literaturuli gazeTi

6 proza literaturuli gazeTi 28 maisi - 10 ivnisi 2010`leqso amogTqom oxero,Toro iqneba vkvdebode,da Sen ki Cemad saxsovradsaaqaosa rCebode“...(xalxuri)leila mesxiqedano TurmanaulimweralTa sasaxlis ganaTebul,gabrwyinebul darbazSi ucabedad aRmoCnda.sruliad SemTxveviT, waswrebuliviTSeiZurwa. (aravis miuwvevia,arc miupatiJnia!) mosawvevi baraTi saerTodar uxilavs. misTvis aravis ecala;sxvebi Sediodnen da TviTonac Sehyva.aravis icnobda...xalxmravali saRamo iyo. iubilarisavarZelSi ijda, prezidiumis wevrebiciqve axlos Camolagebuliyvnen.momxsenebeli gamovida, misasalmebelisityvebic iTqva, yvela Rirseba TumiRweva Seuxsenes poets, saxelmwifoTu saxelobiTi premiebi sul saTiTaodCamoTvales _ sakmaod aRmoaCnda...mixvda qali, SemTxveviT araferixdeboda amqveyanaze da misi amJamindelistumrobac ar momxdara SemTxveviT...gangebam yvelaferi winaswarCaifiqra...farTo savarZelSi erTob damorcxvebuliijda iubilari. TavdaxriliCanda. ufro pativs iSnovebda... meresakuTari leqsebis kiTxva wamoiwyo. sxvebicwaeSvelnen _ msaxiobebi, megobrebi;momRerlebmac imReres, igalobes,iqauroba Caatkbes...msaxiobebi, mainc erTmaneTze uke-Tesebi iyvnen, Tavmomwoneni, lamazadCacmul-daxurulni. ori mamakaci daerTi qali. leqss-leqsi miayoles...oRond! (RmerTo! mapatie...) kuTxeSiCrdiladakrulma, Wrelqudianma,uferulma qalma icno, ufro sworad,igrZno... im eqvsi leqsidan (msaxiobebmaor-ori leqsi waikiTxes) oTxi leqsi...romlis mosmenisas, erTbaSad gairindadarbazi, TiTqos Sebarbacda. (moeCvenaT,viRacis uxilavma sulma gaiSriala!).im sulis siaxlove iubilarmacigrZno; amitom iyo, wvimaSi RamenaTev,(mglebTan Tu mglissaxian kacebTannajikaveb, nabrZoleb mecxvaresaviT)ZalawarTmeulma, bewvian qulaja-Si uxerxulad Cargo Tavi... egeb yvelaferiTavad warmoidgina, ukana rigebSimisresilma Wrelqudianma qalma,Txelsa da kafandaras, buwuwa TmaTvalebSi rom Camoswewoda da gabecebulimzeriT SesCereboda darbazs...Tumc! iubilars, mecxvaris qulajaki ara, JorJ kardenis franguli kostiumiecva, axalgazrda colis daCemebiT,elitarul salonSi SeZenili...marTlac, Tavisi CacmulobiT, SnolazaTiTerTob brwyinavda kaci. mxolod,Sarvlis totze Tu fexsacmlislanCaze orsave adgilas, karga mozrdililafi aCnda. mecxvaris lafi.amitom iyo, rigebs Soris momwyvdeuli,ucnaurad aforiaqebuli axalgazrdaqali (meore coli) nervebs iwewda,_ `amden asfaltsa da Zvirfas manqanebSi,es talaxi sad ipovao“. sakuTarTavze brazobda modeliviT TmagaSlili,lamazi qali; ratom balRiviTTavidan _ fexebamde ar Sevamowme...gulSi imasac fiqrobda, `veradavervaqcie qalaqel kacado“. arc gaewbileboda,mTieli kaci iyo. talaxic epatiebodaalbaT, magram!... (ramdenjeracwamoviwye, imdenjer Sevwyvite, ra-Rac miSlis xels!) ho, SemTxveviT Semoxetebul,im uferul qalze mogaxsenebdiT,yvelaze kargad man icoda... imeqvsi leqsidan _ oTxi, misi dis _ qedanoTurmanaulis iyo. udrood gardacvlilis,miviwyebulis da miferflilis.(ar gaikvirvo mkiTxvelo! ase-Ti rameebic xdeba cxovrebaSi!).arada, Tavad gadawera es leqsebi,mozrdili rveuli bolomde Seavso.erTmaneTze saukeTeso leqsebiT gatena.Tumca, ra dasamalia da, mogvianebiTim saerTo rveulidan, oTxi leqsi,saxalxo mTqmelTa wignSi ipova. (avtoriucnobi iyo) ramodenime maTganixalxuri poeziis bolo krebulSicaRmoaCina, (avtori yvelgan ucnobiiyo!) ase ratom gawires misi sabraloda?! netav ras erCodnen?!. (lamis cremladdaRvriliyo qali), arada xomicis, leqsad moqarguli is cisferikesanebi, RiRiloebi Tu susambrebi,dika da xvia, amalos mTa da gorgotismwvane veli, dedis datireba Tu qalaq-Si Camoxetebuli debis tkivili, yvelaferimisi ufrosi dis _ qedanoTurmanaulis sulis napkuri iyo. amisSesaxeb, am darbazSi albaT aravinaraferi icis, iubilarsac daaviwydara xania...arada, mijriT gadawerili leqsebismozrdili rveuli Tavad miarTvapoets. ifiqra, Cveni kuTxis kacia,ufro gagvigebso... (maSin aseTi saxelianiar iyo, arc premiebiT iwonebdaTavs). sadRac, romeliRac redaqcia-Si, rigiT TanamSromlad muSaobda.Tavad miutana, saguldagulod Caabara,Txova kidec, ameebSi garkveulixar, egeb romelime JurnalSi an gazeT-Si gamoaqveyno, qedanos suraTsac movitan,madliao... didi afofinebiT armiuRia vaJs, cota gaaZnela kidec,mTis xalxs Cveoda amgvari miReba.TavSekavebulebi iyvnen. `xom icnobdiqedana Turmanauls, misi leqsebiao,“_ Seaxsena. Caicina vaJma. `maxsovrobasar vemdurio“... hoda, Tu aremduri, upatrone, valdebulic xaroda dautova, netav ar daetovebina!samjer miakiTxa, vera da ver moicalawasakiTxad. mere ramdenime leqsi Sear-Cia dasabeWdad, `redaqtorma undawaikiTxoso“... (bolo misvlaze iqedangamosuli, mTeli saaTi, qvis kibezeijda uazrod). `redaqtorma leqsebiar moiwona“, `dRes sxvagvarad swereno“.`CamorCeniliao“, `Zvelmoduriao!..“_ Tavdaxrili pasuxobda vaJi.`rveuli damibruneo, _ Sekadra...yasidad eZeba, iqauroba gadaaqoTa.Tarodan wignebi gadmoyara, ujraSiqaRaldebi awewa, Tavadac aqoTda daamyralda... `ar gaxsovs Torem, gagataneo“...`kargi, Seni kacobisa iyoso“.wyena gulSi Caimarxa.is iyo da is, meored aRar mikarebia.arc saamisod ecala. misi sulkurTxeulida, bolo wuTebs iTvlida.movla-patronoba sWirdeboda,arc dauzaria, zrunva ar mouklia...sulmnaT vaJasaviT, mindvris yvavilebSiCaZira... Tumca ver uSvela. saflavzesosanebi dargo, misi sayvareliyvavilebi. mTaSi ver daabruna; muxaTgverdissasaflaoze daasaflava.sadRac, ganapiras, dakidul ferdze,upatrono oboliviT SeurCies adgili...Tumca, sicocxleSi rom enaxa, sadgauTxridnen saflavs, albaT eamebodakidec. daqanebuli ferdi ar iyodidi ubedureba, mwvane buCqnaris miRma,simwvaneSi CaZiruli mTebi moCanda,„mTebo, ra lamazebi xarT, ayrilnilerwam taniTa...“ (es misi striqonebiiyo) jvaric axlos Canda. mcxeTac.molaRurebis stvena-gadagurgurebacismoda. sxva raRa undoda cxonebuls.miwa yvelgan miwaa, kurTxeuliqarTuli miwa. aki Tavad ambobda,erT Tavis leqsSi... axla rom vlxinobT(sadRac, xatobaSi ixila TavisiTavi), vcekvavT da vmReriT, siyvaruliTviwviT, sul mcire droSi (drosacasaxelebda) yvelani... kurTxeulqarTul miwad viqceviTo. umcros dasdidad ar uyvarda es leqsi, maradiuldatirebas hgavda, mas ufro sasiyvarulo,feradovani sagaloblebi xiblavda,qedanos poeziaSi, vercxliszarebis wkriali rom ismoda Sig...axla, im zarebis wkriali iubilarispoeziaSi ismis. rogor monatrebia!..`leqsma damRupao“ icoda Tqma,`arc dedaT gamovdeq, arc colad daaRarc puris mcxobelado“. `yvelaferileqss Sevwire, mas vanacvaleo.misi rCeuli viyavi, maradi satrfoo“.TiTqos garkveviT Caesma misi RuRunaxma... „aqamde siyvarulzeda damcinavviyav sxvisao, axla ki menamc mamergoSoriT yureba gzisao, lodini lurjicxenisa Soridan momavlisao.“ CemiTavi mogikvda dao...leqsis trfialma gamoaqcia qalaq-Si. mTa daagdo da qalaqs Seexizna. vi-Raceebma urCies, (Zvelma moleqseebma),mTa SegWams, ZvaliviT gamogxravs qalav,Sens leqsebs, amJamad ase gamor-Ceulebi rom Canan, saerTo xurjinSiCayrian da qarTul xalxur poeziasdaarqmeven. (mainc ver acda!) mere wadida arCie am mTis da im baris, Cemi daSeni amonakvnesi. `ugvaro da usaxelo,balRi ar varga, miTumetes leqsio“...leqss, avtori da saTauri Sveniso...met eSxsa da lazaTs matebso...hoda, gamoiqca, umcrosi dac Tangamoiyola, Tavisi aRzrdili. mcireqoxi, miwa, mamis naSeni kedlebi Zmasada rZals dautoves _ sapatronod,cxvris samwyesad Tu pirutyvis mosavlelad.Tavad leqss gamoedevnaqalaqSi. maTi dabeWdva surda, Jurnal-gazeTebSisakuTari saxelisa dagvaris xilva ewada, wignic ewada... sa-Tauri ukve SerCeuli hqonda. literaturulsaRamoebSi monawileobacsurda, mkiTxvelebTan pirispir Seyra.(ramdeni ram surda!)arada, gaZnelda. arc ise adviliaRmoCda. maSin sxva dro iyo (arc axlaadalxinebuli) yvelafers eWvisTvaliT ucqerdnen. dasac, mis poeziasac.ucnaur axirebad uTvlidnenmiTumetes _ daiCema `leqsis wawali“varo, masze jvardawerili patarZalio...sxvas ver mivTxovdebi, muza vigulesaqmrodo... Seewira kidec Tavissaqmros. Tavi xom unda gaetanaT, lukma-purieSovaT. vin hyavdaT damxmare?!mTiel qalebs matylis wewva, qsovaTu kerva yovelTvis exerxebaT, arcdebs gaZnelebiaT. saqsovi manqanebisxmaurSi, daga-dugSi gayavdaT wuTebi;zogjer, gulisjibidan Suaze gadakecilrveuls daaZrobda qedano,sadme kuTxeSi miiyuJeboda, Tavis samyaroSiiyo. strofebi, bwkarebi, metaforebialalad gamohyavda. laRadrom ecxovra sabralos, eswavla (universitetSiswavlaze misdioda suli)emogzaura, qveynebi enaxa Tu gamdidrdebodamisi poezia, Torem araferidaakldeboda. vercerTi survili veraisrula. ocnebebi ocnebebad darCa...verc mSobliur keraze mibrundnen.ramdenjerac miakiTxes Zmis ojaxs,(Zma cxvars gasdevneboda), xolo rZalimulebis gamoCeniT didad ver xalisobda.mcire ram, xaWo-maWo rom wamoeRoT,gascales aqaurobao, ambobda.xvavi da baraqa aRara aqvs ojaxso. amitomSeaneles misvla-mosvla, ufrodResaswaulebze (xatobaze) uyvardaqedanos mTaSi asvla, xalxSi gareva,mSoblebis saflavebze sanTlebis an-Teba; daRamebamde damrecil qvebze,gverdigverd isxdnen debi. TiTqos iqiyo maTi saxlkari, dabneldeboda dadaeSvebodnen qvemoT, CurCuliT moiwevda.mxolod fexdafex adevnebulmaumcrosma dam icoda, ra satkivaricSeyroda mas, leqss Txzavda... „ra ici,nislo, oxero, mTebisad Semofenao. anerTad Sayra Rrublebis kurumad gadmodenao...“Tu miiwevda, sinaTliskenmiiwevda. mcire kvaric yofnida (sulmnaTivaJas msgavsad), mbJutavi Suqi,rom Tavis satrfos _ leqss pirispirSehyroda. orad gadakecil rveulSisaimedoT Caemwyvdia isini, Caewikwikebina.saguldagulod Caemala. amqveynadsxva araferi ainteresebda.ubinao ar eTqmodaT debs. marTalia,sakuTari Weri ar hqondaT, samadlodSeifares, magram is momcro, kun-Wula oTaxi, CuRureTs zemoT, kudmoqneulCixis bolos, saerTo ezoSi, mamisgare biZaSvilma, maTTave mogvaremdautova debs; gasayidlad ver gaimeta`Cemi ymawvilkacoba mag binaSi gavatare,gasacemad ver vimetebo“ _ TavsimarTlebda patroni. amJamad ukeTespirobebSi cxovrobda, qalaqis centr-Si, vrcel, naTel binaSi. kari SeuRoda bargi Seutana debs, Torem mereaRar mokarebia, arc moukiTxavs. (mxoloddis dasaflavebaze gamoCda).Wedvis ostati iyo, ulamazes mTebs,bunebas, mxiarul gogo-biWebs liTonzetvifravda. cxel RumelTan iTxridaTvalebs...debi dautrialdnen binas. yvelaWuWrutana amoavses. Weri SeaTeTres.Spaleri gaakres. TavianTi naqsovifardagebiT mofines. kedlebi Semoses,lurj-mwvane ferebi Warbobda, jvrebiT,taZrebiT, ziziloebiT iyo moxatuli.mTiel qalTa adrindeli xelweraCanda. mindvris yvavilebis konebiTmorTes oTaxi, maTi surneli SededdabinaSi, saamo samyofi gaxda. oRond!eleqtronis CaxCaxa Suqs ver itandaqedano. Tvalebs mtkens, mabrmavebso_ icoda Tqma. sanTlis ali erCia,mkrTali Suqi...umcrosi, naklebad egueboda ufrosisxuSturebs, erTi suli hqondarodis gaistumrebda gareT, umal aaCaxCaxebdaSuqs, binas gaabrwyinebda,radios CarTavda, televizorsac zedmiayolebda. SeeZlo erTdrouladecekva da emRera. Tavqariani xaro,RimiliT eubneboda qedano, egeb mar-Tlac ase iyo... mere dabrundeboda da_ daRlili, majebgaSeSebuli, saqsovimanqanebis daga-dugiT dayruebuli,Zlivs Semoitanda sxeuls binaSi. yoveliveRlida da fitavda. daRlilobada uguneboba aRbeWdoda saxeze. es manamde,sanam siZe-batoni (muza) ar SemouRebdakars... da iwyeboda gardaqmna!sanTlis mkrTal Suqze, TiTqosCitebis WikWiki ismoda. frTebis fa-Tquni, garmonis xma Tu salamuris Soreulikvnesa... „kldeebi SemoaCrdilaarwivma maRla trialiT, SurTxs xmaSiCauweria, dedasamSoblos trfiali...“samyaro tortmans iwyebda. Ria fanjrebSimTawmindidan monaberi grilihaeri uberavda, fardebs wewavda... rogormonatreboda imdroindeli yofa...qedano SemTxveviT ar erqva das, Tavadacqedans hgavda, xeze mjdom frinvels,_ mtredisnairTa jiSis, veJaniTaviT, mura zurgiT, vardisferi Ci-CaxviT, kiserze _ TeTri laqebiT... ma-Tze nadirobdnen, umowyalod xocavdnen.TandaTan mcirdebodnen. TavisibediT Tu ubedobiT, marTlac erTmaneTshgavdnen...* * *mokled, ase iyo Tu ise, Weri hqondaT,(wvima ar CamosdiodaT da Tovliar acviodaT,) lukma-puric eSovebodaT,erTmaneTis imedic hqondaT...Tumca! ufross meti surda... igi, maRlamfreni frinveli iyo! (miwaze gogmaniar uyvarda) amgvari yoveldRiurobisTvisaccodo iyo, meti silaResWirdeboda... meti sivrce, cis kamara.yvelaze metad sakuTari wignis, axladdastambuli krebulis xilva ewada.poet qalebTan megobrobas natrobda,maTTan siaxloves, misvla-mosvlas.maTi Sin mopatiJeba surda, cxel xinkalzeda civ ludze. maTTan erTadleqsebi surda ekiTxa. mxiaruli saRamoebisgamarTvaze ocnebobda... axla,wina rigebSi qednebiviT rom CamomsxdaranWaRaraTmiani, poeti qalebi, maTgverdigverd yofna ewada... maTTan megobroba.ramdenjerme moadga mweralTa saxlsTu sasaxles. Sesvla ver gabeda,damfrTxali Canda. veRarc ubeSi mimalulileqsebis rveuli gamoaCina,