book one redone - Coldbacon

you know exactly what i'm asking and what I'm talking about. How
could you not? Oh, or did you forget that we've been emailing quite
personally for about a year...lol, not that you would beleive me if I
said I didn't care anymore but PLEASE. Quit pretending and
avoiding your wished-for self and reality. With responses like that
you don't even deserve my little lecture. But I will give it to you
anyway becasue I happen to be a person who engages people with
authenticity. You on the other hand, and in a conveniently
existential manner, feel compelled to insult me with your complete
absense of acknowledgement that at some point I realized that what
I thought was a "special" thing between us was really just some
experiement. So excuse me for inquiring if that mattered to you.
Asshole. I hope you use this to support more of your quasi-social
experiment shit art that you've used me for. You present yourself
much smarter than that but you know what...you are SUCH a
typical guy. Really. And the way you pretend not to know how to
respond whenever I ask you a personal question (whether you do
this unconsiously or not) is such what a typical guy does. A true
artist wouldn't be so typical. Picasso at least was brutal. You are
wayyyy to calculated and robotic in your emotional responses to
people to ever be an artist. good luck.
KD
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