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A BETTER LIFE<br />
LET YOUR LIFE SHINE<br />
<strong>LOST</strong> <strong>BOY</strong>,<br />
<strong>Found</strong> THE<br />
STORY<br />
OF<br />
TIMOTHY<br />
KANE<br />
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see what he has done and be amazed. They will put their trust in the Lord.” Psalm 40: 1, 3 NLT<br />
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Kristi Overton Johnson<br />
Editor<br />
Rachel Overton<br />
Spanish Translator<br />
Ebert Morillo<br />
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Kristi Overton Johnson<br />
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Kristi Overton Johnson<br />
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Story Contributors<br />
Roy A. Borges<br />
Sheridan Correa<br />
Kristi Overton Johnson<br />
Timothy Kane<br />
Christina Kimbrel<br />
Amber Leason<br />
Naomi Lewis<br />
Sherri Mewha<br />
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ISSUE 3, JULY 2024<br />
CONTENTS<br />
8<br />
9<br />
STEPPING FORWARD<br />
Ledge-Walkers, Beware!<br />
BY SHERRI MEWHA<br />
Live Like Others Are Dying<br />
BY AMBER LEASON<br />
29<br />
What You Think Is What You Are<br />
BY SHERIDAN CORREA<br />
Satan strives to convince us we aren’t<br />
enough. Scripture tells us who we really are<br />
and how God sees us as His beloved children.<br />
What we choose to believe influences our<br />
actions, reactions, and life’s outcomes. Are<br />
you believing God or Satan today?<br />
20<br />
Cancer, a car accident, the death of a<br />
daughter, and so much anguish. But<br />
God promises to redeem it all, and for<br />
the Lewises, He has.<br />
COVER STORY<br />
Lost Boy, <strong>Found</strong><br />
13<br />
Who’s Your Navigator?<br />
THE STORY OF TIMOTHY KANE<br />
17<br />
25<br />
18<br />
BY CHRISTINA KIMBREL<br />
On the Right Track<br />
BY CARLA OWENS AND KRISTI<br />
OVERTON JOHNSON<br />
An Honest Crook<br />
BY ROY A. BORGES<br />
TRANSFORMED<br />
LIVES<br />
Let Your Life Shine<br />
BY KRISTI OVERTON JOHNSON<br />
The way we conduct our lives is important.<br />
If someone examined your life, what would<br />
they see? More importantly, what does God<br />
see? Live your life so that those around you<br />
see only the light of your Savior, Jesus Christ.<br />
10<br />
14<br />
FEATURES<br />
A Willing Heart<br />
THE STORY OF CHRIS SOUTHERLAND<br />
“Every person is a human being with a<br />
name and a story,” Chris says. A willingness<br />
to learn the details of those stories helped<br />
Chris see situations and needs from both<br />
sides—an important ability for someone<br />
God raised from clerical work all the way<br />
up to warden and regional director in the<br />
Florida DOC.<br />
God’s Better Plan<br />
THE STORY OF NAOMI LEWIS<br />
Just as Naomi and her husband were<br />
settling in to their golden years of wellearned<br />
retirement, catastrophe struck.<br />
26<br />
Tried as an adult and convicted of<br />
murder at age 14, Tim thought his life<br />
was over. But God can find His children<br />
anywhere—even in the depths of solitary<br />
confinement. Tim spent the next 25 years<br />
in prison. Released in 2017, he now shares<br />
his experience with everyone he can,<br />
telling them about the incredible mercy<br />
and love of his Savior, Jesus Christ.<br />
A Vessel for His Glory<br />
THE STORY OF NA’KEDRA RODGERS<br />
Trials and disappointments can deceive us<br />
into believing that God and people don’t<br />
care about us and that our lives have no<br />
purpose. But God and the Bible soundly<br />
declare that is not true. Satan will do his<br />
best to defeat you, but he is a defeated<br />
foe. Focus on what is true and let God use<br />
your circumstances to glorify Him.<br />
COVER PHOTO BY UPON A DREAM PHOTOGRAPHY LLC<br />
ON THE COVER<br />
Timothy Kane was a<br />
lost boy, led astray<br />
by wrong decisions<br />
and associations.<br />
But God, rich in<br />
mercy, grabbed his<br />
heart and hand and<br />
helped him walk<br />
through 25 years<br />
of incarceration.<br />
Throughout that<br />
time, God used<br />
this once lost boy<br />
to help others find<br />
the comfort and<br />
goodness of God.<br />
Today, Tim continues<br />
to do the same as a<br />
free and found man.<br />
30<br />
6<br />
Man of Hope<br />
THE STORY OF ROBERT E. WHITNER<br />
Our choices, good or bad, have<br />
consequences, no matter who we<br />
are. Rob started out as a good kid,<br />
but then his choices led him to drug<br />
addiction, murder, and 20 years in<br />
prison. Who could have imagined that<br />
God would eventually use him as a<br />
pastor, but that’s exactly where Rob’s<br />
surrendered life has put him.<br />
IN EVERY ISSUE<br />
Publisher’s Note<br />
A Better Life<br />
33<br />
Want to Know Jesus?<br />
I’m Saved...Now What?<br />
34<br />
Ministry Info/Resources<br />
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PUBLISHER’S NOTE<br />
A Better Life<br />
Kristi is forever grateful for the support<br />
her husband of 30 years, Tim Johnson,<br />
has given for the Victorious Living<br />
outreaches. Pictured above, Kristi<br />
ministers to the men of Pathway to<br />
Freedom at Wrightsville Prison in<br />
Arkansas.<br />
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The idea of sharing people’s life stories<br />
had swirled in my heart and<br />
head for years. Finally, one day, a<br />
man who worked for our ministry said,<br />
“I’m tired of hearing about this magazine<br />
idea. Go into your office and do something<br />
about it already. And don’t come out until<br />
you have a name and a plan.”<br />
The rudeness of his unusually outspoken<br />
statement got under my skin.<br />
My competitive nature kicked in, and<br />
the words, I’ll show you, ran through my<br />
mind. Then, as I calmed down and settled<br />
behind my desk, a better thought arrived.<br />
God, help me.<br />
A couple hours later, I emerged with a<br />
name, Victorious Living, and an overall plan<br />
to share testimonies of God’s incredible<br />
life-transforming power. In the weeks<br />
that followed, I began writing the Christcentered<br />
stories of people He brought my<br />
way. I quickly learned that no matter what<br />
your background is, true life is found in<br />
only one person—Jesus Christ.<br />
That was in 2011, and that decision put<br />
into action an even bigger plan of God. It<br />
happened when someone sent my incarcerated<br />
friend a copy of Victorious Living.<br />
They knew Bill was acquainted with me<br />
and thought he’d like to read it. He did and<br />
wrote me a letter to tell me so.<br />
Shortly after, I visited Bill. And there in<br />
that prison visitation room, God revealed<br />
His desire for me to go into prisons and<br />
share this message: “God sees you, He<br />
hears you, and He knows you by name. You<br />
are not a number to Him. Life is not over.”<br />
I was to share God’s love and the gospel<br />
message that Jesus saves with the incarcerated,<br />
inviting them to join their lives<br />
with His so they could experience new<br />
hope, find purpose, and know they have<br />
a future.<br />
It’s been 13 years since I locked myself<br />
in that office. Since then, Victorious Living<br />
magazine has impacted millions of<br />
lives, as have the other prison outreach<br />
programs that followed. I never saw any<br />
of this coming. I was simply going about<br />
life and seeking to know God better myself.<br />
That had been my commitment since<br />
my mid-20s when I knelt on the dirty carpet<br />
of an old cabin and gave my life to the<br />
Lord. I’d believed in Jesus since I was a<br />
child but never intentionally followed Him.<br />
In that cabin, I said one simple prayer:<br />
“God, I surrender my life to You. I don’t<br />
want to be a hypocrite any longer. I commit<br />
to knowing You better every day.”<br />
That “Lord, I want to know You” prayer<br />
and a commitment to study His Word, converse<br />
with Him daily, and obey led me on<br />
a journey that I wouldn’t trade for all the<br />
world. It brought me to you!<br />
So often, we want God to show us His<br />
grand plan when all He wants us to do<br />
is walk with Him and do the next right<br />
thing. The daily surrendering of our<br />
lives and commitment to obey (even<br />
when it’s scary and hard) leads us to a<br />
better life—which is what God desires for<br />
all of us. As we draw close to Him, God<br />
draws close to us and reveals His heart in<br />
unmistakable ways.<br />
You’re about to read stories of people<br />
who said prayers similar to mine. I hope<br />
you see how their faith in Jesus and daily<br />
commitment to walk with Him changed<br />
everything. God brought peace, joy, acceptance,<br />
worth, identity, adventure, purpose,<br />
and strength into their lives, as He<br />
did mine.<br />
God’s love will change your life, too.<br />
Start by surrendering to Him and committing<br />
daily to know Him better and obey<br />
His leading. As you do, God will lead you<br />
to a better life and the place He wants<br />
you to be.<br />
What do you have to lose?<br />
Kristi Overton Johnson<br />
Publisher & Executive Director<br />
BOTTOM PHOTO COURTESY OF PATHWAY TO FREEDOM<br />
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Through the stories of<br />
Victorious Living, men and women<br />
behind bars meet the God<br />
of another chance.<br />
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I first encountered VLMag in<br />
2017 when I entered prison. I<br />
enjoyed reading about people<br />
who understood the trials and<br />
sorrows I had experienced. I<br />
saw I wasn’t alone in my poor<br />
decisions and life’s unfortunate<br />
circumstances.<br />
I was in solitary confinement<br />
when a chaplain slid an issue<br />
of VLMag into my cell. God used<br />
that magazine to change my life<br />
forever.<br />
I was wrestling with a lifethreatening<br />
decision when I came<br />
across an article about trusting<br />
God. I realized I had trusted<br />
everything and everyone but God,<br />
and all I had to show for it was<br />
pain and heartache. It was time<br />
I took a step of faith and trusted<br />
the Lord with my life.<br />
On April 4, 2022, in solitary<br />
confinement, I surrendered my life<br />
to the Lord and haven’t looked<br />
back. I thank God for His mercy—<br />
He gave me the strength and<br />
protection to leave my former life.<br />
Now I am transitioning into the<br />
free world, and I am trusting Him<br />
to do the same again.<br />
My tattoo of Matthew 6:33<br />
reminds me daily to seek God and<br />
His righteousness first, and that<br />
He will provide all I need. It’s a<br />
promise for everyone.<br />
Thank you, VLMag and your<br />
partners, for sowing seeds of hope<br />
into my life all these years. I am<br />
but one example of the fruit of<br />
your labor. The Lord is doing a<br />
beautiful thing through you.
STEPPING FORWARD<br />
Ledge-Walkers, Beware!<br />
BY SHERRI MEWHA<br />
“YOU’RE THE OLDEST. YOU FIRST!” ment of danger and the forbidden? Our<br />
Our cousin carefully rounded the old desire to test limits and vulnerabilities?<br />
banister post and stepped onto the narrow<br />
ledge. One misstep would land this King David was once a ledge-walker. In 2<br />
The need to prove that we’re in control?<br />
ledge-walker on the worn wooden stairway Samuel 11, we find David at home in Jerusalem<br />
while all his men were away at war.<br />
far below.<br />
We held our breath as she clutched the One evening, as the king walked the roof of<br />
railing and step-slid her feet along the 10- his palace, he saw a beautiful woman bathing<br />
on her roof. Instead of stepping back,<br />
foot ledge. The end of the ledge positioned<br />
our brave cousin over the most extreme David leaned in closer for a better look.<br />
drop of her journey.<br />
He figuratively stepped from the safety<br />
Her return trip was speedy and confident.<br />
Reaching the banister post, she and onto the ledge when he sent for the<br />
of the rooftop, over the protective railing,<br />
swung onto the landing. Whispered cheers woman, the wife of one of his brave warriors,<br />
and slept with her.<br />
for the ledge-conquering hero mingled<br />
with quiet cries of “Me next!”<br />
David would soon learn that ledge-walking<br />
We weren’t supposed to play on the always has consequences. He later repented,<br />
but the consequences of his time on the<br />
stairs or climb over the banister railing.<br />
But technically, we weren’t climbing. ledge impacted his family for generations.<br />
This scene played out frequently over Genesis 37–49 tells about Joseph, another<br />
young man who had an opportunity to<br />
the years, changing only with which cousins<br />
were visiting my grandparents’ farm step out on the ledge. That pivotal moment<br />
at the time. Miraculously, no serious accidents<br />
occurred during our ledge-walking used him. It happened when the wife of<br />
in Joseph’s life greatly impacted how God<br />
adventures.<br />
the man he served began pursuing Joseph,<br />
Why are ledges enticing? Is it the excite- persistently inviting the handsome young<br />
FIRST CORINTHIANS 10:12 SAYS,<br />
“SO, IF YOU THINK<br />
YOU ARE STANDING FIRM,<br />
BE CAREFUL THAT YOU<br />
DON’T FALL!”<br />
servant to step over the railing and onto<br />
the ledge of adultery with her.<br />
When Joseph refused Potiphar’s wife,<br />
her false accusations landed him in prison.<br />
But that’s exactly where God prepared<br />
Joseph for his next assignment—where he<br />
would become second in command of the<br />
mighty nation of Egypt.<br />
There have been times when I’ve<br />
climbed over the railing of life and walked<br />
precariously along the ledge. But every<br />
time, there were consequences. Those days<br />
of disobedience, willfulness, and rebellion<br />
altered my story for a season.<br />
Lives that should have been touched<br />
weren’t, and spiritual growth that should<br />
have happened didn’t. And the deepening<br />
of my relationship with God, which only a<br />
fully surrendered heart could enjoy, was<br />
long delayed.<br />
I praise God for His long-suffering,<br />
patience, goodness, mercy, and endless<br />
love for me, His child. When I repented<br />
of my sin and returned to Him, He forgave,<br />
cleansed, and restored me (Isaiah<br />
44:21–22; 1 John 1:9). In fact, every time<br />
I’ve failed Him, God, the eternal promise<br />
keeper, has received me back.<br />
Have you taken to the ledge? Have the<br />
things of the world caught your eye? Has<br />
the thrill of sin enticed you? First Corinthians<br />
10:12 (NIV) says, “So, if you think<br />
you are standing firm, be careful that you<br />
don’t fall!”<br />
Ledge-walking will eventually lead to<br />
your downfall (James 1:14–15). Maybe<br />
you’ve already discovered this truth. If so,<br />
it’s okay. God is in the restoration business.<br />
No depth of darkness can exceed His grace.<br />
Turn your heart to Him. Ask for forgiveness<br />
and grab hold of His merciful hand.<br />
He will forgive, cleanse, and restore you—<br />
just like He did for King David, and just like<br />
He did for me.<br />
SHERRI MEWHA loves to speak and teach<br />
about God’s transforming love, grace, and mercy.<br />
After 30+ corporate years, then an art gallery<br />
owner, her focus today is writing about Jesus in<br />
devotions and Bible studies. She’s a wife, mom,<br />
and mimi to five gorgeous grands. Connect<br />
with Sherri Mewha at living-earswideopen.com.<br />
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STEPPING FORWARD<br />
LIVE LIKE OTHERS<br />
ARE DYING<br />
IN OUR CULTURE, WE ARE ENCOURAGED<br />
to “live like we are dying” and to “make every<br />
moment count.” But what if we lived like<br />
other people were dying? And what if we lived<br />
with our eyes open, ready to make the most<br />
of every opportunity, not for our gain but for<br />
the gain of others?<br />
Last spring, I was blessed with an unexpected<br />
opportunity when God miraculously<br />
raised my grandmother from the<br />
dead. (Literally!) I am so thankful I took advantage<br />
of it, too, because now I know my<br />
grandmother is in heaven.<br />
Grandma’s story begins with an ambulance<br />
ride to the hospital due to shortness<br />
of breath and low oxygen. Though she was<br />
admitted under the diagnosis of double<br />
pneumonia, doctors quickly recognized her<br />
need for a pacemaker.<br />
Despite several exhausting days in the<br />
hospital, Grandma didn’t improve. Finally,<br />
the doctors decided to move forward with<br />
surgery; waiting for her lungs to clear was<br />
no longer an option.<br />
Everything went well, and Grandma was<br />
recovering as expected—until the night she<br />
coded. She stopped breathing and died.<br />
The medical team placed a breathing tube<br />
that pumped oxygen through her body, but<br />
she remained completely unresponsive. She<br />
was pronounced brain dead.<br />
Family members crowded the room to<br />
say goodbye. Pastors and friends prayed<br />
over her. The medical team told us it was<br />
BY AMBER LEASON<br />
Amber will forever be grateful<br />
for the second chance to share<br />
God’s gift of salvation with her<br />
grandmother.<br />
time to let go. Grandma<br />
was gone. The family<br />
decided to unplug the<br />
machines.<br />
Mom stayed close to<br />
the phone that night,<br />
anxiously waiting to hear that Grandma was<br />
no longer with us.<br />
But in the morning, the most amazing<br />
thing happened. Grandma, miraculously<br />
revived, called my mom!<br />
It reminded me of the scene in John<br />
11 where Jesus stood outside the tomb of<br />
Lazarus and called loudly, “Lazarus, come<br />
out!” And the man did, to the amazement of<br />
everyone, including his family. God proved<br />
that day that He was in control.<br />
He proved it to us, too, through Grandma’s<br />
miraculous return to life. The next day, she<br />
was transferred home under hospice care,<br />
and my mom had the privilege of caring for<br />
her for the next month. During that time, our<br />
entire family gathered to celebrate Grandma’s<br />
84th birthday.<br />
As I prepared to go to Mom’s house that<br />
day, I felt the Holy Spirit tug at my heart,<br />
urging me to make sure that Grandma had<br />
accepted Jesus as her Savior so that she<br />
could have eternal life with Him. I knew<br />
then that God had given Grandma more<br />
time on earth for this very purpose.<br />
I had no idea how many guests might be<br />
in the room when I arrived or how many believed<br />
in Jesus. And to be completely honest,<br />
I was worried about what they might think<br />
or say. But the Lord gave me the courage to<br />
set aside my fear and do what He was calling<br />
me to do.<br />
I arrived at Mom’s house to find Grandma<br />
more alert and understanding than she had<br />
been the previous day. At my first opportunity,<br />
I asked her if she had ever invited Jesus<br />
into her life as her Lord<br />
and Savior.<br />
“Not really,” she replied.<br />
I explained what<br />
that meant and then<br />
asked her if she wanted<br />
to. I was elated when she<br />
exclaimed, “Let’s do it!”<br />
Right there in the<br />
middle of that room,<br />
surrounded by dozens<br />
of loved ones, Grandma<br />
prayed with me. She declared<br />
with her mouth<br />
that Jesus is Lord and<br />
believed in her heart that<br />
God had raised Him from the dead. And<br />
she was saved (Romans 10:9). I left that day<br />
with the secure knowledge that I would see<br />
Grandma again in heaven.<br />
I’ll always be grateful that God gave me<br />
another opportunity to share Jesus with<br />
my grandmother. But you know, we aren’t<br />
always given extra time or another chance;<br />
that’s why God says we should make the most<br />
of every opportunity when it is before us<br />
(Ephesians 5:15–17).<br />
Don’t waste the precious opportunities<br />
God has given you today to tell others about<br />
Him. As believers, let’s live like others are<br />
dying. Let’s set aside our fears and share<br />
the greatest gift of all—Jesus.<br />
AMBER LEASON works in special-needs<br />
education and enjoys sharing the love of Jesus with<br />
her students. Using her life experience, she serves<br />
with Thrive, a women’s ministry that facilitates<br />
a space for women to connect with God and<br />
encourage each other in their faith.<br />
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A Willing<br />
Heart<br />
THE STORY OF<br />
CHRIS SOUTHERLAND<br />
As a little girl, I dreamed of being<br />
a singer, an FBI agent, or maybe a<br />
forensic investigator like you see on<br />
true-crime TV. What was not on my<br />
list was working in the prison system.<br />
In fact, I decided early in my life that<br />
working there was not something I<br />
was going to do.<br />
Prisons surrounded our home in Raiford, Florida, and<br />
my parents and other family members worked at one of the<br />
nearby prisons. It wasn’t uncommon to see Department of<br />
Corrections (DOC) vans racing by our house, responding<br />
to escapes and other incidents. It was the only time we<br />
ever locked our doors in our tiny little town. But I had zero<br />
interest in anything that happened inside that razor wire.<br />
My parents were young when they had me. They married<br />
and grew up faster than if they had waited to start a family.<br />
Soon after my youngest sister came along, they split up.<br />
My sisters and I lived with our mom and visited our dad<br />
on weekends and during school breaks.<br />
Divorce brought many challenges, including a sense<br />
of uncertainty for my siblings and me. But we managed<br />
to adjust, even after both parents remarried. The upside<br />
was that we gained new brothers and sisters, whom I grew<br />
to love dearly.<br />
My mom worked long hours, pulling double shifts to<br />
make ends meet. Dad was strict and protective of his daughters.<br />
He spoke his mind and tolerated no boys, nonsense,<br />
or disrespect in his home. I lived with him for a while in<br />
high school, and I remember complaining that I was the<br />
only senior who had to be in bed by 9:30 p.m.<br />
The family as a whole made it a priority to keep us girls<br />
in church. We spent a lot of time there and at youth events.<br />
I learned to regard the Lord with reverence and fear (Psalm<br />
111:10; Proverbs 9:10).<br />
If not for the foundation of faith established early in my<br />
life, I could have easily become a negative statistic. But<br />
Jesus not only saved me for eternity, He also protected me<br />
from myself and the pitfalls of the world.<br />
I developed a solid work ethic while in high school. My<br />
after-school job at Hardee’s helped me earn money for<br />
the things I needed. I worked hard for everything I had,<br />
including good grades. In May 1987, I graduated with a<br />
scholarship that opened the door for me to go to college.<br />
Working full-time in fast food and attending a full schedule<br />
of classes was exhausting, but I was determined to finish<br />
what I’d started and graduate with at least an associate<br />
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degree. While I hadn’t yet figured out what I wanted to do,<br />
I was sure my career wouldn’t involve corrections.<br />
But God’s agenda for my life looked quite different from<br />
my plan (Isaiah 55:8–9), and He wasted no time putting the<br />
right people and opportunities in my path.<br />
One day, a lady from church told me about a job opening.<br />
“We have a temporary position at the Reception and<br />
Medical Center (RMC). You would be a perfect fit!”<br />
RMC was a nearby prison that housed newly sentenced<br />
inmates and those needing specialized medical care. Why<br />
me? I wondered. I was only 17, and the position would have<br />
me working in administration doing inmate banking. Surely<br />
I was unqualified.<br />
But the salary increase was appealing to a starving student<br />
barely scraping by. It’s just a stepping-stone, I convinced<br />
myself. You won’t be there forever. Besides, you’ve got to pay<br />
your bills and eat somehow.<br />
In August 1987, only three months after graduating high<br />
school, I accepted the temp job at RMC, gave Hardee’s my<br />
two-week notice, and changed my classes to nights to work<br />
full-time during the day. Not long after, God blessed me with<br />
a full-time position with benefits in the business office. He<br />
used what I thought was only a stepping-stone to build the<br />
foundation of my 30-year career with FLDOC.<br />
The Lord surrounded me early in my career with women<br />
of faith. These spiritual mothers and sisters prayed with<br />
and for me and encouraged me in everything from finishing<br />
my homework assignments to applying for promotions.<br />
They celebrated with me when I married and became a<br />
mom. If I had a problem or a tough decision, they pointed<br />
me back to Jesus. They reminded me that He was the author<br />
of my story and the One from whom I should seek answers.<br />
I can’t tell you how important these women were in my life.<br />
I worked in the business office until I earned my bachelor’s<br />
degree in criminal justice. Then I pursued a master’s<br />
in educational leadership. With my degrees in hand, I felt<br />
better qualified to tackle whatever came my way.<br />
I quickly learned that a willing heart was the only real<br />
qualification I needed to answer God’s call on my life. He<br />
would equip me for the journey. Desiring to go where God<br />
could use me, I surrendered to His lead.<br />
“Lord,” I prayed, “I will go where You send me to encourage<br />
whoever You put in my path.”<br />
I meant those words, but I didn’t anticipate He’d lead<br />
me straight into that career with the Florida DOC that my<br />
younger self had been determined to avoid. I wrestled with<br />
the notion, but the Lord continually reminded me that He<br />
equips the ones He calls for any task. He just wanted me<br />
to trust Him for provision and protection.<br />
So I agreed to follow His will and pledged to keep Him<br />
at the forefront of my decisions as He directed my steps.<br />
What followed was amazing. Over the course of 30 years,<br />
I moved from that initial clerical position all the way up to<br />
warden and regional director.<br />
The Lord opened my eyes to life within the razor wire.<br />
He allowed me to look past the differences that separated<br />
the staff from the incarcerated, so that I could see both<br />
groups through His eyes.<br />
They were all His children, and each side had genuine<br />
needs and concerns that I had to consider when making<br />
decisions. Living and working in a prison environment<br />
can be depressing and downright dangerous; I needed the<br />
Lord to show me how I could improve things.<br />
It took discipline and focus to avoid being overwhelmed<br />
A willing heart was the only real<br />
qualification I needed to answer<br />
God’s call on my life.<br />
by the challenges. To lead effectively, I needed to balance<br />
the scales of mercy and justice. I had to find ways to show<br />
compassion and hold people accountable for their actions.<br />
Being a woman in leadership in a predominantly male<br />
field wasn’t easy. Some didn’t like or understand my leadership<br />
style or the culture I envisioned for the prisons I oversaw.<br />
Still, God gave me the strength and determination to<br />
stay the course and make decisions that would honor Him<br />
and help other people. My faith wasn’t always warmly welcomed,<br />
but it was not an area of compromise. I couldn’t run<br />
through every compound evangelizing, but I sure wasn’t<br />
quiet about Jesus being the Lord of my life.<br />
Today, this former warden returns to prisons to minister<br />
to the hearts of incarcerated persons.<br />
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My faith wasn’t always<br />
warmly welcomed, but it was<br />
not an area of compromise.<br />
Chris considers<br />
sharing God’s<br />
Word, His love<br />
and salvation<br />
message, and<br />
baptizing new<br />
believers to<br />
be her highest<br />
privilege.<br />
My department colleagues provided me with fantastic<br />
mentoring and training that helped sharpen my skills. I<br />
was eager to learn and grow, so I soaked it all in from good<br />
and even not-so-good human leaders. My best leadership<br />
advice always came straight from the Bible, though.<br />
I found examples of strong female leaders like Esther<br />
and Deborah in the Bible. These ladies lived in a culture<br />
that placed little value on women, but that didn’t stop God<br />
from using them in positions of great authority. I admired<br />
both women because they didn’t get caught up in selfish<br />
ambition or become power hungry. Instead, they focused<br />
on God and the welfare of the people they were leading.<br />
I related to Esther’s story because of her humble beginnings.<br />
(Read the Book of Esther and see how God used this<br />
orphaned girl to impact the lives of many.) Her story gave<br />
me the courage to walk through any door God was opening,<br />
even when I didn’t know where He was leading or when it<br />
looked like I was heading somewhere I didn’t want to be.<br />
Deborah was a warrior whom God called to lead the people<br />
of Israel in Judges 4–5. From her life, I learned that<br />
having the authority to make decisions was important,<br />
but I also had to be able to work through other people to<br />
get things done.<br />
Deborah empowered and encouraged others, giving<br />
them the confidence they needed to fulfill the mission. I<br />
especially loved how she valued volunteers (Judges 5:9).<br />
She taught me to trust God in everything I did, to give Him<br />
the praise and glory for every victory, and to look at the big<br />
picture when making my decisions.<br />
Whether I was working in classification, re-entry, as a<br />
warden, or as a regional director, I remembered how these<br />
women led their people. I viewed every job assignment as<br />
a mission—souls were at stake. God impressed upon my<br />
heart to consider the lives affected by the decisions I made.<br />
Every person is a human being with a name and a story.<br />
Learning the key details of their story helped me understand<br />
why a person might behave or respond in a particular<br />
way. That’s when real problem-solving could happen.<br />
I retired from FLDOC in 2018 as a warden at the Florida<br />
Women’s Reception Center (FWRC), but every decision,<br />
position, and relationship I encountered during my years<br />
with the department shaped and molded me for God’s<br />
continued call on this new chapter of my life.<br />
I’m still on a mission today, but now I serve with amazing<br />
volunteer organizations. As a volunteer, I freely share the<br />
hope of Jesus with men and women in prisons all over<br />
Florida and even other states. I’ve been privileged to baptize<br />
hundreds of women who have chosen Jesus as the Lord of<br />
their lives. How exciting it is to help them start their prison<br />
journey anew with the light and hope of Jesus.<br />
Wherever you are in your life journey, I encourage you<br />
to grow your faith roots deep in Christ. God will empower<br />
you every step of the way with inner strength through<br />
His Holy Spirit (Ephesians 3:16). Listen to the promises of<br />
Ephesians 3:17: “Christ will make his home in your hearts<br />
as you trust in him. Your roots will grow down into God’s<br />
love and keep you strong” (NLT).<br />
No matter who we are or where we live, we need faith<br />
roots to keep us strong. And we need God’s love to lead<br />
and teach us how to live so we can influence the world<br />
for His glory.<br />
All He needs is our trust and a willing heart.<br />
CHRIS SOUTHERLAND volunteers at her church and with The Jesus<br />
Infusion and Timothy’s Gift, two prison ministries that provide incarcerated<br />
persons with hope, healing, and the love of Jesus. Chris serves the<br />
“least of these,” from youthful offenders to lifers. She enjoys spending<br />
time with her three children and two grandchildren.<br />
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STEPPING FORWARD<br />
Who’s Your Navigator?<br />
BY CHRISTINA KIMBREL<br />
“SHOW ME THE RIGHT PATH, O Lord;<br />
point out the road for me to follow” (Psalm<br />
25:4 NLT).<br />
When David and I were newly married,<br />
neither of our cars had a navigation system.<br />
Eager to embrace my new role as my<br />
husband’s helper, I seized the opportunity<br />
to assist him with directions whenever he<br />
drove somewhere unfamiliar. There was<br />
only one problem. I’m not a good navigator.<br />
In fact, my directions got us lost. A lot.<br />
Even using a map app on my phone,<br />
we routinely missed turns and whizzed<br />
past the correct highway exits. David, who<br />
likes to be on time, finally drew the line<br />
when we arrived significantly late for an<br />
appointment. My wrong directions had us<br />
driving around in circles.<br />
I was not only stripped of my duties as<br />
his navigation helper, but another woman<br />
soon replaced me. She wasn’t a relative or<br />
even a trusted family friend, yet I watched<br />
her influence my husband’s decisions,<br />
and it was a little annoying how much he<br />
liked her.<br />
Who was this shameless, job-stealing<br />
intruder? She didn’t even have a name.<br />
She was the voice behind the navigation<br />
system in our new car, and to this day,<br />
she resides inside the dashboard. She<br />
has conquered my husband’s heart as his<br />
preferred resource for directions.<br />
I must admit that “Dashboard Lady”<br />
is seldom wrong, so, really, it’s difficult<br />
to dislike her. She notifies us of dangers<br />
and detours on the road ahead, and when<br />
we listen to her directions, we get where<br />
we’re supposed to be—on time! She and<br />
I now coexist quite peacefully since she<br />
has proven to be more of a help than a<br />
hindrance in our marriage, particularly<br />
on long road trips.<br />
In our cars and in everyday life, it’s easy<br />
to wander off the track at times. It’s easy<br />
to get lost.<br />
As followers of Christ, the path we’re<br />
called to travel can be full of difficult circumstances,<br />
situations, and even people.<br />
If we aren’t getting our directions from a<br />
trustworthy source, we’ll wind up in places<br />
we could have avoided. When we go our<br />
way, we complicate life for ourselves and<br />
others unnecessarily. We stumble into<br />
conflict with friends, loved ones, and even<br />
strangers because we’re veering too far off<br />
God’s path (Proverbs 4:26–27).<br />
In contrast, if we seek the Lord in all<br />
matters, He promises to direct our path<br />
and keep us from going in the wrong direction<br />
(Proverbs 3:6; Psalm 16:1). He equips<br />
His children with the best possible navigation<br />
system through His Word (Psalm<br />
119:105), and provides unlimited access<br />
to Him through prayer and the presence<br />
of His Holy Spirit.<br />
In Psalm 25, King David understood the<br />
benefit of seeking guidance from God. He<br />
trusted that the Lord would lead him with<br />
unfailing love and faithfulness (Psalm<br />
25:10), and he depended on that direction<br />
to help him find his way through life.<br />
GOD IS GENEROUS IN<br />
HELPING YOU. ALL YOU<br />
HAVE TO DO IS ASK.<br />
God freely offers His direction, and we<br />
needn’t be one bit ashamed to admit that<br />
we need His help.<br />
If today you’ve wandered a little too far<br />
from God or feel like you might be lost,<br />
don’t be discouraged. You just need some<br />
good directions or maybe some redirection.<br />
God is generous in helping you with<br />
His wisdom when you don’t know which<br />
way to turn or how to live, think, act, and<br />
speak. All you have to do is ask (James 1:5).<br />
No matter how lost you think you are,<br />
your Creator knows your exact location.<br />
And He will never leave you stranded.<br />
Open your Bible, listen for the Lord’s<br />
voice, and walk boldly in faith. Trust that<br />
when God is leading you, He has already<br />
gone ahead of you to prepare the way. He<br />
sees the dangers and distractions ahead<br />
and knows when you might need to make a<br />
U-turn or take a detour. He will never<br />
abandon you (Deuteronomy 31:8) and will<br />
always guide you in the best direction for<br />
your life (Psalm 32:8).<br />
CHRISTINA KIMBREL serves as VL’s production<br />
manager. Once incarcerated, she now ministers<br />
hope to those held captive by their past and current<br />
circumstances while sharing the message of<br />
healing she found in Jesus.<br />
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God’s<br />
Better Plan<br />
THE STORY OF NAOMI LEWIS<br />
In<br />
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1975, Henry and I met, fell in love, and got<br />
married, all within eight months. It was<br />
a whirlwind romance. Two years later<br />
we had a son, and five years after that, a<br />
daughter. Our family seemed complete.<br />
Henry and I chased the American dream,<br />
working hard to provide for our family. God<br />
blessed us both with long teaching careers<br />
within the Maryland school system and<br />
other endeavors. Time passed quickly, and<br />
Henry and I began imagining our golden<br />
years. We saw much relaxing and reminiscing<br />
in our future.<br />
In 2016, when our retirement finally<br />
came into focus, we felt God leading us to<br />
downsize and move to North Carolina. We<br />
were both excited about moving closer to<br />
family and experiencing a slower pace with<br />
the beautiful country life.<br />
It was challenging, though, leaving our<br />
adult kids, who were both experiencing<br />
great hardships. Plus, our daughter, Nicole,<br />
was pregnant with twins. She was already<br />
raising two children as a single mom, under<br />
some very difficult circumstances.<br />
The twins were due the same week the<br />
moving truck was to deliver all our belongings<br />
to our new home, seven hours away.<br />
Henry and I decided he should go ahead<br />
and meet the movers in North Carolina and<br />
that I should stay behind to help Nicole.<br />
I was thrilled to be in the hospital room<br />
when the girls were born.<br />
Leaving our son, daughter, and grandchildren<br />
was among the hardest things I’ve<br />
ever done. I was guilt-ridden as a mother.<br />
Shouldn’t we always be there to help our<br />
children? Yet I sensed God urging me to<br />
trust Nicole and our grandkids to His care.<br />
“Lord, I trust You. I’m just going to wait<br />
on You.” I prayed these words often. I was<br />
trying to walk out Psalm 27:14, which says:<br />
“Wait patiently for the Lord. Be brave and<br />
courageous. Yes, wait patiently for the<br />
Lord” (NLT).<br />
Fear attempted to settle in my heart, especially<br />
after our son was diagnosed with<br />
a long-term health crisis that required<br />
round-the-clock care.<br />
I’m telling you—I was in a full-blown<br />
fight of faith to keep from giving way. I<br />
clung to Psalm 27:1, which says, “The<br />
Lord is my light and my salvation—so why<br />
should I be afraid? The Lord is my fortress,<br />
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protecting me from danger, so why should<br />
I tremble?” (NLT).<br />
In 2017, I encountered some physical<br />
challenges of my own when I was diagnosed<br />
with Stage II breast cancer and told<br />
it had entered my lymph nodes. I wrestled<br />
with weakness and weariness as I underwent<br />
a lumpectomy, 33 rounds of chemo,<br />
and 16 rounds of radiation.<br />
The treatments for my breast cancer<br />
took a heavy toll on my health. The hardest<br />
part was being isolated and unable to<br />
attend church services. I was so grateful<br />
when I finally had the strength to return.<br />
On that first Sunday back, I was overcome<br />
with gratitude and couldn’t stop praising<br />
the Lord. This challenging season taught<br />
me to appreciate the simple act of gathering<br />
with my church family. We often take<br />
our blessings for granted when we have<br />
our health and freedom.<br />
Not long after that, Nicole’s health took<br />
a turn for the worse. I praised God that<br />
my cancer treatments were over so that I<br />
could focus more on helping my daughter<br />
through this time. The distance between<br />
us made it difficult, though, as did COVID.<br />
I prayed a steady stream of prayers for<br />
God’s protection over Nicole and my grandchildren<br />
as I fought against a heavy spirit<br />
of despair. I repeatedly declared Psalm<br />
42:11: “Why am I discouraged? Why is my<br />
heart so sad? I will put my hope in God! I<br />
will praise him again—my Savior and my<br />
God!” (NLT).<br />
I had to remind myself daily to take my<br />
eyes off my circumstances and focus both<br />
heart and mind on the Lord. I made many<br />
“sacrifices of praise” to God during this<br />
season; in fact, I learned why Hebrews<br />
13:15 calls them a sacrifice. It’s because<br />
praising God during those tough times was<br />
never easy. The act went against everything<br />
I felt.<br />
Those were difficult years, but God<br />
brought us through. And then came a series<br />
of trials in 2023 that made the others<br />
pale in comparison. It started in May when<br />
my cancer returned, and I had to undergo<br />
a double mastectomy. I didn’t need chemo<br />
or radiation, but the healing process was<br />
still challenging. A few months later, Henry<br />
was in his car when it was hit from behind<br />
and totaled. We were grateful Henry only<br />
needed short-term physical therapy, but<br />
still, this was an expensive and painful<br />
inconvenience.<br />
Then, in November, Satan delivered a<br />
terrible blow that I am sure he thought<br />
would take us down once and for all<br />
(John 10:10). We had just returned from<br />
church when the phone rang. It was our<br />
oldest granddaughter. “Grandma,” she<br />
said, “Mom died in her sleep last night.”<br />
I dropped the phone and screamed, “Oh,<br />
God!” It was every parent’s worst nightmare.<br />
God immediately came to my aid.<br />
His presence poured into that space like<br />
a mighty flood. I had never felt Him with<br />
me so powerfully before. God was there,<br />
comforting me, a brokenhearted mother.<br />
Psalm 94:14 is true, “The Lord will not<br />
reject his people; he will not abandon his<br />
special possession” (NLT).<br />
Our church family was at our home in<br />
what seemed like seconds. The funeral<br />
home director, a member of our church,<br />
immediately made plans for someone<br />
to drive us to Maryland so that we could<br />
get our grandkids and bring them back<br />
to North Carolina. They had no one there.<br />
I thanked God for His provision through<br />
His people and that I was healthy enough<br />
to travel. It had only been six months since<br />
my breast surgery.<br />
I also thanked Him for the text Nicole<br />
had sent just weeks before. In it, she’d<br />
shared how much she loved Henry and me<br />
and thanked us for always being there for<br />
her and the children. It was almost as if she<br />
knew something was going to happen. I will<br />
forever treasure the gift of her kind text.<br />
Our granddaughters moved with us<br />
to North Carolina, while our grandson<br />
stayed behind with his mentor to finish<br />
high school. We look forward to him joining<br />
us soon, as he will attend college in North<br />
Carolina. He misses his siblings terribly.<br />
Praising God during those<br />
tough times was never easy.<br />
Since Nicole’s death, God has helped<br />
our family pick up the pieces of our lives<br />
and move forward, one day at a time. He<br />
has lifted us, put us on His shoulders, and<br />
carried us like children; He’s infused us<br />
with His strength (Isaiah 40:28–31 and<br />
2 Corinthians 12:8–10).<br />
You know, people often believe that if<br />
they trust God for salvation, they’ll somehow<br />
be immune from life’s problems.<br />
That’s never the case. Every person, no<br />
matter their faith, will have trials and<br />
sorrows. Jesus even guarantees it in John<br />
16:33. The difference is that those who follow<br />
Jesus Christ don’t have to walk through<br />
trials alone. They have the presence, power,<br />
and comfort of God’s Holy Spirit. And they<br />
are guaranteed victory over those trials<br />
(Romans 8:37).<br />
I don’t know how anyone lives without<br />
the Lord. It’s only been through His loving<br />
care that Henry and I have survived these<br />
trials. Jesus and the hope we have in Him<br />
have kept our family upright when the turbulent<br />
waters of life tried to overtake us<br />
(Isaiah 43:2). That same hope continues<br />
to be “a strong and trustworthy anchor for<br />
our souls” (Hebrews 6:19 NLT).<br />
Through all our trials, God has never<br />
failed us. And that’s why I praise Him. “The<br />
Lord is good. His unfailing love continues<br />
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Those who follow<br />
Jesus Christ don’t<br />
have to walk through<br />
trials alone.<br />
forever, and his faithfulness continues to<br />
each generation” (Psalm 100:5 NLT).<br />
God continues to work everything out<br />
for our good, just as Romans 8:28 promises.<br />
For example, the insurance money we<br />
received from Henry’s car wreck helped<br />
us pay for our daughter’s funeral. In our<br />
retirement planning, we hadn’t anticipated<br />
burying our daughter or raising grandchildren.<br />
But God has consistently and<br />
faithfully made a way.<br />
Looking back, I can see how our move<br />
to North Carolina was God-ordained. He<br />
was preparing a new home for our grandchildren.<br />
We now have a large backyard<br />
where the girls can play and a safe<br />
neighborhood where they can ride their<br />
bikes. They just got their first bicycles at<br />
Christmas, courtesy of Toys for Tots. Many<br />
people in our community joined together<br />
to ensure that our family would have a<br />
Naomi’s days<br />
are filled with<br />
the joy of family<br />
activities as she<br />
and her husband,<br />
Henry, raise their<br />
grandchildren.<br />
beautiful Christmas. We are so grateful.<br />
To be sure, our golden years look nothing<br />
like Henry and I had envisioned. We’ve endured<br />
unspeakable pain. Yet, here we are,<br />
thriving despite the challenges. Through<br />
our beautiful grandchildren, God has made<br />
this season of our lives more amazing than<br />
we imagined (Ephesians 3:20). He has<br />
given us new life.<br />
Today, our home is filled with laughter<br />
and music. It’s also busy with homework<br />
and after-school routines. I’m telling you,<br />
they don’t make enough Geritol for a couple<br />
in their 70s to raise twin seven-year-old<br />
girls. But we wouldn’t have it any other way.<br />
God has given us everything we need to<br />
do what He’s called us to do. And because<br />
of His faithfulness in the past, we can rest<br />
assured for our future.<br />
All I can say is, “All praise to God, the<br />
Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. It is by his<br />
great mercy that we have been born again,<br />
because God raised Jesus Christ from the<br />
dead. Now we live with great expectation”<br />
(1 Peter 1:3 NLT).<br />
How about you? Do you live with great<br />
expectation? I don’t know what you’re<br />
walking through, but you’re here on earth,<br />
so I’m sure there’s something. It might be<br />
small, but it might be huge. Whatever it is,<br />
draw close to God. He promises to draw<br />
close to you (James 4:8). Ask for His help—<br />
He will provide it (Matthew 7:7–11). And<br />
then receive the help of those He sends<br />
your way.<br />
Let my story encourage you. With God’s<br />
help, you can make it through anything. He<br />
is a God of hope, no matter what. He will<br />
walk you through it.<br />
In the meantime, pray and praise<br />
Him for who He is. Thank Him for what<br />
He has and is doing and what He will do<br />
(Philippians 4:6–8). Your sacrifices of gratitude<br />
and praise move God’s heart and usher<br />
in His presence (Psalm 100:4). I know<br />
it may not feel like it, but there is always<br />
something to be thankful for. Find it, then<br />
speak it aloud (Colossians 2:7). Praising<br />
God will bring Him to the forefront of your<br />
mind and strengthen you.<br />
God’s got you. Trust Him. Don’t give up<br />
on Him or your situation. It might not look<br />
like it now, but He is doing a good thing.<br />
He’s working behind the scenes, preparing<br />
you and your family for His better plan.<br />
And His plan will be better than you can<br />
imagine.<br />
NAOMI LEWIS and her husband, Henry, are enjoying<br />
their golden years raising their grandchildren.<br />
It is their goal to inspire hope and serve locally at<br />
their church as a deaconess and deacon.<br />
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STEPPING FORWARD<br />
ON THE RIGHT TRACK<br />
BY CARLA OWENS AND<br />
KRISTI OVERTON JOHNSON<br />
DO YOU EVER FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING<br />
you do is wrong? And then, when it seems<br />
you’re finally headed in the right direction,<br />
some train comes barreling out of<br />
nowhere and runs you over?<br />
I’ve been there. Lately, it’s seemed that<br />
there’s a whole line of people just waiting<br />
to send a train my direction, knocking me<br />
down and pointing out my failures.<br />
It’s hard sometimes to believe anything<br />
other than that I am a failure. I’ve cried<br />
out to God countless times, begging Him<br />
to help me get up and back on the right<br />
track. It’s hard, and I’m struggling.<br />
Studying biblical stories of people like<br />
Joseph (Genesis 37; 39–50) helps me find<br />
strength to keep going. He was knocked<br />
down a lot, yet he lived an incredibly fulfilling<br />
life.<br />
Joseph was the youngest of his siblings<br />
and his father’s favorite. His brothers grew<br />
jealous of their dad’s lopsided affection. It<br />
didn’t help that Dad made Joseph a special<br />
coat of many colors or that Joseph had<br />
shared his dream that his brothers and<br />
father would someday bow down to him.<br />
One day, his brothers decided to kill<br />
him. At the last minute, his oldest brother<br />
intervened and convinced the others<br />
to “just” throw Joseph into a nearby pit<br />
instead. But then along came a caravan of<br />
Ishmaelites, and the brothers sold Joseph<br />
into slavery. He was taken to Egypt where<br />
he ended up serving Potiphar, an officer<br />
of Pharaoh and the captain of the guard.<br />
There, in Potiphar’s house, things started<br />
looking up. Potiphar liked Joseph and<br />
put him in charge of the household. But<br />
Potiphar’s wife liked him, too, and she tried<br />
to seduce him. When Joseph, a man of God,<br />
refused her advances, the rejected woman<br />
sought revenge and falsely accused Joseph<br />
of rape. Potiphar threw him in prison.<br />
Joseph’s life once again seemed to<br />
be heading in the wrong direction, but<br />
then he interpreted the dream of a fellow<br />
prisoner, one of Pharaoh’s servants. The<br />
servant promised to remember Joseph<br />
when he was released from prison. For<br />
a moment, there was a glimpse of hope.<br />
Once released, however, the man forgot,<br />
and Joseph stayed in that prison two more<br />
GOD WAS THERE.<br />
JOSEPH WAS<br />
NEVER ALONE—<br />
NOT IN THE PIT OR<br />
THE PRISON.<br />
years. Then Pharaoh needed a dream interpreted,<br />
and the servant remembered<br />
his promise. Joseph was brought up<br />
from the prison to the palace, and after<br />
a successful interpretation, was made<br />
the second most powerful man in Egypt.<br />
Joseph went on to save not only Egypt but<br />
surrounding nations, including his entire<br />
family, from an incredible famine.<br />
Think about Joseph’s journey from the<br />
pit to the palace. He experienced verbal<br />
and physical assaults, abandonment, rejection,<br />
imprisonment, and isolation. He<br />
was sold into slavery, falsely accused of<br />
rape, and forgotten. He was a man repeatedly<br />
knocked down at no fault of his own.<br />
It would’ve been easy for Joseph to grow<br />
angry, seek revenge, complain, or give up.<br />
But there is no account anywhere of him<br />
being spiteful or dis gruntled or hopeless.<br />
Instead, Joseph lived his life to the<br />
fullest wherever he found himself. He<br />
served God faithfully with integrity and<br />
excellence. He focused on what God said<br />
about him and his future, not what people<br />
and his circumstances said.<br />
A closer look of the story reveals another<br />
beautiful truth: God was there. Joseph was<br />
never alone—not in the pit or the prison.<br />
Nor was he without hope. God was always<br />
at work, moving Joseph to where he needed<br />
to be and at just the right time.<br />
In Genesis 45:7, Joseph told his brothers<br />
that God had sent him to Egypt, not them.<br />
God had taken what they had meant for<br />
harm and used it for good (Genesis 50:20).<br />
I want to be like Joseph. I want to trust<br />
that God is with me and that He is in control<br />
and at work. And the Bible says I can!<br />
Isaiah 41:10 promises that God is with<br />
me, strengthening, helping, and upholding<br />
me. Psalm 56:8 promises that He sees<br />
my sorrows and is keeping track of them.<br />
And Romans 8:28 says that God is working<br />
out all the pits of my life for my good and<br />
His glory.<br />
He’s doing all these things for you too.<br />
CARLA OWENS loves the Lord and seeks to<br />
know Him more intimately every day. She is Kristi<br />
Overton Johnson’s executive assistant and the<br />
administrative director of Victorious Living.<br />
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TRANSFORMED LIVES<br />
LET YOUR LIFE SHINE<br />
BY KRISTI OVERTON JOHNSON<br />
HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE YOU ARE ON A JOURNEY<br />
to nowhere? Or that you’ve lost everything and everyone dear?<br />
Does your future seem bleak and hopeless? Do you feel alone<br />
with nowhere to call home? If so, don’t despair. God can redeem<br />
the most desperate situation.<br />
The book of Ruth, found in the Old Testament, tells the story<br />
of Ruth and her mother-in-law, Naomi. It is a powerful testimony<br />
of God’s redeeming love and people’s sacrificial love toward one<br />
another. It also shows how our actions can honor our Lord and<br />
position us for His blessings.<br />
These women’s lives first intertwined when Naomi’s husband,<br />
Elimelech, moved his wife and their two sons from Bethlehem to<br />
Moab because of a great famine in their homeland. There was a<br />
long, not-so-good history between the tribes of Israel and the land<br />
of Moab, and the Bible gives no indication that God led Elimelech<br />
on this journey. The decision most likely came through human<br />
reasoning and desperation.<br />
Regardless, they settled in and, in time,<br />
didn’t recognize her. I imagine the weight of her tragic life had<br />
impacted her appearance and demeanor. Naomi no longer reflected<br />
her name, which means “pleasant.” She had lost her joy<br />
and her confidence. She even asked her old friends to call her<br />
Mara, which means “bitter.” Then, she publicly blamed God for<br />
bringing such tragedy into her life.<br />
I am so grateful that God doesn’t turn His back on us in these<br />
not-so-glamorous moments. Instead, He actively pursues, loves,<br />
and blesses us beyond anything we could deserve or imagine<br />
(Ephesians 2:8–9; 3:20). Such was the case for Naomi and Ruth.<br />
From the moment they returned to Bethlehem, God met their<br />
every need and more.<br />
I get so fired up when I read about the incredible God-victories<br />
of these two ladies. I think my favorite part of the story is when<br />
Ruth heads out to gather leftover grain behind the harvesters. Ruth<br />
2:3 says, “And as it happened, she found herself working in a field<br />
that belonged to Boaz, the relative of her<br />
father-in-law, Elimelech” (NLT). Boaz was<br />
their sons married two Moabite women,<br />
a kind, protective man and a relative with<br />
LIFE IS NOT ABOUT<br />
Orpah and Ruth. Naomi and her two<br />
the means and heart to help these women.<br />
daughters-in-law developed a genuine<br />
love for one another. This became evident<br />
when Elimelech and the sons died, leaving<br />
US OR ABOUT OUR<br />
BEING BLESSED. IT’S<br />
ABOUT HONORING<br />
I don’t believe for one second that<br />
Ruth just “happened” onto Boaz’s land.<br />
No way. Psalm 37:23 says, “The Lord directs<br />
the steps of the godly. He delights<br />
the women alone.<br />
OUR LORD.<br />
Heartbroken, Naomi decided to return<br />
in every detail of their lives” (NLT). Ruth’s<br />
to Bethlehem. Now, legally and traditionally,<br />
after their husbands’ deaths, Orpah<br />
and Ruth could have returned to their homes, remarried, and<br />
started over. But both insisted on staying with Naomi.<br />
Naomi didn’t want them to leave their families, and she encouraged<br />
the girls to stay. Orpah eventually did return to her<br />
family, but Naomi could not persuade Ruth to do so. Ruth even<br />
made a permanent vow to follow Naomi wherever she went and<br />
to follow the God of Israel.<br />
The two poverty-stricken widows traveled back to Bethlehem<br />
with seemingly little hope for their future. It had been at least ten<br />
years since Naomi had left her homeland; could anything good<br />
be waiting for her there?<br />
Upon their arrival, many asked, “Can this be Naomi?” Maybe<br />
they were shocked to see her back in Bethlehem or maybe they<br />
steps were ordered by the God she had<br />
committed to follow.<br />
God delighted in the details of Naomi and Ruth’s lives by giving<br />
Ruth a husband in Boaz. Together, they had a child, Obed, who<br />
was in the lineage of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Wow! Talk<br />
about a redemption story. And He gave Naomi the joy of being a<br />
grandmother through this child.<br />
I can’t help but wonder, though, how differently this story might<br />
have ended if Ruth had given up on Naomi, God, and the hope<br />
of a better future. What if she had taken on a victim mentality,<br />
grown bitter, and wallowed in self-pity? What if she had refused<br />
to do what she could to move forward and instead sat down and<br />
demanded that God just fix it all?<br />
I think it is safe to say she would have missed her “Boaz moment.”<br />
Her courageous response to her situation positioned Ruth<br />
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to experience God’s blessings in a profound<br />
way. God used her humble spirit, hard<br />
work, and selfless actions to draw Boaz’s<br />
attention to Ruth and Naomi’s plight.<br />
We can learn so much from Ruth’s<br />
character, conviction, and commitment.<br />
I believe if we put these traits into action<br />
in our own lives, we would find ourselves<br />
blessed in unbelievable ways too. Proverbs<br />
3:3–4 tells us that honoring God and His<br />
people brings about favor—both from God<br />
and others.<br />
Let’s talk about Ruth’s honoring character.<br />
Never has there been a friend more<br />
loyal and kind than Ruth. And to think, she<br />
stayed with Naomi when her mother-inlaw<br />
was at her absolute worst, even after<br />
she had just lost her own husband. John<br />
15:13 says, “There is no greater love than to<br />
lay down one’s life for one’s friends” (NLT).<br />
In 1 Peter 5:6, we’re told that God honors<br />
such humility and will lift us up in His time.<br />
Ruth was loyal, kind, and humble. She<br />
was also a hardworking lady. She rose daily,<br />
took to the fields, and did what was needed<br />
with integrity. And yet, not once did Ruth<br />
seek recognition for her kindness. She<br />
didn’t need to—God saw her good deeds,<br />
which she did in private, and rewarded her<br />
openly (Matthew 6:3–4).<br />
Luke 16:10 is one of my favorite verses.<br />
It says, “If you are faithful in little things,<br />
you will be faithful in large ones. But if you are dishonest in little<br />
things, you won’t be honest with greater responsibilities” (NLT).<br />
Ruth was faithful “in little things” by stewarding well her time,<br />
relationships, and the opportunities that came her way.<br />
Notice, too, that with every blessing and opportunity, Ruth gave<br />
thanks. She never once demanded more or acted as though the<br />
world owed her for her hardships. “Be thankful in all circumstances,”<br />
1 Thessalonians 5:18 says, “for this is God’s will for you<br />
who belong to Christ Jesus” (NLT).<br />
Finally, Ruth had a tender, teachable heart. She listened to and<br />
heeded the advice of Naomi and Boaz. She never ran ahead; she<br />
patiently waited for God and others to act. Proverbs 13:18 teaches,<br />
“If you ignore criticism, you will end in poverty and disgrace; if<br />
you accept correction, you will be honored.” Honored by whom?<br />
By God and mankind.<br />
We often underestimate the importance of our actions. Whether<br />
in word or deed, our actions reflect to a watching world the truth<br />
of who we are at our core. And God-honoring actions naturally<br />
position us for blessings.<br />
Here are some questions to ponder.<br />
What’s our reputation among the people<br />
around us? If someone examined our lives,<br />
who or what would they see? Hopefully,<br />
they see a person who is loyal, kind, patient,<br />
hardworking, honest, humble, full<br />
of integrity, and faithful. But more importantly,<br />
what does God see?<br />
The way we conduct our lives is important.<br />
Titus 1:16 teaches that, even if<br />
we claim to be His, we can deny God by the<br />
way we live. May it never be so!<br />
Instead, as Matthew 5:16 says, may our<br />
“good deeds shine out for all to see, so<br />
that everyone will praise [our] heavenly<br />
Father.” Life is not about us or about our<br />
being blessed. It’s about honoring our Lord.<br />
And because He is so good, God will in turn<br />
honor us and meet our every need.<br />
KRISTI OVERTON<br />
JOHNSON<br />
encourages and equips<br />
people for victory<br />
through her writings,<br />
speaking engagements,<br />
and prison ministry.<br />
To learn more, go to<br />
kojministries.org.<br />
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FOUND<br />
THE STORY OF<br />
TIMOTHY KANE<br />
“You gonna be a man or a baby?” I was a<br />
fourteen-year-old kid when that question<br />
came my way. My response had consequences<br />
that changed my life forever.<br />
As the middle of five children, I didn’t adjust<br />
well to my parent’s divorce. After they<br />
split, Mom moved us to a different town<br />
in Pasco County, Florida. The only thing<br />
that made the transition bearable was that<br />
I didn’t have to make new friends.<br />
My best friend, Bobby, had the newest<br />
Nintendo system, so I practically lived at<br />
his house. That’s where I was on Super<br />
Bowl weekend 1992. After school that Friday,<br />
I jumped on my bike and rode 14 miles<br />
to Bobby’s. I would never return home.<br />
The weekend started innocently enough,<br />
but trouble came knocking on Sunday<br />
Above: Timothy was a young, naive<br />
boy who was hanging with the wrong<br />
crowd. His choices led to life-changing<br />
consequences.<br />
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when Alvin, the oldest in our group, showed<br />
up and started talking about robbing a<br />
house. He was nineteen, and I thought<br />
hanging out with him was pretty cool.<br />
We glanced nervously at one another.<br />
Was he serious? Someone finally asked,<br />
“What if someone’s home?”<br />
“You little babies need to man up!” Alvin<br />
sneered. My heart dropped.<br />
Two of the kids wanted no part in the<br />
plan. They jumped on their bikes and took<br />
off, ignoring Alvin’s taunts and insults.<br />
That left me and Bobby alone with Alvin.<br />
By this time, we had walked down the street<br />
toward the target house.<br />
We stopped in front of it, and Alvin<br />
turned and glared at me. “Okay. What<br />
about you?”<br />
I was 14 miles from home, it was dark,<br />
and I had only my bike. What else could<br />
I do? Seconds later, the three of us were<br />
standing on the front steps.<br />
The house was dark, as if no one were<br />
home. Gripping a shotgun, Alvin kicked<br />
in the door, and we went inside. A man’s<br />
voice shouted, “Who’s there?!” Awakened<br />
from their sleep, the owner of the home<br />
and his elderly mother emerged to investigate<br />
the noise.<br />
I hid under a table as total chaos broke<br />
loose. Alvin’s shotgun blasted, and from my<br />
hiding place, I witnessed the kind of evil<br />
most people only see in horror movies. The<br />
first chance I got, I fled out the front door<br />
and ran from the scene where two innocent<br />
people lay murdered in cold blood.<br />
When the cops caught up with us early<br />
the next day, I felt like I’d been rescued. I<br />
sat handcuffed to a chair, waiting for my<br />
mom so detectives could question me.<br />
In my head, I could hear her voice. “Tim,<br />
stay away from that boy,” she’d said the<br />
day she met Alvin. “Something isn’t right<br />
with him.”<br />
When she arrived, she was clearly wrestling<br />
with shock. “Just tell them the truth,<br />
son. Everything will be okay.”<br />
I talked with the detectives for hours<br />
without an attorney, telling them what I<br />
remembered, from Alvin’s robbery plan<br />
up to the murders. When the questioning<br />
was over, I thought I would finally get to go<br />
home with Mom and forget this nightmare.<br />
To our shock and bewilderment, I didn’t<br />
go home. In fact, the nightmare was just<br />
beginning. The detectives charged me under<br />
the Florida Felony Murder Rule. This<br />
rule held liable anyone present during a<br />
robbery gone wrong, regardless of their<br />
actions or nonactions. That meant I was<br />
just as responsible for the murders as my<br />
codefendants, even though I hadn’t held<br />
a weapon.<br />
I was booked into the juvenile detention<br />
center on two counts of first-degree<br />
murder. My first night was terrifying. I<br />
was stripped down to my underwear and<br />
left alone in a cold cell, locked behind a<br />
heavy steel door with only a blanket, thin<br />
mattress, steel toilet, and a light that never<br />
turned off. I cried myself to sleep, only<br />
to wake in panic, haunted by the sights,<br />
sounds, and smells of the terrible things I<br />
had witnessed.<br />
During the nine days that I was in the<br />
juvenile detention center, the father of a<br />
football buddy paid me a visit. He was a<br />
pastor, and he didn’t come to scold or lecture<br />
me. He offered to pray with me, and<br />
I’ll never forget the first whisper of peace<br />
that washed over me as he spoke. His visit<br />
was significant because it was the first time<br />
someone showed me Jesus, even though<br />
at the time I didn’t see it that way.<br />
The court decided to try me as an adult,<br />
and I was transferred to the Pasco County<br />
Jail to await trial. My attorney painted a<br />
grim, realistic picture—I could spend the<br />
rest of my life in prison.<br />
Time stood still, and confusion mounted.<br />
How had this happened? What could I<br />
have done to change the outcome, not just<br />
for myself but for those who lost their lives?<br />
I was climbing the walls and would’ve<br />
done anything to get out of that place, so<br />
I attended a Bible study. There, I met an<br />
old, tattooed ex-biker who came to talk<br />
to us about Jesus. He seemed relatable<br />
as he talked about how he’d done drugs,<br />
drank, and did horrible things to other<br />
people. I wondered why guys like him<br />
wasted their time going into jails to talk<br />
to people like me.<br />
Jesus had come and willingly laid down<br />
His life for me, even though I had<br />
nothing to offer in return.<br />
And that’s when he said, “But then I met<br />
Jesus, and He forgave me and set me free.”<br />
When the study was over, the man handed<br />
me a Bible. “Jesus has the answers to<br />
your questions, son. Start with Matthew<br />
and read through the New Testament.<br />
That’s where you’ll find Him.”<br />
I took the Bible, put it in my cell, and<br />
forgot all about it. But God didn’t forget<br />
about me.<br />
A few months later, a disciplinary writeup<br />
landed me in solitary confinement for<br />
45 days. Reality hit hard in that lonely cell.<br />
With no distractions or anyone to talk to, I<br />
couldn’t escape the despairing thought that<br />
I might spend the rest of my life in prison.<br />
I was 15, and my life was over, completely<br />
without purpose.<br />
Meanwhile, there was that Bible, sitting<br />
in my bin—it was all I had with me. Desperate,<br />
I finally did what the old guy said:<br />
I opened to the book of Matthew and just<br />
started reading. Jesus became so real to<br />
me as the stories of His life carried me out<br />
of my cell and circumstances. It was as if<br />
I were witnessing Him perform miracles<br />
and heal all those people, right there in<br />
front of me.<br />
As I read through each gospel account<br />
of Jesus’s life, I would get to the crucifixion<br />
and wonder why everyone was always<br />
trying to kill Him.<br />
When I got to John’s account of Jesus’s<br />
death on the cross, something shifted inside<br />
me. I’m the one who deserves punishment!<br />
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Far Left: In February of 2017,<br />
Timothy was released from<br />
the Florida Department of<br />
Corrections.<br />
Left: God blessed Timothy, as a<br />
free man, with seven wonderful<br />
years with his father.<br />
PHOTO COURTESY OF TIM AND ERICKA KANE<br />
For the first time, I realized that Jesus had<br />
come and willingly laid down His life for<br />
me, even though I had nothing to offer in<br />
return. He had overcome death and the<br />
grave so I could be forgiven and have<br />
eternal life. Suddenly, Jesus’s sacrifice was<br />
personal: He had died for me!<br />
On September 12, 1993, while still in<br />
solitary confinement, I believed in Jesus<br />
Christ for salvation and accepted Him as<br />
my Lord. There was no earth-shaking experience,<br />
no fancy prayer, no response to<br />
an altar call. I simply realized and accepted<br />
that Jesus Christ, the Son of God, had given<br />
His life for mine (John 3:16). I had no idea<br />
what following Christ would look like, but<br />
I was committed.<br />
One year later, at 16, I received two life<br />
sentences with no chance of parole for 25<br />
years. I was scared to death the day I boarded<br />
a bus full of grown men and headed to<br />
an adult facility in the Florida Department<br />
of Corrections.<br />
I had much to learn, both about prison<br />
life and God when I arrived, and the Lord<br />
sent Christian men to disciple me. They<br />
were like brothers and helped me steer<br />
clear of trouble. Through them, I witnessed<br />
what walking with the Lord looks like. I<br />
was baptized and developed spiritual disciplines<br />
like prayer and spending time in<br />
God’s Word.<br />
Reading the Bible sowed many seeds<br />
of hope in my heart. The story of Joseph<br />
(Genesis 39–50) particularly impacted me.<br />
Joseph hadn’t asked for any of the circumstances<br />
that had altered his life, not even<br />
the accusations that landed him in prison<br />
for something he didn’t do.<br />
I was particularly impressed with how,<br />
despite all the injustices he suffered, Joseph’s<br />
obedience and trust in the Lord<br />
never wavered. He waited patiently for<br />
the Lord’s deliverance, and God gave him<br />
favor in whatever he did.<br />
I wasn’t innocent like Joseph, and I<br />
wasn’t always faithful like him either. I<br />
had tumbled into a pit because of my bad<br />
decision to go to that house that night. I<br />
was present when two innocent people lost<br />
their lives, and I was in prison because I<br />
deserved punishment. But still, Joseph’s<br />
story encouraged me. God was with Joseph<br />
through every hardship, and the Bible<br />
promised God would be with me too.<br />
Understanding God’s level of mercy and<br />
love for me (Romans 5:8) changed how I<br />
did my time. I even thanked Him for my<br />
incarceration—it’s where I learned about<br />
my need for a savior. “It was good for me to<br />
be afflicted,” Psalm 119:71 says, “so that I<br />
might learn [God’s] decrees” (NIV).<br />
I prayed for God to teach me to trust Him<br />
and be faithful like Joseph. Lord, I don’t<br />
want to be here forever, but as I wait, please<br />
use every bit of this time for Your glory. That<br />
prayer was a game-changer. Prison walls<br />
didn’t have to prevent me from experiencing<br />
the true freedom Jesus provides<br />
(2 Corinthians 3:17), nor did they disqualify<br />
me from being used by Him.<br />
My first ministry assignment came after<br />
my story aired on national television. Letters<br />
of encouragement poured in, and God<br />
showed me an opportunity to help people.<br />
“Lord,” I said, “as long as the stamps keep<br />
coming, I’ll keep writing.”<br />
I responded to every letter with a pen in<br />
hand and the hope of Jesus in my heart.<br />
Remember how Jesus multiplied loaves<br />
and fish to feed the multitudes in Matthew<br />
14:15–21? Well, He did the same thing with<br />
the stamps. I never ran out.<br />
Ten years into my sentence, my mom<br />
passed away unexpectedly. Losing her<br />
broke my heart. Satan took the opportunity<br />
to stir up old feelings of guilt and<br />
regret. “She’d still be alive if you hadn’t<br />
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gotten into trouble,” he whispered. I was<br />
overwhelmed with grief.<br />
The hardest part was not knowing if<br />
my mom was saved and then realizing<br />
she would never get to see what Jesus was<br />
doing in my life. I was allowed to attend<br />
her funeral—something almost unheard<br />
of in the prison system. God’s undeniable<br />
supernatural favor did the impossible on<br />
that one.<br />
I cried out, “Please, Lord. Let my dad see<br />
me outside these gates with the freedom<br />
You have given me.” His only response was<br />
to strengthen me as I pressed on through<br />
my grief (2 Corinthians 12:8–10).<br />
Seven years later, I was walking from<br />
the chapel to my dorm when God gave<br />
me a glimpse of His plan for my life. I<br />
was staring at the razor wire and fences<br />
around the compound when the Lord’s<br />
still, small voice told me, “Tell these fences<br />
to come down.”<br />
I obeyed and commanded the fences<br />
to come down in Jesus’s name. I thought<br />
I would see the fences collapse. Instead,<br />
in my mind’s eye, I became like a giant. I<br />
could see myself stepping back and forth<br />
over those fences. Somehow, I knew in my<br />
spirit that God wasn’t going to let me die<br />
in prison. I wrote the date and vision in<br />
my Bible so I could reflect on it anytime I<br />
struggled to wait well.<br />
In 2016, right before my 25-year mark,<br />
I was interviewed for my upcoming parole<br />
hearing. The investigator went through his<br />
scoring system and told me he wouldn’t<br />
recommend me for parole until 2027.<br />
I would still have my hearing, but I wasn’t<br />
expecting much more than that. I thanked<br />
him for his time and started talking to God.<br />
“Father, please!” I prayed. “You know I can<br />
wait ten more years, but I don’t think my<br />
family can.”<br />
I couldn’t attend the hearing, but during<br />
a call to my dad, a feeling rose inside of me<br />
that I couldn’t shake. “Dad, please! I don’t<br />
know why, but you’ve got to be there,” I told<br />
him. He thought I’d lost it.<br />
“Why would I go all the way there just to<br />
be disappointed,” he responded. I didn’t<br />
know how to answer him, but he finally<br />
agreed to go.<br />
Understanding God’s level of mercy and<br />
love for me changed how I did my time.<br />
Dad and everyone else in attendance<br />
witnessed a miracle that day. The room<br />
was stunned when Bernie McCabe got up<br />
to speak. It was the first time in the parole<br />
board’s history that a sitting district<br />
attorney spoke on behalf of an inmate. He<br />
acknowledged that the prosecution should<br />
have handled the case differently from the<br />
beginning and asked for my parole to be<br />
granted. He closed with these words, “He’s<br />
waited long enough.”<br />
Mr. McCabe had examined my case<br />
because of a review Judge John Blue had<br />
written. Judge Blue had actually denied<br />
one of my appeals but had been troubled<br />
because he had to rule according to the law.<br />
He wrote a review before retiring which ultimately<br />
convinced Bernie McCabe to look<br />
into my case. God used Judge Blue’s review<br />
to set this history-making parole hearing<br />
in motion. By unanimous decision, I was<br />
granted parole and released from prison<br />
within six months.<br />
On February 23, 2017, I walked out of<br />
those prison gates a free and redeemed<br />
man of God. The Lord had set me free,<br />
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God gave Timothy a gift of a lifetime in his wife<br />
Ericka. Together, they seek to share the good<br />
news of Jesus Christ with others.<br />
Prison walls didn’t have to prevent me<br />
from experiencing the true freedom<br />
Jesus provides, nor did they disqualify<br />
me from being used by Him.<br />
though, long before those gates opened<br />
(John 8:32, 36). He had made me alive even<br />
before I had been condemned, and He had<br />
been preparing me for my new assignment<br />
on the outside for all those years. Prison<br />
time was just one big preparation season.<br />
To this day, I praise God for hearing the<br />
cries of a grieving boy who had lost his<br />
mother. With my release, He gave me the<br />
gift of almost seven years with my dad.<br />
I am grateful to God for every second I<br />
had with him. When Dad passed away<br />
in 2023, I not only attended his funeral<br />
but preached a message. And this time,<br />
praise God, I wasn’t wearing leg irons and<br />
a chain around my waist like I had to at my<br />
mom’s funeral.<br />
Living free on the outside of the razor<br />
wire has had its challenges, but God<br />
has been with me every step of the way,<br />
just as He was when I was in prison. He’s<br />
helped me experience many milestones,<br />
like learning to drive, earning a paycheck,<br />
paying bills, completing parole, and marrying<br />
my beautiful wife, Ericka.<br />
The Lord has also led me back to prison<br />
to share my testimony, including the one<br />
where I’d resided. There, I shared before<br />
hundreds of men how I witnessed God’s<br />
goodness on that same compound years<br />
before. I pray that each man will come to<br />
know God’s goodness for themselves.<br />
My testimony is like the one penned by<br />
David in Psalm 40:1–3: “I waited patiently<br />
for the Lord to help me, and he turned to<br />
me and heard my cry. He lifted me out of<br />
the pit of despair, out of the mud and the<br />
mire. He set my feet on solid ground and<br />
steadied me as I walked along. He has given<br />
me a new song to sing, a hymn of praise to<br />
our God. Many will see what he has done<br />
and be amazed. They will put their trust<br />
in the Lord.”<br />
A day doesn’t go by that I don’t reflect on<br />
my years in prison and pray for the brothers<br />
I left behind. I pray for men and women<br />
everywhere who are bound, whether in<br />
prison or by circumstance. I long to deliver<br />
the Good News of Jesus to them, for I know<br />
that the power of the gospel can free anyone,<br />
regardless of where they are in life.<br />
I used to wonder why people would give<br />
up their free time to go to prison and talk<br />
about Jesus. Now I know why, because the<br />
same love for Jesus and His Great Commission<br />
that commanded them compels me<br />
to walk back through those gates.<br />
I have a burden to share the gospel—the<br />
Good News that Jesus saves and frees—<br />
with as many captives as I can in the time<br />
I have left. I can’t imagine doing anything<br />
else, for the gospel of Jesus Christ enabled<br />
me, a once thoroughly lost boy, to find his<br />
place as a son of the Living God.<br />
Jesus strengthened and comforted<br />
me, and He transformed my life into<br />
one of purpose even while I was behind<br />
bars. He will do the same for anyone who<br />
comes to Him.<br />
TIMOTHY AND ERICKA KANE team up to<br />
bring the hope of Jesus and worship alongside<br />
their brothers and sisters behind prison walls. Tim<br />
is a business owner and serves with Generational<br />
Change, an outreach of Empowered to Change.<br />
In his role as chaplain, he helps give a voice to<br />
and restore the lives of others through various<br />
transitional programs. For more information,<br />
visit empoweredtochangeint.org.<br />
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STEPPING FORWARD<br />
AN HONEST CROOK<br />
BY ROY A. BORGES<br />
I’D JUST PAID FOR A COUPLE of bags<br />
of corn chips at the canteen at Mayo Correctional<br />
Institution, the prison where I<br />
was doing time for a first-degree robbery<br />
I had committed 18 years earlier.<br />
On the way back to my dormitory, I noticed<br />
the canteen operator had given me<br />
three bags of chips, even though I’d only<br />
ordered and paid for two. It would have<br />
been easy to keep the additional bag; no<br />
one would have ever known. But I went<br />
back and returned it.<br />
“Look, an honest crook,” one of the officers<br />
chortled—and he didn’t mean it as a<br />
compliment.<br />
Although the bag of chips wasn’t expensive,<br />
I knew God wanted me to be honest.<br />
Honesty is always God’s policy.<br />
The apostle Paul wrote, “Be careful to<br />
live properly among your unbelieving<br />
neighbors. Then even if they accuse you<br />
of doing wrong, they will see your honorable<br />
behavior, and they will give honor to<br />
God when he judges the world” (1 Peter<br />
2:12 NLT).<br />
A dishonest life led me to spend many<br />
years behind razor-wire fences. I received<br />
a long sentence in 1990 for stealing a pair<br />
of jeans. Stealing jeans had seemed like<br />
a little thing, but because of previous<br />
bad decisions, it turned into a charge of<br />
first-degree robbery.<br />
I choose, however, not to be chained to<br />
the past. Instead, I take the advice of former<br />
Secretary of State Colin Powell and<br />
focus on the windshield and not on the<br />
rearview mirror of life. God made me a<br />
new man when I put my faith in His Son,<br />
Jesus, for salvation.<br />
Listen to how the apostle Paul put it:<br />
“Anyone who belongs to Christ has become<br />
a new person. The old life is gone; a new<br />
life has begun!” (2 Corinthians 5:17 NLT).<br />
These simple words describe God’s change<br />
in my life. I once saw myself through my<br />
sins and mistakes, but now I see myself as a child of<br />
God (Galatians 3:26).<br />
No matter who we’ve been or what we’ve done in the<br />
past, we become someone new when we trust Jesus<br />
for our salvation and receive the forgiveness offered<br />
through His cross.<br />
The blood of Jesus liberates us from sin and sin’s<br />
dominating power and restores us to a new relationship<br />
with God—where we’re free to no longer live for ourselves<br />
but for Him. His transforming love compels us to live<br />
with a new identity and purpose and to make choices<br />
that glorify Him. And those choices will point others to<br />
our Savior, the One who can make all people new.<br />
Returning a bag of chips may seem like a minor deal,<br />
but integrity in the little things sets in motion more<br />
incredible things, just like Luke 16:10 says: “If you are<br />
faithful in little things, you will be faithful in large ones.<br />
But if you are dishonest in little things, you won’t be<br />
honest with greater responsibilities” (NLT).<br />
How can God entrust us with more blessings if we<br />
aren’t faithful where we are? He can’t. Prove yourself<br />
faithful today by being a person of integrity. In doing<br />
so, you will position yourself for greater things, no<br />
matter where you are or what you’ve done. Live a life<br />
of integrity.<br />
INTEGRITY IN<br />
THE LITTLE<br />
T H I N G S S E T S<br />
IN MOTION<br />
M O R E<br />
INCREDIBLE<br />
THINGS.<br />
ROY A. BORGES served 31<br />
years in the Florida Department<br />
of Corrections, where he realized<br />
his need for a Savior. While<br />
incarcerated, Roy ministered to<br />
others through his writings, over<br />
300 of which have been published.<br />
Roy’s book, 101 Short Stories from<br />
the Prison Cell, is available from<br />
amazon.com.<br />
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THE STORY OF NA’KEDRA RODGERS<br />
A Vessel for His Glory<br />
A serious betrayal early in life messed up my thinking for<br />
years. I was just a sixth grader minding my own business<br />
when someone I trusted not only accused me of stealing<br />
but held me against my will, threatening me with jail if I<br />
didn’t confess.<br />
As an 11-year-old straight-A student who never got<br />
in trouble, I was terrified, but I refused to admit to<br />
something I didn’t do. It felt like forever, but eventually I<br />
got to go home.<br />
Today, Na’Kedra helps<br />
others find their God-given<br />
identity and purpose<br />
through her writings and<br />
speaking events.<br />
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Like many people in vulnerable situations,<br />
I didn’t talk about what happened, ed Him to step into my situation. I began<br />
with the Lord at the time, I knew I need-<br />
but the incident traumatized me for years. praying for a child, petitioning for God’s<br />
Over time, determined that I would never help the way Hannah had prayed for her<br />
let myself feel that vulnerable and unsafe son, Samuel, in the Bible (1 Samuel 1:27).<br />
again, I developed an unhealthy reliance God answered my prayers and granted<br />
on myself.<br />
me a successful full-term pregnancy. My<br />
It was a survival mechanism, to be sure, husband and I welcomed our first healthy,<br />
but it only brought more harm. I would beautiful daughter. I was grateful to God<br />
have to endure many trials before I finally but didn’t learn to rely on Him. I got busy<br />
came to the end of myself and let God take in my role as a new mother.<br />
His rightful place in my life.<br />
Eventually, my husband and I decided<br />
The walls I had built for protection were keeping<br />
even the people I loved at arm’s length.<br />
I graduated from Louisiana State University<br />
in 2002 and moved to Texas. There, suffered another miscarriage. It’s hard to<br />
to have another baby. We got pregnant but<br />
I eventually landed my first job as a microbiologist<br />
and was determined to succeed. but even if I could have then, I wouldn’t<br />
explain the pain of losing an unborn child,<br />
I loved my job and excelled. Life was good have. I just kept pushing through life. Two<br />
until the company was acquired.<br />
and a half years later, God blessed us with<br />
My department avoided the layoffs at a second healthy baby girl. But I was no<br />
first, but in 2012, after nearly a decade longer happy.<br />
of service and for no apparent reason, Day after day, life grew darker. And I<br />
management eliminated my position. I grew more angry and bitter in my roles<br />
felt humiliated as my former manager took as a mother, wife, and career woman. I<br />
my badge and escorted me to my car. I felt was lonely and discontented. And then,<br />
crushed and betrayed, just as I had as a my friends began leaving, one by one. Before<br />
long, everyone I trusted and leaned<br />
preteen, by someone I trusted.<br />
I pushed down the pain and went on on was gone.<br />
with life. In May 2015, I married my husband,<br />
and right after our first anniversa-<br />
knees and caused me to seek God. I needed<br />
It was this loss that brought me to my<br />
ry, we found out I was pregnant. Excited, more than a quick answer to my prayer;<br />
we arrived for my 11-week appointment I needed Him to show me what was happening.<br />
Why was I so sad? Why so angry?<br />
and our baby’s first ultrasound. Our hearts<br />
sank as the monitor revealed our baby had And why were the people I loved choosing<br />
no heartbeat. A blood test confirmed I had to disappear from my life?<br />
miscarried. I left numb.<br />
God met me right in the middle of my<br />
I didn’t cry until days later when a nurse confusion and showed me that because of<br />
wheeled me into an operating room to the past pain I had suffered, my heart had<br />
have a procedure called a D&C. When the grown hard and distrustful. The walls I had<br />
tears finally came, they wouldn’t stop. Another<br />
major disappointment struck my people I loved at arm’s length. I reacted<br />
built for protection were keeping even the<br />
soul, and another pain went unaddressed. defensively toward anyone who got close.<br />
While I didn’t have a close relationship My strong, controlling personality pushed<br />
many wonderful people away as I desperately<br />
tried to protect myself.<br />
In a pivotal moment, I realized these<br />
friends were actually drawing healthy<br />
boundaries for themselves. I wanted to<br />
feel offended, but how could I be? It took<br />
a good hard look at myself to understand<br />
that the real issue in my life wasn’t what<br />
others had done to me, it was me—I was<br />
the problem<br />
But what hope did I have? I had no idea<br />
how to change or become a better person.<br />
And I was sure my changing wouldn’t bring<br />
the people I loved back into my life, so what<br />
was the point?<br />
During this painful self-reflection, God<br />
stepped in and drew me close. I had grown<br />
up in the church and knew about Him, but<br />
I had never known Him by experience.<br />
This pain led me to Him. God opened His<br />
arms and welcomed me and all my hurts<br />
and problems.<br />
Childhood traumas led to a sense of<br />
distrust and desire to control.<br />
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I felt safe with God and prayed boldly<br />
to Him. I knew of King David’s prayer in<br />
Psalm 139:23–24, and it seemed appropriate<br />
for me. Search my heart, Lord. Know my<br />
anxious thoughts and let me know the parts of<br />
me that need to change for Your glory. I was<br />
serious—I needed God to show me what<br />
was happening and how my actions affected<br />
others and myself.<br />
The first thing the Lord revealed was the<br />
unforgiveness in my heart. If I ever wanted<br />
to heal and be emotionally healthy, I had<br />
to forgive those who had hurt me. And if<br />
I wanted God’s forgiveness for my transgressions,<br />
I needed to forgive others for<br />
theirs. (See Matthew 6:14–15; Ephesians<br />
4:31–32; and Colossians 3:13.) It didn’t<br />
matter if those past offenders ever apologized<br />
or acknowledged the damage caused<br />
by their actions; I needed to forgive.<br />
God also showed me how, instead of<br />
looking to Him to meet my needs, I habitually<br />
filled the space meant only for<br />
Him with people, jobs, and status. It didn’t<br />
After suffering<br />
the pain of a<br />
miscarriage,<br />
Na’Kedra and<br />
her husband<br />
were blessed<br />
with a beautiful<br />
daughter. It took<br />
years, though, for<br />
Na’Kedra to give<br />
that pain to God.<br />
take a genius to realize that those things<br />
had only led to more emptiness. God<br />
wanted to give me lasting contentment<br />
and purpose.<br />
God’s grace brought me to my senses<br />
just in time for the 2020 pandemic. The<br />
Lord was right on time to help me find<br />
my way out of this dark place. I would<br />
hate to imagine where I’d be had He not<br />
intervened.<br />
We can’t escape the pain of this world,<br />
but God promises that through His Son,<br />
we can overcome it all.<br />
God and I were still working on my<br />
identity crisis when an idea came to me<br />
about starting my own business. I didn’t<br />
know what that entailed, and I made my<br />
usual mistake of initially asking people<br />
instead of God for direction. Still, God<br />
worked through those people, and their<br />
ideas returned me to Him.<br />
One of my friends suggested I encourage<br />
others through videos and inspirational<br />
posts on social media. Not long after, my<br />
ministry, OptimisticallyKe, was born. I<br />
posted my first inspirational video on April<br />
16, 2021. Since that day, God has faithfully<br />
opened unexpected doors of opportunity.<br />
I have even published two books.<br />
I want to point others to the Lord by<br />
sharing with them, through my posts,<br />
speaking engagements, and published<br />
works, what He’s been teaching me. I want<br />
people to know the power they can find<br />
in sharing their stories and that they can<br />
trust God to bring purpose out of things<br />
like betrayal, rejection, loss, and grief. God<br />
doesn’t waste a tear!<br />
We can’t escape the pain of this world,<br />
but God promises that through His Son,<br />
we can overcome it all. With Him on our<br />
side, we are never defeated. Romans 8:37<br />
says that we are more than conquerors in<br />
Christ Jesus despite the hard things.<br />
The key to being victorious, though, is<br />
our being in Christ. Faith in Him is what<br />
gets us there. It starts with surrendering<br />
our lives to Him, including our pain. Have<br />
you done that? Have you opened your<br />
heart to Him and become vulnerable to<br />
His loving care?<br />
You can trust God; you really can. Trials<br />
and disappointments can deceive us<br />
into believing that God and people don’t<br />
care about us and that our lives have no<br />
purpose—but it’s not true.<br />
Don’t do as I did. Don’t let painful events<br />
and harmful people harden your heart.<br />
That only leads to more pain. Give it all to<br />
God. Cast all your cares on Him; He cares<br />
for you (1 Peter 5:7). And then, be willing to<br />
go on a deep dive of your life with Him. God<br />
will lovingly and patiently reveal hidden<br />
things that, when you deal with them, will<br />
bring you to a place of freedom.<br />
God has great work for you to do for<br />
His kingdom. It’s not over. God can bring<br />
you out of that dark place and soften your<br />
hard heart. And if you let Him, He will use<br />
everything about your story to mold and<br />
shape you into someone He can use as a<br />
vessel for His glory.<br />
NA’KEDRA RODGERS is a Southern belle with<br />
sass. She enjoys empowering women as a speaker,<br />
author, and podcaster. Her mission is to inspire,<br />
encourage, and point lost souls to Jesus. Connect<br />
with Na’Kedra at www.nakedrarodgers.com.<br />
PHOTO COURTESY OF NA’KEDRA RODGERS<br />
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TRANSFORMED LIVES<br />
FROM THE MOMENT WE’RE BORN, Satan tries to convince<br />
us we aren’t enough. His lies come through what we see, hear,<br />
read, and experience. If we aren’t careful, his messages form<br />
a belief system within us that leads to unhealthy actions and<br />
devastating consequences.<br />
Many of us have experienced harmful childhoods. If this is you,<br />
I am so sorry. I know your pain from my own experience, but I also<br />
know God wants to help you overcome all you’ve encountered.<br />
He offers you the hope of a better future (Jeremiah 29:11–14)<br />
and promises to restore all that Satan has stolen, corrupted, and<br />
destroyed in your life (John 10:10).<br />
I love the symbolism of our lives being like a fruit tree. A fruit<br />
tree produces certain kinds of fruits. God wants our lives to make<br />
good, healthy fruit, and He helps us do just that through His Holy<br />
Spirit. Galatians 5:22–23 says, “But the Holy Spirit produces this<br />
kind of fruit in our lives: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness,<br />
faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control” (NLT).<br />
Good fruit comes when we believe God’s truth about us. His<br />
truths lead us to become like flourishing trees planted by a riverbank<br />
and help us produce good fruit in every season of our lives—<br />
even in the hard seasons (Jeremiah 17:7–8).<br />
I produced rotten fruit for years. The lies I believed about myself<br />
influenced my actions and reactions and life’s outcomes. My life<br />
was like a dry, prickly shrub in the desert. I hurt many people,<br />
including myself.<br />
WHAT YOU THINK IS<br />
WHAT YOU ARE<br />
BY SHERIDAN CORREA<br />
Is your fruit healthy or unhealthy? Unhealthy fruit includes<br />
harmful actions such as rage, eating disorders, addictions, sexual<br />
immorality, lying, and profanity. It causes unhealthy emotions<br />
such as fear, anxiety, depression, obsessive thoughts, shame, and<br />
unrelenting grief. It fosters unhealthy attitudes like complaining,<br />
unforgiveness, greed, and prejudice. And it allows unhealthy, abusive,<br />
neglectful, and destructive relationships (Galatians 5:19–21).<br />
Your fruit exposes your underlying belief system, the root system<br />
of your life. It reveals whether you believe what God says or<br />
what Satan says about you. And who<br />
you believe determines your harvest.<br />
So what does your fruit say about<br />
you? Are you peaceful and joy-filled<br />
or frantic and desperate? Do you<br />
have self-control, or does the littlest<br />
thing set you off?<br />
Your fruit expresses your belief<br />
about yourself, the world, and God.<br />
Could it be that, at your core, you<br />
don’t believe God is good and that<br />
He cares for you?<br />
experiences do not change the nature of God.<br />
Perhaps you have based your perception<br />
of Him on an experience. I<br />
often became confused about God<br />
and thought up my own ideas of what<br />
He was like (Romans 1:21), but that<br />
didn’t mean they were true. And our<br />
Experiences made me believe I was unloved and unwanted.<br />
Maybe yours tell you you’re a failure, stupid, ugly, or unworthy.<br />
Those beliefs will hold us hostage until we give them to God—and<br />
He wants to set us free!<br />
Ask Him to show you the lies you believe. Then let His Holy Spirit<br />
uproot them. Only then will you find freedom and be transformed.<br />
God works from the inside out.<br />
Just like a tree needs a healthy root system to produce fruit,<br />
you need a healthy belief system based on God’s Word to do the<br />
same. Romans 12:2 tells us that God changes us into a new person<br />
by changing our thinking. Behavior modification alone only<br />
provides a temporary change of fruit. With time, harmful fruit<br />
always grows back. Trust me.<br />
Instead, deal with the root cause. How?<br />
1. Identify and confess the lies you’ve believed (Psalm 32:5).<br />
2. Repent of the wrong decisions you’ve made because of<br />
those lies (Proverbs 28:13; 1 John 1:9).<br />
3. Replace those lies with God’s truth (2 Corinthians 10:5).<br />
Focusing on God’s truth instead of Satan’s lies is a daily discipline.<br />
But the outcome is worth it. You will become a different<br />
person, and your life will yield different results.<br />
Remember: God is real, and He rewards those who seek Him<br />
(Hebrews 11:6). He is good and close (Nahum 1:7). He loves and<br />
chooses you (1 Thessalonians 1:4). You are forgiven and accepted,<br />
and through Jesus, you can triumph over sin (Romans 5:16–17).<br />
Nourish your beliefs every day by applying the Living Water of<br />
God’s Word. You will soon reap a beautiful harvest.<br />
SHERIDAN CORREA is a biblical counselor who is trained in trauma-informed<br />
care. She’s a wife, mother of two teenage boys, singer, and avid runner who has<br />
been radically changed by Jesus. She is VL’s director of content development.<br />
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MAN OF HOPE<br />
THE STORY OF ROBERT E. WHITNER<br />
There are many roads a person can take. Some lead<br />
to life, while others lead to death. Our choices, good<br />
or bad, have consequences, no matter who we are.<br />
I am grateful that my God doesn’t wipe His hands<br />
of us when we choose destructive roads. He never<br />
gives up on His children, leaving us to figure out<br />
our lives. No, our heavenly Father journeys with us<br />
down the most difficult roads and lovingly leads us<br />
to where He wants us to be. At all times, He is fully<br />
with us in our consequences.<br />
Never would I have imagined as a kid that I would<br />
become a drug addict and a murderer. Hurting myself<br />
and others and living 20 years behind bars was<br />
not on my radar. But neither was becoming a pastor<br />
and helping others, which is what I do now. God knew<br />
all of this, though. And He loved me through it all,<br />
every step of the way (Romans 5:8).<br />
My two younger sisters and I were raised by both<br />
our parents. Life was “normal,” and our home was<br />
peaceful. Or at least it was until Dad cheated on Mom<br />
and became a heavy drinker. Then our house became<br />
an upside-down place of arguing and fighting. When<br />
I was 14, my parents divorced, and Dad left.<br />
Our family was torn apart by Dad’s actions—as<br />
was my heart. I carried the weight of my family’s<br />
brokenness for years.<br />
I was not an average kid. By seventh grade, I was<br />
6’3” and as awkward and clumsy as they come. Other<br />
kids enjoyed picking on me. But something good<br />
came out of all that height—basketball.<br />
Coach Don took great interest in me, teaching me<br />
the game and sending me to camps where I learned<br />
to use my height as an advantage. I excelled as a<br />
player and was told I had a future in the sport.<br />
With my family unit dismantled, however, I was<br />
pretty much left to myself. At 13, I discovered marijuana.<br />
I enjoyed getting high after school, drinking,<br />
and getting into other trouble.<br />
Then, junior year, my friend and I went to school<br />
drunk. That got me kicked out of school and off the<br />
team. My world crumbled. Basketball was my life.<br />
I straightened up long enough to graduate from high<br />
school and get into Central Wesleyan College on a basketball<br />
scholarship. I played successfully until, again, my<br />
junior year, when I made another foolish decision. My<br />
friends and I decided to purchase some alcohol. We loaded<br />
up on drinks, climbed back in the vehicle, and went<br />
about our way. Did I mention I was driving the school’s<br />
vehicle and purchasing alcohol for my teammates?<br />
The next day, I stood before the dean of the college.<br />
That foolish pitstop cost me my scholarship. With no<br />
means to support my education, I had to leave school<br />
and could not graduate.<br />
I married my sweetheart and enlisted in the Army. We<br />
moved to Italy for my first duty assignment in 1988. My<br />
love for alcohol joined us on our journey abroad. In the<br />
years that followed, my constant drinking and alcoholic<br />
ways negatively impacted my wife and our young son. I<br />
cared only for myself and finding my next drink.<br />
I was sent from the base in Italy to Heidelberg, Germany,<br />
to learn to operate equipment that could locate<br />
underground cables. Away from my wife and son, I spent<br />
my time drinking and carousing with the other GIs.<br />
It rained heavily on the eight-hour drive back home,<br />
PHOTO BY GERI SIMPKINS PHOTOGRAPHY<br />
PHOTOS COURTESY OF ROBERT E. WHITNER<br />
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Left: Robert<br />
excelled in<br />
athletics and in<br />
his career in the<br />
military. But his<br />
lack of self-control<br />
led to some tough<br />
consequences.<br />
but that didn’t stop me from taking full advantage<br />
of the lack of speed restrictions on those winding<br />
European roads. Suddenly, as I prepared for a turn, I<br />
heard a loud voice say, “Rob, you need to slow down.”<br />
It was the loudest and clearest voice I had ever<br />
heard. It was as if someone were in the car with me. I<br />
shook my head and kept speeding, driving more than<br />
100 mph. Then, I heard the voice again. “Slow down!”<br />
Startled, I decelerated and put my hands on the<br />
wheel just as the vehicle hit a pocket of water and<br />
hydroplaned. Thankfully, I did not lose control.<br />
The whole encounter shook me to the core. Where<br />
had that voice come from? Today, I recognize it as<br />
the voice of God. I’ve often wondered what would’ve<br />
happened if I hadn’t listened. I’m not sure I’d be alive.<br />
Much later, I also realized that God was warning me<br />
to slow down on the highway of life. I was speeding<br />
toward danger and testing the limits without regard<br />
for the consequences.<br />
It took a terrible life crash before I realized that<br />
I was living out Ephesians 4:18–19: “Their minds<br />
are full of darkness; they wander far from the life<br />
God gives because they have closed their minds and<br />
hardened their hearts against him. They have no<br />
sense of shame. They live for lustful pleasure and<br />
eagerly practice every kind of impurity” (NLT).<br />
Living for my lustful pleasures led me to a<br />
less-than-honorable discharge from the Army for<br />
drugs. I was sent back to Maryland. My wife and son,<br />
however, went to South Carolina. And that’s when I<br />
met and quickly became a slave to crack cocaine.<br />
“You become the slave of whatever you choose to<br />
obey,” Romans 6:16 explains. “You can be a slave to<br />
sin, which leads to death, or you can choose to obey<br />
God, which leads to righteous living” (NLT).<br />
I obeyed the demands of my addiction faithfully,<br />
doing whatever I needed to obtain my next fix, paying<br />
no regard for anything or anyone else. It didn’t<br />
help that I had a hot temper and loved a good brawl.<br />
One night, a drug altercation turned into a mob<br />
fight. Threats and accusations flew back and forth as<br />
those of us involved sat in jail. I remember looking<br />
at the man across the cell who was threatening me<br />
and thinking, You have no idea who you’re messing with.<br />
I don’t care about you or myself or this life.<br />
My heart had become so darkened by sin that my<br />
mind was completely depraved (Romans 1). But if<br />
I was aware, I didn’t care. To prove it, a few weeks<br />
later, I bludgeoned a 28-year-old man to death. I will<br />
forever be sorry for the sin I committed that day. It’s<br />
true—sin will take you further than you want to go<br />
and cost you more than you want to pay.<br />
I went on the run to avoid arrest. I hitchhiked,<br />
walked, and ran from Seneca, South Carolina, to<br />
Livonia, Georgia. But three weeks later, I was apprehended<br />
in a random traffic stop. After running my<br />
name in the system, the officer made the arrest. Four<br />
months later, I was sentenced to 20 years to life in<br />
South Carolina’s McCormick Correctional Institution.<br />
No one could believe that I had committed such a<br />
heinous crime. I had been such a happy-go-lucky kid.<br />
How had I become a man of such hate and violence?<br />
My family, especially my mom and sisters, were<br />
devastated. I had caused them, as well as my wife<br />
and son, so much pain. I signed away my paternal<br />
rights so that they wouldn’t have to identify with<br />
me—a ruined and broken man.<br />
Ezekiel 33:11 says, “As surely as I live, says the<br />
Sovereign Lord, I take no pleasure in the death<br />
of wicked people. I only want them to turn from their<br />
wicked ways so they can live. Turn! Turn from your<br />
wickedness” (NLT).<br />
My sentencing judge had told me to spend my<br />
time behind bars reading a book a week and the<br />
Bible every night. It took me two years, but I finally<br />
started reading the Bible for 15 minutes a day at 6<br />
a.m. When I did, something interesting happened—I<br />
didn’t want to fight anymore. I also began reading a<br />
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OUR CHOICES, GOOD OR<br />
BAD, HAVE CONSEQUENCES,<br />
NO MATTER WHO WE ARE.<br />
daily devotional given to me by a student I tutored<br />
in the literacy program.<br />
At first, I didn’t want to read The Daily Bread, but he<br />
kept bringing the pocket-sized publications to me.<br />
Finally, I gave way. Renewing my mind with those<br />
daily seeds of truth transformed my heart and mind<br />
(Romans 12:2).<br />
Soon after, I began attending chapel. Sitting under<br />
organizations to help newly released people find<br />
the teaching of God’s Word impacted my life significantly.<br />
I could sense God drawing me to Himself, just<br />
as John 6:44 says.<br />
I fully surrendered to God after hearing a loud,<br />
wild preacher in the prison chapel. This power ful<br />
evangelist preached the Word with fire and passion,<br />
and listening to him stirred something deep down<br />
in my heart.<br />
After the service and roll call, I hurried back to my<br />
bunk, knelt, and prayed. I bowed my heart before<br />
God Almighty and surrendered my broken life to<br />
Him. I didn’t feel some miraculous touch or power<br />
at that moment, but my heart instantly felt clean<br />
housing and jobs. It brought me great joy to help<br />
others find freedom on the outside through Christ.<br />
Less than 4 percent of people who go through Jumpstart<br />
recidivate.<br />
On June 9, 2014, after 20 years of incarceration, I<br />
was granted parole and released from prison. It was<br />
a happy day. Jumpstart helped me secure transitional<br />
housing and a job and to acclimate to life on<br />
the outside. Today, I serve as the Director of Mission<br />
Advancement of Jumpstart in North Carolina.<br />
A few years after my release, I met an old friend<br />
from school and started a long-distance relationship.<br />
Helen, a mighty woman of God, loved me like Christ.<br />
Today, Robert and<br />
his wife, Helen, seek<br />
to help the hopeless<br />
discover hope.<br />
PHOTO BY GERI SIMPKINS PHOTOGRAPHY<br />
and calm. I had peace for the first time. I know it is<br />
She saw the new man I had become (2 Corinthians<br />
because Jesus, the Prince of Peace, has taken resi-<br />
5:17), not the man I had been.<br />
dence inside me.<br />
A few years later, we were married, and not long<br />
That was in June 1996. The following day, I went<br />
after, we launched a ministry called No Limits to help<br />
to the prison yard and saw a group of Christians. A<br />
the hopeless discover hope. My heart is especially<br />
light glowed around them, and I was drawn their<br />
drawn to the incarcerated. I want every incarcerated<br />
way instead of toward my usual crowd of sinners.<br />
man and woman to know that God has a plan for their<br />
My friend Terry began teaching me about following<br />
lives (Jeremiah 29:11). No matter what—God loves<br />
Jesus. The more I learned, the more I hungered and<br />
them and wants to give them the hope of a new life.<br />
thirsted for the Word of God. I couldn’t get enough of<br />
There are no limits with God (Jeremiah 32:17), and<br />
it. I memorized Scripture and began teaching what<br />
nothing is too hard for Him. God is bigger than all our<br />
I learned to others.<br />
Over the years, I noticed how often people returned<br />
to prison after being released. It was sad to see how<br />
many cycled in and out. A few of my Christian brothers<br />
and I decided to start Jumpstart Ministry to help<br />
the men around us prepare for reentry into society.<br />
Jumpstart is a 40-week discipleship program<br />
based on Rick Warren’s book, The Purpose Driven<br />
Life. Through the study, we help people discover their<br />
identity in Christ, as we know the only way they can<br />
experience a purpose-filled life and stay out of prison<br />
is through Christ’s strength (Philippians 4:13)<br />
and the support of others. The ministry works with<br />
past mistakes. I am living proof. God transformed<br />
my wreck of a life into something beautiful. And if<br />
He can do it for me, He can do it for you.<br />
But before He can do that, you’ll need to slow down<br />
and surrender the keys of your life to Him. You can’t<br />
keep driving hard and fast down the dangerous road<br />
you are currently on. Quit testing the limits. Trust<br />
me, there’s a crash waiting for you ahead.<br />
Save yourself and others the pain of yet another<br />
poor decision. Bow your knee and heart to the Lord<br />
today. Let the presence of His love and the power<br />
of His truth bring peace into your heart and mind.<br />
You can be a man or woman of hope!<br />
ROB WHITNER is the<br />
founder and lead pastor<br />
of No Limits Ministry<br />
in Goldsboro, North<br />
Carolina. His passion<br />
is connecting people<br />
to God and each other.<br />
He also serves as the<br />
Director of Ministry<br />
Advancement for<br />
Jumpstart Ministry. To<br />
connect with Jumpstart<br />
or to bring a chapter<br />
to your facility, visit<br />
jumpstartvision.org.<br />
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WANT TO KNOW JESUS?<br />
“Come to me, all you who are<br />
weary and burdened, and I will<br />
give you rest.” —Matthew 11:28 NIV<br />
ARTWORKS BY VL INCARCERATED FAMILY MEMBER<br />
Do you need rest? Peace? Freedom? Forgiveness? Restoration?<br />
Call out to Jesus, accept Him as your Savior, and be made whole.<br />
Pray: “Jesus, I invite You into my life. I confess that I am a sinner in<br />
need of a Savior. Thank You for saving me from my sins and making<br />
me whole. Thank You for laying down Your life for me so that I can<br />
have a new life in You. I receive, by faith, this forgiveness of sin. Take<br />
my life—my past and my future. Guide my steps and speak to my<br />
heart, Lord. Use me, God. Amen.”<br />
Let us know of your decision so we can help you grow in your faith.<br />
Write to: VL Correspondence, PO Box 2751, Greenville, NC 27836.<br />
PERHAPS AFTER READING the stories in this magazine, you’ve surrendered your life to<br />
Jesus. Congratulations—it’s the most important decision you will ever make! But you might<br />
be wondering, now what? Here are five ways to ensure spiritual growth. Remember, the<br />
Christian life is a journey that brings lifelong transformation.<br />
1. PRAY. Talk to God about everything and listen for His response. You don’t need<br />
fancy words, just a sincere heart.<br />
2. STUDY THE BIBLE. God’s Word contains all the instructions we need for life. Get<br />
into a Bible study and discover new revelations daily. Free resources are on page 34.<br />
3. GET BAPTIZED. Although baptism is not a requirement of salvation, the Bible<br />
clearly tells us that we are to be water baptized after salvation. Baptism symbolizes<br />
our dying to sin and being raised to new life in Christ Jesus (Romans 6:4). Prison<br />
restrictions may make immersion by water difficult, so get creative and let the Holy<br />
Spirit reveal how you can take this step of obedience until immersion is possible.<br />
4. FIND CHRISTIAN COMMUNITY. Join a local congregation of Christ-followers. If<br />
incarceration makes attending church difficult, fellowship with other believers the<br />
best you can. They will help you stand strong and keep you accountable.<br />
5. TELL SOMEONE. Share your decision to follow Christ and tell them what He has<br />
done for you. And then, tell us! We’d love to hear from you.<br />
WHAT NOW?<br />
I’ve Accepted God’s Salvation.<br />
Now What?<br />
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