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#17 25 dekemberi 2009 - 21 ianvari 2010

gamodis or kviraSi erTxel, paraskeobiT fasi 50 TeTri

proza

guram

megreliSvili

domino

II-III

poezia

nodar

adeiSvili

IV-V

murman

lebaniZis

gaxseneba

XI

Targmani

`dhamapadidan~

XII

Zen-budisturi

miniaturebi

XIII

antonio

maCado

akademiaSi arCevasTan

dakavSirebiT

warmoTqmuli

sityvis monaxazi

XIV-XV

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2 proza literaturuli gazeTi 25 dekemberi 2009 - 21 ianvari 2010

eka da jemala

(sevai-du)

_ dedao, dedao! _ sofleli mezobeli

Sors mTaze idga da eZaxda.

neta ra unda, gaefiqra ekas.

_ gogoni, dedao! _ SeajanjRares

da gamoeRviZa.

kaci tuCzeTiTmikruli idga da

odnav daxriliyo ekasken, TiTqos, Tu

gainZreva, daartyamso.

ekas xma ar amouRia. SeaTvaliera.

normalurad ecva, metic – Zalian kargi

jinsis Sarvali da Savi feris kapiu-

Soniani jempre. Sarvali totebTan

sul talaxiani hqonda, etyoba sadRac

Cavarda. fexebs Tvali moacila da mzera

or mozrdil zurgCanTaze gadaitana,

romlebic iqve egdo.

_ me dedao ara var, morCili var.

_ Tqva ekam.

_ xo, sulerTia, ravi. momdeven da

unda dammalo, ra, daiko.

_ aq dedaTa monasteria, kacis Semosvla...

_ ar minda exa eg riJa bazari... -

kaci Seyovnda, raRaca awon-dawona da

ganagrZo – vici, ro monasteria da imitomac

Semovedi. Tu damiWires, momklaven...

_ aq damelode, winamZRvars vetyvi

da is...

kacma damTavreba ar acala, xelSi

waavlo.

_ ara, ra winamZRvari, daiko, is

mRvdeli Cemi ubnelia ega, egreve CamiSvebs.

xo ar gagiJdi, mismine...

ekam raRaca Caiburtyuna da dajda.

_ am CanTebSi ori milioni laria.

ara mkiTxo exa ra da ratom. aris ra.

cudi gziT aris, mara aris. am fulis

gamo, egreve momklaven ZaRlebi, amito,

Tu ginda ro qristianis sicocxle

ar daido codvad, unda dammalo,

ra.

_ sad dagmalo, ver gavige me aq

marto ki ara vcxovrob.

kaci karTan mivida. raRaca xmauri

gaisma gareT da daiZaba. qamridan iaraRi

amoiRo da Caxmaxi Seayena.

_ nu geSinia, mamao aq ar SemouSvebs

policias, sul ro moklan mainc,

magram aq mainc ver dagtoveb. _ ekam

es sityvebi iseTi simSvidiT uTxra, rom

kacic raRacnairad damSvidda da kars

moSorda.

_ mismine, dedao... daiko, me aq sul

raRac erTi saaTiT minda gaCereba,

mere Cems Tavs mivxedav, oRond...

Seyovnda. gadawyvetilebas iRebda,

eTqva Tu ara. bolos mainc Tqva:

_ am fuls aq davtoveb. unda Seminaxo,

sadme unda Seminaxo. eg Seni mosafiqrebelia.

ro Camoval, monastersac

Semovwirav... ra gWirdebaT,

aba

_ monasters yvelaferi Wirdeba,

meravi.

_ kai. – kacma CanTa gaxsna da ramdenime

Sekvra fuli amoalaga – aha esa,

Seni saxeliT Sewire, an yuTSi Caagde,

ar vici. ar uTxra mamaos ro mogeci,

gaige

Cqarobda. CanTa isev Sekra da sawolze

daagdo, TviTonac wamowva.

_ SeiZleba CameZinos da zustad

erT saaTSi gamaRviZe, kai

ekam pasuxi ar gasca. cota xani ase

iyvnen. mere eka karisken daiZra:

_ me gaval. locva iwyeba da rom

ar gavide, SemomakiTxaven.

kaci sawolidan wamoiwia: _ gendobi,

icode.

ekam kari gaixura da gavida.

roca Semobrunda, sawoli carieli

daxvda. CanTebi loginis qveS Seetena.

viTom damalao _ gaeRima ekas da gamoaCoCa.

erT-erT CanTaze batifexuriT

dawerili baraTi ido:

_ me jemala var, gagonili geqneba,

qurdi var. am fuls gabareb da icode,

kapiki ar daakldes, Tore Seni TaviT

gadaixdi. me Tu ar movedi, vinme mova

Cemi saxeliT da imas gaatane. paroli

iyos juce. es werili gadaagde, dawvi.

dedao, Tu rogorc gqvia, icode,

gendobi!

guram megreliSvili

domino

(fragmenti romanidan)

“ratom icini Secvale saxeli da es moTxroba Senze iqneba”.

horaciusi

miSa

(iagani)

kurdRlis formians sasacilod

aqvs erTi yuri Camokidebuli. miSa Sedis

da warmodgena mTavrdeba kidec.

bavSvebi daRlilebi Canan. naniko sigarets

asress saferfleSi, magram miSas

Tvals es ar gamoepareba da saxes

aridebs. ras umalavs ra qmari (is

siri!!!) ar uSlis da aman idardos

TvaliT fexmZime cols eZebs da uceb

uknidan exveva nia.

_ morCiT _ ekiTxeba miSa.

_ movrCiT. _ pasuxobs nia da ise

uRimis, rom aSkarad samagieros elis,

magram miSas ar eRimeba. karTan dgeba

da tuCebmokumuli elodeba, rodis

gamova misi fexmZime coli da iubilari

Svili dabadebis dRis centridan.

nia iZabeba. etyoba gogoebi jer

ar apirebdnen daSlas; torti naxevrad

SeuWmelia, magram karTan miSa

iseTi saxiT dgas, darCenis survilsac

ver gamoTqvams nia. viTom bavSvs usworebs

tansacmels da amiT Tan dro

gahyavs.

kurdRlis formiani formas

iZrobs. qeraTmiani, odnav gauparsavi

saxis biWia da miSas is Zalian lamazad

eCveneba. uneburad, Tavis colsac ki

adarebs da gaifiqrebs, rom mis colze

lamazia. biWs SeubRvers da nias gaxedavs.

nias hgonia, rom mas uyurebs ase

qmari, amitom bavSvs xels hkidebs, megobrebs

emSvidobeba da karisken midis.

yvelam icis, rom nias “mZime xasiaTis

kaci” hyavs, amitom aravin arafers ambobs

da aravin arafers imCnevs.

mTeli gza Cumad arian. miSa saxl-

Tan Camosvams col-Svils da swrafad

daZravs manqanas, magram ubans gaSorebuli

arcaa, rom ukan brundeba da binaSi

adis. nia saxlSi ar misula.

_ sad xar

_ ager...

_ ra ager saxlSi misvla ar unda

icode su gareT rogor unda wanwalebde,

Seni deda...

qali uTiSavs da zustad sam wuTSi

brundeba. mezobelTan Seuvlia.

nia SublSeWmuxnili aRebs kars, magram

emCneva, daZabuli da SeSinebulia.

_ gamistumre da dawowialob, ara

_ ras davwowialob, qeTim gamoo...

_ Cumad! Seni xma ar gavigo exa, isedac

nervebze var aTxrili. Sedi oTax-

Si!

nia saZineblisken midis, bavSvic

miyavs.

_ datove! modi aq, mami!

lizi mamasTan mirbis da yelze

ekideba. miSa Cakocnis, televizorTan

dasvams, nikoledeons CaurTavs da

TviTonac saZinebelSi Sedis.

_ meCqareba, samsaxurSi unda viyo

samze! _ saaTs daxedavs miSa, raRacnairad

aaTvalierebs cols, romelic

ukve sacvlebis amaraa da wveba. miSa

Sarvals ixdis. ratomRac isev is kurdRlis

formiani axsendeba da uneburad,

isev cols adarebs. mere odnav

wamozrdil mucelze akvirdeba da

sacvals xdis. niam zepirad icis rac

unda moxdes: miSa jer fexebs awevinebs,

ulokavs da mere aqvT siaxlove. miSas

amis gareSe ar unda. miSas amis gareSe

ar SeuZlia!

mere icvamen. miSa zurgze akvirdeba

cols da TiTqos pirvelad xedavdes,

raRacnairad aRizianebs gogos

Tmiani weli.

_ gvian moxval _ adevnebs kar-

Tan coli.

unda upasuxos, rom es misi saqme

araa, magram Sexedavs da gaifiqrebs,

rom pasuxis Rirsic ki ar aris nia da

kars gaiketavs.

samsaxurSi sami dakavebuli xvdeba.

erT-erTs icnobs. adre qurdobisTvis

hyavs daWerili. danarCeni orni Rlapebi

Canan, magram Zalian ki didoben.

mere im ors sastikad scems, “ZaRlurad”

TirkmelebSi urtyams da aginebs.

miSas sisastikeze yvela laparakobs

samsaxurSi da Tavad miSamac icis amis

Sesaxeb. siamovnebs. is Zveli nacnobi

egreve Tanxmdeba TanamSromlobaze –

erTxel ukve gamoscada amis sisastike

da Tanxmdeba. is orni TiTqos uZaliandebian

da miSac ufro agresiuli

xdeba. ar Semogakvdes! _ afrTxilebs

ganyofilebis ufrosi da am gafrTxilebaSi

faruli pativiscema igrZnoba.

miSa ki scems da scems im ors da

raRac momentSi acnobierebs, rom “saqmis”

garda, siamovnebs kidec rom i m -

orCilebs or damnaSaves, romlebsac

Tavi avtoritetebad miaCniaT.

wamierad kurdRlis formiani axsendeba.

kurdRlis formiani egreve

nias axsenebs, nia im qurds, visac coli

waarTva Tavis droze. marTalia, qurdma

mZimed daWra, magram xom waarTva

xom miisakuTra da daanaxa vin ufro

Zlieria!

is ori Rlapi tydeba. yvelaferze

xels aweren da axla es aRizianebs miSas.

zedmeti rom ar mouvides, ganyofilebidan

midis da uaxloes nacnob

barSi brendis wrupavs.

mimi

(pusta-pusta)

gamarjoba.

me mimi var, gei.

Cemi axlandeli profesia veteqimobaa.

31 wlis var da ukve movaswari

daqorwinebac da qvrivobac. oTxi welia,

rac meuRle dameRupa da sami welia,

rac homoseqsuali var.

ar vici, es (rogorc Tqven

uwodebT) “pederastoba” marTla genetikuria

Tu ara, magram cxadia, rom

rodesac erTxel mainc igemeb saku-

Tari sqesis gemos, mixvdebi, rom erTi

safexuriT maRldebi danarCenebze.

me Semexedeba. is ki arada, Zalian

simpatiuric var. grZeli, ukan gadayrili

Tma, Txeli aRnagoba, didi mwvane

Tvalebi da odnav gapobili bage.

yovelTvis movwonvar qalebs da, rac

mTavaria, kacebsac, amitomac Tavs

arasrulfasovan adamianad ar vTvli

da sakmaod sworad vuyureb am cxovrebas,

romelic ise swrafad icvleba Cem-

Si, rom ramdenime pirovnebad vaswreb

yofnas.

me myavda coli, romelic Zalian

miyvarda, imdenad miyvarda, rom xSirad

mifiqria _ SeiZleba ki ase erTi

adamianis siyvaruli Cven erTad

vizrdebodiT. is Cems ezoSi gadmovida

sacxovreblad, rodesac me Tormetis,

is ki aTi wlis iyo. mas hqonda gr-

Zeli kululebi, TeTri saxis kani da

Zalian Savi, Savi Tvalebi. rodesac am

TvalebSi viyurebodi, yovelTvis vg-

Znobdi, rom erTxelac isini sicocxliT

savse aRar iqneboda.

mere is mokvda, momikles. mogzaurobisas

brma tyvia moxvda da adgilzeve

gardaicvala. im wams, roca me

mis TvalebSi ukanasknelad Cavixede,

CemSi raRaca daexva gorgaliviT da

mere moulodnelad gaiSala, gaiSala

da TiTqos basri iaraRi yofiliyos,

yvelaferi damisera SigniT.

dasaflavebis dRes, patara minanqris

jvari movxseni, romelic Svidi

wlis win vaCuqe dabadebis dReze, movxseni

da gavikeTe.

im dRidan me var me da Cemi coli

sofo.

_ naTqvamia, orxmlian kacs metad

ufrTxis mteri da SiSiT erTze ufro

bevrni midiano, asevea orjvrian kacis

SemTxvevaSic – ormagad etanebian

Turme eSmakebi! _ es miTxra erTxel

eklesiaSi misuls erTma iqaurma maTxovarma,

roca jvrebi movixseni da

xatebTan davawye. im dRes sofias gardacvalebidan

zustad erTi weli gadioda

da gadavwyvite eklesiaSi Semevlo

da sanTlebi amenTo misi sulis

mosaxsenieblad. es erTi (umiso) weli

rogor gavatare, ar maxsovs. gana gadataniTi

mniSvnelobiT vambob amas _

marTla ar maxsovs, Tumca faqtia, rom

gavatare da arc movmkvdarvar. mTeli

am xnis ganmavlobaSi, Cemi sofia

CemSi cocxlobda da imdenad realuri

iyo es, rom qmedebebSic vlindeboda.

magaliTad, aqamde arasodes myvarebia

Sokoladis nayini, axla ki iseTive gemrieli

meCveneba, rogorc vanilis. ver

vitandi yvavilovan kombostos, axla

kvira ar gava, ar vWamo.

CemSi ori adamiani gamTlianda.

magram gamTlianebul adamianebsac

aqvT bunebrivi moTxovnileba, romelic

RamiT gawrialebs da dRisiT eiforia

gewyeba.

me ar SemeZlo movferebodi sxva

qals, magram ase yofnac aRar SemeZlo...

da im dRes, roca maTxovarma orjvrianobaze

leqcia Camitara, raRaca

SemerWo marjvena ferdSi, xurda

mivugde da zurgi Sevaqcie. mTeli sxeuli

gamioflianda, gamixurda da

sicxianiviT avkankaldi. gamovvardi

eklesiidan da pirdapir zRvaze wavedi.

rac sofo aRar myavda, ar mibanavia.

xandaxan Tu wavidodi napirze da

horizonts vuyurebdi. curva azradac

ar momsvlia, radgan me mxolod

Cemi colis gamo Sevdiodi zRvaSi.

is saocrad kargad curavda, uxdeboda

kidec da erTi siamovneba iyo,

geyurebina misi mSvenieri sxeuli

rogor miapobda talRebs. xSirad dediSobilebi

SevsulvarT da am dros

sofias mec ki vaviwydebodi. yvelas

arseboba aviwydeboda, ise siamovnebda

wyali. me ki ukan mivyvebodi da misiT

vtkbebodi xolme.

erTxel tansacmelic ki mogvpares

da ase SiSvlebi dagvtoves plaJze. ma-

Sin kiserze Camomekida da miTxra: _

ginda aseTebi davrCeT aq, avaSenoT

qoxi, viTevzaoT da me or gogos gagi-

Cen.

qalaqis plaJidan samas metrSi

viyaviT.

da ai, mivadeqi zustad im adgils,

sadac tansacmeli mogvpares adre, gavixade

da Sevvardi wyalSi, Tavidan

cota civi meCvena, magram es iqneb uke-

Tesic ki iyo ase ufro swrafad

amoZraveb xel-fexs da Tavs modunebis

saSualebas ar aZlev.

im dRes CemSi sofia curavda da me

mTeli arsebiT SevigrZeni ra iyo wya-

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25 dekemberi 2009 - 21 ianvari 2010

li. xarbad vusvamdi mklavebs da sul

win da win mivdiodi. iseTi SegrZneba

mqonda, TiTqos arasodes gamomeleoda

Zala da sadRac sxva qveynamde

mivcuravdi, magram daviRale da roca

ukan movixede, napiri Zalian ZlivsRa

Canda.

aseT wams yovelTvis xvdeba adamiani,

midrekilia Tu ara TviTmkvlelobisken,

radgan momentalurad

gagielvebs azri, xom ar gaaCero xelfexi

da waxvide fskerisken rogorc

paraSutiT gadmomxtari adamiani erTi

wamiT yoymanobs gaxsnas Tu ara Tavisi

sicocxle, aseve mec, kilometriT

moSorebulma napirs, gavifiqre, aqve

xom ar daveSva fskerze Cemive martoobiT

magram roca filtvebi haerisgan

damicarielda, mTeli mondomebiT

zeviT wavedi da amoyvinTvisTanave

davaskveni, TviTmkvleloba SeuZlebelia

Tu ukan dasaxevi gza ar moiWeri!

napiramde yvela da yvelaferi damaviwyda,

sofiac ki. raRac wami sasowarkveTilebam

momicva, rom ver gavaRwevdi,

Zala aRar meyofoda, Tumca

naTqvamia: “adamianis SesaZleblobebi

amouwuraviao, gansakuTrebiT maSin,

roca mas uWirs.”

didxanze vegde silaze araqaTgamoclili.

arc Zala mqonda da arc

survili adgomis. TvalebdaxuWuls ar

meZina. dilisken CameZina, mivxvdi rom

CamZinebia, radgan ori meTevzis xma Sua

laparakidan Semovida Cems cnobierebaSi.

roca wamovdeqi, piri momarides da

maSinRa gamaxsenda dediSobila rom

viyavi. xom mSvidobaao, zRvas hkiTxa

erTma. ki-meTqi, vupasuxe da Cacma

daviwye.

moulodnelad vigrZeni, rom

gulze erTi jvari mekida, sofias

jvari.

ZaRli ar yofila ise avad, rom momkvdariyo,

magram saoperacio magidaze

mokvda.

patroni qali iyo, Tanac sakmaod

agresiuli. raRac ieWva da eqspertizaze

waiRo gvami, sadac daudgines, rom

sikvdili eqimis anu Cemi mizeziT iyo

gamowveuli. movardnen is qali da misi

qmari, romelic, rogorc mogvianebiT

gairkva, policieli yofila.

maT piri ar gauCerebiaT ise mlan-

ZRes da magines. ar Sevpasuxebivar. sxva

dros iqneb meginebina da xelic Semebrunebina

im kacisTvis, sila rom gamawna

moulodnelad, magram me videqi

mSvidi saxiT da xmas ar viRebdi. qali

gavida, manqanaSi Cajda, qmars ki etyoboda,

rom ZaRli imdenad ar aRelvebda,

ramdenadac Cemi damcireba siamovnebda.

TvalebSi etyoboda, rom netarebaSi

iyo Cemi lanZRviTa da imiT,

alag-alag rom miWerda xels.

siamovnebda da mec msiamovnebda.

is kaci gaxda Cemi pirveli sayvarelic,

roca ramdenime dReSi isev

movida da isev lanZRva damiwyo. maSin

me davxede qveviT da mivxvdi, rom aRgznebuli

iyo. ufro sworad me ki ara,

sofiam, romelmac imaze meti icoda

kacebze, vidre nebismierma sxva qalma.

hoda, im policielma, erTxelac Camavlo

xeli, SemajanjRara da mere

mklavi momxvia kiserze, TiTqos daxr-

Cobas mipirebda.

mere kocna damiwyo. mkocnida gau-

Cerebliv da Tan maginebda. sityvierad

meubneboda imas, ris gakeTebasac

CemTvis apirebda da vgrZnobdi, rom

sul ufro da ufro iRgzneboda.

mokled, im saRamos Cems binaSi movida.

im dRes mivxvdi ras, niSnavs Sensave

sqesTan seqsi.

ukve ori welia sizmrebs qalis

TvaliT vxedav anu Cems sizmrebSi me

qali var. amis mizezi albaT isaa, rom

Zalian xSirad miwevs susti sqesis Tama-

Si sawolSi.

erTi xanoba, roca “adamianis namdvili

sqesis” trening-kursebze daviwye

siaruli, leqtorma, Suaxans gadacilebulma

kacma, romelmac sabolood

Semajavra Tavi, scada Cemi

darwmuneba imaSi, TiTqos yovelTvis

arsebobda meore me, romelic qali

iyo da memaleboda.

leqtoris azriT, raki Cemi da sofias

intimuri cxovreba yovelTvis

oraluri seqsiT iwyeboda, gamodis,

rom me imTaviTve arasrulfasovani

kaci, metic _ latenturi homoseqsuali

viyavi, visac sakuTari Tavis realizeba

jer ver momexdina. misive

Teoriis “msgavsi msgavss eZebs” mixedviT

ki gamodioda, rom Cemi sofiac

lesboseli iyo, aqtiuri lesboseli,

romelsac CemSi qali, me ki masSi kaci

momwonda, Sesabamisad, Cven ori qalis

ojaxi gvqonia Seqmnili.

sisulele!

is ar icnobda sofias!

da amitomac mezizReba me is leqtori!

sanaTesaom adre ara, magram mainc

Seityo Cems Sesaxeb da visac vicnobdi,

Tu ar vicnobdi, yvelas Wkuis sarigebeli

gavxdi. modiodnen da zogi

mlanZRavda, zogi miyvavebda, rogi

miqadagebda _ eklesiuri gaxdi da Seicvlebio.

minda ki Secvla, mkiTxeT, aba!

naTesavi kacebi daiwyobdnen

literaturuli gazeTi

mklavebs da iseTi saxiT miyurebdnen,

TiTqos daiqca qveyana, Tuki erTiT

meti “pediki” (imaTi termini) Seemata

“samSoblos”. aba me mkiTxeT raRacnairad

davisvene. yvelaferi rom

gamJRavnda davisvene. eseni, es... es naxevarze

meti Tavad homoseqsualebi,

rom arc ician da Cven gvagineben, raTa

sakuTari namdvili sqesi damalon. gansakuTrebiT

erTi Soreuli policieli

naTesavi aqtiurobda. sayeloSi Camavlo

xeli da mlanZRavda _ mTel

sanaTesaos gvarcxveno. me ki mis

TvalebSi imas vxedavdi, rasac albaT

arasodes gamoutydeba sakuTar Tavs

da ris gamoc Sevida “Z a l o v a n s t r

u q t u r e b S i!” da rac aiZulebs Ram-

RamobiT coli scemos. gana Cven ar

viciT, cols rom scems yvelam yvelaferi

viciT, magram Cemnairebi

gvWirdeba, raTa xeli SevaxocoT da

sakuTari namusi moviwmindoT.

leri da daviTi

(SaSi-Cari)

_ Tqven Tu iciT, saerTod, galelebi

ra xalxia _ daviTma koniaki

mosva da magidaze dadga Wiqa.

_ ra SuaSia, ra xalxia da rogori

ai, swored egeTma saubrebma daRupes

saqarTvelo, rom icodeT! _ dabali,

ulvaSebiani kaci ise SeTamaSda savar-

ZelSi, rom gverdiT mjdomi pastori

jer Sexta, mere gaeRima da Sokoladi

CakbiCa.

_ kargiT ra, Cemo vasil, kargiT ra!

Tqven mainc unda flobdeT mag informacias,

bolo-bolo, amxela ubnis

policiis ufrosi brZandebiT.

_ ara, gasagebia eg yvelaferi, Cemo

daviT, magram... aris Temebi, romelzec

saerTod ar saubroben, xo

leri fanjaras moSorda da

uzarmazar vazasTan dadga.

_ mainc ra xalxia, batono daviT

_ galelebi, amerikelebiviT arian...

Svilo, vazas moSordi, magis safasurs

mTeli sicocxle aq siaruliT ver

gadaixdi, ro gatexo, aqeT dadeqi.

leri frTxilad moSorda vazas da

iqve mdgar savarZelSi CaeSva.

_ xoda, galis teritoria erTi

dausaxlebeli adgili iyo, Cemo sayvarelo,

samurzayanos rom ityvian

xolme, swored is. aq, iseve rogorc

amerikaSi, saqarTvelos danarCeni

kuTxeebidan gaqceuli avazakebi, qurdebi,

mkvlelebi, bozebi da nabiWvrebi

saxldebodnen. eg iyo xelSeuxebeli

teritoria, Cemo kargo. mand dadiansac

ki ar emorCilebodnen iseTi mZime

kriminogenuli situacia iyo

yovelTvis.

_ mere _ policiis ufrosi odnav

wamoiwia savarZlidan da ulvaSi

gaiswora.

_ mere is, rom aseTi nazavi da sxvadasxva

juris xalxisgan warmoqmnili

mikroorganizmi mTliani saqarTvelos

konteqstidan yovelTvis amovardnili

iyo da iqneba.

_ kargi ra, batono daviT, demagogobaa

eg yvelaferi, meti araferi.

_ vasilma gaziani wyali daisxa da

mosva.

_ ki, magram, Tu saqarTvelos sxvadasxva

kuTxeebidan Sekrebili, Tundac

kriminalebi arian eg xalxi, mainc xom

qarTvelebTan gvaqvs saqme, a, batono

daviT _ Tqva lerim. pastori raRacnairad

qalurad gainaza leris am sityvebze.

es ise arabunebrivi iyo, rom

biWma gaxeda kidec.

_ me ar vambob, rom isini qarTvelebi

ar arin, Tumca saqarTveloSi

qarTvelobaze msjeloba calke sagania

kidev. eg kide dasazustebelia, vinaa

namdvili qarTveli da vin ara. me

sxva rames vambob _ gali yovelTvis

iyo erTgvari SemosazRvruli zona,

romelic Tavs gamoyofda danarCeni

saqarTvelosgan, yovelTvis. gagigiaT

odesme, sadme, romelime, Tundac yvelaze

mikerZoebul da gazRaprebul

istoriul wyaroSi, rom galelebi mebrZolebad

moixseniebodes

_ gamigia!

_ sad

proza 3

policiis ufrosma veRar upasuxa

da daviTma ganagrZo: _ versad gaigebdi

da versad waikiTxavdi, radgan

arcerT qarTul brZolaSi galelebs

monawileoba ar miuRiaT, me ar

vgulisxmob gamonaklisebs, TiToorolas.

_ Zalian cudi kuTxiT migyavT

saubari, Cemo kargo! _ rogorc iqna

CaerTo saubarSi pastoric. _ omSi

monawileobis armiReba ar gulisxmobs

imas, rom isini cudi xalxia.

_ me arc miTqvams, rom isini cudi

xalxia, ubralod, leri, sayvarelo,

gauRe kari ra, SoTiki iqneba, ubralod,

bevrma isic ar icis, rom afxazurqarTuli

konfliqtis provocireba

swored galidan wamovida.

_ kargiT ra, kargiT ra, marTla!

_ vasili aRSfoTda da fexze adga.

pastors gaeRima policiis ufrosis

emociurobaze da isev daviTs Seubrunda

_ mainc rogor me mag ambebs

ise kargad ar vicnob, xom iciT da...

oTaxSi SoTa (rogorc mas sxvebi

eZaxdnen, SoTiki) Semovida da saerTo

salami Tqva.

_ gSia, SoTiki _ hkiTxa daviTma

da leris gadaxeda.

_ seriozuli operacia mqonda,

fexze Zlivs vdgavar, iseTi misavaTebuli

var, erTi-ors gavilukmebi da

daviwyoT.

_ kargi, sayvarelo! _ daviTma

gaSlil sufraze TefSebi miwi-mowia

da ganagrZo: _ sanam es afxazeTis omi

daiwyeboda, wlebis manZilze galelebi

ZarcviT irCendnen Tavs da rogor,

axla getyviT: mand xo gadioda matareblis

gza, sasomxeTi, ruseTi da

a.S. xoda, warmoidgine, ori kviriT

adre, viRaca xalxi Camoivlida galis

soflebs da daasaxelebda raRac

dRes, vTqvaT Tormet agvistos. am

dRes romelime winaswarSerCeul adgilas,

ori-sami an xuTi avtomatiani

tipi moiyvanda or satvirTo manqanas

da pirdapir liandagze daayenebda ise,

rom matareblis moZraoba SeeferxebinaT.

ase ar iyo, SoTiki

_ uhu! _ Tavi dauqnia SoTikim da

leri SeaTvaliera.

_ xoda, am dros, xalxi buCqebSi da

CirgvebSi iyvnen Camalulebi, oRond

sofel-sofel. ai, vTqvaT, pirvel

vagonTan erTi sofeli, meoresTan meore

da ase Semdeg. es avtomatianebi

Sediodnen matarebelSi, raRaca gamohqondaT

_ ar vici, fuli, Tu sabuTebi

Tu ra iyo, CemodniT gamovidodnen

da niSans miscemdnen xalxs da saranCa

xom iciT swored egre Seeseoda es

xalxic vagonebs. yvela sofels Tavisi

vagonis nomeri hqonda da arafris

didebiT sxva soflis vagons ar

miekarebodnen, es kultura gaaCndaT.

_ ratom ase ironiulad da agdebiT

_ aranairi ironia, rac dasafasebelia,

imas vufaseb kidec. xoda, ise

xdeboda, rom erTgvari lataria iyo

es. xom gesmiT, zog vagonSi magnitofonebi

iyo, zogSi macivrebi, zogSi

sursaTi da zogSi sulac, kuriozia,

magram asec momxdara, somxuri lustris

burTulakebi, romelic arafer-

Si gamosadegi ar iyo da erTxelac,

erTma sofelma, romelsac aseTi

burTulakebi ergo wilad, imdeni moaxerxa,

rom soxumSi Tbilisel damsveneblebze

gaasaRa, rogorc saTamaSo.

xoda, ras vambobdi. yvela sofels

Tavisi nivTebi hqonda, magram SeiZleba

gamoiyeno erTi, ori, sami magnitofoni,

danarCens ras uzam, xo arada,

midioda gacvla-gamocvla, me sam cal

magnitofons mogcem, Sen macivari momeci,

an oTxi tomara fqvili...

miuxedavad imisa, rom policiis

ufrosi Zalian ibRvireboda, lerim

Tavi ver Seikava da sicili daiwyo. pastorsac

gaecina da Tavi gadaaqnia.

daviTi kmayofili saxiT ijda.

uyurebda, rogor iwmendda tuCebs

SoTiki.

_ xelebi gadaibane da daviwyoT,

kargi _ uTxra, adga da uzarmazari

Savi fardebi Camoafara fanjrebs. oTaxSi

dabnelda.

dasasruli me-10 gverdze

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4 poezia literaturuli gazeTi

25 dekemberi 2009 - 21 ianvari 2010

ho, odesRac...

gana rame sxva mewada,

msurda meTqva, rogorc mwamda,

ise ubralod da sadad,

viTom araferi iyo

is, rac iyo, imis garda.

da es ise... gana vismes

TvalTa mosawylianeblad, _

rom odesRac is kiskisi

ciskrebs moawkrialebda.

ho, odesRac, magram mere

versad ise ver vimRere...

ra lamazi iyo erT dros

Senze Cemi fiqri, elen!

natvris raSi

vucqerdi da mixaroda,

rom kvlav qarTlis zeca iyo,

rom wvimda da rom Tovda da

rom vTxove da gadaiRo.

netav axlac, rogorc maSin,

dafrinavdes natvris raSi,

Senc iwvdide Cemken xelebs,

mec ar dageZebde caSi.

gexveode striqon-striqon,

ise, rogorc erT dros iyo,

gvindodes da _ wvima wvimdes,

gvindodes da _ gadaiRos.

mesizmreba...

mesizmreba, sxvebs wyalobs,

magram mainc me vxedav

sadedoflo kabaSi...

netav sanamdis gastans,

anda, riT damTavrdeba

Cemi cecxlTan TamaSi

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RmerTo, RmerTo, miSvele,

an ase da an ise,

qeni rame wels!

zogjer wamovitireb,

magram mainc simRera

mirCevnia cremls.

xom viTom

aragvis Walebs daeca bindi

da Cems win Savi aragvi midis...

xom viTom arc araferi xdeba,

magram, rom vucqer dRe-Ramis Widils,

guli uecar sevdiT mevseba:

ratom ase da

ratom ise ar

da miyvars, Torem ra meleqseba,

da ar Tovs, Torem ra maisia!

mixsen...

TeTri taZridan

TeTr yvavils

mowyvets da miaqvs cisken,

Soridan _ me var, mgonia,

axlodan _ sxvaa isev.

ase xSirad rom meSleba

axaluxlebSi Tavi,

amitom vuTamamdebi

am gulqaTqaTa yvavils:

_ Tu sxvisTvisa xar,

mSvidobiT,

Tu CemTvisa xar, mixsen...

Soridan _ me var, mgonia,

axlodan _ sxvaa isev.

kidev rom mqna...

nodar adeiSvili

rodesac qari sanTlis als miqrobs,

maSin vixseneb im frTebs da vfiqrob:

kidev rom mqna cis,

kidev rom mqna RvTis,

kidev rom mqna is, vinc minda viyo...

magram ocneba ra simdidrea,

ra simdidrea ali da luli.

da isev ise bewvze hkidia

am mTebze Seyvarebuli guli.

xom vici...

xom vici, am gziT ra qarSic viar,

magram moxdeba, gverds veRar vuvli

da qoris brWyaliT momdevs da miaqvs

warsuls isedac SemkrTali guli.

zari, zriali, yvirili, Tavsxma

gadamidgeba da Tvalebs mixels

da, warbSekruli winapris msgavsad,

awydeba mzeras cixe da cixe.

rodisRa vityviT, biWo gogia,

rom maT mxedrobas Cveni sjobia,

rom is mTa isev saCvenosaa

da, zed rom moCans, irmis jogia.

jer kidev...

jer kidev veli gamodarebas,

jer kidev iRbals mxarwaRma vfiqrob

da gardasuli mzis brwyinvaleba

CaSlil TvaliviT amohyavs striqons...

da mSvelis rames Tu veRar mSvelis,

meimedeba, mzeo, viT Seni,

atirebuli Cemi xatebis,

Cemi xaxulis, Cemi atenis.

da kvlav Cagvesmis Sens Zvel meomrebs,

Sesacvlel gzebs da Sesacvlel aminds,_

nuTu verasdros gaimeorebT

erT uRalato winapars mainc

miTxar...

ra xania, is wisqvili,

is Wraqi da Suka

Caqra, magram sarekela

kvalav zRaprisas ukravs.

miTxar,

miTxar, sarekelav,

rame wuTisofelis,

saiT Cemi gza da Suka,

saiT Cemi sworferi!

rodis yofila

_ ramdenime rame migvyveba javrad!_

ise Tqvi, TiTqos tvirTi moixsen...

Cvenc mzis amosvlis lodinSi CavalT,

magram manamdis bevrjer movismenT:

aprilis augs, bavSvobis tkivils, _

ras dagvpirda da ra gvamyofina...

rodis yofila cxovreba tkbili,

magram aseTic rodis yofila!

mere raa, Tu...

xom Segvatoves nislebma nislebs,

magram nurafers miitan gulTan...

mere raa, Tu ver moxda ise,

ubralod, rogorc me da Sen gvsurda.

mere raa, Tu ar gagviyadra

Tavi atmis rtom

da mizez-mizez...

magram xom gaxsovs, rogor gviyvarda

xandaxan cremlis wkrialic simze

gulSi uceb...

gamTeniis mzem lamazma

ca kvlav sagangebod kazma

da, rom unda meTqva: _ sulo,

ra inatros kidev kacma, _

gulSi uceb sevda gakrTa:

am sinaTles, am siturfes

kidev erTi sxivi aklda.

kidev erTi sxivi aklda,

magram awi sxvebma scadon

bedi gazafxulis karTan.

oRond isic Tqvi

rogorc ar unda gadavdo Tavi,

rogorc ar unda gavmarTo pwkari,

mainc am bedis iqneba mTvare,

da ara marto mTvare da mtkvari,

TeTri vardic da wiTeli vardic

da sadedoflo beWdebis brwyinvac.

gadifrens fiqrSi daRlili landi,

rom kvlav Caaswros saflavSi wvimas...

Tumca es Sen ar gexeba, leli,

Sen kvlav ganagrZe sizmari Seni,

Tqvi, rom is Citi isev Wrelia,

oRond isic Tqvi, Cemo feria,

Sen rom gZulvar da me rom miyvarxar, _

es jildo aris Tu sasjelia..

Seni wyalobiT...

xom viTom Zalze frTxili viyavi,

xom mudam cisken meWira Tvali,

mainc moedo zecas Wilyvavi,

mainc aRmoCnda RvinoSi wyali.

arada, erT dros ra uRalatod,

ra Tavankarad mowanwkarobdi...

mSvidobiT, mival,

TiTqos arasdros

ar mwyurodi da ar mixarodi.

genaxa...

arada, gana mTeli ca msurda,

mcire naWerzec sanTels gwiravdi,

qars vekide Tu vekide guTans,

genaxa Cemi qoxi wvimamde.

genaxa Cemi saydari Ria,

rom mere gzebze gemRera mnaxvels...

xvalis dRe mainc imedis dRea,

droSebs arxev Tu

suroebs arxev.

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25 dekemberi 2009 - 21 ianvari 2010

literaturuli gazeTi

poezia

5

miwis siyvaruli

fiqrma caSi amitaca, -

warsuls Tvali aexila...

veZeb riTmas - oqros marcvals -

gavurio leqsSi xilad.

gadvufrine mindor-velebs

aremarem moidara...

suli zecis sarkmels aRebs,

miwa moCans molis darad.

mere gadimisamarTa

mzem, dRe TiTqos Camoberda...

am qveyanas vin, ra marTavs,

Tavsatexi rCeba bevrTa.

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codvils ufals vin mimgvrida

(dardo, gulze moiwvebi!..)

Camovdivar cis kibidan,

miwas vadgam mowiwebiT.

***

versad gaveqec dards da naRvels

mglurad dageSils

da cisfer fiqrTa okeanis

fskerze daveSvi.

didxans vexete naocnebar

am siCumeSi,

mere vigrZeni: dedis xeli

(RmerTo, nu SemSli!)

manjRrevda, cremli wyarosaviT

saxes miltobda,

amodioda sicocxlis mze

saiqiodan!..

drois qarebi

ra eSvelebaT sicocxlis loTebs -

dReebs, - vin etyvis rame gasaxars...

mtkivan TariRebs, viT yviTel foTlebs,

sasaflaoze qari damarxavs.

dardi danislavs wuTs netarebis,

gabacdebian TeTri nislebi...

(ra ari marto sulis tareba,

RvTiuri madliT Tu ar ivsebi!)

sicocxle vis ar epatarava

vin Cauraza sikvdils karebi..

Cemi dReebis cisfer qaravans

gaitaceben drois qarebi.

mze wiwamuris

`es is adgilia, sadac ilia

ver mokles!~

niko kecxoveli

cad wiwamuris mooqrovili

Tvalcremliani mze mibancalobs...

dro dagvtrialebs axlac qoriviT,

qarTuli suli amogvacalos.

nodar adeiSvili

Tengiz svaniZe

saqarTvelois gza saamuri

samaradJamod SeRobilia...

mze sevdiani _ mze wiwamuris

ilias sisxliT SeRebilia!

sicocxlea - gamocda!

sicocxlea gamocda da gamocdis pasuxic, -

yvela kaci ver uZlebs sasikvdilo molodins...

borots Tu angelozis sisxli ar gadausxi,

avkacoba gahyveba satanjvelad bolomdis!

SiSi autaneli gvzafravs apokalifsis,

gzebi gadavlilebi - tkivilebis jamia...

Cvens vedreba-sayvedurs TiTqos arvin ar ismens, -

mze anaTebs qveyanas, sulSi mainc Ramea!

miarRveven sivrceebs dReni cecxliT, qar-susxiT...

sicocxlea gamocda da gamocdis pasuxic!

ver momicileb

vin icis, xvale sulic gamvardes,

Tvals Seacivdes mTvaris sicili...

me gadmovdivar SenTan alaverds

da usikvdilod ver momicileb!..

Seni Tvalebis sxivTa marmaSi

fiqris sarkmelSi Semofofinda...

leqsi avardes zecis TavanSi

gaxurebuli gulis Tonidan!

es cxovreba aseTia!

sikvdils yvelgan yvelasaTvis aqvs faceri

Cagebuli,

yvela, yvela iqiT mivalT - mogebulic, wagebulic!

rom ar eli, es sawuTro fexs zed gulze dagabijebs,

zogjer bevric rom ecado, Tavs mainc ver

gadairCen!

ver gavige, odiTganve zogi mReris, zogi tiris,

rom ggonia sirinozobs, swored maSin moTqvams

stviri!

mxolod tyuilebze aris es qveyana agebuli,

vis sWirdebi, Se sawyalo, Wkviani da gagebuli!

sikvdils yvelgan yvelasaTvis aqvs faceri

morgebuli,

yvela radgan iqiT mivalT, arvin rCeba mogebuli!

* * *

qari wvimis wveTebs irevs,

dro icvleba sruliad...

dasawyisi yovelives

igiv dasasrulia!

gveCqareba, suli migvdis,

dros mivtiriT awyvetils...

yvelaferi is, rac midis,

aris guldasawyveti!

maxsendeba: qoxi islis,

sul vardi da sul ia...

caze mofriale nisli,

iqneb Cveni sulia.

Zlierdeba xmebi afris, -

cas gavcqeri iWviTa:

mogoneba, rogorc Tafli,

wveTavs dReTa fiWidan.

soflis dila

mTa-gors gadevlo Rame bancaliT,

ca kvlav vixile fiqrebmovlili...

gavardisferda dila nacara,

amixasxasa suli moliviT.

frenen wuTebi madliT mmosavi,

mze damitirebs, waval odes me...

dila yvavilobs nuSis rtosaviT

da misvenia mzera kbodeze.

Tamar gabroSvili

*

Citma gubeSi

gamxmari puris natexi Caasvela...

cremliani ca

Seiwyala.

*

arsad Camomsves

dedamiwaze...

netavi Sen, xmelo foTolo,

sadac ginda

daesvenebi.

*

neta vicode

rogor gavufrTxilde sizmars,

sicocxle rom hqvia!

*

wiTelkabiani gogona

mkerdiT miebjina magidas:

mwife vaSlebi

Camoalaga.

*

ubralod,

gadamisamarTebuli baraTiviT

movedi SenTan!

*

fexsacmelebi patronebs gvanan

da Tu ar gvanan Tavidanve,

TandaTan mainc emsgavsebian...

*

oRondac, oRondac,

arafers erqvas seriozuli!

xumroba iqiT ki ara da

aqeT iyos,

Torem saSiSia,

TviT poeziac

da poetobac,

seriozuli...

*

es adamiani

aq, am cxovrebaSi

sul ZaRls dasdevs.

neta iq ras izams

*

Soridan momavali

daRlili mgzavri _

azri,

Cemamde movida...

furcelze mivuCine

Tavisi adgili.

Zlivs daisvena...

*

aqedan Sors da umisamarTod

siyvarulis frontze gawveuls,

saswaulia,

aqve mxedavT da

geCvenebiT

mSvidobis mtredad...

*

aq araferi SemiZlia!

esaa cudi!

magram iq,

sadac yvelaferi SemiZlia,

gana riTaa

amaze kargi!

*

saiTac gavixedav,

yvelgan kiTxvis niSania...

ase mgonia

Tavkombalebis zeimze movxvdi.

*

ukve Sens SigniT var

da veRar gxedav.

garedan, dae, sxvebma

gimziron.

*

netavi, kargo,

ijde da dumde...

safiqrali, aba, ra aris...

`is~ naperwkali

gaxteba caSi

da TavisTavad

daigruxunebs...

*

gaielva.

suraTi gadagviRo

angelozma...

sanam iq mivalT,

gaamJRavneben.

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6 proza literaturuli gazeTi

marTalia, pirvelze damibares

magram Tormetze ukve adgilze viyavi

(yvelaze metad dagvianebas ver vitan,

aRarafers vambob, rodesac vinme malodinebs.

amitom adre mivdivar xolme,

Tanac paxmeliaze mudam gamTeniisas

meRviZeba), eklesiis ezo TiTqmis carieli

iyo, mxolod aqa-iq Tu SeamCnevdi

TavSalwakrul qalebs da Rrmad

Cafiqrebul kacebs. xis skamze Camovjeqi

da saflavebs davuwye Tvaliereba,

Tan sul momaval naTlobaze vfiqrobdi,

ufro swored imaze vfiqrobdi,

rom aucileblad movidoda

qmarTan erTad. laSa dapatiJebda,

klaselebi viyaviT da bavSobis megobrebi.

hoda, vijeqi da vfiqrobdi, ra

meTqva, rodesac movidoda, rogor

Semexeda, fexze damekida Tu piriqiT

momekiTxa da Cavxutebodi.

_ rogor, to! kacma TbilisSi Camogiyvana,

gundSi migiRo da exla magis

konkurentTan midixar, to

momesma uceb. daaxloebiT oc metrSi

ori tipi idga.

_ ra vqna, sandro, SenTvis samasi

lari SeiZleba araferia, magram Cem-

Tvis...

_ fulze ar aris aq, Zmao, _ Tqva

meorem da xelis neli moZraobiT moixsna

Tavidan armanis saTvale. _ aq Zmakacobazea

da kacobaze, biWebs gvtoveb...

aRar momismenia, vicnobdi egeTebs,

namusisa da kacobis maradiul mcvelebs,

sakuTari ZviradRirebul manqanebiTa

da modni SmotkebiT agebul

maRal kvarcxlbekze Semdgarni rom

ukiTxaven sxvebs morals. erTi ingliseli

grafi iyo, saxeli aRar maxsovs,

mgoni lordTa palatis wevri, cxovrebis

bolos sakuTari mdidruli

sasaxlis biblioTekaSi Caiketa yvelafrisagan

daRlili da iqidan

filosofiur werilebs iwereboda, Tu

raoden mavnebelia da rogor ryvnis

inglisis mosaxleobas fuli, kargi cxovreba

da drostareba. TviTon Tbilad

ijda sakuTar did biblioTekaSi,

fexebCafuTnuli, yvelafriT uzrunvelyofili

da sxvebs utrakebda.

maZRarisTvis xom yvelaze advilia,

mSiers ukiTxos morali.

_ rogorc yovelTvis adre da

rogorc yovelTvis paxmeliaze, _

momesma laSas xma.

_ eee, mama, _ da erTmaneTs gadavexvieT.

_ aba, sada gyavs goliaTi _ vki-

Txe.

_ age, ninis moyavs.

_ vaaa, magrad ggavs, _ vTqvi me da

nini gadavkocne, Semdeg patara niku-

Sas davwvdi, mousvenrad rom borgavda

dedis xelebSi da fexze vukbine.

_ bevr xalxs elodebi _ viTom

ise vkiTxe laSas.

_ ara, sul Cvenebi viqnebiT, ika

mova, zaza, sandro, maka, naTliebi gza-

Si arin da kidev isinic unda movidnen,

_ mipasuxa da TvalebSi Semomxeda.

"CaTlaxi, mainc mixvda" gavifiqre

CemTvis da gamecina.

_ ese igi, magari daleva amtydara.

_ aba, rogor! Rvino maqvs, eSmaks

SeSurdeba.

da am dros isic gamoCnda, qmari

ukan moabijebda viRac stiqarosanTan

erTad, TviTon ki win modioda, kargad

ecva, rogorc yovelTvis. Txeli

TeTri kaba, momwvano zeda, grZeli

Savi Tmebi mxrebze da im ubralo momwvano

mZivze ecemoda, yelze rom Semohxveoda.

rig-rigobiT gadagvkocnes

yvela, jer aman, mere qmarma.

_ ah, aba, vnaTlavT vaJkacss _

ikiTxa qmarma.

_ mamao jer ar mosula, imaTac velaparake,

or wuTSi mand varT, ukve

gamovdivarTo. _ Tqva laSam da "novas"

surnelovani xelsaxociT moiwdasasruli.

dasawyisi # 16

2006 wlis 14 ivlisi.

nikuSas

naTloba

lado kilasonia

pianinos zedapirze

amokawruli ambebi

minda Sublze momdgari oflis wveTebi.

_ au, ra cxela, magis deda vatire.

_ maSin cotas gavivli, Torem momkla

am paxmeliam, _ amoviluRluRe

Zlivs-ZliobiT.

_ mec gamogyvebi, _ mxiarulad

miTxra man da xeli gamiyara.

_ or wuTSi movlen da sad midixarT

_ gaukvirda laSas.

_ saidan svaneTisubnidan cotas

gavivliT da movalT, _ vupasuxe da

daviZariT.

quCaSi gavediT. is Cumad momyveboda,

mousvenar mwvane Tvalebs aqeTiqeT

aTamaSebda da yvelafers akvirdeboda,

TiTqos pirvelad mivdiodiT

ase. gverdze viRaca, Zalian maRal quslebze

Semdgarma saqmianma qalma

Cagviqrola, ratomRac warmovidgine,

rom asfalti viyavi, is asfalti,

romelsac ase umowyalod aWerda mze

da vigrZeni, rogori baka-bukic gahqondaT

Cems Sublze im maRal quslebs.

Tavi amtkivda.

_ ra kargia, rom quslianebze ar

dgaxar, _ vuTxari da mis TeTr espadrilebs

davxede.

_ raa _ mkiTxa dabneulma.

_ araferi.

_ ai, eg mikvirda xolme sul, wamoisrodi

raRacas, veravin migixvdeboda

da mere es `araferi". _ miTxra da

odnav momado Tavi mxarze. _ ici, me

da gio zafxulSi albaT TurqeTSi wavalT

dasasveneblad, iafiao amboben.

aRar vusmendi, ubralod win

viyurebodi da mivabijebdi. ramdeni

xania, aRar Semxebia, gadakocniTac ise

mkocnida, TiTqos valis moxdis mizniT,

axla ki Tavi Semaxo, odnav, sul

erTi wamiT da yvelaferi gamaxsenda.

klasi, Sataloebi, nariyala, botanikuri

baRi da is Rame, rodesac pirvelad

vakoceT erTmaneTs.

nuTu ar axsovs daaviwyda ara,

egeTi rameebi ar aviwydebaT. ubralod

ityueba, viTom... me xom vici,

rogori matyuaracaa, sul raRac eqvs

TveSi gaTxovda gioze, axla ki odnav

SesamCnevad Semaxo Tavi mxarze da

iciT ra aris yvelaze cudi mTeli

eqvsi Tve mxolod amaze vocnebobdi.

is kidev agrZelebda da agrZelebda,

ro gavTxovdi maSin gviWirdao,

axla ara gviSavso, gios kargi xelfasi

aqvs da mec vTargmni raRaceebso,

aqedan kidev gios mamis biznesma gaSala

wels frTebio, hoda, gvinda kargad

davisvenoT, Taflobis Tve isedac

ara gvqonia da amitom TurqeTio, Sen

ar ici ramdeni xani vemzadebodi amisaTviso

da egeTi raRaceebi.

me mindoda meTqva, rom iseve

rogorc gio, gios mamac da misi uecrad

dafrTianebuli biznesi sul

fexze mekida, fexze mekida maTi viTomda

Semdgari bedniereba da ar Semdgari

Taflobis Tve, TurqeTic,

amerikac, evropac da erTaderTi

25 dekemberi 2009 - 21 ianvari 2010

razec axla vocnebobdi, siCume iyo,

ubralod mindoda mevlo, xalxis saxeebs

davkvirvebodi, megrZno misi sxeulis

Sexeba da kidev erTxel damenaxa

axlodan is gemrieli naoWi, mixvramoxvris

dros rom gaielvebda mis

TeZoze, rogorc zRvis zedapirze wamiT

gamoCenili delfinis zurgi.

telefonze damirekes. laSa iyo,

mamao movidao da Cvenc ukan wavediT.

yvelaferi mzad dagvxvda, nikuSa ukve

gaeSiSvlebinaT da axla ase titlikana

isroda aqeT-iqeT Tavis buTquna

fexebs. qalebs TavSlebi gadaekraT da

fotoaparatebi Tu video kamerebi

moemarjvebinaT. kacebi, Rirseuli da

Tavmdabali saxeebiT Sehyurebdnen

xatebs, SuaSi ki oqrosfer embazTan

mamao fusfusebda. axalgazrda kaci

iyo, beWganieri, Savi wveriT, grZeli

Savi TmiT, mxrebamde rom swvdeboda da

naRverdaliviT anTebuli Savi

TvalebiT, xSiri, dabla daxrili warbebs

qvemodan rom anaTebdnen da adgilze

gaSeSebdnen. tyviis ramdenime

acma, mauzeri, karabini da qamarSi

garWobili xanjaliRa aklda, Torem

yaCaRi gegoneboda, Tanac ai, iseTi,

SiSis zars rom scemen are-mares.

_ braziania _ vkiTxe laSas.

_ ho, magari ficxia da Tan mkacri.

_ naTliebo, moiwieT. _ Tqva mamaom,

wigni gadaSala da kiTxva daiwyo.

cota xani kedels miyrdnobili

videqi da vuyurebdi, ufro swored

vusmendi. mis mier naTqvami sityvebi,

amosrolili bgerebi mTel sivrces

avsebdnen, rogorc saxlis SuSabandSi

SemTxveviT Semofrenili mtredebi da

raRac areul dareuli TanamimdevrobiT

brundebodnen ukan, magram Semdeg

Cemi yuradReba orma patara eSmakunam

miipyro, uecrad xalisiani SeZaxilebiT

rom Semogorda eklesiaSi.

erTi eqvsi wlis iqneboda, meore ufro

didi. qerebi iyvnen, Camrgvalebulebi

da mousvenrebi. ukan kidev aSkarad

qancgawyvetili mama moyvebodaT, radgan

skamis danaxvisTanave Camojdoma

arCia da Svilebi nebaze miuSva. maTac

qariSxaliviT gadauares eklesias,

sul aqeT-iqeT darbodnen, daxtodnen,

goWebiviT Wyiodnen da Tan yvelafers

xelebs ufaTurebdnen, freskebs,

xatebs, xalxs, viRacas sanTeli daagdebines,

viRacas anaforaze daqaCes.

bolos, Cems axlos wminda giorgis xat-

Tan gaCerdnen da ufrosma umcross

uTxra:

_ naxe, es yvelaze magaria!

_ ra ici _ gaukvirda pataras.

_ naxe, ra magari cxeni yavs da ramxela

Subi ukavia! _ ar daibna ufrosi.

_ eg wminda giorgia, magan ici ramxela

gveleSapi mokla! _ auxsna iqve

mdgomma viRaca axalgazrda stiqarosanma

da Semdeg mTel eklesiaze aniSna.

_ ai, am saxlze ufro didi iyo da

Zalian boroti, piridan sul cecxlebs

afrqvevda da yvelas aSinebda.

gveleSapis xsenebaze patarebs

Tvalebi aenToT.

_ marTla egeTi didi da boroti

iyo da es mainc moeria _ veRar moiTmina

pataram.

_ ho, moeria, Subi Caartya da mokla.

Tan ici ramdenjer awames Tavis

megobrebs miemxro da mefem awama, magram

veraferi uqna, cxel wyalSiac

Caagdo da mainc gadarCa, _ auxsna

stiqarosanma.

_ magari kunTebi qonda _ ikiTxa

ufrosma.

magram am dros viRac mRvdeli

gamoCnda, stiqarosani sadRac gauSva

da bavSvebs TviTon dauwyo laparaki.

_ bavSvebo, es wminda giorgia, mxedarTmTavari,

vinc qristianobas, mar-

Tmadideblobas da saerTod mama RmerTs

Seswira sakuTari sicocxle, ma-

Sin Cveni sarwmunoeba saSinlad idevneboda...

_ spaidermens moereoda _ hkiTxa

uecrad umcrosma. me Tavi veRar Sevikave

da avxarxardi.

mRvdeli aSkarad daibna, magram

mere goneba moikriba da rac SeiZleba

rbilad dauwyo patarebs axsna.

_ ara Svilo, ase laparaki ar Sei-

Zleba... _ wamoiwyo mRvdelma, magram

uecrad umcrosma eSmakma, ufross kai

gvarianad wamoartya TavSi, Semdeg

mRvdlis zurgs amoefara, anaforas

CasWida xeli da axla iqidan dauwyo

gamojavreba. arc ufrosi dabneula,

xelad dasWyivla sabrZolo yiJina,

umcross eca da orTavem gaognebuli

mRvdlis irgvliv iwyes sirbili.

_ waiyvane ra, Zmaojan, xom xedav

Saria, _ sTxova mRvdelma isev im skamze

uZravad mjdom mamas da me gareT

gavedi.

cota xanSi eSmakebic gamoCndnen,

Zveleburad mxiarulebi da mousvenrebi,

axla zooparkisaken miaTrevdnen

mamas da vin icis reebs daatrialebdnen

iq.

`patarebi yvelani kargebi varT,

mere gverxeva", gavifiqre da ratom-

Rac is Rame gamaxsenda, rodesac Cemi

bavSobis Zmakacis deda vnaxe, sadguris

erT-erT WuWyian, TiTqosda miyruebul,

magram mainc Zalian kargad ganaTebul

quCaze, romelzedac yvelaferi

naTlad Canda, viRac ori tipi

rom eCaliCeboda, ocdaaT larze meti

ara gvaqvs da wamodio. vnaxe da Cavuare,

ise, TiTqos saerTod ar vicnobdi.

ara da is Cemi Zmakacis deda iyo,

Zmakacisa, romelic bavSobaSi, vin

icis, ramdenjer ZaliT mimiyvania saxlSi

mTvrali. maSin yvelas, im biWebs,

romlebic TiTqosda vZmakacobdiT da

gveCveneboda rom ganuyrelni viyaviT

da rom droc fexebs ver mogvWamda,

yvela imaTgans, ramdenime welSi

loTebis samkurnalo franguli abebis

gamo lamis rom davxoceT erTmane-

Ti, gvikvirda, ratom ar uyvarda am

Cven Zmakacs saxlSi misvla, ratom arasodes

aravin ahyavda TavisTan da ratom

arCevda Ramis gasaTevad sxvis saxlebs,

ucxo sadarbazoebs Tu Cabnelebul

baRebs.

pasuxi ki iyo Zalian mokle, im biWs

deda hyavda bozi, romelsac saxlSi

moewyo bordeli, iq acxovrebda

daqalebs, klientebsac iq Rebulobda

da es ambavi mTelma ubanma icoda. am

Cven Zmakacs ki rCeboda erTi calke

mdgomi da yvelaze maRla (im saxlSi

loginebi erTmaneTze idga da koSkis

magvar raRaceebs qmnida, namyofi var

da vici), lamis Wers miWedebuli xis

logini, "sauna", rogorc bebero eZaxda

xumrobiT, da romelTanac misaRwevad

xis kibeebi unda agevlo zed saxlis

kedelzeve rom iyo mikruli.

hoda, im Rames, im ganaTebul, WuWyian

quCaze, romelzedac yvelaferi

ase kargad Canda, kidev erTxel vnaxe

is qali, biWic gamaxsenda, romlis bav-

Sobis Zmakacic viyavi TiTqos, saku-

Tari Tavic da lamis iqve ameria guli.

TxuTmeti wlisebi viqnebodiT,

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25 dekemberi 2009 - 21 ianvari 2010

dedamisma viRac tipi, tlevizoris

gamkeTebeli, mZimed rom daWra daniT

da daiWires, rogorc wlebis mere

gairkva is kaci am Cvenma Zmakacma

daWra, radgan dedamiss daartya, iman

kidev sakuTar Tavze aiRo. ambavi male

Caifarcxa, kaci gadarCa, ar iCivla da

yvelaferi mogvarda.

magram erT saRamos, rodesac biWebi

bazarSi moparuli xis yuTebisagan

danTebul kocons vusxediT da raRaceebs

vRadaobdiT, me sakuTari enamoswrebulobiT

mominda gamariaJeba,

uceb Sevxede am Cems Zmakacs da vuTxari:

_ ise, televizori saxlSi ara gaqvs

da televizoris gamkeTebels SenTan

ra undoda

irgvliv jer siCume Camovarda,

mere xarxari atyda. is kidev adga da

wavida.

me iseve rogorc yvela siri, mxolod

wlebis mere mivxvdi yvelafers,

ukve rodesac am Cveni Zmakacis saxelic

ki gadagvaviwyda, iman kaci mokla,

cixeSi Cajda da albaT ase daemala

warsuls iq, sadac is verasodes miagnebda,

radgan kargad icoda, rom Ti-

Toeul CvenTagans ise uyvarda saku-

Tari Tavi, rom yvelafers ikadrebda,

raTa ar moxvedriliyo iq, sadac aseT

rameebze arasodes xumroben.

ho, yvelafers mivxvdi, yvelaze mZime

da saimedod dacul skivrSi Cavagde

da yvelaze Sor, Cabnelebul

Taroze Semovde, saidanac, Cemi azriT

is verasodes amoZvreboda. is ki amoZvra,

gveliviT amosrialda mogonebebis

jurRmulidan. pirvelad maSin,

rodesac samSobiaroSi amayad mdgom

saZmakacos pirvel "mamas" telefonze

daurekes da daviwyebulma, TumcaRa,

ase nacnobma xmam marTla guliT miuloca

"SenaZeni" da meored swored im

dRes, im quCaze, sadac me kidev erTxel

movkari Tvali im qals da uecrad

naTlad davinaxe is Rame, moparuli

yuTebisagan danTebuli koconi, sicilisagan

wamowiTlebuli saxeebi da

im CayviTlebuli, alag-alag amomwvari

tyaviskurtkiani biWis silueti,

TavCaRunuli rom midioda saxlisaken,

samudamod mowamluli, mxolod

imitom, rom misma nabozarma Zmakacma

mSvenivrad icoda misi xasiaTi da icoda,

rom is arafers etyoda.

_ aba, kide erTi qristiani Seemata

saqarTvelos! _ momesma gios SeZaxili,

Tavi avwie da Cvenebi davinaxe pirjvris

weriT rom gamodiodnen eklesiidan.

_ exla yvelani manqanebSi da Cem-

Tan, _ Tqva laSam.

daviZariT.

_ raRac patara saqme maqvs, aqve

Sevivli ZmakacTan da amoval, wadiT.

taqsis fuli midevs, _ vuTxari laSas.

_ oRond ueWveli amodi!

_ amoval! _ vTqvi da eklesiis

ezodan gavedi. isini manqanebSi Casxdnen

da wavidnen, me ki fexiT daveSvi.

miyvars egre siaruli. davxri Cems

gasiebul gogras da qvemodan TiTqos

sxvisi TvaliT vaTvaliereb yvelafers.

ar vici, ratom, magram swored

am dros warmovidgen xolme, rom erTi

galoTebuli, yvelasagan miviwyebuli

da cxovrebaareuli tipi var, mxolod

Zveli wignebi, aryis carieli boTlebi

da mtvriani, vin icis ramdeni wlis

gadauSleli fotoalbomebis grova

rom elodeba dacarielebul da

gaucxovebul saxlSi, romlidanac

mogonebebic ki gaparulan. tipi,

romelsac odesRac, Zalian Zalian didi

xnis win, oriode striqoni dauj-

Rabnia, an Tundac meti, ho, bevrad meti

da cotaTi popularulic yofila.

axla kidev sakuTari, ar Semdgari, da

ra Tqma unda, saTanadod ver dafasebuli

da argagebuli niWierebis nangrevebs

qveS moyolili rom iWyiteba.

mware ara, ubralod, Cveulebrivi

realobidan, aTvalierebs sakuTar

qalaqs, romelSiac daibada, icxovra,

Tavis riJa qoCorSi WaRara zolebi

Seepara da romelic mainc bolomde

ucxo darCa misTvis. fiqriT ki warsulis,

obobis qseliT dafarul, yvelasagan

miviwyebul labirinTebSi daborialobs

da cdilobs gaixsenos, moZebnos

an SemTxveviT mainc dabrundes im

gzajvaredinze, sadac, odesRac, Tvi-

Ton ki ara, viRaca sxvam gadaaxvevina

arasworad, cxovreba daungria da

marto datova, sruliad marto.

Tu vinme gogos SeveCexebi, aucileblad

gavCerdebi, ramodenime nabijs

gadavdgam gverdze, an ukan, da ase,

Tavdaxrili davelodebi, sanam ar

gaivlis, gzas vuTmob, Cemi WkuiT, zustad

ise, rogorc ukve galoTebulma

da ori iafasiani Rvinis boTliT iRliebSi

amodebulma avTo varazma wlebis

win dauTmo gza dedaCems.

mokled loTi var, magram iseTi

loTi, romelsac jer kidev SerCenia

lamazi suraTebis danaxvis unari, suraTebisa,

romlebic TavisTvis Cumad

mimalulan am dangreul da mere xelaxla

Wyetel-Wyetela ferebad SeRebil

qalaqSi.

hoda, TavdaRmarTSi movdiodi da

iqaurobas vaTvalierebdi, rodesac

ezo davinaxe, TiTqos araferi iseTi,

magram me xom is loTi viyavi, jer kidev

rom SeuZlia raRac-raRaceebis

danaxva da davinaxe _ Zveli, odesRac

wiTeli aguriT naSeni, arc Tu ise ma-

Rali da wlebisagan CaSavebuli Robe,

kedeli, galavani, rac gindaT is daarqviT,

alag-alag CamoSlili, damtvreuli,

Savi sanaxevrod Jangisagan SeWmuli

da RrWiala WiSkari, xis, moxucis

kbilebiviT moryeuli, nacrisferi

saxli, WraWuna, aivani, rkinis ubralo,

xveuli kibe, brinjaosferi rom gadahkravda

mzis sxivebiT ganaTebuls da

xasxasa mwvane moli, romlis Suagul-

Si, msxvili vazis Ziri aziduliyo maRla

da rogorc kaaa ise Semoxveoda aivans.

ramdenime wuTi videqi da gaognebuli

Sevyurebi am ezos, romelic

arasodes menaxa aqamde, bolos veRar

moviTmine, gzaze gadavedi, WiSkars mivuaxlovdi,

gamovaRe da Sevedi. kibeze,

Cemgan zurgSeqceviT, viRac tipi ijda

(garedan ver davinaxe, radgan aguris

kedeli efareboda) "marSrutkis Sofris

sindromiT", anu banjgvliani

trakis Rari rom uCanT CaCaCuli jinsebidan

_ ijda da eweoda, meti araferi.

xmaurze Tavi moabruna, daminaxa

da cota gaocebuli, magram sruliad

normaluri xmiT mkiTxa:

_ gismenT, ra gnebavT

me araferi mipasuxia, Sevtrialdi,

gareT gavedi da Cqari nabijiT daveSvi

daRmarTze, ise, rom ukan aRar gamixedia

da arc aravisaTvis damiTmia

gza, pirdapir saxlisaken wavedi, la-

SasTan asvlas xom isedac ar vapirebdi.

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_ kakim dareka, werovanSi baiTis remonti

davamTavre da davasveloTo, me

da bufona qvemoT varT, quCaze, Camo,

exla alioSa mova, kakis mama da manqaniT

gavgazoT.

_ zeg gamocda rom maqvs _ dalevis

xsenebaze, yeli gamiSra, tanSi

siTbo CameRvara.

_ erTi kviraa tvins asxam mag furclebze

da Tu aqamde ver iswavle, ma-

Sin waqceulxar da eg ari.

_ kargi, xuT wuTSi dabla viqnebi.

vuTxari, gavuTiSe, botasebi amovicvi,

mxrebze kurtka movigde da

kibeze daveSvi. bairama da bufona mar-

Tlac quCaSi idgnen, Cems danaxvaze

erTmaneTs gadaulaparakes raRaca,

gaicines, rogorc yovelTvis karg xasiaTze

arian, arc gamocda aqvT zeg

Casabarebeli da arc koloqviumi dasaweri.

_ mokled, Sen da Seni wignebi, _

miTxra mxiarulad bairamam. _ ro

daamTavreb, barem pirdapir pensiaze

gadi, kak ras dro iqneba.

_ xo, dro iqneba, _ daeTanxma bufona.

is xom yvelaferze eTanxmeba, bairamam

rom Tqvas, saqarTvelo xval gabrwyindebao,

magasac daeTanxmeba.

_ male mova alioSa _ vikiTxe da

signalic gaisma.

Cvens win daburuli mersedesi gaCerda

da Savi, tyavis salonis siRrmidan,

miviwyebuli mevalesaviT moulodnelad

gamoCenilma, karga mozrdilma

Tavma, aqa-iq oflis wveTebi rom

amSvenebda _ omaxianad SemogvZaxa.

_ ha! birJas amagrebT, ara

Cven erTmaneTs gadavxedeT, raRa

birJa, risRa gamagreba, simelote suecis

arxiviT Segvparvia TmebSi.

_ kaki ar modis _ kiTxa bairamam

da karebi gamoaRo.

_ ara, kaki ukve iq aris, gelodebaT,

CajeqiT, _ gviTxra alioSam.

daviZariT.

gzaSi alioSa bevr rames gviyveboda

_ magari gamovida saxlio, sufTa

saqeifoo, pirvel sarTulze buxari

da "kreslo-kaCalkebio", meoreze wignebi

da xaliCebio, mesameze kidev veranda

da biliardio, xedia glijavs,

magram haeria, sunTqviT ver gaZRebio.

mere uceb mogvibrunda da xmamaRla,

ai, ro giwveven egeTi toniT gvkiTxa:

aba, romlebi xarT magari biWebi, luds

romlebi dalevTo.

_ samive, _ upasuxa aSkarad nasiamovnebma

Bufonaa-m. Bufona xuT litras

svams, bairamac, me susti var, samze merxeva.

_ hoda, Zalian kargi _ Tqva alioSam,

raRac supermarketis win daamuxruWa,

gadavida da erTi orlitriani

nataxtari gamoacuncula.

_ es ra, Radaobs _ gaukvirda

Bufona-s.

_ Seni ar vici, Zmao, magram me ege-

Ti xumrobebi ar gamdis _ Tqva bairamam

da yvelas gagvecina.

_ esec ase, ludic gvaqvs, _ am sityvebiT

alioSam plastmasis boTli

mogvawoda, manqanaSi Cajda da mivxvdiT,

rom ar Radaobda, piriqiT sruliad

seriozulad iyo ganwyobili.

avediT. saxli marTla magari gamodga,

cota miyruebuli, TavisTvis

mdgomi da xeebSi Cafluli, maRlidan,

baybay deviviT rom gadmohyurebda

are-mares.

kaki mayalTan trialebda, mwvadis

samzadisSi iyo, gauxarda Cveni danaxva.

_ oRond cota macaleT, cecxls

davanTeb da mogxedavT, manamde saxli

daaTvaliereT, SONY-c maqvs, televizoric

da 2000-is fexburTic.

am ambavma, ludis kraxis Semdeg,

cota gagvaxalisa da saxlisaken gavemarTeT.

buxris win didi da fumfula

taxti idga, zed orni isxdnen, alioSa

da viRac ucnobi, Cvens danaxvaze wamodgnen.

_ gaicani, eseni kakis Zmakacebi

arian, _ uTxra alioSam.

_ gia, _ gagviRima kacma da saTi-

Taod CamogvarTva xeli.

maRali iyo, gamxdari da odnav Semelotebuli,

xma hqonda rbili da sasiamovno.

_ au, naxe, fexze ra xanjlebi acvia,

_ CamCurCula bairamam, rodesac kacma

zurgi Segvaqcia da mis ugrZes

wvetian fexsacmelebze maniSna.

_ TiTSi ro Cairtya, sisxlis analizs

aiReb, _ ayva bufona.

raze unda ilaparakon kacebma

politikaze, sportze da qalebze da

radgan pirvelsa da mesameSi Cven didi

gamocdileba ar mogvepoveboda, meoreze,

kerZod ki fexburTze SevCerdiT.

_ me bavSobidan liverpuls vbale-

SCikobdi, _ Tqva alioSam.

_ me kidev inters da dRemde

vbaleSCikob, _ CaerTo bufona.

_ da Tqven _ vkiTxe zrdilobis

gamo gias.

_ mee me, barselonas, reals, liverpuls,

manCesters, baierns da arsenals,

_ gvipasuxa man.

_ aba, meti vin darCa _ gaukvirda

bufona-s.

gias gaeRima.

am dros bairamam televizori Car-

To, kompiuteri SeuerTa da ekranze

KONAMI-s 2000 wlis safexburTo versiis

roliki datrialda.

_ fexburTis TamaSs apirebT _

ikiTxa giam.

_ Senc TamaSob _ kiTxvaze kiTxviT

upasuxa bufona-m, romelic yvelaze

naklebad taqtiania CvenSi.

_ cotas, magram... _ daiwyo giam.

_ romeli gundic ginda aiRe, Zmao

da modi, me interi viqnebi, Tu ginda

vabSe erTs foras mogcem, _ gaawyvetina

bufona-m.

gias isev gaeRima.

mombezrda maTi smena, Tanac fexburTis

TamaSi ubanSi ar miyvars da

axla kidev misi virtualuri versiaRa

maklda. amitom gareT, mayalTan gavedi,

sadac kaki trialebda.

_ vin aris is kaci _ vkiTxe.

_ vin kaci

_ ai is, alioSas Zmakaci

_ eg kanonieri qurdia, gia anCaba-

Ze, metsaxelad ZiaZia, sul raRac ori

Tvea rac gamovida krestebidan. ra ari

ro _ mkiTxa da Semomxeda.

_ araferi, ubralod damainteresa,

_ vupasuxe, isev saxlSi Sevbrundi

da yvelaferi Cumad movuyevi bairamas,

iman bufona-s gadauCurCula raRac,

mere

orivem gias gadaxeda, irgvliv uxerxuli

siCume Camovarda.

_ ha, viTamaSoT _ Tqva bolos

bairamam.

_ joistiks xom ar inebebdiT _

hkiTxa bufona-m gias, me Tavi veRar Sevikave

da isev gareT gavedi.

erT saaTSi kakim mwvadi Semoarbenina,

Cvenc sufras mivusxediT da SevubereT,

Tamada gia iyo. Tavidan cota

daZabulebi viyaviT, magram TandaTan,

calke "ZiaZias" mxiarulma istoriebma

da calke yelSi gadaSvebulma Rvindasasruli

me-10 gverdze

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8 proza literaturuli gazeTi 25 dekemberi 2009 - 21 ianvari 2010

dasawyisi # 9-16

gvazdikebi

veRar movrCi da veRar movrCi da

mgonia verc movrCebi ise gavagZele,

mixeilas wverulvaSi amoua da kide ver

movrCebi CurTes colis ambavs.

me kide momewyina amis moyola, xo

ici ro gabezrdebi ra, mara imdeni ambavi

gamovida Sig Careuli ro mere imeebze

gadavdivar da imeebidan zogierTebis

moyola ki mevaseba, im pontSi

ro marTla kai ambavia da exla me kide

imis nervebi ara maq ro maindamainc

raRaca warmovidgino da gindaTuara

imeebis moyolas mivyve da mivyve.

leqtori ki ara var. ar Semilia

leqtoriviT, prosto razec wamiRo

imeebs mivedmovede. slehka egec, im

pontSi ro Tan kide exla axali wlebi

modis da me kide axali wlebis sunebi

magra ar mevaseba. mabrazebs ra.

erTxel bazarSi vafSe cudaT gavxdi,

moviwamle ra. imenna yurebiT moviwamle

goWebi ro alagia bevri. imis

mere vafSe ar vyofilvar bazarSi.

karoCe, es axali wlebi ro modis, imas-

Tan erTaT es xorcis sunebi ro modis,

vafSe vibridebi da natukas veunebi,

goWi xo unda iyido, sadacas ginda iq

Sewvi, age, midi, zemoT purebs ro viReb

xolme, da ToneSi Seawvevie da moitane

ise, ro gamzadebuli. aq magisi sunebi

vafSe gamagiJebs da meramdene weliwadia

egre Sveba, imito ro mec meramdene

weliwadia egre var axal wlebze da

vafSe xorcs vera vWam, ai vafSe isec

ro giTxra, exla, ro mevaseba, ar mevaseba,

mara SevWam mament sufraze da

raRaca, Tore saxSi vafSe ar mevaseba

da suni xo vafSe vibridebi. yasbebi ro

arian sastavi, Semoxveulebi ro aq

TeTri xalaTebi xirurgebiviT.

wyneTelebi arian bevri yasbebi. mexorce

ra,mexorces eZaxian. ro kiTxav

amboben, xorcebSi var dezertirebSio.

vafSe damaviwyda ro dezertirebi

aRar ari. aba sad arian xorcebSi ro

arian. exla prosto ifiqre, Jurnals

ki ara, mTel stambas daviWer xelSi da

imas vsunav, egeT xorcebSi da ver miSvelis.

prosto ikaife ro kaci roa

xorcebSi. aqeT iqiT ro xorcebi kidia

da awyvia. karoCe me egeTi aSuSenia maq

ro, moklulebia egeni.

karoCe, magas vambobdi, ro ara maq

magis nervebi, imito ro vici exla axali

wlebi ro modis, xorcebi daiyreba.

ro ukvirdebi, ninikasac ar evaseba

xorcebi, mara natukam miTxra, ar

gaumaxvilo yuradRebao da mec ar

umaxvilef. saxSi ro xorcoba daiwyos,

me mTeli dRe saTamaSoSi xo ar

viqnebi. im saTmaSoSic sunebis ambavi xo

naTqvami maq.

karoCe, movyvebi exla. dilaze avdeqiT.

avdeqiT ra, es CurTe wamoxta

adre paxmeliis pontSi, mara xo azze

xar, saqme ro gaq da paxmeliaze gamosvla

ro ar ginda. ar ari magis dilixori.

xoda, eseni kide, es kai xalxi samsaxurSi

midian. Zlivas ar davaTvaliere,

dRis sinaTleze Rame xo ici,

mainc sxva ari, Suqic ro anTebuli

gqondes, mainc nitoa, dRisiT kide sxvanairia.

magra mevaseba is biWi da

gogo exlac. exla didi Svili eyolebaT,

iasnia, vabSe Tu ar gaSorden, iq

xo iolas Sordebian. me egeTi azri maq,

ro ar gaSordeboden.

rogorsac iyo, karoCe, eseni samsaxurSi

midian da CanTa aq datoveTo

da meTqi, biWo, CurTe, Toxlebi rame

gaq kide CanTaSi karoCe tyemlebi

maqo, CurCxelebi maqo da kide qonia

WaWebi Camaluli. meTqi, davai exla eseni

yvelaferi amaT daude, amxela pativi

gvces da kaneSnao, mec magas

vfiqrobdio. CurTe egeTi klienti ar

ari, ro CurCxelebi Camalos Skafis

ukan, prosto, ro Sevxede egeTebze

fiqris Tavi ar qonda da imito gavaxsene,

xoda CqaraT amoalaga da gavitaneT,

meTqi, eta vam, veunebi da vafSe

WaWis meti arc icoden ra ra iyo, tyemali

ra ician da CurCxela xo vabSe,

aka morCilaZe

legendaruli qemeras piradi

da sazogadoebrivi cxovreba

sanTlebi egonaT. meTqi, egrea, ai auxseni

ese ese unda Wamo, es saWmelis

gverZe unda daasxa, cota ZnelaT gadmodis

boTlidan, mara daeCvevi da madlobebi

da rame, da CanTa aq datove-

To, CanTebio. xo mainc SemoivliT, ise

ar waxvideTo.

meTqi, xaraSo. telefoni ki ar qondaT

saxSi, maSin sad iyo egre telefonebi.

xoda meTqi, aba rasa vSvebiT, CurTe

da rasa rasao, sidora unda vnaxoTo.

gamoveliT, yinvaa, sidora kide sad

unda vnaxoT me ar vici. CurTem icis,

me egre mgonia da meTqi, aba sad wavideT,

maita taqsi gavaCeroT, gaviyinebiT.

vagzalze unda wavideT iseveo, vagzalze

mova sidora, moayenebs manqanaso

da vsioo, mere mivxedavT saqmeebso.

meTqi, biWo, es erTi dRe maq xo ici,

xvale rogorRacas lvovSi unda mivide

TviTfrinavis afrenamde.

kio to, jer vnaxoTo.

wavediT iseve im vagzalSi.

davdivarT, ar ari sidora. meTqi,

biWo rame sxva vagzali xo ar giTxra

da sxva vagzali ar ari, TbilisSi er-

Tia vagzalio da aq ramdeni unda iyoso.

vagzalia ra, Cai ari gaTlili

WiqebiT da viRaca roJebi qveidan

aZroben arays. vagzalia ra. ucbaT am

vagzals ro uyuref, meTqi leningrad-

Si xo ar gavawve, erTi davece gogos.

prosto ise vifiqre silamazis pontSi,

Tore arc fuli maq magdeni da vafSe

mejvare var. karoCe Tormeti saaTi

gaxda da ar ari sidora da biWo, meTqi

dareke guSin sadasac rekavdi. exlao

veRar davrekavo, xuTmetkapikianebi

ara maqo da is telefoni xuTemtkapikiania,

TbilisSi ar iyo xolme

egeTebi, miJdugarodni, ro xuTmet

kapiks Caagdebdi da rekavdi. leningradSi

iyo. meTqi, biWo Sen me gamagiJef,

ra xuTmeti kapiki, saqmea.

xoda vdgavarT. azri ar aqo, qemero,

iso guSin Rameve wamovida da aq

unda iyos kai xaniao. SevediT raRaca

mrgvali katleti vWameT, xoda meTqi,

biWo, davai ar gvinda eg Seni sidora,

wavideT Sen sacolesTan, an raRaca

vqnaT im pontSi, Tore me geunebi, me

unda wavide, varianti ar ari.

daurekavo, sacoleso. meTqi egre

ra da rekavs da ar pasuxobs telefoni.

saxSi ar ariano, samuSao dRea da eg

sacolec texnikumSi iqnebao. wamo meTqi,

wavideT texnikumSi, aba ra vqnaT,

risTvis varT aqa, vagzlis katletebisTvis

ar icis texnikumi.

meTqi monkavSiri zeda gaq

kio.

xoda maSin wavideT pirdapir sacoles

saxlSi da iqve davelodoT.

mainc sidora unda, sidora kide ara

Cans. me ra uyo, ra ici egeba vafSe avaria

mouvida da mokvda. xo, egrea. ra,

ar moxdara

xaraSoo.

uyuref exla Cven CurTes da ver

ari xasiaTze. paxmelia erTi da amxela

saqme ari da karoCeo, cota davlioTo.

egre ki ar ari dasalevebi,

Wirs. eg droa, ro Wirs da vafSe WaWaze

izmenebia, ro ruseTSi iWeren WaWaze

da Cven davikideT. guSinac vafSe qu-

CaSi ara vsviT

egre ambobden, sami boTli Tu gaq,

erTs daudef da danarCens gagataneno.

karoCe, rogorc ari.

da meTqi, bufetCik, vodka esw da

nacenka aqo, miTxra. maqo, maskovkaiao

da meTqi davai pa dveswi da verao. marto

pa stoo da mere kide pa stoo. Sen

ici meTqi, da me davlie erTi da Cur-

Tem sami da cotaze gamovida, Tqva maleve,

azri mieca cxovrebaso. ukve

pererivebis droa da eg exla gamovida

paxmeliaze da davai, meTqi

waveliT. Tan me vafSe azze ara var ra

qalaqia, saiT gauxvie, mouxvie. taqsebi

iyo vagzalTan da CurTem uTxra

ulica raRacao, exla ki aRar maxsovs,

imdenxans kide maxsovda.

imas ra damaviwyebda imaze waRmaukuRma

siarulma momkla.

biWo, to, me naxalovkeli var, exla

ki vcxovrof korpusSi, mara egeT pontSi

korpusic ar ari, pataraa, samsarTuliani

da ise kide vafSe magra ar

mevaseba korpusebi. TbilisSic ar mevaseba.

iq didebi ki ar iyo, prosto ar ici.

miveliT, davai meTqi, amo mesameze,

mesames ar ambobs aveliT, karebia da

eg kari ar ario. vaa, meTqi mireke, ra

midis

karoCe ra, iq ari erTi ToTxmeti

korpusi, pa tri padiezda ari TiToSi

da eqvsi sarTuli. vdgevar da viTvli,

mazaviki kaci ara var viTvli. jer ki

ara var mazaviki, mara, mainc ukve winaswar

daTvlebis priviCka maq.

karoCe, ro aRar viaro bevri im kibeebze

xelaxla. ver mivageniT, ra. wamoveliT

avtomatSi, ro davrekoT, rekavs

ar iReben.

biWo, meTqi, CurTe nomeri gaxsovs

vafSe sworaT saxli ar gaxsovs, ar

gaxsovs da nomeric nito Cans. arao,

eg ario, egre mgoniao. vafSe mesame

sarTuliao, aqeTa binao da an is korpusia,

an iso, dRe ara var namyofio.

meTqi exla daRamebas velodoT, to,

ukve xo viyaviT mag mesame sarTulebze.

ra vqnaT, ra vqnaT da karoCe, meTqi

CurTe, wamo isev vagzalSi, egeba is sidora

movida. iman xo icis bina. arao,

iman ra iciso. me vicio. aba meTqi,

praSCai dasvidania, rogor unda vipovoT

rame saxmarTveloba ar ari, ro

vipovoT da iq movikiTxoT

gvari mainc xo ici. kio, kio. vafSe

meTqi, ZaRlobaSi movikiTxoT. movkvdi

siciliT eg ro vTqvi, meTqi Zebna

gamovacxadoT. ikaife. imito ro,

karoCe oTxi saaTi xdeba da veraferi,

roca me egre mgonia, ro gasaisnebeli

gaiasnebuli iqneboda. mere kide egre

ro mazav da mazav pontebs, mere ikidef,

raze xar imas ki veRar fiqrof, ro

raRacas mainc qna imas fiqrob, ro ai

CurTes sacole da CeCnebi ki ara, bina

mimagnebina. sidora damanaxa vin ari

egeTi.

karoCe, marTla saxmarTvelobebs

xo ar movZebnidiT da waveliT iseve

vagzalSi da mivediT da SevediT zala-

Si da ukve magra daRlili var, mec da

CurTec iasnia, imito ro CurTe aTjer

metaT nerviulobs. mivediT, davjeqiT.

skameikebis pontia iqa da vacecefT

Tvalebs. me ras vacecef, vin unda vicno,

CurTe kide iyureba aqeT-iqiT, vagzali

imxela ar ari ro iaro da ver

ipovo, Tu vinmea. xoda, me kide ukve

CurTes qali aRar vici, Tamazaze

vfiqrof da meTqi avdgebi erTi, mival,

vikiTxav, lvovze ra ari, rodis ari,

ro es bileTi xo maq da mivaswro. imazeba

da ras izam, meTqi CurTe, xo ici

unda wavide. magra mitydeba, mara unda

wavide, Tamazas ambavi xo ici da vafSe

me egre vatyof, ro Senc unda wamoxvide.

imito ro prosto varT da gaimaza

ponti.

arao, unda SevirToo, varianti ar

ario. ar gavatan CeCnebso.

biWo, meTqi, to, ra gataneba, qalma

giTxra, momiswari. eg ra Cemi saqmea,

mara egre naTqvami magraT ar mevaseba.

Sen giyvars da Sen ici. mara xo xedav,

ro aba vzivarT vagzalSi braZiagebiviT.

mivedi fortoCkaSi, veunebi, lvovamde

rogor ari matarebeli, amaRam

ari, dilaze ari, an karoCe ra ari imito

ro daaxloebiT azze var ukve ro

ramdeni unda da imis aeroportamdec

azze var.

karoCeo, is qali meuneba, aq rac

Camoivliso, exladan dilis eqvs saaTamdeo,

iqedan erTi oTxi lvovsac gaivliso

da liuboi bileTi aiRe da

lvoviao, da romelSic ginda dajeqio,

ginda kupirovanio, ginda obSio, ginda

dnevnoio, yvelaferi midiso. meTqi,

xaraSo, ese igi bileTSi problema

ar ari, im pontSi ro paputnis pontSi

miyvebi, mara meTqi, mainc momeci ai eg

dilis eqvs saaTze, Ses dvacato, exlac

maxsovs. aviRe bileTi da movdivar

CurTesken.

movdivar da erTi viRaca miyurebs,

rusi ra, cali warbi TeTri aq, arc minaxia

egeTi rusi, roJaze ara gavs russ

da miyurebs da miyurebs da meTqi, Cto

sokol, egreve, ar mevaseba egre ro

miyureben. da niCtoo da roJaa ra vxedav,

prosto klienti ar ari, arifi ar

ari. meTqi exla vetyvi rames, iqiT giaxede

Zmao, mara meTqi xaraSo da gaviare

da gruzino, meuneba, meTqi xo. da

ucbaT CurTe morbis da sidor-sidor,

iZaxis.

esa yofila es sidora, es Cemisa.

cali warbi TeTri aqs. roJaa, ra da

karoCeo amaT didi gadaxveva gadmoxveva

da bratan kareSa kareSas Zaxili

atexes da meTqi, biWo, Tan saqme.

Tan saqmeo sidoram, manqaniTa

varo, Rame gaviWedeo, sugrobi iyoo.

oTxi saaTi undao da videqiT ori saa-

Tio, mere dilaze saqme mqondao, aqo

bratanebi vnaxeo da Cven saqmeze velaparakeo

da karoCe, mzaTa varTo, Curwik,

Curwik eZaxis am Cven CurTes da

karoCe egre gamodis, ro CurTe roJaa

da kacur ambavSi magari amagi aq amaTze.

ra roJaa es CurTe, ro ver yveba.

arc moyveba Tavis ambavs. meTqi, oCin

priiatna, prosta, saxls ver vagnebT

da CeCnebis ambavi gvaq.

sidora kide, daikide ego, braweco,

exla wavideT, Cemi Zmakacebi vnaxoTo,

erTi kargaT CavcxoTo, kai planic

movwioTo da mere saqmes mivxedoT,

amasobaSi svodkebi mogvivao.

exla uyure erTi, prosto uyure.

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25 dekemberi 2009 - 21 ianvari 2010

meTqi, biWo, ra qeifi, mere CeCnebi sidoram,

bratan, svodkebi unda gavigo-

To, im mikroraionis biWebs naxaven Cemi

koreSebi da gaigeben ra ari da rogor,

da vafSe vin CeCnebiao, CeCensac gaaCniao.

xoda, ucbaT CurTe meuneba, biWoo,

too, Sen rato midixar xvalao, zeg ar

gaq bileTio da meTqi, ra zeg biWo, da

amoviRe bileTi da marTla zega maq.

karoCe paraskevs da meTqi, ameria,

gamovdebildi,biWo, to da exla ra

vqna.

waveli exla dasabruneblaT.

egre gamomaStera, ro etyoba tvin-

Si ise mindoda wasvla, ro dRe ameria

yvelanairaT. gamovediT isev im sicive-

Si da nolSestia TeTri.

meTqi, va, Tan TeTria, iseTi pontia,

azzea sidora. es sidora kide kai roJa

Cans. da Cavjeqi ukan.

waveliT, viareT-viareT, mivediT

sadRacas, restoranSi. SevediT, erTi

Svidi roJa zis da aryebi udgaT da

Tevzebi da kartofilebi da uberaven.

karoCe, da mivediT, xelis CamorTmeva,

rameebi da Cvenxelebi arian, cota

didebia erTi-ori da iasnia ro pristupnikebi

arian, an karoCe, oria pristupniki

da danarCeni CaliCobs ro

iyos pristupniki da exla ar vici, egeni

qurdulSi arian, ra pontSi arian,

muJikebi arian eg ori, Tu vina, an

romels awvebian. magaTSi bevrnairia,

xo ici. CvenTan magdenebi ar ari. me

kide, magis azze var, Cemi naTliebis da

mamaCemis ambavi xo giTxari da amaT

etyobaT, ro es ori mament sidoraze

metic ari, danarCenebi kide am oris

sastavia da svamen. rusebi arian da

arays svamen, me kide guSin davlie is

arayi da ki gamominelda guSinaTve

yinvaSi, mara mainc xo daleuli maq da

gadamba maSinac ar mevaseboda. meTqi,

cota movsvi arayi da saRol, meTqi za

vstreCu. pei,peio SemoCoCden, gruzin

i ni pioSo, CurTe kide danervozebuli

da nanerviulebia, xo vici magis ambavi,

da vafSe magraT dauSva egreve da

dauSva da wavida iq bazari.

karoCe gareT gaixedav, ukve sibnelea

da esenic iZaxian, miwelia gamocxadebulio.

gagviWirdeba, gagviWirdebao.

exla me xo ar vici, CurTe ras

fiqrobs, me kide murtali tvini maq da

egeTi dafiqreba vici. oci wlis var,

Caval da ocdaerTis gavxdebi, prosto

vfiqrob egre. vici, RmerTma momca.

me egre vxvdebi, amaT raRaca saqme

aqT amaRam, imdens iZaxian miweli, miwelio

da es sidorac am saqmezea da

zaadno Cvenzec. iZaxis axali pakriSkbi

maq, prosto gauvalSive gavalo,

Tovli kide debs da debs. karoCe ra.

ar mevasa es laparakebi mara exla

CurTes xo ar vetyvi da vicdi, prosto

aba ramden xans viqnebiT. CurTe

kide xo ici, isedac ar ari bevri molaparake

da exla amaT am sufris ambavSi

ki mivaxvedre ro egre prosto

CurTes Zmakaci ar var da rameebi. iolia

ega, egeTebis Tqma da karoCe, kide

gavida erTi_ori saaTi, ramdeni unda

Wamo da dalio da meTqi, CurTe, ras

vSvebiT, kiTxav Sen Zmakacs Tu me vki-

Txo

maicao, vkiTxavo da euneba am sidoras,

sidor, ra vqnaT exlao da iman

exla erT kai adgilSi wavideTo. meTqi,

svodkebs ro ambobdi CeCnebze da im

ambavze, es Seni axloblebi gvetyvian

Tu rogor

velodebiTo rao, xo amaT etyviano,

amaTi Zmakaci igebs mag ambebso. Zmakacs

me vambof, iq sxvaniri Zmakacobaa.

avdeqiT, manqana Zlivas daqoqa, isini

arian dvacataZinia furgoniani,

dvacati erqva Tu dvacattri, aRar

maxsovs. dvacataZinia, oRond ukan

gagZelebuli. meTqi, sad ipoves. wavediT,

ra, Ramea da es Tovli debs da

debs, karoCe mixoxav da jer dRe ra

vici da mere kide Rame. xoda, ucbaT

imas vfiqrof, ro meTqi, ar gvinda

amaTi pativiscema, xo vici exla rac

ari. baiTSi wagviyvanen, an mogvawevieben,

an vluCem sluCi gagvikeTeben da

naSebi da meTqi, CurTe, Zmao, sxva

saqmeze varT aqa da uTxari am kacs,

Tore me vetyvi da raRacas ise ar gamovides.

daustreloT dilaze da mivideT

Cven kai xalxTan wynaraT, raxanc

dRes ar gamogvdis saqme, magas kide

dilaze svodkebi ecodineba da barem

xvale dilidanve SeuberavT saqmes da

mere me waval.

rao, sidoram, ra bazariao da meTqi,

egre egre, wavalT Cven gzaze, saqme

gvaqs patara, me maqs saqme da CurTes

pontSi aqamde vijeqi da Zmur ambavSi

TqvenTan var da meTqi, an unda Camomsva

sadmes, an ravi Tu mimiyvan da pativs

mcem vafSe daglijavs.

sidora meuneba, eso Cemi jaris

Zamkaciao da jaris dedaco da Zma

ario, jarma prosto Segvaxvedrao.

meTqi, Sen jarma da Cven trusikma da

imito var aq, prosto madlobeli var,

mara me saqme maq da vafSe problema

maqTqo. ra problema gaqo, da meTqi

qalaqi ar vici da uJe Ramec ari da

raRacis yidva minda meTqi, da Tqven Tu

ginda CurTe waiyvaneT, prosto egeba

mimaswavloT yvavilebi sad viyido.

vao, bratano, gausworda am sidoras,

hao, karoCeo, Cveneburi gogoebi

SegiyvardaTo. meTqi, sxva pontia,

Zmakaci myavs jaris, imasTan varT gaCerebuli,

wesieri biWia meTqi, inJineri

da meTqi dedamisis pontSi meTqi, minda

pativiscemis ambavSi da me xval iq

veRar mivbrundebi da egreve nelnela

miaCera sidoram, paniatnao da gadavida

da imaT uqnia xeli ro imaTac

gaaCeron.

CurTem kide, reebs bodialofo.

meTqi, macade biWo. me vici rasac vbodialof,

ar minda magaTi naSebi da Sen

Tu ginda wadi.

arao, pontia uSenoTo. sidoram

kide movida dajda da ori pontiao, an

sasaflaoze cvitoCni magazinao, da Tu

gaaRviZeb storoJso, an rinokzeo, sxva

pontiao da rinokic Ramea, storoJebs

unda uTxrao. meTqi, maswavleT rinoki

sad ariTqo.

maicao sidoram, svitoe Zelo dlia

mamio drugao, bliado da wavediT.

imaT raRa uTxra, ar vici, karoCe mivforTxialdiT

rogorRacas rinokze

da daketilia egeTi WiSkri da kaci xo

ginaxia kinoSi tulupSi, iseTi kaci

gamovida, sul tvaiu mawebs iZaxda.

karoCe, iq guasneT ucbaT, maneTiani

im tulupis jibeSi da Segviyvana me da

sidora da iq karoCe raRaca sastavs

Zinavs saraiebiviT pontia da biWo, ar

gaiCiTa qarTveli gvazdikebis gamyidveli.

meTqi, amis deda to, qemer, to,

ro iZaxoden rusebi, gvazdiki pradaioSo

da lavrovi listo da magaze

literaturuli gazeTi

ro su Cxubebi iyo yvela sborze da

jarSi prosto imito ar gamigonia, ro

ar viyavo CastSi, ager ar ari viRaca

roJa meTqi, biWo, ra gvazdikebs yidi,

ar gitydeba es kide vafSe daqliavda,

Rame sadRacas Zinavs da qarTvelebi

daadgen davai yvavilebio.

es sidora kide anglobs Tavis Wkua-

Si, Cto ia viJu bliado, gruzin u gruzina

cviti pakupaeto.

meTqi, sxva pontSi mogartyamdi

erTs, exla CurTes pontSi rame veski

minda ro amas es Tavisi ZalaTi kai bi-

Woba kargaT sadme Sevanaxvino, karoCe,

es qarTveli magraT daizmenda, TiTo

gvazdikas yidda xuT maneTaT da meTqi

maita Tormeti ro kargaT gamoCdes da

ocdaxuT maneTs mogcem.

Sen xo ar gagiJdio, meTqi, gavgiJi

xo xedav to, aba am miwelSi da yinvaSi

bazari gavaRebine da manamde kide ra

iyo imas ar getyvi da iasnia gavgiJdi,

maita meTqi Tormeti ocdaxuTaT da

arao, aTs mogcemo. meTqi xaraSo,

oRonc ise gaaxvie gzaSi ar gaiyinos

da magra SefuTuli ki isec iyo es

yvavilebi da raRacnairaT elaga im

saraiaSi, meTqi diRmelebis yvavilia,

veunebi, diRomSi qondaT saTburebi

bevrs. wyneTis ario, meuneba. TiTon ar

iyo wyneTeli, prosto roJa iyo, bazarze

adgili ro aq da ro ibarebs TbilisSi

da moaq.

gamixvia sakaifoT marTla da miveci

es ocdaxuTmaneTiani da wamovediT.

meTqi spasiba sidor, da exla sadme

taqsebis astanovkaze mimiCereTqo,

imito ro iqaurobis saxeli ukve vici,

saca guSin butkaSi es alegrovas elaparakeboda

da meTqi, wavedi Cem gogo

da biWTan.

exla, xo azze xar ra yvavilebi. naxalovkeli

var to, vinmes deenaxa vafSe

mokvdeboda siciliT, qemera gvazdikebiT

da sadRacas midis, mara ruse-

Tia da iWers. belarusia, ruseTi. magas

vambof. es CurTe ise CaCumda, rogorc

kurdReli, da vkaifof gulSi,

vici ro TiTon etyoba egeTebi naqnavi

aq da meTqi, veunebi ucbaT, biWo,

CurTe, aba WaWebi ukve vaCuqeT da pativi

xo unda vceT, iqa varTTqo da xoo

da sidoram kide wagiyvanT, wagiyvanT,

mere mival imaTTano, karoCe es sidorac

pativiscemas awveba marTla da

waveliT im mikroraionSi, winaRam Ramis

gasaTevs ro ver mivageniT da is

gogo da biWi ro vipoveT butkaSi.

karoCe gZeta TerTmetia Tu raRacas

da meTqi ar eZinoT da ro miveliT,

CurTemac vdrug uTxra, mec davisvenebo

ra, kai nasvami varo da davai dilaze

SevxvdeTo. eg magra gamisworda ro

CurTe ar wayva, da dilaze sado da

karoCe bulvarze gamodio, da CurTem

bulvari icis. aTze bulvarze gamodio

da svodkebi mecodinebao. da

aveliT, CvenebTan.

da meTqi CurTe daiWire yvavilebi,

ra uyoT exla amas, xo ar gadavyriT.

ra moigoneo, da meTqi, ver utydebodi

sxvanairaT. am dros, karoCe, vatyuef

ra, vxitrof, eg dilidan vfiqrobdi

ro im gogos yvavilebi unda uyido. ki

ar Semiyvarda an rame egeTi, prosto

magra bednieraT vigrZeni iq Tavi. xo

azze xar, sadme ro Sexval da xar da

karoCe Seni roa.

gadavagdoTo, meTqi biWo, daiWi, ra

gadavagdo. spontam veunebi da egre

viTom, ara Sen ara Sen da viTom vagdef

da egre mivediT karamde da meTqi

xaraSo, Sen xval daiWer, Tu ar dagaWerino

kide, naxav.

karoCe su spontam, erTi suli maq

me meWiros da davrekeT zari da Semovacale

es qaRaldebi da ro giTxra

gvazdika vafSe ar mevaseba, mara meti

Zviri iq ar iyo meti. da meTqi vfiqrof,

neta gogom gaaRos kari, ro prosta es

mivce da gaiRo da gogom gaaRo da

gaicina.

meTqi, saRol.

ra magari gacineba icoda.

ar Semiyvarda. ki ar Semiyvarda.

gagrZeleba Semdeg nomerSi

proza

gamoxmaureba

literaturuli gazeTi

#14 13 - 26 noemberi 2009

gamodis or kviraSi erTxel, paraskeobiT

fasi 50 TeTri

mefe-poeti

eh, Cemo Tavo, bedo da

sisustev, sibereo da,

bnelSi viweqi martua,

Tavi baliSze medo da,

leqsT vigonebdi beCavTa,

sxva ara megoneboda,

Semohyva deda qalebsa,

sanaTurs inaTeboda:

_ magan Tu Tavi mogTxovaT,

uari ar SehbedoTa!

cukani

cukan gareT gamovida,

safsmelada, lamfaiTa,

Sxivil wamaaRebina,

me megona, ca daiqca,

_ eh, netavi, Cemo Tavo,

miwaimc gqna, balaximca,

ra malev ganedldebodi,

mkvdarimc iyo, nalaximca!..

cukanis TeTrma perangma...

jer yvela imis bralia,

rac Tavma miyo, veranma,

Tavi rom CrdilSi medo da

yverebi mzeSi meyarna,

xelSi CaquCis Werama,

celisa gamokverama,

gaRmiiT gakidebulma

cukanis TeTrma perangma,

memre Crdilisa qanebam,

ro gaikrTomos jeranma,

cukanis qmarma, beberma,

mxarTukan gamobRverama,

cukanis saxlSi Semalvam,

gareT damrCalma mzerama.

Rame cukanTan...

ro gaixada perangi,

Zval-rbili gameyinao,

imisi tanis siTeTrem

TiTqos cas SesWixvinao,

Rame gaapo, gahkveTa,

mindori gaabrwyinao,

miawyda gaRma saxlebsa,

aacaxcaxa minao,

iseTi Suqi mofina,

vaJkacsa SemeSinao,

_ vaime, Sen Cemo Tavo,

gana qveyanas sZinao,

axla rom Tavze damecnen,

Cemi patroni vinao..

isev nabadma miSvela,

dabla rom damefinao,

davweqiT, davifareniT,

SemovibureT binao,

wams iqiT WirSi namyofsa

wams aqeT mogvelxinao,

is Rame cxrajer gavtexeT,

cxra ofli mogvedinao!..

Tavsacinari

RmerTo Cemo, besiks Sia,

Ramis sam-oTx-xuT saaTze,

amdgara da daabotebs

mosaxoxnis Ziebaze,

besik xaranauli

uxamsi leqsebi

detali

am dros ise saSiSia,

mnaTobmac ki icis caze

da TvalTagan eRvenTeba

TanagrZnoba da sinaze.

axla dabla davixedoT,

codviT savse qveyanaze,

sarTul-qvemoT ZaRli wkmuis,

sxvis cols asxams ofli tanze,

sxvisi bavSvi purze garbis,

_ ra mijobso _ fiqrobs gzaze...

dro daudgaT mzareulebs,

aageben goWebs sarze,

yvelgan wrial-trialia

saWmilis mitan-motanaze,

mxolod aq ki simSvidea,

tkbilad sZinavs yvelas mklavze...

magram zemore naTqvami

ar gavigoT unda ase:

TiTqos saxlSi SimSilia,

an arian dietaze,

macivari gabutviaT,

gamdgaria TiTqos ganze,

ablabudas gaubia

qseli sapur-yveles karze...

hait, Tqve marTla mSivrebo,

srul ocdaoTx saaTSia,

imdens saxlSi vin Seitans,

rac bunebis maragSia,

TiTqos piriT erCeodeT

macivarSi nalagSia,

Sin col-Svili dagmSeviaT,

ZaRli wkmuis SaraSia,

iq mizezebs nu daeZebT,

sad igini araSia,

ramSi-sxvaSi nuRa qeqavT,

saqme swored amaSia _

dilis rva-cxra-aT saaTze

besiks sulac ara Sia,

gauyara biWma ferxni

ga-didebul SarvalSia,

tanni mWevrni Seuqian,

ra gavidis qalaqSia.

fanjrebi sul dameCrdila

fanjrebi sul dameCrdila

mezoblis sarecxisagan,

ra aqvT amdeni saWeWyi,

ver gavige vervisagan,

erTi triko gamomerCa,

WuWulisa ferisagan,

aqeT-iqiT Semaqana,

daviwyebul senisagan,

magram guli gavimagre,

_ ar egebis berisagan!

magaT iseTi qali hyavT,

naqebia bevrisagan,

cota jeili rom viyo,

ver damxsnidnen xelisagan,

iseT bades movuqsovdi

kocnisa da xvevnisagan...

VIII-X

9

"literaturuli gazeTis" me-14

nomerSi (13-26 noemberi, 2009) gamoqveynda

besik xaranaulis "uxamsi leqsebi".

es aris leqsebis vrceli cikli Tu

wigni, sadac vxvdebiT ase nacnob da

imavdroulad ucnob poets. Cemi

azriT, es poetis Semoqmedebis gzaze

aRmarTuli axali niSansvetia, rac

calke, gamowvlilviT kvlevas moiTxovs.

me mxolod erT detals Sevexebi,

ramac iseTi mZafri efeqti moaxdina

Cemze, Cems (mkiTxvelis) "SemoqmedebiT

warmosaxvaze" (rogorc g. baSliari

ityoda), rom - maSinve - gamoxmaurebis,

STabeWdilebis gaziarebis, aseve, mZafri

survili aRmiZra: besik xaranauli

wers ("haeri, puri, namcecebi") -

"me ki puris namcecebisaken

gamirbis Tvali,

minda, rasac vwer, aseve hqondes

namcecebi,

ris gamoc beRurebs uTuod

veyvarebi

da haeri Cems garSemo sul

iSrialebs."

sxva leqsSi ("ori Selocva. sikvdilisa")

-

"kacs, vinmes, nebaze mjdomareso,

Citis niavze mkrTomareso"

poeti grZnobs, xedavs beRurebis

frTebis frTxialiT gamowveul haeris

uxilav talRebs, "Citis niavs", poets

esmis (awmyosa da myobadSi) haeris Sriali,

maRlidan uecrad daSvebuli be-

Rurebis gunds Tan rom sdevs da es im

iSviaT xatTa rigs miekuTvneba, romel-

Ta buneba erTdroulad xilvadicaa,

smeniTic da inteleqtualuric.

amasTan, xati sruliad Riaa, ganyenebulobamde

Riaa da imavdroulad konkretulia,

cocxalia, bunebrivia, rac,

vfiqrob, besik xaranaulis poetikis

erT-erTi gamorCeuli niSania.

aseTi xatebi mraval miniSnebas Tu

"Sinaarss" itevs; am SemTxvevaSi es Sesa-

Zloa, iyos - arsebobis mSvenieri umweoba,

Tu umweobis mSveniereba, sicocxlis

ganvrcobis maradiuli - Tu

marad dauokebeli - wyurvilis

tragikuloba, Semoqmedis da qmnilebis

arsebaTa gaigivebis mowyvladoba,

sikvdil-sicocxlis urTierTmimarTebis

amouxsneli da amis gamo imedismagvari

gancdis Semcveli erTerTi

- virtualuri - "Sinaarsi" da sxva

mravali; da es "sxva mravali" arapoeziis

eniT bolomde verasodes gadmoicema.

aseTi detalebi, aseTi "namcecebi",

droSi ki ara, drois paralelurad

arseboben da "haeri maT garSemo sul

Srialebs"...

nugzar zazanaSvili

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10 proza literaturuli gazeTi 25 dekemberi 2009 - 21 ianvari 2010

lado kilasonia

pianinos zedapirze

amokawruli ambebi

dasasruli

om, xasiaTze mogviyvana da magrad movilxineT.

gia ar Cerdeboda, sul raRac

ambebs yveboda, ixsenebda, etyoboda

rom karg xasiaTze iyo da naRdad uxaroda

iq yofna.

_ mokled, erTxel ori aTasi mane-

Ti wavage, muStaidSi iyo egeTi nardis

moTamaSe, asuta, stariki, let piisat,

me kidev cxrametis viqnebodi, qurdoba

mindoda da ravaria Tavani ar Caabaro

amxela fuls kidev sad iSovni

hoda, Zmakaci myavda bavSobis, cxvara,

irakli cxvaraZe, ori welia, rac gardaicvala,

wamalSi gaipara, me da iman

davgegmeT, CvenTanve ubanSi, erTi kafe

iyo, "ia", egre erqva, imis dayaCaReba,

cota miyruebul adgilas idga,

magram fuli yovelTvis edoT,

xSirad davdiodiT iq naSebTan erTad

da gvicnobdnen. mokled, davgegmeT,

iaraRebi daviTrieT, maskebi CamovicviT

da erT saRamosac SevardiT.

warmoidgine, pirveli saqmea, seriozuls

vambob, Torem ise, manamdec magrad

davrbodiT aqeT-iqeT. vnerviulobT,

mec da cxvarac. SevardiT, is

egreve karebSi Cadga, me kidev centr-

Si da davai-meTqi fuli, Torem dagxocavT

yvelas da uceb ar mesmis uknidan,

eee xalxo, nu geSiniaT, gia da cxvara

arian, Radaobeno. gavSri adgilze,

movbrundi da ras vxedav, Cveni Zmakaci

erika ar zis, viRac naSasTan er-

Tad! Turme gvicno da gonia, vRadaobT.

raRa unda gveqna, movixseniT

mec da cxvaramac maskebi da daviwyeT,

hoo, Cvena varT, geRadavebodiT, erTi

Tqveni saxeebi ganaxaT sarkeSi da rame.

is Tavani ki sul sxva ambidan Cavabare.

istoria istorias misdevda, Wiqa

Wiqas, ukve karga Sebindebuli iqneboda,

me rom avtydi, saxlSi wavideT-

Tqo.

_ sad geCqareba ese _ mkiTxa giam,

romelsac saerTod ar etyoboda nasvami

Tu iyo.

_ zeg gamocda maqvs, Tanac leqtoria

murtalze murtali, sufTa

giJi, Sansi ar aris, vinmes ise dauweros

niSani, magis lomaZe deda movtyan,

magisi, _ Caviburtyune me.

es lomaZe politologias gvaswavlida,

meoTxe kursze dagviniSnes leqtorad,

Tavidan magrad gagvixarda,

Cvenze daaxloebiT aTi wliT ufrosi,

axalgazrda kacis danaxva, saTvaleebiT

da Zveleburi portfeliT rom

daiareboda derefanSi da mokrZalebul,

Zlivs gasagon salams iZleoda,

magram iman leqciebze gareka! jer

xom pirveli semestris bolos reqtoris

Svils ar dauwera CaTvla,

mamamisma piradad Txova, magram mainc

ar dauwera, mere naxevari jgufi gaamwara,

gaamwara ra, vinc ar swavlobda

imaT ar uwerda, maT Soris mec. sarwmunoebaSi

axlad gadavardnili da

WeSmaritebas cincxlad naziarebi

marTmadidebeliviT principuli da

viriviT jiuti iyo. Tan mexsiereba

hqonda! arc manamde da arc magis Semdeg

egeTi araferi minaxavs, zepirad

axsovda yvela dawerili qula, yvela

koloqviumi, SeeZlo Senive dawerili

Temidan moeyvana citatebi, saerTod

ar Wirdeboda Jurnali, araferi aviwydeboda

da rac yvelaze cudi iyo,

araferi ezareboda. Tavisi saqme, anu

sagani, TavdaviwyebiT uyvarda da See-

Zlo gauCereblad, saaTobiT elaparaka.

namdvili politologiis Javeri.

_ maica, lomaZe, nika xom ara _

mkiTxa uecrad giam.

me Tavi davuqnie.

_ dabali, SavTmiani, saTvaleebiani,

cota stranni, magari mexsierebiT,

I korpusSi aswavlis, ara _ gaagrZela

giam.

_ eg ari, eg.

_ maSin problema ar aris, rodis

gaqvs gamocda

_ zeg dilas, aTidan iwyeba.

_ morCa, mogvarebulia. _ miTxra

giam da Zalian gamikvirda, radgan is

nika lomaZe, aSkarad ar gavda qurdebTan

moZmakace adamians.

_ naTesavia Tqveni _ vkiTxe bolos.

giam Tavi gaiqnia, arao.

im saRamos magrad movilxineT. saxlSi

mxolod gamTeniisas davbrundi da

egreve daviZine. darCenili erTi dRe

paxmelias Seewira da gamocdis dilac

movida. magra uxasiaTod viyavi,

naRdad ar mindoda, politologia

Semtenoda, damiwyebdnen mere saxlSi,

bevrs xom ar gTxovT, oRond

daamTavre, aseTi usaqmuri vis daemsgavse,

xedavdes amas babuaSeni.

mokled, kedels viyavi miyudebuli

da winaswar valagebdi saxlSi

saTqmel morig gulisamaCuyebel teqsts,

rodesac universitetis koridorSi

gia gamoCnda. me TiTqmis damaviwyda,

is ki movida.

_ aq gitardebaT gamocda _

mkiTxa da xeli CamomarTva.

me Tavi davuqnie.

_ TviTon ar mosula

_ jer ara, magram adrea, eg ar agvianebs,

aTze aq iqneba.

lomaZe male gamoCnda, Cveuli dabneuli

saxiT moClaxunobda koridor-

Si, ganuyreli portfeliT xelSi. jer

studentebs miesalma, Semdeg auditoriis

karebisaken gaemarTa, magram

uecrad gias mohkra Tvali, Cems gverdiT

rom idga da gaSeSda. karga xans

uyures erTmaneTs, Semdeg lomaZe Cvenken

wamovida, gias xeli CamoarTva,

gadaexvia, momibrunda da miTxra:

_ saidan momiyvane es kaci aq

da ucbad mivxvdi, rom saerTod ar

eSinoda giasi.

im dRes moxda saswauli: nika lomaZem,

mTel jgufs, absoluturad yvelas,

umaRlesi Sefaseba dauwera.

naxevari weliwadi davdevdi da

vexvewebodi, moeyola ra moxda, magram

arafers meubneboda, universiteti

rom davamTavreT, banketze davpati-

JeT, iqac Cavacivdi, Tavidan isev uarobda,

bolos, cota rom dalia, gaecina,

jandabas Seni Tavio miTxra da ai,

ra momiyva:

- me bavSobidan wignis Wia viyavi,

egeTebi ki, arc exla da arc adre uyvardaT,

megobrebi cota myavda, iseTi

bavSvi viyavi, moridebuli da Cumi. universitetSi

rom Cavabare, iq erTi gogo

gavicani, nuca erqva, riJa xuWuWa Tmebi

hqonda da mwvane, boTlisferi

Tvalebi. ar vici rogor, magram Cven

erTmaneTi Segviyvarda, nucas colad

SerTvasac vapirebdi, rodesac sami

wlis Tavze, is, misma mezobelma, vaso

erqva im biWs, moitaca. im dResve gavige

sadac iyvnen da mivedi, magram ver

wamoviyvane, ar matandnen, kinaRam momkles.

mere gamovida is vaso da

miTxra, Tu rame ginda, modi, davsxdeT,

vilaparakoT da gavarkvioTo, ai, es

kaci qurdia da simarTle ar

dagekargebao. daviwyeT laparaki,

movyevi yvelaferi rogorc iyo, is

qurdi Turme am vasos naTesavia, me eg

ar vicodi. Cemi naTqvami rom moismina,

adga da saxlSi Sevida, xuT wuTSi

ukan dabrunda, am vasos xeli daavlo,

Tavisken miizida da hkiTxa: Sen biWo

TavSi Wkua gaaqvs gogoc igives ambobs

da ro itacebdi, sad itacebdio. mere

momibrunda da miTxra, Sedi, oTaxSia

da waiyvaneo. axla nuca Cemi colia, is

kaci kidev gia anCabaZe iyo da mama RmerTic

rom mogeyvana magis magivrad,

niSans mainc ar gaRirsebdio.

gias meti aRar Sevxvedrivar, rogorc

amboben, moskovSi cxovrobs.

meore dRes pianino waiRes.

guram megreliSvili

domino

(fragmenti romanidan)

dasasruli

miSa da daviTi

(SaSi-iaqe)

iyo dro, roca miSa policieli ki

ar iyo, binebs texavda. maSin jemala da

miSa Zmakacobdnen.

saqmeze marto wasvla uyvarda jemalas

da leopards eZaxdnen, aqaoda

marto nadiroba uyvarso.

miSa ki miyavda xolme, alag-alag

miyavda, iq miyavda, sadac kargi nadavli

eguleboda da mokled, kai fulic

rCebodaT.

erTxelac jemalam gauara miSas da

uTxra:

_ miSa, Zmao, aris erTi profesora

tipi, ro Sexedav, TiTqos iseTi

araferi, magram milioneria eg Cemisa.

jer marto vaza udgas zalaSi, mgoni

magis myidveli saqarTveloSi arc

aravinaa, fulic aqvs, oqroc aqvs.

dRes Svididan cxramde raRac simpoziumzea

da baiTi unda gavitanoT.

saidan vici da misi qaliSvili Cemi bi-

ZaSvilis daqalia. oTxi bileTi vuyide

kinoSi da isinic aRar iqnebian, mokled

Caicvi.

miSam Caicva da wavidnen.

rogorc wesi, miSa `atandaze~ dgeboda

xolme, sadRac oci-ocdaxuTi

wuTis mere airbenda binaSi da CanTeb-

Si Calagebuli nivTebi gamohqonda.

jemala yovelTvis aswrebda am mcire

droSi imis povnas, rac yvelaze Zvirfasi

iyo, amitomac arasodes dauWeriaT.

dro rom gavida da kari SeaRo miSam,

pirvelive, rac TvalSi moxvda, is

iyo, rom karTan CanTebi ar elaga. Can-

Tebs karTan jemala imitom utovebda,

rom jer erTi, ufro swrafad gazidavdnen

da meorec, sadme TiTis anabeWdi

rom ar daetovebina uneburad miSas.

SeaRo misaRebi oTaxis kari da xedavs:

jemala zis savarZelSi da sigarets

eweva. divanze ki oTxi Sarval-

Caxdili kacia mibmuli, trakebi maRla

aqvT aSverili. sawinaaRmdego mxares,

magidasTan maTi xnis biWia dabmuli,

isic Caxdili.

jemala ki zis da mSvidi saxiT eweva

ufiltro sigarets.

miSa ise daibna, ukan-ukan daixia da

gatexvis xmaze ufro adre, erT-erTi

dabmulis ganwirulma Rmuilma miaxvedra,

rom es swored is vaza iyo, romlis

myidvelic saqarTveloSi, savaraudod,

ar iyo.

jemalam erTi gamoxeda da xma ar

amouRia. sigareti swrafi nafazebiT

bolomde CaaTava, iatakze daagdo da

Tqva: _ am pedarastebs uyureb Sen

miSa uyurebda.

_ esaa saxlis patroni, ai, is profesoria,

simpoziumze rom hgonia

Tavis wakla gogos. es, _ TiTi gaiSvira

cota dondlo kacisken, _ mTavari

eqimia, romeliRaca... romelSi _

hkiTxa kacs da kacma pasuxad daiRmuvla,

_ saavadmyofoSi. es suslika pastoria,

Cveneburad mRvdeli ra, Camovida

aq viTom misioneruli mizniT da

traks aZlevs am... ra mqviao, biWo, ra

Tqvi TaviT aniSna miSas da miSamac akruli

piri mouxsna biWs.

_ leri.

_ leri, xo. am leris aZleven traks

ai, eseni, yvelani, maT Soris, Cveni Zvirfasi

policiis ufrosi, batoni... batoni...

ra qvia biWo magas

_ ar vici! _ Tqva lerim da gverdiT

gaxeda.

_ rogor ar ici, Sen naSas (sityva

naSa gaamaxvila) ra qvia, ar unda

icode

lerim pasuxi ar gasca.

_ Sen gekiTxebi, ar unda icode

_ mgoni jemali qvia!

_ raio _ jemala fexze wamoxta.

_ Cemi sexniaa es axvari fui, Seni! _

wixli miartya moSiSvlebul ukanalze

da kaci TaviT CaerWo divanSi.

_ ici, aq ra xdeba, Cemo Zmao, Cemo

miSa ra xdeba aq, Tu ici Sen

miSam ar icoda.

_ ra xdeba daa... ager, es, erTi

SexedviT, patiosani ymawvili, batoni...

_ leri.

_ leri, modis aq yovel paraskevs

da aseve aranakleb pativcemul oTx

batons tynavs. gesmis Sen, ra xdeba

fuls uxdian es nabozvrebi, gansakuTrebiT

esa, es axvari, _ policiis

ufrosisken gaiSvira TiTi. _ daiWers

CemisTanas, aaxevs fuls da uxdis

mere Tavis `iobars~, ai, sad vcxovrobT,

Zmao, xedav

miSa xedavda.

_ xoda, exla ici, me ras vizam

policiaSi davrekav da gamoviZaxeb. ai,

ro movlen da gnaxaven aseT mdgomareobaSi,

mere imarTleT Tavi, Tqve metrakeebo,

Tqvena. sodomia, Zmao, es ra

aris, aseTi araferi minaxavs, to!

jemala wamodga, leris isev ise Seukra

piri, rogorc Tavidan hqonda da

telefonTan mivida.

_ miSa, Sen waiRe eg sunkebi da wadi.

me erT-or nacnob Jurnalistsac davurekav.

ra ici, iqneb daweron.

miSa gatrialda, CanTebi aiRo da

wavida. kibeebze jemala daewia _

telefoni ar muSaobda, quCidan

davrekav. Sen egeni SenTan aitane da me

xval mogakiTxav.

miSam Tavi dauqnia.

mere, roca CanTebs paralelur qu-

Caze gaCerebul manqanaSi alagebda,

orasjer mainc gauelva erTi da igive

azrma, magram orasivejer uaryo.

mere adga da mainc gaakeTa.

miSas uyvarda vinme nato, romelic

mTel skolas uyvarda da skolis

damTavrebis mere mTel instituts uyvarda.

apirebda moeyvana colad, magram

Tqmas ver ubedavda.

gogo raRacnairad zedmetad morcxvi

da nazi iyo da miSasac Zalian

erideboda, siyvarulis ambavs gulmodgined

malavda, Tumca, grZnobda,

rom jemala raRacas xvdeboda, radgan

roca erTi-orjer quCaSi erTad

moseirne natosa da miSas Sexvda, jemalam,

raRacnairad SeaTvaliera

oriveni da... meti araferi _ SeaTvaliera.

nato kargi ojaxis Svili iyo. miSa

mis simorcxves aRzrdas abralebda da

guli uCuydeboda xolme, roca gogos

sadme miipatiJebda, nato ki

Tavdaxrili da moridebuli ijda.

magram erTxelac, roca miSa jemalasTan

mivida saxlSi da kari

daukakuneblad SeaRo, savarZelSi Cawolili

SiSveli jemala dainaxa SampanuriT

xelSi, xolo mis win muxlebze

mdgari nato.

miSam Tvali Caukra jemalas da

gamobrunda.

airbina binaSi, sadac xuTi kaci iyo

dabmuli da xuTive gaaTavisufla.

_ policiaSi minda muSaobis dawyeba!

_ uTxra policiis ufross,

romelic faci-fuciT ikravda Sarvals.

_ modi, modi, orSabaTs modi da

yvelaferi iqneba! _ Cqar-Cqara pasuxobda

ulvaSa kaci da Tvali karisken

eWira.

im dros miSas ukve gadawyvetili

hqonda, jemalasTvis coli waerTmia.

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25 dekemberi 2009 - 21 ianvari 2010

ar maxsovs, rodis, rogor Semovidnen

Cems cxovrebaSi "SoTa, ilia, akaki,

vaJa da galaktioni", agreTve daviT

guramiSvili da zogierTi sxvac. albaT

manam, sanam laparaks viswavlidi,

miT umetes, wera-kiTxvas. am varaudis

safuZvels is faqti maZlevs, rom maxsovs:

Zilis win, zRaprebis nacvlad,

leqsebs mikiTxavdnen. es leqsebi dRemde

almasebad brwyinaven Cems mexsierebaSi,

magram axla yvelaze ki ara, mxolod

im almasebze minda mogiTxroT,

romelTa avtoris Cems cxovrebaSi

gamoCenis dro da adgili naTlad maxsovs.

almasi leqsTan dakavSirebiT am

ramdenime dRis win murman lebaniZeze

fiqrisas gamaxsenda. jer TavSi gamielva,

rom mis leqsebs kristaluri struqtura

aqvs, mere ki isini konkretulad

almass mivamsgavse.

ara mgonia, vinmesTvis saidumlo

iyos, rom almasi yvelaze magari mineralia,

gamWvirvalea, advilad waxnagdeba

da uZvirfases qvas _ briliants

iZleva, es yvelaferi ki misi kristaluri

mesris umWidroesi wyobiTaa

ganpirobebuli. kargi leqsic ase-

Tivea: saimedo, gamWvirvale, sityvaTa

umWidroesi wyobiT, droSi gamZleobis

unariT, RirebulebiT...

yvela es Tviseba aqvs murman lebaniZis

leqsebs, romlebTanac bevri mogoneba

makavSirebs, adreuli bavSvobidan

_ dRemde:

9 wlisa viqnebodi. gazafxulis

mziani dRe iyo, roca didebisaTvis

gankuTvnili, anu Cemi mSoblebis kuTvnili

literaturis gadaTvaliereba

gadavwyvite da sawer magidasTan movikalaTe.

wignebi didxans vCxrike, magram im

dRidan mkveTrad ori saxeli damamaxsovrda.

erTi maTgani murman lebaniZe

iyo. patara nacrisferydianma wignma

Cemi yuradReba Tavdapirvelad imiT

miiqcia, rom gvari _ lebaniZe, leqseb-

Si naxsenebi mestvire, zvareTi, kvaSxieTi,

xeori Cems raWas exeboda, mere

gavacnobiere, rom SeiZleboda, poets

_ CemTvis aqamde zebunebriv arsebas

_ aqve, CemTan Zalian axlos, igive

garemoSi ecxovra; mere yvela am

leqsidan "mestviris sikvdili" avar-

Cie da zepirad viswavle; mere erTi

leqsis ucnaurma formam mimizida,

dRes rom mSvenier simReradaa qceuli

("gazafxuli Semosula, len..."),

mere... mere am wignis dasakuTreba mominda

da pirvelad Cems sicocxleSi

arc ise sanaqebo saqcieli Cavidine.

mere, ukve arabavSvur asakSi, es saqcieli

sakuTar leqsSi aRvwere:

me isic maxsovs, moxiblulma

Tqveni leqsebiT,

wavSale wignis Tavfurcelze

saxeli mamis,

bavSvuri xeliT davawere

Cemi saxeli

da mere im wigns veRar vTmobdi

verc erTi wamiT.

is nacrisferydiani wigni dRemde

maqvs, ufro sworad, Tan damaqvs. maSindeli

naswavli yvela leqsic maxsovs

da siamovnebiT vafiqsireb, rom 9 wlis

bavSvi SefasebebSi ar Sevmcdarvar...

murman lebaniZeze Zalian bevri SemiZlia

vwero, magram amjerad im mogonebebiT

Semovifarglebi, romelTac

mxolod sikvdili Tu gadamaviwyebs.

70-iani wlebi iyo. Tu ar vcdebi, maSindel

gazeT "komunistSi" murman lebaniZis

axali leqsebi daibeWda. leqss,

romelmac maSin magrZnobina, rogor

SeiZleba, agitacos, gagitacos, zecasa

da qvesknels Soris gataros sityvam,

dRemde gulgrilad ver vixseneb. mas

"maxsovs!" hqvia:

"me Cems wigns "maxsovs!" davawere,

radgan yvelaferi maxsovs,

xsovna RvinosaviT davaZvele

da mogonebebi maxrCobs.

... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

asi mogoneba frTxialebs,

asi _ daWriliviT bRavis,

asic _ yvaviliviT ialebs

da kubos ficramde hyvavis".

es leqsi tyveobidan aRar "maTavisuflebs"

da Cems dRevandel

saTqmelsac exmianeba, radgan mec mogonebebi

(agreTve _ madliereba!) mawerinebs

am werils.

murman lebaniZe iyo erT-erTi XX

saukunis im oriode poetidan, romlebic

xalxis usazRvro siyvaruliT

sargeblobdnen da romelTa wignebic

daxlze ar Cerdeboda. Cemi Semdegi

mogoneba misi wignis SeZenas ukavSirdeba.

maSin ukve stabiluri izotopebis

samecniero-kvleviT institutSi

vmuSaobdi. Sesvenebis Semdeg iqve axlos

mcxovrebi TanamSromeli laboratoriaSi

dabrunda da vaJas Zegl-

Tan mdebare wignis maRaziaSi axlad

SeZenili murmanis krebuli moitana.

vicodi, rom dRis bolos wigni maRaziaSi

aRar iqneboda, isic vicodi, rom

samuSao saaTebSi izotopebis institutis

ezodan specialuri saSvis

gareSe gareT aravin gamiSvebda (ras

vizamT, aseTi reJimi sufevda imdroindel

izotopebis institutSi!)

da mainc, wigni unda meyida! bevri aRar

mifiqria, TeTri xalaTis gauxdelad

institutis gasasvlelTan mivedi da

imdenad damajereblad avuxseni

dacvis TanamSromlebs, ramdenime

wuTiT quCaSi gasvla CemTvis aucilebelia-Tqo,

rom, Cemda gasaocrad,

winaaRmdegoba aravis gauwevia. wigni

SeviZine, magram am ambavs amitom ar

vigoneb. sxva saswauli moxda: im dRes

lela metreveli

literaturuli gazeTi

gamziridan Tamar mefis gamzirze Semovuxvie,

gonebaSi ukve maspinZels

"vekamaTebodi": riTma _ rkaluric,

kiburic _ msxverplis gaRebas iTxovs...

es ukve axali leqsis striqonebi

iyo. ase rom, murman lebaniZe gaxldaT

"mizezi", katalizatori imisa,

rac 1997 wlis Semdeg davwere. swored

amas vuwodeb meore saswauls.

mere bevri vifiqre riTmaze,

leqsze, murmanze, mis siyvarulze

galaktionisadmi da nel-nela CemTvis

erT moZRvrebad iqca, rasac leqsebSi

poetis xelobaze ambobda batoni murmani.

mainc ras moiTxovda igi leqsisagan

keTilxmovanebas, simwyobres,

sinaTles, simarTles... misgan viswavle,

rom poetma farTod gaxelili

TvalebiT unda uyuros irgvliv yvelafers;

poetma xalxs unda usminos...

"qveyanaze unda wero!" _ axlac maxsovs

misi sityvebi. maxsovs agreTve

bolo SekiTxva: _ poezia girCevnia, Tu

qimia

_ ufro ukeTesi qimikosi var, _

iyo Cemi pasuxi.

_ gaxsovdes, Svilo, poezia ufro

metia! _ WeSmaritad poetis Sesaferi

iyo pasuxis pasuxi.

16 martidan damrCa agreTve murman

lebaniZis naCuqari "Cems galak-

`xsovna RvinosaviT davaZvele~

gaciebuli viyavi, sicxe mqonda,

Tvalebi mecremleboda. cota xanSi

SevamCnie, rom Tavs kargad vgrZnobdi

_ sixarulma momarCina. im krebuls

dRemde "sicxis wamals" veZaxi.

ufro gvian, 1995 wlis pirvel

dReebSi, roca Cemi cxovrebis udidesi

ubedurebis Semdeg pirvelad davr-

Ci marto, me xelSi isev murman lebaniZis

leqsebis krebuli aviRe da aTasgzis

wavikiTxe, ra Tqma unda, ukve wakiTxuli

"Cemo pawia, sabralo dedav!"

vkiTxulobdi da vtirodi, vtirodi

da vkiTxulobdi... ai swored maSin gadavwyvite,

murman lebaniZisaTvis

mimewvdina misdami miZRvnili ori leqsi,

romelTa arsebobis Sesaxeb qveynad

aravin icoda. male es ori leqsi me da

Cemma megobarma guliko saluqvaZem

qalbaton elene WavWavaZes gadaveciT.

Cemi profesiidan da xasiaTidan

gamomdinare, mwerlebs (maT Semoqmedebas

ar vgulisxmob!) TiTqmis ar

vicnob. bedma ise ineba, rom murman

lebaniZec Zalian gvian, 1997 wlis 16

marts gavicani. Tumca manamde, universitetSi

swavlisas, maxsovs, mwerlebi

movipatiJeT Sexvedraze da, cxadia,

pirvelad murman lebaniZe gagvaxsenda.

masTan saxlSi me da Cemi Tanakurseli,

Tea kotrikaZe wavediT. maSin batonma

murmanma universitetSi mosvla

ver SeZlo, radgan dakrZalvaze midioda,

Tu ar vcdebi, gagraSi. am xuTwu-

Tian Sexvedras Znelad Tu daerqmeva

gacnoba.

Cveni gacnoba swored zemoxsenebuli

ori leqsis gamo Sedga da murman

lebaniZis saxels Cemi cxovrebis meore

saswaulic daukavSirda. rogor-

Rac ise moxda, rom es leqsebi batonma

murmanma ori wlis Semdeg waikiTxa da

TviTon moindoma CemTan Sexvedra.

mokled, murman lebaniZes pirispir

1997 wels Sevxvdi, Sevxvdi Cems Zvel

leqsebTan erTad. Zvels imitom vambob,

rom maSin 10 wlis Sewyvetili mqonda

leqsebis wera da megona, arc aRarasodes

davwerdi. ar mqonda wigni, ufro

metic: ar mqonda arc erTi gamoqveynebuli

leqsi _ amis gakeTeba azradac

arasodes momsvlia. Cven visaubreT.

ufro sworad, me im dRes vdumdi,

vusmendi. batonma murmanma raRac

momiwona, raRac damiwuna, ZiriTadad,

riTmebi. me ki, rogorc zemoT vTqvi,

weras aRar vapirebdi. Tanac, maSin bolomde

gacnobierebuli ara mqonda:

"ar aris leqsi martoden azri, uRrmesic

iyos". imaSic unda gamovtyde,

rom dRemde, Tu arCevanze midga saqme,

azrs vaniWeb upiratesobas da ara _

formas.

lebaniZeebis saxlidan rom gamovedi,

rogorc ki aRmaSeneblis

tions me vkiTxe erTxel" warweriT:

"Cems karg lela metrevels, niWier

poetsa da Zvirfas megobars". ise gamovida,

rom pirvelad murman lebaniZem

miwoda poeti, ise moxda, rom mec gamiCnda

iseTive Zvirfasi wigni,

rogoric TviT misTvis iyo wigni

galaktionis warweriT.

mere iyo meore Sexvedra axal

leqsebTan erTad. Cemi xelnawerebis

oriod furcels SemorCa murman lebaniZis

komentari _ CemTvis yvelaze

Zvirfasi komentari.

murman lebaniZe am Sexvedrebamdec

Cemi poeti iyo: mis leqsebTan erTad

mudam "Sina" var, mis poeziaSi vpoulob

pasuxs yvela saWirboroto kiTxvaze,

xSirad _ dastursac jer CanasaxSi

myof mosazrebaze. eWvi maqvs, es mxolod

me ar memarTeba.

roca vfiqrob, rogor unda giyvardes:

samSoblo, saxli, ojaxi, isev

murman lebaniZe maxsendeba da, miuxedavad

yvelafrisa, rac cxovrebaSi

gadaitana, qalbatoni elene WavWavaZe

Zalian bednieri coli mgonia: erTi

mxriv, imitom, rom is mizezia araerTi

umSvenieresi leqsisa, meore mxriv ki

imitom, rom man icoda, vis gverdiT

cxovrobda da "xalxs poeti Seunar-

Cuna". iSviaTad Tu moiZebneba qali,

romelic sakuTar SesaZleblobebs _

bolo wveTamde _ ase uSurvelad xarjavdes

meuRleze, Tundac es ukanaskneli

murman lebaniZe iyos. darwmunebuli

var, qalbatoni lenas gareSe

murman lebaniZe murman lebaniZe ver

iqneboda. poeti amas TviTonac Sesani-

Snavad grZnobda:

"gmadlob _ mrwamsiT da rwmeniT

rac vitanje da gtanje!

gmadlob _ dReebi Cveni

rogorc mewada, vxarje!

es dRec Tendeba TeTrad _

ganmqarvebeli WirTa _

da vimeorebT erTad:

_ Rirda, Rirda da Rirda!"

murman lebaniZes visgan eswavleboda,

rom "leqsi iwereba didi sixarulis

an didi tkivilis Sedegad". asevea

nebismieri sxva xelovnebac. amitom

uTxra adreul asakSive zazas: "Svilo,

icode, cxovrebis niWi sxva aris,

sxvaa Zebnis da natvris..." TviTon ki

mTeli sicocxle eZebda da ... poulobda.

murman lebaniZe Cemi poeti kidev

imitomaa, rom mec, masaviT: "yovel Semodgomas

vamtvrev gzad Sinisken

Trimlis totebs", mxiblavs yviTel

foTlebSi wiTlad moWiate kuneli da

yayaCoebiani mdelos danaxvisas aucileblad

maxsendeba:

gaxseneba 11

"yayaCov, Slils da tkbils,

CemTvis imdeni giTqvams,

mgosnis da kai ymis

qebad saTqmeli sityva,

rom, Tumca sunTqvac Wirs

ama mzakvarTa soflad,

marto Sen gamo Rirs

Cemi am qveynad yofna".

"vaime, deda, gaviwire,

yvavilebSi viZirebi...

yayaCo rom avirCie,

damayares sicilebi".

SemTxveviTi araa, rom murman lebaniZis

sayvareli yvavili yayaCoa.

swored aseTi unda yofiliyo misi

yvavili: Savisa da wiTlis mkveTri kontrasti.

ase mgonia, yayaCosac kristaluri

struqtura aqvs.

murman lebaniZis saxec monokristals

hgavda _ gamokveTili da ara

rbili xazebi. meamayeba, rom me ufro

adre davwere: "ydidan micqeris Tqveni

saxe ganawamebi", vidre TviTon:

"geamayeba saxe Seni _ natanji saxe!"

murman lebaniZes xasiaTic mkve-

Trad kristaluri hqonda. mis leqsebsa

Tu cxovrebaSi yvela atoms Tavisi

adgili aqvs miCenili da garemos

cvalebadobis mixedviT ar icvlis ganlagebas.

piriqiT, xSirad garemo icvleba

misi naTqvamis kvaldakval. amitomac

aRniSnavs: "im saTqmels jeriT

ukve Tavisad axla sxvebi laparakoben".

da kidev: murman lebaniZe, ra profesiac

unda aerCia da sadac unda

emuSava, im sferoSic aucileblad datovebda

almasebs, didron briliantebs.

uflis nebiT, misi almasebi

qarTuli poeziis saganZurs amSveneben.

isini araTanabari zomisa arian, magram

yvela _ almasia. ise, murman lebaniZis

poezia kavkasionis qedebsac magonebs:

aq aris pikebi da CaRrmavebebi, magram

ara _ vake adgilebi.

samwuxarod, oficiozs xSirad vake

adgilebi ufro xiblavs _ mTas xom

yvela ver Sebedavs. murman lebaniZesac

araerTxel atkines guli, magram

man SesaniSnavad icoda:

"did muxas varjic didi aqvs

da qaric _ didi uberavs!"

"yoveli Sroma Cagvivlis fuWad

da cda yoveli _ amaoebiT,

gogra gaxdeba Sirazis SuSad _

droebiT mxolod!

_ RmerTi-sjuli,

mxolod droebiT!"

murman lebaniZe rom gardaicvala,

maSinve ori striqoni amekviata: ara

SarSanwin dekembris bolom, _ Tqven

miuxureT kari meoces. mere gamaxsenda

galaktionis: "wiwamurTan rom

mokles ilia, maSin epoqa dasrulda

didi" da davrwmundi, rom ar vcdebodi:

murman lebaniZemac daasrula naxevarsaukunovani

epoqa _ meoce saukunis

meore naxevari.

zemoT murman lebaniZis axdenili

da auxdeneli winaswarmetyvelebebi

movixsenie, erTi auxdeneli winaswarmetyveleba

ki bolosTvis Semovinaxe:

"SenTan, SenTan, galaktion!

SenTan moval male!"

dadgeba dro da qarTveli xalxi

poetis am winaswarmetyvelebasac aasrulebs.

ra Tqma unda, umjobesi iqneboda,

axla am Temaze laparaki saWiro

ar iyos, magram ras vizamT: murman lebaniZes

_ yofiT sakiTxebSi _ bedi

maincdamainc ar swyalobda.

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*

`man Seuracxmyo, gamartya, mZlia,

gamZarcva~. masSi, vinc gamudmebiT ase

fiqrobs, siZulvili ar wydeba.

`d h a m a p a d i d a n~*

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*

ar yofila, ar aris da arc iqneba

adamiani, mxolod gmobis Rirsi rom

iyos, anda mxolod qeba-didebis.

*

`man Seuracxmyo, gamartya, mZlia,

gamZarcva~. masSi, vinc gamudmebiT ar

fiqrobs ase, siZulvili wydeba.

*

ai, Seni sicocxlec miuaxlovda

dasasruls; mieaxle iamas. Sen ki saxlic

ara gaqvs, arc Tan wasatani sagzali.

*

am qveynad siZulvili arasodes ar

wydeba siZulviliT, aramed mxolod

siZulvilis uqonlobiT wydeba. esaa

dasabamieri dhamma.**

*

cxovreba advilia misTvis, vinc

Tavxedia, yvaviviT lirfi, urcxvi,

utvino, Slegi, gaxrwnili.

*

am sofladac xarobs igi da im

sofladac; keTili saqmis moqmedi

orsave soflad xarobs, Tavisi keTili

saqmis Semyure.

*

darbaiseli TavqarianTa Soris da

marad fxizeli mZinareTa Soris, brZeni

bedauriviT ukan itovebs jaglagebs.

*

mTrTolav, mocaxcaxe, advilad

mowyvlad da Znelad dasaurvebel

azrs brZeni ise mimarTavs, rogorc

moisari _ isars.

*

Tavisi stiqiidan amovardnili da

xmelze mofarTxale TevziviT caxcaxebs

es azri: iqneb rogorme daaRwios

Tavi maras*** tyveobas.

*

dae, brZeni darajad udges Tavis

azrs, Znelad sawvdoms da ukiduresad

daxvewils, yoveli fexis nabijze rom

borZikobs. nadarajevi azri bednierebisken

migviZRvis.

*

uxrwneli, mSvidi, sikeTisa Tu

borotebis uarmyofeli azrisTvis

ucxoa SiSi.

*

briyvma mTeli sicocxle brZenkacis

gverdiTac rom gaataros, misTvis

iseve ucxo iqneba dhamma, rogorc

kovzisTvis _ kerZis gemo.

*

vidre boroteba ar momwifebula,

briyvs tkbili eCveneba igi, xolo

rodesac momwifdeba, mwuxarebas da

urvas eZleva.

*

rogorc sal kldes Zvras ver uzams

qari, brZeni uryevia xotbasa da gmobas

Soris.

*

kacTa Soris mxolod cotani Tu

aRweven gaRma napirs, danarCenebi ki

fuWad fusfuseben gamoRma.

*

is, visi azric mSvidia, sityvac da

saqmec, simSvidesa da Tavisuflebas

ziarebuli, srulqmnil codnas

flobs.

*

erTi taepi, simSvides rom aniWebs

suls, fuWi sityvebiT SeTxzul aTas

leqsze umjobesia.

*

Tu erTma kacma brZolaSi sZlia

aTas kacs, meorem ki _ mxolod Tavis

Tavs, swored es ukanasknelia udiadesi

mZleveli.

*

Tu vinme Tvidan Tvemde asi wlis

manZilze aTasgzis asrulebs msxverplSewirvas,

xolo meore, Tundac wamiT,

pativs miagebs Tavisi Tavis srulmyofs,

swored es msaxurebaa aswlian

msxverplSewirvaze uzenaesi.

*

gabrZnobilisa da TviTCaRrmavebulis

sicocxlis erTi dRe sjobs umecrisa

da aRviraxsnilis aswlian arsebobas.

*

dae, iswrafos keTili saqmis aRsrulebad;

dae, aridos borotebas

Tavisi Tavi. radganac is, vinc ar eswrafvis

sikeTis aRsrulebas, kmayofilebas

hpovebs borotSi.

*

rogorc mwyemsi saxriT midenis

jogs saZovrisken, ise sikvdili

mierekeba cocxal arsebebs sikvdilisaken.

*

ZvlebiTaa naSeni es cixe-simagre,

sisxliTa da xorciT nalesi; sicrue

da orpiroba, sibere da sikvdili Cakirulia

mis kedlebSi.

*

advilia ukeTuri da mavne saqmis

keTeba, keTilisa da sasargeblosi ki

_ ukiduresad Zneli.

*

vinc ise uyurebs samyaros,

rogorc buStsa Tu miraJs, uxilavia

sikvdilis meufisaTvis.

*

ar aris cecxli, vnebaze ufro mwveli;

ar aris ubedureba, siZulvilze

ufro didi; ar aris saSineleba sxeulze

umetesi; ar aris bedniereba simSvidis

toli.

*

o, rarig bednierni varT, upovarni

morWmulTa Soris; Cven vsazrdoobT

sixaruliT, rogorc sxivmfinari RmerTebi.

*

survilisagan ibadeba mwuxareba; misganve

ibadeba SiSic. misTvis, vinc Tavi

daaRwia survilis sacTurs, aRarc mwuxarebaa

da aRarc SiSi.

*

midrekilebisagan ibadeba mwuxareba;

misganve ibadeba SiSic. misTvis, vinc

Tavi daaRwia midrekilebas, aRarc mwuxarebaa

da aRarc SiSi.

*

mas, vinc iokebs risxvas, rogorc

gzidan gadasul etls, me vuwodeb meetles.

danarCenebs ki tyuilad uWiravT

sadave.

*

dae, urisxvelobiT iZlios risxva,

siuxviT _ siZunwe, sikeTiT _ ukeTuroba,

simarTliT _ sicrue.

*

magram cxovreba mZimea misTvis,

vinc faqizia, Tavmdabali, gamWriaxi,

Tavaziani; visi sicocxlec wmindaa.

*

gautamas mowafeni marad fxizelni

arian. maTi azri dRisiT Tu

RamiT budas mieltvis.

*

keTilni SoriTve brwyinaven,

rogorc himalais mTebi. borotni ki

axlodanac ar Canan, rogorc ar Cans

RamiT natyorcni isari.

*

vinc zis eulad, sZinavs eulad, daiareba

eulad; vinc qmediTia da Tvi-

Tonve iurvebs Tavs, dae, xarobdes

usier tevrSi.

*

rogorc sazRvrispira qalaqi

Signidanac da garedanac saTanadodaa

daculi, ase icavde sakuTar

Tavsac. fuWad nu gaflangav dros,

radganac drois xelidan gamSvebi

mwuxarebas da urvas eZleva, jojoxeTSi

gamwesebuli da ganwiruli.

*

moTvinierebul jorebs, keTilSobil

sindhiur cxenebs da veeba spiloebs

ra sjobs magram maTze uke-

Tesia, vinc TviTonve moiTviniera

Tavisi Tavi. radganac am cxovelebiT

ver SeaRwev miudgomel qveyanaSi, sadac

SeaRwevs adamiani, TviTSezRudviT

da TviTwvrTniT rom mouTvinierebia

Tavi.

*

misi grZnobebi mSvidia meetlis

mier daurvebuli cxenebiviT. man zurgi

aqcia siamayes da CaixSo yvela survili.

mas RmerTebic ki ucqeren SuriT.

*

brmaa es samyaro, sadac cota Tu

xedavs naTlad. maxis tyveobidan TavdaRweuli

CitiviT, mxolod cotani

Tu aRweven zecas.

* Zveli indoeTis erT-erTi sakraluri

wigni.

** cxovrebis wesi, kanoni.

*** boroti jadoqari, avsuli.

*

o, rarig bednierni varT arasneulni

sneulTa Soris; sneulTa Soris

vcxovrobT Cven _ arasneulni.

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siqvele sasiamovnoa TviT siberemde;

sasiamovnoa uryevi rwmena; sasiamovnoa

sibrZnis miRweva; sasiamovnoa

borotebisgan TavSekaveba.

*

vinc am qveynad sZlevs ukeTursa

da Znelad dasaurvebel survils,

iseve iSorebs mwuxarebas da urvas,

rogorc lotosi _ wylis wveTebs.

*

rogorc waqceuli xe ganagrZobs

zrdas, Tu ar dazianebula fesvebi, ise

tanjvac ganagrZobs zrdas, Tuki ar

aRmofxvrila survili.

*

vnebiT aRgznebuli da gaSmagebuli

adamianebi feTianebiviT awydebian

aqeT-iqiT, rogorc damfr-

Txali da dafeTebuli kurdReli.

xundebiT Sekrulni xelaxla ubrundebian

autanelsa da gausaZlis

tanjvas.

*

arsebobis Smagi dinebis gadamlaxvelma

zurgi aqcie warsuls, uaryav

momavali da isic, rac Zevs maT Soris.

Tu goneba Tavisufalia, kvlav da kvlav

aRar miubrundebi dabadebas da

siberes.

*

man miaRwia srulqmnilebas; amieridan

udrekia da survilebisagan Tavisufali;

mospo da moaSTo ekal-bardebi:

es misi sxeuli ukanasknelia.

*

sarevela aSTobs yanas; vneba _ adamianebs.

*

uwin es goneba daexeteboda, rogorc

surda, rogorc nebavda. axla ki

sruliad daviurve, rogorc gamrekma

_ gaveSebuli spilo.

*

me brahmans vuwodeb mas, vinc azrovnebs,

mSvidia da vnebebisgan Tavisufali;

vinc akeTebs Tavis saqmes; vinc

daiurva yvela survili, miaRwia uzenaes

sikeTes da srulyo Tavi.

*

me brahmans vuwodeb imas, vinc miaRwia

uzenaes sikeTes, vinc icis simarTlis

da sicruis gza da visi codnac

Rrmaa.

*

me brahmans vuwodeb imas, visac aRar

SerCa survili, codnis wyalobiT gan-

Tavisuflda eWvebisagan da SeZlo

danTquliyo ukvdavebaSi.

literaturuli gazeTi

Targmani

budisturi

legenda

mowafeebi mividnen budasTan da

uTxres: ufalo, aq, savathiSi bevri saxelganTqmuli

gandegili da swavluli

cxovrobs, gamudmebiT rom edavebian

da epaeqrebian erTmaneTs. zogis mtkicebiT,

samyaro usasruloa da maradiuli,

zogic sasrulad da warmavlad

miiCnevs mas; zogis azriT, suli sxeul-

Tan erTad kvdeba, zogs ki ukvdavi hgonia

igi, da ase Semdeg, dausrulebliv;

hoda, gviTxari, rogor unda moveqceT

maT

budam pasuxad Tqva:

didi xnis winaT erTma rajam msaxurs

uxmo da uTxra: wadi, geTayva, Tavi

mouyare savathiSi yvela brmadSobils

da mere spilo mihgvare maT. _ neba Senia,

_ miugo msaxurma da brZanebis aRsasruleblad

gaeSura. mere ki, roca

Tavi mouyara yvela brmadSobils, am

sityvebiT mimarTa maT: ai, es spiloao,

da erT-erTs xeliT moasinjvina misi

Tavi, meores _ yuri, mesames _ eSvi,

danarCenebs _ xorTumi, fexi, zurgi,

kudi Tu kudis foCi, da yvela maTgans

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eubneboda _ es spiloao.

roca yvela brmadSobilma mosinja

spilo, rajam hkiTxa TviTeul maTgans:

ai, Sen Seexe spilos; hoda, miTxari,

ra aris es

vinc Tavs Seexo, pasuxad Tqva _

qvevriao; vinc yurs, _ cxrili egona

igi; vinc eSvs, _ saxnisad warmoidgina;

vinc xorTums, _ saxvnelad dasaxa;

vinc zurgs, _ morgvad miiCnia; vinc

tans, _ naliad aRiqva; kudis Semxebs

qvasanayad moeCvena, foCisas ki _ jagrisad.

mere erTmaneTs auxirdnen `ho~,

`ho~-sa da `ara~-s yviriliT: spilo es

ki ara, ai, is ariso; ase rom, bolos,

muSti-krivamde mivida saqme.

raja kmayofili darCa am sceniT.

raRa es gandegilni da raRa

dRevandeli swavlulni, jiutad rom

dganan TavianT azrze da sxvas verafers

xedaven, aSarni, arjalni, TavisnaTqvamni

da TavianTi siyalbis simarTled

gamsaRebelni.

Z e n – b u d i s t u r i

b u d i z m T a n

a x l o s

universitetis studentma gaZan-

Tan yofnisas hkiTxa mas: `Tu wagikiTxavs

qristianebis biblia~

`ara; wamikiTxe~, _ uTxra gaZanma.

studentma biblia gaSala da daiwyo

maTes saxarebis kiTxva: `an samoslisTvis

rad zrunavT SexedeT,

rogor izrdebian velis SroSanni:

arc Sromoben, arc arTaven. magram

solomoni mTeli Tavisi didebiT ar

iyo ise Semosili, rogorc TviTeuli

maTgani. ase rom, nu zrunavT xvalindeli

dRisaTvis, radgan xvale Tvi-

Ton izrunebs Tavisas~.

gaZanma Tqva: `vinc es sityvebi warmoTqva,

naTelfenili kacia~.

studentma ganagrZo kiTxva: `iTxoveT

da mogecemaT; eZiebdeT da

hpovebT: daakakuneT da gagiReben.

radgan yvela mTxovnels miecema,

mZebneli hpovebs da vinc akakunebs,

gauReben~.

gaZanma SeniSna: `mSvenieria; vinc

esa Tqva, Sors rodia budizmisagan~.

b u d a s

q a n d a k e b a

roca tanke, tanis dinastiis Wabuki

ufliswuli, taZarSi Sevida, saSinlad

cioda.

aiRo iqve gamofenili budas erTerTi,

xidan gamokveTili qandakeba da

cecxli gaaCaRa.

amis danaxvaze taZris mcvelma

gaafTrebiT Sehyvira, rogor gabede

budas qandakebis dawvao.

tankem nacari gaqeqa, TiTqos ra-

Racas eZebso, mere ki Tqva: avdgebi da

wminda sariris* naSTs Sevagroveb.

* s a r iri _ erTgvari mineraluri

narCeni, sxeulis kremaciis Semdeg rom

poulobdnen; umwikvlod gatarebuli

sicocxlis niSnad miaCndaT.

_ xis budisagan ra sariri unda

darCes

_ Tu ar darCa, maSin danarCen

budebsac cecxls SevukeTeb.

SemdgomSi mcvelma orive warbi

dakarga tankes mkrexelobisadmi gamo-

Tqmuli protestis gamo, TviT tankes

ki arasodes dastydomia Tavs budas

risxva.

f i n j a n i

C a i

nan-ini, meiZis (1863_1912) droindeli

Zenis moZRvari, universitetis profesors

maspinZlobda, Zenis Sesaswavlad

rom swveoda mas.

nan-inma Caize miipatiJa stumari.

finjani gauliclica, magram kvlav ganagrZobda

dasxmas.

profesori xedavda, rogor iRvreboda

Cai; bolos, veRar moiTmina da

Tqva: `pirTamde savsea, meti aRar Cava~.

`am finjaniviT Tqvenc savse xarT

sakuTari azrebiT da warmodgenebiT;

_ Tqva nan-inma, _ rogor agixsnaT, ra

aris Zeni, Tu jer mag Tqvens finjans

ar dacliT~

s u t r e b i s

g a m o c e m a

tacugenma, iaponiaSi Zen-budizmis

mqadagebelma, _ gadawyvita beWdurad

gamoeqveynebina sutrebi, razedac ma-

Sin mxolod Cinelebs Tu miuwvdebodaT

xeli. sutrebi xis blokebidan unda

gadaebeWda 7000 calad, rac imxanad

grandiozuli wamowyeba iyo.

tacugeni fulis Sesagroveblad gaemgzavra.

mTeli qveyana Semoiara. mxolod

ramdenime gulSemtkivarma gaimeta

oqros pawawina zodebi, umravlesobam

ki oqros ubadruki namcecebiRa

uwyaloba.

m i n i a t u r e b i

yvela Semomwirvels erTnairad uxdida

madlobas. aT weliwadSi, rogorc

iqna, sakmao oqros mouyara Tavi

sutrebis gamosacemad.

magram am dros mdinare uiu adidda.

wyaldidobam yanebi waleka da qveyanaSi

SimSiloba Camovarda. tacugenma

mTeli Segrovili oqro dazaralebulebs

uwyaloba, raTa sikvdilisgan

exsna isini. mere ki xelaxla Seudga

SesawiravTa Sekrebas.

ramdenime wlis Semdeg qveyanaSi ifeTqa

epidemiam. tacugenma kvlav xalxis

dasaxmareblad gaiRo yvelaferi,

risTvisac Tavi moeyara.

mesamedac Seudga dawyebul saqmes

da oci wlis Semdeg, rogorc iqna, aisrula

natvra. sabeWdi blokebi, romlebiTac

sutrebis gamocema ganxorcielda,

axla kiotoSi, obakus monasterSi

inaxeba. iaponelebi TavianT

bavSvebs uamboben, tacugenma samjer

gamosca sutrebi da pirveli ori uCinari

gamocema kidevac Crdilavs mesameso.

s a m o T x i s

b W e

meomari, saxelad nabusage, xakuin-

Tan mivida da hkiTxa:

_ marTla arsebobs jojoxeTi da

samoTxe

_ vina xar _ hkiTxa xakuinma.

_ samurai, _ miugo meomarma.

_ samuraio! _ wamoiZaxa xakuinma,

_ romeli sardali gaboginebs

Tavis laSqarSi mwirs migigavs saxe!

gaSmagebulma nabusagem xmlis vadaze

gaikra xeli. xakuini ki ganagr-

Zobda:

_ aa, xmalic gaqvs albaT isea dablagvebuli,

rom Tavs ver gamagdebinebs!

maSin nabusagem qarqaSidan daaZro

xmali.

xakuinma ki Tqva:

_ aq ixsneba jojoxeTis bWe!

am sityvebis gagonebisas samuraim

ukve xakuinis Segirdad daigula Tavi,

xmali qarqaSSi Caago da moZRvars Tayvani

sca.

xakuinma ki Tqva:

_ aq ixsneba samoTxis bWe!

Targmna baCana bregvaZem

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antonio maCado i ruisi (1875-1939) didi espaneli poeti da prozaikosi, espaneTis `meore oqros saukunis~ TvalsaCino

warmomadgeneli, daibada antalusiis qalaq seviliaSi, cnobili mecnierebisa da folkloristebis ojaxSi; Tavadac safuZvlianad

Seiswavla folklori. ganaTleba miiRo madridis Tavisufali ganaTlebis institutSi. ramdenime weli gaatara

safrangeTSi, sadac dauaxlovda am drois cnobil moRvaweebs, gaecno dekadentur da modernistul literaturas, gansakuTrebiT

dainteresda simbolizmiT da verlenis poeziiT. pirveli poeturi krebulebi `ganmartoebani~, `ganmartoebani,

galereebi da sxva leqsebi~ gamoaqveyna 1903 da 1907 ww. espaneTSi gaiziara `1898 wlis Taobis~ anu `katastrofis Taobis~

ideebi, ganicada migel de unamunos filosofiuri Sexedulebebic, misi egzistencializmis gavlena da sicocxlis

bolomde hqonda masTan `SemoqmedebiTi dialogi~. 1907 wels maCado gaamweses franguli enis maswavleblad kastiliis

patara qalaq soriaSi, sadac Sexvda Tavis pirvel muzas, 14 wlis sust, cisferTvala leonors da iqorwina kidec. magram 1912

wels leonosi gardaicvala, rac imdenad mZimed ganicada poetma, rom sasowarkveTilebam igi lamis `moxetialed gadaaqcia~,

xan baesaSi cxovrobda xan segoviaSi, versad moikida fexi. mxolod 1928 wels igi Sexvda Teatralur wreebSi Tavis

meore da ukanasknel muzas, romelic poeziaSi cnobili gaxda pirobiTi saxeliT `giiomar~, romlisadmi miZRvnili leqsebi

`simRerebi giiomarisadmi~, `sxva simRerebi giiomarisadmi~ da kidev sxva mravali aRiarebulia msoflio samijnuro poeziis

brwyinvale nimuSebad.

antonio maCados cxovreba da moRvaweoba mouxda espaneTisTvis erT yvelaze mZime periodSi, es iyo espaneT-amerikis

omSi qveynis damarcxeba da metad mZime Sedegebi, monarqiis dacema, revoluciuri ganwyobis momZlavreba, primo de riveras

diqtatura, samoqalaqo omi, respublikisTvis brZola, faSisturi amboxi da qaosi. am metad mZime viTarebaSi, rodesac

espanel moazrovneTa didi nawili - poetebi, filosofosebi Tu kulturis sxva moRvaweni emigraciaSi gadaixvewnen, maT

Soris xose ortega i gaseti, xuan ramon ximenesi, ramon del valie-inklani, rodesac pirveli msxverpli gaxda federiko

garsia lorka, izolaciaSi aRmoCnda unamuno da SinapatimrobaSi gardaicvala, am dros antonio maCado gamodioda mitingebze,

werda mwvave publicistur werilebs, patriotul leqsebs, monawileobda saerTaSoriso kongresebSi, madrididan

gadadioda valensiaSi, barselonaSi, idevneboda, xolo bolos sanitaruli manqaniT moxuc dedasTan erTad safrangeTisken gaamgzavres, gzaSi manqana

wyobidan gamovida da civ, wvimian amindSi fexiT mouxdaT sazRvarze gadasvla. am dros ukve sulierad gatexili da fizikurad dauZlurebuli igi gardaicvala

safrangeTis patara qalaq koliurSi 22.II.1939 w. daasaflaves patara soflis sasaflaoze.

mogvianebiT daiwyo misi Semoqmedebis Seswavla-gamoqveyneba, gansakuTrebuli yuradReba mipyro misma prozaulma nawarmoebebma, romelic gamoqveynda

or tomad - `xuan de maisena. sentenciebi, ambebi, SeniSvnebi da mogonebebi erTi apokrifuli profesorisa~.

1956 wels, rodesac xuan ramon ximeness nobelis premia mianiWes, sagangebod aRiniSna, rom es premia sikvdilis Semdgom Tanabrad miekuTvneboda

antonio maCados da garsia lorkas, radgan samive erTad warmoadgenda espanuri poeziis brwyinvale magaliTs.

antonio maCado

akademiaSi arCevasTan dakavSirebiT warmoTqmuli sityvis monaxazi

batonebo, imedia momitevebT, rom

oTxi wlis dagvianebiT warmovdeqi

Tqvens winaSe. vyoymanobdi da dro

mWirdeboda, rom Tavs movreodi.

didad vafaseb espaneTis akademias imisaTvis,

rac gaukeTebia, rasac akeTebs

da rasac imedia, gaakeTebs momavalSi.

didi pativi damdeT, rom akademiaSi

amirCieT, magram CemsaviT fiqrs

miCveuli kaci ar SeiZleba esodenma

pativma cota mainc ar daabnios. axalgazrdobis

asaks rom gavcdebiT, –

raic aris mudam da TiTqmis erTianad

ltolva momavlisaken da amdenad

yovelive arsebulis Secnobis wyurvili,

– Cven TviTonve SemovifarglavT

xolme Cveniv swrafvaTa wres, radgan

gvgonia ukve viciT Cveni cxovrebis

araTu dineba, aramed misi kanonebic.

TandaTan veCveviT iluziebze uaris

Tqmas, anu gvinda vicxovroT mxolod

realuriT, xolo realurad marto

imas miviCnevT, rac abstraqtul warmodgenaTa

CarCoebSi Tavsdeba da

rasac sakuTari gamocdilebidan gamovitanT.

am asakSi ukve aRarc iRblisa

gvjera da aRarc jildos Rirsad migvaCnia

Tavi, amitom arc velodebiT.

aseve vibneviT xolme maSinac, roca

Wabukobis dros qalis guli ver mogvinadirebia,

mere da mere gvirwmunebia

don xuanis xvedri Cveni xvedri ar

yofilao da bolos, lamis cxovrebis

dasalierze vinme banovanis yuradRebis

Rirsi rom gavmxdarvarT. es, erTi

SexedviT TiTqosda Seuferebeli Sedareba

imitom momyavs, rom damijeroT

da gulgrilobaSi ar CamomarTvaT

Cemi Secbuneba Tu dabneuloba

am bednieri SemTxvevisa da jildos

gamo, anda moiZebneba kia adamiani, vinc

gulgrilad Sexvdeboda siyvaruls,

Tundac am siyvaruls mas im saaTSi

miagebdnen, roca samudamo Zili ukve

Tvalebs uxuWavs! magram maSinac ki,

roca aRarafers velodebiT da SemTxvevis

wyalobiT gvewveva bedi, kidev

gviWirs davijeroT, rom es sinamdvileSi

xdeba. da mec imedi maqvs,

gaigebT Cems dabneulobas Tu

damorcxvebas da mapatiebT, rom karga

xania arCeuli akademikosi isev da

isev vekiTxebi Cem Tavs: mainc ra damsaxureba

mimiZRvis iseTi, rom akademiaSi

amirCieT Tavad me rom mkiTxoT,

saamiso monacemebi sul ar gamaCnia,

arc mecnieri gaxlavar, arc didi eruditi

da arc filologi, sakmaod movikoWleb

laTinurSic, radgan skola-

Si kargi maswavlebeli ar Semxvda.

berZnuls didi mondomebiT vswavlobdi,

oRond ki platoni wamekiTxa, magram

gvian daviwye da amitom bevri veraferi

SeviZine. arc maincdamainc

wignierebiT gamovirCevi, Tumca kiTxviT

bevrs vkiTxulobdi, magram susti

mexsierebis gamo cota ram SemomrCa;

esec ar iyos, kazmulsityvaobaze

metad mudam filosofia mitacebda.

gamogitydebiT, rom garda ramdenime

poetisa, literatura saerTod didad

ar aRmafrTovanebda; ufro metic,

Znelad veguebi natif formebs, lamaz

da daxvewil stils da sxva literaturul

xerxebs, Tu SinaarsiT ar gamoirCeva.

lamazad naTqvami marto ma-

Sin mxiblavs, roca raime sainteresozea

saubari, xolo Tu dabeWdil

sityvas ar SerCenia bunebrioba,

cocxali metyveleba, maSinve mowyeniloba

Semipyrobs xolme. miyvars buneba,

magram xelovneba maSin miyvars,

roca bunebas warmomidgens, an gamaxsenebs

da arc yovelTvis vxedav silamazes

iq, sadac mas, ase vTqvaT, gamzadebuls

mogvarTmeven xolme. Tqven ki

mainc amirCieT akademikosad da ukve

aRarc me SemSvenis vamtkico, am

rolisTvis Seuferebeli var-meTqi.

albaT mainc raRac sayuradRebo dainaxeT

CemSi da mec am pativs Cemi samermiso

nawerebisadmi Tqveni ndobisa da

rwmenis sawindrad miviCnev. uaRresad

davalebuli var Tqvengan da geaxeliT,

raTa dagarwmunoT Cems gulwrfel

survilSi, rom minda es vali gadavixado.

axla ki oriodes sityva poeziazec

minda mogaxsenoT, ra aris poezia es

kiTxva Cemi TavisTvisac ki arasodes

damisvams da arc arasodes gavxdidi

msjelobis sagnad, akademikosad rom

ar agerCieT da ar davmdgariyavi aucileblobis

winaSe, mkacrad ganmexila

Cemi Sexedulebebi. amas winaT frangebma

gamarTes diskusia amave sakiTxze,

magram aman verc veraferSi damarwmuna

da verc STamagona. yvelaze saRi

azri kvlav batonma de la palisma

gamoTqva. erTma espanelma poetma anbanuri

WeSmaritebis enaze rom gada-

Targmna, daaxloebiT es gamovida: `Tu

imisgan, radac surs poezias gadaiqces,

gamovricxavT yvelafers, rasac is

sinamdvileSi ar warmoadgens, maSin

darCeba aumRvreveli poezia, swored

is wminda poezia, romelsac veZebdiT.~

rasakvirvelia, aseTi cdis Catarebis

Semdeg saboloo daskvnis gamotanac

ar unda gaZneldes, magram amas xom

ganxorcieleba ar uweria. aba

daukvirdiT, es varaudobs imis codnas,

ra ar aris poezia, rac Tavis mxriv,

ukve gulisxmobs imis codnas, ra aris

poezia. kritikosisTvis Cveulma am

aSkara tavtologiam ar unda gagvaocos.

gonebis es warmtaci TamaSi varaudobs

maRal ostatobas, Tumca ki mudam

zedapirze tivtivebs, xolo miRebuli

daskvnebi metwilad umniSvneloa.

dogmaturi kritika gansazRvrebidan

gamodis da masve ubrundeba, magram

aradogmaturi ufro xSirad gvayenebs

sakuTari siZnelis winaSe, ranairad

unda ganvsazRvroT raime, Tuki Tavs

avaridebT gansazRvrebebs.

magram mxedvelobaSi miviRoT

Cveni droisaTvis damaxasiaTebeli

friad mosawoni swrafva Janrebis gamijvnisken.

XIX saukune gansakuTrebiT

miwurulSi, ufro metad ixreboda

gabundovnebisken da sxvadasxvagvari

Senarevebisken. xelovnebis gamyofi

sazRvrebi gaurkveveli iyo; SeiZleba

isic ki iTqvas, rom yoveli Janri Tavis

Tavs meoreSi poulobda. magram axla,

sasazRvro konfliqtebis Tavidan

asacileblad sasurveli iqneboda

aRgvedgina xelovnebis yvela saxisTvis

damaxasiaTebeli codna maTi

sakuTari miznebisa da saSualebebisa.

es gacilebiT ufro Znelia, vidre

erTi SexedviT gveCveneba. am ganzraxvas

garduvalad mivyavarT xelovnebis

filosofiis umniSvnelovanes sakiTxebamde,

magram dae, es sxvebma, Cemze

ukeT gaTviTcnobierebulebma gadawyviton.

filosofosebi, ese igi adamianebi,

romlebic Caswvdnen kulturis

saerTo kanonzomierebebs, albaT rodisme

agvixsnian arsebobs Tu ara deiure,

anda de-faqto, – absoluturi

poezia da rogoria is pirobebi, uromlisodac

igi ar arsebobs. mxolod ma-

Sin SegviZlia vupasuxoT kiTxvas – ra

aris poezia.

magram amTaviTve vityodi, rom

poezia, gansakuTrebiT ki lirikuli

poezia, CvenTvis problema gaxda. avia

Tu kargi, mainc asea. magram amasTan

arc is unda dagvaviwydes, rom swored

poetebi da umal poetebi daikaveben

xolme kritikul pozicias sakuTari

Semoqmedebis mimarT, TviTonve gaiazreben

mas da eWvqveSac TviTonve ayeneben.

es movlena xSiri ki ar aris

literaturis istoriaSi, magram arc

iSviaTia. Tumca iseTi bednieri dReebic

gamoereva xolme, roca poets rwmena

ubrundeba da Tavisi naRvawis ukvdavebis

imedi ubrundeba. poets xom

azradac ar mouva dasvas kiTxva, Tu ra

aris poezia, arc imis kvlevas mohyveba,

bolos da bolos ras warmoadgens,

an saerTod warmoadgens Tu ara raimes

es poezia; xolo aseTi pozicia saku-

Tari Tavis, rogorc poetis mimarT

imas mowmobs, rom igi cxovrobs misTvis

ucxo sulier garemoSi; SeiZleba vifiqroT,

rom poetebi – isini ki arcTu

ukanasknelebi SeigrZnoben kulturis

siRrmiseul dinebebs, - bundovnad

mainc xvdebian, rom maTi Semoqmedeba

drois dinebas ver mihyveba. nurc is

dagvaviwydeba, sxvaTaSoris, rom TiTqmis

ar arseboben poetebi, TavianTi

Semoqmedebis damqancvel advokaturas

ar eweodnen, Tundac gumaniT ver

xvdebodnen, rasac iqmian, anda eWvi ar

RrRnideT, rom maTi xelovneba umravlesobisTvis

meorexarisxovani gaxda.

es mtanjveli Sefiqrianeba zogjer

maT mcdari gzisken ubiZgebs, xan ki maxinj

formebsac iRebs. maSin poeti an

uaryofs yvelafris esTetikur Rirebulebas,

rac ki manamde Seuqmnia, anda

Tavis naRvaws sityvaSi ganxorcielebul

saswaulad, sworupovar, uebro

qmnilebad acxadebs da amiT arad

agdebs gansjis yvelaze elementarul

normebs. arc iseTi poetebis naklebobas

ganvicdiT, cinikosis pozicias

rom daikaveben xolme - am sityvis yvelaze

uaresi mniSvnelobiT, - da arc

imaTsas, raRaceebs rom mied-moedebian.

ityvian xolme, TiTqos Cven arapoetur

epoqaSi vcxovrobdeT, rom metismetad

davSordiT yvelaze ufro

lirikul XIX saukunes, magram aki yoveli

saukune uciloblad atarebs Tavis

wiaRSi wina saukuneebis memkvidreobas

da Tu mis gansjas movindomebT, albaT

gagviWirdeba erTi romelime damaxasiaTebeli

niSani gamovacalkevoT. vTqvaT

XIX saukunis ganxilvisas, advili

mosalodnelia yvelaze ufro gam-

Wriaxi gonebis kacic ki Secdes, iseTi,

WeSmariti xedvis unari rom aqvs da es

sulac ar aris gasakviri. rogorc ar

unda iyos davalebuli XIX saukune

Tavisi drois adamianebisgan, mainc

ufro metadaa davalebuli ganmanaTleblobisa

da barokos epoqebisgan,

kidev ufro metad aRorZinebis

udidesi memkvidreobisgan da ganuzomlad

– antikuri sibrZnisagan. mciredni

Tu moiZebnebian, visac ZaluZs

Seafasos TiToeuli am saukunis wvlili

saerTo sakacobrio kulturaSi

da amoicnos maT mier ganawilebuli

aqcentebi.

magram me Tavad uyoymanod vacxadeb,

rom sxva yvelafris garda, XIX

saukune lirikisa da xelovnebis subieqturi

formebis TvalsazrisiT, gansakuTrebiT

keTilsasurveli iyo.

XIX saukunis adamians, karnos didebuli

epoqis adamians, karnosi, vinc

bunebis sayovelTao kanonad dro aRiara,

– uCndeba Tavisi saukunis grZnoba,

usmens mas, itanjeba misTvis, uyvars

igi da saukunec adamianisTvis misive

warmavlobis simbolod iqceva. am epoqis

adamiani Tavs grZnobs `saukunis

pirmSod~, Sepyrobilia `saukunis seniT~,

swored mas ekuTvnis da hmarTebs

kidec gamoacalkevos igi wina saukuneebidan,

gansakuTrebiT ki imisTvis,

rom TviTonve cxovrobs da kvdeba mas-

Tan erTad, yvela drois adamianebs

Soris SeiZleba igi yvelaze naklebad

miviCnioT adamianis klasikur nimuSad,

rameTu sakuTar individualur

SemecnebaSia Caketili da arc ZaluZs

Tavisi Semoqmedeba obieqturobis kanons

miusadagos, misi Rrma Tavisebureba

ki swored is aris, rom dro iqceva

misTvis erT yvelaze maRal intimur

faseulobad; misi metafizika cota

mogvianebiT Camoayaliba anri bergsonma:

du vecu de l'absolu; cxovreba aris

arseboba droSi, mxolod is cxovrobs,

vinc arsebobs. XX saukunebSi bergsonisa

da zogierTi misi mimdevris

naSromebSi didebuli romantikuli

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25 dekemberi 2009 - 21 ianvari 2010

saukunis msoflSegrZneba bolos da

bolos midis sakuTari Tavis Secnobamde.

ityvian xolme, lirikuli poezia

imitom kvdeba, rom Cveni Sinagani samyaro

gaRaribdao. amas Tavisi safuZveli

ki aqvs, magram es yvelas rodi

esmis. nu dagvaviwydeba, rom Cveni Sinagani

samyaros, adamianis individualuri

Semecnebis cneba gvian gaCnda.

igi tanjviT gamoitana XIX saukunem.

berZnebisaTvis, cnobili delfosuri

gamonaTqvamis miuxedavad, es cneba

ucxo iyo, ar icoda igi aRorZinebis

epoqamac, Tumca amis gamo, sxvaTa-

Soris, maT arc adamianuroba akldaT

da arc siRrme. sinamdvileSi dacemas

ganicdis XIX saukunis brwyinvale da

sworupovari romantikuli poezia mxolod

da mxolod; misma egzaltaciam

Seiyvana igi CixSi, rac arcTu iSviaTi

movlenaa xelovnebis sferoSi. es

dResac SeimCneva romantizmis

epigonebs Soris, rogorc fsiqikuri

mdgomareobis zogierTi niSani aSkarad

gamovlindeba xolme avadmyofobis

dros.

Tuki Tvals mivadevnebT Tanamedrove

literaturul procesebs, ar

SeiZleba ar SevamCnioT uricxvi mimdinareobebi,

romelTac albaT

araferi akavSirebs erTmaneTTan, sakmaod

gansxvavebulebic arian, magram

erTi ramiT ki Zalian hgvanan erTmaneTs

- yvela erTxmad ucxadebs oms

gonebas da grZnobas, anu adamianTa

urTierTobis rogorc erT, ise meore

formas. romantikuli individualizmi

sulac ar gamoricxavda sayovelTaobas,

piriqiT, misken ufro

iswrafoda. sayovelTaod miiCneoda

ufro individualuri, nebismieri gulis

melodiaSi SeiZleba mogesminaT

mTeli kacobriobis xma. diax, romantikuli

individualizmi, idealizmi-

Ta da grZnobiT aRsavse, kargavda gonierebas,

oRond ara mis rwmenas. igi

aRamaRlebda grZnobas im dauRleli

swrafviT, rom aRemaRlebina igi azris

ukidegano sferomde. da mainc sruliad

dakarga klasikuri wonasworoba,

Tanafardobis gageba, radganac arsebiTad,

swamda oden subieqtisa; misi

didebuli poemebi aris kantis Semdgomdroindeli

metafizikis caTambjenebi,

xolo roca romantizmis suli sustdeba,

– aTletis msgavsad, romelic

kunTebis daWimviT amowuravs Tavis

Zalas, – rCeba mxolod da mxolod `me~s

kulti. Sinagani individualurobis

kulti; adamianis martoobis romantikul

rwmenas uerTdeba axali, albaT,

mcdari warmodgenebi, warmoiqmneba

imis rwmenac, rom adamianur individualobas

ar Rirsebia Tavisi Tavis ise

gamoxatva, rom sxvaTaTvisac gasagebi

yofiliyo, rom adamianebs sTiSavs

swored maTi adamianuri `me~. goneba da

grZnoba yovel adamians aqvs boZebuli

da TviTgamoxatviT gatacebuli

poeti iwyebs maT ugulvebelyofas,

rogorc gamoxatvis sayovelTaod misawvdom

saSualebas, romelTac unari

ar SeswevT gadmoscen misi gansakuTrebuli

fsiqikuri realoba. amiT ki Semoaqvs

axali sirTuleebi lirikuli

poeziisa da enis Tanafardobis problemebSi

ena Camoyalibda dialogSi,

gare samyarosTan adamianis davaSi da

amdenad gamousadegaria romantikuli

introspeqciisaTvis. romantikosTa

lirikaSi ena jer kidev emsaxureba sayovelTao

mizans – sevdis gamoxatvas,

rac yvela adamianuri sulisTvis saer-

Toa, magram mogvianebiT, postmodernizmis

dros, romelic mohyva metafizikuri

idealizmis msxvrevas, poetis

Sinagani samyaro ukve sabolood

iketeba misi Semecnebis viwro

sazRvrebSi – muzis ZiebaSi poeti daexeteba

sakuTari sulis yvelaze ufro

bnel kunWulSi, igi ikvlevs Tavisi

sizmrebis miwisqveSeTs, cdilobs gadmosces

sityvaSi gamouTqmeli, amasTan

Sinagani winaaRmdegobrioba, rac TviT

ganzraxvaSi Zevs, ver aCerebs mas. es

sityvis pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT, lirikuli

poeziis Rrma periodia – poeti

eSveba Tavisi jojoxeTis siRrmeeb-

Si da uaryofs TviT azrsac ki simaRleze.

`Cemi guli, – ambobs haine, – Rrma

zRvasa hgavs; moqceva Tu qariSxlebi

aRelvebs mas, magram muq silaSi imaleba

ulamazesi margalitebi; aracnobieris

yvelaze ufro Rrma SreebSi rom

CaaRwevs, Tavis yvelaze Rrma zRvebSi

rom CayvinTavs, poeti ipovis Tavis

ganZs...~ da marTlac umSvenieresi iyo

haines poeziis margalitebi, maTi livlivi

Tvals gvWris, isini namdvilia,

magram maT Semdeg gamoCnda mravali

iaffasiani rioSic. lirikuli poeziis

Rrma periodma, romelic daemTxva

aracnobieris ramdenime crumorwmunoebriv

gaRmerTebas, dagvitova ara

erTi ukvdavi qmnileba, aseTebia magaliTad

franguli simbolizmis nawarmoebebi,

skolisa, romelmac Tavisebur

srulyofilebas miaRwia simbolistTa

poeziaSi; uzarmazari sivrceebi,

rasac ki grZnoba moicavda, viwrovdeboda

da bolos midis SegrZnebaTa

SemozRudul velamde, rasac amasTan

erTad Tan sdevs ideebis dabneleba,

gonebis am Cauqrobeli Tanavarskvlavedisa,

horizonts rom anaTebs.

male ganidevneba ara Tu ideebi,

aramed yvelaferi cnebiTi, male poetebi

daijereben, rom SesZleben TavianTi

cnobierebis nakadis gamoxatvas

ise, rom ar gaatareben logikis

cxavSi; `musika upirveles yovlisa!~ –

moiTxovda verleni, magram nu dagvaviwydeba,

rom misi `musika~ bgeraTa

wminda ariTmetika rodia, XVIII saukunis

klavikordebze aJRerebuli; is

aris raRac ufro meti da amave dros,

raRac naklebic – vagneris uwesrigo

da usasrulo melodia da Smagi kakofonia

– orgue de Barbarie.

frangul simbolizms mohyveba romantikuli

subieqtivizmis aSkara dacema;

omis dros da mas Semdeg sul male,

dRemokle myvirala skolebs Soris, –

dae, uazros, magram srul siaxleebs

rom moiTxovdnen, – mwifdeba XIX

saukunis ideebis nagvianevi, anda drogadasuli

nayofebi; mxedvelobaSi

myavs marsel prusti safrangeTSi da

jeimz joisi inglisSi. verc prustsa

da verc joiss poetebs ver vuwodebdi,

am sityvis pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT,

magram gana yvela sanaqebo poema, mTel

epoqas rom moicavs, leqsTmTxzvelebs

ki SeuqmniaT

`dakarguli drois ZiebaSi~, ase

ewodeba marsel prustis usasrulo

romans, romlis auracxeli furceli

avtoris sikvdilis Semdeg gamoqveynda.

es wigni oqros gasaRebiviT gvixsnis

XIX saukunis franguli burJuaziuli

romanebis farTo wres. am poemaSi

ismis mTeli saukunis melodiis eqo.

poeti TiTqos ikvlevs sakuTar istorias,

heroizmsa da idealebs moklebul

Tavis saniadagdReo arsebobas da

am cxovrebis yovel moZraobaSi aRmoaCens

warmavali SiSisa da imedis

ukidegano rigs. poema Tu romani (egeb

romani aris kidec saxeSecvlili poema),

prustis, romantikuli saukunis am

ukanaskneli mohikanis es wigni ibadeba

mogonebebidan da ara warmosaxvidan,

misi Temaa mexsierebiT Semonaxuli

warsuli, romelsac ar eRirseba

momavali da amdenad sasikvdilod ganwiruli,

magram mogonebebiT gadarCenili.

Tu romans literaturuli crurwmenebis

gareSe ganvixilavT, naTeli

gaxdeba, rom misi mTavari gmiri aris

dro, dro gardasuli saukunis niSniT

daRdasmuli, im dromoWmuli saukunisa,

mRelvarebiT rom ugdebs yurs

Tavisive Tavs. personaJi Tavisi sawyalobeli,

snobis cxovrebis ambavs rom

mogviTxrobs, ukve sakmaod daSorebia

stendalis gmirs – napoleonis epoqis

emansipirebuli burJuaziis cocxal

gansaxierebas, Tumca ki bevri ram uanderZebia

misTvis. cinikossa da

mwvalebel Jiulien sorels, banovan-

Ta kerpsa da hercoginiaTa gulTampyrobels,

misi cxovrebis momxiblaobis

wyalobiT, magram imdenad mainc ar

daSorebia, rom Zireulad gardaqmniliyo,

isic igive Jiulien sorelia,

oRond daberebuli da gacrecili,

sakuTar TavSi rwmenadakarguli, vneba

da nebagamoclili, Tumca fiqrisa

da gansjis unari ki SeuZenia. balzakiseul

axal burJuazias prusti akvirdeba

dacemis Jams, roca igi Tavdamsxmeli

ki aRar aris, aramed Tavdamcvelia,

roca cdilobs Seqmnas Tavisi saku-

Tari tradiciebi da gadaiqces aristokratiad,

mas ukve aRar gaaCnia iluziebi,

oden Rrma sevda Tu SemorCenia.

prusti didebuli fsiqologia,

metismetad faqizi da natifi; igi gaxlavT

xsovnis poeti, romelmac SesZlo

erTi Tvalis gadavlebiT, viTarca

literaturuli gazeTi

agoniis Jams, moecva epoqis mTeli suraTi.

prusti aris avtori iseTi literaturuli

Zeglisa, romelic Tavis

mxriv, saboloo wertili aRmoCnda;

igi amTavrebs mTel saukunes da gvtovebs

im keTilSobili msaxuriviT,

romelsac Tan miaqvs oqros gasaRebi.

`ulise~, irlandieli jeimz joisis

wigni, poetis qmnilebaa, magram Taviseburad

demonuri. me is mimaCnia XIX

saukunis nagvianev nayofad da ase mgonia,

Tu romantizmis epoqis wyalqveSa

dinebebi ar Segiswavlia, erT furcelsac

veras gaugeb. netavi giJma xom ar

dawera magram sigiJe xom gonebis senia,

joisis monologs ki ganzrax, gulgrilad

da ostaturad aqvs gamoclili

goni. mTel wignSi gonebis natamalsac

versad waawydebiT, SeuZlebelia

raimem dagaavadoT, rameTu avtorma

adamianis bunebis mTavari niSani –

goni, Tamamad moisrola sanagve yuT-

Si. daujerebelia, es gonebasustobis

Sedegi yofiliyo, romlis drosac

gaxleCili cnobiereba azrebs mxolod

iSviaT SemTxvevaSi alagebs

gonivrulad; aseTi wigni rom dawero,

marTlac mZlavri goneba unda

gqondes, raTa TanmimdevrobiT da

zedmiwevniT gawmindo aTasobiT furceli

yovelgvari logikuri kavSirebisgan.

Tu prustis wigni xsovnis poemaa,

maSin joisis wignisTvis SegveZlo

aRqmis poema gvewodebina, romelic ar

aris SeboWili logikuri sqemiT, anda

ukeT rom vTqvaT, Tavisufalia Seuwyobeli,

qaoturi SegrZnebebisa da Sinagani

asociaciebis aseve xmaSewyobili

qoros uSualod gamoxatvaSi,

uazrobaa moviTxovoT, rom es wigni

gasagebi iyos; arc erTi misi sityva

arafers gvacnobs. zogjer sityvebi

frazebadac lagdeba da gveCveneba,

TiTqos isini logikuradac arian erTmaneTTan

dakavSirebuli, magram maleve

vxvdebiT, rom SemTxveviT moxvedrilan

gverdi-gverd, anda raRac eSmakeuli

manqanebiT SeerTebulan. am

wignSi ena warmoadgens erT-erT elements,

romelic qmnis gonebriv qaoss,

erT-erT Semadgenel nawils poetisave

momzadebul domxalSi.

prustis romani, rogorc epilogi,

mTeli literaturuli saukunis damagvirgvinebelia,

joisis wigni ki aris

gza arsaiT, XIX saukunis lirikuli solifsizmis

Cixi. pirovnebis ukiduresi

individualizacia da hermetizacia

ar varaudobs raime winaswardadgenil

harmonias, es gaxlavs moazrovne subieqtis

mixrwnilebis dasturi, misi gedis

simRera, romelic – nurc amas davmalavT,

– umal yvavis Cxavils

gvagonebs.

germanelma kurciusma `ulises~ antiqristianuli

uwoda da marTlac,

iseT wigns, romelSic logikis WaWanebac

ar aris, da verc eTikas miagnebT,

am TvalsazrisiT, SeiZleba kidec vuwodoT

satanuri da sul ar unda gagvikvirdes,

rom moraluri faseulobani

da ideebi erTsa da imave sferoSi

arseboben, erTmaneTTan arian dakav-

Sirebuli da erTis gaqrobas garduvalad

mohyveba meoris ngrevac.

Tanamedrove literaturis es erTi

nawarmoebi `ulise~ srul warmodgenas

gviqmnis movlenaze, dRes rom siurrealizmad

iwodeba (es mcdari saxelwodeba

cota ki gvabnevs), mis arsze,

individualobis srul daSlaze gonebrivi

horizontis uzomo SezRudvis

Sedegad. subieqtivizmis es arajansa-

Ri ganviTareba xleCs cnobierebas da

ar SeiZleba pirovnebam Tavisi Tavi ar

amowuros. erTmaneTTan dakavSirebul

saxeTa es uTavbolo qaraSotebi ukve

veRar erTdeba cnobierebis nakadSi,

erTni amoizrdebian arsebis siRrmidan,

meoreni mogvevlinebian garedan,

magram orive cdilobs gacalkevebas

da TavisTavSi Caketvas, isini ar qmnian

fiqrisa da Wvretis raime obieqts,

Tumca ki obieqturis usiamo sicives

inarCuneben.

joisis gakvalul gzaze siaruli,

erTi SexedviT, ufro Znelia, vidre

`dakarguli drois Ziebis~ wakiTxvis

mere romanebis wera da mainc am wign-

Si, misi ukiduresobisa da absurdulobis

miuxedavad, anda SeiZleba sulac

maTi wyalobiTac ki, aris raRac momavlisken

mimarTuli; sxva sityvebiT

rom vTqvaT, roca esTetikuri koSmari

gausaZlisi xdeba, es imas niSnavs,

rom axlosaa gamoRviZeba; igi dadgeba

Targmani 15

da poeti dabrundeba jojoxeTis jurRmulebidan,

raTa dantes kvalad `ixilos

varskvlavebi~ da mas, Sinagan samyaroTa

maradiul aRmomCens, kvlavac

gaexsneba bunebis samyaro da gonebis

saswauli.

axla ra xdeba poeziaSi igi ukve

aRara hgavs karnosa da lamartinis

romantikuli saukunis Seuqcevad msrbol

dros, etyoba, poezia ganTavisuflda

droisgan. axla leqsebi gadatvirTulia

koncefciebiT, saxeebi

ukve aRar erTdebian adrindebulad

cnobierebis nakadSi. lirikuli poezia

arasodes ar gamoirCeoda saxeTa

iseTi simdidriT, rogorc dRes, magram

axla misi saxeebi mxolod ideebs

hmosavs da adamianis gancdils veRar

gadmoscems; aRar aqvs araviTari

grZnoba, aklia gulis siTbo da emociuri

siRrme. es axali baroko, romelic

iseve gaugebaria kritikosebisaTvis,

rogorc Zveli, warmoadgens daxlarTul

da ideebisgan naqsov rTul

naxazs; TavianT winamorbedTa msgavsad,

Tanamedrove kulteranistebi da

konseptistebi saerTo mniSvnelad

irCeven ara grZnobas, aramed ideas.

aba, scadeT TanamedroveTa leqsebs

rom kiTxulobT – vTqvaT, pol valeris

safrangeTSi, anda xorxe giliens

– CvenSi, – scadeT da moZebneT melodia,

cocxali grZnobiT nasazrdoebi

melodia, mas iq ver ipoviT. es sicive

gaSinebT kidec da zizRsac ggvriT.

egeb maT sulac ar gaaCniaT suli me

Tavad arc ki Sevyoymandebodi, amis

mtkiceba rom damewyo; Tu suli gulisxmobs

fsiqikis im cocxal sferos,

Cveni sizmrebis im saTavss, – adamianurs,

metismetad adamianurs, – sadac,

Cven rom gvgonia, SegveZlo am samyaros

gavqceodiT da bolos da bolos Cveni

Tavi gvepova; magram iseTi piri uCans,

rom es sfero, rac uwin poetisTvis

niSnavda Zalian bevrs, Tu ara yvelafers,

ukve akrZaluli xdeba; masSi

TiTqos ki rCeba yvelaferi is, rac Seadgens

suls – gulis moZraoba, swrafva,

grZnobebi, vnebebi, siyvaruli

(mxedvelobaSi maqvs ara saerTod siyvaruli),

yvelaferi, rac qmnis im Sinagan,

erTaderT ganumeorebel samyaros,

adamianis istorias, ganumeorebel

movlenebisagan naqsovs; da yvelafer

amasTan erTad poeti dRes ganicdis

dauZlevel zizRs, unda ganTavisufldes

amisgan, raTa afrindes raRac

sulier simaRlemde; aki suls moklebuli

poeti aucileblad ar unda

iyos moklebuli sulierebas, piriqiT,

es xom misTvis yvelaze aucilebelia!

da bolos, Cven SegviZlia moviSvelioT

gamoTqma `wminda poezia~, raki

davrwmundiT, rom saxeebi poetisaTvis

iqca mxolod inteleqtis wminda Tama-

Sis elementad; swored es, bolos da

bolos vlindeba Tanamedrove poezia-

Si, ragind sxvadasxvanairi da damabneveli

ar unda iyos misi forma. poeti

cdilobs ganTavisufldes hie et munc

(axla da aq) im fsiqologiuri droisgan

da konkretuli sivrcisagan, romelSic

cxovrobs, igi iswrafvis gadaaqcios

saxeebi ideebis simboloebad,

rameTu swored aseTi saxeebi warmoadgens

faseulobas kombinaciaTa daxvewili

da natifi xelovnebisTvis. es

aris poezia pirovnebis gareSe, drois

gareSe, adamianis gareSe – dehumanizirebuli,

Tuki gavixsenebT ortega i

gasetis zust gamoTqmas; es aris ara

imdenad esTetikuri, ramdenadac

logikuri qmedebis Sedegi da mxolod

zerele kritikas SeuZlia ar dainaxos

ideebis gorgali saxeTa am labirin-

TSi. magram saxeebi adrindebulad ar

gadmoscemen grZnobas da imosebian

ideebiT, mesame ar arsebobs, xolo

grZnobebs ar SeuZliaT iarsebon adamianis

gancdis miRma. roca Tanamedrove

poeziaze vlaparakobT, uneburad

gvaxsendeba, - aucilebel cvlilebebs

SevitanT, - kantis argumenti

skolaruli metafizikis winaaRmdeg

da poetebs SevaxsenebT mtredis igavs,

romelmac haeris winaaRmdegoba rom

igrZno, ifiqra, ufro advili iqneba

sicarieleSi frenao - aki poeziis

mtredsac mounda droisgan ganTavisuflebuliyo,

raTa afreniliyo maradiulobisken;

magram mas iseve rogorc

kantis mtreds, ara gaegeboda ra saku-

Tari frenis kanonebisa...

1934

Targmna meri titviniZem

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16 iumori

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parizSi frang studentebTan Sexvedrisas

mickeviCma ganacxada: polonelebs

ise uyvarT frangebi, rom safrangeTSi

Camoslidan meoTxe dResve

sufTa franguliT saubroben.

erTma enamoswrebulma studentma

SeniSna:

- musie, rogorc Cans, Tqven sami

dRea, rac CamoxvediT.

* * *

andre moruas hkiTxes:

- vin ufro Secvala kacobriobis

istoria - aleqsandre makedonelma Tu

napoleonma

- mas Semdeg, rac civilizacia arsebobs,

kacobriobis istoria yvelaze

metad istorikosebma Secvales.

* * *

JorJ sandi xSirad icvlida qmrebsa

da sayvarlebs. prosper merimes rom

gaeyara, Tvali alfred miuses daadga.

es SeamCnia miusem da dauwera leqsi,

romelic ase iwyeboda: ‘rodis inebebT,

sayvarelo, rom gaxdeT Cemi~

JorJ sandma leqsiTve upasuxa da

leqsi am sityviT daiwyo: ‘amaRam...~.

* * *

lafonteni Zalian gulmaviwyi gaxldaT.

erTxel erT megobar mweral-

Tan gadawyvita stumroba.

- erTi Tvis win gardaicvala, -

uTxra mosamsaxure qalma, - Tqven xom

mis dasaflavebaze sityva warmoTqviT!

- diax, diax, - gaixsena meigavem, -

iseTi kargi mexsiereba maqvs, SemiZlia

Cemi gamosaTxovari sityvis teqsti

zustad CagawerinoT.

* * *

iyo dro, rodesac rusi axalgazrda

poetebi kritikis yuradRebis mipyrobas

cdilobdnen, radgan amgvari

gamowveva ukve saSiSi aRar iyo da

gakritikebas popularoba mohyveboda.

amgvari lirikosebis Sesaxeb ana axmatovam

Tqva:

- RmerTo Cemo, SexedeT, ramxela

rigi dgas golgoTasTan!

* * *

erTxel RamiT balzakis oTaxSi

qurdi Seipara da darwmunda ra, rom

mwerals eZina, magidasTan mivida da

ujra frTxilad gamoaRo. uceb sicilis

xma Semoesma. SeSinebuli qurdi

Semobrunda da hkiTxa:

- ra gacinebT

literaturuli gazeTi

mwerlebi icinian

`is, rac sasaciloa, ar SeiZleba saSiSi iyos~.

volteri

- rogor ar gamecineba, Sen sibneleSi

eZeb imas, rac me dRis sinaTleze

ver mipovnia, - upasuxa mweralma.

* * *

frangma leqsikografma pier

buastma Tavis leqsikonSi ar Seitana

ucenzuro sityvebi. erTma mandilosanma

Seaqo leqsikografi amis gamo.

buastma yuradRebiT mousmina da Seni-

Sna:

- sainteresoa, saidan SeityveT

yovelive es, albaT eZebdiT da ver ipovneT,

ara!

* * *

erTxel fridrix meorem volters

naviT gaseirneba SesTavaza. mwerali

daeTanxma, magram rogorc ki SeniSna,

rom navSi wyali Jonavda, maSinve

navidan gadmoxta.

- ase geSiniaT sikvdilis - gaikvirva

xelmwifem, - me ki srulebiTac

ar meSinia.

- arcaa gasakviri, - upasuxa mweralma,

- amqveynad uamravi xelmwifea,

volteri ki erTaderTia.

* * *

- ufalTan rogori urTierToba

gaqvT - hkiTxes volters.

- vesalmebiT erTmaneTs, oRond ar

vsaubrobT, - upasuxa volterma.

* * *

aristoteles zedmetad enawyliani

axalgazrda estumra da sTxova, oratoruli

xelovneba SemaswavleTo. sakmaod

xangrZlivi monologis Semdeg

axalgazrdam hkiTxa, ramdens gadamaxdevinebTo.

- Tqven orjer meti unda gadamixadoT,

- mkacrad upasuxa filosofosma.

- ratom - gaukvirda stumars.

- imitom, rom me ormagi samuSao

unda gavwio: vidre laparaks gaswavlideT,

gaCumeba unda gaswavloT!

* * *

daRestnis saxalxo poetma rasul

gamzatovma erT Tanamdebobis pirs

sTxova, moskovis qalaqis sabWos

TavmjdomaresTan miSuamdgomle,

iqneb dedaqalaqSi bina momceso.

qalaqis sabWos Tavmjdomarem xelebi

gaSala:

- yvelaze prestiJul raionebSi

SevTavaze - gorkis quCaze, aleqsi

tolstois quCaze, Caikovskis quCaze

da yvelaze uari miTxra.

- ratom ar miTxari simarTle, - usayvedura

Suamavalma poets, - aseT ubnebze

yvela ocnebobs.

- gorkis quCa! tolstois quCa! Caikovskis

quCa! roca movkvdebi, am quCebs

vin gamoucvlis saxelwodebas - Tavi

imarTla rasul gamzatovma.

* * *

dikensi xSirad Tevzaobda temzis

napiras, Tavis saxlTan axlos. erTsa

da imave adgilas Caagdebda xolme

ankess. erTxel mezobelma qalma ur-

Cia:

- aq bevrs verafers daiWerT, cota

zemoT unda gadainacvloT, iq yovel

CaSvebaze TiTo kalmaxs amoiyvanT.

- gana ar vici, - upasuxa mweralma, -

magram ankesis xSiri amowevis gamo

fiqrebi mefanteba.

* * *

1827 wels volteri inglisSi Cavida

da iq Zalian antifranguli ganwyobileba

daxvda. londonis quCebSi

gaiseirna da bewvze gadarCa. icnes,

agznebuli moqalaqeni gars Semoexvivnen

da gaiZaxodnen: ‘sikvdili

frangs! CamoaxrCeT!~.

- ingliseebo, Tqven sasikvdilod

mimetebT imitom, rom frangi var. magram

gana me sakmaod ar davisaje imis

gamo, RmerTma rom ingliselad ar gamaCina!

- SesZaxa volterma.

brbo damSvidda da daiSala.

* * *

dasasveneblad gamgzavrebis win

hauptmanma TerZs kostiumi SeukveTa

da misamarTi dautova. gavida Svebulebis

naxevari da kostiumi ver miiRo.

sami werili gaugzavna da verc

kostiumi miiRo da verc pasuxi. dabrunda

berlinSi da dauyovnebliv miakiTxa

TerZs.

- batono Cemo, - moubodiSa TerZma,

- Tqveni kostiumi didi xania mzada

maqvs, magram me gamoCenil pirovneba-

Ta pirad werilebs vagroveb. cxadia,

Tavis droze am werilebSi mets gadamixdian,

vidre Tqveni kostiumi Rirs.

25 dekemberi 2009 - 21 ianvari 2010

* * *

germaneli mwerali gerhard hauptmani

veneciis antikvarul maRaziaSi

Sevida. Zalian moewona erTi Zveli

vaza da fasi ikiTxa.

- eqvsi aTasi lira Rirs, - upasuxa

gamyidvelma, - magram Tqven mxolod

oTxi aTass gadagaxdevinebT, Tqveno

brwyinvalebav.

nasiamovnebma hauptmanma fuli gadaixada.

- sad mogarTvaT vaza - hkiTxa gamyidvelma.

- sastumro `nacionalSi~.

- Tqveni gvari da saxeli

* * *

inglisel mwerals jerom jeroms

erTma xelmocarulma xumaram sTxova,

xuT funtad Seni xumroba momyideo.

- es garigeba orives dagvazaralebs,

- upasuxa mweralma, - me rom

xuTi funti meqneba, yvela ifiqrebs,

rom movipare, xolo Sengan rom enamoswrebuli

xumroba gaigonon, yvelas

moparuli egoneba.

* * *

erTxel aleqsandre diumas erTi

literatori ewvia da daemuqra, Tu

samas franks ar masesxeb, Cems sam Svils

davxocav da Tavs moviklavo.

- samwuxarod, mxolod orasi

franki maqvs, - upasuxa mweralma.

- araviTar SemTxvevaSi, me mxolod

samasi mWirdeba aucileblad, - daiJina

literatorma.

- maSin gonivrul variants Semog-

Tavazeb: Tavi moikali da bavSvebs xels

nu axleb.

* * *

erTxel diuma-Svils acnobes, rom

erTi misi axlobeli, romelic zedmetad

gasuqda, wonaSi iklebs.

- SiSisgan xdeba, radgan gasuqebis

eSinia, - Tqva mweralma.

* * *

goeTe vaimaris parkSi seirnobda.

viwro gasasvlelTan misi mkacri kritikosi

Semoxvda. rodesac erTmaneTs

muaxlovdnen, kritikosma Tqva:

- me arasodes vuTmob gzas briyvebs.

- me ki piriqiT, - upasuxa goeTem da

ganze gadga.

* * *

goeTem ori mokamaTe SeniSna da warmosTqva:

- or mokamaTes Soris damnaSavea

igi, romelic ufro Wkviania.

literaturuli gazeTi

gamodis saqarTvelos kulturis, ZeglTa dacvisa

da sportis saministros finansuri mxardaWeriT

redaqtori irakli javaxaZe

redaqtoris moadgile uCa SerazadiSvili

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