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moclilo mkiTxvelo, dauficeblad damijere,<br />
bevrad ajobebda imas daewera sakuTari<br />
Tavgadasavali, vis Sesaxebac me vapireb giambo,<br />
ufro sworad, vis magivradac me momiwevs laparaki<br />
da albaT Senc gagiWirdeba xandaxan Cveni garCeva,<br />
rac garkveul dabneulobasTan erTad, did Sinagan<br />
Tavisuflebasac moganiWebs kiTxvisas - vinc<br />
gendomeba, imas warmoidgen avtoradac da<br />
gmiradac - ara marto imitom, erT dros, erT<br />
qveyanaSi, erT qalaqSi, erTsa da imave garemoSi<br />
rom mogviwia cxovreba avtorsac da gmirsac,<br />
aramed imitomac (da amas vaniWeb gadamwyvet<br />
mniSvnelobas), misi Tanamzraxveloba rom marguna<br />
bedma wilad, avad Tu kargad, mec rom viyavi misi<br />
Wirisa Tu lxinis moziare, misi mesaidumle,<br />
oRond, Cemgan (Cvengan) gansxvavebiT, is dabadebiT<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi gaxldaT, Cven ki, imis axloblebi,<br />
mxolod v<strong>avel</strong>umobdiT.
ac Seexeba Tavad "<strong>avel</strong>ums", Sumeruli sityvaa<br />
da Tavisufal, sruluflebian moqalaqes niSnavs.<br />
Tumca, erTaderTi wyaro, saidanac am sityvis<br />
warmomavloba irkveva, Cemive Zveli rveulia.<br />
magram CemTvisac Zneli dasadgenia ukve, Tavidan<br />
risTvis damWirda am sityvis amowera saidanRac<br />
(Tuki marTla Sumerulia) anda gamogoneba (Tuki<br />
marTla Cemi gamogonilia). rac mTavaria, amiT misi<br />
mniSvneloba ar icvleba - mainc imas niSnavs, rasac<br />
niSnavs, ra mniSvnelobac didma Sumerma Tu im didi<br />
Sumeris patara STamomavalma (ese igi - me!) mianiWa<br />
Tavis droze. sxva sakiTxia, ramdenad gasagebia am<br />
sityvis mniSvneloba dRes, Cveni gazeTebis eniT<br />
rom vTqvaT, raoden aqtualuria da ramdenad<br />
Seesabameba Tanamedrove cxovrebis<br />
moTxovnilebebs... magram mainc dabejiTebiT minda<br />
ganvacxado, rom <strong>avel</strong>umi mTeli Tavisi cxovrebis<br />
manZilze yvelanairad cdilobda swored<br />
Tavisufali, swored sruluflebiani moqalaqe<br />
yofiliyo Tundac marto mis warmodgenaSi<br />
arsebuli qveynisa. es ki, mogexsenebaT, arc ise<br />
advili misaRwevia da verc is miaRwevda (Tuki<br />
miaRwia saerTod), usiyvarulod rom gaetarebina<br />
erTi dRe mainc. mxolod siyvaruli aniWebda<br />
Tavisuflebisa da uflebamosilebis SegrZnebas<br />
da isic Tavganwirulad da usasrulod, gnebavT,<br />
uazrod da uSedegod ibrZoda imis gadasarCenad,<br />
rasac jer kidev siyvaruls veZaxiT da rac<br />
adamianTa miwier arsebobas cxovrebad gardaqmnis<br />
xolme, Tuki saerTo, sayovelTao, miT ufro,<br />
savaldebulo moTxovnilebad ki ar iqceva, aramed<br />
bolomde darCeba calkeuli, Taviseburad
damTxveuli pirovnebebis swrafvad, aCemebad,<br />
ocnebad, Jinad - risi umniSvnelo, sacodavi<br />
namcecebi albaT yvela Cvenganis xsovnaSic da<br />
yvela Cvenganis gulis miyruebul kunWulebSic<br />
aris CarCenili, rogorc safanti nadiris kunTsa<br />
Tu saxsarSi da, amdenad, TiTqmis arc arsebobs.
arc arsebobs-meTqi, vwer da jer TviTonve ar<br />
vici, rogor, ranairad SevZleb am "ararsebulis"<br />
sityviT gadmocemas. es xom igive iqneba, qars xmeli<br />
foTlebis gvirgvini davadga Tavze (Tuki,<br />
rasakvirvelia, is mainc mecodineba, sada aqvs qars<br />
an Tavi, an bolo). amitomac, es werili arc<br />
pativmoyvare qalis dRiuriviT saintereso<br />
sakiTxavi aRmoCndeba SenTvis, moclilo<br />
mkiTxvelo, da arc mravalWirnaxuli, nacxovrebi<br />
kacis memuarebiviT gamosadegi. magram werili<br />
TavisTavad uaRresad damaxasiaTebeli atributia<br />
saerTod siyvarulisTvis. dRes "epistoluri"<br />
urTierTobis mravali saxeoba arsebobs -<br />
telefoni, seleqtori, video Tu audio teqnika -<br />
magram werili mainc safuZvelia aseve ukve<br />
anaqronizmad gadaqceuli siyvarulis imperiebisa.<br />
Tavisuflad SeiZleba iTqvas, rom kacobriobam<br />
mTeli Tavisi sicocxle dasaweris SesaniRbi da<br />
dawerilis amosakiTxi saSualebebis Zebnasa da<br />
gamogonebas Sealia. riRaTi ar werdnen - rZianasa<br />
Tu xaxvis wveniT, leRvis lopoTi Tu gombeSos<br />
sisxliT, yornis naRvliTa Tu veSapis TesliT -<br />
uTqmeladac yvelasaTvis gasagebi "saidumlo" rom<br />
daefaraT rogorme da, imave dros, daundoblad<br />
spobdnen TviTonve sakuTari gulisTqmis kvals,<br />
xan sifrTxilis, xan simxdalis, xan siSlegisa da<br />
xan sibriyvis gamo. ase rom, epistoluri Janris<br />
saukeTeso nimuSebi, mourjulebel meocnebeTa da<br />
Tavisuflebis dauokebel motrfialeTa msgavsad,<br />
ZiriTadad koconze amTavrebdnen sicocxles -<br />
kvali ki ar rCeboda maTgan, aramed ferfli. magram<br />
es mravaltanjuli da daumsaxureblad
aTvalwunebuli Janri, Cemi Rrma rwmeniT, mainc<br />
Seucvlelia aqamde da Seucvlelia pirvel rigSi,<br />
diaxac rom, gansacvifrebeli tevadobisa da<br />
amtanobis wyalobiT. ra unda andoT, ar daitios<br />
da ra unda SeamTxvioT, ar aitanos. mec, raki<br />
Tundac am Cveulebriv werils vwer, etyoba, mjera<br />
kidec misi, misi sicocxlisunarianobisa da<br />
imisac, marTla rom waikiTxavs momavalSi viRac<br />
Cems nacodvilars. mwerloba ki, kacma rom Tqvas,<br />
swored esaa, anda, mxolod esaa - viRacisTvis xmis<br />
miwvdenis dauokebeli survili - Tu ver gagigebs,<br />
mogisminos mainc - nebayoflobiTi gulaxdilobaa,<br />
magram, amave dros, me Tu mkiTxavT, didi veraferi<br />
zrdilobaa, sruliad ucxo adamians Tavi<br />
moabezro misTvis aseve sruliad gaugebar<br />
satkivarebze wuwuniT. marTlac, ratom unda<br />
daainteresos viRacas, miT ufro, jer<br />
ardabadebul adamians, Tu ratom akeTebda Cemi<br />
Tanamedrove yovelTvis imas, risi gakeTebac ar<br />
SeeZlo?! anda, kidev uaresi - ramdeni<br />
wumpeCamdgari ormo iyo Cems dros TbilisSi da<br />
rogor axerxebdnen erTi da igive gamvlelebi<br />
erTsa da imave ormoebSi Cacvenas usasrulod?!
dRes, RvTis Zis nayofieri xorcSesxmidan<br />
aTascxraas oTxmocdacxra wlis Tavze,<br />
magaliTad, ramdenime Cernobiluri gripi<br />
erTdroulad mZvinvarebs kavkasiis qalaqTa Soris<br />
ulamazes qalaqSi. Tumca, gazafxulma,<br />
Cveulebisamebr, isev daamaxinja irgvliv<br />
yvelaferi - isedac uSno, uRimRamo saxlebisTvis<br />
sveli TiTebis anabeWdebi Seutovebia, rac<br />
gaWianurebul zamTarSi moCituli gogo-biWebis<br />
TvaliT, skolis sapirfareSoebis uxamsi<br />
mxatvrobisa Tu mxatvruli uxamsobis hiperbolur<br />
nimuSebad aRiqmeba. miwisqveSa gadasasvlelis<br />
kibis safexurebi daxeuli kartis nakuwebiTaa<br />
mofenili. kibis TavSi boSa qali qvesknelis<br />
diasaxlisiviT egebeba momavlis SiSiT<br />
aforiaqebul Tanamoqalaqeebs. erT xelSi Jangiani<br />
Tunuqis patara mrgvali kolofi uWiravs, "bedis<br />
werilebiT" savse, meoreze yviTeli, mobuzuli<br />
Citi uzis, "bedis gamrige", moferebiT "boria",<br />
romelsac erTbaSad (Tanac sul oc kapikad)<br />
SeuZlia gamogiyvanos gaurkvevlobis burusidan<br />
da "giTxras", ra gelodeba win. magram xalxs<br />
yvelaze metad swored amis gagebisa eSinia da<br />
saqmianad garbi-gamorbian Cabnelebul, viwro<br />
gvirabSi, viTom sadme mieCqarebodeT marTla.<br />
warRvnamdeli, siZvelisgan gverdze gadabrecili<br />
troleibusebi ZagZagiT miSlapunoben fekaluri<br />
wylis niaRvrebSi. gaurkveveli warmoSobis<br />
ormoebic binZuri, qafiani wyliTaa savse.<br />
trotuaris gaswvriv damxrCvali, mucelgaberili<br />
da fexebgafarCxuli virTxebi yria. afTiaqebis win<br />
ki grZeli rigebi dgas: mxdali, nervuli,
mouTmenari - moulodnelad erTs Seirxeva,<br />
gaiklakneba momakvdavi loqos kudiviT da isev<br />
gairindeba kargaxans. erTmaneTis zurgebs<br />
amofarebuli xalxi erTmaneTis kidev ufro<br />
daSinebiT iqcevs Tavs: gaige? gaigeT? kidev<br />
ormoci kaci mouklavs guSin. ormoci?! aki<br />
Tvrametio? sxva araferi gnebavT? Tvrameti kacis<br />
gulisTvis vin suleli gamogigzavnis grips, Tanac<br />
gansakuTrebuls, am siSoreze?! adamiani mkacrdeba<br />
wamlis molodinSi. SeiZleba, gazafxulis brali<br />
iyos esec. gazafxulze xom yvelaferi marTla<br />
rTuldeba, Tuki kargad davukvirdebiT. jer<br />
marto sasaflaoze gasvla TqviT. fafasaviT sqel<br />
talaxSi fexsacmeli sZvreba Wirisufals. verc<br />
yvavili uSovia. romc iSovos, ver iyidis. xels<br />
daswvavs. plastmasis yvavili unda gedos jibeSi.<br />
mudmivi. cota xans daudeb ferxTiT micvalebuls,<br />
gaferTxav da ukanve wamoiReb, isev saZebari rom ar<br />
gagixdes xvalisTvis. cxovreba iseTi mamaZaRlia,<br />
mkvdris gacurebasac gaswavlis. magram aravin<br />
icis, ra moxdeba xval. xval ki ara, dRes ra<br />
moxdeba, is ar viciT, ar viciT, erTi saaTis mere<br />
cocxlebi viqnebiT Tu ara saerTod. imitomac<br />
vlaparakobT amdens, sasaflaos talaxs vzelT Tu<br />
wamlis rigSi vdgavarT. laparakiT vmalavT<br />
uvicobas. ramdeni wami unda gavides, Tqveni azriT,<br />
erTi saaTis Semdeg rom iyos ukve? me mekiTxebiT?<br />
diiiax, batono, swored Tqven gekiTxebiT. me Tqvens<br />
Semdeg vdgavar. eg arafers niSnavs. Tu mipasuxebT,<br />
Cems rigs dagiTmobT. albaT isev samassamoci.<br />
darwmunebuli brZandebiT? darwmunebuli viyavi,<br />
axla ki, ra mogaxsenoT. mec manda var. aravin
aRaraa darwmunebuli. amas velodiT, moveswariT<br />
da... gveSinia. ara. imitom gveSinia, amas rom ar<br />
velodiT. arc gvifiqria amaze. vin ifiqrebda?<br />
erTbaSad iqca warsulad, rac jer kidev guSin<br />
maradiuli gvegona. kvarcxlbekze marto cali<br />
fexi darCenila. isic muxlsqvemoT. magram viTom<br />
esec niSnavs rames?! mobrundeba viTom?! yovel<br />
SemTxvevaSi, Cemi sakuTari TvaliT vnaxe, rogor<br />
Caatares mTel qalaqze, devis gvamiviT, wiTeli<br />
saRebaviT moTxupnili. bavSvebi Jivil-xiviliT<br />
misdevdnen ukan. da mainc, eSmakmac ar icis, ra<br />
iqneba xval, poeturi an filosofiuri ki ara,<br />
pirdapiri, Cveulebrivi gagebiT: xval, ese igi,<br />
dRes, jer kidev Cvens sinamdvileSi, vTqvaT, Ramis<br />
Tormet saaTamde (axalgazrdobaSi, xandaxan,<br />
gvianobamde rom SevrCebodiT xolme kafeSi, Cvens<br />
metrdotels ara marto guneba, garegnobac<br />
ecvleboda - marad momRimari da gulisxmieri<br />
maspinZeli, erT dabneul, tvingayinul fsiqopaTad<br />
gadaiqceoda, mxolod imitom, verafriT rom ver<br />
gaerkvia, ra eqna, ra ajobebda saqmisTvis, saerTo<br />
axsna-ganmartebiT baraTSi moeyara Tavi Cveni<br />
nalaparakevisaTvis, Tu orad gaeyo - Tormet<br />
saaTamde da Tormets Semdeg). eSmaki gatrunuli,<br />
TvalebmoWutuli uTvalTvalebs yvelafers, ra<br />
droc ar unda iyos saaTze, vidre ararsebul<br />
momavalSi ararsebul adresatamde miaRwevdes Cemi<br />
werili. marTlac, advilze advilia, saerTod ar<br />
dadges egreTwodebuli momavali, anu,<br />
kacobriobis xvalindeli dRe, rogorc poeturi,<br />
ise filosofiuri da, rasakvirvelia, pirdapiri,<br />
adamianuri gagebiT. dRevandelobis Semyures, amis
saTqmelad ara marto gambedaoba (Tundac<br />
nebadarTuli), aramed mizezic (Tundac<br />
subieqturi) sakmarisze meti momepoveba da<br />
araferi daSavdeba, erTi wuTiT mainc Tu<br />
gamovayofineb cxvirs bunagidan (anu, sakuTari<br />
gulidan) yvelasaTvis esoden sazarel eWvs.<br />
valdebulic var, ase moviqce. raki nebayoflobiT<br />
vikisre gulaxdiloba momavlis winaSe, rogorme<br />
unda movaxerxo kidec. rasakvirvelia, Cemi<br />
saidumlo mxolod da mxolod Cemi sakuTrebaa da<br />
rogorc momesurveba ise moveqcevi: minda davmalav<br />
(mainc araferi daakldeba amiT kacobriobas),<br />
minda gavamJRavneb (isev Cemi Wiis gasaxarad),<br />
magram Cemi mTavari saidumlo swored is gaxlavT,<br />
araferi rom ara maqvs dasamali. ufro sworad,<br />
arafris meSinia, arc awmyos daundoblobisa da<br />
arc momavlis gulgrilobisa. Tumca, piriqiT rom<br />
meTqva, albaT, ufro marTali viqnebodi. erTisac<br />
meSinia da meorisac. magram imdenad aRemateba am<br />
or SiSs mesame, saerTod ukvalod gaqrobis SiSi,<br />
mgoni ZaliT vateni viRacas Cems saidumlos, im<br />
pawia, magram milionTa da milionTa<br />
gamabriyvebeli imediT, iqneb viRacam rodismeo...<br />
da Tu marTla asea, maSin sulgrZelad unda<br />
mapatios yvelam, daukiTxavad, Tavxedurad,<br />
uaRresad piraduli interesebidan gamomdinare,<br />
rom vapireb sxvis cxovrebaSi SeWras, anu, jer<br />
ararsebuli momavlisgan moviTxov yuradRebasa<br />
da TanagrZnobas, roca dRevandelobisgan isic ar<br />
momiTxovia (gindac momeTxova, mainc araferi<br />
Seicvleboda), rac yvela adamians ekuTvnis. da<br />
mainc unda vaRiaro, gaucnobierebeli SiSi maqvs
abstraqtuli momavlisa, Tuki, rasakvirvelia, es<br />
Cemi "werili", rogorc guli migrZnobs, zedmetad<br />
gulaxdili da mouridebeli, wakiTxvamde ar<br />
misces cecxls, ese igi, Tuki ukvalod gavqri am<br />
qveynidan da, mxolod da mxolod, erT muWa<br />
ferflad mivemate sakuTari uzneobis koconze<br />
aseve daferflil kacobriobas.
diaxac, gviaxlovdeba qveynis aRsasruli.<br />
pataris sikvdiliT iwyeba didis sikvdili. Tumca<br />
am SemTxvevaSi, ufro TviTmkvlelobasTan gvaqvs<br />
saqme, vidre bunebriv sikvdilTan. <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
mikroimperiis, anu, misi mravalsaxa, magram erT<br />
sul da erT xorc siyvarulis Cakvlasa da<br />
gabiabruebas gadahyva Tan msoflioSi erT-erTi<br />
udidesi saxelmwifo, umkacresi imperia. pataris<br />
mospobis Jinma daaknina, daawvrilmana - xan<br />
liftiors miugzavnida, xan ubnis rwmunebuls,<br />
guli rom gaxeTqvoda uaresad, lukma yelze<br />
dasdgomoda, Tuki im dros sufrasTan ijda Tavis<br />
dulcineasTan erTad, anda, nemsiT gaxvretil<br />
buStiviT CafuSuliyo Tavis manonis sawolSi,<br />
Tuki maincdamainc maSin waadgebodnen Tavze. sul<br />
kvalSi edga, sul Tan dasdevda aCrdiliviT,<br />
rogorc erT satrfialo simReraSia. kiTxulobda<br />
mis werilebs, magnitofonis firze iwerda mis<br />
nalaparakevs da mere dausruleblad<br />
ameorebinebda kagebes kabinetebsa Tu sardafebSi.<br />
uTvalTvalebda mis yovel nabijs, misi<br />
xelSenavlebi sagnebidan iRebda TiTis anabeWdebs,<br />
Cxrekda mis sacvalsac, albaT im grZnobis<br />
bacilis aRmosaCenad da, TavisTavad cxadia,<br />
mosaspobadac, meoce saukunis meore naxevridan<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis gulSi rom hpova TavSesafari da iqidan<br />
efineboda mTel qveyanas. magram ver mivarTviT.<br />
abstraqtul cnebas verafers daakleb tyviawamliTa<br />
Tu sawamlaviT, meTvalyureTa Tu<br />
damsmenTa armiebiT. arada, Tu im abstraqtul<br />
cnebasac ar mospobda, verc Tavs CaTvlida<br />
zesaxelmwifod, qveynierebis baton-patronad,
adgan isic kargad moexseneboda, rom swored<br />
siyvarulia erTaderTi maradiuli imperia,<br />
romelsac nebayoflobiT, sakuTari surviliT<br />
emonebodnen, emonebian da momavalSic daemonebian,<br />
Tuki saerTod gadarCeba batoni adami. magram Cemi<br />
bunebiT, me ufro lirikosi gaxlavarT, vidre<br />
politikosi. meorec erTi, rac Cvens Tavs xdeba,<br />
Cemi azriT, imitom xdeba, is rom ar momxdariyo,<br />
rac aucileblad moxdeboda, imas Tu ar<br />
movaxdendiT, rac movaxdineT. amitom, epoqis<br />
suliskveTebis gadmocemas - rac arc ki vici,<br />
rogor miiRweva - isev <strong>avel</strong>umis gancdebis, igive<br />
siyvarulis, anu, mTeli misi cxovrebis qaRaldze<br />
gadatana vamjobine. yvelafers daufaravad<br />
movyvebi, Tundac imitom, Cemi gulwrfeli<br />
aRsarebidan gamomdinare, iqneb sxvam, sxvam ki ara,<br />
Cemma moclilma mkiTxvelma mainc gaarkvios,<br />
daviRupeT Tu gadavrCiT, anu Rirsni viyaviT Tu<br />
ara, Tuki daviRupeT da saWiro iyo Tu ara Cveni<br />
gadarCena, Tuki gadavrCiT.
erTi kacic Tu gadarCeba nebismieri<br />
katastrofidan, rasakvirvelia, isic didi<br />
bednierebaa. magram siyvaruli am TvalsazrisiTac<br />
gansakuTrebuli, gamorCeuli katastrofaa -<br />
aucileblad yvela, anu, orive iRupeba, gindac<br />
erTi maTgani, Tavisi WkuiT, gadarCes, anu, gindac<br />
erT-erTma maTganma, ra Tqma unda, misive<br />
Sexedulebebidan gamomdinare, ufro zustad ki<br />
sayovelTaod miRebuli zneobrivi modelis<br />
Sesabamisad, mainc moaxerxos axali cxovrebis<br />
"awyoba", rogorc, magaliTad, sonias daemarTa.<br />
siyvaruls rom ar Seswirvoda msxverplad, qmars<br />
miekedla. sxvanairad rom vTqvaT, siyvarulidan,<br />
anu momakvdavi zRvidan, saxeldaxelod<br />
Sekowiwebul ojaxs, anu xelovnur napirs miaSura,<br />
saidanac misi ukan dabruneba iseTive sisastike<br />
iqneba dRes, rogori sisastikec imave zRvidan misi<br />
ZaliT gamoTreva iqneboda guSin.
RvTis wyalobiT, laparakze ukeT albaT wera<br />
mexerxeba, radgan laparakiT, amdeni xania, veravis<br />
veraferi gavagebine, weriT ki, sxvas rom Tavi<br />
gavaneboT, aqamde vinaxav ojaxs da... hm, hm... ara<br />
marto ojaxs. oRond, maincdamainc darwmunebuli<br />
ara var, marTla rom gamouCndeba am werils<br />
wamkiTxavi, gindac moclili. magram raki uTqvamT,<br />
cda bedis monaxevreao, mec Cemsas vcdi, saqveynod<br />
amovibertyav guls, anu, saqveynod moveWidebi<br />
xavss, rac yvela wyalwaRebulis xvedria da, imave<br />
dros, axicaa yvela wyalwaRebulze, radgan<br />
Segnebulad ki ar miiswrafvis imisken, rac Savi<br />
dRisTvis winaswar daugulebia, aramed<br />
alalbedze, brmad, misdauneburad ebRauWeba imas,<br />
rac ukiduresma gaWirvebam moalanda ukanasknel<br />
wams. gulisamobertyvis Jinic Taviseburi "xavsia"<br />
da roca aqamde miva saqme, marTla SegiZlia<br />
damTavrebulad CaTvalo cxovreba.
sabednierod, yvela didi wigni ukve dawerilia.<br />
me, ubralod, im SemTxvevas vgulisxmob, Tundac im<br />
SemTxveviTobas, romlis ZaliTac, maincdamainc, es<br />
werili unda gadarCes da erT mSvenier dRes<br />
momavlis winaSe wardges, rogorc ukve<br />
gardasuli, ukve gaidumalebuli, Znelad<br />
warmosadgeni da aseve Znelad dasajerebeli<br />
epoqis utyuari dadastureba, gnebavT,<br />
mamxilebeli sabuTi. amdenad, es werili im<br />
jojoxeTuri koconidan gadmovardnil<br />
naRverdladac SegviZlia miviCnioT, romelic<br />
Cvenive daudevrobiTa da uzneobiT gavaCaReT da<br />
romelzedac ukve ganurCevlad viwviT yvelani<br />
erTad: mtyuannic da marTalnic, borotnic da<br />
keTilnic, avazaknic da angeloznic, mglebic da<br />
kravebic - aRaravin gvyavs mimtevebeli, radgan<br />
upirveles yovlisa mimtevebeli moviSoreT<br />
Tavidan, Savi TeTrad da codva madlad rom<br />
mogvCveneboda. yvelaferi ki im dRes daiwyo,<br />
melaniam konverti rom daudo <strong>avel</strong>ums magidaze<br />
(rasakvirvelia, gauxsneli) - werilia, batono,<br />
moskovidano - da gaxsnamde ugrZno <strong>avel</strong>ums gulma,<br />
raRac unda Secvliliyo mis cxovrebaSi. Tumca,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis imperia pirvelad jer kidev dekembris<br />
miwisZvram Searyia, xolo mixvedrili kaci kidev<br />
ufro adrec igrZnobda safrTxes da Tu ver<br />
aicilebda, arc pirdaRebuli daxvdeboda,<br />
rogorc brma da utvino bartyi - dedaCits.
jer iyo da, aTi metris simaRle wiTeli Tovli<br />
dado svaneTSi. xalxi Tovlis qveS cxovrobda<br />
uhaerod, usinaTlod, uwylod, upurod... sicive<br />
inaxavdaT albaT. amas didi zvavebi mohyva,<br />
soflebi daitbora da saxuravebze gasuli xalxi<br />
cas iyo miCerebuli mSvelelis molodinSi. magram<br />
dekembris miwisZvram mTeli saqarTvelo Searyia<br />
da sakmaod saxifaTodac. <strong>avel</strong>umi giJiviT<br />
wamovarda sawolidan. ZilSi Caesma wignis<br />
Taroebis Semzaravi, sisxlis gamyinavi wkriali da<br />
jer isev ZilburanSi myofma, erTad mousva xeli<br />
Tavisianebs, erTad daayena yvelani didi oTaxis<br />
karis WrilSi, viTom es iyo erTaderTi saSualeba<br />
miwisZvrisagan Tavis dasacavad. SiSiT ki mere<br />
SeeSinda, SuaRamisas, lamis ukve CaZinebuls, roca<br />
erTi wamiT goneba gaunaTda da warmoidgina, ra<br />
SeiZleboda damarTvoda misianebs misive<br />
"sazrianobis" wyalobiT - karis Wrili ramdenime<br />
wlis win, remontisas, gaafarTovebina kalatozebs<br />
da Tavxe lamis wkipzeRa ido Sesustebul<br />
sayrdenebze. fexebi ise aukankalda, verafriT<br />
gaiCera, TiTqos misi sxeulis ganuyreli nawilebi<br />
ki ar iyvnen, aramed misgan damoukideblad<br />
arsebuli da ratomRac mis sawolSi moxvedrili<br />
cxovelebi, romlebsac, TavisTavad cxadia,<br />
didxans ar SeeZloT uhaerod gaZleba, miT ufro<br />
sabnis qveS, da gamwarebulni xtodnen,<br />
ZagZagebdnen, ikrunCxebodnen am yovlad<br />
moulodneli, yovlad gauTvaliswinebeli<br />
sikvdilis molodinSi.
mTavari ubedureba ki isaa, Tavad rom aris<br />
adamiani yvelaferSi damnaSave, Tavad aris<br />
sakuTari Tavis mteri, imitom rom, mTeli<br />
sicocxle gaorebulia, gaorebuli ki ar aris,<br />
yvelaferi ori aqvs momadlebuli bunebisgan, ara<br />
marto fexi, xeli, Tvali Tu yuri - fiqric,<br />
mizanic, Tvalsazrisic, survilic... mdinaresaviT<br />
or napirs Soris miedineba sul, gaCenis dRidan, da<br />
aqamde ar icis, ver daudgenia, romeli urCevnia,<br />
romel napirs mietmasnos ufro metad, romels<br />
miexeTqos mTeli ZaliT, romels mieferos da<br />
romels gaulawunos mRvrie talRa silasaviT.<br />
mTeli sicocxle irCevs, magram albaT ise<br />
SeuerTdeba zRvas (albaT ki ara, SeuerTda da<br />
egaa!), anu, ise daikargeba, gaiTqvifeba, gaqreba<br />
usasrulobaSi, araraobaSi, sikvdilSi - arCevans<br />
ver moaswrebs, saSovarze wamosuli, xelcarieli<br />
daubrundeba gamCens. miwa xar da miwad iqecio,<br />
anda, wyali iyav da wylad wadio - miaZaxebs misi<br />
maradiuli meryeobiT gulgawyalebuli<br />
Wirisufali. da albaT, soniac gadaiwers qmris<br />
zurgs ukan pirjvars - ufalo, gananaTle<br />
codvili suli monisa Senisao - magram im "monisa"<br />
aravis araferi ecodineba, arc cols, arc<br />
sayvarlebs. ar ecodinebaT, radgan isic iyo da<br />
isic. ufro sworad, undoda, cdilobda, erTic<br />
yofiliyo da meorec - kargic da cudic, keTilic<br />
da borotic, xelmomWirnec da xelgaSlilic,<br />
Sesacodic da SesaSuric, qmaric da sayvarelic.<br />
amis bralia albaT, Cveulebriv Ralats gonivrul<br />
nabijad rom vTvliT, kanalizaciis gamskdari<br />
milidan gadmonTxeuli sibinZure moCuxCuxe
nakaduli gvgonia da ki ar gvawuxebs, raRacnairad<br />
mogvwons kidec, soflur idilias gviqmnis<br />
rkinabetoniT gakavebul qalaqSi... amis bralia,<br />
erTi da igive gamvlelebi rom cvivian erTsa da<br />
imave ormoebSi, romlebic, Cveni gazeTebis eniT Tu<br />
vityviT, moZraobas ki aferxeben, magram<br />
srulebiTac ar ganekuTvnebian civilizebuli<br />
samyarosTvis uCveulo da miuRebel movlenaTa<br />
rigs. marTlac, visac ormoSi Cavardna ar<br />
siamovnebs, Sin daetios. magram rac gvWirs,<br />
yvelaferi Cvens orbunebovnebas rom davabraloT<br />
marto, kidev erTi usvindisoba iqneba da meti<br />
araferi. yvelani damnaSaveni varT yvelaferSi. ai,<br />
arsi Cveni arsobisa! yvelani damnaSaveni varT,<br />
magram raki yvelani varT damnaSaveni, aravisa aqvs<br />
ufleba, meore adamiani daadanaSaulos rameSi,<br />
rameSi mainc. mxolod da mxolod, TiToeuli<br />
Cvenganis survilze da, rasakvirvelia, pirovnul<br />
Tvisebebzea damokidebuli, vaRiarebT Tu ara<br />
danaSauls, romelic SeiZleba arc Cagvidenia,<br />
magram romelmac Tavisi Tavzardamcemi<br />
masStaburobisa da sisastikis gamo, samudamo daRi<br />
daasva Cvens nebismier survils, mizansa Tu<br />
ganzraxvas... zedmeti undoblobisa ar iyos,<br />
zedmeti ndobac abnevs da, aqedan gamomdinare,<br />
acdunebs adamians. saerTod adamiani zedmets<br />
verafers itans, verc Wirs, verc lxins. ki amboben,<br />
imaze meti Tu ar mieci, rac Wirdeba,<br />
gapirutyvdebao, magram, etyoba, mainc adamians<br />
gaaCnia. gaaCnia "moxmarebis sagansac". zedmeti<br />
xurma mucels gatkens, zedmetma pativiscemam ki,<br />
SeiZleba, gamogatutucos da iqamdec migiyvanos,
sxvebisganac moiTxovo is, rasac Seni<br />
pativismcemeli sakuTari surviliTa da albaT<br />
siamovnebiTac akeTebda (Tavs daabralos!), magram<br />
am sayofacxovrebo wvrilmanebis garkveva<br />
namdvilad ar aris Cveni saqme. gacilebiT<br />
seriozuli amocanaa gadasawyveti: ara marto<br />
TviTon unda gaverkve sxvis grZnobebsa da<br />
gancdebSi, momavalsac unda Sevunaxo gasarkvevad.<br />
ase rom, Cemo moclilo mkiTxvelo, rogorc ukve<br />
giTxari, jer isic ar vici wesierad, ras<br />
SemogTavazeb. iqiT saqveynod cnobili borotebis<br />
imperia icvlis kans, aqeT ki <strong>avel</strong>umis sakuTari,<br />
ufro sworad, marto misTvis arsebuli, mis gulSi<br />
damaluli siyvarulis imperia ingreva Tvalsa da<br />
xels Sua, romlis Sesaqmneladac, vin icis, ramden<br />
cecxlSi gavla, ramden yulfSi gaZvroma, ramdeni<br />
xvrelisa da soros monaxva dasWirda Tavis<br />
droze. magram am ori imperiis dacema, ra Tqma unda,<br />
uSualod erTmaneTzea damokidebuli, mWidrod<br />
arian isini erTmaneTs gadabmulni CvenTvis<br />
uxilavi jaWvebiT. oRond, saboloo jamSi, yvelam<br />
mainc Tavisi mkvdari unda itiros da Tavisi codva<br />
moinanios. piradad me, mzad gaxlavarT saamisod<br />
da Tavidanve am ganzraxviT aviRe kalamic xelSi,<br />
magram es srulebiTac ar niSnavs imas, TiTqos<br />
gandidebis maniiT viyo Sepyrobili, ukvdavi<br />
avtorebisTvis mindodes Tavis gatoleba da Senc<br />
imitom mogmarTavde ase, imaTeburad - moclilo<br />
mkiTxvelo-meTqi - ubralod, Tuki momavalSic<br />
gagrZeldeba wera-kiTxvis tradicia, cota vinmes<br />
Tu ecleba saamisod. ara marto Saqrisa da karaqis,<br />
mwerlisa da mkiTxvelis raodenobac daiklebs<br />
TandaTanobiT da marTlac, ra unda misces
nebismierma wignma (gindac is wigni miletur<br />
yaidaze wnavdes sxvadasxva araks), dakarguli<br />
drois sanacvlod, mouclelsa da saqmian kacs,<br />
romelsac, vTqvaT, rusTavis xriok velze, Takara<br />
mzis gulze, Zexvisa da SaSxis kooperativi aqvs<br />
gaxsnili, orTaWalis romeliRac daobebul<br />
sardafSi - qalis windis cexi, xolo axaldabaSi,<br />
wyneTs gadaRma, erTi qimiuri qarxnis xela<br />
saTburi udgas da nitratebis jadosnuri<br />
zemoqmedebis wyalobiT, dReSi ramdenjerme iwevs<br />
mosavals. ase rom, Tuki vinmeze iTqmis moclilio,<br />
swored Senze iTqmis momavlis mkiTxvelo,<br />
dRevandeli usaxelo mwerlebis erTaderTo<br />
imedo da gamarTlebav, patrono da gamkiTxavo -<br />
Tuki mliqvnelobad ar CamiTvli Seni gandidebis,<br />
gaukeTesebis survils. Tumca, Tu saWiro iqneba,<br />
SemiZlia mliqvnelic viyo, oRond, imitom ki ara,<br />
rame movigo amiT, aramed, Tundac erTi wuTiT<br />
mainc gavuRvivo sxvas, vinc ginda iyos is sxva,<br />
sakuTari Tavisadmi pativiscemis grZnoba, rogorc<br />
Cvens axalgazrdobaSi <strong>avel</strong>umi uRvivebda<br />
davuSvaT, imave metrdotels. imis magivrad, Tavi<br />
Sors daeWira misgan, "ar ecdunebina" is Cveni<br />
codviT savse, vin icis, ukve ramdengzis<br />
sulwawymedili metrdoteli, yvelanairad<br />
cdilobda, maincdamainc, Tavis magidasTan daesva,<br />
maincdamainc, TviTon gamaspinZleboda,<br />
mifereboda da, rac mTavaria, gulaxdilad eTqva<br />
misTvis yvelaferi, rasac Cvens qveyanaze, Cvens<br />
adaT-wesebsa Tu zne-Cveulebebze fiqrobda.<br />
diliT ki, sakuTar loginSi Tvalis gaxelisac<br />
eSinoda, adgoma aRar undoda, araferi aRar
undoda saerTod da - movidnen da wamaTriono -<br />
iRrineboda gunebaSi. magram saRamos, Seadgamda<br />
Tu ara fexs kafeSi, isev Seafrindeboda<br />
mouSorebeli, mourCeneli survili viRacis<br />
gaadamianebisa, gadarCenisa, codvidan amoyvanisa,<br />
Tundac sakuTari sicocxlis fasad da, Sen<br />
warmoidgine, aRwevda kidec garkveul warmatebas.<br />
yovelSemTxvevaSi, aravin modioda SuaRamisas mis<br />
wasayvanad, Tumca, nebismieri sasjelisTvis mzad<br />
iyo ukve, miT ufro simTvraleSi, da arc<br />
gaukvirdeboda, marTla rom moekakunebinaT<br />
misTvis udroo dros. samagierod, Zalian ukvirda<br />
metrdotelis saqcieli. ukvirda da uxaroda<br />
kidec. ufro metic, Tavi mowonda, aseTi<br />
zemoqmedebis unari rom aRmoaCnda uSiSroebis<br />
saidumlo agentze (imis agentobis ambavi mTelma<br />
Tbilisma icoda), romelic, Cvens warmodgenaSi,<br />
daufiqreblad, daunaneblad daasmenda sakuTar<br />
Svilsac, rasakvirvelia, Tuki zemodan<br />
daavalebdnen. rac mTavaria, imasac aSkarad<br />
moswonda <strong>avel</strong>umis magidasTan jdoma, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
koniakis ylurwva da <strong>avel</strong>umis Sexedulebebis<br />
mosmena. SenisTana kacTan sasiamovnocaa muSaobao<br />
- eubneboda misi gulaxdilobiTa da misi koniakiT<br />
gamTbari, gaadamianebuli - CauZieblad da<br />
gamouZiebladac naTelia yvelaferio - mokled,<br />
aSkarad kmayofili iyo, kacad rom agdebda viRac,<br />
Tundac misi morigi msxverpli, da<br />
SeZlebisdagvarad cdilobda, bolomde kacad<br />
darCeniliyo TviTonac, Tundac marto im viRacis<br />
TvalSi. yovelSemTxvevaSi, rac ufro Rrmad<br />
SevtopavdiT xolme gulaxdilobis Tavbrudamxvev
morevSi, miT ufro meti pativiscemiT, SeiZleba<br />
iTqvas, mowiwebiTac ki gvepyroboda, rac, advili<br />
SesaZlebelia, misi piradi ufrosis taqtikuri<br />
Canafiqri iyo da sxva araferi, magram es<br />
srulebiTac ar uSlida xels Tavad metrdotels,<br />
ukeTesi warmodgena Sehqmnoda sakuTar Tavze da<br />
koniakiT Sexurebuls, tualetis sarkeSi mainc<br />
CaepaWunebina Tvali sakuTari gamosaxulebisTvis,<br />
aravisze naklebi biWebi ara varTo. da marTlac,<br />
ra unda gveTxova, ar Seesrulebina CvenTvis. arc<br />
nisiaze uTqvams uari, arc saaTze dauxedavs<br />
rodisme. da ase imitom iqceoda, Cvenc rom pativs<br />
vcemdiT, Cvenc rom kacad vagdebdiT. magram,<br />
etyoba, ZiriTad samsaxurSic didad afasebdnen<br />
mis "sazrianobasa" da "gulisxmierebas" da esec<br />
garkveul fsiqologiur zemoqmedebas axdenda<br />
masze, ris Sedegadac dRiTi dRe meti fasi<br />
gvedeboda mis TvalSi, ramdenadac, Cveulebrivi<br />
loTebisgan gansxvavebiT, oficialurad<br />
aRiarebuli mwerlebic viyaviT, mweralTa<br />
kavSiris sruluflebiani, wignakiani wevrebi, da<br />
Cvens nalaparakevs, miT ufro saxelmwifos<br />
uSiSroebis dacvis komitetisTvis, rasakvirvelia,<br />
gansakuTrebuli mniSvneloba eniWeboda. magram,<br />
rogorc drom dagvanaxva, amaod, tyuilad, fuWad -<br />
dRes aRarc Cven viTvlebiT mwerlebad da, albaT,<br />
aRarc is metrdoteli, antipo Tu indigo iTvleba<br />
agentad. vin icis, rad gardaiqmna, visi saxe miiRo<br />
garemoebisda Sesaferisad.
da mainc, roca qveyana iRupeba, ubralod ar<br />
SeiZleba, iyo sofelSi da soflisTvis ar<br />
zrunavde, anu, guls mainc ar giklavdes Tundac<br />
kibeebze Camomsxdari gaficulebis braziani<br />
gamoxedva, siqagaclili demonstrantebis<br />
RvarZliani SeZaxilebi Tu mzesumziris CenCoSi<br />
koWebamde Camdgari momitingeebis utexi moTmineba.<br />
miTumetes ar SeiZleba, sofelSi iyo da Tavzars<br />
ar gcemdes, sayovelTao ubedurebis mauwyebel<br />
niSnad ar aRiqvamde ori dedabris gauTavebel<br />
cekvas, maincdamainc, Seni mopirdapire saxlis<br />
mexuTe sarTulis aivanze, mTeli qalaqis<br />
dasanaxad, saqalaqo transportis TiTqmis yvela<br />
saxeobis erTobliv RrWialsa da RmuilSi.<br />
sakmarisia, mxarze droSagadebulma Tundac erTma<br />
kacma Caiaros quCaSi, rac arc ise iSviaTad xdeba<br />
am bolo dros, anda, sakmarisia, wamiT Seferxdes<br />
moZraoba, anda, raime sxva mizezis gamo<br />
Sejgufdes, Seyovndes gamvlelTa nawili mainc,<br />
isinic maSinve aivanze gamocvivdebian da cekvaven.<br />
ufro sworad, ki ar cekvaven, adgilze trialeben,<br />
viTom vcekvavTo. SigadaSig gaubedavad buqnaven<br />
kidec da Wrel WinWebs iqneven Tavs zemoT (aivanze<br />
gasvlisTanave rom amoafrialeben xolme<br />
bambaziis xalaTis jibeebidan) da ase grZeldeba<br />
iqamde, sanam viRac uxilavi, Tuki marTla<br />
arsebobs aseTi vinme (yovel SemTxvevaSi, me sxva<br />
aravin SemimCnevia im aivanze), ar mouxmobT<br />
oTaxidan. magram sxva abriyvebT, Tu Tavad<br />
ibriyveben Tavs, erTi cxadia - TavianTi bebruli<br />
WkuiT, ase uwyoben isini fexs daundobeli drois<br />
dinebas da ase ucxadeben TavianT Tanamoqalaqeebs
Tanadgomas, viTom, Cvenc Cveneburad vibrZviT<br />
imperiis dasamxobad da Cvenc Cveneburad vzeimobT<br />
imperiaze mosalodnel gamarjvebaso. orive<br />
erTnairad tanmorCilia. debiviT gvanan erTmaneTs<br />
(SeiZleba debic arian). Tmac orives erTnairad<br />
modaze aqvs SeWrili (erTmaneTs SeWres albaT,<br />
sicil-fxukuniT), tanT yvaviliani bambaziis<br />
erTnairi xalaTebi acviaT, fexebic erTnair<br />
saSinao flostebSi wauyviaT da cekvaven,<br />
bzrialeben, buqnaoben mTeli qalaqis dasanaxad.<br />
xandaxan ise gamebereba xolme guli maTi<br />
sacodaobiT, aRar vici rogor moviqce - zurgi<br />
Sevaqcio sarkmels, sanam cekvas moaTaveben, Tu<br />
avuvarde da vkiTxo, ra gacekvebT, ra gezeimebaTmeTqi.<br />
marTalia, parizSi, pompidus centris win,<br />
sakmaod binZur moedanze, gamalebuli iTvlis<br />
eleqtrosaaTi ocdameerTe saukunemde darCenil<br />
wamebs, magram jer sakiTxavia, dadgeba Tu ara<br />
saerTod ocdameerTe saukune. advili<br />
SesaZlebelia, kacobriobis ukanasknel wamebs<br />
iTvlides franguli eleqtrosaaTi, magram raki,<br />
jerjerobiT, mainc adamianebi varT, Tundac<br />
gadagvarebis gzaze damdgarni, uimedoba ar<br />
SegvSvenis - xeirs ar dagvayris - miT ufro, rom<br />
bunebis amouwuravi sikeTisa da qimiis aseve<br />
amouwuravi siveragis gamo, jer isev grZeldeba<br />
cxovreba, isev amodis miwidan balaxi, isev<br />
dafarfatebs yvavils pepela, isev abams Tavis<br />
qsels jiuti, Seupovari araqne, isev brazianad<br />
dastrialeben krazanebi adamianis xelSenavleb<br />
nivTebs, isev vardeba maTlafaSi buzi, RamRamobiT<br />
isev wivis yurTan koRo, isev dasdevs ZaRli katas,
kata - Tagvs da, rac didad gasaxaria, jerjerobiT,<br />
aravis ukvirs es ambavi. aravis ukvirs, kidev erTi<br />
(RmerTma icis, meramdene) gazafxuli rom<br />
mogvdgomia kars. RmerTma icis-meTqi, radgan<br />
aravin ar viciT, rodis daviwyeT saerTod<br />
cxovreba, anu, ramdeni milioni wamis win movkaliT<br />
abeli. TavisTavad cxadia, pirveli abeli, Torem,<br />
erTi Cveulebrivi abeli, albaT yovel wamSi<br />
kvdeba am qveyanaze. ase rom, gansakuTrebuli<br />
sifrTxile marTebs yvelas, vinc abelad gauCenia<br />
RmerTs. gansakuTrebulad gazafxulze.<br />
gazafxuli yvelaze daundobeli droa. Jami<br />
sxvlisa moiwia, xma gvritisa isma qveyanasa Sina<br />
Cvensa, leRvman gamoiRo yvavili Tvisi. magram<br />
miuxedavad mravali sikeTisa, gazafxuli<br />
ukiduresobamde gaamZafrebs xolme nebismier<br />
grZnobasac da sensac da, ra gansxvavebaa, sens<br />
movekvlevinebiT Tu grZnobebs. abel, Tofi<br />
ifoTleba! (waikiTxe ukuRma). SefoTvla xom igive<br />
SeniRbvaa, magram rogorc ar unda SeiniRbos,<br />
Tofic nayofiT icnoba. Tofis nayofi ki tyviaa.<br />
ZaRlma- lekvi,<br />
Zroxam - xbo,<br />
Tofma tyvia moigo.
magram, lekvisa da xbos msgavsad, tyviasac xom<br />
rZiT ver gamokvebav?! tyviis sakvebi sisxlia da<br />
sulerTia visi sisxli iqneba is, lekvisa, xbosi Tu<br />
abelisa. abeli pirveli adamiania adamianis xeliT<br />
mokluli uaRresad adamianuri grZnobebis gamo.<br />
abeli adamianobis msxverplia, Tanac pirveli, da<br />
amdenad, maradiulic - arc is moakldeba rodisme<br />
qveyanas da arc misi mkvleli, vidre orives<br />
Semqmneli iarsebebs, vidre is ar amowuravs<br />
sakuTar arss, anu, erTxel da samudamod ar<br />
amouSvebs piridan RmerTisgan STaberil suls da<br />
isev Tixad, Tixis usulo Tojinad, gindac<br />
yavlgasul vnebaTa yulabad ar iqceva. ase rom,<br />
ramdenic ar unda Tvalos eleqtrosaaTma, bolo<br />
sityva mainc baton adamzea, anu, TiToeul<br />
Cvenganze, ramdenadac adami Cveni krebiTi saxelia<br />
da meti araferi - adami var mec, adami xar Senc,<br />
adamia isic da erTmaneTis mimarT Tundac<br />
iotisodena yuradRebis gamomJRavnebam, SeiZleba,<br />
saswaulebi moaxdinos, ara marto Cernobiluri<br />
gripebis epidemiebi, erTmaneTic agvataninos, Tuki<br />
zrdilobis gulisTvis mainc movikiTxavT xolme<br />
erTmaneTs. adam, rogor mada? (esec ukuRma<br />
ikiTxeba da, rac mTavaria, didi gasavali aqvs<br />
dRevandel mwerlobaSi amgvar lingvistur<br />
oinbazobebs). gmadlobT, cudad. magram amas ara<br />
aqvs araviTari mniSvneloba. RmerTma icis, Wama<br />
ufro mawyenaria Cvens droSi, Tu uWmeloba.<br />
zrdiloba ki namdvilad aravis awyens, arc<br />
maZRars da arc mSiers. zrdilobas yovelTvis<br />
Sveba mohqonda kacisTvis da albaT amitomac ar<br />
iTvleboda uzrdelobad zogierT qveyanaSi,
magaliTad, gamZRarze daboyineba. yovel<br />
SemTxvevaSi, zrdiloba yovelTvis exmareboda<br />
adamians, Tavi adamianad egrZno, oRond adre, didi<br />
xnis winaT, roca namdvilad cxovrobda da roca<br />
mis sanaxevrod Cabnelebul oTaxebSi sanTlis<br />
naRvenTis suni Warbobda, quCebSi ki - cxenis<br />
ConCorikisa. Tumca, rac unda samwuxaro ambavi<br />
iyos, mainc unda vaRiaroT, rom adamiani,<br />
TvalSisacemad mcire, miniaturuli "oqros<br />
xanebis" gamoklebiT, sul ufskrulis piras dgas<br />
da sul bewvis xidze gadis. samwuxaroa, magram<br />
CvenSi rom vTqvaT, imedis momcemicaa. marTlac,<br />
romeli ukvdavi wignic ar unda aiRoT xelSi,<br />
yvela erTnairad Wirisa da da ubedurebis<br />
aRweriT iwyeba. Zma Zmas klavs, biZa Zmiswuls<br />
aupatiurebs, qmari cols yidis da, rac<br />
dRevandeli TvalsazrisiTac Zneli<br />
dasajerebelia, dasanaxadac ar undaT mSoblebs<br />
TavianTi Svilebi. imitom rom, qveyanaze Wiri<br />
mZvinvarebs da damfrTxali, gapirutyvebuli<br />
xalxi duqan-duqan daZrwis, ra vWamo da ra<br />
davlioo, TiTqos didi dRe ar edos win, TiTqos<br />
marTla mTavrdebodes cxovreba. sxvis mitovebul<br />
binaSi ise mokalaTdeba, gegonebaT Sin mosulao,<br />
naTesavis dasamarxad ki Tavs ar Seiwuxebs,<br />
piriqiT, Segnebulad aaridebs Tavs, mec ar<br />
Semeyaros imisi Wirio. Wiri ki mZvinvarebs,<br />
aRmosavleTidan dasavleTamde, samxreTidan<br />
CrdiloeTamde musrs avlebs yvelafers, rac<br />
sunTqavs da moZraobs. sasikvdilod ganwirul<br />
qalsa Tu kacs sazardulTan an iRliis qveS<br />
vaSlisa Tu kvercxis xela simsivne uCndeba da mere
aRarc mxurvale locva-kurTxeva Svelis, aRarc<br />
eqimis rCeva-darigeba. waskdeba cxviridan sisxli<br />
da gaTavebulia misi saqme. Tumca, kaci ver ityvis<br />
dabejiTebiT, TviTon senis bralia es, Tu imaTi,<br />
vinc am senisgan xalxis gankurnebas cdilobs.<br />
aseTTa ricxvi ki metismetad izrdeba Jamianobis<br />
dros. naswavl mkurnalTa garda, wamlobas<br />
qalebic mihyofen xolme xels, Tumca eqimoba Tavis<br />
dReSi ar uswavliaT (Cven ki gvgonia, marto Cvens<br />
dros arian aseTi energiuli, praqtikuli da, rac<br />
mTavaria, yvelaferSi cxviris Camyofi qalebi!),<br />
magram TavianTi uvicobis gamo, senis gaCenis<br />
mizezisTvis ver miugniaT da maSasadame, verc<br />
uebari wamali uxmariaT. TiTqos marTla Cvenzea<br />
naTqvami, arada, es ambebi rom xdeba, RvTis Zis<br />
nayofier xorcSesxmidan aTassamasormocdarva<br />
welia mxolod gasuli. magram Wiri fexdafex<br />
mosdevs adamians saukunidan saukuneSi, erTi<br />
epoqidan meoreSi. adamiani, rac Tavi axsovs, sul<br />
Wirs gaurbis da siCqareSi imasac kargavs, rac,<br />
Tundac, gaCenisTvis ekuTvnis. siCqare urevs<br />
Tavgzas, siCqare abnevs da acdunebs... Cven ki mainc<br />
momavals vesaubrebiT, rac, cota ar iyos,<br />
Tavxedobaa Cveni mxridan, Tundac im ubralo<br />
mizezis gamo, saerTod saTuo rom gavxadeT<br />
momavali. jer kidev sakiTxavia, moevlinebi Tu ara<br />
qveyanas Cemo moclilo mkiTxvelo, beRurasaviT<br />
rom mobuzulxar sadRac, usaSvelod Sors,<br />
gaurkvevlobis saSoSi. Sens winaSec damnaSaveni<br />
varT yvelani, guSindelnic da dRevandelnic; ase<br />
uTavbolod rom vicxovreT, Senc imitom aRmoCndi<br />
beRurasaviT usaxlkaro, uwinapro, uZirfesvo;
imitom gaxda saTuo saerTod Seni dabadeba.<br />
uTavbolod ki ar vicxovreT, saerTod ar iyo Cvens<br />
dros cxovreba - arc kedels aqeT, arc kedels<br />
iqiT. anda, cxovreba calke iyo, adamiani - calke.<br />
xolo, calkedarCenilebSi, Cven kidev ufro metad<br />
viyaviT gariyulebi, rogorc geografiulad mcire<br />
da istoriulad uuflebo qveynis Svilebi. Cveni<br />
madani sxvis miwaSi ido, Cveni fuli - sxvis jibeSi,<br />
Cveni kvercxi - sxvis budeSi. Cven ki miwas<br />
vamZimebdiT mxolod. Tavi axlac savse maqvs<br />
ararsebuli cxovrebis mogonebebiT - Signidan<br />
mangreven, mSlian... blagvi, Wiani kbilebiT<br />
miloRnian sasicocxlo organoebs, magram raki<br />
susti var da patara, unda gavuZlo, moviTmino,<br />
sanam TandaTanobiT mec mogonebad viqceode<br />
viRacisTvis, davuSvaT, SenTvis, da iqneb maSin<br />
davwynarde cota (gavTavisuflde sicocxlisgan,<br />
romelsac Sen mogarTmev ZRvnad uudidesi<br />
siamovnebiT) da axla me unda vjijgno Seni RviZli<br />
Tu Tirkmeli. daRamebas ise velodebi, rogorc<br />
sikvdilmisjili - gaTenebas. magram rac<br />
sikvdilmisjilma erTxel unda gadaitanos, me<br />
yovel Rame usasrulod, gauTaveblad vitan.<br />
daRamdeba Tu ara, udabnos cxeli qariviT<br />
Semafrindeba yel-kiserze gadatanili cxovreba,<br />
amagangaSebs Cadenili Tu Caudeneli Secdomebis<br />
Riad darCenil TvalebSi asisinebuli wyvdiadi.<br />
Tan vixrCobi, Tan raRacis molodini maqvs sul,<br />
rasakvirvelia, uaresis, sazarlis, rasac<br />
aucileblad unda moveswro da Tu ar vixrCobi,<br />
mxolod amitom ar vixrCobi. TiTqos, ha da ha, kari<br />
unda Semomimtvrion, Semomicvivdnen, nacnob-
megobrebi, naTesavebi, mtrebi da moyvrebi,<br />
mkvdrebi da cocxlebi, visac, nebsiT Tu uneblieT,<br />
Segnebulad Tu Seugneblad, raRacaSi Sevecile am<br />
qveyanaze, raRac davakeli Cemi arsebobiT, vTqvaT,<br />
sacxovrebeli farTobi, Jangbadi, wyali, puri,<br />
wamali, honorari... da ar vici, rogor davicva Tavi<br />
(Tavis marTlebaze xom laparakic zedmetia), rac<br />
mTavaria, rogor gadavarCino Cemianebi, romlebic<br />
mxolod da mxolod Cemi mizeziT moevlinen<br />
qveyanas da romlebsac Cemi imediT, mSvidad<br />
sZinavT TavianT sawolebSi, sanam me viwvi da<br />
vixrCobi; arc ician, ra safrTxe eliT, ras<br />
imsaxureben moyvasisgan, Tundac mxolod gaCenis<br />
gamo. raRa Cemi Rameuli warmodgenebi da raRa<br />
video-saSinelebebi. hiCkoki rom hiCkokia, imis<br />
meaTasedsac ver moigonebs, rac me TavisTavad,<br />
yovelgvari daZabulobis gareSe momdis TavSi.<br />
dabanisac meSinia, TiTqos, maincdamainc, maSin<br />
Semomicvivdebian, Tavgasapnuli rom vidgebi<br />
abazanaSi. Tvali gindac gavaxilo, ver davinaxav,<br />
rogor gamoiyureba Cemi mkvleli. is ki mxedavs -<br />
sacodavs, umweos, sasacilos, sakuTari<br />
siSiSvliT daTrgunvils, dapataravebuls - da<br />
srulebiTac ar venanebi. sapnis TeTri qafidan<br />
wiTlad ifeTqebs uceb sisxlis Sadrevani. arada,<br />
Sens mets veravis gavumxel Cems gasaWirs, jer<br />
arSobilo, imitom ki ara, rom damcineben, giJad<br />
CamTvlian, fsiqiatrTan gamiSveben (fsiqiatrTan,<br />
sxvaTaSoris, CemiT davdivar, viTom megobruli<br />
vizitiT, da marTlac ZiriTadad ganyenebul<br />
Temebze, xelovnebasa Tu mwerlobaze vsaubrobT<br />
xolme, radgan imisTvis yvelaferi "isedac"
naTelia, uTqmeladac icis, yvela xelovans rom<br />
awuxebs Zilis problema, muclis gvrema Tu<br />
inteleqtualuri gadaRliloba), imitom rom,<br />
codoni arian, TavianTic yofniT da gindac Zalian<br />
moindomon, mainc ver momexmarebian.<br />
rasakvirvelia, verc Sen momexmarebi, magram isic<br />
didi SeRavaTia, Tundac marto CemTvis, Cems<br />
warmodgenaSi rom arsebob. oRond, erTi kia, ufro<br />
adre moevline qveyanas (Tundac Cems qveyanas),<br />
vidre bunebisgan iyo gaTvaliswinebuli. me<br />
gaiZule, gaCeniliyavi droze adre, radgan Seni<br />
arseboba imis garantiacaa, gaisadac rom amova<br />
miwidan balaxi, gaisadac rom daideba budeSi<br />
kvercxi, gaisadac saqmianad, enagadmogdebulni<br />
gadaiZunZuleben xvadi mglebi qedebsa da serebs<br />
Zuknas ymuilze. esec didi imedia. ufro metic,<br />
axla iseTi grZnoba maqvs, TiTqos yovelTvis iyavi,<br />
Cemamdec ki, Tumca, kargad maxsovs, sul ramdenime<br />
dRis win mogmarTe pirvelad, moclilo<br />
mkiTxvelo-meTqi. xoda, Cemo ucnobo nacnobo,<br />
uSoreso axlobelo, ufro zustad ki, imedis<br />
magiero, imedis Semcvlelo, anu xelovnuri imedis<br />
fxvnilo (Tuki dedis rZesaca aqvs Semcvleli,<br />
viTom imedma ra daaSava?!), Cemi sizmrisa da<br />
ocnebis brWyviala furclebiT SefuTvnilo (Tuki<br />
xelovnuri rZis fxvniliT Taobebi izrdebian,<br />
ratom ar SeiZleba, erTi-ori dRe xelovnuri<br />
imedis fxvniliTac moityuos kacma Tavi?!), SenTan<br />
salaparakod rom vemzadebi, jer boTls unda<br />
gavesaubro, da safuZvlianadac, da ase imitom<br />
viqcevi, ufro Tamamad, ufro Sinaurulad vigrZno<br />
Tavi am qveyanaze da, amave dros, Zalian
mainteresebs, ras Sevqmni ukeTess, Tuki yvelafers<br />
vityvi, rac enaze momadgeba, rasac arasodes<br />
vityodi adre, roca jer vwerdi da mere vsvamdi.<br />
iqneba marTla ise damaSina cxovrebam, tyuils<br />
simarTled viyenebdi, ufro mokled rom vTqvaT,<br />
vtyuodi, simarTle rom ar meTqva. magram, piradad<br />
me, piriqiT mgonia, radgan mxolod simarTlis Tqma<br />
iyo Cemi mizani da ara raimes Tqma zogadad, miT<br />
ufro rom, honorars erTnairad ixdida<br />
saxelmwifo aSkara tyuilSic da SeniRbul<br />
simarTleSic. oRond, tyuilis Tqma Tu<br />
usindisobaa, marTlismTqmeloba ubedurebaa -<br />
SeniRbulad, qaragmulad, namcec-namcec apareb<br />
Sens simarTles viRacas, visic ar ici saxeli da<br />
visi gadarCenac miznad dagisaxavs, magram<br />
Tavisuflad SeiZleba, sxvadasxvanairad gesmodeT<br />
Tqven (da es ufro didi ubedurebaa) simarTleca<br />
da marTlismTqmelobac saerTod. amisic geSinia.<br />
"amisic" ki ara, yvelaze metad amis geSinia swored,<br />
radgan ginda Tu ar ginda, mogwons Tu ar mogwons,<br />
mainc SerisxulTa, daWerilTa, daxvretilTa,<br />
daSinebulTa da, bodiSi momiTxovia, dayverilTa<br />
STamomavali xar. papaSeni SiSvel-titveli, mSiermwyurvali<br />
Cavida saflavSi, roca<br />
axalgazrdobaSi imodena Rvinis sardafebi hqonia<br />
riyeze, bolo kasri lotos koWis xela moCanda<br />
Turme karidan. mamaSens erT saqveynod<br />
saxelganTqmul dawesebulebaSi ise daamtvries<br />
xel-fexi, sikvdilamde loginidan aRar<br />
wamomdgara (erTi fexi ukve mkvdars gauswores<br />
satexiTa da CaquCiT, wesierad rom daxuruliyo<br />
kubo), beladis sikvdilamde arc avad
dalaparakebia Tavisianebs, arc kargad. marTalia,<br />
es imdroindeli ambebia, roca Sen arc Wkua<br />
gekiTxeboda da arc saTvalavSi gagdebda vinme,<br />
magram adamiani calke, damoukideblad arasodes<br />
arsebobs. yvela adamiani, sul cota, sami Taobis<br />
jamia: papisa, mamisa da sakuTarisa. amdenad,<br />
samgzis pasuxismgebelia STamomavlobis winaSe.<br />
TviToeuli maTgani - papac, mamac, Svilic - sami<br />
damoukidebeli sameulis ZiriTadi wevria, sami<br />
sameulis mesamedia - papa, mama da TviTon; mama,<br />
TviTon da Svili; TviTon, Svili da SviliSvili -<br />
ase rom, yoveli maTgani ara marto amTavrebs<br />
romelime sameuls, aramed axalsac iwyebs. Sen<br />
albaT SeSinebulTa sameuls amTavreb - papaSeni<br />
rom cocxali iyos, samalavis ZebnaSi iqneboda<br />
ukve, daunaneblad dayrida yvelafers da<br />
gaiqceoda Rataki, damakninebeli siberisken; mamac<br />
enaCaylapuli, gulxeldakrefili iwveboda isev.<br />
magram, meore mxriv, uSiSarTa sameulis<br />
damwyebica xar, ramdenadac am sameulis ori<br />
mesamedi axalgazrdobaze modis (Svili,<br />
SviliSvili). Seni qaliSvili Tavis oTaxSi albaT<br />
isev samferovan droSas keravs da momavali<br />
mitingisTvis emzadeba. magram, gulaxdilad rom<br />
vTqva, piradad me daSinebulebis ufro mesmis,<br />
vidre uSiSrebis. RvTis wyalobiT, oficialurad,<br />
jerjerobiT, ar SemouyvaniaT jari qalaqSi,<br />
magram rusT<strong>avel</strong>is momijnave patara quCebi ukve<br />
savsea "SeniRbuli" samxedro teqnikiT. aqa-iq avad<br />
da moulodnelad gaielvebs xolme gamWvirvale<br />
fari da mwvane CaCqani. universitetis win kaci ver<br />
gaivlis, iseTi ambavia. modian, moiswrafian,
moaqvT acabaca asoebiT naweri, mouTokavi<br />
mrisxanebiTa da orTografiuli SecdomebiT<br />
savse, Cveni swavla-ganaTlebis sistemis tlanqi<br />
xeliT daxeibrebuli lozungebi, mkvdreTiT<br />
aRmdgari droSebi. samxedro teqnika ki gasusula,<br />
garindula patara, myudro quCebSi, TiTqos<br />
viRacas daviwyniao. warRvnamdel goliaT kuebs<br />
gvanan beteerebi. usaSvelod gaWimula<br />
fardaCamoSvebuli avtobusebis mwkrivi. mxolod<br />
erTi tanmorCili, mxarze avtomatgadakiduli,<br />
viwroTvaleba jarisjaci Ceqmis wveriT scems<br />
muxluxos, TiTqos poligonidan gamoyolili<br />
balaxgareuli talaxis moSorebiT iyos garTuli<br />
da TiTqos sxvas verafers amCnevdes garSemo.<br />
arada, aSkarad Segnebulad aridebs eSmakur,<br />
aziur saxes gamvlelebis daJinebul, daeWvebul<br />
mzeras - mSvenivrad icis, karg saqmeze ar<br />
mouwveviaT aq. ase rom, visac Wkua aqvs, qvas unda<br />
icemdes TavSi, nemsis yunwSi unda Zvrebodes,<br />
mSvidobianad rom Caiaros rogorme, davuSvaT,<br />
dRevandelma dRem. Sens dros Tu kidev iqna rukaze<br />
saqarTvelo, irwmune, marTlac RvTismSoblis<br />
wilxvedri yofila da amas gadaurCenia mxolod.<br />
rom icode, ramdeni elodeba Cvens sikvdils,<br />
mouTmenlad Tu moTminebiT, mezobeli Tu<br />
gadamTieli - gagikvirdeba, an aqamde rogor<br />
moaRwieTo. erTi fiqri aqvs yvelas, rodis<br />
mogvayrian miwas, Tavad rom daemkvidron Cveni<br />
saflavis borcvze, plastmasis yvaviliviT. magram<br />
me sxva mikvirs axla: mTeli sicocxle am dRes<br />
velodi, rogorc iqna moveswari da... meSinia!<br />
xolo, raki meSinia, etyoba, mTlad ise ver aris
saqme, rogorc unda iyos. ufro sworad, isea,<br />
rogorc unda iyos da ara ise, rogorc unda<br />
yofiliyo, meti Wkua-goneba rom Caedo CvenTvis<br />
TavSi gamCens. kidev erTi faravanis tba<br />
dadgeboda, rac Cven melani dagvixarjavs<br />
Txovnebis, saCivrebis, xotbebis, sadRegrZeloebis<br />
weraSi, magram mainc yvelam erTad mogvayola<br />
gunebaSi, wadi Tqveni suleli dedaco... suleli<br />
Tu xar, bolomde sulelad darCebi, gindac oci<br />
saukune qristes Sobamde da ocic qristes Sobidan,<br />
cerebze idge da rva xmaze umRerode msoflios<br />
samadlobels Seni fexebze dakidebisTvis.<br />
maaaaaaaaddddddddlllllllllooooooooo<br />
bbbbbbbbbeeeeeelivaaaarmaaaaaaaddddddlllll<br />
ooooobbbbeeeeeelivaaaaaaaaaarmaaaaaaaadloooo<br />
ooobeliiiii.... Tumca, yvelafris sxvebisTvis<br />
gadabraleba gamosavali ar aris. gadarCena gvinda<br />
da virTxis eSmakobac ar gvaqvs. gamouval<br />
mdgomareobaSi rom Cavardeba, CvensaviT, virTxa<br />
Tavs imkvdarunebs, vidre safrTxe gadivlides.<br />
fransuazas erT moskovel megobars, leon fuSes,<br />
"mondis" korespondents, ludmilas qmarsa da<br />
kolia-klodis mamas, binaSi hyavda virTxa, ojaxis<br />
kidev erTi wevriviT, da erTxel (pirvelad)<br />
stumrad rom mivedi maTTan, Cems danaxvaze, ese igi,<br />
ucxos danaxvaze, is virTxa maSinve zurgze<br />
davarda da fexebi mkvdariviT gafSika. me marTla<br />
mkvdari megona da srulebiTac ar damwydeboda<br />
guli, marTla Tu mokvdeboda. magram, kidev kargi,<br />
Tavi Sevikave, anda, moulodnelobisgan ver<br />
movaswari grZnobebis gamoxatva, Torem namdvilad<br />
guls vatkendi Cems keTil maspinZlebs (isini
saerTod mfarvelobdnen fransuazas, rac<br />
mTavaria, maTi mowveviT Camodioda is moskovSi da,<br />
TavisTavad cxadia, mec davalebulad vgrZnobdi<br />
maTgan Tavs, rogorc <strong>avel</strong>umis megobari), Cemi<br />
aSkara, SeiZleba iTqvas, zRvargadasuli<br />
siZulviliT amgvari "Sinauri cxovelebis" mimarT.<br />
rogorc male gamoirkva, fridrixs (ase eZaxdnen<br />
ojaxSi virTxas), sakuTari, sakmaod simpaTiuri,<br />
fanerisgan Sekruli saxlic hqonda da sakuTari<br />
avejica da jam-WurWelic. ase rom, rasakvirvelia,<br />
ar iqneboda lamazi, ojaxSi pirvelad misul kacs,<br />
sixaruli da aRtaceba gamomeTqva ojaxis erTerTi<br />
wevris moulodneli sikvdilis gamo. magram,<br />
misianebma rom dautatanes, ade, Se mSiSarao,<br />
fridrixi sxartad wamoxta da darcxvenili, ufro<br />
sworad ki, kmayofili (darcxvenili me videqi), mis<br />
mier Catarebuli sceniT, sadRac Seimala. aRar<br />
gamoCenila Cems wasvlamde, Tumca, sadac rame<br />
Crdili Seirxeoda, yvelgan is melandeboda da,<br />
miuxedavad maspinZlebis Tavgamodebuli Txovnisa,<br />
verafers davakare im dRes piri. asea saqme,<br />
batonebo. sruli ganukiTxaoba sufevs qveyanasa<br />
zeda. virTxebi dRiTi-dRe myarad ikideben fexs<br />
Cvens SegnebaSi da ara marto SegnebaSi. pavle isev<br />
savled iqca da xval da zeg, SeiZleba, marTla<br />
aRigavos pirisagan miwisa nekresic da mowameTac,<br />
bagratic da alaverdic, iyalToc da geguTic...<br />
gaanaTle ufalo, suli monisa Senisa<br />
saqarTvelosi, qristes mesiis mSobelisa (es ver<br />
gvapatia swored Cvenma erTmorwmune mfarvelma),<br />
rusT<strong>avel</strong>is mSobelisa, ilia marTlis mSobelisa<br />
da ilia marTlis mkvlelis mSobelisac... amin.
ukuniTi ukunisamde. meored mosvlamde arafris<br />
imedi ar unda gvqondes. soniasac ase urCevnia<br />
albaT - rac ar arsebobs, naklebad Semawuxebelia<br />
TvalisTvisac da sindisisTvisac. magram, rac<br />
Tvals akldeba, suls Tu ar emateba, maSin<br />
sicocxle marTla kitradac aRar Rirs...<br />
2
Tu Tanamimdevrobazea saqme, upirveles yovlisa,<br />
ra Tqma unda, kira unda vaxsenoT - Cveni ubnis<br />
WeSmariti diasaxlisi, uasakoTa da upovarTa<br />
erTaderTi gamgebi da gamkiTxavi. Sesaxedavad<br />
erTi Cveulebrivi, cxovrebisgan gaZenZilgawewili<br />
Tbiliseli meZavi, magram bunebiT<br />
RmerTqalTa SesaSuri sikeTiTa da guluxvobiT<br />
dajildovebuli adamiani.
kiras binas Sesasvleli (ufro sworad,<br />
Casasvleli) ezodan hqonda, magram miwis zedapirs<br />
sanaxevrod amcdari sarkmeli quCaSi gamodioda<br />
da isic (kira), ZiriTadad, sarkmlidan iRebda<br />
stumrebs, raTa maT simravlesa da<br />
mravalferovnebas sabolood ar gamoeyvana<br />
moTminebidan mezoblebi. ase rom, safuZvlianad<br />
unda mokuzuliyaviT welSi, naxevarsarkmelSi<br />
rom gateuliyaviT da kiras binaSi amogeyoT Tavi.<br />
mezoblebis gaRizianebas Cvenc es gza gverCia da,<br />
SeSinebul-aRelvebulni, aRgznebulacundrukebulni,<br />
saparaSuto skolis<br />
kursantebiviT, tyapa-tyupiT, erTmaneTis<br />
miyolebiT vxtebodiT Cveni "bednieri bavSvobis"<br />
cidan meZavis sanaxevrod bnel bunagSi, sadac<br />
moCvenebiTi daudevrobisa da mourideblobis<br />
wil, dabneuli seriozuloba gveufleboda yvelas<br />
da gulabagunebulni SevcqerodiT, TandaTanobiT<br />
rogor gamoikveTeboda xolme oTaxis Soreul<br />
kuTxeSi werosaviT maRalsa da wvril fexebze<br />
Semdgari patefonis gverdiT atuzuli gogo-biWi -<br />
kiras Svilebi - siZulvilnarevi<br />
cnobismoyvareobiT rom adevnebdnen Tvals Cvens<br />
"miwaze daSvebas", raTa sarkmlis mixurvisTanave<br />
daeqoqaT patefoni da moyuradebuli<br />
mezoblebisTvis musikis meSveobiT CaexSoT sxva<br />
ufro saeWvo da gamaRizianebeli xmebi.
ar vici, ras ganicdidnen sxvebi, me ki, im gogobiWis<br />
Semyures, ratomRac, danaSaulis grZnoba<br />
meufleboda yovelTvis da ufro mtanjveli<br />
iZulebiT velodebodi Cems rigs, spermis<br />
sundakrul bindbundSi, vidre sasiamovno<br />
mouTmenlobiT. patefoni ki, ra Tqma unda,<br />
"rioritas" mReroda da mezoblebmac swored<br />
"rioritas" wyalobiT, yovelTvis uSecdomod<br />
icodnen, Tu rodis mosdioda kiras stumrebi.<br />
kira susti, patara tanis qali gaxldaT da,<br />
SeiZleba amitomac, TvalSisacemad maRalqusla<br />
fexsacmels icvamda. lipebiani paltos moxurva<br />
uyvarda, quCaSic da oTaxSic, da ise ar<br />
gamogistumrebdaT, erTxel mainc ar waemRera<br />
sayvareli leqsi (SeiZleba, sakuTaric).<br />
imnairi ara var,<br />
velodebi tramvais.<br />
tramvai Tu ar dadis,<br />
gana Cemi bralia?!
swored tramvaiSi SevxvdiT ocdaxuTi wlis<br />
mere. amjerad, konduqtoris Savi kiteli ecva.<br />
kitelze sqeli, jariskaculi qamari Semoertya,<br />
fulis CanTianad, kiserze ki, gaburZgnuli ZafiT,<br />
bileTebis ruloni ekida, sabavSvo velosipedis<br />
borblis xela. daberebuliyo. kbili Cascvenoda.<br />
kidev ufro gaquculiyo. Tumca, Zveleburad,<br />
pudric esva da pomadac. oRond, Zveleburad vinmes<br />
"mosaCanglad" ki ara, profesiuli sigamxdrisa da<br />
sifiTris SesaniRbad. rasakvirvelia, ver micno.<br />
magram Cemma daJinebulma mzeram, etyoba, mainc<br />
miaxvedra, vin SeiZleboda vyofiliyavi da<br />
saswrafod amarida Tvali, TiTqos Tu<br />
gamomecnaureboda, uxerxul mdgomareobaSi<br />
Camagdebda, TiTqos vagonSi msxdomT aucileblad<br />
unda scodnodaT misi warsuli da, rac mTavaria,<br />
saxeze unda scnobodaT misi petafonis yvela<br />
msmeneli. samagierod, me araTu gamovecnaure,<br />
gadavkocne kidec, didi xnis unaxavi da uaRresad<br />
axlobeli naTesaviviT, ramac, cota ar iyos, ise<br />
aaRelva Cveni beberi maswavlebeli, SesamCnevad<br />
Seefakla pudriT gadaTeTrebuli loyebi.
male Cems ukan ubileTo xalxi Sejgufda da<br />
gasasvleli Caixerga, Tumca kira yvelas<br />
erTnairad aniSnebda xeliT, ar gaCerebuliyvnen<br />
bileTisTvis. erTi-orjer daiZaxa kidec: dRes<br />
ubileTodaa mgzavrobao. zogi icinoda, zogi<br />
brazobda - Cveulebisamebr, ver xvdeboda, ver<br />
erkveoda adamianur grZnobebsa da gancdebSi - Cven<br />
ki, mowafe da maswavlebeli, erTmaneTs<br />
SevcqerodiT da uazrod viRimebodiT. am<br />
ocdaxuTi wlis ganmavlobaSi bevrjer<br />
warmomidgenia kirasTan Sexvedra (rasakvirvelia,<br />
aseve moulodneli), saTqmelic TiTqos bevri<br />
mqonda, bevri ramis gamokiTxvas vapirebdi fiqrSi -<br />
Tundac misi gogo-biWis Sesaxeb - magram marTla<br />
rom Sevxvdi, erTbaSad ise gamomicarielda Tavi,<br />
wesierad isic ver vkiTxe, rogor xar, rogor<br />
cxovrob-meTqi. "gaxsovso - icinoda kira -<br />
gaxsovso". "rogor ar maxsovs-meTqi" - vicinodi<br />
mec, vidre Cemi Casvlis dro movidoda.<br />
sinamdvileSi, gacilebiT adre Cavedi, vidre<br />
vapirebdi, radgan mainc gamiWirda marad moZravi,<br />
marad cvalebadi, magram mainc erTnairad<br />
miuxvedreli, erTnairad mouTmenari xalxis<br />
nakadTan Widaoba da gacla vamjobine, oRond<br />
iqamde, rac jibeSi fuli medo (maincdamainc, bevri<br />
araferi, Tumca, ukve poetobidan prozaikosobaze<br />
viyavi gadasuli), tyavis CanTaSi CavukuWe kiras,<br />
iman ki, ar vici, rogor moaxerxa, rogor momwvda<br />
gaoflili sxeulebis WeWyvasa da ZiZgilSi,<br />
ramdenjerme makoca xelze, morwmunis<br />
mRelvarebiTa da mgznebarebiT. Tan ukan<br />
momyveboda da momZaxoda: fulisTvis ki ara,
xsovnisTviso. ase momacila vagonis karamde,<br />
TiTqos isev imis stumari viyavi, is ki Cemi<br />
maspinZeli. roca aZruli tramvaidan rogorc iqna<br />
Cavxti, lamis mTeli taniT gadmoekida kibeze da<br />
albaT sxva rom veraferi moifiqra ukeTesi,<br />
grZnobebis dasaokebeli da madlierebis<br />
gamosaxatavi, bileTebis ruloni moiglija<br />
kisridan da mesrola. ufro sworad, me ki ar<br />
mesrola, caSi aisrola da rulonic maSinven<br />
gaiSala sazeimo serpantiniviT, iribad wamovida,<br />
tramvais qars ayolili, gaiwela mTeli quCis<br />
sigrZeze, Semoexvia xeebs, lampionebs,<br />
gamvlelebs, sxva tramvaebs, avtobusebs,<br />
troleibusebs, msubuqsa Tu satvirTo manqanebs,<br />
skolidan momaval bavSvebs, Jivil-xiviliT rom<br />
glejdnen vardisferi qaRaldis lents da mere<br />
yvela Tavis naglejs miaTrTol-miakankalebda<br />
mziT gabrWyvialebul haerSi, urCxulis cocxal<br />
wiwilasaviT. kiras tramvai ki miqroda da,<br />
uzarmazari maSxalis msgavsad, bRuja-bRuja<br />
gvayrida saxeSi aTasfer naperwklebs. xolo<br />
naperwklebis yoveli morigi bRuja erTdroulad<br />
irekleboda bavSvebis TvalebSic, vitrinebSic,<br />
sarkmlebSic, tramvaebis, avtobusebis,<br />
troleibusebisa da manqanebis saqare SuSebSic.<br />
gegonebodaT, mTeli qalaqi vardisferi qaRaldis<br />
lentiT SeukravT, karg maRaziaSi nayidi<br />
saCuqariviTo.
da mainc, pirvelad iyo melania! melania iyo<br />
yovelTvis da iqneba, vidre <strong>avel</strong>umi iarsebebs am<br />
qveyanaze. Seicno <strong>avel</strong>umma melania da Sva melaniam<br />
eka, igive ekaterine, igive kato - ekaekaterinekato -<br />
rogorc <strong>avel</strong>umi eZaxis xumrobiT, sinamdvileSi ki<br />
ase cdilobs odesRac, Soreul bavSvobaSi<br />
gaCuqebuli dis aCrdilis gamoxmobas araraobis<br />
wyvdiadidan, sadac is, gaCuqebuli, nebsiT Tu<br />
uneblieT, <strong>avel</strong>umis wyalobiTac aRmoCnda,<br />
Tundac <strong>avel</strong>umis uasakobisa da umweobis gamo da<br />
mounaniebel codvad, mourCenel Wrilobad darCa<br />
misTvis bolomde. samagierod, misi sexnia,<br />
umcrosi ekaekaterinekato erT-erTi<br />
umniSvnelovanesi "qalaqia" <strong>avel</strong>umis imperiisa -<br />
tonis mimcemi, modis damamkvidrebeli,<br />
politikur-kulturul-ideologiuri centri -<br />
ukanaskneli xuTi wlis ganmavlobaSi xuTi<br />
principulad gansxvavebuli, erTmaneTze ukeTesi<br />
Tayvanismcemlis uarmyofeli da bolos ukanono<br />
Svilis gamCeni "daudgeneli pirisgan", ramdenadac<br />
misi Rrma rwmeniT, araTu Tbilissa da<br />
saqarTveloSi, saerTod aRaravinaa dRes meuRlis,<br />
Tanamecxedris, qmris titulis tarebis Rirsi.
mere iyo fransuaza - moulodneli mexi da elda<br />
TiTqmis samudamod Cawynarebul, samudamod<br />
mowmendil caze. SemTxveviT, gverdze miixeda<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma da guli gadauqanda - maSinve icno. ufro<br />
sworad, maSinve mixvda - is iyo! vanis oqroulobas<br />
aTvalierebda, TavSiSveli, gaReRili plaSis<br />
jibeebSi xelebCawyobili da SuSis vitrinaze<br />
daxrili. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki sesils elaparakeboda,<br />
gulwrfelad gaxarebuli da madlieri<br />
gaxsenebisTvis, CamosvlisTvis - <strong>avel</strong>umTan<br />
gamosamSvidobeblad Camofrinda moskovidan erTi<br />
dRiT, vidre samudamod gaemgzavreboda Tavis<br />
samSobloSi - arada, madloba Turme imisTvis<br />
ekuTvnoda, maincdamainc, fransuaza rom<br />
gamoiyola Tavis bolo dResaswaulze, oRond,<br />
Tavisi kidev erTi (imedi maqvs) qaluri saidumlos<br />
mowmed ki ara, Tavisi qaluri gulisxmierebis,<br />
gulkeTilobis ganmasaxiereblad,<br />
gamgrZeleblad, sulac memkvidred. Tavad sesili<br />
ramdenime wliT adre Camovida pirvelad<br />
TbilisSi. sufraze Suasaukuneebis frangul<br />
xalxur simRerebs mReroda da TojinasaviT<br />
TvalmouSoreblad uyurebda <strong>avel</strong>ums. sufridan<br />
viTom yavis mosaduReblad adgnen da<br />
samzareuloSi Seiketnen. Cven garedan<br />
vukakunebdiT, isini ki facafuciT ixdidnen<br />
SigniT. ramdenic undaT, imdeni gvikakunon, iyav<br />
bolomde Seupovario - aqezebda sesili.<br />
ucxoelebi saerTod Tavisuflad aRzrdili<br />
xalxia da, Cvengan gansxvavebiT, nakleb<br />
yuradRebas aqceven pirobiTobebs. axlac, raki<br />
Tavad samudamod midioda aqedan da arc araviTari<br />
imedi aRar arsebobda <strong>avel</strong>umTan Sexvedrisa,
etyoba, sulgrZelad gadaewyvita mzardi da<br />
perspeqtiuli axalgazrdisTvis gadaeloca misi<br />
Tavi. yovelSemTxvevaSi, bolos ase gamovida.<br />
Seicno <strong>avel</strong>umma fransuaza da Sva fransuazam<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis maradiuli satkivari. magram es ambebi, ra<br />
Tqma unda, ise iolad ar momxdara, rogorc iTqmis<br />
da, TavisTavad cxadia, RvTis SewevniT, kidev<br />
bevrjer mivubrundebiT momavalSic.
mere ki sonia iyo, isev moulodneli elda da<br />
Weqa-quxili, aqamde rom azrialebs <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
fuZeSeryeuli imperiis sarkmlis minebs. Seicno<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma soniac da... im marTla antilopam arc ki<br />
gaagebina, ise moiSala muceli. ojaxur sabWoze,<br />
dedikosTan erTad gadawyvita, yoloda Tu ara<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums kidev erTi Svili. rac mTavaria, imdeni<br />
Tavxedobac eyo, Tu SeiZleba ase iTqvas, maTi<br />
"saerTo cxovrebis" mxolod bolo wuTas<br />
gaemxila es ambavi <strong>avel</strong>umisaTvis. "Zvirfaso,<br />
vTxovdebi, iqneb Camoxvide". Turme amis saTqmelad<br />
ibarebda, oRond, ukve sxvisi interesebis<br />
damcveli. TiTqos raki Tavis droze, anda ukeTesi<br />
iqneba Tu vityviT, raki Tavidanve ar gaeCina<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisgan Svili, es ambavi erTgvarad naTelsac<br />
fenda da amarTlebda kidec mis amJamindel<br />
saqciels, anu, Cveulebriv Ralats. <strong>avel</strong>umma rom<br />
uTxra (restoranSi Sesdga es saubari,<br />
rasakvirvelia, "cedeelSi"), zrdilobisTvis<br />
mainc gekiTxaT, vidre weras augebdiT Cems<br />
naSierso - arao, - jiutad gaaqnia Tavi soniam -<br />
romc Semxvewnodi, mainc ar davitovebdio - da<br />
bolos iseTi usindiso TanagrZnobiT moayola, ar<br />
aklia melanias Sens xelSi safiqrali da<br />
sazrunavio, <strong>avel</strong>ums gulianad gaecina.
Tumca, sasacilod namdvilad ar hqonda saqme.<br />
misi asakis kacisTvis, sxva Tu araferi,<br />
samarcxvino iyo, rac axla Wirda. sadesanto<br />
nawilis jariskaciviT, sityvis Seubruneblad,<br />
gauazreblad afrindeboda nebismieri<br />
aeroportidan nebismier aeroportSi dasafrenad.<br />
sonias wyalobiT, marTlac iseT<br />
"ganzomilebebSi", iseT "sferoebSi" (sonias<br />
sityvebia) imyofeboda, sadac asakis cneba Zalian<br />
pirobiTia, anda saerTod ar arsebobs. samagierod,<br />
jer kidev pirvelyofili, klasikuri mniSvneloba<br />
eniWeba yvela grZnobas, yvela sityvas,<br />
gansakuTrebiT ki imas, romlis gagonebasac<br />
(rasakvirvelia, <strong>avel</strong>umisgan, <strong>avel</strong>umis piridan),<br />
misive sityvebiT rom vTqvaT, am aTi wlis<br />
ganmavlobaSi, sulmouTqmelad elodeboda sonia.<br />
Tumca, rogorc Cans, gadamwyvet mniSvnelobas<br />
mainc ar aniWebda amas, Tuki, raRa Tqma unda,<br />
maincdamainc <strong>avel</strong>umisgan elodeboda "gulis<br />
gaxsnas" da ara nebismieri mamakacisgan,<br />
ocdaaTidan samocdaaT wlamde, romelic<br />
"metnaklebad asatani iqneboda yoveldRiur<br />
urTierTobebSi" (esec misi sityvebia) da, rac<br />
mTavaria, kanonieri qmari erqmeoda. Zvirfaso,<br />
vTxovdebi, iqneb Camoxvide. mokled, moxda is, rac<br />
unda momxdariyo. arCevani uaRresad subieqturi<br />
Tvisebebisa da monacemebis safuZvelze keTdeba -<br />
an "imas" irCev, an "imas". mesame gza ar arsebobs.<br />
magram ubedureba isaa, rom <strong>avel</strong>umi arc "is"<br />
aRmoCnda da arc "is". <strong>avel</strong>umi sxva ganzomilebas<br />
ekuTvnis, maRla frens caSi (vidre sxvebi miwieri<br />
saqmeebis mogvarebiT arian dakavebulni), cotas
albaT ustvens kidec, rogorc yvela frTosani da,<br />
SeiZleba, amitomac egonaT, araviTari mniSvneloba<br />
rom ar eqneboda misTvis Tu ra erqmeodaT Tavad,<br />
visi iqnebodnen, visken iqnebodnen, vis mklavze<br />
edebodaT Tavi da visgan iRebdnen muclad. ai,<br />
aseTad hyavda warmodgenili soniasac <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
(anda mere warmoidgina aseTad, ufro naklebad<br />
xelisSemSleli rom yofiliyo misTvis). amitom,<br />
bunebrivia is gaocebac, rac <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
"arabunebrivma" saqcielma gamoiwvia garkveul<br />
wreebSi. sonias azriT (ki magram, ratom?!), <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar unda aReqva es ambavi<br />
iseve, rogorc sxva, anu, masze "dabla mdgomi" (!),<br />
sinamdvileSi ki, albaT masze ufro miwieri, ufro<br />
normaluri adamiani aRiqvamda - ki ar unda tkenoda<br />
zurgSi Cartymuli dana, ki ar unda gaecofebina<br />
moulodnel Ralats, aramed, gaxarebuli, kidev<br />
ufro maRla unda afreniliyo caSi, kidev ufro<br />
xmamaRla unda daestvina da ase gamoexata<br />
sakuTari "gansakuTrebuloba". da mainc, Zneli<br />
gasagebia, ra uflebiTa da mosazrebiT Semosva<br />
soniam <strong>avel</strong>umi sadRac, qandaraze, "sxva<br />
ganzomilebaSi" da ratom CaTvala "is", meore,<br />
Tanac ase uceb, Tavisi "miwieri yofis" erT-erT<br />
Semadgenel, aucilebel nawilad, iseTsave<br />
Cveulebriv movlenad, rogoricaa, vTqvaT, msunag<br />
dedikosTan erTad Txilis knatuni da mJave Rvinis<br />
wrupva; anda, ujiSo, quCaSi napovni ZaRlis<br />
gaseirneba yovel dila-saRamos. sxvas rom<br />
yvelafers Tavi gavaneboT, garkveuli droa<br />
saWiro, Cveni cxovrebis Semadgenel nawilad rom<br />
iqces nebismieri ram, adamiani iqneba is, ZaRli,
nivTi, sagani, Cveva Tu midrekileba. arada, ra<br />
samarcxvinod cota droa gasuli maTi bolo<br />
ganSorebidan maTi axali "gzis" dawyebamde, ese<br />
igi, gasuli wlis dekembramde, ufro zustad,<br />
miwisZvramde. kidev ufro zustad, sonias<br />
werilamde. sxvaTaSoris, <strong>avel</strong>umma werilis<br />
wakiTxvisTanave gadawyvita, Tavi gaenebebina<br />
soniasTvis, daeclia axali TavSesafris mowyoba.<br />
bolos da bolos, es marto sonias saqme iyo da<br />
veravin CavereodiT, gindac Cveni saerTo<br />
satusaRos SigniT. satusaRoSi, SeiZleba, kidev<br />
ufro gamZafrebuli hqondes adamians, igive<br />
tusaRs, damoukideblobis, sakuTari nebasurvilis<br />
SenarCunebisa da aRsrulebis<br />
moTxovnileba. magram gadawyvetilebis miReba<br />
erTia, misi aRsruleba ki meore. aRsruleba<br />
gacilebiT met sirTuleebTanaa dakavSirebuli.<br />
adamiani aTasi, aTasnairi sisusteebisgan Sedgeba<br />
da rogorc ar unda moindomos, yvelas erTbaSad<br />
mainc ver moereva. yvelaze Zneli swored sakuTari<br />
sisustis morevaa. yvelaze metad es eZneleboda<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umsac. ki gadawyvita, Tavs gavanebebo, da amis<br />
sauwyeblad meore dResve Cveulebisamebr rigic<br />
daikava telegrafSi moskovis kabinasTan, magram<br />
axla imis SeeSinda, vai Tu swored ver gamigos<br />
soniamo. vidre rigi mouwevda, didi mRelvarebiTa<br />
da pasuxismgeblobis grZnobiT adgenda gunebaSi<br />
soniasTvis saTqmel teqsts: azustebda calkeul<br />
adgilebs, cvlida SedarebiT mkacr sityvebs<br />
SedarebiT rbili sityvebiT, SeZlebisdagvarad<br />
amartivebda yvelafers, rac rTuli gasagebi<br />
eCveneboda soniasTvis. sonia, rasakvirvelia,
mxolod praqtikuli mosazrebebidan gamomdinare<br />
apirebda gaTxovebas, es aiZulebda gverdze<br />
gaxedvasac, ris gamoc <strong>avel</strong>umi zedmeti Tu ara,<br />
xelisSemSleli namdvilad gamodioda misTvis da,<br />
raRa Tqma unda, Tavis damcirebas isev gacla<br />
sjobda. magram yvelaze metad swored amis Tqma<br />
uWirda <strong>avel</strong>ums, ena ver moubrundeboda, ver<br />
etyoda, samudamod viReb Senze xelso, TiTqos<br />
sonias gamo ki ar iqceoda ase, aramed erTi suli<br />
hqonda, rodis miecemoda amis Tqmis saSualeba.<br />
mokled, isev sonias ufrTxildeboda, isev imas<br />
zogavda, roca veravin gaamtyunebda, erTaderTi<br />
sityva eTqva imisTvis (is sityva qarTulSi ar<br />
arsebobs, uaRresad rusuli, ufro zustad ki,<br />
moskovuri sityvaa da iseT qalze iTqmis,<br />
yvelafers rom iRebs da arafers iZleva) da<br />
samudamod daekida moskovis telefonis yurmili.<br />
magram rigma rom mouwia, verafris Tqma ver<br />
moaxerxa saerTod. sonia aSkarad namtiralevi iyo.<br />
xmazec etyoboda - cxvirpiri dasiebuli hqonda,<br />
magram mainc feTianiviT movarda telefonTan,<br />
sada xar aqamdeo, ar vici, ra momividoda, rom ar<br />
dagerekao, da mere, Cveulebisamebr, mied-moedo<br />
yvelafers, maT bednier, ganumeorebel warsulsac<br />
da gaurkvevel momavalsac, moskovuri zamTris<br />
sisaZagleebsac da daniasac, ufro sworad, imis<br />
marTlac rom ZaRlur erTgulebas <strong>avel</strong>umisadmi.<br />
Turme, isa da dania saRamoobiT quCaSi rom<br />
seirnoben, sul <strong>avel</strong>umze laparakoben; danias,<br />
Turme, sxvebze metad axsovs da enatreba <strong>avel</strong>umi,<br />
imitom rom ZaRlia da SeuZlia gaigos da<br />
daafasos, ar daiviwyos mainc is, vinc Rirsi
gaxada, ganacdevina da agema, rasac verasodes<br />
igemebda uimisod, gindac aTi ZaRluri sicocxle<br />
ecxovra, miT ufro moskovisnairad uJmur qalaqSi<br />
("iseTi amindia, sarkmelSi gaxedvac ar mindao" -<br />
Cioda Tan). bevri rom ar gavagrZeloT, sonias<br />
nalaparakevidan gamomdinare, arc <strong>avel</strong>umze<br />
gulkeTili briyvi arsebobda am qveyanaze da arc<br />
daniasnairi madlieri, gamgebi da erTguli ZaRli.<br />
mokled, aTas sisuleleze ilaparaka erTad,<br />
erTdroulad, erTbaSad, xolo, mTavari arc<br />
TviTon Tqva da arc <strong>avel</strong>ums aTqmevina. <strong>avel</strong>umma<br />
sityva ver CaurTo saerTod. idga da usmenda.<br />
kabinis karze ukve ramdenjerme moukakunes<br />
mouTmenlobisgan gaoflili TxuTmetkapikianiT.<br />
kabinaSi cxeloda. ar vici sicxisgan, ar vici<br />
gadatanili mRelvarebisgan, <strong>avel</strong>ums suli<br />
exuTeboda. nerwyvis Caylapva uWirda.<br />
gamwarebulma, fexic dahkra kabinis iataks, magram<br />
iataki, etyoba, dampali iyo da Catyda, iseTi<br />
mtveri avarda, uaresad CaixuTa iqauroba. is ki<br />
mainc idga da usmenda. xan erT yurze miiWerda<br />
yurmils, xan meoreze. xan erT fexs moinacvlebda,<br />
xan meores da cocxlad ixarSeboda kabinis<br />
mtvrian oxSivarSi, aq manamde SemosulTa<br />
danatovar sunSi, maTi daZabuli, gaRizianebuli<br />
sxeulebidan oflTan erTad gamoJonil<br />
saidumloebebSi, tkivilebSi, sneulebebSi,<br />
miznebSi, ganzraxvebSi, imedebSi, ocnebebSi -<br />
rasac ver ambobdnen, anda ar ambobdnen<br />
Segnebulad, mizezTa sxvaTa da sxvaTa gamo.<br />
bolos veRar moiTmina da iyvira: mainc rodemde<br />
viyoT ase, studentebiviT, telefonze
Camokidebulebio. Tan xvelisgan ixrCoboda, Tan<br />
gamwarebuli bRujavda yurmils. misda gasaocrad,<br />
telefonis rigSi gagonili fraza gaaxsenda uceb<br />
da TviTonve gaukvirda, ise gaacecxla, ise<br />
gaaRiziana axla, ase dagvianebiT, im frazaSi<br />
dagubulma uazrobam da yvelafris gadamlekavma<br />
uSualobam - "deda xar, deda? sadaa fuli?" -<br />
sonias ki tirili auvarda isev. Tan cremls<br />
ylapavda, Tan cxvirs aqsutunebda, Tan<br />
laparakobda: erTxel gadavwyvite raRac<br />
damoukideblad, Cems Wkuaze, da imasac miSlio -<br />
slukunebda qveynis meore boloSi, kavkasiis<br />
gadaRma, TviTmfrinaviT orsaaTnaxevris,<br />
matarebliT ki ori dReRamis savalze, erTi<br />
uferuli, Cveulebrivi moskovuri saxlis yru<br />
kedlebSi gamomwyvdeuli, <strong>avel</strong>umis wignebiT,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis suraTebiT, <strong>avel</strong>umis naCuqari aTasnairi<br />
zizilpipiloebiTa da <strong>avel</strong>umis erTguli ZaRlis<br />
balniT savse oTaxSi, sadac <strong>avel</strong>umis yoveli<br />
gamoCena erT ganuwyvetel, dauqancvel<br />
dResaswaulSi gadaizrdeboda xolme jer kidev<br />
guSin. bolos, etyoba, sakuTari cremlebisa<br />
Sercxva, sakuTari sisustis uneblie<br />
gamomJRavnebam gaamwara da imanac iyvira: Tu Cems<br />
mizans ver mivaRwev, icode, arasodes gapatiebo.<br />
magram, ase iyo Tu ise, sityviT metis gakeTeba<br />
namdvilad aRar SeiZleboda. <strong>avel</strong>umic adga da<br />
Cafrinda moskovSi. soniasTvis ar uTqvams,<br />
movfrinavo, da ukve sastumrodan rom daureka,<br />
sonias cota morCa dambla daeca. arc TviTon iyo<br />
ukeTes dReSi. jer kidev TbilisSi, aeroportSive<br />
icoda, sisuleles sCadioda, magram aRarc darCena
SeeZlo, weras hyavda atanili. Tumca, bolo<br />
wuTamde mainc iTria fexi, vidre registraciac<br />
damTavrdeboda da Casxdomac. magram kacs rac<br />
uweria, ar ascdeba, rac unda iwvnios, iwvnevs da<br />
rac unda gadaitanos, gadaitans. bileTic<br />
sazizRari hqonda (isic Zlivs iSovna bolo<br />
wuTas), kudSi ijda, tualetis sunsa da muyaos<br />
yuTebSi Cakarguli. viRac somxebs ruseTSi<br />
qarTuli mandarini mihqondaT gasayidad da erTerTma<br />
maTganma gafcqvnili mandarini ZaliT Caudo<br />
xelSi. Tqven warmoidgineT, marTla uSvela - cota<br />
gons moego - yovelSemTxvevaSi, darwmunda,<br />
TviTmfrinavSi vzivar namdvlado. Tumca, yeli ise<br />
hqonda Sekruli (mRelvarebisgan,<br />
nerviulobisgan), mandarinis mxolod wvens<br />
ylapavda, imasac ZlivZlivobiT, CenCos ki muWSi<br />
igrovebda. somxebi raRacas elaparakebodnen,<br />
albaT mis garTobas cdilobdnen, sulac<br />
amowmebdnen, gonzea Tu arao, is ki gaognebuli<br />
ijda, sakuTari unebisyofobiT daTrgunuli da<br />
yvelaferi ezizReboda - TviTmfrinavic, romelic,<br />
miuxedavad misi yoymanisa, mainc mifrinavda; cac,<br />
romlis gulgril simSvidesTan gamosaCenic ar<br />
iyo misi Relva da wuxili; mandarinis<br />
gamowuwnuli CenCoc, romelic ar icoda sad<br />
gadaeyara da, rasakvirvelia, pirvel rigSi<br />
sakuTari Tavi, romelmac icoda sisuleles rom<br />
sCadioda da mainc sCadioda.
sonias sastumroSi mosvla ar undoda. icode,<br />
ukanasknelad movdivaro - ebrZoda Tavs.<br />
sxvaTaSoris, am aTi wlis winac, pirvel<br />
mosvlazec, didxans ioma, TiTqos vinme aZalebda.<br />
ra Tqma unda, Tanaxma iyo, magram bolo wuTas,<br />
mRelvarebisgan (ase ambobda TviTon), sapaemnod<br />
gamopranWuls, saRaTas ZiliT eZineboda Turme<br />
sarkis win. "ase verasodes gavTxovdebio" - axlac<br />
yefda telefonSi, magram mosvliT mainc movida da<br />
isev Tavidan daiwyo yvelaferi - xvevna-kocnac,<br />
Cxubic, kamaTic, sayvedurebica da isev xvevnakocna.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi aryis boTls iyudebda waramara,<br />
nervuli spazmi rom moexsna rogorme, magram arayi<br />
verc spazms xsnida da verc aTrobda. ufro<br />
sworad, sxvanairad aTrobda, Sebrunebulad,<br />
ukuRma - gamxnevebisa da gamococxlebis nacvlad,<br />
kidev ufro asustebda da alenCebda. cocxali<br />
micvalebuliviT gulaRma egdo sawolze, sonia ki<br />
xmiT dastiroda: "ara, ar SeiZleba, aseT rames<br />
saerTod ar patiebeno". gaskda tiriliT. Signidan<br />
TiTqos wyali iyo marto. tiriliT adrec bevrjer<br />
utiria, magram amdeni arasodes. da mainc, axali,<br />
jer gauSleli cxvirsaxoci rom Caudo <strong>avel</strong>umma<br />
xelSi (Tavisi ukve gasawuri hqonda), mainc<br />
SeaTvaliera mcodnis TvaliT da etyoba moewona<br />
kidec, radgan sxvaTaSoris moayola - amas<br />
dRevandeli dRis samaxsovrod Sevinaxavo. mere ki<br />
xmamaRla, bavSvuri mondomebiT moixoca cxviri.
ogorc ukve viciT, maTi uTavbolo da sakmaod<br />
uazro saubari "cedeelSi" gagrZelda, magram<br />
axali da mniSvnelovani iqac araferi uTqvamT.<br />
sadilmac ugemurad Caiara. orives kriWa hqonda<br />
Sekruli. verc Wames, verc dalies, Tumca, nacnobma<br />
oficiantma limonaTis boTliT mourbeninaT<br />
akrZaluli arayi. restoranSi Cveulebrivi<br />
mowyeniloba sufevda, ufro zustad ki, bolomde<br />
gauTviTcnobierebeli, braziani, eWvnarevi,<br />
mxdali kmayofileba gaaznaurebuli mdabiosi - ai,<br />
vzivar da vWam. avad Tu kargad, memsaxurebian. mec<br />
kaci var qveyanaze. magram mainc ar gvawyens, droze<br />
daviangariSoT, Tundac gunebaSi, ra dagvijdeba es<br />
siamovneba. maS ase: erTi borSCi. maneTi da<br />
ormocdarva kapiki. araferic. ormocdaTormeti<br />
gamxdara. ver uyurebT! erTic katleti<br />
moskovurad. raRa Tqma unda, katletis fassac<br />
moumatia. katletis fasi matulobs, xelfasi igive<br />
rCeba: kargia, me da Cemma RmerTma. aqedan morali:<br />
sjobs dRes Wamo da xval imuSao. xe, xe... da a.S. da<br />
a.S. restornidan pirdapir eklesiaSi wavidnen.<br />
eklesiaSi wasvlac restoranSi gadawyvites,<br />
moulodnelad, da jibidan ukve sanaxevrod<br />
amoRebuli saCuqari <strong>avel</strong>umma ukanve Caibruna,<br />
radgan misi gadacema, Tanac maTi ganSorebis<br />
aRsaniSnavad, eklesiaSi ufro bunebrivad<br />
moeCvena. patara, lamazi eklesia iyo, yvela rusul<br />
eklesiasaviT, Signidan isic TvalismomWrelad<br />
gakrialebul-gabrWyvialebuli. xalxic bevri<br />
ireoda da cota xans rigSi dgomac mouwiaT, vidre<br />
SigniT SeaRwevdnen. magram gindac guliT<br />
moendomebina, <strong>avel</strong>umi meorejer verafriT ver
miagnebda im eklesias da ara marto imitom,<br />
saerTod rom uWirda moskovSi gzis gagneba.<br />
marTalia, Tavisi cxovrebis mniSvnelovani<br />
momentebi iqa aqvs gadatanili - xanmokle, nerviul<br />
vizitebze rom araferi vTqvaT, fransuazam mTeli<br />
ori weli imsaxura moskovSi misi gulisTvis,<br />
viTom, ase ufro advilad (SedarebiT advilad)<br />
moaxerxebdnen erTmaneTis naxvas, radgan, sxva Tu<br />
araferi, ukve oriveni mavTulxlarTebs SigniT<br />
iqnebodnen, erTi cixis tusaRebi, da uvizodac<br />
SeeZlebodaT gadaadgileba samyarosgan saimedod<br />
izolirebul sivrceSi - magram is eklesia arc<br />
iqamde unaxavs <strong>avel</strong>ums, arc imis mere da xandaxan<br />
seriozuladac fiqrobda, damesizmrao.<br />
dabejiTebiT mxolod imas Tu ityoda, daRmarTSi<br />
rom midiodnen, rac namdvilad didi iSviaTobaa<br />
moskovisTvis da, SeiZleba, imitomac daamaxsovrda<br />
ase cxadad. Tovlze fexi ucurdaT, magram<br />
samudamo ganSorebis SegrZnebiT aforiaqebulni,<br />
xelis SeSvelebis magivrad, siciliT ubiZgebdnen<br />
erTmaneTs, TiTqos kidev ufro aCqarebdnen<br />
TavdaRmarTSi, vidre, rogorc ukve vTqviT, patara,<br />
xalxiT savse da sanTlebiT gaCaRebul eklesiaSi<br />
ar amoyves bolos Tavs. iq, im yrud agugunebul,<br />
sakmevlis suniT gabruebul eklesiaSi,<br />
RvTismSoblis xatTan, mgznebared Sehfica soniam<br />
(sirbilisgan jer kidev uWirda sunTqva), rom mis<br />
molipul, Znelad fexmosakidebel gulSi da<br />
saerTod mis cxovrebaSi (rasakvirvelia, sawolis<br />
gamoklebiT), veraviTari mamakaci, ganurCevlad<br />
rasisa, erovnebisa, rwmenisa Tu mrwamsisa,<br />
verasodes daikavebda <strong>avel</strong>umis adgils. <strong>avel</strong>ummac
iqve, xatis win, sazeimo ficis miRebisTanave,<br />
gaukeTa araTiTze kalininis prospeqtze<br />
oqroulobis maRaziaSi, ganSorebasTan<br />
dakavSirebiT, winaswar nayidi sakmaod Zvirfasi<br />
beWedi. sonias ki, mRelvarebisgan, anTebuli<br />
sanTeli gauvarda xelidan da axla amaze daiwyo<br />
oxvra da wuwuni: cudi niSania da cudi niSaniao.<br />
"ki magram, kargi ra daimsaxureo" - pirSi miaxala<br />
moTminebidan gamosulma <strong>avel</strong>umma. marTlac, misi<br />
saqmro enagadmogdebuli darbis mTels qalaqSi,<br />
sabWoTa ojaxis Sesaqmnelad aucilebel sabuTebs<br />
agrovebs gamwarebuli, vidre mis damTxveul<br />
sacoles gadaufiqrebia, is ki, sacole,<br />
sasmelisgan Tu survilisgan<br />
Tvalebaprialebuli, saidumlod (umRvdlod,<br />
umayrebod) viTom jvars iwers eklesiaSi aTi,<br />
Tundac rva wlis sayvarelTan, raTa sayvarelma<br />
iqneb amgvarad mainc daikmayofilos ase Tu ise<br />
Selaxuli pativmoyvareoba da Tavis mxriv,<br />
sulgrZelad darTos neba uZReb patarZals,<br />
samoqalaqo wesiTac gamoglijos cxovrebas, ris<br />
gamoglejasac moaxerxebs. "marTali xar,<br />
yvelafris Rirsi var, Sen rom gadageyare, Sen rom<br />
Segiyvareo" - Zlivs amoislukuna cxedariviT<br />
gadafiTrebulma soniam da cali Tvali uneburad<br />
isev axali beWdisken gaeqca. ufro sworad, cerad<br />
daxeda zemodan erTi wamiT, TiTqos sxvis kartSi<br />
iyurebao.
<strong>avel</strong>umi meore dRes matarebliT gamobrunda<br />
ukan. uamindobis, anda sulac ubenzinobis gamo,<br />
TviTmfrinavebi ar frendnen da RmerTma icis,<br />
rodis ganaxldeboda saerTod frena.<br />
gamocdilebiT, dacdas azri ar hqonda. erTxel 56<br />
saaTi ijda domodedovoSi, tualeti ki, aqaoda<br />
viTom remonti gvaqvso, jvaredinad aeficraT.<br />
Tanac mis mdgomareobaSi myofs, isev matareblis<br />
moZravi sibinZuris atana erCia. marTalia,<br />
tradiciulad damkvidrebuli sibinZurec masTan<br />
erTad ivlida, iRrWialebda, iZagZagebda ori dRe-<br />
Ramis ganmavlobaSi, magram mainc ivlidnen,<br />
raRacidan raRacisken, erT adgilas ar<br />
iyuryutebdnen sakuTar simyraleSi, Zalauneburad<br />
mainc gaaniavebdaT derefanSi moulodnelad<br />
SemoWrili, stepebis ukidegano siyrues, Seuval<br />
gulgrilobas gamoqceuli da ZvalrbilSi<br />
gamavali qari da, amdenad, rwmenac meti eqneboda<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums da imedic, rodisme mainc rom daadgeboda<br />
saSveli am morigsa da rac mTavaria, sakuTari<br />
surviliT arCeul wamebas. sxva Tu araferi, ori<br />
dRe cota gonze movidoda, aRudgeboda Tavdacvis,<br />
winaaRmdegobis gawevis, saerTod gadarCenis<br />
instinqti da isic didi SeRavaTi iqneboda,<br />
telefons rom ver dainaxavda, ori dRe mainc.
matarebelma, rasakvirvelia, gasvla daagviana da<br />
isinic ukve uazrod daborialobdnen uzarmazar<br />
darbazebSi. risi Tqmac SeiZleboda, Tqves, risi<br />
yidvac SeiZleboda, iyides (kooperativis<br />
namcxvari rom dainaxa soniam, gaxarebulma<br />
SesZaxa: ai, ra uyvars dedaCemso, TiTqos<br />
arsebobdes raime sacmucnavi, qalbaton<br />
aisodoras rom ar uyvardes) da albaT pirvelad am<br />
aTi wlis ganmavlobaSi, gauWirdaT erTad yofna,<br />
radgan aseve pirvelad, orives erideboda<br />
uneburad ar mibruneboda ukve aTasjer naTqvams,<br />
ufro sworad, maT saerTo uazrobas, rac<br />
TavisTavad dabadebuliyo maTive ganusjeli,<br />
Tamami da Tavisufali aTwliani urTierTobis<br />
Sedegad. da ai, RmerTisgan naCuqari dro, zedmeti<br />
da gauTvaliswinebeli, ki ar axarebdaT, uaresad<br />
TrgunavdaT, yvelaze Zneli asatani aRmoCnda<br />
moulodnelad da amis SegrZnebam, etyoba, orive<br />
SeakrTo, orive daabnia. albaT amitomac<br />
eridebodaT, Cveulebisamebr, ubralod,<br />
yovelgvari wesebis dacvis gareSe,<br />
gamomSvidobebodnen erTmaneTs, imis Rrma rwmeniT,<br />
ufro adre rom Sexvdebodnen, vidre egonaT, vidre<br />
mosalodneli iyo. dadiodnen, dadiodnen<br />
"SeyvarebulebiviT" xelixelgadaxveulni, da<br />
jiutad, garkveuli siZulviliTac ki<br />
aTvalierebdnen erTsa da imave, erTnairad<br />
uRimRamo, erTnairad Ratak vitrinebs, kioskebs,<br />
daxlebs, jixurebs... wamsvlelTa da momsvlelTa<br />
erTnairad gaRizianebul, gaborotebul saxeebs.<br />
haeri Zveli zeTisa da WurWlis narecxis Tbil<br />
suns gaeJRinTa. erT-erTi kedlis ZirSi sakuTar
argze mokalaTebuli ojaxi "sadilobda". erTi<br />
Cvilic hyavdaT. Cvili dedis ZuZus wovda, dedas ki<br />
kefiris boTli moeyudebina. ganviTarebuli<br />
mesaqonleobis qveyanaSi rZis reklamad<br />
gamodgeboda, magram aq kidev ufro amZafrebda<br />
garemos uRimRamobasa da siRatakes. <strong>avel</strong>umma<br />
sonias mxari gakra, undoda daenaxvebina "ojaxuri<br />
trapezi", magram soniasac SeemCnia ukve - Tavi<br />
mxarze Camoado da ki ar uTxra, TavisTvis Tqva: "ai,<br />
mec es minda sworedo". mere uceb gaCerda, xeli<br />
gauSva <strong>avel</strong>ums da cxared gaagrZela, isev<br />
TavisTvis: "xom unda vicode mainc, ra SemiZlia,<br />
sakuTar TavTanac xom unda viyo marTali, bolos,<br />
sibereSi, simartoveSi, tyuilubralod rom aRar<br />
vixeTqo guli, ratom ar vcade mainc gaTxoveba,<br />
ratom gadavyevi im damTxveul qarTvelso". magram<br />
wesierad arc hqonda sityva damTavrebuli, isev<br />
mieglisa <strong>avel</strong>ums katasaviT, isev moxvia xeli, isev<br />
Camoado mxarze Tavi da isev gauyvnen yvelaze<br />
uazro gzas, romelic ki cxovrebaSi gauvliaT<br />
rodesme, ginda calcalke da ginda erTad.
arem axlave vityvi imasac, Tu ra azrisa var<br />
sonias mier arCeul "gzaze". upirveles yovlisa,<br />
dae sul iavardebiT yofiliyos mofenili da<br />
soniasac iqamde evlos zed, vidre ar mobezrdeba,<br />
vidre sakuTari nebiTa da surviliT an marjvniv ar<br />
gadauxvevs, an marcxniv, ramdenadac ukan<br />
dabruneba albaT aRar moxerxdeba, imitom ki ara,<br />
misgan mitovebulni aRar miiReben, ubralod, im<br />
droisTvis aRaraferi iqneba ukan, dro silasaviT<br />
waeyreba nafexurebs da ukan moxedvam didi-didi,<br />
isic erTi wamiT, SeiZleba an sasiamovnod<br />
dagvaRonos an usiamod gagvaxaros - esec mxolod<br />
da mxolod Cvens pirad Tvisebebzea damokidebuli,<br />
Cvens sulier wyobaze. adamianis buneba xom<br />
mravalnairia: zogma icis xis moWra rom cudia da,<br />
vidre najaxs aiRebdes xelSi, winaswar nanobs,<br />
ganicdis, yoymanobs, magram bolos mainc Wris,<br />
radgan iZulebulia ase moiqces, Tundac imitom,<br />
SeSa rom Wirdeba; zogi ki daufiqreblad,<br />
daunaneblad akeTebs imaves da rodisme, ukve didi<br />
xnis mere Tu gauCndeba xolme sinanulis magvari<br />
grZnoba, Tuki, ra Tqma unda, am xnis ganmavlobaSi,<br />
sxva yvelaferTan erTad, Tvalsazrisic<br />
Seecvleba da ara marto xis moWrasTan<br />
dakavSirebiT, aramed saerTod cxovrebaze. codva<br />
is ki ar aris, rasac iZulebiT vakeTebT, aramed<br />
mainc rom vakeTebT imas, risi gakeTebac<br />
aucilebeli ar iyo. aSkarad kargi naTqvamia,<br />
magram <strong>avel</strong>ums ufro Seexeba, vidre sonias. soniam,<br />
andazisa ar iyos, mefis sayvarlobas mWedlis<br />
coloba arCia, <strong>avel</strong>umi ki, pirvelsave daZaxebaze<br />
("Zvirfaso, vTxovdebi, iqneb Camoxvide"), mainc
erTguli qveSevrdomiviT eaxla moskovSi, raTa<br />
daemSvidebina (rac ar unda iyos, gaTxoveba yvela<br />
qalisTvis uaRresad mniSvnelovani movlenaa),<br />
gaemarTlebina (bolos da bolos, arc imisTvis<br />
iyo albaT advili ase moulodnelad gadajdoma<br />
erTi skamidan meoreze), gamosaTxovari saCuqari<br />
mierTmia (sxvaTaSoris, ase guliTadad arasodes<br />
sdomebis misTvis raimes Cuqeba) da Ralatis<br />
aRsaniSnavad (aba, sxva araferi hqondaT imJamad<br />
aRsaniSnavi) mis sayvarel restoranSi waeyvana,<br />
sadac soniam savsebiT gasagebad (im wuTas<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umsac marTla esmoda TiTqos) auxsna (Tan<br />
Cais kovzs urevda xizilalis qilaSi), Tu ratom<br />
moxda is, rac moxda da ratom unda momxdariyo,<br />
maincdamainc ase da ara sxvanairad. magram erTia,<br />
roca gixsnian (miT ufro, ukve danayrebuli da<br />
ukve SemTvrali literatorebiT aJriamulebul,<br />
axorxocebul restoranSi) da meorea, roca<br />
axsnils marto aanalizeb SenTvis (Tundac<br />
matarebelSi). rac marTalia marTalia, <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
arc maSin (restoranSi) SekamaTebia sonias da arc<br />
axla (SedarebiT damSvidebuli, beds Seguebuli)<br />
ekamaTeba. sonias survili, ra Tqma unda, uaRresad<br />
adamianuria, ufro sworad, uaRresad qaluri<br />
survilia da veravis moubrundeba ena<br />
gasamtyuneblad, rogor gabede da rogor gagiCnda<br />
msgavsi survilio. ufro metic: araTu survili,<br />
saqcielic uaRresad adamianuria, Ralati<br />
uaRresad adamianuri Tvisebaa, magram adamianTa<br />
cxovrebaSi dgeba Jami, roca Cveulebrivi<br />
uCveulod gamoiyureba, adamianuri -<br />
araadamianurad. gana panaSvidze mosul xalxs
azrad mouva mravalJamieri daagugunos?! Cvenc<br />
panaSvidi gvidgas axla - msoflio mistiris<br />
sakuTar adamianobas - da aseT dros Cveulebriv,<br />
klasikur Ralatsac sul sxva suni udis, ufro<br />
globalur ubedurebad aRiqmeba, vidre nebismier<br />
samkuTxedSi (bermudis CaTvliT) mimdinare<br />
procesebi. is (Ralati) romelime momxibvleli<br />
qalbatonis reputacias ki ar emuqreba mxolod,<br />
aramed - sayovelTao zneobas, da araferi aqvs<br />
saerTo arc madam bovarisa da arc anna kareninas<br />
Tavganwirul nabijTan. piriqiT, Tavad diadi<br />
moRalateebis winaaRmdegaa mimarTuli, maTi<br />
vnebebis gasaufasureblad, radgan am SemTxvevaSi<br />
yvelaferi Sebrunebulad xdeba: qmars ki ara,<br />
sayvarels ayrian TvalSi nacars, anu, uazro<br />
nebayoflobiT jdebian satusaRoSi (ojaxSi),<br />
usasTumlo, ugzoukvlo, mSier-mwyurvali,<br />
SiSvel-titveli Tavisuflebis SiSiT. da<br />
marTlac, is aTiode weliwadi, <strong>avel</strong>umTan rom<br />
gaatara soniam, TiTqos Tavidanve droebiTi,<br />
sulis mosaTqmeli "adgili" iyo mxolod,<br />
daaxloebiT iseTive, rogoric zRvaSi motivtive<br />
ficaria gadamfreni CitebisTvis, saidanac<br />
daunaneblad, dauzareblad da garkveuli<br />
sixaruliTac ki unda wamofreniliyo, rogorc ki<br />
sunTqva daumSviddeboda da gzis gagrZeleba<br />
SeeZleboda.
RvTis wyalobiT, <strong>avel</strong>umi arc pirvelia da arc<br />
ukanaskneli - iSviaTad Tu wasula am qveynidan<br />
vinme, erTxel mainc ar eRalatoT misTvis. magram<br />
ara mgonia, sonias sulswrafobam da, rac kidev<br />
ufro damafiqrebelia, am sulswrafobiT<br />
ganpirobebulma misma saqcielma, Tundac, rogorc<br />
TviTon eZaxis, "gonivrulma nabijma",<br />
aRafrTovanos Cveni momavali mkiTxveli (hm, hm),<br />
Tuki, rasakvirvelia, ocdameerTe saukuneSic<br />
srulyofili, mkveTrad gamokveTili<br />
teqnokratebis epoqaSic, Cveulebrivi,<br />
Tandayolili gulebiT icxovreben adamianebi da<br />
gaCenisTanave ar gadaunergaven maT cecxlgamZle,<br />
tyviagaumtar, yovelgvari cxovrebiseuli<br />
eldisgan saimedod dacul, vTqvaT, keramikul<br />
gulebs. albaT asec iqneba, radgan adamiani,<br />
saboloo jamSi, mainc praqtikuli cxovelia.<br />
ganuwyveteli vnebaTaRelva, SiSi, molodini,<br />
tanjva, moTmena - yvelas rodi SeuZlia. ufro<br />
sworad, aravis siamovnebs, visac cxovreba unda,<br />
visac winaswar daproeqtebuli da kanoniT<br />
garantirebuli bednierebac Tavze gadasdis...
<strong>avel</strong>ums sonias mimarT yovelTvis hqonda<br />
gansakuTrebuli, lamis "mSobliuri"<br />
mzrunvelobis gamoCenis survili, SeiZleba<br />
imitom, maTi gacnoba sonias mSoblebis<br />
ganqorwinebas rom daemTxva, SeiZleba, maT Soris<br />
erTob TvalsaCino asakobrivi gansxvavebis gamoc,<br />
magram arasodes Sescodebia ise, rogorc, vTqvaT,<br />
fransuaza. fransuazas samsaxurSi rom<br />
miacilebda (mis binaSi marto darCenisa eSinoda,<br />
yovel wuTas SeiZleboda dasdgomoda Tavze<br />
"saxlmmarTveli" Tu "ubnis rwmunebuli",<br />
liftior qalze rom araferi vTqvaT, da<br />
dainteresebuliyo, ras akeTebda ucxoelis<br />
binaSi), taqsidan uyurebda xolme, rogor<br />
mibakunobda quCaSi, dakargul bekekasaviT,<br />
moskovuri zamTris sisastikiT damfrTxali da<br />
daTrgunuli, vidre yaraulian sadarbazoSi<br />
gauCinardeboda da, ratomRac, yovelTvis<br />
cremlis ekliani gorgali eCxireboda yelSi,<br />
romelic veRarc "gumis" cxel (gacxelebul)<br />
Rvezels Cahqonda da veRarc lamis yinulad<br />
qceul, xraSuna luds, anu, <strong>avel</strong>umis yoveldRiur<br />
sauzmes, konspirirebuli cxovrebis periodSi.<br />
magram im dRes, kurskis sadgurSi, sonia<br />
gacilebiT sacodavi iyo da, rac mTavaria,<br />
TviTonac xvdeboda amas. amitomac laparakobda<br />
yvelaferze zereled, agdebulad, viTom sxvaTa<br />
Soris, viTom zrdilobis gulisTvis - maTi<br />
moulodneli "gaTiSva" iqneboda es, Tu misi<br />
"moulodneli" gaTxoveba - "iseTi SegrZneba maqvs,<br />
TiTqos raRac didi seni Semyrodeso", - aRiara<br />
bolos. magram sonia, "TiTqos" ki ara, marTla iyo
"avad", Tanac sakmaod seriozulad, oRond,<br />
arafriT ar undoda amis dajereba. ufro sworad,<br />
gankurneba ar undoda da ar undoda im ubralo<br />
mizezis gamo, Segnebulad rom daisneula Tavi.<br />
magram <strong>avel</strong>ums mainc unda "moevlo", mainc unda<br />
"epatrona" misTvis. yovel SemTxvevaSi, sacdeli<br />
mainc bolomde unda ecada, Tundac marto imitom,<br />
pirnaTeli rom yofiliyo yvelasTan, anu, sakuTar<br />
TavTan. sonia aCemebis tyvea da, amave dros, am<br />
tyveobaSi yofna urCevnia adrindel, diaxac rom<br />
SeuzRudav Tavisuflebas, radgan iq ufro<br />
saimedod iqneba daculi, davuSvaT, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
risxvisgan, anda, sakuTari sindisisgan, iseve<br />
rogorc bavSvis gamaupatiurebeli an bebris<br />
mkvlelia daculi gamZvinvarebuli xalxisagan<br />
miliciaSi. sonias ambavi rom vici, arc isaa<br />
gamoricxuli, TviTonve rcxvenodes Secdomis<br />
aRiareba da axla yvelanairad cdilobdes, ara<br />
marto Tavs, yvelas dagvimtkicos, damoukideblad,<br />
uTqvenodac SemiZlia swori gadawyvetilebis<br />
miRebao. ra gaewyoba. raki ase surs, de, iyos ase.<br />
magram rac moxda, TavisTavad ki ar moxda, rogorc<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums egona, aramed momzadda, gacilebiT didi<br />
xnis manZilze da, rac mTavaria, <strong>avel</strong>umis zurgs<br />
ukan, <strong>avel</strong>umis sawinaaRmdegod. <strong>avel</strong>umma ki maSin<br />
Seityo, roca aRaraferi eSveleboda, roca<br />
bunebamac Tavisi gaakeTa. marTlac, ise eSmakurad<br />
moxda yvelaferi, albaT Tavad soniasac<br />
gauWirdeba dazusteba: jer gaTxoveba gadawyvita<br />
da mere iRo muclad, Tu jer muclad iRo da mere<br />
gadawyvita (barem) gaTxovebac. mokled, soniam ki<br />
airCia Tavisi WkuiT misTvis ukeTesi varianti
(Tumca, ori kviriT adre, <strong>avel</strong>umze Zvirfasi<br />
"araferi gaaCnda cxovrebaSi"), magram<br />
usamarTloba da usindisoba is aris, sxvas rom<br />
saerTod waarTva arCevanis ufleba. ufro<br />
gasagebad rom vTqva, martom gadawyvita ara Tu<br />
sakuTari, aramed <strong>avel</strong>umis, melanias da,<br />
TavisTavad cxadia, fransuazas momavalic. isini<br />
xom yvelani erTmaneTze arian gadabmulni uxilavi<br />
jaWvebiT da Tuki romelime maTgani amas ver<br />
xvdeba, ara marto danarCenebis, aramed sakuTari<br />
Tavis mtericaa. magaliTad, melaniam didi<br />
gamWriaxoba gamoiCina Tavidanve, roca<br />
sinamdviles ki ar aujanyda, daufiqreblad<br />
(mofiqrebulad) gasca da daunaneblad (Segnebuli<br />
iZulebiT) gayo is, risi arc gacema SeiZleba<br />
TiTqos da arc gayofa. magram araTu iyofa Turme,<br />
aramed umal namatiTac dagibrundeba, Tuki marto<br />
Sens Tavze ar ifiqreb da sxvebsac gauwev angariSs.<br />
melaniam, rac marTalia, marTalia, sixarbesac<br />
sZlia da pativmoyvareobac daicxro, riTac,<br />
upirveles yovlisa, moqiSpeTa gulebi moinadira<br />
da qiSpobis mizezi, marTalia, aTasnairad<br />
gaZiZgnul-gawewili, mainc bolomde SeinarCuna. is<br />
ki ara, mgoni TviTonac ar icoda, uxaroda Tu<br />
swyinda, dRiTidRe ufro da ufro rom<br />
uZneldeboda <strong>avel</strong>ums soros didi xniT mitoveba<br />
da romeliRac tkbil mogonebaSi gadavardnils,<br />
romeliRac sasiamovno CvenebisTvis<br />
TvalgaSterebuls, mSobliuri TanagrZnobiT<br />
gamoxedavda xolme, viTom qsoviT garTuli. ase<br />
rom, arc sonias hqonda ufleba, martos, uimaTod<br />
gadaewyvita esoden seriozuli sakiTxi, SeiZleba
uaRresad piraduli, magram aseve uaRresad<br />
dakavSirebuli sazogadosTan, ramdenadac sonias<br />
wasvliT, TavisTavad dgeba dRis wesrigSi yvela<br />
danarCenis yofna-aryofnis sakiTxic, radgan<br />
aseTia imperiis struqtura, borotebisa iqneba is<br />
Tu siyvarulis. magram arc yvelafris soniasTvis<br />
gadabraleba iqneba Cvengan kargi saqcieli.<br />
soniasac sakuTari buneba warmarTavs da ara<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis Segonebebi; miuxedavad <strong>avel</strong>umis didi<br />
mcdelobisa, mainc mSobliur garemos ufro<br />
Seefereba is, vidre <strong>avel</strong>umis warmodgenebs.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis azriT, soniasTvis gacilebiT<br />
mniSvnelovani unda yofiliyo masTan megobroba,<br />
vidre erTi Cveulebrivi gaTxoveba. magram<br />
sinamdvilem sul sxva suraTi gadagviSala<br />
Tvalwin. aSkarad ariTmetikasTan gvaqvs saqme, Cven<br />
ki algebruli wesiT vcdilobT "ucnobis"<br />
amoxsnas. "ucnobi" cnobilia. kacobriobis<br />
arsebobis manZilze, aTadan da babadan<br />
moyolebuli, jer ar yofila SemTxveva,<br />
amouxsneli darCeniliyos. xelmwifis<br />
sayvarlobas mWedlis coloba sjobso - ambobs<br />
xalxuri sibrZne. ase rom, arc sonias arCevani<br />
gamoirCeva didi originalobiT. Cveulebisamebr,<br />
soniamac misTvis ukeTesi airCia or "bedaurs"<br />
Soris da Tundac, mxolod da mxolod,<br />
praqtikuli TvalsazrisiT - airCia is, visac ufro<br />
gamoiyenebda, vinc ufro gamoadgeboda, ara marto<br />
ufro axalgazrda, aramed ufro Tvinieric, ufro<br />
iolad satarebeli Sens Wkuaze. bolos da bolos,<br />
airCia is, romelic ufro axlos eyoleboda,<br />
yovelTvis saZebari ar gauxdeboda da aRarc
kavkasionis gadafren-gadmofrena dasWirdeboda<br />
erTi kocnis gulisTvis. magram, Tu qaTinaurad ar<br />
miiRebs, me yovelTvis ukeTesi megona ratomRac<br />
sonia, ukeTesi, zneobis TvalsazrisiT ki ara,<br />
aramed saerTod, im nivTierebaTa da mineralTa<br />
xarisxiT, romlebisganac Sesdgeba misi arseba,<br />
sulierica da xorcielic. ufro gasagebad rom<br />
vTqva, Rrmad viyavi darwmunebuli (es ra sonias<br />
bralia!), sulis amoxdomamde, nebismieri iaraRiT<br />
ibrZolebda <strong>avel</strong>umis gadasarCenad da<br />
SesanarCuneblad. Tumca, Tavad, etyoba, am azrisa<br />
ar iyo, anda brmad ar emorCileboda am azrs.<br />
dedamisma, qalbatonma aisodoram, marTalia<br />
suleluri laparaki icis (amitomac gaeqca albaT<br />
qmari), magram yuradRebiT Tu mousmenT, bevr<br />
saintereso (da saWiro) cnobasac mogawvdiT.<br />
"yvelas Zalian gviyvars <strong>avel</strong>umi, magram ar<br />
gegonoT, sonia imis anabara iyos darCenilio" - ai,<br />
ra miTxra erTxel qalbatonma aisodoram, magram<br />
maSin is ufro gamikvirda, sakmaod uxeSad rom<br />
gaaCuma soniam dedamisi - rogorme me TviTon<br />
movuvli Cems Tavso - da ufro zrdilobisTvis<br />
Sevicxade, ras brZanebT-meTqi, radgan,<br />
Cveulebisamebr, didi mniSvneloba ar mimicia<br />
cxovrebaze ganawyenebuli, qmris daundoblobiT<br />
Rrmad daWrili qalis "muqarisTvis". sonia,<br />
rasakvirvelia, TviTonvea sakuTari cxovrebis<br />
baton-patroni, magram cxovrebacaa da cxovrebac.<br />
roca qali qmars Ralatobs sayvarelTan, ese igi,<br />
Cveulebrivi, myari, saimedo gziT midis cxovreba,<br />
magram, roca sayvarels Ralatobs saqmrosTan,<br />
mTlad kargad ver aris saqme. erTi patiosani kaci
ambobs, sanam me var, sikvdili ar arsebobso. sanam<br />
siyvarulia, Ralati ar arsebobs,<br />
warmoudgenelicaa "gulma sxvisken gagiwios".<br />
amitom, nurc Tavs movityuebT, nurc erTmaneTis<br />
motyuebas SevecdebiT. sonias "aCemeba" imitom ki<br />
ar aris angariSgasawevi, misi da <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
urTierToba rom "daZvelda", "uperspeqtivo"<br />
gaxda, rogorc araerTxel aRniSnula adrec<br />
"keTilmosurneTa" mier, rasakvirvelia, imave<br />
qalbaton aisodoras CaTvliT, aramed imitom,<br />
miuxedavad yvelafrisa, anda swored yvelafris<br />
gamo, "gulma sxvisken rom gauwia", Tundac erTi<br />
wamiT, uneblieT, anda sqesis sisustidan<br />
gamomdinare, da, rac mTavaria, win ki ar aRudga,<br />
SeZrwunebuli, am warmavalsa da bunebriv<br />
moTxovnilebas, aramed ahyva da gadahyva kidec.<br />
amdenad, salaparakoc aRaraferia TiTqos.<br />
ramdenic ar unda vilaparakoT, mxolod imas<br />
davadasturebT, Tu ra Zneli gasaTvaliswinebelia<br />
saerTod nebismieri safrTxe, swored iqidan rom<br />
gamogvityvreba xolme, saidanac ar velodebiT.<br />
magram yvela normaluri adamiani, Tundac<br />
qvecnobierad, ganuwyvetliv grZnobs da erideba<br />
safrTxes. sonia ki piriqiT moiqca -<br />
"safrTxisagan" Tavis daRweva ki ar scada, aramed<br />
Segnebulad, gamiznulad miekedla mas. diaxac rom<br />
saintereso mdgomareobaa sulisa - imitom ki ar<br />
iqcevi ase, gabrazebuli rom xar viRacaze,<br />
"safrTxe" igrZeni da is viRaca gverdiT ver<br />
daigule, aramed "safrTxe" moulodnelad xsna<br />
rom aRmoCnda SenTvis da, upirveles yovlisa, im<br />
gaurkvevlobisa da uperspeqtivobisgan, razedac
zemoT vilaparakeT. soniasTvis "safrTxe" igive<br />
xsnaa da, rac yvelaze samwuxaroa, <strong>avel</strong>umisgan<br />
xsnaa, <strong>avel</strong>umis maradiuli siyvarulisgan, anu, Tu<br />
gnebavT, umomavlo kavSirisgan (bodiSs vixdi<br />
prozauli gamoTqmisTvis), romelic sinamdvileSi<br />
sul bewvze ekida Turme da Tu ar wydeboda,<br />
mxolod da mxolod, imitom, "aravin rom ar iyo<br />
irgvliv Rirseuli". da ai, bolos da bolos,<br />
"Rirseuli" mainc gamoCnda. ki gixaria (romel<br />
gasaTxovar qals ar gauxardeba aseTi saswauli),<br />
ki ggonia Tavi sizmarSi, magram cota<br />
damfrTxalica xar. rac unda iyos, sul axlaxans,<br />
mTlianad, mTeli arsebiT ekuTvnodi sxvas da<br />
aTasSi erTxel Tu gaifiqrebdi xolme CaZinebamde,<br />
isic gakvriT, sul erTi wamiT, ZiriTadad<br />
biologiuri SiSiT SeZruli: ra meSveleba, es rom<br />
mokvdebao. marTlac, gana ramdenxans cocxlobs<br />
adamiani! magram gana marTla wlobiT izomeba<br />
namdvili sicocxle, namdvili grZnoba, namdvili<br />
urTierToba saerTod?! ara mgonia. es Zalian<br />
arazusti da arasaimedo sazomia - meryevi,<br />
matyuara. magram axla ra azri aqvs amaze laparaks<br />
- yvelaferi isedac naTelia. ufro metic: roca<br />
warmovidgen xolme, rogor dgas sonia. saziaro<br />
miwis nakveTze, kitris kvlebSi, baris tarze<br />
xelebgadatyauli da rogor ecineba TviTonve<br />
gunebaSi - erTi imas (<strong>avel</strong>ums) daanaxva axla Cemi<br />
Tavio - lamis Ralatic vapatio. adamiani codoa -<br />
sakuTari xeliT ikowiwebs Tavis patara<br />
jojoxeTs da Tvalebi ukve ewvis bolisgan, magram<br />
mainc ufro Rrmad Sedis bolSi, Tundac<br />
garantirebuli mSvidi siberis gulisTvis - xmis
gamcemi, wylis mimwodebeli rom hyavdes vinme,<br />
ukeTes SemTxvevaSi - SviliSvili, romelsac<br />
Tavisi erTaderTi siyvarulis suraTze<br />
daukakunebs siberisgan dakrunCxul TiTs da<br />
CifCifiT etyvis: ai, am kacs vuyvardio. magram<br />
RmerTis winaSe <strong>avel</strong>umic marTalia. Tavisi WkuiT,<br />
isic soniasTvis zrunavda da arc Tavmoyvareobas<br />
gafrTxilebia, arc janmrTelobas. arc moskovSi<br />
Cafrenas nanobs, miuxedavad yvelafrisa. piriqiT,<br />
rac dro gava, miT ufro tkbilad gaaxsendeba<br />
albaT TviTmfrinavis kudze yanyalic, erTmaneTze<br />
Sewyobili muyaos yuTebic, muWSi mogrovili<br />
gamowuwnuli mandarinis CenCoc... Zalian kargad<br />
moiqca. kargadac da sworadac. sonias yvelaferi<br />
unda scodnoda, oRond is ki ara, ris sanacvlod<br />
ra dakarga, aramed - marTla rom SeiZleba maszec<br />
Sestkiodes viRacas guli. Tumca, soniam<br />
yovelTvis icoda yvelaferi, pirvelive dRidan,<br />
roca mkvdariviT gadafiTrebuli, Zlivs<br />
moaTrevda fexebs sastumro "rosias" lamis<br />
usasrulo derefanSi; roca paltos ixdida, ufro<br />
zustad ki, ver ixdida da mRelvarebisgan<br />
tuCebgadalurjebuli, sikvdilmisjilis<br />
gauTviTcnobierebuli cnobismoyvareobiT<br />
ayolebda Tvals <strong>avel</strong>umis xelebis nebismier<br />
moZraobas, TiTqos rame Tu gamorCeboda, anda,<br />
TiTqos rogorc ki isini (<strong>avel</strong>umis xelebi)<br />
gaCerdebodnen, misi aRsasrulic dadgeboda; da<br />
roca Tavisi nabijis gasamarTleblad Tu<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis gulSi ufro Rrmad Casaxedad, mogonili<br />
arxeinobiT, meZavis utifrobiT eubneboda<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums: aqeT rom movdiodi, wiTel moedanze asi
maneTi SemomaZlia erTma Seni xnis kacmao.<br />
sxvanairad warmoudgenelia maTi guSindeli<br />
udardelobac da dRevandeli mRelvarebac.<br />
rogorc ityvian, imaTac hqondaT "erTi dro" da<br />
Tundac imxnis ganmavlobaSi isinic iseTive<br />
bunebrivebi iyvnen erTmaneTisTvis, iseve<br />
Seeferebodnen erTmaneTsac da garemosac,<br />
rogorc, vTqvaT, biWvinTas - aivanze, mzis mxares,<br />
gasaSrobad gakiduli sacurao trusebi, anda,<br />
mlaSe qviSis mcoxnavi, yelze TiTbris<br />
eJvanSebmuli Zroxa, moulodnelad rom waadga<br />
erTxel Tavze da gulebi gauxeTqa xis qveS<br />
SeyuJulebs. iqauri biWebi (maTi uneblie<br />
maspinZlebi), zRvis piras cecxls aCaRebdnen,<br />
Tevzis mosaxarSad, da vin icis, raRas ar<br />
pirdebodnen RmerTs gunebaSi sonias erTi<br />
kocnisTvis. sonia ki marTlac lamazi iyo im dRes -<br />
galifes Targze gamoWrili xakis Sarvali ecva da<br />
vardisferi Txeli perangi. majis simsxo nawnavi<br />
kefaze daegragna, gveliviT, da jibeebSi<br />
xelebCawyobili, mogonili arxeinobiTa da<br />
sizantiT miseirnobda <strong>avel</strong>umis gverdiT, mkvdar,<br />
gavarvarebul qviSaze, vidre qviSnars<br />
gascdebodnen da juja bzebis tyeSi<br />
Seimalebodnen, dausxltebodnen cecxlTan<br />
mofusfuse biWebis Tvalebs. tyeSi patara saydris<br />
xela lodi egdo, mzemiSuqebuli, da mis xorklian<br />
zedapirze damsxvreuli sxivi TvalebSi<br />
uWvritinebda <strong>avel</strong>ums da ca kiserSi Casdioda civ<br />
Jruantelad da miwa TandaTanobiT ecleboda<br />
fexqveS da sonias ise gaxureboda mzeze Tma, sul<br />
tkacatkuci gaudioda mis TiTebSi da yvelaferi,<br />
rasac imwuTas ganicdida da xedavda, imdenad
didebuli iyo, sxva rom veraferi moaxerxa,<br />
pirjvari gadaiwera.
ase iyo es ambavi, magram albaT isic sainteresoa<br />
(Tundac, mxolod CemTvis), ratom damesizmra<br />
maincdamainc me qvemoT moTxrobili sizmari, roca<br />
gacilebiT ajobebda da savsebiT bunebrivic<br />
iqneboda, imave sonias dasizmreboda, anda Tavad<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums. Tumca, meore mxriv, imJamindel Cems<br />
sulier mdgomareobas Tu gaviTvaliswinebT,<br />
srulebiTac ar aris gasakviri, swored me rom<br />
vnaxe swored aseTi ucnauri sizmari. etyoba, im<br />
dReebSi cota mec avafrine, radgan adre msgavsic<br />
araferi damsizmrebia, arc ase gamorCeulad<br />
ucnauri, arc ase gamorCeulad dabneuli,<br />
rasakvirvelia, Tu ki marTla me vnaxe, rac vnaxe, da<br />
ara, vTqvaT, soniam anda <strong>avel</strong>umma. axlave avxsni<br />
yvelafers. rac mTavaria, erT sityvasac ar<br />
davamateb, arc mxatvruli, arc azrobrivi<br />
kosmetikis Casatareblad. raRac-raRacebi ki<br />
TavisTavad daakldeba, risi aRdgenac ubralod<br />
veRar SevZeli, ramdenadac sakmaod didi dro<br />
gavida, vidre aeroportSi manqaniT gavidodi da,<br />
rac mTavaria, fexiT davbrundebodi iqidan, anu<br />
vidre sabolood davadgendi, ra iyo sizmari da ra<br />
cxadi, rodis gamovedi sizmridan (rodis<br />
gamovediT sizmridan me da sonia, oriveni erTad,<br />
radgan sizmarSi erT-erTi CvenTagani iyo orive,<br />
ufro sworad, samive, ese igi, <strong>avel</strong>umic, magram<br />
oridan - anu samidan - romeli iyo is "erTerTi",<br />
Zneli saTqmelia) da rodis gadavedi cxadSi (ukve<br />
usoniod). saerTod ki uaRresad naTeli sizmari<br />
iyo da mec, SeZlebisdagvarad, Sevecdebi iseve<br />
cxadad gadmovce, rogorc vnaxe, anu rogorc<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma naxa, radgan sinamdvileSi, me ki ar vnaxe
ac vnaxe, aramed - <strong>avel</strong>umma (SeiZleba - soniamac).<br />
anda, <strong>avel</strong>umis sizmari vnaxe me, magram es<br />
srulebiTac ar niSnavs imas, rom sizmarSic me me<br />
viyavi. sizmari, ra Tqma unda, me vnaxe, magram imave<br />
sizmarSi me me ki ar viyavi, ubralod, me<br />
vansaxierebdi yvelas, garda sakuTari Tavisa -<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umsac, soniasac da, Tqven warmoidgineT,<br />
daniasac. ase rom, Zalian sasiamovno iqneboda<br />
piradad CemTvis, es sizmari marTla <strong>avel</strong>ums anda<br />
sonias enaxa da ara me. magram sjobs, isev sizmari<br />
movyve, Torem amdeni axsna-ganmartebiT TviTon<br />
davibeni da sxva rogorRa gaarkvevs, vis ra<br />
daesizmra, anda daesizmra Tu ara saerTod rame.
maS ase: viTom, erT mSvienier dRes,<br />
moulodnelad gamomeRviZa Cems loginSi. ara,<br />
piriqiT. viTom, sonias gamoeRviZa Tavis loginSi.<br />
rasakvirvelia, mniSvneloba ara aqvs, vis ekuTvnis<br />
logini. mTavari im loginis adgilsamyofelia.<br />
mokled, sonias moulodnelad gamoeRviZa mis<br />
mSobliur garemoSi da daniamac maSinve ena ausva<br />
saxeze (ZaRlis civi ena rom vigrZeni, mTels tanSi<br />
Jruantelma damiara. ZaRli ki mecodeba, magram ver<br />
vitan, Tavisi adgili rom ar icis, ginda ewyinos,<br />
ginda ara) da daiwkavwkava - ade, aRar SemiZlia,<br />
gamaseirneo. magram sonia jer kidev ver<br />
gamorkveuliyo buranidan. iseTi grZnoba mqonda,<br />
TiTqos ki ar viRviZebdi, viZinebdi, magram raRaca<br />
miSlida daZinebas. raRaca ki ara, viRaca. oTaxSi<br />
aSkarad viRac iyo, ZaRlis garda, da daJinebiT<br />
miyurebda. soniam uneburad sabani waifara SiSvel<br />
mkerdze, damala Tavisi didi ZuZuebi, ramac, cota<br />
ar iyos, gamakvirva, radgan arasodes moridebia<br />
sakuTari siSiSvlis demonstrireba (mTavaria,<br />
mayurebeli hyavdes), miT ufro sakuTar sawolSi.<br />
frTxilad, gaubedavad movaTvaliere oTaxi,<br />
magram, araTu ucxo vinme, saerTod aravin da<br />
araferi ar iyo oTaxSi - arc wignebis karada, arc<br />
magida, arc skamebi... TiTqos binadrebi<br />
gausaxlebiaT, an jer ar SemousaxlebiaTo.<br />
araferi ar iyo (sxvaTa Soris, aRarc dania) da ai,<br />
maSin ki ikadra soniam gamofxizleba. "RmerTo<br />
Cemo, sad gaqra imis ("imis" - e.i. <strong>avel</strong>umis)<br />
suraTio". (arada, marTla kargi suraTia -<br />
ocdaeqvsisaa - axalgazrda, damwyebi poeti<br />
raRacas jiutad misCerebia sivrceSi, albaT
sonias jer dabadebas, mere daqalebasa da mere<br />
gamoCenas Tu elodeba) - gaifiqra SeSfoTebulma<br />
da sawolSi wamojda. ZuZuebi maSinve aqeT-iqiT<br />
gadaizniqnen, gabutulebiviT, TiTqos erTmaneTs<br />
aarides Tvali. imis, anu <strong>avel</strong>umis suraTi ki ara,<br />
rogorc ukve vTqvi, yvelaferi gamqraliyo:<br />
farSevangis kudis bumbulic (brma guSagi),<br />
askilis ekliani totic (Suriani mowme), kaxurimeruli<br />
keramikac (carieli sityvebi), unikaluri<br />
avtografebiT Semkobili wignebic (briyvis<br />
aRsareba), xevsuruli paWiWebic (morigi<br />
"saqorwilo" marSruti), kveteras mwvane kramitis<br />
namtvrevic (umaqnisi warsuli)... yvelaferi, rac<br />
Tavs gadaxdeniaT, ugrZvniaT, ganucdiaT. ki magram,<br />
sad, sad unda gamqraliyo amdeni rame ase<br />
erTbaSad, ase ukvalod, ase uimedod?! TiTqos arc<br />
yofilao. arada, iyo. me xom vici, sxvam Tu ara?!<br />
SeSfoTebuli wamovarda sawolidan, dediSobila,<br />
grZelfexa... da, cotas morCa, maSinve iatakze<br />
moadina bragvani - raRacaze moucurda uceb fexi.<br />
"Seni dedaco" - Seigina guliT, brazianad,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umiviT, da mereRa daixeda Zirs. Zirs <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
suraTi egdo pirqve. TeTrad qaTqaTebda priala<br />
qaRaldis sworkuTxedi. <strong>avel</strong>umi, rasakvirvelia,<br />
ar Canda - meore pirze iyo aRbeWdili, qvemodan.<br />
TiTqos Segnebulad imaleboda qaRaldis qveS,<br />
magram gaxarebulma soniam qaRaldi rom<br />
gadmoabruna, arc iq aRmoCnda. priala qaRaldis<br />
orive piri erTnairad TeTri (anu sufTa) iyo.<br />
soniam maSinve imas ("imas" - e. i. imas) daureka da<br />
mSvidad uTxra (Tan sakuTar sxeuls<br />
aTvalierebda sarkeSi): moxarSuli viris yuri
macivarSi devs, me ki TbilisSi mivfrinav, radgan<br />
ors rom erTi gamovakloT erTi ki darCeba, magram<br />
is erTi me var Tu is ("is" - e.i. <strong>avel</strong>umi) Zneli<br />
dasadgeniao. "vicodi, adre Tu gvian, ase<br />
metyodio" - upasuxa iman. sonia ki ukve Tbilisis<br />
aeroportSi idga viTom da <strong>avel</strong>umis telefonis<br />
nomers krefda gamalebuli (Tan darwmunebuli<br />
iyo, gverdiT Cavlili yvela mamakaci uyurebda).<br />
"telefonze geZaxiano" - karze momikakuna<br />
ekaekaterinekatom. vici, vinc rekavs-meTqi -<br />
mivaZaxe kars da mec iseve SeSfoTebuli<br />
wamovvardi sawolidan, rogorc sonia wamovarda<br />
weRan, oRond, aqedan Zalian Sors, sxva qveyanaSi,<br />
sxva qalaqSi, sxva binaSi. ise Cavicvi da ise<br />
gamovedi Sinidan, sityva ar miTqvams aravisTvis.<br />
sabednierod, arc CemTvis ukiTxavT rame, egaa, rom<br />
yvelani, didian-patarianad, daZabulni,<br />
gaSeSebulni madevnebdnen Tvals, vidre Cavicvamdi<br />
da vidre kars gamoviketavdi zurgs ukan, TiTqos<br />
maTi marCenali, maTi patroni ki ar viyavi, aramed<br />
maT binaSi SeWrili mZarcveli da TiTqos iaraRiT<br />
davmuqrebodi, Cems gasvlamde, an Tu krinti daZra,<br />
an Tu Tavad gainZra romelime Tqvengani, yvelas<br />
erTianad amogJuJavTo. uTqmeladac yvelaferi<br />
naTeli iyo. adrec, soniamde, fransuazas<br />
"epoqaSic" aseTive daZabuli, damnaSavuri dumili<br />
Camovardeboda xolme, fransuazas naCuqar<br />
romelime frangi momRerlis firfitas Tu<br />
davatrialebdi uneburad, davuSvaT, adamos. da<br />
marTlac, iseTi SegrZneba meufleboda piradad me<br />
(darwmunebuli var, sxvebsac), TiTqos fransuazac<br />
Cvens Soris ijda - gatrunuli, daZabuli - aba,
ogor moiqcevian, damtoveben, mimiReben Tu<br />
gamagdebeno. "axla Tu taqsi Semxvda, yvelaferi<br />
sinamdvileSi xdeba-meTqi" - gavifiqre facafuciT,<br />
gzaze damdgari kacis mRelvarebiT, da<br />
imave wams taqsmac SemomanaTa Tavisi mwvane Tvali.<br />
"vis elodebi-meTqi" - davuZaxe gulabagunebulma.<br />
"visac Zalian vWirdebio" - mipasuxa taqsma (mag<br />
simarTliT iaros! marto amiT unda<br />
mivmxvdariyavi, sizmari rom iyo). "aba, saCqarod<br />
aeroportSi, mandilosani melodeba-meTqi". -<br />
Sevvardi manqanaSi. Tan me TviTon mecineboda<br />
sonias "mandilosnobaze". manqanaSi ki Sevvardi,<br />
magram meore wuTas, viTom, karuselze vtrialebdi<br />
Tavbrudamxvevi siCqariT. Cems winac sonia ijda<br />
muyaos antilopaze da Cems ukanac. xan is<br />
momxedavda, eSmakurad RimilSekavebuli, xan me<br />
movxedavdi xolme, cremliT dabrmavebuli. "Tu<br />
marTla damxvda is "mandilosani" aeroportSi,<br />
sul saTiTaod davukocni Sens manqanas talaxian<br />
borblebs-meTqi" - davuyvire mZRols. "Sen giJi xom<br />
ar xar SemTxveviTo" - gaaCera mZRolma manqana.<br />
"marTali brZandebiT, giJi var-meTqi" - daveTanxme<br />
giJuri morCilebiT da manqanidan gadmovedi. "ras<br />
Svrebi, sad midixar, modi, raRa darCa, barem<br />
migiyvano" - mainc Sevecode mZRols. me ki xeli<br />
avuqnie mxolod, radgan yeli Caxergili mqonda<br />
sibrazisgan, sinanulisgan, sevdisgan,<br />
sircxvilisgan, siyvarulisgan, siZulvilisgan,<br />
sikeTisgan, siborotisgan, raRa Tqma unda,<br />
simartovisganac da yvelafer amas xorxis<br />
qronikuli anTebac emateboda zed. win ki<br />
moasfaltebuli, ukacuri, usasrulo gza
gadaWimuliyo. arsaidan arsaiT mimavali. gzas,<br />
orive mxridan, erTnairad gaquculi, erTnairad<br />
triali mindvrebi misdevda. qars mihqonda<br />
iqauroba. aTasSi erTxel, damayruebeli gugungruxuniT,<br />
avad aelvebuli TviTmfrinavi<br />
gadamifrenda xolme Tavze da, lamis Tavi<br />
waeclia, TiTqos mSieri faskunji amovarda<br />
qvesknelidano. me ki ukacur, moasfaltebul gzaze<br />
mivdiodi da viTom me ki ar viyavi, aramed dania,<br />
upatrono ZaRli, romelsac jer kidev ar<br />
gadahyroda sonia da mainc araferi ar mindoda<br />
ufro Zlier, vidre sonias danaxva, vidre imisi<br />
briyvulad momRimari saxis alokva. sxva rom<br />
veraferi gavawye Cems ZaRlur simartoveSi, iqve,<br />
Suagzaze Cavcucqdi, kudze davjeqi, drunCi cas<br />
mivuSvire da avymuvldi.<br />
ase aymuvlebuls gamomeRviZa.
tyuilad ki ar aris naTqvami, mada WamaSi modiso<br />
- rac ufro mets vlaparakob, miT ufro meti<br />
saTqmeli miCndeba da rom SeiZlebodes, saerTod<br />
ar movSordebodi Cems tanjul sabeWd manqanas,<br />
arc lukmis Casadebad, arc Tvalis mosatyueblad,<br />
Tuki, rasakvirvelia, SenTvisac sulerTia,<br />
moclilo mkiTxvelo, ra TanamimdevrobiT<br />
mogiyvebi Cems gancdebs; Tumca, sjobs Tavidanve<br />
vaRiaro, rom Cems monaTxrobSi gancdas mainc<br />
gansja sWarbobs, namoqmedars - nafiqrali, magram<br />
esec albaT kanonzomieri movlenaa dReisaTvis -<br />
mimdinare aTwleuli xom gonebis aTwleuladaa<br />
gamocxadebuli - da marTlac, bevri ram aris<br />
dasafiqrebelica da gansasjelic, ramdenadac ara<br />
marto saukune mTavrdeba, aramed qristes<br />
ocsaukunovani epoqac da ara marto varaudi,<br />
aramed SesaZleblobac arsebobs, marTla uazrod,<br />
sulelurad moispos yvelaferi, aRigavos<br />
pirisagan miwisa, da Cemi "Sromac" fuWi aRmoCndes<br />
bolos; magram aRarc gaCumeba SeiZleba - nayofi<br />
rom daiZvreba, aucileblad unda daibados, Torem<br />
TviTonac daiRupeba da misi mtvirTvelic - Tanac,<br />
rogorc sCans, marTla moswrebazea saqme: momaval<br />
saukuneSi ki ara, xval ra iqneba, imasac ver ambobs<br />
veravin dabejiTebiT. sxvaTa Soris, isic<br />
gasarkvevia, xval me isev me viqnebi, Tu sxva vinme -<br />
adamiani xom, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, yoveldRe<br />
xelaxla ibadeba da yoveldRe erTxel kidev<br />
kvdeba, Tumca, TviTon arasodes icis, xelaxla<br />
daibada Tu erTxel kidev mokvda. magram, ibadeba<br />
Tu kvdeba, Cemi ar iyos, dro mainc unda gaiyvanos<br />
rogorme, gindac xelaxla dabadebamde, gindac
xelaxal sikvdilamde. saamisod ki, gulis<br />
amobertyva saukeTeso saSualebaa: yeli rom<br />
gamiSreba da Rvinis ylups davuwyeb Zebnas erTxel<br />
ukve daclil boTlebSi, sul sxva dRe damxvdeba<br />
xolme samzareuloSic da, TavisTavad cxadia,<br />
kalendarzec. ase rom, vercki gaigeb, rogor<br />
garbis dro erTi istoriuli TariRidan meoremde.<br />
arada, TiTqos Cems jibrze, yvela meore dRe<br />
aRsaniSnavia - an samgloviaroa an sazeimo - etyoba,<br />
rac ufro pataraa qveyana, meti istoriuli TariRi<br />
aqvs, da rac mTavaria, aRsaniSnavad yvela<br />
erTnairad saxifaToa, gindac sazeimo iyos,<br />
gindac samgloviaro, miT ufro dRes, roca ZaRli<br />
patrons ver scnobs da patroni ZaRls, mSobliur<br />
qalaqSi ucxosaviT dadixar da sadac ar unda<br />
SeiyuJo bolos, yvelgan Semawuxeblad daZabuli<br />
molodinia gaurkvevlisa da amouxsnelisa. Tumca,<br />
kacma rom Tqvas, TiTqos aRaraferia gasarkvevi da<br />
amosaxsneli - erTxel kidev da amjerad ukve Cveni<br />
TandaswrebiT, Cvens Tvalwin sruldeba<br />
ukeTilSobilesi aqti Zvelisa da axlis<br />
monacvleobisa, rac yvelaze TvalnaTeli<br />
dadasturebaa sicocxlis maradiulobisa, Tundac<br />
maradiuli moZraobisa, magram rogorc sxva<br />
yvelaferi, esec gayalbebulia imperiis mesveurTa<br />
mier da esec morig TavSesaqcev sanaxaobadaa<br />
qceuli imperiis qveSevrdomTa gasabriyveblad,<br />
rasakvirvelia, imperiis interesebidan<br />
gamomdinare - imperia mxolod da mxolod mkvdari,<br />
gaqvavebuli modelia sicocxlisa da, amdenad,<br />
maradiuli moZraoba ki ar ainteresebs, aramed<br />
uZraobis maradiuloba, anu, erT adgilze mbrunav
orbalSi gamomwyvdeuli ciyvis ganuwyveteli da<br />
amao mcdeloba sivrceSi gadaadgilebisa. imperiis<br />
ukidegano sivrceebSic erTi da igive dro brunavs<br />
borbaliviT, borbalSi ki Cven, imperiis<br />
qveSevrdomebi, dabadebiT imitatorebi, viTom<br />
vmoZraobT, viTom naTeli momavlisken<br />
miviswrafiT Tavgamodebulni da, saboloo jamSi,<br />
erTnairad gapampulebulni gamovdivarT Zvelebic<br />
da axlebic. ufro sworad, marTla axali ki ar<br />
enacvleba Zvels, rac igive sikvdili iqneboda<br />
imperiisTvis, Tuki amas dauSvebda, aramed,<br />
drogamoSvebiT, saxeSecvlili "Zveli" gvevlineba<br />
"axlad", rac imperiis ukvdavebis sawindaria.<br />
amitomac moabijeben ase moRuSulni,<br />
gafiTrebulni - gogoebs Savi kabebi acviaT,<br />
koWebamde, Zveleburad (maTi TvalsazrisiT, esec<br />
siaxlisken ltolvaa), xelSi ki TeTri vardebi<br />
uWiravT. vardi Zviri kia, magram ras izam,<br />
gansakuTrebuli dRea, yvelaferi imarxeba, rac<br />
aqamde arsebobda, da vardis siZvirem ar unda<br />
Segvaferxos, dasamarxi unda daimarxos, radac ar<br />
unda dagvijdes, vidre gvamis suns SeveCveodeT.<br />
marTalia, vardis gamyidveli arc<br />
"mamuliSvilobis" gamo dauklebs fass Tavis<br />
saqonels, magram sxva Tu araferi, imdeni<br />
saqvelmoqmedo fondi da sazogadoeba gaCnda uceb,<br />
rogorc ki erTi JuJuna wvima movida, araferi<br />
daSavdeba, erTxel mainc, daniSnulebisamebr Tu<br />
moixmaren Senawirs. bolos da bolos, marto<br />
Segroveba xom ar evalebaT - keTili inebon da<br />
gaiRon kidec, Tundac imave vardebisTvis,<br />
Savkabianma gogoebma rom unda daiWiron xelSi
dRes, xval, zeg, maszeg - bevri ramea dasamarxi da<br />
droc bevri dasWirdeba albaT.
iWebs Savi Sarvlebi da Savi kurtakebi acviaT.<br />
aseTi Cacmuloba ara marto Seesabameba drosa da<br />
garemos, aramed ufro mosaxerxebelicaa<br />
SesaniRbad, ver gaarCev vin vin aris, mSromeli Tu<br />
usaqmuri, swavluli Tu lazRandara, sofleli<br />
Tu qalaqeli... Zvelebs TavianTi axalgazrdoba<br />
imitomac axsovT (mcire gamonaklisTa garda), imas<br />
rom icvamdnen, rasac Soulobdnen. magram es mainc<br />
ar aZlevT gverdze gadgomis uflebas. piriqiT,<br />
miT ufro ara aqvT neba gverdze gadgomisa, Tundac<br />
imaTi xaTriT, visac ar gaumarTla, vinc maTTan<br />
erTad ver moaRwia dRemde, ver moeswro am did<br />
gansacdels, brZolis velze daeca yvelaferze<br />
TvaldarCenili, yvelafriT gulnakluli, Tumca,<br />
yovelgvari damxmare saSualebebis gareSe,<br />
bolomde eomeboda cxovrebas da frCxilebiT,<br />
kbilebiT RrRnida mis yru kedels, Tundac sul<br />
umniSvnelo sxivis gasatevi WuWrutana mainc rom<br />
gamoeCiCqna rogorme da, Tuki Tavad ver SeaRwevda<br />
Sig, WuWrutanidan mainc Seexeda cxovrebisTvis.<br />
imaT, dRevandelebisgan gansxvavebiT, cxovrebidan<br />
rogorme gaqceva ki ara, cxovrebaSi rogorme<br />
SeRweva da cxovrebaSi rogorme fexis mokideba<br />
hqondaT miznad dasaxuli. Tumca, samwuxarod,<br />
Sedegi erTnairad savalalo aRmoCnda orive<br />
SemTxvevaSi, bevri sicocxle da sindisi Seiwira<br />
da Tundac am TvalsazrisiT, ar SeiZleboda<br />
rameTi ukeTesebi yofiliyvnen guSindelebi<br />
dRevandelebze, anda piriqiT. ubralod, saerTo<br />
ubedurebisadmi damokidebuleba iyo guSin<br />
sxvanairi; ar rcxvenodaT ubedurebisa; icodnen,<br />
ubedurebi rom iyvnen, erTnairad ubedurebi,
saerTo ubedurebiT ubedurebi, rac ki ar TiSavda<br />
maT, rogorc imperias surda, kidev ufro<br />
aaxlovebda, akavSirebda erTmaneTTan, rac<br />
srulebiTac ar aZlevda xels imave imperias.<br />
Tumca, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, saerTo<br />
ubedurebac gansakuTrebuli iyo yvela<br />
ojaxisTvis, iseve, rogorc, vTqvaT, yvela<br />
mSobelia gansakuTrebuli (<strong>avel</strong>umis mama rom<br />
gardaicvala, dedam Tqva: mkvdari kaci<br />
gvinaxavdao). es ki, upirveles yovlisa,<br />
pasuxismgeblobis grZnobas umZafrebda yvela<br />
maTgans (Tormeti wlis <strong>avel</strong>umma umcrosi da<br />
gaaCuqa - raki mSoblebi jer isev gadasaxlebaSi<br />
hyavda, Tavad gauwia das mSoblis magivroba da<br />
SimSiliT sikvdils gadaarCina, Tavisi WkuiT).<br />
oRond, arc mTlad ase iolad aixsneba albaT<br />
guSindelTa da dRevandelTa fsiqiuri Tu<br />
sulieri Taviseburebani. martivad rom vTqvaT,<br />
dRevandelebisgan gansxvavebiT, guSindelebi<br />
mSoblebs ki ar avaldebulebdnen ezrunaT maT<br />
keTildReobaze, aramed Tavs Tvlidnen<br />
davalebulad mSoblebis winaSe. SeiZleba,<br />
qvecnobierad ecodebodaT isini - daxvretilni,<br />
daborkilni, davrdomilni - TiTqos imaT ki ar<br />
ebaraT Svilebis bedi, aramed Svilebs - imaTi da,<br />
wesierebi iyvnen Tu uwesoni, erTi wamiTac ar<br />
tovebdaT am valdebulebis SegrZneba da ase iyo<br />
sul, Tavidanve, WkuaSi Cavardnamdec, Zvlebis<br />
gamagrebamdec da saerTod dabadebamdec.<br />
magaliTad, rac unda momxdariyo, <strong>avel</strong>umi kviraSi<br />
orjer mainc aakiTxavda xolme davrdomil mamas,<br />
sadRac diRmis zeviT, romeliRac patara TaTrul
sofelSi - sadac mamamisi, gadasaxlebidan<br />
dabrunebis Semdeg, kolmeurneobis buRaltrad<br />
muSaobda - da xan sufTa sacvals autanda, xan<br />
saWiro wignebs, xan ki dedis morig werils, sadac<br />
ZiriTadad isev masze iyo saubari, ufro sworad,<br />
Svilis "umadobiT" SeSfoTebuli, magram umweo da<br />
usaxsro adamiani Tavis gaunelebel SiSsa da eWvs<br />
SesCioda aseve umweo da usaxsro adamians. raki<br />
Tavidanve ver upatrones Svils, Tavs uflebas<br />
veRar aZlevdnen, aSkarad gamoeyenebinaT mSoblis<br />
uflebebi. "ar vici, ra viRono, mgoni cud gzaze<br />
dgas biWio" - erTnairad wuxda yvela werili da<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umic, vidre adresatamde aaRwevda,<br />
ramdenjerme kiTxulobda yvela maTgans da ase ara<br />
marto gasarTobad iqceoda, sakmaod grZelsa da<br />
mosawyen gzaze damdgari, aramed eamayeboda kidec,<br />
raRacnairad siamovnebda, abednierebda dedis<br />
faruli yuradReba da mzrunveloba, rac, yvela<br />
sikeTesTan erTad, imis rwmenasac umtkicebda, jer<br />
mTlad xelidan wasuli rom ar iyo Tavad, jer<br />
kidev rom SeiZleboda misi gadarCenac. xolo, rac<br />
Seexeba "umadobis" mizezs, ver amxelda, Torem,<br />
umal sasacilod moeCveneboda yvelas - miT ufro,<br />
nacimbiral mSoblebs - vidre SemaSfoTeblad.<br />
bolos da bolos, erTi maTi megobari, qarTuli<br />
xalxuri baladis gmiriviT, mdidars arTmevda da<br />
Raribs aZlevda. eg iyo da eg. gnebavT, aklebda<br />
imas, visac ar sWirdeboda da umatebda imas, visac<br />
aklda. anda, mihqonda is, risi fasic patronma ar<br />
icoda da axarjavda imas, vinc ufasebda. mokled,<br />
saxelovan momReral bebias, stalinuri premiis<br />
laureats, romelic fulsa da obligacias ver
ansxvavebda erTmaneTisgan da erTica da meorec<br />
dasta-dasta ewyo TeTreulis karadis Taroebze,<br />
daunaneblad, daundoblad Zarcvavda, raTa<br />
Zmakacebs namcxvriTa da tkbileuliT<br />
gamaspinZleboda muskomediisa Tu operis bufetSi,<br />
Tanac im dros, roca maTi Tanatolebis<br />
umravlesobas Su da ekleri ki ara, Cveulebrivi<br />
puris yua esizmreboda. maT ki sakonditros<br />
Tbili, daSaqruli suni asdiodaT da namcxvris<br />
pudriT yvelas erTnairad hqonda gadaTeTrebuli<br />
nikapi da saulvaSe. ase rom, dRevandelebisgan<br />
gansxvavebiT, sxva damxmare saSualebani,<br />
aRmgznebadi Tu gamTiSveli, arafrad<br />
sWirdebodaT, nametani didi fufuneba iqneboda<br />
maTTvis narkotikuli zmanebani. samagierod, arc<br />
droze adre dadgomian mousavleTis gzas<br />
asmaneTiani samgloviaro gancxadebis amara, sadac<br />
yvelaze bolos mainc gardacvlilia<br />
moxseniebuli - cocxlebTan SedarebiT, iqac<br />
umniSvnelo adgili ukavia, anda, saerTod imitomaa<br />
naxsenebi, erTxel kidev rom SesZlon gadamowmeba<br />
misma cocxalma axloblebma, vin visze win dgas,<br />
vin ufro dasafasebelia maT patara sanaTesavoSi.
magram arc es niSnavs guSindelTa wesierebas.<br />
guSinac SeeZlo nebismier maTgans, vTqvaT, yomarSi<br />
waego puris wignakebi, anda sakuTari bina<br />
gaeZarcva da rac rame ebada, erT ampulaSi<br />
gadaecvala. ubralod, Tavad sibrZnes asaki ara<br />
aqvs, Torem yvela asaks Tavisi gansakuTrebuli<br />
sibrZne gaaCnia. ufro sworad, yvelafers Tavisi<br />
gamgebi sWirdeba. axalgazrdobas guli erCis,<br />
sisxli uCuxCuxebs. Rvino rom duRs, kargi glexi<br />
qvevrTan aTen-aRamebs - aduRebulma Rvinom,<br />
SeiZleba, qvevri gaxeTqos da gaiqces. Tanac<br />
gazafxuli karsaa momdgari. cocxals ki ara,<br />
mkvdars aJrJolebs samareSi. rom amouSvan, amova.<br />
Jami sxvlisa moiwia, xma gvritisa isma qveyanasa<br />
Sina Cvensa, leRvman gamoiRo yvavili Tvisi. magram,<br />
kacma rom Tqvas, axalgazrdobac pirobiTi,<br />
aramyari cnebaa - dRevandeli axalgazrda guSin<br />
yrma iyo, xval Warmagi iqneba da zegindel<br />
axalgazrdaze ityvis, aseTi araferi minaxavso.<br />
marTlac, ras aSaveben dRevandelebi imisTanas,<br />
rac maT papebsac ar daeSavebinoT da rasac maTi<br />
SviliSvilebic ar daaSaveben! didi ambavi, Tuki<br />
erT sakmaod maRali Tanamdebobis pirs sakuTarma<br />
Svilebma pirdapir sawer magidaze... meoris vaJi ki<br />
leningradis romeliRac sastumros nomerSi<br />
ipoves mkvdari - SarvalCaxdili da venaSi<br />
nemsgayrili. mesamisam dedis Savi winda Camoicva<br />
Tavze, mamis monikelebuli pistoleti daiWira<br />
xelSi da bebias daesxa Tavs - bibiloebianad<br />
moaglija babuis naCuqari briliantis sayureebi.<br />
meoTxisa da mexuTisa Seamxanagdnen da meeqvsis<br />
gogo sardafSi gaaupatiures virTxebis Tvalwin.
magram es yvelaferi umal saerTo-sayovelTao<br />
ganwirulobis SegrZnebis bralia - Campal-<br />
CaWaobebuli sardafebidan Savi WiriviT rom<br />
amoitanes da gadagvdes virTxebma - vidre zedmeti<br />
garyvnilebisa (rogorc vTqvaT, sazRvargareT) da<br />
marTlac, ganwirulisa da ganwirulobisgan<br />
Tavgzaabneulis meti, vin gadauxdis amags<br />
ganavliT Tundac yvelaze uRirs mSobels, vin<br />
mokvdeba ase samarcxvinod, vin gamoiCens aseT<br />
sisastikes, vin gaixrwneba ase uimedod... amitomac<br />
minda xolme, Tundac aivnidan gadavZaxo<br />
demonstrantebs - ehei, Tqven, TeTri vardebiT<br />
xeldamSvenebulo gogonebo da gamomwvevad<br />
moRuSulo biWebo-meTqi! Tqveni xnisa <strong>avel</strong>umic<br />
TqvenisTana iyo-meTqi! leqciaze ra gaaCerebda,<br />
mizezi Tu eqneboda quCaSi gamosvlisa, miT ufro -<br />
yovelmxriv sapatio mizezi. ormocdaTeqvsmetSi,<br />
martis dReebi rom mZvinvarebda, rogor ggoniaT,<br />
gazeTis makets adgenda Tu "saqarTvelos moambis"<br />
gadayviTlebul egzempliarebs furclavda<br />
mowiwebiT universitetis biblioTekaSi?!<br />
araferic! isic Tavis weras hyavda atanili, magram<br />
erTi kia, aRar esmoda Tanatolebisa, ufro<br />
sworad, marto mas esmoda TiTqos, rac xdeboda,<br />
ratom xdeboda, radgan Tanatolebisgan<br />
gansxvavebiT, ukve icoda simarTle da Tavisi<br />
simarTlis wyvdiadidan yvelaferi ufro<br />
garkveviT moCanda sicruis sinaTleSi.<br />
rasakvirvelia, simarTlis garkveuli nawili<br />
dRevandelebmac ician albaT, Torem ase naadrevad<br />
ar daberdebodnen, Segnebulad ar daisneulebdnen<br />
Tavs aTasi samamulo Tu importuli seniT, magram
is codna, romelic, jerjerobiT, gaaCniaT, sulis<br />
gasaRizianeblad, asaforiaqeblad,<br />
asamxedrebladaa sakmarisi da ara<br />
dasamSvideblad, anu, sulis Tvalis asaxelad, da<br />
esec umal guSindelebis bralia, vidre maTi:<br />
dedikoc enacvaloT da mamikoc, magram bevrad<br />
ajobebda, jer Tavad garkveuliyvnen isini, sad<br />
cxovrobdnen, visi droSis qveS idgnen, nebiT Tu<br />
uneblieT, droebiT Tu samudamod, da mere<br />
miesajaT SvilebisTvis uzneobiT tkboba da<br />
xelovnur, warmodgenil, klanikisa da<br />
gamosafxizleblis suniT daretianebul<br />
samoTxeSi yuryuti. imaT ki ar ician, grZnoben da<br />
es SegrZneba awuxebT, aforiaqebT yvelaze metad.<br />
magram ver uTqvamT, sityvebi ar yofniT<br />
SegrZnebaTa gamosaxatavad -<br />
nuravicirogorgiTxramokledaseara - magram<br />
imasac grZnoben, mSoblebmac rom ar ician, ra<br />
sWirT, rogor uSvelon TavianT Svilebs da,<br />
uneblieT, kidev ufro Rupaven maT - xo dediko ki<br />
dediko a Seni Wirime - mSobels isini mxolod<br />
uyvars, rac srulebiTac ar aris sakmarisi maT<br />
gadasarCenad. Tanac imdenad uyvars, maTi<br />
gaWinTvisac eSinia, rame ar gaiwyviton mucelSio.<br />
mSobelma mxolod is simarTle uTxra, romelsac<br />
Tavad miakvlia Tavidanve mcdar gzaze<br />
(imperatoris miTiTebul gzaze) Semdgarma da<br />
ZiriTadad cxoveluri alRos amara SeWidebulma<br />
cxovrebis talaxian talRebs, radgan kaci umal<br />
ityvis, iqneb me mainc gamimarTloso, vidre<br />
irwmunebs, masac rom ar gaumarTlebs sxvebiviT.
magram vidre axalgazrda, gogo iqneba Tu biWi,<br />
sinamdviles ver urigdeba, Tundac brmad, Tundac<br />
alalbedze miiswrafvis sinaTlisken, siaxlisken -<br />
ukanonod SobiliviT migdebuli mTavrobis<br />
sasaxlis qvis kibeebze, civ noemberSi, sanTlis<br />
patara alis amara - jer kidev yvelaferi ar<br />
dakargula, anda, advili SesaZlebelia,<br />
yvelaferi Tavidan daiwyos. amitomac modian ase<br />
moRuSulni, ase gafiTrebulni, ase erTnairad<br />
ganrisxebulni. magram, samwuxarod, Tuki Rrmad<br />
CaeZiebi, mrisxanebac ara aqvT saerTo. sxvadasxva<br />
mizeziT arian ganrisxebulni. imperiis<br />
ideologebma ise moxerxebulad gadauadgiles<br />
samizneebi, arc ician da arc ainteresebT, vis<br />
moxvdeba visTvis gankuTvnili tyvia. briyvs misi<br />
ubedurebis mizezi Wkviani hgonia, Raribs -<br />
mdidari, usindisos - patiosani, soflels -<br />
qalaqeli da qalaqels - sofleli... jer cxovreba<br />
wesierad arc dauwyiaT da ukve ixrCobian, aRar<br />
SeuZliaT aqauri haeris sunTqva. arc swavla<br />
undaT, arc muSaoba. araferi ar undaT,<br />
"adamianuri siTbos" meti. SeiZleba, arc arasodes<br />
ugrZvniaT, arc ician, ras niSnavs, da mainc "erTi<br />
bewo adamianuri siTbos" saTxovnelad arian<br />
TiTqos gamosulni Sinidan yvelani. yvelas<br />
erTnairad "adamianuri siTbo" akeria pirze. erTi<br />
maTgani <strong>avel</strong>umsac miadga Sin. laparakisas Tan<br />
tiroda, Tan icinoda, Tan frCxilebs iRrRnida<br />
saxewamonTebuli, Tvalebze TmaCamoSlili. saxe<br />
wesierad arc uCanda. "damSviddi, damenaxve jero" -<br />
eubneboda <strong>avel</strong>umi, magram iman verafriT ver<br />
gadaiwia saxidan Tma. Tmac iseTi hqonda, rogoric
TviTon iyo - jiuti, utexi, daumorCilebeli..<br />
"mSoblebis daxocva minda da ras mirCevTo" -<br />
sruliad seriozulad uTxra <strong>avel</strong>ums, xolo<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma rom Seicxada, mSoblebs ras erCio, imaTi<br />
bralia yvelaferi, imaTma simxdalem, imaTma<br />
sibriyvem Cagvyara am dReSio - miaxala<br />
gazepirebuliviT da <strong>avel</strong>umi cotaTi damSvidda,<br />
mixvda, tyuoda - simxdalisTvis da sibriyvisTvis<br />
arvin klavs mSobels. <strong>avel</strong>umis SesaSfoTeblad,<br />
zemoqmedebis mosaxdenad laparakobda ase, rac<br />
TviTonve daadastura, radgan rogorc ki maTi<br />
saubris "saqmiani nawili" moTavda, mogonili<br />
sevdiTa da sinanuliT moayola: nuTu ar SeiZleba,<br />
mec damiTmoT cotaodeni siTboo, xolo <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
SekrTomam kidev ufro gaaxalisa da ufro Tamamad<br />
gadavida Setevaze: Tqven imdeni siTbo gaqvT, arc<br />
Seetyoba, me ki swored adamianuri siTbo mWirdeba<br />
axla, Tavi isev adamianad rom vigrZnoo. saerTod,<br />
kaci fxizlad unda iyos, Tvalze Tvali da yurze<br />
yuri gamoibas - TviTonac ar ician, rodis ras<br />
Caidenen da, imave dros, yvelafris Casadenad mzad<br />
arian yovel wuTas. ufro saSiSni arian, vidre<br />
sacodavni, magram <strong>avel</strong>ums mainc sibraluliTa da<br />
TanagrZnobiT ewvoda guli. Tumca, Rrmad iyo<br />
darwmunebuli, marTla pativis misagebad ki ar<br />
mividnen masTan, Tundac, rogorc ufrosTan,<br />
aramed mosasinjad, Sesamowmeblad, misi<br />
damcirebac SeiZleboda Tu ara. RmerTma qnas,<br />
meSlebodes, meCvenebodes - SiSs didi Tvalebi aqvs<br />
- magram raki <strong>avel</strong>ummac ase ifiqra, raki Tundac<br />
erTxel gahkra klanWi amgvarma eWvma, Tavs veRar<br />
ereoda, gonebas veRar ikrebda, sityvas veRar
imorCilebda da TviTonac ar icoda, ras miedmoedeboda.<br />
Tumca, ara - TviTonac mSvenivrad<br />
icoda, azri ar hqonda laparaks da mainc<br />
laparakobda, ukve gaRizianebuli sakuTari<br />
sibriyviT, miuxvedrelobiT da, uneburad,<br />
sijiutiTve upirispirdeboda sijiutes -<br />
mgznebared, mRelvared imeorebda gacveTil<br />
WeSmaritebebs "adamianur siTbos" raobaze -<br />
Tavgamodebuli amtkicebda, es wyeuli "siTbo"<br />
yvela adamians Tanabrad rom eZleva Tavidanve da<br />
misi amowurva SeuZlebelia, radgan imdenive<br />
gibrundeba, ramdensac gascem. oRond, Tu ar gaeci,<br />
ver miiReb da Tu ver miiReb, ver gascem, rogorc<br />
saxelmwifo ver gascems xelfass, Tuki bankSi<br />
fuli ar Semouva. ase rom... ase rom, vinc adamianur<br />
siTbos Txoulobs, is an Tavs igdebs, an sxvas. an<br />
Tavsac da sxvasac erTnairad, saerTod ar sjera<br />
adamianisa, abuCad igdebs adamians saerTod, raki<br />
imas ki ar fiqrobs, amags Tu ver gadavuxdi<br />
mSobels, ZaRlad mainc Cavagdoo - bolos da<br />
bolos, sxva Tu araferi, imis naSieria, imis<br />
Seqmnilia, imis xatis Sesatyvisad - is aRizianebs,<br />
is ver upatiebia mSoblisTvis, cocxalma rom<br />
gamoaRwia daxvretilTa, SerisxulTa,<br />
gandevnilTa, dakninebulTa, RirsebaayrilTa<br />
aCrdilebidan, sisxlisa da cremlis tborebidan...<br />
Tumca, danaSauli ki ar aris es, saerTo<br />
adamianuri midrekilebaa sicocxlisken. adamiani<br />
ganuwyvetliv ki fiqrobs sikvdilze, magram<br />
maSinac, qvecnobierad, ukvdavebas eswrafvis da<br />
SemTxvevas ar gauSvebs xelidan, Tavisi Tundac<br />
savalalo yofa ar aRbeWdos sadme, rameze, razec
xeli miuwvdeba, qaRaldis nagleji iqneba Tu<br />
fexsadgilis kedeli. magram gindac danaSauli<br />
iyos esec, sad gagonila, mSoblebis daxocvas<br />
apirebde (rac ar unda uvargisi mSoblebi iyvnen<br />
isini) da Tan adamianur siTbos moiTxovde<br />
sxvebisgan?! marTlac dawyebula meored mosvla<br />
da eg aris! ai, aseT sisuleleebs mied-moedeboda<br />
da TviTonve ecineboda sakuTar Tavze, sakuTar<br />
umweobaze, sakuTar Tavazianobaze, bolos da<br />
bolos. is ki, stumari, jer isev moRuSuli<br />
(samyaroze gamwyrali) ijda savarZelSi, magram<br />
ukve TviTonac aSkarad eCoTireboda "niRabi" da<br />
erTi suli hqonda, rodis "moixsnida", rodis<br />
gamoaCenda namdvil saxes, anu, rodis<br />
gauSinaurdeboda sabolood yvelafris momTmen<br />
maspinZels. tyuilad xom ar aris naTqvami, qali<br />
xelisgulze daisvi, Tavze TviTon dagajdebao.<br />
magram ara marto mosawyenia masTan saubari,<br />
aramed Semawuxebelic, rogorc uniWo<br />
iluzionistis gawamawia, iluzionistisa, romlis<br />
erTaderTi mizanic Seni motyuebaa, rasac Tavad<br />
ver axerxebs (uniWobis gamo), magram iZulebuls ki<br />
gxdis (siTavxediT, mourideblobiT), TviTonve<br />
moityuo Tavi, anu, ijde da uyuro, radgan adgoma<br />
da wasvla gerideba, oRond imitom ki ara,<br />
uzrdelobad rom CamogerTmeva, ubralod,<br />
gecodeba Seni motyuebis msurveli, ufro metic,<br />
Tavs damnaSaved grZnob imis winaSe, cdilob<br />
ganazogado, rac imisTvis piradulia, raki isic<br />
rigiTi msxverplia da Tavi revolucioneri hgonia<br />
- mSoblebis mokvlas apirebs - anu "Zvels"<br />
upirispirdeba "axali", uuZvelesi meTodiT. Sen ki
erTaderTi survili gamoZravebs ukve - rogorme<br />
gaagebino, is rom ara xar, visac eZebs, vinc imas<br />
sWirdeba. jer cxovreba wina aqvs, dRes Tu ara,<br />
xval imasac gaumarTlebs, RvTis SewevniT. bolos<br />
da bolos, misi toli biWebi qalis ZebnaSi aTenaRameben<br />
(yovel SemTxvevaSi, unda aTen-aRamebdnen)<br />
da ra RmerTi gauwyrebaT... magram arc gaclis<br />
sityvis damTavrebas, Senze ukeT icnobs im biWebs,<br />
danaxvac aRar unda, Tavi axdili aqvs imaTi<br />
sibriyviT. fih! - imrizeba saWmelSezizRebuli<br />
bavSviviT da Tan nerviulad icinis, ufro<br />
uxerxulobis bolo mijnis dasaZlevad, vidre<br />
saTqmelis Sesarbileblad - fih, videos Taoba,<br />
fih, dedikoebis Svilikoebi, fih, xeliT<br />
gakeTebulebi, xelovnuri rZiT gazrdilebi. iciT,<br />
dedikom ZuZu ar aWama. mkerdi rom ar<br />
dauSnoveboda. samanta foqsi myavdes viTom. sxvebs<br />
eZaxian da TviTon arian goimebi. CaCrian Svils<br />
pirSi italiur sawovaras, Caagdeben germanul<br />
saCoCialoSi da Seatoveben iaponur televizors.<br />
cemi cikvaruli. cemi cikvaruli. TviTon ki, fexi<br />
fexze gadadebulni, Tavisnair goimebTan erTad,<br />
yaviT iTuTqaven pirs da "marlboroTi" ixrCobian.<br />
vtyui? ase ar aris? erTs rom xedavT, meorec unda<br />
dainaxoT. Tqven xom mwerali xarT?! Tqven sxvaze<br />
meti mogeTxovebaT - gaxsenebs Sens daniSnulebas,<br />
mokavSired gixdis, gibevebs momavlisTvis, vinZlo<br />
marTla mieces javris amoyris saSualeba -<br />
mSoblebs ras erCio... rogor Tu ras verCi?!<br />
Zroxis funas ver Seelivnen, daxavsebul Robeyores,<br />
gaberwebul venaxsa da xexils... ux me imaTi!<br />
- Tvalebi ise ubrwyinavs, aSkarad Semsrulebelia
qadilisa. yovel SemTxvevaSi, Sen ukve dagarwmuna,<br />
quCurad rom vTqvaT, "agiyvana" da dabneuli,<br />
damfrTxali fiqrob, rogor, ranairad gaunelo<br />
wlebis manZilze meTodurad Canergili<br />
siZulvili sakuTari sisxlisa da xorcisa. Sens<br />
win Tanamedrove eleqtras qarTuli saxeoba zis,<br />
imperiis ideologiur quraSi gamomwvari, da<br />
mSoblebs vin Civis, arc da-Zmas daindobs, viTom<br />
samarTlianobisa da siyvarulis saxeliT. araTu<br />
mSoblebs, da-Zmasac ar apatiebs Tavis<br />
soflelobas. mSoblebis gulisTvis da-Zmas<br />
daxocavs, da-Zmis gulisTvis - mSoblebs. "me<br />
momkalio - gulwrfelad uTxra <strong>avel</strong>umma - Tu ki me<br />
sxvebze meti momeTxovebao - TviTonac Seaxsena<br />
Tavisi daniSnuleba - ... da Svebas Tu ver igrZnob,<br />
mere damakali zed mSoblebic da da-Zmaco" -<br />
gaucina Semrigeblurad, oRond, mRelvarebisgan<br />
ybamoqceulma da Tvalebawrialebulma. TiTqos<br />
erTmaneTs ki ar cdidnen, erTmaneTis amocnobas ki<br />
ar cdilobdnen, erTobodnen, xumrobdnen,<br />
ixangrZlivebdnen sasiamovno Sexvedras. isic<br />
maSinve ahyva "xumrobaSi". kidev ufro gaubrwyinda<br />
Tvalebi, Tumca, isev daZabuli ijda savarZelSi,<br />
isev savarZlis saxelurebs Cafrenili<br />
daZabulobisgan gadaTeTrebuli TiTebiT, TiTqos<br />
ZaliT upirebdnen savarZlidan ayenebas - eg droc<br />
mova, pativcemulo mweraloo - Sescina imanac<br />
warbis gauxsnelad - Tqvenc mogekiTxebaT pasuxi,<br />
Tundac Cemi gawbilebisTviso - da mere isev<br />
ubodiSod gaimeora ukve bevrjer Tqmuli: "Tqven<br />
xom ar iciT, rogor gvWirdeba Tqveni Tanadgomao",<br />
da "aRar SeiZleba ase cxovrebao" da "ZilSic sul
imas velodebi, rodis damtuqsavs viRacao" da<br />
"visi ra saqmea, me rogor gavivli quCaSio" da "is<br />
urCevniaT, Tavs mixedono" da "dustiT gabruebul<br />
tarakanebiviT rom daborialobeno" da "irgvliv<br />
iseTi sicarielea, ymuili mogindeba ZaRliviTo"<br />
da sxva aTasi amgvari maRalfardovani, poeturi<br />
braldeba gadmoafrqvia Tavze enaCavardnil<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums, romelsac gindac eTqva, mainc ver<br />
gaagebinebda, arafers rom ar ambobda axals, isic<br />
Zvels axlad asaRebda mxolod, radgan yvelani ase<br />
varT, yvela Cvengani raxania ZaRliviT ymuis Tavis<br />
sakuTar "sicarieleSi". adamiani xom im<br />
sicarielis ganuyofeli nawilia, romliTac<br />
garemoculia gaCenis dRidan, anu, Tavadac<br />
sicarielea, yvelafris gamtarebeli - ara marto<br />
wylisa da sakvebisa, aramed sinaTlisac,<br />
sibnelisac, sicxisac, sicivisac, Tovlisac,<br />
qarisac, danisac, tyviisac, simxecisac,<br />
matareblisac, TviTmfrinavisac, avtobusisac,<br />
troleibusisac, metrosic, yvela markis<br />
avtomanqanisac, Cveulebrivi gamvlelebisac,<br />
rentgenisac, lazerisac, denisac, nebismieri<br />
gamosxivebisac, nebismieri izmisac, micinisac,<br />
ciklinisac... mokled, yvelafrisa, riTac<br />
sicarielis, anu abelis saflavis amovsebas<br />
vcdilobT abelis mkvlelobidan moyolebuli,<br />
magram amaod, radgan sicariele yvelafers itevs,<br />
iTavisebs, anda gacilebiT metia, vidre Cven<br />
vawarmoebT, mogvyavs, vqmniT, vaSenebT,<br />
vakowiwebT...
magram is uceb wamodga savarZlidan,<br />
moulodnelad, Sublze akoca <strong>avel</strong>ums, rogorc<br />
ufrosma umcross, pedagogma - mowafes, da karisken<br />
wavida (madloba RmerTs!). damcinavi Rimili jer<br />
isev dasTamaSebda tuCebze da beWebSi gangeb<br />
ixreboda, ufro uSno gamovCnde, vidre<br />
sinamdvileSi varo. mxarze ki jinsis gaZenZili<br />
naWridan Sekerili CanTa ekida, RvTis glaxasaviT.<br />
magram mainc Zneli dasajerebelia, kacobriobis<br />
panaSvids rom eswrebi. SeiZleba, ena win<br />
gviswrebdes, cotas vazviadebdeT kidec, magram<br />
aSkaraa da mondomebuli kaci SeuiaraRebuli<br />
TvaliTac dainaxavs, mTeli samyaro (ukeTesica da<br />
uaresic, Tavisufalica da damonebulic) erTi<br />
safexuriT rom dadablda uceb, Cvens Tvalwin,<br />
erTbaSad (erTbaSad?) da raRacnairad daglaxakda<br />
im saxelganTqmul parizel kloSarTa<br />
STamomavaliviT, maincdamainc, <strong>avel</strong>umi rom<br />
gadaeyara SarvalCaxdils, Tavis sicocxleSi<br />
saerTod pirvelad gasuli sazRvargareT, Tanac<br />
sul ramdenime dRiT da ori mudmivi meTvalyuris<br />
TanxlebiT, romelTa SiSiTac (SeiZleba -<br />
xaTriTac) umal cnobismoyvare turistad<br />
cdilobda Tavis warmoCenas, vidre usasrulo<br />
molodiniT gawamebul da, bolos da bolos,<br />
sawadelaRsrulebul mijnurad.
parizis erT myudro, Tbilisurad Cawynarebul<br />
quCaze, Tanamedrove kloSars saqveynod<br />
gamoemzeurebina Tavisi saoxro, pornofilmebis<br />
gmiriviT, da mSvidad elodeboda mowyalebas,<br />
gegonebodaT, ase SarvalCaxdils, ese igi,<br />
saerTod wamxdarsa da maTxovrul Rirsebazec<br />
xelCaqneuls, ufro TanaugrZnobdnen<br />
Tanamoqalaqeni. magram me Tu mkiTxavT, Tavad<br />
adamianoba mobezrda adamians, ar gamoadga, ver<br />
moixmara batonma adamma, rogorc Tavad undoda,<br />
da sanagveze moisrola Zveli qudiviT, TiTqos<br />
piTekantropad Tu iqceva isev, ufro iolad<br />
gaitans Tavs Cvens gamxecebul wuTisofelSi,<br />
RvTis Zis nayofieri xorcSesxmidan<br />
aTascxraasoTxmocdacxra wlis Tavze.
mokled, yvela Tavisas Wedavs kidobans, anu,<br />
yvela Taviseburad cdilobs gadarCenas, anu,<br />
yvela erTnairad tyuis, radgan yvelas erTnairad<br />
rcxvenia simarTlis Tqmisa. simarTle ki<br />
namdvilad ufro samarcxvinoa, vidre sazareli,<br />
gindac autaneli. rogorc Tavad gazeTebi<br />
iuwyebian (mikerZoebaSi rom ar CamomerTvas, isev<br />
oficialur cnobebs moviSvelieb mxolod),<br />
nebismier quCaze, Ramis ganmavlobaSi, SeiZleba,<br />
ramdenime adgilas erTdroulad gaCndes erTi da<br />
igive ormo da erTi da igive gamvleli yvela<br />
maTganSi Cavardes erTsa da imave dros. magram, rac<br />
ufro savalaloa, mSveleli Tu gamouCnda,<br />
SeiZleba, arcerT ormoSi aRar aRmoCndes, ufro<br />
sworad, gabezrebulma dazaralebulma aRar<br />
indomos ormodan amosvla, anu, isev<br />
gadamrCenelTa imedze yofna ganuwyvetliv,<br />
gauTaveblad.
gadarCena, saerTod, Zalian bundovani, pirobiTi<br />
cnebaa da, ramdenadac gamomicdia, verasodes ver<br />
ityvi dabejiTebiT, Sen Sveli Tu Sen gSvelian; vin<br />
gadarCa saboloo jamSi da vin ver gadarCa. ase<br />
rom, mxolod RmerTma unda gadawyvitos, saWiroa<br />
Tu ara vinmes gadarCena da Tu saWiroa, isic<br />
migvaniSnos, ra gziTa da ranairad. ufro naTlad<br />
rom vTqvaT, gadasarCenma Tavad unda aRiaros,<br />
viRupebio, Tavad unda giTxras, gTxovos,<br />
miSveleo, Torem, advili SesaZlebelia, Cveni<br />
keTilSobiluri ganzraxva savalalod<br />
damTavrdes da ara marto gadasarCenisTvis,<br />
aramed gadamrCenlisTvisac. vinmes gadarCena imave<br />
dros Tavis gadarCenacaa. ufro metic, jer Tavis<br />
gadarCenaa da mere vinmesi. magram RmerTi Tu ar<br />
Segewia, SeiZleba, kidev ufro mZime dReSi Caagdo<br />
is "vinme", samudamod daRupo, roca uSenod iqneb<br />
marTla gadarCeniliyo. magram, amave dros, Tu ar<br />
scade mainc imis gadarCena, sulerTia, SegiZlia<br />
Tu ar SegiZlia, gaTavebulia Seni saqme. ai, aseT<br />
satanjvelSi agdebs bediswera gadamrCenels da<br />
aseT satanjvelSi iyo Cavardnili <strong>avel</strong>umic.<br />
oRond, ara marto soniasTan dakavSirebiT, aramed<br />
saerTod. rac Seexeba sonias, Tundac marto<br />
imitom ver gadaarCenda <strong>avel</strong>umi, swored <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
gavlenidan, <strong>avel</strong>umis mfarvelobidan Tavis<br />
daRwevas rom Tvlida is gadarCenad da,<br />
Tavgzaabneuli, brmad, uneblieT, abortze did<br />
codvas sCadioda - siyvaruls ifxekda gulidan -<br />
viTom cxovrebis karnaxiT, radgan dedakacis tani<br />
ugrZnobda, sasikeTo da sasargeblo araferi<br />
aRmocendeboda iqidan misi momavali ojaxisTvis.
siyvarulis dauwereli kanoniT, vinc garbis, ara<br />
marto damnaSavea, aramed wagebulic. Tavis droze,<br />
fransuazac gaiqca ase, magram aqamde ver upatiebia<br />
TavisTvis (soniasi ar iyos, imanac ver Sebeda<br />
melanias gvirgvins, ar CaTvala Tavi melanias<br />
tolad da gacla amjobina), aqamde itanjeba<br />
u<strong>avel</strong>umod, aqamde wydeba gzisken Tvali <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
molodinSi, imitom rom... imitom rom, <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
SemTxveva ki ar aris (rogorc, vTqvaT, qalbaton<br />
aisodoras hgonia), aramed - bedia! gveli tyavs<br />
icvlis, qali - kabas, magram beds vercerTi ver<br />
gamoicvlis. garda amisa, <strong>avel</strong>ums mxolod<br />
Seyvareba SeuZlia qalisa, rac igive qalis<br />
ganTavisuflebaa, magram qali (nebismieri, anu,<br />
visac <strong>avel</strong>umis Tavs argunebs RmerTi bedad), amas<br />
maSinve ver xvdeba, anda, Tu xvdeba, es aRizianebs<br />
yvelaze Zalian, im yovlad gasagebi mizezis gamo,<br />
Tavisi miwieri yofis mosawesrigeblad rom aris<br />
mowodebuli bunebisgan - caSi gaWimul weroebs<br />
sakuTari koWli bati urCevnia - amitom, didxans<br />
ver grZnobs, RmerTma rom gamoarCia, qmris<br />
kompanioni ki ar aris, sxva qalebiviT, bedis<br />
msaxuria, rCeulTa, iSviaTTa, iRblianTa msgavsad.<br />
magram, rogorc ukve vTqviT, jer amdens ver xvdeba<br />
da ayvavebuli alublis rtoze dapeplili<br />
CitiviT, gaalmasebuli, gaRonierebuli,<br />
gamamacebuli iSenebs budes. xolo, roca budes<br />
aiSenebs, kvercxebiT amoavsebs da zemodan<br />
gadaefofreba, mereRa iwyebs fiqrs (dro mainc<br />
bevri aqvs - raki dado, unda mixedos kidec<br />
kvercxebs, veRar miatovebs umeTvalyureod,<br />
aseTia misi buneba), mereRa xvdeba, mereRa erkveva
aRac-raRacebSi. am TvalsazisiT, fransuaza,<br />
rasakvirvelia, soniaze SorsmWvreteli, soniaze<br />
Rirseulic aRmoCnda. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki miatova, magram<br />
erTi dRec ar ucxovria u<strong>avel</strong>umod. misi sisxli<br />
da xorci waiyola Tan, am sityvis pirdapiri<br />
mniSvnelobiT - kontrabandasaviT gadaapara<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis geni saxelmwifo sazRvarze, Tavis<br />
saqmeSi gamobrZmedili aTasobiT antipo da indigo<br />
gaacura, radgan misTvis abstraqtuli Svilis<br />
gaCena ki ar iyo mTavari, davuSvaT, siberis<br />
nugeSad, aramed - konkretulad, maincdamainc,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis Svilisa, sul rom Tvalwin hyoloda<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi, ver moexerxebina misi daviwyeba da xan<br />
wamieri, warmavali siZulviliT eginebina, xan ki<br />
maradiuli, gaunelebeli siyvaruliT<br />
mialerseboda Soridan. safrangeTSi dabrunebis<br />
drom rom moawia, ukve kategoriulad moiTxovda<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisgan Svils, rogorc mevaxSe - vals.<br />
qaluri eSmakobiT ki ar texda, ra azrisa iqneboda,<br />
kidev erTi Svili rom gaeCina vinmes misTvis,<br />
aramed garkveviT da naTlad avaldebulebda,<br />
yvelaferi eRona saamisod. is ki ara, emuqreboda<br />
kidec, erTi alJireli naTesavi myavs da imas<br />
movakvlevineb Sens Tavs, Tu ver damaorsulebo.<br />
rasakvirvelia, arc dacinvas erideboda,<br />
moTminebidan rom gamoeyvana, "aemoqmedebina",<br />
"sifxzlis grZnoba" daeClungebina Tavisi Slegi<br />
mijnurisTvis. an Seni kanonieri Svilic ar aris<br />
kanonieri Svili, anda damTavrebula Seni<br />
mamlayinwobao - icinoda yalbad,<br />
doinjSemoyrili. magram bolos mainc moipova,<br />
rac ekuTvnoda da rac guliT ewada, rac igive "gza
xsnisa" iyo misTvis, raTa u<strong>avel</strong>umod darCenils,<br />
ara marto Tavi, siyvarulic gadaerCina da, omSi<br />
daRupuli meuRlis sabralo pensiasaviT, mTeli<br />
sicocxle gamoezoga TavisTvisac da<br />
SvilisTvisac. ara marto puriTa, im siyvaruliTac<br />
gaezarda Tavisi naSieri, ori didi saxelmwifos<br />
lamis ganuwyveteli meTvalyureobis qveS<br />
Casaxuli (maincdamainc, im dros miugzavnidnen<br />
xolme xan liftiors - viRacam gikiTxaT, magram ar<br />
Tqva, vin iyoo; xan santeqnikoss - aba, maCveneT, sad<br />
malavT... hm, hm... sad wveTavs wyalio; xan<br />
saxlmmarTvels - imedia, Cauwerlad aravin<br />
cxovrobs TqvenTano; xan ubnis rwmunebuls -<br />
valdebuli var gagafrTxiloT, Zalian gaxSirda<br />
SemTxvevebi ucxoelTa gaZarcvisa da... hm, hm...<br />
uaresisaco) da, rac mTavaria, maTi, <strong>avel</strong>umisa da<br />
fransuazas siTamamis, sijiutis, bedTan da, aqedan<br />
gamomdinare, saxelmwifos aparatis<br />
sisastikesTan, saxelmwifo sazRvrebis<br />
SeuvalobasTan Seurigeblobis simbolo. ase rom,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisTvis Zneli iyo ufransuazod darCena<br />
mavTulxlarTebis aqeT da, rasakvirvelia, sonia<br />
rom ar gamoCeniliyo, kidev ufro gauWirdeboda.<br />
marTalia, soniam, fransuazas msgavsad, gunebaSic<br />
ver Sebeda melanias gvirgvins, magram fransuazas<br />
adgili ara marto siamovnebiT, aramed garkveuli<br />
uflebamosilebiTac daikava. Tumca, rasac aTi<br />
wlis ganmavlobaSi amayad iferebda, erT dReSi<br />
uaryo, imitom ki ara, Suri rom eZia <strong>avel</strong>umze,<br />
Tundac dagvianebiT, imitom rom qalia, xolo<br />
qarTuli andaza ambobs, qali Tma grZelia da Wkua<br />
mokleo (rac ar unda mokled hqondes Tma
SeWrili). magram misi mxridan ufro didi<br />
usindisoba is aris, viTom sulgrZelad rom<br />
daubruna fransuazas odesRac didi<br />
mRelvarebiTa da gancdebiT warTmeuli adgili.<br />
"Sen Cems garda fransuazac gyavs". axali ambavi!<br />
fransuaza soniamdec hyavda <strong>avel</strong>ums, magram amas<br />
xeli ar SeuSlia imave soniasTvis, gaeziarebina<br />
misi bedi. ufro metic, Tavad sonias hyavda<br />
fransuaza <strong>avel</strong>umze adre. iqamdec "icnobda",<br />
vidre <strong>avel</strong>ums gadaeyreboda. jer kidev skolaSi,<br />
ufro zustad ki, skolis sapirfareSoSi ismenda<br />
legendebs viRac frangi gogos Tavganwirul<br />
siyvarulze, Tanamedrove izoldas warmoudgenel<br />
erTgulebaze, simtkiceze, sijiuteze - marto<br />
grZnobebis amara rom erkineboda, Turme,<br />
uzarmazar, sazarel saxelmwifos, raTa aTasSi<br />
erTxel mainc moexerxebina Tavis siyvarulTan<br />
Sexvedra siyvarulisTvis yvelaze mouwyobel<br />
qveyanaSi. magram sonia imas ver mixvda,<br />
fransuazadan rom amovida TviTonac, rogorc<br />
Tavis droze fransuaza amovida melaniadan.<br />
Cinuri Tojinebis msgavsad, isinic erTmaneTSi<br />
arseboben da erTmaneTidan amodian mxolod. amas<br />
ver mixvda sonia, anda gvian mixvda da aTi wlis<br />
mere iukadrisa is, razedac skolis<br />
sapirfareSoSi pirdaRebuli, gulabagunebuli da<br />
yelSi cremlmowolili ocnebobda. siyvarulis<br />
imperiis SemadgenlobaSi yofnas, aTi wlis mere,<br />
sakuTari, damoukidebeli ojaxis Seqmna amjobina<br />
da, upirveles yovlisa, fransuazas gamo, radgan<br />
fransuazaa misi metoqe da ara melania. melanias<br />
adgili soniasTvisac iseTive miuRweveli iyo
yovelTvis, rogorc fransuazasTvis da amaze arc<br />
erTi ar fiqrobda, anda, ufro swori iqneba Tu<br />
vityviT, oriveni usityvod aRiarebdnen, yvelaze<br />
metad swored melanias rom ekuTvnoda is adgili.<br />
xolo, melania, Tavis mxriv, ara marto<br />
adasturebda danarCeni oris statuss, aramed<br />
aucilebladac miaCnda saerTod siyvarulis<br />
imperiaSi am statusis arseboba. melaniasTvis<br />
klasikuri samkuTxedi igive cxovreba iyo, anu<br />
Cveulebrivi adamianuri urTierTobebis martivi<br />
modeli - TviTon, qmari da qmris sayvareli - da<br />
araviTari mniSvneloba ar hqonda misTvis, "qmris<br />
sayvareli" erTs udrida Tu aTass. amas sonia da<br />
fransuaza aniWebdnen gadametebul mniSvnelobas -<br />
Tu coli ara var, de sayvareli mainc erTaderTi<br />
viyoo, de amaSi mainc nu Cameziarebiano - da aqedan<br />
gamomdinare, sonia <strong>avel</strong>ums ki ara, fransuazas<br />
gaeqca, radgan, bolos da bolos, mixvda, aRiara,<br />
ver moereoda, ver ajobebda verc moTminebiT, verc<br />
RirsebiT. Tmac damarcxebis aRsaniSnavad SeiWra.<br />
damarcxebulad ki sabolood maSin CaTvala Tavi,<br />
roca rkinis saxelmwifom odnav moaduna Tavisi<br />
marwuxebi da SesaZleblad miiCnia <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
gamgzavreba fransuazas qveyanaSi. amis mere soniac<br />
veRarafriT Seakavebda <strong>avel</strong>ums da albaT<br />
pirvelad maSin daiwyo fiqric gaTxovebaze, rac<br />
TavisTavad yvelaze aSkara gamoxatulebaa misi<br />
damarcxebisa. ase rom, fransuazas qveynidan<br />
dabrunebul <strong>avel</strong>ums ukve TmaSeWrili daxvda<br />
aeroportSi. sxva mxriv araferze Setyobia,<br />
gasaqcevad rom iyo gamzadebuli da mxolod<br />
Sesafer SemTxvevas elodeboda. magram rogorc ki<br />
marto darCa sastumros nomerSi, ufro sworad,
ogorc ki <strong>avel</strong>umi abazanaSi Sevida Sxapis<br />
gadasavlebad, maSinve feTianiviT wamovarda<br />
sawolidan da, dediSobilam, magidaze dayril<br />
parizul suraTebs facafuciT dauwyo<br />
Tvaliereba, gegonebodaT, mowyurebuli ZaRli<br />
svleps wvimis danatovar gubeso. ase rom, sonia<br />
ufro adrec gamoeyofoda imperias, "isic" ufro<br />
adre Tu gamoCndeboda horizontze. magram raki<br />
"is" igvianebda, soniac iZulebuli iyo fexi<br />
aeTria, anu ZaRluri sulswrafobiT, facafuciT,<br />
gulisxeTqviT esvlipa, eTvalierebina, STaenTqa<br />
yvelaferi, rac <strong>avel</strong>umisa da fransuazas erTad<br />
yofnas da, aqedan gamomdinare, mis damarcxebas<br />
adasturebda, da mxolod mereRa, ukve "imis"<br />
gamoCenis Semdeg eTqva <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis: Sen Cems<br />
garda fransuazac gyavso - am bnelsa da<br />
mravalazrovan frazaSi Caetia mTeli Tavisi<br />
qaluri sibrZnec da siveragec, guliswyromaca da<br />
sinanulic, verasodes rom ver daedgina <strong>avel</strong>ums,<br />
amSvidebdnen Tu dascinodnen, metoqis<br />
upiratesobas aRiarebdnen Tu niSns ugebdnen imave<br />
metoqes, - Sen ikiTxe, Torem Cven, ase Tu ise, ukve<br />
vuSveleT Tavso. arada, fransuazac gaayola<br />
xels, radgan isini ara marto amodian<br />
erTmaneTidan, brundebian kidec erTmaneTSi.<br />
nebismieri maTgani yvela danarCenis<br />
gansaxierebacaa da mxolod zomiT Tu<br />
gansxvavdeba winamorbedisgan. yovel SemTxvevaSi,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisTvis asea da Tu ar iqneba sonia, ar iqneba<br />
fransuaza, rasakvirvelia, arc melania, da<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis ormocwliani Tavganwiruli brZola<br />
siyvarulis droSiTa da maxviliT, siyvarulis
imperiis Sesaqmnelad, sruli katastrofiT<br />
damTavrdeba - samxedro borotmoqmediviT, anda,<br />
Tu gnebavT, frangi ukvdaviviT, erTadgilian<br />
sakanSi gamoiketeba samudamod, sikvdilamdec da<br />
sikvdilis merec. gana parizis panTeonis yvela<br />
akldama, rkinis cxauriani kariTa da uxeSi<br />
saketiT, sakans ufro ar hgavs, vidre samarxs? im<br />
saknebSi ki mTeli sikvdilis manZilze, anu,<br />
ganusazRvreli vadiT ixdian sasjels, igive<br />
simartoves, siyvarulis saqveynod ganTqmuli<br />
raindebi. marTalia, yvela adamiani<br />
simartovisTvis Cndeba saerTod, dedis mucelSive<br />
eCveva simartoves da, amdenad simartove misTvis<br />
TiTqos bunebrivi mdgomareobac kia, magram vidre<br />
amas mixvdebodes, swored simartovisgan Tavis<br />
daRwevas cdilobs yvelanairad, upirveles<br />
yovlisa ki, siyvarulis meSveobiT, rac garkveuli<br />
drois manZilze gamarjvebis iluziasac ki uqmnis,<br />
oRond mere kidev ufro Zneli, kidev ufro<br />
mtkivneuli xdeba bunebriv mdgomareobaSi<br />
dabruneba, anu, siyvarulis antipodTan Segueba,<br />
anu, sasjelis moxda.
<strong>avel</strong>umis mTeli danaSaulic, vimeoreb,<br />
siyvarulia, mxolod da mxolod, siyvaruli da<br />
araviTari mniSvneloba ara aqvs, erTnairi ZaliT<br />
uyvarda ramdenime qali, Tu erTi da igive qali<br />
uyvarda ramdenjerme, sxvadasxvanairad. magram,<br />
rogorc sCans, esec borotmoqmedeba yofila.<br />
yovel SemTxvevaSi, unda vaRiaroT, rom nebismieri<br />
sisxlis samarTlis danaSauliviT, siyvarulic<br />
abnevs, aforiaqebs, simSvides ufrTxobs ara marto<br />
calkeul adamianebs, aramed mTel sazogadoebas<br />
da, Tqven warmoidgineT, saxelmwifoebsac ki.<br />
magram, me Tu mkiTxavT, <strong>avel</strong>umma maSin daaSava,<br />
fexmZime fransuaza rom gauSva Sin. axlac<br />
Tvalwin midgas imis gakvirvebuli Tu dabneuli,<br />
Semcbari Tu SemkrTali saxe (TviTonac ar eloda<br />
albaT, ase Tu moxdeboda), loyebze RapaRupiT<br />
Camosdioda mduRare cremli, magram mainc<br />
gaRimebas cdilobda, mainc bednierad undoda<br />
moeCvenebina qveynisTvis Tavi (maradiuli<br />
sazrunavi qalebisa). aeroportis kibeze rom<br />
Semobrunda ukanasknelad, xelis dasaqnevad,<br />
vidre gaumWvirvale fardiT dagmanul kars ukan<br />
gauCinardeboda (maSin Seremetievos aeroporti<br />
gacilebiT patara iyo, radgan sazRvargareT<br />
wasvlaca da sazRvargareTidan Camosvlac,<br />
imdroindeli TvalsazrisiT, savsebiT uCveulo,<br />
lamis anomalur movlenaTa ricxvs<br />
ganekuTvneboda), paltos kalTa gadaewia da<br />
muceli ufro daetyo. "derefnis bolos aivanze<br />
gadiT da iqidan kidev dainaxavT, vidre<br />
TviTmfrinavSi Cajdebodeso" - uTxra <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
aeroportis TanamSromelma, Tavfexianad lurjad
gamowyobilma gogom. etyoba, mis saxeze amoikiTxa,<br />
rac mis gulSi xdeboda. "erTxel kidev dainaxavT".<br />
xandaxan ra adamianurad laparakoben adamianebi,<br />
ramdeni sixarulis moniWeba SeuZliaT ubralo,<br />
Cveulebrivi sityvebiT, Tuki im sityvebs ZaliT,<br />
ganurCevlad ki ar mouyrian Tavs, aramed<br />
bunebrivi TanamimdevrobiT daalageben<br />
erTmaneTis gverdiT: kidev erTxel dainaxav! meore<br />
wuTas <strong>avel</strong>umi ukve aivanze idga da aeroportis<br />
vrcel moedans gadahyurebda. civi, susxiani qari<br />
saxeSi scemda, sunTqvas uSlida da cxare<br />
cremlebiT atirebda, magram morCilad iTmenda<br />
yvelafers, vidre isini gamoCndebodnen - erTi<br />
TviTmfrinavis mgzavrebi - erTi cixidan meore<br />
cixeSi gadasayvani patimrebiviT rigSi Camdgrebi,<br />
mobuzulni, maRla aweul sayeloebSi CayuJulni,<br />
erTmaneTis zurgebs amofarebulni, aq, sazRvars<br />
aqeT gatarebuli drois ganmavlobaSi ucxo<br />
elferdakargulni, ukve TiTqmis Cvennairni da<br />
saqmiani, gawkepili, nebismieri gaugebrobisTvis<br />
marad mzad myofi stiuardesas meTvalyureobiT<br />
mimavalni daTovlili, veragulad gatrunuli<br />
TviTmfrinavisken. fransuazac maT Soris<br />
miabijebda - damarcxebuli, gulmokluli, beds<br />
Seguebuli, erTxel kidev damorCilebuli<br />
gangebis nebas. frangebi miCveulni arian moskovis<br />
ase datovebas, magram arc fransuazas swydeboda<br />
guli moskovze da arc <strong>avel</strong>umi gaxldaT rusuli<br />
armiis kidev erTi qarTveli generali,<br />
daufiqreblad rom momkvdariyo misTvis. masac<br />
jibeSi edo bileTi, oRond sul sxva<br />
TviTmfrinavze, erTi saaTis Semdeg misi
TviTmfrinavic mowydeboda moskovis miwas, oRond<br />
sxva, Sinauri tusaRebisTvis gankuTvnil<br />
aeroportSi da oriveni lamis erTdroulad<br />
aRmoCndebodnen ukidegano, usazRvro, umijno,<br />
uSlagbaumo, umavTulxlarTo caSi, garkveuli<br />
drois manZilze, oRond, sxvadasxva mxares<br />
Sebrunebulni: erTi parizisken, sadac Zveleburad<br />
uyvars da elodeba, meore ki - Tbilisisken, sadac<br />
datyvevebuli nadiriviT SfoTavs, borgavs Tavis<br />
oTaxSi da, rac yvelaze Semzaravia, grZnobs<br />
rogori zedmetia aqac, sakuTar WerqveS. ubralod,<br />
aRar SeuZlia ise cxovreba, rogorc aqamde<br />
cxovrobda. gardaqmnis zarma Semohkra da isic<br />
unda Cayuryumalavdes sakuTar sulSi. ufro<br />
sworad, aRar SeuZlia bolTas scemdes gembanze<br />
(miT ufro rom, gemidan mxolod is gembaniRa<br />
darCa), zurgze xelebdawyobili, roca marto gemi<br />
ki ara, samyaro iRupeba. ufleba aRar aqvs<br />
Zveleburad cxovrebisa. Tumca, rogor unda<br />
icxovro Zveleburad, gindac SegeZlos, roca<br />
aRaraferi darCa irgvliv Zveleburi, Tvalma da<br />
sulma Tavisad rom icnos. amas rom vwer, quCaSi<br />
didi demonstracia midis, mopirdapire saxlis<br />
aivanze ki dedabrebi cekvaven Wreli WinWebis<br />
frial-frialiT. ar vici, ratom, magram saSinlad<br />
mafrTxobs, magangaSebs saerTo kalapotSi<br />
moqceuli xalxis niaRvris yru guguni da<br />
gaurkveveli SeZaxilebi. yvela sakuTari<br />
miznebisken miiswrafvis, yvela sakuTar<br />
ganzraxvas malavs da yvela sakuTar kidobanSi<br />
Seketvas apirebs. axlovdeba gansacdeli. kargi
araferi mohyveba amas. ase iyo<br />
ormocdaTeqvsmetSic...
ase duRda da gadmoduRda maSinac qalaqi.<br />
TavaSvebuli, galaRebuli mowafeebi motacebul<br />
saxelmwifo manqanebs aRma-daRma daaqrolebdnen<br />
da Tan gahyvirodnen: gamodiT, gamodiT,<br />
gamodiTo... aravin gekiTxeboda, Senc gulze<br />
gexata Tu ara beladi. brbo siyvarulsac<br />
gavaldebulebda. magram <strong>avel</strong>umma ukve meti icoda,<br />
vidre, vTqvaT, sami wlis win, roca TanatolebTan<br />
erTad isic sapatio yaraulSi idga ZaZebSi Casmul<br />
suraTTan, damwyebi poetis sijiutiT iWerda tuCze<br />
kbils, qviTinis Sesakaveblad, da lekvuri<br />
aRtacebiT Sescqeroda Cveni drois yvelaze<br />
mrisxane reqtors, mamaSvilurad rom gvamxnevebda<br />
"didi saerTo ubedurebis Jams" da Tavad<br />
gvaZlevda magaliTs vaJkacuri glovisa. magram<br />
sami wlis Semdeg, "saukunis sikvdiliT" mogvrili<br />
SeZrwuneba, aranakleb SemaZrwunebelma<br />
gamofxizlebam Seucvala. gadasaxlebidan<br />
dabrunebulma mSoblebma, etyoba, ukve<br />
momzadebulad CaTvales simarTlis gasagebad,<br />
anda SeeSindaT, vaiTu ukeTesi SemTxveva aRar<br />
mogveceso da, SeZlebisdagvarad (ZiriTadad,<br />
erTmaneTs uSlidnen, erTmaneTs awyvetinebdnen<br />
sityvas) gaarkvies, ase da asea saqme da axla Sen<br />
ici da Senma Wkua-gonebamo. imasac, sabednierod,<br />
imdeni Wkua-goneba kidev aRmoaCnda, swori arCevani<br />
gaekeTebina (rac, sxvaTa Soris, yvelam ver SesZlo<br />
cota mogvianebiTac), davrdomil, dasaxiCrebul,<br />
SiSisgan dauZlurebul mSoblebsa da milionTa<br />
gulTampyrobels Soris. ubeduri rom var, ki ar<br />
unda momatyuo, bednieri xaro, unda gamarkvio,<br />
ratom var ubeduri. mSoblebma gaarkvies, beladma
ki - vera. amitom, is dReebi gareT ki iyo isic (rac<br />
mTavaria, Tavis fexmZime meuRlesTan erTad), xan<br />
ZeglTan idga, xan moedanze, magram aRar<br />
TanaugrZnobda Tanatolebs, aRar esmoda maTi<br />
(albaT ojaxs rom iyo ukve mokidebuli), piriqiT,<br />
aRizianebdnen kidec isini TavianTi bneli<br />
erTgulebiT, uazro simamaciT, fanatikuri<br />
sibeciT - rusebs Tu ar sWirdebaT, Cven<br />
CamoviyvanoT molotovi da mefed davisvaTo...<br />
imazedac ki bWobdnen, Tu sad unda ekurTxebinaT<br />
mefed - sionsa Tu sveticxovelSi.<br />
magram yvelaferi mogonilia imasTan, rac<br />
piradad, martom ganicada da gadaitana <strong>avel</strong>umma<br />
im dReebSi. gaxsenebac jojoxeTia, magram mainc<br />
unda gavixseno, Tundac imitom, Tqvenc rom<br />
darwmundeT, ramdenad swori viyavi, amdeni xani,<br />
Tavs rom varidebdi im ambebis gaxsenebas.
melania, rogorc ukve vTqvi, fexmZimed gaxldaT,<br />
magram sul cota, dReSi orjer mainc unda<br />
gamosuliyvnen Sinidan, orjer mainc unda<br />
daexedaT, ra xdeboda moedansa Tu sanapiroze.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi da melania saerTod SeCveulni iyvnen<br />
quCa-quCa xetials, magram axla ukve col-qmari<br />
erqvaT da meti TavdaWeriloba moeTxovebodaT.<br />
Tanac, fexmZime qals sifrTxilec meti marTebs,<br />
dawynarebuli iqneba qveyana Tu areuli. "ra unda<br />
fexmZime qals mitingzeo" - swuxda <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
dedac, magram maT zurgs ukan, maT rom ar gaegoT<br />
da ar swyenodaT. magram isini, TavianTi WkuagonebiTa<br />
da guneba-ganwyobilebiT, jer kidev<br />
momTabareni iyvnen, usaxlkaroni, da erT adgilze,<br />
gindac marTla maTi sakuTreba yofiliyo is<br />
adgili, fexis mokideba uWirdaT. arc isaa<br />
gamoricxuli, swored fexmZimobis gamo rom ver<br />
Cerdeboda melania Sin, erTi suli hqonda,<br />
TvalnaTliv daenaxvebina yvelasTvis,<br />
ucnobisTvisac da nacnobisTvisac, Tu rogori<br />
brwyinvale gamarjvebiT daegvirgvinebina sakmaod<br />
gaWianurebuli "omi", rac faqtiurad, erTi<br />
dausrulebeli paemani iyo, cis qveS, nebismier<br />
amindSi, rasakvirvelia, dRisiT yvelaze myudro<br />
da RamiT yvelaze Cabnelebul quCaze; erTi da<br />
igive filmi iyo, TavisTavad cxadia, naalafari,<br />
siyvarulze gadaRebuli da aucileblad marika<br />
rokis, dina durbinis an janet makdonaldis<br />
monawileobiT, oRond, uTvalavjer da nawyvetnawyvet<br />
nanaxi qalaqis sxvadasxva kinoTeatrSi;<br />
erTi saerTo Cauwynarebeli SimSili iyo, pirvel<br />
rigSi, erTmaneTisa da mere yvelafrisa, rac maT
garSemo arsebobda an ar arsebobda saerTod,<br />
rasac im wuTas ganicdidnen anda momavalSi unda<br />
ganecadaT, jerjerobiT, mxolod maT<br />
warmodgenaSi arsebuli, magram iseve mZafrad<br />
sasurveli, rogorc quCis naTuris Suqze<br />
gadaTvlili xurda fuliT nayidi cxeli puri da<br />
nivriani Zexvi. garda amisa, melaniac grZnobda<br />
albaT, muceli rom uxdeboda (rasac ver vityviT<br />
fransuazaze - quCaSi ver gavsulvar, gombeSos<br />
davemsgavseo - werda parizidan <strong>avel</strong>ums) da esec<br />
sul gareT yofnas avaldebulebda. Cqari siaruli<br />
icoda, welgamarTuli, TavaRerili. TiTqos<br />
sadRac mieCqarebao. ar SeiZleboda, ar SegemCniaT.<br />
sxvaTaSoris, erTxel, tramvaidan mohkra Tvali<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma da guli gadauqanda, iseTi sanaxavi iyo,<br />
STambeWdavi, mniSvnelovani, mdidruli, vTqvaT,<br />
yurZnis lamazi, savse, srulyofili mtevaniviT ki<br />
ara, miwaze uxvad daxvavebuli yurZeniviT.<br />
Rirseulad eWira Tavi, SeSnovebuli hqonda Tavisi<br />
mdgomareoba. gegonebodaT, saqmeze ki ar gamosula<br />
Sinidan, bisze gamouxmiaT kulisebidano. <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
ki, Tanakursel gogosTan erTad, tramvais ukana<br />
baqanze idga, sarkmlis mtvrian minas<br />
cxvirmiWyletili (tramvaiSi Tagvi kuds ver<br />
moiqnevda), mgoni cota mowonda kidec Tavisi<br />
Tanamgzavri, magram maSinRa gaaxsenda misi<br />
arseboba, sadRac, yurTan rom amoiknavla iman,<br />
sevdian-Surianad: ra lamazi coli gyavso.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis lamaz cols ki elvare yviTeli naWris<br />
Txeli kaba-kostumi ecva, fexmZimobisTvis<br />
Sekerili (etyoba, es ambavi martis mere moxda,<br />
melanias fexmZimobis bolo fazaSi), xalvaTad,
Tavisuflad satarebeli da, Cveulebisamebr,<br />
amayad welgamarTuli moabijebda, mTeli quCa Tan<br />
mohqonda TiTqos - ai, SemomxedeT, kanonierada var<br />
daorsulebuli, Cemi kanonieri meuRle damwyebi<br />
poeti gaxlavT, magram amJamad romeliRac Tavis<br />
Tanakursel gogonasTan erTad sadiplomoze<br />
muSaobs da, TavisTavad cxadia, leqsebisTvis ar<br />
scaliao. meuRlis siamaye da Tavdajerebuloba<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umsac gadaedo raRacnairad da, erTi piroba,<br />
Caxtomac daapira tramvaidan, magram ratomRac,<br />
moerida, imdenad uRimRamo, imdenad sacodavi<br />
eCvena uceb Tavisi Tanamgzavri melaniasTan<br />
SedarebiT. melania TiTqos saerTod imitom<br />
gamosuliyo im dRes Sinidan, ase "mSvidobianad",<br />
sityvis uTqmelad da TiTis gaunZrevlad<br />
gasworeboda Tavis kidev erT SesaZlebel metoqes,<br />
ufro sworad, misi TvalsazrisiT, am uaRresad<br />
sapatio wodebisTvis kidev erT Seuferebel<br />
kandidats. samagierod, RirseulT (arasodes<br />
SeSlia, sxvaTaSoris), araTu iTmenda, yovelTvis<br />
gulwrfelad TanaugrZnobda da xelmwifuri<br />
SemwynareblobiTac ki iyo maT mimarT ganwyobili.<br />
erTxel - aRar maxsovs, rogor aRmovCndiT yvelani<br />
erTad restoranSi - isa da fransuaza<br />
sapirfareSodan rom mobrundnen, yovelgvari<br />
TvalTmaqcobisa da qvena ganzraxvis gareSe uTxra<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums: kargi gogo yofila, mecodeba Sens<br />
xelSio. <strong>avel</strong>umi CaxtomiT ar Camxtara tramvaidan,<br />
magram Tvali wamiTac ar mouSorebia<br />
melaniasTvis, vidre kidev SeiZleboda misi<br />
gamorCeva xalxis Wrel mdinareSi. Tumca, merec<br />
mTeli qalaqi elvare yviTeli laqebiT iyo<br />
misTvis savse, saiTac ar unda gaexeda.
sabednierod, im sabediswero saRamos melania<br />
Sin darCa. TviTonve daezara gamosvla, kargad ver<br />
grZnobda Tavs, albaT gacivda sanapiroze,<br />
beladis ZeglTan, sadac xalxi dilidan<br />
saRamomde idga fexmoucvlelad da kargadac<br />
erToboda: mRerodnen, cekvavdnen, dgamdnen<br />
scenebs sxvadasxva speqtaklebidan, ra Tqma unda,<br />
"beladis" monawileobiT, ZaliT moyvanil<br />
gamoCenil cocxal poetebs akiTxebdnen beladze<br />
daweril leqsebs da, rac mTavaria,<br />
laparakobdnen, laparakobdnen gauTaveblad<br />
(rogorc dRes), erTsa da imaves. magram, ramdenic<br />
ar unda elaparakaT, bolos mainc yvela<br />
erTnairad moiTxovda molotovis Camoyvanas,<br />
Tanac dauyovnebliv. mokled, aTas raimes gaigebda<br />
kaci, magram marti mainc martia da SeiZleba ise<br />
gacivde, verc gaigo. tyuilad xom ar aris<br />
naTqvami, vidre marti win gidevs, zamTars nurc<br />
aqeb da nurc aZagebo. ase rom, im saRamos <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
umelaniod gamovida quCaSi, albaT pirvelad<br />
bolo xuTi wlis manZilze, da daisaja kidec.
vidre tramvai ZnelaZeze Cauxvevda, iqamdec<br />
icoda, raRac didi ubedureba momxdariyo<br />
qalaqSi. TvalSisacemad uCveulo, arabunebrivi<br />
sicariele da siCume gamefebuliyo irgvliv -<br />
marto im tramvais xma ismoda (da is xmac kidev<br />
uaresad amZafrebda, kidev ufro xelSesaxebs<br />
xdida saerTo sicarielesac da siCumesac),<br />
romlis erT-erTi mgzavri TviTonac iyo, ufro<br />
sworad, romlis kibezec ekida, magram imitom ki<br />
ara, bileTis fuli daezoga amjeradac - es<br />
TavisTavad, damwyebi poetis gamosarCevi niSani<br />
xom jer siRaribea da mere misi niWiereba Tu<br />
uniWoba. - ubralod, ase erCia, ra wamsac<br />
moundeboda, im wams Caxteboda tramvaidan. is iyo,<br />
ZnelaZeze unda CaexviaT, moednis mxridan<br />
viRaceebi rom gamocvivdnen yviriliT: dagvxoces,<br />
dagvxoceso, da Tavad xmam ufro Sezara - ekalma<br />
daayara uceb mTels tanze, rogorc cirkSi<br />
emarTeboda xolme bavSvobisas, raime saxifaTo<br />
nomris win - vidre cnobam, romelic im xmam<br />
moiyola Tan. amgvari cnobisTvis albaT yvelani<br />
mzad iyvnen metnaklebad. bolos da bolos, mTeli<br />
kvira grZeldeboda areuloba qalaqSi, sadac jer<br />
kidev guSin daukiTxavad Citi ver gadafrindeboda<br />
totidan totze. ase rom, raRacis, msgavsis<br />
molodini qvecnobierad yvelas gvqonda,<br />
vutydebodiT Tu ar vutydebodiT Tavs.<br />
xelisuflebisganac ukve sakmaod viyaviT<br />
momzadebulni saamisod. yovel SemTxvevaSi, am cis<br />
qveS da am miwaze dabadebul adamians arafriT ar<br />
SeiZleba ar axasiaTebdes Tundac biologiuri<br />
molodini da mzadyofna nebismier ubedurebasTan
Sesaxvedrad. magram iseTi xma, tramvais kibeze<br />
Camokidebuls rom moesma, aRarasodes gaugonia<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums da rogorc ar unda ecada, miaxlovebiTac<br />
ver aRwerda xolme sasowarkveTis, ganwirulobis,<br />
sibeCavisa Tu SiSis im amazrzen nazavs,<br />
narwyeviviT rom tovebda is (xma) gzadagza, yoveli<br />
xisa Tu lampionis Ziras, yovel sadarbazosTan,<br />
yvela sarkmelsa Tu vitrinaze.
operis asaxvevTan armisuli, tramvaidan Caxta<br />
da, rom ityvian, pirdapir xaxaSi Cauvarda Tavis<br />
bedisweras. TiTqos Sinidan gamosvlamdec icoda,<br />
sad daelodeboda da TiTqos saerTod imitom<br />
gamosuliyo Sinidan, Tanac umelaniod,<br />
maincdamainc, imas rom gadahyroda. pirvelad<br />
mTvrali egona. eleqtronis boZs Semoxveoda<br />
orive xeliT. loyac zed mieWira da iRimeboda, mas<br />
uRimoda, oRond, damnaSave, damorcxvebuli Tu<br />
gawbilebuli kacis RimiliT. Tumca, advili<br />
SesaZlebelia, <strong>avel</strong>ums moeCvena ase, aseTad<br />
warmoidgina ufro adre, jer kidev haerSi, miwaze<br />
daxtomamde, vidre gaCerdeboda, dainaxavda,<br />
aRiqvamda da mixvdeboda, araviTar simTvraleze<br />
da araviTar Rimilze rom ar SeiZleboda<br />
laparaki. ukve sikvdils gaeJRinTa. imdenad<br />
fxizeli iyo, landi gasdioda, gamWvirvale<br />
gaexada sifxizles. saxe ar hqonda saerTod. saxis<br />
nacvlad aranormalurad gaxelili, ufro<br />
sworad, TiTqos ukiduresobamde ZaliT gawelili<br />
TvalebiRa darCenoda, ori uswormasworo Wrili,<br />
xvreli, ormo - awrialebuli, asisinebuli,<br />
gaToSili sicarieliTa da arafriT savse.<br />
miSveleo - daigmina, daikvnesa, daixriala<br />
erTdroulad. Tumca, uTqmeladac etyoboda<br />
saSvelad rom hqonda saqme. mSveleli Wirdeboda<br />
mxolod. cal fexze idga. meore mas aRar<br />
ekuTvnoda aSkarad. rac mTavaria, fexsac aRar<br />
gavda. sisxliT galumpul Sarvlis totianad,<br />
usicocxlod dasTrevda miwaze. etyoba, tyvias<br />
barZayis Zveli daefSxvna da mxolod gadatyaul,<br />
gatitvlebul kunTzeRa ekida xorcis masa, rac
adre albaT misi meore fexi iyo. ra gqvia, ra gvari<br />
xaro - hkiTxa <strong>avel</strong>umma ramdenjerme, vidre<br />
eleqtronis boZze miyinulsa Tu miduRebul<br />
xelebs ZaliT gaaSvebinebda da iRliaSi<br />
Seudgeboda. an <strong>avel</strong>umis xma ar esmoda imas, an<br />
saWirod ar Tvlida Tavisi vinaobis gamxelas<br />
(SeiZleba, gamxelis Rirsadac ar Tvlida sakuTar<br />
vinaobas). gaognebuli da agangaSebuli, misamarTs<br />
imeorebda mxolod - orbelianis sami. meore<br />
sarTuli. orbelianis sami. meore sarTulio - ukan<br />
sisxlis sakmaod farTo kvali mosdevda, iatakis<br />
sarecxi tilo rom tovebs skolis kibeebsa Tu<br />
derefnebSi. <strong>avel</strong>ums qoSini auvarda, magram albaT<br />
ufro mRelvarebisa da SiSisagan, vidre<br />
daRlilobisagan. mTeli arsebiT ki undoda<br />
miSveleboda, magram ukve grZnobda, marto ar<br />
eyofoda am saqmes. Tan, misda samarcxvinod,<br />
eSinoda kidec mis imedze, mis anabara darCenili<br />
da tkivilebisgan sanaxevrod Wkuaze gadamcdari<br />
biWisa. misi kbila iqneboda, an erTi-ori wliT<br />
umcrosi, magram saxeSi ver Seexeda, erideboda<br />
ratomRac, TiTqos misi mizeziT Cavardniliyo am<br />
dReSi, anda TiTqos marTlac ar hqonda imas saxe,<br />
saxelisa da gvaris msgavsad. im wuTas yvelaferze<br />
wavidoda, oRond is satanjveli aecdina rogorme<br />
Tavidan da, imave dros, aravin da araferi aRar<br />
axsovda, im biWis, im biWis misamarTis da sakuTari<br />
Tavis meti, TiTqos mxolod isiniRa<br />
darCeniliyvnen qveyanaze da ara marto misamarTi,<br />
yvelaferi saerTo hqondaT: eldac, SiSic,<br />
mizanic, survilic, ocnebac, imedic, sicocxlec,<br />
sikvdilic... magram im oridan romeli iyo
gadasarCeni da romeli gadamrCeneli, bolomde<br />
gaurkveveli darCa <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis. ubralod, is<br />
biWi ufro axlos idga sikvdilTan da, amdenad,<br />
Zalauneburad, <strong>avel</strong>ums unda etvirTa mSvelelis<br />
mZime tvirTi. ufro valdebuli iyo ase<br />
moqceuliyo, vidre mowodebuli. daRliTac male<br />
daiRala, radgan yoveli nabijis gadadgma did<br />
sulier da fizikur daZabvas moiTxovda misgan<br />
(orivesgan). garda imisa, rom "tvirTs" garkveuli<br />
wona hqonda, jer kidev edga suli, jer kidev gonze<br />
iyo, jer kidev stkioda, jer kidev itanjeboda,<br />
jer kidev raRaca eimedeboda Zalian da jer kidev<br />
viRacisken miiswrafoda mTeli arsebiT. xolo<br />
amis codna, ufro zustad ki, amis SegrZneba, ki ar<br />
exmareboda <strong>avel</strong>ums mZime movaleobis<br />
aRsrulebaSi, kidev ufro aferxebda, borkavda,<br />
kidev ufro asustebda, ramdenadac moqmedebaze<br />
metad, fiqrsa da gansjas avaldebulebda - ra eqna,<br />
ra eRona, ra wyalSi Cavardniliyo, zedmetad rom<br />
ar gaetanja is, misi "tvirTi". asi metric ar<br />
eqnebodaT gavlili, romeliRac sadarbazoSi<br />
kibeze dasva da daubara, nu geSinia, axlave<br />
movalo. imas araferi uTqvams, iolad Seelia.<br />
albaT esiamovna dajdoma. wynarad ijda da<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umiviT qoSinebda isic, TvaldaxuWuli,<br />
sakuTar mxarze TavCamovardnili.
kolmeurneobis moedanTan <strong>avel</strong>umi samxedro<br />
patruls gadaeyara. ufro sworad, isini daewivnen<br />
etliani motocikletiT. orni iyvnen, axalT-axali<br />
mwvane muzaradebi exuraT. svla Seaneles da cota<br />
xans gverdiT gayvnen. xma ar gauciaT. an dazoges,<br />
an veraferi Seatyves revolucionerobisa. Tumca,<br />
Tavad iseTi SegrZneba hqonda, TiTqos Tavfexianad<br />
sisxlSi iyo amoTxvrili. SeiZleba, am SegrZnebas<br />
isic umZafrebda, zurgze rom ewebeboda<br />
gaoflili perangi. orbelianis sami ki erTi<br />
patara, sofluri yaidis, ficris kibemidgmuli<br />
saxli aRmoCnda. kibe rom aaTava, sunTqva aRar<br />
SeeZlo, cotac da filtvebi dauskdeboda. kibis<br />
TavSi Cakuncxuli, TevziviT abCenda pirs da isev<br />
misamarTs imeorebda aRgznebuli, agangaSebuli,<br />
TiTqos gaCumdeboda Tu ara, misamarTic<br />
daaviwydeboda, xolo, rogorc ki misamarTi<br />
daaviwydeboda, sxvac yvelaferi damTavrdeboda<br />
misTvis. kari Suaxnis kacma gauRo, albaT imis<br />
mamam. iqamde dafrTxa, vidre gaigebda, ra undodaT<br />
misgan. ra ginda, vina xaro - SeuRrina ukve<br />
wamxdarma, SeiZleba ukve mixvedrilmac. arafriT<br />
ar undoda wamosvla - ra vici, rom marTals<br />
meubnebio; saxelmwifo TviTon gaarkvevs<br />
yvelaferso - ebrZoda Tavs. ai, imis sisxliao -<br />
cxvirwin utrialebda <strong>avel</strong>umi sisxlian xelebs.<br />
jer isev uWirda laparaki, gulamovardnils,<br />
aqoSinebuls, aRelvebuls. Tan imis eSinoda,<br />
vaiTu ar wamomyveso, da lamis TvalebSi etakebina<br />
xelebi, TiTqos sisxls icnobda is, Tuki marTla<br />
misi Svili iyo sadRac quCaSi, Sardis suniT<br />
aqoTebul sadarbazoSi momakvdavi biWi.
mere erTad garbodnen kvlavindeburad ukacur<br />
quCaSi. saidanRac areuli, gaurkveveli,<br />
SemaSfoTebeli xmebi modioda da <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
waramara ukan iyureboda - iseTi grZnoba hqonda,<br />
TiTqos motocikleti mosdevdaT ukan. biWi<br />
mkvdari dauxvdaT. isev ise ijda, rogorc <strong>avel</strong>umma<br />
datova, sakuTar mxarze TavCamovardnili, magram<br />
aRar qoSinebda, dawynarebuliyo, ufro sworad,<br />
qalaqis mkvdari siwynare daufleboda masac.<br />
fexebTan sisxlis uzarmazari gube daeyenebina.<br />
mamamisma uneburad fexi Cadga gubeSi da mere, aseve<br />
uneburad, sul iatakze usvamda fexs. amaod<br />
cdilobda mouSoreblis moSorebas. mkvdari<br />
Svilis danaxvam Tavzari ki dasca, magram erTi<br />
piroba, mainc gaibrZola, mainc gauZalianda<br />
eldas, vinZlo rogorme gamoscloda imis<br />
damaqcevar simZimes, erTbaSad ar gaeWyletinebina<br />
Tavi da swored maSin Cadga fexi Svilis sisxlSi,<br />
gubeze gadaxtomisas, ramac kidev ufro gaamwara,<br />
kidev ufro aubnia goneba, dauxSo gansjis unari.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums eubneboda - es ra miyavio - TiTqos<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi adrec icnobda mis Svils, TiTqos<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma aiyolia dResac, <strong>avel</strong>umma gamoiyvana<br />
Sinidan, <strong>avel</strong>umma mokla da manve miugdo misi gvami<br />
mamamiss, raTa isic Svilis Tanamzraxvelad<br />
gamoeyvana xelisuflebis TvalSi. magram, ra Tqma<br />
unda, msgavsic araferi ufiqria. ubralod,<br />
misdauneburad scada <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis<br />
gadaebralebina viRacis, <strong>avel</strong>umze bevrad Zlieris<br />
da <strong>avel</strong>umze Znelad mosarevis danaSauli.<br />
rasakvirvelia, aravisze naklebad ar icoda<br />
namdvili mkvlelis vinaobaca da
adgilsamyofelic, magram isic icoda, verafers<br />
gaxdeboda imasTan. amitom, damnaSaveze metad,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi sWirdeboda, SemTxveviTi mowme Tu<br />
monawile misi ubedurebisa, radgan masTan am<br />
ubedurebis gamomJRavnebas mainc SesZlebda, anu,<br />
imas mainc ityoda, rasac veraviTar SemTxvevaSi<br />
ver ityoda namdvili mkvlelis TandaswrebiT.<br />
Tumca, bevri araferi uTqvams. erTsa da imaves<br />
imeorebda sul - es ra miyavio - oRond, xan umweo<br />
sibraziT, xan braziani umweobiT, xan damfrTxali<br />
da xan sasowarkveTili, saerTod ki, moulodneli<br />
dartymisgan TvalgaSterebuli, ybaCamovardnili<br />
da TiTqos xelovnurad dapataravebuli da<br />
dauSnovebuli. mere mkvdari Svilis gverdiT<br />
Camojda kibis safexurze, idayvebiT muxlebs<br />
daeyrdno, TiTebgafarCxuli xelis mtevnebi<br />
saxeze aifara da azluqunda: daviRupe,<br />
daviRupeTo...
mas mere didi dro gavida. didi ki ara,<br />
ganuzomeli - qristes mTeli miwieri cxovreba<br />
Caeteva Sig - magram gegonebaT, araferi<br />
Secvlilao, sicocxle isev isea Camkvdari<br />
qalaqSi, isev ise CauJmurebula yvelaferi,<br />
miuxedavad gauTavebeli SfoTisa da<br />
mRelvarebisa, aqeT-iqiT xeTqebisa, droSebis<br />
upragono frialisa, lozungebis, mowodebebis,<br />
proklamaciebis, mimarTvebis, muqarebis,<br />
Txovnebis, moTxovnebis koriantelisa da, rac<br />
mTavaria, qalaqis erT-erT mTavar quCaze, mexuTe<br />
sarTulis aivanze, ori sabralo, asakisgan<br />
gamoCerCetebuli dedabris gulsaklavi zeimisa.<br />
Tumca, isic unda iTqvas, mainc rom ar vitexT<br />
ixtibars, viTom, Cvenc xalxni varT, Cvenc<br />
adamianur cxovrebasa varT miCveulni. operaSi<br />
"porgi da besia", rusT<strong>avel</strong>Si - "carcis wre",<br />
marjaniSvilSi - "veragoba da siyvaruli" (TiTqos<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis sapativsacemod), axmetelSi ki -<br />
"SuaRamisas". magram SuaRamisas mainc Sin jdoma<br />
sjobs. sjobs Sin ikankalo kurdReliviT, betonis<br />
soroSi. da, Tqven warmoidgineT, asedac iqcevian<br />
ara marto mayureblebi, aramed msaxiobebic.<br />
sakuTar soroebSi sxedan da kankaleben, saxifaTo<br />
sibneles miyuradebulni. axla RamiT quCaSi rom<br />
gaxvide, an suleli unda iyo, an Tavze<br />
xelaRebuli. yovel SemTxvevaSi, winaswar unda<br />
Seeguo im azrs, yovel gasvlaze, ukanasknelad<br />
rom gadixar Sinidan, Seni surviliT xdeba es Tu<br />
iZulebiT, TanamoqalaqeTa daJinebuli moTxovniT<br />
- gamodi, gverdSi dagvideqi, nu imalebi soroSio.<br />
televizors CarTav da, diqtoric maSinve
SemogCivlebs, esa da es, aseTi da aseTi, ama da am<br />
dRes Sinidan gavida da aRar dabrunebula, magram<br />
Cven verafriT mivakvlieT da iqneb Sen mainc<br />
dagvayeno gzazeo. anda, kidev erTi manqana<br />
daikarga da isic Sen xom ar gipovniao. me mgoni,<br />
Cvens gasarTobad iqceva televizia ase,<br />
gveTamaSeba, ufro iolad rom ganvitvirToT<br />
mTeli dRis, mTeli Tvis, mTeli wlis<br />
daZabulobisgan da, marTlac, gagecineba, aba ra<br />
iqneba, amis mnaxvelsa da gamgons. ase rom, isev Sin<br />
jdoma da drogamoSvebiT televizoris win mwared<br />
Cafxukuneba sjobs, gareT kulturul<br />
RonisZiebebze siaruls. mainc araferSi<br />
gamogvadga kultura. TiTqos arc gvqonia.<br />
marTalia, bedisweras verc betoni SeaCerebs, rac<br />
giweria, ar agcdeba, magram Sin Tu daveteviT,<br />
aRarc Cven gavwvaldebiT zedmetad da aRarc sxvas<br />
gavawvalebT, radgan soros gareT moklulnic<br />
mainc Sin unda mogvitanon bolos, iqamde ki,<br />
RmerTma icis, ramden xans unda vegdoT jer quCaSi,<br />
vidre vinme inebebdes da SegvamCnevdes, mere ki -<br />
morgSi - sacxedreSi - vidre romelime Cveniani<br />
gabedavdes da amogvicnobdes...
4<br />
rogorc ukve iciT, fransuaza TbilisSi gaicno<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma, SemTxveviT, muzeumSi, sesilTan<br />
saboloo, samudamo gamoTxovebis Jams. miixeda da<br />
guli gadauqanda - romeliRac balaxiWamia<br />
cxovels hgavda, es wuTia xifaTs gadarCenili,<br />
buCqebs mofarebuli, jer kidev daZabuli, jer<br />
kidev yurdacqvetili, swrafad, zereled, aqa-iq<br />
rom wiwknis nekers, ufro Cveulebas ayolili,<br />
vidre moTxovnilebas. Savi plaSCi ecva, sayelo<br />
aweuli, yvela Rilze gaxsnili. xelebi jibeebSi<br />
Caewyo da SuSis yuTze daxrili, vanis<br />
oqroulobas aTvalierebda; gulisyuri ki aqeT<br />
hqonda, Cvensken, cxovrebisken. Tavidan isic erTi<br />
bednieri SemTxveva gvegona, rasakvirvelia, ufro<br />
saamayoc da ufro dasafasebelic, ramdenadac,<br />
sxva rom araferi vTqvaT, isic namdvili ucxoeli<br />
iyo, sesiliviT, Tanac frangi, Tanac parizeli<br />
(sesilisgan gansxvavebiT) da ara, vTqvaT,<br />
moskoveli ebraeli, kieveli TaTari, baqoeli rusi<br />
Tu Tbiliseli berZeni.
pirvelad rom dabrunda Sin (safrangeTSi), didi<br />
ambiT gaacila <strong>avel</strong>umma, didi siamovnebiTac,<br />
radgan garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, bunebriv<br />
sinanulTan erTad, aseve sruliad bunebrivi<br />
Svebac igrZno da saerTod, Zneli saTqmelia, maTi<br />
urTierTobis pirvel etapze, ra ufro did<br />
siamovnebas aniWebda <strong>avel</strong>ums, imasTan yofna, Tu<br />
kidev erTxel mSvidobianad dabruneba imisgan.<br />
marTalia, axalgazrdebi viyaviT da jer Tavsac ar<br />
vutydebodiT, magram, gvindoda Tu ara,<br />
miCqmaluli, Tundac ugulebelyofili SiSi mainc<br />
Tavisas akeTebda. amis gageba axla bevrisTvis<br />
Znelia da TviTonac mecineba, TviTonac<br />
samarcxvinod mimaCnia SiSsa da siyvarulze<br />
erTdroulad laparaki, magram Tuki warmovidgenT<br />
samociani wlebis Tbiliss, zogadad sabWoTa<br />
kavSirs, dameTanxmebiT, ra did riskTan iyo<br />
dakavSirebuli nebismieri sabWoTa moqalaqisTvis<br />
nebismier ucxoelTan urTierToba, miT ufro<br />
sabWoeTis kuTvnil teritoriaze -<br />
arxangelskidan Citamde da gagridan magadanamde.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi da misi megobari giJebiviT gacvivdnen<br />
moskovSi fransuazas gasacileblad. giJebs ki<br />
namdvilad hgavdnen am sityvis pirdapiri<br />
mniSvnelobiT. jer erTi, sezonisTvis yovlad<br />
Seufereblad ecvaT da ara marto siRaribis gamo -<br />
uceb ver gaiTvaliswines (axalgazrdebi iyvnen), ra<br />
SeiZleboda daxvedrodaT iq. marTalia, raRacraRacebi<br />
(yurebiani qudebi Tu xelTaTmanebi)<br />
nacnob-megobrebma adgilze aTxoves, magram<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums erT fexze neka TiTi mainc moeyina da
gindac moendomebina, marto amis gamo veRarasodes<br />
daiviwyebda fransuazas.
maT garda, fransuaza redaqciis<br />
TanamSromlebmac gaaciles, igive uSiSroebis<br />
muSakebma, romlebic, yvela sikeTesTan erTad, aq<br />
rCebodnen da fransuazas wasvlis Semdeg,<br />
TavisTavad cxadia, meti gulisyuriT, meti<br />
mondomebiT gaixsenebdnen nebismier wvrilmans,<br />
rac ki fransuazasTan iqneboda dakavSirebuli<br />
raRaciT mainc. magram ukan daxeva aRar<br />
SeiZleboda. oRond, TavianTi WkuiT, yvelaferi<br />
iRones, naklebad rom mieqciaT yuradReba. <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
vardebis uzarmazari TaiguliT movida, misma<br />
megobarma ki JurnalistTa saxlis restornis<br />
oficianti qali moiyola Tan, viTom imas mohyva<br />
saerTod da sxva araferi ainteresebda. didis<br />
ambiT gamovidnen baqanze. xelkaviT mohyavda, emand<br />
vinmem cudi araferi ifiqros, friad Rirseuli<br />
qalbatoni gaxlavTo. mosuli qali iyo,<br />
zonzroxa. Tma moskovurad hqonda daxveuli,<br />
gegonebodaT pariki axuravso. lomonosovs hgavda<br />
raRaciT. oriveni (isa da <strong>avel</strong>umis megobari)<br />
koniakiT iyvnen nasauzmevi, safuZvlianadac, da<br />
amis gamo ufro medidurad, ufro gorozad, ufro<br />
seriozulad eWiraT Tavi, albaT Tbili,<br />
xaverdovani simTvralis mosaTokadac. magram<br />
ganSorebis drom rom moawia da Sampanuric<br />
Camorigda qaRaldis WiqebiT, yvelaze mets is qali<br />
kocnida fransuazas. kocnida da Tan cremliT<br />
tiroda, albaT sauzmeze <strong>avel</strong>umis megobrisgan<br />
mosmeniliT moxibluli da gulaCuyebuli.<br />
seriozulad Sewuxdnen yvelani, seriozulad<br />
dainteresdnen misi vinaobiT, radgan miuxedavad<br />
maTi profesiuli movaleobisa, namdvilad ar
icodnen aseTi axlobeli adamiani Tu hyavda<br />
fransuazas moskovSi. magram yvelaze metad Tavad<br />
fransuazam ar icoda es - marTalia,<br />
Cveulebisamebr, yvelas uRimoda, yvelas madlobas<br />
uxdida yuradRebisTvis, Sampanursac yvela<br />
msurvelTan erTad ylurwavda vaxtangurad,<br />
magram rogorc ki <strong>avel</strong>umis Tvalebs waawydeboda,<br />
maSinve mxrebs aiCeCavda xolme gakvirvebuli.
fransuaza yovelTvis ebraleboda <strong>avel</strong>ums,<br />
pirvelive dRidan, rogorc ki dainaxa, antikuri<br />
xanis Zvirfaseulobis dasaTvaliereblad<br />
daxrili saqarTvelos saganZuris SuSis<br />
vitrinebze da mainc ufro Tanamedrove,<br />
dRevandeli safiqraliT Sepyrobili, daZabuli,<br />
romeliRac mxdali, lamazi cxoveliviT,<br />
romelsac Tavisi cxoveluri bunebis gamo,<br />
wesierad aRarc axsovs albaT, ra gansacdels<br />
daaRwia es wuTia Tavi da vidre morigi<br />
gansacdeli daatydebodes Tavs, nekers Seeqceva -<br />
keTilsindisierad icavs, keTilsindisierad<br />
asrulebs bunebis wess. SeiZleba amitomac, roca<br />
mis warmodgenas vcdilob xolme, an taqsSi zis,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umTan erTad, dilauTenia, TiTqmis srul<br />
sibneleSi, da siciveze metad, nerviulobisgan<br />
aZagZagebuli, waramara saaTs ekiTxeba <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
(<strong>avel</strong>umsac ekiTxeba da Tavisasac dascqeris) -<br />
eSinia, verc ki warmoidgenT, rogor eSinia<br />
samsaxurSi dagvianebisa... an bewvis qudsa da<br />
qurqSi Cakarguli, usaxlkarosaviT moridebuli<br />
dgas novodeviCevis monastris ezoSi, dabneuli<br />
iyureba aqeT-iqiT, TiTqos ar icis, sad aris,<br />
rogor aRmoCnda aq, da erTnairad gaocebuli<br />
Sescqeris zamTris mzeze TvalismomWrelad<br />
abrWyvialebul gumbaTebsac da WilyvavebiT<br />
gadaSavebul xeebsac; an - stumrebs elodeba,<br />
yvelaferi mzada aqvs, taxtis win, patara<br />
saJurnale magidaze, cariel, civad mokriale<br />
Wiqebs Soris ukve dgas viskis gauxsneli boTli.<br />
magram Tavad adgils ver poulobs, Zlivs ereva<br />
Tavs, imave stumrebis xaTriT (SeiZleba, SiSiTac),
da mainc jiutad cdilobs gaagebinos <strong>avel</strong>umsac,<br />
rom yvelanairi (sabWouri) yvelis gamotana ar<br />
SeiZleba sufraze. roSfori ki, maincdamainc,<br />
dRes gawyda amodena qalaqSi, eliseevis maRaziis<br />
CaTvliT.<br />
amas imitom vambob, fransuazas TviTonve rom<br />
SeeZlo did gansacdelad gadaqceva nebismieri<br />
yoveldRiuri wvrilmanisa, ris gamoc,<br />
samwuxarod, upirveles yovlisa, Tavad<br />
itanjeboda - sul gadasarCenad hqonda TiTqos<br />
saqme... xoda, Tu rogor gadaarCina <strong>avel</strong>umma,<br />
qvemoT dainaxavT, Tuki moTmineba geyofaT da<br />
CemTan erTad zereled mainc gadaikiTxavT mis<br />
werilebs. miT ufro rom, es werilebi arc Tavis<br />
droze yofila miuwvdomeli - yoveli maTganis<br />
asli Tavidanve, moskovSi CamosvlisTanave,<br />
ideboda iq, sadac jer ars da sadac axlac unda<br />
idos wesiT, Tuki "perestroikam" isinic ar<br />
gaaufasura, rogorc sxva yvelaferi.
fransuazas werilebs jer <strong>avel</strong>umis moskoveli<br />
kolega, moskoveli estoneli, iani iRebda, ra Tqma<br />
unda, <strong>avel</strong>umis TxovniTa da davalebiT. <strong>avel</strong>umma<br />
ki imitom sTxova da daavala ians misi satrfialo<br />
baraTebis miReba, mxolod ase rom Seityobda,<br />
saerTod SesaZlebeli iyo Tu ara, Tundac<br />
werilobiTi urTierTobis damyareba<br />
fransuazasTan. iani, TavisTavad cxadia, yvela<br />
werils kiTxulobda da safuZvlianadac<br />
"amuSavebda" (asli, mokle anotacia da a.S.), imisda<br />
mixedviT, Tu ramdenad saintereso SeiZleboda<br />
yofiliyo iq moTxrobili ambebi garkveuli<br />
samsaxurebisTvis. ase rom, ianma yovelTvis<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umze adre icoda, ra edo fransuazas gulSi,<br />
ris Tqmas apirebda <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis. "damuSavebul"<br />
werilebs iani axal, axla ukve sabWour konvertSi<br />
debda da ise ugzavnida <strong>avel</strong>ums TbilisSi. iani ar<br />
umalavda <strong>avel</strong>ums, "iqac" rom icodnen am uiRblo<br />
siyvarulis Sesaxeb da ufro metic - Tuki,<br />
rasakvirvelia, <strong>avel</strong>ums TavSi ar auvardeboda es<br />
ambavi - umal TanaugrZnobdnen ("iqac" adamianebi<br />
msaxurobdnen, bolos da bolos), vidre<br />
kicxavdnen da amtyunebdnen. gasagebia? xoda, Tu<br />
gasagebia, Camoasxi. nu ibRvirebi. TiToc davlioT<br />
da gveyofa. Sen dros atareb, Zmao, ra genaRvleba,<br />
me ki samuSao maqvs. "gansakuTrebiT Senze arian<br />
kargi azrisao" - moayolebda bolos. ianis TqmiT,<br />
"isini" <strong>avel</strong>ums Turme gulwrfel, patiosan kacad<br />
Tvlidnen, miuxedavad misi zogierTi yovlad<br />
miuRebeli da, rac mTavaria, yovelgvar safuZvels<br />
moklebuli Sexedulebisa. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki ufro da<br />
ufro Riziandeboda, ibneoda, sagonebelSi
vardeboda, radgan ar icoda, ras niSnavda "imaTi"<br />
qeba, Seuracxmyofeli unda yofiliyo misTvis, Tu<br />
damamSvidebeli, Tu erTica da meorec erTsa da<br />
imave dros. ufro gulaxdilebi Tu viqnebiT,<br />
mSvenivrad icoda, rasac niSnavda da imitomac<br />
Riziandeboda ase. ianis TqmiT, "isini" dasjas ki<br />
ar upirebdnen Turme, aramed - Svelas, gadarCenas.<br />
ufro sworad, didi imedi hqondaT, droTa<br />
ganmavlobaSi, TandaTanobiT, TviTonve<br />
ganikurneboda am senisgan. dro moiyvanda Wkuaze,<br />
dro auxelda Tvals sakuTari sibriyvisa da<br />
umecrebis dasanaxad da isic mereRa mixvdeboda,<br />
bewvis xidze rom mdgara sul, ganuwyvetliv...<br />
mereRa daafasebda imasac, vinc bewvis xidze<br />
Semdgars, ki ar Seuyvira, xeli ki ar hkra - Tvali<br />
mouxuWa, yuri mouyrua, daacada "mSvidobianad"<br />
gasuliyo gaRma napirze, anu, ojaxs dabruneboda,<br />
Sin dateuliyo da ramdenic undoda imdeni ewera<br />
leqsebica da poemebic, piesebica da romanebic -<br />
gnebavT, uideo, gnebavT, ideuri, ramdenadac<br />
saxelmwifosTvis namdvilad sulerTi iyo es,<br />
misTvis ki - ara. saxelmwifos arc erTiT meti<br />
maqebari aaSenebda da arc erTiT meti maginebeli<br />
daaqcevda, misTvis da misi ojaxisTvis ki amas<br />
arsebiTi mniSvneloba hqonda. "didi madloba<br />
gadaeci Sens megobrebs, aseTi yuradRebisTvis,<br />
aseTi mzrunvelobisTviso" - igesleboda <strong>avel</strong>umi,<br />
iani ki, viTom verc amCnevda mis mrisxanebas,<br />
seriozulad pirdeboda, aucileblad rom<br />
gadascemda <strong>avel</strong>umis danabarebs<br />
daniSnulebisamebr, rogorc ki amis SesaZlebloba<br />
miecemoda.
aki Tavidanve, Cveni saTqmelis ukeT<br />
gadmosacemad (Cveni azriT, rasakvirvelia),<br />
epistoluri Janri avirCieT, araTu kargi, xandaxan<br />
aucilebelic iqneba albaT, am Janris ukve<br />
arsebuli (Cvens xelT arsebuli) da arc mTlad<br />
uintereso nimuSebis gamoyenebac. marTalia,<br />
nebismier mkiTxvels (maT Soris momavlis<br />
mkiTxvelsac, anu, moclilsac da mouclelsac),<br />
ambavica da gancdac gamogonili urCevnia, magram<br />
fransuazas werilebze ufro "gamonagoni" Zneli<br />
warmosadgenia, veraviTari gamonagoni ver<br />
Seedreba verc miuRwevlisken swrafviTa da verc<br />
daujereblis dajerebiT. siyvaruli ki mxolod es<br />
aris - jiuti, ganuwyveteli swrafva<br />
miuRwevlisken da usityvod, uyoymanod dajereba<br />
daujereblisa. maTi meSveobiT (fransuazas<br />
werilebs vgulisxmob), gacilebiT ukeT da<br />
srulyofilad SegviZlia aRvadginoT ori<br />
sruliad gansxvavebuli, TiTqmis erTmaneTis<br />
sapirispiro cxovreba RmerTisgan aSkarad<br />
erTmaneTisTvis gaCenili ori adamianisa,<br />
romlebsac erTad cxovreba TiTqos imitom ar<br />
SeeZloT, mxolod erTad yofna rom undodaT,<br />
mxolod da mxolod, amas rom eswrafodnen<br />
miuxedavad yvelafrisa. rac mTavaria, am<br />
werilebis meSveobiT SegviZlia aRvadginoT<br />
praqtikuli TvalsazrisiT yovlad uazro,<br />
klinikurad TiTqmis mkvdari, magram yvela<br />
adamianuri grZnobiT, gancdiT, vnebiT, tkiviliT,<br />
SvebiT, imediT, uimedobiT, sizmriT, CvenebiT,<br />
ocnebiT, gansakuTrebiT ki molodiniT, yvelafris<br />
gauTavebeli molodiniT, magaliTad, werilisa,
Sexvedrisa, danaxvisa, xmis gagonebisa, zamTrisa,<br />
gazafxulisa, zafxulisa, Semodgomisa,<br />
daRamebisa, gaTenebisa, dasjisa, daRupvisa,<br />
dasmenisa, gamoaSkaravebisa, Ralatisa, sadilisa,<br />
vaxSmisa, liftisa, taqsisa, matareblisa,<br />
TviTmfrinavisa, gadarCenisa, mitevebisa,<br />
nebarTvisa, vizisa, pasportisa - mokled, yvela<br />
saxisa da yvelanairi molodiniT uTavbolod,<br />
facifuciT, gulisxeTqviT amovsebuli dro (ase<br />
alalbedze mxolod xanZriT an miwisZvriT<br />
damfrTxali, dabneuli, azrovnebis<br />
unardakarguli da cxoveluri gumanis amaraRa<br />
darCenili adamiani avsebs CanTas xelSi uceb<br />
moxvedrili da SeiZleba sruliad gamousadegari,<br />
sruliad usargeblo nivTebiT) - drois sakmaod<br />
didi monakveTi, saukunis meoTxedi - daudevrad,<br />
daunaneblad da uSedegod gaflanguli, rogorc<br />
ukve vTqviT, ori savsebiT gansxvavebuli, TiTqmis<br />
erTmaneTis sapirispiro cxovrebis Sesarwymelad,<br />
SesaduReblad, Sesaxmatkbileblad.
axla albaT isic unda iTqvas, Tu ratom ar<br />
gaeyara <strong>avel</strong>umi melanias da ratom ar SeirTo<br />
fransuaza (Tuki ase sigiJemde SeuyvardaT<br />
erTmaneTi), ratom ar isargebla bednieri<br />
SemTxveviT da ratom ar wavida emigraciaSi,<br />
rogorc yvela WkuaTamyofeli sabWoeli<br />
moiqceoda. daviwyoT imiT, rom zogierTi sabWoTa<br />
disidentisa ar iyos, sabWoTa emigrantic<br />
gansakuTrebuli fenomenia. ufro martivad rom<br />
vTqvaT, sabWoTa sinamdvileSi disidenti araTu<br />
SeiZleboda mdgariyo xelisuflebis samsaxurSi,<br />
aramed myaradac idga, sapatio Tanamdebobac eWira<br />
da personaluri manqanac (zogjer abreSumis<br />
fardebianic) emsaxureboda. emigraciaSi ki<br />
ZiriTadad imas uSvebdnen, visac erTnairad<br />
icnobdnen da, Tqven warmoidgineT, erTnairad<br />
afasebdnen kidec, rogorc Sin, iseve gareT; vinc<br />
SeiZleboda Sin "sapatio moqalaqe" yofiliyo,<br />
gareT ki "simarTlisTvis wamebuli raindi",<br />
romelsac erT jibeSi "lenini" edo, meoreSi<br />
"vaSingtoni" da Tuki Sin specmaRaziaSi<br />
yidulobda produqtebs, gareT TiTis<br />
gaunZrevlad, wlebis manZilze SeeZlo fexifexze<br />
gadadebuli mjdariyo romelime Ria kafeSi,<br />
ayvavebuli wablebis surnelSi, saxeze<br />
gazafxulis mzemiSuqebuli (da kagebes saidumlo<br />
arxebis meSveobiT CvenTvisac gaeziarebina<br />
emigrantuli cxovrebis Wirvarami), roca<br />
fransuazas welebze fexi unda daedga, samgzavro<br />
fuli rom moegrovebina moskovSi Camosasvlelad.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi, ra Tqma unda, arc Sin warmoadgenda rames<br />
da arc gareT da, Tundac amitom, sxvis kmayofaze
dafuZnebul Tavisuflebas, isev daumadlebeli,<br />
bediT damsaxurebuli tusaRoba erCia yovelTvis.<br />
garda amisa, Tavisi bunebiT, ufro mcenare iyo,<br />
vidre cxoveli an frinveli. amiT imis Tqma minda,<br />
rom drosa da sivrceSi gadaadgilebas cudad<br />
itanda, Znelad egueboda, Zalian uWirda da,<br />
SeiZleboda, erT mSvenier dRes sicocxlis<br />
fasadac dasjdomoda. masze Tu iqneboda<br />
damokidebuli, amjobinebda iq mdgariyo sul,<br />
sadac gangebam gaaCina, mxolod da mxolod, anda,<br />
maincdamainc, iqauri amindis WirveulobaTa<br />
gaTvaliswinebiT. ufro metic, mTeli misi<br />
Segnebuli cxovrebis manZilze, odesRac<br />
dakarguli codnisa Tu ganzrax damarxuli<br />
saidumlos saflavze (albaT, adgilis<br />
dasamaxsovreblad) dargul xed aRiqvamda<br />
sakuTar arsebas da es miaCnda erTaderT<br />
daniSnulebad, mowodebad, misi amqveyniuri -<br />
rogorc xorcieli, iseve sulieri - cxovrebis<br />
gasamarTleblad. meorec erTi, misi da melanias<br />
urTierToba srulebiTac ar gamoricxavda misi da<br />
fransuazas urTierTobas, piriqiT, SeiZleba<br />
ganapirobebda kidec, da mainc, arCevanze Tu<br />
midgeboda saqme, umal fransuazas Seeleoda,<br />
vidre melanias. fransuazas (Tuki sabaJos<br />
gacurebas SesZlebda), Zirfesvianad moglejili<br />
unda gaetana <strong>avel</strong>umi aqedan, xolo melania Tavad<br />
iyo im miwis nawili, romelSiac fesvi hqonda<br />
gadgmuli <strong>avel</strong>ums. melania sakuTari sisxliT<br />
kvebavda <strong>avel</strong>umis fesvebs, raTa imas ecocxla, Tu<br />
gnebavT, raTa fransuaza yvareboda, anu, Cvens<br />
pirobebSi, SedarebiT Tavisufal, sakuTari
survilebis aRmsrulebel, Tavisi sityvis<br />
gamtarebel kacad CaeTvala (Tundac warmoedgina)<br />
Tavi. melanias gareSe es yovlad SeuZlebeli<br />
iqneboda, ramdenadac melania, Tavisi<br />
SorsmWvretelobisa Tu qaluri sibrZnis<br />
wyalobiT, rogorRac axerxebda Cvens saerTo,<br />
uzarmazar sapyrobileSi SedarebiT patara,<br />
mxolod da mxolod <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis gankuTvnili,<br />
faqtiurad erTadgiliani sapyrobiles Seqmnas,<br />
romlis ucvleli zedamxedveli TviTonve iyo da<br />
aTasSi erTxel, magram yovelTvis saWiro dros,<br />
Segnebulad brmavdeboda, Segnebulad<br />
yruvdeboda, Tavis daRwevis saSualeba rom mieca<br />
qmrisTvis am patara satusaRodan, rac, TavisTavad,<br />
saerTo Tavisuflebis iluzias uqmnida <strong>avel</strong>ums,<br />
Tundac garkveuli drois ganmavlobaSi.
maS ase! fransuazas pirveli werili imdenad<br />
pataraa, SeiZleba mTlianad moviyvanoT aq, miT<br />
ufro rom, isaa pirveli niSanic axali epoqis<br />
dawyebisa <strong>avel</strong>umis cxovrebaSi da isaa pirveli<br />
mercxalic, romelmac marTalia ver moiyvana,<br />
magram gazafxulis arseboba SeZlebisdagvarad<br />
mainc gaaxsena sabWoeTis binadrebs, romelTa<br />
kalendarzec weliwadis erTaderTi dro - pirquSi<br />
zamTari - idga ganuwyvetliv, fexmoucvlelad.<br />
yvelaferi maxsovs. gkocni. fransuaza. werili ki<br />
ara, depeSaa, isic SekumSuli, magram ver amowura,<br />
ver amoxapa <strong>avel</strong>umma verafriT. jibiT daatarebda,<br />
vidre sxva mouvidoda, kidev ufro amaRelvebeli.<br />
SeiZleba ivlisSi Camovide. erTad movifiqroT,<br />
rogor SevxvdeT. da kidev erTi, fexdafex: miiRe<br />
Cemi werili? Tu ar migiRia, gagimeoreb - zustad<br />
erTi Tvis mere Camovdivar. aTi dRiT. turistul<br />
jgufTan erTad. Cemi adgilsamyofeli Cems Zvel<br />
samsaxurSi ecodinebaT. imedia, jer kidev gaxsovs<br />
telefoni. Tu ara da, ar vici, rogor moviqce.<br />
iqneb Sen moifiqro rame. nu geSinia, moifiqrebs!<br />
Sen Camodi da Seni monaxva Cvenze iyos. mTavaria,<br />
gaWirvebis talkvesi - iani kargad gvyavdes. ivnisis<br />
bolos bebiis sanaxavad waval. avadaa. iqidan isev<br />
parizSi movbrundebi, Cavlagdebi da haida<br />
moskovisken. ase rom, naxvamdis. Tavs<br />
gaufrTxildi da yvelaferi kargad iqneba.<br />
marTlac kargad iyo yvelaferi. yovel<br />
SemTxvevaSi - uCveulod, axleburad. imperia<br />
raRacis, gaurkvevlis molodins Seepyro. ra Tqma<br />
unda, alegoriuli leqsebic iwereboda da<br />
alegoriuli speqtaklebic idgmeboda, magram
pirdapir jer kidev veravin ityoda, ra grZnobebi<br />
tanjavda da risi molodini hqonda. ityoda,<br />
daiWerdnen. sul cota, sagiJeTSi mainc ukravdnen<br />
Tavs. yvelaze Zalian sagiJeTSi moxvedrisa<br />
eSinoda <strong>avel</strong>umsac. verasodes ver poulobda<br />
saerTo enas giJebTan da, Tu fxizeli iyo TviTon,<br />
verc mTvralebTan. rac mTavaria, xalxs imedi<br />
gasCenoda, magram risi imedi iyo es imedi, ras<br />
pirdeboda, ras Sescvlida an ras moitanda - jer<br />
aravin icoda da arc ase Sors bedavda ocnebis<br />
zRvaSi Setopvas. ubralod, imedi gasCenoda<br />
moulodnelad, rogorc uSvilo ojaxs gauCndeba<br />
xolme bavSvi. esec axali grZnoba iyo<br />
sabWoelisTvis da ar icoda, rogor gamoexata,<br />
anda gamoexata Tu ara saerTod, radgan tani<br />
ugrZnobda, aravin gadausvamda amisTvis Tavze<br />
xels. imedi ki, raxan gaCeniliyo, izrdeboda<br />
kidec, aRarc kedlebs epueboda, arc<br />
mavTulxlarTebs - izrdeboda, izrdeboda da<br />
sabWoeTis yvela qalaqs erTnairad ixutebda<br />
gulSi. ise, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, imedi didi veraferi<br />
Svilia: bevrs gpirdeba, arafers ki gaZlevs; bevrs<br />
gelaparakeba, arafers ki geubneba; bevrs gaCvenebs,<br />
Sen ki verafers xedav, radgan win carieli<br />
sivrcea; SeuCereblad miyavxar, arada gza aRaraa.<br />
magram Sen mainc mihyvebi, radgan imedis danapirebi<br />
sulze metad gWirdeba, misi nalaparakevi satrfos<br />
alersze metad gsiamovnebs, xolo cariel<br />
sivrceSi, rac Sen ginda imas xedav. amitom, imedi<br />
erTdroulad kacis megobaricaa da mteric:<br />
xandaxan, gawbilebuli imedi ufro Zneli<br />
gadasatania, vidre uimedoba. sabWoelebic
mravalmniSvnelovnad upaWunebdnen erTmaneTs<br />
Tvals, TiTqos grZnobdnen, arafriT rom ar<br />
imsaxurebdnen imeds, magram mainc yvelanairad<br />
cdilobdnen SeeSnovebinaT, sxvisTvisac ar<br />
eTqmevinebinaT, marTla ar yofilan Rirsnio.<br />
mokled, iseve cxovrobdnen, rogorc iqamde<br />
ecxovraT da rogorc momavalSi icxovrebdnen,<br />
rac ar unda momxdariyo. rom gekiTxaT,<br />
yalTabandebiviT Tvals ratom ukravT<br />
erTmaneTso, gaukvirdebodaT, magram TavianTi<br />
saqcieli ki ara, Tqveni SekiTxva. Tumca, aseve<br />
daificebdnen RmerTis winaSe, rom ar icodnen, ra<br />
amoZravebdaT, ra azrs debdnen Tvalis uneblie<br />
CapaWunebaSi. ubralod, rasac axla grZnobdnen,<br />
adre arasodes egrZnoT da arc sxvisgan gaegonaT.<br />
arc mizezi icodnen, arc mizani am axali<br />
SegrZnebisa, arc zne da arc xasiaTi. eg aris rom,<br />
Rimilisgan ganuwyvetliv eqavebodaT tuCebi da<br />
darwmunebulni iyvnen, qvasaviT ki ar<br />
daenarcxebodnen miwaze, davuSvaT da kldidan<br />
gadaeCexa isini viRacas, aramed bumbuliviT<br />
alivlivdebodnen haerSi. es axali grZnoba Tu<br />
SegrZneba, marTalia, akrTobdaT, magram<br />
abednierebdaT kidec, rogorc fexmZime qals<br />
pirvelad SeZruli nayofi, misi arsebisTvis<br />
udidesi cvlilebebisa da gardaqmnebis<br />
mauwyebeli, jer kidev bundovani, Soreuli, Zneli<br />
dasajerebeli, magram garduvali, dRevandeli<br />
eniT rom vTqvaT, Seuqcevadi, da ufro metic - misi<br />
sicocxlis gamgrZelebeli. ar icis, gogo eyoleba<br />
Tu biWi, lamazi Tu maxinji, niWieri Tu uniWo,<br />
marCenali Tu damaqcevari, magram ukve uyvars,
winaswar, yovelgvari pirobis gareSe, xolo raki<br />
uyvars da, rac mTavaria, eamayeba kidec es<br />
siyvaruli, veraferi veRar moereva. ise modis,<br />
TiTqos mTelma qveyanam icis, an Tu ar icis, unda<br />
Seityos, deda rom gaxdeba male. melaniam icoda<br />
aseTi siaruli fexmZimobisas - amayi,<br />
welgamarTuli moafrialebda xalvaTad Sekeril<br />
kabas. da mainc, adamiani gulubryvilo cxovelia:<br />
darwmunebulia, mTeli qveyana ise unda fiqrobdes,<br />
rogorc TviTon fiqrobs da gulwrfelad<br />
brazdeba, Tuki misi da qveynis fiqri erTmaneTs ar<br />
emTxveva.
im zafxuls moskovSi saerTaSoriso<br />
kinofestivali tardeboda da presbarSi, anu,<br />
sastumro "moskvas" meSvide sarTulze moxvedra<br />
did pativad iTvleboda. ukeTes adgilas,<br />
marTlac, versad waiyvanda kaci "sapatio stumars"<br />
am uzarmazar qalaqSi. isinic, pirvelsave dRes, iq<br />
waiyvana ianma. ufro zustad, erTi nacnobi qalis<br />
daxmarebiT, romelic, ianis TqmiT, "sakmaod uniWo<br />
msaxiobi" gaxldaT, rac srulebiTac ar uSlida<br />
xels Tavis gemoze etarebina dro, "nawilnawil",<br />
anu, saTiTaod Seapara "kinos samyaroSi". iq,<br />
saRamoobiT, ara marto adgilobrivi kinosa da<br />
presis muSakebi, aramed ucxoeli reJisorebi da<br />
msaxiobebic ikribebodnen, Tumca iqac,<br />
rasakvirvelia, Cveulebrivi moskovuri restornis<br />
qaosi sufevda. magaliTad, imaT sufraze viRac<br />
italieli komersanti da adgilobrivi pederasti<br />
operatoric isxdnen da sacekvao moednidan<br />
mobrunebuli <strong>avel</strong>umi, ratomRac, sul imas<br />
SiSobda, me xom ar vjdebi sxvis sufrazeo. arada,<br />
yoveli cekvis Semdeg, nebismier sufraze<br />
icvleboda TanameinaxeTa Semadgenloba. saerTod<br />
ar arsebobda sxvisi sufra, sxvisi Wiqa, sxvisi<br />
TefSi, sxvisi dana da Cangali. visac sad<br />
moeprianeboda, iq moiklavda wyurvils viRacis<br />
Wiqidan da iq Caasobda viRacis Cangals orTqlSi<br />
moxarSuli TarTis (maSin kidev arsebobda amgvari<br />
rameebi) moTeTro-moyviTalo naWers, pirSuSxaSi<br />
amowebuls, sul sxva viRacisTvis SekveTils sul<br />
sxva viRacis mier. yvela imasTan cekvavda, vis<br />
pirispirac aRmoCndeboda SemTxveviT, sasmelisgan<br />
uaresad acundrukebul, axtunavebul,
abuqnavebul jogSi. <strong>avel</strong>umi, magaliTad, ana<br />
karinas ecekveboda da TviTonve ecineboda,<br />
imdenad maRali iyo kinovarskvlavi masTan<br />
SedarebiT. albaT fransuazac icinoda maTi<br />
Semxedvare. Tumca, ras dainaxavda, roca Tavad<br />
saerTod meore darbazSi cekvavda, ufro sworad,<br />
cekvis gakveTils utarebda aborigen<br />
inteleqtualebs. waramara taSiT ajildovebdnen.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi kinovarskvlavs ki ecekveboda<br />
(SemTxveviT, simTvraliT, sibriyviT), magram<br />
gulisyuri mainc iqiTken hqonda, sakuTari Ramis<br />
amomavali varskvlavisken. ar vici, adgilobrivebi<br />
cdilobdnen daemtkicebinaT ucxoelebisTvis,<br />
arafris gveSiniao, Tu ucxoelebs eSinodaT, Tavis<br />
Sekaveba qedmaRlobaSi, yoyloCinobaSi ar<br />
CamogverTvaso - daundobeli, dauzogavi Rreoba<br />
midioda. wioda, kioda, xarxarebda mexanZris<br />
muzaradiviT alaplapebuli da stumrebze<br />
uaresad mTvrali orkestri. magram ucxoelebi<br />
mainc gamoirCeodnen am oromtrialSi, Tundac<br />
imiT, TavianTi mTvrali gogoebi saTuTad mxarze<br />
gadakidebulni rom gahyavdaT presbaridan, anu,<br />
erTmaneTs dapirispirebuli ori samyaros morigi<br />
brZolis velidan.
iqidan ellam (ase erqva "sakmaod uniWo msaxiob<br />
qals") yvelani TavisTan waiyvana, italiel<br />
komersantian da adgilobriv pederastianad. iqac<br />
sakmaod bevrma xalxma moiyara Tavi. erTi maTgani<br />
saerTod ar enaxa <strong>avel</strong>ums, arc restornamde, arc<br />
restoranSi, magram moskovisTvis farTod<br />
gavrcelebuli tipi gaxldaT - arcerT kampanias<br />
rom ar ekuTvnis mTlianad da yvela kampaniaSi<br />
Sinaurulad grZnobs Tavs. ukve dila iyo.<br />
fransuaza zezeurad Tvlemda, kinwi hqonda<br />
mowyvetili. samagierod, ella kidev ufro<br />
energiuli, kidev ufro daudgromeli gaexada<br />
sasmels, kidev ufro Sedioda mfarvelis,<br />
diasaxlisis, msaxuris rolSi - albaT<br />
ucxoelebis xaTriT - da raRas ar igonebda maT<br />
gasarTobad. bolos gaSiSvlda kidec da<br />
zewarmoxuruli, miamitad saxedacqvetili<br />
gamovida "scenaze" stumrebTan<br />
gamosamSvidobeblad. aseTi warmateba albaT<br />
marTla arasodes Rirsebia TeatrSi. italieli<br />
komersanti xom saerTod gacofda taSis kvriTa da<br />
bravos ZaxiliT.
mokled, turistuli aTi dRe ise Caadna<br />
fransuazas xelSi, gonze mosvlac ver moaswro.<br />
wesierad arc dalaparakebian erTmaneTs.<br />
dafeTebulni awydebodnen aqeT-iqiT, rogorc<br />
oTaxSi SemTxveviT Semofrenili Citebi, da<br />
maincdamainc iq amoyofdnen xolme Tavs, sadac<br />
yvelaze naklebad undodaT yofna, da raki ver<br />
akeTebdnen, risi gakeTebac guliT surdaT,<br />
iZulebiT akeTebdnen, ris gakeTebasac garemo<br />
sTavazobdaT. es ki orives uaresad aRizianebda,<br />
abrazebda, acofebda da, Sedegad kidev ufro<br />
swrafad, kidev ufro uazrod gadioda dro.
<strong>avel</strong>umi ianis erT-erT qaritasTan, vTqvaT,<br />
efrosinesTan, igive sandra sandrovnasTan idga<br />
mdgmurad, gamoCenili sabWoTa mwerlis qvrivTan,<br />
romelic rasakvirvelia, "gayvanili iyo saqmeSi"<br />
da didadac TanaugrZnobda gardacvlili<br />
meuRlis axalgazrda kolegas. fransuaza<br />
RamiTac Tu axerxebda darCenas, sulgrZelad<br />
uTmobda Tavis saZile oTaxs, roca <strong>avel</strong>ums,<br />
ufransuazod, yovelTvis gardacvlili qmris<br />
kabinetSi uSlida logins. fransuaza, ra Tqma<br />
unda, axerxebda Rame darCenas, magram iqamde ise<br />
iRleboda ukve aTasjer daTvalierebulis<br />
daTvalierebiT (raki satusaRoSi iyvnen<br />
turistebad Camosulebi, maTi aRricxvac iseve<br />
xdeboda gidis mier, dila-saRamos, rogorc<br />
Cveulebrivi patimrebisa), erTbaSad mouRebda<br />
xolme bolos mTeli dRis daZabuloba da<br />
nerviuloba, manqanaSive eZineboda da liftSic<br />
zezeurad eZina, <strong>avel</strong>umis mkerdze miyudebuls.<br />
magram SeiZleboda uaresadac yofiliyo saqme,<br />
salaparakodac Zlivs enaxaT erTmaneTi, bedad,<br />
ani-luiza rom ar movlenodaT mfarvel<br />
angelozad, fransuazas Tanamemamule, dedis<br />
toli qali, romelic fransuazasTan erTad<br />
cxovrobda nomerSi da yvelanairad cdilobda,<br />
SeumCneveli gaexada modaraje TvalisTvis<br />
fransuazas satrfialo paemnebi. fransuazasi ar<br />
iyos, isic siyvaruls daeyenebina amsigrZe gzaze,<br />
ZvelisZveli, omisdroindeli megobris sanaxavad<br />
Camosuliyo Soreul qalaqSi, raki lamis<br />
ukanasknel wams, Rrma sibereSi Sesaxlebamde,<br />
miscemoda amis SesaZlebloba. sxvaTaSoris,
<strong>avel</strong>umi da ani-luizas megobari erTdroulad<br />
gamocxaddnen paemanze pirvelsave dRes da es<br />
xelacaxcaxebuli, ybaCamovardnili kaci rom<br />
dainaxa sastumros win, <strong>avel</strong>ums gulma reCxi uyo -<br />
Tu mogzavnili ar aris, aucileblad<br />
fransuazasTan iqneba raRaciT dakavSirebulio.<br />
tyveobagamovlili da cimbirmoxdili kacis<br />
kvalobaze kidev ara uSavda, magram Seyvarebuls<br />
dacinviT Tu dauZaxebda vinme. ra Tqma unda,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums Tavisi elda da SiSi klavda, buzi<br />
aqlemad eCveneboda, magram bolos mainc utyuari<br />
aRmoCnda misi gumani, misi cxoveluri alRo -<br />
fransuaza da ani-luizac erTad gamovidnen<br />
sastumrodan.
da mainc, es Sexvedra ufro "niadagis mosasinji",<br />
sakuTari grZnobebis Sesamowmebeli Sexvedra iyo<br />
da amdenad ufro mniSvnelovanic ara marto<br />
winamorbed, aramed Semdgom Sexvedrebzec. jer<br />
kidev SeiZleboda Tavis gadarCena-meTqi - vambob<br />
fransuazas gasagebad. Tumca, fransuazac<br />
grZnobda albaT amas. aeroportSi Zalian<br />
nerviulobda, Segnebulad aridebda <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
Tvals da, amis gamo, gansakuTrebul yuradRebas<br />
aniWebda yvelafers, mtkivneulad ganicdida<br />
nebismier wvrilmans. rasakvirvelia, grZnobda<br />
cali fexi maxeSi rom hqonda ukve Cavardnili,<br />
safuZveli rom eyreboda mis uazro wanwals win da<br />
ukan, parizsa da moskovs Soris, roca imave<br />
manZilis gavla nebismier or wertils Sorisac<br />
SeeZlo. brazobda, iRrineboda, mizezobda<br />
(gakvirvebuli, Sewuxebuli sakuTari uzneobiT)<br />
da, TavisTavad cxadia, tiroda, tiroda, tiroda...<br />
oRond, uxmod, TavisTvis. anda, piriqiT - TiTqos<br />
uimisod, masTan SeuTanxmeblad moedineboda<br />
misive Tvalebidan siyvarulis uZvelesi,<br />
maradiuli, dauleveli, yinuliviT mduRare,<br />
badagiviT mdore cremli - dgeboda Jami didi<br />
siyvarulisa, anu didi gansacdelisa, didi<br />
gamocdisa (arafris gamo da arafris gulisTvis),<br />
Jami mware imedisa da tkbili Sxamisa.
imave dRes parizidan werda <strong>avel</strong>ums: ori saaTic<br />
ar aris rac davbrundi da ukve magidas vuzivar,<br />
ukve gwer, erTi suli maqvs, rodis mogixdi bodiSs,<br />
aeroportSi Cemi umsgavso saqcielisTviso. ase<br />
rom, bodiSs gixdi. mapatie. Zalian gTxov. cudad<br />
viyavi da meti araferi. imedi maqvs, droze mixvedi<br />
vnukovoze. <strong>avel</strong>umi yovelTvis imave dRes<br />
mofrinavda (an modioda) moskovidan. erTi saaTic<br />
aRar SeeZlo xolme iq uimisod gaCereba.<br />
erTdroulad sakmaod didxans vifrineT albaT.<br />
albaT mTeli saaTi, radgan Cvenma TviTmfrinavma<br />
gafrena daagviana. es jer kidev sakiTxavia,<br />
marTla ifrines Tu ara erTdroulad - im<br />
qveyanaSi, sadac SesaZlebelia sagareo<br />
TviTmfrinavi mTeli saaTiT Seyovndes, saSinao ra<br />
dReSi iqneba! magram es naklebad mniSvnelovania<br />
imaTTvis, radgan isini isedac erTad iqnebian sul,<br />
caSic da miwazec, cal-calke da mainc erTad,<br />
ufro sworad, cxovrebaSi - cal-calke,<br />
erTmaneTis sulsa da gonebaSi - erTad. amas<br />
fransuazac grZnobda ukve da imitomac brazobda,<br />
nerviulobda, tiroda aeroportSi - iqidan<br />
midioda, sadac misi adgili iyo da midioda iq,<br />
sadac aRar hqonda adgili, sadac yvelaferi<br />
eucxoveboda ukve, examuSeboda, rogorc<br />
uwvrTnel cxens - aRviri. aRviri ki<br />
egreTwodebuli Tavisufali samyaro gaxldaT - iq<br />
SeZenili Cvevebi - gansakuTrebiT ki ZvalrbilSi<br />
gamjdari pasuxismgeblobis grZnoba sakuTari<br />
moTxovnilebebisa da midrekilebebis mimarT, rac<br />
yvelaze metad uSlida xels, mSvidad, gonieri<br />
arsebisTvis damaxasiaTebeli moTminebiT
garkveuliyo axal, moulodnel da, amdenad,<br />
damafrTxobel moTxovnilebebsa da<br />
midrekilebebSi, anu, did, saerTaSoriso<br />
usamarTlobad da aseve did, pirad ubedurebad<br />
CaeTvala xalxTa sapyrobiledan, gnebavT,<br />
borotebis imperiidan Sin mSvidobiT dabruneba da<br />
sanatreli gaexada iqauri, janmrTelobisTvis<br />
yovlad mavne, saxifaTo haeris CasunTqva, anda<br />
saaTobiT yuryuti, vTqvaT, sapnis, kbilis pastisa<br />
Tu tualetis qaRaldis rigSi... mliqvneloba da<br />
Tavis damdableba yovel wamsa da yvelas winaSe,<br />
viszedac SeiZleboda yofiliyo damokidebuli<br />
misi bedi, Tundac, drois garkveul monakveTSi,<br />
Cveulebrivi molare iqneboda is, noqari, dalaqi,<br />
saxlmmarTveli, liftiori, milicieli, taqsis<br />
mZRoli, administraciuli Tu partiuli muSaki -<br />
mokled, mTeli fauna misTvis ukve uZvirfasesi<br />
cixisa, WianWvelidan virTxamde da virTxidan<br />
WianWvelamde, sadac didi siamovnebiT<br />
gatusaRdeboda TviTonac, nebayoflobiT, radgan<br />
im cixis nebayoflobiTi tusaRoba bedniereba anda<br />
ubedureba ki ar iqneboda misTvis, aramed<br />
normaluri, bunebrivi, adamianuri cxovreba - erT<br />
sakanSi Tu ara, saerTo WerqveS da saerTo kedlebs<br />
Soris mainc icxovrebda imasTan erTad, vis<br />
gareSec "cudad iyo da sxva araferi", ese igi,<br />
veRarc ki warmoedgina cxovreba. aqedan<br />
gamomdinare, parizSi CafrenisTanave, marTla<br />
magidas ki ar miujda satrfialo ustaris<br />
dasawerad, jer Tavis bavSvobis megobars daureka<br />
- marTla damTavrebula Cvens Soris yvelaferi, me<br />
ukve didi qali varo - da mere dajda werad. es is
megobari gaxlavT, romlis gamoc gaiqca saerTod<br />
Tavidan sabWoeTSi, ufro raRacaze gabutuli,<br />
vidre safuZvlianad ganrisxebuli; ufro asaks<br />
ayolili, vidre grZnobas, radgan ki ar gadaiyvara,<br />
ki ar SeiZula, vinc iqamde bavSvurad wrfeli<br />
siyvaruliT uyvarda - misTvisac moulodnelad<br />
moyirWda, erT mSvenier dRes, bavSvobaSi<br />
aCemebuli romeliRac namcxvris, nayinisa Tu<br />
limonaTis msgavsad. bavSvobis siyvaruli<br />
savarjiSo siyvaruli aRmoCnda, siyvarulis "ai ia"<br />
da siyvarulis "do re mi fa sol la si", is ki,<br />
fransuaza, mware imedisa da tkbili Sxamis<br />
pirveli ylupiT ukve gulmuceldaTuTquli,<br />
dabneuli awydeboda eswuTia misive arsebidan<br />
amozrdili wuxilisa da gaurkvevlobis xorklian<br />
kedlebs, zed emsxvreoda cariel boTliviT, da<br />
eniT uTqmel Svebasa da netarebas aniWebda<br />
sakuTar namsxvrevebze SiSveli fexebiT siaruli:<br />
davborialob cariel binaSi da, cota ar iyos,<br />
meSinia. nacnobebic aRaravin darCa parizSi.<br />
saswrafod unda wavide aqedan, Torem gavgiJdebi.<br />
jer sad xar! gagiJeba mere naxe, roca mixvdebi,<br />
darwmundebi, ki ar mivcurav, Caylapuli ankesi<br />
mimaTrevs napiriskeno. ver warmoidgen, rogori<br />
madlobeli var Seni. marTalia cudad ismoda,<br />
magram mainc kargad moviqeci, rom dagireke.<br />
srulebiTac ar ganvicdi sindisis qenjnas. magram<br />
mainc mapatie. ramdenadac vici, am dros Tqvenebi<br />
TbilisSi ar arian. marTalia, ar arian. an badenbadenSi<br />
isveneben an kanSi. aTi saaTi vucade Seni<br />
xmis gagonebas. dilis oTx saaTze daviZine. magram<br />
ratom miTxari, xSirad ifiqre Cemzeo? ra ufleba
gaqvs? vin mogca neba, damidgino, damikanono visze<br />
vifiqro da visze ara? cota Tu bevri? xSirad Tu<br />
xandaxan? es mxolod Cemi uflebaa, gesmis? mesmis,<br />
magram maxeSi xar ukve gabmuli. me Tu mkiTxav,<br />
zedmetad bevrs vfiqrob Senze. marto veRar<br />
davrCenilvar, maSinve win ametuzebi,<br />
gulxeldakrefili, eSmakurad momRimari,<br />
Tvalmowkuruli. gamanebe, gTxov, Tavi. xom xedav,<br />
ar mcalia. vrecxav. vemzadebi. paraskevs mivdivar<br />
kunZulze. eg ar giSvelis. Cvenebi ukve yvelani iq<br />
arian. melodebian. Cvenc iq vilaparakoT, ramdenic<br />
ginda. avfofxdebi Cems lodze, xvlikiviT<br />
miveficxebi mzes da erTxel kidev (RmerTma icis<br />
meramdened), warmovidgen yvelafers, nabij-nabij,<br />
namcec-namcec, Tavidan bolomde da bolodan<br />
Tavamde. gkocni. miyvarxar. naxvamdis. naxvamdis,<br />
magram araferi getkinos iqamde. Tumca, Sen ra<br />
genaRvleba - rogorc TviTon ambob, waxval Sens<br />
kunZulze da gavarvarebul lodebze xvlikiviT<br />
gauyuCdebi mzes, anda dediSobila itantaleb<br />
bunebis wiaRSi, bunebis SviliviT, civilizebuli<br />
eSu, da marTlac, ramdenic gendomeba, imdens<br />
iocnebeb im bednier dReze, roca Seni kaciWamia<br />
qarTveli, bolos da bolos, gaadamiandeba,<br />
eziareba civilizacias, kulturas da Tavadac<br />
dediSobila gamogecxadeba mzis amosvlis<br />
kunZulze, sadac Cacmul kacs araTu ver dainaxav<br />
Turme, verc warmoidgen, isea Tvali garyvnili...<br />
ukacravad, garyvnili ki ara, miCveuli bunebriv,<br />
ufro sworad ki, esTetikur siSiSvles. sxvaTa<br />
Soris, SiSvlad siaruli fransuazas bebiam da<br />
misma megobarma daamkvidres Turme im kunZulze.
maSin kunZuli jer kidev ukacuri yofila TiTqmis<br />
- mavTulxlarTebiT SemoRobili samxedrosazRvao<br />
bazis garda, sul ramdenime qoxmaxi<br />
mdgara da erT maTganSi fransuazas bebias<br />
ucxovria - qmrisgan naRalatevi, iq<br />
gadasaxlebula viRac rus emigrantTan erTad,<br />
kropotkinis uaxloes TanamebrZolTan da sakmaod<br />
uJmur kacTan, romelsac sicocxlis bolo wlebSi<br />
veRaravin elaparakeboda Turme da, mansardaSi<br />
Seketili, fransuazas mets aravis uSvebda<br />
TavisTan. imasac imitom uSvebda, dedis gineba da<br />
uwmawuri sityvebi rom eswavlebina Tavis<br />
mSobliur enaze, magram, rasakvirvelia, marto<br />
amis brali ar unda iyos fransuazas midrekileba<br />
rogorc rusuli enis, ise uwmawuri sityvebisadmi<br />
saerTod. Tumca, genetikuri Tu ara, garkveuli<br />
fsiqologiuri mniSvneloba albaT mainc hqonda<br />
fransuazasTvis im saxlis kedlebs Soris<br />
Casaxvas, sadac, ase Tu ise, mainc sufevda rusi<br />
meamboxis emigrantuli suli. magram es ar aris<br />
CvenTvis mTavari, CvenTvis mTavaria, maincdamainc,<br />
isini rom aRmoCndnen pirveli civilizebuli<br />
velurebi - frangi da rusi - fransuazas bebia da<br />
kropotkinis megobari - Cveni drois robinzoni da<br />
paraskeva, Tuki, raRa Tqma unda, SesaZlebelia,<br />
sapirispiro sqesisa iyos an robinzoni an<br />
paraskeva. Tumca, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, ratom ar<br />
SeiZleba? ramdenadac imave fransuazasgan vici,<br />
safrangeTSi am TvalsazrisiT didi mniSvneloba<br />
ar unda hqondes sqesobriv sxvaobas, ese igi,<br />
nebismier or vaJbatons Soris, SeiZleba, erT-erTi<br />
maTgani qalbatoni klavdia da nebismier or<br />
qalbatons Soris, erT-erTi maTgani batoni
avgusti aRmoCndes moulodnelad. magram es ukve<br />
sxva Temaa da, sabednierod, naklebad Seexeba<br />
fransuazas. mokled, imaT daumkvidrebiaT<br />
kunZulze tanSiSvela siaruli, rac maTgan<br />
Taviseburi protesti ufro iyo, vidre uzneoba,<br />
kidev erTi saxeoba bebruli celqobisa. qali<br />
moRalate qmarze iyo gamwyrali, kaci umadur<br />
samSobloze da oriveni erTad, rogorc SeeZloT,<br />
ise ugebdnen niSns, arafrad agdebdnen saerTod<br />
cxovrebas, adamianur urTierTobebs, zne-<br />
Cveulebebs, adaT-wesebs. erTi navi hqondaT Turme,<br />
Savad gakupruli, da erTic xrinwiani gramofoni -<br />
xan navze ixrinweboda, Tu zRvaze gadiodnen<br />
saTevzaod anda saseirnod, xan ki - napirze, sadac<br />
titvlebi eyarnen silaze dilidan saRamomde<br />
(RamiT albaT ifarebdnen raRacas, Tundac<br />
sicivisgan Tavis dasacavad), titvlebi<br />
imzadebdnen saWmels, titvlebi Wamdnen, titvlebs<br />
sZuldaT da titvlebs uyvardaT erTmaneTi.<br />
erTxel fransuazas momavalma mSoblebma, sxva<br />
megobrebTan erTad, CaakiTxes sazafxulo<br />
ardadegebze da isini gaxdnen maTi pirveli<br />
mimbaZvelebi. mere ki yvelaferi TavisTavad moxda.<br />
adamiani xom danaxvis xatia da male iqauroba<br />
titveli xalxiT gavsebula, saiTac ar unda<br />
gagexedaT, titveli adamiani mogxvdebodaT Turme<br />
TvalSi, rasakvirvelia, pirvel rigSi, yvelaze<br />
ufro saintereso adgilebi misi sxeulisa. axla<br />
ki, Cacmul stumars saerTod ar CamogiSveben<br />
gemidan, fexs ar dagadgmevineben miwaze. xolo,<br />
samxedro-sazRvao bazis mezRvaurebi zRvas ki ar<br />
uTvalTvaleben mTeli dRe, titvel qalebs
aTvaliereben durbindebiT. Tumca, iseve<br />
miuRebelia aq sxvisi siSiSvlisTvis yuradRebis<br />
miqceva, rogorc tangauxdeli siaruli.<br />
rasakvirvelia, ZaliT aravin gagxdiT, magram<br />
TeTri viriviT gamorCeuli ki iqnebiT sul, axlos<br />
aravin gagikarebT, radgan Seni Cacmuloba,<br />
upirveles yovlisa, maTi siSiSvlis<br />
gamomJRavnebas niSnavs. marili ki swored<br />
siSiSvlis arSemCnevaa, misTvis yuradRebis<br />
armiqcevaa da ara piriqiT, rogorc vTqvaT,<br />
CvenTan, sabWoeTSi, SedarebiT (gacilebiT)<br />
CamorCenil, ganuviTarebel qveyanaSia miRebuli.<br />
warmogidgeniaT, viRa ar iyris Tavs im kunZulze,<br />
Tundac mxolod Sinagani Tavisuflebis<br />
gamosavlenad, araferi rom ar vTqvaT<br />
gansakuTrebul fizikur monacemTa<br />
demonstrirebis SesaZleblobaze, magram<br />
homoseqsuali iqneba, biseqsuali Tu ubralod<br />
seqsuali, ufleba ara aqvs, ase vTqvaT, aRiqvas,<br />
aiTvisos sxvisi siSiSvle, TavisTavad cxadia,<br />
sazogadoebrivi TavSeyris adgilebze (pliaJi,<br />
kafe, sacekvao moedani, fosta-telegrafi da a.S.<br />
a.S.), Tumca, ufleba albaT aqvs, rac ar unda iyos,<br />
is kunZulic safrangeTia, vin agikrZalavs imis<br />
aRqmasa da aTvisebas, rasac uyureb, xedav da amCnev<br />
(SeiZleba, grZnob kidec, Tundac uneblie<br />
Sexebisas), magram amis gamomJRavneba yovlad<br />
dauSvebelia, yovel SemTxvevaSi, samarcxvinoa,<br />
ukulturobad, velurobad iTvleba da RmerTma<br />
dagifaroT, Tuki Tqvenda uneburad, Tqvenma<br />
sarcxvinelma, sarcxvinelma ki ara - sarcxvineli<br />
sworedac rom Seuferebeli saxelia am
SemTxvevaSi - Tqvenma saoxrem - Tumca, saoxre<br />
nametani mdabiuria - Tqvenma falosma - falosi ki<br />
uaRresad arqauli gaxlavT - Tqvenma sabiZalma,<br />
rables eniT rom vTqvaT, ufro civilizebulad ki,<br />
Tqvenma penisma odnav mainc wamoyo Tavi,<br />
rasakvirvelia, sazogadoebrivi TavSeyris<br />
adgilas - Tavi umal Tavad mogeWrebaT - veRarc<br />
dana-Canglis kopwiad daWera, veRarc xelsaxocis<br />
daudevrad muxlze gadafena, veRarc Wiqebis<br />
daniSnulebisamebr Senacvleba veRar gadaarCens<br />
Tqvens reputacias, stveniTa da sicil-xarxariT<br />
gamogapanRureben mzis amosvlis kunZulidan da<br />
arc gaemtyunebaT - nebismier kulturulsa da<br />
civilizebul adamians unda SeeZlos nebismieri<br />
cxoveluri moTxovnilebis moTokva nebismier<br />
viTarebaSi. mokled, sjobs impotenti iyo, vidre<br />
veluri. da raki Sen piriqiT girCevnia, imitomac<br />
zixar xalxTa sapyrobileSi da ara mzis amosvlis<br />
kunZulze. magram adamians rodisme mainc rom<br />
SesZleboda mouTokavis moTokva, araTu es<br />
sabralo, ukbilo aRsareba beberi romeosi, is<br />
maradiuli, didebuli wignebic xom ar<br />
daiwereboda, romelTa siZvelisgan gacrecilsa<br />
da adamianuri daudevrobiT dalaqul furclebs<br />
Cveni naTiTarica da nacremlaric amCnevia albaT.<br />
da mainc, navsi Tu gatyda da rodisme Senc gaxdi iq<br />
Casvlis Rirsi, Tanac zRvis piras, cxel silaze<br />
kartis TamaSic Tu mogiwia SensaviT dediSobila<br />
da gaTqvirul, SxvarT gogoebTan, imaze ki ar<br />
ifiqro gunebaSi, pirvelad romels<br />
daveZgerebodi, Cemze rom iyos damokidebulio,<br />
aramed imaze ifiqre, romeli karti rodis
Camoxvide, koziri gamouyenebeli rom SerCes<br />
xelSi, vTqvaT, im tuCebdabuStul cugrumelas,<br />
ZuZuebi rom askdeba mkerdze da Wipis fosoSi jer<br />
kidev ubrwyinavs zRvis wyali. guSin mamas veCxube.<br />
ufro sworad, is meCxuba. arki vici, ratom. rame<br />
rom mcmoda, zed Semovixevdi, ise gavbrazdi. mamaze<br />
ki ara - Senze. albaT metyoba, marto SeniT rom var<br />
savse, yvelani rom gamoaZeve Cemi arsebidan. albaT<br />
marTla autaneli sanaxavi var - marto SeniT<br />
gavsebuli, gasiebuli, gaberili. ramdenadac me<br />
vici, Cemo Zvirfaso fransuaza, <strong>avel</strong>umi verafris<br />
didebiT ver gaSiSvldeboda dedamisis win.<br />
saerTod mSvidad vcxovrob, mSvidad da Cumad,<br />
guSindel gaugebrobas Tu ar miviRebT<br />
mxedvelobaSi. gansakuTrebuls arafers vakeTeb<br />
TiTqos, magram yovel Rame mainc gvian vwvebi. an<br />
gitaras vusmen, an kafeSi vzivar - titveli? - an<br />
vkiTxulob. parizis gaxsenebaze tanSi mzrinavs.<br />
araviTari survili ara maqvs muSaobisa. Zalian<br />
cudia? aba, rogor giTxra?! me vici, rom<br />
usaqmuroba monobis pirveli niSania. Zalian<br />
cudia, ra Tqma unda. dRes ise cxela, zRvazec ar<br />
gavsulvar, damezara. Tavi mtkiva. magram etyoba<br />
mainc momiwevs - CavyvinTav da davrCebi wyalqveS -<br />
zRvis fskers rom vxedav, vmSviddebi. Sen? Sen<br />
rogor xar? var ra. Tumca, mainc ar metyvi. vici,<br />
gicnob. aki giTxari, var meTqi! Tu momwer, parizSi<br />
momwere, im droisaTvis ukve iq viqnebi. raRac<br />
Zalian uazro, abneuli werili gamomdis mgoni. aki<br />
vambob, Zalian cxela meTqi. wina werili miiRe? an<br />
miiRebda an ara. eg ians ufro ecodineba.<br />
fransuazas aTi werili rom gamoegzavna
erTdroulad, iani mainc imdens gamoaCenda<br />
ramdenis gamoCenasac miiCnevda mizanSewonilad.<br />
gkocni, gkocni da gelodebi. elodebi?! RmerTo,<br />
Seni saxelis Wirime. sad? mand? rodis? ra Caicvas?<br />
ukacravad, ra gaixados pirvelad? xandaxan ise<br />
gacofdeboda xolme <strong>avel</strong>umi, ise moulodnelad<br />
waekideboda usafuZvlo sibraze, axlos rom<br />
yofiliyo fransuaza, SeiZleba daexrCo kidec.<br />
Tavs ar utydeboda, magram ukve Semjdari hyavda<br />
eWvis Wia, siyvarulis maradiuli Tanamgzavri.<br />
Segnebulad amaxinjebda, auxamsebda viTom<br />
fransuazasTvis saTqmel sityvebs da, Tqven<br />
warmoidgineT, garkveul Svebasac aniWebda es<br />
umartivesi da usindiso meTodi SurisZiebisa.<br />
aTasi sisulele da sisaZagle adgeboda enaze<br />
qveynis meore bolos sakuTar sibrazeSi<br />
dayursuls, danTqmuls, dakarguls sakuTari<br />
TavisTvisac, da amave dros, es iyo Jami ZilSi<br />
sazareli da cxadSi sasacilo, uazro, suleluri<br />
sizmrebisa, romlebsac, rasakvirvelia, upirveles<br />
yovlisa, eWvianoba ganapirobebda, eWvi awovebda<br />
Tavis Sxamian rZes da isinic, bunebrivia,<br />
Sxamianebi iyvnen, tkbilad Sxamianebi - verafriT<br />
ver moswyvetdiT pirs, ver moeSvebodiT - da<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umic mTeli Rame, Rameebi dafeTebuli<br />
daeZebda, viTom, fransuazas, xan TbilisSi, xan<br />
moskovSi - uTavbolod, usasrulod awydeboda<br />
aqeT-iqiT da aseve uTavbolod, usasrulod<br />
enacvlebodnen erTmaneTs is adgilebi, sadac<br />
uangaro, ukidegano siyvaruli daumtkicebiaT<br />
erTmaneTisTvis, sadac ki erTad yofilan rodisme,<br />
magram yvelaferi ise iyo erTmaneTSi
areuldareuli, qaji daidgamda kudze fexs.<br />
magaliTad, maTTvis raRaciT Zvirfasi, raRaciT<br />
maTTan dakavSirebuli esa Tu is moskovuri saxli,<br />
restorani an sastumro, viTom TbilisSi idga,<br />
Tbilisuri ki - moskovSi. magram es ki ar<br />
akvirvebda sizmris SxamiT aRgznebulsa da<br />
gamoTayvanebul <strong>avel</strong>ums, aramed - masTan<br />
SeuTanxmelad, misuCumra rom Camosuliyo, viTom,<br />
fransuaza sabWoTa kavSirSi. gulafrialebuli<br />
SeaRebda, Seglejda xolme morig kars, magram<br />
yvela kars iqiT erTnairi sicariele sufevda.<br />
daqanculsa da gabiTurebuls eRviZeboda<br />
gaoflil sawolSi. Tvalis gaxelac<br />
esikvdileboda. TmagaCeCili, fexSiSveli,<br />
mTvareuliviT xeliscecebiT Sedioda<br />
samzareuloSi da, kargamoRebuli macivris<br />
sinaTleSi Savad asvetili, pirdapir qilidan<br />
isxamda gamomSral pirSi yinuliviT civ mawons<br />
(Tuki, bedad, daxvdeboda, ra Tqma unda).
ai, kidev erTi, imdroisaTvis uaRresad<br />
damaxasiaTebeli sizmari: viTom, fransuazas<br />
mSoblebi TbilisSi Camosulan turistebad da,<br />
ratomRac, marto isini ki ara, turistebis mTeli<br />
jgufi (rasakvirvelia, garda moskoveli gidisa),<br />
dediSobila daseirnobs rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze. fransuazas<br />
mamas kiserze fotoaparati hkidia, mxarze ki<br />
peplis saWeri gaudia. dedas farTo farflebiani<br />
qudi axuravs da peplis frTasaviT moxatuli<br />
qolga uWiravs. titveli ucxoelebis danaxvaze<br />
Tbiliseli usaqmurebi saerTod gverdze<br />
atrialeben Tavebs, saerTod ver amCneven TiTqos<br />
da iseTi interesiT aTvaliereben lamis maTTan<br />
erTad gazrdil Wadrebs, gegonebaT, msgavsic<br />
araferi unaxavT TavianT sicocxleSio. <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
scnobs fransuazas mSoblebs, isini ki, ra Tqma<br />
unda, ver cnoben, arasodes unaxavT <strong>avel</strong>umi,<br />
magram aSkarad xvdebian raRacas da daZabulni,<br />
daeWvebulni, SeiZleba, damfrTxlebic ixedebian<br />
ukan. mere, viTom, fransuazas mama SeumCnevlad<br />
CamorCeba jgufs, <strong>avel</strong>ums rom gamoelaparakos<br />
rogorme, da <strong>avel</strong>umic mis siaxloves SeCerdeba -<br />
gverdulad dgas, viTom araviTari saqme ara aqvs<br />
masTan, viTom TavisTvis dgas Tavis qalaqSi da<br />
viTom, oTxad gakecilsa da pirze afarebul<br />
gazeTs ebutbuteba: gamarjobaT. nu miyurebT. me<br />
Tqven gicnobT. Tqven xom batoni poli<br />
brZandebiTo. vui, vui, vuio - viTom frangulad<br />
Seicxadebs batoni poli. me ki Tqveni qaliSvili<br />
miyvarso - ar daaclis sulis moTqmas <strong>avel</strong>umi.<br />
aaaao - viTom cotaTi moeSveba gulze baton pols -<br />
mec ara vTqvio, vui, vuio, rasakvirvelia, mec
gicnobTo - da saxeliTac mimarTavs <strong>avel</strong>ums,<br />
oRond fransuazas bavSvobis megobris saxeliT,<br />
romlis gameoreba sizmarSic ar unda <strong>avel</strong>ums -<br />
ara, ara, arao - axla is Seicxadebs qarTulad da<br />
gakecil gazeTs ramdenjerme mwared miirtyams<br />
tuCebze. Tan cdilobs, rogorme gaagebinos baton<br />
pols sul sxvanairad rom gamoiTqmis misi saxeli,<br />
romeliRac franguli koniakis saxelis msgavsad.<br />
koniaki ar miyvars, me mxolod romsa vsvamo -<br />
evropuli sinanuliT mxrebs iCeCavs batoni poli,<br />
ar esmis <strong>avel</strong>umisa da, yovel SemTxvevisTvis, mainc<br />
aCxakunebs aparats - turistia da qalaqis<br />
RirsSesaniSnaobebs iRebs samaxsovrod. visi ra<br />
saqmea?! xolo, rac Seexeba am kacs (<strong>avel</strong>ums),<br />
SemTxveviT gadaeyara, misi qaliSvilisa ar iyos -<br />
maincdamainc, iq gaCerda suraTis gadasaRebad,<br />
sadac is idga TavisTvis, pirze gazeTafarebuli.<br />
eg aris da eg. vui, vui, vui. magram am dros,<br />
moulodnelad fransuazas dedac CaerevaT<br />
saubarSi. ara, jer daufaravad, mourideblad<br />
gadaexveva <strong>avel</strong>ums da mere ityvis: ukve yvelgan<br />
viyaviT, mTawmindazec, jvarzec, magram<br />
fransuazas versad mivakvlieTo. fransuaza xom<br />
boSad iqca da raxania karavSi cxovrobso - Tavisi<br />
WkuiT, daamSvidebs aseTi guliTadi SexvedriT,<br />
cota ar iyos, Semcbari da aRelvebuli <strong>avel</strong>umi.<br />
gana ara, mec sul amis SiSi mqondao - amoioxrebs,<br />
viTom, fransuazas deda, qalbatoni madleni da<br />
uceb, samiveni restoranSi aRmoCndebian, Tanac<br />
TbilisSi ki ara, moskovSi. restornis sakmaod<br />
vrcel darbazSi naxevarkunZuliviT SemoWrili<br />
estrada jer carielia. instrumentebsa da skamebs
TeTri abreSumis mbzinavi SaliTebi acvia. ase rom,<br />
jerjerobiT, kidev SeiZleba erTmaneTis<br />
nalaparakevis gageba. magram, uneburad, yvelani<br />
mainc xmamaRla da Cqar-Cqara laparakoben,<br />
daSinebulni arian estradisgan. maT magidas,<br />
viTom fransuaza emsaxureba, magram mSoblebi<br />
mainc ver scnoben TavianT qaliSvils. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki,<br />
mSoblebma ar SeamCniono, TvaliT aniSnebs,<br />
munjurad uniSnavs paemans fransuazas.<br />
fransuazas ki patara, maqmaniani winsafris<br />
jibidan uzarmazari, satelefono cnobariviT<br />
sqeli wigni amoaqvs, yuradRebiT furclavs da Tan<br />
Sewuxebuli laparakobs TavisTvis: ar mcalia, ar<br />
mcalia, meRd, meRd, es dReebi sul dakavebuli<br />
varo. gogona, saqarTveloSi Tu xar namyofio -<br />
ekiTxeba batoni poli. Tqven ra, ar mogwonT aqauri<br />
mwvadio - brazdeba doinjSemoyrili fransuaza.<br />
Cvens qaliSvils migamsgavseT, imas ki sigiJemde<br />
uyvars saqarTvelo, Tumca dabejiTebiT TviTonac<br />
ar icis, marTla Tu arsebobs aseTi qveyanao -<br />
amSvidebs qalbatoni madleni. magram fransuaza<br />
marto <strong>avel</strong>ums uyurebs, viTom TvalSi Tvals<br />
uyris da eubneba: ra gaewyoba, raxan asea, momaval<br />
kvirisTvis Cagwero. madlobeli var, nu wuxdebi,<br />
srulebiTac ar minda Sens binZur wignSi<br />
moxvedrao - yviris, viTom, <strong>avel</strong>umi, magram maSinve<br />
mSviddeba, eSinia, sxva magidebis yuradRebac ar<br />
miiqcios da, ukve Semrigeblurad momRimari<br />
amatebs: xom xedav, ucxoeli stumrebi myavs, sad<br />
mcalia SenTan saRlabucodo. Cemi wigni Tu ar<br />
mogwons, Sen TviTon dawere SenTvis ukeTesio -<br />
tuCs ubzuebs, viTom, fransuaza (da am sizmarSi
<strong>avel</strong>umisaTvis yvelaze mniSvnelovani swored es<br />
replikaa, yvelaze gamaRizianebelic, radgan<br />
sizmarSi - sxvaTaSoris, cxadSic - Rrmadaa<br />
darwmunebuli, fransuaza im wigns gulisxmobs,<br />
romlis dawerasac TviTon apirebs, ufro zustad,<br />
natrulobs, romlis Sesaxebac mxurvaled,<br />
mgznebared da, TavisTavad cxadia, usazRvro<br />
ndobiT uyveba xolme fransuazas maTi xanmokle<br />
Sexvedrebis dros da, romelSiac, misi WkuiT,<br />
yvelasaTvis misaxvedrad, rasakvirvelia,<br />
maradiuli simboloebis moSveliebiT, erTxel<br />
kidev amxels imperiul siveragesa da sisastikes,<br />
anu, davuSvaT, minosisa da dedalusis<br />
urTierTobis fonze, maradisobis SuqSi gaatarebs<br />
warmaval dRevandelobas, gindac saerTod<br />
fexebze ekidos es sakuTari simdabliTa da<br />
uzneobiT Semzaravad dasaxiCrebul adamians).<br />
sarkmelSi ki, viTom, betonis uzarmazari,<br />
Tvaluwvdeneli koSki moCans da fransuazaze<br />
gabrazebuli <strong>avel</strong>umi mis titvel mSoblebs<br />
mSvidad (mogonili simSvidiT) uxsnis: ai, is koSki<br />
yvelaze maRalia mTels msoflioSi, magram aravin<br />
ar icis, ra daniSnulebas asrulebso.
amis mere, yvela werili TiTqmis sityva-sityviT<br />
imeorebs winamorbeds da Tavadac meordeba<br />
momdevnoSi. siyvaruli Tavis saqmes akeTebs -<br />
daundoblad ipyrobs gulebs, oRond<br />
sxvadasxvanairad: Tuki erTs (<strong>avel</strong>ums) kidev ufro<br />
umZafrebs ararsebuli Tavisuflebisken swrafvis<br />
Jins, meores (fransuazas) saerTod uClungebs<br />
arsebuli Tavisuflebis aRqmis unars. ase rom,<br />
SeiZleba, epoqis saukeTeso warmomadgenlebadac<br />
CaiTvalon isini. es is droa, roca dedamiwis erT<br />
meeqvsedze, egreTwodebul xalxTa sapyrobileSi,<br />
ZiriTadad zedamxedvelTa daudevrobisa da<br />
windauxedaobis wyalobiT, iwyeba axali,<br />
aranakleb sazareli epidemia - vin icis, ra gziT<br />
SemoRweuli virusi Tavisuflebisa dRiTi dRe<br />
ipyrobs satusaRos kuTxe-kunWulebs, rac ara<br />
marto satusaRos xelisufalTaTvisaa saxifaTo,<br />
aramed tusaRebisTvisac. Tumca, xelisufalT<br />
albaT xelsac aZlevs amgvari "Tavisufleba", rac<br />
sinamdvileSi Tavisuflebis imitaciaa da meti<br />
araferi, anu, igive monobaa, oRond<br />
gaufasurebuli, ufro zustad, gapampulebuli,<br />
abuCad agdebuli isev monaTa saseirod - samzeoze<br />
gamotanili da morTul-mokazmuli<br />
gasamkaulebuli jaWvebiTa da borkilebiT, sxvaTa<br />
Soris, isev ucxouri filmebis mibaZviT. es jer<br />
mibaZvis survilia da ara sulieri moTxovnileba.<br />
sapyrobileSi ki jer arc ician, ras warmoadgens<br />
is, rac undaT, rasac baZaven. is rom dainaxon, jer<br />
unda igrZnon - ise ver dainaxaven verasodes - ufro<br />
sulisTvisaa gankuTvnili, vidre xorcisTvis.<br />
amasobaSi ki miwisqveSa gadasasvlelebi
musikaluri xulignebiT ivseba (Tavisuflebis<br />
pirveli, oRond brma da frTaSeWrili<br />
mercxlebiT). urCxulis qercliviT gabrwyindeba<br />
xolme sibneleSi mosadafebuli eleqtrogitara.<br />
TiTqmis yvela dasaxlebul punqtSi, umciresi<br />
dabidan udides qalaqamde, iwyeba jinsis ciebcxeleba.<br />
meeqvse-meSvide klaseli biWebi skolis<br />
ezoSi, maswavleblis Tvalwin, daniT klaven<br />
Tanaklasels, jinsis Sarvlisa Tu kurtakis<br />
gulisTvis. monadSobil sabWoTa axalgazrdobas<br />
sigiJemde surs CacmulobiT mainc daemsgavsos<br />
"imqveyniur" Tanatolebs, romlebsac<br />
jerjerobiT, mxolod filmebis meSveobiT icnobs.<br />
magram es yovlad SeuZlebelia satusaRos<br />
pirobebSi. amitom, ara marto sibralulis<br />
aRmZvrelia maTi gawamawia, aramed amazrzenic.<br />
- biWuna, ratom mokali Seni Tanatoli? gSioda? -<br />
kiTxulobs uwignuri pedagogi an upasuxismgeblo<br />
mSobeli (amas ara aqvs mniSvneloba), cota ar iyos,<br />
Semcbari, Sewuxebuli sakuTari uwignurobisa da<br />
upasuxismgeblobis am uaRresad TvalnaTeli<br />
SedegiT, Tumca, saca samarTalia, TviTon<br />
namdvilad ar icoda, amis gamo Tu uxuWavda Tvals<br />
xelisufleba mis uwignurobasa da<br />
upasuxismgeblobas.<br />
- ara! - mkafiod, mkveTrad, brazianad pasuxobs<br />
qarTveli, rusi, somexi, uzbeki, litveli Tu<br />
mold<strong>avel</strong>i bavSvi.<br />
- erTi da igive gogo giyvardaT orives?<br />
- fih!<br />
- aba?!<br />
- ar vici. ise.
erTmaneTSi ki mxolod "amerikulad"<br />
laparakoben. ufro sworad, isev ekranidan<br />
gadmoRebuli ritmiTa da diqciiT warmoTqvamen<br />
improvizirebul "inglisur sityvebs", fonetikur<br />
uazrobebs, laparakisas, gzadagza gamogonils da,<br />
Tqven warmoidgineT, agebineben kidec erTmaneTs,<br />
oRond mxolod erTmaneTs da araviTar<br />
SemTxvevaSi sxvas, miT ufro marTla ucxoels,<br />
marTla amerikels. gogonebs marseleli<br />
meZavebiviT acviaT, TvalSi sacemad, gamomwvevad.<br />
rac mTavaria - martivad. TiTqmis araferi ufaravT<br />
siSiSvles. aseTi Cacmuloba, sxva Tu araferi,<br />
praqtikulicaa da advilad xelmisawvdomic,<br />
magram gaaCnia, ra mizniT. umaRles saswavlebelTa<br />
auditoriebi ase uneblieT gameZavebuli<br />
gogoebiTaa gamovsebuli. saxewamonTebuli<br />
leqtorebi blukuniT, dabneuli seriozulobiT<br />
kiTxuloben leqciebs. iq ki, dedamiwis<br />
xuTmeeqvsedze, sapirispiro procesi<br />
mimdinareobs. Tumca ara, procesi igivea, oRond<br />
sxvadasxva mizeziTaa ganpirobebuli. iqaur<br />
axalgazrdobas Tavisufleba amosdis yelSi. ase<br />
Cans garedan, Torem sinamdvileSi, iqauri<br />
axalgazrdobac sakuTar umweobas umxedrdeba -<br />
veRar uZlebs farul, mouSorebel daZabulobas,<br />
romelsac gaCenis dRidan grZnobs da romelsac<br />
dedamiwis erT meeqvsedze gadaWimuli labirinTis<br />
maradiuli mezobloba iwvevs; magram Tavad ase ar<br />
fiqrobs, ar unda ase rom ifiqros da araTu<br />
awuxebs, uxaria kidec, TandaTanobiT TviTonac im<br />
labirinTis binadars rom emsgavseba (SiSi Seiqms<br />
siyvarulsa), ara marto saxiT, suliTac, Tumca,
jer TvaliT ar unaxavs isini da Tuki rame icis<br />
imaT Sesaxeb, yurmokrulad, Worad gaugia, an sadme<br />
amoukiTxavs, rogorc miTiur minotavrze. magram<br />
genetiurad miRebuli SiSi momavlisa, TavisTavad<br />
cxadia, im pirquSi labirinTidan gamoJonili,<br />
misdauneburad aiZulebs ganuwyvetliv<br />
emzadebodes garduvali patimrobisaTvis, rogorc<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi emzadeboda bavSvobidanve dakiTxvisTvis,<br />
cemisTvis, sicivisa Tu SimSilis asatanad. imasac<br />
sxva raRa darCenia?! emzadeba minotavrTan<br />
Sesaxvedrad da, nebayoflobiT daborkili,<br />
daJRarunobs parizis quCebSi, anda RvTismSoblis<br />
taZris kedlis Ziras mzes mificxebia, saydris<br />
glaxasaviT, yelze jaWvSebmuli da Tavze rkinis<br />
salteCamocmuli. imaTxovrebs, raTa ar imuSaos.<br />
iSimSilebs, oRond mSoblis kmayofaze ar iyos.<br />
isic mSobels abralebs yvelafers. TiTqos<br />
mSoblis bralia maradiuli labirinTis<br />
arsebobaca da im labirinTis mier aRZruli<br />
Cvenebebic. amitom, Tavqudmoglejili gamorbis<br />
mSobliuri garemodan, daqiravebul waloSi<br />
cxovrobs, utualetod, uabazanod. sanaxevrod<br />
mSieri, mTeli dRe wrupavs koka-kolas plastmasis<br />
"lerwmiT", cekvavs waqcevamde da,<br />
Tavisuflebisgan damfrTxali, xsnas<br />
damoukideblobaSi xedavs, Tumca, iZulebulia<br />
kviraSi orjer mainc Seirbinos uaryofil<br />
mSoblebTan, viTom romeliRac daviwyebuli<br />
nivTis wamosaRebad, sinamdvileSi ki, mSoblis<br />
zurgs ukan saswrafod awapnuli katletisa Tu<br />
Zexvis naWris Sesasanslad, kibezeve,<br />
sadarbazodan gamosvlamde. damoukideblobis
gulisTvis nebismier damcirebas aitans, oRond<br />
Tavad moipovos hamburgeri misi arsobisa,<br />
diskoTeka misi sulisa; oRond aravin ikiTxos misi<br />
ambavi, arc dedam, arc mamam, - sad dadis, ras<br />
akeTebs, ras Wams. mis mimarT gamoCenili nebismieri<br />
yuradReba afrTxobs, radgan upiroveles<br />
yovlisa, misnairTa jogidan gamocalkevebasa da<br />
marTlac damoukideblad azrovnebas,<br />
damoukideblad moqmedebas avaldebulebs. is ki<br />
damoukideblobas TamaSobs (ZiriTadad mSoblis<br />
jibriT, romelmac saminotavrod gaimeta, jer<br />
kidev Casaxvamde) da amiTac kmayofilia, rogorc<br />
rigiTi msaxiobi - nebismieri roliT, Tuki andoben,<br />
Tuki ramed Caagdeben Teatris mesveurebi. magram<br />
maTi kmayofilebac moCvenebiTia da, amdenad,<br />
gamaRizianebelic, rogorc aqaurTa<br />
ukmayofileba, radgan Tavadac grZnoben, verafers<br />
rom ver Seqmnian imaze ukeTess, rasac gaurbian,<br />
rac yelSi amouvidaT, tkbiliviT moyirWdaT uceb.<br />
fransuazac erTi imaTTagania, oRond, imaTgan<br />
gansxvavebiT, imaTi TvalsazrisiT ukve yovlad<br />
dromoWmuli, samuzeumo, ufro metic, susunaksa<br />
da triqomoidze bevrad saCoTiro seniTacaa<br />
Sepyrobili da Tanamedrove cxovrebis<br />
moTxovnilebaTa Sesabamisad, wamieri da mZafri<br />
SegrZnebebiT ki ar kmayofildeba SemTxvevidan<br />
SemTxvevamde, aramed erTaderTsa da mTeli<br />
danarCeni sicocxlis gadamwonav SemTxvevas<br />
ewireba Segnebulad, sakuTari neba-surviliT.<br />
fransuazas ukve naylapi aqvs maradiuli<br />
satusaRos damyayebuli haeri da ukve uWirs<br />
Tavisuflad sunTqva, anu, mizandasaxuli
sijiutiT eTiSeba mSobliur garemos, radgan misi<br />
erTaderTi survili satusaRoSi dabrunebaa da<br />
arafers erideba saamisod, dRe da Rame<br />
gasworebuli aqvs, kidec swavlobs, kidec muSaobs,<br />
ufro sworad, veRarc swavlobs da veRarc<br />
muSaobs. gamouZinari, daRlili, xan gamocdis<br />
Casabareblad garbis universitetSi, xan gidad<br />
dayveba sabWoTa turistebis jgufs. kapiks kapikze<br />
awebebs, moskovSi Camosasvleli fuli rom<br />
Seagrovos rogorme. dilauTenia, daundobeli,<br />
kapasi maRviZaras zariT wamogdebuli, sul Zils<br />
ebrZvis, transportSic, magidasTanac, tualetSic.<br />
arada, yvelas kvercxi unda ugoros, yvelas<br />
fiandazad unda gaegos fexqveS, raTa apation es<br />
moureveli survili, miexmaron, xeli Seuwyon,<br />
aRasrulebinon aRusrulebeli, anu, parizidan,<br />
senas xaverdovani napirebidan, ayvavebuli<br />
wablebis damaTrobeli fSvinvidan, isev pirquSi<br />
labirinTis maradiul nestsa da siciveSi<br />
SeaRwevinon, CaasunTqvinon ukve<br />
funqciadakarguli, gablantebuli, Znelad<br />
CasasunTqi haeri. iqneb am werilma mainc moaRwios<br />
Senamde. etyoba, zedmetad gulaxdili werili iyo<br />
da aqamde "amuSaveben", sadac jer ars. SegiZlia<br />
momiloco - Cavabare bolo gamocda da movipove<br />
egreT wodebuli "lisensi" - Tqveneburad albaT<br />
diplomi. kidev erTi weli da mogWama swavlam<br />
Wiri. aRarc gavixedav sorbonasken. arada,<br />
maincdamainc, sorbona undoda eCvenebina<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisTvis, magram uSedegod. orjer mieca<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums SesaZlebloba da verc erTxel ver<br />
miaRwia iqamde, cali TvaliT mainc rom SeeWyita,
Soridan mainc daenaxa, rogor loRnis puris yuas<br />
cariel auditoriaSi misi sulieri Tanamesufris<br />
aw gansvenebuli magistris alkofribas nazies<br />
aCrdili. Tan mTargmnelad vmuSaob sabWoel<br />
turistebTan. axla ocdaaTkaciani jgufi myavs.<br />
CvenSi rom vTqvaT, sakmaod Zneli samuSaoa, magram<br />
ra gaewyoba - es vici mxolod. rogorc ar unda<br />
gagikvirdes, kargi xalxia - wynari, damjeri. cota<br />
xans acale, jer xamad arian. marto is ar sjeraT,<br />
marTla rom frangi var. albaT rusi emigrantis<br />
Svili xarT da imitom iciT rusulio. ar sjeraT,<br />
rom SeiZleba ararusmac iswavlos rusuli. miT<br />
ufro Tavisi surviliT. visac vaZalebT, isini ar<br />
swavloben da Tqven ra grjiTo - miRimian<br />
undoblad. xom ar vetyvi gaCenis dRidanve vicodi,<br />
maincdamainc Tqvens qveyanaSi rom gadaveyrebodi<br />
Cems bedisweras-meTqi; vidre frangulad<br />
madlobis Tqmas viswavlidi, rusulad dedas<br />
viginebodi meTqi. mainc ar damijereben. piriqiT,<br />
uaresad dafrTxebian mxolod. am werils<br />
provinciul qalaq puatvenSi vwer, magram romeli<br />
qalaqidan gamogigzavni jer ar vici. aRar<br />
SemiZlia. saSinlad daviRale. ramdenjer<br />
SeiZleba mainc daaTvalieros adamianma sakuTari<br />
samSoblo. fexebi ise mtkiva, TiTqos mTeli dRe<br />
Tixas vzelde. cota gavcivdi kidec. es ki Zalian<br />
cudia. me TxasaviT vacxikineb, Tqveneburebi ki<br />
gulianad icinian. imaT hgoniaT, asea saWiro: gidma<br />
unda aceminos, turistma icinos. Zalian menatrebi.<br />
erTi mxriv kargicaa amdeni samuSao rom maqvs.<br />
gTxov, nu inerviuleb, werili Tu daigvianebs.<br />
bolos da bolos, ra Cemi bralia, Tuki Cemi
werilebi ver aRweven daniSnul adgilamde.<br />
daniSnul adgilamde albaT aRweven, adresatamde<br />
ki vera. es sxvadasxva cnebebia. magram zedmeti<br />
gulisxeTqva saWiro ar aris. mainc ver gaigebs<br />
jerjerobiT amgvar sabWour maqinaciebs. amis<br />
droc mova. kidec gaigebs, kidec mixvdeba, kidec<br />
irwmunebs. ukve mesame werils gigzavni. rogorc<br />
sCans, wina ori ar migiRia. aRar vici, rogor<br />
moviqce. mainc sad qreba Cemi werilebi Seni<br />
azriT?! ianis jibeSi. yovelTvis xom ver Camovlen<br />
nacnobebi sabWoeTSi?! sxvas vis vando? qarsa Tu<br />
wyals? guSin wavidnen Cemi turistebi. Zalian<br />
damwyda guli. erTma komkavSiris samkerde niSani<br />
maCuqa, meorem - cimbiruli qvis namtvrevi. mesamem -<br />
sakuTari colis fotosuraTi. romeliRac didi<br />
kolmeurneobis Tavmjdomare yofila. me ra unda<br />
meCuqebina sanacvlod?! avdeqi da mTeli jgufi<br />
Cvenebur Rvinoze davpatiJe (Senc xom ase<br />
moiqceodi?!). Zalian isiamovnes. egaa rom, cota<br />
simagre akliao. kacia da guneba. mokled, Zalian<br />
damwyda guli. sanam aq iyvnen, ase megona, SenTanac<br />
mqonda raRac kavSiri da ai, bolo Zafic gawyda...<br />
amboben, noembris bolos qarTvelebis jgufi<br />
Camodiso. es ki namdvilad didi bedniereba iqneba,<br />
oRond ar getyvi, ratom. gkocni. veli Sengan axal<br />
ambebs. velodebi wigns. romel wigns?! minosis<br />
Rorebi erTmaneTs piridan rom glejen bavSvis<br />
Tav-fexs?! Sen ggonia, is wigni rodisme ixilavs<br />
dRis sinaTles?! etyoba, Cemi werili isev<br />
daikarga. iqneb es mainc miiRo. es ianis saqmea. is<br />
gadawyvets, miiRebs Tu ara. rac Seexeba Cems<br />
Camosvlas, jerjerobiT, gaurkvevelia. araferi
ar vici. raki fuli ara maqvs, verc winaswar vityvi<br />
rames. Tanac, aq unda viyo aucileblad aprilis<br />
damdegamde, Tu minda rom saerTod davamTavro<br />
universiteti. TiTqos vswavlob, magram mainc<br />
araferi vici. TiTqos vmuSaob, magram fuli mainc<br />
ara maqvs. amis mere yvela werili marTla<br />
tyupiscaliviT emsgavseba danarCenebs. sul<br />
swavlobs, sul muSaobs, sul gamocdaze CaWris<br />
eSinia da sul ufulobas uCivis. bevrs vmuSaob.<br />
damTqnarebis droc ara maqvs. arada verafers<br />
vaswreb da fulsac cotas maZleven. erTi Cemi<br />
megobari mepatiJeba (moskovSia gaTxovili), magram<br />
albaT ver movaxerxeb. Tavs zemoT Zala ar aris.<br />
vnaxoT, ra iqneba xval. sxvaTa Soris, iani ufro<br />
mets mwers, vidre Sen. guSin ori werili erTad<br />
momivida. Senze ambobs, nerviulobso da rac<br />
SeiZleba xSirad, rac SeiZleba bevri moiwere<br />
maqauri ambebio. imedi maqvs aRar nerviulob, Tuki,<br />
rasakvirvelia, es werili mainc miiRe. bolo dros<br />
parizi pirdapir walekes sabWoelebma. mgoni<br />
gamarTldes Seni winaswarmetyveleba. Tumca Cemi<br />
Tanamemamuleebi, Sengan gansxvavebiT, saSiSs<br />
verafers xedaven am ambavSi. yovel SemTxvevaSi,<br />
jerjerobiT. maT Soris - mec. SenTan SedarebiT<br />
Cven ufro sabWoelebi varT. magaliTad, Cemi erTi<br />
da leninelia, meore maoisti, mesame ki trockisti.<br />
vmuSaobdi wiTeldroSovan ansamblTan. mTel<br />
TeatrSi Ceqmis suni idga. didi ansamblia. axla<br />
azerbaijanel diriJorTan vmuSaob. iyo mwerlebis<br />
ramdenime delegaciac (Sen ar gTvlian mwerlad?).<br />
erTs, sxvaTaSoris, qarTuli gvari hqonda, magram,<br />
samwuxarod, mxolod gvariT aRmoCnda qarTveli.
saqarTvelos ambebi Cemze cudad icoda. mec gvarma<br />
Semacdina Tavidan. vifiqre gamovelaparakebi da<br />
iqneb TviTonve axsenos-meTqi, sityvas moayolos<br />
meTqi. bolos ki Cemi nebiT Cavuvardi urCxuls<br />
xaxaSi. qarTvelisa ra mogaxseno, urCxuli ki<br />
namdviladaa - gesliani, saSiSi. me ki Sesafer<br />
SemTxvevas velodebodi, guliTadi saubari rom<br />
gameba imasTan da rogorc ki dro vixelTe, maSinve<br />
mivaxale: dRes vin arian TqvenTan gamoCenili<br />
mwerlebi meTqi. Tan guli amovardnaze maqvs,<br />
velodebi rodis gavigeb Sens saxels, rodis<br />
metyvis, rasakvirvelia, pirvel rigSi esa da esao.<br />
saqmeSi xar! imanac is xalxi daasaxela, visac<br />
yvela sabWoeli turisti asaxelebs,<br />
darigebuliviT:<br />
axmadulina<br />
voznesenski<br />
evtuSenko<br />
roJdestvenski
omeliRac imaTganis leqsiviT aqvs yvelas<br />
dazepirebuli. arada, sacaa gamiskdeba guli,<br />
bagabugi gaudis, Sens saxels gahkivis mTeli xmiT.<br />
mikvirda kidec, rogor ar esmoda imasac. arada,<br />
mSvenivrad esmoda Turme. aSkarad swyins da<br />
tuCabzuebuli meubneba, me qarTveli ara var,<br />
saidan moitane Cemi qarTvelobao. SeiZleba Cemi<br />
Soreuli winapari marTla iyo qarTveli, magram me<br />
Tu vinme ara var, swored qarTveli ara varo. gvari<br />
erovnebas ar gansazRvravs da amis uamravi<br />
magaliTi arsebobs msoflio literaturaSio.<br />
mokled, Zalian gamibrazda. ki magram, Tqven ra<br />
kavSiri gaqvT saqarTvelosTano - mekiTxeba cota<br />
xnis mere - ratom gainteresebT maincdamainc<br />
qarTveli mwerlebio - iRimeba damcinavad.<br />
SemeSinda, magram ra SemeSinda! Seni saxe damidga<br />
maSinve Tvalwin. ena Camivarda. ara, piriqiT, enad<br />
gavikrife, mived-movede Robe-yores, mivukibmovukibe<br />
aTasi sisulele. namyofi var<br />
saqarTveloSi meTqi. rusT<strong>avel</strong>is iubiles<br />
daveswari da iqauri mwerlebic maSin gavicani<br />
meTqi. mainc romlebio, me, piradad, ar meguleba im<br />
donis qarTvelo mwerali, Tqveni yuradRebis<br />
Rirsi iyoso - itylarWeba uSnod. RvarZli saxeze<br />
Camosdis. ra SeemTxva aseTi, sacodavs? albaT<br />
mZime cxovreba aqvs gamovlili. codoa,<br />
rasakvirvelia. magram axla imis SemeSinda, ar<br />
Camacivdes, rogorRac ar daadginos Seni vinaoba<br />
da rame usiamovneba ar SegamTxvios meTqi.<br />
yvelaferia mosalodneli aseTi ubeduri<br />
adamianisgan (sxvaTa Soris, sul avadmyofobda,<br />
sul sastumroSi ijda). mwerloba saerTod
naklebad mainteresebs, ubralod qarTveli<br />
megoneT da mxolod imitom daviwye am Temaze<br />
saubari meTqi. vatyueb Cemi WkuiT. is ki isev ise<br />
iRimeba, Tvalebi zeTis gubeebiviT ubzinavs da<br />
qirqilebs - Tqven albaT esa da es kaci<br />
gainteresebTo (mainc axsena Seni saxeli!). ara<br />
meTqi - viyvire, gavasavsave xelebi. raRa<br />
maincdamainc es kaci meTqi. Tqven ra iciT, saidan<br />
iciT, anda ratom unda icodeT me vin mainteresebs<br />
meTqi. veRar vsunTqav. gulic aRar mifeTqavs.<br />
mkvdari vdgavar fexze da sulelurad viRimebi.<br />
imas vuRimi. imas velaqucebi. imis moTafvlas<br />
vcdilob. mwerlobaze sxva dros gavagrZeloT<br />
saubari meTqi, arc TiTo Wiqa kargi franguli<br />
Rvino gvawyens meTqi. mokled, rac ar unda<br />
miTxras, Tanaxma var, rasakvirvelia, Seni<br />
gulisTvis (miaqcie amas yuradReba, scenebi rom ar<br />
gamimarTo mere, rogorc gCvevia). sabednierod,<br />
mSvidobianad davSordiT mainc. Tavisi wigni<br />
maCuqa, warweriT. camde amiyvana qaTinaurebiT.<br />
frangul mSvenierebas rusuli madlierebiTo. ra<br />
Cemi bralia?! wigns rom maZlevda (sxvaTa Soris,<br />
yvelam maCuqa wigni da yvelam danarCenTa uCumrad),<br />
maSin miTxra swored, is aris CvenSi metnaklebad<br />
cnobili qarTveli, magram ara rogorc mwerali,<br />
aramed rogorc didi mususio. ai, eg ki namdvilad<br />
ar mainteresebs meTqi - avifare yurebze xeli. is ki<br />
Tavisas mierekeba, miyveba da miyveba Sens<br />
sasiyvarulo Tavgadasavlebs. ratom usmen, ratom<br />
iTmen, ratom ar brazdebi meTqi, vuyviri gunebaSi<br />
Cems Tavs, magram ki ar vbrazdebi, uaresad<br />
vfrTxebi. xom SeiZleba Cveni ambavic icodes?! ra
gasakviria?! sxvaTaSoris, bevri ram uimisodac<br />
vicodi, adrec mqonda gagebuli sxvebisgan. ase<br />
rom, yvelafers rodi tyuoda Seni yofili<br />
Tanamemamule. siamovnebisgan xelebs ifSvnetda<br />
Cemi Semxedvare. eg aris, rom aSkarad ver gitans.<br />
raRac piradi angariSi unda hqondes SenTan.<br />
xvdebi, visze geubnebi? icnob? lamazi coli hyavs?<br />
da mainc saSineli mowyenilobaa uSenod. madloba<br />
RmerTs, bevri samuSao maqvs, bevrs vmecadineob.<br />
ratom Senze ar mwer arafers? gkocni. marTla<br />
apireb Camosvlas? eg viRam uTxra? isev Cvenma<br />
sabWoelma kolegebma gaaSayires albaT, vireSmaka<br />
poetebma. CvenTan erTad ar ikadra wamosvla da<br />
calke modis stalinis vagoniTo. imanac daijera.<br />
ra qnas, pataraa jer, Tanac evropeli. bevrs<br />
muSaobs, bevrs mecadineobs, magram fuli mainc ara<br />
aqvs, araferi icis, Zilic aklia da, rac mTavaria,<br />
Seyvarebulia. miyvarxar. es wuTia davbrundi Cemi<br />
didi qveynis samxreTidan da bednieri var -<br />
damxvda Seni werili. uRrmesi madloba. ar viqnebi<br />
parizSi 20 Tebervalamde. olimpiur TamaSebze<br />
mivdivar (ra Tqma unda, Tarjimnad). magram Sen<br />
mainc momwere, vidre Seni werili CamoaRwevs, mec<br />
davbrundebi. sasrialod da sagundaod ar<br />
mivdivar, Senc xvdebi albaT. gSordebi, raTa<br />
mogiaxlovde. sxva mxriv yvelaferi Zveleburadaa.<br />
SenTan? Cveulebisamebr, axlac arafers ambob<br />
Senze. muSaob? svam? gZinavs? sxva ra SeiZleba<br />
gkiTxo? gilocav axal wels. araferi ar<br />
maviwydeba. SemiZlia Cveni ganSorebis wlisTavic<br />
mogiloco. ai, ukve mTeli welia... gamarjoba.<br />
rogorc ici, Tvenaxevari grenoblSi viyavi. sxvaTa
Soris ella vnaxe iq. ar vici, msaxiobad rogoria,<br />
magram sakmaod ucnauri qalia. jer ver micno (rac<br />
srulebiT ar gamkvirvebia), mere ki, cotas morCa,<br />
TmiT maTria, rogor ver micanio. maincdamainc,<br />
kargad ver unda hqondes saqme. erT weliwadSi<br />
mexuTed gavTxovdio. marTla didi cvlilebebi<br />
momxdara mis cxovrebaSi. miTxra, moval,<br />
vilaparakoTo, magram aRar gamoCenila. SeiZleba,<br />
rame ewyina. SeiZleba, davaviwydi. ar vici. Sen<br />
ufro gaarkvev mand. ai, asea saqme. dReSi erTi<br />
saaTiT mainc rom SemeSvebode, didi SeRavaTi<br />
iqneboda, cotaTi mainc moviTqvamdi suls. mapatie,<br />
Sen rom geubnebi amas, magram vis vuTxra? vici<br />
male ver gnaxav da imitom viRrinebi. albaT<br />
zamTramde araferi ar gamova. isev ufulobis gamo.<br />
gadavdivar axal binaSi. sruliad carielia.<br />
skamic ar maqvs. momwyinda. aseTia CvenTan<br />
damoukidebeli cxovreba. sesili da misi qmari<br />
parizSi gadmovidnen samuSaod. oTxi wliT.<br />
moskovSi rom ar emuSava sesilis qmars, verasodes<br />
gagicnobdi. adamianebi ufro metad arian<br />
erTmaneTze damokidebulni, vidre hgoniaT, anda<br />
amCneven. sesils yvelaferi gulaxdilad movuyevi<br />
da imanac yvelaferi mSvenivrad gaigo. sxva<br />
araferia axali. eg aris rom saSinlad miyvarxar<br />
da gkocni. imedia miiRe Cemi werili, anda male<br />
miiReb. koSmarebi ar maklia, magram<br />
koSmarebisTvisac madlobeli var. xandaxan iseTi<br />
sazareli fiqrebi momdis TavSi, TviTonve meSinia.<br />
sruliad SemTxveviT Sevityve, rom adamianebma,<br />
romlebic piradad ar micnoben, bevri ram ician<br />
Cvens Sesaxeb. albaT Sen gicnoben, Torem
sxvanairad... ar vicodi, aseTi varskvlavi Tu iyavi.<br />
Cavabare arcTu Zalian seriozuli gamocda da<br />
ukve uflebamosili var, Tavi gidad CavTvalo.<br />
bebia gardamecvala kiboTi. me da deda meore<br />
bebiasTan wavediT aTi dRiT, samxreTSi, Cvens<br />
kunZulze. sasaciloa, magram fuli mainc ara<br />
maqvs. ar vici, rogor viSovo... fiqrisac meSinia...<br />
gamosavals ver vxedav... magram mainc ar gavtydebi.<br />
Cemi erTaderTi survili mand Camosvlaa da<br />
Camoval kidec. ai, naxav! gkocni. ar damiviwyo.<br />
momwere. dRes miviRe Seni werili. didi madloba.<br />
cotaTi davmSviddi. rac marTalia, marTalia,<br />
moulodneli da ucnauri dReebi gadavitaneT.<br />
albaT Tqvenc gaigebdiT. cotaTi TiTqos<br />
Cawynarda yvelaferi. magram win ra gvelodeba,<br />
jer aravin icis. ase rom, mSvidad cxovreba<br />
parizSi ubralod SeuZlebelia. mSvidad Tqven<br />
cxovrobT mand - yvelafrisgan izolirebulni<br />
saimedod. mSurs Tqveni da menatrebiT. garda amisa,<br />
ufulod var. verc swavlis saqmea, maincdamainc,<br />
kargad. maissa da ivnisSi veraferi movaxerxe da,<br />
sicocxleSi pirvelad, albaT parizSi momiwevs<br />
zafxulis gatareba. Tumca, raki sabWoeTSi ver<br />
mivdivar, yvelaferi sulerTia. Sen ras ityvi.<br />
iyavi moskovSi? naxe ella? Tumca mainc arafers<br />
ityvi. gkocni. miyvarxar. pirvelad aRmoCndnen Cems<br />
jgufSi qarTvelebi. saqarTvelodan. magram mainc<br />
SeZlebisdagvarad vikavebdi Tavs. xom gagigia,<br />
rZiT SeSinebuli dos uberavdao. yvelanairad<br />
Sevecdebi zamTarSi Camovide. rogor midis wignis<br />
saqme? gmiri marTla titvelia? ki magram, SeiZleba<br />
sabWoeTSi aseTi ram? Zalian daviRale. Tvis
olos iqneb mSoblebs CavakiTxo ori kviriT.<br />
carieli parizis meSinia. Sen midixar agarakze?<br />
(hm, hm...). gkocni. veli Sengan axal ambebs.<br />
miyvarxar. amwinebze leon fuSe da misi coli<br />
Semxvdnen. wavediT restoranSi. bevri vilaparakeT<br />
Senze. mepatiJebian. vnaxoT. winaswar meSinia ramis<br />
Tqma. gadavedi axal binaSi. Sxapic maqvs da<br />
telefonic. gansakuTrebuli araferi momxdara.<br />
guSin gamocda Cavabare. jerjerobiT vmuSaob. ar<br />
vici rogor iqneba Cveni saqme, sami Tve Tu sWirdeba<br />
werils mand CamosaRwevad. da uceb: Zalian<br />
vRelav. ukve daviwye sabuTebis Segroveba.<br />
ianvarSi an TebervalSi. aucileblad unda<br />
vicode, SevxvdebiT Tu ara iq. swavlisTvis dro<br />
aRar mrCeba. mSoblebTan vcxovrob. marto rom<br />
viyo, veraviTar SemTxvevaSi ver gaviRviZebdi.<br />
gkocni da naxvamdis. RmerTo! RmerTo! etyoba, Cemi<br />
ori werili sadRac daikarga. ianis jibeSi. erTi<br />
Tvis mere, SeiZleba ufro adrec, moskovSi viqnebi.<br />
yvelaferi ecodineba leon fuSes... ukve viwyeb<br />
Relvas. vTqvaT da ver movaxerxe... vTqvaT da<br />
TviTmfrinavi... vTqvaT da atomuri omi daiwyo!!!<br />
miyvarxar. gkocni da male menaxo. warmoidgineT,<br />
ra dReSi iyo <strong>avel</strong>umi! vidre leon fuSe da misi<br />
vaJiSvili kolia-klodi specialuri ucxouri<br />
jagrisebiT manqanis saxuravidan Tovlsa yridnen,<br />
is sigarets sigaretze eweoda, Tumca, wuxandel<br />
nabaxusevs piri isedac gamoTuTquli hqonda.<br />
Tovlis mtveri saxeze usiamod ewebeboda, is ki<br />
mainc ar icvlida fexs, TiTqos ori nabijiTac Tu<br />
moSordeboda iqaurobas, uimisod wavidodnen, ar<br />
daucdidnen, ver moaswrebda manqanaSi Cajdomas.
sasa webovani nerwyviT amoglesvoda. Tavi lamis<br />
gaskdomoda. magram raki damsaxurebulad<br />
itanjeboda, morCilad itanda yvelafers.<br />
guSindeli dRec (erTi dRiT adre Camofrinda<br />
mainc, yovel SemTxvevisTvis), uaRresad<br />
moskovuri, anu erTi gauTavebeli Rreoba aRmoCnda<br />
da meti araferi (Tumca, wesiT, TiTqos verc unda<br />
moecala saamisod), saidanac, RvTis wyalobiT,<br />
cocxals ki gamoeRwia, magram sulieradac da<br />
xorcieladac ise iyo nagvemi, ise awamebda<br />
sindisis qenjna, Tqven warmoidgineT, Tavis<br />
autaneli tkivilica da gulisrevis ganuwyveteli<br />
SegrZnebac, garkveul Svebas aniWebda, rogorc<br />
borotmoqmeds - sasjeli.
isa da iani guSin jer "iakorSi" daTvrnen - viTom,<br />
Tevzis kargi wvniani ician iqao - magram <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
nerviulobisagan kriWa hqonda Sekruli. saerTod<br />
ver SeWama veraferi da ZiriTadad sasmels<br />
mieZala. smaSi arc iani CamorCenia. waramara Tvals<br />
upaWunebda, axsenebda mesaidumle rom iyo misi,<br />
TevzeuliT gasisinebuli da sasmelisgan<br />
saxewamoWarxlebuli. me mgoni ar SemSlia, aq rom<br />
wamogiyvaneo - amadlida mSier kuWze erTbaSad<br />
damTvral <strong>avel</strong>ums. is ki gulwrfelad iyo<br />
madlobeli ianisa, Sin rom daxvda da binis saqme<br />
moagvarebina, aq rom isxdnen axla da oficiant<br />
gogos earSiyebodnen zereled, zrdilobisaTvis,<br />
dros gasayvanad. <strong>avel</strong>umma saxelic ki hkiTxa<br />
oficiants da imanac maSinve xalisiT upasuxa, ar<br />
SeuRrenia wesisamebr. saerTod guliani gogo iyo,<br />
mowadinebuli emsaxurebodaT. gaRimebisas<br />
TavisTavad exuWeboda Tvalebi. lida erqva.<br />
ubinaod davrCi da amaRam SenTan unda wamovideo -<br />
mSvidad, TiTqos sxvaTaSoris uTxra <strong>avel</strong>umma.<br />
samwuxarod, mec ubinao varo - Tvalebi mouWuta<br />
lidam. aba, erTad veZeboT Ramis gasaTevio -<br />
gauRima <strong>avel</strong>ummac. viTomda xumrobda,<br />
sinamdvileSi ki, ase cdilobda Sinagani<br />
mRelvarebis Cawynarebas. Tavs ar utydeboda,<br />
Torem yvelaze Zalian marto darCenisa eSinoda<br />
ganTavisuflebis wina Rames. Tu marTla ginda,<br />
CemTan wamoiyvaneo - gadauCurCula ianma da,<br />
SeTqmuliviT, erTxel kidev CaupaWuna Tvali.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma uaris niSnad Tavi gaaqnia. undoda, raRac<br />
amaRlebuli, sazeimo eTqva, magram igrZno xmas ver<br />
daimorCilebda, ise auCuyda uceb guli.
iqidan, viTom yavis dasayoleblad, "pekinSi"<br />
wavidnen. axloc iyo da ase gvian marto iq Tu<br />
iSovnidnen adgils. jer erTi boTli koniaki<br />
SeukveTes da mere yava, isic zrdilobisaTvis.<br />
"pekinSi" ki, Cveulebisamebr, arasasiamovno suni<br />
idga. orkestri mTeli xmiT gahkioda. oficiatns<br />
qarTvelis danaxvaze, uaresad daumrgvalda<br />
isedac mrgvali, titveli, dafufquliviT<br />
alaplapebuli saxe. muSti mikrofoniviT miitana<br />
pirTan da RimiliT Tqva: specialurad TqvenTvis<br />
Sevinaxe erTi kolofi ucxouri sigaretio.<br />
mTvrali gogoebi wurbelebiviT mihkvrodnen<br />
aryisgan gamolenCebul kavalrebs. lamazebi ki<br />
iyvnen, magram uSnod cekvavdnen, yvelani<br />
Taviseburad, TiTqos cecxlwakidebul Tagvs<br />
dasdevdnen dasaWerad restornis aRmuvlebul<br />
buRSi. dasaWerad ki ara, adgilze gasasresad.<br />
TiTqos Tagvs aCvenebdnen, Tu dagiWireT, ai, ase<br />
gagsresavTo. is gogo unda wamogveyvanao - Tqva<br />
ianma. axla mec vnanobo - upasuxa <strong>avel</strong>umma.<br />
ZiriTadad amiT amoiwura maTi imJamindeli<br />
saubari. xolo, restornidan rom gamovidnen,<br />
taqsis rigSi, adgilobriv poets gadaawydnen (iani<br />
icnobda Soridan) da, ratomRac, Zalian gamoides<br />
Tavi, ginda Tu ara, CvenTan unda wamoxvideo,<br />
TiTqos Tavad iyvnen maspinZlebi da ara is,<br />
adgilobrivi, moskoveli. ufro sworad, iani ar<br />
moeSva - ar SeiZleba ar aRvniSnoT Cveni Sexvedrao<br />
- TiTqos monatrebuli hyavdaT erTmaneTi.<br />
SeiZleba imis gamo moiqca iani ase, jer kidev<br />
pirveli dReebi rom idga axali wlisa da Sin<br />
viRacis morTmeuli Rvino eguleboda; SeiZleba
imis gamoc, imas, moskovels, gagebuli rom hqonda<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis saxeli, rac did pativad CaTvala, ara<br />
marto <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis, aramed TavisTvisac. magram<br />
albaT mainc im dauwereli kanonis zegavlenis qveS<br />
imyofeboda, romlis ZaliTac moskoveli poeti<br />
yvelgan da yovelTvis sapatio stumaria sabWoeTis<br />
masStabiT. <strong>avel</strong>umi laparakSi ar Careula, imitom<br />
ki ara, sxva Wkuaze rom iyo Tavad imwuTas,<br />
ubralod eSinoda, rame ar wamoscdenoda zedmeti,<br />
vinme ar gaenawyenebina uneblieT - sul cudis<br />
molodini hqonda, mTvralsac ki, TiTqos<br />
daabezRebdnen, eg ucxoelTan Sesaxvedrad aris<br />
Camosuli moskovSi da Cvenc Tu gvelaparakeba,<br />
mxolod Tavisi ganzraxvis SesaniRbado; an kidev<br />
uaresi, fransuaza ar Camovidoda, bolo wams<br />
raRaca moxdeboda gauTvaliswinebeli da amdeni<br />
xnis mSfoTvare molodini kvlav uSedegod<br />
damTavrdeboda.
moskovelma poetma bolomde mainc ver gauZlo<br />
cdunebas, ahyva erovnul umciresobaTa mRelvare<br />
guliTadobas da - ra gaewyoba, Tqveni var, oRond,<br />
jer colsac SevekiTxebio - gaSala xelebi,<br />
gulmowyaled momRimarma. coli Turme sastumros<br />
foieSi elodeboda, gaciebuli, xmadakarguli.<br />
erTi stumroba ukve moeTavebinaT, Sua aziis<br />
romeliRac respublikis mweralTa kavSiris<br />
TavmjdomaresTan evaxSmaT nomerSi da Sin<br />
apirebdnen wasvlas. iani da <strong>avel</strong>umi qmris<br />
axloblebad CaTvala da, ra Tqma unda, aRar<br />
gapranWula, SeiSnova pativiscema. ase rom, yvelani<br />
ianTan wavidnen qeifis gasagrZeleblad (Tu<br />
dasamTavreblad). uceb gaiSala saxeldaxelo<br />
sufra - puri <strong>avel</strong>umma daWra, yveli da Zexvi<br />
moskoveli poetis meuRlem. ianma ki macivridan<br />
gadmoRebuli misi safirmo kerZi, ungruli<br />
guliaSisa da franguli ragus nazavi, gazis<br />
quraze Semodga gasacxeleblad. Tan usaqmurad<br />
momRimarsa da zurgze xelebdawyobil moskovel<br />
poets aswavlida am kulinaruli saocrebis<br />
damzadebis wess. rac mTavaria, ar unda dazogoT<br />
qarTuli balaxebio - ambobda rolSi Sesuli. ki<br />
batono, vici, saqarTveloSi balaxic iWmevao -<br />
iRimeboda moskoveli poeti. rasakvirvelia,<br />
gecodinebaT, Cven da frangebi xom TqvenTvis,<br />
rusebisaTvis, balaxiWamia xalxebi varTo - mainc<br />
ver Seikava Tavi <strong>avel</strong>umma - magram, jerjerobiT,<br />
TqvenTvisac Zneli dasadgenia, es frangebis<br />
Rirsebaze metyvelebs, Tu qarTvelebis naklzeo.<br />
Canglis wkrialze, karis mezobeli, radios<br />
diqtori, valodia Semovida, moRuSuli da
darcxvenili miesalma yvelas, dagvianebisTvis<br />
moubodiSaT TiTqos, da xuTlitrian bocodan<br />
maSinve grafinSi Camoasxa Rvino. icis Tavisi<br />
saqmeo - gaicina ianma. ukve magidasTan isxdnen,<br />
meore mezobeli, amjerad mdedrobiTi sqesis poeti<br />
(sabavSvo poeti), liana kruberi rom SemoemataT.<br />
mTeli kvira mpirdeba da bolos lamis mainc<br />
uCemod SeWama, ragua Tu guliaSio - SesCivla<br />
stumrebs, viTom ianze gabutulma. sinamdvileSi,<br />
Tavisi uflebamosileba daumtkicaT qaragmulad.<br />
moTxilamuris Sarvali da lurji, grZelbewviani<br />
svitri ecva. <strong>avel</strong>umi adrec Sexvedria lianas,<br />
rasakvirvelia, aqve, magram axla gansakuTrebuli<br />
mokrZalebiTa da pativiscemiT Seegeba - TiTqos<br />
sakuTari Tavi gaafrTxila, cudi araferi Caido<br />
gulSi, dRes saerTod ar arsebobs SenTvis qalio.<br />
arada, ukve im doneze iyo misuli, roca zedmetad<br />
utyvi da ukareba, enagakrefil ybedad da Rreobis<br />
warmmarTvelad iqceoda xolme. sasmeli ara marto<br />
enas uxsnida, aTmagi ZaliTac avsebda da SeeZlo<br />
mTeli kvira esva, emRera, ecekva, elaparaka...<br />
emruSa kidec. magram axla yvelanairad cdilobda,<br />
ar ahyoloda sakuTar Tavs, saerTod ar mieqcia<br />
misTvis yuradReba, viTom aq ar iyo, magram roca<br />
ians skamze CamoeZina da lianam yvelani TavisTan<br />
CaipatiJa saaxalwlo naZvis xeze, vaSao, iyvira<br />
pirvelma da TiTqmis Ziramde dayvanil bocos<br />
dastaca maSinve xeli.
liana sarTuliT qvemoT cxovrobda da zustad<br />
iseTive bina hqonda, rogoric ians, rogoric<br />
saerTod xelisuflebisgan iyo gaTvaliswinebuli<br />
SemoqmedebiTi organizaciebis uojaxo<br />
wevrebisTvis. kibeze fexakrefiT Cavidnen,<br />
mezoblebs Zili ar davufrTxoTo, magram<br />
ratomRac TviTonve ecinebodaT TavianT<br />
wesierebaze da fxukuniT awydebodnen erTmaneTs.<br />
yvelaze mets radios diqtori valodia icinoda -<br />
davlev, ar davlev, mainc cxviridan wamomadens<br />
Cemi colio. <strong>avel</strong>ums boco aetatebina, stumrad<br />
CaZinebuli bavSviviT, Tumca bocoSi CarCenili<br />
Rvino cocxal, mousvenar, daudgromel<br />
arsebasaviT awydebaoda SuSis galiis kedlebs.<br />
lianasTan marTla daxvdaT naZvis xe, morTulmokazmuli,<br />
ramac kidev ufro gaumZafraT sazeimo<br />
guneba-ganwyobileba. lianam naZvis xis sanTlebi<br />
aanTo da TviTon samzareuloSi gavida, "namdvili"<br />
yavis mosaduReblad. valodia taxtze miwva -<br />
gaSeSebuli Tvalebi SuSis namtvrevebiviT<br />
ubrWyvialebda aparparebuli sanTlebis Suqze.<br />
moskoveli poeti iatakze dajda, cols miujda<br />
fexebTan. <strong>avel</strong>ums ki uCinari Toki<br />
samzareulosken eqaCeboda mTeli ZaliT, magram,<br />
jerjerobiT, uZaliandeboda da moskoveli poetis<br />
xmadakargul cols earSiyeboda viTom, oRond,<br />
xazgasmuli TavazianobiT, rac Cveulebrivi,<br />
savaldebulo yuradRebis gamoxatuleba ufro<br />
iyo, vidre grZnobisa, an survilisa. ramdenime<br />
iaffasiani qaTinauric uTxra - SeiZleba, jobdes<br />
kidec xma Tu ar dagibrundebaTo; Zalian idumali,<br />
sasiamovnod amaforiaqebeli xma gaqvTo da sxva
amgvari sisuleleebi. moskoveli poeti maTken arc<br />
ixedeboda, magram aSkarad usmendaT, TavisTvis<br />
momRimari, da Tanxmobisa Tu kmayofilebis niSnad,<br />
misda uneburad, Tavsac akanturebda. mere <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
samzareuloSi Sevida da zurgs ukan miketil<br />
karTan gulxeldakrefili gaCerda. liana gazis<br />
qurasTan idga da yavadanSi sufris kovziT yrida<br />
yavas Tunuqis Zveleburi yuTidan. maSinve moxeda<br />
da gauRima. Tavi rom moabruna, cal mxares<br />
CamoSlil Tmidan yuris bibilom gamoaWyita.<br />
Suaxnis qali iyo, magram Zveli momxibvleloba<br />
jer kidev SerCenoda. rac mTavaria, jerjerobiT,<br />
TviTonac axalgazrdulad eWira Tavi. <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
nela miuaxlovda. lianac, etyoba, elodeboda,<br />
radgan aRar mouxedavs ukan. <strong>avel</strong>umma xelebi<br />
mxrebze Camoado da yuris bibiloze akoca. arc<br />
axla mouxedavs lianas. eg iyo rom, yurze mxari<br />
moisva da yavis yuTi xelSi SeaCeCa <strong>avel</strong>ums.<br />
"gaTavdao" - ratomRac gaifiqra <strong>avel</strong>umma.
yavis smas rom morCnen, moskovel poets misma<br />
xmadakargulma meuRlem sTxova, rame wagvikiTxeo.<br />
moskovel poets aSkarad esiamovna meuRlis<br />
yuradReba - wamodga, marcxena xeli meuRles<br />
daado Tavze, albaT madlierebis gamosaxatavad,<br />
da zedized waikiTxa ramdenime leqsi. sanam<br />
kiTxulobda, cols Tvali ar mouSorebia misTvis,<br />
daZabuli ahyurebda qvemodan, rogorc turisti<br />
qandakebas da mRelvarebisgan qveda tuCs ikvnetda,<br />
TiTqos sazogadoebas ki ar arTobda misi qmari,<br />
aramed gadamwyvet gamocdas abarebda. moskovelma<br />
poetma kiTxva rom daamTavra, carieli Wiqa<br />
ratomRac <strong>avel</strong>ums gauwoda da qarTulad Tqva - tu<br />
Seidzleba tamadao. <strong>avel</strong>umma sxvebsac saswrafod<br />
Seuvso Wiqebi da diasaxlisi adRegrZela,<br />
danarCenTa saxeliTac gadauxada madloba aseTi<br />
"sasiamovnod moulodneli" da "moulodnelad<br />
sasiamovno" saRamosTvis. lianasTan marto<br />
darCena mounda uceb da yvelaferi erTbaSad<br />
mobezrda: Rvinoc, naZvis xec, valodiac,<br />
moskoveli poetica da misi xmawasuli meuRlec.<br />
sxvebi rom wamoiSalnen, skamis sazurgeze<br />
gadakidebuli pijakisken arc gauxedavs,<br />
maspinZeliviT jibeebSi xelebCawyobili, oTaxSive<br />
daemSvidoba yvelas da vidre liana<br />
Semobrundeboda, ori TiTiT Caaqro mkvdari naZvis<br />
modunebul totebze aparparebuli sanTlebi.
meore dRes, aeroportSi wasasvlelad rom<br />
emzadeboda, Tvali ver gaesworebina sakuTari<br />
TavisTvis sarkeSi. ramdenjerme miafurTxa kidec<br />
sarkes da TviTonve mowminda idayviT sakuTari<br />
nafurTxi, viTom halstuxis ganaskviT<br />
gawvalebulma. halstuxis gakeTeba ki mxolod<br />
imitom gadawyvita, ase rom SeeniRba, ase rom<br />
daemala, Tundac ianisaTvis, guSindeli<br />
simTvralis danatovari sevda-wuxili, Sxami da<br />
gesli. marTalia, mTeli saaTi idga mduRare<br />
wylis qveS, magram mainc iseTi grZnoba hqonda,<br />
TiTqos Tavfexianad sibinZureSi amogangluli,<br />
damyayebuli Waobidan amoeTriaT es wuTia da<br />
verafriT moeSorebina mwvaned dabuStuli Waobis<br />
lorwovani qafi. kidev kargi, ianic ver iyo<br />
laparakis gunebaze da, pirsaxociT Tavwakruli,<br />
Soridan uTvalTvalebda mis gawamawias.<br />
siZulvilisgan, mrisxanebisgan TiTebi ise<br />
ucaxcaxebda, halstuxi ver gaenaskva. iseTi<br />
mRelvarebiT, iseTi facifuciT cdilobda mis<br />
ganaskvas (albaT memilionejer), TiTqos yulfs<br />
ikeTebda Tavis CamosaxrCobad, dro ki<br />
gansazRvruli hqonda. mTels samyaroSi ar<br />
eguleboda ufro mdabali, ufro amazrzeni, ufro<br />
umniSvnelo arseba, vidre TviTon iyo da, misi Rrma<br />
rwmeniT, daufiqreblad imsaxurebda yvelanair<br />
sasjels, rogoric ki odesme mougonia da<br />
aRusrulebia adamians - Caqolvasac, cocxlad<br />
gatyavebasac, dawvasac, danayvasac, akuwvasac,<br />
daxrCobasac, Tavis mokveTasac, cxenis kudze<br />
gamobmasac, daxvretasac, eleqtronis skamze<br />
daferfvlasac da mainc erTi suli hqonda, rodis
dainaxavda fransuazas. radgan Tuki vinme<br />
miutevebda, mxolod fransuaza miutevebda da<br />
Tuki misi ganwmenda saerTod SesaZlebeli iyo,<br />
mxolod fransuaza SesZlebda amasac. dainaxavda<br />
Tu ara fransuazas, gaigonebda Tu ara mis xmas ("ki,<br />
rasakvirvelia, es Sena xar"), moimwyvdevda Tu ara<br />
muWSi fransuazas drekad TiTebs, maSinve xelaxla<br />
daibadeboda da, TavisTavad cxadia, xelaxla<br />
daibrunebda axalSobilis ubiwoebasac da<br />
udanaSaulobasac.
derefanSi rom gavida, valodias binidan<br />
aRelvebuli, lamis yvirilSi gadazrdili xmebi<br />
Semoesma da uaresad daiZaba. tanma ugrZno, es<br />
usiamo xmebic masTan iyo dakavSirebuli raRaciT.<br />
fexakrefiT gaiara derefani da liftis Rilaks<br />
mTeli ZaliT daaWira TiTi. sadRac, Zalian qveviT,<br />
TiTqmis qvesknelSi, rkinis urCxuli erTbaSad<br />
SekrTa, saRaTas Zilidan gamoereva da sibrazisgan<br />
axrialebuli wamovida misken. TviTon ki isev ukan<br />
Sebrunda derefanSi, TiTqos urCxulis SeeSindao,<br />
da valodias kars miayurada. jer sakuTari gulis<br />
bagabugis meti veraferi gaigona. mere ki qalis<br />
gawiwmatebuli xmac gamoikveTa. pirwavardnili<br />
loTi xar da wesieri adamiani arc unda<br />
gelaparakebodeso - ambobda qali (albaT<br />
valodias meuRle).. valodiamac raRac<br />
Caiburtyuna pasuxad, magram <strong>avel</strong>umma ver gaarkvia.<br />
vinc ginda is iyos, CemTvis sulerTiao - miaxala<br />
qalma. am sityvebma gansakuTrebulad Seawuxa<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi. tanma ugrZno, misi misamarTiT iyo<br />
naTqvami, mas gulisxmobdnen, misi arseboba<br />
aRizianebda viRacas, misTvis sruliad ucnob<br />
adamians, da savsebiT samarTlianadac, radgan<br />
TviTon rom ar gaCeniliyo saerTod, arc am ucxo<br />
qalis loTi qmari daTvreboda guSin zedmetad,<br />
riggareSe, da Tundac marto erT dRes simSvide<br />
iqneboda maT uRimRamo, marad mowyenil ojaxSi.<br />
marTalia, valodia u<strong>avel</strong>umodac mSvenivrad<br />
ylurwavda Rvinosa Tu arays da iseTi cudi<br />
simTvrale hqonda, arafriT ar SeiZleboda kargi<br />
diqtori yofiliyo, magram es srulebiTac ar<br />
aqarwylebda <strong>avel</strong>umis wuxandel danaSauls.
ucodvels Seacden Tu codvils miumateb codvas,<br />
pasuxi erTnairad mogekiTxeba. lamis col-qmari<br />
gahyara, erTi Rame marto rom ar darCeniliyo<br />
Tavad. "RmerTo, ramdeni codva maqvs Cadenili<br />
Tundac am erT saxlSio" - gaifiqra yurmokruli<br />
saubriT uaresad gunebawamxdarma da isev<br />
fexakrefiT ki ar gamobrunda ukan, gamoiqca<br />
liftisken, rogorc erTaderTi TavSesafrisken,<br />
da marTlac, rogorc ki gamoaRo liftis kari,<br />
kabinaSi Suqi ainTo, TiTqos urCxulma<br />
cecxlovani xaxa daaRoo, da Tavfexianad<br />
gadaylapa <strong>avel</strong>umi.
axla ki erTi suli aqvs, rodis gadawmends mama-<br />
Svili daTovlil manqanas da rodis Cajdeba<br />
manqanaSi. kolia-klodma aiCema, ginda Tu ara, mec<br />
unda wamovide, aryis tye unda vnaxo aeroportis<br />
gzazeo, magram sinamdvileSi imasac fransuazas<br />
naxva eCqareba. araCveulebrivad gonebagaxsnili<br />
da amitomac mudam aranormalurad aRgznebuli es<br />
rva wlis bavSvic fransuazazea Seyvarebuli da<br />
arc malavs. fransuaza ki miyvars, magram vici,<br />
colad ver SevirTavo - ganacxada weRanac, roca<br />
manqanis sabargulidan Tovlis sawmend jagrisebs<br />
iRebdnen. moskovSi didi zamTaria. yinva<br />
ocdaTxuTmetamde adis. quCebis gaswvriv afxekili<br />
da yinulad qceuli Tovlis zvinebi avad bzinaven.<br />
saxlebidan gamozlaznili orTqlisa da<br />
nasunTqis burusSi moCvenebebs hgvanan<br />
saguldagulod SefuTvnili adamianebi. qalaqSi<br />
honkonguri gripi mZvinvarebs. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki<br />
srulebiTac ar aris momzadebuli amgvari<br />
zamTrisaTvis: Zveli, gaqeqili palto da Txeli<br />
kostumi acvia. sazamTro kostumis yidva TbilisSi<br />
ver moaswro. Tumca, arc imdeni fuli hqonda,<br />
ormagi da sammagi gadaexada iq, ra Tqma unda, Tuki<br />
iSovida. aq ki, SeiZleba naxevari litra aryis<br />
damateba dasWirdes mxolod. magram axla ise<br />
aitana sicivem, gamwarebuli abakunebs fexebs<br />
adgilze da araviTar yuradRebas ar aqcevs koliaklodis<br />
damcinav gamoxedvas. sxvaTaSoris,<br />
honkonguri gripis bralia isic, amjerad, isa da<br />
fransuaza arbatze rom icxovreben, krivoarbatis<br />
SesaxvevSi, puSkinisdroindel patara saxlSi da<br />
ara sabWoTa klasikosis Tanamedrove,
keTilmowyobil binaSi, radgan qalbatoni<br />
efrosine honkonguri gripiT gaxlavT avad da<br />
Zalian eSinia, am "aziuri sisaZagliT" ar<br />
daamTavros Tavisi moskovuri ardadegebi frangma<br />
madmuazelmac. ase rom, xuToTaxiani binis<br />
nacvlad Tavisi erToTaxiani bina dauTmo <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
ianis meore qaritam, TeTrgvardieli generlis<br />
qvrivma, qalbatonma Taliam, raki am uzarmazar<br />
qalaqSi sxva veraferi gamonaxes ufro sando da<br />
ufro mosaxerxebeli saerTaSoriso<br />
siyvarulisTvis. samagierod, mesame qaritam,<br />
qalbatonma aglaim, jer kidev uxsovar dros,<br />
antantamde, arafriT arSemdgari Tavisi<br />
qorwilisTvis sagangebod Sekerili TeTreuli<br />
moarTva da Tavad daugo tanjul, wamebul<br />
Seyvarebulebs "saqorwilo sareceli". am sam<br />
qalbatons sakuTari araferi darCenia, garda<br />
mogonebebisa, da ZiriTadad sxvaTa cxovrebiT<br />
cxovroben. kerZod, pirad movaleobad miaCniaT<br />
qarTveli poetisa da frangi madmuazelis<br />
siyvarulis samsaxuri da ise gasaidumloebuli<br />
aqvT es ambavi, TiTqos kontrrevolucias<br />
exmarebian. <strong>avel</strong>ums isini adrec icnobdnen, adrec<br />
scemdnen pativs, rogorc ianis megobars, magram<br />
axla ufro fransuazas mfarvelebad Tvlian Tavs,<br />
fransuaza ufro ecodebaT aqaur garemoSi da<br />
yvelanairad cdiloben metnaklebad asatani<br />
pirobebi mainc Seuqmnan safrangeTis<br />
warmogzavnils, ramdenadac garkveuli<br />
TvalsazrisiT, TviTonac dakavSirebulni arian am<br />
zRaprul, axalgazrdobasaviT maradiulsa da<br />
saukeTeso asakiviT maTTvis ukve Cavlil, ukve<br />
miuRwevel qveyanasTan: erTi - iq gatarebuli
qaliSvilobis wlebiT, meore - iq gadaxvewili<br />
uTvalavi axlobliT, meuRlis CaTvliT, mesame ki -<br />
franguli enis brwyinvale codniTa da<br />
xelovnebis usazRvro siyvaruliT. axla ki,<br />
bebruli gambedaobiT TanaugrZnoben da<br />
SeZlebisdagvarad exmarebian romans, romelsac<br />
romantikul burusTan erTad, danaSaulis sunic<br />
asdis, magram amis gamo kidev ufro saintereso da<br />
kidev ufro mimzidveli xdeba maTTvis. es romani<br />
maT cxovrebasac matebs azrsa da xaliss.
qalbaton Talias orad gatixruli oTaxi<br />
fotoatelies anda antikvarul maRazias ufro<br />
hgavs, vidre binas, magram adamianuri<br />
gulgrilobis okeaneSi erTaderTi kunZulia<br />
amJamad, mzis amosvlisac da mzis Casvlisac, sadac<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umsa da fransuazas erTad yofna SeuZliaT.<br />
saerTod saxlSi sul sami aseTi oTaxia da sami<br />
ojaxi cxovrobs: erTSi - mold<strong>avel</strong>i gari da misi<br />
sayvareli raisa; meoreSi - sabWoTa polkovnikis<br />
qvrivi da misi alkoholiki Svili slava; mesameSi<br />
ki, qalbaton Talias nacvlad, romelic qalbaton<br />
aglaisTan gadasaxldeba droebiT, <strong>avel</strong>umi da<br />
fransuaza icxovreben. samive ojaxs tualetic,<br />
abazanaca da samzareuloc saerTo aqvs, binZuri,<br />
Savad gaburZgnuli katisa ar iyos, romelic<br />
uflebamosilia samive ojaxisgan Tanabrad<br />
moiTxovos sazrdoca da yuradRebac, ufro<br />
sworad, TviTon airCios, vis qvabSi rodis Cayos<br />
cxviri da vis rodis moufsas sawolze (ramdeni<br />
gaeRviZeboda <strong>avel</strong>ums, is kata ejda yovelTvis<br />
gulze. im katis aqoTebuli simZime aRviZebda<br />
albaT, da aRar icoda, ra eRona, rogor<br />
moeSorebina Tavidan es eSmakis naSieri, romelmac<br />
Tavidanve aiTvalwuna ratomRac - SeiZleba,<br />
fransuazaze eWvianobda isic, - pirvelsave<br />
saRamos Causafrda bnel derefanSi da,<br />
sapirfareSodan gamosuls, petresdroindeli<br />
zarbaznis mrgvali WurviviT daeZgera mkerdSi -<br />
saxis CamobRortna undoda albaT misTvis, magram<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma bedad moaswro Tavis ukan gadaweva da<br />
borot katas naxtomi gaucudda. samagierod, imis<br />
Semdeg, Rame ar gamoutovebia, baliSze rom ar
daefsa da katis fslis amazrzeni suni asdioda<br />
yvelafers. fransuaza sabnis qveS fxukunebda,<br />
magram mainc Znelad asatani iyo es ambavi). gari da<br />
raisa taqsomotorSi muSaoben. oTaxis gsaRebi<br />
orivesa aqvs da romelic adre brundeba Sin, is<br />
diasaxlisobs. gari erTi keTili, Ronieri biWia,<br />
cxvirgatexili da saxenaiarevi. cudad gakerili<br />
Wrilobis kvali mTel saxeze gasdevs,<br />
safeTqlidan tuCis kuTxemde. raisac wynari<br />
qalia, coliviT ufro uWiravs Tavi, vidre<br />
sayvareliviT. saRamos televizors miusxdebian<br />
xolme da maT patara oTaxSi idiliuri simSvide<br />
mkvidrdeba. erTi-orjer axal mezoblebsac<br />
miipatiJeben televizoris sayureblad da did<br />
pativadac CaTvlian qarTveli mwerlisa (Tundac<br />
ucnobisa) da misi megobris (namdvili ucxoeli<br />
qalis) stumrobas. polkovnikis qvrivi mwoliare<br />
avadmyofia - sanTeliviT daleuli, sanTlisferi<br />
qali, Svilisa da keTili mezoblebis Semyure.<br />
slavac bunebiT wynari kacia, qarxanaSi muSaobs<br />
zeinklad, magram Sesvenebaze aucileblad<br />
Semoirbens xolme dedis dasapureblad. saerTod,<br />
avadmyofi dedis movlis garda, araferi<br />
ainteresebs. urecxavs sacvals, umzadebs sadils,<br />
gaaqvs misi qoTani da Ramec mis gverdiT wevs,<br />
iatakze, Tumca, es oTaxis siviwroviT ufroa<br />
gamowveuli, vidre deda-Sviluri siyvaruliT. maT<br />
oTaxSi, ubralod, yovlad SeuZlebelia meore<br />
sawolis dadgma. magram dedis moyvaruli da<br />
pativismcemeli slava kviraSi erTxel ugonod<br />
Tvreba da misi monurad morCili, monurad mxdali<br />
buneba erTbaSad Tavisufldeba yovelgvari
orkilisgan. wynari, moridebuli slava<br />
(gansakuTrebiT, Tu gari ar aris Sin), mTel<br />
saxlSi kbilatkivebuli daTviviT boboqrobs da<br />
ara marto WurWels amtvrevs, ara marto<br />
tansacmels ixevs zed, avadmyof dedasac magrad<br />
mibegvavs xolme. Tan yelgamoWriliviT xrialebs:<br />
amixseniT, gamagebineT, ratom daxvrites mamaCemio.<br />
garis mets aravis SeuZlia misi damSvideba. garis<br />
ar uyvars bevri lailai, waavlebs qeCoSi xels da<br />
maSinve ezoSi ukravs xolme Tavs, gindac gareT<br />
ormoci gradusi yinva iyos. slavas, ra Tqma unda,<br />
eSinia garisa, magram araysa da Sig gaxsnil<br />
narkotiks (ZiriTadad dedamisis wamlebs), mainc<br />
Tavisi gaaqvs. deda tiris, exveweba - gaCumdi,<br />
orives dagviWereno - magram slavas araferi<br />
eyureba, vidre gonebas ar dakargavs. uceb<br />
moboSdeba, gaSavdeba da pirze duJmoreuli<br />
iatakze gaiSxlarTeba mkvdariviT. deda ki axla<br />
mezoblebs emudareba sawolidan, SiSisagan<br />
uaresad daleuli - nu gagvamxelT, codoa, cemiT<br />
momiklaven, isedac male mokvdeba eg ubedurio - da<br />
raki arc erTi mezobeli ar apirebs slavas<br />
dabezRebas, milicia ki ara, saswrafo daxmarebac<br />
ver gamouZaxiaT. slavac gvamiviT gdia isedac<br />
viwro, Cabnelebuli derefnis iatakze da yvelani<br />
iZulebulni arian zed gadaaboton, vidre Sxami<br />
gamoneldebodes da TavisiT wamodgebodes.
wesiT, fransuazas fuSeebis komfortabelur<br />
binaSi unda ecxovra, rogorc maT oficialur<br />
stumars, <strong>avel</strong>ums ki - ianTan, Cveulebriv sabWour<br />
pirobebSi, magram zemoT aRweril saxlze uaresi<br />
adgilic rom yofiliyo, umal iq darCenas<br />
amjobinebdnen oriveni, Tuki erTad iqnebodnen,<br />
erT WerqveS da erT kedlebs Soris.
manqanaSi civa. <strong>avel</strong>umi da kolia-klodi ukan<br />
sxedan. sibnele jiutad mkvidrdeba. manqanis<br />
mbJutav Suqze wvrili fifqebi ireva, rogorc<br />
mikroskopis linzaSi - bacilebi. kolia-klods<br />
cxviri sarkmlis minaze miuWyletia, wyvdiads<br />
gahyurebs da sevdianad ambobs: araferi ar Canso.<br />
ara uSavs, tyis sanaxavad dRisiT wamovideTo -<br />
amSvidebs mama. dRisiT Sen ar gcaliao - isev<br />
sevdianad agrZelebs kolia-klodi. zedmetad win<br />
gadaxrili leon fuSe xelis zurgiT wmends<br />
saqare minas - ar endoba sinaTles. kolia-klodi<br />
axla cxvirs iCiCqnis. ase icis xolme, roca axal<br />
kvimatur SekiTxvas amzadebs. pirvelad rom mivida<br />
maTTan <strong>avel</strong>umi, karebSive hkiTxa, aba, Tu gaxsovT,<br />
ra erqva makedonelis cxenso. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki Tavis<br />
safiqralSi Caflula, Camarxula, Cakargula.<br />
wuxandeli simTvrale da uZiloba daZabul<br />
sicarieled gasjdomia sxeulSi. SiSs mainc<br />
Tavisi gaaqvs - mourideblad daabotebs am<br />
sicarieleSi da sulis gaToSil kedlebze<br />
gamafrTxilebel plakatebs akravs. saRebavisa da<br />
sveli qaRaldis suni yelidan amosdis <strong>avel</strong>ums da<br />
uneburad sunTqvas ikavebs - sxvebic rom ar<br />
Seawuxos amazrzenma, gulisamrevma sunma.<br />
weliwadnaxevari ucdida dRevandel dRes,<br />
mxolod am dReze fiqrobda da ocnebobda am xnis<br />
ganmavlobaSi, magram roca es dRe dadga, SiSi<br />
daeufla mxolod. TviTonac ver ityvis, risi<br />
eSinia konkretulad, ra iwvevs am damamcirebel<br />
SegrZnebas da amitomac kidev uaresad<br />
nerviulobs, kidev ufro ezizReba sakuTari Tavi,<br />
magram, amave dros, mtkiced sjera, veraviTari
Zala ver aaRebinebs ganzraxvaze xels, mokvdeba da<br />
mainc Sexvdeba fransuazas, sikvdilis win mainc<br />
mokravs Tvals misken, masTan Sesaxvedrad<br />
momavals. magram es ukve ZvalrbilSi gamjdari,<br />
lamis Tvisebad qceuli SegrZnebaa da es amSvidebs<br />
cotaTi. ukve imdenjer uTxres, gaafrTxiles,<br />
sTxoves kidec, meti sifrTxile da windaxeduleba<br />
gamoeCina adamianebis mimarT, nu gauxsnida yvelas<br />
guls (gansakuTrebiT simTvraleSi),<br />
TandaTanobiT TviTonac dafrTxa, eWviani da<br />
gulCaTxrobili gaxda TviTonac, Tumca bolomde<br />
mainc ver Seicvala xasiaTi, piriqiT, axla ufro<br />
gacxarebuli laparaki dasCemda, sruliad ucxo<br />
xalxTanac ki, TiTqos ganuwyvetliv mis<br />
patiosnebas ayenebdnen eWvis qveS da Tu Tavad ar<br />
daicavda Tavs, rasakvirvelia, sxvas aravis<br />
Seawuxebda es ambavi. erT mSvenier dRes (ufro<br />
mosalodnelia, erT mSvenier Rames), marTla rom<br />
dasdgomoda vinme da eTqva, dapatimrebuli xaro,<br />
srulebiTac ar gaukvirdeboda. gaxarebiT ki<br />
SeiZleba gaxareboda, radgan gaurkvevloba ufro<br />
Zneli asatania, vidre nebismieri, gindac<br />
daumsaxurebeli sasjeli. yovel SemTxvevaSi,<br />
gaigebda mainc, raSi edeboda brali TiTqmis<br />
gaCenis dRidanve.
aeroportis sinaTleebma Zlivs gamoarRvies<br />
burusi. Tavad aeroporti sabavSvo filmis<br />
wyalqveSa sasaxlesa hgavs, burusis simZimis qveS<br />
aTasnairad Cazneqil-dabrecili. mis win imdeni<br />
manqana ireva, leon fuSe Zlivs poulobs<br />
gasaCerebel adgils. susxiani, sveli qari garedan<br />
awveba manqanis kars, TiTqos Segnebulad uSlis<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums manqanidan gadmosvlas. qaric mis<br />
winaaRmdegaa. qari ki ara, yinulis wvrili nemsebis<br />
gzaabneuli qaravani. Tumca, rogorc bevri sxva<br />
ram, esec gaurkvevelia <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis - marTla mis<br />
winaaRmdegaa qaric, Tu piriqiT, miskenaa da<br />
rogorc SeuZlia ise afrTxilebs, gaecalos<br />
iqaurobas, sanam jer kidev droa, rogorme<br />
aaridos Tavi misTvis esoden saxifaTo Sexvedras.<br />
Zlivs gadmodian manqanidan. samagierod, SenobaSi<br />
Tbila. magram iqac usiamod Tbili suni dgas,<br />
gafuWebuli zeTisa Tu WurWlis narecxisa.<br />
rasakvirvelia, aq ufro igrZnoba saerTaSoriso<br />
aeroportis yovlismxilveli, yvelafris<br />
Semmowmebeli Tvalic. <strong>avel</strong>umi ukve aSkarad<br />
Relavs, TiTqos moulodnelad, winaswari<br />
SeTanxmebis gareSe, scenaze mouxmes leqsis<br />
wasakiTxad. aqeT-iqiT ixedeba. waramara isworebs<br />
Zlivs ganaskvul halstuxs - cdilobs rogorme<br />
moiSoros uCinari moTvalTvalis Semawuxebeli<br />
mzera. Tumca, rasakvirvelia, aravis ainteresebs<br />
is, anda, ukve ician, ra mizniTaa aq mosuli da<br />
Segnebulad ar amCneven, arafrad agdeben viTom, ar<br />
afrTxoben, aclian bolomde gamoamJRavnos Tavi.<br />
es mRelvarebac (kidev ufro gamZafrebuli saerTo<br />
ritmidan amovardnili moZraobebiT), isev da isev
im Tandayolili da amouxsneli SiSis<br />
gamoZaxilia, ase rom awamebs mTeli cxovrebis<br />
manZilze, gamocdas rom uwyobs yovel nabijze da,<br />
ra Tqma unda, Segnebulad - gasalaCreblad,<br />
dasaCoqeblad. "araviTar SemTxvevaSio" - ambobs<br />
xmamaRla, paltos Rilebs ixsnis da, Sarvlis<br />
jibeebSi xelebCawyobili, Tamamad, daudevrad<br />
miabijebs bufetisken, azuzunebul magidebs<br />
Soris. miyureT, ramdenic gnebavT. diax, es me var,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi! axla yavasa da buterbrodebs viyidi da<br />
davnayrdebi gemoze. dilidan xemsi ar Camsvlia<br />
pirSi. manqanaSic sakmaod gaviyine. bolos da<br />
bolos, dResaswaulze var Camosuli da ara<br />
satiralSi. kankali da gulis xeTqva merec meyofa.<br />
diax, sami yava da yvelanairi buterbrodi sam-sami<br />
cali - yvelianic, Zexvianic, SaSxianic,<br />
xizilalianic. Tumca, ra Tqma unda, arafris Wama<br />
ar SeuZlia Tavad. xorxi isev webovani nerwyviTa<br />
aqvs amovsebuli. cxeli yava ki siamovnebs. yavis<br />
yovel ylups (egec Tqveni aliteracia) Rrma,<br />
Turqul nafazs ayolebs da amiT cdilobs<br />
akankalebuli ybis gaCerebas. samagierod, mama-<br />
Svili pirwmindad nTqavs buterbrodebis<br />
piramidas. etyoba, gzam da sicivem moamSiaT. leon<br />
fuSe laparakis gunebaze dgeba. mTeli gza<br />
TiTqmis ubrad isxdnen manqanaSi. axla cotaTi<br />
moiTqves suli, gaTbnen kidec da SeuZliaT,<br />
TavianTi adamianobac gamoamJRavnon, sityviTac<br />
daadasturon adamianebi rom arian, anu, tkbili<br />
sityva uTxran erTmaneTs - gasamxnevebeli<br />
gaamxnevon, dasafasebeli daafason - aba, sxva raa<br />
adamianoba?! araferi. mxolod da mxolod, saWiro,
drouli sityvis gamonaxvisa da Tqmis unari. leon<br />
fuSesac surs erTi aseTi sityva gamonaxos da<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums miexmaros mRelvarebis daZlevaSi.<br />
TiTqos ukve enazec adgas aseTi sityva, sacaa<br />
ityvis kidec, magram bolo wams, dabneuli,<br />
nirwamxdari amCnevs, misdauneburad, masac rom<br />
gadasdebia <strong>avel</strong>umis mRelvareba. amCnevs, magram<br />
araferi gaegeba am mRelvarebisa, arc misi<br />
gamomwvevi mizezi icis, arc misi saboloo mizani.<br />
ufro sworad (da amis aRiareba uWirs yvelaze<br />
metad), leon fuSes Cveulebrivi, ybadaRebuli<br />
adamianuri SuriT Surs <strong>avel</strong>umisa da,<br />
jerjerobiT ver garkveula bolomde, ra SeiZleba<br />
Surdes imisi - vinc unda, is hyavs colad da iq<br />
hyavs, sadac TviTon aris. misi Svili aSkarad<br />
niWieria (nerviuli da aRgznebuli axla yvela<br />
bavSvia), ukve sam enas flobs. aqedan ori - rusuli<br />
da franguli - mSobliuria, mesame ki -<br />
saerTaSoriso. ZaRlsa da katas dRes yovel meore<br />
ojaxSi SexvdebiT, mas ki gawvrTnili virTxa uzis<br />
Sin, virTxebis fridrixi. Tavad Tavisufali,<br />
didebuli qveynis qveSevrdomia, ubatonod veravin<br />
gascems xmas; aqac ki, sayinuleSi, kargi samsaxuri<br />
aqvs, prestiJuli; mokled, kacia qveyanaze; ase rom,<br />
piriqiT unda iyos TiTqos, <strong>avel</strong>ums unda Surdes<br />
misi da ara mas <strong>avel</strong>umisa, romelsac coli<br />
TbilisSi hyavs, sayvareli parizSi; arc ZaRli<br />
uyvars, arc kata da, rasakvirvelia, arc virTxa.<br />
uyvars ki ara, fexiT gasress, vTqvaT, Cems<br />
fridrixs, Cemi rom ar eridebodes. umuSevaria,<br />
gnebavT, Tavisufali Semoqmedi, mwerali, oRond,<br />
ararsebuli saxelmwifosi; mokled, ramdenic ar
unda weros, mainc veravis gaagebinebs Tavisas, im<br />
ubralo mizezis gamo, aravis rom ar esmis misi<br />
ararsebuli saxelmwifos ena. "daswyevlos" -<br />
icinis gunebaSi naZaladevad, magram datuqsuli,<br />
ugulebelyofili Suris grZnoba erTbaSad<br />
asevdianebs. muclis Rrudan, Tu saidanRac, ufro<br />
qvemodan amoxoxebuli simZime zed sasasTan<br />
eCxireba saylapav milSi. leon fuSes esec ukvirs -<br />
ra momdiso - icinis isev naZaladevad, magram<br />
sevdis muxluxo jiutia, verc yavis ylups Caaqvs,<br />
verc sigaretis bols. "waval, gavigeb, ras Svreba<br />
Cveni TviTmfrinavio" - ambobs bolos da uxalisod<br />
dgeba. sigarets saferfleze agdebs da cnobaTa<br />
biurosken midis. qudi xelSi uWiravs. <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
madlierebiT savse mzeras ayolebs. marTalia,<br />
leon fuSem Tavidanve moxibla Tavisi<br />
ubraloebiTa da uSualobiT- pirvelad rom<br />
estumra, franguli koniakiT, rusuli Wvavis<br />
puriTa da qarTuli ajikiT gaumaspinZlda - magram<br />
axla, am wuTas grZnobs yvelaze mZafrad, Tu<br />
rogoraa davalebuli misgan; axla, am wuTasaa<br />
pirvelad SeZruli misi gulisxmierebiT, misi<br />
sikeTiT. da marTlac, ra sjis leon fuSes, garda<br />
sikeTisa da gulisxmierebisa? ratom unda<br />
daupatiJos parizidan moskovSi viRac qarTvel<br />
meleqses sayvareli?! "vidre aseTi adamianebi<br />
arseboben, qveyana ar daiRupebao" - fiqrobs<br />
aRelvebuli, davalebuli da damokidebuli kacis<br />
paTetikurobiT. "ginda, Sokolads giyidio" -<br />
eubneba uceb kolia-klods, TiTqos ase iolad<br />
gadauxdis Svils mamis vals. kolia-klodi, Tuki<br />
aqamde kovzs awkrialebda cariel finjanSi da
uinteresod aTvalierebda darbazs, axla Tvals<br />
TvalSi uyris <strong>avel</strong>ums, dainteresebuli,<br />
yuradRebad qceuli, TiTqos ver gaigo, ra uTxres,<br />
anda, piriqiT, mSvenivrad gaigo, magram araviTar<br />
SemTxvevaSi ar elodeboda, <strong>avel</strong>umis piridanac<br />
Tu amovidoda amgvari ram. Tumca, vin icis, ra<br />
fiqrebi trialebs rva wlis biWis TavSi,<br />
romelsac masze bevrad ufrosi qali Sehyvarebia<br />
uimedod da romelic, bolos da bolos, pirispir<br />
darCenila metoqesTan, romlisTvisac veraferi<br />
Seugnebinebia swored maTi asakobrivi sxvaobis<br />
gamo. "Sokoladi, icocxle, kargia, magram ar<br />
meWmeva, es dReebi faRaraTi mqondao" - ambobs<br />
bolos da madianad lokavs cariel kovzs. <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
ratomRac usiamod xvdeba TvalSi bavSvis grZeli,<br />
wiTeli ena da kovzis vercxlisferi muceli.<br />
"cigurebze Tu dadixaro" - ekiTxeba axla koliaklodi.<br />
imis xela rom iyo, marTla dadioda<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi cigurebiT, oRond, TviTnakeTi<br />
cigurebiT, magram es rom gaumJRavnos, gaTavda,<br />
verafriT veRar moiSorebs, vidre dawvrilebiT ar<br />
mouyveba yvelafers - rogor amzadebdnen, rogor<br />
imagrebdnen fexze da ase Semdeg - magram axla<br />
namdvilad ar ecigureba, Tavisi gasWirvebia. "aba<br />
ra iciT ufrosebma, riTi erTobiTo" - ar eSveba<br />
kolia-klodi. "me mxolod wera-kiTxva vici da<br />
isic qarTulad, meti veraferi viswavleo" -<br />
pasuxobs <strong>avel</strong>umi savsebiT seriozulad. "Tu<br />
gindaT, gaswavliT. ar mezareba. dedaCemsac me<br />
vaswavle. Tu gindaT hkiTxeT. guSin iseTi<br />
gawuwulebi davbrundiT oriveni, erTmaneTi<br />
gavwureT" - icinis kolia-klodi gulianad. albaT
warmoidgina, rogor dganan isa da dedamisi<br />
saabazanoSi titvlebi, da rogor amSraleben<br />
erTmaneTs sqeli, RunRula pirsaxocebiT. Tan,<br />
drodadro, kovzis vercxlisfer mucels grZelsa<br />
da wiTel enas ausvams xolme. mere eSmakurad<br />
TvalmoWutuli, kovzs wina kbilebze ikakunebs da<br />
ufrosiviT eubneba <strong>avel</strong>ums: wamikiTxeT Tqveni<br />
romelime leqsio. "geridebaT? Tu ar gaxsovT? -<br />
gadadis Setevaze, ukve aRgznebuli, ukve ayolili<br />
moulodnelad dabadebul ganzraxvas - kargi. Tu<br />
ar gindaT, nu ityviT. mainc ver gavigeb. Tqven xom<br />
qarTulad werT mxolod. ai, me ki ar merideba. me<br />
wagikiTxavT Cems leqss. gindaT? romel enaze<br />
gnebavT? gnebavT rusulad, gnebavT frangulad,<br />
gnebavT inglisurad. gnebavT? gainteresebT? Tqven<br />
ggoniaT, marto Tqven werT leqsebs? - icinis<br />
yalbad da maSinve agrZelebs:<br />
rusi deda frang mamikos<br />
inglisurad uwvavs bifSteqss<br />
olala! ol-la-la!
ogoria? mogwonT?". <strong>avel</strong>umi moRuSuli<br />
Sescqeris. ar icis, rogor moiqces, ra uTxras.<br />
gauyadros Tu ar gauyadros Tavi, anu, tolad<br />
CaTvalos Tu bavSvad. TavisTavad cxadia, koliaklodi<br />
"duelSi" iwvevs, raRacas umtkicebs, magram<br />
imdenad gasaidumloebuli aqvs ena, bavSvuri,<br />
ufro zustad ki, asakobrivi grZnobebisa Tu<br />
moTxovnilebebis SesaniRbad, msmenelTaTvis gzakvalis<br />
asarevad, dasabnevad - marTlac didi<br />
windaxeduleba da moTminebaa saWiro, sasacilo,<br />
SenTvis yovlad Seuferebel mdgomareobaSi rom<br />
ar Caigdo Tavi. "maSin, iqneb is mainc miTxraT, vina<br />
var? - ar eSveba kolia-klodi - napoleoni?<br />
aleqsandre? Tu, mxolod da mxolod inglisuri<br />
bifSteqsi, romelsac cimbiruli kata cxvirwin<br />
aaclis frang mamikos da siamovnebisgan<br />
dakuzianebuli, wamsve Sesanslavs. mSiaaau. "Sen,<br />
Cemo Zmao, miniaturuli borodino xar" - uRimis<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi. "ese igi?!" - Tvalebi udiddeba koliaklods.<br />
"ese igi, brZolis veli. ori gansxvavebuli<br />
bunebis, enis, kulturis naZaladevi Serwymis,<br />
gaerTianebis, gaerTnairebis asparezi".<br />
"sainteresoa! - ver malavs gaocebas kolia-klodi,<br />
magram mainc Zveli meTodiT, agdebuli<br />
seriozulobiT agrZelebs brZolas - getyobaT,<br />
rom marTla poeti xarT. Tqveni leqsebis wakiTxva<br />
ar SemiZlia, enis ucodinrobis gamo, magram mjera<br />
Tqveni Sexedulebebidan gamomdinare. ese igi,<br />
fransuaza Tqvengan Svils rom gaaCens, isic<br />
miniaturuli borodino iqneba? ki magram, Tqven<br />
xom rusi ar xarT?" "ar var! - sxartad pasuxobs<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi - da arc fransuazas Svili iqneba
miniaturuli borodino, Tuki, Tavisavad cxadia,<br />
Cemgan eyoleba Svili". "Tqvengan eyoleba. Tqvengan<br />
eyoleba. Tqvengan eyoleba". - yviris kolia-klodi<br />
da Tan kovzs akakunebs yavis cariel finjanze.<br />
mezobeli magididan gaocebulni ixedebian.<br />
saerTo zuzunSi, drogamoSvebiT, adgilobrivi<br />
diqtoris moTenTili, damamadlebeli xma<br />
SemoiWreba xolme. "ki magram, Sen ra icio" - ukve<br />
brazianad uRimis <strong>avel</strong>umi. "vici, zinam miTxra<br />
(zina deidamisia). zina Sinaberaa da yvelaferi<br />
icis. iciT, kidev ra miTxra?! mamakacTan arasodes<br />
vyofilvar, magram Cemze ukeT veravin aRwers am<br />
sazizRar gancdaso. verc poetio. isic miTxra,<br />
aravis uTxrao, magram TqvenTan yvelafris Tqma<br />
SeiZleba. Tqven sxva xarT. Tqven isic iciT, me rom<br />
mejavrebiT, magram mainc Sokolads mTavazobT.<br />
mainc melaqucebiT. aba ra iqneba fransuazas<br />
Svili" - ubrundeba mTavar sakiTxs. "ra iqneba da...<br />
- gangeb ayovnebs <strong>avel</strong>umi, nirwamxdari,<br />
gulmokluli, Sewuxebuli, Seyvarebuli bavSvis<br />
daundobeli gulaxdilobiT - ra iqneba da,<br />
Ratakis ZRveni, mdidrisTvis mirTmeuli. ara, ar<br />
varga. ra iqneba da, briyvis gadagdebuli da<br />
Wkvianis aRebuli cercvis marcvali".<br />
TviTmfrinavi droze modiso - ambobs leon fuSe<br />
da Tavis skamze jdeba. saferfleSi jer kidev<br />
bolavs misi datovebuli sigareti. <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
erTxel kidev emadliereba gunebaSi leon fuSes -<br />
namdvilad rom bedze mouswro, Torem misi<br />
vaJiSvili mTel aeroports Seuyrida,<br />
gamoaWenebda saqveynod da bavSvuri simkacriTa da<br />
sisastikiT mouTavebda xels Tavis metoqes. roca
adgilobrivi diqtori TviTmfrinavis mSvidobian<br />
dafrenas iuwyeba, <strong>avel</strong>umi ukve darbazis meore<br />
boloSi scems bolTas. leon fuSe Soridan uqnevs<br />
xels da uRimis. cota xanSi pirveli mgzavrebic<br />
gamoCndebian - saqmianni, kmayofilni da odnav<br />
nirSecvlilni caSi gadatanili faruli<br />
mRelvarebiT. <strong>avel</strong>umi SuSis kedelTan midis da<br />
fardebs Soris darCenil sicarieleSi ixedeba.<br />
fransuaza sakontrolo magidasTan dgas da<br />
raRacas uxsnis sabaJos moxeles. zustad iseTia,<br />
rogoric <strong>avel</strong>ums axsovda. srulebiT ar<br />
Secvlila. Tumca weliwadi da rva Tvea gasuli<br />
maTi bolo ganSorebidan. sxvaTaSoris, igive<br />
qurqi acvia da igive yurebiani qudi axuravs<br />
(sagangebod SeZenili aq Camosasvlelad) da<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums, ratomRac, guli sibraluliT ewureba.<br />
Tumca, Sesabrali maSin iqneboda fransuaza,<br />
uqurqod da uqudod Tu Camovidoda am sayinuleSi.<br />
grZnobs, rogor amosdgomia zurgs ukan leon<br />
fuSe, magram axla TanagrZnobiT rom Camoados iman<br />
mxarze xeli, anda rame uTxras, SeiZleba, marTla<br />
veRar Seikavos fransuazas sibraluliT aRZruli<br />
cremli. daZabuli, saxegavarvarebuli dgas SuSis<br />
kedlis win da, amjerad, sakuTar gamosaxulebas<br />
xedavs mxolod, uSnod gaberils, gasiebuls,<br />
albaT yelSi magrad waWerili halstuxis gamo.<br />
faca-fuciT ixsnis halstuxs da paltos jibeSi<br />
itenis. kiserSi leon fuSes Tbili,<br />
yavissurnelovani da Rimilgamoyolili<br />
amonasunTqi uRitinebs. magram, TiTqmis maSinve,<br />
ukve manqanaSi zis, fransuazas susti, drekadi<br />
TiTebi muWSi moumwyvdevia da ukidegano imperiis
jibriT, imis gulis gasaxeTqad, mTeli ZaliT<br />
wuravs, rogorc nacarqeqia - yvelis naWers.<br />
fransuaza ki iRimeba da leon fuSes elaparakeba.<br />
parizis ambebs uyveba. saerTod, marto isa da leon<br />
fuSe saubroben manqanaSi. kolia-klodi viTom<br />
Tvlems fransuazas meore mxarze TavCamodebuli.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums ki xuTi erTmaneTze susti da patara<br />
cxoveli moumwyvdevia muWSi da Tavi qveynis<br />
patroni hgonia. kolia-klods saxlTan Camosvamen<br />
gzad. rac ar unda iyos, mainc bavSvia, Zilis dro<br />
aqvs ukve. baibai, kolia. Zilinebisa, klod. es<br />
moulodneli, gauTvaliswinebeli ganSoreba<br />
fransuazasTan, kolia-klods uaresad<br />
gaaRizianebs da manqanidan gamosamSvidobeblad<br />
gadmosul <strong>avel</strong>ums ukmexad Seaqcevs zurgs. leon<br />
fuSe mis magivrad moibodiSebs - nerviuli<br />
bavSviao - da daZabulobis gansamuxtavad, manqanis<br />
kapots axdis, motors Caxedavs. fransuaza koliaklods<br />
wayveba, gaacilebs, raTa gzadagza<br />
daamSvidos, mieferos, raRacas dapirdes. aseTia<br />
evropuli eTika. <strong>avel</strong>ums ar esiamovneba es ambavi -<br />
jer ar Camosula da ukve marto tovebs, Tundac<br />
aTi wuTiT, Tundac bavSvis gulisTvis. Tumca,<br />
fransuazas saqcieli misTvisac yovelmxriv<br />
bunebrivi da gamarTlebulia. SeiZleba, amitomac<br />
brazdeba. misi gulisaTvis fransuazam swored<br />
arabunebrivi, gaumarTlebeli nabiji unda<br />
gadadgas. magram <strong>avel</strong>ums marTla fransuazas<br />
saqcieli ki ar swyins, kolia-klodze eWvianobs.<br />
ai, ukve liftSi arian. kolia-klodi orive xeliT<br />
welze Semoxvevia fransuazas da ahyurebs qvemodan<br />
zemoT, rogorc... rogorc moskovel poets misi
xmawasuli meuRle. fransuaza Tavze xels usvams<br />
da pirobas aZlevs, male gnaxavo. ai, ukve avidnen<br />
meSvideze. kolia-klodi TiTis wverebze iweva da<br />
zars rekavs. Tavs awonebs fransuazas, viTom, arc<br />
iseTi patara var, Sen rom ggoniao. fransuaza<br />
sakocnelad ixreba da kolia-klodi axla kiserze<br />
exveva fransuazas. fansuazas CamoSlili Tma<br />
loyaze uRitinebs da isic ufro Jinianad, ufro<br />
aRgznebuli kocnis fransuazas, sadac miwvdeba -<br />
Sublze, loyaze, tuCebSi, mkerdze, mucelze... ki<br />
magram, fransuazas xom qudi axuravs?! Tma rogor<br />
CamoeSleboda?! quds liftSi moixdida. liftSi<br />
cxela. manqanis kari Riaa da tyavis savarZeli<br />
yinulis lodadaa qceuli. magram <strong>avel</strong>umi mainc ar<br />
apirebs karis daxurvas, TiTqos ase ufro male<br />
dabrundeba fransuaza. leon fuSe isev motors<br />
ukirkitebs. manqanas biWebi Cauvlian. mxrebze<br />
daudevrad gadaukidiaT danebiviT basri cigurebi.<br />
cigurebs Tasmebze Tovli mihyinvia. xmamaRla<br />
saubroben TavianT samyaroSi, magram mainc ar<br />
gamoeparebaT ucxouri markis manqana. mcodnes<br />
TvaliT SeaTvaliereben. Tan misaubroben.<br />
wvrilad Tovs. quCis piras mixvetil Tovlis<br />
borcvebs axali Tovli emateba da naTuris<br />
gabacebul Suqze cximiviT bzinavs. qalaqi<br />
ukacursa hgavs, albaT im bneli siCumis gamo,<br />
Tovas rom axlavs Tan. <strong>avel</strong>ums sciva, tusaRiviT,<br />
uimedod, usaSvelod. ganZrevisac eSinia, raTa<br />
jiutad moxril saxsrebSi momwyvdeuli siTboc<br />
ar daafrTxos. erT xelSi sigareti uWiravs,<br />
meoreTi jibeSive anTebs asanTs da, oinbaziviT,<br />
jibidan anTebuli Reri amoaqvs.
gamarjoba <strong>avel</strong>umo! ai ukve mexuTe dRea parizSi<br />
var da jer kidev ver movsulvar Wkuaze. me mgoni,<br />
cota SeviSale. arc iqneba gasakviri. RmerTo, rom<br />
icode, rogori madlobeli var Seni! samoTxeSi<br />
viyavi, albaT amas hqvia bedniereba. dilaobiT,<br />
mxarze pirsaxocgadagdebulni, cal fexze<br />
xtodnen, yanCebiviT, abazanisa Tu sapirfareSos<br />
rigis molodinSi - xan vin SeaswrebdaT da xan vin,<br />
aqaurobis ukeT mcodne, maTze gamocdili.<br />
samoTxisa ra mogaxsenoT, ar vici, ar vyofilvar,<br />
magram krivoarbatis SesaxvevSi gatarebuli<br />
zamTari namdvilad didi gamocda iyo maTi<br />
siyvarulisa. gadawyvetiT, SeiZleba, arc am<br />
Sexvedras gadauwyvetia rame, magram cxovrebis<br />
wesi, ufro sworad ki, SeyvarebulTa maradiuli,<br />
klasikuri ganrigi maTac rom daudgina, erTxel<br />
da samudamod, aSkaraa. amis mere, marTlac,<br />
Cveulebriv movlenad, gnebavT, aucileblobad<br />
iqca, sulier moTxovnilebaSic ki gadaizarda<br />
(rac <strong>avel</strong>umis SemoqmedebaSic aisaxa)<br />
ganuwyveteli molodini, SemTxveviTi, droebiTi<br />
Sexvedrebi, mZime, xSirad isteriamde misuli<br />
ganSorebebi da kvlav molodini, molodini,<br />
molodini. fransuaza, rogorc TviTonve ambobs,<br />
Wkuidan aris gadamcdari. yovel SemTxvevaSi, jer<br />
ver damSvidebula, ver dabrunebia sinamdviles.<br />
axloblebi, megobrebi waramara urekaven,<br />
exvewebian, dagvenaxe, mogviyevi, ra iyo, rogor<br />
iyoo (patara ambavia?! "imqveynidanaa"<br />
dabrunebuli), magram imas aravis naxva ar unda,<br />
jer kidev iq aris, sabWoeTSi, qalbaton Talias<br />
aSmorebul oTaxSi, momJavo-motkbo haers
sunTqavs, slavas narwyevs wmends bnel derefanSi,<br />
anda televizorzea dapatiJebuli mezobelTan,<br />
gazeTs axocavs damarilebuli qaSayiT gawebil<br />
TiTebs. tomatis qilidan xvreps Camosasxmel<br />
luds (naxevari zed ewuweba) da aRfrTovanebuli,<br />
gaognebuli usmens maspinZlis "brZnul" saubars -<br />
marTlac ra aris Cveni cxovreba, qalbatono, hm, hm,<br />
qaliSvilo, ase vTqvaT, madmazel, nagavi da<br />
ganavali, magram nagavica da ganavalic unda<br />
davicvaT, raki Cvenia - <strong>avel</strong>umi ki isev<br />
moulodneli Sexvedris, wamieri Svebis, droebiTi<br />
gadarCenis ganuwyveteli, gaunelebeli<br />
molodiniT cxovrobs. haerSi gazafxulis suni<br />
trialebs. buneba diadi cvlilebebisTvis<br />
emzadeba. xalxic momavalsaa miCerebuli. mxolod<br />
momavlis imedzeRaa darCenili. warsulica da<br />
awmyoc JamTasvlis mZime xeliTaa gadaxazuli.<br />
aravis axsovs, ra iyo guSin. ufro sworad,<br />
gaxsenebac ar undaT guSindeli dRisa da,<br />
amitomac, gaurkvevlobisa da molodinis<br />
sasiamovnod mtanjveli grZnobiT arian mxolod<br />
Sepyrobilni. esRa darCeniaT, esRa SeuZliaT amao<br />
brZoliT, fuWi SromiTa da umizno SfoTviT<br />
dasaWurisebulebs. esec unda scadon, raki sxva<br />
yvelaferi scades da... damarcxdnen. ras vizamT, es<br />
yofila maTi xvedri, oRond, sxvebisagan<br />
gansxvavebiT, <strong>avel</strong>ums uaRresad konkretuli,<br />
aSkarad gamokveTili molodini aqvs - satrfos<br />
werils elodeba sazRvargareTidan, romelic<br />
saerTaSoriso fostas ki ar moaqvs, TavisiT<br />
mofrinavs TiTqos, <strong>avel</strong>umis gmiriviT, xelovnuri<br />
frTebi gamoubams, oRond labirinTidan Tavis
dasaRwevad ki ara, labirinTSi rogorme<br />
SesaRwevad. mofrinavs ideologiis susxian qarSi<br />
gabasrebuli, gauxeSebuli; saxelmwifoTa gamyof<br />
mavTulxlarTebze dafleTili, radiaciuli<br />
wvimiT gaJRenTili da, amave dros, CitiviT susti,<br />
gawbilebuli bavSvis RimiliviT mowyenili,<br />
cremliT mdidari da kiduriviT mgrZnobiare.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi, dRe da Rame, imis gamoCenas elodeba da<br />
avi winaTgrZnobiT SeZruli, RmerTma icis, raRas<br />
ar warmoidgens xolme: is werili, misi gmiriviT<br />
frTebgamobmuli, TiTqos ukve moRweuli,<br />
sazRvars gadmomcdari, xan viTom belorusiis<br />
WaobebSi iZireba, xan ukidegano rusul tramalze<br />
Rafavs viTom suls, sibneleSi xmis CamxSob anZas<br />
wamodebuli; xan ki viRacis (indigos, ianis... visic<br />
gnebavT) mouTmenlobisagan,<br />
cnobismoyvareobisagan abrWyvialebuli saTvalis<br />
qveS garindula TiTqos, rogorc katastrofaSi<br />
moyolili mgzavri - saoperacio magidaze, da<br />
TviTonac ar icis, ras amoaWrian narkoziT<br />
gabruebuls. rac yvelaze ucnauria, aqedan<br />
gaqcevas ki ar cdilobs <strong>avel</strong>umi, Tundac Tavis<br />
fiqrebSi, rogorc albaT nebismieri sabWoeli<br />
moiqceoda, aramed fransuazas dabrunebaze<br />
ocnebobs, fransuazas Camoyvana unda sabWoeTSi,<br />
anu, misi gadarCena, radgan vercki warmoudgenia,<br />
sxvaganac Tu SeuZliaT erTad yofna mas da<br />
fransuazas, rac TavisTavad ukve didi ubedurebaa<br />
da misi gonebrivi, sulieri Tu zneobrivi<br />
degradaciis dadasturebaa mxolod. marTlac,<br />
kaci, bolos da bolos, mokvde, ese igi,<br />
ganTavisuflde, gaaRwio aqedan da isev ukan, isev
am aSmorebul dilegSi dagipiron dabruneba,<br />
rasakvirvelia, arc sikeTed CaeTvleba vinmes, arc<br />
keTilSobilebad, radgan es mkvdreTiT aRmdgari<br />
kacis cocxlad damarxva ufro iqneba, vidre...<br />
vidre sikvdilisgan gadarCena imave kacisa. ufro<br />
metic, krivoarbatis SesaxvevSi mdgari patara<br />
saxli <strong>avel</strong>ums ukve mSobliuriviT uyvars da<br />
xandaxan eWvic epareba, marTla Tu cxovrobda iq<br />
fransuazasTan erTad, Tundac drois garkveul<br />
monakveTSi, vidre fransuaza iZulebuli<br />
Seiqmneboda Sin dabrunebuliyo, parizSi,<br />
mSoblebTan, debTan, nacnob-megobrebTan... im<br />
saxlis sipirquSisa da siyruis warmodgenaze<br />
axlac sevdanarevi sixaruliTa da siamayiT evseba<br />
xolme guli da, mogonebebSi gadavardnili,<br />
TvaldaxuWuli uRimis sarkmlis gabzarul minasa<br />
Tu zezeurad Camompal, CabinZurebul kibes,<br />
romelzedac saxlis binadrebi adi-Camodian, an<br />
avadmyofi dedis dasapureblad miiCqarian, an<br />
avadmyofi dedis sacemrad; an samsaxurSi, an<br />
samsaxuridan; an nagavs ezidebian TavianTi<br />
soroebidan, an pursa da kartofils - TavianT<br />
soroebSi. gabzaruli mina ki ganuwyvetliv<br />
zrialebs quCaSi Cavlili manqanebis xmaze, magram<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis gonebaSi, minas is ufro azrialebs,<br />
rasac uquTuTo, marad Ria TvaliviT Sescqeris<br />
gaCenis dRidan, CarCoSi (sakanSi) Camwyvdeuli.<br />
minis ganuwyveteli zriali CarCodan (saknidan)<br />
Tavis daRwevis survilis, Jinis, moTxovnilebis<br />
gamoxatulebaa. imasac ki, usulo, ugrZnobel<br />
sagansac, uWirs CarCoSi (sakanSi) cxovreba da<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisagan gansxvavebiT, aqedan gafrena surs
mxolod. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki uazro nebayoflobiT zis<br />
kedlebdawylulebul satusaRoSi, radgan<br />
mxolod aq SeuZlia fransuazasTan yofna. amdenad,<br />
mxolod aq SeuZlia saerTod cxovrebac. maTTvis<br />
arc arsebobs ukeTesi adgili - gulubryvilo<br />
wiwilebiviT, daucxromeli xalisiTac adi-Cadian<br />
daxavsebul, fuZemoryeul kibeze, kbilebiviT rom<br />
Cascvenia rikulebi da dalaquli, dawiluli<br />
naTuris mbJutav Suqze, garinduli urCxulis<br />
dakbilul zurgsac hgavs uceb. Tumca, saerTod,<br />
Zneli saTqmelia, ras hgavs, ra aris sinamdvileSi -<br />
Cveulebrivi rigi safexurebisa, yoveldRiur<br />
cxovrebasTan damakavSirebeli saSualeba Tu<br />
raRacis, bevrad ufro mniSvnelovanis simbolo,<br />
mimaniSnebeli, gamaxsenebeli maradiulisa,<br />
diadisa, miuRwevelisa, rac Tavis mxriv, fiqris<br />
unars uCens adamians, maRla axedvas aswavlis, anu<br />
aiZulebs ukeTesi gaxdes, vidre aris da sakuTar<br />
simdableze mainc amaRldes. isinic, yovel Rame,<br />
erTmaneTs Caxutebulni, erTarsebad qceulni<br />
maTTvis ucxo garemoSi, maT gaCenamde da sruliad<br />
sxvaTa (SeiZleba, daxvretil TeTrgvardielTa)<br />
saqorwilo sareclisTvis Sekeril TeTreulSi<br />
Cakargulni, gaubedavad (mezoblebs rom ar<br />
daufrTxon Zili), magram jiutad miuyvebian im<br />
kibis uxilav nawils, romelic saxlis kedlebs<br />
scdeba da usazRvro sivrces erwymis, oRond<br />
Tbilisisken anda parizisken ki ara, cisken,<br />
varskvlavebisken, maradisobisken miemarTeba,<br />
maRla da maRla. magram cxovrebac (igive gveli)<br />
fxizladaa, veravis Seeleva ase iolad, bebris<br />
sawolis gafaCunebac ar gamoepareba mis smenas da
didxans aravis gaaCerebs iq, sadac misi adgili ar<br />
aris. ver vitan parizs. sarkmelSi gaxedvac ar<br />
minda. netavi damaZina da didxans, didxans,<br />
didxans, meZinos. Tundac meored mosvlamde.<br />
saCuqrebisTvis yvelasgan didi madloba. aq ukve<br />
yvelas uyvarxar (rasakvirvelia, saCuqrebisTvis<br />
ara). didi warmateba aqvs Sens fotos. zogs<br />
hamurabi hgonia, zogs egviptis romeliRac<br />
faraoni, zogs ki indieli beladi. rac mTavaria,<br />
gulgrili aravin darCenila. ase rom, Tamamad<br />
SegiZlia Camoxvide. agaSena RmerTma! <strong>avel</strong>umsac eg<br />
aferxebda mxolod. rogor imgzavre? me jer kidev<br />
SenTan var. marTali xar, bednierebaa Sen rom<br />
miyvarxar, Tumca, cota xnis Semdeg albaT<br />
sxvanairad vifiqreb. vybedob, vybedob, nu momaqcev<br />
yuradRebas. raki Tavis droze ver gamovagzavne es<br />
werili, barem dabadebis dResac mogilocav. nu<br />
vityviT, ramdenis gaxdi, ra mniSvneloba aqvs?!<br />
arada, ocdaCvidmetisaa mxolod. jer ganusjelad<br />
xarjavs, risi daxarjvac SeiZleba, anu,<br />
siamovnebiT Tesavs sinanulis, simwris purs,<br />
romelic tanjviT unda moimkas. Tu SeiZleba,<br />
bevrs nu dalev. janmrTeloba janmrTelobad da<br />
axal saaTsac daamtvrev, Tvalsa da xels Sua<br />
gagepareba dro. marTals ambobs. <strong>avel</strong>umma<br />
simTvraleSi, raRacaze gulmosulma, saaTi<br />
iatakze daanarcxa da ise daaqucmaca, mTlianad<br />
veRar mouyara nawilebs Tavi, gegonebodaT, zogi<br />
nawili Tavidanve akldao, kvalsac ver miagnes,<br />
Tumca oTxze damdgrebma, bevri ixoxiales<br />
iatakze. meore dRes axali iyides, iqve, arbatze,<br />
magram, rac mTavaria, <strong>avel</strong>umma veRar gaixsena,
aze gabrazda: TavisTavad cxadia, kiTxvac<br />
moerida - gindac SeyvarebulisTvis gikiTxavs,<br />
guSin raze geCxubeo da gindac Sua kartis TamaSSi<br />
koziri migicia mowinaaRmdegisTvis. garda amisa,<br />
sxva rom araferi vTqvaT, Cveulebrivi umsgavsobaa<br />
nebismieri saaTis damtvreva imis gamo, rac Tavad<br />
ar gexsomeba meore dRes. magram me Tu mkiTxavT,<br />
siyvaruli swored uazro mrisxanebisa da<br />
gadamrCeneli gulmaviwyobis ganuwyveteli<br />
monacvleobaa mxolod. werili ki igvianebs,<br />
igvianebs, igvianebs da Senc isRa dagrCenia,<br />
marTla daijero, Rrublad rom iqca isic, axali<br />
feriviT miemata laJvards... qalaqi Wadris<br />
mfrinavi TesliTaa savse. gafuyuli, gaburZgnuli<br />
fTilebiT Tmagadapentili, ucxosaviT<br />
daxetialob mSobliur qalaqSi. qalaqis mZime<br />
Crdili mxarze gadevs uCinari msajulis xeliviT.<br />
wvimis laqebi kedlebze urCxulebiviT<br />
garindulan. mdinaresaviT adidebuli vneba<br />
sxeuls walekviT emuqreba. saerTod, warRvnis<br />
wina dRea TiTqos. xeze kodala akakunebs.<br />
kidobanSi Tagvi fxakunobs. gansacdeliT, eldiT,<br />
gaurkvevlobiTaa haeri damuxtuli. gadarCenilic<br />
Svelas iTxovs, gadasarCenze rom araferi vTqvaT.<br />
nawili nawils daeZebs brmad, alalbedze. yvelas,<br />
yvelafers eSinia simartovisa, marto darCenisa da<br />
mainc yvelas imedi aqvs, yvelas erTnairad sjera,<br />
Tu vinme gadarCeba saerTod, TviTon gadarCeba<br />
aucileblad. erTi wamiT yvelas aviwydeba Tavisi<br />
ubedureba, sadardeli, satkivari, manki - uZlurs<br />
uZluroba, mxdals simxdale, borots boroteba<br />
da yvelani, kacic da mxecic, frinvelica da
qvewarmavalic, erTxel kidev, erTnairi sixarbiT,<br />
erTnairi mouTmenlobiT ewafeba bunebis ZuZus,<br />
romelic erTxel kidev ivseba Sens Tvalwin<br />
bavSvobis rZiT, yrmobis TafliT, siWabukis<br />
RviniTa da siberis SxamiT. Sen ki dadixar,<br />
daexetebi mSobliur qalaqSi, rogorc minosis<br />
labirinTSi, da siyvarulis droSiT sikvdilsicocxlis<br />
mijnis gadamlaxavs, pirvelad axla<br />
gwydeba guli yvelaferze, riTac aqamde<br />
cxovrobdi, magram adamianuri sibecis,<br />
uyuradRebobis gamo, ver amCnevdi... dadis,<br />
daborialobs aSmorebul talanebSi, damyayebul<br />
wumpeebSi. gaoflil saxeze mumli miglesvia,<br />
ablabudis nafleTebi ahkvria. gamwarebulia<br />
sulis mouSuSebeli WrilobiT, dauZlurebulia<br />
adamianis gesliT, sibneliT, gulgrilobiT... da,<br />
Tumca jiutad dums, mainc ukvirs, aravis rom ar<br />
esmis misi, aravin rom ar gamodis aivanze, aravin<br />
rom ar kiTxulobs - vin aris, ra emRerebao. adre<br />
moxetiale momRerlebs xurda fuls mainc<br />
uyridnen aivnidan. axla verc ki amCneven.<br />
erTnairadaa amoRamebuli saxlis sarkmelica da<br />
saxlis binadris gulic. Tumca ara, rogor Tu ver<br />
amCneven! Casafrebulni yofilan fardebs ukan,<br />
Sardis suniT aqoTebul sadarbazoebSic, da<br />
erTbaSad gamocvivdebian samalavebidan, xelebs<br />
zurgsukan gadautrialeben moxetiale momRerals<br />
da ZaliT gaaTreven qalaqis mTavar moedanze,<br />
romelic, sxvaTa Soris, iseve icvlis saxelebs,<br />
rogorc zogierTi qali, vTqvaT, xelTaTmanebs.<br />
visac ra uSovnia, imiT scems - zogi qamriT, zogi<br />
ketiT, zogi Tokisa Tu jaWvis naglejiT. is ki
aqeT-iqiT awydeba, saxedasisxlianebuli, zurgze<br />
kandamskdari, sacaa gonebas dakargavs, guli<br />
SeuRondeba, Tu ar daixCro iqamde, magram bedad,<br />
gacofebul, gapirutyvebul brbos iani gamoeyofa<br />
da SesZaxebs - gaCerdiT, ukeTes gasarTobs<br />
gamogiCenT axlaveo - Tan mucelze gamoberil<br />
perangs iCeCavs Sarvlidan da bertyavs. modis da<br />
modis molurjo-monacrisfro niaRvari<br />
moparuli, gadamaluli, miTvisebuli werilebisa,<br />
zvinad dgeba moedanze, rogorc TavTavi - kaloze.<br />
galewvaRa aklia, kevris gadatareba. ahaT, naxeT,<br />
ra sisuleleebs swerdnen erTmaneTs esa da misi<br />
Seyvarebulio - iyvirebs iani da xalxic yiJiniT<br />
mieseva werilebis zvins, gasalewad, kevris<br />
gadasatareblad. facifuciT xsnian, xeven, vin icis<br />
meramdened dawebebul konvertebs. xelidan<br />
glejen, xelSi afxrewen erTmaneTs, vin icis, ra<br />
sasoebiT, ra grZnobebiT dakecilsa da<br />
dabinavebul furclebs da naglejebs xmamaRla,<br />
sicil-xarxariT kiTxuloben, rasakvirvelia,<br />
uxamsi, uwmawuri komentarebis TanxlebiT. diaxac,<br />
magisTanebma mospes qveyana. magisnairebma. aqaoda,<br />
leqsis wera gvexerxebao, yvelafris uflebas<br />
aZleven Tavs. parizel kaxpebze amosdiT mze da<br />
mTvare. afsus, qarTvelo qalo! ara, ara, erTi<br />
aqeTac mousmineT. miyvarxar. ar damiviwyo. gkocni.<br />
sad kocni, genacvale? iqneb dagvizustoT.<br />
gazafxuli ki mSieri mgeliviT dasdevs mokvdavs<br />
fexdafex, cxovrebisgan isedac gamwarebuls,<br />
daRlils, gabezrebuls aTasi seniTa da<br />
gansacdeliT. aiZulebs erTxel kidev aCqardes,<br />
erTxel kidev gainZres, midges-modges, scados,
gabedos, gaaRwios, gadarCes. SfoTavs dedamiwac -<br />
yvelaze diadi codvili - yvela codvilis deda.<br />
ufro metic - sakuTari qmris gamCeni da sakuTari<br />
Svilis coli. isev mosaloginebelia. erTxel<br />
kidev unda gaaCinos axali sicocxle, Zvelis<br />
memkvidre da memkvidris Camsaxavi. sxvanairad ar<br />
SeuZlia, esaa misi erTaderTi movaleoba, amiT<br />
adasturebs mxolod Tavis maradiul dedobasac<br />
da colobasac. sarkmlis minaze ki gamdnari oqros<br />
wveTiviT mococavs yvavilis wveniT mTvrali<br />
futkari. futkarSi RmerTis gamzrdeli Zalaa<br />
Cabudebuli. Tavad RmerTi ki, ugulebelyofili<br />
da daviwyebuli, usaxo brboSi Camdgara, rogorc<br />
sardafSi - sanTeli, magram sardafidan ukve didi<br />
xnis win gautaniaT, Tuki rame iyo gasatani,<br />
gasanaTebeli, misakvlevi. xolo <strong>avel</strong>umis wignSi,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisgan gansxvavebiT, gmiri ukve gafrenaze<br />
fiqrobs, ukve xelovnur frTebs akowiwebs<br />
gamalebuli - fiqris sinamdvileSi anxorcielebs<br />
imas, risi warmodgenac SeuZlebelia arsebul<br />
sinamdvileSi. male misi nafiqrali mTel<br />
kunZulze vrceldeba Savi WiriviT. maradiuli<br />
SiSisa da monobisgan dabeCavebuli xalxis<br />
sizmrebi axali, ucnauri, aSkarad saxifaTo<br />
CvenebebiT ivseba. am Cvenebebs uaxloesi<br />
adamianebic ki umalaven erTmaneTs, radgan yvela<br />
darwmunebulia, marto TviTonaa am dReSi, marto<br />
mas Sehyria es axali Wiri. da ai, erT mSvenier dRes,<br />
adamianis bneli wiaRidan adamianisave Tesls<br />
saaSkaraoze gamoaqvs misi diadi saidumlo:<br />
oTxmocdaaTqalaqiani kunZulis erT Cveulebriv<br />
ojaxSi frTiani bavSvi ibadeba. wlobiT nafiqri
da naocnebari Teslis Tvisebad qceula, rac,<br />
TavisTavad cxadia, srulebiTac ar esiamovneba<br />
kretasnair saxelmwifos. SeSinebuli mSoblebi,<br />
rasakvirvelia, saswrafod aWrian Cvils vazis<br />
foTlis xela, vazis foToliviT daWmuWnul<br />
frTebs, magram frTebis gadanaWrebidan or<br />
nakadad amoxeTqilma sisxlma lamis walekos<br />
iqauroba (sxvaTa Soris, am epizodma imdenad didi<br />
STabeWdileba moaxdina fransuazaze, TviTonac<br />
frTiani bavSvi gaaCina sizmarSi. xolo cenzuram<br />
ormocdaTeqvsmeti wlis tragediis mxatvrul<br />
interpretaciad CauTvala es adgili <strong>avel</strong>ums da<br />
arc mTlad usafuZvlod). frTiani bavSvis gaCenis<br />
Semdeg, rasakvirvelia, qalaqSi sagangebo wesebi<br />
cxaddeba. gzebi iketeba. ukve mologinebulsa Tu<br />
jer kidev mosaloginebel qalebs erTad uyrian<br />
Tavs. dilidan saRamomde iCxrikeba saxlebi da<br />
ezoebi, sxvenebi da sardafebi, boslebi da<br />
gomurebi, sadac ki SesaZlebelia adamianis<br />
damalva, da Tuki sadme Cvils anda fexmZime qals<br />
aRmoaCenen, mTel ojaxs xocaven dedawulianad.<br />
gvamebs ki "minosis TeatrSi" agzavnian. rac Seexeba<br />
minosis Teatrs, Cveulebrivi Teatria isic,<br />
gasarTobi, saseiro, oRond, msaxiobebis<br />
movaleobas iq sagangebod dageSili Rorebi<br />
asruleben. Tanac bevri araferi evalebaT:<br />
"scenaze" sxvadasxva adgilas winaswar Camarxuli<br />
gvamis nawilebi unda amoCiCqnon dingebiT. Rorebs,<br />
ra Tqma unda, araferi rCebaT miukvleveli, Tumca<br />
Tavidan arc "msaxiobebma" da arc mayureblebma ar<br />
ician, sad ra aris Camarxuli, ra TanmimdevrobiT<br />
amoiyreba miwidan adamianis sxeulis nawilebi.
aris erTi bWoba da kamaTi, ideba sanaZleoebi,<br />
vidre minosi da misi amala savarZlebSi<br />
mokalaTdebodes da Teatrisa da Rorebis<br />
sadgomis gamyofi kedeli gruxun-RrWialiT<br />
wavidodes maRla. sadgomis aSmorebuli<br />
wyvdiadidan TvalebCasisxlianebuli,<br />
jagaraSlili, SimSilisgan aWyvirebuli Rorebi<br />
gamodian scenaze da jer erTmaneTs kbenen, anda<br />
Teatris msaxurebs etanebian sakbenad, rac<br />
aranakleb amxiarulebs mayurebels, romelic<br />
taSiTa da stveniT egebeba Rorebis gamoCenas.<br />
xolo roca Roris dingiT amotrialebul miwas<br />
adamianis sxeulis romelime nawilic amohyveba<br />
xolme, iarusebi yuriswamRebad Rrialeben,<br />
iginebian, arwyeven da isev Rrialeben, isev<br />
iginebian da isev arwyeven, vidre SimSilisgan<br />
gagiJebuli Rorebi erTmaneTs piridan glejen<br />
adamianis Tav-fexsa Tu gul-RviZls. magram es<br />
TavisTavad uzneo da amazrzeni sanaxaoba, kidev<br />
ufro uzneo da amazrzeni xdeba ukve sizmrad<br />
gardaqmnili. Zilic wamebad gadaqcevia xalxs.<br />
gminviTa da oxvriT Tendeba usaSvelod gawelili<br />
Rameebi. sizmridan, vin icis, meramdenad<br />
gamoqceulni, Zlivs iTqvamen suls, sakuTari<br />
gulebis gamalebul feTqvas miyuradebulni.<br />
magram ramdenjerac ar unda moicvalon sawolSi<br />
gverdi, rogorc ar unda gauZaliandnen,<br />
sanaxevrod mainc iq arian, sizmarSi, da sisxliT<br />
gazinTuli kalaTidan xan viRacis xeli<br />
waetanebaT moulodnelad, xan viRacis gayinuli<br />
Tvali moaSterdebaT jiutad. SiSisagan wamxdari<br />
kacebi uars amboben Svilebze. aTasnair<br />
sisaZagles, mruSobasa da Ralats swameben
fexmZime colebs, raTa rogorme aicilon Tavidan<br />
frTosani adamianis mamoba da, aqedan gamomdinare,<br />
am saqmeSi TanamonawileobisaTvis dadgenili<br />
sasjelic. magram gaCenamde SeZulebuli Svilebi,<br />
cxadia, mainc ibadebian da ibadebian pirvel rigSi<br />
mSoblebis risxvad, mSoblebis msajulebad,<br />
gulRrZo SurismaZieblebad am windauxedavi,<br />
briyvuli nabijisaTvis. xolo SemaZrwunebeli,<br />
gamryvneli, damaglaxakavebeli SiSiTa da<br />
molodiniT gulgayinuli mSoblebi daudevrad,<br />
tlanqad atrialeben xelSi jer kidev saSos<br />
dorbliT moTxvril arsebebs, romlebmac unda<br />
gadawyviton maTi yofna-aryofnis sakiTxi - Tuki<br />
Cvils safrTe kvirtebi, an raime saeWvo meWeWi da<br />
xali etyoba zurgze, gaTavebulia maTi ambavi,<br />
veraferi veRar uSveliT. amitomac matulobs<br />
dRiTi-dRe mkvlelobis, TviTmkvlelobisa da, rac<br />
kidev ufro samwuxaroa, ZaliT dayvervis<br />
SemTxvevebi. gamwarebuli, gamxecebuli coli<br />
mZinare qmars sawolze abams da miuxedavad<br />
Tavganwiruli winaaRmdegobisa, xvewna-mudarisa,<br />
basri daniT - romelsac didxans lesavda qmris<br />
zurgs ukan - ganzraxuliT aRgznebuli da<br />
gakerpebuli, Tvalis daxamxamebaSi aclis<br />
saTesle jirkvlebs. mokled, xalxs cxovrebisa<br />
eSinia, sicocxle ejavreba. dRes generaluri<br />
gaficvaa da, madloba RmerTs, cota dawynarda<br />
qalaqi. eleqtronic gamorTulia - daisvena<br />
Tvalmac da yurmac - gareT ki wvims. Zlivs gavige<br />
wvimis xma. aRar maxsovda. deda da debi stumrad<br />
arian. mama afrikaSia, peplebis koleqcias<br />
agrovebs. erTi Cemi megobari ki sakmaod
seriozulad SeiSala, saavadmyofoSi moaTavses,<br />
ver abamen Turme. paranoia daudgines. aCemebuli<br />
aqvs, viRac miTvalTvalebs ganuwyvetlivo. eZebeT<br />
qali. es is megobaria, sabWoeTSi rom gamoeqca,<br />
raTa <strong>avel</strong>ums Cavardnoda klanWebSi. ki ar<br />
SeiSala, sabolood darwmunda, marTla rom<br />
dakarga fransuaza da pirvelad axla gaigo<br />
siyvarulis WeSmariti Zala, rogorc erT<br />
simReraSi amboben, axla gaigo ra yofila<br />
siyvaruli, romelic Tanamedrove<br />
ganmanaTleblebs ukve erTxel da samudamod<br />
damarcxebuli, moSorebuli seni egonaT,<br />
ciebasaviT, WleqiviT, magram nuras ukacravad!<br />
siyvaruli ar SeiZleba Tavisufali iyos<br />
Tanamedrove, civilizebuli samyaros gagebiT,<br />
radgan siyvaruli Tavisuflebisken swrafvaa da<br />
amdenad maradiuli movlenacaa, raki adamiani<br />
Tavisuflebas samoTxeSi tovebs, anu, gaCenamde,<br />
gnebavT, gaCenisTanave kargavs da mTeli misi<br />
danarCeni cxovreba (miwieri arseboba) samudamod,<br />
uimedod dakarguli Tavisuflebis Semawuxebeli<br />
SegrZnebaa mxolod. SeiZleba, amitomac umalaven<br />
keTilmosurneni dRevandel axalgazrdobas<br />
siyvaruls, anu, uklaven swrafvas<br />
Tavisuflebisken, romlis micemac ar SeuZliaT im<br />
ubralo, magram uaRresad tragikuli mizezis<br />
gamo, saerTod rom ar arsebobs bunebaSi, anda<br />
arsebobs mxolod Cveni Tvalsawieris, CvenTvis<br />
metnaklebad misawvdomi, Cvengan metnaklebad<br />
aRqmuli samyaros sazRvrebs miRma, rac isev<br />
siyvarulis meSveobiT dasturdeba aqamde, Cven ki<br />
am erTaderTi damadastureblis ugulebelyofiT,
gaufasurebiT vcdilobT SevqmnaT Tundac<br />
uaRresad momxiblavi, srulyofili modeli<br />
ararsebulisa, romelsac samoTxiseuli cdunebis<br />
sitkboc eqneba da jojoxeTuri sasjelis<br />
simwarec. da ai, gaZevebuli siyvarulis danatovar<br />
sicarieles seqsualuri sanaxaobani, seqsualuri<br />
maRaziebi avseben beatriCes, lauras, emmas<br />
samSobloSi, rasakvirvelia, dRevandel<br />
beatriCeTa, lauraTa da emmaTa sakeTildReod<br />
(sinamdvileSi - sazianod, radgan bevrad sjobs,<br />
aRiaro siyvaruli da Segnebulad, Seni nebiT<br />
mokvde, vTqvaT, romeosaviT, vidre Tavis droze<br />
zurgi Seaqcio, arafrad Caagdo, mere ki giJis<br />
xalaTi gadagacvan, rogorc fransuazas bavSvobis<br />
megobrisaTvis gadaucmeviaT amwinebze), magram<br />
siyvarulis yavlgasuli, daobebuli, aTasi<br />
jadoqris Selocvili, aTasi eqimbaSis<br />
namkurnalevi, aTasi mkiTxavis gauvnebelyofili<br />
tanjvani mainc sakuTari xorcisa da sakuTari<br />
sulis ukeTesi nawilis aRmoCenaSi Sveloda<br />
adamians, uZilo, uimedo, uRono, uboloo RameebiT<br />
gaspetakebulsa da gakaJebuls, roca swored<br />
ukeTesis, uwmindesis, uspetakesis winaaRmdegaa<br />
mimarTuli, Tavisi arsiTa da bunebiT, seqsualuri<br />
sanaxaobebic (rac unda maRal doneze, teqnikis<br />
ukanaskneli sityvisa da umdidresi rekvizitis<br />
moSveliebiT iyos warmodgenili) da<br />
feSenebeluri seqsualuri maRaziebic (rac unda<br />
farTo asortimenti gamofinon iq). Sexe, miSel, ra<br />
simpaTiuri CaCia penisisTvis. magram orests, me<br />
mgoni, didi mouva. ra ici? mainc hkiTxe zoma.<br />
Tvali xarbia. siyvaruli ki, yvela
kvarcxlbekidan Camogdebuli, yvela taZridan<br />
gamodevnili, Serisxuli, Seginebuli, adamianuri<br />
uzneobis lafSi amogangluli, samarcxvino<br />
sisusted, sulel winaparTa gulubryvilo<br />
TamaSad, asakobriv midrekilebad, Cveulebriv<br />
xelmruSobad monaTluli - usabuTod,<br />
unebarTvod daexeteba msoflios did Saragzebze,<br />
kontinentTa damakavSirebel sazRvao Tu sahaero<br />
magistralebze, radgan advilze advili<br />
SesaZlebelia, erTsa da imave sofelSi, erTsa da<br />
imave dabaSi, erTsa da imave qalaqSi, erTsa da<br />
imave qveyanaSi, bolos da bolos, erTsa da imave<br />
kontinentze, ar aRmoCndes ori sapirispiro sqesis<br />
Tundac TiTo warmomadgeneli, erTdroulad,<br />
erTnairad rom igrZnos misi Zala da ara marto<br />
igrZnos, ar SeeSindes, ar moeridos aRiarebisa,<br />
anu, ar gaaRizianos sakuTarma sisustem, sulierma<br />
CamorCenilobam, gonebrivma naklovanebam da<br />
daufaravad, garkveviT, gasagonad Tqvas - miyvarso<br />
- rogorc nebismieri normaluri bavSvi eubneba<br />
dedas, ai, aq mtkiva raRacao. siyvaruli grZnobaTa<br />
gavarvarebuli jaWvia, romelsac Seni nebiT ixvev<br />
kiserze, radgan aRar SegiZlia uimjaWvod gaZleba<br />
da, zed tuCebmimwvari, isev xarbad kocni imis<br />
wiTlad gaRvivebul rgolebs, ufro da ufro<br />
eflobi mis mouxeSav, moJRarune simZimeSi da ki ar<br />
grcxvenia, geamayeba damwvar-dawylulebuli<br />
xorcis gamoCena - ginda, yvelas ecodebode, yvela<br />
giTanagrZnobdes, kacic da RmerTic, TiTqos imaTi<br />
xaTriT, imaT magivrad itan am araadamianur<br />
tanjva-wvalebas, Tumca, TviTon ar ici wesierad,<br />
ra gWirs, ratom xar am dReSi, radgan Senive
grZnobebis jaWvi xan sicil-tiriliT gexveva da<br />
geCurCuleba - ar mimatovoo - xan ki marTlac<br />
liTonis ugrZnoblobiT, liTonis siciviTa da<br />
simZimiT gawevs gulze. Zalian, Zalian momwons.<br />
gkocni. momwere. miyvarxar. diax, uyvars<br />
fransuazas da arc malavs. misi sakiTxi<br />
gadawyvetilia. is ukve Cveulebrivi meamboxea -<br />
sakuTar drosa da garemos ujanydeba, anu,<br />
bednieria tanjviT, moxiblulia tkiviliT da<br />
kmayofilia arafriTac. misi cxovrebis wesi<br />
uimisodaa dadgenili caSi da is mxolod am wesis<br />
gamtarebelia miwaze - Sromobs, raTa<br />
TviTmfrinavis bileTis fuli Seagrovos<br />
rogorme; nebismier survilsa da moTxovnilebas<br />
iklavs, raTa erTaderTi ausruldes erTxel<br />
kidev, Tundac, erTxelac, ukanasknelad. arafris<br />
ar rcxvenia, arafris ar eSinia, radgan<br />
yvelafrisTvis mzadaa winaswar. Segnebulad dgas<br />
am gzaze, anu, araviTar winaaRmdegobas ar uwevs<br />
grZnobas, romelic brmad, moulodnelad,<br />
SemTxveviT daeufla da romelmac Tvali ki<br />
auxila, magram SesamCnevi aRaraferi dautova<br />
garSemo, ynosva ki gaumZafra, magram surneleba<br />
daukarga yvelafers, smena ki gauxsna, magram mzeze<br />
SemCneuli udidesi afeTqebebis msgavsad, misTvis<br />
mainc Cumad, mainc uxmod xdeba mosaxdeni. unda<br />
Cavabaro gidebisTvis aucilebeli kidev erTi<br />
gamocda, Torem muSaobas amikrZalaven. esRa<br />
maklda! deda da debi samxreTSi wavidnen. mamac iq<br />
Cava afrikidan, Tavis peplebianad. parizSi marto<br />
meRa vrCebi, raTa vimuSao. bevri Cemi nacnobi<br />
msaxurobs moskovSi. erTi Cemi dobilis mama
amJamad TbilisSia. yvelasi mSurs, magram SuriT<br />
ras gaawyob. albaT zafxulSi ver Camoval. ar<br />
dagaviwydes rac dampirdi! ras dahpirda netav?!<br />
Tumca, imedi unda viqonioT, ar daaviwydeboda,<br />
Seusrulebda danapirebs. kargia rom cotas svam.<br />
rogor ara! mec im wuTas davijere! rogorc Tevzi<br />
ver gadaeCveva curvas... ai, me ki namdvilad bevri<br />
mZinavs da Cemze rom iyos damokidebuli, saerTod<br />
aRar gaviRviZebdi. ukve daleuli aqvs jadosnuri<br />
yvavilebis naxarSi, julietas wamali, da<br />
sasiamovnod ewvis, eglijeba gulmuceli.<br />
verafriT veRar amoabrunebs ukan, sul ase<br />
sasiamovnod unda itanjos da elodos bednier<br />
aRsasruls. Zalian daviRale. rasakvirvelia,<br />
gagineb. magram miyvarxar. ufro sworad, gagineb,<br />
radgan miyvarxar. mSvenivrad gagigia yvelaferi.<br />
ase rom, Zalian kargad moiqcevi ufro xSirad Tu<br />
momwer. didi xania, araferi ismis Sengan.<br />
depeSisTvis gmadlobT. parizSi ar viyavi da<br />
dedaCemi damfrTxala, vai Tu Camodiso. magram,<br />
samwuxarod, tyuili gangaSi aRmoCnda esec. mainc<br />
ver auRes alRo sabWoTa imperias; TiTqos<br />
yvelaferi esmiT, magram mainc araferi ician.<br />
veranairad ver daujerebiaT, marTla rom<br />
SeiZleba ise icxovros vinmem, rogorc orasi<br />
milioni sabWoeli cxovrobs. mTeli Tve vimuSave<br />
Seusvenebliv. fuli ki ver viSove. axla unda<br />
vimecadino, Torem verafers ver movaswreb.<br />
rasakvirvelia, viyavi firosmanis gamofenaze. gana<br />
amas kiTxva unda? SeiZleba meCveneba, magram mgoni<br />
saerTod dagaviwydi. Zalian gTxov, naklebi svi<br />
Cemi sadRegrZelo da meti momwere xolme. aRar
mimatovo ase didxans uyuradRebod. Zalian<br />
Znelia. rogorc iqna, parizSi dacxa, bolos da<br />
bolos. zafxulSi ver Camoval. SeiZleba SenTan<br />
darekva? TbilisSi iqnebi? me albaT mSoblebs<br />
CavakiTxav kunZulze. imaTi megobari wamiyvans<br />
manqaniT. Senc icnob. sxvaTaSoris, mec vicnob.<br />
moskovSi gavicani. mgoni "praRaSi" viyaviT erTad.<br />
sadilobisas, gaqaTqaTebuli perangis sayelodan<br />
didi, wiTeli tarakani gamouZvra. verc TviTon<br />
SeamCnia da arc Cven SevimCnieT, rom SevamCnieT.<br />
tarakanmac uazrod itriala aqeT-iqiT, rogorc<br />
gzaabneulma tankma TovliT gadaTeTrebul<br />
mindorze da raki mters ver miagno, isev perangSi<br />
gauCinarda. cotas morCa, saxeSi SevarwyieT<br />
sapatio stumars. arada, SeiZleba, gawvrTnilic<br />
hyavda is tarakani. frangebisagan araferi<br />
gagikvirdeT. Tuki SeuZliaT virTxa iyolion Sin,<br />
asvan da aWamon, uxveton da uwmindon, viTom ra<br />
dauSliT, tarakani gawvrTnan, SeiCvion da Tan<br />
ataron, sadac wavlen, samsaxurSi Tu stumrad.<br />
Seni telefoni, ra Tqma unda, maqvs. ar damikargavs<br />
nu Relav, magram ratomRac erTi cifri aklia. ese<br />
igi ar gqonia da egaa. erTi cifri wyvets<br />
yvelafers. rogorc saaTs aRar ZaluZs aRnusxos<br />
Cveni kuTvnili dro (arc naparevi), Tuki romelime<br />
isari aklia, iseve ar ZaluZs vinmesTan dakavSireba<br />
telefonis cifrnaklul nomers. rac Seexeba Cems<br />
Camosvlas, jer verafers vityvi. mTavari ki es<br />
aris! amis saTqmeladaa saerTod es werilica da<br />
werilebis mTeli cikli dawerili. Seyvarebulebi<br />
bevrs laparakoben wvrilmanebze, mTavari rom ar<br />
Tqvan. am TvalsazrisiT, yvelaze crumorwmuneebi
arian isini. Rrmad sjeraT, aucileblad<br />
daiTarsebian, aucileblad sawinaaRmdegod<br />
ausruldebaT ocnebaca da natvrac, Tuki droze<br />
adre wamoscdebaT. yovel SemTxvevaSi, bolomde<br />
mainc ar ityvian, ras eltvian, ras natruloben<br />
dRe da Ram. fransuazac yvelanairad malavs<br />
sanukvar mizans da TiTqos imas ganicdis, xandaxan<br />
isev mSoblebis kmayofaze rom uwevs cxovreba.<br />
"ukapikod var, mSoblebi minaxaveno" - ebodiSeba<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums. aba, vin unda inaxavdneno - albaT ikiTxav<br />
Sen, moclilo mkiTxvelo!, magram am Tavisufal<br />
samyaroSi sxvanairad fiqroben. Tavisufleba Tu<br />
ginda, keTili inebe da Tavic TviTon Seinaxe. Cems<br />
purs Tu SeWam, Cems Wkuazec unda iaro. ase ki ar<br />
ivargebs CvenTvis, monebisTvis, radgan fransuazam<br />
mSoblebis Wkuaze Tu iara, moskovisken arc<br />
gamoixedavs. fransuazas ki sul moskovisken<br />
gaurbis Tvali, sul moskovisken miuwevs guli da<br />
kvlavindeburad Sromobs, kvlavindeburad zels<br />
saagure Tixas, Tavi rom mouyaros rogorme<br />
samgzavro fuls. kvlavindeburad dahqris<br />
turistuli avtobusiT Tavis mSvenier,<br />
Tvaluwvdenel samSobloSi da ukve meqanikurad,<br />
alalbedze imeorebs aTasjer naTqvams, ganicdis<br />
aTasjer gancdilsa da aRiqvams aTasjer aRqmuls.<br />
oci wlis Semdeg, roca bolos da bolos,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umTan erTad mouwevs, vTqvaT, Sartris taZris<br />
sanaxavad wasvla, gulwrfelad aRiarebs,<br />
danaxvac aRar SemiZlia aqaurobiso. oci wlis<br />
mere ukve gaufasurebuli, gawbilebuli,<br />
Zaladakarguli iqneba yvela survili, yvela<br />
ocneba, yvela mizani, magram jer yvelaferi
pirvelyofili ZaliT feTqavs, ar egueba drosa da<br />
sivrces, Tavganwirulad ibrZvis kuTvnilisTvis<br />
da darwmunebulicaa, aucileblad miaRwevs<br />
sawadels. maRviZaras amazrzeni, yinulovani xmiT<br />
dafeTebuli fransuaza isev uTenia dgeba<br />
simartovis sawolidan, isev sanaxevrod mZinare<br />
svams cxel yavas, Zils rom moerios rogorme, da<br />
isev Tavqudmoglejili garbis romeliRac Zveli<br />
qalaqis, cixesimagris, monastrisa Tu eklesiis<br />
sanaxavad, sabWoTa turistebis axal jgufTan<br />
erTad, romlebic "mZinare mzeTunaxavs" eZaxian,<br />
sabWourad emliqvnelebian, elaqucebian,<br />
earSiyebian, anda sulac monuri eSmakobiT<br />
alaparakeben, abriyveben, vidre sabolood<br />
gamoerkveodes Zilidan, da isic, gidis skamze<br />
sacodavad Camomjdari, qaris Camogdebul CitiviT<br />
iTqvams suls, gonze modis, ubrundeba<br />
sinamdviles, cxovrebas, da kozetas umcrosi dis<br />
sijiutiT ikrebs Zalas ufro didi, ufro<br />
Soreuli mgzavrobisTvis. moikrebs kidec da ara<br />
erTxel da orjer. bevrjer. ramdenjerac<br />
SesaZlebeli iqneba sabWoeTSi Camosvla.<br />
SemTxvevas ar gauSvebs xelidan. SegiZliaT,<br />
sityvaze mendoT, rogorc am ambebis uSualo<br />
mowmesa da monawiles. male fransuaza ise<br />
daamaxsovrebs Tavs sabWoTa sabaJos<br />
gansakuTrebulad fxizel moxeleebs, imis<br />
yurebiani qudisa da ukve sakmaod gaqeqili qurqis<br />
danaxvaze, tuCebs moupruwaven erTmaneTs - ver<br />
uyurebT, kidev Camofrenilao. male mTel<br />
satusaRos, dedamiwis erTmeeqvsedze, ZaRlsa da<br />
mamaZaRls ecodineba misi "didi siyvarulis"
Sesaxeb. yvelas daainteresebs es axali, Tu<br />
kargad, safuZvlianad daviwyebuli saocreba.<br />
Seexeba Tu ar Seexeba, yvela Tavs valdebulad<br />
CaTvlis, sakuTari, gansxvavebuli mosazreba<br />
hqondes am siyvarulis Taobaze. zogi gaikvirvebs,<br />
zogi gabrazdeba, zogi daemalebaT, zogi -<br />
piriqiT, Tavad SesTavazebs Tanadgomas,<br />
Tanamzraxvelobas - zogi uangarod, zogi<br />
angarebiT, zogic, mxolod da mxolod, Tavisi<br />
uferuli, uintereso cxovrebis odnav mainc<br />
gasaxaliseblad, Tundac, seriozuli,<br />
politikuri usiamovnebis wil (magaliTad, ianis<br />
qaritebi). magram Tavad fransuazas ar ecodineba,<br />
ramdenad sworia misi saqcieli, ar ecodineba, ras<br />
avaldebulebs, ras moiTxovs misgan saerTod<br />
siyvaruli - sul sxvisi satusaRos karTan<br />
atuzvas, sul sxvis satusaRoSi SeRwevas,<br />
nebismieri gziT, Tu droulad gamotanas im<br />
satusaRodan, risi gamotanac kidev SeiZleba -<br />
TvalebiT, smeniT, maxsovrobiT, guliT... saSoTi -<br />
da sakuTar satusaRoSi, anu, sakuTari ubedurebis<br />
zRvis fskerze sakuTari nerwyviTa da cremliT<br />
Sekowiwebul niJaraSi dabinavebas dasakargad,<br />
dasaRupad, dasaviwyeblad ganwiruli "ganZisa",<br />
samudamod, saimedod, raTa yovelTvis xelT<br />
hqondes da niJaris mSvidad mogugune, vardisfrad<br />
dabindul wiaRSi SeyuJuls, gadatanilis<br />
gaxsenebac SeeZlos da gadataniliT Tavis<br />
mowonebac sakuTari Tavis winaSe, Tuki marTla<br />
esaa mxolod WeSmariti siyvarulis safasuri -<br />
amayi simartove samarcxvino sicarielisgan<br />
gansxvavebiT, romelsac naadrevad
ugulebelyofili, angarebiT daTrgunuli<br />
siyvaruli tovebs da romlis amovseba arc<br />
kanonier qmars SeuZlia, arc kanonier Svils.<br />
piriqiT, nebismieri urTierToba maTTan isev da<br />
isev axal ufskrulebs avlens am sicarieleSi.<br />
magram ar yofila SemTxveva, vinmes Tavidanve amayi<br />
simartove emjobinebinos da ar ecados mainc<br />
samarcxvino sicarielis mopoveba, anu, dakanoneba<br />
ukanonobisa. fransuazac, jerjerobiT,<br />
Segnebulad Tu Seugneblad, brmad Tu<br />
gamiznulad, samarcxvino sicarielis mopovebas<br />
cdilobs, roca erTnairi mRelvarebiT<br />
miiswrafvis sabWoeTis nebismier qalaqisken<br />
(garda Tbilisisa), sadac bedi gadaisvris, ufro<br />
sworad ki, sadac parizidan gaayoleben gidad<br />
romelime turistul jgufs, radgan Rrmadaa<br />
darwmunebuli, eWvic ar epareba, aucileblad<br />
dauxvdeba iq misi <strong>avel</strong>umi, fuZemdebeli da<br />
warmmarTveli, mizezi da mizani misi<br />
Tavganwiruli suliskveTebisa, da daiwyeba kidev<br />
erTi momTabare cxovreba, CanTebiTa da CemodnebiT<br />
xetiali ucxo qalaqis ucxo quCebSi, ubnidan<br />
ubanSi, binidan binaSi, radgan ianis qaritebis<br />
msgavsad, yvela rodi moixibleba maTi<br />
romantikuli siyvaruliT, bevrs daafrTxobs<br />
fransuazas ucxoeloba, sabWoelisa da ucxoelis<br />
ukanono urTierToba, miT ufro, maT WerqveS, maTi<br />
xelSewyobiTa da TandaswrebiT. bevri, piriqiT,<br />
iqiT SeaSinebs maT, isargeblebs bednieri<br />
SemTxveviT da xan ras gamosZalavT, xan ras, patarpatara<br />
yoveldRiuri provokaciebiT - ara, ra Cemi<br />
saqmea, vis emalebiT, an ratom imalebiT saerTod.
RmerTma xeli mogimarToT. gamigeT? magram mec xom<br />
unda mqondes lukma momzadebuli, im SobelZaRl<br />
saxlmmarTvels rom CavCaro pirSi saswrafod,<br />
roca mova da metyvis, aba, erTi pasportebi<br />
gamomitane, vin arian, saidan arian Seni<br />
mdgmurebio. gamigeT? - gagigeT da egre! fransuaza<br />
lamis mTel garderobs datovebs martoxela<br />
pensioneri dedabrebis erTnairad gamoyruebul<br />
binebSi. zog rames Tavad gaaCuqebs, zogs<br />
moparaven, zogi ki daaviwydeba, darCeba<br />
ganSorebis faca-fucSi. magaliTad, gasarecxad<br />
taStSi Cambali sacvali, anda, gasaSrobad<br />
radiatorze gadafenili kolgotkebi (erTma<br />
keTilma diasaxlisma fransuazas kolgotkebi<br />
TbilisSi gadaugzavna <strong>avel</strong>ums Tavisi<br />
keTilsindisierebis dasamtkiceblad da Tan<br />
patara axsna-ganmartebiTi baraTic moayola,<br />
yovel SemTxvevisaTvis, vinicobaa <strong>avel</strong>umi Sin ar<br />
iyos da mis meuRles Cauvardes xelSio - gigzavniT<br />
Tqveni parezili megobris... xom iciT, ra rTulia<br />
aqedan ucxoeTSi... iqneb Tqveni meSveobiT da<br />
aucileblad, roca moskovSi iqnebiT...) - isini ki<br />
mainc erTmaneTs daeZeben cxadSic da ZilSic.<br />
cdiloben miimxron, moisyidon nebismieri<br />
vigindara, visac maTi dasmena SeuZlia, ZaluZs<br />
Tundac umniSvnelo ziani miayenos maT<br />
"simSvides", maT "bednierebas", vTqvaT,<br />
sastumrodan gamoasaxlebinos isini, restoranSi<br />
ar SeaSvebinos, milicia miugzavnos daqiravebul<br />
binaze da sxva aTasi simdable da sisaZagle<br />
Caidinos Tavisi marad gauxareli, marad<br />
daCagruli, marad Rataki sulis saameblad. isini
ki jiutad micuraven dinebis sawinaaRmdegod, isev<br />
axal gzebs eZeben Sesaxvedrad, meTvalyureTa,<br />
damsmenTa, SurianTa gasacureblad da kidev erTi,<br />
Tundac wamieri "samoTxis" Sesaqmnelad<br />
jojoxeTis kuTvnil teritoriaze. telefonze<br />
saubrisas mxolod gamogonili saxelebiT<br />
mimarTaven erTmaneTs; xalxSi Tu arian, sityva ar<br />
dascdebaT ubatonod da ubodiSod, magram<br />
rogorc ki marto daiguleben Tavs oTx kedels<br />
Soris, kvlav umizezod, sxvebze gabrazebulni<br />
uRrenen, ebrZvian, glejen, Wamen da eWmevinebian<br />
erTmaneTs. yvelaferze eWvianoben, yvelaferi<br />
awuxebT, yvelafris eSiniaT. erTsa da imaves, an<br />
erTnairad sazarel sizmrebs xedaven da<br />
moyolisac rcxveniaT, imdenad damcirebulni,<br />
uufleboni, umweoni gamoiyurebian sakuTar<br />
sizmrebSi. <strong>avel</strong>umi xom sul braldebulia viTom,<br />
sul sasamarTloSi zis, braldebulis skamze, da<br />
sul saboloo sityvis uflebas moiTxovs<br />
uSedegod, Tumca, arc icis ra unda Tqvas, Tuki<br />
daTanxmdebian, Tuki sityvas miscemen. srulebiTac<br />
ar aris mzad saamisod da es uaresad tanjavs,<br />
awamebs, agangaSebs, aTvalTmaqcebs kidec. viTom<br />
ar icis, sad aris, sad cxovrobs, ras abraleben da<br />
ras moiTxoven misgan. "ar vicio" - ambobs<br />
xmaaTrTolebuli. "xviSti" - icinis mosamarTle.<br />
Tan damuwukebul cxvirs iTvalierebs jibis<br />
sarkeSi. RimilSekavebuli prokurori qaRaldebSi<br />
iqeqeba. darbazi Cveulebisamebr carielia. "ar<br />
vici - ufro mtkiced imeorebs <strong>avel</strong>umi - magram im<br />
qveyanaSi, sadac pirveli poetica da rigiTi<br />
saldafonic erTnairad azrovnebs, Tavisufleba
arqiteqturuli zedmetobaa mxolod da isic<br />
garedan mayureblisTvisaa gankuTvnili..."<br />
"xviSti" - awyvetinebs mosamarTle. "xviSti,<br />
pativcemulo, xviSti", - kvers ukravs prokuroric<br />
da gamalebuli agrovebs magidaze gaSlil<br />
qaRaldebs. "ai, ras vfiqrob xolme Tqvens zurgs<br />
ukan - Semwynareblurad iRimeba <strong>avel</strong>umi, Rrmad<br />
darwmunebuli sakuTar simarTleSi da, imave wams,<br />
ukve Cveulebrivad aRelvebuli agrZelebs - aba,<br />
Tqven TviTon gansajeT, risi imedi unda hqondes<br />
saerTod kacs, roca dampyrobeli qveynis poeturi<br />
genia dapyrobil qveyanaSi, ucxo mdinaris piras<br />
mxarTeZoze wamowolili, mSobliur karvebs<br />
Soris mofusfuse, welszemoT titveli<br />
jariskacebis Semyure, mindvris yvavilis wveniT<br />
dalaqul dRiurSi Cawers: aRsrulda, bednieri<br />
varo"..., "sad weria eg ambebi?" - sarkes ekiTxeba<br />
mosamarTle. "sad weria da "eliniur miTebSi" -<br />
pasuxobs SublSekruli prokurori. <strong>avel</strong>ums ki<br />
eRviZeba, daTrgunulsa da galaxuls, iseTi<br />
grZnoba aqvs, TiTqos kaci Semokvdomodes. ki ar<br />
Semokvdomodes, Segnebulad moeklas, winaswari<br />
ganzraxviT, oRond, ar icis vin aris, ra hqvia,<br />
rogor gamoiyureba da saerTod ra esaqmeba masTan,<br />
ratom unda moekla maincdamainc mas. kidev uaresi<br />
- ar unda danaSaulis aRiareba, ar unda am<br />
mkvlelobis gamomJRavneba, miT ufro<br />
dasizmrebuli, molandebuli, gauTavebeli<br />
sasamarTlos winaSe. ki ar eSinia, rcxvenia.<br />
TiTqos ki ar dasjian, dascineben. magram ar icis,<br />
gvams ra mouxerxos, rodemde damalos, rodemde<br />
aTrios Tan qalaqidan qalaqSi, sastumrodan
sastumroSi, restornidan restoranSi... gvami ki<br />
dRiTidRe izrdeba, devis gvami gegonebaT. <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
ki ar daaTrevs gvams, gvami daaTrevs <strong>avel</strong>ums. im<br />
gvamSi cxovrobs TiTqos. imitom rom, aCrdilic ar<br />
aris mamisa. mamamisma aWaruli bebuTi waarTva<br />
students, roca is, studenti, sadarbazoSi<br />
Causafrda mosaklavad. bebuTi waarTva da wigni<br />
miaCeCa xelSi sanacvlod. bebuTi ki Sin wamoiRo<br />
da sawer magidaze daido qaRaldis saWrelad.<br />
mere, Cxrekis dros, is bebuTic daikarga. vin icis,<br />
mamxilebel sabuTad wauyenes mamamiss naucbaTev<br />
sasamarTloze. is ki Cveulebrivi, rigiTi<br />
msxverplia mxolod, aTasTa da aTasTa msgavsad.<br />
adamianis dasaTrgunad, minotavrze aranakleb<br />
Semzaravi "iaraRia" umweobisa da ganwirulobis is<br />
SegrZneba, yvela gadarCenils rom eufleba<br />
uneburad. ase rom, saboloo jamSi, "arCeulnic"<br />
da "anarCevnic", yvelani mainc erTnairad<br />
dawanwaleben labirinTis bnelsa da nestian<br />
talanebSi, yvelani erTnairad Wyleten fexiT<br />
minotavris nexvs, vidre Tavad minotavrs ar<br />
gadaawydebian da imis cxoveluri vnebiT<br />
gaupatiurebulni, imis binZuri, sisxlmimpali<br />
rqebiT gamofatrulni, sakuTar nawlavebSi<br />
gaxlarTulni, suls ar daleven, zogni namdvilad<br />
da erTxel, zogni ki - warmodgenebSi da<br />
usasrulod. mainc ar mimatovo, gTxov. gana Cemi<br />
bralia, aseT qveyanaSi rom daibade? im dRes<br />
damcines kidec, karg adgilas SegirCevia Senc<br />
sayvareli adamianio. yvelas ukvirs, ver<br />
warmoudgeniaT. me ki ZaRliviT erTguli var. ki<br />
magram, ratom? xom unda hqondes rame gamarTleba?
Tumca, ara. nu mismen. me yvelaferze Tanaxma var,<br />
oRond aTasSi erTxel mainc gnaxo. me xom<br />
yvelaferi viRone, Sen rom Tavi adamianad gegrZno.<br />
vidre sindisi gtanjavs, adamiani xar. es ar unda<br />
eqna swored. amiT kidev ufro magrad miaba miwaze.<br />
misi naCuqari Tavisufleba rkinis birTviviT<br />
hqonda <strong>avel</strong>ums sulze gamobmuli, versad rom ver<br />
gaqceuliyo, qvis samtvrevze momuSave monasaviT,<br />
verc saqme ekeTebina da verc zedamxedvelis<br />
ketisTvis aeridebina Tavi. sulerTia, undoda Tu<br />
ar undoda fransuazas, bolos mainc ase gamovida.<br />
fransuazam is gaakeTa, rac bunebam daavala da ara<br />
gonebam. fransuazam <strong>avel</strong>ums jaWvis rgolebi<br />
gaumravla mxolod, jaWvi daugrZela, ris gamoc<br />
kidev ufro damZimda is. ase rom, kidev ufro cota<br />
ram iyo axla damokidebuli <strong>avel</strong>umis nebaze da<br />
amaod askdeboda guls, roca jer kidev brmad<br />
morwmune fransuaza Soridan werda, yvelaferi<br />
ise iqneba, rogorc Sen gindao. ar vici, ubralod,<br />
asedac vfiqrob. imitom rom... imitom rom,<br />
saSinelebaa, roca CemTan ar xar. saSinelebaa, Seni<br />
Ralati rom ar SemiZlia. ici, ras vnatrob? netavi,<br />
sul mowyenili iyos meTqi, usasrulod. aba, Tu<br />
mixvdebi ratom? ar gaxsovs? ra Tqma unda, ar<br />
gexsomeba. erTxel miTxari, roca mowyenili var,<br />
ufro miyvarxaro. ara, sxvanairad Tqvi:<br />
mowyenilobis Jams marto Sen miyvarxar, karg<br />
gunebaze ki yvela miyvarso. da mainc xandaxan<br />
mgonia, mwerlobisTvis gWirdeba es yvelaferi:<br />
Sexvedrac, ganSorebac, molodinic, tanjvac,<br />
SiSic, mRelvarebac... ginda dedalusad<br />
warmoidgen Tavs, ginda... me ki mxolod uneblie
monawile var am diadi xilvebisa. sxva araferi.<br />
xom SeiZleboda, ar Camovyolodi sesils<br />
TbilisSi! magram, meore sakiTxia, marTla dawer<br />
Tu ara rames. SesZleb ki amis daweras?<br />
dagijereben? ara mgonia. iqneb borbals igoneb?<br />
amaze ar gifiqria? ufiqria, rogor ar ufiqria,<br />
amaze fiqrobda sul. magram fransuazam mTavari<br />
ar icoda jer: <strong>avel</strong>umis xvedri yoymani iyo da ara<br />
moqmedeba. ase rom, bevrad ajobebda, Tavadac<br />
efiqra, rogor gadaerCina Tavi, vidre jer kidev<br />
SeiZleboda gadarCena, vidre TviTonac mieCveoda<br />
ludSi gareuli portveinis wrupvas,<br />
labirinTelebis xaTriTa Tu SiSiT. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki<br />
Tavis jaWvs TviTonve mouvlida - an moiSorebda,<br />
an cocxlad SeeWmevineboda, radgan dabmul kacs<br />
siyvarulis ufleba ara aqvs, jer Tavi unda aiSvas,<br />
jer adamiani unda gaxdes - xelovnuri frTa unda<br />
Seakowiwos labirinTis aqoTebul wyvdiadSi,<br />
sakuTari sibinZuridan amovides rogorme da...<br />
daiRupos. dro ki gadis, daudevrad, daundoblad,<br />
da fransuazac amCnevs ukve, Tavis Tavs rom ar<br />
hgavs, ise rom ar cxovrobs, rogorc unda<br />
cxovrobdes wesiT, rogorc mis qveyanaSia<br />
miRebuli. warmogidgenia, ukve sami welia ase<br />
vcxovrob. ese igi - arasworad, aranormalurad,<br />
siyvarulis ganrigiT. yvelaferi moswons.<br />
yvelaferi momwons. yvelaferze madlobelia.<br />
yvelafrisTvis didi madloba. ki magram, risTvis?<br />
aRar maxsovs, ra gavugzavneT, visi xeliT. albaT<br />
CurCxela da leRvis Ciri, anda, arayi da<br />
xizilala. sulac im quCebSi akrefili xmeli<br />
foToli, sadac <strong>avel</strong>umTan erTad uvlia. rac ar
maxsovs, ar maxsovs. samagierod, finansuri<br />
mdgomareoba mZimea da ZilSic ukve rusulad<br />
vlaparakob. ase ambobs dedaCemi, Tumca rusuli ar<br />
icis da imisTvis yvela sabWoeli rusia. rac<br />
Seexeba Cems Camosvlas, jer araferi garkveula.<br />
vnaxoT, ra iqneba xval. ese igi, ukve garkveulia<br />
raRac-raRacebi, magram eSinia Tqmisa, daTarsvisa.<br />
raRas ar ambobs, is rom ar Tqvas, risi Tqmac<br />
yvelaze Zalian unda. vnaxoT, rodemde gauZlebs<br />
guli. Cems mezobels uzarmazari ZaRli hyavs,<br />
dogi. saxelad, ratomRac, "soiuzi" hqvia da amis<br />
gamo, me sulels, sul minda mivefero.<br />
rasakvirvelia, suleli var. patroni meubneba<br />
saSiSiao, me ki lamis pirSi CavuZvre. gamocdebs<br />
bolo moeRo. ukve namdvilad didi var. finansuri<br />
mdgomareoba TandaTan katastrofuli xdeba. vnaxe<br />
baqos baleti. miviRe Seni werili. fuls cotas<br />
mixdian. Tumca, arc ise ioli samuSaoa, rogorc<br />
Soridan SeiZleba moeCvenos kacs. ki ar vseirnob,<br />
rogorc zogierTebs hgoniaT, viqancebi satalaxe<br />
cxeniviT. sxvaTa Soris, sakmaod saxifaTocaa.<br />
Cveni Sofrebi, fulis gulisTvis, ori-sami weli<br />
Seusveneblad muSaoben da ise iRlebian, saWeze<br />
eZinebaT xolme. im dResac daiRupa erTi Cveni<br />
Soferi. daeZina. kidev kargi, avtobusi carieli<br />
iyo. mosaxvevi ver SeniSna da mTeli siCqariT<br />
Seaskda saxls. gidis skami rom vnaxe, guli<br />
gadamiqanda, ise iyo dagrexili. xom SeiZleba me<br />
vmjdariyavi im skamze?! swored Cveni<br />
organizaciis avtobusi iyo da Sofersac kargad<br />
vicnobdi. da uceb - Tqmisac meSinia, magram aRarc<br />
uTqmeloba SeiZleba. Tebervlis pirvel
icxvebSi Camovdivar. TvenaxevriT. gripi ukve<br />
mqonda, magram nerviulobisgan mgoni isev<br />
memarTeba. damemarTos. ara uSavs. gripi ver<br />
SemaCerebs. Tumca, wamosvlamde albaT mainc<br />
movrCebi. Zalian civi zamTari iyo. amjerad,<br />
ratomRac, Zalian gauWirdaT SedarebiT wesieri,<br />
metnaklebad mSvidi TavSesafris monaxva. erTi<br />
mtk<strong>avel</strong>i Tavisufali adgili ar arsebobda<br />
samyarosxela qalaqSi. ianis erTi qarita,<br />
samwuxarod, ukve gardacvliliyo. meore loginad<br />
Caegdo siberes, mesame ki Tavad moeTavsebinaT<br />
upatrono moxucTa TaSesafarSi. ianTanac ver<br />
gaCerdebodnen Tvenaxevari. ubralod, ver<br />
daeteodnen, SuaSi Tu ar Caiwvendnen ians. arada,<br />
Tavidan TiTqos yvelaferi kargad aewyo - qalaqis<br />
centrSi, bezboJnize unda ecxovraT, Tanamedrove,<br />
komfortabelur, sagangebod inteligenciisTvis<br />
aSenebul saxlSi, magram bolo wams inteligenti,<br />
etyoba, dafrTxa da uari SemouTvalaT. ramdenime<br />
dRe isev ianTan gaCerdnen, iani ki talinSi<br />
gafrinda uxelfaso SvebulebiT, viTom saswrafo<br />
saqmeze. mere ianis nacnobis naTesavma, romelsac<br />
televizoris gamosatanad sWirdeboda Turme<br />
fuli, SeremetievoSi SeifaraT, agarakze, sadac<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi da fransuaza mTeli dRe, ratomRac,<br />
TxilamurebiT daborialobdnen tyeSi<br />
(Txilamurebze dgoma arc erTma ar icoda<br />
wesierad), anda mTeli dRe kakbebs putavdnen,<br />
radgan iqaur sasursaTo maRaziaSi ZiriTadad<br />
arayi da bumbulianad gayinuli kakbebi iyideboda.<br />
mduRare wylisgan orives majebamde hqonda xelebi<br />
dafufquli. iqidan, ipodromTan, skakovaia aleaze
aRmoCndnen, isev ianis wyalobiT. erTma kolegam<br />
Tavisi bina sulgrZelad dauTmo ians<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisTvis - kolegam kolegas kolegisTvis -<br />
oRond, bina ki ara, oTaxi, oroTaxian saerTo<br />
binaSi, sadac mis (ese igi, kolegis) garda, moxuci<br />
col-qmari cxovrobda, eseninTan namegobrali da<br />
mwerlobis didi moyvaruli. fulze xom<br />
laparakic zedmeti iyo. eleqtrons rasac<br />
dawvaven, is gadaixadon, danarCenze ki - ap-ap-ap-o -<br />
uTqvams imas (kolegas) ianisTvis, rasac, wesiT,<br />
maSinve unda daeeWvebina <strong>avel</strong>umis gamocdilebis<br />
mqone kaci. imas ki gauxarda - gadavrCiT, erTxel<br />
kidev gadavrCiTo - Caixuta fransuaza. quCis<br />
saxelic ki moewona, imdenad Seesabameboda maT<br />
mousvenar, moxetiale, mojiriTe cxovrebas. rac<br />
mTavaria, moxuci, uwyinari mezoblebi, Tanac<br />
eseninis namegobralebi da mwerlobis moyvarulni,<br />
TavisTavad, friad mniSvnelovani faqtori iyo<br />
maTi momavali siamtkbilobisTvis. mokled,<br />
Tavidan yvelaferi zustad ise gamoiyureboda,<br />
rogorc moskovisken gamofrenili, TviTmfrinavSi<br />
natrulobda xolme TavisTvis. magram meore<br />
dResve, roca Zlivs damSvidebuli, dawynarebuli,<br />
bedis madlieri <strong>avel</strong>umi aRiRinebuli gamovida<br />
saabazanodan da sibrazisgan ybamoqceul egnates<br />
ki gadaawyda derefanSi, yvelaferi TavisTavad<br />
gairkva. egnate erqva kacs. Waobisferi, TiTqos<br />
aqafebuli Tvalebi avad ubzinavda, xolo mkacrad<br />
mokumuli, fSativiT fuye tuCebi erTianad<br />
gadaTeTreboda da <strong>avel</strong>ums ise Seecoda uceb, xma<br />
ver amoiRo, verc hkiTxa, ra moxda, ra SegemTxvaTo.<br />
eWvic ar Sehparvia, marTlac raRac didi
ubeduroba rom dastydomoda Tavze. samagierod,<br />
egnatem ar daayovna da maSinve ukmexad miaxala<br />
pirSi: ratom sargeblobT abazaniT daukiTxavado.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi gaSra, saxtad darCa. enaze mieyina ukve<br />
gamonaxuli, rasakvirvelia, egnatesTvis<br />
gankuTvnili, gasamxnevebeli, dasamSvidebeli<br />
sityvebi. yvelafers elodeboda, amas ki ara.<br />
bolos da bolos, esenins rom Tavi davaneboT,<br />
abazanac, samzareulosa da sapirfareSos<br />
msgavsad, saziaro iyo da <strong>avel</strong>umsac iseve<br />
ekuTvnoda (Tundac droebiT), rogorc Tavad<br />
egnates. raki ukve aq cxovrobda (Tundac<br />
Cauwerlad), esec TavisTavad igulisxmeboda, esec<br />
Sedioda pirobaSi. "TavisTavad araferi ar<br />
arsebobs da arc igulisxmebao" - gaawyvetina<br />
egnatem da mkacrad gaafrTxila, dReis Semdeg, arc<br />
mas da arc mis meuRles (meuRlea Tu vinc aris),<br />
unebarTvod fexi aRar SeedgaT saabazanoSi da ara<br />
marto saabazanoSi. igulisxmeboda samzareuloca<br />
da, TavisTavad cxadia, sapirfareSoc. xolo, Tuki<br />
sadme Suqi darCebodaT anTebuli, an saabazanoSi,<br />
an samzareuloSi, an sapirfareSoSi, maSin...<br />
mokled, <strong>avel</strong>umi mkvdari Sevida kolegiaruli<br />
solidarobiT mopovebul oTaxSi. fransuaza ukve<br />
mxarzepirsaxocgadagdebuli elodeboda da<br />
"madloba RmerTso" - amoisunTqa SvebiT, ukve<br />
moSinaurebulma, ukve ayolilma ojaxuri<br />
cxovrebis ritms. magram <strong>avel</strong>umma pirze xeli<br />
aafara saswrafod, TiTqos gaupatiurebas<br />
upirebso, da CurCuliT, facafuciT, uTavbolod<br />
mouyva misi da egnates saubari. fransuazasac xom<br />
meti arc undoda - imave wuTas oTaxSi SiSis
Rrubeli Camowva, gaibera, gasivda da Tavisi<br />
lorwovani muclis qveS moiyola oriveni, rogorc<br />
kruxma - wiwilebi. cxovreba isev tanjvad iqca.<br />
dRisiT dalaparakebisa eSinodaT, RamiT -<br />
gafaCunebisa. sawoli ki maT jibrze WraWunobda.<br />
sanaxevrod mSivrebi iyvnen - verc sasadiloSi<br />
midiodnen, vaiTu kari aRar gagviRono, da verc<br />
gazis quris anTeba gaebedaT samzareuloSi, rame<br />
rom SeewvaT an moexarSaT. magram, erT mSvenier<br />
dRes, gacofebuli, Tvalebaqafebuli egnate<br />
macivridan rom gadmouxtaT (advili<br />
SesaZlebelia, ase moeCvena orives da msgavsic<br />
araferi momxdara sinamdvileSi), lamis saxeSi<br />
rom miayaraT wina dRiT nayidi, sqel, muyaosaviT<br />
qaRaldSi gaxveuli oriode naWeri Zexvi da<br />
zedamxedveliviT uyviraT, xom giTxariT, xom<br />
gagafrTxileT, tyuilubralod ar amuSaoT<br />
macivario, maSinve dahkres fexi da ukanmouxedavad<br />
gaeridnen iqaurobas. gareT yinavda. skakovaia<br />
aleaze civi qari qroda. Tumca, imave dros, mzec<br />
anaTebda, liTonis saganiviT, civad bzinavda<br />
nacrisfer caze. <strong>avel</strong>ums fransuazas Cemodani<br />
mxarze hqonda gadebuli, sakuTari iRliaSi<br />
amoedo da meore xeliT CanTas moaTrevda. erTi<br />
CanTa fransuazasac mohqonda. quCa carieli iyo da<br />
isinic uneburad uCqarebdnen fexs, xandaxan<br />
garbodnen kidec. sibrazisgan lamis etiraT,<br />
magram siciliT ixocebodnen, rasakvirvelia,<br />
nerviuli, arajansaRi siciliT. "ara, mainc ras<br />
hgavda is ubedurio", - xrialebda gaoflili,<br />
gulamovardnili <strong>avel</strong>umi. "coli uaresiao - mxars<br />
ubamda fransuaza - derefanSi Cumad momepara da
miCqmitao". sibrazisgan gulze gamskdrebi,<br />
siciliT kvdebodnen. Tan garbodnen,<br />
ganadgurebuli armiis jariskacebiviT, uceb<br />
daRlilebi, uceb gaoflilebi, ufro<br />
mRelvarebisgan, vidre tvirTis simZimisgan. mze<br />
iyo da yinavda. amindic maTi Sesaferisi idga.<br />
maTnairi. aranormaluri. garbodnen cariel<br />
quCaSi, CemodnebiT, CanTebiT datvirTulebi, binis<br />
qurdebiviT. sirbilSi erTmaneTs awydebodnen,<br />
kocnaobdnen da ecemodnen. mere ki, fexze Zlivs<br />
wamomdgrebi, isev garbodnen, TovlSi<br />
amoganglulebi. erT-erTi waqcevis dros,<br />
fransuazas Cemodani gaixsna da mTeli avladideba<br />
quCas moefina. isini ki TovlSi muxlebze idgnen,<br />
icinodnen (axla ukve simwrisgan) da TovlTan<br />
erTad tenidnen gombeSospirian CemodanSi<br />
maqmanian sacvlebsa Tu Salis qvedakabebs, jemprsa<br />
Tu yelsaxvevs... Tan icinodnen, icinodnen,<br />
gabrazebulni, gamwarebulni, Seuracxyofilni,<br />
gulmoklulni, kidev erTxel gamoZevebulni,<br />
kidev erTxel usaxlkarod darCenilni,<br />
gaToSilni, mSierni, daRlilni da usazRvrod,<br />
usaSvelod, umizezod bednierni. mere qseniam<br />
SeifaraT, martoxela pensionerma, zooparkis ukan,<br />
qarTvelebis Zvel namosaxlarze. sanam fransuaza<br />
samzareuloSi sadils da vaxSams amzadebda, is<br />
papiross abolebda, Sampanurs wrupavda da<br />
telefonze laparakobda gauTaveblad: gamarjoba<br />
nadia. dRes Tu gcalia, Zalian minda Seni naxva.<br />
Cemi SviliSvili guSin bagaSi miabares. mec wavedi.<br />
davtoveT cixeSi. mainc Tavisi gaitana dedamisma.<br />
ra gatirebTo - meubneba - satirali ra ariso, Tqven
xom ar iciT, ra damijda bavSvis aq mowyobao.<br />
CemTana aqvs saqme, me mejibreba, me migebs niSns -<br />
viTom, Tqven rom ar momexmareT, mec imitom avdeqi<br />
da imitom gamovamwyvdie bavSvi cixeSio. imaT<br />
undaT Tavisufleba, Tavis nebaze seirnoba, me ki<br />
ara. me imaTi bavSvebi unda vmwyemso. imaT ki,<br />
marjvniv da marcxniv... ise reJimi marTla kargi<br />
aqvT. kviraSi erTxel eqimTan gasaubrebaa.<br />
yvelafers getyvis, ra sWirs bavSvs, ra sWirdeba.<br />
kviraSi erTxel bavSvis naxvac SeiZleba. ki magram,<br />
me ratom ar gamafrTxiles, dRes Tu marxavdnen?!<br />
ar icoda Cemi telefoni? magas ra mniSvneloba<br />
aqvs, nu mokvdebi Torem, mere sulerTia, miwaSi<br />
Cagflaven Tu cecxlSi dagwvaven. xo, ratom<br />
girekav! Cemma mdgmurma... Cemma mdgmurma! nu<br />
mayvireb axla mTeli qalaqis gasagonad. xo,<br />
safrangeTidanaa. aba, Sen ra ggonia. Cven naklebs<br />
ar vRebulobT. mokled, magari jempri maCuqa.<br />
moxerisa. erTxel iqneba ganarecxi. ucxouria, ra<br />
Tqma unda. made in franse. iqneb gamiyido. me jampri<br />
sad unda Cavicva. Tu mogewoneba, Sen aiRe. rogorme<br />
movrigdebiT. ara, biWi qarTvelia. asulelebs<br />
albaT. colic hyavs da Svilic. sul imaTze<br />
laparakobs. ise, namdvilad gulkeTili biWia,<br />
yuradRebiani. CemTvis specialurad yidulobs<br />
Sampanurs. raki gyvarebiaT, kidec unda dalioTo.<br />
Cems rZals hgavs. isic sul imas kiTxulobs, ra<br />
miyvars da ra mesiamovneba. ise daumSvenda cxviri.<br />
sanam erTad vcxovrobdiT, Sen xom ici, wyali ar<br />
mouwodebia, wamali rom Cameylapa. imis magivrad,<br />
TviTon daelagebina saxli, ukan davdevdi<br />
cocxiTa da CvriT. qalma rom sisufTave ar icis,
kapikia imis fasi. kaci rom viyo, im qalTan ar<br />
davwvebi arafriT. axla Svilic moiSora. meti<br />
Tavisufleba rom hqondes. ras mikeTebs netav?! ra<br />
Wirad unda Tavisufleba?! Cemi Svilic magan<br />
Caiyvana miwaSi. ver gauZlo. ver aitana... verc Tqva.<br />
yvelafers xedavda da verafers ver ambobda. ra<br />
sWirda jer sasikvdilo. magram amdens veRar<br />
gauZlo da gauskda kidec guli. gaanaTlos<br />
RmerTma, magram axi iyo imaze. mSvenieri col-<br />
Svili miatova. gogoebi ise dazrdilan, Zlivs<br />
vicani. ukve meToTxmete welSi arian. Tavisuflad<br />
Sedian kinoSi. xom gaxsovs lena rogori uSno iyo<br />
pataraobisas, axla oliaze naklebi ar aris. verc<br />
ityvi, romeli jobia. orives biWi hyavs ukve. Seiks<br />
cekvaven. mokled, Tanamedrove gogoebi arian.<br />
imaTi mama ki miwaSi lpeba. krematoriums ver vitan,<br />
magram ra Tqma unda, moval. Tormetze, xom? ver<br />
vitan krematoriums. matareblis fexsadgils<br />
magonebs raRaciT. daaWer pedals fexs da kuboc<br />
wava qveviT, vin icis sad... TiTqos arc gicxovria,<br />
arc yofilxar. ori kilo movimate, gogo, am erT<br />
kviraSi. Tvalis CiniviT mifrTxildebian Cemi<br />
mdgmurebi. zogi Svili ar mogivlis ase. mTeli<br />
bazari moaqvs xolme im sulels. marTla poetia.<br />
Tavqariani. mecodeba. rad ginda-meTqi amdeni,<br />
veubnebi, magram vin gismens. sul imis rCevaSi<br />
arian, ra Wamon da ra dalion. ras aZleven mainc<br />
amdens leqsebSi?! iqneb Cvenc dagvewera. ise,<br />
namdvilad bevri Wirdeba - iqiT coli, aqeT<br />
sayvareli. Tanac ucxoeli. oi, rogor mtkiva<br />
guli, rom icode. ar damtovo beboo - Cumad<br />
miTxra, dedamiss rom ar gaego. Tan xels miWerda
xelze. gamaxsendeba da Cems xels vkocni.<br />
damemduRra guli, magram ra ginda rom qna. rame Tu<br />
vTqvi, uaress izams dedamisi Cemi jibriT, Cems<br />
gasamwareblad. amitom, roca mtkiva, vicini xolme,<br />
roca vbrazob, Seiks vcekvav... iqneb erTi gamoiaro.<br />
Sampanurs dagalevineb. gaxsovs? tra-la-la, trala-la...<br />
eh, Cvenc gvqonda erTi dro...<br />
7
da mainc, yvelafris miuxedavad, anda, swored<br />
yvelafridan gamomdinare, fransuaza mTeli ori<br />
wliT Camovida moskovSi, sacxovreblad da<br />
samuSaod, sinamdvileSi ki Tavisi faruli da<br />
sasicocxlo mniSvnelobis ganzraxvis<br />
aRsasruleblad - siyvarulis Teslis gasatanad<br />
aqedan, satusaRos jurRmulebSi Camyayebuli<br />
wyvdiadidan Tavisufal samyaroSi, raTa<br />
darCenili sicocxle axla mas, siyvarulis nayofs<br />
dasdgomoda msaxurad - arada, TiTqos aRarc unda<br />
gamoexeda aqeTken; ukanasknelad rom dabrunda<br />
moskovidan, arafris Tavi aRar hqonda, landi<br />
gasdioda, uwamlod veRar iZinebda, mTeli Rame<br />
koSmarebi stanjavda, arc muSaoba undoda, arc<br />
swavla, arc naTesavi, arc megobari - sahaero<br />
katastrofidan SemTxveviT gadarCenil mgzavrs<br />
hgavda, romelsac bedad sxeulis arc erTi organo<br />
ar dazianebia, magram mainc xangrZlivi<br />
fsiqologiuri mkurnaloba sWirdeba: simSvide,<br />
Zili, kargi kveba da kargi haeri misTvis<br />
sasiamovno garemoSi, raTa erTxel da samudamod<br />
ganTavisufldes gadarCenis safasurad SeZenili,<br />
sazareli, sulisSemxuTavi Cvenebebisgan,<br />
xmebisgan, SegrZnebebisgan da sabolood, axla<br />
ukve namdvilad, mTeli arsebiT dabrundes miwaze,<br />
sadac misi adgilia. fransuazac ase moiqca.<br />
moskovidan dabrunebulma, maSinve Tavis kunZuls<br />
miaSura, da male igrZno kidec samxreTuli<br />
bunebis cxovelmyofeli Zala. ase kargad didi<br />
xania ar vyofilvar. siwynarea, simSvidea.<br />
silamazea. egnate ar Cans, Tumca, xandaxan mainc<br />
mgonia, TiTqos Soridan miTvalTvalebs. marto
Sen maklixar, Torem sruli gancxroma iqneboda.<br />
rogor xar? magra svam Tu magra muSaob? mainc ar<br />
metyvi simarTles. iseTi grZnoba maqvs, TiTqos<br />
romeliRac CaJamebuli jurRmulidan amovedi<br />
SemTxveviT. es grZnoba didxans gahyveba. ufro<br />
sworad, verasodes veRar moiSorebs, veRarc<br />
parizSi, veRarc kunZulze, versad, sadac ukve<br />
SvilTan erTad gaeqceva am Semawuxebel,<br />
damakninebel, gamabriyvebel SegrZnebas. magram<br />
amaod. araferi ar uSvelis, vidre isev jurRmulSi<br />
ar dabrundeba, radgan es jurRmulis<br />
avadmyofobaa da misgan gankurneba yovlad<br />
SeuZlebelia - Tu jurRmulSi xar, iqidan gaqcevas<br />
cdilob sul, Tu gaiqcevi da, ukan mobrunebis<br />
survili gtanjavs. am avadmyofobas imperiis<br />
mesveurebi "sabWoTa patriotizmsac" eZaxian<br />
cinikurad da, marTlac, visac erTxel Cauylapavs<br />
sabWouri haeri, sxvagan veRar gaCerdeba didxans -<br />
misTvis iseTive mavnebelia sufTa haeri, rogorc<br />
sxvebisTvis - binZuri. dekembris dasawyisSi<br />
moskovs mivemgzavrebi ori wliT. ras ityvi amis<br />
Sesaxeb? meti araferia axali. ra gveTqmis,<br />
madlobis garda, magram sxva raRa unda iyos<br />
axali, amaze meti? grZnobs ra ganusazRvrel<br />
mniSvnelobas am "meti arafrisa", imdeni<br />
moTminebac hyofnis, damalos zRva sixaruli.<br />
SeiZleba, eSinia kidec gamomJRavnebisa, sakuTar<br />
sixaruls rom ar waelekvinos moskovSi<br />
Camosvlamde. gamarjoba. ai, Camovedi. Camovida da<br />
dabinavda kidec. bina saqarxqno raionSia. - esec<br />
programiTaa winaswar gaTvaliswinebuli<br />
sabWoeTSi samuSaod Camosuli ucxoelebisaTvis,
axlos rom gaicnon (sakuTar kiserze iwvnion)<br />
aqauri cxovreba. Cems mters nebismier saqarxno<br />
raionSi moxvedra, gansakuTrebiT SabaT-kviras.<br />
didian-patarianad yvela mTvralia. erTxel cemas<br />
Zlivs gadaurCa <strong>avel</strong>umi. liftSi Sevida da<br />
mTvrali mglebis xrovaSi ki aRmoCnda uceb.<br />
TxuTmet-Teqvsmeti wlis pirtitvela biWebi iyvnen,<br />
yvelas boTli eWira xelSi, zogs ukve sanaxevrod<br />
daclili. pirdapir boTliT iyudebdnen arays,<br />
limonaTiviT. TiTqos verc gamCneven, magram<br />
kargad Tu daakvirdebiT, Segnebulad garideben<br />
RvarZliani interesiT aelvarebul Tvalebs,<br />
rogorc mtacebelma cxovelebma ician.<br />
daZabulobisgan Tu SiSisgan, <strong>avel</strong>umma uneblieT<br />
boTli gamoglija xelidan erT-erT maTgans da<br />
sulmouTqmelad Caicala mware, ekliani siTxe,<br />
aforiaqebul, agangaSebul SiganSi. etyoba, aman<br />
gaWra, aman gadaarCina. gesliani interesi<br />
stiqiuri aRtacebiT SeecvalaT. foladis civi<br />
laplapi zeTis nelTbil bzinvaSi gadaizarda da<br />
roca lifti gaCerda, uxmod dauTmes gza.
magram verc es SeaCerebs <strong>avel</strong>ums. ukve<br />
ramdenjerme CaakiTxa ukve moskovel fransuazas.<br />
mSvenieri binaa. rac mTavaria, telefoniani.<br />
rasakvirvelia, asedac iqneboda. tyuilad<br />
Relavda fransuaza. es bina specialur fonds<br />
ekuTvnis, ucxoelebisTvisaa gankuTvnili da,<br />
TavisTavad cxadia, uaRresad sainteresoa, raze an<br />
visTan saubrobs aq macxovrebeli ucxoeli, am<br />
etapze - fransuaza. fransuaza mainc ar<br />
elodeboda, ase kargad Tu moewyoboda, magram<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis pirvelive stumrobis Semdeg, erTbaSad<br />
Sejavrda aqauroba. yvelgan Sen melandebi am<br />
wyeul binaSio - swerda imave saRamos <strong>avel</strong>ums -<br />
samzareuloSi Sexedvisac meSinia da sawolSi<br />
Cawolisaco. jer sad aris! jer yvelaferi winaa!<br />
magram TandaTan isic mieCveva aqaur yofas.<br />
"gasarTobsac" monaxavs, xalxsac gaicnobs da<br />
Tavfexianad CaerTveba (sxvaTaSoris, didad<br />
mowadinebuli) moskovuri "aristokratiis" anu,<br />
masaviT sabWoeTSi akreditebuli, metwilad<br />
xelmokle ucxoelebisa da adgilobrivi snobebis,<br />
igive aralengaluri mxatvrebisa Tu Cveulebrivi<br />
inteleqtualuri aferistebis mxiarul<br />
ferxulSi. male <strong>avel</strong>umis gulisTvisac ar ityvis<br />
uars nebismier wveulebaze, nebismier gamofenaze,<br />
nebismier gaseirnebaze - ipodromze cxenebiT Tu<br />
qalaqgareT manqaniT - da imitom ki ara, naklebad<br />
rom eyvareba <strong>avel</strong>umi, vidre axla uyvars, jer<br />
kidev damfrTxalsa da gaognebuls axali garemos<br />
utifari cnobismoyvareobiT, familaruli<br />
guliTadobiT, aramed imitom, uimisodac rom<br />
gaitanos Tavi rogorme, ese igi, arc <strong>avel</strong>umis
dasanaxad ganudges kampanias, romelmac unda<br />
gaaZlebinos <strong>avel</strong>umis Camosvlamdec da <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
wasvlis Semdegac. adamianis nebismieri saqcieli,<br />
nebismieri qmedeba - rogorc dRes vambobT xolme -<br />
Tavdacvis, TviTgadarCenis JiniTaa nakarnaxevi. is<br />
yovelTvis gadarCenas cdilobs, Segnebulad Tu<br />
Seugneblad, Wkvianurad Tu briyvulad,<br />
gacnobierebulad Tu gaucnobiereblad da amis<br />
bralia male, Zalian male, xandaxan sul erTi<br />
saaTis Camofrenilsac, marto rom datovebs<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums fransuaza Tavis binaSi, TviTon ki<br />
wveulebaze gaiqceva, an saelCoSi, an ucxoelTa<br />
korpusSi, kutuzovze, an romelime,<br />
xelisuflebisTvis arc mTlad misaRebi da<br />
amitomac zedmetad gaxmaurebuli mxatvris<br />
saxelosnoSi, radgan ase rom ar moiqces,<br />
meorejer aRar dauZaxeben da saqarxno raionSi,<br />
Tavis merve sarTulze, mgeliviT unda iymuvlos<br />
moskovuri zamTris gauTavebel RameebSi,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis aseve gauTavebel molodinSi. "ar<br />
SeiZleba, sircxvilia, ewyinebaTo" - erTdroulad<br />
Seecdeba sakuTari saqcielis gamarTlebasac da<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis darwmunebasac, arafers rom ar akeTebs<br />
misTvis sazianos. ubralod, <strong>avel</strong>umisgan<br />
gansxvavebiT, iqauri, imaTeburi, uaRresad<br />
daxvewili wesidan gamomdinare, marTla uwesobad,<br />
umadurobad Tvlis nebismieri yuradRebis<br />
ugulebelyofas da aCqarebuli ketavs <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
garedan, faqtiurad, kagebes kuTvnil<br />
teritoriaze. magram maT erTmaneTi uyvarT da<br />
amitom sxvebze ukeT unda gaigon da moiTminon<br />
kidec bevri ram, rasac araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar<br />
moiTmendnen erTmaneTi rom ar yvarebodaT.
<strong>avel</strong>umic igebs da iTmens. gaiketavs Tu ara<br />
fransuaza kars, maSinve Suqs aqrobs mTel binaSi,<br />
viTom bina carielia, atyuebs viRacas, visic ar<br />
icis saxeli da visic Zalian eSinia. iatakze dgams<br />
lurjad acimcimebulsa da xmaCawyvetil<br />
televizors, Tavadac iatakze jdeba (iZulebiT),<br />
gverdiT viskis boTls idgams da ase da amgvarad,<br />
nel-nela, TandaTanobiT, ylupidan ylupamde,<br />
cdilobs ganewyos fransuazas gasagebad da<br />
sakuTari arsebobis mosaTmenad. ra ujdeba es<br />
ganwyoba, amaze calke wigni SeiZleba daiweros.<br />
sibrazisgan mikiotiviT gafxorili zis bnel<br />
oTaxSi da xmaCawyvetili televizoris ekranzec<br />
uimisod midis cxovreba, iqac uimisod cxovroben<br />
viRacebi, arc isini agdeben ramed - uimisod<br />
uyvarT, uimisod sZulT, uimisod svamen, uimisod<br />
Wamen, uimisod sZinavT, uimisod daaqroleben<br />
cxenebs, manqanebs, matareblebs, TviTmfrinavebs,<br />
magram ras gaurbian da ras eswrafvian, <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
arc esmis da arc unda rom esmodes, raki sakuTar<br />
miswrafebebSic ver garkveula Tavad. isic ver<br />
gaurkvevia, aq ufro Tavisufalia Tu Sin;<br />
maincdamainc, aq unda gamoqceuliyo Sinidan, Tavi<br />
adamianad rom egrZno, Tu, sanam kidev droa,<br />
ukanmouxedavad unda mokurcxlos aqedan Sinisken.<br />
mokled, erTi cixidan TavdaRweuli, meore cixeSi<br />
zis uazro nebayoflobiT da sxvaTa asavaldasavalis<br />
garkveva ar ainteresebs. CvenSi rom<br />
vTqvaT, arc SeuZlia. misi ar iyos, isinic albaT<br />
gadarCenas cdiloben, Taviseburad, rogorc<br />
SeuZliaT, radgan nebismieri cxovreba,
satelevizoroc ki, gadarCenis mcdelobaa da, me<br />
Tu mkiTxavT, yvela erTnairad kraxiT mTavrdeba.
asakvirvelia, mTlad dawynarebuli arc<br />
fransuaza ixdis Tavis zneobriv vals.<br />
ramdenjerme unda daurekos "iqidan", ramdenjerme<br />
unda moikiTxos, rogor aris, ras akeTebs, Zalian<br />
enatreba Tu ara... Tan "iqaur" ambebsac awvdis,<br />
SeZlebisdagvarad, jaSuSiviT, pirze<br />
xelmifarebuli. axla iatakze vsxedvarTo -<br />
eCurCuleba telefonSi. Tqven ratomRa sxedxarT<br />
iatakzeo - ukvirs <strong>avel</strong>ums gulwrfelad.<br />
marTlac, ra unda hqondeT dasamali saelCoSi<br />
wveulebaze misul xalxs! meorec erTi, meti<br />
zrdiloba da TavdaWeriloba moeTxoveba amgvar<br />
wveulebebze Sekrebilebs. fransuazasTvis ki<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis SekiTxvaa gaugebari. Tu SeiZleba ase<br />
iTqvas, <strong>avel</strong>umis gakvirveba akvirvebs.<br />
telefonSic xedavs <strong>avel</strong>umi, rogor iCeCavs mxrebs<br />
- ra vici, vsxedvarT, vsvamT, vsaubrobTo - TiTqos<br />
asedac unda iyos, TiTqos ase rom ar iqceodnen, is<br />
iqneboda gasakviri, TiTqos swored amas hqvia<br />
saelCoSi miReba - iatakze jdomasa da sxvadasxva<br />
sasmelebis wrupvas, Tanac erTmaneTis Wiqebidan.<br />
erTi gamasinje, Tu RmerTi gwams, ras svam ase<br />
gemrielad. Cemi Zalian tkbilia. Tfui, ara, es<br />
gasinjuli maqvs. ai, Sens gverdiT koxta gogona<br />
rom zis da nifxvis maqmani mouCans, iman<br />
gamasinjos Tavisi... <strong>avel</strong>umma ki lamis marTla<br />
iymuvlos sibrazisgan, sibriyvisgan, bolos da<br />
bolos, simartovisgan. saaTis isrebic misi<br />
jibriT ar icvlian TiTqos fexs. ramdenjerac ar<br />
unda gajaxundes liftis kari,<br />
moulodnelobisgan yovelTvis erTnairad<br />
Seuxteba xolme guli. xolo roca lifti maT
sarTulze Cerdeba, gulic uCerdeba saerTod.<br />
SiSs imedi enacvleba, imeds SiSi, oinbazuri<br />
moxerxebulobiTa da siswrafiT, kartiviT areuli<br />
erTmaneTSi, kokteiliviT Sezavebuli<br />
erTmaneTTan da saboloo jamSi imdenad<br />
damaxinjebuli erTmaneTiT, aRarc SiSi eTqmis,<br />
aRarc imedi - sxva raRacaa, axali, jer ganucdeli<br />
- eldiani gaugebroba Tu gaugebari elda. SiSiT<br />
liftioris eSinia - xom SeiZleba, mainc gaigos,<br />
mainc mixvdes, aq rom vimalebio - imedi ki<br />
fransuazasi aqvs - iqneb amjerad mainc is iyoso.<br />
yvelaze metad ki imis warmodgena acofebs,<br />
sadRac, cxra mTis gadaRma, mis colSvilsac<br />
masaviT rom wydeba gzisken Tvali, SiSiTa da<br />
imediT, oRond mis molodinSi. is ki unebarTvod<br />
ikavebs kagebes sabinao fondis kuTvnil farTobs,<br />
simartovis fskerze zis, faSasaviT<br />
fexmorTxmuli, viskis boTls brazian katasaviT<br />
ixutebs gulSi, TiTqos odnavadac Tu SeuSvebs<br />
xels, gadauxteba, anda saxes daabRortnis basri<br />
brWyalebiT, da mxolod telefonis meSveobiT<br />
ukavSirdeba Tavis siyvaruls, romlis<br />
gulisTvisac, seses mercxaliviT, vin icis,<br />
ramdeni mTa da veli gadmoulesavs, da romelic<br />
qalaqis meore boloSi iatakze zis axla Tavis<br />
degenerat meinaxeebTan erTad da "kulturulad"<br />
erToba, "evropul yaidaze" atarebs dros, anu,<br />
xarks uxdis SiSs, simartoves, ugulebelyofas,<br />
Tanamedrove civilizebuli sazogadoebis<br />
zneobrivi da moraluri kodeqsis Sesabamisad da,<br />
aqedan gamomdinare, anda sulac amis gamo, araTu<br />
ukulturobad, elementarul uadamianobadac ar
Tvlis misi gulisTvis qveynis meore bolodan<br />
nasesxebi fuliT Camofrenili "stumris" marto<br />
datovebas, Tundac viskis boTlTan da<br />
xmaCawyvetil televizorTan erTad. aris wuTebi,<br />
roca marTla Zlivs ikavebs Tavs, ase, viskis<br />
boTlianad, rom ar gamovides derefanSi da<br />
ucxoeli qalis saSinao xalaTSi gamowyobili, ar<br />
daadges Tavze kibis qveS gamarTul "kabinetSi"<br />
mduRare Cais ganuwyveteli smisgan<br />
loyebalaplapebul liftiors - aha, aqa var,<br />
dareke, sadac jer arso. magram ase Tu ar iqceva,<br />
mxolod imitom, siyvarulis erTaderT, gnebavT,<br />
ukanasknel raindad, sulac msaxurad rom<br />
warmoudgenia Tavi da rasac sCadis (an ar sCadis)<br />
siyvarulis saxeliT, siyvarulis gulisTvis,<br />
siyvarulis gadasarCenad sCadis (an ar sCadis). da<br />
marTlac, ukvalod, unaleqod qreba sibneleSi,<br />
simartoveSi gadatanili damcirebac, wyenaca da<br />
mrisxanebac, rogorcki gasaRebi aCxakundeba karis<br />
saketSi da gulamovardnili, aRgznebuli,<br />
aRelvebuli fransuaza kiserze Camoekideba, raTa<br />
jer akocos da mere uTxras - gamarjobao - mere<br />
isev akocos, didxans, gauRimeblad gausworos<br />
Tvali da ukve dabejiTebiT, daueWveblad<br />
ganacxados: rasakvirvelia, es marTla Sen xaro.
fransuazas moskovSi gadmosaxlebam nanatri<br />
Sveba ver moutana <strong>avel</strong>ums. piriqiT, axla ufro<br />
garTulda, ufro daiZaba maTi urTierToba.<br />
iSviaTi, moulodneli dResaswauli yoveldRiur<br />
sazrunavad da safiqralad iqca. fransuaza<br />
moskovSi imitom gadmosaxlda, ufro axlos rom<br />
yofiliyo <strong>avel</strong>umTan, ufro xSirad rom<br />
SesZleboda misi naxva, ramdenadac Rrmad iyo<br />
darwmunebuli, <strong>avel</strong>umisTvisac ufro<br />
mosaxerxebeli iqneboda satusaRos SigniT<br />
gadaadgileba. magram Tbilisidan moskovSi Casvla<br />
da iq garkveuli drois ganmavlobaSi cxovreba,<br />
ekonomiuris garda, bevr saCoTiro da Znelad<br />
mosarev problemas aCenda. rasakvirvelia, mainc<br />
moskovi rCeboda im "wminda adgilad", sadac<br />
ZiriTadad xvdebodnen isini, magram moskovSi<br />
xangrZlivad cxovreba <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis ufro<br />
SeuZlebeli iqneboda, vidre autaneli. bolos da<br />
bolos, <strong>avel</strong>ums TbilisSi col-Svili hyavda,<br />
romlebic aravisze naklebad ar uyvarda da erTi<br />
wuTiTac ar apirebda maTze xelis aRebas, bedis<br />
amara mitovebas, ramdenadac ojaxi, upirveles<br />
yovlisa, mamakacuri valdebuleba, zneobrivi<br />
tvirTia da ara sasiamovno an usiamovno garemocva,<br />
romelic Seni guneba-ganwyobilebisda mixedviT,<br />
SegiZlia Secvalo an gaaumjobeso. garda amisa,<br />
misi azriT, melaniac iseve saWiroebda gadarCenas,<br />
rogorc igive fransuaza, da amdenad misi mizanic,<br />
rac ar unda did sisuleled mogeCvenoT, orives<br />
gadarCenas gulisxmobda da ara romelime<br />
maTganisa.
es is droa swored, rodesac telegrafSi yvelas<br />
daamaxsovra Tavi (rac mere soniasTan<br />
dakavSirebiTac ganmeorda). taqsofonebi axali<br />
Semosulia TbilisSi da xalxic buziviT exveva.<br />
hyavs Tu ar hyavs nacnobi moskovSi, mainc yvela<br />
rekavs, Tundac ubralo cnobismoyvareobis<br />
dasakmayofileblad (vam kavo? ne tuda papal).<br />
telefonist biWebs yvelani scnoben, yvelani<br />
cdiloben maTTan daaxloebas. imaTac amayad,<br />
medidurad uWiravT Tavi. ZiriTadad sofleli<br />
biWebi arian, teqnikumdamTavrebulni,<br />
saxeldaxelod gamoCekili specialistebi am<br />
axali dargisa. xelis gamarTvac exerxebaT da<br />
xelis moTbobac. aTaskaciani rigi rom idges,<br />
TavianTi oTaxidan dagarekineben uceb. magram<br />
amasTan dakavSirebiT, rasakvirvelia gaugebrobac<br />
bevri xdeba - Sexla-Semoxla, Cveulebrivi<br />
Tbilisuri Cxubi da ayalmayali. erTxel daniTac<br />
daWres kaci, urigod apirebdi wasvlaso. daWrili<br />
pirvelad verc mixvda, ra mouvida, jer kidev<br />
ekamaTeboda damWrels, magram xeli rom dauSva da<br />
pijakis saxelodan sisxli gadmoeRvara -<br />
damWreso - Tqva gakvirvebulma, ufro TavisTvis,<br />
vidre sxvebis gasagonad.
damWrels ki gaxsnili dana isev xelSi eWira da<br />
karisken miikvlevda gzas. acaxcaxebuli, naTuris<br />
mbJutav Suqze yviTlad abrWyvialebuli danis<br />
wveri lamis cxvirwin Cautara <strong>avel</strong>ums (riTac<br />
erTi metad Zveli da metad usiamovno SemTxveva<br />
gaaxsena), magram amjerad srulebiTac ar<br />
Seuwuxebia am ambavs. is ki, daniani, nela,<br />
frTxilad ixevda ukan. ukan ki ara, karisken da,<br />
Tavad damfrTxali, mainc sxvebis SeSinebas<br />
cdilobda. "ar momekaroT, ar momekaroTo" -<br />
imeorebda gadafiTrebuli, Tvalebdayvlepili.<br />
cxoveluri alRo karnaxobda, mxolod ase Tu<br />
ixsnida Tavs. marTlac, yvelani uxmod ayolebdnen<br />
Tvals, magram rogorc ki gavida darbazidan,<br />
rogorc ki Setrialda da kisristexiT daeSva<br />
kibeze, maSinve yiJiniT gamoedevnen daWrilis<br />
amxanagebica da seiris moyvarulnic. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki<br />
sxva daniT iyo daWrili da Tavisi satkivari,<br />
Tavisi sadardeli ayuryutebda telefonis<br />
kabinis win. rac ufro mets laparakobdnen isa da<br />
fransuaza telefoniT, miT ufro iZabeboda, miT<br />
ufro gaurkveveli xdeboda maTi urTierToba.<br />
aSkarad raRac mzaddeboda, raRac unda<br />
momxdariyo, naTeli rom mohfenoda yvelafers - an<br />
ase, an ise - magram moTminebac dRiTi dRe<br />
iwureboda, moTminebis beRelSi mxolod fskerze<br />
da isic aqa-iqRa Tu eyara imedis marcvali.<br />
saaTobiT, dilidan saRamomde, xan ki gvian Ramemde<br />
idga xolme rigSi. xan mTvrali elaparakeboda<br />
aTasnair sisuleles, xan ki rigSi<br />
gamofxizlebuli da amis gamo uaresad aRrenili.<br />
magram, ase iyo Tu ise, mainc jiutad brundeboda am
mojadoebul kabinasTan, raTa Tundac uazro,<br />
suleluri laparakiT daecxro mRelvare,<br />
mSfoTvare, ukidegano swrafva fransuazasken,<br />
romelic Tavis mxriv ganuwyvetliv, mouTmenlad<br />
elodeboda, Rrmad darwmunebuli, yvelafers rom<br />
iRonebda is da rac SeiZleba male CaakiTxavda<br />
erTxel kidev, Tundac ukanasknelad. iqamde ki,<br />
mkvdris danatovari nivTebiviT, dastiroda<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis kbilis jagrissa Tu saSinao flostebs.<br />
xolo morigi ganSorebis Semdeg, aeroportidan<br />
Tu sadguridan mobrunebuls, verc awewili<br />
sawolisTvis Seexeda, verc WiqebSi CarCenili<br />
RvinisTvis da isev facafuciT garboda (Tuki<br />
gasaqcevi hqonda sadme) am wyeuli, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
oreulebiT gamotenili binidan. Sin iyo Tu<br />
samsaxurSi, sul dacqvetili, daZabuli<br />
elodeboda telefonis zars. "damSviddi, es Seni<br />
qarTveli ar ariso" - dauZaxebdnen ukve<br />
Sexumrebuli TanamSromlebi. imas ki mainc<br />
rcxvenoda maTi, Tamamad mainc ver ambobda<br />
saTqmels maTi TandaswrebiT da, rasakvirvelia,<br />
erCia Tuki <strong>avel</strong>umi samsaxurSi ar daurekavda,<br />
magram Zalian dawydeboda guli, ase Tu moiqceoda.<br />
samsaxurSic yvelas, maincdamainc, misi mosmena<br />
ainteresebda, radgan yvelam icoda, ris gamo<br />
Camosuliyo es patara, suleli gogo parizidan<br />
maT qalaqSi da, raki jerjerobiT aravin<br />
ukrZalavdaT, TanaugrZnobdnen kidec<br />
Taviseburad. yurdacqvetilni ki usmendnen<br />
fransuazasa da <strong>avel</strong>umis laparaks, magram<br />
fransuazasa da <strong>avel</strong>umisa ar iyos, imaTac bevri<br />
araferi gaegebodaT albaT. fransuaza da <strong>avel</strong>umi
imasac ver agebinebdnen erTmaneTs, kargad iyvnen<br />
Tu cudad. Tu kargad xar, ratom muSaob cotas da<br />
Tu cudad xar, ratom ar midixar eqimTano -<br />
uyviroda fransuaza. anda, SeiZleba, gangeb ver<br />
igebda, Segnebulad, mTavari saTqmeli ufro<br />
bunebrivad rom moeyolebina bolos: Tu arc<br />
muSaob da arc mkurnalob, maSin raRas uzixar<br />
mando. <strong>avel</strong>umic, rasakvirvelia, yovelTvis<br />
Cadioda, rogorc ki amis saSualeba eZleoda - xan<br />
erTi kviriT, xan erTi dRiT, xan erTi saaTiTac...<br />
erTxel pirdapir pliaJidan wavida adleris<br />
aeroportSi, magram imxela Tovli movida uceb<br />
moskovSi (oqtombris bolo ricxvebi iyo mgoni),<br />
rom ityvian, bewvze gamoaswro, Torem gayinvas<br />
gindac gadarCenoda, fsiqiatriul saavadmyofoSi<br />
aRmoCndeboda namdvilad: sazRvaod gamowyobili,<br />
giJi egoneboda vinmes, anda, amis mosurne, ufro<br />
iolad daabralebda giJobas. samxedro ekipaJi<br />
marTavda erTaderT TviTmfrinavs, romelic im<br />
dRes (da im kviras saerTod) afrinda moskovis<br />
aeroportebidan. viRac arabi stumrebisTvis<br />
gamoides samxedroebma Tavi, viTom, CvenTvis amindi<br />
ar arsebobs, nebismier amindSi davfrinavTo.<br />
stumaric samxedro ataSe gaxldaT.<br />
gamcileblebisgan gansxvavebiT, masac da mis<br />
pirad mcvelsac (ormetrian axmaxs) samoqalaqo<br />
kostiumebi ecvaT da vidre bolisfer burusSi<br />
mifrinavdnen, ese igi, kavkasiamde, Tavi ar auRiaT<br />
wignebidan, viTom, kiTxviT iyvnen garTulni da<br />
araferi esmodaT, rac maT irgvliv xdeboda.<br />
magram TviTmfrinavi rogorc ki kavkasiaSi SeiWra,<br />
eqskursiaze wamoyvanili bavSvebiviT micvivdnen
samxreTuli mcxunvare mziT abrWyvialebul<br />
iluminatorebs, gegonebodaT, TavianT<br />
sicocxleSi pirvelad xedaven amgvar saocrebaso.<br />
samxedro mfrinavebi ki gaskdnen buterbrodebis<br />
WamiTa da tomatis wvenis smiT. ori jiSiani,<br />
janRoniT savse stiuardesa, sabagiro gzis wyvili<br />
vagoniviT, ganuwyvetliv ezideboda maT kabinaSi<br />
erTmaneTze aTrigad da ocrigad dalagebul<br />
buterbrodebsa da langarze wiTlad<br />
awkrialebul Wiqebs. xolo is ramdenime sabWoTa<br />
moqalaqe, <strong>avel</strong>umis CaTvliT, romlebic<br />
TviTmfrinavSi ufro imitom auSves, Cveulebrivi<br />
samgzavro ganwyoba rom SeeqmnaT stumrebisaTvis,<br />
aravis axsovda. piradad <strong>avel</strong>umi mTeli gza<br />
oflad iRvreboda da erTi ylupi wylisaTvis<br />
naxevar sicocxles daTmobda daufiqreblad.<br />
magram im TviTmfrinavSi aravis Wirdeboda misi<br />
sicocxle. aRar sWirdeboda - gasakeTebeli iqamde<br />
gaakeTebines, vidre TviTmfrinavSi auSvebdnen.<br />
sxva mgzavrebTan erTad, masac niCabi miaCeCes<br />
xelSi da welamde TovlSi biliki gaakvalines<br />
TviTmfrinavamde. gafrena Tu gindaT, xelic<br />
gaanZrieTo - TiTqos saamisod bileTis aReba ar<br />
kmaroda. <strong>avel</strong>ums, rogorc ukve vTqvi, rusuli<br />
zamTris kvalobaze, zedmetad xalvaTad ecva,<br />
magram swored amis gamo, sxvebze meti mondomebiT<br />
eZgera Tovls.
amasobaSi ki mexuTe weli miiwura am<br />
sasiyvarulo cieb-cxelebisa, magram garegnulad<br />
yvelaferi ucvleli darCa - igive molodini, igive<br />
moulodneli, xanmokle Sexvedrebi,<br />
gamosaTxovari sufrebi, gauTavebeli satelefono<br />
saubrebi, umizezo Cxubebi, gulubryvilo<br />
sayvedurebi, suleluri braldebebi, aseve<br />
suleluri Tavis marTlebebi, usafuZvlo<br />
eWvianobebi, SiSebi, imedebi, ocnebebi, miznebi da<br />
igive Slegi, dauokebeli, dauleveli swrafva<br />
erTmaneTisken. fransuaza ufro da ufro<br />
efloboda moskovur yofaSi. ukve bevri ram, rac<br />
Soridan, parizidan, momxibvlelic Canda,<br />
acofebda, aRizianebda da amis gamo kidev ufro<br />
itanjeboda. saerTod ki itanjeboda yvelafris<br />
gamoc da arafris gamoc. lamis yurebze<br />
xelebafarebuli dadioda, moskovuri Worebisgan<br />
Tavis dasacavad. aSinebda, abnevda sabWoTa xalxis<br />
sulis sardafebSi wyaliviT Camdgari,<br />
damyayebuli siZulvili yvelafrisa, rac Tavad<br />
aRar hqonda - daekarga, daeviwyebina. verafers ver<br />
aswrebda, araferi ar gamosdioda da itanjeboda,<br />
itanjeboda werili rom ver miewera<br />
TavisianebisTvis, itanjeboda <strong>avel</strong>umis werils<br />
rom kiTxulobda, xmas rom usmenda telefonSi da<br />
aseve itanjebodi werilidan werilamde,<br />
darekvidan darekvamde. itanjeboda, ukve<br />
ocdaTvrameti weli rom usruldeboda <strong>avel</strong>ums,<br />
sarecxi rom ugrovdeboda abazanaSi, bina rom<br />
dasalagebeli iyo, qira - gadasaxdeli, stumrad<br />
rom apirebda wasvlas, Tma ki dasabani hqonda.<br />
itanjeboda winaTgrZnobiT, <strong>avel</strong>umis moulodnel
gamoCenas rom hpirdeboda da itanjeboda<br />
winaTgrZnobiT gawbilebuli. itanjeboda<br />
moskovuri sicivisgan. itanjeboda bavSvobidan<br />
Sesisxlxorcebuli zRvisa da mzis siSoriT.<br />
itanjeboda, ians rom ver urekavda xSirad,<br />
itanjeboda imis saxelganTqmuli ragusa Tu<br />
guliaSis warmodgenaze. itanjeboda, verafriT<br />
rom ver aexsna, ase ratom dahfofinebda Tavze<br />
liana, rodesac mainc midioda xolme stumrad<br />
ianTan. itanjeboda, samsaxuridan Sin rom<br />
atandnen dasamuSavebel teqsts da itanjeboda,<br />
roca ar atandnen. itanjeboda, imitom rom<br />
itanjeboda. imitom rom, adre dgeboda, gvian<br />
wveboda, sadRac elodebodnen, viRac unda enaxa...<br />
imitom rom, bolos da bolos, aqac iseve<br />
cxovrobda, rogorc parizSi - egviptel monasaviT<br />
- oRond, Tuki parizSi aqeT wamosasvleli<br />
bileTis fulisTvis idgamda welebze fexs, aq imis<br />
nebarTvis mopovebas cdilobda, imave gziT, ase<br />
rom etanja TavisTvis, aravis daeSala, aravin<br />
gabrazebuliyo da gabrazebuls droze adre ar<br />
gaepanRurebina ukanve. da mainc yvelaze metad<br />
simartoviT itanjeboda. panikuri SiSi hqonda<br />
simartovisa, siyvarulis oTx kedels Soris<br />
gamomwyvdevisa, da yvelafers akeTebda saimisod,<br />
erTxelac rom ar gamorCenodaT mxedvelobidan<br />
mis moskovel megobrebs, arc nebsiT da arc<br />
uneblieT. simartovis SiSiT misdevda<br />
cxenosnobasac da kvira diliT, gindac <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
swoloda gverdiT, mercxaliviT wamofrindeboda<br />
xolme sawolidan uTenia da, Saqris natexebiT<br />
jibegamotenili, ipodromze garboda, sadac
masaviT sabWoeTSi akreditebuli da karg<br />
cxovrebas danatrebuli ucxoelebi, aborigen<br />
snobebTan erTad, "kulturulad", "jansaRad"<br />
atarebdnen dros, miuxedavad diaxac rom<br />
ukulturo da arajansaRi garemocvisa. magram<br />
fransuazas ise eSinoda simartovisa, gnebavT<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis danatovari sicarielisa, ise jiutad,<br />
ise mondomebiT, magram ise uSedegod cdilobda am<br />
sicarielis raimeTi amovsebas, cxenze Sejdeboda<br />
ki ara, paraSutiTac gadmoxteboda dReSi orjer,<br />
dila-saRamos, oRond romelime gabobebul<br />
boriasa Tu gaJanebul ivanes ar eTqva misTvis, vinc<br />
ase ar moiqceva, is arc Cvenianiao da aRarc<br />
agarakze waviyvanT sabanaod da aRarc<br />
saxelosnoSi davpatiJebT axali aralegaluri<br />
geniis mikrogamofenazeo. magram marTla Tu<br />
fiqrobda vinme ase, albaT Tavad fransuaza.<br />
Tumca, rac marTalia, marTalia, safuZvelic<br />
hqonda amgvari fiqrisa. maSin SeiZleba amdens ver<br />
vxvdebodi, magram axla, oci wlis Semdeg,<br />
warmodgenac Znelia, rogor Zlebda saerTod<br />
moskovSi marto, Tovlis qoxSi, umSoblebod,<br />
unaTesavod, uzRvod, umzeod, uarafrod. mxolod<br />
da mxolod, <strong>avel</strong>umTan kidev erTxel Sexvedris<br />
imediT. rasakvirvelia, eSinoda nebismieri<br />
vigindaris ganawyeneba, romelsac gulSi albaT<br />
sul sxva zraxvebi hqonda da sul sxva mizniT<br />
misdevda "aristokratul" cxovrebas. fransuaza<br />
ara marto gasaTxovari iyo, aramed... ucxoelic. es<br />
ki usazRvrod did upiratesobas aniWebda<br />
adgilobriv gasaTxovar gogoebTan SedarebiT,<br />
rac ar unda ioli xelmisawvdomebi yofiliyvnen
isini. fransuaza, SeiZleba, imdenad "tkbili"<br />
lukma ar iyo, ramdenadac - "sasargeblo",<br />
gansakuTrebiT im disidenti mxatvrebisa Tu<br />
poetebisaTvis, romlebisTvisac ucxoeli qali<br />
lamis erTaderTi realuri SesaZlebloba, anda,<br />
mxatvrulad Tu vityviT, erTaderTi locmani<br />
gaxldaT, romelsac SeeZlo uxifaTod, zedmeti<br />
davidarabis gareSe gaeZvrin-gamoeZvrina sabWour<br />
"meCeCebSi" da mSvidobianad gaeyvana Tavisuflebis<br />
gaSlil zRvaSi nebismieri maTgani. sxvaTa Soris<br />
am gziT miaRwia bevrma sawadels, oRond,<br />
ufransuazod, radgan fransuazam Tavidanve<br />
dauSva sabediswero Secdoma, roca, maincdamainc,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi airCia gulis mbrZaneblad, rac, SeiZleba,<br />
srulebiTac ar iyos Tavad <strong>avel</strong>umis damsaxureba<br />
da mTlianad im qalebs moekiTxebodes, romlebic<br />
uneblieT win uswrebdnen fransuazas, ufro<br />
naTlad, fransuazaze adre icnobdnen <strong>avel</strong>ums.<br />
qalebi xom, upirveles yovlisa, erTmaneTis<br />
jibriTa da wamxedurobiT iyvareben erTsa da imave<br />
pirovnebas (gnebavT, subieqts, gnebavT, obieqts) da<br />
yvela maTgani Tavis kanonier sakuTrebad Tvlis<br />
imas, risi miTvisebac saerTod SeuZlebelia. ase<br />
rom, marTalia, fransuazas zurgi ar Seuqcevia<br />
arc erTi moskoveli "TayvanismcemlisTvis"<br />
(Tundac imitom, rom eSinoda), magram misi arCevani,<br />
igive ganaCeni, sakuTari TavisTvis gamotanili,<br />
saboloo iyo da gadasinjvas ar eqvemdebareboda.<br />
arada, diaxac rom "sasargeblo" da, amdenad,<br />
aTmagad gamaRizianebeli lukmac gaxldaT<br />
"Tavisuflebis" maZiebelTaTvis. man ki guli<br />
tusaRTa Soris utusaRess miuZRvna, is airCia
Tavis raindad, vinc satusaRodan Tavis daRwevas<br />
ki ar cdilobda masTan erTad (gindac meSveobiT),<br />
aramed yvelanairad xels uwyobda mis<br />
nebayoflobiT gatusaRebasac, misTvis metnaklebad<br />
asatani cxovrebis mowyobas imave<br />
satusaRoSi, sadac Tavad samudamo patimroba<br />
hqonda misjili (ufro sworad, samSoblosTan<br />
erTad iyo datyvevebuli) da umal egueboda amgvar<br />
usamarTlobas, vidre ujanydeboda, raki samudamo<br />
patimroba ara marto ama Tu im reJims miesaja<br />
misTTvis, aramed yvelasa da yvelafers, rac mis<br />
arsebobas ganapirobebda da rac misi meSveobiT<br />
arsebobda, rac saerTod arsebobda, uimisodac, da<br />
mis merec iarsebebda, rasac suli edga, saxe<br />
hqonda, Sobisa da sikvdilis unariT iyo<br />
dajildovebuli xmelTa da wyalTa, varskvlavTa<br />
da cdomilTa, frinvelTa da cxovelTa, TevzTa da<br />
mwerTa ganmgeblisgan. misi tusaRoba bedismieri<br />
iyo da ara marto politikuri, socialuri, anda<br />
zneobrivi poziciebidan gamomdinare. is im<br />
Tavisuflebas eswrafvoda, romelic dabadebamde,<br />
anu, samoTxidan gamodevnamde daekarga da romlis<br />
mopovebac iseve SeuZlebelia, rogorc xelmeored<br />
Casaxva. amas albaT fransuazac grZnobda, Torem,<br />
sxvanairad marTla uazroba iqneboda maTi<br />
urTierToba. ise araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar<br />
Camovidoda sabWoeTSi sacxovreblad. ra Tqma<br />
unda, grZnobda, magram es araTu aeWvebda erTxel<br />
da samudamod miRebuli gadawyvetilebis<br />
sisworeSi, kidev ufro Seuvalsa da mtkices xdida<br />
sxvebze praqtikuli, sxvebze cxovrebiseuli<br />
Tayvanismcemlebis mimarT. Tumca, arasodes
moutyuebia Tavi, SeiZleba <strong>avel</strong>umi rodisme mainc<br />
iyos Cemio. piriqiT, yovelTvis uSecdomod icoda,<br />
Tanac yovelTvis cotaTi adre, vidre Tavad<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi ityoda, Tu rodis unda damTavrebuliyo<br />
maTi morigi "ojaxuri cxovreba", romelic<br />
arasodes gagrZelebula or Tveze didxans,<br />
zogjer ki erT dReSic amowurula. fransuazas<br />
TqmiT, wasvlis dro rom moawevda, <strong>avel</strong>umi uceb<br />
moiwyenda Turme da Tavisianebze iwyebda<br />
laparaks, gansakuTrebiT ekaekaterinekatoze,<br />
oRond Tavisianebis monatreba ki ar iyo mxolod<br />
amis mizezi, rogorc fransuazas egona, aramed<br />
odesRac, Soreul bavSvobaSi Tavad cxovrebisgan<br />
Tavsmoxveuli danaSaulis kidev erTxel<br />
monaniebis Jini, survili Tu moTxovnileba.<br />
ekaekaterinekato, erTdroulad dac iyo<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisTvis da Svilic, da erT-erTze saubrisas<br />
orives gulisxmobda yovelTvis, ufro sworad,<br />
erTze saubriT meoris dabrunebas cdilobda,<br />
Tavisi WkuiT, da ZiriTadad imis, bavSvobaSi<br />
"gaCuqebuli" dis ambebs uyveboda fransuazas,<br />
radgan mxolod masTan SeeZlo saerTod am ambebze<br />
laparaki, Tundac mwerlur gamonagonad gasaReba<br />
am ambebisa da Tqven warmoidgineT, fransuazac<br />
umal Semzarav tyuilad aRiqvamda mis naambobs,<br />
vidre mis uneblie codvad, mis mourCenel<br />
tkivilad da gaunelebel satanjvelad, raki<br />
verafriT ijerebda, marTla Tu SeeZlo <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
dis gaCuqeba (ra Tqma unda, Tuki marTla hyavda<br />
odesme da), Tundac ukiduresi gaWirvebis gamo, da<br />
marTla Tu SeeZlo gaCuqebul das gamCuqebeli<br />
Zmis mokveTa samudamod, swored mis gamo, mis
gadasarCenad gamoCenili simtkicisa da<br />
sisastikisaTvis. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki naxevrad xumrobiT<br />
yveboda (eSinoda, misi piradi ubedureba<br />
gazviadebuli, anda marTlac sasacilo ar<br />
mosCveneboda vinmes), Tu rogor CaakiTxaT<br />
sofelSi, bebiasTan Sexiznulebs, viRac "deida<br />
elom" Savi manqaniT da is "deida elo", etyoba<br />
manqanaSi dasicxuli, rogor iniavebda<br />
wamonTebul saxes farSevangis gaSlili<br />
kudisxela maraoTi; rogor jiutad eZaxda<br />
ekaekaterinekatos "eka-ekunas" da<br />
ekaekaterinekatoc, yovel daZaxebaze, aseve<br />
jiutad rogor usworebda, eka ki ara, kato varo;<br />
rogor sasoebiT Sekra bebiam ekaekaterinekatos<br />
mTeli avla-dideba erT patara boxCad da rogor<br />
CasCurCula "deida elom" Sofers yurSi, eg boxCa<br />
aRar damanaxoo; rogor wyevlida maincdamainc mas<br />
viRacaze ganrisxebuli bebia da rogor uyofda<br />
enas ukve Sav manqanaSi Seketili ekaekaterinekato.<br />
amas <strong>avel</strong>umis uneblie da xanmokle gayaCaRebis<br />
ambavic emateboda da yvelaferi marTlac<br />
mxatvrul gamonagons emsgavseboda, Znelad<br />
daijerebda kaci. is ki ara, Tavis droze, mgoni,<br />
kagebemac ar daijera (yovel SemTxvevaSi, amis<br />
Taobaze <strong>avel</strong>umTan arasodes dascdenia sityva).<br />
"ager naxav, bolos imis wera Tu ar gaxdebio" -<br />
ityoda xolme moTminebidan gamosuli fransuaza,<br />
magram fransuaza, rasakvirvelia, <strong>avel</strong>umze<br />
brazobda da ara misianebze. <strong>avel</strong>ums, roca<br />
moesurveboda, maSin SeeZlo Sin dabruneba, imas ki<br />
martos unda ecxovra aq, moskovSi, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
morigi gaqcevis Semdeg, <strong>avel</strong>umis morig
dabrunebamde. <strong>avel</strong>umiviT iolad ver miatovebda<br />
aqaurobas, rac ar unda Zneli asatani yofiliyo<br />
misTvis SiSica da sicivec. is aq, upirveles<br />
yovlisa, imitom "cxovrobda", viRacisTvis<br />
(albaT, bavSvobis megobrisTvis), anda sulac<br />
sakuTari TavisTvis rom daemtkicebina,<br />
siyvarulisiTvis yvelafers SevZleb, yvelafers<br />
avitan da yvelafers gavwirav kidev<br />
daufiqreblado. aki bolos monadac gaiyida Tavi.<br />
moskovSi, rasakvirvelia, arc ianis SeTiTxnil<br />
ragusa Tu guliaSis saWmelad iyo Camosuli da<br />
arc "gvardielis" (ase erqva mis cxens) saWeneblad,<br />
aramed - mxolod da mxolod, imitom, aq rom<br />
yofiliyo, aq rom daetovebinaT, oRond, bedis<br />
sacdelad ki ara, sxva ucxoeli gogoebiviT,<br />
dasta-dasta, gund-gundad rom Camodiodnen ukve<br />
sabWoeTSi, aramed bedTan Sesagueblad, anu<br />
danaSaulis asaRiareblad da Sesabamisi sasjelis<br />
mosaxdelad (ori wliT Tavisuflebis aRkveTa aq,<br />
mkacri reJimis koloniaSi, da danarCeni sicocxle<br />
iq, Sin, Tavisufal gadasaxlebaSi). fransuaza, ra<br />
Tqma unda, adrec yofila Seyvarebuli. ufro<br />
zustad, adrec gasCenia siyvarulis winaTgrZnobis<br />
magvari ram. kidev ufro zustad, egona, rom<br />
uyvarda, egona rom SeeZlo siyvaruli, magram<br />
maSin, rogorc TviTonve aRiarebs werilebSi,<br />
Turme warmodgenac ar hqonia siyvarulze.<br />
siyvaruls, joxisgan gansxvavebiT, erTi bolo<br />
aqvs mxolod, Tanac Subis wveriviT wamaxuli, da<br />
Senive surviliT unda daaxio zed gul-muceli.<br />
ase rom, fransuazas jer pirnaTlad unda moexada<br />
sasjelis pirveli nawili, rac mTavaria, mieRo
amis damadasturebeli sabuTi (ukanono bavSvi) da<br />
mxolod amis Semdeg Sesdgomoda sasjelis meore<br />
nawilis aRsrulebas - dabrunebuliyo Sin, sadac<br />
misi naadrevi anda xelcarieli dabruneba umal<br />
yvelas Seawuxebda, vidre gaaxarebda. momlodine<br />
adamiani ZiriTadad varaudebis, warmosaxvebis,<br />
warmodgenebis tyveobaSi imyofeba da, Tumca<br />
yvelafrisTvis winaswar aris mzad, mainc ukeTesze<br />
fiqrobs. garda amisa, fransuazas wasvla<br />
moskovidan, Tanac droze adre, pirvel rigSi<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis dakargvas niSnavda, radgan mere RmerTma<br />
icis, rodisRa moaxerxebda da moaxerxebda Tu ara<br />
saerTod am pirquS qveyanaSi Semobrunebas.<br />
amitomac, fransuaza ara marto valdebuli,<br />
iZulebulic iyo gaeZlo, aetana bevri ram, Torem,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umze naklebad albaT arc imas miuxaroda<br />
Tavisianebisken, Tavis sayvarel mzisken da<br />
zRvisken. aq bevri iseTi ramec unda aetana, rasac<br />
parizSi verc warmoidgenda, ris winaSec<br />
siyvarulic uZluri iyo. aq, am maradiul<br />
satusaRoSi, nebismier tusaRs, gaCenamde<br />
sulwawymedilsa da znedacemuls, STamomavlobiT<br />
monas - Tavisuflad, warbis Seuxrelad SeeZlo,<br />
masxarad aegdo swored siyvarulisTvis; pirad<br />
Seuracxyofad mieRo da ukanaskneli sityvebiT<br />
gaelanZRa, gaejora, swored misi siyvaruli, anu,<br />
misi nebayoflobiTi patimroba, radgan Tavad<br />
daufiqreblad daTanxmeboda yvelafers,<br />
fiqtiuri qorwinebisa da windacveTis CaTvliT,<br />
Tuki rogorme gaaRwevda aqedan - rjulsac<br />
Seicvlida, mrwamssac, saxesac, saxelsac,<br />
sisxlsac, sqessac... amitom, yvela sikeTesTan
erTad, fransuazas Tavic unda moetyuebina da<br />
sxvebic, erTi Cveulebrivi ucxoeli rom iyo,<br />
evropulad qerqeta, da marTla ainteresebda,<br />
marTla moswonda aqauroba, aqauri cxovrebis wesi<br />
(hm, hm...), aqauri sityva-pasuxi, aqauri kerZebi da<br />
sasmelebi (hm, hm...) da, rasakvirvelia, aqauri xalxi<br />
- didsulovani, keTili, stumarTmoyvare...<br />
siyvarulis samaTxovrod ki ar ijda viTom am<br />
ukidegano da ugulo qalaqSi, aramed Rrmad,<br />
samudamod, uimedod moxibluli, SeZruli swored<br />
warmoudgeneli, daujerebeli ukideganobiTa da<br />
ugulobiT - msgavsi arc araferi enaxa, arc<br />
araferi gaegona adre. ase rom, misi cxenosnobac,<br />
rasakvirvelia, rigiTi Tavis motyueba iyo<br />
mxolod da, ipodromidan mobrunebuli,<br />
sircxvilisagan saxewamonTebuli, yalbad<br />
kmayofili, sacxedreSi martod darCenili<br />
qaliviT gadaemxoboda xolme Zvirfas "gvams" - jer<br />
kidev bolomde gamoufxizlebelsa da<br />
gamounelebeli sasmelisgan sigiJemde<br />
pirgamomSral <strong>avel</strong>ums - da isic (<strong>avel</strong>umi) maSinve<br />
fxizldeboda, imdenad Zlieri iyo SegrZneba<br />
sicocxlisa, dilisa, mozRvavebuli survilisa,<br />
romelsac fransuazas mTeli arseba gamoscemda,<br />
cxenis mZafr surnelTan erTad.
da isev Tavisi gziT midioda cxovreba. yvela da<br />
yvelaferi. <strong>avel</strong>umic isev TveobiT idga rigSi,<br />
telefonis kabinis win, da Zalauneburad<br />
Seyovnebuli, dagubebuli, gaRizianebuli,<br />
gabezrebuli xalxis gauTavebel bzuilSi,<br />
TuTunis myral bolSi, oflis, nasunTqis,<br />
amonaqaris oxSivarsa da buRSi Cakarguli, mainc<br />
Tavis safiqrals fiqrobda da Tavis sadardels<br />
dardobda. isic grZnobda, Tu ra didi gamocdis<br />
win idga fransuaza, sorbonaSi Cabarebul<br />
gamocdebTan SedarebiT, ra ganusazRvreli<br />
mniSvneloba hqonda am gamocdas mTeli misi (da ara<br />
marto misi) cxovrebisaTvis. magram, imis nacvlad,<br />
sityvierad mainc gaemxnevebina aqedan (bodiSs Tu<br />
ar mouxdida Tavisi umoqmedobisa da umaqnisobis<br />
gamo), misda uneburad, TiTqos sakuTari nebisa da<br />
survilis winaaRmdeg, kidev ufro gaafTrebuli,<br />
gacofebuli eCxubeboda, kidev ufro daundoblad<br />
aginebda sadRac, cxra mTas iqiT, simartovis merve<br />
sarTulze, uazrobis kuTxeSi mimwyvdeul<br />
fransuazas. da isic, rac SeeZlo icavda,<br />
imarTlebda Tavs, raTa erTxel kidev daeyara farxmali.<br />
vcdilob, Seni miTiTebebis mixedviT<br />
vicxovro, aravis danaxva ar minda, aravis xmis<br />
gagonebao - atyobinebda werilobiT. magram<br />
bolomde mainc ar iyo darwmunebuli, saerTod<br />
rom SeiZleboda ase cxovreba - yvelas moZuleba,<br />
yvelaferze daeWveba - rac ubralod mis Zal-Rones<br />
aRemateboda da SeZrwunebuli SesZaxebda xolme<br />
(werilobiT), nuTu marTali xaro! saqme is<br />
gaxlavT, rom maTi Cxubi da uTanxmoeba, maTi<br />
gauTavebeli kamaTis mizezi, adamianebTan
urTierTobis, garemos aRqmisa Tu zogadad<br />
cxovrebasTan damokidebulebis gansxvavebuli<br />
meTodis arseboba iyo da ara, vTqvaT, meoris<br />
sawinaaRmdegod Segnebulad gadadgmuli nabiji,<br />
anda Segnebulad naTqvami sityva. araviTar<br />
SemTxvevaSi! msgavsi ram, arc Segnebulad, arc<br />
windauxedaobiT Caudenia romelime maTgans.<br />
ubralod, erTi mxolod kargs xedavda<br />
yvelaferSi (Tundac asakis gamo, sxvaze rom<br />
araferi vTqvaT), meore ki - kargsac da cudsac.<br />
oRond, ufro metad - cuds, vidre - kargs (isic,<br />
Tundac, mxolod asakis gamo). bevrad meti ecxovra<br />
da bevrad ufro Rrmad SeeZlo Caxedva, ara marto<br />
adamianis sulSi, aramed Cveulebriv WiqaSic,<br />
romelSic rasakvirvelia, saukeTeso franguli<br />
Rvinoc SeiZleba esxas da samkapikian wyalSi<br />
gaxsnili odekolonic. fransuaza, magaliTad,<br />
Rrmad iyo darwmunebuli, rom nebismieri<br />
universitetis nebismier leqtors, TavisTavad<br />
cxadia, mamakacs, pirvel rigSi, codna ainteresebs<br />
studenti gogonebisa da mere sxva danarCeni.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi ki, sxvanairad fiqrobda. <strong>avel</strong>umis azriT,<br />
sandomiani studenti gogonas "sxva danarCeni"<br />
bevrad saintereso iyo, vTqvaT, filosofiis<br />
leqtorisTvis (Tuki is namdvilad filosofosia),<br />
vidre imave gogonas mosazrebebi kantisa Tu<br />
Sopenhaueris moZRvrebaze. magram, imave dros,<br />
Tavad fransuazas ukve yelSi hqonda amosuli<br />
yvelaferi da TviTonve undoda daefrina yvelani,<br />
angarebiT damegobrebuli kulturuli<br />
vigindarebi (filosofiis leqtoris CaTvliT),<br />
mxolod da mxolod, raRacis gamorCenas rom
cdilobdnen misgan, oRond, zogi dReisTvis, zogi<br />
xvalisTvis, zogi ki zegisTvis da maszegisTvisac.<br />
cxovrebasTan damokidebulebis <strong>avel</strong>umiseuli<br />
meTodi, TavisTavad cxadia, tusaRur<br />
gamocdilebasa da codnas emyareboda ZiriTadad<br />
da Tundac marto amitom, arafriT ar SeiZleboda<br />
gansxvavebuli ar yofiliyo sorbonaSi gazrdili<br />
qaliSvilis meTodisgan, magram es gansxvaveba<br />
srulebiTac ar avaldebulebda maT, aucileblad<br />
dapirispirebodnen erTmaneTs, angariSi ar gaewiaT<br />
erTmaneTis "adaT-wesebisTvis". piriqiT, SeiZleba<br />
swored amgvari gansxvavebis gamo, gadametebuli<br />
pativiscemiTac eqceodnen "mowinaaRmdege" banakis<br />
warmomadgenlebs, Tuki amis saSualeba<br />
miecemodaT. vin unda Camosuliyo TbilisSi<br />
fransuazas saxeliT, imave filosofiis leqtoris<br />
CaTvliT, <strong>avel</strong>umi rom ar gadahyoloda,<br />
rasakvirvelia, isev fransuazas saxelis<br />
gansadideblad maT TvalSi. magram isic unda<br />
iTqvas, saerTod iSviaTad Tu Camosula vinme<br />
TbilisSi fransuazas saxeliT da Tu Camosula,<br />
mxolod Rirseuli, rogoric vTqvaT, grZelcxvira<br />
anezi iyo, fransuazas upirvelesi dobili,<br />
romelic, sadac ar unda mieyvanaT, jer<br />
sapirfareSoSi garboda "pipi-pipis" ZaxiliT; anda,<br />
batoni relu (remi-lui), fransuazas mSoblebis<br />
megobari da erT-erTi didi specialisti elinuri<br />
samyarosi evropis masStabiT, gawvrTnili<br />
tarakaniT rom gamocxadda sadilze restoran<br />
"praRaSi".
atoni relu <strong>avel</strong>umma kaxeTSi dapatiJa,<br />
rTvelze, da rogorc mere gamoirkva, sworadac<br />
moiqca. ra dasamalia da, <strong>avel</strong>ums, fransuazas<br />
xaTrisa da piradi simpaTiis garda, erTi<br />
mouSorebeli qvena zraxvac avaldebulebda<br />
gansakuTrebuli pativi eca batoni relusTvis,<br />
rogorc, maincdamainc, frangi mecnierisa da,<br />
maincdamainc, mkvdari religiebis mkvlevarisTvis.<br />
rasakvirvelia, baton relus araviTari brali ar<br />
miuZRvoda, <strong>avel</strong>umis samSoblo aqamde imperiis<br />
faSvSi rom ebRauWeboda sicocxles, magram<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi yovelTvis gansakuTrebiT Riziandeboda<br />
da apokalifsis simptomad aRiqvamda, roca<br />
romelime namdvilad Rirseuli qveyana, anda misi<br />
calkeuli warmomadgeneli, marTlac rom<br />
WeSmaritad mecnierul SemarTebas, simtkicesa da<br />
sijiutes iCenda nebismieri gadaSenebuli<br />
cxovelis nakvalevis, anareklisa Tu anabeWdis<br />
gadasarCenad, roca gaxedvac ki ar undoda<br />
cocxlad damarxuli Tu cocxlad gadaylapuli<br />
qveynebisken. <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis ki misi cocxlad<br />
damarxuli samSobloTi iwyeboda mTeli danarCeni<br />
samyaro da uimisod erTnairad mkvdari iyo yvela<br />
religia.
maspinZelma Savi Tikani dakla leRvis Ziras da<br />
aman kidev ufro ganacvifra da aRafrTovana<br />
batoni relu. warmogidgeniaT, xmelTaSua zRvis<br />
auzSi aRaravis axsovs, swored Savi rom unda iyos<br />
dionisesTvis Sewiruli Tikanio - iZaxda am<br />
moulodneli aRmoCeniT aRgznebuli,<br />
mRelvarebisgan loyebSefaklukli. Sen Tu icodi,<br />
Savi rom unda dageklao - gadaulaparaka <strong>avel</strong>umma<br />
maspinZels, romelsac Tiknis sisxliani dana jer<br />
isev xelSi eWira da, yru-munjiviT, RimiliT<br />
epasuxeboda ucxoel stumars. ara, kaco, rac<br />
Semxvda, is davkalio - aRiara gulwrfelad,<br />
Tumca, iman arc icoda, risi Tqma sjobda misi<br />
samSoblosTvis im wuTas, risi gageba undodaT<br />
stumrebs misgan. ubralod, simarTle Tqva.<br />
gnebavT, is Tqva, rac icoda. aba, erTi gzidan<br />
momecaT, minam Tqven laparakobTo - uTxra <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
da Tikani gasatyaveblad ukan fexiT Camokida<br />
rkinis kauWze. leRvis msusxav simxurvaleSi<br />
mumli trialebda. fexiT dakiduli Tiknis qveS<br />
uceb dadga sisxlis gube. gubes lurjad mbzinavi<br />
buzebi miesivnen. or nabijze dakrefili venaxi<br />
garinduliyo, rindSi gadasuliyo, mSvidobianad<br />
mologinebuli qaliviT. mSvidad bubunebda misi<br />
xseniT gawebili haeric.
"warmogidgeniaT, Savi Tikani... leRvis xe...<br />
saflavis qvaze mzisa da mTvaris gamosaxulebani...<br />
warmogidgeniaT?" - iZaxda nanaxiTa da gagoniliT<br />
moxibluli batoni relu, magram roca maspinZelma<br />
sufras stalinis sadRegrZelo SesTavaza, ar<br />
dalia da, meamboxesaviT gadafiTrebuli,<br />
xmaaTrTolebuli bodiSobda (riTac samudamod<br />
moigo <strong>avel</strong>umis guli), me Tqven ise miyvarxarT,<br />
iseT pativs vcem Tqvens kulturas, amas ver<br />
gakadrebTo. naxe, ra gviqna xruSCovmao - mxari<br />
wahkra erT-erTma naTesavma maspinZels,<br />
stumrisTvis misarTmevi savse yanwi xelSi rom<br />
SerCenoda, pur-Rvinis simZimisgan welCazneqil<br />
sufrasTan venaxdasetyvili glexiviT<br />
TavCaqindruli ijda da, sagonebelSi Cavardnils,<br />
ver gadaewyvita, ra ajobebda, gabrazebuliyo da<br />
ZaliT daeclevinebina stumrisTvis yanwi, Tu<br />
gulTan axlos ar mietana es ambavi da gaecina<br />
gadamTieli kacis CamorCenilobaze.
kaxuri Semodgomis surnelma, rasakvirvelia,<br />
fransuazamdec CaaRwia da Zalianac aaRelva.<br />
kmayofili iyo, kmayofilebi rom dabrundnen<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisgan misi axloblebi. magram esec Tavis<br />
motyueba gaxldaT, radgan Tavad sxva cxovrebiT<br />
cxovrobda ukve da sxvanairad veRarc icxovrebda,<br />
Zalianac rom moendomebina. is bedis samsaxurSi<br />
idga da mxolod bedis miTiTebebs asrulebda.<br />
magram xandaxan mainc aujanydeboda xolme beds,<br />
raki mainc bedisgan daCagrulad, bedisgan abuCad<br />
agdebulad Tvlida Tavs, miuxedavad<br />
nebayoflobiTi tusaRobisa. mere ki, es wamieri<br />
janyic, es uneblie daumorCileblobac tanjavda<br />
da saaTobiT ebodiSeboda telefoniT <strong>avel</strong>ums -<br />
Tavi veRar micvnia, TviTon ar vici, ra memarTeba<br />
da Tu ar mapatieb, Zalian cudad iqneba Cemi saqmeo.<br />
mere TvaldaWyetili iwva sibneleSi da narbeni<br />
ZaRliviT aqaqanebuli maRviZara amaod cdilobda<br />
eniSnebina, Seexsenebina, ukve daqoqili rom iyo da<br />
sacaa afeTqdeboda, azrialdeboda,<br />
azanzardeboda. is ki amaod cdilobda<br />
gaexsenebina, Tu raze elaparaka, raze eCxuba<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi, magram, misda satanjvelad, sityvac aRar<br />
axsovda saubrisa, romelsac Tavis droze,<br />
gadamwyvet, uaRresad mniSvnelovan movlenad<br />
Tvlida maTi momavali urTierTobisTvis. uyvarda,<br />
itanjeboda da grZnobda, cudad damTavrdeboda<br />
yvelaferi. marTla patimariviT iTvlida dReebs,<br />
saaTebs, wuTebs. patara kantoris buRalteriviT,<br />
ganuwyvetliv angariSobda, amowmebda, ramdeni<br />
darCenoda kidev aq mosaxdeli dro da<br />
gulwrfelad Sewuxebuli Seicxadebda xolme -
warmogidgeniaT, didi-didi kidev Teqvsmeti Tvis<br />
sicocxleRa damrCao. orjer imaze meti, rac ukve<br />
ecxovra aq. es ki marTlac Zalian cota iyo,<br />
guldasawyvetad, Seuracxmyoflad cota, miT<br />
ufro rom, misi Rrma rwmeniT, gacilebiT did<br />
sasjels imsaxurebda imisTvis, rac Segnebulad<br />
Caedina, magram (amas TviTonac aRiarebda<br />
gunebaSi), maSin sasjeli ki aRar iqneboda<br />
moskovSi yuryuti, aramed eniT uTqmeli<br />
bedniereba, Tavad moskovi ki miwieri samoTxe da es<br />
yvelaze kargad albaT swored iman icoda, visac<br />
ganaCeni gamohqonda. dro ki mifrinavda,<br />
miuxedavad ganuwyveteli mRelvarebisa,<br />
molodinisa, eWvebisa da, rac mTavaria, sicivisa -<br />
gauTavebeli, erTnairi, erTferovani sicivisa,<br />
romelic ara marto xorcs yinavda, aramed<br />
fiqrsac, azrsac, grZnobasac, vnebasac... da<br />
gansakuTrebiT am sicivis atana uWirda<br />
fransuazas - bolos da bolos, mzis amosvlis<br />
kunZulze iyo gazrdili da bebiisa da<br />
babuanacvlis wyalobiT, lamis gaCenis dRidan<br />
dediSobila datantalebda mziT gavarvarebul<br />
kldeebs Soris, oqrosfer silaSi. ratom ar<br />
gamafrTxile, weliwadis erTaderTi dro Tu iyo<br />
aqao - werda <strong>avel</strong>ums viTom xumrobiT. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki<br />
kvlav oflad iRvreboda telefonis rigSi.<br />
Caudeneli danaSaulis SegrZneba tanjavda.<br />
sakuTari usamarTloba acofebda. imis magivrad,<br />
bodiSi moexada - Sevcdi, ver giSvele, ver<br />
gadagarCine da sanam kidev droa, aikari<br />
gudanabadi da sanam kidev lamazi xar, miaSure<br />
Sens parizso - briyvi, Tavqeifa diqtatoriviT,
aqedan karnaxobda fransuazas, rogor ecxovra<br />
msoflio proletariatis sataxto qalaqSi marto<br />
darCenils, uimisod; vis Sexvedroda da vis ara,<br />
sad wasuliyo da sad ara, rodis dawoliliyo da<br />
rodis amdgariyo, ra eWama da ra esva. usindiso iyo<br />
da meti araferi. pirwavardnili TavkerZa,<br />
pativmoyvare briyvi. magram raki ase fiqrobda,<br />
raki ramenairad ki ar amarTlebda, aramed<br />
yvelanairad gmobda sakuTar saqciels, jer kidev<br />
SeiZleboda albaT raRacis gamosworeba. isic<br />
amitom askdeboda guls, amitom eZebda,<br />
Tavatkiebuli, "raRacis" gamosasworebel gzebs,<br />
romlebic, rasakvirvelia, ar arsebobdnen<br />
bunebaSi, ramdenadac arc is gamosasworebeli<br />
"raRaca" arsebobda. arafris gamosworeba ar<br />
SeiZleboda, radgan yvelaferi swored ise<br />
xdeboda, rogorc unda momxdariyo. <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
melanias rom gaSoreboda da fransuaza SeerTo,<br />
maSin <strong>avel</strong>umi ki ar iqneboda (da arc amsigrZe<br />
werili daiwereboda), aramed Cveulebrivi<br />
sabWoeli araraoba, monobaSi gadidkacebis<br />
msurveli mRili, samSoblos gvamis matli,<br />
romelTa saxelic legionia da romelTa mizans<br />
sakuTari fiziologiuri moTxovnilebebis rac<br />
SeiZleba ukeTesad dakmayofileba warmoadgens,<br />
nebismier pirobebSi, da ara, pirobebis<br />
gaTvaliswinebiT, Tundac uSedego, magram<br />
uangaro da usasrulo mcdeloba vinmes<br />
gadarCenisa. <strong>avel</strong>ums gabedniereba ki ar SeeZlo,<br />
vTqvaT, fransuazasi, anda Tundac melaniasi,<br />
aramed gadarCena da isic, TavisTavad cxadia, misi<br />
gagebiT, uaRresad misi Tvalsazrisidan
gamomdinare, rac srulebiT ar Seesabameboda<br />
albaT fransuazasa da melanias Tvalsazriss am<br />
sakiTxTan dakavSirebiT. <strong>avel</strong>umi gadarCenaSi,<br />
upirveles yovlisa, imis gancdas gulisxmobda,<br />
rac adamianur enaze bolomde gamouTqmelia,<br />
magram aucilebelia, adamianad rom CavTvaloT<br />
Tavi; rac RmerTisagan gamoyveba xolme adamians da<br />
ara miwisgan, talaxisgan, da amitom, arc Tanabrad<br />
nawildeba - zogma arc icis saerTod Tu arsebobs,<br />
ar awuxebs uimisoba, ris gamoc Rvelfi<br />
ferflisgan ver gaurCevia, sveti - lodisgan,<br />
msxverpli - kerpisgan, bedi - bediswerisgan. imas<br />
arc saxe aqvs, arc saxeli. ar Cans, ar igrZnoba, arc<br />
ismis, magram Cveni arsebis yvelaze Seuval,<br />
SeuRwevel sibneleSi asvenia, rogorc margaliti<br />
niJaraSi, rogorc sicocxlis gadamrCeneli<br />
wamlis, anda sicocxlis gamanadgurebeli<br />
yumbaris formula - cecxlgamZle yuTSi. imas verc<br />
daavaleb rames, verc daabraleb. verc sTxov, verc<br />
daaficeb, radgan arc Ralatisa gaegeba rame, arc<br />
erTgulebis, iseve rogorc Cveulebrivi,<br />
sayovelTao, yoveldRiuri sazrunavisa da<br />
sadardelisa. is arc didia, arc patara, magram<br />
misi meSveobiT Cven an Zalian vizrdebiT, an Zalian<br />
vpataravdebiT. ai, am raRacis aRmoCenaSi<br />
exmareboda <strong>avel</strong>umi, Tavisi WkuiT, yvelas, vinc<br />
Tavad uyvarda, anu, visac gadasarCenad Tvlida,<br />
visi gadarCenac kidev SesaZleblad miaCnda, magram<br />
erT-erTi satelefono saubris Semdeg, imdenad<br />
SeaSfoTa fransuazas sacodaobam, lamis daeWvda<br />
sakuTari mrwamsis sisworeSi da raki TviTon<br />
Segnebulad ar aZlevda Tavs arCevanis uflebas -
amdenadac yvelaze did umsgavsobad, uzneobad<br />
da usamarTlobad Tvlida, gindac metnaklebad<br />
sasurveli da sayvareli adamianebidan romelimes<br />
arCevas - gadawyveta melaniasTvis ekiTxa rCeva,<br />
melaniasTvis miendo am saqmis gadawyveta.
maSinve daureka da "iveriasTan" dauTqva paemani.<br />
melania dafeTebuli movarda. aSkarad Relavda.<br />
magram yovelnairad cdilobda, moreoda Tavs,<br />
Cveulebriv, bunebriv movlenad CaeTvala maTi<br />
aseTi operatiuli Sexvedra quCaSi, TiTqmis<br />
ocwliani ojaxuri cxovrebis Semdeg. magram raki<br />
darwmunda, araferi uWirda Tavad <strong>avel</strong>ums, arc<br />
galaxuls hgavda da arc danadartymuls,<br />
pirvelma SiSma gauara, oRond, kidev ufro<br />
gaumZafra gaurkveveli safrTxis grZnoba. rac<br />
marTalia, marTalia, didi madlobeli var, cota<br />
xniT mainc rom momaSore gazis quraso - uTxra<br />
RimiliT, viTom, ver vxvdebi da arc minda mivxvde,<br />
ratom mixme, ratom gamomiyvane Sinidano. magram<br />
mainc daZabuli, mainc daeWvebuli SeaTvalierebda<br />
xolme saswrafod, rogorc ki gverdze gaixedavda<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi. Sevidnen restoranSi. mainc magidasTan<br />
jobda laparaki qmar-Svilian qalTan da ara xis<br />
Ziras, anda yru kedelTan, rogorc adre<br />
iqceodnen, roca Seyvarebulebi erqvaT, ese igi,<br />
saerTo Weri ar hqondaT da ZaRlebiviT<br />
enagadmogdebulni daZrwodnen mTeli dRe<br />
qalaqSi, win da ukan, zeviT da qveviT, mtkvars<br />
gaRma da mtkvars gamoRma. dafacurdnen <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
nacnobi oficiantebi, Tavze evlebodnen melanias.<br />
TiTqmis yvela juris xalxTan hyavdaT imaT<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi nanaxi, sakuTar meuRlesTan ki ara. indigo<br />
xelzec ki emTxvia, kulturulad, rogorc<br />
inturistis obieqtze mimagrebul Cekists<br />
moeTxoveboda. ra icoda, ra mizniT hyavda <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
aq moyvanili. iman ki ara, TviTon melaniamac ar<br />
icoda, magram alRo Cekistze meti hqonia. Tavis
daWerac ukeTesad exerxeboda. yovel SemTxvevaSi,<br />
TvalTmaqcobda Tu marTla ver xvdeboda, ras<br />
"zeimobda", ris aRsaniSnav sufraze ijda - aseTi<br />
mxiaruli, aseTi kmayofili mas mere aRar unaxavs<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums, pirvelad rom gamoutyda, miyvarxaro. ase<br />
rom, keTilSobileba ki ara, Cveulebrivi,<br />
sayvelpuro, gulis mosafxani boroteba iqneboda<br />
da meti araferi, maincdamainc, axla eTqva <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
misTvis, risi Tqmac, saca samarTalia, gacilebiT<br />
adre ajobebda da cota mogvianebiTac<br />
SeiZleboda. melania ki albaT mis morig<br />
"ucnaurobad" Tvlida am moulodnel, yovlad<br />
gauTvaliswinebel dResaswauls da Rirseuladac<br />
iferebda, afasebda, madlieri iyo mTeli arsebiT.<br />
ukve marTla aRar hqonda mniSvneloba,<br />
momxibvlelad gulwrfeli iyo, Tu momxibvlelad<br />
TamaSobda gulwrfelobas. RimiliT, Tavazianad<br />
elaparakeboda oficiantebs, sxvaTa Soris,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umsac, da madianad, gemrielad miirTmevda<br />
yvelafers (mfrinavebis ar iyos, nerviulobisgan<br />
qalebic modian madaze) da Wiqas Wiqaze clida,<br />
vinZlo male davTvre da iolad avitano, Tuki<br />
desertad rame mware unda damayolebinos Cemma<br />
erTaderTma, ganumeorebelma, mouSorebelma da<br />
mouTokavma siyvarulmao. <strong>avel</strong>umsac Rvinis imedi<br />
hqonda, Rvino gamiadvilebs Tqmaso, magram rac<br />
dro gadioda, miT ufro uazrobad eCveneboda<br />
Tavisi gadawyvetileba, Tumca, mainc iRizianebda<br />
Tavs - ai, axla, ai, axla, ai axlao - oRond, male<br />
wesierad aRarc axsovda, ras apirebda, ra hqonda<br />
Cafiqrebuli, am moulodneli dResaswaulis<br />
CaSxameba melaniasTvis, Tu am moulodneli
dResaswaulisa Tu dResaswaulSi gadazrdili<br />
uazrobis mSvidobianad momTavreba, anu, imiT<br />
dagvirgvineba, riTac erTmaneTisTvis sasurvel,<br />
erTmaneTisTvis gaCenil qalsa da kacs SeuZlia<br />
daagvirgvinos saerTod nebismieri dResaswauli.<br />
mere sanapiroze daxetialobdnen, Camocvenil<br />
foTlebSi dasdevdnen erTmaneTs, Tumca melania<br />
mainc ufro fxizlad iyo, ufro erkveoda Seqmnil<br />
viTarebaSi da dagubuli siciliT igeriebda<br />
mTvral meuRles.
fransuaza ki Rrmad iyo darwmunebuli, saerTod<br />
rom aRar axsovda <strong>avel</strong>ums igi. anda, kidev uaresi -<br />
axsovda, diaxac rom axsovda, magram Segnebulad<br />
ar exmianeboda, raTa dumiliT, yvelasaTvis<br />
erTnairad gasagebi eniT euwyebina - survili,<br />
rogorc mosalodneli iyo, gamiqra da sxva<br />
aRaraferi makavSirebs SenTano. es yvelaze mware,<br />
yvelaze Seuracxmyofeli fiqri gaxldaT<br />
fransuazasi da roca ase fiqrobda, uneburad, win<br />
da ukan iwyebda oTaxSi siaruls, xmamaRla<br />
laparakobda gangeb, umiznod xsnida da xuravda<br />
macivars, rogorme rom amoegdo Tavidan es Rataki,<br />
arafris maqnisi fiqri, rogorc yulabidan,<br />
yulabis gautexavad, erTaderTi Sauriani. da isev<br />
meordeboda yvelaferi. isev elodeboda <strong>avel</strong>ums,<br />
isev ukvirda <strong>avel</strong>umis danaxva da isev morCilad,<br />
sityvis Seubruneblad miacilebda aeroportSi<br />
(xan sadgurSic, Tuki frena ar iyo). <strong>avel</strong>umic,<br />
Cveulebisamebr, isev moulodnelad vardeboda<br />
cidan da isev feTebiT, facafuciT, ugemurad,<br />
umarilod Wamdnen da eWmevinebodnen erTmaneTs.<br />
xan gazafxulis Weqa-quxili aryevda iqaurobas<br />
(yurebze xelafarebuli fransuaza, SiSisagan<br />
adgilze Cakuncxdeboda xolme yovel daquxebaze),<br />
xan cecxlwakidebuli torfis Waobebis mware,<br />
momwvano-moyviTalo kvamliT ivseboda yvelaferi<br />
- quCebic, manqanebic, avtobusebic, saxlebic,<br />
oTaxebic... ufro xSirad ki, rasakvirvelia,<br />
Cveulebrivad mosawyeni, Cveulebrivad uJmuri<br />
zamTris erTferovneba saxlobda aTasnairad<br />
dabambul, SefuTvnil, amoqolil sarkmlebSi da<br />
isinic SeumCnevlad, TiTqos uneblieT
mihyvebodnen drois dinebas. "raRa darCa, RmerTo<br />
Cemo, gaTavda cxovrebao" - wuxda, Relavda,<br />
SfoTavda fransuaza, vidre, erT mSvenier dRes,<br />
mTeli arsebiT (am sityvis sruli mniSvnelobiT)<br />
ar igrZnobda, bolo rom eReboda mis dabneul,<br />
uRuzo, uialqno cxovrebas da dgeboda diadi Jami<br />
eldiTa da SiSiT, imediTa da, TavisTavad cxadia,<br />
Slegi, daudgromeli siyvaruliT moweuli yanis<br />
mkisa. atirebuls gamomeRviZa - viTom isev bavSvi<br />
viyavi. Zalian ucnauri da, CvenSi rom vTqvaT,<br />
Zalian arasasiamovno SegrZneba iyo. ai, ase<br />
vcxovrob uSenod, magram kategoriulad vacxadeb,<br />
literaturul gmirad ar gamovdgebi.<br />
rasakvirvelia, sasiamovnoa Seni mxridan aseTi<br />
yuradReba, magram analogia gaugebaria CemTvis. me<br />
Seni gulisTvis, Tundac Cemi siyvarulis<br />
gulisTvis, sxeuls ki ar vyidi, Seni romanis gmiri<br />
qaliviT, aramed codnas, inteleqts... es ki<br />
sxvadasxva cnebebia. rac Sen momiyevi amwinebze<br />
wignTan dakavSirebiT, namdvilad momwons, magram<br />
ver vgrZnob gmiris prototipad Tavs. me mgoni, mec<br />
da melaniac mxolod Seni wignebisTvis gWirdebiT,<br />
magram eg ar gamova. avjanydebiT. vibrZolebT Cveni<br />
uflebebis dasacavad. kriWinobs, gulSi zeimobs<br />
gamarjvebas. grZnobs, rom fexmZimed aris da es<br />
marTlac didebuli SegrZneba uflebas aZlevs,<br />
melanias gverdiT moixsenios Tavi. da mainc,<br />
rogor midis saqme? ikarosi ukve daiRupa? sxvaTa<br />
Soris, arc Sen ara xar gmiri. SeiZleba, ginda rom<br />
iyo, magram... gmiri Tavis gameZavebul satrfosac<br />
ar akadrebs imas, rasac Sen meubnebi xolme,<br />
gansakuTrebiT simTvraleSi. ese igi, yovelTvis.
gmiri arc amdens dalevs. imitomacaa gmiri. Tu<br />
iqeife da dro atare, satanjvelad droc aRar<br />
dagrCeba. giyvarvar? iqneb dagaviwydi? me ki<br />
veRarafriT dagiviwyeb ukve, gindac Zalian<br />
mindodes. gkocni da erTxel kidev gkocni.
fransuazasTvis namdvilad gadarCenas niSnavda<br />
bavSvis gaCena. yovel SemTxveveSi, aqeT-iqiT<br />
wanwals mainc SeeSveboda (ubralod veRar<br />
moaxerxebda). bolos da bolos, iqac iSovida<br />
SedarebiT mSvid, wesier samsaxurs, iqiravebda<br />
patara, myudro binas (Tuki aucileblad calke<br />
unda yofiliyo, Tavisi damoukideblobis<br />
dasamtkiceblad) da icxovrebda, rogorc sxva<br />
aTasobiT da asi aTasobiT martoxela deda<br />
cxovrobs msoflios nebismier qalaqSi. rac<br />
mTavaria, sul Tvalwin eyoleboda imis<br />
damadasturebeli sabuTi, namdvilad rom ganecada<br />
siyvaruli, ara winaTgrZnoba ubedurebisa, aramed<br />
Tavad ubedureba da TvalnaTliv, xelSesaxebad<br />
ecodineboda, risTvis gaeRo msxverpli, ras<br />
Seswirvoda sakuTari surviliT. amdens TviTonac<br />
xvdeboda da, roca sabolood darwmunda,<br />
fexmZimed varo, bargis Calagebasac Seudga -<br />
naTxovaris dabrunebas, nasesxebis Casesxebas,<br />
nacnob-megobrebTan gamomSvidobebas - dasarCeni<br />
piri rom aRar hqonoda, Tuki bolo wuTas isev<br />
sZlevda sisuste da isev aekideboda romelime<br />
Wkuamokle da enagrZel imeds. rasakvirvelia,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umic aranakleb aaforiaqa am ambavma da<br />
ramdenjerme Cafrinda moskovSi, vidre fransuaza<br />
Sin dasabruneblad emzadeboda, ufro zustad,<br />
xelSekrulebiT dadgenili vadis gasvlas<br />
elodeboda, da Seecada aexsna, ganemarta misTvis,<br />
naklovani mxareebic rom hqonda am movlenas da<br />
SeiZleba metad arasaxarbielo Sedegebic gemoeRo<br />
maTTvis. Tu saerTod ar dausvamda wertils,<br />
albaT ukiduresad gaarTulebda maT<br />
urTierTobas, sxva rom araferi vTqvaT, kidev
ufro gawelavda, gaaWianurebda im gamaognebel<br />
Sualedebs, romelTa Seuvali, ugrZnobeli<br />
sivrceebi isedac daunaneblad Trgunavdnen da<br />
aufasurebdnen maT xanmokle, naucbaTev,<br />
sulmouTqmel Sexvedrebs, rac ar unda<br />
didebulni, ganumeorebelni da Tavbrudamxvevni<br />
yofiliyvnen isini. bolos da bolos, boSa<br />
qaliviT, Cvilatatebuli xom ar ivlida win da<br />
ukan, parizsa da moskovs Soris? xolo, rac<br />
Seexeba <strong>avel</strong>ums, is saerTod arafers ambobda<br />
imaze, isev TviTon rom aRmoCndeboda yvelaze<br />
daCagrulica da uufleboc. marTalia, misTvis<br />
araviTari sicocxle ar SeiZleboda yofiliyo<br />
ukanono, magram nebismier sicocxles erTnairad<br />
sWirdeba yuradRebaca da mzrunvelobac, rasac<br />
veraviTar SemTxvevaSi ver gamoiCenda <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
Tavisi momavali Svilis mimarT da ara marto<br />
geografiuli sirTuleebis gamo. arc imas ambobda,<br />
am movlenasTan dakavSirebiT, kidev ufro rom<br />
gaizrdeboda misi "mniSvneloba" satusaRoSic da,<br />
Tu aqamde cxvirsac ar ayofinebdnen "Sinidan",<br />
axla Seecdebodnen, "Sinac" ganuwyveteli<br />
meTvalyureobis qveS hyolodaT igi, rogorc<br />
ucxoeli da, amdenad arasasurveli bavSvis mama.<br />
arafers ambobda, misi da fransuazas Svili,<br />
kolia-klodisa ar iyos, kidev erTi uneblie<br />
msxverpli, an Tu gnebavT, miniaturuli brZolis<br />
veli rom iqneboda ori samudamod<br />
dapirispirebuli xasiaTisa, mrwamsisa, idealisa,<br />
radgan orbunebovania Tavad samyaros arsi da<br />
iqamde iarsebebs saerTod sicocxle, vidre<br />
iarsebebs sikvdili; iqamde amova mze, vidre
Casvlis unars ar dakargavs da iqamde iqneba<br />
adamiani damonebuli, vidre Tavisuflebis fasi<br />
ecodineba. amdenad, <strong>avel</strong>umsac araferi hqonda<br />
sawinaaRmdego, Tuki samyaros ukeTes naxevarSic<br />
gaaRwevda, miT ufro ase, genis meSveobiT, anu, iqac<br />
iqneboda da aqac, erTdroulad, ramdenadac<br />
adamiani ara marto im garemos tyvea, sadac<br />
gangebam gaaCina, aramed im garemos Semadgenel,<br />
aucilebel nawiladac iqceva xolme, sadac<br />
viRacas mainc axsovs is, sadac viRaca mainc<br />
fiqrobs masze, avad Tu kargad, sadac uyvarT an<br />
sZulT. aqedan gamomdinare, <strong>avel</strong>ums Tu awuxebda,<br />
yvelaze metad is awuxebda, bavSvis gaCenis Semdeg,<br />
fransuaza is rom aRar iqneboda misTvis, rac axla<br />
iyo. ufro metic, ara marto fransuaza, sxvac bevri<br />
ram Seicvleboda da albaT Tavad <strong>avel</strong>umic, xolo<br />
maTi siyvaruli, imperiasTan morkinali daviTi,<br />
TandaTanobiT, marTlac epistolarul JanrSi<br />
gadainacvlebda mxolod, rasac fransuazac<br />
aRniSnavs cota mogvianebiT, ukve samudamod<br />
Seguebuli Tavis erTganzomilebian cxovrebas da<br />
ukve Rrmad darwmunebuli, araviTari saSveli rom<br />
ar arsebobs misTvis am wyeul meoce saukuneSi.<br />
magram fransuazas axla arafris gagoneba ar<br />
undoda, arc naTqvamisa da arc nagulisxmevisa. "ar<br />
Tqva. ar minda. mainc ar gismeno". - iZaxda<br />
gaRizianebulic da gaxarebulic, damfrTxalic<br />
da bednieric erTsa da imave dros, yurTamde<br />
gaxsnil sarkmelSi rvamilioniani qalaqi yrud<br />
gugunebda. TiTqos arc esmoda da arc<br />
ainteresebda mis kedlebSi SemTxveviT<br />
Semofrenili ucxo Citebis "WikWiki", magram,
sinamdvileSi, aTasnairi importuli Tu samamulo<br />
warmoebis aparatura gamalebuli iwerda,<br />
ibeWdavda, iRebda, aRnusxavda da imaxsovrebda<br />
yovel sityvas, nebismier moZraobas, nebismier<br />
mimikas, xmis tembrsa Tu frazis intonacias da<br />
amxela xarjs, Sarvalgamoxeuli saxelmwifo ara<br />
marto SenTvis swevda, moclilo mkiTxvelo,<br />
aramed saerTod kacobriobis naTeli<br />
momavlisTvis. am qalaqma ukve imdeni icoda,<br />
araferi gaukvirdeboda, arc daainteresebda,<br />
magram raki Tavs valdebulad Tvlida, araTu<br />
romelime saqarxno raionSi, aramed mTels<br />
msoflioSi daecva wesrigi, cdilobda araferi<br />
gamorCenoda mxedvelobidan, Citis WikWikis<br />
CaTvliT. es ki, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT,<br />
aucileblobadac iTvleboda im uzarmazari<br />
labirinTis dedaqalaqisaTvis, romelsac sabWoTa<br />
kavSiri erqva da romelSic, knosis labirinTisgan<br />
gansxvavebiT, minotavrze bevrad sazareli<br />
arsebebic cxovrobdnen. sxvaTa Soris, sabWoTa<br />
presis cnobiT, am labirinTis mkvidri iyo is<br />
Tavaziani, marad morcxvad momRimari<br />
profesoric, zust mecnierebaTa doqtori,<br />
romelmac erT wvimian saRamos (rom icodeT,<br />
amasac mniSvneloba aqvs), konservis qilis Jangiani<br />
xufiT yeli gamoWra Svidi wlis gogos da jer<br />
kidev cocxals, jer kidev wvimis gubeSi<br />
mofarTxales, Zlivs gaaxsnevina magrad momuwuli<br />
muSti, liTonis maneTianis wasarTmevad. am<br />
labirinTSi cxovrobda saswrafo daxmarebis<br />
eqimic, aTasnairi satkivariTa Tu CvenebebiT<br />
gawamebulsa da mis imedzeRa darCenil pacientebs
jer rom xocavda da mere aupatiurebda,<br />
ganurCevlad sqesisa da asakisa. am labirinTSi<br />
cxovrobda is Tanamedrove kaciWamia dalaqic,<br />
ukve kargad nasadilevma, sanaZleos gulisTvis,<br />
sami wlis bavSvi rom SeuWama mezoblebs, Tavi ki<br />
karTan daudo, kefiris carieli boTlis gverdiT.<br />
bolos da bolos, am labirinTSi cxovrobdnen<br />
arasrulwlovani meZavebis, loTebis,<br />
narkomanebisa da yvelanairi maniakebis is<br />
uTvalavi jogebi, cxovrebis axal wess rom<br />
amkvidrebdnen ezoebsa Tu sardafebSi, garaJebsa<br />
Tu miwisqveSa gadasasvlelebSi, sadarbazoebsa<br />
Tu liftebSi (albaT gaxsovT, erTxel <strong>avel</strong>umic<br />
gadaeyara imaT) da romlebisTvisac sulerTi iyo,<br />
visTan, ris gamo amoanTxevdnen TavianT geslsa da<br />
mrisxanebas, TiTqos xelovnuri meTodiT<br />
gavrcelebuls maT Soris, umisamarTos,<br />
ganurCevels da, amdenad, kidev ufro metad<br />
uazrosa da saxifaTos, swored Tavisi<br />
umisamarTobiTa da ganurCevlobiT. ase rom,<br />
TiTqos araviTari mniSvneloba ar unda hqonoda am<br />
qalaqisaTvis, daibadeboda Tu ara kidev erTi<br />
ukanono bavSvi, magram rac axla am saqarxno<br />
raionis erT-erTi tipiuri saxlis merve<br />
sarTulze xdeboda, rogorc ukve vTqviT, misxalmisxal,<br />
sityva-sityviT, nabij-nabij aRinusxeboda<br />
aTasnairi moyurade, moTvalTvale, gadamRebi Tu<br />
gadamcemi manqanis meSveobiT; imeorebdnen,<br />
izepirebdnen da samudamod imaxsovrebdnen<br />
yvelafers eleqtronuli tvinebi, roca pirvel<br />
sarTulze, afTiaqSi, zed miwis pirze, araTu,<br />
vTqvaT, naRvlis buStis Casawynarebeli wamali,
aramed Cveulebrivi, baqos gamoSvebuli<br />
prezervativic ar iSoveboda.
fransuaza, marTalia, Tavs gamarjvebulad<br />
Tvlida, magram aSkarad damarcxebuliviT<br />
gamoiyureboda - yvelaferi aRizianebda,<br />
yvelafrisa eSinoda, yvelafers yuradRebas<br />
aqcevda da ganuwyvetliv iqeqeboda samedicino<br />
cnobarebSi. nebismier bebiaqalze naklebad ar<br />
icoda, rodis rogor unda moqceuliyo, ra<br />
garTulebebi SeiZleboda mohyoloda mSobiarobas<br />
da ranairi, ramdennairi gansacdeli aRar<br />
elodeboda Cvils, vidre daibadeboda, anda vidre<br />
sakuTari TvaliT darwmundeboda mSobeli,<br />
yvelaferi Tavis adgilze rom hqonda mis naSiers,<br />
Tundac, araferi rom ar hqonda zedmeti, garda<br />
imisa, rac nebismieri (gindac ukanono)<br />
bavSvisTvisaa gaTvaliswinebuli Tavidanve,<br />
dabadebamde. <strong>avel</strong>umTanac sul momaval Svilze<br />
laparakobda, marCielobda - biWi iqneboda Tu<br />
gogo - ra unda daerqmiaT biWisTvis da ra<br />
gogosTvis, erTnairad mJReri da erTnairad<br />
misaRebi rom yofiliyo qarTuladac da<br />
franguladac. rasakvirvelia, eSinoda<br />
mSobiarobisa, magram mosalodneli tkivilis gamo<br />
ki ara, vaiTu ver SevZloo. magram<br />
moTminebadakarguli <strong>avel</strong>umi rom uyvirebda, eg<br />
yvela mdedrobiTi sqesis arsebas SeuZliao, axla<br />
imaze swuxda da SfoTavda, iZulebuli rom<br />
gaxdeboda, bavSvi Tavidanve xelovnur kvebaze<br />
gadaeyvana, radgan bavSvis patroni ufro ver<br />
gaCerdeboda usamsaxurod da, amave dros, ufro<br />
gauWirdeboda mSoblebis kmayofaze yofna.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisTvis Zneli iyo amis mosmena, guli exeoda<br />
sibrazisgan, magram arc imis ufleba hqonda,
Careuliyo fransuazas saojaxo saqmeebSi, raki<br />
TviTon am saqmeebSi veraviTar monawileobas ver<br />
miiRebda, rogorc ar unda gamoedo Tavi. amitom,<br />
isev xumrobda, ra Tqma unda, naZaladevad -<br />
Tbiliseli gogoebi saerTod imitom aCenen<br />
Svilebs, xelovnuri rZis fxvnili rom Camoitanon<br />
ucxoeTidano. ise, <strong>avel</strong>umis azriT, dedis gumans<br />
ufro iyvnen isini ayolilni, vidre fexis xmas,<br />
radgan, Zalian male, xelovnuri rZiT gazrdili<br />
bavSvebi gacilebiT ukeT Seeguebodnen aseve<br />
xelovnur yofas, romelic Tavis mxriv, dRiTi-dRe<br />
ufro mtkiced moikidebda fexs mTel qveyanaze.<br />
male yvelaferi xelovnuri iqneboda, ara marto<br />
dedis rZe, aramed haeric, wyalic, puric da ara<br />
marto romelime organo adamianisa, sasqeso an<br />
sasunTqi, aramed mTlianad adamiani. aqeTken<br />
miviswrafviT yvelani Tavqudmoglejilebio -<br />
icinoda mrisxanebisgan ybamoqceuli <strong>avel</strong>umi - da<br />
rac ufro samwuxaroa, romeliRac sawyali, Tavis<br />
Tavis ubeduri kleopatra kakulia ki ara, Tqven,<br />
kacobriobis saukeTeso nawilis warmomadgenlebi<br />
aRmoCndiT amis moTavenio. fransuaza uxmod<br />
eTanxmeboda, mis mxarze Tavmidebuli, gatrunuli<br />
(SeiZleba, momaval Svilze fiqrobda isev da arc<br />
usmenda), magram <strong>avel</strong>umi rolSi rom Sevida,<br />
Cveulebisamebr rom aRegzno sakuTari<br />
nalaparakeviT da axla uaxloes teqnikur<br />
saocrebas - eleqtrowignebs - gadaswvda,<br />
romlebsac iqauri, dasavleTeli komentatorebis<br />
azriT, Turme, didi momavali elodebodaT da<br />
safuZvlianad damkvidrebis Semdeg, bolos da<br />
bolos, Zlivs naswavl kiTxvasac gadaaCvevdnen
adamians, anu, daakargvinebdnen sakuTar sulSi<br />
CaRrmavebis, brboSi ganmartovebisa Tu sxvaTa<br />
tkivilis, sxvaTa gansacdelis gaTavisebis unars,<br />
ris Sedegadac kargad gawvrTnil cxovelad, anda<br />
kargad informirebul manqanad gadaiqceoda<br />
adamiani - veRar gauZlo, sawolidan wamovarda da<br />
Ria sarkmlis rafaze Sexta uceb. ise<br />
moulodnelad moxda yvelaferi, <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
gaocebisgan ena Cauvarda. "ar momekaro! ar<br />
momekaroT! arafris gagoneba aRar mindao!" -<br />
yviroda siciliT, viTom marTla apirebda<br />
sarkmlidan gadaxtomas da, imave dros, viTom<br />
mxolod aSinebda <strong>avel</strong>ums. erTi fexi Tu oTaxis<br />
mxares edga rafaze, meore - quCis mxares, mziT<br />
gamTbar Tunuqze. quCa ki yrud gugunebda da<br />
nirwamxdari, gaognebuli <strong>avel</strong>umi jer isev<br />
sawolidan uRimoda uazrod fanjris rafaze<br />
gareul katasaviT afofril fransuazas. Tavisi<br />
WkuiT, am uazro RimiliT apirebda (an sxva ra unda<br />
moemoqmeda?!), Caecxro misi aRtkineba, xumrobaSi<br />
gadaetana yvelaferi da, rac mTavaria, rogorme<br />
mSvidobianad Camoeyvana fanjris rafidan. is ki,<br />
fransuaza TiTqos arc apirebda iqidan Camosvlas,<br />
TiTqos moswonda kidec iq dgoma, sivrcesTan,<br />
simaRlesTan TamaSi. fexSiSveli, perangis amara<br />
idga rafaze, mTeli qalaqis dasanaxad, viTom misi<br />
arafrad Camgdebi, magram gulisamaCuyeblad<br />
daucveli da, imave dros, mTeli arsebiT<br />
ganwyobili, mTeli arsebiT momzadebuli Tavisi<br />
diadi ganzraxvis aRsasruleblad, Tavisi diadi<br />
ganzraxvis dasacavad yvelafrisgan, yvelasgan da,<br />
pirvel rigSi, Tavad <strong>avel</strong>umisgan.
Sin dabrunebul fransuazas erTi ucnauri<br />
sizmari dasCemda, imdenad ucnauri,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisTvisac ver moeyola (mereRa mouyva, roca<br />
mSvidobianad damTavrda yvelaferi). piriqiT,<br />
swored <strong>avel</strong>umTan erideboda amis gamomJRavneba,<br />
ramdenadac misi azriT, <strong>avel</strong>umi iyo mTavari<br />
damnaSave. yovel SemTxvevaSi, <strong>avel</strong>umis SeTxzuli<br />
ambebi, romlebsac didi mgznebarebiT uyveboda<br />
xolme TviTonve, aSkarad arajansaR zemoqmedebas<br />
axdendnen mis sulsa da gonebaze, im idumal,<br />
uxilav, amoucnob manqanaze, romlis meSveobiTac<br />
saerTod ibadebian sizmrebi da Cveni arsebis<br />
Cabnelebul "darbazSi" uwyvetad miedinebian<br />
daucxromeli cnobismoyvareobis "ekranze".<br />
fransuazas cnobismoyvareobis "ekranze" ki, sul<br />
cota, bolo Svidi wlis manZilze, marTlac<br />
ganuwyvetliv miedinebodnen Semzaravi,<br />
warmoudgeneli, gulis gamxeTqavi Cvenebebi,<br />
romelTa wyaroc, raRa Tqma unda, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
mwerluri fantazia gaxldaT, calkeuli<br />
epizodebi misi bolo romanisa, saidanac, axla<br />
ukve miTologiur gmirad gardaqmnili, "minosis<br />
Teatrs" saswaulad gadarCenili, gameZavebuli<br />
satrfos codviT galaxuli da Svilis (Svilebis)<br />
sisxlSi amoTxvrili, bolos da bolos, TviTonac<br />
unda amofreniliyo da xelovnuri frTebis<br />
farTxuniT, darCenili sicocxle maradiuli<br />
sinaTlisken efrina, mTeli kacobriobis<br />
dasanaxad. fransuazas sizmaric am romanis<br />
epizods hgavda, oRond, piradi gancdebisa da<br />
warmodgenebis Sesabamisad gadamuSavebuls.<br />
sizmars parizSi xedavda, magram aSkarad aq
xdeboda yvelaferi, sapyrobileSi. sapyrobileSi<br />
mSobiarobda viTom da, rac yvelaze metad<br />
awuxebda, eCoTireboda - <strong>avel</strong>umisa da melanias<br />
TandaswrebiT. melanias, ratomRac mzareulis<br />
maRali CaCi exura Tavze da TeTri winsafari ekeTa.<br />
mologinebaSi exmareboda fransuazas, magram<br />
rogorc ki xelSi iyvanda axalSobils,<br />
axalSobili CitiviT frTxialebda da xelidan<br />
usxlteboda. zurgze vazis foTlis xela, vazis<br />
foToliviT daWmuWnuli frTebi amosvloda viTom<br />
da axla am frTebs gamwarebuli iqnevda, Tavs<br />
imagrebda haerSi, TiTqos saknidan gasasvlels<br />
daeZebda brmad da waramara TaviT awydeboda<br />
kedels. pirveli viTom <strong>avel</strong>umi modioda gonze da<br />
ucnaur arsebas dasaWerad etaneboda. magram brma,<br />
Tvalebze jer kidev librgadakruli Cvili,<br />
TiTqos sxeuliT grZnobda, saidan eloda safrTxe<br />
da swored maSin Setrialdeboda xolme haerSi,<br />
roca <strong>avel</strong>ums xelis misawvdenad aRaraferi<br />
aklda. mere, viTom, TviTon Cvils eleoda araqaTi<br />
am uazro freniT da sacodavad afarTxalebuli,<br />
Tavpirdasisxlianebuli, xorklian kedelze<br />
Camoxoxialebuli, pirdapir xelebSi uvardeboda<br />
Tavis ukanono mamas. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki, viTom melanias<br />
awvdida Tavis naSiers, sisxls mobans da<br />
mouvliso, magram melanias, viTom, uzarmazari<br />
makrateli amohqonda winsafris jibidan da<br />
aRnavlebul Cvils ZirSi aWrida frTebs. "es<br />
namdvilad zedmetia, uaresad daitanjeba am<br />
sakanSio", - ambobda, viTom, melania, magram<br />
frTebis gadanaWrebidan, viTom, sisxlis ori<br />
Sadrevani ifeTqebda uceb da male yvelaferi
sisxlis aqafebuli, wiTlad mbzinavi zRviT<br />
ifareboda, Tavad zRvis zedapiri ki - riRaTi aRar<br />
- yovlad uvargisi, yavlgasuli, saxeSecvlili,<br />
funqciadakarguli nivTebiT (rac wlebis,<br />
saukuneebis manZilze Cauzidavs adamians<br />
sardafebSi) da sardafebis kanonier binadarTa<br />
gaberili, gafSekili gvamebiT. sxvaTa Soris,<br />
viTom, fridrixis muyaos saxlsac Camoatarebda<br />
dineba, fridrixianad, romelic sarkmlidan<br />
iyureboda arxeinad, ulvaSebacmacunebuli,<br />
rogorc virTxebis noe - Tavis saimedo kidobnidan.<br />
fransuaza ki gaoflili, damfrTxali,<br />
agangaSebuli iRviZebda, Zlivs TavdaRweuli am<br />
ucnaur sizmars da mere, sakuTari gulis baguns<br />
miyuradebuli, didxans iwva sibneleSi<br />
gaunZrevlad. magram, sabednierod, bavSvi<br />
janmrTeli da yovelmxriv normaluri daibada. ai,<br />
axlaxans, gogo SegeZina da imedia, Senc CemsaviT<br />
bednieri xaro - swerda imave dRes <strong>avel</strong>ums parizis<br />
samSobiaro saxlidan. werilSi, rasakvirvelia,<br />
axalgazrda dedisTvis damaxasiaTebeli<br />
pedanturobiT, miTiTebuli iyo axalSobili<br />
sicocxlis yvela monacemi: 3 kg-sa da 90 gr-s<br />
iwonida, sigrZiT 49 sm-s aRaraferi aklda, bevri<br />
eZina, kargad Wamda, Tqven warmoidgineT, ukve<br />
iRimeboda kidec da, rac mTavaria, Zalian, Zalian<br />
hgavda mamas, imdenad rom, yvela eqimi erTnairad<br />
ekiTxeboda Turme fransuazas, saidan xaro, da<br />
roca fransuaza pasuxobdaT, aqauri var,<br />
parizelio, gulwrfelad ukvirdaT. Tixis<br />
afrikul Tojinas hgavs, oRond jer kidev<br />
gasaSrobsa da gamosawvavso - xumrobda, xarobda,
trabaxobda, zeimobda fransuaza. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki am<br />
dros, centralur komitetSi ijda, cekas Cekas<br />
sakmaod vrcel kabinetSi da amaod cdilobda<br />
gaerkvia, risTvis daebarebinaT aq, marTla viRac<br />
Svedi turistebis vinaobisa Tu kidev sxva raRacis<br />
dasadgenad. magram im "sxva raRacas", TviTonve<br />
Segnebulad uvlida gverds gunebaSi, fiqrisac<br />
eSinoda, radgan darwmunebuli iyo, aucileblad<br />
fransuazasTan iqneboda dakavSirebuli da aseve<br />
aucileblad orivesTvis sazianod.
cekas Cekam viTom eSmakurad rom Seapara<br />
laparakSi, ra kavSiri gaqvs SvedeTTano, pirvelad<br />
verc mixvda, ras ekiTxebodnen, ra kavSiri<br />
SeiZleboda hqonoda mas SvedeTTan (safrangeTi<br />
rom eTqvaT, kidev xo!), miT ufro, saqarTvelos<br />
centraluri komitetisTvis saintereso, magram<br />
isev cekas Ceka rom waeSvela, ufro rom<br />
daukonkreta SekiTxva - am axlo warsulSi vinmes<br />
xom ar Sexvedrixar iqidan Camosulso - rogor<br />
arao - SesZaxa gaxarebulma. Tumca, cota ar iyos,<br />
gaukvirda kidec (arc es daumalavs), ratom ar<br />
unda scodnoda es ambavi centralur komitets<br />
aqamde, roca misi azriT, Tavad xelisufleba<br />
gacilebiT aqtiurad monawileobda am SexvedraSi<br />
(indigo iyo Suakacica da Tarjimanic), vidre<br />
TviTon. am ramdenime Tvis win sastumro "iveriis"<br />
vestibiulSi marTla Sexvda Sved mandilosnebs,<br />
magram indigos TandaswrebiT, radgan kargad<br />
icoda, sad cxovrobda da riTi SeiZleboda<br />
damTavrebuliyo misTvis (da ara marto misTvis) es<br />
yovlad uwyinari, mxolod da mxolod,<br />
Tavazianobis gamomxatveli viziti. ase rom,<br />
saWiroebis SemTxvevaSi, Tuki saqme aqamde<br />
mividoda (aki mivida kidec!), SeeZleboda isev<br />
xelisuflebis saidumlo agenti daemowmebina,<br />
"adgili rom ar hqonia am vizitis dros arc<br />
savaluto operaciasa da arc porno Tu<br />
politliteraturis gadacemis faqts". Svedi<br />
mandilosnebic Cveulebrivi turistebi iyvnen,<br />
asaksgadacilebulni, Svedebis kvalobaze sakmaod<br />
Seuxedavebic, magram gindac "abbas" gogoebi<br />
yofiliyvnen, <strong>avel</strong>umi mainc ver darCeboda imaTTan
didxans. imaTac mxolod mokiTxva gadasces<br />
moskoveli poetisgan, romelic erTxel, Tavis<br />
xmawasul meuRlesTan erTad, sruliad<br />
moulodnelad gamoecxada <strong>avel</strong>ums simTvraleSi<br />
da romelic, sinamdvileSi, sakmaod cnobili<br />
poeti gaxldaT, gansakuTrebiT ucxoelebisTvis,<br />
pirvel rigSi, swored moskovuri warmomavlobis<br />
gamo. moskoveli poeti, Tavis mxriv, rekomendacias<br />
uwevda ucxoel stumrebs, TbilisSi yofnisas, misi<br />
saxeliT miemarTaT <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis, adgilobrivi<br />
mniSvnelobis poetisTvis, Tuki undodaT "egrZnoT<br />
da egemaT iqauri egzotikuri siameni".<br />
rasakvirvelia undodaT, magram verc igrZnes da<br />
verc igemes - <strong>avel</strong>ums ar ecala, ar SeeZlo,<br />
ekaekaterinekato hyavda avad da wamalze garboda,<br />
ris gamoc germanulad (indigos piriT) moubodiSa<br />
Sved mandilosnebs da es wamieri, umniSvnelo<br />
Sexvedra daviwyebis mdinares gaatana Tavisi<br />
WkuiT. "indigo Tqveni kaci megona da amitom<br />
daviswari saubarzeo" - Tqva RimiliT, fexi fexze<br />
gadadebulma, magram mainc daZabulma, mainc<br />
raRacis, gaurkvevlis momlodinem. indigo ara<br />
marto Segnebulad, aramed garkveuli<br />
kmayofilebiTac "CauSva", radgan indigos<br />
saqcieli pirwavardnili usindisoba iyo da ara,<br />
vqvaT, samsaxurebrivi movaleobis patiosnad<br />
(Tundac, iZulebiT) aRsruleba, risi araTu gageba,<br />
aramed patiebac SeiZleba da ara erTxel da orjer<br />
gaugiaT da upatiebiaT imave indigosaTvis. bolos<br />
da bolos, yvela Tavis saqmes akeTebs, rac ar unda<br />
binZuri iyos Tavad saqme, magram amjerad, pirvel<br />
rigSi Tavisianebs atyuebda indigo, imaT urevda
kvals, anu, arafris gamo texta gangaSs, vinZlo<br />
erTi zedmeti sityvieri madloba, anda erTi<br />
zedmeti fuladi jildo daemsaxurebina, viTom<br />
sanimuSi sifxizlisa da operatiulobisaTvis.<br />
"indigos hkiTxeT da is getyviT, ra kavSiri maqvs<br />
SvedeTTano" - indigos mxilebiT ifxanda guls avi<br />
winaTgrZnobiT aforiaqebuli <strong>avel</strong>umi, magram arc<br />
is gaukvirdeboda, Tavad xelisuflebisgan<br />
yofiliyo "CaSvebuli" indigo, sxva ufro<br />
seriozuli miznis misaRwevad. swored im miznis<br />
amocnobas cdilobda <strong>avel</strong>umic amaod. Svedi<br />
qalebi cekas Cekas sityvis masalad sWirdeboda<br />
mxolod da, marTlac, rogorc ki moTavda tyuili<br />
laparaki, cekas Ceka didis ambiT gadmoixara<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisken, ufro dauaxlovda, da, rogorc<br />
deteqtiur filmebSi xdeba xolme, ramdenime<br />
suraTi daudo win - vis icnob amaTgano. yvela<br />
suraTze erTi da igive xalxi iyo aRbeWdili -<br />
erTi qali da sami kaci - da ra TanmimdevrobiTac<br />
ar unda damdgariyvnen isini, arsebiTad araferi<br />
icvleboda, rogorc jami ar icvleba SesakrebTa<br />
gadaadgilebiT. qali, rogorc Tavad mixvdiT,<br />
fransuaza gaxldaT, xolo kacebi imdenad<br />
ucxoebi, imdenad ucnobebi iyvnen, jer gaukvirda<br />
fransuazas danaxva imaT gverdiT, mere gabrazda<br />
fransuazaze, erTnairi RimiliT rom<br />
Semoscqeroda yvela suraTidan, TiTqos is ucxo<br />
mamakacebi imisTvisac iseTive ucxoni unda<br />
yofiliyvnen, rogorebic misTvis iyvnen; bolos ki,<br />
sisxlis gamyinavi, eWvianobis magvari grZnoba<br />
daeufla uceb, yovlad suleluri, magram sakmaod<br />
Zlieri, raTa gaRizianebuliyo, TiTqos am sami
mamakacidan romeliRaca (arada, ZmebiviT gavdnen<br />
erTmaneTs, asakis Sesaferisad moboSebulmoCaCulni.<br />
masze ufrosi Tu ara, umcrosi arc<br />
erTi ar iqneboda), fransuazas sayvareli, anda<br />
qmari unda yofiliyo da <strong>avel</strong>umis Rirsebis<br />
damcvel Cekas axla misTvisac unda aexila Tvali -<br />
ai, aseTi siyvaruli ician ucxoelma qalebmao. "ai,<br />
amas vicnobo" - ar daamTavrebina sityva cekas Cekas<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma da TiTi iseTi ZaliT ataka fransuazas<br />
saxeSi, TiTqos isic igrZnobda da etkineboda,<br />
rogorc Tavad etkina TiTi. "sxvebs? sxvebs ar<br />
icnobo?" - dauyvava, sTxova cekas Cekam RimiliT.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums ki gaecina, radgan uceb mixvda, ra kuWis<br />
wvac hqonda, risi gageba ainteresebda mas. mas<br />
ainteresebda, ra gzas airCevda <strong>avel</strong>umi: uaryofda<br />
Tu scnobda Tavis ukanono Svils, romelic etyoba<br />
ukve dabadebuliyo misgan usaSvelod Sors, sxva<br />
cis qveS da sxva miwaze, ris Semdegac <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
"gataceba" ucxoeli qaliT saxelmwifos TvalSi,<br />
rasakvirvelia, ufro seriozul, ufro<br />
damafiqrebel, ufro damaeWvebel elfers iRebda,<br />
rasakvirvelia, isev da isev <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
interesebidan gamomdinare. "ra gacinebso" -<br />
gulwrfelad gaukvirda cekas Cekas. mere,<br />
idayvebiT magidas dayrdnobili (marjvena idayvis<br />
qveS erT-erTi suraTi moibrica), win gadmoixara<br />
(TiTqos sadac ijda, iqidan ver gaagonebda) da<br />
uTxra: sruliad utyuari, axlaxans miRebuli<br />
(rasakvirvelia, moskovidan) cnobebiT, Tqveni<br />
frangi megobari jaSuSi unda iyos da ase arxeinad<br />
jdomasa da sicils (es ar uTqvams, es<br />
igulisxmeboda), is girCevnia, rogorme daamtkico,
Cven rom vcdebiTo. etyoba, marTla Zalian<br />
SeeSfoTebina saxelmwifo <strong>avel</strong>umis ukanono<br />
bavSvis gamoCenas horizontze, rac upirveles<br />
yovlisa, <strong>avel</strong>umis simtkicis, <strong>avel</strong>umis sijiutisa<br />
da saxelmwifos sisustis, saxelmwifos<br />
uyuradRebobis dadastureba gaxldaT. sxvanairad<br />
rom vTqvaT, saxelmwifos ver Seesrulebina<br />
politikuri prezervativis roli da axla<br />
cdilobda, <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis gadaebralebina Tavisi<br />
umaqnisoba. <strong>avel</strong>ums ki ecineboda da Zlivs<br />
akavebda enaze momdgar SekiTxvas: barem isic<br />
miTxariT, biWi myavs Tu gogoo. bedad, im xanebSi,<br />
amgvar sakiTxebTan dakavSirebiT - ucxoelebTan<br />
nacnob-megobruli, naTesauri, kulturuli,<br />
gnebavT, seqsualuri urTierTobebi,<br />
rasakvirvelia, aSkarad politikurisa da, miT<br />
ufro, jaSuSuris gamoklebiT - saxelmwifos<br />
mxridan garkveuli lmobiereba Tu ara, erTgvari<br />
gulgriloba namdvilad SeimCneoda. yovel<br />
SemTxvevaSi, amgvari "danaSaulisaTvis" aSkarad<br />
aravin isjeboda. Txoulobdnen ucxoelebs,<br />
Txovdebodnen ucxoelebze da ase Semdeg. mokled,<br />
daaxloebiT iseTive urTierToba hqondaT<br />
sabWoelebs ucxoelebTan, rogorc warRvnamdel<br />
adamianebs ciT movlenil angelosebTan.<br />
marTalia, <strong>avel</strong>ums jer mainc ar uSvebdnen<br />
sazRvargareT, magram SeZlebisdagvarad<br />
agrZnobinebdnen, SesaZlebeli rom iqneboda<br />
amgvari ram, Tuki isic wavidoda garkveul<br />
daTmobebze, anu, maradiul grZnobebs droebiTi<br />
kavSirebiT Secvlida, siyvaruls - garTobiT, ese<br />
igi, mipatiJeba nebismieri sxva qveynidan
mouvidoda da ara maincdamainc safrangeTidan.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums ki, maincdamainc, safrangeTSi undoda<br />
wasvla, radgan, maincdamainc safrangeTSi<br />
elodeboda Tavisi eSu da es <strong>avel</strong>umze kargad imaT<br />
icodnen, visac misi gaSveba-argaSveba evaleboda.<br />
saiTac geneboT, oRond parizs ar girCevTo -<br />
Tavazianad iSorebdnen Tavidan, TiTqos wasvlas<br />
ki ar ukrZalavdnen, ufrTxildebodnen - TiTqos<br />
parizi iyo yvelanairi sisaZaglis bude da iq<br />
Casul kacs kargi araferi elodeboda. naTqvamia,<br />
munjis ena dedam iciso, magram munjsac esmis<br />
dedisa da, raRa Tqma unda, <strong>avel</strong>umsac kargad<br />
esmoda maTi. amitomac iyo gamoketili sakanSi,<br />
Tavis gmirebTan erTad, oRond, gmirebs ki ar<br />
akeTebinebda, risi gakeTebac Tavad ar SeeZlo,<br />
aramed misganve Seqmnil adamians gmirobad<br />
uTvlida imas, rasac Tavad iZulebiT itanda. raki<br />
ise ver cxovrobda, rogorc undoda, cxovrobda -<br />
rogorc SeeZlo. magram raki upartio kaci<br />
centralur komitetSi daibares da raki iqamde<br />
yrud daxuruli frCxilebi erTbaSad gaxsnes,<br />
isini ara marto <strong>avel</strong>umis kretin eSus<br />
gamoacxadebdnen jaSuSad, Tavis ukanono<br />
Svilianad (dafrTxeba da gaanebebs <strong>avel</strong>ums Tavs,<br />
aba ras izamso!), aramed iZulebulni Seiqnebodnen<br />
(hm, hm...), <strong>avel</strong>umis ojaxuri keTildReobaca da<br />
misi mwerluri Rirsebac daekidaT fexebze<br />
(TiTqos iqamde Zalian afasebdnen da<br />
ufrTxildebodnen) da ise moqceodnen, rogorc<br />
Cveulebriv antisaxelmwifoebriv elements<br />
ekadreboda. <strong>avel</strong>ums ki mainc ecineboda, ra Tqma<br />
unda, nerviulobisgan, emociuri, gonebrivi,<br />
fizikuri daZabulobis gamo da imis
warmodgenazec, misi uaxloesi megobari da<br />
Tanamokalme (Tqveni mona-morCili), SiSisgan<br />
Tvalebdayvlepili, sagonebelSi Cavardnili,<br />
bolTas rogor scemda rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze, mTavrobis<br />
sasaxlis win, pionerTa da kavSirgabmulobis<br />
sasaxleebs Soris - uimisod Tavcocxali ar<br />
moicvlida iqidan fexs - da ukve imaze fiqrobda,<br />
ra Seegzavna, saerTod risi Segzavna SeiZleboda<br />
patimrisaTvis partiis centralur komitetSi.
cxovreba ki Tavisi gziT midioda. iseTi<br />
daRlili vbrundebi Sin, gauxdels meZineba. isic<br />
gasusuli wevs. Segnebulad ar tiris.<br />
mifrTxildeba, imitom, rom imas ufro vWirdebi,<br />
vidre Sen. xa, xa! ai, isev vbrazdebi. ara, gadamiara.<br />
me aq bavSvi gavaCine da Sen mand muceli gtkioda,<br />
ara?! zRvis piras goravdi silaze?! tyui<br />
yvelafers. carieli sityvebia. icocxle,<br />
sityvebis SerCeva ici, magram yvela erTnairad<br />
tyuiliTaa savse. amisTvisac madloba. roca<br />
gWirdeba, tyuilsac daijereb. aseTia adamiani, miT<br />
ufro ki - qali. rogorc albaT mixvdi, me ukve<br />
vmsaxurob. dilis eqvsze vdgebi da saRamos Svidze<br />
vbrundebi. xandaxan maviwydeba kidec, rogor<br />
gamoiyureba da giJiviTa var, adgils ver vpoulob,<br />
vidre davinaxavde. isev dedaCemi uvlis da erTi<br />
marokoeli gogo modis kviraSi erTxel. esec<br />
SeRavaTia. sawyali deda. cudi Svili var. ar<br />
gainteresebs? marokoelze gekiTxebi. me mgoni,<br />
kargi iqneboda Seni koleqciisTvis, Tundac<br />
eTnografiuli TvalsazrisiT. arc me var kargi<br />
deda, Tqveni kleopatra kakuliasi ar iyos. ZuZu<br />
ver vaWame. ar moxerxda. samagierod, sami kvirisa<br />
ukve forToxlis wvens miirTmevda. bostneulsac.<br />
saerTod, siamovnebiT ylapavs yvelafers.<br />
mamamisiviT uyvars gemrieli saWmeli. Tu ici, vin<br />
aris mamaSeni meTqi, davyvireb xandaxan. is ki<br />
icinis. imanWeba, fexebs asavsavebs siamovnebisgan.<br />
Sen ki jer arc ginaxavs da RmerTma icis, rodis<br />
naxav. am TvalsazrisiT, ra Tqma unda, Senze ukeTes<br />
dReSi var. madloba RmerTs! marTlac, pirvelad<br />
rom naxa <strong>avel</strong>umma Tavisi ukanono Svili, is ukve
cameti wlis gogo iyo da esec "perestroikis"<br />
damsaxureba ufro gaxldaT, vidre Tavad<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisa. erT mSvenier dRes, daibares da uTxres,<br />
maincdamainc parizSi unda waxvideo da isic<br />
wavida, magram im ramdenime dRis ganmavlobaSi,<br />
gadabmulad, ori saaTic ar yofilan albaT erTad<br />
- dilidanve romeliRac sazogadoebisa Tu<br />
gamomcemlobis sxdomaTa darbazSi ijda,<br />
gamouZinari, mTqnarebamoreuli - da mainc, ise<br />
ubralod, ise uSualod eWira Tavi mis ukanono<br />
Svils, TiTqos es cameti weli sul mamis gverdiT<br />
gaetarebinos. samagierod, ganSoreba ganicada<br />
Zalian. cremlad daiRvara sadgurSi, sadac isa da<br />
bebiamisi gaiyvanes fransuazam da <strong>avel</strong>umma mzis<br />
amosvlis kunZulze gasamgzavreblad. <strong>avel</strong>umic<br />
meore dRes, dilauTenia unda gafreniliyo<br />
moskovSi, Tavis "mxleblebTan" erTad.<br />
"mxleblebi" delegaciis danarCen or wevrs<br />
Searqva xumrobiT - erT qarTvel da erT rus<br />
mwerals - romlebic ZiriTadad <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
samwyemsavad iyvnen, etyoba, Seyvanilni<br />
delegaciaSi, radgan is ramdenime dRe <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
dasdevdnen kudSi, an <strong>avel</strong>ums elodebodnen sadme,<br />
an <strong>avel</strong>umis SegvianebiT SeSfoTebulni, erTmaneTs<br />
eCxubebodnen, erTmaneTs amtyunebdnen - ara Sen<br />
gauSvi da ara Seno. <strong>avel</strong>ummac is ramdenime dRe<br />
sul imaT ferebaSi, sul imaT pativiscemaSi<br />
gaatara, sul imaT Serigebas undeboda. iqiT<br />
uvlidaT da patronobdaT. fransuazas<br />
mSoblebTanac hyavda sadilze da, maTi xaTriT,<br />
batonma relum sul yanwebiT sva burgunduli<br />
Rvino. pigalic daaTvalierebina (rasakvirvelia,
fransuazas fulebiT), Tavis striptizian-yavianad<br />
da fransuazasTan gamosamSvidobebel vaxSamzec<br />
daiswro, Sin dabrunebulebs, rame cudi rom ar<br />
CaeweraT delegaciis mesame wverze TavianT axsnaganmartebiT<br />
baraTebSi. amisi eSinoda<br />
fransuazasac da aCqarebda, mklavze eqaCeboda<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums, magra imas mainc ver mouTmina gulma da<br />
isev vagonTan mibrunda, erTxel kidev rom Seevlo<br />
SvilisTvis Tvali, Tundac malulad, vidre kidev<br />
iyo amis SesaZlebloba. vagonSi jer kidev aqa-iq,<br />
kanti-kuntad isxdnen mgzavrebi. gulamoskvnili,<br />
cxare, magram ukve Senelebuli cremliT tiroda<br />
bebiis mkerdze mixutebuli. bebia ki cremlsa<br />
swmendda, drogamoSvebiT, muWSi moWmuWnuli<br />
cxvirsaxociT. arc erTs ar daunaxavs <strong>avel</strong>umi,<br />
arada, im wuTas albaT orive masze fiqrobda - is<br />
warmarTavda, uneblieT, orives safiqrals. erTi<br />
bavSvuri gulubryvilobiT mistiroda, qveyanaze<br />
gabutuli - ver gaego, ratom daaSores Zlivs<br />
gacnobil mamas ase uceb da es atirebda cxare<br />
cremliT, Tavi rom SevikavoT ufro Rrma, ufro<br />
idumali da ufro mniSvnelovani mizezebis<br />
Ziebisagan. meores ki cxovrebiseuli gamocdileba<br />
da, rac mTavaria, misi frTis qveS gazrdili<br />
bartyis bedi afiqrebda da, aqedan gamomdinare,<br />
sagonebelSi iyo Cavardnili, anu, icoda, rom ver<br />
gaarkvevda da mainc cdilobda gaerkvia, ra<br />
SeiZleboda mohyoloda, riTi SeiZleboda<br />
damTavrebuliyo es gauTavebeli SexvedraganSorebebi<br />
saerTod da, upirveles yovlisa,<br />
kerZod misi SviliSvilisaTvis, romelsac axla,<br />
sakuTar fiqrebSi danTqmuli, verc aRiqvamda
wesierad da mxolod uneblieT, Cveulebisamebr<br />
swmendda erTmaneTSi areul cremlsa da cingls.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums, rasakvirvelia, iqamdec hqonda<br />
garkveuli warmodgena Tavis ukanono Svilze -<br />
fransuaza yovelTvis uxvad ugzavnida fotoebs -<br />
magram arcerT fotos ar mouxdenia masze iseTi<br />
didi STabeWdileba, rogoric Tavad ukanono<br />
Svilis pirvelma (da jerjerobiT, ukanasknelma)<br />
avtoportretma moaxdina, fransuazas TqmiT,<br />
Segnebulad misTvis daxatulma patara, asanTis<br />
kolofisxela qaRaldze. SeiZleba Tavisuflad<br />
iTqvas, am naxatma samudamod dasca <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
Tavzari da ara marto Sexvedramde, Sexvedris<br />
merec umTavresad mainc iseTad warmoidgenda<br />
xolme Tavis ukanono Svils, rogoric misive<br />
gauwafavi xeliT iyo aRbeWdili naxatze, Tumca<br />
mSvenivrad icoda (Tundac, Sexvedris Semdeg), sul<br />
sxvanairad rom gamoiyureboda sinamdvileSi.
mwvane mindorze, ufro sworad, mwvane tireebs<br />
zemoT, or erTnair yvavils Soris, ratomRac,<br />
umklavebo gogo dgas. saxe TeTri aqvs, carciviT.<br />
fexebi - yviTeli; mowiTalo, im ori yvavilis feri<br />
perangi, nacrisferi qvedakaba da Savi qoSebi acvia.<br />
mklavebisa ar iyos, arc cxviri aqvs. or lurj<br />
wertils - Tvalebs - pirdapir "azis" moyavisfro,<br />
muzaradiviT Tma. gogos win, balaxze - mwvane<br />
tireebze - Tojina agdia, isic mklavebdawyvetili,<br />
anda, Tavidanve umklavebod "Seqmnili". gogos<br />
zemoT mozrdili lurji laqaa - ca - lurj caze<br />
ki yviTeli, bevrad patara, saaTis dakbiluli<br />
borblis magvari laqa - mze - rac yvelasTvis<br />
erTnairad naTelia. magram gaugebaria (yovel<br />
SemTxvevaSi, <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis), Tu ratom ara aqvs<br />
mklavebi arc gogos da arc mis Tojinas. mklavebis<br />
nacvlad, orives patara gamonazardebi, gnebavT,<br />
monarCenebi etyoba, perangisfrad SeRebili. ase<br />
rom, verc Tojina gauwvdis xelebs gogos -<br />
amiyvaneo - da verc gogo dawvdeba Tojinas,<br />
Zalianac rom moindomos. rac mTavaria, verasodes<br />
Caixutebs, visi Caxutebac surs. sainteresoa,<br />
SemTxveviT gamovida ase, Tu winaswari<br />
ganzraxviT? Segnebulad Tu Seugneblad?<br />
ucodinrobiT Tu, piriqiT, raRacis, idumalis,<br />
bevrad mniSvnelovanis misaniSneblad? magram amas<br />
veRaravin daadgens. veRarc Tavad mxatvari. man Tu<br />
icoda, mxolod maSin icoda, roca xatavda, roca<br />
mxolod ase SeeZlo imis Tqma, risi Tqmac saerTod<br />
ar SeeZlo.
mokled, ise aaforiaqa am naxatma <strong>avel</strong>umi,<br />
mSvidad, umtkivneulod, utanjvelad, veRar<br />
ifiqrebda im dReze, im astronomiul saocrebaze,<br />
SeuZlebel SesaZleblobaze, roca naxatiT<br />
gacnobil gogos cxovrebaSic Sexvdeboda da<br />
amoxsnida amouxsnel saidumlos bavSvisas,<br />
romelsac yovelTvis ufro meti esmis, vidre<br />
eubnebian da ufro naklebs ambobs, vidre icis.<br />
cameti weli dailia am dRis molodinSi, TiTqmis<br />
umaRlesi nixri, tarifi mkvlelobisTvisac. da<br />
isic, am xnis ganmavlobaSi, isev amaod cdilobda<br />
amouxsnelis amoxsnas, isev ganusjelad,<br />
daundoblad xarjavda, risi daxarjvac SeeZlo;<br />
isev Tavganwirulad Rreobda da Tavdauzogavad<br />
muSaobda, TiTebis daskdomamde, skamidan<br />
gadmovardnamde... mere ki isev zRvis piras ijda<br />
fexmoucvlelad, zRvaSi daRupuli patronis<br />
momlodine beberi ZaRliviT (rogorc erTma<br />
mold<strong>avel</strong>ma poetesam uTxra) da moRuSuli,<br />
naoWebSi TvalebCakarguli misCereboda cariel<br />
sivrces. magram roca is gauTvaliswinebeli,<br />
TiTqos riggareSe, astronomiul kalendarSi<br />
TiTqos ZaliT Camatebuli dRec gaTenda, bolos<br />
da bolos, ise dafrTxa, ise SeeSinda, sastumrodan<br />
gamosvlac ar undoda. fexebi ukan rCeboda,<br />
esikvdileboda sakuTari xorcisa da sisxlis<br />
danaxva. viTom, SvilisTvis Camotanil saCuqrebs<br />
alagebda calke CanTaSi, sinamdvileSi ki, dros<br />
igebda, dros welavda SeZlebisdagvarad, TiTqos<br />
SeeZlo Tavi aeridebina am SemTxvevisTvis,<br />
romelsac cameti weli sulwasuli, uimedo<br />
mouTmenlobiT elodeboda. fransuazac uaresad
aCqarebda - saCuqrebi sxva dros iyos, wavideT,<br />
codoa, gvelodebao. Sevidnen da, ai, es gaxlavs<br />
mamaSenio - uTxra batonma relum bebiis gverdiT<br />
mouTmenlad daskupebul patara gogos, romelsac<br />
araTu normaluri, aramed ulamazesi, utkbilesi,<br />
surnelovani da moqnili mklavebi aRmoaCnda,<br />
Tojinis daWerac SeeZlo da cameti wlis, anu,<br />
saerTod unaxavi mamis, Tundac viTom mamis<br />
Caxutebac. Zneli aRmoCnda im mklavebidan Tavis<br />
daRweva da uxerxulad moxrili <strong>avel</strong>umi,<br />
darcxvenilic da Sercxvenilic, bednieric da<br />
madlieric - gaubedavad, msubuqad, aqa-iq kocnida<br />
ukanono Svilis, vin icis, ranairi fiqrebiT,<br />
ranairi ocnebebiT, warmodgenebiT, CvenebebiT,<br />
mosazrebebiTa da varaudebiT gamotenil patara<br />
Tavs, kauCukis RvedebiviT moqnil, garujul<br />
mklavebs, nazad momrgvalebul mxrebs, kisris<br />
Rrmuls, kisris qveviT, beWebisken, welisken,<br />
kudusunisken Cawikwikebul malebs. saCuqrebiT<br />
savse CanTa jer isev xelSi eWira, mouxerxeblad<br />
gadmoxrils, sulelurad momRimars, da am<br />
sanaxaobiT aranakleb aRelvebuli, aranakleb<br />
dabneuli fransuazac ver mimxvdariyo, CamoerTmia<br />
CanTa, meore xelic gaenTavisuflebina misTvis,<br />
raTa imasac mTlianad, mTeli arsebiT da ara ase,<br />
sanaxevrod, gaubedavad, Caexutebina Tavisi<br />
codvis, siSlegis, rwmenis, Seurigeblobisa da,<br />
rac mTavaria, veluri, mouTvinierebeli<br />
siyvarulis nayofi, wesebsa da kanonebs, Teoriebsa<br />
da mosazrebebs jer kidev ver Seguebuli<br />
siyvarulisa da, amitomac, ufro metad<br />
SeSfoTebis, gakvirvebis, gabrazebis, dacinvisa da
dasjis survilis aRmZvreli sxvaTa gulebSi,<br />
vidre, vTqvaT, aRtacebisa, mowiwebisa,<br />
pativiscemisa. magram im wuTas, iq, im oTaxSi, sadac<br />
mama-Svilis arc mTlad bunebrivi, arc mTlad<br />
Cveulebrivi gacnoba xdeboda, "sxva" aravin iyo,<br />
yvelani met-naklebad am siyvarulis monawileni,<br />
Tanamzraxvelni, xelisSemwyobni, mxardamWerni,<br />
anda sulac msxverplni iyvnen da, rac mTavaria,<br />
amas gangebis nebad, RvTis wyalobad Tvlidnen.
am dros sonia ukve didi xnis gamosulia<br />
asparezze. ukve didi xania is xvdeba moskovSi da<br />
is acilebs moskovidan <strong>avel</strong>ums. ufro rom<br />
davazustoT, misgan midis da masTan brundeba<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi. parizSi rom gaacila, ratomRac egona,<br />
naklebad aaRelvebda, naklebad Seexeboda Tavad<br />
es ambavi. magram ase ar aRmoCnda. piriqiT, rogorc<br />
ki Tvals miefara <strong>avel</strong>umi, maSinve igrZno, ra<br />
advilad SeiZleboda misi dakargva. ufro metic,<br />
gamaognebeli sicxadiT igrZno, gacilebiT<br />
mZlavrad rom iyo dakavSirebuli Tavad<br />
fransuazasTan, vidre <strong>avel</strong>umTan. fransuaza<br />
warmarTavda saerTod mis cxovrebas da<br />
fransuazasgan hqonda adgili miCenili <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
cxovrebaSi, anu, droebiT ikavebda im adgils,<br />
romelic samaradisod ekuTvnoda fransuazas.<br />
daZabulobisgan mTeli sxeuli uTrToda.<br />
gaurkveveli, moulodneli sevdisgan guli<br />
ewureboda da erTi suli hqonda, rodis mividoda<br />
Sin, rodis Caixutebda Tavis qecian danias da<br />
itirebda, itirebda, itirebda, vidre deda ar<br />
moukakunebda karze - gamo, Cai davlioTo - vidre<br />
telefoni ar darekavda, anda vidre Tavad ar<br />
mobezrdeboda tirili. magram, mivida Tu ara Sin,<br />
pirvel rigSi, makrateli amoiRo ujridan, kefaze<br />
dagragnili majis simsxo nawnavi CamoiSala,<br />
Tvalebi magrad daxuWa da, rac SeiZleba swrafad,<br />
SeiWra ZirSi. ori dRis Semdeg ase TmaSeWrili<br />
daxvda <strong>avel</strong>ums aeroportSi. magram <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
yuradReba ar miuqcevia amisTvis, jer isev iq iyo,<br />
parizSi, da gancdiliTa da gadataniliT<br />
daTrgunuli, sastumroSi misvlas Cqarobda
mxolod. sonia, rasakvirvelia, wuTiTac ar<br />
moSorebia, vidre sarTulis morigem ar daureka da<br />
ar Seaxsena, stumrobis dro amoiwurao. magram<br />
sanam iq iyo, arc Tavisi eWvebis gaqarwyleba<br />
mouTxovia <strong>avel</strong>umisgan, arc uyuradRebobisTvis<br />
usayvedurebia. piriqiT, TviTon iyo yuradRebad<br />
qceuli da SeuniRbavi interesiT ismenda mama-<br />
Svilis istoriuli Sexvedrisa da ganSorebis<br />
ambavs. oxravda, ganicdida da im wuTas marTla<br />
gulwrfelad TanaugrZnobda ukanono mamasac da<br />
ukanono Svilsac, rac mTavaria, fransuazasac,<br />
samives erTnairad, da albaT amis gamo, maTgan<br />
kidev ufro gariyulad grZnobda Tavs. ufro<br />
sworad, axlac iseve Surda fransuazasi, rogorc<br />
odesRac, preistoriul xanaSi, skolis<br />
sapirfareSoSi - gegonebodaT, am xnis<br />
ganmavlobaSi arc araferi Secvliliyo, arc<br />
araferi momxdariyo mis cxovrebaSi iseTi, es<br />
bavSvuri, usafuZvlo, bolomde Camouyalibebeli<br />
Suri gaebaTilebina. imaT uimisodac Tavze<br />
sayrelad hqondaT yvelaferi - sadardelic da<br />
gasaxaric - TviTon ki cariel-tarieli<br />
darCeniliyo aqamde. marTalia, <strong>avel</strong>umi ukve<br />
amdeni xania, masTan iyo, magram mas mainc ar<br />
ekuTvnoda da amasac yvelaze mZafrad swored<br />
axla grZnobda, sastumros nomerSi, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
sawolze, <strong>avel</strong>umis TandaswrebiT, roca marTla<br />
sWirdeboda <strong>avel</strong>ums, roca marTla aravin hyavda<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums masze axlobeli am uzarmazar, sakuTari<br />
sididisgan grZnobebdaClungebul qalaqSi.<br />
magram, meores mxriv, TiTqos araferi unda<br />
hqonoda sonias saeWviano. man xom pirvelsave
dRidan icoda, ras Tanxmdeboda, anda, ris<br />
safasurad isrulebda bavSvobisdroindel<br />
sawadels, roca svel tanze sarafangadacmuli,<br />
saxeze mzemiSuqebuli, Worflian cxvirs<br />
iWmuxnida da <strong>avel</strong>ums eubneboda: me Tqven ufro<br />
moxuci megoneTo. sawadeli namdvilad Seisrula -<br />
bolo aTi, Tundac rva wlis ganmavlobaSi, igive<br />
fransuaza iyo <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis, yovel SemTxvaSi,<br />
fransuaza Tu ara, fransuazas nacvali,<br />
fransuazas magieri da, amdenad, uflebamosilic,<br />
Tavisad CaeTvala, mieRo da moexmara, rasac<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis meSveobiT miswvdeboda, gaigebda,<br />
ixilavda...
fransuazas ki, am xnis ganmavlobaSi,<br />
TandaTanobiT ubrundeba dedobamdeli<br />
mRelvareba, mouTmenloba, sevda-wuxili da axla<br />
ukve sabolood rwmundeba, siyvarulidan<br />
gamosavali ar arsebobs misTvis, Svilic ver<br />
amouvsebs <strong>avel</strong>umis danatovar sicarieles. nuTu<br />
aRaraferi Seicvleba Cems cxovrebaSio -<br />
gaibrZolebs xolme uneblieT. masac ebadeba<br />
hamletiseuli, gnebavT, ofeliaseuli kiTxva. isic<br />
eWvdeba. bolos da bolos, isic tydeba. yovel<br />
SemTxvevaSi, aris wuTebi, roca aRar sjera, swori<br />
arCevani rom gaakeTa cxovrebaSi. win sinaTlis<br />
natamalic ar Cans da amis atana aRar SemiZliao -<br />
swuxs, Semcbari, daeWvebuli. SeiZleba guli<br />
ugrZnobs (Tu yurSi ar CaawveTa ukve viRacam),<br />
"sul mowyenili" rom ar aris <strong>avel</strong>umi, ufro<br />
zustad, misi magieri, misi nacvali movlenia<br />
iqaurobas (misganve STagonebuli, misnairobis<br />
JiniT waqezebuli da Tavidanve mis Sesacvlelad,<br />
mis "gansasaxiereblad" gamosuli skolis<br />
sapirfareSodan, rogorc debiutanti msaxiobi -<br />
sagrimiorodan) da mware guSindelisa da<br />
gaurkveveli xvalindelis amara darCenili, isev<br />
Svilis "xeliT" cdilobs Svilis gulisTvis<br />
dakargulis dabrunebas - sakuTar Svils acnobs<br />
da ayvarebs <strong>avel</strong>ums Soridan, werilebisa da<br />
fotoebis meSveobiT, da <strong>avel</strong>umisganac (ar<br />
mimixvdes, rom veWvianobo) mxolod misi<br />
axalSobili SviliSvilis ambebis gageba<br />
ainteresebs TiTqos: ramdens iwonis, vis hgavs, ras<br />
Wams, rogor sZinavs da sxva amis magvari, uaRresad<br />
zogadi, saerTaSoriso SekiTxvebiT avsebs
furcels, sadac siamovnebiT gadmoanTxevda Tavis<br />
samarTlian guliswyromasa da mrisxanebas. Tavad<br />
mitovebuli da martoxela, ekaekaterinekatos<br />
bediTaa SeZruli (esec CaawveTes albaT, radgan<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums ar miuweria, moerida ratomRac, oRond,<br />
TviTonac ver gaarkvia, ratom) da gulwrfelad<br />
TanaugrZnobs, rogorc qali qals, rogorc<br />
martoxela dedaTa amqris axal wevrs. xolo<br />
mamamiss, sxvaTa damRupvels da misi morigi<br />
weriliT sindisSeZruls, xelebdafufquls,<br />
sulgrZelad amSvidebs kidec, oRond SefarviT,<br />
qaragmulad: Cemi Svili Sen rom dagemgvana,<br />
gasakviri araferia, magram Seni Svili ratom unda<br />
dammgvaneboda, maincdamainc, me, Zneli<br />
asaxsneliao. magram mainc mtkiced unda idge.<br />
gaxsovdes, bevrs Wirdebi, bevrni varT Sens anabara<br />
darCenilni. xom ar mogeria sibere? karts kidev<br />
TamaSob? bevrs svam? Tu mxolod muSaob? yovel<br />
SemTxvevaSi, icode Zalian daviRale am<br />
epistoluri siyvaruliT. xandaxan TviTonve<br />
mikvirs, rogor vitan, ratom vitan amdens. Tumca,<br />
vtyui. mSvenivrad vici, rac maZlebinebs, ratom<br />
vitan, rasac vitan. imitom rom... imitom rom, aravin<br />
da araferi ar arsebobs qveyanaze Senze ukeTesi.<br />
kidev mqondes SenTan Sexvedris imedi? Tumca,<br />
imedic rom gadamiwuro, mainc dagelodebi. es<br />
yofila Cemi bedi, ra gaewyoba. magram iqneb marTla<br />
miTxra, Seni azriT, rodis SevxvdebiT? axlave<br />
mogaxsenebT. weliwadnaxevarSi. ara. weliwadsa da<br />
Svid TveSi. cxrameti Tvis Semdeg. cxramet Tvesa<br />
da rva dReSi. iqamde sonia (Tavad sonias versiiT),<br />
erT-erTi dobilis dReobaze pirvelad gaicnobs
iWs, romelsac "erTis naxviT" Seuyvardeba; ufro<br />
sworad ki (Cemi versiiT), is biWi naTesavisgan, anu,<br />
sonias erT-erTi dobilisgan Seityobs ra sonias<br />
gulistkivils, sonias SfoTvasa da mRelvarebas,<br />
parizSi <strong>avel</strong>umis moulodneli, yovlad<br />
gauTvaliswinebeli gamgzavrebis Taobaze,<br />
erTxel kidev scdis sacdels, anu, erTxel kidev<br />
mosinjavs, ramdenad gamkvrivebula niadagi sonias<br />
gulisken mimaval gzaze. mokled, nadReobarni,<br />
TiTo Wiqa Sampanurgadakrulni, dasxdebian da,<br />
rogorc Wkuadamjdar xalxs ekadreba - nu<br />
dagaviwydebaT, sonias kudiani kometis siswrafiT<br />
uaxlovdeba balzakiseuli asaki, biWma ki Tveze<br />
didxans ver gaiCera verc erTi coli (sonia mesame<br />
iqneba), verc erTma ver daafasa misi sikeTe, yvelam<br />
sisusted CauTvala - gansjian, gaarkveven,<br />
ramdenad mizanSewonilia da, rac mTavaria,<br />
ramdenad xelsayreli iqneba orive mxarisTvis erT<br />
banakad gaerTianeba, darazmva erTi lozungis qveS<br />
- gavuZloT dRevandels da movemzadoT<br />
xvalisTvis. zafxuls Semodgoma mosdevs,<br />
Semodgomas - zamTari. amdeni imaTac ician,<br />
krilovis WriWinasgan gansxvavebiT, da aqedan<br />
gamomdinare, iTvaliswinebs ra <strong>avel</strong>umis Seuval<br />
sijiutesac, anu, icis ra, araviTari arsebiTi<br />
cvlilebis imedi ar unda hqondes misgan, arc<br />
axlo da arc Soreul momavalSi, sonia amjerad<br />
Tanxmdeba SemoTavazebul pirobebs (pirobebSi,<br />
rasakvirvelia, sabostne nakveTicaa<br />
gaTvaliswinebuli da sakmaod kargad Senaxuli<br />
msubuqi avtomanqanac - mainc uyvarda Sofris<br />
gverdiT jdoma - yovelmxriv normaluri binac -
oRond, sadedamTiloianad - da mZime samuSaosgan -<br />
WurWlis recxva, iatakis moprialeba, nagvis<br />
gadayra da produqtebis momarageba -<br />
ganTavisuflebac). xolo, raki yvela piroba<br />
garkveulia da zedmetad Tavis dafasebas azri<br />
aRara aqvs, <strong>avel</strong>umi ki SeiZleba yovel wuTas<br />
gamoCndes, iqiT aCqarebs imas (ese igi, "imas"), iqiT<br />
karnaxobs, rogor moiqces - aq ras vuzivarT, Sin<br />
wamiyvane, gamacani dedaSenio - da roca cxovrebis<br />
siavkargeSi gamobrZmedili sadedamTilo "erTi<br />
wuTiT" marto datovebs "bavSvebs", TviTon ki<br />
mezobelTan gadava, "axali namcxvris receptis<br />
Casawerad", sonia wina kbilebiT daiWers vaSls<br />
(rac ar unda didi iyos), orive xeliT wamsve<br />
gadaiZrobs kabas, lifianad, da loginSi<br />
Seugordeba Tavis momaval meuRles. egec Seno -<br />
enas gamouyofs gunebaSi <strong>avel</strong>ums, magram es<br />
Ralati ki ar iqneba misgan aTwliani, gindac<br />
rvawliani siyvarulisa (rogor gekadrebaT!),<br />
aramed savaldebulo, aucilebeli procedura<br />
gaTxovebis win. xom unda icodes, bolos da<br />
bolos, vis gverdiT mouwevs mTeli sicocxle<br />
"cixis kedlebis" lesva; vis gverdiT Cautkbeba,<br />
Cauwynardeba, viTom CaZinebuli, saxeze netarebis<br />
Rimilgadafarebuli, warsulis mogonebebs, aw<br />
ukve mogonebebad qceul siymawvilis eSmakobebs;<br />
vis gverdiT gaiwvarTeba xolme siamovnebisgan<br />
(upatrono daniasaviT), sibrazisgan saxeSeSlili,<br />
uaresad damaxinjebuli <strong>avel</strong>umis warmodgenaze.<br />
aseve, bolos da bolos, xom unda icodes momavali<br />
meuRlis dafaruli SesaZleblobani, romelTa<br />
codnac, rasakvirvelia, Tavidanve, gaTxovebamde
sjobs yovelTvis, mere amao gulisxeTqvasa da<br />
kbilTa RrWials. "ara uSavs, misuaress sjobiao" -<br />
etyvis mere mis "gamosafxizleblad", mis<br />
mosaqcevad Camofrenilsa da zooparkis beberi<br />
arwiviviT gaCeCilsa da afxoril <strong>avel</strong>ums, ra Tqma<br />
unda, viTom xumrobiT, misTvisac moulodneli,<br />
yovlad warmoudgeneli, yovlad<br />
gauTvaliswinebeli daZabulobis gansamuxtavad.<br />
"dedas geficebi, melanias, ekaekaterinekatos,<br />
fransuazas, Sens Tavs... mamaCemsac. yvelas, vinc<br />
myavs saerTod, marTla ar megona, Senc Tu<br />
giyvardio" - aRiarebs gulwrfelad, radgan<br />
arasodes CauTvlia Tavi misi siyvarulis Rirsad.<br />
arc amas damalavs - "da mainc usazRvrod, dRe da<br />
Ram, ZilSic da cxadSic madlobeli viqnebi<br />
RmerTisa, bedisa, gangebisa, SemTxvevisa, - Sen rom<br />
Segxvdi, rogorc Sen ambob, Sen rom Cagisafrdi<br />
biWvinTis barTan da Tundac droebiT, Tundac<br />
sul umniSvnelo adgili mainc Tu mekava Sens<br />
cxovrebaSio". mokled, sonia jer Caatarebs<br />
saWiro, savaldebulo proceduras da mxolod<br />
amis mere gamougzavnis <strong>avel</strong>ums werils - Zvirfaso<br />
vTxovdebi iqneb Camoxvide - rasac uazro, uzneo,<br />
samarcxvino, yovladgaumarTlebeli sigiJe<br />
mohyveba mxolod, anu, win da ukan frena galiaSi,<br />
erTi Camoskintluli xarixidan meoremde -<br />
ganuwyveteli, magram yovelTvis moumzadebeli,<br />
saxeldaxelo, guls ayolili, varaudze<br />
dafuZnebuli da amitomac winaswarve ganwiruli<br />
eqspediciebi gaufasurebuli, ugulebelyofili,<br />
aTvalwunebuli, gamousadegari da lamis saerTod<br />
arc arsebuli grZnobis aRmosaCenad, romelsac,
yvela sikeTesTan erTad, Tan axlavs erTsa da imave<br />
qarSi, wvimaSi, TovlWyapsa da susxSi ZagZagi da<br />
uaRresad piraduli, am meored mosvlis Jams,<br />
gamosaCenadac saTakilo gancdebisadmi,<br />
erTnairad gulgrili, erTnairad yru kavkasioni,<br />
iqiTobisac da aqeTobisac.
mere ki, ekaekaterinekatos droSis friali,<br />
bolobolo, gamoiyvans avad, saxifaTod<br />
gaRizianebul daTvs zamTris Zilidanac,<br />
moTminebidanac, bunagidanac da TbilisSi ambebi<br />
datrialdeba, kale mogonili iqneba, herodes<br />
Zvlebsac Seawuxebs samareSi yrmaTa mosrva<br />
alesili sasangre niCbebiTa da mxuTavi gazis<br />
xelyumbarebiT. tankebis Sexmatkbilebuli,<br />
SeTanxmebuli gugun-gruxuni kidev ufro<br />
daayruebs isedac yru qveyanas, ufro sworad, didi<br />
xniT Seubrunebs siyrues Zlivs yurgamoCiCqnilsa<br />
da TvalSi gamoxedils. rva aprils, erTi wlisa da<br />
sami Tvis mere, rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze tankebi SemoiWrebian,<br />
raRa Tqma unda, "mSvidobiani" misiiT:<br />
demonstrantebis dasawynareblad<br />
(dasafrTxobad), anda, maTi simtkicis, maTi<br />
moudrekelobis mosasinjad (rogorc soniam<br />
mosinja winaswar momavali meuRlis<br />
SesaZleblobani). qalaqis meore naxevarSi,<br />
mtkvars gaRma, viRaca rom iRrialebs<br />
Tavzardacemuli - rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze tankebiao -<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umic giJiviT gamovardeba Sinidan, karsac ar<br />
gamoiketavs. gzadagza, sirbilSi, ZlivZlivobiT<br />
gauyris acaxcaxebul mklavs kurtakis saxeloSi,<br />
radgan ekaekaterinekato, TavisTavad cxadia,<br />
mxarze droSagadebuli, iq aris, rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze,<br />
mTavrobis sasaxlis win, Sua zRvaSi. gadmoxteba<br />
Tu ara metros vagonidan, Sedgams Tu ara fexs<br />
eskalatorze, maSinve denTisa da kvamlis mware<br />
suni ecema saxeSi (SeiZleba warmodgenilic),<br />
zemodan, miwidan, momavali. gvirabis Suamdec ar<br />
iqneba misuli, wivil-kivili rom atydeba zemoT,
miwaze, samzeoze, saiTac TviTon miiswrafis, da<br />
momijnave eskalators, ese igi, zemodan qvemoT,<br />
miwidan qvesknelSi momavals, damfrTxali,<br />
dafeTebuli, erTmaneTSi areuli, erTmaneTSi<br />
azelili, aWyletili xalxi moawydeba da<br />
saxegadaSlili, saZraobawarTmeuli,<br />
azrgamoclili, stiqiis ganusjelobiT,<br />
daudevrobiT gadahyveba eskalators Tavqve,<br />
gadmoizlazneba, rogorc gatarebuli xorcis<br />
masa giganturi sakepi manqanis yelidan. uwyvetad,<br />
gauTaveblad CainTqmeba qvesknelSi, rogorc<br />
mRvrie, talaxisferi niaRvari, anda sulac<br />
talaxi. "gamatare ra, Zia! gamatare ra, Zia!<br />
gamatare ra, Zia!" - devnili nadiris siSlegiT,<br />
TavganwirulobiT, sibrmaviT, mxolod da<br />
mxolod, gadarCenis JiniT Sepyrobili -<br />
Cauqrolebs <strong>avel</strong>ums Tavzardacemuli,<br />
sasowarkveTili, ukve samudamod daSinebuli<br />
patara biWi, vin icis, seiris sayureblad gamosuli<br />
Sinidan, da erTi wuTiT TviTonac SekrTeba,<br />
waxdeba, daibneva - biWs gaedevneba uneburad,<br />
qvesknelisken, magram arc iseTi ioli aRmoCndeba<br />
misTvis am meTodiT qvesknelSi CaSveba, anu,<br />
sapirispiro mimarTulebiT moZrav kibesTan<br />
Widili. TiTqos Carbis safexurebze, magram mainc<br />
iq aris, erT adgilze, adgilze itkepneba, adgilze<br />
daZunZulobs, moxuci pensioneriviT, dilis<br />
gamamxnevebel varjiSs asrulebs TiTqos. guli ki<br />
ukve amovardnaze aqvs - udisciplino cxovrebis<br />
TvalnaTeli Sedegi, jildo kilometrobiT<br />
Sesrutuli TuTunis bolisa da tonobiT<br />
Sewovili nebismieri alkoholuri sasmelisTvis.
arZayebze lamis daaskdes kunTebi. magram,<br />
rogorc ki sulis mosaTqmelad SeCerebas<br />
daapirebs, maSinve maRla, cxovrebisken, ukanve<br />
miaqvs verag kibes, rogorc qars - xmeli foToli,<br />
rogorc mdinares - xididan gadagdebuli carieli<br />
boTli, oRond aRma svla rom SeeZlos mdinares,<br />
qvemodan zemoT, SesarTavidan saTavisaken.<br />
sabednierod, male modis gonze da axla ukve<br />
darcxvenili da Sewuxebuli (vinmem xom ar<br />
daminaxa SemTxveviT?!), Semcbari da nirwamxdari<br />
(ver gavxdi verafers!), da, Tqven warmoidgineT,<br />
sakmaod daqanculic, sabolood nebdeba<br />
bedisweras, anu, moZravi kibis nebasurvils, da<br />
morCilad mihyveba miwisken, samzeosken, xifaTis,<br />
gansacdelis, SiSis, eldis, sikvdilis saufloSi,<br />
sadac, sxva rom araferi vTqvaT, Svili eguleba,<br />
kanonieri, pirveli, jer mamobisa da mere papobis<br />
momniWebeli da, TavisTavad cxadia, misi adgilic<br />
mxolod iq aris, mkvdari aaRwevs iqamde Tu<br />
cocxali.
erTi momcro tanki gangeb CamorCenia kolonas,<br />
metros sadguris win Seyovnebula, viTom raRac<br />
gahfuWebia da veRar daZrula - sinamdvileSi ki,<br />
Tavs igdebs, uaresad aRizianebs demonstrantebs -<br />
adgilze Rmuis, Rrialebs, dakbiluli<br />
muxluxebiT fxoWnis, glejs asfaltis safarvels<br />
da mware kvamlis TeTr bolqvebs isvris.<br />
demonstrantebi ki, aRgznebulni, aCoCqolebulni,<br />
agangaSebulni, Seuracxyofilni da mainc Znelad<br />
asaxsneli, magram aSkara mizandasaxulobiT<br />
exvevian, rogorc WianWvelebi momakvdav, anda<br />
Tavmomkvdarunebul xarabuzas - agineben,<br />
wyevlian, dascinian, droSis tariT scemen, sanagve<br />
yuTebs esvrian rkinis ugrZnobel urCxuls, xolo<br />
ekaekaterinekato saerTod zed Sextomia, zurgze<br />
moqcevia da gamwarebuli iqnevs TavszemoT<br />
menSevikebis gadagdebul droSas. kidev erTi<br />
axali ambavi: sesilma moulodnelad amoyvinTa<br />
araraobis zRvidan. srulebiT ar gamocvlila.<br />
isev mReris xalxur simRerebs. pensiazea da<br />
universitetSi swavlobs mainc. mgoni afrikaSi<br />
apirebs wasvlas. baraqala! qali varo, iman unda<br />
Tqvas. amiT vamTavreb am werils. ar dagaviwydes,<br />
rom miyvarxar! gviyvarxar. da gkocniT da erTxel<br />
kidev gisurvebT yovelgvar sikeTes.
aprilis ambebis Semdeg, "sonias sakiTxma"<br />
TavisTavad dakarga simZafre, TavisTavad<br />
gadainacvla ukana rigebSi da, rac ufro<br />
gaukvirda <strong>avel</strong>ums, sonias danatovari sicariele<br />
gacilebiT patara da umniSvnelo aRmoCnda<br />
saerTod sicarielis SegrZnebasTan SedarebiT.<br />
usaSvelo, mouSorebeli sicarieliT iyo<br />
gaJRenTili <strong>avel</strong>umis mTeli arseba da amas<br />
ganwirulobis winaTgrZnobac emateboda zed, rac<br />
arafriT ar SeiZleboda yofiliyo mxolod da<br />
mxolod bolo dros gadatanili SiSisa da<br />
mRelvarebis nayofi, ramdenadac am TiTqosda<br />
axali, sinamdvileSi ki ukve sabolood<br />
Camoyalibebuli, ukve mkveTrad gamokveTili senis<br />
simptomebs <strong>avel</strong>umi adrec amCnevda, gacilebiT<br />
adre, vidre misi metoqe imperia sakuTari kanidan<br />
gamoZromas daiwyebda, vidre TbilisSi,<br />
rusT<strong>avel</strong>is prospeqtze, mTavrobis sasaxlis win,<br />
sanimuSod dasjida uiaraRo demonatrantebs,<br />
danarCeni msoflios kidev ufro dasafrTxobad<br />
da dasaSineblad, da marTlac, imdenad gaaogna<br />
danarCeni msoflio am sanaxaobam, imdenad<br />
gauWirda aRqma da dajereba imisa, rac sakuTari<br />
TvaliT ixila, Tavis gamodebas, isev Tavis<br />
gabriyveba amjobina, Znelad dasajerebel<br />
simarTles - iolad dasajerebeli tyuili da, rac<br />
mTavaria, utyuar faqts erTmaneTis gamomricxavi<br />
versiebi daupirispira, respublikur, sakavSiro<br />
Tu saerTaSoriso doneze moZiebuli,<br />
"kompetenturi", "maRalprofesiuli", "swavluli"<br />
gvamebisgan Sedgenili komisiebis mier, romlebic<br />
ZiriTadad erTmaneTis mosazrebaTa gapampulebasa
da gabiTurebas axmardnen TavianT imperiul<br />
codnasa da gamocdilebas, da, sinamdvileSi,<br />
Teqvsmeti wlis gogosa Tu samocdaaTi wlis<br />
dedabris gvams igdebdnen abuCad - gvams ar<br />
ujerebdnen marTla gaziT rom iyo gaguduli, anda<br />
marTla mesangris niCbiT rom hqonda Tavi<br />
gadaxsnili da TavianTi obieqturobis<br />
dasadastureblad, damatebiT cnobebs<br />
moiTxovdnen dazaralebulTa axloblebisgan,<br />
dazaralebulni ki, rasakvirvelia, damsjeli<br />
razmis jariskacebi gaxldnen, sagangebod<br />
Camofrenilni TbilisSi, romlebic brwyinvaled<br />
Catarebuli operaciis Semdeg, kidev didxans<br />
eyarnen gabinZurebul tankebs Soris, jer kidev<br />
mourecxav moedanze, darbeulTa, gaqceulTa<br />
fexsacmelebsa, xelCanTebsa, daxocilTa sisxlis<br />
gubeebsa da sakuTar narwyevSi da gunebaSic ar<br />
uSvebdnen (amdeni codna ara aqvT), istorias rom<br />
ekuTvnodnen ukve, usaxoni da usaxeloni, magram,<br />
bolos da bolos, meoce saukunis miwuruls, mainc<br />
gadamlaxavni gonebrivi siClungis, sulieri<br />
simxecisa Tu xorcieli sisastikis nebismieri<br />
zRvarisa da, "vai dedikoo", Rmuodnen<br />
kuWamobrunebulni da siciliT ixocebodnen<br />
erTmaneTis "waxdenis", erTmaneTis "gulCvilobis"<br />
Semyureni - sul raRac naxevari saaTis win ki,<br />
mkacrad, mtkiced, profesiuli sizustiT Cexdnen<br />
mSvidobian demonstrantebs, marjvniv da marcxniv,<br />
da gamosworebis gzaze Semdgarsa da monanie<br />
imperias gzas usufTavebdnen "gauTvaliswinebeli<br />
winaaRmdegobebisgan" da marto amiTac, raRa Tqma<br />
unda, pirnaTlad moixades maT TavianTi<br />
jariskaculi vali, anu, brwyinvaled gaiTamaSes
erT-erTi uaRresad mniSvnelovani epizodi im<br />
speqtaklisa, romelsac Tavidanve, msoflios<br />
yvela enaze, pirobiTad "perestroika" Seerqva;<br />
epizodi ki, Tavis mxriv, namdvilad STambeWdavi<br />
gaxlavT: rogorc ukve vTqviT, gamosworebis,<br />
gardaqmnis gzaze Semdgari imperia iZulebulia<br />
Tavi daicvas misganve gabriyvebuli, misganve<br />
waqezebuli, nebaze miSvebuli xalxisgan,<br />
romelmac bolomde wesierad arc icis Tavisi<br />
roli, ra evaleba, rodis rogor unda moiqces, vis<br />
daujeros, vin gadaTelos da vis gaegos fexqveS<br />
fiandazad; rac mTavaria, es epizodi<br />
dramaturgiul mignebadac SeiZleba CaiTvalos -<br />
mkvleli msxverplisgan icavs Tavs, ufro sworad,<br />
mkvleli msxverplis gadarCenas cdilobs, is ki<br />
(msxverpli), sakuTar sibriyvesa da ampartavnobas<br />
ewireba msxverplad - mkvlels rom Cirqi moscxos<br />
danarCeni msoflios TvalSi, Sav bazarze<br />
mamasisxlad SeZenil "sie-e-sis" balons,<br />
maincdamainc, maSin isxurebs saxeSi, roca<br />
mkvleli mis dasaxedad - amdeni xnis naSimSilevsa<br />
da uZinars, rame xom ar uWirso - tankebiT gamodis<br />
rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze, mSromeli mosaxleoba ar Sevawuxoo,<br />
mkvlelobisTvis yvelaze saukeTeso dros,<br />
gamTeniis win, cotaTi adre, vidre Citebi<br />
aJivJivdebodnen prospeqtis Wadrebze, meezoveebi<br />
ki TavianTi gafSekili cocxebiT moedebodnen<br />
quCebsa da moednebs; kidev uaresi - Sin wasvla,<br />
xel-piris dabana da adamianurad loginSi Cawola<br />
ar maiZuloso, xelidan glejs imas (mkvlels)<br />
samarTebeliviT alesil niCabs da, es patara<br />
siamovnebac rom waarTvas, TviTon icems TavSi
orive xeliT, gametebiT, aba axla vnaxoT, rogor<br />
gadamarCeno; magram erTi rom iyos aseTi<br />
damTxveuli, kidev moevleboda ramenairad -<br />
saubedurod, yvela erTnairia, mTeli zRva dgas<br />
moedanze erTnairad damTxveulebisa (sxvaTa<br />
Soris, maT Sorisaa ekaekaterinekatoc) -<br />
Sejgufuli, Setborebuli sxeulebis zRvidan<br />
romelime maTgani amosxlteba xolme uneburad,<br />
devnili TevziviT, da TanamoazreTa,<br />
TanamebrZolTa Tavebze garbis Tavzardacemuli -<br />
sikvdils gaurbis Tavisi WkuiT - magram ukve<br />
gaznaylapi, ukve yurebawivlebuli, ukve<br />
yeldaxSuli, TanamebrZolTa, TanamzraxvelTa<br />
zRvaSi "iZireba", haerSive, wamieri gafrenisas<br />
mkvdari, sagnis mouqnelobiTa da ugrZnobelobiT<br />
eSveba asfaltis fskerze, TanamebrZolTa,<br />
TanamzraxvelTa fexebiT daCeCqvildalilavebuli<br />
ukve sikvdilis Semdeg... da mainc,<br />
rasakvirvelia, marto cxra aprilis gamo ar<br />
tovebs xalxi marCenali partiis rigebs - gana cxra<br />
martis Semdeg vinme gamovida partiidan?! imitom<br />
rom, maSin araferi sWirda saxelmwifos<br />
gardasaqmneli da araviTari msgavsi miTiTeba ar<br />
yofila zemodan. dRes ki cxoveluri gumaniTa<br />
vgrZnobT, dro Seicvala da Seicvala maRla<br />
msxdomTa guneba-ganwyobilebac. is ki ara, Cveni<br />
miuxvedrelobiT gamwarebuli xelisufalni<br />
sifrTxilis grZnobasac kargaven xandaxan da<br />
aSkarad upaWuneben Tvals yoymana, gaubedav<br />
"meamboxes", romelsac erTi xeli ki Cauyvia jibeSi<br />
partmandatis amosaRebad, magram meore maRla<br />
auwevia, yovel SemTxvevisTvis, oRond, TviTonac
ar icis, ras Txoulobs - kidev cotaoden dros,<br />
saboloo gadawyvetilebis misaRebad, Tu<br />
saboloo sityvas. arada, mgoni marTldeba<br />
parizeli piTias winaswarmetyveleba. Tu es<br />
imperiac rRvevadia, maSin SegviZlia qarTul<br />
wvlilzec vilaparakoT. karen dankosi elene<br />
zurabiSvili yofila, magram raki Tavad malavs<br />
vinaobas, jerjerobiT, Cvenc Tavi SevikavoT<br />
genetikuri kvleva-Ziebebisgan. samagierod,<br />
msoflio ekranebze warmatebiT mogzaurobs sxva<br />
qarTveli, arc meti da arc naklebi, erTaderTi<br />
rusT<strong>avel</strong>i rusT<strong>avel</strong>is Semdeg, sulmnaTi SoTas<br />
erTaderTi mogvare mTeli rva saukunis manZilze, -<br />
saxelganTqmuli recidivisti, mouxelTebeli<br />
kontrabandisti da sworupovari banditi,<br />
rasakvirvelia, Tavad imperiis TanxmobiTa da<br />
uangaro konsultaciebiT Sobili, rasakvirvelia,<br />
arafrismcodne msofliosTvis swori, obieqturi<br />
warmodgenis Sesaqmnelad odesRac mis mier<br />
cocxlad gadasansluli xalxis sabralo<br />
narCenebze. "komunistis" pirvel gverdze ki<br />
daviTis freskaa dabeWdili. gixaroden! male<br />
indigos rezidenciis win aRimarTeba didi mefis<br />
Zegli. warmogidgeniaT, ras moveswariT?! gvixaria,<br />
arki gvjera. ara. piriqiT. gvjera, magram ar<br />
gvixaria. sixarulis unari dagvikargavs Cvenda<br />
uneburad. ki gaiZaxian Cveni gardaqmnili<br />
Jurnalistebi, rogorc iqna vZlieT SiSso, magram<br />
tankis joxiT cema, uSiSrobaze metad, mainc Cveni<br />
uZlurebis, Cveni usasoobis gamoxatulebaa da<br />
umal sagonebelSi gvagdebs (unda gvagdebdes),<br />
vidre sabrZolvelad aRgvagznebs. samagierod,
kooperativi "mende" iseT eleqtronul<br />
signalizacias gvTavazobs, romlis winaSec<br />
nebismieri avtogamtacebeli mowiwebiT moixris<br />
qeds. SeiZineT da gixaroden! anda, piriqiT,<br />
gixaroden da SeiZineT! da mainc, sifrTxiles Tavi<br />
ar stkiva - sarfis kari gaxsnilia - win warsulia!<br />
laTinuri amerika mogonili iqneba. amitom, erT<br />
rameze winaswar unda SevTanxmdeT, rogorc<br />
civilizebul xalxebs ekadreba: laparaki ar<br />
gvinda, fuli amoiRe! Tu isev qesatad viqeni,<br />
gardaqmnas ra azri aqvs meTqi, me Tqven gekiTxebiT.<br />
dae, "dinamos" "iberia" erqvas, magi patroni dedac.<br />
Tu gardaqmnaa gardaqmna iyos. sabWoTa kavSiris<br />
moqalaqeobaze uari Tqva da sabWoTa<br />
xelisuflebas undobloba gamoucxada ukve 70642<br />
kacma. magram bevria es Tu cota? Tuki<br />
gaviTvaliswinebT, rom... maSin, rasakvirvelia,<br />
bevria. xolo Tu gaviTvaliswinebT, rom... hm, hm...<br />
maSin - Zalian cota. yvela Tavisas Wedavs<br />
kidobans. taSkentis SvidSi ki marTlac rom mumiis<br />
moTminebiT elodeba muStars kooperativi "mumia".<br />
momsaxureba umaRles doneze da yvelasTvis<br />
xelmisawvdom fasebSi. guSindel Cvens<br />
balzammaxerebs, Turme, isic ar scodniaT,<br />
sxvadasxva seniT gardacvlilTa Sesamurad<br />
sxvadasxva Sedgenilobis wamlebi rom gamoiyeneba.<br />
marTlac, sad gripiTa da sad kiboTi mkvdari!<br />
Tqveni gamkvirvebia.<br />
taSkentis SvidSi Zveleburad SfoTavs "mumia",<br />
siCumeao, rom ambobdiT, es siCumea?!
amitomac, dRes Tu ara - xval, xval Tu ara - zeg,<br />
ueWvelad ganipoba piri miwisa da bnels ormoSi<br />
STainTqmeba ara romelime uiRblo gamvleli, anda<br />
Tundac gamvlelTa jgufi, aramed mTeli qalaqi,<br />
qalaqebi... cidan gulgaxeTqili Citebi cvivian,<br />
Tanamedrove madona ki wvivsakravebs daaJRarunebs<br />
scenaze. me Tu mkiTxavT, amazrzeni sanaxaobaa.<br />
musikaluri seqsis gakveTilebi keviReWia<br />
ymawvilebisTvis. vaSlis romeli naxevaric ar<br />
unda daumalo bavSvs, erTnairi TavgamodebiT<br />
dauwyebs Zebnas, anu, erTnairad gairyvneba, aq<br />
iqneba Tu iq, radgan rac aq akrZalulia, iq<br />
nebadarTulia da piriqiT. moixseniT niRbebi, Tqve<br />
usindisoebo. geyoT, briyvTa gapampuleba!<br />
saqarTveloSi sufevs mSvidoba -<br />
yvela Tavisas Wedavs kidobans.<br />
saqarTveloSi sufevs mSvidoba,<br />
kacis kvla, SuRli, siZva, flidoba...<br />
saqarTveloSi sufevs mSvidoba.
da, mainc, giJpoetebi calke! erTmwkrivad!<br />
sabednierod, imaTi droc wavida. mainc didxans<br />
ibogines. marTla ilaxeba Tu ara respublikis<br />
interesebio - kiTxulobs "komunisti". me vupasuxo,<br />
Tu Tqven upasuxebT? potos azriT, daviTi jer<br />
kidev Zal-RoniT savse gardacvlila, magram<br />
gindac Rrma siberemde ecocxla, gana rame<br />
gveSveleboda?! saqarTvelodan fereidanSi as<br />
ormocdaaTi aTasi kaci gaasaxles ZaliT,<br />
fereidnidan saqarTveloSi ki nebayoflobiT as<br />
ocdaori kaci dabrunda mxolod. CurCxelis<br />
gavleba dedas uswavlebia iq, fereidanSi. aq ra<br />
iswavla, imas malavs. rcxvenia. Cvenma Seupovarma<br />
Jurnalistebmac ver aTqmevines. samagierod,<br />
aborigeni mravalSviliani deda a.d. kvlavac<br />
mzadaa axali sicocxlis gasaCenad. ai, ras wers<br />
gazeTi amis Taobaze (azri ara aqvs gazeTisa da<br />
statiis avtoris dasaxelebas, radgan arafriT<br />
gansxvavdeba nebismier sxva gazeTSi<br />
gamoqveynebul nebismier sxva statiisgan, am<br />
sakiTxTan dakavSirebiT. orTografiuli<br />
Secdomebic ki igivea, gegonebaT, piri SeukravTo).<br />
magram, asea Tu ise, cxovreba grZeldeba. mteri ver<br />
ixarebs Cvenzeda. vera, batono, vera! ager<br />
daimaxsovreT Cemi sityva. raki gadauwyvetia, ufro<br />
sworad, raki Seugnia Tavisi daniSnuleba, axla<br />
sadilsac gaakeTebs (ager naxavT) da bavSvebsac<br />
mixedavs. aRar miyris upatronod (ara, meTqi!),<br />
rogorc aqamde hyavda miyrili, imitom ki ara,<br />
aqamde guli rom ar ukvdeboda sakuTari Svilebis<br />
sacodaobiT, ubralod, ar icoda, es rom
evaleboda - bavSvis dabana, dapureba, dabinaveba.<br />
cxra aprilma auxila Tvali.<br />
adre mcodnoda, hai dedasa!<br />
SeveSvebodi trakis qnevasa-o,
RiRinebs axla lambadas xmazed. dRes glovis<br />
zari dgas saqarTveloSi, magram mainc nu avyvebiT<br />
Worebs. iqneb rogorme SevikavoT Tavi. arada,<br />
yvela Woraobs. viRacas skandinaviaSi gauxiznia<br />
Svilebi, erovnul moZraobaSi ar CaiTrion cudma<br />
biWebmao. romeliRac sanatoriumis teritoriaze<br />
damsvenebel deda-Svils mcire kalibriani, ase<br />
vTqvaT, gasarTobi SaSxaniT erTi kviris<br />
ganmavlobaSi 128 ciyvi, 97 kaWkaWi, 84 SaSvi, 72<br />
gvriti, 38 guguli, 12 bu da 6 boloqanqara<br />
dauxocavs. cametSi rom miwa iZra, esec sruli<br />
simarTlea, oRond RmerTisgan iyo Tu<br />
gorbaCovisgan, ar vici da arc minda vicode.<br />
mieciT is amas samasi, imas - sami da visac gindaT,<br />
imas waakiTxeT ukuRma. gaWirvebisas daurekeT<br />
"avRanelebs". Tumca, Cveni telefonis ambavi rom<br />
vici, SeiZleba, tambovelebi SegrCeT bolos<br />
xelSi. alo, ola! ola, alo! (esec ukuRma<br />
ikiTxeba). megobrul-internacionaluri<br />
miwisZvris epicentri Turme CeCneT-inguSeTis<br />
sazRvarze mdebareobda, Tbilisidan mxolod as<br />
kilometrze. msxverpli da ngreva ar aris.<br />
mtyuans? mtyuans kargi sadili, rasakvirvelia,<br />
RviniTa da Tavisi yvelafriT. iciT ras swers<br />
axalgazrdebs erTi mxcovani ufrosi mecniermuSaki<br />
erT Zirgavardnil gazeTSi? gauazrebelma<br />
SemTxvevam imsxverpla Cveni axloblebis<br />
sicocxleo. warmogidgeniaT? "gauazrebeli"<br />
SemTxveva yofila erTkviriani mitingi,<br />
erTkviriani SimSiloba, erTkviriani kbilTa<br />
RrWiali, erTkviriani "gamo Tu biWi xar" da "modi,<br />
dagxvdebi". mxcovan umcros mecniermuSaks
gauTvaliswinebeli SemTxveva hgonia, samanqano<br />
katastrofasaviT. romeli mecnierebis muSakia<br />
netavi Tavad? ki magram, is mainc ver gaigo, wina<br />
dRiTac rom Caatares rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze tankebi?<br />
gasafrTxileblad. dasaSineblad. aki<br />
momitingeebmac winaswar daiWires Tadarigi,<br />
tankebis momavali vizitisTvis! mozides betonis<br />
blokebi, sabargo manqanebiTa da troleibusis<br />
vagonebiT Caxerges momijnave quCebi. moemzadnen<br />
omisTvis. jer kidev wina dRes, erTma gangeb<br />
CamorCenilma tankma mTels prospeqtze daayena<br />
omis suni. ekaekaterinekato zed Seaxta<br />
droSianad. viRaceebma mgoni kabinaSic moaxerxes<br />
CaZroma. rac rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze sanagve idga, zed<br />
daamxes. magram mainc "gauTvaliswinebeli<br />
SemTxveva" aRmoCnda bevrisTvis is, rac meore dRes<br />
moxda. aaaaaeeeeeuuuuuh! qalaqSi ki daRupulTa<br />
siebs akraven. ar endobian oficialur cnobebs.<br />
cxrameti kaci cotaa? cota ar aris, magram imaTgan<br />
metia mosalodneli da saerTodac eWviania<br />
adamiani. gansakuTrebiT, aqauri. da arc mTlad<br />
usafuZvlod. valdebulicaa, aseTi iyos. sxva rom<br />
araferi vTqvaT, jer kidev ormocdaTeqvsmetSi<br />
daRupulTa zusti raodenobac ver dagvidgenia<br />
aqamde - bevrma ver moikiTxa Tavisiani, ver gabeda,<br />
SeeSinda... magram axla sxva droa, axla Tu ar<br />
moikiTxe, is mogekiTxos iqneba. ugzo-ukvlod<br />
dakargulTa siebidan ki, sabednierod, kidev<br />
ramdenime adamiania amoRebuli. maT Soris ori<br />
moswavle gogonacaa, romlebic mSoblebs<br />
darbeul mitingze ki egulebodaT, magram,<br />
sinamdvileSi, im Rames, "Tanatol biWunebTan
erTad", qalaqgareT gauseirniaT da erT-erTi<br />
biWunas mSoblebis agarakze (gazeTSi miTiTebuli<br />
ar aris arc mSoblebis vinaoba, arc agarakis<br />
adgil-samyofeli), TeTrad gauTenebiaT ara marto<br />
saqarTvelosTvis, aramed maTTvisac istoriuli<br />
Rame da ramdenime momdevno Ramec - tankebis<br />
gruxunisa SeSinebiaT (moukvdaT dedikoebi!) da<br />
ver gaubedavT qalaqSi Camosvla (an wyneTidan, an<br />
kojridan, an kikeTidan). agreTve mitingze<br />
eguleboda Tavisianebs da, yvelasaTvis<br />
moulodnelad, rostovidan Camovida, ori didi<br />
CemodniT, erTi xandazmuli mandilosani.<br />
mowamvlis mizezTa gamomkvlevi komisia ki<br />
gulmodgined ikvlevs ukve gamokvleuls da,<br />
rogorc gvpirdeba, yovel or kviraSi gamarTavs<br />
sxdomebs. ese igi, xangrZlivi droiTaa<br />
gaTvaliswinebuli gamoZieba imisa, rac gamoZiebis<br />
dawyebamdec cnobili iyo. aba Tu gvipasuxebT, ra<br />
ufro Znelia: simarTlis dadgena Tu simarTlis<br />
Tqma? nu avCqardebiT. mivixed-movixedoT irgvliv.<br />
eSmaks ar sZinavs. ai, magaliTad, saqarTvelos<br />
janmrTelobis dacvis saministrosTan arsebuli<br />
sazogadoebrivi samedicino saeqsperto komisia<br />
(maTive mogonili saxelwodebaa), jerac<br />
kvlavindeburad swavlobs cxra aprils<br />
daSavebulTa janmrTelobis mdgomareobas, anu,<br />
ZiriTadad statistikas awarmoebs: Semovida<br />
amdeni (maT Soris, sxvaTaSoris,<br />
ekaekaterinekatoc, oRond sxva gvariT - gvari<br />
Seicvala - Tavisianebi rom daezoga, anda daesaja<br />
uaresad. midi da gaarkvie), gaewera amdeni,<br />
sacxedreSia amdeni. jerjerobiT, rasakvirvelia.
gelodebiT. mobrZandiT. bolo-bolo mainc<br />
moxvalT, ramdenic unda imaloT. Tqven rogor<br />
ggoniaT, moclilno mkiTxvelno, marto aborigeni<br />
eqimebi monawileoben klinikuri diagnozis<br />
dadgenasa da mkurnalobis warmarTvaSi? (amis Tqma<br />
erTi sityviTac SeiZleboda, magram maSin riTi<br />
ginda Seavso gazeTi), nuras ukacravad! damnaxavi<br />
da damfasebeli maT Soris ssr kavSiris jandacvis<br />
saministros leningradis higienisa da<br />
profpaTologiis samecniero-kvleviTi<br />
institutis klinikuri ganyofilebis<br />
xelmZRvanelsa da moskovis mwvave mowamvlaTa<br />
mkurnalobis sakavSiro centris ufros mecnier<br />
muSaks, medicinis mecnierebaTa kandidatsac<br />
dainaxavs (Jurnalistebs ki vsayvedurobT, magram<br />
marto amsigrZe wodebis damaxsovreba ar ginda?!).<br />
suni ikres Tu raSia saqme? ras Camocvenilan<br />
TbilisSi am dilauTenia? maincdamainc, cxra<br />
aprils! imitom rom, mainc moskovsa varT<br />
miCerebulni erT adgilas. Zlieria oraswlovani<br />
tradicia. STamomavalni mliqvneli qarTveli<br />
Tavadisa axlac mzad varT! arc mwvads davwvavT,<br />
arc Samfurs. marTalia, dagvxoces, magram<br />
daudgenelma pirebma dagvxoces (jariskacs<br />
saerTod ara aqvs saxeli), roca dadgenili da<br />
saqveynod cnobili pirebi gaWirvebaSic Tavze<br />
gvadganan. Cven ki, umadurebi, daunaxavebi, mainc<br />
vixocebiT. mkurnalobis miuxedavad, avadmyofis<br />
(Tu msxverplis?) gadarCena ver moxerxdao - wers<br />
magaliTad "Tbilisi", ufro rusi specialistebis<br />
gawbilebiT Sewuxebuli, da marTlac, ras ityvian<br />
Cvenze? ras vimsaxurebT? dilauTenia
Camofrindnen, vin icis, TiTo maTlafa xaSis<br />
Sexvrepac ver moaswres wesierad, maSinve xelebi<br />
daikapiwes, Cveni matrakveca gogoebi ki gonze<br />
mosvlasac ar kadruloben, Tvali mainc rom<br />
Seavlon sikvdilis win, ramxela avtoriteti<br />
adgaT Tavze. avadmyofs daudginda<br />
gamRizianebeli nivTierebebiTa da komponentebiT<br />
gamowveuli mZime xarisxis mwvave mowamvla,<br />
sxeulis mravlobiTi (?) daJeJiloba (ise, CvenSi<br />
rom vTqvaT, ra dros enis siwmindis dacvaa, Tavi<br />
ver dagvicavs), filtvebis SeSupeba,<br />
progresirebadi miokardiodistrofia,<br />
makrohematuria da ase Semdeg, da ase Semdeg.<br />
ambulatoriuli daxmareba aRmouCines amdens,<br />
stacionarebSi moaTavses amdeni, mkurnalobas<br />
ganagrZobs amdeni, sacxedreebi cxedruli<br />
moTminebiT elodebian msurvelebs. magram<br />
rogorc ar unda gagviWirdes, mainc unda<br />
vaRiaroT, rom zemoT ukve aRniSnulis garda,<br />
naxmaria dRemde ucnobi momwamlavi nivTierebac.<br />
samxedroebi pirmokumulni sduman. mtkiced<br />
inaxaven saxelmwifo saidumloebas. eqimebi ki<br />
gulSi kroWinoben - raki Sedegi erTia,<br />
prestiJisTvis, nacnobs isev ucnobi seni sjobs.<br />
samagierod, gangebiTa da locva-kurTxeviTa<br />
RmrTisaiTa sakaTedro taZari aSendeba TbilisSi.<br />
adgili, sadac taZari wamoimarTeba, wriTaa<br />
Semoxazuli suraTze, maRla, marjvena kuTxeSi.<br />
raki ver vSveliT xorcs, iqneb suli mainc<br />
gadavarCinoT. Tu iqneba, es iqneba namdvili<br />
saswauli. iqneb! vin icis. miT ufro rom, ucxoeTi<br />
Turme did yuradRebas uTmobs cxra aprilis
ambebs. batoni marleni adgils ver poulobs<br />
Turme TeTri saxlis kedlebSi. ar vici, ras vuzam,<br />
Tu dadginda damnaSavis vinaobao - eubneba Turme<br />
pirad parikmaxers. magram komentarisgan mainc<br />
Tavs ikavebs, radgan sabWouri komisiebisa ar iyos,<br />
imasac ar gaaCnia Turme saamisod saWiro<br />
damatebiTi masala, ese igi, specialuri damsjeli<br />
razmis gasamarTlebeli sabuTi - gabzaruli fari,<br />
CaWeWyili muzaradi Tu tyviiT dabegvili Jileti.<br />
mougroveben da Cautanen, magram iqamde viri xeze<br />
gava. anda Tavad batoni marleni gamova TeTri<br />
saxlidan. arada, leSis sunnakravi,<br />
gaRizianebuli da gaaqtiurebuli sovetologebi<br />
erTxmad gaiZaxian, nacionalizmi komunizmis<br />
ukanaskneli stadiaao. maT pirs Saqari da mainc<br />
viCqaroT komunistur SabaTobaze, batono<br />
amxanagebo, anda, Tu gnebavT, amxanago batonebo.<br />
pativi mivagoT leninis dabadebis 119-e wlisTavs,<br />
rogorc qarTvelebs gvekadreba, yvelaze<br />
purmarilian xalxs mTels dedamiwaze da yvelaze<br />
magar meomrebs, imitom rom, vinc ki iaraRs mokida<br />
rodisme xeli, yvelam Cven gadagviara. amazea<br />
naTqvami, mglis Tavze saxarebas kiTxulobdnen,<br />
imas ki mainc tyisken eWira Tvalio. kuzians samare<br />
gaasworebs mxolod, batono amxanago kukuri<br />
(ilikoviC). amboben, erTi-ori weli mainc<br />
dasWirdeba simarTlis garkvevaso. xom ar<br />
gebevrebaT? me ar vici, riTi aixsneba Cveni xalxis<br />
aseTi sulwasuloba, TiTqos erTi dRe ar<br />
ecxovros usimarTlod, magram arc me da arc Tqven<br />
araferi gvetkinos iqamde, vidre simarTle<br />
gairkveodes. aWaraSi stiqiuri ubedureba
grZeldebao, marTalia? marTalia. eg marTalia.<br />
ufro sworad, eg advili gasarkvevia, radgan<br />
marto RmerTia damnaSave, sxva aravin, arc<br />
adgilobrivi, arc respublikuri da arc<br />
sakavSiro masStabiT. fexmZime qali ver asula<br />
vertmfrenSi, Tokis kibeze ver acocebula Tavisi<br />
mucliT da, airtoniviT, marto dautovebiaT<br />
Tunuqisa Tu Siferis pawawina kunZulze, romelic<br />
jer kidev guSin maTi mama-papuri saxlis saxuravi<br />
iyo mxolod. RmerTi uSvelis. vin icis, iqneb<br />
mxolod im "kunZulze" gadarCes sicocxle, saTave<br />
daedos axal civilizacias. adamiani yvelafers<br />
egueba. garemoeba qmnis Segnebas da sxva mravali.<br />
dapatimrebuli arian egreT wodebuli<br />
araformaluri organizaciis liderebi. daiwyo<br />
saqmis gamoZieba. magram erTxel kidev TavisTavad<br />
ibadeba kiTxva: sad arian mkvlelebi? bodiSiT. me<br />
ra vici. me ratom mekiTxebiT? me erTi provincieli<br />
biWi var, Teatraluri institutis studenti. bevri<br />
araferi gamegeba. ase igi, institutSi Sevvardi.<br />
aba, sad davmaluliyavi? saxli ara maqvs da kari.<br />
magram iqac Semomyvnen. mesame sarTulamde msdies.<br />
cotac da marTla gamiskdeboda guli. mere haerSi<br />
cudi suni dadga uceb. Tvalebi da yeli amewva ra.<br />
jer ise, keriasTan rom amewveboda xolme,<br />
sofelSi, futi Tu gadamcdeboda SemTxveviT, Sen<br />
xar Cemi batoni. sxvaTa Soris, pirvelad maSin<br />
gamaxsenda is Cemi keria. daxatuliviT damidga<br />
Tvalwin. mere araferi maxsovs. gamiSviT Sin da<br />
pirobas vdeb, saerTod aRar Camoval TbilisSi.<br />
dedis xaTriT var aq, Torem ra memsaxiobeba, jer<br />
arc vyofilvar TeatrSi. me ki
javSantransportiori gamomekida, Cemanala. aba, me<br />
Tu mkiTxavT, qaji ver gaarkvevda, sad ar jobda<br />
yofna, SenobaSi Tu quCaSi. me, magaliTad, Sin<br />
moviwamle, sakuTar loginSi. ZilSi. rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze<br />
vcxovrob da RamiT sarkmeli Ria maqvs xolme.<br />
orsulad xar albaTo, amiCema dedaCemma, aba, ra<br />
Wiri gecao da, am dros, imasac wamoazida. gareT ki,<br />
"komunistis" eniT rom vTqvaT, gazafxulia da<br />
frinvelTa galoba - es gaRviZebuli xmaa<br />
dedamiwisa (albaT unda iyos, gaRviZebuli<br />
dedamiwis xmaao). aba, vin gamoicnobs, ra niSniTaa<br />
gaerTianebuli am liriul etiudSi dedamiwa da<br />
Citis WikWiki? viTom, riTi iqneboda naklebi,<br />
davuSvaT, imave dedamiwisa da rusT<strong>avel</strong>is<br />
prospeqtze desantis amonarwyevis gaerTianeba?<br />
magram sjobs isev foto-poets movusminoT:<br />
gazafxulia, Jami cocxal organizmTa<br />
gamoRviZebisa (aba, mkvdari organizmi rom<br />
gaiRviZebs, ise gaiRviZa Cvenma mterma), kacTa,<br />
cxovelTa, TevzTa, frinvelTa da mcenareTa<br />
TeslTa gadmofrqvevisa. vin SeiZleba ar iyos<br />
Seyvarebuli dReso - kiTxulobs foto-poeti -<br />
martosulad grZnobdes am dros Tavso? vin da,<br />
vTqvaT, sabWoTa armiis jariskaci da qarTveli<br />
gogona. erTi klavs, imitom rom yvelaferi sZuls,<br />
meore ki imitom kvdeba, imasac yelSi rom amouvida<br />
yvelaferi. ra xerxebs ar mimarTavs mdedri mamris<br />
misazidad, saxeobis, jiSis, gvaris, xasiaTis,<br />
Tvisebis, feris, surnelebis, xmis, azris, fiqris,<br />
ocnebis, vnebis, grZnobis gasagrZeleblado -<br />
agrZelebs foto-poeti - sawyali Tbiliseli gogo<br />
ki arwyevs, Wadris Ziras wakuzula, Tavi lamis
gauskdes, guli uRondeba, haers veRar ylapavs,<br />
yeli Caswvia, grigaliseburi ZaliT brunavs<br />
mucelSi tkivilis awyvetili zambara. rusi<br />
jariskaci ki ise ahyolia gadmonTxeul<br />
siZulvils, gasayidad gadamalul gazis<br />
balonsac esvris gaqceulTa zurgebs. baloni<br />
haerSive skdeba da mxuTavi gazis nacrisferi<br />
urCxuli amazrzenad igragneba mTeli prospeqtis<br />
sigrZeze. Sen ki, kidev erTi gazafxulis uSualo<br />
monawile, mainc bednierad Tvli Tavs, Tumca,<br />
Senca da Seni meuRlec jer kidev lekvdakarguli<br />
mglebiviT daZrwiT gamocarielebul qalaqSi,<br />
magram, sabednierod Tu saubedurod, Tqveni lekvi<br />
arc daRupulTa da arc ugzo-ukvlod<br />
dakargulTa Sorisaa moxseniebuli. Sen jer kidev<br />
gaocebuli xar gafrenis im dauokebeli<br />
surviliT, Senma Svilma rom gamoamJRavna, rogorc<br />
ki amis SesaZlebloba mieca. ufro zustad,<br />
rogorc ki Seityo - ra Tqma unda, Senganve - amgvari<br />
ram SesaZlebeli yofilao, maSinve<br />
Tanamzraxvelad gagixda. arada, iqamde,<br />
yvelanairad umalavdi Sens ganzraxvas. ufro<br />
metic - uimisod apirebdi gafrenas, radgan<br />
darwmunebuli ar iyavi, marTla Tu SesZlebdi<br />
Canafiqris aRsrulebas, anu, msxverplad Tu ar<br />
Seewirebodi sakuTar sigiJes. Tumca, mTavari<br />
mizezi mainc sxva iyo - ufro martivic da ufro<br />
naTelic. Tavad, ra Tqma unda, monobas sikvdili<br />
gerCia daufiqreblad, magram Svilze ase ver<br />
ifiqrebdi. Svili de mona yofiliyo, oRond<br />
ecocxla. magram gafrenis JiniT Sepyrobili<br />
Svilis saxe rom ixile, mRelvarebisgan
aTrTolebuli misi xma rom moismine, uyoymanod<br />
gadawyvite, araviTar SemTxvevaSi aRar<br />
dagetovebina am aqoTebul labirinTSi. Cemze<br />
Zalian amas sdomebia gafrenao - fiqrobdi<br />
erTdroulad SeZrwunebulica da<br />
gabednierebulic. magram gafrena garTobis<br />
saxeoba ar unda yofiliyo imisTvis, SvilisTvis,<br />
jer kidev zrdadaumTavrebeli ymawvilisTvis,<br />
romelsac erTdroulad ezrdeba yvelaferi,<br />
yvela nakvTi Tu aso erTdroulad eweva gareT da<br />
maRla, axali sivrceebisken. sivrce ki iseve<br />
izidavs adamians, rogorc ZaRls - sisxliani<br />
xorcis naWeri. magram sisxliani xorcis naWeri,<br />
SeiZleba Tavad aRmoCndes, Tuki survili<br />
TandaTanobiT Tvisebad ar gadaiqca. xolo, mas<br />
Semdeg, rac Sen da Seni Svili Tanamzraxvelebi<br />
gaxdiT, imdenad SeikumSa, imdenad dapatravda<br />
Tqvens garSemo sivrce, advilad SeiZleboda,<br />
survili Tvisebad mogCvenebodaT. ufro sworad,<br />
imas mosCveneboda, Svils, umwifars, gamoucdels,<br />
mouTmenars. tyveobidan Tavis daRwevis Jini da<br />
Tavisuflebisken swrafva erTi da igive ar aris,<br />
ramdenadac tyveoba moTxovnilebaTa da<br />
midrekilebaTa SezRudvaa drois garkveul<br />
monakveTze, rac Tanabrad autanelia nebismieri<br />
sulieri arsebisTvis, roca Tavisufleba mxolod<br />
da mxolod adamianuri sulis Tvisebaa da es<br />
Tviseba an droulad ar uviTardeba, an droze<br />
adre gadaugvardeba xolme ama Tu im adamians,<br />
oRond araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar SeiZleba, Tundac<br />
Canasaxad, ar arsebobdes nebismier adamianSi.<br />
magram <strong>avel</strong>umic Tanamedrove pedagogikis gzas
om dasdgomoda da Svilis ganaTlebaze metad,<br />
Svilis gaeSmakebaze efiqra, ufro "popularuli"<br />
eniT elaparaka masTan, albaT isic ukeT<br />
gaerkveoda, rodis rogor moqceuliyo. Tumca,<br />
imdenad pativmoyvare gaxldaT (esec saerTo<br />
Tvisebaa dRevandelebisa), erTxelac ar<br />
wamoscdenia, ver gavige, iqneb ukeT amixsnaTo.<br />
piriqiT, yvelaferze erTnairad iZaxda: amas ra<br />
unda, es xom mec vicodio. erTi suli hqonda,<br />
rodis miimagrebda mxrebze xelovnur frTebs.<br />
magram roca amis droc dadga, erTbaSad daaviwyda<br />
yvelaferi, rasac mama aswavlida aqoTebuli<br />
labirinTis wyvdiadSi. TviTnakeTi droSa<br />
frTasaviT daiqnia da tanks Seafrinda. xolo, amas<br />
ra mohyva Sedegad, yvelasaTvis cnobilia.<br />
gafrenis survili adamianobis niSania, magram<br />
frena adamianis Tviseba ar aris. ase rom, Senc<br />
damnaSave xar, rogorc sakuTari Svilis<br />
(Svilebis), iseve saerTod axalgazrdobis winaSe,<br />
raki mTeli sicocxlis manZilze, niSnis Tvisebad<br />
gadaqcevas cdilobdi. rac mTavaria, Seni<br />
moZRvreba (sakmaod maRalfardovani), gnebavT,<br />
Semoqmedeba (sakmaod bundovani), codnisa da<br />
gamocdilebis gaziarebas ki ar gulisxmobda,<br />
aramed sakuTari survilis, sakuTari ocnebis<br />
gadanergvas, SeiZleba, saamisod sruliad<br />
Seuferebel niadagze. miT ufro rom, Tavadac<br />
iseve ar SegeZlo gafrena, rogorc, vTqvaT,<br />
virTxas. magram, saca samarTalia, gunebaSic ar<br />
dagiSvia, romelime Seni mowafe (msmeneli,<br />
mkiTxveli), anda Tavad, marTla rom gafrindebodi<br />
am sityvis pirdapiri, anu miTologiuri
mniSvnelobiT. Sen sxva mizani gamoZravebda. Seni<br />
mizani iyo saerTod axalgazrdoba da, TavisTavad<br />
cxadia, kerZod Seni Svili (Svilebi) virTxad ar<br />
gadaqceuliyo droTa ganmavlobaSi, anu, cis imedi<br />
ar daekarga, ocnebas ar gadaCveoda, ar danebeboda<br />
garemos zemoqmedebas da cxovrebis wesad ar<br />
gaexada misgan Tavsmoxveuli Cvevebi, ris Semdegac<br />
Zaldautanebladac, nebayoflobiTac SegiZlia<br />
CaZvre miwisqveSeTSi, saidanac ukve veRaraferi<br />
amogiyvans samzeoze, sasikvdilo senisa da<br />
sisastikeSi gadazrdili cxoveluri siTavxedis,<br />
ganukiTxaobis meti. magram sikeTe yovelTvis<br />
sikeTe ar aris. is, SeiZleba, sazarel<br />
borotebadac iqces, miT ufro viRacis mier da<br />
raRacis gamo Tavsmoxveuli. Seni Svilic xom<br />
monobaSi daibada da aqauri yvelaferi,<br />
labirinTis CaTvliT, axlobeli da mSobliuria<br />
misTvis?! amdenad, aqedan gafrenis survilic,<br />
arabunebrivi Tu ara, naadrevi aSkarad aRmoCnda.<br />
"mgoni Sevcdio" - Senc mtkivneulad gagkravda<br />
xolme gulSi daundobeli eWvi da mzad iyavi<br />
Senive Sekowiwebuli frTebic dagefxriwa da<br />
SvilisTvisac daundoblad migexala pirSi:<br />
mogatyue, sad gagonila, Se sulelo, adamianis<br />
frenao. magram Tavisuflebis mware marcvali<br />
yvela adamianis arsebaSia CaTesili da im<br />
marcvlis aRmosaceneblad sakmarisia erTi,<br />
erTaderTi naTeli wamic, romelic adamianis<br />
arsebas Signidan gaanaTebs xolme, rogorc<br />
CiraRdani mRvimes da, miuxedavad drois simcirisa,<br />
adamiani mainc aswrebs imis danaxvas, rac iqamde<br />
misive sibecisa da miuxvedrelobis SeuRwevel,
gaufantav wyvdiadSi Tvlemda. am erT wams unari<br />
Seswevs Zirfesvianad Secvalos ara marto erTi<br />
adamianis cxovreba, aramed mTeli samyaroc,<br />
romelSiac is erTi adamiania Cakarguli. magram<br />
Sen isic icodi - da es kidev ufro zrdis Sens<br />
danaSauls - amgvari uecari gamofxizleba,<br />
samwuxarod, umTavresad katastrofiT rom<br />
mTavrdeba. amitomac eWvobdi, xom ar Sevcdio, da<br />
rac SegeZlo, viTom akavebdi, viTom anelebdi<br />
Svilis mouTmenlobas, Svilis sulswrafobas,<br />
rasac araferi ecxo TavisuflebisTvis<br />
aucilebeli sibrZnisa da SorsmWvretelobisa. nu<br />
viCqarebT, movemzadoT, ase haiharad araferi<br />
gamogvivao - eubnebodi Svils, labirinTis<br />
aSmorebul wyvdiads miyuradebuli, magram ukve<br />
gvian iyo - Sen Svils Zili gaufrTxa. yvelaferze<br />
iRrineboda. moRuSuli dadioda. an mitings<br />
marTavda, an droSas keravda, Tavis oTaxSi<br />
Seketili. Senc veRar ereodi Tavs da<br />
Tvalebgadmokarkluli, ybamoqceuli, isev amaod,<br />
isev uSedegod ukiTxavdi saxarebas. mere ki<br />
TviTonve dardobdi da ganicdidi da dafeTebuli<br />
daeZebdi gabutul Svils jer aqoTebul,<br />
atalaxebul talanebSi - vidre tankebi<br />
SemoiWrebodnen iq - mere gamocarielebul, mkvdar<br />
qalaqSi da bolos sofel-sofel... marTalia, Sen<br />
da Seni Svili Tanamzraxvelebi iyaviT, rac<br />
TavisTavad didi bedniereba iyo SenTvis, magram<br />
SeiZleba iTqvas, gafrenis survilis meti araferi<br />
gqondaT saerTo. ufro metic - Svils ar sjeroda<br />
Seni, ar gendoboda bolomde. Cumad<br />
giTvalTvalebda, mZinaresac ki, radgan
darwmunebuli iyo, bolo wuTas gaeparebodi, isev<br />
uimisod "gafrindebodi", imas ki samudamod<br />
Catovebdi "tikinebis xuxulaSi" - rogorc<br />
sakuTar saxls eZaxda - romlis "aSenebasac"<br />
saukeTeso wlebi Sealie Sen, oRond, imitom ki ara,<br />
Tavadac rom ar icodi, ras iqmodi, anda<br />
xelisufalTa gulis mogebas cdilobdi mravalTa<br />
da mravalTa msgavsad, aramed mxolod ase -<br />
rogorc TviTonve ambobdi xolme, tvinSi<br />
RvinoSemjdari - monuri TvalTmaqcobiTa da<br />
monuri veragobiT gamogexata Seni guliswyroma,<br />
Seni Seurigebloba am dampali, am usindiso<br />
cxovrebis mimarT. gamoxate kidec. Tanamedrove<br />
minosis ufxizlesi da umkacresi cenzurac ki<br />
gaacure, magram isev cxovrebam ar gapatia da<br />
bolos TviTonve aRmoCndi cxovrebis Seneuli<br />
modelis maradiuli tusaRi, gnebavs, binadari,<br />
Tanac SvilTan erTad. Sen da Seni Svili erT<br />
WerqveS ki cxovrobdiT TiTqos, magram sul<br />
erTmaneTs daeZebdiT amaod, radgan swored es<br />
aris, amas gulisxmobs arsi labirinTisa -<br />
ganuyoflis gayofas, arsebulis uaryofas da<br />
ganuwyvetel, gauTavebel wanwals<br />
ararsebulisken. magram vinc sakuTar monobas<br />
aRmoaCens, is mona veRar iqneba. Sen ki ufro meti<br />
aRmoaCine. Sen aRmoaCine, rom saerTod adamiania<br />
mona; rom misi buneba ZiriTadad monuria - an sxvas<br />
emoneba, an sakuTar Tavs; sxvanairad ar SeuZlia,<br />
Tumca, iseve rogorc WianWvelebSi, adamianebSic<br />
arseboben gamonaklisebi, romlebic, ratomRac, ar<br />
midian iqiT, saiTac danarCenebi miiswrafian;<br />
xolo, raki gamonaklisi arsebobs, SeiZleba
odisme wesadac iqces, anu, yvelam is akeTos<br />
mxolod, rac Tavad miaCnia sworad, rac ki ar<br />
daavales, Tavad daivala. magram gamonaklisi<br />
wesad rom iqces, upirveles yovlisa, yuradReba<br />
unda miiqcios, anu, ramenairad unda Seewiros<br />
sakuTar gamonaklisobas, rac, jerjerobiT,<br />
mxolod Seyvarebuls Tu moumoqmedebia Tundac<br />
wignis furclebze, ramdenadac umsxverplod, ese<br />
igi, usisxlod da ucremlod, verc veravis<br />
Seagnebineb rames da verc veravin Seignebs Tavad,<br />
rogorc ar unda moindomos. ufro metic,<br />
msxverplis gaReba erTgvar maradiul ritualad<br />
unda iqces, erTgvar kanonzomierebad,<br />
aucileblobad, raki adamiani uaRresad meryevi<br />
bunebis arsebaa da, SeiZleba, erT mSvenier dRes,<br />
gaWianurebuli Tavisuflebac mowyindes. magram es<br />
Soreuli momavlis saqmea. iqamde bevri wyali<br />
Caivlis (SeiZleba, am werilis mkiTxvelic marTla<br />
daibados iqamde). jer isic sakiTxavia, rodisme<br />
marTla Tu ganTavisufldeba adamiani, marTla Tu<br />
moipovebs WeSmaritsa da srul Tavisuflebas<br />
usikvdilod, anu, erTxel da samudamod<br />
ganasxvavebs Tu ara Tavisuflebas (rac gvirgvinia<br />
misi adamianobisa), Tavnebobisgan (rac borkilad<br />
adevs mis adamianobas). aseve sakiTxavia, marTla<br />
SeiZleba Tavisuflebis mopoveba, Tu isic im did<br />
sinaTlesaviTaa, romelic, bednierasi ar iyos,<br />
mxolod SemTxveviT SeiZleba ixilos kacma da,<br />
imave bednieras msgavsad, ki gabednierdes, magram,<br />
amasTanave, yvelaferze erTbaSad aucruvdes guli<br />
- imis mnaxvels, araraobad moeCvenos sxva<br />
yvelaferi. magram vidre amas vikiTxavdeT da
gavarkvevdeT, jer kidev didi gza gvaqvs<br />
gasavleli. jer mxolod Tavisuflebaze fiqri<br />
daibada labirinTSi da imitomac dgas irgvliv<br />
aseTi mZafri suni sisxlisa da cremlisa. sisxli<br />
da cremlia sulis sanTeli, sulis purica da<br />
sulis frTac. oRond, WeSmariti Tavisufleba<br />
albaT swored is aris, roca ufrTodac fren. es ki<br />
mxolod maSin iqneba SesaZlebeli, roca adamiani,<br />
bolos da bolos, Signidanac dainaxavs sakuTar<br />
arsebas da gaacnobierebs kidec danaxuls. "gana es<br />
cotaao" - eubnebodi, evedrebodi, eCxubebodi<br />
Svils, magram imas arafris gagoneba aRar undoda,<br />
vidre frTebs ar Seibamda, vidre caSi ar<br />
afrindeboda da vidre sakuTar kiserze ar<br />
iwvnevda frenis siamesac da simZimesac. axlac<br />
tyapatyupiT cvivian cidan Tanamedrove ikarosebi,<br />
inkubatoris wiwilebiviT Znelad gasarCevni<br />
erTmaneTisgan, romelTa asamCateblad sityvieri,<br />
zepiri Tavisuflebac sakmarisi aRmoCnda da, raki<br />
mSobliuri labirinTidan gaRwevis Sansi<br />
gauCndaT, mifrinaven, mifrinaven, mifrinaven,<br />
miafarTxuneben xelovnur frTebs, vidre<br />
Camocvivdebodnen. Tbilisis cac Cit-biWunebiTa<br />
da Cit-gogonebiTaa savse. ixvis gundebiviT<br />
miyayaneben, miyvityviteben "Tbili" qveynebisken.<br />
didi gadafrenis Jami dasdgomiaT moulodnelad,<br />
samocdaaTwliani uimedo molodinis Semdeg. vinc<br />
adre, imperia rom imperiobda, moskovsa da<br />
leningrads etaneboda, viTom saswavleblad da<br />
samoRvaweod, sinamdvileSi ki cxovrebisgan<br />
ukeTesisa da ufro metis aRebis imediT, axla<br />
miunhenebsa da parizebs, bostonebsa da otavebs
usinjavs kbils - enacvaloT dedebi - mSvidobiT,<br />
mSvidobiT, mSvidobiT. yvela Tavisas Wedavs<br />
kidobans. gardaqmnas marTlac didi Zala hqonia.<br />
yvelam sakuTari Tavi gamoTxara gaurkvevlobis<br />
burusidan - gamoavlina WeSmariti buneba, rasac<br />
amdeni xani, uneblieT malavda Turme. marTlac,<br />
vin ifiqrebda, jer kidev guSin... magram<br />
Tavisuflebamde jer kidev Sorsaa da msxverplic<br />
bevri dasWirdeba am saqmes. "ganaTlebuli xalxic<br />
xom dasWirdeba samSobloso" - CamogZaxebs cidan<br />
erT-erTi maTgani (gawripuli, saTvaliani biWia,<br />
laparakisas cali xeliT sul saTvales isworebs,<br />
ar Camomvardeso). danarCenebi ki Cumad,<br />
kiserdagrZelebulni, mowadinebulni iqneven<br />
frTebs. zogs ZaliT Sekavebuli Rimilic<br />
dasTamaSebs mWidrod mokumul pirze. etyoba, Sin<br />
gaafrTxiles, piriT ar isunTqo, caSi ufro<br />
eciebao. Senc ginda asZaxo qvemodan, samSoblos<br />
saxeliT yvelafris SeniRbva da gamarTleba<br />
SeiZlebao, magram vidre gabedavde, nabolarac<br />
miefareba Tvals da caze isev erTferovani<br />
sicariele daisadgurebs da adamianuri<br />
sisastikis udabnoSi mzisgan gamomwvari,<br />
qarebisgan gamofituli lodiviT dayudebuli,<br />
Tavbradamxvevi, gamabriyvebeli, gamabavSvebeli<br />
netarebiT grZnob ganaxlebuli sicocxlis<br />
mozRvavebas da Sens garSemo, mourCeneli,<br />
maradiuli Wrilobis msgavsad, yrud, saidumlod<br />
feTqavs haeri. magram raki sikvdils glova uxdeba,<br />
Cvenc vglovobT, rac SegviZlia. vinc ginda iyos -<br />
gind mteri, gind moyvare. ginda Cveniani, ginda<br />
ucxo - CvenTvis sulerTia. literaturiT
aRzrdili xalxi varT, bolos da bolos.<br />
folklori, klasika, rame. Tumca, jer isic ver<br />
gagvirkvevia, ratom viqceviT ase. garkvevas glova<br />
gvirCevnia da vglovobT kidec erTnairi<br />
TavgamodebiT, vTqvaT, sadRac, cxra mTas iqiT<br />
daRupul sabWoTa jariskacsac da aqve, Cvens<br />
Tvalwin, sabWoTa jariskacis xeliT aCexil gogobiWebsac.<br />
erTs gauTviTcnobierebeli siamayiT,<br />
meores - viRacaze gaurkvevlad gabrazebulni.<br />
pirveli SemTxveva xom ar aris, rom davukvirdeT?!<br />
ase gvicxovria da ase vicxovrebT momavalSic.<br />
rogorc ar unda gviWirdes, mainc unda gaviRimoT,<br />
Tundac daudgeneli mtris jibrze. aba<br />
movemzadoT! yvelani me miyurebT, ai aq, da<br />
iRimebiT, oRond, Citi ar gamofrindeba. tyuilad<br />
nu daelodebiT. moiwamlnen. gadarCenilebi<br />
stacionarul mkurnalobas gadian Tbilisis<br />
garSemo aqa-iq wamlad SemorCenil jagebsa da<br />
buCqnarebSi. arada, mkvdari maSin iqneboda<br />
Tbilisi, glovis nacvlad, taSfanduri rom<br />
gaemarTa, rogorc mavani da mavani gvirCevs.<br />
nebismieri qalaqi (qalaqia Tu rac ari), iqamdea<br />
cocxali, vidre icis, rodis itiros da rodis<br />
icinos. xaTri sxvaa. xaTri, Sen isa Tqvi, ras ar<br />
gagakeTebinebs. Tumca, vidre ar iquxebs, kaci<br />
pirjvars ar gadaiwerso da aha, iquxa, rogorc<br />
iqna! aha, pirjvaric. RmerTo, Sen daicav... magram<br />
rogor? modis mewyeri da sofelic Tan moaqvs,<br />
akvnian-saflavianad. buneba, kacisgan<br />
gansxvavebiT, ver guobs Zaladobas (qvemoT teqsti<br />
alag-alag gadaSlilia, etyoba, raRac cximiani<br />
iyo gazeTSi gaxveuli, magram gadaSlili
adgilebis gamotovebiTac azri ucvleli rCeba).<br />
im garemoebaTa Sesaswavlad, aprilis mSvidobiani<br />
monstraciis (albaT - demonstraciis) darbevas<br />
rom mohyva, saministrosTan da saeqsperto<br />
komisiasTan erTad, araformaluri<br />
organizaciebis, muSebisa da inteligenciis<br />
warmomadgenlebic, romelTa klinikurma analizma<br />
udavod daadastura ucnauri Semadgenlobis<br />
momwamlavi iuri Tierebani (albaT - qimiuri<br />
nivTierebani) da maTive dafiqsirebuli iagnozi<br />
(diagnozi), ramac komisiis wevrTa aRSfoTeba da<br />
guliswyroma gamoiwvia, Tumca Tavis gaCexvis<br />
Sedegad sikvdili mohyva da mainc, SesaZleblad<br />
migvaCnia ganvacxadoT, rogorc sikvdili, ise<br />
calkeuli mZime toqsikolo garTulebani<br />
winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi Seuwynarebeli da uria,<br />
Tumca ukve ramdenjerme vTxoveT amierkavkasiis<br />
samxedro olqisa da sardlobis warmomadgenlebs,<br />
Tuki, ra Tqma unda, samxedro saidumlo ar aris,<br />
raTa gamiznulad gvemkurnala daSavebulTaTvis,<br />
magram uars gveubnebian, sabWoTa armiis saStato<br />
satabelo saSualebaTa Soris ar ariso. Tumca,<br />
ucilobeli sabuTebis gamo, iZulebulni gaxdnen<br />
eRiarebinaT mxolod qloracetavenoni (eg ra<br />
salaparakoa!), riTac savsebiT gamoricxes, magram<br />
Tu gaviTvaliswinebT sadReisod arsebul<br />
obieqtur monacemebs, maSin informacia ki ara,<br />
dezinformaciaa, romlis mizania danaSaulebrivi<br />
damalva da ara adgilobrivi mosaxleobis<br />
zogierTi warmomadgenlis monaCmaxi, rogorc<br />
gazeTi "krasnaia zvezda" aRwers ra da<br />
kategoriulad uaryofs. amitom, komisiis azriT,
darbevaSi monawileobdnen mTlianad da srulad<br />
da ase Semdeg. aWaraSi ki meeqvse dRea mZvinvarebs<br />
stiqia. daRupulTa ricxvi izrdeba. samagierod,<br />
Tunuqisa Tu Siferis kunZulze biWi dabadebula.<br />
qvemo qarTlSi "viTareba" TandaTan kalapotSi<br />
dgeba. CamorTmeulia. amoRebulia. dakavebulia.<br />
rac mTavaria, CaSlilia SuRlis Camogdebis kidev<br />
erTi cda. Tumca, jer dasadgenia, CaSlilia Tu<br />
gadatanilia xvalisTvis, momavlisTvis.<br />
yvelafers Tavisi dro aqvs, xilisa ar iyos. garda<br />
amisa, napovnia adgilobrivi macxovreblis a.a-s<br />
gvami (gazeTi wers - "napovni iqnao" - rac Cven<br />
sworad ar migvaCnia), romelsac aSkarad etyoba<br />
Turme mravali natyviari, gnebavT, jer kidev<br />
etyoba, rom namdvilad a.a.-s gvamia da ara, vTqvaT,<br />
b.b-si. gamoZieba grZeldeba. saqme gadagzavnilia,<br />
magram ukanve gadmoigzavna. grZeeeeli taSi da<br />
masobrivi informaciis saSualebaTa muSakebs<br />
vTxovT sufrasTan. cxvris qababi, lavaSiTa da<br />
kowaxuriT. gmadlobT yuradRebisTvis. erTi<br />
msoflio mniSvnelobis garewari cxovrobs<br />
TbilisSi da, dedas rom agineben, isic ase ambobs<br />
xolme, gmadlobT yuradRebisTviso.<br />
olxokratias, etyoba, kargi niadagi eqneba CvenSi,<br />
magram Cven Tundac imitom unda ganvTavisufldeT,<br />
Tavic gavicnoT da erTmaneTic: rani varT, ra<br />
SegviZlia. Tuki yvelani met-naklebad<br />
daavadebulni varT fsiqikurad da saxumarod<br />
aRar gvcalia, saerTod keTildReobasa da<br />
inteleqtze saubari, meti rom ar vTqvaT,<br />
uxerxulia. CamomxrCvalis ojaxSi Tokze ar<br />
laparakoben. da mainc, romelsa asxen yurni smenad
ismenen. ese igi, amxanagi batoni kukuri ilikoviCi<br />
seriozulad Tu CaTvlis Tavs politikosad, viri<br />
yofila. mTavari is ki ar aris, Tbilisis<br />
sasursaTo maRaziebSi uSedegod rom daeZebs<br />
Turme safuars vinme qalbatoni albina, aramed<br />
mTavaria, ris afuebas apirebs qalbatoni am meored<br />
mosvlis Jams. riTac daviwyeT, imiT vamTavrebT.<br />
wre TandaTan ikvreba. ase rom, araferi xdeba<br />
uCveulo da ucnauri. ubralod, gazeTi tyuil<br />
saxels icvlis da namdvil saxes malavs. erTxel<br />
kidev. funqcioneris aRsarebao, homoseqsualizmi<br />
kacobriobis naTeli momavalio da, ra vici, raRas<br />
ar kisrulobs mkiTxvelis erTxel kidev<br />
gasabriyveblad. magram viTom es iyo Cveni ideali?!<br />
ufro sworad, raRa es undoda Cvens isedac<br />
dabneul mkiTxvels?! magram arc mTlad isea saqme,<br />
rogorc Cvens mtrebs surT. deida vangas uTqvams,<br />
qarTvelebs ori weli uWirT, mere ki SeeCveviano.<br />
"metexis" sabanketo darbazSi viRac italiel<br />
saqmosans oficialurad gamouTqvams CvenTan<br />
TanamSromlobis survili. saerTod<br />
dainteresebuli yofila saqarTveloTi (qarTul<br />
markebs agrovebda albaT bavSvobaSi). Cveni ar<br />
iyos, Tqvenc uZvelesi kulturis xalxi xarTo,<br />
uTqvams araoficialurad, ase vTqvaT, kulisebSi<br />
(originalSi hqonia wakiTxuli feSangi<br />
faSvibertyaZis Txzulebani). xa, xa, xa, xa.<br />
qarTveli gadarCa. imitom rom icinoda. sxvebi<br />
swavlobdnen, Sromobdnen, vaWrobdnen, is ki<br />
icinoda. vinc marto icinis Tavs dasciniso,<br />
naTqvamia, magram Tuki yvelaferi warmavalia,<br />
maSin qarTveli marTla sxvebze Wkviani yofila.
pantarei, pantarei, amxanago batonebo Tu batono<br />
amxanagebo. yvelaferi miedineba heraklitemdec da<br />
heraklites Semdegac. nu SeecdebiT ramis<br />
Sekavebas. siWkvianisa ra mogaxsenoT, magram<br />
simboloebis sigiJe namdvilad gvWirs. magram, me<br />
Tu mkiTxavT, amis gamarTlebac SeiZleba. mxolod<br />
simboloa maradiuli. anda, maradiuloba mxolod<br />
simboloebis saxiT arsebobs. ase rom, rac ufro<br />
meti simbolo gveqneba, miT ufro iolad gavitanT<br />
Tavs am gaZaRlebul wuTisofelSi. yovel<br />
SemTxvevaSi, ukeTesad SevniRbavT Cvens sibeCavesa<br />
da sipataraves. vniRbavT kidec. rogorc Cveni erTerTi<br />
gazeTi aRniSnavs, Cvens erT-erT Teatralur<br />
koleqtivs, rom ityvian, pirdapir simboloebis<br />
zRva dauyenebia scenaze. Tavad scenac bneliT<br />
mocul samyaros - igive borotebis imperias -<br />
ganasaxierebs Turme (amgvari rameebi axla<br />
nebadarTulia), sadac, statiis avtoris<br />
dakvirvebiT, mxolod simboloebi moqmedeben,<br />
adamianisTvis adgili ar aris, adamiani jer ar<br />
dabadebula, anda es-esaa daibada Siferis<br />
kunZulze (ase unda vigulisxmoT albaT). magram,<br />
samwuxarod, imave avtoris azriT, bevri simbolo<br />
arasworad yofila gagebuli da, rac mTavaria,<br />
mayureblis ki ara, Tavad speqtaklis SemqmnelTa<br />
mier, rasac gazeTi, savsebiT samarTlianad,<br />
Tanamedrove dasavluri kulturisa da ZiriTadad<br />
videofilmebis arajansaRi gavleniT xsnis.<br />
siyvaruli (TaTuli doliZe) sigiJesTanaa Turme<br />
gaigivebuli; Tavisufleba (iza gigoSvili) -<br />
TavnebobasTan; saTnoeba (nana faCuaSvili) -<br />
seqsualur liberalizmTan. samagierod, patara
iWunas, muyaos "nergebSi" rom Cauyenebia<br />
reJisors da xelSi anTebuli sanTeli<br />
dauWerinebia (sxvaTa Soris, scenaze ki ara,<br />
quCaSic anTebuli sanTliT dadis axla xalxi da<br />
es ara marto "Cveni dRevandeli sulieri<br />
mdgomareobis gamoxatulebaa", rogorc statiis<br />
avtori aRniSnavs moswrebulad, aramed, Tu<br />
SeiZleba ase iTqvas, Tavdacvis erTgvari iaraRic.<br />
raRacnairad xelSeuxebeli, miuwvdeneli xdebi<br />
TiTqos am patara, uxmod mtirala sagnis<br />
wyalobiT... davuSvaT, wamoiRo qalma Sensken xeli,<br />
xom?! Sen ki mzad ar xar, anda, jer ar ginda. kacia<br />
da guneba. xoda, Caudeb xelSi anTebul sanTels<br />
da gaTavda, dagibrunebs - ar iqneba patrioti, ar<br />
iqneba patrioti da, vai misi tyavis brali, sukis<br />
agentoba ganaRdebuli aqvs, Tuki amaze<br />
dayabuldnen), naTeli momavlis simbolod<br />
aRiqvams, rogorc Teatris dasi, iseve mayurebelic<br />
da, Zalauneburad, TavisTavad warmoTqvams ilias<br />
im leqss, romelic yvela qarTvelma zepirad icis<br />
(isemc ra vuTxari!). statiis avtoris TxovniT,<br />
misi kuTvnili honorari cxra aprilis tragediis<br />
udanaSaulod daRupulTa (ajobebda, ubralod<br />
"daRupulTa", radgan yvela daRupuli erTnairad<br />
udanaSauloa. ar SeiZleba, erTdroulad<br />
daRupulic iyos da damnaSavec, anda - cocxalica<br />
da udanaSauloc) memorialis fondSi<br />
gadaricxula. viTomc ar hqonia 7 man. da 39 kap.<br />
rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze ki SeuCereblad miedineba yvavilebiT<br />
damZimebuli xalxis mdinare. mdinares Saosani<br />
qalebi miuZRvian win, sxvadasxva drosa da<br />
sxvadasxvanair viTarebaSi daRupulTa
gadidebuli suraTebiT. teleekranic qalaqis<br />
axali komendantis gadidebul suraTs<br />
damsgavsebia. rom ar laparakobdes, marTla ase<br />
ifiqrebda kaci. magram ar SeiZleba erTnairad<br />
laparakobdes komendantis gadidebuli suraTica<br />
da rigiTi, patara korespondentic.<br />
korespondents, ra Tqma unda, sruli ufleba aqvs,<br />
Tvalze xeli aifaros, roca moesurveba, miT ufro<br />
dRes, Tavisuflebisa da demokratiis zar-zeimis<br />
dros. magram sxvas rom ayris TvalSi nacars, es<br />
gvawuxebs Cven.<br />
ekaekaterinekato, Sin mobrunebis Semdeg,<br />
sawolSi ver Cerdeboda da iatakze ijda xolme<br />
oTaxis kuTxeSi. TviTonac ar icoda, ratom<br />
iqceoda ase da, ratomRac, arc mis mSoblebs<br />
ukvirdaT, maincdamainc, es ambavi. TiTqos adrec<br />
xSirad mjdara ase maTi qaliSvili. TiTqos<br />
nebismieri nivTiviT da saganiviT, imasac<br />
daniSnulebis, zomisa Tu moyvanilobis mixedviT<br />
hqonda oTaxSi adgili SerCeuli. "Svili mainc ar<br />
gaxsovdao?" - ver mSviddeboda melania.<br />
ekaekaterinekato ki wynarad iRimeboda, TqmiT<br />
arafers ambobda, xandaxan ciebianiviT Tu<br />
Seakankalebda erTs da damfrTxali, daZabuli<br />
amoxedavda xolme dedas.
- Seni bralia! aTasjer giTxari, daelaparakemeTqi<br />
- miubrunda melania <strong>avel</strong>ums, magram<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma mxrebi rom aiCeCa mxolod, TviTonve<br />
gaagrZela - Tumca, swored Senma laparakma<br />
gadaria albaT esec. Senma gauTavebelma<br />
laparakma. Sen ra genaRvleboda, igonebdi raRacas<br />
romanisTvis, gasarTobad, magaT ki marTali<br />
egonaT...<br />
- ra? ra egonaT marTali? - daiZaba <strong>avel</strong>umi.<br />
- rasac ambobdi - mokled mouWra melaniam.<br />
- vambobdi da axlac vambob... - daiwyo <strong>avel</strong>umma,<br />
magram ekaekaterinekatom ar acala, xelebi<br />
yurebze aifara da mSvidad, moridebiT Tqva: "ar<br />
gindaT, ar SemiZlia, axla mainc damzogeTo" - ki<br />
batono, arafers ar vityvi, magram is mainc<br />
gamagebine, gvari ratom Seicvale, me damemale Tu<br />
xelisuflebas? - hkiTxa <strong>avel</strong>umma.<br />
- orives - gaiRima ekaekaterinekatom da<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umic, misda gasaocrad, erTbaSad daamSvida am<br />
yalbma Rimilma.
ufro sworad, aRar CaeZia bolomde. mcirediTac<br />
dakmayofilda, radgan mciredic kmaroda am<br />
usiamo saubris Sesawyvetad. rac mTavaria, misi<br />
Svili cocxali iyo, iRimeboda (Tundac yalbad),<br />
xedavda, esmoda, laparakobda... magram mSoblis<br />
movaleoba gana mxolod Svilis sicocxleze<br />
zrunvaa? gana sicocxleze Zvirfasi da<br />
gasafrTxilebeli sxva araferi gaaCnia Tavad<br />
Svils? Cven, Cveni WkuiT, Svilis gadarCenas<br />
vcdilobT, magram sinamdvileSi vakninebT,<br />
vamcirebT, mis umaqnisobas vusvamT amiT xazs -<br />
viTom, is ki ara, Cven varT mTavari, ramdenadac Cven<br />
SevqmeniT is, Cven gvekuTvnis da ise moveqceviT,<br />
rogorc mogveprianeba. magram rogorc ar unda<br />
SevniRboT Cveni keTilSobiluri mizani da<br />
saqcieli, mainc yvela Svili xvdeba, nebismier maT<br />
miswrafebas Tu Sexedulebas, rac pirad<br />
damsaxurebad miaCniaT, maTive sicocxle<br />
gvirCevnia, rac srulebiTac ar aris maTi<br />
damsaxureba. mokled, imas vufrTxildebiT, rac<br />
TviTon SevqmeniT. is ki gvaviwydeba, anda naklebad<br />
gvaRelvebs, Tu ra dReSi vardeba amis gamo Cveni<br />
Seqmnili. WeSmariti siyvaruli tanjvaa,<br />
ganuwyveteli msxverplSewirvaa da es<br />
ganuwyveteli msxverplSewirva da tanjva arafriT<br />
ar nazRaurdeba. ufro sworad, yvelaze didi<br />
sazRauri is aris, amgvari tanjvis gancdisa da<br />
amgvari msxverplis gaRebis ufleba rom mogeca.<br />
gana cotaa? cota rogoraa, piriqiT, Zalian bevria,<br />
magram adamians, am SemTxvevaSi, cota unda - cota<br />
iyos da umtkivneulo, asatani, mosarevi, misi<br />
sipataravisa da xanmokle sicocxlisTvis ufro
Sesaferi. WeSmariti siyvaruli rCeulTa da<br />
ganwirulTa xvedria. bunebisgan yvelani<br />
erTnairad arian ganwirulni, oRond yvelam<br />
erTnairad ar icis, rom ganwirulia.<br />
"marTalia, rasac xalxi laparakobso" - ikiTxa<br />
uceb melaniam, magram <strong>avel</strong>umma mouyrua, jer isev<br />
tkbeboda moulodneli, gauTvaliswinebeli<br />
simSvidiT. "ras laparakobs mainc xalxi<br />
amisTanaso" - dainteresda ekaekaterinekato.<br />
dRevandeliT Tu vimsjelebT, xalxi ZiriTadad<br />
laparakobs religiaze, politikaze (rac ar esmis,<br />
magram Zalian ainteresebs), TurqeTis vizaze,<br />
videoze, saWmelze (rac ara aqvs, magram Zalian<br />
unda rom hqondes) da, rasakvirvelia, gmoze da<br />
gamoze, risic bolomde ar sjera, magram raki<br />
viRacisTvis (bednierasTvis) operacia<br />
gaukeTebiaT iq, raki SesaZlebeli yofila<br />
saerTod aseTi ram, axla, sWirdeba-ar sWirdeba,<br />
TviTonac yvela Rones ixmars, maincdamainc, iq<br />
gaikeTos operacia.<br />
- imasac amboben, germaniaSi samkurnalod<br />
gasagzavni xalxis SerCeva nacnob-megobrobiT<br />
xdebao - Tqva melaniam.<br />
- marTalia?! - lamis uyvira ekaekaterinekatom<br />
mamas.<br />
- me aravin SemirCevia - naZaladevad gaiRima<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma, zustad janmrTelobis saministros<br />
warmomadgeneliviT.<br />
- ki magram, visac marTla sWirdeba mkurnaloba,<br />
iman ra unda qnas?! - ufro TavisTvis Tqva, vidre<br />
ikiTxa ekaekaterinekatom, TiTqos weRandeli<br />
TavSeukaveblobis gamosasyidad.
- aki giTxari, me aravin SemirCevia meTqi -<br />
gaRizianda <strong>avel</strong>umi - es imaTi saqmea...<br />
xelisuflebis...<br />
- aba, me Tu mkiTxavT, aravis awyens germaniaSi<br />
mkurnaloba. Tanac ufasod. rodisRa miecemaT amis<br />
SesaZlebloba?! - Tqva melaniam.<br />
- yovel SemTxvevaSi, Cemi imedi nu geqnebaT - xmas<br />
auwia <strong>avel</strong>umma - me ar vici, ras laparakobs xalxi,<br />
magram xalxmac mSvenivrad icis, bevri rom<br />
araferi moekiTxeba da imitomac laybobs amdens,<br />
ase Tavgamodebuli, viTom, mec naxir-naxiro...<br />
- Sen ratom brazob? Sen ra SuaSi xar? gana<br />
gTxoves rame? piradad me, araferi ar mWirdeba -<br />
gabrazda melaniac.<br />
- ui, marTla! - SesZaxa ekaekaterinekatom - modiT,<br />
Cems magivrad deda gavuSvaT germaniaSi. mainc ara<br />
aqvs azri Cems mkurnalobas - moayola bavSvuri,<br />
gulubryvilo sixalisiT.<br />
- me araferi ar mWirdeba - gaimeora melaniam - da<br />
saerTodac wyals wauRia yvelaferi, Sen Tu ar<br />
meyolebi - wamoscda uneburad.<br />
- me Tu geyolebi, bevr rames unda gamoeTxovo -<br />
ukmexad miaxala ekaekaterinekatom.
dedis farulma SiSma da sadardelma gaaRiziana,<br />
Tavi veRar moToka da misdauneburad wamoscda. es<br />
ki igive gulwrfelobaa TiTqmis. amitom aRarc<br />
naTqvamis Serbileba ucdia. SeeZlo, magram ar<br />
CaTvala saWirod, miT ufro rom, maT saubars<br />
isedac dahkravs (TavisTavad cxadia, maTive<br />
wyalobiT) TamaSisa Tu araseriozulobis<br />
elferi. samagierod, sakuTarma simkacrem da<br />
daundoblobam sibralulis grZnoba gauCina<br />
mSoblebisadmi da es axali grZnoba ufro<br />
bunebrivi da Sesaferisi moeCvena maTi yalbi,<br />
daZabuli urTierTobisTvis. misi mSoblebi ki<br />
marTlac sacodavi sanaxavebi arian, gzamoWrili<br />
salaxanebiviT, TvalebiT afrTxileben, TvalebiT<br />
amtyuneben, TvalebiT sayveduroben erTmaneTs "mis<br />
zurgs ukan", ris gamoc TviTonac iZulebulia,<br />
maTi xaTriTa Tu maTi sacodaobiT, Tvali<br />
daibrmavos da gaagrZelos es uazro, umizno<br />
laparaki, rac, yvela sikeTesTan erTad axali<br />
"mouzomavi sityvis" wamoroSvis saSualebasac<br />
aZlevs da Zvelis, ukve wamoroSilis<br />
gaqarwylebisac.
"ZaliT Tu wamiyvanT germaniaSi, icodeT, aRar<br />
davbrundebi, iq gavTxovdebi... ager naxavT. anda,<br />
mxolod imitom davbrundebi, aRarasodes rom<br />
aRar moviTmino aseTi umsgavsoba - WikWikebs<br />
mxiarulad, TiTqos megobris dReobidan<br />
dabrunebuli, sasiamovno STabeWdilebebs<br />
uziarebs mSoblebs - yvelafris moTmena ar<br />
SeiZleba, megobrebo. garkveuli TvalsazrisiT,<br />
moTminebac danaSaulia - moZRvravs msmenelebs<br />
Semwynareblurad momRimari - geSinodeT,<br />
geSinodeT da zRvas uTvalTvaleT. imedia,<br />
amjerad, afrebi ar aerevaT" - icinis<br />
tuCaTrTolebuli, TvalSi cremlCamdgari.<br />
"marTla rom gamoCeniliyo Tavis droze vinme<br />
normaluri, iqneb arc Cven gavubedurebuliyaviT<br />
aseo" - ambobs melania, SeiZleba ukve sxva dRes,<br />
magram imave garemosa da viTarebaSi. "riT ver<br />
gaige, deda! riT ver gaigeT, RmerTo Cemo!" -<br />
gulwrfelad wuxs ekaekaterinekato, radgan<br />
imanac verafriT gaarkvia aqamde, vis eZaxis<br />
dedamisi "normalurs", magram qmrobisa da mamobis<br />
Rirsi dRes rom aravinaa irgvliv, arc dedam unda<br />
icodes es Svilze naklebad. ukanono Svilic<br />
mSoblebisTvis gaaCina mxolod, droJamis dineba<br />
rom Seexsenebina maTTvis, gamoeyvana siyvarulis<br />
buranidan da droulad moemzadebina erTi -<br />
monaniebisTvis, meore ki - misateveblad. es iyo da<br />
es. aba, sxva ra mizniT unda gaeCina bavSvi rkinis<br />
yuTSi, Tqveni azriT? ase rom, nu iqnebian mTlad<br />
umadurebi da sikeTes sikeTiTve Tu ar gadauxdian,<br />
nurc borotebas Caidenen uneburad, nu gaaZeveben<br />
aqedan, Tundac samkurnalod. aRiWurvon
moTminebiT da kidev cota xans datovon aq,<br />
nagaviviT mixvetili kuTxeSi - es Sedareba, etyoba,<br />
TviTonve moswons da imeorebs - "nagaviviT<br />
mixvetili kuTxeSi". gana uSlis vinmes?! ra imxela<br />
adgils kidev is ikavebs?! erTi patara, wynari<br />
gogoa. marTalia, cota waicelqa, magram daisaja<br />
kidec. rogorc ki mSobliuri quCis haers<br />
CaisunTqavs, maSinve wamouvlis xolme gulis<br />
revaca da sulis xuTvac. Tqven xom ar iciT, ras<br />
niSnavs es?! Tqven xom ar iciT! - uwevs xmas,<br />
mxolod da mxolod, STabeWdilebis<br />
gasamZafreblad - rasakvirvelia, haeri yvelgan<br />
erTnairia, magram TviTon ase swams, jerjerobiT,<br />
ase hgonia da yvelas sTxovs, sulgrZelad apation<br />
es sibriyve Tu sijiute. is urCevnia dedasa, Svili<br />
ar misces cvedansao. xom gagigiaT? - kiTxulobs<br />
zogadad, iataks daCerebuli.<br />
- ara. ar gamigia. pirvelad mesmis - pasuxobs<br />
Svilis uazro laparakiT, cota ar iyos,<br />
sagonebelSi Cavardnili melania.
- marTali xar. Cemi mogonilia. sad gaigonebdi?! -<br />
isev icinis ekaekaterinekato da agrZelebs - axla<br />
suliT cvedanebis droa da mamaCemic, Tu ar<br />
ewyineba, imitom gamoirCeva TeTri viriviT. magram<br />
isic marto Tavisi sulis gadasarCenad zrunavs. es<br />
ki cudia. cudi ki ar aris, kargia, magram dRes<br />
danaSaulicaa. yvela Tavisas Wedavs kidobans da<br />
rac ufro Rirseuli iqneba Cvens Soris vinme, miT<br />
ufro uRirsni gamovCndebiT danarCenebi, SeiZleba,<br />
misi mizeziTac movlenilni am qveyanaze. xumroba<br />
iqiT iyos da, erTxel Tu gikiTxavs Tundac<br />
CemTvis, raze fiqrob, ra gawuxebs, ra gixariao -<br />
axla ukve konkretulad ekiTxeba <strong>avel</strong>ums.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi Semcbaria. arasodes ukiTxavs, magram<br />
icoda, ufro sworad, Seumowmebladac Rrmad iyo<br />
darwmunebuli, vicio. kacma rom Tqvas,<br />
SemowmebisTvis dro arc rCeboda - uceb gaipara<br />
Tvalsa da xels Sua - da imasac yovelTvis egona,<br />
uTqmeladac mesmis Sviliso. sinamdvileSi ki,<br />
Turme, uyuradRebobaze bevrad did borotebas<br />
sCadioda, Zaladobis aqtis tolfass, raki Tundac<br />
mxolod sakuTar warmodgenebSi aiZulebda Svils<br />
iseTi yofiliyo, rogoric veraviTar SemTxvevaSi<br />
ver iqneboda, im ubralo mizezis gamo, arasodes<br />
rom ar ukiTxavT misTvis, raze fiqrob, ra<br />
gawuxebs da ra gixariao.<br />
- gana ar SeiZleba axalgazrda keTili iyos? -<br />
mainc ambobs <strong>avel</strong>umi Tavis mTavar saTqmels,<br />
magram ufro sakuTari fiqrebis dasafrTxobad,<br />
vidre Svilis dasamoZRvrad.
- eg xom viciT. ramdenjer SeiZleba, bolos da<br />
bolos, erTi da igives mosmena - Tavi daaratrata<br />
ekaekaterinekatom.<br />
- usasrulod. vidre ar Cawvdebi - upasuxa<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma mRelvare simSvidiT.<br />
- ar Cavwvdebi da nu Cavwvdebi. Cemi dardic eg<br />
iyos - gaicina ekaekaterinekatom.<br />
- eka! - dauyvira melaniam.<br />
- ra moxda? es Tu Seni qmaria, Cemi mamikoa. xom<br />
xar Cemi mamiko? - erTi wamiT amoxeda <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
ekaekaterinekatom da swrafad gaagrZela - sul<br />
mindoda amis Tqma da, ai, mainc vTqvi. sul<br />
mainteresebda, Sen Tu icodi, Cemi mamiko rom iyavi.<br />
Semdeg Camosvlaze ki aucileblad vetyvi meTqi,<br />
vimuqrebodi gunebaSi, magram iseTi daqanculi,<br />
iseTi dabneuli, iseTi darcxvenili brundebodi<br />
iqidan yovelTvis...<br />
- eka! - isev dauyvira melaniam.<br />
- Tqvas, Tqvas - uxeSad gaaCuma <strong>avel</strong>umma.<br />
ratomRac gaaRiziana colis gamoqomagebam -<br />
eleqtras TamaSob da klitemnestra gamodixar -<br />
uTxra Svils naZaladevad momRimarma.<br />
- arc Tqven myavxarT troas damaqcevari gmirebi -<br />
tuCi aibzua ekaekaterinekatom.
gulze gadajvaredinebuli xelebi ki isev<br />
ukankalebda. raRacnairad umweo iyo, daucveli<br />
da, imave dros, saSiSic, saxifaToc, nebismier wams<br />
nebismieri gadawyvetilebis mimRebica da<br />
aRmsrulebelic. fiqrianad, sevdianad, sinanuliT<br />
laparakobda, sneuli dedaberiviT, da<br />
TvalgaSterebuli uyurebda karadis qveS<br />
Segorebul tenisis burTs, romelsac ukve didi<br />
xnis dakargulad Tvlida, magram axla arc<br />
uxaroda da arc ukvirda misi moulodneli<br />
aRmoCena. rac Svili gaaCina, kortebisken aRarc<br />
gauxedavs. magram tenisis TamaSs albaT isedac<br />
daanebebda Tavs, radgan ukve yelSi hqonda<br />
amosuli gauTavebeli kamaTi dedamisTan amis<br />
Taobaze. melania Rrmad iyo darwmunebuli, kargs<br />
arafers iswavlida iq bavSvi, miT ufro ki - gogo.<br />
sxvaTaSoris, am azrisa iyo TviTonac,<br />
gansakuTrebiT iqauri "gulSematkivrebis" uazro<br />
gamoxedva da ofliani Rimili ubnevda Tavgzas,<br />
magram mainc ewinaaRmdegeboda, mainc ebrZoda<br />
dedas, erTxel kidev rom gadaekida mxarze<br />
adidasis sportuli CanTa, saidanac gamomwvevad<br />
gamoeyo Cogans misi (ekaekaterinekatos)<br />
xelisgulebiT gadaprialebuli tari. magram<br />
tenisis siyvaruliT ki ar iqceoda ase (tenisze<br />
siarulic erTgvari, SeiZleba, bolomde<br />
gauazrebeli gamoxatuleba iyo Tavisuflebisken<br />
swrafvisa, ufro zustad ki, Tavisufali<br />
samyarosTvis damaxasiaTebeli da, TavisTavad<br />
cxadia, misTvis arabunebrivi Cvevebisa da<br />
midrekilebebis ZaliT SeTvisebis Tu brmad<br />
ganmeorebis sakmaod mtkivneuli moTxovnileba),<br />
aramed Znelad asaxsneli da aseve Znelad mosarevi
survilis karnaxiT, rac, upirveles yovlisa,<br />
dedis gadarwmunebas, dedisTvis sityvis mogebas<br />
avaldebulebda. axla ki uazrod Sescqeroda<br />
karadis qveS Segorebul burTs, TiTqos araferi<br />
akavSirebda masTan, TiTqos arc icoda, ra iyo,<br />
risTvis iyo saWiro es yviTeli, bususiani<br />
burTula, cxenis gaqvavebul ConCoriksac rom<br />
hgavda da gafuyul, sakuTari frTis qveS<br />
CaZinebul wiwilasac.<br />
ekaekaterinekatom fexebi fargaliviT gaSala,<br />
fexebsSoris Cafenil kabas xeli frTxilad<br />
gadausva, TiTqos gaaswora, da Tqva: arada, iyo<br />
dro, tenissac vTamaSobdio.<br />
- kargi, gveyofa, davwynardeT. ar SeiZleba<br />
SenTvis amdeni laparaki. - gaaCuma melaniam.<br />
magram ekaekaterinekatom mainc gaagrZela, mainc<br />
Tqva, risi Tqmac undoda: vTamaSobdi, vidre ZaliT<br />
ar momaSoreT iqaurobaso.<br />
- iTamaSe, vin giSlis? - mxrebi aiCeCa melaniam.<br />
- araferi aRar minda. - Tqva ekaekaterinekatom.<br />
Tan fexebs Soris gaWimul kabas auTovebda<br />
xelisgulebiT.<br />
- nu sulelob. - Sewuxda uceb melania. imasac<br />
gadaedo Svilis umizezo, umizno sevda-wuxili. -<br />
marto Sen xom ara xar, bolos da bolos, mTeli<br />
Tbilisi am dReSia. Sen Svili mainc gyavs -<br />
moayola moulodnelad, TiTqos rogorc iqna<br />
miagno erTaderT gamosavalso.
- me xom samudamod var avad, deda - warbebi awkipa<br />
viTom gakvirvebulma ekaekaterinekatom, viTom<br />
riT ver Seigne aqamde es ubralo WeSmaritebao -<br />
Svili ki mamaCemisaa - gaagrZela yasidad<br />
daseriozulebulma - imas gavuCine. arc ki vici,<br />
visgan, babua rom gamxdariyo. ese igi, SenTanac<br />
yofiliyo xandaxan, Sin...<br />
- Sen ratom ar gauwyrebi? gsiamovnebs<br />
qaTinaurebis mosmena? - miubrunda melania<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums.<br />
aSkarad aRelvebuli iyo SvilTan saubriT da<br />
verc malavda Tavis mRelvarebas. piriqiT,<br />
sxvebisTvisac undoda gadaedo rogorme, TiTqos<br />
rac ufro metni iRelvebdnen erTi da imave<br />
mizeziT, ufro iolad gaarTmevdnen Tavs<br />
danawilebul mRelvarebas.<br />
- Sens gamo vejavrebi magasac, qalbatono<br />
melania, esec Seni damsaxurebaa - Tqva <strong>avel</strong>umma,<br />
rac SeiZleba mSvidad, viTom xumrobiTac, Tumca<br />
im wuTas marTlac sjeroda, Svils rom<br />
ejavreboda, mas rom abralebda Svili ara marto<br />
dedis, aramed sakuTar ubedurebasac, Tu saerTosakacobrio<br />
ubedurebasac ara. rasakvirvelia,<br />
Zalian arasasiamovnoa amis SegrZneba, magram imave<br />
dros, ara marto eTanxmeboda Svils, aramed<br />
madlieric iyo misi, Tundac aseTi grZnoba rom<br />
hqonda mis mimarT. ese igi, raRacad mainc agdebda<br />
da, rac mTavaria, mis siZulvilsac da mis<br />
braldebebsac, rogorc ar unda SeeniRba<br />
mogonili ugrZnobelobiTa da gulgrilobiT, isev<br />
da isev, yvelafris gadamwonavi siyvaruli edo<br />
safuZvlad.
- arasodes ar yofilxar Cemi, Tumca yovelTvis<br />
marto Cemi megone, - Tqva uceb ekaekaterinekatom -<br />
magram, sabednierod, Seni gayofac SesaZlebeli<br />
yofila, rogorc zaris xmisa msmenelTa Soris.
mokled, aprilis Semdeg, sonias vnebebma ki ara,<br />
saerTod cxovrebam dakarga azri. damfrTxali,<br />
Cabnelebul binebSi SeyuJuli xalxi quCas iyo<br />
miyuradebuli - rodis Caiqrolebda beteeri,<br />
rodis akakandeboda avtomati. Worebi ki mainc<br />
Cndebodnen, mainc mravldebodnen virTxebiviT da<br />
mainc daubrkoleblad dacuxcuxebdnen<br />
gamocarielebuli qalaqis Camkvdar quCebSi. maT<br />
amara darCenili xalxic xan xelovnur miwisZvras<br />
elodeboda, xan gamoucnobi mfrinavi obieqtis<br />
gamoCenas, xan ki fanjrebidan gazis Semosxurebas,<br />
vertmfrenebis meSveobiT, romlebic goliaTi<br />
krazanebiviT marTlac ganuwyvetliv dabzuodnen<br />
Tavze qalaqs. qalaqs ki ara, rkina-betonis leSs.<br />
xan TiTqos qalTa laSqari unda gamosuliyo<br />
quCebSi dediSobila (albaT okupantebis<br />
dasafrTxobad da sakuTari kacebis<br />
dasaknineblad), xan ki arasrulwlovani bavSvebis<br />
batalioni dgeboda TiTqos qalaqis romeliRac<br />
gareubanSi, saidanac, limonaTis carieli<br />
boTlebiT aRWurvilni, moulodnelad unda<br />
dasxmodnen Tavs aprilis Wirveuli mzis qveS<br />
niangebiviT galursul tankebs. ekaekaterinekatoc<br />
isev oTaxis kuTxeSi ijda, iatakze, aravis ar<br />
ikarebda da TvalgaSterebuli Sescqeroda<br />
karadis qveS Segorebul tenisis burTs. melanias<br />
ki erT xelSi misi aCxavlebuli bavSvi eWira,<br />
meoreSi sawovriani rZis boTli da, avad Tu<br />
kargad, mainc ojaxuri atmosferos Seqmnas<br />
cdilobda, Tumca, yvelaze ukeT albaT isev iman<br />
icoda, pirvel rigSi, mis ojaxs rom Seexeboda<br />
(ukve exeboda) es garduvali da sabediswero<br />
rRveva zezeulad Camompali imperiisa,
amdenadac, rac ar unda ucnaurad mogeCvenoT,<br />
erTis simtkice ganapirobebda meoris simtkicesac,<br />
erTis sicocxlisunarianoba meoresac<br />
sasicocxlod aRagznebda mxolod da erTis<br />
sikvdili meoris sikvdilsac gulisxmobda<br />
TavisTavad, oRond imitom ki ara, erTmaneTze rom<br />
amosdiodaT mze da mTvare, ganuwyvetliv nerwyvs<br />
rom uRebdnen erTmaneTs piridan, gaZleba rom ar<br />
SeeZloT uerTmaneTod, aramed imitom,<br />
uerTmaneTod, ubralod, azric rom aRar eqneboda<br />
maT arsebobas, raki orives mizanica da<br />
miswrafebac meoris mospoba iyo swored. arada,<br />
melaniasTvis, rogorc yvela WeSmariti<br />
qalisTvis, sakuTari ojaxidan iwyeboda samyaro.<br />
imdenad hqonda misTvis saerTod danarCen<br />
samyaros mniSvneloba, ramdenadac misi ojaxic am<br />
samyaros garkveul nawils warmoadgenda. amdenad,<br />
misi ojaxis simyare, Taviseburad, samyaros<br />
simyaresac ansaxierebda. misi Rrma rwmeniT, Tu mis<br />
ojaxur simyares bzari gauCndeboda, samyarosac<br />
igive daemarTeboda. SeiZleba mxolod am rwmenis<br />
brali iyo misi bibliuri moTmineba, misi<br />
cxoveluri sijiute (rac, upirveles yovlisa, ara<br />
marto avaldebulebda, Zalasa da xalissac<br />
matebda, raTa Tundac mxolod sakuTari nerwyviTa<br />
da sxvebisagan damaluli cremliT usasrulod,<br />
yoveldRiurad elesa da amoevso nebismieri bzari,<br />
WuWrutana Tu RriWo, saeWvo da saxifaTo misi<br />
ojaxis fuZe-WerisTvis, gindac Soreul<br />
momavalSi, gindac dauzustebeli, yovelgvar<br />
safuZvels moklebuli varaudiT), aravis da<br />
arafers rom ar epueboda aqamde. es misi uZvelesi
da, SeiZleba iTqvas, umTavresi rwmena gaxldaT,<br />
riTac saerTod daewyo cxovreba. ufro naTlad<br />
rom vTqvaT, rasac gaebedvinebina yvela qalisTvis<br />
erTnairad mniSvnelovani da kerZod misTvis<br />
gansakuTrebulad saWoWmano nabijis gadadgma,<br />
anu, gaTxoveba, gabedniereba, daojaxeba, oRond,<br />
rasakvirvelia, sabWouri gagebiT - ubinaod,<br />
ufulod, uimedod, umomavlod. iseT kacs wahyva<br />
colad, romelic saamisod srulebiTac ar iyo<br />
jer mzad da albaT verc verasodes moemzadeboda -<br />
arc Weri hqonda Tavze da arc jibeSi uWyaoda rame.<br />
marTalia, loTi-SfoTi Zmakacebi "poeziis<br />
amomaval varskvlavs" eZaxdnen (verafriT ver<br />
amovida is varskvlavi), magram dabeWdviT jer<br />
aravin ubeWdavda leqss, radgan redaqciebma jer<br />
ar icodnen (verc mere daadgines) oficialuri<br />
azri mis Sesaxeb, misaRebi iyo saerTod misi poezia<br />
Tu miuRebeli. magram gindac gaebedaT da<br />
daebeWdaT erTi-ori striqoni, mainc ar eyofoda<br />
honorari saimisod, qorwinebis, anu formaluri<br />
xelis moweris, ese igi, sakuTari vinaobis erTxel<br />
kidev (Tanac werilobiT) dadasturebis Semdeg,<br />
Sin waeyvana ukve kanonieri meuRle da jer<br />
daepurebina (sxvaTa Soris, orives Zalian Sioda,<br />
roca romeliRac sadarbazoSi TavSefarebulni,<br />
cxared bWobdnen, axlave, cxel gulze<br />
aResrulebinaT cxel gulzeve miRebuli<br />
gadawyvetileba, Tu wvimis gadaRebisTvis mainc<br />
daecadaT), mere ki gverdiT moewvina sakuTar<br />
sawolSi, rogorc wesi da rigi moiTxovs.<br />
marTalia, isini xelmouweravadac yovelTvis<br />
erTad iqnebodnen, magram maTi erTad yofna isev
erTi gauTavebeli, maradiuli sasiyvarulo<br />
paemani iqneboda da ara simbolo, vTqvaT, samyaros<br />
erTianobisa, rogorc Rvinonaylapi <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
"xatavda" xolme maT momaval ojaxs rigiT<br />
paemanze, anu, romeliRac yru kedels akruli,<br />
tusaRiviT, Tu romelime daburul xis Ziras<br />
SeyuJuli, avazakiviT, rac Zalian moswonda da<br />
aRelvebda melanias da ase iqneboda qveynis<br />
aRsasrulamde, Tuki saerTo uRelSi ar Seyofdnen<br />
Tavebs nebayoflobiT anu, morigi paemnis Semdeg,<br />
isev TavTavianT saxlebs ki ar miaSurebdnen,<br />
SimSilis mosaklavad Tu gamosaZineblad, aramed<br />
erT WerqveS iqnebodnen, sadac ar unda yofiliyo<br />
is Weri, erT sawolSi - sadac ar unda mdgariyo is<br />
sawoli, da aqedan gamomdinare, erTad<br />
iSimSilebdnen da ifxizlebdnen, vidre ojaxis<br />
ufrosi saxelovani (xelisuflebisagan<br />
dafasebuli) mwerali gaxdeboda da 40 kapikis<br />
nacvlad, bolos da bolos, or maneTs Tu ara,<br />
maneTnaxevars mainc miiRebda mTavlitirebul<br />
striqonSi, gansakuTrebuli tarifiT, rac Tavis<br />
mxriv, ojaxis diasaxlissac miscemda<br />
SesaZleblobas, ara marto efxizla da eSimSila<br />
saerTo sawolSi, aramed, xandaxan, bazarSic evlo<br />
da gazqurasTanac etriala. magram, etyoba, RmerTs<br />
ufro undoda maTi SeuRleba, vidre romelime<br />
maTgans calke an orives erTad. rasakvirvelia,<br />
RmerTis survils asrulebdnen oriveni, roca<br />
wvimas Sefarebulebma, erTmaneTis jibriTa da<br />
gamowveviT, ara Tu iolad miiRes saSviliSvilo<br />
gadawyvetileba, aRasrules kidec wvimis<br />
gadaRebamde. dekembris yinulovan wvimaSi
yelaweulni aCerebdnen manqanas da, rasakvirvelia,<br />
RmerTis gamogzavnili iyo is erTaderTi manqanac,<br />
romelmac yurad iRo maTi vedreba, yuradRebis<br />
Rirsad CaTvala saerTod, da marTlac, is manqana<br />
rom ara, mmaCis biuro daketili daxvdebodaT da<br />
mSvenieri mizezi eqnebodaT, erTxel kidev<br />
gadaefiqraT, erTxel kidev - Tu sabolood ara -<br />
aeRoT xeli am verag, daundobel moTxovnilebasa<br />
da mtanjvel ganzraxvaze. isini rom<br />
aqoSinebulebi Secvivdnen oTaxSi, mmaCis qali<br />
ukve midioda, ukve ketavda "duqans", magram karg<br />
Tvalze SexedaT Tu isic RmerTis<br />
gafrTxilebuli iyo, TavSalic moixsna da ukve<br />
dabinavebuli beWedic gadmoiRo seifidan. rac<br />
mTavaria, markis fulic apatiaT. ukanaskneli<br />
maneTiani Sofers daugdo skamze <strong>avel</strong>umma (siZem),<br />
Tumca, meti mainc ar ekuTvnoda, asiode metri<br />
gamoataraT universitetidan zemelamde da, Tanac,<br />
imisi binZuri, sveli ZaRli <strong>avel</strong>ums ejda kalTaSi<br />
(ukan melaniac Zlivs CaeWeWya Rvinis cariel<br />
bocoebSi), magram siviwrovis, an ZaRlebisadmi<br />
Tandayolili siyvarulis gamo ki ar moiqca ase,<br />
ubralod, ZaRlis patronis gulis mosagebad, rac<br />
SeiZleba swrafad rom evlo, rac SeiZleba Cqara<br />
mieyvana isini "eSafotamde" da rac SeiZleba male<br />
moReboda bolo gasaidumloebul, gulis gulSi<br />
gadamalul SfoTvasa da mRelvarebas. melania<br />
eWvobda, fexmZimed var mgonio, magram es mainc ar<br />
iyo mTavari mizezi maTi aCqarebisa, ubralod,<br />
mosaxdeni moxda da, rac mTavaria, ase undoda<br />
RmerTs. rasakvirvelia, RmerTma gamougzavnaT<br />
ZaRliani manqana - ukan dasaxevi gza rom aRar
darCenodaT, Tuki ZaRlebiviT erTgulni iyvnen<br />
erTmaneTisTvis micemuli sityvisa, radgan<br />
melanias adgilas, albaT bevri qali ityoda uars,<br />
Rvinis cariel bocoebSi CaWedili, viRacis binZur<br />
ZaRlTan erTad gamgzavrebuliyo<br />
gasabedniereblad, nebismieri qalisTvis<br />
uaRresad RirsSesaniSnav dRes - da is xandazmuli<br />
angelozic, romelsac sruliad uangarod<br />
(piriqiT, iqiT apatiaT savaldebulo gadasaxadi)<br />
da, rac aranakleb mniSvnelovania, samsaxuris<br />
damTavrebis Semdeg (bazarSi Tu ara, gastronomSi<br />
mainc iqneboda Sesasvleli), arc saguldagulod<br />
moxveuli TavSlis moxsna daezara (gareT,<br />
rogorc ukve vTqviT, wvimda) da arc aseve<br />
saguldagulod Carazuli seifis gaxsna.<br />
marTalia, im sazeimo wuTebSi arc erTi naTesavi,<br />
arc erTi megobari ar mdgara maT gverdiT, magram<br />
amdeni xnis SfoTvasa da mRelvarebas mainc daadga<br />
saSveli - maTi danatovari sicariele sasiamovno<br />
gaocebiTa da dabneulobiT amoivso - bavSvobam<br />
(gnebavT, siymawvilem), xmeli foToliviT, erTi ki<br />
gaiSriala dekembris wvimiT gaJRenTil haerSi (Sin<br />
dabrunebulma melaniam, Cveulebisamebr, karidanve<br />
dauZaxa bebiamiss - mSia, maWame rameo - da ukve<br />
magidasTan, ukve lukmiT pirgamotenilma moayola<br />
- mgoni gavTxovdio) da samudamod miCumda, erTxel<br />
da samudamod.
- ras hqvia, gaTxovdi?! vis wayevi? - gamoenTo<br />
meore oTaxidan mamamisi, TiTqos melanias am bolo<br />
replikas elodeboda mouTmenlad, scenaze rom<br />
gamovardniliyo. xelSi gaSlili gazeTi eWira da<br />
melania Secba, daibna uneburad, ratomRac ar<br />
egona, mama Sin Tu iqneboda, magram rogorc<br />
gaTxovil mandilosans moeTxoveba, maSinve moeria<br />
Tavs da mSvidad gaagrZela: vis wavyevi da... Tqvenc<br />
iciT, visac wavyvebodio.<br />
- mere? Seni qmari? - uaresad aRelda mamamisi da<br />
orive xeli, gazeTianad, skamis zurgs daayrdno,<br />
TiTqos ukeT moemzada misTvis arasasiamovno<br />
pasuxis mosasmenad, anda, sulac, Tavis<br />
Sesamagreblad, Tuki fexebi umtyunebdnen<br />
moulodnelad.<br />
- Cemi qmari? - gaimeora melaniam da uneburad<br />
gaeRima gunebaSi - erTi wamiT isev Tvalwin<br />
daudga, rogor garboda is wvimaSi, Sinisken, Tavze<br />
gazeTwafarebuli da SimSilisgan<br />
mucelaymuvlebuli.<br />
- Senma qmarma icis, rom gSia? - mTlad gamovida<br />
wonasworobidan mamamisi.<br />
- ra Tqma unda?! - gaikvirva melaniam da amjerad<br />
veRar moeria Rimils, mTeli saxiT gaiRima,<br />
alalad, uangarod - sxvaTa Soris, imasac Zalian<br />
Sioda da imitom wavida Sin - moayola saswrafod,<br />
TiTqos qmris magivrad moubodiSa mamas - isic<br />
albaT ukve Wams. oriveni vWamT, erTdroulad -<br />
Taviseburad axsna uadgilo Rimilis mizezic.
- WamT Tu laparakobT? - Tqva bebiam. xelSi tafa<br />
eWira, saxelurze tiloSemoxveuli, tafaze<br />
kartofilSi aTqvefili kvercxi SiSinebda - Wamis<br />
dros ar laparakoben - gaagrZela kuStad.<br />
erTdroulad Svilsac mimarTavda da<br />
SviliSvilsac.<br />
- gaige? gaTxovila! - SeuRrina Svilma.<br />
- yvela qali unda gaTxovdes. egec gaTxovdeba,<br />
ra Tqma unda - Tqva bebiam da kartofiliani<br />
kvercxi Tu kvercxiani kartofili TviTon<br />
gadauRo melanias danis wveriT.<br />
- gaTxovdeba ki ara, ukve gaTxovila, yurs<br />
dagaklda?! - uyvira Svilma.<br />
- ase ra xania gaTxovilia es. - gaicina bebiam.<br />
- ara, bebo, marTla gavTxovdi, sxvanairad. age,<br />
pasporti mantos jibeSia. - uTxra melaniam da<br />
cxeli lukma eniT Seatriala pirSi.<br />
sanam skolaSi swavlobda, is manto palto iyo,<br />
mantod skolis damTavrebis Semdeg gadaukeTes,<br />
mere ki TviTon gadaikeTa qvedakabad.
samyaro rom iRupeboda, aTasi ram arsebobda amis<br />
damadasturebeli, rogorc cxovrebis zedapirze,<br />
yvelas dasanaxad, iseve cxovrebis idumal,<br />
CauRwevel siRrmeebSic, risi xilvac mxolod<br />
erTeulTa xvedria. sxva Tu araferi, gazeTebic<br />
amis mets arafers werdnen da radio-televiziac,<br />
kasandrasaviT, marto amas iuwyeboda sul, dilasaRamos.<br />
magram yvelaze metad, mainc sonias<br />
gaqcevam dasca melanias Tavzari. es iyo misTvis<br />
yvelaze utyuari niSani, rogorc misi ojaxis<br />
(pataris sikvdiliT iwyeba didis sikvdili), iseve<br />
samyaros daRupvis mauwyebeli. rasakvirvelia,<br />
igives adasturebdnen gauTavebeli wyaldidobebi,<br />
xanZrebi, miwisZvrebi, mewyerebi, qariSxlebi,<br />
katastrofebi, afeTqebebi, mkvlelobebi,<br />
amboxebebi, gadatrialebebi, revoluciebi, omebi,<br />
politikuri, socialuri, ekonomiuri, zneobrivi<br />
Tu seqsualuri eqsperimentebi. magram melania<br />
imaTac iseTive udrtvinvelobiT aitanda,<br />
rogoriTac qmris sayvarlebs itanda, vidre<br />
meuRle, deda, bebia da diasaxlisi erqmeoda<br />
ojaxisa, romelic ara marto TvalnaTeli,<br />
xelSesaxebi (anu, materialuri - rogorc<br />
bolSevikebs uyvarT Tqma), aramed sulierzneobrivi<br />
sinamdvilec iqneboda (Tuki saerTod<br />
SesaZlebelia ase rom iTqvas) da, amdenad,<br />
garkveuli aRmzrdelobiTi rolis Sesruleba,<br />
garkveuli zemoqmedebis (rasakvirvelia, sasikeTo<br />
zemoqmedebis) moxdenac SeeZleboda viRacaze<br />
mainc, Tundac, imave soniaze. sonia <strong>avel</strong>ums ki ar<br />
gaurboda, <strong>avel</strong>umi ki ar gadaeyvarebina, rasac<br />
verasodes gaugebda da miutevebda melania, aramed
saerTo, sayovelTao ubedureba egrZno imasac da,<br />
melaniasi ar iyos, cxoveluri gumanis karnaxiT,<br />
dRemde cnobil iaraRTagan, isic im erTaderTs<br />
epotineboda, romelsac, ase Tu ise, kidev SeeZlo<br />
misi gadarCena, dacva mainc, Tundac garkveuli<br />
drois manZilze. sxvanairad veRarafriT<br />
aRudgeboda win adaT-wesebis, Cvevebis,<br />
Cveulebebis jadosnuri skivridan TavdaRweul<br />
cxovrebas. ojaxis Seqmna gadaewyvita warRvnis<br />
win, gaqanebuli apokalifsis Jams da, CvenSi rom<br />
vTqvaT, veravin gaamtyunebda, miT ufro melania,<br />
Tundac imitom, aseve rom moiqceoda TviTonac,<br />
anu, Relvasa da qarSixalSi moxvedrili,<br />
TavaSvebul lxins ki ar miecemoda daRupvamde,<br />
peSvebiT amoxapavda wyals Zirgaxvretili navidan.<br />
ase rom, sonias gaqceva, pirvel rigSi, imas<br />
niSnavda, marTla rom arsebobda safrTxe, marTla<br />
kars rom iyo momdgari da konkretulad misi<br />
ojaxis safuZvels aryevda, im mikrosamyaros,<br />
gnebavT, im mikroimperiis safuZvels, sadac aqamde<br />
yvelam Tavisi adgili icoda da yvela erTnairad<br />
grZnobda da aRiarebda danarCenTa aucileblobas,<br />
rac, sxva Tu araferi, imis SesaZleblobas<br />
namdvilad aZlevda TiToeul maTgans, ufro<br />
myarad mdgariyo, ufro iolad SeenarCunebina<br />
wonasworoba maradiuli sicarielis Tavze,<br />
mxolod da mxolod, misTvis gabmul bewvis xidze,<br />
romelsac mis garda mainc veravin gaivlida.<br />
sxvaTaSoris, wminda qaluri Suris, wminda qaluri<br />
siZulvilisa da SurisZiebis grZnoba arc sonias<br />
mimarT gasCenia rodisme da arc fransuazas<br />
mimarT. metoqeebad arc Tvlida maT, radgan arc
imaT ucdiaT, Tundac gunebaSi (amas aucileblad<br />
gaigebda u<strong>avel</strong>umodac), misi adgilis dakaveba.<br />
roca Tavad wahyva colad <strong>avel</strong>ums, anu, roca<br />
Rvinis carieli bocoebiTa da sveli ZaRlis suniT<br />
savse manqanaSi Caujda erTi gaqeqili maneTianis<br />
imediT, fransuaza 12 wlis iyo mxolod, sonia ki<br />
sami wlis mere unda dabadebuliyo saerTod, da,<br />
wodebrivze rom araferi vTqvaT, asakobrivi<br />
sxvaobac ufro maT mfarvelobas avaldebulebda,<br />
vidre devnasa da Seviwroebas. rac mTavaria,<br />
imaTac is adamiani uyvardaT, visac TviTon Tvlida<br />
mxolod siyvarulis Rirsad; visTvisac TviTonac<br />
mzad iyo daufiqreblad, uyoymanod daeTmo<br />
yvelaferi, mSoblisa da Svilis CaTvliT, da,<br />
amdenad, uflebac ar hqonda, gahkvirveboda anda<br />
swyenoda, Tuki sxvebic aRmoCndebodnen mis dReSi,<br />
Tuki sxvebsac is SeuyvardebodaT, vinc Tavad<br />
uyvarda, visi meSveobiTac SeeZlo cas<br />
Seswvdenoda da siRrme exila, anu, etanja<br />
siyvarulisTvis da eamaya sakuTari tanjviT.<br />
melania ojaxis gulisTvis, ra Tqma unda,<br />
yvelafers aitanda, yvelafers moiTmenda,<br />
yvelafers gulSi gadaxarSavda da aravis<br />
gamoaSverinebda TiTs misi ojaxisken. magram Tuki<br />
gzasamcdari cxovrebisTvis Tavad ojaxi<br />
aRmoCndeboda zedmeti da miuRebeli - risi<br />
niSnebic ukve mravlad SeimCeneoda irgvliv - maSin<br />
TavisTavad ekargeboda azri ojaxis saxeliT<br />
atanil damcirebasac, ojaxis sakeTildReod<br />
Caylapul Seuracxyofasac, marTlac rom wignSi<br />
Sesatan moTminebasac da sijiutesac. uojaxod<br />
(cxadia, melanias azriT), araTu adamianoba,
saerTod sicocxle dadgeboda safrTxis winaSe.<br />
"meSinia, guli cuds migrZnobs, an me vkvdebi, an<br />
marTla didi saSineleba unda moxdeso". -<br />
SesCivlebda xolme <strong>avel</strong>ums. <strong>avel</strong>ums ki isic<br />
Cveulebrivad SeSinebuli egona, Cveulebrivad<br />
gaRizianebuli, gawamebuli gauTavebeli<br />
areulobiT, xocva-JletiT, avadmyofi<br />
virTxebiviT samzeoze amosuli sazareli<br />
WorebiT, RvarZliani, saxifaTo miTqma-moTqmiTa<br />
da, TavisTavad cxadia, Svilis bediTac... mokled,<br />
yvelafriT, rac ara marto saerTo, aramed<br />
savaldebulo ubedurebadac iTvleboda da<br />
yvelas erTad unda gadaetana, Tuki marTla<br />
undodaT ganTavisufleba, imperiis klanWebidan<br />
Tavis daRweva, anda, rogorc gazeTebi imeorebdnen<br />
waramara da uazrod, im gzaze dadgoma, romelic<br />
"taZarTan miiyvandaT", bolos da bolos, da ara<br />
isev karaficrul fexsadgilTan. garda amisa,<br />
ekaekaterinekatos jer sacxedreebSi Zebnam, mere<br />
ki imis mjdomare gaficvis yurebam, etyoba kidev<br />
ufro Searyia melanias saerTod mebrZoli da<br />
Seupovari buneba da, amitomac, <strong>avel</strong>umi nakleb<br />
mniSvnelobas aniWebda imis SfoTvasa da wuxils,<br />
ufro sworad, bunebrivad Tvlida da cdilobda,<br />
umal imisTvis gaeqarwylebina sadardeli, vidre<br />
ufro Rrmad, Ziramde CasZieboda da ukeT<br />
garkveuliyo Tavad am sadardelSi. "amaze meti<br />
raRa unda moxdeso" - aRar acala sityvis<br />
gagrZeleba, Tumca, TviTonac Rrmad iyo<br />
darwmunebuli (iseve, rogorc melania),<br />
dRevandeli oromtriali saxsenebelic ar<br />
iqneboda xvalindelTan. "RmerTma qnas, marto
amaze gadaiaros yvelafermao" - aRar gauZalianda<br />
melaniac. magram TviTon veRar sZlia<br />
cnobismoyvareobas, Tavad wamoego sxvisTvis<br />
gadagdebul ankesze da - ras gulisxmobo - hkiTxa<br />
cols mogonili arxeinobiT, viTom, marTla ki ar<br />
mainteresebs, galaparakeb, javri rom gadageyaros<br />
gulidan da cotaTi gaerToo. "ai, sonias<br />
gaTxovebas... netavi gaumarTldebodes mainc" -<br />
mSvidad upasuxa melaniam, TiTqos sul amaze<br />
laparakobdnen Sin, rogorc ki dros ixelTebdnen,<br />
da, kacma, rom Tqvas, dasamatebelic aRaraferi<br />
hqondaT. <strong>avel</strong>umi gaCumda, rac Taviseburad<br />
laparakSi ayolas niSnavda mainc, oRond sxva<br />
sakiTxia, ras ambobda dumiliT, ras gamoxatavda:<br />
Tanxmobasa Tu guliswyromas. es albaT<br />
melaniamac igrZno (ufro meti igrZno) da TviTonve<br />
gaagrZela, zedmetad rom ar daetanja qmari:<br />
"cudad aris saqme, Zmao, cudad. ar gesmiT Cemi.<br />
magram ase rom ar itanjebode, maSin albaT verc me<br />
gapatiebdi. gulisxeTqvisa da umadurobis meti,<br />
Senc veraferi mogitana siyvarulmao". "ra iyo, ra<br />
gunebaze xar dRes" - naZaladevad gaucina<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma, im adamianiviT, brZolaze xeli rom<br />
auRia, magram jer TviTonve erideba amis aRiareba.<br />
- "me male movkvdebi". - Tqva uceb melaniam da<br />
amjerad <strong>avel</strong>ums ubralod ena daeba<br />
mRelvarebisagan, moulodnelobisagan. arasodes<br />
uTqvams melanias msgavsi ram. saerTod arasodes<br />
ulaparakia ase. piriqiT, yovelTvis sxvebs<br />
sayvedurobda gulgatexilobas, yvelaferze<br />
wuwunsa da Civils. Tumca, es arc wuwuni iyo, arc<br />
Civili, arc cxovrebisagan gamwarebuli qalis
Cveulebrivi gabrZoleba, maincdamainc, imis<br />
Tvalwin, visac erTxel da samudamod miando<br />
Tavisi sicocxle. yovelgvari mikib-mokibvis<br />
gareSe Tqva is, risi Tqmac undoda, rac awuxebda,<br />
rac jer marto TviTon icoda (Tundac varaudiT)<br />
da rac aucileblad unda scodnoda misTvis<br />
yvelaze axlobel adamiansac, misi sicocxlis<br />
ganmgebels. amitomac Sezara ase <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
mosmenilma. ufro adre irwmuna, vidre bolomde<br />
aRiqvamda da gaiazrebda mosmenils. es iyo<br />
SeuRlebasaviT, SobasaviT, sikvdiliviT idumali<br />
aqti gandobisa, saidumlos gamxelisa, codnis<br />
gaziarebisa, codvis aRiarebisa - erTdroulad<br />
damTrgunvelica da aRmafrTovanebelic Tavisi<br />
ubraloebiTa da sidiadiT. sabednierod, isev<br />
melaniam daarRvia es moulodneli, marTlac<br />
samariseburi dumili. <strong>avel</strong>ums win daudga,<br />
mxrebze xelebi Camoawyo da axla ukve xumrobiT,<br />
sicilgareuli xmiT uTxra: icode, mainc Sen<br />
dagakldebi yvelaze metado. Tma SesaRebi hqonda.<br />
alag-alag saRebavi gascloda da Tmis Zirebi<br />
TeTrad mouCanda. <strong>avel</strong>ums, ratomRac, cremli<br />
moebjina yelSi. magram melania ki ar Seecoda,<br />
raRac Znelad mosaxelTebeli, Znelad asaxsneli<br />
daenana uceb, SeiZleba, dro - uazrod, uSedegod<br />
gafrenili - romelsac veRaraferi daabrunebda<br />
ukan, verc aRsareba, verc monanieba.
melaniam paemanzec zustad ase icoda dgoma.<br />
romeliRac miyruebul quCaze, romelime<br />
daburuli xis Ziras rom "dabinavdebodnen",<br />
maSinve mxrebze Camoawyobda xolme xelebs<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums da ase idga, saubrobdnen Tu kocnaobdnen.<br />
ase idga maSinac (da es cota ar iyos, examuSeboda<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums), roca daZabulni da dacqvetilni<br />
elodebodnen, rodis Caivlida saidanRac<br />
moulodnelad gamomtyvrali gamvleli, raTa isev<br />
gaegrZelebinaT saubarica da kocnaobac.<br />
"gaxsovso?" - amoxeda melaniam RimiliT, gverdze<br />
Tavgadaweulma, da marjvena xelis saCvenebeli<br />
TiTi frTxilad Camousva yelze, nikaps qvemoT,<br />
sadac patara, droisagan gafermkrTalebuli,<br />
ZlivsSesamCnevi naiarevi etyoboda <strong>avel</strong>ums.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums, rasakvirvelia, axsovda. is dRe, erT-erTi<br />
friad RirsSesaniSnavi dRe iyo maT cxovrebaSi,<br />
mravalmxriv, mravalnairad dasamaxsovrebeli, da,<br />
rac mTavaria, im dRes mixvdnen albaT sabolood,<br />
erTmaneTisTvis rom iyvnen gaCenilni, ufro<br />
zustad, erTad rom unda yofiliyvnen yovelTvis,<br />
kidev ufro zustad ki, ukve imdeni ganecadaT da<br />
gadaetanaT erTad, sadac ar unda wasuliyvnen<br />
cal-calke, mainc erTad iqnebodnen, Tundac<br />
erTmaneTis mogonebebSi, sasiamovno iqneboda is<br />
mogonebebi Tu saCoTiro, mware Tu tkbili. im<br />
dResac (dRes ki ara, Rames - is-is iyo CaTavda<br />
pirveli himnis ukanaskneli akordebi), erT-erT<br />
TavianT amoCemebul adgilze idgnen - fiqris<br />
goraze, bilikis TavSi, ficris RobesTan, TuTis<br />
xis Ziras - moulodnelad ori biWi rom waadgaT<br />
Tavze. erTi meloti iyo (an samarTebliT hqonda
Tavi gadaparsuli, Tumca, maSin jer kidev ar<br />
icoda Tbilisma "SesaniSnavi Svideulis"<br />
arseboba), meores ki muqi feris fetris Sliapa<br />
exura ratomRac. "iuzgar, saaTs xom ver gvetyvio"<br />
- ZmabiWurad dauZaxa <strong>avel</strong>ums. magram vidre<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi Sliapians upasuxebda ("samwuxarod, ar<br />
vxmarob, iuzgar, saaTs, magram Tormets bevrad ar<br />
unda iyos gadacilebuli, radgan pirveli himni esesaa<br />
damTavrdao"), melaniam saaTiani xeli<br />
uneburad maRla aswia, axlos miitana TvalTan,<br />
ukeTesad rom gaerCia isrebi. melotmac maSinve<br />
uzarmazari xanjali gamoaZvrina perangis<br />
saxelodan (SiSs didi Tvalebi ki aqvs, magram<br />
xanjali marTlac didi iyo, lamis satevari) da<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums yelze miabjina (swored im adgilas,<br />
sadac melaniam Camousva weRan TiTi), "uTxari,<br />
moixsnaso" - Tavi gadaiqnia melaniasken. Tan Tvals<br />
ar aSorebda <strong>avel</strong>ums. SiSisagan Tu<br />
daZabulobisagan xeli ukankalebda. <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
gaSra, gaognda. yvelafers elodeboda, amas ki ara,<br />
Tanac, lamis sakuTar ubanSi, sadac qurdsac<br />
pirze kocniT icnobda da bankis inkasatorsac. ver<br />
moisazra uceb, ra eqna, rogor moqceuliyo.<br />
gamalebuli ucemda guli, magram ufro<br />
umweobisgan, vidre SiSisgan. ufro sworad, jer<br />
TviTonac ver garkveuliyo sakuTar gancdebSi, ar<br />
ecala saamisod. samagierod, naTlad igrZno,<br />
xanjlis acaxcaxebulma wverma rogor gaukawra<br />
yelze kani, ramdenjerme, zedized. igrZno, rogor<br />
Camoacocda sisxlis jer Zalian civi, mere ki<br />
Zalian cxeli wveTi, wveTebi, mTeli nakadi,<br />
niaRvari, CanCqeri sisxlisa. tkivili ki ar
ugrZvnia. "aha, Se debiloo" - dauZaxa melaniam<br />
melots da Sexsnili saaTi daudevrad gadaugdo.<br />
melotma saaTi marjved daiWira haerSive da<br />
xanjalic maSinve moaSora <strong>avel</strong>ums. "ara uSavs,<br />
SevxvdebiTo" - CaiburdRuna <strong>avel</strong>umma da TviTonve<br />
Sercxva Tavisi bavSvuri, gulubriyvilo muqarisa.<br />
"ar ginda, simon, daibridebi ulaparakodo" -<br />
TiTqos TavisTvis Tqva Sliapianma da melots<br />
xeliT aniSna, wavideTo. "ise, Tu Tqvenc waxvalT<br />
aqedan, ukeTesi iqneba TqvenTvis - Tqva melotma -<br />
Cvenze uaresebi modian ukan, trusiks ar SegarCenen<br />
icodeT" - moxeda melanias uwmawuri Rimilisgan<br />
kbilebdakreWilma. Tan bilikze Cadioda,<br />
Sliapians mihyveboda ukan. qvemoT, ukuneT<br />
sibneleSi, gmirTa moedani gugunebda yrud. jer<br />
nela Cadiodnen, Tavs ikavebdnen TavdaRmarTSi.<br />
SeiZleba, qurdul Rirsebasac<br />
ufrTxilodebodnen, magram TandaTan auCqares<br />
fexs da mere sul kisris texiT CaaTaves biliki.<br />
"dedleboo" - miaZaxaT melaniam. "dedali me varo" -<br />
Tqva <strong>avel</strong>umma.<br />
- ara! - iyvira melaniam, - Sen xom ar giTqvams<br />
CemTvis, mieci saaTio, CemiT movixseni - gaagrZela<br />
Cveulebrivi xmiT - ai, Sen rom geTqva, maSin<br />
namdvilad dedali iqnebodi. uyure im nabiWvars! -<br />
SesZaxa uceb - dauWrixar!<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma uneburad xeli ganakawrze moisva da<br />
zed daixeda.<br />
- ki ar damWra... - scada melanias damSvideba,<br />
magram mRelvarebisagan xma gaebzara.<br />
- imitomac gaiqcnen - uaresad aRelda melania.
- xeli ukankalebda - Zlivs amoRerRa <strong>avel</strong>umma<br />
da cxvirsaxoci amoiRo jibidan.<br />
- moica, mase ara. me mimiSvi - gaaCera melaniam.<br />
xelebi mxrebze Camoawyo da frTxilad,<br />
gaubedavad ausva ena Wrilobaze. "Tfuio" - maSinve<br />
gadmoafurTxa <strong>avel</strong>umis sisxli. magram imave wams<br />
ufro Tamamad, ufro safuZvlianad daewafa. Tan<br />
Wrilobas ulokavda, erTguli ZaRliviT, Tan<br />
pirSi dagrovil sisxls afurTxebda da Tan<br />
icinoda: rom icode, saaTze metis warTmeva<br />
SeeZloT im debilebs CvenTviso.
garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, albaT am<br />
SemTxvevamac daaCqara maTi SeuRleba, ufro<br />
sworad, maTi erT WerqveS cxovreba. Tumca,<br />
pirvelad rom dawvnen isini sakuTar WerqveS, anu,<br />
bolos da bolos, mainc rom aRirses <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
(rogorc colSvilian mwerals), erToTaxiani bina<br />
qalaqis gareubanSi, ekaekaterinekato ukve xuTi<br />
wlisa iyo. maTi saxlis iqiT triali mindori<br />
iwyeboda, sadac mama-Svili yayaCoebs krefdnen<br />
xolme, magram erTxel yayaCos mtverma mowamla Tu<br />
ra iyo, ekaekaterinekatos nestoebi dauCirqda da<br />
imis mere melania iZulebuli gaxda, Svilianad,<br />
isev mSoblebTan dabrunebuliyo, xolo sakuTar<br />
qmarTan isev SeyvarebuliviT misuliyo paemanze<br />
sakuTar binaSi. da mainc, uojaxod araferi<br />
esaqmeboda melanias am qveyanaze. ojaxi misTvis,<br />
upirveles yovlisa, is asparezi gaxldaT, sadac<br />
adamianebi erTmaneTs ki ara, erTmaneTis<br />
sisusteebs, erTmaneTis sneulebebs, erTmaneTis<br />
SiSebs, erTmaneTis simartoveebs, simdableebsa da<br />
siglaxeebs erkinebian da, SeZlebisdagvarad,<br />
garkveul warmatebebsac aRweven, raRa Tqma unda,<br />
Tuki marTla uyvarT erTmaneTi da Tuki marTla<br />
sjeraT erTmaneTisa. amitom, rogorc ki saojaxi<br />
saqmeebs morCeboda da Tavis maradiul<br />
saqsovianad televizoris win mokalaTdeboda<br />
savarZelSi, ekrans Sescqeroda Tu naqsovis<br />
Tvlebs iTvlida tuCebacmacunebuli, mainc imis<br />
garkvevas cdilobda sul, ratom xdeboda, rac<br />
xdeboda da ratom ar iyo cxovreba iseTi,<br />
rogoric SeiZleboda yofiliyo. magram amdens<br />
rogor gaarkvevda, roca isic ar icoda, ras qsovda
da visTvis qsovda. ufro sworad, ise xSirad<br />
ecvleboda azri, verafris damTavrebas ver<br />
aswrebda da ukve sanaxevrod moqsovil svitrs,<br />
romelic TiTqos ekaekaterinekatosTvis<br />
Caefiqrebina, daunaneblad arRvevda, raTa<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis pulaveris qsova daewyo. qsovac<br />
Tavdacvis erT-erTi saSualeba iyo albaT, magram,<br />
rasakvirvelia, qsovisas imis dadgenac<br />
ainteresebda, ramdenad iyo Tavad damnaSave,<br />
marTla iyo masze rame damokidebuli, Tu mainc ise<br />
moxdeboda yvelaferi, rogorc xdeboda, Tuki,<br />
vTqvaT, Tavidanve ar apatiebda <strong>avel</strong>ums. magram<br />
Tavidanve Tu ar apatiebda <strong>avel</strong>ums yvelafers,<br />
verc aqamde SeinarCunebda mas. misTvis ki mTavari<br />
es iyo da ara <strong>avel</strong>umis erotikuli<br />
Tavgadasavlebi, romlebsac Tavad <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
yvelanairad malavda misgan, magram, ra Tqma unda,<br />
uSedegod. melanias aseTi <strong>avel</strong>umic uyvarda. Tu<br />
SeiZleba ase iTqvas, aseTi <strong>avel</strong>umic<br />
igulisxmeboda misTvis saerTod <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
cnebaSi. oRond, TviTon aseTi <strong>avel</strong>umis mimarT<br />
umal dobili da mesaidumle gamodioda, vidre<br />
satrfo an coli, da arc amis gamo grZnobda raime<br />
uxerxulobas, piriqiT, meti pativiscemiT<br />
imsWvaleboda sakuTari Tavisadmi, Tuki marTla<br />
waadgeboda xolme rameSi, swored rogorc<br />
dobili da uerTgulesi mesaidumle. erTxel,<br />
gaTxovebamde, mamas fulic ki sTxova, viTom<br />
TanaklaselisTvis saCuqris sayidlad da <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
miurbenina, iman ki sasimamros fulebi<br />
vendispanseris eqims CaukuWa TeTri xalaTis<br />
jibeSi, vidre, SarvalCaxdili, pirqve
gadaemxoboda muSambagadafarebul viwro taxtze,<br />
susunakis sawinaaRmdego nemsis gasakeTeblad.
mokled, gasaxsenebeli bevri hqonda da isic<br />
ixsenebda. Cajdeboda savarZelSi televizoris<br />
win, celofanis parkidan amoiRebda rkinis<br />
Cxirebsa da Zafis gorgals da, vin icis<br />
meramdened, gauyveboda <strong>avel</strong>umTan erTad<br />
gamovlil gzas, xan Tavidan bolomde da xan<br />
bolodan Tavamde, ris gamoc, Zalauneburad,<br />
naqsovic maT gzas emsgavseboda - dablanduli,<br />
daxlarTuli, bolomde gaurkveveli, Cxirebis<br />
nebaze miSvebuli. is ki yovel wvrilmans<br />
ixsenebda, yovel SemTxvevas, yovel sityvas, yovel<br />
nabijs da Cqarobda yvelafris xelaxla<br />
Sefasebasa Tu gadafasebas, raki areuli droc<br />
amas avaldebulebda. arada, kacma rom Tqvas, axla<br />
TiTqos ufro mSvidad unda yofiliyo, vidre,<br />
vTqvaT, guSin da guSinwin. qmaric Sin hyavda da<br />
Svilic. magram swored maTi "Sin yofna" abnevda da<br />
aforiaqebda, imdenad naZaladevi, imdenad<br />
xelovnuri da arabunebrivi Canda amis gamo sxva<br />
yvelaferi. Svils gareT gaxedvac aRar undoda,<br />
iatakze ijda kuTxeSi, TavisTvis. arc Cioda, arc<br />
imuqreboda. arc Svili axsovda, arc amxanagi.<br />
melaniamac aRar icoda, rodis jobda, rodis<br />
grZnobda Tavs ukeTesad, roca sul Svilis<br />
molodinSi iyo, sul kars miCerebuli, Tu axla,<br />
roca Tvalwin hyavda sul. miT ufro Zneli<br />
gasarkvevi iyo, ra erCia Tavad ekaekaterinekatos,<br />
rodis grZnobda Tavs ufro Tamamad, ufro<br />
Tavisuflad; saerTod, rodis grZnobda Tavs<br />
adamianad, roca quCa-quCa daZrwoda droSis<br />
frialiT, roca mis danaxvaze, SeSinebuli<br />
dedabrebi cekvas iwyebdnen TavianT patara
aivanze, Tu axla, sikvdils Zlivs gadarCenili,<br />
Zlivs moZebnili, Zlivs dabrunebuli Sin da ara<br />
marto gvarSecvlili, zneSecvlilic.
qmarsac Svilis seni Sehyroda TiTqos. TiTqos ki<br />
ara, namdvilad, erTi seniT iyvnen Sepyrobilni.<br />
aRarc imas miuwevda guli gareT, magram araTu<br />
iSviaTad xedavda, roca xedavda, maSinac uWirda<br />
ubralo, Tundac samezoblo urTierTobis<br />
damyareba masTan. Seiketeboda Tavis oTaxSi da<br />
sabeWd manqanaze akakunebda ganuwyvetliv,<br />
gauCereblad, meqanikur kodalasaviT. Tu ar<br />
gaaxsenebdnen, arc Wama undoda, arc Zili. magram<br />
mainc Sin iyo, Tavis adgilze da, Tu ar Canda,<br />
aSkarad ismoda - ZvelisZveli, klaviSebmoryeuli<br />
"erika" mxolod da mxolod mis xmas gamoscemda,<br />
mis gulisTqmasa da mis suliskveTebas. samagierod<br />
misi Wkua-goneba frenda sxvagan da melaniasac es<br />
afrTxobda, es awuxebda, radgan sxvaze ukeT<br />
(<strong>avel</strong>umze ukeTac), man icoda albaT, yvelaze<br />
naklebad axla rom iyo igi Sin. <strong>avel</strong>umi saerTod<br />
maSin ufro ekuTvnoda mas, roca sxvagan midioda.<br />
maSin <strong>avel</strong>umis Wkua-goneba aqeTken, Sinisken,<br />
melaniasken qroda da moulodnelad rom<br />
gamoecxadeboda xolme, yvelaferze etyoboda,<br />
ojaxis ufrosi brundeboda sakuTar ojaxSi da<br />
Seuvali, garduvali iyo misi uflebamosileba,<br />
misi neba-survili am kedlebs Soris, am<br />
teritoriaze. gonze mosvlasac ar daaclida,<br />
TiTqos sayvarlisgan ki ar dabrunebula, aramed,<br />
satusaRoSi Sobili, satusaRoSi Caberebuli,<br />
saerTod pirvelad gamouSviaT dRes<br />
satusaRodano. "araferi ar arsebobs CemTvis<br />
wesierad, adamianurado" - yasidad buzRunebda<br />
bednieri melania, erTxel kidev ganwmendili,<br />
erTxel kidev ganTavisuflebuli avi, gesliani
eWvebisa da varaudebisagan da erTxel kidev<br />
darwmunebuli qmris dauokebel siyvarulSi. axla<br />
sakuTar samflobeloSi ki ar ijda is<br />
(Tavisianebis imedad), soroSi emaleboda TiTqos<br />
viRacas Tu raRacas; mter-moyvris misaRebad ki ar<br />
iyo mzad, rogorc ojaxis ufross ekadreba,<br />
aramed - gasaqcevad, rogorc maradiuli<br />
ltolvili. xoda, melaniac usasrulod<br />
ixsenebda, irkvevda gancdilsa da gadatanils;<br />
eZebda marTalsa da mtyuans; xelaxla swonida da<br />
zomavda aTasjer awonilsa da gazomils,<br />
sxvebisTvis mitevebulsa Tu TavisTvis miutevebel<br />
Secdomebs; da mainc faruli imediT, meryevi<br />
rwmeniT fiqrobda moTminebis aucileblobaze,<br />
mitevebis madlze, qmar-Svilis SesaZlebel<br />
dabrunebaze... magram, etyoba, arc misi moTminebaa<br />
amouwuravi, masac moswyindeba, masac amouva yelSi<br />
amdeni uazro qeqva gardacvlili, mtvradqceuli<br />
wuTebisa, saaTebisa, dReebisa, weliwadebisa; Zieba<br />
ararsebulis, aryofilis danatovari kvalisa;<br />
gauTavebeli wvneva da Sefereba Caudeneli<br />
danaSaulis Sedegebisa Tu amao mcdeloba<br />
gancdilis ganmeorebisa da, erT Cveulebriv<br />
saRamos (gareT isrodnen), moulodnelad<br />
wamodgeba savarZlidan da misi kalTidan<br />
gadmovardnili Zafis gorgali iatakze gagordeba,<br />
karisken, TiTqos labirinTidan gamosasvlel gzas<br />
mianiSnebs patrons, patroni ki, dabneulad,<br />
darcxvenilad momRimari, kefaze moisvams xels,<br />
TiTqos Tmis samagrs moiZiebs, "ai, aq, raRacao..." -<br />
ver daamTavrebs sityvas da vidre qmari an Svili<br />
SeaSvelebdes xels, ugonod davardeba
savarZelze, TiTqos Zafis gorglis jibrze,<br />
TiTqos imas rom Seagnebinos erTxel da<br />
samudamod - Tavcocxali fexs ar movicvli<br />
aqedano.
magram es mere moxdeba, cota mogvianebiT. jer<br />
"perestroika" qans iRebs, Zalas ikrebs, Tavisi<br />
gziT miedineba. winaswar dasaxul gzas miyveba<br />
meTqi, mindoda meTqva, da gazeTebic kudis qiciniT,<br />
wkavwkav-wkmutuniT miacileben, rogorc ZaRlebi -<br />
marCenal patrons. da ai, yoveli Tvis meore dRe<br />
qalaqSi umanqano dRed cxaddeba, rasakvirvelia,<br />
gardaqmnasTan dakavSirebiT, mSromelTa<br />
sakeTildReod, maTi Zvirfasi janmrTelobis<br />
dasacavad. gazeTi ambobs, "Cvens qalaqSi haeris<br />
swrafi, yovlad gauTvaliswinebeli dabinZurebis<br />
gamoo" (warmogidgeniaT!), Tumca, amgvar uaRresad<br />
"kapitalistur movlenebze", jer kidev guSin,<br />
saerTod dumda igive gazeTi, anda guSin da<br />
guSinwin, rogorc sxva yvelaferi, socialisturi<br />
manqanis gamonabolqvic sasargeblo egona<br />
adgilobrivi mosaxleobisTvis, gansakuTrebiT<br />
maTi sasunTqi organoebisTvis da am sakiTxTan<br />
dakavSirebiT guli sagulesa hqonda. magram roca<br />
uTxres aforiaqdio, aforiaqda. garda amisa, sxva<br />
mxrivac gamarTlebulia amgvari RonisZiebis<br />
Catareba gansakuTrebiT dRes da gansakuTrebiT<br />
Cvens qalaqSi, sadac am oriode dRis win amdeni<br />
xalxi moiwamla erTbaSad, dRemde daudgeneli<br />
mizeziT, da xom SeiZleba, bolos da bolos,<br />
marTla manqanebis gamonabolqvis Warbi "miReba"<br />
iyos mizezi maTi mowamvlisa (ar dagaviwydeT, im<br />
xalxma mTeli kvira Sua quCaSi, Ria cis qveS<br />
gaatara) da ara romeliRac gasaidumloebuli,<br />
samxedro daniSnulebis qimiuri nivTiereba,<br />
rogorc viRac-viRacebi Woraoben dRemde. Tumca,<br />
gamocxadeba erTia, ganxorcieleba ki meore.
manqanis gulisTvis xalxma suli waiwymida, vin<br />
mama CauSva, vin deda daagirava, vin iatakqveSa<br />
milioneris uuuuukanaskneli qaliSvili,<br />
sakavSiro masStabiT saxelganTqmuli<br />
klarnetisti SeirTo colad da axla, Cemma<br />
gamonabolqvma vinme ar Seawuxoso, manqanas<br />
gaaCerebs, Tundac erTi saaTiT?! ara gvgonia. ase<br />
rom, Tu rodisme ganxorcieldeba amas winaT<br />
saqalaqo sabWos aRmaskomis mier miRebuli<br />
gadawyvetileba, damatebiT SegvatyobineT. iqamde<br />
ki vigrialoT Zveleburad, ca - qudad, miwa -<br />
qalamnad. magi patroni dedac. CvenisTana bednieri<br />
gana aris sadme eri?! yvela Tavisas Wedavs<br />
kidobans. amerikis prezidenti ki poloneTSi<br />
Casula. Cven vikiTxoT, Torem poloneTs eSveleba.<br />
poloneTs jvari sweria. Tanac, romis papisa. Cven<br />
jer isic ar viciT, sad veZeboT Cveni suli. haerSi?<br />
RrublebSi? namSi? Rvinosa Tu CaqafulSi? sad<br />
ariso - me mekiTxeba gazeTi. sxvaTa Soris,<br />
optikuri kabeli TbilisSic imuSavebs Turme.<br />
iqneb es dagvexmaros sulis aRmoCenaSi. xom iciT,<br />
rasac niSnavs optikuri kabeli? es imas niSnavs,<br />
rom ara marto daelaparakebiT erTmaneTs<br />
Soridan, aramed dainaxavT kidec. warmogidgeniaT,<br />
ra iqneba? jobia gavCumde. Sinidan ar gamoxval da<br />
sadac gendomeba - Sexval. ra mogivida, gogo, cota<br />
kidev Caiwie, damenaxve erTi wuTiT. ici rogor<br />
menatrebi?! moica, ras Svrebi? es metismetia. vinme<br />
ar iyos CarTuli. da mainc, mecniereba valSia<br />
bunebasTano. valSia? valSi ki ar aris, damnaSavea<br />
bunebis winaSe da urCevnia pasuxi agos, sanam jer<br />
kidev droa. jan Censac da Cen Zijuansac, Turme,
Zalian, Zalian moswonT Cveni qalaqi da saerTod<br />
qarTvelebi, magram mdgomareoba ar gamoswordeba<br />
da droTa ganmavlobaSi sagrZnoblad gauaresdeba<br />
kidec, Tu TiToeuli Tbiliseli ar Seignebs, rom<br />
haeris gabinZurebis winaaRmdeg brZola<br />
moqalaqeobrivi movaleobaa da ara<br />
angariSsworebis kidev erTi saSualeba. aba, me Tu<br />
mkiTxavT, roca umanqano moiTxovs manqanianma uari<br />
Tqvas manqanazeo, es prrwavardnili usindisobaa<br />
da meti araferi. marTalia, umanqano haers ar<br />
abinZurebs, ufro zustad, umanqanos mxolod<br />
haeris gafuWeba SeuZlia, Tanac lokalurad,<br />
magram manqana rom hyavdes, namdvilad ar<br />
imsjelebda ise, rogorc axla msjelobs. maSin<br />
ityoda, Tu daxrCobaa, yvelani erTad davixrCoTo.<br />
umanqanov, nu gSurs manqanianisa! haeris<br />
dabinZurebis problema imitom ki ar dadga dRis<br />
wesrigSi, Sen rom wlobiT dagrovili javri<br />
amoiyaro viRacaze (rogorc migaCvia cxovrebam,<br />
gnebavT, mTavrobam), aramed aseTi gaxlavT egreT<br />
wodebuli ganviTarebuli civilizaciis siavkarge<br />
- manqana da sufTa haeri erTad ar Tavsdeba. xolo<br />
adamiani umal uhaerobiT amoixrCoba sakuTar<br />
manqanaSi, vidre iqidan gadmova Tavisi nebiT.<br />
marto TbilisSi ki ara, yvelgan. ase rom, verafers<br />
gamorCebi Seni RvarZliTa da SurianobiT.<br />
SegiZlia, sawer-kalamic isev ujraSi Seinaxo<br />
(ukeTes SemTxvevamde), radgan am sakiTxTan<br />
dakavSirebiT anonimuri "rCevebi" da "mosazrebebi"<br />
ar miiReba. Cvenma xomaldma mkveTrad Seicvala<br />
gezi, anu, indoeTi rom gvegona, amerika yofila.<br />
gana miwisZvra, an mewyeri, an wyaldidoba Senze
mdidrebis bralia?! gavixede da, xval Senc iyide<br />
manqana - RmerTma gayidinos - ras izam?<br />
daemorCilebi Sens mierve dadgenil wess,<br />
dadgenisas sxvebisTvis gamiznuls? ar<br />
daemorCilebi. gaixede da, manqanianma Sen gaCuqa<br />
Tavisi manqana - madls izams - rogor moiqcevi?<br />
aujanydebi Senganve miRebul kanons?<br />
rasakvirvelia, aujanydebi. ase rom, araferi<br />
gveSveleba, vidre umravlesobis (umanqanos) azrs<br />
ki ara, saR azrs ar movuxmobT, bolos da bolos.<br />
amasobaSi ki gldanis mesame mikroraionis meaTe<br />
korpusis win daudgeneli mizniT amoRebuli<br />
Txrilidan, xolo anagis quCaze am erTi Tvis<br />
winaT gamocvlili sakanalizacio milebidan,<br />
iseve rogorc saburTalos raionis vazisubnis<br />
quCaze moulodnelad gaCenili ormodan da, ase<br />
Semdeg, Tqven TviTon TqviT, ra moedineba. Tqven ki<br />
gakvirvebas gamoTqvamT, qarTveli batoniSvili<br />
qarTulad ver laparakobso. ar gcodniaT<br />
sakuTari istoria, arc sakuTari buneba.<br />
saqarTvelos erT-erT ukanasknel batoniSvils,<br />
darejan dedoflis sasaxlis monarCeni aivnidan<br />
rom gadmouxedavs TbilisisTvis, gulwrfelad<br />
wamoscdenia: RmerTo, ra ucxoa aqaurobao! Cveni<br />
batoniSvilebi raxania an rusulad laparakoben,<br />
an frangulad, an espanurad, an inglisurad.<br />
qarTulad ki vera. ras vizamT, ase moxda. Cto<br />
podelaeS. se la vi. samagierod, baton Canakis<br />
Zalian moswonebia Caqafuli. didebulia, diax,<br />
didebuli. oRond, Cveni budapeStisa ar iyos,<br />
safuZvliani restavracia sWirdeba Tqvens<br />
"budapeStsac" (yovelTvis idioturi restorani
iyo, yvela juris xalxi ireoda, ZiriTadad vakis,<br />
anu "gamarjvebis" parkis "fauna": studentebi,<br />
qurdebi, narkomanebi, milicielebi, iatakqveSa<br />
saqmosnebi, raionuli masStabis xelmZRvaneli<br />
muSakebi - Sesvenebaze gamosulni da mTeli dRiT<br />
SerCenilni sufras - da gadiebic ki, TavianT<br />
bavSvebianetlebianrZisboTlebiansaTamaSoebiana<br />
d... erTxel <strong>avel</strong>umi ise daTvra, saTamaSo sayviriT<br />
uxmobda oficiants). ase rom, mzad varT, Tuki amis<br />
aucilebloba Seiqmneba. Tumca, mogexsenebaT,<br />
valutis problema da socialisturi qveynebis<br />
ekonomiuri siZneleebi. magram ras vizamT, RmerTi<br />
mogvcems, batono Canaki. RmerTma gisminoT, magram<br />
Cven, Tqveni ar iyos, marto RmerTis imedze yofna...<br />
hm, hm... Caqafuli ki didebuli kerZi gaxlavT.<br />
Tavisuflad SeiZleboda. magram es ukve momavlis<br />
saqmea. erovnuli biznesi. marTlac, ra dros es<br />
aris?! ukve ori Tvea, Tbilisis saavadmyofoebSi<br />
grZeldeba cxra aprils daSavebulTa miReba da<br />
mkurnaloba (gazeTSi weria - "dazaralebulTao" -<br />
dazaralde, SeiZleba, vaWrobaSi, aReb-micemobaSi,<br />
sameurneo saqmianobaSi... cxra aprils ki mxolod<br />
da mxolod daSavdebi, dasaxiCrdebi, daiRupebi).<br />
mTavrobas, Turme, jer ar miuRia gadawyvetileba,<br />
Tu ramden xans unda gagrZeldes es procesi,<br />
komkavSiruli rTvelisa ar iyos. advili<br />
SesaZlebelia, Tu moeprianebaT, xvalve Sewyviton,<br />
an arasdros. janmrTelobis dacvis saministro ki<br />
sruli pasuxismgeblobiT acxadebs, yvela<br />
medikamenti (TavisTavad cxadia, ucxoelebis<br />
Camotanili samadlod - Sav bazarze cecxli rom<br />
ukidia), daniSnulebisamebr midis
dazaralebulamdeo. erTob saintereso<br />
gancxadebaa. daSavebuls isic dazaralebuls<br />
eZaxis, anda, "CaSka" hyavs mxedvelobaSi, wamlis<br />
vaWari Sav bazarze, romelmac marTla naxa zarali<br />
am bolo dros - orjer daeca obexeesi... ovanesas<br />
binaze ki momakvdinebeli Sxamis mTeli sabado<br />
aRmouCeniaT. ki magram, meramdened? ramdenjer<br />
gvauwyes ukve? rodemde unda vweroT da vikiTxoT<br />
erTi da igive? sainteresoc aRaraa. miitans<br />
ovanesa fuls, sadac jer ars, Cveni moZme xalxis<br />
Rirseuli Svilia, alal-marTali mSromelia; ar<br />
miitans da - wadi Seni somexi dedaco!<br />
gansakuTrebiT mainc germaneli eqimebis<br />
madloblebi vyofilvarT, magram avadmyofebi<br />
Zalian nerviuloben Turme, erTi dRiTac Tu<br />
daigviana germaniidan gamogzavnilma wamalma.<br />
gasagebia. namdvilad sanerviuloa. gvian Camova<br />
wamali, gvian iSovnian maTi Wirisuflebic.<br />
TavisTavad cxadia, fasic moimatebs. xandaxan,<br />
gangebac ayovneben albaT gzaSi. axla dro<br />
CvenTvisac ukve fulia, raki kapitalizmisken<br />
gvaqvs gezi aRebuli. amitom, kidev erTxel<br />
gekiTxebiT, ra unda muSas parlamentSi? Tavad<br />
muSa var da vici, rasac vambob. muSas ki ara,<br />
profesors ver aaRebineb xelSi wigns. ase Tu<br />
gagrZelda, konkretuli damnaSaveni namdvilad<br />
aicdenen pasuxismgeblobas. Salom yvelas Cven!<br />
magram zemodan ufro patarebi, ufro sawylebi<br />
meCvenebiT, Cemo Zvirfaso qarTvelebo. me ki<br />
wamovedi, amovedi maqedan, magram Tqven ra<br />
geSvelebaT! wasasvlelic ara gaqvT arsad.<br />
gmadlobT, abon, maRlac rom gaxsovarT,
zemodanac rom ar swyvet kavSirs Sens meore<br />
samSoblosTan, Tuki saerTod SeiZleba ori (an<br />
ramdenime) samSoblo hqondes kacs. erTi maRla,<br />
caSi, meore ki qveviT, qvesknelSi.<br />
internacionalizmi rom SevinarCunoT, amisaTvis<br />
saWiroa nacionalizmis ganviTarebao. nabij-nabij<br />
unda viaroT win. magram win ra aris? isev<br />
traqtati? gamarjoba TeimurazoviC. gagimarjos<br />
katinka. sagdeevis azriT, taraseviCis komisia<br />
sruli gaugebroba yofila. ligaCovi jer<br />
ligaCovobs. moskovis miwisqveSeTSi ki, Turme,<br />
ukve saxifaTod momravlebulan uzarmazari<br />
JRali virTxebi, erTi metri sigrZisa da<br />
samocdaaTi santimetris simaRlisa, romlebsac<br />
TavianTi basri kbilebiT SeuZliaT wamSi<br />
gakvniton nebismieri sisqis foladis bade.<br />
marTalia isini, jerjerobiT, mxolod gazsadenis,<br />
wyalsadenisa Tu sakanalizacio sistemis<br />
momsaxure personals esxmian Tavs, magram ukve<br />
sanagveebzec gamodian, xorckombinatis<br />
teritoriazec da, maTi gamoCenisTanave, yvelaze<br />
avi ZaRlebic ki kudamoZuebulni garbian<br />
ukanmouxedavad. metros matareblis<br />
memanqaneebsac araerTxel SeuniSnavT mZlavri<br />
farebis Suqze avad aelvarebuli maTi Tvalebi.<br />
oRond, jer dasadgenia, RmerTis gaCenili<br />
arsebebi arian isinic, Tu Tanamedrove yvelaze<br />
humanuri sabWoTa mecnierebisa. magram asea Tu ise,<br />
didi sifrTxile gvmarTebs yvelas, miwaze varT<br />
Tu miwis qveS. amxanagi batoni kukuri ilikoviCi ki<br />
Zveli komunisturi mgznebarebiT gvpirdeba, arc<br />
erT kilogram uxarisxo Cais ar gadaamuSavebs Cemi
fabrikao. ver uyurebT! fabrikantic gamxdara.<br />
Tumca, rac xarisxze daviwyeT laparaki, Cai<br />
saerTod gaqra Cveni Tvalsawieridan. TbilisSi ki<br />
cvalebadi moRrublulobaa. xanmokle wvima. Weqaquxili.<br />
susti qari. temperatura SeTanxmebiT.<br />
oRond, qalaqSi SemTxveviT moxvedril kacs<br />
(qalsac), SeiZleba, Tavi jojoxeTSi egonos, im<br />
ubralo mizezis gamo, menagveebi nagavs adgilze<br />
rom wvaven da ara marto saxlebi, aramed<br />
sazogadoebrivi transportic, rasakvirvelia,<br />
metros sadgurebianad, dRedaRam myrali<br />
kvamliTaa savse. xolo qvemo qarTlSi cxovreba<br />
TandaTanobiT dgeba kalapotSi. ra eCqareba?<br />
sxvebi jer arc amovardnilan kalapotidan. axla<br />
apireben. baTumis delfinariumisa ar iyos. oRond<br />
is, delfinariumi, rva axali delfinis daWerasa<br />
da gawvrTnas apirebs, Tumca, zRvis gaWuWyianebis<br />
gamo, aqamde daWeril-gawvrTnili yvela delfini<br />
ukve daexoca. rac mTavaria, luqsemburgi xmas<br />
imaRlebs Zaladobis winaaRmdeg da vai CineTis<br />
brali! vai Cveni brali saerTod, amdeni koRobuzis<br />
xelSi. namdvilad xelovnurad amravlebs<br />
viRac, Torem veraviTari saSo Tu sakvercxe ver<br />
auvidoda amaT gaCenasa Tu gamoCekas. erTi kia,<br />
koRos meSveobiT Sidsi ar gadadis. gvkbinos<br />
ramdenic unda. anda amovqoloT sarkmlebi da eg<br />
iqneba. sibnelec moimatebs da farTobic. qira ar<br />
Seicvleba mxolod. is dro warsuls Cabarda,<br />
roca bina sarkmliT fasobda. rusebisa ar iyos,<br />
yvela borotebas garkveuli sikeTec axlavs.<br />
nasarkmlarze zurgiT aeyudebi xandaxan,<br />
sibneleSi, da miiReb raime gadawyvetilebas. ai,
erT qalbatons, "samSobloze usazRvrod<br />
Seyvarebul qarTvel qals" - rogorc TviTonve<br />
uwodebs Tavis Tavs - cxra aprilis tragediis<br />
Semdeg, gadauwyvetia monawileobis miReba eris<br />
gamravlebaSi. amgvari gadawyvetileba<br />
daqalebisTanave rom mieRo, rac evaleboda kidec,<br />
Tundac bunebisagan, maSin SeiZleba oseTis<br />
avtonomiur olqSi Cveni mSobliuri ena "vai rom<br />
savalalo mdgomareobaSi" aRar yofiliyo. ditu!<br />
ditu! ditu! es ra gaigo Cemma yurebma! ki magram,<br />
maincdamainc dRes rom SevicxadeT es ambavi,<br />
aqamde sad viyaviT?! aqamdec ase ganvicdidiT<br />
viTom qarTuli enis ugulebelyofas saqarTvelos<br />
"ZirZvel" miwaze?! raRac ar maxsendeba. cxinvalSi<br />
ki ara, TbilisSi aRar vlaparakobdiT Cvens enaze.<br />
soflidan Camosuli axalgazrdoba rusuliT<br />
iwyebda gaTbiliselebas. erTmaneTs aswavlidnen.<br />
erTmaneTze itexdnen enas. gamosdebdnen erTmaneTs<br />
xelkavs, emil zolas droindeli bozebiviT, da,<br />
daragaia, gurami priSol vCerac piani da sul<br />
dedis traki rugal menia. erTi Senc! pliuni raz i<br />
navsegda. moica, gogo, maroJnia mgoni eger.<br />
qarTuli enis saxelmwifo programis proeqti,<br />
marTalia, respublikaSi mcxovreb araqarTvel<br />
mosaxleobas ar ukrZalavs qarTuli enis<br />
Seswavlas (naklebad aRelvebs imaTi momavali),<br />
magram qarTvelebs (rasakvirvelia, mikerZoebiT),<br />
gacilebiT prestiJuli, gacilebiT praqtikuli,<br />
bolos da bolos, gacilebiT mravalricxovani<br />
xalxis enis Seswavlas avaldebulebs mSobliuri<br />
enis doneze da yvela Rones xmarobs, ufro<br />
sworad, yvelafers kadrulobs, Tavisi rom
gaitanos. sxva rom araferi vTqvaT, SesaZleblad<br />
miaCnia, erTsa da imave adamians ori dedaena<br />
hqondes. ese igi, SesaZleblad miaCnia,<br />
erTdroulad Soba erTi da imave adamianisa ori<br />
sxvadasxva erovnebis da, rac mTavaria, sxvadasxva<br />
mamakacisagan midgomili qalis saSodan. magram es<br />
guSindeli ambavia ukve. sxvanairad rom vTqvaT,<br />
guSin ase iyo saWiro. dRes rom oseTis avtonomiur<br />
olqSi qarTuli enis savalalo mdgomareobiTaa<br />
SeSfoTebuli, swored is Jurnalisti (anda misi<br />
tyupiscali) guSin ificeboda, maCabeli oseTSi<br />
cxovrobdao, viTom, samaCablo ki ar gadakeTda<br />
oseTis avtonomiur olqad, loTi besos<br />
pativsacemad, aramed, samaCablo yovelTvis<br />
oseTSi Sediodao. magram maSin (guSin) ase iyo<br />
saWiro da ra eqna? me Tqven gekiTxebiT, moclilno<br />
mkiTxvelno, ra eqna meTqi? simarTlisTvis daedo<br />
Tavi? ese igi, Tqvens imedze yofiliyo? magram<br />
Tqvenamde aRarc moaRwevda imisi saxsenebeli.<br />
axla korumpirebuli (dRes Zalian moduria es<br />
sityva) Jurnalisti mainc hqvia, aTasTa da aTasTa<br />
msgavsad, Cveulebrivi inteleqtualuri meZavia,<br />
vinc fuls aZlevs imisia, vinc mets miscems, imisi<br />
xom iqneba da iqneba; maSin ki (simarTlisTvis Tu<br />
gamoidebda Tavs, Tqveni imediT), Cveulebrivi<br />
briyvis, xulignisa da warsulis samarcxvino<br />
gadmonaSTis saxeliT Cavidoda saflavSi, Tuki<br />
CauSvebdnen, Tuki saerTod aRirsebdnen damarxvas.<br />
modiT da, amis Semdeg gaamtyuneT. araviTar<br />
SemTxvevaSi. ena ar mogitrialdebaT. amitom,<br />
yvelafers sjobs, daujeroT zemoT xsenebul<br />
qalbatons da kidev TiTo Svili gaaCinoT, qalebo.
ki magram, rogor? rogor ar Cndeba vici, rogor<br />
Cndeba - damaviwyda. da mainc, nu miecemiT panikas.<br />
hipodinamia kanonzomieri Sedegia<br />
komfortabeluri cxovrebisa. xelovneba<br />
moiTxovs msxverpls. saSveli ar aris. TurqeTSi<br />
cxra wlis gogos gauCenia bavSvi. muceli rom<br />
astkivnia, sulel dedas qoTanze dausvams.<br />
sicocxle ki ar iRupeba, ixrwneba. zRvis napirze<br />
gamoriyuli delfinebis ojaxi SemaZrwuneblad<br />
yars. Tanamedrove madona ki upartnioro seqsis<br />
gakveTilebs atarebs scenaze musikis TanxlebiT.<br />
ase ukeT iTvisebs kevaReWia da mzesumziraWamia<br />
mozardi. SeiswavleT qarebi, rameTu isini<br />
avrceleben yvelanair sens. da mainc... mainc ki ara,<br />
imitom, imis gamo, iqidan gamomdinare, dRes Cveni<br />
planetis TiTqmis mTeli mosaxleoba<br />
gabinZurebul wyals rom svams, gabinZurebul<br />
haers rom sunTqavs, me da Cemma sacolem<br />
gadavwyviteT viyolioT imdeni Svili... kargia.<br />
sakmarisia. axla pirdapir gviTxari, ras<br />
Txoulob: manqana ginda urigod, Tu TbilisSi<br />
Cawera? ki batono, mobrZandi, icxovre. esec Seni<br />
qalaqia. magram, rom icode, tyuilad iklav mainc<br />
Tavs, erT namdvil qalaqels veRar ipovi sanTliT<br />
amodena qalaqSi. ase rom, aqac is cxovreba<br />
dagxvdeba, romelsac Sen da Seni sacole gaurbiT<br />
SeniRbulad. magram, SeiZleba, marTla aq sjobdes<br />
TqvenTvis. operis Teatri (qandarebis simravlis<br />
gamo) marTla saqaTmed Tu gadakeTda (jer<br />
mxolod xmebi dadis), Seni ori kakali qaTamic<br />
daeteva iq da "dinamos" stadionze Sens Zroxasac<br />
Sexvdeba erTi bRuja balaxi. ise, Seni sacole Seni
coli rom gaxdeba, mere gaubede da daaorsule<br />
zedmetad, Tu biWi xar. magram arc Sen xar<br />
gasamtyuni. yvela TavisTvis ibrZvis. yvela<br />
Taviseburad cdilobs, raRaca mainc waglijos am<br />
daRupul qveyanas.<br />
yvela Tavisas sWedavs kidobans...
vinc mRvrie wyalSi Tevzs ar iWers, is an cudi<br />
meTevzea, an dasanaxad ver itans Tevzs. Cveni mteri<br />
iqnes marto silamazis imedze. silamaze sneuls<br />
ver gankurnavs, radgan sneuls misi danaxva ar<br />
SeuZlia. erTi didi pirovneba (roca kuWi<br />
awuxebda), yvelgan ZaRlis eqskrements xedavda<br />
mxolod. patara pirovnebebi ras davinaxavT?<br />
pasuxi erTia: fuli yvelaferi ar aris, magram<br />
ufulod arc silamazes ara aqvs azri. ai,<br />
WeSmariti sabWouri fsiqologia. Cven namdvilad<br />
SevqmeniT axali tipis adamiani, oRond iseTi ki<br />
ara, rogorsac sityviT vxatavdiT Cvens<br />
mravalricxovan gamosvlebSi, aramed - rogoradac<br />
gunebaSi gvyavda warmodgenili. Seican Tavi Seni.<br />
arasodes ar aris gvian da rodisme SeiZleba Senc<br />
gamogivides rame. Tuki gaviTvaliswinebT, rom<br />
adamiani, jerjerobiT, Tavisi gonebrivi<br />
SesaZleblobis mxolod aT procents iyenebs...<br />
imitom ki ara, danarCens momavlisTvis rom<br />
izogavs, ubralod, mets ver "amuSavebs",<br />
Tanamedrove sameurneo eniT rom vTqvaT, imiTac<br />
gaaqvs Tavi. ufro sworad, zedmetad aRar iwuxebs<br />
Tavs. anu, fiqrsac iseve gadaeCvia, rogorc<br />
Sromas... amitom, Cveni rubrikis mizani ar iqneba<br />
kudianebis mxileba. jvari aqaurobas. CvenTan ars<br />
RmerTi. da saerTod, ra laparakia es! ras hqvia<br />
kudiani! gazeTi ambobs, cxovrebis jansaRi wesis,<br />
cocxali faqtebis, myari argumentebis<br />
gamoyenebiT warmoaCines (guSindelma kudianebma)<br />
WeSmariti iersaxe da mamuliSviluri svlagezi am<br />
uZvelesi meTodebisao. citatis dasasruli.<br />
mkurnalobis eqimbaSur meTodebzea laparaki.
medea, fanaskerteli, bagrationi daviT da sxva.<br />
magram arian iseTebic, romlebic saerTod<br />
uaryofen yovelgvar meTods. mTavaria, Cveni<br />
mkiTxveli gavacnobieroT da gveyos simamace,<br />
ufro didxans vicocxloT, vidre saWiroa. es Cemi<br />
sityvebi ar gegonoT. gamajansaRebeli gzebi<br />
cnobilia. ganuwyveteli daZabuloba, stresi<br />
samsaxurSi, saxlSi, kinoSi, restoranSi,<br />
tualetSi... uwesrigo ritmi, gamZafrebuli<br />
nevrozi, uneblie Tu nebiTi (gnebavT, neblie)<br />
hipodinamia, cxovrebis mavne wesCveulebebi da ase<br />
Semdeg... magram Cven, mamakacebi, rom icodeT, arc<br />
uZlurni varT, arc ganwirulni. aravis araferi<br />
SeeSalos. mTavaria, ar avyveT modas. vaJkac qals<br />
isev qalaCuna kaci sjobs. magram saerTaSoriso<br />
aerodromis gareSe damoukideblobaze fiqric<br />
zedmetia. Cven jer yuric ar Segvibertyavs. RmerTi<br />
mogvcems. mariami mogvxedavs. gorbaCovi<br />
gamogvigzavnis. vincxa meitans. mokled, ZaRlis<br />
yefiTa da mamlis yiviliT arc aerodromi<br />
aSendeba. Cven Cvens socializms vaSenebT, Tqven ki<br />
Tqveni kapitalizmi aSeneTo - ganucxadebia CineTis<br />
kompartiis generalur mdivans Zian Ziemins. manve<br />
ganacxada, rom grZeldeba yofili generaluri<br />
mdivnis jao Zianis saqmis gamoZieba, romlis<br />
damTavrebis Semdeg miiReben gadawyvetilebas misi<br />
Semdgomi bedis Taobaze. amazea naTqvami: Cemi suli<br />
Sens xelSiao. kidev kargi, Cven eg ukve gavlili<br />
gvaqvs, Tundac droebiT. <strong>avel</strong>umis deda sul<br />
gaRimebuli yveboda gadasaxlebis ambebs, TiTqos<br />
biWvinTidan an bakurianidan dabrunebulao. Wkvian<br />
kacs uTqvams, gameoreba codnis dedaao. moskovis
didi Teatri ki, Turme, Cvengan sesxulobs<br />
baritons, tenorsa da sopranos. yvavs ra hqonda,<br />
Cxikvs gahqondao. magram Tu werilis avtori ar<br />
gviwyens, am "sesxebas" guSin sxva saxeli erqva<br />
mgoni. Tumca, vin icis, iqneb niWma marTla Rrmad<br />
gaidgas fesvi, iqneb Cveni kulturis xem marTla<br />
aiyaros tani sxvis miwaze (ki magram, rogor? rac<br />
ar unda gaiWinTos, moskovidan verc baritoni<br />
mogvawvdis xmas, verc tenori da verc soprano) da<br />
qarTuli musikaluri xelovnebis CrdilSi<br />
marTla moibrunos suli gansacdelisagan<br />
Tavdaxsnilma (?) qarTvelma sazogadoebam. erT<br />
gastronomSi direqtoris, molaris, sawyobis<br />
gamgisa da, TavisTavad cxadia, yvela noqris<br />
Tvalwin, aRelvebulma momxmarebelma (myidvelma,<br />
muStarma) limonaTis boTlidan naxmari gandoni<br />
amoiRo. xolo Tbilisis erT-erT sabanketo<br />
darbazSi uCveulod, anu sazeimod aSuSxunebul<br />
siTxes Sampanuris boTlidan cocxali virTxa<br />
amohyva. gind daijereT, gind ara. ungreTma ki,<br />
rogorc iqna, moxsna ekliani mavTulxlarTebi<br />
ungreT-avstriis sazRvarze. mimdinareobs<br />
mosaxleobis registracia. vin icis, aqeTken aRarc<br />
gamoixedos batonma Canakim. arc Cvens Caqafuls<br />
hqonia bedi. Tqven ki, imis Camosvlamde, "vestas"<br />
daurekeT da is waiRebs, risi waRebac SeiZleba.<br />
verc ki gaigebT, anu, srulebiTac ar dairRveva<br />
Tqveni ojaxuri myudroeba. magram marSal<br />
foSesTvis rom daejerebinaT Tavis droze, mainc<br />
yvelaferi ise moxdeboda, rogorc moxda. denikini<br />
Tu bolSevikebs daamarcxebda, maSinve<br />
saqarTvelos Seutevda, Tu ara da, bolSevikebi
gaakeTebdnen mis gasakeTebel saqmes da aki<br />
gaakeTes kidec. ase, rom, mgeli SeWams Tu<br />
mglisferi ZaRli, araviTari gansxvaveba ara aqvs<br />
kurdRlisTvis. diaxac rom meordeba istoria.<br />
gorbaCovi gaimarjvebs - kavSirSi vrCebiT, elcini<br />
gaimarjvebs da - ruseTSi. xolo, ra gansxvavebaa<br />
"ruseTsa" da "kavSirs" Soris, amis garkveva<br />
TqvenTvis mogvindvia. jer kidev cxrameti wlis<br />
ToTxmeti martis parizis (versalis) konferenciam<br />
ar scno (ver scno) Cveni damoukidebloba, magram<br />
es ra fransuazas bralia?! klemansoze ukeTesad<br />
arc miterani icnobs albaT saqarTvelos<br />
istorias, magram gindac icnobdes, Seicvleba<br />
viTom rame?! meti ar iyos Cveni mteri. etyoba,<br />
arafriT ar moxerxdeba yvelani erTdroulad rom<br />
gamovideT sinaTleze. rom ityvian, saSveli ar<br />
aris. dedamiwac Cvens sawinaaRmdegod brunavs.<br />
amerikaSi rom dRea, CvenTan bnela. xolo,<br />
amerikaSi rom Ramea, CvenTan uaresad bneldeba.<br />
amitomac ver gvamCnevs veravin. miT ufro - ver<br />
gvcnobs. raxania, ubileTo mgzavrebiviT mivyvebiT<br />
dro-Jamis matarebels da, erTxelac iqneba, an<br />
seriozulad dagvajarimeben, an saerTod<br />
Camogvsvamen transportis am ucnauri saxeobidan.<br />
isRa dagvrCenia, meti sifrTxile da<br />
windaxeduleba gamoviCinoT momaval gardaqmnamde<br />
mainc. iqneb is mainc gavarkvioT iqamde, iqiT Tu<br />
mivdivarT, saiTac unda mivdiodeT. miuxedavad<br />
amisa, guliTa da suliT gilocavT: deida vanga<br />
Turme xedavs saqarTvelos! iciT, ra uTqvams?<br />
qarTvelebi icxovreben iq, sadac yovelTvis<br />
cxovrobdneno. oRond, es im qarTvelebs ar exebaT,
omlebic ukeTes garemoSi apireben gadasaxlebas,<br />
Tundac TavianTi faruli SesaZleblobebis<br />
gamosavlenad. gilocavT. da kidev erTi mosaloci<br />
ambavi: wels aRar vizeimebT Tbilisobas. ara,<br />
mosaloci da gasaxari sxvaca gvaqvs, arc isea<br />
saqme, rogorc mters surs da hgonia. "mumiaze" ukve<br />
vTqvi - sul raRac ormocdaaT maneTad abalzamebs<br />
Turme gvams da Tanac samudamod; zereled,<br />
haiharad, marto sapanaSvidod ki ara, rogorc<br />
guSindeli vaibalzammaxerebi iqceodnen, meored<br />
mosvlamde. xolo, kooperativi "sneuli"<br />
ZiriTadad efeqturi saSualebebiT, ramdenadac<br />
medpersonali ara Tu CvenTan, mTels yofil<br />
imperiaSi, jerjerobiT, igivea (marTlac, sad<br />
gamoiCekeboda axali cvla am or dReSi?!),<br />
solidur sanaZleoze, iseT seriozul<br />
daavadebebsac kurnavs, rogoricaa qronikuli<br />
asTma Tu qronikuli gastriti, vegetonevrozi Tu<br />
enurezi (Sardis Seukavebloba), reinos da<br />
menieris sindromebi, sqesobrivi funqciis<br />
darRvevebi, SiSi da nevralgia, sxvadasxva<br />
lokalizaciis tkivilebze rom araferi vTqvaT.<br />
momatebisa ra mogaxsenoT, magram wonis moklebaSi<br />
naRdia. tardeba akupunqturac (Cinuri nemsebiT<br />
mkurnaloba), xolo stomatologiuri kabineti<br />
aRWurvilia burRvis eleqtrogautkivarebis<br />
aparatiT, oRond, rac marTalia, marTalia, Suqi<br />
xSirad iTiSeba da momijnave saxlis binadrebs<br />
Zalian awuxebT pacientebis Rriali. sanaZleos<br />
pirobebze SegviZlia winaswar movrigdeT.<br />
kompromisi gamarjvebis sawindaria. mobrZandiT<br />
nebismier dRes, garda SabaT-kvirisa. dasveneba arc
Cven gvawyens. "axkomi" ki beberiviT wuwunebs<br />
yvelaferze. aqamde rogor iTmenda, gasakviria<br />
pirdapir. kompiuterizaciis epoqaSi vcxovrobT,<br />
magram kompiuterebi ar gvaqvso. Zexvis epoqaSi ar<br />
vcxovrobT? an SaSxis? an salTisonis?<br />
vcxovrobT, magram ar gvaqvs. ufro sworad, ar<br />
gvaqvs, magram vcxovrobT. safrangeTis<br />
televiziis yvela programiT erTi kviris<br />
ganmavlobaSi naCvenebi yofila 670 mkvleloba, 15<br />
gaupatiureba, 848 muSti-krivi, 27 wamebis scena da<br />
a.S. erTi kviris ganmavlobaSi igive xdeba CvenTan<br />
qalaqis mxolod erT romelic gnebavT raionSi.<br />
xolo, Tuki mcxeTa marTla SeuerTda Tbiliss,<br />
statistika Cvens sasargeblod gaizrdeba. bevrad<br />
gaizrdeba. mcxeTis mere goramde raRaa?! SeiZleba,<br />
Tbilisi, erT mSvenier dRes, yvelaze didi<br />
qalaqic ki aRmoCndes msoflioSi, rasakvirvelia,<br />
farTobiT. gamravleba Cveni saqme ar aris.<br />
tyuilad vfafxurobT. namats TviTonve vspobT,<br />
avstralieli mecxvaris gulgrilobiT. magram<br />
Tbilisi marTla Tu gaxda msoflioSi udidesi<br />
qalaqi, Tundac farTobiT, Cvens beds ZaRli ar<br />
dahyefs. gana es cotaa Cveni pativmoyvareobis<br />
saameblad?! mexikos an tokios telediqtori rom<br />
ityvis, msoflio qalaqebs Soris Tbiliss yvelaze<br />
meti farTobi uWiravso, rogoria?! SeiZleba<br />
iTqvas, unikalur, Tundac anomalur movlenasTan<br />
gveqneba saqme. dedaqalaqi (Tbilisi) ki ar<br />
mdebareobs qveyanaSi (saqarTveloSi), aramed<br />
qveyana (saqarTvelo) mdebareobs dedaqalaqSi<br />
(TbilisSi). sxvaTa Soris, samSoblos dacva ase<br />
ufro gagviioldeba albaT. sad qalaqis dacva da
sad qveynisa. viTom did sibriyves vambobT? ara<br />
gvgonia. didi da patara sibriyve ar arsebobs.<br />
sibriyve sibriyvea. mainc davfiqrdeT, ra<br />
gvenaRvleba?! droc bevri gvaqvs da Wkuac. sad<br />
gveCqareba?! STamomavloba ar gvapatiebs? yovel<br />
SemTxvevaSi, erTxel da samudamod moispoba<br />
provinciisa da qalaqis dapirispireba (siZulvili<br />
rom ar vaxseno saerTod). yvela Tbiliseli iqneba.<br />
Tan mSobliur kuTxeSi icxovrebs, Tan ki -<br />
TbilisSi, erTdroulad, gadauadgileblad,<br />
daufaravad. Cawera-amoweris davidarabas mainc<br />
gadarCeba. ratomaa sibriyve? sibriyve, SeiZleba<br />
frangisTvis iyos, an ingliselisTvis, an<br />
espanelisTvis. imitom rom, imaT Tbilisi ara aqvT,<br />
CvenTvis ki, qarTvelebisTvis, sibriyve ki ara,<br />
xsnaa - davmSviddebiT, davwynardebiT. rac<br />
mTavaria, daveteviT adgilze, sadac RmerTma<br />
gagvaCina, gagviTvaliswina, anda, Tanamedrove eniT<br />
rom vTqvaT, dagvaprograma. aRar vityviT dedulmamulze,<br />
wyals wauRia aqaurobao, ami patroni<br />
dedaco... radgan "aqaurobac" Tbilisi iqneba.<br />
adgilidan fexismoucvlelad gavxdebiT<br />
Tbiliselebi. oRond egaa, xSir-xSirad mainc ver<br />
vivliT Teatrsa Tu muzeumSi - dagrZeldeba<br />
manZilebi. samagierod, CeCmaSi iqnebi Cakuncxuli,<br />
yanaSi Tu odis ukan, TbilisSi vqenio, ityvi,<br />
SenTvis mainc. eg Zalian kargia, magram Cakuncxvaze<br />
gamaxsenda, Tqven isa TqviT, ra movuxerxoT<br />
osteoxondrozs? axlandel situaciaSi,<br />
amxanagebo, iolad ver gavalT, Tu axleburad ar<br />
gaviazreT partiis roli da funqciebi... ese igi,<br />
arsebobdnen situaciebi, roca amxanagebi iolad
gadiodnen. da kidev: amxanagebo, Cven zemoqmedeba<br />
unda movaxdinoT adamianebze ara brZanebiT,<br />
aramed avtoritetiT. sworia. magram gvaqvs ki<br />
avtoriteti?! rom gvqonoda, gamoviyenebdiT kidec,<br />
radgan ar arsebobs iaraRi, romlis gamoyenebac<br />
bolSevikebs ar SeeZloT. afxazeTis ass<br />
respublikaSi ki mdgomareoba kvlav daZabulia.<br />
grZeldeba SeiaraRebuli Setakebani, piketebi,<br />
ukanonod Cxreken avtomanqanebs. qarTveli xar?<br />
gadmodi. gudauTas raionis sofel primorskoeSi<br />
(hm, hm), sanadiro TofiT mokles... xorcieldeba<br />
danaSaulis Camden pirTa (mokled, mkvlelTa)<br />
vinaobis dadgena. aba, ver dagidgeniaT da egaa!<br />
tyvia dauSines soWi-Tbilisis samgzavro<br />
matarebels. dgindeba... aba, he! milicia haerSi<br />
isvris Turme "danaSaulis Tavidan acilebis<br />
mizniT". Tqven xom ar iciT, ras unda niSnavdes es?<br />
moskovi Turme tendenciurad, calmxrivad aSuqebs<br />
afxazeTSi mimdinare procesebs. uyure Sen! es<br />
rogor mouvida?! gansakuTrebiT SeSfoTebas<br />
iwvevs is faqti, rom daudgenelma pirebma (me<br />
dagidgenT, ara uSavs, Tqven wereT da ikiTxeT),<br />
dawves, dakles, daCexes, aafeTqes, gaatyaves ...<br />
midi, trezor! daewie, alzora! Tu ver daiWerT,<br />
eZebeT mainc, kargi Zvali Tu gindaT saRamos. age,<br />
zugdidis sagamomZieblo izolatoridan 78<br />
patimari gaqceula da ukve 99 daabrunes.<br />
danarCenTa Zebna da dakaveba grZeldebao. aba,<br />
rogor ginda? qarTveli qarTvelTan magaria. ai,<br />
sxvebTan ki, ra mogaxsenoT. Wiqa Tu mieci xelSi,<br />
"zemliaks" dauZaxebs yvela gadamTiels. Cveni<br />
qalbatonebi ki Civian, ra moxda, ra SegveSala,
ogor davuSviT, iaraRasxmulni rom dganan dRes<br />
Cveni Svilebi erTmaneTis pirispiro. marTla ar<br />
ician netavi, ra moxda, ra daaSaves, ra SeeSalaT?<br />
jer erTi, namdvili afxazi SeeSalaT cru<br />
afxazSi, afxazis magierSi, sabWoTa ideologiuri<br />
mecnierebis mier eqsperimentalur<br />
laboratoriaSi gamoyvanil "afxazecSi" rac igive<br />
garusebuli afsua, garusebuli qarTveli Tu<br />
garusebuli Turqia. magram isic unda aRiniSnos,<br />
rom Cveni qalbatonebi, vaJbatonebis msgavsad,<br />
adre ar iyvnen ase politizirebulni, ufro<br />
sworad, sxvanairad esmodaT samSobloc,<br />
erovnebac, patriotizmic... moridebiT SeiZleba<br />
iTqvas, ufro qalurebi iyvnen da naklebad<br />
ainteresebdaT es sakiTxebi, sul maRaziisken<br />
eWiraT Tvali - gumisken, cumisken - farTo<br />
moxmarebis saganTa ganawilebis araswori,<br />
arasamarTliani, magram dakanonebuli meTodis<br />
gamo, xandaxan trusikSi gasayreli rezinis<br />
gulisTvisac iZulebulni xdebodnen mTeli<br />
sabWoeTi SemoevloT. ase rom, TviTonac ver<br />
SeamCnies rodis, sad, romel aeroportSi, romel<br />
sastumroSi, romel sasadiloSi daekargaT<br />
Rirseba. xolo, raki Tavad dakarges, arc qmar-<br />
Svils SearCines. Svilebs saswrafod rusul<br />
skolebSi ukres Tavi, oRond, tolstois<br />
siyvaruliT ki ara, dedanSi waikiTxon "ana<br />
kareninao", aramed CvensaviT rom ar daitanjon<br />
momavalSi, simwris oflSi ar iwurebodnen sul,<br />
vidre erT Wiqa Cais daasxmevineben daxlidars<br />
sastumros bufetSi, anda gumis (ginda cumis)<br />
noqars gaagebineben TavianTi nifxvis zomaso.
qmrebi ki aseve saswrafod gaaqurdes, Tundac imave<br />
daxlidarisa da noqris dasaTrgunad, imaTi<br />
javris amosayrelad, fuliT rom eyidaT imaTgan<br />
yuradReba da adamianuri sityva-pasuxi. naparavma<br />
fulma bolos ise gaaTamamaT, male imave gumsa da<br />
cumSi, sadac adre xmis kankaliT Txoulobdnen<br />
paltosa Tu fexsacmlis Cazomebis uflebas,<br />
marTla qalbatonebiviT daseirnobdnen saSinao<br />
xalaTebsa Tu flostebSi gamowyobilni.<br />
momexarSa, qalo, fexi am CeqmaSi. Zalianac kargs<br />
Svrebi. mec unda gavixado. vin gviyurebs netai.<br />
uyure Sen! aq yofila. ra? ra yofila? mec minda.<br />
ager, e, germanuli. diax, gvaqvs. TqvenTvis gvaqvs.<br />
inebebT? ekiTxebodaT Taflad damdnari Tujis<br />
adamiani - Tavad maRaziis direqtori Tu ara<br />
(cxovreba yvelas unda Zmao), seqciis gamge mainc,<br />
saTvalavSi Tu ar CavagdebT saerTod yvelaze av<br />
noqars, romelic adre zedac ar uyurebdaT, axla<br />
ki kudis qiciniTa da xelebis ganuwyveteli<br />
fSvnetiT (fulma xelisgulis qavili icis, anda -<br />
piriqiT) ismenda yvela maT moTxovnas, ra Tqma<br />
unda, "kuTvnili gasamrjelos" molodinSi. isini<br />
ki, raki mainc xarjsa swevdnen, raki mainc veRar<br />
moiSlidnen maRazia-maRazia wanwals, veRar<br />
Seeleodnen Zlivs, lamis marTlac mamasisxlad<br />
mopovebul pativsa da gavlenas, barem yvelafers<br />
yidulobdnen, rac ki moewonebodaT (mowonebiT<br />
yvelaferi moswondaT, unaxavebisa ar iyos),<br />
Tundac, naTesavTa, axlobelTa, mezobelTa gulis<br />
gasaxeTqad, aravis rom ar hqonoda maTze ukeTesi<br />
WaRi TbilisSi (gindac wyaltuboSi), aravis rom<br />
ar hqonoda maTze ukeTesi WurWeli, Tundac
jumaTSi, maRaroskarSi, WoportSi... anu isev da<br />
isev TbilisSi. Tumca arc WaRis moxmara icodnen<br />
wesierad, arc WurWlisa. hqondaT da gaTavda, es<br />
iyo mTavari. RmerTad is miaCndaT, vinc siglaxes<br />
mouwonebdaT. samSobloc iq egulebodaT, sadac<br />
TavianT gemoze icxovrebdnen, magaliTad, qeCis<br />
flostebiT ivlidnen, maRazia iqneboda, metros<br />
sadguri, sastumro Tu restorani. axla nuRar<br />
ukvirT nuraferi. samZimrisTvis "erTmaneTTan<br />
misasvleli gzebis" Zebnasac SeeSvan. arc iqiT<br />
gauCenia romelime maTgans vefxvi da arc aqeT -<br />
vefxvTan meomari. Caixedon jer sarkeSi, mere<br />
sulSi da gaCumdnen. adgilobrivi somexiviT.<br />
soxumis aeroportSi areulobaa, damsveneblebi<br />
garbian, is ki mowyenili imzireba gamagrilebeli<br />
wylebis jixuridan, Tavgzaabneuli muStris<br />
molodinSi. adleris mxares gasvla moaxerxa<br />
mxolod erTma matarebelma. erTmaneTze sxedan.<br />
zedaxoraa. memanqaneebi uars amboben. eSiniaT.<br />
mosaxleobidan amoRebuli 2103 cecxlsasroli<br />
iaraRi, 214 kilogrami asafeTqebeli nivTiereba, 4<br />
tanksawinaaRmdego naRmi da 15 xelyumbara. es ki<br />
zRvaSi wveTia "CadebulTan" SedarebiT. Tbilisis<br />
saxelmwifo universitetis soxumis filialis<br />
mimRebi komisiis wevrebi Caketili hyavT skolaSi.<br />
xalxma (xalxs erovneba ara aqvs) daundoblad<br />
scema. erTi mokvda. amas mohyva parkSi TavSeyrili<br />
qarTvelebis darbeva. visgan? xalxisgan, ra Tqma<br />
unda. isrodnen ezoebidan, fanjrebidan. tyvia<br />
marto qarTvels xvdeba. etyoba, izidavs.<br />
damagnitebulia. ras ityvis kaSpirovski? ar<br />
yofila Cvenze nawyeni. upatiebia. magram mainc
aikalis wyali urCevnia borjomis wyals. kacia<br />
da guneba. vinc borjoms aZalebs, is aris<br />
mosaklavi. ungreTi erovnuli gmiris neSts<br />
daeZebs da sworadac iqceva - axla iseTi droa,<br />
erovnuli gmiris neStic sanTliTaa saZebari. rom<br />
ar gvyavdes, unda moigono. israeli emzadeba.<br />
erays saSiSi qimiuri iaraRi hqonia. magram<br />
israeli mainc emzadeba. stalini Turme<br />
gamogonili yofila. Tanac - ramdenime. erTs Tavi<br />
mouklavs. erTi sazRvargareT gaqceula, jer<br />
kidev stalinis zeobis periodSi. ukanasknelis<br />
ferfli xruSCovs unitazSi Cauyria da wyalic<br />
Tavisi xeliT CamouSvia. da mainc, TavisTavad<br />
ibadeba kiTxva: Tuki afxazeTi, oseTis olqisa da<br />
aWaris msgavsad, saqarTvelos saokupacio<br />
placdarmia, raRas dapyrobas apirebs<br />
dampyrobeli? viTom darCa kidev rame asaTvisebelmisaTvisebeli?!<br />
WiaTuris madani uralis cis qveS<br />
ganisvenebs. TbilisSi cvalebadi<br />
moRrublulobaa. saRamos da RamiT xanmokle<br />
wvima. anu, rogorc Cveni kargad moqarTule<br />
diqtorebi amboben xolme, wamowvims. saxelovanma<br />
kaxelma mevenaxeebma pirwmindad gaCexes mamapapuri<br />
venaxebi. sazamTro Rvinoze Zviri Rirs,<br />
magram, ra Tqma unda, droebiT, vidre sabolood<br />
aviRebdeT Cvens marCenal vazze xels. Tbilisis<br />
zooparkSi make irmisaTvis samwvade xorci<br />
auWriaT daudgenel moqeifeebs. iremi vetpunqtSi<br />
miyvanamde gardacvlila. mtkvarSi Tevzi aRar<br />
aris, magram mtkvarze "rvafexa" dadis. yoveldRe.<br />
Tormetidan Tormetamde. Tu fexi agicda, Sens<br />
Tavs daabrale. maSinve tkbileuls (am dros,
Saqari ar iSoveba), blamanJes, yavasa da wvenebs<br />
dagajaxeben, maTTvis xelsayrel fasebSi. miReba<br />
savaldebuloa, Sedegi - savalalo. veris xididan<br />
metexis xidamde sakmarisi manZilia, nebismieri<br />
organizmis mosawamlad. miuxedavad amisa, anda<br />
swored amis gamo, rogorc gazeTi "komunisti"<br />
iuwyeba, qarTveli mandilosnebi warmatebiT<br />
euflebian Turme softbols. diiidi madloba<br />
baton "komunists" sasiamovno cnobisaTvis, magram<br />
mandilosani, Tundac qarTveli, araviTar<br />
SemTxvevaSi ar gaekideba burTs mTeli qveynis<br />
dasanaxad (Cveulebriv aSar gogoebzea albaT<br />
laparaki). meorec erTi, am politikuri ciebcxelebis<br />
Jams, ra esoftboleba mamacxonebuls,<br />
Tu marTla ar gardaqmnila ukve, anu, Zlivs<br />
garusebuli, ar gaamerikelebula uceb. namdvilad<br />
rom, dideba Sens Zalas ufalo! jvarcmamde cota<br />
xniT adre, qriste mTaze asula da feri ucvlia.<br />
ese igi, gardaqmnila. garkveuli TvalsazrisiT,<br />
Cvenc mTaze avdivarT axla, amas niSnavs albaT es<br />
gauTavebeli tanjva-wvaleba, da male fersac<br />
vicvliT (gardaviqmnebiT), raTa ukve sabolood<br />
vecvaT jvars. amin. amin. droa. kirie eleison. an<br />
aRvsdgebiT, an ara.
<strong>avel</strong>umis azriT, araTu TviTon -<br />
melaniafransuazasoniaanad - aramed yvelaferi<br />
iRupeboda, yvelani dasaRupad iyvnen ganwirulni<br />
da albaT veRaraferi gadaarCendaT (miT ufro -<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi), radgan esec mxolod marto man<br />
(<strong>avel</strong>umma) icoda, yovel SemTxvevaSi, mxolod<br />
marto TviTon grZnobda am saerTo safrTxes.<br />
TavisTavad cxadia, sakuTar piris RruSi, kbilebs<br />
Soris, enis wveriT mosinjuli RriWo gacilebiT<br />
didi gveCveneba, vidre sinamdvileSia, magram<br />
Tundac marto Cven vicodeT amis Sesaxeb, aSkarad<br />
arsebobs da, advili SesaZlebelia, kidev ufro<br />
gaizardos. es sWirda <strong>avel</strong>umsac. ufro naTlad<br />
rom vTqvaT, mTeli Tavisi sicocxlis manZilze<br />
ganuwyvetliv grZnobda imas, rac TvalisTvis ar<br />
Canda, magram, misi gulis gasaxeTqad, dRiTidRe<br />
kidev ufro izrdeboda da kidev ufro garduvali<br />
xdeboda. mwerlebi saerTod imas vwerT, rac ukve<br />
gvinaxavs, gangvicdia, gadagvitania, <strong>avel</strong>umi ki,<br />
piriqiT, winaswar werda imas, rac mere, momavalSi<br />
unda gadaxdenoda Tavs. da albaT Senc<br />
dameTanxmebi, moclilo mkiTxvelo, jer kidev<br />
guSin rom icoda <strong>avel</strong>umma, rac dRes xdeba. yovel<br />
SemTxvevaSi, namdvilad icoda, wyalSi rom<br />
Caeyreboda amdeni xnis simtkice da sijiute, da<br />
marTlac, rasac mTeli sicocxle eswrafvoda,<br />
rasac mxolod gulis siRrmeSi mimarTavda<br />
saxeliT da rasac, bolos da bolos, mxolod<br />
ocnebis sakuTrebad Tvlida, Tavad xelisuflebam<br />
gadmougdo xalxs zemodan, gasakiTxiviT - aha,<br />
Tqveni ybadaRebuli Tavisuflebao! - TviTon ki<br />
(xelisufleba), demonstrantTa rigebSi Cadga,
aTa maTTan erTad mobruneboda <strong>avel</strong>ums: sada<br />
xar, sad imalebio! <strong>avel</strong>umi, ra Tqma unda, arsad ar<br />
damalula, magram aRar Canda, ver amCnevdnen, im<br />
ubralo mizezis gamo, Tavad rom undodaT<br />
gamoCena. guSindeli simtkice da sijiute<br />
mosatanic ar iyo dRevandel gambedaobasTan da,<br />
meti rom ar vTqvaT, im xalxsac aRizianebda,<br />
romlebic ase Tu ise axlos icnobdnen da metnaklebad<br />
pativs scemdnen <strong>avel</strong>ums, dRes ki<br />
gakvirvebulni iCeCavdnen mxrebs, raki amjeradac<br />
ver xedavdnen mas, axalSobil "gmirTa" da<br />
"sazogado moRvaweTa" Soris, sagangebod maTTvis<br />
mosufTavebulsa da saimedod dacul asparezze.<br />
"aba, sxva ra unda, raRas elodebao" -<br />
kiTxulobdnen isini, gulwrfelad<br />
dainteresebulni, magram maT ar icodnen, amis<br />
garkveva rom undoda <strong>avel</strong>umsac, igive kiTxva rom<br />
uwewavda sulsa da gonebas. gegonebodaT, egreT<br />
wodebuli "perestroika" mxolod imitom<br />
wamoewyoT imperiis maradiul, RvTaebrivad<br />
uxilav mesveurebs, araTu misi simtkice da<br />
sijiute, aramed saerTod misi amqveyniuri<br />
arseboba eqciaT anaqronizmad (sxvaTa Soris,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis romanis gmiric am dReSi aRmoCndeba<br />
bolos, imitom rom, <strong>avel</strong>umiviT, isic mTeli<br />
sicocxle gulSi mReris, ese igi, mxolod<br />
fiqrebsa da ocnebebSi sCadis Tavis sagmiro<br />
saqmeebs da Zalian brazobs, mTebi bans rom ar<br />
eubnebian. magram, ucxo qalaqSi gadaxvewili, erT<br />
mSvenier dRes, Tavis axalgazrda<br />
Tanamemamuleebisagan, romlebic viTom minotavris<br />
pirutyvul vnebas unda Seewiron da romelTa
Soris gogod gadacmuli Tezevsicaa - eladis<br />
axali gmiri - ara marto Seityobs, mTeli arsebiT<br />
igrZnobs, arafers rom ar warmoadgens saerTod,<br />
arc mtrisaTvis, arc moyvrisaTvis.<br />
gulamovardnili ki gamovardeba TanamemamuleTa<br />
sanaxavad, magram Tanamemamuleebs araferi<br />
gaegebaT misi, arc kargad icnoben, arc avad - qvis<br />
grZel skamze sxedan da, sikvdilis molodinSi,<br />
kanafs ReWaven. araferi etyobaT ganwirulobisa.<br />
cudi daxvedriT ganawyenebul stumrebs ufro<br />
gvanan. sinamdvileSi ki sul sxvagan qris maTi<br />
Wkua-goneba, erTi suli aqvT, rodis ecemaT saxeSi<br />
minotavris ayrolebuli amonasunTqi, rodis<br />
iSiSvleben maxvilebs... jer ki qalis kabiTa da<br />
nawnaviT niRbaven qveynis damaqcevar Zalas da<br />
tlanqad, uxeSad, mourideblad lazRandaroben<br />
erTmaneTSi, vidre Zalis gamoCenis dro<br />
dadgebodes. is ki, maTi saxelovani winapari,<br />
Semcbari da nirwamxdari, ukve uneblieT, uazrod<br />
imeorebs, esa da esa var, amisa da amis Semqmnelio,<br />
da Tavadac daeWvebulia, Tavadac uWirs dajereba,<br />
marTla rom arsebobs, anda marTla rom arsebobda<br />
odesRac. yvelaferi uTavbolod areula mis<br />
aforiaqebul TavSi - cxadic da sizmaric,<br />
marTalic da tyuilic, nafiqric da<br />
namoqmedaric... magaliTad, gogod gadacmul<br />
Tezevss, eladis axal gmirs, aSkarad sonias<br />
SeWrili nawnavi miumagrebia kefaze. sxvac bevri<br />
ram aris damaeWvebelica da amaforiaqebelic,<br />
magram mTavari mainc axalgazrda TanamemamuleTa<br />
sisastikea: maincdamainc, isini ar scnoben,<br />
maincdamainc, imaTTvisaa ucxo da, araviTari
mniSvneloba ara aqvs, risi bralia es, guSindelTa<br />
daudevrobisa Tu dRevandelTa daundoblobis).<br />
marTlac, sxva xalxis Jriamuli ismoda irgvliv.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi ki, aivanze mocekvave dedabrebisa ar iyos,<br />
uneblieT gamosuli Tu ZaliT gamogdebuli, aseve<br />
uneblieT gasuliyo Tu ZaliT gaeTriaT scenidan.<br />
aprilis Semdeg dedabrebi aRarc gamoCenilan<br />
aivanze, Tumca, <strong>avel</strong>ums mainc gaurboda xolme<br />
iqiTken Tvali, magram verafers xedavda,<br />
erTmaneTze Sewyobili muyaos Zveli, wvimebisagan<br />
aTasjer dambal-dafleTili yuTebisa da yuTebze<br />
miyudebuli iatakis sawmendi joxis mets. etyoba,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis msgavsad, im mxdalma Tu Wkuasustma<br />
dedabrebmac bolomde amowures TavianTi<br />
epizoduri roli da gamarjvebulni Tu<br />
Caflavebulni, mayureblis taSiTa Tu mayureblis<br />
stveniT dajildovebulni, Rirseulad gavidnen<br />
scenidan. <strong>avel</strong>umsac esRa evaleboda mxolod -<br />
Rirsebis SenarCuneba, - Segneba imisa, ukeTesic rom<br />
iqneboda cxovreba uimisod, anu, arasasurvel<br />
mowmeTa da meTvalyureTa da yvelafris<br />
dammaxsovrebelTa da, aqedan gamomdinare, xelis<br />
SemSlelTa da SemawuxebelTa da damanamusebelTa<br />
gareSe. safuZvelic hqonda amgvari fiqrisa, raki<br />
axalma Zalam erTbaSad mourCina maradiuli<br />
satkivari da erTbaSad dausva wertili mis<br />
maradiul safiqrals. ufro zustad, upirveles<br />
yovlisa, misi daniSnuleba da mniSvneloba<br />
gadaSala, gaacamtvera. magram is Tu marTla Zala<br />
iyo, ar SeiZleboda, marto amaze gadaevlo, amas<br />
dayabuleboda, amiT daecxro Tavisi meomruli<br />
Jini da ecxovra arxeinad, vTqvaT, tenisi eTamaSa
da araferi Seecvala garSemo, ar gadaeadgilebina<br />
mainc rame. aba, ra saWiro iyo saerTod misi<br />
gamoCena?! Zala Zalas upirispirdeba, ejibreba,<br />
eWidaveba da am jibrsa da WidilSi amtkicebs Tavis<br />
upiratesobas, anda, piriqiT. xolo, Tu es marTla<br />
asea, maSin, amjerad, axali Zala (igive<br />
ekaekaterinekato) da borotebis imperia unda<br />
dajaxebodnen erTmaneTs, radgan swored<br />
borotebasTan unda daemtkicebina sikeTes Tavisi<br />
upiratesoba da ara sakuTar mamasTan, romelic<br />
siamovnebiTac daTmobda yvelafers, rac Svils<br />
Seemateboda. sabednierod, asec moxda - Zirs<br />
xalxTa sapyrobileo - SesZaxa axalma Zalam da<br />
tanks Seafrinda droSisamara. magram borotebis<br />
imperia Zlieric iyo da veragic, Ronec eyofoda da<br />
moTminebac, xolo uwvrTnelsa da gamoucdel<br />
meomars SeiZleboda uceb, erT mSvenier dRes,<br />
yelSi amosvloda gaWianurebuli da daundobeli<br />
omi. rac mTavaria, yvelas rodi aZlevda xels<br />
axali falavnis gamarjveba. Tanamedrove<br />
terminologiiT rom vTqvaT, mTeli saxelmwifo<br />
aparatis dRevandeli da xvalindeli bedniereba<br />
iyo damokidebuli borotebis imperiis simyareze.<br />
TavisTavad cxadia, isinic SfoTavdnen da<br />
boboqrobdnen; ufro sworad, isinic malavdnen<br />
TavianTi mRelvarebis WeSmarit mizezs, radgan<br />
adamianebi erT beds qveS ki arian, magram "gza<br />
xsnisa" yvelasaTvis gansakuTrebuli daudgenia<br />
RmerTs. gadarCenisken swrafvac adamianuri<br />
Tvisebaa da met-naklebad yvelani vamJRavnebT am<br />
Tvisebas. Rirsia Tu ara, SeuZlia Tu ar SeuZlia,<br />
mainc yvela erTnairad epotineba xavss, radgan
yvela erTnairadaa darwmunebuli, swored mas rom<br />
ekuTvnis gadarCena. Tu uTxari, ar gekuTvniso, ki<br />
ar dafiqrdeba, ki ar daeWvdeba, Sen agimxedrdeba,<br />
Seni dauZinebeli mteri gaxdeba da yvelaferze<br />
wava, ver moisvenebs, vidre Tavad ki ar<br />
gardaiqmneba, Sen ar gardagqmnis, Sen ar<br />
Segacvlevinebs azrs. saamisod, RvTis wyalobiT,<br />
mravali saSualeba arsebobs: dasmenao, dacinvao,<br />
ciliswamebao, muqarao, satelefono terorio da,<br />
ra vici, raRa ara. mokled... mokled, mRelvarebisa<br />
ar iyos, molodinic saerTo iyo da yvela<br />
Taviseburad elodeboda, Taviseburad malavda<br />
molodinsac - zogi aqtiuri dumiliT, zogi<br />
aqtiuri laybobiT, rac saboloo jamSi, erTi da<br />
igivea, erTnairad warmoaCens adamianis Sinagan<br />
samyaros, mis arss. ase rom, saerTo mRelvarebasa<br />
da molodinSi yvelas Tavisi patara nakveTi<br />
hqonda SemoRobili dumilisa Tu laybobis RobiT<br />
da im nakveTze, rogorc sasworis pinaze atevda<br />
Tavis survilsac da mizansac, imedsac da<br />
uimedobasac. mTavari ki sasworis meore pina<br />
gaxldaT, sadac ukve SesWidebodnen erTmaneTs<br />
uxilavi falavnebi. ki ar SesWidebodnen, ukve<br />
pirvel Wrilobebs iSuSebdnen: erTi<br />
(ekaekaterinekato) - oTaxis kuTxeSi, meore<br />
(borotebis imperia) - sesiebze, krebebze,<br />
konferenciebze, yrilobebze... televizoris<br />
ekransa Tu Jurnal-gazeTebis furclebze. xalxi<br />
ki quCaSi idga da, rogorc saerTod axasiaTebs,<br />
saTanado daskvnebi ki ar gamohqonda<br />
mosmenilidan, usasrulod laparakobda Tavad<br />
erTsa da imaves. <strong>avel</strong>umic xalxSi eria, anu imas
akeTebda, risi gakeTebac SeeZlo da darwmunebuli<br />
iyo, sxva arc araferi evaleboda, danarCens<br />
uimisodac gaakeTebdnen: magram raki Tavad ar<br />
SeeZlo, verc fransuaza Secvlida rames mis<br />
sasargeblod da verc sonia. fransuaza da sonia<br />
ufro advilad SeTanxmdebodnen da Seewyobodnen<br />
kidec erTmaneTs, vidre isa da fransuaza, anda -<br />
isa da sonia. gulxeldakrefili,<br />
SublSeWmuxnuli idga da fiqrobda, fiqrobda da<br />
grZnobda, ra marto iyo amden xalxSi, sruliad<br />
marto, da aRarc ukvirda, aRarc swyinda,<br />
yvelaferi uimisod rom xdeboda. arc misi ukve<br />
enaze momdgari SekiTxva ainteresebda vinmes:<br />
ratom vdgavar aq, ras velodebio. molodini,<br />
rogorc ukve vTqviT, erTnairi ara, magram saerTo<br />
iyo da mniSvneloba ar hqonda, vin ras<br />
gulisxmobda am molodinSi, vin ris gamorCenas<br />
moeloda misgan. magram fiqriT, etyoba, mainc ver<br />
gadawydeba amgvarad rTuli sakiTxebi. vidre<br />
adamiani fiqrobs, martoa, da mis simartoves<br />
araferi eSveleba, Tuki vinme ar Caeziara fiqrSi.<br />
ZaRlis Tavic swored aq aris damarxuli. fiqri<br />
sizmariviTaa - erTi da igive sizmari, erTi da imave<br />
saxiT, ar SeiZleba or kacs erTdroulad<br />
daesizmros. arada, swored sizmari-fiqri<br />
amoativtivebs xolme sulis zedapirze, rac<br />
fxizel gonebas, SiSisa da uZlurebis gamo, imave<br />
sulis fskerze CauZiravs, Caumalavs; goneba<br />
glexiviT eSmakia - icis, ra damalos da ra<br />
gamoaCinos. gamocdilebam, gadatanilma da<br />
gancdilma gaxada goneba glexiviT eSmaki da guls<br />
iolad aRar ahyveba. "jer vnaxoT, ra moxdebao" -
fiqrobs igi da aforiaqebul, ayayanebul xalxSi<br />
ise dgas, TiTqos SemTxveviT moxvedriliyos aq,<br />
TiTqos arc icodes da arc ainteresebdes, ra<br />
saerTo Wirs Seuyria amdeni xalxi erTad.
da mainc, autanlad mZime iyo mkvdar qalaqSi<br />
cxovreba. marTla momkvdariyo TiTqos yvelaferi:<br />
haeric, wyalic, puric, xmac, saxec... tankebic<br />
mkvdrebiviT eyarnen quCebSi, cxedrulad<br />
gaSeSebulni, cxedrulad dadumebulni.<br />
RirsSesaniSnavi fiqrisgoris ZirSi s<strong>avel</strong>e<br />
samzareulo gaemarTaT. yvelgan dampali<br />
kombostos foTlebi da kartofilis nafcqveni<br />
eyara. Tamaris (yofili Celuskinelebis) xidze<br />
welszemoT gaSiSvlebulsa da tankis<br />
koSkurasTan Camjdar jariskacs (raki samxreTSi<br />
moxvedriliyo, mzis abazanebsac iRebda barem),<br />
moswavlis rveulidan amoxeuli qaRaldi muxlze<br />
daedo da bologaRrRnili fanqris natexiT<br />
werils werda dedas: viReb kalams da giZRvni<br />
salams ase vTqvaT mziuri saqarTvelodan<br />
mogikiTxavT yvelas guliTadad ufrosidan<br />
umcrosamde marTla saqarTveloSi var de mzeze<br />
vixrukebi uceb wamogvSales da gadmogvisroles<br />
aqeT cota daka-daka iyo Cveni biWebic kargad<br />
dabeJes Sen xom ar ici de rogor movaSoro<br />
adamianis tvini folads ai patara niCbebi rom<br />
gvaqvs sangrebs riTac vTxriT imaze geubnebi ise<br />
marto miwas ki ar vTxriT imiT kartofilic<br />
mSvenivrad iTleba da xorcic mSvenivrad ikepeba<br />
konservic mSvenivrad ixsneba da ase Semdeg<br />
erTianad gazinTulia de ar ikarebs arafers<br />
wyalsac SevuSvire arayic davasxi mTeli boTli<br />
bolo wveTamde arayi aq wyalze bevri aqvT davafsi<br />
kidec de magram araferi eSvela wuxeli sizmarSi<br />
maswavlidi rogor gamerecxa niCabi ZilSi<br />
maxsovda mikvirda kidec ra ioli yofila meTqi<br />
diliT ki verafriT gavixsene iqneb momwero de
Semawuxa Zalian sxvamxriv aramiSavs ra Seni<br />
aleqsei.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums ki yovelRame ormocdaTeqvsmetis<br />
martSi feTqebadi tyviiT barZaydafSxvnili,<br />
upatronod gardacvlili biWi esizmreboda.<br />
viTom, is biWi isev iq ijda, sadarbazoSi, kibis<br />
safexurze, sisxlis gubeSi fexebCawyobili da<br />
uazro sirbiliT gulamovardnilsa da sakuTari<br />
umweobiT Tavlafdasxmul <strong>avel</strong>ums sayvedurobda -<br />
sada xar aqamde, rodemde gicadoo. ase rom, rac<br />
axla qalaqSi xdeboda, <strong>avel</strong>ums erTxel ukve<br />
gadaetana, magram axlandeli elda iseve<br />
aRemateboda maSindels, rogorc axlandeli<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi - maSindel <strong>avel</strong>ums, ara marto asakiT,<br />
aramed Cadenil codvaTa da SecdomaTa<br />
raodenobiTac.
axlac gulamovardnili, axlac<br />
Tvalebawrialebuli, fsoriazis arqipelagiT<br />
saxegadalaquli daZrwoda quCebSi, TiTqos yvela<br />
sadarbazoSi viRac kvdeboda, mis imedze<br />
darCenili, da mas unda moenaxa, mas unda<br />
gaefrTxilebina yvela maTganis Wirisufali,<br />
vidre erTianad mousvamdnen yvelas xels (cxra<br />
aprilis dilas im erTi xelis dadeba moedanze<br />
marto ori satvirTo manqana fexsacmeli<br />
moagroves Turme) da gadauZaxebdnen buldozeriT<br />
amoTxril saerTo ormoSi (mtkvarma ar<br />
gaumarTlaT, ar SeunaxaT saidumlo), magram<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums erTaderTi misamarTi axsovda isev -<br />
orbelianis 3 - danarCenebi erTmaneTSi areoda,<br />
anda ukvalod, uimedod daviwyeboda TiTqos da<br />
imitomac daborialobda uTavbolod, ase<br />
agangaSebuli, labirinTSi moxvedrili kaciviT.<br />
labirinTisa ra mogaxsenoT, magram aqedan,<br />
mSobliuri qalaqidan Tavis daRwevaze metad,<br />
araferi rom ar undoda im wuTas, es sruli<br />
simarTlea. SegiZliaT, sityvaze damijeroT.<br />
sxvaTa Soris, swored maSin gadawyvita (quCaSi,<br />
alalbedze, colis SerTvisa ar iyos)<br />
fransuazasTan gaqceva. ufro zustad, SemTxveviT<br />
gaaxsenda uceb fransuazasgan jer kidev gasuli<br />
wlis miwurulSi miRebuli (iqamdec CaaRwia<br />
albaT Cveni gardaqmnis ambavma) da dRemde<br />
upasuxod datovebuli mipatiJeba, da axla,<br />
sakuTar qalaqSi gzaabneuli, mgznebared,<br />
mxurvaled eficeboda gunebaSi usindisod<br />
daviwyebul fransuazas, aucileblad rom<br />
isargeblebda am bednieri SemTxveviT,
aucileblad CaeWideboda orive xeliT, rogorc<br />
wyalwaRebuli xavss, parizidan gamogzavnil am<br />
patara furcels, oRond, cota xniT mainc,<br />
garideboda aqaurobas, rac mTavaria - misgan<br />
erTxel ukve vergadarCenili da ocdacametwliani<br />
sikvdilis ganmavlobaSi usaSvelod<br />
gamravlebuli mkvdris sayvedurebs. ase fiqrobda<br />
da TviTonve itanjeboda sakuTari nafiqraliT,<br />
sakuTari sulmokleobiT, simxdaliT...
gazeTebi ki Tavisas mierekebodnen isev -<br />
federacia Tu konfederaciao; mTawmindis<br />
platoze gamoucnobi mfrinavi obieqti dajdao.<br />
Semoklebulad, gmo Tu gamo. raRacas gmob,<br />
raRacis gamo. me Tqvens gamo Tavs viklavdi, Tqven<br />
ki... gamo, Tu biWi xar da ase Semdeg. gamo - miare,<br />
gamo - miyvane am sibnelidan. iqamde ki, kvlav<br />
giwvevT abanoTubanSi axalgazrda mxatvarTa<br />
(ZiriTadad yofil arqiteqtorTa) namuSevrebis<br />
gamofena-gayidvaze. erT-erTi maTganis naxati,<br />
ornaxevari samnaxevarze, osloSic iyo<br />
gamofenili da, mgoni, gaiyida kidec. dae,<br />
abanoTubanSi gatarebuli wuTebi dauviwyari<br />
yofiliyos TqvenTvis. TqvenTvis, Tu kargia! eg<br />
romel "dauviwyar wuTebzea" laparaki?<br />
abanoTubans bevri "dauviwyari wuTebi" axsovs. ara<br />
marto patara gogonebi, aramed patara biWunebic.<br />
"wiTelperanga". amitom ajobebda, ufro garkveviT<br />
eTqva gazeTs am gaqanebuli demokratiisa da<br />
Tavisuflebis pirobebSi, ra "wuTebzea" laparaki,<br />
miT ufro, rom am RonisZiebas komkavSiris<br />
centraluri komiteti awyobs Turme. asaki<br />
emTxveva. rac Seexeba saqarTvelos abreSSSSSums,<br />
saukeTeso qsovilia sazafxulo-saSemodgomo<br />
modisTvis. qarTuli abreSSSSumiT SegiZliaT<br />
nebismier mamakacs, nebismier dros, nebismier<br />
situaciaSi... nazi krepJorJeti, daWmuWnuli krepi<br />
Tu aJuruli muslini. Cvenma gazeTebma<br />
Tavisufleba da demokratia, jerjerobiT,<br />
yvelafris uflebad aRiqves da aZleven kidec<br />
yvelafris uflebas Tavs. rac minda, imas vizam.<br />
sadac minda, iq vizam. leqsic aris, mgoni, aseTi.
moixede ala, SeCemalalala. ella, cota nela da,<br />
Tu SeiZleba, cota ram sakuTar Tavzec gviambeT.<br />
bodiSi momiTxovia, magram me ella ar gaxlavarT.<br />
me mqvia suzi da Zalian miyvars bluzi. da kidev,<br />
kidev ki ara, cota ufro Zalian - kanfeti "Citis<br />
rZe". Cems pirvel mamakacs mohqonda xolme. imis<br />
saxe bundovnad maxsovs, kanfetze ki aqamde<br />
vgiJdebi. sxvaTa Soris, am xelobas bavSvobidanve<br />
mivsdev. dedam Semayvara. momwons? rasakvirvelia.<br />
rogorc yvelaferSi, aqac profesionalizmia<br />
mTavari. am gaxsenebaze, yvelaferze Zalian, dilis<br />
Zili miyvars mainc. afsus, Cveno kira! verc<br />
ifiqrebda, Tu misi saqmis romelime<br />
gamgrZelebels, rodisme mainc miecemoda<br />
saSualeba, ase oficialurad, presis meSveobiT<br />
gaeziarebina dainteresebuli klienturisaTvis<br />
massaviT uuflebo da usaxelo qalebis patara,<br />
ueSmako siamovnebani. da ai, amasac moveswariT.<br />
madloba gardaqmnas. gazeTis pirvelsave gverdze<br />
ixileT (teqsts sakmaod pikanturi fotoebic<br />
axlavs Tan) interviu meZavTan. amaze meti<br />
Tavisufleba gagonila?! frangebs arc<br />
daesizmrebaT. magram Cven is ufro gvikvirs,<br />
"palermoSi" rom miuwveviaT maspinZlebs sapatio<br />
stumari, "erT ylup Sampanurze". aTi Tavi unda<br />
gebas kacs, Tbilisis nebismier barSi rom Sexvide<br />
dRes, Tanac saxelganTqmul meZavTan erTad. miT<br />
ufro, "palermoSi". "palermo" albaT palermoze<br />
gacilebiT saxifaTo adgilia am TvalsazrisiT.<br />
"palermoSi" ra gindoda, rero,<br />
Tu sikvdili ar gindoda, reria.
magram, sabednierod, yvelaferi mSvidobianad<br />
damTavrebula amjerad da Cvens sapatio stumars,<br />
sastumros nomerSi, interviuc ki miucia<br />
adgilobrivi televiziis warmomadgenlisaTvis.<br />
interviueris sityviT (vinmem rame ar ifiqroso),<br />
intervius, fotokorespondentis garda, stumris<br />
erTguli nagazic eswreboda Turme. suzi, suziko,<br />
Tqven guSin aeroportSive daatyveveT mTeli<br />
Tbilisi. Sinaurulad rom vTqvaT, xelaxla<br />
dagvbadeT yvelani. diax. nu iciniT... Cven xom es<br />
dReebi... Tumca, ar gvinda amaze laparaki.<br />
milionorasaTasiani qalaqi mzad aris,<br />
daufiqreblad, radac ar unda daujdes... Tumca,<br />
albaT Tavadac igrZnobdiT, Tu ra nazad da<br />
Tbilad... ras hqvia, vigrZnobdi?! vigrZnobdi ki<br />
ara... damacadeT, jer kiTxva ar damimTavrebia.<br />
diax, nazad da Tbilad... dameTanxmebiT, Tqveni<br />
profesiac ukve TavisTavad ganapirobebs... magram,<br />
sainteresoa, kidev ra gakavSirebT Cvens qalaqTan?<br />
Tumca, jer is gviTxariT, bluzi rom giyvarT,<br />
imitom dairqviT suzi, Tu suzi rom gerqvaT,<br />
imitom SeiyvareT bluzi? amas CvenTvis,<br />
qarTvelebisaTvis, gansakuTrebuli mniSvneloba<br />
aqvs - ra ras uswrebs, vin visze win dgas da ase<br />
Semdeg. suzi - bluzi. leqsiviTaa ara?!<br />
Tu Sen ver SesZleb, rom me miyvarde,<br />
iqneb me SevZlo, rom Sen giyvarde...
diax, ra Tqma unda. aq Camosvlamdec vicodi.<br />
magram tyuilad xom ar ambobdnen Cveni brZeni<br />
winaprebi, qebas naxva sjobso. Tqven albaT<br />
msoflioSi yvelaze emociurebi brZandebiT.<br />
CvenSi darCes da, anTebuli sanTeli rom etakebina<br />
vinmes, arc is gamikvirdeboda. maSin, iqneb, qarTul<br />
samzareuloze gviTxraT rame. artalazed rogora<br />
xarT? da raki sityvam moitana, iqneb qarTvel<br />
mwerals icnobT vinmes? artala jer ar<br />
gamisinjavs. kiTxva ki miyvars. magram cotas<br />
vkiTxulob. ZiriTadad presas. imasac areulad,<br />
uTavbolod. mogexsenebaT Cveni ambavi... vicnob<br />
rusT<strong>avel</strong>s da, gvari ar maxsovs, maRali kacia,<br />
odnav WaRara. batono soso, mgoni. Zalian kargi.<br />
magram CvenSi rom vTqvaT, interviusTan ra esaqmeba<br />
ZaRls, Tuki esec Cveni Tbilisuri qajoba ar<br />
aris?! nuTu ZaRlmac, Tundac germanulma nagazma,<br />
SeiZleba icodes, rom misi patroni pirveli<br />
sabWoTa meZavia, romelsac ufleba mieca<br />
oficialurad ganacxados: "diax, imnairi var da<br />
vamayob kidevaco". raRac ar mgonia. me mgoni, es<br />
ukve marTla Cumi sigiJea, anda, hipnozis sawyisi<br />
stadia. saxarovi ki imperias gveZaxis,<br />
imperialistebs. saqarTvelo patara imperiaao.<br />
sxvebze naklebad boroti ki ara, taniT patarao.<br />
tanmorCili. stalinic xom tanmorCili iyo?!<br />
TiTqos lenini gaxldaT kris grineri. magram es<br />
sakiTxis erTi mxarea, naklebad mniSvnelovani.<br />
SeiZleba iTqvas, gamaRizianeblis funqcia akisria<br />
mxolod, raTa msoflio ganukiTxaobis wyvdiadSi<br />
kidev erTi yalbi margaliti daibados. ra Tqma<br />
unda, WeSmariti imperiis sasargeblod. magram
imisTvis, visac, ase Tu ise, swori warmodgena aqvs<br />
afxazeTze, maSinve, TavisTavad ibadeba kiTxva: vis<br />
ekuTvnis saqarTvelo? arsebobs mosazreba, rom<br />
saqarTvelo ekuTvnis yvelas - visac surs, da visac<br />
sWirdeba. Tu ufro davazustebT, saqarTvelos<br />
adgili misganve moxiblulTa gulebSia da ara<br />
msoflio rukaze. ki batono, ase iyos, magram<br />
uafxazeTod arc saqarTvelo arsebobs.<br />
saqarTvelo minus afxazeTi udris nuls. gind<br />
yofila, gind ara, miuxedavad imisa, rom nuli,<br />
TavisTavad, amouwuravi SesaZleblobebis<br />
simbolocaa. magaliTad, milions rom nuli<br />
mivuweroT, milioni aTmagad gaizrdeba erTbaSad<br />
da, aqedan gamomdinare Tu vimsjelebT, nuli (igive<br />
saqarTvelo), imas ekuTvnis, visac milioni ukve<br />
aqvs da mis gaaTmagebasac apirebs. amdeni<br />
saxarovmac icis. sxvanairad rom vTqvaT, is icis,<br />
rac unda icodes, rac misTvis sasargeblo<br />
daskvnebis gamosatanadaa sakmarisi. msoflio<br />
obivatelis tvini avtoritetis piridan amosul<br />
sisulelesac sibrZned aRiqvams. rac ufro bnelia<br />
adamiani, miT ufro sjera avtoritetisa.<br />
avtoritetis Seqmna ki, rom ityvian, teqnikis saqmea.<br />
miT ufro - CvenSi. xeli xels bans. me Sen saxels<br />
mogipoveb, Sen me axali miwebi momapovebine. an ra<br />
gasakviria, sityviTac imis interesebs icavdes<br />
kaci, visac emsaxureba?! gasakviri sxvaa: Cven,<br />
qarTvelebi, miwidan rkinis amoRebisaTvis, jer<br />
kidev kacobriobis gariJraJze dagvwyevles da<br />
SegvaCvenes berZnebma da, rogorc sCans, aqamde ar<br />
daukargavs im wyevlas Zala, xolo qarafSuta<br />
msoflio, meoce saukunis miwuruls, fiandazad
egeba fexqveS masobrivi sikvdilis "mamas". gnebavT,<br />
"maminacvals". xoda, axla qarTvelma samaCablo,<br />
afxazeTi anda aWara Tu ar dauTmo vinmes (visic ar<br />
iTqmis saxeli da visac ukve didi xania, mglisa ar<br />
iyos, sakuTari SardiTa aqvs SemosazRvruli<br />
TavisTvis es sami "gemrieli lukma"), yvela amJamad<br />
moqmedi politikosi, dasavleTSic da<br />
aRmosavleTSic, emand vinmes goimi ar vegonoo,<br />
mravalmniSvnelovnad CaiRimebs (Tavs daabralos)<br />
Cvens imperialistur sijiuteze. Tumca,<br />
qarTvelobac jer kidev myarad zis bnelSi.<br />
taSkentis SvidSi SfoTavs "mumia",<br />
garSemo isev codvis bumia,<br />
puri comia, xorci umia,<br />
qarTvelisaTvis romi gum-ia.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umia, eger rom modis?!<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umia, <strong>avel</strong>umia.
jer kidev myarad vsxedvarT bnelSi. Semcbarni<br />
da Sewuxebulni ki varT amgvari usindisobiT,<br />
magram bolomde mainc ver gavrkveulvarT, sad<br />
aris ZaRlis Tavi damarxuli. bnelSi vsxedvarT<br />
da, Sublze simwris oflgadamskdarni, Ria werils<br />
vacxobT. didi bodiSi. gvapatieT, umorCilesad<br />
gTxovT. RvTis gulisaTvis, TqvenisTana pirovneba.<br />
Cveni mowiwebuli da mokrZalebuli. Rrmada varT<br />
darwmunebulni. SecdomaSi Segiyvanes (ki aba! magis<br />
Citia swored). Cveni Taobis CamoyalibebaSi. ar<br />
gviwyinoT. magram uTqvenod. dRes Tu ase<br />
gabedulni varT yvelani. Cveulebrivad didi<br />
interesiT wavikiTxeT. elda gveca. batono andrei.<br />
Tqven acxadebT rom (sxvam Cauwera albaT. vin<br />
Cauwerda?). ara. gTxovT. gemudarebiT. es igivea.<br />
Tqmac ki gviWirs. nuTu marTla rame saerTo aqvs<br />
amerikis SeerTebul Statebsa da saqarTvelos?<br />
Tqven Tu ityviT, Cven yvelani. magram maSin<br />
Tbilisic aRar SerCeba saqarTvelos. anda,<br />
saqarTvelo aRar SerCeba Tbiliss (arada, deida<br />
vanga Turme xedavs). didi mokrZalebiT. TviTonve<br />
gvikvirs. gisurvebT yovelive kargs. uRrmesi<br />
pativiscemiT. mogexsenebaT, Cveni<br />
stumarTmoyvareobis ambavi da sxva mravali. egec<br />
egre. miiRo Tu ara sakadrisi?! amis mere gabedos<br />
da rame gaubedos saqarTvelos. rasac coli Cumad<br />
CasCurCulebs yurSi, imas ambobs xmamaRla. eg Tu<br />
icodiT, ratom ar CauwereT Ria werilSi? aki<br />
yvelafris Tqma SeiZlebao? hm, hm. amas ukve marto<br />
SenTvis vambob momavlis moclilo mkiTxvelo,<br />
radgan dRes ara marto yvelafris Tqma SeiZleba,<br />
aramed yvelafris dakargvac - erT mouzomav
sityvas, iqneba, Tavic gadaayolo. sistemaTa<br />
brZola ki Sewyda (Tundac, droebiT), magram<br />
arsebobisaTvis brZola kidev ufro gamZafrda.<br />
miRweulis dakargvac advilia da miuRwevlis<br />
miRwevac. droa aseTi. versad gaeqcevi. gaeqcevi -<br />
waiqcevi da danarCenebi zed gadagivlian.<br />
gadagTelaven. amitomac aravin ar ambobs imas,<br />
rasac unda ambobdes. me rom axla es xmali<br />
devirCino, ityvian, ai, deirCinao. aba, ras ityvian,<br />
Se Cema?! etyoba, marTla gadavcdiT Wkuidan. aki<br />
gviTxres, cxra aprilis Semdeg yvelaferi<br />
gepatiebaTo. ese igi, Wkua aRar mogekiTxebaTo.<br />
samagierod, rogorc iqna SevamCnieT erTmaneTi.<br />
adre ar gvecala erTmaneTis dasanaxad. magram<br />
raxan RmerTi Segvewia da movicaleT<br />
erTmaneTisTvis, iqneb sxvac bevri ram davinaxoT.<br />
iqneb isic gavarkvioT, sad SeiZleboda<br />
momxdariyo didgoris brZola...
da ai, aseT dros, <strong>avel</strong>ums saSualeba eZleoda,<br />
cota xniT mainc gascloda aqaurobas, garideboda<br />
am organizebul uazrobasa Tu aRzevebul<br />
sibriyves. marTalia, aravin aglejda kalTebs,<br />
aravin uSlida, magram TviTonve eTakileboda<br />
(rasakvirvelia, sakuTari mosazrebebidan<br />
gamomdinare), esikvdileboda Tavisi ubeduri<br />
xalxis mitoveba yvelaze didi gansacdelis Jams,<br />
Tundac erTi saaTiT. ra Tqma unda, veraferSi<br />
waadgeboda (imis gakeTeba SeeZlo mxolod, rasac<br />
aqamde akeTebda da rac srulebiTac ar aRmoCnda<br />
saWiro imisTvis, visTvisac Tavisi WkuiT<br />
irjeboda), magram Tu marTla dasaRupad iyo<br />
qveyana ganwiruli, maSin arc Tavad unda hqonoda<br />
gadarCenis Sansi, Tundac umniSvnelo, Tundac<br />
Teoriuli, da Tavadac masTan erTad unda<br />
daRupuliyo, rogorc misi Semadgeneli nawili,<br />
patara, magram aucilebeli mTlianobisaTvis,<br />
Tundac saTvalavisTvis. suli sulTagani da<br />
xorci xorcTagani. mas ki gaqcevaze eWira Tvali.<br />
Tumca, gaqceva gadarCena ar aris. ubralod, ukan<br />
dabrunebaa, Tanac iZulebiT, da ara taqtikuri Tu<br />
strategiuli svla. brundebi iq, saidanac<br />
odesRac wamoxvedi, uarafrod. albaT<br />
naadrevadac, radgan maSin isic ar icodi jer,<br />
bnelSi riTi gagenaTebina lukma da sinaTleSi<br />
riTi dagefara siSiSvle. ase rom, fransuazasTan<br />
gaqceviT, Tavs ki ar Sveloda <strong>avel</strong>umi,<br />
nebayoflobiT ambobda uars mTel Tavis<br />
cxovrebaze, amdeni xnis simtkicesa da sijiuteze,<br />
gnebavT "umoqmedobasa" da "dumilze", rogorc<br />
oficiozi naTlavda misTvis miuRebel nebismier
mrwamssa Tu Sexedulebas, raTa gulubryvilo<br />
qveSevrdoms "umoqmedoba" marTla umoqmedobad<br />
aReqva da ara uZlurebis marad Ria, marad Cirqisa<br />
da balRamis mwveTavi Wrilobis mkurnalobad,<br />
Tundac cxoveluri (gnebavT, melaniaseuli)<br />
meTodiT; "dumili" ki - dumilad da ara<br />
daumorCileblobis aseve maradiul Rrialad,<br />
idumal wiaRTa SlamSi amoTxvril xmad,<br />
romelsac wiaRTa saidumlo SeiZleba ver moaqvs<br />
Cvenamde, magram cnobis wadils ki gviRizianebs im<br />
saidumloTa mimarT. rogorc ar unda gagikvirdes,<br />
moclilo mkiTxvelo, borotebis imperias<br />
zogierTTa "umoqmedobisa" da "dumilisa" ufro<br />
eSinoda, vidre im "gambedavi", "TavzexelaRebuli"<br />
oponentebis legionisa, xmamaRla, saqveynod,<br />
krebebsa Tu sesiebze, konferenciebsa Tu<br />
yrilobebze (romlebsac, cxadia, Tavad imperia<br />
warmarTavda), "gulwrfelad", "uangarod" rom<br />
amxeldnen da aqiaqebdnen arsebuli weswyobilebis<br />
"zogierT Crdilovan mxareebs" (erTma<br />
aseTma oponentma, uneburad wamoroSa Tu viRacaSi<br />
SeeSala <strong>avel</strong>umi, pirdapir uTxra saubrisas: me<br />
rom mkiTxo, axia, marTla auxtes magaT kacio), rac,<br />
upirveles yovlisa, arsebuli xelisuflebis, misi<br />
uflebamosilebis aRiarebas niSnavda isev, roca<br />
zogierTTa dauokebeli "umoqmedoba"da<br />
CauxSobeli "dumili" swored arsebulis<br />
Segnebulad arSemCneva, arcnoba, armiReba iyo da<br />
sxva araferi.
da mainc, yvelaze metad, isev Svili borkavda<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums, isev sulierad daxeibrebuli Svili<br />
uSlida xels, mTlianad danebeboda am mtanjvel<br />
survils. Svilma uimisod ukve scada gafrena<br />
(aRar eyo moTmineba) da axla frTebdamsxvreuli<br />
ijda Sin, iatakze, tenisis dakargul burTs<br />
miSterebuli da laparakic aRar undoda<br />
gafrenaze, Tumca, jer kidev guSin, albaT<br />
araviTari Zala ar arsebobda miwaze misi<br />
gamCerebeli - Svilsac daTmobda da mSobelsac,<br />
oRond erTxel mainc, erTi wuTiT mainc miscemoda<br />
cis usasrulobis, cis uZirobis gancdis<br />
SesaZlebloba, Tavisuflad, Tavis nebaze,<br />
ufrosebis Caurevlad, rac SeZlo kidec, magram<br />
marTlac erTxel, marTlac erTi wuTiT. damnaSave<br />
ki isev <strong>avel</strong>umi gamovida ("Sen ra genaRvleboda,<br />
igonebdi raRacas romanisTvis, gasarTobad. magaT<br />
ki marTali egonaT"), ramdenadac uimisod arc mis<br />
Svils gauCndeboda gafrenis survili, gafrenis<br />
moureveli Jini Tu moTxovnileba, risi<br />
gaqarwyleba veRarc <strong>avel</strong>umis darigebebma SeZlo<br />
da veRarc melanias Txovna-mudaram. imperiis<br />
yvelaze didi boroteba is gaxldaT,<br />
ganusazRvreli vadiT datusaRebul xalxs uceb<br />
rom ganucxada: Tavisuflebi xarTo. xalxi<br />
damdgar, damyayebul, daWaobebul wyalSi yvinTvas<br />
swavlobda gaCenis dRidan, wurbelebsa da<br />
bayayebze sanadirod, axla ki - gafrindiTo - da,<br />
rasakvirvelia, ver gafrindebodnen, vidre<br />
gadagvarebuli, gakorZebuli frTa xelaxla ar<br />
gaezrdebodaT, anu, ar moiSorebdnen, ar<br />
daiviwyebdnen mainc, ZvelisZvel, Tandayolilsa
Tu TandaTanobiT SeZenil Cvevebsa da Tvisebebs,<br />
rac, mxolod da mxolod, satusaRoSi gasaZlebad<br />
iyo saWiro, aucilebelic, da ara, vTqvaT, caSi<br />
salivlivod. satusaRoSi sxvebze ukeT is<br />
gaitanda Tavs, vinc safuZvlianad daeufleboda<br />
iqaur wesebsa da meTodebs, romelTa meSveobiT<br />
SedarebiT mcire droSi da mcire danakargebiT<br />
SesZlebda, vTqvaT, ganaTlebis miRebas wignis<br />
gadauSlelad, gamdidrebas - TiTis gaunZrevlad,<br />
gakulturebas (ix. gaTbiliseleba), - TeatrSi<br />
cxviris Seuyoflad. misabaZ da pativsacem kacad<br />
is iTvleboda, visac nebismier salaroSi hyavda<br />
nacnobi molare, iolad amyarebda urTierTobas<br />
matareblis gamyolebTan Tu TviTmfrinavis<br />
stiuardesebTan, sastumrosa Tu restornis<br />
kariskacebTan, administratorebTan,<br />
oficiantebTan, noqrebTan, gadamyidvelebTan,<br />
raikomis, aRmaskomisa Tu miliciis wvrilfexa<br />
CinovnikebTan da, rasakvirvelia, yvelaze meti<br />
meZavis misamarTi an telefonis nomeri ewera Tavis<br />
ubis wignakSi, romelsac, sxvaTa Soris, mxolod am<br />
mizniT yidulobda saerTod.
<strong>avel</strong>umi verasodes ityoda uars sakuTar<br />
warsulze - sakuTari warsulis gamo ara marto<br />
sZulda, aramed ecodeboda kidec Tavi da, mxolod<br />
da mxolod, am siZulviliTa da sibraluliT<br />
SeeZlo mieRwia imisTvis, riskenac miiswrafoda<br />
mTeli arsebiT, lamis gaCenis dRidanve, lars<br />
momwydari isariviT, romelsac ukve veraviTari<br />
gareSe Zala veRar Seakavebs, mizans SeiZleba<br />
ascdes, magram ukan dabrunebaze laparakic<br />
zedmetia. ase da amgvarad, aqedan gaRwevis<br />
(Tundac, droebiT gaRwevis) Jini, sulis moTqmis,<br />
gonze mosvlis taqtikuri aucileblobiT ki ar<br />
iyo ganpirobebuli, aramed Tavdacvis cxoveluri<br />
instinqtiT, sicocxlis dauokebeli, dauSreteli<br />
swrafviT sicocxlisaTvis sasargeblo da jer<br />
bolomde auTvisebeli sivrceebisken. amdenad,<br />
verc marto gonebiT gadawyvetdi wasvla-darCenis,<br />
anu, yofna-aryofnis maradiul sakiTxs. pirvel<br />
rigSi, sakuTari xorcisTvis unda dagegdo yuri,<br />
anu, xorcieli cxovrebis gaTvaliswinebiT<br />
(sxvanairad cxovreba ubralod ar arsebobda<br />
satusaRoSi), unda gefiqra saerTod momavalze,<br />
anu, zogadad cxovrebis sulier, zneobriv,<br />
politikur Tu ekonomiur mxareebzec, rasac,<br />
TavisTavad cxadia, garkveuli momzadeba<br />
sWirdeboda da Tundac amitom unda dageTmo<br />
xorcisTvis, romelsac Tandayolili, bunebisagan<br />
naCuqari cxoveluri alRo, winaTgrZnoba da<br />
sibrZne warmarTavda. aqedan gamomdinare, rogorc<br />
ar unda gajiutebuliyavi, win aRsdgomodi<br />
sakuTar xorcs, is mainc Tavisas gaakeTebda,<br />
Tavisas gaitanda, Tavis kans gaufrTxildeboda
upirveles yovlisa da nebismieri saSualebiT -<br />
kbilebiT, brWyalebiT, RreniTa da RmuiliT - Senc<br />
Tan wagiTrevda sorosken, rogorc sasikvdilod<br />
daWrili nadiri - gamofatruli muclidan<br />
gadmoyril Sigans. es iyo erTaderTi gza<br />
gadarCenisac da daRupvisac, radgan Tu kidev<br />
SegrCeboda suli, mxolod iq, soroSi, warsulSi<br />
gaarkvevdi, ramdenad gamarTlebuli iqneboda<br />
SenTvis xelaxla gamosvla sorodan, warsulidan;<br />
ramdenad Sesaferi, misaRebi aRmoCndebodi<br />
momavlisTvis, ukve ferSecvlili da, rac<br />
mTavaria, ra TvalsazrisiT, ra mimarTulebiT da<br />
ra doneze unda momxdariyo Seni "feriscvaleba".
aq, saqarTveloSi, albaT karga xans aRar<br />
Seicvleboda aRaraferi, Tuki saerTod<br />
Seicvleboda rame rodisme. sisxlis gubeebi<br />
moiwminda, daxocilni daimarxnen. "wminda<br />
adgilidan" zRva yvavilebis gatanisas, erTi<br />
piroba, isev daiwamla xalxi. etyoba, yvavilebma<br />
TavianTi nazi, gulubryvilo ReroebiT Seiwoves<br />
da "daakonserves" is saidumlo, daudgeneli<br />
nivTiereba, romelic araTu arsebobda Cvens<br />
sinamdvileSi, aramed kvlavindeburad amarTlebda<br />
Tavis pirvandel daniSnulebas, miuxedavad<br />
tragediis mizezTa da SedegTa gamomkvlevi<br />
komisiebis uSedego Ziebebisa. "dazaralebulni"<br />
samkurnalod germaniaSi wasvlaze ocnebobdnen.<br />
dgeboda siebi. iyo erTi ayal-mayali. gawevgamowevac.<br />
janmrTelobis ministrs TiTqmis<br />
yoveldRe uwevda Tavis marTleba televiziis<br />
meSveobiT. xalxma, xumrobiT, "uStato diqtori"<br />
Searqva zedmet saxelad. Ciodnen mSoblebi,<br />
axloblebi. ibeWdeboda koleqtiuri werilebi.<br />
imarTeboda mjdomare Tu mwoliare gaficvebi.<br />
bevri maTganisTvis es iyo erTaderTi Sansi<br />
saerTod ucxoeTSi moxvedrisa. filarmoniis did<br />
scenaze ki ucxoeli gastroliori, "tyavis<br />
amotkecil SarvalSi gamowyobili" (Suqi rom<br />
ecemoda, brWyvialebda), gazeTs Tu daejereba,<br />
TviTonac xarobda da sxvebsac axarebda. Cems<br />
samSobloSi amgvari warmateba arc ki<br />
damsizmrebiao - aRiarebda gulwrfelad. xolo,<br />
stumarTmoyvare, keTili da zrdilobiani<br />
mayurebeli, koncertis damTavrebis Semdegac,<br />
"didxans ar anTavisuflebda" Turme darbazs.
(gazeTi, ra Tqma unda, Segnebulad axsenebs<br />
mkiTxvels "erovnul Tvisebebs", romlebic<br />
sinamdvileSi, SeiZleba, arc arian erovnulni,<br />
viwro, lokaluri gagebiT, magram aSkarad SeswevT<br />
Zala, nebismier ers gadaataninon Tavs damtydari<br />
ubedureba da Cvenc madlobis meti araferi<br />
gveTqmis gazeTis mimarT, am keTilSobiluri<br />
ganzraxvisTvis). Cveni kulturis mesveurebs<br />
moulaparakiaT, modiT, Cven Cveni vcadoT,<br />
davpatiJoT da, Tu Camova, xo kai - rac ar unda<br />
iyos, ucxoelia da cotas gaxalisdebian<br />
Tbiliselebi - Tu ara da, o kei - arc uimisoba<br />
dagvetyobao. is ki, Camovida ki ara, mgoni saerTod<br />
aRar apirebda wasvlas. Cemi gogona, iciT, xatavs<br />
da am samferovani (qarTuli droSis ferebi unda<br />
vigulisxmoT albaT) blomanJesa da SokmanJes<br />
danaxvaze gagiJdebodao - agiJebda adgilobriv<br />
goimebs. magram, rasakvirvelia, cxovrebis sxva<br />
sferoebSic igrZnoboda gardaqmna. magaliTad,<br />
wignis maRaziebi axla Tavad yidulobdnen wigns<br />
wignis moyvarulTagan da makulaturad abarebdnen<br />
sadac jer ars, sadac yofili wignisgan tualetis<br />
qaRaldi da xelsaxoci mzaddeboda, rac, CvenSi,<br />
rom vTqvaT, wignze metad sWirdeboda<br />
mosaxleobas. samagierod, rusT<strong>avel</strong>is Teatris<br />
mcire darbazSi, iaponelebis wamxedurobiT,<br />
honkongel bavSvTa gundi "sulikos" mReroda.<br />
orbelianis quCis mcxovreblebs ki (maincdamainc<br />
orbelianis) sunTqva uWirdaT, ukve ise iyo<br />
gabinZurebuli iqauri haeri. diRoms didi dRe<br />
aRar ewera. saidan gagviCnda es dauokebeli<br />
swrafva udabnoskeno - gakvirvebuli kiTxulobda
gazeTi, parizidan stumrad Camosuli qarTveli<br />
emigrantiviT, viTom, TviTonac pirdapiri<br />
mniSvnelobiT ar esmoda moses igavi da, ormoci<br />
weli ra gamaZlebinebs sxvis udabnoSio,<br />
Segnebulad ar audaburebda sakuTar samSoblos,<br />
SeZlebisdagvarad. Tbilisis wyalsacavebSi ukve<br />
dawyebuliyo damsvenebelTa daxrCoba. marTalia,<br />
moskovis wyalsacavebTan SedarebiT, CvenTan<br />
amjeradac naklebi xalxi ixrCoboda, magram<br />
statiis enamoswrebuli avtorisa ar iyos, es<br />
srulebiTac ar gvaZlevda gulis gatexvis<br />
uflebas. Tbilisis zRvis, lisisa Tu kus tbis<br />
egreT wodebul pliaJebze, jerjerobiT, mxolod<br />
mTvralebi "isvenebdnen", ramdenadac, jerjerobiT<br />
elementaruli pirobebic (gasaxdeli,<br />
saCrdilobeli qolga, sasmeli wyali,<br />
fexsadgili, saguSago, maSveli navi da sxva) ar<br />
arsebobda, araTu mTvrali, aramed fxizeli<br />
damsveneblebisTvisac. samagierod, amaswinebze,<br />
sami erTad damxrCvala marto lisis tbaze. erTi<br />
da imave navidan erTdroulad gadamxtaran wyalSi<br />
da sxvadasxva dros da sxvadasxva adgilas<br />
amotivtivebulan ukve tikebiviT gaberilni.<br />
qarTveli iogi Zmebi granpris euflebodnen<br />
karlovi varis saerTaSoriso festivalze.<br />
saberZneTSi ki, wyalmoTxilamureTa evropis<br />
axalgazrdul Cempionatze, foTeli gogona aravis<br />
anebebda did oqros medals - Tu ar gamatanT, Sin<br />
ar SemiSveben, ise gviWirs da gvWirdeba axla<br />
oqroca da valutaco. qalbatoni neJnova ki,<br />
sklerozis qandaridan, ufro interviueris gulis<br />
mosagebad, Cioda - TbilisSi dabadebuli, ociani
wlebis areulobis Semdeg, xofaSi CavrCi<br />
samudamodo. is ki aRar "axsovda", Tavad xofa rom<br />
CarCa TurqeTSi, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, misi<br />
mizeziTac. soWi mewyers mihqonda. xolo saingilo<br />
erTianad daetbora adidebul wyals. iqac<br />
gaCeniliyvnen Siferis kunZulebi, TiTqos mxolod<br />
imitom, saqarTvelos ganuyreli nawili rom iyo<br />
isic da sxvanairad verafriT veRar amtkicebda<br />
amas, Tumca, stiqiuri ubedurebis garda, sxvac<br />
bevri hqonda sisxlxorcielad saerTo danarCen<br />
saqarTvelosTan - iqac kosmetikuri patriotizmiT<br />
iklavdnen ZiriTadad mamuliSvilobis Jins; iqac<br />
uswavlelad swavlisa da uSromelad Sromis seni<br />
Sehyroda axalgazrdobas da ukan mouxedavad<br />
garboda upatronobiTa Tu wyaldidobiT<br />
daqceuli soflebidan. irRveoda Robe-yore.<br />
bRaoda SeSinebuli saqoneli. niaRvars mihqonda<br />
sursaT-sanovage, jam-WurWeli, saban-leibi,<br />
damxrCvali, Tvalgayinuli, enagadmogdebuli<br />
Zroxa, Rori, qaTami, Tu indauri. fexi muxlamde<br />
efloboda talaxsa da SlamSi. kacs Tavi<br />
erTbaSad damSrali tbis fskerze gegoneboda. da<br />
mainc, saqarTvelodan (sabralo saqarTvelo!)<br />
"moraluri mxardaWeris imediT" isev soflobda<br />
kaki, meSabaSi, qoToqlo, alibeglo, alaTemuri,<br />
aliabaTi, mosuli, iTiTala, SoTavari, Tasmalo,<br />
yoraRani, zagami - aleqsandre mefis yofili<br />
rezidencia - da kidev bevri, siberisgan<br />
dayruebul-dabrmavebuli ZaRlisa da siCumisgan<br />
gagiJebuli mamlis amara darCenili nasaxlarnaoxari.<br />
ase rom, axla ukve Cvenve gviWiravs Cveni<br />
sadave da survilisamebr, gvinda davagrZelebT,
gvinda davamoklebT. moskovs nuRa davabralebT<br />
nurafers (daibralebs ro!). ai, magaliTad, mavansa<br />
da mavans, marTalia dagvianebiT, magram<br />
gardaqmnisTvis damaxasiaTebeli simtkiciT,<br />
gadauwyvetia Tavis droze mifuCeCebuli da mainc<br />
aqamde verdaviwyebuli TviTmkvlelobebis<br />
mizezTa gamokvleva. da marTlac, visac ar unda<br />
dabraldes, gana saintereso ar aris,<br />
gamarjvebuli socializmisa Tu kars momdgari<br />
komunizmis gauTavebel zar-zeimSi ratom unda<br />
moekla Tavi, vTqvaT, respublikis prokurors,<br />
saqalaqo komitetis mdivans, maRali Cinis<br />
oficers, saxelovan mwerals, damsaxurebul<br />
mxatvars, wamyvan momRerals, cnobil mocekvaves,<br />
ordenosan zeinkalsa Tu mowinave meCaies?! gana,<br />
Tundac xalxis ubralo (bunebrivi)<br />
cnobismoyvareobis dasakmayofileblad, ar unda<br />
aRsdges sruli suraTi gadaSlili, gauqmebuli<br />
cxovrebisa?! bolos da bolos, xom unda vicodeT,<br />
rogor gauyara erT-erTma maTganma yulfSi Tavi,<br />
rogor miido meorem safeTqelze revolveri,<br />
rogor gadmoxta mesame fanjridan, danaze rogor<br />
daexa mkerdiT meoTxe, rogor CaisunTqa<br />
gabinZurebuli haeri mexuTem da rogor aRar<br />
amoisunTqa, arafrisdidebiT, vidre<br />
daZabulobisgan daxeTqili Tvalebi sisxlad da<br />
lorwod ar Camoewuwa loyebze. ratom? ra<br />
mizeziT? viTom usazRvro Tavisuflebisaken<br />
dauokebeli swrafviT aixsneba yvelaferi? ar<br />
vici. magram esec gairkveva rodisme. movusminoT<br />
mkvdrebs. viswavloT mkvdrebis ena. magram rogor?<br />
rodis? visRa scalia mkvdrebisTvis?! kolumbiis
mTel rig qalaqebSi teroristuli aqciebi<br />
Cveulebriv, yoveldRiur saqmianobad iqca<br />
narkomafiis wevrebisTviso - gvaSinebs gazeTi. Cven<br />
ki vupasuxebT, rom male CvenTanac ase iqneba.<br />
kartaxeni unda daingres. Cven, jerjerobiT,<br />
awmyosac CamovrCebiT da amitomac ver vxedavT<br />
momavals. perusa da boliviis mTianeTSi<br />
iatakqveSa laboratoriebi Seusvenebliv<br />
amzadeben Turme kokainis pastas. Cven ki isev<br />
ovanesas imedze varT mxolod. rac Seexeba Teatr<br />
"gogis" msaxiobebs, warmoudgenlad mcire droSi<br />
euflebian, Turme, qarTul simRerebs da<br />
warmodgenis dawyebis win, grZnobamoreulni<br />
umRerian "Wrelo pepelasa" Tu "JuJuna wvimas"<br />
bedis sisastikiT araerTxel gulmoklul<br />
mayurebels. esec mkurnalobis erTgvari meTodia<br />
da yovelgvari meTodis uaryofac meTodia da,<br />
Tqven warmoidgineT, karg Sedegsac iZleva. ras<br />
miqvia cerebraluri dambla?! am mixrwnil bebers<br />
rom uyurebT, saerTod warTmeuli hqonda xeli,<br />
magram mesame seansze ukve SeuTrToldnen<br />
mokrunCxuli TiTebi. meoTxeze - sigaretis<br />
amoReba scades kolofidan. xolo meeqvseze, hm, hm,<br />
Cems asistent gogonas waetanen erT adgilas.<br />
aranakleb gadayruebuli qalbatoni darbazis<br />
Tvalwin iZrobs yuridan oqros akustikur<br />
protezs da jadoqar mkurnals gadascems<br />
madlobis niSnad. egec Tqveni otosklerozi.<br />
"odiori" azrs kargavs da mxolod wonas<br />
inarCunebs. marTalia, sul eqvs grams iwonis,<br />
magram eqvsi grami oqroc oqroa. darbazi fexze<br />
dgeba pirobiTad - darbazSi ZiriTadad xeibrebi<br />
sxedan - da mxurvale, xangrZlivi taSiT egebeba am
keTilSobilur aqts. ufro sworad,<br />
keTilSobilebis uCveulo gamovlenas. gvelis<br />
dakbenili bavSvi ainunSic ar agdebs<br />
vegetovisceralur paroqsizmebs, epilefsias, da<br />
scenaze davlurs uvlis. icekve biWuna, Sen<br />
janmrTeli xar. me ase mibrZanebia. aq ukve mizanzea<br />
laparaki da ara meTodze. ai, magaliTad, saswavlo<br />
kooperativi "caieradi" arc meTods uaryofs da<br />
arc mizans malavs. ese igi, misi meTodic da<br />
mizanic uTqmeladac naTelia - ukeTesad<br />
gagvfcqvnas da kidev ufro gamogvaSteros - Tavis<br />
gabriyvebiT briyvTa gabriyveba, SeiZleba,<br />
uSromeli Semosavlis erT-erTi yvelaze<br />
stabiluri wyaro aRmoCndes bolos, yvelaze ukeT<br />
mewveli Zroxa, ramdenadac briyvebi, igive<br />
abiTurientebi, sabednierod yovelTvis mravlad<br />
arian CvenSi (saqarTvelo, SeiZleba iTqvas,<br />
abiTurientebis respublikaa) da arc arafers<br />
iSureben, oRond Tavi Seyon sadme. amisaTvis<br />
arsebobs saerTod "caieradic". gazeTis<br />
rekomendaciiT, is nebismier saganSi amecadinebs<br />
abiTurients (xelmardobis, xelmarjveobis,<br />
xelmrudobis, xelmruSobis CaTvliT) da Tanac<br />
TiTqmis ufasod, radgan gamocdebamde kapiks ar<br />
axdevinebs aravis, xolo nagamocdarze garkveul<br />
daTmobebzec midis kooperativis sazianod:<br />
CaWrili abiTurientisgan (ese igi, TiTqmis<br />
yvelasgan), mosamzadeblad saWiro Tanxis<br />
naxevars iRebs mxolod,rasakvirvelia, imasac<br />
araferSi, arafris gamo - abiTurienti xom misi<br />
daxmarebis gareSec CaiWreboda pirvelsave<br />
gamocdaze - magram aseve araferSi da arafris
gamo, savaldebulo gadasaxadis naxevars<br />
abiTurients utovebs jibeSi, rasac gacilebiT<br />
meti aRmzrdelobiTi mniSvneloba aqvs, vidre<br />
nebismieri umaRlesi saswavleblis kedlebSi<br />
gatarebul wlebs, win da ukan uazro bodials,<br />
kevis ReWvas, mzesumziris gauTavebel knawunsa da<br />
gadamdeb mTqnarebas. abiTurients bolos da<br />
bolos, uCndeba madlierebis grZnoba viRacisadmi<br />
da, rac mTavaria, bolos da bolos, igebs<br />
"sakuTari ofliT" mopovebuli lukmis fassa da<br />
gemos. sxvaTaSoris, axalgazrdis sworad<br />
aRsazrdelad sxva aranakleb efeqturi<br />
saSualebebic arseboben, magram, rogorc<br />
yvelafers, maTac Zebna da mikvleva sWirdeba,<br />
raSic, dameTanxmebiT, didi daxmarebis gaweva<br />
SeuZlia Cvens televizias, miT ufro rom, Tavadac<br />
gansakuTrebuladaa dainteresebuli am sakiTxiT -<br />
jer kidev erovnuli narkomaniis gariJraJze<br />
gadacemaTa mTeli serialic ki miuZRvna anaSas<br />
damzadebis wesebs ojaxur pirobebSi, xolo amas<br />
winaT, sul raRac oriode kviris ganmavlobaSi,<br />
ramdenjerme warudgina mayurebels fsiqologiur<br />
mecnierebaTa erTi sakmaod simpaTiuri kandidati,<br />
romelic Sinabera qalis kdemamosilebiTa da<br />
mecnieris Seuvali meTodurobiT gaesaubra<br />
isedac dabneul sazogadoebas jgufuri seqsis<br />
did aRmzrdelobiT mniSvnelobaze. am<br />
koleqtiuri RonisZiebis monawile gogonebica da<br />
biWunebic, erTmaneTis wamxedurobiT, kidev ufro<br />
ukeTesebi, kidev ufro adamianurebi xdebian Turme<br />
da ufro swrafad da bunebrivad uviTardebaT<br />
erTmaneTis usityvod gagebisa da uangaro<br />
daxmarebis, anu, saWiroebis mixedviT, erTmaneTis
Senacvlebis survili. moskovidan ki saqarTvelo<br />
uqarTvelebod ufro lamazi moCans Turme.<br />
amitomac gvagineben, Cven rom raRaca gvgonia da<br />
vbrazobT, vRelavT, guls vaskdebiT - ra<br />
davuSaveT, ra undaT Cvengan, riT ver movigeT imaTi<br />
gulio. ra imaTi bralia, Cven Tu ar gvesmis?<br />
maki<strong>avel</strong>ma dampyrobels dapyrobilis<br />
SesanarCuneblad sami gza dausaxa. Cveni<br />
dampyrobeli ki samives erTdroulad iyenebs,<br />
samidan erTs ki ara, samives erTad. gvizis Sin?<br />
gvizis. gvatarebs Tavis Wkuaze? gvatarebs.<br />
gvwvelis ZroxasaviT? gvwvelis. me magaliTad,<br />
vgrZnob kidec... da yvelaferze vRelav, deda,<br />
ganuwyvetliv vRelav. ras izam Svilo, aseTia<br />
cxovreba. cocxali adamiani iRelvebs kidec,<br />
oRond, ecade mSvidad iRelvo...
<strong>avel</strong>ums ki egona, amodena jari mxolod mis<br />
gamosavlenad da dasafrTxobad SemoeyvanaT<br />
qalaqSi. Sin Tu iyo, karze kondaxis mobraxunebas<br />
elodeboda ganuwyvetliv. gareT daZabuli,<br />
daborkili dadioda da srulebiTac ar<br />
gaukvirdeboda, mis danaxvaze, mTel quCas erTxmad<br />
SeeZaxa: aha, gamobrZanebula, rogorc iqnao! arc is<br />
gaukvirdeboda, xelebsac Tu gadautrialebdnen<br />
zurgs ukan, im suleli giJiviT, kopenhagenis<br />
fsiqiatriuli saavadmyofodan gamoqceuli,<br />
sruliad SemTxveviT rom SeupyriaT saqalaqo<br />
transportSi, radgan im marTla sulels (yovel<br />
SemTxvevaSi, ufro sulels, vidre giJs) gaWedil<br />
avtobusSi adgili dauTmia fexmZime qalisTvis.<br />
amis Semdeg, rasakvirvelia, aRaravis<br />
gauWirdeboda misi sigiJis dadgena. arc<br />
gasWirvebiaT. gadautriales zurgs ukan xelebi da<br />
CaaTries avtobusidan. giJis adgili sagiJeTSia da<br />
ara saqalaqo transportSi. <strong>avel</strong>umis adgilic<br />
TbilisSi iyo da ara parizSi. parizSi seirnoba<br />
arc gmirobad CaeTvleboda, arc sazogado<br />
moRvaweobad, magram Tu ase vimsjelebT, arc Sin<br />
darCenas daufasebda vinme. sxvaTa Soris, arc<br />
melania. piriqiT, yvelaze metad melania ar<br />
daufasebda swored. xandaxan danaxvac aRar<br />
SeeZlo misi da gulSi mxurvaled loculobda,<br />
netavi sadme wavidodes, Tundac erTi-ori dRiTo.<br />
afrTxobda, Tav-gzas urevda misi uTqmeli tanjvawvaleba.<br />
sabeWdi manqanis xmazec xvdeboda, kargad<br />
rom ver iyo misi qmrisa da, aqedan gamomdinare,<br />
saerTod maTi saqme. "SenTvis siyvarulic<br />
ubedurebaa da Sens xelSi yvela erTnairad
codoao" - eubneboda Semrigeblurad momRimari.<br />
maggram <strong>avel</strong>umi mainc grZnobda, ra Zviri<br />
ujdeboda melanias es Rimili. upeebi amoSaveboda,<br />
yeli danaoWeboda, SiSi da dabneuloba<br />
Casdgomoda TvalebSi. daRliliyo, gamtydariyo.<br />
bunebrivobis ieri dahkargvoda mis moTminebasac<br />
da sikeTesac, ufro SesamCnevi, ufro xelSesaxebi<br />
gaexada am yalb Rimils, gadamuSavebuli<br />
madaniviT, da amdenad, ufro damTrgunvelic,<br />
damamadlebelic sxvebisTvis, rasakvirvelia,<br />
misdauneburad, mis neba-survilTan<br />
SeuTanxmeblad, isev da isev, mis arsebaSic<br />
SeumCnevlad SeRweuli da ukve myarad<br />
fexmokidebuli SiSisa da dabneulobis gamo.<br />
TiTqos ki ar cxovrobda, anu, Cveulebisamebr,<br />
ganusjelad, daufiqreblad, Seumowmeblad ki ar<br />
mihyveboda sakuTar survilebsa da<br />
moTxovnilebebs, aramed viRacisgan, RmerTisgan<br />
Tu misTvis uaRresad angariSgasawevi adamianisgan<br />
dakisrebul movaleobas asrulebda, marTalia<br />
keTilsindisierad, magram uxarisxod; movaleoba<br />
aSkarad aRemateboda mis SesaZleblobebs, radgan<br />
daSretiliyo wyaro sixalisisa, rwmenisa, imedisa<br />
da albaT siyvarulisac. yovel SemTxvevaSi, axla<br />
gacilebiT mets fiqrobda Svilze, vidre qmarze,<br />
Svilis bediT ufro iyo SeZruli, vidre qmrisa,<br />
Svilis janmrTeloba ufro adardebda, vidre<br />
qmris dakargva-SenarCuneba. qmarsac Tu rames<br />
avalebda, mxolod Svilze zrunvas, Svilis<br />
movla-patronobas. "Seni sjera, daelaparake, Wkua<br />
daarigeo". - Seevedreboda xolme agangaSebuli.<br />
magram <strong>avel</strong>ums rogor daerigebina Wkua
politikuri mowinaaRmdegisTvis?! bolos da<br />
bolos, Svili sdebda swored brals gverdze<br />
gadgomisTvis, anu, swored Svili aRiqvamda mis<br />
"dumils" dumilad da mis "umoqmedobas"<br />
umoqmedobad. <strong>avel</strong>ums, cota ar iyos, eSinoda<br />
kidec misi, ufro zustad, eSinoda Tavad ar<br />
gamosuliyo moTminebidan, ar ahyoloda Svils<br />
kamaTSi (radgan kamaTSi arc Svils daindobda<br />
WeSmaritebis sazianod), ar gaeRizianebina, ar<br />
gaemwarebina, ar daeWra uaresad, radgan Sesaxedad<br />
gulubryvilo, magram arsiT veragi da ZiriTadad<br />
mSobelTan dasapirispireblad Canergili rwmena<br />
(ra mniSvneloba aqvs, SeniT Cainerge Tu sxvam<br />
Caginerga?!), ase Tu ise, mainc asatans, metnaklebad<br />
sainteresosac xdida misi SvilisTvis<br />
cxovrebas, xolo uimrwmenod darCenili albaT<br />
saerTod aiRebda cxovrebaze xels, aRarc droSas<br />
Sekeravda, mxdali dedabrebis dasafrTxobad<br />
(maSinve cekvas rom iwyebdnen mis danaxvaze) da<br />
aRarc mjdomare gaficvas gamoacxadebda sakuTar<br />
ojaxSi. rogorc ki moereoda Tavis uazro<br />
pativmoyvareobas (ra Tqma unda, asakobrivs),<br />
rogorc ki uyoymanod Cahyveboda mamis sityvas<br />
cxovrebis siRrmeTa saxilvelad da mkvdarTa<br />
enasac Seiswavlida, mamamisiviT, isic TavisTavad<br />
aRmoCndeboda zedmeti, zedmeti Tu ara,<br />
arasasurveli namdvilad, upirveles yovlisa ki im<br />
saqmisaTvis, aseTi TavganwirviT rom emsaxureboda<br />
axla; im xalxisTvis, romlis nawiladac Tvlida<br />
Tavs, visi sicruec sxvaTa simarTles erCia da,<br />
rasakvirvelia, im rwmenisTvisac, romelsac<br />
pirobisamebr, sibnelidan sinaTleze ki ar
gamohyavda, kidev ufro Rrmad Sehyavda sibneleSi,<br />
ramdenadac mSoblis magivroba unda gaewia viTom<br />
misTvis, Tavad laboratoriuli meTodiT<br />
Seqmnils da, amdenad, umweos, uZlurs, yvelaze<br />
uvargisi, yvelaze upasuxismgeblo mSoblis<br />
adgilis dasakavebladac ki. mSobeli is xidia,<br />
romlis meSveobiTac sikvdilidan sicocxleSi da<br />
sicocxlidan sikvdilSi gadadis adamiani. da vinc<br />
am xids Tavisi xeliT wvavs, vTqvaT, siviwrovis,<br />
siZvelis an naklebi simyaris gamo, Segnebulad<br />
wyvets kavSirs yvelaferTan, ramac misi dabadeba,<br />
misi aucilebloba ganapiroba am qveyanaze, xolo<br />
Seugneblad - sakuTar TavTanac. amitom, am etapze<br />
mxolod yalbi, aragulwrfeli urTierToba<br />
SeiZleboda hqonoda <strong>avel</strong>ums sakuTar SvilTan<br />
(kanonierTanac) da isev Svilis (kanonieris)<br />
interesebidan gamomdinare - uaresad rom ar aeria<br />
imisTvis gza-kvali, mTlad ar gaesworebina<br />
miwasTan WeSmariti mSoblis daundoblobiTa da<br />
sisastikiT.
<strong>avel</strong>umi arc mateo falkone gaxldaT, arc<br />
xevisberi goCa. anda, ukeTesi iqneba, ase Tu<br />
vityviT: raki kanonieri Svilis mamac iyo da<br />
ukanonosic, verc ukanonobas aRudgeboda win da<br />
verc kanonierebas, anu, ukanonobac kanonierebis<br />
tolfasi iyo misTvis - erTiT amarTlebda meores -<br />
magram cxovrebas Tavisi wesi hqonda da erTnairad<br />
sjida yvelas, misi wesis damrRvevs, <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
iqneboda is, Tu sxva. amas, rasakvirvelia,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umic grZnobda da sxvebic - swored cxovrebis<br />
wesis darRvevis gamo, <strong>avel</strong>umis kanonieri Svili<br />
uars ambobda sakuTar warmomavlobaze, gvars<br />
icvlida (sxvisi gvariT wveboda saavadmyofoSi,<br />
ese igi, gadarCenis SemTxvevaSi, viRac sxva,<br />
ararsebuli gadarCeboda da ara is), xolo<br />
ukanono, mxolod namdvili gvaris mopovebas<br />
cdilobda da amaze ocnebobda sul, gnebavT,<br />
evropuli TavazianobiT elodeboda, rodis<br />
gabedavda mamamisi da rodis aRiarebda saxalxod,<br />
- diax, namdvilad arsebobs, xelebic normaluri<br />
aqvs, tan-fexic da, rac mTavaria, namdvilad Cemi<br />
sisxli da xorciao. gana erTi adamianis arSemCneva<br />
da araRiareba naklebi borotebaa, vidre mTeli<br />
qveynisa? ekaekaterinekatomac ukanono Svili rom<br />
gaaCina, farxmaldayrilma melaniam Tqva: RmerTi<br />
gvsjis, RmerTi gvixdiso - da, ra Tqma unda, isic<br />
fransuazasa da mis ukanono Svils gulisxmobda,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisgan gadarCenil, yovel SemTxvevaSi, misi<br />
Tavgamodebuli mecadineobiT Seqmnil kidev erT<br />
martoxela deda-Svils. TiTqos mis garda, sxva<br />
veravin SesZlebda igives gakeTebas, Tanac am<br />
seqsualuri dabneulobis saukuneSi. magram
RmerTi, etyoba, ase ar fiqrobda. RmerTs<br />
qrestomaTiul danaSaulad miaCnda qalis<br />
daorsuleba da mere upatronod mitoveba. ase rom,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums Tu egona, Cemi siyvarulic eyofa<br />
fransuazas (am SemTxvevaSi fransuazas)<br />
saamayodac, saWmeladac, Casacmeladac,<br />
dasaxuradac da Svilis gasazrdeladaco (sxvaTa<br />
Soris, ukanonos yovelTvis meti sWirdeba, ufro<br />
meti unda emliqvnelo da ebodiSo gaCenisTvisac,<br />
vidre kanoniers), Zalian scdeboda. fransuazasac,<br />
soniasi ar iyos, gulis siRrmeSi, sayvarels<br />
albaT qmari erCia da Tanac "is", anu normaluri,<br />
Cveulebrivi adamiani - ukvdavebis balaxisa Tu<br />
ukvdavi sulis nakvalevis mZebneli ki ara,<br />
siRrmeTa mxilveli Tu varskvlavTa mwyemsavi ki<br />
ara, vTqvaT, inJinermSenebeli, ekonomisti,<br />
qimikosi, fizikosi, romelime samoqalaqo<br />
aviakompaniis piloti, mexanZre, xuroTmoZRvari,<br />
Tundac filologi, ki batono, oRond mcodne da<br />
moyvaruli ara marto Tavisi saqmisa, aramed qalis<br />
suleluri, magram uwyinari midrekilebebisac,<br />
Casvrili Cvilis gaxsna-SefuTvisac, naTesavebSi<br />
(gansakuTrebiT coleurSi), nacnob-megobrebSi<br />
misvla-mosvlisac; ojaxis ufrosis movaleobaTa<br />
keTilsindisierad aRmsrulebeli da ara<br />
sakuTari xuSturebis amyoli; yoveldRiuri<br />
cxovrebis mimdevari da ara winamaswara meocnebe;<br />
Tundac mcire, magram myari xelfasis Semomtani<br />
yovelTviurad da ara aTasSi erTxel, erTbaSad<br />
naSovni Tu mogebuli fulis erTbaSadve<br />
gamniavebeli; Tavadac mSvidi da sxvaTa<br />
damamSvidebelic da ara feTiani, yvelgan da marad
xifaTisa da gansacdelis momlodine (SeiZleba,<br />
mosurnec!); ojaxis wevrebisaTvis xelis<br />
wamSvelebeli, Wkuis damrigebeli da ara<br />
Tvalebdayvlepili, ybamoRrecili qadagi, misani,<br />
winaswarmetyveli, mkiTxavi Tu mCxibavi, romelsac<br />
Zalac Seswevs da survilic, erTi da igive imeoros<br />
sul, erTi da imave xalxis gasagonad: "jer sada<br />
xarT, es mxolod dasawyisiao" an "arasworad<br />
vicxovreT da arasworad davixocebiTo". wyalni<br />
gadmovlen napirebze. samyaroc samegrelosaviT,<br />
aWarasaviT, saingilosaviT daitboreba da<br />
yoveldRiurad Tunuqisa da Siferis axal-axali<br />
kunZulebi gaCndebian msoflios xvalindel<br />
rukaze. cas varskvlavi dascviva yunwze dampali<br />
leRvebiviT, miwa ganipoba gruxun-gruxuniT da<br />
qalaqebs STanTqavs, mikroraionebianad. mkvdrebi<br />
aRsdgebian cocxalTa Sesamusrad - ratom ar<br />
geyoT moTmineba, ratom dagvmarxeT ase uceb,<br />
ratom ar gvadroveT gonze mosvla, iqneb<br />
gamovbrunebuliyaviT sikvdilidano (erT qvrivs<br />
uTqvams, mTeli xmiT rom dameyvira, mTeli guliT<br />
rom Semecxadebina, iqneb Cemi ubeduri qmari kidev<br />
mosulierebuliyoo). Tujis saSo dabadebs Tujis<br />
kacs. axali enqidu moevlineba qveyanas, magram<br />
veRar gaadamiandeba - ukanasknel Samxats, ukve<br />
kbilebCacvenils, ukanasknel tramvais cariel,<br />
ablabudagabmul vagonSi ipovnian konduqtoris<br />
skamze, siberisagan (iqneb simartovisaganac?!)<br />
mSvidad gardacvlils. kiserze, gaburZgnuli<br />
TokiT, gauyidavi bileTebis ruloni eqneba<br />
Camokidebuli, sabavSvo velosipedis<br />
borblisxela, dro-Jamisgan ferSecvlili (aRarc
vici, axla ra feris bileTi iyideba Cvens<br />
tramvaiSi, Tuki iyideba saerTod), CrCiliT<br />
gamoWmuli. magram roca viRaca (ra Tqma unda, sxva<br />
planeteli, oTari an luba, dedamiwis dasaluqad<br />
Camofrenili gmoTi Tu gamoTi), Tokianad<br />
Seawyvets kisridan da samudamod gaCerebuli<br />
vagonis SuSaCamtvreuli sarkmlidan gadmoagdebs,<br />
ruloni mainc gaiSleba, mainc gaiweleba<br />
usasrulod, kankal-frialiT, da raki aRarc xeebi<br />
iqneba, aRarc lampionebi, aRarc manqanebi, aRarc<br />
Cveulebrivi gamvlelebi da aRarc skolidan<br />
gamocvenili bavSvebi - naquCarze giganturi<br />
falosiviT asvetil Tujis goliaTs Semoexveva<br />
Tavze, kiserze, mxrebze, gul-mkerdze, welze,<br />
TeZoebze, barZayebze, wvivebze, koWebze da<br />
dauxarjavi, gamouyenebeli, oxrad darCenili<br />
bileTebis uwyveti, usasrulo lentiT,<br />
mumiasaviT, SefuTvnili Tujis goliaTiRa<br />
darCeba erTaderT bomonad, svetad, obeliskad,<br />
Zeglad Cveni (yofili adamianebis) patar-patara,<br />
wvrilmani, maradiuli, amouwuravi sazrunavebisa,<br />
safiqralebisa, satkivrebisa Tu aseve patarpatara,<br />
aseve wvrilmani, aseve maradiuli, aseve<br />
amouwuravi vnebebisa, grZnobebisa, sixarulebisa,<br />
imedebisa, ocnebebisa, gancdebisa... magram<br />
viRasTvis? vis dasanaxad? lidas, oTarisa da<br />
misTanaTa... "kargi, aRar SemiZlia Seni mosmenao" -<br />
yurebze aifarebda xolme xelebs melania.<br />
ekaekaterinekato ki damcinavad iRimeboda,<br />
kuTxeSi dasmul TojinasaviT, fexebgafarCxuli<br />
da gulxeldakrefili.
<strong>avel</strong>umma gaqceva rom gadawyvita, ra Tqma unda,<br />
jer melanias gaando Tavisi ganzraxva, melaniam ki<br />
mxolod mxrebi aiCeCa - Sen ici Seni saqmisao -<br />
rogorc Cveulebisamebr iqceoda xolme aseT<br />
dros, anu <strong>avel</strong>umis morigi gaqcevis win. raki verc<br />
ganzraxvaze aaRebinebda xels da verc gezs<br />
Seacvlevinebda, amao gabrZolebasa da gawbilebas,<br />
isev daTmobaze wasvlasa da isev bargis<br />
CalagebaSi mixmarebas amjobinebda yovelTvis.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi, rogorc ar unda eyoymana, eSfoTa da<br />
ewvala, bolos mainc swored iq wavidoda, sadac<br />
Tavidanve apirebda wasvlas, magram, TavisTavad<br />
cxadia, mxolod satusaRos SigniT, imperiis<br />
teritoriaze SeeZlo yofiliyo aseTi<br />
"TavisnaTqvama". rac Seexeba sazRvargareT<br />
moxvedras, amas sul sxva Zalebi axorcielebdnen,<br />
sxva xalxi wyvetda, vin sad unda wasuliyo, rodis<br />
da ramdeni xniT da, am SemTxvevaSi, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
simtkiceca da sijiutec TavisTavad kargavda<br />
azrs. ase rom, nebarTvis saTxovnelad misul<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums albaT branws ar aCvenebdnen, magram,<br />
SeiZleboda, Tavazianad gaebiTurebinaT isic - ki,<br />
batono, saiTac gnebavT, oRond parizSi arao -<br />
Sescinebdnen saxeSi da profesiuli utifrobiT<br />
daamatebdnen: Tqvenive interesebidan<br />
gamomdinareo. TiTqos mxolod <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
mwerluri Tu moqalaqeobrivi Rirsebis dasacavad<br />
iyvnen gamoketilni TavianT xalvaT kabinetebSi.<br />
arada, erTi da igive iyo, saerTod ar gauSvebdnen,<br />
Tu, maincdamainc, parizSi, radgan <strong>avel</strong>ums,<br />
maincdamainc, parizSi undoda wasvla. aqedan<br />
rogorme gaRweva ki ar iyo misTvis mTavari, vTqvaT,
disidentiviT, anda ebraeliviT, aramed dedamiwis<br />
garkveul wertilSi (parizSi) moxvedra, garkveul<br />
drosa da garkveuli mizniT. marTalia gardaqmnam<br />
yrud Carazuli sazRvrebis gadalaxvac gaaiola<br />
(SedarebiT) magram xelisSemSlel mizezebsa da<br />
dabrkolebebs ra gamolevda, Tundac, axleburad<br />
gadaRebil satusaRoSi. eg iyo rom, ZaliT veRar<br />
dagayruebdnen aqeT, Tuki iqidan vinme dagiZaxebda,<br />
gagixsenebda, ramed Cagagdebda saerTod. ra Tqma<br />
unda, nebarTvis miRebac met-naklebad gaiolda,<br />
magram marto imaTi dakmayofilebac ki, visac<br />
mavTulxlarTebze momdgari naTesaoba Tu nacnobmegobroba<br />
yelCaxeuli uxmobda da epatiJeboda<br />
iqidan, visac sabWoTa kanoniTac ekuTvnoda wasvla<br />
da wasasvlelic hqonda, TiTqmis SeuZlebels<br />
xdida bileTisa da namdvili fulis Sovnas,<br />
uromlisodac, ra vizis qaTqaTa, tkacuna<br />
furceli gitrialebia xelSi, uTavbolod,<br />
usasrulod, da ra isev ZvelisZvel, tusaRur<br />
imeds gahyuCebixar rkinis taxtze, romelime<br />
rkinis karis moulodnel gajaxunebamde rkinis<br />
saerTo derefanSi. jerjerobiT, rasakvirvelia,<br />
isev didi mniSvneloba hqonda, Tu ras ityoda<br />
Senze Cekas saidumlo seroba, magram, rogorc<br />
zemoTac vTqviT, mTavari dabrkoleba<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisaTvis mainc ekaekaterinekato iyo -<br />
pirvel rigSi, is unda gaeTvaliswinebina, Tu<br />
ramdenad mizanSewonili iqneboda misgan,<br />
cxovrebaze gulgatexili, samyaros Semomwyrali,<br />
gvaris uarmyofeli da uvadod gaficuli gogos<br />
mitoveba, romelic axla oTaxis kuTxeSi ijda<br />
iatakze, TojinasaviT fexebgafarCxuli, da
karadis qveS, vin icis, rodis Segorebul tenisis<br />
burTs uyurebda Tvaldauxamxameblad, rogorc<br />
erTaderT naSTs, nasaxs, niSans ukve samudamod<br />
damTavrebuli axalgazrdobisa, simSvidisa,<br />
sicocxlisa... is ukve Camovardniliyo cidan. ukve<br />
efrina Tavisi wili. arc iman daujera mamas, isic<br />
ufro maRla afrinda, vidre SeiZleboda da jer<br />
kidev Seubumblavi bartyiviT aWyivlebulafarTxalebuli<br />
daenarcxa miwas. mamamiss ki ver<br />
gadaewyvita, rogor moqceuliyo: TviTonac<br />
daSvebuliyo miwaze da gverdiT misjdomoda<br />
"dazaralebul" Svils, Tu erTxel kidev Seekra<br />
kamara sisxliT gadawiTlebuli lodebis zemoT<br />
da, rogorc ar unda gasZneleboda, mainc<br />
gaegrZelebina frena.<br />
- Cemi gulisTvis nu darCebi - amoxeda<br />
ekaekaterinekatom RimiliT - araferSi aRar<br />
mWirdebi.<br />
- gana rodisme gWirdebodi?! - viTom xumrobiT<br />
hkiTxa <strong>avel</strong>umma da, misda gasaocrad,<br />
mRelvarebisagan yeli Caexerga uceb.
uneblieT, moumzadeblad da viTom xumrobiT, is<br />
hkiTxa Svils, risi gagebac yvelaze metad<br />
ainteresebda. risi arcodnac umowyalod<br />
tanjavda da awamebda, ramdenadac TviTonac ar<br />
sjeroda bolomde, yovelTvis da yvelgan gverdiT<br />
rom edga Svils, sakuTar sisxlsa da xorcs. es<br />
qveynis damaqcevari eWvi, Tavidan albaT ukanono<br />
Svilis mimarT gauCnda, ufro sworad, iman,<br />
ukanonom gauCina im mSobliuri mzrunvelobis<br />
sanacvlod, romlis gamomJRavnebac ubralod ar<br />
SeeZlo, Tundac geografiuli dabrkolebebis<br />
gamo, araferi rom vTqvaT sxva xelovnur<br />
dabrkolebebze - mavTulxlarTTa uTvalav rigze,<br />
horizontamde gadaxnul mindvrebze, betonis<br />
yoreebze, kacis xorcze dageSil nagazebsa Tu<br />
SuSisTvaleba mesazRvreebze, romelTa<br />
meSveobiTac ori zesaxelmwifo, sakuTari<br />
simtkicisa da Seuvalobis SesanarCuneblad,<br />
Segnebulad, daunaneblad, Seuneleblad TiSavda<br />
ukanono mama-Svils. magram, kanoniereba, am<br />
TvalsazrisiT, araviTar upiratesobas ar aZlevda<br />
ekaekaterinekatos Tavis ucxoel dasTan<br />
SedarebiT, ramdenadac marto amis gamo, verc<br />
mamamisi Seicvlida znesa da bunebas. etyoba,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi ufro adre gaxda mama, vidre mamobis arss<br />
Caswvdeboda Ziramde, vidre gaiTavisebda,<br />
Seisisxlxorcebda am yvelaze sapatio wodebis<br />
simZimesac da seriozulobasac da, amdenad,<br />
veRarc mere SeZlo aucilebeli Tanmimdevrobis<br />
aRdgena da yoveldRiur cxovrebaSi mamobis<br />
survili da moTxovnileba isev gacilebiT meti<br />
hqonda, vidre drois konkretul monakveTSi,
Svilis sasargeblod, ama Tu im konkretuli<br />
nabijis gadadgmis unari.<br />
- ar vici. albaT ara. ar maxsovs - upasuxa isev ise<br />
momRimarma ekaekaterinekatom. iRimeboda, magram<br />
mamas ki ar uyurebda, raRacisTvis (tenisis<br />
burTisTvis) gaeSterebina Tvali - ara. vtyui -<br />
gaagrZela uceb - erTxel didi sicxe mqonda da Sen<br />
Sublze xeli damade. ise mesiamovna, ise<br />
mesiamovna... magram dedikom miTxra, mamiko<br />
moskovSiao da gavbrazdi, ras hqvia moskovSia, ai,<br />
axla, am wuTas damado Sublze xeli-meTqi.<br />
- eg rodis iyo?! raRac ar maxsendeba - Caeria<br />
melania, oRond saqsovidan Tavi ar auRia.<br />
- rodis iyo da... zustad arc me maxsovs - cxviri<br />
SeiWmuxna ekaekaterinekatom. TiTqos marTla<br />
cdilobda zustad gaexsenebina es<br />
RirsSesaniSnavi dRe - patara viyavi Zalian. ai, ar<br />
maxsovs kargad - Cemi sipatarave da umweoba. miau,<br />
miau, miau, vknaodi knutiviT. erTxel kidev, ukve<br />
didobaSi, merve Tu mecxre klasSi viqnebodi, Sens<br />
kolgotkebs vicvamdi ukve, didi badis moqsova<br />
gadavwyvite kapronis Zafisagan. Sen moqsov<br />
kapronis bades? - dauZaxa dedas.<br />
- kapronis bades?! - gaikvirva melaniam - ar vici.<br />
macale. isev ameria saTvalavi.<br />
- axla ras qsov? ufro sworad, visTvis ras ar<br />
qsov? - gaicina ekaekaterinekatom.<br />
- me CemTvis vqsov. Tqven ras giSavebT? - gaeRima<br />
melaniasac.<br />
- kapronis bades Tu moqsovdi? Tu SegiZlia? - ar<br />
moeSva ekaekaterinekato.
- ar vici meTqi, xom giTxari. kapronis bade rad<br />
minda? - mxari aiqnia melaniam.<br />
- ai, me mTeli weli vagrovebdi kapronis Zafs -<br />
gaagrZela ekaekaterinekatom - didi bade mindoda<br />
momeqsova. erTxelac dabrundeba moskovidan,<br />
gadavafareb Tavze da aRarsad gavuSveb meTqi.<br />
sxvaTaSoris, SenTvis mindoda dameWira da ara<br />
CemTvis. Sen mecodebodi - moayola siciliT.<br />
- eka! - uyvira melaniam.<br />
saqsoviani xelebi muxlebze daewyo da<br />
moRuSuli iyureboda. WaRis sinaTleze saTvalis<br />
SuSa yviTlad ubzinavda da amis gamo ufro<br />
gabrazebuli Canda, vidre albaT sinamdvileSi<br />
iyo.<br />
- ra sWirda dedaSens Sesacodi?! - gulwrfelad<br />
ewyina <strong>avel</strong>ums, raRacnairad Seuracxyo Svilis<br />
ukbilo xumrobamac da colis uneblie<br />
Secbunebamac, ramac Svilis ukbilo xumrobas,<br />
pirvel rigSi, swored xumrobis elferi daukarga<br />
- ra gWirdaT Sesacodi, an erTs, an meores -<br />
gaimeora daZabulobisagan ukve<br />
xmaaTrTolebulma.<br />
- ar vici. albaT gvWirda. yovel SemTxvevaSi, me<br />
namdvilad mecodeboda dediko - mSvidad upasuxa<br />
ekaekaterinekatom - Zalian mecodeboda - daamata<br />
jibrianad - Seiketeboda oTaxSi da tiroda. Sen<br />
ggonia ar mesmoda?! - gasZaxa dedas.
- ra iyo, ram gadagria dRes?! - Sewuxda melania. -<br />
dalie wamali? - wamoscda uneburad da axla<br />
sakuTarma windauxedaobam Tu uneblie<br />
daundoblobam kidev ufro Seawuxa, vidre Svilis<br />
Sefarulma, bolomde ver gamorwyulma geslma Tu<br />
mrisxanebam. "erTi mec Camaylape, Tvali ver<br />
amomiRia, ise mikankalebs xelebio". - moayola<br />
viTom sxvaTa Soris, viTom saerTod amisTvis<br />
vaxsene Seni wamalio.<br />
- davlie Tu ara dRes wamali? - yasidad Cafiqrda<br />
ekaekaterinekato - rasakvirvelia, davlie, erTxel<br />
ar unda damelia?! - ahyva dedas TvalTmaqcobaSi.<br />
- adeqi, aivanze mainc gadi cota xans. mogklavs<br />
uhaeroba - saswrafod gaagrZela melaniam, isev<br />
rom ar mibrunebodnen saxifaTo saubars. Tan<br />
gamalebuli qsovda, TiTqos Zafis TavSesafars<br />
iqsovda; raki sxva masala ar gaaCnda, Cveulebrivi<br />
Zafis soros iqsovda, xvrels, bunags, parkuWs,<br />
sadac Tavfexianad daemaleboda Svilis gamomwvev<br />
Rimilsac da qmris gaurkvevel dumilsac.<br />
- me ukve mkvdari var, raRa momklavs - Tqva<br />
ekaekaterinekatom - me ukve didi xnis mkvdari var,<br />
magram Tqven ver SegagnebineT. Tqven ar gindaT amis<br />
gageba. grcxveniaT. xom grcxveniaT?! axla<br />
sikvdili Zneli ki ar aris, samarcxvinoa.<br />
mogaSxefeben saxeSi dezodors, TiTqos tarakani<br />
iyo... anda virTxa. usindisoebi! moixseniT niRbebi,<br />
usindisoebo! geyoT Cveni gapampuleba! - SesZaxa<br />
saxegaciskrovnebulma. Tan gaSlil xelisgulebs<br />
atyapunebda iatakze, lajebs Soris.<br />
- eka! aRar SemiZlia, eka! - uyvira melaniam.
qsova ar Seuwyvetia. piriqiT, axla ufro<br />
daZabuli, yuradRebadqceuli dasCereboda<br />
sakuTar TiTebs.<br />
- aba, Tqven ras elodebodiT? kanfetebs<br />
gadmogiyridnen tankebidan?! - yba daeWima <strong>avel</strong>ums.<br />
- mama?! - swrafad amoxeda qvemodan<br />
ekaekaterinekatom, TiTqos auzis damdgari<br />
wylidan zRvis romeliRaca cxovelma amoyvinTa<br />
moulodnelado. galurjebul, acaxcaxebul<br />
tuCebze isev dasTamaSebda yalbi Rimilis<br />
natamali, rogorc sanTlis Camwvar patruqs -<br />
abolebuli naperwkali. TvalebSi ki<br />
datyvevebuli cxovelis uazro da usaSvelo sevda<br />
Casdgomoda.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi Secba, daibna, agangaSda - ise mZafrad,<br />
ise tlanqad igrZno uceb Svilis satkivari,<br />
Svilis umweoba, Svilis umecreba, gacilebiT<br />
mwareca da samarcxvinoc, Tundac mis sakuTar<br />
satkivarTan, umweobasTan da umecrebasTan<br />
SedarebiT, radgan Svilisagan gansxvavebiT,<br />
TviTon arafris SeniRbvas ar cdilobda, arafers<br />
ar ucvlida saxels, roca misi Svili, araTu<br />
malavda, saerTod uaryofda tkivilsac,<br />
umweobasac, umecrebasac da, auzSi nebaze<br />
miSvebuli delfiniviT, mainc jiutad agrZelebda<br />
zRvis wesebiTa da kanonebiT cxovrebas, Tumca,<br />
frTebisa da farflebis yovel moqnevaze betonis<br />
xorklian kedels anayavda cxvir-pirs.<br />
ase arasodes Sescodebia <strong>avel</strong>ums sakuTari<br />
sisxli da xorci. arc kanonierad da arc<br />
ukanonod Sobili.
- pirvelad gaige, dedaSeni yvelaferze rom<br />
tiris? - gaicina naZaladevad. scada<br />
gaebiabruebina, gaeubraloebina maTi dRevandeli<br />
saubaric, yvelasaTvis moulodnelad dawyebuli<br />
da yvelasaTvis arasasiamovnod warmarTuli -<br />
magis SiSiT, induri filmi veRar uCvenebiaT<br />
televizorSi, melanias cremlma ar wagvlekoso.<br />
jer marto Cems wignebze ramdens tiris...<br />
- ki aba! - ar acala ekaekaterinekatom - dedikos<br />
arc erTi Seni wigni ar moswons, magram ver<br />
geubneba, ewyinebao.<br />
- eka! - isev Secba, Sewuxda melania.<br />
- ar mogwons. ar mogwons. ar mogwons - adgilze<br />
abuqnavda ekaekaterinekato, TiTqos cxens<br />
miaWenebso.<br />
- yvelafris neba ki ar unda misce Tavs - ena daeba<br />
melanias, sakuTar gancdebSi gaiblanda, rogorc<br />
saqsovi Zafi Tavissave xveulebSi.<br />
- Sen? Senc ar mogwons? - hkiTxa <strong>avel</strong>umma Svils,<br />
rac SeeZlo gulgrilad, ufro melanias rom<br />
mixmareboda, melania gamoeyvana uxerxuli<br />
mdgomareobidan.<br />
- me-e? ar vici. zogi momwons, zogi ara - mxari<br />
aiCeCa ekaekaterinekatom. Tan muyaiTad isworebda<br />
fexebs Soris Cafenil kabas, buqnaobisas aCeCils -<br />
zogi jer arc wamikiTxavs. ver movicale - Sescina<br />
gulubryvilod, - ai, Cems gogoebs ki yvelaferi<br />
wakiTxuli aqvT da moswonT kidec. ra qnan?!<br />
sulelebi arian. viszec ar unda uTxra,<br />
mweraliao, daijereben.
- Sen romeli mogwons da romeli ar mogwons -<br />
Caacivda <strong>avel</strong>umi. marTla dainteresda uceb,<br />
radgan Svilis agdebulma pasuxma sakmaod<br />
Seulaxa mwerluri pativmoyvareobac. lawiraki.<br />
dro ar aqvs mamis wignis wasakiTxad. arada, Ria<br />
kars amtvrevs. yvelafers akeTebs, is rom ar<br />
gaakeTos, risi gakeTebac evaleba. arc mSobeliviT<br />
monaa da arc mSobeliviT goimi. Tavisufalia,<br />
Tavisi WkuiT. gamosulia, Tavisive<br />
Sexedulebebidan gamomdinare. maikl jeksonis<br />
mTeli repertuari icis zepirad. mamis wigni ki<br />
jer ar waukiTxavs. ver moicala. uwignodac<br />
mSvenivrad erkveva yvelaferSi. warmogidgeniaT,<br />
amdeni xani Turme, dapyrobilebi vyofilvarT, Cven<br />
ki ar vicodiT. Cven piriqiT gvegona, moskovi da<br />
leningradi fexqveS gvqonda amodebuli. iciT,<br />
ratom? ar icodiT?! miuxedavad monobisa da<br />
goimobisa, Cveni mamebi mainc msaxurobdnen, mainc<br />
vazsa sxlavdnen, mainc pursa mkidnen, mainc wignsa<br />
werdnen, cekva-simReraze rom araferi vTqvaT. ar<br />
undodaT monoba egrZnobinebinaT CvenTvis,<br />
araferi moekloT monobaSic, SeZlebisdagvarad.<br />
Cvenc vendobodiT. skolas dagvamTavrebinebdnen?!<br />
davamTavrebdiT. umaRlesSi mogvawyobdnen?!<br />
movewyobodiT. jinsis kostiumebSi<br />
gamogvawyobdnen?! gamovewyobodiT. amerikul kevs<br />
CagvCridnen pirSi?! (axla marto Turqulia)<br />
CaviCridiT. manqanaSi Cagvtenidnen?!<br />
CavetenebodiT. magram gaTavda! mets aRar<br />
moviTmenT. aki TviTonve gvTxoves, aRar<br />
mogviTminoTo, gvakritikeTo, gvagineT, dagvgmeT,<br />
pasuxi mogvkiTxeTo?! Cvenc eg gvinda swored.
mSobelma gindac xeli Semogibrunos, bolomde<br />
mainc ver gagimetebs. raki Tvali agvexila (ra<br />
mniSvneloba aqvs, vin agvixila), imaTac<br />
davanaxvebT, rani varT da ra SegviZlia uimaTod... -<br />
Sen romeli wigni mogwons meTqi?! - auwia xmas<br />
uneburad, fiqrs ayolilma.<br />
- me romeli wigni momwons?! - Tvalebi mowkura<br />
ekaekaterinekatom, TiTqos mis win gamofenil<br />
wignebs aTvalierebda - ai, gogos rom gaaCuqeben<br />
pataraobisas, viTom gadasarCenad, da bolos iqiT<br />
rom gauxdis gadasarCenad saqmes Tavis<br />
vaigadamrCenlebs. debili. me mgavs raRaciT. ufro<br />
zustad, me vgavar imas. SeiZleba ase gqonda Senc<br />
Cafiqrebuli. SeiZleba, uneburad gamogivida ase...<br />
- Svils mixedo, is girCevnia. - gaawyvetina<br />
melaniam - ras aCendi, Tu ar gindoda? deda mainc<br />
xom unda icodes bavSvma.<br />
- me Svili mamikos gavuCine - gaipranWa<br />
ekaekaterinekato - Cemi mamiko imis mamikoc iqneba.<br />
sxva arc aravin aris dRes qmrobisa da mamobis<br />
Rirsi. amaSi xom meTanxmebi? Senc xom ase fiqrob? -<br />
aRelda uceb.<br />
- mama rom ar gyoloda, amdens verc Sen gabedavdi<br />
- aRar dazoga melaniam - mamebiT gaqvT didi guli.<br />
- mamaCemi didi kaci arasodes yofila - moiRuSa<br />
ekaekaterinekato - arc ministri, arc mdivani, arc<br />
Tavmjdomare da arc cekas rigiTi instruqtori...<br />
instruqtoric ver gaxda.<br />
- ratom unda gamxdariyo? - gulwrfelad<br />
gaukvirda melanias - partiaSic ar Sesula.<br />
- Sesuliyo mere. me davuSale? - tuCi aibzua<br />
ekaekaterinekatom.
- aba, riRasTvis ibrZviT Tqven? vin ar mogwonT?<br />
mamaSeni? - brazi waekida melanias.<br />
- diiiax, mamaCemi! - utifrad ganacxada<br />
ekaekaterinekatom - funqcioneri komunistebic<br />
Cvens mxareze dganan ukve, dganan ki ara, kibeebze<br />
sxedan, karvebSi wvanan, SimSiloben, mamaCemi ki<br />
Cvensken gamoxedvasac ar kadrulobs. isev<br />
CrdilSi dgas, rogorc momitingeebi amboben<br />
xolme moridebiT.<br />
- iqneba arc axla eSleba mamaSens?! - xelebi isev<br />
muxlebze daiwyo melaniam. isev brazianad<br />
aubrWyvialda saTvalis SuSebi - amaze ar<br />
gifiqriaT?!<br />
- amas me ver gavigeb. ver moveswrebi. amas istoria<br />
gansjis - Tavi daaratrata ekaekaterinekatom - amas<br />
Cemi Svili gaigebs albaT. da an saqveynod uaryofs<br />
winapars, an simartoveSi iamayebs winapriT. Tuki<br />
gaizrdeba, ra Tqma unda. Tuki iqamde, garemoebis<br />
SecvlasTan dakavSirebiT, sardafis virTxad,<br />
Waobis bayayad an udabnos xvlikad ar iqca<br />
saerTod.<br />
- kargi. davamTavroT. aRar SemiZlia Tqveni<br />
mosmena - aimriza melania - giswavliaT laparaki<br />
da TviTon ar iciT, ras laparakobT. mSobels<br />
arafrad agdebT da televizors xarT miCerebuli<br />
pirSi, video filmebiT swavlobT cxovrebas...<br />
- gauSvi, Tqvas, ilaparakos... - Zlivs amoRerRa es<br />
ori sityva nirwamxdarma <strong>avel</strong>umma, romelsac<br />
Tanabrad erTnairad akninebda, rogorc Svilis<br />
SeniRbuli, bolomde Camouyalibebeli braldeba,<br />
iseve colis aSkara, magram daumsaxurebeli<br />
gamoqomageba.
amis Semdeg "gaqceva" ara Tu saWiro,<br />
aucilebelic Seiqmna. aucileblad unda<br />
Sebrunebuliyo warsulSi, xvalac Tu apirebda<br />
cxovrebas. warsulSic jer kidev bevri ram iyo<br />
gasarkvevi, Tavis droze uyuradRebod<br />
datovebuli, anda, Tavis drozec SemCneuli,<br />
magram arasworad aRqmuli, arasworad<br />
Sefasebuli. oRond warsulSi Sebrunebas,<br />
ucxoeTSi gamgzavrebis nebarTvis, bileTisa Tu<br />
namdvili fulis garda, sxvac bevri ram<br />
sWirdeboda, upirveles yovlisa ki - fizikuri Tu<br />
fsiqologiuri momzadeba. isic iseve unda<br />
momzadebuliyo saamisod, rogorc myvinTavi<br />
emzadeba zRvis fskerze Casasvlelad,<br />
spaleologi - mRvimis dasalaSqrad, mTamsvleli -<br />
mwvervalis dasapyrobad, kosmonavti - kosmosSi<br />
gasasvlelad. <strong>avel</strong>umis zRvis fskeric, mRvimec,<br />
mwvervalica da kosmosic misive warsuli<br />
gaxldaT, guSindelidan uxsovar dromde, ufro<br />
martivad rom vTqvaT, soniadan melaniamde.
warsulSi Sebrunebuli Tu warsulSi<br />
Sesabruneblad gamzadebuli <strong>avel</strong>umisaTvis zRva<br />
erTaderTi wamali iyo, romelsac SeeZlo misi<br />
erTxel kidev gamobrunebac, gamofxizlebac da<br />
aRgznebac axal vnebaTa da gancdaTa, saZebnelad;<br />
amave dros - erTaderTi wamali, romelic jer<br />
kidev "iSoveboda". rac mTavaria, axali da ucnauri<br />
araferi Wirda <strong>avel</strong>ums - yvela misi seni Tu<br />
satkivari sasiamovnod SemaSfoTebeli da<br />
damafrTxoblad aRmafrTovanebeli sizustiT iyo<br />
aRwerili uZveles samedicino wignebSic, ra Tqma<br />
unda, receptebianad. magram wamlis<br />
SemadgenlobaSi Semavali mravali nivTiereba,<br />
mravalnairi balaxi da yvavili ukve aRar<br />
arsebobda am qveyanaze, gamqraliyo,<br />
gadaSenebuliyo, aRgviliyo pirisagan miwisa,<br />
Cvenive mourCeneli sibriyvisa da windauxedaobis<br />
wyalobiT, Torem, dRes arc kibos<br />
movekvlevinebodiT albaT, da aRarc, vTqvaT raime<br />
fizikur naklze dards. "karabadinsa" Tu "iadigar<br />
daudSi" kibos gankurnebis gzebic iyo miTiTebuli<br />
da zogierTi mniSvnelovani organos<br />
gamajansaRebeli Tu gamaZlierebeli<br />
saSualebanic, romelTa mopovebac, samwuxarod,<br />
dRevandeli adamianisaTvis iseve SeuZlebelia,<br />
rogorc Tavis droze gilgameSisaTvis -<br />
ukvdavebis balaxisa. samagierod, zRva jer kidev<br />
arsebobda da, rac mTavaria, jer kidev Sveloda<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums. marTalia, Tavadac Sehyroda avi seni,<br />
Tavadac uWirda Tavisuflad sunTqva, feric<br />
ecvala da ucxo sunic dahkravda, magram<br />
TvalisTvis jer kidev Canda da yurisTvisac jer<br />
kidev gugunebda, yrud da ganuwyvetliv. <strong>avel</strong>umic
Tvalisa da yuris meSveobiT iRebda am jadosnur<br />
wamals da, ratomRac, Zalian siamovnebda,<br />
ZvelisZvel samedicino wignebSic zustad ase rom<br />
iyo ganmartebuli misi mkurnalobis wesi. "aseTsa<br />
grilsa da wylis pirsa alagsa unda iyunes, rome<br />
mudam wyalsa uyurebdes (zRvaSi daRupuli<br />
patronis momlodine ZaRliviT), da eZinos Tu<br />
eRviZos, mudam wylis xma esmodes, da qari rome<br />
xesa arxevdes (vTqvaT, biWvinTis fiWvsa Tu<br />
biWvinTis bzas), mudam misi xma esmodes".<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umic adga da, cota xniT, biWvinTas Seafara<br />
Tavi, miCveul garemoSi gaeqca sazRvargareTuli<br />
pasportis gulisgamawvrilebel, damakninebel,<br />
damafrTxobel, aTasnairi mdabali eWvisa da<br />
varaudis aRmZvrel molodins, ufro seriozul<br />
gaqcevamde.
esec RmerTis neba iyo albaT, radgan sruliad<br />
moulodnelad qalbaton aisodoras gadaeyara iq<br />
(etyoba, qalbatoni aisodora axalgazrdebs<br />
gaerida, daacada ukeTesad gascnobodnen da<br />
SeCveodnen erTmaneTs) da am gauTvaliswinebelma<br />
da, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, arc mTlad sasiamovno<br />
Sexvedramac, mxolod da mxolod ganumZafra<br />
sicarielis SegrZnebaca da daRupvis<br />
winaTgrZnobac. ese igi, ki ar gadaafiqrebina, kidev<br />
ufro ganawyo, aRagzno gasaqcevad. Tumca, sul<br />
axlaxan, ramdenime Tvis win gadatanili SfoTvisa<br />
da mRelvarebis miuxedavad, arc es Sexvedra<br />
gansxvavdeboda bevrad maTi sxva, adreuli<br />
"tkbili" Sexvedrebisagan. eg iyo, rom sonia<br />
akldaT, Torem, sxva mxriv yvelaferi Zveleburad<br />
grZeldeboda. yvelaferi igive iyo: xalxic,<br />
garemoc, sakvebic, haeris tenianobac... oRond,<br />
amjerad biWvinTaSi ZaRlis Wiri mZvinvarebda da<br />
aqauri damsveneblebis "gulkeTilobiT"<br />
garyvnili, dabeCavebuli ZaRlebi kankaliT<br />
dadiodnen, Zlivs miiTrevdnen ukana fexebs.<br />
dilaobiT ki, dasasvenebeli saxlis mebaRe da<br />
sanepidsadguris sanitari qali, romelime<br />
lamazad SekreWili buCqidan ZaRlis leSs<br />
gamoaTrevdnen xolme, saswrafod daudebdnen<br />
erTborblian urikaze da gaaridebdnen<br />
damsvenebelTa Tvals. sxva mxriv, rogorc ukve<br />
vTqviT, yvelaferi Zveleburad grZeldeboda. isev<br />
yvela yvelas icnobda da Sexvedrisas, anu,<br />
TiTqmis yovel TxuTmet wuTSi, guliTadad,<br />
xalisiT esalmebodnen erTmaneTs. isev<br />
gafacicebuli yuradRebiTa da daufaravi
interesiT ismendnen erTmaneTis ambebs - Cadiodnen<br />
Tu ara dilaobiT zRvaSi, yofnidaT Tu ara<br />
saWmeli, axerxebdnen Tu ver axerxebdnen<br />
TavisianebTan dalaparakebas moskovsa Tu<br />
leningradSi, kievsa Tu minskSi, ufasa Tu<br />
CeliabinskSi... es telefoni ki ara, yelis<br />
asatkivebeli aparatia, geTayva. ui, kidev kargi,<br />
gamaxsenda. waikiTxeT Tu ara "druJbaSi", diax<br />
"druJbaSi", ar meSleba. mexuTe-meeqvse Tu meeqvsemeSvide<br />
nomrebSi. kargad ar maxsovs. mival Tu ara<br />
Sevamowmeb da dagirekav. me mgoni<br />
gansakuTrebulad niWieria. da marto Cemi azri ar<br />
gaxlavT. raRa Tqma unda, me Tu rame gamegeba<br />
saerTod literaturisa. Tqven? aba, ras brZanebT,<br />
qsenia evgenievna, Tqven Tu ar gagegebaT da...<br />
rasakvirvelia, rusulenovani. ara, Targmani ar<br />
aris. madloba RmerTs, magram arc rusi unda iyos<br />
warmoSobiT. daakvirdiT, rusuli literatura, am<br />
bolo dros, ZiriTadad nacionalur<br />
umciresobaTa mxrebze dgas. ar yofila Zalian<br />
mZime. ha, ha, ha. aucileblad. oRond, Cems Semdeg<br />
larisa kiTxulobs. aba, Tqven ra ggoniaT?!<br />
CaweriTaa. rigi dgas. aucileblad. Rirs. Rirs.<br />
damijereT. did siamovnebas miiRebT. Tqven<br />
warmoidgineT, sakmaod gabedulicaa. mis<br />
egzotikur baRSi, SeiZleba, bevri basri ekalic<br />
SegxvdeT, Tu yuradRebiT ar iqnebiT. Tumca, ras<br />
vambob?! piriqiT. aqauri haeri marTlac<br />
sasmeliviT moqmedebs Cemze. mTeli dRe<br />
mTvraliviT davdivar. am gaxsenebaze, somxebis<br />
sofelSi kargi wiTeli Rvino uyidiaT. boTli xuT<br />
maneTad. ra aris xuTi maneTi?! dorizos ori
striqoni. xi, xi. Cumad! ar gaigos. mokled, bevri<br />
basri ekali SegxvdebaT, Tuki yuradRebiT<br />
waikiTxavT yovel sityvas. arsebobs mosazreba,<br />
TiTqos... xom xvdebiT? viRacebis qaliSvilebi da<br />
siZeebi igulisxmebiano. Tumca, TviTonve naxavT.<br />
Cven rom viciT, imazedac aris magar-magrebi.<br />
pirdapir adebs xels. gegonebaT, monawile Tu ara,<br />
momswre namdvilad aris yvela mkvlelobisao. nu<br />
maTqmevinebT yvelafers. TqvenTvisaa cudi, Torem<br />
me usasrulod SemiZlia vilaparako. ra haeria,<br />
RmerTo! visic ar unda iyos, mainc veravis<br />
davuTmob aqaurobas. SevTanxmdiT. aisodoras<br />
Semdeg Tqven iqnebiT. aki larisao?! larisa,<br />
aisodora da Tqven.
qalbaton aisodorasac Zveleburad eWira Tavi.<br />
anu, srulebiTac ar eCoTireboda Zveleburi<br />
siaxlove aw ukve gaTxovili qaliSvilis yofil<br />
sayvarelTan. mokled, Zveleburad keTil da gamgeb<br />
mSoblad darCeniliyo, oRond amjerad, wina<br />
wlebisagan gansxvavebiT, aSkarad bednier qalad<br />
mohqonda Tavi. qaliSvilis bednierebas iferebda<br />
da yvelanairad cdilobda, es uxilavi da<br />
mouxelTebeli grZnoba yvelasaTvis daenaxvebina,<br />
Tu SeiZleba ase iTqvas, sakuTari personis<br />
yvelaze gamosaCen adgilze gamoedga, rogorc<br />
sportsmenis dedas - romeliRac sapatio turnirSi<br />
Svilis mier mopovebuli jildo, oqros medali Tu<br />
vercxlis Tasi. magram, imave dros, TiTqos<br />
uflebamosili moziare ki ar iyo am bednierebisa,<br />
aramed am bednierebis mompovebeli da SvilisaTvis<br />
ki ara, TavisTvis, ris gamoc, aRaraferi hqonda<br />
saerTo (SeiZleba aRarc axsovda), mitovebuli<br />
(usafuZvlod uaryofili) colis uaRresad<br />
piradul, ganuyofel, ganuziarebel<br />
ubedurebasTan, riTac aseve mohqonda Tavi wina<br />
wlebSi. ase rom, qalbatoni aisodora Cveuli<br />
gulubryvilobiT Sehxaroda cxovrebas. isev<br />
siamovnebiT ynosavda nebismier xes, buCqsa Tu<br />
balaxs da isev yvelaferi yvavili egona, rac<br />
subtropikul zonaSi xarobda. TavisTavad cxadia,<br />
isev gamohqonda sasadilodan qaRaldis<br />
xelsaxocSi gaxveuli saWmlis narCenebic<br />
(ZiriTadad sxvis magidaze mogrovili) da deda<br />
terezas erT-erT qristesmier dasaviT, sakuTari<br />
xeliT aWmevda aqaur upatrono katebsa Tu Wirian<br />
ZaRlebs (sabednierod, ZaRlis Wiri adamianze ar
gadadis, Torem aqamde aTasjer mospobda ZaRlis<br />
saxsenebels misi megobari adamiani), romlebic<br />
dReSi samjer, erTsa da imave dros,<br />
dabarebulebiviT ikribebodnen dasasvenebeli<br />
saxlis win, ganaRdebuli, daumadlebeli saWmlis<br />
molodinSi, magram ukve ise iyvnen gaqsuebulni,<br />
maTze mzrunveli adamianis xaTriT Wamdnen<br />
TiTqos saerTod, raTa danarCeni dro mSvidad,<br />
arxeinad sZinebodaT, mzis gulze dayrilebs,<br />
rogorc aucilebel da keTilsindisier<br />
monawileebs ZaRlTa gaadamianebisa Tu adamianTa<br />
gaZaRlebis uaRresad seriozuli procesisa.<br />
jer kidev am ramdenime wlis win,<br />
baltiispireTis romeliRac sazRvao kurortze<br />
(albaT dibultaSi - ZiriTadad iq dadian<br />
mweralTa da literatorTa ojaxebi), saTnoebisa<br />
da gulmowyalebis droebiTi, sezonuri,<br />
aisodorasnairi msaxurebis wyalobiT, aTasobiT<br />
da aTiaTasobiT gadamfreni ixvi daRupula erT<br />
RameSi - adamianur sikeTesa da nawyalobev<br />
nasufrals, upirveles yovlisa, cxoveluri<br />
punqtualobis grZnoba dauClungebia maTTvis da<br />
gafrenis dro gamoparviaT. RamiT ki, moulodnel<br />
(sinamdvileSi, sworedac rom mosalodnel) yinvas<br />
daukravs da erTianad mouSTia, gauqvavebia mTeli<br />
maTi modgma. zRvis zedapiri, napiridan<br />
horizontamde, uTavbolod motivtive,<br />
fexebgafSekili da frTebgafarCxuli gvamebiT<br />
yofila, Turme, mofenili.
magram qalbaton asoidoras yovelTvis<br />
gulwrfelad ukvirda mainc, ratom ar unda eWmia<br />
sabralo Wiriani ZaRlisTvis viRacis, Tundac<br />
(miT ufro) cnobili literatoris saWmlis<br />
monarCeni. "rom sdomeboda, xom ar datovebdao" -<br />
warbebs Wimavda qalbatoni asoidora da<br />
damcinavad, Semwynareblurad uRimoda misi<br />
Seuvali sibriyviT erTxel kideu uSedegod<br />
gacecxlebulsa da moTminebidan gamosul<br />
mopaeqres, romelsac TiTqos im viRacis, saWmlis<br />
damtoveblis, bedi awuxebda da ara sabralo<br />
cxovelebisa. magram, amjerad, qalbatoni<br />
asoidora gacilebiT seriozuli problemebiT<br />
iyo aRgznebul-aforiaqebuli. upirveles<br />
yovlisa, rasakvirvelia, Zalian ganicdida, marto<br />
rom hyavda "bavSvebi" datovebuli im "uvitamino<br />
CrdiloeTSi", roca aq TiTqmis tyuilubralod<br />
ixarjeboda cxovelmyofeli mzis amouwuravi<br />
siTbo da energia. dila-saRamos aucileblad unda<br />
Sexmianeboda Tavisianebs telefoniT da mere<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umsac dawvrilebiT uyveboda imaT ambavs - ras<br />
Wamdnen da ras svamdnen, sad dadiodnen, vis<br />
xvdebodnen, rodis wvebodnen da rodis dgebodnen.<br />
magram ZiriTadad mainc siZeze laparakobda<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umTan. sul imis qebaSi iyo. aRar icoda, ra<br />
sityvebiT Seemko, TiTqos <strong>avel</strong>umi iwunebda da<br />
rogorme unda gadaerwmunebina. rogorc iqna, Cvens<br />
saxlSic Semovida namdvili mamakacio; naTura ver<br />
gamogvecvala abazanaSio - eJRurtuleboda<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums da arc ukvirdeboda, Cveulebrivi<br />
utaqtoba rom iyo Svilis dRevandeli qmris qeba<br />
Svilis guSindel sayvarelTan. magram rasac<br />
ambobda, imitom ki ar ambobda, <strong>avel</strong>umis damcireba,
<strong>avel</strong>umisTvis niSnis mogeba rom hqonda Cadebuli<br />
gunebaSi, viTom, Sen ver ivarge, Sen ver<br />
gamogvicvale abazanaSi naTura da karRiaSi, anda<br />
sulac sibneleSi gviwevda banaobao - ubralod,<br />
darwmunebuli iyo, <strong>avel</strong>umsac esiamovneboda, Tuki<br />
maT ukaco ojaxSi marTla Sevidoda namdvili,<br />
Rirseuli mamakaci, romelsac, yvela sikeTesTan<br />
erTad, naTuris gamocvlac ecodineboda da<br />
saWiro adgilze lursmnis miWedebac. TiTqos<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi misi qaliSvilis nasayvarlari ki ar iyo,<br />
aramed misi naqmrevi, da axla, miuxedavad<br />
oficialuri ganqorwinebisa, erTad sjidnen,<br />
erTad swyvetdnen saerTo Svilis beds, rogorc<br />
civilizebulsa da kulturul adamianebs<br />
ekadreba. kidev uaresi - TiTqos sonias, qmari ki<br />
ara, gaqceuli mamis magieri moeyvana Sin, gaqceuli<br />
mamis danatovari sicarielis amosavsebad da<br />
imasac, gaqceulis magiers, usaxelo cTomiliviT,<br />
Tundac mxolod mter-moyvaris dasanaxad,<br />
ganuwyvetliv unda etriala im sicarieleSi, vidre<br />
TandaTanobiT, isev ojaxs ar daemgvaneboda<br />
iqauroba da aseve TandaTanobiT ar moiwevdnen<br />
ojaxuri keTildReobis nayofs, anu, yvelafers,<br />
garda siyvarulisa, ufro sworad ki, yvelafers -<br />
siyvarulis, igive arafris sanacvlod.
"siamovnebiT davlevdi yavas Tqveni nebarTviTo"<br />
- Zveleburad ambobda qalbatoni aisodora,<br />
Rvawlmosili, damsaxurebuli da Tavis<br />
damsaxurebaSi Rrmad darwmunebuli adamianis<br />
uSualobiT da isinic isev Zveleburad (oRond<br />
usoniod) isxdnen zRvis napirze, sayavis win,<br />
uzarmazar kunZebze da isev Zveleburad<br />
miirTmevdnen ugemur, saeWvo warmomavlobis yavasa<br />
da kidev ufro saeWvo warmomavlobis, egreT<br />
wodebul, "wvens".
zRvac Zveleburad laplapebda mzeze. Tumca,<br />
pirsidan Tu CaxedavdiT, gul-muceli amovsebuli<br />
hqonda aTasnairi sibinZuriT. lurji da wiTeli<br />
meduzebis nacvlad, axla celofanis parkebis<br />
uTvalavi jogebi irweodnen mis moyavisfromomwvano<br />
wiaRSi. rasakvirvelia, arc <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
aivanze igrZnoboda raime arsebiTi cvlileba.<br />
plastmasis mrgval magidaze Zveleburad ido<br />
gaWrili, danaCasobili sazamTro, romelsac<br />
Zveleburad exveodnen sibrazisgan<br />
fexebdagrZelebuli, germanuli droSis feri<br />
krazanebi; Suamde dayvanil boTlSic Zveleburad<br />
bzinavda Txevadi cecxli da rkinis rikulebs<br />
Sorisac Zveleburad TrTodnen ablabudis<br />
nafleTebi, buzebis ZvelisZvel gvamebianad.<br />
iqaurobas sonia aklda mxolod. ki ar aklda,<br />
yvelaze metad, aq, am aivanze igrZnoboda, sonia<br />
rom aRar arsebobda, gamqraliyo, gardaqmniliyo<br />
drois Sesaferisad. yovel SemTxvevaSi,<br />
yvelaferi, rac ase Tu ise ukavSirdeboda mis<br />
saxels, ukve mogonebad qceuliyo da aRarasodes<br />
ganmeordeboda. ukidures SemTxvevaSi, mxolod<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums SeeZlo misi mkvdreTiT aRdgena, misi<br />
gamoxmoba maxsovrobis mRvimeebidan da asedac<br />
iqceoda, ramdenadac es iyo misi mizani - warsulSi<br />
Sebruneba - xolo warsulSi Sesasvleli gza<br />
soniaTi iwyeboda da <strong>avel</strong>umic iseTive zogadi,<br />
daukonkretebeli mRelvarebiT ixsenebda<br />
soniasTan gatarebul cxovrebas, rogoriTac<br />
mzeze alaplapebul zRvas gadascqeroda Tavisi<br />
aivnidan. ase rom, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, isev<br />
erTad iyvnen isini da xan Semodgomis mzes<br />
eficxebodnen gaWyletili yurZnis suniTa da
mTvrali futkrebis bzuiliT gabruebul napirze,<br />
xan ki, imave napiridan zamTris mzeze<br />
gabrwyinebul delfinebs uyurebdnen da advilad<br />
wasaSlel kvals tovebdnen subtropikul<br />
Tovlze, vidre gacelqebuli delfinebi<br />
uzarmazari Savi borblebiviT brunavdnen<br />
aqoTqoTebul wyalSi, napiris gaswvriv, TiTqmis<br />
iqve, erTi xelis gawvdenaze... magram is sxva sonia<br />
iyo - <strong>avel</strong>umiseuli, xsovnismieri, ucvleli - da<br />
araferi esaqmeboda gamqralTan, gardaqmnilTan,<br />
romelic "uvitamino CrdiloeTSi" sakuTar<br />
qmarTan imyofeboda axla, sakuTar ojaxSi da,<br />
CvenSi rom vTqvaT, arc araferi esaqmeboda aq. is<br />
sonia ukve ganTavisuflebuliyo <strong>avel</strong>umisgan,<br />
oRond, yurmoWrili monis meSveobiT moepovebina<br />
Tavisufleba, rac sakuTari monuri bunebis<br />
gamomJRavnebaa da meti araferi, magram es<br />
srulebiTac ar SeuSlida momavalSi xels,<br />
kmayofili yofiliyo cxovrebiT, ramdenadac<br />
cxovrebiT kmayofilebac monaTa xvedria. sonias<br />
albaT Tavidanve gansxvavebuli warmodgena hqonda<br />
Tavisuflebaze, magram <strong>avel</strong>umisa ar iyos, isic<br />
yovelTvis mTeli arsebiT ibrZoda mis<br />
mosapoveblad. ufro naTlad rom vTqvaT,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis siyvaruli igive Tavisufleba iyo<br />
misTvis da, marTlac, Tvalsa da xels Sua<br />
icvleboda yoveldRiurad, sul ufro metad da<br />
metad eufleboda sakuTari Tavisadmi<br />
pativiscemis grZnoba, anu, isev Turqulad<br />
fexmorTxmuli ki ijda xolme zRvis piras, cxel<br />
silaze, da calTvalmoWutuli, cxvirSeWmuxnuli<br />
amoscqeroda <strong>avel</strong>ums laparakisas, magram
Zveleburad, mtacebeli cxoveliviT,<br />
ganuwyvetliv aRar hqonda kbilebi dakreWili<br />
saRrenad, saCxubrad, gamosanTebad, sul erTia,<br />
misi toli, umiznod mizandasaxuli gogoebi<br />
Caivlidnen gverdiT, pirSi sigaretgarWobilni da<br />
agdebulad momRimarni, Tu misi toli biWebi,<br />
utifari gulgrilobiTa da mozeime sevdiT<br />
gamomziralni. soniac imaTi CamonaWeri iyo, magram<br />
misda uneburad, misTvisac moulodnelad, ukve<br />
gamocalkevebuliyo imaTgan (upirveles yovlisa,<br />
sakuTari Rirsebis SegrZnebiT). arada, jer kidev<br />
guSin, erT-erTi uerTgulesi da umorCilesi wevri<br />
gaxldaT im inteleqtualuri jogisa, romelsac<br />
ararsebuli qmris magivrobis gawevac SeeZlo<br />
misTvis da gaqceuli mamisac; romelsac iq<br />
uTendeboda, sadac uRamdeboda da, cxovrebas<br />
daxarbebuli, pirvel rigSi, cxovrebas Telavda<br />
fexqveS (ra Tqma unda, Seugneblad); garTobas<br />
monatrebuli, araferi gamomrCeso, oflad<br />
gaRvrili, qancgawyvetili, enagadmogdebuli<br />
daZrwoda aqeT-iqiT, litfondsa da korpusebs<br />
Soris, ZiriTadad ucxoeli loTi turistebisgan<br />
SeZenili maisurebiT, SortebiT, lifebiT,<br />
flostebiT, mzis SliapebiTa da mzis saTvaleebiT<br />
morTul-mokazmuli; bunebasTan dabrunebis<br />
mowadines, Canacrebuli koconebi, Ria<br />
fexsadgilebi, nagvis zvinebi da Tevzis konservis<br />
amZaRebuli suni rCeboda gzadagza. soniac im<br />
jogis nawili iyo jer kidev guSin. imas ekuTvnoda<br />
da Seefereboda kidec, asakiTac, bunebiTac,<br />
msoflmxedvelobiTac, magram moulodneli<br />
cvlilebebis gamo (plus <strong>avel</strong>umis sijiute), ukve
SeeZlo jogis SuagulSic calke, damoukidebel<br />
arsebad aReqva Tavi da, rac mTavaria, ara rogorc<br />
farTo moxmarebisa, aramed uaRresad kerZo,<br />
uaRresac piraduli fiqris, miznis, miswrafebis,<br />
aRtacebisa Tu TanagrZnobis aRmZvrel sagans.<br />
aseTi ram arasodes ganecada iqamde da, SeiZleba<br />
iTqvas, saerTod ucxo xili iyo es misTvis, rasac<br />
arc TviTon malavda. "qali rom var, Sen<br />
Semagnebine pirvelado - gamoutyda <strong>avel</strong>ums -<br />
pirvelad Rvino rom damisxi, ise gamikvirda, ise<br />
gamixarda, ise davibeni, erTi piroba, momerida<br />
kidec Wiqis xelSi aReba, radgan iqamde, Rvinos<br />
damisxamdnen ki ara, boTlsac me maxsnevinebdnen<br />
da konservsaco". axla ki Tavad eSovna "boTlisa<br />
da konservis gamxsneli" da, yofili mona,<br />
monaTmflobelad qceuliyo. etyoba, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
siyvarulma mainc ver gamoiRo sasurveli Sedegi<br />
da manqanis gacveTili, gadagdebuli saburaviviT,<br />
rogorc ityvian, wyals mihqonda, dro-Jamis<br />
zvirTebs mihyveboda valmoxdili, bolomde<br />
gamoyenebuli, amowuruli...<br />
wamosvlis dRes, TiTqmis uTenia gavida zRvaze.<br />
wyalSi Casvla, maincdamainc, ar undoda, magram -<br />
iqneb guneba gamomikeTdeso - mainc gamoayola<br />
xels sacurao trusebi.
mavTulis Robeebi, bilikis orive mxares, Zlivs<br />
akavebdnen nestiansa da msuye simwvanes. bilikis<br />
betonis filebze jer kidev ido nami. aqa-iq<br />
lokokinis vercxlisferi kvalic bzinavda. erT<br />
lokokinas zed bilikze dasTeneboda da <strong>avel</strong>umma,<br />
cotas morCa, fexi daadga. "Zalian sworad viqcevi,<br />
parizSi rom mivdivaro" - iqezebda Tavs, radgan im<br />
wuTas arsad ar undoda wasvla. magram arc aq<br />
yofna SeeZlo. albaT, isev gamouZinari rom iyo,<br />
imitom. SeiZleba, Tavisi orbunebianobis gamoc.<br />
uZilobisgan Tvalebi CaswiTleboda. nela,<br />
uxalisod Cauara bilikis gaswvriv Carigebul<br />
cariel skamebs, lerwmis "xeivanic" gaiara da<br />
gasaxdel kabinaSi Sevida. kabinaSi<br />
dasorsolebuli, sisxliani bamba egdo da<br />
saswrafod aarida Tvali. "dauokebelia<br />
Crdiloeli qalebis swrafva zRviskeno" -<br />
gaifiqra amrezilma.
Tumca, kacma rom Tqvas, arc Camosul qalebs<br />
gaemtyunebodaT amgvari daudevroba: menstruacia,<br />
aqac da iqac, yovel Tve eqnebodaT, erTsa da imave<br />
dros, zRvis sagzurs ki weliwadSi erTxel Tu<br />
iSovnidnen, isic im SemTxvevaSi, Tuki Sin,<br />
sagzurebis ganawilebisas, umal zRvis moZule,<br />
vidre moyvaruli da amitomac zRvis moyvarulTa<br />
gamwarebis mowadine romelime egnate ar<br />
wamouxtebodaT saerTo krebaze da muSts ar<br />
daubraxunebdaT magidaze - bolos da bolos, ras<br />
gavs es, Zvirfaso amxanageboo - imitom ki ara,<br />
Tavad rom Caegdo sagzuri xelSi... rogor<br />
gekadrebaT! es ram gafiqrebinaT?! RmerTma<br />
daifaros! mterma gaZlos ocdaaTi dRe velur<br />
qarTvelebTan (ocdaoTxi, ignat ignatiC). Tundac<br />
ocdaoTxi iyos. aqac ukve beberebi gauCines<br />
Tvalebze. ignat ignatiCs mxolod samarTlianoba<br />
alaparakebs. misi coli jer masac ar danaxvebia<br />
titveli da raRa am sibereSi gauwyreba RmerTi,<br />
raRa axla wamoixdis kabas qveynis dasanaxad?!<br />
Tumca, arc esaa gamoricxuli. arsebobs<br />
mosazreba, TiTqos rus qalebs gansakuTrebiT<br />
moswondeT qarTveli kacebi da TqvenTvisac<br />
ajobebs, Tu ar aTqmevinebT, rogor iqcevian isini<br />
(rusi qalebi) iq, samxreTSi, Ria bordelSi...<br />
magram samarTlianobac arsebobs am qveyanaze.<br />
marTalia, Zveli aRaraferi moswonT, magram adre,<br />
revoluciamde, mxolod Rirseuli, ese igi, an<br />
sisxliT, an niWiT, an wodebiTa da an SeZlebiT<br />
gamorCeuli xalxi sargeblobda amgvari pativiT<br />
da yvelani Seguebulni iyvnen am ambavs. dRes ki ra<br />
gamodis?! aba, daakvirdiT. egnatesnair ganavalsac
SeuZlia isargeblos nebismieri privilegiiT.<br />
Tumca, ara! nuras ukacravad! marto egnatoba ar<br />
yofnis am saqmes. im SemTxvevaSi isargeblebs<br />
egnate, sxvebze eSmaki Tua da winaswar icis, rodis<br />
romel unitazSi moadinos tyapani. amitom, isev da<br />
isev samarTlianobis gulisTvis, wels isa da misi<br />
bebruxana wavlen zRvaze da ara isev qsenia<br />
evgenievna. Tumca, qsenia evgenievnas piradad did<br />
pativs scems, rogorc erT-erT saukeTeso<br />
redaqtors - misi damuSavebuli teqsti SegiZliaT<br />
Tamamad gauSvaT nebismier stambaSi - magram es sxva<br />
sakiTxia da araviTari kavSiri ara aqvs biWvinTis<br />
mweralTa dasasvenebel saxlTan, sadac wels,<br />
mokvdeba da aucileblad wava, gindac qsenia<br />
evgenievnam saTiTaod, Rera-Rera daiglijos Tma,<br />
xolo mas da mis meuRles stumarTmoyvare<br />
aborigenebma sufris kovziT atenon pirSi ajika da<br />
ZabriT asxan WaWis arayi. ai, ase! gTxovT, oqmSi<br />
SeitanoT Cemi nalaparakevi da ase Semdeg, da ase<br />
Semdeg...<br />
mokled, ise ar esiamovna <strong>avel</strong>ums im sisxliani<br />
bambis danaxva (romelic, advili SesaZlebelia,<br />
marTlac qsenia evgenievnas datovebuli<br />
yofiliyo), Sexsnili qamari xelaxla Seikra,<br />
sabanao trusebic isev jibeSi Caitena da kabinidan<br />
gamovida.
sonia ukve zRvaSi iyo. dilis namiT jer kidev<br />
svelsa da cariel pliaJze marto misi rezinis<br />
flostebi eyara (rogorc marilSi gamoyvanili da<br />
sibrtyeze gaWrili Tevzis orive naxevari), marto<br />
misi sarafani egdo da <strong>avel</strong>ums, ratomRac, isev<br />
Seecoda sonia. sonia ki tivtivamde micurebuliyo<br />
ukve da iqidan uqnevda xels - wyalburTeliviT,<br />
lamazad amoeSvira wylidan grZeli, qaTqaTa<br />
mklavi. <strong>avel</strong>umi, Cveulebisamebr, jibeebSi<br />
xelebCawyobili idga zRvis napiras da<br />
warbebSeWmuxnuli gahyurebda zRvas. saxeze<br />
bubuniT exeoda susxiani, magram ukve<br />
siTbogareuli niavi. sasuleSic zRvis niaviviT<br />
uRitinebda am Cvenebisgan aRZruli sixarulisa Tu<br />
sinanulis gaorebuli grZnoba, Tumca, ar icoda da<br />
arc cdilobda gaerkvia, ra uxaroda, an ra<br />
enaneboda im wuTas. ubralod, zRvis napirze idga,<br />
jibeebSi xelebCawyobili gahyurebda zRvas da<br />
mTel dedamiwaze marto man icoda, sonia rom iyo<br />
zRvis ukacur zedapirze Savad mbzinavi<br />
erTaderTi patara laqa.<br />
meore dRes ukve Tbilisidan daureka sonias da<br />
roca is dafeTebuli movarda telefonTan (albaT<br />
deda egona da, etyoba, erTi suli hqonda rodis<br />
Seityobda misgan biWvinTis axal ambebs), mSvidad<br />
uTxra: marTali xar, kargad moiqeci, rom<br />
gaTxovdio.
parizSi, rasakvirvelia, moskovidan gafrinda -<br />
satusaRos mTavari da yvelaze "iwro" karibWis<br />
gavliT. masze rom yofiliyo damokidebuli, erTi<br />
aeroportidan (vnukovodan) pirdapir meore<br />
aeroportSi (Seremetievoze) wavidoda, magram<br />
erTi-ori dRe mainc mouwia iq gaCereba -<br />
safrangeTis saelCosTan imodena rigi daxvda,<br />
gulze Semoeyara - vidre vizis saqmes moagvarebda,<br />
Tavisuflad SeiZleboda, TviTmfrinavis Zlivs<br />
naSovni bileTic dasabrunebeli gaxdomoda. ase<br />
rom, verc amjerad Seityo, rodis SeiTria, rodis<br />
Seisruta, rodis Seiwova didi qalaqis bnelma<br />
wiaRma (risic Zalian eSinoda) da rodis minebda<br />
Tavad aqauri cxovrebis "wyalqveSa dinebebs" (rac<br />
srulebiTac ar iyo masze damokidebuli).<br />
saelCodan mobrunebuls, sastumros restoranSi,<br />
sadac adre, sastumroSi macxovrebelTa karidan<br />
Semosuls, klientebis Tvals mofarebuli<br />
oficiantebi Tavaziani RimiliT aedevnebodnen<br />
xolme, rogorc qaTmebi - sakenkiT xeldamZimebul<br />
patrons, iseTi "antrikoti" aWames axla, ZaRls ar<br />
eWmeoda da isic iZulebuli Seiqna, isev sasmels<br />
misZaleboda. magram adgilobriv qarxanaSi<br />
adgilobrivi teqnologiiT Camosxmuli<br />
"vazisubani" (sxva araviTari sasmeli ar iSoveboda<br />
stadionisxela restoranSi), aSkarad ar<br />
gamodgeboda simartovis megobrad - gunebas ki ar<br />
ukeTebda, ki ar amxnevebda, rogorc keTilSobil<br />
sasmels moeTxoveba saerTod, aognebda,<br />
aClungebda arasworad miRebuli wamaliviT.<br />
mokled, sadilic moTavda da vaxSamic, is ki mainc<br />
jiutad erkineboda mJave, wyalwyala sasmels,
kidev ufro daTrgunuli da dayruebuli,<br />
sayelogaReRili, mklavebdakapiwebuli<br />
orkestris moulodneli gamoxdomebiT.<br />
oficiantebis axalma brigadam yvelaferi TvliT<br />
Caibara Zvelisagan - magidac, skamic, TefSic,<br />
Wiqac, dana-Cangalic, samarilec, sapilpilec,<br />
samdogvec, saferflec - da mxolod misi<br />
gadabareba gajanjlda ratomRac - "gavides da<br />
Tavidan Semovideso" - uazrod aiCema axalma<br />
oficiantma da ise axlos miitana es ambavi gulTan,<br />
wyalic ki daalevines dasamSvideblad. magram,<br />
etyoba, TviTonac ar icoda (ver ambobda), ratom<br />
iCenda amgvar principulobas. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki yursac<br />
ar ibertyavda, ucxoeliviT ijda (ucxoeTis<br />
pasporti edo jibeSi) da, gegonebodaT, arc esmis<br />
da arc ainteresebs ra xdeba mis garSemoo.<br />
oficianti, ra Tqma unda, ecodeboda da ukve isic<br />
icoda, dadgenilze mets rom dautovebda<br />
"momsaxurebaSi", magram TanagrZnobiT mainc ver<br />
imsWvaleboda mis mimarT, isev da isev, misi<br />
ugunuri, uazro principulobis gamo.
saerTod, rogorc <strong>avel</strong>umi dahkvirvebia,<br />
moskoveli wvrilfexa mosamsaxureebis sakmaod<br />
didi nawili TiTqos valdebulad Tvlis Tavs, rac<br />
SeiZleba umokles droSi Seajavros Camosul kacs<br />
Tavisi qalaqi, riTac fulTan erTad, garkveul<br />
siamovnebasac iRebs Tavad. arada, TiTqos piriqiT<br />
unda iqceodes, ramdenadac misi Semosavlis wyaro<br />
ZiriTadad Camosuli xalxia da sakmaod kargadac<br />
cxovrobs maTi wyalobiT. magram es, erTi<br />
SexedviT, TiTqos araswori saqcieli, mxolod<br />
briyvisTvis da saqmeSi Rrmad Cauxedavi kacisTvis<br />
SeiZleba iyos araswori saqcieli; anda imaTTvis,<br />
visac sabWouri imperia mxolod ambad gaugia.<br />
sabWour imperiaSi mxolod dauwereli kanonebi<br />
moqmedeben da am kanonTa Semqmnelica da<br />
aRmasrulebelic Tavad sabWoTa xalxia. xolo,<br />
raki dauwereli kanonis ZaliT, imperiis yvela<br />
moqalaqe valdebulia, adre Tu gvian, piradad<br />
igemos "moskovuri siameni", Zalauneburad da<br />
savsebiT samarTlianadac, yvelaferi am erT<br />
qalaqSia Tavmoyrili, rac ki adamians SeiZleba<br />
rodisme dasWirdes, kvebis produqti iqneba es,<br />
samrewvelo saqoneli Tu sulieri sazrdo. amitom,<br />
buasili gawuxebs Tu uTeatroba, keTili inebe da<br />
xarjic gaiRe, anu meti gadaixade, vidre Sin<br />
gadaixdidi, Tuki Sin geyoleboda buasilis<br />
eqimica da saxelovani, xelisuflebisgan<br />
dafasebuli xelovanic. ase rom, aqauri<br />
mosamsaxure personalis utifroba da uxiagoba ki<br />
ar afrTxobs klients (sxvagan sad wava?!), aramed<br />
kidev ufro zrdis mis "wveladobas". imperiis<br />
sxvadasxva kuTxidan CamosulTaTvis aq<br />
gansakuTrebuli tarific ki arsebobs, sadac
mecnieruli sizustiT, ara marto ama Tu im kuTxis<br />
ekonomiuri mdgomareobaa gaTvaliswinebuli,<br />
aramed iqaurebis kulturul-zneobrivi<br />
monacemebic. magaliTad, am tarifis mixedviT,<br />
yvelaze Zviri qarTvels ujdeba moskovSi<br />
cxovreba, ramdenadac aqauri momsaxure<br />
personalis (da ara marto maTi) TvalsazrisiT,<br />
qarTveli araTu sxvaze mdidaria (Rvino, Cai,<br />
citrusi), aramed - sxvaze sulelic. magram raki<br />
amdeni ici da mainc Camodixar am qalaqSi (Tundac<br />
iZulebiT), aRarc Civilsa aqvs azri.<br />
bolos isev metrdotelma Caawynara yvelaferi.<br />
"rac SekveTili aqvs, gvinda-ar gvinda, unda<br />
movutanoT, axali SekveTa ki, SegiZlia, ar miiRoo"<br />
- situaciac ganumarta da samoqmedo gegmac<br />
dausaxa marTla qaTamiviT dabneulsa da<br />
aforiaqebul qveSevrdoms. axali daxveuli Tma<br />
ucxo sxeuliviT edo Tavze da, TiTqos amis gamo,<br />
laparakisas, mxolod vertikalurad amoZravebda<br />
Tavs, saTamaSo budasaviT.
amis mere isev rom gamoerkva <strong>avel</strong>umi, ukve taqsSi<br />
ijda, sruliad marto, da aSkarad mZRols<br />
elodeboda, Tumca ar icoda, aRar axsovda, rodis<br />
an ra saqmeze gadasuliyo is manqanidan. mricxveli<br />
ki CarTuli daetovebina, radgan <strong>avel</strong>umi, vidre<br />
sabolood gamoerkveoda, Rrmad iyo<br />
darwmunebuli, daqanculi Tu dasicxuli ZaRli<br />
qaqanebs Cems fexebTano. sabednierod, mZRoli<br />
male dabrunda. vidre kars Semoiketavda, iqamde<br />
Caugdo <strong>avel</strong>ums kalTaSi kriala, mZimed grili<br />
boTli da hkiTxa: axla saiTo. <strong>avel</strong>umsac es<br />
ainteresebda swored, ar icoda, saidan mosuliyo<br />
aq, an saiT apirebda aqedan wasvlas. "erTs vambobT<br />
da meores vakeTebTo" - uTxra ufro sakuTar Tavs,<br />
vidre mZRols da manqanidan gadmovida. undoda,<br />
fulTan erTad, boTlic daetovebina<br />
mZRolisTvis, magram bolo wuTas, ratomRac,<br />
moerida. gamonelebuli sasmelisgan Tavi<br />
uskdeboda. pirSi saSrobi qaRaldi hqonda TiTqos<br />
Cafenili. aryis boTli kidev ufro umZafrebda am<br />
mtanjvel SegrZnebas, da mainc, usaqmuri da<br />
udardeli kaciviT, alalbedze miuyveboda ukacur<br />
quCas, anda prospeqts, romelic Tavisuflad<br />
SeiZleboda leninisac yofiliyo da kutuzovisac.<br />
isic Zneli gasarkvevi iyo, Tendeboda Tu<br />
Ramdeboda. magram <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis arc amas hqonda<br />
raime mniSvneloba, erTi ylupi wyali undoda<br />
mxolod da morCilad, moTminebiT miyveboda brma<br />
gumans, vidre marTla ar gadaawyda miwisqveSa<br />
sapirfareSos. kibe swrafad Cairbina da<br />
ramdenjerme zedized gamoirecxa piri.<br />
sapirfareSos meTvalyure dedabers rezinis
Ceqmebi ecva, rezinisave winsafari ekeTa bambaziis<br />
xalaTze da mowyenili ijda patara magidasTan,<br />
romelzedac saeWvo sisufTavis, oTxkuTxa naWris<br />
xelsaxocebis dasta ido da xurda fuli eyara.<br />
TiTqos ki ar msaxurobda aq, Tavs afarebda,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisTana gzaabneul gamkiTxavTa molodinSi.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma sammaneTiani daagdo magidaze, xelebi ki<br />
sakuTari cxvirsaxociT SeimSrala. "didi<br />
madlobeli varo" - Tqva dedaberma da sammaneTiani<br />
rezinis winsafris qveS Seacura. <strong>avel</strong>umi ukve<br />
sanaxevrod asuli iyo kibeze, magram ukanve<br />
Camobrunda da aryis boTli magidis kideze<br />
Camodga.
mokled, moskovSi gatarebuli ori dRis Semdeg,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums ukve enatreboda Tavisi marad tanjuli,<br />
RmerTisganac da kacisganac abuCad agdebuli<br />
qalaqi, magram jer ver dabrundeboda Sin, jer<br />
wesierad arc iyo wasuli, jer kedels aqeT idga<br />
isev da vidre sabolood gaaRwevda aqedan, erTxel<br />
kidev unda gaeZlo axalgazrda damwyebi Cekistis<br />
gamWoli mzerisTvis, SuSis jixurSi rom CaesvaT<br />
homo sapiensis iSviaT saxeobasaviT, da sxartad,<br />
Seuferxeblad epasuxa imis SekiTxvebze,<br />
eRiarebina, gnebavT, daedasturebina Tavisi<br />
vinaoba, adgil-samyoflis zusti misamarTi, ra<br />
mizniT (ra uflebiT) tovebda cixes da sad (ufro<br />
ki ratom) midioda ukeTes adgilas. raRa kosmiuri<br />
xomaldidan kosmonavtis gasvla sivrceSi da raRa<br />
sabWoeTidan rigiTi sabWoelisa - sazRvargareT.<br />
magram orives SeuZlia mSvidad iyos, kosmonavtsac<br />
da rigiT sabWoelsac, radgan orive saimedo<br />
trosiTaa gamobmuli mSobliur ideologias da<br />
rogorc ar unda gaabruos, gaabriyvos sivrcis<br />
usasrulobam, ukan dabruneba orives<br />
garantirebuli aqvs, cocxali Tu mkvdari, erTi<br />
mainc Tavis xomalds, meore ki Tavis ojaxs<br />
daubrundeba...
saerTaSoriso aeroportis gaidumalebulma<br />
facafucma Soreuli axalgazrdoba gaaxsena - aq<br />
xvdeboda fransuazas - Tumca maSindeli<br />
aeroporti axlandelis erT kuTxeSic<br />
moTavsdeboda mTlianad. magram mainc sadRac aq, am<br />
sivrceSi Relavda da itanjeboda xolme<br />
fransuazas molodinSi. mwarec bevri axsovs da<br />
tkbilic. sadRac aq gaimarTa misi da koliaklodis<br />
"duelic". erTi wamiT, TvalnaTliv<br />
dainaxa kidec, rogor sxedan isa da kolia-klodi<br />
patara magidasTan erTmaneTis pirispir da TiTqos<br />
mis gasaRizianeblad, rogor lokavs koliaklodis<br />
wiTeli ena kovzis vercxlisfer mucels.<br />
magram axla mogonebebis dro aRar iyo - jer<br />
mSvidobianad unda gaeRwia aqedan da isic,<br />
gulafrialebuli, ybadaZabuli daiZra<br />
ukanaskneli mijnisken...
da ai, TvaldaxuWuli miwolila TviTmfrinavis<br />
savarZelze. ver gaigebT, sZinavs Tu, TanamgzavrTa<br />
dasanaxad, Tavs imZinarebs. esec Tavdacvis<br />
erTgvari xerxia, SeiZleba gulubryvilo, magram<br />
sakmaod efeqturi: xom xedavT, mZinavs. xoda,<br />
keTili inebeT da, nurc SemexebiT, nurc rames<br />
mkiTxavT. gaZeliT rogorme uCemod, erTi-ori<br />
saaTi mainc. gazeTebi Tu gnebavT (uceb<br />
gardaqmnili, ZaliT gadaxalisebuli,<br />
saxelgadarqmeuli, magram mainc Zveleburad<br />
sainteresod uintereso gazeTebi), SegiZliaT<br />
daukiTxavad amoiRoT savarZlis badidan. miT<br />
ufro rom, es Cemi ar aris. mec aq damxvda. magram,<br />
Tqvengan gansxvavebiT, me maTi gadafurcvlis<br />
survilic ar gamCenia. ori saaTiTac rom mowydes<br />
kaci miwas, esec didi ambavia Cvens droSi, esec<br />
raRacas niSnavs, raRacas ki ara, bevrs niSnavs,<br />
Zalian bevrs. bolos da bolos, SeiZleba<br />
romelime ubedurebas mainc gadarCe - an<br />
miwisZvras, an wyaldidobas, an qariSxals, mewyers,<br />
xanZars, gaZarcvas, gaupatiurebas, motacebas,<br />
mkvlelobas, ajanyebas, revolucias, oms - rac<br />
cvalebadi TanmimdevrobiT, anda sulac<br />
erTdroulad xdeba miwaze yovel or saaTSi.<br />
magram, samwuxarod, yvelaferi miwieri caSic<br />
inarCunebs Zalasa da uflebas. is ki ara, albaT<br />
kidev ufro mZafri, ufro sagrZnobi, ufro<br />
xelSesaxebi, anu, kidev ufro Seni xdeba,<br />
maincdamainc, Seni, Sens gamo da Seni gulisTvis<br />
gaCenili, Seqmnili, Cadenili, momxdari. Tuki<br />
miwaze cota xniT mainc moityuebdi Tavs, es me ar<br />
mexebao, caSi verafriT ver SesZleb igives - caSi
yvelaferi Sen gexeba, maincdamainc, Sen, radgan<br />
caSi miwac saerToa, ganuyofeli da sadac ar unda<br />
dajdes Seni TviTmfrinavi, vis kuTvnil<br />
teritoriazec ar unda daezanyos ukana borbliT,<br />
mainc erTnairad mogefoneba guls. caSi isic Seni<br />
sadardelia, rasac miwaze araviTari mniSvneloba<br />
ara aqvs SenTvis. magaliTad, ratom ar qreba<br />
amdenxans eleqtrotablo - no smoking. kurit<br />
zapreSaetsa - ki magram, rodemde? gana naxevari<br />
saaTi ar gavida, rac avfrindiT?! aseve<br />
gainteresebs, ratom gamovida kabinidan erT-erTi<br />
mfrinavi da ratom gaixeda iluminatorSi. Zravis<br />
xmas TiTqos arauSavs. es ZagZagic Rrublebis<br />
bralia mxolod. stiuardesebi ki albaT<br />
sadilisTvis emzadebian da imitom ar Canan.<br />
sazRvargareTis reisebze sadils albaT jer<br />
kidev arigeben. marto sabWoelebi xom ar sxedan<br />
TviTmfrinavSi?! <strong>avel</strong>ums erTi mfrinavis norma<br />
Sesrulebuli aqvs, naxevari sicocxle caSia<br />
gamokiduli. ra ar Sexvedria, ra ar gadaxdenia<br />
Tavs, akrZaluli bednierebis Sesaxvedrad<br />
gafrenils. bunebaSi ar arsebobda misi<br />
gamCerebeli Zala. axla ki akrZaluli bednierebis<br />
molodini autanel tkivilad qcevia, sadRac,<br />
guliskovzTan gasCxeria da ukve gzamoWrili, ukve<br />
liTonis uzarmazar mfrinav sxeulSi<br />
Camwyvdeuli, mxolod da mxolod, mouSorebeli,<br />
avi winaTgrZnobis dasanaxad, aTasnairad<br />
atrialebs gunebaSi Tavissave Sekowiwebul imeds,<br />
aTamaSebs sakuTari nasunTqiT gaberili buStiviT<br />
uwonos, ufesvos, usafuZvlos - yvelaferi kargad<br />
iqneba! marTalia, Tavisufal samyaroSi pirvelad
ar gadioda, ufro sworad, meored gadioda ukve,<br />
magram axla ufro Relavda, vidre pirvelad.<br />
SeiZleba iTqvas, araferi hqonda saerTo mis<br />
amJamindel mRelvarebas pirvel mRelvarebasTan.<br />
pirveli mRelvareba bunebrivi iyo da, amdenad,<br />
asatanic, gasagebic, misaRebic. rasakvirvelia,<br />
isic aTasnairi fiqris, eWvis, varaudis, imedis,<br />
grZnobis nazavs warmoadgenda, magram yvelaze<br />
didi adgili am nazavSi mainc cnobismoyvareobas<br />
eWira - ainteresebda, saidan gamorboda fransuaza<br />
masTan, sad ver Zlebda uimisod, sad iSva, sad<br />
izrdeboda misi ukanono Svili, rogor<br />
gamoiyureboda sinamdvileSi da bolos, rogor<br />
Sexvdebodnen erTmaneTs isini - ukanononi. es iyo<br />
maSin mTavari safiqralica da sawuxaric, magram<br />
axla, Tuki samyaro marTla apirebda gardaqmnas,<br />
Tanac ukeTesobisken, bevri ram, rac <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
cxovrebas azrsa da mniSvnelobas aniWebda, xolo<br />
Tavad <strong>avel</strong>ums wamebulis SaravandedSi xvevda,<br />
SeiZleboda, sul sxva saxiT warmoCeniliyo uceb<br />
(Tu ukve ar iyo warmoCenili). magaliTad, Tuki<br />
adre ukanono Svilis arcnoba, araRiareba<br />
iZulebiT gadadgmul nabijad, politikuri<br />
mosazrebiT ganpirobebul saqcielad aRiqmeboda<br />
misganac da am sakiTxiT dainteresebuli<br />
xalxisganac, ramdenadac cnoba da aRiareba<br />
erTnairad saxifaTo iyo, rogorc ukanono<br />
mamisTvis (ucxoelebTan naTesaoba), iseve ukanono<br />
SvilisTvisac (sabWoelebTan naTesaoba), axla<br />
Cveulebriv salaxanobad Tu ara, zneobriv<br />
silaCred namdvilad CaiTvleboda da, pirvel<br />
rigSi, misganve. Tumca, meore mxriv, gardaqmnis,
ganaxlebis sanatreli niavis pirvelsave<br />
wamoqrolvaze, ise iolad gacamtverda <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
nafiqralica da namoRvawaric, rasac wlebis<br />
ganmavlobaSi sakuTari RviZliT kvebavda<br />
simartovis kldeze mijaWvuli, araTu ukanonom,<br />
kanonierma Svilmac aRar indoma misi mamoba, roca<br />
jer kidev guSin, aRorZinebuli, galaRebuli<br />
monobis Jams, araferi eguleboda ufro sando da<br />
saimedo, Rirsebisa da meobis SesanarCuneblad;<br />
ara marto moswonda amiT Tavi, aramed uflebasac<br />
aZlevda Tavs, kriWaSi Casdgomoda cxovrebas,<br />
kuTxeSi ki ar mjdariyo iatakze, sapyariviT,<br />
aramed sxvaTa umweoba, sxvaTa uZlureba daegmo da<br />
Seerisxa. moulodnelad icvalnen droni da<br />
Tundac marto amitom, gasarkvevic bevri iyo da<br />
asaRelvebelic. isic ikvlevda da Relavda,<br />
savarZlis sazurgeze miwolili da mZinaresaviT<br />
TvaldaxuWuli.
cxovelebsa da frinvelebs "siyvarulis" Jami<br />
rom daudgebaT, iseT gniass da aliaqoTs astexen<br />
xolme, meored mosvla egoneba kacs. aris erTi<br />
kriaxi, ymuili, frTebis baTquni da kbilTa<br />
RrWiali, ramdenadac isinic bunebis gaCenilni<br />
arian da uerTmaneTod gaZleba ar SeuZliaT.<br />
magram imave bunebisgan gamoyolili "sazrianoba"<br />
aiZulebT (Cvengan, adamianebisgan gansxvavebiT),<br />
ufro TavSekavebulni iyvnen da sanam vnebas<br />
miecemodnen, iqamde gaarkvion, ramdenad<br />
mizanSewonili iqneba maTi erT bunagSi, anda erT<br />
budeSi cxovreba. es winaswari "gacnoba" xSirad<br />
kraxiT mTavrdeba da mamlis daJinebul Zaxilze<br />
mofrenili dedali, an xvadis ymuilze<br />
moZunZulebuli Zukna, ukanve gabrundeba xolme,<br />
uarafrod, raki undobloba gadaulaxavi rCeba,<br />
raki orive rwmundeba, erTmaneTs "ver Seewyobian",<br />
ar gamoadgebian "cxovrebis Tanamgzavrad" da<br />
isedac xanmokle cxovrebis gamwarebas,<br />
gauTavebel Rrenasa da Cxavils, amjobineben<br />
Tavidanve ar SeuRldnen, vidre mere daitanjon.<br />
adamianebs ki piriqiT emarTebaT: daufiqreblad<br />
nebdebian vnebas da mere aTasnairi tkivilis,<br />
Seuracxyofis, gaWirvebis, eldisa da SiSis<br />
gadatana uxdebaT daufiqreblad Seqmnilis<br />
SesanarCuneblad anda mosaSoreblad,<br />
gadasarCenad anda dasaRupad. ufro sworad,<br />
mogvianebiT, dagvianebiT cdiloben ganusjelad<br />
Cadenilis gansjas, anu, axla ukve gonebas ayeneben<br />
gulze maRla, riTac, mxolod da mxolod,<br />
borotebas sCadian, rogorc sakuTari Tavis, iseve<br />
gangebis ZaliT maTTan dawyvilebuli meore
adamianis mimarT. gansja, igive "sazrianoba",<br />
marTalia, xels uwyobs nebismier cocxal arsebas<br />
da maT Soris adamiansac, keTilsindisierad<br />
aRasrulos bunebisgan dakisrebuli movaleoba -<br />
Seqmnas msgavsi - magram adamians, pirvel rigSi,<br />
siyvaruls ukrZalavs da aiZulebs yvelanairad<br />
daupirispirdes sulierTa samyaroSi mis<br />
gamosarCev grZnobas, misi gansakuTrebulobis<br />
gvirgvins, ramdenadac, Tuki rames avaldebulebs<br />
siyvaruli mas, mxolod da mxolod, sakuTari<br />
pirovnebis Seqmnas, da Tuki rameSi exmareba,<br />
mxolod da mxolod, sakuTari saxis gamoZerwvaSi.<br />
ase rom, <strong>avel</strong>umisa da fransuazas es Sexvedra<br />
(Tuki, ra Tqma unda, TviTmfrinavi mSvidobiT<br />
daubrundeboda miwas), SeiZleboda, wina<br />
Sexvedrebis erTgvarad Semajamebeli Sexvedrac<br />
yofiliyo da, rac mTavaria, imis dadasturebac,<br />
miuxedavad yvelafrisa, oriveni isev<br />
safuZvlianad rom ekidnen siyvarulis kauWze da<br />
kvlavac mzad iyvnen, mTeli qveynis dasanaxad<br />
efarTxalaT ase, albaT sulis amoxdomamdec,<br />
Tuki, rasakvirvelia, ufro sazriani ar gaxdeboda<br />
iqamde erT-erTi maTgani mainc, vTqvaT, turis anda<br />
yanCis msgavsad, da ar Seecdeboda kauWis<br />
moSorebas, Tundac sakuTari xorcis sisxliani<br />
nafleTebis fasad, kauWs rom unda Seatovos<br />
ganTavisuflebis SemTxvevaSi, rac, samwuxarod,<br />
TiTqmis garduvali, dakanonebuli dasasrulia im<br />
diadi grZnobisa, romliTac adamiani gamoirCeva<br />
yvela sxva sulieri arsebisgan da romelic yvela<br />
sxva sulier arsebaze "dabla" ayenebs mas swored<br />
am grZnobis arapraqtikulobis gamo.
- cudad xom ara xarT? - hkiTxa uceb stiuardesam.<br />
- cudad?! - daaWyita Tvalebi <strong>avel</strong>umma - ratom<br />
unda viyo cudad? - mogonili gaocebiT Seubruna<br />
kiTxva gulisxmier stiuardesas.<br />
cudad rom iyo, TviTonac icoda, magram aRar<br />
axsovda - saerTaSoriso aeroportis daZabulobam<br />
da nerviulobam daaviwya. ra Tqma unda, cudad iyo.<br />
guSindlidan verafers ylapavda, Caisa da<br />
mineraluri wylis mets. guSin, sadilze, Caido Tu<br />
ara pirSi lukma, maSinve igrZno, maSinve mixvda,<br />
ver Caylapavda. gakvirvebuli, Semcbari da<br />
uaresad agangaSebuli, amaod acodvilebda<br />
lukmas, verc Caeylapa da verc gamoeRo piridan -<br />
magidasTan, mis garda, kidev samni isxdnen da Tanac<br />
misTvis sruliad ucnobi adamianebi - daZabuli<br />
ijda da, Sublze simwris oflgadamskdari,<br />
undilad icoxneboda, bagaze dabmul ZroxasaviT.<br />
bolos, sxva rom veraferi moifiqra ukeTesi,<br />
jibidan cxvirsaxoci amoiRo da ise aifara pirze,<br />
viTom cxviric moexoca da eniT gadmogdebuli<br />
lukmac sxvaTa SeumCnevlad gaexvia Sig.<br />
cxvirsaxoci, lukmianad, jibeSi rom Caabruna,<br />
mereRa damSvidda cotaTi. samagierod, misma<br />
barZayma usiamod igrZno maSinve, rogor gamoJona<br />
qsovilSi lukmis sisvelem.<br />
restornidan pirdapir sastumros eqims miaSura<br />
da imis damsaxurebacaa, Sin rom ar dabrunda,<br />
mainc rom gabeda amxela gzaze wamosvla<br />
saylapavgadaketilma.
sastumros eqimma yavis finjnidan amoRebuli<br />
kovzi mTeli ZaliT daaWira enaze da magidis<br />
naTura CaanaTa xaxaSi. is ki, margalitis<br />
mosapoveblad fskerze CaSvebuli veluriviT,<br />
jiutad ikavebda sunTqvas da TvaldaWyetili,<br />
enagadmogdebuli, sakuTar barZayebs frCxilebiT<br />
Cafrenili, SiSiT elodeboda wamozidebas. bedad,<br />
swored am dros, derefanSi, eqimis kabinetis win,<br />
qarTvelebma Caiares. etyoba, deda-Svili iyo,<br />
Tumca, marto qali laparakobda: "amisTvis<br />
gamogiSviT, nena, moskovSi? qurdobas iqac<br />
iswavlidi, nena". sastumros eqimma kovzi isev yavis<br />
daclil finjanSi Caagdo, magidis naTura<br />
magidaze daabruna, xelebi gaiferTxa da Tqva:<br />
laringologi ara var, magram sanaZleos dagideb,<br />
araferi gWirs, qronikuli kataris metio.<br />
- buxris miliviT gaqvs yeli. etyoba, bevrs ewevi -<br />
gaicina ugulod.<br />
- veweodi - daazusta <strong>avel</strong>umma, viTom, esec xom<br />
raRacas niSnavso.
- Casaylapi iyos Torem, rogorme CavylapavT -<br />
daamSvida sastumros eqimma - sxvaTa Soris,<br />
marilwyali mogixdeba - moayola seriozulad -<br />
onkanis Cveulebrivi wyali, erTi Cais Wiqa, da<br />
Cveulebrivi sufris marili, erTi Cais kovzi.<br />
yvelgan iSoveba. bufetSi Txove da mogcemen.<br />
wyali anaduRari sjobs, dizinteriis Cxirebi rom<br />
ar SevayoloT. oRond - Tbili. cxeli sasas<br />
dagiTuTqavs. amdens SeniTac mixvdebi albaT.<br />
kbilebsac mouxdeba. babuaCemma ar icoda ra iyo<br />
kbilis pasta. daawebda TiTs marilze da ixexavda,<br />
ixexavda mTeli dRe, TvaldaxuWuli. samagierod,<br />
yvela kbili saflavSi Caiyola, Tanac yvela saRi.<br />
- didi madloba - wamoscda <strong>avel</strong>ums, radgan jer<br />
kidev ver gadaewyvita (da Zalianac itanjeboda<br />
amis gamo), rogor gadaexada madloba, anu,<br />
daetovebina Tu ara fuli eqimisTvis.<br />
- arafris, arafris, - Seifera sastumros eqimma. -<br />
ra xdeba TqvenTan? marTla xocavT rusebs? -<br />
gauSinaurda bolomde.<br />
- yvelas ara - gaiRima <strong>avel</strong>umma.
magram saylapavi mili aSkarad Wirveulobda.<br />
yovel SemTxvevaSi, aSkarad cdilobda Tavisi<br />
erTaderTi movaleobisaTvis Tavis aridebas,<br />
rasac amdeni xani, araTu uyoymanod da uRalatod,<br />
Tqven warmoidgineT, siamovnebiTac asrulebda.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi didi mWameli arasodes yofila, magram<br />
gemrielad Sekmazuli da lamazad morTmeuli<br />
saWmeli namdvilad uyvarda. Tumca, isa da<br />
fransuaza SuaRamiTac wamocvenilan loginidan<br />
dediSobilebi da samzareulos civ iatakze fexis<br />
ganuwyveteli monacvleobiT, sadilis monarCeni<br />
civi xorcic madianad miurTmeviaT, anu, mgluri<br />
mouTmenlobiT dauglejiaT, oRond, TavisTavad<br />
cxadia, franguli mdogvisa da bulgaruli Savi<br />
Rvinis (gamza, kaberne, bikaveri - rac maSindel<br />
moskovSi iSoveboda) daxmarebiT.<br />
- Tu gnebavT, wyals mogitanT - ar moeSva<br />
stiuardesa.<br />
- ara. madlobT - zrdilobianad moiSora<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma. "icis vin var. isic icis, sad mivdivar,<br />
visTan" - gaagrZela gunebaSi, amgvari<br />
mgzavrobebis dros, marad misi Tanamdevi fiqri.
magram vidre stiuardesa Tavze edga, veRarc<br />
Tvali daxuWa. ratomRac moerida. es igive<br />
iqneboda, misamarTSeSlili kacisaTvis cxvirwin<br />
miejaxunebina kari. gasakviri da gasabrazebeli ki<br />
namdvilad araferi iyo. imperiis TviTmfrinavi<br />
igive imperiaa. imperiis modelia. imperia caSic<br />
imperiaa da savsebiT bunebrivia, Tuki imperiis<br />
qveSevrdomebze TvalTvali caSic grZeldeba. es<br />
sandomiani rusi gogonac imperiis stiuardesaa da<br />
keTilsindisierad asrulebs Tavis movaleobas<br />
(<strong>avel</strong>umis saylapavi milisagan gansxvavebiT) -<br />
moCvenebiTi TavazianobiT, guliTadobiTa da<br />
gulisxmierebiT ise gagabruebs, ise<br />
gamogaSterebs, rogorc gadamfren ixvs<br />
damsvenebeli literatorisa Tu misi ojaxobis<br />
droebiTi, TavSesaqcevi, sezonuri saTnoeba da<br />
mere - cap - maSinve enis wverze Cagafrindeba,<br />
rogorc ki wamogcdeba, rogorc ki aRiareb, cudad<br />
varo. ratom xar cudad? Tu cudad xar, ratom Sin<br />
ar daetevi? saCivlelad midixar Tu samkurnalod?<br />
Cven vixadoT Seni mkurnalobis xarjebi? magram<br />
TviTonac rom ar eloda, ise esiamovna <strong>avel</strong>ums es<br />
ZvelisZveli, fransuazas nasaxsovrebi, ukve<br />
aTasjer gancdili da gadatanili eWvica da SiSic.<br />
SeiZleba sinamdvileSi, aravin arafrad agdebda,<br />
aravis ainteresebda misi asaval-dasavali, magram,<br />
etyoba, Tavad jer kidev erCoda guli, raki aq<br />
ijda, raki swored axla, am meored mosvlis Jams,<br />
siyvarulis samsaxurSi idga isev. "mainc<br />
mivfrinavo" - gaifiqra saTakilo siamayiT. "imitom<br />
rom, asea saWiroo" - maSinve imarTla Tavi viRacis<br />
winaSe. "me mizans vemsaxurebodi da ara survilso"
- daamata mRelvare sidinjiT, TiTqos saboloo<br />
sityvas ambobda sasamarTloze. vinc survils<br />
ahyva, Camovarda kidec, sakuTari sisxliT<br />
gadawiTlebul lodebze gdia, daCexildaCeCqvili.<br />
maT Soris misi Svilicaa, ufro<br />
zustad, Svilebi - kanonierica da ukanonoc - erTi<br />
Tavisuflebis ufskrulebSi gadaCexa Tavisi<br />
gulis qarafidan, rogorc... rogorc dedalusma<br />
gadaCexa diswuli aTenis akropolidan<br />
ukvdavebaSi. meores ki gafrenis Jini gauRviva<br />
gauTavebeli qadagebebiT, rogorc melania ambobs<br />
xolme, arc mTlad usamarTlod, laparaklaparakiT<br />
Seaba xelovnuri frTebi jer kidev<br />
sust mklavebze da, ra Tqma unda, isic<br />
gafrindeboda. tankze Sextoma igive gafrenaa,<br />
xolo erTxel ukve gadagdebuli droSa igive<br />
xelovnuri frTaa, romelic, TavisTavad cxadia,<br />
didxans ver gagaCerebs haerSi. "damnaSave var.<br />
vaRiareb. vinanieb" - rogorc iqna, moaTava Tavisi<br />
mRelvare monologi gunebaSi da Tamamad,<br />
garkveuli interesiTac moaTvaliera saloni.<br />
mgzavrTa umravlesobas eZina, anda, misi ar iyos,<br />
Tavs imZinarebda. yvelani sakuTar fiqrebsa da<br />
SiSebSi iyvnen Camyudrovebulni da esec esiamovna,<br />
esiamovna TanamgzavrTa uyuradReboba da<br />
gulgriloba. rac ufro SeumCneveli darCeboda<br />
maTTvis, miT ukeTesi, misi erTaderTi mizani<br />
fransuazasTan Sexvedra iyo da yvelaferi unda<br />
eRona, yvelaferi unda aetana fransuazamde<br />
misaRwevad. upirveles yovlisa, simSvide unda<br />
SeenarCunebina bolomde da aRar ahyoloda verag,<br />
daundobel fiqrebs, salaparakod rom iwvevdnen
waramara da jibeebiviT aCxrekinebdnen mourCenel,<br />
dawylulebul Wrilobebs. mis gaswvriv,<br />
mopirdapire iluminatorTan, viRac qali ijda,<br />
fexi fexze gadaedo, muxlze tyavis saqaRalde<br />
gaeSala da gamalebuli werda raRacas. uceb<br />
Secba kidec, imdenad ecnaura im qalis aziuri<br />
yvrimalebi da iribad gaWrili Tvalebi, magram<br />
erTbaSad ver gaixsena, saidan SeiZleboda<br />
scnoboda is qali saerTod. axla aman Seawuxa da -<br />
Zalian kargad varo - Tqva xmamaRla, ufro Rrmad<br />
rom ar Cafluliyo am axal sagonebelSi, da<br />
xazgasmuli gulisxmierebiT gaayola Tvali<br />
stiuardesas jiSian fexebs, romlebic upirveles<br />
yovlisa, miwis arsebobas adasturebdnen aq,<br />
Rrublebs zemoT, suleTSi, sakuTari Zravebis yru<br />
guguns miyuradebul TviTmfrinavSi.
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swored am dros, siciliis mefe kokale (batoni<br />
poli), ojaxiTurT, saseirnod gamosuliyo da<br />
frTiani kaci rom dainaxa, gaukvirda - dakecili<br />
qolga, romelsac xeljoxadac xmarobda, misken<br />
gaiSvira da ikiTxa: ra cxoveliao - magram, roca<br />
upasuxes, egec adamianiao, uaresad gaocda da<br />
gadawyvita ufro axlos enaxa, gamolaparakeboda<br />
ucnaur arsebas, romelic, erTdroulad, frTosan<br />
kacsac hgavda da frTebdaglejil angelozsac.
<strong>avel</strong>ums frTebis narCenebi ZonZebiviT ekida<br />
mxrebsa da mklavebze. vin xar, saidan xaro - hkiTxa<br />
kokalem. ram gamogaStera adamiano, es xom Seni<br />
sayvareli SviliSvilis mamaao - uTxra<br />
qalbatonma madlenma qmars da am moulodneli<br />
SexvedriT aRelvebulma qolga moxdenilad<br />
daibzrala mxarze. oriveni, ra Tqma unda, iseTive<br />
titvlebi iyvnen, rogorc <strong>avel</strong>umis sizmarSi. eg<br />
iyo rom, mze mohkidebodaT, mSvenivrad<br />
garujuliyvnen am xnis ganmavlobaSi. qalbaton<br />
madlens mkerdi jer kidev gogosi hqonda, jer<br />
kidev SerCenoda mimzidveli drekadi daZabuloba.<br />
vui, vui, vuio - frangulad Seicxada batonma<br />
polma. mere dakecili qolga-xeljoxi frTebis<br />
narCenebze Camousva <strong>avel</strong>ums da hkiTxa: es raRaao.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umic gulwrfelad mouyva yvelaferi, raki<br />
damalvas azri aRar hqonda. ufro sworad, raki<br />
mainc moyola da axsna-ganmarteba sWirdeboda mis<br />
Tavgadasavals. batoni poli franguli<br />
yuradRebiT usmenda. ese igi, ver malavda Tavis<br />
mRelvarebas da tiroda kidec. tiroda, radgan<br />
qalbatoni madlenic tiroda da saerTod yvelani<br />
tirodnen, vinc nebsiT Tu uneblieT Seswreboda am<br />
ucnaur Sexvedras. tiroda batoni reluc. tiroda<br />
fransuazac, fransuazas debic da, rasakvirvelia,<br />
mTavari mizezica da mizanic am Sexvedrisa -<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis ukanono Svili. yvelani tirodnen. Tan<br />
tirodnen, Tan icinodnen. Tan ukvirdaT, Tan<br />
uxarodaT, isev rom axdenodaT sanatreli, isev<br />
erTad rom iyvnen, erTmaneTis fiqrebsa da<br />
sizmrebSi ki ara, erTsadaimave miwaze,<br />
erTsadaimave cis qveS, erTsadaimave dros. bolos
atonma polim cremli moiwminda, kriala Tvalebi<br />
cas miapyro da sakmaod xmamaRla, yvelaze ukan<br />
mdgomsac rom gaegona, franguli paTetikurobiT<br />
Tqva: kacobriobas marto esec eyofoda<br />
sircxvilado. erTmaneTis xvevna-kocniT guli rom<br />
ijeres, guliTadad rom moikiTxes erTmaneTi,<br />
awon-dawones, gamoTvales da gamoiangariSes<br />
yvelaferi - erTad gasatarebeli droc,<br />
gasavleli manZilica da savaraudo xarjebic -<br />
fransuazasa da <strong>avel</strong>umis garda, yvelani<br />
TviTmfrinavSi Casxdnen da mzis amosvlis kunZuls<br />
miaSures (sezoni iwyeboda), oRond, im pirobiT,<br />
fransuaza da <strong>avel</strong>umic iq rom CaakiTxavdnen, roca<br />
parizSi marto darCenilebi, ase Tu ise<br />
moiklavdnen erTmaneTis survils,<br />
amoibertyavdnen gulebs, daaTvalierebinebdnen<br />
erTmaneTs sxvebisagan damalul wylulebsa da<br />
Wrilobebs da, rac mTavaria, amjerad mainc<br />
moaxerxebdnen raime istoriuli<br />
RirsSesaniSnaobis naxvas parizsa Tu parizis<br />
siaxloves.
fransuaza da <strong>avel</strong>umi yvelaferze Tanaxmani<br />
iyvnen winaswar, oRond axla gaenebebinaT maTTvis<br />
Tavi, axla miecaT ganmartoebis, erTmaneTis<br />
pirispir darCenis saSualeba da, rogorc ki<br />
aerodromze miaciles danarCenebi, rogorc ki<br />
Tejirs iqiT gauCinardnen isini, asakis mixedviT<br />
dawyobilni (yvelaze bolos, ra Tqma unda,<br />
ukanono midioda, mSoblebisken kisermoRrecili),<br />
Tavadac manqanaSi Casxdnen maSinve da versals<br />
miaSures, im varaudiT, martoni rom iqnebodnen<br />
mainc, oTaxSi Seketilnic da turistebis zRvaSi<br />
Cakargulnic. amave dros, Tan sanaxavsac naxavdnen<br />
da Tan haerzec isadilebdnen sadme, qalaqgareT.
versalis win zangis biWebi liTonis dasaqoq<br />
mtredebs yiddnen (TiTos oras frankad).<br />
TbilisSi ZiriTadad boSa qalebi vaWroben amgvar<br />
adgilebSi, amgvari saqonliT da TavianTi<br />
mourideblobiT, TavianTi utifrobiTa da<br />
daudgromlobiT Zalian Camogvanan versalel<br />
zang memtredeebs, romlebic turistebis<br />
yuradRebis misaqcevad, zedized "afrendnen"<br />
daqoqil mtredebs haerSi da xelovnuri<br />
mtredebic Cxrial-CxrialiT "dafrinavdnen",<br />
vidre SeeZloT, vidre galavnis kedels, xes an<br />
manqanas Seaskdebodnen niskartiT, anda<br />
Zalagamoleulni, asfaltze gaxoxdebodnen<br />
mucliT. patara moedanze abzuvlebuli,<br />
aCxrialebuli liTonis ganuwyveteli xma idga.<br />
sxvaTa Soris, Tbiliseli boSebisa ar iyos, zang<br />
memtredeebsac uSlidnen Tavisuflad vaWrobas,<br />
rac ki ar uxSobdaT, kidev ufro umZafrebdaT<br />
vaWrobis Jins, xolo ganuwyveteli molodini<br />
Tavdasxmisa da gasaqcevad aseve ganuwyveteli<br />
mzadyofna kidev ufro swrafsa da mizandasaxuls<br />
xdida yovel maT moZraobas. drogamoSvebiT, erTi<br />
da igive, didulvaSa, patara tanis policieli<br />
"daecemodaT" xolme Tavze, Tavisi mocisfromoyviTalo<br />
mersedesiT, magram yovelTvis<br />
uSedegod. an asakisa da sizarmacis gamo ver<br />
aswrebda maT Sepyrobas, an ase iyo saWiro,<br />
Segnebulad ar iWerda maT, radgan es gauTavebeli<br />
"kata-Tagvobanac" Taviseburad saintereso da<br />
TavSesaqcevi sanaxaoba gaxldaT saidan aRar<br />
Camosuli turistebisaTvis. rogorc ki policiis<br />
manqana gamoCndeboda, imwamsve carieldeboda
sasaxlis wina moedani - zangebi "gafrenili"<br />
mtredebis akrefasac aswrebdnen da ukvalod<br />
gadakargvasac, vidre maTi "risxva" manqanidan<br />
gadmovidoda, erTi-ori wuTiT gaCerdeboda misi<br />
SiSiT dacarielebul moedanze, erTi-orjer<br />
miukakunebda erTmaneTs Savad gaprialebuli<br />
fexsacmlis quslebs da isev manqanaSi Cajdeboda,<br />
raTa erTxel kidev "moulodnelad"<br />
mobrunebuliyo ukan.
parizeli ludovikosagan gansxvavebiT,<br />
versalis ludoviko Cveulebriv cxenze, oTxfexa<br />
arsebaze ijda. mis cxens jerjerobiT ar<br />
sWirdeboda mexuTe fexis momateba - isedac<br />
uZlebda mefur simZimes ubrwyinvalesi mxedrisa,<br />
romlis sicocxleSic aqauroba yvelaze<br />
ayrolebul adgiladac iTvleboda safrangeTis<br />
samefoSi, radgan mTeli amodena sasaxle, mefianmsaxurianad,<br />
saWiroebis Jams, am didebuli Senobis<br />
kedlebTan kuncxdeboda, SarvalCaxdili Tu<br />
kabawamoxdili, da Soreuli qveynebis elCebs<br />
ganavlis mZafri surneleba rom ecemodaT cxvirSi<br />
(didi xniT adre, Tavad sasaxlis gamoCenamde) -<br />
movsulvarTo - SvebiT amoisunTqavdnen xolme.<br />
axla ki sasaxlis TiTqmis yvela karTan imsigrZe<br />
rigebi idga, mocdas azri ar hqonda. imaTac<br />
zereled miixed-moixedes irgvliv, cota xniT<br />
Tvaluwvdeneli inglisuri parkis moajirsac<br />
gadaeyudnen, Cveulebrivi turistebiviT, da<br />
bolos trianonis sanaxavad wavidnen, raki iqve iyo<br />
da raki sadilobamde jer kidev bevri dro<br />
hqondaT. manqanaSi rom sxdebodnen, erTi mtredi<br />
pirdapir maTken gamofrinda, liTonis frTebis<br />
CxrialiT, da <strong>avel</strong>umma uneburad xeli auqnia,<br />
TiTqos daafrTxobda. fransuazas gaecina. "xom ar<br />
viyidoTo" - hkiTxa ukve manqanidan (ese igi, xom ar<br />
ginda, Sens SviliSvils wauRo aseTi saTamaSoo),<br />
magram <strong>avel</strong>umma uaris niSnad Tavi gaaqnia. ki ar<br />
eZvira (Tumca, orasi franki cota ar iyo misTvis,<br />
CvenSi rom vTqvaT, aRarc mougrovdeboda, radgan,<br />
rac fuli hqonda, Svilis erT sacurao kostiumSi<br />
gadaixada), ar moxibla ratomRac, veraferi
Seatyo gansakuTrebuli, ucxouri, franguli.<br />
srulebiTac ar gaukvirdeboda, aseTive<br />
xelovnuri mtredebi Tbilisel boSebsac<br />
"gaefrinaT" dezertirebis bazris win. rac<br />
mTavaria (Tu im sacurao kostiums ar miviRebT<br />
mxedvelobaSi), amjerad arafris yidvas ar<br />
apirebda, arc sxvisTvis da arc TavisTvis. ar iyo<br />
saamiso ganwyoba. amjerad daRupvis winaTgrZnobam<br />
Camoiyvana aq da, Tumca, parizuli maRaziebis<br />
zerele daTvalierebac ki, erT siamovnebad Rirda,<br />
iqiTken gaxedvac esikvdileboda, wina<br />
Camosvlisgan gansxvavebiT, radgan wina<br />
Camosvlaze, CaisunTqa Tu ara aqauri haeri, maSinve<br />
raRac gaurkveveli, ufro sworad ki, diaxac rom<br />
garkveuli danaSaulis grZnoba daeufla yvela<br />
Tavisianis mimarT, saerTod rkinis Robis miRma<br />
darCenilTa mimarT, da fransuazasTvis<br />
gankuTvnili dro - wlebis manZilze TavauRebeli<br />
SromiT, Seuvali simartoviT, usazRvro<br />
moTminebiTa da sruli morCilebiT mopovebuli<br />
ramdenime dRis Tavisufleba - ZiriTadad<br />
sayidlebze gaiflanga, ramac, TavisTavad cxadia,<br />
lamis sigiJemde miiyvana marad uTqmeli, marad<br />
damTmobi, marad TavSekavebuli fransuaza da erT<br />
mSvenier dRes, qaRaldisa da celofanis veeba<br />
parkebi Sua maRaziaSi dahyara da TviTonac Cajda<br />
iatakze - fexs aRar movicvli aqedano - magram arc<br />
fransuazas sigiJes mohyolia raime arsebiTi<br />
Sedegi, vidre <strong>avel</strong>umma yvela Tavisians ar uyida<br />
aqauri, ese igi, ucxouri, Tundac sul umniSvnelo<br />
saCuqari, raTa, iqneb ase mainc (raki sxva gza ar<br />
arsebobda), moeSorebina is arasasiamovno,
yvelafris Camamwarebeli, yvelas winaSe<br />
damavaldebulebeli SegrZneba naqurdali,<br />
daumsaxurebeli Tavisuflebisa da bednierebisa,<br />
anu rogorc ukve vTqviT, garkveuli konkretuli<br />
danaSaulisa. magram Tuki maSin danaSaulis<br />
grZnoba, ase Tu ise, mainc cxovrebasTan abrunebda,<br />
ufro metic, aiZulebda cxovrebas (magaliTad,<br />
erTi maRaziidan gamosuli meoreSi Sedioda,<br />
misTvis saWiro nivTisa Tu saqonlis SesarCevad da<br />
SesaZenad, ris gamoc, undoda Tu ara, mainc<br />
aucileblad uxdeboda qalaqis erTi ubnidan<br />
meoreSi gadasvla, xan fexiT, xan manqaniT, xan<br />
avtobusiT da xan metroTi, xolo, erTi adgilidan<br />
meoreze gadasuls, gzadagza, Tundac mxolod<br />
sulis Casabruneblad, qaris amosaRebad - erTi<br />
wuTiT Camojdoma romelime patara restornis<br />
WraWuna skamze da civi ludisa Tu gamdnari<br />
giSeriviT Rvinis mowrupva), axla daRupvis<br />
winaTgrZnoba, upirveles yovlisa, swored<br />
sicocxlis Jinsa da unars uTrgunavda, rasac,<br />
rasakvirvelia, ver ambobda, saTqmeladac<br />
rcxvenoda, radgan Tuki aqamde rameTi<br />
gamoirCeoda sxvebisgan, albaT sicocxlis JiniTa<br />
da unariT. quCaSi galaxuli bavSvi, ra Tqma unda,<br />
Sin garbis, magram mSoblis, qomagis, imedis<br />
danaxviT gulmicemuls, maincdamainc masTan,<br />
imedTan, qomagTan, mSobelTan uZneldeba sakuTari<br />
ubedurebis gamxela da arc amxels vidre SeuZlia,<br />
vidre ZaliT ar aTqmevineben. oRond, amiT ki ar<br />
iSorebs, kidev ufro Rrmad imarxavs gulSi misi<br />
gamlaxavi xalxis SiSs, SiSi ki, avejis WiasaviT,<br />
Signidan, malulad, TandaTanobiT uRrRnis guls,
kidev ufro asustebs, auZlurebs, radgan<br />
damaluli yvelaferi aTmagad mavnea. TavisTavad<br />
cxadia, <strong>avel</strong>umsac kidev ufro aforiaqebda, kidev<br />
ufro agangaSebda da, rac mTavaria, kidev ufro<br />
umZafrdeboda daRupvis winaTgrZnoba, iq,<br />
satusaRoSi gaCenili, magram aq, Tavisufal<br />
samyaroSi, TiTqos ufro gazrdilica da<br />
gamoaSkaravebulic, miuxedavad fransuazas<br />
guliTadobisa da mzrunvelobisa, anu, magidasTan<br />
uazro, uSedego saubrebisa, sawolSi ki,<br />
gaTenebamde, TvaldaWyetili wolisa da aTasnairi<br />
varaudiT tvinis Wyletisa.<br />
es winaTgrZnobaa albaT, pirutyvs rom<br />
azmuvlebs, ZaRlebs rom aymuvlebs, gvelebsa da<br />
virTxebs rom mierekeba soroebidan -<br />
damangreveli, damaqcevari miwisZvris dawyebamde.
gascdnen Tu ara versalis sajiniboebs (maTi<br />
Sesadari, sasaxlec ar Rirsebia bevr qveyanas),<br />
trianonic gamoCnda. ufro sworad, wesierad arc<br />
iyvnen daZrulni, fransuazam manqana rom gaaCera<br />
da Tqva, movediTo. magram <strong>avel</strong>umi trianonis<br />
aseTma siaxlovem ki ar gaakvirva (Tumca,<br />
darwmunebuli iyo, ufro didxans mouwevda<br />
manqanaSi jdoma, rac gulaxdilad rom vTqvaT,<br />
bevrad erCia istoriuli Zeglebis Tvalierebas),<br />
aramed, maSinve rom iSoves manqanis dasayenebeli<br />
adgili. ufro metic, zustad iq gaCerdnen, sadac<br />
undodaT, sadac misvlas apirebdnen. parizSi<br />
amgvari ram TiTqmis warmoudgenel bednierebas<br />
udrida. fransuazas ramdenjerme unda Semoevlo<br />
saxlisaTvis, xan mTeli ubnisTvisac, vidre<br />
manqanis Casatev adgils miakvlevda sxva, ukve<br />
dabinavebul manqanebs Soris. ise gabrazdeboda<br />
xolme (sinamdvileSi, bolos da bolos, ase<br />
poulobda gamosavals misi uTqmeli, gulSi<br />
damaluli, mTeli dRis naTmeni wyena da sibraze),<br />
Tan saWes scemda patara muStebiT da Tan - meRd,<br />
meRd, meeeRdo - gaiZaxoda TvalebanTebuli.
<strong>avel</strong>umma erTbaSad ver aRiqva dabali<br />
(versalTan SedarebiT) movardisfro Senoba,<br />
Tumca bavSvobidan esmoda, bavSvobidan awuxebda<br />
trianonis oxvraca da trianonis kedlebze<br />
miTovlili farSevangebic. sasaxlis baRSi<br />
zafxulis surnelovani SuadRe<br />
Camyudrovebuliyo. baRis bilikebsa da qvis<br />
patara, "oradgilian" skamebze cacxvis yvavili<br />
eyara. romeliRac cacxvis daburuli wiaRidan<br />
Citis WikWiki ismoda. erTi wuTiT gaCumdeboda<br />
xolme, TiTqos viRacisgan gamopasuxebas<br />
elodebao, da isev aWikWikdeboda.<br />
- am skamze madam de pompaduric mjdara - Tqva<br />
fransuazam, <strong>avel</strong>umis piradma gidma, magram<br />
imdenad ara mis gasaTviTcnobiereblad,<br />
ramdenadac gamosafxizleblad, bneli, mZime<br />
fiqrebidan gamosayvanad.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi qvis skamze ijda, xelebiT skamis kides<br />
eyrdnoboda da mxrebamoyrili,<br />
kiserdagrZelebuli usmenda uCinar Cits. yurebSi<br />
ki isev dasaqoqi mtredebis usiamo Cxriali edga,<br />
Tumca, TviTonac icoda, verafriT ver moaRwevda<br />
aqamde maTi xma.<br />
- liTonis mtredi zeTisxilis Stos ver<br />
mogvitans - Tqva uceb - tyuilad gvaqvs imedi -<br />
gaicina brazianad.
asakvirvelia, grZnobda sakuTar usamarTlobas<br />
(Tu usindisobas ara) da amis SegrZnebas ufro<br />
metad gamohyavda wonasworobidan. es ufro<br />
abnevda da acofebda, magram ver xvdeboda, ra<br />
sWirda, ratom iqceoda ase. imis magivrad, madloba<br />
eTqva, sayvedurobda, ekinklaveboda erTaderT<br />
adamians, romlis imediTac gamoqceuliyo<br />
gansacdelidan, daRupvis winaTgrZnobianad, da<br />
romelic, miuxedavad yvelafrisa, mzad iyo isev<br />
gaewia misTvis imedis magivroba. fransuaza<br />
araferSi ar iyo damnaSave. piriqiT,<br />
kvlavindeburad cdilobda gaego misTvis,<br />
daemSvidebina, moevlo da, rac mTavaria,<br />
mietevebina kidec. magram, advili SesaZlebelia,<br />
swored es iyo <strong>avel</strong>umis SfoTvisa da wuxilis<br />
mizezic. saca samarTalia, TviTon unda<br />
daemSvidebina fransuaza (sityviT mainc), madloba<br />
gadaexada, bodiSi moexada yvelafrisTvis, rasac<br />
albaT fransuazac elodeboda, sjeroda, rodisme<br />
mainc daufasdeboda siyvarulis saxeliT<br />
Cadenili, moTmenili, gadatanili da, SeiZleba,<br />
amis rwmena, amis molodini gaxldaT is jado da<br />
Tilisma, aqamde rom aZlebinebda saerTod, Tu<br />
gnebavT, uflebas aZlevda, aqamde gaemarTlebina<br />
da araTu gaemarTlebina, RvTis wyalobad,<br />
zRaprul iSviaTobad, gamorCeulTa xvedrad<br />
CaeTvala Tavisi sakmaod Cveulebrivi, uRimRamo,<br />
mowyenili da yvela sikeTesTan erTad,<br />
gaunelebeli SiSiT, eldiT, sizmrebiTa da<br />
CvenebebiT nasazrdoebi, ganSorebis tkiviliTa da<br />
Sexvedris sixaruliT gabriyvebuli cxovreba. es<br />
ki yvelaze kargad <strong>avel</strong>umma icoda da, sxvaTa
Soris, imitomac ijda axla aq, codvis,<br />
danaSaulis, Tundac Secdomis mosananieblad da<br />
ara turistuli cnobismoyvareobis<br />
dasakmayofileblad, saqveynod cnobil<br />
sasaxleSi, sadac jer kidev eCveneba yurs<br />
sefeqalebis gulamoRebuli, grZeli, welSi<br />
gamoyvanili kabebis SariSuri, xolo Tvals -<br />
oqrosfrad gabrwyinebuli maTi SiSveli mxrebi,<br />
maTi maRali yel-kiseri da maT naz, drekad<br />
xelebSi uzarmazar afrikul peplebiviT<br />
afarfatebuli maraoebi. magram <strong>avel</strong>umi rasac<br />
ambobda da akeTebda, misdauneburad ambobda da<br />
sakuTar TavTan SeuTanxmeblad akeTebda. ufro<br />
metic, TiTqos misi arseba saerTod uimisod, mis<br />
gareSe arsebobda da, maincdamainc, mis winaaRmdeg<br />
iyo amxedrebuli, Tuki raRac sxva, idumali,<br />
garedan Tavsmoxveuli Zala ar akeTebinebda da ar<br />
alaparakebda imas, rac araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar<br />
unda gaekeTebina da araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar unda<br />
eTqva.
ac mTavaria (da es acofebda yvelaze metad),<br />
axla gacilebiT mZafrad, gacilebiT srulad<br />
ganicdida am TxuTmeti Tu oci wlis winaT<br />
gadatanil SfoTsa da mRelvarebas, tkivilsa da<br />
sibrazes, rac fransuazas "moskovur<br />
ardadegebTan" iyo dakavSirebuli, raRa Tqma unda,<br />
ZiriTadad fransuazas iqauri nacnobmegobrebisadmi<br />
gadaulaxavi undoblobisa da maT<br />
yofa-qcevasa Tu adaT-wesebze erTxel da<br />
samudamod Seqmnili da sakmaod arasaxarbielo<br />
warmodgenis gamo. sxvaTa Soris, sonias Ralatis<br />
Semdeg ufro xSirad fiqrobda im ambebze da ufro<br />
metadac itanjeboda, vidre Tavis droze. arc isaa<br />
gamoricxuli, soniasgan naRalatevs eCveneboda<br />
ufro damaeWvebladac da ufro damakninebladac<br />
imdroindeli ambebi da Tuki Tavis droze sityvac<br />
ar gadaukravs fransuazasTvis amis Sesaxeb, ufro<br />
swored ki, seriozulad erTi wamiTac ar<br />
daeWvebula Tavad, axla, trianonis sasaxlis<br />
baRSi, ayvavebuli cacxvebis damaTrobel<br />
surnelSi, sefeqalebis lamazi, sandomiani<br />
ukanalebiT gacveTil qvis skamze - romelzedac,<br />
vin icis, qalbatoni pompaduric marTla mjdara,<br />
imisTvisac gadauwevinebia viRacas kiseri (albaT<br />
Tavad mefes) varskvlavebiT gadabdRvrialebuli<br />
cis dasanaxad - Zlivs ereoda Tavs, kbils kbilze<br />
aWerda, cocxlad rom ar SeeWama misi<br />
moulodneli, gaugebari da lamis lanZRvaginebaSi<br />
gadazrdili qaragmebiTa da<br />
sayvedurebiT gaognebuli, Sewuxebuli, dabneuli<br />
da, rasakvirvelia, mainc kmayofili, mainc<br />
bednieri fransuaza.
saerTod ar gaumarTla molodinma, ver miakvlia<br />
parizSi imas, rac iq eguleboda da ase rom<br />
moxdeboda, Camosvlamdec ugrZnobda guli,<br />
Tundac imitom, pirwavardnili usindisoba rom<br />
iyo sakuTari tyavis gadasarCenad Casvla xalxTan,<br />
romlebic mxolod da mxolod misgan<br />
elodebodnen gadarCenas, Tundac - cnobasa da<br />
aRiarebas. amis bralic iyo albaT, ukve gaqcevaze<br />
Tu eWira Tvali. jer wesierad arc Camosuliyo da<br />
ukve imaze fiqrobda, rogor eTqva, naklebad<br />
mtkivneuli rom yofiliyo fransuazasTvis misi<br />
"aRar SemiZlia aq gaCerebao", da ara marto imitom,<br />
marTla rom uWirda lukmis Caylapva, aramed<br />
raRacnairad upatronod, daucvelad,<br />
gamoqceulad Tu gamoZevebulad rom grZnobda<br />
Tavs samSvidoboze. aseTi umweo da sacodavi<br />
(rogoradac im wuTas aRiqvamda Tavs), arc<br />
fransuazas Rirsi iyo da arc ukanono Svilisa.<br />
Tumca, Svilsac misi nayidi sacurao kostiumi<br />
ufro gauxarda amjerad, vidre misi moulodneli<br />
gamocxadeba. is sabralo groSebi, satusaRodan<br />
rom gamoitana, TiTqmis mTlianad Wreli naWris<br />
patara nakuwSi gadaixada da, kidev kargi, SeeZlo<br />
gadaxda, radgan cota ram Tu gaaxarebs albaT mis<br />
ukanono Svils momavalSic (RmerTma qnas, ase ar<br />
iyos), rogorc naWris im patara nakuwma gaaxara da<br />
romelic saswrafod Caizoma iqve, maRaziaSi,<br />
xolo Casazomebel kabinidan gamosulma,<br />
gulwrfeli, guliTadi madloba gadauxada Tavis<br />
ukanono mamas, romelsac meti araferi gaukeTebia<br />
misTvis esoden gasaxari, egzom saWiro da<br />
mniSvnelovani.
am ori wlis win, maTi Sexvedra, mxatvrulad rom<br />
vTqvaT, gacilebiT mravlismTqmeli da<br />
mravlisaRmTqmelic Canda, Tumca, metnaklebad<br />
mainc moaxerxa orivem grZnobaTa damorCileba<br />
(SeiZleba, genetikuri simorcxve ver daZlies),<br />
TiTqos saerTod pirvelad ki ar xvdebodnen<br />
erTmaneTs, aramed morigi, oRond, mizezTa smxvaTa<br />
da sxvaTa gamo, zedmetad gaWianurebuli<br />
ganSorebis Semdeg. "ai, es aris mamaSenio" - Tqva<br />
batonma relum da <strong>avel</strong>ums guli gauCerda, iseTi<br />
ukiduresobamde misuli ndobiT, surviliT, JiniT,<br />
sixaruliT, siamayiT Caexuta es ucxo bavSvi,<br />
romelic aseve Caexuteboda albaT nebismier ucxo<br />
kacs, romelzedac misianebi etyodnen, ai, es aris<br />
mamaSenio. magram, etyoba, aseTi ram mxolod ori<br />
wlis win, maTi Sexvedris, maTi gacnobis, maTi<br />
gaerTianebis da, imave dros, maTi axla ukve<br />
samudamod gaTiSvis pirvel dRes iyo<br />
SesaZlebeli. is gogo axla zRvis piras darboda<br />
Tavis tol-amxanagebSi da advili SesaZlebelia,<br />
aRarc ki axsovda, arsebobda Tu ara saerTod misi<br />
ukanono, uuflebo da, yvela sikeTesTan erTad,<br />
ufrankebod darCenili mama. da Tu axsovda,<br />
sulerTi iyo, marTla CaakiTxavda mzis amosvlis<br />
kunZulze, dedasTan erTad, Tu mis unaxavad<br />
Sebrundeboda Tavis maradiul cixeSi. ori weli<br />
saerTod didi droa nebismieri mozardisaTvis,<br />
gansakuTrebiT ki gogosTvis, da TxuTmeti wlis<br />
gogo cameti wlis gogosTan SedarebiT ukve<br />
dasrulebuli qalia - sakuTari, gansakuTrebuli<br />
SexedulebebiT, miznebiT, ganzraxvebiT cxovrobs<br />
da Tanatol gogosTan erTad karavSi gaTeuli
Rame albaT yvelafers urCevnia, miT ufro -<br />
egreTwodebul mamas, romelic saerTod orjer<br />
unaxavs cxovrebaSi da romlisTvisac sityva ar<br />
uTqvams jer, arc avad, arc kargad (da RmerTma<br />
icis, etyvis Tu ara rodisme, anu, eqnebaT Tu ara<br />
rodisme saerTo ena imaTac), romelic misTvis,<br />
Tuki bolomde gulwrfelebi viqnebiT, bavSvobis<br />
droindeli, bavSvurad gulubryvilo, bebiis an<br />
dedis gamonagoni zRapris gmiria da ara<br />
sinamdvileSi arsebuli Cveulebrivi adamiani, miT<br />
ufro, mSobeli, romelic sxva mSobeliviT,<br />
sazafxulo ardadegebs, masTan erTad,<br />
aucileblad, zRvaze atarebs, zamTrisas - mTaSi,<br />
danarCen dros ki, yovel diliT, uTenia,<br />
facafuciT garbis samsaxurSi, xolo iqidan<br />
mobrunebuli, qancgawyvetili, savarZelSi gdia da<br />
jer kidev kaSnemoxveuli, gazeTebs aTvalierebs,<br />
vidre gazis quraze Semodgmuli kulinaruli<br />
saocreba - fxvieri wvniani Tu Txevadi bifSteqsi -<br />
gacxeldebodes da Tavis bunebriv saxes<br />
daibrunebdes. misTvis mama legendaruli,<br />
Tavgamodebuli mogzauri iyo, ZiriTadad<br />
CrdiloeT yinulovani okeanis mkvlevari, TeTri<br />
daTvebisa da selapebis megobari da maTi<br />
momTvinierebeli, rogorc, vTqvaT, bebia uyveboda<br />
xolme, roca moulodnelad gamoRviZebuli,<br />
sawolSi wamojdeboda da daeWvebulad<br />
gaxarebuli ikiTxavda: marTla Camovida mamaCemio?<br />
xan ki igive mama xelfexdaborkil, pirSi<br />
CvarCaCril, cviliT yurebamoglesil tusaRad<br />
hyavda warmodgenili, romelic parizSi anda mzis<br />
amosvlis kunZulze Cafrenas ki ara, saknis
sarkmlidan gamoxedvasac ver gabedavda cudi<br />
Ziebis SiSiT da ase iqneboda iqamde, vidre is<br />
wyeuli cudi Ziebi, bolos da bolos, daiZine, aRar<br />
SemiZlia. daswyevlos RmerTma. wyals wauRia<br />
yvelaferi. jandabamdis gza hqonia yvelas! -<br />
rogorc, vTqvaT, deda uyveboda, Tavadac<br />
moulodnelad gamoRviZebuli, bolomde<br />
gamoufxizlebeli da aTmagad gaRizianebuli amis<br />
gamo. sxvaTa Soris, <strong>avel</strong>umis warmodgenebSic<br />
Svili yovelTvis calke idga, TavisTvis<br />
TamaSobda cxel silaSi, mzis amosvlis kunZulze,<br />
vidre isa da fransuaza erTad iwvnen<br />
gavarvarebul lodze, erTmaneTis gverdiT,<br />
erTmaneTs CaxlarTulni, im patara, TavisTvis<br />
moTamaSe arsebis fesvebiviT, magram TvalisTvis<br />
samudamod mokveTilni misgan galesili culis<br />
piriviT alaplapebuli sivrciT. maTi naSieri<br />
uimaTod arsebobda TiTqos, TiTqos maTi ki iyo,<br />
magram maT ar ekuTvnoda. konkretulad ki<br />
arsebobda, magram, imave dros, zogadad bavSvis,<br />
zogadad Svilis (sulerTia, kanonieris Tu<br />
ukanonosi) abstraqtul cnebasac warmoadgenda<br />
TiTqos, rogorc Tavad siyvaruli, anu erTaderTi<br />
Zala, saSualeba Tu meTodi bavSvis amgvari<br />
saxeobis Sesaqmnelad, gnebavT, misaRebad. magram,<br />
ase iyo Tu ise, <strong>avel</strong>umma ukve icoda (esec uimisod<br />
moxda, masTan SeuTanxmeblad miiRo misma arsebam<br />
aseTi gadawyvetileba), amjeradac ver CaaRwevda<br />
mzis amosvlis kunZulamde, ver ixilavda, ver<br />
eziareboda egzotikur civilizacias (viTom es<br />
iyo iq Casvlis mTavari mizezi), magram ukve<br />
imdenjer hqonda mosmenili fransuazasgan iqauri
ambebi, werilebSic ise zustad, ise srulyofilad<br />
aRuwerda xolme Tavis sayvarel kunZuls, iq<br />
gatarebul dros, bunebas, aminds, wamsvlelsa Tu<br />
momsvlels, nudistur pliaJze monebivre nimfebsa<br />
Tu sazRvao bazis durbindmomarjvebul<br />
mezRvaurebs, cxovrebiT kmayofilsa Tu<br />
cxovrebisgan gaTavxedebul turistebs, utifrad<br />
rom moabijebdnen quCebSi dediSobilebi,<br />
gaparaskevebuli robinzonebi, da xorTumebiviT<br />
moaqanebdnen TavianT saoxreebs - marTla rom<br />
aRmoCeniliyo im kunZulze SemTxveviT, davuSvaT,<br />
sazRvao katastrofis Semdeg, daueWveblad<br />
ityoda, es mzis amosvlis kunZuliao, gauTxovari<br />
dedebis da umamod Sobili bavSvebis<br />
TavSesafario. magram sinamdvileSi arsebuli<br />
kunZuli albaT mainc gansxvavdeboda mis<br />
warmodgenaSi arsebulisgan, Tundac imiT,<br />
warmodgenili TiTqmis ukacuri rom iyo. ufro<br />
zustad, jer isa da fransuaza iyvnen mxolod misi<br />
binadrebi, mere ki - isini da maTi naSieri, da rac<br />
ar unda cudi amindi yofiliyo TbilisSi, Tavsxma,<br />
TovlWyapi Tu qariSxali, iq, warmodgenil<br />
kunZulze mainc maradiuli mze CaxCaxebda da<br />
marad mSvidi, Rvinisferi zRva xaverdovani eniT<br />
lokavda silian napirebs. <strong>avel</strong>umic yovelTvis<br />
fransuazas gverdiT iwva im kunZulze, mziT<br />
gavarvarebul lodze, da mzemiWvritinebuli,<br />
odnav gaxelili cali TvaliT xedavda naxevar<br />
fransuazas (esec niSandoblivi iyo albaT, maTi<br />
cxovrebidan gamomdinare), ufro zustad, xedavda<br />
fransuazas mxolod cal safeTqels, cal Tvals<br />
(daxuWuls), cal yurs, cal nestos, cal ybas, cal
mxars (gulisamayuCeblad momrgvalebuls), cal<br />
mklavs (sxeulis CrdilSi gawolils, garinduls,<br />
damoukidebel arsebasaviT, da Zlivs SesamCnevi,<br />
TiTqos axlaxans, mis Tvalwin amosuli<br />
oqrosferi bususiT mofenils), cal ZuZus (muqi<br />
Svindisferi da xorkliani kertiT), cal ferds<br />
(mwevris ferdiviT Cavardnils), neknebis cal<br />
mwkrivs (romeliRac musikalur sakravs rom<br />
axsenebda yovelTvis) da cal fexs (muxlSi<br />
moxrilsa da jer kidev dacvaruls zRvis msxvili<br />
wveTebiT). TiTqos mxolod naxevari fransuaza<br />
ekuTvnoda mas. magram amas albaT ufro aitanda,<br />
ufro Seegueboda (rogorc mTvaris sul erTi da<br />
igive naxevris cqeras), vidre moziaris,<br />
konkretuli mamakacis (gindac dasabmeli giJis)<br />
arsebobas, anu, imis daSvebasa da aRiarebas, am<br />
qveynad kidev rom hqonda viRacas neba (bedniereba),<br />
Sescileboda, waerTmia misTvis fransuazas meore<br />
naxevari, sulerTia, vinc ar unda yofiliyo is,<br />
garda Tavad maxinji cxovrebisa, gulgrili<br />
geografiisa, briyvuli politikisa, ese igi,<br />
fransuazasaviT orad gayofili msofliosi da,<br />
rasakvirvelia, garda misive sakuTari, oRond<br />
aranakleb maxinji, gulgrili da briyvuli<br />
Sexedulebebisa yvelafer imaze, rac zemoT<br />
CamovTvaleT. xolo, ufro naTlad, ufro<br />
daundoblad Tu vityviT, garda misive sisustisa,<br />
gaubedaobisa, simxdalisa - ris gamarTlebasac da<br />
gaidealebasac cdilobda sul, oRond amaod,<br />
poeturadac da prozauladac, raki SesaniSnavi<br />
pirobebi arsebobda saamisod, Tavad<br />
xelisuflebisgan Seqmnili, TiTqos sagangebod
misTvis, ufro Tavisuflad (Rirseuladac) rom<br />
moexerxebina mas maradiuli cnebebiT SeniRbva<br />
yoveldRiuri, warmavali, wvrilmani vnebebisa da<br />
gancdebisa, anu, sakuTari uzneobisa da<br />
upasuxismgeblobis gamarTleba konkretuli<br />
politikuri situaciebiT. amitom uSlida albaT<br />
fransuazas sayvareli mzec orive Tvalis<br />
farTod, Tamamad, bolomde gaxelas da mTlianad<br />
Sesrutvas tkivilamde nacnobi, marad TiTqos misi<br />
da marad sanatreli, marad saZebari siSiSvlisa,<br />
simkvrivisa, simxurvalisa, romelsac nebismieri<br />
urdulis, borkilis, kedlisa Tu jebiris<br />
galxoba ZaluZs. amitomacaa albaT mis<br />
warmodgenebSi yovelTvis calke, yovelTvis<br />
misgan (maTgan) moSorebiT rom dacocavs cxel<br />
silaSi dediSobila patara gogo, TiTqos misi<br />
naSieri ki ara, misi umweobis, misi uzneobis, misi<br />
orbunebovanobis damadastureblad da<br />
dasagmobad Seqmnili bunebis jadoqrobis<br />
wyalobiT, romelsac am ori dRis win erTi Wreli<br />
trusiki uyida, Tavisi mSobliuri mzrunvelobis<br />
gamosaxatavad, da, RmerTma icis, kidev Tu miecema<br />
rodisme msgavsi mzrunvelobis gamoxatvis<br />
SesaZlebloba.<br />
erTi ki cxadia: amjerad aSkarad ar Sedga<br />
dResaswauli - aucilebeli mxlebeli,<br />
damamSvenebeli da damamSvidebeli ara marto maTi<br />
Sexvedrebisa, aramed ganSorebebisac. da marTlac,<br />
is Zveli dResaswaulebi imdenad maT gunebaganwyobilebas<br />
ar gamoxatavdnen, ramdenadac<br />
adasturebdnen maTi urTierTobis maradiulobas.
dResaswaulisa ra mogaxsenoT, sasamarTlos<br />
ganwyoba ki namdvilad sufevs trianonis baRSi,<br />
ayvavebuli cacxvebis suniT dabangul haerSi.<br />
SefarviT, qaragmulad, gaubedavad uyeneben<br />
erTmaneTs braldebebs da, rac mTavaria, aRiareben<br />
kidec danaSauls, Tamamad, uyoymanod. "xo,<br />
marTalia, ase iyoo" - udastureben erTmaneTs. ase<br />
rom, arc samxreT safrangeTSi manqaniT gaseirneba<br />
gamova amjeradac. raRac seriozuli moiSala<br />
meqanizmSi, romelic maT nebismier Sexvedras<br />
TavisTavad gadaaqcevda xolme dResaswaulad.<br />
arada, ratom ar SeiZleboda viTom, erTiT meti<br />
dResaswauli gamosvlodaT?! vis daakldeboda, an<br />
vis miemateboda, rac maT unda enaxaT, egrZnoT da<br />
ganecadaT erTad yofniT, erTmaneTis wyalobiT,<br />
erTmaneTis gamo da erTmaneTis meSveobiT?!<br />
marTlac vis ra dauSavdeboda, ra Cin-medlebi<br />
daekargeboda, Tuki <strong>avel</strong>umi erTxel kidev<br />
ijdeboda manqanaSi fransuazas gverdiT, Wipamde<br />
peranggaReRili, da Tuki misi kmayofilad<br />
momRimari da mainc Zvel samarxSi napovni doqiviT<br />
aTasnairad dabzaruli saxe erTxel kidev<br />
airekleboda fransuazas mzis saTvalis<br />
dabindul SuSebSi; Tuki qariT afrialebul<br />
turistul rukas erTxel kidev dauWerda<br />
fransuazas, raTa imas manqanis SeuCereblad<br />
daezustebina, sworad midiodnen Tu ara, sadac<br />
midiodnen imJamad; Tuki gzispira restoranSi<br />
erTxel kidev "waixemsebdnen" mklavis sigrZe<br />
frangul perSi blomad Catenili SaSxis nazi<br />
burbuSeliTa da xasxasa, xraSuna salaTis<br />
foTlebiT; Tuki Rvinosac SeukveTavdnen Tan,
omelic, rasakvirvelia, cotaTi ukeTesi<br />
aRmoCndeboda adre gasinjul RvinoebTan<br />
SedarebiT da romelsac, Cveulebisamebr, albaT<br />
manqanaSic moiyudebdnen mere, pirdapir boTlidan<br />
- arc tansacmlis dalaqvisa moeridebaT da arc<br />
sagzao policiisa, - imitom rom... imitom rom... da<br />
ase Semdeg da ase Semdeg... radgan, Cvenda<br />
samwuxarod, xSiri gameorebiT, kidev ufro<br />
gasagebi ki ar xdeba CvenTvis esa Tu is sityva,<br />
aramed saerTod kargavs WeSmarit azrsa da<br />
mniSvnelobas.<br />
- albaT kunZulze amjeradac ver wavalT - Tqva<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma.<br />
fransuazam, ra Tqma unda, gaigo, magram<br />
yuradReba ar miuqcevia misi naTqvamisiTvis.<br />
viTomc, ar gamigiao. yovel SemTxvevaSi,<br />
garegnulad araferi Sestyobia. Cveulebisamebr,<br />
moxdenilad fexi fexze gadadebuli ijda<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis gverdiT da sigarets eweoda mSvidad.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi ki darwmunebuli iyo, Zalian<br />
SeaSfoTebda fransuazas misi moulodneli<br />
gancxadeba da axsna-ganmartebasac ufro<br />
dawvrilebiT moTxovda. magram raki iman arafrad<br />
Caagdo es ambavi, cota ar iyos, nirwamxdarma<br />
gaagrZela TviTonve: sxva Tu araferi, mrcxvenia,<br />
sircxvilia, imaTac xom ar gadavrev (baton polsa<br />
da qalbaton madlens gulisxmobda), imaTac xom<br />
ver avuxsni yovel wuTas erTsa da imaveso.
- iciT, me ki ar vmizezob, ylapva miWirs. ar vici,<br />
risi bralia. saylapavi mili TiTqos rigzea,<br />
srulebiTac ar damviwrovebia, kiboc ar unda<br />
mqondes, rogorc Tqvenma, ese igi, ucxoelma,<br />
parizelma eqimmac daadastura. magram... -<br />
gamoajavra sakuTar Tavs. Tan jambaziviT<br />
imanWeboda, viTom aseTi amazrzeni, aseTi autaneli<br />
var, roca zrdilobianad vlaparakobo - mokled,<br />
ar SemiZlia. amas mirCevnia... - moamTavra<br />
Cveulebrivi xmiT. ufro sworad, ver moamTavra,<br />
ver Tqva, ra erCia "amas".<br />
- marTali xar - ar acala fransuazamac - jobda<br />
sul ar Camosuliyavi, ase Tu daitanjebodi.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisaTvis ar miumarTavs. TavisTvis Tqva<br />
TiTqos. sigarets eweoda da odnav TvalmoWutuli<br />
(albaT sigaretis bolisgan), cacxvis surneliT<br />
dabanguli baRis siRrmeSi iyureboda.<br />
- me mirCevnia... - scada saTqmelis damTavreba<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma, magram fransuazam arc axla acala.<br />
- sxvaTa Soris, mec uSenobas ufro var SeCveuli,<br />
vidre SenTan yofnas. ise moiqeci, rogorc SenTvis<br />
ajobebs, yovel SemTxvevaSi, Cemi gulisTvis...<br />
- ara. nu geSinia - gaawyvetina axla <strong>avel</strong>umma -<br />
marto Seni gulisTvis ar davitanjebi. araviTar<br />
SemTxvevaSi. Sen magaze nu idardeb. mec kargad<br />
vici, uCemobas ukeT rom itan. xolo, ufro<br />
gulaxdilebi Tu viqnebiT, albaT xelsac giSli<br />
xolme Cemi moulodneli gamocxadebebiT - Tan<br />
SeZrwunebuli fiqrobda, ra sisuleleebs<br />
vlaparakobo.<br />
- xa, xa, - Tqva fransuazam, viTom pasuxis<br />
Rirsadac ar vTvli am sisuleleso.
magram, etyoba, cotaTi mainc aRelda, radgan<br />
sigareti maSinve qvaze daasrisa mTeli ZaliT da<br />
gadametebuli gulmodginebiT gadawminda qvidan<br />
sigaretis Wvartli da ferfli. Tumca, im adgilas<br />
mainc SesamCnevad gamoSavda qva.
- me parizs ar vgulisxmob. parizi CvenTvis Sors<br />
aris. xeli ver migviwvdeba - uaresad aRelda<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi - gaxsovs? - dahyvira miwas, isev<br />
xelebdabjenilma skamis kideze - erTi dRiT<br />
Camovfrindebodi xolme, kartSi mogebuli fuliT,<br />
Sen ki ipodromze garbodi Sens aristokrat<br />
megobrebTan... Cemi mitoveba SegeZlo, imaTi<br />
gawbileba ki ara. ase ar aris?! ase ar iyo?! -<br />
SeeSala saxe <strong>avel</strong>ums, oRond, TviTonac ar icoda<br />
mgoni, ras eswrafvoda, ras eloda fransuazasgan,<br />
ufro sworad, ra erCia Tavad, daTanxmebuliyo<br />
fransuaza Tu ar mieRo, uari eTqva am braldebaze.<br />
etyoba, es fransuazamac igrZno da, amjerad, veRar<br />
moeria Tavs, veRar SeinarCuna mogonili simSvide<br />
da yovelgvari qaluri farisevlobisa Tu<br />
kopwiaobis gareSe, gulwrfelad, patiosnad<br />
daeTanxma maSinve: marTali xar, Zalian cudad<br />
viqceodi, TviTonac bevrjer minania amazeo -<br />
ramac, ki ar daacxro, kidev ufro gaacecxla<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi. TiTqos iqamde TviTonac ar sjeroda<br />
mtkiced, rasac ambobda, da raki sxvamac<br />
daudastura, Tanac swored iman, visac amis<br />
dadasturebac da uaryofac yvelaze metad<br />
SeeZlo, mxolod maSinRa iwama sabolood. da Tu<br />
aqamde mainc ewinaaRmdegeboda, mainc ebrZoda<br />
Tavs, axla mTeli arsebiT, mTeli mgznebarebiT<br />
Cahyva, CaiZira dagvianebuli Tu gulSi<br />
daZvelebuli eWvianobis veragsa da<br />
gamapampulebel morevSi. Tumca, eWvianoba albaT<br />
mainc meoradi grZnoba iyo misTvis im wuTas da<br />
esec, rasakvirvelia, uaresad urevda Tavgzas.<br />
Tavad fransuaza arsi ki ar iyo misi
guliswyromisa, gulistkivilisa, Tundac,<br />
sigiJisa, aramed mxolod mizezi am guliswyromis,<br />
gulistkivilisa da sigiJis gamosavlenad. da<br />
marTlac, fransuaza mxolod erT-erT nawils<br />
warmoadgenda im cxovrebisa, romelic, axla, am<br />
wuTas, uimedod, SeumCnevlad adneboda xelSi,<br />
ecleboda fexqveS da emxoboda Tavze. TviTon ki<br />
axalSobiliviT umweo iyo, rame eRona, rame mainc<br />
gadaerCina, ramdenadac im cxovrebis yoveli<br />
nawili, imave dros, mTelsac gulisxmobda<br />
TavisTavSi, mTeli ki, upirveles yovlisa sakuTar<br />
nawilebs ganasaxierebda, oRond, winaswar<br />
daudgeneli da bunebriviviT umtkivneulo<br />
monacvleobiT. amiT mTelis, anu, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
cxovrebis arsi iseve ar icvleboda, rogorc<br />
samyaros arsi ar icvleba weliwadis droTa anda<br />
zodiaqos TanavarskvlavedTa monacvleobiT.<br />
magram im cxovrebidan ukve aRaraferi<br />
darCeniliyo da amis SegrZneba, yvelaze metad<br />
swored aq, siyvarulis am maradiul baRSi iyo<br />
mtkivneulic, damakninebelica da<br />
gamabiTurebelic. magram mainc ar SeiZleboda<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis gamarTleba. im cxovrebidan, SeiZleba,<br />
marTla aRaraferi darCeniliyo, magram xom iyo<br />
odesRac yvelaferi?! imaTac xom ganecadaT is<br />
"yvelaferi" erTad, an erTmaneTis meSveobiT?! gana<br />
es cotaa? gana marto amis gamo ar imsaxurebda<br />
igive fransuaza misgan madlobasa da<br />
Tayvaniscemas? is ki... is ki, klinikidan<br />
gamoqceuli giJiviT gahyviroda, TviTonac rom ar<br />
icoda ras. Tumca, nuras ukacravad! klinikidan<br />
gamoqceuli giJebi qalebs ki ar eCxubebian, skams
uTmoben saqalaqo transportSi. giJic ki ar iyo is<br />
da albaT verasodes Seityobda, ra iyo<br />
sinamdvileSi, risTvis iyo, unda yofiliyo Tu ara<br />
saerTod.
- ver uyurebT amas?! - SesZaxa ybaacaxcaxebulma -<br />
me bnelSi vijeqi WotiviT, liftiori qalis SiSiT<br />
sinaTlec ver amenTo, ar momagnos, ar damifrinos<br />
aqedan meTqi, es ki, rogorc ityvian, evropulad<br />
erToboda, an saelCoSi ijda iatakze da viRacis<br />
WiqaSi CarCenil Sampanurs wrupavda ("fih!<br />
mezizReba Sampanuri" - CaurTo fransuazam), an<br />
romeliRac morigi degenerati geniosis, anu Cemi<br />
ar iyos, ZaliT gaabstraqcionistebuli mxatvris<br />
("oho! eg ki ar vicodi!"- isev CaurTo fransuazam)<br />
binZur xaveraSi... ukacravad, saxelosnoSi,<br />
atelieSi, studiaSi diasaxlisobda gamosuli<br />
qalis Tamami uSualobiTa da uSualo siTamamiT.<br />
Tqven ras svamT? Tumca, sxva mainc araferi gvaqvs.<br />
"narinjovani". brrrr... ("siRaribe dasacini ar<br />
aris" - CaurTo fransuazam). me meubnebi? me<br />
mxolod siRaribiTa var mdidari. yoveldRe<br />
cotas, erTxel uxvad mirCevnia. magram mainc<br />
vityvi Cemsas, rogorc ar unda SemiSalo. Tqven xom<br />
yvelaferze Tvals xuWavT, mSveniereba rom<br />
dainaxoT?! oRond "mSvenieri" yvelaferi SeiZleba<br />
aRmoCndes imedismomcemi da yvelafris mkisrebeli<br />
mxatvris saxelosnoSi. Tqvenc yvelafrisTvis<br />
mzad xarT. diax, Tqven, frangebi! xelovanTa<br />
mfarveloba ara marto Tqveni sulieri<br />
midrekilebaa, aramed xorcieli moTxovnilebac.<br />
oRond yvelasi ki ara, araviTar SemTxvevaSi,<br />
rogor gekadrebaT! bevri Tqveni saxelovani<br />
mxatvari SimSiliTaa mkvdari, eTiopeli<br />
oboliviT. aramed visic... vinc... visac... - ver ipova<br />
uceb saWiro sityva, anda, ukanasknel wams moerida<br />
pirze momdgari sityvis Tqma da uneburad
Seyovnda, magram sakuTari dabneulobisac Sercxva<br />
da isev mtkiced gaagrZela - visic geSiniaT,<br />
Tundac, visic geridebaT, Tqvenive evropuli<br />
provincialobis gamo. visac erT xelSi mdored,<br />
zantad mwveTavi funji uWiravs, meoreSi ki -<br />
monuri Suris, siZulvilis, pativmoyvareobis<br />
maxvili. da Tqvenc... da Tqvenc, avad molaplape<br />
maxvilis SiSiT, siamovnebiT ulokavT mdored,<br />
zantad mwveTav funjs - uceb gaCumda da cali<br />
TvaliT gamoxeda fransuazas, TiTqos Seamowma,<br />
mismens Tu arao. anda, TiTqos ase gaafrTxila,<br />
scenaze Seni gamosvlis droc moaxlovda da<br />
moemzadeo. fransuazam ena gamoyo da scada zed<br />
daexeda. iman ki warbebi awkipa, tuCebi uSnod<br />
mopruwa da viTom fransuazas xmiT gaagrZela -<br />
iciT, rogori originaluria?! iseTi ubraloa...<br />
iseTi adamianuri... ki aba, bebiaSenisam! - CaurTo<br />
maSinve "sakuTari" xmiT, vidre isev Seicvlida xmas<br />
- iciT, im dRes oTxad gaWrili gaufcqvneli xaxvi<br />
mogvarTva, es aris mTeli vaxSamio.<br />
warmogidgeniaT?! - gabrazda isev. - ai, amas hqvia<br />
namdvili bohema! siZunweze rom araferi vTqvaT.<br />
anda, Tundac sibriyveze. siRaribe aq arafer<br />
SuaSia. Tu xaxvis meti araferi gaqvs, vaxSams<br />
ratom marTav saxelosnoSi?! elodebi, rom<br />
saWmel-sasmels sxvebi moitanen?! amas sxva saxeli<br />
hqvia. vazviadeb rames? - miubrunda fransuazas.<br />
fransuazas ecineboda, magram Tavs ikavebda,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums rom ar SeemCnia da uaresad ar<br />
gabrazebuliyo - ra gacinebs? - mainc Seatyo<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma - gana sasaciloa?! marto amisTvis Rirda<br />
parizidan moskovs gadasaxleba. amis gulisTvis.
marto amis gamo. magram mec rom gaufcqvneli xaxvi<br />
meWmia SenTvis, mogewoneboda? SeWamdi? - uyvira<br />
isev.
erTi wamiT, cacxvis romeliRac xeze<br />
moJRurtule Citi CaCumda, imdenad moulodneli,<br />
imdenad Seuferebeli aRmoCnda es mgznebare<br />
oratoria iqaurobisTvis. saerTodac, albaT<br />
mTels dedamiwaze, marto maT Tu SeeZloT raime<br />
azris gamotana naTqvamidanac da mosmenilidanac,<br />
rac Cveulebrivi abdaubda, abrakadabra iqneboda<br />
da meti araferi nebismieri mesame adamianisaTvis,<br />
gansakuTrebiT ki aq, trianonis sasaxleSi, sadac<br />
vin icis, saidan ar Camosuli turistebi,<br />
bednierebisagan saxegaciskrovnebulni, saqmianad<br />
gafacicebulni da eSmakurad momRimarni<br />
(gansakuTrebiT azielebi), dahyvebodnen kudSi<br />
TavianT gidebs pikanturi CvenebebiT gamovsebul<br />
talanebsa Tu cacxvis yvaviliT mofenil<br />
bilikebze. saTqmels aq Tvalebi ambobdnen<br />
ZiriTadad. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki lamis Rrialebda,<br />
wyalqveSa kldeebisaken gaqanebuli gemis anZaze<br />
SerCenili mezRvauriviT. xolo darcxvenili<br />
fransuaza TavCaRunuli ejda gverdiT,<br />
jerjerobiT zereled daeWvebuli (meeqvse<br />
grZnobis wyalobiT), raRacas, sabediswerod avsa<br />
da saxifaTos, bolomde ver Cawvdenili, magram<br />
mainc kmayofili da mainc bednieri. ufro sworad,<br />
ki moswonda, rac maT Soris da maT garSemo<br />
xdeboda, magram, imave dros, SigadaSig,<br />
moulodnelad, raRac sxva, sruliad ucxo da<br />
amitomac usiamo gemoc dahkravda yvelafers -<br />
sigaretsac, haersac, mzesac, cacxvis surnelsac,<br />
Citis WikWiksac da <strong>avel</strong>umis xmasac - rogorc erT<br />
romeliRac Zalian gemriel kerZs, aranakleb
gemrieli, magram mainc gansxvavebuli da<br />
pirvelTan yovlad Seuferebeli sxva kerZis gemo.
uguneboba saerTod <strong>avel</strong>umis erT-erTi<br />
gamosarCevi Tviseba gaxldaT - xandaxan ise<br />
moulodnelad, ise umizezod moiwyenda xolme,<br />
fransuaza sagonebelSi vardeboda, varaudebiT<br />
itkiebda Tavs, vidre ukeT gaicnobda da SeeCveoda<br />
mis cvalebad xasiaTs. amjerad ki winaswar,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis Camofrenamdec icoda, xalisiani<br />
mosaubris, ubadlo kulinaris, Seumcdari<br />
WaSnagiris, Seucvleli meinaxisa da<br />
gamousworebeli mususis nacvlad, avad<br />
moRuSuli, warbebSeWmuxnuli, kriWaSekruli<br />
saSineleba SerCeboda xelSi - asketi raindisa da<br />
orTodoqsi meudabnoes xelovnuri najvari,<br />
oRond TviTCasaxvisa da TviTSobis gziT<br />
miRebuli - da es rom ase iqneboda, jer kidev<br />
telefoniT saubrisas Seatyo xmaze (roca iman<br />
moskovidan daureka da gaafrTxila, ama da am dRes<br />
viqnebi parizSio). TiTqos dainaxa kidec is xma (da<br />
aman Sezara swored), raRacnairi mkvdruli<br />
sijiutiT, mxolod da mxolod garduvalobis<br />
ZaliT daZruli satelefono kabelSi, rogorc<br />
tkiviliT gaognebuli da Sxamiani nerwyviT<br />
gaguduli baWia maxrCobela gvelis nawlavSi.<br />
magram misda gasaocrad da misda gasaxarad, mokra<br />
Tu ara Soridan Tvali (aeroportSi), maSinve<br />
damSvidda - zedmetad mxiaruli da zedmetad<br />
xalisianic ki moeCvena erTi SexedviT, Tumca,<br />
amgvari STabeWdileba, albaT, imanac Seuqmna,<br />
viRac lamaz qals rom moacilebda is da,<br />
Cveulebisamebr, Tavazianobad, yuradRebad iyo<br />
qceuli, rac yovelTvis Zalian moswonda<br />
fransuazas da Zalianac afasebda. qali ki
namdvilad lamazi iyo - aziuri yvrimalebiTa da<br />
iribad gaWrili TvalebiT qalbaton SoSas hgavda.<br />
ki ar hgavda, qalbatoni SoSa iyo namdvilad, es<br />
wuTia gadmosuli wignidan. magram imdenad ar<br />
gaakvirva am ambavma (<strong>avel</strong>umis mgzavrobam<br />
literaturul gmirTan erTad), ramdenadac<br />
daavaldebula Cveulebrivi adamianuri yuradReba<br />
da gulisxmiereba gamoeCina swored<br />
literaturuli gmiris mimarT, raki isic<br />
iZulebuli gaexada cxovrebas mietovebina Tavisi<br />
maradiuli, saimedo TavSesafari (wigni) da, vin<br />
icis, ra mizniTa da risi imediT, Camjdariyo<br />
Cveulebriv (anu namdvil) TviTmfrinavSi,<br />
Cveulebrivi (anu, namdvili) adamianiviT. vidre<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi gamoeTxoveboda, fransuaza mxolod im<br />
qals uyurebda da ucxod aRar eCveneboda, Tundac<br />
mxolod imitom, misTvis yvelaze axlobeli,<br />
yvelaze sayvareli, rac mTavaria, yvelaze<br />
namdvili, yvelaze realuri adamianis gverdiT<br />
rom xedavda. <strong>avel</strong>umisa da im ucxo qalis cqeram<br />
ara marto daamSvida, ukve gabzaruli rwmenac<br />
ganumtkica imisa, yvelaferi Zveleburad rom<br />
iqneboda isev da araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar<br />
Seexeboda maT urTierTobas borotebis imperiaSi<br />
da, aqedan gamomdinare, mTels qveyanaze mimdinare<br />
cvlilebebi. is ki ara, raRacnairi (oRond, ufro<br />
mSobliuri, vidre qaluri) siamayiTac ki gaifiqra<br />
- tyuilad SemaSina telefonze, mSvenivrad<br />
gamoiyureba da rac mTavaria, Tavisas mainc ar<br />
iSlis, Zveleburad ar uSvebs SemTxvevas<br />
xelidano. <strong>avel</strong>umsac gangeb warbSekruli Seegeba,<br />
"eWvianobis scena" gaiTamaSa, <strong>avel</strong>umisaTvis rom
esiamovnebina da, doinj-Semoyrilma, salmis<br />
magivrad hkiTxa: rao, qalbatonma SoSam, ra<br />
mindao? - viTom mainc veWvianob, Tumca, TviTonac<br />
kargad momexseneba, literaturul gmirze<br />
eWvianoba sisulelea da meti araferio. <strong>avel</strong>ums ki<br />
elda eca: ris amoxsnasac mTeli gza amaod<br />
cdilobda, amoxsnili daaxvedra fransuazam.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umsac sul enaze edga qalbaton SoSas<br />
saxeli, magram ver iqna da ver amoTqva. samagierod,<br />
axla isic ki gaaxsenda, karic rom gajaxunda<br />
TiTqos TviTmfrinavSi, rogorc ki Tvali mokra<br />
imas, TviTmfrinavSic TavisTvis ganmartoebulsa<br />
da weriT garTuls. magram Tavisi gaoceba aRar<br />
gamouxatavs. xmaSi ahyva, mxari auba fransuazas da<br />
TviTonac ise, sxvaTa Soris moayola: ra vici, ra<br />
unda. albaT wignSi jdoma mobezrda da gadawyvita<br />
Tavad eaxlos mkiTxvels, raki mkiTxveli aRar<br />
midis masTano. fransuazasac es undoda - maSinve<br />
darwmunda, swored is <strong>avel</strong>umi idga mis win, am<br />
ocdaxuTi wlis win rom ixila pirvelad, roca<br />
vanis saganZuris dasaTvaliereblad SuSis<br />
vitrinebze daxrilma, erTi wamiT, uneblieT Tavi<br />
wamowia da TiTqos liTonis jarTisgan<br />
Sekowiwebulma saxem umal gaaogna, vidre<br />
ganacvifra, umal daafrTxo, vidre aRafrTovana.
uguneboba mogvianebiT Seetyo <strong>avel</strong>ums, roca<br />
Svili moikiTxa. ufro swored, roca, bolos da<br />
bolos, orives gaaxsendaT Svilic rom hyavdaT<br />
(RmerTo, rogor Secvliliyo am ori wlis<br />
ganmavlobaSi!), da isic zantad, uxalisod<br />
wamoizlazna kedlis sigrZe sarkmlis dabal<br />
rafaze Camomjdari, TiTqos monatrebul mamas ki<br />
ar unda Sehgebeboda, dedamiss unda waredgina is<br />
Tavisi megobrisaTvis, romlis arsebobis Sesaxeb<br />
gagebuli ki hqonda, magram Tavisi bavSvuri<br />
mrwamsiTa da TvalsazrisiT, mkvdari mamis<br />
Rirsebis SebRalvad Tvlida saerTod imis<br />
arsebobas; anda, SeiZleba kidev ufro<br />
mogvianebiTac, roca dabneul, daZabul<br />
misalmebasa da mokiTxvebs morCnen da manqanisaken<br />
daiZrnen, uneburad daborkilni miuCveveli<br />
siaxloviT. marTlac, mama-Svilis pirvel<br />
SexvedrasTan SedarebiT, imdenad uRimRamo,<br />
imdenad TvalSisacemad "nelTbili" aRmoCnda maTi<br />
meore Sexvedra, fransuaza TviTonve Sewuxda da<br />
manqanaSi Casxdomamde Sefarulad anugeSa Tu<br />
Taviseburad moubodiSa <strong>avel</strong>ums: iseT asakSia,<br />
araferi ar unda ewyinos magisgan kacso.<br />
- warmogidgenia, karavSi apirebs cxovrebas,<br />
zRvis napirze, dobilTan erTad - daamata<br />
RimiliT, TiTqos ukve gamoTqmuli mosazrebis<br />
kidev ufro gansamtkiceblad.<br />
is ki (maTi Svili) ukve manqanis ukana savarZelze<br />
gadaTxleSiliyo, sportsmeniviT.
ase rom, roca is (Svili), deidebTan da bebiababuasTan<br />
erTad, kunZulze gaistumres, sadac<br />
viTom TviTonac unda Casuliyvnen mogvianebiT,<br />
fransuazam, cota ar iyos, SvebiT amoisunTqa - misi<br />
azriT, mesame Sexvedramde, mamac moaswrebda<br />
damSvidebas da Svilic moegeboda gons. magram<br />
fransuazam ar icoda, yvelaze naklebad es ambavi<br />
rom awuxebda axla <strong>avel</strong>ums. ufro sworad,<br />
srulebiT ar gaukvirdeboda, "nelTbilad" ki ara,<br />
saerTod Tu ar miesalmeboda Svili, radgan<br />
pirveli Sexvedrisgan gansxvavebiT, amjerad,<br />
araTu uneblie damnaSaved, aramed pirwavardnil<br />
garewrad Tvlida Tavs mis winaSe da amazrzen<br />
usindisobad miaCnda Tavisi amJamindeli<br />
saqcielic, anu, TanagrZnobis, yuradRebis<br />
moTxovna imisgan, vinc Tavad uyuradRebod,<br />
upatronod hyavda migdebuli da wlebis<br />
ganmavlobaSi TiTs TiTze ar akarebda, araviTar<br />
Rones ar xmarobda, rame Seecvala, ukeTesobisken<br />
Tu ara, uaresobisken mainc. Tumca, uaresi raRa<br />
unda yofiliyo! garda sityvebisa, gindac garda<br />
sityvebiT gamoTqmuli grZnobebisa, sxva araferi<br />
hqondaT saerTo, arc samSoblo, arc ena, arc<br />
warsuli da arc momavali. araferi! Tavsac<br />
ityuebdnen da erTmaneTis motyuebasac<br />
cdilobdnen sayovelTaod miRebuli, magram<br />
yovlad ufesvo, gudafSuta, caSi motivtive<br />
Teoriebisa da kanonebis moSveliebiT an<br />
uaryofiT. amis dadastureba iyo maTi orive<br />
Sexvedrac - pirveli Tavisi gadametebuli<br />
guliTadobiT da meore aseve Tavisi gadametebuli<br />
gulgrilobiT. rasakvirvelia, didi mniSvneloba
aqvs, visgan iRebs qali muclad, magram<br />
mniSvneloba aqvs Tavad qalisTvis, qalis<br />
cxovrebisTvis, Tundac qalis saidumlo<br />
cxovrebisTvis da ara misi saidumlos<br />
nayofisTvis, misi SvilisTvis. SvilisTvis<br />
mTavaria, vin daisvams mklavze, vidre siaruls<br />
iswavlides; vin gavardeba misi wamlis<br />
saSovnelad, giJiviT, roca avad gaxdeba; vin<br />
mouyveba zRapars Zilis win, Tundac mTqnarebiTa<br />
da buzRuniT; vin waiyvans, vTqvaT, zooparkSi da<br />
vin aaxevs yurs, vTqvaT, raime uzneo<br />
saqcielisTvis, anda uzrdeluri sityvapasuxisTvis.<br />
rac mTavaria, araviTar SemTxvevaSi<br />
aRar epatieboda Tavisufal <strong>avel</strong>ums is, rac<br />
monobaSi albaT Rirsebadac eTvleboda. amitom,<br />
namdvilad ajobebda, Tuki yvelafers Tavisi<br />
saxeli daerqmeoda. Tuki aRarc TviTon<br />
iTvalTmaqcebda (Tundac misdauneburad,<br />
garemoebebidan gamomdinare, anda Tundac<br />
siyvarulis saxeliT) da, TavisTavad cxadia,<br />
sxvebsac, anu, Zalauneburad masze damokidebul<br />
xalxsac daacdida saRad azrovnebasa da swori,<br />
ufro zustad ki maTTvis ufro xelsayreli,<br />
maTTvis ukeTesi gadawyvetilebebis miRebas. ra<br />
Tqma unda, viTommamis yolas umamoba sjobs.<br />
viTommamisgan yvelaferi viTomaa, carielia, fuWia<br />
- sityvac, saCuqaric, TanagrZnobac, siyvarulic! -<br />
roca Tavidanve Canergilma, Segnebulma da<br />
gacnobierebulma umamobam, SeiZleba, bevr rameSi<br />
biZgic ki mogces, sxvebze meti gagakeTebinos. ase<br />
rom, araTu "nelTbili" Sexvedra, <strong>avel</strong>ums arc is<br />
gaukvirdeboda viTomSvilisgan, mourideblad Tu
miaxlida pirSi (oRond, sakiTxavia, romel enaze!)<br />
- satanjvelad da sawameblad Sen dedaCemis<br />
gapampulebac geyofa, me ki, RvTis gulisaTvis,<br />
Tavi gamanebeo.
magram vidre amas etyoda viTommamas, jer keTili<br />
eneba da dedisTvis ekiTxa, ra azrisa iyo amis<br />
Taobaze, Tvlida Tu ara Tavs gapampulebulad<br />
misi viTommamisgan. araviTar SemTxvevaSi!<br />
"araviTar SemTxvevaSio" - boboqrobda gunebaSi<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi, da aseve aboboqrdeboda albaT<br />
fransuazac, aseTi ram marTla rom ekiTxa vinmes<br />
misTvis. Tuki vinme iyo gapampulebuli, mxolod -<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi da misi "umizezo" mrisxanebaca da<br />
"usamarTlo" braldebebic fransuazas mimarT,<br />
upirveles yovlisa, swored imiT iyo<br />
ganpirobebuli, maincdamainc, aq, trianonis<br />
sasaxleSi rom grZnobda amas. gnebavT, aqac rom<br />
ver gaerkvia, romeli ufro awamebda,<br />
warmodgenili Tu namdvilad Cadenili Ralati.<br />
CvenSi rom vTqvaT, Tuki vinmeze eWvianobda<br />
saerTod <strong>avel</strong>umi, fransuazaze eWvianobda<br />
yovelTvis - fransuazas, ara Tu mizezi da<br />
saSualeba, uflebac meti hqonda Ralatisa.<br />
yvelafers rom Tavi gavaneboT, sxva samyaros<br />
ekuTvnoda, sxva qveyanaSi cxovrobda, sxva adaTwesebiT,<br />
da eWvianobisgan gindac Wipi<br />
gadmogvardnoda, roca mogeprianeboda, anda roca<br />
morigi sigiJe wamogivlida, mainc ver CaakiTxavdi<br />
Sens nebaze im samyaroSi da im qveyanaSi, miT ufro<br />
Seni samyarodan da Seni qveynidan - da xandaxan,<br />
misTvisac moulodnelad, ise mwared, ise<br />
dauzogavad gahkravda xolme gulSi usafuZvlo,<br />
mxolod da mxolod misive gamZafrebuli<br />
fantaziis daudevrobiT Casaxuli da bolomde<br />
daubadebeli eWvi, mzad iyo mgeliviT eRmuvla,<br />
gveliviT Tavi kedelze mienaya da
mucelmowyvetili qaliviT egora miwaze, imdenad<br />
autaneli, gausaZlisi iyo es xelovnuri,<br />
gonebismieri grZnoba, TviTgvemis umartivesi da<br />
usastikesi iaraRi, romlis marwuxebsac iolad<br />
veRar daaRwevdi Tavs, rac ar unda geRona. magram<br />
roca sonias wyalobiT, sinamdvileSic ganicada<br />
is, rasac mxolod sakuTar warmodgenebSi<br />
ganicdida fransuazasTan dakavSirebiT,<br />
warmodgenilma da dasaSvebma garkveuli<br />
TvalsazrisiT mainc gaanela namdvilisa da<br />
dauSveblis damangreveli Zala da, amave dros,<br />
seriozuli feriscvaleba ganicada TviTonac,<br />
ufro zustad, TavisTavad, Zaldautaneblad<br />
(SeiZleba, <strong>avel</strong>umis faruli surviliTac),<br />
Seerwya, SeuerTda namdvilsa da dauSvebels da,<br />
masTan erTad, aseve TavisTavad da<br />
Zaldautaneblad, pasuxismgeblobac ikisra<br />
yvelaferze, rac sinamdvileSi moxda, an ar moxda,<br />
magram SeiZleboda momxdariyo.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi aRgznebuli laparakobda, ukve "rolSi<br />
Sesuli", ukve sityvas ayolili, sakuTar<br />
nalaparakevs mitmasnili, mikedlebuli, rogorc<br />
romeliRac patara, pariziti mweri, bevrad didi<br />
cxovelis sxeuls, magram, imave dros, alalbedze<br />
mZebneli gamosasvleli gzisa am uazrobidan, am<br />
gauTvaliswinebeli, gaumarTlebeli sigiJidan,<br />
rasakvirvelia, maTTvisac (am SemTxvevaSi,<br />
fransuazasTvisac), vinc kidev iTvleboda misi<br />
imperiis SemadgenlobaSi, anu, visac jer ver<br />
daeRwia misi siyvarulisgan Tavi.
awrialebuli TvalebiT sivrces miSterebuli<br />
da skamis kideze xelebdabjenili laparakobda,<br />
TviTonac rom ar icoda ras.<br />
- kmara, xma ar amoiRo - gaaCuma uceb fransuazam.<br />
skamidan wamodga da, Tavadac aforiaqebulma,<br />
ramdenjerme uazrod gaiar-gamoiara skamis win.<br />
imasac gadasdeboda <strong>avel</strong>umis mRelvareba.
- yvelaferSi marTali xar, aki giTxari, aki<br />
vaRiare... - gaagrZela mRelvarebisgan<br />
xmaSecvlilma - magram sxvanairadac ar SemeZlo.<br />
imitom rom... imitom rom, meSinoda... Seigne erTxel<br />
da samudamod - win gauCerda da Tavze xeli daado -<br />
SensaviT, SensaviT meSinoda - uTxra dayvavebiT,<br />
rogorc bavSvebs uyvaveben xolme sakuTar<br />
simarTleSi daeWvebuli ufrosebi - Senc xom<br />
marto darCenisa geSinia da imitom mlanZRav ase<br />
daundoblad, ase usamarTlod, ase dagvianebiT -<br />
uceb gaCumda, TiTqos amowmebda, ramdenad<br />
samarTliani iyo Tavad, ramdenad Seefereboda<br />
saerTod simarTles, rasac ambobda, anda, imdenad<br />
marTali egona Tavi, uneburad Seawuxa amis<br />
SegrZnebam, Seecoda Tanamosaubre, yvela gza rom<br />
mouWra erTbaSad, kedelTan rom miayena da,<br />
marTlac, ra gansxvaveba iyo, kacma rom Tqvas,<br />
davuSvaT, fransuazas moskovur "Tavqarianobasa"<br />
da <strong>avel</strong>umis amJamindnel "TavdaWerilobas"<br />
Soris? araviTari. erTi da igive movlena, Tundac,<br />
grZnoba, erTi da imave mizeziT ganpirobebuli,<br />
sxvadasxva drosa da sxvadasxva garemoSi<br />
sxvadasxvanairad amJRavnebda Tavs da, mxolod da<br />
mxolod, SiSi edo safuZvlad, marto darCenis<br />
SiSi, rogorc fransuazamac Tqva, oRond ufro<br />
qaluri gumanis karnaxiT, ramdenadac sxva<br />
araviTari sabuTi ar arsebobda amis<br />
damamtkicebeli. ubralod, fransuazas <strong>avel</strong>umze<br />
adre gauCnda am SiSis grZnoba da <strong>avel</strong>umze metsac<br />
fiqrobda saerTod amasTan dakavSirebiT, Tundac<br />
imitom, arasodes rom ar sjeroda <strong>avel</strong>umisa,<br />
arasodes moutyuebia Tavi, erTxelac iqneba, aRar
dabrundeba Sin da samudamod darCeba CemTano.<br />
rogorc erTxel ukve vTqviT, fransuaza imdenad<br />
kargad icnobda <strong>avel</strong>ums, isic yovelTvis winaswar<br />
icoda, Tu rodis damTavrdeboda maTi kidev erTi<br />
droebiTi "ojaxuri" cxovreba. sakmarisi iyo<br />
zemoT naxsenebi uguneboba daufleboda <strong>avel</strong>ums,<br />
fransuazac ukve momaval Sexvedrebze iwyebda<br />
fiqrs, momavali SexvedrebisTvis emzadeboda,<br />
arsebobda Tu ar arsebobda amis realuri<br />
safuZveli, gansakuTrebiT ki moskovSi<br />
cxovrebisas, raTa mTeli misi arseba, mxolod da<br />
mxolod, am safiqraliT, am sazrunaviT, am imediT<br />
yofiliyo gamsWvaluli da ubrZolvelad ar<br />
Cavardnoda xelSi landiviT adevnebul<br />
simartoves - sakuTar gamosaxulebasaviT<br />
usxeulo, uwono da mouSorebel qalbatons,<br />
erTdroulad Casafrebuls yvela sarkeSi, yvela<br />
SuSaSi da saerTod nebismier priala saganSi,<br />
saidanac kuSti TavazianobiT gamoegebeboda<br />
xolme maSinve, Tuki wamiT mainc gauSterdeboda<br />
fransuazas Tvali. fransuazas ar SeeZlo<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umiviT, roca moeprianeboda maSin daekra fexi<br />
da gadaxvewiliyo Tavis parizSi. ase iolad ver<br />
miatovebda iqaurobas, radgan is iyo erTaderTi<br />
adgili, sadac SeiZleboda Sexvedroda <strong>avel</strong>ums,<br />
sadac u<strong>avel</strong>umodac unda ecxovra, imedi rom ar<br />
moSloda misi naxvisa, iqamde unda ecxovra, vidre<br />
SesZlebda, vidre gaaCerebdnen, radgan <strong>avel</strong>umsac<br />
rom uyvarda igi, wamiTac ar daeWvebula arasodes<br />
da yovelTvis mtkiced swamda, misi moskovidan<br />
wasvla, upirveles yovlisa, <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis ar<br />
iqneboda sasurveli, <strong>avel</strong>ums gaurTulebda
cxovrebas. amitom, ara marto valdebulad<br />
Tvlida Tavs, vTqvaT, rogorc Seyvarebuli, aramed<br />
iZulebuladac, rogorc Rirsebisa da<br />
Tavmoyvareobis mqone adamiani, aetana da moeTmina<br />
bevri iseTi ram, rasac araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar<br />
moiTmenda da aitanda, <strong>avel</strong>ums rom ar gadahyroda<br />
Tavis droze, SemTxveviT. magram fransuazam mainc<br />
ar icoda mTavari, anda mkrTali, bundovani<br />
warmodgena hqonda mxolod mTavarze, aseve<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis sanaxevrod gaSarJebul-gaidumalebuli<br />
monayolebis wyalobiT. man ar icoda, an ar<br />
sjeroda, <strong>avel</strong>umis cxovrebas bavSvobaSi<br />
gaCuqebuli dis danatovari sicariele rom edo<br />
safuZvlad da, amitomac, verafers SeinarCunebda<br />
bolomde, miT umetes monobaSi Seqmnilsa da<br />
SeZenils.<br />
- ai, sonia gaTxovda, Tavs uSvela - Tqva uceb<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma.<br />
- sonia?! romeli sonia?! - gaikvirva fransuazam<br />
da imave wams igrZno, rogor aforiaqda, rogor<br />
auCqarda guli.<br />
- ici Sen, Zalian kargad ici - aRar daixia<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma.<br />
- mere?! - gatyda fransuazac.<br />
- ra mere? gaTxovda. gadarCa. beds ewia - viTom<br />
agdebulad, viTom gulgareSe uTxra <strong>avel</strong>umma,<br />
TiTqos cixeSi gagonil Wors uyveboda.<br />
- rogor Tu gaTxovda?! - gulwrfelad gabrazda<br />
fransuaza.
- rogor da Cveulebrivad. rogorc Wkviani<br />
qalebi Txovdebian - Tqva <strong>avel</strong>umma da cacxvis<br />
yvavili wkipurtiT gadaigdo muxlidan- aba, me xom<br />
ar gadamyveboda? - daamata ukve nerviuli<br />
RimiliT.
"ai, Turme rogor yofila saqmeo" - gaifiqra<br />
fransuazam. rasakvirvelia, icoda, vin iyo sonia.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis garda, sxva gzebiTac SeiZleboda "cixis<br />
Worebis" gageba, Tundac yofili nacnobmegobrebis<br />
meSveobiT, romlebic arc dros<br />
daiSurebdnen da arc fuls saerTaSoriso<br />
satelefono saubrisTvis, Tuki fransuazasTvisac<br />
"metad saintereso ambavs" Seityobdnen SemTxveviT.<br />
moskovma ki yovelTvis gacilebiT meti icoda maT<br />
Sesaxeb, vidre parizma an Tbilisma. magram<br />
fransuaza fiqrSiac ar dauSvebda, ase "mSvidad",<br />
ase "Cveulebrivad" Tu ilaparakebdnen am sakiTxze<br />
isa da <strong>avel</strong>umi, saerTod Tu axsenebda <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
sonias saxels misi TandaswrebiT. sonia, ra Tqma<br />
unda, misTvisac arsebobda, magram araviTari<br />
survili ar hqonda Tavad, raime urTierToba<br />
daemyarebina masTan. marTalia, didad ar<br />
gansxvavdebodnen isini erTmaneTisgan, arc bediTa<br />
da arc mdgomareobiT, erTic is iyo rac meore, anu,<br />
oriveni erTsa da imave uRelSi hyavda Sebmuli<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums, magram fransuazas bevrad erCia, Tuki es<br />
"saidumlo" marto <strong>avel</strong>ums ecodineboda, marto<br />
mis sakuTrebad darCeboda, radgan am "saidumlos"<br />
gamxelamde, misi da <strong>avel</strong>umis (iseve, rogorc<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisa da sonias) urTierToba TiTqmis<br />
uCveulo, TiTqos momxibvlelic da, amdenad,<br />
yvelasaTvis met-naklebad gasagebic iyo da<br />
misaRebic, sxvanairad rom vTqvaT, umal<br />
TanagrZnobas imsaxurebda, vidre Serisxvas,<br />
dagmobas da, rac mTavaria, dacinvas, Tundac<br />
mTavari msjavrmdeblis - melanias - mxridan.<br />
"saidumlos" gamxelis SemTxvevaSi ki, maTi
urTieToba TiTqmis Cveulebriv, TiTqmis<br />
yoveldRiur, yvelasaTvis xelmisawvdom<br />
garyvnilebad gardaiqmneboda da ara marto<br />
mTavari msjavrmdeblis, aramed misi erTaderTi<br />
Tanamzraxvelis, erTaderTi TanamebrZolis -<br />
sakuTari Svilis - TvalSic. maSinve erT rigiT,<br />
guliswadils ayolil Zuknad iqceoda misTvis (da<br />
yvela misi asakis gogosTvisac) da veRarafriT<br />
veRar aRidgenda wignis gmiriviT uiRblo<br />
siyvarulisTvis wamebulis saxesa da saxels. rac<br />
mTavaria, fransuazas namdvilad ar egona, rodisme<br />
ase Tu SesZravda, SeaSfoTebda sonias bedi,<br />
Tundac misi gaTxoveba. arada, axla iseTi<br />
SegrZneba hqonda, TiTqos sonias marto<br />
daetovebina is saerTo ubedurebis Jams, marto<br />
daetovebina <strong>avel</strong>umis xaxaSi. TiTqos<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisTvis ki ara, misTvis eRalatna sonias -<br />
TviTon rogorRac gadaegdo kisridan Tavisi wili<br />
uReli da axla uRlis erTi bolo miwaze<br />
mixriginebda, miiTrevda dalewil tabikebsa da<br />
dawyvetil apeurebs, xolo uRelSi marto<br />
darCenil fransuazas ufro uaresad edrikeboda<br />
kiseri. "usindisoo" - Tqva gunebaSi. ise<br />
ubrazdeboda, TiTqos sonias rodisme sityva<br />
mieces misTvis, rac aris aris, modi bolomde<br />
erTad gviyvardes <strong>avel</strong>umio, erTad gavwioT<br />
saerTo siyvarulis mZime Wapanio.<br />
- Zalian samwuxaroa... dRiTi dRe sul Txeldeba<br />
da Txeldeba Cveni rigebi. sul ufro da ufro<br />
cotani vrCebiT - Tqva bolos mSvidad.<br />
- vin? - daiZaba <strong>avel</strong>umi.
- Cven! - gauRima fransuazam da maSinve gaagrZela,<br />
oRond ukve mkacrad, uRimilod - briyvebi. briyvTa<br />
xomaldis mgzavrebi. Seni qveSevrdomebi.<br />
cacxvze Citi isev Tavgamodebuli WikWikebda,<br />
magram arcerTs ar esmoda misi xma.<br />
- mainc gaTxoveba sjobs... vidre... vidre... - ver<br />
moaba saTqmels Tavi <strong>avel</strong>umma, anda, SeiZleba,<br />
uceb gadaifiqra, moerida fransuazasi, daenana,<br />
dazoga bolo wams.<br />
- vidre? - waexmara, ar moeSva fransuaza, axla<br />
ukve daZabulad, gamomwvevad momRimari,<br />
momlodine nebismieri sisaZaglisa.<br />
- sxvaTa Soris, Sens sawolTan, patara magidaze,<br />
Tu SegimCnevia, Casaxvis sawinaaRmdego abebis<br />
kolofi devs, sanaxevrod daclili - Tqva<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma da xmauriT Caylapa nerwyvi - albaT<br />
yovel SemTxvevisTvis svam, dasazRvevad. Cemma<br />
werilebma rom... hm, hm... - Caaxvela Tu Caicina erTsa<br />
da imave dros. ufro sworad ki, usiamod Caixixina<br />
nerviulobisagan isedac daviwrovebul yelSi -<br />
magram ara mgonia, am TvalsazrisiT, saxifaTo<br />
iyos, rogorc Sen uwode erTxel, epistoluri<br />
siyvaruli - (fransuaza dumda) - marTlac,<br />
rogorc etyoba, franguli wamlebi xangrZlivad,<br />
wlebis ganmavlobaSi inarCuneben Zalas. Cven xom<br />
ukanasknelad am ori wlis winaT SevxvdiT? ase ar<br />
gamodis? ori Tvis mere ori weli iqneba -<br />
miubrunda fransuazas, viTom marTla<br />
ainteresebda amis dazusteba.<br />
- is wamali germanulia - Tqva fransuazam.<br />
- eg sulerTia! - mgznebared SesZaxa <strong>avel</strong>umma.
- egre gegonos, - gaicina fransuazam - zogi<br />
sustia, zogi Zlieri. Zalian Zlieric arsebobs.<br />
magaliTad Cinuri abebi make niangs Caaylapes<br />
Turme da Tormeti kvercxi gaulaya mucelSi.<br />
- me ar vxumrob - gaeRima <strong>avel</strong>ums.<br />
- RmerTo Cemo, ar mesmis rogor cxovrobT Tqven!<br />
- Sewuxda, aRelda, gabrazda fransuaza - ver<br />
gamigia, ra ginda Cemgan? ra unda Cavikla, ra unda<br />
amovikveTo, ras unda gavuZlo kidev! - uneburad<br />
auwia xmas, magram maleve sZlia sisustes da<br />
mSvidad gaagrZela - vidre Sen Cemi gadarCenis<br />
gegmebs awyobdi iq, Cemo gadamrCenelo, me Tavs<br />
Zlivs vereodi, quCaSi rom ar gavvardniliyavi da<br />
pirvelsave gamvlels ar Cavvardnodi fexebSi...<br />
pirvelsave Semxvedrs... Tundac keTrovans...<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi aSkarad SeakrTo bolo sityvebma. erTi<br />
wamiT gamoxeda swrafad, qurdulad, gadidebuli,<br />
awrialebuli TvalebiT. loyebic ki Seefakla<br />
uceb da am moulodneli SekrTomis, dabneulobisa<br />
Tu Sercxvenis misaCqmalad - xe, xeo - Caicina<br />
yasidad, usiamod, Tumca, kacma rom Tqvas, sxva<br />
mainc araferi hqonda saTqmeli.
- kmara, kmara. gavicineT da gveyofa - Tqva<br />
fransuazam - ras vizamT, aseTia Cveni xvedri -<br />
daamata cota xnis mere, Semrigeblurad. Tan<br />
mxarze gadakiduli tyavis patara CanTidan morig<br />
sigarets iRebda, magram, amjerad, imdenad moweva<br />
ar undoda, ramdenadac ganmuxtva am uxerxuli,<br />
ukiduresobamde misuli saxifaTo situaciisa.<br />
axla nebismieri mouzomavi sityva, misgan Tu<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisgan naTqvami, SeiZleboda orivesTvis<br />
erTnairad sabediswero aRmoCeniliyo, Tuki<br />
Segnebulad ar eswrafvodnen gaTiSvas,<br />
ganSorebas, lamis ocdaxuTwliani<br />
siyvarulisTvis wertilis dasmas, maincdamainc aq,<br />
farSevangis ferebiTa da siyvarulis maradiuli<br />
oxvriT dabangul sasaxleSi. amitomac, rac ufro<br />
nakleb yuradRebas miaqcevdnen ukve naTqvamsa da<br />
Cadenils, miT ufro gauadvildebodaT, axlac da<br />
momavalSic, misi "gasaReba" (Tundac sakuTar<br />
TavTan) umniSvnelo, usafuZvlo, WeSmarit<br />
SeyvarebulTaTvis Tanabrad damaxasiaTebel da<br />
TiTqmis garduval gaugebrobad. "pirobas gaZlev,<br />
saRamomde aRar movwevo" - uTxra fransuazam<br />
momarjvebul sigarets, ra Tqma unda, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
gasagonad.<br />
- gana rodisme miTqvams, Seni gadamrCeneli varmeTqi?<br />
- ikiTxa TavCaRunulma <strong>avel</strong>umma.
- giTqvams - gaiRima fransuazam. Soreul<br />
mogonebebs gauRima - Tanac bevrjer - daamata<br />
maSinve. Tan sigarets ukidebda da meore xels<br />
gazis asanTis als afarebda gverdidan, cacxvis<br />
surneliTa da Citis WikWikiT gabruebul niavs rom<br />
ar Caeqro SemTxveviT - TiTqmis yovelTvis, roca<br />
Tvrebodi - siamovnebiT amoayola bols.<br />
- me aravis gadarCena ar SemiZlia - aRelda,<br />
aCqarda <strong>avel</strong>umi - ar uarvyof. SeiZleba vTqvi.<br />
SeiZleba miTqvams... SeiZleba mindoda kidec. arc<br />
es aris gamoricxuli. magram... ici ratom? kargi,<br />
kidev erTxel getyvi, raki SeniT ver mixvdi aqamde.<br />
me fexdabijebuli sisxli midgas ZarRvebSi. ici,<br />
ras niSnavs es?
- ara, ar icoda fransuazam, ras niSnavda "es" da<br />
arc unda scodnoda. amasTan saxsenebelic ar iyo<br />
ufuloba, usamsaxuroba, uZiloba, stumrad<br />
wasvlis Tu stumris miRebis gamo mogvrili<br />
mRelvareba, SfoTi da wuxili... martoxela<br />
dedobac ki! magram es rom gaegebinebina<br />
fransuazasTvis, Zalian Soridan unda daewyo.<br />
Tumca, TviTonac ar iyo darwmunebuli, ramdenad<br />
SesaZlebelia auxsna meore adamians, romelic am<br />
dros saxeSi Semogcqeris da romlis fexsac es<br />
wuTia Seexe Tavad, rom Sen ar arsebob, rom is<br />
(meore adamiani) axla martoa, anu erTi zis am<br />
oradgilian skamze, rac aSkarad ar Seesabameba<br />
TiTqos sinamdviles. magram <strong>avel</strong>ums TviTonve<br />
daezara laparakis gagrZeleba. daezara imis<br />
axsna-ganmarteba, risi axsna-ganmartebac mxolod<br />
sityvebis meSveobiT mainc ver moxerxdeboda. amis<br />
mxolod SegrZneba SeiZleboda. es Tandayolili,<br />
memkvidreobiT miRebuli, sisxlismieri SegrZneba<br />
gaxldaT da ara giJis aCemeba, gamZafrebuli<br />
nevrozis kidev erTi gamovlena. mokled, amis<br />
gageba Tu surda fransuazas, is cxovreba unda<br />
gaevlo, rac <strong>avel</strong>umma ganvlo, Tavis<br />
winaprebianad, uxsovari droidan dRemde. swored<br />
am cxovrebis kvals daeZebda <strong>avel</strong>umic mTeli<br />
sicocxle, man miiyvana kretas aqoTebul<br />
labirinTSic, rasac kopwia literatorebi<br />
miTologiiT gatacebad uTvlidnen. amis gageba<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis qalebidan mxolod melanias SeeZlo,<br />
ramdenadac erTad, erTdroulad hqondaT<br />
gadatanili cxra martica da cxra aprilic da,<br />
rac mTavaria, isic im samyaros nawili iyo,
omelsac avad Tu kargad, axla <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
warmoadgenda trianonis sasaxleSi. amis<br />
gasagebad <strong>avel</strong>umis sayvarlobac ar kmaroda. miT<br />
ufro ar kmaroda, Tundac ramdenime wliT<br />
moskovSi gadasaxleba.<br />
- ver gaigeb - Tqva <strong>avel</strong>umma da fransuazas fexze<br />
Camousva xeli, muxlidan koWamde da, ase<br />
wingadaxrili, gaSeSda cotaxans - oi, Cemi<br />
osteoxondrozi! - SesZaxa Sewuxebuli xmiT. mere<br />
cali loya frTxilad, nazad Camoado muxlze da<br />
Tqva: axi iqneba, ase rom davrCeo.<br />
fransuazam muxli odnav gaaqnia, viTom ar<br />
giSoreb, magram vici, rom tyui, vici rom araferi<br />
gWirs sagangaSo, miT ufro, aq dasarCenio.<br />
- mainc, ras ver gavigeb? gaagrZele - Tqva<br />
fransuazam.<br />
- ver gaigeb - gaimeora <strong>avel</strong>umma.
verc gaigebda. fransuaza moskovSic<br />
"parizulad" cxovrobda. yovel SemTxvevaSi,<br />
yvela Rones xmarobda, yvelanairad cdilobda,<br />
met-naklebad misTvis Cveuli garemo Seeqmna iqac<br />
da, rasakvirvelia, es ganapirobebda mxolod mis<br />
"aristokratul midrekilebebsac", vTqvaT,<br />
cxenosnobisadmi Tu moskovuri bohemisadmi (egreT<br />
wodebuli uideo poetebisa Tu xelmocaruli<br />
mxatvrebis bunagebisadmi). is ramis gagebas ki ar<br />
cdilobda (ar ecala saamisod), miT ufro arsTa<br />
arsisa, aramed nebismier daTmobaze midioda, raTa<br />
gaeZlo da aetana. erTi mizani amoZravebda, rac<br />
SeiZleba, SeumCneveli darCeniliyo axal<br />
garemoSi, ukidures SemTxvevaSi, Semawuxebeli ki<br />
ara, sasiamovno danamati yofiliyo misi, Tundac -<br />
sasiamovno sxvaoba. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki, mxolod da<br />
mxolod, erTi cixidan meore cixeSi gadadioda,<br />
Tbilisidan moskovSi, ufro zustad ki, erTi da<br />
imave, uzarmazari, miwieri sazomebisTvis yovlad<br />
Seuferebeli cixis erTi blokidan meoreSi da,<br />
amdenad, misTvis, maincdamainc, arc garemo<br />
icvleboda, arc cxovrebis wesi. amitomac iyo<br />
misTvis, araTu gamaRizianebeli, saerTod<br />
gaugebari, miuRebeli da, rac kidev ufro<br />
sakvirvelia, Seuracxmyofelic fransuazas<br />
"aristokratiuli midrekilebebis" gamovlena<br />
suliT monaTa, xorciT sneulTa da znewamxdarTa<br />
garemocvaSi...
- ver gaigeb - gaimeora isev da TviTonac rom ar<br />
CaRrmavebuliyo uaresad am usiamo fiqrsa da<br />
uazro gansjaSi, mTrTolvare, daZabuli RimiliT<br />
moayola - me, ese igi, me, iseve ver gadagarCine Sen,<br />
ese igi, Sen, fransuaza, ocdaori wlis frangi<br />
gogona, TavSesaqcev siyvaruls gamoqceuli da<br />
WeSmariti siyvarulis sazarel xaxaSi<br />
Cavardnili, rogorc Tqven, ese igi, frangebma, ver<br />
gadagvarCineT Cven, ese igi, qarTvelebi. bunebaSi<br />
araferi ikargeba. istoriaSi yvelaferi<br />
meordeba... rasac dasTes, imas moimki...<br />
- oho! es ki marTlac saintereso mosazrebaa. rac<br />
mTavaria, axali - scada gaxumreba fransuazamac,<br />
magram, <strong>avel</strong>umis Rimilisa ar iyos, TiTebTan<br />
erTad, sanaxevrod Camwvari sigaretic uTrToda.<br />
- sxvaTa Soris, erTi Cemi didi winapari swored<br />
aqedan gamoapanRures Senma didma winaprebma. ara,<br />
cota ufro zemodan, mTavari sasaxlidan,<br />
versalidan. aq albaT arc SemouSvebdnen,<br />
sasuliero piri gaxldaT.<br />
- xa, xa - gaicina fransuazam gamomwvevad. TiTqos<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums gamoajavra, anda arafrad Caagdo<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umis naTqvami da ubralod mosinja, SeZlebda<br />
Tu vera imasaviT yalbad gacinebas. <strong>avel</strong>umma ki<br />
mTvrali haeri jer xmauriT Seisruta orive<br />
nestoTi da mere haerTan erTad amoiqSina: xa, xa,<br />
Tqveni ar iyos, qalbatono fransuazao.<br />
- gTxov, Zalian gTxov - Seevedra fransuaza da<br />
axla iman daado muxlze xeli.
cacxvze Citi ustvenda. isini Cumad isxdnen.<br />
"RmerTo Cemo. RmerTo Cemo. RmerTo Cemoo" -<br />
ratomRac zedized imeorebda gunebaSi fransuaza.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi ki dainteresebuli, Semcbari Tu<br />
gakvirvebuli adevnebda Tvals (radgan ara marto<br />
grZnobda, xedavda kidec), rogori Semparavi<br />
daudevrobiT vrceldeboda mTels mis arsebaSi<br />
fransuazas patara, susti, mRelvarebisagan<br />
gaoflili xelis naRverdliseburi simxurvale.<br />
saerTod, orive Taviseburad Semcbari iyo da,<br />
imave dros, orives erTnairad moreoda<br />
daRliloba - gamocarielebuliyvnen<br />
gaWianurebuli sasamarTlos monawileebiviT.<br />
marTalia, im "sasamarTloze" ZiriTadad<br />
qaragmulad, xumrobiTa da miniSnebebiT xdeboda<br />
braldebebis wayenebaca da danaSaulis aRiarebac,<br />
magram mainc iseTi grZnoba daufleboda orives,<br />
TiTqos swored is ar eTqvaT, rasac sasamarTlo<br />
avaldebulebdaT, ufro sworad, meti eTqvaT,<br />
vidre saWiro iyo sasamarTlo procesis<br />
wasamarTad; kidev ufro sworad ki, TiTqos<br />
uneblieT, mainc wamoscdenodaT is, risi<br />
wamocdenac araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar SeiZleboda,<br />
gansakuTrebiT dRes da gansakuTrebiT aq,<br />
ramdenadac, amis Sedegad SeiZleboda<br />
braldebuli qceuliyo bralmdeblad da piriqiT,<br />
bralmdebeli braldebulad. kidev uaresi,<br />
SeiZleboda dasjiliyo udanaSaulo da Tanac<br />
sasjelis ukiduresi zomiT, xolo damnaSaves<br />
arxeinad gaegrZelebina Tavisi danaSaulebrivi<br />
cxovreba da moRvaweoba. yovel SemTxvevaSi,<br />
sasamarTlo namdvilad iZulebuli gaxdeboda,
ukan mibrunebuliyo isev da meti naTeli moefina<br />
aqamde bnelSi darCenili zogierTi<br />
wvrilmanisaTvis, romlis gamoCxrekac, upirveles<br />
yovlisa, imaze aaRebinebda orives xels, rac jer<br />
kidev unarCunebdaT rwmenas, mxolod ase rom<br />
SeeZloT cxovreba, mxolod amas rom<br />
elodebodnen cxovrebisgan, roca pirvelad<br />
utydebodnen erTmaneTs - es ki namdvili<br />
siyvaruliao.<br />
mere rusos soflisken miseirnobdnen.<br />
gadavidnen qvis patara, Zvelebur xidze (<strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
ar axsovs, arxi iyo Tu mdinare). Cauares<br />
didebulTa didebul "qoxmaxebs". viRac<br />
tanmorCil, magram heraklesaviT dakunTul zangs<br />
maRali, qera qali (albaT holandieli) xelkaviT<br />
mohyavda, xazgasmuli mokrZalebiTa da mowiwebiT,<br />
Tumca TvalnaTliv etyoboda Sinagani<br />
daZabuloba da mouTmenloba. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki<br />
fransuazasTvis leqss igonebda eqspromtad:<br />
viTom fransuaza is uxilavi, is mouxelTebeli<br />
Citi iyo, ganuwyvetliv rom WikWikebda cacxvis<br />
romeliRac xeze mTeli maTi saubris (hm, hm...)<br />
manZilze. TviTon ki, viTom am Citis WikWiks<br />
Camohyoloda qveynis meore bolodan da viTom<br />
aTasnair Citebs sTavazobdnen gzadagza, maT<br />
Soris rkinis mtredebsac, iqneb mxari eqceso,<br />
magram is mainc jiutad moiwevda aqeTken, am<br />
cacxvebisken, uxilavi da, SeiZleba, arc arsebuli<br />
Citisken.<br />
trianonis cacxvebSi<br />
qoriviT dagacxrebi-o,
aSinebda fransuazas, magram fransuazas ar<br />
eSinoda, mSvidad, morCilad moyveboda gverdiT.<br />
mere, Segnebulad aCqarebuli video-filmis<br />
uferuli kadrebiviT, uazrod, umiznod<br />
mihyvebodnen erTmaneTs darCenili dReebi,<br />
saaTebi, wuTebi, wamebi... jer TviTmfrinavis<br />
bileTi iyides, anu, "registraciaSi gatardnen"<br />
aeroportis ganyofilebaSi, sadac, xelis erTi<br />
mosmiT, cixidan gamosasvleli sabuTi cixeSi<br />
dasabrunebel sabuTad gadaukeTes <strong>avel</strong>ums da<br />
mzis amosvlis kunZuli imave wams isev ocnebis,<br />
sizmris, warmodgenis kuTvnilebad iqca. Tumca,<br />
darekviT mainc darekes iq - Seicvala Cveni<br />
gegmebio - raTa araviTari imedi, araviTari gza ar<br />
daetovebinaT ukan dasabrunebeli.<br />
mere (ratomRac fransuazas daJinebuli<br />
moTxovniT), erTxel kidev Seecadnen parizis<br />
daTvalierebas, magram amjeradac ver moaxerxes<br />
sorbonaSi cali TvaliT SeWyetac, am sityvis<br />
pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT (daketili iyo<br />
sazafxulo ardadegebis gamo); amjeradac ver<br />
avidnen eifelze (sxvac bevri iyo msurveli);<br />
amjeradac ver SeaRwies luvrSi (dro ar<br />
yofnidaT). samagierod, amjeradac bevri<br />
ixetiales laTinur kvartalSi, amjeradac<br />
Sevidnen orTavian Tu rqebgadaxerxil taZarSi,<br />
magram verc amjerad miakvlies viTom qarTveli<br />
ostatis naxelav magidas.
mere, ormagi xidiT, meore napirze gadavidnen da<br />
bukinists gamoelaparaknen, Zalian rom Camogavda<br />
raRaciT erT-erT im ToliaTagans (grZeli,<br />
wvetiani cxviriT? viwro, daqanebuli SubliT? Tu<br />
nabadiviT mxrebze mogdebuli velvetis gaqeqili<br />
pijakiT?), senis orive mxares qvis moajirebze rom<br />
isxdnen mowyenilni, sivrcisa da sakvebis simciris<br />
gamo, Tu piriqiT, TevziT gamZRarni da freniT<br />
daqanculni. ki ar gamoelaparaknen, hkiTxes<br />
(fransuazas meSveobiT), rame xom ar hqonda<br />
qarTul enaze - an Zveli wigni, an Zveli gazeTi, an<br />
Zveli sabuTi. magram iman, mdinaris Toliam,<br />
fransuazas moridebuli da zrdilobianad mokle<br />
informaciis Semdeg, romeliRac rusuli broSura<br />
rom gamoaZvrina saidanRac, erTmaneTze dastadasta<br />
daxvavebuli yvela juris wignebidan,<br />
Jurnal-gazeTebidan, reproduqciebidan<br />
plakatebidan, <strong>avel</strong>umma maSinve mxarze moxvia<br />
xeli zrdilobianad Semcbarsa Tu darcxvenil<br />
fransuazas da saswrafod gaarida iqaurobas.<br />
sena ki dinjad, Seuferxeblad, drosaviT<br />
miedineboda xidebs qveS (apolinerisa ar iyos) da<br />
ver daeZra, ver mihqonda, anda WaRara<br />
policieliviT, Segnebuload iqceoda ase,<br />
Segnebulad ar mihqonda Tan am veragulad<br />
momnusxavi, saxifaTo qalaqis ZvelTa-Zveli,<br />
magram maradisobis wyalnapkurebi da, bunebriv<br />
warmonaqmnTa msgavsad, Semacbunebeli<br />
ubraloebiTa da damamSvidebeli sidiadiT<br />
gamorCeuli Senobebis damtvreuli, datalRuli<br />
anareklebi.
mere, erTxel kidev ver isadiles, romeliRac<br />
restoranSi (parizSi TiTqos erTaderTi, magram<br />
uzarmazari restorania, patar-patara nawilebad<br />
daqucmacebuli) - <strong>avel</strong>ums isev gauWirda<br />
ugemrielesi lukmis Caylapva da, aq ar davixrCoo,<br />
dafeTebuli gamovarda quCaSi. mere isev Sin<br />
isxdnen da isev fxvieri wvnianiTa da RvinoSi<br />
Cambali puriT ibrunebdnen guls. mere isev<br />
uyvardaT erTmaneTi, TiTqos pirvelad TavianT<br />
sicocxleSi (albaT, ukanasknelad) da diliT isev<br />
erTad idgnen Sxapis qveS da <strong>avel</strong>umi sasiamovnod<br />
grZnobda, rogor gaexaxuneboda xolme mkerdze<br />
fransuazas msxvili, xorkliani kertebi da<br />
uCveulod gaxalisebul-gamxiarulebuli sakmaod<br />
seriozulad umtkicebda aSxuvlebul wylis<br />
nakadSi jer kidev zezeurad mZinare fransuazas,<br />
apolineri aucileblad rusi poeti iqneboda,<br />
saqarTveloSi rom ecxovrao.<br />
mere TviTmfrinavSi ijda, agangaSebuli,<br />
aforiaqebuli, miwasTan gasworebuli da<br />
gacamtverebuli fransuazas moTminebiT,<br />
sulgrZelobiT, gindac, sibriyviT.
saloni carieli iyo. erTnairad TrTodnen<br />
erTnairad TeTri (TiTqmis TeTri), erTnairad<br />
carieli (bedad!) savarZlebi. is ki loculobda,<br />
uTavbolod, umisamarTod. yvelasTvis<br />
loculobda, icnobda Tu ar icnobda, uyvarda Tu<br />
sZulda, cocxali iyo Tu mkvdari. erTnairad<br />
mxurvaled, erTnairad mondomebuli,<br />
mowadinebuli loculobda ormocdaTeqvsmetSi,<br />
Sardis suniT aqoTebul sadarbazoSi<br />
gardacvlil biWzec da zRvis napiras monebivre,<br />
mamis nayid Wrel trusikSi "gamopranWul"<br />
gogozec, romelsac dobilTan erTad karavSi<br />
Ramis gaTeva yvelafers erCia, romelic misgan,<br />
misi meSveobiT movlenoda qveyanas, mis sisxlsa da<br />
xorcs atarebda da mainc ar ekuTvnoda mas. is ki<br />
mainc loculobda, uTavbolod, umisamarTod,<br />
uwesod - pirvelive pirsmomdgari sityvebiT.<br />
erTnairad loculobda TbilisSi, cxra aprils<br />
darbeul demonatrantebzec, romlebsac<br />
germaniaSi samkurnalod wasvla mxolod ocnebaSi<br />
Tu SeeZloT, da parizis RirsSesaniSnaobaTa<br />
dasaTvaliereblad msoflios sxvadasxva<br />
kuTxeebidan Camosul turistebzec,<br />
usaqmurobisgan mowyenilni Tu sakuTari uvicobis<br />
SegrZnebiT daseriozulebulni rom dahyvebodnen<br />
ukan TavianT dauRlel gidebs.<br />
RmerToSenuSveleRmerToSendaifareRmerToSenis<br />
axelisWirimeo - loculobda mxurvaled, mTeli<br />
arsebiT danTqmuli locvaSi, yvelasa da<br />
yvelafers mowyvetili, yvela mijnas, yvela<br />
zRvars gamcdari, mtvris namceciviT Cakarguli<br />
(locvianad) usazRvro, ukidegano sivrceebSi da
mtkivneulad, SemaSfoTebeli netarebiT grZnobda,<br />
rogor eufleboda, rogor imorCilebda<br />
TandaTanobiT, maincdamainc, aq, mTrTolvare<br />
liTonis wiaRSi, am Rrublebs zemoT, am usazRvro,<br />
ukidegano sivrceebSi - daCoqebis survili. mere,<br />
raki darwmunda, verafriT ver moTokavda am<br />
gaTviTcnobierebul survilsa Tu<br />
gauTviTcnobierebel moTxovnilebas, saswrafod<br />
wamodga da iqve, sakuTari savarZlis gverdiT<br />
daiCoqa savarZlebs Soris gasasvlelSi dafenil<br />
noxze. cali xeli isev savarZlis saxelurisTvis<br />
CaeWida, TiTqos xels Tu gauSvebda, maSinve<br />
waiRebda, gaitacebda, ugzo-ukvlod gadakargavda<br />
es usaSvelo, es maradiuli Jini Tu survili<br />
gamocarielebul, gamoyruebul sivrceebSi,<br />
TeTri, namdvilad TeTri, ukiduresad,<br />
Semawuxeblad, SemaSfoTeblad TeTri, marad<br />
cvalebadi da mainc marad erTnairi, erTferovani<br />
Rrublebis "gaqvavebul", mkvdar, ukacur (albaT<br />
micvalebulTa sulebiT dasaxlebul) qalaqebSi.<br />
Tan SeuCereblad loculobda, ganuwyvetliv<br />
imeorebda erTsa da imaves, aRelvebuli,<br />
aRgznebuli, didi sinaTlisa Tu raRac sxva,<br />
zebunebrivi Zalis siaxloviT, magram mainc<br />
adamianurad daZabuli, adamianurad miyuradebuli<br />
nebismier Cqams; mainc miwier kanonebs, miwier<br />
Cvevebsa da wesebs daqvemdebarebuli<br />
nebayoflobiT - mxolod imis eSinoda, mxolod<br />
imis rcxvenoda, ase daCoqili, ase uwyveti,<br />
udefiso locvisgan kurdReliviT<br />
tuCebacmacunebuli ar enaxa vinmes, Tundac im<br />
stiuardesas, aTasSi erTxel rom Caivlida xolme
cariel savarZlebs Soris, SeSliliviT TiTqos<br />
TavisTvis momRimari, TviTmfrinavis biZgebsa da<br />
ryevas ayolili, vidre isev fardis iqiT ar<br />
gauCinardeboda kargaxniT, rogorc erTaderTi,<br />
magram sakmaod myari, saimedo dadastureba<br />
miwieri cxovrebis arsebobisa.<br />
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karze akakuneben. sarkmelze fardis CamoSveba<br />
daviwyebiaT da Cans, rogor mifrinaven manaTobeli<br />
tyviebi erTmaneTis miyolebiT, "iveriidan"<br />
mTavrobis sasaxlisken da mTavrobis sasaxlidan<br />
"iveriisken". dRisiT am or "samiznes" Soris<br />
kvamlis maRali svetia aRmarTuli. axla kvamlis<br />
sveti ar Cans - Ramis wyvdiadsaa Sexamebuli -<br />
Tumca xanZris gamonaSuqiT gafermkrTalebuli<br />
Ramis wyvdiadic, Ramis wyvdiadze metad, kvamlsa<br />
gavs, oRond Zlieri, yovlismomcveli xanZris<br />
mauwyebels. jer ki mxolod rusT<strong>avel</strong>i iwvis<br />
(<strong>avel</strong>umi erTxel kidev moicvlis sawolSi gverds<br />
- garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, misi warsulic iwvis,<br />
mTeli misi cxovreba). dekemberia. dekembris bolo<br />
dRea. xval axali weli iwyeba. oRond, jer kidev<br />
sakiTxavia, visTvis. xval ki ara, ramdenime saaTSi<br />
mova axali weli. ufro zustad (<strong>avel</strong>umi xels<br />
amoaZvrens sabnidan, magidis naTuris Rilaks TiTs<br />
daaWers da moulodneli sinaTlisagan<br />
TvalmoWutuli, saaTs Sexedavs), ufro zustad -<br />
saaTsa da ormocdaxuT wuTSi. rasakvirvelia,<br />
Tuki Cveni saaTi ar tyuis. albaT tyuis. an win<br />
iqneba, an ukan. isic Tavis patroniviTaa - an<br />
CamorCeba, an win uswrebs cxovrebas. cxovreba ki<br />
mainc Tavisi gziT midis. Sen ginda CamorCi, ginda<br />
gaaswari. im dRes televizorSi bedniera<br />
gamoiyvanes. xalxi rasac ambobs, marTldeba.<br />
bedniera pirobiTad SevarqviT. Cveni mogonili<br />
saxelia. ufro sworad, TviTon gvaiZula ase<br />
Segverqmia. interviuerma saxeli rom hkiTxa, iman<br />
upasuxa, bednieri varo. sxvaTaSoris, zustad<br />
dRevandeli glexiviT Tu naglexariviT
laparakobda - Sen, vTqvaT, qliavis jiSsa da<br />
saxels ekiTxebi, is ki fass geubneba - "es ra<br />
qliavia, Zia kaco?" "xuTi maneTi, gena". ufro eSmaki<br />
Tua - "eqvsi maneTi, gena, magram Sen xuTad mogcem".<br />
"Sen is miTxari, qliavs ra hqvia, dalocvilo? ra<br />
jiSisaa?" "ra vici, Cven yvelafers qliavs veZaxiT".<br />
imitom, rom gamovqliavdiT. imis winapars axalaxali<br />
jiSi gamoyavda, amynobda, aRonierebda,<br />
akeTilSobilebda, saxels arqmevda SviliviT da<br />
SviliviTac eamayeboda, is ki yvelafers<br />
erTnairad qliavs eZaxis. etyvi, ewyineba. aqeT<br />
Semogedaveba - Sarze xar, viRaca xar, qlivrisa ki<br />
ara, Cemi saxeli aRar maxsovso - ai, amas hqvia<br />
swored, gamoqvabulSi mibruneba. karga xnis<br />
mibrunebulebi varT ukve. ramdenic SeiZleboda,<br />
davixieT ukan. kidev erTi nabijic da, yvelani<br />
ufskrulSi CavcvivdebiT, "qlivris" xeebianad.<br />
karze ki akakuneben. magram, ara uSavs, akakunon,<br />
vidre ar mobezrdebaT. adre Tu gvian,<br />
aucileblad gauReben. asea naTqvami wminda wignSi.<br />
bednierasaTvis gmo-ze Tu gamo-ze operacia<br />
gaukeTebiaT - gadadebuli yofila, sawyali.<br />
misianebs, Tu interviueri ar azviadebs,<br />
STabeWdilebis gasamZafreblad, kuboc hqoniaT<br />
ukve SekveTili. saavadmyofodan ki imitom ar<br />
gahyavdaT, aravis rom ar ecala misTvis. ufro<br />
sworad, cocxlisTvis ar ecalaT, radgan mkvdris<br />
dasamarxad emzadebodnen, mkvdari hyavdaT<br />
misaxedi. isic sikvdils elodeboda mxolod da,<br />
dros gasayvanad, saavadmyofos derefanSi<br />
dominos TamaSobda dilidan saRamomde, vidre<br />
gmo-ze Tu gamo-ze ar amohyo moulodnelad Tavi,
saidanac saRsalamaTi daubrunda Tavisianebs.<br />
Tumca, fsiqiatrebis azriT - cota Seryeuli unda<br />
iyos - rogorc ukve vTqviT, bednieri varo, gaiZaxis<br />
waramara, rac imdenad Zneli dasajerebelia Cvens<br />
droSi, medicinac iZulebulia, ar gamoricxos<br />
fsiqopaTiis faqtori, ese igi, Cveulebrivi<br />
adamianuri eniT rom vTqvaT, giJad CaTvalos<br />
yvela, vinc dRes televizorSi gamodgeba da<br />
saqveynod ganacxadebs bednieri varo. magram<br />
araferi axsovs, didi sinaTlis meti. interviuerma<br />
rom hkiTxa, aba erTi mogviyevi, ra iyo, rogor iyoo<br />
- rogor iyo da kargad iyoo, imis mere bednieri<br />
var, arc araferi mtkiva, arc araferi mawuxebs,<br />
TavSi qva uxeTqia yvelaso - upasuxa iman.<br />
interviuerma: (damcinavi RimiliT, rogorc giJebs<br />
anda bavSvebs elaparakebian) sinaTle ra, iqamde ar<br />
ginaxavs? axlac xom sinaTlea? (marTlac, ori<br />
"iupiteri" pirdapir TvalebSi uWyitinebda<br />
bednieras). bednieram: es ra sinaTlea! es imasTan<br />
ukuni bnelia. ai, rom vambobT xolme, TvalTan<br />
TiTs ver miitano, isea. interviuerma: (cota ar<br />
iyos, dabneulad) mere? bednieram: ra mere? vinc im<br />
sinaTles ixilavs, gabednierdeba CemsaviT. coli<br />
meubneba, sinaTles mogcem me Seno. magram raRa<br />
drosia - Rame Zili aRara maqvs, dRisiT mosveneba.<br />
sul iq minda yofna. gana ar vicodi, Cvens droSi<br />
bedniereba rom ar SeiZleba, magram ra vqna, ase<br />
moxda. daviRupe Tavi. arada, jer varskvlavi<br />
megona. Cveulebrivi. bagebs zemoT idga da<br />
cimcimebda TavisTvis. mec CemTvis videqi<br />
saavadmyofos aivanze da dominos koWebs<br />
vaCxrialebdi piJamos jibeSi. gvian mivxvdi, taniT
vigrZeni uceb, isic mxedavda da ara marto<br />
mxedavda, rogorc ukve mogaxseneT, raRacasac<br />
maniSnebda Tan, ar vici, "modi nu geSiniao" Tu "nu<br />
geSinia, movdivaro". is ki ara, TiTqos ecineboda<br />
kidec Cems miuxvedrelobaze. mere aRaraferi<br />
maxsovs. Tumca, rogor ara - ai, aq mtkiva meTqi -<br />
veubnebodi viRacas. ar vici calTvala iyo Tu<br />
erTi Tvali hqonda saerTod. ai, aqa meTqi, da xels<br />
RviZlze videbdi. maSin marTla mtkioda<br />
(gaubedavad isvams ferdze xels). imis mere aRar<br />
mtkiva. isic vuTxari, gadadebuli var meTqi,<br />
Cemianebs ukve kuboca aqvT CemTvis SekveTili<br />
meTqi. magram imas gaecina, yvelani erTnairad<br />
sulelebi xarT am planetazeo, imis geSiniaT, rac<br />
unda geimedebodeTo, is gawuxebT, rac unda<br />
gaxarebdeTo; rasac Tqven sikvdils eZaxiT, is aris<br />
swored sicocxleo; Tqven am planetaze<br />
SemTxveviT xarT moxvedrilni da mxolod<br />
Tqveneburad sikvdilis Semdeg ubrundebiT<br />
namdvil samSoblos, saidanac odesRac Tqveni<br />
windauxedavi winapris Tesli wamoiRo qarmao.<br />
interviuerma: ki magram, ra enaze gelaparakeboda<br />
amdens? bednieram: rogor Tu ra enaze, Cems enaze,<br />
Cvens enaze. interviuerma: (ironiuli RimiliT)<br />
Cveni ena Cven aRar viciT da iman icoda viTom?<br />
bednieram: ai ase esaia. interviuerma: rao?<br />
bednieram: abel Tofi ifoTleba. interviuerma:<br />
ras bJuturobs es kaci, ver gavige veraferi.<br />
bednieram: waikiTxeT ukuRma. mokled, im dRes<br />
saerTod rom ar gamovsuliyavi palatidan, axla<br />
mec TqvensaviT ubeduri viqnebodi. am dReSi ar<br />
Cavvardebodi-meTqi, mindoda meTqva... marTlac, ra
dros bednierebaze laparakia - rogorc daviwyeT,<br />
iseve vamTavrebT am codvil saukunes. guSinac ase<br />
iyo qveyana areuli. sadgurebi da navsadgurebi<br />
guSinac ltolvilebiT iyo savse. bavSvebs<br />
cementis iatakze eZinaT. mxolod gaqonili da<br />
dafxrewili gazeTebi efinaT qveS. qveyanas orad<br />
ori oratori hyavda, ucxourad ganswavlulganaTlebuli,<br />
da isinic emigraciaSi garbodnen.<br />
ufro sworad, viRacam gaabriyva, gaityua<br />
sazRvargareT - wadiT, gaiar-gamoiareT, Tvals<br />
wyali daalevineT da aqauroba rom dawynardeba,<br />
ukanve CamodiTo - magram veRar Camovidnen. raRac<br />
moxda gauTvaliswinebeli. sulac im viRacam<br />
sityva gatexa, piroba daarRvia, oRond, Zneli<br />
dasadgenia, vin SeiZleboda yofiliyo<br />
imdroindel saqarTveloSi, anda mis momijnave<br />
qveyanaSi, aseTi upiro. amitom, verc is orad ori<br />
oratori iqca emigraciad. sul bargze isxdnen,<br />
sul dasabruneblad iyvnen mzad da, mxatvrulad<br />
rom vTqvaT, Tvalsa da xels Sua gaeparaT<br />
cxovreba, veraferi moaswres, gadagvarebis meti.<br />
maTi mitovebuli qveyana ki isev keTili,<br />
RvTisnieri, erTmorwmune mezoblis imediT<br />
ibrunebda suls, anu, isev fiandazad egeboda<br />
fexqveS maradiul "mxsnelsa" da "qomags",<br />
romelic Tavis mxriv, xan "gubernias" eZaxda<br />
moferebiT, xan - "respublikas". amasobaSi ki,<br />
dRiTi-dRe, wami-wam ibzareboda da irRveoda<br />
saukuneobiT nagebi cixe-galavani zneobisa,<br />
patiosnebisa, kdemamosilebisa... gamoCenili<br />
politikuri moRvawis qvrivi, Tavadac aranakleb<br />
cnobili sazogado moRvawe, moTave da
sulisCamdgmeli aTasnairi saqvelmoqmedo dilisa<br />
Tu saRamosi, RamRamobiT, Semzaravad pikantursa<br />
Tu pikanturad Semzarav sizmrebs xedavda. viTom<br />
zRvaSi ixrCoboda da viTom misi xisfexa mezobeli<br />
(pirveli msoflio omis xeibari), Tavis xis fexs<br />
ugdebda napiridan da viTom im xis fexTan erTad<br />
adi-Cadioda qafian, dorblian, amazrzenad<br />
dabuStul talRebze, vidre misi xisfexa<br />
gadamrCeneli, uxisfexod darCenili, silis<br />
asakenkad dafrenil ToliasaviT, askinkiliT<br />
daxtoda napiris gaswvriv. "daxrCoba ar jobda am<br />
Sercxvenaso" - Sewuxebuli fiqrobda viTom gulSi<br />
politikuri moRvawis qvrivi da, imis nacvlad,<br />
xeli gaeSva, kidev ufro ixutebda galumpul fexs.<br />
magram imitom ki ara, marTla rom eSinoda<br />
daxrCobisa, anda Sercxvena rom erCia sikvdils -<br />
ubralod, eniT auwerel, jer ganucdel<br />
siamovnebas aniWebda xis galumpul fexTan<br />
bRlarZuni. raSi ar Cadgmuli, sad ar natuci xis<br />
fexi, viTom ki usxlteboda xelidan, magram isic<br />
uaresad afrindeboda da, zRvis cxoveliviT<br />
slipinasa da mousvenar fexs, xan iRliaSi<br />
moiqcevda, xan lajebSi. diliT nirwamxdari,<br />
darcxvenili, daTrgunuli iRviZebda, radgan jer<br />
kidev dasawyisi iyo uzneobis saukunisa. jer kidev<br />
pirbadiT dadiodnen qalbatonebi. jer kidev iyo<br />
raRac dasamali. sarkes Tvals aridebda. sakuTari<br />
oreulisa rcxvenoda. gaurkvevlad enaneboda<br />
raRac. magram rogorc ar unda gahkvirveboda<br />
TviTonve, es ukve namdvili, cxadSi gancdili<br />
sircxvili da sinanuli, sizmrad molandebulsac<br />
cxadis, namdvilad momxdaris uflebamosilebas
aniWebda ara marto mis warmodgenaSi, aramed<br />
saerTod cxovrebaSi. martivad rom vTqvaT, aRarc<br />
TviTon ukvirda da aRarc sxvas gaukvirdeboda es<br />
ambavi. ubralod, mowodebis simaRleze mdgari<br />
qalbatoni, SeiZleba jerjerobiT uneblieT,<br />
magram SesaSuri keTilsindisierebiT asrulebda<br />
drois moTxovnas - momzadebuliyo (raTa sxvebic<br />
moemzadebina) mosalodneli, gnebavT, garduvali,<br />
sayovelTao zneobrivi degradaciisaTvis. aba,<br />
daukvirdiT. aba, SeadareT guSindeli<br />
dRevandels. paralelebi Tqven gaavleT gunebaSi,<br />
gadakveTiT ki uTqvenodac gadaikveTebian isini,<br />
ukve Tqvens gareT, sadRac, ukidegano sivrceSi.<br />
magram umal gamaCumebT, vidre damijerebT. kmara.<br />
xma ar amoiRo. nu maxseneb im dros. nu gagvaxseneb<br />
warsuls. marTali xar, ar viqceodi, ar viqceodiT<br />
sworad. magram me aravis prototipi ara var. Cven<br />
aravis prototipebi ara varT. SiSiT ki yovelTvis<br />
meSinoda. gveSinoda. piradad CemTvis, siyvaruli<br />
da SiSi ganuyofeli grZnobaa. SenTan yofnac<br />
meSinoda da uSenod darCenac. dahkravdi fexs da<br />
gadaikargebodi. me ki martos unda meyuryuta<br />
kacTmoZule qalaqSi. damoukideblobasa da<br />
Tavisuflebas vTamaSobdi, Seni xaTriT, Torem,<br />
Senze mona me viyavi, Senze metad me menatreboda<br />
mSobliuri cixis tyveoba. ise momenatreboda<br />
xolme dedaCemi, gulmuceli meglijeboda.<br />
gauxdeli vdgebodi Sxapis qveS da moTqmiT<br />
vtirodi. Tan gulSi vnatrobdi, netavi miyurebdes<br />
meTqi. Cemi ubedurebiTac Seni gulis monadirebas<br />
vcdilobdi. gamamliqvnela siyvarulma. Sen ki<br />
wignSi gamomkete. Wiani vaSliviTa var Signidan
gamoWmuli Seni siyvaruliT. wyeulimc iyav!<br />
wyeulimc iyav! ki batono. gmadlobT. ara var metis<br />
Rirsi. arc Sengan, arc sxvisgan. sityvamde rom miva<br />
saqme, gaCumeba sjobs. damnaSave me var mxolod...<br />
axia axiaSvili, axia axiaZe, axia axiani, axia axiava,<br />
axia axiauri. me rom ar vyofiliyavi, yvelani<br />
Cveulebrivad ubedurebi iqnebodnen da ukeTesad<br />
icxovrebdnen. erTs normaluri, gulisxmieri,<br />
damfasebeli meuRle eyoleboda da araviTar<br />
SemTxvevaSi ar Casvamda viRacis ZaRlis suniT<br />
aqoTebul manqanaSi, WinWiviT ar Catenida cariel<br />
bocoebs Soris. meore martoxela dedobas<br />
gadarCeboda, Tundac imitom, verafriT rom ver<br />
gaaCenda uCemod Svils, maincdamainc, Cemgan, Tuki,<br />
rogorc TviTon ambobs, maincdamainc, Cemgan unda<br />
gaeCina Svili. frangebi cota xelmomWirne xalxi<br />
kia, magram ukanasknels ar daiSureben Casaxvis<br />
sawinaaRmdego abisTvis. arc qaliSvils dauWeren,<br />
rac ar unda daudgromeli iyos maTi qaliSvili,<br />
Tuki Segnebulad ar gadaixveweba miudgomel<br />
sabWoeTSi da Segnebulad ar gamoaparebs iqidan<br />
maradiuli patimris (Tqveni mona-morCilis) gens,<br />
garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, iseTsave egzotikur<br />
iSviaTobas, rogoric, vTqvaT, peplebis koleqciaa,<br />
sxvadasxva dros "gamoparebuli" afrikidan, kidev<br />
erTi saintereso mogzaurobis mosagoneblad.<br />
magram rac ar iqneboda, ras gamoaparebda?!
tlanqi, uxeSi, mouridebeli kakunis xma jer<br />
gulze eca da mereRa aRiqva igi misma smenam, ukve<br />
gulidan asxletili. magram, etyoba, mainc<br />
daagviana adgoma, Tumca, misi varaudiT, ufro<br />
adre wamodga, vidre sabolood gaarkvevda, karze<br />
rom akakunebdnen namdvilad. iqamde wamodga, vidre<br />
SeeSindeboda, vidre mixvdeboda, ase rom ar<br />
akakuneben karze saerTod, Cveulebrivad, Tanac<br />
ase gvian. cxovelurma alRom wamoagdo<br />
sawolidan. gadawyvetilebam, ganzraxvam, mizanma,<br />
movaleobam anda SiSma ki ara, aramed cxovelurma<br />
alRom, bnelma, bundovanma, magram utyuarma,<br />
SeiZleba swored Tavisi Seuvali sibnelisa da<br />
bundovanebis gamo. sibnelidan ara marto ukeT<br />
xedav, aramed sibneleSi imis warmodgenac<br />
SegiZlia, rac sinaTleSi filosofosebsac ar<br />
molandebiaT. cxoveluri alRo ara marto<br />
saWmlis mopovebaSi gvexmareba, gansacdelisganac<br />
gvicavs xolme. marTlac, adga Tu ara, kakunic<br />
Sewyda. arada, vidre iwva da aTas sisuleles<br />
fiqrobda, ganuwyvetliv akakunebdnen, Tu kakunic,<br />
sxvebTan erTad, misive aRgznebuli gonebis nayofi<br />
ar iyo. saSinlad cioda, magram mainc gaofliliyo<br />
(imedia, sizmarSi), radgan sizmarSi mas da mis<br />
megobrebs mama moyavdaT, viTom, oqros taxtiT,<br />
welamde TovlSi, diRmis zemoT, patara TaTruli<br />
soflidan, sadac gadasaxlebidan dabrunebuli<br />
mama moawyes misma megobrebma kolmeurneobis<br />
buRaltrad, SimSiliT rom ar daxocvoda ojaxi,<br />
da iq, naqiraveb kuTxeSi, qaRaldebSi Cafluli,<br />
dasaxiCrebul fexebze sabanSemoxveuli, TiTqmis<br />
aralegalurad emsaxureboda saxelmwifosac da
ojaxsac. <strong>avel</strong>umma ki wamosayvanad aakiTxa, Tavis<br />
megobrebTan erTad, magram didi Tovlis gamo<br />
manqana sofelSi ver Sevida da manqanamde<br />
atatebuli miiyvanes, rogorc adiutantebma -<br />
brZolis velze daWrili marSali. <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />
erTdroulad ukvirda da uxaroda es Soreuli,<br />
ZvelisZvel fotosaviT gacrecili,<br />
gafermkrTalebuli Cveneba, ufro sworad ki,<br />
ukvirda, rac uxaroda da uxaroda rac ukvirda.<br />
welamde Tovls moarRvevda da cxeli orTqli<br />
asdioda gaoflils. Tumca, SeiZleba, mere<br />
gaiofla, uceb, roca kakuni Caesma da roca mixvda,<br />
mas ukakunebdnen, ase gvian, ase moulodnelad, ase<br />
uCveulod, anu, roca SiSma aitana. vin<br />
brZandebiTo, moridebulad ikiTxa sakuTar<br />
karTan atuzulma, TiTqos is ubraxunebda viRacas,<br />
is awuxebda, is ufrTxoda vin icis ra gzebiT, ris<br />
fasad mopovebul simSvides. pasuxi rom ver miiRo,<br />
kari gamoaRo, magram kibis baqanze gauvali<br />
wyvdiadi dauxvda mxolod. ise gaukvirda,<br />
uneburad, xelic moatara wyvdiadSi, brmasaviT.<br />
mere kari saswrafod Semoiketa, oTaxi gadairbina<br />
da axla aivanze gavida (ofliani). cali xeli<br />
karis saxelurisTvis hqonda Cavlebuli (TiTqos<br />
Signidan vinme kars Cauketavda), meoreTi gaToSil<br />
moajirs daeyrdno da ezoSi gadaixeda.<br />
Tbilisurad binZuri qari qroda. titveli xeebi<br />
gafSekili totebiT scemdnen erTmaneTs. ufro<br />
sworad, ise ver uwvdendnen erTmaneTs totebs,<br />
rogorc undodaT, da simwrisagan, sigiJisgan<br />
lamis eRrialaT. ezoSi, qaris garda, aravin iyo,<br />
araferi Canda saeWvo. araferi Canda saerTod,
garda ezos gamyofi Robis nawilisa, asfaltis<br />
naglejisa da moCxubari, erTmaneTze munjuri<br />
gaafTrebiT miseuli xeebisa. am civma sicarielem<br />
kidev ufro aaforiaqa. xolo roca isev sawolSi<br />
Cawva, kidev ufro saeWvod, kidev ufro saxifaTod<br />
moeCvena ZilRviZilSi, sizmar-fiqrSi Casmenili<br />
kakuni. "wamali ar damileviao" - gaifiqra<br />
sulelurad. marTlac, Tu suleli ar aris, ratom<br />
svams kaci wamals? sicocxles ebRauWeba viTom?<br />
ara. ubralod, im wuTas ar unda ise iyos, rogorc<br />
aris. ufro Sors ver midis misi ocneba. ufro<br />
metis natvrac ar SeuZlia. ai, axla amomasunTqa<br />
wesierad da mere Tundac movkvdeo. oRond axla ar<br />
mtkiodeso. ese igi, sikvdilis ki ar eSinia,<br />
sicocxles ki ar ixangrZlivebs, Tavisi WkuiT,<br />
Tavs ityuebs, Tavs irwmunebs, Svebas rom igrZnobs<br />
wamiers, Tanac Zalian male, maqsimum TxuTmet<br />
wuTSi. xolo zogi ucxouri wamali kidev ufro<br />
swrafad moqmedebs. mere azri ara aqvs, mere rac<br />
ginda, is iyos. wamalma bavSvi gaaxsena. bavSvma -<br />
dedamisi. albaT eZinaT. aba, sxva ra unda akeTon am<br />
siciveSio - daimSvida Tavi, radgan guli sxvas<br />
ugrZnobda. SeiZleba, marTla eZina mis Svilsac da<br />
SviliSvilsac, magram sxvanairi, mkacri, Tavis<br />
TavSi dajerebuli siCume idga irgvliv, rogorc<br />
ubavSvo saxlSi. saaTze jer TerTmetic ar iyo.<br />
erT saaTsa da aT wuTSi, bolos da bolos,<br />
damTavrdeboda Txistyavgadacmuli urCxulis<br />
weliwadi. magram jer kidev omi iyo rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze.<br />
jer ar iyo gadawyvetili, visTvis mTavrdeboda<br />
Zveli da visTvis iwyeboda axali. erTi<br />
saqarTvelo bunkerSi, tyvia-wamlis cariel
yuTebze Slida "saaxalwlo sufras", meore<br />
quCaSi, sicivisgan abuzuli eficxeboda yrud<br />
mogugune xanZris mxurvale gamonaSuqs. mesame ki<br />
sawolSi SfoTavda, cxads sizmrisagan ver<br />
arCevda da waramara icvlida gverds - verc erTTan<br />
uCerdeboda didxans guli, verc meoresTan, Tavad<br />
mas ki arc erTi agdebda saTvalavSi da arc meore.<br />
magram ramis danaxva Tu ginda, bnelSi unda ijde.<br />
sibnelidan moCans, sinaTlidan ki ara. asea<br />
mowyobili. oRond, sinaTleSi yofna Tu girCevnia,<br />
maSin aRar unda dainteresde, ra xdeba sibneleSi.<br />
da gana marTla ase ar aris?! zogi yovelTvis<br />
sinaTleSi dgas (Cans), zogi yovelTvis sibneleSi<br />
zis (xedavs). imitom, rom, ase urCevniaT. mxolod<br />
maTzea damokidebuli, ras airCeven. xalxisTvis ki<br />
sulerTia, vin zis bnelSi da vin dgas sinaTleSi.<br />
xalxi yovelTvis dros Seesabameba. rogoric<br />
droa, isic iseTia. es ra yvavilia Ziakaco? esa,<br />
gena? amas veZaxiT CvenTurqeTas. ara, bodiSiT. ras<br />
vambob? sul gadamibrunes tvini am oxrebma.<br />
rusulad ar wamomcdes meTqi rame. xom iciT, ra<br />
droa?! amas hqvia nasturcia. Tu politikaze ar<br />
saubrobs, quCaSi dgas da cas uyurebs. eger,<br />
marjvniv. risgan marjvniv? zogjer TiTqos xedavs<br />
gmos Tu gamos, zogjer vera. magram gulis<br />
siRrmeSi Zalian eimedeba. gmo-ze Tu gamoze<br />
viRacisTvis operacia gaukeTebiaT Turme. nakeric<br />
ar etyoba. Tumca, eg xom ukve vTqviT. viRacisTvis<br />
bevri fuli miuciaT, aba, Tu moerevi da<br />
daxarjavo. viRacisTvis Tmis amosayvani wamali<br />
uswavlebiaT, viRacisTvis kidev - buasilis<br />
gasaqrobi. milioneri gaxdebi erT TveSi. eger, e,
marcxniv. risgan marcxniv? ui, dagabrmava<br />
mamazecierma. Se marTla brutiano, eg cirkTan rom<br />
buStebs yidian, is ari. gaqcevia viRacas. da mainc<br />
gansxvavebac didia guSindelsa da dRevandels<br />
Soris. guSin jer kidev ar viyaviT aqamde<br />
mosulebi. poetebis colebs patara, leRvis<br />
foTlis msgavsi winsafrebi ekeTaT da enis<br />
CleqviT urCevdnen sapatio stumars (ZiriTadad<br />
rus, anda ruseTze gamovlil ucxoel mwerals),<br />
Zmriansa da nigvzians, cxaresa Tu mwvaves, iqneb<br />
RmerTi gaswyromoda im mamacxonebuls da erTiori<br />
tkbili sityva wamoscdenoda Cvenzec, Cveni<br />
arsebobac gaegebinebina qveynisTvis. aseTi<br />
gaxldaT guSindel kudabzika tanjulTa da<br />
pativmoyvare monaTa keTilSobiluri<br />
midrekilebani. dRevandelebs ki saerTod aRar<br />
gvinda mwerloba. ukeTes SemTxvevaSi,<br />
makulaturad vabarebT (tualetis qaRaldisTvis)<br />
da saWiroebis dros, iaffasian sawvavad vxmarobT<br />
wigns. ki batono. rogorc geneboT. madloba<br />
RmerTs, Cemi dawerili ar aris is wignebi,<br />
bavSvobaSi rom vkiTxulobdiT. me Tu mkiTxavT,<br />
kargic iqneba, es maimunobac Tu gaTavdeba erTxel<br />
da samudamod. amdeni mwerali saerTod ar hyolia<br />
saqarTvelos curt<strong>avel</strong>idan gasabWoebamde.<br />
gasabWoebamde cota kargi gverCia bevr cuds.<br />
droa, poeziis saflavis atalaxebul borcvze<br />
plastmasis maradiuli yvavili daidos, magram vin<br />
Seabams katas eJvans? me. me. me. Cemi. Cemi. Cemi. is amas<br />
samasi. imas sami. waikiTxe ukuRma da TviTonac<br />
moigone rame amis magvari sisulele. poetoba zeda<br />
gaqvs. visze ra naklebi xar viTom?! sjobs,
sakuTari xeliT moaspobino adamians, Tuki rame<br />
SerCa adamianuri, vidre Sen dagwamon uadamianoba<br />
misi mospobisTvis. imitomac ifoTleba abel<br />
Tofi! erTxel kidev. amjerad Cveni mizeziT.<br />
oRond, amjerad, baTumis misadgomebTan ki ara,<br />
rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze vixocebiT. guSin baTumis bedi<br />
wydeboda, dRes sruliad saqarTvelos bedi<br />
wydeba, rogorc Cvens diqtorebs uyvarT Tqma.<br />
rasakvirvelia, mkvdrebic ageben pasuxs, magram<br />
cocxals gana mkvdarze meti epatieba?! yovel<br />
SemTxvevaSi, erTi sicocxle ar gveyo, validan<br />
rom amovsuliyaviT, magram arc erTi sikvdili<br />
gveyofa, sircxvilidan rom amovideT. dRes Tu<br />
vinme kvdeba, quCaSi Tu sadarbazoSi, yvela<br />
Cvengans ukvdeba. dRes vinc obldeba, dasasrulisa<br />
da dasawyisis mijnaze, yvela Cvenganis obolia,<br />
vinc ar unda iyos is, kanonierad Tu ukanonod<br />
Sobili. nebismieri sicocxle uflebamosilia<br />
dRes, pasuxi mogvkiTxos gaCenisTvis, piradad<br />
Cvenc gvirevia Tu ar gvirevia xeli mis gaCenaSi.<br />
sicocxle pasuxs moiTxovs sicocxlisgan.<br />
sicocxle sjis sicocxles. oTxmocdarva wlis<br />
noemberSi mTavrobis sasaxlis kibeze migdebuli<br />
Cvili, raki aravin gamouCnda patroni, TavisiT<br />
gaizarda, ciskarasaviT, qamarxanjalasaviT,<br />
asfurcelasaviT, dReSi gaiara weliwadSi<br />
gasavleli da axla TviTon icis, rogor moiqceva,<br />
vis rogor gadauxdis madlobas migdebisTvis,<br />
uyuradRebobisTvis. politika saSualebaa,<br />
rogorc vnebaTa mosaToki, iseve vnebaTa<br />
gasaRvivebelic. sabralo bavSvebi. davRupeT<br />
bavSvebi. momakvdavma bavSvma Tavi wamowia,
gaxvretili Sublidan saxeze CamoJonili sisxli<br />
nestoTi Seisruta, cingliviT, da dabneuli,<br />
usafuZvlo sixaruliT gaifiqra - "gadavrCio", -<br />
magram am ukanasknelma sityvam meore tyviasaviT<br />
gaiara mis tvinSi. tyviamfrqvevis lulas boli<br />
asdioda. win carieli sivrce gadaSliliyo -<br />
saSiSi, saxifaTo, mimzidveli - iqidan, rogorc<br />
scenidan, dekembris susxi uberavda. uceb,<br />
Soreulma, warsulidan gamoRweulma vaSas<br />
Zaxilma sivrce gadmoirbina da sudarasaviT<br />
waefara tyviamfrqvevsac da metyviamfrqvevesac.<br />
damTavrda kidev erTi xanmokle sicocxlis didi<br />
Tavgadasavali. mama marxavs Svils. magram vinc<br />
mamas ixilavs, Svilsac ixilavs. erTni arian da<br />
veraviTari kanoni da ukanonoba ver Seexeba maT<br />
erTianobas. sxvaa, Tavad undaT Tu ara es<br />
erTianoba. uSliT Tu exmarebaT cxovrebaSi<br />
(Tundac sikvdilSi). erTi kia, ukanono mSobeli,<br />
avazakisa Tu ganZis maZieblis msgavsad, ufro<br />
mZafri, ufro mSfoTvare warmodgenebiT avsebs<br />
bavSvis sulsa da gonebas, roca sinamdvileSi,<br />
SeiZleba, xazvis maswavlebeliviT uferuli da<br />
uintereso aRmoCndes. axla ki wamodeqi. akakuneben.<br />
da saerTodac sircxvilia, amden xans loginSi<br />
kotriali, roca gareT xalxi ixoceba... da ar<br />
viciT, ra xdeba Sin. ras vizamT, ase moxda.<br />
ufrossac unda gavugoT da vapatioT. gana<br />
axalgazrda ar SeiZleba keTili iyos?! mama ki ar<br />
ambobs Svilze uars, Zala ar Seswevs mamobis<br />
gawevisa. iqamde mokvda (mokles), vidre mama<br />
gaxdeboda. Tavidanve, CanasaxSive Caukles mamobis<br />
unari, dRes rom ver mieca TavisTvis Svilis
gawyromis, anda SvilisTvis Wkuis darigebis<br />
ufleba. apatieT da itanjeT amayad, mis<br />
magivradac. tanjva yvelas SeuZlia. iqneb yvelas<br />
ar undodes, ar moswondes, magram SeZlebiT<br />
SeuZlia. tanjvamac icis miCveva. cxovreba<br />
saerTod tanjvaa. imitomac gviZneldeba misi<br />
datoveba. yovel SemTxvevaSi, iqamde vcdilobT ar<br />
vaRiaroT es, vidre SegviZlia. usamarTloba<br />
gacilebiT Zneli asatania, vidre nebismieri<br />
tanjva. Svilmkvdari mama usamarTlobaa. ufro<br />
metic, aRaraferia. Robis saradac aRar gamodgeba,<br />
roca cocxal Svils Tavisi sikvdiliTac exmareba<br />
dakacebasa da dabrZenebaSi. magram mainc ver gaigo<br />
am xalxma, sad cxovrobs, ufro sworad, sad ver<br />
cxovrobs Tavis gemoze. amis arcodna,<br />
erTdroulad, damRupvelicaa misTvis da<br />
gadamrCenelic - Tuki amis gamo, mis arsebaSi<br />
adamianuri sawyisi knindeba, cxoveluri<br />
Zlierdeba. sakuTari umecreba aiZulebs Tavis<br />
gamoze icxovros iqac, sadac sicocxle saerTod<br />
SeuZlebelia. mere ra moxda, Tu arc bebiamiss, arc<br />
dedamissa da arc Tavad arasodes sWeria xelSi<br />
Cogani?! mainc mokvdeba da, Stefi grafis jibriT,<br />
Svils kortebze atarebs. aba, marto iman (Stefi<br />
grafma) unda xvetos CogniT fulebi?! tenisze<br />
minda gogo mivabaro, qalo. eqimma, imis ena gaxma,<br />
xerxemlis gamrudeba ewyebao. Tan, es arao, is<br />
arao. auzisa mec meSinia. violetas biWsac<br />
damarTnia botkini. Sigve fsaven Turme, curvisas,<br />
ezarebaT amosvla. isev tenisi vamjobine. haerze<br />
mainc iqneba (icinis), fuli scodnia, qalo, bevri.<br />
bevri fuli unda, Tanac erTbaSad. arada,
TurqeTSi yvelaze iafi qarTveli qali yofila.<br />
rac sarfis kari gaixsna, mTlad wavediT xelidan.<br />
"tkbili nayvarebao" - oxunjoben Turme iqauri<br />
qarTvelebi, gurjebi, qarTvelyofilni. ara,<br />
efendi, Senze metad ki ar uyvars tkbili, rogorc<br />
ar unda gagikvirdes, Senze metadaa cxovrebisgan<br />
gamwarebuli da, aqedan gamomdinare, Senze<br />
gamoqeqilicaa wvrilman saqmeSi - jer Tavs<br />
gayidis raxaTluxumze, mere raxaTluxums gayidis<br />
da rame Smotkas iyidis. esec xeiria. iafad Semxvda,<br />
qalo. vifiqre, araferi maqvs sazamTrod meTqi. ra<br />
vici, wamoviRe. Sen ra ginda? Sen ras Ziob, ra<br />
miveci? bolos da bolos, juleta Caicvams.<br />
titveli dadis samjer ganaTxovari qali. ras<br />
ambob, adamiano? juletas Tu rame aklia! ratom<br />
unda akldes viTom? visze naklebia? mamamiss Tu<br />
vuyureT, unifxvod vivli mec. ase rom, cxovreba<br />
mainc Tavisi gziT midis, qalbatono aisodora (ram<br />
gamaxsena, am SuaRamisas, netavi), gind CamorCi, gind<br />
gadaaswari. aravin arasodes ar icoda, ra rodis<br />
da sad ra. nurc Tqven aitkiebT amaze fiqriT Tavs.<br />
Tqvens Tavs mixedeT. jer yvelaferi win aris.<br />
ltolvilic ki ufro metis Catevas cdilobs<br />
CemodanSi, vidre im CemodanSi eteva saerTod. iqneb<br />
Tqveni droc mobrundes, meuRlis CaTvliT.<br />
yvavilebic iyo, rasakvirvelia. soniamac xom<br />
aRiara mogvianebiT, iyo, deda, iyoo. Tavad var<br />
mowme. sadils movrCiT da yavas vayolebdiT. da<br />
rogorc maSin gTxoveT, axlac gTxovT apatioT.<br />
isic mZimed aris daWrili. is sul sxva ramem<br />
gaaRiziana maSin. ukanono mamaSvilis suraTebi<br />
daeTvalierebina malulad, sastumroSi... da
sakuTar mamaze gabrazda. Seubruna sibrazem.<br />
mamaze var gabrazebulio - es momaxala mec<br />
gacnobisTanave, viTom, mamaCems rom ar<br />
mivetovebine, bevri rame ise ar moxdeboda, rogorc<br />
xdebao. magram ara uSavs, uimisodac gasZlebT<br />
rogorme. diaxac gavZlebT. uSenodac. erTnairebi<br />
xarT yvelani. Senc xom masxrad agvigde bolos.<br />
Cveni ubedureba literaturul masalad gamoiyene.<br />
amJavebuli comiviT xelaxla gadazile Cveni<br />
cxovreba. Turme yvelafers imaxsovrebdi da mere<br />
werdi, Cvens zurgs ukan, Sens bunagSi. SenTvis<br />
siyvarulic igive iyo, rac sportsmenisTvis<br />
dopingia. yvelaferze waxval, Seni rom gaitano.<br />
amas adre mivxvdi, magram gvian viwame. me ki,<br />
ltolviliviT, imaze meti bargis Catevas<br />
vcdilobdi CemodanSi, vidre CemodanSi saerTod<br />
eteoda. ufro sworad, vcdilobdi,<br />
siyvarulisTvisac gamomenaxa adgili cxovrebaSi<br />
da amis gamo, mTeli Cemi arseba, mTeli Cemi<br />
sicocxlis manZilze, tkivilamde iyo daWimuli,<br />
lariviT, simiviT, da ganuwyvetliv gamoscemda<br />
erTsa da imave xmas, rogorc krateris, anda<br />
niJaris sicariele, romelsac verasodes ver<br />
moismen, Tu ar moindome, anu, kraterSi Tu ar<br />
CaeSvi, anda niJara yurze ar miide. amitomac<br />
gamikvirda, saidan icoda ekaekaterinekatom ase<br />
wvrilad Cemi ambebi. vin uyveboda? dedamisi? ara<br />
mgonia. arada, TiTqos mis arsebaSi amsxvrevda<br />
viRac rkinis uroTi dedamisis qvadqceul<br />
moTminebas da im qvis namsxvrevebi moSxuodnen imis<br />
piridan, xorklian, wvetian sityvebad<br />
gardaqmnilni. etyoba, dedis usasrulo moTminebam
gaunaTa goneba da yovlismcodned,<br />
yovlismxilvelad aqcia. erTdroulad, misaniviT<br />
kuStic iyo da msaxiobiviT sityvauxvic. garemoc<br />
Seefereboda mis antikur vnebaTa Relvas. qvis<br />
yoresTan idga, TavSiSveli, mzemokidebuli.<br />
yoreze ki rvafexas ConCxiviT gadmowoliliyo<br />
gamxmari, ekliani, damtverili mayvlis buCqi. ise<br />
gaetacna sakuTar siTamamesa da daundoblobas,<br />
mamis garda, verafers xedavda garSemo. mamisa ar<br />
iyos, mRelvarebisgan daWimuli, daZabuli misi<br />
sxeulic simiviT TrToda da im simze jer<br />
arsmenili, stiqiurad amoxeTqili melodia<br />
sruldeboda - siyvarulisa da siZulvilisa,<br />
mrisxanebisa da morCilebisa, ndobisa da<br />
undoblobisa - rac, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, sxva<br />
araferia, Tu ara, erTxel kidev gancda<br />
ganucdelisa da erTxel kidev ganmeoreba<br />
ganumeoreblisa, anu, zemoT CamoTvlili<br />
grZnobebis sicocxlisunarianobisa da<br />
daulevlobis dadastureba, amjerad, Seni<br />
meSveobiT. uecari bednierebis SegrZnebiT ufro<br />
iyo gakvirvebuli, vidre mamis xilviT; sakuTar<br />
arsebas ufro uwyreboda, vidre mamas; sakuTari<br />
sisuste ufro acofebda, vidre mamis uneblie<br />
uyuradReboba. magram, undoda Tu ara, ufro<br />
sixarulis damalvas cdilobda mainc, vidre<br />
wyenisa da sibrazis gamomJRavnebas. SeiZleba<br />
imitomac, srulebiTac rom ar elodeboda mamis<br />
danaxvas da gulis siRrmeSi, is dReebi, swored<br />
misi danaxva undoda yvelaferze metad. undoda<br />
swored axla gamoeCina imas mamoba - moenaxa,<br />
epatrona, daecva yvelasgan da yvelafrisgan.
marTalia, Wiplars rom SeaWrian, adamianic iseve<br />
aRar ekuTvnis mSobels, rogorc zRvaSi gasuli<br />
navi - miwas, romelzedac iqamde TokiT iyo<br />
mibmuli, magram mTavaria, adamians, navisa ar iyos,<br />
dasabrunebeli adgili hqondes da rac kidev ufro<br />
mTavaria, yovelTvis elodebodnen iq. ki uaryo, ki<br />
aRar indoma, ki daumala Tavisi adgilsamyofeli,<br />
quCaSi galaxulma da damcirebulma, magram im<br />
dRes rom gauxarda, ise arasodes gaxarebia<br />
mSoblis danaxva. ara marto gauxarda, raRacis<br />
imedi gauCnda TiTqos moulodnelad, Sveba igrZno<br />
uceb, moeSva, modunda erTbaSad. sulac, guli<br />
moubrunda cxovrebaze, romelsac am gadayruebul<br />
sofelSi emaleboda da mamis danaxvam gaaxsena -<br />
mSfoTvare, mRelvare, maradiuli... da TavisTavad<br />
cxadia, moulodneli, warmavali gancdebiT savse.<br />
kaxeTi lamis fexiTa maqvs Semovlili, Tanac<br />
ramdenjerme, magram verc warmovidgendi, kidev Tu<br />
arsebobda aseTi gadayruebuli, aseTi Zveleburi<br />
sofeli. samxedro tyveebiviT, xelebaweulebma<br />
gaviareT WinWris zRva - WiSkridan saxlamde.<br />
saxlSic mZaRe suni idga siZvelisa, gegonebodaT<br />
danayili niori darCeniaT lambaqzeo. suraSi ki<br />
xelovnuri vardebi Caewyo albaT<br />
ekaekaterinekatos megobar gogos, romlis<br />
bebiasTanac Seefarebina orives Tavi<br />
saavadmyofodan gamoqcevis Semdeg. ara marto<br />
Seefarebina, "mkurnalobdnen" kidec masTan. raRa<br />
is bebia da raRa lomouris kudiani babale.<br />
winsafris jibeSi Savtariani dana da naxSiris<br />
natexi edo. filaqanze gadafenil mravalZarRvas<br />
foToliviT daWmuWnoda imasac saxe. bebiaCemis
tyupiscalsa hgavda, is Tu ar iyo saerTod.<br />
"dagviwamla bavSvebi im ujigrod Sobilmao" -<br />
Serisxa viRaca. sadac ar gaCerdeboda, Savad<br />
gaburZgnuli, masaviT beberi ZaRli win<br />
dauwveboda xolme maSinve. mTeli saxlica da<br />
aivanic vaSliT iyo mofenili. pirdapir iatakze<br />
eyara. TiTqos saWmelad ki ara, sunisTvis<br />
inaxavdnen mxolod. fexiT vWyletdiT uneburad,<br />
ris gamoc kidev ufro mZafrdeboda vaSlis<br />
CaSaqruli surneli. manqanaSic vedroTi<br />
Semogviyara, gzaSi pirs gaisvelebTo. sxvaTa<br />
Soris, iqamde, SarSandeli Rvinoc aRmoaCnda<br />
qvevrSi. qvevric TviTon moxada da pirveli<br />
WiqiTac TviTon dailoca, kacurad. gaZleba<br />
mogvces RmerTmao. wina manqanaSi "dawamluli<br />
bavSvebi" da Tbilisidan sagangebod wamoyvanili<br />
eqimi isxdnen. ukanaSi - me da Cemi megobari.<br />
ramdenjerac ar unda gamoexeda ekaekaterinekatos<br />
manqanis ukana sarkmelSi, mec imdenjer avwevdi<br />
xolme maRla Rvinis xeladas, Sen gagimarjos<br />
meTqi, da erTxel kidev miviyudebdi mwyurvaliviT.<br />
RviniT viyaviT gawuwulebi Tavfexianad. gviWirda<br />
moZrav manqanaSi xeladidan daleva, magram<br />
maincdamainc, xeladidan gvindoda dagvelia,<br />
gauCereblad. Tan vsvamdiT, Tan zed visxamdiT<br />
Rvinos. manqanac Rvinis suniT iyo gaJRenTili,<br />
moxetiale maraniviT. ufro aRgznebulebi viyaviT,<br />
vidre mTvralebi. gvixaroda, Cveni rom gavitaneT<br />
mainc, mainc rom mivageniT, visac veZebdiT, vinc<br />
Segnebulad gvemaleboda, raTa mogveZebna, da, rac<br />
mTavaria, vinc ukeTesad dagvxvda, vidre<br />
warmogvedgina, ra Tqma unda, erTmaneTis zurgs
ukan. moukirwylav saurme gzaze manqana waramara<br />
ezanyeboda ormoebSi, aqeT-iqiT vawydebodiT, rac<br />
kidev ufro amZafrebda Cvens sazeimo<br />
ganwyobilebas. xeladis xorkliani piri kbilze<br />
gvixvdeboda, tuCi gvewewkeboda, uaresad<br />
viwuwebodiT, magram mainc gvixaroda, vicinodiT,<br />
yasidad viginebodiT da isev xelidan vtacebdiT<br />
erTmaneTs RvTaebrivad baraqian xeladas. manqanis<br />
orive mxares ki, viTomc araferio, mwvaned<br />
xasxasebda buneba.
karze ki mainc akakunebs viRaca. an zari gadaiwva,<br />
an Suqi gamoirTo (<strong>avel</strong>umi isev amoaZvrens<br />
sabnidan xels da isev daaWers TiTs magidis<br />
naTuris Rilaks, xolo Suqi rom ainTeba, ise<br />
gauxardeba es ambavi, zedized kidev ramdenjerme<br />
gaimeorebs igives). ese igi, advili SesaZlebelia,<br />
ki ar akakunebdnen, gveCvenebodes, akakunebeno. xma<br />
ki ar gvesmis, xmis SegrZnebaa albaT samudamlod<br />
CarCenili Cvens arsebaSi. uaRresad arasasiamovno<br />
movlenebTan, gancdebTan, fiqrebTan<br />
dakavSirebuli xma droTa ganmavlobaSi<br />
SegrZnebad qceula da xandaxan, roca sasurveli<br />
viTareba Seeqmneba, TavisTavad iRviZebs xolme.<br />
amis bralia, Sav oTaxebSi martoobis cecxli rom<br />
gedeba da Wkneba, Wkneba siyvaruli ukanaskneli.<br />
Wkneba nazad, mwuxared. martoobis Jams. odes<br />
arsaiT ar moismis TanagrZnobis xma. TiTqos jer<br />
ar dabadebulxar, an didi xnis mkvdari xar ukve.<br />
arada, yvelaferi gaxsovs. Sengan maxsovrobaRaa<br />
darCenili. ufro sworad, narbeni kaciviT<br />
gulamovardnili, avazakuri faca-fuciT marxav<br />
maxsovrobaSi mTel aryofil bednierebas. sivrcec<br />
gamqrala - yvelafris mimtevebeli, yvelafris<br />
gamnelebeli. sad aris Cemi yvavilebio - amaod<br />
daeZebs qalbatoni aisodora qmris morTmeul<br />
yvavilebs. arasodes mourTmevia SenTvis mamaCems<br />
yvavilio - uyviris moTminebidan gamosuli sonia<br />
da Tan sayvarlis morTmeul yvavilebs awyobs<br />
larnakSi. kmayofili yvavilebic, dacqvetilni,<br />
niSnis momgebi RimiliTa da yvaviluri<br />
yoyloCinobiT gadmoscqerian yavlgasul qals<br />
larnakis simaRlidan. grZnobaTa ferfli
Semogvdgomia garSemo. siyvarulic gamovigloveT<br />
da sicocxlec. vitanjebiT, magram am tanjviT<br />
Cvenve vtkbebiT gulis siRrmeSi. aseTi poetebi<br />
gyavdes da ar icode, esec Taviseburi ubedurebaa.<br />
sarkeSi ki Cemi oreuli garindula, rogorc<br />
cxedari vercxlis kuboSi. Semodgomaa... ara,<br />
zamTaria ukve. dekemberi iwureba. baRSi bilikebs<br />
mimohfenia mWknari foToli. im foTlebSi<br />
davrbodiT me da melania, mosalodneli<br />
ganSorebis SiSiT kidev ufro aRgznebulni, kidev<br />
ufro Sepyrobilni erTmaneTis surviliT. es iyo<br />
winaT, didi xnis winaT. sad? rodis? risTvis? ar<br />
vici. iyvnen odesRac da mieZinaT. Relavs<br />
foTlebis mwyobri kamara. Cems SviliSvils ki<br />
sciva. weRan, mgoni, daaxvela. iqneb me Semteno,<br />
SeSis magivrad, cecxlfareSo, Sens RumelSi?!<br />
erTi, yvelgan erTi, yovelTvis erTi. sami Taobis<br />
jami. sami udris erTs. magram erTi mainc erTia.<br />
Wkneba, yviTldeba sabralo baRi. rogorc<br />
sizmarSi ucxo sizmari. Seyvarebuls da meocnebes<br />
Cveni salami. magram dacinvas kaci ar mouklavs.<br />
ranairi mowyenili mival. mivdivar cisken da<br />
Soridan vxedav Cems aCrdils. magram sadac ar<br />
unda mivide, mkvdari qaliviT damxvdeba logini.<br />
gaToSili. TiTqos svelic. ai, axla xels Sevaxeb<br />
da araferi ar moxdeba meTqi. ese igi, arc me<br />
movkvdebi amis gamo da arc is gacocxldeba meTqi.<br />
ase vebrZodi SiSsac da survilsac erTdroulad.<br />
magram bolos mainc rom gavbede da frTxilad,<br />
moridebiT Sevaxe xeli, zewridan wamsve gamoJona<br />
gvamis sicivem. swored is dro ver mominelebia,<br />
romelic mxedvelobidan gamomrCa. iRelve, magram
mSvidad, rogorc deda gafrTxilebda yovelTvis.<br />
oi, rom icode, rogor moabezre yvelas Tavi Seni<br />
daucxromeli ybedobiT da mainc ar dagadga<br />
saSveli, Tbilisisken mimaval gzasaviT. magram<br />
yvelaze metad mainc Sens sisxlsa da xorcs<br />
moewveba guli, gindac gaaCuqe, gindac gadaCexe. aki<br />
poetis dac ganuwyvetliv kiTxulobda - gadarCeba<br />
Tu arao - erTsa da imaves imeorebda sul, galiis<br />
TuTiyuSiviT, magram Tavad poets aravin<br />
ekiTxeboda, undoda Tu ara gadarCena. is uecar<br />
sikvdils eloda. irgvliv ki mwuxareba Relavda<br />
mSvidad. da mainc, ranairi mowyenili mival...<br />
qriste mixmobs varskvlavidan. unda wavide.<br />
uxerxulia. valdebuli var. magram marTla me<br />
mixmobs?! iqneb bednieraSi veSlebi? ra aris,<br />
bolos da bolos, cxovreba? uZilo Rame. yru<br />
fiqrebi. gnebavT, mze da WuWyi. da mainc miwas var<br />
mijaWvuli. poetisa ar iyos, vnaxoT erTi, rodemde<br />
gastans es tanjva. cxovreba mTvaris SuqSi<br />
miZinebuli sofelia. alvis xeebs wminda foToli<br />
scviva. xeebs Soris moulodnelad gabrwyindeba<br />
xolme cremliviT Cumi wyali. sadRac<br />
orTqlmavali kivis da guli asvenia maRal<br />
siCumeSi da Sen gagondeba Seni warsulis mzec da<br />
WuWyic da siSoreze tiris roiali da guli migaqvs<br />
Zvirfasi cxedariviT. mxolod is gawuxebs, ar<br />
dagivardes da rame ar etkinos mkvdars. vidre<br />
tkivilis SegrZneba hqonda, amaze ar gifiqria.<br />
maRla varskvlavebi JivJiveben, dabla foToli<br />
faCunobs. Sen ki sizmrebis qselSi gabmulxar da<br />
ZlivsRa miiklev imisken gzas da mainc, didi<br />
madloba RmerTs, kidev rom mogecaT siyvarulis
gamovlenis saSualeba. Tundac cota xniT. imas<br />
ukve imqveyniuri sinaTle edga TvalSi, Sen ki<br />
Caqceuli sisxlisgan gadalurjebul mklavebs<br />
ukocnidi da usindisod atyuebdi, giSvelio.<br />
imasac sjeroda da avadmyofis kvalobaze sakmaod<br />
momxibvlelad keklucobda kidec. aio - gaCvenebda<br />
Camtvreul kbils, gulwasuls rom Caamtvria<br />
saswrafos eqimma - ai, ra miyveso - isic saswrafos<br />
eqims gulisxmobda, Tumca darwmunebuli ar iyo,<br />
Tavad rom ar Caamtvrie kbili. yovel SemTxvevaSi,<br />
aSkarad ar gadebda xels, gzogavda,<br />
gifrTxildeboda da, amave dros, Sens<br />
dadanaSaulebas, erCia SenTvis SeeCivla Tavisi<br />
sawuxari, rogorc uaxloesi megobrisTvis,<br />
cxovrebis TanamgzavrisTvis, uRlis<br />
moziarisTvis, TanamecxedrisTvis. Sen ki yalbad<br />
uRimodi, sakuTari umweobisgan guldakodili,<br />
yelgamSrali, Tavgzaabneuli da ukbilod<br />
oxunjobdi. mokled, ise daamTavreT, rogorc<br />
daiwyeT - Sefaruli, gadakruli qaTinaurebiTa da<br />
sayvedurebiT, buzRun-WukWukiT. siyvarulis<br />
gamJRavnebis did survils iyaviT isev ayolilni<br />
da, amdenad, gareSe TvalisTvis albaT ufro<br />
gaugebarni da sasaciloni CandiT, vidre<br />
sabraloni. miT ufro, Tuki Tqven<br />
mdgomareobasTan erTad, Tqvens asaksac<br />
gaviTvaliswinebT. eg iyo da eg. mere salaparakod<br />
aRar ginaxavT erTmaneTi. Tumca, mere aRarc<br />
daulaparaknia imas saerTod. operaciis Semdeg<br />
gonze arc mosula, magram ori kvira mainc ioma,<br />
mainc ecada mobrunebuliyo misianebTan. magram<br />
amaod. RmerTma ar ineba. Torem misianebi sul eqims
iyvnen pirSi miCerebulni, iqneb ufro Znelad<br />
saSovneli wamali wamoscdeso. vidre wamals<br />
daeZebdi, kidev gjeroda SeuZlebels rom<br />
SesZlebdi. es rwmena gaZlierebda, es rwmena<br />
aZlevda azrs yvelafers, uWmelobasac,<br />
uZilobasac, saavadmyofo-saavadmyofo<br />
sirbilsac, Txovnasac, mudarasac, cdas, yuryuts,<br />
morCilebas, nebismieri usamarTlobis moTmenas,<br />
nebismieri damcirebis atanas... mokled,<br />
yvelafers, rasac avadmyofoba avaldebulebs<br />
avadmyofis patrons. axla daZabuli elodebi<br />
kakunis gameorebas, magram kakuni aRar meordeba.<br />
daZabulobisgan kiseri getkina, magram isev<br />
daZineba ki ar scade - Tundac amaod - magidis<br />
naTura aanTe, saTvale moirge da sawolTan,<br />
iatakze dayrili da vin icis rodindeli gazeTebi<br />
erTianad moboWe. ifiqre, kiTxviT davifrTxob<br />
uazro fiqrebso, magram ver mogarTves, arc ise<br />
ioli aRmoCnda es ambavi - fiqris onkani moSlila<br />
da bolomde arafriT ar iketeba. ufro sworad,<br />
fiqri patronze veragi aRmoCnda - saxe icvala<br />
(gardaiqmna), gazeTidan amokiTxuls Seeria,<br />
Seerwya da imasTan erTad Sebrunda ukanve,<br />
patronis gonebaSi. Cveuli utifrobiTa da<br />
daudevrobiT gauyva tvinis usasrulo, uTavbolo<br />
talanebs, oRond, yvelaferze dafeTebuli ki ara,<br />
SemTxveviT Semoxetebuli kaciviT, SinauriviT<br />
mcodne da gamomrCeveli imisa, rac im wuTas<br />
sWirdeboda, anda meore wuTas dasWirdeboda. ver<br />
uyurebT! evropis udides qveyanas, ukrainas ucvnia<br />
pawia saqarTvelo. saqarTvelo saukunis<br />
dasawyisSic pawia iyo, magram did ukrainasac
eimedeboda. icvalnen droni. Tbilisis zooparki<br />
erovnul zooparkad gadakeTebula, operisa da<br />
baletis Teatrisa ar iyos. sxvaTa Soris,<br />
samarTliani gadawyvetilebaa. Tuki Cvenia, Tuki<br />
Cven gvemsaxurebian, maSin kenguruca da niangic<br />
iseTive erovnuli cxovelebi arian, rogoric<br />
megruli Txa Tu kaxuri saxedaria. qarTvel<br />
mandilosnebs kidev erTi karavi dauciaT<br />
rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze. qveynis interesebidan gamomdinare,<br />
mosalodnelia matriarqatis aRdgena.<br />
eqsperimenti grZeldeba. me rogorc qali, me,<br />
rogorc deda, me, rogorc coli, me, rogorc<br />
gamgebeli xmelTa da wyalTa... Tbilisis<br />
miniaturuli "ulanbatori" kidev erT<br />
RirsSesaniSnaobad iqca ara marto ucxoeli<br />
turistebisTvis (sadRa arian, Torem ki!), aramed<br />
adgilobrivi mosaxleobisTvisac.<br />
cnobismoyvareni, dilidan saRamomde,<br />
pirdaRebulni daborialoben karvebs Soris.<br />
karvebSi ki, rogorc ityvian, cxovreba duRs da<br />
gadmoduRs. gayvanilia satelefono qseli,<br />
eleqtroni... momavalSi albaT kanalizaciasac<br />
gaiyvanen. Sesvla ufasoa, gamosvla - saTuo.<br />
vinaidan mouclelobisa qveSe Sevrdomili ars<br />
erni Cvenni da ara aqusT mocalebai droisa ZaliT<br />
mizeziTa erTa qarTlosianTa, riTamca<br />
aznaurebiTi xedvuaTa, gina filosofiaTa iyvnen<br />
Semecnebel, anu zedmiwevnil, amis gamo vhyav<br />
Sromai ese. rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze ki isvrian. sxvaTa Soris,<br />
mas mere isvrian, rac "vhyaviT Sromai ese".<br />
ubralod, dRes Cven SeveswariT srolas, xval<br />
sxvebi Seeswrebian. jer dro iTmens. saqarTvelos
taxtis ukanaskneli memkvidre da misi damaqcevari<br />
ruseTis imperiis pirveli volterianeli<br />
gaxldaT. friad ganaTlebuli da friad urwmuno.<br />
mamas SeuTvala, rac Sen gwams, me gamiwyres, rac me<br />
mwams - Seno. mama-Svili yovelTvis mama-Svilia.<br />
male mamamisi, saqarTvelos ukanaskneli mefe,<br />
zaqiWamia giorgi, arabiviT gaSavebuli da<br />
rumbiviT gaberili ipoves sakuTar sawolSi.<br />
Svilis wyevlam uwia. Tumca, arc TviTon darCa<br />
valSi - Svilic axalgazrda miicvala peterburgs.<br />
erTmaneTs mouRes bolo, radgan orive erTnairad<br />
zedmeti iyo mesamisaTvis: raki Tavad taxti aRar<br />
arsebobda, aRarc mefisa da aRarc memkvidris<br />
arsebobas hqonda gamarTleba. axlac imitom<br />
isvrian rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze. aqamde ver gagvirkvevia, ra<br />
ambavia Cvens Tavs. visic unda gveSinodes, imis<br />
imediTa varT. gaanaTlos mamis RmerTma, magram<br />
peterburgidan rogor miexmareboda qitesas<br />
"aznaurebiTi xedvis" gamomuSavebasa da<br />
"filosofiaTa" SemecnebaSi?! SemTxvevisa gamo<br />
sxvisa da sxvisa, verc erTma misma naSromma ver<br />
miaRwia Tavis droze qitesamde da pirdapir<br />
samuzeumo eqsponatad iqca. icis biWma Tavisi saqme.<br />
ase rom ar momxdariyo, iqneba qitesac aRar<br />
yofiliyo dRes aseTi qitesa, magram ase Tu ar<br />
moxdeboda, maSin xom aRarc ruseTi iqneboda aseTi<br />
ruseTi. arada, marTlac mravalmxriv<br />
gamaTviTcnobierebeli literatura dautovebia<br />
sawyals. saqarTvelos istoriao, saxelmZRvanelo<br />
fizikisao, artileriisao (Cven ki dResac rus<br />
artileristebs vqiraobT, aqeTac da iqiTac),<br />
agreTve, geografiisa da miTologiisao, nadir
Sahis istoriao, mokle qarTuli gramatikao<br />
(levani ki ara, levan! bodiSiT ki ara, bodiSi!),<br />
filosofiuri kiTxva-migebanio, Semoklebuli<br />
katiRoriao, RvTismetyvelebao... rom araferi<br />
vTqvaT leqsebze (poezia bagrationTa aqilevsis<br />
quslia), prozaul nawarmoebebze, Targmanebze...<br />
nabuqodonosorisagan wartyvevna ierusalimisa.<br />
Tumca, arc dRes gvawyenda es wignebi. dResac<br />
gamoviyenebdiT rameSi. tualetisken mimavali<br />
umoklesi gza dRes swored wignze gadis. erTi<br />
idioturi romanidan Tavisuflad SeiZleba<br />
miviRoT tualetis qaRaldis ori-sami ruloni.<br />
ise, kacma rom Tqvas, sulieri sazrdoc, nebismier<br />
sazrdosaviT, adre Tu gvian Tavisebur ganavlad<br />
iqceva. Seminde ufalo da dideba Sens saxels!<br />
qaSveTis ezoSi sarecxi gamoufeniaT, eklesiaSi ki<br />
wirvaao - SfoTavs gazeTi. usindiso. eg ar iyo,<br />
jer kidev guSin, im momakvdinebel Sxams rom<br />
adarebda religias, ovanesas binaze rom<br />
aRmouCeniaT erTxel kidev?! risi Tqma gnebavT<br />
amjerad, batono gazeTo? sarecxi Seuracxyofs<br />
wirvas Tu wirva sarecxs? axla SeamCnieT<br />
pirvelad? rac Tavi maxsovs im eklesiis ezoSi<br />
yovelTvis xalxi cxovrobda. xalxi ki usarecxod<br />
sad gagonila?! marto wirva-locviT ver gaitan<br />
Tavs, puric ginda arsobisa. is ki ofliT moipoveba<br />
mxolod. Tanac, erTxel da samudamod ki ara,<br />
yoveldRe, yoveldRiuri tanjviT. aseve<br />
yoveldRiurad Tu ar moiSore ofli, Tu ar<br />
gairecxe gaoflili perangi, puri oxrad dagrCeba<br />
da Sen TviTon SegWams WuWyi. xolo sarecxi Tu ar<br />
gafine, ver gaaSrob. mokled, erTmaneTzea
yvelaferi gadabmuli. eklesiaSi wirvaa, Ria<br />
karidan galobis xma da sakmevlis suni gamodis,<br />
eklesiis ezoSi ki qali sarecxs fens. fenda. axla<br />
cecxli ukidia iqaurobas. eklesiis CuqurTmas<br />
avtomatis tyvia fSxvnis. sarecxis Tokze bavSvis<br />
perangi darCeniaT. isic tyviiTaa dacxriluli.<br />
sxvebi, imedia, gaixiznebodnen... rusT<strong>avel</strong>i<br />
raxania gadaketilia. dRes diliT sammwkrivad<br />
idgnen betonis lodebiT datvirTuli "kamazebi".<br />
axla, SeiZleba, ukve oTxmwkrivad dganan. bevri<br />
xalxi iyris Tavs seiris sanaxavad. Sav tborebad<br />
grovdebian da yrud guguneben. bavSvebi xom iq<br />
aTen-aRameben, araferi gamogvrCeso. Cveni<br />
xvalindeli dRe. dRes rac xdeba, imaTTvis xdeba,<br />
kargic da cudic. rasac dRes SeiTviseben, xval<br />
gamoiyeneb. amdens, etyoba, Tavadac xvdebian da<br />
erTi wuTiTac ar icvlian iqidan fexs. mama ara,<br />
torola! araferi aRar undaT, arc rokis klipebi,<br />
arc pornofilmebi, arc kevi da arc koka-kola.<br />
kalaSnikovis erTi Cakakaneba yvelafers<br />
urCevniaT. wamo, biWo, ra, deidaCemi cxovrobs aqve.<br />
rames gvaWmevs. mSia. au, ara ra. uceb SevWamoT. jer<br />
ar daiwyeba. Tanac, iqidan ufro gavZvreT iqneb.<br />
pirdapir baRze avWraT, mokleze. au, ara. sacaa<br />
daiwyeba. daiwyeba da Cvenc movalT. qaSveTidan<br />
avideT. ufro axlos ar viqnebiT?! porSe girCevnia<br />
Tu kalaSnikovi? ar dafiqrde! uceb Tqvi. au porSe.<br />
ara kalaSnikovi: porSe rad minda? Tanac aq, am<br />
damplebTan. rame Tu gaufuWda, gaTavda, mogWama<br />
Wiri. sad ginda gaakeTebino?! kalaSnikovi naRdia.<br />
ici ra Rirs? me kalaSnikovSi yvelafers mivcem.<br />
Sen ki miscem, magram vin aiRebs? au, magaria.
gisvria? sizmarSi visvri xolme. mTeli Rame.<br />
marto magis gamo vwvebi adre. ta-ta-ta-ta-ta. wiuwiu-wiu-wiu...<br />
au, magaria. au, guSin kitovani<br />
davinaxe. au, daifice. au, boziSvili viyo. yvela<br />
mouTmenlad elodeba rodis ganaxldeba srola<br />
mTavrobis sasaxlesTan. axla, magaliTad, isvrian.<br />
es axali wlis aRsaniSnavi srola ar aris. jer<br />
mTeli saaTia iqamde. manaTobeli tyviebi uwyvet<br />
nakadad mifrinaven erTmaneTis Sesaxvedrad.<br />
"iveriidan" mTavrobis sasaxlisken, mTavrobis<br />
sasaxlidan "iveriisken". "Tbilisi" ukve iwvis.<br />
mxatvris saxlic. pirveli skolac.<br />
kavSirgabmulobis sasaxlec. da sxva mravali.<br />
xandaxan Zveli, Camowerili qvemexic daibuxunebs<br />
xolme, zooparkSi Caberebuli lomiviT. SeiZleba,<br />
meTerTmete armiis Semotanilic iyos Tavis<br />
droze, magram raki dRes gaviyareniT Zmebi, Zveli<br />
da uvargisi, sasamarTlom Cven gvarguna. diax, Cven.<br />
me, Sen, mas. yvelani saqmeSi varT gasuli da<br />
araviTari mniSvneloba ara aqvs, cxadia es Tu<br />
sizmari. sizmari cudad daviwyebuli cxadia da,<br />
rasac sizmarSi akeTeb, an cxadSic gagikeTebia, an<br />
cxadSic gaakeTebdi, rom SegeZlos. "gamatareT, iq<br />
Cemi Sviliao" - iyvireb uceb. isev gaoflilxar.<br />
Zlivs sunTqav daRlilobisgan. arada, arc<br />
gagigia, rodis moirbine aq. "axali ambavi, Cveni<br />
Svilebic iq ariano". - ayayandeba xalxi. iqamde ki<br />
Sav tborad idga "kamazebis" win da yrud<br />
gugunebda. "es ekaekaterinekatos mamaa da ufleba<br />
aqvs aq Semosvlisao" - daiZaxebs betonis lodze<br />
zurgiT miwolili gvardieli da Tvals Cagikravs.<br />
cal xelSi avtomati uWiravs, meaoreSi mTeli
Zexvi, jer kidev gabawruli, da madianad ilukmeba.<br />
ver xvdebi, ratom gikravs is biWi Tvals, ras<br />
ganiSnebs, magram raki aRaravin geRobeba win,<br />
daadeb Tavs da waxval, TiTqos icode, sad<br />
midiode. axlac midixar, gaoflili, aqoSinebuli,<br />
TiTqos wuTi-wuTze wydeba Seni bedi. sanaxevrod<br />
bneli gvirabia, yovel wuTas virTxa gadagirbens<br />
xolme win, nela, auCqareblad. mgoni romeliRac<br />
filmSi ginaxavs es gvirabi, magram axla amis<br />
gaxsenebis dro ar aris. tani gigrZnobs, Seni<br />
Svilic aq aris sadRac da iqneb amjerad mainc<br />
gadaarCino. viRacebs muyaos did yuTze purmarili<br />
gauSliaT da qeifoben. samlitriani<br />
qilebiT udgaT Rvino. gilocavT axal welso -<br />
geZaxian sufridan. Sen ki imis SiSi gklavs,<br />
sufraze ar mimipatiJono, magram mainc Cerdebi da<br />
moridebiT kiTxulob, xom ar iciT sad arian aq<br />
germaniaSi gasagzavni gogo-biWebio. isini ki<br />
icinian, kvdebian siciliT. gapipinebuli Wiqebidan<br />
Rvino eRvrebaT. Sen jer gaocebuli uyureb<br />
axarxarebul moqeifeebs, magram nel-nela<br />
TviTonac geRimeba, ufro sworad xvdebi maTi<br />
gamxiarulebis mizezs. isini arian, imaT eZeb<br />
swored. erT-erTi maTgani ki ekaekaterinekatoa.<br />
marTalia, biWad aris gadacmuli da naxSiriT<br />
ulvaSebic miuxatavs, magram mainc scnob Svils.<br />
TavisTavad cxadia, isic gcnobs. "rom icodeT, es<br />
kaci mweraliao" - eubneba danarCenebs, muyaos<br />
yuTze atamanurad fexSemodgmuli. etyoba, is aris<br />
amaTi ufrosi. danarCenebi gaocebulni,<br />
dainteresebulni iyurebian Sensken. "SenTvis mainc<br />
mwerlobaa, ara, mTavari?!" - gekiTxeba Cumad,
daZabulad momRimari. ar unda rom sxvebmac gaigon<br />
- "aqac imitom moxvedi, ara?! - brazdeba uceb -<br />
Cvenze wigns dawer da amiT moixdi Sens<br />
mamuliSvilur vals, ara?!" - gacivdeba<br />
gawiwmatebuli. "arao" - yviri Svilis<br />
miuxvedrelobiT Sewuxebuli, gamwarebuli,<br />
Tumca, mTlad gulwrfeli ar aris Seni pasuxi.<br />
ufro sworad, ver mimxvdarxar, ver gagigia, ra<br />
daSavdeba, riTi iqneba cudi, Tundac marTla<br />
wignis dasawerad rom iyo aq mosuli. magram axla<br />
wigni arc gagxsenebia. ra dros wignia saerTod! ki<br />
xvdebi, SefarviT rom dagcinis Svili, magram imis<br />
agdebuli RvarZliani laparaki ki ar<br />
Seuracxgyofs, kidev ufro gasevdianebs, kidev<br />
ufro gauZlurebs da, imave dros, kidev ufro<br />
gavaldebulebs, yvelaferi iRono, yvelafers<br />
gauZlo, yvelaferi aitano, oRond Svili rogorme<br />
gamovides am gvirabidan, virTxis suniT<br />
gaJRenTili wyvdiadidan. magram Tavis droze ra<br />
SegeZlo, axla rom gamoido Tavi! aba, marTla<br />
riRasTvis moxvedi aq? riRasTvis daimcire Tavi?<br />
axalgazrdebi, davuSvaT, Segnebulad midian<br />
sasikvdilod, uecari da lamazi sikvdili<br />
urCevniaT (Tundac asakis gamo), gauTavebelsa da<br />
autanel molodins, magram Sen ra grjis? Sen<br />
risTvis igdeb Tavs gansacdelSi? miT ufro rom,<br />
Seni bedi isedac gadawyvetilia. rogorc ar unda<br />
damTavrdes amRamindeli Rame, Sen mainc damnaSave<br />
iqnebi. ukve damnaSave xar, radgan arasodes ar<br />
yofilxar iq, sadac Seni adgili ar iyo da, roca,<br />
bolos da bolos, mainc aRmoCndi, TviTonve<br />
gagiWirda amis aRiareba. amitom, arc Sens
axalgazrda Tanamoqalaqeebs gaemtyunebaT, eWvis<br />
TvaliT Tu Sexedaven Sens moulodnel<br />
gamocxadebas, provokatorad anda Semogzavnilad<br />
Tu CagTvlian. provokatori da Semogzavnili<br />
saqveynod ganTqmuli xelovanic SeiZleba iyos da<br />
dilegidan nexvis gamomxvetavi araraobac. Senc<br />
geZaxian aqeT-iqidan, viTom xumrobiT, mogzavnili<br />
xom ara xaro, Sen ki verafers pasuxob, imitom<br />
rom... kaci roca tyuis, winaswar imaragebs<br />
tyuilis gasamarTlebel, tyuilis dasacvel<br />
versiebsa Tu legendebs, magram simarTlesac rom<br />
dacva unda, aseve yovelTvis aviwydeba. marTali<br />
kaci Tavs ver imarTlebs da rasac damtkiceba ar<br />
sWirdeba, imis damtkicebaa swored Zneli. magram<br />
Senda bedad, virTxis suniT gaJRenTil<br />
bindbundSi erTi wamiT cekas-Ceka dagidgeba<br />
Tvalwin, fransuazas udanaSaulobis damtkicebas<br />
rom moiTxovda Sengan odesRac, da rac imas<br />
uTxari maSin, aranakleb saxifaTo situaciaSi,<br />
axlac igives Tqmas apireb - eg sakiTxi Tqven<br />
TviTon unda gaarkvioTo - ese igi, roca amxela<br />
saqmes hkidebT xels, kacis garCeva mainc unda<br />
SegeZloTo. magram, sabednierod, ar gWirdeba amis<br />
Tqma, Svili gevlineba mxsnelad. "eg provokatori<br />
ki ara, mamaCemiao" - icinis ekaekaterinekato da<br />
naxSiriT mixatul ulvaSs igrexs viTom. "aba,<br />
garkveviT gviTxras, ra unda, ratom movida<br />
CvenTano" - ar cxrebian danarCenebi da marTlebic<br />
arian. sadme Tu midixar, gindac sizmarSi,<br />
misasvleli mizezic unda gqondes da mizanic. "au,<br />
kidev kargi gamaxsendao" - SesZaxeb imaTeburad da<br />
maSinve ubeSi Caiyof xels. axalgazrda
Tanamoqalaqeni daZabulni mogCerebian. Sen ki<br />
ubidan melanias celofanis parks amoiReb,<br />
parkidan - Zafis gorgals da ekaekaterinekatos<br />
gauwvdi - ai, es gorgali gamogiyvans<br />
labirinTidano. "ver uyurebT am Zvels, ra<br />
Sebertyili vinme yofilao" - gulwrfelad ukvirT<br />
da uxariaT ekaekaterinekatos amxanagebs da<br />
aCoCqol-ayayanebulni gexvevian garSemo, rogorc<br />
mowafeebi Semoexveodnen xolme adre,<br />
daaxlovebulsa da daZmakacebul maswavlebels.<br />
Sen ki suli gexuTeba. qveyana iyineba, Sen ki oflad<br />
xar gaRvrili. gegonebaT, sizmridan ki ara,<br />
moqmedi vulkanis krateridan amomZvralao.<br />
samagierod, mTavari gairkva - saSveli aris!<br />
momilocavs. gilocavT. daeswariT mravals. Tu<br />
gadagarCenT, melanias Zafis gorgali gadagarCenT<br />
mxolod. ase rom, wmindao RvTismSobelo, erTxel<br />
kidev daicavi Seni wilxvedri qveyana. is ki tiris.<br />
tiris. icremleba. aTonis iverTa monastridan ki<br />
moaSura Tavis wilxvedr qveyanas (Tundac aslis<br />
saxiT), ki daaCoqa aerodromze mis Sesagebeblad<br />
gamosuli xalxi (ra didi ambavi kidev<br />
Tbiliselebis daCoqebas unda, axla wesadac ki<br />
iTvleba. "niangi" da "Tbilisi" imitom daaqvT Tan,<br />
muxlis qveS rom daifinon, daCoqeba Tu mouwevT<br />
uceb), ki datova xalxi mis imedze, magram imis<br />
magivrad, rom amoqmeddes, tiris. dedani aTonis<br />
mTaze tiris Turme, erTi asli - niu-iorkSi, meore -<br />
TbilisSi. ra xdeba, mamao, ra ambavia Cvens Tavs?<br />
aRar unda gairkves, bolos da bolos? Tqven Tavs<br />
hkiTxeT. yvelam Tavis informaciul banks<br />
mouaros. ise, rom icodeT, sxva xatebic tirian -
zogi gelaTs, zogi mcxeTas, zogi bodbes, zogi<br />
martvils. magram, damerwmuneT, RmerTs ver<br />
vixilavT. me erTxel mwerali viyavi. RmerTi didi<br />
sinaTlea, gamabednierebeli, da nuravis egoneba,<br />
raki Tavisufali var, yvelafers movimoqmedebo. es<br />
wmindawylis mkrexelobaa, radgan mxolod<br />
RmerTia Tavisufali. magram, rogorc statistika<br />
mowmobs, mTeli kacobriobis mxedvelobis<br />
simZafre ganuxrelad klebulobs Turme.<br />
erTaderTi xsna kontaqturi linzebi yofila.<br />
arada, ager ukve ocdaaTi weli iqneba, im linzebs<br />
xmarobs fransuaza. pirvelad rom vnaxe, ufro<br />
SemeSinda, vidre gamikvirda. jer raRac siTxe<br />
CaiwveTa upeebSi, plastmasis patara boTlidan, da<br />
mere pirdapir gugebze miiweba lamis uCinari minis<br />
naxevarsferoebi. viTomc araferi. eg iyo, rom<br />
odnav gaumuqda mocisfro-monacrisfro Tvalebi.<br />
Tumca, ara, linzebis miwebebisTanave, ara marto<br />
garegnoba, gunebaganwyobilebac maSinve<br />
ecvleboda, rasakvirvelia, ukeTesobisken. da<br />
mainc, miuxedavad aseTi optikuri aRWurvilobisa,<br />
mainc ver gansWvrita momavali. mainc veravin naxa<br />
Cemze ukeTesi-meTqi, mindoda meTqva. saerTod,<br />
saqarTveloSi Camosuli ucxoeli turistebi,<br />
WuWyis mets verafers xedaven TiTqos. Tumca CvenSi<br />
rom vTqvaT, marTla ar Seisvleba sadarbazoebSi.<br />
liftis kedlebze xom raRa ar aris misxmuli.<br />
magram tyuilad hgonia vinmes, Cven rom<br />
davasufTavebT aqaurobas. mSobliuri qalaqi rom<br />
dagavo, tetCeri unda iyo jer. guSin Tbilisis<br />
samgzavro sadgurSi cecxlwakidebuli<br />
matarebeli Semosula. ori kviriT adre ki, xalxiT
gaWedili tramvaisTvis demonstrantebs xumrobiT<br />
qvebi dauSeniaT. magram, me Tu mkiTxavT, bevrad<br />
ajobebda, saerTod ar kiTxulobdes kaci gazeTs.<br />
zedmetad ixeTqav guls. dekemberi, noemberi,<br />
oqtomberi, seqtemberi, agvisto... sul cota, xuTi<br />
Tve mainc viyavi amisgan Tavisufali. samagierod,<br />
axla yelamde var Cafluli, Tanac ukve<br />
daZvelebul gazeTebSi, xuTi Tvis makulaturaSi<br />
davfaCunob, rogorc xoWo neSoSi. mecnierebi ki<br />
SesaZleblad Tvlian adamianis xelaxla Seqmnas,<br />
oRond isev talaxisagan ki ara, romeliRac<br />
xelovnuri nivTierebisagan. talaxma ar<br />
gaamarTla. sxva Tu araferi, xelovnuri bavSvi<br />
qveS ver Caifsavs. RmerTo, momiteve, RmerTo,<br />
gaanaTle imis suli. ar uyvarda aseTi laparaki.<br />
sxvaTa Soris, aRarc me vlaparakob. laparakmac<br />
dakarga azri. magram mainc unda iTqvas, rom batoni<br />
adami yovelTvis siamovnebiT ylapavs erTxel ukve<br />
Caylapuls, rac friad mravlismTqmeli faqtia,<br />
Tuki Rrmad CavukvirdebiT da saerTodac,<br />
yovelTvis ufro Rrmad unda CavixedoT xolme<br />
sakuTar gulSi, radgan kaci rasac ver ambobs,<br />
gulSi malavs. karze ki isev akakunebs viRaca. aba,<br />
sad gagonila am sigrZe moCveneba?! RmerTo, Seni<br />
saxelis Wirime! nuTu marTla SesaZlebelia?!<br />
araferi ar viciT, arc am qveynisa, arc im qveynisa.<br />
magram rasac xalxi ambobs, xSirad marTldeba.<br />
iRelve, magram mSvidado. mSvidad Relva raRa<br />
oxrobaa meTqi, an mSvidad unda iyo, an unda<br />
iRelvo meTqi. Turme kvdeboda, me ki ar vicodi.<br />
arada, unda mcodnobda, me unda mivmxvdariyavi<br />
yvela eqimze, yvela aparatze adre. amitomac
vRelav ase mSvidad. akakunon, sanam ar<br />
mobezrdebaT. me amdgomi aRara var. kak-kuk. vin<br />
aris? kurdReli var, yurcqvita. ra gnebavs<br />
kurdRelo? ra mnebavs da stafilo. ah, ar<br />
SeiZleba! stafiloSi bevri nitrati yofila. Cven<br />
bavSvs ar vaZlevT. Senze ar moqmedebs nitrati?<br />
nitrati momklavs Tu ustafiloba, ra mniSvneloba<br />
aqvs?! eg Cems qaliSvils uTxari. netavi TuRa<br />
darCa kurdReli? raxania, multfilmis garda,<br />
aRarsad minaxavs. mec aRara var. yovel<br />
SemTxvevaSi, Cemi udidesi nawili Tan waiRes.<br />
SeiZleba, me TviTon gavatane, rogorc bargis<br />
nawils gaatanen xolme winaswar ufro adre<br />
mimavals iqiTken, saiTkenac axlo momavalSi<br />
Tavadac apireben gamgzavrebas. Seni Wirime, Tu<br />
Zalian ar Segawuxebs, iqneba gaayolo xels es<br />
erTi CanTa (Cemodani araca maqvs). ki batono. ra<br />
saTxovaria. diiiidi siamovnebiTac. mainc ver<br />
gaZleb uCemod didxans. nawil-nawil wagiReb,<br />
rogorc Seni samSoblo miaqvT mtrebs, Tu<br />
erTianad, es sxva sakiTxia. ufro sworad, es ukve<br />
sufTa wylis politikaa. imperia ingreva,<br />
politika rCeba. imperias Tu kaSxals SevadarebT,<br />
politika mdinarea. mdinare maradiulia, xolo<br />
kaSxlis dangreva iseve SeiZleba, rogorc aSeneba.<br />
gadaRebva-gadakeTeba xom mTlad advilia.<br />
fericvalebiT arsi ar icvleba. fericvaleba<br />
dResao foToli mowyda xesao. Cven foTlebi varT<br />
mxolod. rac mTavaria, adamiani yvelafers iolad<br />
iTvisebs da egueba kidec, rac misi arsebobis<br />
gasaxangrZliveblad aris aucilebeli. ase rom,<br />
romel mxaresac ar unda gadavivarcxnoT qoCori
(sadRaa - Torem ki!), didi-didi gamometyveleba<br />
Segvecvalos odnav, an ukeTesobisken (meti ar aris<br />
Cveni mteri), an uaresobisken, rac savsebiT<br />
Seesabameba sinamdviles. buneba ki igive rCeba. ai,<br />
Turme ra mawuxebda amdeni xani! TiTqos marTla<br />
mxedavdes. TiTqos Segnebulad miyurebdes ase<br />
daJinebiT. TiTqos, rogorc icoda, konverti unda<br />
gamomiwodos da miTxras: werilia, batono Cemo,<br />
moskovidano. mxolod "batono Cemo" amxelda mis<br />
dafarul mRelvarebas. SeiZleba mrisxanebasac.<br />
Zlieria is, vinc ukeT malavs sakuTar grZnobebs.<br />
ganzraxvebsac. am suraTze ocdaxuTi wlisaa.<br />
zRvaze varT. oRond, baTumSi. biWvinTamde jer<br />
Sors aris. ai, aseTi iyo meTqi, veubnebi Cems Tavs,<br />
TiTqos sxvadasxva adamianebi viyoT me da Cemi Tavi.<br />
anda, TiTqos iman Cemze naklebad icodes, rac me<br />
gadamxdenia (Tumca, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, ra<br />
gadamxdenia iseTi, sxvaTa mier winaswar ar<br />
yofiliyo gansazRvruli da mkacrad<br />
reglamentirebuli). lamazi ki ar aris, kargia<br />
yvelanairad. axalgazrdacaa (jer Tmas ar<br />
iRebavs), janmrTelic (jer xels ar idebs kefaze,<br />
ai, aq raRacaao...), xalisianic (qsovisa araferi<br />
gaegeba), sandomianic (maxsovs Sin ver vaxerxebdiT<br />
ganmartoebas, viRaceebi SevixizneT mgoni, da<br />
RamRamobiT baRSi, leRvebTan vuniSnavdi paemans)<br />
da, rasakvirvelia, bednieric (jer horizonti<br />
sufTaa - fransuaza ToTxmeti wlisaa mxolod,<br />
xolo sonias mSoblebi jer arc icnoben<br />
erTmaneTs wesierad). aseTi rom iyo, imitom<br />
SevirTe da mas mere erTxelac ar warmomidgenia<br />
Cemi Tavi uimisod, vis loginSic ar unda
vyofiliyavi, is yovelTvis Cems maradiul colad<br />
rCeboda. ai, asea saqme Cemo yurcqvitav da<br />
aRaraferi aRar Seicvleba, ramdenac ar unda<br />
akakuno. weRan (SeiZleba, weRanac) damesizmra,<br />
TiTqos viRaca adga Cems dasaxedad, me ki, mxrebze<br />
sabanmoxuruli (sizmarSic iseve civa, rogorc<br />
cxadSi), daCoqili videqi sawolze da vtirodi.<br />
didi Sveba yofila cremli. dasizmrebulic ki!<br />
amwinebze ki marTla daviCoqe sadRac. xo,<br />
TviTmfrinavSi. parizidan vbrundebodi. sxvaTa<br />
Soris, Tvals rom vaxel, ufro mciva. viTom sicive<br />
TvaliTac aRiqmeba?! SeiZleba, sicives vxedavT da<br />
ar viciT, rom sicivea. zewarSi ki maSinve gamoJona,<br />
rogorc ki Sevexe. TiTqos me gamomivarda, rogorc<br />
taZris yru-munji daraji - saeWvo gamvlels.<br />
gaviToSe. gavSeSdi. arada, erTsa da imave gazeTs<br />
vkiTxulob TiTqos. yvelgan erTi da igive sweria.<br />
axla CaquCi rom damkras vinmem, davifSxvnebi.<br />
magram, sainteresoa, ra braldebas wauyeneben amis<br />
Camdens, mkvlelobisa Tu xulignobisa, anu,<br />
cocxali adamianis Tu TabaSiris qandakebis<br />
xelyofas, gindac aravin araferi icodes im<br />
qandakebis warmomavlobisa da daniSnulebis<br />
Sesaxeb. TavisTvis ido. xels aravin uSlida. Tqven<br />
ki daamtvrieT. ratom? axla keTili inebeT da ageT<br />
pasuxi. xviSti! aravin ar icis, vin ra sasjels<br />
imsaxurebs, roca kanoni emorCileba nebas da ara<br />
neba kanons. ese igi, SeiZleba, saerTod ar dasajo<br />
kaci da amiT dasajo swored. dausjelobac<br />
sasjelis saxeobaa. ramdeni daisaja ase!<br />
ugulvebelyofiT, aTvalwunebiT, gaufasurebiT.<br />
sicivisgan gansxvavebiT, isini namdvilad Candnen,
magram xelisufleba ver xedavda, ufro sworad,<br />
ar xedavda. isini yels ixevdnen, gul-mucels<br />
itrialebdnen, ixrCobodnen sibrazisgan,<br />
eWvebisgan, SiSisgan, xelisufleba ki arafrad<br />
agdebdaT, daWeris Rirsadac ar TvlidaT, rac ar<br />
unda eweraT da ekiTxaT. sxvaTa Soris, xalxic<br />
mxolod im xelovans scnobs, romelic<br />
xelisuflebisganaa oficialurad aRiarebuli.<br />
amitom isinic, ugulebelyofilni,<br />
aTvalwunebulni, gaufasurebulni - sul<br />
tyuilubralod iwrTobdnen Tavs sacixod. sul<br />
tyuilubralod eCveodnen tkivilis, SimSilisa<br />
Tu wyurvilis atanas. imaTi colebi rom<br />
fiqrobdnen, qeifoben albaT sadme, Tu kidev uares<br />
adgilas ar ariano, isini sakuTari saxlis<br />
sardafebSi isxdnen mTeli Rame, usanTlod da<br />
usasTumlod, ufro axlos rom gascnobodnen da<br />
SesCveodnen jurRmulis binadrebs, wyvdiadis<br />
florasa da faunas. xan oboba gadaacocdebodaT<br />
saxeze, xan virTxa CaswivlebdaT yurSi. isini ki<br />
frCxilebis qveS nemsebs irWobdnen jiutad,<br />
warmodgenili wamebisTvis rom gaeZloT<br />
momavalSi da TveobiT uCirqdebodaT xolme<br />
infeqciaSeWrili nunebi. ruseTSi tyved<br />
Cavardnili germanelebiviT, TiTebdabintulni<br />
dadiodnen da aRarc kalmis daWera SeeZloT,<br />
aRarc "erikaze" dakakuneba. yvela sikeTesTan<br />
erTad, aTasnairi sisulelis mogoneba<br />
sWirdebodaT, Tavi rom emarTlebinaT eWvebiTa da<br />
varaudebiT gawamebul axloblebTan da Tavi<br />
daecvaT cnobismoyvare da uyuradRebo<br />
nacnobebisagan. karSi momewewka. konservs vxsnidi.
lursmans vaWedebdi. abazanaSi naTuras vcvlidi<br />
da... etyoba, TviTon zari moiSala (deni namdvilad<br />
aris), Torem ratom unda akakunebdes, Tuki marTla<br />
akakunebs vinme. me gavaxile Tvali da movkvdi. Sen<br />
gaaxile Tvali da mokvdi. man gaaxila Tvali da<br />
mokvda. ise, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, mTeli sicocxle<br />
dakakunebas velodebodi da, mgoni, bolos<br />
amisrulda, gamimarTlda amdeni xnis molodini.<br />
Tu (vimeoreb) ar meCveneba. maSin Tormeti wlisac<br />
ar viqnebodi, roca cxovrebam saxls momaSora da<br />
TuSeTis mTebSi mikra Tavi - yaCaRad gavvardi, Cemi<br />
WkuiT. sinamdvileSi ki mezobelma, Tavadac<br />
yaCaRma, wamiyvana yaCaRebTan. ufro sworad, xels<br />
gamayola, upatrono nivTiviT. SeiZleba, Sevecode,<br />
SeiZleba, Semacdina - viTom, gadasaxlebuli<br />
mSoblebic unda daebrunebina CemTvis, gaCuqebuli<br />
dac da gagiJebuli bebiac (bebia milicias<br />
TbilisSi hyavda gadagzavnili, "fsiqiatriuli<br />
gamokvlevebis Casatareblad"), magram, rogorc<br />
mosalodneli iyo, Cemi gadarCenis msurvelni<br />
Tavad gaxdnen gadasarCenni. meTaurma xom saerTod<br />
moikla Tavi, am sityvis pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT.<br />
jer sakuTari cxeni mokla - revolveris lula<br />
yurSi CasCara da meore yuridan gaasxmevina tvini -<br />
mere ki, dediSobila (tansacmeli<br />
"TanamebrZolebs" dagvitova gasayofad)<br />
gamoqvabulSi Sevida da tyvia iTxliSa SublSi.<br />
kaci Tavis mosaklavad midioda da SiSvel fexebs<br />
ise gaubedavad adgamda kenWebze, zRvaze pirvelad<br />
Camosuli damsvenebeli gegonebodaT. mokled, or<br />
dReSi ukanve movbrundi kudamoZuebuli. aRarc<br />
sapatronebeli damxvda rame da aRarc
gasaCuqebeli. ara! araviTar SemTxvevaSi! me aravin<br />
gamiCuqebia. me maSin patara viyavi. kanonmdebelic<br />
ar miTvaliswinebda. ver mawvdenda Tvals. susti<br />
viyavi da umweo. da Tu mainc damnaSave var, mxolod<br />
esaa Cemi danaSauli - umweoba da sisuste. magram<br />
brali namdvilad ar mimiZRvis. bunebaSi tyuilad<br />
araferi ibadeba. yvela raRacisTvisaa<br />
Cafiqrebuli: zogi sakuTari neba-survilis<br />
aRsasruleblad, zogi ki - viRacis nebasurvilisa.<br />
me viRacis neba-survils vasrulebdi,<br />
oRond Cemi neba-survilis winaaRmdeg - sakuTar<br />
bunebas ver vurigdebodi da meSinoda,<br />
ganuwyvetliv meSinoda Rrmad damarxuli,<br />
saimedod SeniRbuli Cemive Seurigeblobisa.<br />
axlac albaT maxsovroba akakunebs SiSis<br />
klaviSebze. es SiSis xmaa dekembris siciveSi,<br />
avtomatebis damcinav xarxarSi, gardacvlilTa da<br />
cocxalTa CvenebebiT gaZiZgul simartoveSi. im<br />
SiSis xmaa, lamis gaCenisTanave rom dagveufla,<br />
magram gvian vaRiareT. ufro sworad, mTeli<br />
sicocxle ar vaRiarebdiT, ar vutydebodiT, ar<br />
vepuebodiT, Cveni WkuiT, magram is mainc jiutad,<br />
veragulad, uCumrad kristaldeboda Cvens<br />
arsebaSi, osteoxondroziviT, oRond sulis<br />
osteoxondroziviT. araTu nebismieri uneblie<br />
ganZreva, nebismieri ramis gafiqrebac autanel<br />
tkivils mayenebs. yvelaferi mtkiva, Zvirfaso<br />
dedav, yvelaferi, rac ganSorebis facifucSi<br />
damitove, me momande, me momabare - xorcic, Zvalic,<br />
sisxlic, sulic... - da madlobeli var Senic da<br />
RmerTisac, am tkivilis Rirsi rom gamxadeT. es<br />
Cemi tkivilia, aTas tkivilSi gamorCeuli,
saxelisa da simdidris nacvlad moxveWili,<br />
pativiscemisa da siyvarulis msgavsad<br />
damsaxurebuli. me gavaxile Tvali da movkvdi.<br />
didebuli striqoni wamogvcda, rom icodeT! rom<br />
mogvewadinebina, ver movigonebdiT. yovel<br />
SemTxvevaSi, mis uaress sjobia. mjobnis mjobni ar<br />
dailevao, magram poetebis jibric, am gauTavebeli<br />
kakunisa ar iyos, moCvenebiTia. poetebi erTmaneTis<br />
arsebobas amarTleben da erTmaneTs mxolod<br />
exmarebian - erTi da igive bade amoaqvT<br />
ararsebuli okeanis fskeridan da eCvenebaT,<br />
erTmaneTs vejibrebiT Zalisa da mondomebis<br />
gamoCenaSio. eSmakuradaa bunebisgan yvelaferi<br />
mowyobili. ase rom ar eCvenebodeT, aravin aRar<br />
dawerda leqss da ararsebul siRrmeTa<br />
mdumarebiT gavsebuli ararsebuli badec<br />
samudamod CarCeboda ararsebuli okeanis<br />
ararsebul fskerze. ormoSi SemTxveviT<br />
Cavardnil gamvlels, romelsac dRemde uimedod<br />
daeZebdnen, Turme, axloblebi, scmia Wreli,<br />
moklemklavebiani sazafxulo perangi; Cexuri<br />
sandlebi, yviTeli tyavisa, da Cinuri tilos<br />
mwvane Sarvali "druJba". eg, etyoba, ufro didi<br />
xnis win aris Cavardnili ormoSi, magram<br />
Sinaurebma gvian miaqcies yuradReba, gvian<br />
moisaklises. amitom arc Cven gvawyens, droulad<br />
Tu gavarkvevT, ra ambavia Cvens Tavs. gareT ra<br />
xdeba naTelia, magram Sin ra xdeba RmerTma icis.<br />
ase Rrmad sZinavT viTom?! Tu sZinavT, eZinoT.<br />
Tvalis gaxela saxifaToa. me gavaxile Tvali da<br />
movkvdi. ese igi, Tvalis gaxeda (anu dabadeba,<br />
gnebavT, gaRviZeba) da sikvdili erTiao. sicocxle
imdenad moklea, salaparakodac ar Rirso.<br />
daaxloebiT imave azrisaa erTi qarTuli xalxuri<br />
leqsic:<br />
ra wam ki davibadebiT,<br />
iqve samare mza ari...
magram aq ufro vrcladaa gamoTqmuli is, risi<br />
gamoTqmac Turme SesaZlebeli yofila ufro<br />
lakoniurad, ufro lokaluri intprerptaciiT,<br />
ufro lokatoruli sizustiT (Tuki saerTod<br />
arsebobs amgvari ram). Tumca, dabejiTebiT ver<br />
vityvi ra sjobs - icode Tu ar icode. erTi kia,<br />
mainc ar ijereb bolo wamamde. arafris didebiT<br />
ar irwmuneb, yvela gza rom moWrili gaqvs.<br />
Segnebuli miuxvedreloba Tu klinikuri sibriyve<br />
gemarTeba Sendauneburad. albaT Tavis dasacavad.<br />
SeiZleba, brZolis gasagrZelebladac. miTxariT,<br />
ra gvWirdeba, ra movitanoo - gulwrfelad<br />
evedrebi TeTrad gadaqaTqaTebul mkurnals<br />
(ufro mecniers). ukvdavebis wylis motana rom<br />
dagavalos, daufiqreblad gavardebi, radgan<br />
vidre eZeb, Tundac uSedegod, kaci xar, azri aqvs<br />
Sens arsebobas. Cveni reanimacia, Sen xar Cemi<br />
batoni, moskovisas sjobs. magram moskovisaze<br />
ukeTesi saerTodac kargs niSnavs?! vinmes jobna<br />
jer kidev ar niSnavs, rames rom warmoadgen.<br />
gaaCnia vis jobni. arc unda Tqva, kuze swrafad<br />
davdivaro. darwmunebuli xar, gauCinars gaaCen,<br />
isev moaxden saswauls, bolo wuTas, romeliRac<br />
afTiaqis sawyobSi mainc aRmoCndeba saWiro<br />
wamali, romeliRac macivarSi - sisxlis plazma da<br />
a.S. da a.S. iseTi ramis Sovnac SegiZlia, TviTon ar<br />
daijerebs, vinc saSovnelad gagagzavna. aTasjer<br />
gadaatrial-gadmoatrialebs xelSi ucxourad<br />
momxibvlel, ucxourad sufTa, ucxourad gluv<br />
kolofs. moadgiles daukavSirdeba (momaragebis<br />
dargSi) seleqtoriT. Rilaks TiTs daaWers da<br />
gairindeba, mucelze xelebgadajvaredinebuli,
ogorc momRerali saWiro akordis molodinSi.<br />
gismenT avTandiloviCo - axrialdeba seleqtori -<br />
aki bunebaSic ar arsebobso?! - niSns mougebs<br />
seleqtors, odnav win gadaxrili, kmayofilad<br />
momRimari - ager, a, xelSi miWiravs - atyuebs<br />
qveSevrdoms, radgan wamali xelSi ki ar uWiravs,<br />
win udevs magidaze. xelebs ki siamovnebisagan<br />
ifSvnets - mogveWra Tavi da egaa. xe, xe, xe -<br />
mliqvnelurad icinis seleqtori - rac Tqven<br />
giWiravT, avTandiloviC, Cveulebriv sabWoTa<br />
avadmyofs vin aRirsebs imas... Senc Segnebulad<br />
iRimebi am ukbilo, ufro metic, uzneo xumrobaze,<br />
magram Sen Tavsdamtydari ubedurebisgan xar<br />
gamliqvnelebuli, sakuTari umweobis<br />
SegrZnebisagan da mouTokavi, moureveli<br />
survilisgan, rogorme, nebismieri gziT, Tundac<br />
sakuTari Rirsebisa da sicocxlis fasad<br />
gamostaco sikvdils Sens imedze darCenili<br />
adamiani. ufro sworad, Senganve daimedebuli<br />
misTvis yvelaze mZime gansacdelSi, yofnaaryofnis<br />
mijnaze, roca yoveli nabiji nebismieri<br />
mimarTulebiT gadadgmuli, SeiZleba sabediswero<br />
aRmoCndes. ase rom, Tu ver uSveli, garkveuli<br />
(sakmarisi) TvalsazrisiT, Senc mkvleli xar. Seni<br />
brali iqneba misi daRupva, radgan Sen rom ar<br />
dageimedebina, Sen rom gverdze gamdgariyavi (imis<br />
sasargeblod, rasakvirvelia) iqneb sxva Zala<br />
gamoCeniliyo, Senze sityvaZunwi, magram Senze<br />
metis SemZle. iRimebi Segnebulad<br />
gamliqvnelebuli da Seugneblad geSinia, rame ar<br />
Tqva iseTi (ar wamogcdes uneblieT), vinme<br />
gaanawyeno, daarRvio batonisa da qveSevrdomis,
anu umweo mTavari eqimisa da yovlisSemZle mnes<br />
Sexmatkbilebuli dueti, romelic SenTvisac<br />
misawvdomi gamxdara, mxolod da mxolod,<br />
teqnikis marTlac rom fantastikuri ganviTarebis<br />
wyalobiT. xe... xe... xe... - xrialebs, xiTxiTebs,<br />
xixinebs seleqtori. iqneb marTla sasacilod, anu<br />
sazeimod (komentari misivea) gagvixdes saqme. Sen<br />
xar Cemi batonio - ambobs polkis medroSesaviT<br />
gajgimuli mecnier-mkurnali - magas rom uyureb<br />
(usmen) - giTiTebs seleqtorisken - samaskaciani<br />
desertacia aqvs gadaxdili moskovSi, restoran<br />
"okeaneSi". cota Sors kia, magram sxvagan sad ginda<br />
dasva amdeni xalxi?! - TeTri, qaTqaTa xalaTi<br />
mxrebze mougdia. odekalonis mZafr surnels<br />
stovebs, sadac ki SeCerdeba erTi wamiT. gareT<br />
manqana elodeba. CarTuli motori<br />
TavSekavebulad TaxTaxebs. TiTqos icis, vis<br />
emsaxureba. maSinve unda daiZras, rogorc ki<br />
Semoiketavs kars misi patroni. Sors da, rac<br />
SeiZleba Sors, am tanjvis, uimedobis, umweobis<br />
imperiidan. saavadmyofoc (TviTmfrinaviviT) im<br />
saxelmwifos mikromodelia, sadac moqmedebs. xe,<br />
xe, avTandiloviC. Sen ki Tavqudmoglejili<br />
garbixar sawinaaRmdego mimarTulebiT, ufro<br />
Rrmad Sedixar imperiis Tvaluwvdenel<br />
sivrceebSi, jurRmulebSi, ufskrulebSi, brmad,<br />
alalbedze, "zemodan daurekavad", axali wamlis,<br />
axali sisxlis, anda romeliRac saswaulmoqmedi,<br />
germanuli Tu iaponuri aparatis saSovnelad,<br />
romelic mxolod erTaderT institutsa aqvs<br />
Turme da Tavadac ver mouxmaria. magram imdenad<br />
Zvirfasia, ganaTxovrebac esikvdileba. Sen mainc
inaTxovreb. kedelSi gaxval da saRamosaTvis<br />
aparati ukve adgilze iqneba. xe, xe... ki magram,<br />
instruqcia ver gamoayoles im mamacxonebulebma?<br />
qaji ver gaugebs amas Tavsa da bolos. aba, Zalian<br />
gvWirdebao?! aba, oRond eg aparati mogvcao?!<br />
icocxle, gvWirdeba, magram ar viciT, risTvis da<br />
ratom. kadrebic ar gvyavs. yvelaferSi nametani<br />
CamorCenilebi varT. laparaki viciT marto. ki aba!<br />
Sen Tu ityvi. laparaki rom ar viciT, imitom ver<br />
verkveviT teqnikaSic. magram ra dros esaa. Seni<br />
Wirime, iqneb rogorme, rac ar unda dajdes, Tqveni<br />
didi imedi maqvs. rad unda laparaki?! aba risTvis<br />
varT aq?! nu geSiniaT, yvelaferi kargad iqneba.<br />
magram dens unda TvalTvali. waramara ecema wneva.<br />
Zalian fxizeli meTvalyure gvWirdeba. ki gvyavs<br />
sagangebod amisTvis gamoyofili kaci, SeTavsebiT<br />
cecxlfareSadac muSaobs, magram amJamad svams.<br />
wneva Tu daeca, an aiwia, Sens mters, marTla qaji<br />
veRar gaarkvevs verafers. aba, damiSavebia, rom<br />
miSovnia. ara, aparati namdvilad kargia. firma.<br />
firma. iaponiaSi manqanas awerineben Turme<br />
leqsebs. aRar sWirdebaT poetebi. giJpoetebi. xe,<br />
xe... iaponiaSi poetebi leqsebs ki ar weren<br />
TqvensaviT - vis raRad unda leqsi - tankebs<br />
akeTeben. is tankaa batono, leqsis saxeobaa<br />
erTgvari. ra vici, me ase miTxres da... Sen ki<br />
iRimebi. daSaqruli Rimili tuCebze gadagglesvia.<br />
ara, rogor gekadreba, mliqvneli ki ar xar<br />
bunebiT (Sen tolstois ras ujereb?!),<br />
zrdilobiani xar zedmetad. ufro metic - keTili<br />
xar usaSvelod. rac saerTod mliqvnelobad<br />
iTvleba, Tundac imave tolstoisTvisac, is
SenTvis sikeTis Taviseburi, gnebavT, uaRresad<br />
qarTuli gamoxatulebaa mxolod. Zalian, Zalian<br />
keTilebi varT da marto sxvaTa (Cvenze ZlierTa,<br />
Cvenze mdidarTa, Cvenze saxelovanTa) siamovneba<br />
gvaniWebs siamovnebas. ase rom, Cveni mliqvneloba<br />
Cvenive sikeTiT aris ganpirobebuli, magram<br />
borotad ar unda isargeblon amiT sxvebma, Torem<br />
Cven, Tuki garemoeba gvaiZulebs, SegviZlia pirSic<br />
vuTxraT yvelas, rasac maTze vfiqrobT gulSi, an<br />
zurgs ukan vlaparakobT. me Tu yvelaferze giRimi<br />
da yvelaferze Tavs giqnev, Sen xom unda mixvde,<br />
kargad rom ver aris Cemi saqme?! mTavari is ki ar<br />
aris, mliqvnelebi varT Tu pirSimTqmelebi,<br />
mTavaria, ratom varT an erTni da an meoreni.<br />
magram vidre amas gavarkvevdeT, daSaqruli<br />
Rimili iqamde plastiriviT gveqneba tuCebze<br />
gadaglesili. ver moiSoreb. piri ver gagiRia,<br />
magram ras izam, SeiZleba sjobdes kidec. sxvis<br />
xelSia Seni bedi. Senma daufiqrebelma sityvam an<br />
saqcielma, pirvel rigSi, SeiZleba Seni avadmyofi<br />
daazaralos, Seni imediT rom gaSotila sadRac<br />
mecxre sarTulze, reanimaciis oTaxSi, cisa da<br />
miwis Sua. aRarc cisa da aRarc miwisa. im dReebSi<br />
saavadmyofos derefnebSi morigi Wori gavrcelda.<br />
viTom avadmyofi gadmouvardaT sawolidano. xom<br />
SeiZleba Seni avadmyofi yofiliyo?! maSinac<br />
gaiRimebdi?! es Tu marTalia... magram rogor ginda<br />
gaigo?! verc ikiTxav. xom getyvian, da marTlebic<br />
iqnebian,<br />
rasbrZanebTratomkadnierdebiTratomkadrulobT<br />
da saerTod rogorbedavrogorgitrialdebaenao.<br />
Sens avadmyofsac ver hkiTxav. yvela sasicocxlo
organo gamoTiSuli aqvs, garda tvinisa. TiTqos<br />
eamayebaT kidec, amdenis Setyoba rom SeuZliaT.<br />
dRes rogor aris? gmadlobT, cudad. saZageli<br />
sityvaa "gamoTiSuli". sinaTle gamoiTiSa da<br />
bnelSi vsxedvarT WotebiviT. Cveni radio<br />
gamoTiSulia, qalo. araferi ar vici, ra xdeba<br />
qveyanaze. ginda Cems samzareuloSi mjdarxar,<br />
ginda kagebes sardafSi. SegiZlia mSvidad iyo,<br />
kargi araferi xdeba. geZaxian, modi, dagvicavio.<br />
sisxlis plazmis saSovnelad saavadmyofos<br />
sisxlis gamanawilebeli punqtis ufrosi sisxlis<br />
gadasxmis respublikur klinikaSi gagagzavnis da<br />
iq getyvian, Tu rogor unda SeiZino sisxlis<br />
plazma adgilzeve, ese igi, saavadmyofos sisxlis<br />
gamanawilebel punqtSi. imave pirovnebisgan, vinc<br />
saamisod respublikur klinikaSi gagagzavna.<br />
sisxlic iseTive deficitia, rogoricaa, vTqvaT<br />
gastronomiuli da parfiumeriuli saqoneli.<br />
Sovna ki SeiZleba, magram gazrdili fasiT. ra<br />
Rirs, geTayva, xuTTumniani franguli sunamo?<br />
nuli miumate. is ki, mxrebze<br />
TeTrxalaTmogdebuli dgas Sua kabinetSi,<br />
morTmeuli odekalonis surnelSi, xalvaTad,<br />
Tavisuflad, da romeliRac mliqvnel<br />
Wirisufals anekdots uyveba. wuxel moismina<br />
sufraze da imdenad moixibla, erTi suli aqvs,<br />
rodis mouyveba vinmes, vidre daaviwydebodes.<br />
erTi saaTis mere, anekdoti ki ara, Tavi<br />
dagaviwydeba kacs am kabinetSi. Sen ki, saxeze<br />
oflgadamskdari, bavSviviT gabednierebuli,<br />
"nadavliT" xeldamSvenebuli, giJiviT Seuvardebi<br />
kabinetSi - viSoveo! cota ar iyos Secbeba,
axarxarebuls rom waadgebi moulodnelad Tavze.<br />
magram ixtibars ar gaitexs mainc - iqneba marTla<br />
sasacilod gagvixdes saqmeo - mogibodiSebsaviT -<br />
dRes diliT ramdenjerme rom CavZaxeT yurSi,<br />
aparatze raRac Seirxa, raRac reaqciis magvari<br />
aRiniSna, Tumca, arc isaa gamoricxuli, es,<br />
mxolod da mxolod, Cemi xmis zemoqmedebis Sedegi<br />
iyos, Tanac avadmyofze ki ara, Tavad aparatzeo.<br />
rogori mosasmenia?! magram biWi xar da nu mousmen,<br />
vidre is jer kidev cocxlad iTvleba, anu<br />
romeliRac organo jer mTlianad ar gamoTiSvia.<br />
wevs sasikvdilo sarecelze da, SeiZleba, jer<br />
kidev sjera gadarCenisa, Sengan gabriyvebuls.<br />
sadRac qveviT, miwaze, pirvel sarTulze,<br />
direqtoris kabinetSi Sen egulebi da vin icis, ras<br />
ar fiqrobs, raRas ar fiqrobs, ranairi imediT,<br />
ocnebiT, saswauliT ar ityuvebs Tavs. nuTu<br />
verasodes ver moigonebs adamiani fiqris wasakiTx<br />
aparats? kardiogramis magvars. Tumca, ara, amis<br />
magvari albaT arsebobs kidec. kardiograma<br />
sulac ar niSnavs gulSi Caxedvas, gulSi nadebis<br />
amokiTxvas. gamocdili kardiologi, Sens mier<br />
gadalaxuli mTagrexilebis Semyure, ki getyvis<br />
ramdenjer gadagitania infarqti fexze, cxeniviT,<br />
magram miaxloebiTac ver getyvis, Tu ramdenjer<br />
yofilxar Seyvarebuli, ramdenime qali gyvarebia<br />
erTdroulad, Tu erTi da igive ramdenjerme.<br />
SexedeT, kolega, es bebruxana... ramdeni wlisa<br />
brZandebiT, batono? ormocdaTvrametis? znaCit,<br />
es bebruxana naxevari saukunis manZilze TiTqmis<br />
ganuwyvetliv Seyvarebuli yofila. oRond, Zneli<br />
dasadgenia... SexedeT, SexedeT! an aparatsa aqvs
xarvezi da anabeWdia cudi, anda pacientis<br />
soliduri asakis gamo, siyvarulis xazi sul<br />
mTlad gafermkrTalebula. amitomac ver<br />
gagvirkvevia, erTi da igive persona gaxldaT misi<br />
siyvarulis, gnebavT gatacebis sagani, Tu<br />
ramdenime... etyoba, Cven verc momaval saukuneSi<br />
daveuflebiT mSobliur enas, srulyofilad Tu<br />
ara, imdenad mainc, ufro naTlad da martivad<br />
gamovTqvaT Cveni mosazrebebi. deda xar, deda?<br />
sadaa fuli? magram RmerTma iqneb imis Rirsi mainc<br />
gamxados, is mainc gamagebinos, ras fiqrobda<br />
melanias tvini, vidre sabolood gamoiTiSeboda,<br />
vidre medicinis TvalsazrisiT, jer kidev<br />
muSaobda, asrulebda Tavis movaleobas.<br />
verasodes ver gavigeb albaT. anda, Tu gavigeb,<br />
marto me gavigeb, oRond aparatis meSveobiT ki ara,<br />
raRac sxva mistikuri gzebiT, siyvarulis madliT.<br />
erT xorc da erT sul. gana marTla ase ar iyo?!<br />
marto me vici. marto me unda vicode. siyvaruli<br />
oris saidumloa da savsebiT miuRwevelia<br />
nebismieri mesame adamianisaTvis, gindac teqnikis<br />
saswaulebrivi miRwevebiTac aRiWurvos. gTxovT,<br />
ojaxuri tragediisa da Cemi amJamindeli<br />
mdgomareobis gamo... magram vis Txov, an ras Txov?<br />
Tavi gaganebon erTxel da samudamod, Tu axla<br />
mainc daginaxon? tyuilad nu gairjebi.<br />
aTascxraasxuTwelSi<br />
kata mokvda ruseTSi.<br />
aiRes da damarxes<br />
germanelis mucelSi.
saidan sadao, magram mainc asea. getyvian -<br />
dagvenaxveo - daenaxvebi. getyvian - ufro Rrmad<br />
SeZveri soroSio - ufro Rrmad SeZvrebi. Tundac<br />
Seni neba-survilis winaaRmdeg. marto mkvdars<br />
SeuZlia ar isunTqos. Sen ki ramdenjerac scade,<br />
wuTic ver gaZeli. mokled, ra cvlilebac ar unda<br />
moxdes am qveyanaze, Sen mainc gverdze darCebi,<br />
radgan aravis aZlevs xels Seni SemCneva. Sen<br />
siRrme ixile, Senda Wirad. aba erTi miTxariT,<br />
romel diasaxliss siamovnebs dalagebul binaSi<br />
nagvis aRmoCena?! gauSvi, ar vicode, vidre<br />
xelaxla gamixdes dasalagebeli erTxel ukve<br />
dalagebuli saxli. es mxatvrulad rom vTqvaT,<br />
sinamdvileSi ki, Seni arSemCneva aucilebelicaa<br />
imisTvis, visac dRes unda cxovreba, dRes unda<br />
aiRos cxovrebisgan, rac ekuTvnis da rac ar<br />
ekuTvnis. nu gaamtyuneb. Sen petre xar (hm, hm...) qva<br />
da rkina (hm, hm, hm...). pirquSi klde (hm, hm, hm, hm...).<br />
yovel SemTxvevaSi, aseTad warmogedgina Tavi.<br />
sxvas aravis uTqvams, aseTi xaro. is ki, SeiZleba,<br />
meore wuTas Seicvalos, sul sxva adamianad iqces.<br />
gaaCnia, saidan dauberavs gardaqmnis qari. SenTvis<br />
ki sul erTia - erTsa da imaves ambob da erTsa da<br />
imaves akeTeb sul, rac Tavi gaxsovs. rogorc ar<br />
unda waxdes adamiani, Sen Rirsebaze elaparakebi<br />
mainc; rogorc ar unda gaZRes, Sen mainc axseneb,<br />
SimSilic rom arsebobs am qveyanaze; rogorc ar<br />
unda ganTavisufldes, jiutad umeoreb, muWSi rom<br />
xiTxiTeben, masxrad rom igdeben mis<br />
Tavisuflebas monobaSi CarCenilni... da amis<br />
Semdeg madlobelic ara xar, kidev rom gitanen,<br />
giTmenen, miwasTan ar gasworeben saerTod.
usindisod gikvirs. sxvebic sul TavianT saqmes<br />
rom akeTeben - miRweuliT ar kmayofildebian,<br />
moxveWili ar ebevrebaT, Cadenili ar yirWdebaT, -<br />
anu, isinic erTsa da imaves imeoreben, Seni<br />
mibaZviTa Tu Seni jibriT, Tundac Seni<br />
siZulviliT. miT ufro rom, sxva mraval<br />
sikeTesTan erTad, maTi gasamrjelo milionobiT<br />
ganisazRvreba, auwonav simdidres, maRal wodebas,<br />
Tanamdebobas, Cinebsa da jildoebs gulisxmobs,<br />
roca Seni sazRauri erTi ylupi Rvinoa, erTi Rrma<br />
nafazia (imasac veRar itan), sonias an fransuazas<br />
erTi kocnaa, isic naqurdali, sanaxevrod<br />
Camwarebuli, an viRacis meTvalyureobis qveS, an<br />
sadme tyeSi, sastumroSi, sadarbazoSi, manqanaSi...<br />
rogorc mawanwalas Seefereba. ai, mTeli Seni<br />
"tkbili" cxovreba, dauleveli, Seucvleli<br />
mizezi Surisa da Worisa, sagani gansjisa da<br />
ganqiqebisa. erTi sityviT rom vTqvaT - xviSti!<br />
Senma laparakma qna yvelaferio - ai, ras fiqrobda<br />
melanias tvini - Senma sityvebmao. sityvebma.<br />
sityvebma. sityvebma. naxevari saukune ki ara,<br />
pativcemulo kardiologo, naxevari saukune da<br />
erTi welia, rac Seyvarebuli var. pirvelad rom<br />
Semiyvarda, Svidi wlis viyavi. RmerTo, gamaxsene<br />
ra erqva. ar Semarcxvino. gindac pirveli<br />
Seyvarebulis saxeli dagviwyebia da gindac<br />
bolosTan... Tumca, imas, pirvels, jer arc<br />
etyoboda qaloba. RlapiviT titveli iyo.<br />
mouxarSavi sosisis feri. arc blon, arc briu.<br />
neli! rasakvirvelia. qalbatono neli, iqneb raime<br />
Cqari dagvikraT. oRond, es ukve sxva nelia.<br />
gadakruxebuli. musikaluri samyarodan. imodena
samajurebi hqonda asxmuli, fardis Camosakid<br />
karnizs miugavda mklavi. ar vici, ramdenad<br />
marTalia, magram Tu asea, esec SeRavaTia sabralo<br />
adamianisaTvis. sikvdilis win mTeli Seni<br />
cxovreba gameordeba Turme Sens gonebaSi. ase,<br />
gamocdis wina Rames, wesieri da mSiSara moswavle<br />
imeorebs ZilSi mTeli wlis programas. romeli<br />
organoc ar unda gamoiTiSos, tvini mainc muSaobs<br />
Turme, mainc fqvavs, aqucmacebs, anda,<br />
dafqvilisgan da daqucmacebulisgan xelaxla<br />
akowiwebs, pirvelyofil saxes ubrunebs<br />
geografiul sivrceebs, istoriul epoqebs,<br />
abstraqtul cnebebsa Tu konkretul gancdebs,<br />
bunebrivsa da arabunebriv movlenebs, bedniersa<br />
Tu ubedur SemTxvevebs, adamianur vnebebsa Tu<br />
cxovelur midrekilebebs... Sen ki wevxar mTlad<br />
gadaTeTrebuli - nafiqralis xrili gadevs aTi<br />
metris simaRlisa - magram gana aucileblad TeTri<br />
unda iyos fiqris xrilic? Tovlic aRar aris<br />
yovelTvis TeTri. svaneTSi wiTeli Tovli movida.<br />
cxovreba xom mravalferovania saerTod?! an<br />
ratom unda iyos erTi ferisa, vTqvaT, mzis<br />
amosvlis kunZuli da moskovis saqarxno raioni?!<br />
anda Cemi yalbad Tavaziani saubrebi<br />
medmecdoqtoris kabinetSi da sasiyvarulo<br />
(TavisTavad cxadia, saidumlo) "ardadegebi"<br />
SuakaxeTis romeliRac patara sofelSi, Tanac<br />
gagania zamTarSi. ise civa, cxvirs ver gamoyof<br />
sabnidan. magari kaxuri zamTari dgas.<br />
kontinenturi. magram esec garTobaSi,<br />
"ardadegebSi" Sedis da ufro gamxiarulebs, vidre<br />
gborkavs. saxlis zeda nawili (meore sarTuli),
sastumrod gankuTvnili, SaliTagadacmul<br />
avejianad, wesisamebr ar Tbeba (xom SeiZleba im<br />
weliwads saerTod ar movides stumari?! an SeSa<br />
ratom unda dawvan tyuilad, an SeSis zidviT<br />
ratom unda moiwyviton tyuilad weli). cecxli<br />
qveviT gugunebs maspinZlebis sadgomSi.<br />
diasaxliss saxeze xviTqi gadasdis. bambaziis<br />
xalaTi acvia da fexebi qmris Zvel fexsacmelSi<br />
wauyvia. saxaWapure coms zels da Tan Wers<br />
ascqeris: egeni Tu colqmari iyvnen, me qali ar<br />
vyofilvar. qalo, Sen Seni saqme akeTe-meTqi. ar<br />
aTqmevino, xaWapuri ar scodniaT kaxelebso -<br />
yasidad uwyreba qmari. isic malimal axedavs<br />
xolme Wers. kaxeli kia, magram cotas mainc<br />
Relavs, saidumloSia gaxveuli. saidumlos<br />
Senaxva unda. qali ki oxeria, ras ar mixvdeba, Tu<br />
moindoma. ifiqrebs, ifiqrebs da bolos mainc<br />
moifiqrebs. ojaxSi simSvide Tu ginda, qals fiqri<br />
ar unda acalo. qalma saqme unda akeTos mxolod<br />
da yvelaferi rigze iqneba. maspinZlisTvisac ase<br />
ajobebs da stumrisTvisac. Wers ras uyureb meTqi,<br />
varclSi iyure. amwinebze xinkali rom CageSala,<br />
xom gaxsovs? yvelaze bolos tvini iTiSeba,<br />
rogorc sinaTle dasaZineblad gamzadebul<br />
saxlSi. jer aqa-iq Caqreba, mere aqa-iq darCeba. mere<br />
erT sarkmelSi enTeba, sakmaod didxans (miT ufro,<br />
Tu Tvals adevneb) da ise moulodnelad Caqreba<br />
bolos, SeiZleba vercki SeamCnio. alisferi<br />
tyviebi ki isev ise mifrinaven gauCinarebul caze,<br />
mTavrobis sasaxlidan "iveriisken" da "iveriidan"<br />
mTavrobis sasaxlisken. TiTqos gadamfreni<br />
frinvelebi arian, magram gzadakargulni,
cadakargulni... gabriyvebulni. oRond,<br />
damsvenebelTa sezonuri saTnoebiT gabriyvebul<br />
ixvebisgan gansxvavebiT, Tavad daatareben<br />
sikvdils, sikvdilis ixvebi arian da maTi<br />
gadafrena erTi adgilidan meoreze, naadrevica da<br />
dagvianebulic, mxolod sxvebisTvisaa<br />
damRupveli. pirvel rigSi, im ubeduri<br />
qalaqisTvis, romlis kedlebSic daZrwian axla,<br />
win da ukan, erTmaneTis sawinaaRmdego<br />
mimarTulebiT da, sabediswero mizans amcdarni,<br />
daundoblad fleTen qalaqis beber xorcs,<br />
glejen qalaqis beber ZarRvebs, fSxvnian qalaqis<br />
beaber Zvlebs... ekaekaterinekatoc iq aris albaT.<br />
ara mgonia, ase Rrmad dasZineboda. mazniaSvili<br />
myavdes viTom. SiSs ufro didi SiSi dagaZlevinebs<br />
mxolod. bavSvi ki Zilis wamliT gaWyipa. axla asea<br />
miRebuli. wamliT Zinavs. gaTiSulia. imitomac ar<br />
ismis. vercki gafaCunebula. arada, jer wesierad<br />
Tvalic ar axelia. mere raRa daaZinebs, ra wamali<br />
eyofa, sabolood rom aexileba cxovrebis<br />
dasanaxi Tvali?! Tvalis axela aucilebelia,<br />
Tundac imitom, rom mokvde. erTxel, romeliRac<br />
sastumroSi, SuaRamisas, Ramisperangiani bavSvi<br />
gamotantalda derefanSi. aSkarad dedas eZebda,<br />
magram jer kidev ise iyo gabruebuli Zilis<br />
wamliT, dedam rom Seapara wasvlamde, verc enas<br />
imorCilebda da verc Tvals axelda wesierad,<br />
TiTqos gulSi dagrovili saTqmelis Tqmac<br />
uWirda da aqaurobis erTxel kidev danaxvac.<br />
fexze moarul siZulvils ansaxierebda, Tanac -<br />
mzards. me rom win Cavucucqdi da vkiTxe, visi xar,<br />
ra gqvia meTqi, tuCebi daeWmuWna sibrazisagan.
Tvalebi SigniT Caeqca TiTqos da ori carieli<br />
RrmuliRa darCa saxeze, avad alaplapebuli ori<br />
sicariele. daZrwis sastumros aSmorebul<br />
derefnebSi inkognito mamisa da gulgarecxili<br />
dedis naSieri. Cveni drois minotavri. minotavris<br />
boCola. dedamac ar icis wesierad, ra hqvia<br />
sinamdvileSi. imdeni saalerso-salaquco,<br />
mosasyid-mosaTafli saxeli mougona (sul<br />
gaqcevazea da imitom, sul tyuis, sul<br />
TvalTmaqcobs, radgan Svili xels uSlis<br />
mxolod amqveyniur siameTa ZebnaSi da kidev ufro<br />
meti RvarZliT, braziT, SuriTa da siZulviliT<br />
aRrenili aedevneba xolme cxovrebas, rogorc<br />
soflis ZaRli - Saraze Cavlil manqanas),<br />
namdvili, sapasporto saxelic aRar axsovs.<br />
daaviwyda. arc aris saWiro. es qveyana unda<br />
daingres. me Tu ara, nurc sxva. yvelafers Tavidan,<br />
nulidan daiwyebs, enacvalos deda, Cemi avavi,<br />
busu, dedusia, kokako... esec Cemi bralia albaT.<br />
albaT ki ara, namdvilad. yvelas gadarCenis<br />
msurveli, yvelas damRupveli aRmovCndi bolos.<br />
ver gavwvdi mizans, majoba. momeria. Tavisuflebis<br />
uazrod mZebnels, monobaSi gadidkacebulma<br />
ajoba. ase miTxra Svilmac: vicodi, ver<br />
uSvelidio. TiTqos seni ki ar iyo moureveli, me<br />
viyavi uvargisi Wirisufali.<br />
ormocdaTeqvsmetSic, Cems magivrad, sxva vinme rom<br />
gadahyroda im ubedurs, vin icis, iqneb<br />
gadarCeniliyo. is ki Cemi imediT mokvda. xan saidan<br />
da xan saidan gamomxedavs xolme moulodnelad -<br />
sada xar aqamdeo - aqamde melodeba. mec<br />
iZulebuli var, isev movatyuo - Sen mand ijeqi
sakuTari sisxlis gubeSi, danarCeni me vici meTqi.<br />
melanias sadRegrZeloSi rom eubnebodnen,<br />
gaZleba mogceso, Znelia Seni qmris colobao,<br />
gulwrfelad iferebda, madlobas ixdida<br />
gagebisTvis da es qaluri siqerqetiT anda<br />
gadametebuli pativmoyvareobiT ki ar mosdioda,<br />
marto iman icoda, marTla Zneli rom iyo Cemi<br />
gaZleba. ufro sworad, ra Zneli asaxsneli iyo<br />
sxvebisTvis, misi qmari iseve rom cxovrobda<br />
fiqrebsa da ocnebebSi, rogorc isini (sxvebi)<br />
cxovrobdnen miwaze, yoveldRiurad. saerTod, ra<br />
Zneli asaxsneli iyo, rac marto mas esmoda. erT<br />
xorc da erT sul. ara marto esmoda, sjeroda<br />
kidec, vTqvaT, marTla rom mitarebda frenis<br />
gakveTilebs aTeneli moqandake da marTla medeas<br />
jadosnuri wamlebiT rom medga aqamde suli. Se<br />
ubeduro, axla ra geSveleba uCemodo - ai, ras<br />
fiqrobda melanias tvini - viRa gagigebs, anda viRa<br />
moityuebs gangeb Tavs Seni gulisTviso. erTi<br />
Cveulebrivi ybedi da gzasamcdari mususi<br />
gamoxval bolos da bavSvebi beber romeos<br />
dagiZaxeben quCaSio. Svilebs sWirdebi, Torem,<br />
SenTvisac kargi iqneboda, CemTan erTad<br />
momkvdariyavio. oi, rogor mecodebi, rom icodeo.<br />
tusaRiviT Sen TviTon gaisworeb aqoTebul<br />
logins, Sen TviTon aiduReb Cais, Sen TviTon<br />
daikemsav gacrecil windas, Sen TviTon gairecxav<br />
gabinZurebul sacvalso. Rirsi ki xar, magram<br />
mainc mecodebi, radgan SensaviT da Senze Zlier<br />
aravin myvarebia am qveyanazeo. veravin<br />
gamimwarebda sicocxles Senze ukeTesado. veravin<br />
damamcirebda Senze metad, veravin macxovrebda
ufro xelmomWirned, magram aseve veravin<br />
ganmacdevinebda Sens meti am wyeul grZnobas, ase<br />
Rrmad, ase Tamamad, ase mtkivneulad, mTeli Tavisi<br />
sigrZe-siganiT, Tavisi cudiTac da kargiTaco - ai,<br />
ras fiqrobda melanias tvini reanimaciaSi, miwisa<br />
da cis Sua gamokidebuli - gviyvarda Tu ar<br />
gviyvarda, uerTmaneTod Cvens cxovrebas azri ar<br />
hqonda da imitom vebRauWebodiT erTmaneTso.<br />
diaxac. WeSmaritad. magram codva gamxelili<br />
sjobs - Sen TviTon fiqrob ase! gardacvlilic<br />
Sens Wkuaze ginda ataro, gardacvlilsac Seni<br />
neba-survili ginda moaxvio Tavze. ai, Seni mTavari<br />
danaSauli! kidev kargi, TviTon mixvdi. xolo raki<br />
mixvdi, albaT, aRiareb kidec. siyvaruliT momspob<br />
Tu siZulviliT, sikeTiTa Tu siborotiT - didi<br />
gansxvaveba ar aris, yovel SemTxvevaSi, Sedegi<br />
erTia. ase rom, ramdenic gindaT akakuneT. ver<br />
gagiRebT, nafiqralis jer kidev Tbil xrilSi<br />
vwevar, beber mewisqvilesaviT, da ganZrevac<br />
mezareba. ar arian Sin. saerTod aRar arian. coli<br />
xom moukvda! ar gagigiaT?! TviTonac wasulia<br />
sadRac, arc moskovSi, arc parizSi. sadRac.<br />
parizidan raxania dabrunda. magram isev wavida,<br />
oRond, amjerad, arc dasavleTSi, arc<br />
aRmosavleTSi, arc samxreTSi, arc CrdiloeTSi.<br />
mousavleTSi. simartoveSi. aRarc leqsebs wers,<br />
aRarc romanebs. arafers ar wers. riTi<br />
cxovrobs?! cxovrobs, ro?! aki vTqvi, aRar aris<br />
meTqi. akakune ramdenic ginda. sxvebi sad arian?!<br />
mec eg mainteresebs swored. albaT marto<br />
damtoves Cems safiqralTan. eyoT Segneba. iqneb<br />
isini mainc SemarCinoT, ar damixocoT. jer arc
erTs ar ekiTxeba Wkua. gauSvi itanjon, oRond<br />
iyvnen. cxovreba xom saerTod tanjvaa. jer kidev<br />
rodis uTqvamT. Tavsac itanjav da sxvasac tanjav.<br />
tanjuli mtanjveli. rogorc ar unda gaviparso,<br />
marjvena mxares, tuCis kuTxeSi, erTi patara bewvi<br />
mainc mrCeba yovelTvis da mtanjavs, mawvalebs,<br />
isic me mtanjavs da mawvalebs. fiqrs ki wylis<br />
Zala aqvs. saiTac unda iqiT wagiRebs nagaviviT.<br />
ramdenjerac moesurveba imdenjer migaxeTqebs<br />
xorklian kedelze, galumpul jebirze,<br />
dakbilul kldeze... gaaCnia, dis Tu dgas. auzSi,<br />
magaliTad, dgas, magram nagavi mainc ganuwyvetliv<br />
awydeba betonis kedels. ver gaurkvevia, rogor<br />
aRmoCnda aq, am auzSi. verc Sen gaarkvie? aba,<br />
erTxelac scade. ratom unda momxdariyo,<br />
maincdamainc ise, rogorc moxda da ara ise,<br />
rogorc ar moxda? ratom? ratom? ratom? awydeba<br />
mTeli cxovrebis nagavi kedels - azelili,<br />
dabuStuli, suniani... ufro amazrzeni, vidre<br />
Cveulebrivi, Tavidanve sanagveze moxvedrili<br />
nagavia. kedels ki fexebze hkidia ras Seatovebs<br />
nagavi - lorwovan ZonZs Tu naxmar prezervativs,<br />
Sig Campali milioni sicocxlianad. erTxelac.<br />
erTxelac. kedeli kedlad rCeba. nagavi - nagvad.<br />
ise, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, marTla ra gzebiT<br />
dagrovda, maincdamainc es nagavi, maincdamainc, am<br />
auzSi? tivtiv-tivtiviT moquCdeba erTxel kidev,<br />
erTian masad iqceva - dabuStuli, qafiani, suniani -<br />
da erTxel kidev miawydeba kedels. magram mainc<br />
verafers moipovebs, verafers miaRwevs,<br />
ramdenjerac ar unda scados. me raRaca mainc
movipove, raRaca mainc gamovarCie am nagavSi,<br />
Tundac, wylis Wiqa, wamlis SuSa, saTvale...<br />
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fexze Salis meore wyvili winda amoicva, tanzec<br />
miimata sqlad naqsovi RunRula svitri, magram<br />
mainc ver gaTba. imdeni ecva, moZraoba uWirda.<br />
nela, TiTqos gaubedavad moZraobda, rogorc<br />
myvinTavi okeanis fskerze, anda - kosmonavti<br />
mTvareze. magram imaze did saocrebas, rac man<br />
ekaekaterinekatos oTaxSi ixila, verc okeanis<br />
fskerze ixilavda myvinTavi da verc mTvareze<br />
kosmonavti.<br />
vidre kars SeaRebda, jer kidev sjeroda, Rrmad<br />
rom eZina mis Svilsac da SviliSvilsac. karis<br />
SeRebamde mainc Caaxvela, gasafrTxileblad,<br />
vinZlo marTla sZinavT, ar SeeSindeTo. magram<br />
kari rom SeaRo, saxtad darCa, yvela weRandeli<br />
Cveneba erTbaSad gaufermkrTalda, erTi piroba,<br />
isic ki gaifiqra sulelurad, kari xom ar<br />
SemeSalao, TiTqos romeliRac sastumroSi iyo da<br />
ara sakuTar binaSi, sadac ojaxis yvela wevrs,<br />
sabednierod, Tavisi kuTxe hqonda miCenili da<br />
eteoda kidec Tavis kuTxeSi.
avSvi kedlisken gadabrunebuliyo, zurgi<br />
Seeqcia aqaurobisTvis, ufrosebisTvis da,<br />
rogorc <strong>avel</strong>ums warmoedgina aq Semosvlamde,<br />
eZina. kiserTan gulisamayuCeblad aburZgnoda<br />
ofliani Tma. magram TavTiT, dedis nacvlad<br />
(rasac verafriT warmoidgenda <strong>avel</strong>umi), viRac<br />
ucxo biWi ejda, ucxo ki ara, SemaZrwuneblad,<br />
warmoudgenlad nacnobi - zustad im biWis asli,<br />
mkvdari rom dauxvda sadarbazoSi - oRond,<br />
amjerad, axal yaidaze wvermoSvebuli (ris gamoc,<br />
daubanlisa da gauparsavis STabeWdilebas ufro<br />
tovebda, vidre wverosani mamakacisa) da did,<br />
moflaSul, idayvebgamokerebul svitrSi<br />
Cakarguli.
marTlac Zveli nacnobiviT eWira Tavi - viTom<br />
araferio, viTom saerTod aq aris Cemi adgilio -<br />
kalTaSi Sampanuris gaxsnili boTli Caedga<br />
(plastmasis sacobi, vercxlisferi qaRaldis<br />
naglejianad da mavTulis samagrianad, skamis<br />
fexTan egdo iatakze), cali xeli boTlisTvis<br />
waeWira yelSi, meoreTi ki Wiqa eWira. WiqaSi<br />
sanaxevrod idga TeTrqafiani moyviTalo siTxe.<br />
"madloba RmerTso" - SesZaxa <strong>avel</strong>umis danaxvaze.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisgan gansxvavebiT, arc arafers<br />
gaukvirvebia, arc arafers Seuwuxebia. "megona,<br />
dilamde ar gaiRviZebdiTo" - moayola, albaT,<br />
cota ar iyos, uCveulo misalmebis gansamartavad.<br />
magram <strong>avel</strong>ums erTi wamiT moeCvena, TiTqos<br />
raRacas sayvedurobda is, anda sulac dascinoda -<br />
qveyana ingreva, Tqven ki yurze gZinavTo. fexebi<br />
bavSvis sawolze hqonda mibjenili da skami<br />
SezlongiviT gadaewvina ukan. mokled, "qeifobda"<br />
da rogorc Canda, veraferi Seucvlida saqeifo<br />
guneba-ganwyobilebas. imisma xazgasmulma<br />
Sinaurulobam da utifarma ubraloebam,<br />
marTalia, erTbaSad gaaRiziana <strong>avel</strong>umi, magram<br />
ufro metad im ambavma Seawuxa, maincdamainc aq,<br />
bavSvis oTaxSi rom xdeboda, rac xdeboda, cxadi<br />
iyo Tu sizmari.
- aq ra gindao? - wamoscda uneburad. vin<br />
brZandebiTo ki ara, aq ras uzixaro, radgan maSinve<br />
mixvda, vinc unda yofiliyo is da, rac mTavaria,<br />
gulis siRrmeSi yovelTvis elodeboda masTan<br />
Sexvedras; magram Tavi mainc ise daiWira, viTom<br />
verafers xvdeboda. viTom am ucxo adamians misi<br />
Svilis erT-erT "TanamebrZolad" Tvlida da,<br />
amdenad, valdebuli Tu ara, iZulebuli mainc iyo,<br />
moeTmina, aetana misi moulodneli,<br />
gauTvaliswinebeli da arc mTlad sasiamovno<br />
stumroba - is sadRaa? - moayola saswrafod<br />
(ekaekaterinekatos gulisxmobda, ra Tqma unda),<br />
Tumca, esec ukve icoda da, roca iman, "stumarma",<br />
viTom xumrobiT, sxvaTaSoris uTxra: dastaca<br />
xeli Cems avtomats da saomrad gavardao - arc<br />
gahkvirvebia, arc SeSfoTebula. eg aris rom,<br />
Svilze gabrazda, Svilis upativcemulobam da<br />
uyuradRebobam atkina guli. magram es ra<br />
"stumris" brali iyo?! Svilis saqcielma erTbaSad<br />
ganaiaraRa TiTqos da saerTod gaunela<br />
yovelgvari interesi am biWisadmi, romelsac<br />
imperiis saganmanaTleblo sistemis muSakTa<br />
Tavdauzogavi Sromis Sedegad, Tavisufleba da<br />
damoukidebloba mouridebloba da<br />
upasuxismgebloba hgonia, rasac aRwevs kidec,<br />
oRond, ufro sxvaTa jibriT, vidre sakuTari<br />
mrwamsidan, miznidan, Tundac survilidan<br />
gamomdinare. ase rom, Svilis upativcemulobiTac<br />
da "stumris" utifrobiTac sakmarisze metadac<br />
gaxldaT aRSfoTebuli, magram es mainc ar<br />
aZlevda uflebas, daeCemebina, me var marto<br />
marTalio. yvela Tavis kidobnidan uyurebs
cxovrebas da yvela erTnairad sacodavia.<br />
aRSfoTebuli kaci ki, uneburad, TavkerZa xdeba.<br />
rac mas aRaSfoTebs, unda sxvebsac aRaSfoTebdes.<br />
ufro metic, sxvanairad verc warmoudgenia. magram<br />
Cveni aRSfoTeba Cvenive piraduli gancdebiT,<br />
miznebiT, miswrafebebiTa da mosazrebebiTaa<br />
aRZruli da misi gavrcoba, ganzogadeba ar<br />
SeiZleba. ufro sworad, ar SeuZlia sxvebic<br />
aiyolios, radgan sxvebi TavianTi<br />
gansakuTrebuli grZnobebiT arian Sepyrobilni<br />
da TavianT grZnobebTan dakavSirebiT igive<br />
moTxovnas uyeneben cxovrebas - maincdamainc, maTi<br />
gaiziaros da ara sxvisi, sul erTia, vin iqneba is<br />
sxva, <strong>avel</strong>umi Tu misi "stumari". cxovreba yvela<br />
Cvenganis mimarT erTnairad gulgrilia,<br />
erTnairad yrua da swored siyruea erTaderTi<br />
saSualeba pirovnul amboxebaTa Casaqrobad.<br />
amitom, axlac Segnebulad "Caqra" <strong>avel</strong>umi da ukve<br />
Zalagamoclili sibraziT gaifiqra: ra Tqma unda,<br />
es akakunebdao.<br />
- ki magram, ar ajobebda... - daiwyo mogonili<br />
SinaurulobiT, agdebuli TavazianobiT. undoda<br />
eTqva, ar ajobebda Sen geoma, imas ki bavSvisTvis<br />
miexedao, magram biWma gaawyvetina sityva.<br />
- me bavSvs vyaraulob... xom xedavT, vyaraulob! -<br />
SesZaxa xmamaRla, TiTqos ar acdidnen laparaks -<br />
dalevT? - maRla aswia boTliani xeli, ukeTesad<br />
daanaxva, ras sTavazobda - ise, icodeT, magari<br />
mJavea. naRdi Terjolaa. sadgisiviT xvrets<br />
nawlavebs - gaagrZela siciliT da Wiqa miiyuda.
<strong>avel</strong>ums moeCvena, Tvali Camikrao, rogorc<br />
gvardielma Caukra Tvali weRan, sizmarSi. magram<br />
SeiZleboda stumars TavisTavad mosWutvoda<br />
Tvali, rogorc mTvralebs emarTebaT xolme Wiqis<br />
moyudebisas. saxe simTvralis wiTeli laqebiT<br />
hqonda mofenili da sveliviT ulaplapebda,<br />
albaT, naTuris qveS rom ijda imitom. magram<br />
mTvrali iyo Tu giJi, <strong>avel</strong>ums ukve aRar<br />
ainteresebda imis piradi gancdebi. sakuTaric<br />
Tavze gadasdioda. "mainc unda wavide, mainc unda<br />
movnaxo, vidre bavSvi gaiRviZebdeso" - fiqrobda<br />
ukve ayolili jer kidev bolomde Camouyalibebel<br />
ganzraxvas.<br />
- me aq ki ar vimalebi, rogorc Tqven ifiqreT<br />
weRan, bavSvs vuvli, saqarTvelos xvalindel<br />
dRes vdarajob... - Tqva biWma paTetikurad, magram<br />
TviTonve gaecina da axla ukve mTvrali kacis<br />
medidurobiT da mourideblobiT moayola: me am<br />
bavSvis mama var da droa yvelam icodeso.
Sampanuri ki ar mosva, xmauriT moxvripa Wiqidan.<br />
Tavad ufro met mniSvnelobas aniWebda Tavis<br />
nalaparakevs da, miuxedavad simTvralisa, mainc<br />
etyoboda, misi azriT, TiTqos saimedod<br />
SeniRbuli mRelvareba. <strong>avel</strong>umma ki ucxo biWis es<br />
gancxadebac mSvidad moismina. Tumca, kacma rom<br />
Tqvas, araferi iyo misTvis axali da moulodneli<br />
am gancxadebaSi. egaa rom, ar icoda, rogor unda<br />
moqceuliyo am dros. rogor unda daeWira<br />
"imasTan" Tavi. ra eTqva, ra ar eTqva, eTqva Tu ara<br />
saerTod rame. amis Taobaze arasodes araviTari<br />
"instruqcia" ar miuRia Svilisgan. sxvaTa Soris<br />
arc melaniasgan. TviTon ki (rasakvirvelia,<br />
fiqrebsa da warmodgenebSi), uaRresad rTuli,<br />
araerTsaxovani damokidebuleba hqonda<br />
SviliSvilis mamasTan - xan amtyunebda, xan<br />
amarTlebda. xan mosaklavad dasdevda viTom, xan<br />
imasTan erTad ijda sabraldebulo skamze<br />
uxilavi msajulis winaSe. ufro metic, am<br />
aranormaluri, mxolod da mxolod fiqrismieri<br />
urTierTobis wyalobiT, Zalauneburad<br />
gaigivebuli iyo imasTan, rac igive TviTgvemas,<br />
TviTkritikas, TviTmkvlelobas niSnavda da sxva<br />
arafers. amdenad, aRarc egona marTla Tu<br />
arsebobda bunebaSi aseTi adamiani, misgan<br />
damoukideblad - sakuTari cxovrebiT mcxovrebi,<br />
sakuTari saxisa da saxelis matarebeli. axla ki<br />
win ejda da utifrad uRimoda. araTu Segnebulad<br />
ugulebelyofda uneblie ugulebelyofis wil,<br />
aramed ukanonod da, amave dros, aSkarad,<br />
mourideblad ikavebda mis adgils, rogorc misi<br />
"kanonieri memkvidre", rogorc misi "Semcvleli".
"sxvaTa Soris, me am bavSvis mama var da droa<br />
yvelam icodeso" - ganacxada warbis Seuxrelad,<br />
roca <strong>avel</strong>umi mTeli sicocxle cdilobda amis<br />
Tqmis uflebis mopovebas, kedels aqeTac da<br />
kedels iqiTac. imas ar sWirdeboda amgvari<br />
ufleba, ufro sworad, TviTonve aZlevda Tavs<br />
uflebas, ase iolad, ase martivad, "amoexsna" es<br />
urTulesi, uidumalesi gamocana Tu saidumlo<br />
adamianTa urTierTobisa, safuZvelTa safuZveli<br />
saerTod sicocxlis maradiulobisa.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisaTvis kidev ufro gulsatkeni is iyo,<br />
araviTari mniSvneloba rom ar hqonda mis azrs am<br />
sakiTxTan dakavSirebiT, aRarc Sin da aRarc<br />
gareT. gansakuTrebiT, im biWisaTvis. im biWis<br />
TvalSi albaT bevri araferi moekiTxeboda da<br />
aqac, sakuTar saxlSi, SemTxveviT Semoxetebuls<br />
hgavda, daRlili, daberebuli, sikvdilamde nebaze<br />
miSvebuli cxeni rom Seexeteba sadRac da an<br />
CiCvirze Camousvamen sibraluliT xels, an<br />
dautataneben, sad modixar, ro dagiRerebia<br />
Tavio... gawuxebT xerxemlis deformacia?<br />
moZraobis SezRudva? saxsrebis tkivili?<br />
mawuxebs, Zalian mawuxebs, batono vanTuTri. aba,<br />
wasulxarT xelidan da eg aris. magram mainc<br />
mogvmarTeT. Cveni kooperativi yvelafers<br />
gaakeTebs, raTa... da ase Semdeg. Tqvenc scadeT. ra<br />
genaRvlebaT? ZRinkiani Tumani viTomc ar gqoniaT.<br />
Tqven ar dagakldebaT, Cven ki suls moviTqvamT,<br />
vidre dagvxuravdnen... Taviseburad "gaesaubra"<br />
gazeTis korespondents gunebaSi da misTvisac<br />
moulodnelad, mari luizas rusi megobari<br />
daudga uceb Tvalwin. TviTonac rom ar eloda, ise
Rrmad, ise mtkivneulad SesZra am marTlac rom<br />
moulodnelma, TiTqos yovlad usafuZvlo<br />
Cvenebam, ramdenadac arasodes gaxsenebia adre da<br />
arc Tavis droze miucia, maincdamainc, didi<br />
mniSvneloba tyveobagamovlili, nacimbirali,<br />
xelakankalebuli da ybaCamovardnili kacisaTvis,<br />
romelsac dacinviT Tu dauZaxebda vinme<br />
Seyvarebuls da romelic mainc paemanze idga,<br />
sastumros win, Tujis masiur lampionTan, pijakis<br />
ubis jibidan yvavilgamoWyetili da ocdaxuTi<br />
wlis unaxav satrfos elodeboda, oRond<br />
warsulis aRsadgenad ki ara, warsulTan<br />
samudamod gamosamSvidobeblad.<br />
- rogorc sakuTar saxlSi - Tqva <strong>avel</strong>umma<br />
Tavaziani RimiliT da xeli haerSi moatara.
mere bnel quCaSi miZunZulebda sicives ayolili,<br />
aucileblad unda moenaxa ekaekaterinekato da<br />
aucileblad unda daebrunebina Sin, mkvdari an<br />
cocxali, vidre misi SviliSvili gaiRviZebda da<br />
qveynisken gadmobrunebuls, Sampanuris smisgan<br />
saxedalaqavebuli ucxo kaci daxvdeboda dedis<br />
adgilze. qveynisken gadmobrunebul bavSvs<br />
aucileblad deda unda daxvdes, Tundac mkvdari,<br />
radgan mkvdari dedis dumili gacilebiT metis<br />
mTqmelicaa da mniSvnelovanic, vidre ucxo kacis<br />
(gindac mamad gekuTvnodes) gauTavebeli laqlaqi<br />
uflebamosilebaze... garda amisa,<br />
ekaekaterinekato imitomac unda daebrunebina Sin,<br />
mxolod da mxolod, mamisa da im "ucxo biWis"<br />
jibriT rom akeTebda imas, risi gakeTebac ar<br />
undoda, arc SeeZlo, risi winaaRmdegic iyo Tavad<br />
da arc arasdros gaakeTebda, Tuki Cveulebrivi,<br />
adamianuri urTierToba eqneboda an erTTan da an<br />
meoresTan. irgvliv ki srolis xma ismoda<br />
mxolod. magram sabednierod (Tu samwuxarod), es<br />
sazeimo, sadResaswaulo srola gaxldaT da<br />
araferi hqonda saerTo ZmaTa omTan. ufro sworad,<br />
miuxedavad ZmaTa omisa, Tbiliselebi mainc ver<br />
Ralatobdnen wes-Cveulebas da lamis Zirs<br />
CamoeRoT tyviebiT dacxriluli ca.
Tamaris xidze rom gadavida, ukve cxeloda.<br />
cirkisa da akademiis gorakebs kidev ufro<br />
CaemuqebinaT wyvdiadi. vidre xids gadavidoda,<br />
moajiris rikulebs Soris erTi-orjer mwvaned<br />
ielva maSxalis SuqiT ganaTebulma, TiTqos<br />
SiSisagan gaqvavebulma mdinarem. "saWaSnikomde"<br />
armisuli ukve oflad iyo gaxviTquli, rogorc<br />
sizmarSi. gauWirda patara, umniSvnelo aRmarTis<br />
daZleva. ZlivsRa sunTqavda, Tavisive romeliRac<br />
gmiriviT. yvela misi gmiri erTi da igive<br />
pirovnebaa, oRond sxvadasxva epoqaSi mcxovrebi<br />
da drois Sesaferisad ferSecvlili. xolo is<br />
"erTidaigive pirovneba" TviTonvea, ramdenadac<br />
yvela mwerali, yofilic da arsebulic, rogorc<br />
ar unda miukib-moukibos axalgamomcxvar<br />
interviuers Tavisi SemoqmedebiTi biografia,<br />
mainc imas aRwers, rac unaxavs da mainc imas<br />
xatavs, visac kargad icnobs. erTi kia,<br />
cxovrebaSic da wignSic winaswarvea beds<br />
Seguebuli, anu, aqac da iqac verasodes gamodis<br />
wyvdiadidan, rasac avtoris pesimistobas<br />
abralebdnen sabWoTa kritikosebi, sinamdvileSi<br />
ki veravin SeZlebs SeuZlebels, verc cxovrebaSi,<br />
verc wignSi - wyvdiadis Svili, wyvdiadis<br />
binadari, wyvdiadSive unda gaqres bolos.<br />
wyvdiadi fexmoucvleli maradisobaa, sinaTle ki<br />
wasul-mosuli qerqeta qalia - moeprianeba mova,<br />
moeprianeba wava - Cven ki imis Wirveulobasa varT<br />
miCerebulni, mxolod da mxolod, wyvdiadisadmi<br />
Tandayolili SiSis gamo, romelic dedis<br />
mucelSive gveufleba da romelsac CavyavarT<br />
samareSic. amitomacaa, yvela literaturuli
gmiri, avtoriviT, yovelTvis miuRwevlisken,<br />
ararsebulisken rom miiswrafvis da wyvdiadidan<br />
ki ar gamodis (rac miznad dausaxavs), kidev ufro<br />
Rrmad Sedis wyvdiadSi (rac cxovrebis<br />
kanonzomierebaa). cxovrebisgan dakninebuli,<br />
magram siyvaruliT amaRlebuli nebismier<br />
cxovrebaze, im zRapruli mRvimisken miiswrafvis,<br />
romelic mis ocnebaSi arsebobs mxolod da<br />
romelSic mTeli kacobriobisaTvis sakmarisi<br />
siyvarulis maragi aqvs gadamaluli jer kidev<br />
uxsovar dros, im bednieri dRisaTvis, roca<br />
gapirutyvebuli, sakuTari xorcis mWameli<br />
adamiani moulodnelad gamofxizldeba da<br />
erTxel kidev mixvdeba, ase cxovreba rom aRar<br />
SeiZleba, usiyvarulod azri rom ara aqvs arafers<br />
- arc dabadebas, arc sikvdils.
"saWaSnikes" vitrina CaumtvreviaT - mRvimesaviT<br />
iyureba sibneleSi. <strong>avel</strong>umis fexis xmis<br />
gagonebaze, iqidan viRacebi gamoxtebian,<br />
dafeTebulni airbenen aRmarTs fiqris gorisken<br />
da iq Cawynardebian, CainTqmebian ufro did<br />
wyvdiadSi. albaT bavSvebi iyvnen, damwyebi<br />
virTxebi, Torem ratom unda SeSinebodaT<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umisa?! da saerTod, visi ra saqmea, vin<br />
daepatroneba upatrono maRazias, Rvinisa iqneba is<br />
Tu rZisa?! erTi mTavroba qvesknelSia, meore jer<br />
ar Seqmnila da, aqedan gamomdinare, rac miwis<br />
qveSaa - mTavrobisaa, rac miwis zemoT - aravisi.<br />
midiT, daleweT, daitaceT, visac ramdeni<br />
SegiZliaT! wyvdiadi gamdnari fisiviT laplapebs<br />
(albaT sicivisagan). sxeulze ekvris, etmasneba<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums, marTla gamdnari fisiviT. abrkolebs, ar<br />
uSvebs TiTqos. is ki jiutad miiwevs win,<br />
gulamovardnili, aqoSinebuli, agangaSebuli.<br />
bavSvobaSi bneloda ase. magram maSin patara iyo da<br />
naklebad eSinoda. ufro zustad, sibnelisa<br />
eSinoda mxolod. mxolod imisi, rasac xedavda.<br />
axla ki imisi ufro eSinia, rac ar Cans, rac<br />
sibneleSia danTqmuli. bavSvobaSi SeiZleba<br />
ukeTesad xedavda, magram axla ukeTesad esmis<br />
sibnelisac da siCumisac. win raRac gdia, wilknis<br />
asaxvevTan, samkervalo atelies win.<br />
SaliTaCamocmuli sakeravi manqanebi moTminebiT<br />
elodebian marodiorebs. yvelaferi ucxouri uceb<br />
vrceldeba TbilisSi. anda Segnebulad<br />
vavrcelebT, CamorCeniloba rom ar dagvwamos<br />
vinmem. hm, hm. Tumca, "saWaSnikes" Tu ar miviRebT<br />
mxedvelobaSi, sadac Cveni Rrma rwmeniT
ZiriTadad loTebisgan waqezebuli damwyebi<br />
virTxebi euflebian marodiorobas, am<br />
TvalsazrisiT, aqeT SedarebiT wesrigia.<br />
trotuarze ki aSkarad raRac gdia, gvamiviT.<br />
sibneleze ufro bneli. azri ara aqvs SeCerebas,<br />
gezis Secvlas. Tvalebi Tu aqvs im "raRacas", ukve<br />
xedavs <strong>avel</strong>ums. an mTvralia, an mkvdari. RmerTma<br />
icis, romeli uaresia. mTvralma SeiZleba fexSi<br />
gtacos xeli da Tavi Sinamde gaTrevinos. magram<br />
arc yvela mkvdaria uwyinari. vTqvaT, ar miaqcie<br />
yuradReba da waxvedi Seni gziT, Cauare gverdiT -<br />
samSvidobos rom gegoneba ukve Tavi, maSin<br />
mogaZaxebs uknidan, Se usindiso, eg aris Seni<br />
kacTmoyvareobao?! natamalic aRar dagrCa CemTvis<br />
adamianuri siTbosio?! rac marTalia, marTalia,<br />
aravis epatieba amgvari gulgriloba moyvasis<br />
mimarT. RviniTa da zeTiT Tu ar moban davrdomil<br />
moyvass iarebs (Tundac im ubralo mizezis gamo,<br />
Cvens droSi, aRaravin rom aRar daatarebs Tan<br />
Rvinos da zeTs - ra Rvino da zeTi auva! - vinZlo<br />
nagvem-nacemi Semxvdes vinme gzaSio), Rvinisa da<br />
zeTis fuli mainc unda CaukuWo muWSi. miT ufro,<br />
am gagania omis dros, roca araferi iSoveba da<br />
yvelafers cecxli ukidia. yvela omis mizezi<br />
erTnairad sasaciloa SedegTan SedarebiT. ase<br />
rom, mniSvneloba ara aqvs, risTvis vomobT, ra ver<br />
gagviyvia. mTavaria, am oms isic ar gadavayoloT,<br />
rac ar iyofa, anda ganuyoflad iyofa mxolod.<br />
Senic imdenia, ramdenic Cemia. ase rom,<br />
rasakvirvelia, <strong>avel</strong>umic gamoiCenda ybadaRebul<br />
kacTmoyvareobas (romelsac sibriyvisa Tu<br />
ukiduresi gaWirvebis gamo, droebiT, lokalur
mniSvnelobas vaniWebT da saerTod vukargavT<br />
mniSvnelobas), magram nu dagaviwydebaT, rom esec<br />
erTgvari sisustea, gnebavT, susti, futuro joxia,<br />
gamZvinvarebul mxecTagan Tavis dasacavi. erTiori<br />
kapiki albaT <strong>avel</strong>umsac edeba jibeSi, magram<br />
amoReba ar ginda?! xom SeiZleba mwoliare<br />
micvalebulma (Tu kidev uaress ar gadaawydi)<br />
iTakilos?! anda ecotavos Seni wyaloba?! mere sad<br />
midixar?! rogorRa unda imarTlo Tavi?! anda,<br />
rodemde unda imarTlo Tavi saerTod?! Tu micemas<br />
ar apirebdi, ratom amoiRe Seni tiliani maneTi?!<br />
xolo, Tu gasakiTxad amoiRe, vin aris Seni<br />
maTxovari?! Seni dayverili maneTis gulisTvis<br />
aravin Casafrdeba dRes am CabinZurebul<br />
sibneleSi. dRes fuls aRar Tvlian da Tu Tvlian,<br />
mxolod tomrobiT. ganvTavisufldiT. gaTavda.<br />
magi patroni dedac. Tqven gadmobrZandiT, Cven<br />
unda CavbrZandeT. xelaxla unda gadanawildes<br />
yvelaferi. is amas samasi imas sami asi isa. ginda<br />
waRma waikiTxe, ginda ukuRma. ucxo sxeuli ki<br />
(sabednierod), waqceuli lampioni aRmoCnda.<br />
arqiteqturuli zedmetoba. fulis wyaro. mTeli<br />
weli vdgamT da erT dReSi iqceva. sxvaTa Soris,<br />
swored dRes waikiTxa gazeTSi, am erTi saaTis win,<br />
ama da am quCaze (ese igi nebismier quCazea<br />
mosalodneli), eleqtrolampioni agdia<br />
trotuarze da "fexiT mosiaruleebs" xels<br />
uSliso. TiTqos "xeliT mosiaruleebic"<br />
arseboben Cvens qalaqSi da imaTTvis calke<br />
keTdeba msgavsi gancxadebebi. magram es ki ar aris<br />
mTavari, mTavaria sul bnelSi rom davdivarT,<br />
gaCenis dRidan aRsasrulamde, magram an ver
vamCnevT, an vamCnevT da ar vimCnevT, ver gviTqvams,<br />
gveSinia, radgan ar viciT, ra sjobs, vamCnevdeT Tu<br />
ar vamCnevdeT, ra ufro momgebiania drois ama Tu<br />
im monakveTSi.
mawanwala ZaRlebis sakmaod mravalricxovanma<br />
xrovam saqmiani ZunZuliT gadaWra quCa veris<br />
baRisken. ori erTnairi cxoveli ar eria xrovaSi<br />
da mainc yvelani erTnairad ZaRlebi iyvnen.<br />
yuradRebis Rirsadac ar CauTvliaT martoxela<br />
aqoSinebuli kaci. arc erTs ar SeuRrenia, Tundac<br />
sakuTari ZaRlobis gamosaxatavad am gaZaRlebul<br />
cxovrebaSi. etyoba, TavianTi ZaRluri gumaniT<br />
igrZnes, araviTar saSiSroebas, araviTar<br />
dabrkolebas da arc araviTar Rirebulebas ar<br />
warmoadgenda maTTvis, arc aravisTvis, erTnairad<br />
daviwyebuli, erTnairad mitovebuli<br />
RmerTisganac, kacisganac da ZaRlisganac. Tumca,<br />
ZaRlebi - raki saSualeba miscemodaT, raki mainc<br />
gadahyrodnen SemTxveviT - TavianTi moCvenebiTi<br />
uyuradRebobiTa da daZabuli gulgrilobiT,<br />
umal amxnevebdnen, umal guls ukeTebdnen<br />
adamianur simartoveSi gamomwyvdeul adamians,<br />
viTom, jer saCvenod ar gagxdomia saqmeo. viTom, aq<br />
jer kidev qveyanaa, xalxi cxovrobs da iqneb<br />
romelime maTganma Segifaros kidec, Tuki CvenTan<br />
erTad wanwali, Cveni xrovis wevroba ar<br />
girCevniao. isic (<strong>avel</strong>umi), gamxnevebuli,<br />
gulmicemuli, oflisgan gabrwyinebuli saxiT,<br />
kidev ufro jiutad miapobda wyvdiads, rogorc<br />
guTani - miwas da auRelveblad gunebaSic ar<br />
SeeZlo aReniSna, Tu ra didi iyo msgavseba<br />
realurad arsebul cariel quCasa da<br />
warmodgenili labirinTis talans Soris. TiTqos<br />
minotavris nexvis sunic scemda saidanRac.<br />
daRlilobisagan ZlivsRa sunTqavda. Tavfexianad<br />
gawuwuliyo ofliT. magram axla ufro sjeroda,
mTlad amao, mTlad uazro, mTlad Cveulebrivi<br />
movlena rom ar iyo misi swrafva, misi<br />
suliskveTeba, Tundac misi sigiJe. SeiZleba,<br />
wesierad TviTonac ver erkveoda sakuTar<br />
ganzraxvaSi, magram mTeli arsebiT grZnobda,<br />
winaaRmdegoba ar unda gaewia am ganzraxvisTvis,<br />
Tuki surda adamianad darCeniliyo bolomde.
gamovida Tu ara Sinidan, gaawna Tu ara<br />
pirvelive sila dekembris bolo Ramis sicivem,<br />
maSinve gaunaTda goneba (SeiZleba, uaresad<br />
daubnelda), radgan maSinve erTxel kidev naTlad<br />
dainaxa is patara zRapruli mRvime, sadac<br />
odesRac, uxsovar dros, bavSvobisas afarebda<br />
Tavs (ufro sworad, scada Tavis Sefareba) da<br />
albaT maSin ufro axlos iyo saerTod mizanTan,<br />
romelic maSin jer kidev yalibdeboda da<br />
romelic dRes, advili SesaZlebelia, aRarc ki<br />
arsebobdes, radgan dRes usiyvarulodac iolad<br />
gaaqvs xalxs Tavi, yovel SemTxvevaSi, hgonia rom<br />
gaaqvs, magram, sabednierod, mRvime mainc arsebobs,<br />
sadRac, TuSeTis mTebSi, anda sulac erTi kacis<br />
warmodgenaSi, zRaprul, ararsebul samyaroSi<br />
(sxvebisaTvis ararsebul samyaroSi) - bavSvis<br />
nafiqraliT gautania Tavi da rogorc<br />
xelovnurad (iaponuri meTodiT) gaRizianebul<br />
niJaras, margalitad uqcevia imave bavSvis<br />
gulubryvilo rwmena da ocneba: dedac<br />
dabrundeba, mamac, dac, Svilic... warTmeulic,<br />
gaCuqebulic, dakargulic... da isic (<strong>avel</strong>umi),<br />
amdeni xnis mere, isev brmad, isev alalbedze<br />
miikvlevs gzas, isev sakuTar warsulSi apirebs<br />
Sebrunebas, Tundac imitom, mxolod iq rom aris<br />
SesaZlebeli amgvari rwmenisa da ocnebis<br />
arseboba, mxolod iqa aqvs adgili warTmeulsac,<br />
gaCuqebulsac, dakargulsac. magram warsulis<br />
qviSa da RorRi veragulad, uxmaurod ecleba<br />
fexqveS. warsulis ekliani, gafarCxuli totebi<br />
daundoblad scemen saxeSi, TiTqos afxizleben,<br />
gonSi agdeben, axseneben drois dinebas, aCveneben
drois mimarTulebas, anda, misi sijiutiT,<br />
miuxvedrelobiTa da gulubryvilobiT<br />
gaRizianebulni, umxedrdebian, ukan dasaxev gzas<br />
uketaven, sinamdvileSi upireben datovebas,<br />
arsebuls sTavazoben ararsebulis nacvlad. is ki<br />
jiutad mainc imaTken iSvers xelebs, mainc<br />
warsulis totebs ebRauWeba, radgan maRla unda<br />
asvla. arc win, arc ukan. mxolod maRla, radgan<br />
maRlaa, rac sinamdvileSi ar arsebobs, an aRar<br />
arsebobs. caSi imarxeba ocneba, imedi, siyvaruli<br />
da caSia misi ocnebis, imedis, siyvarulis<br />
saflavic, igive saganZuri, ganZTsacavi da<br />
rogorme unda miaRwios iqamde, miaRwevs kidec,<br />
Tundac kidev ormoci saukune moandomos gzas,<br />
imitom rom, adamiania da sxva gza ara aqvs, Tuki<br />
xvalac adamianad apirebs darCenas. usasrulo<br />
gzebze naTrevi, nawanwalebi, mravalgzis<br />
xelmocaruli, aTas gansacdelSi gamovlili,<br />
aTasi yulfidan Camoxsnili, yvelanairi<br />
tyveobidan TavdaRweuli - im ganZis mosaZebnad<br />
midis, misdauneburad rom damarxa odesRac, albaT<br />
kidev ufro Savi dRisTvis, da is rom eguleboda,<br />
imitomac ar eTelvineboda, imitomac ar<br />
ekvlevineboda aqamde cxovrebas. axla mTavaria,<br />
gza ar daebnas am mSobliurad ucxo da ucxod<br />
mSobliur qalaqSi. amaze Savi dRe aRar gaTendeba.<br />
mTavaria, saflavic xeluxlebeli daxvdes -<br />
marodiorebs miaswros im saflavamde misvla. da<br />
ai, gamgelebuli miiswrafvis yvelaze didi<br />
ganZisken, risi mopovebac saerTod SeuZlia<br />
adamians, yvelaze sapatio jildosken, razec<br />
veravin ambobs uars, verc mawanwala, verc
garewari, verc loTi, verc qurdi, verc mkvleli,<br />
verc kanonieri da verc ukanono. ekuTvnis Tu ar<br />
ekuTvnis, yvela erTnairadaa darwmunebuli,<br />
yvelaze metad mas sWirdeba is, haeriviT, haerze<br />
metadac. sabednierod, mxolod Senzea<br />
damokidebuli, miiReb Tu uars ityvi jildoze,<br />
romelic ar dagimsaxurebia da SeiZleba arc<br />
gekuTvnis, magram gWirdeba da mxolod imitom<br />
gWirdeba, adamianoba rom SeinarCuno, miuxedavad<br />
yvelafrisa, ZaRliviT ar iyefo, gveliviT ar<br />
ixoxo, TuTiyuSiviT ar imeoro erTi da igive<br />
uazroba da RoriviT yvelgan ar Sehyo dingi.<br />
magram jildos aRebaca da jildoze uaris Tqmac<br />
erTnairad Znelia, mZimea, ramdenadac, garkveuli<br />
TvalsazrisiT, aseve didi pativia (Tundac<br />
xelsayrelia) ZaRlobac, gvelobac,<br />
TuTiyuSobaca da Rorobac, roca saerTod<br />
adamianobaa safrTxeSi. amave dros, arc isaa<br />
gamoricxuli, adamianobis SesanarCuneblad<br />
gamovlenili simtkice da sijiute, erT mSvenier<br />
dRes, Cveulebrivi saarsebo saSualeba aRmoCndes<br />
mxolod, viRacisTvis mainc, cxovrebis arsad ki ar<br />
CaiTvalos, aramed wesad, rac yvelaze didi<br />
ubedureba iqneba SenTvis da ufro metic, saerTod<br />
daekargeba yovelgvari azri da mniSvneloba Sens<br />
arsebobas. marTlac, riRaTi unda imarTlo Tavi,<br />
Tuki tkivilic, simtkicisa da sijiutis<br />
maradiuli Tanamgzavri, romelsac dafaruli,<br />
bolomde gaurkveveli siamayiT, sakuTar damRad,<br />
xelSeuxeblobis sabuTad da <strong>avel</strong>umobis droSad<br />
Tvlidi, yalbi da xelovnuri aRmoCndeba.<br />
gamovlili saukuneebi ki axla ukusvliT
enacvlebian erTmaneTs. irgvliv damwvari kacis<br />
suni dgas. maradiul simSvides, maradiul<br />
keTildReobas daxarbebuli adamiani ukve wyevlakrulviT<br />
dasdevs ukan Seyvarebul gogo-biWs. ukve<br />
iseve eSinia siyvarulisa, rogorc mZimed sneuls -<br />
Zlieri, magram ucnobi wamlisa. da arc mTlad<br />
usafuZvlod. SeiZleba, umal moklas, vidre<br />
uSvelos im wamalma, Tuki zustad ver daicva<br />
miRebis wesi, Tuki dozaze odnav meti an odnav<br />
naklebi mouvida. samoTxidan gamoyolili SiSi<br />
akninebs adamians, Tumca, TviTon ar SeuZlia amis<br />
Setyoba. amitomac knindeba dRemde, maxinjdeba,<br />
Clungdeba, ginda oqroSi Casvi, ginda ganavalSi.<br />
SarvalCaxdili dgas parizis quCebSi; upartnioro<br />
seqsis gakveTils atarebs scenaze, musikis<br />
TanxlebiT; aupatiurebs davrdomil moxucs;<br />
oblebis saxlSi moparul karaqs komerciul<br />
maRaziaSi yidis. yidis samSoblosac, sxvebze meti<br />
karaqi rom iyidos; saerTo qvabSi xarSavs dikensis<br />
"did imedebsa" Tu marqsis "kapitals", erTi<br />
gamoxocva qaRaldi rom miiRos... oRond, marto<br />
dRes ki ar aris aseTi, aseTia saerTod, aseTad<br />
Seqmna Semqmnelma da Tavad naklebadaa damnaSave<br />
sakuTar siglaxeSi. sakuTar siglaxes, ra Tqma<br />
unda, Tavadac amCnevs, Tavadac ganicdis, magram<br />
veraferi gauwyvia, veraguladaa mowyobili: gvian<br />
amCnevs da male iviwyebs. dRes, SeiZleba,<br />
guSindelze uaresi ar iyos, magram ukeTesic<br />
arasodes yofila. arc <strong>avel</strong>umia gamonaklisi, anu,<br />
arc isaa sxvebze ukeTes dReSi. isic martoa, isic<br />
Zalauneburadaa gamoyofili sxvebisgan, radgan<br />
imasac sxvebiviT hgonia, maincdamainc, me var
aseTio, marto me vici, ratom xdeba, rac xdebao. es<br />
ukargavs mosvenebas, amis gamoa gamoketili Tavis<br />
mtanjvel simartoveSi, riTac, araTu aRizianebs<br />
sxvebs, anu, danarCenebs, aramed maTi dasacinic<br />
xdeba. dasacini ki namdvilad aris:<br />
danarCenebisTvis ararasebuli, danarCenTa<br />
gadarCenas cdilobs, anu, aTvisebuli<br />
wiaRiseuliviT, erTxel da samudamod amowuruli<br />
grZnobebis aRdgenas apirebs, magram saWiroebis<br />
SemTxvevaSi, Zalianac rom moindomos, mainc ver<br />
moiqceva sxvebiviT, danarCenebiviT. magaliTad,<br />
verc barikadis aqeT dadgeba da verc iqiT, radgan<br />
arc aqeT sWirdeba vinmes da arc iqiT, aqeTac da<br />
iqiTac erTnairad hgoniaT (ase hgonia TviTon),<br />
maincdamainc, maT gasamtyuneblad, maT<br />
dasanamuseblad rom arsebobs saerTod. amitomac<br />
dgas SuaSi, buridanis viriviT. arc aqeT da arc<br />
iqiT. da yvela tyviam, aqedan iqneba nasroli Tu<br />
iqidan, jer mis gulSi unda gaiaros, vidre mizans<br />
miaRwevdes. <strong>avel</strong>ums sakuTari simarTle aqvs da es<br />
aris misi mTavari danaSauli. Seni simarTle<br />
viRacisTvisac simarTle unda iyos, anda,<br />
viRacamac unda icodes misi arsebobis Sesaxeb,<br />
swori warmodgena rom Seeqmnas Senze. magram erTi<br />
kacis simarTle gind yofila, gind ara. sjobs ar<br />
iyos, radgan xelis SeSlis mets mainc arafers<br />
akeTebs. abanoSi Cacmuli aravin banaobs. da Tu<br />
banaobs, mxolod afrTxobs da aeWvebs danarCenebs.<br />
an raRacis gamoCena rcxvenia, an raRacis gamoCena<br />
eSinia. erTic da meorec saxifaTo Tu ara,<br />
saCoTiro namdviladaa sxvebisTvis,<br />
danarCenebisTvis, romlebic erTnairad
gatitvlebulan da erTnairad gasapnuli Tavebi<br />
qafqafa wylisTvis SeuSveriaT. Senc gaixade,<br />
keTri Tu ar gWirs, anda bebiis bibiloebianad<br />
moglejili briliantis sayureebs ar malav ubeSi.<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums ki iseTi grZnoba aqvs, TiTqos didi<br />
gardaqmnis mijnaze dgas marTla da erTi<br />
nabijiRaa saWiro sruliad axal, misTvis<br />
sasurvel samyaroSi rom aRmoCndes uceb da im<br />
samyaros kanonieri binadariviT, bolos da<br />
bolos, TviTonac moipovos maradiuli simSvidisa<br />
da yoveldRiuri cxovrebiT tkbobis ufleba.<br />
Tumca, arc erTze aqvs swori, sruli,<br />
danarCenebisTvisac gasagebi warmodgena da arc<br />
meoreze. magram, samwuxarod Tu sabednierod,<br />
arafriT ar adgeba saSveli, ar xerxdeba am erTi,<br />
am TiTqmis umniSvnelo, magram bevri ramis<br />
gadamwyveti nabijis gadadgma.. arada mTeli misi<br />
arseba mzadaa saamisod, saamisod iwvrTneboda<br />
saukuneTa manZilze - sardafSic, quCaSic,<br />
sastumroSic, restoranSic, TviTmfrinavSic,<br />
matarebelSic - mkacrad da jiutad, spartaneli<br />
aRmzrdelis daundoblobiTa da<br />
mizandasaxulobiT. da ai, isev aqoSinebuli<br />
miuyveba dausrulebel gzas, erTi<br />
civilizaciidan meoreSi, saukuneebze gadavliT,<br />
siZulvilis udabnoSi, siyvaruliT damwvari<br />
gulebis ferflSi, TiTqos ararsebul, TiTqos<br />
gamonagon drosa da garemoSi, ukacurobis,<br />
ugulobis, ugrZnoblobis TovliT (arada welsac<br />
uTovlo zamTaria) gadaTeTrebul sivrceebSi.<br />
miuyveba grZelsa da momqancvel gzas, romelic<br />
ebraelis gzasaviT, arc iq dawyebula, saidanac
modis, da arc iq damTavrdeba, sadac miva. jer<br />
kidev Sorsaa aRTqmuli qveyana, Tuki aris<br />
saerTod. SeiZleba ixilo, magram ver Sexval.<br />
xsovna ki sinamdviles Zveleburad ver urigdeba<br />
da es maradiuli uTanxmoeba yofilsa da<br />
arsebuls Soris, maradiuli Seusabamoba<br />
yofilisa da arsebulisa, aiZulebs ebrael<br />
emigrants gzis gagrZelebas. magram am qveynad<br />
yvela mainc momavlisken midis. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki piriqiT,<br />
warsulSi Sebrunebas cdilobs. dRes ki ara,<br />
saerTod, mas Semdeg, rac siRrme ixila. momavals<br />
ki ar uaryofs, awmyos ki ar gaurbis, awmyosa da<br />
momavlis gasarkvevad eSveba warsulSi, rogorc<br />
myvinTavi okeanis fskerze, kosmonavti mTvareze,<br />
rogorc rigiTi santeqnikosi - saxlis sardafSi,<br />
radgan mxolod iq SeuZlia gaarkvios, ratom ar<br />
amodis, vTqvaT, meoTxe sarTulze wyali.<br />
sardafSia Tavmoyrili Cveni yvela sasicocxlo<br />
sistema - gazsadenisa, wyalsadenisa,<br />
kanalizaciisa. agreTve, satelefono Tu eleqtro<br />
xazic. romel sarTulzec ar unda daziandes rame,<br />
mainc sardafSi mogviwevs Casvla, gasarkvevad,<br />
gasasworeblad, SesakeTeblad. am mizniT miiwevs<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umic warsulisken, warsulSi daSvebuli<br />
Secdoma awmyosac Trgunavs da momavalsac saTuos<br />
xdis. amitom, maRla (momavalSi) asvla Tu ginda<br />
(CvenTvis momavali igivea, rac emigranti<br />
ebraelisaTvis - israeli), rogorc ar unda<br />
dagvezaros, mainc unda CavicvaT Zvelmanebi,<br />
aviRoT jibis fanari (jibis fanari Tu ar gvaqvs,<br />
Cveulebrivi sanTeli, sulac marto asanTi) da<br />
buzRun-buzRuniT CavideT sardafSi, ra droc ar
unda iyos, davufrTxoT virTxebs saidumlo<br />
seroba, fexi CavdgaT aSmorebul, koRodaseul<br />
wumpeSi (anda sxva sibinZureSi), avitanoT<br />
siZvelis, sidamplis, virTxis curclis<br />
arasasiamovno suni, saxeze akruli ablabudis<br />
nafleTebi, moviTminoT Jangian mils mowyvetili<br />
da zustad kiserSi Cavardnili yinuliviT civi<br />
wveTi da qedmoxrilni, pirSi wyalCagubebulni<br />
gavZvreT aseve mwveTavi, aseve Jangiani da aseve<br />
binZuri naWris nakuwebiT uSnod SefuTvnili<br />
milebis qveS, vidre ar mivakvlevT, ar davadgenT<br />
da, Tu SevZlebT, ar SevasworebT, zemoT, miwaze,<br />
nebismier sarTulze momxdari avariis mizezs.<br />
mikvlevis, dadgenis, Sesworebis Jini mierekeba<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umsac win, warsulisken, anu sxeuliT win da<br />
gonebiT ukan. ukan Secdomebis zRvaa, win omia!<br />
haers ukve dahkravs denTisa da sidamwvris suni.<br />
carieli sadarbazoebi, Sesaxvevebi, Cixebi -<br />
sxvadasxvanairad imeoreben erTi da igive<br />
avtomatis kakans. zogi ufro yrud, zogi ufro<br />
mWaxed. zogi Senelebulad, zogi aCqarebulad.<br />
zogi uxalisod, zogi xalisiT. magram xma mainc<br />
erTia, erTsa da imaves ambobs. <strong>avel</strong>ums yurebi<br />
ubzuis. Tvalebi eblandeba - gayinuli,<br />
gaqvavebuli cremlis kristalebiT amovsebia.<br />
irgvliv jiutad, myarad dgas sicariele -<br />
xorkliani, minasaviT gamkvrivebuli haeriT<br />
amovsebuli. sacodavad aqsutunebs cxvirs,<br />
mRelvarebis surdoSeyrili. cxvirsaxocis<br />
amosaRebadac ver SeCerebula, TiTqos sadRac<br />
elodebian, TiTqos dro aqvs daTqmuli da<br />
dagvianeba SeiZleba sabediswero aRmoCndes
imisTvis, vis gadasarCenadac miiCqaris Tavisi<br />
WkuiT. ese igi, yvelasTvis, vinc nebsiT Tu<br />
uneblieT, bediTa Tu ubedobiT masTan<br />
daukavSirebia cxovrebas. Tumca, ukve daagviana.<br />
ukve gviania. ukve ki ara - raxania! mosaxdeni moxda.<br />
gangaSis zari ubralod ar ismis, imitom rom<br />
viRacam ena Camoxsna xumrobiT (SeiZleba,<br />
TurqeTSi gaitana gasayidad). magram <strong>avel</strong>umi mainc<br />
ver SeCerdeba cxvirsaxocis amosaRebadac, rac ar<br />
unda Semawuxebeli iyos mkiTxvelisTvis misi<br />
cxviris qsutuni. ver SeCerdeba im metad sapatio<br />
mizezis gamo, TviTonac rom aSvelebs xels<br />
warmodgenili gvamis mtvirTavebs - misTvis<br />
savsebiT ucxo adamianebs - romlebmac<br />
daufiqreblad, dauyovnebliv moirbines, rogorc<br />
ki misi sisxli da xorci miwas daenarcxa, rogorc<br />
ki mwife leRviviT daetylapna xorklian lodebs<br />
(kdelebs aqeTac da kedels iqeTac). vin miwas<br />
xnavda, vin cxvars mwyemsavda, vin gazeTis rigSi<br />
idga, vin tramvais elodeboda, vin bazridan<br />
brundeboda da gunebaSi zepirad angariSobda<br />
danaxarjs, magram yvelam maSinve miatova Tavisi<br />
saqme da aqeT gamoiqca. <strong>avel</strong>umic iZulebuli<br />
gaxda, miwaze daSvebuliyo, Tumca, jer kidev<br />
SeeZlo frena. magram, sadRa unda gafreniliyo?!<br />
RmerTebma orjer gamoscades, orjer daayenes<br />
arCevanis winaSe da imanac orjerve Svili<br />
anacvala Tavisuflebas. Tavisi giJuri ganzraxva<br />
daayena mSoblis movaleobaze maRla. axla ki<br />
Tavisuflebamac erTbaSad dahkarga azri. cariel,<br />
gaugebar, uazro sityvad iqca. vinmes rom<br />
gaeCerebina da ekiTxa, namdvilad ver upasuxebda,
as gulisxmobda am sityvaSi jer kidev guSin -<br />
maradiul simartoves? maradiul molodins?<br />
maradiul sevda-wuxils? Tu rkinis wvetian kauWs,<br />
romelzedac mTeli sicocxle ekida Tavad da<br />
uazrod farTxalebda, vidre orad ar gaixliCa,<br />
orad ar gaiyo, or nawilad, or banakad, bolos da<br />
bolos, or mcnebad, oRond, gayofisadmi<br />
genetikuri midrekilebis gamo ki ara, isev da isev<br />
misi moSurne imperiis sisastikis wyalobiT.<br />
axlac im kauWze hkidia da misi orive nawili<br />
erTnairad farTxalebs, erTi kedels aqeT, meore<br />
kedels iqiT. marTalia, isini erTmaneTs ar<br />
icnoben, erTi kedels iqiT daibada, meore kedels<br />
aqeT, erTi TavisuflebisTvis, meore monobisTvis,<br />
erTi ukanonod, meore ki kanonierad, magram<br />
saerTo mainc meti aqvT (imave imperiis jibrze),<br />
vidre sxvaoba. yvelafers rom Tavi gavaneboT,<br />
molodini aqvT saerTo - erTnairad uRimRamo da<br />
uazro - da, rac mTavaria, sikvdilic! erTi da imave<br />
kacis xeliT arian daRupulni, erTnairad, da<br />
araviTari mniSvneloba ara aqvs, romeli gadaCexa<br />
im kacma sakuTari gulis qarafidan Tavisuflebis<br />
Tvaluwvdenel ufskrulebSi da romels miamagra<br />
mxrebze xelovnuri frTebi cviliT, romeli<br />
gaabriyva, safrenad xar gaCenilio, TviTon ki<br />
soroSi Seimala (sawolic erTgvari soroa),<br />
TxunelasaviT, roca misgan gabriyvebulma<br />
nawilma marTla scada gafrena da, rogorc<br />
mosalodneli iyo, imave wams qvasaviT daenarcxa<br />
miwaze. da ai, erT arsebad, ufro zustad, erT<br />
mTlianobad qceulan isev da gaormagebuli<br />
simZimiiT awvebian qedze xelismkvrels,
wamqezebels, gamabriyvebels, anu, Cveulebriv<br />
mkvlels. Zalian cxela da gvamic yovel wuTas<br />
ufro da ufro mZimdeba, miwasaviT, romelsac<br />
daenarcxa da daakvda zed. <strong>avel</strong>umi safeTqliT<br />
exaxuneba gvamis TeZos da naxevari saxe sisxlSi<br />
aqvs amosvrili. ofli sisxls aTxelebs da nawilnawil<br />
Caaqvs mis sayeloSi. uceb yvelaferi aireva<br />
(risic yvelaze metad eSinia <strong>avel</strong>ums).<br />
gulisxmieri, Tu ubralod seiris moyvaruli<br />
xalxis daudgromeli, Seukavebeli niaRvari<br />
webovan siTxesaviT Semoadgeba oTxive mxridan.<br />
araTu ganZreva, sunTqvac Wirs. magram <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
mainc gvamsaa CabRauWebuli. arafris didebiT ar<br />
uSvebs xels. piriqiT, lamis zed Camoekidos.<br />
TiTqos gvams Tu moSordeba, mxolod maSin<br />
SeamCneven da maSinve mixvdebian kidec mis<br />
kaikacobas. jer ki, vidre sxvebTan erTad moaqvs<br />
gvami, aravis ara aqvs ufleba, xeli aRmarTos<br />
masze, anda, dauSalos madlis qmna,<br />
ukeTilSobilesi movaleobis aRsruleba - gvamis<br />
zidva. gareSe TvalisTvis is gvamis mxarezea,<br />
gvamis patronia, Wirisufalia. ra Tqma unda,<br />
sinamdvileSic asea, magram marto sityvebiT amas<br />
ver daamtkiceb. sityvaze Tu midga saqme, SeiZleba<br />
vercki gaagebinos sxvebs Tavisi simarTle. man ara<br />
marto is icis, rac moxda (rasac sxvebic xedaven),<br />
aramed isic axsovs, rac iqamde iyo, ramac<br />
ganapiroba is, rac dRes xdeba. saerTod,<br />
yvelaferze metad, maxsovroba tanjavs <strong>avel</strong>ums -<br />
ganuwyvetliv axsovs raRac, rasac siamovnebiT<br />
daiviwyebda sxvebiviT, masze rom iyos<br />
damokidebuli. magram sxvebmac misi imediT
daiviwyes, rac daiviwyes. <strong>avel</strong>ums yvelafris<br />
damaxsovreba evaleba swored. amitomac ebRauWeba<br />
axla gvams da idayvebiT iSorebs yvelas, vinc<br />
Senacvlebas upirebs. uceb, mis aforiaqebul,<br />
afutfutebul gonebas, basri culiviT, orad<br />
gaapobs qalis kivili (SeiZleba mkvdari meuRlis,<br />
mitovebuli sayvarlis, gaCuqebuli dis). arada,<br />
marTla kivis viRaca. quCa ki carielia, saxlebi -<br />
erTnairad Cabnelebuli. qalis kivili ki aSkarad<br />
ismis. albaT aupatiureben, anda Tan Zarcvaven, Tan<br />
aupatiureben. SeiZleba sulac itaceben, ZaliT<br />
aSoreben Tavisianebs, <strong>avel</strong>umis dasaviT. Tumca<br />
ara, is Tavisi nebiT wahyva ucxoebs. Tavisianebze<br />
gabrazda, rogor gamimeteso, da xeli aRar<br />
gauSvia ucxo qalisTvis, vidre manqanaSi ar Caisva<br />
iman. magram gasakviri ar iqneba axla<br />
akivlebuliyos, dagvianebiT, axla moswvodes<br />
guli Zmis ubedurebiT. Seni sisxli da xorci Seni<br />
sisxli da xorcia, gindac erTmaneTis navalze<br />
dadiodeT sul da gindac saerTod ar genaxoT<br />
erTmaneTi. magram, asea Tu ise, viRaca namdvilad<br />
kivis. Tanac Tavganwirulad. jalaTis culad<br />
qceuli kivilis SegrZneba imdenad mtkivneulia,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi maSinve fxizldeba, erkveva. gvams,<br />
romelsac aqamde efareboda, rogorc mxdali<br />
meomari fars, gamoecleba, Tumca, mTeli gza<br />
eSinoda, ar dagvivardeso. gaides Tu ara mxarze<br />
dasaxiCrebuli gvami, maSinve aekviata es SiSi da<br />
axlac eSinia. sisxlSi areul ofls saxeloTi<br />
moiwmends da Semzaravad azmuvlebul brboSi<br />
akivlebul qals (meuRles, sayvarels, das, anda<br />
samives erTad) dauwyebs Zebnas
Tvalgafacicebuli. "es ra miyavio" (ratom<br />
damamcire, ratom mimatove, ratom gamaCuqeo) - kivis<br />
qali (misi meuRle, misi sayvareli, misi da, anda<br />
samive erTad). ra Tqma unda, TviTonac ar icis, ras<br />
kivis, ras ambobs kiviliT, radgan ar icis da arc<br />
SeiZleba icodes, vin aris mkvleli, vin aris<br />
damnaSave, vis unda moekiTxos saerTod pasuxi<br />
yvelafrisTvis. misi ena uneburad ambobs<br />
simarTles - ubedurebam auxila gonebis Tvali -<br />
meuRlea, sayvarelia Tu daa, upirveles yovlisa,<br />
qalia, magram jer sakuTar Tavsac ar ujerebs, ar<br />
endoba. jer mSvelels eZebs mxolod, misi Wirisa<br />
da ubedurebis moziares. jer damnaSaveze ar<br />
fiqrobs, arc msxverplze fiqrobs. jer TviTonaa<br />
yvelaze mZime dReSi. gaognebuli,<br />
Tavzardacemuli isvams kefaze xels. an,<br />
TiTebaTrTolebuls, axali sigareti amoaqvs<br />
tyavis patara CanTidan. an ucxo qalis msuqan<br />
mklavs ebRauWeba uaresad. jer yvelaze ubeduria<br />
da rogorc gaognebuli, Tavzardacemuli<br />
adamiani, isic, bunebrivia, yvelaze axloblisgan<br />
elis nugeSsa da mxardaWeras da amiT kidev ufro<br />
amZafrebs momxdaris saSinelebasac da<br />
uazrobasac. mxolod amas niSnavs misi "es ra<br />
miyavi". <strong>avel</strong>umi ki darwmunebulia, iman (meuRlem,<br />
sayvarelma, dam, anda samivem erTad) uTqmeladac<br />
gaigo yvelaferi, radgan moklulica da mkvlelic<br />
erTnairad axlobelia misTvis (maTTvis). orive<br />
sisxli sisxlTagani da xorci xorcTagania.<br />
sisxlma da xorcma mouyva imasac (imaTac) uceb,<br />
erTi sityviT, usityvod, ris mosayoladac<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums arc sityva eyofoda, arc sicocxle. da
mainc, ZaliT ikafavs gzas imisken (imaTken),<br />
romelic (romlebic), aseve ZaliT, brZoliTa da<br />
kiviliT moiweven misken, <strong>avel</strong>umisken, da roca<br />
isini xalxis zRvaSi Sexvdebian, miuxedavad<br />
siviwrovisa da ganuwyveteli "wyalqveSa"<br />
biZgebisa, <strong>avel</strong>umi mainc daiCoqebs, muxlebze<br />
moexveva imas (imaT) da mRelvarebisgan uaresad<br />
daviwrovebul xorxSi Zlivs gamoteuli,<br />
damSrali, damaxinjebuli xmiT etyvis: mapatieo.<br />
aRiarebs danaSauls. Tumca... Tumca arasodes<br />
sdomebia, ase rom momxdariyo. uceb iseTi siCume<br />
Camovardeba, <strong>avel</strong>ums gaukvirdeba kidec da maRla<br />
aixedavs. maRla, Zalian maRla, sinaTlis<br />
damaxinjebul wreSi, mtkivneulad nacnobs,<br />
mtkivneulad axlobels, mtkivneulad Zvirfas<br />
saxes dainaxavs (meuRlis, sayvarlis, dis). TiTqos<br />
is (samive erTad) uZiro WaSi imzireba, TiTqos mas<br />
daeZebs da TiTqos ver xedavs, magram <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
uneburad mainc aifarebs saxeze xelebs, ufro<br />
SeumCneveli rom darCes Wis fskeris wyvdiadSi.<br />
samudamod unda am uZiro WaSi CarCena. marTalia,<br />
is erTaderTi sityva, Zlivs rom amoRerRa weRan,<br />
Tavisuflad SeiZleboda saerTod Cakarguliyo<br />
uTavbolo bzuilsa da yayanSi, magram, etyoba<br />
gamgebma mainc gaigo, gaigo da Seigno kidec da am<br />
moulodnelma, yovlad gauTvaliswinebelma<br />
cnobam, sakuTari sisxlisa da xorcis sikvdiliT<br />
gamowveuli aRtkineba da sigiJe gamaSterebeli<br />
dabneulobiTa da aSkara, naTeli uZlurebiT<br />
Seucvala. aRarc kivis da aRarc gvamisken miiwevs.<br />
ubralod, cocxal Was Cascqeris, romlis<br />
fskerzec misi qmari (sayvareli, Zma) Tavs afarebs,
mas emaleba. jiutad Cascqeris, rogorc udabnoSi<br />
gzaabneuli mgzavri, romelsac arafriT ar unda<br />
daijeros, WaSi wyali rom damSrala. gzis<br />
gagrZelebas ki azri ara aqvs - aRarc gaognebul<br />
gonebas, aRarc dambladacemul gumansa da aRarc<br />
dauZlurebul fexebs aRar SeuZliaT misi<br />
warmarTva. iseT daRlilobasa da sicarieles<br />
grZnobs, TiTqos Zlieri tumboTi erTbaSad<br />
amoqaCes mTeli sisxli misi sxeulidan. kefaze<br />
isvams xels, TiTqos Tmis samagrs eZebs da, ai, aq,<br />
raRacao - ambobs dabneulad, darcxvenilad<br />
momRimari (anda, aTrTolebuli TiTebiT,<br />
brazianad sress daumTavrebel sigarets - kmara,<br />
aRar SemiZliao. anda, moswavlis CanTas uRerebs<br />
Zmas - aRar ikiTxo Cemi ambavio) da<br />
sayrdengamoclili saganiviT, ucnauri netarebisa<br />
da Tavisuflebis SegrZnebiT savse, eSveba sadRac,<br />
Zalian Rrmad, brbos fskerze CaCoqili qmrisken<br />
(sayvarlisken, Zmisken). <strong>avel</strong>umi ki, uneburad, axla<br />
Tavze ifarebs orive xels.
"muzis" jiSian, uaRresad miwier fexebTan zis,<br />
damSrali auzis kideze, da suls iTqvams -<br />
daRlili, agangaSebuli, aRelvebuli, martod<br />
darCenili Semzaravi, avi Cvenebebis xrovaSi.<br />
saidanRac qalis kivili ismis, magram axla ufro<br />
Soridan, vidre weRan ismoda. saerTod aq, am Ria<br />
muzeumSi, TiTqos marTla simSvidea. poetebis<br />
diasaxliss poetebisTvis uxilavi, gamWvirvale<br />
kedlebiT SemouzRudavs saimedo TavSesafari.<br />
ijeqi SenTvis da ginda iocnebe, ginda iSaire -<br />
xels veravin gaxlebs. brinjaos qalbatons<br />
laRad, Tamamad gauSlia xorciani mklavebi<br />
sivrceSi - aq me var yvelafris baton-patroni.<br />
SeiZleba, saocnebod da saSairod ver gangawyos,<br />
magram bevr miwier siames gagaxsenebs Tvalis erTi<br />
SevlebiTac. <strong>avel</strong>umic siamovnebiT zis mis<br />
ferxTiT, cota sulmoTqmuli, cota<br />
damSvidebuli, magram Cveulebisamebr, moRuSuli,<br />
mowyenili, Rrmad danTqmuli sakuTar arsebaSi,<br />
rogorc zRvaSi gasuli patronis momlodine<br />
beberi ZaRli - zRvis piras. oRond, amjerad zRva<br />
ar aris. win qalaqia, yrud mogugune, Semcbari,<br />
SemkrTali, Selaxuli, Seginebuli... SinaurTa<br />
mier. ris gamoc, rasakvirvelia, sagonebelSia<br />
Cavardnili da, roca moulodnelad ganaxlebul<br />
srolis xmaze fiqri uwydeba, xvneSiT, taatiT<br />
icvlis gverds sawolSi. moZraoba uWirs, Cacmuli<br />
wevs da ara marto sicivisgan Tavis dasacavad,<br />
aramed ganuwyveteli safrTxisa Tu safrTxis<br />
ganuwyveteli molodinis gamoc - ar icis, rodis,<br />
ra wuTas mouwevs sawolidan wamovardna, pirveli<br />
rom Seegebos (ese igi, Seakvdes, ar naxos Svilisa
Tu SviliSvilis abuCad agdeba) SemTxveviT<br />
Semoxetebulsa Tu Segnebulad mosul moZalades.<br />
Tavisufleba jer mxolod iwyeba da<br />
gaurkvevlobis bind-bundSi mosriale pirveli<br />
mercxlebi, advili SesaZlebelia, ukanaskneli<br />
naZiralebi aRmoCndnen bolos, erTbaSad, TiTqos<br />
erT RameSi gamravlebulni, sokoebisa Tu<br />
mRrRnelebis msgavsad. am dReSi iyo <strong>avel</strong>umic,<br />
sul ramdenime wuTis win. isic ase iqceoda -<br />
Cacmuli iwva sawolSi - radgan sul ramdenime<br />
wuTis win qalaqis "meryev" nawils ekuTvnoda isic,<br />
Zalauneburad, axla ki omis wina xazzea lamis da<br />
aseve Zalauneburad qalaqis "meomar" nawils<br />
ekuTvnis ukve. mSvidad ki zis "muzis" ferxTiT,<br />
magram Casamuxlad Seyovnebuli jariskaciviT,<br />
moCvenebiTia misi simSvidec. "raRas ucdiso" - Tqva<br />
uceb viRacam mis zurgs ukan, misi xmiT, ise<br />
mkafiod, ise cxadad, uneblieT miixeda da,<br />
marTlac, viRaca ki ara, Tavisi Tavi dainaxa,<br />
oRond, Tormeti wlisa, "yaCaRad gavardnili" -<br />
ramdenime "TanamebrZolTan" erTad, gamoqvabulis<br />
win zis, TuSeTis mTebSi, da mouTmenlad elodeba,<br />
rodis moiklavs Tavs gamoqvabulSi maTi<br />
darbeuli razmis meTauri, raTa axla sxva gza<br />
eZios, sxva gamosavali naxos Tavisi piradi da arc<br />
mTlad bavSvuri ubedurebidan. lodze zis<br />
(rogorc damSrali auzis kideze) da srolis xmis<br />
gagonebas elodeba, rac maT saerTo cxovrebas<br />
erTbaSad dausvams wertils da imave wams yvela<br />
sakuTar Tavze daiwyebs fiqrs, anu, yvela<br />
sakuTari kidobnis gamoWedvas Seudgeba. da raki<br />
srolis xmam ar daayovna, <strong>avel</strong>umic wamodga, Tavs
Zala daatana da, rogorc iqna, gamovida, gamoaRwia<br />
"muzis" uneblie tyveobidan.
epoqebi ki, tansacmelSemoxeulni,<br />
cxvirpirdaCeCqvilni, kidev ufro znewamxdarni<br />
enacvlebian erTmaneTs. isic midis - <strong>avel</strong>umi -<br />
Tavisufali, sruluflebiani moqalaqe<br />
ararsebuli saxelmwifosi. midis sakuTari<br />
sisxlisa da xorcis gadasarCenad. magram<br />
gaazrebuli, mizandasaxuli saqcieli ki ar aris<br />
es, aramed Tandayolili, RmerTismieri<br />
moTxovnileba SiSnaWami, daRlili, gaognebuli<br />
sulisa, romelsac adamis droidan klaven, magram<br />
ver mouklavT da verc moklaven, vidre uyvars<br />
sakuTari sisxli da xorci, anda, vidre swams mainc<br />
sakuTari sisxlisa da xorcisa. amitomac midis<br />
sul bnelSi, gaCenidan aRsasrulamde, sibnelidan<br />
sibnelemde. sinaTle ocnebaa, sizmaria, gnebavT,<br />
poezia - nebismieri saxiT gamovlenili - magram<br />
misi danaxva mxolod sibnelidan SeiZleba. ramis<br />
danaxva Tu ginda, bnelSi unda ijde. xolo,<br />
sinaTleSi yofna Tu girCevnia, aRar unda<br />
dainteresde, ra xdeba sibneleSi. rac ufro did<br />
sinaTleSi gadaxval, miT ufro gagiWirdeba<br />
saerTod ramis garCeva. sinaTliT mTavrdeba<br />
yvelaferi amqveyniuri - cxovrebaSic da wignSic -<br />
oRond sabednierod, aravin icis, ramdeni darCa<br />
iqamde, aRsasrulamde, sinaTlemde - wami Tu<br />
saukune. wamebi Tu saukuneebi. arada,<br />
qristeSobidan jer mxolod meoce saukune<br />
iwureba da pompidus moedanze sagangebod<br />
saamisod Seqmnili eleqtrosaaTi ocdameerTe<br />
saukunemde darCenil wamebs iTvlis. moTmineba<br />
aRar yofnis adamians, erTi suli aqvs, rodis<br />
CamoTavdeba dro, igive sicocxle, igive azri
sicocxlisa. suli win uswrebs. an mobezrda<br />
cxovreba, an cxovrebis rcxvenia, magram asea Tu<br />
ise, keTili unda inebos da mainc bolomde<br />
icxovros, bolomde moixados, valia Tu sasjeli.<br />
es misi cxovrebaa, misi Sesaferia, misganaa<br />
damsaxurebuli da sxva aravin icxovrebs mis<br />
magivrad. cxovreba TviTonvea. amitom, unda<br />
gaZlos kidec bolomde, vidre mis Semdgom<br />
momavalTa jeri dadgebodes. isini (momavalni)<br />
TavianTi cxovrebiT movlen, oRond, Cven adgili<br />
unda SevunaxoT qveyanaze. qveyana unda<br />
davaxvedroT adgilze. Tundac Zroxa da futkari<br />
unda gadavurCinoT rogorme, Tavidan rom ar<br />
daWirdeT yvelafris dawyeba, erTmaneTis sisxlis<br />
sma da erTmaneTis RviZlis wuwvna. danarCeni<br />
TviTon ician - an Segvrisxaven, an Segvindoben.<br />
magram veraviTar SemTxvevaSi ver darCebian<br />
gulgrilni Cveni giJuri vnebebis, Zvelmoduri<br />
grZnobebisa Tu gulubryvilo gancdebis mimarT,<br />
radgan sxvaTa Serisxvaca da Sendobac mxolod<br />
imas ZaluZs, visac Tavadac uwvnevia imedis<br />
simwareca da Sxamis sitkboc. amitom, Sen xar Cemi<br />
batoni, naadrev sikvdils yvelaferi sjobs.<br />
gardaicvaleT, oRond nu mokvdebiT. mSvidad<br />
mRelvarebisa ar iyos, esec Zalian Znelia, magram<br />
SesaZlebelia. bolos da bolos, gardaqmna igive<br />
gardacvalebaa. bunebaSic da cxovrebaSic<br />
aucileblad dgeba Jami, roca raRaca unda<br />
gardaiqmnas, anu, gardaicvalos. aqedan<br />
gamomdinare, unda Tu ar unda, moswons Tu ar<br />
moswons, <strong>avel</strong>umic droisgan Tavsmoxveul<br />
cvlilebebs eqvemdebareba da ara misganve
SemuSavebulsa da dagegmils. dro hqmnis Segnebas.<br />
dro sicocxlea da yoveli wami Zvirfasi<br />
saCuqaria, ganumeorebeli SemTxvevaa - moixedav da<br />
aRar dagxvdeba, samudamod gagisxlteba xelidan.<br />
dabejiTebiT veRarc ityvi, marTla iyo Tu ara,<br />
magaliTad, ormocdaTeqvsmetis cxra marti Tu<br />
oTxmocdacxris cxra aprili (marto aqedanac<br />
Cans, cxra rom qarTuli cifria). maT Soris<br />
qristes mTeli cxovreba eteva, magram dro mainc<br />
gadis! mainc Tavisas akeTebs - usasrulod qmnis<br />
axal Segnebebs. misi wyalobaa, sicocxle Tu<br />
grZeldeba, miuxedavad yvelafrisa, zemoT<br />
naTqvamis CaTvliT. mamali mainc yivis, ZaRli mainc<br />
yefs, cxeni mainc xvixvinebs, kameCi mainc yoyinebs,<br />
saqarTvelo ki mainc omobs. momikide, Tu kaci xar,<br />
am Cemodans xeli. qva Camiwyo, mgoni, viRacam. naxa<br />
imanac xumrobis dro. araa Cveni saSveli. saiT<br />
gagiweviaT, batono, am dila uTenia, jer<br />
konstantinepolsa da mere parizs. sadac ukeTesad<br />
viqnebi. ki magram, ratom CqarobT ase? iqneb ar<br />
vagebT oms?! mag imedze iyos Cveni avadmaxsenebeli.<br />
bolos da bolos, ramdenjer SeiZleba waagos<br />
erTma da imave qveyanam erTi da igive omi,<br />
yovelTvis gamoucxadebeli da yovelTvis<br />
winaswar amoxsnili, saWadrako etiudiviT.<br />
TeTrebi (igive wiTlebi) iwyeben da igeben. dResac<br />
es omi grZeldeba, CvenSi rom vTqvaT. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki<br />
ukve zemels gascda, meore Zegli moitova ukan,<br />
amjerad poetisa. sainteresoa, jer muza iyo Tu<br />
poeti? magram axla amis gasarkvevad ar scalia<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ums. isic ar icis, sad unda eZebos is, vis<br />
saZebradac gamovida Sinidan. ar icis, magram
midis, radgan ar SeuZlia ar wavides. alalbedze<br />
midis. bednieri SemTxvevis imediT. rogorc mTeli<br />
sicocxle dadioda. cxovreba is aris, rac<br />
SemTxveviT gardagvxdeba Tavs da ara is, rac<br />
winaswar viciT. winaswar mxolod erTi ram icis<br />
kacma - adre Tu gvian, isic mokvdeba... xan<br />
samSobiaros ezos ZaRlebi mosdeven TiTqos yefiT<br />
- daabrune bavSvio - xan parizis Toliebi scemen<br />
TiTqos saxeSi sveli frTebiT - ram gagaxsena Cveni<br />
Tavi, ratom wamogvSale am siciveSio - magram is<br />
mainc midis, mainc arafers epueba. irgvliv ki<br />
sruli sibnelea. kaciSvili ar WaWanebs. TiTqos<br />
mTeli qalaqi erT did ormoSi Cavardnila da<br />
xelis Camwodebelic aravin darCenila, mis meti.<br />
Tumca, ara! ori biWi dgas win, sportul<br />
maRaziasTan. sicivisagan awurulni, mouTmenlad<br />
iyurebian misken. yvelafers unda elodos kaci<br />
maTgan. Tavisufleba moZaladeebsac amravlebs.<br />
"asanTi xom ar gaqvso" - Soridanve ekiTxeba erTi.<br />
"ara maqvs... samwuxarodo" - fexs anelebs <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />
da uneburad xels irtyams jibeze, TiTqos Tavs<br />
amowmebs, anda, kidev uaresi, TiTqos imaT<br />
umtkicebs, ai, marTla ara maqvso. "au, wamo ra<br />
deidaSenTan, gaviyine" - ambobs meore biWi. "ra<br />
dros deidaCemia, debilo, xo gagiJda!" - pasuxobs<br />
pirveli.
ori wuTis Semdeg ki <strong>avel</strong>umi Zlierma,<br />
moulodnelma biZgma SeaCera. jer egona, gaWimul<br />
mavTuls gadavawydio - ukan gadaqanda mTeli<br />
taniT da ara marto gaukvirda, raRacnairad ewyina<br />
kidec, Seuracxyofilad igrZno Tavi, ase<br />
veragulad rom gaaCeres misianebma. - maxeSi gaabes<br />
mtris mzveraviviT - roca SeeZloT ubralod<br />
eTqvaT, amis iqiT aRar SeiZleba wasvlao da isic<br />
gaCerdeboda, gamobrundeboda. magram vis unda<br />
eTqva, roca kaciSvili ar Sexvedria (im ori biWis<br />
meti, asanTi rom sTxoves Tu moTxoves weRan), arc<br />
"imelamde" da arc "imelTan", sadac pirobiTad<br />
mTavrdeboda "meryevTa" da iwyeboda "meomarTa"<br />
qalaqi. betonis lodebiT datvirTuli kamazebi<br />
sam mwkrivad ki idgnen, magram aravis gauCerebia is,<br />
aravin mdgara siaxloves xmisgamcemi, anda,<br />
yvelani ise moxerxebulad isxdnen samalavebSi,<br />
qajic ver aRmoaCendaT, daqiravebuli<br />
snaiperebiviT. imanac daukiTxavad, unebarTvod<br />
Seabija omis samflobeloSi, magram uceb (swored<br />
maSin, roca cecxlwakidebuli "Tbilisis"<br />
danaxvaze uneburad kidev ufro auCqara fexs),<br />
uCinar, SeniRbul winaaRmdegobas gadaawyda da<br />
mTeli taniT gadaqanda ukan, erTdroulad<br />
SeZrwunebulica da gaocebul-Seuracxyofilic.<br />
etyoba, gulis siRrmeSi, mainc ar elodeboda, mis<br />
mimarTac Tu gamoiyenebdnen misianebi "gaCerebis"<br />
aseT veragul meTods, Tundac imitom... Tundac<br />
imitom, erTnairad rom TanaugrZnobda meomar<br />
mxareebs, rogorc adamiani. anu, erTnairad<br />
ekuTvnoda orives da arc erTisa sjeroda<br />
bolomde. magram arc isaa gamoricxuli, orive
meomar mxares swored amis gamo Seeracxa is mtrad<br />
da es omi, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, mis<br />
winaaRmdegac yofiliyo mimarTuli, mis<br />
mosaspobad, rogorc mesamisa da, amdenad,<br />
zedmetisa.
cal fexze scada Tavis Semagreba. xelebi<br />
TavisTavad gaeSala, frTebiviT, magram, ase<br />
frTebgaSlili da calfexaweuli, TiTqos<br />
raRacas (ramac SeaCera) unda gadaabijoso, pirqve<br />
daenarcxa carieli gilzebiTa da SuSis<br />
namsxvrevebiT dafarul asfaltze. "kidev kargi<br />
TavSi ar momxvdao" - gaifiqra gauazreblad. ufro<br />
sworad, TavisTavad amoutivtivda erT-erTi<br />
uZvelesi SiSi, sulis fskerze saguldagulod<br />
Camarxuli, magram verdaviwyebuli da araerTxel<br />
gancdili pirvelyofili ZaliT, rogorc bavSvma<br />
ganicada, denTis suniTa da boliT uaresad<br />
CaxuTul gamoqvabulSi, tyviiT Tavaxdili gvamis<br />
danaxvaze. Cvenebis dasafrTxobad, gadmobruneba<br />
scada, Tumca, yvelafers erCia ase wola,<br />
gaunZrevlad, pirqve damxobils rkinasaviT<br />
mkvrivsa da gaToSil asfaltze. sxeulis<br />
romeliRac nawili TandaTanobiT uxurdeboda da<br />
esec siamovnebda. raRaca, Tbili da webovani,<br />
zantad, mdored, usasrulod da samudamod<br />
gamodioda misi arsebidan. mere uaRresad nacnobi<br />
xma Caesma - "miSveleT, cocxaliao" - da gauxarda,<br />
gaurkveveli, Zirfesvianad Semaryeveli imedi<br />
Caesaxa da TviTonac undoda daeyvira: "miSveleT,<br />
cocxali varo" magram ena ar damorCilda. didi<br />
xania icoda, raRac amis magvari unda momxdariyo,<br />
daRupvis winaTgrZnoba giJiviT daarbeninebda win<br />
da ukan (parizSic ki Caafrina), magram axla,<br />
raRacnairad amSvidebda kidec winaTgrZnobis<br />
gamarTleba da Tavs valdebulad Tvlida,<br />
mSvidad, Rirseulad daxvedroda imas, rasac<br />
amdeni xani SfoTviTa da mRelvarebiT gaurboda.
ogorc iqna, dadga Jami simSvidisa, netarebisa,<br />
gancxromisa, sinaTlisa... da madlobT Sen ufalo!<br />
magram das ra akivlebs? an saidan gaCnda aq, ase<br />
moulodnelad? axla gaaxsenda, Zma rom hyavda?<br />
sad iyo aqamde? Tu axla gaigo mxolod, mis meti<br />
aravin rom darCa mis Zmas damtirebeli? jer<br />
moikveTa, axla ki, miSveleTo, kivis. Tumca, gana<br />
isic ar moikveTes? simarTle Tu gindaT, jer is<br />
moikveTes misianebma, anu, gadaarCines sabWourad.<br />
ufro Tu davazustebT, SimSilisgan gadaarCines,<br />
oRond ukve sxva adamianad gardaqmnili. kato iqca<br />
ekad. anda, ekam SeWama kato, ris Sedegadac<br />
TavisTavad gadaiWra SimSilis problemac. katos<br />
aRar Sioda, radgan aRar arsebobda. xolo katoTi<br />
gamZRar ekas saWmlisken gaxedvac aRar undoda. ase<br />
rom, ufro martivad moxda yvelaferi, vidre<br />
iTqmis. es ki, upirveles yovlisa, xelisuflebis<br />
damsaxurebaa, man ar dauSva wonasworobis<br />
darRveva, arc cxovrebaSi da arc bunebaSi.<br />
viRacas ki daaklda, magram viRacas miemata. Rrma,<br />
amouvsebeli ormo ki gaCnda, vTqvaT, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />
gulSi, magram viRacis gulSi iseTive ormo<br />
amoivso Sesabamisad. da mainc, rogorc ar unda<br />
gavicinoT, marTlac es iyo albaT erTaderTi gza<br />
xsnisa, oRond, rasakvirvelia, bavSvobaSi, roca<br />
veravin gabedavda mSoblebgadasaxlebuli da-Zmis<br />
gamoqomagebas, veravin SeifarebdaT, bebiis meti,<br />
romelsac verc xelisufleba SeaSinebda da verc<br />
mamazecieri, magram, rogorc ar unda eoma, mainc<br />
ver gaswvdeboda ded-mamiani oblebis sicocxles<br />
kaliis gadaZovil qveyanaSi, mainc verafers<br />
gaxdeboda, verc xelisuflebasTan da, miT ufro,
verc SimSilTan, ubedurebisgan, umweobisgan,<br />
uimedobisgan Wkuidan gadamcdari dedaberi.<br />
gazafxulze WinWars krefda Robis ZirebSi.<br />
soflis giJsa hgavda, Tavsafridan TmagamoCeCili,<br />
daZenZili xelTaTmanidan TiTebgamoyrili.<br />
zamTarSi ki tyis xils agrovebda, nadirs<br />
arTmevda, nadiriviT dabRortnil-dakawruli,<br />
erTnairad ganwiruli RmerTisganac da<br />
kacisganac. isic erTnairad wyevlida RmerTsac da<br />
kacsac. sasowarkveTilebisgan, mrisxanebisgan<br />
TvalebgadaTeTrebuli, ybaacaxcaxebuli. aRar<br />
iyo saSveli, mosveneba, yurTasmena... da isic,<br />
gaCuqebuli, wyalwaRebuliviT waetana<br />
Tbilisidan Camosul deidas, uSvilobiT<br />
daxavsebulsa da mainc dedobis JiniT Sepyrobil<br />
qalbatons, romelsac sakuTari Jinis mokvla<br />
sxvebisTvisac madli egona da RvTisnier saqmed<br />
Tvlida sxvisi naoxris sakuTar naSierad<br />
gardasaxvas, gadakeTebas, gardaqmnas. ase<br />
fiqrobdnen sxvebic. yvela. TviTonac. bolowuTas<br />
ukve manqanidan, enac ki gamouyo Zmas, niSni mougo,<br />
viTom, Sen ikiTxe, Torem me gamomiCnda patronio.<br />
xeli ar gauSvia im ucxo qalisTvis, vidre is<br />
bebias "urigdeboda" mis Taobaze, ufro sworad,<br />
ukan ubrunebda patara boxCad gamokrul mis<br />
"gamosasvlel" nifxav-perangs, vin icis,<br />
ramdenjer garecxilsa da dakemsils<br />
Tvalgawyalebuli da TiTebdakrunCxuli bebiis<br />
oxvra-wuwuniT. im dRis mere <strong>avel</strong>umma mxolod<br />
erTxel naxa sakuTari da - Cumad CaakiTxa<br />
TbilisSi (vidre yaCaRad gavardeboda) da<br />
skolasTan daxvda diliT, magram gaCuqebulma dam
moswavlis CanTiT scema, axlos ar gaikara, da<br />
roca miliciac Caeria saqmeSi, arc maSin moswvia<br />
guli, arc maSin Seuwuxebia jigars, arc maSin<br />
wamoscdenia, ar daiWiroT, Cemi Zmaao. ra Tqma unda,<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ummac Seunaxa namusi, ar gasca, ar amxila,<br />
saxalxod uaryo imanac misi Zmoba. is ki ar Tqva,<br />
yaCaRad vapireb gavardnas, magram meSinia, ar minda,<br />
yvelanairad viTrev fexs da dasac imitom<br />
CamovakiTxe, iqneb rogorme Semaferxos, ar<br />
gamiSvas, sxva gza maswavlos rameo, aramed,<br />
pirvelad vxedav saerTod da CanTa mindoda<br />
wamerTmiao - ganucxada milicias. oRond, amas rom<br />
ambobda, ise guldaTuTquli tiroda Tan,<br />
miliciac daeWvda, raRac sxvanairad tiris es<br />
SobelZaRlio. imis mere aRarc ucdia dasTan<br />
Sexvedra. piriqiT, yvelanairad aridebda Tavs<br />
(axla ukve nayaCaRari). eSinoda, Cems gamo raime<br />
usiamovneba ar Sexvdeso. eg iyo, rom Svils<br />
daarqva misi saxeli, ufro zustad, konspiraciis<br />
mizniT, erT saxelad gaaerTiana dis saxelis<br />
yvela SesaZlebeli varianti. rac mTavaria, aRarc<br />
das gamouCenia masTan Sexvedris survili.<br />
samudamod, ukanmouxedavad, ukvalod wavida<br />
misgan, sxva qalaqSi, sxva qveyanaSi, sxva<br />
kontinentze, sxva planetaze, sxva galaqtikaSi<br />
saerTod, oblobasa da SimSils gadarCenili,<br />
magram samudamod gulmokluli, samudamod<br />
dakninebuli misianebis Tundac iZulebiTi<br />
daundoblobiTa da sisastikiT. ramac uWkuobis<br />
Jams aRafrTovana, imanve Seuracxyo ukve WkuaSi<br />
Cavardnili da TviTonac iZulebiTi<br />
daundoblobiTa da sisastikiT gadauxada
misianebs - usityvod, ucremlod, usayvedurod<br />
Seaqcia zurgi. gadamrCenels ar apatia gadarCena<br />
gardaqmnis safasurad. axla ki Sua quCaSi<br />
gaSotil Zmas dasdgomia Tavze da kivis -<br />
miSveleT, cocxaliao!
gons rom moego, manqanasTan iwva, manqanis<br />
borbalze hqonda Tavi midebuli. irgvliv<br />
dafSxvnili SuSa eyara. uneburad muWiT moboWa da<br />
sasiamovnod daesera xelisguli. igrZno, rogor<br />
gamoJona sisxlma sxvadasxva adgilas<br />
erTdroulad. sisxlSi areuli SuSa kanze<br />
ewebeboda. Tavze ki ekaekaterinekato da is ori<br />
biWi dasdgomoda, sportis maRaziasTan rom naxa<br />
odesRac, TiTqos sxva cxovrebaSi. ki ar icno,<br />
gaaxsenda, mixvda, tanma uazra, isini ariano, Torem<br />
arafriT gamoirCeodnen sxva Tbiliseli<br />
biWebisgan, imaTac grZel, CafarTxunebul<br />
svitrebze Txeli kurtakebi SemoecvaT da<br />
nikolsonis CaCebi warbebamde CamoefxataT.<br />
ekaekaterinekatos xelSi avtomati eWira.<br />
TavSiSveli iyo. laparakisas Tbili haeris TeTri<br />
bolqvebi amosdioda piridan, oRond, <strong>avel</strong>ums ar<br />
esmoda misi laparaki. iwva da iRimeboda, ar<br />
SeeSindeso. Tumca wesierad TviTonac ar icoda,<br />
risi ar unda SeSineboda ekaekaterinekatos, ratom<br />
iwva Tavad aq, quCaSi, da ratom ar esmoda<br />
maincdamainc Svilis xma, roca saerTod<br />
yvelaferi esmoda - dafSxvnili SuSis xraSaxruSic,<br />
xanZris gugunic, mTavrobis sasaxlis<br />
Tavze tyviebiT dafleTili droSis moulodneli<br />
SefrTxialebac. samagierod, Svilis Tbili<br />
amonasunTqi damamSvideblad elamuneboda saxeze.<br />
Svilis amonasunTqs SigadaSig sasmelis sunic<br />
dahkravda da manqanis borbalTan miwolili<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umi sulelurad iRimeboda siamovnebisagan.<br />
uceb melaniam gamoxeda saTvales zemodan da<br />
mogonili simkacriT dautatana: adeqi,
sircxvilia, ras goraob quCaSi amxela kacio.<br />
imdenad cxadi, imdenad cocxali Cveneba iyo -<br />
albaT mec ukve mkvdari varo - gaifiqra<br />
udrtvinvelad, guls gareT. marTlac, colis<br />
(mkvdris) xma esmoda, Svilisa ki (cocxlis) ara.<br />
coli ise, sxvaTa Soris daelaparaka da<br />
mSvenivrad gaagebina yvelaferi, Svils ki saxezec<br />
etyoboda, mTeli xmiT rom uyviroda raRacas,<br />
magram amas mainc ar esmoda. Tumca, ver daiCemebda,<br />
ginda Tu ara, movkvdio, radgan jer kidev stkioda<br />
raRaca, fexebi gasToSvoda sicivisgan, sisxlSi<br />
azelil SuSas ki nela asorsolebda muWSi. isev<br />
scada dalaparakeba, magram amjeradac araferi<br />
gamouvida. seleqtoris xrialis magvari xma<br />
gamosca misma arsebam, masTan SeuTanxmeblad,<br />
TiTqos yelSi gaCxerili ekliani burTis<br />
moSorebas cdilobda uneburad. gamwarebulma<br />
ekaekaterinekatom avtomati mouqnia damwvar<br />
manqanas da saswaulad gadarCenili wina fari<br />
Caumsxvria kondaxiT. minis namsxvrevebi <strong>avel</strong>umsac<br />
Seeyara saxeSi, Tumca, araviTari yuradReba ar<br />
miuqcevia amisTvis. isedac SuSaSi iwva. pirvelad<br />
rom gons moego, erTi piroba egona, saavtomobilo<br />
katastrofaSi moxvedriliyvnen isa da melania da<br />
im carieli bocoebis namsxvrevebSi iwvnen,<br />
romlebiTac maTi manqana iyo gamotenili maTi<br />
qorwinebis dRes (saRamos). magram es SegrZneba<br />
didxans ar gagrZelebula. samagierod, didxans da<br />
SemaSfoTeblad grZnobda, rogor eToSeboda<br />
sxeuli. fexebidan daZruli sicive jiutad<br />
miiwevda maRla. guli gamalebiT ucemda, aqeT-iqiT<br />
awydeboda mkerdSi, galiis CitiviT - Tvali rom
moukravs, SemTxveviT, misken gamococebuli<br />
gvelisTvis. Tumca, Tavisuflad SeiZleboda, es<br />
sicive Cveulebrivi Tbilisuri dekembris (Tundac,<br />
ianvris) sicive yofiliyo da ara karsmomdgari<br />
sikvdilisa. magram, rogorc ukve vTqviT, melanias<br />
xma esmoda, ekaekaterinekatosi ki ara. rac<br />
mTavaria, TviTon ki aRar iyo TiTqos, aramed is<br />
biWi, ormocdaTeqvsmetSi rom gadaarCina, anu, ukve<br />
orjer rom moatyua mwared - ormocdaTeqvsmetSi<br />
sadarbazoSi dasva, dRes ki - sakuTar binaSi,<br />
SviliSvilis sasTumalTan. da ai, axla Tavad<br />
qceuliyo im biWad, fexebi sisxlis gubeSi ewyo da<br />
elodeboda, rodis moakiTxavda sakuTar Tavs,<br />
SeumCnevlad, uCumrad, umtkivneulod<br />
gardacvlils am xnis ganmavlobaSi. misi adgili<br />
ki mkvdreTiT aRmdgarsa da axleburad<br />
wvergauparsav biWad gardaqmnils daekavebina<br />
amjerad. mSvelelTa axali cvla gamosuliyo<br />
asparezze, magram rogorc im Soreul dRes, axlac<br />
ver gaarkvevdi, vin iyo gadasarCeni da vin<br />
gadamrCeneli.
"gesmis Cemi? mama! gesmis Cemi" - mainc gamoarRvia<br />
misi gamaognebeli siyrue ekaekaterinekatos xmam<br />
da, qveynis damaqcevari ZaliT damuxtuli, orive<br />
yurSi erTdroulad gaskda mexiviT, yumbarasaviT.<br />
"wadi, Svils mixede," - Tqva uceb <strong>avel</strong>umma,<br />
TviTonac rom ar elodeboda, ise mkafiod, ise<br />
mSvidad, ise Tavisuflad, gegonebodaT,<br />
momakvdavma rezidentma, bolo wuTas, mainc<br />
moaswro da saxelmwifo mniSvnelobis saidumlo -<br />
axali iaraRis formula Tu saswaulmoqmedi<br />
wamlis recepti - gadasca Tavisianso. "nu<br />
laparakob, ar SeiZleba - gaaCuma Svilma. mis win<br />
cal muxlze CaCoqiliyo, Tan aTrTolebul xels<br />
frTxilad usvamda saxeze - axlave movlen biWebi.<br />
nu geSinia" - gaagrZela yalbi arxeinobiT da -<br />
gtkivao? - CaekiTxa maSinve, gulwrfeli,<br />
SeuniRbavi cnobismoyvareobiT. <strong>avel</strong>ums stkioda,<br />
magram Svilis yuradRebam ufro auCuya guli,<br />
madlierebis cremli TavisiT Camoacocda loyaze,<br />
ramac TviTonve Seawuxa - Sercxva Svilisa.<br />
"gayidvaSia naftalini. siarulSia fexebi. WamaSia<br />
Rvezeli" - gaixumra Tavisi WkuiT, uneburad<br />
gamomJRavnebuli sisustis misaCqmalad. SeiZleba,<br />
arc icoda, ras ambobda. anda, ar icoda, ratom<br />
ambobda, maincdamainc, imas, rasac ambobda. misi<br />
arseba araviTar kontrols aRar eqvemdebareboda -<br />
ganTavisuflebuliyo yvelafrisagan, sakuTari<br />
Tavisganac - da erTaderTi, rac kidev unarCunebda<br />
aRqmisa da gansjis unars, sasmelis suni iyo,<br />
romelic mis qaliSvils amosdioda piridan,<br />
rogorc Cveulebriv rigiT jariskacs, da romelic<br />
axla ufro mZafrad scemda saxeSi. magram Svilma
isev rom gaaCuma, misive cremliT sveli TiTebi<br />
isev rom daafara tuCebze, gabrazda, Svilis<br />
gulkeTilma miuxvedrelobam gaabraza - Svili<br />
viTom Sveloda, viTom ufrTxildeboda, arada<br />
laparaks ar aclida da, SeiZleba, ukanasknel<br />
sityvasac uxSobda ZaliT, im ukanasknel sityvas,<br />
romlis saTqmeladac emzadeboda mTeli<br />
sicocxle, sizmarSi Tu cxadSi. garda amisa, Tu<br />
vinmesTan hqonda salaparako, SvilTan hqonda<br />
swored da, saxelmwifosgan gansxvavebiT, is mainc<br />
Tu daaclida, bevr rames etyoda. upirveles<br />
yovlisa ki imas etyoda, Tavisuflebis survili<br />
srulebiTac rom ar niSnavs TavisuflebisaTvis<br />
mzadyofnas, rogorc sqesobrivi simwife ar<br />
niSnavs, ojaxisSeqmnac rom SegiZlia.<br />
Tavisuflebis survilis mokvla xelovnuri<br />
frTebiTac SeiZleba, Tavisuflebis ufleba ki<br />
Zalian prozaulad, Zalian araromantikulad<br />
moipoveba mxolod. jer swavla da mere gavla - ai,<br />
umartivesi pasuxi am maradiuli rebusisa,<br />
romelsac adamiani gaCenis dRidan daaTrevs Tan,<br />
rogorc lokokina niJaras, romelic, erTsadaimave<br />
dros TavSesafaricaa misTvis da satusaRoc.<br />
danarCeni sisulelea yvelaferi. sisulele. da<br />
gindac ar moesmina, gindac bodvad CaeTvala misi<br />
nalaparakevi Svils, amas mainc unda eTqva, rac<br />
icoda, rac misi simarTle iyo, rac sjeroda, rac<br />
cxovrebam Caunerga, rasakvirvelia, misma<br />
cxovrebam, ris gamoc arasodes ucdia sxvisTvisac<br />
moexvia Tavze sakuTari codna-gamocdileba.<br />
magram Svili araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar SeiZleba<br />
iyos "sxva" da, aqedan gamomdinare, evaleboda
kidec, axla mainc eTqva swored SvilisTvis, rac<br />
aqamde ver Tqva Tu ar Tqva, da rasac Svilis garda,<br />
sxva mainc veravin gaigebda. albaT amitomac<br />
Seaxvedra isini RmerTma, marTlac rom saswaulad,<br />
da Tavisuflad SeiZleboda, aRar miscemodaT amis<br />
SesaZlebloba. <strong>avel</strong>ums ukve yvelaferi tkioda.<br />
Tumca, ara, tkivilma gadauara, an ra saxsenebeli<br />
iyo axla tkivili - sicocxlis cerberi!- roca<br />
aRaraferi darCeniliyo Tavad sicocxlisgan (ra<br />
Tqma unda, misi sicocxlisgan), am qeciani daskvnis<br />
meti. Tumca "qeciani daskvna" srulebiTac ar<br />
Seefereboda mis Tvalsazriss, ar gamoxatavda mis<br />
WeSmarit Sexedulebas sakuTar cxovrebaze da<br />
umal mxatvruli samkauli iyo wamieri fiqrisa,<br />
vidre filosofiuri kategoria. arada, Tavad<br />
kmayofili darCa am metaforiT. "qeciani daskvnao"<br />
- kmayofilma gaimeora gunebaSi. magram es<br />
moCvenebiTi, yalbi, sizmrismieri kmayofileba<br />
gaxldaT, imis tyupiscali, mZinares rom<br />
eufleboda xolme, roca misi gamoTiSuli goneba,<br />
ukve Camqrali, ukve saRi azrovnebis ki ara,<br />
saerTod ramis Seqmnis unars moklebuli,<br />
uneburad imeorebda azrovnebis, Seqmnis process<br />
da araTu namdvilis, aramed Sedevris elferSic<br />
xvevda mozmanebul leqssa Tu romelime calkeul<br />
gamonaTqvams, rac sinamdvileSi Cveulebrivi<br />
abrakadabraa, gnebavT, inteleqtualuri nagavi,<br />
fiqris jarTi, ocnebis Slami Tu survilis nexvi -<br />
SeumCnevlad dagrovili tvinis idumali<br />
labirinTis xvrelebSi.
"Svilis sisxlSi Cadga fexi. yvelani daviRupeT"<br />
- Tqva <strong>avel</strong>umma ukve CifCifiT, ukve<br />
sikvdilgamjdarma. sinamdvileSi ver Tqva, ver<br />
moaxerxa. qveda yba gaSeSeboda da es marto sicivis<br />
brali ar unda yofiliyo. nokautidan Zlivs<br />
gamorkveul mokrivesaviT, gaubedavad scada ybis<br />
ganZreva, magram ar gamouvida. "gauSvi axlave<br />
xeli. gauSvi meTqi. gesvri!" - iyvira<br />
ekaekaterinekatom da imave wams axalwlis Ramis<br />
mogugune siCumeSi damafrTxoblad gaCxakunda<br />
avtomatis saketi. imdenad moulodneli, ufro<br />
zustad ki, imdenad mosalodneli, imdenad<br />
bunebrivi iyo es xma garemosTvis, uneburad<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umic daiZaba, gaitruna, gailursa, raRacis,<br />
marTalia isev gaurkvevlis, magram amjerad<br />
ueWvelad uaresis molodinSi.
ekaekaterinekato fexze wamomdgariyo. erT-erTi<br />
biWi uknidan xvevda yelze xelebs. meore<br />
avtomatis warTmevas upirebda. gamwarebuli<br />
ibrZodnen samiveni: uxmod, daundoblad.<br />
ekaekaterinekato, etyoba, veRar yviroda, magrad<br />
hqonda xelebi yelSi waWerili, magram mainc ar<br />
Tmobda avtomats. SiSisagan saxegadaSlili,<br />
gondaxSuli biWebic umal daixocebodnen, vidre<br />
ganzraxvaze aiRebdnen xels. uceb avtomati<br />
TiTqos TavisTavad Sexta haerSi da<br />
ekaekaterinekatos cxvirpirSi daeZgera. imave wams<br />
<strong>avel</strong>ummac mTeli ZaliT miaxeTqa kefa damwvari<br />
manqanis borbals da ufro mixvda, vidre igrZno,<br />
rogor gauara tyviam tvinSi. biWebic imave wams<br />
gaiqcnen. mokuzulebi, wingadaxrilebi garbodnen,<br />
Tumca aravin gahkidebiaT. mewinaves<br />
ekaekaterinekatos avtomati Caexutebina mkerdSi<br />
da imaTma wagrZelebulma mocaxcaxe landebma<br />
uzarmazari virTxebiviT gadairbines xanZris<br />
gamonaSuqiT ganaTebul kedelze. "mama. mama. mama" -<br />
kioda cxvirpirdasisxlianebuli<br />
ekaekaterinekato.
uceb, mcxunvare mzem gadaaCaxCaxa iqauroba. jer<br />
kidev namian xeebze Citebi aJivJivdnen. balaxSi<br />
masTan TamaSiT daqanculi ZaRlebi eyarnen da<br />
enagadmogdebulni qaqanebdnen. "mama. mama. mama" -<br />
kioda ekaekaterinekato, romelic axla unda<br />
dabadebuliyo swored: melania wuxel moiyvanes aq<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umma da dedamisma da imis mere fexi ar<br />
moucvliaT aqedan - deda samSobiaros<br />
mosacdelSi ijda mTeli Rame, TviTon ki upatrono<br />
ZaRlebs eTamaSeboda ezoSi, Zili rom ar moreoda<br />
da droc gaeyvana rogorme. am dros, deda gamoCnda<br />
moasfaltebul bilikze. Cqara modioda da imasac<br />
TvalismomWreli naTeli gadasdioda saxeze. rac<br />
mTavaria, imanac icoda, misi Svili misi Svili ki<br />
ar iyo, aramed ormocdaTeqvsmetis martSi, Sardis<br />
suniT aqoTebul sadarbazoSi gardacvlili biWi.<br />
magram esec iseTive bunebriv movlenad iTvleboda<br />
axla, rogorc sxva yvelaferi: mziT gabrwyinebul<br />
xeebze aJivJivebuli Citebi, enagadmogdebuli,<br />
aqaqanebuli ZaRlebi da moasfaltebul bilikze<br />
momavali deda. aCqarebulad momavali dedis<br />
danaxvaze guli gauCerda. mixvda, raRac diadis,<br />
idumalis, erTdroulad damamSvideblisa da<br />
damafrTxoblis mauwyeblad moiswrafoda<br />
dedamisi, Tumca, amas ra didi mixvedra undoda,<br />
xelSi Cvili eWira da Soridanve dauZaxa<br />
ZaRlebTan moTamaSe Svils: "momilocavs, Svili<br />
geyola, daviRupeTo". "mec momilocavso" - uTxra<br />
melaniam wynarad. Tvali ar gauxelia, isev ise<br />
TvaldaxuWuli iwva, mZinaresaviT, oRond,<br />
samSobiaroSi ki ara, Sin, sakuTar sawolSi. is ki<br />
(<strong>avel</strong>umi) telefonTan idga, melanias sawolTan,
sacvlebis amara, fexSiSveli, saqalaqTaSoriso<br />
telefonis zariT dafeTebuli, eswuTia<br />
wamovardnili sawolidan, da jer isev dabneuli<br />
bRujavda gaoflil yurmils, romelmac,<br />
keTilmosurneTa saxeliT, aseve eswuTia, auwya<br />
moskovidan, qaliSvili rom SesZenoda parizSi.<br />
jer gauxarda, mere dafrTxa, mere ifiqra, iqneb<br />
viRacaSi veSlebio, radgan TviTon, TviTon ki ar<br />
iyo, aramed ucnobi biWi, usaxo da usaxelo, misi<br />
imediT gardacvlili jer kidev<br />
ormocdaTeqvsmeti wlis martSi. magram dedamisi<br />
srulebiTac ar Seuferxebia am ambavs. piriqiT,<br />
Soridanve dauZaxa, momilocavso, rogorc ki<br />
dainaxa. Tumca, <strong>avel</strong>umic sul sxva ramem<br />
daafrTxo maSin. marTalia, Tavs ukve kacad<br />
Tvlida, magram Tavzardamcemi sisastikiTa da<br />
daundoblobiT, im wuTas igrZno pirvelad, Tu ra<br />
mZime tvirTia kacoba, ra Zneli satarebeli.<br />
ramxela pasuxismgeblobas akisrebda, ara marto<br />
axlaxans Sobili sicocxlis, aramed yvelafris<br />
mimarT, rac misi TandaswrebiT, masTan erTad,<br />
Tundac misi survilis gareSec arsebobda da<br />
arsebobis uflebas inarCunebda, miuxedavad<br />
cxovrebis sisastikisa da daundoblobisa -<br />
moJivJive, briyvi Citebi iqneboda es, acaxcaxebul<br />
foTlebze guluxvad gadaRvrili mze, sruliad<br />
ucxo adamianTan TamaSiT daqanculi ZaRlebi Tu<br />
moasfaltebul bilikze sulisSemZvrelad<br />
momRimari deda (<strong>avel</strong>ums ase momRimari, adreuli,<br />
ararsebuli bavSvobis mere, aRarc unaxavs is),<br />
romelic advili SesaZlebelia, marTla misi deda<br />
ki ar iyo, aramed quCaSi mokluli biWisa. "axla ra
unda vqna? rogor unda moviqceo?" - hkiTxa Tavadac<br />
momRimarma, dedisgan Rimilgadadebulma.<br />
"daviRupeT yvelanio"- Tqva dedam, viTom<br />
xumrobiT, da gaoflili Tma Sublidan frTxilad<br />
gadauwia Cvils, romelic erTdroulad<br />
<strong>avel</strong>umicaa, <strong>avel</strong>umis kanonieri da ukanono<br />
Svilic, ormocdaTeqvsmetSi daRupuli biWic da<br />
wvergauparsavi stumaric... mziT abrialebul<br />
akaciebze ki Citebi JivJiveben. irgvliv, namian<br />
balaxSi, ZaRlebi yrian da uaRresad Wkvianuri,<br />
azriani gamoxedviT malaven TavianT briyvul,<br />
sulelur fiqrebsa da survilebs. bilikze deda<br />
dgas, erTdroulad bednieric da ubeduric,<br />
xalisianic da fiqrianic - TvalgaSterebuli<br />
Tavisi maradiuli, dauleveli safiqralisTvis.<br />
mis xelebSi ki axali sicocxle feTqavs, sunTqavs,<br />
Cxavis, iWinTeba, ibrZvis, sibrazisgan<br />
saxedaWmuWnuli, damduRruliviT<br />
kanalaplapebuli da patara, lorwovani muStebiT<br />
igeriebs erTbaSad miqseul cxovrebas, eswuTia<br />
samoTxidan gamoZevebuli, damcirebuli,<br />
ugulebelyofili da mainc udiadesi,<br />
ukeTilSobilesi Sedegi <strong>avel</strong>umis uazro, umizno<br />
da umniSvnelo arsebobisa...
"miSveleT. miSveleT. miSveleT" - kivis<br />
ekaekaterinekato. mTavrobis sasaxlis Tavze<br />
xanZris mogugune gamonaSuqiT ganaTebuli da<br />
tyviebiT dafleTili droSa, ki ar frialebs,<br />
cdilobs ifrialos. <strong>avel</strong>ums ki hgonia, zRvis xma<br />
mesmiso. cremlebiT Tvalebdabinduli jer<br />
verafers xedavs da - "aki didi sinaTleao", -<br />
ubrazdeba Tu sayvedurobs viRacas. magram imave<br />
wams zRvis gabrwyinebuli zedapiric gamoCndeba.<br />
sibnelis zRva italReba Zirs, Tunuqisa da<br />
Siferis saxuravebiT mofenili - saxuravebis<br />
mTeli arqipelagi gadaWimula horizontamde -<br />
saxuravebze ki SiSveli adamianebi dganan, maRla<br />
iyurebian, misken, da Tavgamodebulni uyvirian<br />
raRacas. tuCebis moZraobaze etyobaT, erTsa da<br />
imave sityvas yviris yvela, magram Tavad sityva ar<br />
ismis, zRvisa Tu moaxlovebuli sinaTlis kidev<br />
ufro mZlavri guguni axSobs albaT. rac mTavaria<br />
"kunZulelebsac", dedamisiviT, axalSobili<br />
Cvilebi uWiravT xelSi, mas aCveneben, SeiZleba,<br />
awvdian kidec, magram swored am dros, oTxive<br />
mxridan, eniT uTqmeli sinaTle wamova da<br />
erTbaSad, uTavbolod gadaSlis yvelafers,<br />
rogorc uwmawur sityvasa Tu naxats gadaSlis<br />
xolme dafidan maswavlebeli, nerviuli, braziani<br />
siswrafiT...