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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

foTlebis xidi<br />

gamomcemloba `saari~<br />

2009


©<br />

<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili - `foTlebis xidi~<br />

redaqtori: mixo mosuliSvili<br />

naxati ydaze: qeTevan sabiaSvili<br />

dizaineri: sandro Cxetiani<br />

dakabadoneba: sagamomcemlo saxli `saxe(l)ebi~<br />

ISBN 978-9941-0-1668-4


gazafxulis da foTlis balada<br />

raRacnairad miyvardeba es gazafxuli -<br />

Tbili, gulwrfeli survilebiT,<br />

cocxali mzeriT<br />

da TiTebs viwvdi<br />

misi mwvane mimarTulebiT.<br />

Tavadac ise makvirdeba,<br />

TiTqos misi nawili viyo -<br />

misi gulidan CamoWrili,<br />

foToliviT gamZle da sada.<br />

ar mawuxebdes Rameebi, ar vwerde leqsebs,<br />

ar mivtirode Waobebs da sawuTros avdars...<br />

magram radganac foTols vgavar -<br />

unda vuZlebde<br />

avdrebsac, mzesac, kaliebsac,<br />

miyvardes unda<br />

yoveli mwvane gazafxuli,<br />

yoveli wvima, sios CurCuli,<br />

aprilebis Cveuli surdo<br />

da arasodes damaviwydes Cemi warsuli -<br />

miwis madli da Semodgomis maradi SiSi<br />

da datotvili mdumareba - camde asuli<br />

da Cems ZarRvebSi moTqriale geni da jiSi,<br />

sanamde foTlis dardi mawevs -<br />

ufleba ar maqvs,<br />

es gazafxuli gavawbilo -<br />

mzes rom ar iSlis<br />

da poezia - gulis SigniT,<br />

frTxilad rom damaqvs,<br />

aprilis foTlebs vusaxsovro<br />

RvTiur saniSned.<br />

2008.<br />

5<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

poetis monologi<br />

raRaca tydeba da <strong>bolo</strong> wertils<br />

svams foTolcvena da gaoreba.<br />

ver Seviyvare cxovreba metad _<br />

saxeSi ise mcema cxovrebam.<br />

gavdivar Cemi SeSlili wridan<br />

da zecis TaRebs vesaTuTebi,<br />

mwerda da mSlida, mwerda da mSlida<br />

am dasaqcevi yofis wuTebi...<br />

da axla ase daRlils da marTals,<br />

da usaSvelod naTels da martos,<br />

lodini gulze lodiviT madevs<br />

da sizmrebiviT areul martebs<br />

vigoneb TrTolviT da vinc miyvarda,<br />

<strong>bolo</strong> wertils vsvam imis TvalebTan,<br />

radgan, yoveli yofa iyo da<br />

sizmari iyo sizmrisgareTa.<br />

1995.<br />

6


iano...<br />

rodidan daiwyeT fesvebis dalocva...<br />

me axla marto var da TrTolviT vivsebi,<br />

miwis mdumareba usaxod barbacebs<br />

da yvela, da yvela brmad meTavisebiT.<br />

brmad... Cemi miwidan iwyeba bavSvoba,<br />

Cemia, vibnevi da mainc vmTlianob,<br />

icdian, dardoben da cremlebs aSroben,<br />

rom Tqveni sinedle SeigrZnon, iano;<br />

rom Tqveni cremlidan daiwyon barbaci<br />

xeebma, romlebic simaRliT Zaloben...<br />

rogor SeviSaleT, rodesac gagvZarcves<br />

sinaTled mosuli mzis niaRvarebiT;<br />

rodesac gagvZarcves da yvela wertilSi<br />

Cagvtoves dumilad da maradisobad,<br />

me qvebis surnelic raRacad meniSna<br />

da qva Seviyvare SiSveli RirsebiT<br />

da yvela imedi saflavTan damebna...<br />

ra mere, Tu guli lodiniT xmianobs,<br />

me, albaT, imitom movedi amqveynad<br />

rom Tqveni sinedle SemegrZno, iano.<br />

1995.<br />

7<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

...ar SeiZleba, leqsebs werde Zveli intimiT,<br />

Zveli codvebiT midiode taZris karebTan<br />

da sikvdiliviT gaSinebdes raRac martivi _<br />

brmad modebuli siyvaruli, gulisgareTa.<br />

ar SeiZleba, mowesrigde, roca saxelad<br />

gqvia poeti da foTlebSi eZeb sinazes.<br />

aha, saRamom Zveli boRma amoaxvela<br />

da dasjiliviT migajaWva fanjris minaze.<br />

ra martivia yvelaferi, roca xmaurob<br />

da yvela xdeba moyvaruli da Seniani,<br />

da tkivilamde ajadoebs Seni aura<br />

adamianebs...<br />

momlodine adamianebs<br />

da ra rTulia yvelaferi, roca iRlebi,<br />

roca mTiebi mkerdze akrul daRebs iCenen;<br />

roca Senidan, rogorc Widan, amoiReben<br />

wyals, rom gvalvisgan<br />

mSrali gvami gadairCinon.<br />

ra ucnaurad itvirTebi...<br />

Tumca farulad<br />

raRac maradi, Cauqrobi cecxliviT gaTbobs...<br />

da simartove - erTaderTi TavSesafari<br />

ise migelis, rogorc mzisgan<br />

dasicxul satrfos.<br />

1995.<br />

8


modiT...<br />

xom moxvalT. modiT.<br />

me miwas vkocni.<br />

me miwas vkocni<br />

da cremlebs vaRrCob,<br />

zeca rodesac TeTr fantels mocris,<br />

didi sinaTle myofnia sarCod...<br />

modiT. dRes CemSi viRaca borgavs<br />

da kivis miwis auxsnel saxels,<br />

warsuli qalis nawnavebs mohgavs<br />

da qalis Tvalebs siamiT axels.<br />

da qali _ miwis cremliviT sufTa<br />

kankalebs, rogorc daWrili Sveli,<br />

me warsuls didi filtvebiT vsunTqav<br />

da qalic Jamis sunTqvaSi mSvelis.<br />

me vkocni miwas da radgan miwa<br />

kankalebs vnebiT da JrJola axrCobs,<br />

vacileb gulze darWobil xiWvebs<br />

da mzian Rimils vutoveb sarCod.<br />

modiT...<br />

1995.<br />

9<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

axla am miwas atkivdeba Cemi cxovreba<br />

wvimis xmaurSi dabrunebul<br />

TeTri vardebiT,<br />

es dabrunebac mxolod miwas emaxsovreba,<br />

emaxsovreba molodinad an dabadebad.<br />

es dabruneba sinanuli iqneba, albaT<br />

(wyvdiads beWebze siyvaruli Camoadneba),<br />

me... uxmaurod CavisunTqav prosper merimes<br />

da damsxvreuli sarkis xmaze avxarxardebi.<br />

1994.<br />

10


kldis monologi<br />

Cemi zurgia sisxliani<br />

da xerxemlidan amozrdili mouTmenloba<br />

TvalebiT kveTavs<br />

sinanuliT daRvarWnil kisers.<br />

SevCerebivar mofriale nislis nawnavebs<br />

da martoobas auxdenel surviliT vivseb.<br />

erT dros Tavadve avikrZale, rom xelebidan<br />

amomezarda siyvarulis lamazi vardi<br />

da, axla, zurgis sisxliani laqebi mamxels<br />

rom fesvSi Cazrdil danaSauls<br />

Zalian vdardob.<br />

da nislis TeTri nawnavebi survilebs kveTavs.<br />

2005.<br />

11<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

bonis dRiuridan<br />

rains gulamde Casdis mowyena<br />

da Cemi mzerac gulamde Casdis...<br />

da Tvalis ankess - Rrmas da orwveras<br />

mosdevs Tevzebis sibrZne da dardi.<br />

`Cemi mdinare~ - vambob da mikvirs,<br />

rom ucxos ase utifrad vCemob...<br />

is ki - mSvidi da beberi wiwkvi<br />

ixdens dro-Jamis sunsa da gemos.<br />

2008.<br />

12


foTlebis xidi<br />

me axla vmartoob. Zveli imedebiT<br />

vis miuRwevia simSvidis karamdi.<br />

SuaSi foTlebis xidia, batono,<br />

da xidze isvenebs raRaca maradi.<br />

SuaSi foTlebis xidia, batono,<br />

da, Tumca, cxovrebac Zalian momwons,<br />

mainc gonebiT, gonebiT vmartoob -<br />

veridebi sawuTros WuWysa da lorwos.<br />

batono, me vici, saidan iwyeba<br />

yvelaze lamazi sizmrebis ferebi.<br />

siyvaruls rogori cremlebiT iwyeben,<br />

rogori sityvebiT, rogori xelebiT...<br />

me vici surnelic, magram am talaxSi<br />

ver varCev raRacas, raRacas vkargav...<br />

sxeuli iRleba uazro TamaSiT D<br />

da dausrulebel cxovrebis xarkiTA<br />

da cdilobs gaqcevas,<br />

da yofis mtvertials D<br />

boRma mSral xaxaSi awveba uxmod.<br />

batono, me viwyeb uazro xetials<br />

da yvela martosuls Cems wreSi vuxmob.<br />

SuaSi foTlebis WrelWrula xidia<br />

da xidze Tvlemaa nacnobi surnelis.<br />

zecaSi rZisferi Rrublebi midian...<br />

vmartoob... suls miwis tkivilebs vuneleb.<br />

1992.<br />

13<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

z. b.-s<br />

me viyavi xe - romelsac<br />

maradiulobisken ubiZga RmerTma,<br />

me viyavi mgeli -<br />

romelic mglebSi cxovrobda da<br />

eSinoda mglad darCenis.<br />

me viyavi locva,<br />

romelsac bageebs ulurjebdnen da<br />

mere faruli da<br />

Semparavi mzeriT uswordebodnen.<br />

me sikvdili viyavi da<br />

usikvdilod gardavicvale,<br />

rom axali dabadebiT gadamerieT.<br />

me tkivili viyavi da vigrZeni geni,<br />

romelic miwaSi feTqavda da...<br />

vikivle, vikivle!!!<br />

magram kivili arcvin gaigo da...<br />

mainc gamiswordnen!<br />

me viyavi qari da, vicodi, rom<br />

am samyaroSi versad ver gaiqcevi,<br />

radgan irgvliv Waobia da<br />

uswormasworo molodinebi.<br />

dagitireT, dagitireT mxecis RrialiT!<br />

14


me davimaxsovre Tvalebi da molodini<br />

da areuli nabijebiT wavedi, rom<br />

dasasruliT dasawyisi aRmomeCina.<br />

me avivse da ganvmartovdi rogorc mze,<br />

rogorc miwis napralidan amosuli<br />

sveli godeba<br />

da wavedi...<br />

wavedi, rom movsuliyavi<br />

Tovlad, wvimad, monatrebad da<br />

damesajeT mglobisaTvis, siZulvilisTvis.<br />

me wavedi da davtove mze -<br />

damdnari miwa.<br />

1994.<br />

15<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

var xmamaRali<br />

o.W.-s<br />

ukve dasrulda. Tumca vicodi<br />

cxovrebas raRac sxva surda Cemgan,<br />

Tumca vicodi, mainc aTrTolda<br />

bavSvis tkiviliT SeSlili suli.<br />

me cremli mecva da yvelafridan<br />

gamovdiodi cremliviT sveli,<br />

miwa ki, miwa sxvagvarad mxsnida<br />

da purs miwvdida damWknari xeliT<br />

da nafleTebi, romelic mwamda<br />

iyo sinaTliT Tavbrudamxvevi,<br />

da kulisebSi vaRrCobdi fardebs<br />

gadareuli qaris saxeliT<br />

da uxmod vTrTodi, Tumca qaridan<br />

mrCeboda didi siSlege daRad<br />

da viwodebdi survils xvalidan,<br />

rom warsulisTvis meCuqna raRac.<br />

vgrZnobdi, warsulSi inaxeboda<br />

pirveli TrTolvis TeTri fesvebi<br />

da vbrazdebodi, rom ver xvdebodnen<br />

vis eZRvneboda Cemi leqsebi,<br />

da vdumdebodi, roca yvelafers<br />

svamdnen CarCoSi da mTvlidnen balRad.<br />

mindoda, sityva Semomenaxa<br />

warsulis trfobis mSvenier daRad<br />

da rolebidan varCevdi <strong>bolo</strong>s -<br />

rols adreuli sityvebiT SeSlils,<br />

radganac sityva miyvarda mxolod<br />

da sityvis cremlis momwyvdeva peSvSi<br />

da vjerdebodi poetis iRbals,<br />

iRbals - miTiur sizrmis naSvilebs.<br />

16


xan cxovrebis mtvers virgebdi niRbad,<br />

xan bgerebs - Wrelebs da CamoSlilebs<br />

da ZvelisZveli sxeuliT vgrZnobdi<br />

sxva sinaTles rom elodnen Cemgan.<br />

Tumca tkiviliT savsea kordi,<br />

Tumca cdunebis napirebs vxergav,<br />

mainc mgonia, didi peSvidan<br />

Camogordeba raRac maradi.<br />

me, albaT, mTvaris dardi SemSlida,<br />

cxovrebas wuTebs rom ar vparavde.<br />

albaT, survilic yalbad memSvida<br />

(survili, Tumca, memaxsovreba),<br />

mainc mgonia, Cemi peSvidan<br />

raRac aryofils iTxovs cxovreba.<br />

1996.<br />

17<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

gasvla foTliani wridan<br />

im TamaSidan gasvla rTulia,<br />

me meSinia da vikargebi...<br />

es Zveli rwmenis dasasrulia,<br />

dazafrulia suli xarkebiT.<br />

im TamaSidan gasvlis msurvelebs<br />

eliT sevda da arafrisqona.<br />

gaiTiSeba sulis zumeri,<br />

dumils dumiliT gamoigonebs<br />

da wris gadaRma iqneba feTqva,<br />

iqneba Troba ciTa da namiT<br />

da gamWvirvale gulebis xeTqviT<br />

gadaarCenen uzustes wamebs<br />

da amden `da~ -Si CarCenil naRvels<br />

Seatoveben oqtombris bgeras,<br />

(suli rodesac gluv karebs aRebs,<br />

saswaulebis uzomod sjera).<br />

...da amden `da~-Si trialebs raRac...<br />

Zalian martivs sTelaven uxmod.<br />

vis dasCenia foTlebi daRad,<br />

foTlebi, anda, vis cremlebs uxmobs...<br />

saidan Tmebis surnelis sunTqva,<br />

saidan Ramis Tvalebis feri,<br />

atmis totebsac raRaca uTqvamT,<br />

gafrenil sityvebs SesTxoven Svelas<br />

da SiSi Svenis wridan gasulebs,<br />

mTvaris asulis lamazi SiSi...<br />

mec dardi ase Tu davasrule<br />

iqneb siyviTlec xelaxla iSvas<br />

da SegrCeT Cemi Zveli survili,<br />

romelic erTdros vera vTqvi eniT:<br />

rom SeSlil qarSi Setovil foTlebs<br />

mindoda, raRac hqonodaT Tqveni.<br />

18


wadi...<br />

es Sen xar, mTvaris TeTri asuli<br />

da nisliani sulis xeteba,<br />

scenaze rolebs ise asruleb<br />

dasakargavad ar emetebi<br />

im uxilavi scenis reJisors<br />

da gawvdis scenars Tovlis TiTebiT,<br />

Tumc ver xvdebian, ra hqvia Sens rols -<br />

amonTeba Tu gadafiTreba,<br />

vera xvdebian... da ucxo rolebs,<br />

da uSno rolebs girCeven xolme.<br />

SeuRwevia Seni sinaTle<br />

im unaTlesi sinaTlis ltolviT,<br />

SeuRwevia da ise dumxar<br />

rogorc tkivilis ganmeoreba.<br />

Tma uTeTrdeba samyaros quxils,<br />

CamoxeTqili cremlis tborebiT<br />

da ise dumxar, rogorc sinaTle...<br />

da dumils uxmo rolebs arqmeven.<br />

uwvdomi natvriT sevda inatre,<br />

guli dagmane Tovlis sarqveliT<br />

da uxilavi feris mantiiT<br />

miuaxlovdi Seucnob wadils...<br />

aq siyvarulic ar gapaties<br />

da amitomac jobia, wadi!<br />

wadi... kulisebs iqeT zecaa<br />

da feTqavs Seni TeTri gzawvrili,<br />

miwaze fexi Tu mogecara,<br />

siTbo varskvlavebs gaunawile.<br />

wadi... aq scivaT mTvaris asulebs<br />

da Seni bindic bindisferia.<br />

zRapars lamazad ra daasrulebs,<br />

mtvriani laqa Tu Seeria.<br />

19<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

xsovnis napiri<br />

mmaakkaa aabbuullaaSSvviilliiss xxssoovvnnaass<br />

vin morTo Cemi mogoneba samkaulebiT,<br />

an im Tvalebis siciveSi vin Camasaxla,<br />

datexeT locviT avsebuli sveli gulebi<br />

da daayareT siTeTreSi CaZirul saxlebs.<br />

dRes Cemi rwmena gabzaruli sarkis gulia,<br />

sadac mignebebs inaxaven mkvdari sizmrebi.<br />

dekembers cremlis nafexurze Camouvlia,<br />

daRlils tkiviliT, mogonebiT, aforizmebiT<br />

da sarkesaviT damsxvreula raRac wyvdiadSi<br />

(Cemi bavSvobis akordebsac bgera SeSliaT),<br />

Zveli sizmrebi mogonebis fskerze miaSres<br />

da, mogonebebs mistirian, savsepeSvians.<br />

mec damamsxvries<br />

gardacvlili sizmris zarebma,<br />

mec, datexilma, davitire xsovnis napiri,<br />

Cemi bavSvobac fexakrefiT miipareba -<br />

aTrTolebuli sxeulidan gasvlas apirebs.<br />

vcarieldebi da maSinebs is monatreba,<br />

erTxelac Tavs rom Semaxsenebs da amakivlebs...<br />

vici, dReebi daRlil sulze Semomadneba,<br />

sulze, romelSic gardacvlili mzera Cakires.<br />

airevian aCrdilebi. me rom maSorebs,<br />

im dReebiviT gafiTrdeba miwis sxeuli...<br />

Cemi bavSvoba gatexili saTamaSoa,<br />

mTvaris sxivebSi nawil-nawil mimobneuli.<br />

Cemi rwmena ki gabzaruli sarkis gulia,<br />

sadac mignebebs inaxaven mkvdari sizmrebi...<br />

dekembers cremlis nafexurze Camouvlia,<br />

daRlils tkiviliT, mogonebiT, aforizmebiT.<br />

1996.<br />

20


* * *<br />

vin gahyveba Cems fiqrian aCrdils,<br />

vin miagnebs Cems dardian leqsebs.<br />

uecari simartove mawvims,<br />

uecars da ararsebuls veZeb...<br />

movardisfro angelozTa sunTqvas<br />

da sicocxles - leqsis tirils vadri...<br />

sad gaveqce, sad gaveqce muzas,<br />

roca sityvebs leqsi TviTon maclis.<br />

sad gaveqce umartives rolebs,<br />

sad vipovo unazesi feri,<br />

gaifanta survilebi ise,<br />

rogorc gzaze uecari mtveri.<br />

1988.<br />

21<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

Rame da gazafxuli<br />

aq mTvaris nafleTi gdia.<br />

Rame axamxamebs Tvalebs.<br />

- giyvarT gazafxuli?<br />

- diax!<br />

vpasuxob ocnebis qarebs.<br />

qars Rrublis nafleTi miaqvs.<br />

wuxili TeTr bafTas iqnevs...<br />

- giyvarT poezia?<br />

- diax!<br />

vpasuxob galumpul fiqrebs.<br />

irgvliv molodini mefobs<br />

da kiTxvas ebmeba kiTxva.<br />

ayruebs terasebs eqo<br />

ZvelisZvel, galumpul fiqrTa.<br />

1988.<br />

22


da es mze Cemi samosaxloa<br />

me vxedav dumils da meSinia...<br />

da martoobac ise axloa...<br />

es mTvare Cemi kvnesa, fiqria<br />

da es mze Cemi samosaxloa...<br />

SiSsa da fiqrebs raRas SevCivleb<br />

Tu martoobis tanjviT vivsebi<br />

da mrCeba mxolod ucxo sevda da<br />

mxolod leqsebi, mxolod fiqrebi.<br />

1987.<br />

23<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

``qqaarrmmaa SSeeaarrxxiiaa rrttooii ZZeewwnniissaaii~~..<br />

aannaa kkaallaannddaaZZee<br />

ra iyo - nuTu momeCvena Tqveni aCrdili,<br />

unda dagSordeT, daSoreba Tumca maosebs.<br />

qaris kivilSi idga Zewna xelebgawvdili<br />

da mistiroda gadacrecil dReTa qaosebs...<br />

ramdeni leqsi dawerila aseT sevdaSi...<br />

simartoves ki Tavi mainc ver davaRwie,<br />

mivuaxlovdi mogonebebs ferTa sulTqmaSi<br />

da rtoi Zewnis RimmoreviT gadavarwie.<br />

1989.<br />

24


-s<br />

``aallbbaaTT,, ssuullii uuffrroo mmaallee mmooaaRRwweevvss SSeennaammddee,,<br />

vviiddrree CCeemmii bbaarraaTTii~~..<br />

megobris werilidan.<br />

baraTi iyo iseTi Tbili,<br />

iseTi savse da cremlnarevi,<br />

SemomrCa sulze cisferi TrTvili<br />

da aRsarebiT savse Tvalebi<br />

vixile cxadad... axla vrwmundebi,<br />

sulma namdvilad moaswro baraTs...<br />

damewevian TeTri gundebi.<br />

dReebs gamiTbobs fiqrebis fara<br />

da im mesame gzis ZiebaSi<br />

dafaravs suli cisfer gzawvrilebs,<br />

Cven xelmeored davibadebiT<br />

Tu mzis sxivebma ar gagvawbiles.<br />

1990.<br />

25<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

guli mainc TqvenTan darCa,<br />

guli mainc ver movToke...<br />

zeca Rrublebs gaesarCla.<br />

Waobidan gamovtope.<br />

ra vTqva, naTlad momeCvena,<br />

sisxli gulze Semomawva...<br />

guli mainc ver movToke,<br />

guli mainc TqvenTan darCa.<br />

1988.<br />

26


icremleba feri<br />

rad maSinebT cremlebiT,<br />

rad maxarebT sityviT,<br />

leqsSi veRar vetevi,<br />

leqsis gareT viltvi.<br />

poezia farTxalebs,<br />

poezia feTqavs,<br />

arasdros meSinoda,<br />

rac ar unda meTqva,<br />

arasdros meSinoda<br />

Ramis Savi fiqris,<br />

leqsebiviT ocneba<br />

cis kidurze mihqris.<br />

icremleba dReebi,<br />

icremleba feri,<br />

magram leqsi Tamamad<br />

sicocxleze mReris.<br />

1988.<br />

27<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

Canaxati<br />

``mmkkvvddaarr TTiiTTeebbss SSoorriiss iiRRvvrreebbiiaann nnaaccrriissffeerrii<br />

mmaarrggaalliitteebbii~~.. ggeeoorrgg TTrraaqqllii<br />

vdgebi. xmamaRla vkiTxulob Traqlis.<br />

xmauri sunTqavs oTaxis iqeT.<br />

ezoSi mSrali kiviliT dahqris<br />

qari da uxmod emxoba pirqve.<br />

ra mesmis... romel molodins vuxmo,<br />

romeli dardi miCans brkolebad.<br />

ezoSi qari qviTinebs uxmod,<br />

fanjridan sunTqva miiboleba.<br />

1995.<br />

28


* * *<br />

momifoneben gulze imedad<br />

sizmrebs ferebiT Senakowiwebs<br />

da mere, albaT, dardis qveynidan<br />

nabijareviT mosvla momiwevs,<br />

Camodnebian TeTri Rrublebi,<br />

dameRvrebian mxrebze jiutad<br />

da qari mzesTan gasaubrebiT<br />

suls siyvarulis yvavils miutans.<br />

saocaria, roca mcioda<br />

gulze yinulis lodi damades,<br />

Cems nakvalevze qari kioda,<br />

qari kioda moaqJamamde,<br />

moaqJamamde momyva sifiTre<br />

yofierebis verSeTvisebis<br />

da, amitomac, gamorCeulad<br />

mesxvisebiT da meTavisebiT,<br />

RmerTia mowme, ar myvarebia<br />

arsebuli da Seqmnili jerac,<br />

rwmena davkarge sizmris sazRvarTan,<br />

rwmena davkarge da mainc mjera<br />

rom momifonebT gulze imedad<br />

sizmrebs ferebiT Senakowiwebs<br />

da, mere, albaT, dardis qveynidan<br />

nabijareviT mosvla momiwevs.<br />

1991.<br />

29<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

araferi ar vicodi<br />

araferi ar vicodi,<br />

Robe-yores vedebodi,<br />

wlebi furcels ekvreboda,<br />

wlebTan erTad vberdebodi.<br />

verafersac ver vxedavdi,<br />

verafersac ver vxvdebodi,<br />

zogjer fiqrebs gavurbodi,<br />

zogjer fiqrebs vnebdebodi,<br />

zogjer dardiT vordebodi,<br />

zogjer RimiT verTdebodi...<br />

araferi ar vicodi,<br />

Robe-yores vedebodi.<br />

1988.<br />

30


* * *<br />

dganan mxedrebi -<br />

gacveTili gulis feTqvaSi<br />

ucdian dilas da eSiniaT,<br />

Rame ise ar gailios,<br />

ver moaswron anderZis Tqma<br />

aTinaTebTan.<br />

1990.<br />

* * *<br />

am erTxel kidev mogiteveb<br />

da, Tuki ginda,<br />

mTeli cxovreba<br />

daTmobaze waval Sendami...<br />

erTis pirobiT -<br />

Tu leqsebic mogiteveben.<br />

1990.<br />

31<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

icinis bavSvi...<br />

da simwuxarec xaTrs veRar utexs...<br />

atmis yvavili kiskisa qars<br />

dalalebs uxvevs...<br />

(atmis yvavilis erTi furceli<br />

dafrinavs caSi).<br />

ver vxvdebi, rogor, magram scivaT<br />

mwuxare foTlebs.<br />

1987.<br />

32


SemeSveleT...<br />

zRvis napirze<br />

zRvisfer talRas<br />

talRa talRad ekoneba,<br />

SemeSveleT, Torem miwa<br />

marTla miwa megoneba.<br />

SemeSveleT, Torem suli<br />

zecisaken miiswrafvis,<br />

monatrebad SemrCenia<br />

TeTri qafi.<br />

hoi, gulo, gulisferi<br />

gagulebiT gamaxele,<br />

ra leqsebi, ra leqsebi<br />

gadaarCens am saxelebs...<br />

dasisxluli TiTebi da<br />

gapastuli ujredebi,<br />

riT mogxibloT, roca Tavad<br />

tkivils veRar vujerdebi.<br />

es tkivili tkivilisfer<br />

tkivils ise mikrobia,<br />

ise mtanjavs usaxoba<br />

da simarTle daCagruli.<br />

irevian aCrdilebi,<br />

suls sisxlisfrad SerCenia<br />

Camomdnari mogoneba<br />

talRasaviT ajagruli.<br />

zRvis napirze<br />

zRvisfer talRas<br />

talRa talRad ekoneba,<br />

SemeSveleT, Torem miwa<br />

marTla miwa megoneba.<br />

1991.<br />

33<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

SeRamebisas iwyeboda qaris kivili,<br />

TeTr mosasxamebs isworebdnen mogonebebi<br />

da Cems oTaxSi Semodiodnen.<br />

da kedlebidan CamonaJon momwvano sevdas<br />

saucxood exameboda<br />

qarisa da mogonebis idumaleba.<br />

maSin, cxadia, ver vxvdebodi,<br />

rom ocnebaSi dakarguli TeTri wuTebi<br />

adre Tu gvian<br />

jalaTiviT momiWerdnen sulze marwuxebs<br />

da glovisaTvis gamamzadebdnen.<br />

maSin yvelafers damtverili nisli efara<br />

da mec ver vgrZnobdi,<br />

saidan, rogor vuRebdi sulis mocisfro karebs<br />

siyvaruliT gamTbar feradebs,<br />

arc is vicodi, odesRac nazi feradebi<br />

mkacr mogonebad Tu iqceodnen<br />

da Cems momwvano, momcro oTaxSi<br />

sanTeliviT aminTebdnen sasowarkveTas.<br />

1991.<br />

34


cota myofnida<br />

rac mTavaria, iyo simSvide<br />

da, rogorc mudam, cota myofnida.<br />

RvTis gulisaTvis, nu momiridebT,<br />

nu CamomarTmevT Rimils yofiTad.<br />

ciskrisferia ciskari mxolod,<br />

sevdisferi ki - raRa ar ari...<br />

gadairia agvistos <strong>bolo</strong>,<br />

amtkivda sulis ZarRvi mTavari<br />

da dafleTili zecis kivilSi<br />

moTeTro foTlebs Semomatoves...<br />

vicode mainc, visi bralia<br />

Cemi simSvide da simartove.<br />

1991.<br />

35<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

ioaxims<br />

11.. eess eevvrrooppiiss SSuuaagguulliiaa<br />

is ambobs: ucnauria, sad iswavle<br />

uniRbo saxeebze amgvari msjeloba.<br />

es evropis Suagulia,<br />

siyalbiT daRvarWluli<br />

da adamianebs goneba<br />

ferebis SerCevisken aqvT momarTuli,<br />

rom akrul niRbebze<br />

momcinari mzeebi Aaixaton,<br />

an feradi varskvlavebis yalbi naTeba.<br />

Sen ki ramdenad gulubryvilod<br />

cdilob xolme _<br />

amtkico raRac sikvdilidan wamoyolili.<br />

1999.<br />

22.. vviiccii,, rroomm CCeemmTTaann xxaarr<br />

gana ar vaRiareb, rom Zalian ucxoa<br />

Cemi guli am mduRare siyvarulisTvis,<br />

rom ise vawydebi SeSlil SuaRames<br />

TiTqos daluqul skivrSi vrialebde.<br />

miyvarxar, vambob da Tavadac ver vxvdebi<br />

ratom mexsnebian axali iarebi,<br />

ver vxvdebi, Tumca ki mudmivad vaRiareb,<br />

rom miwis natexebi mzis irgvliv trialeben.<br />

mec TeTri miwa var da Cemi natexebi<br />

mzis nawilakebma usityvod gaTvales<br />

da axla damcinis SiSveli samyaro<br />

36


da maxevs saxidan vardisfer saTvales.<br />

vici, rom CemTan xar da mainc mawuxebs<br />

ratom ver vkiTxulobT erTmaneTs <strong>bolo</strong>mde,<br />

me Seni nekni var ucxo nawilebiT.<br />

Sen ginda, yovelTvis Sens gverdiT cxovrobdes<br />

Cemi moTmineba da Cemi nugeSi,<br />

romelmac aTasjer uxmod aRiara,<br />

rom mainc martoa Sens Zlier ubeSi,<br />

rom moswons yoveli gaxsnili iara.<br />

2008.<br />

33.. CCeemmii qqaarrTTuullii ssiissxxllii<br />

dRes naxevrad var Seni nawili.<br />

Cemi qarTuli sisxli da<br />

leqsiT gaTanguli poetis bage<br />

jiutad garbis Seni Ramidan<br />

da koSkebs Tavis miwaze agebs.<br />

Tu miuxvdebi idumal sevdas<br />

Zvirfasi colis bages da TiTebs<br />

da mzeras _ Ramis fskerze rom xedav<br />

da am mzeraSi Camsxvreul miTebs,<br />

Tu igrZnobs Seni amayi sisxli _<br />

sxva miTebiT da zRaprebiT savse...<br />

dafarulia es Rame nisliT<br />

da wvima dasdis lodebs da xavsebs.<br />

me mRvrie mzeriT gavrbivar Sengan<br />

da xeli - mTvaris sxivad gawvdili<br />

sxeulSi warsul tkivilebs nergavs...<br />

dRes naxevrad var Seni nawili.<br />

2004 .<br />

37<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

44.. yyooffiillii kkaappiittaannii<br />

yofili kapitani iseTi saTuTia,<br />

cxovrebas poetis sizmrebTan iyofs.<br />

me ukve gamovtydi, rom misi Tvalebis<br />

RrmulebSi CamxrCvali cisferi miyvars;<br />

rom misi cisferi hgavs sizmris narCenebs<br />

da rwmenas - ocnebidan amoyelils...<br />

cxovreba miwier saswauls maCvenebs -<br />

miwiers siyvarulad daviyoleb.<br />

2001.<br />

38


wreze brunva<br />

vcarieldebi.<br />

Cems siyvarulebs<br />

erTferovnebis mtveri edeba,<br />

iqneb mixdeba dardi faruli -<br />

qancgaleuli xeteb-xetebiT,<br />

vcarieldebi.<br />

dila abarebs<br />

suls gamWvirvale dilis feTebas,<br />

ar Semaxseno, raa mTavari,<br />

miwisTvis rato ar gemetebi.<br />

mavseb Tu TamaSs vigonebT axals<br />

an venacvlebiT mfeTqav sityvaTa,<br />

ver gamovZerwe demonis saxe,<br />

verc davadgine, rodis inaTebs.<br />

nu mkiTxav, kiTxva araferia,<br />

roca kiTxvebic warmavlad maTovs...<br />

erTferovnebis mtveri eria<br />

odesRac yofiT gadaRlil mnaTobs<br />

da maocebda ubralo sxivi -<br />

ubraloebiT maradiuli...<br />

me axla Cemi sinaTle mtkiva<br />

ase rTuli da ase ioli,<br />

mtkiva da Tumca Sen ras miSveli,<br />

mainc SiSveli natvra var mxolod<br />

da Cemi fiqri - TvalebgiSera<br />

mzisgan dasicxul bilikze goravs.<br />

Sen ras miSveli... rogor aanTeb<br />

minavlebuli mzeris feTebas,<br />

rogor moxiblav TeTri baraTiT<br />

39<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

suls - miwisTvis rom ar gemeteba<br />

da mzera - odnav daxrili WriliT,<br />

da suli - mwvane fifqiT naferi...<br />

Sen - monatrebis ufero Svili,<br />

me - varskvlaveTis sada saferi...<br />

Cven - usaSvelod gadaRlilebi<br />

didi cremliT da maradisobiT...<br />

caze irweva oqros Rilebi,<br />

ca uCveulo naTliT ivseba<br />

da vmeordebiT. Cven vmeordebiT,<br />

Cven vemsgavsebiT dilis feTebas<br />

da, gvixaria, rom erTmaneTi<br />

yofis mtverisTvis ar gvemeteba.<br />

40<br />

1996.


* * *<br />

man dawera: `haeri mtkiva~<br />

da sulis rafas<br />

dabinduli mzera Seavlo,<br />

xolo xelebi<br />

motexili totiviT ewyo<br />

sakuTari muxlis Tavebze<br />

da aqerclil TiTebs Soris<br />

irweoda moyvavile sityvis sinedle.<br />

haeri ki gardacvlili feriviT TrToda<br />

gafiTrebul da mzedanatrul<br />

sulis rafaze<br />

1999.<br />

41<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

qalbatono,<br />

me mSurs Tqveni mSrali siyalbe,<br />

daxvewili manerebi<br />

da gulsgareT Camoqnili<br />

sityvebis gala...<br />

qalbatono!<br />

roca Tqven CemTan CaimuxlebT<br />

da poetebis mouwesrigeblobas<br />

miarTmevT yvavils<br />

(mxolod erT yvavils, qalbatono,<br />

vards an kesanes),<br />

yalbi iqneba netav cremlic,<br />

romelsac daRvriT?!<br />

kadnieria Cemi leqsi,<br />

xom, qalbatono!<br />

kadnieria...<br />

magram mainc nu gamiwyrebiT,<br />

me marTla mSurs Tqveni siyalbe,<br />

daxvewili manerebi<br />

da TvalebSi Cayinuli<br />

talRis simwvane<br />

(CemsaviT ar boboqroben<br />

TqvenSi qarebi).<br />

da, xandaxan mSurs, qalbatono,<br />

marTali Tu gsurT,<br />

Torem Cems cremlSi<br />

miwa rogor Semoeteva.<br />

1995.<br />

42


* * *<br />

rogor avivso,<br />

an monatrebas<br />

riTRa vuSvelo am dasabugavs.<br />

raRac maklia...<br />

mogigoneb da<br />

cremli amowvavs gayinul gugebs.<br />

ra Seicvala, Tavad ar vici<br />

mec Sevicvale (arcTu uCinod)<br />

da vwuxvar zrunviT -<br />

egeba leqsebs<br />

bavSvuri sunTqva gadavurCino.<br />

egeba leqsebs movaklo cremli,<br />

isev me...<br />

oRond leqsebma ara,<br />

yvelafers ambobs Cemi Tvalebi<br />

da mainc, mainc raRacas faravs.<br />

vdumdebi.<br />

vici, fiqris Crdilebi<br />

tkivils Rameebs veRar uTeven,<br />

radgan leqsebi brma axirebiT<br />

gaZlebis niWsac isakuTreben.<br />

me ki ra mrCeba -<br />

mxolod sifiTre<br />

da monatreba imqveyniuri,<br />

dro kuzian wels uxmod miiTrevs,<br />

boRmiT ixrCoba Zveli dRiuri.<br />

ra Seicvala, Tavad ar vici,<br />

mec Sevicvale (arcTu uCinod),<br />

da vwuxvar zrunviT -<br />

egeba leqsebs<br />

bavSvuri sunTqva gadavurCino.<br />

1992.<br />

43<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

`bavSvi ucxo Cans da Secvlili~<br />

grigol robaqiZe<br />

bavSvi ucxoa da Seicvala.<br />

bavSvs siyvaruli alaparakebs.<br />

da, roca gzawvrils mihyveba calad,<br />

Tavis oreuls usmens arakebs.<br />

bavSvi martoa da yvela wertils<br />

amowmebs Tvalis mSrali gugebiT<br />

xandaxan Rrublis sveli mzeridan<br />

fexTiT molodins Camougeben<br />

da icis, miwis sxeuls, senians,<br />

roca zecaSi naxaven asuls,<br />

bavSvs uwodeben mere genioss<br />

da siyvarulze mosTxoven pasuxs.<br />

1994.<br />

44


eka asaTians<br />

da Cemi cremliT daixrCoba mTeli samyaro!<br />

- eka! sikvdilebs verasodes ver gaveqeci<br />

da, Tumca, gulze enZelebi gadmomayares<br />

mainc wameqca simSvidis xe, mainc wameqca!<br />

eka! Aam tkivils,<br />

albaT, raRac sarCuls mosdeben<br />

Tda sinanuliT aureven simartoveSi.<br />

iqneb jobia, davamsxvrio sulis godeba,<br />

iqneb jobia, am sigiJis rolebs moveSva.<br />

eka! sikvdilis scenasaviT dums safoTleTi<br />

da foTlebiviT gauTelavT yofiereba,<br />

dauwuneben, albaT, axla Robe-yoreTa<br />

nar-eklebiviT SemoCveul cru dapirebas.<br />

eka! riTmebic ifanteba, iqneb miSvelo,<br />

rogor hgavs axla es tkivili<br />

bavSvobis sizmrebs,<br />

Sen darCi CemSi jiuti da TvalebgiSera<br />

da Zveli mzeriT gayinuli samyaro iZra.<br />

da, Cemi cremliT amoixrCo mTeli samyaro!<br />

1993.<br />

45<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

parizis dRiuridan<br />

dagimaxsovre. Tumca gancda, me rom mawvalebs<br />

ver gadamirCa gauxunar Sinagan gancdad,<br />

radgan senaze areklili Suqi wamwamebs<br />

mosalodneli guldawyvetis<br />

cremlebad dascda.<br />

iqneba sjobda, damrCenodi marad ocnebad<br />

da Sens saswauls sveli xeliT ar Sevxebodi.<br />

xval vici, lamaz mogonebad Camococdeba<br />

Rame, romelSic aRtaceba miirxeoda.<br />

ver gadamirCi gauxunar Sinagan gancdad,<br />

radgan yovelTvis mamJRavnebdnen<br />

cremlis TiTebi<br />

da, mapatie, uneburi sityva rom damcda!<br />

bednieri var, Sens TvalebSi rom miviTvlebi.<br />

1997.<br />

46


ciklidan: `cremlis nafexuri~<br />

ori sityva cremlze da poetze<br />

foTlebis xidi<br />

me var cremli, romelic<br />

megobrebma miatoves -<br />

imitom, rom bavSvoba ver datova.<br />

vici, mzardia interesi,<br />

roca cxovrebaze msjeloben poetebi.<br />

me miyvars poetebi,<br />

romlebic bavSvobas ver toveben<br />

da rCebian cxovrebaSi<br />

auxsnel gantolebad.<br />

me miyvars yvavilebic,<br />

romlebic poetebs eWiraT odesRac,<br />

mere ki quCaSi viRacas aCuqes,<br />

radgan ar SeeZloT,<br />

aRtaceba ar gaebniaT da<br />

ar SeekrToT miwierebi.<br />

da xelebi... poetis xelebi<br />

mTvareakruli da gacrecili,<br />

marjvena SuaTiTi aqerclili<br />

(mTvaris sizmrebisgan)<br />

miyvars, damijereT!<br />

sizmari dilam gamiCera,<br />

rodesac Cemi daWorflili martoobidan<br />

amoSales mzis aRtaceba<br />

da ganmeorda raRac maradi...<br />

bavSvobas mudam sizmrebs vparavdi,<br />

rom ar gaveZevebine Tavis samflobelodan;<br />

yelze bavSvobis sizmrebmoxveuli,<br />

Tmebze varskvlavebiT,<br />

xelSi sakraviT, romelic<br />

47


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

iasamnis CurCuls gamoscemda<br />

vdarajobdi gulubryvilobas<br />

da cxovrebaSi vbrundebodi<br />

Wreli pirobiT,<br />

rom arasodes Sevmtveravdi<br />

Semoqmedis did martoobas,<br />

ar uarvyofdi maradiul Sinagan gvemas...<br />

da dRes, gazrdilma megobrebma<br />

uxmod damtoves<br />

maradiuli bavSvobis da sinaTlis gamo.<br />

1996.<br />

* * *<br />

im survilebiT unda gavqvavde,<br />

xes rom daadna wvimis wveTebad...<br />

yvelas wvimebis madli gfaravdeT _<br />

me... Cemi madlic meimedeba.<br />

da gdardobT. da es SeSlili marti,<br />

roca tkivilebs aclis mzetials,<br />

me gamovdivar saxlidan marto<br />

da daRlil cremlSi viwyeb xetials.<br />

1994.<br />

48


* * *<br />

me uaryofa viswavle gvian,<br />

lodinze gvian, locvaze gvian,<br />

CurCulebs wlebi da, wlebs da qarebs<br />

Cemi daSlili saxeli hqvia.<br />

me minda, sityvas vemsxverplo uxmod,<br />

me minda, cremlis sisustes vgavde,<br />

foTlebis TrTolva ganTiads uxmobs,<br />

trialebs dardi... aSinebs dardebs<br />

da erTgulebiT daRlili miwa<br />

feTqavs da kvnesis, kvnesis da fiqrobs:<br />

romeli sevda uxdeba wiwvebs,<br />

an mzes da tkivils, an mTvaris mikrobs...<br />

me sinanulic viswavle gvian<br />

da SeveCexe dazafrul mimwuxrs,<br />

wlebi wlebia, Tavisi miaqvs,<br />

me mZimed vsunTqav da guli miwuxs<br />

da erTgulebiT daRlili miwa<br />

ixsenebs raRac Tanxmobis magvars,<br />

me wreze vbrunav da uxmod viwvi<br />

da Cemi cremli sxva cremlebs ar hgavs,<br />

saidan, rogor, lodinze gvian<br />

kargavs sxeuli mTvaris sinaTles<br />

da Cems sisustes, cremli rom hqvia,<br />

Cemi sxeulis uxmo binadars<br />

vukocni Tvalebs da mfeTqav gulze<br />

vikoneb raRac sinaTlis magvars,<br />

Tumca, Tvalebi aryofnas umzers<br />

da Cemi cremlic sxva cremlebs ar hgavs.<br />

1995.<br />

49<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

asea! albaT, gagiJeba Rirda<br />

cremlisTvis,<br />

nuRarcras momTxov zarmacsa da<br />

Zilismoyvares,<br />

ar Semadaro yvavilebi Cveni<br />

tyemlisa -<br />

me foTlebs vgavar -<br />

qarebma rom karTan moyares.<br />

nuRarcras momTxov!<br />

im warsulSi tkivili mtkiva,<br />

nurc gaioceb Cemi leqsis<br />

-`udroo sibrZnes~...<br />

adre Tu gvian monatreba<br />

sulamdec miva,<br />

Tuki daRlilma imedebma<br />

simSvide igrZnes.<br />

1992.<br />

50


* * *<br />

me sosanisfer cremlSi Camtoves<br />

maradisobis locviT mSieri...<br />

Zewnebs astkivdaT sveli sartove,<br />

gaocebuli xmiT da ieriT<br />

roca movedi da Cemi mzera<br />

gawarsulebul nislSi Cavtove...<br />

mere feradebs mostaces bgera,<br />

Zewnebs astkivdaT sveli sartove.<br />

1992.<br />

51<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

TiTebi samyaros xaxaSi<br />

-me vici, dResac laqebi gzaravs...<br />

magram ra, rogor daanaxeb cremlebs samyaros!<br />

Semoayare, suls foTlebi Semoayare,<br />

Torem cxovreba gadaTelavs Sens uiRblobas<br />

da gamarTleba dagamsgavsebs yvelas raRaciT!<br />

me mjera, axlac sizmrebs daacdi,<br />

fexis fratuniT rodis movlen<br />

SenTan zRapridan<br />

da siyvarulis sagalobels rodis imRerebs<br />

suli mzesaviT naTeli da miukarebi...<br />

qars bavSvobaSi abruneben Seni Tvalebi<br />

da qaric Tvalebs ra ubralod esaTuTeba...<br />

Sexede, qarSi irwevian norCi TuTebi,<br />

Seni TuTebi<br />

didi xsovnis Savi TiTebiT,<br />

isev gaRmerTebs (ra gaSinebs, ratom fiTrdebi),<br />

TuTebis CrdilSi SeyuJuli patara ia...<br />

Sens martoobas axlac didi lodini hqvia<br />

da, cxovrob axlac,<br />

iis cremlSi mfeTqav miTebiT.<br />

nuRar irTvebi, sevdis farCiT nuRar irTvebi...<br />

isedac yvelas TvalSi xvdeba Seni cxovreba,<br />

Tumca, werisgan dasisxluli susti TiTebi<br />

hgavs monatrebis uCveulo ganmeorebas<br />

da JamiT-Jamze movardisfro Seni TiTebi<br />

locvas ugzavnis dalaqul da SeSlil samyaros<br />

da zeca Tvalebareuli Wreli miTebiT<br />

Seni TiTebis sinaTleze imeds amyarebs.<br />

1996.<br />

52


me da miwa<br />

* * *<br />

suli aborgda.<br />

daikawra sicruis bardiT,<br />

es sixarulic Caminacres<br />

miwierebma...<br />

o, me Tu ara, vinRa icis,<br />

ra aris dardi,<br />

an dardis mere<br />

afeTqili bedniereba.<br />

o, me Tu ara,<br />

vin ugzavnis varskvlaveTs ambors<br />

anda daRlili simartovis<br />

vin icis fasi...<br />

iqneba mkerdi amoewva<br />

mzisagan Tabors<br />

an iqneb, miwam SemoiZro<br />

gulgrili garsi.<br />

ra aris miwa -<br />

Canacruli imedi egeb<br />

(parnasisagan savali gza<br />

aRar Semcirda...)<br />

iq, zecis miRma<br />

ferxTiT TeTri foTlebi mego,<br />

mere davbrundi<br />

da daisrul sulze Semcivda.<br />

sulze Semcivda...<br />

momiteveT, TeTro fifqebo,<br />

53<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

rom simartove<br />

Tqvenze metad gaviTavise...<br />

eha, imedis koconebic<br />

ise miqreba<br />

rom suli didi ocnebiTac<br />

veRar avivse.<br />

ver movaswari veraferi...<br />

Rrublis sifiTre<br />

im Zvel sinanuls miemgvana,<br />

rogorc yovelTvis...<br />

Seucnobelis sikaSkaSe Semomagebes<br />

imqveyniuri simSvididan<br />

roca movedi.<br />

* * *<br />

me movdiodi Zalian didxans...<br />

miwa guldinjad miwvdida xelebs,<br />

mere simSvidis mizezi mkiTxa<br />

da mianarcxa talRebi xmeleTs,<br />

mere eklebi damigo fexTiT<br />

da niSnisgebiT gadixarxara,<br />

xalxi daRlili `CemiT~ da `meTi~<br />

umanko sulze Semomaxala<br />

da ise uceb gamZarcva xalxma,<br />

ise damgesla SuriT da RvarZliT,<br />

sulSi simSvidis nergebi gaxma,<br />

vemsgavse yvavils - TeTr furcleb gaclils<br />

da simartovis sevdian gedebs<br />

Cemive xeliT vaCuqe suli...<br />

rad mpirdebodiT sizmrebis edems,<br />

Tu win ufskruli meloda kruli.<br />

54


* * *<br />

``mmee vveekkuuTTvvnnii rraassaass,, rroommeelliicc mmRReerriiss wwaammeebbiissaass~~<br />

rreemmbboo<br />

simRera? DdaRlil ferebs mivtiri,<br />

Tore wameba isec didia,<br />

bJutavs kandeli, TeTri Rrublebi<br />

zecis Tavanze krZalviT midian,<br />

midian... Tumca uxmo vedrebas<br />

ufro miagavs maTi ronini,<br />

vidre siyvaruls da aRzevebas<br />

aryofilis da gamogonilis.<br />

- `me ki ar mgvanan~, - vityvi CurCuliT<br />

da Sevisworeb Tovlis mantias,<br />

cremlSereuli dardis mizezi<br />

miwisTvis bevrjel ganmimartia<br />

magram ra... rodis igebda miwa<br />

martosulebis melanqolias,<br />

mzis qveS yovelTvis ugrZnoblad iwva,<br />

usulod...<br />

Tumca, rodis hqonia<br />

suli, romelic usazRvro tkivils<br />

usazRvroebis silaRiT itevs...<br />

momnatrebia uniRbo Rimi<br />

da poeturi `gralebi... inte...~<br />

da vebrZvi miwis sxeuls quslebiT<br />

da mzaravs xSirad masTan msgavseba...<br />

rad meCveneba ase uvsebi<br />

gamiwebuli yvela arseba.<br />

Tumca ra... ratom unda mikvirdes,<br />

es moCvenebac Jamieria,<br />

xom kargad maxsovs, nacrisfer miwas<br />

odesRac zecis namic eria,<br />

55<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

magram iseTi usulo iyo<br />

namic miwasTan SeerTebuli<br />

rogorc imedi - miwierebis<br />

daudevrobiT Canacrebuli.<br />

Cemi ocneba sizmris feria<br />

da sizmrebidan iRebs saTaves,<br />

rad momifineT katabardebiT<br />

kibe, romelic ver avaTave.<br />

* * *<br />

uTxariT rame Rameul fiqrebs,<br />

Tore fiqriviT SemogadnebiT,<br />

cnobiswadili codvaa iqneb -<br />

amoyelili rZisfer vardebad.<br />

dakiTxeT mzisgan damskdari miwa,<br />

dakiTxeT miwa umkacres mzeriT,<br />

ratom ar awvdis sinazes wiwvebs<br />

an rad aqvs dardis suni da feri;<br />

dakiTxeT miwa da brma gulebi<br />

enZelebiviT wignSi CatoveT,<br />

rom hgavdes erTurTs agebulebiT<br />

yvela sinaTle da simartove;<br />

dakiTxeT miwa da usaSvelod<br />

Wreli samosi SemoaxieT,<br />

mere usulod qceuli suli<br />

Talxi sizmrebis mtverSi gaxvieT,<br />

rom yvelaferi iqces warsulad<br />

da warsuliviT gamogiglovoT<br />

(ferebze fiqri vinc daasrula,<br />

brmad CamoSorda lamaz igavebs)...<br />

ra sisuleles Seaskda vneba -<br />

56


taZris kedelze amokawruli,<br />

albaT, sizmrebSi poulobs Svebas<br />

im igavebiT mTvrali warsuli,<br />

im igavebiT mTvrali warsuli<br />

daTalxul sizmrebs agrovebs, albaT<br />

da cisartyelis Wreli asuli<br />

xmel lukmas zecis cremlebSi albobs.<br />

ar mkiTxoT arcra! me axla gulqva<br />

cremlis wvimaSi unda CagtovoT,<br />

rom SemoviZro sveli sulidan<br />

is sizmrebi da is simartove,<br />

uflebas gaZlevT, ikivloT didxans<br />

da wafratundeT ucnobwadilod,<br />

rom qvaze ufro qvadqceul survils<br />

SurisZiebis sisxli vadino.<br />

* * *<br />

... vin gayo, neta, zecisgan miwa,<br />

vin daamZima, anda, codvebiT.<br />

me vici, roca sikeTe iwvis<br />

aRarasodes ganvmeordebiT.<br />

me vici, roca siSave TenTavs<br />

adamis ZeTa codvian sxeuls,<br />

aRaras Svelis locvai berTa<br />

dazafrul sulis xlarTovan xveuls.<br />

me vici, vici, rom cremlebs badebs<br />

mwveli tkivili Zveli iaris<br />

da sulis kivils simZafres matebs<br />

miwierebis oromtriali.<br />

57<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

ikivle axla, rom mogabezres<br />

Tavi landebma nabJutureviT,<br />

rom idumalad asvla mTvareze<br />

aRar gaocebs daRlils srulebiT;<br />

ikivle axla, rom mogonebebs<br />

ginda gaeqce da cremli malo,<br />

rom, roca viRac SefarviT gimzers,<br />

xdebi mkacri da uzomod cxarob;<br />

ikivle, Tore miwa iZreba<br />

da dagexveva sxivTa amala<br />

da Zveleburad gagiWirdeba<br />

ararsebuli natvris damalva.<br />

ikivle, gesmis?<br />

SeakrTe miwa,<br />

SeakrTe, Torem<br />

codva dabugavs.<br />

Sen ra, ra giWirs -<br />

Zecis mkvidri xar,<br />

miwierebs ki suli ras ugavT -<br />

Sexede!<br />

SekrTi!<br />

kivils umate<br />

da mSvid alions Sexvdi xarxariT,<br />

Tvali Seavle nacnob suraTebs<br />

da dRe - mravalWirgadanayari<br />

qars miadare, qars miutole<br />

da Seifere masTan msgavseba,<br />

oRondac... oRond ar dagaviwydes<br />

simwris fialis cremliT avseba.<br />

58


* * *<br />

iyo cremlebi da iyo sevda...<br />

nuTu qaosiT gamoifite,<br />

modiodi da fexdafex gdevda<br />

Camoglejili Rrublis sifiTre.<br />

modiodi da qarisfer qarebs<br />

tanjuli sulis kvnesiT arTobdi,<br />

mogacilebda daRlili mTvare -<br />

daRlili miwis uniaTobiT.<br />

hei, beCavo, vin mogisaja<br />

usagno sevda da simartove.<br />

ver Seasmine samyaros aja,<br />

ver Seasmine da miatove<br />

miwa, romelic mdumared gzrdida<br />

da suli leqsiT daipurade.<br />

miayurade axla simSvides,<br />

sulis tkivilsac miayurade,<br />

rom ulamazo asoTa mwkrivSi<br />

SeigrZno Seni yofis sibece.<br />

ra SuaSia aryofis SiSi,<br />

yvelas Tavisi bedi mieces.<br />

mieces yvelas Tavisi wili<br />

imedica da uimedobac...<br />

xom kargad ici, adre Tu gvian<br />

suli siyvaruls gadaeWdoba<br />

da mogZebnian mere sxivebi<br />

miwis kalTaSi sawylad SeyuJuls.<br />

sxva monatrebiT moginatreben<br />

nacnobi xmebic zecis TaRidan,<br />

gagiSifraven: Seni sicocxle<br />

ratom Rirda da ratom ar Rirda.<br />

iqnebi mSvidi da uzrunveli<br />

da mainc, roca sevda modgeba,<br />

59<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

Camoglejili Rrublis sifiTriT<br />

miwis sicive mogagondeba<br />

da nabij-nabij, da sunTqva-sunTqviT<br />

moizomeba cremlis farTobi,<br />

gamogacilebs daRlili mTvare,<br />

daRlili miwis uniaTobiT.<br />

* * *<br />

Sen guls tovebdi, guls tovebdi im siCumeSi.<br />

iyo qar-wvimis nakvalevi fanjris rafaze<br />

da anaTebda mogonebiT mTvrali kandeli<br />

saswaulebiT gadaRalul farTo darbazebs.<br />

Sen guls tovebdi.<br />

gonCabindul aCrdilTa rials<br />

egebeboda gulgriloba miwismagvari.<br />

ra SuaSia, poetebi ram gadaria,<br />

an kacTa modgma ra satanam gadaagvara.<br />

gadaagvara...<br />

Tumca, egeb cremlic ar cremlobs,<br />

roca aCrdilebs daviwyniaT ferTa broleba<br />

da imedCamSral miwiskacTa uazro lodins<br />

amouvsia upeebi cxeli tborebiT.<br />

nu gaeqcevi im molodins - miwa miwaa<br />

molurjo TaRebs miekar da xeli Seaxe,<br />

Torem amdeni sazrunaviT daRlili suli<br />

cxeli cremlebis ubiwobas ver dainaxavs.<br />

ver dainaxavs, axla sxvaa qaris qiliki,<br />

daborialebs mzedavsili nasmureviviT.<br />

SemorCeniaT Zveli sevda sizmris bilikebs<br />

da TviT sizmrebic erTmaneTSi aureviaT.<br />

sxvaa mwuxrisas monatrebis amofeTqeba<br />

60


an qar-wvimebSi Cabneuli ferTa sinaze.<br />

cxadia, miwa uSvilZirod gadaegeba<br />

Tu Sebzaruli gulis kari gadairaza.<br />

cargvalsac cremlis flasebiviT<br />

Svenis simSvide<br />

da saswauliT moRaluli idumaleba.<br />

im Camocremlil mogonebebs nu moirideb,<br />

nurc qaris kivils nu monaTlav rame zmanebad.<br />

guli datove da mosasvlel cremlis lodinSi<br />

miekar ferebs, miekar da ar aRrialde.<br />

mere warsuleTs mouxade didi bodiSi<br />

da movardisfro bilikebze waborialdi.<br />

* * *<br />

raRaca xom ar SegveSala,<br />

Cemo batono,<br />

xom ar davtoreT<br />

striqonebi aurzauriT.<br />

ferTa ferebis dalocvaSi<br />

ar mimatovoT,<br />

ar gamagonoT<br />

miwieri miwis xmauri.<br />

Cemo batono,<br />

gesmis? gesmiT?<br />

rogor vmkacrdebi...<br />

me miyvars miwa...<br />

miyvars, magram<br />

Tanac ar miyvars.<br />

Tqven ver gaigebT<br />

Cems siyvaruls da gatacebas,<br />

Tqven verc tkivilebs ver mixvdebiT<br />

61<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

albaT, zeciurs.<br />

ra SuaSia dacema an zeaRtaceba,<br />

me unda TavTan mzis hamaki gadamerwios.<br />

rom Seviyvaro miwa<br />

rogorc gamzrdeli deda,<br />

rom mimwuxrisas movinatro<br />

lamazi sevda,<br />

rom daRlil ferebs<br />

uferoba aRar davwamo,<br />

rom urwmunoebs mwuxris locviT<br />

RmerTi vawamo...<br />

miwa...<br />

o, miwa...<br />

is silaRe qars gavatane,<br />

me kargad vici,<br />

cremlebs boRmas ratom atanen,<br />

me kargad vici<br />

balaxebi ratom kvnesian<br />

roca sTelaven<br />

miwis gulze miwierebi.<br />

mTeli welia,<br />

suls eWvebi Semoesia<br />

da mainc, mainc,<br />

miwa JrJolavs bednierebiT.<br />

1991.<br />

62


ganwyobilebebi<br />

* * *<br />

da ganicdi, rom gvirilebis nacvlad<br />

wer cxovrebaze, romelmac dagRala da<br />

damakavSirebel sityvebsac<br />

xSirad xmarob nawerebSi.<br />

sizmrebi ki amoSlilia<br />

Seni xsovnis zedapirSemoclili<br />

siRrmidan<br />

da geSinia, ar daemsgavso gogonebs,<br />

romelTac samkaulebi itacebT da<br />

rusTavelzec Tavis mosatyueblad seirnoben...<br />

xolo im mxatvars -<br />

Seni mzera rom daiWira da ferebad aqcia,<br />

ginda poezia gaugzavno da Rimils imeteb,<br />

da Rimils imeteb, rom<br />

kidev erTi ltolva miisakuTro da<br />

gazrdili bavSvis dabneulobiT da<br />

Camouyalibebeli mrwamsiT<br />

Sexvide cxovrebaSi da daiviwyo,<br />

rogor martoobdi.<br />

1995.<br />

63<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

yvelaferi criatdeba,<br />

roca isedac naTelia, rom<br />

poetebi gvianobamde raRacas weren da<br />

martosulebs Zalian uWirT.<br />

xandaxan ikargeba mTvare da<br />

Seurvebulebi borialoben<br />

TeTri saxlis ufero kedlebSi,<br />

raTa fexiT gaTelon<br />

gauxexav parketze<br />

soxanesaviT dafenili martooba da<br />

gulSi Caibrunon kvnesa -<br />

kvamliviT gamtari da daunjebuli.<br />

yvelaferi criatdeba.<br />

1995.<br />

64


* * *<br />

raRac Zveli dagibrundeba,<br />

roca wyvdiadidan gamouxmob<br />

SemkrTal balRobas da<br />

<strong>bolo</strong> wertils dasvam,<br />

rom Tavi aravis moabezro<br />

gauTavebeli sayvedurebiT.<br />

raRac Zveli dagibrundeba,<br />

roca uaxlessa da uZveless Soris<br />

SeaCereben maradisobis sazoms,<br />

rom Camoasxan Senidan wamosuli<br />

mduRare tkivilebi<br />

did kiTxvisniSnad,<br />

romelsac cxovrebas uwodeben.<br />

1994.<br />

65<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

Sen ar waxvide im samyaros<br />

dalaquli siyalbisaken,<br />

iq icinian, xmauroben<br />

da martooba ise esmiT,<br />

rogorc sagani,<br />

romelic SeiZleba daimsxvres da<br />

fanjridan gadaiyaros.<br />

ar waxvide im samyaros<br />

dalaquli siyalbisaken.<br />

1993.<br />

66


* * *<br />

rodis ufeTqavs dedamiwas guli -<br />

gamTeniisas Tu mimwuxrisas?<br />

an rodis kvdebian<br />

RawvCamoxokili molodinebi...<br />

me sxva gziT waval,<br />

sxva gziT waval,<br />

rom sinanulebs<br />

ver sTxovoT axsna-ganmartebani.<br />

me sxva gziT waval.<br />

67<br />

foTlebis xidi<br />

1995.


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

ras dainaxav Cems cariel TvalebSi,<br />

Cems lodinsa da sasowarkveTaSi,<br />

an imedSi ras dainaxav...<br />

veRar metyvian miwier kompliments<br />

mtverSi amogangluli foTlebi,<br />

verc siyvarulis sagalobels<br />

ver mimRereben da wertilebi... wertilebi...<br />

molodinSi CarCenili iebiviT gadacrecilni<br />

da siyvarulebi... mzemokidebulni da<br />

daWorflilni<br />

da locvebi... mxurvaleni da unorCesni -<br />

Tvalebidan wamousvlelni da<br />

Tvalebs vergaqceulni...<br />

ras dainaxav da rogor metyvi:<br />

yvelaferi iebiviT iTelebao.<br />

1994.<br />

68


* * *<br />

me ukve mivicvale!<br />

da daviwyebuli Ramis kuTxeSi<br />

miasvenes wregavlili usxeuloba.<br />

me ukve mivicvale.<br />

uniWo mignebebs, daTelil foTlebs<br />

Seaxma Cemi xsovna da bavSvoba -<br />

Cemi bavSvoba<br />

(romelic gulidan mkacrad moviglije da<br />

cxovrebis autanel mtverSi Sevxetialdi)<br />

idga zRurblTan da<br />

dastiroda Cems micvalebas.<br />

me ukve mivicvale.<br />

1995.<br />

* * *<br />

me damamsxvries<br />

da Tvalebi, romelic<br />

svel qviSaSi Caikargnen,<br />

aRar miZebnia.<br />

da xedva davkarge.<br />

1995.<br />

69<br />

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<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

me feri ar maqvs.<br />

yvelaferi realobiT SeTiTxnilia<br />

da mtverwayrili.<br />

unda aRgiqvaT.<br />

unda <strong>bolo</strong>mde gaviTaviso,<br />

rom siaxlove ucnauri siSorea<br />

da yvelas gkargavT.<br />

me feri ar maqvs<br />

da vwer ufero,<br />

usuno da<br />

didsula leqsebs,<br />

romlebic mzeras gaurbian,<br />

magram verasdros mixvdebian,<br />

raa gaqceva.<br />

da am daRlil da<br />

damZimebul yofiTobaSi<br />

Cems suls ZebniT da<br />

uaryofiT vuaxlovdebi.<br />

da, mgoni, feri,<br />

mgoni feric Semodis CemSi.<br />

1994.<br />

70


* * *<br />

Semiyvarda da martoobaSi Semasaxles,<br />

Zalian uniWod SeTiTxnil martoobaSi<br />

da dameCagra geniosi siyvaruli.<br />

1996.<br />

* * *<br />

... da poeti, sxvebis Tvalis asaxvevad<br />

gangeb iwyebs saubars samkaulebze,<br />

rom mTavari tkivilebi dafaros.<br />

icis poetma, rom Svela ar aris,<br />

arc siyvaruli arsebobs iseTi,<br />

is rom ocnebobs da...<br />

ra ubeduria poeti miwaze -<br />

roca simartovidan gamodis.<br />

1995.<br />

71<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

ee..aa..--ss<br />

rogor maradiulad davisaje -<br />

Cemi SeRamebuli lodinidan<br />

Semtvreuli totebi da<br />

foTlebi damrCa<br />

da ise, ise, ise ganvicdi...<br />

mivatove megobari, romlis sunTqva<br />

iasamans magonebda gamTeniisas da<br />

sayveduric Secnobilad Semovidne safeTqelze<br />

da avtirdi.<br />

Tovli iyo pirvelyofil grZnobasaviT<br />

mofarTqale da Citis guliviT mSiSara<br />

(Tovlis qveS miZinebul ias vgrZnobdi).<br />

da Camovjeqi.<br />

da ltolvas, maradiulobidan wamosuls<br />

SevaCeCe martoobis damfrTxali sunTqva.<br />

rogor utkivilod davisaje.<br />

1994.<br />

72


* * *<br />

gamoitirebs ganTiads mnaTe,<br />

viTarc sayvarel diacis suraTs.<br />

ramdeni dRea, xatebTan vaTev,<br />

Tavze moTalxo TavSali mxuravs.<br />

Semoexizna upeebs sevda<br />

da Camomaskda cremli zecidan,<br />

zRapris gmiriviT amtkivda ferdi<br />

da mocaxcaxe mxrebze Semcivda.<br />

...me locvebs isev Tavidan viwyeb<br />

(qvafenils vavseb oqros flurebiT),<br />

ra umowyalod gadaiviwyes<br />

TovlSi waSlili nafexurebi.<br />

anda, zecidan monapirebi<br />

CamoTalxuli Rrublebis sibrZne;<br />

saiT wavidnen zRapris gmirebi,<br />

nuTu xilvaTa siyalbe igrZnes.<br />

saiT wavidnen zRapris gmirebi...<br />

vis Seatoves ferebis Tavsxma...<br />

mWide grZnobaTa gamotirebiT<br />

me sxeuls didi borkili avxsen.<br />

daarigeben gamoxrul gulebs,<br />

rom daaRwion Tavi faTeraks...<br />

CaSlil galavans areviT uvlis<br />

naTelwasuli cicinaTela<br />

da SiSnarevi mzeriT SeSlili<br />

ekurkureba saflavebs matli.<br />

xmalamowvdili da dageSili<br />

Cems miwa-sxeuls viRaca fatravs<br />

da cremli maxrCobs, rogorc ber-mnaTes,<br />

da ikawreba yeli kiviliT:<br />

Cems miwa-sxeuls viRaca marTmevs,<br />

viRaca marTmevs xmalamowvdili!<br />

1992.<br />

73<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

guli - daglejili qitonia...<br />

oi, dangreulo cixiono,<br />

oi, Cawixlulo istoriav,<br />

Savad Sesudruli mogoneba<br />

nuTu cremliani striqonia.<br />

rodis gamoZerwes agre mkacrad<br />

mzera-sircxvilisgan alanZuli,<br />

Cvenma pirvelobam dagvamarcxa,<br />

guli - mtevania danawuri.<br />

rad ar dagvifare, RvTismSobelo,<br />

codvilT codva ratom mogvamate,<br />

aRar ganirCeva Cvenda Wirad<br />

eris erTguli da moRalate.<br />

rixiT xarxareben mionebi,<br />

guli - daglejili qitonia...<br />

vai, dangreulo cixiono,<br />

vai, Cawixlulo istoriav!<br />

1992.<br />

74


* * *<br />

vaime, deda, Cems saqarTvelos<br />

gaseril gulze daadges fexi,<br />

uSno qongurebs SefarviT vumzer,<br />

tiris tirifi, kankalebs verxvi.<br />

geTsimaniis baRSi dacvenil<br />

locvebs krefaven mociqulebi,<br />

galavans gareT moRuSul Crdilebs<br />

CaSavebiaT dardiT gulebi.<br />

vaime, deda, kvamlis bolqvebi<br />

dRes mter-moyvaris garCevas gviSlis<br />

da loculoben TeTri mogvebi -<br />

cremli ulevi, Tvalebi giSris...<br />

vin gaamagrebs saydris karibWes,<br />

vin moilocavs xelTuqmnel xatebs...<br />

Cvens qor-WaRara biWebs aniWe<br />

moudrekloba, viTarca marTves.<br />

uxmod diode, naenguralo,<br />

ra bedenaa xmauri axla,<br />

xatismtvirTvelis dakoJril beWebs,<br />

vici, sakmevlis surneli axlavs.<br />

vin Seagebebs, ra kiTxva unda<br />

Rrmad Semolewil alayafs, qva-mkerds,<br />

egeba, cotne-biWi dabrunda,<br />

wamoizardnen lekvebi algeTs.<br />

egeb moswyindaT SeToril landebs<br />

dumili - ZaRlis Tavze sazari<br />

(mxsnels saukune SefarviT badebs<br />

da Wrilobebis nusxas abarebs).<br />

am mourCenel iarebs vCiviT<br />

(viRaca icmevs daZenZil zarads),<br />

gjerodes, deda, eklian gzaze<br />

simarTlis feTqvas vifarebT farad!<br />

1991.<br />

75<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

gican da mainc ver gican TiTqos,<br />

ise mimtyuna mexsierebam.<br />

poetis tvirTi sicocxles iTxovs,<br />

kmara cremlebi da gaxeleba.<br />

moitans qari atmis yvavilebs,<br />

sionis axlos Cavimuxlebi,<br />

sakmevlis suni fiqrebs amirevs,<br />

cremlad dadneba mzec - xeluxlebi.<br />

da, amoxeTqavs mexsiereba:<br />

`garna, qarTvelno, Zili ganvifrTxoT!~<br />

kmara cremlebi da gaxeleba -<br />

mamulis tvirTi sicocxles iTxovs.<br />

1989.<br />

76


* * *<br />

foTlebis xidi<br />

is istoria -<br />

Cvenive xeliT rom davmarxeT miwaSi da<br />

gulsavse locvas gavataneT wlebis gadaRma,<br />

<strong>bolo</strong>s da <strong>bolo</strong>s, xom unda vigrZnoT.<br />

xom unda Segvyves genSi rwmena,<br />

rom dauwerel striqonebSi<br />

ufro meti xibli ivanebs<br />

da, nebsiTi Tu uneblie,<br />

sityvamiudgom tkivilebsac mivusadagoT<br />

mooWvili xatis dideba,<br />

gardasul dReTa mzed rom brwyinvalebs.<br />

xom unda vigrZnoT damwvar xorcis<br />

ucxo suni da<br />

dauSanTavi sulis simaRle.<br />

77


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

sulis, romelic<br />

jvarsakruli macxovariviT zecas etrfoda.<br />

Cven unda SevZloT striqons miRma darCenili<br />

dauwereli fiqrebis da dardis gaSifrvac,<br />

rom istoria Tvals da xels Sua ar gagveparos.<br />

1991.<br />

78


* * *<br />

Sirazis vardi, ciur sinaTliT<br />

garSemotymuli, tkivilebs miSlis.<br />

- aq wamebuli dedoflis suli<br />

gadaRebili RvTiuri sisxliT<br />

naTlismcemelis SeudrekobiT<br />

ganwmendil xelebs zecisken iSvers.<br />

mociqulebi zarebs rekaven -<br />

Turme, ieso xelaxla iSva.<br />

beTlemis caze, RvTismSoblis gverdiT<br />

gamoxatula dedoflis saxe...<br />

saqarTvelois awuxebT bedi,<br />

qari ki Zewnas arxevs da arxevs.<br />

isev RvTiuri Zalmosileba<br />

kurTxeul edems Tu gadaarCens...<br />

muxa dgas - mumli aRar ileva,<br />

muxa dgas - risxviT elis ganaCens.<br />

`Cven gadavrCebiT~, - CurCulebs Zewna,<br />

`Cven rCeulni varT...~ -vCurCuleb, viwvi...<br />

dedofali ki RvTiuri madliT<br />

ganwmendil xelebs zecisken iwvdis.<br />

1990.<br />

79<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

molurjo TaRi<br />

es bursaWiris frialo nisliT<br />

yrud SehRaRadebs zecis motivebs,<br />

gadasavalze mzis deda icdis,<br />

grZnoba gamomxmar belts anotivebs<br />

da TvalSeuwvden xeobis piras<br />

gapobil buruss amkveTrebs miTi...<br />

ReleSi viRac daeZebs miraJs,<br />

viRaca kenWebs wlebiviT iTvlis.<br />

Cans poeziad Sekruli janRi,<br />

yvavilis kokrebs Rimili scdeba,<br />

edemis baRSi molurjo TaRi<br />

Tavisuflebis sim<strong>bolo</strong>d dgeba.<br />

1991.<br />

80


da, vxatav...<br />

dRes mTeli dRea vxatav,<br />

dRes mTeli dRea vfiqrob;<br />

fexze dadgeba cvata,<br />

taxtsac moiTxovs TiTqos.<br />

moeZaleba sevda<br />

sveticxovelis TaRebs,<br />

xuroTmoZRvaris deda<br />

qvebSi Cakiravs naRvels.<br />

daewveTeba landebs<br />

CamonaJoni ferTa,<br />

sxivTa irao waleks<br />

usazRvro fiqrTa zeTavs.<br />

dardi dardisfrad moTovs,<br />

mrumed Seferavs vakiss...<br />

he, mkodovanTa mefe<br />

Tu mibrZandeba pankiss!!!<br />

he, usaSvelo lodins<br />

Tu moeReba <strong>bolo</strong>,<br />

RvTiTkurTxeuli lodi<br />

CamouSliaT, olol!<br />

daungreviaT fiqriT<br />

nakowiwebi zRude,<br />

mzeraSeudgam cargvals<br />

nisli sasTumlad udevs.<br />

da, vxatav... vxatav... vxatav...<br />

da vfiqrob, vfiqrob ulevs.<br />

qari simSvides atans<br />

Rrublis qaTqaTa qulebs.<br />

1990.<br />

81<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

miyvardiT<br />

miyvardiT, radgan siZulvilisTvis<br />

vercerTi wuTi ver movicale<br />

da axla locviT gadaRlil imeds<br />

urCi dReebi miabancalebs.<br />

miyvardiT. mzera sxivebs swvdeboda,<br />

qari kioda TavgamodebiT,<br />

xan feriebi mesizmreboda,<br />

xan aRsarebas gTxovdiT godebiT<br />

da CamoSlili sulis kedlebiT<br />

ifareboda fiqris saZvale...<br />

miyvardiT, radgan siZulvilisTvis<br />

vercerTi wuTi ver movicale.<br />

1991.<br />

82


* * *<br />

aRaraferi aRar SemeZlo<br />

siyvarulis da tkivilis garda,<br />

Camovafare suls monatrebis<br />

Camobebkili moSavo farda<br />

da siSaveSi TeTri laqebi<br />

ganwiruliviT gamoviglove...<br />

roca Zalian Zlier miWirda,<br />

metoqeebmac maSin idroves,<br />

maSin idroves da gamomfites,<br />

maqcies damdnar fiqrad da dardad<br />

da yvelaferi SemomaZarcves<br />

siyvarulis da tkivilis garda.<br />

1991.<br />

83<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

minaweri l. goTuas moTxrobaze `serafiti~<br />

mova odmani - urcxvi jalaTi,<br />

marTazs lomiviT miapyrobs Tvalebs,<br />

sasiyvarulo sulis baraTi<br />

serafitiviT gahyveba qarebs.<br />

misnurad xvdeba iqneb siyvaruls,<br />

roca etratze asoebs sinjavs,<br />

moSrialdeba mzis angelozi<br />

da gulebs Soris irRveva mijna.<br />

...ai, mesame niamors bedi<br />

agemebs trfobis tkbil-mware Rvarcofs,<br />

ras izam, axla iseTi droa<br />

rodesac ZaRli patronsac ar cnobs.<br />

ras izam, roca mona xar, magram<br />

mflobelze bevrad maRla dgas suli,<br />

yvela imedi guldagul gaqra -<br />

angarebaa TviT siyvarulic.<br />

vin ityvis sityvas ufro uprians,<br />

saukeTesod vis ZaluZs wera,<br />

qvaze dajdeba brZeni Supria<br />

da mTis mwvervalebs dauwyebs cqeras...<br />

mova odmani - urcxvi jalaTi,<br />

marTazs lomiviT miapyrobs Tvalebs,<br />

sasiyvarulo sulis baraTi<br />

serafitiviT gahyveba qarebs.<br />

1990.<br />

84


* * *<br />

Seni sicili dResac laRia<br />

da ucnauri siamiT kocnis<br />

CemsaviT Rrma da maraddaRian<br />

siyvarulisgan anTebul kocons<br />

da, mec, momwons, rom amgvarad veli<br />

Sens sicils _ laRs da sufTas da marTals...<br />

gangeba Cemi cxovrebis saWes<br />

guluxvi mzeris sxivebiT marTavs.<br />

2002.<br />

* * *<br />

davadnob mklavebze sxeulis sacmelebs<br />

da Sensken lamazi xmauriT wamoval,<br />

Sexede, TiTebze leqsebis acrebi<br />

da Tvalis RrmulebSi Winkebis ceceba<br />

uxdeba am dilas, romelic maxsenebs,<br />

rom es siyvaruli sxeulad mecmeba,<br />

Tuki movindomeb da sxivad gagwvdebi<br />

Sebindebamde da sicocxlis <strong>bolo</strong>mde...<br />

me minda, TiTebze maradi acrebi<br />

sityvebad, leqsebad Sens gulSi cxovrobdes.<br />

2008.<br />

85<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

dResac zafxuli CurCulebs CemSi<br />

da ikawreba mzera, romelic<br />

xandaxan martokaciviT cxovrobs;<br />

Tu damiyvaveb erT mSvenier dRes,<br />

rom Camovjde da cis kabadons<br />

cremlis didi sartyeli vTxovo,<br />

Tu Seibraleb TiTebs, daRlilebs,<br />

sawylad CamomsxdarT zamTris yinvaSi,<br />

ususuri Citebis gverdze...<br />

dRes, ra Tqma unda, Zalian momwons,<br />

roca yoveldRe, aRtacebuli,<br />

Cems sulSi lamaz niJarebs eZeb.<br />

2002.<br />

86


ZZvveellii ddRRiiuurriiddaann<br />

* * *<br />

aRaraferi Secvlila TiTqos...<br />

Seni cremlidan Cems cremlamde<br />

ise Soria...<br />

gareT wvims. miwis surnelebas<br />

gulwrfelad giTmob,<br />

Tumc Sen arasdros daminaxav<br />

Tvalebtborians.<br />

Tvalebtborians arasodes mimiReb,<br />

vici...<br />

axla yvelafers Sen giTmob da<br />

mainc savse var,<br />

ramdenic ginda, gaabrue<br />

balaxis ficiT,<br />

ramdensac ginda, Seni mzera Semoaseve.<br />

gareT wvims...<br />

zecis gulCviloba Cemamde wveTavs,<br />

Sen ufro Sors xar,<br />

Seni cremli ufro Soria,<br />

Sen verasodes dainaxav sinaTlis zeTavs -<br />

Sen arasodes ar mimiReb Tvalebtborians.<br />

1995.<br />

87<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

ratom gamiSvi im wvimian amindSi marto -<br />

iqneba marTla dairCine rame saTqmeli,<br />

me daRlili da SeSlili var<br />

yovelTvis martiT,<br />

da SeRamebis sisadaviT, da mzis naTeliT,<br />

da sayveduri sayvedurebs ebmeba uxmod...<br />

me da foTlebi, me da qari, me da molxena...<br />

da areuli notebiviT mSral akords vuxmob,<br />

da gaoceb da gagulovneb Cemi moTmeniT.<br />

es Semodgomac gaxunebul suraTebs xatavs<br />

da uxmod Tvreba cis TaRidan CamonadeniT...<br />

ratom gamiSvi im wvimian amindSi marto -<br />

me siyvarulis meSinoda da foTolcvenis.<br />

1993.<br />

88


gaugzavneli baraTi # 1<br />

Zvirfaso!<br />

aTiaTasjer rom gagimeoro,<br />

iqnebi ki CemTvis Zvirfasi?<br />

ici, rogor mawuxebs<br />

mTvares rom aRar velodebi da<br />

Senze iSviaTadRa vocnebob.<br />

vcarieldebi...<br />

nu gaioceb -<br />

cxovrebas poetebis CaTrevac scodnia;<br />

poetebs Tumca Rrma Tvalebi aqvT da<br />

kiTxviani gamoxedva,<br />

magram, xSirad, quCaSi verc amCneven da,<br />

transportSi mujlugunsac wahkraven xolme...<br />

Cemi leqsebic cxovrebas daemsgavsa da...<br />

masac ganvicdi.<br />

- Sen, leqsebi da cxovreba!.. -<br />

erTi jaWvi,<br />

magram sada var me,<br />

sad sunTqavs Cemi gaqceuli aCrdili,<br />

xandaxan furclebSi rom imaleba da<br />

Tvalebze xels ifarebs -<br />

uneburad ar daemtveros quTuToebi,<br />

Torem... mere... ras dainaxavs!..<br />

hoo, Zvirfaso,<br />

xandaxan Seni xelis siTbo minda gavixseno,<br />

Seni Tlili TiTebi da daRlili `momenatre~...<br />

erT mSvenier saRamos,<br />

sadme rom damxvde da gamacilo,<br />

mxarze ndobis TeTri vardi amomezrdeba.<br />

1994.<br />

89<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

gaugzavneli baraTi # 2<br />

vici, yvelaferi unda damemsxvres da<br />

Seni Tvalebidan dawyebuli<br />

martooba gamoviglovo,<br />

gamoviglovo, Seveguo,<br />

rom Seni wasvlac,<br />

mousvlelad wasvlac bedia<br />

da verasodes ver miviReb,<br />

rasac moviTxov...<br />

Sen ki uxmod unda gamSorde...<br />

sul erTia, verasodes amoikiTxav,<br />

Tvalebis Rrmulebs saidan aqvT<br />

TamaSis niWi,<br />

anda bageze SerCenil ias<br />

unda eltvode Tu gaurbode;<br />

iqneb yalbia Cemi saxe,<br />

magram cremlebs,<br />

cremlebs ra vuyo,<br />

anda musikad qceul sityvebs,<br />

anda molodins.<br />

mapatie... mapatie...<br />

me rom varsebob...<br />

mapatie da mere wadi...<br />

me ki imdeni qartexili<br />

unda davZlio,<br />

imdenjer unda amogSalo,<br />

imdenjer unda Sevubero<br />

suli nawilebs,<br />

rom mcire bwkarmac ar damtanjos<br />

mTeli cxovreba<br />

rom, Sen ra ici...<br />

myarad rom vdgavar,<br />

90


ggonia, rom Zlieri var,<br />

anda udreki?<br />

ubralod, qari<br />

arsaidan aRar uberavs.<br />

nu daudgebi Cemsken maval<br />

qartexils mkerdiT!<br />

gaxsovs? gaxsovs? ra gamimxile...<br />

me aRar minda gaxseneba,<br />

radgan damsxvreva, kargad vici,<br />

Cemi bedia,<br />

radgan TamaSi aryofilTan<br />

xdeba arasdros,<br />

gesmis? ar minda<br />

SenTan yofnis talRam damaxrCos.<br />

Ca-mo-me-ca-le!<br />

rom samudamod, samudamod<br />

dagimaxsovro.<br />

Camomecale da usityvod mapatie,<br />

me rom varsebob<br />

damsxvreuli sarkis CrdilebSi.<br />

1994.<br />

* * *<br />

xom SeiZleba, mTeli Rame ar dameZinos<br />

da mere, mere uZinarma Tvalebma gamTqvas<br />

da diliT sarkem amoicnos is siyvaruli.<br />

1996.<br />

91<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

m-s<br />

Seni codvebi...<br />

ucnauri mzeriT wavidnen...<br />

da dafxrewili niRabidan<br />

kivis Tvalebi;<br />

sxva gazafxuli daiwyeba,<br />

albaT, xvalidan.<br />

Sen ki... Sen ase<br />

aRaravis ar eyvarebi.<br />

da dafxrewili niRabidan<br />

kivis Tvalebi.<br />

ra ucnaurad daasrules<br />

speqtakli wlebma.<br />

Sens gadamsxvreul sxivebs<br />

uxmod daatareben<br />

pirvelyofili molodiniT<br />

daRlili xmebi<br />

da dafxrewili niRabidan<br />

kivis Tvalebi.<br />

1995.<br />

92


* * *<br />

Sen veraferi veRar Segcvlis -<br />

didi xnis win SeaCvie monatreba,<br />

ucnaurad ubralo da savse survili<br />

mxolod Sens mwvane oTaxSi rom gamogekida<br />

da axlac, albaT, gadaitan,<br />

roca is kaci<br />

mSvidad ascdeba<br />

Sens iebiT mofenil sevdas<br />

da getyvis, rom marTalia, sasurveli xar,<br />

magram <strong>bolo</strong>mde ver avseben sanTlis qalebi.<br />

1999.<br />

93<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

`Rirs siyvaruli miwis mtverSi?~ -<br />

fiqri kankalebs.<br />

vwer sxvaTaSoris,<br />

gimeorebT da gekrZalebiT.<br />

Cemi cxovrebis bilikebi<br />

ise gakvales,<br />

rom veRarafers vumklavdebi<br />

susti mklavebiT.<br />

`Rirs siyvaruli miwis mtverSi?~ -<br />

fiqri kankalebs.<br />

1995.<br />

94


* * *<br />

oRond roca marto iqnebi,<br />

me grZneul kibes amovyvebi<br />

da ubralo nabijiT gavTqvam<br />

Cems Zvel siyvaruls,<br />

romelic gulSi<br />

uxmaurod davasamare.<br />

oRond, roca marto iqnebi...<br />

me mogitan Tvalebs,<br />

romelSic balRuri asoebiT<br />

Sekruli baraTebi Srialeben da<br />

gamovtoveb sityvas `Zalian~,<br />

roca getyvi: `Sen da bavSvoba<br />

erTnairad menatrebiT xolme-meTqi~.<br />

me mogitan saCuqrad CurCuls,<br />

an dumils, romelsac iasamnis<br />

surneli eqneba da<br />

iasamaniviT daidardebs<br />

Cemi fanjridan gamoparul<br />

naTev Rameebs,<br />

romelSic Sen saxlobdi!..<br />

da gkiTxaven mere<br />

Tvalebi da dumilebi:<br />

ratom verasdros dainaxe<br />

Senamde vermoRweuli<br />

siyvarulis cremli.<br />

1994.<br />

95<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

minaweri dRiuris ydaze,<br />

anu leqsi Sendami da vardebisadmi<br />

siyvaruliviT uxmaurod wavida marti...<br />

warmodgenili Sexvedrebis Jamic dasrulda.<br />

vzivar. Cvens zarebs vigoneb da igavebs vmartav<br />

da fexSiSveli mivfratuneb mdore warsulTan.<br />

siyvaruliviT uxmaurod wavida marti...<br />

gaigeT Cemi gaoreba, rogorc geneboT,<br />

Tu gsurT, eklebiT martoobis TiTebi xateT<br />

maisis <strong>bolo</strong>s damtvreulo vardis Rerebo!..<br />

rac gindaT xateT,<br />

oRond sulis ucisfres mesers<br />

ar migakarebT - saTuTad da sadad awverils...<br />

da nuRarafers emarTlebiT dardian leqsebs,<br />

im damsxvreuli siyvarulis mere dawerils.<br />

1997.<br />

96


* * *<br />

me ase msurda, magram ratomRac<br />

ver gamovida, rac msurda, kargad<br />

da axla, roca cremlad wamomcdi<br />

mzis ukanasknel sxiviviT gkargav,<br />

ubralod gkargav... da xsovnis CrdilSi<br />

vTrTi, rogorc foTlis susti ujredi.<br />

rom gamebeda, erT mSvenier dRes<br />

cremlebs foTlebad movaquCebdi<br />

da mogiZRvnidi yvela foTols da<br />

yvela ocnebas, Cems suls rom sdevda.<br />

rom gamebeda, Senc ucnaurad<br />

dagamSvenebda lamazi sevda,<br />

magram, ratomRac, uxmod wavedi,<br />

ver gavufrTxildi mzis sxivebs kargad<br />

da, axla, roca cremlad wamomcdi,<br />

xelaxla gkargav.<br />

1999.<br />

97<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

ra mere... davmTavrdiT. da Cemi TiTebi<br />

hgavs zamTris daRalul saRamos narCenebs,<br />

veRar amovxeTqav mRelvare zvirTebad,<br />

verc Tvalis gugebiT siyvaruls gaCveneb,<br />

davmrTavdi. Dda Cemi lodinis saSodan<br />

wamosul sityvebze vfenivar merdinad...<br />

Cven, albaT, imitom SevxvdiT da davSordiT,<br />

aryofnis naRveli rom gadagverCina.<br />

1999.<br />

98


* * *<br />

vici, ganicdi... Cemi dakargva<br />

hgavs Sua gzaze dafantul sarCos<br />

da im TvalebSi, me rom ara mgavs,<br />

amoyelili eklebi gaxrCobs.<br />

mec aRar vici, ra rols vTamaSob,<br />

Cemi xelebi ras wers da ras hgavs,<br />

orTave vgavarT SiSvel xaraCos<br />

da mxrebiT Zveli tkivili dagvaqvs.<br />

1999.<br />

99<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

Cveni Sexvedra mudam raRaca<br />

SeuTavsebel cekvas mohgavda,<br />

Sen mTvaresaviT savse Rimili,<br />

me - tkivilebis tevri momyavda.<br />

xelebs vWidebdiT, magram xelebic,<br />

magram xelebic ar hgavda xelebs<br />

da miyvebodi `wrfiv gaxelebiT~<br />

rogor dascvivda foTlebi xeebs.<br />

rogor usmendi gamTeniisas<br />

guldadinjebiT qarebis qadils<br />

da gaocebda cremli iisa -<br />

siyvaruliviT sacTuris mbadi.<br />

rogor meZebdi mTeli cxovreba,<br />

rogor giyvardi dabadebamde,<br />

dReebi dReebs roca moeba<br />

rogor mamgvane ciur feradebs.<br />

uCemod suli rogor xmeboda,<br />

sizmrad tkivilebs rogor miqrobdi.<br />

me... gulisgareT meRimeboda,<br />

Tvalebs vxridi da... mzeze vfiqrobdi.<br />

Cveni Sexvedra mudam raRaca<br />

SeuTavsebel cekvas mohgavda.<br />

Sen mTvaresaviT savse Rimili,<br />

me - tkivilebis tevri momyavda.<br />

1991.<br />

100


avdars movgavar...<br />

erT mSvenier dRes mivxvdebi rom...<br />

Sen menatrebi, -<br />

Cemi bavSvoba aiSleba Zveli zRapridan<br />

da ucnaurad areuli TeTri kartebiT<br />

gagimxel, rogor tkivilamde<br />

miyvardi erT dros,<br />

rogor miyvardi<br />

da siyvaruls gangeb vCrdilavdi<br />

da martosuli mivyvebodi cxovrebis ferdobs<br />

da ase, krZalviT qviTinebda Cemi bavSvoba...<br />

(me TviT movToke siyvarulis Slegi aRviri<br />

da davamsgavse ocnebebi saTamaSoebs).<br />

Zvel sasaflaos CrdilSi dawva Cemi bavSvoba<br />

da axla ase gaorebuls Tvals ar maSorebs,<br />

me ki oTaxSi gamoketil avdars movgavar,<br />

Zveli kedlebis sayveduriT gadareuli.<br />

qarma warsuli daZenZili sevdiT mogava<br />

da Tavze vaxev mTels samyaros<br />

foTlis rveulebs,<br />

romelSic Cemi martooba bavSvobas icavs,<br />

bavSvobas icavs da quCaSi uxmod xetials.<br />

ver gavuzome verasodes siyvaruls sicxe,<br />

Tumca, guldagul varwmunebdi, rom zedmetia<br />

cremlebic, sevdac, mogonebac, SemoTenebac,<br />

TeTri xelebic zedmetia - cisken awvdili,<br />

martoobisa yvelaferi momexseneba,<br />

oRond miwaSi damekarga Cemi nawili,<br />

romelsac Zveli siyvarulis surneli hqonda...<br />

bavSvis xma hqonda da bavSviviT didi Tvalebi,<br />

axla sityvebma imarjves da tkiviliT morTes<br />

aseTi susti da aseTi Seubralebi.<br />

1996.<br />

101<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

gamosavali<br />

me ase msurda - Sens cxovrebaSi<br />

meara uxmod, TiTiswverebiT,<br />

axla rom movkvde, vici, sityvebiT<br />

an mzeriT veRar SemeSvelebi.<br />

eklebis gzaa, mivexetebi,<br />

ase varCie mosvla Senamde,<br />

ra, mere, Tundac sisxlis wveTebi<br />

Sens sulis kibes wiTlad Rebavdes.<br />

nu SeSfoTdebi... Cemi saxea<br />

es gacrecili Ramis fardebi,<br />

rom momismino, poeziiT da<br />

mzis mcxunvarebiT daavaddebi<br />

da, mere, veRar icxovrebs suli<br />

foTlebis dardze ulaparakod...<br />

unda wavideT erTmaneTisgan<br />

da martoobis xidi avagoT,<br />

rom erTmaneTi gadavitanoT,<br />

rom ar SevaxmeT yofis iarebs...<br />

da, mainc, sanam davSordebodeT<br />

modi, samyaro SevatrialoT!<br />

1999.<br />

102


* * *<br />

(erTi siyvarulis istoria)<br />

ra samwuxaroa. -<br />

orive davmarcxdiT.<br />

orivem Zalian ubralod wavageT<br />

da axla es qari sevdasac ar macdis,<br />

axla Cems cxovrebas qarebi ganagebs,<br />

wavageT.<br />

Cems imeds muxlebi mokveTes<br />

sityvebma - savsenma tkivilis kirTebiT,<br />

me merqva saxelad `miyvarxar, momxede~,<br />

Sen gerqva: `kargi xar, magram ar mWirdebi~.<br />

orive davmarcxdiT.<br />

1998.<br />

103<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

me ki cxadia, arafers ar gTxov -<br />

ise damixvdi, rogorc genebos,<br />

Tumca wlebs Zveli sisavse aTovs<br />

da natvra didi bednierebis.<br />

arafers ar gTxov... rogorc genebos,<br />

ise icxovre Cemgan wasulma,<br />

ar Segrisxaven susti xelebi,<br />

ar mogaseven zars da avsulebs,<br />

rogorc genebos... oRond wasvlamde<br />

(sanam moZebni Sens wils da safers)<br />

warsuls gaxede - sveli sulidan<br />

Camocvenili foTlebiT nafens.<br />

1998.<br />

104


* * *<br />

105<br />

foTlebis xidi<br />

me yvelaferi mSvenivrad maxsovsis<br />

siyvaruli mere movida,<br />

viRac avsebda sicocxlis Tasebs,<br />

Cven vbrundebodiT TeTri Tovlidan.<br />

Cven vbrundebodiT TeTri Tovlidan<br />

da RvTiur fifqebs vinawilebdiT<br />

da siyvarulic ise movida,<br />

rogorc daRlili sulis imedi.<br />

da suls mzesaviT Tbilsa da martos,<br />

da suls mzesaviT miukarebels<br />

SemoeCvia veluri marti<br />

amRvreuli da sveli TvalebiT<br />

da yvelaferi Seakvda lodins<br />

da lamaz sevdas, da SeSlil ferebs,<br />

gimaxsovrebdi mindvriT da kordiT,<br />

gakowiwebdi locviT da mReriT<br />

da Tovlis TeTri sudariT vTrTodi,<br />

da suli mqonda iseTi savse...<br />

vdardobdi... vTmobdi... xelaxla vTmobdi<br />

da vawydebodi samyaros ase.<br />

da yvelaferi xmauriT TrToda,<br />

mxolod tkivili movida uxmod,<br />

me SeviSale da yvela zRapars<br />

Cemi samyaros kuTxeSi vuxme,<br />

me SeviSale RvTiuri sunTqviT,<br />

romelic Tovlis mere movida<br />

da Cavimuxle, rom wamomeRo<br />

raRac Zalian sufTa Tovlidan<br />

1993.


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

arafers hgavda es monatreba -<br />

cisferi wigni TeTri zolebiT...<br />

axla yvelaze metad gvixdeba<br />

ucxo rolebis gamogoneba,<br />

axla yvelaze metad gvixdeba<br />

ferebis wvima da simartove,<br />

nu damadnebi sulze miTebad,<br />

nurc umiTebod nu mimatoveb<br />

da es simRera - qaris sadari<br />

mxrebze momxvie Rrublis mantiad,<br />

gadaglejili guli sad ari,<br />

siyvaruli rom ver daatia,<br />

sad ari... Tumca, Zebnac fuWia,<br />

ras SegarCenen miwierebi,<br />

unda gaeqce yofierebas<br />

mziT dasicxuli yofierebiT,<br />

unda gaeqce da Rrublebs gahyve,<br />

Rrublebs gahyve da survili stanjo,<br />

vin dagijerebs, zecam sasjelad<br />

iebis sunTqva rom mogisaja,<br />

vin dagijerebs, iebis sunTqva<br />

ferad miTebs rom itevs erTian,<br />

rom akankalebs mSfoTvare talRebs<br />

Rrublis cremlebi roca erTvian,<br />

rom monatreba modis cremliviT<br />

da ar arsebobs misTvis jebiri...<br />

ararsebuli guli ginatris<br />

siyvarulisgan gadaglejili.<br />

1992.<br />

106


* * *<br />

da kidev erTi wertili SenTan -<br />

erTi dumilis samagiero,<br />

aseTi roli, Cems frTebs rom TenTavs,<br />

sadamde unda vansaxiero,<br />

sadamde... rolebs miwunebs scena<br />

(aRtacebebic wlebma waleka)<br />

da Cemi sulis mklavs foTolcvena<br />

da sunTqva zaris - xval rom darekavs<br />

da wasvlis mZime nabijebs mamcnobs...<br />

Sen ki damrCebi gauSlel kartad,<br />

foTlis dardivic mdumare kaco,<br />

nu amicremleb imedis xatebs<br />

mooWvils arcTu Zvirfasi qvebiT,<br />

magram CemsaviT nazs da dardians...<br />

me dRes beberi xesaviT vxmebi<br />

da zecas vCuqni, rac mabadia<br />

da aRar vici, riTi vuSvelo<br />

am namrudisfer urTierTobas.<br />

gamiWirdeba, vici, uSenod,<br />

vici da mitom aRar meTmobi,<br />

foTlis dardiviT mdumare kaco...<br />

Seni rolebi mabnevs da mTenTavs,<br />

nuTu Tvalebi arafers gamcnobs,<br />

nuTu ar gesmis CurCuli xeTa?<br />

am wertilebsac gauZlebs guli<br />

da, <strong>bolo</strong>s, Tvalis Rrmulebi gagvcems<br />

Cven - yuradRebas moklebul surebs,<br />

Tqven - foTlis dardiT avsebul kacebs.<br />

1997.<br />

107<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

gemudarebi, gamiRe kari.<br />

sityva, romelic erT dros gamomrCa,<br />

me mogitane axla peSvebiT,<br />

gemudarebi, kari gamiRe!<br />

ase advilad ver SeveSvebi<br />

dagmanul karSi SeWuWkul lodins<br />

da rwmenisa da imedis lodebs<br />

ver Camovaglej Cems martoobas.<br />

...sisulelea jiuti Robe<br />

yinulovani, TeTri TiTebiT,<br />

me, Tumca, mTvaris satrfod viTvlebi,<br />

mainc mTavari davtove SenTan _<br />

ubavSvuresi sulis miTebi<br />

da moyvavile sinaTle ferTa;<br />

da axla, sityva momaqvs peSvebiT,<br />

romliTac unda gadavarCino<br />

Sens sulSi TiTqmis gaxunebuli<br />

Cemi TiTebis anabeWdebi,<br />

savse var Seni didi surviliT<br />

da survils iqeT ar vixedebi.<br />

gemudarebi, kari gamiRe.<br />

1998.<br />

108


* * *<br />

me, ra Tqma unda, mTavars vmalavdi...<br />

da, Tumca, nabijs dgamdi gabeduls,<br />

siyvaruls rogor moiparavdi _<br />

Cems sulSi Svidi beWdiT dabeWduls.<br />

Rames arTobda mTvaris balada,<br />

Tu... nagrovebi tkivili peSviT;<br />

an Rames rogor moiparavdi _<br />

Cemi sizmrebiT <strong>bolo</strong>mde SeSlils.<br />

tkivili iyo... da, ra Tqma unda,<br />

me tkivils mTeli guliT vmalavdi,<br />

Sen ki... Sen miwis mtvridan moxvedi<br />

da tkivils rogor moiparavdi.<br />

1996.<br />

109<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

ver gamovdivar im warsulidan!<br />

sasaciloa, magram axla Cemi warsuli<br />

hgavs afeTqebul iasamnis motexil rtoebs<br />

da wvimas - brZens da<br />

caSi sawylad gamokidebuls.<br />

sasaciloa, magram axla wvimac maRelvebs,<br />

romelic, Tumca brZeni aris, magram sawyali.<br />

var dafoTlili auxsneli kiTxvis niSnebiT<br />

da mdaRavs Seni ZvelisZveli xmis mcxunvareba<br />

da wreSi, sadac wlebis ukan rialebdnen<br />

Cveni Crdilebi, meSinia,<br />

sawyal wvimas ar CaeZinos.<br />

sasaciloa, magram vici, Cemi warsuli<br />

nislSi boginobs da bavSvobas exveva yelze<br />

da, meSinia, siyvaruli ar mapovninos<br />

nislma, romelsac saxelic ki ver SevurCie.<br />

- me auxsneli siyvaruli mapurebs dResac,<br />

romelic Cemze didia da Cemze naTeli.<br />

SemomabrunebT? vimartoveb siyvarulisTvis,<br />

rom cxovrebaSi yofis mtverma ar gamiTelos<br />

amoxeTqili enZelebis sada zmaneba<br />

(Cemi balRuri aRtacebis didi niSani).<br />

xval, albaT, xmaSi monatreba Semepareba<br />

da gamiznulad davarigeb ferad niJarebs<br />

110


(romelTac erTxel gamimJRavnes saidumloni),<br />

me ki, ra mSvidad megona, rom<br />

survils vtovebdi...<br />

sasaciloa, Seiyvaro qali-poeti,<br />

sasaciloa da riskia umisamarTo.<br />

vici, gavgiJdi, axla Zveli rokva gamarTobs<br />

da warsulidan gamovixmob ferad klaviSebs,<br />

gesmis? SeSlili wvima marTavs Ramis maraTons,<br />

sawyali wvima... sapatio stumrad mpatiJebs.<br />

sisulelea, magram marTla mpatiJebs wvima.<br />

Cemi warsuli, rogorc TeTri iasamani<br />

hgavs sicocxlidan gamoparul maradisobas.<br />

1996.<br />

111<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

Cemi saxea siyvaruli<br />

da saxli, sadac<br />

RamRamobiT niRabs viSoreb,<br />

savsea vardis surnelebiT<br />

da meuRlis mzrunveli mzeriT...<br />

da aRar vici, sad davmalo<br />

sevdis TeTri, mSvidi nagleji,<br />

rom Cems mSvenier, sada baRSi<br />

molodini aRar yvavilobs.<br />

2001.<br />

112


* * *<br />

es ucnauri zrunva SemrCa -<br />

Sen Segagrovo,<br />

Seni siciliT amovide<br />

martoobis TeTri sevdidan<br />

da vTqva, rom morCa,<br />

am wuTidan cxovrebas viwyeb.<br />

gangebam Seni siyvarulis<br />

cremlebiT momrwyo<br />

da vtkepni Seni cremliT savse,<br />

xorklian miwas.<br />

yoveldRe giwyeb<br />

da TiTebSi leqsebi miTrTis.<br />

2001.<br />

113<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

man Tqva, rom dRemde afasebs CemSi<br />

Semodgomis gayviTlebul, mzian amindebs<br />

da roca midis, wasvla uWirs<br />

Wreli foTlebiT mofenili<br />

mSvidi Crdilidan<br />

sadac mze ase nawil-nawil<br />

anaTebs xolme.<br />

me ki... me vdgavar<br />

da mis sevdiT savse nabijebs<br />

foTlis Cveuli,<br />

udidesi simSvidiT viTvli.<br />

2000.<br />

114


kaqtusis Rero<br />

isev movwonvar Cems lamaz sevdas.<br />

meuRle wuxs, rom verafriT marTobs...<br />

var moyvaruli coli da deda<br />

da dReebs Cems wil tkivilebs varTmev,<br />

rom ar gaxundes sulSi Cazrdili<br />

kaqtusis Reros xasxasa feri...<br />

meuRle wuxs, rom verafriT marTobs.<br />

me... mSvidad vuvli kaqtusis Reros.<br />

2004.<br />

115<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

lukas<br />

odesme aRar dagWirdebi -<br />

am jinsisferi qurTukiviT gamixdi da<br />

saxlidan waxval.<br />

me, albaT, kalTas Camovawyob gadaRlil majebs<br />

da sevdaSi da molodinSi davidnob saxes<br />

da Cems sicocxles oqros toti Camoatydeba...<br />

Sen ki... Sen- deda genacvalos - unda iaro<br />

mxrebgamarTulma, lamazma da savsem martebiT,<br />

siyvarulebiT, survilebiT, yofis xviarebs<br />

mxari uqcio da xandaxan xelis wavlebiT<br />

usityvod hkiTxo dedis majas -<br />

ratom wrialebs...<br />

mxolod xandaxan - Torem, deda dagewamlebis -<br />

Sen udardelad, utkivilod unda iaro.<br />

2008.<br />

116


* * *<br />

deda gimReris. sveli bagidan<br />

yvavilebis wvima iRvreba.<br />

dedas uyvars, rom patara xelebs<br />

TiTqmis arasdros ar aviwydeba<br />

yelze moxveva da Tbili sunTqviT<br />

gulze maradi imedis qargva...<br />

deda gimReris. zamTris amindi<br />

TandaTan Tavis simkacres kargavs.<br />

2004.<br />

117<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

zamTris simRera<br />

Cems Svils - Zalian lamazs da naTels<br />

uyvars fanjrebze cxviris mideba,<br />

zamTari - Rames TeTrad rom aTevs,<br />

bednierebas uxmod mpirdeba.<br />

Cemi pataris Tvalis RrmulebSi<br />

moCans sinaTlis farTo Tvalebi<br />

da yofis mtveri rom Semawuxebs,<br />

vici, am Tvalebs Sevefarebi.<br />

2006.<br />

118


cxovrebis ujraSi Tovlia<br />

Sexede, cxovrebis ujraSi Tovlia<br />

da Seni patara Svilebi xaroben,<br />

rom zamTars fifqebi stumrad mohyolian...<br />

patarebs Tvalebi ubrwyinavT siTeTreSi<br />

da lamaz TiTebze fifqebi adnebaT...<br />

Sen ki cxovrebis ujraSi ixedebi<br />

da mSvidad, fiqrianad, lamazad Ramdeba.<br />

2007.<br />

119<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

cisferi Canawerebi<br />

* * *<br />

melanqoliis yovladoba, anda, saerTod,<br />

yovladoba araraobis...<br />

me davinaxe warmosaxvis irib sarkeSi sakuTari<br />

mkrTali aCrdili, SevigrZeni dramatuli<br />

daZabuloba...<br />

ho, vici axla, SemaxsenebT goeTes sityvebs -<br />

`sasowarkveTa movaleobaao~ da... mkacrad<br />

SemxedavT.<br />

rilkeseulad yovelive uTqmelis mjera...<br />

amitom, rogorc raime ucxos, elvis siswrafiT<br />

avisxletav Tqvens msusxav mzeras<br />

da davdumdebi.<br />

ver gamigia, mivdivar Tu ukan vbrundebi...<br />

an, im rgols vgavar iqneb, misTvis rom brunavs,<br />

<strong>bolo</strong>s da <strong>bolo</strong>s sakuTar Tavs rom daewios da<br />

molodiniT gaToSil TiTebs CamoaZros<br />

yinvis beqTari.<br />

120


iqneb sferoTa simfoniis erTi bgera var -<br />

survili rom aqvs, gadalaxos siplegadebi,<br />

mere, xmauriT gadaswios glovis fardebi da<br />

maradiul, usazRvro dumils <strong>bolo</strong> mouRos.<br />

sicarielis dasaZlevad movlenili nergi var<br />

iqneb, Tavs rom ver vaRwev fiqrs satiales, rom<br />

ver viSuSeb dabadebidan Tandayolil<br />

uRrmes iarebs;<br />

msurs, gavaRwio sulis CarCos, gadavarRvio<br />

jebirebi da avyve im sxivs, miwidan rom<br />

aikeceba...<br />

odesme, albaT, feri mecvleba...<br />

usityvo sityvebs, uxmo bgerebs daveZeb mudam,<br />

var gadaRlili naturmortebiT, Tu<br />

damamSvidebs - erTaderTi, mocisfro gunda,<br />

anda, sizmrebiT savse kordebi,<br />

Tu davRondebi, martosulis mziT davRondebi.<br />

1990.<br />

121<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

Sesabamisad - yvelaferi warsuls Cabarda, -<br />

sulis balada, sikiskase, qaTinauri... mTeli<br />

sicocxle poeziis nimbi mfaravda, suls<br />

miRonebda miwierTa amo xmauri, Tqven<br />

gelodebiT, feriebo, ucxo qveynidan, awewil<br />

riTmebs moenatra TeTri furceli,<br />

ar visakliseb, geficebiT, amieridan,<br />

sulis avsebas siyvarulis nazi surneliT,<br />

Tqven gelodebiT. miwyaloboT egeb siTeTre<br />

(gulze damadno Ramem sevda imqveyniuri),<br />

fericvalebis sijiutes ver mivekedle, verc<br />

daserili aRsarebiT gavxdi RvTiuri, Cemi<br />

ocneba bevrjer basri mzeriT datores,<br />

cxovrebam yofis sivaglaxe urcxvad maCvena,<br />

122


da, aha, karTan galeuli guli davtove, guli<br />

davtove siyvarulis gadasarCenad... eh,<br />

feriebo... feriebo... raRas miSveliT, suli<br />

isedac tkiviliT da dardiT ivseba... Tqvens<br />

gaxarebas - momaSoreT miwis sisvele, rom<br />

mivekedlo maradiul sxivmosilebas.<br />

1991.<br />

123<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

wvimis wveTebSi Cans raRaca ukarebeli. Cemi<br />

cremlebi fergacrecil kedlebs magonebs, cis<br />

lurj kabadons kveTavs drois matarebeli -<br />

nela miaTrevs istoriis mZime vagonebs, scivaT<br />

furclebze mkacrad akrul mtvrian asoebs,<br />

mkrTali fiqrebi istoriis sauflos kveTavs...<br />

me, cremliani, karibWesTan marto damtoves<br />

jiRosanTa da skiptrosanTa tkivilTan erTad...<br />

1988.<br />

124


* * *<br />

sad aris axla Cemi ocnebiT gadatvirTuli<br />

dekas foTlebi. momenatrebiT da musikis hangs<br />

Zveli dumiliT daveTxovebi. sad aris muza,<br />

anda, saerTod, qaris kivilSi Semxmari wlebi,<br />

vin mawerinebs leqsebs, sizmarSi vin Camagonebs<br />

vardisfer riTmebs, nurafers metyviT,<br />

gavuZleb wuxils - iseve, rogorc tkivilebs<br />

viTmen. Ddadgeba rigi gardacvlil dReTa, mova<br />

sikvdilic mwuxrSi nawrTobi, Cemi portretis<br />

mudmivi Strixi - sevda Caaqrobs zecis<br />

mnaTobebs da uflisaken gawvarTul xelebs<br />

gayinavs Tovlis mciredi TrTvili...<br />

samyaros iqiT, sicocxlis merec<br />

`maradisobis kanoniT~ vivli.<br />

1990.<br />

125<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

ver SemamCnies. mRelvarebiT daiwva Rame.<br />

metkina miwis Wrilobebad qceuli suli.<br />

AamRvreul sizmrebs mivekone. aprilis qarebs<br />

sisxlis simZafriT SevasunTqe sakmevlis suni.<br />

msxverpli iTxova macxovarma daRlil<br />

TvalebiT, beTlemis zecam ver itia fiqris<br />

anTeba. samariteli qalis msgavsad SeSinda<br />

dila da cremliT dawva varskvlavebis mZafri<br />

naTeba. sivrces daetyo lurji zRvari. muzam<br />

iwvima. mezmana, TiTqos uwmindesi iesos<br />

sTxovda bednierebas mamulisas... damnisla<br />

fiqrma. cisfer sauflos avuyevi. uferod<br />

Tovda. Ddamwuxrebuli WadariviT mimzerda<br />

mTvare. codvis anderZad Seikona sxivTa aruli<br />

da `sinanulis naTliscemad~ dadaRul Tvalebs<br />

daetyo miwis yru RaRadi, camde asuli.<br />

TmagaSlil wmindans mivamgvane Cemi striqoni,<br />

ninois jvariT muStadSekrul ers gavuRime,<br />

qristem Tavisi RvTaebrivi, wminda qitoni<br />

Seiswora da... saqarTvelos daxeda TrTolviT.<br />

vigrZeni, miwa rogor iZra, Zlivs movigone<br />

locvis pirveli mwveli sityva, Tqmuli<br />

mzisagan... sulma SeigrZno ucxo Sveba, ucxo<br />

mironi... mamuli Cemi ganiwminda codvebisagan!<br />

AaRimileba daemgvana frTian striqonebs,<br />

beTlemis caze angelozebs moswyurdaT frena,<br />

cisa da miwis gasayarTan mze mivikone, qarma<br />

maCuqa sixaruli da aRmafrena.<br />

1990.<br />

126


* * *<br />

foTlebis xidi<br />

o, ara, ara, es ar hgavda mzis dabnelebas.<br />

es iyo mxolod urwmunoTa amonaxvneSi.<br />

Cemi bavSvoba iwyeboda sust simRerebad<br />

da ebmeboda ufrosebis TvalTa maxeSi.<br />

sivrces zomavda aryofili eSma TvalebiT.<br />

zRvis napirebze yrud godebda araraoba.<br />

Ddaseirnobdnen Cadriani banovanebi da<br />

iSleboda yvavilebad norCi Taoba.<br />

Camaval mzis sxivs monatreba aCnda<br />

sisxlisfrad. mididdeboda TvalTaxedvis<br />

gasadevari. me davinaxe, saukune rogor<br />

damZimda, rogor CaJangda qarTvelT fari<br />

da satevari. Rame oxravda.<br />

qari fermkrTal jaras arTavda.<br />

zRvis sanapiro, xis CrdilebiT gadaburuli<br />

piramidebiT gadaRvarclul saflavs mihgavda.<br />

caze amayad dadioda Savi qurumi.<br />

Tvals vuSterebdi kavkasiis WaRara<br />

mwvervals da sikvdiloviT maSinebda<br />

sisxlis koSmari. vgavdi yvelasgan mitovebul,<br />

gakicxul mwerals, romelsac ar hyavs arc<br />

mfarveli, arc ram moZRvari.<br />

melodebodnen saqarTvelos mindvris ferebi,<br />

criaga riJraJs mosdeboda leqsis surneli<br />

da nawil-nawil dayofili lurji bgerebi<br />

miWrialebdnen aRmarT gzaze fiqris uremiT;<br />

me mixaroda. uwmindesis suraTs vumzerdi<br />

da jvarcmas, rogorc cremlis muxruWs,<br />

Svelas SevTxovdi, vicodi, ca ras saubrobda<br />

avgaroz mzesTan, mesmoda, miwa gazafxulze<br />

127


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

rogor Rreobda da mainc, mainc, jvarcma iyo<br />

yovlis damtevi. jvarcma mmatebda siZlieres<br />

sulis qarTulis. oqrosfrad mziral<br />

asomTavruls miRma uferod qristes Tvalebi<br />

iyo sisxliT amoqarguli da mivdiodi ase<br />

rwmeniT aRzevebuli, `RmerTma daglocos da<br />

gaxaros suliT ZlieriT~ - aRmaval biliks<br />

milocavda uwmindesi da mididdeboda vardisferi<br />

Tvalsawieri.<br />

128<br />

1989.


* * *<br />

Ramis wyvdiadSi mogonebis gacrecil freskas<br />

xels Sevaxeb da... gobroniviT mtkiced<br />

davdgebi. guli ver itevs aRSfoTebas, mzis<br />

zari rekavs, martod STenili Tmogvis cixes<br />

miveaxlebi. bevrjer natvraSi gamipia dRe<br />

talRasaviT. Aar Sevicvlebi (ufro swored,<br />

ver Sevicvlebi). vici, uRonod Rame xelebs<br />

gaasavsavebs da Zrwolas momgvris uborotes,<br />

yru SekivlebiT. Cemi leqsebi ufaqizes<br />

guliT iqmneba da gasaZlisi aRSfoTebac<br />

gamoviare. kiTxvisniSnebi miseraven striqons<br />

iqneba, iqneba eSma ar mixorcebs ZirZvel<br />

iarebs. dasabamidan damanaTla ufalma SiSi,<br />

dasabamidan mtkivneuli ZarRvi gamiWres,<br />

gamoviare dRevandlamde gzawvrili fiqrSi,<br />

axla ki caSi marTvesaviT unda aviWre.<br />

macaleT mxolod! - siWabukes Sevasxa frTebi<br />

(bavSvobis tkivils Tavs verasdros davaRwev<br />

Tumca). yvirilobisas momeweva ciuri xmebi da<br />

gamaclian mogonebebs sul furcel-furcel.<br />

cxovreba Tavis wil cremls iTxovs farTo<br />

peSvebiT. asea mudam. Aararaa tkivili uxmod.<br />

bermuxasaviT gamidgia mtkice fesvebi da<br />

qarTlis cis qveS angelozTa amalas vuxmob.<br />

1990.<br />

129<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

``rraaRRaacc mmiinnddooddaa mmeeTTqqvvaa,, TTuummccaa xxoomm iisseeddaacc<br />

iiccooddii~~..<br />

eka baqraZe.<br />

ra unda geTqva - am CarCoebSi da cis<br />

cremlebSi ras gavarCevdi, Tumca, daRlili<br />

gulebis feTqvas miwierebic gamoarCevdnen; ra<br />

unda geTqva Cveni CurCuli yvela CurCulze<br />

ufro rTulia da TrTis foToli... ras verCiT<br />

foTols, ras verCiT miwas - mfeTqavgulians. me<br />

isec vici, `o, ra Tqma unda~, irgvliv Sen<br />

sunTqav da menatrebi, Cveni bavSvobis rZisferi<br />

bude da poeziis lurji xatebi axlac sxvagvari<br />

surneliT mavsebs... da, Senc, naTeli da axlobeli<br />

mamSvideb sityviT da vcxovrobT ase,<br />

mzisferi sanTlis Cauqrobelad da roca savse<br />

gulebis feTqviT miwierebi gamogvarCeven<br />

vgavarT feradebs, romelTac cnoben da mere<br />

Tvalebs nela aCveven, vgavarT sityvebs da<br />

xmamaRal locvas da monatrebul qarebis<br />

kivils, gvestumrebian CurCuliT roca da am<br />

stumrobis sinaTle gvtkiva da ase, ase trialebs<br />

raRac, Cveni sinaTliT dabneul<br />

Crdilebs auxdeneli ocneba daRavT da suls<br />

RrubelTa pawia fTila ise adneba, TiTqos<br />

bavSvobas eTxovebian sveli Tvalebi, me gamovdivar<br />

cremlidan frTxilad locviT,<br />

130


CurCuliT da iarebiT da Sen magebeb<br />

Senislul Rimils (Rimili mTvaris TeTri<br />

sulia), gamoparula sizmridan wvima da mTis<br />

ferdobze gadauvlia da darCenilan sveli<br />

foTlebi, foTlebi, eka, sevdis TvalebiT, me<br />

mixaria ganmeoreba Tavis sinaTliT Tu iarebiT<br />

da vimeoreb nabijebs axlac, ase daSlili da<br />

axlobeli movdivar... Zveli sinaTle maxlavs,<br />

mzeTa sinaTle - Cauqrobeli.<br />

1994.<br />

131<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

monatreba<br />

Semodgomis saRamo<br />

saRamos pirebs mdumared zveravs<br />

Cemi tkivilis da monatrebis<br />

gadaRlili SiSveli mzera<br />

da magondeba adgilis deda<br />

da Cemi deda sevdiani Taflis TvalebiT<br />

da borgavs suli - dabneuli ucnaur bediT -<br />

siyvarulebiT, imedebiT, aRiarebiT<br />

da Cemi deda Tvals adevnebs siSoris yinuls<br />

(Taflis TvalebiT Tvals adevnebs<br />

guls Taviswveras)<br />

da Semodgoma mzis sxivebad adneba minebs<br />

im saxlis, me rom vuyvardi da mzarda da mwera.<br />

2008.<br />

132


orSabaTi<br />

datexilia Cemi TiTebi<br />

da mzera ise sevdiani,<br />

rom sizmrebsac gadaabrunebs.<br />

CemSi mTavrdeba orSabaTis<br />

mSvidi saRamo<br />

da TiTebidan sisxlTan erTad<br />

saRamo wveTavs...<br />

xolo is kaci,<br />

vinc Cems mzeras Zafi gamosdo<br />

da gulze Zafis gorgaliviT<br />

gadaixvia,<br />

dgas orSabaTis CamoTovlil<br />

gzagasayarze...<br />

Cemi cxovreba orSabaTis Sejamebaa<br />

da aRar vici, ras mivendo, -<br />

am kacis Rimils,<br />

romelmac Cemi sevda<br />

gulze gadaixvia<br />

Tu<br />

brZnul naTqvams, rom<br />

orSabaTiT iwyeba kvira<br />

da xvale yvela orSabaTebs<br />

Camoitovebs.<br />

1999.<br />

133<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

raRacnairad gulgrili gavxdi...<br />

erTaderTi, rasac vamCnev<br />

kedelze uSnod atuzuli<br />

oTxi CarCoa<br />

da ferebi - SeWuWkuli CarCos kuTxeSi...<br />

menatreba sayvareli qalaqis mtveri,<br />

Savi mtveri - mouvleli, sada quCebis.<br />

vrekav ucxoel megobarTan,<br />

romlis ZarRvebSic<br />

daedineba ucnaurad narevi sisxli,<br />

romelic kosmopolitia<br />

da erTnairad enatreba<br />

bonic da Cikagoc...<br />

da vuyvebi, rom<br />

qalaqi, romelic menatreba,<br />

Zalian Zvelia da Zalian saxieri,<br />

magram ucnaurad daavadda da<br />

adamianebs veRar patronobs.<br />

1999.<br />

134


nostalgia<br />

mtkiva, - vambob me.<br />

mere ra, rom<br />

didi xnis win amivses suli<br />

moxriale minis natexebiT<br />

da didi xnis win maswavles<br />

sakuTari sxeulidan<br />

survilebis gamodevna,<br />

sityva xom SemrCa<br />

da tkivilis gamoxatvis<br />

erTaderTi, marTali xerxi _<br />

marjvena xelis<br />

TeTr furcelTan miaxloveba.<br />

1999.<br />

135<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

amgvarad vcxovrob -<br />

samuSao magidaze damxobili<br />

TiTebi mtkiva<br />

da sulSi Cazrdil<br />

wiTel ekals<br />

RamRamobiT mTvaris sxivebs<br />

baliSad vufen.<br />

lamazad sunTqavs Cemi qmari...<br />

mis nestoebSi<br />

TiTqo sevda Cagubebula<br />

da mkerdSi mSvidad amozrdia<br />

ndobis sifiTre.<br />

roca saubrobs, bageebze elva gadasdis<br />

xolo dumili maradiul sevdad adneba.<br />

Cvens Tvalebs moswons erTmaneTi -<br />

cisferidan wablisferSi iRvrebian<br />

survilebis ucnauri gadmonaSTebi,<br />

xolo sunTqvidan amozrdili<br />

ndobis yvavili<br />

samuSao magidaze mocaxcaxe<br />

TiTebs adneba.<br />

2001.<br />

136


* * *<br />

sxvanairi var.<br />

daviRale.<br />

da oTaxi, romelic itevs<br />

Cems gacrecil germanul wignebs<br />

da qarTul locvas<br />

da saaTis ganwirul wikwiks<br />

nela-nela emgvaneba irealobas<br />

da vici, ratom vTamaSobdi<br />

erTi dRis win zafxulis foTols -<br />

momlodine SemodgomiT<br />

pirTamde savses.<br />

axlac vcaxcaxeb foToliviT<br />

da JamiJam xelisgulze<br />

naoWebs viTvli...<br />

xelebze bedi maweria<br />

ucnauri, ucxovrebo<br />

cxovrebiT savse:<br />

Cems xelebs axsovT,<br />

rom odesRac poeti merqva<br />

da sulSi didi,<br />

TeTri naviT vmogzaurobdi.<br />

axla... Zalian daviRale,<br />

radgan TeTr navSi<br />

ucxo sityvebiT mowamluli<br />

wyali dagubda.<br />

2001.<br />

137<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

q-s<br />

mkvdar foTols vgavar da vificebi,<br />

rom sifrifana, cera TiTi<br />

vardiswyalSi maqvs amovlebuli<br />

da mzis Cveuli caxcaxidan<br />

SarSanwindel zafxuls viwodeb.<br />

mdumareba maqvs <strong>bolo</strong> sagzlad<br />

da suli, sadac<br />

TeTri kariviT ixsnebian mogonebebi<br />

kariviT kvnesis da Wrialebs<br />

Sens damTavrebas.<br />

2001.<br />

138


imedi<br />

vrCebi sakuTar TavTan da rwmena -<br />

marjvena xelze daxveuli<br />

midis furcelTan<br />

da ambobs, rom<br />

foTolcvena droebiTia,<br />

rom suls yovelTvis<br />

aqvs sakvebi uxilav fskerze.<br />

2001.<br />

139<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

vin Semibralebs ucxo miwaze<br />

beRurasaviT mcivans da amtans,<br />

me guls avyevi da axla sityvebs<br />

Sens mSral kalTaze xmauriT vfantav<br />

da TrTis kedlebi, romelSic ase<br />

moCvenebiTi simSvidiT vcxovrob<br />

da mxolod Seni sicili mavsebs<br />

am gadaRlili saRamos <strong>bolo</strong>s..<br />

2003.<br />

140


* * *<br />

dResac, yelze rom uxmod gexvevi<br />

da mxrebi miTrTis foTlismagvarad,<br />

cerebiT miwis sxeuls vexebi<br />

da telefoniT saqmes vagvareb,<br />

nu ifiqreb, rom kmayofileba<br />

odesme sulis jebirs walekavs,<br />

me qariSxlebis sunTqva vinebe<br />

da zecis biliks locviT avekar.<br />

2003.<br />

141<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

* * *<br />

ar vici, rogor davibruno<br />

ucxo qalaqis gulgrilobaSi Camkvdari<br />

Cemi poeturi aRmafrena.<br />

xandaxan xelisgulebze yvavilebs viwyob<br />

da mocaxcaxe majebidan viwyeb sinanuls,<br />

raRacnairi, gamWvirvale cremlebiT savses.<br />

aRar vici, ra saxe maqvs ucxo qalaqSi -<br />

kiTxvisniSnis Tu ufoTlebo TeTri yvavilis,<br />

miveCvie misalmebebs ucxo enaze<br />

da Wrel-Wrula saxeebSi Tavis Cakargvas<br />

da Cemi sisxlis keTilSobil, TavmaRal yivils<br />

mSvidad vafareb gaZlebis da Tmenis sudaras<br />

da Zvel sxeulSi monatrebis sinaTle mivis<br />

da mTvaris sevda,<br />

Cemi sulis gzebs rom vadareb<br />

da warsuls, mTvariT ganaTebuls,<br />

mwiriviT vumzer.<br />

2005.<br />

142


paraleli<br />

magram me viswavle, rom unda Semenaxa<br />

TiTebze Semxmari leqsebis nawilebi<br />

da yovel diliT vyofiliyavi<br />

Cveulebrivi qali da deda,<br />

gamomexmo grZeli sevda ganTiadidan<br />

da Tmis samagriT Semekra erTad<br />

dauwereli yvela leqsis mSrali caxcaxi<br />

da mekiTxa SvilebisTvis grZeli zRaprebi,<br />

Wreli miTebi, meRiRina Zilispiruli<br />

da ekvnesaT Cems TiTebze Semxmar striqonebs,<br />

ZarRvebSi uxmod Sesuliyvnen, sisxli<br />

aemRvriaT<br />

da mecaxcaxa ciebianiviT,<br />

gamevlo paralelebi<br />

TiTebsa da ZarRvebs Soris,<br />

Cems Tvalebs Soris, dReebs Soris,<br />

sicocxles Soris.<br />

2008.<br />

143<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

Zilispiruli<br />

dRes sami rame unda gaswavlo:<br />

wera da wera da kidev wera.<br />

Cemi fanjara daorTqlilia,<br />

qari martivad isworebs perangs<br />

da vdgebi. Aaxlac xmauriT vdgebi<br />

da fanjris minas caxcaxiT vawer,<br />

rom ucnaurad damaWres frTebi,<br />

rom mxrebze miwis simZime mawevs,<br />

rom Senc verasdros ver waikiTxav<br />

verc nawerebs da verc sulis Wrilebs,<br />

rom daRlili var da nisliani<br />

da sevda faravs TiTebs da Wirxlebs<br />

da TiTebidan sicocxle wveTavs,<br />

gafiTrebuli da Semcivnuli<br />

da fanjris minas akruli sevda<br />

CemSi Semodis ZilispiruliT.<br />

2008.<br />

144


fSavSi Zvelebur ambebs yvebian<br />

fSavSi Zvelebur ambebs yvebian,<br />

vaJai sunTqavs zecis Tavanze,<br />

Txilianisken mtvrian gzebia,<br />

RorRi xeobas arcTu anazebs<br />

da, mainc, ucxo xibli zvirTdeba,<br />

roca Suafxos kordebs edebi,<br />

erTbaSad gnusxavs miwis dideba<br />

da sizviade lurji qedebis...<br />

fxovis zecao, Sen dagvifare<br />

(iaxsars Temis droSa frialebs),<br />

gulze sanTlebis tevri ifare,<br />

nu gagviaxleb ZirZvel iarebs...<br />

fxovis zecao, suli gagviTbe<br />

Seni Tvalebis ucxo sinaTliT,<br />

mzis striqonebi uxmod gariTme<br />

da gulisgulSi daabinadre<br />

is iebi da is enZelebi,<br />

me rom pirvelad wavarTvi miwas<br />

da, imis mere, susti xelebi<br />

sakuTar tanze mesoba xiwvad...<br />

fxovis zecao, es monatreba<br />

vici, saxier sevdas margunebs,<br />

gamomigzavne patara fTila<br />

im Rrublis, Sen rom ifen salbunad,<br />

gamomigzavne Rrublebis fTila -<br />

Wrilobebs unda mivusalbuno...<br />

145<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

fxovis zecao, Zveli xelebiT<br />

zogjer giSrisfer dalals gitoveb,<br />

nu momigoneb argaxelebiT,<br />

nurc xsovnis <strong>bolo</strong>s nu momitoveb<br />

da Seni didi idumaleba<br />

galumpul mxrebze Semomasalte.<br />

gamabrueben, albaT, qarebi,<br />

roca siyvaruls veRar Cavatev<br />

am satiale gulis sazRvrebSi<br />

da usazRvrobis fers Sevifereb...<br />

vici, sustia feris gareSe<br />

yvela locva da yvela simRera<br />

da feranTebul natvriT ginatri<br />

da vgrZnob aragvis ltolvas vnebians,<br />

SeSlils pirveli sxivis sinaTliT,<br />

SeSlils, uRwevs da velurxmebians...<br />

1995.<br />

146


araTi saqarTvelos<br />

me Sen gekuTvni da ar vici, rogor aRmovCndi<br />

am usazRvro da martoobiT SeRebil cis qveS,<br />

sadac beRurebs weliwadis yovel dros scivaT,<br />

sadac swavloben, rom warsulze maradi dardi<br />

sisustis didi niSania da... ar dardoben.<br />

me ki vdgavar da bednierebas vTamaSob<br />

ucxo kedlebis dumilSi SeyuJuli<br />

da am yofidan amozrdili eklebi maRrCobs;<br />

Seni surneli SerCenia samSvivnels sarCod<br />

da saocari, madliani sityvebis sarCevs<br />

valageb gulSi, sagangebod, xmauriT gdardob<br />

ase Zalian avadmyofs da mainc mSveniers.<br />

da vamCnev, rogor ukvirT kedlebs, rogor<br />

ireklavs<br />

germanuli biurgertumis civi mSveneba -<br />

Wreli, natifi porcelani oqros xazebiT -<br />

Cems emociis mdinareebs, usityvod sunTqavs<br />

ZvelisZvel bgerebs - kavkasiis CamonaTalebs -<br />

qarTul satkivars ras gaugebs dedinacvali...<br />

me ki Sens mkerdze dambnevia yvela marcvali,<br />

Seni Svili var da ar vici, rogor mogbano<br />

eg sisxliani Wrilobebi, ra dagafino<br />

daRlil Tvalebze,<br />

daJeJil da nawameb mxrebze,<br />

sityvebs da sityvebs,<br />

kidev sityvebs SenTvis vaquCeb<br />

da mtkiva guli,<br />

Sen rom ggavs da... Sen rom maCuqe.<br />

2008.<br />

147<br />

foTlebis xidi


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

<strong>bolo</strong>Tqmis magier<br />

`Cemi wili saqarTvelo mudam<br />

Tan damdevs...~<br />

- <strong>irma</strong>, Sen is poeti xar, romelic garkveuli<br />

xniT mowyda qarTul literaturul sivrces.<br />

yovel SemTxvevaSi, Seni axali araferi<br />

wamikiTxavs kai xania da Zalian mixaria,<br />

rom dabrundi, axali leqsebi mogvitane gamosaqveyneblad.<br />

imedi maqvs, Cveni TanamSromloba<br />

gagrZeldeba Tu isev unda dagvekargo?<br />

- Tavad faqts, rom evropaSi yofnam qarTul<br />

literaturul sivrces momwyvita, mudmivad<br />

ganvicdi, radgan vfiqrob, rom qarTvel<br />

poets qarTuli garemo sWirdeba. Tumca,<br />

am xnis manZilze, qarTul poetur sityvasTan<br />

urTierToba arasdros gamiwyvetia,<br />

mSobliuri enaze wera iyo CemTvis mudam is<br />

umTavresi faqtori, ramac ucxoeTSi qarTuli<br />

suli gadamirCina. dakargvas namdvilad<br />

ar vapireb da madlobis metic araferi<br />

meTqmis Zveli megobrebisTvis literaturuli<br />

wreebidan, romelnic, wlebis merec gulisa<br />

da gamocemebis kars Zveleburad miReben.<br />

- sanam saqarTvelodan waxvidodi, sami poeturi<br />

krebuli gqonda gamocemuli da albaT<br />

Seni poeturi sagzalic es iyo. rogorc<br />

148


foTlebis xidi<br />

vici, Seni leqsebis wigni iqac gamodis, - germaniaSi.<br />

gviambe Sens germanul krebulze.<br />

- pirveli poeturi krebuli - „ararsebuli<br />

sityva“ 1992 wels, Zalian axalgazrdam<br />

gamoveci. am krebulSi moTavsebuli leqsebi<br />

maleve Targmna rusulad TbilisSi mcxovrebma<br />

SesaniSnavma mTargmnelma beqa laSxiam.<br />

swored misi iniciativiT gamoica 1996<br />

wels wignad es Targmanebi, romelic marTlac<br />

rom iRbliani sagzali aRmoCnda CemTvis<br />

evropaSi. germanelma poetma, agnes gisbrextma,<br />

romelic ruseTSia dabadebuli da<br />

ori mSobliuri ena aqvs, rusulidan ramdenime<br />

leqsi erTi amosunTqviT Targmna germanulad.<br />

esec misi iniciativa iyo, radgan,<br />

rogorc TviTon ambobs, Cems poeziasTan didi<br />

sulieri naTesaoba akavSirebs... sami wlis<br />

win ki Cemi SemoqmedebiT cnobili germaneli<br />

profesori da mwerali, uli rotfusi<br />

dainteresda. ulim Cemi sami leqsi internetSi<br />

aRmoaCina, Tavad momZebna, danarCeni<br />

leqsebis gagzavna mTxova da mogvianebiT Tavadve<br />

SeuTanxmda erT-erT gamomcemlobas<br />

leqsebis wignad gamocemaze. sxvaTaSoris,<br />

mis erT-erT <strong>bolo</strong> romanSi „leila icinis“,<br />

romelsac Tavis araCveulebriv meuRles<br />

uZRvnis, moTxrobili aqvs, rogor imoqmeda<br />

masze Cemma leqsebma, ramxela sulieri<br />

naTesaoba akavSirebs Cems poeziasTan. albaT<br />

marTla ar ician monaTesve sulebma arc<br />

erovneba da arc sazRvrebi. CemTvis ki yvela<br />

es megobari, RmerTisgan gamogzavnili<br />

149


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

iseTive saCuqaria, rogorc misgan naboZebi<br />

poeturi niWi.<br />

- ras gvetyvi Cvens siZeze, anu Sens germanel<br />

meuRleze, Tu gexmareba da Tu esmis Seni,<br />

rogorc Semoqmedisa...<br />

- Cemi meuRle - ioaxim britce - profesiiT<br />

filologia, slavisti. kargad icis rusuli,<br />

bulgaruli, serbo-xorvatuli da iaponuri<br />

enebi. swavlobs qarTulsac. eweva mTargmnelobiT<br />

moRvaweobas da wers da aqveynebs<br />

gramatikis wignebs. mas Zalian mgrZnobiare<br />

suli aqvs da Cems Semoqmedebasac zustad<br />

ise grZnobs, rogorc visurvebdi. ioaximi<br />

yvelaferSi mexmareba da mxarSi midgas.<br />

igi Cemi saukeTeso megobaria.<br />

- Sen amJamad muSaob germaniis radiomauwyeblobaSi<br />

da agvixseni, romel radioSi konkretulad<br />

da rogori xasiaTis gadacemebs<br />

akeTeb?<br />

- radio “Bonn/Rhein/Sieg” wlebis manZilze<br />

uTmobs eTers ucxoel Jurnalistebs. me Cemi<br />

qarTuli-germanuli kulturuli gadacema<br />

eqvsi wlis win SevTavaze maT da mas Semdeg<br />

gavdivar eTerSi. Cemi gadacemebi 28 wu-<br />

Tiania, orenovani da qarTul- germanul kulturul<br />

urTierTobebs eZRvneba. profesiiT<br />

teleJurnalisti var da sayvareli saqme<br />

Zalian damexmara imaSi, rom amdeni weli<br />

ucxo qveyanaSi gameZlo. Tanac am saqmis ke-<br />

Teba erTgvari yofis gamarTlebaa CemTvis<br />

Cemi saqarTvelos winaSe.<br />

- rogor grZnob Tavs iq da aq dabruneba<br />

150


foTlebis xidi<br />

aucileblad migaCnia Tu ara?<br />

- mec, iseve, rogorc ucxoeTSi mcxovrebi<br />

bevri qarTveli, dabrunebis imediT vcxovrob.<br />

- iqneb arc wasulxar aqedan?<br />

- faqtia, rom wavedi, magram qarTul samyaros<br />

arasodes movwyvetilvar, Cemi wili saqarTvelo<br />

mudam Tan damdevs... miuxedavad<br />

imisa, rom germaniaSi Cemi sayvareli ojaxi<br />

maqvs, mudmivad Tan mdevs grZnoba, rom miwa,<br />

romelzec davdivar, Cemi ar aris da Ti-<br />

Tqos fexqveS miwa ara maqvs. germania Zalian<br />

sasiamovno qveyanaa sacxovreblad, magram<br />

me iq Cemi silaRe maklia, romelic mxolod<br />

saqarTveloSi Camosvlisas mibrundeba<br />

xolme.<br />

- Sen axlaxans daicavi disertacia. ra Temazea<br />

da ramdenxans muSaobdi masze?<br />

- Cemi sadisertacio naSromi eZRvneba Temas:<br />

„meore msoflio omis Semdgomi qarTuli<br />

da germanuli politikuri lirika“, romelSic<br />

gamarjvebuli da damarcxebuli erebis<br />

omisSemdgomi fsiqika, maTi poeziaSi gadmocemuli<br />

sulieri ganwyobaa asaxuli da<br />

erTmaneTs Sedarebuli. Tema saintereso gamovida,<br />

masze muSaobas 4-5 weli Sevalie da<br />

kvlevis procesSi Jami-Jam viwuwune kidevac,<br />

rom am arapoetur samuSaos didxans ve-<br />

Rar gavuZlebdi...<br />

- iqidan, ucxo qveynidan, rogor aRiqmeba<br />

SenTvis samSoblo da aqedan rogor aRiqmeba<br />

geramnia?<br />

151


<strong>irma</strong> SiolaSvili<br />

- ucxoeTidan Cemi samSoblo CemTvis aTmagad<br />

Zvirfasia da sayvareli, magram Zalian<br />

avadaa da, mixedva da patronoba sWirdeba.<br />

aqedan germania CemTvis keTil dedinacvlad<br />

aRiqmeba, romlisganac sikeTis meti araferi<br />

maxsovs da amitom Zalian miyvars da<br />

vafaseb, Tumca, xSirad vuyvebi, rom Cemi deda-samSoblo<br />

mainc mTel qveyanas mirCevnia.<br />

- ai, erT kviraSi isev germaniaSi dabrundebi<br />

da ris gakeTebas apireb iq, rogorc ukve<br />

filologiis mecnierebaTa kandidati da,<br />

rac mTavaria, poeti?<br />

- gegmebze da survilebze winaswar saubari<br />

maincdamainc ar miyvars. mas Semdeg, rac<br />

mecnierul kvlevas movrCi, Tavs mTlianad<br />

SemoqmedebiT saqmianobas, Targmanebs da kulturul<br />

urTierTobebs mivuZRvni.<br />

esaubra<br />

mixo mosuliSvili,<br />

Jurnali<br />

`literaturuli palitra”,<br />

2005 w.<br />

152


sarCevi<br />

5 gazafxulis da foTlis balada<br />

6 poetis monologi<br />

7 iano...<br />

8 * * * (ar SeiZleba leqsebs werde Zveli intimiT)<br />

9 modiT...<br />

10 * * * (axla am miwas atkivdeba Cemi cxovreba)<br />

11 kldis monologi<br />

12 bonis dRiuridan<br />

13 foTlebis xidi<br />

14 z.b.-s<br />

16 var xmamaRali<br />

18 gasvla foTliani wridan<br />

19 wadi...<br />

20 xsovnis napiri<br />

21 * * * (vin gahyveba Cems fiqrian aCrdils)<br />

22 Rame da gazafxuli<br />

23 da es mze Cemi samosaxloa<br />

24 * * * (ra iyo-nuTu momeCvena Tqveni aCrdili)<br />

25 * * * (baraTi iyo iseTi Tbili)<br />

26 * * * (guli mainc TqvenTan darCa)<br />

27 icremleba feri<br />

28 Canaxati<br />

29 * * * (momifoneben gulze imedad)<br />

30 araferi ar vicodi<br />

31 * * * (dganan mxedrebi)<br />

31 * * * (am erTxel kidev mogiteveb)<br />

32 * * * (icinis bavSvi)<br />

33 SemeSveleT...<br />

34 * * * (SeRamebisas iwyeboda qaris kivili)<br />

35 cota myofnida<br />

36 ioaxims<br />

39 wreze brunva


41 man dawera: `haeri mtkiva~<br />

42 * * * (qalbatono)<br />

43 *** (rogor avivso)<br />

44 * * * (bavSvi ucxoa da Seicvala)<br />

45 eka asaTians<br />

46 parizis dRiuridan<br />

47 ori sityva cremlze da poetze<br />

48 * * * (im survilebiT unda gavqvavde...)<br />

49 * * * (me uaryofa viswavle gvian)<br />

50 * * * (asea! albaT, gagiJeba Rirda cremlisTvis...)<br />

51 * * * (me sosanisfer cremlSi Camtoves...)<br />

52 TiTebi samyaros xaxaSi<br />

53 me da miwa (poema)<br />

63 * * * (da ganicdi...)<br />

64 * * * (yvelaferi criatdeba)<br />

65 * * * (raRac Zveli dagibrundeba)<br />

66 * * * (Sen ar waxvide)<br />

67 * * * (rodis ufeTqavs dedmiwas guli)<br />

68 * * * (ras dainaxav...)<br />

68 * * * (me ukve mivicvale)<br />

69 * * * (me damamsxvries)<br />

70 * * * (me feri ar maqvs)<br />

70 * * * (Semiyvarda da amrtoobaSi Semasaxles)<br />

71 * * * (da poeti sxvebis Tvalis asaxvevad)<br />

72 * * * (rogor maradiulad davisaje)<br />

73 * * * (gamoitirebs ganTiads mnaTe)<br />

74 guli - daglejili qitonia<br />

75 * * * (vaime, deda, Cems saqarTvelos...)<br />

76 * * * (gican da mainc ver gican TiTqos...)<br />

77 * * * (is istoria...)<br />

79 * * * (Sirazis vardi ciur sinaTliT..)<br />

80 molurjo TaRi


81 da, vxatav...<br />

82 miyvardiT<br />

83 * * * (aRaraferi aRar SemeZlo)<br />

84 * * * (mova odmani - urcxvi jalaTi)<br />

85 * * * (Seni sicili dResac laRia)<br />

85 * * * ( davadnob mklavebze sxeulis sacmelebs)<br />

86 * * * (dResac zafxuli CurCulebs CemSi)<br />

87 * * * (aRaraferi Secvlila TiTqos...)<br />

88 * * * (ratom gamiSvi im wvimian amindSi marto)<br />

89 gaugzavneli baraTi #1<br />

90 gaugzavneli baraTi #2<br />

91 * * * (xom SeiZleba mTeli Rame ar dameZinos...)<br />

92 * * * (Seni codvebi...)<br />

93 * * * (Sen veraferi veRar Segcvlis)<br />

94 * * * (Rirs siyvaruli miwis mtverSi?)<br />

95 * * * (oRond roca marto iqnebi)<br />

96 minaweri dRiuris ydaze<br />

97 * * * (me ase msurda...)<br />

98 * * * (ra mere ... davmTavrdiT)<br />

99 * * * (vici ganicdi...)<br />

100 * * * (Cveni Sexvedra mudam raRaca...)<br />

101 avdars movgavar<br />

102 gamosavali<br />

103 * * * (ra samwuxaroa ...)<br />

104 * * * (me ki cxadia, arafers ar gTxov)<br />

105 * * * (me yvelaferi mSvenivrad maxsovs)<br />

106 * * * (arafers hgavda es monatreba)<br />

107 * * * (da kidev erTi werili SenTan)<br />

108 * * * (gemudarebi gamiRe kari)<br />

109 * * * (me, ra Tqma unda, mTavars vmalavdi)<br />

110 * * * (ver gamovdivar im warsulidan)


112 * * * (Cemi saxea siyvaruli)<br />

113 * * *(es ucnauri zrunva SemrCa)<br />

114 * * * (man Tqva...)<br />

115 kaqtusis Rero<br />

116 lukas<br />

117 * * * deda gimReris<br />

118 zamTris simRera<br />

119 cxovrebis ujraSi Tovlia<br />

120 * * * (melanqoliis yovladoba)<br />

122 * * * (Sesabamisad-yvelaferi warsuls Cabarda)<br />

124 * * * (wvimis wveTebSi Cans raRaca ukarebeli)<br />

125 * * * (sad aris axla...)<br />

126 * * * (ver SemamCnies...)<br />

127 * * * (o, ara, ara, es ar hgavda mzis dabnelebas)<br />

129 * * * (Ramis wyvdiadSi...)<br />

130 * * * (ra unda geTqva)<br />

132 Semodgomis saRamo<br />

133 orSabaTi<br />

134 * * * (raRacnairad gulgrili gavxdi)<br />

135 nostalgia<br />

136 * * * (amgvarad vcxovrob...)<br />

137 * * * (sxvanairi var ...)<br />

138 q-s<br />

139 imedi<br />

140 * * * (vin Semibralebs ucxo miwaze)<br />

141 * * * (dResac, yelze rom uxmod gexvevi)<br />

142 * * * (ar vici rogor davibruno)<br />

143 paraleli<br />

144 Zilispiruli<br />

145 fSavSi Zvelebur ambebs yvebian<br />

147 baraTi saqarTvelos<br />

148 <strong>bolo</strong>Tqmis magier

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