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<strong>maia</strong> <strong>maxaraSvili</strong><br />
saqarTvelo<br />
moiSuSebs<br />
iarebs<br />
(leqsebi)<br />
Tbilisi<br />
2011
ISBN 978-9941-0-2815-1
a v t o r i s a g a n<br />
Zvirfaso mkiTxvelo,<br />
did romael lirikos poets horaciuss miaCnda, rom<br />
poeziis daniSnuleba adamianis sulieri da eTikuri aRzrdaa,<br />
amitom literaturuli xelovnebis safuZvlad igi<br />
sibrZnes Tvlida. Tavis traqtatSi „poeturi xelovnebisaTvis“<br />
horaciusi aRniSnavs, rom poezia RvTaebrivi warmomavlobisaa<br />
da „poetebs saSualo doneze yofnis uflebas<br />
arc RmerTebi aZleven, arc adamianebi“.<br />
CemTvis savsebiT gasagebia, rom „poeturi xelovnebis“<br />
daufleba mxolod rCeulTa xvedria, amitom pretenziac<br />
ara maqvs masze, radgan ganaTlebiT maTematikosi da iuristi<br />
var. me mxolod vambob saTqmels sulieri gancdebis<br />
gadmocemis Cemeburi maneriT.<br />
Cemis Rrma rwmeniT, kacobriobis am qveynad sicocxle,<br />
filosofiur aspeqtSi, niSnavs: adamianebis urTierTsiyvarulisa<br />
da sulieri Semoqmedebis da materialuri<br />
Sromis urTierTkavSirsa da erTobliobas, anu maTematikurad,<br />
siyvarulisa da Semoqmedebis namravlis jams.<br />
am poetur-filosofiuri Tvalsazrisis maTematikur<br />
models Semdegnairad gamovsaxavdi:<br />
kacobriobis sicocxle = S (siyvaruli . Semoqmedeba),<br />
sadac berZnuli aso S (sigma) maTematikaSi jamis aRmniSvnlia.<br />
xolo Sesabamisi maTematikuri formula Semdegnairad<br />
gamoixateba:<br />
S = S ∞<br />
i=1 (S′ i . S′′<br />
i ),<br />
sadac simboloebi aRniSnaven:<br />
S – kacobriobis sicocxles, S′ – siyvaruls, S′′ – Semoqmedebas,<br />
i – TiToeuli adamianis rigiT nomers, romliTac<br />
gamoisaxeba adamianebis ricxovneba (raodenoba), ∞ (usasrulobis<br />
niSani) – am niSniT maTematikaSi usasrulobas<br />
3
aRniSnaven. usasrulobis simbolo gamoviyene, radgan kacobrioba<br />
ukvdavia.<br />
CemTvis Zalzed mniSvnelovania leqsis Sinaarsobrivi,<br />
logikuri da emociuri datvirTva, amitom Tqvens samsjavroze<br />
gamotanil leqsebs albaT, aklia WeSmariti poetebisaTvis<br />
damaxasiaTebeli, mxatvrulobis momnusxveli xibli,<br />
magram isini dawerilia logikisa da filosofiis moyvaruli<br />
maTematikosis mier, sruli gulwrfelobiT, da asaxaven<br />
Cemeuli xedviT danaxul cxovrebiseul movlenebs.<br />
krebulSi leqsebi ganlagebulia Tematikis mixedviT<br />
(patriotuli lirika, sxva da sxva leqsebi) qronologiuri<br />
TanmimdevrobiT, maT Soris ramdenime leqsi rusul<br />
enazecaa. aqve minda aRvniSno, rom leqsi „Письмо грузинки<br />
к истинным братьям с Кавказа и Руси“ specialurad davwere<br />
rusul enaze, raTa adresatebisaTvis igi gasagebi da<br />
misaRebi yofiliyo.<br />
gansakuTrebul madlobas vuxdi Cems megobrebs, romlebmac<br />
Semagulianes da gamabedvines leqsebis sajarod<br />
gamomzeureba.<br />
krebuls vuZRvni mSoblebis: elene kurdRelaZisa da<br />
farnaoz <strong>maxaraSvili</strong>s naTel xsovnas.<br />
madlobas mogaxsenebT yuradRebisaTvis da moTminebisaTvis.<br />
imedia, Cemi leqsebis kiTxvam dro fuWad ar dagakargvinaT.<br />
4<br />
pativiscemiT,<br />
Tqveni <strong>maia</strong> <strong>maxaraSvili</strong><br />
q. Tbilisi<br />
2010 wlis 05 dekemberi
a R m o c e n d e b a<br />
T e s l i<br />
q a r T u l i<br />
(p a t r i o t u l i l i r i k a)
Tayvani veci...<br />
gulisTqma mTxovda momenaxula<br />
qvaSi kveTili CuqurTma vazis,<br />
uzado freskis qarTuli saxe,<br />
sagalobeli mesmina nazi,<br />
arsebiT megrZno mZime warsuli,<br />
am Cems ZarRvebSi – sisxli qarTvelis,<br />
muxlmodrekili vwveodi ridiT<br />
eris winaparT wminda saflavebs.<br />
veaxle kaxeTs netar surviliT –<br />
sisxliT da ofliT nageb taZrebSi<br />
meloca eris ukvdavebaze,<br />
mevlo fexSiSvels martod nazvralSi.<br />
Semoviare gremi, iyalTo,<br />
mzes alaverdis Tayvani veci ...<br />
aqamde msgavsad ar ganmicdia<br />
me mowiweba winaSe zecis.<br />
Zalumad msurda cxadad mexila<br />
ZirZveli freskis spetaki saxe,<br />
tanjul gmirebis megrZno tkivili –<br />
da dardianad SevZaxe kaxeTs ...<br />
7<br />
18.09.1983<br />
)
(<br />
qartexilebi saqarTveloSi<br />
prologi<br />
boboqrobs zeca,<br />
Smagia qari,<br />
dabnelda mzec da<br />
dadumda qnari ...<br />
* * *<br />
rodesac sastik qarTa TareSi<br />
mtversa da sevdas gafrqvevs TvalebSi,<br />
odes umizno TqeSi da setyva<br />
grigalis kalTebs Sens sulSi bertyavs _<br />
gana azri aqvs msgavs ganaxlebas? ...<br />
albaT aqvs azri ... kvlav ganaTdeba<br />
mzeca da zecac, Cadgeba qaric ...<br />
da rogorc Zvelad, iseve wrfelad,<br />
poets mouxmobs xmatkbili qnari ...<br />
* * *<br />
epilogi<br />
mWvirvale zecas<br />
ar akrTobs qari,<br />
gafrinda dRec da<br />
aJRerda qnari ...<br />
8<br />
maisi, 1995
* * *<br />
qarTvelTa geni<br />
savsea cremliT, _<br />
saukuneTa gadaZaxilma<br />
zecas Sestyorcna warsulis farda,<br />
saunjem myife Tavisuflebis<br />
Semogvafrqvia myobadi dardad ...<br />
qarTvelTa brZoliT<br />
aRvsilan droni, _<br />
nuTu winaparT suliskveTebam,<br />
mamuliSvilTa sisxlma da rwmenam<br />
ver gvaziara WeSmaritebas,<br />
viTarc udabnos qviSaTa frenam? ...<br />
qarTvelTa goni<br />
daRlila SromiT, _<br />
dRes amoucnob labirinTebad<br />
danawevrebul gzaTa tkivili,<br />
xval mzis taZarSi Sesvlas gvpirdeba ...<br />
9<br />
19.01.1999<br />
)
(<br />
saqarTvelo aTaswleulTa mijnaze<br />
kacobriobis ukidegano niWma,<br />
saukuneTa, aTaswleulTa mijnas<br />
Tvalsawieris Seucnobeli nebiT<br />
daumorCila qveynierebis bedi.<br />
saukunovan sibrZnes ver faravs xavsi, _<br />
istoriuli zneobiTa da mrwamsiT<br />
saqarTveloSi Tavisuflebis imeds<br />
asazrdovebda droTa naJuris mRvime.<br />
qarTuli geni kacobriobis CrdilSi<br />
ar dabindula ZlevamosilTa SiSiT.<br />
da yovelive, rac qarTvelisTvis Rirda,<br />
Semonaxula TviTSegnebaSi wmindad.<br />
aTaswleulTa sisxliT napkureb sivrces<br />
TviTmyobadoba da Tavganwirva itevs,<br />
udrek winaparT sulTa da ZvalTa mtveri<br />
amay taZrebad “mravalJamiers” mReris.<br />
samyaro Cvengan srulyofilebas iTxovs, _<br />
gaviTavisoT myife planetis siTbo,<br />
suliskveTeba locvad mivuZRvnad zenas,<br />
aw da maradis rom iCauqos erma.<br />
27.11.1999<br />
10
aRmocendeba Tesli qarTuli<br />
vazis SrialSi,<br />
urmis WrialSi,<br />
xmalTa JRrialSi,<br />
sisxlis CxrialSi<br />
Zlierdeboda suli qarTuli.<br />
wamTa wrialSi,<br />
qarTa qrialSi,<br />
qvaTa grialSi,<br />
zarTa zrialSi<br />
iZerweboda asomTavruli.<br />
droaddro gvJletdnen bavSvebs da mxedrebs ...<br />
RvTismSoblis locva maradisia, _<br />
aRorZinebul zedaSeebze<br />
aRmaSeneblis ganagisia ...<br />
RvTis madli gvmosavs, winaparT miwa<br />
daviT mefeman srulqmnilad gviZRvna.<br />
odes qveSemrdomT moZRvravda rwmeniT,<br />
TavdadebisTvis mzad iyo eri.<br />
„qarTlis mze kvlavac amobrwyindeba“, _<br />
sTqva mefeTagan udiadesma, _<br />
„Tu aRvamaRlebT samSoblos miznebs<br />
pirad zraxvebze upiratesad“...<br />
Tavisufleba gviboZa zenam,<br />
Zvel nafuZarze vaSenebT axals.<br />
aRmSeneblobas warmatebac da<br />
Secodebebic yovelTvis axlavs.<br />
11<br />
)
(<br />
dResac ZirZveli arsi Senebis<br />
mefe daviTis Tvalsazrisia:<br />
yvela nabiji angarebiTi _<br />
samSoblosaTvis danaklisia.<br />
rwmenis siwmindiT,<br />
sulis simtkiciT,<br />
azrTa simSvidiT,<br />
sufTa sindisiT<br />
momavlisaken gvlocavs warsuli.<br />
sxivTa cqrialSi,<br />
miwis trfialSi,<br />
niWis krTomaSi,<br />
erTgul SromaSi<br />
aRmocendeba Tesli qarTuli.<br />
12<br />
06.05.2002
mirCevnia ...<br />
girCebs Sua cis naWeri<br />
Camalula naZvSi,<br />
vercxlis wiwvebs sxivebs aqsovs<br />
aTinaTi nazi.<br />
mzisfer totTa qarSi rokvis<br />
Wvretas veRar vuZleb _<br />
sabaasod SemomZaxis<br />
mama-papis fuZe.<br />
sataxtoSi nebivrobas<br />
gazafxulis qarSi<br />
mirCevnia davivano<br />
mcxeTis yvavilnarSi,<br />
miveaxlo siwmindeebs<br />
mtkvarTan Sesayarze,<br />
mowiwebiT daviCoqo<br />
sveticxovlis karze,<br />
movusmino ZirZvel qarTuls,<br />
veamboro xatebs<br />
da vumziro sanTlebiadn<br />
Camofrqveul naTels ...<br />
13<br />
19.06.2003<br />
)
(<br />
saqarTvelo moiSuSebs iarebs<br />
(simRera)<br />
didgoris velze<br />
xmalTa nakvesi<br />
aenTo eris<br />
Tavisuflebad.<br />
jaWvis perangi,<br />
sisxliT nakemsi,<br />
krwanisidan dRes<br />
gvexmaureba:<br />
misamReri:<br />
„saqarTvelo<br />
moiSuSebs iarebs,<br />
ayvavdeba<br />
SromiTa da SenebiT.<br />
sveticxovels<br />
kvlavac aakiafebs<br />
gelaTis da<br />
gremis karibWeebi.<br />
saqarTvelo ganaxldeba,<br />
saqarTvelo gamravldeba,<br />
saqarTvelo damSviddeba,<br />
saqarTvelo gabrwyindeba”.<br />
gorgaslis xmali,<br />
mterze nalesi,<br />
Tbilisis caze<br />
brwyinavs naTebad.<br />
14
aTaswleulTa<br />
srbola daloces<br />
wmida samebis<br />
taZris xatebma:<br />
misamReri:<br />
„saqarTvelos<br />
madli mosavs RvTiuri,<br />
JamTa svlasTan<br />
tkivilebic midian.<br />
momavali<br />
erisa da mamulis<br />
saamayo,<br />
mziani da mSvidia.<br />
saqarTvelo ganaxldeba,<br />
saqarTvelo gamravldeba,<br />
saqarTvelo damSviddeba,<br />
saqarTvelo gabrwyindeba”.<br />
15<br />
25.10.2005<br />
)
(<br />
xuroTmoZRvreba qarTuli<br />
Tbiliss mravaljer arguna<br />
bedma darbeva sparsuli,<br />
osmaloc bevrjer ecada<br />
moespo suli qarTuli ...<br />
da am Cvens ZirZvel miwaze<br />
winaparT sisxlis naJuri<br />
amoCuxCuxda taZrebSi<br />
vazis CuqurTmad CawnuliT.<br />
taZarTa sisadaveSi<br />
sidiadea qarTuli,<br />
TviTmyobadobis xibli aqvT<br />
kedlebs oSkis da xaxulis ...<br />
gremiT, jvriTa da gelaTiT<br />
mamuls gvimSvenebs warsuli ...<br />
uSreti saganZuria<br />
xuroTmoZRvreba qarTuli.<br />
16<br />
09.08.2008
2008 wlis omis gamoZaxili<br />
cad aWrili xoxbis frTaTa Srialis<br />
melodia axsovs Tbiliss dardians,<br />
gorgasalis raSis floqvTa dgrialis<br />
hangi atkbobs Cangs da duduks madlians...<br />
xmalTa nakvess da qvemexTa naquxars<br />
erTvis zaTqi gorSi tankTa TareSis, _<br />
iqneb gmirTa gulis ZarRvi dadumda<br />
mama-papur mravaltanjul mxareSi?!<br />
ar Camkvdara CvenSi xsovna warsulis<br />
da winaparT moZaxilic gvafxizlebs,<br />
dResac ZalgviZs mkerdiT dacva mamulis,<br />
darialis da enguris napirze!!!<br />
”Cven am omSi usamarTlod davmarcxdiT”, _<br />
momavalTan morcxvad Tavs gavimarTlebT ...<br />
dro siZulvils siyvaruliT dafaravs,<br />
sicrue ki ver moaSTobs simarTles ...<br />
17<br />
08.09.2009<br />
)
(<br />
Письмо грузинки к истинным братьям<br />
с кавказа и руси<br />
(сердцем надеясь, что таковые все еще здравствуют)<br />
С печальным бременем времен,<br />
С поблекшим бисером седин,<br />
Пишу грузинка вам письмо, ---<br />
Бог милостив и он един ...<br />
Братья Кавказцы, вам пишу,<br />
Как к древним родичам своим,<br />
И русских слушать попрошу,<br />
Как давних кунаков моих.<br />
Пишу, надеждой вдохновясь, ---<br />
Внимая звону наших душ,<br />
Сердцам безмолвным поклонясь,<br />
Признав права друг друга вслух, ---<br />
Принять ваш дружеский ответ,<br />
Всмотреться в чистые глаза,<br />
Добром унять вражду и желчь,<br />
Труды разумные познав ...<br />
Мы все Отечеству верны,<br />
Лелеем веру, мощи предков,<br />
Мы все прикованы к земле<br />
Проросшими корнями крепко.<br />
Мы все страдаем, позабыв<br />
Законы гор о долге, чести.<br />
Мы все неправы, обхватив<br />
Кинжал войны в нелепой смерти ...<br />
18
Простим друг другу боль и зло, ---<br />
В вражде нет чести, нет и правды.<br />
Несправедливости позор<br />
Не превращается в награды ...<br />
Не пожалею жизнь отдать<br />
Святым стенам древнейшей Мцхеты,<br />
Но признаюсь: близки вовек<br />
Душе Сухумские рассветы ...<br />
Нежнейшей прелестью цветет<br />
Тбилиси, словно ветвь миндали ...<br />
Но сознаю: седой Кавказ<br />
Прекрасен у ворот Цхинвали.<br />
Верьте: Москве я добрый друг.<br />
Судьбой принадлежу всецело<br />
Земле, народу, предкам и<br />
Златому солнцу Сакартвело.<br />
19<br />
27.05.2010<br />
)
vumzer samyaros<br />
(sxvadasxva leqsebi)
a d a m i a n s<br />
mifrinavs, iswrafis Sors, miuwvdomlisken cxovreba Cveni,<br />
midian, qrebian da iferflebian es Cvenni dReni.<br />
o, adamiano, ra ginda, ras iRwvi, ras ebrZvi gamCens?<br />
ras iTxov, Tu gsurs, rom am vrceli samyaros nawili dagrCes?<br />
samyaro didia, droni ki midian, moaswreb gana?<br />
rom daiferflebi, ggonia raimes waiReb Tana?<br />
ar ginda, ar Secde, ar endo gulisTqmas, iyavi mSvidad.<br />
am Seni cxovrebis kaSkaSa sinaTle iqceva bindad,<br />
da waxval am qveynidan civad da ubralod, naRveliT savse,<br />
radgan didma Zalam, gangebam bunebis ineba ase:<br />
Sen, adamiano, iSrome, itanje, ebrZole avsuls;<br />
gjerodes momavlis, pativi miage didebul warsuls;<br />
iyav gulkeTili, alali, moyvasi, megobris gwamdes;<br />
vin icis, cxovrebis es Zneli dReebi gawamebs ramdens,<br />
magram ar SeSinde, ar Sedrke, ar daece, iyavi medgrad;<br />
yovelTvis gaxsovdes, giyvardes samSoblo yvelaze metad,<br />
da Tu Sens qveyanas, brZolisgan daCoqils, adges dRe Savi, –<br />
samSoblos gulisTvis, sicocxlis gulisTvis gaswire Tavi!<br />
23<br />
13.04.1979<br />
)
(<br />
ratom xdeba?...<br />
xan ratom xdeba ase,<br />
o, ratom xdeba netav,<br />
rom mdumarebiT savse<br />
Semogvawveba sevda?<br />
albaT raime fiqrma,<br />
an sul ubralo wyenam<br />
mware simarTle gviTxra<br />
da guli agviZgera.<br />
an iqneb didma dardma<br />
Cvens suls daasva daRi,<br />
da gagvaxsenda uceb,<br />
Tu ratom gvecva Talxi.<br />
iqneba vnanobT isev<br />
rac ukve moxda sadRac,<br />
ar dagvviwynia kidev<br />
da guli gvtkiva axlac.<br />
iqneb viswrafiT mzisken,<br />
magram ara gvaqvs mocla.<br />
biliks mivyvebiT gzisken<br />
da aRar gvinda mocda.<br />
vin icis, ra gvsurs netav?<br />
xan Cvenc ar viciT, albaT.<br />
Cven sinamdviles vxedavT,<br />
sikeTes veZebT xarbad.<br />
24
magram yovelTvis rodi<br />
vpoulobT imas, rac gvsurs,<br />
da viT qvis mZime lodi<br />
dardi awveba Cvens suls.<br />
albaT amitom zogjer,–<br />
ra vqnaT, rom asec xdeba, –<br />
Savi fiqrebiT savse<br />
Semogvawveba sevda.<br />
25<br />
24.09.1979<br />
)
(<br />
vumzer samyaros<br />
Tvaluwvdeneli samyaros uZiro sivrce:<br />
idumalebiT mosili varskvlavTa Suqi,<br />
ciur mnaTobTa usasrulo Soreul rigze<br />
gamefebuli siCume da wyvdiadi muqi,<br />
galaqtikaTa elvareba, gasxivosneba,<br />
mimofantuli varskvlavebis nazi ciali,<br />
cis kabadonis dil-dilobiT gaciskrovneba<br />
da planetebze mzis sxivebis swrafi sriali,<br />
pirmocinari, gabadruli mTvaris naTeba,<br />
TvalismomWreli sikaSkaSe oqrod mbrwyinav mzis,<br />
da mSobliuri dedamiwis wminda xateba<br />
warmomidgeba, aRtacebuls, Tvalwin mravalgzis.<br />
26<br />
17.11.1981
dedamiwa – samyaros usasrulobaSi<br />
Semomageba gazafxulis Tbilma saRamom<br />
mowmendili ca, varskvlavebis sxivTa brdRviali,<br />
sadRac Soridan monaberi sio saamo,<br />
tirifis xesTan nakadulis mSvidi Cxriali ...<br />
mimovixede, – martosuli vumzerdi zecas,<br />
da siCumeSi Camesmoda Wadris Sriali ...<br />
fiqri warmtaca ciur sxeulTa harmoniam,<br />
idumalebam da sidiadem varskvlavT cialis ...<br />
civi samyaros usasrulobas gavwvdebi mzeriT<br />
da dedamiwas davinaxav gonebiT urCiT.<br />
Cveni planeta Caqargulia „irmis naxtomSi“<br />
mzis anci sxiviT da xelTuqmneli RvTiuri funjiT.<br />
is warmtacia, magram raa igi sivrcesTan?<br />
mxolod wertili galaqtikaTa okeaneSi ...<br />
da Semogvcqeris miliardi wlebis siRrmidan<br />
misi warsuli, daburuli droTa TareSiT.<br />
is wertilia, magram igi gamoirCeva<br />
deda–samyaros usasrulo wertilTa Soris,<br />
da mwvane sfero cis kabadonze feTqavs, brwyindeba,<br />
rogorc sawyisi samyaroSi sicocxlis krTomis ...<br />
27<br />
13.01.1982<br />
(09.09.2010)<br />
)
(<br />
cxovrebis manZilze<br />
cxovrebis manZilze gavigebT uamrav saxelebs,<br />
SeviZenT megobrebs, vixilavT sxva da sxva saxeebs,<br />
viqnebiT Zlierni, siZneles ar SevuSindebiT,<br />
viqnebiT amayni, albaT sabralonic viqnebiT,<br />
SevxvdebiT mtrobas da – siZulvils ver davemalebiT,<br />
zogjer Cvenc mogvnusxavs dardis da kaeSnis Tvalebi,<br />
sinaTle gvewveva – ufrTodac caSi avfrindebiT,<br />
Sav–bneli fiqrebis SeteviT ver davibindebiT.<br />
es suli, marTali, yovelTvis CemTan rom iqneba,<br />
sicocxlisa da sikeTis rwmeniT izrdeba.<br />
28<br />
07.02.1982
fantazia<br />
dReebi, wlebi,<br />
miznebi, gzebi ...<br />
ocnebis frTebiT da fiqrebiT<br />
gavwvdebi sivrces ...<br />
mivfrinav mzisken,<br />
momyveba zmaneba cisferi:<br />
sizmrebi, zRvebi,<br />
vardebis mTebi,<br />
zurmuxtis tbebi da nislebi...<br />
goneba mismens<br />
da damcinis isev...<br />
guli ki migebs da miRimis.<br />
29<br />
15.05.1982<br />
)
(<br />
srulyofilebis dadgeba xanac<br />
Tu bednierad vigrZeniT Tavi,<br />
irgvliv yvelafers vardisfrad vxedavT,<br />
cxovreba mkacri, daundobeli<br />
warmogvidgeba warmtacad metad.<br />
Cven veRar vamCnevT mankierebas,<br />
mtrebic moyvrebad gveCvenebian,<br />
goneba aris silaRiT mTvrali<br />
da ocnebebi gveferebian.<br />
da Tuki vinmem gvatkina guli,<br />
„sastik“ cxovrebas sxva Tvals SevavlebT,<br />
dagvaviwydeba _ sikeTe cocxlobs,<br />
da borotebas vigrZnobT metadre.<br />
Cven mxolod maSin CavufiqrdebiT<br />
qveynad bnelis da naTelis brZolas, _<br />
kacobrioba ar Seucvlia<br />
aTaswleulTa uZlevel srbolas.<br />
o, sinanuli Segvipyrobs uceb, _<br />
gana samyaro srulyofilia? ...<br />
da anbanuri WeSmariteba:<br />
„samyaro rCeba, droni midian“,<br />
keTil momavlis maniWebs rwmenas _<br />
srulyofilebis dadgeba xanac.<br />
samwuxaroa, magram me maSin<br />
civi JamTasvla damfaravs marad.<br />
30<br />
06.02.1983
wvimis xmaurSi miZinebuli musika<br />
gadauReblad, momqancvelad wvims,<br />
da TiTqos Cakvda sicocxle qveynad.<br />
samyaro CemTvis Semoifargla<br />
xediT, romelsac fanjridan vxedav.<br />
frTamokvecilad vigrZeni Tavi _<br />
ras moverevi gangebis nebas ...<br />
rodesac TviTon buneba tiris,<br />
gana me ZalmiZs vebrZolo sevdas?<br />
vumzerdi wveTebs da momagonda:<br />
“sicocxle wyalSi iSva pirvelad” ...<br />
mas Semdeg wvimis Sxapuni sulSi<br />
sicocxlis wminda hangad iRvreba.<br />
31<br />
23.08.1983<br />
)
(<br />
davdivar sicocxlis xidiT<br />
me am qveyanas movevline adamianad ...<br />
SeiZleboda vyofiliyavi ubralo mweri,<br />
iqneba namad, an yvavilad vwveodi miwas,<br />
anda qveyana arc mexila amqveynieri.<br />
raRa Tqma unda, dedamiwas es ar Secvlida,<br />
rogorc dRes, ise Camowveboda saRamos bindi...<br />
o, RmerTo Cemo, marad Seni madlobeli var,<br />
rom am qveyanas damatareb sicocxlis xidiT.<br />
ubralod vcxovrob<br />
32<br />
12.10.1983<br />
me vcocxlob ...<br />
usiamovnod mivyvebi wlebis swraf srbolas,<br />
uRonod vebrZvi yoveldRiur wvrilman safiqrals ...<br />
kacobriobis nawili var – mSvenivrad vici,<br />
magram ar ZalmiZs satkivari misi aRviqva.<br />
ratom?! o, ratom vcxovrob ise, rom ar mexeba<br />
msoflios awmyo boboqari da momavali,<br />
viTarc gardasul pirquS droTa ubralo mokvdavs ...<br />
1983 weli
foTolcvenisas ...<br />
foTolcvenaSi adre vxedavdi<br />
aRsasrulis da kvdomis simbolos ...<br />
xmel foTlebs swvavdnen, fexiT Telavdnen<br />
maTi mziT savse sicocxlis bolos.<br />
foTolcvenisas Smagi qarebi<br />
gulistkivils da sevdasa mgvrida,<br />
Semodgomisas gadauReblad<br />
sinanulisgan Cems sulSic wvimda.<br />
velodi zamTris susxian ambors,<br />
Tan movuxmobdi gazafxuls, siTbos ...<br />
axla? ar vici: cremli mombezrda,<br />
foTolcvenisas vmSviddebi TiTqos ...<br />
33<br />
28.11.1983<br />
)
(<br />
* * *<br />
bunebis wiaRSi kvlav vpove simSvide –<br />
ankara nakaduls Sevuqe siwminde,<br />
vusmendi siCumes, foTlebSi gaTanguls,<br />
vumzerdi mzis sxivebs, miwaze gafantuls.<br />
* * *<br />
zamTarSi mimZims<br />
vebrZolo sevdas.<br />
uazro sevda<br />
brZanebas bedavs ...<br />
uRonod mivdev<br />
drosa da sivrces ...<br />
ocneba iwvis ...<br />
da me ver mivxvdi,<br />
rom civi TvalebiT<br />
siCume mimzers.<br />
34<br />
13.08.1984<br />
22.01.1985
frena vinatre<br />
netav vinmesTvis wamad qceula mTeli cxovreba?<br />
ukidegano ca gadaiqca mbJutav sinaTled?<br />
o, me ar vici, ram damimona, Zalam romelma<br />
odes samyaros labirinTebSi frena vinatre ...<br />
vlocav ...<br />
kvlav mimafrenen mzisken fiqrebi,<br />
sadRac ocnebam suli dalia ...<br />
isev sikeTis dardiT viRlebi,<br />
sikeTeSi xom samarTalia ...<br />
gana sikeTe warsulSi darCa?<br />
gana simarTle ar gvixmobs isev?<br />
qveynad sicocxle saficaria,<br />
Tu ar miviltviT sikeTis gzisken?<br />
35<br />
04.05.1985<br />
deda-samyaros ganagebs rwmena,<br />
Cvens sulebs aTbobs imediT xvalis ...<br />
vlocav sikeTis cad amaRlebas<br />
bedis morCili, spetaki qnariT ...<br />
19.02.1988<br />
)
(<br />
мы еще молоды ...<br />
Сила надежды, крылья мечты,<br />
Радость победы, прелесть весны ...<br />
Вспомнив беспечную юность свою,<br />
Грущу и в сердце храню:<br />
Тайну надежды, смелость мечты,<br />
Сладость победы, шелест весны ...<br />
К чему вспоминать, --- мы еще молоды?!!<br />
Не надо страшиться нелепого холода,<br />
Когда нам судьба обещает в пути<br />
Уверенность мудрости, уют простоты,<br />
Значимость верности, покой доброты,<br />
Музыку нежности и блеск красоты!<br />
36<br />
03.04.1994
Простите меня, годы ...<br />
Прости, наивная юность, ---<br />
Не сбылись мечты ...<br />
Жаль, уверенная мудрость ---<br />
Не услужила ты.<br />
Моя мятежная гордость<br />
Годы берегла.<br />
Я всегда боролась с жизнью<br />
С честью, --- как могла ...<br />
Годы, годы ... Отшумели,<br />
Словно стая птиц ...<br />
Все отчетливее вижу<br />
Отблеск глаз и лиц, ---<br />
Они всегда меня любили,<br />
Я их не звала ...<br />
Боже, чиста моя совесть,<br />
Но может, неправа? ...<br />
37<br />
19.11.1994<br />
)
(<br />
Помоги мне, вечность ...<br />
На пороге зрелости,<br />
При расцвете прелести<br />
Творчества и мудрости,<br />
Сердца и ума;<br />
Та же непокорная,<br />
Гордо непреклонная,<br />
Все еще смазливая,<br />
С юностью простясь;<br />
Вспомнив вишни спелые,<br />
Да ромашки белые,<br />
Нежной грустью вдохновясь,<br />
Каюсь о былом ...<br />
Как же я беспечна!<br />
А жизнь так быстротечна ...<br />
О, помоги мне, вечность,<br />
Не искушать судьбу ...<br />
38<br />
20.11.1994
aa netav ?...<br />
ra unda Sevqmna, netav, iseTi –<br />
xalasma niWma gainavardos ...<br />
ra unda miTxran, netav, iseTi –<br />
sasoebiT da rwmeniT aRmavsos ...<br />
ra unda moxdes, netav, iseTi,<br />
rom gavikvirvo qveynad gaCena!<br />
ra unda SevZlo, netav, iseTi,<br />
rom ar Semrisxos sawuTros mzeram?!<br />
39<br />
05.08.1995<br />
)
(<br />
vici, droa ...<br />
vici, droa davewio JamTasvlas, –<br />
siWabuke zRapariviT damTavrda.<br />
am urC sulSi miZinebul sinazes<br />
droa vuxmo momavalis winaSe...<br />
vici, – droa... miTxres: „mova sibere,<br />
wargitacebs, awmyosagan gandevnils...<br />
da verc leqsi, verc sxva ganZTa simravle<br />
ver Segamkobs simartoviT gaTelils“.<br />
me ki mainc ugzo-ukvlo bilikebs<br />
ver velevi – nostalgiam damaTro...<br />
Tuki wlebi damitova meufem,<br />
ra iqneba, mzisken gavinavardo?...<br />
40<br />
30.10.1995
ediswera<br />
cxovrebisgan Sewyalebas ar veli _<br />
yovelivem fasi ukve dakarga...<br />
kvlav Sevnatri siWabukes gafrenils,<br />
Tumc ocneba zRapariviT damTavrda.<br />
ra madardebs, ra mamSvidebs, ra melis?...<br />
Zvel fiqrebSi viZirebi umweod...<br />
bedisweriT SoriT caSi ganfenil<br />
momavlis gzebs me ra unda vuSvelo...<br />
momavali mova daukiTxavad,<br />
ar dagidevs ganvlil welTa qartexils,<br />
grigaliviT agitacebs uecrad, _<br />
daganarcxebs morCils da gulgatexils.<br />
magram zogjer momavali qeds gixris<br />
da mogizRavs amqveyniur siames,<br />
agaRzevebs, ganebivrebs gandevnils _<br />
bediswera Tu ar daigvianebs...<br />
41<br />
11.11.1995<br />
)
(<br />
Cinuri poezia<br />
ieroglifis xibli,<br />
Cinuri sibrZnis arsi,<br />
natifi esTetika<br />
da erovnuli mrwamsi,<br />
miniaturul leqsTa<br />
Rrma lirizmi da gancda,<br />
amaRlebuli grZnobis<br />
ufaqizesi aRqma,<br />
filosofiur azrTa<br />
daxvewil formad qceva,<br />
poetur mignebaTa<br />
margalitebad bneva...<br />
Cinuri poezia<br />
saukuneTa miRma<br />
RvTiuri STagonebiT<br />
dResac gulwrfelad mxiblavs.<br />
42<br />
03.12.1995
metexis taZari sizmrad<br />
mewamul siCumeSi<br />
iisfrad elavs mtkvari,<br />
saTuTad monaferi<br />
sxiviT vardisfer mTvaris,<br />
oqros varayiT Wedil<br />
mTebis klaknili mkveTri<br />
cis TaRis nawnavebiT<br />
moqargul sivrces erTvis.<br />
idumal myudroebiT<br />
dabindul cixe-taZars<br />
mkrTalad daferil funjiT<br />
zmaneba urCad baZavs,<br />
xuroTmoZRvaris sulSi<br />
kveTili qandakeba<br />
mematianes xsovnad<br />
sizmarSic Tanamdevda...<br />
43<br />
27.12.1995<br />
)
(<br />
moiltvis Jami<br />
fiWvis totebSi amRerda sisxli,<br />
enZela rokavs Tovlian nislSi,<br />
qari gazafxuls mzisken miuZRvis, _<br />
moiltvis Jami ferTa siuxvis.<br />
kvirtis surneliT Seborkil susxSi<br />
yinvis jebiriT dakvalul xnulSi<br />
datyvevebuli euli fesvi<br />
xsaxasa ylortebs samyaros esvris ...<br />
zamTari<br />
44<br />
02.02.1996<br />
xvavriel TovlSi sicocxles sZinavs,<br />
nislis kalTaSi nebivrobs mTvare ...<br />
zamTars fifqebSi dRec CauZiravs<br />
da TeTri CadriT amSvidebs qarebs ...<br />
24.02.1996
es galaqtika<br />
ramden samyaros mfarvelobs RmerTi,<br />
sicocxliT ramden arsebas xiblavs?<br />
kosmosSi srboliT wyvdiadSi erTvis<br />
RvTiur orbitas es galaqtikac ...<br />
vimalebi ...<br />
STagonebis Rimilia dardi,<br />
ocnebaa aRmafrenis sevda ...<br />
sinanulis idumali fardiT<br />
vimalebi WaRarebTan erTad ...<br />
45<br />
09.04.1996<br />
24.04.1996<br />
)
(<br />
ferTa polifonia<br />
varskvlavebis iisferma sunaTqvam<br />
Savi sivrce ganacvifros unda, _<br />
mwuxare cas mdumareba lurji<br />
axalisebs vercxlnapkuri funjiT ...<br />
mze sxivebis narinjisfer alerss<br />
cisfrad mqrolav dedamiwas alevs,<br />
surnelebam balaxis da ciskris<br />
maTrobeli monatreba icis ...<br />
gazafxulis mRelvareba mwvane<br />
kvirt-kokorTa zeims TeTrad brZanebs,<br />
vardobisTvis aqoCrili kvali<br />
wiTlad awvims broweulis yvavils.<br />
zafxulSi<br />
46<br />
30.05.1996<br />
mze amobrwyinda livliva zRvidan,<br />
eCurCuleba TmagaSlil tirifs,<br />
amay pepelas martos moswyinda, _<br />
da vards ugzavnis momnusxvel Rimils ...<br />
20.06.1996
veZebdi CanCqers<br />
dabzarul kldeSi veZebdi CanCqers,<br />
gulzviadsa da uxvad momdinars ...<br />
xreSis bilikma nislSi matara,<br />
mominadira avma lodinma ...<br />
ukacriel da idumal mTaSi<br />
gandegiliviT moxetialem<br />
ufskrulebi da cicabo gzebi<br />
faskunjis frTebiT gadmoviare.<br />
usasrulobas Zala SevTxove,<br />
droTa dinebas _ Cems xidad qceva ...<br />
rac unda moxdes, arafers vnanob, _<br />
pirquSi bindi ver dameweva ...<br />
suli navardobs, sxeuli qreba ...<br />
samyaro locviT aris aRsavse.<br />
bedis brma etlSi ganfenil sivrces<br />
aTaswleulTa CanCqers vamsgavseb ...<br />
moulodnelad wveTTa malamo<br />
margalitebad mkerds damacvivda _<br />
klde tiroda da wylis nawnavebiT<br />
gaTangul lodebs Smagad awvimda.<br />
47<br />
01.08.1996<br />
)
(<br />
avdari<br />
Zowisfer caze xarxarebs elva,<br />
mTvare daipyro RrubelTa Relvam,<br />
qari da setyva quxils ebrZvian,<br />
wvima nisls uZRvnis cremlebs sevdians ...<br />
ulmobelia ciali civi<br />
yalbi mSvenebis yinulis mZivis,<br />
bunebis ZalTa idumal mxedars<br />
kacTa codvebis daTrgunva nebavs ...<br />
48<br />
28.08.1996
leqsis Tqmaa usasrulod Zneli ...<br />
leqsis Tqmaa usasrulod Zneli,<br />
Tu ar gzafravs muxti zeciuri,<br />
an ar mosCqefs guls ocneba wrfeli,<br />
da ar gsusxavs sunTqva qveyniuri ...<br />
leqsis Tqmaa locvasaviT wminda, _<br />
xelTapyrobil RaRads saimedod<br />
madlmosili STagoneba RvTisa<br />
muxlmoyrilma unda Seavedro ...<br />
Cems vedrebas mowyalebas Tu hfens<br />
RaRadisiT gadaRlili zena,<br />
morCilebiT, rudunebiT, tanjviT<br />
madlieri, kvlav daviwyeb frenas ...<br />
49<br />
28.04.1997<br />
)
(<br />
brZeni da qurumi<br />
„wiTel“ kontinents savana Svenis ...<br />
kordilerebis sulTa aCrdilma<br />
taZars warstaca WaRara brZeni<br />
da ukvdavebis srbolac daCrdila ...<br />
warmarTul RmerTebs vigvamSi sZinavT,<br />
brZens moelian mzis savanesTan, _<br />
sulTa mfarveli Savi qurumi<br />
mwuxrze orlesul maxvils alesavs ...<br />
zvarakad STenil spetaki brZenis<br />
guli swyuriaT sisxlian warmarTT.<br />
ugunurT binZur xelidan sxltoma<br />
moxucisaTvis Znelia albaT ...<br />
mustangTa rema laRi navardiT<br />
seravs prerias, mihqris taZrisken, _<br />
sulTa sauflos uxmobs qurumi,<br />
amxedrebuli grZneul arwivze.<br />
ukanasknelad loculobs brZeni:<br />
iqneb moaswros codvilT ganwmenda?<br />
WeSmaritebis uryevi rwmeniT<br />
aRsavse locva zenas aRwevda.<br />
50
uecrad mqrolav bizonTa jogi<br />
cecxlovan zecas moswyda varskvlavad,<br />
gaqra brZeni da grZneulTa mogvi<br />
myis TvalbediTma nislma dafara ...<br />
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *<br />
bizonTa jogis floqvTa nakvalevs<br />
amaod eZebs mwiri qurumi ...<br />
mTrTolvare mTvaris myife anarekls<br />
aSTobs bneli da fantavs koromi ...<br />
51<br />
18.07.1997<br />
)
(<br />
dabadebis dRe<br />
wuTisoflis bilikze<br />
usasrulo lodins<br />
aciskrovnebs bavSvoba,<br />
roca CvenTan modis.<br />
mxolod erTi Slegi dRe<br />
Wrel-xatula frTebiT<br />
gvasaCuqrebs bavSvobiT<br />
da warsulis xmebiT.<br />
jadosnuri samyaros<br />
ulamazes Rimils<br />
gvafrqvevs mogonebebad<br />
dRe laRi da Tbili ...<br />
wamis gasxivosneba<br />
Cakirula gulTan, _<br />
menatreba cacxvebis<br />
maTrobeli sunTqva.<br />
manebivrebs dila da<br />
mefereba mwuxri,<br />
mesalmeba sicocxle,<br />
mec Tavs morcxvad vuxri ...<br />
52
sadRac SoriT irweva<br />
bedis ialqani _<br />
waritacebs bavSvoba<br />
kvirtebs iasamnis...<br />
magram erTi urCi dRis<br />
idumali mzera<br />
kvlav gvibrunebs xaliss da<br />
Zvel ocnebebs ferads.<br />
* * *<br />
mTvare bnelSi mzianobs,<br />
qari nislSic xmianobs,<br />
Tavawyvetil srbolaSi<br />
naTels sevda Secvlis ...<br />
locva Rrublebs miapobs<br />
da Zvel ambavs miambobs<br />
usasrulo WidilSi<br />
dafantuli wlebis ...<br />
53<br />
10.05.1998<br />
13.05.1998<br />
)
(<br />
warmavalia JamTasvla<br />
warmavalia JamTasvla:<br />
sicocxlis myife zardaxSa<br />
fantelebiviT ibneva,<br />
zmanebasaviT qreba ...<br />
ulmobelia warsuli,<br />
mtrobasTan gadanaskvuli:<br />
ufskrulSi miedineba<br />
da sanTeliviT dneba...<br />
SevigrZnobT awmyos marwuxebs:<br />
ciskris lodini gvawuxebs,<br />
gzas acdenili simRera<br />
mzis sauflosac scdeba ...<br />
idumaleba momavlis<br />
celqi RimiliT gvacdunebs _<br />
ar gviRalaton srbolaSi<br />
ocnebis yalbma frTebma! ...<br />
54<br />
22.11.1998
movilxinoT<br />
movilxinoT: droTa rokvas vervin Secvlis ...<br />
wlebi gvaTovs, gzebic uCinardebian,<br />
Tumca gulSi siWabukis droindeli<br />
idumali ocnebebi ramdenia ...<br />
vadRegrZeloT sicocxle da momavali,<br />
mze da zeca ciskars CvenTvis gaabrwyinebs ...<br />
movilxinoT _ male Slegi gazafxulic<br />
Semogvafrqvevs asrulebul danapirebs ...<br />
55<br />
21.02.1999<br />
)
(<br />
* * *<br />
mivyvebi mzes da momavals, _<br />
gzebs da wlebs Sevexmiane...<br />
vardiviT vkrefdi awmyos da<br />
warsulic davafrTiane.<br />
ver vxvdebi: gaqra bneleTSi<br />
idumaleba mTvarisa?<br />
iqneb ciskarmac dahkarga<br />
sinaze mindvris yvavilTa?<br />
Tu mxolod me momeyurada<br />
hangTa ucnobi siWrele?<br />
ho, albaT Cemi bralia _<br />
simRera ver gavixsene...<br />
56<br />
04.07.2000
* * *<br />
Soria rZisfer taZramde ...<br />
martod mivarRvev lelians,<br />
mTvare bilikebs minaTebs,<br />
riJraJic iisferia,<br />
ciskris varskvlavTan vloculob,<br />
mze mCuqnis marjnis samosels ...<br />
beberi saydris sarkmlidan<br />
TviT ukvdaveba gadmosCqefs.<br />
Tu taZars dResac aRavsebs<br />
sagalobeli qarTuli _<br />
mravalxmovneba sicocxlis<br />
da SeZaxili warsulis,<br />
maSin davrCebi taZarSi, _<br />
samyaro bindisferia,<br />
verc gazafxuli maTrobs da<br />
arc ocnebebi melian ...<br />
57<br />
11.07.2000<br />
)
(<br />
minda cxovreba eklesiuri ...<br />
minda cxovreba eklesiuri,<br />
locva mxurvale, rwmena Zlieri,<br />
magram ver vpove Zalebi CemSi, _<br />
iqneb mabrkolebs xrikebi eSmis?<br />
raa sicocxle, raa sikvdili _<br />
nuTu ubralo feriscvaleba,<br />
an gardasaxva ganzomilebis,<br />
usazRvro tanjva, Tu netareba? ...<br />
* * *<br />
58<br />
21.11.2000<br />
Wadrebsa da naZvebs Tbilisurad aTovs<br />
Tovlis Semofrena gazafxulzec maxsovs ...<br />
vekiTxebi vercxlad Tmas dafenil fifqebs:<br />
“ratom mafrqvevT TeTrad usasrulo fiqrebs?”<br />
25.01.2001
Semodgomisken miviwev ...<br />
Semodgomisken miviwev<br />
iZulebiT da tatiT,<br />
sawuTro umaduria _<br />
Segrisxavs baas-baasiT.<br />
sicosxle ucnauria _<br />
moCvenebiTi siqvele:<br />
giJmaJi axalgazrdoba<br />
da uCinari sibere ...<br />
59<br />
21.06.2001<br />
)
(<br />
imedi da dro<br />
imedi droSi micuravs,<br />
dro qaraSotebs Rlis ...<br />
drov, iqneb damaimedo, _<br />
nu Semomafrqvev Zvirs.<br />
iqneba gamoimeto<br />
CemTvis sawuTros xma, _<br />
zogjer brbosaTvis Znelia<br />
WeSmaritebis Tqma.<br />
zogjer dro _ brboa: zogjer gmtrobs,<br />
zogjer imedad qris ...<br />
Cemo xalaso imedo,<br />
nu SiSob da nu krTi!<br />
radgan Senc brbo xar, radgan dro<br />
qaris wisqvilebs hgavs ...<br />
Cemo lurjTvala imedo,<br />
nu damivaneb avs!<br />
iqneba gamoimetoT<br />
sicocxlis laRi gza,<br />
sawuTrov, drov da imedo,<br />
Tqvens meti arvin myavs! ...<br />
60<br />
06.02.2002
xis vedreba mzisadmi<br />
zamTris bindSi martosuli<br />
tanSiSveli xe,<br />
krZalviTa da mowiwebiT<br />
evedreba mzes:<br />
„mzeo, Sen xar sicocxle da<br />
mSveneba xar cis,<br />
wuTisoflis karibWesTan<br />
Seni sxivi krTis,<br />
is laJvardSi danavardobs<br />
javri ar aqvs sxvis ...<br />
Cems mkerdze ki udieri<br />
yinva urcxvad xtis,<br />
Cems mxrebsa hfens Slegi qari<br />
susxs da nislis fTils ...<br />
mzeo, bnels nu gaaxareb,<br />
hqmeni Rame dRed.<br />
cis mandili damafare<br />
uTvistomo xes“.<br />
61<br />
06.02.2002<br />
)
(<br />
vebaasebi mTvares<br />
ver Sevelie, mTvareo,<br />
SenTan saubris xibls...<br />
idumaleba RvTiuri<br />
niRabs Camoxsnis flids,<br />
gamobrwyindeba yoveli,<br />
rac aRamaRlebs suls,<br />
codvebi amqveyniuri,<br />
is, rac gviyvars da gvZuls.<br />
baasi Serkinebaa<br />
gonebisa da znis _<br />
gulwrfelad gagiziareb,<br />
rac maxarebs da mwyins.<br />
Tuki Sevcode, mTvareo,<br />
miTxar, raSia xsna?<br />
da Tuki ar var codvili, _<br />
maCuqe ciskris gza.<br />
gebaasebi, mTvareo,<br />
sxivTa naJuro mzis,<br />
ver elevian fiqrebi<br />
Seni simSvidis xibls...<br />
62<br />
07.02.2002
vexmaurebi bo Ziu i-s *<br />
aTaswleulTa miRma<br />
brZana poetma didma:<br />
“Cemi leqsebis mtveri<br />
ver gaaocebs mermiss” ...<br />
striqoni _ Rrma da mSvidi,<br />
feriT Taflis da Sindis,<br />
ocneba _ nebieri,<br />
martosuli da wrfeli,<br />
funji _ drosaviT dinji,<br />
surneliT bzis da brinjis,<br />
mgosnis xma _ xmlisebr urCi,<br />
sibrZne _ mTqmeli Tu munji ...<br />
leqsebis kvali wminda,<br />
aTaswleulTa miRma,<br />
kvlavac maocebs JReriT _<br />
dResac Zalumad mReris ...<br />
63<br />
09.02.2002<br />
*bo Ziu-i _ tanis epoqis udidesi Cineli poeti da humanisti<br />
)
(<br />
qali saxlobda qoxSi<br />
mindvris yvavilTa wnuliT<br />
TvalTagan dafaruli<br />
bambukis qoxi idga<br />
magnoliebis xidTan ...<br />
msgavsi spetaki SroSnis<br />
qali saxlobda qoxSi.<br />
uyvarda mze da leqsi,<br />
Secnoba sibrZnis fesvis,<br />
sityvas xednida velad,<br />
gedebs uxmobda mcvelad,<br />
samyaros Cumad Wvretda,<br />
WeSmaritebas Wedda,<br />
Wirisuflobda WirTa<br />
upovarTa da mwirTa,<br />
is loculobda mudam _<br />
ganwmendiliyo surda.<br />
magnoliebis xidTan<br />
qoxi eulad idga.<br />
dari spetaki SroSnis<br />
qali saxlobda qoxSi ...<br />
64<br />
23.02.2002
yvelaferi gaivlis ...<br />
(avadmyofobisas dawerili...)<br />
moyolol ambad iqceva awmyo, _<br />
JamTa WidilSi frena swadia ...<br />
mogonebebi sizmrebs damaTovs,<br />
gavaferadeb sevdas avdrians.<br />
monatrebuli mzis gulze navards<br />
Sevegebebi cvarsa da niavs, _<br />
es gaSmageba sivrceSi wava,<br />
es SeSfoTebac dros sadRac miaqvs ...<br />
65<br />
30.04.2002<br />
)
(<br />
vlamob afrenas<br />
(avadmyofobisas dawerili...)<br />
varskvlavTcvenisas<br />
aRmafrena fiqrebs awamebs,<br />
Tvalwarmtacia<br />
atmis rtosa da „irmis rqis” kdema ...<br />
SeWirvebisas<br />
moTmineba wlebma maswavles, _<br />
gamTeniisas<br />
frTamotexili vlamob afrenas ...<br />
66<br />
02.05.2002
ac dro gadis ...<br />
(avadmyofobisas dawerili...)<br />
rac dro gadis, da rac ufro meti marti<br />
guls miCqrolebs, kvirtebs mayris xalisians,<br />
miT ufro mdevs, meZaleba utyvi dardi, _<br />
mowyaleba wlebma, albaT, ar ician ...<br />
rac dro gadis, da rac ufro meti dardi<br />
guls mimZimebs, sevdas bardnis avsisxlians,<br />
miT ufro vTxov: „fiandazebs” ekal-bardis<br />
nu moqsovs da nu daafens gzas nislians ...<br />
rac dro gadis, da rac ufro meti tanjviT<br />
guli usmens wuTisofels qariSxlians,<br />
miT ufro vgrZnob: JamTasvlaTa Slegi barji<br />
sxeuls ufleTs Cems molodins frTa-giSrians ...<br />
67<br />
29.05.2002<br />
)
(<br />
rani varT?<br />
rani varT, saiT mivdivarT,<br />
an saidan varT mosuli?<br />
rad aris ulamazesi<br />
am qveynad qali orsuli?<br />
sicocxlis jaWvi myifea,<br />
viT amosunTqva qarisa ...<br />
cremlmoreuli Sevxari<br />
navards mzisas da mTvarisas.<br />
samarTliani sibrZnea<br />
Soba Zvelisgan axlisa,<br />
winaparT adaT-wesebiT<br />
awmyoSi vpovebT sawyissac.<br />
sicocxle _ saswaulia,<br />
RvTis neba, madliT aRvsili,<br />
saukuneTa grigalSi<br />
mogvaqvs sindisi dasvrili.<br />
rani varT? _ miwis xiznebi,<br />
sad mivalT, an varT saidan? –<br />
ukuneTidan srulqmnisken<br />
TviT ukvdaveba wagviyvans ...<br />
68<br />
27.06.2002
wlebi qrebian ...<br />
wlebi qrebian fifqebad,<br />
JamTasvla imeds uswrebs ...<br />
sikeTe ar aviwydeba<br />
Cems suls laRsa da udreks.<br />
didi xania mivyvebi<br />
bilikiT aRmarTs mTisas:<br />
xan sevdis nislSi vinTqmebi,<br />
xan ki _ napralSi kldisa,<br />
xan iis fardags miSlian,<br />
xan ki _ askilis rtoebs,<br />
zogjer taZrisken mivfrinav,<br />
zogjer mzis sxivic mtovebs.<br />
magram mwvervali uCumrad<br />
miaxlovdeba mainc ...<br />
aRma-daRma da ukuRma<br />
gadaxlarTuli gzanic<br />
mihqrian im mTis Ziramde,<br />
awmyoSi rom ar mosCans.<br />
jer ar damRala srbolam da<br />
gzebi jer kidev momrCa ...<br />
mivyvebi CoqviT, freniT, Tu<br />
amxedrebuli raSze,<br />
sibere mainc farulad<br />
Semomadgeba mxarze ...<br />
69<br />
10.01.2003<br />
)
(<br />
pesimist, optimist da realist<br />
qarTvelTa gabaaseba<br />
pesimisti:<br />
ra kavSiri aqvs warsulTan awmyos _<br />
droc da sivrcec xom maTi mteria ...<br />
ra asazrdovebs momavals, kargo?<br />
wuTisofeli _ mxolod mtveria!<br />
mtveri ki qreba Ramis wyvdiadSi,<br />
ciskris varskvlavi mas ver daiWers.<br />
momavlisaken sivrciT srbolisas<br />
fiandazad xom dros ver daifen?<br />
odes gixilavs spetaki kaci<br />
dafasebuli samarTlianad?<br />
dafarulia sicruis xavsiT<br />
JamTa siavis mware fiala.<br />
mxolod ufali gvwyalobs da gangvsjis, _<br />
sxva Zalisxmevas ara aqvs azri ...<br />
bedis saCuqars nuRar moeli,<br />
warmavalia radgan yoveli.<br />
optimisti:<br />
warsuli awmyod iqceva droSi,<br />
sivrce ver Secvlis JamTa dinebas,<br />
wuTisofelTan dRevandel omSi<br />
xsnad momavali mogvevlineba.<br />
70
momavals moaqvs aRorZineba,<br />
mSvidoba, niWis gamobrwyineba.<br />
broweulis da atmis tevrebSi<br />
gagvaxalisebs tkbili zedaSe.<br />
samarTliani iqneba sityva,<br />
Tavisuflebi mivaRwevT mizans,<br />
uflis wyalobas kvlavac moveli, _<br />
saCuqaria radgan yoveli.<br />
realisti:<br />
warsulic, awmyoc da momavalic<br />
eris Tvisebebs avlens da gansjis.<br />
da TviT epoqa ganapirobebs<br />
arCevans JamTa: lxenis Tu tanjvis.<br />
uflis wyalobas Tuki moveliT,<br />
davimsaxuroT unda yoveli.<br />
71<br />
09.05.2004<br />
)
(<br />
naTlisRebis Rames<br />
naTlisRebis Rame, fantelebis gunda ...<br />
gaukvalav TovlSi seirnoba msurda, _<br />
miveaxle taZars krZalviTa da ridiT,<br />
Rame iyo utyvi da saocrad mSvidi.<br />
am idumal Rames angelosTa gundma<br />
zeciuri madli spetak fifqTa qudad<br />
damafrqvia Tavze martosuls da codvils.<br />
Jami idga rwmenis, gansjisa da locvis ...<br />
xvavrieli Tovlis kabiT Semosili,<br />
ulmobeli yinvis sunTqviT Seborkili,<br />
vavedrebdi ufals samSoblos da ojaxs, _<br />
eklesiis karTan TviT samyaroc moCans ...<br />
sanTlad nela iwvis movardisfro nisli,<br />
locva zenas mihqris cremlnarevi fiqriT ...<br />
vlamob azriT Cavwvde wuTisoflos srbolas, _<br />
maradiulia droTa sivrciT qrolva ...<br />
samyaros kvlav Sevtrfi Cemi wrfeli leqsiT,<br />
sasoebiT viTxov Sewyalebas zecis ...<br />
naTlisRebis Rames RvTismSobelis kalTa<br />
mxrebze damefina Tovlis spetak fardad ...<br />
72<br />
11.02.2008
dazamTrebamde ...<br />
Semodgomam xmel foTlebze gairbina, –<br />
oqrosfrad TrTis buCqi iasamanis,<br />
oCopintrem sawnaxelSi daiZina<br />
Rvinisferi CoxiTa da qalamniT ...<br />
Semodgomam Cems Tmebzec gadaifrina,<br />
CavekiTxe: „rodis mova sibere?“<br />
Cafiqrda da megobrulad gamiRima<br />
„roca ZirZvel „alilos“ ver imRereb!“<br />
Semodgoma siWreleSi gairinda,<br />
ra tkbilia es gza zamTris karamde, –<br />
mzeSi sevdac gafermkrTalda, daibinda ...<br />
giorgobis wmida madli mfaravdes!<br />
73<br />
19.11.10. – 01.12.10.<br />
)
(<br />
warmitaces fiqrebma ...<br />
wlebi namqers mihyvebian taatiT,<br />
es cxovrebac mifarfatebs fifqebad ...<br />
gardasulTan unayofo kamaTSi<br />
Semityues moRalate fiqrebma ...<br />
damRlelia wlebTan brZola–TamaSi:<br />
es sawuTro xan mwyalobs da brwyindeba,<br />
zogjer mtanjavs borotebis parpaSi, –<br />
viT salbuni, samarTali mWirdeba ...<br />
Zvel Secdomebs ver moaSTobs zamTari,<br />
Rrma iarebs dro ver Seexideba ...<br />
ar isurvo megobroba afTaris, –<br />
ar dagindobs, odes SeeSindeba ...<br />
wlebi namqers gahyvebian taatiT,<br />
da sicocxlec gaileva fifqebad ...<br />
warmitaces uwyinari baasiT<br />
gardasulTan dauRlelma fiqrebma ...<br />
74<br />
02.12.10.
pasuxi Cems qeTis ...<br />
(salaRobo)<br />
Sen dRes mkiTxe, gakvirvebiT,<br />
mSveniero Cemo qeTi:<br />
„ratom ar Txzav siyvarulze<br />
frTian leqsebs, miTxar erTi?“...<br />
leqsi TviTon modis CemTan,<br />
muza strofebs riTmebs aqsovs ...<br />
da iRvreba taepebad<br />
mogoneba, guls Tu axsovs ...<br />
axal ferTa molodini<br />
Tu Sens gulSi daivanebs, –<br />
ZarRvSi leqsis feTqvas igrZnob,<br />
sevdianic gaixareb ...<br />
naazrevis kaeSani<br />
Tu Sens sulSi daileqa,<br />
saTqmeli ar mogasvenebs, –<br />
CamoiRvenTebi leqsad ...<br />
me ver Sevqmni serenadebs,<br />
Sairebs da baiaTebs,<br />
Tu kaSkaSa siyvaruli<br />
sawuTros ar gaminaTebs.<br />
siyvaruli niWia da<br />
gonebas ar emoneba,<br />
erTeulTa xvedria da<br />
arad agdebs Segonebas ...<br />
75<br />
)
(<br />
me velodi, mewveoda<br />
siyvaruli wminda, wrfeli,<br />
da es grZnoba iqneboda<br />
mzis amborze ufro mwveli ...<br />
vaRiareb: am cxovrebam<br />
srboliT gverdze Camiara,<br />
da giJmaJi siyvarulic<br />
bedisweram damimala ...<br />
albaT, me var damnaSave:<br />
ar vemduri wlebs da imeds ...<br />
aras vnanob, arc mivtiri<br />
siWabukis Canafiqrebs.<br />
amitomac siyvarulze<br />
leqsebs ar vwer, Cemo qeTi ...<br />
da es wrfeli aRsarebac<br />
sasjelia, albaT, CemTvis ...<br />
76<br />
02.12.10. – 03.12.10.
mraval axal wels ...<br />
dedamiwam mzes kvlav Semoufrina,<br />
JamTa qrolvas Tan mihyveba es welic ...<br />
istorias vuerTdebiT uCinrad,<br />
magram warsuls verasdros daveweviT.<br />
samyaroSi modis weli axali,<br />
dedamiwac samejlisod irTveba ...<br />
vadRegrZeleb surnelebas mamulis,<br />
mzian dRes da ocnebebis mignebas ...<br />
qarTvelebo, uflis madli gfaravdeT<br />
sveticxovlis xelTuqmneli naTeliT!<br />
saqarTvelo Sevavedre alaverds, –<br />
guls Camadna mocimcime sanTeli ...<br />
Cveni eris simtkice da erToba<br />
Semosila mewamuli ferebiT ...<br />
mraval uxv da fexbednier axal wels<br />
SevxarodeT lxiniTa da SenebiT!<br />
77<br />
05.12.10.<br />
)
sarCevi<br />
avtorisagan .................................................................................3<br />
aRmocendeba Tesli qarTuli (patriotuli lirika)<br />
Tayvani veci... .......................................................................7<br />
qartexilebi saqarTveloSi ..................................................8<br />
* * * (qarTvelTa geni...) ........................................................9<br />
saqarTvelo aTaswleulTa mijnaze ................................... 10<br />
aRmocendeba Tesli qarTuli ............................................. 11<br />
mirCevnia... ........................................................................... 13<br />
saqarTvelo moiSuSebs iarebs ............................................ 14<br />
xuroTmoZRvreba qarTuli ................................................. 16<br />
2008 wlis omis gamoZaxili ................................................ 17<br />
Письмо грузинки к истинным братьям с Кавказа и Руси ..... 18<br />
vumzer samyaros (sxvadasxva leqsebi)<br />
adamians ................................................................................. 23<br />
ratom xdeba?... ..................................................................... 24<br />
vumzer samyaros .................................................................. 26<br />
dedamiwa – samyaros usasrulobaSi ................................ 27<br />
cxovrebis manZilze ............................................................. 28<br />
fantazia ............................................................................... 29<br />
srulyofilebis dadgeba xanac .......................................... 30<br />
wvimis xmaurSi miZinebuli musika ...................................... 31<br />
davdivar sicocxlis xidiT ................................................ 32<br />
ubralod vcxovrob ............................................................. 32<br />
foTolcvenisas ... ............................................................... 33<br />
* * * (bunebis wiaRSi kvlav vpove simSvide...) ................... 34<br />
* * * (zamTarSi mimZims...) .................................................... 34<br />
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frena vinatre ...................................................................... 35<br />
vlocav ... .............................................................................. 35<br />
Мы еще молоды ... ................................................................ 36<br />
Простите меня, годы ... ........................................................ 37<br />
Помоги мне, вечность ... ...................................................... 38<br />
raa netav?... .......................................................................... 39<br />
vici, droa... ......................................................................... 40<br />
bediswera .............................................................................. 41<br />
Cinuri poezia ....................................................................... 42<br />
metexis taZari sizmrad ...................................................... 43<br />
moiltvis Jami ...................................................................... 44<br />
zamTari ................................................................................. 44<br />
es galaqtika ......................................................................... 45<br />
vimalebi... ............................................................................. 45<br />
ferTa polifonia ................................................................ 46<br />
zafxulSi .............................................................................. 46<br />
veZebdi CanCqers ................................................................... 47<br />
avdari ................................................................................... 48<br />
leqsis Tqmaa usasrulod Zneli... ...................................... 49<br />
brZeni da qurumi ................................................................. 50<br />
dabadebis dRe ...................................................................... 52<br />
* * * (mTvare bnelSi mzianobs...) ........................................ 53<br />
warmavalia JamTasvla .......................................................... 54<br />
movilxinoT .......................................................................... 55<br />
* * * (mivyvebi mzes da momavals...) ..................................... 56<br />
* * * (Soria rZisfer taZramde...) ....................................... 57<br />
minda cxovreba eklesiuri... ............................................... 58<br />
* * * (Wadrebsa da naZvebs Tbilisurad aTovs...) ............. 58<br />
Semodgomisken miviwev... ...................................................... 59<br />
imedi da dro ........................................................................ 60<br />
xis vedreba mzisadmi ........................................................... 61<br />
vebaasebi mTvares ................................................................. 62<br />
vexmaurebi bo Ziu i-s .......................................................... 63<br />
qali saxlobda qoxSi ........................................................... 64<br />
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yvelaferi gaivlis... ........................................................... 65<br />
vlamob afrenas .................................................................... 66<br />
rac dro gadis... .................................................................. 67<br />
rani varT? ............................................................................ 68<br />
wlebi qrebian... .................................................................... 69<br />
pesimist, optimist da realist qarTvelTa gabaaseba ..... 70<br />
naTlisRebis Rames ............................................................... 72<br />
dazamTrebamde... .................................................................. 73<br />
warmitaces fiqrebma ... ....................................................... 74<br />
pasuxi Cems qeTis... .............................................................. 75<br />
mraval axal wels ... ............................................................ 77<br />
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