book one redone - Coldbacon

Current Mood: optimistic
Current Music: Pixies River Euphrates
Saturday, November 22nd, 2003
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4:38 pm another day, another party
Not much happen today. Went to neighbor hut for lunch. His hut
maybe fifty feet from my hut. Not far. We having yuca soup he
make. Cholo say he using fresh araña caspi but I think he full of shit.
I think he get from can. I don’t say anything. Besides it taste good.
Some people in other village having big party. Festival for one of
their stupid spirit. Supposed to be many women though. Some no
husband. Think I going later. Maybe wear favorite head. Little
Pietro I call him. Pietro bring me good luck many time. Sometimes I
not even need to be using semayuka on them. I writing more soon.
Wish me luck at party. But I don’t need it anyway.
Current Mood: thirsty
Current Music: Roberta Flack Killing Me Softly
Sunday, January 18 th , 2004
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10:17 pm Calgon take me away - and leave me there
Not writing for long time. Because I feeling very sad last few
months—no girlfriend, no talk to god, no magic dirt in many weeks.
Thought I find some ayahuasca paste in friend hut but it just spear
polish. Worse thing at all no fighting last two months. Things so bad
I even go to see local uwishin for discussing many problems. He say
best solution is kill someone from nearby tribe. He say if that not
working, best thing is maybe throw self from Rocks of Baeza-Tena.
Would be spectacular death him say. Rocks of Baeza-Tena about
seven miles from my hut.
Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: Magnetic Fields Yeah! Oh, yeah!
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