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FUEGO III
GREATEST HITS
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© All work courtesy of Artist Kofi Boamah
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"FUEGO III"
Greatest Hits
Kofi Boamah
artworks & journal entries
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introduction
a painting in words
...candles burning in eyes flashing with phosphorus light,
as if wool covering eyes with eyelids tattooed with rain
drops, sunlight... soothing thoughts about water before
eyes open to see mouths distorted, eyes bigger than the
other, heads as if skulls, lips hanging to loose shards of
air... Picasso's mouldy fruit from le damesoil on the edge
of the table... Gauguin's yellow Christ crystallised like
Hunter S. Thompson in Fear And Loathing... dreams
escaping thoughts or thoughts escaping dreams... the
sweet getaway of a pleasure in a dream... seeing birds...
cages... voodoo ceremonies... an octopus feverishly
mating... breasts draped and speaking their own words:
worlds within soft tissue...
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most of these words are from journals i've kept
throughout the years: unedited ideas that spring at
random times like noises on a nightbus: shouts from the
abyss turned into poetry, but then again what is poetry if
it isn't a painting in words? if it isn't that authentic shit
that spews out after a few... or happens when days go past
photograph: Gavin Li
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without sleep... words had when psychosis has hit like a
windstorm... where does the mind go??? when time spirals into
one form: Caravaggio over Biggie Smalls, Rubens over
Ghostface Killah, Picasso nodding his head to a Wiley track...
calcium behind muted lips tending towards an imagination:
fiction and reality oscillating on a precipice... such a deep,
alternative nature, it seems... so I then stripped a mango of its
skin, and cut slices onto a wine-burgundy coloured plate... the
juices dripped down my right leg onto the floor and produced a
small puddle... Just as this was happening a kiwi fruit was being
mistreated in a small village in Mangalia, Romania — by a
woman called Petrovia Christi, she squished the kiwi fruit in
her hand and blurted out the words; it's too big!
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writing notes in between paintings, writing on paintings, writings
that become paintings: thoughts spiraling into the world at a pacy
rate of knots... voices in head sat on a bed of lettuce... actions from
thoughts:
geronimo
cat-call
yellow teeth
Jesus' erection
La Scream:
Even the most stoic individual has a sensitive spot: an issue, a basis
for fear to grow. This notion is a variation of that which critic James
Wood coined: Hysterical Realism. This relates to the ideas
surrounding prose, mainly, of absurd characterisation, on one hand,
and careful detailed investigations on the other. The term was mostly
used to describe Zadie Smith’s White Teeth.
I have taken this idea and perspective and utilised it in painting.
Perhaps a similar London upbringing to Zadie Smith has allowed for
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similar ideas to flow. Therefore, paintings are peopled with
long necks, large elaborate teeth, bulging eyes, and then offset
with abstract forms too. Someone is nearly always screaming.
Why it could be asked?
The answer to that question is complex but oscillates between
the feeling of that which lies beneath and that which usually
goes unsaid: tears at fallen last pieces of bread, disappointed
stares at a spouse, getting caught in the rain. Our feelings
reign over the taste of the mundane.
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'after Caravaggio's Judith & Holofernes', 2019
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'a study of Caravaggio's Salome with Head of John the
Baptist (1609-10) over Biggie Smalls'
2019
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'Mona Lisa without teeth', 2019
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Picasso's Guernica...
…droplets of water caressed the edges, the wine-red rug
next to the bed sat under a dimly lit light-bulb emanating a
distilled yellowish light, the sounds of water making a pitapata
sound, the screen housing the 1971 Alain Robbe-
Grillet film L' Éden et après, that is muted. A cold breeze
simmering through the slightly ajar window with the
droplets caressing an old black and white photograph: in it
a laying woman with her face turned away is wearing no
underwear and just a white blouse on a bed under a
painting of Picasso’s Guernica, on the dressing table rests a
gun, which seems cliché to be sat next to a Bible, but here
we are—the juxtaposition of eternity in the rather obvious
metaphor, the remnants of mango peel resting against
Bible pages as if a sound vibrates the voices of disgruntled
persons dying in the rain, a clown’s death at the hands of
strangers distilled silence, oceans of nothingness after a sea
of dreams—unused leather straps at the edge of the bed
resting like memories never had, pita pata pita pata...
note written — Paris, 2018
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central Medina
the apartment had a door that I feel absurd to forget, brass
knuckles, like poetry in physical form. but bare with the
thought, I then thought, as restless as it may be the sounds
of all the comings and goings: on the street, Saudi type on
the settee, ornamental furniture, though not the elite stuff,
it was more low-key, perhaps... tv or radio on, or maybe it
was something else, the memory is a 'shitty' thing. If you
don't learn to forget, it saunters: residual fuzz, all
melancholic and brolic. though besides, I'd rather listen to
the Sky...
note written — 2016, Tangier
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'Beauty Will Be Convulsive or not at all - Sketch', 2013
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'Drunken Silenus supported by Satyrs over Coltrane', 2019
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'Boamah a la Cezanne', 2019
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'voodoo ceremony in Congo', 2019
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'one for Picasso', 2019
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'after Ann Quin's Berg', 2019
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paintings, paintings — paintings
Ukraine in the news, amongst other stuff, i still felt cold,
you wouldn't wish this feeling, honestly, without trying to
paint the perfect picture I'd rather just move on, hang up the
phone and redial... /associates/ just keep coming and going,
and then there's all the keeping the faith business, moved
from the balcony, laughing... hysterics & mania...
...but all I wanted to do was finish what I was doing, this
painting wouldn't get done by itself. Painting the hand and
gun just seemed all types of mayhem, just moving about...
note written — London, 2019
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juicy juice still juicing
note written — Hamburg, 2016
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'ode to Baselitz', 2018
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long stares at an Ostrich...
he chiselled away at my thing, and they say hand but I'd
called it whatevs, for me it was a case of numbness: a
total cold...
pursed lips all shrewd and wound up — mounted on the
edge of a precipice... ocean blue string leaking out of
sweater... last night i fucked a lesbian i met on Dalston,
Kingsland Road... the sixteenth person i'd been with...
as if reincarnated the tint of existence slightly skewed
now to new angle...
note written — 2016, London
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lost in Paris & Toulouse
all i had were the clothes on my back... i'd arrived in a haze of
mania induced stupor... days into nights, nights into daze...
loose fabric of ideas shifting (in retrospect) though at the time
very concrete: I must get to Menilmontant... leave the thirty
euros in the pocket of the homeless woman on the street
corner... her teeth singed on the psyche...
though eventually i make it to Toulouse, long bus ride where
five-o had questioned me about what I was doing in France... I
reluctantly told them my name and that I was a painter... they
looked as if I had just fucked their wives: all rancid and fat off
donuts... or croissants — same thing... some type of flâner? where
is your luggage? shrugs... apparently I had a bad attitude... i kept
thinking of the word: papillon, how beautiful the word is, I
thought, the sky eaten up by blue with white clouds and
papillon dancing around us...
Toulouse is full of protests... a friend's boyfriend lends me
some money and a jacket... the mania has subsided into chats
over Chinese foods, though one evening i begin to walk
aimlessly through Toulouse: past jugglers at traffic lights, cafe
Ginette, and hear the words: feint cries whilst she sat naked... i
saw the mania in a person i had never seen: creating painting of
an icy woman saunters for the rest of the night... i kept seeing
faces from Toulouse & Paris...
note written — London, 2019
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'faces from Paris & Toulouse', 2019
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'Marxist Tropes', 2019
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'Rodney King Keeps Happening (Donuts)', 2016 — 2019
'instigations of Deleuze', 2016
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'the Congolese Clowns at Night', 2019
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'old master over Wiley's 'Igloo', 2019
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'after Otto Dix (Odd Couple)', 2019
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'skull after Dubuffet', 2019
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'five-0 & Donuts', 2019
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'blackface', 2019
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paintings, paintings, paintings II
so here we are... shadows dancing... the caress of moods,
feelings dismounting under memories of others: memories i
know i feel numb, though memories... anyway, the chain root
of optics, nerves, feelings... still feel numb, numb, numb...
sounds emanating whilst paint is splattered onto wood,
though soon caressed too: remembering the love affair with
figures in colours, with abstract forms dragged out of the
spirit as if resting on the other side of the pillow... i moved
back and stepped on something furry, bare feet against life: a
small pussy had crept in through the open balcony door and
was now staring up at me screaming: this pussy aint free! or
perhaps that was the Kendrick playing...
note written — London, 2018
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embarrassing thoughts on a bus in Tangier
prayers, casual glances at sheep, the vehicle moving towards
the metropolis, I remember, and I wouldn't quote the kid on
this, but the call to prayers were sounding and I was out on a
limb, though still numb... she said i look like a sack of meat,
bloodshot eyes along dusty roadsides—psychosis in a foreign
land...
note written — 2016, London
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'Rubens over Ghostface Killah', 2019
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'After Goya & Bernhard's Glenn Gould Came Her On Wood Grain...
(Music Be the song of life, so sing on?)', 2014
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Artist's Door entitled: 'Huxley's Door'
'Playing an Invisible Piano Naked', 2014
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'Daphnis At War with Pholus (the world's a stage)', 2019
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wired thoughts on Kingsland Road
depleted thoughts suspended and then transfixed on the
ecstatic: the exuberance of the moment—flaying arms... gums
appearing out of nowhere... a riot with cars streaming by...
vodka drunk on a trip from Chernoe to Kupavna... the
elucidating of a paranoid mind up from endless nights of nonsleep
with paint dripping off blue jeans...
...moving from dungeon to Kingsland Road I think it's
Wednesday but it's really Friday: nighttime lingers around
bones where thirty minutes before I had been reading Bible
quotes from a large Bible sat in the living room: Jesus over a
Wiley beat, sifting through a dreamlike state—convinced that
the black sky would fall... then painting as if the sky would not
be there tomorrow...
note written — London, 2019
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fuego, fuego
Palm trees blew in the wind, whilst fragments of sound
emanated out of the broken family jukebox: a Mexican song that
Maria couldn’t place. She then changed the subject from the
song to the dead body radiating a coldness into the hot living
room. Subjected to a degree of chaos unsurmountable to
reason, Maria started to dance, a real jig: it was one constipated
by death, but isn’t a dance a dance?
note written — Paris, 2018
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'am i in the zoo or in the Louvre', 2019
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'anarchy, riots, wine', 2019
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'READING
THE BIBLE
HIGH, DAVID
ENDED UP
WITH AN
ERECTION',
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'Untitled (Murderer in blue suit on a blue bench at night)', 2016
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'Howl II', 2016
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'Brussels Brothel', 2019
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'portrait with arms', 2019
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'Death (after Karel Appel)', 2019
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'elements of Climate Change', 2019
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'The Beauty of Woman (After Kafka's Dictum)', 2014
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'inner turmoiled Priest', 2019
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'Queen Marina of Spain Screaming', 2019
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salsa verde—the reckonings
actiones secundum fidei
the dust on the windowsill speaks of an abyss: forms of
abandonment knotted up in specs of time, congealed by
absence—"death’s voice” vibrating in specs sitting against glass,
metal. Nostalgia wrapped around decay: fingers touching metal
after panic attack; the procession of sanity confronted amongst
a show of people looking on. Tired eyes at the window looking
out onto the same views that house Guernica, but illustrate a
slower world: doors knocked on, milkmen, busy libraries, big
back televisions…
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Le Rêve — Part 01
A Balustrade Leading To Snow
Maybe I should start off with something about the rain. The
wetness in the sky produced a melancholy... The blue water
falls like Magritte’s raining men... The cold glisten of water
parades the mysteries of the world... Though now that I am
looking at these sentences, I find that I have not been true, as
I am mostly just concerned with the thought of Lucia: I find
it quite disturbing for a beautiful woman to be suicidal and to
commit the act.
In the late summer of last year Lucia decided to venture out
of the City Centre to an Exhibition of a Brazilian Artist, Lydia
Fernanda. I had heard of Fernanda a few years previous from
Vameer, but had not been tempted to visit this exhibition
initially. It consisted of photographs documenting Fernanda
cutting half her right index finger off, and a film too
depicting a scene that has Fernanda crying and dancing, and
then dancing and then crying again. It’s all shot in what she
described as a “lo-fi style” interspersed with poetry that she
had said she had written. Penetrating like sex, shapeless though
as if the wind. The Gallery owner didn’t once declare the
happenings as anything but groundbreaking, and I could
perhaps see why, but the effect on Lucia highlighted a
myriad of issues that sound over that of where I am sat,
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'recurring Dream', 2019
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'Female Nudes II', 2014
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'Ode to Rembrandt', 2016
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'self portrait with picture of Van Gogh', 2019
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'how I feel hungry', 2017
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'both chopped', 2019
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Le Rêve — Part 02
ironically, given the position I sit in, but perhaps I could say
something else? Regardless of telling lies or “fictions” a
translucent sheath covers all words and actions if they’re
looked at enough—a child telling lies only merely covers the
obvious alternative reasons: that they want attention, that
they’re bored and so on and so forth.
Though it seemed tragic that Fernanda would happen to be
there, that moment, that day that Lucia exited the station
walked slowly as she would have, and entered the Gallery
very much like a walking Sophie Podolski, or actually
perhaps I shouldn’t include literary figures… no the past
haunts just like the future and the present, though the past
interchanges as each moments pass, if looked at carefully
and sanctions the present. As if an open reverie Lucia
walked around the Gallery in awe of all the works: the
photographs, the poetry, the film. And then the walking
embodiment of all these things: the artist. And Fernanda, I
thought, is what could be explained as one of those
emotionally gloopy persons: heavy textured though baring a
beautiful smile, a Brazilian smile with all the trimmings:
shapely figure, perfect teeth, white Brazilian skin, overeducation.
Volatile beneath a veneer, Lucia was perhaps
ready to pray at an altar that was more than ready to be
prayed upon: an emerging fine artist is very much an owl:
looking around for a congregation. Heavy gusts of wind…
Sounded her poetry perhaps, or at this point I should
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reintroduce the rain? A metaphor for the rain or an allegory,
even though both are rather vulgar ways of introducing an idea
to someone: this confusion is very perceptible, especially in
Vameer’s writing, though he didn’t see it this way. He saw
things from a different and enchanted perspective, and one
that consumed Lucia from that day. Of notions relating to Art.
Going back home to tell Vameer of Fernanda and all her ways
as if Anaïs Nin’s words of living twice were put into practice, I
imagined her diary full of adjectives to describe Fernanda, and
seems to me to be downright nonsensical, I thought, but to her
would come across as romantic, I thought when Vameer told
me of what had occurred. I think I heard myself say something
to the effect of: Shadows have bodies that sometimes don’t resemble
their shadows. Or maybe I said something else as poetic: A
Balustrade leading to snow. I don’t remember. Though the smell
of mango wafted into my nostrils and governed me
momentarily.
note written —Marrakesh, 2017
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Nighttime mounts, as if Moscow and the snow falls, repeating
mantras, cold stares at death. It's a total shitstorm, all the
above, I thought, movies on in the background where I'd
opted for Wedding Crashers (cheer myself up a little after a
word from W...) I moved towards the balcony and started to
think about days gone by, rhymes, beats, things that brought
back an ounce of feeling. Long stares at the thing...
A day later I found myself starring in the mirror, the yellow
hue and slight charcoal Blackness of the reflection amounted
to all types of thoughts, as if I had to name all the /associates/,
consistency got me thinking however. Stick with the
associates they know about all the stuffs pertaining to what
I'm going on about. I got a voicemail, an associate calling
about where I had been before the night before. Music
playing: a crescendo of sex, something like Moroccan music,
or perhaps Algerian, though I'd settle with the thought that
the music was escaping my grasp, memories distort, fabric,
days in Northern Africa reminded me: long singular elements
of... wait a minute, I thought: that random artist guy in
Tangier was all about the warnings, they'd do this, they'd do
that... I just felt numb...
note written — 2016, Barcelona & London edited. 2019
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'Froth on the Daydream', 2019
'Kidnapping God', 2014
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'December Portrait', 2014
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'female Christ', 2019
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'(Jesus & Magadelene) ode to de Kooning [Hysterical Realism]', 2016
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'three headed personage again', 2019
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'old Couple (Amsterdam II)', 2019
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'Disembodied Youth (After Miró)', 2016
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the insane therapist — diary entry
23 / 02 / 2018
· Talk in a child’s voice about buses 38, 180, 136 and 55. And
use a framing device to be the patients friend in childhood
incidents that still bothered them...
· Make a huge tepee hut out of blankets and furniture to then
get in and discuss agoraphobia with a patient...
· Act out a scene where I was the patient, and the patient the
Doctor...
· Diagnose walks in the Park...
· Listen to Ravi Shankar in the middle of a session to get the
depressive patient to dream of more exotic surroundings and
things they have yet to see...
· Act out a nightmare a patient was having as realistically as
possible to gauge the recondite truth that these ideas are
created by the mind...
· Talk about a bird as if a tree...
· Paint pictures of unicorns...
· Speak to a patient under a white sheet...
· Act out a dream involving a wizard woman covered in a
brown sheet...
· Sympathetically read a short story of a patient enthused
with “fears of laughter”...
· Imitated playing a piano naked...
· Took a banana, stuck it in my ear and said DADA...
note written — London, 2018
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'Nietzschian Wonder', 2019
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'the insane therapist', 2019
the understated drama of amulets
the thick crescendo of silence
the ambiance of neglected thoughts
the taste of banana caught between teeth
candlelit dinners with spouses secretly having affairs
a slap on a Tunisian beach
note written — Delhi, 2018
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Ladydays — (Flowers as Decisions)
I left Alex waiting for me, as I felt anxious. Attacks can take the
form of many disparate acts as if sudden palpitations can arise
out of the blue. In the hotel I stood in the doorway and then
walked towards the window. I had started to pace without truly
realising this. The room started to feel smaller now, like a tomb,
all claustrophobic. The words of Jean Genet came to me at the
same time as I paced:
What we need is hatred. From it our ideas are born.
I think I hated, though was this enough to fuel me?
I then heard the door knock, and it was unexpected. I saw
through the peep hole. The group. I restarted my pacing and
was soon now sweating, whilst the door was being knocked on
extremely loudly. Loud heavy knocks. Thoughts of my sex came
to mind, the flippant nature of its arousal. I want to do what I
want, I thought. But I had no real idea what that was at this
time. Regardless, I felt like being stubborn, until the phone
rang. I knew I was being forced to answer the door or the
phone. One or the other, but not both.
I decided that I would answer the door.
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Maria kept asking how the trip was and I could only answer
with the abstract words: One door opens… as Maria liked to
talk (the sound of her own voice) she failed to notice the
weighted quality of the words. The passage of time. It was
only time that set all things apart, though confusingly it is
the thought that time consists in parallel form and all that is
happening is happening now. Now seems too considerable,
I thought as the car drove. You wouldn’t want to break a
perfectly good situation, said Maria, like Rimbaud’s broken
clock.
The car passed a fast food restaurant and I yearned
momentarily. The thought that food could orchestrate a
thought away, still very much alluring. Maria didn’t notice,
she was always too concerned with something. I often
thought that Maria had the antidote to depression, but to be
vapid in ways that I consider absurd would be a step too far,
I thought. Besides, it wasn’t as if I was totally bereft of
happiness, no it was just that that happiness was very much
in lieu of consequences, repercussions.
And Alex had been so sincere, so sweet since it happened a
month ago. A suicide attempt is no joke, but all the
leverages that amounted to those acts could not be brought
up. Too juicy, too lacking any sort of discipline.
I thought long and hard about why I preferred certain
sexual escapades but can only come up with the idea that all
sex has to have some form of grit, I thought. Then again,
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gangbangs can be quite salacious in the eyes of many. I refrain
from thinking such thoughts, I thought whilst Maria
mentioned her Bob. Something about him not liking oral sex.
The derelict abuse of sex is very much the thought that
occasions into my being much of the time, I measure against
the beliefs of benefits, meditating notions. O I was guilty, that
was clear. But it was a guilt that I could only truly see in Alex’s
eyes, out of sight out of mind.
Maria asked whether I wanted to have dinner the next night.
With her and Bob and I just said no. I gave no reason, and she
seemed to be fine with that. I assumed a suicide attempt can
make one look selfish.
note written — London, 2018
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'Another one for Gorky', 2019
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'sketch for rendition of Autumnal Cannibalism', 2018
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'Dalí's lesbian food sex (after Ensor)', 2019
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'drop lick', 2019
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'the human savagery of a naked Refugee on a boat — sketch', 2018
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naked black female saxophonist at Nazi party (Naima), 2019
A myriad of elements influence painting, for me. It’s all
wrapped up in a world view doused in synergy, seeing things in
other things. There’s a stream of consciousness running
parallel to the pragmatic aspects of a good painting. This is
where the intelligent spectator lives. They sit and consider the
art and allow it to come to a consensus, of course based around
an historical perspective of art and painting too. Here with this
painting I wanted to suggest a few things simultaneously:
having been reading Philip K. Dick’s ‘The Man in the High
Castle’ I started to wonder what if too? This painting, for me, is
set in this world of the Nazi party overtaking North America,
perhaps the specific location could be the historically musical
and black New Orleans, controversially. This is where I’d
imagined such a scene could occur. A black female saxophonist
perhaps in an underground Jazz bar exploited, hence the
metaphorical and literal nakedness, which brings the painting
back into the actual day. Sometimes paintings are not depicting
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a literal scene and in this case the illusions are paramount to the
figurativeness: the crowd consists of four onlookers, one tellingly
with a Nazi sign on their blue Jacket. This is perhaps a
representation for the state of how I sometimes feel about art: a
sort of humorous nativity towards disgust. I feel the spotlight on
the saxophonist adds an important narrative too, along with the
blackness of the canvas and the way the black has been painted
on the canvas a bit like black rain, swipes upwards, downwards…
It has a lot of drama in the canvas, similar to a Georg Grosz
painting in its brutality, but somewhat Basquiat in its messiness.
Like an attitude of: it’s finished. I’d imagine there lies some
Picasso here to, as his marks have such a considerable impact on
any young painter, even if they’re disliked. Picasso was there. But
looking at this large canvas I can see more for painting, which
harkens to George Condo’s perspective of Artificial Realism. I
feel a painting like this strikes you as although it is imaginary,
there is enough realism in the painting to render it believable,
which some could find disturbing. But that is what the very best
art does: contribute to conversations, illustrate wild realities etc.
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'naked black female saxophonist at Nazi party (Naima)', 2019
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'the human savagery of a naked refugee on a boat', 2019
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'Portrait of Roberto Bolaño', 2017
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'Portrait of Tash Caesar', 2018
'invisible man on highstreet', 2019
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'the prisoners (Marxist Tropes)', 2019
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'the raw meat eaters', 2019
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'Boamah a la Bonnard', 2019
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'bdsm scene mixed with taking of Christ', 2019
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'white Nigga II', 2019
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'the angry professor', 2019
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'Untitled (She Was a Little Upset)', 2014
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self portrait in a coffee shop
Sometimes insanity does prevail, and the sporadic bowels of
it sing a melody from a certain perspective of there being
light there. Though it can certainly be true that the darkness
is as apparent too, amidst the frail winds of a sunny day,
there remains a resistance to any sort of light. The subtle
capacity to reduce things down however plays into the
simplistic feeling. I avoid the simplistic feeling. There, things
lie dormant in ways that amount to nothing. To live deep in
the mystery and to deepen the mystery of existence.
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And I thought all of this, scribbling down these notes in the
coffee shop, where two men sat coercing each other out of
their sullen moods with words, though they barely touched
one another I could feel their closeness from across the
room. Where I sat close by to an old man with a black and
golden Alsatian. A psyche very much heightened now and
awake, for I hadn’t slept for a few days, each moment seemed
to spring from a lucid mouth. Sipping coffee with occasional
stares at the two men and then the man with the dog, my
reverie was entangled in being where I was and the thoughts
in my mind.
The oily remnants of thoughts balancing and
counterbalancing—the whole world a mad house. At odds
with qualms remaining on amnesia. Desire caught by the tail.
Though in its place leaves of fear, corrupted by the usual
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monotony of emotions. That pure feeling is very much one
that fails to enliven, most often, I thought. At the counter
nails bitten display the usual commonplace anxiety. The
subtleness of rain falls against the window with cars
speeding by, whilst a murder happens somewhere on the
face of the planet, a rape... Perhaps harsh as that may be the
poetic nature of life lies there somewhere. The Alsatian
barks at another entering customer.
The deep melancholic feeling of saturated insanity is a
feeling that comes and goes, I thought, pouring more sugar
in the coffee. The hue so multicoloured and layered that the
colours are as if a Max Ernst Painting, luminous and bright.
Here whilst the sky is greyish blue, I am feeling at a total
loss. Lustfully in danger of deciphering needs from desires.
Night time sounds, moaning, words becoming things. Dust
on windowsills. Coffee spills on tables. Drifting through
thoughts as if careening out into an abyss that does not
exist. The man and Alsatian stand to leave...
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To tear through existence is to tear through the very core of
absurdity, the relative aspects of life at its most ridiculous, said
Fernando who was getting worked up; sweaty brow. He was a
bum, so the people listening (tram riders) assumed he was
talking shit. He pulled back his cup, used for panhandling, and
sat down right next to me.
He introduced himself (as Fernando) and we started to talk for a
while about his Sister. Apparently, his Sister, Corsa, was
prostituting herself and living in an abandoned building in
Tenderloin. Then we started to talk about the concept of aliens
and Fernando went into great detail about a time he said he had
been abducted. He said that they dropped him off in the Vegas
desert and he had no idea how else he could have gotten there.
I picked up my arm, which was hurting from the fight earlier
on, and wiped the sweat off my head. It was a scorching day in
San Francisco.
In the seat behind a black man was listening, You wouldn’t
know near nothing about persecution, he then said. Fernando,
who had kind green eyes, looked at the black man and started to
cry, before standing up and declaring to the rest of the tram
riders that he was in fact there for anyone that needed it. I need
sex, an obese woman shouted out from the back of the tram,
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achieving a distinct amount of laughter. The black man had
either had enough or genuinely reached his stop as he gathered
his things and got off the tram.
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I had nothing much to do that day, so I decided to follow
Fernando around and see where life took me. So after a few
more stops, where we eventually reached Union Square we got
off and started walking to a corner Fernando said he usually
panhandles in.
See here this the thing about life is that the best things about life
was like this one time, Fernando started whilst shifting his cup
as if to place it in exactitude, this one time I was in LA and a few
dustheads were with us down by an underpass. They were acting
crazier than usual, he starts twirling his fingers beside his curly
set head, as they were talking crazy though I found out later that
it was part of some voodoo. God only knows, but one of the girls
was real pretty, sweet looking. Though she was real skinny but
she starts sucking at my joint, it goes on for a little while, before
a priest walks in on us, wearing the full outfit, which I thought
had to be a fake, but he was a real priest I came to find out. He
pulls out a pistol and goes to pistol whip me. I step aside and tell
him that the skank aint nothing but a skank and then that’s when
this priest points his gun at me, before telling me to do
something for him. I say: What? He grabs a bottle throws it to me
and says if you wanna live pull down your pants and put this up
your butthole. I start raving now, but this guy had a steely eye
hombre, whilst all the while this hot skank is just watching us
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'suicide after Hockney', 2019
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'screaming after Kundera's Immortality', 2019
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'Portrait IV (Schizoidness)', 2014
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and smoking a cigarette as if it’s all regular. So I get the bottle and
put it up my arsehole and our priest looks at me as if he had
orgasmed right there and then. He grabbed the girl and walked
away. But that’s when I learnt the realms of self pleasure man...
I sat down next to Fernando who was catching eye contact with
random people on the street.
Flophouse
After about an hour, Fernando had made about three dollars to
add to whatever amount of money he had before. I asked him if we
could go and see his sister, and he thinks for a moment before
asking if I was a cop. I tell him fuck no, and he gathered his stuff
together. A guy called Bobo had joined us, he wore a red mac
jacket and quite notably long red socks over the bottom of a pair of
ocean blue jogging bottoms.
The walk there was hot and bothering. Sweltering even.
We eventually reached Tenderloin. She was stooped over on a
chair with olive green eyes as if partially gauged out. Though she
was as I imagined her to be. Beautiful. As if a calendar girl. I felt
quite light headed, so I pulled up next to a fan where a metal chair
had been placed and sat down. Just a little high, she said with a rye
laugh that spoke volumes. Corsa, you’re a mess, said Fernando as
he stooped over to wipe snot from her face. The room was dark
with only the two chairs and a fan inside it, though there were an
assortment of needles sprinkled around.
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The shadows were forming and disbanding about the gutted
out derelict windows as Fernando gathered Corsa and tried
to set her right. After a short while, where I sat next to the fan
contemplating suicide, I watched Corsa gather herself. She
had just taken a hit. Though she was scratching her left ear
with right hand, which I found quite strung out behaviour.
There was quite a silence, perhaps Fernando was fed up with
life, I thought. Bobo was in and out the room, pacing.
I sat in silence until about an hour or so more had passed
when as if she had taken a hit Corsa fully awakened. Who’s
that? That’s Gordo, said Fernando to Corsa, legs spread open
piercing eyes on me. I’m just hanging out, I said. He a cop?
asked Corsa flippantly flicking her right veiny wrist.
Fernando ignored her and got up off the floor, Come on I’ll
buy you something to eat. Take me there lightly.
We walked down the street to hear a few shouts from across
the street: You look better on your knees! Corsa didn’t look
the way Fernando had illustrated her, but I could tell, mostly
from her eyes, the teeming insides of a soul enraptured. Just
her words take me there lightly were so rock and roll.
So who are you? she said staring at me from across the table
of the fast food chain. I told her I was just into hanging out
around the City and that I had seen Fernando a few times
around and felt a certain camaraderie towards him. She
listened whilst slurping a chocolate milkshake. I know you
want to fuck me. I said nothing just as Fernando came back
to sit down now. Bobo was up and down, speaking a certain
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gibberish I had quickly become accustomed to.
Fernando than started repeatedly shouting belligerently: For the
water gets too hot! Sir you’re gonna have to make your out the
joint.
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I hope you never get pussy! shouts a hobo on our way out. Corsa
is eating a burger slowly as if savouring every bite. It was just too
damn hot, I thought. We then started to walk along the hot
scorching street whilst Bobo was in and out talking gibberish
and being quiet. Corsa walking with her piercing eyes and
Fernando intermittingly shouting: For the water gets too hot! I
joined him: For the water gets too hot!
I couldn’t tell them I was only seventeen, I remember thinking,
they’d shun me in an instant.
Bobo’s Place
Bobo was living in another flophouse though this one wasn’t
empty, it had a few people scurrying around into the hot sun. I
am searching for a reason, I thought, I am in the chaos
dimension. Corsa was giving me all the eyes now, and even more
so when Fernando said that he was going and coming back in a
moment. I walked up to Corsa and thought of what to say before
she said, oooo I could do with a young fuck. And she took me by
the hand to a bedroom where a man was clearly high from
smoking dust, the smell emanated from his crackling lips.
There was a bed, which Corsa led me to. She took off her
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knickers and spread her legs. Can you lick it? I went down on
her and had her moaning and moaning. Then she said put it
in, which I did as I was hard by then. I started to stroke, and I
felt like a king, as it was only the second time I ever had
fucked someone. Faster, faster! I used all my might, I
thought. Through the open window the hot sun beamed
down on my sweaty face. Before looking to my left to see
three man stood watching wanking themselves off. I felt a
voyeur’s remorse and stopped. Corsa upset starts shouting:
Why did you stop? they’re not going to do anything. By now
Fernando was at the doorway watching.
He flew into the room and threw a punch that hit me right on
the nose. I tried to throw one back but he had already gotten
me into a headlock. I scuppered out the headlock and left the
flophouse in a hurry.
It wasn’t until a week passed that I saw Fernando again,
panhandling near the Aquarium. I walked up to him and said
hey. He was less angry then the last time I saw him. Why was
you so angry? I’m just tired of the world bossing me around. I
told him that I would buy him lunch and off we went.
note written — London, 2013
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'Hand Study', 2017
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'couple sex wrestling naked in park', 2019
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'lonesome eccentric aka Alfred Jarry's green face', 2013
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'is that jazz, is that jazz!!!', 2019
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'tiger, tiger', 2019
'the sex addicted virgin', 2014
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'mysterious woman with breast', 2019
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'study for Condo's memories of Rembrandt - with three states at 7 years old', 2016
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'after åsa's dream (drowning in air)', 2019
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'portrait of Mora', 2019
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'Jazz Culo', 2019
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'brothel', 2019
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'veins (the raw ingredients)' 2019
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'Existence is
elsewhere.'
— ANDRÉ
BRETON,
Surrealist Manifesto
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'2 states after study of the base of the Cruxifixction', 2016
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'Sale (origin of Cotton II)', 2019
'memories of L.A's Venice Beach', 2018
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'the Kif den', 2018
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'smoking Kif, painted', 2019
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'Candle Lit Sun', 2019
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'the ol' pornographer', 2019
Diary of Lucian Frail
After they had taken the body I made myself some lunch; eggs,
toasted bread, and tomatoes with coffee.
At the kitchen table now, overlooking house 85 and house 72
plus the street, I took in the view whilst eating and drinking—
looking at the shift of shadows formed from the sun, and the
cars on road; going to and thro. A gentle wind blew the leaves
of the tree outside house 85. Then staring into my reflection I
started to think about the day ahead, and the concept of time.
Time began to convulse, it seemed and I was slowly but surely
losing something in a mental sense, of which I could not pin
point, stood naked in the mirror.
note written — Marrakesh, 2017
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The Merciless Gift of Time
The very nature of his existence was very much altered, and this
perplexed him no end. The day after the funeral, he called
Moloko in order to spend time with her, but the phone just rang
and rang. Angrily he knew that he was within a crisis, but knew
not how to alter the feelings he was having, as if another person
playing him like a puppet on a string. It occurred too absurd,
life, and therefore worthless, this manifested in many ways,
which will be further disclosed, but in more ways than one he
was suffering what can only be referred to as psychosis. He
deemed it appropriate to call for drugs, anything to take his
mind off the lucidity of existence, and it took him hours,
shuffling along in his flat, to decide which drugs he wanted to
take. He eventually decided that Cocaine would provide some
sort of energy and verve needed to sway him away from this
‘sullen mood’.
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'black on black', 2019
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'the Estactic reformulated §13', 2017 — 2019
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'an abstract cubist without the lines (bindlestiff)', 2019
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'memories of Picasso (orgy)', 2018
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Perelli's Note
“I don’t know what to do with it, I’m terrified of that profound
disorganization.” — Clarice Lispector, The Passion According to
G.H.
I called but there was no return, I think some situations in life are a
bit like that: although they can change they rarely truly alter.
Claudia could forgive me, but it would still leave this impenetrable
feeling — Speeding at a rate of knots, feelings and emotions but
still cased within the parameters of stubbornness. And it was this
feeling that I felt governed by that made me go out into the night.
Into the darkness I walked, passing random people on the streets: a
guy in a biker jacket smoking a cigarette, a lady pushing a pram, an
old man with a rotund stomach yelling at his wife from his car. It
was this night that I met Perelli, on a park bench. We spoke about
Robert Coover as he held a book by him in his hands. I wanted to
know why this was, hence the beginning of our conversation.
Perelli, after a few minutes of innocuous chit chat, told me that he
was a painter. He painted a lot of screaming figures and women,
and sometimes screaming women figures. I wondered why it was
important that these figures were screaming, and poetically he said
that this was because “we were all screaming in some sort of
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fashion in reality”. And I thought about these words the rest
of that night into the morning when I tried to write.
It was the next week that I met up with Perelli again at his
studio in Dalston. We started to speak about philosophy, in
particular Wittgenstein, and the limits of language. He said
many things, and I did too, but nothing much transpired in
the way of thoughts into actions, somewhat akin to
philosophies effete charms. I started to think about Claudia;
her eyes, her mouth, her body. Though the subject then
changed, and we started to talk of Rembrandt’s ‘Stoning of
Saint Stephen’ and how the colours were luminous. Though
by this time I was totally distracted, whilst Perelli passionately
spoke about Rembrandt.
That evening as I was making my way home, through Dalston,
I thought about the trials and tribulations of flies, and how
their lives were quite disturbing and from a certain perspective
quite meaningless. Regardless of being quite consumed with
this I was still ‘Put out’, in a way.
I don’t know where to look, I thought. The feeling of
claustrophobia is one that only increases in certain situations,
for me. The lightness of being is, at that time, disturbed and
concerned with nothing but exiting the situation. And this was
the case that Friday on my way back from the Gallery when I
happened to bump into Perelli again.
Perelli seemed distant, as if something traumatic had just
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happened. I asked if he were okay, but he kept saying “fine”.
“I’m fine,” he kept saying. It was only a week later that Perelli
decided to do this deed that can’t be undone. Though he did
leave a note...
note written — London, 2018
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'Figures in a Room', 2014
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'untitled (Paid)', 2014
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'expensively cheap', 2019
'Alcoholic in the Park [Ode to Condo]', 2016
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'devil ghost at sleeping couple's window', 2019
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'After Mad Dog Performance / Reservoir Dog (Kulik)', 2019
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'philosophy in strip club', 2019'
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'Loco Sane', 2016
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'Untitled (Paradoxical Reality)', 2014
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painting, painting, painting III
"Flamingo Days — Having arrived to Lake Nakuru the day before
Oppensweller looked at her with an exotic enchantment. The same
exotic enchantment that she looked at the Flamingos. But nothing
much was said: Oppensweller just tended to the birds and a few
days passed..."
...for a while I recited this paragraph whilst I would paint... it
informed the painting in a way I could not pin point, as if the
words were conjuring up freedoms, pictures, illusions...
note written — London, 2014 (Flamingo Days), ed. 2019
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'Nigga Please', 2019
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'Portrait of Mr Frimpong', 2019
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'A Semblance of Madness', 2016
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Candle Lit Sun
Our day is a beleaguered rival to our night, which instead
groans from; the pangs of loneliness, the mire of the forgotten,
the incandescence of stillness. Hollowed bones awoken and
pacing: up and down, down and up, whilst the world
continues dwindling along at a casual pace regardless of
urgency. She was sick from the stuff, and up going through
the motions of withdrawals. I asked her how she felt, watching
her spread eagle on the bed retching. Pain is a matter of life,
she said with ever increasing laugher, sprung from the
fountain of multiplicity—by the minute she was getting more
and more complex.
I wondered why she was adamant that she organised the hotel
room without my attendance, and why we took off just like
that, as the hotel room was next to the same room as to whom
I came to find out was Ashley. This is the reason we drove to
six different hotels, looking for Ashley. Feigning a family
bereavement.
What are you doing here? Said Ashley in a voice that ruffled,
the lady beside him, assuming his wife, looking on in silence.
We had arrived at Brighton on a spy job at the least, or even a
hatchet job. I felt so cheated and told her this back in the
hotel room next to theirs. This cranky hotel.
She remained silent just the wind of thought my accomplice
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now, I wanted to tell her that she let me down and that I was
the one that she needed and that anything else was
unnecessary, but her tears said so much more than her words
could have mustered. Staging a mutiny in a sense. Just the
wideness and wonder of the world enough to disdain this
seedy emotion, I said and I think this caused her to go over
the edge. She slapped me. And I felt humiliated but attracted
to her at the same time, something sexual about the brute
force of a beautiful woman hitting you; A primal scream, in a
way.
Both rooms were now spiteful.
This arguing would bring the hotel down another level,
though the mustard brown carpet and flower wall paper did
not help either. Though I accepted that I played a role in
what was happening the actual happenings felt outer body,
as if another was speaking whilst I watched her cup her ears
against the wall. The tears of the accused, though
remorseless as they may be the tears fell into a hotel at
Brighton Beach.
After Brighton she had changed, something within her that
had reigns on her sanity switched and opened translucent,
she became bitter and less sure of herself. Rejection, even in
the eyes of a psyche that was trying to uphold a sense of
sanity (Ashley’s) arrives like a thief in the night, for she was
altogether taken now; consumed by the freshness and what
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she had desired being taken away from her, or seen to, though
much of what occurred remained a distilled furnace or a
coalition to the darkness: now there was nothing propping her
out of the milieu.
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After another round of meetings mostly based on the subject of
changing the film title from Blue to Black, a huge difference, if
there was one, and a change that belittled much of the content
of the film, I came to the conclusion that life was just more
fragmented than I ever acknowledged, somewhat akin to
Camus’ verses in The Fall. I kept reading and re-reading it until
I memorised whole sections and came to the same conclusions
of the absurdity of existence.
The sea caught the end of her toes, her words muffled under
the caress of the warm water, and she wouldn’t speak loudly for
the words had to creep out as if Thor had been paralysed and
had his neck nearly cut off, as if salt had vanished and that all
she could do was shed tears. The evenings were no better, as I
assumed a fuck would make things better, but mid fucking she
shed tears, talking about fatal wounds and a debilitating desire
to go on, as if Beckett were scribing the words that left her
mouth: …you must go on, I can’t go on, I’ll go on...
Exhilaration was in fact called on, for me this was the only way
to help subside the feeling of desperation in her every move,
and so we arrived at the Boxing Match a little late, for the traffic
in London towards Wembley Stadium. Whilst the Ukrainian
Anthem was sung, she looked a little dishevelled by all the
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lights; opening and closing her eyes in quick succession. And I
could see why, the gloriousness of the event was supposed to
dazzle her—the seats weren’t cheap; the money from the
screenplay came into play, though I had only been paid twice, I
was so used to living a life of poverty that I felt as if I had more
than I needed. A boxing match would coax her into a new mood,
I thought. Inside the first thirty seconds I could tell that I was
right in a sense, as I caught her mimicking the boxers punch,
this subtle move told me that it would take her mind off the
tears.
In round four, after Klitschko served a decent left-handed jab, I
watched her biting her lip, the sensual feeling that this gave me
was if surrounded by angels, though it would be a cliché sign of
her banalities, regardless I received each and every sign
carefully, monitored each movement with grace, bestowed each
footstep with the emotion that I had.
Though at round eleven when Joshua hit with a stunning upper
cut jab, I watched her jump out of her seat in glee. As if oxygen,
my heart’s axis moved: I was no longer happy to play the folly,
the sidekick, the other. The devil springs from lulls of swords
that lie upon the feeling of SO BE IT. So be nothing, I thought.
Though this feeling had to subside for the eventuality of the
mood swings would pummel any chance of such deliverance, I
thought.
The closeness kept springing to mind—tantalizing urges of
happenings in close proximity started to yield my every down
moment as lived in—just the thought when passing road works;
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of death, the feeling of life and death; in a knife, the chance
encounter with finality; standing on a balcony. These urges
were like a circus of chance or an enthralling synagogue of
sentiment. Even exemplified the closeness of her—repeated
soft blows to the heart.
As the longing would not cease to amaze in me—the primal
scream of wanting to be closer to someone right next to you;
this being consuming all sense of matter. What more could I
expect? I failed to intercede when these thoughts acceded to
motion through bones awake with a powerful elixir of flight.
The nights prolonged along with days only cut up by the
flowers—just watching the flowers grow into a real garden
Voltaire would be proud of, the springs of nature hollowing
a bespectacled light...
note written — London, 2011 — 2017
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'Cubist Mexican Nun with Breast', 2019
'An angry Madonna at Jesus wetting the bed
(after Condo)', 2019
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'a man as he missed the station', 2019
'the Moroccan', 2019
'suicide scene', 2019
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'Hard Boiled Babe', 2019
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'show business', 2019
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'portrait of Gil', 2018
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'the angry handjob', 2019
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'arms dealers', 2019
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'arms dealers', 2019
This drawing made in 2019 became a breakthrough.
The illustration depicts a strange scene. On the news
behind the bar is Syria, Aleppo, with a bloody body
and a soldier holding a gun. It is fitting that the only
other colour in this drawing is blood red. The bar
tender stands faceless and another abstract figure
stands behind the bar, perhaps detailing a strip club
scene. And in the forefront are two characters, that are
smiling with teeth exposed clinking glasses. There
seems something absurd about things: there’s a
nonchalance; perhaps the news is muted perhaps but
the scene would be of most importance in the grand
scheme of what the two characters are discussing. Arms
deals—central to the illustration is a contrast.
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'portrait of Rob', 2019
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'shadow man (Gospel of Aberration)', 2019
'mental hospital (meds + feds)', 2019
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'the sky was bleedin', 2019
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'we both ended up headless', 2019
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'picking cotton in the hot sun & getting
carried away with oneself, no trees adding
shade', 2019
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'three headed motif priest', 2017
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'the agnostic priest switched one evening (the mezzanine)', 2019
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'Rashan Charles keeps happening (Donuts)', 2019
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BIOGRAPHY
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Kofi Boamah is a multidisciplinary artist
that concentrates on illustrating the inner
workings of the human condition and
creating compositions that enlighten,
transform and sometimes humourize that
which seems ordinary, into sagacious and
challenging works. Primarily working in
the fields of: painting, photography,
illustration, film, prose and poetry — the
artist’s main aim is to: “Pursue the
intrinsic feeling of a violent serenity with
suggesting nods to past artists and a new
unknown future.”
— website: kofiboamah.com
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photograph: Gavin Li
EXHIBITIONS &
LIST OF WORKS
2019 —Deptford Does Art - Group Show
2019 — Espacio Gallery - Group Show
2018 — 2019 — A Hundred Years Gallery
2018 — Espacio Gallery — Group Show
2017 — Unit 5 Gallery — Solo Show
2015 — A Hundred Years Gallery — Group Show
pg. 11
'after Caravaggio's Judith & Holofernes'
120 x 120 cm
oil pastels & oil on canvas
2019
pg. 13
'a study of Caravaggio's Salome with Head of John the
Baptist (1609-10) over Biggie Smalls'
120 x 120 cm
oil on canvas
2019
pg. 14
'Mona Lisa without teeth'
oil pastels on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 18
Beauty Will Be Convulsive or not at all -
Sketch
oil on canvas
60 X 80 cm
2013
pg. 20 - 23
'Drunken Silenus supported by Satyrs over
Coltrane'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
120 x 120 cm
2019
pg. 24
'Boamah a la Cezanne'
oil pastels on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
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'ladynight'
oil pastels on cardboard
40 x 24 cm
2019
pg. 26 - 29
'voodoo ceremony in Congo'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
120 x 120 cm
2019
pg. 43
'Marxist Tropes'
oil, pencil & oil pastels on canvas
120 x 120 cm
2019
pg. 31 & 300 - 301
one for Picasso
oil & oil pastels on canvas
91.4 x 121.9 cm
2019
pg. 32
'after Ann Quin's Berg',
oil & oil pastels on canvas
50 x 50 cm
2019
pg. 44 - 45
'Rodney King keeps happening
(Donuts)'
oil on canvas
150 x 110 cm
2019
pg. 47
'instigations of Deleuze'
oil pastels on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2016
pg. 36
'ode to Baselitz'
industrial paint & oil on canvas
160 x 120 cm
2019
pg. 41 & 42
'faces from Paris & Toulouse'
oil & oil pastels on paper mounted on canvas
100 x 100 cm
2019
pg. 48 - 49
'the Congolese Clowns at Night'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
160 x 100 cm
2019
pg.50 - 52
'old master over Wiley's 'Igloo'',
oil & oil pastels on canvas
150 x 110 cm
2019
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pg. 54
after Otto Dix (Odd Couple)
oil & oil pastels on canvas
75 x 125 cm
2019
pg. 57
skull after Dubuffet
oil & oil pastels on card
52 x 40 cm
2019
pg. 58
five-0 & donuts
pencil on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 59
'blackface'
pastels on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 62 - 65
'Rubens over Ghostface
Killah'
oil & oil pastels on paper
120 x 160 cm
2019
pg. 66 - 69
Adam & Eve in the garden
oil & oil pastels on card
594 mm x 841 mm
2018
pg. 71
After Goya & Bernhard's Glenn Gould Came Her
On Wood Grain...(Music Be the song of life, so sing
on?)
Oil on canvas
125 cm x 75 cm
2014
pg. 72 - 73
Artist's Door
pg. 75
'Playing An Invisible Piano Naked'
Oil on canvas
75 x 125 cm
2014
pg. 76 - 79
'Daphnis At War with Pholus (the world's a
stage)'
oil on canvas
120 x 160 cm
2019
pg. 82 - 86
'am i in the zoo or in the Louvre'
oil on canvas
120 x 160 cm
2019
pg. 88 - 92
'anarchy, riots, wine'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
120 x 160 cm
2019
pg. 94
'Reading the Bible High, David ended up with
an Erection'
oil pastels & oil on card
594 mm x 841 mm
2019
pg. 96
'Untitled (Murderer in blue suit on a blue bench
at night)'
Oil on canvas
150 x 120 cm
2016
336
pg. 97
'Howl II'
Oil on canvas
150 x 120 cm
2016
'the naked jazz party'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
75 cm x 125 cm
2019
pg. 98 - 100 & 325
'Brussels Brothel'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
150 x 110 cm
2019
pg. 102
'portrait with arms',
oil pastels on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 103
'Death (after Karel Appel)', 2019
oil pastels on paper
40 x 60 cm
2019
pg. 104 - 107
'elements of climate change'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
150 x 100 cm
2019
pg. 110
'The Beauty of Woman (After Kafka's
Dictum)'
Oil on canvas
60 x 80 cm
2014
pg. 112
'inner turmoiled Priest'
oil on canvas
24 x 30 cm
2019
pg. 114
'Queen Mariana of Spain Screaming'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
75 x 125 cm
2019
pg. 118 -120
'recurring dream'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
100 x 150 cm
2019
pg. 122 - 124
'Female Nudes II'
oil on canvas
150 x 110 cm
2014
337
pg. 126
'Ode to Rembrandt'
oil on canvas
18 x 24 inch
2016
pg. 142 -143
'female Christ'
oil & oil pastels on card
58 x 37 cm
2019
pg. 128
'self portrait with picture of Van Gogh'
oil & oil pastels on card
60 x 80 cm
2019
pg. 129
'how I feel hungry'
crayon on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2017
pg. 130
'both chopped'
pastels on paper
40 x 60 cm
2019
pg. 132 - 133
Artist Studio Space
pg. 138 - 139
'Froth on the Daydream'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
80 x 80 cm
2019
pg. 140
'Kidnapping God'
crayon & pencil on paper
100 x 80 cm
2014
pg. 141
'December Portrait'
pencil on paper
100 x 80 cm
2014
pg. 144
'(Jesus & Magadelene) ode to de Kooning
[Hysterical Realism]'
oil on canvas
1016 mm X 1524 mm
2016
pg. 146
'three headed personage again'
pencil on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 147
'old Couple (Amsterdam II)'
pencil on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 148
'Disembodied Youth (After Miró)'
Oil on Canvas
160 x 120 cm
2016
pg. 152
'Nietzschian Wonder'
oil, acrylic & oil pastels on canvas
150 x 100 cm
2019
pg. 153
'the insane therapist'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
100 x 160 cm
2019
338
pg. 158
'Another one for Gorky'
oil & oil pastels on card
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 159
'sketch for rendition of Autumnal
Cannibalism'
pencil on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2018
pg. 160
Dalí's lesbian food sex (after Ensor)
oil & oil pastels on canvas
150 x 100 cm
2019
pg. 162
'drop lick'
oil pastels on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg 163
'the human savagery of a naked
Refugee on a boat — sketch'
21 x 29.7 cm
2018
pg. 166
'naked black female saxophonist at Nazi
party (Naima)'
oil on canvas
120 x 160 cm
2019
pg. 167
'the human savagery of a naked refugee on a
boat'
oil on canvas
120 x 160 cm
2019
pg. 168
'Portrait of Roberto Bolaño'
crayon on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2017
pg. 169
'Portrait of Tash Caesar'
oil pastels & pencil on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2018
339
'memories of Darwin'
pencil on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 170
'invisible man on highstreet'
oil pastels on card
594 mm x 841 mm
2019
pg. 171
'the prisoners (Marxist Tropes)'
oil & oil pastels on card
594 mm x 841 mm
2019
pg. 172
'the raw meat eaters'
oil on card
27 x 35 cm
2019
pg. 174
'Boamah a la Bonnard'
oil pastels on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 175
'bdsm scene mixed with taking of Christ'
oil pastels on paper
120 x 160 cm
2019
pg. 176
'white nigga II'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
50 x 50 cm
2019
pg. 177
'the angry professor'
oil on canvas
40 x 40 cm
2019
pg. 178 - 180
'Untitled (She Was a Little Upset)'
Oil on canvas
75 x 125 cm
2014
pg. 186
'suicide after Hockney'
pencil on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 187
'screaming after Kundera's Immortality'
oil pastels on cardboard
40 x 60 cm
2019
pg. 188
'Portrait IV (Schizoidness)'
oil pastels & acrylic on card
60 x 80 cm
2014
pg. 190
'the dinner'
pencil on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg.192
'the arsonist'
oil pastels on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2018
pg. 194
'untitled (Madman's Head II)'
oil & crayons on card
50 x 70 cm
2014
pg. 200
'Hand Study'
pencil on paper
29.7 cm x 42 cm
pg. 201
'couple sex wrestling naked in park'
oil pastels on card
594 mm x 841 mm
2019
340
341
pg. 204
'is that jazz, is that jazz!!!'
pencil on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 214
'after åsa's dream (drowning in air)'
oil on canvas
120 x 120 cm
2019
pg. 205
'tiger, tiger'
oil pastels on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 216 - 218
'Black Rain & Baboon (Night, Forest)'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
150 x 100 cm
2019
pg. 206
'the sex addicted virgin'
oil on canvas
60 x 80 cm
2014
pg. 207
'mysterious woman with breast'
oil & oil pastels on card
25 x 40 cm
2019
pg. 208 - 211
'Study for Condo's Memories of Rembrandt, 1994 -
with the three states at 7 years old'
oil on canvas
150 x 120 cm
2016
pg. 212
'memories of Condo & Dostoevsky'
oil on card
60 x 80 cm
2017
pg. 213
'anorexic model with blue gloves'
oil on card
60 x 80 cm
2017
pg. 220
'Suicide contemplation & crowd with clown
(after Levé)'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
120 x 160 cm
2019
pg. 222
'the gestapo (after Westside Gunn)'
oil & oil pastels on card
27 x 32 cm
2019
pg. 224
'portrait of Mora'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
50 x 70 cm
2019
pg. 226
'sketch for portrait of Mora'
pencil on note book paper
20 x 14 cm
2019
pg 228- 231
'Jazz Culo'
oil & pastel on canvas
150 x 110 cm
2019
342
pg. 232
'brothel'
pencil on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 233
'veins (the raw ingredients)'
oil pastels on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 236
'2 states after study of the base of the
Crucifixion'
Oil on Canvas
1016 mm X 1524 mm
2016
pg. 237
'Sale (origin of Cotton II)'
oil pastels on cardboard
40 x 24 cm
2019
pg. 238
'memories of L.A's Venice Beach'
oil pastels on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2018
pg. 240
'the kif den'
oil pastels on card
594 mm x 841 mm
2018
343
pg. 242
'smoking Kif, painted'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
120 x 160 cm
2019
pg. 244
'Candle Lit Sun'
oil pastels on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 245
'the ol' pornographer'
pencil on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 248
'black on black'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
80 x 100 cm
2019
pg. 250
'the Estactic reformulated §13'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
150 x 120 cm
2017 — 2019
pg. 252
'an abstract cubist without the lines (bindlestiff)'
oil on canvas
60 x 80 cm
2019
pg. 254
'memories of Picasso (Orgy)'
House Paint, Oil & Acrylic on Canvas
160 x 140 cm
2018
pg. 260
'Figures in a Room'
oil on canvas
100 x 100 cm
2014
pg. 262
'untitled (Paid)'
oil on canvas
150 x 110 cm
2014
pg. 263
'expensively cheap'
oil & oil pastels on card
594 mm x 841 mm
2019
pg. 264
'Alcoholic in the Park [Ode to Condo]'
oil on card
60 x 80 cm
2016
pg. 265
'devil ghost at sleeping couple's window'
pencil on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 266
'After Mad Dog Performance / Reservoir Dog
(Kulik)'
oil pastels on card
594 mm x 841 mm
2019
pg. 268
'philosophy in strip club'
pencil on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
344
pg. 269
'Loco Sane'
coloured pencil on paper
29.7 x 42.0 cm
2016
pg. 283
'A Semblance of Madness'
crayon on card
50 x 70 cm
2016
pg. 270
'Untitled (Paradoxical Reality)'
oil & crayon on card
60 x 80 cm
2014
pg.272
'the female butcher, human bodies'
oil on canvas
150 x 100 cm
2019
pg. 276
'Priest at Psychiatric Ward'
Oil & acrylic on canvas
150 x 120 cm
2017
pg. 278
'Nigga Please'
oil pastels on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 280
'A Brothel in Ghent Damntor'
pencil on paper
50 x 70 cm
2016
pg. 282
'Portrait of Mr Frimpong'
pencil on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 284
'the Jamaican'
oil pastels on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 292
'Cubist Mexican Nun with Breast'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
50 x 50 cm
2019
pg. 292
'An angry Madonna at Jesus wetting the bed
(after Condo)'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
50 x 50 cm
2019
pg. 293
'a man as he missed the station'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
20 x 30 cm
2019
pg. 293
the Moroccan
oil & oil pastels on canvas
50 x 50 cm
2019
pg 293
'suicide scene'
oil & oil pastels on canvas
120 x 120 cm
2019
345
pg. 294 - 296
'Hard Boiled Babe'
oil & oil pastels on paper
160 x 120 cm
2019
pg. 298
'show business'
oil pastels & pencil on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 299
'portrait of Gil'
oil pastels on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2018
pg. 300
'the angry handjob'
oil pastels & pencil on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 301
'arms dealers'
pencil & oil pastel on paper
21 x 29.7cm
2019
pg. 304 - 307
'corashe'
oil & oil pastels on unstretched canvas
165 x 160 cm
2019
pg. 308
'portrait of Rob'
pencil & oil pastels on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
pg. 310 - 311
'mental hospital (meds + feds)'
oil & oil pastel on unstretched
canvas
165 x 110 cm
2019
pg. 313
'the sky was bleedin'
oil & oil pastels on
unstretched canvas
165 x 100 cm
2019
pg. 314 -317
'we both ended
up headless'
oil & oil pastels
on unstretched canvas
165 x 120 cm
2019
pg. 319
'picking cotton in the hot sun &
getting carried away with
oneself, no trees adding shade',
oil pastels & pencil on paper
80 x 120 cm
2019
pg. 320
'three headed motif priest'
oil pastels & chalk on card
60 x 80 cm
2017
pg. 309
'shadow man (Gospel of Aberration)' 'pg 321
oil & oil pastels on paper
'the agnostic priest switched one evening (the mezzanine)'
120 x 160 cm
oil on canvas
2019
50 x 70 cm
2019
346
pg. 322 - 325
'Rashan Charles keeps
happening (Donuts)'
oil & oil pastels on
unstretched canvas
165 x 90 cm
2019
pg. 322 - 323
Artist's Toilet
'Francis Bacon's Chair'
pg. 342 - 343
'recurring dream' (detail)
347
pg. 4, 327,
328- 329, 339
Photography: Gavin Li
'pg. 336
'stuffs'
pencil on paper
21 x 29.7 cm
2019
348
'cum on a casket'
— Boamah
349
350
351
Kofi Boamah