Writers Unblocked Issue 3
Writers Unblocked Issue 3
Writers Unblocked Issue 3
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WRITERS UNBLOCKED<br />
VOL. 1/NO. 3
INTRODUCTION<br />
We are thrilled to share our third annual curated compilation of poetry, fiction,<br />
narration and so much more! What an absolute joy it has been at the Writing Circle,<br />
where budding and accomplished writers come together each month to celebrate,<br />
nurture, and push their creative aspirations, just a little further. Our Circle<br />
continues to grow and we are grateful to the Libraries for hosting and nurturing the<br />
germ of an idea that has blossomed into something we deeply care about.<br />
Writing is one thing. Writing to share with others, another. It requires a leap of faith<br />
and often, a platform. Writer’s <strong>Unblocked</strong> started as an effort to bring latent writing<br />
skills to the fore and our third edition reflects just that – an expressive streak, a<br />
sense of warmth, the genuine intent to share with one another, an honest attempt,<br />
curiosity that knows no bounds, a will to persist and the willingness to share and<br />
be acknowledged for it.<br />
Indulge, as our writers take you on an imaginative and reflective tour - from coffee<br />
in Kigali, to orange peeling, to reflections from the Mother’s womb. You can choose<br />
to hear spoken words or read through poetic expressions that are sure to make<br />
you pause and ponder. Dig deeper into the meanings of ‘success’, or discover the<br />
power of Kitchisippi. Perhaps you enjoy pets or you may have encountered a terrific<br />
set of twins, or just reminisce about memories bygone, or caught in the midst of<br />
a storm even! This edition is a vibrant patchwork with unique flavours, colours<br />
and moods.<br />
<strong>Writers</strong> <strong>Unblocked</strong> would not have been possible without our returning copy editor,<br />
and student graduate from SCMAD’s professional writing program, Shannon Attard<br />
and our colleague Gosha Trzaski who gracefully anchors and patiently steers<br />
the Circle each year. This publication stays true to its intent, to offer unhinged,<br />
uninhibited and unblocked versions of our truest selves... we hope you enjoy<br />
reading it as much as we did compiling it for you!<br />
By Sowmya Kishore
LAND ACKNOWLEDGMENT<br />
Centennial College is proud to be a part of a rich history of education in this<br />
province and in this city. We acknowledge that we are on the treaty lands and<br />
territory of the Mississaugas of the Credit First Nation and pay tribute to their<br />
legacy and the legacy of all First Peoples of Canada, as we strengthen ties with<br />
the communities we serve and build the future through learning and through our<br />
graduates. Today the traditional meeting place of Toronto is still home to many<br />
Indigenous People from across Turtle Island and we are grateful to have the<br />
opportunity to work in the communities that have grown in the treaty lands of<br />
the Mississaugas. We acknowledge that we are all treaty people and accept our<br />
responsibility to honour all our relations.
TABLE OF CONTENTS<br />
How Do You Define Success? by Shirley Merith 2<br />
A Week of Reflection in Kigali:<br />
Coffee and Companionship by K. Jane Burpee 3<br />
Times Two by Sowmya Kishore 6<br />
Insubstantial Chains of Self-Criticism by Catherine Raine 10<br />
Poems by Srishta Chopra 12<br />
Kitchisippi by Lana Findlay (Durst) 14<br />
Stories by Cathy Schlender 16<br />
Ode to Our Cavies by Alice Hsiung 18<br />
In my Mother’s Womb by Priti Parikh 20<br />
Orange Peeling by Renée M. Sgroi 22<br />
A Writing Story by Philip Alalibo 23<br />
Poems by Brian Roberts 24<br />
Copyright Information 26<br />
Thank You 27<br />
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HOW DO YOU DEFINE SUCCESS?<br />
BY SHIRLEY MERITH, Professor | School of Hospitality, Tourism and Culinary Arts<br />
DEFINING SUCCESS IS DEEPLY PERSONAL AND<br />
VARIES GREATLY FROM PERSON TO PERSON.<br />
There is no universal standard that applies to<br />
everyone. While some may equate success with<br />
material possessions like large homes, boats,<br />
and fancy cars, others find success in everyday<br />
accomplishments, such as waking up worry free, or<br />
in more challenging ones, like locating a long-lost<br />
family member after years of searching. Success<br />
has no timeline or measure, it just has to be<br />
something that assists you in constructing a life<br />
that fills you with pride and satisfaction.<br />
Success can also manifest as a journey guided by<br />
individual values and priorities. It encompasses<br />
personal growth, diverse viewpoints, and passion.<br />
One is more inclined to achieve success in<br />
endeavours that captivate and fulfill them. Even if<br />
the initial goal isn’t reached, success can still be<br />
attained through meaningful efforts. The essence<br />
of success is multifaceted and continually evolving,<br />
which is why not everyone seeks it in a big way,<br />
given the expectations and responsibilities it<br />
entails, which can often be arduous to fulfill.<br />
One could argue that society often conditions<br />
individuals to compare success with wealth, power,<br />
or status. Yet, how many of those who attain such<br />
markers find genuine contentment? For many,<br />
the pursuit of more becomes insatiable. In the<br />
autobiographies of affluent figures, a common<br />
theme emerges, their riches often come at the<br />
expense of personal relationships, like family<br />
and friendships. Moreover, many public figures<br />
frequently admit discomfort with the constant<br />
facade they must maintain. Furthermore,<br />
possessing abundant wealth loses its significance<br />
when one lacks good health. No amount of riches<br />
or success can substitute for the vitality and wellbeing<br />
that accompanies good health.<br />
With each passing generation, the notion of<br />
success transforms. In today’s context, particularly<br />
within the realm of social media, success is<br />
frequently associated with the magnitude of one’s<br />
online presence across platforms like Facebook,<br />
Instagram, YouTube, or TikTok. Moreover, personal<br />
satisfaction often hinges on the quantity of<br />
“Followers and Likes”, potentially positioning roles<br />
such as influencer or gamer as viable career paths.<br />
Nevertheless, I can’t help but ponder the challenge<br />
posed by the persistent pressure to maintain this<br />
status quo, even as individuals evolve beyond<br />
this phase. While they may achieve success in<br />
certain domains, it often comes at the expense of<br />
increased anxiety and sadness, especially when<br />
the foothold they once held on their followers<br />
diminishes.<br />
I’ve frequently noticed individuals discussing their<br />
achievements in different environments such as<br />
buses, restaurants, or workplaces. Usually, one<br />
person proudly recounts their successes, while<br />
the other might react with a discreet eye roll or a<br />
courteous nod. The speaker aims to impress and<br />
highlight their accomplishments, whilst the listener<br />
either is envious or simply doesn’t care to hear it.<br />
Sometimes, celebrating someone’s success can<br />
be uplifting and exhausting within my social circle.<br />
This mixed experience stems from several factors,<br />
such as how humble they were with sharing their<br />
success, and how they make you feel about it.<br />
Supportive individuals who motivate you to pursue<br />
your goals, drawing from their own experiences, are<br />
invaluable allies. This stands in contrast to those<br />
who solely aim to impress you or undermine your<br />
ambitions and accomplishments.<br />
I recall a chat with someone where I mentioned<br />
my involvement with a women’s group and<br />
being successfully offered the role of committee<br />
leader. Rather than receiving encouragement, the<br />
other person inquired as to whether I was being<br />
compensated for it. Upon hearing my response<br />
of no, they questioned my motivation. Their<br />
perspective on achievement revolves solely around<br />
financial gain, disregarding the intrinsic value of<br />
social engagement and voluntary contributions.<br />
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During a different chat with a dear friend, she<br />
confided in me expressing her belief that success<br />
was beyond her reach. Curious, I inquired further,<br />
and she elaborated, citing her routine job, modest<br />
car, simple attire, and limited social circle as<br />
reasons for her sentiment. Her remarks caught<br />
me off guard. She seemed to equate success<br />
solely with visible markers, overlooking the<br />
significant achievements she’d quietly amassed.<br />
As we conversed further, I recounted her<br />
accomplishments since we’d met. She’d earned her<br />
degree, raised her son single-handedly, purchased<br />
her own home, navigated a job loss after fifteen<br />
years with resilience, and even managed to<br />
squeeze in a few trips along the way. In due time,<br />
she shifted her negative mindset and rediscovered<br />
aspects she had long overlooked. Ultimately, she<br />
proclaimed her success in life’s journey, realizing<br />
she had been viewing it through the wrong lens all<br />
along.<br />
Some of these may align with your definition of<br />
success:<br />
• Recovering from a serious illness<br />
• Moving to a new country and starting over<br />
• Finding your way out of a bad relationship,<br />
whether it’s a friendship or a romantic one<br />
• Leaving a career that you thought you<br />
would love forever<br />
• Starting your own business<br />
Success, to me, means independence from relying<br />
on others. It’s the assurance of steering my own<br />
path and enjoying peace of mind. I refuse to be<br />
burdened by comparisons with others or societal<br />
expectations. Satisfaction stems from personal<br />
achievements, visible or not, with or without<br />
financial gain. Ultimately, it’s about embracing<br />
authenticity and finding contentment in the life I<br />
lead. It’s about finding joy in laughter, cherishing<br />
life’s little moments, extending kindness to others,<br />
and recognizing that even if you’ve contributed to<br />
someone’s happiness, no matter how small, you<br />
have done something meaningful that ultimately<br />
brings enriched success.<br />
As you journey through life’s twists and turns,<br />
pause occasionally to ponder your definition of<br />
success. You might be astonished by the many<br />
accomplishments you’ve attained, even if they’re<br />
not readily apparent to those around you. Embrace<br />
each small triumph with a smile, and refrain from<br />
comparing yourself to others. Focus on your own<br />
path and journey with the utmost confidence.<br />
“Success is liking yourself,<br />
liking what you do, and liking<br />
how you do it.”<br />
– Maya Angelou<br />
• Beating an addiction<br />
• Raising a family<br />
• Having life long friendships<br />
• Having a passion<br />
• Finding another job after being let go<br />
• Getting a promotion<br />
• Graduating from any educational program<br />
• Having the courage to say “No” especially<br />
to those you love the most<br />
• Making a difference in someone else’s life<br />
• Being a good and unselfish person<br />
• Not being afraid to stand up for yourself<br />
SHIRLEY MERITH<br />
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A WEEK OF REFLECTION IN KIGALI:<br />
COFFEE AND COMPANIONSHIP<br />
BY K. JANE BURPEE, Director | Library and Learning Centre<br />
I TOOK A RECENT JOURNEY TO KIGALI,<br />
Rwanda to reconnect with a dear friend who now<br />
calls this vibrant city home. Kigali, with its rolling<br />
hills and bustling streets, offers a perfect backdrop<br />
of warmth and hospitality for reconnecting with<br />
my friend. The city is on the move — safe and<br />
bustling. Construction is everywhere, adding to the<br />
sense of dynamism. Among the city’s charms are<br />
its beautiful cafés, which my friend and I explored<br />
together, each one offering a peaceful haven where<br />
time seems to slow down.<br />
As we wandered, I couldn’t help but absorb the<br />
Kigali energy and spirit. Cafés are filled with the<br />
aroma of freshly brewed delicious coffee. Each stop<br />
became our backdrop to catch up, share stories,<br />
people watch, and soak in the ambiance of these<br />
beautiful and unique, indoor-outdoor spaces.<br />
Cafés seem to double as offices for many, with<br />
many laptops open, buzzing conversations, and an<br />
entrepreneurial spirit in the air.<br />
Tutsi in 1994, a period of immense sorrow and loss<br />
for the country. It is a day to pause and remember<br />
the atrocities that took place, and honour the<br />
resilience, courage, and strength of the Rwandan<br />
people who are rebuilding their nation with dignity<br />
and peace.<br />
Spending a week in Kigali deepened my respect for<br />
human resilience and renewal. The city teaches the<br />
importance of remembering the past while moving<br />
forward with hope and innovation. Rwandans show<br />
great strength and a deep capacity for healing,<br />
revealing a world of possibilities. A piece of my<br />
heart will forever be attached to beautiful Rwanda.<br />
In addition to the moments spent in Kigali’s<br />
cafés, we took time to explore. My friend took me<br />
to an essential visit to the Genocide Memorial<br />
and also to the Kandt Museum of Rwanda. The<br />
Kandt provided fascinating insights into the nation<br />
before colonization. There was also a visit to the<br />
Nyamirambo Women’s Collective, explorations of<br />
art galleries, culinary delights, and live music at<br />
the Repub Lounge, Heaven, and Hotel des Mille<br />
Collines, known to many from its movie depiction<br />
as “Hotel Rwanda.” My friend, who is both a private<br />
chef and a yoga instructor, recommended that we<br />
spend an afternoon at a food truck event called<br />
Taste Kigali. It turned out to be a lot of fun.<br />
Writing this on April 7, a day of profound<br />
significance in Rwanda, adds a layer of reflection<br />
to my visit. April 7, 2024 marks the 30th year of<br />
the commencement of the genocide against the<br />
K. JANE BURPEE<br />
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TIMES TWO<br />
multiple jumps,<br />
multiple joy<br />
BY SOWMYA KISHORE, Faculty<br />
School of Hospitality, Tourism<br />
and Culinary Arts<br />
“Gosh, ma, we already fed this one!<br />
Give me the other!”<br />
I was mildly exasperated as I called out in complete<br />
exhaustion to my mom, who was just as confused<br />
as I was.<br />
“What do you mean? I thought I handed<br />
you Baby A,” she tried to reason, shuffling through<br />
the bundle she had. She was trying to make sense<br />
of the routined nonsense in the space we liked to<br />
call ‘nursery’.<br />
But it was more like ‘mother dairy’.<br />
Me chained to the glider, half asleep, trying to<br />
nurse the bundle at hand, while the other would be<br />
tackled with a bottle by grandma, at the same time.<br />
We had built an intentional, beautiful rhythm in a<br />
way that would have us all up and about each time<br />
either of the babies woke up, and that would mean<br />
trying to sync her twin to the same cycle. This would<br />
allow the entire group an hour or two of rest, before<br />
it started all over again. Nights and days merged<br />
subliminally. With this very poetic plan in place, the<br />
outcome was often chaotic, comedic and circus<br />
like. My circadian rhythm was being retro-fitted,<br />
special order, by my offspring.<br />
This specific situation had fully woken us up, as<br />
we frantically swapped bundles. We could have<br />
continued because Baby B was always more<br />
compliant, so long as she was filled up. But it was<br />
her twin, the sly little one, always protesting her<br />
way to me somehow. So we had to ensure a swift<br />
exchange after double checking their faces as<br />
best as we could, to keep the balance and not let<br />
one take over the scene like this. Nope. Not on<br />
our sleepy watch. With my first child, the entire<br />
household slept straight through, after he hit the<br />
three month mark. I haven’t yet slept that sound<br />
ever after my girls. Nature has a funny way of<br />
getting even.<br />
Suggestions were aplenty for fixing such a kerfuffle<br />
of telling the two apart: “use post its, paint their<br />
toenails different colours, use specific colours for<br />
each.” None of that works. Trust me. They were<br />
fraternal, yet they looked like identical twins.<br />
When you’re trying to battle body and mind aches,<br />
sleepless nights, brain freeze, a grandma who<br />
insists she’s right or has forgotten the order, or a<br />
half ignored older toddler who fills your heart with<br />
a bucket load of guilt, even a glow in the dark timer<br />
that magically lights up the belly of the correct<br />
hungry twin would not have caught my draining<br />
attention. I could only rely on my instinct, which was<br />
just about there, most times.<br />
Going with the flow was one possible and practical<br />
way I realized. At least, in the early days. There was<br />
never really a set formula and the catch phrase<br />
monkey see monkey do couldn’t have been truer.<br />
What happened once, was about to happen again,<br />
if not within the minute, in the hours or days that<br />
followed, for sure. This was applicable to hitting<br />
milestones, germ sharing, exploring or just plain<br />
mimicking silly moves. I’m not quite sure how I<br />
managed to capture some ridiculous moments live<br />
or via still photography, but I am glad I did. When<br />
we have a ‘baby pictures’ session once in a while, I<br />
recall those moments fondly and wonder when that<br />
happened? They all seem a blur in hindsight. The<br />
first few years were most definitely a daze. Thank<br />
heavens for a year of maternity leave. I’d gladly<br />
argue that with multiples one deserves a year and<br />
a half maternity leave, if not double that time, just<br />
to feel human again.<br />
With my first born I had the energy and new parent<br />
spirit to take him for mom and baby aqua fitness<br />
when he was only a few months old. It was a<br />
great way to see him snooze after the therapeutic<br />
session. With the girls, if I could manage a shower<br />
without either or both of them waking, crawling to<br />
the shower stall door or avoiding any accident, it<br />
was an everyday victory of sorts. Their favourite,<br />
and cutest, ritual was talking to one another<br />
across their cribs after naptime. Upon hearing<br />
the babbles, big bro and I would quietly creep to a<br />
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slightly open door, take a peek and watch them do<br />
their baby talk. As they grew, I had to ask one to<br />
translate what the other said, because I’d have a<br />
hard time comprehending the gibberish. But they<br />
understood each other perfectly well. After all,<br />
they had spent quality time together since being in<br />
the fetal position. They had an unsaid connection,<br />
knowing exactly what the order of play should be,<br />
without speaking a word, just using body language,<br />
signs and emotions. And it continues to this day.<br />
Second born are survivors.<br />
“They are not here for permission, just for<br />
information,” my mom would remind me.<br />
Absolutely. She should know, she’s last. First<br />
born may win a prize for pleasing everyone and<br />
upholding world peace. I should know, I’m the older<br />
one. Younger siblings are usually meant to remind<br />
their older ones of their jobs, actually, giving them<br />
a job, while they go about wreaking havoc in the<br />
most subtle ways. And we had two of the kind here.<br />
This invariably involved discovering genius activities<br />
like jumping on the dishwasher door to test for<br />
bounciness. Or emptying the petroleum jelly jar<br />
onto their bodies and floor to have a slip and slide<br />
session. Or deftly climbing out of their cribs, onto<br />
the diaper change table and then the floor, like it<br />
was a specially designed jungle gym just for them<br />
(actually, that may have well been the start to their<br />
competitive gymnastics training). Or walking on all<br />
fours, in reverse, around the kitchen island, one<br />
behind the other until they were completely dizzy<br />
and fell down, one after the other. They looked like<br />
drunken little monks, up to no good. Lots of broken<br />
toys, items and damaged or lost objects later, I<br />
concluded, so long as no one is hurt, the harmless<br />
hunger games can go on.<br />
They knew how to entertain themselves, they didn’t<br />
necessarily need toys, just themselves. Baby B<br />
would treat her twin like a toy, tasting her finger<br />
or toe, egging her on, asking her to join in. Baby<br />
A was anointed Queen Victoria, she was used to<br />
calling shots while Baby B, the obedient worker ant<br />
followed simple orders and kept busy. It was like<br />
watching an old Chaplin movie, played to the famed<br />
Modern Times soundtrack and loosely<br />
close-captioned as below:<br />
Baby B: gingerly poised on a stool, strategically<br />
reaching for the cookie jar<br />
Baby A: busy sucking her thumb, comfortably<br />
seated on her favourite green Playskool throne<br />
Baby B: signaling to Queen V with a wave, “This is<br />
yum, would you like one?”<br />
Baby A: no big movement, thumb still intact, a<br />
slight nod, back to business, awaiting room service<br />
Baby B: overwhelmed at having received the go<br />
ahead to grab another bite, eagerly brings it home<br />
Baby A: decides to taste, approves, continues to<br />
warm the chair<br />
Cue music: “we are family... I got all my sisters<br />
with me...”<br />
It was a strange but funny dynamic they shared.<br />
Just that ten years on and it’s like they switched<br />
personalities, or maybe Tween B is now seeking<br />
sweet revenge for years of bonded labour and<br />
Tween A has resigned to being told off.<br />
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Having multiples after a single basically amounts<br />
to many deja vu elements. You know there’s<br />
going to be endless diapers, many bottles, lots of<br />
patience, juggling with sleep, chores and building<br />
a new routine. All of that, twice over essentially.<br />
The first time we decided to go for a drive was one<br />
I will never forget. We timed ourselves to see how<br />
it would unfold. Twenty minutes later, we were still<br />
on the driveway, both babies loaded in their car<br />
seats, one being fed, one being cleaned, big bro<br />
patiently waiting for the car to start, showing mild<br />
restlessness. We may have managed a five minute<br />
actual drive, because by then, I was ready to return<br />
home. How was this ever going to work out, I asked<br />
myself? How was I supposed to grocery shop, run<br />
errands, do drops and picks, go for a walk or even<br />
do nothing?<br />
By the end of the year, I could have published a<br />
book and signed autographs. I had discovered new<br />
arm muscles, lifting two car seats at the same<br />
time. When folks would offer help, I’d argue plain<br />
facts: “Thank you, but it helps me retain better<br />
balance.” I had become a pro in selecting stores<br />
that had buggy space for two infants. I knew trails<br />
and pavements that would accommodate a double<br />
stroller like the back of my hand. I could go up and<br />
down the stairs carrying them like pups, with their<br />
body hanging behind. This sight would leave a lot<br />
of family and friends aghast, but the animal-like<br />
clutch was a lot safer and easy on my back. I had<br />
started using my feet to pick things up, who knew! I<br />
guess the experience gave me more resilience, not<br />
to forget flexibility and thinking impromptu, all the<br />
time, every time. Yes, for some strange reason, less<br />
sleep meant making the most of small rest periods<br />
and being more alert, be it day or night.<br />
It was a bit nuts, but like I told many, I didn’t know<br />
better. I once jokingly remarked to my then ten-yearold<br />
son, “If I had had your sisters first, I wouldn’t<br />
have had you.”<br />
“Thank you, mom,” came his calm response.<br />
The relationship he shares with his sisters has<br />
grown from being sweet innocence to more casual<br />
given their respective growing up years. The first<br />
day he went back to school since they had arrived,<br />
he was afraid they’d forget him.<br />
He ran back to their faces, looked them in the eye<br />
and asked, “It’s me, I’m back, do you remember<br />
me?”<br />
It was priceless. Cut to a few years ago when he<br />
had gotten slightly tired of one of them being<br />
annoying and casually remarked to her at the<br />
dinner table, “I hate to break this to you, but you<br />
were adopted.” I was left to do damage control.<br />
They hero worship their brother in a weird sort<br />
of way. From following him around, to snooping<br />
around his room in his absence, to mocking and<br />
roasting him these days, to genuinely caring for<br />
his well being when he’s out late or ribbing him if<br />
he had a date for his first ever semi-formals. On his<br />
part, the protective side hasn’t let go. It was more<br />
about being attentive to their daily needs. Now it’s<br />
worldly advice, peppered with occasional sarcasm<br />
to put them in their place while they roll their eyes<br />
and defy the sermonizing. Constant power play.<br />
With a dash of hormones thrown in. I’m hoping<br />
it won’t change. It makes for good arm chair<br />
entertainment.<br />
Girls can be known to have a thicker bond as<br />
siblings. I for one, am lucky and do, with my own<br />
younger sister. The sharing of space, belongings,<br />
clothing and just the insane inexplicable moments<br />
are one of a kind. These two arrived a minute apart<br />
into this world and have pretty much shared most<br />
things in,around and outside the house. I was guilty<br />
of dressing them alike as well. Blame it on the<br />
identical gifts we got - clothes, toys, objects.<br />
All in twos. I’ll admit it though, it was cute.<br />
And easy. Why rack your brains when you throw<br />
on the same or similar coordinated outfits and<br />
matching accessories and they don’t even know<br />
how to protest. Or so I thought. Until one day,<br />
Baby A, the fashionista, decided she wanted what<br />
her sister was wearing. It was the most astonishing<br />
noncooperation movement at play. Gandhi would<br />
have been proud. She wouldn’t budge until<br />
I swapped out clothes from Baby B, who couldn’t<br />
care less. Today, it’s the opposite. What goes<br />
around, comes around?<br />
It took a giant leap of faith to have them<br />
purposefully separated in elementary school in the<br />
new year, so they continue to blossom into their<br />
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own personalities. Not to mention, dealing with<br />
the aftermath of two parent teacher meetings,<br />
two sets of homework, two different teaching and<br />
learning styles and what happens when one gets<br />
invited to a friend’s birthday party and the other<br />
does not. The last piece continues to play a key role<br />
in scheduling conflicts and emotional turmoil from<br />
a parental perspective. They also have a shared<br />
passion for the same sport. So when one wins but<br />
the other doesn’t, it’s the hardest pill to swallow<br />
and I have to share that bitterness with them. The<br />
competition is good for their body, mind and soul<br />
but the desired outcomes don’t always play out<br />
evenly. Such is life. We have learned that we can’t<br />
always split things down the middle, like we do their<br />
fruit or freezie. They have a rack full of hardware,<br />
an accomplishment we are all immensely proud<br />
of and it’s a life lesson, whether they choose to<br />
continue the journey solo or together. It’s hard to<br />
explain. They need each other, yet they need to<br />
not have each other and learn to cope with and<br />
without. They have grown together, shared secrets<br />
and still need to translate the nuances I don’t quite<br />
get fully at times.<br />
It’s very different from just being a sibling, it’s a<br />
little more than that. It’s special. Beyond mere peas<br />
in a pod. It’s half of your intertwined spirit as nature<br />
meant it to be, times the other half that makes you<br />
who you are.<br />
For me, it’s all of that, times two.<br />
SOWMYA KISHORE<br />
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INSUBSTANTIAL CHAINS<br />
OF SELF-CRITICISM<br />
BY CATHERINE RAINE, English Tutor Lead | English Tutoring Centre (SELS)<br />
At nine o’clock in the morning, serrated leaves<br />
by the fence receive the signature of dark steel<br />
lines. Dominant chains have eclipsed the delicate<br />
veins, and the diamond shapes seem to define<br />
the screen of the leaf-surface, imposing rigid<br />
patterns on what needs to grow free.<br />
But the fence’s shadow, looping and stamping<br />
itself at nine, will be gone by noon, leaving the<br />
victorious leaf unchained. After all, it never asked<br />
to be cast in a shadow play. Nor did the plant sign<br />
a lease with the barricade that straddles its roots.<br />
It only desires to rise from the soil in peace.<br />
NOTE: The link above contains an audio<br />
recording of this poem (read by the author).<br />
The tattoo of links is impermanent, for<br />
a seemingly solid fence in the morning<br />
becomes a shadow of itself as the day wanes.<br />
By psychological extension, shifting solar<br />
movements can suggest a hopeful metaphor:<br />
harmful habits that create barriers to happiness<br />
can dissolve like so many shadow-chains.<br />
For example, the bruising self-criticism that<br />
overshadows confidence and disturbs inner<br />
peace may not be the iron-grey shackle of truth<br />
we assume.<br />
If distorted thoughts are building a cage one steel<br />
rod of fear at a time, consider the power of one<br />
question, “Are these thoughts true?” Then take<br />
a deep breath and call out chimeras from their<br />
hiding places — behind benches of judgment,<br />
beneath shaming silences, under tongues that<br />
tsk-tsk on the regular — and watch them melt into<br />
phantoms with the passage of the sun. Challenge<br />
the cruelty that crushes self-love and reject the<br />
quelling projections of others. Above all, hold fast<br />
to what illuminates, such as visions of leaves that<br />
turn fences to trellises, limitless shelters that<br />
dapple and shine.<br />
CATHERINE RAINE<br />
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BY SRISHTA CHOPRA, Learning Strategist (Math Specialist) | Library and Learning Centre<br />
YET AGAIN<br />
Glad that it was over, I placed my hand.<br />
Beasts, gold-sterling tried to hold.<br />
Here in I was defeated, yet again.<br />
Loving eyes looked, held the gaze<br />
Made me shudder, yet again I was defeated.<br />
Nine yards stern but placid moors and blinding<br />
breeze,<br />
Cursed I stood, oblivious of the storm,<br />
The one within me.<br />
Lonely as indeed, yet again defeated.<br />
Hot sand beneath my feet,<br />
Slow soft whisper in my ears,<br />
The familiar voice, the familiar chill.<br />
And I open my eyes.<br />
But all I see is a blur.<br />
Trying past ‘em I stop but yet again with defeat.<br />
Once that was the sweet breeze,<br />
And the tinkling gurgle,<br />
Seemed the scary hiss of the leaves,<br />
The roar of the waves,<br />
Those stacks of hold, that blurr!!<br />
I was defeated.<br />
But he was there, right there.<br />
Close to me, close to my heart.<br />
The Calm, my calm…<br />
Glad that it was over, I placed my hand.<br />
Beasts, gold-sterling, sparkling on my finger<br />
tried to hold.<br />
Here in I was defeated yet again.<br />
Loving eyes looked, held the gaze<br />
Made me shudder, yet again I was defeated.<br />
And I smiled.<br />
WHAT STORM…?<br />
Like a storm that walks,<br />
A doom that stays,<br />
Words that don’t stop,<br />
And a road that sways:<br />
When it will lie in front of us, strong as it may,<br />
Then will the truth be as gold<br />
to the world now astray.<br />
I had many ideals,<br />
And some did change.<br />
But, the ones that didn’t,<br />
They still take up the stage.<br />
Through all the experiences,<br />
And many mains;<br />
They stood the tides of time,<br />
The waves of misguided realities,<br />
And the brutal game.<br />
Wait! It’s that storm again:<br />
Rolling, toiling, waiting to be tamed.<br />
Astronomically cold,<br />
Abominably bold,<br />
Preciously named.<br />
What warmth will reveal the gem beneath?<br />
We know the answer, but afraid to bequeath?<br />
What moment shall reveal to all eyes?<br />
The similarities of us all amidst differences?<br />
What moment will...?<br />
What warmth...?<br />
What storm...?<br />
When...?<br />
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THEM/THEY/US<br />
Soft embrace around my heels<br />
As earth pushes under my feet.<br />
Fragrant breeze over the multitude of<br />
Flora and fauna around me.<br />
I sift through the lens-ed scenes about me,<br />
Looking through the walls of greens,<br />
Screens of ferns,<br />
Whispers of life<br />
For the source:<br />
I plead it to be just one, the beautiful whiff.<br />
‘How naive!’,<br />
I hear THEM say.<br />
I swiftly place my steps,<br />
Shift my gaze,<br />
Work through my senses,<br />
And I see:<br />
Willfully fleeing fleets,<br />
Wishful specks and flakes,<br />
Ripples of cools,<br />
Glowing lights,<br />
And buzzes of greeds.<br />
Slow paced walks over the<br />
Silver lines of the faulty ‘isms’<br />
And the fierce lives, I see,<br />
As I walk through this gentle fragrant breeze<br />
Still looking for the source,<br />
‘How naive!’ THEY say.<br />
Which way it emanates from<br />
Which way it goes,<br />
Which direction it rose from,<br />
Which direction it flows?<br />
I have lost all my senses,<br />
But just that one,<br />
That ABSOLUTE whiff:<br />
That smell of fragrant roses, of peonies,<br />
Of cherry blossoms, of marigolds,<br />
Or of lavender<br />
Or of posies;<br />
Of shimmering greens, of shivering ferns,<br />
Or of brown earth coarses.<br />
‘How naive!’, I hear again<br />
THEM say,<br />
For it is all or none<br />
In this wilderness<br />
If you just pause and think,<br />
And feel, and be,<br />
And appreciate,<br />
As it should ALWAYS be.<br />
THE CHAIR<br />
Hopping over the world<br />
Swift spaces of blazing shine<br />
On the chair.<br />
The chair walks, talks,<br />
Leaps over the spance<br />
Whispers quickly, the words of word<br />
Rocking, poking<br />
On the collective guilt work.<br />
The Chair<br />
Spot cleans the Weak,<br />
Speaks volume of Walls<br />
As votes Spring on the blank space.<br />
The Chair<br />
Chomps<br />
On colours,<br />
Spits one out,<br />
Repeat.<br />
The Chair<br />
Humps on Wealth<br />
Steals wreak whole of Beads.<br />
Yes, hopping over the world,<br />
Reads just one word:<br />
I.<br />
Yes, writes just one word:<br />
Divide.<br />
Yes, spits just one word:<br />
Kill.<br />
And yes, just one word<br />
Hate.<br />
But, you know what,<br />
I don’t like one,<br />
But a rainbow:<br />
A beauty of togetherness,<br />
Each showcasing their own.<br />
And so:<br />
Not just one word<br />
But more<br />
Like a rainbow of adjectives,<br />
Each showcasing their own<br />
The Chair:<br />
This<br />
Vile,<br />
Immoral,<br />
Beastly,<br />
Gruesome,<br />
Yoke of Oppression,<br />
Obnoxious,<br />
Rotten<br />
Chair.<br />
SRISHTA CHOPRA<br />
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BY LANA DURST, Faculty | The Business School<br />
KITCHISIPPI<br />
All along it has been the River.<br />
We gather at its banks and bathe in its water.<br />
It hears our songs and prayers,<br />
Washes away tears and blood.<br />
It holds our gaze and hears our vows,<br />
Baptizes babies and saves souls.<br />
It provides us with fish and ice,<br />
Carries lumber and generates power.<br />
It ferries us in our birch bark canoes and our kayaks;<br />
Our tug boats, houseboats, sailboats and seadoos.<br />
Its current bears the beliefs and prayers of generations,<br />
cultures and religions,<br />
tossing them over rocks, mixing them in eddys,<br />
pooling them into tranquil bays.<br />
All along it has been the River.<br />
Sustaining us, entertaining us,...uniting us.<br />
LANA DURST<br />
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BY CATHY SCHLENDER, Manager | Corporate Communications<br />
ON THE FIRST DAY<br />
OF SNOW MELT<br />
On the first day of snow melt<br />
my front lawn gave to me<br />
A Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />
On the second day of snow melt<br />
my front lawn gave to me<br />
Two tattered gloves<br />
And a Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />
On the third day of snow melt<br />
my front lawn gave to me<br />
Three drenched Depends<br />
Two tattered gloves<br />
And a Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />
On the fourth day of snow melt<br />
my front lawn gave to me<br />
Four collie turds<br />
Three drenched Depends<br />
Two tattered gloves<br />
And a Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />
On the fifth day of snow melt<br />
my front lawn gave to me<br />
Five old shoestrings<br />
Four collie turds<br />
Three drenched Depends<br />
Two tattered gloves<br />
And a Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />
On the sixth day of snow melt<br />
my front lawn gave to me<br />
Six Fleece sheets fraying<br />
Five old shoestrings<br />
Four collie turds<br />
Three drenched Depends<br />
Two tattered gloves<br />
And a Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />
On the seventh day of snow melt<br />
my front lawn gave to me<br />
Seven yards of trimming<br />
Six Fleece sheets fraying<br />
Five old shoestrings<br />
Four collie turds<br />
Three drenched Depends<br />
Two tattered gloves<br />
And a Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />
On the eighth day of snow melt<br />
my front lawn gave to me<br />
Eight rags for quilting<br />
Seven yards of trimming<br />
Six Fleece sheets fraying<br />
Five old shoestrings<br />
Four collie turds<br />
Three drenched Depends<br />
Two tattered gloves<br />
And a Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />
On the ninth day of snow melt<br />
my front lawn gave to me<br />
Nine lades of billing<br />
Eight rags for quilting<br />
Seven yards of trimming<br />
Six Fleece sheets fraying<br />
Five old shoestrings<br />
Four collie turds<br />
Three drenched Depends<br />
Two tattered gloves<br />
And a Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />
On the tenth day of snow melt<br />
my front lawn gave to me<br />
Ten gourds still leaking<br />
Nine lades of billing<br />
Eight rags for quilting<br />
Seven yards of trimming<br />
Six Fleece sheets fraying<br />
Five old shoestrings<br />
Four collie turds<br />
Three drenched Depends<br />
Two tattered gloves<br />
And a Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />
On the eleventh day of snow melt<br />
my front lawn gave to me<br />
Eleven diapers ripening<br />
Ten gourds still leaking<br />
Nine lades of billing<br />
Eight rags for quilting<br />
Seven yards of trimming<br />
Six Fleece sheets fraying<br />
Five old shoestrings<br />
Four collie turds<br />
Three drenched Depends<br />
Two tattered gloves<br />
And a Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />
On the twelfth day of snow melt<br />
my front lawn gave to me<br />
Hey look … there’s our rake … and my watch …<br />
honey, I found your keys<br />
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WHAT I LEARNED FROM<br />
WATCHING SCHLOCK<br />
HORROR MOVIES WHILE<br />
STUCK AT HOME<br />
If you find an alien life form frozen, DO NOT THAW IT OUT!<br />
No matter what, DO NOT split up to cover more ground.<br />
Have you not heard of the saying “Safety in numbers?”<br />
Stay together.<br />
If the lights don’t work, call an electrician or wait until<br />
daylight. Some lame pen light will not help you.<br />
If you hear something in the attic, call the police.<br />
Especially if the phone is dead. Just leave.<br />
THERE IS NOTHING TO BENEFIT from going into the attic<br />
(or the basement).<br />
If a creature can throw a car, your pistol will be useless.<br />
You will only make it angry.<br />
If some weird freaky thing is slithering out of any orifice<br />
from someone’s body, kill it immediately. Do not stand<br />
there staring in horror. This does diddly squat.<br />
If a stranger asks you to join a mission and won’t tell<br />
you why, then pass. If you follow this advice, you will not<br />
require the other tips.<br />
CATHY SCHLENDER<br />
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BY ALICE HSIUNG, Manager | Career Development Projects and Operations<br />
ODE TO OUR CAVIES<br />
It was love at fur sight, we screamed in delight<br />
Cute and cuddly, you two stole our hearts<br />
Fair and slender Daisy with a black eye patch<br />
Hazel, a curvy brunette with a white waist<br />
and chest<br />
Thrilled, at last, we found our two perfect pets<br />
Just two months old, the size of our hands<br />
Had to take you both home to join our fam<br />
Set up your cage with bedding, chew toys,<br />
and tunnels<br />
Fed you pellets, vitamin C, and fresh hay<br />
Loved leafy veggies, lettuce was your fave<br />
Popcorned and squealed for meals every day<br />
Curious and active, chased each other and<br />
played tag<br />
Bringing joy to our lives in your unique way<br />
Hazel was bossy, liked bothering Daisy<br />
But Daisy fought back and the two became besties<br />
On command, Hazel nuzzled our noses but<br />
couldn’t whistle<br />
Loudly and proudly, Daisy whistled for food yet<br />
couldn’t nuzzle<br />
Hazel loved to sleep, sprawled out with eyes shut,<br />
completely carefree<br />
But don’t underestimate the sleepy head, she was<br />
champion of the obstacle course<br />
Innocent-faced but a trickster in disguise, Daisy<br />
flipped the food bowl with her nose<br />
Spilled pellets everywhere, but rolled balls with her<br />
nose like a soccer player<br />
You, guinea girls, added warmth<br />
and love to our home<br />
You were the best de-stressors with<br />
your purring and licking<br />
Miss the days you were young and alive,<br />
so full of life<br />
Squeaking and dancing in delight<br />
whenever we were near<br />
You lived to age six and eight, or sixty<br />
and eighty in human years<br />
No one could tell your age by your thick coats<br />
of fur and playful ways<br />
So glad you were our first real pets,<br />
the beta fish we had were no match<br />
You’ll be forever precious in our hearts<br />
Hazel and Daisy, may you rest in peace<br />
in Guinea Heaven<br />
NOTE: The link above contains an audio recording<br />
of the song “Dancing Guinea Pigs” (composed by<br />
C. Hsiung and performed by the author).<br />
Hazel and Daisy, you bonded with us, bonded with<br />
each other<br />
We celebrated your birthdays, gave you baths, and<br />
even manicures<br />
On summer days in our backyard, you munched on<br />
grass like there’s no tomorrow<br />
Other times, we watched TV and movies while you<br />
chilled on our laps<br />
You sure loved your beauty sleep, yawning and<br />
revealing tiny front teeth<br />
With paws outstretched, it was time for another nap<br />
ALICE HSIUNG<br />
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BY PRITI PARIKH,<br />
Program Coordinator/Faculty, Community Service and Child Studies Foundations Program |<br />
School of Community and Health Studies<br />
IN MY MOTHER’S WOMB<br />
It was warm<br />
It was safe<br />
I know it was the only place<br />
Where I felt like me<br />
Where else would that be but<br />
Inside my mother’s womb<br />
Complete, pure and real<br />
No more fake layers to peel<br />
The best version of me<br />
Where else would that be but<br />
Inside my mother’s womb<br />
As the heat increased<br />
My fakeness deceased<br />
A union with my true self<br />
Where else would that be but<br />
Inside my mother’s womb<br />
With every drop of sweat<br />
My soul felt light and quiet<br />
Reborn from my mother’s womb<br />
With a promise to myself<br />
No more fake layers I’ll wear<br />
To stay intact<br />
Just like I was in my mother’s womb<br />
This poem is an expression of my experience at the<br />
sweating ceremony at Glen Rouge campgrounds on<br />
October 21, 2019. Thank you, Pat and Linda, for<br />
your teachings.<br />
PRITI PARIKH<br />
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RENÉE M. SGROI, Faculty | Department of Humanities and Social Sciences<br />
ORANGE PEELING<br />
we seed what we’re born to:<br />
lettuce, carrots, apples, a citrus fruit’s<br />
essence captured as zest,<br />
what is tangerine-like but never fully rounded.<br />
many thoughts are digestible:<br />
the anatomy of stem, a navel<br />
or a rind’s thick texture<br />
unpeeled,<br />
like the oranges we ate, school-aged,<br />
to protect exposed pith from dirt<br />
that lurked<br />
in her children’s lunchboxes my mother<br />
draped bare oranges in cellophane,<br />
repackaged fruit to give life meaning.<br />
remove a peel without a sharpened edge<br />
and you will cut yourself on bluntness<br />
every story carves an image<br />
curled, an unbroken rind shed<br />
my mother made an art of whittling<br />
shells into spirals without flesh<br />
of seeds in their centres.<br />
we travelled to the sunshine state,<br />
where my mother<br />
bought a sac of oranges, stole<br />
saltwater she stored in old<br />
gallons she thought<br />
would cure her mother’s cancer.<br />
imagine planting a grove of oranges<br />
how tempted you’d feel to pluck<br />
their fragrant white blossoms<br />
early, deny yourself the pulp of ripeness.<br />
cancer eats the flesh of any fruit,<br />
as what we sink our teeth into,<br />
the dribble that runs down the corners of mouths<br />
or the phantom wetness still dabbed at after<br />
chewing.<br />
sometimes we still spit seeds into open palms<br />
or small blue bowls. imagine cupped hands<br />
filled with oil of bergamot<br />
a woman could dip her thumb into<br />
and moisten a forehead, or the purse<br />
of her mother’s dying lips with citrus<br />
a woman guides her knife at oblique angles<br />
though it’s the juice we’re after.<br />
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BY PHILIP ALALIBO, Chair (Interim) | Department of Humanities and Social Sciences<br />
A WRITING STORY<br />
In this engaging video, author and professor Philip Alalibo<br />
shares his personal journey into the world of writing. Philip<br />
reflects on his early inspirations, the challenges he faced,<br />
and how his cultural heritage shaped his voice as a writer.<br />
This narrative provides a candid look into the process and<br />
passion behind his work, offering valuable insights for<br />
aspiring writers and fans of his literature. Join Alalibo as he<br />
narrates his path from a budding storyteller to a notable<br />
author in contemporary literature.<br />
NOTE: The link above contains a video<br />
presentation of this story (by the author).<br />
PHILIP ALALIBO<br />
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BY BRIAN ROBERTS, Library Technician | Library and Learning Centre<br />
FAKE NEWS IN A COLORBLIND WORLD<br />
Here, here said the blind one who wrote me no prose.<br />
Such quips thee protests ne’er garner no foes.<br />
Blind is the prose of justice unkind.<br />
Redemption so sought from mentions in mind.<br />
Vamp rage is the vanquish, of the unjust.<br />
To those who sought refuge of answers untrust.<br />
Minds want of freedom from acts, acts amiss.<br />
We do see the blind one whose thoughts are of bliss.<br />
Trust not the bliss, abyss as it be.<br />
Set true minds to freedom, free of tyranny.<br />
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AN ODD SORT OF PLACE<br />
Walking on sea horse shells on our planet we nod,<br />
it seems such an oddity were it not for such burnt sod.<br />
In this instance we see our sun shining “its” best,<br />
we see trickling from sea shores west.<br />
Highways back in the day now lumps of boulders on clay,<br />
old marker signs point directions to places no longer in play.<br />
Loud were the bangs of such thunderous might,<br />
away went our structures after flash of Gama rays’ light.<br />
Can’t we believe now is wasted the land,<br />
and soon comes the winter of nuclear blasts plan.<br />
Away went the logic of peace and life’s content,<br />
to selfish leaders who reigned greed, power and contempt.<br />
Gain trust not anew for we must survive our plight,<br />
now we step forward in changed scenes of fright.<br />
Have lessons been learned of histories repeat phrase sent?<br />
now we must pass into future’s lament.<br />
BRIAN ROBERTS<br />
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