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istoria<br />

sazRvrebi<br />

debora: aranairi sazRvrebis ar mwams.<br />

noa: samagierod, sazRvrebs swams Tqveni.<br />

44 cxeli Sokoladi<br />

`kokoro~<br />

`sazRvari CemTvis ufro SiSia.<br />

SiSi, rom ver gadalaxav. SiSiT Sen<br />

Tavs aferxeb. SiSiT patara, lokaluri<br />

msoflmxedveloba giyalibdeba.<br />

patara bavSvs rom eubnebian: xeli<br />

ar miado, daiwvebi, daiwvebi, daiwvebi.<br />

man ki mainc unda miados, imitom,<br />

rom miiRos es gamocdileba. mixvdes,<br />

rom daiwveba. es gamocdileba SeiZleba<br />

yvelasTvis arc iyos aucilebeli.<br />

yvelas Tavisi sazRvari aqvs.<br />

amitom miyvars mogzauroba. mogzauroba<br />

sazRvrebis gadalaxvaa.<br />

Zalian bevri ram maSinebs, magram<br />

yovelTvis vfiqrob, rom gariskva<br />

sjobs argariskvas. gecodineba<br />

mainc, rom scade, mixvdebi _ es ar<br />

aris Cemi da ukan mobrundebi. rac<br />

aseve momwons aris is, rom sazRvris<br />

gadalaxva Zalian afarToebs horizonts:<br />

Sinagans, gonebrivs, suliers.<br />

araCveulebrivi SegrZnebaa, roca<br />

grZnob, aRiqvam, Seicnob~.<br />

ninom pirveli `sazRvari~ 9 wlis<br />

win gadalaxa. is germaniaSi gadavida<br />

sacxovreblad. meore `sazRvari~,<br />

albaT, maSin, roca germanulad<br />

daiwyo wera. asociaciobana maviwydeba<br />

da ninos ukve kiTxvas vusvam:<br />

_ mesmis, rom Tavs moxveuli diqotomiaa,<br />

magram Seni biografiis,<br />

`samSoblogamocvlili~ adamianebi,<br />

ZiriTadad or samyaroSi `gamokidebulad~<br />

aRiqmebian _ `gamgzavn~ da<br />

`mimReb~ samyaroebs Soris. Sen amas<br />

rogor grZnob? gaqvs moTxovnileba,<br />

romelime samyaros ufro ekuTvnode,<br />

vTqvaT, meti stabilurobis SegrZnebisTvis?<br />

es qarTul-germanuli<br />

diqotomia...<br />

es, germanul-qarTuli<br />

diqotomia<br />

`marTali xar, TiTqos yovelTvis<br />

sadRac SuaSi var da es dilema, albaT,<br />

mTeli cxovreba meqneba. ai, visi<br />

xar, gogo, Sen? visi gogo ufro xar?<br />

pirveli wlebi Zalian miWirda, roca<br />

mekiTxebodnen: Sen qarTveli xar, Tu<br />

germaneli? am enaze rom wer? am enaze,<br />

aba, ratom wer? enis `gamocvla~<br />

iSviaTia da xSir SemTxvevaSi, albaT,<br />

bevrisTvis Zalian simbolurad datvirTuli<br />

aqti. CemTvis germanulad<br />

wera ar yofila winaswar dagegmili<br />

nabiji, romelzedac didxans vifiqre.<br />

xeli Semiwyo iman, rom srulyofilad<br />

vflob am enas, bavSvobidanve<br />

vswavlobdi germanuls. erTxel, maxsovs,<br />

aq, TbilisSi, erTi radiointervius<br />

dros, eTerSi erTma kacma<br />

dareka. Tavidan Zalian bevri maqo,<br />

magram boloSi ver moiTmina da<br />

mainc sayveduris toniT mkiTxa: `ratom<br />

wer germanulad?~ TiTqos enis<br />

gamocvla raRac Ralatis tolfasi<br />

iyos. ki, kargia, rom germaniaSi gamodis<br />

Seni wigni, bevri mkiTxveli hyavs,<br />

aqvs gamoxmaureba, magram... da es<br />

magram yovelTvis rCeba. Tavidan mawuxebda<br />

es sakiTxi, mere raRacnairad<br />

Sevegue. axla vTvli, rom amas<br />

dadebiTi mxare aqvs imitom, rom raxan<br />

me arsad ar var, SemiZlia, yvelagan<br />

viyo. raxan me aravis da arafers<br />

mivekuTvnebi, SemiZlia, yvelafers<br />

mivekuTvnebode. araoportunistuli<br />

gagebiT, ra Tqma unda~.<br />

mainc germanul-qarTuli<br />

diqotomia<br />

germanuli<br />

wels laipcigis wignis festivalze<br />

erT-erTma cnobilma germanulma<br />

satelevizio arxma, ARD-ma ninosTan<br />

interviu Cawera, romelic pirdapir<br />

eTerSi gadaicemoda da romelsac<br />

festivalis uamravi stumari<br />

adevnebda Tvals. maxsovs, ninos wamyvanma<br />

isev germanulad weraze Camougdo<br />

saubari da mere hkiTxa, romeli<br />

iyo misi sayvareli germanuli<br />

sityva. nino arc dafiqrebula, ise<br />

upasuxa: AUSLÄNDERBEHÖRDE. AUS-<br />

LÄNDERBEHÖRDE reestris magvari<br />

dawesebulebaa, sadac ucxoelebi<br />

aRiricxebian. wamyvani uxerxulad<br />

SeiSmuSna da maSinve sxva Temaze gadaitana<br />

saubari. iq kidev erTxel<br />

davrwmundi, rom nino magari gogoa.<br />

`lampeduza xo gagigia? _ kunZu-<br />

li. evropis pirveli `gamfiltravi~<br />

sazRvari. `cixesimagre~. auracxeli<br />

migranti awydeba. am kunZulze aris<br />

cixe, galavani; SemosazRvrulia yvelaferi<br />

da danawilebuli, TiTqos<br />

imisTvis, rom giTxras: Sen rCebi aq,<br />

an ukan midixar, an Tu gagimarTla,<br />

SeiZleba SemogiSva kidec. Seni me-<br />

Sinia, Sen ucxo xar da rac ar unda<br />

iyos, mainc meorexarisxovani iqnebi<br />

Cems qveyanaSi. mere ra, rom evropaa.<br />

Tan 21-e saukune.<br />

aris kidev meore ram: meore msoflio<br />

omis mere germanias aqvs kompleqsi,<br />

romlis gamoc mudmivad<br />

TviTgvemaSia. amis gamo bevri ram<br />

iTrguneba. germaneli Tavs uflebas<br />

ar aZlevs emocia gamoxatos, odnav<br />

metad paTetikuri iyos, vidre es<br />

misi racionaluri kulturisTvisaa<br />

dasaSvebi. es, adamianSi Zalian didi<br />

raRacis CaxSobas iwvevs, rac mere,<br />

Zalian araswor da arasamarTlian<br />

adgilas iCens Tavs. amis gamo iseT<br />

absurdSi vardebian xandaxan, rom<br />

sasaciloc kia. ar momwons is, rom<br />

emociis SiSia qveyanaSi. meore ukiduresobaa<br />

imis, rac Cven gvaklia.<br />

is, rom yvelaferi detalurad unda<br />

gaanalizdes, is, rom aTasjer unda<br />

dafiqrdes, SeiZleba Tu ara, maqvs<br />

amis ufleba Tu ara, rame mohyveba<br />

amas Tu ara. yvelaferi TiTqos<br />

programulad gaTvlilia. adamianebi<br />

iTrgunebian. TeatrSic Zalian<br />

igrZnoba es. Cems speqtaklebze erT-<br />

-erTi umTavresi kritika is iyo, rom<br />

zedmetad emociuria, rom am yvelafers<br />

meti ironiiT da sarkazmiT da<br />

naklebi emociiT unda mivudge. me ki<br />

vTqvi, rom CemTvis xelovnebaa emocia.<br />

xelovneba emociis gareSe ar arsebobs.<br />

warsulis Wiplari erTxel<br />

da samudamod unda CaWra. amis gareSe<br />

win ver waxval, es raRac, yovelTvis<br />

ukan mogqaCavs. mere ra, rom sakuTar<br />

warsuls ase Trgunav, mainc xom aris<br />

nacisturi dajgufebebi, mainc aris<br />

zizRi, brazi. xandaxan SegrZneba maqvs,<br />

rom Tavis Tavs ver grZnoben,<br />

sul raRacis darwmuneba sWirdebaT,<br />

raRacis mtkiceba. es adamianur konteqstSi<br />

Zalian damTrgunvelia~.

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