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literaturuli gazeTi<br />
#49<br />
#49 6 - 19 maisi 2011<br />
gamodis or kviraSi erTxel, paraskeobiT<br />
fasi 50 TeTri<br />
zaal sama<strong>da</strong>Svili<br />
<strong>`xazis</strong> <strong>radiosa~</strong> <strong>da</strong><br />
<strong>mzesumziris</strong> <strong>ambavi</strong><br />
gigi sulakauri<br />
<strong>aqac</strong>... <strong>sxvaganac</strong><br />
# 2<br />
II<br />
IV-V<br />
guram megreliSvili:<br />
<strong>`me</strong> <strong>da</strong> teqstebi<br />
erT sivrceSi varsebobT~<br />
zurab niJaraZe:<br />
`masas akmayofilebs is,<br />
rasac bazari sTavazobs~<br />
XIV<br />
XV
2 proza<br />
literaturuli gazeTi<br />
Cven Rumels, formiT marTkuTxa<br />
paralelepipeds, wiboebi, anu CarCo _<br />
Tujisa hqon<strong>da</strong>, xolo gverdebi, igive<br />
kedlebi _ kafelis filebis. igi ise<br />
zomierad <strong>da</strong> Tanabrad xurdebo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
gnebavT SeSiT <strong>da</strong> gnebavT, naxSiriT,<br />
rom kidec mieyrdnobodi zurgiT <strong>da</strong><br />
kidec Camojdebodi. oRond, CamojdomisTvis<br />
skamis midgma mWirdebo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
radgan jer ar viyavi iseTi maRali,<br />
rom <strong>da</strong>uxmareblad movkalaTebuliyavi<br />
sasurvel adgilas. es gaxl<strong>da</strong>T<br />
kriala <strong>da</strong> moxdenili, mxolod <strong>da</strong> mxolod<br />
binis gasaTbobad gankuTvnili<br />
Rumeli, romelic Tunuqis furclebiT<br />
Sekruli `feCisgan~ gansxvavebiT,<br />
verc wylis asaduReblad, verc<br />
kerZis mosaxarSad <strong>da</strong> verc <strong>mzesumziris</strong><br />
_ gogris Teslsa <strong>da</strong> miwis<br />
Txilze gemrielis, saknatunoebs<br />
Soris gamorCeulis _ mosaxalavad<br />
gamodgebo<strong>da</strong>. zamTris grZel saRamoebs<br />
kidev ise araferi uxdebo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
rogorc marilwyalSi amovlebuli,<br />
Tujis tafaze moxaluli marcvlebis<br />
knatuni <strong>da</strong> komodis Tavze <strong>da</strong>skupebuli<br />
radiomimRebis yuris gdeba.<br />
radiomimRebi _ plastmasis momcro<br />
yuTi SuaSi naWris badiT, romelsac<br />
gare samyarosTan sadenebiT kav-<br />
Siris gamo <strong>`xazis</strong> radiod~ moixseniebdnen<br />
_ TiTqmis yvela ojaxs hqon<strong>da</strong>.<br />
aseve, TiTqmis yvela quCas hyav<strong>da</strong> <strong>mzesumziris</strong><br />
Tun<strong>da</strong>c erTi gamyidveli. am<br />
saqmianobiT umetesad qurTi beboebi<br />
iyvnen <strong>da</strong>kavebulebi _ Wrelxilabandiani<br />
<strong>da</strong> Wrelqve<strong>da</strong>boloiani xnieri<br />
qalebi, Sublze mwvane xaliT. isxdnen<br />
es qalebi Rrma, ramdenimesafexuriani<br />
kibis Casasvlel sar<strong>da</strong>febSi, sa<strong>da</strong>c<br />
mravalricxovan SvilebTan <strong>da</strong> SviliSvilebTan<br />
erTad cxovrobdnen <strong>da</strong><br />
vercxlis gaSavebuli kovziT urevdnen<br />
`dezertirebis~ bazarSi nayid mzesumziras,<br />
romliTac pirTamde iyo<br />
savse gaWvartlul navTquraze Semodgmuli<br />
velosipedis borblisxela<br />
tafa.<br />
Cveni quCis memzesumzire se<strong>da</strong> babo<br />
gaxl<strong>da</strong>T. misi sar<strong>da</strong>fi, sai<strong>da</strong>nac<br />
dRenia<strong>da</strong>g moSuSuli xaxvis, zeTisa <strong>da</strong><br />
navTis moTbo, mZafri surneli amodio<strong>da</strong>,<br />
Cveni saxli<strong>da</strong>n sul raRac orisami<br />
wuTis savalze iyo. momcem<strong>da</strong> de<strong>da</strong><br />
oc kapiks, gavyofdi xelebs paltoSi,<br />
Cavirbendi kibes, gaviqceodi Camavali<br />
mziT mkrTalad ganaTebul quCaze <strong>da</strong><br />
aqoSinebuli <strong>da</strong>vadgebodi Tavze se<strong>da</strong><br />
babos. is amomxe<strong>da</strong>v<strong>da</strong>, metyo<strong>da</strong>, ra iyo,<br />
Sulo, mogdev<strong>da</strong> vinmeo <strong>da</strong> suls rom<br />
moviTqvamdi, amivseb<strong>da</strong> cxel-cxeli<br />
mzesumziriT Zveli gazeTisgan gakeTebul,<br />
konusisebr parks. mzesumzira nawilobriv<br />
ukana gzaze grildebo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
mTlianad ki maSin, roca Sin mitanils<br />
magidis SuagulSi sagangebod <strong>da</strong>debul<br />
sinze wamoapirqvaveb<strong>da</strong> de<strong>da</strong>.<br />
<strong>da</strong>vsxdebodiT, <strong>da</strong>vidgamdiT win patara<br />
lambaqebs CenCoebis <strong>da</strong>sayrelad<br />
<strong>da</strong> TiTebsSua moqceul marcvlebs xan<br />
erTi mivitandiT pirTan <strong>da</strong> xan meore.<br />
iSviaTad momx<strong>da</strong>ra, rom gveTqvas, moxalva<br />
aklia, an mZaReao; piriqiT, vambobdiT<br />
xolme, mTeli qalaqi rom<br />
Semoiaro, ukeTes mzesumziras versad<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>awydebio.<br />
amasobaSi gareT karga gvarianad<br />
Camowvebo<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> Cvens binaSic SemoaRwev<strong>da</strong><br />
bindi; sibnele <strong>da</strong>isadgureb<strong>da</strong><br />
oTaxis kuTxe-kunWulebSi, yvelgan, sa<strong>da</strong>c<br />
naklebad, an<strong>da</strong> sulac ver aRwev<strong>da</strong><br />
magidis Tavze <strong>da</strong>kidebuli, naqsovi<br />
abaJuris qveS moqceuli naTuris Suqi...<br />
radiomimRebs CarTva ar sWirdebo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
raki qselTan iyo mierTebuli, mxolod<br />
xma un<strong>da</strong> agewia, badis qveS Camagrebuli,<br />
<strong>da</strong>kbiluli Rilaki un<strong>da</strong><br />
ga<strong>da</strong>getrialebina saaTis isris sawinaaRmdego<br />
mimarTulebiT. saRamos ga<strong>da</strong>cemebs<br />
Soris yvelaze xangrZlivi<br />
`Teatri mikrofonTan~ gaxl<strong>da</strong>T. am<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>cemaSi cnobili, gaxmaurebuli<br />
speqtaklebis Canawerebs gvasmeninebdnen.<br />
Tvalebi rom <strong>da</strong>gexuWa <strong>da</strong> garinduliyavi,<br />
gegonebo<strong>da</strong>, marjaniSvilis,<br />
an rusTavelis TeatrSi vzivaro,<br />
radgan msaxiobebis xmebisa <strong>da</strong> musikis<br />
gar<strong>da</strong>, <strong>da</strong>rbazis xmauric moedinebo<strong>da</strong><br />
radiomimRebi<strong>da</strong>n. zogi speqtakli<br />
mxiaruli iyo, zogi tragikuli _<br />
cu<strong>da</strong>d rom mTavrdebo<strong>da</strong>, iseTi...<br />
kote gabaSvili<br />
zaal sama<strong>da</strong>Svili<br />
<strong>`xazis</strong> <strong>radiosa~</strong> <strong>da</strong><br />
<strong>mzesumziris</strong> <strong>ambavi</strong><br />
Cven,<br />
tragikulebi<strong>da</strong>n `anzori~ maxsovs _<br />
mTavari gmiri sakuTari sicocxlis<br />
fasad mtris javSanmatarebels rom<br />
aCereb<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> am dros misi sayvareli<br />
qali, zaira, <strong>da</strong>iris TanxlebiT rom<br />
cekvav<strong>da</strong>. moqmedeba CrdiloeT kavkasiaSi<br />
viTardebo<strong>da</strong>, ruseTis samoqalaqo<br />
omis dros. sxva<strong>da</strong>sxva erovnebis<br />
personaJebs Soris Cinelic eria,<br />
sasacilo aqcentiT rom warmoTqvam<strong>da</strong><br />
sityvebs <strong>da</strong> kapitanis nacvlad kapitanas<br />
eZax<strong>da</strong> TeTrgvardieli rusebis<br />
meTaurs...<br />
`yvaryvare TuTaberic~ imdroindeli<br />
<strong>ambavi</strong> iyo, gasuli saukunis<br />
aTian-ociani wlebisa, oRond<br />
saqarTveloSi momx<strong>da</strong>ri <strong>da</strong> Se<strong>da</strong>rebiT<br />
mxiaruli. <strong>ambavi</strong> imis Sesaxeb, Tu<br />
rogor axerxeb<strong>da</strong> gadidkacebas Sfo-<br />
Tisa <strong>da</strong> areulobis dros erTi beCavi<br />
<strong>da</strong> crupentela kaci <strong>da</strong> ZalauflebiT<br />
Tavbru<strong>da</strong>xveuli rogor eqceo<strong>da</strong> sxva<br />
beCavebs, iseTebs rogoric Tavad gaxl<strong>da</strong>T<br />
sul cota xnis win. dialogebs<br />
Soris, romelTa mosmenisas me <strong>da</strong> de<strong>da</strong>c<br />
vicinodiT <strong>da</strong>rbazTan erTad, yvelaze<br />
saukeTeso kakutas <strong>da</strong> quCaras<br />
dialogi iyo, sabralo, uwyinari a<strong>da</strong>mianebisa,<br />
satusaRoSi rom gamoemwyvdia<br />
aRzevebul yvaryvares...<br />
speqtaklebis Canawerebisgan gansxvavebiT,<br />
radio<strong>da</strong>dgmebSi mayureblis<br />
<strong>da</strong>guduli xmauri <strong>da</strong> taSi ar ismo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
Tumca, mTavari mainc msgavseba iyo _<br />
erTSic <strong>da</strong> meoreSic iseTi msaxiobebi<br />
monawileobdnen, romlebsac xmiT, mxolod<br />
<strong>da</strong> mxolod xmiT SeeZloT personaJebis<br />
gacocxleba <strong>da</strong> msmenelis<br />
warmosaxvaSi maTi portretebis <strong>da</strong>xatva.<br />
vusmendi `krazanas~ <strong>da</strong> vxe<strong>da</strong>vdi<br />
feliCe rivaress – koWl, saxenaiarev,<br />
globalizacia<br />
mravaltanjul kacs, mgznebare meamboxes<br />
<strong>da</strong> roca is, satusaRoSi mis sanaxavad<br />
misul kardinal montanelis<br />
mTrTolvare xmiT mimarTav<strong>da</strong> _ `padre~,<br />
vxvdebodi, ra saSinelebaa, mama<br />
<strong>da</strong> Svili ucxoebi rom arian erTmaneTisTvis,<br />
sxva<strong>da</strong>sxva polusebze rom cxovroben<br />
<strong>da</strong> erT-erTi maTgani, am<br />
SemTxvevaSi mama, pirmSos gasamarTlebisa<br />
<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>sjis momswre rom xdeba. feliCe<br />
rivaresi, igive artur bertoni,<br />
igive `krazana~ ganaCenis aRsasruleblad<br />
gamwkrivebul jariskacebsac<br />
mTrTolvare, odnav gabzaruli xmiT<br />
mimarTav<strong>da</strong>: `m-moemzadeT!.. m-mesroleT!...~<br />
patara viyavi, cameti wlis <strong>da</strong> rogorc<br />
zRaprebiT gazrdil biWunebs<br />
sCveviaT, sikeTes xan<strong>da</strong>zmulobasTan<br />
vaigivebdi. raki zRaprebis keTil<br />
gmirTa umravlesoba moxuci iyo <strong>da</strong><br />
amasTan erTad xnieri megona yvela,<br />
<strong>da</strong> ena<br />
6 - 19 maisi 2011<br />
vinc ormocs miukakuneb<strong>da</strong>, an TmaSi<br />
Tun<strong>da</strong>c erTi Reri WaRara gamoereo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
biZia Toma _ radio<strong>da</strong>dgmi<strong>da</strong>n `’bi-<br />
Zia Tomas qoxi~ _ erT muqkanian<br />
berikacad warmomedgina; oRond janian,<br />
mxne berikacad. janiani rom ar<br />
yofiliyo, verc feriasaviT lamaz<br />
gogonas, saxelad evangelina senklers<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>arCen<strong>da</strong> mdinareSi <strong>da</strong>xrCobas<br />
<strong>da</strong> verc ori a<strong>da</strong>mianis magivrad<br />
imuSaveb<strong>da</strong> bambis plantaciaSi. swored<br />
mZime SromiT <strong>da</strong>uZlurebul, sabralo<br />
lusis <strong>da</strong>xmarebas, mis mimarT gamovlenil<br />
TanagrZnobas ewirebo<strong>da</strong> Toma, am<br />
saqcielis gamo sji<strong>da</strong> mas sastiki<br />
monaTmflobeli legri... Tumca, momakv<strong>da</strong>vi<br />
_ patiob<strong>da</strong> aranakleb sastik<br />
ze<strong>da</strong>mxedvelebs, sambos <strong>da</strong> kvimbos,<br />
romlebic batonis brZanebas aRasrulebdnen<br />
<strong>da</strong> umowyalod scemdnen<br />
mas... didi xnis Semdeg, madi uoTersis<br />
bluzs rom vusmendi pirvelad, megona,<br />
rom biZia Toma mRero<strong>da</strong>, ara, ki ar<br />
mRero<strong>da</strong>, Tavis ambavs hyvebo<strong>da</strong> gulis<br />
siRrmi<strong>da</strong>n wamosuli, gauran<strong>da</strong>vi<br />
xmiT...<br />
<strong>`xazis</strong> radioebis~ epoqaSi bluzs<br />
aravin gvasmenineb<strong>da</strong>, metic, bluzi ra<br />
iyo, saerTod ar vicodi. samagierod,<br />
xSirad, TiTqmis yovel saRamos gadmoscemdnen<br />
e.w. `msubuq musikas~ <strong>da</strong> amas<br />
ori rubrikis _ `musika kinofilmebi<strong>da</strong>n~<br />
<strong>da</strong> `Tqveni TxovniT, megobrebo~-s<br />
meSveobiT axorcielebdnen. <strong>mzesumziris</strong><br />
knatunisas mosmenili simRerebis<br />
umetesoba karga xania, <strong>da</strong>viwyebasaa<br />
micemuli, Tumca maSin, maTi Semsruleblebis<br />
saxelebi <strong>da</strong> gvarebi yvelas<br />
pirze ekera.<br />
robertino loreti italieli<br />
biWi iyo, Cemxela, an Cemze cota ufrosi.<br />
is `santa luCias~ <strong>da</strong> `jamaikas~ mRero<strong>da</strong><br />
kriala, bavSvuri xmiT <strong>da</strong> am melodiebs<br />
quCebsa <strong>da</strong> moednebze ustvendnen<br />
patarebica <strong>da</strong> didebic.fotoc<br />
maxsovs misi, romeliRac Jurnalis<br />
garekanze <strong>da</strong>beWdili _ Savgvremani,<br />
koxtad Tmaga<strong>da</strong>varcxnili mozardi<br />
muqi, usaxelo puloveriT <strong>da</strong> qaTqaTa,<br />
TeTri perangiT...<br />
lolita toresi espanurad mRero<strong>da</strong>;<br />
usmendi mas <strong>da</strong> TiTqos xe<strong>da</strong>vdi<br />
kideeb<strong>da</strong>qargul, mokle qurTukebSi<br />
gamowyobil sombreroebian orkestrantebs<br />
_ gitaristebsa <strong>da</strong> meviolineebs,<br />
visi akompanirebiTac ulvaSebgawkepili<br />
kabalieroebi <strong>da</strong> Tmaze<br />
vardeb<strong>da</strong>skupebuli senioritebi<br />
cekvavdnen. swored aseTi seniorita<br />
gaxl<strong>da</strong>T momReralic _ argentinuli<br />
kinos varskvlavi, ufro zustad ki<br />
misi gmiri Sav-TeTri kinofilmi<strong>da</strong>n<br />
`lauras saqmro~.<br />
Tu ar vcdebi, ima sumakic samxre-<br />
Tamerikeli iyo <strong>da</strong> isic erT-erTi espanurenovani<br />
qveyni<strong>da</strong>n. masze ambobdnen,<br />
erTdroulad sam xmaze mReriso,<br />
risi <strong>da</strong>jerebac sxvebTan erTad mec<br />
miWir<strong>da</strong>. gafacicebuli vusmendi xolme<br />
mis simReras, raTa <strong>da</strong>medgina, mar-<br />
Tla erT qals amosdio<strong>da</strong> yeli<strong>da</strong>n soprano,<br />
mecosoprano <strong>da</strong> alti erTdroulad,<br />
Tu – ara. veranairad ver<br />
vaxerxebdi amas, verc <strong>mzesumziris</strong> mitoveba<br />
mSvelo<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> verc radiosTan<br />
axlos misvla...<br />
radiokoncerti Cveulebriv, <strong>da</strong>rbazSi<br />
gamarTulis msgavsad mimdinareob<strong>da</strong><br />
_ pauzebs diqtori avseb<strong>da</strong>,<br />
yovel momdevno simReras acxadeb<strong>da</strong>.<br />
sixarulisgan cmukvas viwyebdi, roca<br />
ityodnen, _ axla ki `gazeTebis <strong>da</strong>mtarebeli<br />
biWunas simReras~ mousmine-<br />
To. momRerlis vinaoba ar maxsovs,<br />
verc imas vixseneb, marTla biWuna mRero<strong>da</strong>,<br />
Tu sxva vinme, samagierod, ar<br />
maviwydeba sityva, romelic araerTxel<br />
meordebo<strong>da</strong>, misamReriviT iyo _<br />
olaloiki...<br />
* * *<br />
<strong>`xazis</strong> radio~ didi xania aRar arsebobs,<br />
aRarc speqtaklebi idgmeba mxolod<br />
imisTvis, rom usmino <strong>da</strong> veRarc<br />
mzesumziras xalaven qurTi beboebiviT...<br />
gar<strong>da</strong>sul xanas van gogis erTerTi,<br />
albaT yvelaze cnobili naxatis,<br />
ufro sworad, misi reproduqciis <strong>da</strong>naxva<br />
maxsenebs xolme _ `mzesumzirebi<br />
maiolikis larnakSi~. Tumca, un<strong>da</strong> ganvmarto,<br />
rom or dros _ warsulsa <strong>da</strong><br />
awymos sityva `maioliki~ ufro akav-<br />
Sirebs, vidre <strong>mzesumziris</strong> aqeT-iqiT<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>xrili yvavilebi. <strong>da</strong>meTanxmebiT<br />
albaT, Zalian hgavs es sityva `olaloikis~.<br />
`maioliki~ ra aris, vici _<br />
gamomwvari Tixaa, <strong>da</strong>faruli gaum-<br />
Wvirvale WiquriTa <strong>da</strong> naxatiT, xolo<br />
`olaloiki~ ras niSnavs ver <strong>da</strong>vadgine.<br />
SesaZloa, arc arafers niSnavs,<br />
ubralod, JReradoba aqvs kargi, misamRerisaTvis<br />
gamosadegi, mxarze abgaga<strong>da</strong>kidebul<br />
megazeTe biWunas quCaquCa<br />
xetialis Sesaferisi...
6 - 19 maisi 2011<br />
sibnelem piri <strong>da</strong>aRo <strong>da</strong> wiTlad<br />
Cawikwikebuli kbilebi gamoaCina. mere<br />
raRac movercxlisfro gaiwela, mTel<br />
cas ga<strong>da</strong>ekra <strong>da</strong> giganturi saReWi<br />
reziniviT xmauriT gask<strong>da</strong>. sai<strong>da</strong>nRac<br />
ludis kasri gamogor<strong>da</strong>, uxilav<br />
kedels zaTqiT miexala. ludi! erTi<br />
boTli ludi! mTel sofels naxevar<br />
boTl `nataxtarSi~ gavcvlidi. Tvalebi<br />
gavaxile <strong>da</strong> alisferkudian kometebs<br />
mzera gavayole. Ramis caze erTmaneTis<br />
miyolebiT ga<strong>da</strong>iSala vardebi,<br />
zambaxebi, peonebi <strong>da</strong> Wrel-Wreli<br />
georginebi. halucinacia iyo, aba, ra<br />
iyo erTaderTi, rasac mTeli sicxadiT<br />
vgrZnobdi, ufro sworad, Cemi<br />
grili, oflSemSrali zurgi grZnob<strong>da</strong>,<br />
miwis simyares hgav<strong>da</strong>. mivxvdi, rom<br />
xmel balaxze, iseT adgilas viweqi,<br />
sai<strong>da</strong>nac mkrTalad mocimcime SuqiT<br />
ganaTebuli nacnobi <strong>da</strong> ucnobi sagnebi<br />
Tanabrad bundovnad moCan<strong>da</strong>. an<br />
saerTod, moCan<strong>da</strong> rame iqneb mxolod<br />
Cemma warmosaxvam aRmarTa es orsarTuliani<br />
saxli, mis mopir<strong>da</strong>pire<br />
mxares ki _ grZeli Senoba TaRebiani<br />
aivniT, romlis kibezec axla qalis<br />
silueti irweo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
_ ika, irakli, mainc rodemde un<strong>da</strong><br />
iwve<br />
es de<strong>da</strong>Cemis xma iyo, rasac Cemi<br />
gamofxizlebis gar<strong>da</strong>, savaraudod,<br />
yvelanairi saswaulis moxdena SeeZlo.<br />
atmis macocxlebeli wveni. macivri<strong>da</strong>n<br />
axladgamoRebuli qila zed<br />
Seyinuli TiTebiT. <strong>da</strong>orTqlil ze<strong>da</strong>pirze<br />
SerCenili naTiTurebi <strong>da</strong> sicocxlis<br />
didroni ylupebi, mwife nayofis<br />
aromatiT. keTili, magram miwac<br />
rom Zneli <strong>da</strong>saTmobia Tvalebi isev<br />
<strong>da</strong>vxuWe _ miwis guli<strong>da</strong>n wamosul<br />
morig biZgs <strong>da</strong>velode. am RamiT samyaro<br />
aseT ucnaur enaze mesaubrebo<strong>da</strong>:<br />
yvela mxri<strong>da</strong>n raRac mniSvnelovanis<br />
mauwyebel signalebs migzavni<strong>da</strong>, gr-<br />
Zelsa <strong>da</strong> mokles _ monacvleobiT, me<br />
ki, saubedurod, arc maTi gaSifrvis<br />
Tavi mqon<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> arc macivramde miRwevis.<br />
dro <strong>da</strong> dro xmauri imdenad Semawuxebeli<br />
xdebo<strong>da</strong>, rom vfiqrobdi:<br />
es saxli warmosaxviTi ar iqneba, Torem<br />
fanjrebis minebi ase ar izanzareb<strong>da</strong>meTqi.<br />
bolos ki zafxulis Ramem Tavi<br />
veRar Seikava <strong>da</strong> erTianad gadmomemxo.<br />
_ wyali! _ gonze mosulma amoviluRluRe.<br />
irgvliv sruli siCume<br />
idga, de<strong>da</strong>Cemis siluetic gamqraliyo.<br />
wamovjeqi <strong>da</strong> gamaxsen<strong>da</strong>, rom me <strong>da</strong><br />
Tina gonebis<strong>da</strong>kargvamde vsvamdiT.<br />
pirvel Rames Sinnaxadi, momJavo arayi<br />
amovitane sar<strong>da</strong>fi<strong>da</strong>n, mere iman gadmoitana<br />
kaxeTi<strong>da</strong>n gamogzavnili<br />
moyavisfro siTxe, romelsac iqaurebi,<br />
sabediswero gaugebrobis gamo, muxis<br />
qerqze <strong>da</strong>yenebul koniaks uwodebdnen.<br />
gavifiqre, mere ra, rom montegebis<br />
gvarisaa-meTqi <strong>da</strong> im Rames is boTlic<br />
Ziramde <strong>da</strong>viyvaneT. guSin<br />
mamaCemma gamogviCina ornaxadi WaWa <strong>da</strong><br />
kinaRam fexebi gavWimeT. Tina rom ar<br />
mokvdebo<strong>da</strong>, vicodi _ amisTanebi<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>utania Tavisi siyvarulis axsnebiT<br />
<strong>da</strong> `biZaSvili rom ar iyo, colad<br />
mogiyvandi“-s msgavsi gamotydomebiT<br />
im dReebSi imdenad cu<strong>da</strong>d viyavi,<br />
rom xelis odnav wakvrac ki sakmarisi<br />
un<strong>da</strong> yofiliyo, raTa romelime bnel<br />
ufskrulSi ga<strong>da</strong>vSvebuliyavi. zRvarze<br />
siaruli warmoudgenlad<br />
meCvenebo<strong>da</strong>, mxolod gulaRma wola<br />
<strong>da</strong> uazrod gatarebuli dReebis Tvla<br />
SemeZlo. aranairi savaldebulo,<br />
sasargeblo saqmianobebi. aranairi<br />
SemoqmedebiTi <strong>da</strong>Zabuloba. Tavi ga<strong>da</strong>viparse<br />
_ Tu sakuTari Tavisgan gaTavisufleba<br />
ganuxorcielebel<br />
amocanas warmoadgen<strong>da</strong>, misi mcire<br />
nawilis mocileba xom mainc SemeZlo!<br />
miT ufro, rom mxrebamde Camozrdil<br />
Tmas gulmodgined vuvlidi, Cemi mwerluri<br />
imijis nawilad vTvlidi.<br />
Tbilisi<strong>da</strong>n miSel biutorisa <strong>da</strong> filip<br />
solersis romanebi wamoviRe _<br />
erTmaneTze mosawyeni, gulisgamawvrilebeli<br />
wignebi. pirvel dReebSi<br />
naSuadRevs vkiTxulobdi xolme, roca<br />
Tiniko maRaziaSi klientebs emsaxurebo<strong>da</strong><br />
<strong>da</strong> CemTvis ar ecala. am dros samezoblos<br />
<strong>da</strong>sicxuli ZaRlebi ezoebSi<br />
eyarnen, yefis nacvlad Tavis an kudis<br />
gaqneviT kmayofildebodnen. gzaze<br />
iSviaTad Tu gaivli<strong>da</strong> vinme. de<strong>da</strong>Cemi<br />
<strong>da</strong> mamaCemi morigi sainformacio ga<strong>da</strong>cemis<br />
molodinSi Tvlemdnen. sxva ra<br />
irma taveliZe<br />
literaturuli gazeTi<br />
samoTxis flora <strong>da</strong> fauna<br />
un<strong>da</strong> momx<strong>da</strong>riyo iq, sa<strong>da</strong>c yvelas sakuTari<br />
saqme <strong>da</strong> sakuTari xexilis baRi<br />
hqon<strong>da</strong>. atmebi ukve mwifdnen, vaSlebi<br />
rigs <strong>da</strong> mzian aminds elodnen.<br />
erTi usaxelo ZaRli mec myav<strong>da</strong>,<br />
ufro sworad, Cemebs hyav<strong>da</strong>T _ sanaxevrod<br />
<strong>da</strong>karguli Svilis sanacvlod.<br />
ver vityvi, rom Tan hyvebodnen: Zveli<br />
puri <strong>da</strong> nasufrali ar akl<strong>da</strong>, magram<br />
mis aRzr<strong>da</strong>-ganaTlebaze droulad<br />
aravis ezruna <strong>da</strong> ubralo, uwvrTnel<br />
ZaRlad sikvdili elo<strong>da</strong>. kidev kargi,<br />
me saxeli mainc <strong>da</strong>marqves-meTqi, _<br />
vfiqrobdi <strong>da</strong> madlierebis ganc<strong>da</strong>,<br />
romelsac xanSi Sesuli mSoblebis mimarT<br />
sul ufro xSirad vgrZnobdi, am<br />
SemTxvevaSic Tavs maxseneb<strong>da</strong>.<br />
ezoSi ugonod gawolili am ZaRlma<br />
gamomafxizla, sveli, Txeli eniT<br />
rom milokav<strong>da</strong> saxes <strong>da</strong> dro <strong>da</strong> dro<br />
caSi ga<strong>da</strong>Slil vardebs, zambaxebs,<br />
georginebs nazad uyef<strong>da</strong>. Tinas naTqvami<br />
gamaxsen<strong>da</strong>, yvelam icis, rom es<br />
Seni Sinauri mxeci homoseqsualia, mamal<br />
ZaRlebs ga<strong>da</strong>reuli <strong>da</strong>sdevdo.<br />
*<br />
manamde ki raRac iseTi mox<strong>da</strong>, ramac<br />
Cemi piradi kontinenti gar<strong>da</strong>uval<br />
katastrofamde miiyvana. sami TviT<br />
adre, maisis wvimiT <strong>da</strong>mbal saRamos<br />
Tavs salome lu <strong>da</strong>mesxa. diax, es<br />
klasikuri Tav<strong>da</strong>sxma iyo, yvela <strong>da</strong>maxasiaTebeli<br />
niSniT. <strong>da</strong>mireka, `24 saa-<br />
Tis~ Jurnalistad gamecno <strong>da</strong> raRac<br />
auxsneli kanonzomierebiT, imave Rames<br />
Cems sawolSi aRmoCn<strong>da</strong>. is Rame Tavze<br />
<strong>da</strong>gvaTen<strong>da</strong>, me ki gamTeniisasac<br />
araferi vicodi masze _ ra erqva sinamdvileSi<br />
sad cxovrob<strong>da</strong> im perioduli<br />
gamocemi<strong>da</strong>n gamogzavnes Tu<br />
ara, romelic telefonze saubrisas<br />
<strong>da</strong>misaxela Tu intervius asaRebad<br />
movi<strong>da</strong>, SekiTxvebs ratom ar misvam<strong>da</strong><br />
pasuxebisgan gaqcevis, arasasurveli<br />
Temebis moxerxebulad Secvlis unari,<br />
sxva aranakleb mniSvnelovan unarebTan<br />
erTad, pirvel Ramesve didebulad<br />
gamoavlina. misi na<strong>da</strong>vli viyavi, magram<br />
gulSi mecinebo<strong>da</strong>: <strong>da</strong> ra xeiri<br />
Cemgan<br />
karis gaRebisTanave TvalSi momxv<strong>da</strong><br />
misi arabunebrivad lamazi sxeuli.<br />
mogvianebiT aRmovaCine, rom Cacmulic,<br />
gaxdilic, naxevrad gaxdilic<br />
erTnairad mimzidveli iyo. rac mTavaria,<br />
Cem win namdvili, Sexebis momlodine<br />
qali idga <strong>da</strong> ara uZilo RameebSi<br />
warmosaxvis <strong>da</strong>ZabviT gamogonili. Cveni<br />
xelebi <strong>da</strong>moukideblad moqmedebdnen,<br />
uswrafesad iwyebdnen imas, rac<br />
TavSi naxevari wamis Semdeg momdio<strong>da</strong>,<br />
win uswrebdnen survilebis gacnobierebas,<br />
gaelvebuli azrebis<br />
gamkvrivebas. iyo wuTebi, saaTebi,<br />
roca misi sxeulis gar<strong>da</strong> aRaraferi<br />
maxsov<strong>da</strong>.<br />
<strong>da</strong> mainc, ver vityvi, rom salome<br />
lu kargi sayvareli iyo (es metsaxeli<br />
erT literaturul forumze <strong>da</strong>erqva<br />
<strong>da</strong> rogorc ambob<strong>da</strong>, mis samu<strong>da</strong>mo<br />
tyved qceuliyo). is yovelTvis im patara<br />
gogod <strong>da</strong>rCebo<strong>da</strong>, visTvisac seqsi<br />
TamaSs, morig Tavga<strong>da</strong>savals warmoadgens<br />
<strong>da</strong> ara seqss. sakuTari<br />
poziciis sworad axsna gamiWir<strong>da</strong>,<br />
iseve, rogorc imis gansazRvra, Tu ras<br />
velodi an ras viTxovdi idealurze<br />
naklebi <strong>da</strong> Cveulebrivze meti partniorisgan.<br />
mudmivad ganaxlebadi Tama-<br />
Si, rolebis usasrulod cvla,<br />
gauTavebeli zeimi _ ara, amas didxans<br />
ver gavuZlebdi. ra Tqma un<strong>da</strong>, arc<br />
is mindo<strong>da</strong>, rom Cveni urTierToba<br />
zedmetad seriozuli gamx<strong>da</strong>riyo <strong>da</strong><br />
es lamazi, patara mtacebeli Cems<br />
sivrces bolomde Sezrdo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
mTeli Tve erTad gavatareT _<br />
dili<strong>da</strong>n Ramemde uTavbolod <strong>da</strong>vexetebodiT<br />
<strong>da</strong> erTmaneTis dros didi<br />
xalisiT vflangavdiT. yovel RamiT<br />
Cems gverdiT eZina, mTeli sxeuliT<br />
mekvro<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> xan<strong>da</strong>xan Zil-buranSi saxis<br />
im nawils milokav<strong>da</strong>, romelsac misi<br />
ena iolad swvdebo<strong>da</strong>. TamaSebi gavar-<br />
TuleT: sqesis gacvla <strong>da</strong>viwyeT <strong>da</strong><br />
axla is _ ukve kacis warmosaxviT sxeulSi<br />
_ Cems Sebmas gulmodgined<br />
cdilob<strong>da</strong>. am azrma imdenad gamaxalisa,<br />
rom winaaRmdegoba ar gamiwevia.<br />
misTvis xan kaci viyavi <strong>da</strong> xan qali, me<br />
ki isev ar vicodi, ras elo<strong>da</strong> Cemgan,<br />
ratom gamomarCia sxva mwerlebisgan,<br />
romlebic uars aseT gasaognebel interviuze<br />
ki ara, ubralo gasaubrebazec<br />
ar etyodnen.<br />
seqsi sarkis win, seqsi fanjris<br />
rafaze, seqsi gaupatiurebis elementebiT<br />
_ miuxe<strong>da</strong>vad yvelafrisa, mTeli<br />
es karnavali erTi SabaT-kvirisTvis<br />
zedmeti momeCvena. vis ar moeCvenebo<strong>da</strong><br />
am gogos warmosaxva samyarosaviT<br />
usasrulo iyo <strong>da</strong> Tan mudmivad<br />
farTovdebo<strong>da</strong>. ar eSino<strong>da</strong><br />
gacveTili siuJetebis. ar eSino<strong>da</strong><br />
kliSeebis amobrunebis. erT saRamos<br />
axali piroba moigona: ugonod Seyvarebuli<br />
julieta un<strong>da</strong> yofiliyo <strong>da</strong><br />
me, amjerad dramaturgs misi Secdena<br />
un<strong>da</strong> momexerxebina, rac iol amocanas<br />
ar warmoadgen<strong>da</strong>. ise movindome, rom<br />
sakuTari warmosaxvis horizonts<br />
gavcdi, man ki TamaSis <strong>da</strong>sasruls gulmosulma<br />
miTxra:<br />
_ ra ubedurebaa, taqsistiviT mixmare!<br />
rogorc Cans, erTmaneTSi raRac<br />
iseTs veZebdiT, rac iq ar iyo <strong>da</strong> arc<br />
arasdros yofila.<br />
_ droa, namdvili saxeli miTxra.<br />
gamiRima <strong>da</strong> fexisgulze saCvenebeli<br />
TiTi amisva.<br />
_ mainc gavigeb. saerTo nacnobebi<br />
rogor ar gveyoleba<br />
ukve saabazanos karTan idga. xmaSi<br />
gaRizianebis kvali SevamCnie:<br />
_ yvela am saxeliT micnobs. kidev<br />
ra gainteresebs `24 saaTSi~ arasdros<br />
mimuSavia. axali TanamSromlebis<br />
SesarCevad gamocxadebul konkursSi<br />
miviRemonawileoba, magram ar<br />
<strong>da</strong>mirekes <strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>vikide.<br />
sanam banaob<strong>da</strong>, vfiqrobdi, rom<br />
zedmetad lamazi iyo _ cota uxeSi<br />
saxis nakvTebi hqon<strong>da</strong>, magram uxdebo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
raRacnair, arabunebriv silamazes<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>veyare _ ise, rom amis survili<br />
ar mqonia <strong>da</strong> es arasdros miZebnia. aqamde,<br />
rogorc wesi, axlo megobrebTan<br />
viweqi xolme, romlebTanac Tavs<br />
Zalian komfortulad vgrZnobdi.<br />
diax, es myofni<strong>da</strong>. am erTmaneTis msgavsi<br />
urTierTobebis xibls swored maTi<br />
gansazRvruloba warmoadgen<strong>da</strong>. axla,<br />
erTi mxriv, mixaro<strong>da</strong>, rom gverdiT es<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>reuli myav<strong>da</strong>, meore mxriv ki, vxvdebodi,<br />
rom is metismetad Rrmad<br />
SemoiWra Cems pirad kontinentze <strong>da</strong><br />
sxvebis mier asaTvisebeli teritoriebis<br />
aTvisebas Seudga.<br />
salome lu haers, sunTqvis Sesa-<br />
Zleblobas marTmev<strong>da</strong>.<br />
proza<br />
gagrZeleba me-6 gverdze<br />
3<br />
*<br />
saxli ise iryeo<strong>da</strong>, TiTqos uxilav<br />
goliaTs sarevela egona <strong>da</strong> misi fesvianad<br />
moTxra sur<strong>da</strong>. sa<strong>da</strong>c iyo, Tavi<br />
gamiskdebo<strong>da</strong>. tkivils ukve tvinis yvela<br />
Rrmuli amoevso. nacnob, gacrecil<br />
divanze vijeqi, yurebze xelebafarebuli<br />
<strong>da</strong> oTaxSi yavis sunis <strong>da</strong>trialebas<br />
ise velodi, rogorc niSans.<br />
yvelaferi, rasac manamde sul mcire<br />
azri mainc hqon<strong>da</strong>, Cem Tvalwin zrialiT<br />
imsxvreo<strong>da</strong>. ras warmovidgendi,<br />
Tu aseTi myife iyo samyaro, romelsac<br />
<strong>da</strong>badebi<strong>da</strong>n guSindel dRemde vqmnidi.<br />
_ ici ra, es siurealizmia, _ vuTxari<br />
oTaxSi Semosul megobars, romelmac<br />
Turquli wesiT moduRebuli yava<br />
Semoitana.<br />
_ riT ver gamofxizldi<br />
axla is atams Tli<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> mozrdil<br />
naWrebs did TefSze awyob<strong>da</strong>.<br />
Tavis gaqnevis Tavi ar mqon<strong>da</strong>.<br />
_ bodiSi, meti araferi gvaqvs, _<br />
miTxra <strong>da</strong> atmis naWrebiT savse TefSi<br />
magi<strong>da</strong>ze <strong>da</strong>do.<br />
saxeze <strong>da</strong>vakvirdi. momeCvena, rom<br />
fer<strong>da</strong>karguli tuCebi hqon<strong>da</strong>,<br />
Tvalebis irgvliv kani Camuqebo<strong>da</strong> _<br />
bolomde yoCaRad ar un<strong>da</strong> yofiliyo.<br />
ai, ra icis ga<strong>da</strong>bmulma loTobam. rom<br />
gekiTxaT, sul ar undo<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> ise svam<strong>da</strong>,<br />
gamosavlis ararsebobis gamo, Tumca<br />
mSvenivrad ico<strong>da</strong>, rom metismetad<br />
azviadeb<strong>da</strong>. am azrSi simarTlis oriode<br />
marcvali Tu gabneuliyo, meti<br />
namdvilad ara. ubralod, ase zafxulis<br />
im Rameebs amokleb<strong>da</strong>, romlebmac<br />
<strong>da</strong>zafra, guli gauxeTqa.<br />
oTaxSi yvela saxeobis mweri bzuo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
Cems TavSi viRac mTeli ZaliT<br />
iqnev<strong>da</strong> CaquCs _ gamozomili sizustiT,<br />
ramdenimewamiani intervalebiT.<br />
televizors xma bolomde Cavuwie<br />
<strong>da</strong> wlebis manZilze ekrans<br />
Sezrdil wamyvans SevaCerdi. ara,<br />
mainc rogor ar mobezr<strong>da</strong> erTi <strong>da</strong><br />
imave saqmis keTeba, myviralaferebiani<br />
studia <strong>da</strong> mkv<strong>da</strong>ri, gayinuli sinaTle.<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>iparsos Tavi <strong>da</strong> wavides sadme!<br />
_ geubnebi, siurealizmia-meTqi, _<br />
Tinas mklavze xeli movuWire.<br />
_ metkina, _ <strong>da</strong>miyvira <strong>da</strong> jinsze<br />
yava gadmomasxa.<br />
_ gamirecxav.<br />
_ meti saqme ar maqvs. lum gagirecxos.<br />
am sityvebis gagonebisas Cemi tvinis<br />
mTeli safutkreTi wamoiSala.<br />
yurebSi gugunma imata <strong>da</strong> fexqveS Zveli,<br />
saRebavgaclili iataki Sezanzar<strong>da</strong>.<br />
oTaxis Ria kari<strong>da</strong>n beberi ZaRli<br />
SemoiZurwa, pir<strong>da</strong>pir Cemken wamovi<strong>da</strong><br />
<strong>da</strong> fexebTan momiwva.<br />
_ azrze xar, ra mSiSaraa<br />
aRmovaCine, rom Tavis <strong>da</strong>qnevis Tavi<br />
ukve mqon<strong>da</strong>. ZaRls TvalebSi Cavxede<br />
_ mindo<strong>da</strong>, <strong>da</strong>menaxa, ra safrTxes<br />
gamoeqca, magram iq araferi Can<strong>da</strong>.<br />
nuTu jgufur gaupatiurebas upirebdnen<br />
samezoblos ZaRlebi beber kordelias<br />
ho, kordelia erqva. me <strong>da</strong> Tinikom<br />
<strong>da</strong>varqviT xangrZlivi fiqrisa <strong>da</strong><br />
angariSgasawevi versiebis ganxilvis<br />
Semdeg.<br />
ekranze kadri gaiyina: gogo <strong>da</strong> biWi<br />
cariel quCaSi xelCakidebulebi mirbodnen<br />
<strong>da</strong> saxeebze iseTi sasowarkve-<br />
Ta eweraT, ifiqrebdi, seriuli mkvlelebisa<br />
<strong>da</strong> dinozavrebis gaerTianebuli<br />
armia misdevTo.<br />
_ maRazia un<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>vketo, _ miTxra<br />
Tinam, _ aRaravin Semodis. bolo dros<br />
ise<strong>da</strong>c marto pursa <strong>da</strong> sigaretze<br />
vmuSaobdi.<br />
_ kargi azria. <strong>da</strong>kete.<br />
didi egoisti viyavi: mindo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
CemTan urTierTobisTvis meti dro<br />
hqono<strong>da</strong>. <strong>da</strong> saerTod, ra dros maRazia<br />
iyo, roca samyaro aseTi myife<br />
gamx<strong>da</strong>riyo <strong>da</strong> Cven Tvalwin umcires<br />
nawilakebad imsxvreo<strong>da</strong> zedmet seriozulobas<br />
yovelTvis gavurbodi. arc<br />
mkafio miznebi mqon<strong>da</strong>, Tu wignebis<br />
weris survilsa <strong>da</strong> axla ukve salomes<br />
Tavi<strong>da</strong>n mocilebis ga<strong>da</strong>wyvetilebas<br />
ar CavTvlidiT. warmosaxviT RerZze<br />
agebuli ideebi, warmodgenebi, azrebi,<br />
survilebi erTianad <strong>da</strong>nTqmuliyo<br />
pir<strong>da</strong>Rebul bneleTSi, romelsac aqve,<br />
Cems TavSi gaedga Sxamiani fesvi. is, rac<br />
gareT zrialeb<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> fanjrebs azanzareb<strong>da</strong>,<br />
saTaves CemSi iReb<strong>da</strong> _ Cems umweobasa<br />
<strong>da</strong> simx<strong>da</strong>leSi. is Cemi mudmivi<br />
eWvebiT, meryeobiT, saxel<strong>da</strong>xelod Se-<br />
Txzuli sicrueebiT ikvebebo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
_ Tavi miskdeba.<br />
Tina aivanze idga <strong>da</strong> es sityvebi ar<br />
gaugonia. arc ZaRli Serxeula. Tef-<br />
Sze <strong>da</strong>rCenili atmis bolo naWeri<br />
SevWame <strong>da</strong> aivanze gavedi.<br />
ezoSi xuTiode wlis bavSvi saTamaSo<br />
manqanis Zaraze kenWebs awyob<strong>da</strong>.<br />
_ zRafs icnob gio-zRafs _ ise<br />
mkiTxa, Tavi ar moubrunebia.<br />
bavSvebi iseTi siswrafiT Cndebodnen<br />
<strong>da</strong> izrdebodnen, rom maTi saxelebisa<br />
<strong>da</strong> metsaxelebis <strong>da</strong>maxsovreba<br />
yovelTvis Seusrulebel amocanad<br />
mimaCn<strong>da</strong>.
4 poezia<br />
literaturuli gazeTi<br />
<strong>aqac</strong>... <strong>sxvaganac</strong><br />
(N 2)<br />
baraTaSvili oc<strong>da</strong>Svidi wlisac<br />
ar iyo, roca mixv<strong>da</strong>, _ sulis simSvidis<br />
povna SeuZlebelia. amis misaxvedrad<br />
me TiTqmis samoci weli<br />
<strong>da</strong>mWir<strong>da</strong>... mere ra, rom is ara var,<br />
xom mainc mivxvdi...<br />
megobris naTqvami<br />
sad wavi<strong>da</strong> is,<br />
vinc ambob<strong>da</strong>:<br />
rom garegnulad<br />
jer cocxali var <strong>da</strong><br />
Cem kefaSi<br />
RvinosaviT Casxmul oqtombers<br />
jer isev moaqvs<br />
(ar meSveba),<br />
ulmobeli mogonebebi _<br />
sicocxlis <strong>da</strong>mgdeb Zmebis gverdiT<br />
gatarebuli,<br />
Zveli ganZiviT ga<strong>da</strong>maluli <strong>da</strong><br />
ferCamqrali weliwadebi...<br />
<strong>da</strong> meramdened isev maxsenebs,<br />
rom Cemi yvela gakveTili,<br />
anbani <strong>da</strong> saxelmZRvanelo<br />
igive Cemi tkivilebia _<br />
yru siRrmeebSi Cakarguli<br />
gar<strong>da</strong>suli siwmindeebi: _<br />
gaxunebuli ferSi Tbilisi, _<br />
misi ubnebis qvis galiebi,<br />
SeSupebuli wvimiT miwebi,<br />
mziT gamoxruli SuadReebi,<br />
zamTrebi _ mcire gamyinvareba<br />
<strong>da</strong> Cveni mTvare _<br />
simsivne civi Rameebis,<br />
bneli dReebis...<br />
me ar vici,<br />
risTvis movedi _<br />
mxolod imis sanaxavad,<br />
rac CamovTvale,<br />
Tu CemSi Cemze aRmatebuls<br />
CemTvis ufro didi zraxvebi aqvs<br />
momzadebuli,<br />
rom axleburad vimRero an<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>vakeTo<br />
Cveneburi Zveli simRera, _<br />
rom mze _ de<strong>da</strong>a, mTvare _ mama<br />
<strong>da</strong> rom RviZli varskvlavebic<br />
RviZls migineben<br />
utifrad <strong>da</strong> mourideblad...<br />
kargi, vimRereb Cemeburad,<br />
oRond cota umtkivneulod: _<br />
mTvarem maswavla siyvaruli,<br />
mzem _ martooba,<br />
qarTlis qarebma mimaCvies<br />
Tavisuflebas...<br />
Cem xelebs un<strong>da</strong> SeaduRos<br />
SuadReebi _<br />
Zvelic, axalic,<br />
romlebsac avcdi, gamovtove,<br />
<strong>aqac</strong>... <strong>sxvaganac</strong>: _<br />
Rvinis WiqaSi,<br />
qalis TmaSi,<br />
Zmebis TvalebSi...<br />
Cem sxvas, meores,<br />
guliT un<strong>da</strong>,<br />
rom gaaqros SekveTili,<br />
mosvlisTanave sasikvdilod<br />
ganwiruli gansacdelebi _<br />
raxan yvela <strong>da</strong> yvelaferi<br />
<strong>da</strong>xatulia, gamogonili<br />
(Tanac aslia,<br />
gviandeli,<br />
sxvisi vnebebiT momZlavrebuli) _<br />
mzis cecxli, Tovli <strong>da</strong> xeebi,<br />
mdinareebi, cixeebi<br />
<strong>da</strong> monetebi<br />
(<strong>da</strong> ara marto xelSesaxebi, _<br />
Seni fiqric, ocnebaca <strong>da</strong> mowyenac<br />
erTiani ZalisxmeviT mogonilia)...<br />
raxan TvalebiT <strong>da</strong> ocnebebiT<br />
<strong>da</strong>cxriluli ca aris,<br />
rogorc msxvreuli mina<br />
(namsxvrevebi<strong>da</strong>n sxvisi <strong>da</strong> Sori,<br />
ariTmiuli sigiJe krTeba),<br />
<strong>da</strong> raxan sityvac gabzarulia<br />
(<strong>da</strong> sityvis Zveli, <strong>da</strong>bzaruli<br />
panTeoni<strong>da</strong>n<br />
RmerTma uwyis,<br />
ra aRar wveTavs, moedineba<br />
<strong>da</strong> Tvalebs cofi cvaravs<br />
cremliviT),<br />
raxan TviTonac<br />
uZvelesi teqstiviT var<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>werili<br />
<strong>da</strong> arc ki vici, verafers vityvi<br />
vin <strong>da</strong> visTvis, ratom fiqrobs _<br />
Semalamaza <strong>da</strong><br />
CemTvis vambob, _<br />
yvela wesis <strong>da</strong> rigis mixedviT,<br />
ar un<strong>da</strong> medos am Cemi sulis<br />
kidurebze<br />
arc xundebi,<br />
arc _ borkilebi,<br />
amas merCivna,<br />
gigi sulakauri<br />
moekveTaT ulmobeli,<br />
sisxliani mogonebebi<br />
an<strong>da</strong> pir<strong>da</strong>pir<br />
nedli gonebiT SeecvalaT<br />
am tvinis ruxi, oRroCoRro,<br />
ZonZis gorgali...<br />
raxan imaze bevri vicxovre,<br />
vidre SemeZlo Cem mokle droSi<br />
<strong>da</strong> raxan naR<strong>da</strong>d ar vityuebi,<br />
me amis gamo ar vinaRvlebdi,<br />
sanam...ise<strong>da</strong>c... rogorc gin<strong>da</strong>...<br />
<strong>aqac</strong>... <strong>sxvaganac</strong>...<br />
devna<br />
vici,<br />
rom kvalSi Camidgebi,<br />
mdev <strong>da</strong> bolomde <strong>da</strong>medevnebi <strong>da</strong><br />
sivrceebSic Tan gamomyvebi...<br />
magram arasdros ar <strong>da</strong>gnebdebi, _<br />
Sen win arasdros <strong>da</strong>vecemi <strong>da</strong><br />
Senc verasdros ver momixelTeb...<br />
<strong>da</strong> mere Cemze gulaRrenili,<br />
gajavrebuli<br />
(raxan gavrbivar,<br />
ar giCerdebi, ar geCoqebi <strong>da</strong><br />
sisocxlesac ar gevedrebi)<br />
sakuTar Tavs<br />
(Sen xom bevri xar, nair-nairi)<br />
uxmod, boRmiT CaeZiebi:<br />
`aqa yofila... xe<strong>da</strong>v,<br />
ra mZime gzebiT uvlia,<br />
CvenTvis rom Tvali aexvia,<br />
bilikebi ga<strong>da</strong>exlarTa...~<br />
`aq, am xis qveS SeCerebula,<br />
sigareti mouwevia... age, misi<br />
<strong>da</strong>nis <strong>da</strong> fiqris namtvrevebi...~<br />
`am simaRleze,<br />
am koSkTan rogor amovi<strong>da</strong>,<br />
dro cota hqon<strong>da</strong>...<br />
<strong>da</strong>Wrilia,<br />
ai, misi sisxlis wveTebi...~<br />
`tyvia Sig RviZlSi moxvedria, _<br />
sisxls feriT <strong>da</strong> suniTa vcnob...~<br />
`Cemia, Cemi <strong>da</strong>Wrilia,<br />
natyviarze lurji balaxi <strong>da</strong>udia,<br />
<strong>da</strong>ufenia...~<br />
`aqve, wylis piras Camxobila,<br />
balaxia ga<strong>da</strong>Telili,<br />
sisxlis gubea... mere amdgara,<br />
mowyvetili welic mZimed<br />
auTrevia... isev wasula...~<br />
`eg vin ari, vina yofila,<br />
ramdenis Tavi hqonia <strong>da</strong> SeZlebia...~<br />
~sad gameqceva!..<br />
sad midis neta...<br />
Tumca mainc ver ga<strong>da</strong>rCeba,<br />
<strong>da</strong>Wrilia, iqneb <strong>da</strong>vexsnaT,<br />
mainc mokvdeba...~<br />
`ara. ras ambob, devna _ devnaa,<br />
<strong>da</strong> me bolomde mainc gavyvebi,<br />
mere ra, rom <strong>da</strong>Wrilia, _<br />
yvelasa hyavs Tavis mkurnali <strong>da</strong><br />
albaT masac eyoleba...~<br />
`Sors ver wamiva,<br />
nakvalevi _<br />
CawveTebuli sisxlis wveTebi<br />
jer karga<strong>da</strong> Cans...<br />
iq iqneba, ufro maRla avido<strong>da</strong>,<br />
aha, mwvervalic!..~<br />
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .<br />
aha, mwvervalic:<br />
_ aqamde mainc amosula,<br />
mouRwevia,<br />
magram aqe<strong>da</strong>n sad gamqrala,<br />
kaci Citi naR<strong>da</strong>d ar ari,<br />
frTebi gaSalos...<br />
saiT wasula!.<br />
es arc me vici <strong>da</strong><br />
arc _ Tqven <strong>da</strong><br />
arc _ aravin...<br />
* * *<br />
Sen ici, _ am dRes qari waiRebs<br />
<strong>da</strong> xvalindelic _ Zveli qaria<br />
<strong>da</strong> mainc cdilob gaixangrZlivo<br />
Seni cxovreba, _ anomalia.<br />
<strong>da</strong> gvian RamiT ixsni saxeebs,<br />
romlebsac dila gaZlevs TvalebiT,<br />
Senc arTmev, meti ra <strong>da</strong>grCenia,<br />
mainc savse xar qveynis valebiT.<br />
ra gvian qreba iluziebi,<br />
cixe-koSkebi _ buStebi sapnis...<br />
<strong>da</strong>rCenili xar drosTan pirispir,<br />
isic ar icdis, karebs gifxaWnis...<br />
<strong>da</strong>fxaWnos an<strong>da</strong> gaaRos sulac,<br />
visTan yofila is gulmowyale!<br />
mainc <strong>da</strong>gcinebs, _ axla Tu ara,<br />
ar <strong>da</strong>giviwyebs, _ gaaRebs male...<br />
maSin es gulis ezoc aiRos,<br />
Sen rom gegona auRebeli,<br />
Seni itvirTos tvirTi fiqrebis<br />
ar <strong>da</strong>gitovos erTi mxlebelic...<br />
aiRos... ise vambob am sityvas,<br />
TiTqos vmarTavde drois gunebas,<br />
Tan kargad vici, mis yulabaSi<br />
ara devs sev<strong>da</strong> arc _ mogoneba...<br />
(<strong>da</strong> aRar vicav TamaSis wesebs<br />
(dRi<strong>da</strong>n dRemde xom saukunea)<br />
<strong>da</strong> gavurbivar dReebs, Cem mwyemsebs<br />
saukuneSi xom _ ukunia...)<br />
menave<br />
menave, midi, momalocine,<br />
am napiri<strong>da</strong>n sxva napirebi,<br />
purs geficebi, ar maRelveben<br />
arc <strong>da</strong>rebi <strong>da</strong> arc av<strong>da</strong>rebi,<br />
guli <strong>da</strong>mwydeba, ar Sevasrulo<br />
winamorbedis <strong>da</strong>nabarebi...<br />
amqveynad stumrad sakuTar TavTan<br />
me ar movsulvar, ras gamoveli!.<br />
arc mivaWedeb xels qavis karTan<br />
mtrisas, <strong>da</strong>xvretils yinviT, qarebiT...<br />
erT dRes aqe<strong>da</strong>n ise<strong>da</strong>c wavalT<br />
ukurnebeli gar<strong>da</strong>cvalebiT...<br />
<strong>da</strong> dro waiRebs wlebis sxvaobas _<br />
sxva araferi moeTxoveba,<br />
Taoba ise Secvlis Taobas,<br />
verc ki moaswrebs gamoTxovebas...<br />
vici, asea, <strong>da</strong> ar mWirdeba<br />
sisxlSi nalesi <strong>da</strong>nis pirebi...<br />
guli <strong>da</strong>mwydeba, sxvas mivabaro<br />
naTqvami sityva, <strong>da</strong>napirebi...<br />
midi, menave, momalocine,<br />
am napiri<strong>da</strong>n is napirebi.<br />
gagra<br />
i<strong>da</strong>yvi _ muxlze.<br />
nikapi _ i<strong>da</strong>yvze.<br />
orive muxlze _<br />
sisxli bavSvobis...<br />
yureba zRvaSi,<br />
yuris gdeba<br />
wyalqveSa xmebis...<br />
Crdilebis jvari <strong>da</strong><br />
monatreba<br />
neli CurCulis:<br />
`gesmis... yvirian..~<br />
`ara, me vfiqrob...<br />
es... zRva xmaurobs...~<br />
dumili<br />
me min<strong>da</strong>, rom giTxra...<br />
Senc gin<strong>da</strong>, rom giTxra...<br />
me min<strong>da</strong>, rom mismino...<br />
Sen ar gin<strong>da</strong>, rom mismino...<br />
dRe ibereba,<br />
qolga waiRe,<br />
iwvimebs, kargo...<br />
me ki luds <strong>da</strong>vlev, _<br />
Sen mosvlas ver <strong>da</strong>velodebi,<br />
raxan marto var <strong>da</strong><br />
simartovis arc meSinia<br />
<strong>da</strong> arc _ mrcxvenia: _<br />
min<strong>da</strong> quCaSi <strong>da</strong>viZineb,<br />
min<strong>da</strong> _ baRSi an<strong>da</strong><br />
sulac ar <strong>da</strong>viZineb, _<br />
fexze vidgebi...<br />
... gamoved<br />
RmerTo, Seminde <strong>da</strong> mapatie<br />
Cemgan Cemi maxloblebis<br />
RamisTeva, gulistkivili...<br />
axla me saxes Camoviban <strong>da</strong><br />
Sevecdebi,<br />
rogorme SevZlo SeuZlebeli, _<br />
<strong>da</strong>vibruno<br />
adrindeli <strong>da</strong> Zveli saxe,<br />
pirvelyofili.<br />
magram ra vuyo Tvalebsa <strong>da</strong> tvins _<br />
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6 - 19 maisi 2011<br />
sevdis yulabebs,<br />
amoviRo, gavrecxo <strong>da</strong><br />
Zvel budeebs <strong>da</strong>vubruno<br />
wavSalo sev<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong><br />
xvalindeli ukeTesiT<br />
gavinavardo<br />
(xvalem _ xvalisa, Cemo kargo,<br />
me ase vici)<br />
ratom goniaT, rom ityuebi!.<br />
SigniT, TavisTvis goniaT <strong>da</strong><br />
ase fiqroben,<br />
albaT Tavisi jeraT kidec,<br />
RmerTma SeargoT, _<br />
amas maTi simarTle qvia...<br />
Tav-Tavisi umecreba Segvinde,<br />
RmerTo!<br />
amitom saxes Camoviwurav <strong>da</strong><br />
movicileb am saxe-niRabs <strong>da</strong><br />
sikvdilamde isev <strong>da</strong>vlev<br />
ZvelisZvel Rvinos <strong>da</strong><br />
meyvareba kvlav megobrebi,<br />
gavxdebi isev mxiaruli <strong>da</strong> ukeTesi,<br />
gaval TbilisSi _ Cem sofelSi, _<br />
romelic, vici,<br />
a<strong>da</strong>miani naR<strong>da</strong>d ar ari<br />
(arc me var, arc _ Sen, sxva romelime<br />
saxe peSviT Camoiwuros),<br />
moibanos axali saxe,<br />
waSalos sev<strong>da</strong>, <strong>da</strong>ibrunos<br />
Zveli ieri,<br />
romelic me<br />
mdinari<strong>da</strong>nac ki <strong>da</strong>minaxavs...<br />
ar min<strong>da</strong> sxvisi STagonebiT,<br />
aRfrTovanebiT ga<strong>da</strong>viRalo.<br />
me Cemic myofnis:<br />
raxan isev reken zarebi _<br />
moreviani mwvanea mtkvari <strong>da</strong><br />
mxarTeZoze wamowolili,<br />
mTawmin<strong>da</strong> iqnevs Tavis qedis kuds<br />
<strong>da</strong> veraze, didubeSi,<br />
saburTaloze<br />
mimofantulan saflavebi<br />
Zmebis saxlebi...<br />
vin Tqva, rom wvima faravs nakvalevs,<br />
ar irecxeba nakvalevi _<br />
(sigareti _ yviTeli filtriT,<br />
qali _ pomadiT,<br />
revolveri _ kaciT <strong>da</strong><br />
sicocxle sikvdiliT <strong>da</strong> a. S.) _<br />
adgilze rCeba, me ase mjera.<br />
rogorc es miwa,<br />
Tbilisi <strong>da</strong> varskvlavebi<br />
<strong>da</strong> iqve mTvare...<br />
gTxov, Cemo ufalo,<br />
erTxel kideva Tqva:<br />
lazare, gamoved gare!<br />
lazare, gamoved gare!<br />
maSindeli<br />
saxsovrad vaxtang mamalaZes<br />
axali dro <strong>da</strong> Zveli Rvino...<br />
igive miwa <strong>da</strong> varskvlavebi...<br />
me <strong>da</strong>kargulze aRara vnaRvlob,<br />
me mxolod Zmebis <strong>da</strong>mrCa valebi...<br />
<strong>da</strong> sevdis Crdilis, romelmac CemSi<br />
gaanavar<strong>da</strong> eklis fesvebi,<br />
savse var ekliT, savse var qvebiT<br />
<strong>da</strong> aRar mesmis wyalqveSa xmebi...<br />
<strong>da</strong>Zvel<strong>da</strong> dro <strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>Zvel<strong>da</strong> kacic.<br />
orive gaqra nisliT buruli...<br />
mxolod wvima Cans, Cveni saxlebi,<br />
sveli TunuqiT ga<strong>da</strong>xuruli...<br />
piu<br />
borxesis Tema<br />
yelis gamoWra, saxrCobelebi,<br />
sisxliT gamtyvrali xomaldebi,<br />
oqros Zieba, wanwali zRvebze,<br />
abor<strong>da</strong>Jebi <strong>da</strong>usruleblad...<br />
yvelafer amas maradiul<br />
sibneleSi, wyvdiadSi xe<strong>da</strong>v<br />
mexsierebis xiluli TvaliT,<br />
romelsac ukve warsuli qvia...<br />
momavali aRar arsebobs <strong>da</strong><br />
sxvas verafers ver <strong>da</strong>inaxav,<br />
gangebas SenTvis ar moucia<br />
mzisa <strong>da</strong> oqros yurebis neba _<br />
mxolod xan<strong>da</strong>xan, iSviaTad<br />
xurdis Cxriali Tu Cagesmeba...<br />
siavisa <strong>da</strong> siborotisgan<br />
gagiJebulma,<br />
martomyofma <strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>furTxebulma,<br />
Cxiri TiTebiT <strong>da</strong> bneli guliT<br />
gin<strong>da</strong> ixsna momavali, _<br />
rom oqro mainc gaigono _<br />
Seni mze mainc oqro aris,<br />
eg ari Seni bedisweris<br />
Savi niSani...<br />
<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>yefili, akidebuli<br />
ubnisa <strong>da</strong> qveynis ZaRlebiT,<br />
brma avazaki adgaxar Saras.<br />
literaturuli gazeTi<br />
SoTa iaTaSvili<br />
cxovrebis Weri<br />
viZinebdi <strong>da</strong> viRviZebdi,<br />
vWamdi <strong>da</strong> vsvamdi,<br />
viweqi <strong>da</strong> Wers avyurebdi,<br />
Weri <strong>da</strong>myureb<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> bolTas vcemdi,<br />
bavSvebi mimyav<strong>da</strong> skolaSi <strong>da</strong><br />
bavSvebs movyavdi saxlSi,<br />
sa<strong>da</strong>c viZinebdi <strong>da</strong> viRviZebdi,<br />
vWamdi, vsvamdi,<br />
viweqi <strong>da</strong> Wers avyurebdi.<br />
Weri <strong>da</strong>myureb<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> ukvir<strong>da</strong>,<br />
ratom viqceodi ase.<br />
TarosTan mivdiodi,<br />
wignebs vaTvalierebdi,<br />
gadmoviRebdi erT-erTs,<br />
vfurclavdi, vfurclavdi,<br />
mere Tavis adgilas vabrunebdi,<br />
magi<strong>da</strong>sTan mivdiodi,<br />
<strong>da</strong> vWamdi cotas <strong>da</strong> vsvamdi bevrs,<br />
<strong>da</strong> meZina cotaxans <strong>da</strong> meRviZa didxans,<br />
modiodnen stumrebi <strong>da</strong> melaparakebodnen,<br />
Tu ar modiodnen stumrebi,<br />
veZaxdi maT <strong>da</strong> velaparakebodi.<br />
velaparakebodi gaTenebamde,<br />
mere vwvebodi <strong>da</strong> viZinebdi,<br />
<strong>da</strong> Weri <strong>da</strong>myureb<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> ukvir<strong>da</strong>,<br />
diliT vdgebodi,<br />
erTi oTaxi<strong>da</strong>n meoreSi gavdiodi,<br />
meore<strong>da</strong>n mesameSi,<br />
iataki ki Wrialeb<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> brazob<strong>da</strong>,<br />
bavSvebi iRviZebdnen <strong>da</strong> skolaSi mimyav<strong>da</strong>,<br />
<strong>da</strong> ramdenime saaTis Semdeg<br />
bavSvebs ukan, saxlSi movyavdi,<br />
<strong>da</strong> me vwvebodi <strong>da</strong> Wers avyurebdi,<br />
Weri ukve aRarc <strong>da</strong>myureb<strong>da</strong>,<br />
arsebob<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>moukideblad _<br />
rogorc erTi Cveulebrivi Weri,<br />
<strong>da</strong> rom vdgebodi,<br />
iatakic aRar Wrialeb<strong>da</strong>,<br />
<strong>da</strong> bavSvebic aRar mimyav<strong>da</strong> skolaSi,<br />
<strong>da</strong> maTac aRar movyavdi saxlSi,<br />
<strong>da</strong> TiTqos aRarc vWamdi <strong>da</strong> vsvamdi,<br />
marto sigarets veweodi,<br />
ho, sigarets namdvilad veweodi,<br />
gauCereblad, giJiviT,<br />
bavSvebi ki <strong>da</strong>rbodnen saxlSi <strong>da</strong><br />
namwvebs agrovebdnen.<br />
xan<strong>da</strong>xan aviwydebo<strong>da</strong>T Segroveba <strong>da</strong><br />
saxls cecxli ekidebo<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> iwvo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
mezoblebi morbodnen wyliT savse vedroebiT <strong>da</strong><br />
aqrobdnen xanZars.<br />
me vcxovrobdi gamurul, <strong>da</strong>mwvar saxlSi<br />
<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>vdiodi <strong>da</strong>ferflil wignebs Soris,<br />
aRar mimyav<strong>da</strong> bavSvebi skolaSi <strong>da</strong><br />
xan<strong>da</strong>xan vamCnevdi, rom<br />
Cemi coli kideb<strong>da</strong> maT xels <strong>da</strong><br />
yovel diliT gahyav<strong>da</strong> gareT,<br />
de<strong>da</strong>Cemi ki <strong>da</strong>kuskuseb<strong>da</strong>,<br />
buzRuneb<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> cdilob<strong>da</strong>,<br />
ferfli gaetana gareT,<br />
magram Zneli iyo ferflis Segroveba<br />
<strong>da</strong> gareT gatana,<br />
radgan Segrovebuli ferfli<br />
Ria aivnebi<strong>da</strong>n isev ukan brundebo<strong>da</strong><br />
<strong>da</strong> mec axal namwvebs vyridi <strong>da</strong><br />
axali xanZrebi Cndebo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
mezoblebi isev morbodnen wyliT savse<br />
vedroebiT,<br />
me maT vxe<strong>da</strong>vdi <strong>da</strong> maxsendebo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
poezia<br />
5<br />
rom yvelas vali mqon<strong>da</strong>,<br />
zogis meti, zogis naklebi _<br />
magram yvelasi,<br />
<strong>da</strong> gavrbodi gareT,<br />
magram aranairad aRar SemeZlo gareT gaCereba <strong>da</strong><br />
male isev ukan vbrundebodi,<br />
vwvebodi <strong>da</strong> avyurebdi Wers,<br />
romelic aRar <strong>da</strong>myureb<strong>da</strong>,<br />
vdgebodi <strong>da</strong> vcemdi bolTas,<br />
<strong>da</strong> aRar WraWuneb<strong>da</strong> iataki.<br />
ai, ase iyo,<br />
sigaretis kolofs ki<br />
ewera ase: `mwevelebi kvdebian adre~.<br />
me veweodi sigarets,<br />
avyurebdi Wers, rogorc cxovrebas<br />
<strong>da</strong> Camesmo<strong>da</strong> ironiulad:<br />
kvdebian adre,<br />
kvdebian adre,<br />
kvdebian adre,<br />
<strong>da</strong> coli modioo<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> mTxov<strong>da</strong>, rom<br />
adre ar movmkv<strong>da</strong>riyavi,<br />
de<strong>da</strong>Cemic modio<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> mTxov<strong>da</strong>, rom<br />
adre ar movmkv<strong>da</strong>riyavi,<br />
bavSvebic modiodnen <strong>da</strong> igives mTxovdnen,<br />
me vdgebodi <strong>da</strong> bolTas vcemdi,<br />
naxevrad<strong>da</strong>mwvar wignebs vaTvalierebdi,<br />
xan<strong>da</strong>xan sasacilo striqonebs ga<strong>da</strong>vawydebodi<br />
<strong>da</strong> viRimodi,<br />
<strong>da</strong> yvelas uxaro<strong>da</strong>,<br />
imitom, rom gaRimebuli vjdebodi gaSlil<br />
sufrasTan<br />
<strong>da</strong> ojaxTan erTad vsadilobdi,<br />
mere gavdiodi gareT <strong>da</strong><br />
nacnobebs vesalmebodi,<br />
xels varTmevdi,<br />
_ rogora xar _ vekiTxebodi.<br />
_ rogora xar _ mekiTxebodnen.<br />
sadRac ZaRli ga<strong>da</strong>irben<strong>da</strong> xolme quCaze,<br />
an amedevnebo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
an Semiyef<strong>da</strong>,<br />
<strong>da</strong> me vfiqrobdi, rom ukve ZaRlebsac vamCnevdi,<br />
an ukve ZaRlebic mamCnevdnen,<br />
<strong>da</strong> amiT gaxalisebuli,<br />
vbrundebodi saxlSi, vwvebodi,<br />
<strong>da</strong> Wers avyurebdi,<br />
<strong>da</strong> vamCnevdi, rom ukve Weric <strong>da</strong>myureb<strong>da</strong>,<br />
oRond sxvanairad,<br />
<strong>da</strong> raki Weri sxvanairad <strong>da</strong>myureb<strong>da</strong>,<br />
iatakic sxvanairad iwyeb<strong>da</strong> WraWuns,<br />
<strong>da</strong> mec sxvanairad mimyav<strong>da</strong> bavSvebi skolaSi <strong>da</strong><br />
maTac sxvanairad movyavdi saxlSi,<br />
<strong>da</strong> miuxe<strong>da</strong>vad imisa, rom<br />
Zalian ar mjero<strong>da</strong> am sxvanairobis,<br />
mainc icvlebo<strong>da</strong> odnav raRac ukeTesobisken,<br />
Tumca ki vicodi,<br />
ise ar miyvar<strong>da</strong> arasodes bednieri <strong>da</strong>sasrulebi,<br />
rom Tu Zalian Seicvlebo<strong>da</strong> yvelaferi<br />
ukeTesobisken,<br />
me maSinve <strong>da</strong>vbrundebodi ukan,<br />
iq, sa<strong>da</strong>c iqnebo<strong>da</strong><br />
Cemi Zveli, gamWvartluli Weri,<br />
sa<strong>da</strong>c iqnebo<strong>da</strong><br />
gaugebari mniSvnelobis adgomebi <strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>wolebi,<br />
Wama <strong>da</strong> sma,<br />
stumrebis miReba <strong>da</strong> gaSveba an argaSveba,<br />
bavSvebis wayvana an arwayvana skolaSi <strong>da</strong><br />
maTTan erTad <strong>da</strong>bruneba an ar<strong>da</strong>bruneba saxlSi,<br />
sa<strong>da</strong>c iqnebo<strong>da</strong> iseTi cxovreba,<br />
sa<strong>da</strong>c kvdebian adre,<br />
kvdebian adre,<br />
kvdebian adre,<br />
magram mainc ar kvdebian<br />
<strong>da</strong> ver kvdebian.
6 literaturuli gazeTi<br />
proza 6 - 19 maisi 2011<br />
irma taveliZe<br />
samoTxis flora <strong>da</strong> fauna<br />
<strong>da</strong>sawyisi me-3 gverdze<br />
_ mSoblebi TurqeTSi muSaoben.<br />
amas bebo zrdis, ufro sworad, yvela<br />
vzrdiT.<br />
amogvxe<strong>da</strong>. seriozuli, Zalian<br />
saqmiani kacis gamometyveleba hqon<strong>da</strong>.<br />
Tavga<strong>da</strong>parsuli <strong>da</strong> TvalebgafarToebuli<br />
patara bu<strong>da</strong>saviT Semogvyureb<strong>da</strong>.<br />
kibe Cavirbine <strong>da</strong> misi mrgvali,<br />
lamazi Tavi xelisgulebs Soris moviqcie:<br />
_ xo magari biWi xar xo arafris<br />
geSinia<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>vwyvite, im saRamos aRaraferi<br />
<strong>da</strong>melia <strong>da</strong> sanacvlod, 10 saaTzeve<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>meylapa saZile abebis ormagi<br />
doza. Tu ar miSveli<strong>da</strong>, ezoSi gavidodi<br />
<strong>da</strong> Ria cis qveS vijdebodi<br />
gaTenebamde.<br />
_ TavSi eklebi maq, _ miTxra zRafma.<br />
Tma erT santimetrze amosvlo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
videqiT <strong>da</strong> moRrublul cas<br />
vuyurebdiT, sai<strong>da</strong>nac zafxulis wvimis<br />
pirveli msxvili wveTebi cvio<strong>da</strong>.<br />
gaielva. Weqa-quxilis molodinSi<br />
bavSvi xelSi aviyvane.<br />
_ SemodiT saxlSi!!! _ iseTi ganwiruli<br />
xmiT ikivla Tinam, rom vifiqre,<br />
albaT im debilma kordeliam<br />
ukbina, roca es oTaxi<strong>da</strong>n agdeb<strong>da</strong> an<br />
Zveli, mtvriT gamotenili televizori<br />
aufeTq<strong>da</strong>-meTqi.<br />
Tavze xeli instinqturad ga<strong>da</strong>visvi.<br />
*<br />
ar maxsovs, salome lusTan erTad<br />
metroSi rogor movxvdi. rogorc<br />
wesi, miwisqveS ar Cavdivar xolme: <strong>da</strong>x-<br />
Suli sivrcis haers CavisunTqav Tu<br />
ara, tvinSi gangaSis signali pulsirebas<br />
iwyebs. Tumca sakmarisia, yuradRebis<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>tana movaxerxo, raRac<br />
iseTi gavixseno, rac Cemi warmosaxvis<br />
Zalas srulad moixmars <strong>da</strong> am dros<br />
yvelaferi Tavis adgilas dgeba _<br />
bolomde vmSviddebi.<br />
xelSi wignebis festivalze nayidi<br />
filip solersis `samoTxe~ <strong>da</strong> miSel<br />
biutoris `modifikacia~ meWira (<strong>da</strong>rwmunebuli<br />
viyavi, bolomde wasakiTxad<br />
nebisyofa ar meyofo<strong>da</strong>, magram<br />
mainc viyide _ xelebma TviTon ga<strong>da</strong>wyvites,<br />
xelebs, ratomRac, franguli<br />
wignebiT Tavis mowoneba uyvarT).<br />
bolo larebi ludis barSi <strong>da</strong>vxarjeT.<br />
axla ki <strong>da</strong>Rlilebi, moTenTilebi <strong>da</strong><br />
ivlisis ubralo dRiT kmayofilebi<br />
baqanze videqiT <strong>da</strong> erTmaneTs vexutebodiT,<br />
miuxe<strong>da</strong>vad imisa, rom Cven<br />
Soris wignebi iyo _ fas<strong>da</strong>klebisas<br />
nayidi, gaiafebuli literatura.<br />
rogorc ki vagonSi <strong>da</strong>vsxediT, Tavi<br />
salomes Wreli kabis kalTaSi Cavde <strong>da</strong><br />
Tvalebi <strong>da</strong>vxuWe. Tmas TiTebiT miCe-<br />
Cav<strong>da</strong>. iyo wuTebi, roca aseTi uwyinari,<br />
nebiera, Sinauri cxoveli viyavi<br />
<strong>da</strong> meti araferi. <strong>da</strong> vin icis, ratom<br />
manebivreb<strong>da</strong><br />
ori gaCerebis Semdeg mxarze xeli<br />
momiWira _ mivxvdi, rom raRacaze<br />
yuradRebis gamaxvilebas mTxov<strong>da</strong>.<br />
Tvalebi gavaxile <strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>vinaxe, rom<br />
Cven win gogo ij<strong>da</strong> _ ase, 25 wlamde.<br />
gansakuTrebuli veraferi SevniSne.<br />
imdenad Cveulebrivi gogo iyo, rom<br />
mis saxes maSinve <strong>da</strong>iviwyebdi, rogorc<br />
ki Tvals moacilebdi. aseTia Cemi <strong>da</strong><br />
a<strong>da</strong>mianTa umravlesobis mexsiereba:<br />
masSi mxolod is ileqeba, rasac gamor-<br />
Ceuli forma aqvs, rac yuradRebis<br />
mgrZnobiare sacecebSi exveva.<br />
_ ra Txeli fexebi aqvs.<br />
metro xmauriani transportia, magram<br />
es sityvebi mainc garkveviT gavigone.<br />
_ xelebze Sexede. srulyofili<br />
xelebia. axla ar Tqva, arao.<br />
rogor ar <strong>da</strong>vTanxmebodi momin<strong>da</strong>,<br />
rom isini saxeze mimedo <strong>da</strong> maTi siTbo,<br />
sirbile megrZno.<br />
_ dekoltes jer ar Sexedo. yels<br />
Sexede. marjvniv _ ai, im or xals.<br />
gogos ukve ZuZuebSi vuZvrebodi.<br />
aRaraferi maxsov<strong>da</strong> _ Cemma mzeram<br />
yvelaze mimzidveli adgili ipova,<br />
warmosaxva ki erTmaneTze gamaognebel<br />
suraTebs warmoudgeneli siswrafiT<br />
qmni<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> amravleb<strong>da</strong>. sunTqva Semekra.<br />
_ hei, gamofxizldi. axla saxeze<br />
Sexede. ici, rogori saxea _ raRacnairi,<br />
aRmosavleTevropuli: ungruli<br />
cxviri, muqi Tvalebi.<br />
mindo<strong>da</strong>, rame amomekiTxa, magram is<br />
ena ar vicodi, romelic yvelaze<br />
metad mWirdebo<strong>da</strong>. sabednierod,<br />
mTargmneli gverdiT myav<strong>da</strong>.<br />
_ rogori sufTa saxis kani aqvs, _<br />
Tqva salomem <strong>da</strong> mivxvdi, rom xma au-<br />
TrTol<strong>da</strong>.<br />
_ ra mox<strong>da</strong><br />
_ es qali min<strong>da</strong>.<br />
_ raa<br />
_ tuCebi, _ miTxra <strong>da</strong> Tvalebi<br />
<strong>da</strong>xuWa.<br />
tuCebi magrad movkume <strong>da</strong><br />
vagoni<strong>da</strong>n gasasvlelad wamomdgar<br />
gogos Tvali gavayole. megona, rom<br />
gaxSirebul guliscemas metros xmauric<br />
veRar ga<strong>da</strong>farav<strong>da</strong>. am survils,<br />
saubedurod, axdena arasdros ewera<br />
<strong>da</strong> es yvelaze kargad Cemma patara<br />
jalaTma ico<strong>da</strong>. vnebam, romelsac sxeulSi<br />
veRar vitevdi, cremlebad gamo-<br />
Jona. ucnobis saxe _ erTi SexedviT,<br />
arafriT gamorCeuli, magram raRac<br />
Sinagani SuqiT ganaTebuli, patara,<br />
saTuTi tuCebi, aRmosavleTevropuli<br />
cxviri, Tvalebi, romlebSic tkbili<br />
Rameebi livlivebdnen, saocrebebiT<br />
savse sxeuli _ vin icis, ramden aRmoCenas<br />
hpirdebo<strong>da</strong> Tavga<strong>da</strong>savlebis<br />
maZiebels<br />
RamiT, sawolSi salome lus vkiTxe,<br />
gamexumre Tu is qali marTla gindo<strong>da</strong>-meTqi.<br />
simarTle ar <strong>da</strong>umalavs:<br />
diax, qalebi aRelvebdnen.<br />
_ ase rom, SegiZlia coli maSin<br />
moiyvano, roca gagixardeba.<br />
sakuTar Tavs ver vutydebodi, rom<br />
<strong>da</strong>vibeni. aRar vicodi, ra mimarTulebiT<br />
un<strong>da</strong> ganviTarebuliyo Cveni<br />
romani, raTa <strong>da</strong>sasrulis gar<strong>da</strong>uvloba<br />
cxadi gamx<strong>da</strong>riyo. ara, bednier<br />
<strong>da</strong>sasaruls ar vgulisxmobdi _ am<br />
yvelafris <strong>da</strong>mTavreba bedniereba<br />
TavisTavad iqnebo<strong>da</strong>. ra Tqma un<strong>da</strong>,<br />
ganSoreba masze metad me gamiWirdebo<strong>da</strong>:<br />
erTi boTli ludic sakmarisi<br />
aRmoCndebo<strong>da</strong>, rom maSinve masTan<br />
<strong>da</strong>mereka <strong>da</strong> xvewniT ameklo, sa<strong>da</strong>c ar<br />
un<strong>da</strong> iyo, CemTan gamoiqeci-meTqi.<br />
saerTod, iseT gaurkvevel situacia-<br />
Si viyavi, Tav-gza ise amebna, rom mis<br />
colad moyvanazec ki vfiqrobdi. ara,<br />
ara, Semawuxebeli tvirTi iyo aseTi<br />
silamaze, rolebis cvlis <strong>da</strong>ucxromeli<br />
vneba <strong>da</strong> erTi suli mqon<strong>da</strong>, misgan<br />
rodis gavTavisufldebodi.<br />
_ rame ro iyos, colad gamomyvebodi<br />
saxis marcxena naxevari <strong>da</strong>mikocna<br />
<strong>da</strong> mtkiced miTxra:<br />
_ ara.<br />
gamixar<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> xumrobis xasiaTze<br />
<strong>da</strong>vdeqi:<br />
_ gogo rom viyo, colad momiyvandi<br />
_ Tu franguli romanebis kiTxvas<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>eCveodi, ki.<br />
_ ar gin<strong>da</strong> mwerali coli, ara<br />
_ warmoidgine, arc anTropologi<br />
min<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> arc neiroqirurgi, rom<br />
Tavis qala amxados <strong>da</strong> misi SigTavsi<br />
Seiswavlos.<br />
_ <strong>da</strong> taqsistze ras ityvi<br />
_ riT ver <strong>da</strong>iviwye _ gaecina.<br />
araferi mesmo<strong>da</strong>. raRac mwyin<strong>da</strong>,<br />
magram wesierad arc vicodi _ ra. misi<br />
Tav<strong>da</strong>sxmis obieqti xom mxolod imitom<br />
gavxdi, rom mwerali viyavi <strong>da</strong><br />
raRaciT ganvsxvavdebodi maTgan,<br />
visTanac manamde iwva me ki isev ar<br />
vicodi, ras elo<strong>da</strong> Cemgan, ra undo<strong>da</strong><br />
im a<strong>da</strong>mianisgan, visac arc CasunTqvis<br />
<strong>da</strong> arc amosunTqvis saSualebas ar<br />
aZlev<strong>da</strong>.<br />
mere raRac Seicvala: gonebagafantuli<br />
gax<strong>da</strong>, Tan ori-sami dRiT<br />
ikargebo<strong>da</strong> xolme. mivxvdi, rom sxvac<br />
hyav<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> gulSi simsubuqe vigrZeni.<br />
<strong>da</strong>sasruli bunebrivad axlovdebo<strong>da</strong><br />
_ ra un<strong>da</strong> yofiliyo amaze kargi<br />
ufro <strong>da</strong> ufro xSirad vkamaTobdiT,<br />
ZiriTa<strong>da</strong>d, msoflmxedvelobrivi<br />
SeuTavseblobis gamo. masTan<br />
literaturaze, xelovnebaze saubars<br />
azri ar hqon<strong>da</strong>, miuxe<strong>da</strong>vad imisa, rom<br />
sakmaod nakiTxi iyo. sakuTar simarTleSi<br />
yovelTvis imdenad <strong>da</strong>rwmunebuli<br />
brZandebo<strong>da</strong>, rom ukan nabiji-<br />
Tac ar ixev<strong>da</strong> _ kategoriuli toniT<br />
mimtkiceb<strong>da</strong> naxevari msoflios mier<br />
<strong>da</strong>mtkicebul im WeSmaritebebs, romlebSic<br />
eWvi didi xnis win meparebo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
me, sabednierod Tu saubedurod, yvelaferi<br />
maeWveb<strong>da</strong>, xSirad vmeryeobdi,<br />
saboloo Sefasebamde misvla miWir<strong>da</strong>.<br />
sxva<strong>da</strong>sxva wylebSi vcuravdiT. erTmaneTis<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>Zaxilebic sxvanairad<br />
gvesmo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
ori mobiluri telefoni hqon<strong>da</strong>,<br />
Sesabamisad _ ori nomeri, me ki mxolod<br />
erTi vicodi _ is, romli<strong>da</strong>nac<br />
urTierTobis <strong>da</strong>sawyisSi <strong>da</strong>mireka.<br />
misTvis araferi miTqvams: ar mindo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
efiqra, rom veWvianobdi. ra Tqma<br />
un<strong>da</strong>, eWvianobis safuZveli mqon<strong>da</strong>,<br />
magram erT dRes raRac iseTs ga<strong>da</strong>vawydi,<br />
ramac mosalodnels bevrad ga<strong>da</strong>aWarba<br />
<strong>da</strong> ga<strong>da</strong>wyvetilebis miReba<br />
gamiiola. SemosasvlelSi, sarkesTan<br />
Ria mwvane bloknoti <strong>da</strong>vinaxe,<br />
romelzec gaWrili vaSlebi exata.<br />
radgan misi mflobeli ramdenime saa-<br />
Tis win wasuliyo <strong>da</strong> ver <strong>da</strong>minaxav<strong>da</strong>,<br />
Tavs Canawerebis <strong>da</strong>Tvalierebis ufleba<br />
miveci. pirvel gverdebze gakruli<br />
xeliT SekiTxvebi ewera (rogorc Cans,<br />
ori Tvis win Cemgan intervius aRebas<br />
marTlac apireb<strong>da</strong>, magram risTvis<br />
romeli gamocemisTvis iqneb, ubralod,<br />
rolSi Sesasvlelad varjiSob<strong>da</strong>)<br />
SekiTxvebs raRac citatebi mohyvebo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
wyaros miTiTebis gareSe _<br />
SeiZleba sulac misi umwifari azrebi<br />
iyo. mere ki... mere Cemi uaxloesi megobrebis<br />
gvarebi <strong>da</strong> telefonis nomrebi<br />
Camoewera _ sufTad, garkveviT.<br />
ara, yvelas nomeri ar iyo im vaSlebian<br />
bloknotSi _ mxolod maTi, vinc<br />
raRac niSniT moswon<strong>da</strong>, vis xsenebazec<br />
Tvalebi ucnaurad aucimcimdebo<strong>da</strong><br />
xolme. <strong>da</strong> ratom ra undo<strong>da</strong> maTgan<br />
yvelasTan saTiTaod un<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>woliliyo<br />
imitom, rom isini Cemi megobrebi<br />
iyvnen ho, ukve paranoiis zRvarze<br />
viyavi <strong>da</strong> amas TviTonac vxvdebodi.<br />
*<br />
sizmars miyvebo<strong>da</strong>: ezoSi gafenili<br />
sarecxi aekrifa <strong>da</strong> saxlSi Sehqon<strong>da</strong>,<br />
roca meore sarTuli<strong>da</strong>n telefonis<br />
xma moesma. zewrebi, pirsaxocebi,<br />
maisurebi isev xelSi eWira, kibis<br />
safexurebi rom airbina. telefonis<br />
zari moaxloebulma gugunma ga<strong>da</strong>fara<br />
<strong>da</strong> Tinam aivni<strong>da</strong>n pirvelad <strong>da</strong>inaxa<br />
TviTmfrinavi, romelic saxlebis saxuravebze<br />
odnav maRla mifren<strong>da</strong>. megona,<br />
Tqvens saxls wamoedebo<strong>da</strong>o, gulubryvilod<br />
miTxra. mSrali sarecxiT<br />
xelSi aivanze gaSeSebuliyo <strong>da</strong> giganturi<br />
frinvelis mucels Sehyureb<strong>da</strong>.<br />
nabiji veRar ga<strong>da</strong>vdgi, ai, xom ici,<br />
gaqceva rom gin<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> TiTqos fexisgulebiT<br />
miwaze xar miwebebuli, ici,<br />
rom un<strong>da</strong> imoZrao, magram moZraobis<br />
Zala gamoclili gaqvso. vercxlisfrad<br />
molaplape frinvelma ramdenime<br />
saxls ga<strong>da</strong>ufrina, mere ki Tinam<br />
iseTi ram <strong>da</strong>inaxa, rasac axsna mxolod<br />
mogvianebiT, sxvebTan saubrisas mou-<br />
Zebna: TviTmfrinavs Savi kvamli auvi<strong>da</strong><br />
<strong>da</strong> korpuss mowyvetili nawili ise<br />
axlos Camovar<strong>da</strong>, rom egona, romelime<br />
mezoblis baRSi <strong>da</strong>ecemo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
_ es katapultirebaa, _ vuTxari<br />
<strong>da</strong> Cavexute. SeSinebuli iyo, gulisce-<br />
ma aCqarebuli hqon<strong>da</strong>.<br />
_ risi geSinia, gogo. wavi<strong>da</strong>, gaqra.<br />
midi, wyals uTxari.<br />
_ bolos miRebs Seni auRelvebloba.<br />
pozaa <strong>da</strong> meti araferi. <strong>da</strong> saer-<br />
Tod, wadi ra TbilisSi. aq ras akeTeb<br />
me Sen ver gtoveb <strong>da</strong> amitom ver mivdivar<br />
Cems <strong>da</strong>sTan, kaxeTSi.<br />
marTlac ver warmomedgina, ra<br />
un<strong>da</strong> mekeTebina sofelSi Tinikos<br />
gareSe. Cemi mSoblebi dili<strong>da</strong>n saRamomde<br />
sainformacio ga<strong>da</strong>cemebs<br />
uyurebdnen: dilis sainformacioebi<br />
_ TormetsaaTiani „kurieri“ _ orsaaTiani<br />
„qronika“ _ samsaaTiani „kurieri“<br />
_ xuTsaaTiani „qronika“ _<br />
eqvssaaTiani „kurieri“ _ rvasaaTiani<br />
„qronika _ cxrasaaTiani „kurieri“ <strong>da</strong><br />
oTaxis sxva<strong>da</strong>sxva kuTxeSi mdgari sawolebi.<br />
yvela sakiTxze, umniSvnelo<br />
detalebzec ki gansxvavebuli azrebi<br />
hqon<strong>da</strong>T <strong>da</strong> Sebindebisas Cveni saxli,<br />
tradiciulad, brZolis vels emsgavsebo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
ara, amaT ar esmo<strong>da</strong>T, rom<br />
politikis sulebis gamoxmoba usargeblo<br />
saqmea: sul aq ar trialeben...<br />
me <strong>da</strong> Tina isev vsvamdiT. Ramis cas<br />
gabruebulebi SevyurebdiT. yurmokrul<br />
<strong>da</strong> warmosaxviT Sevsebul ambavs<br />
vuyvebodi imis Sesaxeb, Tu rogor uyvar<strong>da</strong><br />
galaktions erTi karaleTeli<br />
qali. aSkarad zedmeti momivi<strong>da</strong> _ siuJeti<br />
laTinoamerikuli serialisas<br />
<strong>da</strong>emsgavsa <strong>da</strong> Tinam <strong>da</strong>mcinavad Semomxe<strong>da</strong>.<br />
ucxo samoTxis xsenebaze<br />
filip solersis wigni gamaxsen<strong>da</strong>,<br />
romlis kiTxvac <strong>da</strong>viwye <strong>da</strong> mere<br />
sadRac mivagde. Tanamosaubre uxalisod<br />
mismen<strong>da</strong>. ara, literaturaze<br />
saubari ar swyindebo<strong>da</strong> xolme. qarTulis<br />
maswavlebeli un<strong>da</strong> yofiliyo,<br />
Tumca xelsayreli SemTxvevis lodiniT<br />
<strong>da</strong>iRala <strong>da</strong> patara, sul patara<br />
maRazia gaxsna.<br />
Cven win Cemi usaxelo ZaRli ij<strong>da</strong><br />
_ yureb<strong>da</strong>cqvetili, <strong>da</strong>Zabuli.<br />
_ amas rame ar <strong>da</strong>varqvaT<br />
_ meti saqme ar gaqvs<br />
_ mgoni, Zalian seriozuli saqmea.<br />
soflis am nawilSi yvela ZaRli<br />
gasusuliyo _ albaT ase yur<strong>da</strong>cqvetilebi<br />
<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>Zabulebi Tu isxdnen<br />
ezoebSi.<br />
ori saaTis win mezoblis qali gulwasuli<br />
<strong>da</strong>eca <strong>da</strong> Tavi rkinis Zels<br />
<strong>da</strong>artya. zRafs Tvalebze xeli avafare,<br />
sisxli rom ar <strong>da</strong>enaxa. sxvebma<br />
bebiamisi sawolze <strong>da</strong>awvines: Tavi<br />
mobanes, wneva gauzomes. eqimis moyvanas<br />
apirebdnen, magram qali gonze movi<strong>da</strong><br />
<strong>da</strong> bavSvs mixedeT, meti araferi<br />
min<strong>da</strong>o.<br />
gio me wamoviyvane. axla eZina <strong>da</strong> vin<br />
icis, ra samoTxeebi esizmrebo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
didi poetisa <strong>da</strong> im qalis ambis gagr-<br />
Zeleba mindo<strong>da</strong>, magram mTvaris Suqze<br />
Tinas cremlebi <strong>da</strong>vinaxe, erTmaneTis<br />
miyolebiT rom migoravdnen yelis<br />
Rrmulebisken. jer naxevari boTlic<br />
ar <strong>da</strong>gvelia <strong>da</strong> amas ukve tirili <strong>da</strong>ewyo.<br />
_ karaleTis Rameebi! _ xeli movxvie<br />
<strong>da</strong> ga<strong>da</strong>vixarxare.<br />
garinduli ZaRlebi xmaurze<br />
gamofxizldnen <strong>da</strong> erTmaneTs yefiT<br />
Seexmiannen.<br />
_ wadi ra TbilisSi, _ TiTqmis<br />
xvewniT miTxra.<br />
TbilisSi ra mindo<strong>da</strong>: mTeli omi<br />
mqon<strong>da</strong> ga<strong>da</strong>satani imasTan, vinc ar<br />
meSvebo<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> visac ver veSvebodi. ar<br />
vicodi, Cven Soris raRa un<strong>da</strong> momx<strong>da</strong>riyo,<br />
magram mainc warmoudgeneli<br />
rameebi xdebo<strong>da</strong> xolme. ra Tqma un<strong>da</strong>,<br />
axali cxovrebis <strong>da</strong>wyeba sisulele<br />
iyo <strong>da</strong> sofelSi wignis <strong>da</strong>mweri ar<br />
viyavi, magram mainc mWirdebo<strong>da</strong> aq<br />
yofna _ amosunTqva, <strong>da</strong>mSvideba <strong>da</strong><br />
swori strategiis mofiqreba.<br />
Tinas Tavi Cems muxlebze edo <strong>da</strong><br />
eZina. me ukve Tavbru mesxmo<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> sa<strong>da</strong>c<br />
iyo, gonebas <strong>da</strong>vkargavdi, roca<br />
mobiluris ekranze teqsturi Setyobineba<br />
gamoCn<strong>da</strong>: `Camodi <strong>da</strong> SenTan<br />
gadmoval sacxovreblad, oRond siyvarulze<br />
ar melaparako~. ori wuTis<br />
Semdeg momdevno Setyobineba miviRe:<br />
`erT dRes cxovreba xom un<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>iwyo<br />
rodemde un<strong>da</strong> iyo sakuTar TavSi<br />
Seketili~ Semdeg kidev erTi: `zaza<br />
burWulaZis `simfsonebi~ momewona~.<br />
<strong>da</strong> bolos: `<strong>da</strong>brundi. gelodebi~.
6 - 19 maisi 2011<br />
*<br />
salome lus TvalSi Semgrovebeli<br />
viyavi <strong>da</strong> Tan is, vinc sasargeblos usargeblosgan<br />
ver arCevs <strong>da</strong> yvelafers<br />
Sin miarbeninebs. veubnebodi, rom yvela<br />
mwerali Semgrovebelia, magram ar<br />
meTanxmebo<strong>da</strong>. vcdilobdi, amexsna,<br />
gancdebs, SegrZnebebs, STabeWdilebebs,<br />
gacnobierebulad Tu gaucnobiereblad,<br />
yvela vagrovebT-meTqi,<br />
mas ki magaliTad Cem mier wakiTxuli<br />
wignebi mohqon<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> mimtkiceb<strong>da</strong>, maTi<br />
didi nawili mxolod imitom waikiTxe,<br />
rom wakiTxuli wignebis sia Segevso,<br />
anu saTaurebi Segegrovebinao.<br />
_ asea, kiTxulob <strong>da</strong> ar cxovrob!<br />
sakuTar Tavs vumeorebdi, rom am<br />
Tavqariani gogos naTqvamze guli ar<br />
un<strong>da</strong> momsvlo<strong>da</strong>. ra Cemi brali iyo,<br />
Tu mwerlebze araswori warmodgena<br />
hqon<strong>da</strong> Seqmnili. samwuxarod, is<br />
marcxs ar aRiareb<strong>da</strong>, im azrs ver eguebo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
rom, sinamdvileSi, mwerlebis<br />
umravlesoba didi veraferi sayvarelia<br />
<strong>da</strong> maT gverdiT mxolod mdumare<br />
Crdilebi sWirdebaT.<br />
mis <strong>da</strong>dumebas, aba, rogor warmovidgendi!<br />
dili<strong>da</strong>n saRamomde SeuCereblad<br />
laparakob<strong>da</strong>, Tumca isev ar vicodi,<br />
vin iyo, romeli ci<strong>da</strong>n Camovar<strong>da</strong><br />
Cems sawolSi...<br />
dilis 7 saaTze misma zarma gamaRviZa.<br />
Cacmuli viweqi divanze <strong>da</strong><br />
TavqveS Cemi patara stumris rbili<br />
<strong>da</strong>Tunia medo.<br />
_ saswrafod wamodi. wamiTac ar<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>do. ver xvdebi, ra xdeba<br />
vxvdebodi, rom xmis amoRebis Tavi<br />
ar mqon<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> mTeli saxli rom cecxlSi<br />
gaxveuliyo, albaT Zils maSinac<br />
gavagrZelebdi. telefoni gamovrTe<br />
<strong>da</strong> ga<strong>da</strong>vbrundi.<br />
cota xnis Semdeg de<strong>da</strong>Cemis xma Camesma:<br />
_ ika, irakli... gaxsovs, did maRaziaSi<br />
rom un<strong>da</strong> wasuliyavi fqvili<br />
iyide, ramdensac moerevi.<br />
uxalisod wamovdeqi <strong>da</strong> uceb Tavbru<br />
<strong>da</strong>mexva. Tvalwin <strong>da</strong>mitrial<strong>da</strong> es<br />
dReebi <strong>da</strong> Rameebi: gawiTlebuli Ramis<br />
ca, SiSis gasafantad gamoclili<br />
boTlebi, azanzarebuli saxli <strong>da</strong> er-<br />
Tianad ayefebuli mTeli soflis<br />
ZaRlebi, zedized mosmenili yvela<br />
sainformacio ga<strong>da</strong>cema <strong>da</strong> Tinas xilva,<br />
romelic masTan erTad yvela aqaurma<br />
ixila: rogor Cavar<strong>da</strong> cecxlmodebuli<br />
samxedro TviTmfrinavi<br />
sadRac, sul axlos.<br />
_ ra omi... meore msoflio omze<br />
axal films iReben, _ vuTxari de<strong>da</strong>s.<br />
_ brinjic wamoiRe, ori, ara, oTxi<br />
kilo, _ <strong>da</strong>azusta <strong>da</strong> oTaxi<strong>da</strong>n gavi<strong>da</strong>.<br />
wlebis win biologiis maswavlebeli<br />
iyo, <strong>da</strong>valebebis mocema sisxlSi<br />
hqon<strong>da</strong>.<br />
rodesac mTavar gzaze mivdiodi,<br />
gavacnobiere, rom sofeli sanaxevrod<br />
<strong>da</strong>cliliyo. mxolod xanSi Sesuli<br />
xalxi mxvdebo<strong>da</strong>, ZiriTa<strong>da</strong>d, kacebi.<br />
did maRaziasTanac ramdenime<br />
berikacs moeyara Tavi.<br />
_ puri ar aris, _ miTxres, sanam<br />
SenobaSi Sevidodi.<br />
_ fqvilic aRar <strong>da</strong>rCa, _ gamomZaxa<br />
gamyidvelma.<br />
_ brinji min<strong>da</strong>, suSisTvis, _ Cems<br />
naTqvamze sulelurad gamecina <strong>da</strong> Ria<br />
karSi Sevedi.<br />
moxucebic Semomyvnen. yuriswamRebi<br />
guguni moaxlov<strong>da</strong>.<br />
Sin misvlamde caSi moriale aTamde<br />
TviTmfrinavi <strong>da</strong>vTvale. jinsis<br />
Sarvlis jibeSi gamorTuli telefoni<br />
medo _ naklebad maintereseb<strong>da</strong>, vis<br />
aRelveb<strong>da</strong> Cemi bed-iRbali, vis venatrebodi,<br />
vin brazob<strong>da</strong> Cems upasuxismgeblobaze.<br />
iseTi ganc<strong>da</strong> mqon<strong>da</strong>,<br />
rom yvelaze usafrTxo, yvelaze komfortul<br />
adgilas viyavi _ mSoblebis<br />
saxlSi. iq, sa<strong>da</strong>c isini iyvnen, cudi<br />
araferi moxdebo<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> arafris meSino<strong>da</strong>.<br />
ra Tqma un<strong>da</strong>, amas xmamaRla ar<br />
vaRiarebdi, magram maT siaxloves isev<br />
bavSvi viyavi _ zustad iseTi,<br />
rogoric wlebiswinandel zafxuleb-<br />
Si, roca Zveli velosipediT aRma<strong>da</strong>Rma<br />
<strong>da</strong>vqrodi.<br />
Tinikom Tavis maRaziaSi Semiyvana<br />
<strong>da</strong> naxevari tomara fqvili momca. maragi<br />
zustad Suaze gayo: ramdenime<br />
boTli zeTi, makaronis xuTkiloiani<br />
paketi, Tevzis konservebi <strong>da</strong> Turquli<br />
saReWi rezinebi gadmomilaga.<br />
fqvilis tomaras xeli wamovavle <strong>da</strong><br />
<strong>da</strong>narCenisTvis <strong>da</strong>vbrundebi-meTqi, _<br />
vuTxari.<br />
_ ra moxdeba _ mkiTxa uceb. raime<br />
saimedos mosmena Tu undo<strong>da</strong>, Tun<strong>da</strong>c<br />
didi sicruis. Tumca me simarTle<br />
vuTxari:<br />
_ xval Sen <strong>da</strong> zRafi TbilisSi waxvalT.<br />
Cems binaSi icxovrebT, sanam yvelaferi<br />
ar miwynardeba. mxolod aucilebeli<br />
nivTebi Caalage.<br />
gavarkvie, rom sofli<strong>da</strong>n xalxi<br />
fexiT midio<strong>da</strong> _ yvelaze usafrTxo<br />
gza mezobel soflebze gadio<strong>da</strong>, romlis<br />
gavlis Semdegac mgzavrebi centralur<br />
magistralze xvdebodnen <strong>da</strong><br />
Semxvedri transportiT Cadiodnen<br />
TbilisSi. loTobas rom ar ga<strong>da</strong>vyolodi,<br />
saqme ase ar garTuldebo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
magram me marTlac mSvi<strong>da</strong>d viyavi iq,<br />
sa<strong>da</strong>c viyavi. arafris Secvlis survili<br />
ar mqon<strong>da</strong> _ irgvliv samyaro<br />
Tavad icvlebo<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> sanam gansazRvrul<br />
formas ar miiReb<strong>da</strong>, seriozuli<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>wyvetilebebis miReba naadrevad<br />
meCvenebo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
saRamos de<strong>da</strong> eleqtroRumelSi<br />
puris gamocxobas Seudga. am saukune-<br />
Si amas pirvelad akeTeb<strong>da</strong>. ficarze<br />
gafenili fafuki comis gundebs<br />
vuyurebdi <strong>da</strong> imaze vfiqrobdi, rom<br />
SeiZlebo<strong>da</strong> Suqi nebismier wams Camqraliyo<br />
<strong>da</strong> maradiul wyvdiadSi<br />
CavZiruliyaviT. mere albaT ezoSi<br />
cecxls <strong>da</strong>vanTebdiT <strong>da</strong> mis garSemo<br />
CamovsxdebodiT: Cemebi, Tina, zRafi<br />
<strong>da</strong> me. an, sulac sxvebi, ucxoebi agvigizgizebdnen<br />
did kocons...<br />
_ ika, sul mindo<strong>da</strong>, mekiTxa <strong>da</strong> maviwydebo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
_ momibrun<strong>da</strong> fqvilSi<br />
amosvrili de<strong>da</strong>, _ kiCi ra aris pirvel<br />
arxze erT ga<strong>da</strong>cemas vuyure <strong>da</strong> ise<br />
kargad, <strong>da</strong>wvrilebiT axsnes, rom megona,<br />
yvelaferi gavige. meore dRes ki<br />
vixsene <strong>da</strong> verafriT gavixsene. ara, es<br />
sityva ar <strong>da</strong>mviwyebia, magram aRar<br />
maxsovs, ras niSnavs.<br />
vakoce <strong>da</strong> mis gamomcxvar purs kide<br />
Camovatexe.<br />
*<br />
Tina bargs alageb<strong>da</strong>: zafxulis<br />
tansacmels, im nivTebs, romlebsac<br />
ver Seeleo<strong>da</strong>. or-sam wigns <strong>da</strong> Zvel<br />
fotoebsac Cavdebo, miTxra <strong>da</strong> gauCinar<strong>da</strong>.<br />
kibis safexurze vijeqi. kordelia<br />
<strong>da</strong> Cemi usaxelo ZaRli fexebTan<br />
misxdnen. marTalia, urTierTltolvis<br />
niSan-wyalic ar emCneo<strong>da</strong>T,<br />
magram mainc vfiqrobdi, rom maTi bediswera<br />
aq, Cems fexsacmelebTan ga<strong>da</strong>ikveTa.<br />
ra Tqma un<strong>da</strong>, SimSilisa <strong>da</strong> usaxlkarobis<br />
safrTxe arcerTs ar emuqrebo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
eseni Cemi piradi kontinentis<br />
cxovelebi iyvnen, ris gamoc maTze<br />
iseve un<strong>da</strong> mezruna, rogorc <strong>da</strong>wyebul<br />
<strong>da</strong> ver<strong>da</strong>mTavrebul teqstebze.<br />
_ Caika, _ <strong>da</strong>vuZaxe ZaRls. Caikovski<br />
grZeli <strong>da</strong> mouxerxebeli iyo,<br />
rogorc Sinauri cxovelis saxeli,<br />
Torem rogorc gvars <strong>da</strong> kompozitors<br />
ra <strong>da</strong>ewunebo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
orma TviTmfrinavma Tavze ga<strong>da</strong>mifrina.<br />
SeSinebuli kordelia saxlSi<br />
Sevar<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> albaT sawolis qveS SeZvra.<br />
bolo dReebSi sul ase iqceo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
_ Seni moTxrobebi aRar Cavde Can-<br />
TaSi. vifiqre, TviTon iq ar iqneba-meTqi!<br />
_ ise gulwrfelad miTxra Tinikom,<br />
rom sicili ver Sevikave.<br />
kibeze Camodio<strong>da</strong>. axla mas sul sxva<br />
TvaliT vuyurebdi <strong>da</strong> vxvdebodi, rom<br />
lamazi tani hqon<strong>da</strong> _ savse mkerdi,<br />
Txeli fexebi <strong>da</strong> lamazi saxe _ gabrazebiT<br />
gamoburculi tuCebi, muqi<br />
Tvalebi. gulSi aTasi WianWvela erTdroulad<br />
amifuTfuT<strong>da</strong>. ar mindo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
Zalian ar mindo<strong>da</strong>, rom Cems saxlSi<br />
ecxovra <strong>da</strong> im ga<strong>da</strong>reulis morig msxverplad<br />
qceuliyo, ara<strong>da</strong>, wamiTac ar<br />
meparebo<strong>da</strong> eWvi, rom yvelaferi<br />
swored ase moxdebo<strong>da</strong>. ori dRis winandeli<br />
teqsturi Setyobinebebi mowmob<strong>da</strong>,<br />
rom jer erTi nabijic ar ga<strong>da</strong>medga<br />
Cemi tkbili jalaTis Tavi<strong>da</strong>n<br />
mocilebis gzaze, me ki gamarjvebas<br />
Ramis caze ga<strong>da</strong>Slili vardebiT, peonebiTa<br />
<strong>da</strong> georginebiT vzeimobdi. <strong>da</strong><br />
mainc, valdebuli viyavi, axloblebis<br />
usafrTxoebaze mezruna _ diax, Cemi<br />
piradi kontinentis uklebliv yvela<br />
mosaxle un<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>mecva. de<strong>da</strong>s <strong>da</strong> mamas<br />
saxli<strong>da</strong>n wasvlaze verc <strong>da</strong>velaparakebodi<br />
_ isini tele-sivrceSi ga<strong>da</strong>saxlebuliyvnen<br />
<strong>da</strong> TavSesafaric iqve<br />
epovaT. sad un<strong>da</strong> wameyvana ra un<strong>da</strong><br />
SemeTavazebina<br />
roca me, Tina <strong>da</strong> gio-zRafi gzas<br />
fexiT <strong>da</strong>vadeqiT <strong>da</strong> soflis bolomde<br />
CavediT, swored amaze vfiqrobdi _<br />
pirobiT xsnaze. mere TeTri mikroavtobusi<br />
wamogvewia <strong>da</strong> mZRolma raRac<br />
<strong>da</strong>gviyvira. Zalian gamikvir<strong>da</strong>, jer<br />
sakuTari saxeli rom gavigone, mere ki<br />
literaturuli gazeTi<br />
_ Cemi Tanamgzavrebis. nacnobi kaci<br />
aRmoCn<strong>da</strong>, romelsac iafad nayidi atami<br />
dezertirebis bazarze gasayi<strong>da</strong>d<br />
mihqon<strong>da</strong> (dReSi ramdenime reiss<br />
akeTeb<strong>da</strong>). am dros sul mcire Svebac<br />
ver vigrZeni: vicodi, rom megobars <strong>da</strong><br />
patara, Taveklian arsebas namdvil<br />
omSi vuSvebdi _ ase, brmad, moumzadeblad.<br />
_ aba, Sen ici, yoCaRad iyavi! <strong>da</strong>girekav,<br />
_ vuTxari mikroavtobusis<br />
Wers <strong>da</strong> xeli atmiT savse yuTebs <strong>da</strong>vuqnie.<br />
<strong>da</strong>gubebulma brazma cremlebad<br />
gamoJona.<br />
Tinas araferi uTqvams. mivx<strong>da</strong>, rom<br />
xvewnas azri ar hqon<strong>da</strong>.<br />
mikroavtobusis mZRoli didxans<br />
mixsni<strong>da</strong>, ukan <strong>da</strong>bruneba SeuZlebelia,<br />
sofeli tankebiT aivso <strong>da</strong> Tavga<strong>da</strong>parsuls<br />
<strong>da</strong>ginaxaven Tu ara, CaTvlian,<br />
rom ga<strong>da</strong>cmuli jariskaci xar <strong>da</strong> adgilze<br />
<strong>da</strong>gxvreteno. <strong>da</strong>vpirdi, gzaze ar<br />
gamovCndebi, vaSlis baRebSi ga<strong>da</strong>val<br />
<strong>da</strong> sofelSi ase <strong>da</strong>vbrundebi-meTqi.<br />
ar meSino<strong>da</strong>, magram <strong>da</strong>pireba mainc<br />
Sevasrule. erTianad areuli viyavi.<br />
vaSlis xeebs Soris mivabijebdi <strong>da</strong><br />
vfiqrobdi, rom cxovrebaSi sworad<br />
jer araferi gamekeTebina, arcerTi<br />
mniSvnelovani nabiji ar ga<strong>da</strong>medga.<br />
Cemi warsuli mudmivi marcxisa <strong>da</strong><br />
droebiTi Sesvenebebis istoriad Sei-<br />
Zlebo<strong>da</strong> CaTvliliyo. yvelaze did<br />
warumateblobas ki dRevandeli dRe<br />
warmoadgen<strong>da</strong> _ dRe, roca sxvagan<br />
vbrundebodi <strong>da</strong> ara iq, sai<strong>da</strong>nac erTi<br />
saaTis win wamovedi <strong>da</strong> am dros sxvebi<br />
iq gavgzavne, sai<strong>da</strong>nac TviTon gamoviqeci.<br />
xis Ziras Camovjeqi <strong>da</strong> jibeebi movisinje.<br />
telefoni ver vipove _ gamaxsen<strong>da</strong>,<br />
rom zRafs saTamaSod miveci,<br />
roca xelSi ayvanili momyav<strong>da</strong>. albaT<br />
gzaze <strong>da</strong>uvar<strong>da</strong>, an mikroavtobusSi<br />
aitana <strong>da</strong> miagdo. ra magrebi arian bavSvebi,<br />
yvelaze usargeblo nivTebiT, maT<br />
Soris gamorTuli telefoniTac rom<br />
didi xalisiT TamaSoben! ara, arsad<br />
<strong>da</strong>rekvas ar vapirebdi, gzaze tankebi<br />
Cemi TvaliT <strong>da</strong>vinaxe, sanam baRisken<br />
gadmovuxvevdi. vicodi, rom sofelSi<br />
xalxi <strong>da</strong>rCa, magram es sasixarulo ambad<br />
ar mimaCn<strong>da</strong>. maTTvis, moxucebisTvis<br />
siaruli erT adgilze dgomisgan<br />
aRarafriT gansxvavdebo<strong>da</strong>. maT<br />
yvelaferi <strong>da</strong>sasrulTan aaxloeb<strong>da</strong>T.<br />
proza<br />
7<br />
*<br />
gamoRviZebuls gonze mosvla<br />
gamiWir<strong>da</strong>. Ramis ca erTianad CaSavebuliyo,<br />
Tavs zemoT erTi varskvlavic<br />
ar WaWaneb<strong>da</strong>. Cemi grili, oflSem-<br />
Srali zurgi miwis simyares grZnob<strong>da</strong><br />
_ mis qveS, savaraudod, zafxulis<br />
xvatSi gamomxmari balaxi tkacunob<strong>da</strong>.<br />
adgomas <strong>da</strong> wasvlas azri ar hqon<strong>da</strong> _<br />
am wyvdiadSi gzas gavignebdi Tu ra xis<br />
qveS jdoma erTaderT gamosavlad<br />
moCan<strong>da</strong>. momwon<strong>da</strong> es gamosavali: xeze<br />
miyrdnobas didi Zalisxmevis gareSec<br />
movaxerxebdi. mTavari iyo, imaze ar<br />
mefiqra, rac ukve <strong>da</strong>vkarge <strong>da</strong> rasac<br />
albaT swored am wams vkargavdi.<br />
ra un<strong>da</strong> gamegrZelebina sicocxlis<br />
nacvlad vicodi, rom raRac un<strong>da</strong><br />
gamegrZelebina, magram ra ra pasuxis<br />
molodinSi cremlebi nela mogoravdnen.<br />
Tavi balaxSi Cavrge.<br />
ratomRac megona, rom erTaderTi<br />
a<strong>da</strong>miani viyavi mTel cisqveSeTSi, vinc<br />
sasowarkveTamde misuliyo, visi awmyosgan<br />
namcecic aRar <strong>da</strong>rCeniliyo. ra<br />
mniSvneloba hqon<strong>da</strong>, Tvalebs gavaxeldi<br />
Tu <strong>da</strong>vxuWavdi, marjvniv gavixe<strong>da</strong>vdi<br />
Tu marcxniv: cac Savi iyo, miwac,<br />
balaxic, varskvlavebic, sofelSi<br />
<strong>da</strong>rCenili ZaRlebic, Tinikos arCeuli<br />
fotosuraTebic, Tavis mosawoneblad<br />
nayidi filip solersis wignic...<br />
zafxulis Rame Tavze kidev erTxel<br />
gadmomemxo.<br />
mere am gulgamoclilma Ramem xma<br />
amoiRo <strong>da</strong> Tavisi simRera mimRera. uamravjer<br />
mosmenil melodias yuri<br />
kidev erTxel mivugde. Cemi samyaros<br />
anarekli elvasaviT gakrTa <strong>da</strong> wyvdiadSi<br />
samu<strong>da</strong>mod <strong>da</strong>iferfla.<br />
sadRac, Zalian axlos mobiluri<br />
telefoni rekav<strong>da</strong>.<br />
xeli Sarvlis ukana jibisken waviRe.<br />
ucnauria, magram iq <strong>da</strong>mxv<strong>da</strong>. ar maxsov<strong>da</strong>,<br />
rodis Cavide, rodis CavrTe... <strong>da</strong><br />
saerTod, axla azri arc amaze fiqrs<br />
hqon<strong>da</strong>.<br />
_ ratom ar mpasuxobdi _ Tinas<br />
xmaSi SiSi, <strong>da</strong>Rliloba <strong>da</strong> raRac ucnauri<br />
aforiaqeba igrZnobo<strong>da</strong>, _ kargad<br />
varT. im kacma korpusamde<br />
mogviyvana, magram CanTebis amotana-<br />
Si aRar mogvexmara. sadRac garbo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
aq ki, kibeze, is gogo ij<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> gelodebo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
iseTi sayvareli gogoa... didi<br />
umaduri vinme xar! vin icis, ramdeni<br />
saaTs gelo<strong>da</strong> ase. zRafs zRapars<br />
uyvebo<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> axla orives Sens sawolze<br />
CaeZinaT... ramdenime wlis win<br />
de<strong>da</strong> gar<strong>da</strong>cvlia <strong>da</strong> skolis moswavle<br />
yofila, maminacvals rom Seucdenia.<br />
ara, ufro sworad, amas Seucdenia<br />
is maminacvali. qalaqi<strong>da</strong>n qalaq-<br />
Si <strong>da</strong>vexetebodiT <strong>da</strong> erTmaneTis gar<strong>da</strong><br />
araferi gvaxsov<strong>da</strong>o. xvdebi, ra<br />
gamoiara axla martoa, Zalian marto.<br />
<strong>da</strong>narCens mere mogiyvebio, <strong>da</strong>mpir<strong>da</strong>...<br />
<strong>da</strong> xmas ratom ar iReb mokvdi<br />
_ ara.<br />
_ Camodi ra. rogorme moaxerxe <strong>da</strong><br />
Camodi. yvela erTad raRacas movifiqrebT.<br />
xalxi aqe<strong>da</strong>nac midis. manqanebs<br />
bargiT avseben <strong>da</strong> sadRac midian.<br />
Cven arsad wavideT. ubralod, er-<br />
Tad viyoT... <strong>da</strong> rame <strong>da</strong>salevic wamoiRe<br />
ra.<br />
_ vnaxoT. <strong>da</strong>girekav.<br />
_ Tavs gaufrTxildi.<br />
_ Senc frTxilad iyavi.<br />
_ <strong>da</strong>salevi ar <strong>da</strong>gaviwydes.<br />
enaze momdgari kidev ramdenime<br />
sityva <strong>da</strong> erTmaneTs <strong>da</strong>vemSvidobeT.<br />
gaxSirebuli guliscemis Senelebas<br />
ar <strong>da</strong>vlodebivar. mamaCems <strong>da</strong>vureke.<br />
karga xans ar mpasuxob<strong>da</strong>, magram<br />
ar gamkvirvebia _ wesiT, Rrma<br />
ZilSi un<strong>da</strong> yofiliyo. ga<strong>da</strong>mdgari<br />
polkovniki iyo _ imden oms <strong>da</strong> ubedurebas<br />
moeswro, rom aRaraferi<br />
ukvir<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> aRarafris eSino<strong>da</strong>. ara<br />
mgonia, di<strong>da</strong>d aRelvebuliyo, Tu simarTles<br />
gaigeb<strong>da</strong>: Rames soflis boloSi,<br />
viRacis baRSi vaTevdi <strong>da</strong> cota<br />
xnis win cremlebSi CaxrCobas Zlivs<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>vurCi.<br />
ra Zili, ris Zili, yvela CemTanaa,<br />
vinc ki axlo-maxlo cxovrobs <strong>da</strong><br />
saxl-kari ar miatovao _ iseTi xmiT<br />
miTxra, rom mivxvdi, samoTxis raRac<br />
nafleTi xeluxleblad <strong>da</strong>rCeniliyo<br />
_ qaTmebi SevwviT, bostanSi kitri <strong>da</strong><br />
wiwaka <strong>da</strong>vkrifeT, yurZnis wveni CavacieT<br />
<strong>da</strong> ho<strong>da</strong>, axla warmosaxvas<br />
mouxmeo. sa<strong>da</strong>c ar un<strong>da</strong> iyo, yvelgan<br />
gagimarjoso. rodesac vuTxari, aqve<br />
var, sibneleSi viRacis vaSlis xis qveS<br />
vzivar-meTqi, wynarad mTxova, axlave<br />
adeqi <strong>da</strong> saxlSi wamodio.<br />
gavCumdi. mivxvdi, rom ga<strong>da</strong>wyvetilebis<br />
misaRebad mTeli maradisoba<br />
mqon<strong>da</strong>.<br />
me xis qveS vijeqi.<br />
me xels xmel balaxs vusvamdi <strong>da</strong><br />
vxvdebodi, rom aqamde erTi dRec ar<br />
mecxovra.<br />
vfiqrobdi im wignebze, romlebic<br />
ar <strong>da</strong>mewera <strong>da</strong> mxolod guli ki ara,<br />
mTeli sxeuli mCxvlet<strong>da</strong>. im qalebisTvis,<br />
romlebisTvisac mniSvnelovani<br />
viyavi, dRei<strong>da</strong>n sxva gaxdebo<strong>da</strong> ufro<br />
metad mniSvnelovani. isini, visTvisac<br />
isev bavSvi viyavi, arasdros gaizrdebodnen<br />
<strong>da</strong> maT mogonebebSi yovelTvis<br />
Wkviani biWis Tvalebi meqnebo<strong>da</strong>. Cemi<br />
cxovelebi _ ori sabralo ZaRli<br />
ise<strong>da</strong>c RvTis ime<strong>da</strong>d <strong>da</strong>mrCeno<strong>da</strong>. <strong>da</strong><br />
ra mrCebo<strong>da</strong> ra un<strong>da</strong> gamegrZelebina<br />
vazviadebdi vamartivebdi iqneb<br />
asec iyo, magram vicodi, rom ukiduresi<br />
sifxizle am viTarebaSi erTaderTi<br />
gamosavali un<strong>da</strong> yofiliyo. asadgomad<br />
wamoviwie <strong>da</strong> mivxvdi, rom<br />
amas ver movaxerxebdi _ mTeli sxeuli<br />
ise mCxvlet<strong>da</strong>, TiTqos eklebi SigniT<br />
Cambrunebo<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> yovel amosunTqvaze<br />
organizms cocxlad mifleT<strong>da</strong>.<br />
ho, namdvili zRarbi viyavi<br />
_ aTasi ubedurebis Semgrovebeli <strong>da</strong><br />
vaSlis xis Ziras mokrunCxuli,<br />
rogorc im zRapris ilustraciaze,<br />
romelic keTilad ar mTavrdeba.
8 poezia<br />
literaturuli gazeTi<br />
papis saxli<br />
<strong>da</strong>rbeuli <strong>da</strong>rabebi,<br />
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ekali <strong>da</strong> WinWari.<br />
saxlis ukan tyis koromi<br />
umowyalod nakafi,<br />
cxra mTis iqiT gafrenili<br />
ko<strong>da</strong>la Tu kakabi.<br />
dgaxar, wvimis Srials ismen,<br />
gzveravs Rame _ martorqa;<br />
isev SiSi gisafrdeba,<br />
isev ise marto xar.<br />
vidre sizmrebs Seerevi,<br />
<strong>da</strong>iZineb vidremde,<br />
fiqriT mainc gaiare<br />
gamoqarul mindvrebze.<br />
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is dRe un<strong>da</strong> moinatro,<br />
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gamogvecxa<strong>da</strong> qaTqaTa kabiT,<br />
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erTi SexedeT moxuc qalbatons _<br />
ra ucnauri morTva ineba!<br />
TeTri xilvebiT <strong>da</strong>Trobas natrobs<br />
<strong>da</strong> TeTri etliT gaseirnebas,<br />
magram ra SesZravs<br />
mis beber ZarRvebs,<br />
examuSeba patarZlis fata<br />
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ga<strong>da</strong>vwie <strong>da</strong>rdebis<br />
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sxva faTeraks vbardebi.<br />
kidev <strong>da</strong>dis Cemferi<br />
avyia <strong>da</strong> beberi!<br />
vici, aRar Semferis,<br />
viyo Seni mxlebeli.<br />
magram momnatrebia<br />
Tmebi lurjad mbzinavi,<br />
<strong>da</strong>rdi mommatebia,<br />
gamkiTxavi vin ari!<br />
fiqro, caSi wasulo,<br />
ucxod, <strong>da</strong>sakargavad...<br />
mzis ezoSi vcodvilob,<br />
ara miSavs, kargad var.<br />
ase cxovroben<br />
ar gin<strong>da</strong>, dila nu gefereba,<br />
Tovlis zvavebma mTebi <strong>da</strong>Raron,<br />
ar gagabruon mzis simRerebma,<br />
guli imediT aRar <strong>da</strong>Ralo.<br />
male gasxepavs am totebs qari,<br />
mokle gza aris usaSvelomde,<br />
<strong>da</strong>iborkebi, geqceva mxari<br />
<strong>da</strong> gausaZlis dReebs elode.<br />
<strong>da</strong>vRoRialobT rogorc matlebi,<br />
erTmaneTs vzveravT zizRis SubebiT,<br />
viTom ar viciT, rom <strong>da</strong>vmarcxdebiT,<br />
rom bolos yvela <strong>da</strong>viRupebiT.<br />
gauxundeba dilas farCebi,<br />
waxval <strong>da</strong> aRar moginatreben...<br />
ase cxovroben, am TamaSebiT,<br />
pirquSi miwis, mobinadreni.<br />
***<br />
man miatova legendebi,<br />
eas kunZuli<br />
<strong>da</strong> Sadrevnebis nazi Sriali...<br />
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TiTqos guli<br />
momeCvena, TiTqos guli<br />
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beds <strong>da</strong> yismaTs wyevli<strong>da</strong>.<br />
erTxans karTan wkrialeb<strong>da</strong>,<br />
rogorc zari cocxali,<br />
SoTa qavTaraZe<br />
mere mindvrebs Seeria,<br />
Tvali veRar movkari.<br />
vai guli, guli Cemi<br />
gavardnili mdeloze<br />
<strong>da</strong>isvena, aRar mosTqvams<br />
<strong>da</strong>rdze usaSveloze.<br />
viRas axsovs<br />
vin moginatrebs,<br />
vin mogigonebs,<br />
viRas axsovxar, Cemo madona,<br />
soflis boloze <strong>da</strong>frTxa ciskari,<br />
cas qariSxali miepatrona.<br />
CamoSlilia SiSis furclebi<br />
<strong>da</strong>Svebulia sizmris fardebi,<br />
midixar ase nirSeucvleli<br />
<strong>da</strong> horizontTan uCinardebi.<br />
ojaxi<br />
aris aseTi wuTi netari,<br />
ojaxSi de<strong>da</strong>, mama, Svilebi,<br />
erTad arian, grZnoben erTmaneTs<br />
sisxliT, gumaniT, ganwyobilebiT.<br />
vin SeaCerebs am wuTs RvTaebrivs!<br />
<strong>da</strong> verc ki grZnoben,<br />
rodis imRvreva<br />
de<strong>da</strong>Sviluri Tbili simRera,<br />
sxva simRerebiT <strong>da</strong> sakravebiT.<br />
gviani Rame<br />
gadmodian aCrdilebi Cumad<br />
dedis, mamis, mezoblebis _ Zvelis,<br />
ra Tqma un<strong>da</strong>,<br />
kars gauReb stumars,<br />
magram guliT aRaravis eli.<br />
tyeebs arbevs Semodgomis qari<br />
<strong>da</strong> axvavebs foTlebs saxlis karTan,<br />
Cavlilia dReTa grZeli jari,<br />
ca SeimRvra naTeli <strong>da</strong> sufTa.<br />
Tavs <strong>da</strong>gyurebs usasrulo zeca,<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>bmulan Rameebi grZeli,<br />
Cumad dgaxar mamis <strong>da</strong>rgul xesTan,<br />
gefereba mTvaris grili xeli.<br />
sinaTle<br />
pirveli rveuli<strong>da</strong>n<br />
ar min<strong>da</strong>, vinmem momapyros mzera<br />
an gaocebis,<br />
an aRtacebis,<br />
Cemi lamazi sizmrebis mjera<br />
<strong>da</strong> Cemi saTno _ berikacebis.<br />
mec samegobro mkidia gu<strong>da</strong><br />
<strong>da</strong> ase, guliT, SevTxov bunebas _<br />
sadRac, patara sofelSi, mu<strong>da</strong>m<br />
de<strong>da</strong> elodes Cems <strong>da</strong>brunebas.<br />
Tu yvelaferi qaria<br />
ar ici, rogor ipovno<br />
erTi, mravalTa Soris!<br />
roca talRebad gawydeba<br />
SiSi, imedi, Wori _<br />
aris raime namdvili,<br />
ueWveli <strong>da</strong> myari,<br />
Tu yvelaferi qaria,<br />
Camoqrolili qari!<br />
es Ramea<br />
es Ramea,<br />
es gzebia<br />
<strong>da</strong> es varskvlavebia...<br />
mosjarvia bevrjer mteri,<br />
magram gamklavebia.<br />
mosdebia zecas janRi,<br />
magram u<strong>da</strong>rebia,<br />
<strong>da</strong> mamulis didi vali<br />
wmin<strong>da</strong>d utarebia.<br />
dRes ra xdeba! _<br />
isev delgma,<br />
isev zvirTze zvirTi...<br />
rao, Svilo qarTvlisa,<br />
gemZimeba tvirTi!<br />
is saRamo<br />
rogor agekviata<br />
is saRamo, is qali,<br />
gabneuli mZivebad<br />
Zowisferi ciskari.<br />
fiqriT Caedevnebi<br />
qals patara wyaroze,<br />
sad feradi mtevnebi<br />
bavSvebiviT xaroben.<br />
is mindori ga<strong>da</strong>xma,<br />
gaucxov<strong>da</strong> is qali,<br />
midis, wlebis ga<strong>da</strong>Rma<br />
gasaqrobad iCqaris.<br />
yvavilebiT mogvirTe<br />
lamaria, lamare<br />
kvdeba, rac cis qveS ari!<br />
wlebma <strong>da</strong>asamara<br />
yvela gar<strong>da</strong>qeSani.<br />
ityvis vinme ra Rir<strong>da</strong><br />
ime<strong>da</strong>d Tu wvalebad<br />
mobrZandeba baRi<strong>da</strong>n<br />
wynari fericvaleba.<br />
lamaria, lamare,<br />
mogvikiTxe mal-male,<br />
yvavilebiT mogvirTe<br />
naadrevi samare.<br />
mova msaxurTa batoni<br />
mova amindi uqaro,<br />
usiyvarulo, uqalo.<br />
mova msaxurTa batoni<br />
<strong>da</strong> Tavi un<strong>da</strong> vuxaro.<br />
dila iqneba umzeo,<br />
Rame iqneba umTvaro! _<br />
un<strong>da</strong> veurCo siberes,<br />
muqara SemovuTvalo...<br />
jer ki survilTa etlSi vzi,<br />
Sen Semewie, ufalo!<br />
Zveli monatrebi<strong>da</strong>n<br />
sad wavide, vin veZebo,<br />
raRas vnaxav gasaxars...<br />
meramdened mivadgebi<br />
Cveni gzebis gasayars.<br />
movixe<strong>da</strong>v, mze Casula,<br />
Sara Tav<strong>da</strong>RmarTdeba,<br />
arc es Rame Segvinaxavs,<br />
arc es natvra axdeba.<br />
aRarasdros ar Caicvam<br />
kabas, TeTri winwklebiT,<br />
eh, ara<strong>da</strong> Cems sizmrebSi<br />
ra lamazad iwyebi.<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>vidnen megobrebi,<br />
ufro meti _ mtrebia,<br />
araferi aRar <strong>da</strong>rCa<br />
Zveli monatrebi<strong>da</strong>n.<br />
wina matarebeli<br />
mZime ga<strong>da</strong>sasvleli,<br />
mewyeriT <strong>da</strong> zvavebiT<br />
wina matarebeli,<br />
idumali mgzavrebiT.<br />
gapobili haeri,<br />
gauSleli yvavili,<br />
wina matarebeli<br />
xeobaze gavlili.<br />
Rames adevnebuli,<br />
mTvaris Suqze mkrTomeli,<br />
wasuli <strong>da</strong> gamqrali,<br />
ukve miuwvdomeli.<br />
wina matarebeli _<br />
gafrenili duraji,<br />
erTi fexiT gamaswro,<br />
gaexvia buranSi.<br />
gar<strong>da</strong>svla<br />
gar<strong>da</strong>mx<strong>da</strong> Cemi ga<strong>da</strong>saxdeli,<br />
wiforis xatSi qreba sanTeli.<br />
Sewy<strong>da</strong> wvimebis korianteli,<br />
sibnelisaken mivemarTebi.<br />
6 - 19 maisi 2011<br />
wavi<strong>da</strong> mama.<br />
wavi<strong>da</strong> de<strong>da</strong> _<br />
axla maT mxolod sizmrebSi vxe<strong>da</strong>v.<br />
yurs vugdeb wvimis Srials <strong>da</strong> kvnesas,<br />
buxarSi rcxilis kunZi iwveba,<br />
bavSvobis tablas vuzivar dResac<br />
<strong>da</strong> ganSorebis Jami iwyeba.<br />
mzem ga<strong>da</strong>swia Ramis fardebi,<br />
jer Seucnobel sivrces gavyureb...<br />
ca gaxsnilia,<br />
nu ge<strong>da</strong>rdebi _<br />
wkrialebs mTvaris TeTri sayure.<br />
siyvarulis mindvrebze<br />
SemoWrilan sarkmelSi<br />
iasamnis rtoebi,<br />
misi lurji yvavili<br />
gaxalisebs droebiT.<br />
xiliT savse marani,<br />
yurZnis akidoebi.<br />
Semodgoma avsili<br />
<strong>da</strong>rdiT <strong>da</strong> umweobiT.<br />
gzebze CamogiRam<strong>da</strong>,<br />
cxovrob ganmartoebiT,<br />
sipi qvafenilebi,<br />
ucxo sastumroebi.<br />
ra xats gin<strong>da</strong>, emTxvie,<br />
ra beds gin<strong>da</strong>, moebi,<br />
yvelaferi SemTxveviT,<br />
yvelaferi droebiT.<br />
magram zogjer gangebiT<br />
amaRldebi zecamde,<br />
siyvarulis mindvrebze<br />
<strong>da</strong>ivano, ecade.<br />
noemberi<br />
yvelaferi Camolag<strong>da</strong>,<br />
yvelaferi movi<strong>da</strong> _<br />
sizmrebi<strong>da</strong>n, wvimebi<strong>da</strong>n,<br />
naadrevi Tovli<strong>da</strong>n.<br />
Rameebis mRvimeebSi<br />
mwuxareba sufev<strong>da</strong>,<br />
ukve aRar geZaxian<br />
gzebispira sufrebTan.<br />
marto dgaxar, alionis<br />
grili sunTqva gexeba,<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>ivlis es saRamo<br />
bnelSi CaiCexeba.<br />
bolo Tasi <strong>da</strong>icala,<br />
bolo brZola <strong>da</strong>mTavr<strong>da</strong>...<br />
frinvelebi irevian<br />
Semodgomis samkalTan.<br />
xa<strong>da</strong><br />
xa<strong>da</strong>Si gamigonia<br />
samoci cixe magari<br />
xalxuri<br />
kvlav moido tyem ali<br />
cisferi <strong>da</strong> TeTri,<br />
ayvavil<strong>da</strong> tyemali<br />
aRmarTebTan mleTis.<br />
moxmaurobs xadis xevi,<br />
uerTdeba aragvs,<br />
aq yiJina mterTa Zlevis<br />
Sehyinvia qarafs.<br />
modis cixis Savi Crdili<br />
<strong>da</strong> Walaze wveba,<br />
sad wavi<strong>da</strong> mTebis Svili,<br />
vaJkacebis wyeba!<br />
ram <strong>da</strong>Rala lomis muxli,<br />
mecixovnis mklavi...<br />
xeobaze Ramis mwuxri,<br />
xevSi _ Tovlis zvavi.<br />
mosdebia tyes ali<br />
cisferi <strong>da</strong> TeTri.<br />
hyvavis, hyvavis tyemali<br />
aRmarTebTan mleTis.<br />
maradiuli gmirebi<br />
gmiris <strong>da</strong> gmiris mxilveli,<br />
bevrs Sevxvdi<br />
bevrs mivesalme _<br />
tarielia pirveli,<br />
xolo fridoni mesame.<br />
spa modga gasakvirveli,<br />
xmlebsa <strong>da</strong> xanjlebs lesaven,<br />
tarielia pirveli,<br />
fridoni aris mesame.<br />
avsa <strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>rSi elian,<br />
adRegrZeleben _ Sesvamen:<br />
pirveli tarielia,<br />
fridoni aris mesame.
6 - 19 maisi 2011<br />
literaturuli gazeTi<br />
poezia<br />
9<br />
suli gaisxipa<br />
suli gaisxipa<br />
ifnis wkeplasaviT,<br />
arsad xorklebi<br />
arsad nuJri,<br />
arsad foTlebi,<br />
ukve aravin ar gelodeba,<br />
ukve aravis ar elodebi,<br />
garindulia bnelSi sofeli.<br />
vdgavar,<br />
ver mivdivar ukve veRarsaiT,<br />
suli gaisxipa ifnis wkeplasaviT.<br />
cvlileba<br />
gaocebulic rom arvin <strong>da</strong>rCa!<br />
sul araferi momx<strong>da</strong>ra TiTqos _<br />
mzia simindis taroebs arCevs, _<br />
RumelTan mij<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> xelebs iTbobs.<br />
vin Caifiqra <strong>da</strong> vin ineba,<br />
ijdes <strong>da</strong> sa<strong>da</strong> xalaTi ecvas,<br />
ukve arafers etitineba<br />
samxreTisaken gafrenil mercxals.<br />
soflis RameTa elva <strong>da</strong> mexi,<br />
Wabuki gulis wva <strong>da</strong> godeba! _<br />
SemouToxna garSemo xexils,<br />
kibesTan zis <strong>da</strong> qmars elodeba.<br />
Soba<br />
isev anTia cisfrad kandeli,<br />
eklesiaSi modis mlocveli,<br />
Tavs gvadgas uflis Saravandedi<br />
<strong>da</strong> sinaTlea yovlismomcveli.<br />
rogor gvizi<strong>da</strong>vs es nazi sev<strong>da</strong>,<br />
sikeTis ndoma <strong>da</strong> naTlis sveti...<br />
erT kacs xom mainc arguna bedma<br />
cad amaRleba <strong>da</strong> ufro meti.<br />
idumalebis reken zarebi,<br />
gvinaTebs Suqi <strong>da</strong> ar ileva...<br />
<strong>da</strong> yvela erTad mivemgzavrebiT<br />
ucxo samyaros mosaxilvelad.<br />
mSvenieri bavSvi<br />
axla, swored axla, balaxi rom gaxma<br />
<strong>da</strong> mdinaris talRebs mivuyvebi <strong>da</strong>Rma.<br />
axla, swored axla, karis zRurblTan dgaxar,<br />
qars mohyevi, male qarTan erTad waxval.<br />
Sekrulia zRvebis nacrisferi qafi,<br />
guli, gamobmuli mzesTan wvrili ZafiT,<br />
ver gauZlebs didxans<br />
bedisweris zvirTebs,<br />
imedi ki bJutavs _ iqneb, iqneb, iqneb.<br />
<strong>da</strong>uberavs qari, gemi afrebs gaSlis<br />
<strong>da</strong> gahyveba talRebs mSvenieri bavSvi.<br />
wlebi rom gavlen<br />
weli rom gava oc<strong>da</strong>aTi an ufro meti,<br />
Sens Tavs am dReze<br />
sayveduriT nurafers etyvi.<br />
nu etyvi, TiTqos ar icodi sicocxlis fasi,<br />
<strong>da</strong> ar arsebul fiqrs <strong>da</strong> grZnobebs arqmevdi saxels,<br />
rom Sens mbrZaneblad ukeTuri kacuna <strong>da</strong>svi,<br />
rom <strong>da</strong>bneuli mihyvebodi mokv<strong>da</strong>vTa zraxvebs.<br />
weli rom gava oc<strong>da</strong>aTi <strong>da</strong> ufro meti,<br />
mze rom <strong>da</strong>cxreba,<br />
Semodgoma karvebs rom gaSlis,<br />
Sens Tavs am dReze sayveduriT nurafers etyvi,<br />
o, dRevandeli <strong>da</strong>inde bavSvi!<br />
xom Semogvyria yvavili<br />
aleqsi WinWarauls<br />
patar_patara imedebs<br />
<strong>da</strong> mzian gamonaSuqebs,<br />
bedi kvlav gamoimetebs,<br />
gangeba isev gvaCuqebs.<br />
aki gvinaxavs kopalas<br />
naTovari <strong>da</strong> nakvlevi<br />
Camouvlia xevisbers<br />
droSiT <strong>da</strong> zanzalakebiT<br />
amofrenila yvavili<br />
lebaiskaris cixesTan,<br />
roSkas dgebo<strong>da</strong> naTeli,<br />
<strong>da</strong> mwvervalisken iwev<strong>da</strong>.<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>iara zamTarma,<br />
gaiSriales wvimebma,<br />
<strong>da</strong> veliT saaravoze<br />
dilis mzis gamobrwyinebas.<br />
nino qoqosaZe<br />
origami<br />
xirosimeli gogona, sasaki sa<strong>da</strong>ko, mTeli<br />
weli, gar<strong>da</strong>cvalebamde, akeTeb<strong>da</strong><br />
qaRaldis weroebs. weros origami –<br />
bednierebis <strong>da</strong> xangrZlivi sicocxlis<br />
simboloa...<br />
ramdeni carieli furceli <strong>da</strong>migrov<strong>da</strong>!<br />
samelne – gamxmari iebis ikebana,<br />
verc ga<strong>da</strong>sagdebad gavimete...<br />
midevs magi<strong>da</strong>ze,<br />
vasveleb, sasaki,<br />
iqneb metafora amovides...<br />
Sen fiqrob uZiloba raime SuaSia<br />
an iqneb asaki<br />
ah, ara!<br />
es me var, SensaviT patara gogona,<br />
romelsac Tmebi <strong>da</strong> sisxli<br />
Tanabrad uTeTrdeba,<br />
rodesac arafers ar wers <strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>Rlamdis,<br />
qaRaldis weroebs akeTebs...<br />
fsalmuni<br />
ramdenjer gavixure es wigni<br />
<strong>da</strong> mainc – SigniT Cakecili<br />
muxlebze – CavrCi...<br />
kanze bgeriT ise mexeba,<br />
rom xan<strong>da</strong>xan,<br />
Canxar, ufalo!<br />
martoxe<br />
xe brude <strong>da</strong> xe marTalo...<br />
gogla<br />
ra vici,<br />
iqneba ase sjobs, martoxe,<br />
idge <strong>da</strong> grigalebs elodo, Cemfero!<br />
iqneba Sens mklavze gamoyril bolo kvirts<br />
aRarc ki efero...<br />
iqneba simSvide sjobia yvelafers,<br />
rom qarSi morCilad totebi <strong>da</strong>xaro,<br />
odesme gaaxmobs yvela xes –<br />
asea Seqmnili samyaro.<br />
dro iyo – foTlebze gibnevdnen almasebs,<br />
giTqvamdnen survilebs nafleTiT mandilis,<br />
<strong>da</strong>fiqrdi, <strong>da</strong>fiqrdi, matoxe, amaze –<br />
Seni silamaze ar iyo advili...<br />
<strong>da</strong> roca oqtombris qarebma <strong>da</strong>gfantes,<br />
adre rom saTuTad gfurclav<strong>da</strong>,<br />
ratom geSinia, rom un<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>Ramdes,<br />
ar ici<br />
xmebian... xmebian fuWa<strong>da</strong>c...<br />
Sen ki, Rirseulad <strong>da</strong>isxi nayofi<br />
<strong>da</strong> un<strong>da</strong> waxvide axla am baRi<strong>da</strong>n,<br />
Seni yvavilebi ferga<strong>da</strong>sulia<br />
<strong>da</strong> albaT,<br />
Tavi<strong>da</strong>n gaSla<strong>da</strong>c ar Rir<strong>da</strong>.<br />
ra vici, iqneba ase sjobs, martoxe,<br />
maradi yofisgan pirjvari geweros,<br />
Sen, TiTqos bebero,<br />
<strong>da</strong> mainc lamazo,<br />
martoxe!<br />
martoxe!<br />
Se marTla Cemfero!<br />
siCume<br />
yvelaze mSvi<strong>da</strong>d mJReri simfonia,<br />
samyaros jvarcmulo diriJoro,<br />
xan<strong>da</strong>xan <strong>da</strong>mikariT siCume!<br />
siCume –valsi,<br />
siCume –sonatina,<br />
rogorc pawawina bavSvi,<br />
<strong>da</strong>uwereli leqsi maqvs majebze...<br />
vai, rom CemisTana Tovlis dedoflebi<br />
qurasTan <strong>da</strong>dnebian,<br />
Tuki gaeqcevaT – rZesaviT – striqoni...<br />
samyaros jvarcmulo diriJoro,<br />
xan<strong>da</strong>xan <strong>da</strong>mikariT siCume!<br />
reisi cameti<br />
ratomRac yovelTvis<br />
icvleba ganrigi,<br />
reisi cameti _ Cemi <strong>da</strong> uCemo...<br />
gaWedil avtobans Rrublis kolonebi<br />
mihyveba. ca aris calmxrivi...ufero.<br />
ratomRac mosacdelSi<br />
ukravs roiali _<br />
teleekrani<strong>da</strong>n,<br />
marSebs saqorwinos.<br />
vzivar savarZelSi,<br />
ase _ frTamorTxmuli,<br />
albaT gafrenamde _<br />
un<strong>da</strong> gavafrino.<br />
revanSi<br />
marto me ara!<br />
Tu kargia,<br />
Senc ki SegemRvra mzera.<br />
alag–alag <strong>da</strong>ibzare,<br />
egec naoWebia.<br />
<strong>da</strong> radgan ar gaqvs<br />
Seni Tavis <strong>da</strong>naxvis niWi,<br />
getyvi ase:<br />
(rogorc Tavad gCvevia)<br />
– ras <strong>da</strong>emsgavse!<br />
....................<br />
holis kuTxeSi atuzulo,<br />
asi wlis sarkev!<br />
SuqniSani<br />
am gamzirze,<br />
roca xelgaSvebuls mivlia _<br />
Seni<strong>da</strong>n Cemamde,<br />
zustad imdeni Secdoma Cavidine,<br />
ramdeni akrZalvis wiTeli niSanic<br />
Semxv<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>memuqra:<br />
_ ar Seuxvio!<br />
_ ar SeCerde!<br />
_ ar ga<strong>da</strong>xvide!<br />
axla me narinjisfer oTaxSi vcxovrob,<br />
(lodinis feri)<br />
<strong>da</strong> Tu ki isev - gazafxuli<br />
wasvlisferad gaifoTleba,<br />
gamiyvane Tvalaxveuli!<br />
SemovliTi gzebiT matare,<br />
ukan mosasvleli - veRar un<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>vimaxsovro!<br />
avtoportreti<br />
Sen xom ar ici,<br />
rom me var qali,<br />
romelic xSirad,<br />
gamogonili siyvaruliT ise avadobs,<br />
rom aviwydeba: Wama–sma–Zili,<br />
metros sadguri,<br />
sa<strong>da</strong>c un<strong>da</strong> amosuliyo.<br />
<strong>da</strong> rom dili<strong>da</strong>n uwevs sicxe<br />
<strong>da</strong> receptiviT<br />
uwers leqsebs – sakuTar kabas<br />
<strong>da</strong> kara<strong>da</strong>Si,<br />
gar<strong>da</strong>cvlilis perangTan kidebs,<br />
raTa dro <strong>da</strong> dro gamoaRos,<br />
gaamzeuros....<br />
ar ici kidev,<br />
rom sxeulze ayris iebi<br />
<strong>da</strong> sifrifana filtvebi<strong>da</strong>n<br />
uCans yayaCo,<br />
rom ga<strong>da</strong>urCa (iyo asec)<br />
zRvas martoobis<br />
<strong>da</strong> bolos erTma,<br />
carielma Ramem <strong>da</strong>aRrCo...<br />
...........................<br />
Sen xom ar ici...<br />
emigracia<br />
erTxans parizSi vcxovrobdi,<br />
saxlSi –<br />
per–laSezisken xediT<br />
<strong>da</strong> vwerdi – mkv<strong>da</strong>r iadonebze...<br />
mere <strong>da</strong>visizmre karTageni,<br />
romelic –<br />
yoveli momdevno gamosvlis mere<br />
Tavze mengreo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
radgan imTaviTve,<br />
asea SeTqmuli...<br />
axla londonis uimedo nislSi vtivtiveb,<br />
var... an arca var...(hamletis kiTxva)<br />
<strong>da</strong> min<strong>da</strong>,<br />
gavyve "via–vitas", an sxva – nebismier "vias"<br />
<strong>da</strong> adre Tu gvian,<br />
Cavide romSi,<br />
<strong>da</strong> viqce romad –<br />
SenTvis!<br />
...............<br />
Tu ara <strong>da</strong> –<br />
momeciT, geTayva,<br />
sxva globusi!
10 literaturuli gazeTi<br />
Canawerebi 6 - 19 maisi 2011<br />
<strong>da</strong>sawyisi # 47-48<br />
literaturuli<br />
portretisaTvis<br />
TiTqmis gaqra Cveni literaturuli<br />
presi<strong>da</strong>n iseTi tevadi <strong>da</strong> mobiluri<br />
forma kritikuli gamokvlevisa,<br />
rogoric literaturuli portretia.<br />
SemTxveviT ar mixsenebia aq `kritikuli<br />
gamokvleva~. diax, gaqra swored<br />
`gamokvleva~ – konkretuli argumentebi,<br />
konkretuli msjelobi<strong>da</strong>n gamomdinare<br />
<strong>da</strong>skvnebi <strong>da</strong> ara upasuxismgeblod<br />
miSvebuli emociebis nakadi, roca<br />
sityva kargavs Tavis <strong>da</strong>niSnulebas<br />
<strong>da</strong> butaforuli sityvebiT naSenebi ko-<br />
SkebiT ifareba teleekranebi <strong>da</strong> literaturuli<br />
presis furclebi.<br />
literaturul portrets aqvs<br />
Tavisi mtkiced Camoyalibebuli kanonebi.<br />
aq umTavresi analizi <strong>da</strong> faqtebze<br />
<strong>da</strong>myarebuli msjelobaa. `portretis~<br />
avtoris amocana martivi araa – man<br />
un<strong>da</strong> warmoaCinos mwerali – misi Semoqmedebis<br />
umTavresi mamoZravebeli<br />
Zalebi, Semoqmedis mier gavlil gzaze<br />
momx<strong>da</strong>ri saintereso cvlilebebi <strong>da</strong><br />
movlenebi, misi literaturuli <strong>da</strong> sazogadoebrivi<br />
pozicia, misi xelweris<br />
individualuri Taviseburebani <strong>da</strong> a.S.,<br />
magram am rTuli amocanis ga<strong>da</strong>wyveta<br />
martivdeba, roca portretis Sesaqmnelad<br />
kvlevas ki ar mivmarTavT, aramed<br />
mza Sablons viRebT saxelmZRvanelod.<br />
mkvlevarsa <strong>da</strong> `Sablonists~ Soris<br />
ki didi sxvaobaa. mkvlevarma ar<br />
icis, riT <strong>da</strong>sruldeba misi Sroma, ra<br />
saboloo <strong>da</strong>skvnebs miiRebs teqstis<br />
kritikuli gaCxrekvis Sedegad. igi<br />
profesiulad iRwvis <strong>da</strong> kvlevis Sedegad<br />
qmnis mwerlis SemoqmedebiT suraTs.<br />
`Sablonists~ ki Sabloni upyria<br />
xelT _ lamazi, brWyviala, Tvalis mosatyuebeli,<br />
yalbi, `faruli <strong>da</strong>mkve-<br />
Tis~ gemovnebasa <strong>da</strong> survils morgebuli<br />
– <strong>da</strong> am Sablonis mixedviT aSenebs<br />
butaforul koSks.<br />
aseTi butaforuli portretebi,<br />
Tqven warmoidgineT, mo<strong>da</strong>Sic ki aris –<br />
warmoiTqmis prezentaciebze, saiubileo<br />
saRamoebze, sufrebze, ibeWdeba<br />
presiubileebze... ixarjeba aRmatebiTi<br />
<strong>da</strong> zeaRmatebiTi xarisxebi – `genialuri~,<br />
`geniosi~, `cocxali klasikosi~<br />
<strong>da</strong> a.S. maRla, sul maRla!..<br />
zogjer gin<strong>da</strong>, mixvide aseT egzaltirebul<br />
avtorebTan, xeli utaco<br />
butaforiul mindorze gaWenebuli<br />
kalmis aRvirze <strong>da</strong> yurSi CasZaxo: - batonebo,<br />
batonebo, <strong>da</strong>zogeT eleqtroenergia!..<br />
isini ki, cxadia, Sen ar gismenen<br />
– Tavis kalmebs miaWeneben <strong>da</strong> gverdze<br />
rCeba yvelaze lamazi ram, rac<br />
literaturas amkobs – simarTle <strong>da</strong><br />
profesionalizmi.<br />
vin Cahbera es boroti suli!<br />
_ bevri imperia icis msoflio istoriam<br />
– araerTi `miwisTvis aRZruli~<br />
imperatori miiswrafo<strong>da</strong> `ukanaskneli<br />
zRvisken~, araerT mbrZanebels sur<strong>da</strong>,<br />
rom yvelaze maRal mwvervalze <strong>da</strong>edga<br />
Tavisi `sambrZaneblo taxti...~ araer-<br />
Ti cdilob<strong>da</strong>, rom aevso Tavisi `aRuvsebeli<br />
sawyauli~.<br />
yvela am imperias erTi saerTo niSani<br />
– `miwiT gaumaZRroba~ aerTianeb<strong>da</strong>.<br />
winamorbedi imperiebisgan aSkarad<br />
gansxvavdeba msoflios ukanaskneli<br />
imperia – `sabWoTa kavSirad~ wodebuli<br />
ruseTis imperia. am imperiis um-<br />
Tavresi niSani `borotebiT gaumaZRrobaa~.<br />
Tu tradiciulad, eSmakisa <strong>da</strong><br />
uflis paradigmebiT vixelmZRvanelebT,<br />
am imperiaSi, eSmakis Zalam aSkarad<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>Zala uflis Zala... es iyo erTerTi<br />
klasikuri qveyana, romelSic<br />
boroteba saxelmwifos ideologiad<br />
iqca.<br />
amasTan, ruseTis imperia erT-erTi<br />
yvelaze ufro Seuswavleli imperiaa.<br />
warsuli<strong>da</strong>n maxvilebiviTaa amoWrili<br />
kiTxvebi <strong>da</strong> pasuxs elis:<br />
_ vin Seqmna es `originaluri imperia~<br />
<strong>da</strong> vin Cahbera mas es boroti suli!<br />
vin CaaxSo suliereba <strong>da</strong> vin aRazeva<br />
es `materialisturi sivelure~! vin<br />
aRazeva SiSi, rogorc `qveynis mmarTveli<br />
Zala~! vin aaSena es didi cixe-sapyrobile,<br />
romlis <strong>da</strong>ngreva ar moxerx<strong>da</strong><br />
<strong>da</strong> ar xerxdeba!<br />
vin vin – marto leninma marto<br />
stalinma marto imaTma banditurma<br />
`rkinis gvardiam~!<br />
_ cxadia, ara! - <strong>da</strong> esaa axla sakvlevi!<br />
_ marTlac vin Seqmna es boroteba!<br />
_ miwi<strong>da</strong>n xom ar amosula <strong>da</strong> ci<strong>da</strong>n<br />
xom ar Camovardnila!<br />
noneSvilTan<br />
me maSin Jurnal `kritikaSi~ vmuSaobdi.<br />
re<strong>da</strong>qcia <strong>`me</strong>ranis~ SenobaSi<br />
gvqon<strong>da</strong>. erTxelac ioseb noneSvili<br />
gvestumra, Taviseburi gulTbilobiT<br />
mogvikiTxa <strong>da</strong> mTxova: Tu ga<strong>da</strong>udebeli<br />
raime saqme ara gaqvs, dimis skola-<br />
Si Sexvedras miwyoben <strong>da</strong> `mxari <strong>da</strong>mimSveneo~.<br />
SevTanxmdiT: dilis 9 saaTze gamomivli<strong>da</strong><br />
Tavisi manqaniT. wasvlisas<br />
gamexumra: – gu<strong>da</strong>mayruli xinkali <strong>da</strong>maxvedreTo.<br />
_ batono ioseb, egre diliT xinklis<br />
Wama sad gagonila-meTqi<br />
_ Tu ar gagonila – maSin vin akrZalao!<br />
gogla leoniZe xaSs saRamoTi<br />
ufro meti xalisiT Wam<strong>da</strong>o...<br />
meore dilas Tedo beqiSvilic SemogvierT<strong>da</strong>.<br />
xinkali vWameT, TiTo Wiqa<br />
koniakic <strong>da</strong>vayoleT <strong>da</strong> gavudeqiT<br />
gzas.<br />
mamuka wiklauri<br />
gaufiltravi fiqrebi<br />
rikoTi maSin, remontis gamo, <strong>da</strong>ketili<br />
iyo <strong>da</strong> gomTan ga<strong>da</strong>vuxvieT – gaviareT<br />
simwvaneSi Cafluli qarTluri<br />
<strong>da</strong> imeruli soflebi. TiTqos wigns<br />
kiTxulob<strong>da</strong>, iseTi codniT gviyvebo<strong>da</strong><br />
batoni iosebi TiToeuli soflis<br />
istorias <strong>da</strong> dRevandel ambebs...<br />
droze CavediT. <strong>da</strong>gvxvdnen jansuR<br />
Rvinjilia <strong>da</strong> zaal ebanoiZe, skolis<br />
xelmZRvanelebi. Catar<strong>da</strong> mSvenieri<br />
literaturuli saRamo...<br />
erTi maSindeli sasacilo epizodic<br />
maxsendeba – im Rames jansuR Rvinjilias<br />
ojaxSi <strong>da</strong>vrCiT... meore dilas ki,<br />
ezoSi rom gaviSaleniT, vnaxeT, erTi<br />
calTvala mamali <strong>da</strong>uZRvebo<strong>da</strong> qaTmebs.<br />
– Tvali ram gamoTxarao! _<br />
vkiTxeT jansuRis mamas, baton nikolozs<br />
<strong>da</strong> man friad TavSesaqcevi <strong>ambavi</strong><br />
gviambo: – es SeCvenebuli qaTams<br />
<strong>da</strong>edevna <strong>da</strong>sapeplavad. de<strong>da</strong>li eklis<br />
bardebSi SeuZvra, mamali iqac Sehyva <strong>da</strong><br />
maSin SeerWo TvalSi ekalio... TvalSi<br />
ekali hqon<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> mainc ar <strong>da</strong>exsna qaTamsao...<br />
sufrebi gagrZel<strong>da</strong> _ jer jansuR-<br />
Tan, mere zalikosTan, mere restoran-<br />
Si... <strong>da</strong> aRar mogvcilebia `vaJkacur<br />
saqmeSi~ <strong>da</strong>xeibrebuli mamlis Tema. maxsovs,<br />
noneSvilma sadRegrZeloc Tqva:<br />
– egeT qarTul mamals gaumarjoso...<br />
maSin iq myofTagan aRarc noneSvilia,<br />
aRarc jansuRi <strong>da</strong> aRarc Tedo. RmerTma<br />
gaanaTlos maTi sulebi.<br />
<strong>da</strong>viT gogoWuris naambobi<br />
arsebobs erTi fotosuraTi, romelSic<br />
giorgi leoniZe, rogorc a<strong>da</strong>mians,<br />
ise exuteba <strong>da</strong> efereba ca<strong>da</strong>tyorcnil<br />
xes.<br />
erTi patarZeuleli ki ixsenebs, rogor<br />
<strong>da</strong>ubara mas qalaqi<strong>da</strong>n goglam –<br />
aqa <strong>da</strong> aq, gazafxulobiT, yvelaze ufro<br />
muqi lurji iebi amodis <strong>da</strong> Tu qalaqSi<br />
Camosvla <strong>da</strong>apiro, is iebi Camomitaneo.<br />
aseTi iyo is – a<strong>da</strong>mianebze, iebze,<br />
xeebze, caze <strong>da</strong> miwaze Seyvarebuli poeti...<br />
arasodes <strong>da</strong>maviwydeba cnobili<br />
folkloristis <strong>da</strong>viT gogoWuris naambobi:<br />
mosaRamovebuli iyo, me <strong>da</strong> gogla<br />
TuSeTSi, alvanSi rom CavfrindiT.<br />
sastumros saqme movagvareT <strong>da</strong> iqve,<br />
sasadiloSi ludis <strong>da</strong>salevad SevediT.<br />
Cvens gverdiT, magi<strong>da</strong>sTan zomaze cota<br />
metad SemTvral-SezarxoSebuli bi-<br />
Webi isxdnen <strong>da</strong> sityvas ver zomavdnen.<br />
erTxel gavafrTxile isini, meored <strong>da</strong><br />
rom ar gamigones, leoniZis uCumrad,<br />
gareT gaviyvane <strong>da</strong> TiTo wavuTaqe kidec,<br />
magram goglam mainc gaigo es <strong>ambavi</strong><br />
<strong>da</strong> aRSfoT<strong>da</strong>: – es ra Caidine, rogor<br />
SeiZleba nasvam kacs sixaruli<br />
CaaSxamoo... nasvamebi arian – sasmliT<br />
gaamayebulebi, aRfrTovanebulebi,<br />
sixaruliT caSi asulebi, Sen ki misdeqi<br />
<strong>da</strong> scemeo – Semrisxa <strong>da</strong> Semrisxa. Semdegac,<br />
didxans ar <strong>da</strong>iviwya es <strong>ambavi</strong> –<br />
rom Semxvdebo<strong>da</strong>, aucileblad gamaxseneb<strong>da</strong><br />
xolme alvans: – Sen sul sxva<br />
kaci megone <strong>da</strong> gamawbileo...<br />
aseTi iyo gogla leoniZe – kacze<br />
ufro kaci, poetze ufro poeti. sxva<br />
verc <strong>da</strong>wer<strong>da</strong> am leqsebsa <strong>da</strong> am<br />
moTxrobebs.<br />
ra lamazia sikeTe!<br />
erTma episkoposma, romelic zafxulis<br />
sezons, ojaxTan erTad, fasanaurSi<br />
atareb<strong>da</strong>, erTxel, bazrobaze<br />
xbo iyi<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>saklavad.<br />
yidviT iyides, magram... <strong>da</strong>kvliT ki<br />
veRar <strong>da</strong>kles – xbo Zalian lamazi iyo<br />
<strong>da</strong> misi <strong>da</strong>kvla bavSvebma ar <strong>da</strong>anebes.<br />
mTeli zafxuli eloliavebodnen<br />
ymawvilebi Tavis lamaz boColas – sa<strong>da</strong>c<br />
wavidodnen, xboc Tan mihyav<strong>da</strong>T...<br />
magram miiwura saagarako sezoni <strong>da</strong><br />
`xbos problema~ isev gaCn<strong>da</strong> – <strong>da</strong>kvla,<br />
cxadia, gamoricxuli iyo, wayvaniTac,<br />
aba, sad un<strong>da</strong> waeyvanaT..<br />
bolos moifiqres <strong>da</strong> xbo iqve, mezoblad<br />
mcxovreb erT martoxela Rarib<br />
qals aCuqes, romelsac Zroxa ar hyav<strong>da</strong>.<br />
`naCuqrobis pirobac~ <strong>da</strong>des – axal<br />
patrons safure xbo arc un<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>ekla<br />
<strong>da</strong> arc gaeyi<strong>da</strong>, anu, un<strong>da</strong> gaezar<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong><br />
qvrivi qali Zroxis patroni gamx<strong>da</strong>riyo.<br />
...gamox<strong>da</strong> amis Semdeg sami-oTxi<br />
weli <strong>da</strong> im xbosgan marTlac mSvenieri<br />
Zroxa <strong>da</strong>dga. Zroxam ori xboc aCuqa<br />
de<strong>da</strong>bers <strong>da</strong> mas ukve sami suli hyavs –<br />
silamaziT rom irCevian soflis naxir-<br />
Si.<br />
_ ra lamazi saqoneli gyavso, – eubnebian<br />
Zroxis patrons.<br />
_ ara, lamazi Cemi saqoneli ki ara,<br />
episkoposis ojaxis sikeTeao, – pasuxobs<br />
is.<br />
gazafxuli <strong>da</strong><br />
is erTad wavidnen<br />
didxans iavadmyofa. axla rom mekiTxebian<br />
– ram moklao, – ver vpasuxob.<br />
verc eqimebma gauges, ra sWir<strong>da</strong>.<br />
Semogvcqero<strong>da</strong> gatanjuli TvalebiT,<br />
SevyurebdiT usasoo mzeriT <strong>da</strong> gadio<strong>da</strong><br />
dro am usasoobaSi. aqauri profesorebi<br />
gvirCevdnen – moskovSi an leningradSi<br />
waiyvaneT <strong>da</strong> iq gamoikvleveno,<br />
Tumca gveeWveba, rom an imaT rame<br />
gaugon am avadobaso... erTma eqimma ki<br />
gvirCia – movicadoT, axalgazr<strong>da</strong>a <strong>da</strong><br />
TviTonve moereva sensao...<br />
ver waviyvaneT ruseTSi imitomac,<br />
rom amas didi xarji Wirdebo<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> im<br />
xarjis Tavi Cven ar gvqon<strong>da</strong>.<br />
...jer isev oTxni viyaviT – mama, Cemi<br />
<strong>da</strong>, me <strong>da</strong> is – de<strong>da</strong>. oTxive usasood SevyurebdiT<br />
erTmaneTs... mama ramdenjerme<br />
iyo qarelis raionSi, wamlebi<br />
Camohqon<strong>da</strong> – viRac eqimbaSi atyueb<strong>da</strong>.<br />
vicodiT, gvatyueb<strong>da</strong>, magram mainc<br />
vtyuvdebodiT... me ebrael vaWrebTan<br />
gamgzavnes sazRvargareTi<strong>da</strong>n Camotanili<br />
wamlebisTvis.<br />
midiodnen dReebi <strong>da</strong> yoveldRiurad,<br />
yovelwamierad midio<strong>da</strong> de<strong>da</strong>c.<br />
midio<strong>da</strong> gazafxuli. gazafxuli uyvar<strong>da</strong>.<br />
gverdiT <strong>da</strong>vusxdebodiT xolme<br />
Cveni baRis RobisZirebSi amolurjebul<br />
iebs <strong>da</strong> raRac saocrad lamaz zRaprebs,<br />
Tu ambebs miyvebo<strong>da</strong>. me is zRaprebi<br />
mis gar<strong>da</strong>, arc gamigonia <strong>da</strong> arc wamikiTxavs...<br />
axla vxvdebi, rom im zRaprebs<br />
TviTon igoneb<strong>da</strong>.<br />
...logins aRar etyobo<strong>da</strong>, ise CaWkna<br />
<strong>da</strong> Caxma erT dros lamazi <strong>da</strong> axovani<br />
qali... Tvalebs veRar axel<strong>da</strong>, raRac<br />
uazro wamlebiT iyo <strong>da</strong>mTvrali <strong>da</strong><br />
gabruebuli.<br />
im dilas mkiTxa – iasamani ayvav<strong>da</strong>o..<br />
erTi toti miaWeri <strong>da</strong> amomitaneo.<br />
mivutane. Zlivs-Zlivs gaaxila<br />
Tvali <strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>xe<strong>da</strong>.<br />
...SuaRamisas mamam gamaRviZa:<br />
_ adeqi Svilo, de<strong>da</strong>Seni wavi<strong>da</strong>o.<br />
maisi iwurebo<strong>da</strong> _ gazafxuli <strong>da</strong> is<br />
erTad wavidnen.<br />
SeafurTxe TvalebSi <strong>da</strong> gadi<br />
Cems patarbiWobaSi, Cemi <strong>da</strong> Cemi tolebis<br />
umTavresi sasaubro Temebi saTavga<strong>da</strong>savlo<br />
wignebi <strong>da</strong> fexburTi iyo.<br />
erosi manjgalaZis saocari radioreportaJebis<br />
wyalobiT SevaRwieT <strong>da</strong><br />
CavfesviandiT fexburTSi – vqmnidiT<br />
Cvens kerpebs, erTmaneTs ga<strong>da</strong>vcemdiT<br />
fexburTelebze gagonil legendebs...<br />
erTi aseTi legen<strong>da</strong>ruli fexburTeli<br />
Tbilisis `dinamos~ cxra nomeri<br />
iyo...<br />
`burTi miiRo... SeiWra... moatyua...<br />
<strong>da</strong>rtyma!.. aris!~ komentatoris es sityvebi<br />
aRanTeb<strong>da</strong> mTel Cvens cnobierebas.<br />
...erTxelac, zafxulSi, ar<strong>da</strong>degebze<br />
dei<strong>da</strong>sTan Camovi<strong>da</strong> erTi Cveni<br />
toli biWi, romelic, misi TqmiT, yvela<br />
TamaSs eswrebo<strong>da</strong> stadionze <strong>da</strong>,<br />
erTxelac, aseT `gmirul~ ambavs<br />
Seeswro: `erT matCSi, karTan axlos vijeqi<br />
<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>vinaxe... sajarimosken gaiWra<br />
Cveni cxra nomeri... misken ori <strong>da</strong>mcveli<br />
gaqan<strong>da</strong>, magram `Cvenma~ jer erT<br />
russ SeafurTxa <strong>da</strong>Wyetil TvalebSi,<br />
axla – meores... imaT Tvalebi <strong>da</strong>xuWes,<br />
`Cveni~ ki <strong>da</strong>rCa mekaresTan pirispir <strong>da</strong><br />
burTi Seagdo...<br />
maxsovs, ra aRtaceba gamoiwvia biWebSi<br />
am furTxisrolias `moxerxebam~.<br />
me ki SevkrTi <strong>da</strong> SevZrwundi – aba, rogori<br />
saqmea! Cveni gmiri cxra nomeri<br />
mowinaaRmdeges TvalebSi afurTxebs<br />
<strong>da</strong> ase gaaqvs panta-puntiT golebi,<br />
Tumca... jer, Turme, sad viyavi – mere<br />
<strong>da</strong> mere, bevri Semxv<strong>da</strong> cxovrebis gzaze,<br />
vinc yovelgvar uzneobas kadrulob<strong>da</strong><br />
miznis misaRwevad.<br />
...<strong>da</strong> arc iseTi xalxi iyo Znelad<br />
sapovni, vinc iwoneb<strong>da</strong> am uzneobas <strong>da</strong><br />
SeZaxilebs ar akleb<strong>da</strong> uzneo `gmirebs~:<br />
_ SeafurTxe TvalebSi <strong>da</strong> gadi!.. eh!<br />
SoTa CantlaZe<br />
legen<strong>da</strong>saviT <strong>da</strong>rCa. sxvagvarad<br />
rom vTqvaT – gaielva <strong>da</strong> uceb Caqra.<br />
misi sicocxle TiTqos erTi Cavla iyo<br />
universiteti<strong>da</strong>n veris baRamde <strong>da</strong> mere<br />
qvemoT, veris baRi<strong>da</strong>n – rusTavelisken.<br />
ase Caiara – erTi marTlac mravalmniSvnelovnad<br />
gaiRima, erTi ukv<strong>da</strong>vi<br />
patara wigni <strong>da</strong>wera <strong>da</strong> wavi<strong>da</strong>; es<br />
iyo misi bediswera – TiTqos ucxom Caiara<br />
ucxo qalaqSi <strong>da</strong> wavi<strong>da</strong> – TiTqos<br />
galaktion tabiZis, firosmanis, terenti<br />
granelis, niko sama<strong>da</strong>Svilis nakvalevs<br />
gahyva... isini xom TiTqos miwaSi<br />
ki ara, Tavis gzebze <strong>da</strong>saflavdnen...<br />
mavanni TviTgvemas miecemian xolme:<br />
ver <strong>da</strong>vinaxeT, ver movuareT, ver <strong>da</strong>vafaseTo<br />
<strong>da</strong> a.S. Tumca ra azri aqvs aseT<br />
TviTgvemas! - aba, rogor un<strong>da</strong> `mogvevlo~<br />
yazbegisTvis, galaktion tabiZis-<br />
Tvis, terenti granelisTvis... rogor<br />
un<strong>da</strong> ga<strong>da</strong>gveRuna xeli bedisweris-<br />
Tvis! isini ucxoni iyvnen <strong>da</strong> roca wavidnen<br />
– Tavis ucxo qveyanaSi wavidnen...<br />
...SoTa CantlaZe rom <strong>da</strong>krZales,
6 - 19 maisi 2011<br />
bolos, saflavis amaRlebul miwasTan<br />
midgnen momRerlebi <strong>da</strong> xalxur-qalaquri<br />
simRerebi umReres gar<strong>da</strong>cvlils.<br />
momeCvena, rom es simRerebi aq samReri<br />
ar iyo – isini ucxo iyo <strong>da</strong> ver moismen<strong>da</strong><br />
SoTa – misi ena sxva iyo, igi sxva enaze<br />
laparakob<strong>da</strong>, sxva musikas, sxva sim-<br />
Rerebs usmen<strong>da</strong>.<br />
...axlaxan Cveni Zvirfasi givi Sahnazari<br />
wux<strong>da</strong> – SoTa CantlaZis saxelobis<br />
quCa araa TbilisSio... SoTa Cantla-<br />
Zis literaturuli quCa namdvilad<br />
arsebobs qarTul poeziaSi, Tumca ar<br />
vici, saWiroa Tu ara misi saxelobis<br />
quCa am ZeglebiT, `varskvlavebiT~,<br />
`saxelobebiT~ <strong>da</strong> `wodebebiT~ gaZeZgil<br />
qalaqSi...<br />
is simarTles ver ityvis<br />
is axlac arxeinad zis krwanisis<br />
saprezidento rezidenciaSi <strong>da</strong> `literaturul<br />
saqmianobas eweva~ – warsuls<br />
acocxlebs memuarebSi...<br />
ratomac ara – Zalianac saintereso<br />
iqnebo<strong>da</strong> misgan gulwrfelad monaTxrobi<br />
ambebi imis Sesaxeb, Tu ra<br />
`barteruli gacvlebi~ midio<strong>da</strong> kun-<br />
Zul maltaze ruseTisa <strong>da</strong> aSS xelmZRvanelebis,<br />
gorbaCovisa <strong>da</strong> buSis Sexvedris<br />
dros; rogor igegmebo<strong>da</strong> kremlSi<br />
prezident zviad gamsaxurdias<br />
xelisuflebis ZaladobiT <strong>da</strong>mxobisa<br />
<strong>da</strong> qarTuli erovnuli moZraobis Cax-<br />
Sobis samxedro operaciebi; ra praqtikul<br />
gegmebze iyo saubrebi moskovis<br />
erT-erT sastumroSi gaxsnil `qarTul<br />
StabSi~, romelsac TviT eduard SevardnaZe<br />
xelmZRvanelob<strong>da</strong>; ra `mihqon<strong>da</strong>T-mohqon<strong>da</strong>T~<br />
im StabSi <strong>da</strong> Stabi<strong>da</strong>n<br />
qarTuli mexuTe kolonis xelmZRvanelebs;<br />
ra SeTanxmebebi idebo<strong>da</strong><br />
TbilisSi dislocirebuli rusuli<br />
samxedro bazis sardlobasa <strong>da</strong> momaval<br />
`revolucionerebs~ Soris; ra winapirobebi<br />
hqon<strong>da</strong> baltinis armiis <strong>`me</strong>gobrul~<br />
SemoWras...<br />
samwuxarod, igi arasodes <strong>da</strong> verasodes<br />
ilaparakebs `saqarTvelos 90-<br />
iani wlebis movlenebze~, rodis iyo,<br />
rom <strong>da</strong>mnaSave Tavisi nebiT laparakob<strong>da</strong><br />
Tavis <strong>da</strong>naSaulze!<br />
ara<strong>da</strong>, rogor saWiroa zemoT Camo-<br />
Tvlili Temebis gaSuqeba! rogor sa-<br />
Wiroa, rom bevr rames Tavisi warTmeuli<br />
saxeli <strong>da</strong>ubrundes <strong>da</strong> erTxel <strong>da</strong><br />
samu<strong>da</strong>mod, WeSmarit istoriad iqces<br />
90-iani wlebis is codva-brali.<br />
raki codva-brali vaxsene, me namdvilad<br />
mecodeba krwaniseli memuristic,<br />
radganac igi komunizmis gapartaxebul<br />
kunZulze <strong>da</strong>rCa <strong>da</strong> fsiqologiurad<br />
veRarasodes veRar <strong>da</strong>ubrundeba<br />
mSobliur nia<strong>da</strong>gs. is gulwrfelad<br />
verc erT sityvas ver <strong>da</strong>wers.<br />
qarTuli leqsis saTave<br />
amiranis eposSi amiranis xmlis wr-<br />
Tobis grandiozuli suraTi leqsa<strong>da</strong>a<br />
gadmocemuli:<br />
maSin sad iyav, Sav badro,<br />
ro Cemi xmali wrTebo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
ca qux<strong>da</strong>, miwa grgvinav<strong>da</strong>,<br />
samWedlo eqanebo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
mWedlebi, memWedurebi<br />
erTmaneTs efarebo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
TiTqos quxilsa <strong>da</strong> grgvinvaSi, <strong>da</strong>qanebuli<br />
zvavisa <strong>da</strong> alaRebuli wylis<br />
gugunSi ibadeba Cveni pirveli xmali,<br />
ibadebian pirveli qarTvelebi: amirani,<br />
badri, usipi, monadire sulkalmaxi,<br />
nadirT mwyemsi <strong>da</strong>li, zRvaTa mefis<br />
qali yamari... Cndebian mtrebic – amiranianTa<br />
samosaxlosken moiweven devebi...<br />
aq pirveli qarTvelebi ibadebian,<br />
ibrZvian <strong>da</strong> brZolaSi ixocebian – mere<br />
ki isev cocxldebian <strong>da</strong> kvlav ibrZvian.<br />
...<strong>da</strong> sadRac aqve, am miwis pirveli<br />
mosaxleebis wiaRSi, Cndeba pirveli poeti<br />
<strong>da</strong> pirveli leqsi – sadRac Sors,<br />
drois siRrmeSi... jer Soria mose xonelamde,<br />
SavTelamde, rusTavelamde...<br />
isini mogvianebiT movlen <strong>da</strong> SenakadebiviT<br />
SeuerTdebian amiranuli leqsis<br />
am mdinares.<br />
mere <strong>da</strong> mere, saukuni<strong>da</strong>n saukuneSi,<br />
sxva leqsic bevri SeuerTdeba am did<br />
mdinares – aq, amiranis maxvilis gverdiT,<br />
gaiwkrialebs rusTavelis leqsi,<br />
guramiSvilis `qarTlis Wiri~ Tavisi<br />
feriT SeRebavs am mdinares, vaJa-fSavelas<br />
foladiviT xma gaapobs kldeebs,<br />
magram... am mdinares arasodes <strong>da</strong>ekargeba<br />
saTavis gemo, suni <strong>da</strong> feri...<br />
aba, ra <strong>da</strong>aZvelebs <strong>da</strong> ra <strong>da</strong>aJangebs<br />
amiranis leqss:<br />
badro, maTxove TeTroni,<br />
zRvaSi gavide ngreviTa,<br />
gavide, gamoviyvano qali yamari,<br />
mze viTa.<br />
ormxrivi gulis<strong>da</strong>wyveta<br />
erTaderTi ram, rac xels uSlis<br />
Cveni poeziis ufro farTod gavrcelebas<br />
– es Cveni xalxis simcirea, saqarTvelos<br />
fizikuri sipataravea. poetis<br />
Tqmisa ar iyos, is xom gulisodenaa<br />
<strong>da</strong> misi `foToli ar mifrialebs<br />
okeani<strong>da</strong>n okeanemde...~<br />
qarTuli poezia, romelic erTerTi<br />
uxvi Senakadi un<strong>da</strong> iyos msoflio<br />
poeziis mdinarisa – TiTqmis ucnobia<br />
`cnobili literaturuli erebisTvis~.<br />
gul<strong>da</strong>sawyveti kia! _ gul<strong>da</strong>sawyveti<br />
jer imitom, rom bevri <strong>da</strong> bevrze<br />
bevri a<strong>da</strong>miani verasodes ver waikiTxavs<br />
rusTavels, guramiSvils, vaJafSavelas<br />
<strong>da</strong> ver aRivseba maTi sibr-<br />
ZniT, sinaTliT, siyvaruliT...<br />
...<strong>da</strong> gul<strong>da</strong>sawyvetia imitomac, rom<br />
rusTavelze, guramiSvilze, vaJa-fSavelaze<br />
ufro, sxva varskvlavebi kaSka-<br />
Seben msoflio caze – mxolod imitom<br />
<strong>da</strong> im `uflebiT~, rom isini didi qveynebis<br />
sakuTreba-varskvlavebia...<br />
bolos esec vTqvaT – savalalo araferia.<br />
Cvenma poetebma <strong>da</strong> Cvenma leqsebma<br />
xom gaakeTes mTavari saqme – Cvenma<br />
leqsma xom sarkesaviT gamoamJRavna<br />
Cveni suli <strong>da</strong> suliskveTeba, Cveni omi<br />
<strong>da</strong> Cveni mSvidoba, Cveni sicocxle <strong>da</strong><br />
Cveni rwmena... Cvens did poetebs xom<br />
yovelTvis SeukrTomlad eWiraT xel-<br />
Si amiranis xmaliviT mZime kalami!..<br />
poeziis Rame<br />
iyo dro, roca didi, lamazi zeimiT<br />
aRiniSnebo<strong>da</strong> poeziis dRe. am dRisTvis<br />
specialurad gamodio<strong>da</strong> almanaxi<br />
`poezia~ <strong>da</strong> erTdrouli gazeTi<br />
`poeziis dRe~... iyo Sexvedrebi, konkursebi,<br />
ewyobo<strong>da</strong> gamofenebi. literaturuli<br />
saRamoebi imarTebo<strong>da</strong> skolebSi,<br />
umaRles saswavleblebSi, biblioTekebSi...<br />
upirveles yovlisa, es<br />
dRe mkiTxvelis dRe iyo <strong>da</strong> kidev erTxel<br />
<strong>da</strong>sturdebo<strong>da</strong>, rom Cvens qveyanaSi<br />
uyvar<strong>da</strong>T, afasebdnen <strong>da</strong> kiTxulobdnen<br />
leqss; pativs miagebdnen klasikos<br />
poetebs <strong>da</strong> interesiT akvirdebodnen<br />
Tanamedrove poetebis Semoqmedebas...<br />
erTi sityviT, poezia cocxlob<strong>da</strong> poeziis<br />
qveyanaSi.<br />
axla rom vufiqrdebi, mikvirs <strong>da</strong><br />
Cems Tavs vekiTxebi: – nuTu sul raRac<br />
ociode wlis winaT iyo es yovelive!<br />
nuTu imperiuli <strong>da</strong> komunisturi sisaZaglis<br />
<strong>da</strong>ngreva iTvaliswineb<strong>da</strong><br />
xalxis uwignod <strong>da</strong>rCenas, poeziis Cawixvlas,<br />
poetebis ganadgurebas!<br />
Tu gulwrfelni viqnebiT, un<strong>da</strong><br />
vaRiaroT, rom poezias didi Rame <strong>da</strong>udga.<br />
poezia, Tanamedrove kriteriumebiT,<br />
wignia. wigni ki aRar gamodis –<br />
gamocemis xarjebsac ver anazRaurebs...<br />
axlaxan televizorSi gamoj<strong>da</strong><br />
erTi `warmatebuli gamomcemeli~ <strong>da</strong><br />
`avtoritetulad~ ganacxa<strong>da</strong>: – me suleli<br />
ki ara var, iseTi wignebi vbeWdo,<br />
rac ar saRdeba <strong>da</strong> es upirvelesad poetur<br />
krebulebs exebao...<br />
eqsperimenti<br />
futkars aqvs aseTi Cveuleba – Tu<br />
raime tkbileuls miagno, gafrindeba<br />
<strong>da</strong> Tavisi skis futkrebs moiyvans tkbileulis<br />
wasaRebad. am Cveulebaze<br />
<strong>da</strong>yrdnobiT, eqsperimentatorebma Tafliani<br />
jami <strong>da</strong>dges mindorSi... mofrin<strong>da</strong><br />
erTi futkari <strong>da</strong> aiRo Tafli.<br />
im futkars niSani <strong>da</strong>ades <strong>da</strong> gauSves.<br />
cota xnis Semdeg futkrebis mTeli<br />
gundi mofrin<strong>da</strong> im <strong>da</strong>niSnuli futkris<br />
megzurobiT, magram cdis avtorebma<br />
Tafli <strong>da</strong>males... cota xans itriales<br />
futkrebma <strong>da</strong> `gawbilebulebi~ gaSordnen<br />
iqaurobas. mxolod niSan<strong>da</strong>debuli<br />
futkari <strong>da</strong>akaves eqsperimentatorebma.<br />
mas isev gamoudges Tafliani<br />
jami. futkarmac aiRo, risi zidvac<br />
SeeZlo imdeni Tafli <strong>da</strong> wavi<strong>da</strong>. cota<br />
xnis Semdeg isev mofrin<strong>da</strong> futkrebis<br />
didi gundi `Cvens nacnob~ futkarTan<br />
erTad. cdis avtorebmac isev <strong>da</strong>males<br />
Tafli <strong>da</strong> ai, aq mox<strong>da</strong> saSineleba – ecnen<br />
futkrebi am `matyuara~ futkars <strong>da</strong><br />
TavianTi `kanonmdeblobis safuZvelze~<br />
mokles.<br />
_ ram gamaxsena axla es eqsperimenti<br />
literaturuli gazeTi<br />
_ ram <strong>da</strong>, ager, 200 weliwadze metia,<br />
rac Cvens sazogadoebriv azrovnebaSi<br />
trialebs, ase vTqvaT, ruseTis<br />
Tema – `erTmorwmune~, `karis mezobeli~,<br />
`SeCveuli Wiri~ <strong>da</strong> a.S.<br />
am orasi wlis manZilze ki ruseTma<br />
gaauqma Cveni saxelmwifoebrioba, gaauqma<br />
avtokefalia, CamogvaWra <strong>da</strong> miier-<br />
Ta teritoriebi, avlens ukidures si-<br />
Zulvils Cveni xalxisadmi <strong>da</strong>, am fonze,<br />
dResac vxe<strong>da</strong>vT rusi mmarTvelebis<br />
winaSe <strong>da</strong>Coqil politikosebs <strong>da</strong> gvesmis<br />
maTi `wmin<strong>da</strong> RaRadi~ – mxolod<br />
ruseTi ga<strong>da</strong>gvarCens, mxolod ruse-<br />
Ti!..<br />
futkrebma `dezinformatori~ futkari<br />
mokles. Cven RmerTma <strong>da</strong>gvifaros<br />
aseTi `ganaCenebisagan~, magram es<br />
ki un<strong>da</strong> SevagonoT ruseTisgan gafuWebul<br />
agentebs: _ yvelafers nu gayidiT<br />
rusul `ideebze~ <strong>da</strong> rusul <strong>da</strong>pirebebze,<br />
Tqvensave STamomavlebs nu Sea-<br />
ZulebT Tqvens Tavs...<br />
oraswliani eqsperimenti <strong>da</strong>mTavrebulia...<br />
erTi wveTi sisulele<br />
`...saerTod, vfiqrob, mwerlebs istoriaSi<br />
ara aqvT <strong>da</strong>kisrebuli is<br />
roli, romelsac isini miiweren an maT<br />
miaweren. ilia WavWavaZes, rogorc pirovnebas,<br />
did pativs vcem – man saqarTvelos<br />
gamoRviZeba SeZlo, magram<br />
amas araviTari kavSiri ar aqvs mis poeziasTan~.<br />
ra un<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>varqvaT aseT `msjelobas~<br />
avtoris azrovnebis am mcire<br />
fragment-ilustracii<strong>da</strong>nac xom Cans,<br />
visTan <strong>da</strong> rasTan gvaqvs saqme – erTi<br />
wveTiTac xom amoicnoba, Tu riTia<br />
savse uzarmazari moculobis kasri!<br />
mere rao, – ityviT Tqven, – ra gamolevs<br />
mwerlebis moZule iseT xalxs, sakuTar<br />
Tavs sakuTarive xeliT rom iWriso!.<br />
marTali brZandebiT, magram <strong>da</strong>mafiqrebeli<br />
aq sxva ramaa: Turme es `axleburad<br />
moazrovne~ amxanagi, arc meti,<br />
arc naklebi, filologiis doqtoria<br />
<strong>da</strong> Tan politikosis misiasac Cemulobs...<br />
amitom xeli un<strong>da</strong> wavaSveloT<br />
<strong>da</strong> vecadoT, rogorme gamoviyvanoT am<br />
`saazrovno Cixi<strong>da</strong>n~. upirvelesad ki<br />
imaSi un<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>vajeroT, rom swored<br />
leqsis, moTxrobis, literaturuli<br />
publicistikis saSualebiT gamoaRviZes<br />
iliam <strong>da</strong> misma TanamebrZolebma saqarTvelo...<br />
...<strong>da</strong> bolos, isev im `miaweren-miiweren~<br />
_ is buRalterias rom <strong>da</strong>vubrundeT,<br />
aq samwuxaro marTlac isaa, rom<br />
zogjer, zogierT Cveulebriv molaybes<br />
`miaweren~ xolme doqtoris xarisxsa<br />
<strong>da</strong> politikosis wodebas...<br />
valdebuleba<br />
maxsovs, mweralTa kavSiris erT-erT<br />
yrilobaze, romelic, tradiciulad,<br />
e.w. `cekas~ did <strong>da</strong>rbazSi tardebo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
viRacam wina<strong>da</strong>deba wamoayena grigol<br />
robaqiZis `reabilitaciis~ Sesaxeb.<br />
aman sastikad aRaSfoTa <strong>da</strong> gaaRiziana<br />
cekas maSindeli pirveli mdivani:<br />
_ erTxel <strong>da</strong> samu<strong>da</strong>mod!.. erTxel<br />
<strong>da</strong> samu<strong>da</strong>mod aikrZalos robaqiZisa<br />
<strong>da</strong>, saerTod, menSevikebis xseneba saqarTveloSio!<br />
_ TiTs gviqnev<strong>da</strong> igi <strong>da</strong><br />
muqariT gugunebdnen <strong>da</strong>rbazis Weri <strong>da</strong><br />
kedlebi...<br />
ara <strong>da</strong>gmoba, uaryofa, Tun<strong>da</strong>c, Serisxva,<br />
aramed akrZalva – saxseneblis<br />
gaqroba, SarSandeli TovliviT aSroba<br />
<strong>da</strong> aorTqleba...<br />
am mxriv, ukeTes dReSi iyvnen Sahi<br />
abasi, jalaleddini <strong>da</strong>, Tun<strong>da</strong>c, adolf<br />
hitleri – maTi xseneba sagineblad<br />
mainc SeiZlebo<strong>da</strong>...<br />
akrZales kidec. akrZales TviT istoriac<br />
<strong>da</strong> gaamefes cru istoria.<br />
akrZaluli iyo 1924 wlis ajanyebis<br />
xsenebac. Cveni istorikosebis gamoTvliT,<br />
oTxi aTas kacze meti Seewira am<br />
ajanyebas...<br />
sul male, 2014 wels 90 weliwadi Sesruldeba<br />
am ajanyebis umowyalo<br />
Cacxrilvi<strong>da</strong>n <strong>da</strong> Cveni Taobis vali <strong>da</strong><br />
valdebulebaa, rom `erTxel <strong>da</strong> samu<strong>da</strong>mod~<br />
ganaTdes istoriis Cabnelebuli<br />
jurRmulebi, erTxel <strong>da</strong> samu<strong>da</strong>mod<br />
waiSalos borotebis saSineli nakvalevi.<br />
oTar CxeiZesTan<br />
...maSin oTar CxeiZe goris pe<strong>da</strong>gogiur<br />
institutSi muSaob<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> Tan am<br />
Canawerebi<br />
11<br />
institutis literaturul wres xelmZRvanelob<strong>da</strong>.<br />
misive re<strong>da</strong>qtorobiT<br />
gamodio<strong>da</strong> almanaxi `liaxvi~, romel-<br />
Sic ZiriTa<strong>da</strong>d studentebisa <strong>da</strong> profesor-maswavleblebis<br />
mxatvruli Tu<br />
samecniero nawarmoebebi ibeWdebo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
almanaxi gorSi mzaddebo<strong>da</strong>, gamocema<br />
ki gamomcemloba <strong>`me</strong>rans~ evalebo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
im dros me <strong>`me</strong>ranSi~ vmuSaobdi re<strong>da</strong>qtorad<br />
<strong>da</strong> erTxelac, roca batonma<br />
oTarma almanaxis axali nomris masalebi<br />
moitana, aseTi Sinauruli laparaki<br />
gavabiT:<br />
_ batono oTar, Tqven literaturis<br />
av-kargi ar geswavlebaT <strong>da</strong> aba, vis<br />
sWirdeba am, aSkarad <strong>da</strong>bali literaturuli<br />
donis Jurnali! _ vuTxari<br />
me.<br />
amaze Taviseburi, marTlac oTar<br />
CxeiZiseburi, gulis gamaTbobeli RimiliT<br />
gamiRima, mere magi<strong>da</strong>ze <strong>da</strong>debul<br />
xelze xeli <strong>da</strong>mado, samjer amomarcvla<br />
– amoimRera Cemi saxeli: mamuka,<br />
mamuka, mamuka... <strong>da</strong> miTxra:<br />
_ vici, rogor ar vici, rasac meubnebi,<br />
ra didi codna magas un<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> Sen<br />
marTali xar, magram, Cemi fiqriT,<br />
mainc Zalian didi mniSvneloba aqvs am<br />
almanaxis gamocemas gorisTvis <strong>da</strong>,<br />
saerTod, qarTlisTvis; jer erTi isa,<br />
rom asi avtori<strong>da</strong>n, erTi-ori mainc<br />
gamoereva iseTi, romlis naweric mar-<br />
Tla literatura iqneba <strong>da</strong> meorec –<br />
weros, vTqvaT, docentma pavle gvritiSvilma<br />
Tavisi cota m<strong>da</strong>re leqsebi,<br />
vis raSi uSlis xels magas Tavisi mki-<br />
Txveli hyavs, sxvas – Tavisi... yvela hamlet<br />
gonaSvili xo araa, magram qorwilebsa<br />
<strong>da</strong> dReobebSi yvela Tavis sim-<br />
Reras mReris...<br />
P.S. sicocxlis bolo dReebSi<br />
rZlisTvis SeuCivlia: – ar vici, ra memarTeba,<br />
Tvalebi<strong>da</strong>n cremls ver viSrob,<br />
sul metirebao...<br />
qarTlis warsuli <strong>da</strong> areul-<strong>da</strong>reuli<br />
awmyo, didi guli <strong>da</strong> didi tkivili<br />
atireb<strong>da</strong> am nabrZol, nagvem <strong>da</strong> mainc<br />
gautexel kacs.<br />
aragvis mexsiereba<br />
is Cveni JamTaRmwerelia. aragvs yvelaferi<br />
axsovs <strong>da</strong> ganuwyvetliv hyveba<br />
Zvel ambavs – Tuki SeekiTxebi, Tuki<br />
yurs <strong>da</strong>ugdeb, Tuki misi ena gesmis.<br />
...xan aRzevanisken mimavali meurmis<br />
sevdian simReras gagagonebs; xan vefxvisa<br />
<strong>da</strong> moymis Sebmis lewa-mtvrevis xma<br />
gamodis misi CanCqerebi<strong>da</strong>n; xan WavWavaZis<br />
fiqrs gadmogiSlis; xan vaJa-fSavelas<br />
<strong>da</strong>ganaxebs _ Jinvali<strong>da</strong>n rom<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>uxvevs fSavis xevisken; xan safurclesTan,<br />
momakv<strong>da</strong>vi zurab erisTavis<br />
gminvas mogaxlis; xanac 1804 wlis mTiuleTis<br />
ajanyebaze giambobs <strong>da</strong> siamayiT<br />
Caasrulebs gmirebis ambavs – magrad<br />
Jlites gaTavxedebuli skviTebi mTiulebmao;<br />
xan <strong>da</strong>ikvnesebs – mwared,<br />
mwared amoikvnesebs, Tvals gaayolebs<br />
bazaleTisken mimaval laSqars; xan aim-<br />
Rvreva, gulis risxvas ver <strong>da</strong>iokebs –<br />
Satilis <strong>da</strong>salaSqrad mimaval rusul<br />
polkebs rom gaixsenebs...<br />
hyveba aragvi qarTlis cxovrebas...<br />
aragvs, cxadia, guSindeli dRec<br />
kargad axsovs. imperiis centrSi ga<strong>da</strong>wyvites<br />
– rokis gvirabis paralelurad,<br />
kidev erTgan gaexvritaT kavkasioni<br />
<strong>da</strong> xevsureTis gvirabi gaeyvanaT.<br />
mizani naTeli iyo: imperiisTvis sabolood<br />
un<strong>da</strong> SeeerTebinaT <strong>da</strong> SeerwyaT<br />
`misi~ `samxreTi regionebi~. aragvs<br />
axsovs, rogor <strong>da</strong>uZRvebodnen vacebiviT<br />
<strong>da</strong> rogor <strong>da</strong>atarebdnen cekas mdivnebi<br />
Tavis `jibis inteligentebs~ –<br />
unisonSi rom `gvimtkicebdnen~, Tu<br />
rogor gavbednierdebodiT kavkasionis<br />
qedis gangreviT anu saqarTvelos<br />
CrdiloeTis bunebrivi cixe-simagris<br />
moSliT...<br />
qarTveli mamuliSvilebi, cxadia,<br />
mixvdnen, rom am rkinigzis gayvaniT samu<strong>da</strong>mod<br />
samardebo<strong>da</strong> ocneba erovnul<br />
Tavisuflebasa <strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>moukideblobaze...<br />
cudi piri uCan<strong>da</strong> am yovelives,<br />
magram RvTis nebiT, imperia ise aiSal<strong>da</strong>iSala,<br />
ise aiwew-<strong>da</strong>iwewa, rom es<br />
rkinigza rusebs erTbaSad `ga<strong>da</strong>aviwy<strong>da</strong>T~.<br />
kremlisa <strong>da</strong> qarTveli `kremlistebis~<br />
ocneba mokv<strong>da</strong>.<br />
hyveba aragvi qarTlis cxovrebas...<br />
gagrZeleba Semdeg nomerSi
12 proza<br />
literaturuli gazeTi<br />
`lend arti – xelovnebis mimdinareoba,<br />
sa<strong>da</strong>c mxatvris qmnileba landSftis<br />
nawilia. umetesad namuSevrebi<br />
civilizaciisgan moSorebiT, Ria cis<br />
qveS iqmneba, sa<strong>da</strong>c Semoqmedi mxolod<br />
sakuTari Tavisa <strong>da</strong> bunebis Zalebis<br />
anabaraa <strong>da</strong>rCenili~ *<br />
vikipedia<br />
– a<strong>da</strong>mianebi nel–nela pirvelyofil<br />
Temur wyobas ubrundebian. es<br />
<strong>ambavi</strong> maxarebs, Zalian maxarebs. es<br />
erTaderTi mdgomareobaa, roca kacobrioba<br />
bunebrivad gamoiyureba.<br />
nebismieri reJimi a<strong>da</strong>mians Tavis – xelovnur<br />
<strong>da</strong> arahumanur wesebs axvevs<br />
Tavs, RmerTo Cemo! vardisferia! – me-<br />
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xnis win trabaxob<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> aRSfoTebisgan<br />
akankalebul qals miaCer<strong>da</strong>.<br />
– prezervativebi vardisferia!<br />
axla ra vqna! gekiTxebiT, ra vqna<br />
axla!<br />
qmars un<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>vureko!<br />
es <strong>ambavi</strong> qalaqis ukidures<br />
gareubanSi, im binZur wyalsacavTan<br />
xdebo<strong>da</strong>, romlis Waobiani napirebi<br />
zafxulobiT gasarujad amosuli<br />
xalxiTaa savse, <strong>da</strong>narCen dros –<br />
erTjeradi wyvilebiT <strong>da</strong> prezervativebiT.<br />
iq, sa<strong>da</strong>c gza iyofa <strong>da</strong> mozrdil<br />
samkuTxeds qmnis, brazisgan akankalebuli<br />
qali idga <strong>da</strong> prezervativebian<br />
parks anjRrev<strong>da</strong>, TiTqos imedi qon<strong>da</strong>,<br />
rom SiSisgan <strong>da</strong>kargavdnen fers:<br />
– amdeni rad gin<strong>da</strong>T – frTxilad<br />
ikiTxa meTevzem, romelsac kiseri waegrZelebina<br />
<strong>da</strong> parkSi iyurebo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
– lend arti! – wamoiZaxa sasowarkveTilma<br />
qalma.<br />
eWvebis gasafantad, romelic aucileblad<br />
gauCndeba nebismier ase Tu ise<br />
gonier mkiTxvels aseTi <strong>da</strong>sawyisis<br />
Semdeg, un<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>vamato, rom bermudis<br />
samkuTxedSi zemoT naxsenebi oris gar<strong>da</strong>,<br />
umwikvlo reputaciis mqone TxuTmetamde<br />
a<strong>da</strong>miani iyo Sekrebili – yvelani<br />
xelovnebis, Tanamedrove xelovnebis<br />
msaxurebi, prezervativebis<br />
feriT Sewuxebuli eqscentruli <strong>da</strong><br />
mgrZnobiare arseba ki _ Jana korabliova<br />
– maTi winamZRoli gaxl<strong>da</strong>T.<br />
garegnulad xelovnebis eTerovan qurums<br />
ar hgav<strong>da</strong>, piriqiT janiani qali<br />
ufro iyo, pir<strong>da</strong>pir portreti<strong>da</strong>n<br />
gadmosuli ekaterine WavWavaZe.<br />
Jana universitetSi xelovnebaTmcodneobis<br />
kurss kiTxulob<strong>da</strong>, magram<br />
mTlad Cveulebrivi leqtori ar eTqmo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
studentebi aRmerTebdnen. is<br />
warsulis kuTvnilebad Tvli<strong>da</strong> xelovnebas,<br />
romelic xangrZlivi swavlisa<br />
<strong>da</strong> katorRuli Sromis Sedegad<br />
iqmnebo<strong>da</strong>, rodesac didi ostatebi<br />
erT tiloze oc weliwads muSaobdnen.<br />
misi azriT, iseve rogorc siyvaruli,<br />
xelovnebac cxovrebis nawili un<strong>da</strong> yofiliyo,<br />
Tanac sisxlsavse cxovrebis.<br />
is, ase vTqvaT, sicocxlis xelovnebas<br />
aswavli<strong>da</strong>. magram, ra SuaSi iyo aq Tanamedrove<br />
xelovneba eqsploatacii<strong>da</strong>n<br />
gamosuli nagvis konteinerebi,<br />
romliTac artistebi bavSvobis fantaziebs<br />
asxamdnen xorcs <strong>da</strong> maTgan<br />
uzarmazar rkinis Zexvebs an saaRdgomo<br />
kvercxebs akeTebdnen; slaidze aRbeWdili<br />
Zveli saburavebi, erTmaneT-<br />
Si rom ga<strong>da</strong>exlarTaT <strong>da</strong> maT bedze<br />
wuxdnen – Tu ar vcdebi is fas<strong>da</strong>udebeli<br />
xelovnebis nimuSi bavSvebma gaanadgures<br />
mezobeli quCi<strong>da</strong>n <strong>da</strong> Wiakokonas<br />
cecxlSi SeuZaxes.<br />
Tumca, istoria `sicilis oTaxia~,<br />
sa<strong>da</strong>c yvelas ar uSveben.<br />
art studios wevrebs im dRes ori<br />
performansi hqon<strong>da</strong>T Cafiqrebuli –<br />
`keTrovani miwa~ <strong>da</strong> `herbariumi~.<br />
`keTrovani miwa” wyliT savse, miwa-<br />
Si sanaxevrod Caflul prezervativebs<br />
un<strong>da</strong> ganesaxierebina, `herbariumi~<br />
ki herbariums win CrdiloeTisa<br />
<strong>da</strong> samxreTis qarebi, cecxli <strong>da</strong> wyali<br />
aRudga, magram amaze qvemoT.<br />
vidre Jana korabliova telefon-<br />
Si lamis tiro<strong>da</strong>, rom qmari gacxarebul<br />
samuSao saaTebSi samsaxuri<strong>da</strong>n<br />
gamoetyuebina, <strong>da</strong>narCenebi meTevzis<br />
garSemo Sejgufdnen:<br />
– loqos kbilebi ki ara, raRac<br />
wvetiani, basri kiWebi aqvs, Sxamiani. Tu<br />
Cagavlo, mere ikiTxe. erTxel Camavlo,<br />
xeliT viWerdi. napirze gamovaTrie<br />
Tu ara, bodiSi <strong>da</strong>, maSinve xelze<br />
<strong>da</strong>vifsi, ho, fseli spirtze ukeTesia,<br />
Sxamia Tu infeqcia, ZirSive wvavs.<br />
– ho, aba, bavSvis loyebiviT vardisferi<br />
xom ar iqneba es saZageli wylulebi,<br />
– qviTineb<strong>da</strong> Jana.<br />
rodesac wylulebis sakiTxi ase Tu<br />
ise sasikeTod ga<strong>da</strong>wy<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> qalbaton<br />
korabliovas meuRles mowyaled<br />
<strong>da</strong>rTes neba samsaxurebriv movaleobebs<br />
<strong>da</strong>brunebo<strong>da</strong>, TiTqos yvelaferi<br />
<strong>da</strong>lag<strong>da</strong>. gaixsna ludis qilebi,<br />
moizi<strong>da</strong> wyali, aivso kondomebi,<br />
gaiTxara miwa <strong>da</strong> uamravi fotoc ga<strong>da</strong>iRes.<br />
mere ki proeqti `herbariumi~ <strong>da</strong>iwyo.<br />
odesRac, patara gogona wignis<br />
kiTxvisas yvavilebsa <strong>da</strong> foTlebs deb<strong>da</strong><br />
furclebs Soris, wlebis Semdeg ki,<br />
rati ratiani<br />
lend-arti<br />
rodesac sayvarel wigns ga<strong>da</strong>Sli<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong><br />
am trofeebs poulob<strong>da</strong>, guli sinaziT<br />
evsebo<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> bavSvobis yvelaze Zvirfasi<br />
mogonebebi cocxldebo<strong>da</strong>;<br />
swored im gverdze utiria, sai<strong>da</strong>nac<br />
axla zambaxis sifrifana, fer<strong>da</strong>suli<br />
furceli gadmofarfat<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> iatakze<br />
<strong>da</strong>cemisTanave mtvrad iqca. 14 wlisas<br />
dei<strong>da</strong> gar<strong>da</strong>ecvala, sikvdilis win<br />
disSvils zurmuxtisTvliani beWedi<br />
aCuqa, romelsac TiTi<strong>da</strong>n ar iSoreb<strong>da</strong>.<br />
xuTi wlis Semdeg sayvarel a<strong>da</strong>mians<br />
gahyva colad <strong>da</strong> zurmuxtisTvlian<br />
beWedTan erTad mis natif xelze<br />
oqros rgoli akiaf<strong>da</strong>, saaTi ki svoCis<br />
maRaziaSi SeiZina axal wels qmris naCuqari<br />
fuliT.<br />
`herbariumi~ gasagebia, magram ra<br />
SuaSia aq Tanamedrove xelovneba an<br />
beWdebi, an saaTi<br />
odesRac patara gogonam xelebi<br />
cisken aRapyro <strong>da</strong> zustad Tavisi leqtoriviT<br />
SesZaxa:<br />
– Sors monoba xelovnebaSi! gulis<br />
karnaxs mihyeviT <strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>amsxvrieT mZime<br />
Sromis borkilebi! – mere bavSvobis<br />
mogonebebi amoqeqa <strong>da</strong> maTi xelovnebis<br />
nimuSad qceva ganizraxa.<br />
kargi dro iyo. ZarRvebSi sisxli<br />
uduR<strong>da</strong>T, svamdnen, msjelobdnen,<br />
bunebisa <strong>da</strong> cxovrebis saidumloebebs<br />
ikvlevdnen, rogorc magaliTad im<br />
dRes, Zlieri qari rom amovar<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong><br />
Jana korabliovas meTaurobiT wyal-<br />
Cer<strong>da</strong>.<br />
– ara, ase ar SeiZleba, ar SeiZleba<br />
lend artis keTeba beWdiani <strong>da</strong> saa-<br />
Tiani xelebiT. me <strong>da</strong>giWer.<br />
odesRac patara gogonam orive be-<br />
Wedi <strong>da</strong> saaTi moixsna <strong>da</strong> korabliovas<br />
misca. swored am dros <strong>da</strong>ubera Zlierma<br />
qarma <strong>da</strong> qaRaldze <strong>da</strong>wyobili<br />
yvavilebis naxevari Tan waiRo. herbariumis<br />
avtori mTeli taniT ga<strong>da</strong>efara<br />
Tavis namuSevars, samagierod korabliovas<br />
aRaraferi axsov<strong>da</strong>; mkerdi<br />
azi<strong>da</strong>, Rrmad, xmauriT CaisunTqa suf-<br />
Ta haeri, stiqiis pirispir <strong>da</strong>dga <strong>da</strong><br />
xelebi gaSala:<br />
– CrdiloeTis qaro, Sens RvTaebriv<br />
Zalas movuxmob! – citatis sizusteze<br />
Tavs ver <strong>da</strong>vdeb, magram<br />
raRac Seqspiriseuli ki SemosZaxa.<br />
CrdiloeTis qarmac ar <strong>da</strong>ayovna <strong>da</strong><br />
RvTaebrivi ZaliT gaagdebina xeli<strong>da</strong>n<br />
samkaulebi korabliovas.<br />
Zvirfasi beWdebi maRal balaxSi<br />
gauCinar<strong>da</strong>.<br />
me Tu mkiTxavT, swored aqe<strong>da</strong>n <strong>da</strong>iwyo<br />
is, rac bundovnad miagav<strong>da</strong> Tanamedrove<br />
xelovnebas. saocari sanaxaoba<br />
iyo. jer marto korabliovas<br />
yureba Rir<strong>da</strong> erT ramed, romelic<br />
mTeli arsebiT SeZra sakuTarma<br />
<strong>da</strong>udevrobam <strong>da</strong> axla misi qviTini<br />
qaris zuzuns erTvo<strong>da</strong>. im wuTas romeliRac<br />
berZnuli tragediis personaJs<br />
waagav<strong>da</strong>. Txilisferi, sqeli, kefaze<br />
6 - 19 maisi 2011<br />
sacavis mi<strong>da</strong>moebSi muSaobdnen. im adgilebSi<br />
ki wlis nebismier dros qro<strong>da</strong><br />
qari.<br />
jer yvelam erTad Seagrova<br />
yvavilebi <strong>da</strong> maTTvis ucnobi, ucnauri<br />
mcenareebi, mere miwaze TovliviT<br />
TeTri, qaRaldis mozrdili furclebi<br />
<strong>da</strong>afines <strong>da</strong> odesRac patara gogonam<br />
Tavisi bavSvobis `herbariumis~<br />
keTeba <strong>da</strong>iwyo. Jana korabliova oriode<br />
nabijis moSorebiT idga, xelSi<br />
ludis qiliT. viRaca muSaobis process<br />
iReb<strong>da</strong>, zogierTebi mcenareebis<br />
saxelebze <strong>da</strong>obdnen. meTevze karga<br />
xania Tavis saqmeebs <strong>da</strong>ubrun<strong>da</strong>, imedia<br />
axla zvigenis xaxaSi ar yof<strong>da</strong> xels.<br />
– xo, uzarmazari buSti, maketis<br />
Tavze eki<strong>da</strong>, es idealuri sivrce iyo,<br />
Ria cis qveS... aeroportSi waviReT<br />
gasaberad...<br />
– meore dRes rom mivediT aRar<br />
<strong>da</strong>gvxv<strong>da</strong>, viRacas <strong>da</strong>uSlia, Tanac<br />
zustad is saburavebi, sxvebi xeluxleblad<br />
ewyo...<br />
– Cumad, gTxovT, es misteriaa, magia,<br />
jadoqroba. mainc mgonia rom kacobrioba<br />
pirvelyofil...<br />
<strong>da</strong> ase Semdeg, vidre korabliovas<br />
mzera deidis beWedsa <strong>da</strong> saaTze ar Seaziduli<br />
Tmis bululi CamoSlo<strong>da</strong>, xelebi<br />
Tavze waevlo <strong>da</strong> kacobriobis<br />
yvela codvas sakuTar Tavs atex<strong>da</strong>.<br />
odesRac patara gogona, imis nacvlad<br />
rom beWdebis <strong>da</strong>kargvaze enaRvla, isterikaSi<br />
Cavardnil leqtors exveo<strong>da</strong><br />
<strong>da</strong> amSvideb<strong>da</strong>. <strong>da</strong>narCenebs ki fexze<br />
gaexa<strong>da</strong>T, qari maT Tavisufal tansacmels<br />
afrialeb<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> fexis TiTebiT<br />
eZebdnen balaxSi beWdebs. viRas axsov<strong>da</strong><br />
`herbariumi~ – namdvilad epikuri<br />
scena iyo!<br />
uSedego Zebnisgan <strong>da</strong>qanculebi <strong>da</strong><br />
fexeb<strong>da</strong>kawrulebi Jana korabliovas<br />
garSemo Camosxdnen miwaze. erTxans<br />
siCume Camovar<strong>da</strong>. bolos RvTaebrivi<br />
azri <strong>da</strong>eba<strong>da</strong> viRacas <strong>da</strong> es viRaca Jana<br />
korabliova namdvilad yofila; cecxli<br />
waekidebinaT wyeuli balaxisTvis<br />
<strong>da</strong> nebismier fasad epovnaT megobris<br />
samkaulebi, Tun<strong>da</strong>c es lend artis istoriaSi<br />
yvelaze samarcxvino faqti<br />
yofiliyo. Secbunebulebma erTmaneTs<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>xedes, magram sxva ra gza iyo <strong>da</strong><br />
abrial<strong>da</strong> samkuTxedi; gamxmar balaxs<br />
maSinve moedo cecxli <strong>da</strong> rom ara<br />
prezervativebi, qalaqamde CaaRwev<strong>da</strong>.<br />
saCqarod amoiTxara wylulebi `keTrovani<br />
miwi<strong>da</strong>n~, cecxli <strong>da</strong> wyali<br />
erTmaneTs Seerkina, CrdiloeTis qars<br />
ki gulgrilad mihqon<strong>da</strong> xanZars ga<strong>da</strong>rCenili<br />
`herbariumis~ narCenebi, vidre<br />
ukanaskneli furceli ar afrial<strong>da</strong><br />
<strong>da</strong> uaxloes buCqs ar Seexizna.<br />
isev gaixades fexze, isev <strong>da</strong>ikawres<br />
TiTebi, magram tyuilad – beWdebi<br />
jiutad gauCinarebuliyvnen ga<strong>da</strong>mwvar<br />
mindorze <strong>da</strong> kanonier patronTan<br />
<strong>da</strong>brunebas ar apirebdnen. bolos, im<br />
mdgomareobas miaRwies, rodesac<br />
scenaze aucileblad un<strong>da</strong> Semovides<br />
komikuri personaJi, vidre ZmaTamkvleli<br />
omi gaCaRebula <strong>da</strong> aq viRac <strong>da</strong>locvilma<br />
sakuTar Tavze aiRo es misia,<br />
zustad korabliovasaviT gaSala xelebi,<br />
unamuso CrdiloeTis qars ga<strong>da</strong>eRoba<br />
<strong>da</strong> ganrisxebulma SesZaxa:<br />
– CrdiloeTis qaro, fexebi beWdebis<br />
saZebnelad ki ar momca RmerTma,<br />
gavilumpe, <strong>da</strong>viRale, mapovnine an<br />
mapovnine!<br />
visac bunebis Zalebis ar sjera, Seu-<br />
Zlia es adgili gamotovos, imitom rom<br />
CaSavebul, svel miwaze maSinve akiaf<strong>da</strong><br />
zurmuxti, cota xanSi ki saqorwino<br />
beWedsac miagnes.<br />
marTalia, mindori ga<strong>da</strong>wves <strong>da</strong><br />
xalxis naxevari im ambebis Semdeg erTi<br />
kvira koWlob<strong>da</strong>, Jana korabliovas ki<br />
gacilebiT didi xani <strong>da</strong>sWir<strong>da</strong> iarebis<br />
mosaSuSeblad, magram yvelaferi<br />
mainc keTilad <strong>da</strong>mTavr<strong>da</strong> – beWdebic<br />
ipovnes <strong>da</strong> gvariana<strong>da</strong>c moilxines. me-<br />
Tevzis bedze bevri araferi vici, magram<br />
imedia isic karga<strong>da</strong>a <strong>da</strong> isev iWers<br />
uzarmazar loqoebs.<br />
Wiri – iqa, lxini – aqa, pirvelyofili<br />
Temuri wyobileba ki `sicilis<br />
oTaxSi~ moikiTxeT.<br />
_____<br />
* codva gamxelili sjobs – avtorma mar-<br />
Tlac isargebla vikipediiT, magram Targmnisas<br />
didi patiosnebiT arasodes gamoirCeva<br />
<strong>da</strong> rac <strong>da</strong>sWir<strong>da</strong>, mxolod is <strong>da</strong>tova, ase<br />
rom lend artis es gansazRvreba mkiTxvels<br />
mainc<strong>da</strong>mainc zust warmodgenas ver Seuqmnis<br />
xelovnebis am mimdinareobaze, iseve<br />
rogorc es moTxroba – zoga<strong>da</strong>d Tanamedrove<br />
xelovnebaze.
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literaturuli gazeTi<br />
2007 wlis noembris Suaricxvebamde<br />
mTaSi viyavi. arnaxuli mosavali iyo<br />
xilisa, vaSlisa <strong>da</strong> kaklis krefas ver<br />
audio<strong>da</strong> xalxi. ori imdeni Sevzide<br />
mec, rac zamTarSi gveyofo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
metwilad moukrefavi <strong>da</strong>rCa. mezoblebs<br />
vuTxar, arayebi mainc gamoxadeTo,<br />
me ki futkris <strong>da</strong>Tbuneba<strong>da</strong>zamTrebas<br />
Sevudeqi. safutkreSi<br />
trialiTve mindo<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>mesrula weli,<br />
rogorc adre gazafxulze viwyebdi.<br />
mezobeli amovi<strong>da</strong> _ televizorma<br />
gadmosca, goderZi Coxeli momkv<strong>da</strong>rao.<br />
<strong>da</strong>asaflaves Tu ara, es ar eTqvaT.<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>vwyvite, mainc wavsuliyavi<br />
meore dRes, orSabaT diliTve. gangebis<br />
ZaliT, albaT, gorderZi, goderZis<br />
suli indomeb<strong>da</strong> safutkreSi, futkrebis<br />
<strong>da</strong>Zineba-<strong>da</strong>nanavebis dros gamego<br />
misi sikvdili, <strong>da</strong> Tu ratom, amas qvemoT<br />
movyvebi.<br />
naxevrad gu<strong>da</strong>mayarSi viyav<br />
gazrdili, sanadiroebsa <strong>da</strong> qorwilnaTlobebs<br />
arsad vakldebodi, Cem<br />
tolebsa <strong>da</strong> Cemze ufrosebs yvelas<br />
vicnobdi. mecnobo<strong>da</strong> goderZic, bevrad<br />
umcrosi rom ara yofiliyo.<br />
pirveli Sexvedrisas miTxra, me gicnobdiTo.<br />
es pirveli gacnoba ki CemTan<br />
mox<strong>da</strong>, sulxan-sabaze. isa <strong>da</strong> vaJa Cordeli<br />
movidnen _ kinostudiaSi<br />
vmuSaobT <strong>da</strong> iqi<strong>da</strong>n gamogvgzavnes,<br />
Tqveni `Svintlikas~ mixedviT kinoscenaris<br />
Seqmnazea laparakio.<br />
mec Sori<strong>da</strong>n vicnobdi. revaz<br />
inaniSvilis mier gzis <strong>da</strong>locviT gamoqveynebulma<br />
misma pirvelma moTxrobam<br />
uceb miipyro qarTveli mkiTxvelis<br />
yuradReba. me kidev ufro metad momeba<br />
gulze, rogorc `Tavisiani~. amitom<br />
SevxvdiT erTmaneTs didi xnis nacnobebiviT.<br />
rogorc wesia, saxel<strong>da</strong>xelo sufra<br />
gavuwyve. imisi sadRegrZelos jeri<br />
rom movi<strong>da</strong>, ojaxuri mdgomareoba<br />
vkiTxe. miTxra, marto de<strong>da</strong> myavs Cox-<br />
Si, mamam adre migvatova, fasanaurSi<br />
adgilis gulisaTvis viRaca urwan<br />
de<strong>da</strong>kacs aeki<strong>da</strong>, TeqvsmetoTaxiani<br />
saxli aaSena, rva oTaxi maRla, rva <strong>da</strong>bla,<br />
raki <strong>da</strong>msvenebelze qiravdeba.<br />
fuli adrec bevri hqon<strong>da</strong>, magram kapiki<br />
ra ari, kapiki ar mouwvdia. didi<br />
wvalebiTa <strong>da</strong> ubedurebiT gamzar<strong>da</strong><br />
de<strong>da</strong>Cemma, fexisamosi xan<strong>da</strong>xan zamTar-<br />
Sic ara mqon<strong>da</strong>. mamaCems Cveni <strong>ambavi</strong><br />
arc ki ukiTxia. exla, roca cotaTi<br />
gamovCndi, SemomiTvala, Sens meti<br />
Svili mainc ara myavs, amodi, es fasanauris<br />
saxli un<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>gimtkicoo. me SevuTvale:<br />
erTi Seni saxlisaca <strong>da</strong> Senica!<br />
roca miWir<strong>da</strong>, maSin ar gaxsovdi<br />
<strong>da</strong> exla Cemi saxeliT amayoba mogin<strong>da</strong>meTqi!<br />
miWirs, gana exla ki milxins,<br />
magram mSieri movkvdebi <strong>da</strong> imisi<br />
araferi min<strong>da</strong>.<br />
_ `gu<strong>da</strong>mayrelo, maJari, tyvia<br />
gamodis cxeliao~ _ namdvili<br />
gu<strong>da</strong>mayreli hyofilxar-meTqi! _<br />
Sevaqe. mivxvdi, rom niWierebasTan er-<br />
Tad guliTac sufTa balRi iyo, jiuti<br />
<strong>da</strong> Tavmoyvare.<br />
sul bolos fizkulturis institutSi<br />
misTvis mowyobil Sexvedraze<br />
SevxvdiT. qarTuli enis kaTedras<br />
miewvia <strong>da</strong> mimiwvies mec. <strong>da</strong>wyebamde<br />
<strong>da</strong>vilaparakeT. vkiTxe janmrTelobis<br />
<strong>ambavi</strong>, radgan xmebi <strong>da</strong>dio<strong>da</strong>, fsiqiurad<br />
<strong>da</strong>avad<strong>da</strong>, raki ufulobis gamo<br />
SemoqmedebiTi gasaqani ar eZlevao,<br />
SemoqmedebiTma cecxlma ga<strong>da</strong>wvao. ki<br />
miTxra, cu<strong>da</strong><strong>da</strong> varo, magram saubarSi<br />
isev is goderZi iyo. SevTavaze, wamodi<br />
CemTan fSavSi, gamoeride am Tavis momaZulebel<br />
yofas, viaroT mJavwyalze,<br />
sanadirod, saTevzaod, viseirnoT<br />
aragvis WalebSi, avideT mTebze <strong>da</strong> xan<strong>da</strong>xan<br />
Sen sayvarel gu<strong>da</strong>mayarsac ga<strong>da</strong>vxedoT-meTqi.<br />
miTxra: didi madloba,<br />
magram, albaT, Senc ara gjera, me<br />
rom Zalian cu<strong>da</strong><strong>da</strong> var, gagawvalebo...<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>Wedili iyo <strong>da</strong>rbazi. institutis<br />
leqtor-maswavleblebi, studengigi<br />
xornauli<br />
goderZi Coxeli<br />
toba _ sportsmenebi Turme sulac ar<br />
iyvnen iseTi uwignurni, rogorc amas<br />
Cven sazogadoebaSi gaigonebdi. maT-<br />
Tvisac ki Seuracxyofa iqnebo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
goderZis Semoqmedebis an qeba <strong>da</strong>mewyo,<br />
an ganxilva. aseT gamosvlebs sxvebisasac<br />
verasodes veguebodi, vcdilobdi<br />
sxva kuTxe momeZebna, Tuara<strong>da</strong><br />
arafers vityodi.<br />
sityva rom momces, aseTi rame<br />
vTqvi:<br />
_ fSavSi saxli maqvs, futkari myavs<br />
<strong>da</strong> safutkreSi muSaobis dros gverdze<br />
xelis radios miviyolieb xolme, radgan<br />
iq arc televizoria, arc gazeTi<br />
<strong>da</strong> arc sxva xmis gamcemi. im xanebSi, kviraobiT<br />
`goderZi Coxelis saubrebs~<br />
gadmoscemdnen. sasiamovno mosasmeni<br />
iyo jer TavisTavad mwerlis<br />
monaTxrobi, mere isic misi cxovrebiseuli<br />
kuriozebi. erTi aseTi iyo: xevsureTSi,<br />
sofel bacaligoSi gvqon<strong>da</strong><br />
ga<strong>da</strong>saRebi vertmfrenis epizodi,<br />
rogor mofrindebo<strong>da</strong> lamazad,<br />
rogor sixaruliT Sexvdebodnen xevsurebio.<br />
iq rac mox<strong>da</strong>, imas ver warmovidgendiT:<br />
vertmfrenis qarma saxlebTan<br />
moziduli Tivis zvinebi gaabnia,<br />
yvelaferi miSal-moSala, <strong>da</strong>mfrTxali<br />
saqoneli, cxenebi, virebi ga<strong>da</strong>ikarga,<br />
gamwarebuli xevsurebi<br />
ginebiT <strong>da</strong>rbodnen, kinaRam <strong>da</strong>gvxoceso.<br />
erT mzian kvira dResac futkris<br />
sagazafxulo xilvas vaxdendi, radio<br />
iqve meore skamze medga <strong>da</strong> mouTmenlad<br />
velodi goderZis saubris <strong>da</strong>wyebas.<br />
<strong>da</strong>iwyo aman moyola <strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>viwye mec sicili.<br />
hyvebo<strong>da</strong> gu<strong>da</strong>mayreli `aClaxunes~<br />
ambavs. `aClaxunes~ imitom eZaxdnen,<br />
enablu iyo. ena laparakSi ebmo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
Torem simReris dros sul araferi<br />
emCneo<strong>da</strong>. jarSi yofnis dros ufross<br />
eTqva: Sen laparaks sad vusmino. roca<br />
raimes moxseneba gin<strong>da</strong>, simReriT momaxsene<br />
xolmeo. erTxelac yazarmas<br />
cecxli gauCn<strong>da</strong> Turme. gamovar<strong>da</strong><br />
`aClaxune~ <strong>da</strong> ufrosTan gaiqca Sesatyobineblad.<br />
iseT dros misi ufrosi<br />
batalionis meTaurTan yofila. Sevardnila<br />
`aClaxune~ <strong>da</strong> simReriT<br />
mouxsenebia.<br />
_ amxanaaanagooo leiteeenantooo,<br />
yazarma iwviiis!<br />
_ rao, rao! yazarma iwvis <strong>da</strong> amas<br />
ra amRerebso! _ iyvira Turme batalionis<br />
meTaurma, _ gaiyvaneT, <strong>da</strong>xvriteTo!<br />
Zlivs ga<strong>da</strong>arCina Turme<br />
Tavisma ufrosma.<br />
me vicinodi <strong>da</strong> vicinodi, CarCoebi<strong>da</strong>n<br />
lamis futkari mebertyvinebo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
goderZi ki agrZeleb<strong>da</strong>:<br />
_ omi<strong>da</strong>n <strong>da</strong>brunebis Semdeg<br />
`aClaxune~ traqtorze muSaob<strong>da</strong>.<br />
mogonebaTa wigni<strong>da</strong>n<br />
bakurxeveli kaci zamTarSi momkv<strong>da</strong>riyo<br />
saavadmyofoSi. kitoxamde manqaniT<br />
moasvenes, iqi<strong>da</strong>n bakurxevis xeobaze<br />
Tu traqtoriT ara, sxvanairad<br />
ver moxerxdebo<strong>da</strong> didi Tovlis gamo<br />
misi sijananebamde atana. misulan<br />
aClaxunesTan _ Sen un<strong>da</strong> gviSveloo.<br />
_ e... e... erTi mkvdris gu...<br />
lisT...Tvis r...r...rogor v...vawvalo<br />
tr...traqtorio.<br />
ise gamecina, futkriani CarCo kinaRam<br />
xeli<strong>da</strong>n gamivar<strong>da</strong>-meTqi.<br />
sxvaTa gamosvlebic momTavr<strong>da</strong>, bolos<br />
goderZis misces sityva. iman madloba<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>ixa<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>iwyo:<br />
_ xalxno, Tqveni <strong>da</strong>xmareba mWirdeba<br />
_ iqneba gigi xornauls ga<strong>da</strong>aTqmevinoT,<br />
rom ar miCivlos. miTxra,<br />
didi zarali momayeneo, Sen iseT raRaceebsa<br />
hyvebi, Cemi futkrebi siciliT<br />
ixocebiano. gavsinje skebi, erTxel, meored,<br />
mesamed _ Tafli ar iyo. ra xdeba,<br />
ra ario. movixede, futkrebi sxe<strong>da</strong>n<br />
yvavilebze <strong>da</strong> imis magivrad, rom<br />
neqtars wuwnidnen, icinian <strong>da</strong> iciniano.<br />
vkiTxe, Tqven raRa gacinebTo<br />
rac Sen gacinebs, Cvenc is gvacinebso.<br />
ranair raRaceebsa hyveba eg goderZi<br />
Coxeli, gagvacdinao. Cveni brali ar<br />
aris, pasuxi goderZi Coxels mohkiTxeo.<br />
ho<strong>da</strong>, ai, exla me<strong>da</strong>veba, batoni<br />
gigi, zarali un<strong>da</strong> aminazRauroo.<br />
roca <strong>da</strong>j<strong>da</strong>, miCurCula _ ise ar<br />
movkvdebi, Seni `Svintlika~ ar ga<strong>da</strong>vi-<br />
Roo.<br />
_ ara, goderZi, _ me <strong>da</strong>vamSvide,<br />
_ Sen Cem `Svintlikaze~ ukeTesi imdeni<br />
rame gaqvs ga<strong>da</strong>saRebi, neta imisi<br />
meaTasedi ga<strong>da</strong>gaRebina. Seni marto<br />
naweri ki ara, ase nalaparakebic ga<strong>da</strong>saRebia-meTqi.<br />
CemSic didi gulistkivili gamoiwvia<br />
imis gafiqrebam, Tu ramdeni margalitebiT<br />
gatenili `pirmouxdeli<br />
gu<strong>da</strong>~ gaiyola am saocarma gu<strong>da</strong>mayrelma<br />
mousavleTis gzaze.<strong>da</strong> kidev<br />
erTic, patiebis imediT. goderZis<br />
suli ki vici, mapatiebs, radgan amqveynad<br />
myofi mpatiebeli <strong>da</strong> mimtevebeli<br />
iyo. brZen a<strong>da</strong>mianTa wesis Tanaxmad,<br />
goderZic xom Zalze ubralo iyo, saTno,<br />
keTili, <strong>da</strong>mTmobi, momTmeni, momsmeni.<br />
aseTi iyo maSinac, roca pirispir<br />
`gavakritike~...<br />
varazis xevSi amovdiodi gmirTa<br />
moednis mxri<strong>da</strong>n. is zemo<strong>da</strong>n gamomecxa<strong>da</strong>.<br />
_ exla sad gameqcevi. gu<strong>da</strong>mayrelo,<br />
SenTan saSaro maqvs-meTqi! _ Sori<strong>da</strong>nve<br />
<strong>da</strong>vuZaxe.<br />
_ xevsurebma Saris meti ra iciT,<br />
magram ar <strong>da</strong>gaviwydes gu<strong>da</strong>mayrelebic<br />
Zirad xevsurebi varT! _ mipasuxa<br />
RimiliT. erTurTi movikiTxeT,<br />
gaxseneba<br />
13<br />
axlad gamosuli morigi filmi `codvis<br />
Svilebi~ mivuloce <strong>da</strong> iqve Saris<br />
mizezic mivuloce: Satilivnebs ratom<br />
<strong>da</strong>abmevine qisti ZaRliviT <strong>da</strong> mere <strong>da</strong>bmuli<br />
ratom moakvlevine ara. es Seneuli<br />
variantic Zlieria, kinosTvis eg<br />
SeiZleba kidec sjobia, Tumca xevsur-<br />
Ta maRali zneobis warmosaCenad, vfiqrob,<br />
is sinamdvile ufro ajobeb<strong>da</strong>meTqi.<br />
kavkasiuri xalxebi, gansakuTrebiT<br />
ki qistebi <strong>da</strong> xevsurebi, mosisxle mter-<br />
Tan <strong>da</strong>mokidebulebaSic ki arakacurad<br />
ar moiqceodnen. `mtrisferi mteri~<br />
saamayo iyo <strong>da</strong> `kai mtris~ sadRegr-<br />
Zelosac ki svamdnen. uiaraRosTan an<br />
gaWirvebaSi CavardnilTan SebrZoleba<br />
xom saTakilo iyo qarTveli kacisTvis.<br />
sxvaTa <strong>da</strong> sxvaTaTvis araferi,<br />
magram xevsurebma, <strong>da</strong> gansakuTrebiT<br />
Satilivnebma, Zalian iwyines. iwyines,<br />
radgan aseTi ram ar momx<strong>da</strong>ra <strong>da</strong> arc<br />
Caidendnen. SurisZieba ho, Satilivnebma<br />
rac sasaxelo saqme qnes, is yvelas<br />
ar SeuZlia. amitom hyvebodnen mas<br />
saarakod xevsureTSic, qisteTSic <strong>da</strong><br />
<strong>sxvaganac</strong>.<br />
ai es faqti: me-20 saukunis 20-ian<br />
wlebSi, vladikavkasi<strong>da</strong>n (Zaugi<strong>da</strong>n) navaWriT<br />
momdinar Satilivnebs sofel<br />
qvimexkSi jorkidebulebi waarTves vi-<br />
Raceebma imis imediT, rom iq, Sua<br />
qisteTSi, Satilivnebi verafers <strong>da</strong>aklebdnen,<br />
ver miswvdebodnen. miswvdnen.<br />
RamRam siaruliT miaRwies qvimexks <strong>da</strong><br />
tyeSi Casafrebulebma SeSisTvis gamosuli<br />
axalgazr<strong>da</strong> kaci Seipyres. man<br />
tyeSi Semosvlamde mdinaris piras<br />
fexze gaixa<strong>da</strong>, iloca <strong>da</strong> fexSiSveli<br />
Semovi<strong>da</strong> xis mosaWrelad. ase wamoiyvanes<br />
tye-tye, mTa-mTa. qists fexebi <strong>da</strong>usisxlian<strong>da</strong>,<br />
magram tkivils ar imCnev<strong>da</strong>.<br />
leko WinWaraulma (aleqsi Win-<br />
Waraulis mamam), Tava<strong>da</strong>c axalgazr<strong>da</strong>m,<br />
gaixa<strong>da</strong> qalman-win<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> tyves<br />
Caacva. Satils uaresad fexeb<strong>da</strong>sisxlianebulma<br />
moaRwia.<br />
qvimexkelebi sanam naZarcvs<br />
<strong>da</strong>abrunebdnen, ramdenime Tve sasurveli<br />
stumariviT hyav<strong>da</strong>T ojaxebSi, radgan<br />
icodnen qisti gaparvas ar ikadreb<strong>da</strong>.<br />
roca naZarcvi uklebliv <strong>da</strong>ibrunes,<br />
Satilvnebma ga<strong>da</strong>wyvites pativayrili<br />
tyve (gairkva, rom is ar iyo<br />
mZarcvelTa Soris <strong>da</strong> arc maTi saqcieli<br />
moswon<strong>da</strong>) Rirseulad gaestumrebinaT.<br />
sofelSi yvelaze didi xari Seisyides,<br />
win <strong>da</strong>uyenes <strong>da</strong> jaregomde<br />
gaaciles <strong>da</strong>mtyveveblebma. Satilivnebma<br />
ki, qalma Tu kacma, stumarTsamarTamde<br />
gaaciles. SemdegSi is qisti<br />
<strong>da</strong> misianebi Satilivnebis Wirsa <strong>da</strong> lxins<br />
ar akldebodnen.<br />
_ mgoni marTali xar, magas ar <strong>da</strong>vukvirdi,<br />
kinosTvis me ratomRac ase<br />
vamjobineo, – miTxra goderZim.<br />
me rom vfiqrobdi, iqneb ar Rir<strong>da</strong><br />
amisi Tqma, vai Tu mainc ewyinos-meTqi.<br />
uceb meubneba:<br />
_ ise ar movkvdebi, Seni `Svintlika~<br />
ar ga<strong>da</strong>viRoo.<br />
is ki ara, Turme imas gulSi is hqon<strong>da</strong><br />
CarCenili, Cemi `Svintlika~ rom ver<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>iRes.<br />
dRes yvelas gasagonad min<strong>da</strong> gavimeoro:<br />
goderZi Coxeli <strong>da</strong>meTanxma:<br />
roca xevsureTze iReb films, cota<br />
ram xevsurebsac un<strong>da</strong> hkiTxo. vaJafSavelasac<br />
meti ndoba un<strong>da</strong> gamoucxado,<br />
radgan dRemde vaJas <strong>da</strong>naxuli<br />
vaJaze ukeTesad veravin <strong>da</strong>inaxa.<br />
arcerTi filmi, rac dRemde mTazea<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>Rebuli, ise ar aris, Seuracxmyofeli<br />
ar iyos mTielebisa <strong>da</strong> vaJasi.<br />
vinc mTas icnob<strong>da</strong>, kinosi araferi gaegebo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
kino visac esmo<strong>da</strong>, mTa ar ico<strong>da</strong>.<br />
gamonaklisia ioseb (soso) CxaiZis<br />
`TuSi mecxvare~ <strong>da</strong> gamonaklisi iyo<br />
goderZi Coxeli, magram ar misces<br />
gasaqani. niWieri <strong>da</strong> qveynisTvis<br />
Tav<strong>da</strong>debuli sxva vin gauxarebiaT<br />
saqarTveloSi, is gaexarebinaT.
14 literaturuli gazeTi<br />
interviu 6 - 19 maisi 2011<br />
mwerali<br />
_ Sen <strong>da</strong> Seni megobrebi literaturul<br />
asparezze <strong>da</strong>axloebiT 2000<br />
wli<strong>da</strong>n gamoxvediT. maSin ambobdnen,<br />
rom es aris wigns mowyvetili, kompiuterze<br />
gazrdili Taoba, romelic<br />
Rirebuls verafers Seqmnis. Tumca<br />
mox<strong>da</strong> sapirispiro <strong>da</strong> swored am<br />
TaobaSi araerTi saintereso avtori<br />
gamoCn<strong>da</strong>.<br />
_ garkveuli kanonzomierebaa: did<br />
gasaWirs didi Sveba mohyveba, xanr-<br />
Zliv uZraobas _ amofrqveva.axla<br />
dgeba periodi, rodesac wlebis ganmavlobaSi<br />
<strong>da</strong>grovilma energiam niWis<br />
saxiT un<strong>da</strong> ifeTqos. Zalian saintereso<br />
Taoba modis, magram swori mimarTulebis<br />
micema sWirdeba. sul vambob,<br />
Cveni ubedureba is aris, rom ar<br />
gvaqvs samoqalaqo azrovneba. ratom<br />
un<strong>da</strong> gvWirdebodes eklesia an saxelmwifos<br />
mier <strong>da</strong>dgenili normebi elementaruli<br />
qcevebis <strong>da</strong>saregulireblad<br />
magaliTad, quCaSi nagvis <strong>da</strong>yra<br />
arc codvaa <strong>da</strong> arc kanoniT isjeba,<br />
ubralod, un<strong>da</strong> gqondes imdeni Sinagani<br />
kultura, rom es ar gaakeTo. ase-<br />
Tive kulturaa saWiro literaturaSic,<br />
Tun<strong>da</strong>c im TvalsazrisiT, rom<br />
ena ar <strong>da</strong>abinZuro, ar `gaafuWo.~<br />
_ enis `gafuWebaSi~ ras gulisxmob<br />
literaturaSi es cota delikaturi<br />
sakiTxia.<br />
_ aq, rasakvirvelia, ar vgulisxmob<br />
skabrezs an Jargons. SeiZleba kargad<br />
ver avxsna, magram weris procesSi<br />
vgrZnob, rogor gamirbis fraza, rom<br />
mkiTxveli advilad `<strong>da</strong>viWiro.~ mTel<br />
rig <strong>da</strong>Tmobebze miwevs wasvla. vinc<br />
wers, mixvdeba, raze vlaparakob. es ar<br />
gulisxmobs marto stilistur mxares,<br />
SeiZleba ideuric iyos. mTlianobaSi<br />
ki Zalze mniSvnelovania, radgan gvin<strong>da</strong><br />
Tu ara, mwerali mainc Tavis enas-<br />
Tan asocirdeba. dRes XX saukunis eniT<br />
veRar <strong>da</strong>wer, sasacilo gamoCndebi.<br />
ara aqvs mniSvneloba, konstantine gamsaxurdias<br />
stilSi <strong>da</strong>wer Tu grigol<br />
robaqiZis.<br />
_ ratom, aka morCilaZe xom axerxebs<br />
XIX saukunis eniT ise weros,<br />
sulac ar iyos sasacilo <strong>da</strong> Zalian<br />
saintereso sakiTxavic SemogvTavazos.<br />
_ ara, amas ar vgulisxmob. akam is<br />
ena konkretul momentSi gamoiyena,<br />
Torem zoga<strong>da</strong>d Zalian Tanamedrove<br />
qarTuliT wers. sxvaTa Soris, me Tvi-<br />
Tonac Zalian miyvars enaSi qeqva <strong>da</strong><br />
Zveli, miviwyebuli sityvebis gamomzeureba.<br />
is ki ara, min<strong>da</strong> Cems teqstebSi<br />
megruli <strong>da</strong> svanuri sityvebi<br />
Semovitano, raTa saliteraturo ena<br />
am dialeqtebs ar <strong>da</strong>Sordes. erTi sityviT,<br />
ideebisa <strong>da</strong> Temebis gar<strong>da</strong>,<br />
kidev arsebobs raRac, rac mwerals <strong>da</strong><br />
enas erTmaneTTan akavSirebs. amas weris<br />
dros Sinaganad vgrZnob.<br />
_ isev Sens teqstebs <strong>da</strong>vubrundeT,<br />
konkretulad ki Seni moTxrobebis<br />
personaJebs. ZiriTa<strong>da</strong>d Tanamedrove<br />
tipaJebze wer. sad poulob<br />
am a<strong>da</strong>mianebs<br />
_ sxva<strong>da</strong>sxvanairad xdeba. mwerlisTvis<br />
mis irgvliv arsebuli a<strong>da</strong>mianebi<br />
personaJebi arian. zogjer Tava<strong>da</strong>c<br />
SeiZleba iyos personaJi, misi<br />
sakuTari gancdebic xom sainteresoa<br />
xSirad imdenad realisturad<br />
mosCvenebiaT konkretuli gmiri an <strong>ambavi</strong>,<br />
ukiTxavT, Cemzea Tu ara. rogorc<br />
wesi, <strong>da</strong>ostatebis gzaze mdgari mwerali<br />
Tavis piradze aRar wers. yovel<br />
SemTxvevaSi, droa, rom aRar weros.<br />
amisTvis arsebobs sawyisi etapi. me Cems<br />
Tavs mwerals im dRi<strong>da</strong>n vuwodeb, roca<br />
piradze aRar vwer. iyo aseTi periodguram<br />
megreliSvili:<br />
<strong>`me</strong> <strong>da</strong> teqstebi erT sivrceSi varsebobT~<br />
guram megreliSvili axali Taobis avtoria. wera literaturul<br />
saitebze <strong>da</strong>iwyo, Semdeg sxva<strong>da</strong>sxva periodul gamocemaSic <strong>da</strong>ibeW<strong>da</strong>.<br />
amas mohyva wignebic: moTxrobebis krebulebi _ `mravaljeradi<br />
boTlebi,~ `Sen,~ `10+2~ <strong>da</strong> agvistos omis Temaze <strong>da</strong>werili romani _<br />
`irrata. ru~. cota xnis win axali krebuli _ `a<strong>da</strong>mianis qalaqi~ gamosca,<br />
romelSic gansxvavebuli, bevrad seriozul Temebze mofiqrali<br />
mwerali <strong>da</strong>vinaxeT. Tava<strong>da</strong>c miiCnevs, rom am wigniT mis SemoqmedebaSi<br />
axali etapi <strong>da</strong>iwyo. ra iyo manamde <strong>da</strong> ra iqneba momavalSi, Tavad<br />
avtorisgan SeityobT.<br />
ic 17-18 wlis asakSi. mere mivxvdi, rom<br />
es araa literatura. literatura<br />
aris Cemi piradi xedva, magram ara<br />
gancdebi. Tumca es ar gamoricxavs,<br />
personaJs Seni xedva `moaxvio~. xan<strong>da</strong>xan<br />
Tavi <strong>da</strong>miWeria imaSi, rom Cemi<br />
gmiri iseve iqceva, rogorc me SeiZleba<br />
mefiqra an movqceuliyavi. es bunebrivicaa,<br />
radgan sabolood yvelaferi<br />
konkretuli pirovnebi<strong>da</strong>n<br />
momdinareobs, mikrokosmosSia makrokosmosi.<br />
sakuTar Tavs Tu kargad<br />
<strong>da</strong>akvirdebi, Seiswavli <strong>da</strong> garesamyarosTvis<br />
gaxsni, sxva a<strong>da</strong>miansac ukeT<br />
gaugeb <strong>da</strong> literaturul personaJsac.<br />
amisaTvis maT simaRleze un<strong>da</strong><br />
<strong>da</strong>dge <strong>da</strong> maTi TvaliT Sexedo movlenebs.<br />
Sori<strong>da</strong>n an zemo<strong>da</strong>n yurebiT<br />
araferi gamova.<br />
_ gamorCeulad `Seniani~ personaJi<br />
Tu gyavs<br />
_ myav<strong>da</strong> aseTi personaJi nesi,<br />
romelic meZavia, magram Sinaganad<br />
saocrad kargi a<strong>da</strong>miani. realurad<br />
aseTebi arc arseboben. ar vici, Sei-<br />
Zleba arseboben kidec. yovel SemTxvevaSi,<br />
nesi imdenad miyvars, sxva<strong>da</strong>sxva<br />
moTxrobaSi ga<strong>da</strong>myavs xolme. axal<br />
romanSi, romelsac vwer, misi Svilic<br />
ki monawileobs. viRacebs hgoniaT, rom<br />
nesi realurad arsebob<strong>da</strong>, magram ase<br />
ar aris. Tavi<strong>da</strong>n bolomde Cemi gamogonilia.<br />
Zalian miyvars kidev erTi gmiri –<br />
vasia, romelic weris procesSi ise<br />
`gameqca~, misi <strong>ambavi</strong> ver <strong>da</strong>vamTavre.<br />
Tavi<strong>da</strong>n gulze di<strong>da</strong>d ar mexatebo<strong>da</strong>,<br />
magram mere mivxvdi, rom Zalian saintereso<br />
tipaJia <strong>da</strong> manac Tavis<strong>da</strong>uneburad<br />
gaagrZela cxovreba. igive <strong>da</strong>memarTa<br />
nesis SemTxvevaSi _ misi ambis<br />
gagrZeleba momin<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> `nesi 2~ <strong>da</strong>vwere.<br />
vcade, es istoria <strong>da</strong>mesrulebina,<br />
magram Sinaganad vgrZnob, rom personaJi<br />
cocxlobs <strong>da</strong> Tavis cxovrebas<br />
agrZelebs. SeiZleba ramdenime wlis<br />
Semdeg isev gamoCndes <strong>da</strong> isev <strong>da</strong>vwero<br />
masze, imitom rom me <strong>da</strong> teqstebi erT<br />
sivrceSi varsebobT <strong>da</strong> vzemoqmedebT<br />
_ isini Cemze, me _ maTze. Tumca mainc<br />
vcdilob, ori erTnairi personaJi ar<br />
myavdes, imitom rom CemTvis saintereso<br />
ar aris. me axal a<strong>da</strong>mianebs ve-<br />
Zeb.<br />
_ axali romani axsene, ramdena<strong>da</strong>c<br />
vici, hororis JanrSi wer<br />
_ ara, horori mindo<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>mewera<br />
<strong>da</strong> albaT <strong>da</strong>vwer kidec. ubralod,<br />
masac xom aqvs Tavisi specifika Sei-<br />
Zleba Zalian momwondes tarantino,<br />
magram misi enis gadmoqarTuleba ar<br />
SeiZleba. ar SeiZleba misi xasiaTebisa<br />
<strong>da</strong> enobrivi qveteqstebis gadmotanac,<br />
Tun<strong>da</strong>c, dialogebis, imitom, rom<br />
qarTul garemoSi ar jdeba. enis `gafu-<br />
WebaSi~ amasac vgulisxmobdi. qarTuls<br />
aqvs erTi Zalian didi sisuste – materialuri<br />
sagnebis aRwera. rusulad an<br />
inglisurad es yvelaferi kargad JRers,<br />
rasac Cvenze ver vityodi. Tun<strong>da</strong>c<br />
seqsualuri scenebi, romelic qarTulad<br />
ZiriTa<strong>da</strong>d arabunebrivia an zedmetad<br />
uxamsi. Zalian Znelia aseTi scena<br />
aRwero ise, rogorc amas paviCi axerxebs:<br />
ar gaRizianebs <strong>da</strong> arc uxerxulobas<br />
giqmnis. qarTuli ena imdenad<br />
aris sulierebisken midrekili, rom<br />
miwieri momentebi ar gamosdis. amaRlebuls<br />
Zalian kargad gadmoscem, materialisturs<br />
– vera.<br />
_ isev Sens romans <strong>da</strong>vubrundeT,<br />
amjerad ra Temas SeeWide<br />
_ teqsti, romelzec axla vmuSaob,<br />
samecniero fantastikis JanrSia <strong>da</strong>werili,<br />
Tumca ara klasikuri gagebiT,<br />
ufro am Janris elementebs Seicavs.<br />
_ amJamad ra etapze xar<br />
_ faqtobrivad, <strong>da</strong>vasrule. bolo<br />
samuSaoebia <strong>da</strong>rCenili. es aris romani<br />
mweralze, romelic SemoqmedebiT<br />
kriziss ganicdis. am dros xelSi Cauvardeba<br />
wigni, romelic mis msoflmxedvelobas<br />
Zireulad Secvlis.<br />
zoga<strong>da</strong>d, a<strong>da</strong>mianebi xom ganvicdiT<br />
wignebis zemoqmedebas don-kixotic<br />
wignebiT gzaabneuli a<strong>da</strong>miani ar iyo<br />
oRond kargad gzaabneuli. ho<strong>da</strong>, Cemi<br />
gmiri ga<strong>da</strong>wyvets ga<strong>da</strong>iqces nivTad, am<br />
SemTxvevaSi sabeWd manqanad, romelic<br />
avtomaturad wers erTi donis teqstebs<br />
<strong>da</strong> seriulad uSvebs maT. <strong>da</strong>narCens<br />
ukve wigni<strong>da</strong>n gaigebT.<br />
_ rogorc vatyob, saintereso<br />
teqsti gvelodeba, Tumca vidre es<br />
wigni gamova, Sens pirvel romanze,<br />
`irrata. ru~-ze visaubroT. am nawarmoebma<br />
araerTgvarovani reaqcia gamoiwvia,<br />
Tumca Tavad is faqti, rom<br />
omi<strong>da</strong>n Zalian male <strong>da</strong>iwera, Tamami<br />
nabijia. ufrosi Taobis mwerlebisgan<br />
gamigia, aseTi mniSvnelovani<br />
movlenebi<strong>da</strong>n garkveuli dro un<strong>da</strong><br />
gavides, rom goneba <strong>da</strong>iwmindos. amis<br />
Semdeg SeiZleba werao.<br />
_ ar mimaCnia ase. pira<strong>da</strong>d me omis<br />
Temaze weris gamocdileba maqvs – wlebis<br />
win afxazeTis Temaze kinoscenari<br />
<strong>da</strong>vwere, romelSic gmirebi <strong>da</strong> maTi<br />
xasiaTebi imdenad detalura<strong>da</strong>a<br />
<strong>da</strong>xatuli, Tavisuflad SeiZleba romanad<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>keTeba. rac Seexeba agvistos<br />
oms, man Cemze mZafrad imoqme<strong>da</strong>. im periodSi<br />
raWaSi viyavi. raionul centr-<br />
Si Cavedi <strong>da</strong> moxalised viTxovdi Caweras.<br />
di<strong>da</strong>d ar mexalisebo<strong>da</strong>, radgan<br />
arc omi vici <strong>da</strong> arc iaraRis gamegeba<br />
rame, magram vfiqrobdi, saxlSi jdoma<br />
rogor SeiZleba, raRac xom un<strong>da</strong> gavakeTo-meTqi.<br />
Cemebsac ver vukavSirdebodi.<br />
mere mivxvdi, rom imaTac ar<br />
moexalisaT Cemi moxalised Cawera <strong>da</strong><br />
Zalian <strong>da</strong>viTrgune. amas <strong>da</strong>emata sruli<br />
gaurkvevloba mediis mxri<strong>da</strong>nac. im<br />
periodSi mivxvdi, rom ers sWirdeba<br />
gamxneveba <strong>da</strong> vin un<strong>da</strong> gaamxnevos, Tu<br />
ara mweralma Tumca, es ar aris propagandisturi<br />
teqsti, rogora<strong>da</strong>c<br />
monaTles. yvelaze naklebi masSi<br />
swored propagan<strong>da</strong>a.<br />
vimuSaveT me <strong>da</strong> Tazo demetraSvilma,<br />
romelic samxedro sakiTxebSi miwev<strong>da</strong><br />
konsultacias <strong>da</strong> romanis Tanaavtora<strong>da</strong>c<br />
movixsenie. vfiqrob, nayofieri<br />
tandemi gamogvivi<strong>da</strong>, Tan CemTvis<br />
pirveli romani iyo. manamde mqon<strong>da</strong><br />
<strong>da</strong>werili didi moculobis teqsti,<br />
magram es ar iyo romani klasikuri<br />
gagebiT. Tematikac sainteresoa. sxva-<br />
Ta Soris, Zalian rTulia omze wera<br />
masTan uSualo Sexebis gareSe. bevrs ar<br />
sjera, rom iaraRi faqtobrivad ar<br />
mWeria, Tu nadirobis ramdenime SemTxvevas<br />
ar CavTvliT. ubralod, kargad<br />
vamuSave fantazia.<br />
_ zogierTebi swored fantaziis<br />
naklebobas mogaweren.<br />
_ ra giTxraT, aba. fantazias namdvilad<br />
ar vuCivi. erTaderTi, ris naklebobasac<br />
vgrZnob, teqnikaa. min<strong>da</strong><br />
kidev gavizardo, rogorc mwerali.<br />
rac Seexeba `irrata. ru~-s, Cemi azriT, es<br />
romani saWiro iyo, Tumca mTlad karg<br />
fexze ar <strong>da</strong>iba<strong>da</strong>. Tavi<strong>da</strong>nve problemebi<br />
<strong>da</strong>hyva. jer iyo <strong>da</strong> Jurnalebma<br />
gviTxres <strong>da</strong>beWdvaze uari, mere _ gamomcemlobebma.<br />
isini, vinc weris procesSi<br />
romanis Targmnaze fiqrob<strong>da</strong>,<br />
wakiTxvis Semdeg mis gamocemazec ki ar<br />
<strong>da</strong>gvTanxmdnen.<br />
_ mizezad ras miiCnev<br />
_ ar vici, viRacam CaTvala, rom am<br />
mTavrobas vukmevdi gundruks, viRacam<br />
ki piriqiT – antisamTavrobo ganwyoba<br />
<strong>da</strong>inaxa. erTma isic ki miTxra, ar<br />
min<strong>da</strong> moRalatis iarliyi momakrano.<br />
ver vxvdebi, ratom un<strong>da</strong> mogakran iarliyi<br />
an Sen, an _ me, es xom mxatvruli<br />
teqstia romanSi Setevaze pirveli<br />
qarTuli mxare ga<strong>da</strong>dis, swored aman<br />
gamoiwvia gaugebroba, magram vinc teqsts<br />
kargad waikiTxavs, am qmedebis<br />
mizezsac mixvdeba.<br />
_ ramdena<strong>da</strong>c vici,filmis ga<strong>da</strong>-<br />
Rebac igegmebo<strong>da</strong><br />
_ filmi ara, TamaSi un<strong>da</strong><br />
gagvekeTebina <strong>da</strong> amaSi amerikulqarTuli<br />
gamomcemloba iyo CarTuli,<br />
magram am procesebis Semdeg masac<br />
gauqra interesi. ucnauri situaciaa:<br />
wigni gamovi<strong>da</strong>, gaiyi<strong>da</strong>, vici, rom bevrma<br />
waikiTxa, magram gamoxmaureba ar<br />
aris. arc kargs ambobs vinme, arc _<br />
cuds. romani literaturuli premia<br />
`galas~ SorT-listSic ki ver moxv<strong>da</strong>.<br />
axla `saba~ axlovdeba <strong>da</strong> iqneb iq mainc<br />
gavides, rom vinmem gabedos <strong>da</strong> rame<br />
<strong>da</strong>weros, Tun<strong>da</strong>c uaryofiTi.<br />
_ anu, fiqrob, rom romani koniunqturis<br />
msxverpli gax<strong>da</strong><br />
_ uneburad ase mox<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> ver vxvdebi<br />
ratom. Cveulebrivi teqstia.<br />
_ saubris <strong>da</strong>sasruls Sens bolo<br />
wignsac SevexoT, `a<strong>da</strong>mianis qalaqs,~<br />
romelSic mkiTxveli gansxvavebul<br />
guram megreliSvils ixilavs.<br />
_ am moTxrobebi<strong>da</strong>n zogierTi<br />
Tavis droze gamomcemlobebma <strong>da</strong>iwunes,<br />
radgan Tematurad arcerT krebulSi<br />
ar Caj<strong>da</strong>, samagierod bunebrivad<br />
mogrov<strong>da</strong> masala axali krebulisTvis,<br />
romelic dRemde gamosul<br />
wignebs Soris yvelaze sainteresod<br />
mimaCnia. yovel SemTxvevaSi, Cemi,<br />
rogorc avtoris xedva yvelaze naTlad<br />
Cans. gamomcemlobamac Zalian<br />
kargad imuSava: teqstebi yuradRebiT<br />
Seswor<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> profesionalurad gamoica.<br />
madloba amisTvis `diogenes.~<br />
_ Tematikac iseTia, Zalze safrTxilo<br />
<strong>da</strong> saTuTi, vgulisxmob<br />
religiur Temas: Tu ga<strong>da</strong>amlaSe, Sei-<br />
Zleba arabunebrivad gamoCnde, Tu<br />
rame <strong>da</strong>akeli – naZaladevi.<br />
_ miuxe<strong>da</strong>vad imisa, rom Tematika<br />
ZiriTa<strong>da</strong>d religiuria, Sevecade Cemi<br />
interpretacia ar Semetana. aRmsareblobiT<br />
marTlmadidebeli qristiani<br />
var <strong>da</strong> mimaCnia, rom ar SeiZleba qristianuli<br />
dogmatebis xelyofa. ubralod,<br />
teqstebSi Semoviyvane naklebad<br />
mniSvnelovani, meorexarisxovani religiuri<br />
personaJebi <strong>da</strong> maTi meSveobiT<br />
Sevecade <strong>da</strong>menaxvebina mkiTxvelisTvis,<br />
rom im periodis Semdeg bevri<br />
araferi Secvlila. a<strong>da</strong>mianebi arc<br />
ukeTesebi gavxdiT <strong>da</strong> arc uaresebi.<br />
qriste dResac rom gamoCndes, Tu vinmem<br />
ar migviTiTa, rom es macxovaria,<br />
SeiZleba isev jvarze gavakraT. ramdeni<br />
kargi pirovnebaa Cvens irgvliv,<br />
romelTac yuradRebas ar vaqcevT. am<br />
wigniT mindo<strong>da</strong> meTqva, rom yvela a<strong>da</strong>miani<br />
TavisTavad sainteresoa. Sei-<br />
Zleba Sens gverdze sruliad uxmaurod<br />
cxovrobdes wmin<strong>da</strong>ni <strong>da</strong> ver amCnevde.<br />
solJenicins aqvs moTxroba, sa<strong>da</strong>c<br />
aRwerilia erT-erT provinciaSi<br />
mcxovrebi Cveulebrivi qalis cxovreba.<br />
teqstSi faqtobrivad<br />
araferi xdeba, magram Txrobis procesSi<br />
xvdebi, rom Sens winaSea wmin<strong>da</strong>ni.<br />
morali aseTia, rom Tanamedrove<br />
a<strong>da</strong>mianebma Cvens gverdze myofi wmin<strong>da</strong>nebi<br />
un<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong>vinaxoT. es ar aris advili.<br />
swored amitom gauWir<strong>da</strong> bevrs<br />
<strong>da</strong> dResac uWirs ilia WavWavaZis aRqma<br />
wmin<strong>da</strong>nad. ara<strong>da</strong>, wmin<strong>da</strong>ni Cveulebrivi<br />
a<strong>da</strong>miania, romelic Tavisi<br />
moRvawobiT maRldeba. pira<strong>da</strong>d<br />
CemTvis wmin<strong>da</strong>nia dostoevski mTeli<br />
Tavisi cxovrebiTa <strong>da</strong> SemoqmedebiT.<br />
miuxe<strong>da</strong>vad imisa, rom SeiZleba codviani<br />
cxovrebiT icxovra, kacobriobisTvis<br />
Zalze mniSvnelovan Temebze<br />
aqvs <strong>da</strong>werili <strong>da</strong> nafiqri.<br />
erTxel erTma sasuliero pirma<br />
miTxra _ Cveni, sasuliero pirebis<br />
misia xalxis cnobierebamde sulierebis<br />
mitanaa. Tqven, mwerlebsac igive<br />
gevalebaT, oRond cota ufro materializebulado.<br />
maSin amas skeptikurad<br />
mivudeqi, magram kargad rom<br />
<strong>da</strong>fiqrdebi, asea. SemTxveviT xom ar<br />
wer ramdenjer yofila, ga<strong>da</strong>miSlia<br />
Cemive teqsti <strong>da</strong> gaocebulvar, rogor<br />
<strong>da</strong>vwere es yvelaferi rogor<br />
gamomivi<strong>da</strong> es teqnikuri pasaJi, an<br />
rogor aigo nawarmoebis struqtura<br />
sul maqvs xolme ganc<strong>da</strong>, rom wera ar<br />
vici. raRac Zala mawerinebs <strong>da</strong> madloba<br />
mas amisTvis.<br />
esaubra nana kobaiZe
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mkiTxveli<br />
zurab niJaraZe:<br />
literaturuli gazeTi<br />
`masas akmayofilebs is, rasac bazari sTavazobs~<br />
_ batono zurab, cota xnis win<br />
internetSi Tqveni mogoneba amovikiTxe.<br />
mxatvar rezo TarxniSvilze<br />
werdiT <strong>da</strong> masTan erTad Tqvens siymawviles<br />
ixsenebdiT. Turme saxviTi<br />
xelovnebiT gatacebuli axalgazrdebi<br />
TarxniSvilebis saxlSi<br />
ikribebodiT xolme <strong>da</strong> cnobili ba-<br />
Jbeuq-meliqovi xatvis gakveTilebs<br />
gitareb<strong>da</strong>T. albaT, maSin, mxatvrobis<br />
gar<strong>da</strong>, literaturac Tqveni Sinagani<br />
samyaros masazrdoebeli iyo...<br />
_ baJbeuq-meliqovis gakveTilebs<br />
marTlac veswrebodi, Tumca xatva im<br />
jgufTan erTad ar miswavlia, maTze<br />
umcrosi viyavi. vijeqi xolme <strong>da</strong><br />
vuyurebdi rogor muSaobdnen, vusmendi<br />
maT saubrebs. vizrdebodi garemo-<br />
Si, sa<strong>da</strong>c bunebrivia, mxatvrobis gar<strong>da</strong>,<br />
literaturac gatacebis sagani <strong>da</strong><br />
sasaubro Tema iyo. ar vici, ratom, magram<br />
ZiriTa<strong>da</strong>d ucxoeli avtorebi<br />
gvaintereseb<strong>da</strong>. vecnobodiT yvela im<br />
literaturul siaxles, rac xelmisawvdomi<br />
iyo. erTxans Zalian gagvitaca<br />
hemingueis Semoqmedebam. misi nawarmoebebis<br />
garSemo vmsjelobdiT, erTmaneTs<br />
sakuTar STabeWdilebebs vuziarebdiT.<br />
hemingueim Semoitana is,<br />
rasac Cvens mwerlobaSi ver amoikiTxavdi.<br />
sabWoTa periodSi xom azris Tavisuflad<br />
gamoTqmis areali SezRuduli<br />
iyo, Seni saTqmeli ideologiisTvis<br />
un<strong>da</strong> mogergo, garkveul CarCoebs ar<br />
un<strong>da</strong> gascdenodi. marTalia, is epoqa<br />
mdi<strong>da</strong>ri iyo dramatuli situaciebiT,<br />
sxva<strong>da</strong>sxva <strong>da</strong>pirispirebebiT – im yvelafriT,<br />
rac romansa <strong>da</strong> zoga<strong>da</strong>d literaturas<br />
sWirdeba, magram sabWoTa<br />
mwerlebi bolomde mainc ver ambobdnen<br />
saTqmels. maT garkveulad, ezopuri<br />
ena gamoimuSaves, simarTle sityvebs<br />
miRma un<strong>da</strong> amogekiTxa. disidenturi<br />
literaturac amitom iwvev<strong>da</strong><br />
mZafr interess, xeliT nabeWdi teqstebi<br />
aqtiurad vrceldebo<strong>da</strong> mkiTxvel<br />
sazogadoebaSi. im droisTvis Se<strong>da</strong>rebiT<br />
Tavisufal literaturul<br />
sivrces Jurnali `novi mir~ warmoadgen<strong>da</strong>.<br />
maxsovs, samamulo omis dros<br />
didi mowoneba <strong>da</strong>imsaxura cnobili<br />
mwerlis, viqtor nekrasovis nawarmoebma<br />
`stalingradis sangrebSi~, sa<strong>da</strong>c<br />
swored omis realobebze iyo<br />
saubari. nekrasovis simarTle sabWo-<br />
Ta ideologias ar moergo <strong>da</strong> man sicocxle<br />
emigraciaSi <strong>da</strong>asrula.<br />
_ `sazRvrebs~ qarTveli mwerlebic<br />
Taviseburad arRvevdnen <strong>da</strong><br />
cdilobdnen ideologiisgan Tavisufali<br />
literatura SeeqmnaT.<br />
_ ra Tqma un<strong>da</strong>, saintereso avtorebi<br />
saqarTveloSic iyvnen. magaliTad,<br />
konstantine gamsaxurdias<br />
araCveulebrivi romani `mTvaris motaceba~<br />
mkiTxvelis didi mowonebiT<br />
sargeblob<strong>da</strong>. interesiT kiTxulobdnen<br />
leo qiaCelis nawarmoebebs. Cemi<br />
Taobis mwerlebi<strong>da</strong>n ki, pirvel rigSi,<br />
oTar WilaZes <strong>da</strong>vasaxelebdi. gvitaceb<strong>da</strong><br />
lado asaTianis, ana kalan<strong>da</strong>Zis<br />
poezia <strong>da</strong>, ra Tqma un<strong>da</strong>, galaktioni<br />
– ukv<strong>da</strong>vi poeziis Semqmneli!<br />
imxanad mkiTxveli sazogadoeba<br />
mdi<strong>da</strong>ri, saintereso cxovrebiT cxovrob<strong>da</strong>.<br />
Cveni fiqrebi, saubrebi literaturuli<br />
siaxleebis, literturuli<br />
faqtebis irgvliv trialeb<strong>da</strong>. maxsovs,<br />
rogor Sevxvdi iseTi mwerlis<br />
`gamoCenas~, rogoric folkneri iyo!<br />
Tumca ufro adreuli periodis<br />
klasikosTa Semoqmedebac aranakleb<br />
gvaintereseb<strong>da</strong> – sten<strong>da</strong>lis,<br />
floberisa Tu mixeil javaxiSvilis<br />
nawerebs gvulisxmob.<br />
karg romans Sesabamisi socialuri<br />
garemo sWirdeba. is xom, rogorc forma,<br />
socialuri uTanxmoebebis fonze<br />
Camoyalib<strong>da</strong>. mdidrebsa <strong>da</strong> Raribebs<br />
Soris <strong>da</strong>pirispireba literaturuli<br />
Tematikis gamdidrebis, personaJTa<br />
xasiaTebis Seqmnis, ideuri brZolisa<br />
<strong>da</strong> miswrafebebis safuZvels qmni<strong>da</strong>. <strong>da</strong><br />
Semdeg, roca TiTqos<strong>da</strong> uklaso sazogadoeba<br />
Seiqmna, romanmac funqcia<br />
erTgvarad <strong>da</strong>karga. roca wodebebs<br />
Soris gansxvaveba aRar aris, roca<br />
mkveTri <strong>da</strong>pirispirebebi waSlilia, ra<br />
mxatvar zurab niJaraZis saxelosno<strong>da</strong>n mdinare veres<br />
xeoba <strong>da</strong> urbanuli peizaJi moCans, Tumca mxatvari Tavis<br />
mier Seqmnil mxatvrul samyaroSi cxovrobs, sa<strong>da</strong>c erTferovani<br />
nacrisferi peizaJebi, yoveldRiuroba sxva elfers<br />
iZens <strong>da</strong> saocrad feradovan tiloebad gar<strong>da</strong>iqmneba.<br />
portretebic iseTia, rogorc literaturul personaJTa<br />
STambeW<strong>da</strong>vi saxeebi – Rrma, metyveli, Sinaarsiani. ambobs,<br />
ver vityvi, rom literatura <strong>da</strong> mxatvroba erTmaneTs hgavs,<br />
Tu fermweri xar, Seni <strong>da</strong>rgis specifiki<strong>da</strong>n un<strong>da</strong> gamoxvide,<br />
tilos saSualebiT ambebs ar un<strong>da</strong> yvebode, ferweras sxva<br />
amocanebi aqvso. mxatvrobaSi, TiTqmis yvela mimarTulebiT<br />
umuSavia, maT Soris, wignis grafikaSic. <strong>da</strong>suraTebuli aqvs<br />
uiliam Seqspiris, fransua rables, oTar WilaZis, sxva ucxoel<br />
<strong>da</strong> qarTvel avtorTa nawarmoebebi. Zalian saintereso<br />
mkiTxvelia, Sefasebis mkacri kriteriumi aqvs <strong>da</strong> `Tavis~<br />
avtorebze, nawarmoebebze gatacebiT yveba...<br />
un<strong>da</strong> gaixados mweralma interesisa <strong>da</strong><br />
Ziebis sagnad ris garSemo un<strong>da</strong> Seqmnas<br />
man Tavisi literatura<br />
_ Tumca aris mudmivi Temebi,<br />
romelic yovelgvari socialuri <strong>da</strong>pirispirebis<br />
miRma dgas.<br />
_ diax, magaliTad _ galaktionis<br />
poezia. vfiqrob, is arc socialuria,<br />
arc revoluciuri (Tumca revoluciazec<br />
aqvs leqsebi). man Seqmna poeturi<br />
samyaro, sa<strong>da</strong>c Tavs ise grZnob<strong>da</strong>,<br />
rogorc Tevzi wyalSi. is didi ostati<br />
iyo <strong>da</strong> SeeZlo yofiTi Temebic ki gaepoeturebina.<br />
erTi SexedviT gasakviria,<br />
ara yofiToba <strong>da</strong> poeturoba,<br />
TiTqos erTmaneTis sapirispiro<br />
cnebebia, magram ostatobac swored<br />
isaa, rom yofiT sagnebsa Tu movlenebs<br />
mxatvruli saxe misce <strong>da</strong> raRac sxva<br />
ganzomilebaSi ga<strong>da</strong>iyvano. xelovani,<br />
Semoqmedi xom Cveulebrivi a<strong>da</strong>miania,<br />
sakuTar TavSi is pragmatizmsa <strong>da</strong><br />
sulierebas erTdroulad atarebs. Tu<br />
is niWieria, SeZlebs Tavisi miwieri samyaro<br />
sruliad amaRlebul, poetur,<br />
filosofiur garemoSi moaqcios. ase-<br />
Ti avtoria iosif brodskic.<br />
sa<strong>da</strong>a maradiuli faseulobani ra<br />
aris a<strong>da</strong>mianis cxovrebis mizani<br />
vfiqrob, Tanamedrove literaturuli<br />
sinamdvile am problematikis<br />
garSemo un<strong>da</strong> trialebdes. nuTu a<strong>da</strong>mianisTvis<br />
faseulobas mxolod komforti,<br />
drostareba warmoadgens<br />
garTobis mZlavrma industriam mTeli<br />
msoflio moicva. erTis mxriv, es xalxs<br />
cxovrebas uadvilebs. meores mxriv ki,<br />
kacobriobis maRalsulieri moTxovnilebebi<br />
pragmatulma momxmareblurma<br />
interesma Caanacvla. masas akmayofilebs<br />
is, rasac bazari sTavazobs,<br />
is TviTonaa SemkveTi. amitomac uWirT<br />
dRes niWier mwerlebs.<br />
_ gansxvaveba maskulturasa <strong>da</strong><br />
maRali rangis xelovnebas Soris yvela<br />
droSi arsebob<strong>da</strong>.<br />
_ gansxvaveba mu<strong>da</strong>m iyo. Tumca<br />
adre, masiuri kulturis warmomadgenlebsa<br />
<strong>da</strong> maT auditorias TviTgamoxatvis<br />
saSualeba naklebad hqon<strong>da</strong>T,<br />
isini TiTqmis ar Candnen. dRes ki<br />
Zalian bevrni arian. amitomac <strong>`me</strong>SCanurma~<br />
miswrafebebma imZlavra <strong>da</strong> cxovrebis<br />
azri momxveWelobaSi, gamdidrebasa<br />
Tu sxva<strong>da</strong>sxva saxis garToba-<br />
Si gamomJRavn<strong>da</strong>. faseulobebma<br />
konkretuli saxe miiRo. Znelia mosTxovo<br />
m<strong>da</strong>bios, ga<strong>da</strong>axtes <strong>`me</strong>SCanobas~<br />
<strong>da</strong> sulier aristokratad iqces. es<br />
ararealuria. Tumca kacobriobis istorias<br />
amgvari gamonaklisebic axsovs.<br />
dRes mTeli msoflio amgvar kriziss<br />
ganicdis. momxveWelobis tendenciam,<br />
yalbma faseulobebma WeSmariti,<br />
maradiuli Rirebulebani TiTqmis<br />
waleka. aman, ra Tqma un<strong>da</strong>, a<strong>da</strong>mianis<br />
sulieri samyaro gaaRariba. es kulturuli<br />
krizisi aisaxa rogorc literaturaze,<br />
ise xelovnebis yvela sxva<br />
sferoze. ver xe<strong>da</strong>vT, televiziiT,<br />
ZiriTa<strong>da</strong>d ra donis ucxour filmebs<br />
uCveneben imitom, rom aseT produqciazea<br />
moTxovna. Tumca sazRvargareT<br />
Zalian kargi nimuSebic iqmneba.<br />
CvenTanac igive problemaa.<br />
_ msoflio kulturuli krizisis<br />
Sefasebisas Zalze uimedo suraTi<br />
xom ar <strong>da</strong>xateT miuxe<strong>da</strong>vad yvelafrisa,<br />
literaturaSic, sxva sferoeb-<br />
Sic maRali rangis namuSevrebi mainc<br />
iqmneba.<br />
_ ra Tqma un<strong>da</strong>, saqme ase cu<strong>da</strong><strong>da</strong>c<br />
ar aris. uniWieresi mwerlebi<br />
yovelTvis iyvnen <strong>da</strong> dResac arian,<br />
isini Tavisi miswrafebebiT,<br />
azrovnebiT, mxatvruli ostatobiT<br />
m<strong>da</strong>biur mentalobasTan Tu gemovnebasTan<br />
brZolas cdiloben.<br />
vfiqrob, mwerlobis xarisxs, upirvelesad,<br />
misi esTeturoba gansazRvravs.<br />
esTetika xom cvlilebas di<strong>da</strong>d ar ganicdis<br />
mSveniereba, siyvaruli, namusi<br />
is kategoriebia, rac arasodes icvleba.<br />
SesaZlebelia gamoxatvis, realizebis<br />
formebma icvalos saxe, magram<br />
Sinaarsi igive rCeba.<br />
Cven dros Zalian niWieri Taoba<br />
iyo. maxsovs, Jurnal `ciskris~ re<strong>da</strong>qciaSi<br />
yvelaze aqtiuri mwerlebi, poetebi<br />
ikribebodnen. literaturaSi<br />
sayuradRebo tendenciebi dResac SeimCneva,<br />
magram cotaa iseTi nimuSi,<br />
razec Rirs `sworeba~. cocxali literaturuli<br />
portretebi dRes sqematurma<br />
usicocxlo saxeebma Secvala.<br />
gaxsovT, tolstois romanebis personaJebi<br />
Tanamedrove nawarmoebebSi<br />
gancdebis imgvar samyaros Znelad<br />
SexvdebiT. aq moqmedebac, personaJebic<br />
sqematuria. sqema ki, mogexsenebaT,<br />
xelovnebis ena ar aris, mas siRrmeebi<br />
ar aqvs. aq cudi cudia, kargi kargia.<br />
magaliTad, weren, rom uzurpatori<br />
cudia. Tumca ra trialebs am uaryofiTi<br />
personaJis gulSi, ra impulsebi<br />
aqvs mas, energias sai<strong>da</strong>n iRebs, an ra<br />
asuldgmulebs – arsad Cans. amgvari<br />
martivi diagramebis amokiTxva ki,<br />
rogorc mkiTxvels, ar makmayofilebs,<br />
ar mainteresebs. CemTvis aseTi teqsti<br />
plakatia. gana plakati xelovnebaa!<br />
ara mgonia.<br />
samyaro mravalferovani <strong>da</strong> mravalsaxovania.<br />
rac ufro farToa mwerlis<br />
interesTa areali, miT ufro mdi<strong>da</strong>ria<br />
misi mxatvruli samyaro. <strong>da</strong>nar-<br />
Ceni ki ostatobazea.<br />
_ bevrs kiTxulobT<br />
_ adre sul vkiTxulobdi. axla<br />
Zveleburad veRar vicli. mogexsenebaT,<br />
kiTxvas didi dro miaqvs. Tumca<br />
mainc vcdilob.<br />
_ vin arian Tqveni avtorebi<br />
_ gasuli saukunis mwerlebi<strong>da</strong>n –<br />
Tomas mani, luis qeroli... Tanamedrove<br />
avtorebs rac Seexeba, Zalian<br />
momwons frangi paskal kiniari. igi<br />
emzar kvitaiSvilma `gamacno~ <strong>da</strong> maxsovs,<br />
miTxra, Tanamedrove frangul<br />
literaturaSi, amaze didi aravin<br />
hyavT, pirveli nomeriao. kiniarma<br />
Tavisi romanebisTvis Zalian saintereso<br />
formas miagno. is <strong>da</strong>xvewili<br />
stilisti <strong>da</strong> ucnauri mTxrobelia.<br />
wignSi `seqsi <strong>da</strong> SiSi~ kiniari antikur<br />
samyaroSi gvamogzaurebs, Semdeg<br />
evropaSi ga<strong>da</strong>vyavarT. magram saqme SinaarsSi<br />
ar gaxlavT, siuJeti aq naklebad<br />
mniSvnelovania. is imdenad es-<br />
Teturad wers, iseT detalebs warmoaCens,<br />
rom gegoneba, mis mxatvrul<br />
samyaros xeliT exebi. personaJTa saxeebs,<br />
sxva<strong>da</strong>sxva ambavs, garemos TiTqos<br />
skulpturulad Zerwavs. saocari gemovnebis,<br />
araCveulebrivi xelweris<br />
ostatia. kiniaris wakiTxvas momzadeba<br />
sWirdeba, misi romanebi elitisTvisaa.<br />
esaa swored is literatura,<br />
samomxmareblo produqcias rom un<strong>da</strong><br />
interviu<br />
15<br />
<strong>da</strong>upirispiro.<br />
Zalian miyvars andre Jidi, isic es-<br />
Tetia. misi `yalbi fulis mWrelebi~<br />
erT-erTi saukeTeso romania, rac<br />
odesme Seqmnila. Tumca, cota xnis win<br />
Tomas mani ga<strong>da</strong>vikiTxe <strong>da</strong> esTeturobis<br />
TvalsazrisiT, JidTan Se<strong>da</strong>rebiT,<br />
ufro `fafuki~ momeCvena.<br />
gaxsovT, `yalbi fulis mWrelebi~<br />
misi kompozicia saocari ostatobiTaa<br />
Seqmnili.<br />
_ diax. romanis erT-erTi mTavari<br />
gmiri mweralia, romelic <strong>da</strong>sTan<br />
stumrobisas mozardi diswulebis<br />
cxovrebas akvirdeba. am dros, qalaq-<br />
Si yalbi fuli vrceldeba... mravalsaxovani<br />
romania, siuJetebiT, ambebiTaa<br />
mdi<strong>da</strong>ri.<br />
_ Zalian sainteresoa! Jidma romanSi<br />
romani Caaqsova! magram, vin aris<br />
dRes misi wamkiTxavi vis ainteresebs<br />
is Temebi, sakiTxebi, razec iq aris<br />
saubari ara<strong>da</strong>, avtori wers, rogor<br />
iRupeba Taoba. romanis erT-erTi mTavari<br />
figura, mwerali xe<strong>da</strong>vs, rom yalbi<br />
fulis gavrcelebaSi misi axlo naTesavebic<br />
CaTreulni arian. siuJeti Tan<strong>da</strong>Tan<br />
ixlarTeba, sxva<strong>da</strong>sxva istoriiT<br />
ivseba... vxe<strong>da</strong>vT, rogor yalibdeba<br />
bavSvebSi sisastike. gaxsovT, rogor<br />
miiyvanen TviTmkvlelobamde Tanaklasels<br />
mis xasiaTs kargad icnoben.<br />
ician, `qveSi<strong>da</strong>n gamosvla~ ar sCvevia.<br />
aqezeben, Tavis mokvlas ver SeZlebo.<br />
is ki maT Tvalwin, saklaso oTaxSive<br />
<strong>da</strong>ixlis tyvias. es <strong>da</strong>undobloba aZrwunebs<br />
mwerals. aq mTavari azri isaa,<br />
rom sa<strong>da</strong>c burJuaziuli faseulobebia<br />
yalbi, ratom ar SeiZleba fulis<br />
gayalbeba Semdeg bavSvebis ufros megobars,<br />
maT meTaurs xvdeba. ostatur<br />
kompoziciaze vsaubrobdiT <strong>da</strong> es Sexvedra<br />
romanis centraluri adgilia.<br />
Sexvedrisas biWi monetas aTamaSebs.<br />
bolos aagdebs <strong>da</strong> veRar <strong>da</strong>iWers, Zirs<br />
<strong>da</strong>vardnili moneta raRacnairad<br />
gaiJRerebs, gagordeba. me ar msurs<br />
yalb xmas gamovcemdeo – eubneba mwerali<br />
biWs. esaa romanis mTeli morali.<br />
Jidisa Tu Tomas manis rangis avtorebi<br />
didi xnis win cxovrobdnen.<br />
dRes kiniaria `gasuli~ yoveldRiurobi<strong>da</strong>n,<br />
sxva didi avtorebic upirispirdebian<br />
amao faseulobebs. ase iyo<br />
galaktionic. maT gviCvenes gamosavali.<br />
magram amgvar mwerlobas niWi, ostatoba<br />
un<strong>da</strong>.<br />
_ ostatoba ki didi Sromis gareSe<br />
ar modis.<br />
_ ra Tqma un<strong>da</strong>. antikur epoqaSi<br />
Seqmnil, Tun<strong>da</strong>c ubralo kovzs rom<br />
SexedoT, naxavT, Tu ra namuSevaria, ra<br />
Zalisxmeva Cans! literaturaSic asea.<br />
aki vambob, Tuki dRes teqstebze muSaobis<br />
nakleboba igrZnoba, Tuki Tematika,<br />
xasiaTebi ze<strong>da</strong>piruli <strong>da</strong> sqematuria,<br />
es imis gamo xdeba, rom xalxi<br />
amgvari nawerebiT kmayofildeba <strong>da</strong><br />
amaze meti ar ainteresebs. samwuxarod,<br />
verc axalgazrdebs vamCnev survils<br />
<strong>da</strong>svan kiTxvebi, moiTxovon maTze<br />
pasuxi <strong>da</strong> rogorc ityvian `tvini iWyliton~.<br />
_ axalgazrdebSi mwerlebs gulisxmobT<br />
Tu mkiTxvels<br />
_ orives.<br />
esaubra Tamar Juruli
16 literaturuli gazeTi<br />
Targmani 6 - 19 maisi 2011<br />
oRond...<br />
amaswinaT, erT ojaxSi, TvalSi momxv<strong>da</strong> levon ananianis leqsebis `samenovani~ krebuli `suveniri~; sxva<strong>da</strong>sxva<br />
wlebSi gamoqveynebuli dednebi <strong>da</strong> imave TanmimdevrobiT _ inglisurenovani <strong>da</strong> rusulenovani Targmanebi...<br />
marTali giTxraT, sazogadod, bolo xanebSi igi imdenad iSviaTad `swyalob<strong>da</strong>~ poezias, rom poeti_ananiani TiTqmis<br />
miviwyebulic ki myav<strong>da</strong>... oRond, erTi ram yovelTvis maxsov<strong>da</strong>: mwerluri gza poeziiT rom <strong>da</strong>iwyo; imedismomcem<br />
axalgazr<strong>da</strong><strong>da</strong>c <strong>da</strong>igules, magram... rogorc ase araerTxel momx<strong>da</strong>ra, Tavis saxelovan `naTliebs uRalata~ <strong>da</strong><br />
mwerluri asparezi Semdgom `sul sxva~ mimarTulebiT warmarTa... erTi kia, yovelTvis mSobliuri literaturis<br />
cxovrebis SuagulSi trialeb<strong>da</strong> _ iyo warmatebuli gamomcemeli, misi re<strong>da</strong>qtorobiT Jurnali `garuni~<br />
(`gazafxuli~ _ `ciskarivi~ axalgazrduli organo) aTwleulobis manZilze brwyinav<strong>da</strong>... Jurnalistikas,<br />
publicistikas verafriT Seelia.<br />
levon ananiani ukve karga xania mweralTa kavSiris Tavmjdomarea <strong>da</strong> mwerluri cxovrebis amJamindel sirTuleebs,<br />
rogorc amboben, kargad uZRveba.<br />
etyoba, rogorc sazogado moRvawec warmatebulia; misi organizatoruli niWis gamarjvebacaa, am bolo xanebSi<br />
somxur_qarTuli literaturuli urTierTobebis gamococxleba rom mox<strong>da</strong>... cxadia, es ormxrivi Zalisxmevis<br />
gareSe ver moxdebo<strong>da</strong>. mcire xanSi mravali keTilismosurne CarTes saerTo saqmeSi <strong>da</strong> bevri ram `gayinuli<br />
wertili<strong>da</strong>n~ ukve <strong>da</strong>iZra.<br />
male igi saqmiani vizitiT un<strong>da</strong> gvewvios, qarTuli moTxrobis anTologiis mosamzadeblad <strong>da</strong>... momesurva, `suvenirs~<br />
patara siurpriziT <strong>da</strong>vxvedrodi: am krebuli<strong>da</strong>n misi ramodenime leqsi meTargmna <strong>da</strong> avtorad levan ananiaSvili<br />
`gamomecxadebina~...<br />
levon ananiani<br />
***<br />
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magram xom iciT es<br />
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axal leqssa <strong>da</strong> moTxrobas rom waikiTxav,<br />
gonebaSi amogitivtivdeba im<br />
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ase moxdebo<strong>da</strong>, magram piriqiT _<br />
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moTxrobis erT-erTi personaJis<br />
xateba ver moviSore <strong>da</strong>... es sulac ar<br />
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sxvebsac nu gaukvirdebaT, radgan<br />
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Ria werili baton vano CxikvaZes<br />
lavT (kolau nadiraZis epizodi am<br />
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ise aRiqmeba) _ ukanaskneli cisferyanweli,<br />
romelTanac misi cxovrebis<br />
mimwuxrs vmegobrobdi... man Secvala<br />
Cemi msoflmxedveloba: maswavla fasi<br />
namdvili, Rirebuli urTierTobebisa.<br />
gar<strong>da</strong>suli epoqis suli <strong>da</strong>manaxa...<br />
<strong>da</strong> ufro metic: batonma kolaum<br />
Tavisi cxovrebiTa <strong>da</strong> SemoqmedebiT<br />
TiTqos gansazRvra kidec Cemi momavali<br />
piradul cxovrebasa <strong>da</strong> literaturaSi...<br />
kargad maxsovs, roca siyvarulze<br />
Camovugde sityva, aseTi ram miTxra:<br />
siyvarulic iseTive RvTisgan boZebuli<br />
niWia, rogoricaa mwerlobis, mxatvrobisa<br />
Tu simReris niWi, an gaqvs<br />
an _ ara!<br />
es niWi baton kolaus marTlac<br />
gar<strong>da</strong>metebulad hqon<strong>da</strong> RvTisgan<br />
micemuli <strong>da</strong> roca mis cxovrebas ga<strong>da</strong>vxe<strong>da</strong>v,<br />
mu<strong>da</strong>m magondeba cisferyanwelTa<br />
formula _ giyvardeT qali<br />
vnebianado!<br />
ho, kidev ra miTxra iciT, batono<br />
vano, Cven cisferyanwelebs imgvari<br />
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Cvens rCeulebs, uWir<strong>da</strong>T epasuxaT<br />
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iciT, axla mivxvdi, rom Tqvenma<br />
moTxrobam imden rameze aRmiZra<br />
fiqri...<br />
Tun<strong>da</strong>c moTxrobis finali rad<br />
Rirs. is marTalac exmianeba im raindul,<br />
keTilSobilur siyvaruls,<br />
kolau nadiraZe <strong>da</strong> misi ordenis sxva<br />
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var aucileblad <strong>da</strong>vwero mis pirvel<br />
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romelic Zalian axlagazr<strong>da</strong> wavi<strong>da</strong> am<br />
qveyni<strong>da</strong>n...<br />
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_ qalbaton noraze, romelic maSin<br />
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_ Tamar sayvareliZe gar<strong>da</strong>icvala.<br />
es ucnauri siyvarulis istoriaa!<br />
es namdvili poetis cxovrebis <strong>ambavi</strong>a...<br />
amaze <strong>da</strong>vwer, aucileblad <strong>da</strong>vwer!..<br />
ai, amisTvis gixdiT did madlobas,<br />
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aucileblad <strong>da</strong>vwer raRac iseTs,<br />
axla, rogorc modis mimdevrebi lav<br />
storis uwodeben... am yvelafers ki,<br />
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kolaum gacrecili pijaki gaiswora,<br />
welSi gaimarTa <strong>da</strong> qali sacekvaod<br />
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ra vici, vnaxoT, vnaxoT... ra gamova!<br />
pativiscemiT nino CxikviSvili<br />
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re<strong>da</strong>qtori irakli javaxaZe<br />
re<strong>da</strong>qtoris moadgile uCa SerazadiSvili<br />
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