little too far<br />

from God or feel like you might be lost,<br />

don’t be discouraged. You just need some<br />

good directions or maybe some redirection.<br />

God is generous in helping you with<br />

His wisdom when you don’t know which<br />

way to turn or how to live, think, act, and<br />

speak. All you have to do is ask (James 1:5).<br />

No matter how lost you think you are,<br />

your Creator knows your exact location.<br />

And He will never leave you stranded.<br />

Open your Bible, listen for the Lord’s<br />

voice, and walk boldly in faith. Trust that<br />

when God is leading you, He has already<br />

gone ahead of you to prepare the way. He<br />

sees the dangers and distractions ahead<br />

and knows when you might need to make a<br />

U-turn or take a detour. He will never<br />

abandon you (Deuteronomy 31:8) and will<br />

always guide you in the best direction for<br />

your life (Psalm 32:8).<br />

CHRISTINA KIMBREL serves as VL’s production<br />

manager. Once incarcerated, she now ministers<br />

hope to those held captive by their past and current<br />

circumstances while sharing the message of<br />

healing she found in Jesus.<br />

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God’s<br />

Better Plan<br />

THE STORY OF NAOMI LEWIS<br />

In<br />

PHOTO BY KRISTI OVERTON JOHNSON<br />

1975, Henry and I met, fell in love, and got<br />

married, all within eight months. It was<br />

a whirlwind romance. Two years later<br />

we had a son, and five years after that, a<br />

daughter. Our family seemed complete.<br />

Henry and I chased the American dream,<br />

working hard to provide for our family. God<br />

blessed us both with long teaching careers<br />

within the Maryland school system and<br />

other endeavors. Time passed quickly, and<br />

Henry and I began imagining our golden<br />

years. We saw much relaxing and reminiscing<br />

in our future.<br />

In 2016, when our retirement finally<br />

came into focus, we felt God leading us to<br />

downsize and move to North Carolina. We<br />

were both excited about moving closer to<br />

family and experiencing a slower pace with<br />

the beautiful country life.<br />

It was challenging, though, leaving our<br />

adult kids, who were both experiencing<br />

great hardships. Plus, our daughter, Nicole,<br />

was pregnant with twins. She was already<br />

raising two children as a single mom, under<br />

some very difficult circumstances.<br />

The twins were due the same week the<br />

moving truck was to deliver all our belongings<br />

to our new home, seven hours away.<br />

Henry and I decided he should go ahead<br />

and meet the movers in North Carolina and<br />

that I should stay behind to help Nicole.<br />

I was thrilled to be in the hospital room<br />

when the girls were born.<br />

Leaving our son, daughter, and grandchildren<br />

was among the hardest things I’ve<br />

ever done. I was guilt-ridden as a mother.<br />

Shouldn’t we always be there to help our<br />

children? Yet I sensed God urging me to<br />

trust Nicole and our grandkids to His care.<br />

“Lord, I trust You. I’m just going to wait<br />

on You.” I prayed these words often. I was<br />

trying to walk out Psalm 27:14, which says:<br />

“Wait patiently for the Lord. Be brave and<br />

courageous. Yes, wait patiently for the<br />

Lord” (NLT).<br />

Fear attempted to settle in my heart, especially<br />

after our son was diagnosed with<br />

a long-term health crisis that required<br />

round-the-clock care.<br />

I’m telling you—I was in a full-blown<br />

fight of faith to keep from giving way. I<br />

clung to Psalm 27:1, which says, “The<br />

Lord is my light and my salvation—so why<br />

should I be afraid? The Lord is my fortress,<br />

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protecting me from danger, so why should<br />

I tremble?” (NLT).<br />

In 2017, I encountered some physical<br />

challenges of my own when I was diagnosed<br />

with Stage II breast cancer and told<br />

it had entered my lymph nodes. I wrestled<br />

with weakness and weariness as I underwent<br />

a lumpectomy, 33 rounds of chemo,<br />

and 16 rounds of radiation.<br />

The treatments for my breast cancer<br />

took a heavy toll on my health. The hardest<br />

part was being isolated and unable to<br />

attend church services. I was so grateful<br />

when I finally had the strength to return.<br />

On that first Sunday back, I was overcome<br />

with gratitude and couldn’t stop praising<br />

the Lord. This challenging season taught<br />

me to appreciate the simple act of gathering<br />

with my church family. We often take<br />

our blessings for granted when we have<br />

our health and freedom.<br />

Not long after that, Nicole’s health took<br />

a turn for the worse. I praised God that<br />

my cancer treatments were over so that I<br />

could focus more on helping my daughter<br />

through this time. The distance between<br />

us made it difficult, though, as did COVID.<br />

I prayed a steady stream of prayers for<br />

God’s protection over Nicole and my grandchildren<br />

as I fought against a heavy spirit<br />

of despair. I repeatedly declared Psalm<br />

42:11: “Why am I discouraged? Why is my<br />

heart so sad? I will put my hope in God! I<br />

will praise him again—my Savior and my<br />

God!” (NLT).<br />

I had to remind myself daily to take my<br />

eyes off my circumstances and focus both<br />

heart and mind on the Lord. I made many<br />

“sacrifices of praise” to God during this<br />

season; in fact, I learned why Hebrews<br />

13:15 calls them a sacrifice. It’s because<br />

praising God during those tough times was<br />

never easy. The act went against everything<br />

I felt.<br />

Those were difficult years, but God<br />

brought us through. And then came a series<br />

of trials in 2023 that made the others<br />

pale in comparison. It started in May when<br />

my cancer returned, and I had to undergo<br />

a double mastectomy. I didn’t need chemo<br />

or radiation, but the healing process was<br />

still challenging. A few months later, Henry<br />

was in his car when it was hit from behind<br />

and totaled. We were grateful Henry only<br />

needed short-term physical therapy, but<br />

still, this was an expensive and painful<br />

inconvenience.<br />

Then, in November, Satan delivered a<br />

terrible blow that I am sure he thought<br />

would take us down once and for all<br />

(John 10:10). We had just returned from<br />

church when the phone rang. It was our<br />

oldest granddaughter. “Grandma,” she<br />

said, “Mom died in her sleep last night.”<br />

I dropped the phone and screamed, “Oh,<br />

God!” It was every parent’s worst nightmare.<br />

God immediately came to my aid.<br />

His presence poured into that space like<br />

a mighty flood. I had never felt Him with<br />

me so powerfully before. God was there,<br />

comforting me, a brokenhearted mother.<br />

Psalm 94:14 is true, “The Lord will not<br />

reject his people; he will not abandon his<br />

special possession” (NLT).<br />

Our church family was at our home in<br />

what seemed like seconds. The funeral<br />

home director, a member of our church,<br />

immediately made plans for someone<br />

to drive us to Maryland so that we could<br />

get our grandkids and bring them back<br />

to North Carolina. They had no one there.<br />

I thanked God for His provision through<br />

His people and that I was healthy enough<br />

to travel. It had only been six months since<br />

my breast surgery.<br />

I also thanked Him for the text Nicole<br />

had sent just weeks before. In it, she’d<br />

shared how much she loved Henry and me<br />

and thanked us for always being there for<br />

her and the children. It was almost as if she<br />

knew something was going to happen. I will<br />

forever treasure the gift of her kind text.<br />

Our granddaughters moved with us<br />

to North Carolina, while our grandson<br />

stayed behind with his mentor to finish<br />

high school. We look forward to him joining<br />

us soon, as he will attend college in North<br />

Carolina. He misses his siblings terribly.<br />

Praising God during those<br />

tough times was never easy.<br />

Since Nicole’s death, God has helped<br />

our family pick up the pieces of our lives<br />

and move forward, one day at a time. He<br />

has lifted us, put us on His shoulders, and<br />

carried us like children; He’s infused us<br />

with His strength (Isaiah 40:28–31 and<br />

2 Corinthians 12:8–10).<br />

You know, people often believe that if<br />

they trust God for salvation, they’ll somehow<br />

be immune from life’s problems.<br />

That’s never the case. Every person, no<br />

matter their faith, will have trials and<br />

sorrows. Jesus even guarantees it in John<br />

16:33. The difference is that those who follow<br />

Jesus Christ don’t have to walk through<br />

trials alone. They have the presence, power,<br />

and comfort of God’s Holy Spirit. And they<br />

are guaranteed victory over those trials<br />

(Romans 8:37).<br />

I don’t know how anyone lives without<br />

the Lord. It’s only been through His loving<br />

care that Henry and I have survived these<br />

trials. Jesus and the hope we have in Him<br />

have kept our family upright when the turbulent<br />

waters of life tried to overtake us<br />

(Isaiah 43:2). That same hope continues<br />

to be “a strong and trustworthy anchor for<br />

our souls” (Hebrews 6:19 NLT).<br />

Through all our trials, God has never<br />

failed us. And that’s why I praise Him. “The<br />

Lord is good. His unfailing love continues<br />

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Those who follow<br />

Jesus Christ don’t<br />

have to walk through<br />

trials alone.<br />

forever, and his faithfulness continues to<br />

each generation” (Psalm 100:5 NLT).<br />

God continues to work everything out<br />

for our good, just as Romans 8:28 promises.<br />

For example, the insurance money we<br />

received from Henry’s car wreck helped<br />

us pay for our daughter’s funeral. In our<br />

retirement planning, we hadn’t anticipated<br />

burying our daughter or raising grandchildren.<br />

But God has consistently and<br />

faithfully made a way.<br />

Looking back, I can see how our move<br />

to North Carolina was God-ordained. He<br />

was preparing a new home for our grandchildren.<br />

We now have a large backyard<br />

where the girls can play and a safe<br />

neighborhood where they can ride their<br />

bikes. They just got their first bicycles at<br />

Christmas, courtesy of Toys for Tots. Many<br />

people in our community joined together<br />

to ensure that our family would have a<br />

Naomi’s days<br />

are filled with<br />

the joy of family<br />

activities as she<br />

and her husband,<br />

Henry, raise their<br />

grandchildren.<br />

beautiful Christmas. We are so grateful.<br />

To be sure, our golden years look nothing<br />

like Henry and I had envisioned. We’ve endured<br />

unspeakable pain. Yet, here we are,<br />

thriving despite the challenges. Through<br />

our beautiful grandchildren, God has made<br />

this season of our lives more amazing than<br />

we imagined (Ephesians 3:20). He has<br />

given us new life.<br />

Today, our home is filled with laughter<br />

and music. It’s also busy with homework<br />

and after-school routines. I’m telling you,<br />

they don’t make enough Geritol for a couple<br />

in their 70s to raise twin seven-year-old<br />

girls. But we wouldn’t have it any other way.<br />

God has given us everything we need to<br />

do what He’s called us to do. And because<br />

of His faithfulness in the past, we can rest<br />

assured for our future.<br />

All I can say is, “All praise to God, the<br />

Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. It is by his<br />

great mercy that we have been born again,<br />

because God raised Jesus Christ from the<br />

dead. Now we live with great expectation”<br />

(1 Peter 1:3 NLT).<br />

How about you? Do you live with great<br />

expectation? I don’t know what you’re<br />

walking through, but you’re here on earth,<br />

so I’m sure there’s something. It might be<br />

small, but it might be huge. Whatever it is,<br />

draw close to God. He promises to draw<br />

close to you (James 4:8). Ask for His help—<br />

He will provide it (Matthew 7:7–11). And<br />

then receive the help of those He sends<br />

your way.<br />

Let my story encourage you. With God’s<br />

help, you can make it through anything. He<br />

is a God of hope, no matter what. He will<br />

walk you through it.<br />

In the meantime, pray and praise<br />

Him for who He is. Thank Him for what<br />

He has and is doing and what He will do<br />

(Philippians 4:6–8). Your sacrifices of gratitude<br />

and praise move God’s heart and usher<br />

in His presence (Psalm 100:4). I know<br />

it may not feel like it, but there is always<br />

something to be thankful for. Find it, then<br />

speak it aloud (Colossians 2:7). Praising<br />

God will bring Him to the forefront of your<br />

mind and strengthen you.<br />

God’s got you. Trust Him. Don’t give up<br />

on Him or your situation. It might not look<br />

like it now, but He is doing a good thing.<br />

He’s working behind the scenes, preparing<br />

you and your family for His better plan.<br />

And His plan will be better than you can<br />

imagine.<br />

NAOMI LEWIS and her husband, Henry, are enjoying<br />

their golden years raising their grandchildren.<br />

It is their goal to inspire hope and serve locally at<br />

their church as a deaconess and deacon.<br />

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STEPPING FORWARD<br />

ON THE RIGHT TRACK<br />

BY CARLA OWENS AND<br />

KRISTI OVERTON JOHNSON<br />

DO YOU EVER FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING<br />

you do is wrong? And then, when it seems<br />

you’re finally headed in the right direction,<br />

some train comes barreling out of<br />

nowhere and runs you over?<br />

I’ve been there. Lately, it’s seemed that<br />

there’s a whole line of people just waiting<br />

to send a train my direction, knocking me<br />

down and pointing out my failures.<br />

It’s hard sometimes to believe anything<br />

other than that I am a failure. I’ve cried<br />

out to God countless times, begging Him<br />

to help me get up and back on the right<br />

track. It’s hard, and I’m struggling.<br />

Studying biblical stories of people like<br />

Joseph (Genesis 37; 39–50) helps me find<br />

strength to keep going. He was knocked<br />

down a lot, yet he lived an incredibly fulfilling<br />

life.<br />

Joseph was the youngest of his siblings<br />

and his father’s favorite. His brothers grew<br />

jealous of their dad’s lopsided affection. It<br />

didn’t help that Dad made Joseph a special<br />

coat of many colors or that Joseph had<br />

shared his dream that his brothers and<br />

father would someday bow down to him.<br />

One day, his brothers decided to kill<br />

him. At the last minute, his oldest brother<br />

intervened and convinced the others<br />

to “just” throw Joseph into a nearby pit<br />

instead. But then along came a caravan of<br />

Ishmaelites, and the brothers sold Joseph<br />

into slavery. He was taken to Egypt where<br />

he ended up serving Potiphar, an officer<br />

of Pharaoh and the captain of the guard.<br />

There, in Potiphar’s house, things started<br />

looking up. Potiphar liked Joseph and<br />

put him in charge of the household. But<br />

Potiphar’s wife liked him, too, and she tried<br />

to seduce him. When Joseph, a man of God,<br />

refused her advances, the rejected woman<br />

sought revenge and falsely accused Joseph<br />

of rape. Potiphar threw him in prison.<br />

Joseph’s life once again seemed to<br />

be heading in the wrong direction, but<br />

then he interpreted the dream of a fellow<br />

prisoner, one of Pharaoh’s servants. The<br />

servant promised to remember Joseph<br />

when he was released from prison. For<br />

a moment, there was a glimpse of hope.<br />

Once released, however, the man forgot,<br />

and Joseph stayed in that prison two more<br />

GOD WAS THERE.<br />

JOSEPH WAS<br />

NEVER ALONE—<br />

NOT IN THE PIT OR<br />

THE PRISON.<br />

years. Then Pharaoh needed a dream interpreted,<br />

and the servant remembered<br />

his promise. Joseph was brought up<br />

from the prison to the palace, and after<br />

a successful interpretation, was made<br />

the second most powerful man in Egypt.<br />

Joseph went on to save not only Egypt but<br />

surrounding nations, including his entire<br />

family, from an incredible famine.<br />

Think about Joseph’s journey from the<br />

pit to the palace. He experienced verbal<br />

and physical assaults, abandonment, rejection,<br />

imprisonment, and isolation. He<br />

was sold into slavery, falsely accused of<br />

rape, and forgotten. He was a man repeatedly<br />

knocked down at no fault of his own.<br />

It would’ve been easy for Joseph to grow<br />

angry, seek revenge, complain, or give up.<br />

But there is no account anywhere of him<br />

being spiteful or dis gruntled or hopeless.<br />

Instead, Joseph lived his life to the<br />

fullest wherever he found himself. He<br />

served God faithfully with integrity and<br />

excellence. He focused on what God said<br />

about him and his future, not what people<br />

and his circumstances said.<br />

A closer look of the story reveals another<br />

beautiful truth: God was there. Joseph was<br />

never alone—not in the pit or the prison.<br />

Nor was he without hope. God was always<br />

at work, moving Joseph to where he needed<br />

to be and at just the right time.<br />

In Genesis 45:7, Joseph told his brothers<br />

that God had sent him to Egypt, not them.<br />

God had taken what they had meant for<br />

harm and used it for good (Genesis 50:20).<br />

I want to be like Joseph. I want to trust<br />

that God is with me and that He is in control<br />

and at work. And the Bible says I can!<br />

Isaiah 41:10 promises that God is with<br />

me, strengthening, helping, and upholding<br />

me. Psalm 56:8 promises that He sees<br />

my sorrows and is keeping track of them.<br />

And Romans 8:28 says that God is working<br />

out all the pits of my life for my good and<br />

His glory.<br />

He’s doing all these things for you too.<br />

CARLA OWENS loves the Lord and seeks to<br />

know Him more intimately every day. She is Kristi<br />

Overton Johnson’s executive assistant and the<br />

administrative director of Victorious Living.<br />

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TRANSFORMED LIVES<br />

LET YOUR LIFE SHINE<br />

BY KRISTI OVERTON JOHNSON<br />

HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE YOU ARE ON A JOURNEY<br />

to nowhere? Or that you’ve lost everything and everyone dear?<br />

Does your future seem bleak and hopeless? Do you feel alone<br />

with nowhere to call home? If so, don’t despair. God can redeem<br />

the most desperate situation.<br />

The book of Ruth, found in the Old Testament, tells the story<br />

of Ruth and her mother-in-law, Naomi. It is a powerful testimony<br />

of God’s redeeming love and people’s sacrificial love toward one<br />

another. It also shows how our actions can honor our Lord and<br />

position us for His blessings.<br />

These women’s lives first intertwined when Naomi’s husband,<br />

Elimelech, moved his wife and their two sons from Bethlehem to<br />

Moab because of a great famine in their homeland. There was a<br />

long, not-so-good history between the tribes of Israel and the land<br />

of Moab, and the Bible gives no indication that God led Elimelech<br />

on this journey. The decision most likely came through human<br />

reasoning and desperation.<br />

Regardless, they settled in and, in time,<br />

didn’t recognize her. I imagine the weight of her tragic life had<br />

impacted her appearance and demeanor. Naomi no longer reflected<br />

her name, which means “pleasant.” She had lost her joy<br />

and her confidence. She even asked her old friends to call her<br />

Mara, which means “bitter.” Then, she publicly blamed God for<br />

bringing such tragedy into her life.<br />

I am so grateful that God doesn’t turn His back on us in these<br />

not-so-glamorous moments. Instead, He actively pursues, loves,<br />

and blesses us beyond anything we could deserve or imagine<br />

(Ephesians 2:8–9; 3:20). Such was the case for Naomi and Ruth.<br />

From the moment they returned to Bethlehem, God met their<br />

every need and more.<br />

I get so fired up when I read about the incredible God-victories<br />

of these two ladies. I think my favorite part of the story is when<br />

Ruth heads out to gather leftover grain behind the harvesters. Ruth<br />

2:3 says, “And as it happened, she found herself working in a field<br />

that belonged to Boaz, the relative of her<br />

father-in-law, Elimelech” (NLT). Boaz was<br />

their sons married two Moabite women,<br />

a kind, protective man and a relative with<br />

LIFE IS NOT ABOUT<br />

Orpah and Ruth. Naomi and her two<br />

the means and heart to help these women.<br />

daughters-in-law developed a genuine<br />

love for one another. This became evident<br />

when Elimelech and the sons died, leaving<br />

US OR ABOUT OUR<br />

BEING BLESSED. IT’S<br />

ABOUT HONORING<br />

I don’t believe for one second that<br />

Ruth just “happened” onto Boaz’s land.<br />

No way. Psalm 37:23 says, “The Lord directs<br />

the steps of the godly. He delights<br />

the women alone.<br />

OUR LORD.<br />

Heartbroken, Naomi decided to return<br />

in every detail of their lives” (NLT). Ruth’s<br />

to Bethlehem. Now, legally and traditionally,<br />

after their husbands’ deaths, Orpah<br />

and Ruth could have returned to their homes, remarried, and<br />

started over. But both insisted on staying with Naomi.<br />

Naomi didn’t want them to leave their families, and she encouraged<br />

the girls to stay. Orpah eventually did return to her<br />

family, but Naomi could not persuade Ruth to do so. Ruth even<br />

made a permanent vow to follow Naomi wherever she went and<br />

to follow the God of Israel.<br />

The two poverty-stricken widows traveled back to Bethlehem<br />

with seemingly little hope for their future. It had been at least ten<br />

years since Naomi had left her homeland; could anything good<br />

be waiting for her there?<br />

Upon their arrival, many asked, “Can this be Naomi?” Maybe<br />

they were shocked to see her back in Bethlehem or maybe they<br />

steps were ordered by the God she had<br />

committed to follow.<br />

God delighted in the details of Naomi and Ruth’s lives by giving<br />

Ruth a husband in Boaz. Together, they had a child, Obed, who<br />

was in the lineage of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Wow! Talk<br />

about a redemption story. And He gave Naomi the joy of being a<br />

grandmother through this child.<br />

I can’t help but wonder, though, how differently this story might<br />

have ended if Ruth had given up on Naomi, God, and the hope<br />

of a better future. What if she had taken on a victim mentality,<br />

grown bitter, and wallowed in self-pity? What if she had refused<br />

to do what she could to move forward and instead sat down and<br />

demanded that God just fix it all?<br />

I think it is safe to say she would have missed her “Boaz moment.”<br />

Her courageous response to her situation positioned Ruth<br />

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to experience God’s blessings in a profound<br />

way. God used her humble spirit, hard<br />

work, and selfless actions to draw Boaz’s<br />

attention to Ruth and Naomi’s plight.<br />

We can learn so much from Ruth’s<br />

character, conviction, and commitment.<br />

I believe if we put these traits into action<br />

in our own lives, we would find ourselves<br />

blessed in unbelievable ways too. Proverbs<br />

3:3–4 tells us that honoring God and His<br />

people brings about favor—both from God<br />

and others.<br />

Let’s talk about Ruth’s honoring character.<br />

Never has there been a friend more<br />

loyal and kind than Ruth. And to think, she<br />

stayed with Naomi when her mother-inlaw<br />

was at her absolute worst, even after<br />

she had just lost her own husband. John<br />

15:13 says, “There is no greater love than to<br />

lay down one’s life for one’s friends” (NLT).<br />

In 1 Peter 5:6, we’re told that God honors<br />

such humility and will lift us up in His time.<br />

Ruth was loyal, kind, and humble. She<br />

was also a hardworking lady. She rose daily,<br />

took to the fields, and did what was needed<br />

with integrity. And yet, not once did Ruth<br />

seek recognition for her kindness. She<br />

didn’t need to—God saw her good deeds,<br />

which she did in private, and rewarded her<br />

openly (Matthew 6:3–4).<br />

Luke 16:10 is one of my favorite verses.<br />

It says, “If you are faithful in little things,<br />

you will be faithful in large ones. But if you are dishonest in little<br />

things, you won’t be honest with greater responsibilities” (NLT).<br />

Ruth was faithful “in little things” by stewarding well her time,<br />

relationships, and the opportunities that came her way.<br />

Notice, too, that with every blessing and opportunity, Ruth gave<br />

thanks. She never once demanded more or acted as though the<br />

world owed her for her hardships. “Be thankful in all circumstances,”<br />

1 Thessalonians 5:18 says, “for this is God’s will for you<br />

who belong to Christ Jesus” (NLT).<br />

Finally, Ruth had a tender, teachable heart. She listened to and<br />

heeded the advice of Naomi and Boaz. She never ran ahead; she<br />

patiently waited for God and others to act. Proverbs 13:18 teaches,<br />

“If you ignore criticism, you will end in poverty and disgrace; if<br />

you accept correction, you will be honored.” Honored by whom?<br />

By God and mankind.<br />

We often underestimate the importance of our actions. Whether<br />

in word or deed, our actions reflect to a watching world the truth<br />

of who we are at our core. And God-honoring actions naturally<br />

position us for blessings.<br />

Here are some questions to ponder.<br />

What’s our reputation among the people<br />

around us? If someone examined our lives,<br />

who or what would they see? Hopefully,<br />

they see a person who is loyal, kind, patient,<br />

hardworking, honest, humble, full<br />

of integrity, and faithful. But more importantly,<br />

what does God see?<br />

The way we conduct our lives is important.<br />

Titus 1:16 teaches that, even if<br />

we claim to be His, we can deny God by the<br />

way we live. May it never be so!<br />

Instead, as Matthew 5:16 says, may our<br />

“good deeds shine out for all to see, so<br />

that everyone will praise [our] heavenly<br />

Father.” Life is not about us or about our<br />

being blessed. It’s about honoring our Lord.<br />

And because He is so good, God will in turn<br />

honor us and meet our every need.<br />

KRISTI OVERTON<br />

JOHNSON<br />

encourages and equips<br />

people for victory<br />

through her writings,<br />

speaking engagements,<br />

and prison ministry.<br />

To learn more, go to<br />

kojministries.org.<br />

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FOUND<br />

THE STORY OF<br />

TIMOTHY KANE<br />

“You gonna be a man or a baby?” I was a<br />

fourteen-year-old kid when that question<br />

came my way. My response had consequences<br />

that changed my life forever.<br />

As the middle of five children, I didn’t adjust<br />

well to my parent’s divorce. After they<br />

split, Mom moved us to a different town<br />

in Pasco County, Florida. The only thing<br />

that made the transition bearable was that<br />

I didn’t have to make new friends.<br />

My best friend, Bobby, had the newest<br />

Nintendo system, so I practically lived at<br />

his house. That’s where I was on Super<br />

Bowl weekend 1992. After school that Friday,<br />

I jumped on my bike and rode 14 miles<br />

to Bobby’s. I would never return home.<br />

The weekend started innocently enough,<br />

but trouble came knocking on Sunday<br />

Above: Timothy was a young, naive<br />

boy who was hanging with the wrong<br />

crowd. His choices led to life-changing<br />

consequences.<br />

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when Alvin, the oldest in our group, showed<br />

up and started talking about robbing a<br />

house. He was nineteen, and I thought<br />

hanging out with him was pretty cool.<br />

We glanced nervously at one another.<br />

Was he serious? Someone finally asked,<br />

“What if someone’s home?”<br />

“You little babies need to man up!” Alvin<br />

sneered. My heart dropped.<br />

Two of the kids wanted no part in the<br />

plan. They jumped on their bikes and took<br />

off, ignoring Alvin’s taunts and insults.<br />

That left me and Bobby alone with Alvin.<br />

By this time, we had walked down the street<br />

toward the target house.<br />

We stopped in front of it, and Alvin<br />

turned and glared at me. “Okay. What<br />

about you?”<br />

I was 14 miles from home, it was dark,<br />

and I had only my bike. What else could<br />

I do? Seconds later, the three of us were<br />

standing on the front steps.<br />

The house was dark, as if no one were<br />

home. Gripping a shotgun, Alvin kicked<br />

in the door, and we went inside. A man’s<br />

voice shouted, “Who’s there?!” Awakened<br />

from their sleep, the owner of the home<br />

and his elderly mother emerged to investigate<br />

the noise.<br />

I hid under a table as total chaos broke<br />

loose. Alvin’s shotgun blasted, and from my<br />

hiding place, I witnessed the kind of evil<br />

most people only see in horror movies. The<br />

first chance I got, I fled out the front door<br />

and ran from the scene where two innocent<br />

people lay murdered in cold blood.<br />

When the cops caught up with us early<br />

the next day, I felt like I’d been rescued. I<br />

sat handcuffed to a chair, waiting for my<br />

mom so detectives could question me.<br />

In my head, I could hear her voice. “Tim,<br />

stay away from that boy,” she’d said the<br />

day she met Alvin. “Something isn’t right<br />

with him.”<br />

When she arrived, she was clearly wrestling<br />

with shock. “Just tell them the truth,<br />

son. Everything will be okay.”<br />

I talked with the detectives for hours<br />

without an attorney, telling them what I<br />

remembered, from Alvin’s robbery plan<br />

up to the murders. When the questioning<br />

was over, I thought I would finally get to go<br />

home with Mom and forget this nightmare.<br />

To our shock and bewilderment, I didn’t<br />

go home. In fact, the nightmare was just<br />

beginning. The detectives charged me under<br />

the Florida Felony Murder Rule. This<br />

rule held liable anyone present during a<br />

robbery gone wrong, regardless of their<br />

actions or nonactions. That meant I was<br />

just as responsible for the murders as my<br />

codefendants, even though I hadn’t held<br />

a weapon.<br />

I was booked into the juvenile detention<br />

center on two counts of first-degree<br />

murder. My first night was terrifying. I<br />

was stripped down to my underwear and<br />

left alone in a cold cell, locked behind a<br />

heavy steel door with only a blanket, thin<br />

mattress, steel toilet, and a light that never<br />

turned off. I cried myself to sleep, only<br />

to wake in panic, haunted by the sights,<br />

sounds, and smells of the terrible things I<br />

had witnessed.<br />

During the nine days that I was in the<br />

juvenile detention center, the father of a<br />

football buddy paid me a visit. He was a<br />

pastor, and he didn’t come to scold or lecture<br />

me. He offered to pray with me, and<br />

I’ll never forget the first whisper of peace<br />

that washed over me as he spoke. His visit<br />

was significant because it was the first time<br />

someone showed me Jesus, even though<br />

at the time I didn’t see it that way.<br />

The court decided to try me as an adult,<br />

and I was transferred to the Pasco County<br />

Jail to await trial. My attorney painted a<br />

grim, realistic picture—I could spend the<br />

rest of my life in prison.<br />

Time stood still, and confusion mounted.<br />

How had this happened? What could I<br />

have done to change the outcome, not just<br />

for myself but for those who lost their lives?<br />

I was climbing the walls and would’ve<br />

done anything to get out of that place, so<br />

I attended a Bible study. There, I met an<br />

old, tattooed ex-biker who came to talk<br />

to us about Jesus. He seemed relatable<br />

as he talked about how he’d done drugs,<br />

drank, and did horrible things to other<br />

people. I wondered why guys like him<br />

wasted their time going into jails to talk<br />

to people like me.<br />

Jesus had come and willingly laid down<br />

His life for me, even though I had<br />

nothing to offer in return.<br />

And that’s when he said, “But then I met<br />

Jesus, and He forgave me and set me free.”<br />

When the study was over, the man handed<br />

me a Bible. “Jesus has the answers to<br />

your questions, son. Start with Matthew<br />

and read through the New Testament.<br />

That’s where you’ll find Him.”<br />

I took the Bible, put it in my cell, and<br />

forgot all about it. But God didn’t forget<br />

about me.<br />

A few months later, a disciplinary writeup<br />

landed me in solitary confinement for<br />

45 days. Reality hit hard in that lonely cell.<br />

With no distractions or anyone to talk to, I<br />

couldn’t escape the despairing thought that<br />

I might spend the rest of my life in prison.<br />

I was 15, and my life was over, completely<br />

without purpose.<br />

Meanwhile, there was that Bible, sitting<br />

in my bin—it was all I had with me. Desperate,<br />

I finally did what the old guy said:<br />

I opened to the book of Matthew and just<br />

started reading. Jesus became so real to<br />

me as the stories of His life carried me out<br />

of my cell and circumstances. It was as if<br />

I were witnessing Him perform miracles<br />

and heal all those people, right there in<br />

front of me.<br />

As I read through each gospel account<br />

of Jesus’s life, I would get to the crucifixion<br />

and wonder why everyone was always<br />

trying to kill Him.<br />

When I got to John’s account of Jesus’s<br />

death on the cross, something shifted inside<br />

me. I’m the one who deserves punishment!<br />

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Far Left: In February of 2017,<br />

Timothy was released from<br />

the Florida Department of<br />

Corrections.<br />

Left: God blessed Timothy, as a<br />

free man, with seven wonderful<br />

years with his father.<br />

PHOTO COURTESY OF TIM AND ERICKA KANE<br />

For the first time, I realized that Jesus had<br />

come and willingly laid down His life for<br />

me, even though I had nothing to offer in<br />

return. He had overcome death and the<br />

grave so I could be forgiven and have<br />

eternal life. Suddenly, Jesus’s sacrifice was<br />

personal: He had died for me!<br />

On September 12, 1993, while still in<br />

solitary confinement, I believed in Jesus<br />

Christ for salvation and accepted Him as<br />

my Lord. There was no earth-shaking experience,<br />

no fancy prayer, no response to<br />

an altar call. I simply realized and accepted<br />

that Jesus Christ, the Son of God, had given<br />

His life for mine (John 3:16). I had no idea<br />

what following Christ would look like, but<br />

I was committed.<br />

One year later, at 16, I received two life<br />

sentences with no chance of parole for 25<br />

years. I was scared to death the day I boarded<br />

a bus full of grown men and headed to<br />

an adult facility in the Florida Department<br />

of Corrections.<br />

I had much to learn, both about prison<br />

life and God when I arrived, and the Lord<br />

sent Christian men to disciple me. They<br />

were like brothers and helped me steer<br />

clear of trouble. Through them, I witnessed<br />

what walking with the Lord looks like. I<br />

was baptized and developed spiritual disciplines<br />

like prayer and spending time in<br />

God’s Word.<br />

Reading the Bible sowed many seeds<br />

of hope in my heart. The story of Joseph<br />

(Genesis 39–50) particularly impacted me.<br />

Joseph hadn’t asked for any of the circumstances<br />

that had altered his life, not even<br />

the accusations that landed him in prison<br />

for something he didn’t do.<br />

I was particularly impressed with how,<br />

despite all the injustices he suffered, Joseph’s<br />

obedience and trust in the Lord<br />

never wavered. He waited patiently for<br />

the Lord’s deliverance, and God gave him<br />

favor in whatever he did.<br />

I wasn’t innocent like Joseph, and I<br />

wasn’t always faithful like him either. I<br />

had tumbled into a pit because of my bad<br />

decision to go to that house that night. I<br />

was present when two innocent people lost<br />

their lives, and I was in prison because I<br />

deserved punishment. But still, Joseph’s<br />

story encouraged me. God was with Joseph<br />

through every hardship, and the Bible<br />

promised God would be with me too.<br />

Understanding God’s level of mercy and<br />

love for me (Romans 5:8) changed how I<br />

did my time. I even thanked Him for my<br />

incarceration—it’s where I learned about<br />

my need for a savior. “It was good for me to<br />

be afflicted,” Psalm 119:71 says, “so that I<br />

might learn [God’s] decrees” (NIV).<br />

I prayed for God to teach me to trust Him<br />

and be faithful like Joseph. Lord, I don’t<br />

want to be here forever, but as I wait, please<br />

use every bit of this time for Your glory. That<br />

prayer was a game-changer. Prison walls<br />

didn’t have to prevent me from experiencing<br />

the true freedom Jesus provides<br />

(2 Corinthians 3:17), nor did they disqualify<br />

me from being used by Him.<br />

My first ministry assignment came after<br />

my story aired on national television. Letters<br />

of encouragement poured in, and God<br />

showed me an opportunity to help people.<br />

“Lord,” I said, “as long as the stamps keep<br />

coming, I’ll keep writing.”<br />

I responded to every letter with a pen in<br />

hand and the hope of Jesus in my heart.<br />

Remember how Jesus multiplied loaves<br />

and fish to feed the multitudes in Matthew<br />

14:15–21? Well, He did the same thing with<br />

the stamps. I never ran out.<br />

Ten years into my sentence, my mom<br />

passed away unexpectedly. Losing her<br />

broke my heart. Satan took the opportunity<br />

to stir up old feelings of guilt and<br />

regret. “She’d still be alive if you hadn’t<br />

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gotten into trouble,” he whispered. I was<br />

overwhelmed with grief.<br />

The hardest part was not knowing if<br />

my mom was saved and then realizing<br />

she would never get to see what Jesus was<br />

doing in my life. I was allowed to attend<br />

her funeral—something almost unheard<br />

of in the prison system. God’s undeniable<br />

supernatural favor did the impossible on<br />

that one.<br />

I cried out, “Please, Lord. Let my dad see<br />

me outside these gates with the freedom<br />

You have given me.” His only response was<br />

to strengthen me as I pressed on through<br />

my grief (2 Corinthians 12:8–10).<br />

Seven years later, I was walking from<br />

the chapel to my dorm when God gave<br />

me a glimpse of His plan for my life. I<br />

was staring at the razor wire and fences<br />

around the compound when the Lord’s<br />

still, small voice told me, “Tell these fences<br />

to come down.”<br />

I obeyed and commanded the fences<br />

to come down in Jesus’s name. I thought<br />

I would see the fences collapse. Instead,<br />

in my mind’s eye, I became like a giant. I<br />

could see myself stepping back and forth<br />

over those fences. Somehow, I knew in my<br />

spirit that God wasn’t going to let me die<br />

in prison. I wrote the date and vision in<br />

my Bible so I could reflect on it anytime I<br />

struggled to wait well.<br />

In 2016, right before my 25-year mark,<br />

I was interviewed for my upcoming parole<br />

hearing. The investigator went through his<br />

scoring system and told me he wouldn’t<br />

recommend me for parole until 2027.<br />

I would still have my hearing, but I wasn’t<br />

expecting much more than that. I thanked<br />

him for his time and started talking to God.<br />

“Father, please!” I prayed. “You know I can<br />

wait ten more years, but I don’t think my<br />

family can.”<br />

I couldn’t attend the hearing, but during<br />

a call to my dad, a feeling rose inside of me<br />

that I couldn’t shake. “Dad, please! I don’t<br />

know why, but you’ve got to be there,” I told<br />

him. He thought I’d lost it.<br />

“Why would I go all the way there just to<br />

be disappointed,” he responded. I didn’t<br />

know how to answer him, but he finally<br />

agreed to go.<br />

Understanding God’s level of mercy and<br />

love for me changed how I did my time.<br />

Dad and everyone else in attendance<br />

witnessed a miracle that day. The room<br />

was stunned when Bernie McCabe got up<br />

to speak. It was the first time in the parole<br />

board’s history that a sitting district<br />

attorney spoke on behalf of an inmate. He<br />

acknowledged that the prosecution should<br />

have handled the case differently from the<br />

beginning and asked for my parole to be<br />

granted. He closed with these words, “He’s<br />

waited long enough.”<br />

Mr. McCabe had examined my case<br />

because of a review Judge John Blue had<br />

written. Judge Blue had actually denied<br />

one of my appeals but had been troubled<br />

because he had to rule according to the law.<br />

He wrote a review before retiring which ultimately<br />

convinced Bernie McCabe to look<br />

into my case. God used Judge Blue’s review<br />

to set this history-making parole hearing<br />

in motion. By unanimous decision, I was<br />

granted parole and released from prison<br />

within six months.<br />

On February 23, 2017, I walked out of<br />

those prison gates a free and redeemed<br />

man of God. The Lord had set me free,<br />

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God gave Timothy a gift of a lifetime in his wife<br />

Ericka. Together, they seek to share the good<br />

news of Jesus Christ with others.<br />

Prison walls didn’t have to prevent me<br />

from experiencing the true freedom<br />

Jesus provides, nor did they disqualify<br />

me from being used by Him.<br />

though, long before those gates opened<br />

(John 8:32, 36). He had made me alive even<br />

before I had been condemned, and He had<br />

been preparing me for my new assignment<br />

on the outside for all those years. Prison<br />

time was just one big preparation season.<br />

To this day, I praise God for hearing the<br />

cries of a grieving boy who had lost his<br />

mother. With my release, He gave me the<br />

gift of almost seven years with my dad.<br />

I am grateful to God for every second I<br />

had with him. When Dad passed away<br />

in 2023, I not only attended his funeral<br />

but preached a message. And this time,<br />

praise God, I wasn’t wearing leg irons and<br />

a chain around my waist like I had to at my<br />

mom’s funeral.<br />

Living free on the outside of the razor<br />

wire has had its challenges, but God<br />

has been with me every step of the way,<br />

just as He was when I was in prison. He’s<br />

helped me experience many milestones,<br />

like learning to drive, earning a paycheck,<br />

paying bills, completing parole, and marrying<br />

my beautiful wife, Ericka.<br />

The Lord has also led me back to prison<br />

to share my testimony, including the one<br />

where I’d resided. There, I shared before<br />

hundreds of men how I witnessed God’s<br />

goodness on that same compound years<br />

before. I pray that each man will come to<br />

know God’s goodness for themselves.<br />

My testimony is like the one penned by<br />

David in Psalm 40:1–3: “I waited patiently<br />

for the Lord to help me, and he turned to<br />

me and heard my cry. He lifted me out of<br />

the pit of despair, out of the mud and the<br />

mire. He set my feet on solid ground and<br />

steadied me as I walked along. He has given<br />

me a new song to sing, a hymn of praise to<br />

our God. Many will see what he has done<br />

and be amazed. They will put their trust<br />

in the Lord.”<br />

A day doesn’t go by that I don’t reflect on<br />

my years in prison and pray for the brothers<br />

I left behind. I pray for men and women<br />

everywhere who are bound, whether in<br />

prison or by circumstance. I long to deliver<br />

the Good News of Jesus to them, for I know<br />

that the power of the gospel can free anyone,<br />

regardless of where they are in life.<br />

I used to wonder why people would give<br />

up their free time to go to prison and talk<br />

about Jesus. Now I know why, because the<br />

same love for Jesus and His Great Commission<br />

that commanded them compels me<br />

to walk back through those gates.<br />

I have a burden to share the gospel—the<br />

Good News that Jesus saves and frees—<br />

with as many captives as I can in the time<br />

I have left. I can’t imagine doing anything<br />

else, for the gospel of Jesus Christ enabled<br />

me, a once thoroughly lost boy, to find his<br />

place as a son of the Living God.<br />

Jesus strengthened and comforted<br />

me, and He transformed my life into<br />

one of purpose even while I was behind<br />

bars. He will do the same for anyone who<br />

comes to Him.<br />

TIMOTHY AND ERICKA KANE team up to<br />

bring the hope of Jesus and worship alongside<br />

their brothers and sisters behind prison walls. Tim<br />

is a business owner and serves with Generational<br />

Change, an outreach of Empowered to Change.<br />

In his role as chaplain, he helps give a voice to<br />

and restore the lives of others through various<br />

transitional programs. For more information,<br />

visit empoweredtochangeint.org.<br />

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STEPPING FORWARD<br />

AN HONEST CROOK<br />

BY ROY A. BORGES<br />

I’D JUST PAID FOR A COUPLE of bags<br />

of corn chips at the canteen at Mayo Correctional<br />

Institution, the prison where I<br />

was doing time for a first-degree robbery<br />

I had committed 18 years earlier.<br />

On the way back to my dormitory, I noticed<br />

the canteen operator had given me<br />

three bags of chips, even though I’d only<br />

ordered and paid for two. It would have<br />

been easy to keep the additional bag; no<br />

one would have ever known. But I went<br />

back and returned it.<br />

“Look, an honest crook,” one of the officers<br />

chortled—and he didn’t mean it as a<br />

compliment.<br />

Although the bag of chips wasn’t expensive,<br />

I knew God wanted me to be honest.<br />

Honesty is always God’s policy.<br />

The apostle Paul wrote, “Be careful to<br />

live properly among your unbelieving<br />

neighbors. Then even if they accuse you<br />

of doing wrong, they will see your honorable<br />

behavior, and they will give honor to<br />

God when he judges the world” (1 Peter<br />

2:12 NLT).<br />

A dishonest life led me to spend many<br />

years behind razor-wire fences. I received<br />

a long sentence in 1990 for stealing a pair<br />

of jeans. Stealing jeans had seemed like<br />

a little thing, but because of previous<br />

bad decisions, it turned into a charge of<br />

first-degree robbery.<br />

I choose, however, not to be chained to<br />

the past. Instead, I take the advice of former<br />

Secretary of State Colin Powell and<br />

focus on the windshield and not on the<br />

rearview mirror of life. God made me a<br />

new man when I put my faith in His Son,<br />

Jesus, for salvation.<br />

Listen to how the apostle Paul put it:<br />

“Anyone who belongs to Christ has become<br />

a new person. The old life is gone; a new<br />

life has begun!” (2 Corinthians 5:17 NLT).<br />

These simple words describe God’s change<br />

in my life. I once saw myself through my<br />

sins and mistakes, but now I see myself as a child of<br />

God (Galatians 3:26).<br />

No matter who we’ve been or what we’ve done in the<br />

past, we become someone new when we trust Jesus<br />

for our salvation and receive the forgiveness offered<br />

through His cross.<br />

The blood of Jesus liberates us from sin and sin’s<br />

dominating power and restores us to a new relationship<br />

with God—where we’re free to no longer live for ourselves<br />

but for Him. His transforming love compels us to live<br />

with a new identity and purpose and to make choices<br />

that glorify Him. And those choices will point others to<br />

our Savior, the One who can make all people new.<br />

Returning a bag of chips may seem like a minor deal,<br />

but integrity in the little things sets in motion more<br />

incredible things, just like Luke 16:10 says: “If you are<br />

faithful in little things, you will be faithful in large ones.<br />

But if you are dishonest in little things, you won’t be<br />

honest with greater responsibilities” (NLT).<br />

How can God entrust us with more blessings if we<br />

aren’t faithful where we are? He can’t. Prove yourself<br />

faithful today by being a person of integrity. In doing<br />

so, you will position yourself for greater things, no<br />

matter where you are or what you’ve done. Live a life<br />

of integrity.<br />

INTEGRITY IN<br />

THE LITTLE<br />

T H I N G S S E T S<br />

IN MOTION<br />

M O R E<br />

INCREDIBLE<br />

THINGS.<br />

ROY A. BORGES served 31<br />

years in the Florida Department<br />

of Corrections, where he realized<br />

his need for a Savior. While<br />

incarcerated, Roy ministered to<br />

others through his writings, over<br />

300 of which have been published.<br />

Roy’s book, 101 Short Stories from<br />

the Prison Cell, is available from<br />

amazon.com.<br />

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THE STORY OF NA’KEDRA RODGERS<br />

A Vessel for His Glory<br />

A serious betrayal early in life messed up my thinking for<br />

years. I was just a sixth grader minding my own business<br />

when someone I trusted not only accused me of stealing<br />

but held me against my will, threatening me with jail if I<br />

didn’t confess.<br />

As an 11-year-old straight-A student who never got<br />

in trouble, I was terrified, but I refused to admit to<br />

something I didn’t do. It felt like forever, but eventually I<br />

got to go home.<br />

Today, Na’Kedra helps<br />

others find their God-given<br />

identity and purpose<br />

through her writings and<br />

speaking events.<br />

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Like many people in vulnerable situations,<br />

I didn’t talk about what happened, ed Him to step into my situation. I began<br />

with the Lord at the time, I knew I need-<br />

but the incident traumatized me for years. praying for a child, petitioning for God’s<br />

Over time, determined that I would never help the way Hannah had prayed for her<br />

let myself feel that vulnerable and unsafe son, Samuel, in the Bible (1 Samuel 1:27).<br />

again, I developed an unhealthy reliance God answered my prayers and granted<br />

on myself.<br />

me a successful full-term pregnancy. My<br />

It was a survival mechanism, to be sure, husband and I welcomed our first healthy,<br />

but it only brought more harm. I would beautiful daughter. I was grateful to God<br />

have to endure many trials before I finally but didn’t learn to rely on Him. I got busy<br />

came to the end of myself and let God take in my role as a new mother.<br />

His rightful place in my life.<br />

Eventually, my husband and I decided<br />

The walls I had built for protection were keeping<br />

even the people I loved at arm’s length.<br />

I graduated from Louisiana State University<br />

in 2002 and moved to Texas. There, suffered another miscarriage. It’s hard to<br />

to have another baby. We got pregnant but<br />

I eventually landed my first job as a microbiologist<br />

and was determined to succeed. but even if I could have then, I wouldn’t<br />

explain the pain of losing an unborn child,<br />

I loved my job and excelled. Life was good have. I just kept pushing through life. Two<br />

until the company was acquired.<br />

and a half years later, God blessed us with<br />

My department avoided the layoffs at a second healthy baby girl. But I was no<br />

first, but in 2012, after nearly a decade longer happy.<br />

of service and for no apparent reason, Day after day, life grew darker. And I<br />

management eliminated my position. I grew more angry and bitter in my roles<br />

felt humiliated as my former manager took as a mother, wife, and career woman. I<br />

my badge and escorted me to my car. I felt was lonely and discontented. And then,<br />

crushed and betrayed, just as I had as a my friends began leaving, one by one. Before<br />

long, everyone I trusted and leaned<br />

preteen, by someone I trusted.<br />

I pushed down the pain and went on on was gone.<br />

with life. In May 2015, I married my husband,<br />

and right after our first anniversa-<br />

knees and caused me to seek God. I needed<br />

It was this loss that brought me to my<br />

ry, we found out I was pregnant. Excited, more than a quick answer to my prayer;<br />

we arrived for my 11-week appointment I needed Him to show me what was happening.<br />

Why was I so sad? Why so angry?<br />

and our baby’s first ultrasound. Our hearts<br />

sank as the monitor revealed our baby had And why were the people I loved choosing<br />

no heartbeat. A blood test confirmed I had to disappear from my life?<br />

miscarried. I left numb.<br />

God met me right in the middle of my<br />

I didn’t cry until days later when a nurse confusion and showed me that because of<br />

wheeled me into an operating room to the past pain I had suffered, my heart had<br />

have a procedure called a D&C. When the grown hard and distrustful. The walls I had<br />

tears finally came, they wouldn’t stop. Another<br />

major disappointment struck my people I loved at arm’s length. I reacted<br />

built for protection were keeping even the<br />

soul, and another pain went unaddressed. defensively toward anyone who got close.<br />

While I didn’t have a close relationship My strong, controlling personality pushed<br />

many wonderful people away as I desperately<br />

tried to protect myself.<br />

In a pivotal moment, I realized these<br />

friends were actually drawing healthy<br />

boundaries for themselves. I wanted to<br />

feel offended, but how could I be? It took<br />

a good hard look at myself to understand<br />

that the real issue in my life wasn’t what<br />

others had done to me, it was me—I was<br />

the problem<br />

But what hope did I have? I had no idea<br />

how to change or become a better person.<br />

And I was sure my changing wouldn’t bring<br />

the people I loved back into my life, so what<br />

was the point?<br />

During this painful self-reflection, God<br />

stepped in and drew me close. I had grown<br />

up in the church and knew about Him, but<br />

I had never known Him by experience.<br />

This pain led me to Him. God opened His<br />

arms and welcomed me and all my hurts<br />

and problems.<br />

Childhood traumas led to a sense of<br />

distrust and desire to control.<br />

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I felt safe with God and prayed boldly<br />

to Him. I knew of King David’s prayer in<br />

Psalm 139:23–24, and it seemed appropriate<br />

for me. Search my heart, Lord. Know my<br />

anxious thoughts and let me know the parts of<br />

me that need to change for Your glory. I was<br />

serious—I needed God to show me what<br />

was happening and how my actions affected<br />

others and myself.<br />

The first thing the Lord revealed was the<br />

unforgiveness in my heart. If I ever wanted<br />

to heal and be emotionally healthy, I had<br />

to forgive those who had hurt me. And if<br />

I wanted God’s forgiveness for my transgressions,<br />

I needed to forgive others for<br />

theirs. (See Matthew 6:14–15; Ephesians<br />

4:31–32; and Colossians 3:13.) It didn’t<br />

matter if those past offenders ever apologized<br />

or acknowledged the damage caused<br />

by their actions; I needed to forgive.<br />

God also showed me how, instead of<br />

looking to Him to meet my needs, I habitually<br />

filled the space meant only for<br />

Him with people, jobs, and status. It didn’t<br />

After suffering<br />

the pain of a<br />

miscarriage,<br />

Na’Kedra and<br />

her husband<br />

were blessed<br />

with a beautiful<br />

daughter. It took<br />

years, though, for<br />

Na’Kedra to give<br />

that pain to God.<br />

take a genius to realize that those things<br />

had only led to more emptiness. God<br />

wanted to give me lasting contentment<br />

and purpose.<br />

God’s grace brought me to my senses<br />

just in time for the 2020 pandemic. The<br />

Lord was right on time to help me find<br />

my way out of this dark place. I would<br />

hate to imagine where I’d be had He not<br />

intervened.<br />

We can’t escape the pain of this world,<br />

but God promises that through His Son,<br />

we can overcome it all.<br />

God and I were still working on my<br />

identity crisis when an idea came to me<br />

about starting my own business. I didn’t<br />

know what that entailed, and I made my<br />

usual mistake of initially asking people<br />

instead of God for direction. Still, God<br />

worked through those people, and their<br />

ideas returned me to Him.<br />

One of my friends suggested I encourage<br />

others through videos and inspirational<br />

posts on social media. Not long after, my<br />

ministry, OptimisticallyKe, was born. I<br />

posted my first inspirational video on April<br />

16, 2021. Since that day, God has faithfully<br />

opened unexpected doors of opportunity.<br />

I have even published two books.<br />

I want to point others to the Lord by<br />

sharing with them, through my posts,<br />

speaking engagements, and published<br />

works, what He’s been teaching me. I want<br />

people to know the power they can find<br />

in sharing their stories and that they can<br />

trust God to bring purpose out of things<br />

like betrayal, rejection, loss, and grief. God<br />

doesn’t waste a tear!<br />

We can’t escape the pain of this world,<br />

but God promises that through His Son,<br />

we can overcome it all. With Him on our<br />

side, we are never defeated. Romans 8:37<br />

says that we are more than conquerors in<br />

Christ Jesus despite the hard things.<br />

The key to being victorious, though, is<br />

our being in Christ. Faith in Him is what<br />

gets us there. It starts with surrendering<br />

our lives to Him, including our pain. Have<br />

you done that? Have you opened your<br />

heart to Him and become vulnerable to<br />

His loving care?<br />

You can trust God; you really can. Trials<br />

and disappointments can deceive us<br />

into believing that God and people don’t<br />

care about us and that our lives have no<br />

purpose—but it’s not true.<br />

Don’t do as I did. Don’t let painful events<br />

and harmful people harden your heart.<br />

That only leads to more pain. Give it all to<br />

God. Cast all your cares on Him; He cares<br />

for you (1 Peter 5:7). And then, be willing to<br />

go on a deep dive of your life with Him. God<br />

will lovingly and patiently reveal hidden<br />

things that, when you deal with them, will<br />

bring you to a place of freedom.<br />

God has great work for you to do for<br />

His kingdom. It’s not over. God can bring<br />

you out of that dark place and soften your<br />

hard heart. And if you let Him, He will use<br />

everything about your story to mold and<br />

shape you into someone He can use as a<br />

vessel for His glory.<br />

NA’KEDRA RODGERS is a Southern belle with<br />

sass. She enjoys empowering women as a speaker,<br />

author, and podcaster. Her mission is to inspire,<br />

encourage, and point lost souls to Jesus. Connect<br />

with Na’Kedra at www.nakedrarodgers.com.<br />

PHOTO COURTESY OF NA’KEDRA RODGERS<br />

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TRANSFORMED LIVES<br />

FROM THE MOMENT WE’RE BORN, Satan tries to convince<br />

us we aren’t enough. His lies come through what we see, hear,<br />

read, and experience. If we aren’t careful, his messages form<br />

a belief system within us that leads to unhealthy actions and<br />

devastating consequences.<br />

Many of us have experienced harmful childhoods. If this is you,<br />

I am so sorry. I know your pain from my own experience, but I also<br />

know God wants to help you overcome all you’ve encountered.<br />

He offers you the hope of a better future (Jeremiah 29:11–14)<br />

and promises to restore all that Satan has stolen, corrupted, and<br />

destroyed in your life (John 10:10).<br />

I love the symbolism of our lives being like a fruit tree. A fruit<br />

tree produces certain kinds of fruits. God wants our lives to make<br />

good, healthy fruit, and He helps us do just that through His Holy<br />

Spirit. Galatians 5:22–23 says, “But the Holy Spirit produces this<br />

kind of fruit in our lives: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness,<br />

faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control” (NLT).<br />

Good fruit comes when we believe God’s truth about us. His<br />

truths lead us to become like flourishing trees planted by a riverbank<br />

and help us produce good fruit in every season of our lives—<br />

even in the hard seasons (Jeremiah 17:7–8).<br />

I produced rotten fruit for years. The lies I believed about myself<br />

influenced my actions and reactions and life’s outcomes. My life<br />

was like a dry, prickly shrub in the desert. I hurt many people,<br />

including myself.<br />

WHAT YOU THINK IS<br />

WHAT YOU ARE<br />

BY SHERIDAN CORREA<br />

Is your fruit healthy or unhealthy? Unhealthy fruit includes<br />

harmful actions such as rage, eating disorders, addictions, sexual<br />

immorality, lying, and profanity. It causes unhealthy emotions<br />

such as fear, anxiety, depression, obsessive thoughts, shame, and<br />

unrelenting grief. It fosters unhealthy attitudes like complaining,<br />

unforgiveness, greed, and prejudice. And it allows unhealthy, abusive,<br />

neglectful, and destructive relationships (Galatians 5:19–21).<br />

Your fruit exposes your underlying belief system, the root system<br />

of your life. It reveals whether you believe what God says or<br />

what Satan says about you. And who<br />

you believe determines your harvest.<br />

So what does your fruit say about<br />

you? Are you peaceful and joy-filled<br />

or frantic and desperate? Do you<br />

have self-control, or does the littlest<br />

thing set you off?<br />

Your fruit expresses your belief<br />

about yourself, the world, and God.<br />

Could it be that, at your core, you<br />

don’t believe God is good and that<br />

He cares for you?<br />

experiences do not change the nature of God.<br />

Perhaps you have based your perception<br />

of Him on an experience. I<br />

often became confused about God<br />

and thought up my own ideas of what<br />

He was like (Romans 1:21), but that<br />

didn’t mean they were true. And our<br />

Experiences made me believe I was unloved and unwanted.<br />

Maybe yours tell you you’re a failure, stupid, ugly, or unworthy.<br />

Those beliefs will hold us hostage until we give them to God—and<br />

He wants to set us free!<br />

Ask Him to show you the lies you believe. Then let His Holy Spirit<br />

uproot them. Only then will you find freedom and be transformed.<br />

God works from the inside out.<br />

Just like a tree needs a healthy root system to produce fruit,<br />

you need a healthy belief system based on God’s Word to do the<br />

same. Romans 12:2 tells us that God changes us into a new person<br />

by changing our thinking. Behavior modification alone only<br />

provides a temporary change of fruit. With time, harmful fruit<br />

always grows back. Trust me.<br />

Instead, deal with the root cause. How?<br />

1. Identify and confess the lies you’ve believed (Psalm 32:5).<br />

2. Repent of the wrong decisions you’ve made because of<br />

those lies (Proverbs 28:13; 1 John 1:9).<br />

3. Replace those lies with God’s truth (2 Corinthians 10:5).<br />

Focusing on God’s truth instead of Satan’s lies is a daily discipline.<br />

But the outcome is worth it. You will become a different<br />

person, and your life will yield different results.<br />

Remember: God is real, and He rewards those who seek Him<br />

(Hebrews 11:6). He is good and close (Nahum 1:7). He loves and<br />

chooses you (1 Thessalonians 1:4). You are forgiven and accepted,<br />

and through Jesus, you can triumph over sin (Romans 5:16–17).<br />

Nourish your beliefs every day by applying the Living Water of<br />

God’s Word. You will soon reap a beautiful harvest.<br />

SHERIDAN CORREA is a biblical counselor who is trained in trauma-informed<br />

care. She’s a wife, mother of two teenage boys, singer, and avid runner who has<br />

been radically changed by Jesus. She is VL’s director of content development.<br />

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MAN OF HOPE<br />

THE STORY OF ROBERT E. WHITNER<br />

There are many roads a person can take. Some lead<br />

to life, while others lead to death. Our choices, good<br />

or bad, have consequences, no matter who we are.<br />

I am grateful that my God doesn’t wipe His hands<br />

of us when we choose destructive roads. He never<br />

gives up on His children, leaving us to figure out<br />

our lives. No, our heavenly Father journeys with us<br />

down the most difficult roads and lovingly leads us<br />

to where He wants us to be. At all times, He is fully<br />

with us in our consequences.<br />

Never would I have imagined as a kid that I would<br />

become a drug addict and a murderer. Hurting myself<br />

and others and living 20 years behind bars was<br />

not on my radar. But neither was becoming a pastor<br />

and helping others, which is what I do now. God knew<br />

all of this, though. And He loved me through it all,<br />

every step of the way (Romans 5:8).<br />

My two younger sisters and I were raised by both<br />

our parents. Life was “normal,” and our home was<br />

peaceful. Or at least it was until Dad cheated on Mom<br />

and became a heavy drinker. Then our house became<br />

an upside-down place of arguing and fighting. When<br />

I was 14, my parents divorced, and Dad left.<br />

Our family was torn apart by Dad’s actions—as<br />

was my heart. I carried the weight of my family’s<br />

brokenness for years.<br />

I was not an average kid. By seventh grade, I was<br />

6’3” and as awkward and clumsy as they come. Other<br />

kids enjoyed picking on me. But something good<br />

came out of all that height—basketball.<br />

Coach Don took great interest in me, teaching me<br />

the game and sending me to camps where I learned<br />

to use my height as an advantage. I excelled as a<br />

player and was told I had a future in the sport.<br />

With my family unit dismantled, however, I was<br />

pretty much left to myself. At 13, I discovered marijuana.<br />

I enjoyed getting high after school, drinking,<br />

and getting into other trouble.<br />

Then, junior year, my friend and I went to school<br />

drunk. That got me kicked out of school and off the<br />

team. My world crumbled. Basketball was my life.<br />

I straightened up long enough to graduate from high<br />

school and get into Central Wesleyan College on a basketball<br />

scholarship. I played successfully until, again, my<br />

junior year, when I made another foolish decision. My<br />

friends and I decided to purchase some alcohol. We loaded<br />

up on drinks, climbed back in the vehicle, and went<br />

about our way. Did I mention I was driving the school’s<br />

vehicle and purchasing alcohol for my teammates?<br />

The next day, I stood before the dean of the college.<br />

That foolish pitstop cost me my scholarship. With no<br />

means to support my education, I had to leave school<br />

and could not graduate.<br />

I married my sweetheart and enlisted in the Army. We<br />

moved to Italy for my first duty assignment in 1988. My<br />

love for alcohol joined us on our journey abroad. In the<br />

years that followed, my constant drinking and alcoholic<br />

ways negatively impacted my wife and our young son. I<br />

cared only for myself and finding my next drink.<br />

I was sent from the base in Italy to Heidelberg, Germany,<br />

to learn to operate equipment that could locate<br />

underground cables. Away from my wife and son, I spent<br />

my time drinking and carousing with the other GIs.<br />

It rained heavily on the eight-hour drive back home,<br />

PHOTO BY GERI SIMPKINS PHOTOGRAPHY<br />

PHOTOS COURTESY OF ROBERT E. WHITNER<br />

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Left: Robert<br />

excelled in<br />

athletics and in<br />

his career in the<br />

military. But his<br />

lack of self-control<br />

led to some tough<br />

consequences.<br />

but that didn’t stop me from taking full advantage<br />

of the lack of speed restrictions on those winding<br />

European roads. Suddenly, as I prepared for a turn, I<br />

heard a loud voice say, “Rob, you need to slow down.”<br />

It was the loudest and clearest voice I had ever<br />

heard. It was as if someone were in the car with me. I<br />

shook my head and kept speeding, driving more than<br />

100 mph. Then, I heard the voice again. “Slow down!”<br />

Startled, I decelerated and put my hands on the<br />

wheel just as the vehicle hit a pocket of water and<br />

hydroplaned. Thankfully, I did not lose control.<br />

The whole encounter shook me to the core. Where<br />

had that voice come from? Today, I recognize it as<br />

the voice of God. I’ve often wondered what would’ve<br />

happened if I hadn’t listened. I’m not sure I’d be alive.<br />

Much later, I also realized that God was warning me<br />

to slow down on the highway of life. I was speeding<br />

toward danger and testing the limits without regard<br />

for the consequences.<br />

It took a terrible life crash before I realized that<br />

I was living out Ephesians 4:18–19: “Their minds<br />

are full of darkness; they wander far from the life<br />

God gives because they have closed their minds and<br />

hardened their hearts against him. They have no<br />

sense of shame. They live for lustful pleasure and<br />

eagerly practice every kind of impurity” (NLT).<br />

Living for my lustful pleasures led me to a<br />

less-than-honorable discharge from the Army for<br />

drugs. I was sent back to Maryland. My wife and son,<br />

however, went to South Carolina. And that’s when I<br />

met and quickly became a slave to crack cocaine.<br />

“You become the slave of whatever you choose to<br />

obey,” Romans 6:16 explains. “You can be a slave to<br />

sin, which leads to death, or you can choose to obey<br />

God, which leads to righteous living” (NLT).<br />

I obeyed the demands of my addiction faithfully,<br />

doing whatever I needed to obtain my next fix, paying<br />

no regard for anything or anyone else. It didn’t<br />

help that I had a hot temper and loved a good brawl.<br />

One night, a drug altercation turned into a mob<br />

fight. Threats and accusations flew back and forth as<br />

those of us involved sat in jail. I remember looking<br />

at the man across the cell who was threatening me<br />

and thinking, You have no idea who you’re messing with.<br />

I don’t care about you or myself or this life.<br />

My heart had become so darkened by sin that my<br />

mind was completely depraved (Romans 1). But if<br />

I was aware, I didn’t care. To prove it, a few weeks<br />

later, I bludgeoned a 28-year-old man to death. I will<br />

forever be sorry for the sin I committed that day. It’s<br />

true—sin will take you further than you want to go<br />

and cost you more than you want to pay.<br />

I went on the run to avoid arrest. I hitchhiked,<br />

walked, and ran from Seneca, South Carolina, to<br />

Livonia, Georgia. But three weeks later, I was apprehended<br />

in a random traffic stop. After running my<br />

name in the system, the officer made the arrest. Four<br />

months later, I was sentenced to 20 years to life in<br />

South Carolina’s McCormick Correctional Institution.<br />

No one could believe that I had committed such a<br />

heinous crime. I had been such a happy-go-lucky kid.<br />

How had I become a man of such hate and violence?<br />

My family, especially my mom and sisters, were<br />

devastated. I had caused them, as well as my wife<br />

and son, so much pain. I signed away my paternal<br />

rights so that they wouldn’t have to identify with<br />

me—a ruined and broken man.<br />

Ezekiel 33:11 says, “As surely as I live, says the<br />

Sovereign Lord, I take no pleasure in the death<br />

of wicked people. I only want them to turn from their<br />

wicked ways so they can live. Turn! Turn from your<br />

wickedness” (NLT).<br />

My sentencing judge had told me to spend my<br />

time behind bars reading a book a week and the<br />

Bible every night. It took me two years, but I finally<br />

started reading the Bible for 15 minutes a day at 6<br />

a.m. When I did, something interesting happened—I<br />

didn’t want to fight anymore. I also began reading a<br />

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OUR CHOICES, GOOD OR<br />

BAD, HAVE CONSEQUENCES,<br />

NO MATTER WHO WE ARE.<br />

daily devotional given to me by a student I tutored<br />

in the literacy program.<br />

At first, I didn’t want to read The Daily Bread, but he<br />

kept bringing the pocket-sized publications to me.<br />

Finally, I gave way. Renewing my mind with those<br />

daily seeds of truth transformed my heart and mind<br />

(Romans 12:2).<br />

Soon after, I began attending chapel. Sitting under<br />

organizations to help newly released people find<br />

the teaching of God’s Word impacted my life significantly.<br />

I could sense God drawing me to Himself, just<br />

as John 6:44 says.<br />

I fully surrendered to God after hearing a loud,<br />

wild preacher in the prison chapel. This power ful<br />

evangelist preached the Word with fire and passion,<br />

and listening to him stirred something deep down<br />

in my heart.<br />

After the service and roll call, I hurried back to my<br />

bunk, knelt, and prayed. I bowed my heart before<br />

God Almighty and surrendered my broken life to<br />

Him. I didn’t feel some miraculous touch or power<br />

at that moment, but my heart instantly felt clean<br />

housing and jobs. It brought me great joy to help<br />

others find freedom on the outside through Christ.<br />

Less than 4 percent of people who go through Jumpstart<br />

recidivate.<br />

On June 9, 2014, after 20 years of incarceration, I<br />

was granted parole and released from prison. It was<br />

a happy day. Jumpstart helped me secure transitional<br />

housing and a job and to acclimate to life on<br />

the outside. Today, I serve as the Director of Mission<br />

Advancement of Jumpstart in North Carolina.<br />

A few years after my release, I met an old friend<br />

from school and started a long-distance relationship.<br />

Helen, a mighty woman of God, loved me like Christ.<br />

Today, Robert and<br />

his wife, Helen, seek<br />

to help the hopeless<br />

discover hope.<br />

PHOTO BY GERI SIMPKINS PHOTOGRAPHY<br />

and calm. I had peace for the first time. I know it is<br />

She saw the new man I had become (2 Corinthians<br />

because Jesus, the Prince of Peace, has taken resi-<br />

5:17), not the man I had been.<br />

dence inside me.<br />

A few years later, we were married, and not long<br />

That was in June 1996. The following day, I went<br />

after, we launched a ministry called No Limits to help<br />

to the prison yard and saw a group of Christians. A<br />

the hopeless discover hope. My heart is especially<br />

light glowed around them, and I was drawn their<br />

drawn to the incarcerated. I want every incarcerated<br />

way instead of toward my usual crowd of sinners.<br />

man and woman to know that God has a plan for their<br />

My friend Terry began teaching me about following<br />

lives (Jeremiah 29:11). No matter what—God loves<br />

Jesus. The more I learned, the more I hungered and<br />

them and wants to give them the hope of a new life.<br />

thirsted for the Word of God. I couldn’t get enough of<br />

There are no limits with God (Jeremiah 32:17), and<br />

it. I memorized Scripture and began teaching what<br />

nothing is too hard for Him. God is bigger than all our<br />

I learned to others.<br />

Over the years, I noticed how often people returned<br />

to prison after being released. It was sad to see how<br />

many cycled in and out. A few of my Christian brothers<br />

and I decided to start Jumpstart Ministry to help<br />

the men around us prepare for reentry into society.<br />

Jumpstart is a 40-week discipleship program<br />

based on Rick Warren’s book, The Purpose Driven<br />

Life. Through the study, we help people discover their<br />

identity in Christ, as we know the only way they can<br />

experience a purpose-filled life and stay out of prison<br />

is through Christ’s strength (Philippians 4:13)<br />

and the support of others. The ministry works with<br />

past mistakes. I am living proof. God transformed<br />

my wreck of a life into something beautiful. And if<br />

He can do it for me, He can do it for you.<br />

But before He can do that, you’ll need to slow down<br />

and surrender the keys of your life to Him. You can’t<br />

keep driving hard and fast down the dangerous road<br />

you are currently on. Quit testing the limits. Trust<br />

me, there’s a crash waiting for you ahead.<br />

Save yourself and others the pain of yet another<br />

poor decision. Bow your knee and heart to the Lord<br />

today. Let the presence of His love and the power<br />

of His truth bring peace into your heart and mind.<br />

You can be a man or woman of hope!<br />

ROB WHITNER is the<br />

founder and lead pastor<br />

of No Limits Ministry<br />

in Goldsboro, North<br />

Carolina. His passion<br />

is connecting people<br />

to God and each other.<br />

He also serves as the<br />

Director of Ministry<br />

Advancement for<br />

Jumpstart Ministry. To<br />

connect with Jumpstart<br />

or to bring a chapter<br />

to your facility, visit<br />

jumpstartvision.org.<br />

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WANT TO KNOW JESUS?<br />

“Come to me, all you who are<br />

weary and burdened, and I will<br />

give you rest.” —Matthew 11:28 NIV<br />

ARTWORKS BY VL INCARCERATED FAMILY MEMBER<br />

Do you need rest? Peace? Freedom? Forgiveness? Restoration?<br />

Call out to Jesus, accept Him as your Savior, and be made whole.<br />

Pray: “Jesus, I invite You into my life. I confess that I am a sinner in<br />

need of a Savior. Thank You for saving me from my sins and making<br />

me whole. Thank You for laying down Your life for me so that I can<br />

have a new life in You. I receive, by faith, this forgiveness of sin. Take<br />

my life—my past and my future. Guide my steps and speak to my<br />

heart, Lord. Use me, God. Amen.”<br />

Let us know of your decision so we can help you grow in your faith.<br />

Write to: VL Correspondence, PO Box 2751, Greenville, NC 27836.<br />

PERHAPS AFTER READING the stories in this magazine, you’ve surrendered your life to<br />

Jesus. Congratulations—it’s the most important decision you will ever make! But you might<br />

be wondering, now what? Here are five ways to ensure spiritual growth. Remember, the<br />

Christian life is a journey that brings lifelong transformation.<br />

1. PRAY. Talk to God about everything and listen for His response. You don’t need<br />

fancy words, just a sincere heart.<br />

2. STUDY THE BIBLE. God’s Word contains all the instructions we need for life. Get<br />

into a Bible study and discover new revelations daily. Free resources are on page 34.<br />

3. GET BAPTIZED. Although baptism is not a requirement of salvation, the Bible<br />

clearly tells us that we are to be water baptized after salvation. Baptism symbolizes<br />

our dying to sin and being raised to new life in Christ Jesus (Romans 6:4). Prison<br />

restrictions may make immersion by water difficult, so get creative and let the Holy<br />

Spirit reveal how you can take this step of obedience until immersion is possible.<br />

4. FIND CHRISTIAN COMMUNITY. Join a local congregation of Christ-followers. If<br />

incarceration makes attending church difficult, fellowship with other believers the<br />

best you can. They will help you stand strong and keep you accountable.<br />

5. TELL SOMEONE. Share your decision to follow Christ and tell them what He has<br />

done for you. And then, tell us! We’d love to hear from you.<br />

WHAT NOW?<br />

I’ve Accepted God’s Salvation.<br />

Now What?<br />

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