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WRITERS UNBLOCKED<br />

VOL. 1/NO. 3


INTRODUCTION<br />

We are thrilled to share our third annual curated compilation of poetry, fiction,<br />

narration and so much more! What an absolute joy it has been at the Writing Circle,<br />

where budding and accomplished writers come together each month to celebrate,<br />

nurture, and push their creative aspirations, just a little further. Our Circle<br />

continues to grow and we are grateful to the Libraries for hosting and nurturing the<br />

germ of an idea that has blossomed into something we deeply care about.<br />

Writing is one thing. Writing to share with others, another. It requires a leap of faith<br />

and often, a platform. Writer’s <strong>Unblocked</strong> started as an effort to bring latent writing<br />

skills to the fore and our third edition reflects just that – an expressive streak, a<br />

sense of warmth, the genuine intent to share with one another, an honest attempt,<br />

curiosity that knows no bounds, a will to persist and the willingness to share and<br />

be acknowledged for it.<br />

Indulge, as our writers take you on an imaginative and reflective tour - from coffee<br />

in Kigali, to orange peeling, to reflections from the Mother’s womb. You can choose<br />

to hear spoken words or read through poetic expressions that are sure to make<br />

you pause and ponder. Dig deeper into the meanings of ‘success’, or discover the<br />

power of Kitchisippi. Perhaps you enjoy pets or you may have encountered a terrific<br />

set of twins, or just reminisce about memories bygone, or caught in the midst of<br />

a storm even! This edition is a vibrant patchwork with unique flavours, colours<br />

and moods.<br />

<strong>Writers</strong> <strong>Unblocked</strong> would not have been possible without our returning copy editor,<br />

and student graduate from SCMAD’s professional writing program, Shannon Attard<br />

and our colleague Gosha Trzaski who gracefully anchors and patiently steers<br />

the Circle each year. This publication stays true to its intent, to offer unhinged,<br />

uninhibited and unblocked versions of our truest selves... we hope you enjoy<br />

reading it as much as we did compiling it for you!<br />

By Sowmya Kishore


LAND ACKNOWLEDGMENT<br />

Centennial College is proud to be a part of a rich history of education in this<br />

province and in this city. We acknowledge that we are on the treaty lands and<br />

territory of the Mississaugas of the Credit First Nation and pay tribute to their<br />

legacy and the legacy of all First Peoples of Canada, as we strengthen ties with<br />

the communities we serve and build the future through learning and through our<br />

graduates. Today the traditional meeting place of Toronto is still home to many<br />

Indigenous People from across Turtle Island and we are grateful to have the<br />

opportunity to work in the communities that have grown in the treaty lands of<br />

the Mississaugas. We acknowledge that we are all treaty people and accept our<br />

responsibility to honour all our relations.


TABLE OF CONTENTS<br />

How Do You Define Success? by Shirley Merith 2<br />

A Week of Reflection in Kigali:<br />

Coffee and Companionship by K. Jane Burpee 3<br />

Times Two by Sowmya Kishore 6<br />

Insubstantial Chains of Self-Criticism by Catherine Raine 10<br />

Poems by Srishta Chopra 12<br />

Kitchisippi by Lana Findlay (Durst) 14<br />

Stories by Cathy Schlender 16<br />

Ode to Our Cavies by Alice Hsiung 18<br />

In my Mother’s Womb by Priti Parikh 20<br />

Orange Peeling by Renée M. Sgroi 22<br />

A Writing Story by Philip Alalibo 23<br />

Poems by Brian Roberts 24<br />

Copyright Information 26<br />

Thank You 27<br />

WRITERS UNBLOCKED VOL. 1/NO. 3<br />

1


HOW DO YOU DEFINE SUCCESS?<br />

BY SHIRLEY MERITH, Professor | School of Hospitality, Tourism and Culinary Arts<br />

DEFINING SUCCESS IS DEEPLY PERSONAL AND<br />

VARIES GREATLY FROM PERSON TO PERSON.<br />

There is no universal standard that applies to<br />

everyone. While some may equate success with<br />

material possessions like large homes, boats,<br />

and fancy cars, others find success in everyday<br />

accomplishments, such as waking up worry free, or<br />

in more challenging ones, like locating a long-lost<br />

family member after years of searching. Success<br />

has no timeline or measure, it just has to be<br />

something that assists you in constructing a life<br />

that fills you with pride and satisfaction.<br />

Success can also manifest as a journey guided by<br />

individual values and priorities. It encompasses<br />

personal growth, diverse viewpoints, and passion.<br />

One is more inclined to achieve success in<br />

endeavours that captivate and fulfill them. Even if<br />

the initial goal isn’t reached, success can still be<br />

attained through meaningful efforts. The essence<br />

of success is multifaceted and continually evolving,<br />

which is why not everyone seeks it in a big way,<br />

given the expectations and responsibilities it<br />

entails, which can often be arduous to fulfill.<br />

One could argue that society often conditions<br />

individuals to compare success with wealth, power,<br />

or status. Yet, how many of those who attain such<br />

markers find genuine contentment? For many,<br />

the pursuit of more becomes insatiable. In the<br />

autobiographies of affluent figures, a common<br />

theme emerges, their riches often come at the<br />

expense of personal relationships, like family<br />

and friendships. Moreover, many public figures<br />

frequently admit discomfort with the constant<br />

facade they must maintain. Furthermore,<br />

possessing abundant wealth loses its significance<br />

when one lacks good health. No amount of riches<br />

or success can substitute for the vitality and wellbeing<br />

that accompanies good health.<br />

With each passing generation, the notion of<br />

success transforms. In today’s context, particularly<br />

within the realm of social media, success is<br />

frequently associated with the magnitude of one’s<br />

online presence across platforms like Facebook,<br />

Instagram, YouTube, or TikTok. Moreover, personal<br />

satisfaction often hinges on the quantity of<br />

“Followers and Likes”, potentially positioning roles<br />

such as influencer or gamer as viable career paths.<br />

Nevertheless, I can’t help but ponder the challenge<br />

posed by the persistent pressure to maintain this<br />

status quo, even as individuals evolve beyond<br />

this phase. While they may achieve success in<br />

certain domains, it often comes at the expense of<br />

increased anxiety and sadness, especially when<br />

the foothold they once held on their followers<br />

diminishes.<br />

I’ve frequently noticed individuals discussing their<br />

achievements in different environments such as<br />

buses, restaurants, or workplaces. Usually, one<br />

person proudly recounts their successes, while<br />

the other might react with a discreet eye roll or a<br />

courteous nod. The speaker aims to impress and<br />

highlight their accomplishments, whilst the listener<br />

either is envious or simply doesn’t care to hear it.<br />

Sometimes, celebrating someone’s success can<br />

be uplifting and exhausting within my social circle.<br />

This mixed experience stems from several factors,<br />

such as how humble they were with sharing their<br />

success, and how they make you feel about it.<br />

Supportive individuals who motivate you to pursue<br />

your goals, drawing from their own experiences, are<br />

invaluable allies. This stands in contrast to those<br />

who solely aim to impress you or undermine your<br />

ambitions and accomplishments.<br />

I recall a chat with someone where I mentioned<br />

my involvement with a women’s group and<br />

being successfully offered the role of committee<br />

leader. Rather than receiving encouragement, the<br />

other person inquired as to whether I was being<br />

compensated for it. Upon hearing my response<br />

of no, they questioned my motivation. Their<br />

perspective on achievement revolves solely around<br />

financial gain, disregarding the intrinsic value of<br />

social engagement and voluntary contributions.<br />

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During a different chat with a dear friend, she<br />

confided in me expressing her belief that success<br />

was beyond her reach. Curious, I inquired further,<br />

and she elaborated, citing her routine job, modest<br />

car, simple attire, and limited social circle as<br />

reasons for her sentiment. Her remarks caught<br />

me off guard. She seemed to equate success<br />

solely with visible markers, overlooking the<br />

significant achievements she’d quietly amassed.<br />

As we conversed further, I recounted her<br />

accomplishments since we’d met. She’d earned her<br />

degree, raised her son single-handedly, purchased<br />

her own home, navigated a job loss after fifteen<br />

years with resilience, and even managed to<br />

squeeze in a few trips along the way. In due time,<br />

she shifted her negative mindset and rediscovered<br />

aspects she had long overlooked. Ultimately, she<br />

proclaimed her success in life’s journey, realizing<br />

she had been viewing it through the wrong lens all<br />

along.<br />

Some of these may align with your definition of<br />

success:<br />

• Recovering from a serious illness<br />

• Moving to a new country and starting over<br />

• Finding your way out of a bad relationship,<br />

whether it’s a friendship or a romantic one<br />

• Leaving a career that you thought you<br />

would love forever<br />

• Starting your own business<br />

Success, to me, means independence from relying<br />

on others. It’s the assurance of steering my own<br />

path and enjoying peace of mind. I refuse to be<br />

burdened by comparisons with others or societal<br />

expectations. Satisfaction stems from personal<br />

achievements, visible or not, with or without<br />

financial gain. Ultimately, it’s about embracing<br />

authenticity and finding contentment in the life I<br />

lead. It’s about finding joy in laughter, cherishing<br />

life’s little moments, extending kindness to others,<br />

and recognizing that even if you’ve contributed to<br />

someone’s happiness, no matter how small, you<br />

have done something meaningful that ultimately<br />

brings enriched success.<br />

As you journey through life’s twists and turns,<br />

pause occasionally to ponder your definition of<br />

success. You might be astonished by the many<br />

accomplishments you’ve attained, even if they’re<br />

not readily apparent to those around you. Embrace<br />

each small triumph with a smile, and refrain from<br />

comparing yourself to others. Focus on your own<br />

path and journey with the utmost confidence.<br />

“Success is liking yourself,<br />

liking what you do, and liking<br />

how you do it.”<br />

– Maya Angelou<br />

• Beating an addiction<br />

• Raising a family<br />

• Having life long friendships<br />

• Having a passion<br />

• Finding another job after being let go<br />

• Getting a promotion<br />

• Graduating from any educational program<br />

• Having the courage to say “No” especially<br />

to those you love the most<br />

• Making a difference in someone else’s life<br />

• Being a good and unselfish person<br />

• Not being afraid to stand up for yourself<br />

SHIRLEY MERITH<br />

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A WEEK OF REFLECTION IN KIGALI:<br />

COFFEE AND COMPANIONSHIP<br />

BY K. JANE BURPEE, Director | Library and Learning Centre<br />

I TOOK A RECENT JOURNEY TO KIGALI,<br />

Rwanda to reconnect with a dear friend who now<br />

calls this vibrant city home. Kigali, with its rolling<br />

hills and bustling streets, offers a perfect backdrop<br />

of warmth and hospitality for reconnecting with<br />

my friend. The city is on the move — safe and<br />

bustling. Construction is everywhere, adding to the<br />

sense of dynamism. Among the city’s charms are<br />

its beautiful cafés, which my friend and I explored<br />

together, each one offering a peaceful haven where<br />

time seems to slow down.<br />

As we wandered, I couldn’t help but absorb the<br />

Kigali energy and spirit. Cafés are filled with the<br />

aroma of freshly brewed delicious coffee. Each stop<br />

became our backdrop to catch up, share stories,<br />

people watch, and soak in the ambiance of these<br />

beautiful and unique, indoor-outdoor spaces.<br />

Cafés seem to double as offices for many, with<br />

many laptops open, buzzing conversations, and an<br />

entrepreneurial spirit in the air.<br />

Tutsi in 1994, a period of immense sorrow and loss<br />

for the country. It is a day to pause and remember<br />

the atrocities that took place, and honour the<br />

resilience, courage, and strength of the Rwandan<br />

people who are rebuilding their nation with dignity<br />

and peace.<br />

Spending a week in Kigali deepened my respect for<br />

human resilience and renewal. The city teaches the<br />

importance of remembering the past while moving<br />

forward with hope and innovation. Rwandans show<br />

great strength and a deep capacity for healing,<br />

revealing a world of possibilities. A piece of my<br />

heart will forever be attached to beautiful Rwanda.<br />

In addition to the moments spent in Kigali’s<br />

cafés, we took time to explore. My friend took me<br />

to an essential visit to the Genocide Memorial<br />

and also to the Kandt Museum of Rwanda. The<br />

Kandt provided fascinating insights into the nation<br />

before colonization. There was also a visit to the<br />

Nyamirambo Women’s Collective, explorations of<br />

art galleries, culinary delights, and live music at<br />

the Repub Lounge, Heaven, and Hotel des Mille<br />

Collines, known to many from its movie depiction<br />

as “Hotel Rwanda.” My friend, who is both a private<br />

chef and a yoga instructor, recommended that we<br />

spend an afternoon at a food truck event called<br />

Taste Kigali. It turned out to be a lot of fun.<br />

Writing this on April 7, a day of profound<br />

significance in Rwanda, adds a layer of reflection<br />

to my visit. April 7, 2024 marks the 30th year of<br />

the commencement of the genocide against the<br />

K. JANE BURPEE<br />

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5


TIMES TWO<br />

multiple jumps,<br />

multiple joy<br />

BY SOWMYA KISHORE, Faculty<br />

School of Hospitality, Tourism<br />

and Culinary Arts<br />

“Gosh, ma, we already fed this one!<br />

Give me the other!”<br />

I was mildly exasperated as I called out in complete<br />

exhaustion to my mom, who was just as confused<br />

as I was.<br />

“What do you mean? I thought I handed<br />

you Baby A,” she tried to reason, shuffling through<br />

the bundle she had. She was trying to make sense<br />

of the routined nonsense in the space we liked to<br />

call ‘nursery’.<br />

But it was more like ‘mother dairy’.<br />

Me chained to the glider, half asleep, trying to<br />

nurse the bundle at hand, while the other would be<br />

tackled with a bottle by grandma, at the same time.<br />

We had built an intentional, beautiful rhythm in a<br />

way that would have us all up and about each time<br />

either of the babies woke up, and that would mean<br />

trying to sync her twin to the same cycle. This would<br />

allow the entire group an hour or two of rest, before<br />

it started all over again. Nights and days merged<br />

subliminally. With this very poetic plan in place, the<br />

outcome was often chaotic, comedic and circus<br />

like. My circadian rhythm was being retro-fitted,<br />

special order, by my offspring.<br />

This specific situation had fully woken us up, as<br />

we frantically swapped bundles. We could have<br />

continued because Baby B was always more<br />

compliant, so long as she was filled up. But it was<br />

her twin, the sly little one, always protesting her<br />

way to me somehow. So we had to ensure a swift<br />

exchange after double checking their faces as<br />

best as we could, to keep the balance and not let<br />

one take over the scene like this. Nope. Not on<br />

our sleepy watch. With my first child, the entire<br />

household slept straight through, after he hit the<br />

three month mark. I haven’t yet slept that sound<br />

ever after my girls. Nature has a funny way of<br />

getting even.<br />

Suggestions were aplenty for fixing such a kerfuffle<br />

of telling the two apart: “use post its, paint their<br />

toenails different colours, use specific colours for<br />

each.” None of that works. Trust me. They were<br />

fraternal, yet they looked like identical twins.<br />

When you’re trying to battle body and mind aches,<br />

sleepless nights, brain freeze, a grandma who<br />

insists she’s right or has forgotten the order, or a<br />

half ignored older toddler who fills your heart with<br />

a bucket load of guilt, even a glow in the dark timer<br />

that magically lights up the belly of the correct<br />

hungry twin would not have caught my draining<br />

attention. I could only rely on my instinct, which was<br />

just about there, most times.<br />

Going with the flow was one possible and practical<br />

way I realized. At least, in the early days. There was<br />

never really a set formula and the catch phrase<br />

monkey see monkey do couldn’t have been truer.<br />

What happened once, was about to happen again,<br />

if not within the minute, in the hours or days that<br />

followed, for sure. This was applicable to hitting<br />

milestones, germ sharing, exploring or just plain<br />

mimicking silly moves. I’m not quite sure how I<br />

managed to capture some ridiculous moments live<br />

or via still photography, but I am glad I did. When<br />

we have a ‘baby pictures’ session once in a while, I<br />

recall those moments fondly and wonder when that<br />

happened? They all seem a blur in hindsight. The<br />

first few years were most definitely a daze. Thank<br />

heavens for a year of maternity leave. I’d gladly<br />

argue that with multiples one deserves a year and<br />

a half maternity leave, if not double that time, just<br />

to feel human again.<br />

With my first born I had the energy and new parent<br />

spirit to take him for mom and baby aqua fitness<br />

when he was only a few months old. It was a<br />

great way to see him snooze after the therapeutic<br />

session. With the girls, if I could manage a shower<br />

without either or both of them waking, crawling to<br />

the shower stall door or avoiding any accident, it<br />

was an everyday victory of sorts. Their favourite,<br />

and cutest, ritual was talking to one another<br />

across their cribs after naptime. Upon hearing<br />

the babbles, big bro and I would quietly creep to a<br />

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slightly open door, take a peek and watch them do<br />

their baby talk. As they grew, I had to ask one to<br />

translate what the other said, because I’d have a<br />

hard time comprehending the gibberish. But they<br />

understood each other perfectly well. After all,<br />

they had spent quality time together since being in<br />

the fetal position. They had an unsaid connection,<br />

knowing exactly what the order of play should be,<br />

without speaking a word, just using body language,<br />

signs and emotions. And it continues to this day.<br />

Second born are survivors.<br />

“They are not here for permission, just for<br />

information,” my mom would remind me.<br />

Absolutely. She should know, she’s last. First<br />

born may win a prize for pleasing everyone and<br />

upholding world peace. I should know, I’m the older<br />

one. Younger siblings are usually meant to remind<br />

their older ones of their jobs, actually, giving them<br />

a job, while they go about wreaking havoc in the<br />

most subtle ways. And we had two of the kind here.<br />

This invariably involved discovering genius activities<br />

like jumping on the dishwasher door to test for<br />

bounciness. Or emptying the petroleum jelly jar<br />

onto their bodies and floor to have a slip and slide<br />

session. Or deftly climbing out of their cribs, onto<br />

the diaper change table and then the floor, like it<br />

was a specially designed jungle gym just for them<br />

(actually, that may have well been the start to their<br />

competitive gymnastics training). Or walking on all<br />

fours, in reverse, around the kitchen island, one<br />

behind the other until they were completely dizzy<br />

and fell down, one after the other. They looked like<br />

drunken little monks, up to no good. Lots of broken<br />

toys, items and damaged or lost objects later, I<br />

concluded, so long as no one is hurt, the harmless<br />

hunger games can go on.<br />

They knew how to entertain themselves, they didn’t<br />

necessarily need toys, just themselves. Baby B<br />

would treat her twin like a toy, tasting her finger<br />

or toe, egging her on, asking her to join in. Baby<br />

A was anointed Queen Victoria, she was used to<br />

calling shots while Baby B, the obedient worker ant<br />

followed simple orders and kept busy. It was like<br />

watching an old Chaplin movie, played to the famed<br />

Modern Times soundtrack and loosely<br />

close-captioned as below:<br />

Baby B: gingerly poised on a stool, strategically<br />

reaching for the cookie jar<br />

Baby A: busy sucking her thumb, comfortably<br />

seated on her favourite green Playskool throne<br />

Baby B: signaling to Queen V with a wave, “This is<br />

yum, would you like one?”<br />

Baby A: no big movement, thumb still intact, a<br />

slight nod, back to business, awaiting room service<br />

Baby B: overwhelmed at having received the go<br />

ahead to grab another bite, eagerly brings it home<br />

Baby A: decides to taste, approves, continues to<br />

warm the chair<br />

Cue music: “we are family... I got all my sisters<br />

with me...”<br />

It was a strange but funny dynamic they shared.<br />

Just that ten years on and it’s like they switched<br />

personalities, or maybe Tween B is now seeking<br />

sweet revenge for years of bonded labour and<br />

Tween A has resigned to being told off.<br />

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7


Having multiples after a single basically amounts<br />

to many deja vu elements. You know there’s<br />

going to be endless diapers, many bottles, lots of<br />

patience, juggling with sleep, chores and building<br />

a new routine. All of that, twice over essentially.<br />

The first time we decided to go for a drive was one<br />

I will never forget. We timed ourselves to see how<br />

it would unfold. Twenty minutes later, we were still<br />

on the driveway, both babies loaded in their car<br />

seats, one being fed, one being cleaned, big bro<br />

patiently waiting for the car to start, showing mild<br />

restlessness. We may have managed a five minute<br />

actual drive, because by then, I was ready to return<br />

home. How was this ever going to work out, I asked<br />

myself? How was I supposed to grocery shop, run<br />

errands, do drops and picks, go for a walk or even<br />

do nothing?<br />

By the end of the year, I could have published a<br />

book and signed autographs. I had discovered new<br />

arm muscles, lifting two car seats at the same<br />

time. When folks would offer help, I’d argue plain<br />

facts: “Thank you, but it helps me retain better<br />

balance.” I had become a pro in selecting stores<br />

that had buggy space for two infants. I knew trails<br />

and pavements that would accommodate a double<br />

stroller like the back of my hand. I could go up and<br />

down the stairs carrying them like pups, with their<br />

body hanging behind. This sight would leave a lot<br />

of family and friends aghast, but the animal-like<br />

clutch was a lot safer and easy on my back. I had<br />

started using my feet to pick things up, who knew! I<br />

guess the experience gave me more resilience, not<br />

to forget flexibility and thinking impromptu, all the<br />

time, every time. Yes, for some strange reason, less<br />

sleep meant making the most of small rest periods<br />

and being more alert, be it day or night.<br />

It was a bit nuts, but like I told many, I didn’t know<br />

better. I once jokingly remarked to my then ten-yearold<br />

son, “If I had had your sisters first, I wouldn’t<br />

have had you.”<br />

“Thank you, mom,” came his calm response.<br />

The relationship he shares with his sisters has<br />

grown from being sweet innocence to more casual<br />

given their respective growing up years. The first<br />

day he went back to school since they had arrived,<br />

he was afraid they’d forget him.<br />

He ran back to their faces, looked them in the eye<br />

and asked, “It’s me, I’m back, do you remember<br />

me?”<br />

It was priceless. Cut to a few years ago when he<br />

had gotten slightly tired of one of them being<br />

annoying and casually remarked to her at the<br />

dinner table, “I hate to break this to you, but you<br />

were adopted.” I was left to do damage control.<br />

They hero worship their brother in a weird sort<br />

of way. From following him around, to snooping<br />

around his room in his absence, to mocking and<br />

roasting him these days, to genuinely caring for<br />

his well being when he’s out late or ribbing him if<br />

he had a date for his first ever semi-formals. On his<br />

part, the protective side hasn’t let go. It was more<br />

about being attentive to their daily needs. Now it’s<br />

worldly advice, peppered with occasional sarcasm<br />

to put them in their place while they roll their eyes<br />

and defy the sermonizing. Constant power play.<br />

With a dash of hormones thrown in. I’m hoping<br />

it won’t change. It makes for good arm chair<br />

entertainment.<br />

Girls can be known to have a thicker bond as<br />

siblings. I for one, am lucky and do, with my own<br />

younger sister. The sharing of space, belongings,<br />

clothing and just the insane inexplicable moments<br />

are one of a kind. These two arrived a minute apart<br />

into this world and have pretty much shared most<br />

things in,around and outside the house. I was guilty<br />

of dressing them alike as well. Blame it on the<br />

identical gifts we got - clothes, toys, objects.<br />

All in twos. I’ll admit it though, it was cute.<br />

And easy. Why rack your brains when you throw<br />

on the same or similar coordinated outfits and<br />

matching accessories and they don’t even know<br />

how to protest. Or so I thought. Until one day,<br />

Baby A, the fashionista, decided she wanted what<br />

her sister was wearing. It was the most astonishing<br />

noncooperation movement at play. Gandhi would<br />

have been proud. She wouldn’t budge until<br />

I swapped out clothes from Baby B, who couldn’t<br />

care less. Today, it’s the opposite. What goes<br />

around, comes around?<br />

It took a giant leap of faith to have them<br />

purposefully separated in elementary school in the<br />

new year, so they continue to blossom into their<br />

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own personalities. Not to mention, dealing with<br />

the aftermath of two parent teacher meetings,<br />

two sets of homework, two different teaching and<br />

learning styles and what happens when one gets<br />

invited to a friend’s birthday party and the other<br />

does not. The last piece continues to play a key role<br />

in scheduling conflicts and emotional turmoil from<br />

a parental perspective. They also have a shared<br />

passion for the same sport. So when one wins but<br />

the other doesn’t, it’s the hardest pill to swallow<br />

and I have to share that bitterness with them. The<br />

competition is good for their body, mind and soul<br />

but the desired outcomes don’t always play out<br />

evenly. Such is life. We have learned that we can’t<br />

always split things down the middle, like we do their<br />

fruit or freezie. They have a rack full of hardware,<br />

an accomplishment we are all immensely proud<br />

of and it’s a life lesson, whether they choose to<br />

continue the journey solo or together. It’s hard to<br />

explain. They need each other, yet they need to<br />

not have each other and learn to cope with and<br />

without. They have grown together, shared secrets<br />

and still need to translate the nuances I don’t quite<br />

get fully at times.<br />

It’s very different from just being a sibling, it’s a<br />

little more than that. It’s special. Beyond mere peas<br />

in a pod. It’s half of your intertwined spirit as nature<br />

meant it to be, times the other half that makes you<br />

who you are.<br />

For me, it’s all of that, times two.<br />

SOWMYA KISHORE<br />

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INSUBSTANTIAL CHAINS<br />

OF SELF-CRITICISM<br />

BY CATHERINE RAINE, English Tutor Lead | English Tutoring Centre (SELS)<br />

At nine o’clock in the morning, serrated leaves<br />

by the fence receive the signature of dark steel<br />

lines. Dominant chains have eclipsed the delicate<br />

veins, and the diamond shapes seem to define<br />

the screen of the leaf-surface, imposing rigid<br />

patterns on what needs to grow free.<br />

But the fence’s shadow, looping and stamping<br />

itself at nine, will be gone by noon, leaving the<br />

victorious leaf unchained. After all, it never asked<br />

to be cast in a shadow play. Nor did the plant sign<br />

a lease with the barricade that straddles its roots.<br />

It only desires to rise from the soil in peace.<br />

NOTE: The link above contains an audio<br />

recording of this poem (read by the author).<br />

The tattoo of links is impermanent, for<br />

a seemingly solid fence in the morning<br />

becomes a shadow of itself as the day wanes.<br />

By psychological extension, shifting solar<br />

movements can suggest a hopeful metaphor:<br />

harmful habits that create barriers to happiness<br />

can dissolve like so many shadow-chains.<br />

For example, the bruising self-criticism that<br />

overshadows confidence and disturbs inner<br />

peace may not be the iron-grey shackle of truth<br />

we assume.<br />

If distorted thoughts are building a cage one steel<br />

rod of fear at a time, consider the power of one<br />

question, “Are these thoughts true?” Then take<br />

a deep breath and call out chimeras from their<br />

hiding places — behind benches of judgment,<br />

beneath shaming silences, under tongues that<br />

tsk-tsk on the regular — and watch them melt into<br />

phantoms with the passage of the sun. Challenge<br />

the cruelty that crushes self-love and reject the<br />

quelling projections of others. Above all, hold fast<br />

to what illuminates, such as visions of leaves that<br />

turn fences to trellises, limitless shelters that<br />

dapple and shine.<br />

CATHERINE RAINE<br />

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BY SRISHTA CHOPRA, Learning Strategist (Math Specialist) | Library and Learning Centre<br />

YET AGAIN<br />

Glad that it was over, I placed my hand.<br />

Beasts, gold-sterling tried to hold.<br />

Here in I was defeated, yet again.<br />

Loving eyes looked, held the gaze<br />

Made me shudder, yet again I was defeated.<br />

Nine yards stern but placid moors and blinding<br />

breeze,<br />

Cursed I stood, oblivious of the storm,<br />

The one within me.<br />

Lonely as indeed, yet again defeated.<br />

Hot sand beneath my feet,<br />

Slow soft whisper in my ears,<br />

The familiar voice, the familiar chill.<br />

And I open my eyes.<br />

But all I see is a blur.<br />

Trying past ‘em I stop but yet again with defeat.<br />

Once that was the sweet breeze,<br />

And the tinkling gurgle,<br />

Seemed the scary hiss of the leaves,<br />

The roar of the waves,<br />

Those stacks of hold, that blurr!!<br />

I was defeated.<br />

But he was there, right there.<br />

Close to me, close to my heart.<br />

The Calm, my calm…<br />

Glad that it was over, I placed my hand.<br />

Beasts, gold-sterling, sparkling on my finger<br />

tried to hold.<br />

Here in I was defeated yet again.<br />

Loving eyes looked, held the gaze<br />

Made me shudder, yet again I was defeated.<br />

And I smiled.<br />

WHAT STORM…?<br />

Like a storm that walks,<br />

A doom that stays,<br />

Words that don’t stop,<br />

And a road that sways:<br />

When it will lie in front of us, strong as it may,<br />

Then will the truth be as gold<br />

to the world now astray.<br />

I had many ideals,<br />

And some did change.<br />

But, the ones that didn’t,<br />

They still take up the stage.<br />

Through all the experiences,<br />

And many mains;<br />

They stood the tides of time,<br />

The waves of misguided realities,<br />

And the brutal game.<br />

Wait! It’s that storm again:<br />

Rolling, toiling, waiting to be tamed.<br />

Astronomically cold,<br />

Abominably bold,<br />

Preciously named.<br />

What warmth will reveal the gem beneath?<br />

We know the answer, but afraid to bequeath?<br />

What moment shall reveal to all eyes?<br />

The similarities of us all amidst differences?<br />

What moment will...?<br />

What warmth...?<br />

What storm...?<br />

When...?<br />

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THEM/THEY/US<br />

Soft embrace around my heels<br />

As earth pushes under my feet.<br />

Fragrant breeze over the multitude of<br />

Flora and fauna around me.<br />

I sift through the lens-ed scenes about me,<br />

Looking through the walls of greens,<br />

Screens of ferns,<br />

Whispers of life<br />

For the source:<br />

I plead it to be just one, the beautiful whiff.<br />

‘How naive!’,<br />

I hear THEM say.<br />

I swiftly place my steps,<br />

Shift my gaze,<br />

Work through my senses,<br />

And I see:<br />

Willfully fleeing fleets,<br />

Wishful specks and flakes,<br />

Ripples of cools,<br />

Glowing lights,<br />

And buzzes of greeds.<br />

Slow paced walks over the<br />

Silver lines of the faulty ‘isms’<br />

And the fierce lives, I see,<br />

As I walk through this gentle fragrant breeze<br />

Still looking for the source,<br />

‘How naive!’ THEY say.<br />

Which way it emanates from<br />

Which way it goes,<br />

Which direction it rose from,<br />

Which direction it flows?<br />

I have lost all my senses,<br />

But just that one,<br />

That ABSOLUTE whiff:<br />

That smell of fragrant roses, of peonies,<br />

Of cherry blossoms, of marigolds,<br />

Or of lavender<br />

Or of posies;<br />

Of shimmering greens, of shivering ferns,<br />

Or of brown earth coarses.<br />

‘How naive!’, I hear again<br />

THEM say,<br />

For it is all or none<br />

In this wilderness<br />

If you just pause and think,<br />

And feel, and be,<br />

And appreciate,<br />

As it should ALWAYS be.<br />

THE CHAIR<br />

Hopping over the world<br />

Swift spaces of blazing shine<br />

On the chair.<br />

The chair walks, talks,<br />

Leaps over the spance<br />

Whispers quickly, the words of word<br />

Rocking, poking<br />

On the collective guilt work.<br />

The Chair<br />

Spot cleans the Weak,<br />

Speaks volume of Walls<br />

As votes Spring on the blank space.<br />

The Chair<br />

Chomps<br />

On colours,<br />

Spits one out,<br />

Repeat.<br />

The Chair<br />

Humps on Wealth<br />

Steals wreak whole of Beads.<br />

Yes, hopping over the world,<br />

Reads just one word:<br />

I.<br />

Yes, writes just one word:<br />

Divide.<br />

Yes, spits just one word:<br />

Kill.<br />

And yes, just one word<br />

Hate.<br />

But, you know what,<br />

I don’t like one,<br />

But a rainbow:<br />

A beauty of togetherness,<br />

Each showcasing their own.<br />

And so:<br />

Not just one word<br />

But more<br />

Like a rainbow of adjectives,<br />

Each showcasing their own<br />

The Chair:<br />

This<br />

Vile,<br />

Immoral,<br />

Beastly,<br />

Gruesome,<br />

Yoke of Oppression,<br />

Obnoxious,<br />

Rotten<br />

Chair.<br />

SRISHTA CHOPRA<br />

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BY LANA DURST, Faculty | The Business School<br />

KITCHISIPPI<br />

All along it has been the River.<br />

We gather at its banks and bathe in its water.<br />

It hears our songs and prayers,<br />

Washes away tears and blood.<br />

It holds our gaze and hears our vows,<br />

Baptizes babies and saves souls.<br />

It provides us with fish and ice,<br />

Carries lumber and generates power.<br />

It ferries us in our birch bark canoes and our kayaks;<br />

Our tug boats, houseboats, sailboats and seadoos.<br />

Its current bears the beliefs and prayers of generations,<br />

cultures and religions,<br />

tossing them over rocks, mixing them in eddys,<br />

pooling them into tranquil bays.<br />

All along it has been the River.<br />

Sustaining us, entertaining us,...uniting us.<br />

LANA DURST<br />

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BY CATHY SCHLENDER, Manager | Corporate Communications<br />

ON THE FIRST DAY<br />

OF SNOW MELT<br />

On the first day of snow melt<br />

my front lawn gave to me<br />

A Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />

On the second day of snow melt<br />

my front lawn gave to me<br />

Two tattered gloves<br />

And a Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />

On the third day of snow melt<br />

my front lawn gave to me<br />

Three drenched Depends<br />

Two tattered gloves<br />

And a Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />

On the fourth day of snow melt<br />

my front lawn gave to me<br />

Four collie turds<br />

Three drenched Depends<br />

Two tattered gloves<br />

And a Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />

On the fifth day of snow melt<br />

my front lawn gave to me<br />

Five old shoestrings<br />

Four collie turds<br />

Three drenched Depends<br />

Two tattered gloves<br />

And a Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />

On the sixth day of snow melt<br />

my front lawn gave to me<br />

Six Fleece sheets fraying<br />

Five old shoestrings<br />

Four collie turds<br />

Three drenched Depends<br />

Two tattered gloves<br />

And a Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />

On the seventh day of snow melt<br />

my front lawn gave to me<br />

Seven yards of trimming<br />

Six Fleece sheets fraying<br />

Five old shoestrings<br />

Four collie turds<br />

Three drenched Depends<br />

Two tattered gloves<br />

And a Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />

On the eighth day of snow melt<br />

my front lawn gave to me<br />

Eight rags for quilting<br />

Seven yards of trimming<br />

Six Fleece sheets fraying<br />

Five old shoestrings<br />

Four collie turds<br />

Three drenched Depends<br />

Two tattered gloves<br />

And a Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />

On the ninth day of snow melt<br />

my front lawn gave to me<br />

Nine lades of billing<br />

Eight rags for quilting<br />

Seven yards of trimming<br />

Six Fleece sheets fraying<br />

Five old shoestrings<br />

Four collie turds<br />

Three drenched Depends<br />

Two tattered gloves<br />

And a Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />

On the tenth day of snow melt<br />

my front lawn gave to me<br />

Ten gourds still leaking<br />

Nine lades of billing<br />

Eight rags for quilting<br />

Seven yards of trimming<br />

Six Fleece sheets fraying<br />

Five old shoestrings<br />

Four collie turds<br />

Three drenched Depends<br />

Two tattered gloves<br />

And a Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />

On the eleventh day of snow melt<br />

my front lawn gave to me<br />

Eleven diapers ripening<br />

Ten gourds still leaking<br />

Nine lades of billing<br />

Eight rags for quilting<br />

Seven yards of trimming<br />

Six Fleece sheets fraying<br />

Five old shoestrings<br />

Four collie turds<br />

Three drenched Depends<br />

Two tattered gloves<br />

And a Partridge Family Christmas CD<br />

On the twelfth day of snow melt<br />

my front lawn gave to me<br />

Hey look … there’s our rake … and my watch …<br />

honey, I found your keys<br />

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WHAT I LEARNED FROM<br />

WATCHING SCHLOCK<br />

HORROR MOVIES WHILE<br />

STUCK AT HOME<br />

If you find an alien life form frozen, DO NOT THAW IT OUT!<br />

No matter what, DO NOT split up to cover more ground.<br />

Have you not heard of the saying “Safety in numbers?”<br />

Stay together.<br />

If the lights don’t work, call an electrician or wait until<br />

daylight. Some lame pen light will not help you.<br />

If you hear something in the attic, call the police.<br />

Especially if the phone is dead. Just leave.<br />

THERE IS NOTHING TO BENEFIT from going into the attic<br />

(or the basement).<br />

If a creature can throw a car, your pistol will be useless.<br />

You will only make it angry.<br />

If some weird freaky thing is slithering out of any orifice<br />

from someone’s body, kill it immediately. Do not stand<br />

there staring in horror. This does diddly squat.<br />

If a stranger asks you to join a mission and won’t tell<br />

you why, then pass. If you follow this advice, you will not<br />

require the other tips.<br />

CATHY SCHLENDER<br />

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BY ALICE HSIUNG, Manager | Career Development Projects and Operations<br />

ODE TO OUR CAVIES<br />

It was love at fur sight, we screamed in delight<br />

Cute and cuddly, you two stole our hearts<br />

Fair and slender Daisy with a black eye patch<br />

Hazel, a curvy brunette with a white waist<br />

and chest<br />

Thrilled, at last, we found our two perfect pets<br />

Just two months old, the size of our hands<br />

Had to take you both home to join our fam<br />

Set up your cage with bedding, chew toys,<br />

and tunnels<br />

Fed you pellets, vitamin C, and fresh hay<br />

Loved leafy veggies, lettuce was your fave<br />

Popcorned and squealed for meals every day<br />

Curious and active, chased each other and<br />

played tag<br />

Bringing joy to our lives in your unique way<br />

Hazel was bossy, liked bothering Daisy<br />

But Daisy fought back and the two became besties<br />

On command, Hazel nuzzled our noses but<br />

couldn’t whistle<br />

Loudly and proudly, Daisy whistled for food yet<br />

couldn’t nuzzle<br />

Hazel loved to sleep, sprawled out with eyes shut,<br />

completely carefree<br />

But don’t underestimate the sleepy head, she was<br />

champion of the obstacle course<br />

Innocent-faced but a trickster in disguise, Daisy<br />

flipped the food bowl with her nose<br />

Spilled pellets everywhere, but rolled balls with her<br />

nose like a soccer player<br />

You, guinea girls, added warmth<br />

and love to our home<br />

You were the best de-stressors with<br />

your purring and licking<br />

Miss the days you were young and alive,<br />

so full of life<br />

Squeaking and dancing in delight<br />

whenever we were near<br />

You lived to age six and eight, or sixty<br />

and eighty in human years<br />

No one could tell your age by your thick coats<br />

of fur and playful ways<br />

So glad you were our first real pets,<br />

the beta fish we had were no match<br />

You’ll be forever precious in our hearts<br />

Hazel and Daisy, may you rest in peace<br />

in Guinea Heaven<br />

NOTE: The link above contains an audio recording<br />

of the song “Dancing Guinea Pigs” (composed by<br />

C. Hsiung and performed by the author).<br />

Hazel and Daisy, you bonded with us, bonded with<br />

each other<br />

We celebrated your birthdays, gave you baths, and<br />

even manicures<br />

On summer days in our backyard, you munched on<br />

grass like there’s no tomorrow<br />

Other times, we watched TV and movies while you<br />

chilled on our laps<br />

You sure loved your beauty sleep, yawning and<br />

revealing tiny front teeth<br />

With paws outstretched, it was time for another nap<br />

ALICE HSIUNG<br />

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BY PRITI PARIKH,<br />

Program Coordinator/Faculty, Community Service and Child Studies Foundations Program |<br />

School of Community and Health Studies<br />

IN MY MOTHER’S WOMB<br />

It was warm<br />

It was safe<br />

I know it was the only place<br />

Where I felt like me<br />

Where else would that be but<br />

Inside my mother’s womb<br />

Complete, pure and real<br />

No more fake layers to peel<br />

The best version of me<br />

Where else would that be but<br />

Inside my mother’s womb<br />

As the heat increased<br />

My fakeness deceased<br />

A union with my true self<br />

Where else would that be but<br />

Inside my mother’s womb<br />

With every drop of sweat<br />

My soul felt light and quiet<br />

Reborn from my mother’s womb<br />

With a promise to myself<br />

No more fake layers I’ll wear<br />

To stay intact<br />

Just like I was in my mother’s womb<br />

This poem is an expression of my experience at the<br />

sweating ceremony at Glen Rouge campgrounds on<br />

October 21, 2019. Thank you, Pat and Linda, for<br />

your teachings.<br />

PRITI PARIKH<br />

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RENÉE M. SGROI, Faculty | Department of Humanities and Social Sciences<br />

ORANGE PEELING<br />

we seed what we’re born to:<br />

lettuce, carrots, apples, a citrus fruit’s<br />

essence captured as zest,<br />

what is tangerine-like but never fully rounded.<br />

many thoughts are digestible:<br />

the anatomy of stem, a navel<br />

or a rind’s thick texture<br />

unpeeled,<br />

like the oranges we ate, school-aged,<br />

to protect exposed pith from dirt<br />

that lurked<br />

in her children’s lunchboxes my mother<br />

draped bare oranges in cellophane,<br />

repackaged fruit to give life meaning.<br />

remove a peel without a sharpened edge<br />

and you will cut yourself on bluntness<br />

every story carves an image<br />

curled, an unbroken rind shed<br />

my mother made an art of whittling<br />

shells into spirals without flesh<br />

of seeds in their centres.<br />

we travelled to the sunshine state,<br />

where my mother<br />

bought a sac of oranges, stole<br />

saltwater she stored in old<br />

gallons she thought<br />

would cure her mother’s cancer.<br />

imagine planting a grove of oranges<br />

how tempted you’d feel to pluck<br />

their fragrant white blossoms<br />

early, deny yourself the pulp of ripeness.<br />

cancer eats the flesh of any fruit,<br />

as what we sink our teeth into,<br />

the dribble that runs down the corners of mouths<br />

or the phantom wetness still dabbed at after<br />

chewing.<br />

sometimes we still spit seeds into open palms<br />

or small blue bowls. imagine cupped hands<br />

filled with oil of bergamot<br />

a woman could dip her thumb into<br />

and moisten a forehead, or the purse<br />

of her mother’s dying lips with citrus<br />

a woman guides her knife at oblique angles<br />

though it’s the juice we’re after.<br />

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BY PHILIP ALALIBO, Chair (Interim) | Department of Humanities and Social Sciences<br />

A WRITING STORY<br />

In this engaging video, author and professor Philip Alalibo<br />

shares his personal journey into the world of writing. Philip<br />

reflects on his early inspirations, the challenges he faced,<br />

and how his cultural heritage shaped his voice as a writer.<br />

This narrative provides a candid look into the process and<br />

passion behind his work, offering valuable insights for<br />

aspiring writers and fans of his literature. Join Alalibo as he<br />

narrates his path from a budding storyteller to a notable<br />

author in contemporary literature.<br />

NOTE: The link above contains a video<br />

presentation of this story (by the author).<br />

PHILIP ALALIBO<br />

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BY BRIAN ROBERTS, Library Technician | Library and Learning Centre<br />

FAKE NEWS IN A COLORBLIND WORLD<br />

Here, here said the blind one who wrote me no prose.<br />

Such quips thee protests ne’er garner no foes.<br />

Blind is the prose of justice unkind.<br />

Redemption so sought from mentions in mind.<br />

Vamp rage is the vanquish, of the unjust.<br />

To those who sought refuge of answers untrust.<br />

Minds want of freedom from acts, acts amiss.<br />

We do see the blind one whose thoughts are of bliss.<br />

Trust not the bliss, abyss as it be.<br />

Set true minds to freedom, free of tyranny.<br />

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AN ODD SORT OF PLACE<br />

Walking on sea horse shells on our planet we nod,<br />

it seems such an oddity were it not for such burnt sod.<br />

In this instance we see our sun shining “its” best,<br />

we see trickling from sea shores west.<br />

Highways back in the day now lumps of boulders on clay,<br />

old marker signs point directions to places no longer in play.<br />

Loud were the bangs of such thunderous might,<br />

away went our structures after flash of Gama rays’ light.<br />

Can’t we believe now is wasted the land,<br />

and soon comes the winter of nuclear blasts plan.<br />

Away went the logic of peace and life’s content,<br />

to selfish leaders who reigned greed, power and contempt.<br />

Gain trust not anew for we must survive our plight,<br />

now we step forward in changed scenes of fright.<br />

Have lessons been learned of histories repeat phrase sent?<br />

now we must pass into future’s lament.<br />

BRIAN ROBERTS<br />

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