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RvnvRUv wbDK¨vmj †_‡K mvb d«vwÝm‡Kv iIbv n‡q hvw”Qj|

ÔDËi w`‡K RvnvRUv GK S‡oi cvjøvq c‡o gv¯‘j-Vv¯‘j me

†f‡½ RvnvR aŸsm n‡q hvq| †fvi n‡j †`Lv †Mj RvnvR dz‡Uv

n‡q †M‡Q| dz‡Uv w`‡q †Zv‡o cBb XyK‡Q| Pvwiw`K µ‡g _g_‡g

n‡q D‡V‡Q| bvweKiv †h hvi wb‡Ri cÖvY euvPv‡bvi Rb¨ †bŠKv

bvgv‡jv mvM‡i| ZLb †mB aŸsm¯Í~‡c c‡o _vKjvg Avgiv `yRb,

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Avwg Avi Avgvi mw½bx| mevB †b‡g hv‡”Q †mB †bŠKv‡Z| †m

w`‡K †Lqvj Kwi wb| Avgiv ZLb wRwblcÎ †MvQMvQ wb‡q Zygyj

e¨v¯Í| †KD Avi Avgv‡`i Wv‡KI wb; †mB gnv wec‡`, fxlY

AvZ¼ Zv‡`i wb`©q K‡i Zy‡jwQj|

Ô†W‡K `uvwo‡q †`Ljvg, w`MšÍ †iLv GKUv Kv‡jv `vM gvÎ| Avgiv

Zwo Nwo K‡i A‡bK K‡ó-wm‡÷ GKUv Kv‡Vi †fjv Avi GK

†Rvov ˆeVv ‰Zwi K‡i †djjvg| mv‡_ cÖ‡qvRbxq K‡qKwU wRwbl

wb‡q, Rvnv‡Ri Lv`¨ fvÛi †_‡K ïKbv RvwZq wKQy Lvevi Avi

cvbxq cvwb m‡½ wb‡q †fjvq P‡o emjvg| †`L‡Z cvw”Q

Avgv‡`i RvnvR A‡bKUv Zwj‡q †M‡Q| iIbv w`jvg j¨nxb

D‡Ï‡k¨i w`‡K |

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ÔwKQyY c‡iB †Lqvj Kijvg Avgiv †mªv‡Zi †Lqvj Lykx g‡Z

fvmwQ| †mªvZ µ‡gB †fjvUv‡K †V‡j wb‡q hv‡”Q Avgv‡`i †mB

WyešÍ RvnvRUvi KvQ †_‡K A‡bK `~‡i | GK UyK‡iv KvV w`‡q

`y‡Uv ˆeVv evwb‡q wb‡qwQ e‡U `y R‡bB, Z‡e Zv GLb †Kv‡bv KvR

Ki‡Q bv| Kivi wKQyB †bB ZvwK‡q †P‡q †P‡q †`Lv Qvov|

ÔmvM‡ii evZvm Avi Zvi Nyg-cvovwb GK-‡N‡q my‡i e‡q hvIqvi

AvIqvR, Zvi Ici K¬všÍ kixi, wbw®Œq gMR Z`ycwi nZvkv me

wgwj‡q KLb eywS GKUy †PvLUv †j‡MG‡mwQj| AvbygvwbK cÖvq

wZbNÈv ci †`Ljvg, A‡bK `~‡i Avgv‡`i RvnvRUv| †MvUv

RvnvRUv Wy‡e †M‡Q gv¯‘j ZLbI mgy‡`ªi Dc‡i| Av‡iv K‡qK

NÈv ci †mUvI †M‡jv cvwbi Zjvq| mgy‡`ª mܨv bv‡g, Kzqvkv

†X‡K †d‡j mgy`ªUv‡K| ivZ Kv‡U Av‡¯Í ax‡i, †fvi nq| Kzqvkv

m‡iwb, evZvm †ek VvÛv|

ÔA¢ yZ †auvqv‡U Rxeb; Pviw`b wbQK e‡m _vKjvg I fv‡eB|

Ae‡k‡l Pviw`‡bi gv_vq ZLb m~h© cv‡U hvIqvi Av‡qvRb Ki‡Q

Ggb mg‡q Kv‡b G‡jv †XD‡qi nvwm, Z‡Ui mv‡_ av°v †L‡q

LjLj K‡i †n‡m IVvi kã|

ÔAvwe®‹vi Kijvg: Kzqvkv †f` K‡i cÖKvÐ GK Rvnv‡Ri B¯úvZ

K‡jei| Avkvi Av‡jv †`‡L †n‡m DVjvg, cÖvY wd‡i cvIqv

wPrKvi Kijvg, Avgv‡`i Kcv‡ji kwbi `kv Gevi KvU‡e| wKš‘

ZLbI `y`©kvi A‡bK evwK|

Ô†fjvUv Rvnv‡Ri Mv‡q wM‡q jvM‡jv| Rvnv‡Ri cv‡k GKUv `wo

SyjwQj|IUv †e‡q DVjvg| mgy‡`ª mܨv A‡bK `xN© Z‡e Gevi †h

†Kv‡bv gyn~‡Z© m~h© G‡Kev‡iB Zwj‡q hv‡e|

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ÔIc‡i †cuŠ‡Q †iwjs wWwO‡q Rvnv‡Ri †W‡K bvgjvg| Avgvi

D‡Ïk¨ wQj Rvnv‡Ri †jv‡K‡`i †W‡K mvnvh¨ PvIqv| A‡bK

wPrKv‡iI †Kv‡bv mvov cvIqv †Mj bv| ZLb Rvnv‡Ri †cQ‡b

†Mjvg| wb‡Pi `iRvUv Ly‡j DuwK gvi‡Z, GKUv exfrm cPv M‡Ü

Mv ¸wj‡q DVj| eyS‡Z cvijvg wfZ‡i mK‡j g„Z| wb‡R‡K nVvr

Lye GKv e‡j g‡b n‡jv|

ÔAvgvi evM`Ëv - †Rdix Pyc K‡i e‡mwQj| Avgv‡K Rvnv‡Ri

†iwjs‡qi Kv‡Q †`‡L ejj, ÒRvnv‡R Kv‡iv mv‡_ K_v n‡jv?

ejjvg, ÒRvnv‡R †KD †bB|Ó g‡b n‡jv †Rdix K_vUv wek¦vm

Ki‡Q bv! GKUy A‡cv Ki‡j GKUv gB Lyu‡R wb‡q I‡K Dc‡i

DwV‡q wb‡q Avm‡Z cvwi| Kcvj fv‡jv, †W‡Ki Ab¨ w`‡K GKUv

`woi gB Lyu‡R †cjvg| IUv wb‡P Sywj‡q w`‡q I‡K Dc‡i wb‡q

Avmjvg|

ÔAvgiv †Kweb I Ab¨vb¨ Ni ZbœZbœ K‡i LyuRjvg wKš‘ cÖv‡Yi

¯ú›`b cvIqv †Mj bv| †Kwe‡bi me RvqMvq dvsMv‡mi Svo-

‡Svc MwR‡q Av‡Q| †Rdix ejj Gme cwi®‹vi Kiv hv‡e|

ÔZvici Avgiv Rvnv‡Ri †cQ‡b P‡j †Mjvg †`L‡Z| `yR‡b wg‡j

GKLvbv †Kweb †e‡Q †e‡Q †ei K‡i wb‡q N‡m †g‡R cwi®‹vi

Kivi Kv‡R e¨v¯Í n‡q cojvg| mvM‡i †f‡m †eov‡bvi PvB‡Z

f~‡Zi AvLovi g‡a¨ ï‡q Ny‡gv‡bv eis A‡bK fv‡jv g‡b nw”Qj

ZLbI|

Ôc‡iiw`b mKvj †_‡KB Rvnv‡R Avgiv Lvevi Lyu‡R †eovjvg Ges

†cjvg| Lvevi cvwbi cv¤úUv †givg‡Zi †Póv Kijvg, Avwg

†mŠwLb wgw¯¿| GKUy †Póv‡ZB cv¤úUv mvwi‡q Zyjjvg hv‡Z Lvevi

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cvwbi †Kv‡bv mgm¨v bv nq| cvwb DV‡jv Z‡e Zvi ¯^v`Uv h‡_ó

my‡cq bq| †ek Kw`b _vKjvg| wKš‘ Avgiv ZLbI Abygvb

Ki‡Z cvwi wb Avgv‡`i Awfkß fwel¨‡Zi K_v|

Ô†Kwe‡bi †`Iqvj Avi †g‡S †_‡K dvsMvm cwi®‹vi K‡i

†d‡jwQjvg wKš‘ Gevi AevK n‡q †`Ljvg, gvÎ PweŸk NÈvq

†m¸‡jv Av‡Mi RvqMvq wd‡i G‡m‡Q| Gevi Kve©wjK A¨vwmW

w`‡q I¸‡jv wbg© ~j K‡i †djjvg|

Ômßvn Nyi‡Z bv Nyi‡Z Avevi Av‡Mi RvqMvq I¸‡jv wd‡iI

G‡m‡Q eis Av‡iv A‡bK Qwo‡q c‡o‡Q| g‡b n‡jv †hb Avgiv

nvZ †`evi d‡j I¸‡jv †_‡K AmsL¨ exR Pvwiw`‡K Qwo‡q wQwU‡q

c‡o‡Q|

ÔAv‡iv mvZw`b ci †`Lv †Mj gv_vi Kv‡Q Ii evwj‡k dvsMvm|

†`‡LB gbw¯’i K‡i †djjvg, H gyn~‡Z© RvnvR †Q‡o P‡j hv‡ev|

Gevi g‡b n‡jv cvwbi PvB‡Z WvOvq fv‡jv K‡i euvP‡Z cvi‡ev|

Ôwb‡R‡`i mvgvb¨ hv wKQy Av‡Q me ¸wQ‡q wbjvg| Ii M‡qi

kv‡ji g‡a¨ †jM _vKv dvsMvm¸‡jv Avwg wb‡Ri nv‡Z †S‡o

†S‡o †d‡j w`jvg|

Ô†fjvUv Rvnv‡Ri Mv‡q fvmwQj, IUv Pvjv‡Z Amywe‡a n‡e ZvB

Rvnv‡Ri †WK †_‡K GKUv †QvU †bŠ‡Kv mgy‡`ª bvgvjvg| †bŠKvq

Avgiv WvOvi w`‡K G‡Mvw”Q, WvOvi KvQvKvwQ Avm‡Z †`Ljvg

dvsMvm Aev‡a `~wlZ ivRZ¡ we¯Ívi K‡i‡Q, †Kv‡bv †Kv‡bv RvqMvq

I¸‡jv exfrm AKíbxq wUwei g‡Zv n‡q Av‡Q| w¯’i Mv‡Qi cvZv

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evZv‡m †hgb †Ku‡c I‡V, †m¸‡jv _i_i K‡i Kuvc‡Q| †Kv_vI

†Kv_vI †Zv †m¸‡jvi kixi AvOy‡ji g‡Zv †gvUv; †Kv_vI †Kv_vI

mgZ‡j gm„Yfv‡e wek¦vmNvZx iƒc wb‡q Qwo‡q c‡o‡Q|

Zxi a‡i †ek wKQyY †bŠ‡Kv †e‡q †h‡Z †h‡Z Avgv‡`i GKUv

fyj fv½‡jv; †f‡ewQjvg Avgiv GLb dvsMv‡mi AvµgY †_‡K

gy³, eySjvg aviYvUv fyj| Av‡iv LvwbKUv hvevi ci †QvU GKUy

RvqMvUv †`Ljvg, m~² mv`v evwj‡Z XvKv| Z‡e †h †mUv mwVK

evwjB Zv †evSv hv‡”Q bv| Z‡e GLv‡b dvsMvm wQj bv|

IB †MvUv Øx‡c RNb¨ exfrm, AvMvQvi R½j, i³ex‡Ri ivR‡Z¡i

eyK wP‡i mv`v mv`v H iK‡gi evwji c_ P‡j wM‡q‡Q Gu‡K †eu‡K|

GB RvqMv‡Z Avgiv me wRwblcÎ bvgvjvg| Zvici †bŠ‡Kvi

cvjUv Ly‡j wb‡q AviI cÖ‡qvRbxq K‡qKUv wRwbl-cÎ bvwg‡q

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wb‡q, †m me w`‡q GKUv Zuvey ˆZwi Kijvg| †Pnviv-myir Avnvgwi

wKQy n‡jv bv Z‡e KvR P‡j hv‡e| †mLv‡bB Avgvi mßvn Pv‡iK

wbS©Åv‡U KvUvjvg|

GKw`b bR‡i co‡jv †Rdixi Wvb nv‡Z GKUv a~mi `vM| Avwg

AvZw¼Z n‡q Kve©wjK A¨vwmW Avi cvwb w`‡q †mUv cwi®‹vi K‡i

w`jvg| c‡iiw`b mKv‡j nvZUv †`‡L AuvZ‡K DVjvg| `vMUv

GLb AuvwP‡ji g‡Zv n‡q D‡V‡Q| nVvr Mv‡ji gvSLv‡b †mvbvjx

GKUv `vM †`Ljvg; Kv‡bi Kv‡Q, Py‡ji wb‡P nvZ eywj‡q †evSevi

†Póv Kijvg I¸‡jv Kx|

`yR‡bB eyS‡Z cviwQjvg `vMUv wK‡mi n‡Z cv‡i| ey‡S †d‡jB

G‡Kev‡i gbw¯’i K‡i emjvg cvjv‡ev|wRwblcÎ cvbxq Rj wb‡q

mgy‡`ª cvwo †`e| ZLbB Avgvi mw½bx ej‡jv, ÒwKš‘ Avgiv

msµwgZ n‡q c‡owQ!Ó eyS‡Z cvijvg GB Øx‡cB Avgv‡`i _vKv

DwPr|

KLb mLb bvbvb cÖ‡qvRbxq wRwb‡li †Luv‡R wM‡qwQ †mB

Rvnv‡R| †mLv‡b dvsMvm GK¸‡qi g‡Zv †i‡oB P‡j‡Q| †W‡Ki

GKUv dvsMvm cÖvq Avgv‡`i gv_v Qvwo‡q †M‡Q|

GKgvm, `ygvm K‡i wZb wZb‡U gvm †K‡U †M‡jv, GB dvsMvm

Avgv‡`i mviv kix‡i Qwo‡q c‡o‡Q| Øxc †Q‡o hvevi Avkv

Avgiv †Q‡o w`jvg, Rvwb GB AmyL wb‡q mȳ ’ mgv‡R g‡a¨ _vKv

m¤¢e bq|

‡h iæwUi wUb¸‡jv Avgiv fwZ© †f‡ewQjvg †m¸‡jv Lvwj|

GQvov UywKUvwK gvs‡mi wUb, ZwiZiKvix fimv Kivi g‡Zv †bB|

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Lvev‡ii msMÖn dzwi‡q Avm‡Q| ZvB Lvevi Kg K‡i LiP Kievi

cwiKíbv Kijvg|

GB †f‡e †f‡e µgkt hLb gwiqv n‡q D‡VwQ, ZLb g‡b n‡jv

mgy‡`ª gvQ aivi K_v| gvQ wKQy †c‡jI Avgv‡`i w‡`i Zyjbvq

Zv wbZvšÍ¨B mvgvb¨| Ggwb K‡i PZy_© gvmUvI †K‡U †Mj|

Zvici fq¼i GKUv Avwe®‹vi Kijvg Avgiv; we¯‹yU –IUv Avm‡j

dvsMvm| nv‡Z wb‡ZB Ii gy‡L †b‡g G‡jv cvÐyi Qvqv, †hb g„‡Zi

gyL | Ii gy‡L cy‡iv NUbvUv ïbjvg: MZKvj I bvwK GB dvsMvm

†L‡q †d‡j‡Q Ges Ii Zv †L‡Z fv‡jv †j‡M‡Q|I‡K Avwg eviY

Kijvg, hZ wL‡`B cvK ZeyI †hb I dvsMvm ¯úk© bv K‡i|

cÖwZÁvi K‡i wb‡q I ej‡jv, IB dvsMvm LvIqvi B‡”QUv g‡b

`gKv nvIqvi g‡Zv G‡Mvw”Qj, A_P Av‡M I¸‡jv Lvevi †Kv‡bv

B‡”Q nqB wb|

Zvici Avgiv GKw`b c_ w`‡q hvw”Qjvg| nVvr †hb g‡b n‡jv

evwji wbP †_‡K D‡V Avm‡Q wewPÎ GKiKg kã| †Svc Sv‡o

†j‡M _vKv dvsMv‡mi GKUv UyK‡iv Avgvi KbyB‡qi Kv‡Q bovPov

Ki‡Q| ZvwK‡q g‡b n‡jv SvoUvi AvK…wZi m‡½ †Kvb weK…Z‡`n

gvby‡li wgj i‡q‡Q| gv_vq wPšÍvUv DuwK gvievi mv‡_ mv‡_ GKUv

wekªx kã G‡jv Kv‡b| wRwblUvi gv_v AvKvinxb GKUv a~mi ej|

†evKvi g‡Zv `uvwo‡q iBjvg| Ny‡i `uvwo‡q GKUv dvsMv‡mi Wvj

AuvK‡o aijvg| KLb †hb †MvMÖv‡m LvIqvi ïiæ K‡i w`jvg|

wKQy‡ZB Avi Z„wß nq bv| nVvr mKv‡ji Avwe®‹v‡ii K_vUv g‡b

c‡o †M‡jv| wb‡Ri Dci ivM n‡jv cÖPÛ| N„Yvq dvsMv‡mi

UyK‡ivUv †d‡j w`jvg Qy‡o|

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eySjvg Avwg hv †`‡LwQ Zv IB mgy‡`ªi g‡a¨ `uvov‡bv RxY©

Rvnv‡Ri hvÎx‡`i †Kv‡bv GKR‡bi fqven cwiYwZ, Avi GKB

cwiYwZ Avgv‡`i Rb¨ A‡cv Ki‡Q|

Avgv‡K †`‡L I †evanq eyS‡jv wKQy wKQy| Avgv‡K bxie

mnvbyf~wZ Rvbvj| Avwg I‡K me NUbv Ly‡j ejjvg| Z‡e A¢ yZ-

`k©Y gvbevwµwZi †mB dvsMvmUvi K_v †Mvcb K‡i †Mjvg|

AvZ‡¼i †evSv GKv e‡q evovjvg ey‡K|

Gici Avgiv H RNY¨ Lv`¨ Gwo‡q Pj‡jI w`‡bi ci w`b DÏvg

MwZ‡Z dvsMv‡mi ciMvQv †`nUv‡K `Lj K‡i †dj‡jv| I‡`i

eske„wׇZ evav w`‡Z cvijvg bv| myZivs †`n w`‡b w`‡b

dvsMv‡m cwiYZ n‡jv| Avgiv eyS‡Z cvijvg Avi cyiæl ev bvix

wn‡m‡e Avgv‡`i‡K Avi c„_K K‡i †evSv hv‡”Q bv|

Avi w`‡bi ci w`b Avgv‡`i jovB GKUvi ci GKUv fq¼i iƒc

wbw”Qj|

GK mßvn Av‡M Avgiv we¯‹yU †L‡qwQ Ges wZbwU gvQ a‡iwQ|

AvR iv‡Z gvQ ai‡Z G‡m Avcbv‡`i †bŠKv †`L‡Z †cjvg| ZLb

Avcbv‡`i †W‡K Avcbv‡`i †`Iqv Lvevi †Ljvg|

Ògibvcbœ `y‡Uv yavZ© `y‡Uv gvbyl‡K ..., `qv Kievi Rb¨ cÖfy

Avcbv‡`i wbðqB ewÂZ Ki‡eb bv|Ó

mvM‡i ˆeVv †Wvev‡bvi kã cvIqv †Mj, †mB mv‡_ †klev‡ii

g‡Zv Kɯ^iUv †kvbv †M‡jv, nvjKv Kzqvkv †f` K‡i Avmv

†fŠwZK welbœ KÚ, Òwe`vq, Pwj Zvn‡j|Ó

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†fvi n‡q G‡m‡Q| Pvcv Av‡jvq GKUv †bŠKv `~‡i P‡j †h‡Z

†`Ljvg| g‡b n‡jv GKUv cv‡Zi †fjv fvm‡Q| ˆeVv `y‡Uv cvwb

†V‡j P‡j‡Q| ˆeVv mvM‡i Wye‡jv| †bŠKvUv Av‡jvi e„‡Ëi evB‡i|

Avgvi `„wó coj gv_vi Dci, ¯ú‡Äi e‡ji g‡Zv| Kzqvkvq

A`„k¨ n‡q †Mj me|

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w` jv÷ wjd, I †nbix

IqvwksUb ¯‹qv‡ii cwð‡g †QvU GKUv †Rjv, iv¯Ív-NvU me

AcwiKwíZ, Qy‡U P‡j‡Q Awbqwš¿Z gvZv‡ji g‡Zv| Avevi

wb‡RivB †b‡R‡`i g‡a¨ †f‡½ Py‡i wb‡q G‡KKUv cwÆ ˆZwi K‡i

wb‡q‡Q, †m¸‡jvi bvgB ÒgnjøvÓ| GB gnjøv¸‡jv‡Z M‡o D‡V‡Q

A¢ yZ me †KvYv KvYwQ Avi †Nvi c¨vP| †Kv‡bv †Kv‡bv iv¯Ív ‡Zv

wb‡RB `y‡qKevi wb‡R‡ZB wM‡q wg‡k‡Q, †cwi‡q †M‡Q| GK`v

GK wPÎwkíx GB iv¯Ívi †Ni‡Uv‡ci g‡a¨B g~j¨evb m¤¢vebv

Avwe®‹vi K‡i em‡jb| g‡b K‡ib †Kv‡bv GK AuvwK‡q miÄv‡gi

†`vKvb †_‡K GKRb Kg©Pvix cvVv‡bv n‡jv is, Zywj, KvMR,

K¨vbfv‡mi wej w`‡q, GB c‡_i g‡a¨ Nyi‡Z Nyi‡Z, nVvr K‡i

†`L †h †m Av‡Mi RvqMv‡ZB wd‡i Gm‡Q, GB †Nviv Nywii Rb¨

GK-cqmvI LiP nq wb|

ZvB, wPÎwkíxiv Lye ZvovZvwo Nyi‡Z Nyi‡Z GB A¢ yZ cyi‡bv

wMÖwbP MÖv‡g P‡j Av‡m, Lyu‡R †ei K‡i †bq DËi w`‡Ki Rvbvjvmn

AvVv‡iv kZ‡Ki cyi‡bv M¨vej (WvP M¨vej R¨v‡Kvweqvb mg‡qi

Bsj¨v‡Ûi we‡kl ¯’vc‡Z¨i evox), Kg fvovq GK WvP wP‡j‡KvVv|

Gici Zuviv Qq b¤^i GwfwbD †_‡K ivbœv Kiv I Lvevi Mig ivLvi

Rb¨ Pywjøhy³ `yB GKwU cvÎ Ges wKQy wcDUi gM wb‡q G‡m

GLv‡b K‡jvwb Moj|

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wZb Zvjv cvKv evwowUi bxP Zjvq wQj wmD I Rbwmi ÷ywWI|

ÔRbwmÕ †Rvqvbœv bv‡g cwiwPZ wQ‡jb| GKRb G‡mwQj †gBb

†_‡K, Ab¨Rb K¨vwj‡dvwb©qv| AvU b¤^i ÷ªx‡Ui Ò‡Wjgwb‡KvÕmÓ

†nv‡U‡ji Lvevi †Uwe‡j Zuv‡`i cwiPq nj Ges Zuviv †`L‡jb

wkí, wPKwi mvjv` I wekc w¯øf (dzj nvZvi Rvgv we‡kl) G

Zuv‡`i iƒwPi A‡bK wgj, hvi djkªæwZ‡Z GB †hŠ_ ÷ywWIwU

`uvwo‡q †Mj|

mgqUv wQj †g gvm| b‡f¤^‡i GK kxZj, A‡`Lv AvMš‘K, hv‡K

Wv³viiv WvKZ wbD‡gvwbqv, K‡jvwb‡Z †R‡K emj, Zuvi

wngkxZj AvOyj¸‡jv GLv‡b †mLv‡b ¯úk© Kij| GB aŸsmKvix

`ytmvnwmKfv‡e j¤^v j¤^v cv †d‡j c~e© w`‡K G‡Mv‡jb, Zvi

wkKvi‡K AuvPo ewm‡q m‡Rv‡i AvNvZ Ki‡jb, wKš‘ GB miæ I

†kIjv cov †MvjK auvavi ÔMwjÕ w`‡q Zvi cv Av‡¯Í Av‡¯Í c_

gvovj|

GKRb Av`k© bvBU, eq¯‹ m¾b e¨w³‡K Avcwb hv WvK‡Z

cv‡ib, wbD‡gvwbqv mv‡ne †ZgbwU bb| K¨vwj‡dvwb©qvi g„`yg›`

cwðgv evqyi mnvbyf~wZi cvÎ i³k~b¨ †QvU †g‡qwU wQj jvj gy‡Vv,

¯^í¯’vqx k¦vm-cÖk¦v‡mi wb‡e©va ey‡ovUvi Rb¨ bv‡ggvÎ ˆea

AvµgY¯’j| ZvB Rbwm‡K †m m‡Rv‡i AvNvZ K‡i emj; Rbwm

weQvbvq c‡o †Mj, nuvUv Pjv KiZ bv ej‡jB P‡j, wb‡Ri

Avjcbv AuvKv †jvnvi Lv‡U ï‡q ï‡q †QvU WvP Rvbvjvi kvwm©i

Kv‡Pi wfZi w`‡q mvg‡bi cvKv evwoUvi k~b¨ w`KUvq †P‡q

_vKZ|

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GKw`b mKv‡j wmD‡qi Avgš¿‡Y D¯‹Lȳ ‹, a~mi åæÕi GK e¨¯Í

Wv³vi wewìs‡q G‡jb|

ÒZuvi †eu‡P _vKvi m¤¢vebv `‡k GK Ó, Wv³vi Zuvi wK¬wbK¨vj

_v‡g©vwgUv‡ii cvi` SuvKv‡Z SuvKv‡Z ej‡jb, ÒGes Zuvi Rb¨ GB

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gvÎ `yB w`b Amȳ ’ wQj| cÖ_g w`b mKv‡j `uv‡ovqv‡biv Zuv‡K

bxPZjvq Zuvi iæ‡g Amnvqfv‡e e¨v_vq KuvZviv‡bv Ae¯’vq

†c‡qwQj| Zuvi Ry‡Zv I Kvci–‡Pvco wQj †fRv Ges eid kxZj|

Zviv KíbvI Ki‡Z cv‡i wb H fq¼i iv‡Z †m †Kv_vq wQj|

Gici Zviv GKwU jÉb †`L‡Z †cj, †mUv ZL‡bv R¡jwQj, Ges

Avi GKwU gB †hwU GLvb †_‡K †U‡b †bIqv n‡qwQj, Avi wKQy

BZ¯ÍZ Qov‡bv eªvk Ges GKwU c¨v‡jU (wPÎwkíx‡`i iO †Mvjv I

†gkv‡bvi Rb¨ e¨eüZ †evW©we‡kl) hvi Dci meyR Ges njỳ iO

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†gkv‡bv n‡qwQj – Rvbvjvi evB‡ii w`‡K †`qv‡ji Dci †kl

AvBwf cvZvUvi w`‡K GKUy ZuvKvI, †mvbv| Zywg wK GKUyI

we¯§qvwff~Z nI bv †Kb evZvm e‡q †M‡j GwU †`v‡j bv ev

bovPov K‡i bv? In †mvbv! GUvB †enig¨v‡bi †kªôwPÎKg© – †kl

cvZvwU c‡o hvevi ci †mw`b iv‡Z †mLv‡b †m GwU Gu‡K‡Q|Ó

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†e`Lj, RywjI †KvZ©vRvi

evwoUv Avgiv cQ›` KiZvg, cÖvwPb Ges wekvj †Zv e‡UB

ZvQvovI, (H mg‡q cyi‡bv evwo Ni-‡`vi †f‡½ †djevi GKUv

wnwoK Pj‡Q Pvwiw`‡K, KviY wbjv‡g evwoi wbg©vb mvgMÖxi †ek

Pov `vg cvIqv †hZ) GLv‡b Avgv‡`i evc-`v`v †PvÏ ¸wói ¯§„wZ

Rwo‡q Av‡Q, Avgv‡`i †MvUv ˆkk‡ei ¯§„wZ GLv‡bB|

AvBwib Avi Avwg GB evwoUv‡Z _vK‡Z _vK‡Z GLv‡bB _vK‡Z

Af¨¯Í n‡q D‡VwQ, cvMjvgx Avi wK| Rbv Av‡÷K gvbyl Rb

¯^”Q‡›` evwoUv‡Z emevm Kiv hvq, Zv‡ZI †KD‡K Kv‡iv c_

gvov‡Z n‡e bv| mKvj mvZUv bvMv` Nyg †_‡K D‡V cwi¯‹vi

cwi”QbZvi KvR †kl K‡i †ejv GMv‡ivUv bvMv` AvBwib

Ni‡`v‡ii ev` evwK KvR †m‡i wb‡q ivbœvN‡i wM‡q XyK‡Zv|

`ycy‡ii LvIqvUv `yR‡b wg‡j †m‡i †djZvg G‡Kev‡i mwVK

mgq| GB‡Zv e¨vm, Zvici Avi K‡qKUv Gu‡Uv evmbcÎ ayu‡q

†bIqv Qvov Avi wKQyB Kievi †bB| IB k~b¨ wb¯Íä evwoUv‡Z

e‡m wb‡R‡`i g‡a¨ AvjvcPvwiZv mvi‡Z mvi‡Z LvIqv, Avnv

LyeB Avb›``vqK| mwZ¨ ej‡Z Kx, evwoUv ïay cwi®‹vi ivLvUvB

A‡bK eo GK e¨vcvi| gv‡S-g‡a¨ fve‡Z em‡j g‡b n‡Zv GB

GKUv e¨vcviB Avgv‡`i we‡qi c‡_ euva †m‡a `uvwo‡q Av‡Q|

†Kv‡bv we‡kl KviY QvovB AvBwib `y-`y‡Uv fv‡jv cv·K bvKP

K‡i w`‡jv Avi Iw`‡K gvwiqv Gm_vi †Zv Avgvi evM`Ëv nevi

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Avkvq e‡m e‡m cÖvq g‡iB hvw”Qj! Avgiv w`‡b w`‡b †cŠ‡Q †MwQ

Pwjø‡ki †KvVvq, GB evwoUvq Avgv‡`i c~e©cyiæ‡liv wb‡Ri fvB

†evb‡`i we‡q-kvw`i e¨vcv‡i G‡Kev‡iB D`vmxb wQ‡jb, †mB bve‡j

hvIqv g‡bvevÃvi fvi gv_vq wb‡q e‡q †eovw”Q AvgivI|

GB evwo‡ZB †Kv‡bvw`b Avgiv gviv hve, †Kv‡bv GK A‡Pbv

ARvbv `~i m¤ú‡K©i -Zy‡Zv fvB G‡m DËivwaKvix m~‡Î evwoUv

`Lj K‡i wb‡q e‡m e‡m esk we¯Ívi Ki‡e, bq‡Zv evwoUv †f‡O

†d‡j BU-KvV me Ly‡j Ly‡j wewµ K‡i e‡ov‡jvK n‡q hv‡e GB

`vjv‡bi RvqMvUv‡ZB; Zvi †P‡q fv‡jv Avi eyw×gv‡bi KvR n‡jv

Avi †ekx †`wi bv K‡i Av‡M fv‡M wb‡RivB wWMevwR LvIqv|

AvBwib KL‡bvB KvD‡K wei³ Ki‡Zv bv| mKvj‡ejvUvq N‡ii

KvR-Kvg †m‡i wb‡q wM‡q em‡Zv wb‡Ri †kvevi N‡ii †mvdvq,

e‡m e‡m Dj eyb‡Zv| eywS bv I GZ †mv‡qUvi †ev‡b †K‡bv|

Avgvi avibv †g‡qiv Avm‡j KvR-Kvg bv Kivi ARynvZ wn‡m‡e

w`b‡fvi Dj †ev‡b| Z‡e AvBwib wVK IiKg †g‡q bq| †m

memgqB `iKvwi †cvkvK-AvkvKB eybZ| kx‡Zi †mv‡qUvi,

Avgvi Rb¨ †gvRv, wb‡Ri R‡b¨ mKv‡j civi wX‡j-Xvjv j¤^v

Rvgv, Avi iv‡Z c‡i †kevi Mig Kvco| KL‡bv mL‡bv Avevi

GKUv R¨v‡KUwKQyUv ey‡b †d‡j ci‡YB †U‡b †U‡b Dj Ly‡j

†dj‡Zv, gv‡b IUvi wKQy GKUv nq‡Zv Ii gbg‡Zv nq wb; K‡qK

N›Uv a‡i hy× K‡i †k‡l civwRZ †KuvPKv‡bv D‡ji ¯Í~c c‡o Av‡Q

Ii †mjvB‡qi Sywo‡Z, †`L‡Z fv‡jvB jvMZ| kwbevi kwbevi

K‡i Avwg Dj wKb‡Z †hZvg kn‡i| Avgvi cQ‡›`i Dci

AvBwi‡bi fimv wQj| Avgvi †bIqv iO¸‡jv Ii cQ›`B n‡Zv,

ZvB KL‡bvB †Kv‡bv D‡ji †Mvjøv †diZ w`‡Z nqwb| GB

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ARynv‡Z wKQyUv my‡hvM wbZvg AvwgI, eB‡qi †`vKv‡b ¸‡jv‡Z

LvwbKY Ny‡i wd‡i AvmZvg| Lv‡gvLvB Rvb‡Z PvBZvg divwm

mvwn‡Z¨i bZyb wKQy G‡m‡Q wK bv| 1939 mv‡ji Av‡M covi

g‡Zv †Kv‡bv eB-B Av‡R©w›Ubvq Av‡mwb|

‡m hvK‡M, ejwQjvg Avgv‡`i evwoUvi K_v| evwo Avi AvBwib;

Avwg GLv‡b †Zgb gyL¨ wKQy bq| eo AevK jv‡M, Dj †evbv Qvov

AvBwib †ePvixi mvivUvw`b KvU‡eB ev Kx K‡i| GKevi cov eB

Av‡iK eviI cov hvq, wKš‘ GKUv cyjIqvbi GKevi ey‡b †kl

K‡i Zv †Zv Avevi bZyb K‡i evbv‡bv hvq bv, gv‡b G‡Kev‡i

hv‡”QZvB e¨vcvi n‡q `uvovq Avi Kx| GKw`b Ii †kvevi-N‡i

Kvco-‡Pvco ivLevi IqvWª‡ei wb‡Pi Wªqvi Ly‡j †`wL b¨vc_wjb

w`‡q ivLv mv`v, meyR, jvj‡P-‡e¸wb kv‡j Vvmv| Pv`‡ii †mB

¯Í~‡c g g Ki‡Q Kc© ~‡ii MÜ| †`‡L g‡b nq †hb †`vKvb; †Kv‡bv

w`bB Avgvi mvnm nq wb †h Rvb‡Z PvB‡ev †h GB me wb‡q †m

Avm‡j Kx Ki‡Z Pvq, cwiKíbv Av‡Q wKQy? Avgv‡`i LvIqvcivi

R‡b¨ †Kv‡bv KvR-Kvg Kievi `iKvi c‡o bv, gv‡m gv‡m

Avgv‡`i Lvgvi¸‡jv †_‡K hv Avq nq, Zv LiP LiPv K‡iI eis

Av‡iv Rg‡Z _v‡K| wKš‘ AvBwi‡bi GKgvÎ cQ›` Dj †evbv,

Zv‡ZB Zvi `y`©všÍ `Zv| Avi Avgvi e¨vcvi, Ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q

_vK‡Z _vK‡ZB Avgvi NÈvi ci NÈv †K‡U hvq| Zvi nvZ †Rvov

†hb iæcvwj †Kv‡bv mvgyw`ªK cÖvYx| Dj †evbv KuvUv `y‡Uv Zvi

g‡a¨B gv‡S gv‡S wSwjK w`‡q DV‡Q| †g‡S‡Z KUv Sywo, D‡ji

†Mvjøv jvdv‡”Q wZwos wewos| †ek jv‡M|

‡MvUv evwoUvi bKkv fywj Kx K‡i| Lvevi Ni, emvi Ni Zv‡Z me

wKQy my›`i Kvc‡o XvKv, jvB‡eªwi, Avi eo eo wZb‡U †kvevi Ni

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--GKUv iw`ª¸‡qR †cwbi w`‡K gyL| †gvU-gvU evwoi G w`KKvi

Ask n‡jv GB| GKUv Kwi‡Wvi, P‡j †M‡Q wekvj GK IK-Kv‡Vi

`iRvq| IUvB evwoi mvg‡bi Ask †_‡K IcvkUv‡K Avjv`v K‡i

†i‡L‡Q| GB mvg‡bi As‡kB †MvmjLvbv, ivbœvNi, Avgv‡`i

†kvevi Ni Avi nj-iæg| evwoUv‡Z XyK‡ZB wgbv (KviæKvR) Kiv

UvBj‡mi we¯Í„Z jwe, Zvici †cUv-‡jvnvi `iRvUv †cwi‡q XyK‡Z

n‡Zv emvi N‡i| Avgv‡`i `yR‡bi `y‡Uv †kvevi N‡ii `iRv

†mLvb gy‡LvgywL `yw`‡K| Dj‡Uvw`‡Ki Kwi‡WviUv P‡j †M‡Q evwoi

†cQ‡bi As‡k| †mB Kwi‡Wvi a‡i GwM‡q †M‡j mvg‡b I‡Ki

mywqs `iRv| Zvi Icv‡k evwoi evwK AskUv| Z‡e IB `iRvUvi

wVK Av‡MB euv w`‡K Ny‡i †M‡jB GKUv miæ Awj›` c_ P‡j †M‡Q

ivbœvNi Avi †MvmjLvbvi w`‡K| `iRvUv Lyj‡j Z‡eB evwoUvi

mwZ¨Kv‡ii AvqZb aviYv Kiv hv‡e; `iRvUv eÜ _vK‡j A‡bKUv

AvRKvjKvi A¨vcvU©‡g‡›Ui g‡ZvB, AvRKvj †hgb evbv‡bv nq

Avi Kx, fv‡jvg‡Zv nuvUvPjvi RvqMvI _v‡K bv| AvBwib Avi

Avwg memgqB _vKZvg evwoUvi GB w`KUvq, cwi®‹vicwi”QbœZvi

KvR Qvov IK-`iRvUvi Icv‡k Avgv‡`i †Zgb

hvIqvB n‡Zv bv| bv †`L‡j †Zv wek¦vmB Kiv hv‡e bv

Avmevec‡Î Kx cwigvY a~jv c‡o R‡g _v‡K| n¨v, ey‡qbm

Avqvim LyeB cwi®‹vi GKUv kni Z‡e GLv‡b gvbyl-Rb cÖPyi

ZvB GZ a~jv-evwj ZvQvov Avi Kx| evZv‡m cÖPyi a~jv GKUy-

AvaUy evZv‡mB gv‡e©j emv‡bv †Uwe‡ji Dci Avi Pvgov w`‡q

evbv‡bv nxiK bKkvi †W‡¯‹ a~jv D‡o Av‡m| cvj‡Ki Svob w`‡q

Ime cwi®‹vi Kiv Lye Sv‡gjvi e¨vcvi; ay‡jvi D‡o D‡o evZv‡m

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Ny‡i †eovq wVKB Z‡e GKUy c‡iB Avevi wM‡q e‡m wcqv‡bv

A_ev Ab¨ †Kv‡bv †Pqvi, †Uwej ev †mvdvq|

Avgvi ¯§„wZ‡Z memgqB fxlY cÖLi fv‡e ¯úó n‡q Av‡Q NUbvUv,

e¨cviUv N‡U †Mj G‡Kev‡i AK¯§r I Aejxjvq| AvBwib Zvi

†kvevi N‡i e‡m Dj eybwQj, ivZ AvUUvi g‡Zv ev‡R| Avgvi

nVvr B‡”Q n‡jv g¨vwU LvIqvi, ZvB cvwb Mig Ki‡Z n‡e| wb‡P

†b‡g Avwg Kwi‡Wvi a‡i IK Kv‡Vi `iRvUvi Kv‡Q P‡j †Mjvg,

`iRvUv †fRv‡bv, Zvici n‡ji wfZ‡i Xy‡K ivbœvN‡ii w`‡K

GwM‡q hvw”Q, jvB‡eªwi ev Lvevi N‡ii w`K †_‡K Kx †hb Avgvi

Kv‡b G‡jv| wKQy GKUv kã, GB Av‡Q GB †bB Avevi wdm wdm

KÚ¯^i| GKUv †Pqvi Kv‡c©‡Ui Ic‡i c‡o †M‡jv bvwK Pvcv ¯^‡i

Kviv †hb K_vevZ©v Pvwj‡q hv‡”Q| Kwi‡Wv‡ii †k‡l, GLvb †_‡KB

`yw`‡K `y‡Uv †kvevi N‡ii `iRvq hvIqvi c_, †mLv‡b wM‡q

†cŠQv‡ZB ev `yB-GK †m‡KÛ Av‡M-c‡i Avgvi Kv‡b kã

†M‡jv| Avi A‡cv bv K‡i Avwg m‡½ m‡½ Qy‡U wM‡q `iRvUv

†P‡c a‡i AvUKvjvg, Avgvi kix‡ii cy‡ivUv IRb jvwM‡q †V‡m

aijvg `iRvUv| fvM¨ fv‡jv, `iRvi PvweUv G w`‡KB; ZvQvov

Av‡iv wbivcËvi K_v †f‡e `iRvi wekvj wQUwKwbUv jvwM‡q

w`jvg| ivbœvN‡i †Mjvg, †KZwj‡Z cvwb Povjvg, Zvici hLb

g¨vwU evwb‡q †Uª-‡Z wb‡q wdiwQ, AvBwib‡K ejjvg, Òc¨‡m‡Ri

`iRvUv AvU‡K w`‡Z n‡jv| Iiv †cQ‡bi w`KUv `Lj K‡i

†d‡j‡Q|Ò

I nvZ †_‡K Dj †evbv KvUv-UvUv me †d‡j w`‡jv| K¬všÍ wfwiw°

†Pv‡L ZvKv‡jv Avgvi w`‡K| ÒmwZ¨ ej‡Qv?Ò Avwg gv_v bvojvg,

n¨v m~PK|

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ÒZvn‡j †Zv,Ò ej‡Z ej‡Z Dj-‡evbvi KuvUv `y‡Uv AveviI Zy‡j

wbj, Ô‡ek, Zvi gv‡b, Avgv‡`i‡K GB w`‡K _vK‡Z n‡e|Ò

g¨vwU‡Z PygyK w`jvg Ly mveav‡b, Z‡e AvBwib AveviI Dj †evbv

ïiæ Ki‡Z Ki‡Z †ek LvwbKUv mgq wb‡jv| g‡b Av‡Q I GKUv

QvBiOv †mv‡qUvi eybwQj| †mv‡qUviUv Avwg fvix cQ›` KiZvg|

cÖ_g cÖ_g K‡qKUv w`b Avgv‡`i †ek KóB n‡q‡Q, †e`Lj n‡q

hvIqv AskUvq Avgv‡`i `yR‡biB A‡bK wKQy i‡q wM‡q‡Q|

†hgb, Avgvi †d«Â mvwn‡Z¨i msMÖn ZLbI Iw`‡Ki jvB‡eªwi‡Z

c‡o wQj| AvBwi‡bi `iKvwi wKQy KvMRcÎ Avi Zvi GK‡Rvov

m¨v‡Ûj, kxZKv‡j memgq IUv c‡i _vKZ| Avgvi ZvgvK

LvIqvi Kv‡Vi cvBcUv †d‡j G‡mwQ, †mI GK Av‡c, Avi

AvBwib g‡b nq AwZ cyivZb GK e‡qg †jeyi RviK nvwi‡q gb

Lvivc K‡i wQj, Nb Nb me g‡b co‡Zv (Z‡e IB cÖ_g K‡qK

w`b gvÎ|) †`Lv †hZ nq‡Zv †Kv‡bv GKUv Wªqvi ev Avjgvwi eÜ

K‡i K‡iB GKRb Av‡iK R‡bi w`‡K `ytLx `ytLx †Pnviv K‡i

ZvwK‡q †`LwQ|

Òbvn, GLv‡b †bB!Ó

Icv‡k hv hv LyB‡qwQ fvewQjvg Zvi mv‡_ Av‡iv GKUv †hvM

n‡jv| Z‡e Zv‡Z wKQyUv myweavI n‡qwQj| evwo-Ni cwi®‹vi

ivLvi Sv‡gjv LyeB K‡g †M‡jv| GLb KL‡bv-mL‡bv Nyg †_‡K

DV‡Z †`wi n‡q †M‡jv, nq‡Zv mv‡o bqUv †e‡R †M‡Q, ZeyI

GMv‡ivUvi g‡a¨ me KvR-Kvg †kl K‡i nvZ-cv ¸wU‡q e‡m

_vK‡Z nq Avgv‡`i| AvBwi‡bi Af¨vm n‡q †M‡jv `ycy‡ii Lvevi

evbv‡bvi mgq ivbœvN‡i G‡m Avgv‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡Zv| ZvB wPšÍv-

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fvebv K‡i Avgiv wm×všÍ wbjvg: Avwg hLb `ycy‡ii Lvevi evbv‡ev

AvBwib ZLb iv‡Zi Rb¨ Ggb wKQy GKUv evwb‡q †dj‡e †hb Zv

iv‡Z VvÛvB †L‡q †dj‡Z cvwi| GB e¨e¯’vq Avgiv `yR‡bB †ek

Lykx njvg, †K‡bv bv m‡Ü‡ejv †kvevi Ni †Q‡o D‡V G‡m iv‡Zi

ivbœv-evbœv Kiv Lye weiw³Ki| GLb AvBwi‡bi †kvevi N‡iB

GKUv †Uwe‡j Avgiv iv‡Zi VvÛv Lvevi †m‡i †dwj|

GB wbq‡g AvBwib Av‡iv GKUy evowZ mgq †c‡q †M‡jv Dj

†evbvi ZvB †m mš‘ó| Avgvi Aek¨ eB¸‡jv nvZQvov n‡q

hvIqvq g‡b g‡b Kó cvw”Qjvg wKš‘ ZvB e‡j Avgvi †ev‡bi

Lykx‡Z euva mva‡Z PvB bv| Avwg e‡m e‡m evevi WvKwU‡K‡U¸‡jv

Avev‡iv mvRvZvg; †ek LvwbKUv mgq †K‡U †hZ| Avgiv

wb‡RivB wb‡R‡`i mvgvb¨ hv wQj ZvB w`‡qB wb‡R‡`i‡K Avb‡›`

ivLvZvg hZUyKz cviv hvq| †ewkifvM mgq GK mv‡_B Avgiv

KvUvZvg AvBwi‡bi †kvevi N‡i, NiUv‡Z †ek Aviv‡gi| KL‡bv

mL‡bv AvBwib nq‡Zv ejZ, Ô‡`L †`wL, Avwg GLbB evbvjvg,

GB bKkvUv †`L‡Z wZb cvZvIjv MvQUvi g‡Zv bv?Ò

nq‡Zv GKUy c‡iB Avwg GKUv eM©vKvi KvMR Ii mvg‡b GwM‡q

a‡i I‡K AmvaviY †Kv‡bv WvKwU‡KU gvnvZ¥¨ †`LvZvg ev

BD‡cb-gvj‡gwUi GKUv WvKwU‡KU †`LvZvg| Avgiv wKš‘ wQjvg

†ek, Av‡¯Í ax‡i I me fvevI eÜ K‡i w`‡qwQjvg| fvebv-wPšÍv

QvovI gvbyl euvP‡Z cv‡i| (AvBwib KL‡bv Ny‡gi g‡a¨ K_v ej‡j

Avwg mv‡_ mv‡_ mRvM n‡q D‡V †R‡M e‡mB _vKZvg| Avwg

KL‡bvB IiKg AvIqvR ïwb wb, bv †Kv‡bv g~wZ©i KÚ bv wUqvi

Mjv, ¯^‡cœi †fZi †_‡K †f‡m Avmv KÚ¯^i, †Kv‡bv gvbe KÚ

Ggb n‡Z cv‡i bv| AvBwib e‡j‡Q Avwg bvwK Ny‡gi g‡a¨ Lye

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Dëv cvëv fv‡e nvZ-cv †Quvov Qyuwo Kwi, Mv †_‡K K¤^j †d‡j

w`B| Avgv‡`i `yR‡bi N‡ii gvSLvb emvi Ni, Z‡e iv‡Z N‡ii

†fZ‡i me kã cwi®‹viB †kvbv hvq| Avgiv GKRb Av‡iKR‡bi

wbtk¦v‡mi ev Kvwki kã †Zv †cZvgB, GgbwK KL‡bv KL‡bv

Av‡jvi myB‡Pi Ad-A‡bi kãI †Ui †cZvg| cÖvqB Ggb n‡Zv,

Zvici `yR‡bi g‡a¨ †KDB Avi Nygv‡Z cviZvg bv|

Avgv‡`i `yR‡bi ˆbk D”P-ev”P Qvov †MvUv evwoUvq Avi me

wKQyB G‡Kev‡i wbie| w`‡bi †ejvq Zey evwoi KvRK‡g©i

AvIqvR n‡Zv, Dj †evbvi KuvUvi avZe VyK-VvK, Avi

WvKwU‡K‡Ui A¨vjev‡gi cvZv IjUv‡bvi AvIqvR cvIqv †h‡Zv|

g‡b nq Av‡MI GKevi e‡jwQ, IK Kv‡Vi H `iRvUv cÖKvÛ|

ivbœvNi Avi †MvmjLvbv, `y‡UvB evwoUvi `LjK…Z As‡ki wVK

jv‡Mvqv Ask, †mLv‡b Avgiv †ek D‰”P-¯^‡i K_v-evÎv ejZvg|

AvBwib gv‡Sgv‡S †mLv‡b ¸b¸wb‡q Mvb MvBZ| ivbœvN‡i

eiveiB Lye †kvi‡Mvj nq, _vjv-evwU-M­v‡mi kã, Ab¨vb¨ me

k‡ãi evav n‡q `uvov‡Zv †m me kã| ivbœvN‡i Avgiv KL‡bvB

PycPvc _vKZvg bv| Z‡e Avgv‡`i N‡i ev emvi N‡i wd‡i G‡m

em‡jB, evwoUv G‡Kev‡i wb¯Íä n‡q DV‡Zv| GKUy gvZvj n‡jB

Avgiv mvivUv Ni Av‡¯Í Av‡¯Í †nu‡U †nu‡U Ny‡i †eovZvg, ey‡Sï‡b

mveav‡b cv †d‡j PjZvg †hb †KD KvD‡K wei³ bv K‡i ewm|

g‡b nq Gi KviY AvBwib Ny‡gi g‡a¨ K_v ejv ïiæ Ki‡j m‡½

m‡½B Avgvi Nyg AvPgKv †f‡½ †h‡Zv|)

Aí wKQy †‡Î e¨wZµg Qvov ev` evwKUv cÖvq cÖwZUv w`bB Av‡Mi

w`‡bi cybive„wË n‡q P‡j‡Q| †m iv‡Z Avgvi Lye wccvmv cvw”Qj,

Nygv‡Z hvIqvi Av‡M AvBwib‡K ejjvg, cvwb †L‡Z hvw”Q

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ivbœvN‡i| N‡ii `iRvi mvg‡b `uvwo‡qB (AvBwib ZLb Dj eyb‡Q)

ivbœvN‡ii w`‡K GKUv kã ïb‡Z †cjvg| kãUv ivbœvNi ev

†MvmjLvbv †_‡KB Avm‡Q| I †Kv‡Yi eÜ c¨v‡mRUvq kã Lye

Aí| AvBwi‡bi †Pv‡L co‡jv Avwg G‡Mv‡Z wM‡qI †Kgb ûU

K‡i †_‡g †Mjvg| †Kv‡bv K_v bv e‡j D‡V G‡m Avgvi cv‡k

`uvovj|

Avgiv `uvwo‡q `uvwo‡q ïbwQ| kã ax‡i ax‡i evo‡Q| eyS‡Z cviwQ

Iiv IK Kv‡Vi `iRvi Gcv‡i Avgv‡`i Gw`KUv‡Z G‡m c‡o‡Q|

nq ivbœvN‡i, bq‡Zv †MvmjLvbvq, bv n‡j cv‡ki nj N‡i

Avgv‡`i G‡Kev‡i Kv‡Q P‡j G‡m‡Q| Avgiv Avi †KD KvD‡K

wd‡i ZvwK‡q †`Levi R‡b¨ mgq bó Kijvg bv| AvBwi‡bi GKnvZ

a‡i †Rvi K‡i Zv‡K †U‡b wb‡q GK †`Š‡o P‡j Avmjvg

G‡Kev‡i †cUv-‡jvnvi `iRvUvi Kv‡Q| Avi †cQ‡b wd‡i

ZvKvBwb| ZLbI Avgv‡`i †cQb †cQb ¸b¸b KÚ¯^i, Z‡e †ek

LvwbKUv †Rv‡i| `ovg K‡i eÜ Kijvg `iRvUv| `yR‡b G‡m

`uvovjvg †Lvjv PZ¡‡i| Avi wKQyB ïb‡Z cvw”Qjvg bv|

AvBwib ejj, ÒIiv Avgv‡`i Gw`KUvI wb‡q wbj!Ò Ii nvZ

†_‡K †evbv D‡ji †Mvjv Mwo‡q Mwo‡q G‡Kev‡i `iRvi wb‡P

w`‡q M‡j A`„k¨ n‡q †M‡Q| AvBwi‡bi †Pv‡L co‡jv D‡ji

†MvjøvUv `iRvi Icv‡k i‡q †M‡Q, †evbv As‡ki w`‡K GKev‡iv bv

ZvwK‡q †m IUv †d‡j w`‡jv nvZ †_‡K|

K‡Ú nZvkv, Rvb‡Z PvBjvg, Òm‡½ K‡i wKQy wb‡q Avm‡Z

†c‡iwQ‡j?Ò

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Òbvn&, wKQyB Avb‡Z cvwi wb|Ò GLb Avgv‡`i mv‡_ hv Av‡Q G-B

Avv‡Q| g‡b c‡o †M‡jv Avgvi †kvevi N‡ii Avjgvwi‡Z c‡bi

nvRvi †c‡mv Av‡Q| A‡bK †`wi n‡q †M‡Q| nv‡Z Aek¨ ZLb

Avgvi NwoUv c‡iB wQjvg, ZvwK‡q †`Ljvg ivZ GMv‡ivUv|

AvBwi‡bi †Kvgi Rwo‡q aijvg (g‡b n‡jv I Kuv`‡Q) iv¯Ívq

wM‡q `uvovjvg Ifv‡eB| evwoUv †Q‡o P‡j Avmevi wVK Av‡M

Avgvi fxlY Lvivc jvMwQj; m`i `iRvUv k³ K‡i †P‡c eÜ

K‡i Zvjv jvwM‡q w`‡q PvweUv Qyu‡o †d‡j w`jvg b`©gvq| Avwg

PvB wb †Kv‡bv nZ”Qvov b”Qvi e`gv‡qk evwoi g‡a¨ Xy‡K evwo-

N‡ii me wKQy wQwb‡q wb‡q hvevi K_v wPšÍvI Ki‡Z cv‡i, wVK

†mB gyn~‡Z©B Avgv‡`i †MvUv evwoUvB †e`Lj n‡q †M‡jv|

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¸jRv‡ii wKQy kv‡qix

†mB †cÖgI †Zvgvi, N„YvI †Zvgvi

e‡jv Kvi Kv‡Q PvB‡ev fvjevmvi wePvi

GB kniI †Zvgvi GB Av`vjZI †Zvgvi

...

GB gvwU‡K wbðqB cvM‡ji g‡Zv †e‡m‡Q fv‡jv e„wói †duvUv

mvgvb¨ †cÖ‡g †KD c‡o bv Ggb S‡i GZ wb‡P

...

Zywg hvIqvi c‡iI cÖwZUv gyn~Z© Avwg

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KvwU‡q P‡jwQ †ZvgviB mv‡_

...

‡Zvgvq `yt‡Li mvMi †_‡K †U‡b †ei Ki‡e †K

AvwgI P‡j †M‡j †Zvgvq †`‡L ivL‡e †K?

...

Kv‡iv Kv‡iv w`b Kv‡U GgbB, †h

g‡b nq, Kv‡iv AbyMÖ‡ni †evSv Kgv‡”Q †m

...

‡Zvgvq fve‡Z e‡m fy‡j hvB mviv wek¦

‡Zvgvi c_ †P‡q †P‡q n‡qwQ Avwg wbt¯^

...

Ab¨ iKg wKQy Ki‡Z n‡j

wf‡oi evB‡i P‡j Av‡mv,

wfo wKQy mvnm †hvMvq e‡U

Z‡e †K‡o †bq e¨vw³ cwiPq

...

Avgvi †Kv‡bv Ab¨vq hw` _v‡K Zv cÖgvb K‡iv

hw` e‡jv Avwg Lvivc, Zv ej †K‡bv Lvivc

KZ fvjevwm †Zvgvq Zv‡Zv ZywgB Rv‡bv

Zywg e‡jv Avwg †eCgvb ... Zv Zywg †h Cgvb`vi Zv‡Zv cÖgvb

K‡iv

...

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‡Zvgvi †Pv‡L Lykxi wSwjK, fv‡jv jv‡M bv

‡Zvgvq Kuv`v‡Z hv jv‡M me, cvVv‡bv n‡q‡Q

...

Ò‡`vl‡Zv me Zvi GKviB bq, †n eÜy, †ev‡Sv,

A‡b‡KB fvjev‡m Zv‡K, Kv‡K †m K_v †`‡e!Ò

...

Avwg wb‡R Ny‡gvevi Av‡M, Avgvi evmbv¸‡jv‡K Nyg cvovB

ZeyI mKv‡j Nyg †f‡½ †`wL Iiv me Av‡MB †R‡M D‡V‡Q

...

Avikx †`‡L Z‡eB ¯^w¯Í †cjvg

G evwo‡Z Avgvi †Pbv †KD Av‡Q

...

mgq _v‡K bv †Kv_vI †_‡g `y `Û

G‡Zv †`wL †ek gvby‡liB ¯^fve

...

fvjevmv †kLv‡j Zywg,

N„Yv KivI †kLv‡j Zywg

‡Zvgv‡K fvjI evwm N„Yvi Kwi

...

gvwUi g‡Zv GZ eo mL¨ Avi cv‡e †Kv_vq

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mvgvb¨ exR Qov‡j w`‡q †`q †MvUv MvQ

...

M­v‡mi Ic‡i Puv`, M­v‡mi †fZ‡iI Puv` cÖcwZZ

GLv‡b AvgivB wZb Rb, Puv`, M­vm Avi GKvwKZ¡

...

‡KD hw` K_vUv †kv‡b †Zv ewj

Rxeb GKvwK KvU‡bv †Xi fv‡jv

¯^v_©ci eÜy eoB Lvivc wRwbm

...

‡PvL `y‡Uv wf‡R wf‡R mvS †_‡K

AvR Avev‡iv Zywg †Kv_vI †bB †`‡L

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BZvwjqv, Avjev‡Z©v †gvivwfqv

‡jvKUv Awg †ivMv‡U Avi mn‡RB Nve‡o hvB| miæ miæ nvZ, j¤^v

j¤^v V¨vs Avi †cUUv‡Zv GZ emv †h †Kvg‡i c¨v›U _vK‡Z Pvq bv

no no K‡i †b‡g Av‡m| A_©vr fvj GKwU jwi WªvBfv‡ii †Kv‡bv

¸YB Avgvi †bB| jwi WªvBfv‡ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q †`‡L‡Qb wK? jwi

WªvBfviiv mevB †ek `kvmB †Pnvivi †jvK nq-Bqv PIov Kva,

ZvMovB nvZ, †cU Avi wcV k³-mg_©| jwi WªvBfv‡ii GB nvZ,

wcV, †cU GB wZbwU wRwbmB PvB| nvZ PvB óxqvwis ûBj

†Nvivevi R‡b¨, mvaviYZ óxqvwis ûB‡ji †eo nv‡Zi cÖvq mgvbmgvb

nq Avi cvnvwo iv¯Ívq KL‡bv KL‡bv cy‡iv nBjUvB †Nviv‡Z

nq| †Rvi`vi wcV PvB, NÈvi ci NÈv Vvq GKfv‡e e‡m _vK‡Z

nq| ZvB wcV e¨_v Ki‡j ev k³ n‡q †M‡j P‡j bv| Ges

†kl‡gl PvB †cU, mx‡U †mu‡U e‡m _vK‡Z n‡e gvwUi ey‡K k³

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cvnv‡oi gZ| kvixwiK w`K w`‡q †Zv GB e¨vcvi| ˆbwZK w`K

w`‡q †`L‡j Avgvi †hvM¨Zv Av‡iv Kg| jwi WªvBfv‡ii †KvbiKg

mœvqweK `ye©jZv, Lvg‡Lqvjcbv ev N‡ii w`‡K wcQyUvb _vK‡j

Pj‡e bv| GKK_vq meiKg m~² Abyf~wZ‡K wemR©b w`‡Z n‡e |

jwi Pvjv‡bv GZ GK‡N‡q Avi K¬vwšÍKi KvR †h Av¯Í GKUv luvoI

Nv‡qj n‡q hv‡e| Avi bvix msµvšÍ e¨vcv‡i †gv‡UB gv_v Nvgv‡bv

Pj‡e bv, G e¨vcv‡i Zv‡K bvweK‡`i gZ n‡Z n‡e| Zv bq‡Zv H

me©Y Avmv-hvIqvi Kv‡R †m †mªd cvMj n‡q hv‡e| wKš‘ Avgvi

gv_vq bvbvb wPšÍv NyicvK Lvq, †gRv‡R Avwg gbgiv I bvix

RvwZi cÖwZ Avm³||

Gme m‡Ë¡I Avwg jwi WvBfviB n‡Z PvBjvg, Avi GKUv

Uªv݇cvU †Kv¤úvbx‡Z PvKixI RywU‡q †djjvg| Avgvi m½x

wnmv‡e cv‡jvwi bv‡g gnv Pvlv‡o GK †Qvov‡K †`Iqv nj| I‡KB

jwi WªvBfvi wn‡m‡e wVK wVK gvbvq| Awewk¨ Zvi gv‡b GB bq

†h jwi WªvBfviiv mevB GK GKwU M‡eU| wKš‘ I wQj GKUv Av¯Í

AvKvU Avi jwiB wQj Ii a¨vbÁvb| e‡qm wZwik †cwi‡q †M‡j

wK nq, ey‡ov‡LvKv Qvov I‡K wKQy fvev hvq bv| Mve`v †Mve`v

†MvjMvj gyL, emv Kcv‡ji bx‡P †NvÆ `ywU KzZKz‡Z †PvL, Avi

gwbe¨v‡Mi gy‡Li gZ GK wPj‡Z †VvU| gv‡S gv‡S †NZ †NvZ

K‡i GK AvaUyKz K_v ejv Qvov we‡kl gyL †Lv‡j bv| GKgvÎ

Lvev‡ii K_v Qvov †Kvb wKQy‡ZB Ii we‡kl Drmvn †`Lv †hZ

bv|

G‡nb †jvK, †h wKbv KvV wKsev cv_i w`‡q ˆZix n‡jB gvbv‡Z

fv‡jv, †mB n‡jv Avgvi me©‡Yi mv_x| ZvB BZvwjqvi †`Lv

†c‡q †hb †eu‡P †Mjvg| †m mgqUv‡Z Avgiv †ivg-‡bcjm mo‡K

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hvZvqvZ KiwQ, Avi wb‡q hvB cÖvq meiKgB wRwbmB| BU,

†jvnv, wbDRwcÖ›U KvV, dj, Ggb wK KL‡bv-mL‡bv †g‡qi `jI

Pvjvb w`| BZvwjqvi m‡½ Avgv‡`i †`Lv nq †Zwmbvq| nvZ

†`wL‡q jwi _vwg‡q I‡K †iv‡g †cŠ‡Q w`‡Z Aby‡iva Rvbvj I|

mPivPi GiKg Aby‡iva Avgiv ivwLbv Ici †_‡K eviY Av‡Q|

wKš‘ BZvwjqvi w`‡K GK bRi ZvwK‡q eyRjvg G wbqg GLv‡b

LvU‡e bv| I‡K Zy‡j wbjvg| jvwd‡q jwi‡Z DV‡Z DV‡Z I

ejj: Ôeivei †`LwQ, jwi WªvBfviiv fvix j²x †Q‡j nq|Ô

BZvwjqvi †Pnvivq PUK Av‡Q, GK_v gvb‡ZB n‡e| wjKwj‡K

miæ †Kvg‡ii Dci UvBU Rv¤úv‡ii g‡a¨ w`‡q dz‡U D‡V‡Q D×Z

eyK| †`L‡jB Kvgo gv‡i| j¤^v Mjv| †QvÆ gv_vq ev`vgx Pyj|

GK‡Rvov meyR †PvL| `xN© kix‡ii Zyjbvq cv `y‡Uv GKUy evKv,

nuvUy euwK‡q nuvU‡Q g‡b nq| wVK my›`ix bv n‡jI Ggb wKQy wQj

Ii hv gb Uv‡b? cÖgvY wgjj nv‡Z-bv‡Z| ZLb Avgiv

wmmZvibvi KvQvKvwQ G‡m †MwQ| cv‡jvgwe jwi Pvjv‡”Q|

BZvwjqv Ii nvZ Avgvi nv‡Z Pvjvb K‡i w`j, wbweo Pv‡c †Ui

†cjvg| †R‡jwÎ †cŠQ‡bv ch©šÍ Gfv‡e Pjj| ILv‡b cv‡jvgwei

KvR dz‡iv‡jv-Avwg WªvBfv‡ii mx‡U wM‡q emjvg| Mi‡gi w`b|

we‡Kj Pvi‡U-Uvi‡U n‡e| me‡P‡q Mig G mgqUvq| Nv‡g

Avgv‡`i nvZ wcQ‡j-wcQ‡j hvw”Qj| †_‡K †_‡K Ii meyR

gvqvex †PvL †g‡j ZvKvw”Qj Avgvi w`‡K| g‡b nj, GZw`b

RxebUv †Zv A¨vmd‡ëi GKUv GK‡N‡q moK Qvov wKQy wQj bv,

Gevi †evanq Rxe‡b Av‡jv Avi nvwm dzU‡e| GKwU bvix †evanq

Rxe‡b Gj| wmmZvibv †_‡K †f‡jwÎ hvevi c‡_ cv‡jvgwe bvgj

Mvwoi PvKvUv †`L‡Z| GB my‡hvM Qvojvg bv

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-BZvwjqv‡K GKUv Pygy †Ljvg| †f‡jw·Z G‡m †Lvk‡gRv‡RB

cv‡jvgwei m‡½ RvqMv e`j Kijvg| AvcvZZ GKUy nv‡Z Pvc,

†QvÆ GKUv PygyB h‡_ó|

Gici †_‡K wd nßvq GKevi wK `~i BZvwjqv wbqwgZ I‡K †ivg

†_‡K †Zivwmbv Avi †Zivwmbv †_‡K †iv‡g wb‡Z †h‡Z ej‡Zv

Avgv‡`i| AvgivI wb‡q †hZvg| mKv‡ji w`‡K I †`qvj †N‡m

`uvwo‡q _vKZ| nv‡Z me mgqB myU‡Kk ev H RvZxq wKQy _vKZ|

Avi cv‡jvgwe Mvwo Pvjv‡”Q †`L‡j BZvwjqv mvivUv iv¯Ív Avgvi

nvZ QvoZ bv| †bcjm †_‡K wd‡i Avmvi c‡_ †Zivwmbvq

A‡cv Ki‡Z I| Mvwo‡Z D‡VB nvZ Rwo‡q ai‡Zv| Ggb wK

Ii Awb”Qvm‡Ë¡I I‡K Pygy †LZvg-Awewk¨ cv‡jvgwe‡K jywK‡q !

†mvRv K_v Avwg ZLb †cÖ‡g nveyWyey Lvw”Q| ¯¿x‡jv‡Ki ms¯úk©

†c‡qwQ eûw`b ci| Ae¯’v Ggb `vwo‡q‡Q †h BZvwjqv GKUy

gyLfvi K‡i ZvKv‡jB eyKUv gyP‡o I‡V, ev”Pv †Q‡ji g‡Zv †Pv‡L

Rj G‡m c‡o| Rvwb cyiælgvby‡li GiKg †Pv‡Li Rj †djv

gvbvq bv, wKš‘ nvRvi †Póv K‡iI †VKv‡Z cvwibv †h| Mvwo

Pvjv‡Z Pvjv‡Z bxPy Mjvq evK¨vjvc PvjvZvg Avi cv‡jvw¤^ e¨vUv

c‡o c‡o Ny‡gvZ| wK AZ K_v ejZvg †K Rv‡b| wbQK

†cÖgvjv‡c †hgb nq †Zgwb K‡Zv A_©nxb K_v nq‡Zv e‡j †MwQ|

Z‡e GUyKz g‡b Av‡Q, mgq KLb †K‡U †hZ -‡h c_ Av‡M KL‡bv

dzi‡e bv e‡j g‡b nZ Zv †hb KLb †QvÆ n‡q †Mj Rv`ye‡j|

Mvoxq ¯úxW Kwg‡q w`Zvg| Ggb wK Miæi MvwoI †ewi‡q †hZ

cvk w`‡q| RvqMvq †cuŠQZvg Aek¨ mgqgZB| BZvwjqv †b‡g

coZ| ivwˇi Lye gRv nZ| jwi †hb Avc‡m Pj‡Z Avgvi GK

nvZ _vK‡Z ÷xqvwis‡q Av‡iK nvZ BZvwjqvi †Kvgi Rwo‡q|

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`~‡i Ab¨ Mvwoi Av‡jv ms‡KZ Rvwb‡q hLb wbfZ RjZZ, g‡b

nZ AvwgI Avgvi Mvwoi Av‡jv Ggbfv‡e †bfvB R¡vjvB hv‡Z

Iiv †ev‡S Avgvi gb Lykx‡Z ficyi| †hb GB K_v Iiv IB

ms‡K‡Z †`L‡Z cvq : ÒAvwg BZvwjqv‡K fv‡jvevwm, BZvwjqv

fv‡jvev‡m Avgv‡K|Ò

cv‡jvgwe‡K †`‡L g‡b nZ, nq I wKQyB †`‡Lwb, bq‡Zv bv †`Lvi

fvb K‡i Av‡Q| BZvwjqv †h GZ Nb Nb hvZvqvZ ïiæ K‡iwQj

†mR‡b¨ GZUyKz AvcwË KL‡bv †m K‡iwb| BZvwjqv hLb Mvwo‡Z

DVZ I ZLb Zv‡K †NuvZ-‡NuvZ K‡i m¤¢vlY Rvbevi gZ K‡i

emevi RvqMv K‡i w`Z| BZvwjqv memgq gvSLv‡b emZ| KviY

Ab¨ Mvwo Ifvi‡UK Ki‡Z †M‡j cv‡jvgwe‡K †`L‡Z nZ iv¯Ív

wVK Av‡Q wKbv| Ggb wK BZvwjqvi m‡½ m¤úK© Av‡Q Ggb GKUv

K_v hLb DBÛb&µx‡bi Kuv‡Pi Dci wjLjvg ZL‡bv cv‡jvgwe gyL

Lyj‡jv bv| A‡bK †f‡ewP‡šÍ kv`v ni‡d wjLjvg: ÔBZvwjqv

`xN©Rxex †nvK| wKš‘ cv‡jvgweUv Ggb nuv`v, K_vUvi †h `y‡Uv

gv‡b nq Zv †Ui †cj bv| Ab¨ jwi WªvBfviiv VvÆv K‡i ej‡Z

jvMj nVvr Avgiv GZ †`kf³ n‡q DVjvg †Kb| GKgvÎ ZLbB

nuv`viv‡gi nuv-Kiv gy‡L ax‡i ax‡i nvwmi †`Lv w`j| ejj: ÔIiv

fv‡e BZvwj‡`‡ki K_v wj‡L‡Q, Avm‡j †Zv †g‡qUv ... ... gv_vq

eyw× Av‡Q †Zvgvi|Ô

Gfv‡e gvm `y‡qK wK ZviI †ekx Mwo‡q †Mj| Gici GKw`b

Avgiv BZvwjqv‡K h_vixwZ †Zivwmbvq bvwg‡q †bcj‡m †cŠ‡Q

†`wL wRwbmcÎ Lvjvm K‡i ZLywb Avgv‡`i †iv‡g †dievi Zje

c‡o‡Q| †bcj‡m ivZ KvUvevi `iKvi †bB| †gRvRUv weM‡o

†Mj| †Kbbv ciw`b mKv‡j BZvwjqvi m‡½ †`Lv nevi K_v| wKš‘

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wK Kiv hv‡e ûKzg †Zv gvb‡ZB n‡e| KZ©vi B”Qvq Kg©| ÷xqvwis

a‡i emjvg Avi cv‡jvgwe c‡o c‡o bvK WvKv‡Z jvMj| BZwi

ch©šÍ wVKB Pjj me wKQy-eû euvK G-iv¯ÍvUvq| Avi ivwˇi jwi

WªvBfv‡ii kixi hLb K¬vwšÍ‡Z †f‡O c‡o ZLb iv¯Ívi euvKB Zv‡K

mRvM iv‡L, cÖK…Z eÜyi KvR K‡i| wKš‘ BZwi †cwi‡q djw`-i

Kgjv-evwMPvi ga¨ w`‡q †h‡Z †h‡Z Avgvi `y‡PvL Ny‡g Rwo‡q

Gj, †R‡M _vKvi Rb¨ ZLb BZvwjqvi K_v fve‡Z ïiæ Kijvg|

fve‡Z fve‡Z †`Ljvg BZvwjqvi wPšÍv e‡bi kvLv-cÖkvLvi gZ

RU cvKv‡Z cvKv‡Z GK RgvU AÜKv‡i wM‡q †kl n‡q‡Q| nVvr

wb‡Ri g‡b e‡j D‡VwQjvg g‡b Av‡Q: ÔfvwM¨m BZvwjqvi K_v

fvewQjvg ZvB †R‡M AvwQ, bq‡Zv KLb Nywg‡q coZvg|Ô ejv

evûj¨ Avwg BwZg‡a¨ Nywg‡q c‡owQjvg Avi wPšÍvUv G‡mwQj

Ny‡gi g‡a¨| G‡Z Nyg Av‡iv †Ru‡K Gj| cÖvq Ggb mg‡qB †Ui

†cjvg jwiUv iv¯Ív †Q‡o GKUv MvWWvq c‡o hv‡”Q| †cQ‡bi

†UªjviUv D‡ë wM‡q cÖPÐ SvKzwbi m‡½ AvIqvR Kv‡b Gj| jwiUv

Av‡¯Í Av‡¯Í hvw”Qj e‡j i‡, ZvB Avgiv †PvU cvBwb| †Kvbg‡Z

†ewi‡q G‡m †`wL †UªjviUv GK`g Dj‡U †M‡Q, PvKv k~‡b¨, Avi

is-Kiv Pvgovi †evSv MvWWvq c‡o Av‡Q| Pviw`K AÜKvi, Puv`

†bB, Zvivfiv AvKvk| ˆ`evr Avgiv †Zivwmbvi KvQvKvwQ G‡m

c‡owQjvg| Wvbw`‡K Lvov cvnvo Avi euv w`‡K AvOyi evMvb

Qvwo‡q wb¯Íi½ Kv‡jv mgỳ ª|

cv‡jvgwe ïay ejj: ÔKvÐUv K‡i Qvo‡j hv †_vK|Ô Zvici Rvbvj

†Zivwmbv †_‡K Avgv‡`i mvnvh¨ PvB‡Z n‡e| Avi ZywY †nu‡UB

iIbv jvMvj| iv¯Ív †ekx `~‡i bq, Kv‡QB †Zivwmbvi KvQvKvwQ

Avm‡ZB cv‡jvgwei LvB-LvB fve h_vixwZ †R‡M DVj| ejj,

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†eªKWvDb †µb Avm‡Z †ek K‡qK NÈv †j‡M hv‡e, ZvB ZZ‡Y

Avgiv GKUv mivBLvbvq Xy‡K wKQy †L‡q wb‡Z cvwi| kn‡i †cŠ‡Q

GKUv mivBLvbvi †Luv‡R †j‡M †Mjvg| wKš‘ H mviv-ivwˇi

GKwU gvÎ Kv‡d Qvov Avi me `iRvq ZLb Svc c‡o †M‡Q|

Kv‡dUvI eÜ ne-ne Ki‡Q| mgỳ ªgyLx †QvU GKUv iv¯Ív a‡i

wKQỳ ~i nuU‡ZB GKUv Av‡jv Avi mvBb‡evW© jvMv‡bv `iRv bR‡i

coj| gb Avgv‡`i Avkvq `y‡j DV‡jv| cv Pvwj‡q GwM‡q †`wL

GKUv mivBLvbvB e‡U| Z‡e †`Ljvg LoLwo †b‡g hv‡”Q, †`vKvb

eÜ nevi gy‡L| Kuv‡Pi `iRvq LoLwo co‡jI duvK w`‡q †`Lv

hvq| Ô‡evSvB hv‡”Q eÜ n‡q †M‡Q', ej‡Z ej‡Z cv‡jvg~we

†fZ‡i DwK gvij| AvwgI Syu‡K cojvg| A‡bKUv MÖvg¨

mivBLvbvi gZ eomo GKUv N‡i GKUv KvD›Uvi Avi wKQy †Uwej

i‡q‡Q †`Ljvg| †Pqvi¸‡jv me †Uwe‡ji Dci D‡ë ivLv|

gvSLv‡b weivRgvbv BZvwjqv ¯^qs-SuvUv nv‡Z Ni cwi®‹vi Ki‡Z

e¨¯Í| N‡ii GK av‡i KvD›Uv‡ii †cQ‡b GKUv Kzu‡Rv‡jvK `uvwo‡q

Av‡Q| Kzu‡Rv Gi Av‡MI †`‡LwQ, wKš‘ Ggb wbLyZ Kzu‡Rv Gi

Av‡M †`wLwb| nvZ `y‡Uvi gvSLv‡b emv‡bv gyL Avi wc‡Vi KzuR

Qvwo‡q †M‡Q gv_v‡K| BZvwjqvi w`‡K I wel †Pv‡L †P‡qwQj|

PÂj fw½‡Z BZvwjqv N‡ii †g‡S mvd KiwQj| Kzu‡RvUv bv b‡oB

wK †hb ejj, BZvwjqv SuvUv KvD›Uv‡ii Mv‡q †njvb w`‡q †i‡L

Mjv Rwo‡q a‡i I‡K wbweofv‡e Pygy †Lj| †di SuvUv wb‡q I Ni

SuvU w`‡Z ïiæ Kij| †`‡L g‡b nj †hb bvP‡Q BZvwjqv| Kz u‡RvUv

KvD›Uvi †_‡K †b‡g N‡ii gvSLv‡b Gj| fvjfv‡e †`‡L eySjvg

I RvnvRx †jvK| cv‡q m¨vÐvj, ci‡b bxjiOv †Q‡j‡`i UªvDRvi

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Avi eyK‡Lvjv kvU©| †jvKUv `iRvi Kv‡Q Avm‡ZB Avgiv m‡i

`uvovjvg| I Kuv‡Pi `iRvUv Ly‡j †fZi †_‡K LoLwo †d‡j w`j|

ÔG †h †`‡LI wek¦vm nq bv,Ô Avwg ejjvg | g‡bi PvÂj¨ Pvc‡Z

n‡e †Zv| cv‡jvgwe ï‡b ejj: ÔZvB e‡U|Ô Ii ejvi ai‡b †h

wZ³Zv dz‡U DVj Zv‡Z AevK njvg| M¨v‡i‡R wM‡q jwiUv‡K

Lvov K‡i Qwo‡q cov Pvgov †di Zy‡j IVv‡Z IVv‡Z evwK ivZUv

†K‡U †Mj| †fvi‡ejv †iv‡gi iv¯Ívq cvwo Rgv‡Z cv‡jvgwe gyL

Lyjj| Avwg AšÍZ hwÏb I‡K Rvwb GB cÖ_g I‡K hv‡K e‡j K_v

ejv ZvB ej‡Z ïbjvg| Ô‡`L‡j KvÐUvÔ I ej‡jv, ÔKzËx gvMxUv

Kx wZUvB Ki‡j Avgvi ?Ô

ÔZvi gv‡b?Ô Avwg AvKvk †_‡K cojvg|

ÔK‡Zv K_vB bv I Avgvq e‡j‡Q|Ô †U‡b †U‡b Ii GK‡N‡q ai‡b

cv‡jvgwe e‡j Pjj: ÔZvQvov hvZvqv‡Zi mg‡q memgqB †Zv Ii

nvZ Avgvi nv‡Z aiv _vKZ| Avwg I‡K we‡q Kie e‡jwQjvg--I

Avgvi GKiKg evM`Ëv wQj ej‡Z †M‡j| †klKv‡j wKbv GKUv

Kzu‡Rv‡K-Ô

cv‡jvgwei K_v ï‡b †Zv Avgvi Pyw¯’i| Pyc K‡i iBjvg|

cv‡jvgwe e‡j Pjj: K‡Zv my›`i my›`i DcnviB bv w`‡qwQcÖev‡ji

GKUv †bK‡jm, wm‡éi ¯‹vd©, cvZjv Pvgovi GK †Rvov

Ry‡Zv ... gvBwi ejwQ, I‡K Avgvi `viæY fv‡jv jvMZ| ZvQvov

Avgvi m‡½ I‡K Lvmv gvbvZ| gvMxUv Ggb nvivwg †K RvbZ...'

Avcb g‡b cv‡jvgwe MRMR K‡i Pjj| †fvi ZLb m‡e dzU‡Q

Avi Avgv‡`i jwi QyU‡Q †iv‡gi w`‡K| eyS‡Z evwK iBj bv

BZvwjqv Avgv‡`i `yRb‡KB VwK‡q‡Q| Avi GB K‡i †i‡ji

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wUwK‡Ui cqmv †m euvwP‡q‡Q| hv AvgviB g‡bi K_v †mB K_v

cv‡jvgwei gy‡L ïb‡Z Lye Lvivc jvMwQj| ZvQvov hvi gy‡L K_vB

†hvMvZ bv Zvi gy‡L GZ K_v †Kgb †egvbvb †VKwQj| †klKv‡j

Avi _vK‡Z bv †c‡i ejjvg: Ô`qv K‡i _v‡gv Gevi| H‡Zv

nvowM‡j †Pnviv, Ii K_vq AZ `iKvi wK‡mi? ÔNygy‡Z `vI|Ô

†ePviv cv‡jvgwe Rev‡e ejj: ÔZv _vgwQ| wKš‘ gb gv‡b KB|

Gici mviv iv¯Ív I Avi gyL †Lv‡jwb|

G NUbvi `xN©w`b c‡iI cv‡jvgwe gbgiv n‡q iBj| Avgvi Rxeb

wd‡i Gj Av‡Mi Rxe‡b Avevi †mB iv¯Ív| GKw`b †`Ljvg wVK

†bcjm †iv‡Wi IciB BZvwjqv GK g‡`i †`vKvb Ly‡j e‡m‡Q|

†mBw`bB jwi Pvjv‡bv †Q‡o w`jvg| †`vKv‡bi bvg w`‡q‡Q Òjwi

WªvBfv‡ii cvš’cv`c|Ô cvš’cv`c eB wK! ejv evûj¨ Avgiv

†Kvbw`bB H cvš’cv`‡ci Zjvq Avkªq wbBwb| Z‡e hLb †Pv‡L

coZ KvD›Uv‡ii †cQ‡b `vwo‡q Av‡Q BZvwjqv, Avi Kzu‡RvUv Ii

nv‡Z g‡`i †evZj Avi †Mjvm Zy‡j w`‡”Q G‡K G‡K ZLb eyKUv

UbUb K‡i DVZ| wb‡R‡K mwi‡q wbjvg Avwg| ÔBZvwjqv

`xN©Rxex †nvKÔ †jLv jwiUv Awewk¨ GL‡bv P‡j I c‡_-Pvjvq

cv‡jvgwe|

Kgj ¸ß

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MÖvg¨ Wv³vi, d«vbrm KvdKv

cwiw¯’wZ eo RwUj; GLwb iIbv nIqv `iKvi; fxlb Lvivc

Ae¯’v wb‡q GKRb †ivMx Avgvi Avkvq e‡m Av‡Q gvBj `‡kK

`~‡ii GK MÖv‡g; Gw`‡K Ii Avi Avgvi gv‡Si GB duvKv

RvqMvUyKz AvR Zylvi S‡oi ei‡d Bqv †gvUv Av¯Íi‡b XvKv c‡o

Av‡Q; Avgvi GKUv G°v Av‡Q, eo eo `y‡Uv PvKvIqvjv nvjKv

cvZjv, Avgv‡`i MÖvg¨ c‡_ PjvP‡ji Rb¨ G‡°ev‡i jvMmB;

AvMv‡Mvov ckg †cvkv‡K †X‡K, Avgvi hš¿cvwZi ev·Uv nv‡Z,

Avwg D‡Vv‡b †b‡g G‡mwQ hvÎvi Rb¨ G‡Kev‡i cÖ¯‘Z; Z‡e

†Kv‡bv †Nvovi e¨e¯’v †bB, gv‡b †Nvov †bB| Avgvi wb‡Ri

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†NvovUv g‡i †M‡Q iv‡Z, GB eid kxZj kx‡Zi cwikª‡g †envj

n‡q c‡owQj; Avgvi PvKi †g‡qUv GLb MÖv‡g P°i †g‡i †eov‡”Q

GKUv †Nvov e¨e¯’v Kievi av›`vq; Rvwb, cÛkªg, Zey `uvwo‡q

AvwQ GKvKx, ci‡Z ci‡Z Zylvi Avgvi kix‡i c‡o c‡o Av‡iv

cyiæ n‡q DV‡Q, µ‡g µ‡g †ei nIqvUvI Av‡iv Am¤¢e n‡q

DV‡Q| †`vic‡_ †`Lv †Mj †g‡qUv Avm‡Q, k~Y¨n¯Í, nv‡Zi

jÚbUv †`vjv‡”Q; ZvB‡Zv, GB Amg‡q †K-Bev †Zvgv‡K Zvi

†NvovUv †`‡e Ggb GK Kv‡R? j¤^v j¤^v `„p c`‡‡c Avwg Av‡iv

GKevi D‡Vvb †c‡ivjvg; Avi †Kv‡bv Dcvq †`LwQ bv; Avgvi

†mB Pig weåvwšÍKi Ae¯’vq Kwl‡q GK jvwÌ Svojvg Avgv‡`i

eQi‡KeQi a‡i k~Y¨ c‡o _vKv k~K‡ii †Lvqv‡oi RivRxY©

`iRvq| `iRvUv avB K‡i nvU n‡q Ly‡j Kâvq †eu‡a Gw`K Iw`K

SUcU ïiæ K‡i w`j| †Nvov †Nvov fvemv GKUv MÜ †f‡m Avg‡Q

†fZi †_‡K| †fZ‡i `wo‡Z †Svjv‡bv GKUv wY Av‡jvi `„p

jÚb `yj‡Q| GKUv gvbyl, AbwZD”P †mB RvqMvUvi g‡a¨ cvQv

N‡m N‡m †ewi‡q Avm‡Q, †`Lv †Mj bxj‡Q gwbi †PvLIqvjv

GKUv †Pnviv| ÒAv‡Á ûRyi, wKQy jvM‡e?Ò Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv

†jvKUv, Pvi nvZ cv‡qi Dci fi K‡i nvgv¸wo w`‡Z w`‡Z

†ewi‡q G‡jv| eyS‡Z cviwQbv Kx ejv `iKvi eis †Kej Syu‡K

c‡o †`L‡Z jvMjvg †Luvqv‡o AviI Kx bv Kx Av‡Q| PvKi

†g‡qUv Avgvi cv‡kB `uvwo‡q Av‡Q| ÒAvcbvi wb‡Ri evwoi

†fZ‡i Avcwb Av‡iv Kx bv Kx Lyu‡R cv‡eb †K Rv‡b,Ò K_vUv

ej‡jv †g‡qUv, `yR‡bB †n‡m DVjvg| mwnmUv e‡j DV‡jv, ÒGB

†h, fvB, I, †evb!Ò Gevi `y‡Uv †Nvov, kw³kvjx cuvRiIqvjv

†cjøvq `y‡Uv Rš‘, GKUvi ci GKUv, cv¸‡jv fuvR K‡i wb‡q,

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`yR‡bB wb‡R‡`i RyZ mB gv_v `y‡Uv D‡Ui g‡Zv SyuwK‡q, wbQK

cvQvi Ici fi K‡i †Kv‡bv iK‡g †V‡m Vy‡m cy‡iv `iRvi

duvKUyKz Kv‡R jvwM‡q †ewi‡q G‡jv| Z‡e †hB bv Iiv †ewi‡q

G‡m mvg‡b `uvov‡jv, g‡b n‡jv I¸‡jvi j¤^v j¤^v cv Avi kixiUv

†hb AuvKv Qwe| ÒIi mv‡_ GKUy Kv‡R nvZ jvMvI,Ò ejjvg,

Aaxi AvMÖ‡n †g‡qUv GK †`Š‡o P‡j †Mj †Nvovi mvR civ‡bvi

Kv‡R †mB mwnmUv‡K mn‡hvwMZv Kievi Rb¨| ZL‡bvI †m Ii

Kv‡Q cy‡iv cywi †cŠQy‡ZB cv‡iwb e¨vUv I‡K G‡Kev‡i Rvc‡U a‡i

gy‡Li mv‡_ wb‡Ri gyLUv †V‡m ai‡jv| †g‡qUv wPrKvi K‡i D‡V

†`Š‡o wd‡i P‡j Av‡m Avgvi Kv‡Q; Ii GK Mv‡j R¡j R¡j K‡i

dzu‡U D‡V‡Q `y mvwi `v‡Zi jvj `vM| Òee©i, Rv‡bvqviÒ iv‡M

†PwP‡q DVjvg, ÒPvc‡o G‡Kev‡i jvj K‡i †`‡ev|Ò Z‡e wVK

ZLwb Avgvi g‡b c‡o †Mj †jvKUv Avgvi AcwiwPZ, Rvwb bv I

†KvZ-‡_‡K G‡m‡Q, Avi mevB hLb gyL wdwi‡q wb‡q‡Q ZLb

GB †jvKUvB wbR B”Qvq Avgv‡K mvnh¨ Kivi Rb¨ GwM‡q

G‡m‡Q| †jvKUv †hb Avgvi g‡bi K_v eyS‡Z †c‡iB Avgvi

agKUv Mv‡q gvL‡jv bv, GKevi ïay Avgvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q wb‡q

Avevi †Nvov¸‡jv‡K wb‡qB e¨¯Í co‡jv GKUy c‡iB me wKQy

G‡Kev‡i wVKVvK K‡i w`‡q ej‡jv, ÒD‡V coyb|Ò †`Ljvg,

`ỳ ©všÍ GK †Rvov †Nvov, Avwg mviv Rxe‡bI Ggb †Nvovq DwVwb,

Lywk Lywk D‡V emjvg| ejjvg, ÒPvjv‡ev AvwgB, Zywg‡Zv iv¯Ív

†P‡bv bv,Ò I ej‡jv, ÒZv Avwg‡Zv hvw”Q bv Avcbvi mv‡_, Avwg

†iv‡Ri mv‡_ _vK‡ev|Ò ÒAm¤¢e,Ò Zvi-¯^‡i wPrKvi K‡i I‡V

†ivR, fv‡M¨i Awbevh© cwibwZi c~e© jY wVKVvK AuvP Ki‡Z

†c‡q †g‡qUv cvwj‡q †Mj N‡ii g‡a¨; †m `iRvq wQKj Zy‡j

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w`‡jv, Zvi SbSb kã †f‡m G‡jv Avgvi Kv‡b; ïb‡Z †cjvg

Pvwe Nywi‡q Zvjv eÜ Kievi kã; Av‡iv †`L‡Z †cjvg, †XvKevi

N‡ii Av‡jvUv †m Kx fv‡e †bfv‡jv Zvici AwZ `ªæZ GK GK

K‡i me KUv Kvgivi Av‡jv wbwf‡q wb‡R‡K †jvK Pyi Avov‡j

ivLvi e¨e¯’v K‡i †dj‡jv| ÒZywg Avgvi mv‡_ Avm‡Qv,Ò mwnm‡K

ejjvg, Ò bB‡j AvwgI hvw”Q bv, hvIqvUv hw`I Lye Riæix| Z‡e

wKš‘ g~j¨ wnmv‡e †g‡qUv‡K †Zvgvi nv‡Z Zy‡j w`‡q hvevi K_v

Av‡`Š fvewQ bv|Ò †jvKUv `yB nv‡Z Zvwj w`‡q e‡j DV‡jv,

Ò‡nU-‡nU-ûi;Ò b`xi †Rvqv‡i Lo-Kz‡Uv †f‡m hvIqvi g‡Zv D‡o

Pj‡jv Avgvi G°vMvwoUv; Avwg ïay ïb‡Z †cjvg †h, H mvnm

e¨vUvi _vevq Avgvi evwoi `iRvUv PoPo-gogo K‡i †f‡½

co‡Q; ZLb †mB G°vi †Sv‡ov MwZ‡Z Avgvi Kv‡b Zvjv a‡i

†M‡Q, †Pv‡L AÜKvi †`LwQ, Avi wa‡i wa‡i †mB Ae¯’v MÖvm K‡i

†dj‡Q Avgvi †MvUv Abyf~wZ| Z‡e wbQKB gyn~Z©Lv‡bK, †hb

Avgvi D‡Vv‡bi `iRvi wVK evB‡iB Avgvi †ivMxi Lvgvi evwo

nvU K‡i †Lvjv, Avwg Gig‡a¨B †cŠ‡Q †MwQ, †Nvov¸‡jvI

G‡Kev‡i ¯’exi n‡q `uvwo‡q c‡o‡Q; Zylvi So †_‡g wM‡q‡Q;

Pvwiw`‡K †R¨vrmœvi Av‡jv; Avgvi †ivMxi evc-gv Zvov û‡ov K‡i

†ewi‡q G‡jv Ni †_‡K, †cQ‡b †cQ‡b †ivMxi †evb; Avgv‡K cÖvq

Zy‡j †ei K‡i Avbv n‡jv G°v †_‡K; Zv‡`i K_vi wc‡V K_vi

weåvwšÍKi RUjvq Avwg GK eY©I ey‡S DV‡Z cvijvg bv; †ivMxi

NiUv G‡Kev‡i `geÜ n‡q Avmvi g‡Zv Ae¯’v; Py‡jvUvi w`‡K

Kv‡iv †Lqvj †bB Ab_©K †avqv †e‡iv‡”Q; g‡b n‡jv RvbvjvUv

av°v †g‡i Ly‡jw`; Z‡e GLb Avgvi cÖ_g KvR †ivMxUv‡K †`Lv|

KsKvjmvi †`n, R¡i-Rvwo †bB, VvÛv jv‡Mwb, kix‡ii ZvcgvÎv

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¯^fvweK, k~Y¨ `„wó, Av`yj Mv‡q hyeKwU cvj‡Ki weQvbv †_‡K D‡V,

Avgvi MjvUv `y nv‡Z Rvc‡U a‡i Kv‡b wdm wdm K‡i ej‡jv:

ÒWv³vievey, hvB g‡i hvB|Ò NiUvi Pvwiw`‡K ZvKvjvg; K_vUv

Avi †KD ïb‡Z cvqwb; Ii evc-gv Awai AvMÖn wb‡q PycPvc

`uvwo‡q A‡cv Ki‡Q Avgvi ivq †kvbevi Rb¨; †evbUv GKUv

†Pqvi wb‡q G‡m‡Q Avgvi nv‡Zi ev·Uv ivLevi Rb¨; ev·Uv Ly‡j

Avgvi hš¿cvwZ¸‡jv nvZov‡Z jvMjvg; †Q‡jUv Ii weQvbvq e‡m

e‡mB µgvMZ N¨vb N¨vb K‡i P‡j‡Q Ii Av‡e`‡bi K_vUv; Avwg

SU K‡i GKUv wPgwU Zy‡j wb‡q †gvgevZxi Av‡jv‡Z fv‡jv fv‡e

cwiv K‡i wbjvg, Avevi †i‡L w`jvg ev‡·| ÒAvm‡jB‡Zv,Ò

G‡°ev‡i bvw¯Í‡Ki gZ wPšÍv, ÒG ai‡bi e¨vcv‡i †`eZvivB

Kv‡R jv‡M fv‡jv, nviv‡bv †Nvov cvwV‡q †`q, Zvi mv‡_ evowZ

Av‡iv GKUv Ry‡o w`j Zvov †`‡L, Zvic‡iI Avevi gyKz‡Ui

cvj‡Ki g‡Zv †hvM K‡i w`j GKRb mwnm –Ò GB gvÎ Avevi g‡b

c‡o †M‡jv †iv‡Ri K_v; Kx-Bev Avgvi KieviwQj, Kxfv‡eBev

Avwg euvPv‡ev I‡K, H mwnm e¨vcvi bvMvj †_‡K Avwg Kx cvwi

I‡K wno wno K‡i †U‡b †ei K‡i wb‡q Avm‡Z GB `k gvBj `~‡i

e‡m, Ii mv‡_ Avevi GK `j †Nvov, †m¸‡jv Avgvi Av‡`kI

gv‡b bv | †Nvov `y‡Uv, Gevi, jvMvg wX‡j K‡i wcQ‡j †ewi‡q

G‡m, evB‡i †_‡K †Vjv †g‡i Rvbvjv¸‡jv Ly‡j †d‡j‡Q, Kx Rvwb

Kxfv‡e; `yR‡bB G‡KKUv Rvbvjvi g‡a¨ gv_v Mwj‡q w`‡q,

cwiev‡ii †jvKR‡bi nZPwKZ KvbœvKvwU †`‡L G‡Kev‡i wbwe©Kvi,

W¨ve W¨ve K‡i ZvwK‡q Av‡Q †ivMxi w`‡K| Ò‡ek †ek n‡q‡Q,

GLb wd‡i P‡jv,Ò g‡b n‡jv, †hb †Nvov¸‡jv wd‡i hvIqvi Rb¨

Zvov w`‡Z G‡m‡Q Avgv‡K, ZeyI †ivMxi †ev‡bi Kv‡Q Avgvi

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ck‡gi †cvlvKUv Ly‡j w`‡Z ivwR njvg, I fvewQj Avwg Mi‡g

wm× n‡q hvw”Q| GK M­vm ivg †X‡j wb‡q, ey‡ov gvbylUv Avgvi

Kuv‡a Pvco gvi‡jb, Ibvi GB Avw_‡ZqZvi Nwbócbvi g‡a¨ †Ui

cvIqv hvq Zuvi eo‡jvwK VvU; gv_v bvojvg; e„× †jvKUvi wPšÍvi

msKxY©Zv Avgv‡K Amȳ ’ K‡i Zy‡j‡Q; cvbxqUv wdwi‡q †`Iqvi

†cQ‡b GUvB Avgvi GKgvÎ KviY| †ivMxi gv `uvwo‡qwQ‡jb

cv‡kB Gevi †m wgwó K_vq eywS‡q ïwb‡q ej‡jb IUv wb‡Z;

Avwg wbjvg, Gevi GKUv †Nvov Qv‡`i w`‡K gv_v Zy‡j Zygyj

†Rv‡i WvK †Q‡o DV‡jv, †ivMxi ey‡K Kvb jvwM‡q ïbwQ, Avgvi

wf‡R `vwoi wb‡P eyKUv Ii `yiæ `yiæ Kuvc‡Q| Avgvi avibvB wVK,;

†Q‡jUv G‡Kev‡iB mȳ ’, Ii i‡³i mÂvj‡b UyK-UvK mvgvb¨ wKQy

GKUv M‡Ûv‡Mvj †`Lv w`‡qwQj g‡b nq, Ii gv‡qi hv e‡j-K‡q

LvIqv‡bvi Af¨vm, †ekx Kwd †L‡q †djvi Kvi‡bI GgbUv n‡Z

cv‡i, Z‡e GK av°vq weQvbv †Q‡o D‡V co‡jB †Q‡jUv G‡Kev‡i

mȳ ’ ¯^fvweK| Avwg‡Zv Avi `ywbqvUv myaivevi wVKv wb‡q e‡m †bB

ZvB I‡K k‡qB _vK‡Z w`jvg| Avwg G †Rjvi miKvix Wv³vi,

cÖvYcb LuvUv-LuvUywb K‡i Avwg Avgvi `vwqZ¡ cvjb K‡i AvmwQ,

KL‡bv mL‡bv‡Zv G‡Kev‡i gvÎv Qvwo‡q hvq| cvwikªwg‡Ki Ae¯’v

fxlY ev‡R ZeyI Mix‡ei Rb¨ m`v gnr I AbyMÖvnx| GL‡bv

Avgvi †`Lv evwK i‡q †M‡jv †h †ivR wVK-VvK Av‡Q, Avi GB

Amȳ ’ †Q‡jUv wb‡Ri c_ Lyu‡R †c‡q‡Q Zvici AvwgI g‡i †h‡Z

PvB| GB Amxg Awbt‡kl kx‡Z Kx KiwQjvg Avwg ILv‡b!

Avgvi †Nvov †M‡jv g‡i, †MvUv MÖv‡gi †Kv‡bv gvbyl Ab¨ GKUv

†Nvov avi w`‡Z ivwR n‡jv bv| Avgvi †kv‡ii †Lvqvo †_‡KB

†ewi‡q G‡jv Mvwo-Uvbevi gZ cï; †Kv‡bv fv‡e hw` I¸‡jv

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†Nvov bv n‡q Ab¨ wKQy n‡j Zvn‡j GLv‡b Avgvi k~‡qv‡ii wc‡V

†P‡c Avm‡Z n‡jI ZvB Avm‡Z n‡Zv| GUvB LuvwU K_v| G‡m

GB cwiev‡ii mv‡_ gv_v `ywj‡q `ywj‡q `vwqZ¡ cvjb K‡i P‡jwQ|

Iiv‡Zv Gm‡ei wKQyB Rv‡b bv, Avi Rvb‡j ev Kx, Iiv wek¦vm

Ki‡Zv| †cÖmwµckb wj‡L †`Iqv †ek mnR, gvby‡li mv‡_

†evSvcov K‡i Pjv LyeB KwVb| †ek, Zvn‡j GLb ejv hvq,

GLv‡bB GB †ivMx †`Lvi KvR †kl, Av‡iv GKevi Avgv‡K

Ab_©K †W‡K wb‡q Avmv n‡jv, G iKg ninv‡gkvB n‡”Q Avgvi

mv‡_, iv‡Z Avgvi N‡ii N›Uv evwR‡q evwR‡q †MvUv †Rjvi

†jvKRb Avgvi RxebUv G‡Kev‡i biK evwb‡q Zy‡j‡Q, Z‡e ZvB

e‡j Gevi ejxi cvVv evbv‡Z n‡jv †ivR‡K, †ePviv PgrKvi

†g‡qUv Avgvi evwo‡Z Av‡Q AvR cÖvq eQiK‡qK, GKev‡ii

R‡b¨I †PvL Zy‡j I‡K fv‡jv K‡i †LqvjI Kiv nqwb --Ii GB

Z¨v‡Mi K_v e‡j †evSv‡bv hv‡e bv, †hgb K‡i †nvK Avgv‡KB

gv_vq gv_v‡q Gi †cQ‡b GKUv gReyZ hyw³ ˆZwi K‡i wb‡Z n‡e,

bB‡j GB cwieviUv‡K Avgvi kÎæ e‡j g‡b n‡e, ZeyI‡Zv me

PvB‡Z †ekx Kzkj g½j Kvgbv K‡iI wK Giv †ivR‡K Avi Av‡Mi

g‡Zv wdwi‡q w`‡Z cvi‡e Avgvi Kv‡Q|Avgvi ev·Uv eÜ K‡i

dvi-‡KvUUvi Rb¨ nvZ evwo‡q w`‡qwQ, Gw`‡K cwiev‡ii KRb

GKmv‡_ `uvwo‡q, evev †jvKUv nv‡Z iv‡gi M­vmUv wb‡q bv‡K

ïKwQ‡jb, gv, †evSvB hv‡”Q Avgvi Ici mš‘ó bb –‡Kb, gvbyl †h

Kx Avkv K‡i? –wb‡Ri †VvU Kvgov‡”Q †Pv‡L Akªæ, †evbUv GKUv

i‡³ †fRv Z‡qwjqv †b‡o †`Lv‡”Q, AvwgI GZme †`‡Lï‡b

†gvUvgywU kZ©¯^v‡c‡ ¯^xKvi Ki‡Z cÖ¯‘Z n‡q cojvg †h †Q‡jUv

Av`‡Z Amȳ ’ n‡jI n‡Z cv‡i| Ii w`‡K †Mjvg, Avgv‡K †`‡L

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†Q‡jUv Avgš¿b Rvwb‡q Ggb fv‡e GK wPj‡Z nvwm nvm‡jv †hb

Ii Rb¨ Avwg GK evwU †d‡j †`Iqv cywóKi gvs‡mi †Svj wb‡q

G‡mwQ, --Avn&, Gevi `y‡Uv †NvovB GK mv‡_ wP-wn-wn K‡i

DV‡jv; kãUv, Avgvi g‡b n‡jv, GB †ivMxUv‡K cwiv K‡i

†`Levi Rb¨B ¯^M© †_‡K Avgvq wbhy³ Kiv n‡q‡Q – Avi Gevi

Avwg Lyu‡R †c‡Z †LLjvg †h †Q‡jUv Avm‡jB Amȳ ’| Ii Wvb

w`‡K, wbZ‡¤^i KvQvKvwQ, Avgvi nv‡Zi Zvjyi g‡Zv eo GKUv

Nv| †Mvjvc-iv½v, A‡bK¸‡jv wfbœ wfbœ †m‡Wi is, hZ Mfxi ZZ

Mvp, aviUv nvjKv jvjv‡fv, nvjKv ¸wU ¸wU `vbv`vb, Qwo‡q

wQwU‡q Kbv Kbv RgvU euvav i³, †hb w`ev‡jv‡K Db¥y³ Lwb-gyL|

`~i †_‡K GgbB †`Lvq| Z‡e G‡Kev‡i KvQ †_‡K †`L‡j Av‡iv

RwUjZv aiv c‡o| AevK we¯§‡q Avj‡Zv GKUv Dn& kã †ewi‡q

†Mj gyL †_‡K| †cvKv, Avgvi †K‡b Av½y‡ji gZB j¤^v Ges cyiæ,

I ¸‡jvB †Mvjv‡ci gZ jvj Avi Zvi Dci i‡³i wQUv, Nv‡qi

†fZ‡i wb‡R‡`i wbivc` Avkª‡q g‡a¨ †_‡K Av‡jvi w`‡K wKjwej

wKjwej Ki‡Q, †QvÆ †QvÆ mv`v gv_v Avi A‡bK¸‡jv Lv‡Uv cv|

Avnv‡i †ePviv, †Kv‡bv wKQy‡ZB Avi wKQy Kiv m¤¢e bq| †Zvgvi

gnv ZUv Avwg Lyu‡R †c‡qwQ, †Zvgvi GK cv‡ki GB dz‡ji

KzuwoUvB †Zvgvi aŸs‡mi KviY| cwiev‡ii mevB GZ‡b †ek

Lykx; Iiv wb‡Ri †Pv‡L †`L‡Q Avwg Lye e¨v¯Í; K_vUv †evb ej‡jv

gv‡K, gv ej‡jb evev‡K, Avi evev e‡j †eov‡jb wKQy †gnbv‡`i

Kv‡Q, Gme †jvKRb P‡j G‡m‡Q, †Lvjv `iRv M‡j Puv‡`i

Av‡jvi mv‡_ mv‡_, cv‡qi ey‡ov Av½y‡ji Dci fi w`‡q wbtðy‡c

mveav‡b, `y nvZ Qwo‡q fvimvg¨ wVK †i‡L| ÒAvcwb wK Avgv‡K

mvwi‡q Zyj‡eb?Ò Kuv‡`v Kuv‡`v Mjvq †Q‡jUv wdm wdm K‡i e‡j

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DV‡jv, GB ‡Zi hš¿bvq Rxe‡bi cÖwZ weZkª× n‡q D‡V‡Q|

Avgvi GB †Rjvq †jv‡Kiv me‡Zv †mUvB Pvq| memgqB

Wv³v‡ii Kv‡Q Ggb Am¤¢e Avkv K‡i| Zviv me cyivZb wek¦vm

RjvÄjx w`‡q e‡m Av‡Q; G MÖv‡gi hvRK GLv‡b GB N‡i,

ci‡Z ci‡Z Zuvi †cvlvK Ly‡j †dj‡Qb; Z‡e `y‡Uv m`q

A¯¿wPwKrmvÁ n¯Í _vKvi Kvi‡bB Wv³vievey‡K g‡b Kiv nq

me©gqgZvai| Zv hvK Zv‡Z hw` Iiv Lykx nq‡Zv †nvK;

Avwg‡Zv Avi †Rvi K‡i Kv‡iv Dci wKQy Pvwc‡q †`Bwb; Iiv hw`

Avgv‡K a‡g©i Kv‡R jvwM‡q †`q, hvi hv KvR bv Zv‡K w`‡q ZvB,

AvwgI Zv-B Ki‡ev; Gi †P‡q Avi fv‡jv Kx-B ev Avkv Ki‡ev,

Avwg GKRb e„× MÖvg¨ Wv³vi, GgbwK Avgvi PvKi-‡g‡qUv‡KI

†K‡o †bIqv n‡q‡Q! Iiv GwM‡q Av‡m, cwiev‡ii mevB Avi

MÖv‡gi ¸iæR‡biv, G‡m Avgvi kixi †_‡K Rvgv Kvco Ly‡j

wb‡jv; †Kv‡bv GK ¯‹y‡ji †Q‡j-‡g‡qiv gvóvi‡K mvg‡b †i‡L

G‡Kev‡i †m evwoi mvg‡bB Zv‡`i wbZvšÍB mij GKUv my‡i

wb‡Pi K_v¸‡jv †M‡q P‡j‡Q:

Ii Mv‡qi Kvco me Ly‡j bvI, Z‡e I Avgv‡`i †ivM mviv‡e

Zey hw` bv KvR K‡i, I‡K †g‡i †d‡jv †g‡i †d‡jv

Ggb‡Zv wKQy bv fvwi‡Zv GK Wv³vi, MÖv‡gi Wv³vi

GLb Avwg G‡Kev‡iB wee¯¿ wbtðyc kvšÍ Ges †P‡q †P‡q I‡`i

gyL †`LwQ, `vwo‡Z Av½yj, gv_v GK w`‡K euvKv‡bv| Avwg

cy‡ivcywi I‡`i wbqš¿‡b hv nevi ZvB n‡”Q Ges Zv-B †nvK,

eyS‡Z cviwQ Zv‡Z Avgvi wKQyB jvf †bB, Kvib Iiv Gevi

Avgvi nvZ-cv Zy‡j wb‡q DPy K‡i wb‡q hv‡”Q weQvbvq| ïB‡q

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w`j Avgv‡K †`Iqv‡j cvk †N‡m weQvbvq, †h cv‡k Ii ZUv|

Zvici Iiv mevB †ewi‡q †Mj Kvgiv †Q‡o; `iRvUv eÜ n‡jv;

evB‡ii mg‡eZ mswMZ †_‡g †M‡jv; Puv` †X‡K †M‡jv †g‡N;

Avgvi Pvwicv‡k weQvbvcÎ †ek Mig Mig; †Lvjv Rvbvjvq †Nvov

¸‡jvi gv_v g‡b n‡”Q †hb Qvqv| ÒZywg wK Rv‡bv,Ò K_vUv †f‡m

G‡jv Avgvi Kv‡b, ÒAvcbvi Ici wKš‘ Avgvi †gv‡UB fimv

†bB| †K‡bv Rv‡bb, Avcbv‡K GLv‡b Zy‡j wb‡q Avmv n‡q‡Q,

wb‡Ri cv‡q †nu‡U GLv‡b Av‡mbwb| Avgv‡K mn‡hvwMZv Kievi

e`‡j Avcwb eis Avgvi g„Zÿ i c_ Av‡iv KóKi K‡i Zy‡j‡Qb|

Avwg Avm‡j GLb g‡b cÖv‡Y PvB Avcbvi †PvL `y‡Uv Lye‡j Zy‡j

wb‡Z|Ò ÒwVK,Ò ejjvg, Òfxlb j¾vi K_v| hw`I Avwg GKRb

Wv³vi| Avgvi Kx Kievi Av‡Q e‡jv? wek¦vm K‡iv, Avgvi

R‡b¨I e¨vcviUv †gv‡UB mnR bq|Ò ÒwK g‡b nq Avcbvi GB

¯^xKv‡ivw³‡ZB wK Avgvi mš‘ó nIqv DwPr? I‡nv,mš‘óB nIqv

DwPr, ZvQvov Avi wKQyB Kivi †bB| memgq mn¨‡Zv Avgv‡KB

Ki‡Z n‡e| GZ my›`i GKUv Z Avwg c„wLexi ey‡K wb‡q

G‡mwQ; GUvB Avgvi GKvi --G‡Kev‡i GKvi K…wZZ¡|Ò ÒI

fvB,Ò ejjvg Ò‡Zvgvi mgm¨v: †Zvgvi `„wó h‡_ó cÖmvwiZ bq|

Av‡k cv‡ki meKUv †ivMxB Avgvi †`Lv, †mB Avwg †Zvgv‡K

ej‡Q: †Zvgvi Z ZZUv Lvivc bq| wPcv GK †Kv‡b Kzoy‡ji

`y‡Uv evwo‡ZB GB Z, A‡b‡K ïay wb‡Ri c‡B K_v e‡j,

e‡bi g‡a¨ Kzoy‡ji AvIqvR cÖvq Kv‡bB †kv‡b bv, Kv‡Q P‡j

Avm‡Q ZvI ïb‡Z cvq bv|Ò ÒmwZ¨ K_v? bvwK Avwg R¡‡i c‡o

AvwQ †mB my‡hv‡M Dëv-cvëv GKUv wKQy eywS‡q w`‡jb?Ò

ÒAvm‡jB Zv-B, g‡b †i‡Lv GUv miKvix Wv³v‡ii gy‡Li K_v|Ò

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K_vUv ï‡b PycPvc ï‡q co‡jv| GLb Avgvi cvjvevi wPšÍv Kiv

`iKvi| †Nvov `y‡Uv GL‡bv RvqMv g‡Zv `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q Pyc Pvc|

SUcU Avgvi †cvlvK-AvlvK, dvi †KvUUv, Avgvi e¨vMUv Kzwo‡q

wbjvg; Kvco-‡Pvco c‡i Avi mgq bó Ki‡Z Avwg Avi ivwR

bv; †Nvov¸‡jv †h MwZ‡Z †`Š‡o G‡m‡Q hw` †mfv‡e †h‡Z cv‡i,

Zvn‡j‡Zv e¨vm GK jv‡d, Avmvi †ejv †hgb n‡jv, GB weQvbv

†_‡K †ewi‡q Scvm G‡Kev‡i Avgvi wb‡Ri weQvbvq| eva¨‡Q‡ji

g‡Zv GKUv †Nvov wd‡i G‡jv Rvbvjv †_‡K; Avgvi MvwoUvi w`‡K

nv‡Zi wRwblcθ‡jv me Qy‡o w`jvg; dvi-‡KvUUv RvqMv g‡Zv

bv c‡o ïay GKUv AvsVvq GKUv nvZv AvV‡K Syj‡Z _vK‡jv|

fv‡jv fv‡jv| Avwg wb‡R jvwd‡q D‡V cojvg †Nvovi Nv‡o|

jvMvg AvjMv n‡q Av‡Q, GKUv †Nvov hv‡nvK K‡i AvUKv‡bv

Ab¨Uvi mv‡_, G°vUv †cQ‡b Uvb‡Q, Avgvi dvi †KvUUv †k‡l

wM‡q co‡jv Zylv‡i| Ò‡nU-‡nU-ûi-ûi!Ò ejjvg Avwg, Z‡e

†Nvov †`Šov‡jv bv; Pj‡Q ax‡i, ey‡ov gvby‡li g‡Zv, Zylv‡ii

aŸsmve‡k‡li Dc‡i Avgiv ¸wU ¸wU cv‡q †nu‡U P‡jwQ; A‡bKY

a‡i Avgv‡`i †cQb †cQb ev”Pv¸‡jvi bZyb Z‡e Am¤ú~Y© GKUv

Mvb cÖwZaŸwbZ n‡q P‡j‡Q:

nv‡mv †L‡jv Mvb MvI, I †ivMxi `j

‡Zvgv‡`i Wv³vi †Zvgv‡`i cv‡k

c‡o Av‡Q, †Zvgv‡`iB weQvbvq

GB MwZ‡Z Pj‡j Avwg‡Zv Rxe‡bI evwo †cŠQv‡ev bv; Avgvi

Wv³vwi cmv‡ii wK n‡e; Avgvi DËim~wiiv me jy‡U cy‡U †b‡e,

Zv‡Z KvR n‡e bv, Iiv KL‡bvB Avgvi RvqMv wb‡Z cvi‡e bv;

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Avgvi evwo‡Z GLb b”Qvi GK mwnm e¨vUv `vwc‡q †eov‡”Q;

†ivR Zvi wkKvi; bv bv, Avwg Avi Ime wb‡q wPšÍv Ki‡Z PvB

bv| wee¯¿, hy‡Mi AmyLxZg Zylvicv‡Zi w`‡b Dj½ n‡q, cvw_©e¨

GK evn‡b, Acvw_©e¨ `y‡Uv †Nvov wb‡q, Avwg GK ey‡ov gvbyl,

wec‡_ Ny‡i †eovw”Q| Avgvi d‡ii †KvU GLb G°vUvi †cQ‡b

Syj‡Q, Avwg Zvi bvMvj cvB bv, Avi Avgvi †Kv‡bv †ivMxI GLb

GKUy nvZ evov‡”Q bv| wek¦vmNvZK! wek¦vmNvZK! iv‡Zi GKUv

wg_¨v kã ms‡K‡Z GKevi DËi w`‡j -Zv‡Z KL‡bvB fv‡jv nq

bv, †Kv‡bv fv‡jv nq bv|

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Qvqvi †Qvej, Av_©vi †Kvbvb W‡qj

[`¨ em‡Kvg f¨vwj wgw÷ªi iƒcvšÍi]

mKvj †ejv-Avwg ZLb eD‡qi mv‡_ e‡m bv¯Ív Lvw”Q, †gvevB‡j

kv`© yj ivqnv‡bi †g‡mm G‡jv|

lets go to Basabpur for a couple of days. Solid

village, fresh air, fresh fish and vegetables.

The car will arrive at eleven o'clock.

(w`b `y‡q‡Ki Rb¨ evmecyi †h‡Z n‡e| wb‡iU MÖvg, UvUKv

evZvm, UvUKv gvQ Avi kvK mwâ| GMv‡ivUvq Mvwo Avm‡e|)

¯¿x-i Drmv‡n hvIqvB gb¯’ Kijvg| SU K‡i wRwbmcÎ ¸wQ‡q

ˆZwi n‡q wbjvg| h_vmg‡q evwoi mvg‡b mv`v GKUv gvB‡µvevm

G‡m _vg‡jv| Mvwo‡Z e‡m ¯^qs kv`© yj ivqnvb| AuvUmuvU a~mi

†cvkv‡K `xN© K…k kixiUv AviI X¨vOv †`Lv‡”Q|

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D‡V emjvg †mB gvB‡µ ev‡m| Mvwo‡Z Avgiv `yRb Qvov Avi

Av‡Q Ii Awd‡mi WªvBfvi cÖmv`| Zb¥q n‡q GKMv`v KvMR c‡o

Pjj ivqnvb, gv‡S gv‡S Kx me Uy‡K wb‡Z jvMj| ejj, †KmUv

m¤ú‡K© wKQy avibv Av‡Q?

Lye RwUj wKQy?

g‡b nq Lye mnR, †mBR‡b¨B Lye RwUj|

µvB‡gi MÜ cvIqv hv‡”Q|

‡h-‡Km †Pv‡L covi g‡Zv RwUj, Rvb‡e Zv cvwbi g‡Zv †mvRv|

wKš‘ hv mv`vwm‡` †Mvjgvj Zv‡ZB †ewk| G-‡K‡m Awf‡hvM Avbv

n‡q‡Q whwb gviv †M‡Qb, Zuvi †Q‡ji weiæ‡×|

Ly‡bi gvgjv?

‡mBiKgB g‡b Kiv n‡q‡Q| ZvB Avgv‡`i cwÎKv Ô‰`wbK

mKv‡ji LeiÔAvgv‡K cvVv‡”Q Kfvi Kievi Rb¨| wKš‘ Avwg

wb‡R Zwj‡q bv-‡`Lv ch©šÍ Kv‡iv K_v ï‡b †Kv‡bv wKQy g‡b Kivi

cvÎ Avwg bB| gb w`‡q †kv‡bv|

e‡jv|

evmecyii me‡P‡q eo eo QÔUv Avg evMv‡bi gvwjK n‡jb Rvjvj

Zid`vi| Avwd«Kv †_‡K A‡bK UvKv cqmv †ivRMvi K‡i G‡b

RwgRgv wK‡b Pvlevm Ki‡Qb| GKUv evMvbevwo fvov w`‡q‡Qb

Pybœy gvwbK bv‡g GK f`ª‡jvK‡K–BwbI Avwd«Kv †_‡K wd‡i‡Qb|

†mLv‡bB Av‡M Avjvc mn-Kwg© GLv‡bI ZvB cÖwZ‡ekx n‡q i‡q

†M‡jb| Zid`v‡ii UvKvcqmv †ewk _vK‡jI Zv †gjv‡gkvi

AšÍivq nj bv| `yR‡biB eD MZ n‡q‡Q, Avi we‡q K‡i wb|

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Zid`v‡ii GK †g‡q, gvwbKi GK †Q‡j–`yR‡biB eqm cÖvq

GKB| cÖwZ‡ekx‡`i m‡½ Iiv †KDB Lye GKUv IVv-emv K‡i bv|

MZ †mvgevi †Zmiv Ryb gvwbK we‡Kj wZb‡U bvMv` ajvKvUv

nvI‡i hvb–nv‡Z GKUv ûwqj wQc wb‡q - evwoi GK Kv‡Ri

†jvK‡K e‡j hvb gvQ gviZ hvw”Q| Avi †d‡ibwb|

Zvi evwo †_‡K nvIi wmwK wK‡jv `~i| `yRb †`‡L‡Q gvwbK‡K

†h‡Z| GKRb eywo–bvg Rvbv †bB| Avi GKRb evMv‡bi gvwj|

gvwbKi †ek GKUy c‡i †cQ‡b †cQ‡b Zvi †Q‡j kixd‡KI †h‡Z

†`Lv †M‡Q| Zvi gv_vq Uywc, nv‡Z GKUv GqviMvb wQj| †hb

evc‡K †Pv‡L †Pv‡L †i‡L nuvUwQj †Q‡j|

gvwji †g‡qI †`‡L‡Q evc‡eUv‡K nvI‡ii av‡i| e‡bi g‡a¨ dzj

ZyjwQj †g‡qUv| †mLvb †_‡KB †`L‡Z cvq K_v KvUvKvwU n‡”Q

evc‡eUvq †Q‡j Ggbfv‡e GKevi nvZ Zyjj| †hb GB eywS †g‡i

em‡e evc‡K| f‡qi †Pv‡U †g‡qUv †`Š‡o G‡m gv‡K m‡e NUbv

ej‡Z ïiæ K‡i‡Q, Ggb mg‡q QyU‡Z QyU‡Z kixd G‡m ej‡j–

evev‡K GBgvÎ g‡i c‡o _vK‡Z †`‡L G‡m‡Q e‡bi av‡i|

kix‡di ZLb weûj Ae¯’v, gv_vq Uywc †bB, eM‡j GqviMvbUv

†bB, nv‡Z Avi Avw¯Í‡b KuPv i³ †j‡M Av‡Q| kix‡di m‡½ wM‡q

†`Lv †Mj, mwZ¨B gvwbKi g„Z‡`n c‡o i‡q‡Q nvI‡ii av‡i

Lye fvix wKš‘ †fZv ai‡bi †Kv‡bv A¯¿ w`‡q †ek K‡qKevi Nv

†g‡i Lywj dvwU‡q †`Iqv n‡q‡Q| wVK †hb e›`y‡Ki Kzu‡`vi gvi|

cv‡k GKUv GqviMvb Avi ûwqj wQc c‡o cvIqv †Mj GKUy

Zdv‡Z Nv‡mi Ici| †Q‡j‡K †MÖßvi K‡i wb‡q hvIqv n‡q‡Q|

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me ï‡b Avwg ejjvg, G Ae¯’vq‡Zv †Q‡j kixd‡KB †`vlx e‡j

g‡b n‡”Q |

‡mfv‡e †`L‡Z †M‡j nq‡Zv AwePviB Kiv n‡e| kixd †`vlx

n‡Z cv‡i, Avevi bvI n‡Z cv‡i| ïay cwiw¯’wZ †`L‡j n‡e bv,

Ab¨ `„wó‡KvY †_‡K †`L‡Z n‡e| †jvKvj _vbvi cywjk B݇c±i

j¯‹i †KmUv Z`šÍ Ki‡Q| ZviB cvVv‡bv evZ©vq Avgv‡`i GLb

QyU‡Z n‡”Q NÈvq GKÔk-wek wK‡jv wgUvi †e‡M|

‡Km †Zv G‡Kev‡i cvwbi g‡Zv cwi®‹vi|

nvmj ivqnvb| ejj, cwi®‹vi e¨vcv‡iB A‡bK wKQy †Pv‡Li evB‡i

†_‡K hvq| j¯‹i hv †`‡Lwb, Avgvi †Pv‡L Zv co‡Z cv‡i| †hgb

ai bv †Kb †Zvgvi ev_iæ‡gi jvBUUv †ewm‡bi Wvb w`‡K †ek

LvwbKUv `~‡i jvMv‡bv, G wRwbm nq‡Zv j¯‹‡ii †PvL Gwo‡q hv‡e

wKš‘ Avgvi †PvL Govqwb|

mwZ¨B AevK njvg, wKš‘ Zywg Rvb‡j Kx K‡i?

Avwg Rvwb, cwi®‹vi cwi”Qbœ wdU-dvU _vKv †Zvgvi A‡f¨m| †ivR

`vwo KvgvI Zywg mKv‡j| XvKv kn‡i, d¬¨v‡U wbðqB ev_iæ‡gi

†ewm‡b `uvwo‡q `vwo KvgvI| wKš‘ †`LwQ †Zvgvi `vwo euv w`KUv

Avi wb‡PUvI †Zgb gk„b K‡i Kvgv‡bv nqwb| Zvi gv‡b wK GB

bq †h, ev_iæ‡gi jvBUUv †ewm‡bi Wvb w`‡K, ev Mv‡j Av‡jv

Kg? LyuwU‡q †`L‡j Ggwb A‡bK wKQy Avwe®‹vi Kiv hvq, GB

†K‡mI †m-my‡hvM Av‡Q e‡j Avgvi wek¦vm|

KxiKg?

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‡Q‡jUv‡K †MÖßvi Kiv n‡q‡Q evwo wd‡i Avmvi ci AKz¯’‡j bq|

ZLb †m e‡jwQj, †m bvwK RvbZ Zv‡K †MÖßvi n‡Z n‡e|

Zvi gv‡bB Ly‡bi Aciva ¯^xKvi K‡i †bIqv nj|

wKš‘ Zvic‡iB e‡j‡Q Lyb †m K‡iwb|

wKš‘ Zv‡Z m‡›`n hvq bv eis ev‡o|

‡gv‡UB bv–m‡›`n G‡Kev‡i P‡j hvq| †MÖßv‡ii mg‡q †gRvR

†`Lv‡jB eis m‡›`n nZ–cvMj‡K cvMj ej‡jB †i‡M hvq| wKš‘

ev‡ci m‡½ K_v KvUvKvwUi c‡iB evc Lyb n‡q‡Q–myZivs †h †KD

ej‡e Lywb †m-B–GB †mvRv mgxKiYUv †mvRv fv‡e †h ej‡Z cv‡i,

eyS‡Z n‡e Zvi g‡b cvc †bB|

wKš‘ duvwm wK Zv‡Z AvUKv‡bv hvq? Gi †P‡q Kg m‡›`‡ni †Rv‡i

A‡b‡K duvwmKv‡V D‡V‡Q|

Ab¨vq m‡›`‡nI A‡b‡K duvwm‡Z Sy‡j‡Q| †Q‡jwU Kx e‡j? GB

KvMRUv co‡jB eyS‡e,e‡j KvM‡Ri GKUv RvqMv Avgv‡K

†`wL‡q w`j ivqnvb|

kixd †MÖßvi nIqvi ci wee„wZ w`‡qwQj| GUv †mB Revbew›`|

†m e‡j‡Q :

wZb w`b c‡i evwo wd‡i †`Ljvg evev evwo †bB| GKUy c‡i

mvB‡K‡ji AvIqvR ï‡b eySjvg, evev wd‡i‡Q| wKš‘ m‡½ m‡½

Avevi wQc wb‡qB nbnb K‡i †ewi‡q †Mj| †Kvb w`‡K †Mj

eyS‡Z cvijvg bv| GqviMvbUv wb‡q Avwg †e‡ivjvg nvI‡ii cv‡o

wM‡q cvwL wkKvi Kie e‡j| iv¯Ívq gvwj KvKvi m‡½ †`Lv nj|

Avwg evevi †cQ‡b †cQ‡b P‡jwQjvg, †m e‡j‡Q| K_vUv wVK

83


bq| Avwg RvbZvgB bv evev Avgvi mvg‡b Av‡Q| nvI‡ii

KvQvKvwQ wM‡q GKUv †e¨Uv WvK ïbjvg| Gfv‡e evev Avgv‡K

Wv‡K| ZvB nbnb K‡i GwM‡q wM‡q †`wL †j‡Ki av‡i evev

`uvwo‡q Av‡Q| Avgv‡K †`‡L AevK nj, K_v KvUv KvwU n‡jv| †m

†i‡M †Mj, gvi‡Z Gj| evevi †gRvR Lye DMÖ| Avwg Avi ZK©

Kijvg bv, GKUy c‡i K_v bv-evwo‡q P‡j Gjvg| wKš‘ wKQỳ ~i

Avm‡Z-bv-Avm‡ZB weKU wPrKvi ïbjvg †cQ‡b| †`Š‡o wM‡q

†`Ljvg mvsNvwZK RLg n‡q‡Q evev–gv_v QvZy n‡q †M‡Q ej‡jB

P‡j! GqviMvbUv Qyu‡o †d‡j w`jvg, evev‡K Rwo‡q aijvg, cÖvq

m‡½m‡½ gviv †Mj evev| Kv‡QB evwo †`Š‡o †Mjvg †mLv‡b| me

ejjvg|

cywjk wR‡Ám K‡i, cÖvYUv †ewi‡q hvIqvi Av‡M evev wKQy

e‡jwQ‡jb?

ÔmviÔ m¤^‡Ü Kx †hb ejwQj|

gv‡b wK eyS‡j?

fyj eKwQj|

evevi m‡½ ZK©vZwK©Uv nj Kx wb‡q?

eje bv|

ej‡ZB n‡e|

Zvi m‡½ G e¨vcv‡ii †Kv‡bv m¤úK© †bB|

‡mUv †KvU© eyS‡e| Reve bv-w`‡j †Zvgvi wZ n‡e|

‡nvK|

84


‡e¨Uv e‡j †Zvgvi evev †Zvgv‡K WvKZ?

n¨uv! wKš‘ evev †Zv Rvb‡Zb bv Zywg evwo wd‡iQ? WvK‡jb †Kb?

Nve‡o †Mj kixd| ej‡j, ej‡Z cvie bv|

weKU wPrKvi ï‡b wd‡i G‡m m‡›`nRbK wKQy †`‡LwQ‡j?

‡m-iKg wKQy †`wLwb|

Zvn‡j †Kvb iKg Kx †`‡LwQ‡j?

Avwg ZLb cvM‡ji g‡Zv evevi w`‡K †`Š‡ovw”Q–‡Kv‡bvw`‡K †Lqvj

†bB| †mB mg‡q g‡b nj †hb euv-w`‡K a~mi i‡Oi Kx-GKUv c‡o

Av‡Q A‡bKUv ïK‡bv gvwUi wUjvi g‡Zv|

wVK Kx e‡j g‡b nq wRwbmUv?

LuvwK i‡½i cPuv e¯Ív ev Kvc‡oi g‡Zv wKQy|

‡WWewW †_‡K KZUyKz `~‡i c‡owQj?

c‡b‡iv wek nvZ|

ûg, IUvB Kx wd‡i G‡m Avi †`‡Lv wb?

n¨v|

Zywg nq‡Zv †Pv‡L fyj †`‡L‡Qv|

n‡Z cv‡i, Avevi bvI n‡Z cv‡i|

Zywg †Km‡K wgm MvBW Ki‡Qv bv‡Zv?

G‡Z †Km wgm MvBW n‡e †Kb?

Zvn‡j ej‡Z PvI Zywg †ewi‡q †M‡jB wRwbmUv DavI n‡q †Mj?

85


Avwg wKš‘ †mw`‡K †cQb K‡i e‡m wQjvg| fv‡jv K‡i j Kwi

wb|

‡Riv GBLv‡bB †kl|

cywjk wVK wVK c‡q‡›UB †P‡c a‡i‡Q| GK, evev Zv‡K †`‡Lwb,

A_P WvKj †Kb? `yB, SMovi e„ËvšÍ †P‡c hvIqv| wZb, gievi

mg‡q mvi m¤^‡Ü K_v e‡jwQ‡jb gvwbK–gv‡bUv †Q‡j †ev‡Swb|

ivqnvb nvwmgy‡L ej‡j, †h-AmsMwZ¸‡jv †`‡L Zywg Avi cywjk

Lo&Mn¯Í n‡qQ †Q‡jwUi Ici †m¸‡jvB wK Ii mwZ¨ K_v ejvi

cÖgvY? cy‡iv e¨vcviUv evwb‡q ejvi g‡Zv Kíbvkw³B hw` Ii

_vKZ, Zvn‡j IB wZb‡U AmsMwZ PvcvPywc w`‡q PgrKvi wZb‡U

Mí ïwb‡q w`‡Z cviZ| wg‡_¨ †h e‡j, †m wK M‡íi g‡a¨

m‡›`‡ni exR †i‡L D¢U AmsMwZ †kvbv‡Z Pvq? bv †n, †Q‡jUv

mwZ¨B e‡j‡Q| GLb Avi G wb‡q †Kv‡bv K_v bq| GB eBUv

co‡Z emjvg, wek wgwb‡U †dwi Nv‡U †cuŠ‡Q jv |

evmecy‡i h_vmg‡q †cuŠ‡Qvjvg| †ewRi g‡Zv wcÖ, Bb‡¯úKUi

j¯‹i `uvwo‡qwQj evRv‡i| †Pv‡L †mqvbv Pvnwb! mvb M­vmUv

†Pv‡L w`‡q GwM‡q Avm‡jv| Av‡M wb‡q †Mj †nv‡U‡j| iæg wVK

KivB wQj| Pv †L‡Z †L‡Z ej‡jv, GLywb Mvwo Avm‡Q| †mvRv

AKz¯’‡j Pjyb|

Mvwoi `iKvi n‡e bv| ZvQvov AvR iv‡Z Avi . . .

‡KmUv ï‡bB mgvav‡b †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Qb? ZvB n‡e RvbZvg| LyeB

†mvRv †Km| wKš‘ †g‡qUv bv‡Qvoev›`v| ˆ`wbK mKv‡ji Lei-Gi

86


µvBg wi‡cU©vi kv`© yj ivqnvb, gv‡b Avcbvi m‡½ K_v bv-ejv

ch©šÍ †invB w`‡”Q bv| GB †h G‡m †M‡Q|

GKUv cyiv‡bv Avg‡ji cyivZb Mvwo G‡m `uvovj †nv‡U‡ji †M‡U|

ûogyo K‡i XyKj cigvmy›`ix ZiæYx, Iwj| D`‡eM DrKÉvq

mvgjv‡Z cvi‡Q bv wb‡R‡K|

AvcwbB kv`© yj ivqnvb? ch©vqµ‡g Avgv‡`i `yR‡bi w`‡K ZvwK‡q

ivqnvb‡K wVK wP‡b wbj †g‡qUv, Lye Avb›` n‡”Q Avcbv‡K

†`‡L| Avwg Avcbv‡K M¨vivw›U w`‡Z cvwi kixd wb‡`©vl| GBUyKz

eqm †_‡K I‡K wPwb| gvwQ ch©šÍ †h gvi‡Z cv‡i bv, †m Ki‡e

Lyb? fvBqv Avcbvi Ici Avgvi fxlY fimv, Avcbvi Kv‡Q

Aby‡iva, Avcwb wb‡R Z`šÍ Kiæb|

wbðq Kie, kixd †h wb‡`©vl ZvI Avwg wek¦vm Kwi|

Ab¨ mevB‡Zv Av‡M †_‡KB a‡i wb‡q‡Q kixdB Lywb, j¯‹‡ii

w`‡K wd‡i Zvw”Q‡j¨i my‡i ej‡j †g‡qUv|

j¯‹i Kva SuvwK‡q ej‡jv, ivqnvb mv‡ne GKUy wPšÍv-fvebv K‡i

e‡jb Kx ej‡Qb|

wKš‘ nK K_v e‡j‡Qb| kixd wb‡`©vl| evevi m‡½ SMovi

KviYUv †Kb e‡jwb Rv‡bb? Ii g‡a¨ AvwgI RwoZ AvwQ e‡j|

KxiKg? ï‡avq ivqnvb|

kix‡di evev Pvb Avgvi m‡½ kix‡di we‡q †nvK| wKš‘ Avgiv

†Q‡j‡ejv †_‡K fvB‡ev‡bi g‡Zv ci¯úi‡K fv‡jv‡e‡m G‡mwQ|

evc‡eUvq cÖvqB SMov nZ GB wb‡q|

87


‡Zvgvi evev Kx ejZ?

Zvi gZ †bB| kix‡di evev Qvov Kv‡iviB gZ †bB, ej‡Z ej‡Z

my›`i gyLLvbv jvj n‡q †Mj Iwji|

Kvj‡K †Zvgvi evevi m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z hve fvewQ|

Wv³vi eKwm ivwR n‡eb e‡j g‡b nq bv|

‡Kb?

MZ K‡qK eQi a‡iB kixi Lye Lvivc| Zvici GB av°vq

G‡Kev‡i weQvbv wb‡q‡Qb| nvj †Q‡o w`‡q‡Qb Wv³viivI|

we‡`‡k _vKvi mgq †_‡KB †Zv eÜyZ¡ gvwbK PvPvi m‡½|

n¨v ï‡bwQ GKmv‡_ Avwd«Kvq KvR Ki‡Zb `yÔR‡b?

‡mvbvi Lwb‡Z Kv‡R Ki‡Zb|

‡mvbvi Lwb, ZvB bv? UvKv †ivRMvi K‡i‡Qb †mBLv‡bB?

n¨uv|

LeiUv Kv‡R jvM‡e|

kix‡di m‡½ wbðq †`Lv Ki‡Z hv‡eb †RjLvbvq? I‡K ej‡eb

Avwg Rvwb I wb‡`©vl|

eje, wbðq eje!

Avi eme bv, Pwj| AveŸvi Ae¯’v fv‡jv bq| ej‡Z ej‡Z †e‡M

†ewi‡q †Mj †g‡qUv| GKUy c‡iB ïbjvg cyivZb MvwoUvi M¤¢xi

fyg fyg AvIqvR wgwj‡q hv‡”Q `~‡i|

88


M¤¢xi Mjvq j¯‹i ej‡jv, KvRUv fv‡jv Ki‡jb bv ivqnvb fvB|

wg‡_¨ Avkv w`‡jb †g‡qUv‡K!

j¯‹i mv‡ne, Avwg kixd‡K Lvjvm Ki‡Z cvie G-wek¦vm Avgvi

Av‡Q| †RjLvbvq wM‡q †`Lv Kivi AbygwZ cve‡Zv Avwg?

P‡jb, Avcwb Avi AvwgB †Zv?

Zvn‡j P‡ib †ewi‡q cov hvK G-‡ejv|

IqvwmK, NÈv `y‡q‡Ki g‡a¨ wdiwQ Avwg|

GB `y‡Uv NÈv †hb Avi KvU‡Z PvBj bv Avgvi| I‡`i‡K Mvwo‡Z

Zy‡j w`‡q GKUy Gw`K-Iw`K Ny‡i †nv‡U‡j wdijvg| GKUv

Dcb¨vm coevi †Póv Kijvg, wKš‘ gb P‡j Avm‡Z jvMj Ly‡bi

in‡m¨| wei³ n‡q eB †d‡j fve‡Z emjvg| ivqnv‡bi LvwZ‡iB

hw` awi †Q‡jUv mwZ¨ ej‡Q, Zvn‡j †m evevi KvQ †_‡K P‡j

Avmvi mgq †_‡K Avi¤¢ K‡i evevi wPrKvi ï‡b wd‡i hvIqv

ch©šÍ mg‡qi g‡a¨ fqvbK wKQy GKUv N‡UwQj| Avevi, evevi

Kv‡Q †_‡K GKUy m‡i hvIqvi gvSLv‡b †KD †mLv‡b G‡m a~mi

wRwbmUv mwi‡q wb‡q †M‡Q| bvwK ZZ‡Y wRwblUv cvwb‡Z Wy‡e

†M‡Q, ev wb‡RB `~‡i P‡j †M‡Q, fvwi Avðh© e¨vcvi †Zv! wRwbmUv

Kx? Lywbi †cvkvK, bvwK Ab¨ wKQy? Avwg wb‡R DwKj| Kv‡RB

AvNv‡Zi aibUv Abyaveb Ki‡Z wM‡q †`Ljvg, †PvU †j‡M‡Q

Lywji †cQbKvi euv-w`‡Ki nv‡o–¸wo‡q †M‡Q fvix †Kv‡bv wRwb‡li

AvNv‡Z| A_P †Q‡jwU‡K †`Lv †M‡Q ev‡ci gy‡LvgywL `uvwo‡q

SMov Ki‡Z| Aek¨ G-hyw³i †Kv‡bv gv‡b †bB| evc †cQb

wdi‡ZB nq‡Zv nvwZqvi Pvwj‡qwQj kixd| wKš‘ gievi wVK Av‡M

mvi e‡j weoweo Ki‡Z †M‡jb †Kb gvwbK mv‡ne? G mg‡q

89


AvPgKv AvNv‡Z †KD †Zv Av‡evj-Zv‡evj e‡K bv? Kx ej‡Z

†P‡qwQ‡jb f`ª‡jvK?

ivqnvb GKv wdij A‡bK †`wi‡Z–j¯‹i kn‡i †_‡K †M‡Q|

Avmb MÖnY K‡i ej‡j, AKz¯’‡j †cuŠ‡Qv‡bvi Av‡M e„wó Avi¤¢ n‡q

†M‡j gykwK‡j coe|–kix‡di m‡½ †`Lv nj †RjLvbvq|

Kx g‡b nj? AÜKv‡i Av‡jv †`Lv‡Z cvij kixd?

G‡Kev‡iB bv| cÖ_‡g g‡b n‡qwQj Lywb‡K Avovj Kivi †Póv

Ki‡Q| c‡i †`Ljvg wb‡RB f¨vevP¨vKv †L‡q wM‡q‡Q| Lye †PŠKm

bq †Q‡jUv, wKš‘ mỳ k©b| gbUv cwi®‹vi|

wgm Iwji g‡Zv †g‡q‡K we‡q Ki‡Z †h Pvq bv, Zvi cQ›`iI Lye

GKUv Zvwid Kiv hvq bv|

Av‡i Gi g‡a¨I GKUv ü`qwe`viK NUbv i‡q‡Q| †Q‡jUv

ivRkvnx kn‡i K‡j‡R covïbvi mg‡q GKUv Awf‡bÎxi †cÖ‡g

c‡o| Zv‡K †iwRw÷ª K‡i we‡q ch©šÍ K‡i| †evKv Avi e‡j

Kv‡K| KvD‡K K_vUv ejvI hv‡”Q bv| Gw`‡K e`‡gRvwR evevi

Kv‡Q agK †L‡Z n‡”Q Iwj‡K we‡q Ki‡Z PvB‡Q bv e‡j| nvZ-cv

Qyu‡o †j‡Ki cv‡o cÖwZev` Rvwb‡qI jvf nqwb| mwZ¨ K_vUv

ej‡jB †Zv evwo †_‡K evi K‡i †`‡e evev–¸g‡i ¸g‡i ZvB

gi‡Q| wZb w`b ivRkvnx‡Z ¯¿xi m‡½ KvwU‡q evwo †divi c‡iB

Lyb n‡q †Mj evev| KvM‡R LeiUv c‡o †g‡qUv, kix‡di dvwm

n‡eB eyS‡Z †c‡i wb‡R †_‡KB †f‡M c‡o‡Qj| mvsevw`K‡`i

e‡j‡Q, kixd Ii fv‡jv eÜy, GK mv‡_ K‡j‡R co‡Zv| ZvQvov

Avi wKQy bq| A‡bK w`b I‡`i †`Lv nq bv|

90


‡ek, Zvn‡j kixd hw` Lyb bv-K‡iB _v‡K, Zvn‡j KijUv †K?

`y‡Uv e¨vcvi wb‡q †Zvgv‡K fve‡Z eje| GK b¤^i nj, kix‡di

evev Rvb‡Zb bv †Q‡j evwo wd‡i‡Q–Zv m‡Ë¡I wZwb e¨vUv e‡j

†W‡KwQ‡jb| `y-b¤^i nj, †j‡Ki cv‡o hvi m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z

wM‡qwQ‡jb †m Avi †hB †nvK Zvi †Q‡j bq KviY Dwb Rvb‡Zb

†Q‡j G-Zjøv‡UB †bB| P‡jv †L‡q Avwm P‡jv|

mKvj †ejv Mvwo wb‡q Gj j¯‹i| AvKvk wb‡g©N| iv‡ZI e„wó

nqwb| gvwbK mv‡n‡ei evwo Avi nvI‡ii w`‡K iIbv njvg

Avgiv|

‡h‡Z †h‡Z j¯‹i ej‡j, Zid`vi Avi euvP‡e wK bv m‡›`n|

eqm A‡bK n‡q‡Q eywS? ivqnvb ej‡j|

lvU eQi †Zv e‡UB| kix‡ii Ici A‡bK AZ¨vPvi K‡i‡Q

we‡`‡k _vKvi mg‡q| Ggwb‡ZB Kvwnj wQ‡jb, eÜy gvwbKi

g„Zÿ ‡Z G‡Kev‡i †f‡O c‡o‡Qb| eÜyi R‡b¨ Kg K‡ibwb–evwoi

fvov ch©šÍ †bb wb|

ZvB| LeiUv fv‡jv|

webv fvovq ïay _vK‡ZB †`bwb, AviI A‡bK DcKvi K‡i‡Qb

gvwbKi–cuvPR‡b e‡j‡Q|

ZvB bvwK! GKUv e¨vcv‡i wK Avcbvi LUKv jv‡Mwb B݇c±i

j¯‹i?

Kx ejyb †Zv?

91


GZ DcKvi Kiv m‡Ë¡I †g‡qi m‡½ gvwbK mv‡n‡ei †Q‡ji mv‡_

wb‡Ri †g‡q we‡q w`‡Z Zid`vi ivwR wQ‡jb bv| A_P gvwbK

we‡qi K_v mgv‡b e‡j hv‡”Q–‡hb LyeB ¯^vfvweK cÖ¯Íve| †g‡qwU

wKš‘ Zid`vi g‡i †M‡jB Zvi me m¤úwË cv‡e| Kvib

Zid`v‡ii Avi †KD †bB| Kx? AuvP Ki‡Z cvi‡jb?

NUbvi †Vjvq Aw¯’i n‡q c‡owQ, AuvP Kivi †ncv Avi †cvqv‡Z

cviwQ bv|

Zv wVK| NUbvi †Vjvq Avcwb wngwkg Lv”Qb, M¤¢xi Mjv

ivqnv‡bi|

P‡U †Mj j¯‹i| Avcwb wKš‘ GLbI gixwPKv †`L‡Qb| fyj c_

a‡i‡Qb|

gixwPKv! Zv gixwPKv‡Zv Kzqvkvi PvB‡Z fv‡jv! †n‡m ej‡j

ivqnvb| GB †h, G‡m †M‡Q gvwbK mv‡n‡ei evwo|

‡ek e‡ov evwo| †`vZjv| m`¨ †kv‡Ki Qvc me©Î| `iRvq av°v

w`‡ZB GKUv †g‡q †ewi‡q Gj| ivqnvb Zvi Kv‡Q `y-‡Rvov Ry‡Zv

PvBj| gviv hvIqvi mg‡q wg. gvwbK †h eyU c‡i wQ‡jb, †mBUv|

Avi Zvi †Q‡ji GK‡Rvov eyU|

Ry‡Zv Gj| wd‡Z evi K‡i Nywi‡q wdwi‡q mvZ AvU iKg gvc wbj

ivqnvb| Zvici iIbv njvg nvI‡ii w`‡K|

Ges cvj‡U †Mj Ii †PvL-gy‡Li †Pnviv| †hb wkKvwi KzKz‡ii

g‡Zv AvZ¥wbgMœ Avi n‡b¨ n‡q D‡V‡Q I| fyiæ KzuP‡K B¯úvZ-

KwVb †Pv‡L gvwUi w`‡K ZvwK‡q, `y-Kuva euvwK‡q, bv‡Ki cvUv

dzwj‡q nbnb K‡i †nu‡U hvq †nuU gv_vq|

92


ajvKvUv nvIi‡K GKUv e‡ovm‡ov w`wN ej‡jB P‡j| GKw`‡K

Zid`v‡ii evwo Avi GKw`‡K gvwb‡Ki evMvbevwo| nvIi wN‡i

AvMvQv, Nvm, R½j Avi RjvRwg| GBLv‡b GKUv Nvm Rwgi

Ici cvIqv †M‡Q g„Z‡`n| †ek wf‡R RvqMv| ivqnvb wkKvix

KzKz‡ii g‡Zv Avevi †`Šov‡`Šwo Avi¤¢ K‡i‡Q|

ivqnvb gv‡V bvgj, †Mj nvI‡ii av‡ii R½‡j| Rjv RvqMvq

AmsL¨ c`wPý| ivqnv‡bi bRi me w`‡KB| KL‡bv †Rv‡i hv‡”Q,

KL‡bv Av‡¯Í| gvVUv‡KI P°i w`‡q Gj GKevi|

iKg-mKg †`‡L AeÁvi nvwm nvm‡Q j¯‹i|

Avgvi †KŠZ~nj wKš‘ †e‡oB P‡j‡Q|

A‡bK wKQyB †`L‡Z cv‡”Q| NvmRwgi Dci cv‡qi `vM we¯Íi|

nVvr wdij j¯‹‡ii w`‡K, GLv‡b Kx Ki‡Z G‡mwQ‡jb, cvqPvix

Ki‡Z?

‡`LwQjvg nvwZqviUv hw` cvIqv hvq|

Lye fv‡jv KvR K‡iQb! cv‡qi Qvc¸‡jvi ev‡ivUv evwR‡q e‡m

AvQb| Avcbvi cv‡qi Qv‡cB me RvqMv! Dd! Gi PvB‡Z

GKcvj †gvl G‡jI eywS G-iKg nZ bv! wPb‡Z cvi‡Qb GB

Ry‡Zvi `vMUv? Avcbvi Ry‡Zv!

Avi GB †h eo mv‡ne `jej wb‡q KZ©e¨ K‡i †M‡Qb–GLv‡b–

‡WWewWi Pviav‡i Qq †_‡K AvU dzU ch©šÍ RvqMvq hZ cv‡qi

Qvc wQj, gvwo‡q `dvidv K‡i †M‡Qb| Av! GB †h GK‡Rvov

cv‡qi Qvc cvIqv †M‡Q| GK`g Avjv`v `vM †`LwQ, ej‡Z

ej‡Z wf‡R gvwU‡Z el©vwZ wewQ‡q Dcyo n‡q ï‡q coj ivqnvb|

93


AvZkKvP evi K‡i gvwUi IciKvi eyU wPý †`L‡Z †`L‡Z †hb

¯^M‡Zvw³ K‡i ejj, GB nj wM‡q †Q‡jUvi Ry‡Zvi `vM| `y-evi

hvZvqvZ K‡i‡Q–Zvic‡i †U‡b †`Š‡o‡Q| †`Š‡o‡Q e‡jB †Mvovwji

Qvc cÖvq I‡Vwb †P‡Uvi Ic‡iB fi c‡o‡Q †ewk| Zvi gv‡b,

†QvKiv LuvwU K_vB e‡j‡Q| ev‡ci wPrKvi ï‡b †`Š‡o G‡mwQj|

Avi GBLv‡b cvqPvwi KiwQ‡jb Ii evc Pybœy gvwbK| cv‡kB

e›`y‡Ki Kzu‡`vi `vM–evc †eUvq K_v nw”Qj GLv‡b| Av‡i! Av‡i!

IBUv Avevi Kx! ey‡Ui gvwjK GKevi Gj–Avevi †Mj–Avevi

G‡m‡Q †`LwQ„ I n¨uv, Pv`iUv Kzwo‡q wb‡Z G‡mwQj| wKš‘ Gj

†Kv‡Ì‡K? †`Lv hvK|

‡Pbv MÜ †c‡q eøvW nvDÛ †hfv‡e bvK bvwg‡q EaŸ©k¦v‡m †`Š‡ovq,

ivqnvbI Gevi †mBfv‡e gvwU †`L‡Z †`L‡Z †`Š‡ov‡Z jvMj|

†cQ‡b QyUjvg Avgiv| G‡m †cuŠ‡Qvjvg e‡bi av‡i| AviI wKQỳ ~i

†Mj ivqnvb| Dcyo n‡q e‡m c‡o gvwU cixv Kij AvZkKvP

w`‡q| ïK‡bv cvZv-UvZv mwi‡q ay‡jvi g‡Zv LvwbKUv e¯‘ wb‡q

Lv‡gi g‡a¨ fij| Lywk‡Z †PvL-gyL †ek D¾¡j n‡q D‡V‡Q|

Avkcvk Avevi †`Lj AvZkKv‡Pi g‡a¨ w`‡q| Ge‡ov‡Le‡ov

GKUv cv_i wb‡qI Zb¥q n‡q iBj A‡bKY| k¨vIjvi g‡a¨

c‡o wQj cv_iUv| †Mj e‡oviv¯Ív ch©šÍ|

wd‡i G‡m mnR Mjvq ej‡j, B›Uv‡iw÷s gvgjv| Wvb nvwZ

evwoUv wbðq Zid`v‡ii| †Zvgiv G‡MvI–Avwg AvmwQ Zid`v‡ii

evwo‡Z †`Lv K‡i|

wgwbU `‡kK c‡i ivqnvb Gj| Mvwo QyUj kn‡ii w`‡K|

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ivqnv‡bi nv‡Z k¨vIjvq-c‡o-_vKv †mB cv_iUv †`Ljvg|

j¯‹‡ii nv‡Z Zy‡j w`‡q ej‡j, GB wbb nZ¨vi nvwZqvi|

Kx K‡i eySe †h GUv w`‡qB Lyb Kiv n‡qwQj? Mv‡q †Zv †Kv‡bv

`vM †`LwQ bv|

bv, `vM †bB| wKš‘ GUv †hLv‡b c‡o wQj, Zvi Zjvq Nvm wQj|

†Kv‡Ì‡K Zy‡j G‡b †djv n‡q‡Q, ZvI †`L‡Z cvBwb| †h ai‡bi

†PvU †`Lv †M‡Q Lywj‡Z, GB cv_i w`‡qB

Zv m¤¢e|

LybUv K‡i‡Q †K?

‡m †ek j¤^vcvbv, ev-nvwZ, Wvb cv †U‡b †U‡b P‡j, cv‡q eyU

c‡i, QvB iOv GKUv Pv`i Mv‡q Rwo‡q _v‡K, fviZxq cvZvi

wewo Lvq, c‡K‡U †fvZv GKUv †QvU Qywi iv‡L| G‡ZB n‡e

Avcbvi?

‡n‡m †djj j¯‹i, †Kv‡U© MÖvn¨ n‡e bv hv ej‡jb| Kíbvi

Kvievi P‡j bv AvB‡b|

Av‡¯Í Av‡¯Í ivqnvb ej‡j, Zvn‡j Avcwb Avcbvi c×wZ‡Z KvR

Pvwj‡q hvb–Avwg Pwj Avgvi Kvq`vq | m‡Ü‡ejvq XvKv iIbv

†`‡ev fvewQ|

‡m Kx! Z`šÍ †kl bv-K‡iB?

Av‡i bv, †kl K‡iB hve|

mgm¨vi mgvavb?

‡m †Zv n‡q †M‡Q|

95


Lywb †K?

hvi eY©bv w`jvg|

Zvi bvg?

LyuR‡jB †c‡q hv‡eb–Lye GKUv †jvKRb G-Zjøv‡U †bB|

‡Luvov ev-nvwZ †jv‡Ki mÜv‡b bvg‡Z ej‡j †n‡m KzwUcvwU n‡e

Avgvi _vbvi †jvKRb!

ivqnvb ïay ejj, m~Î w`‡q w`jvg Avgvi wi‡cvwU©s †kl| G‡m

†M‡Q Av¯Ívbv|P‡j †Mj j¯‹i| Avgiv wdijvg †nv‡U‡ji

WvBwbs‡q| †L‡Z e‡m we‡kl K_v ejj bv ivqnvb| gyL †`‡L

eySjvg, †`vUvbvq c‡o‡Q|

LvIqv †kl nj| ivqnvb ej‡j, IqvwmK, G gvgjvq `y‡Uv AZ¨šÍ

Avðh© e¨vcvi ï‡b wbðq †Zvgvi LUKv †j‡M‡Q| GK nj, e¨vUv

WvK| `yB, gievi mg‡q mvi kãUv ejv| e¨vUv e‡j †W‡KwQj,

Wv‡KwQj ÔH e¨vUvÔ e‡j| XvKvq _vKv A‡b‡KB AwZ cwiwPZ

KvD‡K GBfv‡e Wv‡K| gvwbK mv‡ne hv‡K †W‡KwQj, †m-I Zvi

AwZ cwiwPZ †KD GKRb| `yR‡bB AwZ cwiPq| †`LvI Ki‡Z

wM‡qwQ‡jb Zvi mw½B, †m †Q‡j‡K Wv‡Kbwb|

mvi-mvi ej‡Z ej‡Z gviv †M‡jb †Kb?

c‡KU †_‡K GKUv KvMR evi K‡i †Uwe‡j wewQ‡q aij ivqnvb|

ejj, GB nj g¨vc| GK RvqMv nvZ Pvcv w`‡q ej‡jv Kx Av‡Q

c‡ov †Zv?

-sar

96


nvZ Zy‡j ejj, Gevi?

Kolsar, GB bvgUvB gievi Av‡M e‡jwQ‡jb gvwbK mv‡ne?

‡Q‡j ïay ïb‡Z cvq mvi, †klUyKz|

bvgUv wbðq Lywbi|

fvi‡Zi GKUv †QvÆ kn‡ii bvg Kjmvi

A¢ yZ e¨vcvi †Zv!

wZb b¤^i A¢ yZ e¨vcvi nj †mB †g‡U i‡½i wRwblUv–IUv Avm‡j

GKUv Mv‡qi Pv`i| Zvn‡j `uvov‡jv Kx? fvi‡Zi †mB †QvÆ kni

Mv‡q GKUv a~mi Pv`i Rwo‡q G‡m WvOk gvivi g‡Zv cv_i Qy‡o

†g‡i Lyb K‡i †M‡Q gvwbK mv‡ne‡K| cwi®‹vi?

wbðq|

Zvn‡j †Zv G-AÂjUv Kjmvi w`‡q Avmv †mB †jvKUvi

bL`c©‡Y| †Kbbv nvI‡i †cuŠ‡Qv‡bvi `y‡UvB †Zv iv¯Ív–GKUv

wfw±‡gi wb‡Ri evwo †_‡K, Avi GKUv Zid`v‡ii evMvbevwo

w`‡q|

wVK, wVK|

Rwg cixv K‡i Lywbi †`‡ni †h-eY©bv gv_v‡gvUv j¯‹i‡K

†kvbvjvg, ZywgI Zv ï‡bQ|

ï‡bwQ wVKB, wKš‘ Kxfv‡e AZ Lei Rvb‡j eywSwb| KZLvwb j¤^v,

†mUv bv nq `y‡Uv cv‡qi Qv‡ci g‡a¨ duvKUv †`‡L Av›`vR Ki‡j|

Ry‡Zvi †PnvivI Qvc †`‡L ejv hvq| wKš‘ GK cv‡q †Luvov Rvb‡j

Kx K‡i?

97


Wvb cv memg‡q Avj‡Zvfv‡e Rwg Qyu‡q †M‡Q–Pvc c‡owb| cv

†U‡b P‡j e‡jB Agb n‡q‡Q|

Kx K‡i ej‡j †m euv-nvwZ, gv‡b †jd&U- n¨v‡ÛW?

Lywji †cQ‡b nvo Kxfv‡e ¸uwo‡qwQj, Zywg Rvb| †PvU †j‡MwQj

euv-w`K †Nu‡l| A_©vr euv-nv‡Z cv_i †g‡i‡Q Lywb| evc-‡eUvq

SMovi mg‡q Mv‡Qi Avov‡j jywK‡q wewo †L‡q‡Q Avi QvB

†S‡o‡Q| QvB †`‡LB eySjvg, IUv fviwZq cvZvi wewo| wKQỳ ~‡i

wM‡q †cjvg wewoi †Mvov–‡d‡j †`Iqv n‡q‡Q|

ey‡SwQ —

wVK GB mg‡q `iRv Ly‡j †Mj| †nv‡U‡ji PvKi GKRb

AvMš‘K‡K N‡i XywK‡q w`‡q ej‡j, Iwji evev Rvjvj Zid`vi|

f`ª‡jv‡Ki †PnvivUv †`Levi g‡Zv| eva©‡K¨i fv‡i Kuva Sy‡j

c‡o‡Q, cv †U‡b †U‡b nuvU‡Qb, ewj‡iLv AuvKv iæ gyLwU wKš‘

`yR©q g‡bve‡ji cÖwZ”Qwe| Mv‡j `y-Pvi w`‡bi evwm `vwo,

Kvwb©‡ki g‡Zv RwUj fyiæ–Lvb`vwb, kw³gvb †Pnviv| wKš‘ gy‡L †hb

i³ †bB, †VvU Avi bv‡Ki LuvR bxj n‡q G‡m‡Q|

cÖkvšÍ K‡É ivqnvb ej‡j, e‡mb|

Avcwb Pywc Pywc e‡j Avm‡jb, †K‡j¼vwi hw` bv-Pvb, Zvn‡j

Avcbvi m‡½ †hb GLv‡b GKv GKv G‡m †`Lv Kwi|

B‡qm GKv GKv, wb‡R Avcbvi ILv‡b ZvB wKQy ewj wb, gv‡b

wKQy Rvb‡Z PvB wb|

98


e‡jb Kx Rvb‡Z Pvb? K_vUv wR‡Ám Ki‡jb e‡U, wKš‘ K¬všÍ Avi

nZvk †PvL †`‡L g‡b nj ReveUv wZwb Rv‡bb|

‡Pv‡L †Pv‡L †P‡q ivqnvb ej‡jv, Avcwb †QvU‡ejv †_‡KB fv‡jv

WvOk Qyo‡Z cvi‡Zb, bvwK c‡i cÖvKwUm K‡i iß K‡i‡Qb|

Avcbvi‡Zv Avevi euv nvZ P‡j, ZvB bv?

‡QvU‡ejv †_‡KB Avwg WvOk †g‡i †g‡i Mv‡Qi dj cvoZvg,

cvwL wkKvi KiZvg| eo n‡q Av‡iv cÖvKwUk K‡i K‡i . . . wKš‘

Avcbv‡K †K ej‡jv Avwg WvOk Qyo‡Z cvwi?

‡ek, Zvn‡j a‡i wbb gvwbK nZ¨v NwUZ me e¨vcvi Avwg †a‡i

†d‡jwQ!

`yB KiZ‡j gyL jywK‡q ¸wO‡q DV‡jb e„× Zid`vi|

ej‡jb RwoZ ¯^‡i, Zvn‡j Avgvi Kv‡Q Avi Kx Rvb‡Z Pvb?

Avcbv‡`i wK mwZ¨ Avwd«Kvq †`Lv n‡qwQj?

‡Kb?

Avwd«Kvi †Kvb †mvbvi Lwb‡Z Avcbviv KvR Ki‡Zb?

bv, Avgiv KL‡bvB Avwd«Kvq hvB wb

Avcbviv wQ‡jb fvi‡Zi Kvjmv‡i|

Rvjvj Zid`vi Pyc K‡i _vK‡jv

GB wg_¨vUv cÖPvi K‡iwQ‡jb †Kb?

Avwg GZ UvKv cqmv Avi †mvbv-`vbv wb‡q †`‡k wd‡iwQjvg †h

fviZ ej‡j †KD wek¦vm Ki‡Zv bv|

99


ï‡b Lywk njvg|

wg_¨vUv e‡j †d‡jwQjvg Ae¯’vi cwi‡cw‡Z, c‡i Avi mZ¨Uv

Keyj Kwiwb †g‡qUvi K_v †f‡e|

‡`Lyb fvB, Avwg miKv‡ii †jvK, cywjk ev †Mv‡q›`v bq| wi‡cvU©

wb‡Z G‡m bvK Mwj‡qwQ †mªd Avcbvi †g‡qi cxovcxwo‡Z|

Avcbvi †g‡q hv Pvq, AvwgI ZvB PvB–kix‡di Mv‡q †hb AuvP bvjv‡M|

‡iv‡M †iv‡M Avwg †kl n‡q G‡mwQ, –e‡ov‡Rvi Avi gvmLv‡bK

Avgvi Avqy| g„Zÿ Uv evwo‡ZB †nvK, †f‡ewQjvg †R‡j †hb bv

gi‡Z nq|

LybUv Zvn‡j AvcwbB K‡i‡Qb?

Avwg eywSwb †Q‡jUv †d‡m hv‡e| †QvU †ejv †_‡K Avgvi †Kv‡j

wc‡V eo n‡q D‡V‡Q Avgvi †g‡qi mv‡_|

Kjg Avi KvMR wb‡q ivqnvb ej‡j, Avcwb ejyb Kx K‡i‡Qb,

Avwg wj‡L wbw”Q| mvx G¨W‡fv‡KU IqvwmK ingvb| kixd‡K

hw` †Kvbbvg‡ZB Avi euvPv‡bv bv-hvq, ïay ZLbB cÖKvk Kie GB

¯^xKv‡ivw³|

ïay †`L‡eb, Iwj †hb GB NUbv ï‡b Kó bv-cvq| Aek¨ gvgjv

†kl nIqvi Av‡MB Avwg †kl n‡q hve|

GB gvwbK kqZvbUv‡K Avcbviv †KDB †P‡bb bv| MZ wek eQi

a‡i †m Avgvi Rxeb wewl‡q Zy‡jwQj|

100


lvU `k‡Ki †Mvovi w`‡K Avgiv WvKvwZ KiZvg Kvjmv‡i| i³

ZLb Mig| Amr msm‡M© wg‡k Q-R‡bi `j Mojvg|

PjšÍ Mvwo _vwg‡q jyVZivR K‡iwQ, Avovj †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡m

wQbZvB K‡iwQ| Kjmv‡i GK mgq evDqv R¨v‡Ki bvg ïb‡j

wkD‡i DVZ ILvbKvi gvbyl|

GKevi GKUv e¨vsK Mvwo jyV Kijvg| Q-Rb cvnviv`v‡ii

PviRb‡K Avgiv LZg Kijvg–Iiv LZg Kij Avgv‡`i

wZbRb‡K| WªvBfv‡ii Kcv‡j wc¯Íj †VwK‡q Mvwo `uvo Kivjvg–‡m

wKš‘ Avgv‡K LyuwU‡q †`‡L wb‡qwQj| DwPZ wQj gv_vUv ZLbB

Dwo‡q †`Iqv|

GB WªvBfviUvB nj Pybœy, GLbKvi gvwbK| me UvKv cqmv †mvbv

`vbv fvMev‡Uvqviv K‡i wb‡q `j †f‡O w`jvg| Avi KzKvR bq,

Gevi mrKv‡R cyiv‡bv cv‡ci cÖvqwðË Kie–GB gb¯’ K‡i †`‡k

wdijvg, RwgRvqMv wKbjvg, we‡q Kijvg, †g‡q nj| ¯¿xi g„Zÿ i

ci GB †g‡qB Avgv‡K evwo‡Z †U‡b †i‡L‡Q–QbœQvov n‡Z †`qwb|

GB mg‡q GKw`b ivRkvnx kn‡i †`Lv n‡q †Mj Pybœ y gvwbKi

m‡½| Ae¯’v iv¯Ívi KzËvi g‡Zv| Avgv‡K eø¨vK‡gj Kiv ïiæ

Ki‡jv| wb‡q Avmjvg I‡K GLv‡b| cywj‡ki fq †`wL‡q †m

Avgvi me‡P‡q fv‡jv Rwg webv fvovq †fvM Ki‡Z jvMj,

UvKvcqmv hLb-ZLb †P‡q wbZ| bB‡j cywjk‡K Lei †`‡e–GB

ûgwK w`‡q Pjj mgv‡b| Rxeb `ywe©ln n‡q DVj Avgvi| Iwj

e‡ov nIqvi ci Zvi wbMÖ‡ni gvÎv Qvwo‡q †Mj| Iwj cv‡Q Avgvi

AZx‡Zi `y®‹g© †R‡b †d‡j, GB f‡q Avwg wmwU‡q _vwK †`‡L

GKw`b †P‡q emj Iwj‡KB|

101


wKš‘ GBevi Avwg †eu‡K emjvg| IB WªvBfv‡ii ev”Pvi †bvsiv i³

Avgvi RxebUv †kl K‡i GLb Avgvi †g‡q‡K Pvq| Avwg Rvwb

Ii D‡Ïk¨ Avgvi me©¯^ MÖvm Kiv| Avgvi Avqy †h dzwi‡q G‡m‡Q,

†m-Lei I RvbZ| kixd †Q‡jUvi Ici Avgvi wKš‘ weZ„òv †bB

wKš‘ nvRvi n‡jI kqZvb Pybœy gvwbKi †Q‡j †m|

wVK Kijvg †evSuvcov Kiv hvK| nvI‡ii cv‡o †`Lv Kivi e¨e¯’v

nj| wM‡q †`wL †Q‡ji m‡½ ZK© n‡”Q Pybœyi| Avov‡j `uvwo‡q wewo

†L‡Z †L‡Z ïbjvg, †Q‡j‡K †evSv‡”Q Avgvi †g‡q‡K we‡q Kivi

R‡b¨| Ggbfv‡e †Lcv‡”Q kixd‡K †hb Avgvi †g‡q GKUv

evRv‡ii †g‡q|

ïb‡Z ïb‡Z †gRvR weM‡o †Mj, AšÍivZ¥v wewl‡q DVj| gv_vi

g‡a¨ Av¸b R¡‡j DVj| Avgvi w`b †Zv dzwi‡q G‡m‡Q| wKš‘ GB

kqZvb †eu‡P _vK‡j †h Avgvi Rxe‡b myL kvwšÍ wKQyB _vK‡e bv|

fve‡Z wM‡q gv_vq i³ P‡o †Mj| wVK Kijvg, Avi bv| I‡K

LZgB Kie|

ZvB I‡K Lyb Kijvg cv_i Qy‡o †g‡i| giY-wPrKvi ï‡b kixd

G‡m coevi Av‡MB cvwj‡q †Mjvg| wKš‘ Avevi wd‡i Avm‡Z nj

†d‡j hvIqv Pv`iUv wb‡q hvIqvi R‡b¨|

ivqnvb me wj‡L wbj, gvwbK‡K w`‡q mB Kwi‡q wbj|

Zvici ej‡j, Avcbvi wePv‡ii Av‡qvRb n‡”Q IciKvi e‡ov

Av`vj‡Z –G-Av`vj‡Z ZvB GB ¯^xKv‡ivw³ Avwg Avi †ck Kie

bv| wKš‘ hw` †`wL webv †`v‡l mvRv †c‡Z hv‡”Q kixd, Zvn‡j

Zv‡K euvPv‡bvi †kl Dcvq wn‡m‡e GB ¯^xKv‡ivw³ Avwg Kv‡R

102


jvMve| ZwÏb G-‡jLv Avgvi Kv‡QB _vK‡e| Avcbvi g„Zÿ i

c‡iI _vK‡e| †KD Rvb‡e bv|

Avt, euvPv‡jb| Gevi Avwg kvwšÍ‡Z gi‡Z cvie, e‡j cv †U‡b

†U‡b öwjZ Pi‡Y wbl&µvšÍ n‡jb wekvj‡`nx e„× Zid`vi|

Av`vj‡Z ¯^xKv‡ivw³ †ck Kivi Avi `iKvi nqwb–Ab¨vb¨ cÖgv‡Yi

†Rv‡i kixd‡K Lvjvm K‡i Av‡b ivqnvb| wg. Zid`vi GLb

ci‡jv‡K| Avkv Kwi Zvi †g‡q‡K wb‡q my‡L NiKbœv Ki‡Q

kixd| AvRI Rv‡b bv Iiv, Kx KzwUj Qvqvq GKw`b AÜKvi n‡q

G‡mwQj Zv‡`i AZxZ Rxeb|

Avkivd Dj Avjg wkK`vi

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104


cÖwZwU bvixi †fZ‡i _v‡K GK‡KUv ebf~wg,

†Rvbv_b KviwWD

cÖwZwU ebf~wg‡ZB GKwU bv GKUv KzwUi i‡q‡Q| KzwU‡i Av‡Q

GKwU Py‡jv| Py‡jv _vK‡j QvBI _vK‡e| QvB‡qi Mv`vq nvo

_vK‡eB| cÖwZwU nv‡o g‡a¨ GKwU Mí Av‡Q| cÖwZwU M‡íi GKUv

AvKzwZ Av‡Q| AvKzwZi †k‡l cyi®‹viI Av‡Q| cyi®‹v‡ii gyj¨

Av‡Q| cÖwZwU gy‡j¨i †cQ‡b KvUv-KvwU Av‡QB| KvUv-KvwU‡Z

f~Z _v‡K| f~‡Zi GKwU evwo Av‡Q| cÖwZwU evwo‡Z GKwU WvwKbx

Av‡Q| cÖwZwU WvwKbxi g‡a¨ GKwU bvix _v‡K| cÖwZwU bvixi

†fZ‡i _v‡K G‡KKUv ebf~wg|

105


106


n¨vev`x/bvev`x, †eU©ì †eªL&U

†eªLUwµZ me©‡kl ms‡kvab I ms‡hvRbmn

PwiÎ: wkK, evjK, gv, wZbwU QvÎ, †Kvivk

h w` e †j n¨v

1g AsK

†Kvivk:

me we`¨vi PvB‡Z eo we`¨v, hyw³ we`¨v fvB

‡KD e‡j G Lye LvwU K_v, †KD e‡j G K_v‡q †Kvb hyw³ bvB

Kv‡iv Kv‡Q Rvb‡Z PvIqv nq bv wKQyB, Zey †KD

ej‡Z cv‡i G me Wygyi Mv‡Qi dzj‡i fvB, Wygyi Mv‡Qi dzj, ZvB:

me we`¨vi PvB‡Z eo we`¨v, hyw³ we`¨v fvB

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2

1bs †¯ú‡m wkK, 2bs †¯ú‡m evjK Avi gv|

wkK:

Avwg GKRb wkK| kn‡ii gw›`i cÖv½‡b Avgvi ¯‹yj| ILv‡b

Avgvi Kv‡Q GKRb QvÎ c‡o hvi evev gviv †M‡Qb; GKvwK Ii

gv †`Lv †kvbv K‡i I‡K eo K‡i M‡o Zyj‡Q| evwo †dievi c‡_

AvR I‡`i mv‡_ †`Lv Ki‡Z hvw”Q| Avwg kxNª©B GKevi cvnv‡o

hv‡ev, Kvib, Avgv‡`i GB GjvKv‡q gnvgvix Qwo‡q c‡o‡Q, Avi

cvnv‡oi cv`‡`‡k †ek K‡qKRb fvj wPwKrmK emevm K‡ibG

ZvB fvejvg hvevi Av‡M †`Lv K‡i we`vq wb‡q Avwm|

(`iRvq bK-bK K‡i )

evmvq †KD Av‡Q?

evjK:

†K ILv‡b?

m¨vi G‡m‡Qb,

Avgvi wkK Avgv‡`i mv‡_ †`Lv Ki‡Z G‡m‡Qb!

wkK:

A‡bK w`b n‡jv Zywg ¯‹y‡j Avm‡Qv bv, ¯‹y‡j Avm‡Qv bv †Kb?

evjK:

Avgvi gv Amȳ ’¨, ZvB A‡bK w`b ¯‹y‡j †h‡Z cvwiwb|

wkK:

Avwg‡Zv wKQyB RvbZvg bv| Av”Qv GLb †Zvgvi gv‡K ej Avwg

G‡mwQ|

108


evjK ( 2bs †¯ú‡mi w`‡K ZvwK‡q K_v e‡j ):

gv, m¨vi G‡m‡Qb

gv ( 2bs †¯úm †_‡K K_v e‡j ):

Ibv‡K †fZ‡i Avm‡Z e‡jv|

3

evjK I wkK `yÕR‡b 2bs †¯ú‡m cÖ‡ek K‡i|

wkK:

Av‡bK w`b Av‡M GKevi Avcbvi mv‡_ Avgvi †`Lv n‡qwQj|

Avcbvi †Q‡j ej‡jv, Avcwb bvwK †ek Amȳ ’¨| GLb †Kgb

Av‡Qb?

gv:

n¨v n¨v, Z‡e GLb Avwg †ek my&¯’¨| G †Zgb `ytwðšÍvi wKQy †bB|

†Kv‡bv Ily‡ai K_v GLb Awã Kv‡iv Rvbv †bB>

wkK:

Avcbvi K_v ï‡b †ek fvj jvM‡jv|

Avm‡j Avwg G‡mwQjvg we`vq Rvbv‡bvi R‡b¨, ej‡Z G‡mwQjvg

†h, `yÕPvi w`‡bi g‡a¨B Avwg K‡qKRb †K wb‡q cvnv‡o GKUv

Kv‡R hv‡ev|

Jl‡ai †Lv‡R| Icv‡ki Wv³vi‡`i KvQ †_‡K †ivM wbivg‡qi wKQy civgk©

Avb‡ev> ï‡bwQ H cvnv‡oi I cv‡k bx‡P GKUv kni Av‡Q

†mLv‡b bvwK Amvgvb¨ wKQy wkK _v‡Kb| Zv‡`i mv‡_ †`Lv K‡i

wKQy wk‡LI Avm‡ev|

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gv:

ey‡SwQ, M‡elbvi, Kv‡R ce©Zv‡ivn‡b hv‡eb! †ek

†ek, fvj, AvwgI ï‡bwQ ILv‡b A‡bK aš^šÍwi Wv±vi _v‡Kb;

Avevi †KD †KD e‡j IRvqMvq †cŠQv‡bv bvwK gy‡Li K_v bq,

c_ mvsNvwZK wec` msKzj| Avcwb wK Avgvi †Q‡j‡K Avcbvi

mv‡_ wb‡Z PvB‡Qb?

wkK:

bv bv, G hvÎv †gv‡UB Aí eqmx‡`i Dchy³ bq|

gv:

Avkv Kwi, Avcwb fvj‡q fvj‡q wd‡i Avm‡eb| †ek,fv‡jv

wkK:

AvR Zvn‡j Avwm| fvj _vK‡eb, Avgvi Rb¨ †`vqv Ki‡eb|

evjK Ges gv:

fvj _vK‡eb, m¨vi|

4

evjK:

m¨vi, Avwg Avcbv‡K GKUv K_v ej‡Z PvB|

wkK:

ej wK ej‡e e‡jv?

evjK:

m¨vi, AvwgI gbw¯’i K‡i †d‡jwQ †h, Avwg cvnv‡o hv‡ev|

110


wkK:

‡Zvgvi gv‡K‡Zv eywS‡q e‡jwQ

Gc_ fxlY `yM©g c_

G Lye mvsNvwZK c_| ZvB †Zvgv‡q wb‡q

‡h‡Z cvwibv| Av‡iv ewj

Zywg wK K‡i fve‡j

gv‡K GKv †d‡j Zywg cvnv‡o hv‡e?

‡Zvgvi gv, Amȳ ’¨, Zywg Qvov Zvi Kv‡Q †K i‡e|

Zvi †`Lv‡kvbv Kiv †Zvgvi GKgvÎ KvR

Avgvi mv‡_ Nyi‡Z hvevi evqbv Qvo AvR|

evjK:

Avgvi Amȳ ’¨ gv‡qi Kvi‡bB †h‡Z PvB

Avcbvi mv‡_, hv‡Z cvnv‡oi bx‡P †mB kniUv Ly‡R cvB

Avi Ávwb wPwKrmK‡`i Kv‡Q †c‡Z cvwi

gv‡qi Rb¨ Jla Avi e¨e¯’vcÎvw`

wkK: Zvn‡j‡Zv Av‡iv GKevi †Zvivi gv‡qi mv‡_ Avgvi K_v

ejv `iKvi|

( wkK †¯úm 2‡Z wd‡i hvq, evjK Avwo †c‡Z K_v †kv‡b )

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5

wkK:

Avcbvi mv‡_ GKUv K_v Avjvc Kievi Rb¨ Avevi wd‡i Gjvg|

Avcbvi †Q‡j‡Zv †Muv a‡i‡Q †m Avgvi mv‡_ cvnv‡o hv‡e| Avwg

I‡K A‡bK †evSvjvg †h, †Zvgvi Amȳ ’¨ gv‡K GKv †d‡j Zywg

†Kv_vI †h‡Z cvi bv| ZvQvov cvnv‡o Pov, †m‡Zv fxlY KwVb

Ges mvsNvwZK KvR| I‡K eywS‡q ejjvg, †Zvgvi gZ GZ Aí

eq‡m Avgv‡`i m‡½ cvnv‡o hvIqv DwPr bq Ges m¤¢e bq|

Avcbvi †Q‡j e‡j I cvnv‡oi Icv‡k bx‡Pi kniUv‡Z †h‡Z Pvq,

ILvbKvi Ávwb Wv³vi‡`i KvQ †_‡K Avcbvi Rb¨ JlacÎ wb‡q

Avm‡Z Pvq|

gv:

†ek, Avwg Avcbvi gy‡L me K_v fvj K‡i ïbjvg| Avwg Avi G

wb‡q †Kvb cÖkœ Ki‡ev bv, Rvb‡Z PvB‡ev bv I Avcbv‡K Avi wK

wK e‡j‡Q--GB gvivZ¥K KwVb ce©ZAvni‡b I Avcbvi mv‡_

¯^v”Q‡›` †h‡Z cv‡i| †fZ‡i Av‡mv cyÎ

evjK 2bs †¯ú‡m G‡m †Xv‡K|

‡Zvgvi wcZv gviv hvIqvi

‡mB Pig w`b †_‡K AvR Aewa

‡KD Avgvi cv‡k G‡m `vouvq wb

fvwe wb KL‡bv ZywgI

Avgvq †Q‡o GZ `~‡i, †Pv‡Li Avov‡j hv‡e

Avwg wbt‡k¦l nevi Av‡M, Av‡Rv

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‡Zvgvi Lvevi Avwg LvB‡q w`B,

‡Zvgv‡q †cvkvK Avwg cwi‡q w`B

AvwgB me wKQy mvgjvB

evjK:

gv, Zywg hv hv e‡jQ, meB wVK K_v...Zey ewj, Avwg eywS, Avgvi

ØvwqZ¡, †m‡Zv Avgvq cvjb Ki‡ZB n‡e, gv

evjK, gv Avi wkK:

Avgv‡K (I‡K) †h‡ZB n‡e †mB `yM©g eÜyi c_ e‡q

‡Zvgvi (Avgvi, Ii) g„Zÿ e¨vwai wbivg‡q

hv‡ev H cvnvo wWw½‡q Icv‡k bx‡Pi kn‡i GK Kv‡R

hv‡ev aš^šÍixi Ilya Avi cwÌi †Lv‡Ru

6

‡Kvivk:

GZ ‡Y Iiv †ev‡S Avi †Kvb ARynvZ

iæL‡Z cvi‡e bv GB evj‡Ki c_

ZvB Ii wkK Avi Ii gv e‡j I‡V GK mv‡_

GK my‡i:

wkK, gv:

‡`L †`L Ii hyw³i GwK kw³

A‡b‡K ej‡Z cv‡i G †h Wygyi Mv‡Qi dzj, ZeyI evjK

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hyw³ w`‡q e‡j bv gv‡qi †ivM kh¨vi K_v

eis evi e‡j gv‡qi wb‡ivM nevi K_v

‡Kvivk:

hyw³i eva‡b c‡o gv ZvB e‡j

gv:

kix‡i Avi ej †bB gv

‡h‡ZB hw` nq Z‡e hv

Z‡e ZvovZvwo wd‡iv evQv ZvovZvwo wd‡iv

me evav Zy”Q K‡i Zywg ZvovZvwo wd‡iv

2q AsK

`iRvUv miv‡Z n‡e| g‡Âi Wvb cvkUv ¯Í‡i ¯Í‡i Av‡ivnx

cøvUd‡g© c~Y©, Zv‡Z wmwoi PovB Abymv‡i Dci wb‡`©k Kiv| 1bs

†¯ú‡mi evg cv‡ki g †e©vW© †Svjv‡bv, Zv‡Z †jLv Ôcvnv‡oi

c_Õ| Wvb w`‡K (DPy ¯Íi) †evW© †Svjv‡bv, Zv‡Z †jLv Ôce©Z

P~ovÕ| k~Y¨ gÂ|

7

‡Kvivk:

c‡e©vZv‡ivnxi `j

GLb cvnv‡o

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wkKI Av‡Qb †m `‡j

‡m `‡j Av‡Q evjKwUI

Z‡e †m evjK G åg‡b †hvM¨ bq

Zvi ü`wc‡Û Pj‡Q gnv `›`

kixi evox †divi Rb¨ Lvov

Lye †fv‡i †m †PvL †g‡j †`‡L gv_vi Dci cvnv‡oi P~ov

cv `y‡Uv Zvi gReyr K‡i

‡m cvnv‡oi Mv‡q Mv‡_

8

wkK Avi QvÎ wZbRb Av‡m 1bs †¯ú‡m, RvM wb‡q wcQy wcQy

Av‡m Av‡iKRb|

wkK:

Lye `ªæZB PovB †e‡q Avgiv GB RvqMvUv‡q †cŠ‡Q †Mjvg| GLb

GLv‡b Avgiv wKQyY wekªvg wb‡ZB cvwi, GB RvqMvUv‡K ejv

†h‡Z cv‡i në A_©vr GLv‡b wekªvg bvI|

wZbRb QvÎ:

Avcbvi K_v Avgv‡`i wk‡ivavh©|

ev‡a| evjK wkK‡K †N‡m `vovq>

evjK:

Avwg GKUv K_v ej‡Z PvB|

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wkK:

Kx ej‡e ej?

evjK: Avgvi kixiUv wVK fvj jvM‡Qbv|

wkK: Pyc! hviv Avgv‡`i gZ we‡lk †Kvb Kv‡Ri D‡Ï‡k¨

cvnv‡o ågb K‡i, Zv‡` gy‡L G me K_v ejv DwPr bq| m¤¢eZ

Zywg K¬všÍ n‡q c‡oQ, c‡e©vZvni‡b Zywg Af¨v¯Í bq| GLv‡b ï‡q

GKUy wekªvg wb‡q bvI| mȳ ’¨ n‡q DV‡e| (‡m cøvUd‡g© D‡V)

wZbRb QvÎ: g‡b n‡”Q Aí eqmx evjKUv cvnvo †e‡q Amȳ ’ n‡q

c‡o‡Q| Pj m¨v‡ii Kv‡Q e¨vcviUv ïwb wM‡q|

‡Kvivk:

n¨v, n¨v ZvB Ki hvI|

wZbRb QvÎ: (wkK‡K)

Avgv‡`i g‡b n‡”Q H ev”Pv ‡Q‡jUv cvnv‡o Po‡Z Po‡Z Amȳ ’

n‡q c‡o‡Q| bvwK, Ii mgm¨v Kx? Avcwb wK I‡K wb‡q †ek

DwØMœ n‡q c‡o‡Qb?

wkK:

bv, Ii kixiUv GKUy Lvivc jvM‡Q, e¨vm| ZvQvov Ii Avi †Kvb

eo mgm¨v wKQy n‡”Q e‡j‡Zv Avgvi g‡b nqbv| cvnv‡oi PovB

c‡_ DV‡Z DV‡Z GKUy K¬všÍ n‡q c‡o‡Q| GLv‡b wKQyY ï‡q

_vK‡jB I Avevi G‡Kev‡i SiS‡i Pv½v n‡q DV‡e|

wZbRb QvÎ:

A_©vr, Avcwb I‡K wb‡q we‡kl `y:wðšÍv Ki‡Qbv, ZvB‡Zv?

wkK A‡bKb hver Pyc K‡i _vK‡jb, †Kvb K_v †bB Kv‡iv

gy‡L|

wZRb QvÎ:

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‡kvb, †kvb, eÜyMY †kvb w`qv gb,

‡gv‡`i wkK gkvB Kx KB‡jb GLb

Kx KB‡jb GLb,

GB evjKwU K¬všÍ wbQK cvnvo Pwoqv

‡Zgb wKQy bq G mvgvb¨ welq

wbQK K¬všÍ nB‡Q 9

wbQK K¬všÍ nB‡j †KD wK Ggb ¤øvb nBqv hvq?

e¨vwa nB‡j GB cvnv‡o Zvi wK Dcvq

e‡jb Zvi wK Dcvq

Xvj evB‡Z hw` GB nq Kv‡iv GB Aewa

mvg‡b LvovB evB‡j Zvi Kx n‡e Dcvq

‡`‡Lb mevB eywS!

‡`‡Lb mevB eywS!

GB cvnv‡o †KD Kx Kv‡iv nq

LvovB eB‡Z wb‡R g‡i

Kv‡i Kv‡a †Kev a‡i

ZvB cvnv‡o wbqg Av‡Q GK AwZ cÖvwPb

wbqg AwZ cÖvwPb

‡mB wbqgUv eoB KwVb

eoB K‡Vvi

eoB wbôyi

evowZ †`n me †d‡j `vI bx‡P

cvnvo Zv‡i †Kv‡j Zy‡j †b‡e

evowZ †`n me †d‡j `vI bx‡P

cvnvo Zv‡i †Kv‡j Zy‡j †b‡e, ZvB wbK

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e¨vwa nB‡j GB cvnv‡o Zvi wK Dcvq

e‡jb Zvi wK Dcvq

cvnvo evB‡Z cÖ_g cÖ_g kixi GKUy Lvivc nBqv hvq

mvg‡b LvovB evB‡j Zvi Kx n‡e Dcvq

‡`‡Lb mevB eywS!

‡`‡Lb mevB eywS!

Avkv Kwi G kixi-Lvivc †Zgb wKQy bq

fvj Kv‡R AvB‡Q †m †h †`‡n †hb mq

hw` Zvi †`‡n bv Kó mq

cvnv‡o wbqg, Zv‡i †d‡j †h‡Z nq

Zv‡K wb‡q hvIqv bh

Zv‡K †d‡j †h‡Z nq

wbqg eoB K‡Vvi

bxwZ eoB wbôyi

evowZ †`n †h †n‡U cv‡i bv †h‡Z

cvnvo Zv‡i †Kv‡j Zy‡j †b‡e

Zv‡K †d‡j †h‡Z nq

Zv‡K †d‡j †h‡Z nq>

‡kvb, †kvb, eÜyMY †kvb w`qv gb,

cvnv‡oi wbq‡g cvnvo P‡j

ZvB cvnvo gReyZ Ggb

Zv‡i ewj APjvqZb

ewj APjvqZb

mevB‡K wb‡P 1bs †¯ú‡m WvKv nq, mevB mevi nvZUv gy‡L

†Pv‡½i gZ K‡i a‡i:

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Zywg wK Lye Amȳ ’, Dc‡i DV‡Z cvi‡e?

evjK:

†Zvgiv GL‡bv Avgv‡K GLv‡b `vwou‡q _vK‡Z †`L‡Qv| Amȳ ’ n‡j

wK Avwg e‡m coZvg bv?

[wbðzc wKQyY] GK mgq evjKwU gvwU‡Z e‡m c‡o|

9

wZbRb QvÎ:

Pj Avgiv eis wkK‡Ki mv‡_ e¨cviUv Avjvc Kwi, †mUvB fvj

n‡e| m¨vi Avcbvi Kv‡Q hLb evjKUvi e¨vcv‡i Rvb‡Z PvBjvg,

Avcwb ej‡jb I cvnv‡oi PovB †e‡q D‡V mvgvb¨ GKUy K¬všÍ

n‡q c‡o‡Q| wKš‘ GLb‡Zv I‡K †`‡L Ab¨ wKQy g‡b n‡”Q|

GLb‡Zv †m D‡V `vov‡ZI cvi‡Q bv| Avi f‡q f‡q ejjvg:

AwZ cÖvPxb Kvj †_‡K GKUv cÖ_v P‡j Avm‡Q †h, cvnvo wW½v‡Z

AcviK e¨vw³‡K Aek¨B cvnvo †_‡K bx‡Pi DcZ¨vKv‡q Qy‡o

†d‡j w`‡Z n‡e|

wkK:

Kx, †Zvgiv GB evjK‡K cvnv‡oi Dci †_‡K wb‡P DcZ¨Kv‡q

av°v †g‡i †d‡j †`‡e? <‡`LwQ I µ‡g Amȳ ’ n‡q co‡Q| GB

LvovBUyKz I‡K mevB wg‡j cvi Kwi‡q †`evi †Póv Ki|>

wZbRb QvÎ:

n¨v, m¨vi wVK Avgiv Zv-B ejwQ |

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gÂ: QvÎ wZbRb evjKUv‡K e‡q wb‡q LvovBUv cvi Kievi †Póv K‡i|

Awf‡bZviv cvUvZb, `wo, †Pqvi Avi G iK‡gi wKQy wRwbg w`‡q GKUv kiæ

cwnvwo Lvove c‡_i gZ †mU ˆZwi K‡i, hv‡Z QvÎ wZbRb wb‡Riv wb‡Riv

GKvwK cvi n‡q †h‡Z cv‡i, Z‡e evje‡K Kv‡a wb‡q Ibv cvi n‡Z cv‡ibv|

QvÎ wZbRb:

I‡K wb‡q Avgiv G LvovB cvi n‡Z cviwQbv, Avevi Ii mv‡_ GLv‡b †_‡K

†h‡ZI‡Zv cviwQbv| hvB †nvK bv †Kb Avgv‡`i GwM‡q †h‡ZB n‡e, Avgiv

†h Ilya msMÖn Ki‡Z hvw”P, Zvi Rb¨ Avgv‡`i †MvPv kni Db¥yL n‡q e‡m

Av‡Q| LyeB K‡ói mv‡_ ej‡Z n‡e, I hw` Avgv‡`i mv‡_ wb‡Ri cv‡q †n‡U

Pj‡Z bv cv‡i, Zvn‡j GB cvnv‡oi ey‡K GLv‡bB I‡K †d‡j †i‡L Avgv‡`i

GwM‡q †h‡Z n‡e|>

wkK:

n¨v AwZ cÖvPxbKvj †_‡K P‡j Avmv GKUv gnr cÖ_v, mZ¨| n¨v,

Avwg Gi weiæ‡× †Kvb cÖwZev` Ki‡Z cviwQbv|

†Zvgiv ZvB Ki‡e| Zv‡Z Avwg †Kvb cÖwZev` Ki‡Z cvwi bv| Avgvi avibv

†ZvgivB wVK|> Z‡e GB cÖvPxb cÖ_v‡ZB G K_vI ejv Av‡Q †h,

AcviK wedj e¨vw³i Kv‡Q wM‡q Rvb‡Z PvB‡Z n‡e †h Zvi

Kvi‡b AK…ZKvh© n‡q mevB wd‡i hv‡e wKbv| H †QvÆ RxeUvi

Rb¨ Avgvi ü`q GLb `yt‡L fvivµvšÍ| Avwg GLb Ii Kv‡Q wM‡q

Aek¨B me †Lvjmv K‡i Ly‡j ej‡ev, kvšÍ fv‡e †evSv‡ev GB gnr

cÖ_vi gg© K_v|

‡Kvivk:

n¨v Avcwb ZvB Kiæb|

wZbRb QvÎ:

(G‡K Ac‡ii gy‡Lv gywL `uvwo‡q)

Gevi P‡jv Ii Kv‡Q Rvb‡Z PvB I wK Pvq

Ii wedjZvq mevB wK wd‡i P‡j hv‡ev?

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Z‡e GKUv K_v g‡b ivL hw` I ZvB Pvq

Zey †gviv wdi‡evbv wKQy‡ZB

eis I‡K †d‡j †`‡ev cvnv‡oi ey‡K|

`~‡i cvnv‡oi ey‡K>

‡Kvivk:

Iiv †Q‡jUvi Kv‡Q Rvb‡Z Pvq: I wK Pvq

mevB wK wd‡i P‡j hv‡e Ii mv‡_?

Z‡e Iiv Av‡iv e‡j: †m hw` Pvq

Zey Zviv wdi‡ebv G cvnvo †Q‡o

eis I‡K †d‡j †`e GB cvnv‡oi ey‡K|

eû `~‡i cvnv‡oi ey‡K>

10

wkK evjKwUi Kv‡Q 1bs †¯ú‡m †b‡g Av‡m

wkK:

Avgvi K_v gb w`‡q †kvb, GLv‡b cvnv‡o AwZ cÖvPxbKvj †_‡K

GKUv cÖ_v P‡j Avm‡Q, †h cvnvo Av‡ivn‡b †KD Amȳ ’ n‡q

co‡j Zv‡K Aek¨B cvnv‡oi GB Mfxi Lv‡` Qy‡o †d‡j w`‡Z

n‡e--A_©vr ZZbvr g„Zÿ | <‡h‡nZy Zywg GLb Amȳ ’¨ Avi †n‡U

GKcvI PjvPj Ki‡Z cvi‡Qv bv, ZvB †Zvgv‡K GLb †d‡j †i‡L hvIqv

Qvov Avgv‡`i nv‡Z Avi †Kvb Dcvq †bB|> Z‡e GB cÖv_v‡q Av‡iv

ejv n‡q‡Q †h, Amȳ ’ †jvKUvi Kv‡Q Rvb‡Z PvB‡Z n‡e: Avgiv

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mevB wK Avevi †mB Kvi‡b wd‡i P‡j hv‡ev? H cÖ_v‡Z Av‡iv

ejv Av‡Q, Amȳ ’¨ †jvKUvi gy‡L i‡e weRqxi nvwm, Zvi DËi

n‡e, bv, Avgvi Kvi‡b mevi‡K wd‡i †h‡Z n‡e bv|

evjK:

ey‡SwQ m¨vi|

wkK:

Zywg Kx PvI †Zvgvi Kvi‡b Avgiv mevB evox wd‡i hvB?

evjK:

bv, Avcbviv wdi‡eb †Kb?

wkK:

Zvn‡j wK Zywg PvI mevi mv‡_ Av‡M †hgb N‡U‡Q †Zvgvi †ejvq

ZvB N‡U hvK?

†i‡L mevB mvg‡b GwM‡q hvK?>

evjK:

Aek¨B|

K‡i| n¨v, Avwg gbw¯’i K‡iwQ, Avcbviv GwM‡q hvb>

wkK: (mevB‡K Dc‡i Wv‡K):

GLv‡bv mevB Av‡mv! Avgvi Kv‡Q I n¨v e‡j‡Q, A_©vr cÖ_v

Abymv‡i †m DËi w`‡q‡Q|

<1bs †¯úm 2bs †¯ú‡m Wv‡K) :

I wVK wV DËi w`‡q‡Q>

wZbRb QvÎ:

Avgv‡`i Kv‡Q I n¨v e‡j‡Q| cÖ_v Abymv‡i me wVK n‡q‡Q|

evjKwU‡K Iiv 2bs‡¯ú‡m Zy‡j wb‡q Av‡m||

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<‡Kvivk Avi wZbRb QvÎ 2bs †¯ú‡m †h‡Z‡h‡Z:

I n¨v e‡j‡Q n¨v| Pj!

QvÎ wZbRb ZL‡bv `vwo‡q|

wkK:

Gevi P‡jv, P‡jv, Avi †bB †Kvb w`av

j‡¨ †cŠQy‡ZB n‡e, †bB †Kvb evav

QvÎ wZbRb Zey ZL‡bv `vwo‡q|

evjK:

Avwg wKQy K_v ej‡Z PvB: Avgv‡K GLv‡b GKv ïB‡q †d‡j †i‡L †Zvgiv

me Gfv‡e P‡j †hI bv, `qv Ki, `qv K‡i Avgvq H bx‡P cvnv‡oi Mfxi

DcZvL¨vq Qy‡o †d‡j w`‡q hvI, Avwg GKvKx Gfv‡e gi‡Z eo fq cvB|

wZbRb QvÎ:

Avgiv ZvÕ Ki‡Z cvi‡evbv wKQy‡ZB|

evjK:

`vouvI! Avgvi `vex †Zvgv‡`i gvb‡ZB n‡e|

wkK:

I‡K GLv‡b †i‡L †h‡Z n‡j, Ii `vex †g‡b bvI

fvM¨ iPbv eoB mnR

Kvh¨© Kivi †P‡q

‡Zvgiv wK GLb cÖ¯‘Z I‡K Qy‡o cvnv‡oi ey‡K †d‡j w`‡Z?

n¨v>

wZbRb QvÎ:

Avgv‡`i nv‡Z †Zvivi gv_v †Q‡o `vI

kixi †gv‡UB k³ K‡iv bv

Avgiv †Zvgvq e‡q wb‡q hv‡ev Lye hZ‡b

QvÎ wZbRb evjKwU‡K cvUvZ‡bi GK cv‡k wb‡q hvq| evjKwUi

mvg‡b `vovq, Zv‡K †X‡K †`q|

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evjK(‡Pv‡Li Avov‡j):

Lye fv‡jv K‡i Rvwb G Awfhvb hw` †kl K‡i †h‡Z PvB

Avwg †kl n‡q hv‡ev G c_ †kl nevi Av‡M‡B

GLb †PvL eyR‡jB †`wL Avgvi gv‡K

Avgvi †iv‡M †fvMv gv‡K

Zvi †ivM †kvK bv‡k Av‡mwQ †Zvgv‡`i mv‡_

Avgvi G me Av‡ivnx †cvkvK Zv‡K m‡cu w`I

Avi mv‡_ w`I wbivgq evbx †hb †m bv Kv‡`

Avgvi †iv‡M †fvMv gv †hb †m bv Kv‡`u

‡Zvgiv †h hvi evwo wd‡i †k‡l Avgvi G Lei w`I

‡Kvivk:

Gevi Zvi eÜy mevB `ov-`ox wbj Ly‡j

Zvici `xN©k¦vm †Q‡o †`‡L wbj c„w_exi wbg©g c_, wKQy Sy‡K

Zvic‡iv †`‡L wbj wZ³ †m c_, `yB †Pv‡L

Zvici Iiv I‡K Qy‡o †d‡j w`j bx‡P, eû bx‡P|

cv‡q cv‡q Zviv †hb wMuU †e‡au `uvov‡jv k³ cv‡q ‡PvL †g‡j

_v‡K ivmx DcZL¨v‡q

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h w` e †j bv

10

wkK bx‡Pi 1bs †¯ú‡m †b‡g Av‡m

wkK:

Avgvi K_v gb w`‡q †kvb, GLv‡b cvnv‡o AwZ cÖvPxbKvj †_‡K

GKUv cÖ_v P‡j Avm‡Q, †h cvnvo Av‡ivn‡b †KD Amȳ ’ n‡q

co‡j Zv‡K Aek¨B cvnv‡oi GB Mfxi Lv‡` Qy‡o †d‡j w`‡Z

n‡e--A_©vr ZZbvr g„Zÿ | Z‡e GB cÖv_v‡q Av‡iv ejv n‡q‡Q

†h, Amȳ ’ †jvKUvi Kv‡Q Rvb‡Z PvB‡Z n‡e: Avgiv mevB wK

Avevi †mB Kvi‡b wd‡i P‡j hv‡ev? H cÖ_v‡Z Av‡iv ejv Av‡Q,

Amȳ ’¨ †jvKUvi gy‡L i‡e weRqxi nvwm, Zvi DËi n‡e, bv, Avgvi

Kvi‡b mevi‡K wd‡i †h‡Z n‡e bv| ïay hw` Avwg †Zvgvi ¯’v‡b

n‡Z cviZvg, Zvn‡j g‡iI KZ bv myLx nZvg!

evjK:

ey‡SwQ m¨vi|

wkK:

Zywg Kx PvI †Zvgvi Kvi‡b Avgiv mevB evox wd‡i hvB? bvwK

Zywg PvI, cÖ_v gZ, †Zvgv‡K GLb Qy‡o †d‡j †`Iqv †nvK GB

wMix Lv‡`

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evjK (wKQy‡Yi Rb¨ wbðyc):

bv Avwg Zv‡Z Awb”QyK|

wkK (1bs †¯úm †_‡K 2bs †¯ú‡m hvq|):

bx‡P †b‡g P‡jv| I cÖ_vgZ DËi †`qwb|

wZbRb QvÎ (bx‡P 1bs‡¯ú‡m †b‡g Av‡m|):

I bv e‡j‡Q,

(evjK‡K):

Zywg cÖ_vbyhvqx DËi w`‡j bv †Kb? cÖ_gev‡ii DËi K w`‡j

wØZxqev‡ii Dˇi Aek¨B ej‡Z n‡e L , cÖ_‡gB †Zvgvi Kv‡Q

hLb Rvb‡Z PvIqv n‡qwQj, GB ågbKvjxb Ae¯’v‡q †Zvgvi hvB

†nvK n‡qwQj Zywj ej‡j n¨v|

evjK:

Avwg fyj DËi w`‡qwQjvg, Z‡e †Zvgv‡`i cÖkœUvI‡Zv †ZgbB

fyj| cÖ_gev‡ii DËi K w`‡j wØZxqev‡ii Dˇi †KD L bvI

ej‡Z cv‡i| †h eyS‡Z cvi‡Q K DËiUv wVK bq| Avwg Avgvi

gv‡qi Rb¨ Ilya LyR‡Z G‡mwQ, Z‡e GLb Avwg wb‡RB Amȳ ’

n‡q c‡owQ, d‡j Avi GwM‡q †h‡Z cviwQbv| d‡j bZyb

cwiw¯’wZ‡Z c‡o Avwg GLb `ªæZ wd‡i †h‡Z PvB| GLb Avwg

†Zvgv‡`i‡KI ejwQ †Zvgiv Avgv‡K wb‡q evox wd‡i P‡jv|

†Zvgv‡`i M‡elYvi KvR wKQy w`b ¯’wMZ ivLv m¤¢e| qw` Avm‡j

cvnv‡oi Icv‡k wkvi wKQy †_‡K _v‡K, †hgb Avgiv Avkv

KiwQ, Avgv‡`i cwiw¯’wZi we‡ePbvq GB gyn~‡Z© Aek¨ wd‡i P‡j

hvIqv DwPr| Avi †h cÖvwPb cÖ_vi K_v †Zvgiv ej‡Qv Zvi nvZv

gv_v †Kvb hyw³‡Z Avwg †dj‡Z cviwQ bv| eis Avwg Gi e`‡j

Avkv Kwi Ggb GK bZyb gnr cÖ_vi, hv hyM Dc‡hvMx, GB gyn~‡Z©

hv e¨envi Ki‡Z cvwi, †h cÖ_vq cÖwZwU bZyb cwiw¯’wZ‡Z bZyb

fv‡e wPšÍv Ki‡Z †`q|

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wZbRb QvÎ (wkK‡K):

Avgv‡`i GLb wK Kiv DwPr? G evjK hv ej‡jv Zv †gv‡UB

bvqKwPZ bq, Z‡e Zv Avgv‡`i eyw× we‡ePbv‡q G‡Kev‡i ¯úó|

wkK:

†Zvgiv Aek¨B wb‡Riv wmÜvšÍ †b‡e| Z‡e †Zvgv‡`i‡K Avwg

GKUv K_v e‡j w`‡Z PvB, Gfv‡e wd‡i †M‡j Kš‘ †Zvgiv mvavib

†jvK‡`i Kv‡Q nvm¨c` Ges Acgv‡bi cvÎ n‡q DV‡e|

wZbRb QvÎ:

wb‡Ri Rb¨ wb‡R K_v ejv wKQy‡ZB gh©v`vnvwbKi n‡Z cv‡i bv|

wkK:

bv Avwg Zv‡Z gh©v`vnvwbKi wKQy †`L‡Z cvw”Q bv|

wZbRb QvÎ:

Zvn‡j P‡jv Avgiv wd‡i hvB, Avi †Kvb †jvKPyi msmq ev

Acgv‡bi fq Avgv‡`i eyw× we‡ePbvi Kv‡R evav mva‡Z

cvi‡ebv| †Kvb cÖvPxb wbqg-cÖ_vB Avgv‡`i mwVK wPšÍv-‡PZbv

MÖn‡Y evav w`‡Z cvi‡ebv|

Avgv‡`i nv‡Z †Zvivi gv_v †Q‡o `vI

kixi †gv‡UB k³ K‡iv bv

Avgiv †Zvgvq e‡q wb‡q hv‡ev Lye hZ‡b

‡Kvivk:

Gfv‡eB eÜyiv Zv‡`i eÜy‡K e‡q wb‡q hvq

c„w_ex‡Z M‡o †Zv‡j bZyb cÖ_v

c„w_ex‡Z M‡o †Zv‡j GB bZyb wbqg

‡mB evjK‡K wb‡q Zviv N‡i wd‡i hvq|

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cvkvcvwk nv‡U Zviv GK mv‡_

Kv‡a Kv‡a nUvq Zviv hZ Acgvb

Kv‡a Kv‡a mivq Zviv me Acev`

‡jv‡Ki K_v‡q Kvey Zviv nqbv‡Kv Avi|

Avkivd-Dj Avjg wkK`vi

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mgªv‡Ui bZyb †cvkv‡Ki K_v, n¨vÝ A¨vÛvimb

A‡bKKvj Av‡M GK mgªvU wQ‡jb, wZwb GZB mvR‡Z-¸R‡Z

fv‡jvevm‡Zb †h Zvi me UvKv-Kwo Kvco †Pvco wKb‡ZB †kl

n‡q †hZ| Gw`‡K †mcvB-mvš¿x‡`i wK nvj nj ZvB wb‡q GZUyKz

gv_v Nvgv‡Zb bv| w_‡qUv‡i wK¤^v wkKv‡i hw`-ev †h‡Zb, ZvI ïay

†jvK‡K Zvi bZyb †cvkvK-AvkvK †`Lvevi Rb¨| w`‡bi g‡a¨

Nwo-Nwo wZwb mvR e`jv‡Zb| Ab¨ ivRv-ivRovi wel‡q †hb ejv

nq, ÔgnvivR gš¿Yvmfvq e‡m‡Qb| Gi wel‡q †Zgwb †jv‡K

ejZ, ÔmgªvU Kvco Qvovi N‡i e‡m Av‡Qb!Ô

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g¯Í kn‡i Zvi ivRavbx, †mLv‡b Av‡gv`Avnjv‡` †jv‡Ki mgq

KvUZ, Kv‡RB ivRmfvq wbZ¨bZyb AvMš‘K AvmZ| GKevi `y‡Uv

gnv `yó, †Rv‡”Pvi G‡m ejj, Zviv Kvco †ev‡b, †m Ggwb

PgrKvi me i‡Oi Avi RgKv‡jv me b·v Kvco †h fvev hvq bv|

Zvi Dci †m Kvc‡oi bvwK GKUv Avðh© ¸Y Av‡Q, hviv wb‡R‡`i

c‡`i A‡hvM¨, wK¤^v hviv Avnv¤§K, Zviv †KD I-Kvco †Pv‡LB

†`L‡Z cvq bv|

ï‡bB mgªv‡Ui g‡b nj, Z‡e †Zv H Kvc‡oi Lvmv †cvkvK nq!

†miKg †cvkvK Avgvi hw` _vKZ, Agwb †Ui †cZvg Avgvi

iv‡R¨ Kviv Kviv Zv‡`i c‡`i A‡hvM¨, Kviv Kviv Avnv¤§K, Kviv

PvjvK| Zv n‡j GLwb HiKg Kvco Avgvi R‡b¨ †evbv †nvK|

ZLb `yB ZuvZx‡K †W‡K †gjv UvKv-Kwo †`Iqv nj, hv‡Z KvR

ïiæ Ki‡Z †`wi bv nq| K‡qK w`b KvUj| Zvi ci mgªvU

fve‡jb, ÔGevi Zv n‡j GKevi wM‡q †`L‡Z nq Kvco †evbvi

KZ`~i nj|Ô m‡½ m‡½ g‡b c‡o †Mj, hviv Avnv¤§yK, wK¤^v hviv

wb‡R‡`i c‡`i A‡hvM¨, Zviv †KD †Zv I Kvco †Pv‡L †`L‡Z

cv‡e bv| mgªv‡Ui GKUy †hb †Kgb †Kgb jvMj|

g‡b g‡b ej‡jb, ÔZvB e‡j Avgvi wb‡Ri †Kv‡bv fq †bB, wKš‘

e¨vcviUv‡Z bvK Mjvevi Av‡M, Avi KvD‡K cvwV‡q †`LvB DËg

e‡j g‡b n‡”Q|ÔGw`‡K knimy× meŸvB H Kvc‡oi Avðh© ¸‡Yi

K_v ï‡bwQj| Avi mK‡ji g‡bB †eRvq †KŠZ~nj, Zv‡`i cvovi

†jv‡Kiv mevB PvjvK, bv †evKv, bv wK !

LvwbK wPšÍv K‡i mgªvU ej‡jb, Òey‡ov gš¿xgkvB †Zv Lye wek¦vmx

†jvK, Zv‡KB cvVvb hvK| Kvc‡oi ¸Y Zuvi g‡Z Avi †K-B ev

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eyS‡e? Zv Qvov Iui KZ eyw× we‡ePbv, Iui g‡Zv †hvM¨ e¨w³ Avi

†Kv_vq Av‡Q!Ò

AMZ¨v ey‡ov gš¿xgkvB †M‡jb †h-N‡i †mB `yB awoevR e‡m k~b¨

Zuv‡Z cÖvYc‡Y KvR KiwQj| ZvB bv †`‡L ey‡ov gš¿xi Py

PoKMvQ| ÔGi gv‡bUv wK? Zuv‡Z GK wPj‡Z my‡ZvI †`L‡Z

cvw”Q bv †Kb|Ò ZvB e‡j Awewk¨ gy‡L wKQy ej‡jb bv|

`yB †Rv‡”Pvi Lye LvwZi K‡i Zv‡K Kv‡Q †W‡K wRÁvmv Kij b·v

cQ›` wK bv, iO fv‡jv nj wK bv| GB-me wRÁvmv K‡i, Avi

k~b¨ Zuv‡Zi w`‡K †`Lvq! †ePviv gš¿x gkvB Lye g‡bv‡hvM w`‡q

†`‡LI Zv‡Z wKQy †`L‡Z †c‡jb bv| Awewk¨ Zvi GKUv DËg

KviYI wQj, †h‡nZy Zv‡Z wKQyB wQj bv †h †`L‡eb!

gš¿x fve‡jb, ÔAuv! GI wK m¤¢e †h Avwg GKUv Avnv¤§yK? Av‡M

†Zv KL‡bv †miKg g‡b nq wb| Avi ZvB hw` n‡qB _vwK, †m

K_v †Zv KvD‡K Rvbvb Pj‡e bv| bvwK Avwg Avgvi c‡`i

A‡hvM¨? ZvI †Zv †jv‡Ki Kv‡Q ejv hvq bv| bvt, KvcoUv †h

†Pv‡L †`L‡Z cvw”Q bv, †m K_v Avwg †Kv‡bvg‡ZB ¯^xKvi Kie

bv|Ô

Kv‡Ri fvb Ki‡Z Ki‡Z GK e¨vUv ejj, ÒKB, gš¿x gkvB,

Kvco cQ›` nj wK bv, wKQy ej‡Qb bv †h?Ò †Pv‡L Pkgv Gu‡U

Zuv‡Zi w`‡K ZvwK‡q gš¿x ej‡jb, Òevt! PgrKvi n‡q‡Q ! †hgwb

bKkv, †Zgwb iO ! hvB, mgªvU‡K GLwb e‡j Avwm †h Avgvi g‡Z

Kvco e‡ovB DrK…ó|Ò

`yó †jvK `y‡Uv ejj, ÒZv n‡j Avgiv AvwZkq evwaZ nB|ÒGB

e‡j †mB †bB Kvc‡oi i‡Oi bvg, bKkvi weeiY, Bwb‡q-wewb‡q

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we¯ÍvwiZ ejj| gš¿xgkvB Kvb Lvov K‡i me ï‡b wb‡jb hv‡Z

mgªv‡Ui Kv‡Q ûeû eY©bv w`‡Z cv‡ib| †k‡l ZuvZxiv Av‡iv wKQy

†ikgx myZv, †mvbvi Zvi †P‡q wbj, KvR †kl Ki‡Z bvwK I-me

jvM‡e| hv †cj Zvi meUvB Awewk¨ cÎcvV wb‡R‡`i ¸wj‡Z f‡i

†djj| Zvi ci k~b¨ nv‡Z Avevi Lye hZœ K‡i Kv‡R e‡m †Mj|

Gi c‡i mgªvU Av‡iKRb mfvm`‡KI cvwV‡qwQ‡jb, KÏyi wK nj,

K‡e bvMv` †kl n‡e, GB-me †R‡b Avm‡Z| †m †jvKUviI

gš¿xgkvB‡qi `kv nj | Ny‡i wd‡i ZuvZ cixv K‡i †mI Lvwj

KvVv‡gv Qvov wKQyB QvB †`L‡Z †cj bv| †jvK`y‡Uvi iKg-mKg

†`‡L g‡b nj †hb Zviv KZB Kvco eyb‡Q| Zviv ejj, ÒwK

gkvq, gnvgvb¨ gš¿xe‡ii g‡Zv AvcbviI wK Kvco cQ›` nj?Ò

GB e‡j Avevi Zviv Kvc‡oi gbMov iO Avi bKkvi eY©bv w`j|

mfvm` fvej, ÔAvnv¤§K bB, GUv wVK| Z‡e wK Avwg Avgvi GB

jv‡fi c‡`i †hvM¨ bB bvwK? †m †Zv eoB A¢ yZ K_v! hvB †nvK

†M, KvD‡K wKQy ejv n‡e bv|Ô ZLb †m-I H A-‡`Lv Kvc‡oi

ZvwiK K‡i ejj †h, ÒiO bKkv, `yB-B Lvmv|ÒZvi ci mgªv‡Ui

Kv‡Q wd‡e wM‡q ejj, ÒmgªvU evnv`yi, Iiv †h Kvco eyb‡Q, Zvi

Zyjbv †bB |

mgªvU wb‡Ri LiPvq-digv‡qmx Kvco Kiv‡”Qb, knimy× mevB

ZvB wb‡q ejvewj Ki‡Z jvMj|

GZw`b c‡i mgªv‡Ui kL nj ZuvZ-Pov Ae¯’v‡Z wZwbI H eûg~j¨

Kvco †`‡L Avm‡eb| K‡qKRb evQvB Kiv mfvm` m‡½ wb‡q

Zv‡`i g‡a¨ Av‡M huviv Kvco †`‡L Zvwid K‡iwQ‡jb †m `yB

g‡nv`qI wQ‡jb-mgªvU †M‡jb †Rv‡”Pvi `y‡Uvi Kv‡Q| †hB Zviv

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†Ui †cj ¯^qs mgªvU G‡m‡Qb, Agwb Zviv †hb KZB-bv Kv‡R

Wy‡e iBj| Awewk¨ Avm‡j GKUv my‡ZvI Pvjvb nj bv| Av‡MKvi

`yB g‡nv`q ej‡jb, ÒwK Ac~e© KvR †`‡L‡Qb? GKevi GKUy

ZvwK‡q †`Lyb, mgªvU, wK-ev bKkvi PvZywi, wK-ev i‡Oi evnvi!Ò

GB e‡j ZuvivI †mB k~b¨ KvVv‡gv †`Lv‡Z jvM‡jb| g‡b g‡b

Zuv‡`i aviYv -- Avi mevB wbðqB KvwiMi‡`i Ac~e© KvR †`L‡Z

cv‡”Q|

mgªvU Gw`‡K g‡b g‡b ej‡jb, ÔG Avevi wK nj? Avwg †h QvB

wKQyB †`L‡Z cvw”Q †b| Z‡e wK Avwg GKUv Avnv¤§K, bvwK

Avgvi c‡`i A‡hvM¨? Gi †P‡q Lvivc Avi wK n‡Z cv‡i?Ô--

ÒI‡n, Lvmv Kvco ey‡bQ! †Zvgv‡`i wkíKg© Avwg mg~n Aby‡gv`b

KiwQ|Ò GB e‡j cÖmbœ †n‡m mgªvU †PvL evwM‡q k~b¨ ZuvZwU

†`L‡Z jvM‡jb| `y `yRb mfvm` †h wRwb‡mi GZ cÖksmv Kij,

†mB wRwbm wZwb †gv‡U †Pv‡LB †`L‡Z cv‡”Qb bv, G K_v †Zv

†Kv‡bv g‡ZB ¯^xKvi Kiv hvq bv|

Gw`‡K AbyPiivI ZvwK‡q †PvL e¨_v K‡i †djj, hw` wKQy †`L‡Z

cvq, wKš‘ †m ¸‡o evwj! Zv †nvK †M, Zey Zviv GKev‡K¨ e‡j

DVj, ÒAvnv! wK my›`i!Ò mevB wg‡j mgªvU‡K civgk© w`j †h,

K‡qKw`b c‡iB †kvfvhvÎv n‡e, ZLb mgªvU †hb GB bZyb

†cvkvK c‡i evnvi †`b| Pvi w`K †_‡K ie DVj, ÔPgrKvi !

Lvmv! Ggb nq bv ! mK‡ji g‡bB †hb GKUv A¯^vfvweK iK‡gi

dzwZ©, mgªv‡UiI|

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awoevR `y‡Uv‡K wZwb mvgªv‡R¨i †kªô m¤§vb w`‡q f~wlZ Ki‡jb|

Rvgvi †evZv‡g AuvUevi Rb¨ iO-P‡O †ikgx wd‡Z Avi Ômš¿gkvjx

Zš‘evqÔ Dcvwa `vb K‡i †dj‡jb|

‡kvfvhvÎvi Av‡Mi w`b `yB †Rv‡”Pvi †hv‡jvUv evwZ †R¡‡j,

mvivivZ †R‡M KvUvj, hv‡Z mevB †`L‡Z cvq mgq g‡Zv mgªv‡Ui

†cvkvK †kl Ki‡Z Zviv KZ-bv e¨¯Í! fve †`Lv‡Z jvMj †hb

GB ZvZ †_‡K Kvco bvgvj, GB k~‡b¨ KvwP Pvwj‡q Rvgv KvUv

nj, GB wewb-my‡Zvi QyP w`‡q †mB Rvgv †mjvB nj !' Ae‡k‡l

Zviv ejj, ÒGB †`Lyb gkvBiv, mgªv‡Ui, †cvkvK cÖ¯‘Z!Ò

Zvi ci mfvi †nvgiv-‡Pvgiv‡`i wb‡q mgªvU G‡jb| ZuvZxiv k~‡b¨

Lvwj nvZ Zy‡j †hb KZ wK †`Lvj| m‡½ m‡½ ej‡Z jvMj, ÒGB

wbb mv‡jvqvi, GB Mv‡qi kvj, GB aiæb †RveŸv! mg¯Í Kvco-

‡Pvco gvKomvi Rv‡ji g‡Z nvév, Mv‡q w`‡j g‡b n‡e wKQyB

civ nq wb| †mBLv‡bB †Zv Kvc‡oi Avmj ¸Y|Ò

mfvm`iv ejj, Òn¨uv, n¨uv, Zv †Zv e‡UB, Zv †Zv e‡UB!Ò hw`I

†KD GKMvwQ my‡Zv ch©šÍ †Pv‡L †`L‡Z cvw”Qj bv| ZLb †jvK

`y‡Uv ejj, ÒGevi mgªvU hw` mgªv‡Ui bZyb †cvkv‡Ki K_v AbyMÖn

K‡i –Avqbvi mvg‡b G‡m Kvco Qv‡ob, Zv n‡j bZyb †cvkvK

cwi‡q w`B|Ò

mgªvU Agwb Kvco-‡Pvco †Q‡o †dj‡jb; Avi †Rv‡”Pvi `y‡Uv

Zuv‡K bZyb †cvkvK civevi fvb Ki‡Z jvMj| mgªvUI Gcvk

Icvk Nyi‡Z wdi‡Z jvM‡jb, †hb Avqbvq Zvi bZyb †cvkv‡Ki

evnvi †`L‡Qb|

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mevB PuPv‡Z jvMj, Ôevt, evt, bZyb †cvkvK c‡i mgªvU‡K wK

PgrKviB bv †`Lv‡”Q ! Mv‡q †Kgb Lv‡c Lv‡c e‡m‡Q ! nvnv, wK

bKkv, wK iO ! G‡KB e‡j ivRvi †hvM¨ †cvkK| Ô

cÖavb D˜MvZv †NvlYv Ki‡jb, Ò‡kvfvhvÎvi mgq nj ! mgªv‡Ui

QÎaiiv A‡cv Ki‡Q|Ò

mgªvU ej‡jb, ÒAvwgI cÖ¯‘Z| Avgvi bZyb †cvkvK Mv‡q wVK

†j‡M‡Q †Zv?Ò GB e‡j Av‡iKevi Avqbve mvg‡b Nyi‡jb

wdi‡jb, †hb †cvkvK †`L‡Qb|

kqb-gw›`‡ii huviv Kg©va¨, Zv‡`i KvR mgªv‡Ui †cvkv‡Ki

gvwU‡Z jyUvb SvjiwU Zy‡j aiv| Zuviv †KD QvB wKQyB †`L‡Z

cv‡”Qb bv, Zey gvwU Lvg‡P wK †hb Zy‡j wb‡q ax‡i ax‡i G¸‡Z

jvM‡jb| Zviv †KDB gvb‡Z ivwR bb †h, nq Zviv Avnv¤§K, bq

Zv‡`i c‡`i A‡hvM¨|

GBfv‡e ivRavbxi ivRc_ w`‡q, DuPy ivR‡Îi bx‡P, mgªvU

†kvfvhvÎv K‡i Pj‡jb| hviv c‡_ `vwo‡q wQj Ave hviv c‡_i

av‡ii Rvbjvq wfo K‡iwQj, Zviv mevB Mjv †Q‡o P¨uvPv‡Z

jvMj, Ômgªv‡Ui bZyb †cvkv‡Ki wK evnvi! Avnv, SvjiwU wK

PgrKvi ! kv‡ji SyjwU wK gvwb‡q‡Q|Ô GK K_vq ej‡Z †M‡j

†KD gvb‡Z ivwR bq †h, †cvkvK-‡UvkvK wKQyB †`L‡Z cv‡”Q

bv| gvb‡jB †Zv mevB Rvb‡e nq Zviv Avnv¤§K, bq Zv‡`i

c‡`i A‡hvM¨! mgªv‡Ui GZ Kvco-‡Pvc‡oi †Kv‡bvUvB Gev‡ii

g‡Zv Av‡jvo‡bi m„wó K‡i wb, GUv wbwðZ!

nVvr GKUv †Qv‡Uv †Q‡j e‡j DVj, ÒI wK ! mgªv‡Ui †h Lvwj

Mv!Ò Zvi evc ejj, Ò‡kvb, mij gy‡Li K_v †kvb!Ò Agwb

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K_vUv Pvi w`‡K i‡U †Mj| Ae‡k‡l mevB ej‡Z jvMj, ÒAv‡i

ZvB †Zv! mgªv‡Ui †h Lvwj Mv!Ò ZZ‡Y mgªvU wb‡RI ey‡S‡Qb

K_vUv wVK, †eRvq wei³I n‡q‡Qb| Zey Zvi g‡b nj †h, ZvB

e‡j †kvfv hvÎv eÜ Kiv hvq bv| Avi kqb-gw›`‡ii Kg©va¨ivI

AwZ hZœmnKv‡i SvjiwU Zy‡j wb‡q Pj‡jb, Awewk¨ Svji ev

†cvkvK-‡UvkvK Avm‡j wKQyB wQj bv|

jxjv gRyg`vi

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`¨ wùsm DB`vDU G¨ wmK‡iU, A¯‹vi IqvBì

GK we‡K‡j e‡m AvwQ c¨vwi‡mi Kv‡d w` jv †cBK-Gi evB‡ii

w`‡K| iv¯Ívq †jvKR‡bi PjvPj †`LwQ| AevK n‡q fvewQ,

A‡bK gvbylB †Zv LyeB abx Zvn‡j wKQy gvbylB ev GZ `wi`ª n‡e

†K‡bv|

Ggb mgq g‡b n‡jv †K †hb bvg a‡i WvKj Avgvq|

‡cQb wd‡i †`wL jW© gvwP©kb| GK mv‡_ Avgiv A·‡dvW©

wek¦we`¨vj‡q coZvb, Qvovi c‡i Avi †`Lv nqwb; ZvI †Zv cÖvq

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eQi `‡kK| Zv‡K †`Lv Avwg Lye Lywk n‡q DVjvg| nvZ

†gjvjvg `yR‡b †ek †Lvk †gRv‡R|

A·‡dv‡W© _vK‡ZB I‡K Avgvi Lye fv‡jv jvM‡Zv| Avgiv †ek

fv‡jv eÜy n‡q D‡V wQjvg| I ZLb n¨vÛmvg, cÖvYPÂj Avi fvix

mr GKRb hyeK| mevB ejvewj KiZvg me mgq Ggb mr n‡q

bv _vK‡j wKš‘ †Q‡jUv c„w_exi †kªô GKRb gvbyl n‡q DV‡Z

cvi‡e GK w`b| Z‡e Avgvi aviYv Ii GZ cÖksmv Ki‡Zv mevB

Ii H mZZvi R‡b¨B|

GLb, GB `k eQi ci Ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q g‡b n‡jv I wKQyUv

e`‡j †M‡Q| †Kgb †hb DwØMœ, wPšÍvwš^Z g‡b n‡jv| Kx wb‡q †hb

†m m‡›`‡n fyM‡Q| Avgvi †Zv g‡b nq bv ag© ev ivRbxwZ wb‡q I

†Kv‡bv wØav؇›` Av‡Q; I me wb‡q Ii G‡Kev‡i wb‡R¯^ cv°v

gZvgZ Av‡Q| Avwg wbwðšÍ njvg †h wbðq †Kv‡bv bvixNwUZ

e¨vcvi-m¨vcvi|

wRÁvmv Kijvg we‡q-mvw` K‡i‡Q wK bv|

DËi w`‡jv, Ò‡g‡q‡`iB fv‡jvfv‡e eyS‡ZB cvwi bv, we‡q Ki‡ev

Kv‡K|Ò

Ò‡Rivì, †`v¯Í Avgvi,Ò ejjvg, Ò Avgv‡`i KvR †g‡q‡`i

fvjevmv, I‡`i‡K †evSv eywSi †Zv `iKviB †bB|Ò Òhv‡K Avwg

wek¦vm Ki‡Z cvi‡ev bv Zv‡K Avwg fvjevm‡ZI cvi‡ev bv,Ò GB

n‡jv Ii DËi|

Òg‡b n‡”Q Rxe‡bi Kx GKUv inm¨ †hb Zywg †Mvcb Ki‡Qv,

†Rivì| Avgv‡K me Ly‡j ej|Ò

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ÒPj, GKUy Ny‡i-Uy‡i Avwm Mvwo‡Z K‡i; WªvBf|Ò DËi w`‡jv I|

ÒGB RvqMvUv bv eo M¨vÄg| bv, bv, IB njỳ MvwoUv ev` `vI–H

†h, H Nb meyR MvwoUv Pj‡Z cv‡i|Ò

wKQy‡Yi g‡a¨B Avgiv P‡j †Mjvg K¨v‡d †_‡K †ek A‡bKUv

`~i| Rvb‡Z PvBjvg, ÒAvgiv hvw”QUv †Kv_vq?Ò

I ejj, Ò‡h Lv‡b B‡”Q P‡jv; Avgvi †Kv‡bv Amywe‡a †bB|Ò

GKUy †_‡g Avevi ej‡jv ÒP‡jv, †evBm wW †ev‡jv‡bi †Kv‡bv

†i‡¯Íviuvq Pj? ILv‡b Avgiv wWbviUv †m‡i †b‡ev, Avi Zywg

†Zvgvi K_v †kvbv‡e|Ò

ejjvg, ÒAv‡M †Zvgvi Kvwnwb ïb‡ev Zvci Ab¨ K_v| GKUy

†S‡o Kv‡kv †Zv Gevi| inm¨Uv Kx?Ò

‡Rivì UyK K‡i c‡KU nvZ XywK‡q †Q&Æ GKUv Pvgovi †Km †ei

K‡i Avgvi nv‡Z w`‡jv| Lyjjvg| †fZ‡i GKRb bvixi Qwe|

†ek j¤^v Ges my›`ix, gv_vq `xN© j¤^v Pyj, Avi †bkv aiv‡bv eo

eo `y‡Uv †PvL| ci‡bi †cvkvK AvkvK †`‡L g‡b n‡”Q Lye `vwg|

Ò‡Pnviv †`‡L Kx g‡b nq †Zvgvi? mr?Ò

QweUv Lye gb‡hvM w`‡q wKQyY †`Ljvg| Qwei †Pnviv †`‡L g‡b

nj gwnjvi g‡a¨ Kx †hb GKUv Mvcb inm¨ jywK‡q Av‡Q| †evSv

hv‡”Q bv inm¨Uv fv‡jv bv g›`| Zuvi †mŠ›`h©UvB †ek inm¨gq|

Zvi †Vuv‡U †j‡M _vKv wb‡¯ÍR nvwm †`‡L Avgvi g‡b n‡jv Puv`wb

iv‡Z wgkixq wùsm †`LwQ| bvwK †h inm¨gq nvwmUv c¨vwi‡mi

jÿ f‡i †`L‡Z cvIqv hvq wjIbv`©i †cwbUs, †gvbv wjmvq?

‡Rivì GKUy Aw¯’i, Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv, ÒKx fve‡j e‡jv?Ò

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Òmy›`ix wùsm|Ò ejjvg, ÒGi K_v Kx Rv‡bv e‡jv †Zv me|Ò

ÒAv‡M LvIqv-`vIqvi KvRUv †m‡i wbB|Ò

wWbvi †kl K‡i Kwd Avi wmMv‡iU Lvw”Q| AveviI g‡b Kwi‡q

w`jvg K_vUv| Zvici †Rivì GB KvwnwbUv ej‡jv:

ÒGKw`b we‡Kj †ejv,Ò I MíUv ïiæ Ki‡jv, ÒcuvPUv-UuvPZv

ev‡R jÛ‡b, eÛ w÷ª‡Ui nuvUwQ| Pvicv‡ki AbK Mvwo †Nvov,

ax‡i ax‡i GwM‡q hv‡”Q| Avgvi w`‡K iv¯Ívq †QvU Lv‡Uv GKUv

njỳ Mvwo, Kx Rvwb †Kb †m w`‡K Avgvi bRi AvU‡K †M‡jv|

MvwoUv P‡j hv‡”Q, Avgvi †Pv‡L co‡jv H gyLUv| GKUy Av‡M

Qwe‡Z Zywg hv‡K †`L‡j †mB bvixi gyL| mivmwi Avgvi ü`‡q

wM‡q †cŠQv‡jv gyLUv| †m w`b mviv ivZ, c‡ii mvivUv w`bB †mB

gyLUv K_v Ny‡i wd‡i Avgvi g‡b co‡Z jvM‡jv| evievi Avwg

iv¯Ív Nv‡U, mvavib RvqMv¸wj‡Z njỳ Mvoxi Lyu‡R †eovZvg|

†Kv_vI Lyu‡R †cjvg bv| fve‡Z ïiæ Kijvg †mB AcwiwPZ

my›`ix‡K Avwg ¯^‡cœB †`‡LwQ|

ÒcÖvq mßvn Lv‡bK ci GKw`b, gv`vg w` ivm‡Uj-Gi mv‡_

wWbvi Kievi R‡b¨ wM‡qwQjvg| wWbvi wQj AvUUv, mv‡o AvUUv

†e‡R †Mj| ZL‡bv Avgiv emvi N‡i e‡mB AvwQ| †k‡l GKRb

PvKi `iRvUv nvU K‡i Ly‡j w`‡q ej‡jv, Ò‡jwW A¨vjiqÒ|

gwnjv XyK‡jb N‡i - GB gwnjv‡KB Avwg GZw`b a‡i Lyu‡R

†eovw”Q! GB †mB njỳ Mvwoi my›`ix|

ax‡i ax‡i emevi NiUv‡Z Xy‡K G‡jv †m, a~mi †cvkv‡K Zv‡K

`viæb †`Lvw”Qj| gv`vg w` ivm‡Uj Avgv‡KB ej‡jb †jwW

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A¨vjiq‡K wWbv‡i wb‡q †h‡Z, Avwg †Zv Avb‡›`i kxL‡i †cŠ‡Q

†Mjvg | LvIqvi †Uwe‡j †jwW A¨vjiq em‡jb cv‡kB|

Ô‡L‡Z e‡m covi c‡i Avwg G‡Kev‡i mij g‡b e‡j †djjvg,

Ò‡jwW A¨vjeq, g‡b nq w`b K‡qK Av‡MB GKevi Avwg

Avcbv‡K eÛ w÷ª‡U †`‡LwQ|Ò

Ô¤øvb n‡q †M‡jv †m Mjv bvwg‡q Avgv‡K ej‡jv, ÒwcøR GZ †Rvi

K_v e‡jb bv| Av‡k-cv‡k †KD ïb‡Q nq‡Zv|Ò

ÔAvjv‡ci ïiæ‡ZB Ggb KvÛ, Avgvi GKUy LvivcB jvM‡jv| K_v

Nywi‡q Avwg divwm bvUK Avi hZ me AvjZy dvjZy e¨vcv‡i

Av‡jvPbvq †g‡Z DVjvg| I †Zv K_v cÖvq wKQy ej‡QB bv| K_v

e‡j G‡Kev‡i Av‡¯Í Z‡e KÚ †ek my‡ijv| g‡b n‡j fq cv‡”Q,

cv‡Q eywS †KD Zuvi K_v ï‡b †d‡j|

ÔcvM‡j g‡Zv Avwg Zvi †cÖ‡g c‡o †Mjvg| D‡ËRbv †e‡o †M‡jv

Ii Pvicv‡ki in‡m¨i K_v †f‡e †f‡e| Avgvi †KŠZ~nj µ‡g

Av‡iv †e‡o †M‡jv -- ZLb Av‡iv Rvb‡Z B‡”Q Ki‡Q -- Kx GB

bvixi Pvicv‡ki inm¨|

ÔwWbvi †kl nIqvi mv‡_ mv‡_ D‡V co‡jv| P‡j hv‡”Q †`‡L

Rvb‡Z PvBjvg,

c‡i Zvi mv‡_ †`Lv Ki‡Z †h‡Z cvwi wKbv| GKUy PycPvc n‡q

iB‡jv wKQyY| †PvL eywj‡q †`‡L wb‡jv Av‡k cv‡k †KD bRi

ivL‡Q wK bv| Zvici ej‡jv, ÒAvmyb, Kvj we‡Kj †cŠ‡b

cuvPUvq|Ò

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Ôgv`vg w` ivm‡Uj‡K Aby‡iva Kijvg, †jwW A¨vji‡qi e¨vcv‡i

wKQy K_v Rvbvevi R‡b¨| Kv‡b †M‡jv ïay †h Ii ¯^vgx gviv

†M‡Qb, Avi †m jÛ‡bi Lye g~j¨evb GjvKvi my›`i GKUv evwo‡Z

†m GLb _v‡K| Gme ï‡b-Uy‡b wKQyY †_‡KB evmvq wd‡i

†Mjvg|

c‡ii w`b wVK †cŠ‡b cuvPUvq Avwg †jwW A¨vji‡qi jÛ‡bi

evwo‡Z wM‡q nvwRi njvg| evwoi Kv‡Ri †jvK‡K ejjvg †jwW

A¨vji‡qi mv‡_ †`Lv Ki‡Z PvB| K_v ï‡b †m Rvbv‡jv GB

wKQyY Av‡MB †m †ewi‡q †M‡Q|

ÔK¬v‡e P‡j †Mjvg, fxlY `ytL, weåvšÍ| A‡bK †f‡ewP‡šÍ GKUv

wPwV wj‡L w`jvg, Rvb‡Z PvBjvg Ab¨ †Kv‡bv w`b Ggb weKv‡j

Avev‡iv Avm‡Z cvwi wKbv|

Ô‡ek A‡bK w`b †Kv‡bv DËi †cjvg bv, Z‡e Ae‡k‡l GKUv wUwV

†cjvg| Zv‡Z ejv Av‡Q †iveevi Pvi‡U mgq †`Lv Ki‡Z †h‡Z

cvwi| wUwVUvi †k‡l A¢ yZ wb‡`©k †`Iqv: ÒAbyMÖn K‡i GB

wVKvbvq Avi Avgv‡K wPwV cvVv‡eb bv|Ò e‡j‡Q, Ò‡`Lv n‡j me

Ly‡j ej‡ev|Ò

Ô‡ivevi Avwg †Mjvg, I evwo‡ZB wQj| AgvBK e¨envi, Avwg gy»

njvg| Z‡e D‡V Avmevi mgq I ej‡jv, ÒAvgv‡K Avevi KL‡bv

wPwV †`Ihvi cÖ‡qvRb nq Zvn‡j GB wVKvbv bv cvwV‡q cvVv‡eb:

wg‡mm bKm, DB‡UKviÔm jvB‡eªwi, wMÖb w÷ªU| evwo‡Z Avgvi

†Kv‡bv wPwVcÎ bv AvmvB fv‡jv, A‡bK KviY Av‡Q|Ò

ÔZvic‡i cÖvqB Ii mv‡_ †`Lv mvvr nq| w`‡b w`‡b †m Avgvi

Kv‡Q Av‡iv †ewk g‡bvgy»Ki Ges inm¨gq n‡q DV‡Z jvM‡jv|

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gv‡S-g‡a¨ g‡b n‡q‡Q †Kv‡bv cyiæ‡li Là‡i c‡o‡Qb nq‡Zv| bv

wVK wek¦vmI n‡q I‡V bv e¨vcviUv|

Ô‡k‡l GKw`b Avwg g‡b g‡b wVK K‡i †djjvg, I‡K Avgvi ¯¿x

nIqvi cÖ¯Íve †`e| jvB‡eªwii wVKvbvq GKwU wPwV cvwV‡q w`jvg

Ii Kv‡Q| Rvb‡Z PvBjvg, c‡ii †mvgevi QUv mgq Ii mv‡_

†`Lv n‡Z cv‡i wKbv| DËi cvVv‡jv, n¨v, †`Lv n‡Z cv‡i| Avwg

†Zv G‡Kev‡i Avb‡›` AvZ¥nviv| Avwg Avm‡jB Lye ... LyeB

fvj‡e‡m †d‡jwQ I‡K, eyS‡j| Ii Pvicv‡ki inm¨ Avgv‡K

†U‡b wb‡q P‡j‡Q g‡b n‡Z cv‡i; bv,bv, G‡°ev‡iB wKš‘ Zv wVK

bq! Avwg IB bvixUv‡KB fvj‡e‡m †d‡jwQ| Ii inm¨gqZvq

Avwg wfZ, wVKB| Avgvi †fZ‡i †fZ‡i fxlY ivM e‡o I‡V|Ô

Avwg wPrKvi K‡i DVjvg, ÔZvi gv‡b Zywg in‡m¨i RU Ly‡j

†dj‡Z †c‡i‡Qv?Ô

Ô‡gvUvgywV,Ô DËi| Ô‡mvgevi wi‡R›U cv‡K© KvKvi evwo‡Z

wM‡qwQjvg jv Ki‡Z| LvIqv-`vIqv †m‡i GKUy nuvUv-nuvwU

KivUv Avgvi Af¨vm| fvejvg †nu‡U wcK¨vwWwj‡Z hv‡ev| hvIqvi

kU©KvU iv¯Ív gv‡b UyK-UvK †Q‡U-Lv‡Uv K‡qKUv Awj-Mwj| †Zgwb

GKUv iv¯Ív a‡i hvw”Q nVvr †`wL †jwW A¨vjiq G‡Kev‡i Avgvi

mvg‡b| Zvi gyLUv gv_vi wekvj Uywc‡Z A‡a©K XvKv c‡o Av‡Q,

Z‡e Avgvi wPb‡Z †Kv‡bv fyj nq wb|

Ô‡jwW A¨vjeq nbnb K‡i GwM‡q hv‡”Q| iv¯ÍvUvi †kl evwoi

Kv‡Q G‡m wmuwo w`‡q K-avc D‡V †Mj m`i `iRvq| e¨vM †_‡K

GKUv Pve †ei K‡i wb‡q, `iRv Ly‡j †fZ‡i Xy‡K †M‡jv|

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Ôg‡b g‡b ejjvg, ÒI, GB Zvn‡j Avmj inm¨!Ò Zvici Avwg

PU K‡i wM‡q `uvovjvg evwoUvi mvg‡b| †`‡L g‡b nj fvov

†bIqv evwo g‡Zv|

ÔPvex †ei Kievi mgq KLb †hb Zvi †ivgvjUv c‡o †M‡Q|

`iRvi Kv‡Q †`wL iægvjUv c‡o Av‡Q| †mUv Zy‡j wb‡q c‡K‡U

†i‡L w`jvg|

`Q`Uvq Zuvi m‡½ †`Lv n‡jv, hvevi K_v n‡qwQj Av‡M †_‡KB|

iƒcvjx GKUv †cvkv‡K †m e‡m wQj †mvdvq| fvix my›`i †`Lvw”Qj

Zuv‡K|

ÒAvcbv‡K †`‡L Avwg fv‡jv jvM‡Q,Ò I ej‡jv, ÒmvivUv w`bB

evwo‡Z, AvR †ei nB wb †Kv_vI|Ò

AevK n‡q Ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q iBjvg wKQyY| Zvici c‡KU

†_‡K iægvjUv †ei K‡i Ii nv‡Z w`jvg| Lye kvšÍ, VvÛv Mjvq

ejjvg, ÒAvR weKv‡j Kzgbi w÷ª‡U Zywg GUv †d‡j G‡mwQ‡j,

†jwW A¨jiq|Ò

ÔSU K‡i gv_v Zy‡j ZvwK‡q iB‡jv Avgvi w`‡K, †Pv‡L ¯ú÷

AvZ¼| iægvjUv nv‡Z wb‡jv bv| cÖkœ Kijvg, ÒILv‡b wM‡qwQ‡j

†Kb?Ò

ÔÒAvgv‡K GB cÖkœ Kivi AwaKvi wK Avcbvi Av‡Q?ÒÔ

ÔÒ‡Kv‡bv cyiæl †Zvgv‡K fvjevm‡j †h AwaKvi †c‡Z cv‡i, †mB

AwaKv‡i,Ò ejjvg|Ò ÒAvR Avwg G‡mwQjvg †Zvgvi Kv‡Q

Rvb‡Z †h Avgvi ¯¿x n‡Z †Zvgvi †Kv‡bv AvcwË AvQ wK bv|Ò ÔI

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`yÕnv‡Z gyL †X‡K †dj‡j, †`L‡Z cvw”Qjvg Ii †PvL †e‡q cvwb

co‡Q| ejjvg, Òme K_v Avgv‡K e‡jv|Ò

ÔIi †Pv‡L cvwb, D‡V `uvov‡jv, mivmwi Avgvi w`‡K wd‡i mVvb

ZvKv‡jv Avgvi w`‡K| ÒjW© jW© gvwP©kb,Ò Av‡¯Í-ax‡i ej‡jv,

ÒAvcbv‡K ejvi g‡Zv wKQyB bv|Ò

ÔÒKvi mv‡_ †`Lv Ki‡Z wM‡qwQ‡jv Zywg!Ò wPrKvi K‡i DVjvg|

ÒGB Zvn‡j †Zvgvi Avmj inm¨|Ò

ÔnVvr †Kgb †hb d¨vKv‡k n‡q DV‡jv I, Zvici ej‡jv, ÒKv‡iv

mv‡_ †`Lv Ki‡Z hvBwb|Ò Ôejjvg Òwg‡_¨ K_v ej‡Qv|Ò

Ô ÒAvwg mwZ¨ K_vB ejwQ|Ò

Ôcy‡ivcywi cvMj n‡q D‡VwQjvg| Rvwb bv Kx e‡jwQ bv e‡jwQ,

Z‡e I‡K gvivZ¥K RNY¨ wKQy K_v e‡j †d‡jwQjvg †Zv Aek¨B|

†k‡l Avwg †i‡M Ni †_‡K `ªæZ †ewi‡q G‡mwQ| c‡ii w`bB Ii

GKUv wPwV †cjvg| †m wPwV bv Ly‡jB †diZ cvwV‡q w`jvg|

Zvic‡iB A¨v‡jb †Kvjwf‡ji mv‡_ †ewi‡q cojvg biI‡qi

w`‡K|

ÔgvmLv‡bK ci biI‡q †_‡K jÛ‡b wd‡i G‡m GKw`b gwb©s

†cv‡÷i wi‡cv‡U© Rvb‡Z cvijvg †jwW A¨vjeq gviv wM‡q‡Q| GK

mܨvq w_‡qUvi †`L‡Z wM‡q bvwK cÖPÛ VvÛv †j‡M wM‡qwQj|

Zvi wKQyw`b c‡iB gviv †M‡Q †m|

ÔN‡i †_‡K †e‡ivjvg bv K‡qKUv w`b; Kv‡iv m‡½ †`Lv mvvr ev

K_v-evZ©v †bB| mvivK&Y PycPvc e‡m _vwK; gb fxlY Lvivc|

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G‡Kev‡i †f‡½ cojvg| LyeB fvjevmZvg I‡K| cvM‡ji g‡Zv

fvjevmZvg| Ck¦i! H bvix‡K Avwg GZ fvjevmZvg!Ô

Ò‡mB evwoUvi iv¯Ívq -- Zywg c‡i wM‡qwQ‡j?Ò wRÁvmv Kijvg|

Ôej‡jv, Òn¨uv, wM‡qwQjvg GKevi|Ò GKUy †_‡g Avevi ejv ïiæ

Ki‡jv, ÒGKw`b wM‡qwQjvg Kzgbi w÷ª‡U| m‡›`n - Awek¦vm

Avgv‡K Kz‡i Kz‡i Lvw”Qj| `iRvi †UvKv w`jvg| GKRb

f`ªgwnjv `iRv Ly‡j w`‡jb, Zv‡K †`‡L ï‡b †ek mg&åvšÍB g‡b

n‡jv| Rvb‡Z PvBjvg, †Kv‡bv Ni-Ui Lvwj cvIqv hv‡e bvwK,

fvov wb‡Z PvB|

ÔLye kvšÍfv‡e wZwb ej‡jb, Òbv, gv‡b emevi KvgivUv GKRb

Avm‡j GKRb fvov wb‡q †i‡L‡Qb Z‡e †m gwnjvi †Zv Avi

†Kv‡bv cvËv †bB MZ wZb wZb‡U gvm| Zuvi Kv‡Q wZb gv‡mi

fvov c‡o Av‡Q, Av‡mI bv fvovI †`q bv| IUv GLb Avcbvi

Kv‡Q fvov w`‡q w`‡ZB cvwi g‡b n‡”Q|

‡jwW A¨vje‡qi QweUv Ibv‡K †`wL‡q wRÁvmv Kijvg, ÒGB

gwnjvUvi K_v ej‡Qb bv‡Zv?Ò

Ô Òn¨v, n¨v GB‡Zv, GB‡Zv †mB gwnjv,Ò wPrKvi K‡i DV‡jb|

ÒK‡e Avm‡Z cv‡i e‡jb †Zv?Ò ejjvg, ÒAvi Avm‡e bv, I

gviv wM‡q‡Q|Ò

Ô ÒKx ej‡Qb Kx Avcwb! gviv †M‡Q!Ò Avr‡K DVjb gwnjv|

Òï‡b Lye Lvivc jvM‡Q| †ePvix KL‡bv mL‡bv G‡m ïay H

NiUv‡Z e‡m _vK‡Zv, mßvn wZb cvDÛ K‡i fvov w`‡Zv

Avgv‡K|Ò

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ÔwRÁvmv Kijvg, ÒKv‡iv mv‡_ †`Lv Ki‡Z Avm‡Zv GLv‡b?Ò

Ô Òbv, bv|Ò gwnjv ej‡jb| Òbvn&| memgq GKv GKvB Avm‡Zv,

†KD †Kv‡bvw`b Zvi mv‡_ †`Lv Ki‡ZI Av‡m wb GLv‡b|Ò Avwg

wei³ n‡q Mjv Pwo‡q Rvb‡Z PvBjvg, ÒZvn‡j GLv‡b G‡m

Ki‡ZvUv Kx?Ò

Ô ÒPycPvc e‡m eB co‡Zv,Ò gwnjv ej‡jb| Ògv‡S-gv‡S Pv

†L‡Zv| Z‡e GKv GKv|Ò

ÔKx ej‡ev eyS‡Z cvijvg bv| Zvi nv‡Z cuvP cvDÛ awi‡q w`‡q

evwo wd‡i Gjvg| GLb e‡jv, me wKQyB †Zv ïb‡j, Gm‡ei

gv‡bUv Kx? Kx g‡b nq gwnjvi MíUv Avmj mZ¨? Zywg wek¦vm

Ki‡Z cvi‡Qv?

ejjvg Ôn¨v, wek¦vm KiwQ,Ô

Ô‡jwW A¨vjeq †mLv‡b †h‡Zv e‡m e‡m eB co‡Z!Ô

Ô‡`v¯Í,Ô ejjvg, Ô‡jwW A¨vjeq GKRb AwZ mvavib bvix, Zvi

g‡a¨ GK iK‡gi GKUv inm¨cbv jywK‡q ivL‡Z n‡Zv| †Mvc‡b

jywK‡q Qywc‡q GLv‡b Avm‡j g‡b g‡b Avb›` †c‡Zv, ZvB NiUv

fvov wb‡qwQj¨| wb‡R‡K †m †Kv‡bv Kvwnwbi inm¨gq bvwqKv

fve‡Z fvjevm‡Zv| †Mvcb in‡m¨i w`‡K Zvi GKUv †KŠZ~nj

wQj, fxlY fvjevm‡Zv|

ÔZywg wK Avm‡jB Zv-B g‡b K‡iv?

Ô n¨v mwZ¨ Zv-B g‡b Kwi|Ô

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c‡KU †_‡K Pvgovi †mB e¨vMUv †ei K‡i, Ly‡j QweUv †ei K‡i

wb‡q Awb‡g©l †P‡q _vK‡jv| †k‡l ej‡jv, ÒKx Rvwb Avgvi †Zv

wek¦vm nq bv wKQy‡ZB!

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