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<strong>ANMOL</strong><br />
<strong>TOHFAA</strong> ……….<br />
From Life Till Life ……
<strong>ANMOL</strong> <strong>TOHFAA</strong><br />
( Volume #1 )<br />
Maaz Khursheed<br />
(Author)
<strong>TOHFAA</strong> …. Sunne me jitna pyara lafz hai asal mai bhi utna e pyara lgta<br />
hai jb wo hamare samne ho. Tohfay ki kai surten hain . Ham bachpan se<br />
bohot se tarah k thofay dekhte hua arhe hain. Kabhi maa baap ki surat<br />
me to kbhi behan bhaion ki surat me . Kabhi bachpan k khilonon ki<br />
surat me ya papa ki di hui koi pasandeeda cheez ki surat me . Kabhi<br />
doston ki surat me to kabhi zindagi k safar me sath dene wale haseen<br />
sathi ki surat me . Ya yun kehna galat nahi hoga k ye zindagi jahan hame<br />
Ataa e Rabb e Kareem hai , ak amaanat hai wahin ak tohfaa b hai. Ak<br />
aesa haseen tohfa jo sabko azeez hota hai.Or tohfaa jb anmol ho to<br />
insaan k aage uski qadar o manzilat or mazeed barh jati hai.<br />
Insan apni zindagi main sbse pehla tohfa jo pata hai wo hain Maa Baap.<br />
Wo tohfaa jo anmol tareen hai yani be_mol jiska koi mol nae koi brabari<br />
nae. Ak aesa tohfa jiske hone na hone ka ahsaas insaan tb jaan pata hai<br />
jb wo unki asal Qadar o manzilat ko smjh jay . Jo waqt rehte smjh gaya<br />
wo Khush qismat or dono jahaan ki kamyabyon ka malik or jo nae smjh<br />
saka to phr use bara nakaam koi nae is jahan main.<br />
Insaan ka dusra or bohot aeham Tohafaa e hasil hota he use ak aese<br />
sathi ka miljana jo uski baqyaa zindagi k safar ka ak dil deeda sathi hota<br />
he jise Ham Saathi e Safar e Zindagi , Jeewan Sathi , Husband/Wife b<br />
kehte hain. Ak aesa saathi jo apke hr dukh sukh main apke sth ak saay ki
tarah hota hai. Maa Baap k bd Shariyat e Islam ne agr ksi ka aala<br />
muqam zikr kya hai to wo Jeewan Sathi hai.<br />
Hr insaan khuwah wo larka ho ya larki , zindagi me yahi khuwaish yahi<br />
dua krte hain k ALLAH unhe ak aesa Jeewan Sathi ataa kare jo sirf unka<br />
hokr rahe , unki care kare , unse pyar kare , unko sbse zyada respect de<br />
, zindagi ki sari khushyan unke qadmon lakr rakhde . Agr ksi k maa baap<br />
unke idol hote hain to wo yahi dua krte hain k jo b unki zindagi ka sathiy<br />
e safar bane wo unke maa baap ki chhawi ho.<br />
Kher ap ye sochre honge k me to Tohfa / Gift pe essay likhna start<br />
hogya ya kahun Tohfa pe lecture dena start hogya , hahahah kher<br />
aesa nahi he me bs apni zindagi k us ak khas lamhon k sisile pe roshni<br />
dalna chahra hun jo ab meri zindagi ka aHam hissa ban chukka he .<br />
Hr larka / larki ki tarah mene b hamesha se ak khuwaish dil me rakhi k<br />
meri zindagi me b ak aesi larki ay jo BaAkhlaq ho , Islamic teachings ko<br />
obey krti ho , baron ko izzat chhoton ko pyar deti ho , zamane se qadam<br />
mila kr chalti ho . In short mene apnelye dil me ak aesi larki ki chahat<br />
rakhi jo meri maa ki chhawi ho , jisme meri maa wali qualities hon .<br />
Main shuru se e duayn mangta k Ya ALLAH mujhe aesi e ak larki ataa<br />
krde yani meri jeewan sathi bnade ak aesi larki ko jisme meri maa wali<br />
qualities hon …….. Kher ! e Duayn mangta raha or wqt isi tarah<br />
guzarta raha .
Btate hua thori hansi to aati hai but kehte hain k Cause n Effect ko<br />
kabhi neglect yani nazar andaz nahi krna chaye phr chahe uska zikar<br />
apke tazkire ka hissa e q na banraha ho. Wo tazkira FaceBook jesi social<br />
site ka nahi balke Facebook ka e hai.<br />
Ye ajse kuch 4 saal phle yani 2011 ki baat hai. Us waqt tak mere<br />
Facebook pe kafi contacts ho chuke the yani ache khase janne wale<br />
mere paas add the Facebbok pe. Usi saal November ki baat hai main roz<br />
marrah k mamulat se farigh hokr facebook pe notifications etc waghera<br />
check krne klye Login hua to ak notification aye hui t kuch istrah ki k<br />
BUSHRA KHAN HAS ACCEPTED YOUR FRIEND REQUEST , GO AND CHECK<br />
ON HER WALL THAT WHAT SHE HAS SHARED TILL NOW AND WHAT SHE<br />
IS UPTO .<br />
Mujhe thori c tashweesh hui or sochne lag gya k mene kb kisi Bushra<br />
Khan ko request send kri jo accept b hogaye . Hahahaah ye sawal me aj<br />
b sochta hun to hansi ati he k ye hua kese tha :D pr sth e shukar ada bhi<br />
krta hun apne ALLAH ka k jo bhi hua bohot acha hua .<br />
Kher btane ka maqsad ye tha k me apni zindagi ki sbse pyari or haseen<br />
sathi se istrah mila . Ab mamla ye tha k mene mohtarma Bushra<br />
Khan sahiba :p ko ADD to krlya tha apni id pe pr kuch din aese hi guzar<br />
gaye ye sochte hua k yr me isse baat kese karun ya yun kahen k baat<br />
shuru kese karun q k ye merelye bulkul ajnabi thi , me kuch nae janta<br />
tha iske bare me . Phr khayal aya k iski friend list to dekhun kya pata koi<br />
janne wala e nkl ay k jisse apni is new friend k bare me kuch jan sakun .<br />
Kher jb dekha to janab k 3 mutual friends the jo mere bhi friends the .<br />
Kher unse bhi kuch khas pata nahi chal saka .
Kher akhir kar wo kehte hn k Darta marta kya na krta :p use mera<br />
pehla message kuch yun gaya k Assalam o Alaikum ! kya hal hain janab<br />
sb kheryt ?? . Hahahah koi introvert parhe is sentence ko to bol<br />
pare k bhae puch to aese rahe ho jese barson se jante ho is larki ko :D .<br />
Ye mera pehla message tha use , or ak din ki musafat k bd kuch istrah<br />
ka jawab mila mujhe yani uska message aya W.salam , Alhamdulillah !<br />
Ap sunayn sb kheryt ?? . Ye message parh kr me mano jese apni<br />
aknkhon ko masle jara tha , jhapkay jara tha k bhae ye kya hogya or<br />
mera chehra jese heran kun wala andaz ikhtiyar kiye hua ho . Aesa islye<br />
tha k me ajtk ksi b unknown larki se hal chal puchna to dur Salam tk kra<br />
nae tha or uspe aesa hua is bar ksi ko Salam kya or phr is khush akhlaqi<br />
se jawab b aya . Me sochra k bhae mujhe helusination yani khayali<br />
palao pakane ki bemari to nahi hogaye hahahah , kher aesa nahi tha .<br />
Phr istrah ahista ahista hamari baat shuru hui phr baton ka aghaz hua<br />
phr silsila bana or phr qissa dur talak jata raha ;) . Waqt isi tarah guzarta<br />
raha , Ham occasionally isi trah waqfe waqfe se baat krte rehte . Phr isi<br />
doran hamari dosti hogaye or ye baton ka karwan waqfe se daily bases<br />
pe ja pohncha . Kehte hn k Ham ksi ki baat zyada tr sunna us wqt<br />
pasand krte hn jb us shaks k khayalat Hamse mail khate hon , tbhi uski<br />
baten hamare dil o dimagh ko bhati hn or Ham phr use jari rakhte hn .<br />
Aesa e hamare sth bhi hua . Use meri baten or mujhe uski baten bht<br />
pasand atin . Hamne ak dusre ko in detail janna shuru krdya . Or maze<br />
ki baat mujhe pata chalta he k mohtarma ka name Bushra Khan nahi<br />
balke inka asal name to Erum Tanveer he . Really this even a nice<br />
name as well Ma Shaa ALLAH . Acha maze ki baat hamari itni baaten<br />
hotin apas me , asal name bhi pata chal gaya , education back ground<br />
bhi pata chal gaya ak dusre ka k wo Medical or me Engineering se talluk<br />
rakhta hun , family back ground kya he waghera waghera pr mene use
abtk dekha nahi tha q k meri picture to fb pe lagi hui thi pr uski nahi .<br />
Mene use kbhi is baat pe force nahi kya k mujhe apni picture dikhao q k<br />
mera ye manna tha k jb wo comfortable mehsus karegi to mujhe khud<br />
dekhadegi apni tasveer . Not even k uska number tk nahi manga q k<br />
mujhe khud ko pasand nahi tha . Kher kuch waqt guzra mazeed phr ak<br />
din usne mujhe khud e apni tasveer dikhaye or wo din tha k mene use<br />
pehli br dekha , wo bht khubsurat t or he Ma Shaa ALLAH . Shayd wo<br />
mujhpe bharosa krne lag gaye t . Kuch or ho na ho mujhe is baat ka<br />
yaqeen a chukka tha k ye un aam larkyon ki tarah nahi he . Phr jb usne<br />
apni tasveer dekhaye to or b sabit hogya . Ak alg sa khubsurat sa pyara<br />
sa chehra mere samne tha . Kehte hn chehra ayena (Mirror) ki tarah<br />
hota he wo sb btadeta he k samne wala kesa he . Uske chehre pe ak agb<br />
c masoomyat t . Ak agb c bht e simple c seedhi sadhi c muskurahat thi<br />
uske chehre pe. Na sirf muskurahat balke uske andaz uski pehnawat me<br />
b sadgi thi.<br />
Asaan alfaaz me sadgi se pewast ak haseen mujassima jese apke samne<br />
agya ho . Me use us wqt to kuch nahi keh saka bs halki c tareef krke<br />
khamosh hogya .<br />
Ab hua kuch yun k me to Karachi University me parhta tha or wo Jinnah<br />
College me . Mera Second year ka second semester chalra tha to<br />
hamare department k rituals and norms k according hr saal ak Annual IT<br />
event organize hota to us year me us event ko Host krha tha . Ye baat<br />
mene use btai to wo bohot khush hui or mene sath he use us event me<br />
ane klye Invitation di . Mujhe ab bhi nahi lagta tha k wo aygi is event me<br />
pr phr bhi mene use ane ko kaha . Invite me mera number bhi tha k agr<br />
use koi masla ho to mujhe call krle . Usne meri invitation accept krli or
kaha k me zarur aungi . Kuch intezar k bd event day agya , me apne<br />
department me mojud tha or chunke host tha to sare intezamat bhi<br />
lead krha tha . Isi doran ak number se call aye , mene receive ki to dusri<br />
taraf ak larki thi , jisne halki c awaz me kaha k Assalam o Alaikum !<br />
Maaz me apke department pohonch chuki hun , ap kahan hain ?? .<br />
Mere jism mano jese thanda pargya ho , I was like a shocked element q<br />
k mene expect nahi kya tha . Kher ye uska ak tarah ka bharosa tha , sbse<br />
pehla bharosa jiski bunyad pe hamara relation aage barha . Mene kaha<br />
phr k G Erum ap gate pe e ruken me arha hun apko pick krne . Me sb<br />
kam chhor jese bhagta hua department k second floor se ground floor<br />
pe ja pohncha k kahin use zyada intezar na krna parjay . Me bhaga gate<br />
ki taraf or wo pal tha jese , me gate se thora pehle ruk gaya or use gate<br />
k andr enter hote hua dekha . Ye wo pal tha jise me kabhi nahi bhula<br />
sakta . Me use pehli baar apni ankhon k samne dekhra tha banafse<br />
nafees . Wo pal jese tham sa gaya ho , sir pe dupatta dale hua bina<br />
makeup k bht e simple se dress me ak larki meri taraf barh ti hui chali<br />
ari thi . Ap tor pe ksi b event me hr larki tayyar hokr ati he take achi lage<br />
pr isne aesa kuch nahi kya hua tha pr phr b Khubsurti uski apne kamal o<br />
yrooj pe thi . Asaan alfaaz me wo bohot bohot pyari lagri thi . Ye sach<br />
he k mene apni zindagi me bager makeup k ksi larki nahi dekha tha jo<br />
itni pyari ho or na he expect kya tha k koi larki bagher makeup k itni<br />
hasee o jaeel hi azar askti he ……. Kher ye sah tha or he o<br />
Kamal e husn me apni missal aap he , uska koi comparison nahi<br />
seriously .<br />
Wo mere qareeb aye , Hamne ak dusre ko salam kya . Ajkl larkyan<br />
tasveeron me ache lagne ki garz se different pose , style or makeup<br />
waghera me tasveeren khenchti hn . Pr usme baat e alg thi . Tasveer me
ho ya banafse nafees wo khud mojud ho samne , koi farq nahi tha . Yani<br />
imandari uski jhalak me b jawedan thi .<br />
Kher phr me use apna department dekhane department k andr le aya .<br />
Use aka k kona dekhaya department ka , konsi chz kahan pe kis maqsad<br />
k tehat hori he sb dekhaya bataya samjhaya . Phr apne allotted room<br />
me use bethaya . Me itna nervous tha k mujhe kuch smjh e nahi arha<br />
tha k kya karun kese puchun hal ahwal , khane pene k hawale waghera<br />
aghera …… Kher kuh der guzra or eet start hoe se had its<br />
pehle mene use pehla gift dya , a friendship gift . Wo ak teddy bear tha<br />
jo mene specially uskeleye usse milne se ak din pehle jakr khareeda tha<br />
. Usne mera tohfa qabool kya or pasandeedgi ka izhar kya , khush hui .<br />
Use bht pasand aya or usne bare mohazzib tareeqe se lekr sambhal kr<br />
rakhlya . Mere diye hua tohfay ki pasandeddgi ka izhar krte hua mujhe<br />
shukrya kaha <br />
Event ki waja se me use usdin zyada time nahi desaka or isse pehle k<br />
me use ksi cheez klye puch pata , usne bhanp lya k me kafi masroof hun<br />
use abhi yahan se chale jana chaye . To kher usne mujhse ijazat li or<br />
mujhe usse mazrat krni pari or phr wo chali gaye wahan se . Event k bd<br />
meri baat hui to mene usse mazrat kri to usne meri baat ko smjhte hua<br />
tasalli ka izhar kya or mene itminan ka saans lya kyun k uske jane k bd<br />
pure event me is fikr me tha k ak to mene use bulaya phr waqt bhi nahi<br />
desaka , lekin jb usse baat hui uska mizaj mood dekha to phr itminan ka<br />
saans lya k shukar wo naraz nahi he <br />
Wo bohot smjhdar or zaheen he , bs use samjhane ki der hoti he . Use<br />
uske level pe akr kuch b samjhao to wo foran smjh jati he . Na sirf ye<br />
balke usme khud b kafi smjh dari he Ma Shaa ALLAH.
Acha maze ki baat jb meri baat cheet shuru hui Erum se to mujhe<br />
adaza ae tha k iska ak orrr…… roop hi hai ;) .Hahahaahah e positie<br />
, mera mtlb hai k wo jitni polite , innocent , samjhdar hai wahin sbse<br />
zyada gussel , nakchiri or ziddi bhi hai :D . Bs koi bhi baat uski marzi k<br />
khilaaf krdo ……. To ssss sae ala gaya ka se . Ma oak last hota<br />
hai bilkul usi tarah ka jesa Hiroshima or Nagasaki pe hua tha or jistrah<br />
wo 2 big cities khatam hogay the usi tarah iske gusse se samne wale ka<br />
wesa haal hota hai ;) :D.<br />
Kher waqt ka pata hi na chala , jese jese waqt guzarta raha mano jese<br />
Ham dono me hum ahangi barhti jari thi , ak dusre ko bht achi tarahan<br />
smjhne lage the . Kya khushi ka moqa ho kya ghami ka , dono ak dusre<br />
se hr baat share krte. Alg fields but tech lovers hone ki waja se hame hr<br />
wo chz pasand thi jiska talluk Science and Technology se tha . Aesi bht<br />
see chhoti bari ak hi pasand ki bina pe Ham ache se bohot ache dost kb<br />
bane pata e nae chala . Phle hamari bohot km baat cheet hoti t wo b<br />
just fb pe ab haal ye tha k ab roz hamari baat cheet hoti thi . Number to<br />
hamare ab ak dusre kai pas aa he chuke the , to ab hame net ,<br />
computer , online , fb ka intezar nahi krna parta . Ham jb chahte jahan<br />
chahte ak dusre se ghanton baat krte . Aps me baat krte kb hamari<br />
baton ka doranya(duration) ghanton me tabdeel hojata pata he nahi<br />
lgta. Ham dono ki dili hamaahangi (mutual understanding) barhne lagi<br />
thi . Srf baton ki hadd tk silsila nahi tha , Ham ak dusre kay bht qareeb<br />
agay the istrah k ak dusre ko mante , achi tarah jante , ak dusre ki bohot<br />
care krne lag gaye the .<br />
Kbhi wo hansati to kbhi main , kbhi tareefen hotin to kbhi shikwe , kbhi<br />
pasandeeda he cheezon ka zikr hota to kbhi khuwahishon kay khuwab
sajte. Aese hi baton baton me mene usse pucha k me kesa insane lgta<br />
hun tum ko to usne kaha A complete man jo samjhdar he intelligent<br />
and mature he . Meri care krta he mujhe samjhta he meri parwah krta<br />
he meri manta he , hn bs ak cheez kay single pasli he :p uske ilawa sbse<br />
khubsurat he . Hahahahah uski ye baten sunkr jahan me hansta tha<br />
wahin heran bhi hota kyun k wo mujhse mere bare me wo baten krti jo<br />
mere parents k ilawa or koi nakrta tha . Uski baton me najane kya khaas<br />
baat t k wo jb bolti to me bs suntan rehta tha , wo kehti me manta jata.<br />
Zindagi me pehli baar hua tha kay me apne parents k bd ksi ko itna<br />
manne laga tha , mujhe khud nahi pata tha kay ye sb kya tha .<br />
Use bohot acha lagta tha jb me uski care krta or wo meri . Me dil he dil<br />
me use chahne laga tha pasand krne laga tha but uske dil me aesa tha k<br />
nahi mene jana nahi tha tbtk . Use ye baat khne se bhi darta tha , darr<br />
lgta tha k mujhse wo dur na hojay kahin ye soch kr kay me bhi un larkon<br />
ki tarah hun jo khubsurat larki ko dekhte he unse chahat o mohabbat ki<br />
baten krna shuru hojate hn . Ye bhi sochta tha kay pata nae kya soche<br />
mere bare me bcz me koi handsome charming larka nahi just ak simple<br />
sa common sa larka tha jo ak simple see normal zindagui jeeta tha , jbke<br />
wo Ma Shaa ALLAH se bohot kbhubsurat , simple and decent he shuru<br />
se yani koi dikhawa nahi usme . Jesi he wesi dikhti he yani koi additional<br />
complexitivity koi sho sha nahi usme . Hahahah dimagh me istrah kay<br />
trailor chal rahe hote kay jisme larka larki ak dusre se to khoob hansi<br />
mazak tafreeh krte hain , larka larki ko chahne lagta he pr jb propose<br />
krne jata he to ak karare daar thappar khakr karare daar sunkr waps ata<br />
hai Shakal dekhi he tumne apni , lallu panju lagte ho . Zara hans kr<br />
baaten kya krlin tum to kuch or he matlab nikal bethe hahahah or
istrah kay kaye or scenes mano cartoons ki tarah dimagh kay ird gird<br />
ghumte phirte hon jese :D<br />
Kher waqt kay guzarte sth hamari understanding barhti rahi . Ak din<br />
usne khud mujhse kaha kay<br />
Maaz you aRe A VERY NICE PERSON, SPECIALLY tum MERI BOHOT CARE<br />
KRTE HO. Tum KO PAKR KOI B LARKI APNE AP KO LUCKY FEEL KAREGI<br />
SARI ZINDAGI. You aRe SUCH A CARYING AND LOVING PERSON FULL OF<br />
LOYALTY.<br />
Uska ye kehna mujhe apne ap me kuch special feel karane laga. Ye sach<br />
tha uske aesa khne se phle me yahi sochta tha kay me hun kya , ya meri<br />
life me kuch special bhi he ya meri life bhi aese hi commonology ki<br />
tarah guzregi . Kher ab aesa nahi tha . Uski baton ne mujhe apnelye<br />
special feel krne pr majboor krdya tha , aesa lagne laga tha jese me bhi<br />
kuch hun , me uski waja se muskurane lag gaya .<br />
Wqt aage barha , wo apna BSC complete krke farigh bethi thi . To mere<br />
mashware ko mante hua usne SSUET ka ak course join krlya jahan me<br />
khud as a Trainer teach krta tha . Wahan wo mujhse training lene ati or<br />
hr hafte me use kuch na kuch new aspects kay hawale se train krta . Isi<br />
doran meri farmaish pe wo merelye khud apne hathon se meri one of<br />
the favourite dish Pasta bnakr laye . Really uske hathon me Jadoo hai<br />
zaiqa hai . Me bs uski tareefon kay pul bandhta gaya . Hr hafte Ham<br />
kuch na kuch tafreeh zarur krte . Kuch ajeeb sa hi scene hota tha . Ak hi<br />
lab main jahan sab boys girls merelye students hote the wo merelye<br />
alag hi meanings main thi . Special attention deta usko .<br />
Akhir kar darte darte us course kay end hote he akhir kar mene himmat<br />
juta hi li kay bs aj kisi tarah use bta hi dunga kay main kya feel karta hun
uskeleye. Dekhne ko to sb ak filmy scene sa chalra tha pr haqeeqat<br />
main mera dil halaq main aya hua tha . Dimagh bs ak hi baat sochra tha<br />
kay beta jee aj ye kashti ya aar hojaygi ya paar hojaygi .<br />
Mera mamool tha kay class kay baad main khud sath ja kr use chinchi<br />
main chhor kr ata take wo sakoon se ghar ko rawana hojay ya phir khud<br />
usko ghar drop krke apne ghar klye rawana hota . Pr wo din mamool se<br />
thora bhi nahi balke puri tarah mukhtalif tha . End of course day tha to<br />
usdin Ham university se nikal kr ak jaga beth gaye . Hr weekend pe<br />
milkr jistrah baaten krte the aj wo usi tarah baat kri thi pr mere dimagh<br />
me kuch or hi chalra tha , hawayyan uri hui thin mere chehre ki . Usne<br />
bhanmp lya kay koi to baat hai . Isse pehle kay wo sawalaat shuru krti<br />
mene khud pehle hi usay propose krdya. Darta kya na karta use bol he<br />
dya kay…… Erum Me tumhe bohot pasand karta hun or apni zindagi ka<br />
hissa banana chahta hun . To ijazat hai ?? . 1 mint klye jese mano<br />
khamoshi sa sama ho sannat chha gaya tha Ham dono kay beech . 1<br />
mint ki movie ya drama serial jesi shanti wali silence kay baad uska<br />
jawab aya Haan ijazat hai sth hi ak sadgi wali muskurahat bhi thi uske<br />
chehre pe . Usne mere proposal ko accept krlya tha .<br />
I was happy pr……….. uski uskurahat k peche chhupi mene uski fikr ko<br />
dekh lya tha . Usne muskura kr Haan to kehdi thi infact wok hush thi pr<br />
ak fikar ja jese us khushi main shamil tha . Shayd han shayd na pr main<br />
uski fikar ko smjh chukka tha kay wo fikar kyun or kis baat ki wajah say<br />
thi. Kher wo din tha or aj ka din , usne mujhe bilkul badal dya . Me ab<br />
wo phle wala Maaz nahi raha jo gumsum , chup chap , apne kamon me<br />
magan or akela rehta tha.<br />
Usne mujhe jeene ka ak naya andaz sikha dya tha . Me muskurane lag<br />
gaya , zindagi ko enjoy krne lag gaya. Mera dunya ko dekhne ka nazarya
hi badal chuka tha . Ya yun kahun ak naya view point add hogya tha<br />
mere nazarye me. Mera uskelye care , pyar or barhta chala gaya.<br />
Pehle mera routine tha kay subh university phir wahan se office or<br />
office se ghar ki rah leta . Ghr akr family kay sth kuch waqt bitaya or<br />
phir souna or agle din wahi zindagi ka routine. Pr ab aesa nahi tha , is<br />
pooooorrre…….. routie e hr ak part e a o shail ho huki thi or<br />
hai . Subh Good morning ka message krke wish karna phr kher khabar<br />
lena , specially break fast kay hawale say kyun kay khane peene kay<br />
mamle me mujhse bara chorr shayad uskelye or koi nahi :D . Islye break<br />
fast ka to zarur puchti hai . Phr Ham apne apne kamon main lagjate ,<br />
again phr lunch kay waqt puchna uska phr beech beech main kher<br />
khabar lete rehna . Ghar ata to ab ak zehan main fikar rehti hai kay<br />
erum ko btana hai kay main ghar pohonch chukka hun . Phr dinner ka<br />
puchna or soune se pehle bhale koi kitna bhi q na thaka hua ho thori<br />
see he sahi conversation lazmi hoti hai warna phir madam ko manao .<br />
Or agrrrrrrr Erum sahiba ak baar naraz hogayen to bssssss . Board exam<br />
ka paper clear krne jitna mushkil kaam hota he usay manana balke<br />
kabhi kabhi to isse bhi zyada mushkil . Pr use manana mujhe bohot<br />
pasand hai . Apnayyat ka ak alag hi ahsaas hota hai . Ab mohtarma ki<br />
narazgi ka zikar aya hai to phir baqi cheezon ka bhi zikar ana chaye na<br />
jese unka gussa . Ufffff gussa na ho mano atom bomb ho . Jb gussa ay<br />
to tabahi baad me sannata pehle :D . Agr meri baat ki jay to main gussa<br />
cheezon pe nkalta hun , but erum gussa khud pe nkalti he like gussa aya<br />
khana nahi khana , gussa aya nahi souna , gussa aya kam side . Or jb<br />
pucho kay bhae aesa kislye to janab ne apne kuch specific short term<br />
statements bnakr rakhe hua hn like : HAMM , HAMMM …. , ACHA , G ,<br />
Ham :D . Gussa mano jese naak pe ready rehta he , zara sa bhi marzi kay
khilaf kuch krdya to shamat meri . Jeeeeeee kahin kuch bhi hua ho<br />
shamat meri hi ani hoti hai :D.<br />
Or dant to mujhe uski sbse cute lagti hai , or cute lagne ki kafi reasons<br />
hain . Jab wo dant rahi hoti hai to uska chehra dekhne wala hota hai but<br />
main hansra hota hun hahahah pata nahi kyun uski dant ka mujhpe<br />
andruni asar to ho raha hota hai but zahiri tor pr me like mu pharr kr<br />
hansra hota hun uski dant pe jis waja wo or aag bagola hojati hai :D .<br />
Phir baat ati hai uski cuteess , ioee ki . “se zyada asoo …..<br />
goya bachpan se hi ye sari cheezen uske chehre pe qaid ho . Agr main<br />
kahun kay wo khubsurat hai , masomm hai , innocent hai , ziddi hai ,<br />
gussel hai , pyari hai , cute hai , to bhae haaaannnnnn ye sab<br />
characteristics ak hi larki main paye jati hain or wo Erum hai <br />
Kb wo mujhe mujhse zyada azeez hogaye me nahi jaan saka . Ham dono<br />
ko ak dusre ki adat hogaye . Dil hi nahi lagta ak dusre ka ak dusre kay<br />
bagher . Ak din bhi hamari baat na ho to ak dusre ka dil udas hojata hai.<br />
Kehte hn k pyar me ye sb hota he , but ye sirf pyar nahi tha . Ye ak<br />
chahat hai ak ahsas hai ak izzat hai ak dusre ki ak dusre kay dilon me ak<br />
dusre klye or ye sb aj bhi barqarar hai .<br />
Sunkr herat krne wali baat ye thi k uski birthday 1 st April ko ati he . Jb<br />
usne mujhe ye baat batai mujhe bohot hansi aye or me samjha k ye<br />
mazak krhi he mere sth but usne mujhe jb seriously kaha to mujhe<br />
yaqeen agya k waqi iski birthday isi date pe ati he .<br />
1st April ka day jisdin ALLAH ne ak nannahi pari ko Mr & Mrs Tanveer ki<br />
jholi me dala . Wo haseen din kay is pyari see pari ko Aasmaan se
Zameen pe utar te hua ALLAH ne kaha hoga kay tu neche zameen pe<br />
utar tere baap ka bazu Me(ALLAH) khud banunga . Such a blessfull<br />
person she is Ma Shaa ALLAH, full of life . Kya hansna kya rouna uska<br />
sab kuch alag sa hai. Hahahah hr cheez me jaldi jaldi krna , baaten b<br />
aese jaldi jaldi krti he k jese aage moqa na mile . Har pal ko khul kr jeeti<br />
he pr uske is ahsaas me ksi kone me ak chhota sa darr chhupa betha<br />
rehta he . Kher me janta hun kay uske is darr ko side krke use tension<br />
free hokr smile kese karaya jay .<br />
So dekhte hi dekhte uska pehla birthday aya mere sth , dil to bohot tha<br />
kay bohot hi ache tareeqe se or surprisingly celebrate karun uska<br />
birthday but kuch circumstances ki waja se nahi karsaka. Kher koi baat<br />
nahi phr b uskelye ak acha sa gift liya or birthday wale day use gift kya .<br />
I was imagining to my self kay zindagi me pehli br agr ksi larki klye gift<br />
lya to wo Erum he. Sth hi chocolate ka ak wadda bar kyun kay use<br />
Cadbury Dairy Milk bohot pasand hai . Hr ksi ki tarah wo bhi apne<br />
birthday wale day bht khush thi .<br />
Is larki ne mujhe hr bar surprise kya apne acts or apni baton se . Na<br />
jane kya khas baat he isme . Mene kabhi na socha tha kay iski chahat<br />
me main itna aage barh jaunga kay iski hr chz mujhe pyari lagne lagegi .<br />
Yani iska gussa , iska dantna , iska muskurana , Karachi express ki speed<br />
me khana peena :p ye sb harkaten iski mujhe bohot cute lagne lag<br />
gayen .<br />
Erum kuch alg hai baqi larkyon kay banisbat kuch different see. Usme<br />
kuch or hi baat hai . Hahahah bolte bolte khud me kho jana , apni baton<br />
ko khud hi justify krna . Uski dant me bhi mujhe hasni ati .Phr b khud hi<br />
gussa krke khud udas hojati hai kay mene maaz pe gussa kyun kara use
kyun danta . Jbtk use yaqeen nae hojata kay me naraz nahi hun majal<br />
he kay uske face pe smile waps ajay or isi smile klye me dara rehta<br />
hun k kuch bhi ho bs ye gayb na hojay . Hamesha meri koshish rahi hai<br />
kay bhale me udas rahun bs ye pyari see larki udas na rahe.<br />
Silsile yun hi chalet rahe , wo hr chhote bare masle mujhse share krti he<br />
. Focused rehti he kay main kya jawab dene wala hun , kya suggestion<br />
suggest krne wala hun . Ghor se sunna mene job hi kaha btaya<br />
samjhaya .<br />
University main MSC kay admission lene ka waqt aya to pareshan kay<br />
kya krun kese prepare karun . Ak to hr baat main jaldi pareshan bhi<br />
hojati hai . Phr aram se thande dimagh se samjhao to janab ko jakr smjh<br />
ati he baat or tesion release hoti he . Kher phr janab ne Tuitor Maaz ki<br />
sohbat main :p aptitude test clear kya finally Ma Shaa ALLAH <br />
Fight to hamari bohot hoti rehti hain pr ham phir ak dusre ko manaa bhi<br />
lete hain .<br />
Kher phr meri birthday aye or usne mujhe ak payara sa Glass Boxed<br />
Teddy Bear gift kya . I was such happy to get that from her . Hahaah wo<br />
teddy bhi bilkul cute hai uski tarahn .<br />
Phr again uski birthday aye or is baar mene uski or apni doston kay sath<br />
milkr uski birthday celebrate kara or use surprise dya . Just like 1 month<br />
pehle main exams ki preparation krta usi tarah is baar 1 month pehle se<br />
uski birthday ki planning krna start krdi thi mene . Is baar uski khushi ki<br />
inteha nahi thi . Hr cheez uski pasand ki arrange kri thi mene ALLAH k<br />
help se . Yani uska favourite cake , surprising style , dher sari masti ki<br />
planning uski friends ka uskelye , uska favourite food yani pizza .<br />
Usdin uski khushi uske ankhon se uske rukhsaar pe saaf dikhri thi . I was
eally happy too k wo bohot khush thi or mene ALLAH ka shukar ada<br />
kara k jahan USNE mujhe mere parents ki muskurahat ka zarya bnaya<br />
wahin erum ki muskurahat ki wajah bhi me hi bana <br />
Is tarah kay bohot se moments ham abtak sath jee chuke hain like 14 th<br />
August wali din uske kuch na khane kay mood ko badal kr pizza khilane<br />
lejana , ice cream or is trah ki or bhi activities time to time .<br />
2015 end ho chukka hai or ab main pass out ho chukka hun pr uska abhi<br />
ak saal rehta hai education end hone main . Zindagi masroof hogaye he<br />
hamarelye pr Ham ak dusre klye kabhi masroof nahi .<br />
Erum ne pehle kabhi Cinema me movie nahi dekhi thi but hum sth pehli<br />
Cinema gaye ak movie dekhne namely Prem Ratan Dhan Payo :D.<br />
Hahahahah that was really a day full of joy . Usdin mene use khul kr<br />
jeete hua dekha . Humne sath shopping ki and guess what I really felt<br />
much more happy kay usdin usne mere peson ko apna samajhte hua<br />
apni marzi shopping kri apni marzi ki cheezen lin wo bhi dil se first time<br />
. Phir hamne movie dekhi , phir lunch and then back to home .<br />
Usdin uski khushi ka thikana nahi tha . Ak time tk daily Ham us day kay<br />
hawale se koi na koi discussion krte rehte :p<br />
Wo meri hr baat manti hai , meri hr baat smjhti hai , mujhe samjhti he ,<br />
mujhe kbhi akela nahi chhorti . Kbhi me udas hojaun to khud b bhale ksi
udasi me ho sb bhula kr mere face pe muskurahat laati he . Apne se<br />
pehle mere bare me sochti hai , apne ghar walon k bare me sochti he ,<br />
mere ghar walon k bare me sochti hai . Sbko khush rakhna janti hai.<br />
Erum sirf ak larki nahi jise me khud se zyada chahta hun but ak aesa<br />
ahsas he, ak aesi shakhsiyat jisne mujhe badal dya. Kabhi na socha tha k<br />
ksi ko me apne maa baap kay bd itna chahne lagunga kay mere jeene ki<br />
or meri muskurahat ki waja banjaygi .<br />
Kehte hn hr larka / larki apne liye ak aese sathi ki chah rakhte hain jisme<br />
wo apne parents ki chhawi dekh saken . Mene bhi apne ALLAH se yahi<br />
dua mangi thi k ALLAH mujhe aesi e ak suljhi hui jeewan sathi ataa<br />
karde jo meri Maa ki chhawi ho . Or Erum waqi meri maa ki chhawi he<br />
yani usme wo sari qualities hn jo meri maa me hain . Ak aesi larki jo sirf<br />
surat se e nahi balke seerat se bhi khubsurat he or na sirf khubsurat<br />
balke kbhubsurat tareen he. Ghar ko jord kr rakhne wali , baAkhlaq ,<br />
baron ka adab or chhoton ko pyar dene wali , carrying and loving or<br />
sbse bari baat Islamic teachings pea mal krne wali . Islamic history b<br />
janti he . Ak aesi larki jisme ye sari qualities hon or wo mujh jese insaan<br />
ko miljay to meri luckiness ki inteha kya hogi is baat ki jaanch me ajtk<br />
khud nahi karsaka. Wo mere ALLAH ki ataa ki hui ak Naimat se km nahi<br />
ya yun kahun ak aesa <strong>ANMOL</strong> <strong>TOHFAA</strong> jo naseeb walon ko milta he jo<br />
lucky hote hain . <br />
HADEES : Huzoor S.A.W ka irshad hai mafhoom hai k ,
Ache mardon klye Achi aurten<br />
Me ye to nahi janta k main khud kitna acha hun pr ak baat janta hun k<br />
Qismat wala hun k Erum jesi larki meri zindagi me ak Anmol Qeemti<br />
Naimat hai .<br />
Dua krta hun k Ya ALLAH jistrah Erum ko meri zindagi me shamil kya usi<br />
tarah meri zindagi ka hissa , meri zindagi k safar me meri akhri saans tk<br />
ka mera sathi bhi baade …….<br />
Aaee ..…<br />
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Signature : ME <br />
Or zidagi phir isi tarah raa daa hai ………..<br />
Ye book me jb use gift krunga to usdin uska teesra birthday a chukka<br />
hoga
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