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moclilo mkiTxvelo, dauficeblad damijere,<br />

bevrad ajobebda imas daewera sakuTari<br />

Tavgadasavali, vis Sesaxebac me vapireb giambo,<br />

ufro sworad, vis magivradac me momiwevs laparaki<br />

da albaT Senc gagiWirdeba xandaxan Cveni garCeva,<br />

rac garkveul dabneulobasTan erTad, did Sinagan<br />

Tavisuflebasac moganiWebs kiTxvisas - vinc<br />

gendomeba, imas warmoidgen avtoradac da<br />

gmiradac - ara marto imitom, erT dros, erT<br />

qveyanaSi, erT qalaqSi, erTsa da imave garemoSi<br />

rom mogviwia cxovreba avtorsac da gmirsac,<br />

aramed imitomac (da amas vaniWeb gadamwyvet<br />

mniSvnelobas), misi Tanamzraxveloba rom marguna<br />

bedma wilad, avad Tu kargad, mec rom viyavi misi<br />

Wirisa Tu lxinis moziare, misi mesaidumle,<br />

oRond, Cemgan (Cvengan) gansxvavebiT, is dabadebiT<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi gaxldaT, Cven ki, imis axloblebi,<br />

mxolod v<strong>avel</strong>umobdiT.


ac Seexeba Tavad "<strong>avel</strong>ums", Sumeruli sityvaa<br />

da Tavisufal, sruluflebian moqalaqes niSnavs.<br />

Tumca, erTaderTi wyaro, saidanac am sityvis<br />

warmomavloba irkveva, Cemive Zveli rveulia.<br />

magram CemTvisac Zneli dasadgenia ukve, Tavidan<br />

risTvis damWirda am sityvis amowera saidanRac<br />

(Tuki marTla Sumerulia) anda gamogoneba (Tuki<br />

marTla Cemi gamogonilia). rac mTavaria, amiT misi<br />

mniSvneloba ar icvleba - mainc imas niSnavs, rasac<br />

niSnavs, ra mniSvnelobac didma Sumerma Tu im didi<br />

Sumeris patara STamomavalma (ese igi - me!) mianiWa<br />

Tavis droze. sxva sakiTxia, ramdenad gasagebia am<br />

sityvis mniSvneloba dRes, Cveni gazeTebis eniT<br />

rom vTqvaT, raoden aqtualuria da ramdenad<br />

Seesabameba Tanamedrove cxovrebis<br />

moTxovnilebebs... magram mainc dabejiTebiT minda<br />

ganvacxado, rom <strong>avel</strong>umi mTeli Tavisi cxovrebis<br />

manZilze yvelanairad cdilobda swored<br />

Tavisufali, swored sruluflebiani moqalaqe<br />

yofiliyo Tundac marto mis warmodgenaSi<br />

arsebuli qveynisa. es ki, mogexsenebaT, arc ise<br />

advili misaRwevia da verc is miaRwevda (Tuki<br />

miaRwia saerTod), usiyvarulod rom gaetarebina<br />

erTi dRe mainc. mxolod siyvaruli aniWebda<br />

Tavisuflebisa da uflebamosilebis SegrZnebas<br />

da isic Tavganwirulad da usasrulod, gnebavT,<br />

uazrod da uSedegod ibrZoda imis gadasarCenad,<br />

rasac jer kidev siyvaruls veZaxiT da rac<br />

adamianTa miwier arsebobas cxovrebad gardaqmnis<br />

xolme, Tuki saerTo, sayovelTao, miT ufro,<br />

savaldebulo moTxovnilebad ki ar iqceva, aramed<br />

bolomde darCeba calkeuli, Taviseburad


damTxveuli pirovnebebis swrafvad, aCemebad,<br />

ocnebad, Jinad - risi umniSvnelo, sacodavi<br />

namcecebi albaT yvela Cvenganis xsovnaSic da<br />

yvela Cvenganis gulis miyruebul kunWulebSic<br />

aris CarCenili, rogorc safanti nadiris kunTsa<br />

Tu saxsarSi da, amdenad, TiTqmis arc arsebobs.


arc arsebobs-meTqi, vwer da jer TviTonve ar<br />

vici, rogor, ranairad SevZleb am "ararsebulis"<br />

sityviT gadmocemas. es xom igive iqneba, qars xmeli<br />

foTlebis gvirgvini davadga Tavze (Tuki,<br />

rasakvirvelia, is mainc mecodineba, sada aqvs qars<br />

an Tavi, an bolo). amitomac, es werili arc<br />

pativmoyvare qalis dRiuriviT saintereso<br />

sakiTxavi aRmoCndeba SenTvis, moclilo<br />

mkiTxvelo, da arc mravalWirnaxuli, nacxovrebi<br />

kacis memuarebiviT gamosadegi. magram werili<br />

TavisTavad uaRresad damaxasiaTebeli atributia<br />

saerTod siyvarulisTvis. dRes "epistoluri"<br />

urTierTobis mravali saxeoba arsebobs -<br />

telefoni, seleqtori, video Tu audio teqnika -<br />

magram werili mainc safuZvelia aseve ukve<br />

anaqronizmad gadaqceuli siyvarulis imperiebisa.<br />

Tavisuflad SeiZleba iTqvas, rom kacobriobam<br />

mTeli Tavisi sicocxle dasaweris SesaniRbi da<br />

dawerilis amosakiTxi saSualebebis Zebnasa da<br />

gamogonebas Sealia. riRaTi ar werdnen - rZianasa<br />

Tu xaxvis wveniT, leRvis lopoTi Tu gombeSos<br />

sisxliT, yornis naRvliTa Tu veSapis TesliT -<br />

uTqmeladac yvelasaTvis gasagebi "saidumlo" rom<br />

daefaraT rogorme da, imave dros, daundoblad<br />

spobdnen TviTonve sakuTari gulisTqmis kvals,<br />

xan sifrTxilis, xan simxdalis, xan siSlegisa da<br />

xan sibriyvis gamo. ase rom, epistoluri Janris<br />

saukeTeso nimuSebi, mourjulebel meocnebeTa da<br />

Tavisuflebis dauokebel motrfialeTa msgavsad,<br />

ZiriTadad koconze amTavrebdnen sicocxles -<br />

kvali ki ar rCeboda maTgan, aramed ferfli. magram<br />

es mravaltanjuli da daumsaxureblad


aTvalwunebuli Janri, Cemi Rrma rwmeniT, mainc<br />

Seucvlelia aqamde da Seucvlelia pirvel rigSi,<br />

diaxac rom, gansacvifrebeli tevadobisa da<br />

amtanobis wyalobiT. ra unda andoT, ar daitios<br />

da ra unda SeamTxvioT, ar aitanos. mec, raki<br />

Tundac am Cveulebriv werils vwer, etyoba, mjera<br />

kidec misi, misi sicocxlisunarianobisa da<br />

imisac, marTla rom waikiTxavs momavalSi viRac<br />

Cems nacodvilars. mwerloba ki, kacma rom Tqvas,<br />

swored esaa, anda, mxolod esaa - viRacisTvis xmis<br />

miwvdenis dauokebeli survili - Tu ver gagigebs,<br />

mogisminos mainc - nebayoflobiTi gulaxdilobaa,<br />

magram, amave dros, me Tu mkiTxavT, didi veraferi<br />

zrdilobaa, sruliad ucxo adamians Tavi<br />

moabezro misTvis aseve sruliad gaugebar<br />

satkivarebze wuwuniT. marTlac, ratom unda<br />

daainteresos viRacas, miT ufro, jer<br />

ardabadebul adamians, Tu ratom akeTebda Cemi<br />

Tanamedrove yovelTvis imas, risi gakeTebac ar<br />

SeeZlo?! anda, kidev uaresi - ramdeni<br />

wumpeCamdgari ormo iyo Cems dros TbilisSi da<br />

rogor axerxebdnen erTi da igive gamvlelebi<br />

erTsa da imave ormoebSi Cacvenas usasrulod?!


dRes, RvTis Zis nayofieri xorcSesxmidan<br />

aTascxraas oTxmocdacxra wlis Tavze,<br />

magaliTad, ramdenime Cernobiluri gripi<br />

erTdroulad mZvinvarebs kavkasiis qalaqTa Soris<br />

ulamazes qalaqSi. Tumca, gazafxulma,<br />

Cveulebisamebr, isev daamaxinja irgvliv<br />

yvelaferi - isedac uSno, uRimRamo saxlebisTvis<br />

sveli TiTebis anabeWdebi Seutovebia, rac<br />

gaWianurebul zamTarSi moCituli gogo-biWebis<br />

TvaliT, skolis sapirfareSoebis uxamsi<br />

mxatvrobisa Tu mxatvruli uxamsobis hiperbolur<br />

nimuSebad aRiqmeba. miwisqveSa gadasasvlelis<br />

kibis safexurebi daxeuli kartis nakuwebiTaa<br />

mofenili. kibis TavSi boSa qali qvesknelis<br />

diasaxlisiviT egebeba momavlis SiSiT<br />

aforiaqebul Tanamoqalaqeebs. erT xelSi Jangiani<br />

Tunuqis patara mrgvali kolofi uWiravs, "bedis<br />

werilebiT" savse, meoreze yviTeli, mobuzuli<br />

Citi uzis, "bedis gamrige", moferebiT "boria",<br />

romelsac erTbaSad (Tanac sul oc kapikad)<br />

SeuZlia gamogiyvanos gaurkvevlobis burusidan<br />

da "giTxras", ra gelodeba win. magram xalxs<br />

yvelaze metad swored amis gagebisa eSinia da<br />

saqmianad garbi-gamorbian Cabnelebul, viwro<br />

gvirabSi, viTom sadme mieCqarebodeT marTla.<br />

warRvnamdeli, siZvelisgan gverdze gadabrecili<br />

troleibusebi ZagZagiT miSlapunoben fekaluri<br />

wylis niaRvrebSi. gaurkveveli warmoSobis<br />

ormoebic binZuri, qafiani wyliTaa savse.<br />

trotuaris gaswvriv damxrCvali, mucelgaberili<br />

da fexebgafarCxuli virTxebi yria. afTiaqebis win<br />

ki grZeli rigebi dgas: mxdali, nervuli,


mouTmenari - moulodnelad erTs Seirxeva,<br />

gaiklakneba momakvdavi loqos kudiviT da isev<br />

gairindeba kargaxans. erTmaneTis zurgebs<br />

amofarebuli xalxi erTmaneTis kidev ufro<br />

daSinebiT iqcevs Tavs: gaige? gaigeT? kidev<br />

ormoci kaci mouklavs guSin. ormoci?! aki<br />

Tvrametio? sxva araferi gnebavT? Tvrameti kacis<br />

gulisTvis vin suleli gamogigzavnis grips, Tanac<br />

gansakuTrebuls, am siSoreze?! adamiani mkacrdeba<br />

wamlis molodinSi. SeiZleba, gazafxulis brali<br />

iyos esec. gazafxulze xom yvelaferi marTla<br />

rTuldeba, Tuki kargad davukvirdebiT. jer<br />

marto sasaflaoze gasvla TqviT. fafasaviT sqel<br />

talaxSi fexsacmeli sZvreba Wirisufals. verc<br />

yvavili uSovia. romc iSovos, ver iyidis. xels<br />

daswvavs. plastmasis yvavili unda gedos jibeSi.<br />

mudmivi. cota xans daudeb ferxTiT micvalebuls,<br />

gaferTxav da ukanve wamoiReb, isev saZebari rom ar<br />

gagixdes xvalisTvis. cxovreba iseTi mamaZaRlia,<br />

mkvdris gacurebasac gaswavlis. magram aravin<br />

icis, ra moxdeba xval. xval ki ara, dRes ra<br />

moxdeba, is ar viciT, ar viciT, erTi saaTis mere<br />

cocxlebi viqnebiT Tu ara saerTod. imitomac<br />

vlaparakobT amdens, sasaflaos talaxs vzelT Tu<br />

wamlis rigSi vdgavarT. laparakiT vmalavT<br />

uvicobas. ramdeni wami unda gavides, Tqveni azriT,<br />

erTi saaTis Semdeg rom iyos ukve? me mekiTxebiT?<br />

diiiax, batono, swored Tqven gekiTxebiT. me Tqvens<br />

Semdeg vdgavar. eg arafers niSnavs. Tu mipasuxebT,<br />

Cems rigs dagiTmobT. albaT isev samassamoci.<br />

darwmunebuli brZandebiT? darwmunebuli viyavi,<br />

axla ki, ra mogaxsenoT. mec manda var. aravin


aRaraa darwmunebuli. amas velodiT, moveswariT<br />

da... gveSinia. ara. imitom gveSinia, amas rom ar<br />

velodiT. arc gvifiqria amaze. vin ifiqrebda?<br />

erTbaSad iqca warsulad, rac jer kidev guSin<br />

maradiuli gvegona. kvarcxlbekze marto cali<br />

fexi darCenila. isic muxlsqvemoT. magram viTom<br />

esec niSnavs rames?! mobrundeba viTom?! yovel<br />

SemTxvevaSi, Cemi sakuTari TvaliT vnaxe, rogor<br />

Caatares mTel qalaqze, devis gvamiviT, wiTeli<br />

saRebaviT moTxupnili. bavSvebi Jivil-xiviliT<br />

misdevdnen ukan. da mainc, eSmakmac ar icis, ra<br />

iqneba xval, poeturi an filosofiuri ki ara,<br />

pirdapiri, Cveulebrivi gagebiT: xval, ese igi,<br />

dRes, jer kidev Cvens sinamdvileSi, vTqvaT, Ramis<br />

Tormet saaTamde (axalgazrdobaSi, xandaxan,<br />

gvianobamde rom SevrCebodiT xolme kafeSi, Cvens<br />

metrdotels ara marto guneba, garegnobac<br />

ecvleboda - marad momRimari da gulisxmieri<br />

maspinZeli, erT dabneul, tvingayinul fsiqopaTad<br />

gadaiqceoda, mxolod imitom, verafriT rom ver<br />

gaerkvia, ra eqna, ra ajobebda saqmisTvis, saerTo<br />

axsna-ganmartebiT baraTSi moeyara Tavi Cveni<br />

nalaparakevisaTvis, Tu orad gaeyo - Tormet<br />

saaTamde da Tormets Semdeg). eSmaki gatrunuli,<br />

TvalebmoWutuli uTvalTvalebs yvelafers, ra<br />

droc ar unda iyos saaTze, vidre ararsebul<br />

momavalSi ararsebul adresatamde miaRwevdes Cemi<br />

werili. marTlac, advilze advilia, saerTod ar<br />

dadges egreTwodebuli momavali, anu,<br />

kacobriobis xvalindeli dRe, rogorc poeturi,<br />

ise filosofiuri da, rasakvirvelia, pirdapiri,<br />

adamianuri gagebiT. dRevandelobis Semyures, amis


saTqmelad ara marto gambedaoba (Tundac<br />

nebadarTuli), aramed mizezic (Tundac<br />

subieqturi) sakmarisze meti momepoveba da<br />

araferi daSavdeba, erTi wuTiT mainc Tu<br />

gamovayofineb cxvirs bunagidan (anu, sakuTari<br />

gulidan) yvelasaTvis esoden sazarel eWvs.<br />

valdebulic var, ase moviqce. raki nebayoflobiT<br />

vikisre gulaxdiloba momavlis winaSe, rogorme<br />

unda movaxerxo kidec. rasakvirvelia, Cemi<br />

saidumlo mxolod da mxolod Cemi sakuTrebaa da<br />

rogorc momesurveba ise moveqcevi: minda davmalav<br />

(mainc araferi daakldeba amiT kacobriobas),<br />

minda gavamJRavneb (isev Cemi Wiis gasaxarad),<br />

magram Cemi mTavari saidumlo swored is gaxlavT,<br />

araferi rom ara maqvs dasamali. ufro sworad,<br />

arafris meSinia, arc awmyos daundoblobisa da<br />

arc momavlis gulgrilobisa. Tumca, piriqiT rom<br />

meTqva, albaT, ufro marTali viqnebodi. erTisac<br />

meSinia da meorisac. magram imdenad aRemateba am<br />

or SiSs mesame, saerTod ukvalod gaqrobis SiSi,<br />

mgoni ZaliT vateni viRacas Cems saidumlos, im<br />

pawia, magram milionTa da milionTa<br />

gamabriyvebeli imediT, iqneb viRacam rodismeo...<br />

da Tu marTla asea, maSin sulgrZelad unda<br />

mapatios yvelam, daukiTxavad, Tavxedurad,<br />

uaRresad piraduli interesebidan gamomdinare,<br />

rom vapireb sxvis cxovrebaSi SeWras, anu, jer<br />

ararsebuli momavlisgan moviTxov yuradRebasa<br />

da TanagrZnobas, roca dRevandelobisgan isic ar<br />

momiTxovia (gindac momeTxova, mainc araferi<br />

Seicvleboda), rac yvela adamians ekuTvnis. da<br />

mainc unda vaRiaro, gaucnobierebeli SiSi maqvs


abstraqtuli momavlisa, Tuki, rasakvirvelia, es<br />

Cemi "werili", rogorc guli migrZnobs, zedmetad<br />

gulaxdili da mouridebeli, wakiTxvamde ar<br />

misces cecxls, ese igi, Tuki ukvalod gavqri am<br />

qveynidan da, mxolod da mxolod, erT muWa<br />

ferflad mivemate sakuTari uzneobis koconze<br />

aseve daferflil kacobriobas.


diaxac, gviaxlovdeba qveynis aRsasruli.<br />

pataris sikvdiliT iwyeba didis sikvdili. Tumca<br />

am SemTxvevaSi, ufro TviTmkvlelobasTan gvaqvs<br />

saqme, vidre bunebriv sikvdilTan. <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

mikroimperiis, anu, misi mravalsaxa, magram erT<br />

sul da erT xorc siyvarulis Cakvlasa da<br />

gabiabruebas gadahyva Tan msoflioSi erT-erTi<br />

udidesi saxelmwifo, umkacresi imperia. pataris<br />

mospobis Jinma daaknina, daawvrilmana - xan<br />

liftiors miugzavnida, xan ubnis rwmunebuls,<br />

guli rom gaxeTqvoda uaresad, lukma yelze<br />

dasdgomoda, Tuki im dros sufrasTan ijda Tavis<br />

dulcineasTan erTad, anda, nemsiT gaxvretil<br />

buStiviT CafuSuliyo Tavis manonis sawolSi,<br />

Tuki maincdamainc maSin waadgebodnen Tavze. sul<br />

kvalSi edga, sul Tan dasdevda aCrdiliviT,<br />

rogorc erT satrfialo simReraSia. kiTxulobda<br />

mis werilebs, magnitofonis firze iwerda mis<br />

nalaparakevs da mere dausruleblad<br />

ameorebinebda kagebes kabinetebsa Tu sardafebSi.<br />

uTvalTvalebda mis yovel nabijs, misi<br />

xelSenavlebi sagnebidan iRebda TiTis anabeWdebs,<br />

Cxrekda mis sacvalsac, albaT im grZnobis<br />

bacilis aRmosaCenad da, TavisTavad cxadia,<br />

mosaspobadac, meoce saukunis meore naxevridan<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis gulSi rom hpova TavSesafari da iqidan<br />

efineboda mTel qveyanas. magram ver mivarTviT.<br />

abstraqtul cnebas verafers daakleb tyviawamliTa<br />

Tu sawamlaviT, meTvalyureTa Tu<br />

damsmenTa armiebiT. arada, Tu im abstraqtul<br />

cnebasac ar mospobda, verc Tavs CaTvlida<br />

zesaxelmwifod, qveynierebis baton-patronad,


adgan isic kargad moexseneboda, rom swored<br />

siyvarulia erTaderTi maradiuli imperia,<br />

romelsac nebayoflobiT, sakuTari surviliT<br />

emonebodnen, emonebian da momavalSic daemonebian,<br />

Tuki saerTod gadarCeba batoni adami. magram Cemi<br />

bunebiT, me ufro lirikosi gaxlavarT, vidre<br />

politikosi. meorec erTi, rac Cvens Tavs xdeba,<br />

Cemi azriT, imitom xdeba, is rom ar momxdariyo,<br />

rac aucileblad moxdeboda, imas Tu ar<br />

movaxdendiT, rac movaxdineT. amitom, epoqis<br />

suliskveTebis gadmocemas - rac arc ki vici,<br />

rogor miiRweva - isev <strong>avel</strong>umis gancdebis, igive<br />

siyvarulis, anu, mTeli misi cxovrebis qaRaldze<br />

gadatana vamjobine. yvelafers daufaravad<br />

movyvebi, Tundac imitom, Cemi gulwrfeli<br />

aRsarebidan gamomdinare, iqneb sxvam, sxvam ki ara,<br />

Cemma moclilma mkiTxvelma mainc gaarkvios,<br />

daviRupeT Tu gadavrCiT, anu Rirsni viyaviT Tu<br />

ara, Tuki daviRupeT da saWiro iyo Tu ara Cveni<br />

gadarCena, Tuki gadavrCiT.


erTi kacic Tu gadarCeba nebismieri<br />

katastrofidan, rasakvirvelia, isic didi<br />

bednierebaa. magram siyvaruli am TvalsazrisiTac<br />

gansakuTrebuli, gamorCeuli katastrofaa -<br />

aucileblad yvela, anu, orive iRupeba, gindac<br />

erTi maTgani, Tavisi WkuiT, gadarCes, anu, gindac<br />

erT-erTma maTganma, ra Tqma unda, misive<br />

Sexedulebebidan gamomdinare, ufro zustad ki<br />

sayovelTaod miRebuli zneobrivi modelis<br />

Sesabamisad, mainc moaxerxos axali cxovrebis<br />

"awyoba", rogorc, magaliTad, sonias daemarTa.<br />

siyvaruls rom ar Seswirvoda msxverplad, qmars<br />

miekedla. sxvanairad rom vTqvaT, siyvarulidan,<br />

anu momakvdavi zRvidan, saxeldaxelod<br />

Sekowiwebul ojaxs, anu xelovnur napirs miaSura,<br />

saidanac misi ukan dabruneba iseTive sisastike<br />

iqneba dRes, rogori sisastikec imave zRvidan misi<br />

ZaliT gamoTreva iqneboda guSin.


RvTis wyalobiT, laparakze ukeT albaT wera<br />

mexerxeba, radgan laparakiT, amdeni xania, veravis<br />

veraferi gavagebine, weriT ki, sxvas rom Tavi<br />

gavaneboT, aqamde vinaxav ojaxs da... hm, hm... ara<br />

marto ojaxs. oRond, maincdamainc darwmunebuli<br />

ara var, marTla rom gamouCndeba am werils<br />

wamkiTxavi, gindac moclili. magram raki uTqvamT,<br />

cda bedis monaxevreao, mec Cemsas vcdi, saqveynod<br />

amovibertyav guls, anu, saqveynod moveWidebi<br />

xavss, rac yvela wyalwaRebulis xvedria da, imave<br />

dros, axicaa yvela wyalwaRebulze, radgan<br />

Segnebulad ki ar miiswrafvis imisken, rac Savi<br />

dRisTvis winaswar daugulebia, aramed<br />

alalbedze, brmad, misdauneburad ebRauWeba imas,<br />

rac ukiduresma gaWirvebam moalanda ukanasknel<br />

wams. gulisamobertyvis Jinic Taviseburi "xavsia"<br />

da roca aqamde miva saqme, marTla SegiZlia<br />

damTavrebulad CaTvalo cxovreba.


sabednierod, yvela didi wigni ukve dawerilia.<br />

me, ubralod, im SemTxvevas vgulisxmob, Tundac im<br />

SemTxveviTobas, romlis ZaliTac, maincdamainc, es<br />

werili unda gadarCes da erT mSvenier dRes<br />

momavlis winaSe wardges, rogorc ukve<br />

gardasuli, ukve gaidumalebuli, Znelad<br />

warmosadgeni da aseve Znelad dasajerebeli<br />

epoqis utyuari dadastureba, gnebavT,<br />

mamxilebeli sabuTi. amdenad, es werili im<br />

jojoxeTuri koconidan gadmovardnil<br />

naRverdladac SegviZlia miviCnioT, romelic<br />

Cvenive daudevrobiTa da uzneobiT gavaCaReT da<br />

romelzedac ukve ganurCevlad viwviT yvelani<br />

erTad: mtyuannic da marTalnic, borotnic da<br />

keTilnic, avazaknic da angeloznic, mglebic da<br />

kravebic - aRaravin gvyavs mimtevebeli, radgan<br />

upirveles yovlisa mimtevebeli moviSoreT<br />

Tavidan, Savi TeTrad da codva madlad rom<br />

mogvCveneboda. yvelaferi ki im dRes daiwyo,<br />

melaniam konverti rom daudo <strong>avel</strong>ums magidaze<br />

(rasakvirvelia, gauxsneli) - werilia, batono,<br />

moskovidano - da gaxsnamde ugrZno <strong>avel</strong>ums gulma,<br />

raRac unda Secvliliyo mis cxovrebaSi. Tumca,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis imperia pirvelad jer kidev dekembris<br />

miwisZvram Searyia, xolo mixvedrili kaci kidev<br />

ufro adrec igrZnobda safrTxes da Tu ver<br />

aicilebda, arc pirdaRebuli daxvdeboda,<br />

rogorc brma da utvino bartyi - dedaCits.


jer iyo da, aTi metris simaRle wiTeli Tovli<br />

dado svaneTSi. xalxi Tovlis qveS cxovrobda<br />

uhaerod, usinaTlod, uwylod, upurod... sicive<br />

inaxavdaT albaT. amas didi zvavebi mohyva,<br />

soflebi daitbora da saxuravebze gasuli xalxi<br />

cas iyo miCerebuli mSvelelis molodinSi. magram<br />

dekembris miwisZvram mTeli saqarTvelo Searyia<br />

da sakmaod saxifaTodac. <strong>avel</strong>umi giJiviT<br />

wamovarda sawolidan. ZilSi Caesma wignis<br />

Taroebis Semzaravi, sisxlis gamyinavi wkriali da<br />

jer isev ZilburanSi myofma, erTad mousva xeli<br />

Tavisianebs, erTad daayena yvelani didi oTaxis<br />

karis WrilSi, viTom es iyo erTaderTi saSualeba<br />

miwisZvrisagan Tavis dasacavad. SiSiT ki mere<br />

SeeSinda, SuaRamisas, lamis ukve CaZinebuls, roca<br />

erTi wamiT goneba gaunaTda da warmoidgina, ra<br />

SeiZleboda damarTvoda misianebs misive<br />

"sazrianobis" wyalobiT - karis Wrili ramdenime<br />

wlis win, remontisas, gaafarTovebina kalatozebs<br />

da Tavxe lamis wkipzeRa ido Sesustebul<br />

sayrdenebze. fexebi ise aukankalda, verafriT<br />

gaiCera, TiTqos misi sxeulis ganuyreli nawilebi<br />

ki ar iyvnen, aramed misgan damoukideblad<br />

arsebuli da ratomRac mis sawolSi moxvedrili<br />

cxovelebi, romlebsac, TavisTavad cxadia,<br />

didxans ar SeeZloT uhaerod gaZleba, miT ufro<br />

sabnis qveS, da gamwarebulni xtodnen,<br />

ZagZagebdnen, ikrunCxebodnen am yovlad<br />

moulodneli, yovlad gauTvaliswinebeli<br />

sikvdilis molodinSi.


mTavari ubedureba ki isaa, Tavad rom aris<br />

adamiani yvelaferSi damnaSave, Tavad aris<br />

sakuTari Tavis mteri, imitom rom, mTeli<br />

sicocxle gaorebulia, gaorebuli ki ar aris,<br />

yvelaferi ori aqvs momadlebuli bunebisgan, ara<br />

marto fexi, xeli, Tvali Tu yuri - fiqric,<br />

mizanic, Tvalsazrisic, survilic... mdinaresaviT<br />

or napirs Soris miedineba sul, gaCenis dRidan, da<br />

aqamde ar icis, ver daudgenia, romeli urCevnia,<br />

romel napirs mietmasnos ufro metad, romels<br />

miexeTqos mTeli ZaliT, romels mieferos da<br />

romels gaulawunos mRvrie talRa silasaviT.<br />

mTeli sicocxle irCevs, magram albaT ise<br />

SeuerTdeba zRvas (albaT ki ara, SeuerTda da<br />

egaa!), anu, ise daikargeba, gaiTqvifeba, gaqreba<br />

usasrulobaSi, araraobaSi, sikvdilSi - arCevans<br />

ver moaswrebs, saSovarze wamosuli, xelcarieli<br />

daubrundeba gamCens. miwa xar da miwad iqecio,<br />

anda, wyali iyav da wylad wadio - miaZaxebs misi<br />

maradiuli meryeobiT gulgawyalebuli<br />

Wirisufali. da albaT, soniac gadaiwers qmris<br />

zurgs ukan pirjvars - ufalo, gananaTle<br />

codvili suli monisa Senisao - magram im "monisa"<br />

aravis araferi ecodineba, arc cols, arc<br />

sayvarlebs. ar ecodinebaT, radgan isic iyo da<br />

isic. ufro sworad, undoda, cdilobda, erTic<br />

yofiliyo da meorec - kargic da cudic, keTilic<br />

da borotic, xelmomWirnec da xelgaSlilic,<br />

Sesacodic da SesaSuric, qmaric da sayvarelic.<br />

amis bralia albaT, Cveulebriv Ralats gonivrul<br />

nabijad rom vTvliT, kanalizaciis gamskdari<br />

milidan gadmonTxeuli sibinZure moCuxCuxe


nakaduli gvgonia da ki ar gvawuxebs, raRacnairad<br />

mogvwons kidec, soflur idilias gviqmnis<br />

rkinabetoniT gakavebul qalaqSi... amis bralia,<br />

erTi da igive gamvlelebi rom cvivian erTsa da<br />

imave ormoebSi, romlebic, Cveni gazeTebis eniT Tu<br />

vityviT, moZraobas ki aferxeben, magram<br />

srulebiTac ar ganekuTvnebian civilizebuli<br />

samyarosTvis uCveulo da miuRebel movlenaTa<br />

rigs. marTlac, visac ormoSi Cavardna ar<br />

siamovnebs, Sin daetios. magram rac gvWirs,<br />

yvelaferi Cvens orbunebovnebas rom davabraloT<br />

marto, kidev erTi usvindisoba iqneba da meti<br />

araferi. yvelani damnaSaveni varT yvelaferSi. ai,<br />

arsi Cveni arsobisa! yvelani damnaSaveni varT,<br />

magram raki yvelani varT damnaSaveni, aravisa aqvs<br />

ufleba, meore adamiani daadanaSaulos rameSi,<br />

rameSi mainc. mxolod da mxolod, TiToeuli<br />

Cvenganis survilze da, rasakvirvelia, pirovnul<br />

Tvisebebzea damokidebuli, vaRiarebT Tu ara<br />

danaSauls, romelic SeiZleba arc Cagvidenia,<br />

magram romelmac Tavisi Tavzardamcemi<br />

masStaburobisa da sisastikis gamo, samudamo daRi<br />

daasva Cvens nebismier survils, mizansa Tu<br />

ganzraxvas... zedmeti undoblobisa ar iyos,<br />

zedmeti ndobac abnevs da, aqedan gamomdinare,<br />

acdunebs adamians. saerTod adamiani zedmets<br />

verafers itans, verc Wirs, verc lxins. ki amboben,<br />

imaze meti Tu ar mieci, rac Wirdeba,<br />

gapirutyvdebao, magram, etyoba, mainc adamians<br />

gaaCnia. gaaCnia "moxmarebis sagansac". zedmeti<br />

xurma mucels gatkens, zedmetma pativiscemam ki,<br />

SeiZleba, gamogatutucos da iqamdec migiyvanos,


sxvebisganac moiTxovo is, rasac Seni<br />

pativismcemeli sakuTari surviliTa da albaT<br />

siamovnebiTac akeTebda (Tavs daabralos!), magram<br />

am sayofacxovrebo wvrilmanebis garkveva<br />

namdvilad ar aris Cveni saqme. gacilebiT<br />

seriozuli amocanaa gadasawyveti: ara marto<br />

TviTon unda gaverkve sxvis grZnobebsa da<br />

gancdebSi, momavalsac unda Sevunaxo gasarkvevad.<br />

ase rom, Cemo moclilo mkiTxvelo, rogorc ukve<br />

giTxari, jer isic ar vici wesierad, ras<br />

SemogTavazeb. iqiT saqveynod cnobili borotebis<br />

imperia icvlis kans, aqeT ki <strong>avel</strong>umis sakuTari,<br />

ufro sworad, marto misTvis arsebuli, mis gulSi<br />

damaluli siyvarulis imperia ingreva Tvalsa da<br />

xels Sua, romlis Sesaqmneladac, vin icis, ramden<br />

cecxlSi gavla, ramden yulfSi gaZvroma, ramdeni<br />

xvrelisa da soros monaxva dasWirda Tavis<br />

droze. magram am ori imperiis dacema, ra Tqma unda,<br />

uSualod erTmaneTzea damokidebuli, mWidrod<br />

arian isini erTmaneTs gadabmulni CvenTvis<br />

uxilavi jaWvebiT. oRond, saboloo jamSi, yvelam<br />

mainc Tavisi mkvdari unda itiros da Tavisi codva<br />

moinanios. piradad me, mzad gaxlavarT saamisod<br />

da Tavidanve am ganzraxviT aviRe kalamic xelSi,<br />

magram es srulebiTac ar niSnavs imas, TiTqos<br />

gandidebis maniiT viyo Sepyrobili, ukvdavi<br />

avtorebisTvis mindodes Tavis gatoleba da Senc<br />

imitom mogmarTavde ase, imaTeburad - moclilo<br />

mkiTxvelo-meTqi - ubralod, Tuki momavalSic<br />

gagrZeldeba wera-kiTxvis tradicia, cota vinmes<br />

Tu ecleba saamisod. ara marto Saqrisa da karaqis,<br />

mwerlisa da mkiTxvelis raodenobac daiklebs<br />

TandaTanobiT da marTlac, ra unda misces


nebismierma wignma (gindac is wigni miletur<br />

yaidaze wnavdes sxvadasxva araks), dakarguli<br />

drois sanacvlod, mouclelsa da saqmian kacs,<br />

romelsac, vTqvaT, rusTavis xriok velze, Takara<br />

mzis gulze, Zexvisa da SaSxis kooperativi aqvs<br />

gaxsnili, orTaWalis romeliRac daobebul<br />

sardafSi - qalis windis cexi, xolo axaldabaSi,<br />

wyneTs gadaRma, erTi qimiuri qarxnis xela<br />

saTburi udgas da nitratebis jadosnuri<br />

zemoqmedebis wyalobiT, dReSi ramdenjerme iwevs<br />

mosavals. ase rom, Tuki vinmeze iTqmis moclilio,<br />

swored Senze iTqmis momavlis mkiTxvelo,<br />

dRevandeli usaxelo mwerlebis erTaderTo<br />

imedo da gamarTlebav, patrono da gamkiTxavo -<br />

Tuki mliqvnelobad ar CamiTvli Seni gandidebis,<br />

gaukeTesebis survils. Tumca, Tu saWiro iqneba,<br />

SemiZlia mliqvnelic viyo, oRond, imitom ki ara,<br />

rame movigo amiT, aramed, Tundac erTi wuTiT<br />

mainc gavuRvivo sxvas, vinc ginda iyos is sxva,<br />

sakuTari Tavisadmi pativiscemis grZnoba, rogorc<br />

Cvens axalgazrdobaSi <strong>avel</strong>umi uRvivebda<br />

davuSvaT, imave metrdotels. imis magivrad, Tavi<br />

Sors daeWira misgan, "ar ecdunebina" is Cveni<br />

codviT savse, vin icis, ukve ramdengzis<br />

sulwawymedili metrdoteli, yvelanairad<br />

cdilobda, maincdamainc, Tavis magidasTan daesva,<br />

maincdamainc, TviTon gamaspinZleboda,<br />

mifereboda da, rac mTavaria, gulaxdilad eTqva<br />

misTvis yvelaferi, rasac Cvens qveyanaze, Cvens<br />

adaT-wesebsa Tu zne-Cveulebebze fiqrobda.<br />

diliT ki, sakuTar loginSi Tvalis gaxelisac<br />

eSinoda, adgoma aRar undoda, araferi aRar


undoda saerTod da - movidnen da wamaTriono -<br />

iRrineboda gunebaSi. magram saRamos, Seadgamda<br />

Tu ara fexs kafeSi, isev Seafrindeboda<br />

mouSorebeli, mourCeneli survili viRacis<br />

gaadamianebisa, gadarCenisa, codvidan amoyvanisa,<br />

Tundac sakuTari sicocxlis fasad da, Sen<br />

warmoidgine, aRwevda kidec garkveul warmatebas.<br />

yovelSemTxvevaSi, aravin modioda SuaRamisas mis<br />

wasayvanad, Tumca, nebismieri sasjelisTvis mzad<br />

iyo ukve, miT ufro simTvraleSi, da arc<br />

gaukvirdeboda, marTla rom moekakunebinaT<br />

misTvis udroo dros. samagierod, Zalian ukvirda<br />

metrdotelis saqcieli. ukvirda da uxaroda<br />

kidec. ufro metic, Tavi mowonda, aseTi<br />

zemoqmedebis unari rom aRmoaCnda uSiSroebis<br />

saidumlo agentze (imis agentobis ambavi mTelma<br />

Tbilisma icoda), romelic, Cvens warmodgenaSi,<br />

daufiqreblad, daunaneblad daasmenda sakuTar<br />

Svilsac, rasakvirvelia, Tuki zemodan<br />

daavalebdnen. rac mTavaria, imasac aSkarad<br />

moswonda <strong>avel</strong>umis magidasTan jdoma, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

koniakis ylurwva da <strong>avel</strong>umis Sexedulebebis<br />

mosmena. SenisTana kacTan sasiamovnocaa muSaobao<br />

- eubneboda misi gulaxdilobiTa da misi koniakiT<br />

gamTbari, gaadamianebuli - CauZieblad da<br />

gamouZiebladac naTelia yvelaferio - mokled,<br />

aSkarad kmayofili iyo, kacad rom agdebda viRac,<br />

Tundac misi morigi msxverpli, da<br />

SeZlebisdagvarad cdilobda, bolomde kacad<br />

darCeniliyo TviTonac, Tundac marto im viRacis<br />

TvalSi. yovelSemTxvevaSi, rac ufro Rrmad<br />

SevtopavdiT xolme gulaxdilobis Tavbrudamxvev


morevSi, miT ufro meti pativiscemiT, SeiZleba<br />

iTqvas, mowiwebiTac ki gvepyroboda, rac, advili<br />

SesaZlebelia, misi piradi ufrosis taqtikuri<br />

Canafiqri iyo da sxva araferi, magram es<br />

srulebiTac ar uSlida xels Tavad metrdotels,<br />

ukeTesi warmodgena Sehqmnoda sakuTar Tavze da<br />

koniakiT Sexurebuls, tualetis sarkeSi mainc<br />

CaepaWunebina Tvali sakuTari gamosaxulebisTvis,<br />

aravisze naklebi biWebi ara varTo. da marTlac,<br />

ra unda gveTxova, ar Seesrulebina CvenTvis. arc<br />

nisiaze uTqvams uari, arc saaTze dauxedavs<br />

rodisme. da ase imitom iqceoda, Cvenc rom pativs<br />

vcemdiT, Cvenc rom kacad vagdebdiT. magram,<br />

etyoba, ZiriTad samsaxurSic didad afasebdnen<br />

mis "sazrianobasa" da "gulisxmierebas" da esec<br />

garkveul fsiqologiur zemoqmedebas axdenda<br />

masze, ris Sedegadac dRiTi dRe meti fasi<br />

gvedeboda mis TvalSi, ramdenadac, Cveulebrivi<br />

loTebisgan gansxvavebiT, oficialurad<br />

aRiarebuli mwerlebic viyaviT, mweralTa<br />

kavSiris sruluflebiani, wignakiani wevrebi, da<br />

Cvens nalaparakevs, miT ufro saxelmwifos<br />

uSiSroebis dacvis komitetisTvis, rasakvirvelia,<br />

gansakuTrebuli mniSvneloba eniWeboda. magram,<br />

rogorc drom dagvanaxva, amaod, tyuilad, fuWad -<br />

dRes aRarc Cven viTvlebiT mwerlebad da, albaT,<br />

aRarc is metrdoteli, antipo Tu indigo iTvleba<br />

agentad. vin icis, rad gardaiqmna, visi saxe miiRo<br />

garemoebisda Sesaferisad.


da mainc, roca qveyana iRupeba, ubralod ar<br />

SeiZleba, iyo sofelSi da soflisTvis ar<br />

zrunavde, anu, guls mainc ar giklavdes Tundac<br />

kibeebze Camomsxdari gaficulebis braziani<br />

gamoxedva, siqagaclili demonstrantebis<br />

RvarZliani SeZaxilebi Tu mzesumziris CenCoSi<br />

koWebamde Camdgari momitingeebis utexi moTmineba.<br />

miTumetes ar SeiZleba, sofelSi iyo da Tavzars<br />

ar gcemdes, sayovelTao ubedurebis mauwyebel<br />

niSnad ar aRiqvamde ori dedabris gauTavebel<br />

cekvas, maincdamainc, Seni mopirdapire saxlis<br />

mexuTe sarTulis aivanze, mTeli qalaqis<br />

dasanaxad, saqalaqo transportis TiTqmis yvela<br />

saxeobis erTobliv RrWialsa da RmuilSi.<br />

sakmarisia, mxarze droSagadebulma Tundac erTma<br />

kacma Caiaros quCaSi, rac arc ise iSviaTad xdeba<br />

am bolo dros, anda, sakmarisia, wamiT Seferxdes<br />

moZraoba, anda, raime sxva mizezis gamo<br />

Sejgufdes, Seyovndes gamvlelTa nawili mainc,<br />

isinic maSinve aivanze gamocvivdebian da cekvaven.<br />

ufro sworad, ki ar cekvaven, adgilze trialeben,<br />

viTom vcekvavTo. SigadaSig gaubedavad buqnaven<br />

kidec da Wrel WinWebs iqneven Tavs zemoT (aivanze<br />

gasvlisTanave rom amoafrialeben xolme<br />

bambaziis xalaTis jibeebidan) da ase grZeldeba<br />

iqamde, sanam viRac uxilavi, Tuki marTla<br />

arsebobs aseTi vinme (yovel SemTxvevaSi, me sxva<br />

aravin SemimCnevia im aivanze), ar mouxmobT<br />

oTaxidan. magram sxva abriyvebT, Tu Tavad<br />

ibriyveben Tavs, erTi cxadia - TavianTi bebruli<br />

WkuiT, ase uwyoben isini fexs daundobeli drois<br />

dinebas da ase ucxadeben TavianT Tanamoqalaqeebs


Tanadgomas, viTom, Cvenc Cveneburad vibrZviT<br />

imperiis dasamxobad da Cvenc Cveneburad vzeimobT<br />

imperiaze mosalodnel gamarjvebaso. orive<br />

erTnairad tanmorCilia. debiviT gvanan erTmaneTs<br />

(SeiZleba debic arian). Tmac orives erTnairad<br />

modaze aqvs SeWrili (erTmaneTs SeWres albaT,<br />

sicil-fxukuniT), tanT yvaviliani bambaziis<br />

erTnairi xalaTebi acviaT, fexebic erTnair<br />

saSinao flostebSi wauyviaT da cekvaven,<br />

bzrialeben, buqnaoben mTeli qalaqis dasanaxad.<br />

xandaxan ise gamebereba xolme guli maTi<br />

sacodaobiT, aRar vici rogor moviqce - zurgi<br />

Sevaqcio sarkmels, sanam cekvas moaTaveben, Tu<br />

avuvarde da vkiTxo, ra gacekvebT, ra gezeimebaTmeTqi.<br />

marTalia, parizSi, pompidus centris win,<br />

sakmaod binZur moedanze, gamalebuli iTvlis<br />

eleqtrosaaTi ocdameerTe saukunemde darCenil<br />

wamebs, magram jer sakiTxavia, dadgeba Tu ara<br />

saerTod ocdameerTe saukune. advili<br />

SesaZlebelia, kacobriobis ukanasknel wamebs<br />

iTvlides franguli eleqtrosaaTi, magram raki,<br />

jerjerobiT, mainc adamianebi varT, Tundac<br />

gadagvarebis gzaze damdgarni, uimedoba ar<br />

SegvSvenis - xeirs ar dagvayris - miT ufro, rom<br />

bunebis amouwuravi sikeTisa da qimiis aseve<br />

amouwuravi siveragis gamo, jer isev grZeldeba<br />

cxovreba, isev amodis miwidan balaxi, isev<br />

dafarfatebs yvavils pepela, isev abams Tavis<br />

qsels jiuti, Seupovari araqne, isev brazianad<br />

dastrialeben krazanebi adamianis xelSenavleb<br />

nivTebs, isev vardeba maTlafaSi buzi, RamRamobiT<br />

isev wivis yurTan koRo, isev dasdevs ZaRli katas,


kata - Tagvs da, rac didad gasaxaria, jerjerobiT,<br />

aravis ukvirs es ambavi. aravis ukvirs, kidev erTi<br />

(RmerTma icis, meramdene) gazafxuli rom<br />

mogvdgomia kars. RmerTma icis-meTqi, radgan<br />

aravin ar viciT, rodis daviwyeT saerTod<br />

cxovreba, anu, ramdeni milioni wamis win movkaliT<br />

abeli. TavisTavad cxadia, pirveli abeli, Torem,<br />

erTi Cveulebrivi abeli, albaT yovel wamSi<br />

kvdeba am qveyanaze. ase rom, gansakuTrebuli<br />

sifrTxile marTebs yvelas, vinc abelad gauCenia<br />

RmerTs. gansakuTrebulad gazafxulze.<br />

gazafxuli yvelaze daundobeli droa. Jami<br />

sxvlisa moiwia, xma gvritisa isma qveyanasa Sina<br />

Cvensa, leRvman gamoiRo yvavili Tvisi. magram<br />

miuxedavad mravali sikeTisa, gazafxuli<br />

ukiduresobamde gaamZafrebs xolme nebismier<br />

grZnobasac da sensac da, ra gansxvavebaa, sens<br />

movekvlevinebiT Tu grZnobebs. abel, Tofi<br />

ifoTleba! (waikiTxe ukuRma). SefoTvla xom igive<br />

SeniRbvaa, magram rogorc ar unda SeiniRbos,<br />

Tofic nayofiT icnoba. Tofis nayofi ki tyviaa.<br />

ZaRlma- lekvi,<br />

Zroxam - xbo,<br />

Tofma tyvia moigo.


magram, lekvisa da xbos msgavsad, tyviasac xom<br />

rZiT ver gamokvebav?! tyviis sakvebi sisxlia da<br />

sulerTia visi sisxli iqneba is, lekvisa, xbosi Tu<br />

abelisa. abeli pirveli adamiania adamianis xeliT<br />

mokluli uaRresad adamianuri grZnobebis gamo.<br />

abeli adamianobis msxverplia, Tanac pirveli, da<br />

amdenad, maradiulic - arc is moakldeba rodisme<br />

qveyanas da arc misi mkvleli, vidre orives<br />

Semqmneli iarsebebs, vidre is ar amowuravs<br />

sakuTar arss, anu, erTxel da samudamod ar<br />

amouSvebs piridan RmerTisgan STaberil suls da<br />

isev Tixad, Tixis usulo Tojinad, gindac<br />

yavlgasul vnebaTa yulabad ar iqceva. ase rom,<br />

ramdenic ar unda Tvalos eleqtrosaaTma, bolo<br />

sityva mainc baton adamzea, anu, TiToeul<br />

Cvenganze, ramdenadac adami Cveni krebiTi saxelia<br />

da meti araferi - adami var mec, adami xar Senc,<br />

adamia isic da erTmaneTis mimarT Tundac<br />

iotisodena yuradRebis gamomJRavnebam, SeiZleba,<br />

saswaulebi moaxdinos, ara marto Cernobiluri<br />

gripebis epidemiebi, erTmaneTic agvataninos, Tuki<br />

zrdilobis gulisTvis mainc movikiTxavT xolme<br />

erTmaneTs. adam, rogor mada? (esec ukuRma<br />

ikiTxeba da, rac mTavaria, didi gasavali aqvs<br />

dRevandel mwerlobaSi amgvar lingvistur<br />

oinbazobebs). gmadlobT, cudad. magram amas ara<br />

aqvs araviTari mniSvneloba. RmerTma icis, Wama<br />

ufro mawyenaria Cvens droSi, Tu uWmeloba.<br />

zrdiloba ki namdvilad aravis awyens, arc<br />

maZRars da arc mSiers. zrdilobas yovelTvis<br />

Sveba mohqonda kacisTvis da albaT amitomac ar<br />

iTvleboda uzrdelobad zogierT qveyanaSi,


magaliTad, gamZRarze daboyineba. yovel<br />

SemTxvevaSi, zrdiloba yovelTvis exmareboda<br />

adamians, Tavi adamianad egrZno, oRond adre, didi<br />

xnis winaT, roca namdvilad cxovrobda da roca<br />

mis sanaxevrod Cabnelebul oTaxebSi sanTlis<br />

naRvenTis suni Warbobda, quCebSi ki - cxenis<br />

ConCorikisa. Tumca, rac unda samwuxaro ambavi<br />

iyos, mainc unda vaRiaroT, rom adamiani,<br />

TvalSisacemad mcire, miniaturuli "oqros<br />

xanebis" gamoklebiT, sul ufskrulis piras dgas<br />

da sul bewvis xidze gadis. samwuxaroa, magram<br />

CvenSi rom vTqvaT, imedis momcemicaa. marTlac,<br />

romeli ukvdavi wignic ar unda aiRoT xelSi,<br />

yvela erTnairad Wirisa da da ubedurebis<br />

aRweriT iwyeba. Zma Zmas klavs, biZa Zmiswuls<br />

aupatiurebs, qmari cols yidis da, rac<br />

dRevandeli TvalsazrisiTac Zneli<br />

dasajerebelia, dasanaxadac ar undaT mSoblebs<br />

TavianTi Svilebi. imitom rom, qveyanaze Wiri<br />

mZvinvarebs da damfrTxali, gapirutyvebuli<br />

xalxi duqan-duqan daZrwis, ra vWamo da ra<br />

davlioo, TiTqos didi dRe ar edos win, TiTqos<br />

marTla mTavrdebodes cxovreba. sxvis mitovebul<br />

binaSi ise mokalaTdeba, gegonebaT Sin mosulao,<br />

naTesavis dasamarxad ki Tavs ar Seiwuxebs,<br />

piriqiT, Segnebulad aaridebs Tavs, mec ar<br />

Semeyaros imisi Wirio. Wiri ki mZvinvarebs,<br />

aRmosavleTidan dasavleTamde, samxreTidan<br />

CrdiloeTamde musrs avlebs yvelafers, rac<br />

sunTqavs da moZraobs. sasikvdilod ganwirul<br />

qalsa Tu kacs sazardulTan an iRliis qveS<br />

vaSlisa Tu kvercxis xela simsivne uCndeba da mere


aRarc mxurvale locva-kurTxeva Svelis, aRarc<br />

eqimis rCeva-darigeba. waskdeba cxviridan sisxli<br />

da gaTavebulia misi saqme. Tumca, kaci ver ityvis<br />

dabejiTebiT, TviTon senis bralia es, Tu imaTi,<br />

vinc am senisgan xalxis gankurnebas cdilobs.<br />

aseTTa ricxvi ki metismetad izrdeba Jamianobis<br />

dros. naswavl mkurnalTa garda, wamlobas<br />

qalebic mihyofen xolme xels, Tumca eqimoba Tavis<br />

dReSi ar uswavliaT (Cven ki gvgonia, marto Cvens<br />

dros arian aseTi energiuli, praqtikuli da, rac<br />

mTavaria, yvelaferSi cxviris Camyofi qalebi!),<br />

magram TavianTi uvicobis gamo, senis gaCenis<br />

mizezisTvis ver miugniaT da maSasadame, verc<br />

uebari wamali uxmariaT. TiTqos marTla Cvenzea<br />

naTqvami, arada, es ambebi rom xdeba, RvTis Zis<br />

nayofier xorcSesxmidan aTassamasormocdarva<br />

welia mxolod gasuli. magram Wiri fexdafex<br />

mosdevs adamians saukunidan saukuneSi, erTi<br />

epoqidan meoreSi. adamiani, rac Tavi axsovs, sul<br />

Wirs gaurbis da siCqareSi imasac kargavs, rac,<br />

Tundac, gaCenisTvis ekuTvnis. siCqare urevs<br />

Tavgzas, siCqare abnevs da acdunebs... Cven ki mainc<br />

momavals vesaubrebiT, rac, cota ar iyos,<br />

Tavxedobaa Cveni mxridan, Tundac im ubralo<br />

mizezis gamo, saerTod saTuo rom gavxadeT<br />

momavali. jer kidev sakiTxavia, moevlinebi Tu ara<br />

qveyanas Cemo moclilo mkiTxvelo, beRurasaviT<br />

rom mobuzulxar sadRac, usaSvelod Sors,<br />

gaurkvevlobis saSoSi. Sens winaSec damnaSaveni<br />

varT yvelani, guSindelnic da dRevandelnic; ase<br />

uTavbolod rom vicxovreT, Senc imitom aRmoCndi<br />

beRurasaviT usaxlkaro, uwinapro, uZirfesvo;


imitom gaxda saTuo saerTod Seni dabadeba.<br />

uTavbolod ki ar vicxovreT, saerTod ar iyo Cvens<br />

dros cxovreba - arc kedels aqeT, arc kedels<br />

iqiT. anda, cxovreba calke iyo, adamiani - calke.<br />

xolo, calkedarCenilebSi, Cven kidev ufro metad<br />

viyaviT gariyulebi, rogorc geografiulad mcire<br />

da istoriulad uuflebo qveynis Svilebi. Cveni<br />

madani sxvis miwaSi ido, Cveni fuli - sxvis jibeSi,<br />

Cveni kvercxi - sxvis budeSi. Cven ki miwas<br />

vamZimebdiT mxolod. Tavi axlac savse maqvs<br />

ararsebuli cxovrebis mogonebebiT - Signidan<br />

mangreven, mSlian... blagvi, Wiani kbilebiT<br />

miloRnian sasicocxlo organoebs, magram raki<br />

susti var da patara, unda gavuZlo, moviTmino,<br />

sanam TandaTanobiT mec mogonebad viqceode<br />

viRacisTvis, davuSvaT, SenTvis, da iqneb maSin<br />

davwynarde cota (gavTavisuflde sicocxlisgan,<br />

romelsac Sen mogarTmev ZRvnad uudidesi<br />

siamovnebiT) da axla me unda vjijgno Seni RviZli<br />

Tu Tirkmeli. daRamebas ise velodebi, rogorc<br />

sikvdilmisjili - gaTenebas. magram rac<br />

sikvdilmisjilma erTxel unda gadaitanos, me<br />

yovel Rame usasrulod, gauTaveblad vitan.<br />

daRamdeba Tu ara, udabnos cxeli qariviT<br />

Semafrindeba yel-kiserze gadatanili cxovreba,<br />

amagangaSebs Cadenili Tu Caudeneli Secdomebis<br />

Riad darCenil TvalebSi asisinebuli wyvdiadi.<br />

Tan vixrCobi, Tan raRacis molodini maqvs sul,<br />

rasakvirvelia, uaresis, sazarlis, rasac<br />

aucileblad unda moveswro da Tu ar vixrCobi,<br />

mxolod amitom ar vixrCobi. TiTqos, ha da ha, kari<br />

unda Semomimtvrion, Semomicvivdnen, nacnob-


megobrebi, naTesavebi, mtrebi da moyvrebi,<br />

mkvdrebi da cocxlebi, visac, nebsiT Tu uneblieT,<br />

Segnebulad Tu Seugneblad, raRacaSi Sevecile am<br />

qveyanaze, raRac davakeli Cemi arsebobiT, vTqvaT,<br />

sacxovrebeli farTobi, Jangbadi, wyali, puri,<br />

wamali, honorari... da ar vici, rogor davicva Tavi<br />

(Tavis marTlebaze xom laparakic zedmetia), rac<br />

mTavaria, rogor gadavarCino Cemianebi, romlebic<br />

mxolod da mxolod Cemi mizeziT moevlinen<br />

qveyanas da romlebsac Cemi imediT, mSvidad<br />

sZinavT TavianT sawolebSi, sanam me viwvi da<br />

vixrCobi; arc ician, ra safrTxe eliT, ras<br />

imsaxureben moyvasisgan, Tundac mxolod gaCenis<br />

gamo. raRa Cemi Rameuli warmodgenebi da raRa<br />

video-saSinelebebi. hiCkoki rom hiCkokia, imis<br />

meaTasedsac ver moigonebs, rac me TavisTavad,<br />

yovelgvari daZabulobis gareSe momdis TavSi.<br />

dabanisac meSinia, TiTqos, maincdamainc, maSin<br />

Semomicvivdebian, Tavgasapnuli rom vidgebi<br />

abazanaSi. Tvali gindac gavaxilo, ver davinaxav,<br />

rogor gamoiyureba Cemi mkvleli. is ki mxedavs -<br />

sacodavs, umweos, sasacilos, sakuTari<br />

siSiSvliT daTrgunvils, dapataravebuls - da<br />

srulebiTac ar venanebi. sapnis TeTri qafidan<br />

wiTlad ifeTqebs uceb sisxlis Sadrevani. arada,<br />

Sens mets veravis gavumxel Cems gasaWirs, jer<br />

arSobilo, imitom ki ara, rom damcineben, giJad<br />

CamTvlian, fsiqiatrTan gamiSveben (fsiqiatrTan,<br />

sxvaTaSoris, CemiT davdivar, viTom megobruli<br />

vizitiT, da marTlac ZiriTadad ganyenebul<br />

Temebze, xelovnebasa Tu mwerlobaze vsaubrobT<br />

xolme, radgan imisTvis yvelaferi "isedac"


naTelia, uTqmeladac icis, yvela xelovans rom<br />

awuxebs Zilis problema, muclis gvrema Tu<br />

inteleqtualuri gadaRliloba), imitom rom,<br />

codoni arian, TavianTic yofniT da gindac Zalian<br />

moindomon, mainc ver momexmarebian.<br />

rasakvirvelia, verc Sen momexmarebi, magram isic<br />

didi SeRavaTia, Tundac marto CemTvis, Cems<br />

warmodgenaSi rom arsebob. oRond, erTi kia, ufro<br />

adre moevline qveyanas (Tundac Cems qveyanas),<br />

vidre bunebisgan iyo gaTvaliswinebuli. me<br />

gaiZule, gaCeniliyavi droze adre, radgan Seni<br />

arseboba imis garantiacaa, gaisadac rom amova<br />

miwidan balaxi, gaisadac rom daideba budeSi<br />

kvercxi, gaisadac saqmianad, enagadmogdebulni<br />

gadaiZunZuleben xvadi mglebi qedebsa da serebs<br />

Zuknas ymuilze. esec didi imedia. ufro metic,<br />

axla iseTi grZnoba maqvs, TiTqos yovelTvis iyavi,<br />

Cemamdec ki, Tumca, kargad maxsovs, sul ramdenime<br />

dRis win mogmarTe pirvelad, moclilo<br />

mkiTxvelo-meTqi. xoda, Cemo ucnobo nacnobo,<br />

uSoreso axlobelo, ufro zustad ki, imedis<br />

magiero, imedis Semcvlelo, anu xelovnuri imedis<br />

fxvnilo (Tuki dedis rZesaca aqvs Semcvleli,<br />

viTom imedma ra daaSava?!), Cemi sizmrisa da<br />

ocnebis brWyviala furclebiT SefuTvnilo (Tuki<br />

xelovnuri rZis fxvniliT Taobebi izrdebian,<br />

ratom ar SeiZleba, erTi-ori dRe xelovnuri<br />

imedis fxvniliTac moityuos kacma Tavi?!), SenTan<br />

salaparakod rom vemzadebi, jer boTls unda<br />

gavesaubro, da safuZvlianadac, da ase imitom<br />

viqcevi, ufro Tamamad, ufro Sinaurulad vigrZno<br />

Tavi am qveyanaze da, amave dros, Zalian


mainteresebs, ras Sevqmni ukeTess, Tuki yvelafers<br />

vityvi, rac enaze momadgeba, rasac arasodes<br />

vityodi adre, roca jer vwerdi da mere vsvamdi.<br />

iqneba marTla ise damaSina cxovrebam, tyuils<br />

simarTled viyenebdi, ufro mokled rom vTqvaT,<br />

vtyuodi, simarTle rom ar meTqva. magram, piradad<br />

me, piriqiT mgonia, radgan mxolod simarTlis Tqma<br />

iyo Cemi mizani da ara raimes Tqma zogadad, miT<br />

ufro rom, honorars erTnairad ixdida<br />

saxelmwifo aSkara tyuilSic da SeniRbul<br />

simarTleSic. oRond, tyuilis Tqma Tu<br />

usindisobaa, marTlismTqmeloba ubedurebaa -<br />

SeniRbulad, qaragmulad, namcec-namcec apareb<br />

Sens simarTles viRacas, visic ar ici saxeli da<br />

visi gadarCenac miznad dagisaxavs, magram<br />

Tavisuflad SeiZleba, sxvadasxvanairad gesmodeT<br />

Tqven (da es ufro didi ubedurebaa) simarTleca<br />

da marTlismTqmelobac saerTod. amisic geSinia.<br />

"amisic" ki ara, yvelaze metad amis geSinia swored,<br />

radgan ginda Tu ar ginda, mogwons Tu ar mogwons,<br />

mainc SerisxulTa, daWerilTa, daxvretilTa,<br />

daSinebulTa da, bodiSi momiTxovia, dayverilTa<br />

STamomavali xar. papaSeni SiSvel-titveli, mSiermwyurvali<br />

Cavida saflavSi, roca<br />

axalgazrdobaSi imodena Rvinis sardafebi hqonia<br />

riyeze, bolo kasri lotos koWis xela moCanda<br />

Turme karidan. mamaSens erT saqveynod<br />

saxelganTqmul dawesebulebaSi ise daamtvries<br />

xel-fexi, sikvdilamde loginidan aRar<br />

wamomdgara (erTi fexi ukve mkvdars gauswores<br />

satexiTa da CaquCiT, wesierad rom daxuruliyo<br />

kubo), beladis sikvdilamde arc avad


dalaparakebia Tavisianebs, arc kargad. marTalia,<br />

es imdroindeli ambebia, roca Sen arc Wkua<br />

gekiTxeboda da arc saTvalavSi gagdebda vinme,<br />

magram adamiani calke, damoukideblad arasodes<br />

arsebobs. yvela adamiani, sul cota, sami Taobis<br />

jamia: papisa, mamisa da sakuTarisa. amdenad,<br />

samgzis pasuxismgebelia STamomavlobis winaSe.<br />

TviToeuli maTgani - papac, mamac, Svilic - sami<br />

damoukidebeli sameulis ZiriTadi wevria, sami<br />

sameulis mesamedia - papa, mama da TviTon; mama,<br />

TviTon da Svili; TviTon, Svili da SviliSvili -<br />

ase rom, yoveli maTgani ara marto amTavrebs<br />

romelime sameuls, aramed axalsac iwyebs. Sen<br />

albaT SeSinebulTa sameuls amTavreb - papaSeni<br />

rom cocxali iyos, samalavis ZebnaSi iqneboda<br />

ukve, daunaneblad dayrida yvelafers da<br />

gaiqceoda Rataki, damakninebeli siberisken; mamac<br />

enaCaylapuli, gulxeldakrefili iwveboda isev.<br />

magram, meore mxriv, uSiSarTa sameulis<br />

damwyebica xar, ramdenadac am sameulis ori<br />

mesamedi axalgazrdobaze modis (Svili,<br />

SviliSvili). Seni qaliSvili Tavis oTaxSi albaT<br />

isev samferovan droSas keravs da momavali<br />

mitingisTvis emzadeba. magram, gulaxdilad rom<br />

vTqva, piradad me daSinebulebis ufro mesmis,<br />

vidre uSiSrebis. RvTis wyalobiT, oficialurad,<br />

jerjerobiT, ar SemouyvaniaT jari qalaqSi,<br />

magram rusT<strong>avel</strong>is momijnave patara quCebi ukve<br />

savsea "SeniRbuli" samxedro teqnikiT. aqa-iq avad<br />

da moulodnelad gaielvebs xolme gamWvirvale<br />

fari da mwvane CaCqani. universitetis win kaci ver<br />

gaivlis, iseTi ambavia. modian, moiswrafian,


moaqvT acabaca asoebiT naweri, mouTokavi<br />

mrisxanebiTa da orTografiuli SecdomebiT<br />

savse, Cveni swavla-ganaTlebis sistemis tlanqi<br />

xeliT daxeibrebuli lozungebi, mkvdreTiT<br />

aRmdgari droSebi. samxedro teqnika ki gasusula,<br />

garindula patara, myudro quCebSi, TiTqos<br />

viRacas daviwyniao. warRvnamdel goliaT kuebs<br />

gvanan beteerebi. usaSvelod gaWimula<br />

fardaCamoSvebuli avtobusebis mwkrivi. mxolod<br />

erTi tanmorCili, mxarze avtomatgadakiduli,<br />

viwroTvaleba jarisjaci Ceqmis wveriT scems<br />

muxluxos, TiTqos poligonidan gamoyolili<br />

balaxgareuli talaxis moSorebiT iyos garTuli<br />

da TiTqos sxvas verafers amCnevdes garSemo.<br />

arada, aSkarad Segnebulad aridebs eSmakur,<br />

aziur saxes gamvlelebis daJinebul, daeWvebul<br />

mzeras - mSvenivrad icis, karg saqmeze ar<br />

mouwveviaT aq. ase rom, visac Wkua aqvs, qvas unda<br />

icemdes TavSi, nemsis yunwSi unda Zvrebodes,<br />

mSvidobianad rom Caiaros rogorme, davuSvaT,<br />

dRevandelma dRem. Sens dros Tu kidev iqna rukaze<br />

saqarTvelo, irwmune, marTlac RvTismSoblis<br />

wilxvedri yofila da amas gadaurCenia mxolod.<br />

rom icode, ramdeni elodeba Cvens sikvdils,<br />

mouTmenlad Tu moTminebiT, mezobeli Tu<br />

gadamTieli - gagikvirdeba, an aqamde rogor<br />

moaRwieTo. erTi fiqri aqvs yvelas, rodis<br />

mogvayrian miwas, Tavad rom daemkvidron Cveni<br />

saflavis borcvze, plastmasis yvaviliviT. magram<br />

me sxva mikvirs axla: mTeli sicocxle am dRes<br />

velodi, rogorc iqna moveswari da... meSinia!<br />

xolo, raki meSinia, etyoba, mTlad ise ver aris


saqme, rogorc unda iyos. ufro sworad, isea,<br />

rogorc unda iyos da ara ise, rogorc unda<br />

yofiliyo, meti Wkua-goneba rom Caedo CvenTvis<br />

TavSi gamCens. kidev erTi faravanis tba<br />

dadgeboda, rac Cven melani dagvixarjavs<br />

Txovnebis, saCivrebis, xotbebis, sadRegrZeloebis<br />

weraSi, magram mainc yvelam erTad mogvayola<br />

gunebaSi, wadi Tqveni suleli dedaco... suleli<br />

Tu xar, bolomde sulelad darCebi, gindac oci<br />

saukune qristes Sobamde da ocic qristes Sobidan,<br />

cerebze idge da rva xmaze umRerode msoflios<br />

samadlobels Seni fexebze dakidebisTvis.<br />

maaaaaaaaddddddddlllllllllooooooooo<br />

bbbbbbbbbeeeeeelivaaaarmaaaaaaaddddddlllll<br />

ooooobbbbeeeeeelivaaaaaaaaaarmaaaaaaaadloooo<br />

ooobeliiiii.... Tumca, yvelafris sxvebisTvis<br />

gadabraleba gamosavali ar aris. gadarCena gvinda<br />

da virTxis eSmakobac ar gvaqvs. gamouval<br />

mdgomareobaSi rom Cavardeba, CvensaviT, virTxa<br />

Tavs imkvdarunebs, vidre safrTxe gadivlides.<br />

fransuazas erT moskovel megobars, leon fuSes,<br />

"mondis" korespondents, ludmilas qmarsa da<br />

kolia-klodis mamas, binaSi hyavda virTxa, ojaxis<br />

kidev erTi wevriviT, da erTxel (pirvelad)<br />

stumrad rom mivedi maTTan, Cems danaxvaze, ese igi,<br />

ucxos danaxvaze, is virTxa maSinve zurgze<br />

davarda da fexebi mkvdariviT gafSika. me marTla<br />

mkvdari megona da srulebiTac ar damwydeboda<br />

guli, marTla Tu mokvdeboda. magram, kidev kargi,<br />

Tavi Sevikave, anda, moulodnelobisgan ver<br />

movaswari grZnobebis gamoxatva, Torem namdvilad<br />

guls vatkendi Cems keTil maspinZlebs (isini


saerTod mfarvelobdnen fransuazas, rac<br />

mTavaria, maTi mowveviT Camodioda is moskovSi da,<br />

TavisTavad cxadia, mec davalebulad vgrZnobdi<br />

maTgan Tavs, rogorc <strong>avel</strong>umis megobari), Cemi<br />

aSkara, SeiZleba iTqvas, zRvargadasuli<br />

siZulviliT amgvari "Sinauri cxovelebis" mimarT.<br />

rogorc male gamoirkva, fridrixs (ase eZaxdnen<br />

ojaxSi virTxas), sakuTari, sakmaod simpaTiuri,<br />

fanerisgan Sekruli saxlic hqonda da sakuTari<br />

avejica da jam-WurWelic. ase rom, rasakvirvelia,<br />

ar iqneboda lamazi, ojaxSi pirvelad misul kacs,<br />

sixaruli da aRtaceba gamomeTqva ojaxis erTerTi<br />

wevris moulodneli sikvdilis gamo. magram,<br />

misianebma rom dautatanes, ade, Se mSiSarao,<br />

fridrixi sxartad wamoxta da darcxvenili, ufro<br />

sworad ki, kmayofili (darcxvenili me videqi), mis<br />

mier Catarebuli sceniT, sadRac Seimala. aRar<br />

gamoCenila Cems wasvlamde, Tumca, sadac rame<br />

Crdili Seirxeoda, yvelgan is melandeboda da,<br />

miuxedavad maspinZlebis Tavgamodebuli Txovnisa,<br />

verafers davakare im dRes piri. asea saqme,<br />

batonebo. sruli ganukiTxaoba sufevs qveyanasa<br />

zeda. virTxebi dRiTi-dRe myarad ikideben fexs<br />

Cvens SegnebaSi da ara marto SegnebaSi. pavle isev<br />

savled iqca da xval da zeg, SeiZleba, marTla<br />

aRigavos pirisagan miwisa nekresic da mowameTac,<br />

bagratic da alaverdic, iyalToc da geguTic...<br />

gaanaTle ufalo, suli monisa Senisa<br />

saqarTvelosi, qristes mesiis mSobelisa (es ver<br />

gvapatia swored Cvenma erTmorwmune mfarvelma),<br />

rusT<strong>avel</strong>is mSobelisa, ilia marTlis mSobelisa<br />

da ilia marTlis mkvlelis mSobelisac... amin.


ukuniTi ukunisamde. meored mosvlamde arafris<br />

imedi ar unda gvqondes. soniasac ase urCevnia<br />

albaT - rac ar arsebobs, naklebad Semawuxebelia<br />

TvalisTvisac da sindisisTvisac. magram, rac<br />

Tvals akldeba, suls Tu ar emateba, maSin<br />

sicocxle marTla kitradac aRar Rirs...<br />

2


Tu Tanamimdevrobazea saqme, upirveles yovlisa,<br />

ra Tqma unda, kira unda vaxsenoT - Cveni ubnis<br />

WeSmariti diasaxlisi, uasakoTa da upovarTa<br />

erTaderTi gamgebi da gamkiTxavi. Sesaxedavad<br />

erTi Cveulebrivi, cxovrebisgan gaZenZilgawewili<br />

Tbiliseli meZavi, magram bunebiT<br />

RmerTqalTa SesaSuri sikeTiTa da guluxvobiT<br />

dajildovebuli adamiani.


kiras binas Sesasvleli (ufro sworad,<br />

Casasvleli) ezodan hqonda, magram miwis zedapirs<br />

sanaxevrod amcdari sarkmeli quCaSi gamodioda<br />

da isic (kira), ZiriTadad, sarkmlidan iRebda<br />

stumrebs, raTa maT simravlesa da<br />

mravalferovnebas sabolood ar gamoeyvana<br />

moTminebidan mezoblebi. ase rom, safuZvlianad<br />

unda mokuzuliyaviT welSi, naxevarsarkmelSi<br />

rom gateuliyaviT da kiras binaSi amogeyoT Tavi.<br />

mezoblebis gaRizianebas Cvenc es gza gverCia da,<br />

SeSinebul-aRelvebulni, aRgznebulacundrukebulni,<br />

saparaSuto skolis<br />

kursantebiviT, tyapa-tyupiT, erTmaneTis<br />

miyolebiT vxtebodiT Cveni "bednieri bavSvobis"<br />

cidan meZavis sanaxevrod bnel bunagSi, sadac<br />

moCvenebiTi daudevrobisa da mourideblobis<br />

wil, dabneuli seriozuloba gveufleboda yvelas<br />

da gulabagunebulni SevcqerodiT, TandaTanobiT<br />

rogor gamoikveTeboda xolme oTaxis Soreul<br />

kuTxeSi werosaviT maRalsa da wvril fexebze<br />

Semdgari patefonis gverdiT atuzuli gogo-biWi -<br />

kiras Svilebi - siZulvilnarevi<br />

cnobismoyvareobiT rom adevnebdnen Tvals Cvens<br />

"miwaze daSvebas", raTa sarkmlis mixurvisTanave<br />

daeqoqaT patefoni da moyuradebuli<br />

mezoblebisTvis musikis meSveobiT CaexSoT sxva<br />

ufro saeWvo da gamaRizianebeli xmebi.


ar vici, ras ganicdidnen sxvebi, me ki, im gogobiWis<br />

Semyures, ratomRac, danaSaulis grZnoba<br />

meufleboda yovelTvis da ufro mtanjveli<br />

iZulebiT velodebodi Cems rigs, spermis<br />

sundakrul bindbundSi, vidre sasiamovno<br />

mouTmenlobiT. patefoni ki, ra Tqma unda,<br />

"rioritas" mReroda da mezoblebmac swored<br />

"rioritas" wyalobiT, yovelTvis uSecdomod<br />

icodnen, Tu rodis mosdioda kiras stumrebi.<br />

kira susti, patara tanis qali gaxldaT da,<br />

SeiZleba amitomac, TvalSisacemad maRalqusla<br />

fexsacmels icvamda. lipebiani paltos moxurva<br />

uyvarda, quCaSic da oTaxSic, da ise ar<br />

gamogistumrebdaT, erTxel mainc ar waemRera<br />

sayvareli leqsi (SeiZleba, sakuTaric).<br />

imnairi ara var,<br />

velodebi tramvais.<br />

tramvai Tu ar dadis,<br />

gana Cemi bralia?!


swored tramvaiSi SevxvdiT ocdaxuTi wlis<br />

mere. amjerad, konduqtoris Savi kiteli ecva.<br />

kitelze sqeli, jariskaculi qamari Semoertya,<br />

fulis CanTianad, kiserze ki, gaburZgnuli ZafiT,<br />

bileTebis ruloni ekida, sabavSvo velosipedis<br />

borblis xela. daberebuliyo. kbili Cascvenoda.<br />

kidev ufro gaquculiyo. Tumca, Zveleburad,<br />

pudric esva da pomadac. oRond, Zveleburad vinmes<br />

"mosaCanglad" ki ara, profesiuli sigamxdrisa da<br />

sifiTris SesaniRbad. rasakvirvelia, ver micno.<br />

magram Cemma daJinebulma mzeram, etyoba, mainc<br />

miaxvedra, vin SeiZleboda vyofiliyavi da<br />

saswrafod amarida Tvali, TiTqos Tu<br />

gamomecnaureboda, uxerxul mdgomareobaSi<br />

Camagdebda, TiTqos vagonSi msxdomT aucileblad<br />

unda scodnodaT misi warsuli da, rac mTavaria,<br />

saxeze unda scnobodaT misi petafonis yvela<br />

msmeneli. samagierod, me araTu gamovecnaure,<br />

gadavkocne kidec, didi xnis unaxavi da uaRresad<br />

axlobeli naTesaviviT, ramac, cota ar iyos, ise<br />

aaRelva Cveni beberi maswavlebeli, SesamCnevad<br />

Seefakla pudriT gadaTeTrebuli loyebi.


male Cems ukan ubileTo xalxi Sejgufda da<br />

gasasvleli Caixerga, Tumca kira yvelas<br />

erTnairad aniSnebda xeliT, ar gaCerebuliyvnen<br />

bileTisTvis. erTi-orjer daiZaxa kidec: dRes<br />

ubileTodaa mgzavrobao. zogi icinoda, zogi<br />

brazobda - Cveulebisamebr, ver xvdeboda, ver<br />

erkveoda adamianur grZnobebsa da gancdebSi - Cven<br />

ki, mowafe da maswavlebeli, erTmaneTs<br />

SevcqerodiT da uazrod viRimebodiT. am<br />

ocdaxuTi wlis ganmavlobaSi bevrjer<br />

warmomidgenia kirasTan Sexvedra (rasakvirvelia,<br />

aseve moulodneli), saTqmelic TiTqos bevri<br />

mqonda, bevri ramis gamokiTxvas vapirebdi fiqrSi -<br />

Tundac misi gogo-biWis Sesaxeb - magram marTla<br />

rom Sevxvdi, erTbaSad ise gamomicarielda Tavi,<br />

wesierad isic ver vkiTxe, rogor xar, rogor<br />

cxovrob-meTqi. "gaxsovso - icinoda kira -<br />

gaxsovso". "rogor ar maxsovs-meTqi" - vicinodi<br />

mec, vidre Cemi Casvlis dro movidoda.<br />

sinamdvileSi, gacilebiT adre Cavedi, vidre<br />

vapirebdi, radgan mainc gamiWirda marad moZravi,<br />

marad cvalebadi, magram mainc erTnairad<br />

miuxvedreli, erTnairad mouTmenari xalxis<br />

nakadTan Widaoba da gacla vamjobine, oRond<br />

iqamde, rac jibeSi fuli medo (maincdamainc, bevri<br />

araferi, Tumca, ukve poetobidan prozaikosobaze<br />

viyavi gadasuli), tyavis CanTaSi CavukuWe kiras,<br />

iman ki, ar vici, rogor moaxerxa, rogor momwvda<br />

gaoflili sxeulebis WeWyvasa da ZiZgilSi,<br />

ramdenjerme makoca xelze, morwmunis<br />

mRelvarebiTa da mgznebarebiT. Tan ukan<br />

momyveboda da momZaxoda: fulisTvis ki ara,


xsovnisTviso. ase momacila vagonis karamde,<br />

TiTqos isev imis stumari viyavi, is ki Cemi<br />

maspinZeli. roca aZruli tramvaidan rogorc iqna<br />

Cavxti, lamis mTeli taniT gadmoekida kibeze da<br />

albaT sxva rom veraferi moifiqra ukeTesi,<br />

grZnobebis dasaokebeli da madlierebis<br />

gamosaxatavi, bileTebis ruloni moiglija<br />

kisridan da mesrola. ufro sworad, me ki ar<br />

mesrola, caSi aisrola da rulonic maSinven<br />

gaiSala sazeimo serpantiniviT, iribad wamovida,<br />

tramvais qars ayolili, gaiwela mTeli quCis<br />

sigrZeze, Semoexvia xeebs, lampionebs,<br />

gamvlelebs, sxva tramvaebs, avtobusebs,<br />

troleibusebs, msubuqsa Tu satvirTo manqanebs,<br />

skolidan momaval bavSvebs, Jivil-xiviliT rom<br />

glejdnen vardisferi qaRaldis lents da mere<br />

yvela Tavis naglejs miaTrTol-miakankalebda<br />

mziT gabrWyvialebul haerSi, urCxulis cocxal<br />

wiwilasaviT. kiras tramvai ki miqroda da,<br />

uzarmazari maSxalis msgavsad, bRuja-bRuja<br />

gvayrida saxeSi aTasfer naperwklebs. xolo<br />

naperwklebis yoveli morigi bRuja erTdroulad<br />

irekleboda bavSvebis TvalebSic, vitrinebSic,<br />

sarkmlebSic, tramvaebis, avtobusebis,<br />

troleibusebisa da manqanebis saqare SuSebSic.<br />

gegonebodaT, mTeli qalaqi vardisferi qaRaldis<br />

lentiT SeukravT, karg maRaziaSi nayidi<br />

saCuqariviTo.


da mainc, pirvelad iyo melania! melania iyo<br />

yovelTvis da iqneba, vidre <strong>avel</strong>umi iarsebebs am<br />

qveyanaze. Seicno <strong>avel</strong>umma melania da Sva melaniam<br />

eka, igive ekaterine, igive kato - ekaekaterinekato -<br />

rogorc <strong>avel</strong>umi eZaxis xumrobiT, sinamdvileSi ki<br />

ase cdilobs odesRac, Soreul bavSvobaSi<br />

gaCuqebuli dis aCrdilis gamoxmobas araraobis<br />

wyvdiadidan, sadac is, gaCuqebuli, nebsiT Tu<br />

uneblieT, <strong>avel</strong>umis wyalobiTac aRmoCnda,<br />

Tundac <strong>avel</strong>umis uasakobisa da umweobis gamo da<br />

mounaniebel codvad, mourCenel Wrilobad darCa<br />

misTvis bolomde. samagierod, misi sexnia,<br />

umcrosi ekaekaterinekato erT-erTi<br />

umniSvnelovanesi "qalaqia" <strong>avel</strong>umis imperiisa -<br />

tonis mimcemi, modis damamkvidrebeli,<br />

politikur-kulturul-ideologiuri centri -<br />

ukanaskneli xuTi wlis ganmavlobaSi xuTi<br />

principulad gansxvavebuli, erTmaneTze ukeTesi<br />

Tayvanismcemlis uarmyofeli da bolos ukanono<br />

Svilis gamCeni "daudgeneli pirisgan", ramdenadac<br />

misi Rrma rwmeniT, araTu Tbilissa da<br />

saqarTveloSi, saerTod aRaravinaa dRes meuRlis,<br />

Tanamecxedris, qmris titulis tarebis Rirsi.


mere iyo fransuaza - moulodneli mexi da elda<br />

TiTqmis samudamod Cawynarebul, samudamod<br />

mowmendil caze. SemTxveviT, gverdze miixeda<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma da guli gadauqanda - maSinve icno. ufro<br />

sworad, maSinve mixvda - is iyo! vanis oqroulobas<br />

aTvalierebda, TavSiSveli, gaReRili plaSis<br />

jibeebSi xelebCawyobili da SuSis vitrinaze<br />

daxrili. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki sesils elaparakeboda,<br />

gulwrfelad gaxarebuli da madlieri<br />

gaxsenebisTvis, CamosvlisTvis - <strong>avel</strong>umTan<br />

gamosamSvidobeblad Camofrinda moskovidan erTi<br />

dRiT, vidre samudamod gaemgzavreboda Tavis<br />

samSobloSi - arada, madloba Turme imisTvis<br />

ekuTvnoda, maincdamainc, fransuaza rom<br />

gamoiyola Tavis bolo dResaswaulze, oRond,<br />

Tavisi kidev erTi (imedi maqvs) qaluri saidumlos<br />

mowmed ki ara, Tavisi qaluri gulisxmierebis,<br />

gulkeTilobis ganmasaxiereblad,<br />

gamgrZeleblad, sulac memkvidred. Tavad sesili<br />

ramdenime wliT adre Camovida pirvelad<br />

TbilisSi. sufraze Suasaukuneebis frangul<br />

xalxur simRerebs mReroda da TojinasaviT<br />

TvalmouSoreblad uyurebda <strong>avel</strong>ums. sufridan<br />

viTom yavis mosaduReblad adgnen da<br />

samzareuloSi Seiketnen. Cven garedan<br />

vukakunebdiT, isini ki facafuciT ixdidnen<br />

SigniT. ramdenic undaT, imdeni gvikakunon, iyav<br />

bolomde Seupovario - aqezebda sesili.<br />

ucxoelebi saerTod Tavisuflad aRzrdili<br />

xalxia da, Cvengan gansxvavebiT, nakleb<br />

yuradRebas aqceven pirobiTobebs. axlac, raki<br />

Tavad samudamod midioda aqedan da arc araviTari<br />

imedi aRar arsebobda <strong>avel</strong>umTan Sexvedrisa,


etyoba, sulgrZelad gadaewyvita mzardi da<br />

perspeqtiuli axalgazrdisTvis gadaeloca misi<br />

Tavi. yovelSemTxvevaSi, bolos ase gamovida.<br />

Seicno <strong>avel</strong>umma fransuaza da Sva fransuazam<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis maradiuli satkivari. magram es ambebi, ra<br />

Tqma unda, ise iolad ar momxdara, rogorc iTqmis<br />

da, TavisTavad cxadia, RvTis SewevniT, kidev<br />

bevrjer mivubrundebiT momavalSic.


mere ki sonia iyo, isev moulodneli elda da<br />

Weqa-quxili, aqamde rom azrialebs <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

fuZeSeryeuli imperiis sarkmlis minebs. Seicno<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma soniac da... im marTla antilopam arc ki<br />

gaagebina, ise moiSala muceli. ojaxur sabWoze,<br />

dedikosTan erTad gadawyvita, yoloda Tu ara<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums kidev erTi Svili. rac mTavaria, imdeni<br />

Tavxedobac eyo, Tu SeiZleba ase iTqvas, maTi<br />

"saerTo cxovrebis" mxolod bolo wuTas<br />

gaemxila es ambavi <strong>avel</strong>umisaTvis. "Zvirfaso,<br />

vTxovdebi, iqneb Camoxvide". Turme amis saTqmelad<br />

ibarebda, oRond, ukve sxvisi interesebis<br />

damcveli. TiTqos raki Tavis droze, anda ukeTesi<br />

iqneba Tu vityviT, raki Tavidanve ar gaeCina<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisgan Svili, es ambavi erTgvarad naTelsac<br />

fenda da amarTlebda kidec mis amJamindel<br />

saqciels, anu, Cveulebriv Ralats. <strong>avel</strong>umma rom<br />

uTxra (restoranSi Sesdga es saubari,<br />

rasakvirvelia, "cedeelSi"), zrdilobisTvis<br />

mainc gekiTxaT, vidre weras augebdiT Cems<br />

naSierso - arao, - jiutad gaaqnia Tavi soniam -<br />

romc Semxvewnodi, mainc ar davitovebdio - da<br />

bolos iseTi usindiso TanagrZnobiT moayola, ar<br />

aklia melanias Sens xelSi safiqrali da<br />

sazrunavio, <strong>avel</strong>ums gulianad gaecina.


Tumca, sasacilod namdvilad ar hqonda saqme.<br />

misi asakis kacisTvis, sxva Tu araferi,<br />

samarcxvino iyo, rac axla Wirda. sadesanto<br />

nawilis jariskaciviT, sityvis Seubruneblad,<br />

gauazreblad afrindeboda nebismieri<br />

aeroportidan nebismier aeroportSi dasafrenad.<br />

sonias wyalobiT, marTlac iseT<br />

"ganzomilebebSi", iseT "sferoebSi" (sonias<br />

sityvebia) imyofeboda, sadac asakis cneba Zalian<br />

pirobiTia, anda saerTod ar arsebobs. samagierod,<br />

jer kidev pirvelyofili, klasikuri mniSvneloba<br />

eniWeba yvela grZnobas, yvela sityvas,<br />

gansakuTrebiT ki imas, romlis gagonebasac<br />

(rasakvirvelia, <strong>avel</strong>umisgan, <strong>avel</strong>umis piridan),<br />

misive sityvebiT rom vTqvaT, am aTi wlis<br />

ganmavlobaSi, sulmouTqmelad elodeboda sonia.<br />

Tumca, rogorc Cans, gadamwyvet mniSvnelobas<br />

mainc ar aniWebda amas, Tuki, raRa Tqma unda,<br />

maincdamainc <strong>avel</strong>umisgan elodeboda "gulis<br />

gaxsnas" da ara nebismieri mamakacisgan,<br />

ocdaaTidan samocdaaT wlamde, romelic<br />

"metnaklebad asatani iqneboda yoveldRiur<br />

urTierTobebSi" (esec misi sityvebia) da, rac<br />

mTavaria, kanonieri qmari erqmeoda. Zvirfaso,<br />

vTxovdebi, iqneb Camoxvide. mokled, moxda is, rac<br />

unda momxdariyo. arCevani uaRresad subieqturi<br />

Tvisebebisa da monacemebis safuZvelze keTdeba -<br />

an "imas" irCev, an "imas". mesame gza ar arsebobs.<br />

magram ubedureba isaa, rom <strong>avel</strong>umi arc "is"<br />

aRmoCnda da arc "is". <strong>avel</strong>umi sxva ganzomilebas<br />

ekuTvnis, maRla frens caSi (vidre sxvebi miwieri<br />

saqmeebis mogvarebiT arian dakavebulni), cotas


albaT ustvens kidec, rogorc yvela frTosani da,<br />

SeiZleba, amitomac egonaT, araviTari mniSvneloba<br />

rom ar eqneboda misTvis Tu ra erqmeodaT Tavad,<br />

visi iqnebodnen, visken iqnebodnen, vis mklavze<br />

edebodaT Tavi da visgan iRebdnen muclad. ai,<br />

aseTad hyavda warmodgenili soniasac <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

(anda mere warmoidgina aseTad, ufro naklebad<br />

xelisSemSleli rom yofiliyo misTvis). amitom,<br />

bunebrivia is gaocebac, rac <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

"arabunebrivma" saqcielma gamoiwvia garkveul<br />

wreebSi. sonias azriT (ki magram, ratom?!), <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar unda aReqva es ambavi<br />

iseve, rogorc sxva, anu, masze "dabla mdgomi" (!),<br />

sinamdvileSi ki, albaT masze ufro miwieri, ufro<br />

normaluri adamiani aRiqvamda - ki ar unda tkenoda<br />

zurgSi Cartymuli dana, ki ar unda gaecofebina<br />

moulodnel Ralats, aramed, gaxarebuli, kidev<br />

ufro maRla unda afreniliyo caSi, kidev ufro<br />

xmamaRla unda daestvina da ase gamoexata<br />

sakuTari "gansakuTrebuloba". da mainc, Zneli<br />

gasagebia, ra uflebiTa da mosazrebiT Semosva<br />

soniam <strong>avel</strong>umi sadRac, qandaraze, "sxva<br />

ganzomilebaSi" da ratom CaTvala "is", meore,<br />

Tanac ase uceb, Tavisi "miwieri yofis" erT-erT<br />

Semadgenel, aucilebel nawilad, iseTsave<br />

Cveulebriv movlenad, rogoricaa, vTqvaT, msunag<br />

dedikosTan erTad Txilis knatuni da mJave Rvinis<br />

wrupva; anda, ujiSo, quCaSi napovni ZaRlis<br />

gaseirneba yovel dila-saRamos. sxvas rom<br />

yvelafers Tavi gavaneboT, garkveuli droa<br />

saWiro, Cveni cxovrebis Semadgenel nawilad rom<br />

iqces nebismieri ram, adamiani iqneba is, ZaRli,


nivTi, sagani, Cveva Tu midrekileba. arada, ra<br />

samarcxvinod cota droa gasuli maTi bolo<br />

ganSorebidan maTi axali "gzis" dawyebamde, ese<br />

igi, gasuli wlis dekembramde, ufro zustad,<br />

miwisZvramde. kidev ufro zustad, sonias<br />

werilamde. sxvaTaSoris, <strong>avel</strong>umma werilis<br />

wakiTxvisTanave gadawyvita, Tavi gaenebebina<br />

soniasTvis, daeclia axali TavSesafris mowyoba.<br />

bolos da bolos, es marto sonias saqme iyo da<br />

veravin CavereodiT, gindac Cveni saerTo<br />

satusaRos SigniT. satusaRoSi, SeiZleba, kidev<br />

ufro gamZafrebuli hqondes adamians, igive<br />

tusaRs, damoukideblobis, sakuTari nebasurvilis<br />

SenarCunebisa da aRsrulebis<br />

moTxovnileba. magram gadawyvetilebis miReba<br />

erTia, misi aRsruleba ki meore. aRsruleba<br />

gacilebiT met sirTuleebTanaa dakavSirebuli.<br />

adamiani aTasi, aTasnairi sisusteebisgan Sedgeba<br />

da rogorc ar unda moindomos, yvelas erTbaSad<br />

mainc ver moereva. yvelaze Zneli swored sakuTari<br />

sisustis morevaa. yvelaze metad es eZneleboda<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umsac. ki gadawyvita, Tavs gavanebebo, da amis<br />

sauwyeblad meore dResve Cveulebisamebr rigic<br />

daikava telegrafSi moskovis kabinasTan, magram<br />

axla imis SeeSinda, vai Tu swored ver gamigos<br />

soniamo. vidre rigi mouwevda, didi mRelvarebiTa<br />

da pasuxismgeblobis grZnobiT adgenda gunebaSi<br />

soniasTvis saTqmel teqsts: azustebda calkeul<br />

adgilebs, cvlida SedarebiT mkacr sityvebs<br />

SedarebiT rbili sityvebiT, SeZlebisdagvarad<br />

amartivebda yvelafers, rac rTuli gasagebi<br />

eCveneboda soniasTvis. sonia, rasakvirvelia,


mxolod praqtikuli mosazrebebidan gamomdinare<br />

apirebda gaTxovebas, es aiZulebda gverdze<br />

gaxedvasac, ris gamoc <strong>avel</strong>umi zedmeti Tu ara,<br />

xelisSemSleli namdvilad gamodioda misTvis da,<br />

raRa Tqma unda, Tavis damcirebas isev gacla<br />

sjobda. magram yvelaze metad swored amis Tqma<br />

uWirda <strong>avel</strong>ums, ena ver moubrundeboda, ver<br />

etyoda, samudamod viReb Senze xelso, TiTqos<br />

sonias gamo ki ar iqceoda ase, aramed erTi suli<br />

hqonda, rodis miecemoda amis Tqmis saSualeba.<br />

mokled, isev sonias ufrTxildeboda, isev imas<br />

zogavda, roca veravin gaamtyunebda, erTaderTi<br />

sityva eTqva imisTvis (is sityva qarTulSi ar<br />

arsebobs, uaRresad rusuli, ufro zustad ki,<br />

moskovuri sityvaa da iseT qalze iTqmis,<br />

yvelafers rom iRebs da arafers iZleva) da<br />

samudamod daekida moskovis telefonis yurmili.<br />

magram rigma rom mouwia, verafris Tqma ver<br />

moaxerxa saerTod. sonia aSkarad namtiralevi iyo.<br />

xmazec etyoboda - cxvirpiri dasiebuli hqonda,<br />

magram mainc feTianiviT movarda telefonTan,<br />

sada xar aqamdeo, ar vici, ra momividoda, rom ar<br />

dagerekao, da mere, Cveulebisamebr, mied-moedo<br />

yvelafers, maT bednier, ganumeorebel warsulsac<br />

da gaurkvevel momavalsac, moskovuri zamTris<br />

sisaZagleebsac da daniasac, ufro sworad, imis<br />

marTlac rom ZaRlur erTgulebas <strong>avel</strong>umisadmi.<br />

Turme, isa da dania saRamoobiT quCaSi rom<br />

seirnoben, sul <strong>avel</strong>umze laparakoben; danias,<br />

Turme, sxvebze metad axsovs da enatreba <strong>avel</strong>umi,<br />

imitom rom ZaRlia da SeuZlia gaigos da<br />

daafasos, ar daiviwyos mainc is, vinc Rirsi


gaxada, ganacdevina da agema, rasac verasodes<br />

igemebda uimisod, gindac aTi ZaRluri sicocxle<br />

ecxovra, miT ufro moskovisnairad uJmur qalaqSi<br />

("iseTi amindia, sarkmelSi gaxedvac ar mindao" -<br />

Cioda Tan). bevri rom ar gavagrZeloT, sonias<br />

nalaparakevidan gamomdinare, arc <strong>avel</strong>umze<br />

gulkeTili briyvi arsebobda am qveyanaze da arc<br />

daniasnairi madlieri, gamgebi da erTguli ZaRli.<br />

mokled, aTas sisuleleze ilaparaka erTad,<br />

erTdroulad, erTbaSad, xolo, mTavari arc<br />

TviTon Tqva da arc <strong>avel</strong>ums aTqmevina. <strong>avel</strong>umma<br />

sityva ver CaurTo saerTod. idga da usmenda.<br />

kabinis karze ukve ramdenjerme moukakunes<br />

mouTmenlobisgan gaoflili TxuTmetkapikianiT.<br />

kabinaSi cxeloda. ar vici sicxisgan, ar vici<br />

gadatanili mRelvarebisgan, <strong>avel</strong>ums suli<br />

exuTeboda. nerwyvis Caylapva uWirda.<br />

gamwarebulma, fexic dahkra kabinis iataks, magram<br />

iataki, etyoba, dampali iyo da Catyda, iseTi<br />

mtveri avarda, uaresad CaixuTa iqauroba. is ki<br />

mainc idga da usmenda. xan erT yurze miiWerda<br />

yurmils, xan meoreze. xan erT fexs moinacvlebda,<br />

xan meores da cocxlad ixarSeboda kabinis<br />

mtvrian oxSivarSi, aq manamde SemosulTa<br />

danatovar sunSi, maTi daZabuli, gaRizianebuli<br />

sxeulebidan oflTan erTad gamoJonil<br />

saidumloebebSi, tkivilebSi, sneulebebSi,<br />

miznebSi, ganzraxvebSi, imedebSi, ocnebebSi -<br />

rasac ver ambobdnen, anda ar ambobdnen<br />

Segnebulad, mizezTa sxvaTa da sxvaTa gamo.<br />

bolos veRar moiTmina da iyvira: mainc rodemde<br />

viyoT ase, studentebiviT, telefonze


Camokidebulebio. Tan xvelisgan ixrCoboda, Tan<br />

gamwarebuli bRujavda yurmils. misda gasaocrad,<br />

telefonis rigSi gagonili fraza gaaxsenda uceb<br />

da TviTonve gaukvirda, ise gaacecxla, ise<br />

gaaRiziana axla, ase dagvianebiT, im frazaSi<br />

dagubulma uazrobam da yvelafris gadamlekavma<br />

uSualobam - "deda xar, deda? sadaa fuli?" -<br />

sonias ki tirili auvarda isev. Tan cremls<br />

ylapavda, Tan cxvirs aqsutunebda, Tan<br />

laparakobda: erTxel gadavwyvite raRac<br />

damoukideblad, Cems Wkuaze, da imasac miSlio -<br />

slukunebda qveynis meore boloSi, kavkasiis<br />

gadaRma, TviTmfrinaviT orsaaTnaxevris,<br />

matarebliT ki ori dReRamis savalze, erTi<br />

uferuli, Cveulebrivi moskovuri saxlis yru<br />

kedlebSi gamomwyvdeuli, <strong>avel</strong>umis wignebiT,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis suraTebiT, <strong>avel</strong>umis naCuqari aTasnairi<br />

zizilpipiloebiTa da <strong>avel</strong>umis erTguli ZaRlis<br />

balniT savse oTaxSi, sadac <strong>avel</strong>umis yoveli<br />

gamoCena erT ganuwyvetel, dauqancvel<br />

dResaswaulSi gadaizrdeboda xolme jer kidev<br />

guSin. bolos, etyoba, sakuTari cremlebisa<br />

Sercxva, sakuTari sisustis uneblie<br />

gamomJRavnebam gaamwara da imanac iyvira: Tu Cems<br />

mizans ver mivaRwev, icode, arasodes gapatiebo.<br />

magram, ase iyo Tu ise, sityviT metis gakeTeba<br />

namdvilad aRar SeiZleboda. <strong>avel</strong>umic adga da<br />

Cafrinda moskovSi. soniasTvis ar uTqvams,<br />

movfrinavo, da ukve sastumrodan rom daureka,<br />

sonias cota morCa dambla daeca. arc TviTon iyo<br />

ukeTes dReSi. jer kidev TbilisSi, aeroportSive<br />

icoda, sisuleles sCadioda, magram aRarc darCena


SeeZlo, weras hyavda atanili. Tumca, bolo<br />

wuTamde mainc iTria fexi, vidre registraciac<br />

damTavrdeboda da Casxdomac. magram kacs rac<br />

uweria, ar ascdeba, rac unda iwvnios, iwvnevs da<br />

rac unda gadaitanos, gadaitans. bileTic<br />

sazizRari hqonda (isic Zlivs iSovna bolo<br />

wuTas), kudSi ijda, tualetis sunsa da muyaos<br />

yuTebSi Cakarguli. viRac somxebs ruseTSi<br />

qarTuli mandarini mihqondaT gasayidad da erTerTma<br />

maTganma gafcqvnili mandarini ZaliT Caudo<br />

xelSi. Tqven warmoidgineT, marTla uSvela - cota<br />

gons moego - yovelSemTxvevaSi, darwmunda,<br />

TviTmfrinavSi vzivar namdvlado. Tumca, yeli ise<br />

hqonda Sekruli (mRelvarebisgan,<br />

nerviulobisgan), mandarinis mxolod wvens<br />

ylapavda, imasac ZlivZlivobiT, CenCos ki muWSi<br />

igrovebda. somxebi raRacas elaparakebodnen,<br />

albaT mis garTobas cdilobdnen, sulac<br />

amowmebdnen, gonzea Tu arao, is ki gaognebuli<br />

ijda, sakuTari unebisyofobiT daTrgunuli da<br />

yvelaferi ezizReboda - TviTmfrinavic, romelic,<br />

miuxedavad misi yoymanisa, mainc mifrinavda; cac,<br />

romlis gulgril simSvidesTan gamosaCenic ar<br />

iyo misi Relva da wuxili; mandarinis<br />

gamowuwnuli CenCoc, romelic ar icoda sad<br />

gadaeyara da, rasakvirvelia, pirvel rigSi<br />

sakuTari Tavi, romelmac icoda sisuleles rom<br />

sCadioda da mainc sCadioda.


sonias sastumroSi mosvla ar undoda. icode,<br />

ukanasknelad movdivaro - ebrZoda Tavs.<br />

sxvaTaSoris, am aTi wlis winac, pirvel<br />

mosvlazec, didxans ioma, TiTqos vinme aZalebda.<br />

ra Tqma unda, Tanaxma iyo, magram bolo wuTas,<br />

mRelvarebisgan (ase ambobda TviTon), sapaemnod<br />

gamopranWuls, saRaTas ZiliT eZineboda Turme<br />

sarkis win. "ase verasodes gavTxovdebio" - axlac<br />

yefda telefonSi, magram mosvliT mainc movida da<br />

isev Tavidan daiwyo yvelaferi - xvevna-kocnac,<br />

Cxubic, kamaTic, sayvedurebica da isev xvevnakocna.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi aryis boTls iyudebda waramara,<br />

nervuli spazmi rom moexsna rogorme, magram arayi<br />

verc spazms xsnida da verc aTrobda. ufro<br />

sworad, sxvanairad aTrobda, Sebrunebulad,<br />

ukuRma - gamxnevebisa da gamococxlebis nacvlad,<br />

kidev ufro asustebda da alenCebda. cocxali<br />

micvalebuliviT gulaRma egdo sawolze, sonia ki<br />

xmiT dastiroda: "ara, ar SeiZleba, aseT rames<br />

saerTod ar patiebeno". gaskda tiriliT. Signidan<br />

TiTqos wyali iyo marto. tiriliT adrec bevrjer<br />

utiria, magram amdeni arasodes. da mainc, axali,<br />

jer gauSleli cxvirsaxoci rom Caudo <strong>avel</strong>umma<br />

xelSi (Tavisi ukve gasawuri hqonda), mainc<br />

SeaTvaliera mcodnis TvaliT da etyoba moewona<br />

kidec, radgan sxvaTaSoris moayola - amas<br />

dRevandeli dRis samaxsovrod Sevinaxavo. mere ki<br />

xmamaRla, bavSvuri mondomebiT moixoca cxviri.


ogorc ukve viciT, maTi uTavbolo da sakmaod<br />

uazro saubari "cedeelSi" gagrZelda, magram<br />

axali da mniSvnelovani iqac araferi uTqvamT.<br />

sadilmac ugemurad Caiara. orives kriWa hqonda<br />

Sekruli. verc Wames, verc dalies, Tumca, nacnobma<br />

oficiantma limonaTis boTliT mourbeninaT<br />

akrZaluli arayi. restoranSi Cveulebrivi<br />

mowyeniloba sufevda, ufro zustad ki, bolomde<br />

gauTviTcnobierebeli, braziani, eWvnarevi,<br />

mxdali kmayofileba gaaznaurebuli mdabiosi - ai,<br />

vzivar da vWam. avad Tu kargad, memsaxurebian. mec<br />

kaci var qveyanaze. magram mainc ar gvawyens, droze<br />

daviangariSoT, Tundac gunebaSi, ra dagvijdeba es<br />

siamovneba. maS ase: erTi borSCi. maneTi da<br />

ormocdarva kapiki. araferic. ormocdaTormeti<br />

gamxdara. ver uyurebT! erTic katleti<br />

moskovurad. raRa Tqma unda, katletis fassac<br />

moumatia. katletis fasi matulobs, xelfasi igive<br />

rCeba: kargia, me da Cemma RmerTma. aqedan morali:<br />

sjobs dRes Wamo da xval imuSao. xe, xe... da a.S. da<br />

a.S. restornidan pirdapir eklesiaSi wavidnen.<br />

eklesiaSi wasvlac restoranSi gadawyvites,<br />

moulodnelad, da jibidan ukve sanaxevrod<br />

amoRebuli saCuqari <strong>avel</strong>umma ukanve Caibruna,<br />

radgan misi gadacema, Tanac maTi ganSorebis<br />

aRsaniSnavad, eklesiaSi ufro bunebrivad<br />

moeCvena. patara, lamazi eklesia iyo, yvela rusul<br />

eklesiasaviT, Signidan isic TvalismomWrelad<br />

gakrialebul-gabrWyvialebuli. xalxic bevri<br />

ireoda da cota xans rigSi dgomac mouwiaT, vidre<br />

SigniT SeaRwevdnen. magram gindac guliT<br />

moendomebina, <strong>avel</strong>umi meorejer verafriT ver


miagnebda im eklesias da ara marto imitom,<br />

saerTod rom uWirda moskovSi gzis gagneba.<br />

marTalia, Tavisi cxovrebis mniSvnelovani<br />

momentebi iqa aqvs gadatanili - xanmokle, nerviul<br />

vizitebze rom araferi vTqvaT, fransuazam mTeli<br />

ori weli imsaxura moskovSi misi gulisTvis,<br />

viTom, ase ufro advilad (SedarebiT advilad)<br />

moaxerxebdnen erTmaneTis naxvas, radgan, sxva Tu<br />

araferi, ukve oriveni mavTulxlarTebs SigniT<br />

iqnebodnen, erTi cixis tusaRebi, da uvizodac<br />

SeeZlebodaT gadaadgileba samyarosgan saimedod<br />

izolirebul sivrceSi - magram is eklesia arc<br />

iqamde unaxavs <strong>avel</strong>ums, arc imis mere da xandaxan<br />

seriozuladac fiqrobda, damesizmrao.<br />

dabejiTebiT mxolod imas Tu ityoda, daRmarTSi<br />

rom midiodnen, rac namdvilad didi iSviaTobaa<br />

moskovisTvis da, SeiZleba, imitomac daamaxsovrda<br />

ase cxadad. Tovlze fexi ucurdaT, magram<br />

samudamo ganSorebis SegrZnebiT aforiaqebulni,<br />

xelis SeSvelebis magivrad, siciliT ubiZgebdnen<br />

erTmaneTs, TiTqos kidev ufro aCqarebdnen<br />

TavdaRmarTSi, vidre, rogorc ukve vTqviT, patara,<br />

xalxiT savse da sanTlebiT gaCaRebul eklesiaSi<br />

ar amoyves bolos Tavs. iq, im yrud agugunebul,<br />

sakmevlis suniT gabruebul eklesiaSi,<br />

RvTismSoblis xatTan, mgznebared Sehfica soniam<br />

(sirbilisgan jer kidev uWirda sunTqva), rom mis<br />

molipul, Znelad fexmosakidebel gulSi da<br />

saerTod mis cxovrebaSi (rasakvirvelia, sawolis<br />

gamoklebiT), veraviTari mamakaci, ganurCevlad<br />

rasisa, erovnebisa, rwmenisa Tu mrwamsisa,<br />

verasodes daikavebda <strong>avel</strong>umis adgils. <strong>avel</strong>ummac


iqve, xatis win, sazeimo ficis miRebisTanave,<br />

gaukeTa araTiTze kalininis prospeqtze<br />

oqroulobis maRaziaSi, ganSorebasTan<br />

dakavSirebiT, winaswar nayidi sakmaod Zvirfasi<br />

beWedi. sonias ki, mRelvarebisgan, anTebuli<br />

sanTeli gauvarda xelidan da axla amaze daiwyo<br />

oxvra da wuwuni: cudi niSania da cudi niSaniao.<br />

"ki magram, kargi ra daimsaxureo" - pirSi miaxala<br />

moTminebidan gamosulma <strong>avel</strong>umma. marTlac, misi<br />

saqmro enagadmogdebuli darbis mTels qalaqSi,<br />

sabWoTa ojaxis Sesaqmnelad aucilebel sabuTebs<br />

agrovebs gamwarebuli, vidre mis damTxveul<br />

sacoles gadaufiqrebia, is ki, sacole,<br />

sasmelisgan Tu survilisgan<br />

Tvalebaprialebuli, saidumlod (umRvdlod,<br />

umayrebod) viTom jvars iwers eklesiaSi aTi,<br />

Tundac rva wlis sayvarelTan, raTa sayvarelma<br />

iqneb amgvarad mainc daikmayofilos ase Tu ise<br />

Selaxuli pativmoyvareoba da Tavis mxriv,<br />

sulgrZelad darTos neba uZReb patarZals,<br />

samoqalaqo wesiTac gamoglijos cxovrebas, ris<br />

gamoglejasac moaxerxebs. "marTali xar,<br />

yvelafris Rirsi var, Sen rom gadageyare, Sen rom<br />

Segiyvareo" - Zlivs amoislukuna cxedariviT<br />

gadafiTrebulma soniam da cali Tvali uneburad<br />

isev axali beWdisken gaeqca. ufro sworad, cerad<br />

daxeda zemodan erTi wamiT, TiTqos sxvis kartSi<br />

iyurebao.


<strong>avel</strong>umi meore dRes matarebliT gamobrunda<br />

ukan. uamindobis, anda sulac ubenzinobis gamo,<br />

TviTmfrinavebi ar frendnen da RmerTma icis,<br />

rodis ganaxldeboda saerTod frena.<br />

gamocdilebiT, dacdas azri ar hqonda. erTxel 56<br />

saaTi ijda domodedovoSi, tualeti ki, aqaoda<br />

viTom remonti gvaqvso, jvaredinad aeficraT.<br />

Tanac mis mdgomareobaSi myofs, isev matareblis<br />

moZravi sibinZuris atana erCia. marTalia,<br />

tradiciulad damkvidrebuli sibinZurec masTan<br />

erTad ivlida, iRrWialebda, iZagZagebda ori dRe-<br />

Ramis ganmavlobaSi, magram mainc ivlidnen,<br />

raRacidan raRacisken, erT adgilas ar<br />

iyuryutebdnen sakuTar simyraleSi, Zalauneburad<br />

mainc gaaniavebdaT derefanSi moulodnelad<br />

SemoWrili, stepebis ukidegano siyrues, Seuval<br />

gulgrilobas gamoqceuli da ZvalrbilSi<br />

gamavali qari da, amdenad, rwmenac meti eqneboda<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums da imedic, rodisme mainc rom daadgeboda<br />

saSveli am morigsa da rac mTavaria, sakuTari<br />

surviliT arCeul wamebas. sxva Tu araferi, ori<br />

dRe cota gonze movidoda, aRudgeboda Tavdacvis,<br />

winaaRmdegobis gawevis, saerTod gadarCenis<br />

instinqti da isic didi SeRavaTi iqneboda,<br />

telefons rom ver dainaxavda, ori dRe mainc.


matarebelma, rasakvirvelia, gasvla daagviana da<br />

isinic ukve uazrod daborialobdnen uzarmazar<br />

darbazebSi. risi Tqmac SeiZleboda, Tqves, risi<br />

yidvac SeiZleboda, iyides (kooperativis<br />

namcxvari rom dainaxa soniam, gaxarebulma<br />

SesZaxa: ai, ra uyvars dedaCemso, TiTqos<br />

arsebobdes raime sacmucnavi, qalbaton<br />

aisodoras rom ar uyvardes) da albaT pirvelad am<br />

aTi wlis ganmavlobaSi, gauWirdaT erTad yofna,<br />

radgan aseve pirvelad, orives erideboda<br />

uneburad ar mibruneboda ukve aTasjer naTqvams,<br />

ufro sworad, maT saerTo uazrobas, rac<br />

TavisTavad dabadebuliyo maTive ganusjeli,<br />

Tamami da Tavisufali aTwliani urTierTobis<br />

Sedegad. da ai, RmerTisgan naCuqari dro, zedmeti<br />

da gauTvaliswinebeli, ki ar axarebdaT, uaresad<br />

TrgunavdaT, yvelaze Zneli asatani aRmoCnda<br />

moulodnelad da amis SegrZnebam, etyoba, orive<br />

SeakrTo, orive daabnia. albaT amitomac<br />

eridebodaT, Cveulebisamebr, ubralod,<br />

yovelgvari wesebis dacvis gareSe,<br />

gamomSvidobebodnen erTmaneTs, imis Rrma rwmeniT,<br />

ufro adre rom Sexvdebodnen, vidre egonaT, vidre<br />

mosalodneli iyo. dadiodnen, dadiodnen<br />

"SeyvarebulebiviT" xelixelgadaxveulni, da<br />

jiutad, garkveuli siZulviliTac ki<br />

aTvalierebdnen erTsa da imave, erTnairad<br />

uRimRamo, erTnairad Ratak vitrinebs, kioskebs,<br />

daxlebs, jixurebs... wamsvlelTa da momsvlelTa<br />

erTnairad gaRizianebul, gaborotebul saxeebs.<br />

haeri Zveli zeTisa da WurWlis narecxis Tbil<br />

suns gaeJRinTa. erT-erTi kedlis ZirSi sakuTar


argze mokalaTebuli ojaxi "sadilobda". erTi<br />

Cvilic hyavdaT. Cvili dedis ZuZus wovda, dedas ki<br />

kefiris boTli moeyudebina. ganviTarebuli<br />

mesaqonleobis qveyanaSi rZis reklamad<br />

gamodgeboda, magram aq kidev ufro amZafrebda<br />

garemos uRimRamobasa da siRatakes. <strong>avel</strong>umma<br />

sonias mxari gakra, undoda daenaxvebina "ojaxuri<br />

trapezi", magram soniasac SeemCnia ukve - Tavi<br />

mxarze Camoado da ki ar uTxra, TavisTvis Tqva: "ai,<br />

mec es minda sworedo". mere uceb gaCerda, xeli<br />

gauSva <strong>avel</strong>ums da cxared gaagrZela, isev<br />

TavisTvis: "xom unda vicode mainc, ra SemiZlia,<br />

sakuTar TavTanac xom unda viyo marTali, bolos,<br />

sibereSi, simartoveSi, tyuilubralod rom aRar<br />

vixeTqo guli, ratom ar vcade mainc gaTxoveba,<br />

ratom gadavyevi im damTxveul qarTvelso". magram<br />

wesierad arc hqonda sityva damTavrebuli, isev<br />

mieglisa <strong>avel</strong>ums katasaviT, isev moxvia xeli, isev<br />

Camoado mxarze Tavi da isev gauyvnen yvelaze<br />

uazro gzas, romelic ki cxovrebaSi gauvliaT<br />

rodesme, ginda calcalke da ginda erTad.


arem axlave vityvi imasac, Tu ra azrisa var<br />

sonias mier arCeul "gzaze". upirveles yovlisa,<br />

dae sul iavardebiT yofiliyos mofenili da<br />

soniasac iqamde evlos zed, vidre ar mobezrdeba,<br />

vidre sakuTari nebiTa da surviliT an marjvniv ar<br />

gadauxvevs, an marcxniv, ramdenadac ukan<br />

dabruneba albaT aRar moxerxdeba, imitom ki ara,<br />

misgan mitovebulni aRar miiReben, ubralod, im<br />

droisTvis aRaraferi iqneba ukan, dro silasaviT<br />

waeyreba nafexurebs da ukan moxedvam didi-didi,<br />

isic erTi wamiT, SeiZleba an sasiamovnod<br />

dagvaRonos an usiamod gagvaxaros - esec mxolod<br />

da mxolod Cvens pirad Tvisebebzea damokidebuli,<br />

Cvens sulier wyobaze. adamianis buneba xom<br />

mravalnairia: zogma icis xis moWra rom cudia da,<br />

vidre najaxs aiRebdes xelSi, winaswar nanobs,<br />

ganicdis, yoymanobs, magram bolos mainc Wris,<br />

radgan iZulebulia ase moiqces, Tundac imitom,<br />

SeSa rom Wirdeba; zogi ki daufiqreblad,<br />

daunaneblad akeTebs imaves da rodisme, ukve didi<br />

xnis mere Tu gauCndeba xolme sinanulis magvari<br />

grZnoba, Tuki, ra Tqma unda, am xnis ganmavlobaSi,<br />

sxva yvelaferTan erTad, Tvalsazrisic<br />

Seecvleba da ara marto xis moWrasTan<br />

dakavSirebiT, aramed saerTod cxovrebaze. codva<br />

is ki ar aris, rasac iZulebiT vakeTebT, aramed<br />

mainc rom vakeTebT imas, risi gakeTebac<br />

aucilebeli ar iyo. aSkarad kargi naTqvamia,<br />

magram <strong>avel</strong>ums ufro Seexeba, vidre sonias. soniam,<br />

andazisa ar iyos, mefis sayvarlobas mWedlis<br />

coloba arCia, <strong>avel</strong>umi ki, pirvelsave daZaxebaze<br />

("Zvirfaso, vTxovdebi, iqneb Camoxvide"), mainc


erTguli qveSevrdomiviT eaxla moskovSi, raTa<br />

daemSvidebina (rac ar unda iyos, gaTxoveba yvela<br />

qalisTvis uaRresad mniSvnelovani movlenaa),<br />

gaemarTlebina (bolos da bolos, arc imisTvis<br />

iyo albaT advili ase moulodnelad gadajdoma<br />

erTi skamidan meoreze), gamosaTxovari saCuqari<br />

mierTmia (sxvaTaSoris, ase guliTadad arasodes<br />

sdomebis misTvis raimes Cuqeba) da Ralatis<br />

aRsaniSnavad (aba, sxva araferi hqondaT imJamad<br />

aRsaniSnavi) mis sayvarel restoranSi waeyvana,<br />

sadac soniam savsebiT gasagebad (im wuTas<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umsac marTla esmoda TiTqos) auxsna (Tan<br />

Cais kovzs urevda xizilalis qilaSi), Tu ratom<br />

moxda is, rac moxda da ratom unda momxdariyo,<br />

maincdamainc ase da ara sxvanairad. magram erTia,<br />

roca gixsnian (miT ufro, ukve danayrebuli da<br />

ukve SemTvrali literatorebiT aJriamulebul,<br />

axorxocebul restoranSi) da meorea, roca<br />

axsnils marto aanalizeb SenTvis (Tundac<br />

matarebelSi). rac marTalia marTalia, <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

arc maSin (restoranSi) SekamaTebia sonias da arc<br />

axla (SedarebiT damSvidebuli, beds Seguebuli)<br />

ekamaTeba. sonias survili, ra Tqma unda, uaRresad<br />

adamianuria, ufro sworad, uaRresad qaluri<br />

survilia da veravis moubrundeba ena<br />

gasamtyuneblad, rogor gabede da rogor gagiCnda<br />

msgavsi survilio. ufro metic: araTu survili,<br />

saqcielic uaRresad adamianuria, Ralati<br />

uaRresad adamianuri Tvisebaa, magram adamianTa<br />

cxovrebaSi dgeba Jami, roca Cveulebrivi<br />

uCveulod gamoiyureba, adamianuri -<br />

araadamianurad. gana panaSvidze mosul xalxs


azrad mouva mravalJamieri daagugunos?! Cvenc<br />

panaSvidi gvidgas axla - msoflio mistiris<br />

sakuTar adamianobas - da aseT dros Cveulebriv,<br />

klasikur Ralatsac sul sxva suni udis, ufro<br />

globalur ubedurebad aRiqmeba, vidre nebismier<br />

samkuTxedSi (bermudis CaTvliT) mimdinare<br />

procesebi. is (Ralati) romelime momxibvleli<br />

qalbatonis reputacias ki ar emuqreba mxolod,<br />

aramed - sayovelTao zneobas, da araferi aqvs<br />

saerTo arc madam bovarisa da arc anna kareninas<br />

Tavganwirul nabijTan. piriqiT, Tavad diadi<br />

moRalateebis winaaRmdegaa mimarTuli, maTi<br />

vnebebis gasaufasureblad, radgan am SemTxvevaSi<br />

yvelaferi Sebrunebulad xdeba: qmars ki ara,<br />

sayvarels ayrian TvalSi nacars, anu, uazro<br />

nebayoflobiT jdebian satusaRoSi (ojaxSi),<br />

usasTumlo, ugzoukvlo, mSier-mwyurvali,<br />

SiSvel-titveli Tavisuflebis SiSiT. da<br />

marTlac, is aTiode weliwadi, <strong>avel</strong>umTan rom<br />

gaatara soniam, TiTqos Tavidanve droebiTi,<br />

sulis mosaTqmeli "adgili" iyo mxolod,<br />

daaxloebiT iseTive, rogoric zRvaSi motivtive<br />

ficaria gadamfreni CitebisTvis, saidanac<br />

daunaneblad, dauzareblad da garkveuli<br />

sixaruliTac ki unda wamofreniliyo, rogorc ki<br />

sunTqva daumSviddeboda da gzis gagrZeleba<br />

SeeZleboda.


RvTis wyalobiT, <strong>avel</strong>umi arc pirvelia da arc<br />

ukanaskneli - iSviaTad Tu wasula am qveynidan<br />

vinme, erTxel mainc ar eRalatoT misTvis. magram<br />

ara mgonia, sonias sulswrafobam da, rac kidev<br />

ufro damafiqrebelia, am sulswrafobiT<br />

ganpirobebulma misma saqcielma, Tundac, rogorc<br />

TviTon eZaxis, "gonivrulma nabijma",<br />

aRafrTovanos Cveni momavali mkiTxveli (hm, hm),<br />

Tuki, rasakvirvelia, ocdameerTe saukuneSic<br />

srulyofili, mkveTrad gamokveTili<br />

teqnokratebis epoqaSic, Cveulebrivi,<br />

Tandayolili gulebiT icxovreben adamianebi da<br />

gaCenisTanave ar gadaunergaven maT cecxlgamZle,<br />

tyviagaumtar, yovelgvari cxovrebiseuli<br />

eldisgan saimedod dacul, vTqvaT, keramikul<br />

gulebs. albaT asec iqneba, radgan adamiani,<br />

saboloo jamSi, mainc praqtikuli cxovelia.<br />

ganuwyveteli vnebaTaRelva, SiSi, molodini,<br />

tanjva, moTmena - yvelas rodi SeuZlia. ufro<br />

sworad, aravis siamovnebs, visac cxovreba unda,<br />

visac winaswar daproeqtebuli da kanoniT<br />

garantirebuli bednierebac Tavze gadasdis...


<strong>avel</strong>ums sonias mimarT yovelTvis hqonda<br />

gansakuTrebuli, lamis "mSobliuri"<br />

mzrunvelobis gamoCenis survili, SeiZleba<br />

imitom, maTi gacnoba sonias mSoblebis<br />

ganqorwinebas rom daemTxva, SeiZleba, maT Soris<br />

erTob TvalsaCino asakobrivi gansxvavebis gamoc,<br />

magram arasodes Sescodebia ise, rogorc, vTqvaT,<br />

fransuaza. fransuazas samsaxurSi rom<br />

miacilebda (mis binaSi marto darCenisa eSinoda,<br />

yovel wuTas SeiZleboda dasdgomoda Tavze<br />

"saxlmmarTveli" Tu "ubnis rwmunebuli",<br />

liftior qalze rom araferi vTqvaT, da<br />

dainteresebuliyo, ras akeTebda ucxoelis<br />

binaSi), taqsidan uyurebda xolme, rogor<br />

mibakunobda quCaSi, dakargul bekekasaviT,<br />

moskovuri zamTris sisastikiT damfrTxali da<br />

daTrgunuli, vidre yaraulian sadarbazoSi<br />

gauCinardeboda da, ratomRac, yovelTvis<br />

cremlis ekliani gorgali eCxireboda yelSi,<br />

romelic veRarc "gumis" cxel (gacxelebul)<br />

Rvezels Cahqonda da veRarc lamis yinulad<br />

qceul, xraSuna luds, anu, <strong>avel</strong>umis yoveldRiur<br />

sauzmes, konspirirebuli cxovrebis periodSi.<br />

magram im dRes, kurskis sadgurSi, sonia<br />

gacilebiT sacodavi iyo da, rac mTavaria,<br />

TviTonac xvdeboda amas. amitomac laparakobda<br />

yvelaferze zereled, agdebulad, viTom sxvaTa<br />

Soris, viTom zrdilobis gulisTvis - maTi<br />

moulodneli "gaTiSva" iqneboda es, Tu misi<br />

"moulodneli" gaTxoveba - "iseTi SegrZneba maqvs,<br />

TiTqos raRac didi seni Semyrodeso", - aRiara<br />

bolos. magram sonia, "TiTqos" ki ara, marTla iyo


"avad", Tanac sakmaod seriozulad, oRond,<br />

arafriT ar undoda amis dajereba. ufro sworad,<br />

gankurneba ar undoda da ar undoda im ubralo<br />

mizezis gamo, Segnebulad rom daisneula Tavi.<br />

magram <strong>avel</strong>ums mainc unda "moevlo", mainc unda<br />

"epatrona" misTvis. yovel SemTxvevaSi, sacdeli<br />

mainc bolomde unda ecada, Tundac marto imitom,<br />

pirnaTeli rom yofiliyo yvelasTan, anu, sakuTar<br />

TavTan. sonia aCemebis tyvea da, amave dros, am<br />

tyveobaSi yofna urCevnia adrindel, diaxac rom<br />

SeuzRudav Tavisuflebas, radgan iq ufro<br />

saimedod iqneba daculi, davuSvaT, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

risxvisgan, anda, sakuTari sindisisgan, iseve<br />

rogorc bavSvis gamaupatiurebeli an bebris<br />

mkvlelia daculi gamZvinvarebuli xalxisagan<br />

miliciaSi. sonias ambavi rom vici, arc isaa<br />

gamoricxuli, TviTonve rcxvenodes Secdomis<br />

aRiareba da axla yvelanairad cdilobdes, ara<br />

marto Tavs, yvelas dagvimtkicos, damoukideblad,<br />

uTqvenodac SemiZlia swori gadawyvetilebis<br />

miRebao. ra gaewyoba. raki ase surs, de, iyos ase.<br />

magram rac moxda, TavisTavad ki ar moxda, rogorc<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums egona, aramed momzadda, gacilebiT didi<br />

xnis manZilze da, rac mTavaria, <strong>avel</strong>umis zurgs<br />

ukan, <strong>avel</strong>umis sawinaaRmdegod. <strong>avel</strong>umma ki maSin<br />

Seityo, roca aRaraferi eSveleboda, roca<br />

bunebamac Tavisi gaakeTa. marTlac, ise eSmakurad<br />

moxda yvelaferi, albaT Tavad soniasac<br />

gauWirdeba dazusteba: jer gaTxoveba gadawyvita<br />

da mere iRo muclad, Tu jer muclad iRo da mere<br />

gadawyvita (barem) gaTxovebac. mokled, soniam ki<br />

airCia Tavisi WkuiT misTvis ukeTesi varianti


(Tumca, ori kviriT adre, <strong>avel</strong>umze Zvirfasi<br />

"araferi gaaCnda cxovrebaSi"), magram<br />

usamarTloba da usindisoba is aris, sxvas rom<br />

saerTod waarTva arCevanis ufleba. ufro<br />

gasagebad rom vTqva, martom gadawyvita ara Tu<br />

sakuTari, aramed <strong>avel</strong>umis, melanias da,<br />

TavisTavad cxadia, fransuazas momavalic. isini<br />

xom yvelani erTmaneTze arian gadabmulni uxilavi<br />

jaWvebiT da Tuki romelime maTgani amas ver<br />

xvdeba, ara marto danarCenebis, aramed sakuTari<br />

Tavis mtericaa. magaliTad, melaniam didi<br />

gamWriaxoba gamoiCina Tavidanve, roca<br />

sinamdviles ki ar aujanyda, daufiqreblad<br />

(mofiqrebulad) gasca da daunaneblad (Segnebuli<br />

iZulebiT) gayo is, risi arc gacema SeiZleba<br />

TiTqos da arc gayofa. magram araTu iyofa Turme,<br />

aramed umal namatiTac dagibrundeba, Tuki marto<br />

Sens Tavze ar ifiqreb da sxvebsac gauwev angariSs.<br />

melaniam, rac marTalia, marTalia, sixarbesac<br />

sZlia da pativmoyvareobac daicxro, riTac,<br />

upirveles yovlisa, moqiSpeTa gulebi moinadira<br />

da qiSpobis mizezi, marTalia, aTasnairad<br />

gaZiZgnul-gawewili, mainc bolomde SeinarCuna. is<br />

ki ara, mgoni TviTonac ar icoda, uxaroda Tu<br />

swyinda, dRiTidRe ufro da ufro rom<br />

uZneldeboda <strong>avel</strong>ums soros didi xniT mitoveba<br />

da romeliRac tkbil mogonebaSi gadavardnils,<br />

romeliRac sasiamovno CvenebisTvis<br />

TvalgaSterebuls, mSobliuri TanagrZnobiT<br />

gamoxedavda xolme, viTom qsoviT garTuli. ase<br />

rom, arc sonias hqonda ufleba, martos, uimaTod<br />

gadaewyvita esoden seriozuli sakiTxi, SeiZleba


uaRresad piraduli, magram aseve uaRresad<br />

dakavSirebuli sazogadosTan, ramdenadac sonias<br />

wasvliT, TavisTavad dgeba dRis wesrigSi yvela<br />

danarCenis yofna-aryofnis sakiTxic, radgan<br />

aseTia imperiis struqtura, borotebisa iqneba is<br />

Tu siyvarulis. magram arc yvelafris soniasTvis<br />

gadabraleba iqneba Cvengan kargi saqcieli.<br />

soniasac sakuTari buneba warmarTavs da ara<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis Segonebebi; miuxedavad <strong>avel</strong>umis didi<br />

mcdelobisa, mainc mSobliur garemos ufro<br />

Seefereba is, vidre <strong>avel</strong>umis warmodgenebs.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis azriT, soniasTvis gacilebiT<br />

mniSvnelovani unda yofiliyo masTan megobroba,<br />

vidre erTi Cveulebrivi gaTxoveba. magram<br />

sinamdvilem sul sxva suraTi gadagviSala<br />

Tvalwin. aSkarad ariTmetikasTan gvaqvs saqme, Cven<br />

ki algebruli wesiT vcdilobT "ucnobis"<br />

amoxsnas. "ucnobi" cnobilia. kacobriobis<br />

arsebobis manZilze, aTadan da babadan<br />

moyolebuli, jer ar yofila SemTxveva,<br />

amouxsneli darCeniliyos. xelmwifis<br />

sayvarlobas mWedlis coloba sjobso - ambobs<br />

xalxuri sibrZne. ase rom, arc sonias arCevani<br />

gamoirCeva didi originalobiT. Cveulebisamebr,<br />

soniamac misTvis ukeTesi airCia or "bedaurs"<br />

Soris da Tundac, mxolod da mxolod,<br />

praqtikuli TvalsazrisiT - airCia is, visac ufro<br />

gamoiyenebda, vinc ufro gamoadgeboda, ara marto<br />

ufro axalgazrda, aramed ufro Tvinieric, ufro<br />

iolad satarebeli Sens Wkuaze. bolos da bolos,<br />

airCia is, romelic ufro axlos eyoleboda,<br />

yovelTvis saZebari ar gauxdeboda da aRarc


kavkasionis gadafren-gadmofrena dasWirdeboda<br />

erTi kocnis gulisTvis. magram, Tu qaTinaurad ar<br />

miiRebs, me yovelTvis ukeTesi megona ratomRac<br />

sonia, ukeTesi, zneobis TvalsazrisiT ki ara,<br />

aramed saerTod, im nivTierebaTa da mineralTa<br />

xarisxiT, romlebisganac Sesdgeba misi arseba,<br />

sulierica da xorcielic. ufro gasagebad rom<br />

vTqva, Rrmad viyavi darwmunebuli (es ra sonias<br />

bralia!), sulis amoxdomamde, nebismieri iaraRiT<br />

ibrZolebda <strong>avel</strong>umis gadasarCenad da<br />

SesanarCuneblad. Tumca, Tavad, etyoba, am azrisa<br />

ar iyo, anda brmad ar emorCileboda am azrs.<br />

dedamisma, qalbatonma aisodoram, marTalia<br />

suleluri laparaki icis (amitomac gaeqca albaT<br />

qmari), magram yuradRebiT Tu mousmenT, bevr<br />

saintereso (da saWiro) cnobasac mogawvdiT.<br />

"yvelas Zalian gviyvars <strong>avel</strong>umi, magram ar<br />

gegonoT, sonia imis anabara iyos darCenilio" - ai,<br />

ra miTxra erTxel qalbatonma aisodoram, magram<br />

maSin is ufro gamikvirda, sakmaod uxeSad rom<br />

gaaCuma soniam dedamisi - rogorme me TviTon<br />

movuvli Cems Tavso - da ufro zrdilobisTvis<br />

Sevicxade, ras brZanebT-meTqi, radgan,<br />

Cveulebisamebr, didi mniSvneloba ar mimicia<br />

cxovrebaze ganawyenebuli, qmris daundoblobiT<br />

Rrmad daWrili qalis "muqarisTvis". sonia,<br />

rasakvirvelia, TviTonvea sakuTari cxovrebis<br />

baton-patroni, magram cxovrebacaa da cxovrebac.<br />

roca qali qmars Ralatobs sayvarelTan, ese igi,<br />

Cveulebrivi, myari, saimedo gziT midis cxovreba,<br />

magram, roca sayvarels Ralatobs saqmrosTan,<br />

mTlad kargad ver aris saqme. erTi patiosani kaci


ambobs, sanam me var, sikvdili ar arsebobso. sanam<br />

siyvarulia, Ralati ar arsebobs,<br />

warmoudgenelicaa "gulma sxvisken gagiwios".<br />

amitom, nurc Tavs movityuebT, nurc erTmaneTis<br />

motyuebas SevecdebiT. sonias "aCemeba" imitom ki<br />

ar aris angariSgasawevi, misi da <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

urTierToba rom "daZvelda", "uperspeqtivo"<br />

gaxda, rogorc araerTxel aRniSnula adrec<br />

"keTilmosurneTa" mier, rasakvirvelia, imave<br />

qalbaton aisodoras CaTvliT, aramed imitom,<br />

miuxedavad yvelafrisa, anda swored yvelafris<br />

gamo, "gulma sxvisken rom gauwia", Tundac erTi<br />

wamiT, uneblieT, anda sqesis sisustidan<br />

gamomdinare, da, rac mTavaria, win ki ar aRudga,<br />

SeZrwunebuli, am warmavalsa da bunebriv<br />

moTxovnilebas, aramed ahyva da gadahyva kidec.<br />

amdenad, salaparakoc aRaraferia TiTqos.<br />

ramdenic ar unda vilaparakoT, mxolod imas<br />

davadasturebT, Tu ra Zneli gasaTvaliswinebelia<br />

saerTod nebismieri safrTxe, swored iqidan rom<br />

gamogvityvreba xolme, saidanac ar velodebiT.<br />

magram yvela normaluri adamiani, Tundac<br />

qvecnobierad, ganuwyvetliv grZnobs da erideba<br />

safrTxes. sonia ki piriqiT moiqca -<br />

"safrTxisagan" Tavis daRweva ki ar scada, aramed<br />

Segnebulad, gamiznulad miekedla mas. diaxac rom<br />

saintereso mdgomareobaa sulisa - imitom ki ar<br />

iqcevi ase, gabrazebuli rom xar viRacaze,<br />

"safrTxe" igrZeni da is viRaca gverdiT ver<br />

daigule, aramed "safrTxe" moulodnelad xsna<br />

rom aRmoCnda SenTvis da, upirveles yovlisa, im<br />

gaurkvevlobisa da uperspeqtivobisgan, razedac


zemoT vilaparakeT. soniasTvis "safrTxe" igive<br />

xsnaa da, rac yvelaze samwuxaroa, <strong>avel</strong>umisgan<br />

xsnaa, <strong>avel</strong>umis maradiuli siyvarulisgan, anu, Tu<br />

gnebavT, umomavlo kavSirisgan (bodiSs vixdi<br />

prozauli gamoTqmisTvis), romelic sinamdvileSi<br />

sul bewvze ekida Turme da Tu ar wydeboda,<br />

mxolod da mxolod, imitom, "aravin rom ar iyo<br />

irgvliv Rirseuli". da ai, bolos da bolos,<br />

"Rirseuli" mainc gamoCnda. ki gixaria (romel<br />

gasaTxovar qals ar gauxardeba aseTi saswauli),<br />

ki ggonia Tavi sizmarSi, magram cota<br />

damfrTxalica xar. rac unda iyos, sul axlaxans,<br />

mTlianad, mTeli arsebiT ekuTvnodi sxvas da<br />

aTasSi erTxel Tu gaifiqrebdi xolme CaZinebamde,<br />

isic gakvriT, sul erTi wamiT, ZiriTadad<br />

biologiuri SiSiT SeZruli: ra meSveleba, es rom<br />

mokvdebao. marTlac, gana ramdenxans cocxlobs<br />

adamiani! magram gana marTla wlobiT izomeba<br />

namdvili sicocxle, namdvili grZnoba, namdvili<br />

urTierToba saerTod?! ara mgonia. es Zalian<br />

arazusti da arasaimedo sazomia - meryevi,<br />

matyuara. magram axla ra azri aqvs amaze laparaks<br />

- yvelaferi isedac naTelia. ufro metic: roca<br />

warmovidgen xolme, rogor dgas sonia. saziaro<br />

miwis nakveTze, kitris kvlebSi, baris tarze<br />

xelebgadatyauli da rogor ecineba TviTonve<br />

gunebaSi - erTi imas (<strong>avel</strong>ums) daanaxva axla Cemi<br />

Tavio - lamis Ralatic vapatio. adamiani codoa -<br />

sakuTari xeliT ikowiwebs Tavis patara<br />

jojoxeTs da Tvalebi ukve ewvis bolisgan, magram<br />

mainc ufro Rrmad Sedis bolSi, Tundac<br />

garantirebuli mSvidi siberis gulisTvis - xmis


gamcemi, wylis mimwodebeli rom hyavdes vinme,<br />

ukeTes SemTxvevaSi - SviliSvili, romelsac<br />

Tavisi erTaderTi siyvarulis suraTze<br />

daukakunebs siberisgan dakrunCxul TiTs da<br />

CifCifiT etyvis: ai, am kacs vuyvardio. magram<br />

RmerTis winaSe <strong>avel</strong>umic marTalia. Tavisi WkuiT,<br />

isic soniasTvis zrunavda da arc Tavmoyvareobas<br />

gafrTxilebia, arc janmrTelobas. arc moskovSi<br />

Cafrenas nanobs, miuxedavad yvelafrisa. piriqiT,<br />

rac dro gava, miT ufro tkbilad gaaxsendeba<br />

albaT TviTmfrinavis kudze yanyalic, erTmaneTze<br />

Sewyobili muyaos yuTebic, muWSi mogrovili<br />

gamowuwnuli mandarinis CenCoc... Zalian kargad<br />

moiqca. kargadac da sworadac. sonias yvelaferi<br />

unda scodnoda, oRond is ki ara, ris sanacvlod<br />

ra dakarga, aramed - marTla rom SeiZleba maszec<br />

Sestkiodes viRacas guli. Tumca, soniam<br />

yovelTvis icoda yvelaferi, pirvelive dRidan,<br />

roca mkvdariviT gadafiTrebuli, Zlivs<br />

moaTrevda fexebs sastumro "rosias" lamis<br />

usasrulo derefanSi; roca paltos ixdida, ufro<br />

zustad ki, ver ixdida da mRelvarebisgan<br />

tuCebgadalurjebuli, sikvdilmisjilis<br />

gauTviTcnobierebuli cnobismoyvareobiT<br />

ayolebda Tvals <strong>avel</strong>umis xelebis nebismier<br />

moZraobas, TiTqos rame Tu gamorCeboda, anda,<br />

TiTqos rogorc ki isini (<strong>avel</strong>umis xelebi)<br />

gaCerdebodnen, misi aRsasrulic dadgeboda; da<br />

roca Tavisi nabijis gasamarTleblad Tu<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis gulSi ufro Rrmad Casaxedad, mogonili<br />

arxeinobiT, meZavis utifrobiT eubneboda<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums: aqeT rom movdiodi, wiTel moedanze asi


maneTi SemomaZlia erTma Seni xnis kacmao.<br />

sxvanairad warmoudgenelia maTi guSindeli<br />

udardelobac da dRevandeli mRelvarebac.<br />

rogorc ityvian, imaTac hqondaT "erTi dro" da<br />

Tundac imxnis ganmavlobaSi isinic iseTive<br />

bunebrivebi iyvnen erTmaneTisTvis, iseve<br />

Seeferebodnen erTmaneTsac da garemosac,<br />

rogorc, vTqvaT, biWvinTas - aivanze, mzis mxares,<br />

gasaSrobad gakiduli sacurao trusebi, anda,<br />

mlaSe qviSis mcoxnavi, yelze TiTbris<br />

eJvanSebmuli Zroxa, moulodnelad rom waadga<br />

erTxel Tavze da gulebi gauxeTqa xis qveS<br />

SeyuJulebs. iqauri biWebi (maTi uneblie<br />

maspinZlebi), zRvis piras cecxls aCaRebdnen,<br />

Tevzis mosaxarSad, da vin icis, raRas ar<br />

pirdebodnen RmerTs gunebaSi sonias erTi<br />

kocnisTvis. sonia ki marTlac lamazi iyo im dRes -<br />

galifes Targze gamoWrili xakis Sarvali ecva da<br />

vardisferi Txeli perangi. majis simsxo nawnavi<br />

kefaze daegragna, gveliviT, da jibeebSi<br />

xelebCawyobili, mogonili arxeinobiTa da<br />

sizantiT miseirnobda <strong>avel</strong>umis gverdiT, mkvdar,<br />

gavarvarebul qviSaze, vidre qviSnars<br />

gascdebodnen da juja bzebis tyeSi<br />

Seimalebodnen, dausxltebodnen cecxlTan<br />

mofusfuse biWebis Tvalebs. tyeSi patara saydris<br />

xela lodi egdo, mzemiSuqebuli, da mis xorklian<br />

zedapirze damsxvreuli sxivi TvalebSi<br />

uWvritinebda <strong>avel</strong>ums da ca kiserSi Casdioda civ<br />

Jruantelad da miwa TandaTanobiT ecleboda<br />

fexqveS da sonias ise gaxureboda mzeze Tma, sul<br />

tkacatkuci gaudioda mis TiTebSi da yvelaferi,<br />

rasac imwuTas ganicdida da xedavda, imdenad


didebuli iyo, sxva rom veraferi moaxerxa,<br />

pirjvari gadaiwera.


ase iyo es ambavi, magram albaT isic sainteresoa<br />

(Tundac, mxolod CemTvis), ratom damesizmra<br />

maincdamainc me qvemoT moTxrobili sizmari, roca<br />

gacilebiT ajobebda da savsebiT bunebrivic<br />

iqneboda, imave sonias dasizmreboda, anda Tavad<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums. Tumca, meore mxriv, imJamindel Cems<br />

sulier mdgomareobas Tu gaviTvaliswinebT,<br />

srulebiTac ar aris gasakviri, swored me rom<br />

vnaxe swored aseTi ucnauri sizmari. etyoba, im<br />

dReebSi cota mec avafrine, radgan adre msgavsic<br />

araferi damsizmrebia, arc ase gamorCeulad<br />

ucnauri, arc ase gamorCeulad dabneuli,<br />

rasakvirvelia, Tu ki marTla me vnaxe, rac vnaxe, da<br />

ara, vTqvaT, soniam anda <strong>avel</strong>umma. axlave avxsni<br />

yvelafers. rac mTavaria, erT sityvasac ar<br />

davamateb, arc mxatvruli, arc azrobrivi<br />

kosmetikis Casatareblad. raRac-raRacebi ki<br />

TavisTavad daakldeba, risi aRdgenac ubralod<br />

veRar SevZeli, ramdenadac sakmaod didi dro<br />

gavida, vidre aeroportSi manqaniT gavidodi da,<br />

rac mTavaria, fexiT davbrundebodi iqidan, anu<br />

vidre sabolood davadgendi, ra iyo sizmari da ra<br />

cxadi, rodis gamovedi sizmridan (rodis<br />

gamovediT sizmridan me da sonia, oriveni erTad,<br />

radgan sizmarSi erT-erTi CvenTagani iyo orive,<br />

ufro sworad, samive, ese igi, <strong>avel</strong>umic, magram<br />

oridan - anu samidan - romeli iyo is "erTerTi",<br />

Zneli saTqmelia) da rodis gadavedi cxadSi (ukve<br />

usoniod). saerTod ki uaRresad naTeli sizmari<br />

iyo da mec, SeZlebisdagvarad, Sevecdebi iseve<br />

cxadad gadmovce, rogorc vnaxe, anu rogorc<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma naxa, radgan sinamdvileSi, me ki ar vnaxe


ac vnaxe, aramed - <strong>avel</strong>umma (SeiZleba - soniamac).<br />

anda, <strong>avel</strong>umis sizmari vnaxe me, magram es<br />

srulebiTac ar niSnavs imas, rom sizmarSic me me<br />

viyavi. sizmari, ra Tqma unda, me vnaxe, magram imave<br />

sizmarSi me me ki ar viyavi, ubralod, me<br />

vansaxierebdi yvelas, garda sakuTari Tavisa -<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umsac, soniasac da, Tqven warmoidgineT,<br />

daniasac. ase rom, Zalian sasiamovno iqneboda<br />

piradad CemTvis, es sizmari marTla <strong>avel</strong>ums anda<br />

sonias enaxa da ara me. magram sjobs, isev sizmari<br />

movyve, Torem amdeni axsna-ganmartebiT TviTon<br />

davibeni da sxva rogorRa gaarkvevs, vis ra<br />

daesizmra, anda daesizmra Tu ara saerTod rame.


maS ase: viTom, erT mSvienier dRes,<br />

moulodnelad gamomeRviZa Cems loginSi. ara,<br />

piriqiT. viTom, sonias gamoeRviZa Tavis loginSi.<br />

rasakvirvelia, mniSvneloba ara aqvs, vis ekuTvnis<br />

logini. mTavari im loginis adgilsamyofelia.<br />

mokled, sonias moulodnelad gamoeRviZa mis<br />

mSobliur garemoSi da daniamac maSinve ena ausva<br />

saxeze (ZaRlis civi ena rom vigrZeni, mTels tanSi<br />

Jruantelma damiara. ZaRli ki mecodeba, magram ver<br />

vitan, Tavisi adgili rom ar icis, ginda ewyinos,<br />

ginda ara) da daiwkavwkava - ade, aRar SemiZlia,<br />

gamaseirneo. magram sonia jer kidev ver<br />

gamorkveuliyo buranidan. iseTi grZnoba mqonda,<br />

TiTqos ki ar viRviZebdi, viZinebdi, magram raRaca<br />

miSlida daZinebas. raRaca ki ara, viRaca. oTaxSi<br />

aSkarad viRac iyo, ZaRlis garda, da daJinebiT<br />

miyurebda. soniam uneburad sabani waifara SiSvel<br />

mkerdze, damala Tavisi didi ZuZuebi, ramac, cota<br />

ar iyos, gamakvirva, radgan arasodes moridebia<br />

sakuTari siSiSvlis demonstrireba (mTavaria,<br />

mayurebeli hyavdes), miT ufro sakuTar sawolSi.<br />

frTxilad, gaubedavad movaTvaliere oTaxi,<br />

magram, araTu ucxo vinme, saerTod aravin da<br />

araferi ar iyo oTaxSi - arc wignebis karada, arc<br />

magida, arc skamebi... TiTqos binadrebi<br />

gausaxlebiaT, an jer ar SemousaxlebiaTo.<br />

araferi ar iyo (sxvaTa Soris, aRarc dania) da ai,<br />

maSin ki ikadra soniam gamofxizleba. "RmerTo<br />

Cemo, sad gaqra imis ("imis" - e.i. <strong>avel</strong>umis)<br />

suraTio". (arada, marTla kargi suraTia -<br />

ocdaeqvsisaa - axalgazrda, damwyebi poeti<br />

raRacas jiutad misCerebia sivrceSi, albaT


sonias jer dabadebas, mere daqalebasa da mere<br />

gamoCenas Tu elodeba) - gaifiqra SeSfoTebulma<br />

da sawolSi wamojda. ZuZuebi maSinve aqeT-iqiT<br />

gadaizniqnen, gabutulebiviT, TiTqos erTmaneTs<br />

aarides Tvali. imis, anu <strong>avel</strong>umis suraTi ki ara,<br />

rogorc ukve vTqvi, yvelaferi gamqraliyo:<br />

farSevangis kudis bumbulic (brma guSagi),<br />

askilis ekliani totic (Suriani mowme), kaxurimeruli<br />

keramikac (carieli sityvebi), unikaluri<br />

avtografebiT Semkobili wignebic (briyvis<br />

aRsareba), xevsuruli paWiWebic (morigi<br />

"saqorwilo" marSruti), kveteras mwvane kramitis<br />

namtvrevic (umaqnisi warsuli)... yvelaferi, rac<br />

Tavs gadaxdeniaT, ugrZvniaT, ganucdiaT. ki magram,<br />

sad, sad unda gamqraliyo amdeni rame ase<br />

erTbaSad, ase ukvalod, ase uimedod?! TiTqos arc<br />

yofilao. arada, iyo. me xom vici, sxvam Tu ara?!<br />

SeSfoTebuli wamovarda sawolidan, dediSobila,<br />

grZelfexa... da, cotas morCa, maSinve iatakze<br />

moadina bragvani - raRacaze moucurda uceb fexi.<br />

"Seni dedaco" - Seigina guliT, brazianad,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umiviT, da mereRa daixeda Zirs. Zirs <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

suraTi egdo pirqve. TeTrad qaTqaTebda priala<br />

qaRaldis sworkuTxedi. <strong>avel</strong>umi, rasakvirvelia,<br />

ar Canda - meore pirze iyo aRbeWdili, qvemodan.<br />

TiTqos Segnebulad imaleboda qaRaldis qveS,<br />

magram gaxarebulma soniam qaRaldi rom<br />

gadmoabruna, arc iq aRmoCnda. priala qaRaldis<br />

orive piri erTnairad TeTri (anu sufTa) iyo.<br />

soniam maSinve imas ("imas" - e. i. imas) daureka da<br />

mSvidad uTxra (Tan sakuTar sxeuls<br />

aTvalierebda sarkeSi): moxarSuli viris yuri


macivarSi devs, me ki TbilisSi mivfrinav, radgan<br />

ors rom erTi gamovakloT erTi ki darCeba, magram<br />

is erTi me var Tu is ("is" - e.i. <strong>avel</strong>umi) Zneli<br />

dasadgeniao. "vicodi, adre Tu gvian, ase<br />

metyodio" - upasuxa iman. sonia ki ukve Tbilisis<br />

aeroportSi idga viTom da <strong>avel</strong>umis telefonis<br />

nomers krefda gamalebuli (Tan darwmunebuli<br />

iyo, gverdiT Cavlili yvela mamakaci uyurebda).<br />

"telefonze geZaxiano" - karze momikakuna<br />

ekaekaterinekatom. vici, vinc rekavs-meTqi -<br />

mivaZaxe kars da mec iseve SeSfoTebuli<br />

wamovvardi sawolidan, rogorc sonia wamovarda<br />

weRan, oRond, aqedan Zalian Sors, sxva qveyanaSi,<br />

sxva qalaqSi, sxva binaSi. ise Cavicvi da ise<br />

gamovedi Sinidan, sityva ar miTqvams aravisTvis.<br />

sabednierod, arc CemTvis ukiTxavT rame, egaa, rom<br />

yvelani, didian-patarianad, daZabulni,<br />

gaSeSebulni madevnebdnen Tvals, vidre Cavicvamdi<br />

da vidre kars gamoviketavdi zurgs ukan, TiTqos<br />

maTi marCenali, maTi patroni ki ar viyavi, aramed<br />

maT binaSi SeWrili mZarcveli da TiTqos iaraRiT<br />

davmuqrebodi, Cems gasvlamde, an Tu krinti daZra,<br />

an Tu Tavad gainZra romelime Tqvengani, yvelas<br />

erTianad amogJuJavTo. uTqmeladac yvelaferi<br />

naTeli iyo. adrec, soniamde, fransuazas<br />

"epoqaSic" aseTive daZabuli, damnaSavuri dumili<br />

Camovardeboda xolme, fransuazas naCuqar<br />

romelime frangi momRerlis firfitas Tu<br />

davatrialebdi uneburad, davuSvaT, adamos. da<br />

marTlac, iseTi SegrZneba meufleboda piradad me<br />

(darwmunebuli var, sxvebsac), TiTqos fransuazac<br />

Cvens Soris ijda - gatrunuli, daZabuli - aba,


ogor moiqcevian, damtoveben, mimiReben Tu<br />

gamagdebeno. "axla Tu taqsi Semxvda, yvelaferi<br />

sinamdvileSi xdeba-meTqi" - gavifiqre facafuciT,<br />

gzaze damdgari kacis mRelvarebiT, da<br />

imave wams taqsmac SemomanaTa Tavisi mwvane Tvali.<br />

"vis elodebi-meTqi" - davuZaxe gulabagunebulma.<br />

"visac Zalian vWirdebio" - mipasuxa taqsma (mag<br />

simarTliT iaros! marto amiT unda<br />

mivmxvdariyavi, sizmari rom iyo). "aba, saCqarod<br />

aeroportSi, mandilosani melodeba-meTqi". -<br />

Sevvardi manqanaSi. Tan me TviTon mecineboda<br />

sonias "mandilosnobaze". manqanaSi ki Sevvardi,<br />

magram meore wuTas, viTom, karuselze vtrialebdi<br />

Tavbrudamxvevi siCqariT. Cems winac sonia ijda<br />

muyaos antilopaze da Cems ukanac. xan is<br />

momxedavda, eSmakurad RimilSekavebuli, xan me<br />

movxedavdi xolme, cremliT dabrmavebuli. "Tu<br />

marTla damxvda is "mandilosani" aeroportSi,<br />

sul saTiTaod davukocni Sens manqanas talaxian<br />

borblebs-meTqi" - davuyvire mZRols. "Sen giJi xom<br />

ar xar SemTxveviTo" - gaaCera mZRolma manqana.<br />

"marTali brZandebiT, giJi var-meTqi" - daveTanxme<br />

giJuri morCilebiT da manqanidan gadmovedi. "ras<br />

Svrebi, sad midixar, modi, raRa darCa, barem<br />

migiyvano" - mainc Sevecode mZRols. me ki xeli<br />

avuqnie mxolod, radgan yeli Caxergili mqonda<br />

sibrazisgan, sinanulisgan, sevdisgan,<br />

sircxvilisgan, siyvarulisgan, siZulvilisgan,<br />

sikeTisgan, siborotisgan, raRa Tqma unda,<br />

simartovisganac da yvelafer amas xorxis<br />

qronikuli anTebac emateboda zed. win ki<br />

moasfaltebuli, ukacuri, usasrulo gza


gadaWimuliyo. arsaidan arsaiT mimavali. gzas,<br />

orive mxridan, erTnairad gaquculi, erTnairad<br />

triali mindvrebi misdevda. qars mihqonda<br />

iqauroba. aTasSi erTxel, damayruebeli gugungruxuniT,<br />

avad aelvebuli TviTmfrinavi<br />

gadamifrenda xolme Tavze da, lamis Tavi<br />

waeclia, TiTqos mSieri faskunji amovarda<br />

qvesknelidano. me ki ukacur, moasfaltebul gzaze<br />

mivdiodi da viTom me ki ar viyavi, aramed dania,<br />

upatrono ZaRli, romelsac jer kidev ar<br />

gadahyroda sonia da mainc araferi ar mindoda<br />

ufro Zlier, vidre sonias danaxva, vidre imisi<br />

briyvulad momRimari saxis alokva. sxva rom<br />

veraferi gavawye Cems ZaRlur simartoveSi, iqve,<br />

Suagzaze Cavcucqdi, kudze davjeqi, drunCi cas<br />

mivuSvire da avymuvldi.<br />

ase aymuvlebuls gamomeRviZa.


tyuilad ki ar aris naTqvami, mada WamaSi modiso<br />

- rac ufro mets vlaparakob, miT ufro meti<br />

saTqmeli miCndeba da rom SeiZlebodes, saerTod<br />

ar movSordebodi Cems tanjul sabeWd manqanas,<br />

arc lukmis Casadebad, arc Tvalis mosatyueblad,<br />

Tuki, rasakvirvelia, SenTvisac sulerTia,<br />

moclilo mkiTxvelo, ra TanamimdevrobiT<br />

mogiyvebi Cems gancdebs; Tumca, sjobs Tavidanve<br />

vaRiaro, rom Cems monaTxrobSi gancdas mainc<br />

gansja sWarbobs, namoqmedars - nafiqrali, magram<br />

esec albaT kanonzomieri movlenaa dReisaTvis -<br />

mimdinare aTwleuli xom gonebis aTwleuladaa<br />

gamocxadebuli - da marTlac, bevri ram aris<br />

dasafiqrebelica da gansasjelic, ramdenadac ara<br />

marto saukune mTavrdeba, aramed qristes<br />

ocsaukunovani epoqac da ara marto varaudi,<br />

aramed SesaZleblobac arsebobs, marTla uazrod,<br />

sulelurad moispos yvelaferi, aRigavos<br />

pirisagan miwisa, da Cemi "Sromac" fuWi aRmoCndes<br />

bolos; magram aRarc gaCumeba SeiZleba - nayofi<br />

rom daiZvreba, aucileblad unda daibados, Torem<br />

TviTonac daiRupeba da misi mtvirTvelic - Tanac,<br />

rogorc sCans, marTla moswrebazea saqme: momaval<br />

saukuneSi ki ara, xval ra iqneba, imasac ver ambobs<br />

veravin dabejiTebiT. sxvaTa Soris, isic<br />

gasarkvevia, xval me isev me viqnebi, Tu sxva vinme -<br />

adamiani xom, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, yoveldRe<br />

xelaxla ibadeba da yoveldRe erTxel kidev<br />

kvdeba, Tumca, TviTon arasodes icis, xelaxla<br />

daibada Tu erTxel kidev mokvda. magram, ibadeba<br />

Tu kvdeba, Cemi ar iyos, dro mainc unda gaiyvanos<br />

rogorme, gindac xelaxla dabadebamde, gindac


xelaxal sikvdilamde. saamisod ki, gulis<br />

amobertyva saukeTeso saSualebaa: yeli rom<br />

gamiSreba da Rvinis ylups davuwyeb Zebnas erTxel<br />

ukve daclil boTlebSi, sul sxva dRe damxvdeba<br />

xolme samzareuloSic da, TavisTavad cxadia,<br />

kalendarzec. ase rom, vercki gaigeb, rogor<br />

garbis dro erTi istoriuli TariRidan meoremde.<br />

arada, TiTqos Cems jibrze, yvela meore dRe<br />

aRsaniSnavia - an samgloviaroa an sazeimo - etyoba,<br />

rac ufro pataraa qveyana, meti istoriuli TariRi<br />

aqvs, da rac mTavaria, aRsaniSnavad yvela<br />

erTnairad saxifaToa, gindac sazeimo iyos,<br />

gindac samgloviaro, miT ufro dRes, roca ZaRli<br />

patrons ver scnobs da patroni ZaRls, mSobliur<br />

qalaqSi ucxosaviT dadixar da sadac ar unda<br />

SeiyuJo bolos, yvelgan Semawuxeblad daZabuli<br />

molodinia gaurkvevlisa da amouxsnelisa. Tumca,<br />

kacma rom Tqvas, TiTqos aRaraferia gasarkvevi da<br />

amosaxsneli - erTxel kidev da amjerad ukve Cveni<br />

TandaswrebiT, Cvens Tvalwin sruldeba<br />

ukeTilSobilesi aqti Zvelisa da axlis<br />

monacvleobisa, rac yvelaze TvalnaTeli<br />

dadasturebaa sicocxlis maradiulobisa, Tundac<br />

maradiuli moZraobisa, magram rogorc sxva<br />

yvelaferi, esec gayalbebulia imperiis mesveurTa<br />

mier da esec morig TavSesaqcev sanaxaobadaa<br />

qceuli imperiis qveSevrdomTa gasabriyveblad,<br />

rasakvirvelia, imperiis interesebidan<br />

gamomdinare - imperia mxolod da mxolod mkvdari,<br />

gaqvavebuli modelia sicocxlisa da, amdenad,<br />

maradiuli moZraoba ki ar ainteresebs, aramed<br />

uZraobis maradiuloba, anu, erT adgilze mbrunav


orbalSi gamomwyvdeuli ciyvis ganuwyveteli da<br />

amao mcdeloba sivrceSi gadaadgilebisa. imperiis<br />

ukidegano sivrceebSic erTi da igive dro brunavs<br />

borbaliviT, borbalSi ki Cven, imperiis<br />

qveSevrdomebi, dabadebiT imitatorebi, viTom<br />

vmoZraobT, viTom naTeli momavlisken<br />

miviswrafiT Tavgamodebulni da, saboloo jamSi,<br />

erTnairad gapampulebulni gamovdivarT Zvelebic<br />

da axlebic. ufro sworad, marTla axali ki ar<br />

enacvleba Zvels, rac igive sikvdili iqneboda<br />

imperiisTvis, Tuki amas dauSvebda, aramed,<br />

drogamoSvebiT, saxeSecvlili "Zveli" gvevlineba<br />

"axlad", rac imperiis ukvdavebis sawindaria.<br />

amitomac moabijeben ase moRuSulni,<br />

gafiTrebulni - gogoebs Savi kabebi acviaT,<br />

koWebamde, Zveleburad (maTi TvalsazrisiT, esec<br />

siaxlisken ltolvaa), xelSi ki TeTri vardebi<br />

uWiravT. vardi Zviri kia, magram ras izam,<br />

gansakuTrebuli dRea, yvelaferi imarxeba, rac<br />

aqamde arsebobda, da vardis siZvirem ar unda<br />

Segvaferxos, dasamarxi unda daimarxos, radac ar<br />

unda dagvijdes, vidre gvamis suns SeveCveodeT.<br />

marTalia, vardis gamyidveli arc<br />

"mamuliSvilobis" gamo dauklebs fass Tavis<br />

saqonels, magram sxva Tu araferi, imdeni<br />

saqvelmoqmedo fondi da sazogadoeba gaCnda uceb,<br />

rogorc ki erTi JuJuna wvima movida, araferi<br />

daSavdeba, erTxel mainc, daniSnulebisamebr Tu<br />

moixmaren Senawirs. bolos da bolos, marto<br />

Segroveba xom ar evalebaT - keTili inebon da<br />

gaiRon kidec, Tundac imave vardebisTvis,<br />

Savkabianma gogoebma rom unda daiWiron xelSi


dRes, xval, zeg, maszeg - bevri ramea dasamarxi da<br />

droc bevri dasWirdeba albaT.


iWebs Savi Sarvlebi da Savi kurtakebi acviaT.<br />

aseTi Cacmuloba ara marto Seesabameba drosa da<br />

garemos, aramed ufro mosaxerxebelicaa<br />

SesaniRbad, ver gaarCev vin vin aris, mSromeli Tu<br />

usaqmuri, swavluli Tu lazRandara, sofleli<br />

Tu qalaqeli... Zvelebs TavianTi axalgazrdoba<br />

imitomac axsovT (mcire gamonaklisTa garda), imas<br />

rom icvamdnen, rasac Soulobdnen. magram es mainc<br />

ar aZlevT gverdze gadgomis uflebas. piriqiT,<br />

miT ufro ara aqvT neba gverdze gadgomisa, Tundac<br />

imaTi xaTriT, visac ar gaumarTla, vinc maTTan<br />

erTad ver moaRwia dRemde, ver moeswro am did<br />

gansacdels, brZolis velze daeca yvelaferze<br />

TvaldarCenili, yvelafriT gulnakluli, Tumca,<br />

yovelgvari damxmare saSualebebis gareSe,<br />

bolomde eomeboda cxovrebas da frCxilebiT,<br />

kbilebiT RrRnida mis yru kedels, Tundac sul<br />

umniSvnelo sxivis gasatevi WuWrutana mainc rom<br />

gamoeCiCqna rogorme da, Tuki Tavad ver SeaRwevda<br />

Sig, WuWrutanidan mainc Seexeda cxovrebisTvis.<br />

imaT, dRevandelebisgan gansxvavebiT, cxovrebidan<br />

rogorme gaqceva ki ara, cxovrebaSi rogorme<br />

SeRweva da cxovrebaSi rogorme fexis mokideba<br />

hqondaT miznad dasaxuli. Tumca, samwuxarod,<br />

Sedegi erTnairad savalalo aRmoCnda orive<br />

SemTxvevaSi, bevri sicocxle da sindisi Seiwira<br />

da Tundac am TvalsazrisiT, ar SeiZleboda<br />

rameTi ukeTesebi yofiliyvnen guSindelebi<br />

dRevandelebze, anda piriqiT. ubralod, saerTo<br />

ubedurebisadmi damokidebuleba iyo guSin<br />

sxvanairi; ar rcxvenodaT ubedurebisa; icodnen,<br />

ubedurebi rom iyvnen, erTnairad ubedurebi,


saerTo ubedurebiT ubedurebi, rac ki ar TiSavda<br />

maT, rogorc imperias surda, kidev ufro<br />

aaxlovebda, akavSirebda erTmaneTTan, rac<br />

srulebiTac ar aZlevda xels imave imperias.<br />

Tumca, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, saerTo<br />

ubedurebac gansakuTrebuli iyo yvela<br />

ojaxisTvis, iseve, rogorc, vTqvaT, yvela<br />

mSobelia gansakuTrebuli (<strong>avel</strong>umis mama rom<br />

gardaicvala, dedam Tqva: mkvdari kaci<br />

gvinaxavdao). es ki, upirveles yovlisa,<br />

pasuxismgeblobis grZnobas umZafrebda yvela<br />

maTgans (Tormeti wlis <strong>avel</strong>umma umcrosi da<br />

gaaCuqa - raki mSoblebi jer isev gadasaxlebaSi<br />

hyavda, Tavad gauwia das mSoblis magivroba da<br />

SimSiliT sikvdils gadaarCina, Tavisi WkuiT).<br />

oRond, arc mTlad ase iolad aixsneba albaT<br />

guSindelTa da dRevandelTa fsiqiuri Tu<br />

sulieri Taviseburebani. martivad rom vTqvaT,<br />

dRevandelebisgan gansxvavebiT, guSindelebi<br />

mSoblebs ki ar avaldebulebdnen ezrunaT maT<br />

keTildReobaze, aramed Tavs Tvlidnen<br />

davalebulad mSoblebis winaSe. SeiZleba,<br />

qvecnobierad ecodebodaT isini - daxvretilni,<br />

daborkilni, davrdomilni - TiTqos imaT ki ar<br />

ebaraT Svilebis bedi, aramed Svilebs - imaTi da,<br />

wesierebi iyvnen Tu uwesoni, erTi wamiTac ar<br />

tovebdaT am valdebulebis SegrZneba da ase iyo<br />

sul, Tavidanve, WkuaSi Cavardnamdec, Zvlebis<br />

gamagrebamdec da saerTod dabadebamdec.<br />

magaliTad, rac unda momxdariyo, <strong>avel</strong>umi kviraSi<br />

orjer mainc aakiTxavda xolme davrdomil mamas,<br />

sadRac diRmis zeviT, romeliRac patara TaTrul


sofelSi - sadac mamamisi, gadasaxlebidan<br />

dabrunebis Semdeg, kolmeurneobis buRaltrad<br />

muSaobda - da xan sufTa sacvals autanda, xan<br />

saWiro wignebs, xan ki dedis morig werils, sadac<br />

ZiriTadad isev masze iyo saubari, ufro sworad,<br />

Svilis "umadobiT" SeSfoTebuli, magram umweo da<br />

usaxsro adamiani Tavis gaunelebel SiSsa da eWvs<br />

SesCioda aseve umweo da usaxsro adamians. raki<br />

Tavidanve ver upatrones Svils, Tavs uflebas<br />

veRar aZlevdnen, aSkarad gamoeyenebinaT mSoblis<br />

uflebebi. "ar vici, ra viRono, mgoni cud gzaze<br />

dgas biWio" - erTnairad wuxda yvela werili da<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umic, vidre adresatamde aaRwevda,<br />

ramdenjerme kiTxulobda yvela maTgans da ase ara<br />

marto gasarTobad iqceoda, sakmaod grZelsa da<br />

mosawyen gzaze damdgari, aramed eamayeboda kidec,<br />

raRacnairad siamovnebda, abednierebda dedis<br />

faruli yuradReba da mzrunveloba, rac, yvela<br />

sikeTesTan erTad, imis rwmenasac umtkicebda, jer<br />

mTlad xelidan wasuli rom ar iyo Tavad, jer<br />

kidev rom SeiZleboda misi gadarCenac. xolo, rac<br />

Seexeba "umadobis" mizezs, ver amxelda, Torem,<br />

umal sasacilod moeCveneboda yvelas - miT ufro,<br />

nacimbiral mSoblebs - vidre SemaSfoTeblad.<br />

bolos da bolos, erTi maTi megobari, qarTuli<br />

xalxuri baladis gmiriviT, mdidars arTmevda da<br />

Raribs aZlevda. eg iyo da eg. gnebavT, aklebda<br />

imas, visac ar sWirdeboda da umatebda imas, visac<br />

aklda. anda, mihqonda is, risi fasic patronma ar<br />

icoda da axarjavda imas, vinc ufasebda. mokled,<br />

saxelovan momReral bebias, stalinuri premiis<br />

laureats, romelic fulsa da obligacias ver


ansxvavebda erTmaneTisgan da erTica da meorec<br />

dasta-dasta ewyo TeTreulis karadis Taroebze,<br />

daunaneblad, daundoblad Zarcvavda, raTa<br />

Zmakacebs namcxvriTa da tkbileuliT<br />

gamaspinZleboda muskomediisa Tu operis bufetSi,<br />

Tanac im dros, roca maTi Tanatolebis<br />

umravlesobas Su da ekleri ki ara, Cveulebrivi<br />

puris yua esizmreboda. maT ki sakonditros<br />

Tbili, daSaqruli suni asdiodaT da namcxvris<br />

pudriT yvelas erTnairad hqonda gadaTeTrebuli<br />

nikapi da saulvaSe. ase rom, dRevandelebisgan<br />

gansxvavebiT, sxva damxmare saSualebani,<br />

aRmgznebadi Tu gamTiSveli, arafrad<br />

sWirdebodaT, nametani didi fufuneba iqneboda<br />

maTTvis narkotikuli zmanebani. samagierod, arc<br />

droze adre dadgomian mousavleTis gzas<br />

asmaneTiani samgloviaro gancxadebis amara, sadac<br />

yvelaze bolos mainc gardacvlilia<br />

moxseniebuli - cocxlebTan SedarebiT, iqac<br />

umniSvnelo adgili ukavia, anda, saerTod imitomaa<br />

naxsenebi, erTxel kidev rom SesZlon gadamowmeba<br />

misma cocxalma axloblebma, vin visze win dgas,<br />

vin ufro dasafasebelia maT patara sanaTesavoSi.


magram arc es niSnavs guSindelTa wesierebas.<br />

guSinac SeeZlo nebismier maTgans, vTqvaT, yomarSi<br />

waego puris wignakebi, anda sakuTari bina<br />

gaeZarcva da rac rame ebada, erT ampulaSi<br />

gadaecvala. ubralod, Tavad sibrZnes asaki ara<br />

aqvs, Torem yvela asaks Tavisi gansakuTrebuli<br />

sibrZne gaaCnia. ufro sworad, yvelafers Tavisi<br />

gamgebi sWirdeba. axalgazrdobas guli erCis,<br />

sisxli uCuxCuxebs. Rvino rom duRs, kargi glexi<br />

qvevrTan aTen-aRamebs - aduRebulma Rvinom,<br />

SeiZleba, qvevri gaxeTqos da gaiqces. Tanac<br />

gazafxuli karsaa momdgari. cocxals ki ara,<br />

mkvdars aJrJolebs samareSi. rom amouSvan, amova.<br />

Jami sxvlisa moiwia, xma gvritisa isma qveyanasa<br />

Sina Cvensa, leRvman gamoiRo yvavili Tvisi. magram,<br />

kacma rom Tqvas, axalgazrdobac pirobiTi,<br />

aramyari cnebaa - dRevandeli axalgazrda guSin<br />

yrma iyo, xval Warmagi iqneba da zegindel<br />

axalgazrdaze ityvis, aseTi araferi minaxavso.<br />

marTlac, ras aSaveben dRevandelebi imisTanas,<br />

rac maT papebsac ar daeSavebinoT da rasac maTi<br />

SviliSvilebic ar daaSaveben! didi ambavi, Tuki<br />

erT sakmaod maRali Tanamdebobis pirs sakuTarma<br />

Svilebma pirdapir sawer magidaze... meoris vaJi ki<br />

leningradis romeliRac sastumros nomerSi<br />

ipoves mkvdari - SarvalCaxdili da venaSi<br />

nemsgayrili. mesamisam dedis Savi winda Camoicva<br />

Tavze, mamis monikelebuli pistoleti daiWira<br />

xelSi da bebias daesxa Tavs - bibiloebianad<br />

moaglija babuis naCuqari briliantis sayureebi.<br />

meoTxisa da mexuTisa Seamxanagdnen da meeqvsis<br />

gogo sardafSi gaaupatiures virTxebis Tvalwin.


magram es yvelaferi umal saerTo-sayovelTao<br />

ganwirulobis SegrZnebis bralia - Campal-<br />

CaWaobebuli sardafebidan Savi WiriviT rom<br />

amoitanes da gadagvdes virTxebma - vidre zedmeti<br />

garyvnilebisa (rogorc vTqvaT, sazRvargareT) da<br />

marTlac, ganwirulisa da ganwirulobisgan<br />

Tavgzaabneulis meti, vin gadauxdis amags<br />

ganavliT Tundac yvelaze uRirs mSobels, vin<br />

mokvdeba ase samarcxvinod, vin gamoiCens aseT<br />

sisastikes, vin gaixrwneba ase uimedod... amitomac<br />

minda xolme, Tundac aivnidan gadavZaxo<br />

demonstrantebs - ehei, Tqven, TeTri vardebiT<br />

xeldamSvenebulo gogonebo da gamomwvevad<br />

moRuSulo biWebo-meTqi! Tqveni xnisa <strong>avel</strong>umic<br />

TqvenisTana iyo-meTqi! leqciaze ra gaaCerebda,<br />

mizezi Tu eqneboda quCaSi gamosvlisa, miT ufro -<br />

yovelmxriv sapatio mizezi. ormocdaTeqvsmetSi,<br />

martis dReebi rom mZvinvarebda, rogor ggoniaT,<br />

gazeTis makets adgenda Tu "saqarTvelos moambis"<br />

gadayviTlebul egzempliarebs furclavda<br />

mowiwebiT universitetis biblioTekaSi?!<br />

araferic! isic Tavis weras hyavda atanili, magram<br />

erTi kia, aRar esmoda Tanatolebisa, ufro<br />

sworad, marto mas esmoda TiTqos, rac xdeboda,<br />

ratom xdeboda, radgan Tanatolebisgan<br />

gansxvavebiT, ukve icoda simarTle da Tavisi<br />

simarTlis wyvdiadidan yvelaferi ufro<br />

garkveviT moCanda sicruis sinaTleSi.<br />

rasakvirvelia, simarTlis garkveuli nawili<br />

dRevandelebmac ician albaT, Torem ase naadrevad<br />

ar daberdebodnen, Segnebulad ar daisneulebdnen<br />

Tavs aTasi samamulo Tu importuli seniT, magram


is codna, romelic, jerjerobiT, gaaCniaT, sulis<br />

gasaRizianeblad, asaforiaqeblad,<br />

asamxedrebladaa sakmarisi da ara<br />

dasamSvideblad, anu, sulis Tvalis asaxelad, da<br />

esec umal guSindelebis bralia, vidre maTi:<br />

dedikoc enacvaloT da mamikoc, magram bevrad<br />

ajobebda, jer Tavad garkveuliyvnen isini, sad<br />

cxovrobdnen, visi droSis qveS idgnen, nebiT Tu<br />

uneblieT, droebiT Tu samudamod, da mere<br />

miesajaT SvilebisTvis uzneobiT tkboba da<br />

xelovnur, warmodgenil, klanikisa da<br />

gamosafxizleblis suniT daretianebul<br />

samoTxeSi yuryuti. imaT ki ar ician, grZnoben da<br />

es SegrZneba awuxebT, aforiaqebT yvelaze metad.<br />

magram ver uTqvamT, sityvebi ar yofniT<br />

SegrZnebaTa gamosaxatavad -<br />

nuravicirogorgiTxramokledaseara - magram<br />

imasac grZnoben, mSoblebmac rom ar ician, ra<br />

sWirT, rogor uSvelon TavianT Svilebs da,<br />

uneblieT, kidev ufro Rupaven maT - xo dediko ki<br />

dediko a Seni Wirime - mSobels isini mxolod<br />

uyvars, rac srulebiTac ar aris sakmarisi maT<br />

gadasarCenad. Tanac imdenad uyvars, maTi<br />

gaWinTvisac eSinia, rame ar gaiwyviton mucelSio.<br />

mSobelma mxolod is simarTle uTxra, romelsac<br />

Tavad miakvlia Tavidanve mcdar gzaze<br />

(imperatoris miTiTebul gzaze) Semdgarma da<br />

ZiriTadad cxoveluri alRos amara SeWidebulma<br />

cxovrebis talaxian talRebs, radgan kaci umal<br />

ityvis, iqneb me mainc gamimarTloso, vidre<br />

irwmunebs, masac rom ar gaumarTlebs sxvebiviT.


magram vidre axalgazrda, gogo iqneba Tu biWi,<br />

sinamdviles ver urigdeba, Tundac brmad, Tundac<br />

alalbedze miiswrafvis sinaTlisken, siaxlisken -<br />

ukanonod SobiliviT migdebuli mTavrobis<br />

sasaxlis qvis kibeebze, civ noemberSi, sanTlis<br />

patara alis amara - jer kidev yvelaferi ar<br />

dakargula, anda, advili SesaZlebelia,<br />

yvelaferi Tavidan daiwyos. amitomac modian ase<br />

moRuSulni, ase gafiTrebulni, ase erTnairad<br />

ganrisxebulni. magram, samwuxarod, Tuki Rrmad<br />

CaeZiebi, mrisxanebac ara aqvT saerTo. sxvadasxva<br />

mizeziT arian ganrisxebulni. imperiis<br />

ideologebma ise moxerxebulad gadauadgiles<br />

samizneebi, arc ician da arc ainteresebT, vis<br />

moxvdeba visTvis gankuTvnili tyvia. briyvs misi<br />

ubedurebis mizezi Wkviani hgonia, Raribs -<br />

mdidari, usindisos - patiosani, soflels -<br />

qalaqeli da qalaqels - sofleli... jer cxovreba<br />

wesierad arc dauwyiaT da ukve ixrCobian, aRar<br />

SeuZliaT aqauri haeris sunTqva. arc swavla<br />

undaT, arc muSaoba. araferi ar undaT,<br />

"adamianuri siTbos" meti. SeiZleba, arc arasodes<br />

ugrZvniaT, arc ician, ras niSnavs, da mainc "erTi<br />

bewo adamianuri siTbos" saTxovnelad arian<br />

TiTqos gamosulni Sinidan yvelani. yvelas<br />

erTnairad "adamianuri siTbo" akeria pirze. erTi<br />

maTgani <strong>avel</strong>umsac miadga Sin. laparakisas Tan<br />

tiroda, Tan icinoda, Tan frCxilebs iRrRnida<br />

saxewamonTebuli, Tvalebze TmaCamoSlili. saxe<br />

wesierad arc uCanda. "damSviddi, damenaxve jero" -<br />

eubneboda <strong>avel</strong>umi, magram iman verafriT ver<br />

gadaiwia saxidan Tma. Tmac iseTi hqonda, rogoric


TviTon iyo - jiuti, utexi, daumorCilebeli..<br />

"mSoblebis daxocva minda da ras mirCevTo" -<br />

sruliad seriozulad uTxra <strong>avel</strong>ums, xolo<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma rom Seicxada, mSoblebs ras erCio, imaTi<br />

bralia yvelaferi, imaTma simxdalem, imaTma<br />

sibriyvem Cagvyara am dReSio - miaxala<br />

gazepirebuliviT da <strong>avel</strong>umi cotaTi damSvidda,<br />

mixvda, tyuoda - simxdalisTvis da sibriyvisTvis<br />

arvin klavs mSobels. <strong>avel</strong>umis SesaSfoTeblad,<br />

zemoqmedebis mosaxdenad laparakobda ase, rac<br />

TviTonve daadastura, radgan rogorc ki maTi<br />

saubris "saqmiani nawili" moTavda, mogonili<br />

sevdiTa da sinanuliT moayola: nuTu ar SeiZleba,<br />

mec damiTmoT cotaodeni siTboo, xolo <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

SekrTomam kidev ufro gaaxalisa da ufro Tamamad<br />

gadavida Setevaze: Tqven imdeni siTbo gaqvT, arc<br />

Seetyoba, me ki swored adamianuri siTbo mWirdeba<br />

axla, Tavi isev adamianad rom vigrZnoo. saerTod,<br />

kaci fxizlad unda iyos, Tvalze Tvali da yurze<br />

yuri gamoibas - TviTonac ar ician, rodis ras<br />

Caidenen da, imave dros, yvelafris Casadenad mzad<br />

arian yovel wuTas. ufro saSiSni arian, vidre<br />

sacodavni, magram <strong>avel</strong>ums mainc sibraluliTa da<br />

TanagrZnobiT ewvoda guli. Tumca, Rrmad iyo<br />

darwmunebuli, marTla pativis misagebad ki ar<br />

mividnen masTan, Tundac, rogorc ufrosTan,<br />

aramed mosasinjad, Sesamowmeblad, misi<br />

damcirebac SeiZleboda Tu ara. RmerTma qnas,<br />

meSlebodes, meCvenebodes - SiSs didi Tvalebi aqvs<br />

- magram raki <strong>avel</strong>ummac ase ifiqra, raki Tundac<br />

erTxel gahkra klanWi amgvarma eWvma, Tavs veRar<br />

ereoda, gonebas veRar ikrebda, sityvas veRar


imorCilebda da TviTonac ar icoda, ras miedmoedeboda.<br />

Tumca, ara - TviTonac mSvenivrad<br />

icoda, azri ar hqonda laparaks da mainc<br />

laparakobda, ukve gaRizianebuli sakuTari<br />

sibriyviT, miuxvedrelobiT da, uneburad,<br />

sijiutiTve upirispirdeboda sijiutes -<br />

mgznebared, mRelvared imeorebda gacveTil<br />

WeSmaritebebs "adamianur siTbos" raobaze -<br />

Tavgamodebuli amtkicebda, es wyeuli "siTbo"<br />

yvela adamians Tanabrad rom eZleva Tavidanve da<br />

misi amowurva SeuZlebelia, radgan imdenive<br />

gibrundeba, ramdensac gascem. oRond, Tu ar gaeci,<br />

ver miiReb da Tu ver miiReb, ver gascem, rogorc<br />

saxelmwifo ver gascems xelfass, Tuki bankSi<br />

fuli ar Semouva. ase rom... ase rom, vinc adamianur<br />

siTbos Txoulobs, is an Tavs igdebs, an sxvas. an<br />

Tavsac da sxvasac erTnairad, saerTod ar sjera<br />

adamianisa, abuCad igdebs adamians saerTod, raki<br />

imas ki ar fiqrobs, amags Tu ver gadavuxdi<br />

mSobels, ZaRlad mainc Cavagdoo - bolos da<br />

bolos, sxva Tu araferi, imis naSieria, imis<br />

Seqmnilia, imis xatis Sesatyvisad - is aRizianebs,<br />

is ver upatiebia mSoblisTvis, cocxalma rom<br />

gamoaRwia daxvretilTa, SerisxulTa,<br />

gandevnilTa, dakninebulTa, RirsebaayrilTa<br />

aCrdilebidan, sisxlisa da cremlis tborebidan...<br />

Tumca, danaSauli ki ar aris es, saerTo<br />

adamianuri midrekilebaa sicocxlisken. adamiani<br />

ganuwyvetliv ki fiqrobs sikvdilze, magram<br />

maSinac, qvecnobierad, ukvdavebas eswrafvis da<br />

SemTxvevas ar gauSvebs xelidan, Tavisi Tundac<br />

savalalo yofa ar aRbeWdos sadme, rameze, razec


xeli miuwvdeba, qaRaldis nagleji iqneba Tu<br />

fexsadgilis kedeli. magram gindac danaSauli<br />

iyos esec, sad gagonila, mSoblebis daxocvas<br />

apirebde (rac ar unda uvargisi mSoblebi iyvnen<br />

isini) da Tan adamianur siTbos moiTxovde<br />

sxvebisgan?! marTlac dawyebula meored mosvla<br />

da eg aris! ai, aseT sisuleleebs mied-moedeboda<br />

da TviTonve ecineboda sakuTar Tavze, sakuTar<br />

umweobaze, sakuTar Tavazianobaze, bolos da<br />

bolos. is ki, stumari, jer isev moRuSuli<br />

(samyaroze gamwyrali) ijda savarZelSi, magram<br />

ukve TviTonac aSkarad eCoTireboda "niRabi" da<br />

erTi suli hqonda, rodis "moixsnida", rodis<br />

gamoaCenda namdvil saxes, anu, rodis<br />

gauSinaurdeboda sabolood yvelafris momTmen<br />

maspinZels. tyuilad xom ar aris naTqvami, qali<br />

xelisgulze daisvi, Tavze TviTon dagajdebao.<br />

magram ara marto mosawyenia masTan saubari,<br />

aramed Semawuxebelic, rogorc uniWo<br />

iluzionistis gawamawia, iluzionistisa, romlis<br />

erTaderTi mizanic Seni motyuebaa, rasac Tavad<br />

ver axerxebs (uniWobis gamo), magram iZulebuls ki<br />

gxdis (siTavxediT, mourideblobiT), TviTonve<br />

moityuo Tavi, anu, ijde da uyuro, radgan adgoma<br />

da wasvla gerideba, oRond imitom ki ara,<br />

uzrdelobad rom CamogerTmeva, ubralod,<br />

gecodeba Seni motyuebis msurveli, ufro metic,<br />

Tavs damnaSaved grZnob imis winaSe, cdilob<br />

ganazogado, rac imisTvis piradulia, raki isic<br />

rigiTi msxverplia da Tavi revolucioneri hgonia<br />

- mSoblebis mokvlas apirebs - anu "Zvels"<br />

upirispirdeba "axali", uuZvelesi meTodiT. Sen ki


erTaderTi survili gamoZravebs ukve - rogorme<br />

gaagebino, is rom ara xar, visac eZebs, vinc imas<br />

sWirdeba. jer cxovreba wina aqvs, dRes Tu ara,<br />

xval imasac gaumarTlebs, RvTis SewevniT. bolos<br />

da bolos, misi toli biWebi qalis ZebnaSi aTenaRameben<br />

(yovel SemTxvevaSi, unda aTen-aRamebdnen)<br />

da ra RmerTi gauwyrebaT... magram arc gaclis<br />

sityvis damTavrebas, Senze ukeT icnobs im biWebs,<br />

danaxvac aRar unda, Tavi axdili aqvs imaTi<br />

sibriyviT. fih! - imrizeba saWmelSezizRebuli<br />

bavSviviT da Tan nerviulad icinis, ufro<br />

uxerxulobis bolo mijnis dasaZlevad, vidre<br />

saTqmelis Sesarbileblad - fih, videos Taoba,<br />

fih, dedikoebis Svilikoebi, fih, xeliT<br />

gakeTebulebi, xelovnuri rZiT gazrdilebi. iciT,<br />

dedikom ZuZu ar aWama. mkerdi rom ar<br />

dauSnoveboda. samanta foqsi myavdes viTom. sxvebs<br />

eZaxian da TviTon arian goimebi. CaCrian Svils<br />

pirSi italiur sawovaras, Caagdeben germanul<br />

saCoCialoSi da Seatoveben iaponur televizors.<br />

cemi cikvaruli. cemi cikvaruli. TviTon ki, fexi<br />

fexze gadadebulni, Tavisnair goimebTan erTad,<br />

yaviT iTuTqaven pirs da "marlboroTi" ixrCobian.<br />

vtyui? ase ar aris? erTs rom xedavT, meorec unda<br />

dainaxoT. Tqven xom mwerali xarT?! Tqven sxvaze<br />

meti mogeTxovebaT - gaxsenebs Sens daniSnulebas,<br />

mokavSired gixdis, gibevebs momavlisTvis, vinZlo<br />

marTla mieces javris amoyris saSualeba -<br />

mSoblebs ras erCio... rogor Tu ras verCi?!<br />

Zroxis funas ver Seelivnen, daxavsebul Robeyores,<br />

gaberwebul venaxsa da xexils... ux me imaTi!<br />

- Tvalebi ise ubrwyinavs, aSkarad Semsrulebelia


qadilisa. yovel SemTxvevaSi, Sen ukve dagarwmuna,<br />

quCurad rom vTqvaT, "agiyvana" da dabneuli,<br />

damfrTxali fiqrob, rogor, ranairad gaunelo<br />

wlebis manZilze meTodurad Canergili<br />

siZulvili sakuTari sisxlisa da xorcisa. Sens<br />

win Tanamedrove eleqtras qarTuli saxeoba zis,<br />

imperiis ideologiur quraSi gamomwvari, da<br />

mSoblebs vin Civis, arc da-Zmas daindobs, viTom<br />

samarTlianobisa da siyvarulis saxeliT. araTu<br />

mSoblebs, da-Zmasac ar apatiebs Tavis<br />

soflelobas. mSoblebis gulisTvis da-Zmas<br />

daxocavs, da-Zmis gulisTvis - mSoblebs. "me<br />

momkalio - gulwrfelad uTxra <strong>avel</strong>umma - Tu ki me<br />

sxvebze meti momeTxovebao - TviTonac Seaxsena<br />

Tavisi daniSnuleba - ... da Svebas Tu ver igrZnob,<br />

mere damakali zed mSoblebic da da-Zmaco" -<br />

gaucina Semrigeblurad, oRond, mRelvarebisgan<br />

ybamoqceulma da Tvalebawrialebulma. TiTqos<br />

erTmaneTs ki ar cdidnen, erTmaneTis amocnobas ki<br />

ar cdilobdnen, erTobodnen, xumrobdnen,<br />

ixangrZlivebdnen sasiamovno Sexvedras. isic<br />

maSinve ahyva "xumrobaSi". kidev ufro gaubrwyinda<br />

Tvalebi, Tumca, isev daZabuli ijda savarZelSi,<br />

isev savarZlis saxelurebs Cafrenili<br />

daZabulobisgan gadaTeTrebuli TiTebiT, TiTqos<br />

ZaliT upirebdnen savarZlidan ayenebas - eg droc<br />

mova, pativcemulo mweraloo - Sescina imanac<br />

warbis gauxsnelad - Tqvenc mogekiTxebaT pasuxi,<br />

Tundac Cemi gawbilebisTviso - da mere isev<br />

ubodiSod gaimeora ukve bevrjer Tqmuli: "Tqven<br />

xom ar iciT, rogor gvWirdeba Tqveni Tanadgomao",<br />

da "aRar SeiZleba ase cxovrebao" da "ZilSic sul


imas velodebi, rodis damtuqsavs viRacao" da<br />

"visi ra saqmea, me rogor gavivli quCaSio" da "is<br />

urCevniaT, Tavs mixedono" da "dustiT gabruebul<br />

tarakanebiviT rom daborialobeno" da "irgvliv<br />

iseTi sicarielea, ymuili mogindeba ZaRliviTo"<br />

da sxva aTasi amgvari maRalfardovani, poeturi<br />

braldeba gadmoafrqvia Tavze enaCavardnil<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums, romelsac gindac eTqva, mainc ver<br />

gaagebinebda, arafers rom ar ambobda axals, isic<br />

Zvels axlad asaRebda mxolod, radgan yvelani ase<br />

varT, yvela Cvengani raxania ZaRliviT ymuis Tavis<br />

sakuTar "sicarieleSi". adamiani xom im<br />

sicarielis ganuyofeli nawilia, romliTac<br />

garemoculia gaCenis dRidan, anu, Tavadac<br />

sicarielea, yvelafris gamtarebeli - ara marto<br />

wylisa da sakvebisa, aramed sinaTlisac,<br />

sibnelisac, sicxisac, sicivisac, Tovlisac,<br />

qarisac, danisac, tyviisac, simxecisac,<br />

matareblisac, TviTmfrinavisac, avtobusisac,<br />

troleibusisac, metrosic, yvela markis<br />

avtomanqanisac, Cveulebrivi gamvlelebisac,<br />

rentgenisac, lazerisac, denisac, nebismieri<br />

gamosxivebisac, nebismieri izmisac, micinisac,<br />

ciklinisac... mokled, yvelafrisa, riTac<br />

sicarielis, anu abelis saflavis amovsebas<br />

vcdilobT abelis mkvlelobidan moyolebuli,<br />

magram amaod, radgan sicariele yvelafers itevs,<br />

iTavisebs, anda gacilebiT metia, vidre Cven<br />

vawarmoebT, mogvyavs, vqmniT, vaSenebT,<br />

vakowiwebT...


magram is uceb wamodga savarZlidan,<br />

moulodnelad, Sublze akoca <strong>avel</strong>ums, rogorc<br />

ufrosma umcross, pedagogma - mowafes, da karisken<br />

wavida (madloba RmerTs!). damcinavi Rimili jer<br />

isev dasTamaSebda tuCebze da beWebSi gangeb<br />

ixreboda, ufro uSno gamovCnde, vidre<br />

sinamdvileSi varo. mxarze ki jinsis gaZenZili<br />

naWridan Sekerili CanTa ekida, RvTis glaxasaviT.<br />

magram mainc Zneli dasajerebelia, kacobriobis<br />

panaSvids rom eswrebi. SeiZleba, ena win<br />

gviswrebdes, cotas vazviadebdeT kidec, magram<br />

aSkaraa da mondomebuli kaci SeuiaraRebuli<br />

TvaliTac dainaxavs, mTeli samyaro (ukeTesica da<br />

uaresic, Tavisufalica da damonebulic) erTi<br />

safexuriT rom dadablda uceb, Cvens Tvalwin,<br />

erTbaSad (erTbaSad?) da raRacnairad daglaxakda<br />

im saxelganTqmul parizel kloSarTa<br />

STamomavaliviT, maincdamainc, <strong>avel</strong>umi rom<br />

gadaeyara SarvalCaxdils, Tavis sicocxleSi<br />

saerTod pirvelad gasuli sazRvargareT, Tanac<br />

sul ramdenime dRiT da ori mudmivi meTvalyuris<br />

TanxlebiT, romelTa SiSiTac (SeiZleba -<br />

xaTriTac) umal cnobismoyvare turistad<br />

cdilobda Tavis warmoCenas, vidre usasrulo<br />

molodiniT gawamebul da, bolos da bolos,<br />

sawadelaRsrulebul mijnurad.


parizis erT myudro, Tbilisurad Cawynarebul<br />

quCaze, Tanamedrove kloSars saqveynod<br />

gamoemzeurebina Tavisi saoxro, pornofilmebis<br />

gmiriviT, da mSvidad elodeboda mowyalebas,<br />

gegonebodaT, ase SarvalCaxdils, ese igi,<br />

saerTod wamxdarsa da maTxovrul Rirsebazec<br />

xelCaqneuls, ufro TanaugrZnobdnen<br />

Tanamoqalaqeni. magram me Tu mkiTxavT, Tavad<br />

adamianoba mobezrda adamians, ar gamoadga, ver<br />

moixmara batonma adamma, rogorc Tavad undoda,<br />

da sanagveze moisrola Zveli qudiviT, TiTqos<br />

piTekantropad Tu iqceva isev, ufro iolad<br />

gaitans Tavs Cvens gamxecebul wuTisofelSi,<br />

RvTis Zis nayofieri xorcSesxmidan<br />

aTascxraasoTxmocdacxra wlis Tavze.


mokled, yvela Tavisas Wedavs kidobans, anu,<br />

yvela Taviseburad cdilobs gadarCenas, anu,<br />

yvela erTnairad tyuis, radgan yvelas erTnairad<br />

rcxvenia simarTlis Tqmisa. simarTle ki<br />

namdvilad ufro samarcxvinoa, vidre sazareli,<br />

gindac autaneli. rogorc Tavad gazeTebi<br />

iuwyebian (mikerZoebaSi rom ar CamomerTvas, isev<br />

oficialur cnobebs moviSvelieb mxolod),<br />

nebismier quCaze, Ramis ganmavlobaSi, SeiZleba,<br />

ramdenime adgilas erTdroulad gaCndes erTi da<br />

igive ormo da erTi da igive gamvleli yvela<br />

maTganSi Cavardes erTsa da imave dros. magram, rac<br />

ufro savalaloa, mSveleli Tu gamouCnda,<br />

SeiZleba, arcerT ormoSi aRar aRmoCndes, ufro<br />

sworad, gabezrebulma dazaralebulma aRar<br />

indomos ormodan amosvla, anu, isev<br />

gadamrCenelTa imedze yofna ganuwyvetliv,<br />

gauTaveblad.


gadarCena, saerTod, Zalian bundovani, pirobiTi<br />

cnebaa da, ramdenadac gamomicdia, verasodes ver<br />

ityvi dabejiTebiT, Sen Sveli Tu Sen gSvelian; vin<br />

gadarCa saboloo jamSi da vin ver gadarCa. ase<br />

rom, mxolod RmerTma unda gadawyvitos, saWiroa<br />

Tu ara vinmes gadarCena da Tu saWiroa, isic<br />

migvaniSnos, ra gziTa da ranairad. ufro naTlad<br />

rom vTqvaT, gadasarCenma Tavad unda aRiaros,<br />

viRupebio, Tavad unda giTxras, gTxovos,<br />

miSveleo, Torem, advili SesaZlebelia, Cveni<br />

keTilSobiluri ganzraxva savalalod<br />

damTavrdes da ara marto gadasarCenisTvis,<br />

aramed gadamrCenlisTvisac. vinmes gadarCena imave<br />

dros Tavis gadarCenacaa. ufro metic, jer Tavis<br />

gadarCenaa da mere vinmesi. magram RmerTi Tu ar<br />

Segewia, SeiZleba, kidev ufro mZime dReSi Caagdo<br />

is "vinme", samudamod daRupo, roca uSenod iqneb<br />

marTla gadarCeniliyo. magram, amave dros, Tu ar<br />

scade mainc imis gadarCena, sulerTia, SegiZlia<br />

Tu ar SegiZlia, gaTavebulia Seni saqme. ai, aseT<br />

satanjvelSi agdebs bediswera gadamrCenels da<br />

aseT satanjvelSi iyo Cavardnili <strong>avel</strong>umic.<br />

oRond, ara marto soniasTan dakavSirebiT, aramed<br />

saerTod. rac Seexeba sonias, Tundac marto<br />

imitom ver gadaarCenda <strong>avel</strong>umi, swored <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

gavlenidan, <strong>avel</strong>umis mfarvelobidan Tavis<br />

daRwevas rom Tvlida is gadarCenad da,<br />

Tavgzaabneuli, brmad, uneblieT, abortze did<br />

codvas sCadioda - siyvaruls ifxekda gulidan -<br />

viTom cxovrebis karnaxiT, radgan dedakacis tani<br />

ugrZnobda, sasikeTo da sasargeblo araferi<br />

aRmocendeboda iqidan misi momavali ojaxisTvis.


siyvarulis dauwereli kanoniT, vinc garbis, ara<br />

marto damnaSavea, aramed wagebulic. Tavis droze,<br />

fransuazac gaiqca ase, magram aqamde ver upatiebia<br />

TavisTvis (soniasi ar iyos, imanac ver Sebeda<br />

melanias gvirgvins, ar CaTvala Tavi melanias<br />

tolad da gacla amjobina), aqamde itanjeba<br />

u<strong>avel</strong>umod, aqamde wydeba gzisken Tvali <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

molodinSi, imitom rom... imitom rom, <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

SemTxveva ki ar aris (rogorc, vTqvaT, qalbaton<br />

aisodoras hgonia), aramed - bedia! gveli tyavs<br />

icvlis, qali - kabas, magram beds vercerTi ver<br />

gamoicvlis. garda amisa, <strong>avel</strong>ums mxolod<br />

Seyvareba SeuZlia qalisa, rac igive qalis<br />

ganTavisuflebaa, magram qali (nebismieri, anu,<br />

visac <strong>avel</strong>umis Tavs argunebs RmerTi bedad), amas<br />

maSinve ver xvdeba, anda, Tu xvdeba, es aRizianebs<br />

yvelaze Zalian, im yovlad gasagebi mizezis gamo,<br />

Tavisi miwieri yofis mosawesrigeblad rom aris<br />

mowodebuli bunebisgan - caSi gaWimul weroebs<br />

sakuTari koWli bati urCevnia - amitom, didxans<br />

ver grZnobs, RmerTma rom gamoarCia, qmris<br />

kompanioni ki ar aris, sxva qalebiviT, bedis<br />

msaxuria, rCeulTa, iSviaTTa, iRblianTa msgavsad.<br />

magram, rogorc ukve vTqviT, jer amdens ver xvdeba<br />

da ayvavebuli alublis rtoze dapeplili<br />

CitiviT, gaalmasebuli, gaRonierebuli,<br />

gamamacebuli iSenebs budes. xolo, roca budes<br />

aiSenebs, kvercxebiT amoavsebs da zemodan<br />

gadaefofreba, mereRa iwyebs fiqrs (dro mainc<br />

bevri aqvs - raki dado, unda mixedos kidec<br />

kvercxebs, veRar miatovebs umeTvalyureod,<br />

aseTia misi buneba), mereRa xvdeba, mereRa erkveva


aRac-raRacebSi. am TvalsazisiT, fransuaza,<br />

rasakvirvelia, soniaze SorsmWvreteli, soniaze<br />

Rirseulic aRmoCnda. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki miatova, magram<br />

erTi dRec ar ucxovria u<strong>avel</strong>umod. misi sisxli<br />

da xorci waiyola Tan, am sityvis pirdapiri<br />

mniSvnelobiT - kontrabandasaviT gadaapara<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis geni saxelmwifo sazRvarze, Tavis<br />

saqmeSi gamobrZmedili aTasobiT antipo da indigo<br />

gaacura, radgan misTvis abstraqtuli Svilis<br />

gaCena ki ar iyo mTavari, davuSvaT, siberis<br />

nugeSad, aramed - konkretulad, maincdamainc,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis Svilisa, sul rom Tvalwin hyoloda<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi, ver moexerxebina misi daviwyeba da xan<br />

wamieri, warmavali siZulviliT eginebina, xan ki<br />

maradiuli, gaunelebeli siyvaruliT<br />

mialerseboda Soridan. safrangeTSi dabrunebis<br />

drom rom moawia, ukve kategoriulad moiTxovda<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisgan Svils, rogorc mevaxSe - vals.<br />

qaluri eSmakobiT ki ar texda, ra azrisa iqneboda,<br />

kidev erTi Svili rom gaeCina vinmes misTvis,<br />

aramed garkveviT da naTlad avaldebulebda,<br />

yvelaferi eRona saamisod. is ki ara, emuqreboda<br />

kidec, erTi alJireli naTesavi myavs da imas<br />

movakvlevineb Sens Tavs, Tu ver damaorsulebo.<br />

rasakvirvelia, arc dacinvas erideboda,<br />

moTminebidan rom gamoeyvana, "aemoqmedebina",<br />

"sifxzlis grZnoba" daeClungebina Tavisi Slegi<br />

mijnurisTvis. an Seni kanonieri Svilic ar aris<br />

kanonieri Svili, anda damTavrebula Seni<br />

mamlayinwobao - icinoda yalbad,<br />

doinjSemoyrili. magram bolos mainc moipova,<br />

rac ekuTvnoda da rac guliT ewada, rac igive "gza


xsnisa" iyo misTvis, raTa u<strong>avel</strong>umod darCenils,<br />

ara marto Tavi, siyvarulic gadaerCina da, omSi<br />

daRupuli meuRlis sabralo pensiasaviT, mTeli<br />

sicocxle gamoezoga TavisTvisac da<br />

SvilisTvisac. ara marto puriTa, im siyvaruliTac<br />

gaezarda Tavisi naSieri, ori didi saxelmwifos<br />

lamis ganuwyveteli meTvalyureobis qveS<br />

Casaxuli (maincdamainc, im dros miugzavnidnen<br />

xolme xan liftiors - viRacam gikiTxaT, magram ar<br />

Tqva, vin iyoo; xan santeqnikoss - aba, maCveneT, sad<br />

malavT... hm, hm... sad wveTavs wyalio; xan<br />

saxlmmarTvels - imedia, Cauwerlad aravin<br />

cxovrobs TqvenTano; xan ubnis rwmunebuls -<br />

valdebuli var gagafrTxiloT, Zalian gaxSirda<br />

SemTxvevebi ucxoelTa gaZarcvisa da... hm, hm...<br />

uaresisaco) da, rac mTavaria, maTi, <strong>avel</strong>umisa da<br />

fransuazas siTamamis, sijiutis, bedTan da, aqedan<br />

gamomdinare, saxelmwifos aparatis<br />

sisastikesTan, saxelmwifo sazRvrebis<br />

SeuvalobasTan Seurigeblobis simbolo. ase rom,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisTvis Zneli iyo ufransuazod darCena<br />

mavTulxlarTebis aqeT da, rasakvirvelia, sonia<br />

rom ar gamoCeniliyo, kidev ufro gauWirdeboda.<br />

marTalia, soniam, fransuazas msgavsad, gunebaSic<br />

ver Sebeda melanias gvirgvins, magram fransuazas<br />

adgili ara marto siamovnebiT, aramed garkveuli<br />

uflebamosilebiTac daikava. Tumca, rasac aTi<br />

wlis ganmavlobaSi amayad iferebda, erT dReSi<br />

uaryo, imitom ki ara, Suri rom eZia <strong>avel</strong>umze,<br />

Tundac dagvianebiT, imitom rom qalia, xolo<br />

qarTuli andaza ambobs, qali Tma grZelia da Wkua<br />

mokleo (rac ar unda mokled hqondes Tma


SeWrili). magram misi mxridan ufro didi<br />

usindisoba is aris, viTom sulgrZelad rom<br />

daubruna fransuazas odesRac didi<br />

mRelvarebiTa da gancdebiT warTmeuli adgili.<br />

"Sen Cems garda fransuazac gyavs". axali ambavi!<br />

fransuaza soniamdec hyavda <strong>avel</strong>ums, magram amas<br />

xeli ar SeuSlia imave soniasTvis, gaeziarebina<br />

misi bedi. ufro metic, Tavad sonias hyavda<br />

fransuaza <strong>avel</strong>umze adre. iqamdec "icnobda",<br />

vidre <strong>avel</strong>ums gadaeyreboda. jer kidev skolaSi,<br />

ufro zustad ki, skolis sapirfareSoSi ismenda<br />

legendebs viRac frangi gogos Tavganwirul<br />

siyvarulze, Tanamedrove izoldas warmoudgenel<br />

erTgulebaze, simtkiceze, sijiuteze - marto<br />

grZnobebis amara rom erkineboda, Turme,<br />

uzarmazar, sazarel saxelmwifos, raTa aTasSi<br />

erTxel mainc moexerxebina Tavis siyvarulTan<br />

Sexvedra siyvarulisTvis yvelaze mouwyobel<br />

qveyanaSi. magram sonia imas ver mixvda,<br />

fransuazadan rom amovida TviTonac, rogorc<br />

Tavis droze fransuaza amovida melaniadan.<br />

Cinuri Tojinebis msgavsad, isinic erTmaneTSi<br />

arseboben da erTmaneTidan amodian mxolod. amas<br />

ver mixvda sonia, anda gvian mixvda da aTi wlis<br />

mere iukadrisa is, razedac skolis<br />

sapirfareSoSi pirdaRebuli, gulabagunebuli da<br />

yelSi cremlmowolili ocnebobda. siyvarulis<br />

imperiis SemadgenlobaSi yofnas, aTi wlis mere,<br />

sakuTari, damoukidebeli ojaxis Seqmna amjobina<br />

da, upirveles yovlisa, fransuazas gamo, radgan<br />

fransuazaa misi metoqe da ara melania. melanias<br />

adgili soniasTvisac iseTive miuRweveli iyo


yovelTvis, rogorc fransuazasTvis da amaze arc<br />

erTi ar fiqrobda, anda, ufro swori iqneba Tu<br />

vityviT, oriveni usityvod aRiarebdnen, yvelaze<br />

metad swored melanias rom ekuTvnoda is adgili.<br />

xolo, melania, Tavis mxriv, ara marto<br />

adasturebda danarCeni oris statuss, aramed<br />

aucilebladac miaCnda saerTod siyvarulis<br />

imperiaSi am statusis arseboba. melaniasTvis<br />

klasikuri samkuTxedi igive cxovreba iyo, anu<br />

Cveulebrivi adamianuri urTierTobebis martivi<br />

modeli - TviTon, qmari da qmris sayvareli - da<br />

araviTari mniSvneloba ar hqonda misTvis, "qmris<br />

sayvareli" erTs udrida Tu aTass. amas sonia da<br />

fransuaza aniWebdnen gadametebul mniSvnelobas -<br />

Tu coli ara var, de sayvareli mainc erTaderTi<br />

viyoo, de amaSi mainc nu Cameziarebiano - da aqedan<br />

gamomdinare, sonia <strong>avel</strong>ums ki ara, fransuazas<br />

gaeqca, radgan, bolos da bolos, mixvda, aRiara,<br />

ver moereoda, ver ajobebda verc moTminebiT, verc<br />

RirsebiT. Tmac damarcxebis aRsaniSnavad SeiWra.<br />

damarcxebulad ki sabolood maSin CaTvala Tavi,<br />

roca rkinis saxelmwifom odnav moaduna Tavisi<br />

marwuxebi da SesaZleblad miiCnia <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

gamgzavreba fransuazas qveyanaSi. amis mere soniac<br />

veRarafriT Seakavebda <strong>avel</strong>ums da albaT<br />

pirvelad maSin daiwyo fiqric gaTxovebaze, rac<br />

TavisTavad yvelaze aSkara gamoxatulebaa misi<br />

damarcxebisa. ase rom, fransuazas qveynidan<br />

dabrunebul <strong>avel</strong>ums ukve TmaSeWrili daxvda<br />

aeroportSi. sxva mxriv araferze Setyobia,<br />

gasaqcevad rom iyo gamzadebuli da mxolod<br />

Sesafer SemTxvevas elodeboda. magram rogorc ki<br />

marto darCa sastumros nomerSi, ufro sworad,


ogorc ki <strong>avel</strong>umi abazanaSi Sevida Sxapis<br />

gadasavlebad, maSinve feTianiviT wamovarda<br />

sawolidan da, dediSobilam, magidaze dayril<br />

parizul suraTebs facafuciT dauwyo<br />

Tvaliereba, gegonebodaT, mowyurebuli ZaRli<br />

svleps wvimis danatovar gubeso. ase rom, sonia<br />

ufro adrec gamoeyofoda imperias, "isic" ufro<br />

adre Tu gamoCndeboda horizontze. magram raki<br />

"is" igvianebda, soniac iZulebuli iyo fexi<br />

aeTria, anu ZaRluri sulswrafobiT, facafuciT,<br />

gulisxeTqviT esvlipa, eTvalierebina, STaenTqa<br />

yvelaferi, rac <strong>avel</strong>umisa da fransuazas erTad<br />

yofnas da, aqedan gamomdinare, mis damarcxebas<br />

adasturebda, da mxolod mereRa, ukve "imis"<br />

gamoCenis Semdeg eTqva <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis: Sen Cems<br />

garda fransuazac gyavso - am bnelsa da<br />

mravalazrovan frazaSi Caetia mTeli Tavisi<br />

qaluri sibrZnec da siveragec, guliswyromaca da<br />

sinanulic, verasodes rom ver daedgina <strong>avel</strong>ums,<br />

amSvidebdnen Tu dascinodnen, metoqis<br />

upiratesobas aRiarebdnen Tu niSns ugebdnen imave<br />

metoqes, - Sen ikiTxe, Torem Cven, ase Tu ise, ukve<br />

vuSveleT Tavso. arada, fransuazac gaayola<br />

xels, radgan isini ara marto amodian<br />

erTmaneTidan, brundebian kidec erTmaneTSi.<br />

nebismieri maTgani yvela danarCenis<br />

gansaxierebacaa da mxolod zomiT Tu<br />

gansxvavdeba winamorbedisgan. yovel SemTxvevaSi,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisTvis asea da Tu ar iqneba sonia, ar iqneba<br />

fransuaza, rasakvirvelia, arc melania, da<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis ormocwliani Tavganwiruli brZola<br />

siyvarulis droSiTa da maxviliT, siyvarulis


imperiis Sesaqmnelad, sruli katastrofiT<br />

damTavrdeba - samxedro borotmoqmediviT, anda,<br />

Tu gnebavT, frangi ukvdaviviT, erTadgilian<br />

sakanSi gamoiketeba samudamod, sikvdilamdec da<br />

sikvdilis merec. gana parizis panTeonis yvela<br />

akldama, rkinis cxauriani kariTa da uxeSi<br />

saketiT, sakans ufro ar hgavs, vidre samarxs? im<br />

saknebSi ki mTeli sikvdilis manZilze, anu,<br />

ganusazRvreli vadiT ixdian sasjels, igive<br />

simartoves, siyvarulis saqveynod ganTqmuli<br />

raindebi. marTalia, yvela adamiani<br />

simartovisTvis Cndeba saerTod, dedis mucelSive<br />

eCveva simartoves da, amdenad simartove misTvis<br />

TiTqos bunebrivi mdgomareobac kia, magram vidre<br />

amas mixvdebodes, swored simartovisgan Tavis<br />

daRwevas cdilobs yvelanairad, upirveles<br />

yovlisa ki, siyvarulis meSveobiT, rac garkveuli<br />

drois manZilze gamarjvebis iluziasac ki uqmnis,<br />

oRond mere kidev ufro Zneli, kidev ufro<br />

mtkivneuli xdeba bunebriv mdgomareobaSi<br />

dabruneba, anu, siyvarulis antipodTan Segueba,<br />

anu, sasjelis moxda.


<strong>avel</strong>umis mTeli danaSaulic, vimeoreb,<br />

siyvarulia, mxolod da mxolod, siyvaruli da<br />

araviTari mniSvneloba ara aqvs, erTnairi ZaliT<br />

uyvarda ramdenime qali, Tu erTi da igive qali<br />

uyvarda ramdenjerme, sxvadasxvanairad. magram,<br />

rogorc sCans, esec borotmoqmedeba yofila.<br />

yovel SemTxvevaSi, unda vaRiaroT, rom nebismieri<br />

sisxlis samarTlis danaSauliviT, siyvarulic<br />

abnevs, aforiaqebs, simSvides ufrTxobs ara marto<br />

calkeul adamianebs, aramed mTel sazogadoebas<br />

da, Tqven warmoidgineT, saxelmwifoebsac ki.<br />

magram, me Tu mkiTxavT, <strong>avel</strong>umma maSin daaSava,<br />

fexmZime fransuaza rom gauSva Sin. axlac<br />

Tvalwin midgas imis gakvirvebuli Tu dabneuli,<br />

Semcbari Tu SemkrTali saxe (TviTonac ar eloda<br />

albaT, ase Tu moxdeboda), loyebze RapaRupiT<br />

Camosdioda mduRare cremli, magram mainc<br />

gaRimebas cdilobda, mainc bednierad undoda<br />

moeCvenebina qveynisTvis Tavi (maradiuli<br />

sazrunavi qalebisa). aeroportis kibeze rom<br />

Semobrunda ukanasknelad, xelis dasaqnevad,<br />

vidre gaumWvirvale fardiT dagmanul kars ukan<br />

gauCinardeboda (maSin Seremetievos aeroporti<br />

gacilebiT patara iyo, radgan sazRvargareT<br />

wasvlaca da sazRvargareTidan Camosvlac,<br />

imdroindeli TvalsazrisiT, savsebiT uCveulo,<br />

lamis anomalur movlenaTa ricxvs<br />

ganekuTvneboda), paltos kalTa gadaewia da<br />

muceli ufro daetyo. "derefnis bolos aivanze<br />

gadiT da iqidan kidev dainaxavT, vidre<br />

TviTmfrinavSi Cajdebodeso" - uTxra <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

aeroportis TanamSromelma, Tavfexianad lurjad


gamowyobilma gogom. etyoba, mis saxeze amoikiTxa,<br />

rac mis gulSi xdeboda. "erTxel kidev dainaxavT".<br />

xandaxan ra adamianurad laparakoben adamianebi,<br />

ramdeni sixarulis moniWeba SeuZliaT ubralo,<br />

Cveulebrivi sityvebiT, Tuki im sityvebs ZaliT,<br />

ganurCevlad ki ar mouyrian Tavs, aramed<br />

bunebrivi TanamimdevrobiT daalageben<br />

erTmaneTis gverdiT: kidev erTxel dainaxav! meore<br />

wuTas <strong>avel</strong>umi ukve aivanze idga da aeroportis<br />

vrcel moedans gadahyurebda. civi, susxiani qari<br />

saxeSi scemda, sunTqvas uSlida da cxare<br />

cremlebiT atirebda, magram morCilad iTmenda<br />

yvelafers, vidre isini gamoCndebodnen - erTi<br />

TviTmfrinavis mgzavrebi - erTi cixidan meore<br />

cixeSi gadasayvani patimrebiviT rigSi Camdgrebi,<br />

mobuzulni, maRla aweul sayeloebSi CayuJulni,<br />

erTmaneTis zurgebs amofarebulni, aq, sazRvars<br />

aqeT gatarebuli drois ganmavlobaSi ucxo<br />

elferdakargulni, ukve TiTqmis Cvennairni da<br />

saqmiani, gawkepili, nebismieri gaugebrobisTvis<br />

marad mzad myofi stiuardesas meTvalyureobiT<br />

mimavalni daTovlili, veragulad gatrunuli<br />

TviTmfrinavisken. fransuazac maT Soris<br />

miabijebda - damarcxebuli, gulmokluli, beds<br />

Seguebuli, erTxel kidev damorCilebuli<br />

gangebis nebas. frangebi miCveulni arian moskovis<br />

ase datovebas, magram arc fransuazas swydeboda<br />

guli moskovze da arc <strong>avel</strong>umi gaxldaT rusuli<br />

armiis kidev erTi qarTveli generali,<br />

daufiqreblad rom momkvdariyo misTvis. masac<br />

jibeSi edo bileTi, oRond sul sxva<br />

TviTmfrinavze, erTi saaTis Semdeg misi


TviTmfrinavic mowydeboda moskovis miwas, oRond<br />

sxva, Sinauri tusaRebisTvis gankuTvnil<br />

aeroportSi da oriveni lamis erTdroulad<br />

aRmoCndebodnen ukidegano, usazRvro, umijno,<br />

uSlagbaumo, umavTulxlarTo caSi, garkveuli<br />

drois manZilze, oRond, sxvadasxva mxares<br />

Sebrunebulni: erTi parizisken, sadac Zveleburad<br />

uyvars da elodeba, meore ki - Tbilisisken, sadac<br />

datyvevebuli nadiriviT SfoTavs, borgavs Tavis<br />

oTaxSi da, rac yvelaze Semzaravia, grZnobs<br />

rogori zedmetia aqac, sakuTar WerqveS. ubralod,<br />

aRar SeuZlia ise cxovreba, rogorc aqamde<br />

cxovrobda. gardaqmnis zarma Semohkra da isic<br />

unda Cayuryumalavdes sakuTar sulSi. ufro<br />

sworad, aRar SeuZlia bolTas scemdes gembanze<br />

(miT ufro rom, gemidan mxolod is gembaniRa<br />

darCa), zurgze xelebdawyobili, roca marto gemi<br />

ki ara, samyaro iRupeba. ufleba aRar aqvs<br />

Zveleburad cxovrebisa. Tumca, rogor unda<br />

icxovro Zveleburad, gindac SegeZlos, roca<br />

aRaraferi darCa irgvliv Zveleburi, Tvalma da<br />

sulma Tavisad rom icnos. amas rom vwer, quCaSi<br />

didi demonstracia midis, mopirdapire saxlis<br />

aivanze ki dedabrebi cekvaven Wreli WinWebis<br />

frial-frialiT. ar vici, ratom, magram saSinlad<br />

mafrTxobs, magangaSebs saerTo kalapotSi<br />

moqceuli xalxis niaRvris yru guguni da<br />

gaurkveveli SeZaxilebi. yvela sakuTari<br />

miznebisken miiswrafvis, yvela sakuTar<br />

ganzraxvas malavs da yvela sakuTar kidobanSi<br />

Seketvas apirebs. axlovdeba gansacdeli. kargi


araferi mohyveba amas. ase iyo<br />

ormocdaTeqvsmetSic...


ase duRda da gadmoduRda maSinac qalaqi.<br />

TavaSvebuli, galaRebuli mowafeebi motacebul<br />

saxelmwifo manqanebs aRma-daRma daaqrolebdnen<br />

da Tan gahyvirodnen: gamodiT, gamodiT,<br />

gamodiTo... aravin gekiTxeboda, Senc gulze<br />

gexata Tu ara beladi. brbo siyvarulsac<br />

gavaldebulebda. magram <strong>avel</strong>umma ukve meti icoda,<br />

vidre, vTqvaT, sami wlis win, roca TanatolebTan<br />

erTad isic sapatio yaraulSi idga ZaZebSi Casmul<br />

suraTTan, damwyebi poetis sijiutiT iWerda tuCze<br />

kbils, qviTinis Sesakaveblad, da lekvuri<br />

aRtacebiT Sescqeroda Cveni drois yvelaze<br />

mrisxane reqtors, mamaSvilurad rom gvamxnevebda<br />

"didi saerTo ubedurebis Jams" da Tavad<br />

gvaZlevda magaliTs vaJkacuri glovisa. magram<br />

sami wlis Semdeg, "saukunis sikvdiliT" mogvrili<br />

SeZrwuneba, aranakleb SemaZrwunebelma<br />

gamofxizlebam Seucvala. gadasaxlebidan<br />

dabrunebulma mSoblebma, etyoba, ukve<br />

momzadebulad CaTvales simarTlis gasagebad,<br />

anda SeeSindaT, vaiTu ukeTesi SemTxveva aRar<br />

mogveceso da, SeZlebisdagvarad (ZiriTadad,<br />

erTmaneTs uSlidnen, erTmaneTs awyvetinebdnen<br />

sityvas) gaarkvies, ase da asea saqme da axla Sen<br />

ici da Senma Wkua-gonebamo. imasac, sabednierod,<br />

imdeni Wkua-goneba kidev aRmoaCnda, swori arCevani<br />

gaekeTebina (rac, sxvaTa Soris, yvelam ver SesZlo<br />

cota mogvianebiTac), davrdomil, dasaxiCrebul,<br />

SiSisgan dauZlurebul mSoblebsa da milionTa<br />

gulTampyrobels Soris. ubeduri rom var, ki ar<br />

unda momatyuo, bednieri xaro, unda gamarkvio,<br />

ratom var ubeduri. mSoblebma gaarkvies, beladma


ki - vera. amitom, is dReebi gareT ki iyo isic (rac<br />

mTavaria, Tavis fexmZime meuRlesTan erTad), xan<br />

ZeglTan idga, xan moedanze, magram aRar<br />

TanaugrZnobda Tanatolebs, aRar esmoda maTi<br />

(albaT ojaxs rom iyo ukve mokidebuli), piriqiT,<br />

aRizianebdnen kidec isini TavianTi bneli<br />

erTgulebiT, uazro simamaciT, fanatikuri<br />

sibeciT - rusebs Tu ar sWirdebaT, Cven<br />

CamoviyvanoT molotovi da mefed davisvaTo...<br />

imazedac ki bWobdnen, Tu sad unda ekurTxebinaT<br />

mefed - sionsa Tu sveticxovelSi.<br />

magram yvelaferi mogonilia imasTan, rac<br />

piradad, martom ganicada da gadaitana <strong>avel</strong>umma<br />

im dReebSi. gaxsenebac jojoxeTia, magram mainc<br />

unda gavixseno, Tundac imitom, Tqvenc rom<br />

darwmundeT, ramdenad swori viyavi, amdeni xani,<br />

Tavs rom varidebdi im ambebis gaxsenebas.


melania, rogorc ukve vTqvi, fexmZimed gaxldaT,<br />

magram sul cota, dReSi orjer mainc unda<br />

gamosuliyvnen Sinidan, orjer mainc unda<br />

daexedaT, ra xdeboda moedansa Tu sanapiroze.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi da melania saerTod SeCveulni iyvnen<br />

quCa-quCa xetials, magram axla ukve col-qmari<br />

erqvaT da meti TavdaWeriloba moeTxovebodaT.<br />

Tanac, fexmZime qals sifrTxilec meti marTebs,<br />

dawynarebuli iqneba qveyana Tu areuli. "ra unda<br />

fexmZime qals mitingzeo" - swuxda <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

dedac, magram maT zurgs ukan, maT rom ar gaegoT<br />

da ar swyenodaT. magram isini, TavianTi WkuagonebiTa<br />

da guneba-ganwyobilebiT, jer kidev<br />

momTabareni iyvnen, usaxlkaroni, da erT adgilze,<br />

gindac marTla maTi sakuTreba yofiliyo is<br />

adgili, fexis mokideba uWirdaT. arc isaa<br />

gamoricxuli, swored fexmZimobis gamo rom ver<br />

Cerdeboda melania Sin, erTi suli hqonda,<br />

TvalnaTliv daenaxvebina yvelasTvis,<br />

ucnobisTvisac da nacnobisTvisac, Tu rogori<br />

brwyinvale gamarjvebiT daegvirgvinebina sakmaod<br />

gaWianurebuli "omi", rac faqtiurad, erTi<br />

dausrulebeli paemani iyo, cis qveS, nebismier<br />

amindSi, rasakvirvelia, dRisiT yvelaze myudro<br />

da RamiT yvelaze Cabnelebul quCaze; erTi da<br />

igive filmi iyo, TavisTavad cxadia, naalafari,<br />

siyvarulze gadaRebuli da aucileblad marika<br />

rokis, dina durbinis an janet makdonaldis<br />

monawileobiT, oRond, uTvalavjer da nawyvetnawyvet<br />

nanaxi qalaqis sxvadasxva kinoTeatrSi;<br />

erTi saerTo Cauwynarebeli SimSili iyo, pirvel<br />

rigSi, erTmaneTisa da mere yvelafrisa, rac maT


garSemo arsebobda an ar arsebobda saerTod,<br />

rasac im wuTas ganicdidnen anda momavalSi unda<br />

ganecadaT, jerjerobiT, mxolod maT<br />

warmodgenaSi arsebuli, magram iseve mZafrad<br />

sasurveli, rogorc quCis naTuris Suqze<br />

gadaTvlili xurda fuliT nayidi cxeli puri da<br />

nivriani Zexvi. garda amisa, melaniac grZnobda<br />

albaT, muceli rom uxdeboda (rasac ver vityviT<br />

fransuazaze - quCaSi ver gavsulvar, gombeSos<br />

davemsgavseo - werda parizidan <strong>avel</strong>ums) da esec<br />

sul gareT yofnas avaldebulebda. Cqari siaruli<br />

icoda, welgamarTuli, TavaRerili. TiTqos<br />

sadRac mieCqarebao. ar SeiZleboda, ar SegemCniaT.<br />

sxvaTaSoris, erTxel, tramvaidan mohkra Tvali<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma da guli gadauqanda, iseTi sanaxavi iyo,<br />

STambeWdavi, mniSvnelovani, mdidruli, vTqvaT,<br />

yurZnis lamazi, savse, srulyofili mtevaniviT ki<br />

ara, miwaze uxvad daxvavebuli yurZeniviT.<br />

Rirseulad eWira Tavi, SeSnovebuli hqonda Tavisi<br />

mdgomareoba. gegonebodaT, saqmeze ki ar gamosula<br />

Sinidan, bisze gamouxmiaT kulisebidano. <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

ki, Tanakursel gogosTan erTad, tramvais ukana<br />

baqanze idga, sarkmlis mtvrian minas<br />

cxvirmiWyletili (tramvaiSi Tagvi kuds ver<br />

moiqnevda), mgoni cota mowonda kidec Tavisi<br />

Tanamgzavri, magram maSinRa gaaxsenda misi<br />

arseboba, sadRac, yurTan rom amoiknavla iman,<br />

sevdian-Surianad: ra lamazi coli gyavso.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis lamaz cols ki elvare yviTeli naWris<br />

Txeli kaba-kostumi ecva, fexmZimobisTvis<br />

Sekerili (etyoba, es ambavi martis mere moxda,<br />

melanias fexmZimobis bolo fazaSi), xalvaTad,


Tavisuflad satarebeli da, Cveulebisamebr,<br />

amayad welgamarTuli moabijebda, mTeli quCa Tan<br />

mohqonda TiTqos - ai, SemomxedeT, kanonierada var<br />

daorsulebuli, Cemi kanonieri meuRle damwyebi<br />

poeti gaxlavT, magram amJamad romeliRac Tavis<br />

Tanakursel gogonasTan erTad sadiplomoze<br />

muSaobs da, TavisTavad cxadia, leqsebisTvis ar<br />

scaliao. meuRlis siamaye da Tavdajerebuloba<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umsac gadaedo raRacnairad da, erTi piroba,<br />

Caxtomac daapira tramvaidan, magram ratomRac,<br />

moerida, imdenad uRimRamo, imdenad sacodavi<br />

eCvena uceb Tavisi Tanamgzavri melaniasTan<br />

SedarebiT. melania TiTqos saerTod imitom<br />

gamosuliyo im dRes Sinidan, ase "mSvidobianad",<br />

sityvis uTqmelad da TiTis gaunZrevlad<br />

gasworeboda Tavis kidev erT SesaZlebel metoqes,<br />

ufro sworad, misi TvalsazrisiT, am uaRresad<br />

sapatio wodebisTvis kidev erT Seuferebel<br />

kandidats. samagierod, RirseulT (arasodes<br />

SeSlia, sxvaTaSoris), araTu iTmenda, yovelTvis<br />

gulwrfelad TanaugrZnobda da xelmwifuri<br />

SemwynareblobiTac ki iyo maT mimarT ganwyobili.<br />

erTxel - aRar maxsovs, rogor aRmovCndiT yvelani<br />

erTad restoranSi - isa da fransuaza<br />

sapirfareSodan rom mobrundnen, yovelgvari<br />

TvalTmaqcobisa da qvena ganzraxvis gareSe uTxra<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums: kargi gogo yofila, mecodeba Sens<br />

xelSio. <strong>avel</strong>umi CaxtomiT ar Camxtara tramvaidan,<br />

magram Tvali wamiTac ar mouSorebia<br />

melaniasTvis, vidre kidev SeiZleboda misi<br />

gamorCeva xalxis Wrel mdinareSi. Tumca, merec<br />

mTeli qalaqi elvare yviTeli laqebiT iyo<br />

misTvis savse, saiTac ar unda gaexeda.


sabednierod, im sabediswero saRamos melania<br />

Sin darCa. TviTonve daezara gamosvla, kargad ver<br />

grZnobda Tavs, albaT gacivda sanapiroze,<br />

beladis ZeglTan, sadac xalxi dilidan<br />

saRamomde idga fexmoucvlelad da kargadac<br />

erToboda: mRerodnen, cekvavdnen, dgamdnen<br />

scenebs sxvadasxva speqtaklebidan, ra Tqma unda,<br />

"beladis" monawileobiT, ZaliT moyvanil<br />

gamoCenil cocxal poetebs akiTxebdnen beladze<br />

daweril leqsebs da, rac mTavaria,<br />

laparakobdnen, laparakobdnen gauTaveblad<br />

(rogorc dRes), erTsa da imaves. magram, ramdenic<br />

ar unda elaparakaT, bolos mainc yvela<br />

erTnairad moiTxovda molotovis Camoyvanas,<br />

Tanac dauyovnebliv. mokled, aTas raimes gaigebda<br />

kaci, magram marti mainc martia da SeiZleba ise<br />

gacivde, verc gaigo. tyuilad xom ar aris<br />

naTqvami, vidre marti win gidevs, zamTars nurc<br />

aqeb da nurc aZagebo. ase rom, im saRamos <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

umelaniod gamovida quCaSi, albaT pirvelad<br />

bolo xuTi wlis manZilze, da daisaja kidec.


vidre tramvai ZnelaZeze Cauxvevda, iqamdec<br />

icoda, raRac didi ubedureba momxdariyo<br />

qalaqSi. TvalSisacemad uCveulo, arabunebrivi<br />

sicariele da siCume gamefebuliyo irgvliv -<br />

marto im tramvais xma ismoda (da is xmac kidev<br />

uaresad amZafrebda, kidev ufro xelSesaxebs<br />

xdida saerTo sicarielesac da siCumesac),<br />

romlis erT-erTi mgzavri TviTonac iyo, ufro<br />

sworad, romlis kibezec ekida, magram imitom ki<br />

ara, bileTis fuli daezoga amjeradac - es<br />

TavisTavad, damwyebi poetis gamosarCevi niSani<br />

xom jer siRaribea da mere misi niWiereba Tu<br />

uniWoba. - ubralod, ase erCia, ra wamsac<br />

moundeboda, im wams Caxteboda tramvaidan. is iyo,<br />

ZnelaZeze unda CaexviaT, moednis mxridan<br />

viRaceebi rom gamocvivdnen yviriliT: dagvxoces,<br />

dagvxoceso, da Tavad xmam ufro Sezara - ekalma<br />

daayara uceb mTels tanze, rogorc cirkSi<br />

emarTeboda xolme bavSvobisas, raime saxifaTo<br />

nomris win - vidre cnobam, romelic im xmam<br />

moiyola Tan. amgvari cnobisTvis albaT yvelani<br />

mzad iyvnen metnaklebad. bolos da bolos, mTeli<br />

kvira grZeldeboda areuloba qalaqSi, sadac jer<br />

kidev guSin daukiTxavad Citi ver gadafrindeboda<br />

totidan totze. ase rom, raRacis, msgavsis<br />

molodini qvecnobierad yvelas gvqonda,<br />

vutydebodiT Tu ar vutydebodiT Tavs.<br />

xelisuflebisganac ukve sakmaod viyaviT<br />

momzadebulni saamisod. yovel SemTxvevaSi, am cis<br />

qveS da am miwaze dabadebul adamians arafriT ar<br />

SeiZleba ar axasiaTebdes Tundac biologiuri<br />

molodini da mzadyofna nebismier ubedurebasTan


Sesaxvedrad. magram iseTi xma, tramvais kibeze<br />

Camokidebuls rom moesma, aRarasodes gaugonia<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums da rogorc ar unda ecada, miaxlovebiTac<br />

ver aRwerda xolme sasowarkveTis, ganwirulobis,<br />

sibeCavisa Tu SiSis im amazrzen nazavs,<br />

narwyeviviT rom tovebda is (xma) gzadagza, yoveli<br />

xisa Tu lampionis Ziras, yovel sadarbazosTan,<br />

yvela sarkmelsa Tu vitrinaze.


operis asaxvevTan armisuli, tramvaidan Caxta<br />

da, rom ityvian, pirdapir xaxaSi Cauvarda Tavis<br />

bedisweras. TiTqos Sinidan gamosvlamdec icoda,<br />

sad daelodeboda da TiTqos saerTod imitom<br />

gamosuliyo Sinidan, Tanac umelaniod,<br />

maincdamainc, imas rom gadahyroda. pirvelad<br />

mTvrali egona. eleqtronis boZs Semoxveoda<br />

orive xeliT. loyac zed mieWira da iRimeboda, mas<br />

uRimoda, oRond, damnaSave, damorcxvebuli Tu<br />

gawbilebuli kacis RimiliT. Tumca, advili<br />

SesaZlebelia, <strong>avel</strong>ums moeCvena ase, aseTad<br />

warmoidgina ufro adre, jer kidev haerSi, miwaze<br />

daxtomamde, vidre gaCerdeboda, dainaxavda,<br />

aRiqvamda da mixvdeboda, araviTar simTvraleze<br />

da araviTar Rimilze rom ar SeiZleboda<br />

laparaki. ukve sikvdils gaeJRinTa. imdenad<br />

fxizeli iyo, landi gasdioda, gamWvirvale<br />

gaexada sifxizles. saxe ar hqonda saerTod. saxis<br />

nacvlad aranormalurad gaxelili, ufro<br />

sworad, TiTqos ukiduresobamde ZaliT gawelili<br />

TvalebiRa darCenoda, ori uswormasworo Wrili,<br />

xvreli, ormo - awrialebuli, asisinebuli,<br />

gaToSili sicarieliTa da arafriT savse.<br />

miSveleo - daigmina, daikvnesa, daixriala<br />

erTdroulad. Tumca, uTqmeladac etyoboda<br />

saSvelad rom hqonda saqme. mSveleli Wirdeboda<br />

mxolod. cal fexze idga. meore mas aRar<br />

ekuTvnoda aSkarad. rac mTavaria, fexsac aRar<br />

gavda. sisxliT galumpul Sarvlis totianad,<br />

usicocxlod dasTrevda miwaze. etyoba, tyvias<br />

barZayis Zveli daefSxvna da mxolod gadatyaul,<br />

gatitvlebul kunTzeRa ekida xorcis masa, rac


adre albaT misi meore fexi iyo. ra gqvia, ra gvari<br />

xaro - hkiTxa <strong>avel</strong>umma ramdenjerme, vidre<br />

eleqtronis boZze miyinulsa Tu miduRebul<br />

xelebs ZaliT gaaSvebinebda da iRliaSi<br />

Seudgeboda. an <strong>avel</strong>umis xma ar esmoda imas, an<br />

saWirod ar Tvlida Tavisi vinaobis gamxelas<br />

(SeiZleba, gamxelis Rirsadac ar Tvlida sakuTar<br />

vinaobas). gaognebuli da agangaSebuli, misamarTs<br />

imeorebda mxolod - orbelianis sami. meore<br />

sarTuli. orbelianis sami. meore sarTulio - ukan<br />

sisxlis sakmaod farTo kvali mosdevda, iatakis<br />

sarecxi tilo rom tovebs skolis kibeebsa Tu<br />

derefnebSi. <strong>avel</strong>ums qoSini auvarda, magram albaT<br />

ufro mRelvarebisa da SiSisagan, vidre<br />

daRlilobisagan. mTeli arsebiT ki undoda<br />

miSveleboda, magram ukve grZnobda, marto ar<br />

eyofoda am saqmes. Tan, misda samarcxvinod,<br />

eSinoda kidec mis imedze, mis anabara darCenili<br />

da tkivilebisgan sanaxevrod Wkuaze gadamcdari<br />

biWisa. misi kbila iqneboda, an erTi-ori wliT<br />

umcrosi, magram saxeSi ver Seexeda, erideboda<br />

ratomRac, TiTqos misi mizeziT Cavardniliyo am<br />

dReSi, anda TiTqos marTlac ar hqonda imas saxe,<br />

saxelisa da gvaris msgavsad. im wuTas yvelaferze<br />

wavidoda, oRond is satanjveli aecdina rogorme<br />

Tavidan da, imave dros, aravin da araferi aRar<br />

axsovda, im biWis, im biWis misamarTis da sakuTari<br />

Tavis meti, TiTqos mxolod isiniRa<br />

darCeniliyvnen qveyanaze da ara marto misamarTi,<br />

yvelaferi saerTo hqondaT: eldac, SiSic,<br />

mizanic, survilic, ocnebac, imedic, sicocxlec,<br />

sikvdilic... magram im oridan romeli iyo


gadasarCeni da romeli gadamrCeneli, bolomde<br />

gaurkveveli darCa <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis. ubralod, is<br />

biWi ufro axlos idga sikvdilTan da, amdenad,<br />

Zalauneburad, <strong>avel</strong>ums unda etvirTa mSvelelis<br />

mZime tvirTi. ufro valdebuli iyo ase<br />

moqceuliyo, vidre mowodebuli. daRliTac male<br />

daiRala, radgan yoveli nabijis gadadgma did<br />

sulier da fizikur daZabvas moiTxovda misgan<br />

(orivesgan). garda imisa, rom "tvirTs" garkveuli<br />

wona hqonda, jer kidev edga suli, jer kidev gonze<br />

iyo, jer kidev stkioda, jer kidev itanjeboda,<br />

jer kidev raRaca eimedeboda Zalian da jer kidev<br />

viRacisken miiswrafoda mTeli arsebiT. xolo<br />

amis codna, ufro zustad ki, amis SegrZneba, ki ar<br />

exmareboda <strong>avel</strong>ums mZime movaleobis<br />

aRsrulebaSi, kidev ufro aferxebda, borkavda,<br />

kidev ufro asustebda, ramdenadac moqmedebaze<br />

metad, fiqrsa da gansjas avaldebulebda - ra eqna,<br />

ra eRona, ra wyalSi Cavardniliyo, zedmetad rom<br />

ar gaetanja is, misi "tvirTi". asi metric ar<br />

eqnebodaT gavlili, romeliRac sadarbazoSi<br />

kibeze dasva da daubara, nu geSinia, axlave<br />

movalo. imas araferi uTqvams, iolad Seelia.<br />

albaT esiamovna dajdoma. wynarad ijda da<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umiviT qoSinebda isic, TvaldaxuWuli,<br />

sakuTar mxarze TavCamovardnili.


kolmeurneobis moedanTan <strong>avel</strong>umi samxedro<br />

patruls gadaeyara. ufro sworad, isini daewivnen<br />

etliani motocikletiT. orni iyvnen, axalT-axali<br />

mwvane muzaradebi exuraT. svla Seaneles da cota<br />

xans gverdiT gayvnen. xma ar gauciaT. an dazoges,<br />

an veraferi Seatyves revolucionerobisa. Tumca,<br />

Tavad iseTi SegrZneba hqonda, TiTqos Tavfexianad<br />

sisxlSi iyo amoTxvrili. SeiZleba, am SegrZnebas<br />

isic umZafrebda, zurgze rom ewebeboda<br />

gaoflili perangi. orbelianis sami ki erTi<br />

patara, sofluri yaidis, ficris kibemidgmuli<br />

saxli aRmoCnda. kibe rom aaTava, sunTqva aRar<br />

SeeZlo, cotac da filtvebi dauskdeboda. kibis<br />

TavSi Cakuncxuli, TevziviT abCenda pirs da isev<br />

misamarTs imeorebda aRgznebuli, agangaSebuli,<br />

TiTqos gaCumdeboda Tu ara, misamarTic<br />

daaviwydeboda, xolo, rogorc ki misamarTi<br />

daaviwydeboda, sxvac yvelaferi damTavrdeboda<br />

misTvis. kari Suaxnis kacma gauRo, albaT imis<br />

mamam. iqamde dafrTxa, vidre gaigebda, ra undodaT<br />

misgan. ra ginda, vina xaro - SeuRrina ukve<br />

wamxdarma, SeiZleba ukve mixvedrilmac. arafriT<br />

ar undoda wamosvla - ra vici, rom marTals<br />

meubnebio; saxelmwifo TviTon gaarkvevs<br />

yvelaferso - ebrZoda Tavs. ai, imis sisxliao -<br />

cxvirwin utrialebda <strong>avel</strong>umi sisxlian xelebs.<br />

jer isev uWirda laparaki, gulamovardnils,<br />

aqoSinebuls, aRelvebuls. Tan imis eSinoda,<br />

vaiTu ar wamomyveso, da lamis TvalebSi etakebina<br />

xelebi, TiTqos sisxls icnobda is, Tuki marTla<br />

misi Svili iyo sadRac quCaSi, Sardis suniT<br />

aqoTebul sadarbazoSi momakvdavi biWi.


mere erTad garbodnen kvlavindeburad ukacur<br />

quCaSi. saidanRac areuli, gaurkveveli,<br />

SemaSfoTebeli xmebi modioda da <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

waramara ukan iyureboda - iseTi grZnoba hqonda,<br />

TiTqos motocikleti mosdevdaT ukan. biWi<br />

mkvdari dauxvdaT. isev ise ijda, rogorc <strong>avel</strong>umma<br />

datova, sakuTar mxarze TavCamovardnili, magram<br />

aRar qoSinebda, dawynarebuliyo, ufro sworad,<br />

qalaqis mkvdari siwynare daufleboda masac.<br />

fexebTan sisxlis uzarmazari gube daeyenebina.<br />

mamamisma uneburad fexi Cadga gubeSi da mere, aseve<br />

uneburad, sul iatakze usvamda fexs. amaod<br />

cdilobda mouSoreblis moSorebas. mkvdari<br />

Svilis danaxvam Tavzari ki dasca, magram erTi<br />

piroba, mainc gaibrZola, mainc gauZalianda<br />

eldas, vinZlo rogorme gamoscloda imis<br />

damaqcevar simZimes, erTbaSad ar gaeWyletinebina<br />

Tavi da swored maSin Cadga fexi Svilis sisxlSi,<br />

gubeze gadaxtomisas, ramac kidev ufro gaamwara,<br />

kidev ufro aubnia goneba, dauxSo gansjis unari.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums eubneboda - es ra miyavio - TiTqos<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi adrec icnobda mis Svils, TiTqos<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma aiyolia dResac, <strong>avel</strong>umma gamoiyvana<br />

Sinidan, <strong>avel</strong>umma mokla da manve miugdo misi gvami<br />

mamamiss, raTa isic Svilis Tanamzraxvelad<br />

gamoeyvana xelisuflebis TvalSi. magram, ra Tqma<br />

unda, msgavsic araferi ufiqria. ubralod,<br />

misdauneburad scada <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis<br />

gadaebralebina viRacis, <strong>avel</strong>umze bevrad Zlieris<br />

da <strong>avel</strong>umze Znelad mosarevis danaSauli.<br />

rasakvirvelia, aravisze naklebad ar icoda<br />

namdvili mkvlelis vinaobaca da


adgilsamyofelic, magram isic icoda, verafers<br />

gaxdeboda imasTan. amitom, damnaSaveze metad,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi sWirdeboda, SemTxveviTi mowme Tu<br />

monawile misi ubedurebisa, radgan masTan am<br />

ubedurebis gamomJRavnebas mainc SesZlebda, anu,<br />

imas mainc ityoda, rasac veraviTar SemTxvevaSi<br />

ver ityoda namdvili mkvlelis TandaswrebiT.<br />

Tumca, bevri araferi uTqvams. erTsa da imaves<br />

imeorebda sul - es ra miyavio - oRond, xan umweo<br />

sibraziT, xan braziani umweobiT, xan damfrTxali<br />

da xan sasowarkveTili, saerTod ki, moulodneli<br />

dartymisgan TvalgaSterebuli, ybaCamovardnili<br />

da TiTqos xelovnurad dapataravebuli da<br />

dauSnovebuli. mere mkvdari Svilis gverdiT<br />

Camojda kibis safexurze, idayvebiT muxlebs<br />

daeyrdno, TiTebgafarCxuli xelis mtevnebi<br />

saxeze aifara da azluqunda: daviRupe,<br />

daviRupeTo...


mas mere didi dro gavida. didi ki ara,<br />

ganuzomeli - qristes mTeli miwieri cxovreba<br />

Caeteva Sig - magram gegonebaT, araferi<br />

Secvlilao, sicocxle isev isea Camkvdari<br />

qalaqSi, isev ise CauJmurebula yvelaferi,<br />

miuxedavad gauTavebeli SfoTisa da<br />

mRelvarebisa, aqeT-iqiT xeTqebisa, droSebis<br />

upragono frialisa, lozungebis, mowodebebis,<br />

proklamaciebis, mimarTvebis, muqarebis,<br />

Txovnebis, moTxovnebis koriantelisa da, rac<br />

mTavaria, qalaqis erT-erT mTavar quCaze, mexuTe<br />

sarTulis aivanze, ori sabralo, asakisgan<br />

gamoCerCetebuli dedabris gulsaklavi zeimisa.<br />

Tumca, isic unda iTqvas, mainc rom ar vitexT<br />

ixtibars, viTom, Cvenc xalxni varT, Cvenc<br />

adamianur cxovrebasa varT miCveulni. operaSi<br />

"porgi da besia", rusT<strong>avel</strong>Si - "carcis wre",<br />

marjaniSvilSi - "veragoba da siyvaruli" (TiTqos<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis sapativsacemod), axmetelSi ki -<br />

"SuaRamisas". magram SuaRamisas mainc Sin jdoma<br />

sjobs. sjobs Sin ikankalo kurdReliviT, betonis<br />

soroSi. da, Tqven warmoidgineT, asedac iqcevian<br />

ara marto mayureblebi, aramed msaxiobebic.<br />

sakuTar soroebSi sxedan da kankaleben, saxifaTo<br />

sibneles miyuradebulni. axla RamiT quCaSi rom<br />

gaxvide, an suleli unda iyo, an Tavze<br />

xelaRebuli. yovel SemTxvevaSi, winaswar unda<br />

Seeguo im azrs, yovel gasvlaze, ukanasknelad<br />

rom gadixar Sinidan, Seni surviliT xdeba es Tu<br />

iZulebiT, TanamoqalaqeTa daJinebuli moTxovniT<br />

- gamodi, gverdSi dagvideqi, nu imalebi soroSio.<br />

televizors CarTav da, diqtoric maSinve


SemogCivlebs, esa da es, aseTi da aseTi, ama da am<br />

dRes Sinidan gavida da aRar dabrunebula, magram<br />

Cven verafriT mivakvlieT da iqneb Sen mainc<br />

dagvayeno gzazeo. anda, kidev erTi manqana<br />

daikarga da isic Sen xom ar gipovniao. me mgoni,<br />

Cvens gasarTobad iqceva televizia ase,<br />

gveTamaSeba, ufro iolad rom ganvitvirToT<br />

mTeli dRis, mTeli Tvis, mTeli wlis<br />

daZabulobisgan da, marTlac, gagecineba, aba ra<br />

iqneba, amis mnaxvelsa da gamgons. ase rom, isev Sin<br />

jdoma da drogamoSvebiT televizoris win mwared<br />

Cafxukuneba sjobs, gareT kulturul<br />

RonisZiebebze siaruls. mainc araferSi<br />

gamogvadga kultura. TiTqos arc gvqonia.<br />

marTalia, bedisweras verc betoni SeaCerebs, rac<br />

giweria, ar agcdeba, magram Sin Tu daveteviT,<br />

aRarc Cven gavwvaldebiT zedmetad da aRarc sxvas<br />

gavawvalebT, radgan soros gareT moklulnic<br />

mainc Sin unda mogvitanon bolos, iqamde ki,<br />

RmerTma icis, ramden xans unda vegdoT jer quCaSi,<br />

vidre vinme inebebdes da SegvamCnevdes, mere ki -<br />

morgSi - sacxedreSi - vidre romelime Cveniani<br />

gabedavdes da amogvicnobdes...


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rogorc ukve iciT, fransuaza TbilisSi gaicno<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma, SemTxveviT, muzeumSi, sesilTan<br />

saboloo, samudamo gamoTxovebis Jams. miixeda da<br />

guli gadauqanda - romeliRac balaxiWamia<br />

cxovels hgavda, es wuTia xifaTs gadarCenili,<br />

buCqebs mofarebuli, jer kidev daZabuli, jer<br />

kidev yurdacqvetili, swrafad, zereled, aqa-iq<br />

rom wiwknis nekers, ufro Cveulebas ayolili,<br />

vidre moTxovnilebas. Savi plaSCi ecva, sayelo<br />

aweuli, yvela Rilze gaxsnili. xelebi jibeebSi<br />

Caewyo da SuSis yuTze daxrili, vanis<br />

oqroulobas aTvalierebda; gulisyuri ki aqeT<br />

hqonda, Cvensken, cxovrebisken. Tavidan isic erTi<br />

bednieri SemTxveva gvegona, rasakvirvelia, ufro<br />

saamayoc da ufro dasafasebelic, ramdenadac,<br />

sxva rom araferi vTqvaT, isic namdvili ucxoeli<br />

iyo, sesiliviT, Tanac frangi, Tanac parizeli<br />

(sesilisgan gansxvavebiT) da ara, vTqvaT,<br />

moskoveli ebraeli, kieveli TaTari, baqoeli rusi<br />

Tu Tbiliseli berZeni.


pirvelad rom dabrunda Sin (safrangeTSi), didi<br />

ambiT gaacila <strong>avel</strong>umma, didi siamovnebiTac,<br />

radgan garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, bunebriv<br />

sinanulTan erTad, aseve sruliad bunebrivi<br />

Svebac igrZno da saerTod, Zneli saTqmelia, maTi<br />

urTierTobis pirvel etapze, ra ufro did<br />

siamovnebas aniWebda <strong>avel</strong>ums, imasTan yofna, Tu<br />

kidev erTxel mSvidobianad dabruneba imisgan.<br />

marTalia, axalgazrdebi viyaviT da jer Tavsac ar<br />

vutydebodiT, magram, gvindoda Tu ara,<br />

miCqmaluli, Tundac ugulebelyofili SiSi mainc<br />

Tavisas akeTebda. amis gageba axla bevrisTvis<br />

Znelia da TviTonac mecineba, TviTonac<br />

samarcxvinod mimaCnia SiSsa da siyvarulze<br />

erTdroulad laparaki, magram Tuki warmovidgenT<br />

samociani wlebis Tbiliss, zogadad sabWoTa<br />

kavSirs, dameTanxmebiT, ra did riskTan iyo<br />

dakavSirebuli nebismieri sabWoTa moqalaqisTvis<br />

nebismier ucxoelTan urTierToba, miT ufro<br />

sabWoeTis kuTvnil teritoriaze -<br />

arxangelskidan Citamde da gagridan magadanamde.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi da misi megobari giJebiviT gacvivdnen<br />

moskovSi fransuazas gasacileblad. giJebs ki<br />

namdvilad hgavdnen am sityvis pirdapiri<br />

mniSvnelobiT. jer erTi, sezonisTvis yovlad<br />

Seufereblad ecvaT da ara marto siRaribis gamo -<br />

uceb ver gaiTvaliswines (axalgazrdebi iyvnen), ra<br />

SeiZleboda daxvedrodaT iq. marTalia, raRacraRacebi<br />

(yurebiani qudebi Tu xelTaTmanebi)<br />

nacnob-megobrebma adgilze aTxoves, magram<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums erT fexze neka TiTi mainc moeyina da


gindac moendomebina, marto amis gamo veRarasodes<br />

daiviwyebda fransuazas.


maT garda, fransuaza redaqciis<br />

TanamSromlebmac gaaciles, igive uSiSroebis<br />

muSakebma, romlebic, yvela sikeTesTan erTad, aq<br />

rCebodnen da fransuazas wasvlis Semdeg,<br />

TavisTavad cxadia, meti gulisyuriT, meti<br />

mondomebiT gaixsenebdnen nebismier wvrilmans,<br />

rac ki fransuazasTan iqneboda dakavSirebuli<br />

raRaciT mainc. magram ukan daxeva aRar<br />

SeiZleboda. oRond, TavianTi WkuiT, yvelaferi<br />

iRones, naklebad rom mieqciaT yuradReba. <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

vardebis uzarmazari TaiguliT movida, misma<br />

megobarma ki JurnalistTa saxlis restornis<br />

oficianti qali moiyola Tan, viTom imas mohyva<br />

saerTod da sxva araferi ainteresebda. didis<br />

ambiT gamovidnen baqanze. xelkaviT mohyavda, emand<br />

vinmem cudi araferi ifiqros, friad Rirseuli<br />

qalbatoni gaxlavTo. mosuli qali iyo,<br />

zonzroxa. Tma moskovurad hqonda daxveuli,<br />

gegonebodaT pariki axuravso. lomonosovs hgavda<br />

raRaciT. oriveni (isa da <strong>avel</strong>umis megobari)<br />

koniakiT iyvnen nasauzmevi, safuZvlianadac, da<br />

amis gamo ufro medidurad, ufro gorozad, ufro<br />

seriozulad eWiraT Tavi, albaT Tbili,<br />

xaverdovani simTvralis mosaTokadac. magram<br />

ganSorebis drom rom moawia da Sampanuric<br />

Camorigda qaRaldis WiqebiT, yvelaze mets is qali<br />

kocnida fransuazas. kocnida da Tan cremliT<br />

tiroda, albaT sauzmeze <strong>avel</strong>umis megobrisgan<br />

mosmeniliT moxibluli da gulaCuyebuli.<br />

seriozulad Sewuxdnen yvelani, seriozulad<br />

dainteresdnen misi vinaobiT, radgan miuxedavad<br />

maTi profesiuli movaleobisa, namdvilad ar


icodnen aseTi axlobeli adamiani Tu hyavda<br />

fransuazas moskovSi. magram yvelaze metad Tavad<br />

fransuazam ar icoda es - marTalia,<br />

Cveulebisamebr, yvelas uRimoda, yvelas madlobas<br />

uxdida yuradRebisTvis, Sampanursac yvela<br />

msurvelTan erTad ylurwavda vaxtangurad,<br />

magram rogorc ki <strong>avel</strong>umis Tvalebs waawydeboda,<br />

maSinve mxrebs aiCeCavda xolme gakvirvebuli.


fransuaza yovelTvis ebraleboda <strong>avel</strong>ums,<br />

pirvelive dRidan, rogorc ki dainaxa, antikuri<br />

xanis Zvirfaseulobis dasaTvaliereblad<br />

daxrili saqarTvelos saganZuris SuSis<br />

vitrinebze da mainc ufro Tanamedrove,<br />

dRevandeli safiqraliT Sepyrobili, daZabuli,<br />

romeliRac mxdali, lamazi cxoveliviT,<br />

romelsac Tavisi cxoveluri bunebis gamo,<br />

wesierad aRarc axsovs albaT, ra gansacdels<br />

daaRwia es wuTia Tavi da vidre morigi<br />

gansacdeli daatydebodes Tavs, nekers Seeqceva -<br />

keTilsindisierad icavs, keTilsindisierad<br />

asrulebs bunebis wess. SeiZleba amitomac, roca<br />

mis warmodgenas vcdilob xolme, an taqsSi zis,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umTan erTad, dilauTenia, TiTqmis srul<br />

sibneleSi, da siciveze metad, nerviulobisgan<br />

aZagZagebuli, waramara saaTs ekiTxeba <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

(<strong>avel</strong>umsac ekiTxeba da Tavisasac dascqeris) -<br />

eSinia, verc ki warmoidgenT, rogor eSinia<br />

samsaxurSi dagvianebisa... an bewvis qudsa da<br />

qurqSi Cakarguli, usaxlkarosaviT moridebuli<br />

dgas novodeviCevis monastris ezoSi, dabneuli<br />

iyureba aqeT-iqiT, TiTqos ar icis, sad aris,<br />

rogor aRmoCnda aq, da erTnairad gaocebuli<br />

Sescqeris zamTris mzeze TvalismomWrelad<br />

abrWyvialebul gumbaTebsac da WilyvavebiT<br />

gadaSavebul xeebsac; an - stumrebs elodeba,<br />

yvelaferi mzada aqvs, taxtis win, patara<br />

saJurnale magidaze, cariel, civad mokriale<br />

Wiqebs Soris ukve dgas viskis gauxsneli boTli.<br />

magram Tavad adgils ver poulobs, Zlivs ereva<br />

Tavs, imave stumrebis xaTriT (SeiZleba, SiSiTac),


da mainc jiutad cdilobs gaagebinos <strong>avel</strong>umsac,<br />

rom yvelanairi (sabWouri) yvelis gamotana ar<br />

SeiZleba sufraze. roSfori ki, maincdamainc,<br />

dRes gawyda amodena qalaqSi, eliseevis maRaziis<br />

CaTvliT.<br />

amas imitom vambob, fransuazas TviTonve rom<br />

SeeZlo did gansacdelad gadaqceva nebismieri<br />

yoveldRiuri wvrilmanisa, ris gamoc,<br />

samwuxarod, upirveles yovlisa, Tavad<br />

itanjeboda - sul gadasarCenad hqonda TiTqos<br />

saqme... xoda, Tu rogor gadaarCina <strong>avel</strong>umma,<br />

qvemoT dainaxavT, Tuki moTmineba geyofaT da<br />

CemTan erTad zereled mainc gadaikiTxavT mis<br />

werilebs. miT ufro rom, es werilebi arc Tavis<br />

droze yofila miuwvdomeli - yoveli maTganis<br />

asli Tavidanve, moskovSi CamosvlisTanave,<br />

ideboda iq, sadac jer ars da sadac axlac unda<br />

idos wesiT, Tuki "perestroikam" isinic ar<br />

gaaufasura, rogorc sxva yvelaferi.


fransuazas werilebs jer <strong>avel</strong>umis moskoveli<br />

kolega, moskoveli estoneli, iani iRebda, ra Tqma<br />

unda, <strong>avel</strong>umis TxovniTa da davalebiT. <strong>avel</strong>umma<br />

ki imitom sTxova da daavala ians misi satrfialo<br />

baraTebis miReba, mxolod ase rom Seityobda,<br />

saerTod SesaZlebeli iyo Tu ara, Tundac<br />

werilobiTi urTierTobis damyareba<br />

fransuazasTan. iani, TavisTavad cxadia, yvela<br />

werils kiTxulobda da safuZvlianadac<br />

"amuSavebda" (asli, mokle anotacia da a.S.), imisda<br />

mixedviT, Tu ramdenad saintereso SeiZleboda<br />

yofiliyo iq moTxrobili ambebi garkveuli<br />

samsaxurebisTvis. ase rom, ianma yovelTvis<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umze adre icoda, ra edo fransuazas gulSi,<br />

ris Tqmas apirebda <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis. "damuSavebul"<br />

werilebs iani axal, axla ukve sabWour konvertSi<br />

debda da ise ugzavnida <strong>avel</strong>ums TbilisSi. iani ar<br />

umalavda <strong>avel</strong>ums, "iqac" rom icodnen am uiRblo<br />

siyvarulis Sesaxeb da ufro metic - Tuki,<br />

rasakvirvelia, <strong>avel</strong>ums TavSi ar auvardeboda es<br />

ambavi - umal TanaugrZnobdnen ("iqac" adamianebi<br />

msaxurobdnen, bolos da bolos), vidre<br />

kicxavdnen da amtyunebdnen. gasagebia? xoda, Tu<br />

gasagebia, Camoasxi. nu ibRvirebi. TiToc davlioT<br />

da gveyofa. Sen dros atareb, Zmao, ra genaRvleba,<br />

me ki samuSao maqvs. "gansakuTrebiT Senze arian<br />

kargi azrisao" - moayolebda bolos. ianis TqmiT,<br />

"isini" <strong>avel</strong>ums Turme gulwrfel, patiosan kacad<br />

Tvlidnen, miuxedavad misi zogierTi yovlad<br />

miuRebeli da, rac mTavaria, yovelgvar safuZvels<br />

moklebuli Sexedulebisa. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki ufro da<br />

ufro Riziandeboda, ibneoda, sagonebelSi


vardeboda, radgan ar icoda, ras niSnavda "imaTi"<br />

qeba, Seuracxmyofeli unda yofiliyo misTvis, Tu<br />

damamSvidebeli, Tu erTica da meorec erTsa da<br />

imave dros. ufro gulaxdilebi Tu viqnebiT,<br />

mSvenivrad icoda, rasac niSnavda da imitomac<br />

Riziandeboda ase. ianis TqmiT, "isini" dasjas ki<br />

ar upirebdnen Turme, aramed - Svelas, gadarCenas.<br />

ufro sworad, didi imedi hqondaT, droTa<br />

ganmavlobaSi, TandaTanobiT, TviTonve<br />

ganikurneboda am senisgan. dro moiyvanda Wkuaze,<br />

dro auxelda Tvals sakuTari sibriyvisa da<br />

umecrebis dasanaxad da isic mereRa mixvdeboda,<br />

bewvis xidze rom mdgara sul, ganuwyvetliv...<br />

mereRa daafasebda imasac, vinc bewvis xidze<br />

Semdgars, ki ar Seuyvira, xeli ki ar hkra - Tvali<br />

mouxuWa, yuri mouyrua, daacada "mSvidobianad"<br />

gasuliyo gaRma napirze, anu, ojaxs dabruneboda,<br />

Sin dateuliyo da ramdenic undoda imdeni ewera<br />

leqsebica da poemebic, piesebica da romanebic -<br />

gnebavT, uideo, gnebavT, ideuri, ramdenadac<br />

saxelmwifosTvis namdvilad sulerTi iyo es,<br />

misTvis ki - ara. saxelmwifos arc erTiT meti<br />

maqebari aaSenebda da arc erTiT meti maginebeli<br />

daaqcevda, misTvis da misi ojaxisTvis ki amas<br />

arsebiTi mniSvneloba hqonda. "didi madloba<br />

gadaeci Sens megobrebs, aseTi yuradRebisTvis,<br />

aseTi mzrunvelobisTviso" - igesleboda <strong>avel</strong>umi,<br />

iani ki, viTom verc amCnevda mis mrisxanebas,<br />

seriozulad pirdeboda, aucileblad rom<br />

gadascemda <strong>avel</strong>umis danabarebs<br />

daniSnulebisamebr, rogorc ki amis SesaZlebloba<br />

miecemoda.


aki Tavidanve, Cveni saTqmelis ukeT<br />

gadmosacemad (Cveni azriT, rasakvirvelia),<br />

epistoluri Janri avirCieT, araTu kargi, xandaxan<br />

aucilebelic iqneba albaT, am Janris ukve<br />

arsebuli (Cvens xelT arsebuli) da arc mTlad<br />

uintereso nimuSebis gamoyenebac. marTalia,<br />

nebismier mkiTxvels (maT Soris momavlis<br />

mkiTxvelsac, anu, moclilsac da mouclelsac),<br />

ambavica da gancdac gamogonili urCevnia, magram<br />

fransuazas werilebze ufro "gamonagoni" Zneli<br />

warmosadgenia, veraviTari gamonagoni ver<br />

Seedreba verc miuRwevlisken swrafviTa da verc<br />

daujereblis dajerebiT. siyvaruli ki mxolod es<br />

aris - jiuti, ganuwyveteli swrafva<br />

miuRwevlisken da usityvod, uyoymanod dajereba<br />

daujereblisa. maTi meSveobiT (fransuazas<br />

werilebs vgulisxmob), gacilebiT ukeT da<br />

srulyofilad SegviZlia aRvadginoT ori<br />

sruliad gansxvavebuli, TiTqmis erTmaneTis<br />

sapirispiro cxovreba RmerTisgan aSkarad<br />

erTmaneTisTvis gaCenili ori adamianisa,<br />

romlebsac erTad cxovreba TiTqos imitom ar<br />

SeeZloT, mxolod erTad yofna rom undodaT,<br />

mxolod da mxolod, amas rom eswrafodnen<br />

miuxedavad yvelafrisa. rac mTavaria, am<br />

werilebis meSveobiT SegviZlia aRvadginoT<br />

praqtikuli TvalsazrisiT yovlad uazro,<br />

klinikurad TiTqmis mkvdari, magram yvela<br />

adamianuri grZnobiT, gancdiT, vnebiT, tkiviliT,<br />

SvebiT, imediT, uimedobiT, sizmriT, CvenebiT,<br />

ocnebiT, gansakuTrebiT ki molodiniT, yvelafris<br />

gauTavebeli molodiniT, magaliTad, werilisa,


Sexvedrisa, danaxvisa, xmis gagonebisa, zamTrisa,<br />

gazafxulisa, zafxulisa, Semodgomisa,<br />

daRamebisa, gaTenebisa, dasjisa, daRupvisa,<br />

dasmenisa, gamoaSkaravebisa, Ralatisa, sadilisa,<br />

vaxSmisa, liftisa, taqsisa, matareblisa,<br />

TviTmfrinavisa, gadarCenisa, mitevebisa,<br />

nebarTvisa, vizisa, pasportisa - mokled, yvela<br />

saxisa da yvelanairi molodiniT uTavbolod,<br />

facifuciT, gulisxeTqviT amovsebuli dro (ase<br />

alalbedze mxolod xanZriT an miwisZvriT<br />

damfrTxali, dabneuli, azrovnebis<br />

unardakarguli da cxoveluri gumanis amaraRa<br />

darCenili adamiani avsebs CanTas xelSi uceb<br />

moxvedrili da SeiZleba sruliad gamousadegari,<br />

sruliad usargeblo nivTebiT) - drois sakmaod<br />

didi monakveTi, saukunis meoTxedi - daudevrad,<br />

daunaneblad da uSedegod gaflanguli, rogorc<br />

ukve vTqviT, ori savsebiT gansxvavebuli, TiTqmis<br />

erTmaneTis sapirispiro cxovrebis Sesarwymelad,<br />

SesaduReblad, Sesaxmatkbileblad.


axla albaT isic unda iTqvas, Tu ratom ar<br />

gaeyara <strong>avel</strong>umi melanias da ratom ar SeirTo<br />

fransuaza (Tuki ase sigiJemde SeuyvardaT<br />

erTmaneTi), ratom ar isargebla bednieri<br />

SemTxveviT da ratom ar wavida emigraciaSi,<br />

rogorc yvela WkuaTamyofeli sabWoeli<br />

moiqceoda. daviwyoT imiT, rom zogierTi sabWoTa<br />

disidentisa ar iyos, sabWoTa emigrantic<br />

gansakuTrebuli fenomenia. ufro martivad rom<br />

vTqvaT, sabWoTa sinamdvileSi disidenti araTu<br />

SeiZleboda mdgariyo xelisuflebis samsaxurSi,<br />

aramed myaradac idga, sapatio Tanamdebobac eWira<br />

da personaluri manqanac (zogjer abreSumis<br />

fardebianic) emsaxureboda. emigraciaSi ki<br />

ZiriTadad imas uSvebdnen, visac erTnairad<br />

icnobdnen da, Tqven warmoidgineT, erTnairad<br />

afasebdnen kidec, rogorc Sin, iseve gareT; vinc<br />

SeiZleboda Sin "sapatio moqalaqe" yofiliyo,<br />

gareT ki "simarTlisTvis wamebuli raindi",<br />

romelsac erT jibeSi "lenini" edo, meoreSi<br />

"vaSingtoni" da Tuki Sin specmaRaziaSi<br />

yidulobda produqtebs, gareT TiTis<br />

gaunZrevlad, wlebis manZilze SeeZlo fexifexze<br />

gadadebuli mjdariyo romelime Ria kafeSi,<br />

ayvavebuli wablebis surnelSi, saxeze<br />

gazafxulis mzemiSuqebuli (da kagebes saidumlo<br />

arxebis meSveobiT CvenTvisac gaeziarebina<br />

emigrantuli cxovrebis Wirvarami), roca<br />

fransuazas welebze fexi unda daedga, samgzavro<br />

fuli rom moegrovebina moskovSi Camosasvlelad.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi, ra Tqma unda, arc Sin warmoadgenda rames<br />

da arc gareT da, Tundac amitom, sxvis kmayofaze


dafuZnebul Tavisuflebas, isev daumadlebeli,<br />

bediT damsaxurebuli tusaRoba erCia yovelTvis.<br />

garda amisa, Tavisi bunebiT, ufro mcenare iyo,<br />

vidre cxoveli an frinveli. amiT imis Tqma minda,<br />

rom drosa da sivrceSi gadaadgilebas cudad<br />

itanda, Znelad egueboda, Zalian uWirda da,<br />

SeiZleboda, erT mSvenier dRes sicocxlis<br />

fasadac dasjdomoda. masze Tu iqneboda<br />

damokidebuli, amjobinebda iq mdgariyo sul,<br />

sadac gangebam gaaCina, mxolod da mxolod, anda,<br />

maincdamainc, iqauri amindis WirveulobaTa<br />

gaTvaliswinebiT. ufro metic, mTeli misi<br />

Segnebuli cxovrebis manZilze, odesRac<br />

dakarguli codnisa Tu ganzrax damarxuli<br />

saidumlos saflavze (albaT, adgilis<br />

dasamaxsovreblad) dargul xed aRiqvamda<br />

sakuTar arsebas da es miaCnda erTaderT<br />

daniSnulebad, mowodebad, misi amqveyniuri -<br />

rogorc xorcieli, iseve sulieri - cxovrebis<br />

gasamarTleblad. meorec erTi, misi da melanias<br />

urTierToba srulebiTac ar gamoricxavda misi da<br />

fransuazas urTierTobas, piriqiT, SeiZleba<br />

ganapirobebda kidec, da mainc, arCevanze Tu<br />

midgeboda saqme, umal fransuazas Seeleoda,<br />

vidre melanias. fransuazas (Tuki sabaJos<br />

gacurebas SesZlebda), Zirfesvianad moglejili<br />

unda gaetana <strong>avel</strong>umi aqedan, xolo melania Tavad<br />

iyo im miwis nawili, romelSiac fesvi hqonda<br />

gadgmuli <strong>avel</strong>ums. melania sakuTari sisxliT<br />

kvebavda <strong>avel</strong>umis fesvebs, raTa imas ecocxla, Tu<br />

gnebavT, raTa fransuaza yvareboda, anu, Cvens<br />

pirobebSi, SedarebiT Tavisufal, sakuTari


survilebis aRmsrulebel, Tavisi sityvis<br />

gamtarebel kacad CaeTvala (Tundac warmoedgina)<br />

Tavi. melanias gareSe es yovlad SeuZlebeli<br />

iqneboda, ramdenadac melania, Tavisi<br />

SorsmWvretelobisa Tu qaluri sibrZnis<br />

wyalobiT, rogorRac axerxebda Cvens saerTo,<br />

uzarmazar sapyrobileSi SedarebiT patara,<br />

mxolod da mxolod <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis gankuTvnili,<br />

faqtiurad erTadgiliani sapyrobiles Seqmnas,<br />

romlis ucvleli zedamxedveli TviTonve iyo da<br />

aTasSi erTxel, magram yovelTvis saWiro dros,<br />

Segnebulad brmavdeboda, Segnebulad<br />

yruvdeboda, Tavis daRwevis saSualeba rom mieca<br />

qmrisTvis am patara satusaRodan, rac, TavisTavad,<br />

saerTo Tavisuflebis iluzias uqmnida <strong>avel</strong>ums,<br />

Tundac garkveuli drois ganmavlobaSi.


maS ase! fransuazas pirveli werili imdenad<br />

pataraa, SeiZleba mTlianad moviyvanoT aq, miT<br />

ufro rom, isaa pirveli niSanic axali epoqis<br />

dawyebisa <strong>avel</strong>umis cxovrebaSi da isaa pirveli<br />

mercxalic, romelmac marTalia ver moiyvana,<br />

magram gazafxulis arseboba SeZlebisdagvarad<br />

mainc gaaxsena sabWoeTis binadrebs, romelTa<br />

kalendarzec weliwadis erTaderTi dro - pirquSi<br />

zamTari - idga ganuwyvetliv, fexmoucvlelad.<br />

yvelaferi maxsovs. gkocni. fransuaza. werili ki<br />

ara, depeSaa, isic SekumSuli, magram ver amowura,<br />

ver amoxapa <strong>avel</strong>umma verafriT. jibiT daatarebda,<br />

vidre sxva mouvidoda, kidev ufro amaRelvebeli.<br />

SeiZleba ivlisSi Camovide. erTad movifiqroT,<br />

rogor SevxvdeT. da kidev erTi, fexdafex: miiRe<br />

Cemi werili? Tu ar migiRia, gagimeoreb - zustad<br />

erTi Tvis mere Camovdivar. aTi dRiT. turistul<br />

jgufTan erTad. Cemi adgilsamyofeli Cems Zvel<br />

samsaxurSi ecodinebaT. imedia, jer kidev gaxsovs<br />

telefoni. Tu ara da, ar vici, rogor moviqce.<br />

iqneb Sen moifiqro rame. nu geSinia, moifiqrebs!<br />

Sen Camodi da Seni monaxva Cvenze iyos. mTavaria,<br />

gaWirvebis talkvesi - iani kargad gvyavdes. ivnisis<br />

bolos bebiis sanaxavad waval. avadaa. iqidan isev<br />

parizSi movbrundebi, Cavlagdebi da haida<br />

moskovisken. ase rom, naxvamdis. Tavs<br />

gaufrTxildi da yvelaferi kargad iqneba.<br />

marTlac kargad iyo yvelaferi. yovel<br />

SemTxvevaSi - uCveulod, axleburad. imperia<br />

raRacis, gaurkvevlis molodins Seepyro. ra Tqma<br />

unda, alegoriuli leqsebic iwereboda da<br />

alegoriuli speqtaklebic idgmeboda, magram


pirdapir jer kidev veravin ityoda, ra grZnobebi<br />

tanjavda da risi molodini hqonda. ityoda,<br />

daiWerdnen. sul cota, sagiJeTSi mainc ukravdnen<br />

Tavs. yvelaze Zalian sagiJeTSi moxvedrisa<br />

eSinoda <strong>avel</strong>umsac. verasodes ver poulobda<br />

saerTo enas giJebTan da, Tu fxizeli iyo TviTon,<br />

verc mTvralebTan. rac mTavaria, xalxs imedi<br />

gasCenoda, magram risi imedi iyo es imedi, ras<br />

pirdeboda, ras Sescvlida an ras moitanda - jer<br />

aravin icoda da arc ase Sors bedavda ocnebis<br />

zRvaSi Setopvas. ubralod, imedi gasCenoda<br />

moulodnelad, rogorc uSvilo ojaxs gauCndeba<br />

xolme bavSvi. esec axali grZnoba iyo<br />

sabWoelisTvis da ar icoda, rogor gamoexata,<br />

anda gamoexata Tu ara saerTod, radgan tani<br />

ugrZnobda, aravin gadausvamda amisTvis Tavze<br />

xels. imedi ki, raxan gaCeniliyo, izrdeboda<br />

kidec, aRarc kedlebs epueboda, arc<br />

mavTulxlarTebs - izrdeboda, izrdeboda da<br />

sabWoeTis yvela qalaqs erTnairad ixutebda<br />

gulSi. ise, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, imedi didi veraferi<br />

Svilia: bevrs gpirdeba, arafers ki gaZlevs; bevrs<br />

gelaparakeba, arafers ki geubneba; bevrs gaCvenebs,<br />

Sen ki verafers xedav, radgan win carieli<br />

sivrcea; SeuCereblad miyavxar, arada gza aRaraa.<br />

magram Sen mainc mihyvebi, radgan imedis danapirebi<br />

sulze metad gWirdeba, misi nalaparakevi satrfos<br />

alersze metad gsiamovnebs, xolo cariel<br />

sivrceSi, rac Sen ginda imas xedav. amitom, imedi<br />

erTdroulad kacis megobaricaa da mteric:<br />

xandaxan, gawbilebuli imedi ufro Zneli<br />

gadasatania, vidre uimedoba. sabWoelebic


mravalmniSvnelovnad upaWunebdnen erTmaneTs<br />

Tvals, TiTqos grZnobdnen, arafriT rom ar<br />

imsaxurebdnen imeds, magram mainc yvelanairad<br />

cdilobdnen SeeSnovebinaT, sxvisTvisac ar<br />

eTqmevinebinaT, marTla ar yofilan Rirsnio.<br />

mokled, iseve cxovrobdnen, rogorc iqamde<br />

ecxovraT da rogorc momavalSi icxovrebdnen,<br />

rac ar unda momxdariyo. rom gekiTxaT,<br />

yalTabandebiviT Tvals ratom ukravT<br />

erTmaneTso, gaukvirdebodaT, magram TavianTi<br />

saqcieli ki ara, Tqveni SekiTxva. Tumca, aseve<br />

daificebdnen RmerTis winaSe, rom ar icodnen, ra<br />

amoZravebdaT, ra azrs debdnen Tvalis uneblie<br />

CapaWunebaSi. ubralod, rasac axla grZnobdnen,<br />

adre arasodes egrZnoT da arc sxvisgan gaegonaT.<br />

arc mizezi icodnen, arc mizani am axali<br />

SegrZnebisa, arc zne da arc xasiaTi. eg aris rom,<br />

Rimilisgan ganuwyvetliv eqavebodaT tuCebi da<br />

darwmunebulni iyvnen, qvasaviT ki ar<br />

daenarcxebodnen miwaze, davuSvaT da kldidan<br />

gadaeCexa isini viRacas, aramed bumbuliviT<br />

alivlivdebodnen haerSi. es axali grZnoba Tu<br />

SegrZneba, marTalia, akrTobdaT, magram<br />

abednierebdaT kidec, rogorc fexmZime qals<br />

pirvelad SeZruli nayofi, misi arsebisTvis<br />

udidesi cvlilebebisa da gardaqmnebis<br />

mauwyebeli, jer kidev bundovani, Soreuli, Zneli<br />

dasajerebeli, magram garduvali, dRevandeli<br />

eniT rom vTqvaT, Seuqcevadi, da ufro metic - misi<br />

sicocxlis gamgrZelebeli. ar icis, gogo eyoleba<br />

Tu biWi, lamazi Tu maxinji, niWieri Tu uniWo,<br />

marCenali Tu damaqcevari, magram ukve uyvars,


winaswar, yovelgvari pirobis gareSe, xolo raki<br />

uyvars da, rac mTavaria, eamayeba kidec es<br />

siyvaruli, veraferi veRar moereva. ise modis,<br />

TiTqos mTelma qveyanam icis, an Tu ar icis, unda<br />

Seityos, deda rom gaxdeba male. melaniam icoda<br />

aseTi siaruli fexmZimobisas - amayi,<br />

welgamarTuli moafrialebda xalvaTad Sekeril<br />

kabas. da mainc, adamiani gulubryvilo cxovelia:<br />

darwmunebulia, mTeli qveyana ise unda fiqrobdes,<br />

rogorc TviTon fiqrobs da gulwrfelad<br />

brazdeba, Tuki misi da qveynis fiqri erTmaneTs ar<br />

emTxveva.


im zafxuls moskovSi saerTaSoriso<br />

kinofestivali tardeboda da presbarSi, anu,<br />

sastumro "moskvas" meSvide sarTulze moxvedra<br />

did pativad iTvleboda. ukeTes adgilas,<br />

marTlac, versad waiyvanda kaci "sapatio stumars"<br />

am uzarmazar qalaqSi. isinic, pirvelsave dRes, iq<br />

waiyvana ianma. ufro zustad, erTi nacnobi qalis<br />

daxmarebiT, romelic, ianis TqmiT, "sakmaod uniWo<br />

msaxiobi" gaxldaT, rac srulebiTac ar uSlida<br />

xels Tavis gemoze etarebina dro, "nawilnawil",<br />

anu, saTiTaod Seapara "kinos samyaroSi". iq,<br />

saRamoobiT, ara marto adgilobrivi kinosa da<br />

presis muSakebi, aramed ucxoeli reJisorebi da<br />

msaxiobebic ikribebodnen, Tumca iqac,<br />

rasakvirvelia, Cveulebrivi moskovuri restornis<br />

qaosi sufevda. magaliTad, imaT sufraze viRac<br />

italieli komersanti da adgilobrivi pederasti<br />

operatoric isxdnen da sacekvao moednidan<br />

mobrunebuli <strong>avel</strong>umi, ratomRac, sul imas<br />

SiSobda, me xom ar vjdebi sxvis sufrazeo. arada,<br />

yoveli cekvis Semdeg, nebismier sufraze<br />

icvleboda TanameinaxeTa Semadgenloba. saerTod<br />

ar arsebobda sxvisi sufra, sxvisi Wiqa, sxvisi<br />

TefSi, sxvisi dana da Cangali. visac sad<br />

moeprianeboda, iq moiklavda wyurvils viRacis<br />

Wiqidan da iq Caasobda viRacis Cangals orTqlSi<br />

moxarSuli TarTis (maSin kidev arsebobda amgvari<br />

rameebi) moTeTro-moyviTalo naWers, pirSuSxaSi<br />

amowebuls, sul sxva viRacisTvis SekveTils sul<br />

sxva viRacis mier. yvela imasTan cekvavda, vis<br />

pirispirac aRmoCndeboda SemTxveviT, sasmelisgan<br />

uaresad acundrukebul, axtunavebul,


abuqnavebul jogSi. <strong>avel</strong>umi, magaliTad, ana<br />

karinas ecekveboda da TviTonve ecineboda,<br />

imdenad maRali iyo kinovarskvlavi masTan<br />

SedarebiT. albaT fransuazac icinoda maTi<br />

Semxedvare. Tumca, ras dainaxavda, roca Tavad<br />

saerTod meore darbazSi cekvavda, ufro sworad,<br />

cekvis gakveTils utarebda aborigen<br />

inteleqtualebs. waramara taSiT ajildovebdnen.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi kinovarskvlavs ki ecekveboda<br />

(SemTxveviT, simTvraliT, sibriyviT), magram<br />

gulisyuri mainc iqiTken hqonda, sakuTari Ramis<br />

amomavali varskvlavisken. ar vici, adgilobrivebi<br />

cdilobdnen daemtkicebinaT ucxoelebisTvis,<br />

arafris gveSiniao, Tu ucxoelebs eSinodaT, Tavis<br />

Sekaveba qedmaRlobaSi, yoyloCinobaSi ar<br />

CamogverTvaso - daundobeli, dauzogavi Rreoba<br />

midioda. wioda, kioda, xarxarebda mexanZris<br />

muzaradiviT alaplapebuli da stumrebze<br />

uaresad mTvrali orkestri. magram ucxoelebi<br />

mainc gamoirCeodnen am oromtrialSi, Tundac<br />

imiT, TavianTi mTvrali gogoebi saTuTad mxarze<br />

gadakidebulni rom gahyavdaT presbaridan, anu,<br />

erTmaneTs dapirispirebuli ori samyaros morigi<br />

brZolis velidan.


iqidan ellam (ase erqva "sakmaod uniWo msaxiob<br />

qals") yvelani TavisTan waiyvana, italiel<br />

komersantian da adgilobriv pederastianad. iqac<br />

sakmaod bevrma xalxma moiyara Tavi. erTi maTgani<br />

saerTod ar enaxa <strong>avel</strong>ums, arc restornamde, arc<br />

restoranSi, magram moskovisTvis farTod<br />

gavrcelebuli tipi gaxldaT - arcerT kampanias<br />

rom ar ekuTvnis mTlianad da yvela kampaniaSi<br />

Sinaurulad grZnobs Tavs. ukve dila iyo.<br />

fransuaza zezeurad Tvlemda, kinwi hqonda<br />

mowyvetili. samagierod, ella kidev ufro<br />

energiuli, kidev ufro daudgromeli gaexada<br />

sasmels, kidev ufro Sedioda mfarvelis,<br />

diasaxlisis, msaxuris rolSi - albaT<br />

ucxoelebis xaTriT - da raRas ar igonebda maT<br />

gasarTobad. bolos gaSiSvlda kidec da<br />

zewarmoxuruli, miamitad saxedacqvetili<br />

gamovida "scenaze" stumrebTan<br />

gamosamSvidobeblad. aseTi warmateba albaT<br />

marTla arasodes Rirsebia TeatrSi. italieli<br />

komersanti xom saerTod gacofda taSis kvriTa da<br />

bravos ZaxiliT.


mokled, turistuli aTi dRe ise Caadna<br />

fransuazas xelSi, gonze mosvlac ver moaswro.<br />

wesierad arc dalaparakebian erTmaneTs.<br />

dafeTebulni awydebodnen aqeT-iqiT, rogorc<br />

oTaxSi SemTxveviT Semofrenili Citebi, da<br />

maincdamainc iq amoyofdnen xolme Tavs, sadac<br />

yvelaze naklebad undodaT yofna, da raki ver<br />

akeTebdnen, risi gakeTebac guliT surdaT,<br />

iZulebiT akeTebdnen, ris gakeTebasac garemo<br />

sTavazobdaT. es ki orives uaresad aRizianebda,<br />

abrazebda, acofebda da, Sedegad kidev ufro<br />

swrafad, kidev ufro uazrod gadioda dro.


<strong>avel</strong>umi ianis erT-erT qaritasTan, vTqvaT,<br />

efrosinesTan, igive sandra sandrovnasTan idga<br />

mdgmurad, gamoCenili sabWoTa mwerlis qvrivTan,<br />

romelic rasakvirvelia, "gayvanili iyo saqmeSi"<br />

da didadac TanaugrZnobda gardacvlili<br />

meuRlis axalgazrda kolegas. fransuaza<br />

RamiTac Tu axerxebda darCenas, sulgrZelad<br />

uTmobda Tavis saZile oTaxs, roca <strong>avel</strong>ums,<br />

ufransuazod, yovelTvis gardacvlili qmris<br />

kabinetSi uSlida logins. fransuaza, ra Tqma<br />

unda, axerxebda Rame darCenas, magram iqamde ise<br />

iRleboda ukve aTasjer daTvalierebulis<br />

daTvalierebiT (raki satusaRoSi iyvnen<br />

turistebad Camosulebi, maTi aRricxvac iseve<br />

xdeboda gidis mier, dila-saRamos, rogorc<br />

Cveulebrivi patimrebisa), erTbaSad mouRebda<br />

xolme bolos mTeli dRis daZabuloba da<br />

nerviuloba, manqanaSive eZineboda da liftSic<br />

zezeurad eZina, <strong>avel</strong>umis mkerdze miyudebuls.<br />

magram SeiZleboda uaresadac yofiliyo saqme,<br />

salaparakodac Zlivs enaxaT erTmaneTi, bedad,<br />

ani-luiza rom ar movlenodaT mfarvel<br />

angelozad, fransuazas Tanamemamule, dedis<br />

toli qali, romelic fransuazasTan erTad<br />

cxovrobda nomerSi da yvelanairad cdilobda,<br />

SeumCneveli gaexada modaraje TvalisTvis<br />

fransuazas satrfialo paemnebi. fransuazasi ar<br />

iyos, isic siyvaruls daeyenebina amsigrZe gzaze,<br />

ZvelisZveli, omisdroindeli megobris sanaxavad<br />

Camosuliyo Soreul qalaqSi, raki lamis<br />

ukanasknel wams, Rrma sibereSi Sesaxlebamde,<br />

miscemoda amis SesaZlebloba. sxvaTaSoris,


<strong>avel</strong>umi da ani-luizas megobari erTdroulad<br />

gamocxaddnen paemanze pirvelsave dRes da es<br />

xelacaxcaxebuli, ybaCamovardnili kaci rom<br />

dainaxa sastumros win, <strong>avel</strong>ums gulma reCxi uyo -<br />

Tu mogzavnili ar aris, aucileblad<br />

fransuazasTan iqneba raRaciT dakavSirebulio.<br />

tyveobagamovlili da cimbirmoxdili kacis<br />

kvalobaze kidev ara uSavda, magram Seyvarebuls<br />

dacinviT Tu dauZaxebda vinme. ra Tqma unda,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums Tavisi elda da SiSi klavda, buzi<br />

aqlemad eCveneboda, magram bolos mainc utyuari<br />

aRmoCnda misi gumani, misi cxoveluri alRo -<br />

fransuaza da ani-luizac erTad gamovidnen<br />

sastumrodan.


da mainc, es Sexvedra ufro "niadagis mosasinji",<br />

sakuTari grZnobebis Sesamowmebeli Sexvedra iyo<br />

da amdenad ufro mniSvnelovanic ara marto<br />

winamorbed, aramed Semdgom Sexvedrebzec. jer<br />

kidev SeiZleboda Tavis gadarCena-meTqi - vambob<br />

fransuazas gasagebad. Tumca, fransuazac<br />

grZnobda albaT amas. aeroportSi Zalian<br />

nerviulobda, Segnebulad aridebda <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

Tvals da, amis gamo, gansakuTrebul yuradRebas<br />

aniWebda yvelafers, mtkivneulad ganicdida<br />

nebismier wvrilmans. rasakvirvelia, grZnobda<br />

cali fexi maxeSi rom hqonda ukve Cavardnili,<br />

safuZveli rom eyreboda mis uazro wanwals win da<br />

ukan, parizsa da moskovs Soris, roca imave<br />

manZilis gavla nebismier or wertils Sorisac<br />

SeeZlo. brazobda, iRrineboda, mizezobda<br />

(gakvirvebuli, Sewuxebuli sakuTari uzneobiT)<br />

da, TavisTavad cxadia, tiroda, tiroda, tiroda...<br />

oRond, uxmod, TavisTvis. anda, piriqiT - TiTqos<br />

uimisod, masTan SeuTanxmeblad moedineboda<br />

misive Tvalebidan siyvarulis uZvelesi,<br />

maradiuli, dauleveli, yinuliviT mduRare,<br />

badagiviT mdore cremli - dgeboda Jami didi<br />

siyvarulisa, anu didi gansacdelisa, didi<br />

gamocdisa (arafris gamo da arafris gulisTvis),<br />

Jami mware imedisa da tkbili Sxamisa.


imave dRes parizidan werda <strong>avel</strong>ums: ori saaTic<br />

ar aris rac davbrundi da ukve magidas vuzivar,<br />

ukve gwer, erTi suli maqvs, rodis mogixdi bodiSs,<br />

aeroportSi Cemi umsgavso saqcielisTviso. ase<br />

rom, bodiSs gixdi. mapatie. Zalian gTxov. cudad<br />

viyavi da meti araferi. imedi maqvs, droze mixvedi<br />

vnukovoze. <strong>avel</strong>umi yovelTvis imave dRes<br />

mofrinavda (an modioda) moskovidan. erTi saaTic<br />

aRar SeeZlo xolme iq uimisod gaCereba.<br />

erTdroulad sakmaod didxans vifrineT albaT.<br />

albaT mTeli saaTi, radgan Cvenma TviTmfrinavma<br />

gafrena daagviana. es jer kidev sakiTxavia,<br />

marTla ifrines Tu ara erTdroulad - im<br />

qveyanaSi, sadac SesaZlebelia sagareo<br />

TviTmfrinavi mTeli saaTiT Seyovndes, saSinao ra<br />

dReSi iqneba! magram es naklebad mniSvnelovania<br />

imaTTvis, radgan isini isedac erTad iqnebian sul,<br />

caSic da miwazec, cal-calke da mainc erTad,<br />

ufro sworad, cxovrebaSi - cal-calke,<br />

erTmaneTis sulsa da gonebaSi - erTad. amas<br />

fransuazac grZnobda ukve da imitomac brazobda,<br />

nerviulobda, tiroda aeroportSi - iqidan<br />

midioda, sadac misi adgili iyo da midioda iq,<br />

sadac aRar hqonda adgili, sadac yvelaferi<br />

eucxoveboda ukve, examuSeboda, rogorc<br />

uwvrTnel cxens - aRviri. aRviri ki<br />

egreTwodebuli Tavisufali samyaro gaxldaT - iq<br />

SeZenili Cvevebi - gansakuTrebiT ki ZvalrbilSi<br />

gamjdari pasuxismgeblobis grZnoba sakuTari<br />

moTxovnilebebisa da midrekilebebis mimarT, rac<br />

yvelaze metad uSlida xels, mSvidad, gonieri<br />

arsebisTvis damaxasiaTebeli moTminebiT


garkveuliyo axal, moulodnel da, amdenad,<br />

damafrTxobel moTxovnilebebsa da<br />

midrekilebebSi, anu, did, saerTaSoriso<br />

usamarTlobad da aseve did, pirad ubedurebad<br />

CaeTvala xalxTa sapyrobiledan, gnebavT,<br />

borotebis imperiidan Sin mSvidobiT dabruneba da<br />

sanatreli gaexada iqauri, janmrTelobisTvis<br />

yovlad mavne, saxifaTo haeris CasunTqva, anda<br />

saaTobiT yuryuti, vTqvaT, sapnis, kbilis pastisa<br />

Tu tualetis qaRaldis rigSi... mliqvneloba da<br />

Tavis damdableba yovel wamsa da yvelas winaSe,<br />

viszedac SeiZleboda yofiliyo damokidebuli<br />

misi bedi, Tundac, drois garkveul monakveTSi,<br />

Cveulebrivi molare iqneboda is, noqari, dalaqi,<br />

saxlmmarTveli, liftiori, milicieli, taqsis<br />

mZRoli, administraciuli Tu partiuli muSaki -<br />

mokled, mTeli fauna misTvis ukve uZvirfasesi<br />

cixisa, WianWvelidan virTxamde da virTxidan<br />

WianWvelamde, sadac didi siamovnebiT<br />

gatusaRdeboda TviTonac, nebayoflobiT, radgan<br />

im cixis nebayoflobiTi tusaRoba bedniereba anda<br />

ubedureba ki ar iqneboda misTvis, aramed<br />

normaluri, bunebrivi, adamianuri cxovreba - erT<br />

sakanSi Tu ara, saerTo WerqveS da saerTo kedlebs<br />

Soris mainc icxovrebda imasTan erTad, vis<br />

gareSec "cudad iyo da sxva araferi", ese igi,<br />

veRarc ki warmoedgina cxovreba. aqedan<br />

gamomdinare, parizSi CafrenisTanave, marTla<br />

magidas ki ar miujda satrfialo ustaris<br />

dasawerad, jer Tavis bavSvobis megobars daureka<br />

- marTla damTavrebula Cvens Soris yvelaferi, me<br />

ukve didi qali varo - da mere dajda werad. es is


megobari gaxlavT, romlis gamoc gaiqca saerTod<br />

Tavidan sabWoeTSi, ufro raRacaze gabutuli,<br />

vidre safuZvlianad ganrisxebuli; ufro asaks<br />

ayolili, vidre grZnobas, radgan ki ar gadaiyvara,<br />

ki ar SeiZula, vinc iqamde bavSvurad wrfeli<br />

siyvaruliT uyvarda - misTvisac moulodnelad<br />

moyirWda, erT mSvenier dRes, bavSvobaSi<br />

aCemebuli romeliRac namcxvris, nayinisa Tu<br />

limonaTis msgavsad. bavSvobis siyvaruli<br />

savarjiSo siyvaruli aRmoCnda, siyvarulis "ai ia"<br />

da siyvarulis "do re mi fa sol la si", is ki,<br />

fransuaza, mware imedisa da tkbili Sxamis<br />

pirveli ylupiT ukve gulmuceldaTuTquli,<br />

dabneuli awydeboda eswuTia misive arsebidan<br />

amozrdili wuxilisa da gaurkvevlobis xorklian<br />

kedlebs, zed emsxvreoda cariel boTliviT, da<br />

eniT uTqmel Svebasa da netarebas aniWebda<br />

sakuTar namsxvrevebze SiSveli fexebiT siaruli:<br />

davborialob cariel binaSi da, cota ar iyos,<br />

meSinia. nacnobebic aRaravin darCa parizSi.<br />

saswrafod unda wavide aqedan, Torem gavgiJdebi.<br />

jer sad xar! gagiJeba mere naxe, roca mixvdebi,<br />

darwmundebi, ki ar mivcurav, Caylapuli ankesi<br />

mimaTrevs napiriskeno. ver warmoidgen, rogori<br />

madlobeli var Seni. marTalia cudad ismoda,<br />

magram mainc kargad moviqeci, rom dagireke.<br />

srulebiTac ar ganvicdi sindisis qenjnas. magram<br />

mainc mapatie. ramdenadac vici, am dros Tqvenebi<br />

TbilisSi ar arian. marTalia, ar arian. an badenbadenSi<br />

isveneben an kanSi. aTi saaTi vucade Seni<br />

xmis gagonebas. dilis oTx saaTze daviZine. magram<br />

ratom miTxari, xSirad ifiqre Cemzeo? ra ufleba


gaqvs? vin mogca neba, damidgino, damikanono visze<br />

vifiqro da visze ara? cota Tu bevri? xSirad Tu<br />

xandaxan? es mxolod Cemi uflebaa, gesmis? mesmis,<br />

magram maxeSi xar ukve gabmuli. me Tu mkiTxav,<br />

zedmetad bevrs vfiqrob Senze. marto veRar<br />

davrCenilvar, maSinve win ametuzebi,<br />

gulxeldakrefili, eSmakurad momRimari,<br />

Tvalmowkuruli. gamanebe, gTxov, Tavi. xom xedav,<br />

ar mcalia. vrecxav. vemzadebi. paraskevs mivdivar<br />

kunZulze. eg ar giSvelis. Cvenebi ukve yvelani iq<br />

arian. melodebian. Cvenc iq vilaparakoT, ramdenic<br />

ginda. avfofxdebi Cems lodze, xvlikiviT<br />

miveficxebi mzes da erTxel kidev (RmerTma icis<br />

meramdened), warmovidgen yvelafers, nabij-nabij,<br />

namcec-namcec, Tavidan bolomde da bolodan<br />

Tavamde. gkocni. miyvarxar. naxvamdis. naxvamdis,<br />

magram araferi getkinos iqamde. Tumca, Sen ra<br />

genaRvleba - rogorc TviTon ambob, waxval Sens<br />

kunZulze da gavarvarebul lodebze xvlikiviT<br />

gauyuCdebi mzes, anda dediSobila itantaleb<br />

bunebis wiaRSi, bunebis SviliviT, civilizebuli<br />

eSu, da marTlac, ramdenic gendomeba, imdens<br />

iocnebeb im bednier dReze, roca Seni kaciWamia<br />

qarTveli, bolos da bolos, gaadamiandeba,<br />

eziareba civilizacias, kulturas da Tavadac<br />

dediSobila gamogecxadeba mzis amosvlis<br />

kunZulze, sadac Cacmul kacs araTu ver dainaxav<br />

Turme, verc warmoidgen, isea Tvali garyvnili...<br />

ukacravad, garyvnili ki ara, miCveuli bunebriv,<br />

ufro sworad ki, esTetikur siSiSvles. sxvaTa<br />

Soris, SiSvlad siaruli fransuazas bebiam da<br />

misma megobarma daamkvidres Turme im kunZulze.


maSin kunZuli jer kidev ukacuri yofila TiTqmis<br />

- mavTulxlarTebiT SemoRobili samxedrosazRvao<br />

bazis garda, sul ramdenime qoxmaxi<br />

mdgara da erT maTganSi fransuazas bebias<br />

ucxovria - qmrisgan naRalatevi, iq<br />

gadasaxlebula viRac rus emigrantTan erTad,<br />

kropotkinis uaxloes TanamebrZolTan da sakmaod<br />

uJmur kacTan, romelsac sicocxlis bolo wlebSi<br />

veRaravin elaparakeboda Turme da, mansardaSi<br />

Seketili, fransuazas mets aravis uSvebda<br />

TavisTan. imasac imitom uSvebda, dedis gineba da<br />

uwmawuri sityvebi rom eswavlebina Tavis<br />

mSobliur enaze, magram, rasakvirvelia, marto<br />

amis brali ar unda iyos fransuazas midrekileba<br />

rogorc rusuli enis, ise uwmawuri sityvebisadmi<br />

saerTod. Tumca, genetikuri Tu ara, garkveuli<br />

fsiqologiuri mniSvneloba albaT mainc hqonda<br />

fransuazasTvis im saxlis kedlebs Soris<br />

Casaxvas, sadac, ase Tu ise, mainc sufevda rusi<br />

meamboxis emigrantuli suli. magram es ar aris<br />

CvenTvis mTavari, CvenTvis mTavaria, maincdamainc,<br />

isini rom aRmoCndnen pirveli civilizebuli<br />

velurebi - frangi da rusi - fransuazas bebia da<br />

kropotkinis megobari - Cveni drois robinzoni da<br />

paraskeva, Tuki, raRa Tqma unda, SesaZlebelia,<br />

sapirispiro sqesisa iyos an robinzoni an<br />

paraskeva. Tumca, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, ratom ar<br />

SeiZleba? ramdenadac imave fransuazasgan vici,<br />

safrangeTSi am TvalsazrisiT didi mniSvneloba<br />

ar unda hqondes sqesobriv sxvaobas, ese igi,<br />

nebismier or vaJbatons Soris, SeiZleba, erT-erTi<br />

maTgani qalbatoni klavdia da nebismier or<br />

qalbatons Soris, erT-erTi maTgani batoni


avgusti aRmoCndes moulodnelad. magram es ukve<br />

sxva Temaa da, sabednierod, naklebad Seexeba<br />

fransuazas. mokled, imaT daumkvidrebiaT<br />

kunZulze tanSiSvela siaruli, rac maTgan<br />

Taviseburi protesti ufro iyo, vidre uzneoba,<br />

kidev erTi saxeoba bebruli celqobisa. qali<br />

moRalate qmarze iyo gamwyrali, kaci umadur<br />

samSobloze da oriveni erTad, rogorc SeeZloT,<br />

ise ugebdnen niSns, arafrad agdebdnen saerTod<br />

cxovrebas, adamianur urTierTobebs, zne-<br />

Cveulebebs, adaT-wesebs. erTi navi hqondaT Turme,<br />

Savad gakupruli, da erTic xrinwiani gramofoni -<br />

xan navze ixrinweboda, Tu zRvaze gadiodnen<br />

saTevzaod anda saseirnod, xan ki - napirze, sadac<br />

titvlebi eyarnen silaze dilidan saRamomde<br />

(RamiT albaT ifarebdnen raRacas, Tundac<br />

sicivisgan Tavis dasacavad), titvlebi<br />

imzadebdnen saWmels, titvlebi Wamdnen, titvlebs<br />

sZuldaT da titvlebs uyvardaT erTmaneTi.<br />

erTxel fransuazas momavalma mSoblebma, sxva<br />

megobrebTan erTad, CaakiTxes sazafxulo<br />

ardadegebze da isini gaxdnen maTi pirveli<br />

mimbaZvelebi. mere ki yvelaferi TavisTavad moxda.<br />

adamiani xom danaxvis xatia da male iqauroba<br />

titveli xalxiT gavsebula, saiTac ar unda<br />

gagexedaT, titveli adamiani mogxvdebodaT Turme<br />

TvalSi, rasakvirvelia, pirvel rigSi, yvelaze<br />

ufro saintereso adgilebi misi sxeulisa. axla<br />

ki, Cacmul stumars saerTod ar CamogiSveben<br />

gemidan, fexs ar dagadgmevineben miwaze. xolo,<br />

samxedro-sazRvao bazis mezRvaurebi zRvas ki ar<br />

uTvalTvaleben mTeli dRe, titvel qalebs


aTvaliereben durbindebiT. Tumca, iseve<br />

miuRebelia aq sxvisi siSiSvlisTvis yuradRebis<br />

miqceva, rogorc tangauxdeli siaruli.<br />

rasakvirvelia, ZaliT aravin gagxdiT, magram<br />

TeTri viriviT gamorCeuli ki iqnebiT sul, axlos<br />

aravin gagikarebT, radgan Seni Cacmuloba,<br />

upirveles yovlisa, maTi siSiSvlis<br />

gamomJRavnebas niSnavs. marili ki swored<br />

siSiSvlis arSemCnevaa, misTvis yuradRebis<br />

armiqcevaa da ara piriqiT, rogorc vTqvaT,<br />

CvenTan, sabWoeTSi, SedarebiT (gacilebiT)<br />

CamorCenil, ganuviTarebel qveyanaSia miRebuli.<br />

warmogidgeniaT, viRa ar iyris Tavs im kunZulze,<br />

Tundac mxolod Sinagani Tavisuflebis<br />

gamosavlenad, araferi rom ar vTqvaT<br />

gansakuTrebul fizikur monacemTa<br />

demonstrirebis SesaZleblobaze, magram<br />

homoseqsuali iqneba, biseqsuali Tu ubralod<br />

seqsuali, ufleba ara aqvs, ase vTqvaT, aRiqvas,<br />

aiTvisos sxvisi siSiSvle, TavisTavad cxadia,<br />

sazogadoebrivi TavSeyris adgilebze (pliaJi,<br />

kafe, sacekvao moedani, fosta-telegrafi da a.S.<br />

a.S.), Tumca, ufleba albaT aqvs, rac ar unda iyos,<br />

is kunZulic safrangeTia, vin agikrZalavs imis<br />

aRqmasa da aTvisebas, rasac uyureb, xedav da amCnev<br />

(SeiZleba, grZnob kidec, Tundac uneblie<br />

Sexebisas), magram amis gamomJRavneba yovlad<br />

dauSvebelia, yovel SemTxvevaSi, samarcxvinoa,<br />

ukulturobad, velurobad iTvleba da RmerTma<br />

dagifaroT, Tuki Tqvenda uneburad, Tqvenma<br />

sarcxvinelma, sarcxvinelma ki ara - sarcxvineli<br />

sworedac rom Seuferebeli saxelia am


SemTxvevaSi - Tqvenma saoxrem - Tumca, saoxre<br />

nametani mdabiuria - Tqvenma falosma - falosi ki<br />

uaRresad arqauli gaxlavT - Tqvenma sabiZalma,<br />

rables eniT rom vTqvaT, ufro civilizebulad ki,<br />

Tqvenma penisma odnav mainc wamoyo Tavi,<br />

rasakvirvelia, sazogadoebrivi TavSeyris<br />

adgilas - Tavi umal Tavad mogeWrebaT - veRarc<br />

dana-Canglis kopwiad daWera, veRarc xelsaxocis<br />

daudevrad muxlze gadafena, veRarc Wiqebis<br />

daniSnulebisamebr Senacvleba veRar gadaarCens<br />

Tqvens reputacias, stveniTa da sicil-xarxariT<br />

gamogapanRureben mzis amosvlis kunZulidan da<br />

arc gaemtyunebaT - nebismier kulturulsa da<br />

civilizebul adamians unda SeeZlos nebismieri<br />

cxoveluri moTxovnilebis moTokva nebismier<br />

viTarebaSi. mokled, sjobs impotenti iyo, vidre<br />

veluri. da raki Sen piriqiT girCevnia, imitomac<br />

zixar xalxTa sapyrobileSi da ara mzis amosvlis<br />

kunZulze. magram adamians rodisme mainc rom<br />

SesZleboda mouTokavis moTokva, araTu es<br />

sabralo, ukbilo aRsareba beberi romeosi, is<br />

maradiuli, didebuli wignebic xom ar<br />

daiwereboda, romelTa siZvelisgan gacrecilsa<br />

da adamianuri daudevrobiT dalaqul furclebs<br />

Cveni naTiTarica da nacremlaric amCnevia albaT.<br />

da mainc, navsi Tu gatyda da rodisme Senc gaxdi iq<br />

Casvlis Rirsi, Tanac zRvis piras, cxel silaze<br />

kartis TamaSic Tu mogiwia SensaviT dediSobila<br />

da gaTqvirul, SxvarT gogoebTan, imaze ki ar<br />

ifiqro gunebaSi, pirvelad romels<br />

daveZgerebodi, Cemze rom iyos damokidebulio,<br />

aramed imaze ifiqre, romeli karti rodis


Camoxvide, koziri gamouyenebeli rom SerCes<br />

xelSi, vTqvaT, im tuCebdabuStul cugrumelas,<br />

ZuZuebi rom askdeba mkerdze da Wipis fosoSi jer<br />

kidev ubrwyinavs zRvis wyali. guSin mamas veCxube.<br />

ufro sworad, is meCxuba. arki vici, ratom. rame<br />

rom mcmoda, zed Semovixevdi, ise gavbrazdi. mamaze<br />

ki ara - Senze. albaT metyoba, marto SeniT rom var<br />

savse, yvelani rom gamoaZeve Cemi arsebidan. albaT<br />

marTla autaneli sanaxavi var - marto SeniT<br />

gavsebuli, gasiebuli, gaberili. ramdenadac me<br />

vici, Cemo Zvirfaso fransuaza, <strong>avel</strong>umi verafris<br />

didebiT ver gaSiSvldeboda dedamisis win.<br />

saerTod mSvidad vcxovrob, mSvidad da Cumad,<br />

guSindel gaugebrobas Tu ar miviRebT<br />

mxedvelobaSi. gansakuTrebuls arafers vakeTeb<br />

TiTqos, magram yovel Rame mainc gvian vwvebi. an<br />

gitaras vusmen, an kafeSi vzivar - titveli? - an<br />

vkiTxulob. parizis gaxsenebaze tanSi mzrinavs.<br />

araviTari survili ara maqvs muSaobisa. Zalian<br />

cudia? aba, rogor giTxra?! me vici, rom<br />

usaqmuroba monobis pirveli niSania. Zalian<br />

cudia, ra Tqma unda. dRes ise cxela, zRvazec ar<br />

gavsulvar, damezara. Tavi mtkiva. magram etyoba<br />

mainc momiwevs - CavyvinTav da davrCebi wyalqveS -<br />

zRvis fskers rom vxedav, vmSviddebi. Sen? Sen<br />

rogor xar? var ra. Tumca, mainc ar metyvi. vici,<br />

gicnob. aki giTxari, var meTqi! Tu momwer, parizSi<br />

momwere, im droisaTvis ukve iq viqnebi. raRac<br />

Zalian uazro, abneuli werili gamomdis mgoni. aki<br />

vambob, Zalian cxela meTqi. wina werili miiRe? an<br />

miiRebda an ara. eg ians ufro ecodineba.<br />

fransuazas aTi werili rom gamoegzavna


erTdroulad, iani mainc imdens gamoaCenda<br />

ramdenis gamoCenasac miiCnevda mizanSewonilad.<br />

gkocni, gkocni da gelodebi. elodebi?! RmerTo,<br />

Seni saxelis Wirime. sad? mand? rodis? ra Caicvas?<br />

ukacravad, ra gaixados pirvelad? xandaxan ise<br />

gacofdeboda xolme <strong>avel</strong>umi, ise moulodnelad<br />

waekideboda usafuZvlo sibraze, axlos rom<br />

yofiliyo fransuaza, SeiZleba daexrCo kidec.<br />

Tavs ar utydeboda, magram ukve Semjdari hyavda<br />

eWvis Wia, siyvarulis maradiuli Tanamgzavri.<br />

Segnebulad amaxinjebda, auxamsebda viTom<br />

fransuazasTvis saTqmel sityvebs da, Tqven<br />

warmoidgineT, garkveul Svebasac aniWebda es<br />

umartivesi da usindiso meTodi SurisZiebisa.<br />

aTasi sisulele da sisaZagle adgeboda enaze<br />

qveynis meore bolos sakuTar sibrazeSi<br />

dayursuls, danTqmuls, dakarguls sakuTari<br />

TavisTvisac, da amave dros, es iyo Jami ZilSi<br />

sazareli da cxadSi sasacilo, uazro, suleluri<br />

sizmrebisa, romlebsac, rasakvirvelia, upirveles<br />

yovlisa, eWvianoba ganapirobebda, eWvi awovebda<br />

Tavis Sxamian rZes da isinic, bunebrivia,<br />

Sxamianebi iyvnen, tkbilad Sxamianebi - verafriT<br />

ver moswyvetdiT pirs, ver moeSvebodiT - da<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umic mTeli Rame, Rameebi dafeTebuli<br />

daeZebda, viTom, fransuazas, xan TbilisSi, xan<br />

moskovSi - uTavbolod, usasrulod awydeboda<br />

aqeT-iqiT da aseve uTavbolod, usasrulod<br />

enacvlebodnen erTmaneTs is adgilebi, sadac<br />

uangaro, ukidegano siyvaruli daumtkicebiaT<br />

erTmaneTisTvis, sadac ki erTad yofilan rodisme,<br />

magram yvelaferi ise iyo erTmaneTSi


areuldareuli, qaji daidgamda kudze fexs.<br />

magaliTad, maTTvis raRaciT Zvirfasi, raRaciT<br />

maTTan dakavSirebuli esa Tu is moskovuri saxli,<br />

restorani an sastumro, viTom TbilisSi idga,<br />

Tbilisuri ki - moskovSi. magram es ki ar<br />

akvirvebda sizmris SxamiT aRgznebulsa da<br />

gamoTayvanebul <strong>avel</strong>ums, aramed - masTan<br />

SeuTanxmelad, misuCumra rom Camosuliyo, viTom,<br />

fransuaza sabWoTa kavSirSi. gulafrialebuli<br />

SeaRebda, Seglejda xolme morig kars, magram<br />

yvela kars iqiT erTnairi sicariele sufevda.<br />

daqanculsa da gabiTurebuls eRviZeboda<br />

gaoflil sawolSi. Tvalis gaxelac<br />

esikvdileboda. TmagaCeCili, fexSiSveli,<br />

mTvareuliviT xeliscecebiT Sedioda<br />

samzareuloSi da, kargamoRebuli macivris<br />

sinaTleSi Savad asvetili, pirdapir qilidan<br />

isxamda gamomSral pirSi yinuliviT civ mawons<br />

(Tuki, bedad, daxvdeboda, ra Tqma unda).


ai, kidev erTi, imdroisaTvis uaRresad<br />

damaxasiaTebeli sizmari: viTom, fransuazas<br />

mSoblebi TbilisSi Camosulan turistebad da,<br />

ratomRac, marto isini ki ara, turistebis mTeli<br />

jgufi (rasakvirvelia, garda moskoveli gidisa),<br />

dediSobila daseirnobs rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze. fransuazas<br />

mamas kiserze fotoaparati hkidia, mxarze ki<br />

peplis saWeri gaudia. dedas farTo farflebiani<br />

qudi axuravs da peplis frTasaviT moxatuli<br />

qolga uWiravs. titveli ucxoelebis danaxvaze<br />

Tbiliseli usaqmurebi saerTod gverdze<br />

atrialeben Tavebs, saerTod ver amCneven TiTqos<br />

da iseTi interesiT aTvaliereben lamis maTTan<br />

erTad gazrdil Wadrebs, gegonebaT, msgavsic<br />

araferi unaxavT TavianT sicocxleSio. <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

scnobs fransuazas mSoblebs, isini ki, ra Tqma<br />

unda, ver cnoben, arasodes unaxavT <strong>avel</strong>umi,<br />

magram aSkarad xvdebian raRacas da daZabulni,<br />

daeWvebulni, SeiZleba, damfrTxlebic ixedebian<br />

ukan. mere, viTom, fransuazas mama SeumCnevlad<br />

CamorCeba jgufs, <strong>avel</strong>ums rom gamoelaparakos<br />

rogorme, da <strong>avel</strong>umic mis siaxloves SeCerdeba -<br />

gverdulad dgas, viTom araviTari saqme ara aqvs<br />

masTan, viTom TavisTvis dgas Tavis qalaqSi da<br />

viTom, oTxad gakecilsa da pirze afarebul<br />

gazeTs ebutbuteba: gamarjobaT. nu miyurebT. me<br />

Tqven gicnobT. Tqven xom batoni poli<br />

brZandebiTo. vui, vui, vuio - viTom frangulad<br />

Seicxadebs batoni poli. me ki Tqveni qaliSvili<br />

miyvarso - ar daaclis sulis moTqmas <strong>avel</strong>umi.<br />

aaaao - viTom cotaTi moeSveba gulze baton pols -<br />

mec ara vTqvio, vui, vuio, rasakvirvelia, mec


gicnobTo - da saxeliTac mimarTavs <strong>avel</strong>ums,<br />

oRond fransuazas bavSvobis megobris saxeliT,<br />

romlis gameoreba sizmarSic ar unda <strong>avel</strong>ums -<br />

ara, ara, arao - axla is Seicxadebs qarTulad da<br />

gakecil gazeTs ramdenjerme mwared miirtyams<br />

tuCebze. Tan cdilobs, rogorme gaagebinos baton<br />

pols sul sxvanairad rom gamoiTqmis misi saxeli,<br />

romeliRac franguli koniakis saxelis msgavsad.<br />

koniaki ar miyvars, me mxolod romsa vsvamo -<br />

evropuli sinanuliT mxrebs iCeCavs batoni poli,<br />

ar esmis <strong>avel</strong>umisa da, yovel SemTxvevisTvis, mainc<br />

aCxakunebs aparats - turistia da qalaqis<br />

RirsSesaniSnaobebs iRebs samaxsovrod. visi ra<br />

saqmea?! xolo, rac Seexeba am kacs (<strong>avel</strong>ums),<br />

SemTxveviT gadaeyara, misi qaliSvilisa ar iyos -<br />

maincdamainc, iq gaCerda suraTis gadasaRebad,<br />

sadac is idga TavisTvis, pirze gazeTafarebuli.<br />

eg aris da eg. vui, vui, vui. magram am dros,<br />

moulodnelad fransuazas dedac CaerevaT<br />

saubarSi. ara, jer daufaravad, mourideblad<br />

gadaexveva <strong>avel</strong>ums da mere ityvis: ukve yvelgan<br />

viyaviT, mTawmindazec, jvarzec, magram<br />

fransuazas versad mivakvlieTo. fransuaza xom<br />

boSad iqca da raxania karavSi cxovrobso - Tavisi<br />

WkuiT, daamSvidebs aseTi guliTadi SexvedriT,<br />

cota ar iyos, Semcbari da aRelvebuli <strong>avel</strong>umi.<br />

gana ara, mec sul amis SiSi mqondao - amoioxrebs,<br />

viTom, fransuazas deda, qalbatoni madleni da<br />

uceb, samiveni restoranSi aRmoCndebian, Tanac<br />

TbilisSi ki ara, moskovSi. restornis sakmaod<br />

vrcel darbazSi naxevarkunZuliviT SemoWrili<br />

estrada jer carielia. instrumentebsa da skamebs


TeTri abreSumis mbzinavi SaliTebi acvia. ase rom,<br />

jerjerobiT, kidev SeiZleba erTmaneTis<br />

nalaparakevis gageba. magram, uneburad, yvelani<br />

mainc xmamaRla da Cqar-Cqara laparakoben,<br />

daSinebulni arian estradisgan. maT magidas,<br />

viTom fransuaza emsaxureba, magram mSoblebi<br />

mainc ver scnoben TavianT qaliSvils. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki,<br />

mSoblebma ar SeamCniono, TvaliT aniSnebs,<br />

munjurad uniSnavs paemans fransuazas.<br />

fransuazas ki patara, maqmaniani winsafris<br />

jibidan uzarmazari, satelefono cnobariviT<br />

sqeli wigni amoaqvs, yuradRebiT furclavs da Tan<br />

Sewuxebuli laparakobs TavisTvis: ar mcalia, ar<br />

mcalia, meRd, meRd, es dReebi sul dakavebuli<br />

varo. gogona, saqarTveloSi Tu xar namyofio -<br />

ekiTxeba batoni poli. Tqven ra, ar mogwonT aqauri<br />

mwvadio - brazdeba doinjSemoyrili fransuaza.<br />

Cvens qaliSvils migamsgavseT, imas ki sigiJemde<br />

uyvars saqarTvelo, Tumca dabejiTebiT TviTonac<br />

ar icis, marTla Tu arsebobs aseTi qveyanao -<br />

amSvidebs qalbatoni madleni. magram fransuaza<br />

marto <strong>avel</strong>ums uyurebs, viTom TvalSi Tvals<br />

uyris da eubneba: ra gaewyoba, raxan asea, momaval<br />

kvirisTvis Cagwero. madlobeli var, nu wuxdebi,<br />

srulebiTac ar minda Sens binZur wignSi<br />

moxvedrao - yviris, viTom, <strong>avel</strong>umi, magram maSinve<br />

mSviddeba, eSinia, sxva magidebis yuradRebac ar<br />

miiqcios da, ukve Semrigeblurad momRimari<br />

amatebs: xom xedav, ucxoeli stumrebi myavs, sad<br />

mcalia SenTan saRlabucodo. Cemi wigni Tu ar<br />

mogwons, Sen TviTon dawere SenTvis ukeTesio -<br />

tuCs ubzuebs, viTom, fransuaza (da am sizmarSi


<strong>avel</strong>umisaTvis yvelaze mniSvnelovani swored es<br />

replikaa, yvelaze gamaRizianebelic, radgan<br />

sizmarSi - sxvaTaSoris, cxadSic - Rrmadaa<br />

darwmunebuli, fransuaza im wigns gulisxmobs,<br />

romlis dawerasac TviTon apirebs, ufro zustad,<br />

natrulobs, romlis Sesaxebac mxurvaled,<br />

mgznebared da, TavisTavad cxadia, usazRvro<br />

ndobiT uyveba xolme fransuazas maTi xanmokle<br />

Sexvedrebis dros da, romelSiac, misi WkuiT,<br />

yvelasaTvis misaxvedrad, rasakvirvelia,<br />

maradiuli simboloebis moSveliebiT, erTxel<br />

kidev amxels imperiul siveragesa da sisastikes,<br />

anu, davuSvaT, minosisa da dedalusis<br />

urTierTobis fonze, maradisobis SuqSi gaatarebs<br />

warmaval dRevandelobas, gindac saerTod<br />

fexebze ekidos es sakuTari simdabliTa da<br />

uzneobiT Semzaravad dasaxiCrebul adamians).<br />

sarkmelSi ki, viTom, betonis uzarmazari,<br />

Tvaluwvdeneli koSki moCans da fransuazaze<br />

gabrazebuli <strong>avel</strong>umi mis titvel mSoblebs<br />

mSvidad (mogonili simSvidiT) uxsnis: ai, is koSki<br />

yvelaze maRalia mTels msoflioSi, magram aravin<br />

ar icis, ra daniSnulebas asrulebso.


amis mere, yvela werili TiTqmis sityva-sityviT<br />

imeorebs winamorbeds da Tavadac meordeba<br />

momdevnoSi. siyvaruli Tavis saqmes akeTebs -<br />

daundoblad ipyrobs gulebs, oRond<br />

sxvadasxvanairad: Tuki erTs (<strong>avel</strong>ums) kidev ufro<br />

umZafrebs ararsebuli Tavisuflebisken swrafvis<br />

Jins, meores (fransuazas) saerTod uClungebs<br />

arsebuli Tavisuflebis aRqmis unars. ase rom,<br />

SeiZleba, epoqis saukeTeso warmomadgenlebadac<br />

CaiTvalon isini. es is droa, roca dedamiwis erT<br />

meeqvsedze, egreTwodebul xalxTa sapyrobileSi,<br />

ZiriTadad zedamxedvelTa daudevrobisa da<br />

windauxedaobis wyalobiT, iwyeba axali,<br />

aranakleb sazareli epidemia - vin icis, ra gziT<br />

SemoRweuli virusi Tavisuflebisa dRiTi dRe<br />

ipyrobs satusaRos kuTxe-kunWulebs, rac ara<br />

marto satusaRos xelisufalTaTvisaa saxifaTo,<br />

aramed tusaRebisTvisac. Tumca, xelisufalT<br />

albaT xelsac aZlevs amgvari "Tavisufleba", rac<br />

sinamdvileSi Tavisuflebis imitaciaa da meti<br />

araferi, anu, igive monobaa, oRond<br />

gaufasurebuli, ufro zustad, gapampulebuli,<br />

abuCad agdebuli isev monaTa saseirod - samzeoze<br />

gamotanili da morTul-mokazmuli<br />

gasamkaulebuli jaWvebiTa da borkilebiT, sxvaTa<br />

Soris, isev ucxouri filmebis mibaZviT. es jer<br />

mibaZvis survilia da ara sulieri moTxovnileba.<br />

sapyrobileSi ki jer arc ician, ras warmoadgens<br />

is, rac undaT, rasac baZaven. is rom dainaxon, jer<br />

unda igrZnon - ise ver dainaxaven verasodes - ufro<br />

sulisTvisaa gankuTvnili, vidre xorcisTvis.<br />

amasobaSi ki miwisqveSa gadasasvlelebi


musikaluri xulignebiT ivseba (Tavisuflebis<br />

pirveli, oRond brma da frTaSeWrili<br />

mercxlebiT). urCxulis qercliviT gabrwyindeba<br />

xolme sibneleSi mosadafebuli eleqtrogitara.<br />

TiTqmis yvela dasaxlebul punqtSi, umciresi<br />

dabidan udides qalaqamde, iwyeba jinsis ciebcxeleba.<br />

meeqvse-meSvide klaseli biWebi skolis<br />

ezoSi, maswavleblis Tvalwin, daniT klaven<br />

Tanaklasels, jinsis Sarvlisa Tu kurtakis<br />

gulisTvis. monadSobil sabWoTa axalgazrdobas<br />

sigiJemde surs CacmulobiT mainc daemsgavsos<br />

"imqveyniur" Tanatolebs, romlebsac<br />

jerjerobiT, mxolod filmebis meSveobiT icnobs.<br />

magram es yovlad SeuZlebelia satusaRos<br />

pirobebSi. amitom, ara marto sibralulis<br />

aRmZvrelia maTi gawamawia, aramed amazrzenic.<br />

- biWuna, ratom mokali Seni Tanatoli? gSioda? -<br />

kiTxulobs uwignuri pedagogi an upasuxismgeblo<br />

mSobeli (amas ara aqvs mniSvneloba), cota ar iyos,<br />

Semcbari, Sewuxebuli sakuTari uwignurobisa da<br />

upasuxismgeblobis am uaRresad TvalnaTeli<br />

SedegiT, Tumca, saca samarTalia, TviTon<br />

namdvilad ar icoda, amis gamo Tu uxuWavda Tvals<br />

xelisufleba mis uwignurobasa da<br />

upasuxismgeblobas.<br />

- ara! - mkafiod, mkveTrad, brazianad pasuxobs<br />

qarTveli, rusi, somexi, uzbeki, litveli Tu<br />

mold<strong>avel</strong>i bavSvi.<br />

- erTi da igive gogo giyvardaT orives?<br />

- fih!<br />

- aba?!<br />

- ar vici. ise.


erTmaneTSi ki mxolod "amerikulad"<br />

laparakoben. ufro sworad, isev ekranidan<br />

gadmoRebuli ritmiTa da diqciiT warmoTqvamen<br />

improvizirebul "inglisur sityvebs", fonetikur<br />

uazrobebs, laparakisas, gzadagza gamogonils da,<br />

Tqven warmoidgineT, agebineben kidec erTmaneTs,<br />

oRond mxolod erTmaneTs da araviTar<br />

SemTxvevaSi sxvas, miT ufro marTla ucxoels,<br />

marTla amerikels. gogonebs marseleli<br />

meZavebiviT acviaT, TvalSi sacemad, gamomwvevad.<br />

rac mTavaria - martivad. TiTqmis araferi ufaravT<br />

siSiSvles. aseTi Cacmuloba, sxva Tu araferi,<br />

praqtikulicaa da advilad xelmisawvdomic,<br />

magram gaaCnia, ra mizniT. umaRles saswavlebelTa<br />

auditoriebi ase uneblieT gameZavebuli<br />

gogoebiTaa gamovsebuli. saxewamonTebuli<br />

leqtorebi blukuniT, dabneuli seriozulobiT<br />

kiTxuloben leqciebs. iq ki, dedamiwis<br />

xuTmeeqvsedze, sapirispiro procesi<br />

mimdinareobs. Tumca ara, procesi igivea, oRond<br />

sxvadasxva mizeziTaa ganpirobebuli. iqaur<br />

axalgazrdobas Tavisufleba amosdis yelSi. ase<br />

Cans garedan, Torem sinamdvileSi, iqauri<br />

axalgazrdobac sakuTar umweobas umxedrdeba -<br />

veRar uZlebs farul, mouSorebel daZabulobas,<br />

romelsac gaCenis dRidan grZnobs da romelsac<br />

dedamiwis erT meeqvsedze gadaWimuli labirinTis<br />

maradiuli mezobloba iwvevs; magram Tavad ase ar<br />

fiqrobs, ar unda ase rom ifiqros da araTu<br />

awuxebs, uxaria kidec, TandaTanobiT TviTonac im<br />

labirinTis binadars rom emsgavseba (SiSi Seiqms<br />

siyvarulsa), ara marto saxiT, suliTac, Tumca,


jer TvaliT ar unaxavs isini da Tuki rame icis<br />

imaT Sesaxeb, yurmokrulad, Worad gaugia, an sadme<br />

amoukiTxavs, rogorc miTiur minotavrze. magram<br />

genetiurad miRebuli SiSi momavlisa, TavisTavad<br />

cxadia, im pirquSi labirinTidan gamoJonili,<br />

misdauneburad aiZulebs ganuwyvetliv<br />

emzadebodes garduvali patimrobisaTvis, rogorc<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi emzadeboda bavSvobidanve dakiTxvisTvis,<br />

cemisTvis, sicivisa Tu SimSilis asatanad. imasac<br />

sxva raRa darCenia?! emzadeba minotavrTan<br />

Sesaxvedrad da, nebayoflobiT daborkili,<br />

daJRarunobs parizis quCebSi, anda RvTismSoblis<br />

taZris kedlis Ziras mzes mificxebia, saydris<br />

glaxasaviT, yelze jaWvSebmuli da Tavze rkinis<br />

salteCamocmuli. imaTxovrebs, raTa ar imuSaos.<br />

iSimSilebs, oRond mSoblis kmayofaze ar iyos.<br />

isic mSobels abralebs yvelafers. TiTqos<br />

mSoblis bralia maradiuli labirinTis<br />

arsebobaca da im labirinTis mier aRZruli<br />

Cvenebebic. amitom, Tavqudmoglejili gamorbis<br />

mSobliuri garemodan, daqiravebul waloSi<br />

cxovrobs, utualetod, uabazanod. sanaxevrod<br />

mSieri, mTeli dRe wrupavs koka-kolas plastmasis<br />

"lerwmiT", cekvavs waqcevamde da,<br />

Tavisuflebisgan damfrTxali, xsnas<br />

damoukideblobaSi xedavs, Tumca, iZulebulia<br />

kviraSi orjer mainc Seirbinos uaryofil<br />

mSoblebTan, viTom romeliRac daviwyebuli<br />

nivTis wamosaRebad, sinamdvileSi ki, mSoblis<br />

zurgs ukan saswrafod awapnuli katletisa Tu<br />

Zexvis naWris Sesasanslad, kibezeve,<br />

sadarbazodan gamosvlamde. damoukideblobis


gulisTvis nebismier damcirebas aitans, oRond<br />

Tavad moipovos hamburgeri misi arsobisa,<br />

diskoTeka misi sulisa; oRond aravin ikiTxos misi<br />

ambavi, arc dedam, arc mamam, - sad dadis, ras<br />

akeTebs, ras Wams. mis mimarT gamoCenili nebismieri<br />

yuradReba afrTxobs, radgan upiroveles<br />

yovlisa, misnairTa jogidan gamocalkevebasa da<br />

marTlac damoukideblad azrovnebas,<br />

damoukideblad moqmedebas avaldebulebs. is ki<br />

damoukideblobas TamaSobs (ZiriTadad mSoblis<br />

jibriT, romelmac saminotavrod gaimeta, jer<br />

kidev Casaxvamde) da amiTac kmayofilia, rogorc<br />

rigiTi msaxiobi - nebismieri roliT, Tuki andoben,<br />

Tuki ramed Caagdeben Teatris mesveurebi. magram<br />

maTi kmayofilebac moCvenebiTia da, amdenad,<br />

gamaRizianebelic, rogorc aqaurTa<br />

ukmayofileba, radgan Tavadac grZnoben, verafers<br />

rom ver Seqmnian imaze ukeTess, rasac gaurbian,<br />

rac yelSi amouvidaT, tkbiliviT moyirWdaT uceb.<br />

fransuazac erTi imaTTagania, oRond, imaTgan<br />

gansxvavebiT, imaTi TvalsazrisiT ukve yovlad<br />

dromoWmuli, samuzeumo, ufro metic, susunaksa<br />

da triqomoidze bevrad saCoTiro seniTacaa<br />

Sepyrobili da Tanamedrove cxovrebis<br />

moTxovnilebaTa Sesabamisad, wamieri da mZafri<br />

SegrZnebebiT ki ar kmayofildeba SemTxvevidan<br />

SemTxvevamde, aramed erTaderTsa da mTeli<br />

danarCeni sicocxlis gadamwonav SemTxvevas<br />

ewireba Segnebulad, sakuTari neba-surviliT.<br />

fransuazas ukve naylapi aqvs maradiuli<br />

satusaRos damyayebuli haeri da ukve uWirs<br />

Tavisuflad sunTqva, anu, mizandasaxuli


sijiutiT eTiSeba mSobliur garemos, radgan misi<br />

erTaderTi survili satusaRoSi dabrunebaa da<br />

arafers erideba saamisod, dRe da Rame<br />

gasworebuli aqvs, kidec swavlobs, kidec muSaobs,<br />

ufro sworad, veRarc swavlobs da veRarc<br />

muSaobs. gamouZinari, daRlili, xan gamocdis<br />

Casabareblad garbis universitetSi, xan gidad<br />

dayveba sabWoTa turistebis jgufs. kapiks kapikze<br />

awebebs, moskovSi Camosasvleli fuli rom<br />

Seagrovos rogorme. dilauTenia, daundobeli,<br />

kapasi maRviZaras zariT wamogdebuli, sul Zils<br />

ebrZvis, transportSic, magidasTanac, tualetSic.<br />

arada, yvelas kvercxi unda ugoros, yvelas<br />

fiandazad unda gaegos fexqveS, raTa apation es<br />

moureveli survili, miexmaron, xeli Seuwyon,<br />

aRasrulebinon aRusrulebeli, anu, parizidan,<br />

senas xaverdovani napirebidan, ayvavebuli<br />

wablebis damaTrobeli fSvinvidan, isev pirquSi<br />

labirinTis maradiul nestsa da siciveSi<br />

SeaRwevinon, CaasunTqvinon ukve<br />

funqciadakarguli, gablantebuli, Znelad<br />

CasasunTqi haeri. iqneb am werilma mainc moaRwios<br />

Senamde. etyoba, zedmetad gulaxdili werili iyo<br />

da aqamde "amuSaveben", sadac jer ars. SegiZlia<br />

momiloco - Cavabare bolo gamocda da movipove<br />

egreT wodebuli "lisensi" - Tqveneburad albaT<br />

diplomi. kidev erTi weli da mogWama swavlam<br />

Wiri. aRarc gavixedav sorbonasken. arada,<br />

maincdamainc, sorbona undoda eCvenebina<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisTvis, magram uSedegod. orjer mieca<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums SesaZlebloba da verc erTxel ver<br />

miaRwia iqamde, cali TvaliT mainc rom SeeWyita,


Soridan mainc daenaxa, rogor loRnis puris yuas<br />

cariel auditoriaSi misi sulieri Tanamesufris<br />

aw gansvenebuli magistris alkofribas nazies<br />

aCrdili. Tan mTargmnelad vmuSaob sabWoel<br />

turistebTan. axla ocdaaTkaciani jgufi myavs.<br />

CvenSi rom vTqvaT, sakmaod Zneli samuSaoa, magram<br />

ra gaewyoba - es vici mxolod. rogorc ar unda<br />

gagikvirdes, kargi xalxia - wynari, damjeri. cota<br />

xans acale, jer xamad arian. marto is ar sjeraT,<br />

marTla rom frangi var. albaT rusi emigrantis<br />

Svili xarT da imitom iciT rusulio. ar sjeraT,<br />

rom SeiZleba ararusmac iswavlos rusuli. miT<br />

ufro Tavisi surviliT. visac vaZalebT, isini ar<br />

swavloben da Tqven ra grjiTo - miRimian<br />

undoblad. xom ar vetyvi gaCenis dRidanve vicodi,<br />

maincdamainc Tqvens qveyanaSi rom gadaveyrebodi<br />

Cems bedisweras-meTqi; vidre frangulad<br />

madlobis Tqmas viswavlidi, rusulad dedas<br />

viginebodi meTqi. mainc ar damijereben. piriqiT,<br />

uaresad dafrTxebian mxolod. am werils<br />

provinciul qalaq puatvenSi vwer, magram romeli<br />

qalaqidan gamogigzavni jer ar vici. aRar<br />

SemiZlia. saSinlad daviRale. ramdenjer<br />

SeiZleba mainc daaTvalieros adamianma sakuTari<br />

samSoblo. fexebi ise mtkiva, TiTqos mTeli dRe<br />

Tixas vzelde. cota gavcivdi kidec. es ki Zalian<br />

cudia. me TxasaviT vacxikineb, Tqveneburebi ki<br />

gulianad icinian. imaT hgoniaT, asea saWiro: gidma<br />

unda aceminos, turistma icinos. Zalian menatrebi.<br />

erTi mxriv kargicaa amdeni samuSao rom maqvs.<br />

gTxov, nu inerviuleb, werili Tu daigvianebs.<br />

bolos da bolos, ra Cemi bralia, Tuki Cemi


werilebi ver aRweven daniSnul adgilamde.<br />

daniSnul adgilamde albaT aRweven, adresatamde<br />

ki vera. es sxvadasxva cnebebia. magram zedmeti<br />

gulisxeTqva saWiro ar aris. mainc ver gaigebs<br />

jerjerobiT amgvar sabWour maqinaciebs. amis<br />

droc mova. kidec gaigebs, kidec mixvdeba, kidec<br />

irwmunebs. ukve mesame werils gigzavni. rogorc<br />

sCans, wina ori ar migiRia. aRar vici, rogor<br />

moviqce. mainc sad qreba Cemi werilebi Seni<br />

azriT?! ianis jibeSi. yovelTvis xom ver Camovlen<br />

nacnobebi sabWoeTSi?! sxvas vis vando? qarsa Tu<br />

wyals? guSin wavidnen Cemi turistebi. Zalian<br />

damwyda guli. erTma komkavSiris samkerde niSani<br />

maCuqa, meorem - cimbiruli qvis namtvrevi. mesamem -<br />

sakuTari colis fotosuraTi. romeliRac didi<br />

kolmeurneobis Tavmjdomare yofila. me ra unda<br />

meCuqebina sanacvlod?! avdeqi da mTeli jgufi<br />

Cvenebur Rvinoze davpatiJe (Senc xom ase<br />

moiqceodi?!). Zalian isiamovnes. egaa rom, cota<br />

simagre akliao. kacia da guneba. mokled, Zalian<br />

damwyda guli. sanam aq iyvnen, ase megona, SenTanac<br />

mqonda raRac kavSiri da ai, bolo Zafic gawyda...<br />

amboben, noembris bolos qarTvelebis jgufi<br />

Camodiso. es ki namdvilad didi bedniereba iqneba,<br />

oRond ar getyvi, ratom. gkocni. veli Sengan axal<br />

ambebs. velodebi wigns. romel wigns?! minosis<br />

Rorebi erTmaneTs piridan rom glejen bavSvis<br />

Tav-fexs?! Sen ggonia, is wigni rodisme ixilavs<br />

dRis sinaTles?! etyoba, Cemi werili isev<br />

daikarga. iqneb es mainc miiRo. es ianis saqmea. is<br />

gadawyvets, miiRebs Tu ara. rac Seexeba Cems<br />

Camosvlas, jerjerobiT, gaurkvevelia. araferi


ar vici. raki fuli ara maqvs, verc winaswar vityvi<br />

rames. Tanac, aq unda viyo aucileblad aprilis<br />

damdegamde, Tu minda rom saerTod davamTavro<br />

universiteti. TiTqos vswavlob, magram mainc<br />

araferi vici. TiTqos vmuSaob, magram fuli mainc<br />

ara maqvs. amis mere yvela werili marTla<br />

tyupiscaliviT emsgavseba danarCenebs. sul<br />

swavlobs, sul muSaobs, sul gamocdaze CaWris<br />

eSinia da sul ufulobas uCivis. bevrs vmuSaob.<br />

damTqnarebis droc ara maqvs. arada verafers<br />

vaswreb da fulsac cotas maZleven. erTi Cemi<br />

megobari mepatiJeba (moskovSia gaTxovili), magram<br />

albaT ver movaxerxeb. Tavs zemoT Zala ar aris.<br />

vnaxoT, ra iqneba xval. sxvaTa Soris, iani ufro<br />

mets mwers, vidre Sen. guSin ori werili erTad<br />

momivida. Senze ambobs, nerviulobso da rac<br />

SeiZleba xSirad, rac SeiZleba bevri moiwere<br />

maqauri ambebio. imedi maqvs aRar nerviulob, Tuki,<br />

rasakvirvelia, es werili mainc miiRe. bolo dros<br />

parizi pirdapir walekes sabWoelebma. mgoni<br />

gamarTldes Seni winaswarmetyveleba. Tumca Cemi<br />

Tanamemamuleebi, Sengan gansxvavebiT, saSiSs<br />

verafers xedaven am ambavSi. yovel SemTxvevaSi,<br />

jerjerobiT. maT Soris - mec. SenTan SedarebiT<br />

Cven ufro sabWoelebi varT. magaliTad, Cemi erTi<br />

da leninelia, meore maoisti, mesame ki trockisti.<br />

vmuSaobdi wiTeldroSovan ansamblTan. mTel<br />

TeatrSi Ceqmis suni idga. didi ansamblia. axla<br />

azerbaijanel diriJorTan vmuSaob. iyo mwerlebis<br />

ramdenime delegaciac (Sen ar gTvlian mwerlad?).<br />

erTs, sxvaTaSoris, qarTuli gvari hqonda, magram,<br />

samwuxarod, mxolod gvariT aRmoCnda qarTveli.


saqarTvelos ambebi Cemze cudad icoda. mec gvarma<br />

Semacdina Tavidan. vifiqre gamovelaparakebi da<br />

iqneb TviTonve axsenos-meTqi, sityvas moayolos<br />

meTqi. bolos ki Cemi nebiT Cavuvardi urCxuls<br />

xaxaSi. qarTvelisa ra mogaxseno, urCxuli ki<br />

namdviladaa - gesliani, saSiSi. me ki Sesafer<br />

SemTxvevas velodebodi, guliTadi saubari rom<br />

gameba imasTan da rogorc ki dro vixelTe, maSinve<br />

mivaxale: dRes vin arian TqvenTan gamoCenili<br />

mwerlebi meTqi. Tan guli amovardnaze maqvs,<br />

velodebi rodis gavigeb Sens saxels, rodis<br />

metyvis, rasakvirvelia, pirvel rigSi esa da esao.<br />

saqmeSi xar! imanac is xalxi daasaxela, visac<br />

yvela sabWoeli turisti asaxelebs,<br />

darigebuliviT:<br />

axmadulina<br />

voznesenski<br />

evtuSenko<br />

roJdestvenski


omeliRac imaTganis leqsiviT aqvs yvelas<br />

dazepirebuli. arada, sacaa gamiskdeba guli,<br />

bagabugi gaudis, Sens saxels gahkivis mTeli xmiT.<br />

mikvirda kidec, rogor ar esmoda imasac. arada,<br />

mSvenivrad esmoda Turme. aSkarad swyins da<br />

tuCabzuebuli meubneba, me qarTveli ara var,<br />

saidan moitane Cemi qarTvelobao. SeiZleba Cemi<br />

Soreuli winapari marTla iyo qarTveli, magram me<br />

Tu vinme ara var, swored qarTveli ara varo. gvari<br />

erovnebas ar gansazRvravs da amis uamravi<br />

magaliTi arsebobs msoflio literaturaSio.<br />

mokled, Zalian gamibrazda. ki magram, Tqven ra<br />

kavSiri gaqvT saqarTvelosTano - mekiTxeba cota<br />

xnis mere - ratom gainteresebT maincdamainc<br />

qarTveli mwerlebio - iRimeba damcinavad.<br />

SemeSinda, magram ra SemeSinda! Seni saxe damidga<br />

maSinve Tvalwin. ena Camivarda. ara, piriqiT, enad<br />

gavikrife, mived-movede Robe-yores, mivukibmovukibe<br />

aTasi sisulele. namyofi var<br />

saqarTveloSi meTqi. rusT<strong>avel</strong>is iubiles<br />

daveswari da iqauri mwerlebic maSin gavicani<br />

meTqi. mainc romlebio, me, piradad, ar meguleba im<br />

donis qarTvelo mwerali, Tqveni yuradRebis<br />

Rirsi iyoso - itylarWeba uSnod. RvarZli saxeze<br />

Camosdis. ra SeemTxva aseTi, sacodavs? albaT<br />

mZime cxovreba aqvs gamovlili. codoa,<br />

rasakvirvelia. magram axla imis SemeSinda, ar<br />

Camacivdes, rogorRac ar daadginos Seni vinaoba<br />

da rame usiamovneba ar SegamTxvios meTqi.<br />

yvelaferia mosalodneli aseTi ubeduri<br />

adamianisgan (sxvaTa Soris, sul avadmyofobda,<br />

sul sastumroSi ijda). mwerloba saerTod


naklebad mainteresebs, ubralod qarTveli<br />

megoneT da mxolod imitom daviwye am Temaze<br />

saubari meTqi. vatyueb Cemi WkuiT. is ki isev ise<br />

iRimeba, Tvalebi zeTis gubeebiviT ubzinavs da<br />

qirqilebs - Tqven albaT esa da es kaci<br />

gainteresebTo (mainc axsena Seni saxeli!). ara<br />

meTqi - viyvire, gavasavsave xelebi. raRa<br />

maincdamainc es kaci meTqi. Tqven ra iciT, saidan<br />

iciT, anda ratom unda icodeT me vin mainteresebs<br />

meTqi. veRar vsunTqav. gulic aRar mifeTqavs.<br />

mkvdari vdgavar fexze da sulelurad viRimebi.<br />

imas vuRimi. imas velaqucebi. imis moTafvlas<br />

vcdilob. mwerlobaze sxva dros gavagrZeloT<br />

saubari meTqi, arc TiTo Wiqa kargi franguli<br />

Rvino gvawyens meTqi. mokled, rac ar unda<br />

miTxras, Tanaxma var, rasakvirvelia, Seni<br />

gulisTvis (miaqcie amas yuradReba, scenebi rom ar<br />

gamimarTo mere, rogorc gCvevia). sabednierod,<br />

mSvidobianad davSordiT mainc. Tavisi wigni<br />

maCuqa, warweriT. camde amiyvana qaTinaurebiT.<br />

frangul mSvenierebas rusuli madlierebiTo. ra<br />

Cemi bralia?! wigns rom maZlevda (sxvaTa Soris,<br />

yvelam maCuqa wigni da yvelam danarCenTa uCumrad),<br />

maSin miTxra swored, is aris CvenSi metnaklebad<br />

cnobili qarTveli, magram ara rogorc mwerali,<br />

aramed rogorc didi mususio. ai, eg ki namdvilad<br />

ar mainteresebs meTqi - avifare yurebze xeli. is ki<br />

Tavisas mierekeba, miyveba da miyveba Sens<br />

sasiyvarulo Tavgadasavlebs. ratom usmen, ratom<br />

iTmen, ratom ar brazdebi meTqi, vuyviri gunebaSi<br />

Cems Tavs, magram ki ar vbrazdebi, uaresad<br />

vfrTxebi. xom SeiZleba Cveni ambavic icodes?! ra


gasakviria?! sxvaTaSoris, bevri ram uimisodac<br />

vicodi, adrec mqonda gagebuli sxvebisgan. ase<br />

rom, yvelafers rodi tyuoda Seni yofili<br />

Tanamemamule. siamovnebisgan xelebs ifSvnetda<br />

Cemi Semxedvare. eg aris, rom aSkarad ver gitans.<br />

raRac piradi angariSi unda hqondes SenTan.<br />

xvdebi, visze geubnebi? icnob? lamazi coli hyavs?<br />

da mainc saSineli mowyenilobaa uSenod. madloba<br />

RmerTs, bevri samuSao maqvs, bevrs vmecadineob.<br />

ratom Senze ar mwer arafers? gkocni. marTla<br />

apireb Camosvlas? eg viRam uTxra? isev Cvenma<br />

sabWoelma kolegebma gaaSayires albaT, vireSmaka<br />

poetebma. CvenTan erTad ar ikadra wamosvla da<br />

calke modis stalinis vagoniTo. imanac daijera.<br />

ra qnas, pataraa jer, Tanac evropeli. bevrs<br />

muSaobs, bevrs mecadineobs, magram fuli mainc ara<br />

aqvs, araferi icis, Zilic aklia da, rac mTavaria,<br />

Seyvarebulia. miyvarxar. es wuTia davbrundi Cemi<br />

didi qveynis samxreTidan da bednieri var -<br />

damxvda Seni werili. uRrmesi madloba. ar viqnebi<br />

parizSi 20 Tebervalamde. olimpiur TamaSebze<br />

mivdivar (ra Tqma unda, Tarjimnad). magram Sen<br />

mainc momwere, vidre Seni werili CamoaRwevs, mec<br />

davbrundebi. sasrialod da sagundaod ar<br />

mivdivar, Senc xvdebi albaT. gSordebi, raTa<br />

mogiaxlovde. sxva mxriv yvelaferi Zveleburadaa.<br />

SenTan? Cveulebisamebr, axlac arafers ambob<br />

Senze. muSaob? svam? gZinavs? sxva ra SeiZleba<br />

gkiTxo? gilocav axal wels. araferi ar<br />

maviwydeba. SemiZlia Cveni ganSorebis wlisTavic<br />

mogiloco. ai, ukve mTeli welia... gamarjoba.<br />

rogorc ici, Tvenaxevari grenoblSi viyavi. sxvaTa


Soris ella vnaxe iq. ar vici, msaxiobad rogoria,<br />

magram sakmaod ucnauri qalia. jer ver micno (rac<br />

srulebiT ar gamkvirvebia), mere ki, cotas morCa,<br />

TmiT maTria, rogor ver micanio. maincdamainc,<br />

kargad ver unda hqondes saqme. erT weliwadSi<br />

mexuTed gavTxovdio. marTla didi cvlilebebi<br />

momxdara mis cxovrebaSi. miTxra, moval,<br />

vilaparakoTo, magram aRar gamoCenila. SeiZleba,<br />

rame ewyina. SeiZleba, davaviwydi. ar vici. Sen<br />

ufro gaarkvev mand. ai, asea saqme. dReSi erTi<br />

saaTiT mainc rom SemeSvebode, didi SeRavaTi<br />

iqneboda, cotaTi mainc moviTqvamdi suls. mapatie,<br />

Sen rom geubnebi amas, magram vis vuTxra? vici<br />

male ver gnaxav da imitom viRrinebi. albaT<br />

zamTramde araferi ar gamova. isev ufulobis gamo.<br />

gadavdivar axal binaSi. sruliad carielia.<br />

skamic ar maqvs. momwyinda. aseTia CvenTan<br />

damoukidebeli cxovreba. sesili da misi qmari<br />

parizSi gadmovidnen samuSaod. oTxi wliT.<br />

moskovSi rom ar emuSava sesilis qmars, verasodes<br />

gagicnobdi. adamianebi ufro metad arian<br />

erTmaneTze damokidebulni, vidre hgoniaT, anda<br />

amCneven. sesils yvelaferi gulaxdilad movuyevi<br />

da imanac yvelaferi mSvenivrad gaigo. sxva<br />

araferia axali. eg aris rom saSinlad miyvarxar<br />

da gkocni. imedia miiRe Cemi werili, anda male<br />

miiReb. koSmarebi ar maklia, magram<br />

koSmarebisTvisac madlobeli var. xandaxan iseTi<br />

sazareli fiqrebi momdis TavSi, TviTonve meSinia.<br />

sruliad SemTxveviT Sevityve, rom adamianebma,<br />

romlebic piradad ar micnoben, bevri ram ician<br />

Cvens Sesaxeb. albaT Sen gicnoben, Torem


sxvanairad... ar vicodi, aseTi varskvlavi Tu iyavi.<br />

Cavabare arcTu Zalian seriozuli gamocda da<br />

ukve uflebamosili var, Tavi gidad CavTvalo.<br />

bebia gardamecvala kiboTi. me da deda meore<br />

bebiasTan wavediT aTi dRiT, samxreTSi, Cvens<br />

kunZulze. sasaciloa, magram fuli mainc ara<br />

maqvs. ar vici, rogor viSovo... fiqrisac meSinia...<br />

gamosavals ver vxedav... magram mainc ar gavtydebi.<br />

Cemi erTaderTi survili mand Camosvlaa da<br />

Camoval kidec. ai, naxav! gkocni. ar damiviwyo.<br />

momwere. dRes miviRe Seni werili. didi madloba.<br />

cotaTi davmSviddi. rac marTalia, marTalia,<br />

moulodneli da ucnauri dReebi gadavitaneT.<br />

albaT Tqvenc gaigebdiT. cotaTi TiTqos<br />

Cawynarda yvelaferi. magram win ra gvelodeba,<br />

jer aravin icis. ase rom, mSvidad cxovreba<br />

parizSi ubralod SeuZlebelia. mSvidad Tqven<br />

cxovrobT mand - yvelafrisgan izolirebulni<br />

saimedod. mSurs Tqveni da menatrebiT. garda amisa,<br />

ufulod var. verc swavlis saqmea, maincdamainc,<br />

kargad. maissa da ivnisSi veraferi movaxerxe da,<br />

sicocxleSi pirvelad, albaT parizSi momiwevs<br />

zafxulis gatareba. Tumca, raki sabWoeTSi ver<br />

mivdivar, yvelaferi sulerTia. Sen ras ityvi.<br />

iyavi moskovSi? naxe ella? Tumca mainc arafers<br />

ityvi. gkocni. miyvarxar. pirvelad aRmoCndnen Cems<br />

jgufSi qarTvelebi. saqarTvelodan. magram mainc<br />

SeZlebisdagvarad vikavebdi Tavs. xom gagigia,<br />

rZiT SeSinebuli dos uberavdao. yvelanairad<br />

Sevecdebi zamTarSi Camovide. rogor midis wignis<br />

saqme? gmiri marTla titvelia? ki magram, SeiZleba<br />

sabWoeTSi aseTi ram? Zalian daviRale. Tvis


olos iqneb mSoblebs CavakiTxo ori kviriT.<br />

carieli parizis meSinia. Sen midixar agarakze?<br />

(hm, hm...). gkocni. veli Sengan axal ambebs.<br />

miyvarxar. amwinebze leon fuSe da misi coli<br />

Semxvdnen. wavediT restoranSi. bevri vilaparakeT<br />

Senze. mepatiJebian. vnaxoT. winaswar meSinia ramis<br />

Tqma. gadavedi axal binaSi. Sxapic maqvs da<br />

telefonic. gansakuTrebuli araferi momxdara.<br />

guSin gamocda Cavabare. jerjerobiT vmuSaob. ar<br />

vici rogor iqneba Cveni saqme, sami Tve Tu sWirdeba<br />

werils mand CamosaRwevad. da uceb: Zalian<br />

vRelav. ukve daviwye sabuTebis Segroveba.<br />

ianvarSi an TebervalSi. aucileblad unda<br />

vicode, SevxvdebiT Tu ara iq. swavlisTvis dro<br />

aRar mrCeba. mSoblebTan vcxovrob. marto rom<br />

viyo, veraviTar SemTxvevaSi ver gaviRviZebdi.<br />

gkocni da naxvamdis. RmerTo! RmerTo! etyoba, Cemi<br />

ori werili sadRac daikarga. ianis jibeSi. erTi<br />

Tvis mere, SeiZleba ufro adrec, moskovSi viqnebi.<br />

yvelaferi ecodineba leon fuSes... ukve viwyeb<br />

Relvas. vTqvaT da ver movaxerxe... vTqvaT da<br />

TviTmfrinavi... vTqvaT da atomuri omi daiwyo!!!<br />

miyvarxar. gkocni da male menaxo. warmoidgineT,<br />

ra dReSi iyo <strong>avel</strong>umi! vidre leon fuSe da misi<br />

vaJiSvili kolia-klodi specialuri ucxouri<br />

jagrisebiT manqanis saxuravidan Tovlsa yridnen,<br />

is sigarets sigaretze eweoda, Tumca, wuxandel<br />

nabaxusevs piri isedac gamoTuTquli hqonda.<br />

Tovlis mtveri saxeze usiamod ewebeboda, is ki<br />

mainc ar icvlida fexs, TiTqos ori nabijiTac Tu<br />

moSordeboda iqaurobas, uimisod wavidodnen, ar<br />

daucdidnen, ver moaswrebda manqanaSi Cajdomas.


sasa webovani nerwyviT amoglesvoda. Tavi lamis<br />

gaskdomoda. magram raki damsaxurebulad<br />

itanjeboda, morCilad itanda yvelafers.<br />

guSindeli dRec (erTi dRiT adre Camofrinda<br />

mainc, yovel SemTxvevisTvis), uaRresad<br />

moskovuri, anu erTi gauTavebeli Rreoba aRmoCnda<br />

da meti araferi (Tumca, wesiT, TiTqos verc unda<br />

moecala saamisod), saidanac, RvTis wyalobiT,<br />

cocxals ki gamoeRwia, magram sulieradac da<br />

xorcieladac ise iyo nagvemi, ise awamebda<br />

sindisis qenjna, Tqven warmoidgineT, Tavis<br />

autaneli tkivilica da gulisrevis ganuwyveteli<br />

SegrZnebac, garkveul Svebas aniWebda, rogorc<br />

borotmoqmeds - sasjeli.


isa da iani guSin jer "iakorSi" daTvrnen - viTom,<br />

Tevzis kargi wvniani ician iqao - magram <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

nerviulobisagan kriWa hqonda Sekruli. saerTod<br />

ver SeWama veraferi da ZiriTadad sasmels<br />

mieZala. smaSi arc iani CamorCenia. waramara Tvals<br />

upaWunebda, axsenebda mesaidumle rom iyo misi,<br />

TevzeuliT gasisinebuli da sasmelisgan<br />

saxewamoWarxlebuli. me mgoni ar SemSlia, aq rom<br />

wamogiyvaneo - amadlida mSier kuWze erTbaSad<br />

damTvral <strong>avel</strong>ums. is ki gulwrfelad iyo<br />

madlobeli ianisa, Sin rom daxvda da binis saqme<br />

moagvarebina, aq rom isxdnen axla da oficiant<br />

gogos earSiyebodnen zereled, zrdilobisaTvis,<br />

dros gasayvanad. <strong>avel</strong>umma saxelic ki hkiTxa<br />

oficiants da imanac maSinve xalisiT upasuxa, ar<br />

SeuRrenia wesisamebr. saerTod guliani gogo iyo,<br />

mowadinebuli emsaxurebodaT. gaRimebisas<br />

TavisTavad exuWeboda Tvalebi. lida erqva.<br />

ubinaod davrCi da amaRam SenTan unda wamovideo -<br />

mSvidad, TiTqos sxvaTaSoris uTxra <strong>avel</strong>umma.<br />

samwuxarod, mec ubinao varo - Tvalebi mouWuta<br />

lidam. aba, erTad veZeboT Ramis gasaTevio -<br />

gauRima <strong>avel</strong>ummac. viTomda xumrobda,<br />

sinamdvileSi ki, ase cdilobda Sinagani<br />

mRelvarebis Cawynarebas. Tavs ar utydeboda,<br />

Torem yvelaze Zalian marto darCenisa eSinoda<br />

ganTavisuflebis wina Rames. Tu marTla ginda,<br />

CemTan wamoiyvaneo - gadauCurCula ianma da,<br />

SeTqmuliviT, erTxel kidev CaupaWuna Tvali.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma uaris niSnad Tavi gaaqnia. undoda, raRac<br />

amaRlebuli, sazeimo eTqva, magram igrZno xmas ver<br />

daimorCilebda, ise auCuyda uceb guli.


iqidan, viTom yavis dasayoleblad, "pekinSi"<br />

wavidnen. axloc iyo da ase gvian marto iq Tu<br />

iSovnidnen adgils. jer erTi boTli koniaki<br />

SeukveTes da mere yava, isic zrdilobisaTvis.<br />

"pekinSi" ki, Cveulebisamebr, arasasiamovno suni<br />

idga. orkestri mTeli xmiT gahkioda. oficiatns<br />

qarTvelis danaxvaze, uaresad daumrgvalda<br />

isedac mrgvali, titveli, dafufquliviT<br />

alaplapebuli saxe. muSti mikrofoniviT miitana<br />

pirTan da RimiliT Tqva: specialurad TqvenTvis<br />

Sevinaxe erTi kolofi ucxouri sigaretio.<br />

mTvrali gogoebi wurbelebiviT mihkvrodnen<br />

aryisgan gamolenCebul kavalrebs. lamazebi ki<br />

iyvnen, magram uSnod cekvavdnen, yvelani<br />

Taviseburad, TiTqos cecxlwakidebul Tagvs<br />

dasdevdnen dasaWerad restornis aRmuvlebul<br />

buRSi. dasaWerad ki ara, adgilze gasasresad.<br />

TiTqos Tagvs aCvenebdnen, Tu dagiWireT, ai, ase<br />

gagsresavTo. is gogo unda wamogveyvanao - Tqva<br />

ianma. axla mec vnanobo - upasuxa <strong>avel</strong>umma.<br />

ZiriTadad amiT amoiwura maTi imJamindeli<br />

saubari. xolo, restornidan rom gamovidnen,<br />

taqsis rigSi, adgilobriv poets gadaawydnen (iani<br />

icnobda Soridan) da, ratomRac, Zalian gamoides<br />

Tavi, ginda Tu ara, CvenTan unda wamoxvideo,<br />

TiTqos Tavad iyvnen maspinZlebi da ara is,<br />

adgilobrivi, moskoveli. ufro sworad, iani ar<br />

moeSva - ar SeiZleba ar aRvniSnoT Cveni Sexvedrao<br />

- TiTqos monatrebuli hyavdaT erTmaneTi.<br />

SeiZleba imis gamo moiqca iani ase, jer kidev<br />

pirveli dReebi rom idga axali wlisa da Sin<br />

viRacis morTmeuli Rvino eguleboda; SeiZleba


imis gamoc, imas, moskovels, gagebuli rom hqonda<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis saxeli, rac did pativad CaTvala, ara<br />

marto <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis, aramed TavisTvisac. magram<br />

albaT mainc im dauwereli kanonis zegavlenis qveS<br />

imyofeboda, romlis ZaliTac moskoveli poeti<br />

yvelgan da yovelTvis sapatio stumaria sabWoeTis<br />

masStabiT. <strong>avel</strong>umi laparakSi ar Careula, imitom<br />

ki ara, sxva Wkuaze rom iyo Tavad imwuTas,<br />

ubralod eSinoda, rame ar wamoscdenoda zedmeti,<br />

vinme ar gaenawyenebina uneblieT - sul cudis<br />

molodini hqonda, mTvralsac ki, TiTqos<br />

daabezRebdnen, eg ucxoelTan Sesaxvedrad aris<br />

Camosuli moskovSi da Cvenc Tu gvelaparakeba,<br />

mxolod Tavisi ganzraxvis SesaniRbado; an kidev<br />

uaresi, fransuaza ar Camovidoda, bolo wams<br />

raRaca moxdeboda gauTvaliswinebeli da amdeni<br />

xnis mSfoTvare molodini kvlav uSedegod<br />

damTavrdeboda.


moskovelma poetma bolomde mainc ver gauZlo<br />

cdunebas, ahyva erovnul umciresobaTa mRelvare<br />

guliTadobas da - ra gaewyoba, Tqveni var, oRond,<br />

jer colsac SevekiTxebio - gaSala xelebi,<br />

gulmowyaled momRimarma. coli Turme sastumros<br />

foieSi elodeboda, gaciebuli, xmadakarguli.<br />

erTi stumroba ukve moeTavebinaT, Sua aziis<br />

romeliRac respublikis mweralTa kavSiris<br />

TavmjdomaresTan evaxSmaT nomerSi da Sin<br />

apirebdnen wasvlas. iani da <strong>avel</strong>umi qmris<br />

axloblebad CaTvala da, ra Tqma unda, aRar<br />

gapranWula, SeiSnova pativiscema. ase rom, yvelani<br />

ianTan wavidnen qeifis gasagrZeleblad (Tu<br />

dasamTavreblad). uceb gaiSala saxeldaxelo<br />

sufra - puri <strong>avel</strong>umma daWra, yveli da Zexvi<br />

moskoveli poetis meuRlem. ianma ki macivridan<br />

gadmoRebuli misi safirmo kerZi, ungruli<br />

guliaSisa da franguli ragus nazavi, gazis<br />

quraze Semodga gasacxeleblad. Tan usaqmurad<br />

momRimarsa da zurgze xelebdawyobil moskovel<br />

poets aswavlida am kulinaruli saocrebis<br />

damzadebis wess. rac mTavaria, ar unda dazogoT<br />

qarTuli balaxebio - ambobda rolSi Sesuli. ki<br />

batono, vici, saqarTveloSi balaxic iWmevao -<br />

iRimeboda moskoveli poeti. rasakvirvelia,<br />

gecodinebaT, Cven da frangebi xom TqvenTvis,<br />

rusebisaTvis, balaxiWamia xalxebi varTo - mainc<br />

ver Seikava Tavi <strong>avel</strong>umma - magram, jerjerobiT,<br />

TqvenTvisac Zneli dasadgenia, es frangebis<br />

Rirsebaze metyvelebs, Tu qarTvelebis naklzeo.<br />

Canglis wkrialze, karis mezobeli, radios<br />

diqtori, valodia Semovida, moRuSuli da


darcxvenili miesalma yvelas, dagvianebisTvis<br />

moubodiSaT TiTqos, da xuTlitrian bocodan<br />

maSinve grafinSi Camoasxa Rvino. icis Tavisi<br />

saqmeo - gaicina ianma. ukve magidasTan isxdnen,<br />

meore mezobeli, amjerad mdedrobiTi sqesis poeti<br />

(sabavSvo poeti), liana kruberi rom SemoemataT.<br />

mTeli kvira mpirdeba da bolos lamis mainc<br />

uCemod SeWama, ragua Tu guliaSio - SesCivla<br />

stumrebs, viTom ianze gabutulma. sinamdvileSi,<br />

Tavisi uflebamosileba daumtkicaT qaragmulad.<br />

moTxilamuris Sarvali da lurji, grZelbewviani<br />

svitri ecva. <strong>avel</strong>umi adrec Sexvedria lianas,<br />

rasakvirvelia, aqve, magram axla gansakuTrebuli<br />

mokrZalebiTa da pativiscemiT Seegeba - TiTqos<br />

sakuTari Tavi gaafrTxila, cudi araferi Caido<br />

gulSi, dRes saerTod ar arsebobs SenTvis qalio.<br />

arada, ukve im doneze iyo misuli, roca zedmetad<br />

utyvi da ukareba, enagakrefil ybedad da Rreobis<br />

warmmarTvelad iqceoda xolme. sasmeli ara marto<br />

enas uxsnida, aTmagi ZaliTac avsebda da SeeZlo<br />

mTeli kvira esva, emRera, ecekva, elaparaka...<br />

emruSa kidec. magram axla yvelanairad cdilobda,<br />

ar ahyoloda sakuTar Tavs, saerTod ar mieqcia<br />

misTvis yuradReba, viTom aq ar iyo, magram roca<br />

ians skamze CamoeZina da lianam yvelani TavisTan<br />

CaipatiJa saaxalwlo naZvis xeze, vaSao, iyvira<br />

pirvelma da TiTqmis Ziramde dayvanil bocos<br />

dastaca maSinve xeli.


liana sarTuliT qvemoT cxovrobda da zustad<br />

iseTive bina hqonda, rogoric ians, rogoric<br />

saerTod xelisuflebisgan iyo gaTvaliswinebuli<br />

SemoqmedebiTi organizaciebis uojaxo<br />

wevrebisTvis. kibeze fexakrefiT Cavidnen,<br />

mezoblebs Zili ar davufrTxoTo, magram<br />

ratomRac TviTonve ecinebodaT TavianT<br />

wesierebaze da fxukuniT awydebodnen erTmaneTs.<br />

yvelaze mets radios diqtori valodia icinoda -<br />

davlev, ar davlev, mainc cxviridan wamomadens<br />

Cemi colio. <strong>avel</strong>ums boco aetatebina, stumrad<br />

CaZinebuli bavSviviT, Tumca bocoSi CarCenili<br />

Rvino cocxal, mousvenar, daudgromel<br />

arsebasaviT awydebaoda SuSis galiis kedlebs.<br />

lianasTan marTla daxvdaT naZvis xe, morTulmokazmuli,<br />

ramac kidev ufro gaumZafraT sazeimo<br />

guneba-ganwyobileba. lianam naZvis xis sanTlebi<br />

aanTo da TviTon samzareuloSi gavida, "namdvili"<br />

yavis mosaduReblad. valodia taxtze miwva -<br />

gaSeSebuli Tvalebi SuSis namtvrevebiviT<br />

ubrWyvialebda aparparebuli sanTlebis Suqze.<br />

moskoveli poeti iatakze dajda, cols miujda<br />

fexebTan. <strong>avel</strong>ums ki uCinari Toki<br />

samzareulosken eqaCeboda mTeli ZaliT, magram,<br />

jerjerobiT, uZaliandeboda da moskoveli poetis<br />

xmadakargul cols earSiyeboda viTom, oRond,<br />

xazgasmuli TavazianobiT, rac Cveulebrivi,<br />

savaldebulo yuradRebis gamoxatuleba ufro<br />

iyo, vidre grZnobisa, an survilisa. ramdenime<br />

iaffasiani qaTinauric uTxra - SeiZleba, jobdes<br />

kidec xma Tu ar dagibrundebaTo; Zalian idumali,<br />

sasiamovnod amaforiaqebeli xma gaqvTo da sxva


amgvari sisuleleebi. moskoveli poeti maTken arc<br />

ixedeboda, magram aSkarad usmendaT, TavisTvis<br />

momRimari, da Tanxmobisa Tu kmayofilebis niSnad,<br />

misda uneburad, Tavsac akanturebda. mere <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

samzareuloSi Sevida da zurgs ukan miketil<br />

karTan gulxeldakrefili gaCerda. liana gazis<br />

qurasTan idga da yavadanSi sufris kovziT yrida<br />

yavas Tunuqis Zveleburi yuTidan. maSinve moxeda<br />

da gauRima. Tavi rom moabruna, cal mxares<br />

CamoSlil Tmidan yuris bibilom gamoaWyita.<br />

Suaxnis qali iyo, magram Zveli momxibvleloba<br />

jer kidev SerCenoda. rac mTavaria, jerjerobiT,<br />

TviTonac axalgazrdulad eWira Tavi. <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

nela miuaxlovda. lianac, etyoba, elodeboda,<br />

radgan aRar mouxedavs ukan. <strong>avel</strong>umma xelebi<br />

mxrebze Camoado da yuris bibiloze akoca. arc<br />

axla mouxedavs lianas. eg iyo rom, yurze mxari<br />

moisva da yavis yuTi xelSi SeaCeCa <strong>avel</strong>ums.<br />

"gaTavdao" - ratomRac gaifiqra <strong>avel</strong>umma.


yavis smas rom morCnen, moskovel poets misma<br />

xmadakargulma meuRlem sTxova, rame wagvikiTxeo.<br />

moskovel poets aSkarad esiamovna meuRlis<br />

yuradReba - wamodga, marcxena xeli meuRles<br />

daado Tavze, albaT madlierebis gamosaxatavad,<br />

da zedized waikiTxa ramdenime leqsi. sanam<br />

kiTxulobda, cols Tvali ar mouSorebia misTvis,<br />

daZabuli ahyurebda qvemodan, rogorc turisti<br />

qandakebas da mRelvarebisgan qveda tuCs ikvnetda,<br />

TiTqos sazogadoebas ki ar arTobda misi qmari,<br />

aramed gadamwyvet gamocdas abarebda. moskovelma<br />

poetma kiTxva rom daamTavra, carieli Wiqa<br />

ratomRac <strong>avel</strong>ums gauwoda da qarTulad Tqva - tu<br />

Seidzleba tamadao. <strong>avel</strong>umma sxvebsac saswrafod<br />

Seuvso Wiqebi da diasaxlisi adRegrZela,<br />

danarCenTa saxeliTac gadauxada madloba aseTi<br />

"sasiamovnod moulodneli" da "moulodnelad<br />

sasiamovno" saRamosTvis. lianasTan marto<br />

darCena mounda uceb da yvelaferi erTbaSad<br />

mobezrda: Rvinoc, naZvis xec, valodiac,<br />

moskoveli poetica da misi xmawasuli meuRlec.<br />

sxvebi rom wamoiSalnen, skamis sazurgeze<br />

gadakidebuli pijakisken arc gauxedavs,<br />

maspinZeliviT jibeebSi xelebCawyobili, oTaxSive<br />

daemSvidoba yvelas da vidre liana<br />

Semobrundeboda, ori TiTiT Caaqro mkvdari naZvis<br />

modunebul totebze aparparebuli sanTlebi.


meore dRes, aeroportSi wasasvlelad rom<br />

emzadeboda, Tvali ver gaesworebina sakuTari<br />

TavisTvis sarkeSi. ramdenjerme miafurTxa kidec<br />

sarkes da TviTonve mowminda idayviT sakuTari<br />

nafurTxi, viTom halstuxis ganaskviT<br />

gawvalebulma. halstuxis gakeTeba ki mxolod<br />

imitom gadawyvita, ase rom SeeniRba, ase rom<br />

daemala, Tundac ianisaTvis, guSindeli<br />

simTvralis danatovari sevda-wuxili, Sxami da<br />

gesli. marTalia, mTeli saaTi idga mduRare<br />

wylis qveS, magram mainc iseTi grZnoba hqonda,<br />

TiTqos Tavfexianad sibinZureSi amogangluli,<br />

damyayebuli Waobidan amoeTriaT es wuTia da<br />

verafriT moeSorebina mwvaned dabuStuli Waobis<br />

lorwovani qafi. kidev kargi, ianic ver iyo<br />

laparakis gunebaze da, pirsaxociT Tavwakruli,<br />

Soridan uTvalTvalebda mis gawamawias.<br />

siZulvilisgan, mrisxanebisgan TiTebi ise<br />

ucaxcaxebda, halstuxi ver gaenaskva. iseTi<br />

mRelvarebiT, iseTi facifuciT cdilobda mis<br />

ganaskvas (albaT memilionejer), TiTqos yulfs<br />

ikeTebda Tavis CamosaxrCobad, dro ki<br />

gansazRvruli hqonda. mTels samyaroSi ar<br />

eguleboda ufro mdabali, ufro amazrzeni, ufro<br />

umniSvnelo arseba, vidre TviTon iyo da, misi Rrma<br />

rwmeniT, daufiqreblad imsaxurebda yvelanair<br />

sasjels, rogoric ki odesme mougonia da<br />

aRusrulebia adamians - Caqolvasac, cocxlad<br />

gatyavebasac, dawvasac, danayvasac, akuwvasac,<br />

daxrCobasac, Tavis mokveTasac, cxenis kudze<br />

gamobmasac, daxvretasac, eleqtronis skamze<br />

daferfvlasac da mainc erTi suli hqonda, rodis


dainaxavda fransuazas. radgan Tuki vinme<br />

miutevebda, mxolod fransuaza miutevebda da<br />

Tuki misi ganwmenda saerTod SesaZlebeli iyo,<br />

mxolod fransuaza SesZlebda amasac. dainaxavda<br />

Tu ara fransuazas, gaigonebda Tu ara mis xmas ("ki,<br />

rasakvirvelia, es Sena xar"), moimwyvdevda Tu ara<br />

muWSi fransuazas drekad TiTebs, maSinve xelaxla<br />

daibadeboda da, TavisTavad cxadia, xelaxla<br />

daibrunebda axalSobilis ubiwoebasac da<br />

udanaSaulobasac.


derefanSi rom gavida, valodias binidan<br />

aRelvebuli, lamis yvirilSi gadazrdili xmebi<br />

Semoesma da uaresad daiZaba. tanma ugrZno, es<br />

usiamo xmebic masTan iyo dakavSirebuli raRaciT.<br />

fexakrefiT gaiara derefani da liftis Rilaks<br />

mTeli ZaliT daaWira TiTi. sadRac, Zalian qveviT,<br />

TiTqmis qvesknelSi, rkinis urCxuli erTbaSad<br />

SekrTa, saRaTas Zilidan gamoereva da sibrazisgan<br />

axrialebuli wamovida misken. TviTon ki isev ukan<br />

Sebrunda derefanSi, TiTqos urCxulis SeeSindao,<br />

da valodias kars miayurada. jer sakuTari gulis<br />

bagabugis meti veraferi gaigona. mere ki qalis<br />

gawiwmatebuli xmac gamoikveTa. pirwavardnili<br />

loTi xar da wesieri adamiani arc unda<br />

gelaparakebodeso - ambobda qali (albaT<br />

valodias meuRle).. valodiamac raRac<br />

Caiburtyuna pasuxad, magram <strong>avel</strong>umma ver gaarkvia.<br />

vinc ginda is iyos, CemTvis sulerTiao - miaxala<br />

qalma. am sityvebma gansakuTrebulad Seawuxa<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi. tanma ugrZno, misi misamarTiT iyo<br />

naTqvami, mas gulisxmobdnen, misi arseboba<br />

aRizianebda viRacas, misTvis sruliad ucnob<br />

adamians, da savsebiT samarTlianadac, radgan<br />

TviTon rom ar gaCeniliyo saerTod, arc am ucxo<br />

qalis loTi qmari daTvreboda guSin zedmetad,<br />

riggareSe, da Tundac marto erT dRes simSvide<br />

iqneboda maT uRimRamo, marad mowyenil ojaxSi.<br />

marTalia, valodia u<strong>avel</strong>umodac mSvenivrad<br />

ylurwavda Rvinosa Tu arays da iseTi cudi<br />

simTvrale hqonda, arafriT ar SeiZleboda kargi<br />

diqtori yofiliyo, magram es srulebiTac ar<br />

aqarwylebda <strong>avel</strong>umis wuxandel danaSauls.


ucodvels Seacden Tu codvils miumateb codvas,<br />

pasuxi erTnairad mogekiTxeba. lamis col-qmari<br />

gahyara, erTi Rame marto rom ar darCeniliyo<br />

Tavad. "RmerTo, ramdeni codva maqvs Cadenili<br />

Tundac am erT saxlSio" - gaifiqra yurmokruli<br />

saubriT uaresad gunebawamxdarma da isev<br />

fexakrefiT ki ar gamobrunda ukan, gamoiqca<br />

liftisken, rogorc erTaderTi TavSesafrisken,<br />

da marTlac, rogorc ki gamoaRo liftis kari,<br />

kabinaSi Suqi ainTo, TiTqos urCxulma<br />

cecxlovani xaxa daaRoo, da Tavfexianad<br />

gadaylapa <strong>avel</strong>umi.


axla ki erTi suli aqvs, rodis gadawmends mama-<br />

Svili daTovlil manqanas da rodis Cajdeba<br />

manqanaSi. kolia-klodma aiCema, ginda Tu ara, mec<br />

unda wamovide, aryis tye unda vnaxo aeroportis<br />

gzazeo, magram sinamdvileSi imasac fransuazas<br />

naxva eCqareba. araCveulebrivad gonebagaxsnili<br />

da amitomac mudam aranormalurad aRgznebuli es<br />

rva wlis bavSvic fransuazazea Seyvarebuli da<br />

arc malavs. fransuaza ki miyvars, magram vici,<br />

colad ver SevirTavo - ganacxada weRanac, roca<br />

manqanis sabargulidan Tovlis sawmend jagrisebs<br />

iRebdnen. moskovSi didi zamTaria. yinva<br />

ocdaTxuTmetamde adis. quCebis gaswvriv afxekili<br />

da yinulad qceuli Tovlis zvinebi avad bzinaven.<br />

saxlebidan gamozlaznili orTqlisa da<br />

nasunTqis burusSi moCvenebebs hgvanan<br />

saguldagulod SefuTvnili adamianebi. qalaqSi<br />

honkonguri gripi mZvinvarebs. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki<br />

srulebiTac ar aris momzadebuli amgvari<br />

zamTrisaTvis: Zveli, gaqeqili palto da Txeli<br />

kostumi acvia. sazamTro kostumis yidva TbilisSi<br />

ver moaswro. Tumca, arc imdeni fuli hqonda,<br />

ormagi da sammagi gadaexada iq, ra Tqma unda, Tuki<br />

iSovida. aq ki, SeiZleba naxevari litra aryis<br />

damateba dasWirdes mxolod. magram axla ise<br />

aitana sicivem, gamwarebuli abakunebs fexebs<br />

adgilze da araviTar yuradRebas ar aqcevs koliaklodis<br />

damcinav gamoxedvas. sxvaTaSoris,<br />

honkonguri gripis bralia isic, amjerad, isa da<br />

fransuaza arbatze rom icxovreben, krivoarbatis<br />

SesaxvevSi, puSkinisdroindel patara saxlSi da<br />

ara sabWoTa klasikosis Tanamedrove,


keTilmowyobil binaSi, radgan qalbatoni<br />

efrosine honkonguri gripiT gaxlavT avad da<br />

Zalian eSinia, am "aziuri sisaZagliT" ar<br />

daamTavros Tavisi moskovuri ardadegebi frangma<br />

madmuazelmac. ase rom, xuToTaxiani binis<br />

nacvlad Tavisi erToTaxiani bina dauTmo <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

ianis meore qaritam, TeTrgvardieli generlis<br />

qvrivma, qalbatonma Taliam, raki am uzarmazar<br />

qalaqSi sxva veraferi gamonaxes ufro sando da<br />

ufro mosaxerxebeli saerTaSoriso<br />

siyvarulisTvis. samagierod, mesame qaritam,<br />

qalbatonma aglaim, jer kidev uxsovar dros,<br />

antantamde, arafriT arSemdgari Tavisi<br />

qorwilisTvis sagangebod Sekerili TeTreuli<br />

moarTva da Tavad daugo tanjul, wamebul<br />

Seyvarebulebs "saqorwilo sareceli". am sam<br />

qalbatons sakuTari araferi darCenia, garda<br />

mogonebebisa, da ZiriTadad sxvaTa cxovrebiT<br />

cxovroben. kerZod, pirad movaleobad miaCniaT<br />

qarTveli poetisa da frangi madmuazelis<br />

siyvarulis samsaxuri da ise gasaidumloebuli<br />

aqvT es ambavi, TiTqos kontrrevolucias<br />

exmarebian. <strong>avel</strong>ums isini adrec icnobdnen, adrec<br />

scemdnen pativs, rogorc ianis megobars, magram<br />

axla ufro fransuazas mfarvelebad Tvlian Tavs,<br />

fransuaza ufro ecodebaT aqaur garemoSi da<br />

yvelanairad cdiloben metnaklebad asatani<br />

pirobebi mainc Seuqmnan safrangeTis<br />

warmogzavnils, ramdenadac garkveuli<br />

TvalsazrisiT, TviTonac dakavSirebulni arian am<br />

zRaprul, axalgazrdobasaviT maradiulsa da<br />

saukeTeso asakiviT maTTvis ukve Cavlil, ukve<br />

miuRwevel qveyanasTan: erTi - iq gatarebuli


qaliSvilobis wlebiT, meore - iq gadaxvewili<br />

uTvalavi axlobliT, meuRlis CaTvliT, mesame ki -<br />

franguli enis brwyinvale codniTa da<br />

xelovnebis usazRvro siyvaruliT. axla ki,<br />

bebruli gambedaobiT TanaugrZnoben da<br />

SeZlebisdagvarad exmarebian romans, romelsac<br />

romantikul burusTan erTad, danaSaulis sunic<br />

asdis, magram amis gamo kidev ufro saintereso da<br />

kidev ufro mimzidveli xdeba maTTvis. es romani<br />

maT cxovrebasac matebs azrsa da xaliss.


qalbaton Talias orad gatixruli oTaxi<br />

fotoatelies anda antikvarul maRazias ufro<br />

hgavs, vidre binas, magram adamianuri<br />

gulgrilobis okeaneSi erTaderTi kunZulia<br />

amJamad, mzis amosvlisac da mzis Casvlisac, sadac<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umsa da fransuazas erTad yofna SeuZliaT.<br />

saerTod saxlSi sul sami aseTi oTaxia da sami<br />

ojaxi cxovrobs: erTSi - mold<strong>avel</strong>i gari da misi<br />

sayvareli raisa; meoreSi - sabWoTa polkovnikis<br />

qvrivi da misi alkoholiki Svili slava; mesameSi<br />

ki, qalbaton Talias nacvlad, romelic qalbaton<br />

aglaisTan gadasaxldeba droebiT, <strong>avel</strong>umi da<br />

fransuaza icxovreben. samive ojaxs tualetic,<br />

abazanaca da samzareuloc saerTo aqvs, binZuri,<br />

Savad gaburZgnuli katisa ar iyos, romelic<br />

uflebamosilia samive ojaxisgan Tanabrad<br />

moiTxovos sazrdoca da yuradRebac, ufro<br />

sworad, TviTon airCios, vis qvabSi rodis Cayos<br />

cxviri da vis rodis moufsas sawolze (ramdeni<br />

gaeRviZeboda <strong>avel</strong>ums, is kata ejda yovelTvis<br />

gulze. im katis aqoTebuli simZime aRviZebda<br />

albaT, da aRar icoda, ra eRona, rogor<br />

moeSorebina Tavidan es eSmakis naSieri, romelmac<br />

Tavidanve aiTvalwuna ratomRac - SeiZleba,<br />

fransuazaze eWvianobda isic, - pirvelsave<br />

saRamos Causafrda bnel derefanSi da,<br />

sapirfareSodan gamosuls, petresdroindeli<br />

zarbaznis mrgvali WurviviT daeZgera mkerdSi -<br />

saxis CamobRortna undoda albaT misTvis, magram<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma bedad moaswro Tavis ukan gadaweva da<br />

borot katas naxtomi gaucudda. samagierod, imis<br />

Semdeg, Rame ar gamoutovebia, baliSze rom ar


daefsa da katis fslis amazrzeni suni asdioda<br />

yvelafers. fransuaza sabnis qveS fxukunebda,<br />

magram mainc Znelad asatani iyo es ambavi). gari da<br />

raisa taqsomotorSi muSaoben. oTaxis gsaRebi<br />

orivesa aqvs da romelic adre brundeba Sin, is<br />

diasaxlisobs. gari erTi keTili, Ronieri biWia,<br />

cxvirgatexili da saxenaiarevi. cudad gakerili<br />

Wrilobis kvali mTel saxeze gasdevs,<br />

safeTqlidan tuCis kuTxemde. raisac wynari<br />

qalia, coliviT ufro uWiravs Tavi, vidre<br />

sayvareliviT. saRamos televizors miusxdebian<br />

xolme da maT patara oTaxSi idiliuri simSvide<br />

mkvidrdeba. erTi-orjer axal mezoblebsac<br />

miipatiJeben televizoris sayureblad da did<br />

pativadac CaTvlian qarTveli mwerlisa (Tundac<br />

ucnobisa) da misi megobris (namdvili ucxoeli<br />

qalis) stumrobas. polkovnikis qvrivi mwoliare<br />

avadmyofia - sanTeliviT daleuli, sanTlisferi<br />

qali, Svilisa da keTili mezoblebis Semyure.<br />

slavac bunebiT wynari kacia, qarxanaSi muSaobs<br />

zeinklad, magram Sesvenebaze aucileblad<br />

Semoirbens xolme dedis dasapureblad. saerTod,<br />

avadmyofi dedis movlis garda, araferi<br />

ainteresebs. urecxavs sacvals, umzadebs sadils,<br />

gaaqvs misi qoTani da Ramec mis gverdiT wevs,<br />

iatakze, Tumca, es oTaxis siviwroviT ufroa<br />

gamowveuli, vidre deda-Sviluri siyvaruliT. maT<br />

oTaxSi, ubralod, yovlad SeuZlebelia meore<br />

sawolis dadgma. magram dedis moyvaruli da<br />

pativismcemeli slava kviraSi erTxel ugonod<br />

Tvreba da misi monurad morCili, monurad mxdali<br />

buneba erTbaSad Tavisufldeba yovelgvari


orkilisgan. wynari, moridebuli slava<br />

(gansakuTrebiT, Tu gari ar aris Sin), mTel<br />

saxlSi kbilatkivebuli daTviviT boboqrobs da<br />

ara marto WurWels amtvrevs, ara marto<br />

tansacmels ixevs zed, avadmyof dedasac magrad<br />

mibegvavs xolme. Tan yelgamoWriliviT xrialebs:<br />

amixseniT, gamagebineT, ratom daxvrites mamaCemio.<br />

garis mets aravis SeuZlia misi damSvideba. garis<br />

ar uyvars bevri lailai, waavlebs qeCoSi xels da<br />

maSinve ezoSi ukravs xolme Tavs, gindac gareT<br />

ormoci gradusi yinva iyos. slavas, ra Tqma unda,<br />

eSinia garisa, magram araysa da Sig gaxsnil<br />

narkotiks (ZiriTadad dedamisis wamlebs), mainc<br />

Tavisi gaaqvs. deda tiris, exveweba - gaCumdi,<br />

orives dagviWereno - magram slavas araferi<br />

eyureba, vidre gonebas ar dakargavs. uceb<br />

moboSdeba, gaSavdeba da pirze duJmoreuli<br />

iatakze gaiSxlarTeba mkvdariviT. deda ki axla<br />

mezoblebs emudareba sawolidan, SiSisagan<br />

uaresad daleuli - nu gagvamxelT, codoa, cemiT<br />

momiklaven, isedac male mokvdeba eg ubedurio - da<br />

raki arc erTi mezobeli ar apirebs slavas<br />

dabezRebas, milicia ki ara, saswrafo daxmarebac<br />

ver gamouZaxiaT. slavac gvamiviT gdia isedac<br />

viwro, Cabnelebuli derefnis iatakze da yvelani<br />

iZulebulni arian zed gadaaboton, vidre Sxami<br />

gamoneldebodes da TavisiT wamodgebodes.


wesiT, fransuazas fuSeebis komfortabelur<br />

binaSi unda ecxovra, rogorc maT oficialur<br />

stumars, <strong>avel</strong>ums ki - ianTan, Cveulebriv sabWour<br />

pirobebSi, magram zemoT aRweril saxlze uaresi<br />

adgilic rom yofiliyo, umal iq darCenas<br />

amjobinebdnen oriveni, Tuki erTad iqnebodnen,<br />

erT WerqveS da erT kedlebs Soris.


manqanaSi civa. <strong>avel</strong>umi da kolia-klodi ukan<br />

sxedan. sibnele jiutad mkvidrdeba. manqanis<br />

mbJutav Suqze wvrili fifqebi ireva, rogorc<br />

mikroskopis linzaSi - bacilebi. kolia-klods<br />

cxviri sarkmlis minaze miuWyletia, wyvdiads<br />

gahyurebs da sevdianad ambobs: araferi ar Canso.<br />

ara uSavs, tyis sanaxavad dRisiT wamovideTo -<br />

amSvidebs mama. dRisiT Sen ar gcaliao - isev<br />

sevdianad agrZelebs kolia-klodi. zedmetad win<br />

gadaxrili leon fuSe xelis zurgiT wmends<br />

saqare minas - ar endoba sinaTles. kolia-klodi<br />

axla cxvirs iCiCqnis. ase icis xolme, roca axal<br />

kvimatur SekiTxvas amzadebs. pirvelad rom mivida<br />

maTTan <strong>avel</strong>umi, karebSive hkiTxa, aba, Tu gaxsovT,<br />

ra erqva makedonelis cxenso. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki Tavis<br />

safiqralSi Caflula, Camarxula, Cakargula.<br />

wuxandeli simTvrale da uZiloba daZabul<br />

sicarieled gasjdomia sxeulSi. SiSs mainc<br />

Tavisi gaaqvs - mourideblad daabotebs am<br />

sicarieleSi da sulis gaToSil kedlebze<br />

gamafrTxilebel plakatebs akravs. saRebavisa da<br />

sveli qaRaldis suni yelidan amosdis <strong>avel</strong>ums da<br />

uneburad sunTqvas ikavebs - sxvebic rom ar<br />

Seawuxos amazrzenma, gulisamrevma sunma.<br />

weliwadnaxevari ucdida dRevandel dRes,<br />

mxolod am dReze fiqrobda da ocnebobda am xnis<br />

ganmavlobaSi, magram roca es dRe dadga, SiSi<br />

daeufla mxolod. TviTonac ver ityvis, risi<br />

eSinia konkretulad, ra iwvevs am damamcirebel<br />

SegrZnebas da amitomac kidev uaresad<br />

nerviulobs, kidev ufro ezizReba sakuTari Tavi,<br />

magram, amave dros, mtkiced sjera, veraviTari


Zala ver aaRebinebs ganzraxvaze xels, mokvdeba da<br />

mainc Sexvdeba fransuazas, sikvdilis win mainc<br />

mokravs Tvals misken, masTan Sesaxvedrad<br />

momavals. magram es ukve ZvalrbilSi gamjdari,<br />

lamis Tvisebad qceuli SegrZnebaa da es amSvidebs<br />

cotaTi. ukve imdenjer uTxres, gaafrTxiles,<br />

sTxoves kidec, meti sifrTxile da windaxeduleba<br />

gamoeCina adamianebis mimarT, nu gauxsnida yvelas<br />

guls (gansakuTrebiT simTvraleSi),<br />

TandaTanobiT TviTonac dafrTxa, eWviani da<br />

gulCaTxrobili gaxda TviTonac, Tumca bolomde<br />

mainc ver Seicvala xasiaTi, piriqiT, axla ufro<br />

gacxarebuli laparaki dasCemda, sruliad ucxo<br />

xalxTanac ki, TiTqos ganuwyvetliv mis<br />

patiosnebas ayenebdnen eWvis qveS da Tu Tavad ar<br />

daicavda Tavs, rasakvirvelia, sxvas aravis<br />

Seawuxebda es ambavi. erT mSvenier dRes (ufro<br />

mosalodnelia, erT mSvenier Rames), marTla rom<br />

dasdgomoda vinme da eTqva, dapatimrebuli xaro,<br />

srulebiTac ar gaukvirdeboda. gaxarebiT ki<br />

SeiZleba gaxareboda, radgan gaurkvevloba ufro<br />

Zneli asatania, vidre nebismieri, gindac<br />

daumsaxurebeli sasjeli. yovel SemTxvevaSi,<br />

gaigebda mainc, raSi edeboda brali TiTqmis<br />

gaCenis dRidanve.


aeroportis sinaTleebma Zlivs gamoarRvies<br />

burusi. Tavad aeroporti sabavSvo filmis<br />

wyalqveSa sasaxlesa hgavs, burusis simZimis qveS<br />

aTasnairad Cazneqil-dabrecili. mis win imdeni<br />

manqana ireva, leon fuSe Zlivs poulobs<br />

gasaCerebel adgils. susxiani, sveli qari garedan<br />

awveba manqanis kars, TiTqos Segnebulad uSlis<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums manqanidan gadmosvlas. qaric mis<br />

winaaRmdegaa. qari ki ara, yinulis wvrili nemsebis<br />

gzaabneuli qaravani. Tumca, rogorc bevri sxva<br />

ram, esec gaurkvevelia <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis - marTla mis<br />

winaaRmdegaa qaric, Tu piriqiT, miskenaa da<br />

rogorc SeuZlia ise afrTxilebs, gaecalos<br />

iqaurobas, sanam jer kidev droa, rogorme<br />

aaridos Tavi misTvis esoden saxifaTo Sexvedras.<br />

Zlivs gadmodian manqanidan. samagierod, SenobaSi<br />

Tbila. magram iqac usiamod Tbili suni dgas,<br />

gafuWebuli zeTisa Tu WurWlis narecxisa.<br />

rasakvirvelia, aq ufro igrZnoba saerTaSoriso<br />

aeroportis yovlismxilveli, yvelafris<br />

Semmowmebeli Tvalic. <strong>avel</strong>umi ukve aSkarad<br />

Relavs, TiTqos moulodnelad, winaswari<br />

SeTanxmebis gareSe, scenaze mouxmes leqsis<br />

wasakiTxad. aqeT-iqiT ixedeba. waramara isworebs<br />

Zlivs ganaskvul halstuxs - cdilobs rogorme<br />

moiSoros uCinari moTvalTvalis Semawuxebeli<br />

mzera. Tumca, rasakvirvelia, aravis ainteresebs<br />

is, anda, ukve ician, ra mizniTaa aq mosuli da<br />

Segnebulad ar amCneven, arafrad agdeben viTom, ar<br />

afrTxoben, aclian bolomde gamoamJRavnos Tavi.<br />

es mRelvarebac (kidev ufro gamZafrebuli saerTo<br />

ritmidan amovardnili moZraobebiT), isev da isev


im Tandayolili da amouxsneli SiSis<br />

gamoZaxilia, ase rom awamebs mTeli cxovrebis<br />

manZilze, gamocdas rom uwyobs yovel nabijze da,<br />

ra Tqma unda, Segnebulad - gasalaCreblad,<br />

dasaCoqeblad. "araviTar SemTxvevaSio" - ambobs<br />

xmamaRla, paltos Rilebs ixsnis da, Sarvlis<br />

jibeebSi xelebCawyobili, Tamamad, daudevrad<br />

miabijebs bufetisken, azuzunebul magidebs<br />

Soris. miyureT, ramdenic gnebavT. diax, es me var,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi! axla yavasa da buterbrodebs viyidi da<br />

davnayrdebi gemoze. dilidan xemsi ar Camsvlia<br />

pirSi. manqanaSic sakmaod gaviyine. bolos da<br />

bolos, dResaswaulze var Camosuli da ara<br />

satiralSi. kankali da gulis xeTqva merec meyofa.<br />

diax, sami yava da yvelanairi buterbrodi sam-sami<br />

cali - yvelianic, Zexvianic, SaSxianic,<br />

xizilalianic. Tumca, ra Tqma unda, arafris Wama<br />

ar SeuZlia Tavad. xorxi isev webovani nerwyviTa<br />

aqvs amovsebuli. cxeli yava ki siamovnebs. yavis<br />

yovel ylups (egec Tqveni aliteracia) Rrma,<br />

Turqul nafazs ayolebs da amiT cdilobs<br />

akankalebuli ybis gaCerebas. samagierod, mama-<br />

Svili pirwmindad nTqavs buterbrodebis<br />

piramidas. etyoba, gzam da sicivem moamSiaT. leon<br />

fuSe laparakis gunebaze dgeba. mTeli gza<br />

TiTqmis ubrad isxdnen manqanaSi. axla cotaTi<br />

moiTqves suli, gaTbnen kidec da SeuZliaT,<br />

TavianTi adamianobac gamoamJRavnon, sityviTac<br />

daadasturon adamianebi rom arian, anu, tkbili<br />

sityva uTxran erTmaneTs - gasamxnevebeli<br />

gaamxnevon, dasafasebeli daafason - aba, sxva raa<br />

adamianoba?! araferi. mxolod da mxolod, saWiro,


drouli sityvis gamonaxvisa da Tqmis unari. leon<br />

fuSesac surs erTi aseTi sityva gamonaxos da<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums miexmaros mRelvarebis daZlevaSi.<br />

TiTqos ukve enazec adgas aseTi sityva, sacaa<br />

ityvis kidec, magram bolo wams, dabneuli,<br />

nirwamxdari amCnevs, misdauneburad, masac rom<br />

gadasdebia <strong>avel</strong>umis mRelvareba. amCnevs, magram<br />

araferi gaegeba am mRelvarebisa, arc misi<br />

gamomwvevi mizezi icis, arc misi saboloo mizani.<br />

ufro sworad (da amis aRiareba uWirs yvelaze<br />

metad), leon fuSes Cveulebrivi, ybadaRebuli<br />

adamianuri SuriT Surs <strong>avel</strong>umisa da,<br />

jerjerobiT ver garkveula bolomde, ra SeiZleba<br />

Surdes imisi - vinc unda, is hyavs colad da iq<br />

hyavs, sadac TviTon aris. misi Svili aSkarad<br />

niWieria (nerviuli da aRgznebuli axla yvela<br />

bavSvia), ukve sam enas flobs. aqedan ori - rusuli<br />

da franguli - mSobliuria, mesame ki -<br />

saerTaSoriso. ZaRlsa da katas dRes yovel meore<br />

ojaxSi SexvdebiT, mas ki gawvrTnili virTxa uzis<br />

Sin, virTxebis fridrixi. Tavad Tavisufali,<br />

didebuli qveynis qveSevrdomia, ubatonod veravin<br />

gascems xmas; aqac ki, sayinuleSi, kargi samsaxuri<br />

aqvs, prestiJuli; mokled, kacia qveyanaze; ase rom,<br />

piriqiT unda iyos TiTqos, <strong>avel</strong>ums unda Surdes<br />

misi da ara mas <strong>avel</strong>umisa, romelsac coli<br />

TbilisSi hyavs, sayvareli parizSi; arc ZaRli<br />

uyvars, arc kata da, rasakvirvelia, arc virTxa.<br />

uyvars ki ara, fexiT gasress, vTqvaT, Cems<br />

fridrixs, Cemi rom ar eridebodes. umuSevaria,<br />

gnebavT, Tavisufali Semoqmedi, mwerali, oRond,<br />

ararsebuli saxelmwifosi; mokled, ramdenic ar


unda weros, mainc veravis gaagebinebs Tavisas, im<br />

ubralo mizezis gamo, aravis rom ar esmis misi<br />

ararsebuli saxelmwifos ena. "daswyevlos" -<br />

icinis gunebaSi naZaladevad, magram datuqsuli,<br />

ugulebelyofili Suris grZnoba erTbaSad<br />

asevdianebs. muclis Rrudan, Tu saidanRac, ufro<br />

qvemodan amoxoxebuli simZime zed sasasTan<br />

eCxireba saylapav milSi. leon fuSes esec ukvirs -<br />

ra momdiso - icinis isev naZaladevad, magram<br />

sevdis muxluxo jiutia, verc yavis ylups Caaqvs,<br />

verc sigaretis bols. "waval, gavigeb, ras Svreba<br />

Cveni TviTmfrinavio" - ambobs bolos da uxalisod<br />

dgeba. sigarets saferfleze agdebs da cnobaTa<br />

biurosken midis. qudi xelSi uWiravs. <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

madlierebiT savse mzeras ayolebs. marTalia,<br />

leon fuSem Tavidanve moxibla Tavisi<br />

ubraloebiTa da uSualobiT- pirvelad rom<br />

estumra, franguli koniakiT, rusuli Wvavis<br />

puriTa da qarTuli ajikiT gaumaspinZlda - magram<br />

axla, am wuTas grZnobs yvelaze mZafrad, Tu<br />

rogoraa davalebuli misgan; axla, am wuTasaa<br />

pirvelad SeZruli misi gulisxmierebiT, misi<br />

sikeTiT. da marTlac, ra sjis leon fuSes, garda<br />

sikeTisa da gulisxmierebisa? ratom unda<br />

daupatiJos parizidan moskovSi viRac qarTvel<br />

meleqses sayvareli?! "vidre aseTi adamianebi<br />

arseboben, qveyana ar daiRupebao" - fiqrobs<br />

aRelvebuli, davalebuli da damokidebuli kacis<br />

paTetikurobiT. "ginda, Sokolads giyidio" -<br />

eubneba uceb kolia-klods, TiTqos ase iolad<br />

gadauxdis Svils mamis vals. kolia-klodi, Tuki<br />

aqamde kovzs awkrialebda cariel finjanSi da


uinteresod aTvalierebda darbazs, axla Tvals<br />

TvalSi uyris <strong>avel</strong>ums, dainteresebuli,<br />

yuradRebad qceuli, TiTqos ver gaigo, ra uTxres,<br />

anda, piriqiT, mSvenivrad gaigo, magram araviTar<br />

SemTxvevaSi ar elodeboda, <strong>avel</strong>umis piridanac<br />

Tu amovidoda amgvari ram. Tumca, vin icis, ra<br />

fiqrebi trialebs rva wlis biWis TavSi,<br />

romelsac masze bevrad ufrosi qali Sehyvarebia<br />

uimedod da romelic, bolos da bolos, pirispir<br />

darCenila metoqesTan, romlisTvisac veraferi<br />

Seugnebinebia swored maTi asakobrivi sxvaobis<br />

gamo. "Sokoladi, icocxle, kargia, magram ar<br />

meWmeva, es dReebi faRaraTi mqondao" - ambobs<br />

bolos da madianad lokavs cariel kovzs. <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

ratomRac usiamod xvdeba TvalSi bavSvis grZeli,<br />

wiTeli ena da kovzis vercxlisferi muceli.<br />

"cigurebze Tu dadixaro" - ekiTxeba axla koliaklodi.<br />

imis xela rom iyo, marTla dadioda<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi cigurebiT, oRond, TviTnakeTi<br />

cigurebiT, magram es rom gaumJRavnos, gaTavda,<br />

verafriT veRar moiSorebs, vidre dawvrilebiT ar<br />

mouyveba yvelafers - rogor amzadebdnen, rogor<br />

imagrebdnen fexze da ase Semdeg - magram axla<br />

namdvilad ar ecigureba, Tavisi gasWirvebia. "aba<br />

ra iciT ufrosebma, riTi erTobiTo" - ar eSveba<br />

kolia-klodi. "me mxolod wera-kiTxva vici da<br />

isic qarTulad, meti veraferi viswavleo" -<br />

pasuxobs <strong>avel</strong>umi savsebiT seriozulad. "Tu<br />

gindaT, gaswavliT. ar mezareba. dedaCemsac me<br />

vaswavle. Tu gindaT hkiTxeT. guSin iseTi<br />

gawuwulebi davbrundiT oriveni, erTmaneTi<br />

gavwureT" - icinis kolia-klodi gulianad. albaT


warmoidgina, rogor dganan isa da dedamisi<br />

saabazanoSi titvlebi, da rogor amSraleben<br />

erTmaneTs sqeli, RunRula pirsaxocebiT. Tan,<br />

drodadro, kovzis vercxlisfer mucels grZelsa<br />

da wiTel enas ausvams xolme. mere eSmakurad<br />

TvalmoWutuli, kovzs wina kbilebze ikakunebs da<br />

ufrosiviT eubneba <strong>avel</strong>ums: wamikiTxeT Tqveni<br />

romelime leqsio. "geridebaT? Tu ar gaxsovT? -<br />

gadadis Setevaze, ukve aRgznebuli, ukve ayolili<br />

moulodnelad dabadebul ganzraxvas - kargi. Tu<br />

ar gindaT, nu ityviT. mainc ver gavigeb. Tqven xom<br />

qarTulad werT mxolod. ai, me ki ar merideba. me<br />

wagikiTxavT Cems leqss. gindaT? romel enaze<br />

gnebavT? gnebavT rusulad, gnebavT frangulad,<br />

gnebavT inglisurad. gnebavT? gainteresebT? Tqven<br />

ggoniaT, marto Tqven werT leqsebs? - icinis<br />

yalbad da maSinve agrZelebs:<br />

rusi deda frang mamikos<br />

inglisurad uwvavs bifSteqss<br />

olala! ol-la-la!


ogoria? mogwonT?". <strong>avel</strong>umi moRuSuli<br />

Sescqeris. ar icis, rogor moiqces, ra uTxras.<br />

gauyadros Tu ar gauyadros Tavi, anu, tolad<br />

CaTvalos Tu bavSvad. TavisTavad cxadia, koliaklodi<br />

"duelSi" iwvevs, raRacas umtkicebs, magram<br />

imdenad gasaidumloebuli aqvs ena, bavSvuri,<br />

ufro zustad ki, asakobrivi grZnobebisa Tu<br />

moTxovnilebebis SesaniRbad, msmenelTaTvis gzakvalis<br />

asarevad, dasabnevad - marTlac didi<br />

windaxeduleba da moTminebaa saWiro, sasacilo,<br />

SenTvis yovlad Seuferebel mdgomareobaSi rom<br />

ar Caigdo Tavi. "maSin, iqneb is mainc miTxraT, vina<br />

var? - ar eSveba kolia-klodi - napoleoni?<br />

aleqsandre? Tu, mxolod da mxolod inglisuri<br />

bifSteqsi, romelsac cimbiruli kata cxvirwin<br />

aaclis frang mamikos da siamovnebisgan<br />

dakuzianebuli, wamsve Sesanslavs. mSiaaau. "Sen,<br />

Cemo Zmao, miniaturuli borodino xar" - uRimis<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi. "ese igi?!" - Tvalebi udiddeba koliaklods.<br />

"ese igi, brZolis veli. ori gansxvavebuli<br />

bunebis, enis, kulturis naZaladevi Serwymis,<br />

gaerTianebis, gaerTnairebis asparezi".<br />

"sainteresoa! - ver malavs gaocebas kolia-klodi,<br />

magram mainc Zveli meTodiT, agdebuli<br />

seriozulobiT agrZelebs brZolas - getyobaT,<br />

rom marTla poeti xarT. Tqveni leqsebis wakiTxva<br />

ar SemiZlia, enis ucodinrobis gamo, magram mjera<br />

Tqveni Sexedulebebidan gamomdinare. ese igi,<br />

fransuaza Tqvengan Svils rom gaaCens, isic<br />

miniaturuli borodino iqneba? ki magram, Tqven<br />

xom rusi ar xarT?" "ar var! - sxartad pasuxobs<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi - da arc fransuazas Svili iqneba


miniaturuli borodino, Tuki, Tavisavad cxadia,<br />

Cemgan eyoleba Svili". "Tqvengan eyoleba. Tqvengan<br />

eyoleba. Tqvengan eyoleba". - yviris kolia-klodi<br />

da Tan kovzs akakunebs yavis cariel finjanze.<br />

mezobeli magididan gaocebulni ixedebian.<br />

saerTo zuzunSi, drogamoSvebiT, adgilobrivi<br />

diqtoris moTenTili, damamadlebeli xma<br />

SemoiWreba xolme. "ki magram, Sen ra icio" - ukve<br />

brazianad uRimis <strong>avel</strong>umi. "vici, zinam miTxra<br />

(zina deidamisia). zina Sinaberaa da yvelaferi<br />

icis. iciT, kidev ra miTxra?! mamakacTan arasodes<br />

vyofilvar, magram Cemze ukeT veravin aRwers am<br />

sazizRar gancdaso. verc poetio. isic miTxra,<br />

aravis uTxrao, magram TqvenTan yvelafris Tqma<br />

SeiZleba. Tqven sxva xarT. Tqven isic iciT, me rom<br />

mejavrebiT, magram mainc Sokolads mTavazobT.<br />

mainc melaqucebiT. aba ra iqneba fransuazas<br />

Svili" - ubrundeba mTavar sakiTxs. "ra iqneba da...<br />

- gangeb ayovnebs <strong>avel</strong>umi, nirwamxdari,<br />

gulmokluli, Sewuxebuli, Seyvarebuli bavSvis<br />

daundobeli gulaxdilobiT - ra iqneba da,<br />

Ratakis ZRveni, mdidrisTvis mirTmeuli. ara, ar<br />

varga. ra iqneba da, briyvis gadagdebuli da<br />

Wkvianis aRebuli cercvis marcvali".<br />

TviTmfrinavi droze modiso - ambobs leon fuSe<br />

da Tavis skamze jdeba. saferfleSi jer kidev<br />

bolavs misi datovebuli sigareti. <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

erTxel kidev emadliereba gunebaSi leon fuSes -<br />

namdvilad rom bedze mouswro, Torem misi<br />

vaJiSvili mTel aeroports Seuyrida,<br />

gamoaWenebda saqveynod da bavSvuri simkacriTa da<br />

sisastikiT mouTavebda xels Tavis metoqes. roca


adgilobrivi diqtori TviTmfrinavis mSvidobian<br />

dafrenas iuwyeba, <strong>avel</strong>umi ukve darbazis meore<br />

boloSi scems bolTas. leon fuSe Soridan uqnevs<br />

xels da uRimis. cota xanSi pirveli mgzavrebic<br />

gamoCndebian - saqmianni, kmayofilni da odnav<br />

nirSecvlilni caSi gadatanili faruli<br />

mRelvarebiT. <strong>avel</strong>umi SuSis kedelTan midis da<br />

fardebs Soris darCenil sicarieleSi ixedeba.<br />

fransuaza sakontrolo magidasTan dgas da<br />

raRacas uxsnis sabaJos moxeles. zustad iseTia,<br />

rogoric <strong>avel</strong>ums axsovda. srulebiT ar<br />

Secvlila. Tumca weliwadi da rva Tvea gasuli<br />

maTi bolo ganSorebidan. sxvaTaSoris, igive<br />

qurqi acvia da igive yurebiani qudi axuravs<br />

(sagangebod SeZenili aq Camosasvlelad) da<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums, ratomRac, guli sibraluliT ewureba.<br />

Tumca, Sesabrali maSin iqneboda fransuaza,<br />

uqurqod da uqudod Tu Camovidoda am sayinuleSi.<br />

grZnobs, rogor amosdgomia zurgs ukan leon<br />

fuSe, magram axla TanagrZnobiT rom Camoados iman<br />

mxarze xeli, anda rame uTxras, SeiZleba, marTla<br />

veRar Seikavos fransuazas sibraluliT aRZruli<br />

cremli. daZabuli, saxegavarvarebuli dgas SuSis<br />

kedlis win da, amjerad, sakuTar gamosaxulebas<br />

xedavs mxolod, uSnod gaberils, gasiebuls,<br />

albaT yelSi magrad waWerili halstuxis gamo.<br />

faca-fuciT ixsnis halstuxs da paltos jibeSi<br />

itenis. kiserSi leon fuSes Tbili,<br />

yavissurnelovani da Rimilgamoyolili<br />

amonasunTqi uRitinebs. magram, TiTqmis maSinve,<br />

ukve manqanaSi zis, fransuazas susti, drekadi<br />

TiTebi muWSi moumwyvdevia da ukidegano imperiis


jibriT, imis gulis gasaxeTqad, mTeli ZaliT<br />

wuravs, rogorc nacarqeqia - yvelis naWers.<br />

fransuaza ki iRimeba da leon fuSes elaparakeba.<br />

parizis ambebs uyveba. saerTod, marto isa da leon<br />

fuSe saubroben manqanaSi. kolia-klodi viTom<br />

Tvlems fransuazas meore mxarze TavCamodebuli.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums ki xuTi erTmaneTze susti da patara<br />

cxoveli moumwyvdevia muWSi da Tavi qveynis<br />

patroni hgonia. kolia-klods saxlTan Camosvamen<br />

gzad. rac ar unda iyos, mainc bavSvia, Zilis dro<br />

aqvs ukve. baibai, kolia. Zilinebisa, klod. es<br />

moulodneli, gauTvaliswinebeli ganSoreba<br />

fransuazasTan, kolia-klods uaresad<br />

gaaRizianebs da manqanidan gamosamSvidobeblad<br />

gadmosul <strong>avel</strong>ums ukmexad Seaqcevs zurgs. leon<br />

fuSe mis magivrad moibodiSebs - nerviuli<br />

bavSviao - da daZabulobis gansamuxtavad, manqanis<br />

kapots axdis, motors Caxedavs. fransuaza koliaklods<br />

wayveba, gaacilebs, raTa gzadagza<br />

daamSvidos, mieferos, raRacas dapirdes. aseTia<br />

evropuli eTika. <strong>avel</strong>ums ar esiamovneba es ambavi -<br />

jer ar Camosula da ukve marto tovebs, Tundac<br />

aTi wuTiT, Tundac bavSvis gulisTvis. Tumca,<br />

fransuazas saqcieli misTvisac yovelmxriv<br />

bunebrivi da gamarTlebulia. SeiZleba, amitomac<br />

brazdeba. misi gulisaTvis fransuazam swored<br />

arabunebrivi, gaumarTlebeli nabiji unda<br />

gadadgas. magram <strong>avel</strong>ums marTla fransuazas<br />

saqcieli ki ar swyins, kolia-klodze eWvianobs.<br />

ai, ukve liftSi arian. kolia-klodi orive xeliT<br />

welze Semoxvevia fransuazas da ahyurebs qvemodan<br />

zemoT, rogorc... rogorc moskovel poets misi


xmawasuli meuRle. fransuaza Tavze xels usvams<br />

da pirobas aZlevs, male gnaxavo. ai, ukve avidnen<br />

meSvideze. kolia-klodi TiTis wverebze iweva da<br />

zars rekavs. Tavs awonebs fransuazas, viTom, arc<br />

iseTi patara var, Sen rom ggoniao. fransuaza<br />

sakocnelad ixreba da kolia-klodi axla kiserze<br />

exveva fransuazas. fansuazas CamoSlili Tma<br />

loyaze uRitinebs da isic ufro Jinianad, ufro<br />

aRgznebuli kocnis fransuazas, sadac miwvdeba -<br />

Sublze, loyaze, tuCebSi, mkerdze, mucelze... ki<br />

magram, fransuazas xom qudi axuravs?! Tma rogor<br />

CamoeSleboda?! quds liftSi moixdida. liftSi<br />

cxela. manqanis kari Riaa da tyavis savarZeli<br />

yinulis lodadaa qceuli. magram <strong>avel</strong>umi mainc ar<br />

apirebs karis daxurvas, TiTqos ase ufro male<br />

dabrundeba fransuaza. leon fuSe isev motors<br />

ukirkitebs. manqanas biWebi Cauvlian. mxrebze<br />

daudevrad gadaukidiaT danebiviT basri cigurebi.<br />

cigurebs Tasmebze Tovli mihyinvia. xmamaRla<br />

saubroben TavianT samyaroSi, magram mainc ar<br />

gamoeparebaT ucxouri markis manqana. mcodnes<br />

TvaliT SeaTvaliereben. Tan misaubroben.<br />

wvrilad Tovs. quCis piras mixvetil Tovlis<br />

borcvebs axali Tovli emateba da naTuris<br />

gabacebul Suqze cximiviT bzinavs. qalaqi<br />

ukacursa hgavs, albaT im bneli siCumis gamo,<br />

Tovas rom axlavs Tan. <strong>avel</strong>ums sciva, tusaRiviT,<br />

uimedod, usaSvelod. ganZrevisac eSinia, raTa<br />

jiutad moxril saxsrebSi momwyvdeuli siTboc<br />

ar daafrTxos. erT xelSi sigareti uWiravs,<br />

meoreTi jibeSive anTebs asanTs da, oinbaziviT,<br />

jibidan anTebuli Reri amoaqvs.


gamarjoba <strong>avel</strong>umo! ai ukve mexuTe dRea parizSi<br />

var da jer kidev ver movsulvar Wkuaze. me mgoni,<br />

cota SeviSale. arc iqneba gasakviri. RmerTo, rom<br />

icode, rogori madlobeli var Seni! samoTxeSi<br />

viyavi, albaT amas hqvia bedniereba. dilaobiT,<br />

mxarze pirsaxocgadagdebulni, cal fexze<br />

xtodnen, yanCebiviT, abazanisa Tu sapirfareSos<br />

rigis molodinSi - xan vin SeaswrebdaT da xan vin,<br />

aqaurobis ukeT mcodne, maTze gamocdili.<br />

samoTxisa ra mogaxsenoT, ar vici, ar vyofilvar,<br />

magram krivoarbatis SesaxvevSi gatarebuli<br />

zamTari namdvilad didi gamocda iyo maTi<br />

siyvarulisa. gadawyvetiT, SeiZleba, arc am<br />

Sexvedras gadauwyvetia rame, magram cxovrebis<br />

wesi, ufro sworad ki, SeyvarebulTa maradiuli,<br />

klasikuri ganrigi maTac rom daudgina, erTxel<br />

da samudamod, aSkaraa. amis mere, marTlac,<br />

Cveulebriv movlenad, gnebavT, aucileblobad<br />

iqca, sulier moTxovnilebaSic ki gadaizarda<br />

(rac <strong>avel</strong>umis SemoqmedebaSic aisaxa)<br />

ganuwyveteli molodini, SemTxveviTi, droebiTi<br />

Sexvedrebi, mZime, xSirad isteriamde misuli<br />

ganSorebebi da kvlav molodini, molodini,<br />

molodini. fransuaza, rogorc TviTonve ambobs,<br />

Wkuidan aris gadamcdari. yovel SemTxvevaSi, jer<br />

ver damSvidebula, ver dabrunebia sinamdviles.<br />

axloblebi, megobrebi waramara urekaven,<br />

exvewebian, dagvenaxe, mogviyevi, ra iyo, rogor<br />

iyoo (patara ambavia?! "imqveynidanaa"<br />

dabrunebuli), magram imas aravis naxva ar unda,<br />

jer kidev iq aris, sabWoeTSi, qalbaton Talias<br />

aSmorebul oTaxSi, momJavo-motkbo haers


sunTqavs, slavas narwyevs wmends bnel derefanSi,<br />

anda televizorzea dapatiJebuli mezobelTan,<br />

gazeTs axocavs damarilebuli qaSayiT gawebil<br />

TiTebs. tomatis qilidan xvreps Camosasxmel<br />

luds (naxevari zed ewuweba) da aRfrTovanebuli,<br />

gaognebuli usmens maspinZlis "brZnul" saubars -<br />

marTlac ra aris Cveni cxovreba, qalbatono, hm, hm,<br />

qaliSvilo, ase vTqvaT, madmazel, nagavi da<br />

ganavali, magram nagavica da ganavalic unda<br />

davicvaT, raki Cvenia - <strong>avel</strong>umi ki isev<br />

moulodneli Sexvedris, wamieri Svebis, droebiTi<br />

gadarCenis ganuwyveteli, gaunelebeli<br />

molodiniT cxovrobs. haerSi gazafxulis suni<br />

trialebs. buneba diadi cvlilebebisTvis<br />

emzadeba. xalxic momavalsaa miCerebuli. mxolod<br />

momavlis imedzeRaa darCenili. warsulica da<br />

awmyoc JamTasvlis mZime xeliTaa gadaxazuli.<br />

aravis axsovs, ra iyo guSin. ufro sworad,<br />

gaxsenebac ar undaT guSindeli dRisa da,<br />

amitomac, gaurkvevlobisa da molodinis<br />

sasiamovnod mtanjveli grZnobiT arian mxolod<br />

Sepyrobilni. esRa darCeniaT, esRa SeuZliaT amao<br />

brZoliT, fuWi SromiTa da umizno SfoTviT<br />

dasaWurisebulebs. esec unda scadon, raki sxva<br />

yvelaferi scades da... damarcxdnen. ras vizamT, es<br />

yofila maTi xvedri, oRond, sxvebisagan<br />

gansxvavebiT, <strong>avel</strong>ums uaRresad konkretuli,<br />

aSkarad gamokveTili molodini aqvs - satrfos<br />

werils elodeba sazRvargareTidan, romelic<br />

saerTaSoriso fostas ki ar moaqvs, TavisiT<br />

mofrinavs TiTqos, <strong>avel</strong>umis gmiriviT, xelovnuri<br />

frTebi gamoubams, oRond labirinTidan Tavis


dasaRwevad ki ara, labirinTSi rogorme<br />

SesaRwevad. mofrinavs ideologiis susxian qarSi<br />

gabasrebuli, gauxeSebuli; saxelmwifoTa gamyof<br />

mavTulxlarTebze dafleTili, radiaciuli<br />

wvimiT gaJRenTili da, amave dros, CitiviT susti,<br />

gawbilebuli bavSvis RimiliviT mowyenili,<br />

cremliT mdidari da kiduriviT mgrZnobiare.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi, dRe da Rame, imis gamoCenas elodeba da<br />

avi winaTgrZnobiT SeZruli, RmerTma icis, raRas<br />

ar warmoidgens xolme: is werili, misi gmiriviT<br />

frTebgamobmuli, TiTqos ukve moRweuli,<br />

sazRvars gadmomcdari, xan viTom belorusiis<br />

WaobebSi iZireba, xan ukidegano rusul tramalze<br />

Rafavs viTom suls, sibneleSi xmis CamxSob anZas<br />

wamodebuli; xan ki viRacis (indigos, ianis... visic<br />

gnebavT) mouTmenlobisagan,<br />

cnobismoyvareobisagan abrWyvialebuli saTvalis<br />

qveS garindula TiTqos, rogorc katastrofaSi<br />

moyolili mgzavri - saoperacio magidaze, da<br />

TviTonac ar icis, ras amoaWrian narkoziT<br />

gabruebuls. rac yvelaze ucnauria, aqedan<br />

gaqcevas ki ar cdilobs <strong>avel</strong>umi, Tundac Tavis<br />

fiqrebSi, rogorc albaT nebismieri sabWoeli<br />

moiqceoda, aramed fransuazas dabrunebaze<br />

ocnebobs, fransuazas Camoyvana unda sabWoeTSi,<br />

anu, misi gadarCena, radgan vercki warmoudgenia,<br />

sxvaganac Tu SeuZliaT erTad yofna mas da<br />

fransuazas, rac TavisTavad ukve didi ubedurebaa<br />

da misi gonebrivi, sulieri Tu zneobrivi<br />

degradaciis dadasturebaa mxolod. marTlac,<br />

kaci, bolos da bolos, mokvde, ese igi,<br />

ganTavisuflde, gaaRwio aqedan da isev ukan, isev


am aSmorebul dilegSi dagipiron dabruneba,<br />

rasakvirvelia, arc sikeTed CaeTvleba vinmes, arc<br />

keTilSobilebad, radgan es mkvdreTiT aRmdgari<br />

kacis cocxlad damarxva ufro iqneba, vidre...<br />

vidre sikvdilisgan gadarCena imave kacisa. ufro<br />

metic, krivoarbatis SesaxvevSi mdgari patara<br />

saxli <strong>avel</strong>ums ukve mSobliuriviT uyvars da<br />

xandaxan eWvic epareba, marTla Tu cxovrobda iq<br />

fransuazasTan erTad, Tundac drois garkveul<br />

monakveTSi, vidre fransuaza iZulebuli<br />

Seiqmneboda Sin dabrunebuliyo, parizSi,<br />

mSoblebTan, debTan, nacnob-megobrebTan... im<br />

saxlis sipirquSisa da siyruis warmodgenaze<br />

axlac sevdanarevi sixaruliTa da siamayiT evseba<br />

xolme guli da, mogonebebSi gadavardnili,<br />

TvaldaxuWuli uRimis sarkmlis gabzarul minasa<br />

Tu zezeurad Camompal, CabinZurebul kibes,<br />

romelzedac saxlis binadrebi adi-Camodian, an<br />

avadmyofi dedis dasapureblad miiCqarian, an<br />

avadmyofi dedis sacemrad; an samsaxurSi, an<br />

samsaxuridan; an nagavs ezidebian TavianTi<br />

soroebidan, an pursa da kartofils - TavianT<br />

soroebSi. gabzaruli mina ki ganuwyvetliv<br />

zrialebs quCaSi Cavlili manqanebis xmaze, magram<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis gonebaSi, minas is ufro azrialebs,<br />

rasac uquTuTo, marad Ria TvaliviT Sescqeris<br />

gaCenis dRidan, CarCoSi (sakanSi) Camwyvdeuli.<br />

minis ganuwyveteli zriali CarCodan (saknidan)<br />

Tavis daRwevis survilis, Jinis, moTxovnilebis<br />

gamoxatulebaa. imasac ki, usulo, ugrZnobel<br />

sagansac, uWirs CarCoSi (sakanSi) cxovreba da<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisagan gansxvavebiT, aqedan gafrena surs


mxolod. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki uazro nebayoflobiT zis<br />

kedlebdawylulebul satusaRoSi, radgan<br />

mxolod aq SeuZlia fransuazasTan yofna. amdenad,<br />

mxolod aq SeuZlia saerTod cxovrebac. maTTvis<br />

arc arsebobs ukeTesi adgili - gulubryvilo<br />

wiwilebiviT, daucxromeli xalisiTac adi-Cadian<br />

daxavsebul, fuZemoryeul kibeze, kbilebiviT rom<br />

Cascvenia rikulebi da dalaquli, dawiluli<br />

naTuris mbJutav Suqze, garinduli urCxulis<br />

dakbilul zurgsac hgavs uceb. Tumca, saerTod,<br />

Zneli saTqmelia, ras hgavs, ra aris sinamdvileSi -<br />

Cveulebrivi rigi safexurebisa, yoveldRiur<br />

cxovrebasTan damakavSirebeli saSualeba Tu<br />

raRacis, bevrad ufro mniSvnelovanis simbolo,<br />

mimaniSnebeli, gamaxsenebeli maradiulisa,<br />

diadisa, miuRwevelisa, rac Tavis mxriv, fiqris<br />

unars uCens adamians, maRla axedvas aswavlis, anu<br />

aiZulebs ukeTesi gaxdes, vidre aris da sakuTar<br />

simdableze mainc amaRldes. isinic, yovel Rame,<br />

erTmaneTs Caxutebulni, erTarsebad qceulni<br />

maTTvis ucxo garemoSi, maT gaCenamde da sruliad<br />

sxvaTa (SeiZleba, daxvretil TeTrgvardielTa)<br />

saqorwilo sareclisTvis Sekeril TeTreulSi<br />

Cakargulni, gaubedavad (mezoblebs rom ar<br />

daufrTxon Zili), magram jiutad miuyvebian im<br />

kibis uxilav nawils, romelic saxlis kedlebs<br />

scdeba da usazRvro sivrces erwymis, oRond<br />

Tbilisisken anda parizisken ki ara, cisken,<br />

varskvlavebisken, maradisobisken miemarTeba,<br />

maRla da maRla. magram cxovrebac (igive gveli)<br />

fxizladaa, veravis Seeleva ase iolad, bebris<br />

sawolis gafaCunebac ar gamoepareba mis smenas da


didxans aravis gaaCerebs iq, sadac misi adgili ar<br />

aris. ver vitan parizs. sarkmelSi gaxedvac ar<br />

minda. netavi damaZina da didxans, didxans,<br />

didxans, meZinos. Tundac meored mosvlamde.<br />

saCuqrebisTvis yvelasgan didi madloba. aq ukve<br />

yvelas uyvarxar (rasakvirvelia, saCuqrebisTvis<br />

ara). didi warmateba aqvs Sens fotos. zogs<br />

hamurabi hgonia, zogs egviptis romeliRac<br />

faraoni, zogs ki indieli beladi. rac mTavaria,<br />

gulgrili aravin darCenila. ase rom, Tamamad<br />

SegiZlia Camoxvide. agaSena RmerTma! <strong>avel</strong>umsac eg<br />

aferxebda mxolod. rogor imgzavre? me jer kidev<br />

SenTan var. marTali xar, bednierebaa Sen rom<br />

miyvarxar, Tumca, cota xnis Semdeg albaT<br />

sxvanairad vifiqreb. vybedob, vybedob, nu momaqcev<br />

yuradRebas. raki Tavis droze ver gamovagzavne es<br />

werili, barem dabadebis dResac mogilocav. nu<br />

vityviT, ramdenis gaxdi, ra mniSvneloba aqvs?!<br />

arada, ocdaCvidmetisaa mxolod. jer ganusjelad<br />

xarjavs, risi daxarjvac SeiZleba, anu,<br />

siamovnebiT Tesavs sinanulis, simwris purs,<br />

romelic tanjviT unda moimkas. Tu SeiZleba,<br />

bevrs nu dalev. janmrTeloba janmrTelobad da<br />

axal saaTsac daamtvrev, Tvalsa da xels Sua<br />

gagepareba dro. marTals ambobs. <strong>avel</strong>umma<br />

simTvraleSi, raRacaze gulmosulma, saaTi<br />

iatakze daanarcxa da ise daaqucmaca, mTlianad<br />

veRar mouyara nawilebs Tavi, gegonebodaT, zogi<br />

nawili Tavidanve akldao, kvalsac ver miagnes,<br />

Tumca oTxze damdgrebma, bevri ixoxiales<br />

iatakze. meore dRes axali iyides, iqve, arbatze,<br />

magram, rac mTavaria, <strong>avel</strong>umma veRar gaixsena,


aze gabrazda: TavisTavad cxadia, kiTxvac<br />

moerida - gindac SeyvarebulisTvis gikiTxavs,<br />

guSin raze geCxubeo da gindac Sua kartis TamaSSi<br />

koziri migicia mowinaaRmdegisTvis. garda amisa,<br />

sxva rom araferi vTqvaT, Cveulebrivi umsgavsobaa<br />

nebismieri saaTis damtvreva imis gamo, rac Tavad<br />

ar gexsomeba meore dRes. magram me Tu mkiTxavT,<br />

siyvaruli swored uazro mrisxanebisa da<br />

gadamrCeneli gulmaviwyobis ganuwyveteli<br />

monacvleobaa mxolod. werili ki igvianebs,<br />

igvianebs, igvianebs da Senc isRa dagrCenia,<br />

marTla daijero, Rrublad rom iqca isic, axali<br />

feriviT miemata laJvards... qalaqi Wadris<br />

mfrinavi TesliTaa savse. gafuyuli, gaburZgnuli<br />

fTilebiT Tmagadapentili, ucxosaviT<br />

daxetialob mSobliur qalaqSi. qalaqis mZime<br />

Crdili mxarze gadevs uCinari msajulis xeliviT.<br />

wvimis laqebi kedlebze urCxulebiviT<br />

garindulan. mdinaresaviT adidebuli vneba<br />

sxeuls walekviT emuqreba. saerTod, warRvnis<br />

wina dRea TiTqos. xeze kodala akakunebs.<br />

kidobanSi Tagvi fxakunobs. gansacdeliT, eldiT,<br />

gaurkvevlobiTaa haeri damuxtuli. gadarCenilic<br />

Svelas iTxovs, gadasarCenze rom araferi vTqvaT.<br />

nawili nawils daeZebs brmad, alalbedze. yvelas,<br />

yvelafers eSinia simartovisa, marto darCenisa da<br />

mainc yvelas imedi aqvs, yvelas erTnairad sjera,<br />

Tu vinme gadarCeba saerTod, TviTon gadarCeba<br />

aucileblad. erTi wamiT yvelas aviwydeba Tavisi<br />

ubedureba, sadardeli, satkivari, manki - uZlurs<br />

uZluroba, mxdals simxdale, borots boroteba<br />

da yvelani, kacic da mxecic, frinvelica da


qvewarmavalic, erTxel kidev, erTnairi sixarbiT,<br />

erTnairi mouTmenlobiT ewafeba bunebis ZuZus,<br />

romelic erTxel kidev ivseba Sens Tvalwin<br />

bavSvobis rZiT, yrmobis TafliT, siWabukis<br />

RviniTa da siberis SxamiT. Sen ki dadixar,<br />

daexetebi mSobliur qalaqSi, rogorc minosis<br />

labirinTSi, da siyvarulis droSiT sikvdilsicocxlis<br />

mijnis gadamlaxavs, pirvelad axla<br />

gwydeba guli yvelaferze, riTac aqamde<br />

cxovrobdi, magram adamianuri sibecis,<br />

uyuradRebobis gamo, ver amCnevdi... dadis,<br />

daborialobs aSmorebul talanebSi, damyayebul<br />

wumpeebSi. gaoflil saxeze mumli miglesvia,<br />

ablabudis nafleTebi ahkvria. gamwarebulia<br />

sulis mouSuSebeli WrilobiT, dauZlurebulia<br />

adamianis gesliT, sibneliT, gulgrilobiT... da,<br />

Tumca jiutad dums, mainc ukvirs, aravis rom ar<br />

esmis misi, aravin rom ar gamodis aivanze, aravin<br />

rom ar kiTxulobs - vin aris, ra emRerebao. adre<br />

moxetiale momRerlebs xurda fuls mainc<br />

uyridnen aivnidan. axla verc ki amCneven.<br />

erTnairadaa amoRamebuli saxlis sarkmelica da<br />

saxlis binadris gulic. Tumca ara, rogor Tu ver<br />

amCneven! Casafrebulni yofilan fardebs ukan,<br />

Sardis suniT aqoTebul sadarbazoebSic, da<br />

erTbaSad gamocvivdebian samalavebidan, xelebs<br />

zurgsukan gadautrialeben moxetiale momRerals<br />

da ZaliT gaaTreven qalaqis mTavar moedanze,<br />

romelic, sxvaTa Soris, iseve icvlis saxelebs,<br />

rogorc zogierTi qali, vTqvaT, xelTaTmanebs.<br />

visac ra uSovnia, imiT scems - zogi qamriT, zogi<br />

ketiT, zogi Tokisa Tu jaWvis naglejiT. is ki


aqeT-iqiT awydeba, saxedasisxlianebuli, zurgze<br />

kandamskdari, sacaa gonebas dakargavs, guli<br />

SeuRondeba, Tu ar daixCro iqamde, magram bedad,<br />

gacofebul, gapirutyvebul brbos iani gamoeyofa<br />

da SesZaxebs - gaCerdiT, ukeTes gasarTobs<br />

gamogiCenT axlaveo - Tan mucelze gamoberil<br />

perangs iCeCavs Sarvlidan da bertyavs. modis da<br />

modis molurjo-monacrisfro niaRvari<br />

moparuli, gadamaluli, miTvisebuli werilebisa,<br />

zvinad dgeba moedanze, rogorc TavTavi - kaloze.<br />

galewvaRa aklia, kevris gadatareba. ahaT, naxeT,<br />

ra sisuleleebs swerdnen erTmaneTs esa da misi<br />

Seyvarebulio - iyvirebs iani da xalxic yiJiniT<br />

mieseva werilebis zvins, gasalewad, kevris<br />

gadasatareblad. facifuciT xsnian, xeven, vin icis<br />

meramdened dawebebul konvertebs. xelidan<br />

glejen, xelSi afxrewen erTmaneTs, vin icis, ra<br />

sasoebiT, ra grZnobebiT dakecilsa da<br />

dabinavebul furclebs da naglejebs xmamaRla,<br />

sicil-xarxariT kiTxuloben, rasakvirvelia,<br />

uxamsi, uwmawuri komentarebis TanxlebiT. diaxac,<br />

magisTanebma mospes qveyana. magisnairebma. aqaoda,<br />

leqsis wera gvexerxebao, yvelafris uflebas<br />

aZleven Tavs. parizel kaxpebze amosdiT mze da<br />

mTvare. afsus, qarTvelo qalo! ara, ara, erTi<br />

aqeTac mousmineT. miyvarxar. ar damiviwyo. gkocni.<br />

sad kocni, genacvale? iqneb dagvizustoT.<br />

gazafxuli ki mSieri mgeliviT dasdevs mokvdavs<br />

fexdafex, cxovrebisgan isedac gamwarebuls,<br />

daRlils, gabezrebuls aTasi seniTa da<br />

gansacdeliT. aiZulebs erTxel kidev aCqardes,<br />

erTxel kidev gainZres, midges-modges, scados,


gabedos, gaaRwios, gadarCes. SfoTavs dedamiwac -<br />

yvelaze diadi codvili - yvela codvilis deda.<br />

ufro metic - sakuTari qmris gamCeni da sakuTari<br />

Svilis coli. isev mosaloginebelia. erTxel<br />

kidev unda gaaCinos axali sicocxle, Zvelis<br />

memkvidre da memkvidris Camsaxavi. sxvanairad ar<br />

SeuZlia, esaa misi erTaderTi movaleoba, amiT<br />

adasturebs mxolod Tavis maradiul dedobasac<br />

da colobasac. sarkmlis minaze ki gamdnari oqros<br />

wveTiviT mococavs yvavilis wveniT mTvrali<br />

futkari. futkarSi RmerTis gamzrdeli Zalaa<br />

Cabudebuli. Tavad RmerTi ki, ugulebelyofili<br />

da daviwyebuli, usaxo brboSi Camdgara, rogorc<br />

sardafSi - sanTeli, magram sardafidan ukve didi<br />

xnis win gautaniaT, Tuki rame iyo gasatani,<br />

gasanaTebeli, misakvlevi. xolo <strong>avel</strong>umis wignSi,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisgan gansxvavebiT, gmiri ukve gafrenaze<br />

fiqrobs, ukve xelovnur frTebs akowiwebs<br />

gamalebuli - fiqris sinamdvileSi anxorcielebs<br />

imas, risi warmodgenac SeuZlebelia arsebul<br />

sinamdvileSi. male misi nafiqrali mTel<br />

kunZulze vrceldeba Savi WiriviT. maradiuli<br />

SiSisa da monobisgan dabeCavebuli xalxis<br />

sizmrebi axali, ucnauri, aSkarad saxifaTo<br />

CvenebebiT ivseba. am Cvenebebs uaxloesi<br />

adamianebic ki umalaven erTmaneTs, radgan yvela<br />

darwmunebulia, marto TviTonaa am dReSi, marto<br />

mas Sehyria es axali Wiri. da ai, erT mSvenier dRes,<br />

adamianis bneli wiaRidan adamianisave Tesls<br />

saaSkaraoze gamoaqvs misi diadi saidumlo:<br />

oTxmocdaaTqalaqiani kunZulis erT Cveulebriv<br />

ojaxSi frTiani bavSvi ibadeba. wlobiT nafiqri


da naocnebari Teslis Tvisebad qceula, rac,<br />

TavisTavad cxadia, srulebiTac ar esiamovneba<br />

kretasnair saxelmwifos. SeSinebuli mSoblebi,<br />

rasakvirvelia, saswrafod aWrian Cvils vazis<br />

foTlis xela, vazis foToliviT daWmuWnul<br />

frTebs, magram frTebis gadanaWrebidan or<br />

nakadad amoxeTqilma sisxlma lamis walekos<br />

iqauroba (sxvaTa Soris, am epizodma imdenad didi<br />

STabeWdileba moaxdina fransuazaze, TviTonac<br />

frTiani bavSvi gaaCina sizmarSi. xolo cenzuram<br />

ormocdaTeqvsmeti wlis tragediis mxatvrul<br />

interpretaciad CauTvala es adgili <strong>avel</strong>ums da<br />

arc mTlad usafuZvlod). frTiani bavSvis gaCenis<br />

Semdeg, rasakvirvelia, qalaqSi sagangebo wesebi<br />

cxaddeba. gzebi iketeba. ukve mologinebulsa Tu<br />

jer kidev mosaloginebel qalebs erTad uyrian<br />

Tavs. dilidan saRamomde iCxrikeba saxlebi da<br />

ezoebi, sxvenebi da sardafebi, boslebi da<br />

gomurebi, sadac ki SesaZlebelia adamianis<br />

damalva, da Tuki sadme Cvils anda fexmZime qals<br />

aRmoaCenen, mTel ojaxs xocaven dedawulianad.<br />

gvamebs ki "minosis TeatrSi" agzavnian. rac Seexeba<br />

minosis Teatrs, Cveulebrivi Teatria isic,<br />

gasarTobi, saseiro, oRond, msaxiobebis<br />

movaleobas iq sagangebod dageSili Rorebi<br />

asruleben. Tanac bevri araferi evalebaT:<br />

"scenaze" sxvadasxva adgilas winaswar Camarxuli<br />

gvamis nawilebi unda amoCiCqnon dingebiT. Rorebs,<br />

ra Tqma unda, araferi rCebaT miukvleveli, Tumca<br />

Tavidan arc "msaxiobebma" da arc mayureblebma ar<br />

ician, sad ra aris Camarxuli, ra TanmimdevrobiT<br />

amoiyreba miwidan adamianis sxeulis nawilebi.


aris erTi bWoba da kamaTi, ideba sanaZleoebi,<br />

vidre minosi da misi amala savarZlebSi<br />

mokalaTdebodes da Teatrisa da Rorebis<br />

sadgomis gamyofi kedeli gruxun-RrWialiT<br />

wavidodes maRla. sadgomis aSmorebuli<br />

wyvdiadidan TvalebCasisxlianebuli,<br />

jagaraSlili, SimSilisgan aWyvirebuli Rorebi<br />

gamodian scenaze da jer erTmaneTs kbenen, anda<br />

Teatris msaxurebs etanebian sakbenad, rac<br />

aranakleb amxiarulebs mayurebels, romelic<br />

taSiTa da stveniT egebeba Rorebis gamoCenas.<br />

xolo roca Roris dingiT amotrialebul miwas<br />

adamianis sxeulis romelime nawilic amohyveba<br />

xolme, iarusebi yuriswamRebad Rrialeben,<br />

iginebian, arwyeven da isev Rrialeben, isev<br />

iginebian da isev arwyeven, vidre SimSilisgan<br />

gagiJebuli Rorebi erTmaneTs piridan glejen<br />

adamianis Tav-fexsa Tu gul-RviZls. magram es<br />

TavisTavad uzneo da amazrzeni sanaxaoba, kidev<br />

ufro uzneo da amazrzeni xdeba ukve sizmrad<br />

gardaqmnili. Zilic wamebad gadaqcevia xalxs.<br />

gminviTa da oxvriT Tendeba usaSvelod gawelili<br />

Rameebi. sizmridan, vin icis, meramdenad<br />

gamoqceulni, Zlivs iTqvamen suls, sakuTari<br />

gulebis gamalebul feTqvas miyuradebulni.<br />

magram ramdenjerac ar unda moicvalon sawolSi<br />

gverdi, rogorc ar unda gauZaliandnen,<br />

sanaxevrod mainc iq arian, sizmarSi, da sisxliT<br />

gazinTuli kalaTidan xan viRacis xeli<br />

waetanebaT moulodnelad, xan viRacis gayinuli<br />

Tvali moaSterdebaT jiutad. SiSisagan wamxdari<br />

kacebi uars amboben Svilebze. aTasnair<br />

sisaZagles, mruSobasa da Ralats swameben


fexmZime colebs, raTa rogorme aicilon Tavidan<br />

frTosani adamianis mamoba da, aqedan gamomdinare,<br />

am saqmeSi TanamonawileobisaTvis dadgenili<br />

sasjelic. magram gaCenamde SeZulebuli Svilebi,<br />

cxadia, mainc ibadebian da ibadebian pirvel rigSi<br />

mSoblebis risxvad, mSoblebis msajulebad,<br />

gulRrZo SurismaZieblebad am windauxedavi,<br />

briyvuli nabijisaTvis. xolo SemaZrwunebeli,<br />

gamryvneli, damaglaxakavebeli SiSiTa da<br />

molodiniT gulgayinuli mSoblebi daudevrad,<br />

tlanqad atrialeben xelSi jer kidev saSos<br />

dorbliT moTxvril arsebebs, romlebmac unda<br />

gadawyviton maTi yofna-aryofnis sakiTxi - Tuki<br />

Cvils safrTe kvirtebi, an raime saeWvo meWeWi da<br />

xali etyoba zurgze, gaTavebulia maTi ambavi,<br />

veraferi veRar uSveliT. amitomac matulobs<br />

dRiTi-dRe mkvlelobis, TviTmkvlelobisa da, rac<br />

kidev ufro samwuxaroa, ZaliT dayvervis<br />

SemTxvevebi. gamwarebuli, gamxecebuli coli<br />

mZinare qmars sawolze abams da miuxedavad<br />

Tavganwiruli winaaRmdegobisa, xvewna-mudarisa,<br />

basri daniT - romelsac didxans lesavda qmris<br />

zurgs ukan - ganzraxuliT aRgznebuli da<br />

gakerpebuli, Tvalis daxamxamebaSi aclis<br />

saTesle jirkvlebs. mokled, xalxs cxovrebisa<br />

eSinia, sicocxle ejavreba. dRes generaluri<br />

gaficvaa da, madloba RmerTs, cota dawynarda<br />

qalaqi. eleqtronic gamorTulia - daisvena<br />

Tvalmac da yurmac - gareT ki wvims. Zlivs gavige<br />

wvimis xma. aRar maxsovda. deda da debi stumrad<br />

arian. mama afrikaSia, peplebis koleqcias<br />

agrovebs. erTi Cemi megobari ki sakmaod


seriozulad SeiSala, saavadmyofoSi moaTavses,<br />

ver abamen Turme. paranoia daudgines. aCemebuli<br />

aqvs, viRac miTvalTvalebs ganuwyvetlivo. eZebeT<br />

qali. es is megobaria, sabWoeTSi rom gamoeqca,<br />

raTa <strong>avel</strong>ums Cavardnoda klanWebSi. ki ar<br />

SeiSala, sabolood darwmunda, marTla rom<br />

dakarga fransuaza da pirvelad axla gaigo<br />

siyvarulis WeSmariti Zala, rogorc erT<br />

simReraSi amboben, axla gaigo ra yofila<br />

siyvaruli, romelic Tanamedrove<br />

ganmanaTleblebs ukve erTxel da samudamod<br />

damarcxebuli, moSorebuli seni egonaT,<br />

ciebasaviT, WleqiviT, magram nuras ukacravad!<br />

siyvaruli ar SeiZleba Tavisufali iyos<br />

Tanamedrove, civilizebuli samyaros gagebiT,<br />

radgan siyvaruli Tavisuflebisken swrafvaa da<br />

amdenad maradiuli movlenacaa, raki adamiani<br />

Tavisuflebas samoTxeSi tovebs, anu, gaCenamde,<br />

gnebavT, gaCenisTanave kargavs da mTeli misi<br />

danarCeni cxovreba (miwieri arseboba) samudamod,<br />

uimedod dakarguli Tavisuflebis Semawuxebeli<br />

SegrZnebaa mxolod. SeiZleba, amitomac umalaven<br />

keTilmosurneni dRevandel axalgazrdobas<br />

siyvaruls, anu, uklaven swrafvas<br />

Tavisuflebisken, romlis micemac ar SeuZliaT im<br />

ubralo, magram uaRresad tragikuli mizezis<br />

gamo, saerTod rom ar arsebobs bunebaSi, anda<br />

arsebobs mxolod Cveni Tvalsawieris, CvenTvis<br />

metnaklebad misawvdomi, Cvengan metnaklebad<br />

aRqmuli samyaros sazRvrebs miRma, rac isev<br />

siyvarulis meSveobiT dasturdeba aqamde, Cven ki<br />

am erTaderTi damadastureblis ugulebelyofiT,


gaufasurebiT vcdilobT SevqmnaT Tundac<br />

uaRresad momxiblavi, srulyofili modeli<br />

ararsebulisa, romelsac samoTxiseuli cdunebis<br />

sitkboc eqneba da jojoxeTuri sasjelis<br />

simwarec. da ai, gaZevebuli siyvarulis danatovar<br />

sicarieles seqsualuri sanaxaobani, seqsualuri<br />

maRaziebi avseben beatriCes, lauras, emmas<br />

samSobloSi, rasakvirvelia, dRevandel<br />

beatriCeTa, lauraTa da emmaTa sakeTildReod<br />

(sinamdvileSi - sazianod, radgan bevrad sjobs,<br />

aRiaro siyvaruli da Segnebulad, Seni nebiT<br />

mokvde, vTqvaT, romeosaviT, vidre Tavis droze<br />

zurgi Seaqcio, arafrad Caagdo, mere ki giJis<br />

xalaTi gadagacvan, rogorc fransuazas bavSvobis<br />

megobrisaTvis gadaucmeviaT amwinebze), magram<br />

siyvarulis yavlgasuli, daobebuli, aTasi<br />

jadoqris Selocvili, aTasi eqimbaSis<br />

namkurnalevi, aTasi mkiTxavis gauvnebelyofili<br />

tanjvani mainc sakuTari xorcisa da sakuTari<br />

sulis ukeTesi nawilis aRmoCenaSi Sveloda<br />

adamians, uZilo, uimedo, uRono, uboloo RameebiT<br />

gaspetakebulsa da gakaJebuls, roca swored<br />

ukeTesis, uwmindesis, uspetakesis winaaRmdegaa<br />

mimarTuli, Tavisi arsiTa da bunebiT, seqsualuri<br />

sanaxaobebic (rac unda maRal doneze, teqnikis<br />

ukanaskneli sityvisa da umdidresi rekvizitis<br />

moSveliebiT iyos warmodgenili) da<br />

feSenebeluri seqsualuri maRaziebic (rac unda<br />

farTo asortimenti gamofinon iq). Sexe, miSel, ra<br />

simpaTiuri CaCia penisisTvis. magram orests, me<br />

mgoni, didi mouva. ra ici? mainc hkiTxe zoma.<br />

Tvali xarbia. siyvaruli ki, yvela


kvarcxlbekidan Camogdebuli, yvela taZridan<br />

gamodevnili, Serisxuli, Seginebuli, adamianuri<br />

uzneobis lafSi amogangluli, samarcxvino<br />

sisusted, sulel winaparTa gulubryvilo<br />

TamaSad, asakobriv midrekilebad, Cveulebriv<br />

xelmruSobad monaTluli - usabuTod,<br />

unebarTvod daexeteba msoflios did Saragzebze,<br />

kontinentTa damakavSirebel sazRvao Tu sahaero<br />

magistralebze, radgan advilze advili<br />

SesaZlebelia, erTsa da imave sofelSi, erTsa da<br />

imave dabaSi, erTsa da imave qalaqSi, erTsa da<br />

imave qveyanaSi, bolos da bolos, erTsa da imave<br />

kontinentze, ar aRmoCndes ori sapirispiro sqesis<br />

Tundac TiTo warmomadgeneli, erTdroulad,<br />

erTnairad rom igrZnos misi Zala da ara marto<br />

igrZnos, ar SeeSindes, ar moeridos aRiarebisa,<br />

anu, ar gaaRizianos sakuTarma sisustem, sulierma<br />

CamorCenilobam, gonebrivma naklovanebam da<br />

daufaravad, garkveviT, gasagonad Tqvas - miyvarso<br />

- rogorc nebismieri normaluri bavSvi eubneba<br />

dedas, ai, aq mtkiva raRacao. siyvaruli grZnobaTa<br />

gavarvarebuli jaWvia, romelsac Seni nebiT ixvev<br />

kiserze, radgan aRar SegiZlia uimjaWvod gaZleba<br />

da, zed tuCebmimwvari, isev xarbad kocni imis<br />

wiTlad gaRvivebul rgolebs, ufro da ufro<br />

eflobi mis mouxeSav, moJRarune simZimeSi da ki ar<br />

grcxvenia, geamayeba damwvar-dawylulebuli<br />

xorcis gamoCena - ginda, yvelas ecodebode, yvela<br />

giTanagrZnobdes, kacic da RmerTic, TiTqos imaTi<br />

xaTriT, imaT magivrad itan am araadamianur<br />

tanjva-wvalebas, Tumca, TviTon ar ici wesierad,<br />

ra gWirs, ratom xar am dReSi, radgan Senive


grZnobebis jaWvi xan sicil-tiriliT gexveva da<br />

geCurCuleba - ar mimatovoo - xan ki marTlac<br />

liTonis ugrZnoblobiT, liTonis siciviTa da<br />

simZimiT gawevs gulze. Zalian, Zalian momwons.<br />

gkocni. momwere. miyvarxar. diax, uyvars<br />

fransuazas da arc malavs. misi sakiTxi<br />

gadawyvetilia. is ukve Cveulebrivi meamboxea -<br />

sakuTar drosa da garemos ujanydeba, anu,<br />

bednieria tanjviT, moxiblulia tkiviliT da<br />

kmayofilia arafriTac. misi cxovrebis wesi<br />

uimisodaa dadgenili caSi da is mxolod am wesis<br />

gamtarebelia miwaze - Sromobs, raTa<br />

TviTmfrinavis bileTis fuli Seagrovos<br />

rogorme; nebismier survilsa da moTxovnilebas<br />

iklavs, raTa erTaderTi ausruldes erTxel<br />

kidev, Tundac, erTxelac, ukanasknelad. arafris<br />

ar rcxvenia, arafris ar eSinia, radgan<br />

yvelafrisTvis mzadaa winaswar. Segnebulad dgas<br />

am gzaze, anu, araviTar winaaRmdegobas ar uwevs<br />

grZnobas, romelic brmad, moulodnelad,<br />

SemTxveviT daeufla da romelmac Tvali ki<br />

auxila, magram SesamCnevi aRaraferi dautova<br />

garSemo, ynosva ki gaumZafra, magram surneleba<br />

daukarga yvelafers, smena ki gauxsna, magram mzeze<br />

SemCneuli udidesi afeTqebebis msgavsad, misTvis<br />

mainc Cumad, mainc uxmod xdeba mosaxdeni. unda<br />

Cavabaro gidebisTvis aucilebeli kidev erTi<br />

gamocda, Torem muSaobas amikrZalaven. esRa<br />

maklda! deda da debi samxreTSi wavidnen. mamac iq<br />

Cava afrikidan, Tavis peplebianad. parizSi marto<br />

meRa vrCebi, raTa vimuSao. bevri Cemi nacnobi<br />

msaxurobs moskovSi. erTi Cemi dobilis mama


amJamad TbilisSia. yvelasi mSurs, magram SuriT<br />

ras gaawyob. albaT zafxulSi ver Camoval. ar<br />

dagaviwydes rac dampirdi! ras dahpirda netav?!<br />

Tumca, imedi unda viqonioT, ar daaviwydeboda,<br />

Seusrulebda danapirebs. kargia rom cotas svam.<br />

rogor ara! mec im wuTas davijere! rogorc Tevzi<br />

ver gadaeCveva curvas... ai, me ki namdvilad bevri<br />

mZinavs da Cemze rom iyos damokidebuli, saerTod<br />

aRar gaviRviZebdi. ukve daleuli aqvs jadosnuri<br />

yvavilebis naxarSi, julietas wamali, da<br />

sasiamovnod ewvis, eglijeba gulmuceli.<br />

verafriT veRar amoabrunebs ukan, sul ase<br />

sasiamovnod unda itanjos da elodos bednier<br />

aRsasruls. Zalian daviRale. rasakvirvelia,<br />

gagineb. magram miyvarxar. ufro sworad, gagineb,<br />

radgan miyvarxar. mSvenivrad gagigia yvelaferi.<br />

ase rom, Zalian kargad moiqcevi ufro xSirad Tu<br />

momwer. didi xania, araferi ismis Sengan.<br />

depeSisTvis gmadlobT. parizSi ar viyavi da<br />

dedaCemi damfrTxala, vai Tu Camodiso. magram,<br />

samwuxarod, tyuili gangaSi aRmoCnda esec. mainc<br />

ver auRes alRo sabWoTa imperias; TiTqos<br />

yvelaferi esmiT, magram mainc araferi ician.<br />

veranairad ver daujerebiaT, marTla rom<br />

SeiZleba ise icxovros vinmem, rogorc orasi<br />

milioni sabWoeli cxovrobs. mTeli Tve vimuSave<br />

Seusvenebliv. fuli ki ver viSove. axla unda<br />

vimecadino, Torem verafers ver movaswreb.<br />

rasakvirvelia, viyavi firosmanis gamofenaze. gana<br />

amas kiTxva unda? SeiZleba meCveneba, magram mgoni<br />

saerTod dagaviwydi. Zalian gTxov, naklebi svi<br />

Cemi sadRegrZelo da meti momwere xolme. aRar


mimatovo ase didxans uyuradRebod. Zalian<br />

Znelia. rogorc iqna, parizSi dacxa, bolos da<br />

bolos. zafxulSi ver Camoval. SeiZleba SenTan<br />

darekva? TbilisSi iqnebi? me albaT mSoblebs<br />

CavakiTxav kunZulze. imaTi megobari wamiyvans<br />

manqaniT. Senc icnob. sxvaTaSoris, mec vicnob.<br />

moskovSi gavicani. mgoni "praRaSi" viyaviT erTad.<br />

sadilobisas, gaqaTqaTebuli perangis sayelodan<br />

didi, wiTeli tarakani gamouZvra. verc TviTon<br />

SeamCnia da arc Cven SevimCnieT, rom SevamCnieT.<br />

tarakanmac uazrod itriala aqeT-iqiT, rogorc<br />

gzaabneulma tankma TovliT gadaTeTrebul<br />

mindorze da raki mters ver miagno, isev perangSi<br />

gauCinarda. cotas morCa, saxeSi SevarwyieT<br />

sapatio stumars. arada, SeiZleba, gawvrTnilic<br />

hyavda is tarakani. frangebisagan araferi<br />

gagikvirdeT. Tuki SeuZliaT virTxa iyolion Sin,<br />

asvan da aWamon, uxveton da uwmindon, viTom ra<br />

dauSliT, tarakani gawvrTnan, SeiCvion da Tan<br />

ataron, sadac wavlen, samsaxurSi Tu stumrad.<br />

Seni telefoni, ra Tqma unda, maqvs. ar damikargavs<br />

nu Relav, magram ratomRac erTi cifri aklia. ese<br />

igi ar gqonia da egaa. erTi cifri wyvets<br />

yvelafers. rogorc saaTs aRar ZaluZs aRnusxos<br />

Cveni kuTvnili dro (arc naparevi), Tuki romelime<br />

isari aklia, iseve ar ZaluZs vinmesTan dakavSireba<br />

telefonis cifrnaklul nomers. rac Seexeba Cems<br />

Camosvlas, jer verafers vityvi. mTavari ki es<br />

aris! amis saTqmeladaa saerTod es werilica da<br />

werilebis mTeli cikli dawerili. Seyvarebulebi<br />

bevrs laparakoben wvrilmanebze, mTavari rom ar<br />

Tqvan. am TvalsazrisiT, yvelaze crumorwmuneebi


arian isini. Rrmad sjeraT, aucileblad<br />

daiTarsebian, aucileblad sawinaaRmdegod<br />

ausruldebaT ocnebaca da natvrac, Tuki droze<br />

adre wamoscdebaT. yovel SemTxvevaSi, bolomde<br />

mainc ar ityvian, ras eltvian, ras natruloben<br />

dRe da Ram. fransuazac yvelanairad malavs<br />

sanukvar mizans da TiTqos imas ganicdis, xandaxan<br />

isev mSoblebis kmayofaze rom uwevs cxovreba.<br />

"ukapikod var, mSoblebi minaxaveno" - ebodiSeba<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums. aba, vin unda inaxavdneno - albaT ikiTxav<br />

Sen, moclilo mkiTxvelo!, magram am Tavisufal<br />

samyaroSi sxvanairad fiqroben. Tavisufleba Tu<br />

ginda, keTili inebe da Tavic TviTon Seinaxe. Cems<br />

purs Tu SeWam, Cems Wkuazec unda iaro. ase ki ar<br />

ivargebs CvenTvis, monebisTvis, radgan fransuazam<br />

mSoblebis Wkuaze Tu iara, moskovisken arc<br />

gamoixedavs. fransuazas ki sul moskovisken<br />

gaurbis Tvali, sul moskovisken miuwevs guli da<br />

kvlavindeburad Sromobs, kvlavindeburad zels<br />

saagure Tixas, Tavi rom mouyaros rogorme<br />

samgzavro fuls. kvlavindeburad dahqris<br />

turistuli avtobusiT Tavis mSvenier,<br />

Tvaluwvdenel samSobloSi da ukve meqanikurad,<br />

alalbedze imeorebs aTasjer naTqvams, ganicdis<br />

aTasjer gancdilsa da aRiqvams aTasjer aRqmuls.<br />

oci wlis Semdeg, roca bolos da bolos,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umTan erTad mouwevs, vTqvaT, Sartris taZris<br />

sanaxavad wasvla, gulwrfelad aRiarebs,<br />

danaxvac aRar SemiZlia aqaurobiso. oci wlis<br />

mere ukve gaufasurebuli, gawbilebuli,<br />

Zaladakarguli iqneba yvela survili, yvela<br />

ocneba, yvela mizani, magram jer yvelaferi


pirvelyofili ZaliT feTqavs, ar egueba drosa da<br />

sivrces, Tavganwirulad ibrZvis kuTvnilisTvis<br />

da darwmunebulicaa, aucileblad miaRwevs<br />

sawadels. maRviZaras amazrzeni, yinulovani xmiT<br />

dafeTebuli fransuaza isev uTenia dgeba<br />

simartovis sawolidan, isev sanaxevrod mZinare<br />

svams cxel yavas, Zils rom moerios rogorme, da<br />

isev Tavqudmoglejili garbis romeliRac Zveli<br />

qalaqis, cixesimagris, monastrisa Tu eklesiis<br />

sanaxavad, sabWoTa turistebis axal jgufTan<br />

erTad, romlebic "mZinare mzeTunaxavs" eZaxian,<br />

sabWourad emliqvnelebian, elaqucebian,<br />

earSiyebian, anda sulac monuri eSmakobiT<br />

alaparakeben, abriyveben, vidre sabolood<br />

gamoerkveodes Zilidan, da isic, gidis skamze<br />

sacodavad Camomjdari, qaris Camogdebul CitiviT<br />

iTqvams suls, gonze modis, ubrundeba<br />

sinamdviles, cxovrebas, da kozetas umcrosi dis<br />

sijiutiT ikrebs Zalas ufro didi, ufro<br />

Soreuli mgzavrobisTvis. moikrebs kidec da ara<br />

erTxel da orjer. bevrjer. ramdenjerac<br />

SesaZlebeli iqneba sabWoeTSi Camosvla.<br />

SemTxvevas ar gauSvebs xelidan. SegiZliaT,<br />

sityvaze mendoT, rogorc am ambebis uSualo<br />

mowmesa da monawiles. male fransuaza ise<br />

daamaxsovrebs Tavs sabWoTa sabaJos<br />

gansakuTrebulad fxizel moxeleebs, imis<br />

yurebiani qudisa da ukve sakmaod gaqeqili qurqis<br />

danaxvaze, tuCebs moupruwaven erTmaneTs - ver<br />

uyurebT, kidev Camofrenilao. male mTel<br />

satusaRos, dedamiwis erTmeeqvsedze, ZaRlsa da<br />

mamaZaRls ecodineba misi "didi siyvarulis"


Sesaxeb. yvelas daainteresebs es axali, Tu<br />

kargad, safuZvlianad daviwyebuli saocreba.<br />

Seexeba Tu ar Seexeba, yvela Tavs valdebulad<br />

CaTvlis, sakuTari, gansxvavebuli mosazreba<br />

hqondes am siyvarulis Taobaze. zogi gaikvirvebs,<br />

zogi gabrazdeba, zogi daemalebaT, zogi -<br />

piriqiT, Tavad SesTavazebs Tanadgomas,<br />

Tanamzraxvelobas - zogi uangarod, zogi<br />

angarebiT, zogic, mxolod da mxolod, Tavisi<br />

uferuli, uintereso cxovrebis odnav mainc<br />

gasaxaliseblad, Tundac, seriozuli,<br />

politikuri usiamovnebis wil (magaliTad, ianis<br />

qaritebi). magram Tavad fransuazas ar ecodineba,<br />

ramdenad sworia misi saqcieli, ar ecodineba, ras<br />

avaldebulebs, ras moiTxovs misgan saerTod<br />

siyvaruli - sul sxvisi satusaRos karTan<br />

atuzvas, sul sxvis satusaRoSi SeRwevas,<br />

nebismieri gziT, Tu droulad gamotanas im<br />

satusaRodan, risi gamotanac kidev SeiZleba -<br />

TvalebiT, smeniT, maxsovrobiT, guliT... saSoTi -<br />

da sakuTar satusaRoSi, anu, sakuTari ubedurebis<br />

zRvis fskerze sakuTari nerwyviTa da cremliT<br />

Sekowiwebul niJaraSi dabinavebas dasakargad,<br />

dasaRupad, dasaviwyeblad ganwiruli "ganZisa",<br />

samudamod, saimedod, raTa yovelTvis xelT<br />

hqondes da niJaris mSvidad mogugune, vardisfrad<br />

dabindul wiaRSi SeyuJuls, gadatanilis<br />

gaxsenebac SeeZlos da gadataniliT Tavis<br />

mowonebac sakuTari Tavis winaSe, Tuki marTla<br />

esaa mxolod WeSmariti siyvarulis safasuri -<br />

amayi simartove samarcxvino sicarielisgan<br />

gansxvavebiT, romelsac naadrevad


ugulebelyofili, angarebiT daTrgunuli<br />

siyvaruli tovebs da romlis amovseba arc<br />

kanonier qmars SeuZlia, arc kanonier Svils.<br />

piriqiT, nebismieri urTierToba maTTan isev da<br />

isev axal ufskrulebs avlens am sicarieleSi.<br />

magram ar yofila SemTxveva, vinmes Tavidanve amayi<br />

simartove emjobinebinos da ar ecados mainc<br />

samarcxvino sicarielis mopoveba, anu, dakanoneba<br />

ukanonobisa. fransuazac, jerjerobiT,<br />

Segnebulad Tu Seugneblad, brmad Tu<br />

gamiznulad, samarcxvino sicarielis mopovebas<br />

cdilobs, roca erTnairi mRelvarebiT<br />

miiswrafvis sabWoeTis nebismier qalaqisken<br />

(garda Tbilisisa), sadac bedi gadaisvris, ufro<br />

sworad ki, sadac parizidan gaayoleben gidad<br />

romelime turistul jgufs, radgan Rrmadaa<br />

darwmunebuli, eWvic ar epareba, aucileblad<br />

dauxvdeba iq misi <strong>avel</strong>umi, fuZemdebeli da<br />

warmmarTveli, mizezi da mizani misi<br />

Tavganwiruli suliskveTebisa, da daiwyeba kidev<br />

erTi momTabare cxovreba, CanTebiTa da CemodnebiT<br />

xetiali ucxo qalaqis ucxo quCebSi, ubnidan<br />

ubanSi, binidan binaSi, radgan ianis qaritebis<br />

msgavsad, yvela rodi moixibleba maTi<br />

romantikuli siyvaruliT, bevrs daafrTxobs<br />

fransuazas ucxoeloba, sabWoelisa da ucxoelis<br />

ukanono urTierToba, miT ufro, maT WerqveS, maTi<br />

xelSewyobiTa da TandaswrebiT. bevri, piriqiT,<br />

iqiT SeaSinebs maT, isargeblebs bednieri<br />

SemTxveviT da xan ras gamosZalavT, xan ras, patarpatara<br />

yoveldRiuri provokaciebiT - ara, ra Cemi<br />

saqmea, vis emalebiT, an ratom imalebiT saerTod.


RmerTma xeli mogimarToT. gamigeT? magram mec xom<br />

unda mqondes lukma momzadebuli, im SobelZaRl<br />

saxlmmarTvels rom CavCaro pirSi saswrafod,<br />

roca mova da metyvis, aba, erTi pasportebi<br />

gamomitane, vin arian, saidan arian Seni<br />

mdgmurebio. gamigeT? - gagigeT da egre! fransuaza<br />

lamis mTel garderobs datovebs martoxela<br />

pensioneri dedabrebis erTnairad gamoyruebul<br />

binebSi. zog rames Tavad gaaCuqebs, zogs<br />

moparaven, zogi ki daaviwydeba, darCeba<br />

ganSorebis faca-fucSi. magaliTad, gasarecxad<br />

taStSi Cambali sacvali, anda, gasaSrobad<br />

radiatorze gadafenili kolgotkebi (erTma<br />

keTilma diasaxlisma fransuazas kolgotkebi<br />

TbilisSi gadaugzavna <strong>avel</strong>ums Tavisi<br />

keTilsindisierebis dasamtkiceblad da Tan<br />

patara axsna-ganmartebiTi baraTic moayola,<br />

yovel SemTxvevisaTvis, vinicobaa <strong>avel</strong>umi Sin ar<br />

iyos da mis meuRles Cauvardes xelSio - gigzavniT<br />

Tqveni parezili megobris... xom iciT, ra rTulia<br />

aqedan ucxoeTSi... iqneb Tqveni meSveobiT da<br />

aucileblad, roca moskovSi iqnebiT...) - isini ki<br />

mainc erTmaneTs daeZeben cxadSic da ZilSic.<br />

cdiloben miimxron, moisyidon nebismieri<br />

vigindara, visac maTi dasmena SeuZlia, ZaluZs<br />

Tundac umniSvnelo ziani miayenos maT<br />

"simSvides", maT "bednierebas", vTqvaT,<br />

sastumrodan gamoasaxlebinos isini, restoranSi<br />

ar SeaSvebinos, milicia miugzavnos daqiravebul<br />

binaze da sxva aTasi simdable da sisaZagle<br />

Caidinos Tavisi marad gauxareli, marad<br />

daCagruli, marad Rataki sulis saameblad. isini


ki jiutad micuraven dinebis sawinaaRmdegod, isev<br />

axal gzebs eZeben Sesaxvedrad, meTvalyureTa,<br />

damsmenTa, SurianTa gasacureblad da kidev erTi,<br />

Tundac wamieri "samoTxis" Sesaqmnelad<br />

jojoxeTis kuTvnil teritoriaze. telefonze<br />

saubrisas mxolod gamogonili saxelebiT<br />

mimarTaven erTmaneTs; xalxSi Tu arian, sityva ar<br />

dascdebaT ubatonod da ubodiSod, magram<br />

rogorc ki marto daiguleben Tavs oTx kedels<br />

Soris, kvlav umizezod, sxvebze gabrazebulni<br />

uRrenen, ebrZvian, glejen, Wamen da eWmevinebian<br />

erTmaneTs. yvelaferze eWvianoben, yvelaferi<br />

awuxebT, yvelafris eSiniaT. erTsa da imaves, an<br />

erTnairad sazarel sizmrebs xedaven da<br />

moyolisac rcxveniaT, imdenad damcirebulni,<br />

uufleboni, umweoni gamoiyurebian sakuTar<br />

sizmrebSi. <strong>avel</strong>umi xom sul braldebulia viTom,<br />

sul sasamarTloSi zis, braldebulis skamze, da<br />

sul saboloo sityvis uflebas moiTxovs<br />

uSedegod, Tumca, arc icis ra unda Tqvas, Tuki<br />

daTanxmdebian, Tuki sityvas miscemen. srulebiTac<br />

ar aris mzad saamisod da es uaresad tanjavs,<br />

awamebs, agangaSebs, aTvalTmaqcebs kidec. viTom<br />

ar icis, sad aris, sad cxovrobs, ras abraleben da<br />

ras moiTxoven misgan. "ar vicio" - ambobs<br />

xmaaTrTolebuli. "xviSti" - icinis mosamarTle.<br />

Tan damuwukebul cxvirs iTvalierebs jibis<br />

sarkeSi. RimilSekavebuli prokurori qaRaldebSi<br />

iqeqeba. darbazi Cveulebisamebr carielia. "ar<br />

vici - ufro mtkiced imeorebs <strong>avel</strong>umi - magram im<br />

qveyanaSi, sadac pirveli poetica da rigiTi<br />

saldafonic erTnairad azrovnebs, Tavisufleba


arqiteqturuli zedmetobaa mxolod da isic<br />

garedan mayureblisTvisaa gankuTvnili..."<br />

"xviSti" - awyvetinebs mosamarTle. "xviSti,<br />

pativcemulo, xviSti", - kvers ukravs prokuroric<br />

da gamalebuli agrovebs magidaze gaSlil<br />

qaRaldebs. "ai, ras vfiqrob xolme Tqvens zurgs<br />

ukan - Semwynareblurad iRimeba <strong>avel</strong>umi, Rrmad<br />

darwmunebuli sakuTar simarTleSi da, imave wams,<br />

ukve Cveulebrivad aRelvebuli agrZelebs - aba,<br />

Tqven TviTon gansajeT, risi imedi unda hqondes<br />

saerTod kacs, roca dampyrobeli qveynis poeturi<br />

genia dapyrobil qveyanaSi, ucxo mdinaris piras<br />

mxarTeZoze wamowolili, mSobliur karvebs<br />

Soris mofusfuse, welszemoT titveli<br />

jariskacebis Semyure, mindvris yvavilis wveniT<br />

dalaqul dRiurSi Cawers: aRsrulda, bednieri<br />

varo"..., "sad weria eg ambebi?" - sarkes ekiTxeba<br />

mosamarTle. "sad weria da "eliniur miTebSi" -<br />

pasuxobs SublSekruli prokurori. <strong>avel</strong>ums ki<br />

eRviZeba, daTrgunulsa da galaxuls, iseTi<br />

grZnoba aqvs, TiTqos kaci Semokvdomodes. ki ar<br />

Semokvdomodes, Segnebulad moeklas, winaswari<br />

ganzraxviT, oRond, ar icis vin aris, ra hqvia,<br />

rogor gamoiyureba da saerTod ra esaqmeba masTan,<br />

ratom unda moekla maincdamainc mas. kidev uaresi<br />

- ar unda danaSaulis aRiareba, ar unda am<br />

mkvlelobis gamomJRavneba, miT ufro<br />

dasizmrebuli, molandebuli, gauTavebeli<br />

sasamarTlos winaSe. ki ar eSinia, rcxvenia.<br />

TiTqos ki ar dasjian, dascineben. magram ar icis,<br />

gvams ra mouxerxos, rodemde damalos, rodemde<br />

aTrios Tan qalaqidan qalaqSi, sastumrodan


sastumroSi, restornidan restoranSi... gvami ki<br />

dRiTidRe izrdeba, devis gvami gegonebaT. <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

ki ar daaTrevs gvams, gvami daaTrevs <strong>avel</strong>ums. im<br />

gvamSi cxovrobs TiTqos. imitom rom, aCrdilic ar<br />

aris mamisa. mamamisma aWaruli bebuTi waarTva<br />

students, roca is, studenti, sadarbazoSi<br />

Causafrda mosaklavad. bebuTi waarTva da wigni<br />

miaCeCa xelSi sanacvlod. bebuTi ki Sin wamoiRo<br />

da sawer magidaze daido qaRaldis saWrelad.<br />

mere, Cxrekis dros, is bebuTic daikarga. vin icis,<br />

mamxilebel sabuTad wauyenes mamamiss naucbaTev<br />

sasamarTloze. is ki Cveulebrivi, rigiTi<br />

msxverplia mxolod, aTasTa da aTasTa msgavsad.<br />

adamianis dasaTrgunad, minotavrze aranakleb<br />

Semzaravi "iaraRia" umweobisa da ganwirulobis is<br />

SegrZneba, yvela gadarCenils rom eufleba<br />

uneburad. ase rom, saboloo jamSi, "arCeulnic"<br />

da "anarCevnic", yvelani mainc erTnairad<br />

dawanwaleben labirinTis bnelsa da nestian<br />

talanebSi, yvelani erTnairad Wyleten fexiT<br />

minotavris nexvs, vidre Tavad minotavrs ar<br />

gadaawydebian da imis cxoveluri vnebiT<br />

gaupatiurebulni, imis binZuri, sisxlmimpali<br />

rqebiT gamofatrulni, sakuTar nawlavebSi<br />

gaxlarTulni, suls ar daleven, zogni namdvilad<br />

da erTxel, zogni ki - warmodgenebSi da<br />

usasrulod. mainc ar mimatovo, gTxov. gana Cemi<br />

bralia, aseT qveyanaSi rom daibade? im dRes<br />

damcines kidec, karg adgilas SegirCevia Senc<br />

sayvareli adamianio. yvelas ukvirs, ver<br />

warmoudgeniaT. me ki ZaRliviT erTguli var. ki<br />

magram, ratom? xom unda hqondes rame gamarTleba?


Tumca, ara. nu mismen. me yvelaferze Tanaxma var,<br />

oRond aTasSi erTxel mainc gnaxo. me xom<br />

yvelaferi viRone, Sen rom Tavi adamianad gegrZno.<br />

vidre sindisi gtanjavs, adamiani xar. es ar unda<br />

eqna swored. amiT kidev ufro magrad miaba miwaze.<br />

misi naCuqari Tavisufleba rkinis birTviviT<br />

hqonda <strong>avel</strong>ums sulze gamobmuli, versad rom ver<br />

gaqceuliyo, qvis samtvrevze momuSave monasaviT,<br />

verc saqme ekeTebina da verc zedamxedvelis<br />

ketisTvis aeridebina Tavi. sulerTia, undoda Tu<br />

ar undoda fransuazas, bolos mainc ase gamovida.<br />

fransuazam is gaakeTa, rac bunebam daavala da ara<br />

gonebam. fransuazam <strong>avel</strong>ums jaWvis rgolebi<br />

gaumravla mxolod, jaWvi daugrZela, ris gamoc<br />

kidev ufro damZimda is. ase rom, kidev ufro cota<br />

ram iyo axla damokidebuli <strong>avel</strong>umis nebaze da<br />

amaod askdeboda guls, roca jer kidev brmad<br />

morwmune fransuaza Soridan werda, yvelaferi<br />

ise iqneba, rogorc Sen gindao. ar vici, ubralod,<br />

asedac vfiqrob. imitom rom... imitom rom,<br />

saSinelebaa, roca CemTan ar xar. saSinelebaa, Seni<br />

Ralati rom ar SemiZlia. ici, ras vnatrob? netavi,<br />

sul mowyenili iyos meTqi, usasrulod. aba, Tu<br />

mixvdebi ratom? ar gaxsovs? ra Tqma unda, ar<br />

gexsomeba. erTxel miTxari, roca mowyenili var,<br />

ufro miyvarxaro. ara, sxvanairad Tqvi:<br />

mowyenilobis Jams marto Sen miyvarxar, karg<br />

gunebaze ki yvela miyvarso. da mainc xandaxan<br />

mgonia, mwerlobisTvis gWirdeba es yvelaferi:<br />

Sexvedrac, ganSorebac, molodinic, tanjvac,<br />

SiSic, mRelvarebac... ginda dedalusad<br />

warmoidgen Tavs, ginda... me ki mxolod uneblie


monawile var am diadi xilvebisa. sxva araferi.<br />

xom SeiZleboda, ar Camovyolodi sesils<br />

TbilisSi! magram, meore sakiTxia, marTla dawer<br />

Tu ara rames. SesZleb ki amis daweras?<br />

dagijereben? ara mgonia. iqneb borbals igoneb?<br />

amaze ar gifiqria? ufiqria, rogor ar ufiqria,<br />

amaze fiqrobda sul. magram fransuazam mTavari<br />

ar icoda jer: <strong>avel</strong>umis xvedri yoymani iyo da ara<br />

moqmedeba. ase rom, bevrad ajobebda, Tavadac<br />

efiqra, rogor gadaerCina Tavi, vidre jer kidev<br />

SeiZleboda gadarCena, vidre TviTonac mieCveoda<br />

ludSi gareuli portveinis wrupvas,<br />

labirinTelebis xaTriTa Tu SiSiT. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki<br />

Tavis jaWvs TviTonve mouvlida - an moiSorebda,<br />

an cocxlad SeeWmevineboda, radgan dabmul kacs<br />

siyvarulis ufleba ara aqvs, jer Tavi unda aiSvas,<br />

jer adamiani unda gaxdes - xelovnuri frTa unda<br />

Seakowiwos labirinTis aqoTebul wyvdiadSi,<br />

sakuTari sibinZuridan amovides rogorme da...<br />

daiRupos. dro ki gadis, daudevrad, daundoblad,<br />

da fransuazac amCnevs ukve, Tavis Tavs rom ar<br />

hgavs, ise rom ar cxovrobs, rogorc unda<br />

cxovrobdes wesiT, rogorc mis qveyanaSia<br />

miRebuli. warmogidgenia, ukve sami welia ase<br />

vcxovrob. ese igi - arasworad, aranormalurad,<br />

siyvarulis ganrigiT. yvelaferi moswons.<br />

yvelaferi momwons. yvelaferze madlobelia.<br />

yvelafrisTvis didi madloba. ki magram, risTvis?<br />

aRar maxsovs, ra gavugzavneT, visi xeliT. albaT<br />

CurCxela da leRvis Ciri, anda, arayi da<br />

xizilala. sulac im quCebSi akrefili xmeli<br />

foToli, sadac <strong>avel</strong>umTan erTad uvlia. rac ar


maxsovs, ar maxsovs. samagierod, finansuri<br />

mdgomareoba mZimea da ZilSic ukve rusulad<br />

vlaparakob. ase ambobs dedaCemi, Tumca rusuli ar<br />

icis da imisTvis yvela sabWoeli rusia. rac<br />

Seexeba Cems Camosvlas, jer araferi garkveula.<br />

vnaxoT, ra iqneba xval. ese igi, ukve garkveulia<br />

raRac-raRacebi, magram eSinia Tqmisa, daTarsvisa.<br />

raRas ar ambobs, is rom ar Tqvas, risi Tqmac<br />

yvelaze Zalian unda. vnaxoT, rodemde gauZlebs<br />

guli. Cems mezobels uzarmazari ZaRli hyavs,<br />

dogi. saxelad, ratomRac, "soiuzi" hqvia da amis<br />

gamo, me sulels, sul minda mivefero.<br />

rasakvirvelia, suleli var. patroni meubneba<br />

saSiSiao, me ki lamis pirSi CavuZvre. gamocdebs<br />

bolo moeRo. ukve namdvilad didi var. finansuri<br />

mdgomareoba TandaTan katastrofuli xdeba. vnaxe<br />

baqos baleti. miviRe Seni werili. fuls cotas<br />

mixdian. Tumca, arc ise ioli samuSaoa, rogorc<br />

Soridan SeiZleba moeCvenos kacs. ki ar vseirnob,<br />

rogorc zogierTebs hgoniaT, viqancebi satalaxe<br />

cxeniviT. sxvaTa Soris, sakmaod saxifaTocaa.<br />

Cveni Sofrebi, fulis gulisTvis, ori-sami weli<br />

Seusveneblad muSaoben da ise iRlebian, saWeze<br />

eZinebaT xolme. im dResac daiRupa erTi Cveni<br />

Soferi. daeZina. kidev kargi, avtobusi carieli<br />

iyo. mosaxvevi ver SeniSna da mTeli siCqariT<br />

Seaskda saxls. gidis skami rom vnaxe, guli<br />

gadamiqanda, ise iyo dagrexili. xom SeiZleba me<br />

vmjdariyavi im skamze?! swored Cveni<br />

organizaciis avtobusi iyo da Sofersac kargad<br />

vicnobdi. da uceb - Tqmisac meSinia, magram aRarc<br />

uTqmeloba SeiZleba. Tebervlis pirvel


icxvebSi Camovdivar. TvenaxevriT. gripi ukve<br />

mqonda, magram nerviulobisgan mgoni isev<br />

memarTeba. damemarTos. ara uSavs. gripi ver<br />

SemaCerebs. Tumca, wamosvlamde albaT mainc<br />

movrCebi. Zalian civi zamTari iyo. amjerad,<br />

ratomRac, Zalian gauWirdaT SedarebiT wesieri,<br />

metnaklebad mSvidi TavSesafris monaxva. erTi<br />

mtk<strong>avel</strong>i Tavisufali adgili ar arsebobda<br />

samyarosxela qalaqSi. ianis erTi qarita,<br />

samwuxarod, ukve gardacvliliyo. meore loginad<br />

Caegdo siberes, mesame ki Tavad moeTavsebinaT<br />

upatrono moxucTa TaSesafarSi. ianTanac ver<br />

gaCerdebodnen Tvenaxevari. ubralod, ver<br />

daeteodnen, SuaSi Tu ar Caiwvendnen ians. arada,<br />

Tavidan TiTqos yvelaferi kargad aewyo - qalaqis<br />

centrSi, bezboJnize unda ecxovraT, Tanamedrove,<br />

komfortabelur, sagangebod inteligenciisTvis<br />

aSenebul saxlSi, magram bolo wams inteligenti,<br />

etyoba, dafrTxa da uari SemouTvalaT. ramdenime<br />

dRe isev ianTan gaCerdnen, iani ki talinSi<br />

gafrinda uxelfaso SvebulebiT, viTom saswrafo<br />

saqmeze. mere ianis nacnobis naTesavma, romelsac<br />

televizoris gamosatanad sWirdeboda Turme<br />

fuli, SeremetievoSi SeifaraT, agarakze, sadac<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi da fransuaza mTeli dRe, ratomRac,<br />

TxilamurebiT daborialobdnen tyeSi<br />

(Txilamurebze dgoma arc erTma ar icoda<br />

wesierad), anda mTeli dRe kakbebs putavdnen,<br />

radgan iqaur sasursaTo maRaziaSi ZiriTadad<br />

arayi da bumbulianad gayinuli kakbebi iyideboda.<br />

mduRare wylisgan orives majebamde hqonda xelebi<br />

dafufquli. iqidan, ipodromTan, skakovaia aleaze


aRmoCndnen, isev ianis wyalobiT. erTma kolegam<br />

Tavisi bina sulgrZelad dauTmo ians<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisTvis - kolegam kolegas kolegisTvis -<br />

oRond, bina ki ara, oTaxi, oroTaxian saerTo<br />

binaSi, sadac mis (ese igi, kolegis) garda, moxuci<br />

col-qmari cxovrobda, eseninTan namegobrali da<br />

mwerlobis didi moyvaruli. fulze xom<br />

laparakic zedmeti iyo. eleqtrons rasac<br />

dawvaven, is gadaixadon, danarCenze ki - ap-ap-ap-o -<br />

uTqvams imas (kolegas) ianisTvis, rasac, wesiT,<br />

maSinve unda daeeWvebina <strong>avel</strong>umis gamocdilebis<br />

mqone kaci. imas ki gauxarda - gadavrCiT, erTxel<br />

kidev gadavrCiTo - Caixuta fransuaza. quCis<br />

saxelic ki moewona, imdenad Seesabameboda maT<br />

mousvenar, moxetiale, mojiriTe cxovrebas. rac<br />

mTavaria, moxuci, uwyinari mezoblebi, Tanac<br />

eseninis namegobralebi da mwerlobis moyvarulni,<br />

TavisTavad, friad mniSvnelovani faqtori iyo<br />

maTi momavali siamtkbilobisTvis. mokled,<br />

Tavidan yvelaferi zustad ise gamoiyureboda,<br />

rogorc moskovisken gamofrenili, TviTmfrinavSi<br />

natrulobda xolme TavisTvis. magram meore<br />

dResve, roca Zlivs damSvidebuli, dawynarebuli,<br />

bedis madlieri <strong>avel</strong>umi aRiRinebuli gamovida<br />

saabazanodan da sibrazisgan ybamoqceul egnates<br />

ki gadaawyda derefanSi, yvelaferi TavisTavad<br />

gairkva. egnate erqva kacs. Waobisferi, TiTqos<br />

aqafebuli Tvalebi avad ubzinavda, xolo mkacrad<br />

mokumuli, fSativiT fuye tuCebi erTianad<br />

gadaTeTreboda da <strong>avel</strong>ums ise Seecoda uceb, xma<br />

ver amoiRo, verc hkiTxa, ra moxda, ra SegemTxvaTo.<br />

eWvic ar Sehparvia, marTlac raRac didi


ubeduroba rom dastydomoda Tavze. samagierod,<br />

egnatem ar daayovna da maSinve ukmexad miaxala<br />

pirSi: ratom sargeblobT abazaniT daukiTxavado.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi gaSra, saxtad darCa. enaze mieyina ukve<br />

gamonaxuli, rasakvirvelia, egnatesTvis<br />

gankuTvnili, gasamxnevebeli, dasamSvidebeli<br />

sityvebi. yvelafers elodeboda, amas ki ara.<br />

bolos da bolos, esenins rom Tavi davaneboT,<br />

abazanac, samzareulosa da sapirfareSos<br />

msgavsad, saziaro iyo da <strong>avel</strong>umsac iseve<br />

ekuTvnoda (Tundac droebiT), rogorc Tavad<br />

egnates. raki ukve aq cxovrobda (Tundac<br />

Cauwerlad), esec TavisTavad igulisxmeboda, esec<br />

Sedioda pirobaSi. "TavisTavad araferi ar<br />

arsebobs da arc igulisxmebao" - gaawyvetina<br />

egnatem da mkacrad gaafrTxila, dReis Semdeg, arc<br />

mas da arc mis meuRles (meuRlea Tu vinc aris),<br />

unebarTvod fexi aRar SeedgaT saabazanoSi da ara<br />

marto saabazanoSi. igulisxmeboda samzareuloca<br />

da, TavisTavad cxadia, sapirfareSoc. xolo, Tuki<br />

sadme Suqi darCebodaT anTebuli, an saabazanoSi,<br />

an samzareuloSi, an sapirfareSoSi, maSin...<br />

mokled, <strong>avel</strong>umi mkvdari Sevida kolegiaruli<br />

solidarobiT mopovebul oTaxSi. fransuaza ukve<br />

mxarzepirsaxocgadagdebuli elodeboda da<br />

"madloba RmerTso" - amoisunTqa SvebiT, ukve<br />

moSinaurebulma, ukve ayolilma ojaxuri<br />

cxovrebis ritms. magram <strong>avel</strong>umma pirze xeli<br />

aafara saswrafod, TiTqos gaupatiurebas<br />

upirebso, da CurCuliT, facafuciT, uTavbolod<br />

mouyva misi da egnates saubari. fransuazasac xom<br />

meti arc undoda - imave wuTas oTaxSi SiSis


Rrubeli Camowva, gaibera, gasivda da Tavisi<br />

lorwovani muclis qveS moiyola oriveni, rogorc<br />

kruxma - wiwilebi. cxovreba isev tanjvad iqca.<br />

dRisiT dalaparakebisa eSinodaT, RamiT -<br />

gafaCunebisa. sawoli ki maT jibrze WraWunobda.<br />

sanaxevrod mSivrebi iyvnen - verc sasadiloSi<br />

midiodnen, vaiTu kari aRar gagviRono, da verc<br />

gazis quris anTeba gaebedaT samzareuloSi, rame<br />

rom SeewvaT an moexarSaT. magram, erT mSvenier<br />

dRes, gacofebuli, Tvalebaqafebuli egnate<br />

macivridan rom gadmouxtaT (advili<br />

SesaZlebelia, ase moeCvena orives da msgavsic<br />

araferi momxdara sinamdvileSi), lamis saxeSi<br />

rom miayaraT wina dRiT nayidi, sqel, muyaosaviT<br />

qaRaldSi gaxveuli oriode naWeri Zexvi da<br />

zedamxedveliviT uyviraT, xom giTxariT, xom<br />

gagafrTxileT, tyuilubralod ar amuSaoT<br />

macivario, maSinve dahkres fexi da ukanmouxedavad<br />

gaeridnen iqaurobas. gareT yinavda. skakovaia<br />

aleaze civi qari qroda. Tumca, imave dros, mzec<br />

anaTebda, liTonis saganiviT, civad bzinavda<br />

nacrisfer caze. <strong>avel</strong>ums fransuazas Cemodani<br />

mxarze hqonda gadebuli, sakuTari iRliaSi<br />

amoedo da meore xeliT CanTas moaTrevda. erTi<br />

CanTa fransuazasac mohqonda. quCa carieli iyo da<br />

isinic uneburad uCqarebdnen fexs, xandaxan<br />

garbodnen kidec. sibrazisgan lamis etiraT,<br />

magram siciliT ixocebodnen, rasakvirvelia,<br />

nerviuli, arajansaRi siciliT. "ara, mainc ras<br />

hgavda is ubedurio", - xrialebda gaoflili,<br />

gulamovardnili <strong>avel</strong>umi. "coli uaresiao - mxars<br />

ubamda fransuaza - derefanSi Cumad momepara da


miCqmitao". sibrazisgan gulze gamskdrebi,<br />

siciliT kvdebodnen. Tan garbodnen,<br />

ganadgurebuli armiis jariskacebiviT, uceb<br />

daRlilebi, uceb gaoflilebi, ufro<br />

mRelvarebisgan, vidre tvirTis simZimisgan. mze<br />

iyo da yinavda. amindic maTi Sesaferisi idga.<br />

maTnairi. aranormaluri. garbodnen cariel<br />

quCaSi, CemodnebiT, CanTebiT datvirTulebi, binis<br />

qurdebiviT. sirbilSi erTmaneTs awydebodnen,<br />

kocnaobdnen da ecemodnen. mere ki, fexze Zlivs<br />

wamomdgrebi, isev garbodnen, TovlSi<br />

amoganglulebi. erT-erTi waqcevis dros,<br />

fransuazas Cemodani gaixsna da mTeli avladideba<br />

quCas moefina. isini ki TovlSi muxlebze idgnen,<br />

icinodnen (axla ukve simwrisgan) da TovlTan<br />

erTad tenidnen gombeSospirian CemodanSi<br />

maqmanian sacvlebsa Tu Salis qvedakabebs, jemprsa<br />

Tu yelsaxvevs... Tan icinodnen, icinodnen,<br />

gabrazebulni, gamwarebulni, Seuracxyofilni,<br />

gulmoklulni, kidev erTxel gamoZevebulni,<br />

kidev erTxel usaxlkarod darCenilni,<br />

gaToSilni, mSierni, daRlilni da usazRvrod,<br />

usaSvelod, umizezod bednierni. mere qseniam<br />

SeifaraT, martoxela pensionerma, zooparkis ukan,<br />

qarTvelebis Zvel namosaxlarze. sanam fransuaza<br />

samzareuloSi sadils da vaxSams amzadebda, is<br />

papiross abolebda, Sampanurs wrupavda da<br />

telefonze laparakobda gauTaveblad: gamarjoba<br />

nadia. dRes Tu gcalia, Zalian minda Seni naxva.<br />

Cemi SviliSvili guSin bagaSi miabares. mec wavedi.<br />

davtoveT cixeSi. mainc Tavisi gaitana dedamisma.<br />

ra gatirebTo - meubneba - satirali ra ariso, Tqven


xom ar iciT, ra damijda bavSvis aq mowyobao.<br />

CemTana aqvs saqme, me mejibreba, me migebs niSns -<br />

viTom, Tqven rom ar momexmareT, mec imitom avdeqi<br />

da imitom gamovamwyvdie bavSvi cixeSio. imaT<br />

undaT Tavisufleba, Tavis nebaze seirnoba, me ki<br />

ara. me imaTi bavSvebi unda vmwyemso. imaT ki,<br />

marjvniv da marcxniv... ise reJimi marTla kargi<br />

aqvT. kviraSi erTxel eqimTan gasaubrebaa.<br />

yvelafers getyvis, ra sWirs bavSvs, ra sWirdeba.<br />

kviraSi erTxel bavSvis naxvac SeiZleba. ki magram,<br />

me ratom ar gamafrTxiles, dRes Tu marxavdnen?!<br />

ar icoda Cemi telefoni? magas ra mniSvneloba<br />

aqvs, nu mokvdebi Torem, mere sulerTia, miwaSi<br />

Cagflaven Tu cecxlSi dagwvaven. xo, ratom<br />

girekav! Cemma mdgmurma... Cemma mdgmurma! nu<br />

mayvireb axla mTeli qalaqis gasagonad. xo,<br />

safrangeTidanaa. aba, Sen ra ggonia. Cven naklebs<br />

ar vRebulobT. mokled, magari jempri maCuqa.<br />

moxerisa. erTxel iqneba ganarecxi. ucxouria, ra<br />

Tqma unda. made in franse. iqneb gamiyido. me jampri<br />

sad unda Cavicva. Tu mogewoneba, Sen aiRe. rogorme<br />

movrigdebiT. ara, biWi qarTvelia. asulelebs<br />

albaT. colic hyavs da Svilic. sul imaTze<br />

laparakobs. ise, namdvilad gulkeTili biWia,<br />

yuradRebiani. CemTvis specialurad yidulobs<br />

Sampanurs. raki gyvarebiaT, kidec unda dalioTo.<br />

Cems rZals hgavs. isic sul imas kiTxulobs, ra<br />

miyvars da ra mesiamovneba. ise daumSvenda cxviri.<br />

sanam erTad vcxovrobdiT, Sen xom ici, wyali ar<br />

mouwodebia, wamali rom Cameylapa. imis magivrad,<br />

TviTon daelagebina saxli, ukan davdevdi<br />

cocxiTa da CvriT. qalma rom sisufTave ar icis,


kapikia imis fasi. kaci rom viyo, im qalTan ar<br />

davwvebi arafriT. axla Svilic moiSora. meti<br />

Tavisufleba rom hqondes. ras mikeTebs netav?! ra<br />

Wirad unda Tavisufleba?! Cemi Svilic magan<br />

Caiyvana miwaSi. ver gauZlo. ver aitana... verc Tqva.<br />

yvelafers xedavda da verafers ver ambobda. ra<br />

sWirda jer sasikvdilo. magram amdens veRar<br />

gauZlo da gauskda kidec guli. gaanaTlos<br />

RmerTma, magram axi iyo imaze. mSvenieri col-<br />

Svili miatova. gogoebi ise dazrdilan, Zlivs<br />

vicani. ukve meToTxmete welSi arian. Tavisuflad<br />

Sedian kinoSi. xom gaxsovs lena rogori uSno iyo<br />

pataraobisas, axla oliaze naklebi ar aris. verc<br />

ityvi, romeli jobia. orives biWi hyavs ukve. Seiks<br />

cekvaven. mokled, Tanamedrove gogoebi arian.<br />

imaTi mama ki miwaSi lpeba. krematoriums ver vitan,<br />

magram ra Tqma unda, moval. Tormetze, xom? ver<br />

vitan krematoriums. matareblis fexsadgils<br />

magonebs raRaciT. daaWer pedals fexs da kuboc<br />

wava qveviT, vin icis sad... TiTqos arc gicxovria,<br />

arc yofilxar. ori kilo movimate, gogo, am erT<br />

kviraSi. Tvalis CiniviT mifrTxildebian Cemi<br />

mdgmurebi. zogi Svili ar mogivlis ase. mTeli<br />

bazari moaqvs xolme im sulels. marTla poetia.<br />

Tavqariani. mecodeba. rad ginda-meTqi amdeni,<br />

veubnebi, magram vin gismens. sul imis rCevaSi<br />

arian, ra Wamon da ra dalion. ras aZleven mainc<br />

amdens leqsebSi?! iqneb Cvenc dagvewera. ise,<br />

namdvilad bevri Wirdeba - iqiT coli, aqeT<br />

sayvareli. Tanac ucxoeli. oi, rogor mtkiva<br />

guli, rom icode. ar damtovo beboo - Cumad<br />

miTxra, dedamiss rom ar gaego. Tan xels miWerda


xelze. gamaxsendeba da Cems xels vkocni.<br />

damemduRra guli, magram ra ginda rom qna. rame Tu<br />

vTqvi, uaress izams dedamisi Cemi jibriT, Cems<br />

gasamwareblad. amitom, roca mtkiva, vicini xolme,<br />

roca vbrazob, Seiks vcekvav... iqneb erTi gamoiaro.<br />

Sampanurs dagalevineb. gaxsovs? tra-la-la, trala-la...<br />

eh, Cvenc gvqonda erTi dro...<br />

7


da mainc, yvelafris miuxedavad, anda, swored<br />

yvelafridan gamomdinare, fransuaza mTeli ori<br />

wliT Camovida moskovSi, sacxovreblad da<br />

samuSaod, sinamdvileSi ki Tavisi faruli da<br />

sasicocxlo mniSvnelobis ganzraxvis<br />

aRsasruleblad - siyvarulis Teslis gasatanad<br />

aqedan, satusaRos jurRmulebSi Camyayebuli<br />

wyvdiadidan Tavisufal samyaroSi, raTa<br />

darCenili sicocxle axla mas, siyvarulis nayofs<br />

dasdgomoda msaxurad - arada, TiTqos aRarc unda<br />

gamoexeda aqeTken; ukanasknelad rom dabrunda<br />

moskovidan, arafris Tavi aRar hqonda, landi<br />

gasdioda, uwamlod veRar iZinebda, mTeli Rame<br />

koSmarebi stanjavda, arc muSaoba undoda, arc<br />

swavla, arc naTesavi, arc megobari - sahaero<br />

katastrofidan SemTxveviT gadarCenil mgzavrs<br />

hgavda, romelsac bedad sxeulis arc erTi organo<br />

ar dazianebia, magram mainc xangrZlivi<br />

fsiqologiuri mkurnaloba sWirdeba: simSvide,<br />

Zili, kargi kveba da kargi haeri misTvis<br />

sasiamovno garemoSi, raTa erTxel da samudamod<br />

ganTavisufldes gadarCenis safasurad SeZenili,<br />

sazareli, sulisSemxuTavi Cvenebebisgan,<br />

xmebisgan, SegrZnebebisgan da sabolood, axla<br />

ukve namdvilad, mTeli arsebiT dabrundes miwaze,<br />

sadac misi adgilia. fransuazac ase moiqca.<br />

moskovidan dabrunebulma, maSinve Tavis kunZuls<br />

miaSura, da male igrZno kidec samxreTuli<br />

bunebis cxovelmyofeli Zala. ase kargad didi<br />

xania ar vyofilvar. siwynarea, simSvidea.<br />

silamazea. egnate ar Cans, Tumca, xandaxan mainc<br />

mgonia, TiTqos Soridan miTvalTvalebs. marto


Sen maklixar, Torem sruli gancxroma iqneboda.<br />

rogor xar? magra svam Tu magra muSaob? mainc ar<br />

metyvi simarTles. iseTi grZnoba maqvs, TiTqos<br />

romeliRac CaJamebuli jurRmulidan amovedi<br />

SemTxveviT. es grZnoba didxans gahyveba. ufro<br />

sworad, verasodes veRar moiSorebs, veRarc<br />

parizSi, veRarc kunZulze, versad, sadac ukve<br />

SvilTan erTad gaeqceva am Semawuxebel,<br />

damakninebel, gamabriyvebel SegrZnebas. magram<br />

amaod. araferi ar uSvelis, vidre isev jurRmulSi<br />

ar dabrundeba, radgan es jurRmulis<br />

avadmyofobaa da misgan gankurneba yovlad<br />

SeuZlebelia - Tu jurRmulSi xar, iqidan gaqcevas<br />

cdilob sul, Tu gaiqcevi da, ukan mobrunebis<br />

survili gtanjavs. am avadmyofobas imperiis<br />

mesveurebi "sabWoTa patriotizmsac" eZaxian<br />

cinikurad da, marTlac, visac erTxel Cauylapavs<br />

sabWouri haeri, sxvagan veRar gaCerdeba didxans -<br />

misTvis iseTive mavnebelia sufTa haeri, rogorc<br />

sxvebisTvis - binZuri. dekembris dasawyisSi<br />

moskovs mivemgzavrebi ori wliT. ras ityvi amis<br />

Sesaxeb? meti araferia axali. ra gveTqmis,<br />

madlobis garda, magram sxva raRa unda iyos<br />

axali, amaze meti? grZnobs ra ganusazRvrel<br />

mniSvnelobas am "meti arafrisa", imdeni<br />

moTminebac hyofnis, damalos zRva sixaruli.<br />

SeiZleba, eSinia kidec gamomJRavnebisa, sakuTar<br />

sixaruls rom ar waelekvinos moskovSi<br />

Camosvlamde. gamarjoba. ai, Camovedi. Camovida da<br />

dabinavda kidec. bina saqarxqno raionSia. - esec<br />

programiTaa winaswar gaTvaliswinebuli<br />

sabWoeTSi samuSaod Camosuli ucxoelebisaTvis,


axlos rom gaicnon (sakuTar kiserze iwvnion)<br />

aqauri cxovreba. Cems mters nebismier saqarxno<br />

raionSi moxvedra, gansakuTrebiT SabaT-kviras.<br />

didian-patarianad yvela mTvralia. erTxel cemas<br />

Zlivs gadaurCa <strong>avel</strong>umi. liftSi Sevida da<br />

mTvrali mglebis xrovaSi ki aRmoCnda uceb.<br />

TxuTmet-Teqvsmeti wlis pirtitvela biWebi iyvnen,<br />

yvelas boTli eWira xelSi, zogs ukve sanaxevrod<br />

daclili. pirdapir boTliT iyudebdnen arays,<br />

limonaTiviT. TiTqos verc gamCneven, magram<br />

kargad Tu daakvirdebiT, Segnebulad garideben<br />

RvarZliani interesiT aelvarebul Tvalebs,<br />

rogorc mtacebelma cxovelebma ician.<br />

daZabulobisgan Tu SiSisgan, <strong>avel</strong>umma uneblieT<br />

boTli gamoglija xelidan erT-erT maTgans da<br />

sulmouTqmelad Caicala mware, ekliani siTxe,<br />

aforiaqebul, agangaSebul SiganSi. etyoba, aman<br />

gaWra, aman gadaarCina. gesliani interesi<br />

stiqiuri aRtacebiT SeecvalaT. foladis civi<br />

laplapi zeTis nelTbil bzinvaSi gadaizarda da<br />

roca lifti gaCerda, uxmod dauTmes gza.


magram verc es SeaCerebs <strong>avel</strong>ums. ukve<br />

ramdenjerme CaakiTxa ukve moskovel fransuazas.<br />

mSvenieri binaa. rac mTavaria, telefoniani.<br />

rasakvirvelia, asedac iqneboda. tyuilad<br />

Relavda fransuaza. es bina specialur fonds<br />

ekuTvnis, ucxoelebisTvisaa gankuTvnili da,<br />

TavisTavad cxadia, uaRresad sainteresoa, raze an<br />

visTan saubrobs aq macxovrebeli ucxoeli, am<br />

etapze - fransuaza. fransuaza mainc ar<br />

elodeboda, ase kargad Tu moewyoboda, magram<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis pirvelive stumrobis Semdeg, erTbaSad<br />

Sejavrda aqauroba. yvelgan Sen melandebi am<br />

wyeul binaSio - swerda imave saRamos <strong>avel</strong>ums -<br />

samzareuloSi Sexedvisac meSinia da sawolSi<br />

Cawolisaco. jer sad aris! jer yvelaferi winaa!<br />

magram TandaTan isic mieCveva aqaur yofas.<br />

"gasarTobsac" monaxavs, xalxsac gaicnobs da<br />

Tavfexianad CaerTveba (sxvaTaSoris, didad<br />

mowadinebuli) moskovuri "aristokratiis" anu,<br />

masaviT sabWoeTSi akreditebuli, metwilad<br />

xelmokle ucxoelebisa da adgilobrivi snobebis,<br />

igive aralengaluri mxatvrebisa Tu Cveulebrivi<br />

inteleqtualuri aferistebis mxiarul<br />

ferxulSi. male <strong>avel</strong>umis gulisTvisac ar ityvis<br />

uars nebismier wveulebaze, nebismier gamofenaze,<br />

nebismier gaseirnebaze - ipodromze cxenebiT Tu<br />

qalaqgareT manqaniT - da imitom ki ara, naklebad<br />

rom eyvareba <strong>avel</strong>umi, vidre axla uyvars, jer<br />

kidev damfrTxalsa da gaognebuls axali garemos<br />

utifari cnobismoyvareobiT, familaruli<br />

guliTadobiT, aramed imitom, uimisodac rom<br />

gaitanos Tavi rogorme, ese igi, arc <strong>avel</strong>umis


dasanaxad ganudges kampanias, romelmac unda<br />

gaaZlebinos <strong>avel</strong>umis Camosvlamdec da <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

wasvlis Semdegac. adamianis nebismieri saqcieli,<br />

nebismieri qmedeba - rogorc dRes vambobT xolme -<br />

Tavdacvis, TviTgadarCenis JiniTaa nakarnaxevi. is<br />

yovelTvis gadarCenas cdilobs, Segnebulad Tu<br />

Seugneblad, Wkvianurad Tu briyvulad,<br />

gacnobierebulad Tu gaucnobiereblad da amis<br />

bralia male, Zalian male, xandaxan sul erTi<br />

saaTis Camofrenilsac, marto rom datovebs<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums fransuaza Tavis binaSi, TviTon ki<br />

wveulebaze gaiqceva, an saelCoSi, an ucxoelTa<br />

korpusSi, kutuzovze, an romelime,<br />

xelisuflebisTvis arc mTlad misaRebi da<br />

amitomac zedmetad gaxmaurebuli mxatvris<br />

saxelosnoSi, radgan ase rom ar moiqces,<br />

meorejer aRar dauZaxeben da saqarxno raionSi,<br />

Tavis merve sarTulze, mgeliviT unda iymuvlos<br />

moskovuri zamTris gauTavebel RameebSi,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis aseve gauTavebel molodinSi. "ar<br />

SeiZleba, sircxvilia, ewyinebaTo" - erTdroulad<br />

Seecdeba sakuTari saqcielis gamarTlebasac da<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis darwmunebasac, arafers rom ar akeTebs<br />

misTvis sazianos. ubralod, <strong>avel</strong>umisgan<br />

gansxvavebiT, iqauri, imaTeburi, uaRresad<br />

daxvewili wesidan gamomdinare, marTla uwesobad,<br />

umadurobad Tvlis nebismieri yuradRebis<br />

ugulebelyofas da aCqarebuli ketavs <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

garedan, faqtiurad, kagebes kuTvnil<br />

teritoriaze. magram maT erTmaneTi uyvarT da<br />

amitom sxvebze ukeT unda gaigon da moiTminon<br />

kidec bevri ram, rasac araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar<br />

moiTmendnen erTmaneTi rom ar yvarebodaT.


<strong>avel</strong>umic igebs da iTmens. gaiketavs Tu ara<br />

fransuaza kars, maSinve Suqs aqrobs mTel binaSi,<br />

viTom bina carielia, atyuebs viRacas, visic ar<br />

icis saxeli da visic Zalian eSinia. iatakze dgams<br />

lurjad acimcimebulsa da xmaCawyvetil<br />

televizors, Tavadac iatakze jdeba (iZulebiT),<br />

gverdiT viskis boTls idgams da ase da amgvarad,<br />

nel-nela, TandaTanobiT, ylupidan ylupamde,<br />

cdilobs ganewyos fransuazas gasagebad da<br />

sakuTari arsebobis mosaTmenad. ra ujdeba es<br />

ganwyoba, amaze calke wigni SeiZleba daiweros.<br />

sibrazisgan mikiotiviT gafxorili zis bnel<br />

oTaxSi da xmaCawyvetili televizoris ekranzec<br />

uimisod midis cxovreba, iqac uimisod cxovroben<br />

viRacebi, arc isini agdeben ramed - uimisod<br />

uyvarT, uimisod sZulT, uimisod svamen, uimisod<br />

Wamen, uimisod sZinavT, uimisod daaqroleben<br />

cxenebs, manqanebs, matareblebs, TviTmfrinavebs,<br />

magram ras gaurbian da ras eswrafvian, <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

arc esmis da arc unda rom esmodes, raki sakuTar<br />

miswrafebebSic ver garkveula Tavad. isic ver<br />

gaurkvevia, aq ufro Tavisufalia Tu Sin;<br />

maincdamainc, aq unda gamoqceuliyo Sinidan, Tavi<br />

adamianad rom egrZno, Tu, sanam kidev droa,<br />

ukanmouxedavad unda mokurcxlos aqedan Sinisken.<br />

mokled, erTi cixidan TavdaRweuli, meore cixeSi<br />

zis uazro nebayoflobiT da sxvaTa asavaldasavalis<br />

garkveva ar ainteresebs. CvenSi rom<br />

vTqvaT, arc SeuZlia. misi ar iyos, isinic albaT<br />

gadarCenas cdiloben, Taviseburad, rogorc<br />

SeuZliaT, radgan nebismieri cxovreba,


satelevizoroc ki, gadarCenis mcdelobaa da, me<br />

Tu mkiTxavT, yvela erTnairad kraxiT mTavrdeba.


asakvirvelia, mTlad dawynarebuli arc<br />

fransuaza ixdis Tavis zneobriv vals.<br />

ramdenjerme unda daurekos "iqidan", ramdenjerme<br />

unda moikiTxos, rogor aris, ras akeTebs, Zalian<br />

enatreba Tu ara... Tan "iqaur" ambebsac awvdis,<br />

SeZlebisdagvarad, jaSuSiviT, pirze<br />

xelmifarebuli. axla iatakze vsxedvarTo -<br />

eCurCuleba telefonSi. Tqven ratomRa sxedxarT<br />

iatakzeo - ukvirs <strong>avel</strong>ums gulwrfelad.<br />

marTlac, ra unda hqondeT dasamali saelCoSi<br />

wveulebaze misul xalxs! meorec erTi, meti<br />

zrdiloba da TavdaWeriloba moeTxoveba amgvar<br />

wveulebebze Sekrebilebs. fransuazasTvis ki<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis SekiTxvaa gaugebari. Tu SeiZleba ase<br />

iTqvas, <strong>avel</strong>umis gakvirveba akvirvebs.<br />

telefonSic xedavs <strong>avel</strong>umi, rogor iCeCavs mxrebs<br />

- ra vici, vsxedvarT, vsvamT, vsaubrobTo - TiTqos<br />

asedac unda iyos, TiTqos ase rom ar iqceodnen, is<br />

iqneboda gasakviri, TiTqos swored amas hqvia<br />

saelCoSi miReba - iatakze jdomasa da sxvadasxva<br />

sasmelebis wrupvas, Tanac erTmaneTis Wiqebidan.<br />

erTi gamasinje, Tu RmerTi gwams, ras svam ase<br />

gemrielad. Cemi Zalian tkbilia. Tfui, ara, es<br />

gasinjuli maqvs. ai, Sens gverdiT koxta gogona<br />

rom zis da nifxvis maqmani mouCans, iman<br />

gamasinjos Tavisi... <strong>avel</strong>umma ki lamis marTla<br />

iymuvlos sibrazisgan, sibriyvisgan, bolos da<br />

bolos, simartovisgan. saaTis isrebic misi<br />

jibriT ar icvlian TiTqos fexs. ramdenjerac ar<br />

unda gajaxundes liftis kari,<br />

moulodnelobisgan yovelTvis erTnairad<br />

Seuxteba xolme guli. xolo roca lifti maT


sarTulze Cerdeba, gulic uCerdeba saerTod.<br />

SiSs imedi enacvleba, imeds SiSi, oinbazuri<br />

moxerxebulobiTa da siswrafiT, kartiviT areuli<br />

erTmaneTSi, kokteiliviT Sezavebuli<br />

erTmaneTTan da saboloo jamSi imdenad<br />

damaxinjebuli erTmaneTiT, aRarc SiSi eTqmis,<br />

aRarc imedi - sxva raRacaa, axali, jer ganucdeli<br />

- eldiani gaugebroba Tu gaugebari elda. SiSiT<br />

liftioris eSinia - xom SeiZleba, mainc gaigos,<br />

mainc mixvdes, aq rom vimalebio - imedi ki<br />

fransuazasi aqvs - iqneb amjerad mainc is iyoso.<br />

yvelaze metad ki imis warmodgena acofebs,<br />

sadRac, cxra mTis gadaRma, mis colSvilsac<br />

masaviT rom wydeba gzisken Tvali, SiSiTa da<br />

imediT, oRond mis molodinSi. is ki unebarTvod<br />

ikavebs kagebes sabinao fondis kuTvnil farTobs,<br />

simartovis fskerze zis, faSasaviT<br />

fexmorTxmuli, viskis boTls brazian katasaviT<br />

ixutebs gulSi, TiTqos odnavadac Tu SeuSvebs<br />

xels, gadauxteba, anda saxes daabRortnis basri<br />

brWyalebiT, da mxolod telefonis meSveobiT<br />

ukavSirdeba Tavis siyvaruls, romlis<br />

gulisTvisac, seses mercxaliviT, vin icis,<br />

ramdeni mTa da veli gadmoulesavs, da romelic<br />

qalaqis meore boloSi iatakze zis axla Tavis<br />

degenerat meinaxeebTan erTad da "kulturulad"<br />

erToba, "evropul yaidaze" atarebs dros, anu,<br />

xarks uxdis SiSs, simartoves, ugulebelyofas,<br />

Tanamedrove civilizebuli sazogadoebis<br />

zneobrivi da moraluri kodeqsis Sesabamisad da,<br />

aqedan gamomdinare, anda sulac amis gamo, araTu<br />

ukulturobad, elementarul uadamianobadac ar


Tvlis misi gulisTvis qveynis meore bolodan<br />

nasesxebi fuliT Camofrenili "stumris" marto<br />

datovebas, Tundac viskis boTlTan da<br />

xmaCawyvetil televizorTan erTad. aris wuTebi,<br />

roca marTla Zlivs ikavebs Tavs, ase, viskis<br />

boTlianad, rom ar gamovides derefanSi da<br />

ucxoeli qalis saSinao xalaTSi gamowyobili, ar<br />

daadges Tavze kibis qveS gamarTul "kabinetSi"<br />

mduRare Cais ganuwyveteli smisgan<br />

loyebalaplapebul liftiors - aha, aqa var,<br />

dareke, sadac jer arso. magram ase Tu ar iqceva,<br />

mxolod imitom, siyvarulis erTaderT, gnebavT,<br />

ukanasknel raindad, sulac msaxurad rom<br />

warmoudgenia Tavi da rasac sCadis (an ar sCadis)<br />

siyvarulis saxeliT, siyvarulis gulisTvis,<br />

siyvarulis gadasarCenad sCadis (an ar sCadis). da<br />

marTlac, ukvalod, unaleqod qreba sibneleSi,<br />

simartoveSi gadatanili damcirebac, wyenaca da<br />

mrisxanebac, rogorcki gasaRebi aCxakundeba karis<br />

saketSi da gulamovardnili, aRgznebuli,<br />

aRelvebuli fransuaza kiserze Camoekideba, raTa<br />

jer akocos da mere uTxras - gamarjobao - mere<br />

isev akocos, didxans, gauRimeblad gausworos<br />

Tvali da ukve dabejiTebiT, daueWveblad<br />

ganacxados: rasakvirvelia, es marTla Sen xaro.


fransuazas moskovSi gadmosaxlebam nanatri<br />

Sveba ver moutana <strong>avel</strong>ums. piriqiT, axla ufro<br />

garTulda, ufro daiZaba maTi urTierToba.<br />

iSviaTi, moulodneli dResaswauli yoveldRiur<br />

sazrunavad da safiqralad iqca. fransuaza<br />

moskovSi imitom gadmosaxlda, ufro axlos rom<br />

yofiliyo <strong>avel</strong>umTan, ufro xSirad rom<br />

SesZleboda misi naxva, ramdenadac Rrmad iyo<br />

darwmunebuli, <strong>avel</strong>umisTvisac ufro<br />

mosaxerxebeli iqneboda satusaRos SigniT<br />

gadaadgileba. magram Tbilisidan moskovSi Casvla<br />

da iq garkveuli drois ganmavlobaSi cxovreba,<br />

ekonomiuris garda, bevr saCoTiro da Znelad<br />

mosarev problemas aCenda. rasakvirvelia, mainc<br />

moskovi rCeboda im "wminda adgilad", sadac<br />

ZiriTadad xvdebodnen isini, magram moskovSi<br />

xangrZlivad cxovreba <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis ufro<br />

SeuZlebeli iqneboda, vidre autaneli. bolos da<br />

bolos, <strong>avel</strong>ums TbilisSi col-Svili hyavda,<br />

romlebic aravisze naklebad ar uyvarda da erTi<br />

wuTiTac ar apirebda maTze xelis aRebas, bedis<br />

amara mitovebas, ramdenadac ojaxi, upirveles<br />

yovlisa, mamakacuri valdebuleba, zneobrivi<br />

tvirTia da ara sasiamovno an usiamovno garemocva,<br />

romelic Seni guneba-ganwyobilebisda mixedviT,<br />

SegiZlia Secvalo an gaaumjobeso. garda amisa,<br />

misi azriT, melaniac iseve saWiroebda gadarCenas,<br />

rogorc igive fransuaza, da amdenad misi mizanic,<br />

rac ar unda did sisuleled mogeCvenoT, orives<br />

gadarCenas gulisxmobda da ara romelime<br />

maTganisa.


es is droa swored, rodesac telegrafSi yvelas<br />

daamaxsovra Tavi (rac mere soniasTan<br />

dakavSirebiTac ganmeorda). taqsofonebi axali<br />

Semosulia TbilisSi da xalxic buziviT exveva.<br />

hyavs Tu ar hyavs nacnobi moskovSi, mainc yvela<br />

rekavs, Tundac ubralo cnobismoyvareobis<br />

dasakmayofileblad (vam kavo? ne tuda papal).<br />

telefonist biWebs yvelani scnoben, yvelani<br />

cdiloben maTTan daaxloebas. imaTac amayad,<br />

medidurad uWiravT Tavi. ZiriTadad sofleli<br />

biWebi arian, teqnikumdamTavrebulni,<br />

saxeldaxelod gamoCekili specialistebi am<br />

axali dargisa. xelis gamarTvac exerxebaT da<br />

xelis moTbobac. aTaskaciani rigi rom idges,<br />

TavianTi oTaxidan dagarekineben uceb. magram<br />

amasTan dakavSirebiT, rasakvirvelia gaugebrobac<br />

bevri xdeba - Sexla-Semoxla, Cveulebrivi<br />

Tbilisuri Cxubi da ayalmayali. erTxel daniTac<br />

daWres kaci, urigod apirebdi wasvlaso. daWrili<br />

pirvelad verc mixvda, ra mouvida, jer kidev<br />

ekamaTeboda damWrels, magram xeli rom dauSva da<br />

pijakis saxelodan sisxli gadmoeRvara -<br />

damWreso - Tqva gakvirvebulma, ufro TavisTvis,<br />

vidre sxvebis gasagonad.


damWrels ki gaxsnili dana isev xelSi eWira da<br />

karisken miikvlevda gzas. acaxcaxebuli, naTuris<br />

mbJutav Suqze yviTlad abrWyvialebuli danis<br />

wveri lamis cxvirwin Cautara <strong>avel</strong>ums (riTac<br />

erTi metad Zveli da metad usiamovno SemTxveva<br />

gaaxsena), magram amjerad srulebiTac ar<br />

Seuwuxebia am ambavs. is ki, daniani, nela,<br />

frTxilad ixevda ukan. ukan ki ara, karisken da,<br />

Tavad damfrTxali, mainc sxvebis SeSinebas<br />

cdilobda. "ar momekaroT, ar momekaroTo" -<br />

imeorebda gadafiTrebuli, Tvalebdayvlepili.<br />

cxoveluri alRo karnaxobda, mxolod ase Tu<br />

ixsnida Tavs. marTlac, yvelani uxmod ayolebdnen<br />

Tvals, magram rogorc ki gavida darbazidan,<br />

rogorc ki Setrialda da kisristexiT daeSva<br />

kibeze, maSinve yiJiniT gamoedevnen daWrilis<br />

amxanagebica da seiris moyvarulnic. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki<br />

sxva daniT iyo daWrili da Tavisi satkivari,<br />

Tavisi sadardeli ayuryutebda telefonis<br />

kabinis win. rac ufro mets laparakobdnen isa da<br />

fransuaza telefoniT, miT ufro iZabeboda, miT<br />

ufro gaurkveveli xdeboda maTi urTierToba.<br />

aSkarad raRac mzaddeboda, raRac unda<br />

momxdariyo, naTeli rom mohfenoda yvelafers - an<br />

ase, an ise - magram moTminebac dRiTi dRe<br />

iwureboda, moTminebis beRelSi mxolod fskerze<br />

da isic aqa-iqRa Tu eyara imedis marcvali.<br />

saaTobiT, dilidan saRamomde, xan ki gvian Ramemde<br />

idga xolme rigSi. xan mTvrali elaparakeboda<br />

aTasnair sisuleles, xan ki rigSi<br />

gamofxizlebuli da amis gamo uaresad aRrenili.<br />

magram, ase iyo Tu ise, mainc jiutad brundeboda am


mojadoebul kabinasTan, raTa Tundac uazro,<br />

suleluri laparakiT daecxro mRelvare,<br />

mSfoTvare, ukidegano swrafva fransuazasken,<br />

romelic Tavis mxriv ganuwyvetliv, mouTmenlad<br />

elodeboda, Rrmad darwmunebuli, yvelafers rom<br />

iRonebda is da rac SeiZleba male CaakiTxavda<br />

erTxel kidev, Tundac ukanasknelad. iqamde ki,<br />

mkvdris danatovari nivTebiviT, dastiroda<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis kbilis jagrissa Tu saSinao flostebs.<br />

xolo morigi ganSorebis Semdeg, aeroportidan<br />

Tu sadguridan mobrunebuls, verc awewili<br />

sawolisTvis Seexeda, verc WiqebSi CarCenili<br />

RvinisTvis da isev facafuciT garboda (Tuki<br />

gasaqcevi hqonda sadme) am wyeuli, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

oreulebiT gamotenili binidan. Sin iyo Tu<br />

samsaxurSi, sul dacqvetili, daZabuli<br />

elodeboda telefonis zars. "damSviddi, es Seni<br />

qarTveli ar ariso" - dauZaxebdnen ukve<br />

Sexumrebuli TanamSromlebi. imas ki mainc<br />

rcxvenoda maTi, Tamamad mainc ver ambobda<br />

saTqmels maTi TandaswrebiT da, rasakvirvelia,<br />

erCia Tuki <strong>avel</strong>umi samsaxurSi ar daurekavda,<br />

magram Zalian dawydeboda guli, ase Tu moiqceoda.<br />

samsaxurSic yvelas, maincdamainc, misi mosmena<br />

ainteresebda, radgan yvelam icoda, ris gamo<br />

Camosuliyo es patara, suleli gogo parizidan<br />

maT qalaqSi da, raki jerjerobiT aravin<br />

ukrZalavdaT, TanaugrZnobdnen kidec<br />

Taviseburad. yurdacqvetilni ki usmendnen<br />

fransuazasa da <strong>avel</strong>umis laparaks, magram<br />

fransuazasa da <strong>avel</strong>umisa ar iyos, imaTac bevri<br />

araferi gaegebodaT albaT. fransuaza da <strong>avel</strong>umi


imasac ver agebinebdnen erTmaneTs, kargad iyvnen<br />

Tu cudad. Tu kargad xar, ratom muSaob cotas da<br />

Tu cudad xar, ratom ar midixar eqimTano -<br />

uyviroda fransuaza. anda, SeiZleba, gangeb ver<br />

igebda, Segnebulad, mTavari saTqmeli ufro<br />

bunebrivad rom moeyolebina bolos: Tu arc<br />

muSaob da arc mkurnalob, maSin raRas uzixar<br />

mando. <strong>avel</strong>umic, rasakvirvelia, yovelTvis<br />

Cadioda, rogorc ki amis saSualeba eZleoda - xan<br />

erTi kviriT, xan erTi dRiT, xan erTi saaTiTac...<br />

erTxel pirdapir pliaJidan wavida adleris<br />

aeroportSi, magram imxela Tovli movida uceb<br />

moskovSi (oqtombris bolo ricxvebi iyo mgoni),<br />

rom ityvian, bewvze gamoaswro, Torem gayinvas<br />

gindac gadarCenoda, fsiqiatriul saavadmyofoSi<br />

aRmoCndeboda namdvilad: sazRvaod gamowyobili,<br />

giJi egoneboda vinmes, anda, amis mosurne, ufro<br />

iolad daabralebda giJobas. samxedro ekipaJi<br />

marTavda erTaderT TviTmfrinavs, romelic im<br />

dRes (da im kviras saerTod) afrinda moskovis<br />

aeroportebidan. viRac arabi stumrebisTvis<br />

gamoides samxedroebma Tavi, viTom, CvenTvis amindi<br />

ar arsebobs, nebismier amindSi davfrinavTo.<br />

stumaric samxedro ataSe gaxldaT.<br />

gamcileblebisgan gansxvavebiT, masac da mis<br />

pirad mcvelsac (ormetrian axmaxs) samoqalaqo<br />

kostiumebi ecvaT da vidre bolisfer burusSi<br />

mifrinavdnen, ese igi, kavkasiamde, Tavi ar auRiaT<br />

wignebidan, viTom, kiTxviT iyvnen garTulni da<br />

araferi esmodaT, rac maT irgvliv xdeboda.<br />

magram TviTmfrinavi rogorc ki kavkasiaSi SeiWra,<br />

eqskursiaze wamoyvanili bavSvebiviT micvivdnen


samxreTuli mcxunvare mziT abrWyvialebul<br />

iluminatorebs, gegonebodaT, TavianT<br />

sicocxleSi pirvelad xedaven amgvar saocrebaso.<br />

samxedro mfrinavebi ki gaskdnen buterbrodebis<br />

WamiTa da tomatis wvenis smiT. ori jiSiani,<br />

janRoniT savse stiuardesa, sabagiro gzis wyvili<br />

vagoniviT, ganuwyvetliv ezideboda maT kabinaSi<br />

erTmaneTze aTrigad da ocrigad dalagebul<br />

buterbrodebsa da langarze wiTlad<br />

awkrialebul Wiqebs. xolo is ramdenime sabWoTa<br />

moqalaqe, <strong>avel</strong>umis CaTvliT, romlebic<br />

TviTmfrinavSi ufro imitom auSves, Cveulebrivi<br />

samgzavro ganwyoba rom SeeqmnaT stumrebisaTvis,<br />

aravis axsovda. piradad <strong>avel</strong>umi mTeli gza<br />

oflad iRvreboda da erTi ylupi wylisaTvis<br />

naxevar sicocxles daTmobda daufiqreblad.<br />

magram im TviTmfrinavSi aravis Wirdeboda misi<br />

sicocxle. aRar sWirdeboda - gasakeTebeli iqamde<br />

gaakeTebines, vidre TviTmfrinavSi auSvebdnen.<br />

sxva mgzavrebTan erTad, masac niCabi miaCeCes<br />

xelSi da welamde TovlSi biliki gaakvalines<br />

TviTmfrinavamde. gafrena Tu gindaT, xelic<br />

gaanZrieTo - TiTqos saamisod bileTis aReba ar<br />

kmaroda. <strong>avel</strong>ums, rogorc ukve vTqvi, rusuli<br />

zamTris kvalobaze, zedmetad xalvaTad ecva,<br />

magram swored amis gamo, sxvebze meti mondomebiT<br />

eZgera Tovls.


amasobaSi ki mexuTe weli miiwura am<br />

sasiyvarulo cieb-cxelebisa, magram garegnulad<br />

yvelaferi ucvleli darCa - igive molodini, igive<br />

moulodneli, xanmokle Sexvedrebi,<br />

gamosaTxovari sufrebi, gauTavebeli satelefono<br />

saubrebi, umizezo Cxubebi, gulubryvilo<br />

sayvedurebi, suleluri braldebebi, aseve<br />

suleluri Tavis marTlebebi, usafuZvlo<br />

eWvianobebi, SiSebi, imedebi, ocnebebi, miznebi da<br />

igive Slegi, dauokebeli, dauleveli swrafva<br />

erTmaneTisken. fransuaza ufro da ufro<br />

efloboda moskovur yofaSi. ukve bevri ram, rac<br />

Soridan, parizidan, momxibvlelic Canda,<br />

acofebda, aRizianebda da amis gamo kidev ufro<br />

itanjeboda. saerTod ki itanjeboda yvelafris<br />

gamoc da arafris gamoc. lamis yurebze<br />

xelebafarebuli dadioda, moskovuri Worebisgan<br />

Tavis dasacavad. aSinebda, abnevda sabWoTa xalxis<br />

sulis sardafebSi wyaliviT Camdgari,<br />

damyayebuli siZulvili yvelafrisa, rac Tavad<br />

aRar hqonda - daekarga, daeviwyebina. verafers ver<br />

aswrebda, araferi ar gamosdioda da itanjeboda,<br />

itanjeboda werili rom ver miewera<br />

TavisianebisTvis, itanjeboda <strong>avel</strong>umis werils<br />

rom kiTxulobda, xmas rom usmenda telefonSi da<br />

aseve itanjebodi werilidan werilamde,<br />

darekvidan darekvamde. itanjeboda, ukve<br />

ocdaTvrameti weli rom usruldeboda <strong>avel</strong>ums,<br />

sarecxi rom ugrovdeboda abazanaSi, bina rom<br />

dasalagebeli iyo, qira - gadasaxdeli, stumrad<br />

rom apirebda wasvlas, Tma ki dasabani hqonda.<br />

itanjeboda winaTgrZnobiT, <strong>avel</strong>umis moulodnel


gamoCenas rom hpirdeboda da itanjeboda<br />

winaTgrZnobiT gawbilebuli. itanjeboda<br />

moskovuri sicivisgan. itanjeboda bavSvobidan<br />

Sesisxlxorcebuli zRvisa da mzis siSoriT.<br />

itanjeboda, ians rom ver urekavda xSirad,<br />

itanjeboda imis saxelganTqmuli ragusa Tu<br />

guliaSis warmodgenaze. itanjeboda, verafriT<br />

rom ver aexsna, ase ratom dahfofinebda Tavze<br />

liana, rodesac mainc midioda xolme stumrad<br />

ianTan. itanjeboda, samsaxuridan Sin rom<br />

atandnen dasamuSavebel teqsts da itanjeboda,<br />

roca ar atandnen. itanjeboda, imitom rom<br />

itanjeboda. imitom rom, adre dgeboda, gvian<br />

wveboda, sadRac elodebodnen, viRac unda enaxa...<br />

imitom rom, bolos da bolos, aqac iseve<br />

cxovrobda, rogorc parizSi - egviptel monasaviT<br />

- oRond, Tuki parizSi aqeT wamosasvleli<br />

bileTis fulisTvis idgamda welebze fexs, aq imis<br />

nebarTvis mopovebas cdilobda, imave gziT, ase<br />

rom etanja TavisTvis, aravis daeSala, aravin<br />

gabrazebuliyo da gabrazebuls droze adre ar<br />

gaepanRurebina ukanve. da mainc yvelaze metad<br />

simartoviT itanjeboda. panikuri SiSi hqonda<br />

simartovisa, siyvarulis oTx kedels Soris<br />

gamomwyvdevisa, da yvelafers akeTebda saimisod,<br />

erTxelac rom ar gamorCenodaT mxedvelobidan<br />

mis moskovel megobrebs, arc nebsiT da arc<br />

uneblieT. simartovis SiSiT misdevda<br />

cxenosnobasac da kvira diliT, gindac <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

swoloda gverdiT, mercxaliviT wamofrindeboda<br />

xolme sawolidan uTenia da, Saqris natexebiT<br />

jibegamotenili, ipodromze garboda, sadac


masaviT sabWoeTSi akreditebuli da karg<br />

cxovrebas danatrebuli ucxoelebi, aborigen<br />

snobebTan erTad, "kulturulad", "jansaRad"<br />

atarebdnen dros, miuxedavad diaxac rom<br />

ukulturo da arajansaRi garemocvisa. magram<br />

fransuazas ise eSinoda simartovisa, gnebavT<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis danatovari sicarielisa, ise jiutad,<br />

ise mondomebiT, magram ise uSedegod cdilobda am<br />

sicarielis raimeTi amovsebas, cxenze Sejdeboda<br />

ki ara, paraSutiTac gadmoxteboda dReSi orjer,<br />

dila-saRamos, oRond romelime gabobebul<br />

boriasa Tu gaJanebul ivanes ar eTqva misTvis, vinc<br />

ase ar moiqceva, is arc Cvenianiao da aRarc<br />

agarakze waviyvanT sabanaod da aRarc<br />

saxelosnoSi davpatiJebT axali aralegaluri<br />

geniis mikrogamofenazeo. magram marTla Tu<br />

fiqrobda vinme ase, albaT Tavad fransuaza.<br />

Tumca, rac marTalia, marTalia, safuZvelic<br />

hqonda amgvari fiqrisa. maSin SeiZleba amdens ver<br />

vxvdebodi, magram axla, oci wlis Semdeg,<br />

warmodgenac Znelia, rogor Zlebda saerTod<br />

moskovSi marto, Tovlis qoxSi, umSoblebod,<br />

unaTesavod, uzRvod, umzeod, uarafrod. mxolod<br />

da mxolod, <strong>avel</strong>umTan kidev erTxel Sexvedris<br />

imediT. rasakvirvelia, eSinoda nebismieri<br />

vigindaris ganawyeneba, romelsac gulSi albaT<br />

sul sxva zraxvebi hqonda da sul sxva mizniT<br />

misdevda "aristokratul" cxovrebas. fransuaza<br />

ara marto gasaTxovari iyo, aramed... ucxoelic. es<br />

ki usazRvrod did upiratesobas aniWebda<br />

adgilobriv gasaTxovar gogoebTan SedarebiT,<br />

rac ar unda ioli xelmisawvdomebi yofiliyvnen


isini. fransuaza, SeiZleba, imdenad "tkbili"<br />

lukma ar iyo, ramdenadac - "sasargeblo",<br />

gansakuTrebiT im disidenti mxatvrebisa Tu<br />

poetebisaTvis, romlebisTvisac ucxoeli qali<br />

lamis erTaderTi realuri SesaZlebloba, anda,<br />

mxatvrulad Tu vityviT, erTaderTi locmani<br />

gaxldaT, romelsac SeeZlo uxifaTod, zedmeti<br />

davidarabis gareSe gaeZvrin-gamoeZvrina sabWour<br />

"meCeCebSi" da mSvidobianad gaeyvana Tavisuflebis<br />

gaSlil zRvaSi nebismieri maTgani. sxvaTa Soris<br />

am gziT miaRwia bevrma sawadels, oRond,<br />

ufransuazod, radgan fransuazam Tavidanve<br />

dauSva sabediswero Secdoma, roca, maincdamainc,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi airCia gulis mbrZaneblad, rac, SeiZleba,<br />

srulebiTac ar iyos Tavad <strong>avel</strong>umis damsaxureba<br />

da mTlianad im qalebs moekiTxebodes, romlebic<br />

uneblieT win uswrebdnen fransuazas, ufro<br />

naTlad, fransuazaze adre icnobdnen <strong>avel</strong>ums.<br />

qalebi xom, upirveles yovlisa, erTmaneTis<br />

jibriTa da wamxedurobiT iyvareben erTsa da imave<br />

pirovnebas (gnebavT, subieqts, gnebavT, obieqts) da<br />

yvela maTgani Tavis kanonier sakuTrebad Tvlis<br />

imas, risi miTvisebac saerTod SeuZlebelia. ase<br />

rom, marTalia, fransuazas zurgi ar Seuqcevia<br />

arc erTi moskoveli "TayvanismcemlisTvis"<br />

(Tundac imitom, rom eSinoda), magram misi arCevani,<br />

igive ganaCeni, sakuTari TavisTvis gamotanili,<br />

saboloo iyo da gadasinjvas ar eqvemdebareboda.<br />

arada, diaxac rom "sasargeblo" da, amdenad,<br />

aTmagad gamaRizianebeli lukmac gaxldaT<br />

"Tavisuflebis" maZiebelTaTvis. man ki guli<br />

tusaRTa Soris utusaRess miuZRvna, is airCia


Tavis raindad, vinc satusaRodan Tavis daRwevas<br />

ki ar cdilobda masTan erTad (gindac meSveobiT),<br />

aramed yvelanairad xels uwyobda mis<br />

nebayoflobiT gatusaRebasac, misTvis metnaklebad<br />

asatani cxovrebis mowyobas imave<br />

satusaRoSi, sadac Tavad samudamo patimroba<br />

hqonda misjili (ufro sworad, samSoblosTan<br />

erTad iyo datyvevebuli) da umal egueboda amgvar<br />

usamarTlobas, vidre ujanydeboda, raki samudamo<br />

patimroba ara marto ama Tu im reJims miesaja<br />

misTTvis, aramed yvelasa da yvelafers, rac mis<br />

arsebobas ganapirobebda da rac misi meSveobiT<br />

arsebobda, rac saerTod arsebobda, uimisodac, da<br />

mis merec iarsebebda, rasac suli edga, saxe<br />

hqonda, Sobisa da sikvdilis unariT iyo<br />

dajildovebuli xmelTa da wyalTa, varskvlavTa<br />

da cdomilTa, frinvelTa da cxovelTa, TevzTa da<br />

mwerTa ganmgeblisgan. misi tusaRoba bedismieri<br />

iyo da ara marto politikuri, socialuri, anda<br />

zneobrivi poziciebidan gamomdinare. is im<br />

Tavisuflebas eswrafvoda, romelic dabadebamde,<br />

anu, samoTxidan gamodevnamde daekarga da romlis<br />

mopovebac iseve SeuZlebelia, rogorc xelmeored<br />

Casaxva. amas albaT fransuazac grZnobda, Torem,<br />

sxvanairad marTla uazroba iqneboda maTi<br />

urTierToba. ise araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar<br />

Camovidoda sabWoeTSi sacxovreblad. ra Tqma<br />

unda, grZnobda, magram es araTu aeWvebda erTxel<br />

da samudamod miRebuli gadawyvetilebis<br />

sisworeSi, kidev ufro Seuvalsa da mtkices xdida<br />

sxvebze praqtikuli, sxvebze cxovrebiseuli<br />

Tayvanismcemlebis mimarT. Tumca, arasodes


moutyuebia Tavi, SeiZleba <strong>avel</strong>umi rodisme mainc<br />

iyos Cemio. piriqiT, yovelTvis uSecdomod icoda,<br />

Tanac yovelTvis cotaTi adre, vidre Tavad<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi ityoda, Tu rodis unda damTavrebuliyo<br />

maTi morigi "ojaxuri cxovreba", romelic<br />

arasodes gagrZelebula or Tveze didxans,<br />

zogjer ki erT dReSic amowurula. fransuazas<br />

TqmiT, wasvlis dro rom moawevda, <strong>avel</strong>umi uceb<br />

moiwyenda Turme da Tavisianebze iwyebda<br />

laparaks, gansakuTrebiT ekaekaterinekatoze,<br />

oRond Tavisianebis monatreba ki ar iyo mxolod<br />

amis mizezi, rogorc fransuazas egona, aramed<br />

odesRac, Soreul bavSvobaSi Tavad cxovrebisgan<br />

Tavsmoxveuli danaSaulis kidev erTxel<br />

monaniebis Jini, survili Tu moTxovnileba.<br />

ekaekaterinekato, erTdroulad dac iyo<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisTvis da Svilic, da erT-erTze saubrisas<br />

orives gulisxmobda yovelTvis, ufro sworad,<br />

erTze saubriT meoris dabrunebas cdilobda,<br />

Tavisi WkuiT, da ZiriTadad imis, bavSvobaSi<br />

"gaCuqebuli" dis ambebs uyveboda fransuazas,<br />

radgan mxolod masTan SeeZlo saerTod am ambebze<br />

laparaki, Tundac mwerlur gamonagonad gasaReba<br />

am ambebisa da Tqven warmoidgineT, fransuazac<br />

umal Semzarav tyuilad aRiqvamda mis naambobs,<br />

vidre mis uneblie codvad, mis mourCenel<br />

tkivilad da gaunelebel satanjvelad, raki<br />

verafriT ijerebda, marTla Tu SeeZlo <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

dis gaCuqeba (ra Tqma unda, Tuki marTla hyavda<br />

odesme da), Tundac ukiduresi gaWirvebis gamo, da<br />

marTla Tu SeeZlo gaCuqebul das gamCuqebeli<br />

Zmis mokveTa samudamod, swored mis gamo, mis


gadasarCenad gamoCenili simtkicisa da<br />

sisastikisaTvis. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki naxevrad xumrobiT<br />

yveboda (eSinoda, misi piradi ubedureba<br />

gazviadebuli, anda marTlac sasacilo ar<br />

mosCveneboda vinmes), Tu rogor CaakiTxaT<br />

sofelSi, bebiasTan Sexiznulebs, viRac "deida<br />

elom" Savi manqaniT da is "deida elo", etyoba<br />

manqanaSi dasicxuli, rogor iniavebda<br />

wamonTebul saxes farSevangis gaSlili<br />

kudisxela maraoTi; rogor jiutad eZaxda<br />

ekaekaterinekatos "eka-ekunas" da<br />

ekaekaterinekatoc, yovel daZaxebaze, aseve<br />

jiutad rogor usworebda, eka ki ara, kato varo;<br />

rogor sasoebiT Sekra bebiam ekaekaterinekatos<br />

mTeli avla-dideba erT patara boxCad da rogor<br />

CasCurCula "deida elom" Sofers yurSi, eg boxCa<br />

aRar damanaxoo; rogor wyevlida maincdamainc mas<br />

viRacaze ganrisxebuli bebia da rogor uyofda<br />

enas ukve Sav manqanaSi Seketili ekaekaterinekato.<br />

amas <strong>avel</strong>umis uneblie da xanmokle gayaCaRebis<br />

ambavic emateboda da yvelaferi marTlac<br />

mxatvrul gamonagons emsgavseboda, Znelad<br />

daijerebda kaci. is ki ara, Tavis droze, mgoni,<br />

kagebemac ar daijera (yovel SemTxvevaSi, amis<br />

Taobaze <strong>avel</strong>umTan arasodes dascdenia sityva).<br />

"ager naxav, bolos imis wera Tu ar gaxdebio" -<br />

ityoda xolme moTminebidan gamosuli fransuaza,<br />

magram fransuaza, rasakvirvelia, <strong>avel</strong>umze<br />

brazobda da ara misianebze. <strong>avel</strong>ums, roca<br />

moesurveboda, maSin SeeZlo Sin dabruneba, imas ki<br />

martos unda ecxovra aq, moskovSi, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

morigi gaqcevis Semdeg, <strong>avel</strong>umis morig


dabrunebamde. <strong>avel</strong>umiviT iolad ver miatovebda<br />

aqaurobas, rac ar unda Zneli asatani yofiliyo<br />

misTvis SiSica da sicivec. is aq, upirveles<br />

yovlisa, imitom "cxovrobda", viRacisTvis<br />

(albaT, bavSvobis megobrisTvis), anda sulac<br />

sakuTari TavisTvis rom daemtkicebina,<br />

siyvarulisiTvis yvelafers SevZleb, yvelafers<br />

avitan da yvelafers gavwirav kidev<br />

daufiqreblado. aki bolos monadac gaiyida Tavi.<br />

moskovSi, rasakvirvelia, arc ianis SeTiTxnil<br />

ragusa Tu guliaSis saWmelad iyo Camosuli da<br />

arc "gvardielis" (ase erqva mis cxens) saWeneblad,<br />

aramed - mxolod da mxolod, imitom, aq rom<br />

yofiliyo, aq rom daetovebinaT, oRond, bedis<br />

sacdelad ki ara, sxva ucxoeli gogoebiviT,<br />

dasta-dasta, gund-gundad rom Camodiodnen ukve<br />

sabWoeTSi, aramed bedTan Sesagueblad, anu<br />

danaSaulis asaRiareblad da Sesabamisi sasjelis<br />

mosaxdelad (ori wliT Tavisuflebis aRkveTa aq,<br />

mkacri reJimis koloniaSi, da danarCeni sicocxle<br />

iq, Sin, Tavisufal gadasaxlebaSi). fransuaza, ra<br />

Tqma unda, adrec yofila Seyvarebuli. ufro<br />

zustad, adrec gasCenia siyvarulis winaTgrZnobis<br />

magvari ram. kidev ufro zustad, egona, rom<br />

uyvarda, egona rom SeeZlo siyvaruli, magram<br />

maSin, rogorc TviTonve aRiarebs werilebSi,<br />

Turme warmodgenac ar hqonia siyvarulze.<br />

siyvaruls, joxisgan gansxvavebiT, erTi bolo<br />

aqvs mxolod, Tanac Subis wveriviT wamaxuli, da<br />

Senive surviliT unda daaxio zed gul-muceli.<br />

ase rom, fransuazas jer pirnaTlad unda moexada<br />

sasjelis pirveli nawili, rac mTavaria, mieRo


amis damadasturebeli sabuTi (ukanono bavSvi) da<br />

mxolod amis Semdeg Sesdgomoda sasjelis meore<br />

nawilis aRsrulebas - dabrunebuliyo Sin, sadac<br />

misi naadrevi anda xelcarieli dabruneba umal<br />

yvelas Seawuxebda, vidre gaaxarebda. momlodine<br />

adamiani ZiriTadad varaudebis, warmosaxvebis,<br />

warmodgenebis tyveobaSi imyofeba da, Tumca<br />

yvelafrisTvis winaswar aris mzad, mainc ukeTesze<br />

fiqrobs. garda amisa, fransuazas wasvla<br />

moskovidan, Tanac droze adre, pirvel rigSi<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis dakargvas niSnavda, radgan mere RmerTma<br />

icis, rodisRa moaxerxebda da moaxerxebda Tu ara<br />

saerTod am pirquS qveyanaSi Semobrunebas.<br />

amitomac, fransuaza ara marto valdebuli,<br />

iZulebulic iyo gaeZlo, aetana bevri ram, Torem,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umze naklebad albaT arc imas miuxaroda<br />

Tavisianebisken, Tavis sayvarel mzisken da<br />

zRvisken. aq bevri iseTi ramec unda aetana, rasac<br />

parizSi verc warmoidgenda, ris winaSec<br />

siyvarulic uZluri iyo. aq, am maradiul<br />

satusaRoSi, nebismier tusaRs, gaCenamde<br />

sulwawymedilsa da znedacemuls, STamomavlobiT<br />

monas - Tavisuflad, warbis Seuxrelad SeeZlo,<br />

masxarad aegdo swored siyvarulisTvis; pirad<br />

Seuracxyofad mieRo da ukanaskneli sityvebiT<br />

gaelanZRa, gaejora, swored misi siyvaruli, anu,<br />

misi nebayoflobiTi patimroba, radgan Tavad<br />

daufiqreblad daTanxmeboda yvelafers,<br />

fiqtiuri qorwinebisa da windacveTis CaTvliT,<br />

Tuki rogorme gaaRwevda aqedan - rjulsac<br />

Seicvlida, mrwamssac, saxesac, saxelsac,<br />

sisxlsac, sqessac... amitom, yvela sikeTesTan


erTad, fransuazas Tavic unda moetyuebina da<br />

sxvebic, erTi Cveulebrivi ucxoeli rom iyo,<br />

evropulad qerqeta, da marTla ainteresebda,<br />

marTla moswonda aqauroba, aqauri cxovrebis wesi<br />

(hm, hm...), aqauri sityva-pasuxi, aqauri kerZebi da<br />

sasmelebi (hm, hm...) da, rasakvirvelia, aqauri xalxi<br />

- didsulovani, keTili, stumarTmoyvare...<br />

siyvarulis samaTxovrod ki ar ijda viTom am<br />

ukidegano da ugulo qalaqSi, aramed Rrmad,<br />

samudamod, uimedod moxibluli, SeZruli swored<br />

warmoudgeneli, daujerebeli ukideganobiTa da<br />

ugulobiT - msgavsi arc araferi enaxa, arc<br />

araferi gaegona adre. ase rom, misi cxenosnobac,<br />

rasakvirvelia, rigiTi Tavis motyueba iyo<br />

mxolod da, ipodromidan mobrunebuli,<br />

sircxvilisagan saxewamonTebuli, yalbad<br />

kmayofili, sacxedreSi martod darCenili<br />

qaliviT gadaemxoboda xolme Zvirfas "gvams" - jer<br />

kidev bolomde gamoufxizlebelsa da<br />

gamounelebeli sasmelisgan sigiJemde<br />

pirgamomSral <strong>avel</strong>ums - da isic (<strong>avel</strong>umi) maSinve<br />

fxizldeboda, imdenad Zlieri iyo SegrZneba<br />

sicocxlisa, dilisa, mozRvavebuli survilisa,<br />

romelsac fransuazas mTeli arseba gamoscemda,<br />

cxenis mZafr surnelTan erTad.


da isev Tavisi gziT midioda cxovreba. yvela da<br />

yvelaferi. <strong>avel</strong>umic isev TveobiT idga rigSi,<br />

telefonis kabinis win, da Zalauneburad<br />

Seyovnebuli, dagubebuli, gaRizianebuli,<br />

gabezrebuli xalxis gauTavebel bzuilSi,<br />

TuTunis myral bolSi, oflis, nasunTqis,<br />

amonaqaris oxSivarsa da buRSi Cakarguli, mainc<br />

Tavis safiqrals fiqrobda da Tavis sadardels<br />

dardobda. isic grZnobda, Tu ra didi gamocdis<br />

win idga fransuaza, sorbonaSi Cabarebul<br />

gamocdebTan SedarebiT, ra ganusazRvreli<br />

mniSvneloba hqonda am gamocdas mTeli misi (da ara<br />

marto misi) cxovrebisaTvis. magram, imis nacvlad,<br />

sityvierad mainc gaemxnevebina aqedan (bodiSs Tu<br />

ar mouxdida Tavisi umoqmedobisa da umaqnisobis<br />

gamo), misda uneburad, TiTqos sakuTari nebisa da<br />

survilis winaaRmdeg, kidev ufro gaafTrebuli,<br />

gacofebuli eCxubeboda, kidev ufro daundoblad<br />

aginebda sadRac, cxra mTas iqiT, simartovis merve<br />

sarTulze, uazrobis kuTxeSi mimwyvdeul<br />

fransuazas. da isic, rac SeeZlo icavda,<br />

imarTlebda Tavs, raTa erTxel kidev daeyara farxmali.<br />

vcdilob, Seni miTiTebebis mixedviT<br />

vicxovro, aravis danaxva ar minda, aravis xmis<br />

gagonebao - atyobinebda werilobiT. magram<br />

bolomde mainc ar iyo darwmunebuli, saerTod<br />

rom SeiZleboda ase cxovreba - yvelas moZuleba,<br />

yvelaferze daeWveba - rac ubralod mis Zal-Rones<br />

aRemateboda da SeZrwunebuli SesZaxebda xolme<br />

(werilobiT), nuTu marTali xaro! saqme is<br />

gaxlavT, rom maTi Cxubi da uTanxmoeba, maTi<br />

gauTavebeli kamaTis mizezi, adamianebTan


urTierTobis, garemos aRqmisa Tu zogadad<br />

cxovrebasTan damokidebulebis gansxvavebuli<br />

meTodis arseboba iyo da ara, vTqvaT, meoris<br />

sawinaaRmdegod Segnebulad gadadgmuli nabiji,<br />

anda Segnebulad naTqvami sityva. araviTar<br />

SemTxvevaSi! msgavsi ram, arc Segnebulad, arc<br />

windauxedaobiT Caudenia romelime maTgans.<br />

ubralod, erTi mxolod kargs xedavda<br />

yvelaferSi (Tundac asakis gamo, sxvaze rom<br />

araferi vTqvaT), meore ki - kargsac da cudsac.<br />

oRond, ufro metad - cuds, vidre - kargs (isic,<br />

Tundac, mxolod asakis gamo). bevrad meti ecxovra<br />

da bevrad ufro Rrmad SeeZlo Caxedva, ara marto<br />

adamianis sulSi, aramed Cveulebriv WiqaSic,<br />

romelSic rasakvirvelia, saukeTeso franguli<br />

Rvinoc SeiZleba esxas da samkapikian wyalSi<br />

gaxsnili odekolonic. fransuaza, magaliTad,<br />

Rrmad iyo darwmunebuli, rom nebismieri<br />

universitetis nebismier leqtors, TavisTavad<br />

cxadia, mamakacs, pirvel rigSi, codna ainteresebs<br />

studenti gogonebisa da mere sxva danarCeni.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi ki, sxvanairad fiqrobda. <strong>avel</strong>umis azriT,<br />

sandomiani studenti gogonas "sxva danarCeni"<br />

bevrad saintereso iyo, vTqvaT, filosofiis<br />

leqtorisTvis (Tuki is namdvilad filosofosia),<br />

vidre imave gogonas mosazrebebi kantisa Tu<br />

Sopenhaueris moZRvrebaze. magram, imave dros,<br />

Tavad fransuazas ukve yelSi hqonda amosuli<br />

yvelaferi da TviTonve undoda daefrina yvelani,<br />

angarebiT damegobrebuli kulturuli<br />

vigindarebi (filosofiis leqtoris CaTvliT),<br />

mxolod da mxolod, raRacis gamorCenas rom


cdilobdnen misgan, oRond, zogi dReisTvis, zogi<br />

xvalisTvis, zogi ki zegisTvis da maszegisTvisac.<br />

cxovrebasTan damokidebulebis <strong>avel</strong>umiseuli<br />

meTodi, TavisTavad cxadia, tusaRur<br />

gamocdilebasa da codnas emyareboda ZiriTadad<br />

da Tundac marto amitom, arafriT ar SeiZleboda<br />

gansxvavebuli ar yofiliyo sorbonaSi gazrdili<br />

qaliSvilis meTodisgan, magram es gansxvaveba<br />

srulebiTac ar avaldebulebda maT, aucileblad<br />

dapirispirebodnen erTmaneTs, angariSi ar gaewiaT<br />

erTmaneTis "adaT-wesebisTvis". piriqiT, SeiZleba<br />

swored amgvari gansxvavebis gamo, gadametebuli<br />

pativiscemiTac eqceodnen "mowinaaRmdege" banakis<br />

warmomadgenlebs, Tuki amis saSualeba<br />

miecemodaT. vin unda Camosuliyo TbilisSi<br />

fransuazas saxeliT, imave filosofiis leqtoris<br />

CaTvliT, <strong>avel</strong>umi rom ar gadahyoloda,<br />

rasakvirvelia, isev fransuazas saxelis<br />

gansadideblad maT TvalSi. magram isic unda<br />

iTqvas, saerTod iSviaTad Tu Camosula vinme<br />

TbilisSi fransuazas saxeliT da Tu Camosula,<br />

mxolod Rirseuli, rogoric vTqvaT, grZelcxvira<br />

anezi iyo, fransuazas upirvelesi dobili,<br />

romelic, sadac ar unda mieyvanaT, jer<br />

sapirfareSoSi garboda "pipi-pipis" ZaxiliT; anda,<br />

batoni relu (remi-lui), fransuazas mSoblebis<br />

megobari da erT-erTi didi specialisti elinuri<br />

samyarosi evropis masStabiT, gawvrTnili<br />

tarakaniT rom gamocxadda sadilze restoran<br />

"praRaSi".


atoni relu <strong>avel</strong>umma kaxeTSi dapatiJa,<br />

rTvelze, da rogorc mere gamoirkva, sworadac<br />

moiqca. ra dasamalia da, <strong>avel</strong>ums, fransuazas<br />

xaTrisa da piradi simpaTiis garda, erTi<br />

mouSorebeli qvena zraxvac avaldebulebda<br />

gansakuTrebuli pativi eca batoni relusTvis,<br />

rogorc, maincdamainc, frangi mecnierisa da,<br />

maincdamainc, mkvdari religiebis mkvlevarisTvis.<br />

rasakvirvelia, baton relus araviTari brali ar<br />

miuZRvoda, <strong>avel</strong>umis samSoblo aqamde imperiis<br />

faSvSi rom ebRauWeboda sicocxles, magram<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi yovelTvis gansakuTrebiT Riziandeboda<br />

da apokalifsis simptomad aRiqvamda, roca<br />

romelime namdvilad Rirseuli qveyana, anda misi<br />

calkeuli warmomadgeneli, marTlac rom<br />

WeSmaritad mecnierul SemarTebas, simtkicesa da<br />

sijiutes iCenda nebismieri gadaSenebuli<br />

cxovelis nakvalevis, anareklisa Tu anabeWdis<br />

gadasarCenad, roca gaxedvac ki ar undoda<br />

cocxlad damarxuli Tu cocxlad gadaylapuli<br />

qveynebisken. <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis ki misi cocxlad<br />

damarxuli samSobloTi iwyeboda mTeli danarCeni<br />

samyaro da uimisod erTnairad mkvdari iyo yvela<br />

religia.


maspinZelma Savi Tikani dakla leRvis Ziras da<br />

aman kidev ufro ganacvifra da aRafrTovana<br />

batoni relu. warmogidgeniaT, xmelTaSua zRvis<br />

auzSi aRaravis axsovs, swored Savi rom unda iyos<br />

dionisesTvis Sewiruli Tikanio - iZaxda am<br />

moulodneli aRmoCeniT aRgznebuli,<br />

mRelvarebisgan loyebSefaklukli. Sen Tu icodi,<br />

Savi rom unda dageklao - gadaulaparaka <strong>avel</strong>umma<br />

maspinZels, romelsac Tiknis sisxliani dana jer<br />

isev xelSi eWira da, yru-munjiviT, RimiliT<br />

epasuxeboda ucxoel stumars. ara, kaco, rac<br />

Semxvda, is davkalio - aRiara gulwrfelad,<br />

Tumca, iman arc icoda, risi Tqma sjobda misi<br />

samSoblosTvis im wuTas, risi gageba undodaT<br />

stumrebs misgan. ubralod, simarTle Tqva.<br />

gnebavT, is Tqva, rac icoda. aba, erTi gzidan<br />

momecaT, minam Tqven laparakobTo - uTxra <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

da Tikani gasatyaveblad ukan fexiT Camokida<br />

rkinis kauWze. leRvis msusxav simxurvaleSi<br />

mumli trialebda. fexiT dakiduli Tiknis qveS<br />

uceb dadga sisxlis gube. gubes lurjad mbzinavi<br />

buzebi miesivnen. or nabijze dakrefili venaxi<br />

garinduliyo, rindSi gadasuliyo, mSvidobianad<br />

mologinebuli qaliviT. mSvidad bubunebda misi<br />

xseniT gawebili haeric.


"warmogidgeniaT, Savi Tikani... leRvis xe...<br />

saflavis qvaze mzisa da mTvaris gamosaxulebani...<br />

warmogidgeniaT?" - iZaxda nanaxiTa da gagoniliT<br />

moxibluli batoni relu, magram roca maspinZelma<br />

sufras stalinis sadRegrZelo SesTavaza, ar<br />

dalia da, meamboxesaviT gadafiTrebuli,<br />

xmaaTrTolebuli bodiSobda (riTac samudamod<br />

moigo <strong>avel</strong>umis guli), me Tqven ise miyvarxarT,<br />

iseT pativs vcem Tqvens kulturas, amas ver<br />

gakadrebTo. naxe, ra gviqna xruSCovmao - mxari<br />

wahkra erT-erTma naTesavma maspinZels,<br />

stumrisTvis misarTmevi savse yanwi xelSi rom<br />

SerCenoda, pur-Rvinis simZimisgan welCazneqil<br />

sufrasTan venaxdasetyvili glexiviT<br />

TavCaqindruli ijda da, sagonebelSi Cavardnils,<br />

ver gadaewyvita, ra ajobebda, gabrazebuliyo da<br />

ZaliT daeclevinebina stumrisTvis yanwi, Tu<br />

gulTan axlos ar mietana es ambavi da gaecina<br />

gadamTieli kacis CamorCenilobaze.


kaxuri Semodgomis surnelma, rasakvirvelia,<br />

fransuazamdec CaaRwia da Zalianac aaRelva.<br />

kmayofili iyo, kmayofilebi rom dabrundnen<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisgan misi axloblebi. magram esec Tavis<br />

motyueba gaxldaT, radgan Tavad sxva cxovrebiT<br />

cxovrobda ukve da sxvanairad veRarc icxovrebda,<br />

Zalianac rom moendomebina. is bedis samsaxurSi<br />

idga da mxolod bedis miTiTebebs asrulebda.<br />

magram xandaxan mainc aujanydeboda xolme beds,<br />

raki mainc bedisgan daCagrulad, bedisgan abuCad<br />

agdebulad Tvlida Tavs, miuxedavad<br />

nebayoflobiTi tusaRobisa. mere ki, es wamieri<br />

janyic, es uneblie daumorCileblobac tanjavda<br />

da saaTobiT ebodiSeboda telefoniT <strong>avel</strong>ums -<br />

Tavi veRar micvnia, TviTon ar vici, ra memarTeba<br />

da Tu ar mapatieb, Zalian cudad iqneba Cemi saqmeo.<br />

mere TvaldaWyetili iwva sibneleSi da narbeni<br />

ZaRliviT aqaqanebuli maRviZara amaod cdilobda<br />

eniSnebina, Seexsenebina, ukve daqoqili rom iyo da<br />

sacaa afeTqdeboda, azrialdeboda,<br />

azanzardeboda. is ki amaod cdilobda<br />

gaexsenebina, Tu raze elaparaka, raze eCxuba<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi, magram, misda satanjvelad, sityvac aRar<br />

axsovda saubrisa, romelsac Tavis droze,<br />

gadamwyvet, uaRresad mniSvnelovan movlenad<br />

Tvlida maTi momavali urTierTobisTvis. uyvarda,<br />

itanjeboda da grZnobda, cudad damTavrdeboda<br />

yvelaferi. marTla patimariviT iTvlida dReebs,<br />

saaTebs, wuTebs. patara kantoris buRalteriviT,<br />

ganuwyvetliv angariSobda, amowmebda, ramdeni<br />

darCenoda kidev aq mosaxdeli dro da<br />

gulwrfelad Sewuxebuli Seicxadebda xolme -


warmogidgeniaT, didi-didi kidev Teqvsmeti Tvis<br />

sicocxleRa damrCao. orjer imaze meti, rac ukve<br />

ecxovra aq. es ki marTlac Zalian cota iyo,<br />

guldasawyvetad, Seuracxmyoflad cota, miT<br />

ufro rom, misi Rrma rwmeniT, gacilebiT did<br />

sasjels imsaxurebda imisTvis, rac Segnebulad<br />

Caedina, magram (amas TviTonac aRiarebda<br />

gunebaSi), maSin sasjeli ki aRar iqneboda<br />

moskovSi yuryuti, aramed eniT uTqmeli<br />

bedniereba, Tavad moskovi ki miwieri samoTxe da es<br />

yvelaze kargad albaT swored iman icoda, visac<br />

ganaCeni gamohqonda. dro ki mifrinavda,<br />

miuxedavad ganuwyveteli mRelvarebisa,<br />

molodinisa, eWvebisa da, rac mTavaria, sicivisa -<br />

gauTavebeli, erTnairi, erTferovani sicivisa,<br />

romelic ara marto xorcs yinavda, aramed<br />

fiqrsac, azrsac, grZnobasac, vnebasac... da<br />

gansakuTrebiT am sicivis atana uWirda<br />

fransuazas - bolos da bolos, mzis amosvlis<br />

kunZulze iyo gazrdili da bebiisa da<br />

babuanacvlis wyalobiT, lamis gaCenis dRidan<br />

dediSobila datantalebda mziT gavarvarebul<br />

kldeebs Soris, oqrosfer silaSi. ratom ar<br />

gamafrTxile, weliwadis erTaderTi dro Tu iyo<br />

aqao - werda <strong>avel</strong>ums viTom xumrobiT. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki<br />

kvlav oflad iRvreboda telefonis rigSi.<br />

Caudeneli danaSaulis SegrZneba tanjavda.<br />

sakuTari usamarTloba acofebda. imis magivrad,<br />

bodiSi moexada - Sevcdi, ver giSvele, ver<br />

gadagarCine da sanam kidev droa, aikari<br />

gudanabadi da sanam kidev lamazi xar, miaSure<br />

Sens parizso - briyvi, Tavqeifa diqtatoriviT,


aqedan karnaxobda fransuazas, rogor ecxovra<br />

msoflio proletariatis sataxto qalaqSi marto<br />

darCenils, uimisod; vis Sexvedroda da vis ara,<br />

sad wasuliyo da sad ara, rodis dawoliliyo da<br />

rodis amdgariyo, ra eWama da ra esva. usindiso iyo<br />

da meti araferi. pirwavardnili TavkerZa,<br />

pativmoyvare briyvi. magram raki ase fiqrobda,<br />

raki ramenairad ki ar amarTlebda, aramed<br />

yvelanairad gmobda sakuTar saqciels, jer kidev<br />

SeiZleboda albaT raRacis gamosworeba. isic<br />

amitom askdeboda guls, amitom eZebda,<br />

Tavatkiebuli, "raRacis" gamosasworebel gzebs,<br />

romlebic, rasakvirvelia, ar arsebobdnen<br />

bunebaSi, ramdenadac arc is gamosasworebeli<br />

"raRaca" arsebobda. arafris gamosworeba ar<br />

SeiZleboda, radgan yvelaferi swored ise<br />

xdeboda, rogorc unda momxdariyo. <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

melanias rom gaSoreboda da fransuaza SeerTo,<br />

maSin <strong>avel</strong>umi ki ar iqneboda (da arc amsigrZe<br />

werili daiwereboda), aramed Cveulebrivi<br />

sabWoeli araraoba, monobaSi gadidkacebis<br />

msurveli mRili, samSoblos gvamis matli,<br />

romelTa saxelic legionia da romelTa mizans<br />

sakuTari fiziologiuri moTxovnilebebis rac<br />

SeiZleba ukeTesad dakmayofileba warmoadgens,<br />

nebismier pirobebSi, da ara, pirobebis<br />

gaTvaliswinebiT, Tundac uSedego, magram<br />

uangaro da usasrulo mcdeloba vinmes<br />

gadarCenisa. <strong>avel</strong>ums gabedniereba ki ar SeeZlo,<br />

vTqvaT, fransuazasi, anda Tundac melaniasi,<br />

aramed gadarCena da isic, TavisTavad cxadia, misi<br />

gagebiT, uaRresad misi Tvalsazrisidan


gamomdinare, rac srulebiT ar Seesabameboda<br />

albaT fransuazasa da melanias Tvalsazriss am<br />

sakiTxTan dakavSirebiT. <strong>avel</strong>umi gadarCenaSi,<br />

upirveles yovlisa, imis gancdas gulisxmobda,<br />

rac adamianur enaze bolomde gamouTqmelia,<br />

magram aucilebelia, adamianad rom CavTvaloT<br />

Tavi; rac RmerTisagan gamoyveba xolme adamians da<br />

ara miwisgan, talaxisgan, da amitom, arc Tanabrad<br />

nawildeba - zogma arc icis saerTod Tu arsebobs,<br />

ar awuxebs uimisoba, ris gamoc Rvelfi<br />

ferflisgan ver gaurCevia, sveti - lodisgan,<br />

msxverpli - kerpisgan, bedi - bediswerisgan. imas<br />

arc saxe aqvs, arc saxeli. ar Cans, ar igrZnoba, arc<br />

ismis, magram Cveni arsebis yvelaze Seuval,<br />

SeuRwevel sibneleSi asvenia, rogorc margaliti<br />

niJaraSi, rogorc sicocxlis gadamrCeneli<br />

wamlis, anda sicocxlis gamanadgurebeli<br />

yumbaris formula - cecxlgamZle yuTSi. imas verc<br />

daavaleb rames, verc daabraleb. verc sTxov, verc<br />

daaficeb, radgan arc Ralatisa gaegeba rame, arc<br />

erTgulebis, iseve rogorc Cveulebrivi,<br />

sayovelTao, yoveldRiuri sazrunavisa da<br />

sadardelisa. is arc didia, arc patara, magram<br />

misi meSveobiT Cven an Zalian vizrdebiT, an Zalian<br />

vpataravdebiT. ai, am raRacis aRmoCenaSi<br />

exmareboda <strong>avel</strong>umi, Tavisi WkuiT, yvelas, vinc<br />

Tavad uyvarda, anu, visac gadasarCenad Tvlida,<br />

visi gadarCenac kidev SesaZleblad miaCnda, magram<br />

erT-erTi satelefono saubris Semdeg, imdenad<br />

SeaSfoTa fransuazas sacodaobam, lamis daeWvda<br />

sakuTari mrwamsis sisworeSi da raki TviTon<br />

Segnebulad ar aZlevda Tavs arCevanis uflebas -


amdenadac yvelaze did umsgavsobad, uzneobad<br />

da usamarTlobad Tvlida, gindac metnaklebad<br />

sasurveli da sayvareli adamianebidan romelimes<br />

arCevas - gadawyveta melaniasTvis ekiTxa rCeva,<br />

melaniasTvis miendo am saqmis gadawyveta.


maSinve daureka da "iveriasTan" dauTqva paemani.<br />

melania dafeTebuli movarda. aSkarad Relavda.<br />

magram yovelnairad cdilobda, moreoda Tavs,<br />

Cveulebriv, bunebriv movlenad CaeTvala maTi<br />

aseTi operatiuli Sexvedra quCaSi, TiTqmis<br />

ocwliani ojaxuri cxovrebis Semdeg. magram raki<br />

darwmunda, araferi uWirda Tavad <strong>avel</strong>ums, arc<br />

galaxuls hgavda da arc danadartymuls,<br />

pirvelma SiSma gauara, oRond, kidev ufro<br />

gaumZafra gaurkveveli safrTxis grZnoba. rac<br />

marTalia, marTalia, didi madlobeli var, cota<br />

xniT mainc rom momaSore gazis quraso - uTxra<br />

RimiliT, viTom, ver vxvdebi da arc minda mivxvde,<br />

ratom mixme, ratom gamomiyvane Sinidano. magram<br />

mainc daZabuli, mainc daeWvebuli SeaTvalierebda<br />

xolme saswrafod, rogorc ki gverdze gaixedavda<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi. Sevidnen restoranSi. mainc magidasTan<br />

jobda laparaki qmar-Svilian qalTan da ara xis<br />

Ziras, anda yru kedelTan, rogorc adre<br />

iqceodnen, roca Seyvarebulebi erqvaT, ese igi,<br />

saerTo Weri ar hqondaT da ZaRlebiviT<br />

enagadmogdebulni daZrwodnen mTeli dRe<br />

qalaqSi, win da ukan, zeviT da qveviT, mtkvars<br />

gaRma da mtkvars gamoRma. dafacurdnen <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

nacnobi oficiantebi, Tavze evlebodnen melanias.<br />

TiTqmis yvela juris xalxTan hyavdaT imaT<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi nanaxi, sakuTar meuRlesTan ki ara. indigo<br />

xelzec ki emTxvia, kulturulad, rogorc<br />

inturistis obieqtze mimagrebul Cekists<br />

moeTxoveboda. ra icoda, ra mizniT hyavda <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

aq moyvanili. iman ki ara, TviTon melaniamac ar<br />

icoda, magram alRo Cekistze meti hqonia. Tavis


daWerac ukeTesad exerxeboda. yovel SemTxvevaSi,<br />

TvalTmaqcobda Tu marTla ver xvdeboda, ras<br />

"zeimobda", ris aRsaniSnav sufraze ijda - aseTi<br />

mxiaruli, aseTi kmayofili mas mere aRar unaxavs<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums, pirvelad rom gamoutyda, miyvarxaro. ase<br />

rom, keTilSobileba ki ara, Cveulebrivi,<br />

sayvelpuro, gulis mosafxani boroteba iqneboda<br />

da meti araferi, maincdamainc, axla eTqva <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

misTvis, risi Tqmac, saca samarTalia, gacilebiT<br />

adre ajobebda da cota mogvianebiTac<br />

SeiZleboda. melania ki albaT mis morig<br />

"ucnaurobad" Tvlida am moulodnel, yovlad<br />

gauTvaliswinebel dResaswauls da Rirseuladac<br />

iferebda, afasebda, madlieri iyo mTeli arsebiT.<br />

ukve marTla aRar hqonda mniSvneloba,<br />

momxibvlelad gulwrfeli iyo, Tu momxibvlelad<br />

TamaSobda gulwrfelobas. RimiliT, Tavazianad<br />

elaparakeboda oficiantebs, sxvaTa Soris,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umsac, da madianad, gemrielad miirTmevda<br />

yvelafers (mfrinavebis ar iyos, nerviulobisgan<br />

qalebic modian madaze) da Wiqas Wiqaze clida,<br />

vinZlo male davTvre da iolad avitano, Tuki<br />

desertad rame mware unda damayolebinos Cemma<br />

erTaderTma, ganumeorebelma, mouSorebelma da<br />

mouTokavma siyvarulmao. <strong>avel</strong>umsac Rvinis imedi<br />

hqonda, Rvino gamiadvilebs Tqmaso, magram rac<br />

dro gadioda, miT ufro uazrobad eCveneboda<br />

Tavisi gadawyvetileba, Tumca, mainc iRizianebda<br />

Tavs - ai, axla, ai, axla, ai axlao - oRond, male<br />

wesierad aRarc axsovda, ras apirebda, ra hqonda<br />

Cafiqrebuli, am moulodneli dResaswaulis<br />

CaSxameba melaniasTvis, Tu am moulodneli


dResaswaulisa Tu dResaswaulSi gadazrdili<br />

uazrobis mSvidobianad momTavreba, anu, imiT<br />

dagvirgvineba, riTac erTmaneTisTvis sasurvel,<br />

erTmaneTisTvis gaCenil qalsa da kacs SeuZlia<br />

daagvirgvinos saerTod nebismieri dResaswauli.<br />

mere sanapiroze daxetialobdnen, Camocvenil<br />

foTlebSi dasdevdnen erTmaneTs, Tumca melania<br />

mainc ufro fxizlad iyo, ufro erkveoda Seqmnil<br />

viTarebaSi da dagubuli siciliT igeriebda<br />

mTvral meuRles.


fransuaza ki Rrmad iyo darwmunebuli, saerTod<br />

rom aRar axsovda <strong>avel</strong>ums igi. anda, kidev uaresi -<br />

axsovda, diaxac rom axsovda, magram Segnebulad<br />

ar exmianeboda, raTa dumiliT, yvelasaTvis<br />

erTnairad gasagebi eniT euwyebina - survili,<br />

rogorc mosalodneli iyo, gamiqra da sxva<br />

aRaraferi makavSirebs SenTano. es yvelaze mware,<br />

yvelaze Seuracxmyofeli fiqri gaxldaT<br />

fransuazasi da roca ase fiqrobda, uneburad, win<br />

da ukan iwyebda oTaxSi siaruls, xmamaRla<br />

laparakobda gangeb, umiznod xsnida da xuravda<br />

macivars, rogorme rom amoegdo Tavidan es Rataki,<br />

arafris maqnisi fiqri, rogorc yulabidan,<br />

yulabis gautexavad, erTaderTi Sauriani. da isev<br />

meordeboda yvelaferi. isev elodeboda <strong>avel</strong>ums,<br />

isev ukvirda <strong>avel</strong>umis danaxva da isev morCilad,<br />

sityvis Seubruneblad miacilebda aeroportSi<br />

(xan sadgurSic, Tuki frena ar iyo). <strong>avel</strong>umic,<br />

Cveulebisamebr, isev moulodnelad vardeboda<br />

cidan da isev feTebiT, facafuciT, ugemurad,<br />

umarilod Wamdnen da eWmevinebodnen erTmaneTs.<br />

xan gazafxulis Weqa-quxili aryevda iqaurobas<br />

(yurebze xelafarebuli fransuaza, SiSisagan<br />

adgilze Cakuncxdeboda xolme yovel daquxebaze),<br />

xan cecxlwakidebuli torfis Waobebis mware,<br />

momwvano-moyviTalo kvamliT ivseboda yvelaferi<br />

- quCebic, manqanebic, avtobusebic, saxlebic,<br />

oTaxebic... ufro xSirad ki, rasakvirvelia,<br />

Cveulebrivad mosawyeni, Cveulebrivad uJmuri<br />

zamTris erTferovneba saxlobda aTasnairad<br />

dabambul, SefuTvnil, amoqolil sarkmlebSi da<br />

isinic SeumCnevlad, TiTqos uneblieT


mihyvebodnen drois dinebas. "raRa darCa, RmerTo<br />

Cemo, gaTavda cxovrebao" - wuxda, Relavda,<br />

SfoTavda fransuaza, vidre, erT mSvenier dRes,<br />

mTeli arsebiT (am sityvis sruli mniSvnelobiT)<br />

ar igrZnobda, bolo rom eReboda mis dabneul,<br />

uRuzo, uialqno cxovrebas da dgeboda diadi Jami<br />

eldiTa da SiSiT, imediTa da, TavisTavad cxadia,<br />

Slegi, daudgromeli siyvaruliT moweuli yanis<br />

mkisa. atirebuls gamomeRviZa - viTom isev bavSvi<br />

viyavi. Zalian ucnauri da, CvenSi rom vTqvaT,<br />

Zalian arasasiamovno SegrZneba iyo. ai, ase<br />

vcxovrob uSenod, magram kategoriulad vacxadeb,<br />

literaturul gmirad ar gamovdgebi.<br />

rasakvirvelia, sasiamovnoa Seni mxridan aseTi<br />

yuradReba, magram analogia gaugebaria CemTvis. me<br />

Seni gulisTvis, Tundac Cemi siyvarulis<br />

gulisTvis, sxeuls ki ar vyidi, Seni romanis gmiri<br />

qaliviT, aramed codnas, inteleqts... es ki<br />

sxvadasxva cnebebia. rac Sen momiyevi amwinebze<br />

wignTan dakavSirebiT, namdvilad momwons, magram<br />

ver vgrZnob gmiris prototipad Tavs. me mgoni, mec<br />

da melaniac mxolod Seni wignebisTvis gWirdebiT,<br />

magram eg ar gamova. avjanydebiT. vibrZolebT Cveni<br />

uflebebis dasacavad. kriWinobs, gulSi zeimobs<br />

gamarjvebas. grZnobs, rom fexmZimed aris da es<br />

marTlac didebuli SegrZneba uflebas aZlevs,<br />

melanias gverdiT moixsenios Tavi. da mainc,<br />

rogor midis saqme? ikarosi ukve daiRupa? sxvaTa<br />

Soris, arc Sen ara xar gmiri. SeiZleba, ginda rom<br />

iyo, magram... gmiri Tavis gameZavebul satrfosac<br />

ar akadrebs imas, rasac Sen meubnebi xolme,<br />

gansakuTrebiT simTvraleSi. ese igi, yovelTvis.


gmiri arc amdens dalevs. imitomacaa gmiri. Tu<br />

iqeife da dro atare, satanjvelad droc aRar<br />

dagrCeba. giyvarvar? iqneb dagaviwydi? me ki<br />

veRarafriT dagiviwyeb ukve, gindac Zalian<br />

mindodes. gkocni da erTxel kidev gkocni.


fransuazasTvis namdvilad gadarCenas niSnavda<br />

bavSvis gaCena. yovel SemTxveveSi, aqeT-iqiT<br />

wanwals mainc SeeSveboda (ubralod veRar<br />

moaxerxebda). bolos da bolos, iqac iSovida<br />

SedarebiT mSvid, wesier samsaxurs, iqiravebda<br />

patara, myudro binas (Tuki aucileblad calke<br />

unda yofiliyo, Tavisi damoukideblobis<br />

dasamtkiceblad) da icxovrebda, rogorc sxva<br />

aTasobiT da asi aTasobiT martoxela deda<br />

cxovrobs msoflios nebismier qalaqSi. rac<br />

mTavaria, sul Tvalwin eyoleboda imis<br />

damadasturebeli sabuTi, namdvilad rom ganecada<br />

siyvaruli, ara winaTgrZnoba ubedurebisa, aramed<br />

Tavad ubedureba da TvalnaTliv, xelSesaxebad<br />

ecodineboda, risTvis gaeRo msxverpli, ras<br />

Seswirvoda sakuTari surviliT. amdens TviTonac<br />

xvdeboda da, roca sabolood darwmunda,<br />

fexmZimed varo, bargis Calagebasac Seudga -<br />

naTxovaris dabrunebas, nasesxebis Casesxebas,<br />

nacnob-megobrebTan gamomSvidobebas - dasarCeni<br />

piri rom aRar hqonoda, Tuki bolo wuTas isev<br />

sZlevda sisuste da isev aekideboda romelime<br />

Wkuamokle da enagrZel imeds. rasakvirvelia,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umic aranakleb aaforiaqa am ambavma da<br />

ramdenjerme Cafrinda moskovSi, vidre fransuaza<br />

Sin dasabruneblad emzadeboda, ufro zustad,<br />

xelSekrulebiT dadgenili vadis gasvlas<br />

elodeboda, da Seecada aexsna, ganemarta misTvis,<br />

naklovani mxareebic rom hqonda am movlenas da<br />

SeiZleba metad arasaxarbielo Sedegebic gemoeRo<br />

maTTvis. Tu saerTod ar dausvamda wertils,<br />

albaT ukiduresad gaarTulebda maT<br />

urTierTobas, sxva rom araferi vTqvaT, kidev


ufro gawelavda, gaaWianurebda im gamaognebel<br />

Sualedebs, romelTa Seuvali, ugrZnobeli<br />

sivrceebi isedac daunaneblad Trgunavdnen da<br />

aufasurebdnen maT xanmokle, naucbaTev,<br />

sulmouTqmel Sexvedrebs, rac ar unda<br />

didebulni, ganumeorebelni da Tavbrudamxvevni<br />

yofiliyvnen isini. bolos da bolos, boSa<br />

qaliviT, Cvilatatebuli xom ar ivlida win da<br />

ukan, parizsa da moskovs Soris? xolo, rac<br />

Seexeba <strong>avel</strong>ums, is saerTod arafers ambobda<br />

imaze, isev TviTon rom aRmoCndeboda yvelaze<br />

daCagrulica da uufleboc. marTalia, misTvis<br />

araviTari sicocxle ar SeiZleboda yofiliyo<br />

ukanono, magram nebismier sicocxles erTnairad<br />

sWirdeba yuradRebaca da mzrunvelobac, rasac<br />

veraviTar SemTxvevaSi ver gamoiCenda <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

Tavisi momavali Svilis mimarT da ara marto<br />

geografiuli sirTuleebis gamo. arc imas ambobda,<br />

am movlenasTan dakavSirebiT, kidev ufro rom<br />

gaizrdeboda misi "mniSvneloba" satusaRoSic da,<br />

Tu aqamde cxvirsac ar ayofinebdnen "Sinidan",<br />

axla Seecdebodnen, "Sinac" ganuwyveteli<br />

meTvalyureobis qveS hyolodaT igi, rogorc<br />

ucxoeli da, amdenad arasasurveli bavSvis mama.<br />

arafers ambobda, misi da fransuazas Svili,<br />

kolia-klodisa ar iyos, kidev erTi uneblie<br />

msxverpli, an Tu gnebavT, miniaturuli brZolis<br />

veli rom iqneboda ori samudamod<br />

dapirispirebuli xasiaTisa, mrwamsisa, idealisa,<br />

radgan orbunebovania Tavad samyaros arsi da<br />

iqamde iarsebebs saerTod sicocxle, vidre<br />

iarsebebs sikvdili; iqamde amova mze, vidre


Casvlis unars ar dakargavs da iqamde iqneba<br />

adamiani damonebuli, vidre Tavisuflebis fasi<br />

ecodineba. amdenad, <strong>avel</strong>umsac araferi hqonda<br />

sawinaaRmdego, Tuki samyaros ukeTes naxevarSic<br />

gaaRwevda, miT ufro ase, genis meSveobiT, anu, iqac<br />

iqneboda da aqac, erTdroulad, ramdenadac<br />

adamiani ara marto im garemos tyvea, sadac<br />

gangebam gaaCina, aramed im garemos Semadgenel,<br />

aucilebel nawiladac iqceva xolme, sadac<br />

viRacas mainc axsovs is, sadac viRaca mainc<br />

fiqrobs masze, avad Tu kargad, sadac uyvarT an<br />

sZulT. aqedan gamomdinare, <strong>avel</strong>ums Tu awuxebda,<br />

yvelaze metad is awuxebda, bavSvis gaCenis Semdeg,<br />

fransuaza is rom aRar iqneboda misTvis, rac axla<br />

iyo. ufro metic, ara marto fransuaza, sxvac bevri<br />

ram Seicvleboda da albaT Tavad <strong>avel</strong>umic, xolo<br />

maTi siyvaruli, imperiasTan morkinali daviTi,<br />

TandaTanobiT, marTlac epistolarul JanrSi<br />

gadainacvlebda mxolod, rasac fransuazac<br />

aRniSnavs cota mogvianebiT, ukve samudamod<br />

Seguebuli Tavis erTganzomilebian cxovrebas da<br />

ukve Rrmad darwmunebuli, araviTari saSveli rom<br />

ar arsebobs misTvis am wyeul meoce saukuneSi.<br />

magram fransuazas axla arafris gagoneba ar<br />

undoda, arc naTqvamisa da arc nagulisxmevisa. "ar<br />

Tqva. ar minda. mainc ar gismeno". - iZaxda<br />

gaRizianebulic da gaxarebulic, damfrTxalic<br />

da bednieric erTsa da imave dros, yurTamde<br />

gaxsnil sarkmelSi rvamilioniani qalaqi yrud<br />

gugunebda. TiTqos arc esmoda da arc<br />

ainteresebda mis kedlebSi SemTxveviT<br />

Semofrenili ucxo Citebis "WikWiki", magram,


sinamdvileSi, aTasnairi importuli Tu samamulo<br />

warmoebis aparatura gamalebuli iwerda,<br />

ibeWdavda, iRebda, aRnusxavda da imaxsovrebda<br />

yovel sityvas, nebismier moZraobas, nebismier<br />

mimikas, xmis tembrsa Tu frazis intonacias da<br />

amxela xarjs, Sarvalgamoxeuli saxelmwifo ara<br />

marto SenTvis swevda, moclilo mkiTxvelo,<br />

aramed saerTod kacobriobis naTeli<br />

momavlisTvis. am qalaqma ukve imdeni icoda,<br />

araferi gaukvirdeboda, arc daainteresebda,<br />

magram raki Tavs valdebulad Tvlida, araTu<br />

romelime saqarxno raionSi, aramed mTels<br />

msoflioSi daecva wesrigi, cdilobda araferi<br />

gamorCenoda mxedvelobidan, Citis WikWikis<br />

CaTvliT. es ki, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT,<br />

aucileblobadac iTvleboda im uzarmazari<br />

labirinTis dedaqalaqisaTvis, romelsac sabWoTa<br />

kavSiri erqva da romelSic, knosis labirinTisgan<br />

gansxvavebiT, minotavrze bevrad sazareli<br />

arsebebic cxovrobdnen. sxvaTa Soris, sabWoTa<br />

presis cnobiT, am labirinTis mkvidri iyo is<br />

Tavaziani, marad morcxvad momRimari<br />

profesoric, zust mecnierebaTa doqtori,<br />

romelmac erT wvimian saRamos (rom icodeT,<br />

amasac mniSvneloba aqvs), konservis qilis Jangiani<br />

xufiT yeli gamoWra Svidi wlis gogos da jer<br />

kidev cocxals, jer kidev wvimis gubeSi<br />

mofarTxales, Zlivs gaaxsnevina magrad momuwuli<br />

muSti, liTonis maneTianis wasarTmevad. am<br />

labirinTSi cxovrobda saswrafo daxmarebis<br />

eqimic, aTasnairi satkivariTa Tu CvenebebiT<br />

gawamebulsa da mis imedzeRa darCenil pacientebs


jer rom xocavda da mere aupatiurebda,<br />

ganurCevlad sqesisa da asakisa. am labirinTSi<br />

cxovrobda is Tanamedrove kaciWamia dalaqic,<br />

ukve kargad nasadilevma, sanaZleos gulisTvis,<br />

sami wlis bavSvi rom SeuWama mezoblebs, Tavi ki<br />

karTan daudo, kefiris carieli boTlis gverdiT.<br />

bolos da bolos, am labirinTSi cxovrobdnen<br />

arasrulwlovani meZavebis, loTebis,<br />

narkomanebisa da yvelanairi maniakebis is<br />

uTvalavi jogebi, cxovrebis axal wess rom<br />

amkvidrebdnen ezoebsa Tu sardafebSi, garaJebsa<br />

Tu miwisqveSa gadasasvlelebSi, sadarbazoebsa<br />

Tu liftebSi (albaT gaxsovT, erTxel <strong>avel</strong>umic<br />

gadaeyara imaT) da romlebisTvisac sulerTi iyo,<br />

visTan, ris gamo amoanTxevdnen TavianT geslsa da<br />

mrisxanebas, TiTqos xelovnuri meTodiT<br />

gavrcelebuls maT Soris, umisamarTos,<br />

ganurCevels da, amdenad, kidev ufro metad<br />

uazrosa da saxifaTos, swored Tavisi<br />

umisamarTobiTa da ganurCevlobiT. ase rom,<br />

TiTqos araviTari mniSvneloba ar unda hqonoda am<br />

qalaqisaTvis, daibadeboda Tu ara kidev erTi<br />

ukanono bavSvi, magram rac axla am saqarxno<br />

raionis erT-erTi tipiuri saxlis merve<br />

sarTulze xdeboda, rogorc ukve vTqviT, misxalmisxal,<br />

sityva-sityviT, nabij-nabij aRinusxeboda<br />

aTasnairi moyurade, moTvalTvale, gadamRebi Tu<br />

gadamcemi manqanis meSveobiT; imeorebdnen,<br />

izepirebdnen da samudamod imaxsovrebdnen<br />

yvelafers eleqtronuli tvinebi, roca pirvel<br />

sarTulze, afTiaqSi, zed miwis pirze, araTu,<br />

vTqvaT, naRvlis buStis Casawynarebeli wamali,


aramed Cveulebrivi, baqos gamoSvebuli<br />

prezervativic ar iSoveboda.


fransuaza, marTalia, Tavs gamarjvebulad<br />

Tvlida, magram aSkarad damarcxebuliviT<br />

gamoiyureboda - yvelaferi aRizianebda,<br />

yvelafrisa eSinoda, yvelafers yuradRebas<br />

aqcevda da ganuwyvetliv iqeqeboda samedicino<br />

cnobarebSi. nebismier bebiaqalze naklebad ar<br />

icoda, rodis rogor unda moqceuliyo, ra<br />

garTulebebi SeiZleboda mohyoloda mSobiarobas<br />

da ranairi, ramdennairi gansacdeli aRar<br />

elodeboda Cvils, vidre daibadeboda, anda vidre<br />

sakuTari TvaliT darwmundeboda mSobeli,<br />

yvelaferi Tavis adgilze rom hqonda mis naSiers,<br />

Tundac, araferi rom ar hqonda zedmeti, garda<br />

imisa, rac nebismieri (gindac ukanono)<br />

bavSvisTvisaa gaTvaliswinebuli Tavidanve,<br />

dabadebamde. <strong>avel</strong>umTanac sul momaval Svilze<br />

laparakobda, marCielobda - biWi iqneboda Tu<br />

gogo - ra unda daerqmiaT biWisTvis da ra<br />

gogosTvis, erTnairad mJReri da erTnairad<br />

misaRebi rom yofiliyo qarTuladac da<br />

franguladac. rasakvirvelia, eSinoda<br />

mSobiarobisa, magram mosalodneli tkivilis gamo<br />

ki ara, vaiTu ver SevZloo. magram<br />

moTminebadakarguli <strong>avel</strong>umi rom uyvirebda, eg<br />

yvela mdedrobiTi sqesis arsebas SeuZliao, axla<br />

imaze swuxda da SfoTavda, iZulebuli rom<br />

gaxdeboda, bavSvi Tavidanve xelovnur kvebaze<br />

gadaeyvana, radgan bavSvis patroni ufro ver<br />

gaCerdeboda usamsaxurod da, amave dros, ufro<br />

gauWirdeboda mSoblebis kmayofaze yofna.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisTvis Zneli iyo amis mosmena, guli exeoda<br />

sibrazisgan, magram arc imis ufleba hqonda,


Careuliyo fransuazas saojaxo saqmeebSi, raki<br />

TviTon am saqmeebSi veraviTar monawileobas ver<br />

miiRebda, rogorc ar unda gamoedo Tavi. amitom,<br />

isev xumrobda, ra Tqma unda, naZaladevad -<br />

Tbiliseli gogoebi saerTod imitom aCenen<br />

Svilebs, xelovnuri rZis fxvnili rom Camoitanon<br />

ucxoeTidano. ise, <strong>avel</strong>umis azriT, dedis gumans<br />

ufro iyvnen isini ayolilni, vidre fexis xmas,<br />

radgan, Zalian male, xelovnuri rZiT gazrdili<br />

bavSvebi gacilebiT ukeT Seeguebodnen aseve<br />

xelovnur yofas, romelic Tavis mxriv, dRiTi-dRe<br />

ufro mtkiced moikidebda fexs mTel qveyanaze.<br />

male yvelaferi xelovnuri iqneboda, ara marto<br />

dedis rZe, aramed haeric, wyalic, puric da ara<br />

marto romelime organo adamianisa, sasqeso an<br />

sasunTqi, aramed mTlianad adamiani. aqeTken<br />

miviswrafviT yvelani Tavqudmoglejilebio -<br />

icinoda mrisxanebisgan ybamoqceuli <strong>avel</strong>umi - da<br />

rac ufro samwuxaroa, romeliRac sawyali, Tavis<br />

Tavis ubeduri kleopatra kakulia ki ara, Tqven,<br />

kacobriobis saukeTeso nawilis warmomadgenlebi<br />

aRmoCndiT amis moTavenio. fransuaza uxmod<br />

eTanxmeboda, mis mxarze Tavmidebuli, gatrunuli<br />

(SeiZleba, momaval Svilze fiqrobda isev da arc<br />

usmenda), magram <strong>avel</strong>umi rolSi rom Sevida,<br />

Cveulebisamebr rom aRegzno sakuTari<br />

nalaparakeviT da axla uaxloes teqnikur<br />

saocrebas - eleqtrowignebs - gadaswvda,<br />

romlebsac iqauri, dasavleTeli komentatorebis<br />

azriT, Turme, didi momavali elodebodaT da<br />

safuZvlianad damkvidrebis Semdeg, bolos da<br />

bolos, Zlivs naswavl kiTxvasac gadaaCvevdnen


adamians, anu, daakargvinebdnen sakuTar sulSi<br />

CaRrmavebis, brboSi ganmartovebisa Tu sxvaTa<br />

tkivilis, sxvaTa gansacdelis gaTavisebis unars,<br />

ris Sedegadac kargad gawvrTnil cxovelad, anda<br />

kargad informirebul manqanad gadaiqceoda<br />

adamiani - veRar gauZlo, sawolidan wamovarda da<br />

Ria sarkmlis rafaze Sexta uceb. ise<br />

moulodnelad moxda yvelaferi, <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

gaocebisgan ena Cauvarda. "ar momekaro! ar<br />

momekaroT! arafris gagoneba aRar mindao!" -<br />

yviroda siciliT, viTom marTla apirebda<br />

sarkmlidan gadaxtomas da, imave dros, viTom<br />

mxolod aSinebda <strong>avel</strong>ums. erTi fexi Tu oTaxis<br />

mxares edga rafaze, meore - quCis mxares, mziT<br />

gamTbar Tunuqze. quCa ki yrud gugunebda da<br />

nirwamxdari, gaognebuli <strong>avel</strong>umi jer isev<br />

sawolidan uRimoda uazrod fanjris rafaze<br />

gareul katasaviT afofril fransuazas. Tavisi<br />

WkuiT, am uazro RimiliT apirebda (an sxva ra unda<br />

moemoqmeda?!), Caecxro misi aRtkineba, xumrobaSi<br />

gadaetana yvelaferi da, rac mTavaria, rogorme<br />

mSvidobianad Camoeyvana fanjris rafidan. is ki,<br />

fransuaza TiTqos arc apirebda iqidan Camosvlas,<br />

TiTqos moswonda kidec iq dgoma, sivrcesTan,<br />

simaRlesTan TamaSi. fexSiSveli, perangis amara<br />

idga rafaze, mTeli qalaqis dasanaxad, viTom misi<br />

arafrad Camgdebi, magram gulisamaCuyeblad<br />

daucveli da, imave dros, mTeli arsebiT<br />

ganwyobili, mTeli arsebiT momzadebuli Tavisi<br />

diadi ganzraxvis aRsasruleblad, Tavisi diadi<br />

ganzraxvis dasacavad yvelafrisgan, yvelasgan da,<br />

pirvel rigSi, Tavad <strong>avel</strong>umisgan.


Sin dabrunebul fransuazas erTi ucnauri<br />

sizmari dasCemda, imdenad ucnauri,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisTvisac ver moeyola (mereRa mouyva, roca<br />

mSvidobianad damTavrda yvelaferi). piriqiT,<br />

swored <strong>avel</strong>umTan erideboda amis gamomJRavneba,<br />

ramdenadac misi azriT, <strong>avel</strong>umi iyo mTavari<br />

damnaSave. yovel SemTxvevaSi, <strong>avel</strong>umis SeTxzuli<br />

ambebi, romlebsac didi mgznebarebiT uyveboda<br />

xolme TviTonve, aSkarad arajansaR zemoqmedebas<br />

axdendnen mis sulsa da gonebaze, im idumal,<br />

uxilav, amoucnob manqanaze, romlis meSveobiTac<br />

saerTod ibadebian sizmrebi da Cveni arsebis<br />

Cabnelebul "darbazSi" uwyvetad miedinebian<br />

daucxromeli cnobismoyvareobis "ekranze".<br />

fransuazas cnobismoyvareobis "ekranze" ki, sul<br />

cota, bolo Svidi wlis manZilze, marTlac<br />

ganuwyvetliv miedinebodnen Semzaravi,<br />

warmoudgeneli, gulis gamxeTqavi Cvenebebi,<br />

romelTa wyaroc, raRa Tqma unda, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

mwerluri fantazia gaxldaT, calkeuli<br />

epizodebi misi bolo romanisa, saidanac, axla<br />

ukve miTologiur gmirad gardaqmnili, "minosis<br />

Teatrs" saswaulad gadarCenili, gameZavebuli<br />

satrfos codviT galaxuli da Svilis (Svilebis)<br />

sisxlSi amoTxvrili, bolos da bolos, TviTonac<br />

unda amofreniliyo da xelovnuri frTebis<br />

farTxuniT, darCenili sicocxle maradiuli<br />

sinaTlisken efrina, mTeli kacobriobis<br />

dasanaxad. fransuazas sizmaric am romanis<br />

epizods hgavda, oRond, piradi gancdebisa da<br />

warmodgenebis Sesabamisad gadamuSavebuls.<br />

sizmars parizSi xedavda, magram aSkarad aq


xdeboda yvelaferi, sapyrobileSi. sapyrobileSi<br />

mSobiarobda viTom da, rac yvelaze metad<br />

awuxebda, eCoTireboda - <strong>avel</strong>umisa da melanias<br />

TandaswrebiT. melanias, ratomRac mzareulis<br />

maRali CaCi exura Tavze da TeTri winsafari ekeTa.<br />

mologinebaSi exmareboda fransuazas, magram<br />

rogorc ki xelSi iyvanda axalSobils,<br />

axalSobili CitiviT frTxialebda da xelidan<br />

usxlteboda. zurgze vazis foTlis xela, vazis<br />

foToliviT daWmuWnuli frTebi amosvloda viTom<br />

da axla am frTebs gamwarebuli iqnevda, Tavs<br />

imagrebda haerSi, TiTqos saknidan gasasvlels<br />

daeZebda brmad da waramara TaviT awydeboda<br />

kedels. pirveli viTom <strong>avel</strong>umi modioda gonze da<br />

ucnaur arsebas dasaWerad etaneboda. magram brma,<br />

Tvalebze jer kidev librgadakruli Cvili,<br />

TiTqos sxeuliT grZnobda, saidan eloda safrTxe<br />

da swored maSin Setrialdeboda xolme haerSi,<br />

roca <strong>avel</strong>ums xelis misawvdenad aRaraferi<br />

aklda. mere, viTom, TviTon Cvils eleoda araqaTi<br />

am uazro freniT da sacodavad afarTxalebuli,<br />

Tavpirdasisxlianebuli, xorklian kedelze<br />

Camoxoxialebuli, pirdapir xelebSi uvardeboda<br />

Tavis ukanono mamas. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki, viTom melanias<br />

awvdida Tavis naSiers, sisxls mobans da<br />

mouvliso, magram melanias, viTom, uzarmazari<br />

makrateli amohqonda winsafris jibidan da<br />

aRnavlebul Cvils ZirSi aWrida frTebs. "es<br />

namdvilad zedmetia, uaresad daitanjeba am<br />

sakanSio", - ambobda, viTom, melania, magram<br />

frTebis gadanaWrebidan, viTom, sisxlis ori<br />

Sadrevani ifeTqebda uceb da male yvelaferi


sisxlis aqafebuli, wiTlad mbzinavi zRviT<br />

ifareboda, Tavad zRvis zedapiri ki - riRaTi aRar<br />

- yovlad uvargisi, yavlgasuli, saxeSecvlili,<br />

funqciadakarguli nivTebiT (rac wlebis,<br />

saukuneebis manZilze Cauzidavs adamians<br />

sardafebSi) da sardafebis kanonier binadarTa<br />

gaberili, gafSekili gvamebiT. sxvaTa Soris,<br />

viTom, fridrixis muyaos saxlsac Camoatarebda<br />

dineba, fridrixianad, romelic sarkmlidan<br />

iyureboda arxeinad, ulvaSebacmacunebuli,<br />

rogorc virTxebis noe - Tavis saimedo kidobnidan.<br />

fransuaza ki gaoflili, damfrTxali,<br />

agangaSebuli iRviZebda, Zlivs TavdaRweuli am<br />

ucnaur sizmars da mere, sakuTari gulis baguns<br />

miyuradebuli, didxans iwva sibneleSi<br />

gaunZrevlad. magram, sabednierod, bavSvi<br />

janmrTeli da yovelmxriv normaluri daibada. ai,<br />

axlaxans, gogo SegeZina da imedia, Senc CemsaviT<br />

bednieri xaro - swerda imave dRes <strong>avel</strong>ums parizis<br />

samSobiaro saxlidan. werilSi, rasakvirvelia,<br />

axalgazrda dedisTvis damaxasiaTebeli<br />

pedanturobiT, miTiTebuli iyo axalSobili<br />

sicocxlis yvela monacemi: 3 kg-sa da 90 gr-s<br />

iwonida, sigrZiT 49 sm-s aRaraferi aklda, bevri<br />

eZina, kargad Wamda, Tqven warmoidgineT, ukve<br />

iRimeboda kidec da, rac mTavaria, Zalian, Zalian<br />

hgavda mamas, imdenad rom, yvela eqimi erTnairad<br />

ekiTxeboda Turme fransuazas, saidan xaro, da<br />

roca fransuaza pasuxobdaT, aqauri var,<br />

parizelio, gulwrfelad ukvirdaT. Tixis<br />

afrikul Tojinas hgavs, oRond jer kidev<br />

gasaSrobsa da gamosawvavso - xumrobda, xarobda,


trabaxobda, zeimobda fransuaza. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki am<br />

dros, centralur komitetSi ijda, cekas Cekas<br />

sakmaod vrcel kabinetSi da amaod cdilobda<br />

gaerkvia, risTvis daebarebinaT aq, marTla viRac<br />

Svedi turistebis vinaobisa Tu kidev sxva raRacis<br />

dasadgenad. magram im "sxva raRacas", TviTonve<br />

Segnebulad uvlida gverds gunebaSi, fiqrisac<br />

eSinoda, radgan darwmunebuli iyo, aucileblad<br />

fransuazasTan iqneboda dakavSirebuli da aseve<br />

aucileblad orivesTvis sazianod.


cekas Cekam viTom eSmakurad rom Seapara<br />

laparakSi, ra kavSiri gaqvs SvedeTTano, pirvelad<br />

verc mixvda, ras ekiTxebodnen, ra kavSiri<br />

SeiZleboda hqonoda mas SvedeTTan (safrangeTi<br />

rom eTqvaT, kidev xo!), miT ufro, saqarTvelos<br />

centraluri komitetisTvis saintereso, magram<br />

isev cekas Ceka rom waeSvela, ufro rom<br />

daukonkreta SekiTxva - am axlo warsulSi vinmes<br />

xom ar Sexvedrixar iqidan Camosulso - rogor<br />

arao - SesZaxa gaxarebulma. Tumca, cota ar iyos,<br />

gaukvirda kidec (arc es daumalavs), ratom ar<br />

unda scodnoda es ambavi centralur komitets<br />

aqamde, roca misi azriT, Tavad xelisufleba<br />

gacilebiT aqtiurad monawileobda am SexvedraSi<br />

(indigo iyo Suakacica da Tarjimanic), vidre<br />

TviTon. am ramdenime Tvis win sastumro "iveriis"<br />

vestibiulSi marTla Sexvda Sved mandilosnebs,<br />

magram indigos TandaswrebiT, radgan kargad<br />

icoda, sad cxovrobda da riTi SeiZleboda<br />

damTavrebuliyo misTvis (da ara marto misTvis) es<br />

yovlad uwyinari, mxolod da mxolod,<br />

Tavazianobis gamomxatveli viziti. ase rom,<br />

saWiroebis SemTxvevaSi, Tuki saqme aqamde<br />

mividoda (aki mivida kidec!), SeeZleboda isev<br />

xelisuflebis saidumlo agenti daemowmebina,<br />

"adgili rom ar hqonia am vizitis dros arc<br />

savaluto operaciasa da arc porno Tu<br />

politliteraturis gadacemis faqts". Svedi<br />

mandilosnebic Cveulebrivi turistebi iyvnen,<br />

asaksgadacilebulni, Svedebis kvalobaze sakmaod<br />

Seuxedavebic, magram gindac "abbas" gogoebi<br />

yofiliyvnen, <strong>avel</strong>umi mainc ver darCeboda imaTTan


didxans. imaTac mxolod mokiTxva gadasces<br />

moskoveli poetisgan, romelic erTxel, Tavis<br />

xmawasul meuRlesTan erTad, sruliad<br />

moulodnelad gamoecxada <strong>avel</strong>ums simTvraleSi<br />

da romelic, sinamdvileSi, sakmaod cnobili<br />

poeti gaxldaT, gansakuTrebiT ucxoelebisTvis,<br />

pirvel rigSi, swored moskovuri warmomavlobis<br />

gamo. moskoveli poeti, Tavis mxriv, rekomendacias<br />

uwevda ucxoel stumrebs, TbilisSi yofnisas, misi<br />

saxeliT miemarTaT <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis, adgilobrivi<br />

mniSvnelobis poetisTvis, Tuki undodaT "egrZnoT<br />

da egemaT iqauri egzotikuri siameni".<br />

rasakvirvelia undodaT, magram verc igrZnes da<br />

verc igemes - <strong>avel</strong>ums ar ecala, ar SeeZlo,<br />

ekaekaterinekato hyavda avad da wamalze garboda,<br />

ris gamoc germanulad (indigos piriT) moubodiSa<br />

Sved mandilosnebs da es wamieri, umniSvnelo<br />

Sexvedra daviwyebis mdinares gaatana Tavisi<br />

WkuiT. "indigo Tqveni kaci megona da amitom<br />

daviswari saubarzeo" - Tqva RimiliT, fexi fexze<br />

gadadebulma, magram mainc daZabulma, mainc<br />

raRacis, gaurkvevlis momlodinem. indigo ara<br />

marto Segnebulad, aramed garkveuli<br />

kmayofilebiTac "CauSva", radgan indigos<br />

saqcieli pirwavardnili usindisoba iyo da ara,<br />

vqvaT, samsaxurebrivi movaleobis patiosnad<br />

(Tundac, iZulebiT) aRsruleba, risi araTu gageba,<br />

aramed patiebac SeiZleba da ara erTxel da orjer<br />

gaugiaT da upatiebiaT imave indigosaTvis. bolos<br />

da bolos, yvela Tavis saqmes akeTebs, rac ar unda<br />

binZuri iyos Tavad saqme, magram amjerad, pirvel<br />

rigSi Tavisianebs atyuebda indigo, imaT urevda


kvals, anu, arafris gamo texta gangaSs, vinZlo<br />

erTi zedmeti sityvieri madloba, anda erTi<br />

zedmeti fuladi jildo daemsaxurebina, viTom<br />

sanimuSi sifxizlisa da operatiulobisaTvis.<br />

"indigos hkiTxeT da is getyviT, ra kavSiri maqvs<br />

SvedeTTano" - indigos mxilebiT ifxanda guls avi<br />

winaTgrZnobiT aforiaqebuli <strong>avel</strong>umi, magram arc<br />

is gaukvirdeboda, Tavad xelisuflebisgan<br />

yofiliyo "CaSvebuli" indigo, sxva ufro<br />

seriozuli miznis misaRwevad. swored im miznis<br />

amocnobas cdilobda <strong>avel</strong>umic amaod. Svedi<br />

qalebi cekas Cekas sityvis masalad sWirdeboda<br />

mxolod da, marTlac, rogorc ki moTavda tyuili<br />

laparaki, cekas Ceka didis ambiT gadmoixara<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisken, ufro dauaxlovda, da, rogorc<br />

deteqtiur filmebSi xdeba xolme, ramdenime<br />

suraTi daudo win - vis icnob amaTgano. yvela<br />

suraTze erTi da igive xalxi iyo aRbeWdili -<br />

erTi qali da sami kaci - da ra TanmimdevrobiTac<br />

ar unda damdgariyvnen isini, arsebiTad araferi<br />

icvleboda, rogorc jami ar icvleba SesakrebTa<br />

gadaadgilebiT. qali, rogorc Tavad mixvdiT,<br />

fransuaza gaxldaT, xolo kacebi imdenad<br />

ucxoebi, imdenad ucnobebi iyvnen, jer gaukvirda<br />

fransuazas danaxva imaT gverdiT, mere gabrazda<br />

fransuazaze, erTnairi RimiliT rom<br />

Semoscqeroda yvela suraTidan, TiTqos is ucxo<br />

mamakacebi imisTvisac iseTive ucxoni unda<br />

yofiliyvnen, rogorebic misTvis iyvnen; bolos ki,<br />

sisxlis gamyinavi, eWvianobis magvari grZnoba<br />

daeufla uceb, yovlad suleluri, magram sakmaod<br />

Zlieri, raTa gaRizianebuliyo, TiTqos am sami


mamakacidan romeliRaca (arada, ZmebiviT gavdnen<br />

erTmaneTs, asakis Sesaferisad moboSebulmoCaCulni.<br />

masze ufrosi Tu ara, umcrosi arc<br />

erTi ar iqneboda), fransuazas sayvareli, anda<br />

qmari unda yofiliyo da <strong>avel</strong>umis Rirsebis<br />

damcvel Cekas axla misTvisac unda aexila Tvali -<br />

ai, aseTi siyvaruli ician ucxoelma qalebmao. "ai,<br />

amas vicnobo" - ar daamTavrebina sityva cekas Cekas<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma da TiTi iseTi ZaliT ataka fransuazas<br />

saxeSi, TiTqos isic igrZnobda da etkineboda,<br />

rogorc Tavad etkina TiTi. "sxvebs? sxvebs ar<br />

icnobo?" - dauyvava, sTxova cekas Cekam RimiliT.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums ki gaecina, radgan uceb mixvda, ra kuWis<br />

wvac hqonda, risi gageba ainteresebda mas. mas<br />

ainteresebda, ra gzas airCevda <strong>avel</strong>umi: uaryofda<br />

Tu scnobda Tavis ukanono Svils, romelic etyoba<br />

ukve dabadebuliyo misgan usaSvelod Sors, sxva<br />

cis qveS da sxva miwaze, ris Semdegac <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

"gataceba" ucxoeli qaliT saxelmwifos TvalSi,<br />

rasakvirvelia, ufro seriozul, ufro<br />

damafiqrebel, ufro damaeWvebel elfers iRebda,<br />

rasakvirvelia, isev da isev <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

interesebidan gamomdinare. "ra gacinebso" -<br />

gulwrfelad gaukvirda cekas Cekas. mere,<br />

idayvebiT magidas dayrdnobili (marjvena idayvis<br />

qveS erT-erTi suraTi moibrica), win gadmoixara<br />

(TiTqos sadac ijda, iqidan ver gaagonebda) da<br />

uTxra: sruliad utyuari, axlaxans miRebuli<br />

(rasakvirvelia, moskovidan) cnobebiT, Tqveni<br />

frangi megobari jaSuSi unda iyos da ase arxeinad<br />

jdomasa da sicils (es ar uTqvams, es<br />

igulisxmeboda), is girCevnia, rogorme daamtkico,


Cven rom vcdebiTo. etyoba, marTla Zalian<br />

SeeSfoTebina saxelmwifo <strong>avel</strong>umis ukanono<br />

bavSvis gamoCenas horizontze, rac upirveles<br />

yovlisa, <strong>avel</strong>umis simtkicis, <strong>avel</strong>umis sijiutisa<br />

da saxelmwifos sisustis, saxelmwifos<br />

uyuradRebobis dadastureba gaxldaT. sxvanairad<br />

rom vTqvaT, saxelmwifos ver Seesrulebina<br />

politikuri prezervativis roli da axla<br />

cdilobda, <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis gadaebralebina Tavisi<br />

umaqnisoba. <strong>avel</strong>ums ki ecineboda da Zlivs<br />

akavebda enaze momdgar SekiTxvas: barem isic<br />

miTxariT, biWi myavs Tu gogoo. bedad, im xanebSi,<br />

amgvar sakiTxebTan dakavSirebiT - ucxoelebTan<br />

nacnob-megobruli, naTesauri, kulturuli,<br />

gnebavT, seqsualuri urTierTobebi,<br />

rasakvirvelia, aSkarad politikurisa da, miT<br />

ufro, jaSuSuris gamoklebiT - saxelmwifos<br />

mxridan garkveuli lmobiereba Tu ara, erTgvari<br />

gulgriloba namdvilad SeimCneoda. yovel<br />

SemTxvevaSi, amgvari "danaSaulisaTvis" aSkarad<br />

aravin isjeboda. Txoulobdnen ucxoelebs,<br />

Txovdebodnen ucxoelebze da ase Semdeg. mokled,<br />

daaxloebiT iseTive urTierToba hqondaT<br />

sabWoelebs ucxoelebTan, rogorc warRvnamdel<br />

adamianebs ciT movlenil angelosebTan.<br />

marTalia, <strong>avel</strong>ums jer mainc ar uSvebdnen<br />

sazRvargareT, magram SeZlebisdagvarad<br />

agrZnobinebdnen, SesaZlebeli rom iqneboda<br />

amgvari ram, Tuki isic wavidoda garkveul<br />

daTmobebze, anu, maradiul grZnobebs droebiTi<br />

kavSirebiT Secvlida, siyvaruls - garTobiT, ese<br />

igi, mipatiJeba nebismieri sxva qveynidan


mouvidoda da ara maincdamainc safrangeTidan.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums ki, maincdamainc, safrangeTSi undoda<br />

wasvla, radgan, maincdamainc safrangeTSi<br />

elodeboda Tavisi eSu da es <strong>avel</strong>umze kargad imaT<br />

icodnen, visac misi gaSveba-argaSveba evaleboda.<br />

saiTac geneboT, oRond parizs ar girCevTo -<br />

Tavazianad iSorebdnen Tavidan, TiTqos wasvlas<br />

ki ar ukrZalavdnen, ufrTxildebodnen - TiTqos<br />

parizi iyo yvelanairi sisaZaglis bude da iq<br />

Casul kacs kargi araferi elodeboda. naTqvamia,<br />

munjis ena dedam iciso, magram munjsac esmis<br />

dedisa da, raRa Tqma unda, <strong>avel</strong>umsac kargad<br />

esmoda maTi. amitomac iyo gamoketili sakanSi,<br />

Tavis gmirebTan erTad, oRond, gmirebs ki ar<br />

akeTebinebda, risi gakeTebac Tavad ar SeeZlo,<br />

aramed misganve Seqmnil adamians gmirobad<br />

uTvlida imas, rasac Tavad iZulebiT itanda. raki<br />

ise ver cxovrobda, rogorc undoda, cxovrobda -<br />

rogorc SeeZlo. magram raki upartio kaci<br />

centralur komitetSi daibares da raki iqamde<br />

yrud daxuruli frCxilebi erTbaSad gaxsnes,<br />

isini ara marto <strong>avel</strong>umis kretin eSus<br />

gamoacxadebdnen jaSuSad, Tavis ukanono<br />

Svilianad (dafrTxeba da gaanebebs <strong>avel</strong>ums Tavs,<br />

aba ras izamso!), aramed iZulebulni Seiqnebodnen<br />

(hm, hm...), <strong>avel</strong>umis ojaxuri keTildReobaca da<br />

misi mwerluri Rirsebac daekidaT fexebze<br />

(TiTqos iqamde Zalian afasebdnen da<br />

ufrTxildebodnen) da ise moqceodnen, rogorc<br />

Cveulebriv antisaxelmwifoebriv elements<br />

ekadreboda. <strong>avel</strong>ums ki mainc ecineboda, ra Tqma<br />

unda, nerviulobisgan, emociuri, gonebrivi,<br />

fizikuri daZabulobis gamo da imis


warmodgenazec, misi uaxloesi megobari da<br />

Tanamokalme (Tqveni mona-morCili), SiSisgan<br />

Tvalebdayvlepili, sagonebelSi Cavardnili,<br />

bolTas rogor scemda rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze, mTavrobis<br />

sasaxlis win, pionerTa da kavSirgabmulobis<br />

sasaxleebs Soris - uimisod Tavcocxali ar<br />

moicvlida iqidan fexs - da ukve imaze fiqrobda,<br />

ra Seegzavna, saerTod risi Segzavna SeiZleboda<br />

patimrisaTvis partiis centralur komitetSi.


cxovreba ki Tavisi gziT midioda. iseTi<br />

daRlili vbrundebi Sin, gauxdels meZineba. isic<br />

gasusuli wevs. Segnebulad ar tiris.<br />

mifrTxildeba, imitom, rom imas ufro vWirdebi,<br />

vidre Sen. xa, xa! ai, isev vbrazdebi. ara, gadamiara.<br />

me aq bavSvi gavaCine da Sen mand muceli gtkioda,<br />

ara?! zRvis piras goravdi silaze?! tyui<br />

yvelafers. carieli sityvebia. icocxle,<br />

sityvebis SerCeva ici, magram yvela erTnairad<br />

tyuiliTaa savse. amisTvisac madloba. roca<br />

gWirdeba, tyuilsac daijereb. aseTia adamiani, miT<br />

ufro ki - qali. rogorc albaT mixvdi, me ukve<br />

vmsaxurob. dilis eqvsze vdgebi da saRamos Svidze<br />

vbrundebi. xandaxan maviwydeba kidec, rogor<br />

gamoiyureba da giJiviTa var, adgils ver vpoulob,<br />

vidre davinaxavde. isev dedaCemi uvlis da erTi<br />

marokoeli gogo modis kviraSi erTxel. esec<br />

SeRavaTia. sawyali deda. cudi Svili var. ar<br />

gainteresebs? marokoelze gekiTxebi. me mgoni,<br />

kargi iqneboda Seni koleqciisTvis, Tundac<br />

eTnografiuli TvalsazrisiT. arc me var kargi<br />

deda, Tqveni kleopatra kakuliasi ar iyos. ZuZu<br />

ver vaWame. ar moxerxda. samagierod, sami kvirisa<br />

ukve forToxlis wvens miirTmevda. bostneulsac.<br />

saerTod, siamovnebiT ylapavs yvelafers.<br />

mamamisiviT uyvars gemrieli saWmeli. Tu ici, vin<br />

aris mamaSeni meTqi, davyvireb xandaxan. is ki<br />

icinis. imanWeba, fexebs asavsavebs siamovnebisgan.<br />

Sen ki jer arc ginaxavs da RmerTma icis, rodis<br />

naxav. am TvalsazrisiT, ra Tqma unda, Senze ukeTes<br />

dReSi var. madloba RmerTs! marTlac, pirvelad<br />

rom naxa <strong>avel</strong>umma Tavisi ukanono Svili, is ukve


cameti wlis gogo iyo da esec "perestroikis"<br />

damsaxureba ufro gaxldaT, vidre Tavad<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisa. erT mSvenier dRes, daibares da uTxres,<br />

maincdamainc parizSi unda waxvideo da isic<br />

wavida, magram im ramdenime dRis ganmavlobaSi,<br />

gadabmulad, ori saaTic ar yofilan albaT erTad<br />

- dilidanve romeliRac sazogadoebisa Tu<br />

gamomcemlobis sxdomaTa darbazSi ijda,<br />

gamouZinari, mTqnarebamoreuli - da mainc, ise<br />

ubralod, ise uSualod eWira Tavi mis ukanono<br />

Svils, TiTqos es cameti weli sul mamis gverdiT<br />

gaetarebinos. samagierod, ganSoreba ganicada<br />

Zalian. cremlad daiRvara sadgurSi, sadac isa da<br />

bebiamisi gaiyvanes fransuazam da <strong>avel</strong>umma mzis<br />

amosvlis kunZulze gasamgzavreblad. <strong>avel</strong>umic<br />

meore dRes, dilauTenia unda gafreniliyo<br />

moskovSi, Tavis "mxleblebTan" erTad.<br />

"mxleblebi" delegaciis danarCen or wevrs<br />

Searqva xumrobiT - erT qarTvel da erT rus<br />

mwerals - romlebic ZiriTadad <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

samwyemsavad iyvnen, etyoba, Seyvanilni<br />

delegaciaSi, radgan is ramdenime dRe <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

dasdevdnen kudSi, an <strong>avel</strong>ums elodebodnen sadme,<br />

an <strong>avel</strong>umis SegvianebiT SeSfoTebulni, erTmaneTs<br />

eCxubebodnen, erTmaneTs amtyunebdnen - ara Sen<br />

gauSvi da ara Seno. <strong>avel</strong>ummac is ramdenime dRe<br />

sul imaT ferebaSi, sul imaT pativiscemaSi<br />

gaatara, sul imaT Serigebas undeboda. iqiT<br />

uvlidaT da patronobdaT. fransuazas<br />

mSoblebTanac hyavda sadilze da, maTi xaTriT,<br />

batonma relum sul yanwebiT sva burgunduli<br />

Rvino. pigalic daaTvalierebina (rasakvirvelia,


fransuazas fulebiT), Tavis striptizian-yavianad<br />

da fransuazasTan gamosamSvidobebel vaxSamzec<br />

daiswro, Sin dabrunebulebs, rame cudi rom ar<br />

CaeweraT delegaciis mesame wverze TavianT axsnaganmartebiT<br />

baraTebSi. amisi eSinoda<br />

fransuazasac da aCqarebda, mklavze eqaCeboda<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums, magra imas mainc ver mouTmina gulma da<br />

isev vagonTan mibrunda, erTxel kidev rom Seevlo<br />

SvilisTvis Tvali, Tundac malulad, vidre kidev<br />

iyo amis SesaZlebloba. vagonSi jer kidev aqa-iq,<br />

kanti-kuntad isxdnen mgzavrebi. gulamoskvnili,<br />

cxare, magram ukve Senelebuli cremliT tiroda<br />

bebiis mkerdze mixutebuli. bebia ki cremlsa<br />

swmendda, drogamoSvebiT, muWSi moWmuWnuli<br />

cxvirsaxociT. arc erTs ar daunaxavs <strong>avel</strong>umi,<br />

arada, im wuTas albaT orive masze fiqrobda - is<br />

warmarTavda, uneblieT, orives safiqrals. erTi<br />

bavSvuri gulubryvilobiT mistiroda, qveyanaze<br />

gabutuli - ver gaego, ratom daaSores Zlivs<br />

gacnobil mamas ase uceb da es atirebda cxare<br />

cremliT, Tavi rom SevikavoT ufro Rrma, ufro<br />

idumali da ufro mniSvnelovani mizezebis<br />

Ziebisagan. meores ki cxovrebiseuli gamocdileba<br />

da, rac mTavaria, misi frTis qveS gazrdili<br />

bartyis bedi afiqrebda da, aqedan gamomdinare,<br />

sagonebelSi iyo Cavardnili, anu, icoda, rom ver<br />

gaarkvevda da mainc cdilobda gaerkvia, ra<br />

SeiZleboda mohyoloda, riTi SeiZleboda<br />

damTavrebuliyo es gauTavebeli SexvedraganSorebebi<br />

saerTod da, upirveles yovlisa,<br />

kerZod misi SviliSvilisaTvis, romelsac axla,<br />

sakuTar fiqrebSi danTqmuli, verc aRiqvamda


wesierad da mxolod uneblieT, Cveulebisamebr<br />

swmendda erTmaneTSi areul cremlsa da cingls.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums, rasakvirvelia, iqamdec hqonda<br />

garkveuli warmodgena Tavis ukanono Svilze -<br />

fransuaza yovelTvis uxvad ugzavnida fotoebs -<br />

magram arcerT fotos ar mouxdenia masze iseTi<br />

didi STabeWdileba, rogoric Tavad ukanono<br />

Svilis pirvelma (da jerjerobiT, ukanasknelma)<br />

avtoportretma moaxdina, fransuazas TqmiT,<br />

Segnebulad misTvis daxatulma patara, asanTis<br />

kolofisxela qaRaldze. SeiZleba Tavisuflad<br />

iTqvas, am naxatma samudamod dasca <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

Tavzari da ara marto Sexvedramde, Sexvedris<br />

merec umTavresad mainc iseTad warmoidgenda<br />

xolme Tavis ukanono Svils, rogoric misive<br />

gauwafavi xeliT iyo aRbeWdili naxatze, Tumca<br />

mSvenivrad icoda (Tundac, Sexvedris Semdeg), sul<br />

sxvanairad rom gamoiyureboda sinamdvileSi.


mwvane mindorze, ufro sworad, mwvane tireebs<br />

zemoT, or erTnair yvavils Soris, ratomRac,<br />

umklavebo gogo dgas. saxe TeTri aqvs, carciviT.<br />

fexebi - yviTeli; mowiTalo, im ori yvavilis feri<br />

perangi, nacrisferi qvedakaba da Savi qoSebi acvia.<br />

mklavebisa ar iyos, arc cxviri aqvs. or lurj<br />

wertils - Tvalebs - pirdapir "azis" moyavisfro,<br />

muzaradiviT Tma. gogos win, balaxze - mwvane<br />

tireebze - Tojina agdia, isic mklavebdawyvetili,<br />

anda, Tavidanve umklavebod "Seqmnili". gogos<br />

zemoT mozrdili lurji laqaa - ca - lurj caze<br />

ki yviTeli, bevrad patara, saaTis dakbiluli<br />

borblis magvari laqa - mze - rac yvelasTvis<br />

erTnairad naTelia. magram gaugebaria (yovel<br />

SemTxvevaSi, <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis), Tu ratom ara aqvs<br />

mklavebi arc gogos da arc mis Tojinas. mklavebis<br />

nacvlad, orives patara gamonazardebi, gnebavT,<br />

monarCenebi etyoba, perangisfrad SeRebili. ase<br />

rom, verc Tojina gauwvdis xelebs gogos -<br />

amiyvaneo - da verc gogo dawvdeba Tojinas,<br />

Zalianac rom moindomos. rac mTavaria, verasodes<br />

Caixutebs, visi Caxutebac surs. sainteresoa,<br />

SemTxveviT gamovida ase, Tu winaswari<br />

ganzraxviT? Segnebulad Tu Seugneblad?<br />

ucodinrobiT Tu, piriqiT, raRacis, idumalis,<br />

bevrad mniSvnelovanis misaniSneblad? magram amas<br />

veRaravin daadgens. veRarc Tavad mxatvari. man Tu<br />

icoda, mxolod maSin icoda, roca xatavda, roca<br />

mxolod ase SeeZlo imis Tqma, risi Tqmac saerTod<br />

ar SeeZlo.


mokled, ise aaforiaqa am naxatma <strong>avel</strong>umi,<br />

mSvidad, umtkivneulod, utanjvelad, veRar<br />

ifiqrebda im dReze, im astronomiul saocrebaze,<br />

SeuZlebel SesaZleblobaze, roca naxatiT<br />

gacnobil gogos cxovrebaSic Sexvdeboda da<br />

amoxsnida amouxsnel saidumlos bavSvisas,<br />

romelsac yovelTvis ufro meti esmis, vidre<br />

eubnebian da ufro naklebs ambobs, vidre icis.<br />

cameti weli dailia am dRis molodinSi, TiTqmis<br />

umaRlesi nixri, tarifi mkvlelobisTvisac. da<br />

isic, am xnis ganmavlobaSi, isev amaod cdilobda<br />

amouxsnelis amoxsnas, isev ganusjelad,<br />

daundoblad xarjavda, risi daxarjvac SeeZlo;<br />

isev Tavganwirulad Rreobda da Tavdauzogavad<br />

muSaobda, TiTebis daskdomamde, skamidan<br />

gadmovardnamde... mere ki isev zRvis piras ijda<br />

fexmoucvlelad, zRvaSi daRupuli patronis<br />

momlodine beberi ZaRliviT (rogorc erTma<br />

mold<strong>avel</strong>ma poetesam uTxra) da moRuSuli,<br />

naoWebSi TvalebCakarguli misCereboda cariel<br />

sivrces. magram roca is gauTvaliswinebeli,<br />

TiTqos riggareSe, astronomiul kalendarSi<br />

TiTqos ZaliT Camatebuli dRec gaTenda, bolos<br />

da bolos, ise dafrTxa, ise SeeSinda, sastumrodan<br />

gamosvlac ar undoda. fexebi ukan rCeboda,<br />

esikvdileboda sakuTari xorcisa da sisxlis<br />

danaxva. viTom, SvilisTvis Camotanil saCuqrebs<br />

alagebda calke CanTaSi, sinamdvileSi ki, dros<br />

igebda, dros welavda SeZlebisdagvarad, TiTqos<br />

SeeZlo Tavi aeridebina am SemTxvevisTvis,<br />

romelsac cameti weli sulwasuli, uimedo<br />

mouTmenlobiT elodeboda. fransuazac uaresad


aCqarebda - saCuqrebi sxva dros iyos, wavideT,<br />

codoa, gvelodebao. Sevidnen da, ai, es gaxlavs<br />

mamaSenio - uTxra batonma relum bebiis gverdiT<br />

mouTmenlad daskupebul patara gogos, romelsac<br />

araTu normaluri, aramed ulamazesi, utkbilesi,<br />

surnelovani da moqnili mklavebi aRmoaCnda,<br />

Tojinis daWerac SeeZlo da cameti wlis, anu,<br />

saerTod unaxavi mamis, Tundac viTom mamis<br />

Caxutebac. Zneli aRmoCnda im mklavebidan Tavis<br />

daRweva da uxerxulad moxrili <strong>avel</strong>umi,<br />

darcxvenilic da Sercxvenilic, bednieric da<br />

madlieric - gaubedavad, msubuqad, aqa-iq kocnida<br />

ukanono Svilis, vin icis, ranairi fiqrebiT,<br />

ranairi ocnebebiT, warmodgenebiT, CvenebebiT,<br />

mosazrebebiTa da varaudebiT gamotenil patara<br />

Tavs, kauCukis RvedebiviT moqnil, garujul<br />

mklavebs, nazad momrgvalebul mxrebs, kisris<br />

Rrmuls, kisris qveviT, beWebisken, welisken,<br />

kudusunisken Cawikwikebul malebs. saCuqrebiT<br />

savse CanTa jer isev xelSi eWira, mouxerxeblad<br />

gadmoxrils, sulelurad momRimars, da am<br />

sanaxaobiT aranakleb aRelvebuli, aranakleb<br />

dabneuli fransuazac ver mimxvdariyo, CamoerTmia<br />

CanTa, meore xelic gaenTavisuflebina misTvis,<br />

raTa imasac mTlianad, mTeli arsebiT da ara ase,<br />

sanaxevrod, gaubedavad, Caexutebina Tavisi<br />

codvis, siSlegis, rwmenis, Seurigeblobisa da,<br />

rac mTavaria, veluri, mouTvinierebeli<br />

siyvarulis nayofi, wesebsa da kanonebs, Teoriebsa<br />

da mosazrebebs jer kidev ver Seguebuli<br />

siyvarulisa da, amitomac, ufro metad<br />

SeSfoTebis, gakvirvebis, gabrazebis, dacinvisa da


dasjis survilis aRmZvreli sxvaTa gulebSi,<br />

vidre, vTqvaT, aRtacebisa, mowiwebisa,<br />

pativiscemisa. magram im wuTas, iq, im oTaxSi, sadac<br />

mama-Svilis arc mTlad bunebrivi, arc mTlad<br />

Cveulebrivi gacnoba xdeboda, "sxva" aravin iyo,<br />

yvelani met-naklebad am siyvarulis monawileni,<br />

Tanamzraxvelni, xelisSemwyobni, mxardamWerni,<br />

anda sulac msxverplni iyvnen da, rac mTavaria,<br />

amas gangebis nebad, RvTis wyalobad Tvlidnen.


am dros sonia ukve didi xnis gamosulia<br />

asparezze. ukve didi xania is xvdeba moskovSi da<br />

is acilebs moskovidan <strong>avel</strong>ums. ufro rom<br />

davazustoT, misgan midis da masTan brundeba<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi. parizSi rom gaacila, ratomRac egona,<br />

naklebad aaRelvebda, naklebad Seexeboda Tavad<br />

es ambavi. magram ase ar aRmoCnda. piriqiT, rogorc<br />

ki Tvals miefara <strong>avel</strong>umi, maSinve igrZno, ra<br />

advilad SeiZleboda misi dakargva. ufro metic,<br />

gamaognebeli sicxadiT igrZno, gacilebiT<br />

mZlavrad rom iyo dakavSirebuli Tavad<br />

fransuazasTan, vidre <strong>avel</strong>umTan. fransuaza<br />

warmarTavda saerTod mis cxovrebas da<br />

fransuazasgan hqonda adgili miCenili <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

cxovrebaSi, anu, droebiT ikavebda im adgils,<br />

romelic samaradisod ekuTvnoda fransuazas.<br />

daZabulobisgan mTeli sxeuli uTrToda.<br />

gaurkveveli, moulodneli sevdisgan guli<br />

ewureboda da erTi suli hqonda, rodis mividoda<br />

Sin, rodis Caixutebda Tavis qecian danias da<br />

itirebda, itirebda, itirebda, vidre deda ar<br />

moukakunebda karze - gamo, Cai davlioTo - vidre<br />

telefoni ar darekavda, anda vidre Tavad ar<br />

mobezrdeboda tirili. magram, mivida Tu ara Sin,<br />

pirvel rigSi, makrateli amoiRo ujridan, kefaze<br />

dagragnili majis simsxo nawnavi CamoiSala,<br />

Tvalebi magrad daxuWa da, rac SeiZleba swrafad,<br />

SeiWra ZirSi. ori dRis Semdeg ase TmaSeWrili<br />

daxvda <strong>avel</strong>ums aeroportSi. magram <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

yuradReba ar miuqcevia amisTvis, jer isev iq iyo,<br />

parizSi, da gancdiliTa da gadataniliT<br />

daTrgunuli, sastumroSi misvlas Cqarobda


mxolod. sonia, rasakvirvelia, wuTiTac ar<br />

moSorebia, vidre sarTulis morigem ar daureka da<br />

ar Seaxsena, stumrobis dro amoiwurao. magram<br />

sanam iq iyo, arc Tavisi eWvebis gaqarwyleba<br />

mouTxovia <strong>avel</strong>umisgan, arc uyuradRebobisTvis<br />

usayvedurebia. piriqiT, TviTon iyo yuradRebad<br />

qceuli da SeuniRbavi interesiT ismenda mama-<br />

Svilis istoriuli Sexvedrisa da ganSorebis<br />

ambavs. oxravda, ganicdida da im wuTas marTla<br />

gulwrfelad TanaugrZnobda ukanono mamasac da<br />

ukanono Svilsac, rac mTavaria, fransuazasac,<br />

samives erTnairad, da albaT amis gamo, maTgan<br />

kidev ufro gariyulad grZnobda Tavs. ufro<br />

sworad, axlac iseve Surda fransuazasi, rogorc<br />

odesRac, preistoriul xanaSi, skolis<br />

sapirfareSoSi - gegonebodaT, am xnis<br />

ganmavlobaSi arc araferi Secvliliyo, arc<br />

araferi momxdariyo mis cxovrebaSi iseTi, es<br />

bavSvuri, usafuZvlo, bolomde Camouyalibebeli<br />

Suri gaebaTilebina. imaT uimisodac Tavze<br />

sayrelad hqondaT yvelaferi - sadardelic da<br />

gasaxaric - TviTon ki cariel-tarieli<br />

darCeniliyo aqamde. marTalia, <strong>avel</strong>umi ukve<br />

amdeni xania, masTan iyo, magram mas mainc ar<br />

ekuTvnoda da amasac yvelaze mZafrad swored<br />

axla grZnobda, sastumros nomerSi, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

sawolze, <strong>avel</strong>umis TandaswrebiT, roca marTla<br />

sWirdeboda <strong>avel</strong>ums, roca marTla aravin hyavda<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums masze axlobeli am uzarmazar, sakuTari<br />

sididisgan grZnobebdaClungebul qalaqSi.<br />

magram, meores mxriv, TiTqos araferi unda<br />

hqonoda sonias saeWviano. man xom pirvelsave


dRidan icoda, ras Tanxmdeboda, anda, ris<br />

safasurad isrulebda bavSvobisdroindel<br />

sawadels, roca svel tanze sarafangadacmuli,<br />

saxeze mzemiSuqebuli, Worflian cxvirs<br />

iWmuxnida da <strong>avel</strong>ums eubneboda: me Tqven ufro<br />

moxuci megoneTo. sawadeli namdvilad Seisrula -<br />

bolo aTi, Tundac rva wlis ganmavlobaSi, igive<br />

fransuaza iyo <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis, yovel SemTxvaSi,<br />

fransuaza Tu ara, fransuazas nacvali,<br />

fransuazas magieri da, amdenad, uflebamosilic,<br />

Tavisad CaeTvala, mieRo da moexmara, rasac<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis meSveobiT miswvdeboda, gaigebda,<br />

ixilavda...


fransuazas ki, am xnis ganmavlobaSi,<br />

TandaTanobiT ubrundeba dedobamdeli<br />

mRelvareba, mouTmenloba, sevda-wuxili da axla<br />

ukve sabolood rwmundeba, siyvarulidan<br />

gamosavali ar arsebobs misTvis, Svilic ver<br />

amouvsebs <strong>avel</strong>umis danatovar sicarieles. nuTu<br />

aRaraferi Seicvleba Cems cxovrebaSio -<br />

gaibrZolebs xolme uneblieT. masac ebadeba<br />

hamletiseuli, gnebavT, ofeliaseuli kiTxva. isic<br />

eWvdeba. bolos da bolos, isic tydeba. yovel<br />

SemTxvevaSi, aris wuTebi, roca aRar sjera, swori<br />

arCevani rom gaakeTa cxovrebaSi. win sinaTlis<br />

natamalic ar Cans da amis atana aRar SemiZliao -<br />

swuxs, Semcbari, daeWvebuli. SeiZleba guli<br />

ugrZnobs (Tu yurSi ar CaawveTa ukve viRacam),<br />

"sul mowyenili" rom ar aris <strong>avel</strong>umi, ufro<br />

zustad, misi magieri, misi nacvali movlenia<br />

iqaurobas (misganve STagonebuli, misnairobis<br />

JiniT waqezebuli da Tavidanve mis Sesacvlelad,<br />

mis "gansasaxiereblad" gamosuli skolis<br />

sapirfareSodan, rogorc debiutanti msaxiobi -<br />

sagrimiorodan) da mware guSindelisa da<br />

gaurkveveli xvalindelis amara darCenili, isev<br />

Svilis "xeliT" cdilobs Svilis gulisTvis<br />

dakargulis dabrunebas - sakuTar Svils acnobs<br />

da ayvarebs <strong>avel</strong>ums Soridan, werilebisa da<br />

fotoebis meSveobiT, da <strong>avel</strong>umisganac (ar<br />

mimixvdes, rom veWvianobo) mxolod misi<br />

axalSobili SviliSvilis ambebis gageba<br />

ainteresebs TiTqos: ramdens iwonis, vis hgavs, ras<br />

Wams, rogor sZinavs da sxva amis magvari, uaRresad<br />

zogadi, saerTaSoriso SekiTxvebiT avsebs


furcels, sadac siamovnebiT gadmoanTxevda Tavis<br />

samarTlian guliswyromasa da mrisxanebas. Tavad<br />

mitovebuli da martoxela, ekaekaterinekatos<br />

bediTaa SeZruli (esec CaawveTes albaT, radgan<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums ar miuweria, moerida ratomRac, oRond,<br />

TviTonac ver gaarkvia, ratom) da gulwrfelad<br />

TanaugrZnobs, rogorc qali qals, rogorc<br />

martoxela dedaTa amqris axal wevrs. xolo<br />

mamamiss, sxvaTa damRupvels da misi morigi<br />

weriliT sindisSeZruls, xelebdafufquls,<br />

sulgrZelad amSvidebs kidec, oRond SefarviT,<br />

qaragmulad: Cemi Svili Sen rom dagemgvana,<br />

gasakviri araferia, magram Seni Svili ratom unda<br />

dammgvaneboda, maincdamainc, me, Zneli<br />

asaxsneliao. magram mainc mtkiced unda idge.<br />

gaxsovdes, bevrs Wirdebi, bevrni varT Sens anabara<br />

darCenilni. xom ar mogeria sibere? karts kidev<br />

TamaSob? bevrs svam? Tu mxolod muSaob? yovel<br />

SemTxvevaSi, icode Zalian daviRale am<br />

epistoluri siyvaruliT. xandaxan TviTonve<br />

mikvirs, rogor vitan, ratom vitan amdens. Tumca,<br />

vtyui. mSvenivrad vici, rac maZlebinebs, ratom<br />

vitan, rasac vitan. imitom rom... imitom rom, aravin<br />

da araferi ar arsebobs qveyanaze Senze ukeTesi.<br />

kidev mqondes SenTan Sexvedris imedi? Tumca,<br />

imedic rom gadamiwuro, mainc dagelodebi. es<br />

yofila Cemi bedi, ra gaewyoba. magram iqneb marTla<br />

miTxra, Seni azriT, rodis SevxvdebiT? axlave<br />

mogaxsenebT. weliwadnaxevarSi. ara. weliwadsa da<br />

Svid TveSi. cxrameti Tvis Semdeg. cxramet Tvesa<br />

da rva dReSi. iqamde sonia (Tavad sonias versiiT),<br />

erT-erTi dobilis dReobaze pirvelad gaicnobs


iWs, romelsac "erTis naxviT" Seuyvardeba; ufro<br />

sworad ki (Cemi versiiT), is biWi naTesavisgan, anu,<br />

sonias erT-erTi dobilisgan Seityobs ra sonias<br />

gulistkivils, sonias SfoTvasa da mRelvarebas,<br />

parizSi <strong>avel</strong>umis moulodneli, yovlad<br />

gauTvaliswinebeli gamgzavrebis Taobaze,<br />

erTxel kidev scdis sacdels, anu, erTxel kidev<br />

mosinjavs, ramdenad gamkvrivebula niadagi sonias<br />

gulisken mimaval gzaze. mokled, nadReobarni,<br />

TiTo Wiqa Sampanurgadakrulni, dasxdebian da,<br />

rogorc Wkuadamjdar xalxs ekadreba - nu<br />

dagaviwydebaT, sonias kudiani kometis siswrafiT<br />

uaxlovdeba balzakiseuli asaki, biWma ki Tveze<br />

didxans ver gaiCera verc erTi coli (sonia mesame<br />

iqneba), verc erTma ver daafasa misi sikeTe, yvelam<br />

sisusted CauTvala - gansjian, gaarkveven,<br />

ramdenad mizanSewonilia da, rac mTavaria,<br />

ramdenad xelsayreli iqneba orive mxarisTvis erT<br />

banakad gaerTianeba, darazmva erTi lozungis qveS<br />

- gavuZloT dRevandels da movemzadoT<br />

xvalisTvis. zafxuls Semodgoma mosdevs,<br />

Semodgomas - zamTari. amdeni imaTac ician,<br />

krilovis WriWinasgan gansxvavebiT, da aqedan<br />

gamomdinare, iTvaliswinebs ra <strong>avel</strong>umis Seuval<br />

sijiutesac, anu, icis ra, araviTari arsebiTi<br />

cvlilebis imedi ar unda hqondes misgan, arc<br />

axlo da arc Soreul momavalSi, sonia amjerad<br />

Tanxmdeba SemoTavazebul pirobebs (pirobebSi,<br />

rasakvirvelia, sabostne nakveTicaa<br />

gaTvaliswinebuli da sakmaod kargad Senaxuli<br />

msubuqi avtomanqanac - mainc uyvarda Sofris<br />

gverdiT jdoma - yovelmxriv normaluri binac -


oRond, sadedamTiloianad - da mZime samuSaosgan -<br />

WurWlis recxva, iatakis moprialeba, nagvis<br />

gadayra da produqtebis momarageba -<br />

ganTavisuflebac). xolo, raki yvela piroba<br />

garkveulia da zedmetad Tavis dafasebas azri<br />

aRara aqvs, <strong>avel</strong>umi ki SeiZleba yovel wuTas<br />

gamoCndes, iqiT aCqarebs imas (ese igi, "imas"), iqiT<br />

karnaxobs, rogor moiqces - aq ras vuzivarT, Sin<br />

wamiyvane, gamacani dedaSenio - da roca cxovrebis<br />

siavkargeSi gamobrZmedili sadedamTilo "erTi<br />

wuTiT" marto datovebs "bavSvebs", TviTon ki<br />

mezobelTan gadava, "axali namcxvris receptis<br />

Casawerad", sonia wina kbilebiT daiWers vaSls<br />

(rac ar unda didi iyos), orive xeliT wamsve<br />

gadaiZrobs kabas, lifianad, da loginSi<br />

Seugordeba Tavis momaval meuRles. egec Seno -<br />

enas gamouyofs gunebaSi <strong>avel</strong>ums, magram es<br />

Ralati ki ar iqneba misgan aTwliani, gindac<br />

rvawliani siyvarulisa (rogor gekadrebaT!),<br />

aramed savaldebulo, aucilebeli procedura<br />

gaTxovebis win. xom unda icodes, bolos da<br />

bolos, vis gverdiT mouwevs mTeli sicocxle<br />

"cixis kedlebis" lesva; vis gverdiT Cautkbeba,<br />

Cauwynardeba, viTom CaZinebuli, saxeze netarebis<br />

Rimilgadafarebuli, warsulis mogonebebs, aw<br />

ukve mogonebebad qceul siymawvilis eSmakobebs;<br />

vis gverdiT gaiwvarTeba xolme siamovnebisgan<br />

(upatrono daniasaviT), sibrazisgan saxeSeSlili,<br />

uaresad damaxinjebuli <strong>avel</strong>umis warmodgenaze.<br />

aseve, bolos da bolos, xom unda icodes momavali<br />

meuRlis dafaruli SesaZleblobani, romelTa<br />

codnac, rasakvirvelia, Tavidanve, gaTxovebamde


sjobs yovelTvis, mere amao gulisxeTqvasa da<br />

kbilTa RrWials. "ara uSavs, misuaress sjobiao" -<br />

etyvis mere mis "gamosafxizleblad", mis<br />

mosaqcevad Camofrenilsa da zooparkis beberi<br />

arwiviviT gaCeCilsa da afxoril <strong>avel</strong>ums, ra Tqma<br />

unda, viTom xumrobiT, misTvisac moulodneli,<br />

yovlad warmoudgeneli, yovlad<br />

gauTvaliswinebeli daZabulobis gansamuxtavad.<br />

"dedas geficebi, melanias, ekaekaterinekatos,<br />

fransuazas, Sens Tavs... mamaCemsac. yvelas, vinc<br />

myavs saerTod, marTla ar megona, Senc Tu<br />

giyvardio" - aRiarebs gulwrfelad, radgan<br />

arasodes CauTvlia Tavi misi siyvarulis Rirsad.<br />

arc amas damalavs - "da mainc usazRvrod, dRe da<br />

Ram, ZilSic da cxadSic madlobeli viqnebi<br />

RmerTisa, bedisa, gangebisa, SemTxvevisa, - Sen rom<br />

Segxvdi, rogorc Sen ambob, Sen rom Cagisafrdi<br />

biWvinTis barTan da Tundac droebiT, Tundac<br />

sul umniSvnelo adgili mainc Tu mekava Sens<br />

cxovrebaSio". mokled, sonia jer Caatarebs<br />

saWiro, savaldebulo proceduras da mxolod<br />

amis mere gamougzavnis <strong>avel</strong>ums werils - Zvirfaso<br />

vTxovdebi iqneb Camoxvide - rasac uazro, uzneo,<br />

samarcxvino, yovladgaumarTlebeli sigiJe<br />

mohyveba mxolod, anu, win da ukan frena galiaSi,<br />

erTi Camoskintluli xarixidan meoremde -<br />

ganuwyveteli, magram yovelTvis moumzadebeli,<br />

saxeldaxelo, guls ayolili, varaudze<br />

dafuZnebuli da amitomac winaswarve ganwiruli<br />

eqspediciebi gaufasurebuli, ugulebelyofili,<br />

aTvalwunebuli, gamousadegari da lamis saerTod<br />

arc arsebuli grZnobis aRmosaCenad, romelsac,


yvela sikeTesTan erTad, Tan axlavs erTsa da imave<br />

qarSi, wvimaSi, TovlWyapsa da susxSi ZagZagi da<br />

uaRresad piraduli, am meored mosvlis Jams,<br />

gamosaCenadac saTakilo gancdebisadmi,<br />

erTnairad gulgrili, erTnairad yru kavkasioni,<br />

iqiTobisac da aqeTobisac.


mere ki, ekaekaterinekatos droSis friali,<br />

bolobolo, gamoiyvans avad, saxifaTod<br />

gaRizianebul daTvs zamTris Zilidanac,<br />

moTminebidanac, bunagidanac da TbilisSi ambebi<br />

datrialdeba, kale mogonili iqneba, herodes<br />

Zvlebsac Seawuxebs samareSi yrmaTa mosrva<br />

alesili sasangre niCbebiTa da mxuTavi gazis<br />

xelyumbarebiT. tankebis Sexmatkbilebuli,<br />

SeTanxmebuli gugun-gruxuni kidev ufro<br />

daayruebs isedac yru qveyanas, ufro sworad, didi<br />

xniT Seubrunebs siyrues Zlivs yurgamoCiCqnilsa<br />

da TvalSi gamoxedils. rva aprils, erTi wlisa da<br />

sami Tvis mere, rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze tankebi SemoiWrebian,<br />

raRa Tqma unda, "mSvidobiani" misiiT:<br />

demonstrantebis dasawynareblad<br />

(dasafrTxobad), anda, maTi simtkicis, maTi<br />

moudrekelobis mosasinjad (rogorc soniam<br />

mosinja winaswar momavali meuRlis<br />

SesaZleblobani). qalaqis meore naxevarSi,<br />

mtkvars gaRma, viRaca rom iRrialebs<br />

Tavzardacemuli - rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze tankebiao -<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umic giJiviT gamovardeba Sinidan, karsac ar<br />

gamoiketavs. gzadagza, sirbilSi, ZlivZlivobiT<br />

gauyris acaxcaxebul mklavs kurtakis saxeloSi,<br />

radgan ekaekaterinekato, TavisTavad cxadia,<br />

mxarze droSagadebuli, iq aris, rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze,<br />

mTavrobis sasaxlis win, Sua zRvaSi. gadmoxteba<br />

Tu ara metros vagonidan, Sedgams Tu ara fexs<br />

eskalatorze, maSinve denTisa da kvamlis mware<br />

suni ecema saxeSi (SeiZleba warmodgenilic),<br />

zemodan, miwidan, momavali. gvirabis Suamdec ar<br />

iqneba misuli, wivil-kivili rom atydeba zemoT,


miwaze, samzeoze, saiTac TviTon miiswrafis, da<br />

momijnave eskalators, ese igi, zemodan qvemoT,<br />

miwidan qvesknelSi momavals, damfrTxali,<br />

dafeTebuli, erTmaneTSi areuli, erTmaneTSi<br />

azelili, aWyletili xalxi moawydeba da<br />

saxegadaSlili, saZraobawarTmeuli,<br />

azrgamoclili, stiqiis ganusjelobiT,<br />

daudevrobiT gadahyveba eskalators Tavqve,<br />

gadmoizlazneba, rogorc gatarebuli xorcis<br />

masa giganturi sakepi manqanis yelidan. uwyvetad,<br />

gauTaveblad CainTqmeba qvesknelSi, rogorc<br />

mRvrie, talaxisferi niaRvari, anda sulac<br />

talaxi. "gamatare ra, Zia! gamatare ra, Zia!<br />

gamatare ra, Zia!" - devnili nadiris siSlegiT,<br />

TavganwirulobiT, sibrmaviT, mxolod da<br />

mxolod, gadarCenis JiniT Sepyrobili -<br />

Cauqrolebs <strong>avel</strong>ums Tavzardacemuli,<br />

sasowarkveTili, ukve samudamod daSinebuli<br />

patara biWi, vin icis, seiris sayureblad gamosuli<br />

Sinidan, da erTi wuTiT TviTonac SekrTeba,<br />

waxdeba, daibneva - biWs gaedevneba uneburad,<br />

qvesknelisken, magram arc iseTi ioli aRmoCndeba<br />

misTvis am meTodiT qvesknelSi CaSveba, anu,<br />

sapirispiro mimarTulebiT moZrav kibesTan<br />

Widili. TiTqos Carbis safexurebze, magram mainc<br />

iq aris, erT adgilze, adgilze itkepneba, adgilze<br />

daZunZulobs, moxuci pensioneriviT, dilis<br />

gamamxnevebel varjiSs asrulebs TiTqos. guli ki<br />

ukve amovardnaze aqvs - udisciplino cxovrebis<br />

TvalnaTeli Sedegi, jildo kilometrobiT<br />

Sesrutuli TuTunis bolisa da tonobiT<br />

Sewovili nebismieri alkoholuri sasmelisTvis.


arZayebze lamis daaskdes kunTebi. magram,<br />

rogorc ki sulis mosaTqmelad SeCerebas<br />

daapirebs, maSinve maRla, cxovrebisken, ukanve<br />

miaqvs verag kibes, rogorc qars - xmeli foToli,<br />

rogorc mdinares - xididan gadagdebuli carieli<br />

boTli, oRond aRma svla rom SeeZlos mdinares,<br />

qvemodan zemoT, SesarTavidan saTavisaken.<br />

sabednierod, male modis gonze da axla ukve<br />

darcxvenili da Sewuxebuli (vinmem xom ar<br />

daminaxa SemTxveviT?!), Semcbari da nirwamxdari<br />

(ver gavxdi verafers!), da, Tqven warmoidgineT,<br />

sakmaod daqanculic, sabolood nebdeba<br />

bedisweras, anu, moZravi kibis nebasurvils, da<br />

morCilad mihyveba miwisken, samzeosken, xifaTis,<br />

gansacdelis, SiSis, eldis, sikvdilis saufloSi,<br />

sadac, sxva rom araferi vTqvaT, Svili eguleba,<br />

kanonieri, pirveli, jer mamobisa da mere papobis<br />

momniWebeli da, TavisTavad cxadia, misi adgilic<br />

mxolod iq aris, mkvdari aaRwevs iqamde Tu<br />

cocxali.


erTi momcro tanki gangeb CamorCenia kolonas,<br />

metros sadguris win Seyovnebula, viTom raRac<br />

gahfuWebia da veRar daZrula - sinamdvileSi ki,<br />

Tavs igdebs, uaresad aRizianebs demonstrantebs -<br />

adgilze Rmuis, Rrialebs, dakbiluli<br />

muxluxebiT fxoWnis, glejs asfaltis safarvels<br />

da mware kvamlis TeTr bolqvebs isvris.<br />

demonstrantebi ki, aRgznebulni, aCoCqolebulni,<br />

agangaSebulni, Seuracxyofilni da mainc Znelad<br />

asaxsneli, magram aSkara mizandasaxulobiT<br />

exvevian, rogorc WianWvelebi momakvdav, anda<br />

Tavmomkvdarunebul xarabuzas - agineben,<br />

wyevlian, dascinian, droSis tariT scemen, sanagve<br />

yuTebs esvrian rkinis ugrZnobel urCxuls, xolo<br />

ekaekaterinekato saerTod zed Sextomia, zurgze<br />

moqcevia da gamwarebuli iqnevs TavszemoT<br />

menSevikebis gadagdebul droSas. kidev erTi<br />

axali ambavi: sesilma moulodnelad amoyvinTa<br />

araraobis zRvidan. srulebiT ar gamocvlila.<br />

isev mReris xalxur simRerebs. pensiazea da<br />

universitetSi swavlobs mainc. mgoni afrikaSi<br />

apirebs wasvlas. baraqala! qali varo, iman unda<br />

Tqvas. amiT vamTavreb am werils. ar dagaviwydes,<br />

rom miyvarxar! gviyvarxar. da gkocniT da erTxel<br />

kidev gisurvebT yovelgvar sikeTes.


aprilis ambebis Semdeg, "sonias sakiTxma"<br />

TavisTavad dakarga simZafre, TavisTavad<br />

gadainacvla ukana rigebSi da, rac ufro<br />

gaukvirda <strong>avel</strong>ums, sonias danatovari sicariele<br />

gacilebiT patara da umniSvnelo aRmoCnda<br />

saerTod sicarielis SegrZnebasTan SedarebiT.<br />

usaSvelo, mouSorebeli sicarieliT iyo<br />

gaJRenTili <strong>avel</strong>umis mTeli arseba da amas<br />

ganwirulobis winaTgrZnobac emateboda zed, rac<br />

arafriT ar SeiZleboda yofiliyo mxolod da<br />

mxolod bolo dros gadatanili SiSisa da<br />

mRelvarebis nayofi, ramdenadac am TiTqosda<br />

axali, sinamdvileSi ki ukve sabolood<br />

Camoyalibebuli, ukve mkveTrad gamokveTili senis<br />

simptomebs <strong>avel</strong>umi adrec amCnevda, gacilebiT<br />

adre, vidre misi metoqe imperia sakuTari kanidan<br />

gamoZromas daiwyebda, vidre TbilisSi,<br />

rusT<strong>avel</strong>is prospeqtze, mTavrobis sasaxlis win,<br />

sanimuSod dasjida uiaraRo demonatrantebs,<br />

danarCeni msoflios kidev ufro dasafrTxobad<br />

da dasaSineblad, da marTlac, imdenad gaaogna<br />

danarCeni msoflio am sanaxaobam, imdenad<br />

gauWirda aRqma da dajereba imisa, rac sakuTari<br />

TvaliT ixila, Tavis gamodebas, isev Tavis<br />

gabriyveba amjobina, Znelad dasajerebel<br />

simarTles - iolad dasajerebeli tyuili da, rac<br />

mTavaria, utyuar faqts erTmaneTis gamomricxavi<br />

versiebi daupirispira, respublikur, sakavSiro<br />

Tu saerTaSoriso doneze moZiebuli,<br />

"kompetenturi", "maRalprofesiuli", "swavluli"<br />

gvamebisgan Sedgenili komisiebis mier, romlebic<br />

ZiriTadad erTmaneTis mosazrebaTa gapampulebasa


da gabiTurebas axmardnen TavianT imperiul<br />

codnasa da gamocdilebas, da, sinamdvileSi,<br />

Teqvsmeti wlis gogosa Tu samocdaaTi wlis<br />

dedabris gvams igdebdnen abuCad - gvams ar<br />

ujerebdnen marTla gaziT rom iyo gaguduli, anda<br />

marTla mesangris niCbiT rom hqonda Tavi<br />

gadaxsnili da TavianTi obieqturobis<br />

dasadastureblad, damatebiT cnobebs<br />

moiTxovdnen dazaralebulTa axloblebisgan,<br />

dazaralebulni ki, rasakvirvelia, damsjeli<br />

razmis jariskacebi gaxldnen, sagangebod<br />

Camofrenilni TbilisSi, romlebic brwyinvaled<br />

Catarebuli operaciis Semdeg, kidev didxans<br />

eyarnen gabinZurebul tankebs Soris, jer kidev<br />

mourecxav moedanze, darbeulTa, gaqceulTa<br />

fexsacmelebsa, xelCanTebsa, daxocilTa sisxlis<br />

gubeebsa da sakuTar narwyevSi da gunebaSic ar<br />

uSvebdnen (amdeni codna ara aqvT), istorias rom<br />

ekuTvnodnen ukve, usaxoni da usaxeloni, magram,<br />

bolos da bolos, meoce saukunis miwuruls, mainc<br />

gadamlaxavni gonebrivi siClungis, sulieri<br />

simxecisa Tu xorcieli sisastikis nebismieri<br />

zRvarisa da, "vai dedikoo", Rmuodnen<br />

kuWamobrunebulni da siciliT ixocebodnen<br />

erTmaneTis "waxdenis", erTmaneTis "gulCvilobis"<br />

Semyureni - sul raRac naxevari saaTis win ki,<br />

mkacrad, mtkiced, profesiuli sizustiT Cexdnen<br />

mSvidobian demonstrantebs, marjvniv da marcxniv,<br />

da gamosworebis gzaze Semdgarsa da monanie<br />

imperias gzas usufTavebdnen "gauTvaliswinebeli<br />

winaaRmdegobebisgan" da marto amiTac, raRa Tqma<br />

unda, pirnaTlad moixades maT TavianTi<br />

jariskaculi vali, anu, brwyinvaled gaiTamaSes


erT-erTi uaRresad mniSvnelovani epizodi im<br />

speqtaklisa, romelsac Tavidanve, msoflios<br />

yvela enaze, pirobiTad "perestroika" Seerqva;<br />

epizodi ki, Tavis mxriv, namdvilad STambeWdavi<br />

gaxlavT: rogorc ukve vTqviT, gamosworebis,<br />

gardaqmnis gzaze Semdgari imperia iZulebulia<br />

Tavi daicvas misganve gabriyvebuli, misganve<br />

waqezebuli, nebaze miSvebuli xalxisgan,<br />

romelmac bolomde wesierad arc icis Tavisi<br />

roli, ra evaleba, rodis rogor unda moiqces, vis<br />

daujeros, vin gadaTelos da vis gaegos fexqveS<br />

fiandazad; rac mTavaria, es epizodi<br />

dramaturgiul mignebadac SeiZleba CaiTvalos -<br />

mkvleli msxverplisgan icavs Tavs, ufro sworad,<br />

mkvleli msxverplis gadarCenas cdilobs, is ki<br />

(msxverpli), sakuTar sibriyvesa da ampartavnobas<br />

ewireba msxverplad - mkvlels rom Cirqi moscxos<br />

danarCeni msoflios TvalSi, Sav bazarze<br />

mamasisxlad SeZenil "sie-e-sis" balons,<br />

maincdamainc, maSin isxurebs saxeSi, roca<br />

mkvleli mis dasaxedad - amdeni xnis naSimSilevsa<br />

da uZinars, rame xom ar uWirso - tankebiT gamodis<br />

rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze, mSromeli mosaxleoba ar Sevawuxoo,<br />

mkvlelobisTvis yvelaze saukeTeso dros,<br />

gamTeniis win, cotaTi adre, vidre Citebi<br />

aJivJivdebodnen prospeqtis Wadrebze, meezoveebi<br />

ki TavianTi gafSekili cocxebiT moedebodnen<br />

quCebsa da moednebs; kidev uaresi - Sin wasvla,<br />

xel-piris dabana da adamianurad loginSi Cawola<br />

ar maiZuloso, xelidan glejs imas (mkvlels)<br />

samarTebeliviT alesil niCabs da, es patara<br />

siamovnebac rom waarTvas, TviTon icems TavSi


orive xeliT, gametebiT, aba axla vnaxoT, rogor<br />

gadamarCeno; magram erTi rom iyos aseTi<br />

damTxveuli, kidev moevleboda ramenairad -<br />

saubedurod, yvela erTnairia, mTeli zRva dgas<br />

moedanze erTnairad damTxveulebisa (sxvaTa<br />

Soris, maT Sorisaa ekaekaterinekatoc) -<br />

Sejgufuli, Setborebuli sxeulebis zRvidan<br />

romelime maTgani amosxlteba xolme uneburad,<br />

devnili TevziviT, da TanamoazreTa,<br />

TanamebrZolTa Tavebze garbis Tavzardacemuli -<br />

sikvdils gaurbis Tavisi WkuiT - magram ukve<br />

gaznaylapi, ukve yurebawivlebuli, ukve<br />

yeldaxSuli, TanamebrZolTa, TanamzraxvelTa<br />

zRvaSi "iZireba", haerSive, wamieri gafrenisas<br />

mkvdari, sagnis mouqnelobiTa da ugrZnobelobiT<br />

eSveba asfaltis fskerze, TanamebrZolTa,<br />

TanamzraxvelTa fexebiT daCeCqvildalilavebuli<br />

ukve sikvdilis Semdeg... da mainc,<br />

rasakvirvelia, marto cxra aprilis gamo ar<br />

tovebs xalxi marCenali partiis rigebs - gana cxra<br />

martis Semdeg vinme gamovida partiidan?! imitom<br />

rom, maSin araferi sWirda saxelmwifos<br />

gardasaqmneli da araviTari msgavsi miTiTeba ar<br />

yofila zemodan. dRes ki cxoveluri gumaniTa<br />

vgrZnobT, dro Seicvala da Seicvala maRla<br />

msxdomTa guneba-ganwyobilebac. is ki ara, Cveni<br />

miuxvedrelobiT gamwarebuli xelisufalni<br />

sifrTxilis grZnobasac kargaven xandaxan da<br />

aSkarad upaWuneben Tvals yoymana, gaubedav<br />

"meamboxes", romelsac erTi xeli ki Cauyvia jibeSi<br />

partmandatis amosaRebad, magram meore maRla<br />

auwevia, yovel SemTxvevisTvis, oRond, TviTonac


ar icis, ras Txoulobs - kidev cotaoden dros,<br />

saboloo gadawyvetilebis misaRebad, Tu<br />

saboloo sityvas. arada, mgoni marTldeba<br />

parizeli piTias winaswarmetyveleba. Tu es<br />

imperiac rRvevadia, maSin SegviZlia qarTul<br />

wvlilzec vilaparakoT. karen dankosi elene<br />

zurabiSvili yofila, magram raki Tavad malavs<br />

vinaobas, jerjerobiT, Cvenc Tavi SevikavoT<br />

genetikuri kvleva-Ziebebisgan. samagierod,<br />

msoflio ekranebze warmatebiT mogzaurobs sxva<br />

qarTveli, arc meti da arc naklebi, erTaderTi<br />

rusT<strong>avel</strong>i rusT<strong>avel</strong>is Semdeg, sulmnaTi SoTas<br />

erTaderTi mogvare mTeli rva saukunis manZilze, -<br />

saxelganTqmuli recidivisti, mouxelTebeli<br />

kontrabandisti da sworupovari banditi,<br />

rasakvirvelia, Tavad imperiis TanxmobiTa da<br />

uangaro konsultaciebiT Sobili, rasakvirvelia,<br />

arafrismcodne msofliosTvis swori, obieqturi<br />

warmodgenis Sesaqmnelad odesRac mis mier<br />

cocxlad gadasansluli xalxis sabralo<br />

narCenebze. "komunistis" pirvel gverdze ki<br />

daviTis freskaa dabeWdili. gixaroden! male<br />

indigos rezidenciis win aRimarTeba didi mefis<br />

Zegli. warmogidgeniaT, ras moveswariT?! gvixaria,<br />

arki gvjera. ara. piriqiT. gvjera, magram ar<br />

gvixaria. sixarulis unari dagvikargavs Cvenda<br />

uneburad. ki gaiZaxian Cveni gardaqmnili<br />

Jurnalistebi, rogorc iqna vZlieT SiSso, magram<br />

tankis joxiT cema, uSiSrobaze metad, mainc Cveni<br />

uZlurebis, Cveni usasoobis gamoxatulebaa da<br />

umal sagonebelSi gvagdebs (unda gvagdebdes),<br />

vidre sabrZolvelad aRgvagznebs. samagierod,


kooperativi "mende" iseT eleqtronul<br />

signalizacias gvTavazobs, romlis winaSec<br />

nebismieri avtogamtacebeli mowiwebiT moixris<br />

qeds. SeiZineT da gixaroden! anda, piriqiT,<br />

gixaroden da SeiZineT! da mainc, sifrTxiles Tavi<br />

ar stkiva - sarfis kari gaxsnilia - win warsulia!<br />

laTinuri amerika mogonili iqneba. amitom, erT<br />

rameze winaswar unda SevTanxmdeT, rogorc<br />

civilizebul xalxebs ekadreba: laparaki ar<br />

gvinda, fuli amoiRe! Tu isev qesatad viqeni,<br />

gardaqmnas ra azri aqvs meTqi, me Tqven gekiTxebiT.<br />

dae, "dinamos" "iberia" erqvas, magi patroni dedac.<br />

Tu gardaqmnaa gardaqmna iyos. sabWoTa kavSiris<br />

moqalaqeobaze uari Tqva da sabWoTa<br />

xelisuflebas undobloba gamoucxada ukve 70642<br />

kacma. magram bevria es Tu cota? Tuki<br />

gaviTvaliswinebT, rom... maSin, rasakvirvelia,<br />

bevria. xolo Tu gaviTvaliswinebT, rom... hm, hm...<br />

maSin - Zalian cota. yvela Tavisas Wedavs<br />

kidobans. taSkentis SvidSi ki marTlac rom mumiis<br />

moTminebiT elodeba muStars kooperativi "mumia".<br />

momsaxureba umaRles doneze da yvelasTvis<br />

xelmisawvdom fasebSi. guSindel Cvens<br />

balzammaxerebs, Turme, isic ar scodniaT,<br />

sxvadasxva seniT gardacvlilTa Sesamurad<br />

sxvadasxva Sedgenilobis wamlebi rom gamoiyeneba.<br />

marTlac, sad gripiTa da sad kiboTi mkvdari!<br />

Tqveni gamkvirvebia.<br />

taSkentis SvidSi Zveleburad SfoTavs "mumia",<br />

siCumeao, rom ambobdiT, es siCumea?!


amitomac, dRes Tu ara - xval, xval Tu ara - zeg,<br />

ueWvelad ganipoba piri miwisa da bnels ormoSi<br />

STainTqmeba ara romelime uiRblo gamvleli, anda<br />

Tundac gamvlelTa jgufi, aramed mTeli qalaqi,<br />

qalaqebi... cidan gulgaxeTqili Citebi cvivian,<br />

Tanamedrove madona ki wvivsakravebs daaJRarunebs<br />

scenaze. me Tu mkiTxavT, amazrzeni sanaxaobaa.<br />

musikaluri seqsis gakveTilebi keviReWia<br />

ymawvilebisTvis. vaSlis romeli naxevaric ar<br />

unda daumalo bavSvs, erTnairi TavgamodebiT<br />

dauwyebs Zebnas, anu, erTnairad gairyvneba, aq<br />

iqneba Tu iq, radgan rac aq akrZalulia, iq<br />

nebadarTulia da piriqiT. moixseniT niRbebi, Tqve<br />

usindisoebo. geyoT, briyvTa gapampuleba!<br />

saqarTveloSi sufevs mSvidoba -<br />

yvela Tavisas Wedavs kidobans.<br />

saqarTveloSi sufevs mSvidoba,<br />

kacis kvla, SuRli, siZva, flidoba...<br />

saqarTveloSi sufevs mSvidoba.


da, mainc, giJpoetebi calke! erTmwkrivad!<br />

sabednierod, imaTi droc wavida. mainc didxans<br />

ibogines. marTla ilaxeba Tu ara respublikis<br />

interesebio - kiTxulobs "komunisti". me vupasuxo,<br />

Tu Tqven upasuxebT? potos azriT, daviTi jer<br />

kidev Zal-RoniT savse gardacvlila, magram<br />

gindac Rrma siberemde ecocxla, gana rame<br />

gveSveleboda?! saqarTvelodan fereidanSi as<br />

ormocdaaTi aTasi kaci gaasaxles ZaliT,<br />

fereidnidan saqarTveloSi ki nebayoflobiT as<br />

ocdaori kaci dabrunda mxolod. CurCxelis<br />

gavleba dedas uswavlebia iq, fereidanSi. aq ra<br />

iswavla, imas malavs. rcxvenia. Cvenma Seupovarma<br />

Jurnalistebmac ver aTqmevines. samagierod,<br />

aborigeni mravalSviliani deda a.d. kvlavac<br />

mzadaa axali sicocxlis gasaCenad. ai, ras wers<br />

gazeTi amis Taobaze (azri ara aqvs gazeTisa da<br />

statiis avtoris dasaxelebas, radgan arafriT<br />

gansxvavdeba nebismier sxva gazeTSi<br />

gamoqveynebul nebismier sxva statiisgan, am<br />

sakiTxTan dakavSirebiT. orTografiuli<br />

Secdomebic ki igivea, gegonebaT, piri SeukravTo).<br />

magram, asea Tu ise, cxovreba grZeldeba. mteri ver<br />

ixarebs Cvenzeda. vera, batono, vera! ager<br />

daimaxsovreT Cemi sityva. raki gadauwyvetia, ufro<br />

sworad, raki Seugnia Tavisi daniSnuleba, axla<br />

sadilsac gaakeTebs (ager naxavT) da bavSvebsac<br />

mixedavs. aRar miyris upatronod (ara, meTqi!),<br />

rogorc aqamde hyavda miyrili, imitom ki ara,<br />

aqamde guli rom ar ukvdeboda sakuTari Svilebis<br />

sacodaobiT, ubralod, ar icoda, es rom


evaleboda - bavSvis dabana, dapureba, dabinaveba.<br />

cxra aprilma auxila Tvali.<br />

adre mcodnoda, hai dedasa!<br />

SeveSvebodi trakis qnevasa-o,


RiRinebs axla lambadas xmazed. dRes glovis<br />

zari dgas saqarTveloSi, magram mainc nu avyvebiT<br />

Worebs. iqneb rogorme SevikavoT Tavi. arada,<br />

yvela Woraobs. viRacas skandinaviaSi gauxiznia<br />

Svilebi, erovnul moZraobaSi ar CaiTrion cudma<br />

biWebmao. romeliRac sanatoriumis teritoriaze<br />

damsvenebel deda-Svils mcire kalibriani, ase<br />

vTqvaT, gasarTobi SaSxaniT erTi kviris<br />

ganmavlobaSi 128 ciyvi, 97 kaWkaWi, 84 SaSvi, 72<br />

gvriti, 38 guguli, 12 bu da 6 boloqanqara<br />

dauxocavs. cametSi rom miwa iZra, esec sruli<br />

simarTlea, oRond RmerTisgan iyo Tu<br />

gorbaCovisgan, ar vici da arc minda vicode.<br />

mieciT is amas samasi, imas - sami da visac gindaT,<br />

imas waakiTxeT ukuRma. gaWirvebisas daurekeT<br />

"avRanelebs". Tumca, Cveni telefonis ambavi rom<br />

vici, SeiZleba, tambovelebi SegrCeT bolos<br />

xelSi. alo, ola! ola, alo! (esec ukuRma<br />

ikiTxeba). megobrul-internacionaluri<br />

miwisZvris epicentri Turme CeCneT-inguSeTis<br />

sazRvarze mdebareobda, Tbilisidan mxolod as<br />

kilometrze. msxverpli da ngreva ar aris.<br />

mtyuans? mtyuans kargi sadili, rasakvirvelia,<br />

RviniTa da Tavisi yvelafriT. iciT ras swers<br />

axalgazrdebs erTi mxcovani ufrosi mecniermuSaki<br />

erT Zirgavardnil gazeTSi? gauazrebelma<br />

SemTxvevam imsxverpla Cveni axloblebis<br />

sicocxleo. warmogidgeniaT? "gauazrebeli"<br />

SemTxveva yofila erTkviriani mitingi,<br />

erTkviriani SimSiloba, erTkviriani kbilTa<br />

RrWiali, erTkviriani "gamo Tu biWi xar" da "modi,<br />

dagxvdebi". mxcovan umcros mecniermuSaks


gauTvaliswinebeli SemTxveva hgonia, samanqano<br />

katastrofasaviT. romeli mecnierebis muSakia<br />

netavi Tavad? ki magram, is mainc ver gaigo, wina<br />

dRiTac rom Caatares rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze tankebi?<br />

gasafrTxileblad. dasaSineblad. aki<br />

momitingeebmac winaswar daiWires Tadarigi,<br />

tankebis momavali vizitisTvis! mozides betonis<br />

blokebi, sabargo manqanebiTa da troleibusis<br />

vagonebiT Caxerges momijnave quCebi. moemzadnen<br />

omisTvis. jer kidev wina dRes, erTma gangeb<br />

CamorCenilma tankma mTels prospeqtze daayena<br />

omis suni. ekaekaterinekato zed Seaxta<br />

droSianad. viRaceebma mgoni kabinaSic moaxerxes<br />

CaZroma. rac rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze sanagve idga, zed<br />

daamxes. magram mainc "gauTvaliswinebeli<br />

SemTxveva" aRmoCnda bevrisTvis is, rac meore dRes<br />

moxda. aaaaaeeeeeuuuuuh! qalaqSi ki daRupulTa<br />

siebs akraven. ar endobian oficialur cnobebs.<br />

cxrameti kaci cotaa? cota ar aris, magram imaTgan<br />

metia mosalodneli da saerTodac eWviania<br />

adamiani. gansakuTrebiT, aqauri. da arc mTlad<br />

usafuZvlod. valdebulicaa, aseTi iyos. sxva rom<br />

araferi vTqvaT, jer kidev ormocdaTeqvsmetSi<br />

daRupulTa zusti raodenobac ver dagvidgenia<br />

aqamde - bevrma ver moikiTxa Tavisiani, ver gabeda,<br />

SeeSinda... magram axla sxva droa, axla Tu ar<br />

moikiTxe, is mogekiTxos iqneba. ugzo-ukvlod<br />

dakargulTa siebidan ki, sabednierod, kidev<br />

ramdenime adamiania amoRebuli. maT Soris ori<br />

moswavle gogonacaa, romlebic mSoblebs<br />

darbeul mitingze ki egulebodaT, magram,<br />

sinamdvileSi, im Rames, "Tanatol biWunebTan


erTad", qalaqgareT gauseirniaT da erT-erTi<br />

biWunas mSoblebis agarakze (gazeTSi miTiTebuli<br />

ar aris arc mSoblebis vinaoba, arc agarakis<br />

adgil-samyofeli), TeTrad gauTenebiaT ara marto<br />

saqarTvelosTvis, aramed maTTvisac istoriuli<br />

Rame da ramdenime momdevno Ramec - tankebis<br />

gruxunisa SeSinebiaT (moukvdaT dedikoebi!) da<br />

ver gaubedavT qalaqSi Camosvla (an wyneTidan, an<br />

kojridan, an kikeTidan). agreTve mitingze<br />

eguleboda Tavisianebs da, yvelasaTvis<br />

moulodnelad, rostovidan Camovida, ori didi<br />

CemodniT, erTi xandazmuli mandilosani.<br />

mowamvlis mizezTa gamomkvlevi komisia ki<br />

gulmodgined ikvlevs ukve gamokvleuls da,<br />

rogorc gvpirdeba, yovel or kviraSi gamarTavs<br />

sxdomebs. ese igi, xangrZlivi droiTaa<br />

gaTvaliswinebuli gamoZieba imisa, rac gamoZiebis<br />

dawyebamdec cnobili iyo. aba Tu gvipasuxebT, ra<br />

ufro Znelia: simarTlis dadgena Tu simarTlis<br />

Tqma? nu avCqardebiT. mivixed-movixedoT irgvliv.<br />

eSmaks ar sZinavs. ai, magaliTad, saqarTvelos<br />

janmrTelobis dacvis saministrosTan arsebuli<br />

sazogadoebrivi samedicino saeqsperto komisia<br />

(maTive mogonili saxelwodebaa), jerac<br />

kvlavindeburad swavlobs cxra aprils<br />

daSavebulTa janmrTelobis mdgomareobas, anu,<br />

ZiriTadad statistikas awarmoebs: Semovida<br />

amdeni (maT Soris, sxvaTaSoris,<br />

ekaekaterinekatoc, oRond sxva gvariT - gvari<br />

Seicvala - Tavisianebi rom daezoga, anda daesaja<br />

uaresad. midi da gaarkvie), gaewera amdeni,<br />

sacxedreSia amdeni. jerjerobiT, rasakvirvelia.


gelodebiT. mobrZandiT. bolo-bolo mainc<br />

moxvalT, ramdenic unda imaloT. Tqven rogor<br />

ggoniaT, moclilno mkiTxvelno, marto aborigeni<br />

eqimebi monawileoben klinikuri diagnozis<br />

dadgenasa da mkurnalobis warmarTvaSi? (amis Tqma<br />

erTi sityviTac SeiZleboda, magram maSin riTi<br />

ginda Seavso gazeTi), nuras ukacravad! damnaxavi<br />

da damfasebeli maT Soris ssr kavSiris jandacvis<br />

saministros leningradis higienisa da<br />

profpaTologiis samecniero-kvleviTi<br />

institutis klinikuri ganyofilebis<br />

xelmZRvanelsa da moskovis mwvave mowamvlaTa<br />

mkurnalobis sakavSiro centris ufros mecnier<br />

muSaks, medicinis mecnierebaTa kandidatsac<br />

dainaxavs (Jurnalistebs ki vsayvedurobT, magram<br />

marto amsigrZe wodebis damaxsovreba ar ginda?!).<br />

suni ikres Tu raSia saqme? ras Camocvenilan<br />

TbilisSi am dilauTenia? maincdamainc, cxra<br />

aprils! imitom rom, mainc moskovsa varT<br />

miCerebulni erT adgilas. Zlieria oraswlovani<br />

tradicia. STamomavalni mliqvneli qarTveli<br />

Tavadisa axlac mzad varT! arc mwvads davwvavT,<br />

arc Samfurs. marTalia, dagvxoces, magram<br />

daudgenelma pirebma dagvxoces (jariskacs<br />

saerTod ara aqvs saxeli), roca dadgenili da<br />

saqveynod cnobili pirebi gaWirvebaSic Tavze<br />

gvadganan. Cven ki, umadurebi, daunaxavebi, mainc<br />

vixocebiT. mkurnalobis miuxedavad, avadmyofis<br />

(Tu msxverplis?) gadarCena ver moxerxdao - wers<br />

magaliTad "Tbilisi", ufro rusi specialistebis<br />

gawbilebiT Sewuxebuli, da marTlac, ras ityvian<br />

Cvenze? ras vimsaxurebT? dilauTenia


Camofrindnen, vin icis, TiTo maTlafa xaSis<br />

Sexvrepac ver moaswres wesierad, maSinve xelebi<br />

daikapiwes, Cveni matrakveca gogoebi ki gonze<br />

mosvlasac ar kadruloben, Tvali mainc rom<br />

Seavlon sikvdilis win, ramxela avtoriteti<br />

adgaT Tavze. avadmyofs daudginda<br />

gamRizianebeli nivTierebebiTa da komponentebiT<br />

gamowveuli mZime xarisxis mwvave mowamvla,<br />

sxeulis mravlobiTi (?) daJeJiloba (ise, CvenSi<br />

rom vTqvaT, ra dros enis siwmindis dacvaa, Tavi<br />

ver dagvicavs), filtvebis SeSupeba,<br />

progresirebadi miokardiodistrofia,<br />

makrohematuria da ase Semdeg, da ase Semdeg.<br />

ambulatoriuli daxmareba aRmouCines amdens,<br />

stacionarebSi moaTavses amdeni, mkurnalobas<br />

ganagrZobs amdeni, sacxedreebi cxedruli<br />

moTminebiT elodebian msurvelebs. magram<br />

rogorc ar unda gagviWirdes, mainc unda<br />

vaRiaroT, rom zemoT ukve aRniSnulis garda,<br />

naxmaria dRemde ucnobi momwamlavi nivTierebac.<br />

samxedroebi pirmokumulni sduman. mtkiced<br />

inaxaven saxelmwifo saidumloebas. eqimebi ki<br />

gulSi kroWinoben - raki Sedegi erTia,<br />

prestiJisTvis, nacnobs isev ucnobi seni sjobs.<br />

samagierod, gangebiTa da locva-kurTxeviTa<br />

RmrTisaiTa sakaTedro taZari aSendeba TbilisSi.<br />

adgili, sadac taZari wamoimarTeba, wriTaa<br />

Semoxazuli suraTze, maRla, marjvena kuTxeSi.<br />

raki ver vSveliT xorcs, iqneb suli mainc<br />

gadavarCinoT. Tu iqneba, es iqneba namdvili<br />

saswauli. iqneb! vin icis. miT ufro rom, ucxoeTi<br />

Turme did yuradRebas uTmobs cxra aprilis


ambebs. batoni marleni adgils ver poulobs<br />

Turme TeTri saxlis kedlebSi. ar vici, ras vuzam,<br />

Tu dadginda damnaSavis vinaobao - eubneba Turme<br />

pirad parikmaxers. magram komentarisgan mainc<br />

Tavs ikavebs, radgan sabWouri komisiebisa ar iyos,<br />

imasac ar gaaCnia Turme saamisod saWiro<br />

damatebiTi masala, ese igi, specialuri damsjeli<br />

razmis gasamarTlebeli sabuTi - gabzaruli fari,<br />

CaWeWyili muzaradi Tu tyviiT dabegvili Jileti.<br />

mougroveben da Cautanen, magram iqamde viri xeze<br />

gava. anda Tavad batoni marleni gamova TeTri<br />

saxlidan. arada, leSis sunnakravi,<br />

gaRizianebuli da gaaqtiurebuli sovetologebi<br />

erTxmad gaiZaxian, nacionalizmi komunizmis<br />

ukanaskneli stadiaao. maT pirs Saqari da mainc<br />

viCqaroT komunistur SabaTobaze, batono<br />

amxanagebo, anda, Tu gnebavT, amxanago batonebo.<br />

pativi mivagoT leninis dabadebis 119-e wlisTavs,<br />

rogorc qarTvelebs gvekadreba, yvelaze<br />

purmarilian xalxs mTels dedamiwaze da yvelaze<br />

magar meomrebs, imitom rom, vinc ki iaraRs mokida<br />

rodisme xeli, yvelam Cven gadagviara. amazea<br />

naTqvami, mglis Tavze saxarebas kiTxulobdnen,<br />

imas ki mainc tyisken eWira Tvalio. kuzians samare<br />

gaasworebs mxolod, batono amxanago kukuri<br />

(ilikoviC). amboben, erTi-ori weli mainc<br />

dasWirdeba simarTlis garkvevaso. xom ar<br />

gebevrebaT? me ar vici, riTi aixsneba Cveni xalxis<br />

aseTi sulwasuloba, TiTqos erTi dRe ar<br />

ecxovros usimarTlod, magram arc me da arc Tqven<br />

araferi gvetkinos iqamde, vidre simarTle<br />

gairkveodes. aWaraSi stiqiuri ubedureba


grZeldebao, marTalia? marTalia. eg marTalia.<br />

ufro sworad, eg advili gasarkvevia, radgan<br />

marto RmerTia damnaSave, sxva aravin, arc<br />

adgilobrivi, arc respublikuri da arc<br />

sakavSiro masStabiT. fexmZime qali ver asula<br />

vertmfrenSi, Tokis kibeze ver acocebula Tavisi<br />

mucliT da, airtoniviT, marto dautovebiaT<br />

Tunuqisa Tu Siferis pawawina kunZulze, romelic<br />

jer kidev guSin maTi mama-papuri saxlis saxuravi<br />

iyo mxolod. RmerTi uSvelis. vin icis, iqneb<br />

mxolod im "kunZulze" gadarCes sicocxle, saTave<br />

daedos axal civilizacias. adamiani yvelafers<br />

egueba. garemoeba qmnis Segnebas da sxva mravali.<br />

dapatimrebuli arian egreT wodebuli<br />

araformaluri organizaciis liderebi. daiwyo<br />

saqmis gamoZieba. magram erTxel kidev TavisTavad<br />

ibadeba kiTxva: sad arian mkvlelebi? bodiSiT. me<br />

ra vici. me ratom mekiTxebiT? me erTi provincieli<br />

biWi var, Teatraluri institutis studenti. bevri<br />

araferi gamegeba. ase igi, institutSi Sevvardi.<br />

aba, sad davmaluliyavi? saxli ara maqvs da kari.<br />

magram iqac Semomyvnen. mesame sarTulamde msdies.<br />

cotac da marTla gamiskdeboda guli. mere haerSi<br />

cudi suni dadga uceb. Tvalebi da yeli amewva ra.<br />

jer ise, keriasTan rom amewveboda xolme,<br />

sofelSi, futi Tu gadamcdeboda SemTxveviT, Sen<br />

xar Cemi batoni. sxvaTa Soris, pirvelad maSin<br />

gamaxsenda is Cemi keria. daxatuliviT damidga<br />

Tvalwin. mere araferi maxsovs. gamiSviT Sin da<br />

pirobas vdeb, saerTod aRar Camoval TbilisSi.<br />

dedis xaTriT var aq, Torem ra memsaxiobeba, jer<br />

arc vyofilvar TeatrSi. me ki


javSantransportiori gamomekida, Cemanala. aba, me<br />

Tu mkiTxavT, qaji ver gaarkvevda, sad ar jobda<br />

yofna, SenobaSi Tu quCaSi. me, magaliTad, Sin<br />

moviwamle, sakuTar loginSi. ZilSi. rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze<br />

vcxovrob da RamiT sarkmeli Ria maqvs xolme.<br />

orsulad xar albaTo, amiCema dedaCemma, aba, ra<br />

Wiri gecao da, am dros, imasac wamoazida. gareT ki,<br />

"komunistis" eniT rom vTqvaT, gazafxulia da<br />

frinvelTa galoba - es gaRviZebuli xmaa<br />

dedamiwisa (albaT unda iyos, gaRviZebuli<br />

dedamiwis xmaao). aba, vin gamoicnobs, ra niSniTaa<br />

gaerTianebuli am liriul etiudSi dedamiwa da<br />

Citis WikWiki? viTom, riTi iqneboda naklebi,<br />

davuSvaT, imave dedamiwisa da rusT<strong>avel</strong>is<br />

prospeqtze desantis amonarwyevis gaerTianeba?<br />

magram sjobs isev foto-poets movusminoT:<br />

gazafxulia, Jami cocxal organizmTa<br />

gamoRviZebisa (aba, mkvdari organizmi rom<br />

gaiRviZebs, ise gaiRviZa Cvenma mterma), kacTa,<br />

cxovelTa, TevzTa, frinvelTa da mcenareTa<br />

TeslTa gadmofrqvevisa. vin SeiZleba ar iyos<br />

Seyvarebuli dReso - kiTxulobs foto-poeti -<br />

martosulad grZnobdes am dros Tavso? vin da,<br />

vTqvaT, sabWoTa armiis jariskaci da qarTveli<br />

gogona. erTi klavs, imitom rom yvelaferi sZuls,<br />

meore ki imitom kvdeba, imasac yelSi rom amouvida<br />

yvelaferi. ra xerxebs ar mimarTavs mdedri mamris<br />

misazidad, saxeobis, jiSis, gvaris, xasiaTis,<br />

Tvisebis, feris, surnelebis, xmis, azris, fiqris,<br />

ocnebis, vnebis, grZnobis gasagrZeleblado -<br />

agrZelebs foto-poeti - sawyali Tbiliseli gogo<br />

ki arwyevs, Wadris Ziras wakuzula, Tavi lamis


gauskdes, guli uRondeba, haers veRar ylapavs,<br />

yeli Caswvia, grigaliseburi ZaliT brunavs<br />

mucelSi tkivilis awyvetili zambara. rusi<br />

jariskaci ki ise ahyolia gadmonTxeul<br />

siZulvils, gasayidad gadamalul gazis<br />

balonsac esvris gaqceulTa zurgebs. baloni<br />

haerSive skdeba da mxuTavi gazis nacrisferi<br />

urCxuli amazrzenad igragneba mTeli prospeqtis<br />

sigrZeze. Sen ki, kidev erTi gazafxulis uSualo<br />

monawile, mainc bednierad Tvli Tavs, Tumca,<br />

Senca da Seni meuRlec jer kidev lekvdakarguli<br />

mglebiviT daZrwiT gamocarielebul qalaqSi,<br />

magram, sabednierod Tu saubedurod, Tqveni lekvi<br />

arc daRupulTa da arc ugzo-ukvlod<br />

dakargulTa Sorisaa moxseniebuli. Sen jer kidev<br />

gaocebuli xar gafrenis im dauokebeli<br />

surviliT, Senma Svilma rom gamoamJRavna, rogorc<br />

ki amis SesaZlebloba mieca. ufro zustad,<br />

rogorc ki Seityo - ra Tqma unda, Senganve - amgvari<br />

ram SesaZlebeli yofilao, maSinve<br />

Tanamzraxvelad gagixda. arada, iqamde,<br />

yvelanairad umalavdi Sens ganzraxvas. ufro<br />

metic - uimisod apirebdi gafrenas, radgan<br />

darwmunebuli ar iyavi, marTla Tu SesZlebdi<br />

Canafiqris aRsrulebas, anu, msxverplad Tu ar<br />

Seewirebodi sakuTar sigiJes. Tumca, mTavari<br />

mizezi mainc sxva iyo - ufro martivic da ufro<br />

naTelic. Tavad, ra Tqma unda, monobas sikvdili<br />

gerCia daufiqreblad, magram Svilze ase ver<br />

ifiqrebdi. Svili de mona yofiliyo, oRond<br />

ecocxla. magram gafrenis JiniT Sepyrobili<br />

Svilis saxe rom ixile, mRelvarebisgan


aTrTolebuli misi xma rom moismine, uyoymanod<br />

gadawyvite, araviTar SemTxvevaSi aRar<br />

dagetovebina am aqoTebul labirinTSi. Cemze<br />

Zalian amas sdomebia gafrenao - fiqrobdi<br />

erTdroulad SeZrwunebulica da<br />

gabednierebulic. magram gafrena garTobis<br />

saxeoba ar unda yofiliyo imisTvis, SvilisTvis,<br />

jer kidev zrdadaumTavrebeli ymawvilisTvis,<br />

romelsac erTdroulad ezrdeba yvelaferi,<br />

yvela nakvTi Tu aso erTdroulad eweva gareT da<br />

maRla, axali sivrceebisken. sivrce ki iseve<br />

izidavs adamians, rogorc ZaRls - sisxliani<br />

xorcis naWeri. magram sisxliani xorcis naWeri,<br />

SeiZleba Tavad aRmoCndes, Tuki survili<br />

TandaTanobiT Tvisebad ar gadaiqca. xolo, mas<br />

Semdeg, rac Sen da Seni Svili Tanamzraxvelebi<br />

gaxdiT, imdenad SeikumSa, imdenad dapatravda<br />

Tqvens garSemo sivrce, advilad SeiZleboda,<br />

survili Tvisebad mogCvenebodaT. ufro sworad,<br />

imas mosCveneboda, Svils, umwifars, gamoucdels,<br />

mouTmenars. tyveobidan Tavis daRwevis Jini da<br />

Tavisuflebisken swrafva erTi da igive ar aris,<br />

ramdenadac tyveoba moTxovnilebaTa da<br />

midrekilebaTa SezRudvaa drois garkveul<br />

monakveTze, rac Tanabrad autanelia nebismieri<br />

sulieri arsebisTvis, roca Tavisufleba mxolod<br />

da mxolod adamianuri sulis Tvisebaa da es<br />

Tviseba an droulad ar uviTardeba, an droze<br />

adre gadaugvardeba xolme ama Tu im adamians,<br />

oRond araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar SeiZleba, Tundac<br />

Canasaxad, ar arsebobdes nebismier adamianSi.<br />

magram <strong>avel</strong>umic Tanamedrove pedagogikis gzas


om dasdgomoda da Svilis ganaTlebaze metad,<br />

Svilis gaeSmakebaze efiqra, ufro "popularuli"<br />

eniT elaparaka masTan, albaT isic ukeT<br />

gaerkveoda, rodis rogor moqceuliyo. Tumca,<br />

imdenad pativmoyvare gaxldaT (esec saerTo<br />

Tvisebaa dRevandelebisa), erTxelac ar<br />

wamoscdenia, ver gavige, iqneb ukeT amixsnaTo.<br />

piriqiT, yvelaferze erTnairad iZaxda: amas ra<br />

unda, es xom mec vicodio. erTi suli hqonda,<br />

rodis miimagrebda mxrebze xelovnur frTebs.<br />

magram roca amis droc dadga, erTbaSad daaviwyda<br />

yvelaferi, rasac mama aswavlida aqoTebuli<br />

labirinTis wyvdiadSi. TviTnakeTi droSa<br />

frTasaviT daiqnia da tanks Seafrinda. xolo, amas<br />

ra mohyva Sedegad, yvelasaTvis cnobilia.<br />

gafrenis survili adamianobis niSania, magram<br />

frena adamianis Tviseba ar aris. ase rom, Senc<br />

damnaSave xar, rogorc sakuTari Svilis<br />

(Svilebis), iseve saerTod axalgazrdobis winaSe,<br />

raki mTeli sicocxlis manZilze, niSnis Tvisebad<br />

gadaqcevas cdilobdi. rac mTavaria, Seni<br />

moZRvreba (sakmaod maRalfardovani), gnebavT,<br />

Semoqmedeba (sakmaod bundovani), codnisa da<br />

gamocdilebis gaziarebas ki ar gulisxmobda,<br />

aramed sakuTari survilis, sakuTari ocnebis<br />

gadanergvas, SeiZleba, saamisod sruliad<br />

Seuferebel niadagze. miT ufro rom, Tavadac<br />

iseve ar SegeZlo gafrena, rogorc, vTqvaT,<br />

virTxas. magram, saca samarTalia, gunebaSic ar<br />

dagiSvia, romelime Seni mowafe (msmeneli,<br />

mkiTxveli), anda Tavad, marTla rom gafrindebodi<br />

am sityvis pirdapiri, anu miTologiuri


mniSvnelobiT. Sen sxva mizani gamoZravebda. Seni<br />

mizani iyo saerTod axalgazrdoba da, TavisTavad<br />

cxadia, kerZod Seni Svili (Svilebi) virTxad ar<br />

gadaqceuliyo droTa ganmavlobaSi, anu, cis imedi<br />

ar daekarga, ocnebas ar gadaCveoda, ar danebeboda<br />

garemos zemoqmedebas da cxovrebis wesad ar<br />

gaexada misgan Tavsmoxveuli Cvevebi, ris Semdegac<br />

Zaldautanebladac, nebayoflobiTac SegiZlia<br />

CaZvre miwisqveSeTSi, saidanac ukve veRaraferi<br />

amogiyvans samzeoze, sasikvdilo senisa da<br />

sisastikeSi gadazrdili cxoveluri siTavxedis,<br />

ganukiTxaobis meti. magram sikeTe yovelTvis<br />

sikeTe ar aris. is, SeiZleba, sazarel<br />

borotebadac iqces, miT ufro viRacis mier da<br />

raRacis gamo Tavsmoxveuli. Seni Svilic xom<br />

monobaSi daibada da aqauri yvelaferi,<br />

labirinTis CaTvliT, axlobeli da mSobliuria<br />

misTvis?! amdenad, aqedan gafrenis survilic,<br />

arabunebrivi Tu ara, naadrevi aSkarad aRmoCnda.<br />

"mgoni Sevcdio" - Senc mtkivneulad gagkravda<br />

xolme gulSi daundobeli eWvi da mzad iyavi<br />

Senive Sekowiwebuli frTebic dagefxriwa da<br />

SvilisTvisac daundoblad migexala pirSi:<br />

mogatyue, sad gagonila, Se sulelo, adamianis<br />

frenao. magram Tavisuflebis mware marcvali<br />

yvela adamianis arsebaSia CaTesili da im<br />

marcvlis aRmosaceneblad sakmarisia erTi,<br />

erTaderTi naTeli wamic, romelic adamianis<br />

arsebas Signidan gaanaTebs xolme, rogorc<br />

CiraRdani mRvimes da, miuxedavad drois simcirisa,<br />

adamiani mainc aswrebs imis danaxvas, rac iqamde<br />

misive sibecisa da miuxvedrelobis SeuRwevel,


gaufantav wyvdiadSi Tvlemda. am erT wams unari<br />

Seswevs Zirfesvianad Secvalos ara marto erTi<br />

adamianis cxovreba, aramed mTeli samyaroc,<br />

romelSiac is erTi adamiania Cakarguli. magram<br />

Sen isic icodi - da es kidev ufro zrdis Sens<br />

danaSauls - amgvari uecari gamofxizleba,<br />

samwuxarod, umTavresad katastrofiT rom<br />

mTavrdeba. amitomac eWvobdi, xom ar Sevcdio, da<br />

rac SegeZlo, viTom akavebdi, viTom anelebdi<br />

Svilis mouTmenlobas, Svilis sulswrafobas,<br />

rasac araferi ecxo TavisuflebisTvis<br />

aucilebeli sibrZnisa da SorsmWvretelobisa. nu<br />

viCqarebT, movemzadoT, ase haiharad araferi<br />

gamogvivao - eubnebodi Svils, labirinTis<br />

aSmorebul wyvdiads miyuradebuli, magram ukve<br />

gvian iyo - Sen Svils Zili gaufrTxa. yvelaferze<br />

iRrineboda. moRuSuli dadioda. an mitings<br />

marTavda, an droSas keravda, Tavis oTaxSi<br />

Seketili. Senc veRar ereodi Tavs da<br />

Tvalebgadmokarkluli, ybamoqceuli, isev amaod,<br />

isev uSedegod ukiTxavdi saxarebas. mere ki<br />

TviTonve dardobdi da ganicdidi da dafeTebuli<br />

daeZebdi gabutul Svils jer aqoTebul,<br />

atalaxebul talanebSi - vidre tankebi<br />

SemoiWrebodnen iq - mere gamocarielebul, mkvdar<br />

qalaqSi da bolos sofel-sofel... marTalia, Sen<br />

da Seni Svili Tanamzraxvelebi iyaviT, rac<br />

TavisTavad didi bedniereba iyo SenTvis, magram<br />

SeiZleba iTqvas, gafrenis survilis meti araferi<br />

gqondaT saerTo. ufro metic - Svils ar sjeroda<br />

Seni, ar gendoboda bolomde. Cumad<br />

giTvalTvalebda, mZinaresac ki, radgan


darwmunebuli iyo, bolo wuTas gaeparebodi, isev<br />

uimisod "gafrindebodi", imas ki samudamod<br />

Catovebdi "tikinebis xuxulaSi" - rogorc<br />

sakuTar saxls eZaxda - romlis "aSenebasac"<br />

saukeTeso wlebi Sealie Sen, oRond, imitom ki ara,<br />

Tavadac rom ar icodi, ras iqmodi, anda<br />

xelisufalTa gulis mogebas cdilobdi mravalTa<br />

da mravalTa msgavsad, aramed mxolod ase -<br />

rogorc TviTonve ambobdi xolme, tvinSi<br />

RvinoSemjdari - monuri TvalTmaqcobiTa da<br />

monuri veragobiT gamogexata Seni guliswyroma,<br />

Seni Seurigebloba am dampali, am usindiso<br />

cxovrebis mimarT. gamoxate kidec. Tanamedrove<br />

minosis ufxizlesi da umkacresi cenzurac ki<br />

gaacure, magram isev cxovrebam ar gapatia da<br />

bolos TviTonve aRmoCndi cxovrebis Seneuli<br />

modelis maradiuli tusaRi, gnebavs, binadari,<br />

Tanac SvilTan erTad. Sen da Seni Svili erT<br />

WerqveS ki cxovrobdiT TiTqos, magram sul<br />

erTmaneTs daeZebdiT amaod, radgan swored es<br />

aris, amas gulisxmobs arsi labirinTisa -<br />

ganuyoflis gayofas, arsebulis uaryofas da<br />

ganuwyvetel, gauTavebel wanwals<br />

ararsebulisken. magram vinc sakuTar monobas<br />

aRmoaCens, is mona veRar iqneba. Sen ki ufro meti<br />

aRmoaCine. Sen aRmoaCine, rom saerTod adamiania<br />

mona; rom misi buneba ZiriTadad monuria - an sxvas<br />

emoneba, an sakuTar Tavs; sxvanairad ar SeuZlia,<br />

Tumca, iseve rogorc WianWvelebSi, adamianebSic<br />

arseboben gamonaklisebi, romlebic, ratomRac, ar<br />

midian iqiT, saiTac danarCenebi miiswrafian;<br />

xolo, raki gamonaklisi arsebobs, SeiZleba


odisme wesadac iqces, anu, yvelam is akeTos<br />

mxolod, rac Tavad miaCnia sworad, rac ki ar<br />

daavales, Tavad daivala. magram gamonaklisi<br />

wesad rom iqces, upirveles yovlisa, yuradReba<br />

unda miiqcios, anu, ramenairad unda Seewiros<br />

sakuTar gamonaklisobas, rac, jerjerobiT,<br />

mxolod Seyvarebuls Tu moumoqmedebia Tundac<br />

wignis furclebze, ramdenadac umsxverplod, ese<br />

igi, usisxlod da ucremlod, verc veravis<br />

Seagnebineb rames da verc veravin Seignebs Tavad,<br />

rogorc ar unda moindomos. ufro metic,<br />

msxverplis gaReba erTgvar maradiul ritualad<br />

unda iqces, erTgvar kanonzomierebad,<br />

aucileblobad, raki adamiani uaRresad meryevi<br />

bunebis arsebaa da, SeiZleba, erT mSvenier dRes,<br />

gaWianurebuli Tavisuflebac mowyindes. magram es<br />

Soreuli momavlis saqmea. iqamde bevri wyali<br />

Caivlis (SeiZleba, am werilis mkiTxvelic marTla<br />

daibados iqamde). jer isic sakiTxavia, rodisme<br />

marTla Tu ganTavisufldeba adamiani, marTla Tu<br />

moipovebs WeSmaritsa da srul Tavisuflebas<br />

usikvdilod, anu, erTxel da samudamod<br />

ganasxvavebs Tu ara Tavisuflebas (rac gvirgvinia<br />

misi adamianobisa), Tavnebobisgan (rac borkilad<br />

adevs mis adamianobas). aseve sakiTxavia, marTla<br />

SeiZleba Tavisuflebis mopoveba, Tu isic im did<br />

sinaTlesaviTaa, romelic, bednierasi ar iyos,<br />

mxolod SemTxveviT SeiZleba ixilos kacma da,<br />

imave bednieras msgavsad, ki gabednierdes, magram,<br />

amasTanave, yvelaferze erTbaSad aucruvdes guli<br />

- imis mnaxvels, araraobad moeCvenos sxva<br />

yvelaferi. magram vidre amas vikiTxavdeT da


gavarkvevdeT, jer kidev didi gza gvaqvs<br />

gasavleli. jer mxolod Tavisuflebaze fiqri<br />

daibada labirinTSi da imitomac dgas irgvliv<br />

aseTi mZafri suni sisxlisa da cremlisa. sisxli<br />

da cremlia sulis sanTeli, sulis purica da<br />

sulis frTac. oRond, WeSmariti Tavisufleba<br />

albaT swored is aris, roca ufrTodac fren. es ki<br />

mxolod maSin iqneba SesaZlebeli, roca adamiani,<br />

bolos da bolos, Signidanac dainaxavs sakuTar<br />

arsebas da gaacnobierebs kidec danaxuls. "gana es<br />

cotaao" - eubnebodi, evedrebodi, eCxubebodi<br />

Svils, magram imas arafris gagoneba aRar undoda,<br />

vidre frTebs ar Seibamda, vidre caSi ar<br />

afrindeboda da vidre sakuTar kiserze ar<br />

iwvnevda frenis siamesac da simZimesac. axlac<br />

tyapatyupiT cvivian cidan Tanamedrove ikarosebi,<br />

inkubatoris wiwilebiviT Znelad gasarCevni<br />

erTmaneTisgan, romelTa asamCateblad sityvieri,<br />

zepiri Tavisuflebac sakmarisi aRmoCnda da, raki<br />

mSobliuri labirinTidan gaRwevis Sansi<br />

gauCndaT, mifrinaven, mifrinaven, mifrinaven,<br />

miafarTxuneben xelovnur frTebs, vidre<br />

Camocvivdebodnen. Tbilisis cac Cit-biWunebiTa<br />

da Cit-gogonebiTaa savse. ixvis gundebiviT<br />

miyayaneben, miyvityviteben "Tbili" qveynebisken.<br />

didi gadafrenis Jami dasdgomiaT moulodnelad,<br />

samocdaaTwliani uimedo molodinis Semdeg. vinc<br />

adre, imperia rom imperiobda, moskovsa da<br />

leningrads etaneboda, viTom saswavleblad da<br />

samoRvaweod, sinamdvileSi ki cxovrebisgan<br />

ukeTesisa da ufro metis aRebis imediT, axla<br />

miunhenebsa da parizebs, bostonebsa da otavebs


usinjavs kbils - enacvaloT dedebi - mSvidobiT,<br />

mSvidobiT, mSvidobiT. yvela Tavisas Wedavs<br />

kidobans. gardaqmnas marTlac didi Zala hqonia.<br />

yvelam sakuTari Tavi gamoTxara gaurkvevlobis<br />

burusidan - gamoavlina WeSmariti buneba, rasac<br />

amdeni xani, uneblieT malavda Turme. marTlac,<br />

vin ifiqrebda, jer kidev guSin... magram<br />

Tavisuflebamde jer kidev Sorsaa da msxverplic<br />

bevri dasWirdeba am saqmes. "ganaTlebuli xalxic<br />

xom dasWirdeba samSobloso" - CamogZaxebs cidan<br />

erT-erTi maTgani (gawripuli, saTvaliani biWia,<br />

laparakisas cali xeliT sul saTvales isworebs,<br />

ar Camomvardeso). danarCenebi ki Cumad,<br />

kiserdagrZelebulni, mowadinebulni iqneven<br />

frTebs. zogs ZaliT Sekavebuli Rimilic<br />

dasTamaSebs mWidrod mokumul pirze. etyoba, Sin<br />

gaafrTxiles, piriT ar isunTqo, caSi ufro<br />

eciebao. Senc ginda asZaxo qvemodan, samSoblos<br />

saxeliT yvelafris SeniRbva da gamarTleba<br />

SeiZlebao, magram vidre gabedavde, nabolarac<br />

miefareba Tvals da caze isev erTferovani<br />

sicariele daisadgurebs da adamianuri<br />

sisastikis udabnoSi mzisgan gamomwvari,<br />

qarebisgan gamofituli lodiviT dayudebuli,<br />

Tavbradamxvevi, gamabriyvebeli, gamabavSvebeli<br />

netarebiT grZnob ganaxlebuli sicocxlis<br />

mozRvavebas da Sens garSemo, mourCeneli,<br />

maradiuli Wrilobis msgavsad, yrud, saidumlod<br />

feTqavs haeri. magram raki sikvdils glova uxdeba,<br />

Cvenc vglovobT, rac SegviZlia. vinc ginda iyos -<br />

gind mteri, gind moyvare. ginda Cveniani, ginda<br />

ucxo - CvenTvis sulerTia. literaturiT


aRzrdili xalxi varT, bolos da bolos.<br />

folklori, klasika, rame. Tumca, jer isic ver<br />

gagvirkvevia, ratom viqceviT ase. garkvevas glova<br />

gvirCevnia da vglovobT kidec erTnairi<br />

TavgamodebiT, vTqvaT, sadRac, cxra mTas iqiT<br />

daRupul sabWoTa jariskacsac da aqve, Cvens<br />

Tvalwin, sabWoTa jariskacis xeliT aCexil gogobiWebsac.<br />

erTs gauTviTcnobierebeli siamayiT,<br />

meores - viRacaze gaurkvevlad gabrazebulni.<br />

pirveli SemTxveva xom ar aris, rom davukvirdeT?!<br />

ase gvicxovria da ase vicxovrebT momavalSic.<br />

rogorc ar unda gviWirdes, mainc unda gaviRimoT,<br />

Tundac daudgeneli mtris jibrze. aba<br />

movemzadoT! yvelani me miyurebT, ai aq, da<br />

iRimebiT, oRond, Citi ar gamofrindeba. tyuilad<br />

nu daelodebiT. moiwamlnen. gadarCenilebi<br />

stacionarul mkurnalobas gadian Tbilisis<br />

garSemo aqa-iq wamlad SemorCenil jagebsa da<br />

buCqnarebSi. arada, mkvdari maSin iqneboda<br />

Tbilisi, glovis nacvlad, taSfanduri rom<br />

gaemarTa, rogorc mavani da mavani gvirCevs.<br />

nebismieri qalaqi (qalaqia Tu rac ari), iqamdea<br />

cocxali, vidre icis, rodis itiros da rodis<br />

icinos. xaTri sxvaa. xaTri, Sen isa Tqvi, ras ar<br />

gagakeTebinebs. Tumca, vidre ar iquxebs, kaci<br />

pirjvars ar gadaiwerso da aha, iquxa, rogorc<br />

iqna! aha, pirjvaric. RmerTo, Sen daicav... magram<br />

rogor? modis mewyeri da sofelic Tan moaqvs,<br />

akvnian-saflavianad. buneba, kacisgan<br />

gansxvavebiT, ver guobs Zaladobas (qvemoT teqsti<br />

alag-alag gadaSlilia, etyoba, raRac cximiani<br />

iyo gazeTSi gaxveuli, magram gadaSlili


adgilebis gamotovebiTac azri ucvleli rCeba).<br />

im garemoebaTa Sesaswavlad, aprilis mSvidobiani<br />

monstraciis (albaT - demonstraciis) darbevas<br />

rom mohyva, saministrosTan da saeqsperto<br />

komisiasTan erTad, araformaluri<br />

organizaciebis, muSebisa da inteligenciis<br />

warmomadgenlebic, romelTa klinikurma analizma<br />

udavod daadastura ucnauri Semadgenlobis<br />

momwamlavi iuri Tierebani (albaT - qimiuri<br />

nivTierebani) da maTive dafiqsirebuli iagnozi<br />

(diagnozi), ramac komisiis wevrTa aRSfoTeba da<br />

guliswyroma gamoiwvia, Tumca Tavis gaCexvis<br />

Sedegad sikvdili mohyva da mainc, SesaZleblad<br />

migvaCnia ganvacxadoT, rogorc sikvdili, ise<br />

calkeuli mZime toqsikolo garTulebani<br />

winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi Seuwynarebeli da uria,<br />

Tumca ukve ramdenjerme vTxoveT amierkavkasiis<br />

samxedro olqisa da sardlobis warmomadgenlebs,<br />

Tuki, ra Tqma unda, samxedro saidumlo ar aris,<br />

raTa gamiznulad gvemkurnala daSavebulTaTvis,<br />

magram uars gveubnebian, sabWoTa armiis saStato<br />

satabelo saSualebaTa Soris ar ariso. Tumca,<br />

ucilobeli sabuTebis gamo, iZulebulni gaxdnen<br />

eRiarebinaT mxolod qloracetavenoni (eg ra<br />

salaparakoa!), riTac savsebiT gamoricxes, magram<br />

Tu gaviTvaliswinebT sadReisod arsebul<br />

obieqtur monacemebs, maSin informacia ki ara,<br />

dezinformaciaa, romlis mizania danaSaulebrivi<br />

damalva da ara adgilobrivi mosaxleobis<br />

zogierTi warmomadgenlis monaCmaxi, rogorc<br />

gazeTi "krasnaia zvezda" aRwers ra da<br />

kategoriulad uaryofs. amitom, komisiis azriT,


darbevaSi monawileobdnen mTlianad da srulad<br />

da ase Semdeg. aWaraSi ki meeqvse dRea mZvinvarebs<br />

stiqia. daRupulTa ricxvi izrdeba. samagierod,<br />

Tunuqisa Tu Siferis kunZulze biWi dabadebula.<br />

qvemo qarTlSi "viTareba" TandaTan kalapotSi<br />

dgeba. CamorTmeulia. amoRebulia. dakavebulia.<br />

rac mTavaria, CaSlilia SuRlis Camogdebis kidev<br />

erTi cda. Tumca, jer dasadgenia, CaSlilia Tu<br />

gadatanilia xvalisTvis, momavlisTvis.<br />

yvelafers Tavisi dro aqvs, xilisa ar iyos. garda<br />

amisa, napovnia adgilobrivi macxovreblis a.a-s<br />

gvami (gazeTi wers - "napovni iqnao" - rac Cven<br />

sworad ar migvaCnia), romelsac aSkarad etyoba<br />

Turme mravali natyviari, gnebavT, jer kidev<br />

etyoba, rom namdvilad a.a.-s gvamia da ara, vTqvaT,<br />

b.b-si. gamoZieba grZeldeba. saqme gadagzavnilia,<br />

magram ukanve gadmoigzavna. grZeeeeli taSi da<br />

masobrivi informaciis saSualebaTa muSakebs<br />

vTxovT sufrasTan. cxvris qababi, lavaSiTa da<br />

kowaxuriT. gmadlobT yuradRebisTvis. erTi<br />

msoflio mniSvnelobis garewari cxovrobs<br />

TbilisSi da, dedas rom agineben, isic ase ambobs<br />

xolme, gmadlobT yuradRebisTviso.<br />

olxokratias, etyoba, kargi niadagi eqneba CvenSi,<br />

magram Cven Tundac imitom unda ganvTavisufldeT,<br />

Tavic gavicnoT da erTmaneTic: rani varT, ra<br />

SegviZlia. Tuki yvelani met-naklebad<br />

daavadebulni varT fsiqikurad da saxumarod<br />

aRar gvcalia, saerTod keTildReobasa da<br />

inteleqtze saubari, meti rom ar vTqvaT,<br />

uxerxulia. CamomxrCvalis ojaxSi Tokze ar<br />

laparakoben. da mainc, romelsa asxen yurni smenad


ismenen. ese igi, amxanagi batoni kukuri ilikoviCi<br />

seriozulad Tu CaTvlis Tavs politikosad, viri<br />

yofila. mTavari is ki ar aris, Tbilisis<br />

sasursaTo maRaziebSi uSedegod rom daeZebs<br />

Turme safuars vinme qalbatoni albina, aramed<br />

mTavaria, ris afuebas apirebs qalbatoni am meored<br />

mosvlis Jams. riTac daviwyeT, imiT vamTavrebT.<br />

wre TandaTan ikvreba. ase rom, araferi xdeba<br />

uCveulo da ucnauri. ubralod, gazeTi tyuil<br />

saxels icvlis da namdvil saxes malavs. erTxel<br />

kidev. funqcioneris aRsarebao, homoseqsualizmi<br />

kacobriobis naTeli momavalio da, ra vici, raRas<br />

ar kisrulobs mkiTxvelis erTxel kidev<br />

gasabriyveblad. magram viTom es iyo Cveni ideali?!<br />

ufro sworad, raRa es undoda Cvens isedac<br />

dabneul mkiTxvels?! magram arc mTlad isea saqme,<br />

rogorc Cvens mtrebs surT. deida vangas uTqvams,<br />

qarTvelebs ori weli uWirT, mere ki SeeCveviano.<br />

"metexis" sabanketo darbazSi viRac italiel<br />

saqmosans oficialurad gamouTqvams CvenTan<br />

TanamSromlobis survili. saerTod<br />

dainteresebuli yofila saqarTveloTi (qarTul<br />

markebs agrovebda albaT bavSvobaSi). Cveni ar<br />

iyos, Tqvenc uZvelesi kulturis xalxi xarTo,<br />

uTqvams araoficialurad, ase vTqvaT, kulisebSi<br />

(originalSi hqonia wakiTxuli feSangi<br />

faSvibertyaZis Txzulebani). xa, xa, xa, xa.<br />

qarTveli gadarCa. imitom rom icinoda. sxvebi<br />

swavlobdnen, Sromobdnen, vaWrobdnen, is ki<br />

icinoda. vinc marto icinis Tavs dasciniso,<br />

naTqvamia, magram Tuki yvelaferi warmavalia,<br />

maSin qarTveli marTla sxvebze Wkviani yofila.


pantarei, pantarei, amxanago batonebo Tu batono<br />

amxanagebo. yvelaferi miedineba heraklitemdec da<br />

heraklites Semdegac. nu SeecdebiT ramis<br />

Sekavebas. siWkvianisa ra mogaxsenoT, magram<br />

simboloebis sigiJe namdvilad gvWirs. magram, me<br />

Tu mkiTxavT, amis gamarTlebac SeiZleba. mxolod<br />

simboloa maradiuli. anda, maradiuloba mxolod<br />

simboloebis saxiT arsebobs. ase rom, rac ufro<br />

meti simbolo gveqneba, miT ufro iolad gavitanT<br />

Tavs am gaZaRlebul wuTisofelSi. yovel<br />

SemTxvevaSi, ukeTesad SevniRbavT Cvens sibeCavesa<br />

da sipataraves. vniRbavT kidec. rogorc Cveni erTerTi<br />

gazeTi aRniSnavs, Cvens erT-erT Teatralur<br />

koleqtivs, rom ityvian, pirdapir simboloebis<br />

zRva dauyenebia scenaze. Tavad scenac bneliT<br />

mocul samyaros - igive borotebis imperias -<br />

ganasaxierebs Turme (amgvari rameebi axla<br />

nebadarTulia), sadac, statiis avtoris<br />

dakvirvebiT, mxolod simboloebi moqmedeben,<br />

adamianisTvis adgili ar aris, adamiani jer ar<br />

dabadebula, anda es-esaa daibada Siferis<br />

kunZulze (ase unda vigulisxmoT albaT). magram,<br />

samwuxarod, imave avtoris azriT, bevri simbolo<br />

arasworad yofila gagebuli da, rac mTavaria,<br />

mayureblis ki ara, Tavad speqtaklis SemqmnelTa<br />

mier, rasac gazeTi, savsebiT samarTlianad,<br />

Tanamedrove dasavluri kulturisa da ZiriTadad<br />

videofilmebis arajansaRi gavleniT xsnis.<br />

siyvaruli (TaTuli doliZe) sigiJesTanaa Turme<br />

gaigivebuli; Tavisufleba (iza gigoSvili) -<br />

TavnebobasTan; saTnoeba (nana faCuaSvili) -<br />

seqsualur liberalizmTan. samagierod, patara


iWunas, muyaos "nergebSi" rom Cauyenebia<br />

reJisors da xelSi anTebuli sanTeli<br />

dauWerinebia (sxvaTa Soris, scenaze ki ara,<br />

quCaSic anTebuli sanTliT dadis axla xalxi da<br />

es ara marto "Cveni dRevandeli sulieri<br />

mdgomareobis gamoxatulebaa", rogorc statiis<br />

avtori aRniSnavs moswrebulad, aramed, Tu<br />

SeiZleba ase iTqvas, Tavdacvis erTgvari iaraRic.<br />

raRacnairad xelSeuxebeli, miuwvdeneli xdebi<br />

TiTqos am patara, uxmod mtirala sagnis<br />

wyalobiT... davuSvaT, wamoiRo qalma Sensken xeli,<br />

xom?! Sen ki mzad ar xar, anda, jer ar ginda. kacia<br />

da guneba. xoda, Caudeb xelSi anTebul sanTels<br />

da gaTavda, dagibrunebs - ar iqneba patrioti, ar<br />

iqneba patrioti da, vai misi tyavis brali, sukis<br />

agentoba ganaRdebuli aqvs, Tuki amaze<br />

dayabuldnen), naTeli momavlis simbolod<br />

aRiqvams, rogorc Teatris dasi, iseve mayurebelic<br />

da, Zalauneburad, TavisTavad warmoTqvams ilias<br />

im leqss, romelic yvela qarTvelma zepirad icis<br />

(isemc ra vuTxari!). statiis avtoris TxovniT,<br />

misi kuTvnili honorari cxra aprilis tragediis<br />

udanaSaulod daRupulTa (ajobebda, ubralod<br />

"daRupulTa", radgan yvela daRupuli erTnairad<br />

udanaSauloa. ar SeiZleba, erTdroulad<br />

daRupulic iyos da damnaSavec, anda - cocxalica<br />

da udanaSauloc) memorialis fondSi<br />

gadaricxula. viTomc ar hqonia 7 man. da 39 kap.<br />

rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze ki SeuCereblad miedineba yvavilebiT<br />

damZimebuli xalxis mdinare. mdinares Saosani<br />

qalebi miuZRvian win, sxvadasxva drosa da<br />

sxvadasxvanair viTarebaSi daRupulTa


gadidebuli suraTebiT. teleekranic qalaqis<br />

axali komendantis gadidebul suraTs<br />

damsgavsebia. rom ar laparakobdes, marTla ase<br />

ifiqrebda kaci. magram ar SeiZleba erTnairad<br />

laparakobdes komendantis gadidebuli suraTica<br />

da rigiTi, patara korespondentic.<br />

korespondents, ra Tqma unda, sruli ufleba aqvs,<br />

Tvalze xeli aifaros, roca moesurveba, miT ufro<br />

dRes, Tavisuflebisa da demokratiis zar-zeimis<br />

dros. magram sxvas rom ayris TvalSi nacars, es<br />

gvawuxebs Cven.<br />

ekaekaterinekato, Sin mobrunebis Semdeg,<br />

sawolSi ver Cerdeboda da iatakze ijda xolme<br />

oTaxis kuTxeSi. TviTonac ar icoda, ratom<br />

iqceoda ase da, ratomRac, arc mis mSoblebs<br />

ukvirdaT, maincdamainc, es ambavi. TiTqos adrec<br />

xSirad mjdara ase maTi qaliSvili. TiTqos<br />

nebismieri nivTiviT da saganiviT, imasac<br />

daniSnulebis, zomisa Tu moyvanilobis mixedviT<br />

hqonda oTaxSi adgili SerCeuli. "Svili mainc ar<br />

gaxsovdao?" - ver mSviddeboda melania.<br />

ekaekaterinekato ki wynarad iRimeboda, TqmiT<br />

arafers ambobda, xandaxan ciebianiviT Tu<br />

Seakankalebda erTs da damfrTxali, daZabuli<br />

amoxedavda xolme dedas.


- Seni bralia! aTasjer giTxari, daelaparakemeTqi<br />

- miubrunda melania <strong>avel</strong>ums, magram<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma mxrebi rom aiCeCa mxolod, TviTonve<br />

gaagrZela - Tumca, swored Senma laparakma<br />

gadaria albaT esec. Senma gauTavebelma<br />

laparakma. Sen ra genaRvleboda, igonebdi raRacas<br />

romanisTvis, gasarTobad, magaT ki marTali<br />

egonaT...<br />

- ra? ra egonaT marTali? - daiZaba <strong>avel</strong>umi.<br />

- rasac ambobdi - mokled mouWra melaniam.<br />

- vambobdi da axlac vambob... - daiwyo <strong>avel</strong>umma,<br />

magram ekaekaterinekatom ar acala, xelebi<br />

yurebze aifara da mSvidad, moridebiT Tqva: "ar<br />

gindaT, ar SemiZlia, axla mainc damzogeTo" - ki<br />

batono, arafers ar vityvi, magram is mainc<br />

gamagebine, gvari ratom Seicvale, me damemale Tu<br />

xelisuflebas? - hkiTxa <strong>avel</strong>umma.<br />

- orives - gaiRima ekaekaterinekatom da<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umic, misda gasaocrad, erTbaSad daamSvida am<br />

yalbma Rimilma.


ufro sworad, aRar CaeZia bolomde. mcirediTac<br />

dakmayofilda, radgan mciredic kmaroda am<br />

usiamo saubris Sesawyvetad. rac mTavaria, misi<br />

Svili cocxali iyo, iRimeboda (Tundac yalbad),<br />

xedavda, esmoda, laparakobda... magram mSoblis<br />

movaleoba gana mxolod Svilis sicocxleze<br />

zrunvaa? gana sicocxleze Zvirfasi da<br />

gasafrTxilebeli sxva araferi gaaCnia Tavad<br />

Svils? Cven, Cveni WkuiT, Svilis gadarCenas<br />

vcdilobT, magram sinamdvileSi vakninebT,<br />

vamcirebT, mis umaqnisobas vusvamT amiT xazs -<br />

viTom, is ki ara, Cven varT mTavari, ramdenadac Cven<br />

SevqmeniT is, Cven gvekuTvnis da ise moveqceviT,<br />

rogorc mogveprianeba. magram rogorc ar unda<br />

SevniRboT Cveni keTilSobiluri mizani da<br />

saqcieli, mainc yvela Svili xvdeba, nebismier maT<br />

miswrafebas Tu Sexedulebas, rac pirad<br />

damsaxurebad miaCniaT, maTive sicocxle<br />

gvirCevnia, rac srulebiTac ar aris maTi<br />

damsaxureba. mokled, imas vufrTxildebiT, rac<br />

TviTon SevqmeniT. is ki gvaviwydeba, anda naklebad<br />

gvaRelvebs, Tu ra dReSi vardeba amis gamo Cveni<br />

Seqmnili. WeSmariti siyvaruli tanjvaa,<br />

ganuwyveteli msxverplSewirvaa da es<br />

ganuwyveteli msxverplSewirva da tanjva arafriT<br />

ar nazRaurdeba. ufro sworad, yvelaze didi<br />

sazRauri is aris, amgvari tanjvis gancdisa da<br />

amgvari msxverplis gaRebis ufleba rom mogeca.<br />

gana cotaa? cota rogoraa, piriqiT, Zalian bevria,<br />

magram adamians, am SemTxvevaSi, cota unda - cota<br />

iyos da umtkivneulo, asatani, mosarevi, misi<br />

sipataravisa da xanmokle sicocxlisTvis ufro


Sesaferi. WeSmariti siyvaruli rCeulTa da<br />

ganwirulTa xvedria. bunebisgan yvelani<br />

erTnairad arian ganwirulni, oRond yvelam<br />

erTnairad ar icis, rom ganwirulia.<br />

"marTalia, rasac xalxi laparakobso" - ikiTxa<br />

uceb melaniam, magram <strong>avel</strong>umma mouyrua, jer isev<br />

tkbeboda moulodneli, gauTvaliswinebeli<br />

simSvidiT. "ras laparakobs mainc xalxi<br />

amisTanaso" - dainteresda ekaekaterinekato.<br />

dRevandeliT Tu vimsjelebT, xalxi ZiriTadad<br />

laparakobs religiaze, politikaze (rac ar esmis,<br />

magram Zalian ainteresebs), TurqeTis vizaze,<br />

videoze, saWmelze (rac ara aqvs, magram Zalian<br />

unda rom hqondes) da, rasakvirvelia, gmoze da<br />

gamoze, risic bolomde ar sjera, magram raki<br />

viRacisTvis (bednierasTvis) operacia<br />

gaukeTebiaT iq, raki SesaZlebeli yofila<br />

saerTod aseTi ram, axla, sWirdeba-ar sWirdeba,<br />

TviTonac yvela Rones ixmars, maincdamainc, iq<br />

gaikeTos operacia.<br />

- imasac amboben, germaniaSi samkurnalod<br />

gasagzavni xalxis SerCeva nacnob-megobrobiT<br />

xdebao - Tqva melaniam.<br />

- marTalia?! - lamis uyvira ekaekaterinekatom<br />

mamas.<br />

- me aravin SemirCevia - naZaladevad gaiRima<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma, zustad janmrTelobis saministros<br />

warmomadgeneliviT.<br />

- ki magram, visac marTla sWirdeba mkurnaloba,<br />

iman ra unda qnas?! - ufro TavisTvis Tqva, vidre<br />

ikiTxa ekaekaterinekatom, TiTqos weRandeli<br />

TavSeukaveblobis gamosasyidad.


- aki giTxari, me aravin SemirCevia meTqi -<br />

gaRizianda <strong>avel</strong>umi - es imaTi saqmea...<br />

xelisuflebis...<br />

- aba, me Tu mkiTxavT, aravis awyens germaniaSi<br />

mkurnaloba. Tanac ufasod. rodisRa miecemaT amis<br />

SesaZlebloba?! - Tqva melaniam.<br />

- yovel SemTxvevaSi, Cemi imedi nu geqnebaT - xmas<br />

auwia <strong>avel</strong>umma - me ar vici, ras laparakobs xalxi,<br />

magram xalxmac mSvenivrad icis, bevri rom<br />

araferi moekiTxeba da imitomac laybobs amdens,<br />

ase Tavgamodebuli, viTom, mec naxir-naxiro...<br />

- Sen ratom brazob? Sen ra SuaSi xar? gana<br />

gTxoves rame? piradad me, araferi ar mWirdeba -<br />

gabrazda melaniac.<br />

- ui, marTla! - SesZaxa ekaekaterinekatom - modiT,<br />

Cems magivrad deda gavuSvaT germaniaSi. mainc ara<br />

aqvs azri Cems mkurnalobas - moayola bavSvuri,<br />

gulubryvilo sixalisiT.<br />

- me araferi ar mWirdeba - gaimeora melaniam - da<br />

saerTodac wyals wauRia yvelaferi, Sen Tu ar<br />

meyolebi - wamoscda uneburad.<br />

- me Tu geyolebi, bevr rames unda gamoeTxovo -<br />

ukmexad miaxala ekaekaterinekatom.


dedis farulma SiSma da sadardelma gaaRiziana,<br />

Tavi veRar moToka da misdauneburad wamoscda. es<br />

ki igive gulwrfelobaa TiTqmis. amitom aRarc<br />

naTqvamis Serbileba ucdia. SeeZlo, magram ar<br />

CaTvala saWirod, miT ufro rom, maT saubars<br />

isedac dahkravs (TavisTavad cxadia, maTive<br />

wyalobiT) TamaSisa Tu araseriozulobis<br />

elferi. samagierod, sakuTarma simkacrem da<br />

daundoblobam sibralulis grZnoba gauCina<br />

mSoblebisadmi da es axali grZnoba ufro<br />

bunebrivi da Sesaferisi moeCvena maTi yalbi,<br />

daZabuli urTierTobisTvis. misi mSoblebi ki<br />

marTlac sacodavi sanaxavebi arian, gzamoWrili<br />

salaxanebiviT, TvalebiT afrTxileben, TvalebiT<br />

amtyuneben, TvalebiT sayveduroben erTmaneTs "mis<br />

zurgs ukan", ris gamoc TviTonac iZulebulia,<br />

maTi xaTriTa Tu maTi sacodaobiT, Tvali<br />

daibrmavos da gaagrZelos es uazro, umizno<br />

laparaki, rac, yvela sikeTesTan erTad axali<br />

"mouzomavi sityvis" wamoroSvis saSualebasac<br />

aZlevs da Zvelis, ukve wamoroSilis<br />

gaqarwylebisac.


"ZaliT Tu wamiyvanT germaniaSi, icodeT, aRar<br />

davbrundebi, iq gavTxovdebi... ager naxavT. anda,<br />

mxolod imitom davbrundebi, aRarasodes rom<br />

aRar moviTmino aseTi umsgavsoba - WikWikebs<br />

mxiarulad, TiTqos megobris dReobidan<br />

dabrunebuli, sasiamovno STabeWdilebebs<br />

uziarebs mSoblebs - yvelafris moTmena ar<br />

SeiZleba, megobrebo. garkveuli TvalsazrisiT,<br />

moTminebac danaSaulia - moZRvravs msmenelebs<br />

Semwynareblurad momRimari - geSinodeT,<br />

geSinodeT da zRvas uTvalTvaleT. imedia,<br />

amjerad, afrebi ar aerevaT" - icinis<br />

tuCaTrTolebuli, TvalSi cremlCamdgari.<br />

"marTla rom gamoCeniliyo Tavis droze vinme<br />

normaluri, iqneb arc Cven gavubedurebuliyaviT<br />

aseo" - ambobs melania, SeiZleba ukve sxva dRes,<br />

magram imave garemosa da viTarebaSi. "riT ver<br />

gaige, deda! riT ver gaigeT, RmerTo Cemo!" -<br />

gulwrfelad wuxs ekaekaterinekato, radgan<br />

imanac verafriT gaarkvia aqamde, vis eZaxis<br />

dedamisi "normalurs", magram qmrobisa da mamobis<br />

Rirsi dRes rom aravinaa irgvliv, arc dedam unda<br />

icodes es Svilze naklebad. ukanono Svilic<br />

mSoblebisTvis gaaCina mxolod, droJamis dineba<br />

rom Seexsenebina maTTvis, gamoeyvana siyvarulis<br />

buranidan da droulad moemzadebina erTi -<br />

monaniebisTvis, meore ki - misateveblad. es iyo da<br />

es. aba, sxva ra mizniT unda gaeCina bavSvi rkinis<br />

yuTSi, Tqveni azriT? ase rom, nu iqnebian mTlad<br />

umadurebi da sikeTes sikeTiTve Tu ar gadauxdian,<br />

nurc borotebas Caidenen uneburad, nu gaaZeveben<br />

aqedan, Tundac samkurnalod. aRiWurvon


moTminebiT da kidev cota xans datovon aq,<br />

nagaviviT mixvetili kuTxeSi - es Sedareba, etyoba,<br />

TviTonve moswons da imeorebs - "nagaviviT<br />

mixvetili kuTxeSi". gana uSlis vinmes?! ra imxela<br />

adgils kidev is ikavebs?! erTi patara, wynari<br />

gogoa. marTalia, cota waicelqa, magram daisaja<br />

kidec. rogorc ki mSobliuri quCis haers<br />

CaisunTqavs, maSinve wamouvlis xolme gulis<br />

revaca da sulis xuTvac. Tqven xom ar iciT, ras<br />

niSnavs es?! Tqven xom ar iciT! - uwevs xmas,<br />

mxolod da mxolod, STabeWdilebis<br />

gasamZafreblad - rasakvirvelia, haeri yvelgan<br />

erTnairia, magram TviTon ase swams, jerjerobiT,<br />

ase hgonia da yvelas sTxovs, sulgrZelad apation<br />

es sibriyve Tu sijiute. is urCevnia dedasa, Svili<br />

ar misces cvedansao. xom gagigiaT? - kiTxulobs<br />

zogadad, iataks daCerebuli.<br />

- ara. ar gamigia. pirvelad mesmis - pasuxobs<br />

Svilis uazro laparakiT, cota ar iyos,<br />

sagonebelSi Cavardnili melania.


- marTali xar. Cemi mogonilia. sad gaigonebdi?! -<br />

isev icinis ekaekaterinekato da agrZelebs - axla<br />

suliT cvedanebis droa da mamaCemic, Tu ar<br />

ewyineba, imitom gamoirCeva TeTri viriviT. magram<br />

isic marto Tavisi sulis gadasarCenad zrunavs. es<br />

ki cudia. cudi ki ar aris, kargia, magram dRes<br />

danaSaulicaa. yvela Tavisas Wedavs kidobans da<br />

rac ufro Rirseuli iqneba Cvens Soris vinme, miT<br />

ufro uRirsni gamovCndebiT danarCenebi, SeiZleba,<br />

misi mizeziTac movlenilni am qveyanaze. xumroba<br />

iqiT iyos da, erTxel Tu gikiTxavs Tundac<br />

CemTvis, raze fiqrob, ra gawuxebs, ra gixariao -<br />

axla ukve konkretulad ekiTxeba <strong>avel</strong>ums.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi Semcbaria. arasodes ukiTxavs, magram<br />

icoda, ufro sworad, Seumowmebladac Rrmad iyo<br />

darwmunebuli, vicio. kacma rom Tqvas,<br />

SemowmebisTvis dro arc rCeboda - uceb gaipara<br />

Tvalsa da xels Sua - da imasac yovelTvis egona,<br />

uTqmeladac mesmis Sviliso. sinamdvileSi ki,<br />

Turme, uyuradRebobaze bevrad did borotebas<br />

sCadioda, Zaladobis aqtis tolfass, raki Tundac<br />

mxolod sakuTar warmodgenebSi aiZulebda Svils<br />

iseTi yofiliyo, rogoric veraviTar SemTxvevaSi<br />

ver iqneboda, im ubralo mizezis gamo, arasodes<br />

rom ar ukiTxavT misTvis, raze fiqrob, ra<br />

gawuxebs da ra gixariao.<br />

- gana ar SeiZleba axalgazrda keTili iyos? -<br />

mainc ambobs <strong>avel</strong>umi Tavis mTavar saTqmels,<br />

magram ufro sakuTari fiqrebis dasafrTxobad,<br />

vidre Svilis dasamoZRvrad.


- eg xom viciT. ramdenjer SeiZleba, bolos da<br />

bolos, erTi da igives mosmena - Tavi daaratrata<br />

ekaekaterinekatom.<br />

- usasrulod. vidre ar Cawvdebi - upasuxa<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma mRelvare simSvidiT.<br />

- ar Cavwvdebi da nu Cavwvdebi. Cemi dardic eg<br />

iyos - gaicina ekaekaterinekatom.<br />

- eka! - dauyvira melaniam.<br />

- ra moxda? es Tu Seni qmaria, Cemi mamikoa. xom<br />

xar Cemi mamiko? - erTi wamiT amoxeda <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

ekaekaterinekatom da swrafad gaagrZela - sul<br />

mindoda amis Tqma da, ai, mainc vTqvi. sul<br />

mainteresebda, Sen Tu icodi, Cemi mamiko rom iyavi.<br />

Semdeg Camosvlaze ki aucileblad vetyvi meTqi,<br />

vimuqrebodi gunebaSi, magram iseTi daqanculi,<br />

iseTi dabneuli, iseTi darcxvenili brundebodi<br />

iqidan yovelTvis...<br />

- eka! - isev dauyvira melaniam.<br />

- Tqvas, Tqvas - uxeSad gaaCuma <strong>avel</strong>umma.<br />

ratomRac gaaRiziana colis gamoqomagebam -<br />

eleqtras TamaSob da klitemnestra gamodixar -<br />

uTxra Svils naZaladevad momRimarma.<br />

- arc Tqven myavxarT troas damaqcevari gmirebi -<br />

tuCi aibzua ekaekaterinekatom.


gulze gadajvaredinebuli xelebi ki isev<br />

ukankalebda. raRacnairad umweo iyo, daucveli<br />

da, imave dros, saSiSic, saxifaToc, nebismier wams<br />

nebismieri gadawyvetilebis mimRebica da<br />

aRmsrulebelic. fiqrianad, sevdianad, sinanuliT<br />

laparakobda, sneuli dedaberiviT, da<br />

TvalgaSterebuli uyurebda karadis qveS<br />

Segorebul tenisis burTs, romelsac ukve didi<br />

xnis dakargulad Tvlida, magram axla arc<br />

uxaroda da arc ukvirda misi moulodneli<br />

aRmoCena. rac Svili gaaCina, kortebisken aRarc<br />

gauxedavs. magram tenisis TamaSs albaT isedac<br />

daanebebda Tavs, radgan ukve yelSi hqonda<br />

amosuli gauTavebeli kamaTi dedamisTan amis<br />

Taobaze. melania Rrmad iyo darwmunebuli, kargs<br />

arafers iswavlida iq bavSvi, miT ufro ki - gogo.<br />

sxvaTaSoris, am azrisa iyo TviTonac,<br />

gansakuTrebiT iqauri "gulSematkivrebis" uazro<br />

gamoxedva da ofliani Rimili ubnevda Tavgzas,<br />

magram mainc ewinaaRmdegeboda, mainc ebrZoda<br />

dedas, erTxel kidev rom gadaekida mxarze<br />

adidasis sportuli CanTa, saidanac gamomwvevad<br />

gamoeyo Cogans misi (ekaekaterinekatos)<br />

xelisgulebiT gadaprialebuli tari. magram<br />

tenisis siyvaruliT ki ar iqceoda ase (tenisze<br />

siarulic erTgvari, SeiZleba, bolomde<br />

gauazrebeli gamoxatuleba iyo Tavisuflebisken<br />

swrafvisa, ufro zustad ki, Tavisufali<br />

samyarosTvis damaxasiaTebeli da, TavisTavad<br />

cxadia, misTvis arabunebrivi Cvevebisa da<br />

midrekilebebis ZaliT SeTvisebis Tu brmad<br />

ganmeorebis sakmaod mtkivneuli moTxovnileba),<br />

aramed Znelad asaxsneli da aseve Znelad mosarevi


survilis karnaxiT, rac, upirveles yovlisa,<br />

dedis gadarwmunebas, dedisTvis sityvis mogebas<br />

avaldebulebda. axla ki uazrod Sescqeroda<br />

karadis qveS Segorebul burTs, TiTqos araferi<br />

akavSirebda masTan, TiTqos arc icoda, ra iyo,<br />

risTvis iyo saWiro es yviTeli, bususiani<br />

burTula, cxenis gaqvavebul ConCoriksac rom<br />

hgavda da gafuyul, sakuTari frTis qveS<br />

CaZinebul wiwilasac.<br />

ekaekaterinekatom fexebi fargaliviT gaSala,<br />

fexebsSoris Cafenil kabas xeli frTxilad<br />

gadausva, TiTqos gaaswora, da Tqva: arada, iyo<br />

dro, tenissac vTamaSobdio.<br />

- kargi, gveyofa, davwynardeT. ar SeiZleba<br />

SenTvis amdeni laparaki. - gaaCuma melaniam.<br />

magram ekaekaterinekatom mainc gaagrZela, mainc<br />

Tqva, risi Tqmac undoda: vTamaSobdi, vidre ZaliT<br />

ar momaSoreT iqaurobaso.<br />

- iTamaSe, vin giSlis? - mxrebi aiCeCa melaniam.<br />

- araferi aRar minda. - Tqva ekaekaterinekatom.<br />

Tan fexebs Soris gaWimul kabas auTovebda<br />

xelisgulebiT.<br />

- nu sulelob. - Sewuxda uceb melania. imasac<br />

gadaedo Svilis umizezo, umizno sevda-wuxili. -<br />

marto Sen xom ara xar, bolos da bolos, mTeli<br />

Tbilisi am dReSia. Sen Svili mainc gyavs -<br />

moayola moulodnelad, TiTqos rogorc iqna<br />

miagno erTaderT gamosavalso.


- me xom samudamod var avad, deda - warbebi awkipa<br />

viTom gakvirvebulma ekaekaterinekatom, viTom<br />

riT ver Seigne aqamde es ubralo WeSmaritebao -<br />

Svili ki mamaCemisaa - gaagrZela yasidad<br />

daseriozulebulma - imas gavuCine. arc ki vici,<br />

visgan, babua rom gamxdariyo. ese igi, SenTanac<br />

yofiliyo xandaxan, Sin...<br />

- Sen ratom ar gauwyrebi? gsiamovnebs<br />

qaTinaurebis mosmena? - miubrunda melania<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums.<br />

aSkarad aRelvebuli iyo SvilTan saubriT da<br />

verc malavda Tavis mRelvarebas. piriqiT,<br />

sxvebisTvisac undoda gadaedo rogorme, TiTqos<br />

rac ufro metni iRelvebdnen erTi da imave<br />

mizeziT, ufro iolad gaarTmevdnen Tavs<br />

danawilebul mRelvarebas.<br />

- Sens gamo vejavrebi magasac, qalbatono<br />

melania, esec Seni damsaxurebaa - Tqva <strong>avel</strong>umma,<br />

rac SeiZleba mSvidad, viTom xumrobiTac, Tumca<br />

im wuTas marTlac sjeroda, Svils rom<br />

ejavreboda, mas rom abralebda Svili ara marto<br />

dedis, aramed sakuTar ubedurebasac, Tu saerTosakacobrio<br />

ubedurebasac ara. rasakvirvelia,<br />

Zalian arasasiamovnoa amis SegrZneba, magram imave<br />

dros, ara marto eTanxmeboda Svils, aramed<br />

madlieric iyo misi, Tundac aseTi grZnoba rom<br />

hqonda mis mimarT. ese igi, raRacad mainc agdebda<br />

da, rac mTavaria, mis siZulvilsac da mis<br />

braldebebsac, rogorc ar unda SeeniRba<br />

mogonili ugrZnobelobiTa da gulgrilobiT, isev<br />

da isev, yvelafris gadamwonavi siyvaruli edo<br />

safuZvlad.


- arasodes ar yofilxar Cemi, Tumca yovelTvis<br />

marto Cemi megone, - Tqva uceb ekaekaterinekatom -<br />

magram, sabednierod, Seni gayofac SesaZlebeli<br />

yofila, rogorc zaris xmisa msmenelTa Soris.


mokled, aprilis Semdeg, sonias vnebebma ki ara,<br />

saerTod cxovrebam dakarga azri. damfrTxali,<br />

Cabnelebul binebSi SeyuJuli xalxi quCas iyo<br />

miyuradebuli - rodis Caiqrolebda beteeri,<br />

rodis akakandeboda avtomati. Worebi ki mainc<br />

Cndebodnen, mainc mravldebodnen virTxebiviT da<br />

mainc daubrkoleblad dacuxcuxebdnen<br />

gamocarielebuli qalaqis Camkvdar quCebSi. maT<br />

amara darCenili xalxic xan xelovnur miwisZvras<br />

elodeboda, xan gamoucnobi mfrinavi obieqtis<br />

gamoCenas, xan ki fanjrebidan gazis Semosxurebas,<br />

vertmfrenebis meSveobiT, romlebic goliaTi<br />

krazanebiviT marTlac ganuwyvetliv dabzuodnen<br />

Tavze qalaqs. qalaqs ki ara, rkina-betonis leSs.<br />

xan TiTqos qalTa laSqari unda gamosuliyo<br />

quCebSi dediSobila (albaT okupantebis<br />

dasafrTxobad da sakuTari kacebis<br />

dasaknineblad), xan ki arasrulwlovani bavSvebis<br />

batalioni dgeboda TiTqos qalaqis romeliRac<br />

gareubanSi, saidanac, limonaTis carieli<br />

boTlebiT aRWurvilni, moulodnelad unda<br />

dasxmodnen Tavs aprilis Wirveuli mzis qveS<br />

niangebiviT galursul tankebs. ekaekaterinekatoc<br />

isev oTaxis kuTxeSi ijda, iatakze, aravis ar<br />

ikarebda da TvalgaSterebuli Sescqeroda<br />

karadis qveS Segorebul tenisis burTs. melanias<br />

ki erT xelSi misi aCxavlebuli bavSvi eWira,<br />

meoreSi sawovriani rZis boTli da, avad Tu<br />

kargad, mainc ojaxuri atmosferos Seqmnas<br />

cdilobda, Tumca, yvelaze ukeT albaT isev iman<br />

icoda, pirvel rigSi, mis ojaxs rom Seexeboda<br />

(ukve exeboda) es garduvali da sabediswero<br />

rRveva zezeulad Camompali imperiisa,


amdenadac, rac ar unda ucnaurad mogeCvenoT,<br />

erTis simtkice ganapirobebda meoris simtkicesac,<br />

erTis sicocxlisunarianoba meoresac<br />

sasicocxlod aRagznebda mxolod da erTis<br />

sikvdili meoris sikvdilsac gulisxmobda<br />

TavisTavad, oRond imitom ki ara, erTmaneTze rom<br />

amosdiodaT mze da mTvare, ganuwyvetliv nerwyvs<br />

rom uRebdnen erTmaneTs piridan, gaZleba rom ar<br />

SeeZloT uerTmaneTod, aramed imitom,<br />

uerTmaneTod, ubralod, azric rom aRar eqneboda<br />

maT arsebobas, raki orives mizanica da<br />

miswrafebac meoris mospoba iyo swored. arada,<br />

melaniasTvis, rogorc yvela WeSmariti<br />

qalisTvis, sakuTari ojaxidan iwyeboda samyaro.<br />

imdenad hqonda misTvis saerTod danarCen<br />

samyaros mniSvneloba, ramdenadac misi ojaxic am<br />

samyaros garkveul nawils warmoadgenda. amdenad,<br />

misi ojaxis simyare, Taviseburad, samyaros<br />

simyaresac ansaxierebda. misi Rrma rwmeniT, Tu mis<br />

ojaxur simyares bzari gauCndeboda, samyarosac<br />

igive daemarTeboda. SeiZleba mxolod am rwmenis<br />

brali iyo misi bibliuri moTmineba, misi<br />

cxoveluri sijiute (rac, upirveles yovlisa, ara<br />

marto avaldebulebda, Zalasa da xalissac<br />

matebda, raTa Tundac mxolod sakuTari nerwyviTa<br />

da sxvebisagan damaluli cremliT usasrulod,<br />

yoveldRiurad elesa da amoevso nebismieri bzari,<br />

WuWrutana Tu RriWo, saeWvo da saxifaTo misi<br />

ojaxis fuZe-WerisTvis, gindac Soreul<br />

momavalSi, gindac dauzustebeli, yovelgvar<br />

safuZvels moklebuli varaudiT), aravis da<br />

arafers rom ar epueboda aqamde. es misi uZvelesi


da, SeiZleba iTqvas, umTavresi rwmena gaxldaT,<br />

riTac saerTod daewyo cxovreba. ufro naTlad<br />

rom vTqvaT, rasac gaebedvinebina yvela qalisTvis<br />

erTnairad mniSvnelovani da kerZod misTvis<br />

gansakuTrebulad saWoWmano nabijis gadadgma,<br />

anu, gaTxoveba, gabedniereba, daojaxeba, oRond,<br />

rasakvirvelia, sabWouri gagebiT - ubinaod,<br />

ufulod, uimedod, umomavlod. iseT kacs wahyva<br />

colad, romelic saamisod srulebiTac ar iyo<br />

jer mzad da albaT verc verasodes moemzadeboda -<br />

arc Weri hqonda Tavze da arc jibeSi uWyaoda rame.<br />

marTalia, loTi-SfoTi Zmakacebi "poeziis<br />

amomaval varskvlavs" eZaxdnen (verafriT ver<br />

amovida is varskvlavi), magram dabeWdviT jer<br />

aravin ubeWdavda leqss, radgan redaqciebma jer<br />

ar icodnen (verc mere daadgines) oficialuri<br />

azri mis Sesaxeb, misaRebi iyo saerTod misi poezia<br />

Tu miuRebeli. magram gindac gaebedaT da<br />

daebeWdaT erTi-ori striqoni, mainc ar eyofoda<br />

honorari saimisod, qorwinebis, anu formaluri<br />

xelis moweris, ese igi, sakuTari vinaobis erTxel<br />

kidev (Tanac werilobiT) dadasturebis Semdeg,<br />

Sin waeyvana ukve kanonieri meuRle da jer<br />

daepurebina (sxvaTa Soris, orives Zalian Sioda,<br />

roca romeliRac sadarbazoSi TavSefarebulni,<br />

cxared bWobdnen, axlave, cxel gulze<br />

aResrulebinaT cxel gulzeve miRebuli<br />

gadawyvetileba, Tu wvimis gadaRebisTvis mainc<br />

daecadaT), mere ki gverdiT moewvina sakuTar<br />

sawolSi, rogorc wesi da rigi moiTxovs.<br />

marTalia, isini xelmouweravadac yovelTvis<br />

erTad iqnebodnen, magram maTi erTad yofna isev


erTi gauTavebeli, maradiuli sasiyvarulo<br />

paemani iqneboda da ara simbolo, vTqvaT, samyaros<br />

erTianobisa, rogorc Rvinonaylapi <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

"xatavda" xolme maT momaval ojaxs rigiT<br />

paemanze, anu, romeliRac yru kedels akruli,<br />

tusaRiviT, Tu romelime daburul xis Ziras<br />

SeyuJuli, avazakiviT, rac Zalian moswonda da<br />

aRelvebda melanias da ase iqneboda qveynis<br />

aRsasrulamde, Tuki saerTo uRelSi ar Seyofdnen<br />

Tavebs nebayoflobiT anu, morigi paemnis Semdeg,<br />

isev TavTavianT saxlebs ki ar miaSurebdnen,<br />

SimSilis mosaklavad Tu gamosaZineblad, aramed<br />

erT WerqveS iqnebodnen, sadac ar unda yofiliyo<br />

is Weri, erT sawolSi - sadac ar unda mdgariyo is<br />

sawoli, da aqedan gamomdinare, erTad<br />

iSimSilebdnen da ifxizlebdnen, vidre ojaxis<br />

ufrosi saxelovani (xelisuflebisagan<br />

dafasebuli) mwerali gaxdeboda da 40 kapikis<br />

nacvlad, bolos da bolos, or maneTs Tu ara,<br />

maneTnaxevars mainc miiRebda mTavlitirebul<br />

striqonSi, gansakuTrebuli tarifiT, rac Tavis<br />

mxriv, ojaxis diasaxlissac miscemda<br />

SesaZleblobas, ara marto efxizla da eSimSila<br />

saerTo sawolSi, aramed, xandaxan, bazarSic evlo<br />

da gazqurasTanac etriala. magram, etyoba, RmerTs<br />

ufro undoda maTi SeuRleba, vidre romelime<br />

maTgans calke an orives erTad. rasakvirvelia,<br />

RmerTis survils asrulebdnen oriveni, roca<br />

wvimas Sefarebulebma, erTmaneTis jibriTa da<br />

gamowveviT, ara Tu iolad miiRes saSviliSvilo<br />

gadawyvetileba, aRasrules kidec wvimis<br />

gadaRebamde. dekembris yinulovan wvimaSi


yelaweulni aCerebdnen manqanas da, rasakvirvelia,<br />

RmerTis gamogzavnili iyo is erTaderTi manqanac,<br />

romelmac yurad iRo maTi vedreba, yuradRebis<br />

Rirsad CaTvala saerTod, da marTlac, is manqana<br />

rom ara, mmaCis biuro daketili daxvdebodaT da<br />

mSvenieri mizezi eqnebodaT, erTxel kidev<br />

gadaefiqraT, erTxel kidev - Tu sabolood ara -<br />

aeRoT xeli am verag, daundobel moTxovnilebasa<br />

da mtanjvel ganzraxvaze. isini rom<br />

aqoSinebulebi Secvivdnen oTaxSi, mmaCis qali<br />

ukve midioda, ukve ketavda "duqans", magram karg<br />

Tvalze SexedaT Tu isic RmerTis<br />

gafrTxilebuli iyo, TavSalic moixsna da ukve<br />

dabinavebuli beWedic gadmoiRo seifidan. rac<br />

mTavaria, markis fulic apatiaT. ukanaskneli<br />

maneTiani Sofers daugdo skamze <strong>avel</strong>umma (siZem),<br />

Tumca, meti mainc ar ekuTvnoda, asiode metri<br />

gamoataraT universitetidan zemelamde da, Tanac,<br />

imisi binZuri, sveli ZaRli <strong>avel</strong>ums ejda kalTaSi<br />

(ukan melaniac Zlivs CaeWeWya Rvinis cariel<br />

bocoebSi), magram siviwrovis, an ZaRlebisadmi<br />

Tandayolili siyvarulis gamo ki ar moiqca ase,<br />

ubralod, ZaRlis patronis gulis mosagebad, rac<br />

SeiZleba swrafad rom evlo, rac SeiZleba Cqara<br />

mieyvana isini "eSafotamde" da rac SeiZleba male<br />

moReboda bolo gasaidumloebul, gulis gulSi<br />

gadamalul SfoTvasa da mRelvarebas. melania<br />

eWvobda, fexmZimed var mgonio, magram es mainc ar<br />

iyo mTavari mizezi maTi aCqarebisa, ubralod,<br />

mosaxdeni moxda da, rac mTavaria, ase undoda<br />

RmerTs. rasakvirvelia, RmerTma gamougzavnaT<br />

ZaRliani manqana - ukan dasaxevi gza rom aRar


darCenodaT, Tuki ZaRlebiviT erTgulni iyvnen<br />

erTmaneTisTvis micemuli sityvisa, radgan<br />

melanias adgilas, albaT bevri qali ityoda uars,<br />

Rvinis cariel bocoebSi CaWedili, viRacis binZur<br />

ZaRlTan erTad gamgzavrebuliyo<br />

gasabedniereblad, nebismieri qalisTvis<br />

uaRresad RirsSesaniSnav dRes - da is xandazmuli<br />

angelozic, romelsac sruliad uangarod<br />

(piriqiT, iqiT apatiaT savaldebulo gadasaxadi)<br />

da, rac aranakleb mniSvnelovania, samsaxuris<br />

damTavrebis Semdeg (bazarSi Tu ara, gastronomSi<br />

mainc iqneboda Sesasvleli), arc saguldagulod<br />

moxveuli TavSlis moxsna daezara (gareT,<br />

rogorc ukve vTqviT, wvimda) da arc aseve<br />

saguldagulod Carazuli seifis gaxsna.<br />

marTalia, im sazeimo wuTebSi arc erTi naTesavi,<br />

arc erTi megobari ar mdgara maT gverdiT, magram<br />

amdeni xnis SfoTvasa da mRelvarebas mainc daadga<br />

saSveli - maTi danatovari sicariele sasiamovno<br />

gaocebiTa da dabneulobiT amoivso - bavSvobam<br />

(gnebavT, siymawvilem), xmeli foToliviT, erTi ki<br />

gaiSriala dekembris wvimiT gaJRenTil haerSi (Sin<br />

dabrunebulma melaniam, Cveulebisamebr, karidanve<br />

dauZaxa bebiamiss - mSia, maWame rameo - da ukve<br />

magidasTan, ukve lukmiT pirgamotenilma moayola<br />

- mgoni gavTxovdio) da samudamod miCumda, erTxel<br />

da samudamod.


- ras hqvia, gaTxovdi?! vis wayevi? - gamoenTo<br />

meore oTaxidan mamamisi, TiTqos melanias am bolo<br />

replikas elodeboda mouTmenlad, scenaze rom<br />

gamovardniliyo. xelSi gaSlili gazeTi eWira da<br />

melania Secba, daibna uneburad, ratomRac ar<br />

egona, mama Sin Tu iqneboda, magram rogorc<br />

gaTxovil mandilosans moeTxoveba, maSinve moeria<br />

Tavs da mSvidad gaagrZela: vis wavyevi da... Tqvenc<br />

iciT, visac wavyvebodio.<br />

- mere? Seni qmari? - uaresad aRelda mamamisi da<br />

orive xeli, gazeTianad, skamis zurgs daayrdno,<br />

TiTqos ukeT moemzada misTvis arasasiamovno<br />

pasuxis mosasmenad, anda, sulac, Tavis<br />

Sesamagreblad, Tuki fexebi umtyunebdnen<br />

moulodnelad.<br />

- Cemi qmari? - gaimeora melaniam da uneburad<br />

gaeRima gunebaSi - erTi wamiT isev Tvalwin<br />

daudga, rogor garboda is wvimaSi, Sinisken, Tavze<br />

gazeTwafarebuli da SimSilisgan<br />

mucelaymuvlebuli.<br />

- Senma qmarma icis, rom gSia? - mTlad gamovida<br />

wonasworobidan mamamisi.<br />

- ra Tqma unda?! - gaikvirva melaniam da amjerad<br />

veRar moeria Rimils, mTeli saxiT gaiRima,<br />

alalad, uangarod - sxvaTa Soris, imasac Zalian<br />

Sioda da imitom wavida Sin - moayola saswrafod,<br />

TiTqos qmris magivrad moubodiSa mamas - isic<br />

albaT ukve Wams. oriveni vWamT, erTdroulad -<br />

Taviseburad axsna uadgilo Rimilis mizezic.


- WamT Tu laparakobT? - Tqva bebiam. xelSi tafa<br />

eWira, saxelurze tiloSemoxveuli, tafaze<br />

kartofilSi aTqvefili kvercxi SiSinebda - Wamis<br />

dros ar laparakoben - gaagrZela kuStad.<br />

erTdroulad Svilsac mimarTavda da<br />

SviliSvilsac.<br />

- gaige? gaTxovila! - SeuRrina Svilma.<br />

- yvela qali unda gaTxovdes. egec gaTxovdeba,<br />

ra Tqma unda - Tqva bebiam da kartofiliani<br />

kvercxi Tu kvercxiani kartofili TviTon<br />

gadauRo melanias danis wveriT.<br />

- gaTxovdeba ki ara, ukve gaTxovila, yurs<br />

dagaklda?! - uyvira Svilma.<br />

- ase ra xania gaTxovilia es. - gaicina bebiam.<br />

- ara, bebo, marTla gavTxovdi, sxvanairad. age,<br />

pasporti mantos jibeSia. - uTxra melaniam da<br />

cxeli lukma eniT Seatriala pirSi.<br />

sanam skolaSi swavlobda, is manto palto iyo,<br />

mantod skolis damTavrebis Semdeg gadaukeTes,<br />

mere ki TviTon gadaikeTa qvedakabad.


samyaro rom iRupeboda, aTasi ram arsebobda amis<br />

damadasturebeli, rogorc cxovrebis zedapirze,<br />

yvelas dasanaxad, iseve cxovrebis idumal,<br />

CauRwevel siRrmeebSic, risi xilvac mxolod<br />

erTeulTa xvedria. sxva Tu araferi, gazeTebic<br />

amis mets arafers werdnen da radio-televiziac,<br />

kasandrasaviT, marto amas iuwyeboda sul, dilasaRamos.<br />

magram yvelaze metad, mainc sonias<br />

gaqcevam dasca melanias Tavzari. es iyo misTvis<br />

yvelaze utyuari niSani, rogorc misi ojaxis<br />

(pataris sikvdiliT iwyeba didis sikvdili), iseve<br />

samyaros daRupvis mauwyebeli. rasakvirvelia,<br />

igives adasturebdnen gauTavebeli wyaldidobebi,<br />

xanZrebi, miwisZvrebi, mewyerebi, qariSxlebi,<br />

katastrofebi, afeTqebebi, mkvlelobebi,<br />

amboxebebi, gadatrialebebi, revoluciebi, omebi,<br />

politikuri, socialuri, ekonomiuri, zneobrivi<br />

Tu seqsualuri eqsperimentebi. magram melania<br />

imaTac iseTive udrtvinvelobiT aitanda,<br />

rogoriTac qmris sayvarlebs itanda, vidre<br />

meuRle, deda, bebia da diasaxlisi erqmeoda<br />

ojaxisa, romelic ara marto TvalnaTeli,<br />

xelSesaxebi (anu, materialuri - rogorc<br />

bolSevikebs uyvarT Tqma), aramed sulierzneobrivi<br />

sinamdvilec iqneboda (Tuki saerTod<br />

SesaZlebelia ase rom iTqvas) da, amdenad,<br />

garkveuli aRmzrdelobiTi rolis Sesruleba,<br />

garkveuli zemoqmedebis (rasakvirvelia, sasikeTo<br />

zemoqmedebis) moxdenac SeeZleboda viRacaze<br />

mainc, Tundac, imave soniaze. sonia <strong>avel</strong>ums ki ar<br />

gaurboda, <strong>avel</strong>umi ki ar gadaeyvarebina, rasac<br />

verasodes gaugebda da miutevebda melania, aramed


saerTo, sayovelTao ubedureba egrZno imasac da,<br />

melaniasi ar iyos, cxoveluri gumanis karnaxiT,<br />

dRemde cnobil iaraRTagan, isic im erTaderTs<br />

epotineboda, romelsac, ase Tu ise, kidev SeeZlo<br />

misi gadarCena, dacva mainc, Tundac garkveuli<br />

drois manZilze. sxvanairad veRarafriT<br />

aRudgeboda win adaT-wesebis, Cvevebis,<br />

Cveulebebis jadosnuri skivridan TavdaRweul<br />

cxovrebas. ojaxis Seqmna gadaewyvita warRvnis<br />

win, gaqanebuli apokalifsis Jams da, CvenSi rom<br />

vTqvaT, veravin gaamtyunebda, miT ufro melania,<br />

Tundac imitom, aseve rom moiqceoda TviTonac,<br />

anu, Relvasa da qarSixalSi moxvedrili,<br />

TavaSvebul lxins ki ar miecemoda daRupvamde,<br />

peSvebiT amoxapavda wyals Zirgaxvretili navidan.<br />

ase rom, sonias gaqceva, pirvel rigSi, imas<br />

niSnavda, marTla rom arsebobda safrTxe, marTla<br />

kars rom iyo momdgari da konkretulad misi<br />

ojaxis safuZvels aryevda, im mikrosamyaros,<br />

gnebavT, im mikroimperiis safuZvels, sadac aqamde<br />

yvelam Tavisi adgili icoda da yvela erTnairad<br />

grZnobda da aRiarebda danarCenTa aucileblobas,<br />

rac, sxva Tu araferi, imis SesaZleblobas<br />

namdvilad aZlevda TiToeul maTgans, ufro<br />

myarad mdgariyo, ufro iolad SeenarCunebina<br />

wonasworoba maradiuli sicarielis Tavze,<br />

mxolod da mxolod, misTvis gabmul bewvis xidze,<br />

romelsac mis garda mainc veravin gaivlida.<br />

sxvaTaSoris, wminda qaluri Suris, wminda qaluri<br />

siZulvilisa da SurisZiebis grZnoba arc sonias<br />

mimarT gasCenia rodisme da arc fransuazas<br />

mimarT. metoqeebad arc Tvlida maT, radgan arc


imaT ucdiaT, Tundac gunebaSi (amas aucileblad<br />

gaigebda u<strong>avel</strong>umodac), misi adgilis dakaveba.<br />

roca Tavad wahyva colad <strong>avel</strong>ums, anu, roca<br />

Rvinis carieli bocoebiTa da sveli ZaRlis suniT<br />

savse manqanaSi Caujda erTi gaqeqili maneTianis<br />

imediT, fransuaza 12 wlis iyo mxolod, sonia ki<br />

sami wlis mere unda dabadebuliyo saerTod, da,<br />

wodebrivze rom araferi vTqvaT, asakobrivi<br />

sxvaobac ufro maT mfarvelobas avaldebulebda,<br />

vidre devnasa da Seviwroebas. rac mTavaria,<br />

imaTac is adamiani uyvardaT, visac TviTon Tvlida<br />

mxolod siyvarulis Rirsad; visTvisac TviTonac<br />

mzad iyo daufiqreblad, uyoymanod daeTmo<br />

yvelaferi, mSoblisa da Svilis CaTvliT, da,<br />

amdenad, uflebac ar hqonda, gahkvirveboda anda<br />

swyenoda, Tuki sxvebic aRmoCndebodnen mis dReSi,<br />

Tuki sxvebsac is SeuyvardebodaT, vinc Tavad<br />

uyvarda, visi meSveobiTac SeeZlo cas<br />

Seswvdenoda da siRrme exila, anu, etanja<br />

siyvarulisTvis da eamaya sakuTari tanjviT.<br />

melania ojaxis gulisTvis, ra Tqma unda,<br />

yvelafers aitanda, yvelafers moiTmenda,<br />

yvelafers gulSi gadaxarSavda da aravis<br />

gamoaSverinebda TiTs misi ojaxisken. magram Tuki<br />

gzasamcdari cxovrebisTvis Tavad ojaxi<br />

aRmoCndeboda zedmeti da miuRebeli - risi<br />

niSnebic ukve mravlad SeimCeneoda irgvliv - maSin<br />

TavisTavad ekargeboda azri ojaxis saxeliT<br />

atanil damcirebasac, ojaxis sakeTildReod<br />

Caylapul Seuracxyofasac, marTlac rom wignSi<br />

Sesatan moTminebasac da sijiutesac. uojaxod<br />

(cxadia, melanias azriT), araTu adamianoba,


saerTod sicocxle dadgeboda safrTxis winaSe.<br />

"meSinia, guli cuds migrZnobs, an me vkvdebi, an<br />

marTla didi saSineleba unda moxdeso". -<br />

SesCivlebda xolme <strong>avel</strong>ums. <strong>avel</strong>ums ki isic<br />

Cveulebrivad SeSinebuli egona, Cveulebrivad<br />

gaRizianebuli, gawamebuli gauTavebeli<br />

areulobiT, xocva-JletiT, avadmyofi<br />

virTxebiviT samzeoze amosuli sazareli<br />

WorebiT, RvarZliani, saxifaTo miTqma-moTqmiTa<br />

da, TavisTavad cxadia, Svilis bediTac... mokled,<br />

yvelafriT, rac ara marto saerTo, aramed<br />

savaldebulo ubedurebadac iTvleboda da<br />

yvelas erTad unda gadaetana, Tuki marTla<br />

undodaT ganTavisufleba, imperiis klanWebidan<br />

Tavis daRweva, anda, rogorc gazeTebi imeorebdnen<br />

waramara da uazrod, im gzaze dadgoma, romelic<br />

"taZarTan miiyvandaT", bolos da bolos, da ara<br />

isev karaficrul fexsadgilTan. garda amisa,<br />

ekaekaterinekatos jer sacxedreebSi Zebnam, mere<br />

ki imis mjdomare gaficvis yurebam, etyoba kidev<br />

ufro Searyia melanias saerTod mebrZoli da<br />

Seupovari buneba da, amitomac, <strong>avel</strong>umi nakleb<br />

mniSvnelobas aniWebda imis SfoTvasa da wuxils,<br />

ufro sworad, bunebrivad Tvlida da cdilobda,<br />

umal imisTvis gaeqarwylebina sadardeli, vidre<br />

ufro Rrmad, Ziramde CasZieboda da ukeT<br />

garkveuliyo Tavad am sadardelSi. "amaze meti<br />

raRa unda moxdeso" - aRar acala sityvis<br />

gagrZeleba, Tumca, TviTonac Rrmad iyo<br />

darwmunebuli (iseve, rogorc melania),<br />

dRevandeli oromtriali saxsenebelic ar<br />

iqneboda xvalindelTan. "RmerTma qnas, marto


amaze gadaiaros yvelafermao" - aRar gauZalianda<br />

melaniac. magram TviTon veRar sZlia<br />

cnobismoyvareobas, Tavad wamoego sxvisTvis<br />

gadagdebul ankesze da - ras gulisxmobo - hkiTxa<br />

cols mogonili arxeinobiT, viTom, marTla ki ar<br />

mainteresebs, galaparakeb, javri rom gadageyaros<br />

gulidan da cotaTi gaerToo. "ai, sonias<br />

gaTxovebas... netavi gaumarTldebodes mainc" -<br />

mSvidad upasuxa melaniam, TiTqos sul amaze<br />

laparakobdnen Sin, rogorc ki dros ixelTebdnen,<br />

da, kacma, rom Tqvas, dasamatebelic aRaraferi<br />

hqondaT. <strong>avel</strong>umi gaCumda, rac Taviseburad<br />

laparakSi ayolas niSnavda mainc, oRond sxva<br />

sakiTxia, ras ambobda dumiliT, ras gamoxatavda:<br />

Tanxmobasa Tu guliswyromas. es albaT<br />

melaniamac igrZno (ufro meti igrZno) da TviTonve<br />

gaagrZela, zedmetad rom ar daetanja qmari:<br />

"cudad aris saqme, Zmao, cudad. ar gesmiT Cemi.<br />

magram ase rom ar itanjebode, maSin albaT verc me<br />

gapatiebdi. gulisxeTqvisa da umadurobis meti,<br />

Senc veraferi mogitana siyvarulmao". "ra iyo, ra<br />

gunebaze xar dRes" - naZaladevad gaucina<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma, im adamianiviT, brZolaze xeli rom<br />

auRia, magram jer TviTonve erideba amis aRiareba.<br />

- "me male movkvdebi". - Tqva uceb melaniam da<br />

amjerad <strong>avel</strong>ums ubralod ena daeba<br />

mRelvarebisagan, moulodnelobisagan. arasodes<br />

uTqvams melanias msgavsi ram. saerTod arasodes<br />

ulaparakia ase. piriqiT, yovelTvis sxvebs<br />

sayvedurobda gulgatexilobas, yvelaferze<br />

wuwunsa da Civils. Tumca, es arc wuwuni iyo, arc<br />

Civili, arc cxovrebisagan gamwarebuli qalis


Cveulebrivi gabrZoleba, maincdamainc, imis<br />

Tvalwin, visac erTxel da samudamod miando<br />

Tavisi sicocxle. yovelgvari mikib-mokibvis<br />

gareSe Tqva is, risi Tqmac undoda, rac awuxebda,<br />

rac jer marto TviTon icoda (Tundac varaudiT)<br />

da rac aucileblad unda scodnoda misTvis<br />

yvelaze axlobel adamiansac, misi sicocxlis<br />

ganmgebels. amitomac Sezara ase <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

mosmenilma. ufro adre irwmuna, vidre bolomde<br />

aRiqvamda da gaiazrebda mosmenils. es iyo<br />

SeuRlebasaviT, SobasaviT, sikvdiliviT idumali<br />

aqti gandobisa, saidumlos gamxelisa, codnis<br />

gaziarebisa, codvis aRiarebisa - erTdroulad<br />

damTrgunvelica da aRmafrTovanebelic Tavisi<br />

ubraloebiTa da sidiadiT. sabednierod, isev<br />

melaniam daarRvia es moulodneli, marTlac<br />

samariseburi dumili. <strong>avel</strong>ums win daudga,<br />

mxrebze xelebi Camoawyo da axla ukve xumrobiT,<br />

sicilgareuli xmiT uTxra: icode, mainc Sen<br />

dagakldebi yvelaze metado. Tma SesaRebi hqonda.<br />

alag-alag saRebavi gascloda da Tmis Zirebi<br />

TeTrad mouCanda. <strong>avel</strong>ums, ratomRac, cremli<br />

moebjina yelSi. magram melania ki ar Seecoda,<br />

raRac Znelad mosaxelTebeli, Znelad asaxsneli<br />

daenana uceb, SeiZleba, dro - uazrod, uSedegod<br />

gafrenili - romelsac veRaraferi daabrunebda<br />

ukan, verc aRsareba, verc monanieba.


melaniam paemanzec zustad ase icoda dgoma.<br />

romeliRac miyruebul quCaze, romelime<br />

daburuli xis Ziras rom "dabinavdebodnen",<br />

maSinve mxrebze Camoawyobda xolme xelebs<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums da ase idga, saubrobdnen Tu kocnaobdnen.<br />

ase idga maSinac (da es cota ar iyos, examuSeboda<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums), roca daZabulni da dacqvetilni<br />

elodebodnen, rodis Caivlida saidanRac<br />

moulodnelad gamomtyvrali gamvleli, raTa isev<br />

gaegrZelebinaT saubarica da kocnaobac.<br />

"gaxsovso?" - amoxeda melaniam RimiliT, gverdze<br />

Tavgadaweulma, da marjvena xelis saCvenebeli<br />

TiTi frTxilad Camousva yelze, nikaps qvemoT,<br />

sadac patara, droisagan gafermkrTalebuli,<br />

ZlivsSesamCnevi naiarevi etyoboda <strong>avel</strong>ums.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums, rasakvirvelia, axsovda. is dRe, erT-erTi<br />

friad RirsSesaniSnavi dRe iyo maT cxovrebaSi,<br />

mravalmxriv, mravalnairad dasamaxsovrebeli, da,<br />

rac mTavaria, im dRes mixvdnen albaT sabolood,<br />

erTmaneTisTvis rom iyvnen gaCenilni, ufro<br />

zustad, erTad rom unda yofiliyvnen yovelTvis,<br />

kidev ufro zustad ki, ukve imdeni ganecadaT da<br />

gadaetanaT erTad, sadac ar unda wasuliyvnen<br />

cal-calke, mainc erTad iqnebodnen, Tundac<br />

erTmaneTis mogonebebSi, sasiamovno iqneboda is<br />

mogonebebi Tu saCoTiro, mware Tu tkbili. im<br />

dResac (dRes ki ara, Rames - is-is iyo CaTavda<br />

pirveli himnis ukanaskneli akordebi), erT-erT<br />

TavianT amoCemebul adgilze idgnen - fiqris<br />

goraze, bilikis TavSi, ficris RobesTan, TuTis<br />

xis Ziras - moulodnelad ori biWi rom waadgaT<br />

Tavze. erTi meloti iyo (an samarTebliT hqonda


Tavi gadaparsuli, Tumca, maSin jer kidev ar<br />

icoda Tbilisma "SesaniSnavi Svideulis"<br />

arseboba), meores ki muqi feris fetris Sliapa<br />

exura ratomRac. "iuzgar, saaTs xom ver gvetyvio"<br />

- ZmabiWurad dauZaxa <strong>avel</strong>ums. magram vidre<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi Sliapians upasuxebda ("samwuxarod, ar<br />

vxmarob, iuzgar, saaTs, magram Tormets bevrad ar<br />

unda iyos gadacilebuli, radgan pirveli himni esesaa<br />

damTavrdao"), melaniam saaTiani xeli<br />

uneburad maRla aswia, axlos miitana TvalTan,<br />

ukeTesad rom gaerCia isrebi. melotmac maSinve<br />

uzarmazari xanjali gamoaZvrina perangis<br />

saxelodan (SiSs didi Tvalebi ki aqvs, magram<br />

xanjali marTlac didi iyo, lamis satevari) da<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums yelze miabjina (swored im adgilas,<br />

sadac melaniam Camousva weRan TiTi), "uTxari,<br />

moixsnaso" - Tavi gadaiqnia melaniasken. Tan Tvals<br />

ar aSorebda <strong>avel</strong>ums. SiSisagan Tu<br />

daZabulobisagan xeli ukankalebda. <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

gaSra, gaognda. yvelafers elodeboda, amas ki ara,<br />

Tanac, lamis sakuTar ubanSi, sadac qurdsac<br />

pirze kocniT icnobda da bankis inkasatorsac. ver<br />

moisazra uceb, ra eqna, rogor moqceuliyo.<br />

gamalebuli ucemda guli, magram ufro<br />

umweobisgan, vidre SiSisgan. ufro sworad, jer<br />

TviTonac ver garkveuliyo sakuTar gancdebSi, ar<br />

ecala saamisod. samagierod, naTlad igrZno,<br />

xanjlis acaxcaxebulma wverma rogor gaukawra<br />

yelze kani, ramdenjerme, zedized. igrZno, rogor<br />

Camoacocda sisxlis jer Zalian civi, mere ki<br />

Zalian cxeli wveTi, wveTebi, mTeli nakadi,<br />

niaRvari, CanCqeri sisxlisa. tkivili ki ar


ugrZvnia. "aha, Se debiloo" - dauZaxa melaniam<br />

melots da Sexsnili saaTi daudevrad gadaugdo.<br />

melotma saaTi marjved daiWira haerSive da<br />

xanjalic maSinve moaSora <strong>avel</strong>ums. "ara uSavs,<br />

SevxvdebiTo" - CaiburdRuna <strong>avel</strong>umma da TviTonve<br />

Sercxva Tavisi bavSvuri, gulubriyvilo muqarisa.<br />

"ar ginda, simon, daibridebi ulaparakodo" -<br />

TiTqos TavisTvis Tqva Sliapianma da melots<br />

xeliT aniSna, wavideTo. "ise, Tu Tqvenc waxvalT<br />

aqedan, ukeTesi iqneba TqvenTvis - Tqva melotma -<br />

Cvenze uaresebi modian ukan, trusiks ar SegarCenen<br />

icodeT" - moxeda melanias uwmawuri Rimilisgan<br />

kbilebdakreWilma. Tan bilikze Cadioda,<br />

Sliapians mihyveboda ukan. qvemoT, ukuneT<br />

sibneleSi, gmirTa moedani gugunebda yrud. jer<br />

nela Cadiodnen, Tavs ikavebdnen TavdaRmarTSi.<br />

SeiZleba, qurdul Rirsebasac<br />

ufrTxilodebodnen, magram TandaTan auCqares<br />

fexs da mere sul kisris texiT CaaTaves biliki.<br />

"dedleboo" - miaZaxaT melaniam. "dedali me varo" -<br />

Tqva <strong>avel</strong>umma.<br />

- ara! - iyvira melaniam, - Sen xom ar giTqvams<br />

CemTvis, mieci saaTio, CemiT movixseni - gaagrZela<br />

Cveulebrivi xmiT - ai, Sen rom geTqva, maSin<br />

namdvilad dedali iqnebodi. uyure im nabiWvars! -<br />

SesZaxa uceb - dauWrixar!<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma uneburad xeli ganakawrze moisva da<br />

zed daixeda.<br />

- ki ar damWra... - scada melanias damSvideba,<br />

magram mRelvarebisagan xma gaebzara.<br />

- imitomac gaiqcnen - uaresad aRelda melania.


- xeli ukankalebda - Zlivs amoRerRa <strong>avel</strong>umma<br />

da cxvirsaxoci amoiRo jibidan.<br />

- moica, mase ara. me mimiSvi - gaaCera melaniam.<br />

xelebi mxrebze Camoawyo da frTxilad,<br />

gaubedavad ausva ena Wrilobaze. "Tfuio" - maSinve<br />

gadmoafurTxa <strong>avel</strong>umis sisxli. magram imave wams<br />

ufro Tamamad, ufro safuZvlianad daewafa. Tan<br />

Wrilobas ulokavda, erTguli ZaRliviT, Tan<br />

pirSi dagrovil sisxls afurTxebda da Tan<br />

icinoda: rom icode, saaTze metis warTmeva<br />

SeeZloT im debilebs CvenTviso.


garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, albaT am<br />

SemTxvevamac daaCqara maTi SeuRleba, ufro<br />

sworad, maTi erT WerqveS cxovreba. Tumca,<br />

pirvelad rom dawvnen isini sakuTar WerqveS, anu,<br />

bolos da bolos, mainc rom aRirses <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

(rogorc colSvilian mwerals), erToTaxiani bina<br />

qalaqis gareubanSi, ekaekaterinekato ukve xuTi<br />

wlisa iyo. maTi saxlis iqiT triali mindori<br />

iwyeboda, sadac mama-Svili yayaCoebs krefdnen<br />

xolme, magram erTxel yayaCos mtverma mowamla Tu<br />

ra iyo, ekaekaterinekatos nestoebi dauCirqda da<br />

imis mere melania iZulebuli gaxda, Svilianad,<br />

isev mSoblebTan dabrunebuliyo, xolo sakuTar<br />

qmarTan isev SeyvarebuliviT misuliyo paemanze<br />

sakuTar binaSi. da mainc, uojaxod araferi<br />

esaqmeboda melanias am qveyanaze. ojaxi misTvis,<br />

upirveles yovlisa, is asparezi gaxldaT, sadac<br />

adamianebi erTmaneTs ki ara, erTmaneTis<br />

sisusteebs, erTmaneTis sneulebebs, erTmaneTis<br />

SiSebs, erTmaneTis simartoveebs, simdableebsa da<br />

siglaxeebs erkinebian da, SeZlebisdagvarad,<br />

garkveul warmatebebsac aRweven, raRa Tqma unda,<br />

Tuki marTla uyvarT erTmaneTi da Tuki marTla<br />

sjeraT erTmaneTisa. amitom, rogorc ki saojaxi<br />

saqmeebs morCeboda da Tavis maradiul<br />

saqsovianad televizoris win mokalaTdeboda<br />

savarZelSi, ekrans Sescqeroda Tu naqsovis<br />

Tvlebs iTvlida tuCebacmacunebuli, mainc imis<br />

garkvevas cdilobda sul, ratom xdeboda, rac<br />

xdeboda da ratom ar iyo cxovreba iseTi,<br />

rogoric SeiZleboda yofiliyo. magram amdens<br />

rogor gaarkvevda, roca isic ar icoda, ras qsovda


da visTvis qsovda. ufro sworad, ise xSirad<br />

ecvleboda azri, verafris damTavrebas ver<br />

aswrebda da ukve sanaxevrod moqsovil svitrs,<br />

romelic TiTqos ekaekaterinekatosTvis<br />

Caefiqrebina, daunaneblad arRvevda, raTa<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis pulaveris qsova daewyo. qsovac<br />

Tavdacvis erT-erTi saSualeba iyo albaT, magram,<br />

rasakvirvelia, qsovisas imis dadgenac<br />

ainteresebda, ramdenad iyo Tavad damnaSave,<br />

marTla iyo masze rame damokidebuli, Tu mainc ise<br />

moxdeboda yvelaferi, rogorc xdeboda, Tuki,<br />

vTqvaT, Tavidanve ar apatiebda <strong>avel</strong>ums. magram<br />

Tavidanve Tu ar apatiebda <strong>avel</strong>ums yvelafers,<br />

verc aqamde SeinarCunebda mas. misTvis ki mTavari<br />

es iyo da ara <strong>avel</strong>umis erotikuli<br />

Tavgadasavlebi, romlebsac Tavad <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

yvelanairad malavda misgan, magram, ra Tqma unda,<br />

uSedegod. melanias aseTi <strong>avel</strong>umic uyvarda. Tu<br />

SeiZleba ase iTqvas, aseTi <strong>avel</strong>umic<br />

igulisxmeboda misTvis saerTod <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

cnebaSi. oRond, TviTon aseTi <strong>avel</strong>umis mimarT<br />

umal dobili da mesaidumle gamodioda, vidre<br />

satrfo an coli, da arc amis gamo grZnobda raime<br />

uxerxulobas, piriqiT, meti pativiscemiT<br />

imsWvaleboda sakuTari Tavisadmi, Tuki marTla<br />

waadgeboda xolme rameSi, swored rogorc<br />

dobili da uerTgulesi mesaidumle. erTxel,<br />

gaTxovebamde, mamas fulic ki sTxova, viTom<br />

TanaklaselisTvis saCuqris sayidlad da <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

miurbenina, iman ki sasimamros fulebi<br />

vendispanseris eqims CaukuWa TeTri xalaTis<br />

jibeSi, vidre, SarvalCaxdili, pirqve


gadaemxoboda muSambagadafarebul viwro taxtze,<br />

susunakis sawinaaRmdego nemsis gasakeTeblad.


mokled, gasaxsenebeli bevri hqonda da isic<br />

ixsenebda. Cajdeboda savarZelSi televizoris<br />

win, celofanis parkidan amoiRebda rkinis<br />

Cxirebsa da Zafis gorgals da, vin icis<br />

meramdened, gauyveboda <strong>avel</strong>umTan erTad<br />

gamovlil gzas, xan Tavidan bolomde da xan<br />

bolodan Tavamde, ris gamoc, Zalauneburad,<br />

naqsovic maT gzas emsgavseboda - dablanduli,<br />

daxlarTuli, bolomde gaurkveveli, Cxirebis<br />

nebaze miSvebuli. is ki yovel wvrilmans<br />

ixsenebda, yovel SemTxvevas, yovel sityvas, yovel<br />

nabijs da Cqarobda yvelafris xelaxla<br />

Sefasebasa Tu gadafasebas, raki areuli droc<br />

amas avaldebulebda. arada, kacma rom Tqvas, axla<br />

TiTqos ufro mSvidad unda yofiliyo, vidre,<br />

vTqvaT, guSin da guSinwin. qmaric Sin hyavda da<br />

Svilic. magram swored maTi "Sin yofna" abnevda da<br />

aforiaqebda, imdenad naZaladevi, imdenad<br />

xelovnuri da arabunebrivi Canda amis gamo sxva<br />

yvelaferi. Svils gareT gaxedvac aRar undoda,<br />

iatakze ijda kuTxeSi, TavisTvis. arc Cioda, arc<br />

imuqreboda. arc Svili axsovda, arc amxanagi.<br />

melaniamac aRar icoda, rodis jobda, rodis<br />

grZnobda Tavs ukeTesad, roca sul Svilis<br />

molodinSi iyo, sul kars miCerebuli, Tu axla,<br />

roca Tvalwin hyavda sul. miT ufro Zneli<br />

gasarkvevi iyo, ra erCia Tavad ekaekaterinekatos,<br />

rodis grZnobda Tavs ufro Tamamad, ufro<br />

Tavisuflad; saerTod, rodis grZnobda Tavs<br />

adamianad, roca quCa-quCa daZrwoda droSis<br />

frialiT, roca mis danaxvaze, SeSinebuli<br />

dedabrebi cekvas iwyebdnen TavianT patara


aivanze, Tu axla, sikvdils Zlivs gadarCenili,<br />

Zlivs moZebnili, Zlivs dabrunebuli Sin da ara<br />

marto gvarSecvlili, zneSecvlilic.


qmarsac Svilis seni Sehyroda TiTqos. TiTqos ki<br />

ara, namdvilad, erTi seniT iyvnen Sepyrobilni.<br />

aRarc imas miuwevda guli gareT, magram araTu<br />

iSviaTad xedavda, roca xedavda, maSinac uWirda<br />

ubralo, Tundac samezoblo urTierTobis<br />

damyareba masTan. Seiketeboda Tavis oTaxSi da<br />

sabeWd manqanaze akakunebda ganuwyvetliv,<br />

gauCereblad, meqanikur kodalasaviT. Tu ar<br />

gaaxsenebdnen, arc Wama undoda, arc Zili. magram<br />

mainc Sin iyo, Tavis adgilze da, Tu ar Canda,<br />

aSkarad ismoda - ZvelisZveli, klaviSebmoryeuli<br />

"erika" mxolod da mxolod mis xmas gamoscemda,<br />

mis gulisTqmasa da mis suliskveTebas. samagierod<br />

misi Wkua-goneba frenda sxvagan da melaniasac es<br />

afrTxobda, es awuxebda, radgan sxvaze ukeT<br />

(<strong>avel</strong>umze ukeTac), man icoda albaT, yvelaze<br />

naklebad axla rom iyo igi Sin. <strong>avel</strong>umi saerTod<br />

maSin ufro ekuTvnoda mas, roca sxvagan midioda.<br />

maSin <strong>avel</strong>umis Wkua-goneba aqeTken, Sinisken,<br />

melaniasken qroda da moulodnelad rom<br />

gamoecxadeboda xolme, yvelaferze etyoboda,<br />

ojaxis ufrosi brundeboda sakuTar ojaxSi da<br />

Seuvali, garduvali iyo misi uflebamosileba,<br />

misi neba-survili am kedlebs Soris, am<br />

teritoriaze. gonze mosvlasac ar daaclida,<br />

TiTqos sayvarlisgan ki ar dabrunebula, aramed,<br />

satusaRoSi Sobili, satusaRoSi Caberebuli,<br />

saerTod pirvelad gamouSviaT dRes<br />

satusaRodano. "araferi ar arsebobs CemTvis<br />

wesierad, adamianurado" - yasidad buzRunebda<br />

bednieri melania, erTxel kidev ganwmendili,<br />

erTxel kidev ganTavisuflebuli avi, gesliani


eWvebisa da varaudebisagan da erTxel kidev<br />

darwmunebuli qmris dauokebel siyvarulSi. axla<br />

sakuTar samflobeloSi ki ar ijda is<br />

(Tavisianebis imedad), soroSi emaleboda TiTqos<br />

viRacas Tu raRacas; mter-moyvris misaRebad ki ar<br />

iyo mzad, rogorc ojaxis ufross ekadreba,<br />

aramed - gasaqcevad, rogorc maradiuli<br />

ltolvili. xoda, melaniac usasrulod<br />

ixsenebda, irkvevda gancdilsa da gadatanils;<br />

eZebda marTalsa da mtyuans; xelaxla swonida da<br />

zomavda aTasjer awonilsa da gazomils,<br />

sxvebisTvis mitevebulsa Tu TavisTvis miutevebel<br />

Secdomebs; da mainc faruli imediT, meryevi<br />

rwmeniT fiqrobda moTminebis aucileblobaze,<br />

mitevebis madlze, qmar-Svilis SesaZlebel<br />

dabrunebaze... magram, etyoba, arc misi moTminebaa<br />

amouwuravi, masac moswyindeba, masac amouva yelSi<br />

amdeni uazro qeqva gardacvlili, mtvradqceuli<br />

wuTebisa, saaTebisa, dReebisa, weliwadebisa; Zieba<br />

ararsebulis, aryofilis danatovari kvalisa;<br />

gauTavebeli wvneva da Sefereba Caudeneli<br />

danaSaulis Sedegebisa Tu amao mcdeloba<br />

gancdilis ganmeorebisa da, erT Cveulebriv<br />

saRamos (gareT isrodnen), moulodnelad<br />

wamodgeba savarZlidan da misi kalTidan<br />

gadmovardnili Zafis gorgali iatakze gagordeba,<br />

karisken, TiTqos labirinTidan gamosasvlel gzas<br />

mianiSnebs patrons, patroni ki, dabneulad,<br />

darcxvenilad momRimari, kefaze moisvams xels,<br />

TiTqos Tmis samagrs moiZiebs, "ai, aq, raRacao..." -<br />

ver daamTavrebs sityvas da vidre qmari an Svili<br />

SeaSvelebdes xels, ugonod davardeba


savarZelze, TiTqos Zafis gorglis jibrze,<br />

TiTqos imas rom Seagnebinos erTxel da<br />

samudamod - Tavcocxali fexs ar movicvli<br />

aqedano.


magram es mere moxdeba, cota mogvianebiT. jer<br />

"perestroika" qans iRebs, Zalas ikrebs, Tavisi<br />

gziT miedineba. winaswar dasaxul gzas miyveba<br />

meTqi, mindoda meTqva, da gazeTebic kudis qiciniT,<br />

wkavwkav-wkmutuniT miacileben, rogorc ZaRlebi -<br />

marCenal patrons. da ai, yoveli Tvis meore dRe<br />

qalaqSi umanqano dRed cxaddeba, rasakvirvelia,<br />

gardaqmnasTan dakavSirebiT, mSromelTa<br />

sakeTildReod, maTi Zvirfasi janmrTelobis<br />

dasacavad. gazeTi ambobs, "Cvens qalaqSi haeris<br />

swrafi, yovlad gauTvaliswinebeli dabinZurebis<br />

gamoo" (warmogidgeniaT!), Tumca, amgvar uaRresad<br />

"kapitalistur movlenebze", jer kidev guSin,<br />

saerTod dumda igive gazeTi, anda guSin da<br />

guSinwin, rogorc sxva yvelaferi, socialisturi<br />

manqanis gamonabolqvic sasargeblo egona<br />

adgilobrivi mosaxleobisTvis, gansakuTrebiT<br />

maTi sasunTqi organoebisTvis da am sakiTxTan<br />

dakavSirebiT guli sagulesa hqonda. magram roca<br />

uTxres aforiaqdio, aforiaqda. garda amisa, sxva<br />

mxrivac gamarTlebulia amgvari RonisZiebis<br />

Catareba gansakuTrebiT dRes da gansakuTrebiT<br />

Cvens qalaqSi, sadac am oriode dRis win amdeni<br />

xalxi moiwamla erTbaSad, dRemde daudgeneli<br />

mizeziT, da xom SeiZleba, bolos da bolos,<br />

marTla manqanebis gamonabolqvis Warbi "miReba"<br />

iyos mizezi maTi mowamvlisa (ar dagaviwydeT, im<br />

xalxma mTeli kvira Sua quCaSi, Ria cis qveS<br />

gaatara) da ara romeliRac gasaidumloebuli,<br />

samxedro daniSnulebis qimiuri nivTiereba,<br />

rogorc viRac-viRacebi Woraoben dRemde. Tumca,<br />

gamocxadeba erTia, ganxorcieleba ki meore.


manqanis gulisTvis xalxma suli waiwymida, vin<br />

mama CauSva, vin deda daagirava, vin iatakqveSa<br />

milioneris uuuuukanaskneli qaliSvili,<br />

sakavSiro masStabiT saxelganTqmuli<br />

klarnetisti SeirTo colad da axla, Cemma<br />

gamonabolqvma vinme ar Seawuxoso, manqanas<br />

gaaCerebs, Tundac erTi saaTiT?! ara gvgonia. ase<br />

rom, Tu rodisme ganxorcieldeba amas winaT<br />

saqalaqo sabWos aRmaskomis mier miRebuli<br />

gadawyvetileba, damatebiT SegvatyobineT. iqamde<br />

ki vigrialoT Zveleburad, ca - qudad, miwa -<br />

qalamnad. magi patroni dedac. CvenisTana bednieri<br />

gana aris sadme eri?! yvela Tavisas Wedavs<br />

kidobans. amerikis prezidenti ki poloneTSi<br />

Casula. Cven vikiTxoT, Torem poloneTs eSveleba.<br />

poloneTs jvari sweria. Tanac, romis papisa. Cven<br />

jer isic ar viciT, sad veZeboT Cveni suli. haerSi?<br />

RrublebSi? namSi? Rvinosa Tu CaqafulSi? sad<br />

ariso - me mekiTxeba gazeTi. sxvaTa Soris,<br />

optikuri kabeli TbilisSic imuSavebs Turme.<br />

iqneb es dagvexmaros sulis aRmoCenaSi. xom iciT,<br />

rasac niSnavs optikuri kabeli? es imas niSnavs,<br />

rom ara marto daelaparakebiT erTmaneTs<br />

Soridan, aramed dainaxavT kidec. warmogidgeniaT,<br />

ra iqneba? jobia gavCumde. Sinidan ar gamoxval da<br />

sadac gendomeba - Sexval. ra mogivida, gogo, cota<br />

kidev Caiwie, damenaxve erTi wuTiT. ici rogor<br />

menatrebi?! moica, ras Svrebi? es metismetia. vinme<br />

ar iyos CarTuli. da mainc, mecniereba valSia<br />

bunebasTano. valSia? valSi ki ar aris, damnaSavea<br />

bunebis winaSe da urCevnia pasuxi agos, sanam jer<br />

kidev droa. jan Censac da Cen Zijuansac, Turme,


Zalian, Zalian moswonT Cveni qalaqi da saerTod<br />

qarTvelebi, magram mdgomareoba ar gamoswordeba<br />

da droTa ganmavlobaSi sagrZnoblad gauaresdeba<br />

kidec, Tu TiToeuli Tbiliseli ar Seignebs, rom<br />

haeris gabinZurebis winaaRmdeg brZola<br />

moqalaqeobrivi movaleobaa da ara<br />

angariSsworebis kidev erTi saSualeba. aba, me Tu<br />

mkiTxavT, roca umanqano moiTxovs manqanianma uari<br />

Tqvas manqanazeo, es prrwavardnili usindisobaa<br />

da meti araferi. marTalia, umanqano haers ar<br />

abinZurebs, ufro zustad, umanqanos mxolod<br />

haeris gafuWeba SeuZlia, Tanac lokalurad,<br />

magram manqana rom hyavdes, namdvilad ar<br />

imsjelebda ise, rogorc axla msjelobs. maSin<br />

ityoda, Tu daxrCobaa, yvelani erTad davixrCoTo.<br />

umanqanov, nu gSurs manqanianisa! haeris<br />

dabinZurebis problema imitom ki ar dadga dRis<br />

wesrigSi, Sen rom wlobiT dagrovili javri<br />

amoiyaro viRacaze (rogorc migaCvia cxovrebam,<br />

gnebavT, mTavrobam), aramed aseTi gaxlavT egreT<br />

wodebuli ganviTarebuli civilizaciis siavkarge<br />

- manqana da sufTa haeri erTad ar Tavsdeba. xolo<br />

adamiani umal uhaerobiT amoixrCoba sakuTar<br />

manqanaSi, vidre iqidan gadmova Tavisi nebiT.<br />

marto TbilisSi ki ara, yvelgan. ase rom, verafers<br />

gamorCebi Seni RvarZliTa da SurianobiT.<br />

SegiZlia, sawer-kalamic isev ujraSi Seinaxo<br />

(ukeTes SemTxvevamde), radgan am sakiTxTan<br />

dakavSirebiT anonimuri "rCevebi" da "mosazrebebi"<br />

ar miiReba. Cvenma xomaldma mkveTrad Seicvala<br />

gezi, anu, indoeTi rom gvegona, amerika yofila.<br />

gana miwisZvra, an mewyeri, an wyaldidoba Senze


mdidrebis bralia?! gavixede da, xval Senc iyide<br />

manqana - RmerTma gayidinos - ras izam?<br />

daemorCilebi Sens mierve dadgenil wess,<br />

dadgenisas sxvebisTvis gamiznuls? ar<br />

daemorCilebi. gaixede da, manqanianma Sen gaCuqa<br />

Tavisi manqana - madls izams - rogor moiqcevi?<br />

aujanydebi Senganve miRebul kanons?<br />

rasakvirvelia, aujanydebi. ase rom, araferi<br />

gveSveleba, vidre umravlesobis (umanqanos) azrs<br />

ki ara, saR azrs ar movuxmobT, bolos da bolos.<br />

amasobaSi ki gldanis mesame mikroraionis meaTe<br />

korpusis win daudgeneli mizniT amoRebuli<br />

Txrilidan, xolo anagis quCaze am erTi Tvis<br />

winaT gamocvlili sakanalizacio milebidan,<br />

iseve rogorc saburTalos raionis vazisubnis<br />

quCaze moulodnelad gaCenili ormodan da, ase<br />

Semdeg, Tqven TviTon TqviT, ra moedineba. Tqven ki<br />

gakvirvebas gamoTqvamT, qarTveli batoniSvili<br />

qarTulad ver laparakobso. ar gcodniaT<br />

sakuTari istoria, arc sakuTari buneba.<br />

saqarTvelos erT-erT ukanasknel batoniSvils,<br />

darejan dedoflis sasaxlis monarCeni aivnidan<br />

rom gadmouxedavs TbilisisTvis, gulwrfelad<br />

wamoscdenia: RmerTo, ra ucxoa aqaurobao! Cveni<br />

batoniSvilebi raxania an rusulad laparakoben,<br />

an frangulad, an espanurad, an inglisurad.<br />

qarTulad ki vera. ras vizamT, ase moxda. Cto<br />

podelaeS. se la vi. samagierod, baton Canakis<br />

Zalian moswonebia Caqafuli. didebulia, diax,<br />

didebuli. oRond, Cveni budapeStisa ar iyos,<br />

safuZvliani restavracia sWirdeba Tqvens<br />

"budapeStsac" (yovelTvis idioturi restorani


iyo, yvela juris xalxi ireoda, ZiriTadad vakis,<br />

anu "gamarjvebis" parkis "fauna": studentebi,<br />

qurdebi, narkomanebi, milicielebi, iatakqveSa<br />

saqmosnebi, raionuli masStabis xelmZRvaneli<br />

muSakebi - Sesvenebaze gamosulni da mTeli dRiT<br />

SerCenilni sufras - da gadiebic ki, TavianT<br />

bavSvebianetlebianrZisboTlebiansaTamaSoebiana<br />

d... erTxel <strong>avel</strong>umi ise daTvra, saTamaSo sayviriT<br />

uxmobda oficiants). ase rom, mzad varT, Tuki amis<br />

aucilebloba Seiqmneba. Tumca, mogexsenebaT,<br />

valutis problema da socialisturi qveynebis<br />

ekonomiuri siZneleebi. magram ras vizamT, RmerTi<br />

mogvcems, batono Canaki. RmerTma gisminoT, magram<br />

Cven, Tqveni ar iyos, marto RmerTis imedze yofna...<br />

hm, hm... Caqafuli ki didebuli kerZi gaxlavT.<br />

Tavisuflad SeiZleboda. magram es ukve momavlis<br />

saqmea. erovnuli biznesi. marTlac, ra dros es<br />

aris?! ukve ori Tvea, Tbilisis saavadmyofoebSi<br />

grZeldeba cxra aprils daSavebulTa miReba da<br />

mkurnaloba (gazeTSi weria - "dazaralebulTao" -<br />

dazaralde, SeiZleba, vaWrobaSi, aReb-micemobaSi,<br />

sameurneo saqmianobaSi... cxra aprils ki mxolod<br />

da mxolod daSavdebi, dasaxiCrdebi, daiRupebi).<br />

mTavrobas, Turme, jer ar miuRia gadawyvetileba,<br />

Tu ramden xans unda gagrZeldes es procesi,<br />

komkavSiruli rTvelisa ar iyos. advili<br />

SesaZlebelia, Tu moeprianebaT, xvalve Sewyviton,<br />

an arasdros. janmrTelobis dacvis saministro ki<br />

sruli pasuxismgeblobiT acxadebs, yvela<br />

medikamenti (TavisTavad cxadia, ucxoelebis<br />

Camotanili samadlod - Sav bazarze cecxli rom<br />

ukidia), daniSnulebisamebr midis


dazaralebulamdeo. erTob saintereso<br />

gancxadebaa. daSavebuls isic dazaralebuls<br />

eZaxis, anda, "CaSka" hyavs mxedvelobaSi, wamlis<br />

vaWari Sav bazarze, romelmac marTla naxa zarali<br />

am bolo dros - orjer daeca obexeesi... ovanesas<br />

binaze ki momakvdinebeli Sxamis mTeli sabado<br />

aRmouCeniaT. ki magram, meramdened? ramdenjer<br />

gvauwyes ukve? rodemde unda vweroT da vikiTxoT<br />

erTi da igive? sainteresoc aRaraa. miitans<br />

ovanesa fuls, sadac jer ars, Cveni moZme xalxis<br />

Rirseuli Svilia, alal-marTali mSromelia; ar<br />

miitans da - wadi Seni somexi dedaco!<br />

gansakuTrebiT mainc germaneli eqimebis<br />

madloblebi vyofilvarT, magram avadmyofebi<br />

Zalian nerviuloben Turme, erTi dRiTac Tu<br />

daigviana germaniidan gamogzavnilma wamalma.<br />

gasagebia. namdvilad sanerviuloa. gvian Camova<br />

wamali, gvian iSovnian maTi Wirisuflebic.<br />

TavisTavad cxadia, fasic moimatebs. xandaxan,<br />

gangebac ayovneben albaT gzaSi. axla dro<br />

CvenTvisac ukve fulia, raki kapitalizmisken<br />

gvaqvs gezi aRebuli. amitom, kidev erTxel<br />

gekiTxebiT, ra unda muSas parlamentSi? Tavad<br />

muSa var da vici, rasac vambob. muSas ki ara,<br />

profesors ver aaRebineb xelSi wigns. ase Tu<br />

gagrZelda, konkretuli damnaSaveni namdvilad<br />

aicdenen pasuxismgeblobas. Salom yvelas Cven!<br />

magram zemodan ufro patarebi, ufro sawylebi<br />

meCvenebiT, Cemo Zvirfaso qarTvelebo. me ki<br />

wamovedi, amovedi maqedan, magram Tqven ra<br />

geSvelebaT! wasasvlelic ara gaqvT arsad.<br />

gmadlobT, abon, maRlac rom gaxsovarT,


zemodanac rom ar swyvet kavSirs Sens meore<br />

samSoblosTan, Tuki saerTod SeiZleba ori (an<br />

ramdenime) samSoblo hqondes kacs. erTi maRla,<br />

caSi, meore ki qveviT, qvesknelSi.<br />

internacionalizmi rom SevinarCunoT, amisaTvis<br />

saWiroa nacionalizmis ganviTarebao. nabij-nabij<br />

unda viaroT win. magram win ra aris? isev<br />

traqtati? gamarjoba TeimurazoviC. gagimarjos<br />

katinka. sagdeevis azriT, taraseviCis komisia<br />

sruli gaugebroba yofila. ligaCovi jer<br />

ligaCovobs. moskovis miwisqveSeTSi ki, Turme,<br />

ukve saxifaTod momravlebulan uzarmazari<br />

JRali virTxebi, erTi metri sigrZisa da<br />

samocdaaTi santimetris simaRlisa, romlebsac<br />

TavianTi basri kbilebiT SeuZliaT wamSi<br />

gakvniton nebismieri sisqis foladis bade.<br />

marTalia isini, jerjerobiT, mxolod gazsadenis,<br />

wyalsadenisa Tu sakanalizacio sistemis<br />

momsaxure personals esxmian Tavs, magram ukve<br />

sanagveebzec gamodian, xorckombinatis<br />

teritoriazec da, maTi gamoCenisTanave, yvelaze<br />

avi ZaRlebic ki kudamoZuebulni garbian<br />

ukanmouxedavad. metros matareblis<br />

memanqaneebsac araerTxel SeuniSnavT mZlavri<br />

farebis Suqze avad aelvarebuli maTi Tvalebi.<br />

oRond, jer dasadgenia, RmerTis gaCenili<br />

arsebebi arian isinic, Tu Tanamedrove yvelaze<br />

humanuri sabWoTa mecnierebisa. magram asea Tu ise,<br />

didi sifrTxile gvmarTebs yvelas, miwaze varT<br />

Tu miwis qveS. amxanagi batoni kukuri ilikoviCi ki<br />

Zveli komunisturi mgznebarebiT gvpirdeba, arc<br />

erT kilogram uxarisxo Cais ar gadaamuSavebs Cemi


fabrikao. ver uyurebT! fabrikantic gamxdara.<br />

Tumca, rac xarisxze daviwyeT laparaki, Cai<br />

saerTod gaqra Cveni Tvalsawieridan. TbilisSi ki<br />

cvalebadi moRrublulobaa. xanmokle wvima. Weqaquxili.<br />

susti qari. temperatura SeTanxmebiT.<br />

oRond, qalaqSi SemTxveviT moxvedril kacs<br />

(qalsac), SeiZleba, Tavi jojoxeTSi egonos, im<br />

ubralo mizezis gamo, menagveebi nagavs adgilze<br />

rom wvaven da ara marto saxlebi, aramed<br />

sazogadoebrivi transportic, rasakvirvelia,<br />

metros sadgurebianad, dRedaRam myrali<br />

kvamliTaa savse. xolo qvemo qarTlSi cxovreba<br />

TandaTanobiT dgeba kalapotSi. ra eCqareba?<br />

sxvebi jer arc amovardnilan kalapotidan. axla<br />

apireben. baTumis delfinariumisa ar iyos. oRond<br />

is, delfinariumi, rva axali delfinis daWerasa<br />

da gawvrTnas apirebs, Tumca, zRvis gaWuWyianebis<br />

gamo, aqamde daWeril-gawvrTnili yvela delfini<br />

ukve daexoca. rac mTavaria, luqsemburgi xmas<br />

imaRlebs Zaladobis winaaRmdeg da vai CineTis<br />

brali! vai Cveni brali saerTod, amdeni koRobuzis<br />

xelSi. namdvilad xelovnurad amravlebs<br />

viRac, Torem veraviTari saSo Tu sakvercxe ver<br />

auvidoda amaT gaCenasa Tu gamoCekas. erTi kia,<br />

koRos meSveobiT Sidsi ar gadadis. gvkbinos<br />

ramdenic unda. anda amovqoloT sarkmlebi da eg<br />

iqneba. sibnelec moimatebs da farTobic. qira ar<br />

Seicvleba mxolod. is dro warsuls Cabarda,<br />

roca bina sarkmliT fasobda. rusebisa ar iyos,<br />

yvela borotebas garkveuli sikeTec axlavs.<br />

nasarkmlarze zurgiT aeyudebi xandaxan,<br />

sibneleSi, da miiReb raime gadawyvetilebas. ai,


erT qalbatons, "samSobloze usazRvrod<br />

Seyvarebul qarTvel qals" - rogorc TviTonve<br />

uwodebs Tavis Tavs - cxra aprilis tragediis<br />

Semdeg, gadauwyvetia monawileobis miReba eris<br />

gamravlebaSi. amgvari gadawyvetileba<br />

daqalebisTanave rom mieRo, rac evaleboda kidec,<br />

Tundac bunebisagan, maSin SeiZleba oseTis<br />

avtonomiur olqSi Cveni mSobliuri ena "vai rom<br />

savalalo mdgomareobaSi" aRar yofiliyo. ditu!<br />

ditu! ditu! es ra gaigo Cemma yurebma! ki magram,<br />

maincdamainc dRes rom SevicxadeT es ambavi,<br />

aqamde sad viyaviT?! aqamdec ase ganvicdidiT<br />

viTom qarTuli enis ugulebelyofas saqarTvelos<br />

"ZirZvel" miwaze?! raRac ar maxsendeba. cxinvalSi<br />

ki ara, TbilisSi aRar vlaparakobdiT Cvens enaze.<br />

soflidan Camosuli axalgazrdoba rusuliT<br />

iwyebda gaTbiliselebas. erTmaneTs aswavlidnen.<br />

erTmaneTze itexdnen enas. gamosdebdnen erTmaneTs<br />

xelkavs, emil zolas droindeli bozebiviT, da,<br />

daragaia, gurami priSol vCerac piani da sul<br />

dedis traki rugal menia. erTi Senc! pliuni raz i<br />

navsegda. moica, gogo, maroJnia mgoni eger.<br />

qarTuli enis saxelmwifo programis proeqti,<br />

marTalia, respublikaSi mcxovreb araqarTvel<br />

mosaxleobas ar ukrZalavs qarTuli enis<br />

Seswavlas (naklebad aRelvebs imaTi momavali),<br />

magram qarTvelebs (rasakvirvelia, mikerZoebiT),<br />

gacilebiT prestiJuli, gacilebiT praqtikuli,<br />

bolos da bolos, gacilebiT mravalricxovani<br />

xalxis enis Seswavlas avaldebulebs mSobliuri<br />

enis doneze da yvela Rones xmarobs, ufro<br />

sworad, yvelafers kadrulobs, Tavisi rom


gaitanos. sxva rom araferi vTqvaT, SesaZleblad<br />

miaCnia, erTsa da imave adamians ori dedaena<br />

hqondes. ese igi, SesaZleblad miaCnia,<br />

erTdroulad Soba erTi da imave adamianisa ori<br />

sxvadasxva erovnebis da, rac mTavaria, sxvadasxva<br />

mamakacisagan midgomili qalis saSodan. magram es<br />

guSindeli ambavia ukve. sxvanairad rom vTqvaT,<br />

guSin ase iyo saWiro. dRes rom oseTis avtonomiur<br />

olqSi qarTuli enis savalalo mdgomareobiTaa<br />

SeSfoTebuli, swored is Jurnalisti (anda misi<br />

tyupiscali) guSin ificeboda, maCabeli oseTSi<br />

cxovrobdao, viTom, samaCablo ki ar gadakeTda<br />

oseTis avtonomiur olqad, loTi besos<br />

pativsacemad, aramed, samaCablo yovelTvis<br />

oseTSi Sediodao. magram maSin (guSin) ase iyo<br />

saWiro da ra eqna? me Tqven gekiTxebiT, moclilno<br />

mkiTxvelno, ra eqna meTqi? simarTlisTvis daedo<br />

Tavi? ese igi, Tqvens imedze yofiliyo? magram<br />

Tqvenamde aRarc moaRwevda imisi saxsenebeli.<br />

axla korumpirebuli (dRes Zalian moduria es<br />

sityva) Jurnalisti mainc hqvia, aTasTa da aTasTa<br />

msgavsad, Cveulebrivi inteleqtualuri meZavia,<br />

vinc fuls aZlevs imisia, vinc mets miscems, imisi<br />

xom iqneba da iqneba; maSin ki (simarTlisTvis Tu<br />

gamoidebda Tavs, Tqveni imediT), Cveulebrivi<br />

briyvis, xulignisa da warsulis samarcxvino<br />

gadmonaSTis saxeliT Cavidoda saflavSi, Tuki<br />

CauSvebdnen, Tuki saerTod aRirsebdnen damarxvas.<br />

modiT da, amis Semdeg gaamtyuneT. araviTar<br />

SemTxvevaSi. ena ar mogitrialdebaT. amitom,<br />

yvelafers sjobs, daujeroT zemoT xsenebul<br />

qalbatons da kidev TiTo Svili gaaCinoT, qalebo.


ki magram, rogor? rogor ar Cndeba vici, rogor<br />

Cndeba - damaviwyda. da mainc, nu miecemiT panikas.<br />

hipodinamia kanonzomieri Sedegia<br />

komfortabeluri cxovrebisa. xelovneba<br />

moiTxovs msxverpls. saSveli ar aris. TurqeTSi<br />

cxra wlis gogos gauCenia bavSvi. muceli rom<br />

astkivnia, sulel dedas qoTanze dausvams.<br />

sicocxle ki ar iRupeba, ixrwneba. zRvis napirze<br />

gamoriyuli delfinebis ojaxi SemaZrwuneblad<br />

yars. Tanamedrove madona ki upartnioro seqsis<br />

gakveTilebs atarebs scenaze musikis TanxlebiT.<br />

ase ukeT iTvisebs kevaReWia da mzesumziraWamia<br />

mozardi. SeiswavleT qarebi, rameTu isini<br />

avrceleben yvelanair sens. da mainc... mainc ki ara,<br />

imitom, imis gamo, iqidan gamomdinare, dRes Cveni<br />

planetis TiTqmis mTeli mosaxleoba<br />

gabinZurebul wyals rom svams, gabinZurebul<br />

haers rom sunTqavs, me da Cemma sacolem<br />

gadavwyviteT viyolioT imdeni Svili... kargia.<br />

sakmarisia. axla pirdapir gviTxari, ras<br />

Txoulob: manqana ginda urigod, Tu TbilisSi<br />

Cawera? ki batono, mobrZandi, icxovre. esec Seni<br />

qalaqia. magram, rom icode, tyuilad iklav mainc<br />

Tavs, erT namdvil qalaqels veRar ipovi sanTliT<br />

amodena qalaqSi. ase rom, aqac is cxovreba<br />

dagxvdeba, romelsac Sen da Seni sacole gaurbiT<br />

SeniRbulad. magram, SeiZleba, marTla aq sjobdes<br />

TqvenTvis. operis Teatri (qandarebis simravlis<br />

gamo) marTla saqaTmed Tu gadakeTda (jer<br />

mxolod xmebi dadis), Seni ori kakali qaTamic<br />

daeteva iq da "dinamos" stadionze Sens Zroxasac<br />

Sexvdeba erTi bRuja balaxi. ise, Seni sacole Seni


coli rom gaxdeba, mere gaubede da daaorsule<br />

zedmetad, Tu biWi xar. magram arc Sen xar<br />

gasamtyuni. yvela TavisTvis ibrZvis. yvela<br />

Taviseburad cdilobs, raRaca mainc waglijos am<br />

daRupul qveyanas.<br />

yvela Tavisas sWedavs kidobans...


vinc mRvrie wyalSi Tevzs ar iWers, is an cudi<br />

meTevzea, an dasanaxad ver itans Tevzs. Cveni mteri<br />

iqnes marto silamazis imedze. silamaze sneuls<br />

ver gankurnavs, radgan sneuls misi danaxva ar<br />

SeuZlia. erTi didi pirovneba (roca kuWi<br />

awuxebda), yvelgan ZaRlis eqskrements xedavda<br />

mxolod. patara pirovnebebi ras davinaxavT?<br />

pasuxi erTia: fuli yvelaferi ar aris, magram<br />

ufulod arc silamazes ara aqvs azri. ai,<br />

WeSmariti sabWouri fsiqologia. Cven namdvilad<br />

SevqmeniT axali tipis adamiani, oRond iseTi ki<br />

ara, rogorsac sityviT vxatavdiT Cvens<br />

mravalricxovan gamosvlebSi, aramed - rogoradac<br />

gunebaSi gvyavda warmodgenili. Seican Tavi Seni.<br />

arasodes ar aris gvian da rodisme SeiZleba Senc<br />

gamogivides rame. Tuki gaviTvaliswinebT, rom<br />

adamiani, jerjerobiT, Tavisi gonebrivi<br />

SesaZleblobis mxolod aT procents iyenebs...<br />

imitom ki ara, danarCens momavlisTvis rom<br />

izogavs, ubralod, mets ver "amuSavebs",<br />

Tanamedrove sameurneo eniT rom vTqvaT, imiTac<br />

gaaqvs Tavi. ufro sworad, zedmetad aRar iwuxebs<br />

Tavs. anu, fiqrsac iseve gadaeCvia, rogorc<br />

Sromas... amitom, Cveni rubrikis mizani ar iqneba<br />

kudianebis mxileba. jvari aqaurobas. CvenTan ars<br />

RmerTi. da saerTod, ra laparakia es! ras hqvia<br />

kudiani! gazeTi ambobs, cxovrebis jansaRi wesis,<br />

cocxali faqtebis, myari argumentebis<br />

gamoyenebiT warmoaCines (guSindelma kudianebma)<br />

WeSmariti iersaxe da mamuliSviluri svlagezi am<br />

uZvelesi meTodebisao. citatis dasasruli.<br />

mkurnalobis eqimbaSur meTodebzea laparaki.


medea, fanaskerteli, bagrationi daviT da sxva.<br />

magram arian iseTebic, romlebic saerTod<br />

uaryofen yovelgvar meTods. mTavaria, Cveni<br />

mkiTxveli gavacnobieroT da gveyos simamace,<br />

ufro didxans vicocxloT, vidre saWiroa. es Cemi<br />

sityvebi ar gegonoT. gamajansaRebeli gzebi<br />

cnobilia. ganuwyveteli daZabuloba, stresi<br />

samsaxurSi, saxlSi, kinoSi, restoranSi,<br />

tualetSi... uwesrigo ritmi, gamZafrebuli<br />

nevrozi, uneblie Tu nebiTi (gnebavT, neblie)<br />

hipodinamia, cxovrebis mavne wesCveulebebi da ase<br />

Semdeg... magram Cven, mamakacebi, rom icodeT, arc<br />

uZlurni varT, arc ganwirulni. aravis araferi<br />

SeeSalos. mTavaria, ar avyveT modas. vaJkac qals<br />

isev qalaCuna kaci sjobs. magram saerTaSoriso<br />

aerodromis gareSe damoukideblobaze fiqric<br />

zedmetia. Cven jer yuric ar Segvibertyavs. RmerTi<br />

mogvcems. mariami mogvxedavs. gorbaCovi<br />

gamogvigzavnis. vincxa meitans. mokled, ZaRlis<br />

yefiTa da mamlis yiviliT arc aerodromi<br />

aSendeba. Cven Cvens socializms vaSenebT, Tqven ki<br />

Tqveni kapitalizmi aSeneTo - ganucxadebia CineTis<br />

kompartiis generalur mdivans Zian Ziemins. manve<br />

ganacxada, rom grZeldeba yofili generaluri<br />

mdivnis jao Zianis saqmis gamoZieba, romlis<br />

damTavrebis Semdeg miiReben gadawyvetilebas misi<br />

Semdgomi bedis Taobaze. amazea naTqvami: Cemi suli<br />

Sens xelSiao. kidev kargi, Cven eg ukve gavlili<br />

gvaqvs, Tundac droebiT. <strong>avel</strong>umis deda sul<br />

gaRimebuli yveboda gadasaxlebis ambebs, TiTqos<br />

biWvinTidan an bakurianidan dabrunebulao. Wkvian<br />

kacs uTqvams, gameoreba codnis dedaao. moskovis


didi Teatri ki, Turme, Cvengan sesxulobs<br />

baritons, tenorsa da sopranos. yvavs ra hqonda,<br />

Cxikvs gahqondao. magram Tu werilis avtori ar<br />

gviwyens, am "sesxebas" guSin sxva saxeli erqva<br />

mgoni. Tumca, vin icis, iqneb niWma marTla Rrmad<br />

gaidgas fesvi, iqneb Cveni kulturis xem marTla<br />

aiyaros tani sxvis miwaze (ki magram, rogor? rac<br />

ar unda gaiWinTos, moskovidan verc baritoni<br />

mogvawvdis xmas, verc tenori da verc soprano) da<br />

qarTuli musikaluri xelovnebis CrdilSi<br />

marTla moibrunos suli gansacdelisagan<br />

Tavdaxsnilma (?) qarTvelma sazogadoebam. erT<br />

gastronomSi direqtoris, molaris, sawyobis<br />

gamgisa da, TavisTavad cxadia, yvela noqris<br />

Tvalwin, aRelvebulma momxmarebelma (myidvelma,<br />

muStarma) limonaTis boTlidan naxmari gandoni<br />

amoiRo. xolo Tbilisis erT-erT sabanketo<br />

darbazSi uCveulod, anu sazeimod aSuSxunebul<br />

siTxes Sampanuris boTlidan cocxali virTxa<br />

amohyva. gind daijereT, gind ara. ungreTma ki,<br />

rogorc iqna, moxsna ekliani mavTulxlarTebi<br />

ungreT-avstriis sazRvarze. mimdinareobs<br />

mosaxleobis registracia. vin icis, aqeTken aRarc<br />

gamoixedos batonma Canakim. arc Cvens Caqafuls<br />

hqonia bedi. Tqven ki, imis Camosvlamde, "vestas"<br />

daurekeT da is waiRebs, risi waRebac SeiZleba.<br />

verc ki gaigebT, anu, srulebiTac ar dairRveva<br />

Tqveni ojaxuri myudroeba. magram marSal<br />

foSesTvis rom daejerebinaT Tavis droze, mainc<br />

yvelaferi ise moxdeboda, rogorc moxda. denikini<br />

Tu bolSevikebs daamarcxebda, maSinve<br />

saqarTvelos Seutevda, Tu ara da, bolSevikebi


gaakeTebdnen mis gasakeTebel saqmes da aki<br />

gaakeTes kidec. ase, rom, mgeli SeWams Tu<br />

mglisferi ZaRli, araviTari gansxvaveba ara aqvs<br />

kurdRlisTvis. diaxac rom meordeba istoria.<br />

gorbaCovi gaimarjvebs - kavSirSi vrCebiT, elcini<br />

gaimarjvebs da - ruseTSi. xolo, ra gansxvavebaa<br />

"ruseTsa" da "kavSirs" Soris, amis garkveva<br />

TqvenTvis mogvindvia. jer kidev cxrameti wlis<br />

ToTxmeti martis parizis (versalis) konferenciam<br />

ar scno (ver scno) Cveni damoukidebloba, magram<br />

es ra fransuazas bralia?! klemansoze ukeTesad<br />

arc miterani icnobs albaT saqarTvelos<br />

istorias, magram gindac icnobdes, Seicvleba<br />

viTom rame?! meti ar iyos Cveni mteri. etyoba,<br />

arafriT ar moxerxdeba yvelani erTdroulad rom<br />

gamovideT sinaTleze. rom ityvian, saSveli ar<br />

aris. dedamiwac Cvens sawinaaRmdegod brunavs.<br />

amerikaSi rom dRea, CvenTan bnela. xolo,<br />

amerikaSi rom Ramea, CvenTan uaresad bneldeba.<br />

amitomac ver gvamCnevs veravin. miT ufro - ver<br />

gvcnobs. raxania, ubileTo mgzavrebiviT mivyvebiT<br />

dro-Jamis matarebels da, erTxelac iqneba, an<br />

seriozulad dagvajarimeben, an saerTod<br />

Camogvsvamen transportis am ucnauri saxeobidan.<br />

isRa dagvrCenia, meti sifrTxile da<br />

windaxeduleba gamoviCinoT momaval gardaqmnamde<br />

mainc. iqneb is mainc gavarkvioT iqamde, iqiT Tu<br />

mivdivarT, saiTac unda mivdiodeT. miuxedavad<br />

amisa, guliTa da suliT gilocavT: deida vanga<br />

Turme xedavs saqarTvelos! iciT, ra uTqvams?<br />

qarTvelebi icxovreben iq, sadac yovelTvis<br />

cxovrobdneno. oRond, es im qarTvelebs ar exebaT,


omlebic ukeTes garemoSi apireben gadasaxlebas,<br />

Tundac TavianTi faruli SesaZleblobebis<br />

gamosavlenad. gilocavT. da kidev erTi mosaloci<br />

ambavi: wels aRar vizeimebT Tbilisobas. ara,<br />

mosaloci da gasaxari sxvaca gvaqvs, arc isea<br />

saqme, rogorc mters surs da hgonia. "mumiaze" ukve<br />

vTqvi - sul raRac ormocdaaT maneTad abalzamebs<br />

Turme gvams da Tanac samudamod; zereled,<br />

haiharad, marto sapanaSvidod ki ara, rogorc<br />

guSindeli vaibalzammaxerebi iqceodnen, meored<br />

mosvlamde. xolo, kooperativi "sneuli"<br />

ZiriTadad efeqturi saSualebebiT, ramdenadac<br />

medpersonali ara Tu CvenTan, mTels yofil<br />

imperiaSi, jerjerobiT, igivea (marTlac, sad<br />

gamoiCekeboda axali cvla am or dReSi?!),<br />

solidur sanaZleoze, iseT seriozul<br />

daavadebebsac kurnavs, rogoricaa qronikuli<br />

asTma Tu qronikuli gastriti, vegetonevrozi Tu<br />

enurezi (Sardis Seukavebloba), reinos da<br />

menieris sindromebi, sqesobrivi funqciis<br />

darRvevebi, SiSi da nevralgia, sxvadasxva<br />

lokalizaciis tkivilebze rom araferi vTqvaT.<br />

momatebisa ra mogaxsenoT, magram wonis moklebaSi<br />

naRdia. tardeba akupunqturac (Cinuri nemsebiT<br />

mkurnaloba), xolo stomatologiuri kabineti<br />

aRWurvilia burRvis eleqtrogautkivarebis<br />

aparatiT, oRond, rac marTalia, marTalia, Suqi<br />

xSirad iTiSeba da momijnave saxlis binadrebs<br />

Zalian awuxebT pacientebis Rriali. sanaZleos<br />

pirobebze SegviZlia winaswar movrigdeT.<br />

kompromisi gamarjvebis sawindaria. mobrZandiT<br />

nebismier dRes, garda SabaT-kvirisa. dasveneba arc


Cven gvawyens. "axkomi" ki beberiviT wuwunebs<br />

yvelaferze. aqamde rogor iTmenda, gasakviria<br />

pirdapir. kompiuterizaciis epoqaSi vcxovrobT,<br />

magram kompiuterebi ar gvaqvso. Zexvis epoqaSi ar<br />

vcxovrobT? an SaSxis? an salTisonis?<br />

vcxovrobT, magram ar gvaqvs. ufro sworad, ar<br />

gvaqvs, magram vcxovrobT. safrangeTis<br />

televiziis yvela programiT erTi kviris<br />

ganmavlobaSi naCvenebi yofila 670 mkvleloba, 15<br />

gaupatiureba, 848 muSti-krivi, 27 wamebis scena da<br />

a.S. erTi kviris ganmavlobaSi igive xdeba CvenTan<br />

qalaqis mxolod erT romelic gnebavT raionSi.<br />

xolo, Tuki mcxeTa marTla SeuerTda Tbiliss,<br />

statistika Cvens sasargeblod gaizrdeba. bevrad<br />

gaizrdeba. mcxeTis mere goramde raRaa?! SeiZleba,<br />

Tbilisi, erT mSvenier dRes, yvelaze didi<br />

qalaqic ki aRmoCndes msoflioSi, rasakvirvelia,<br />

farTobiT. gamravleba Cveni saqme ar aris.<br />

tyuilad vfafxurobT. namats TviTonve vspobT,<br />

avstralieli mecxvaris gulgrilobiT. magram<br />

Tbilisi marTla Tu gaxda msoflioSi udidesi<br />

qalaqi, Tundac farTobiT, Cvens beds ZaRli ar<br />

dahyefs. gana es cotaa Cveni pativmoyvareobis<br />

saameblad?! mexikos an tokios telediqtori rom<br />

ityvis, msoflio qalaqebs Soris Tbiliss yvelaze<br />

meti farTobi uWiravso, rogoria?! SeiZleba<br />

iTqvas, unikalur, Tundac anomalur movlenasTan<br />

gveqneba saqme. dedaqalaqi (Tbilisi) ki ar<br />

mdebareobs qveyanaSi (saqarTveloSi), aramed<br />

qveyana (saqarTvelo) mdebareobs dedaqalaqSi<br />

(TbilisSi). sxvaTa Soris, samSoblos dacva ase<br />

ufro gagviioldeba albaT. sad qalaqis dacva da


sad qveynisa. viTom did sibriyves vambobT? ara<br />

gvgonia. didi da patara sibriyve ar arsebobs.<br />

sibriyve sibriyvea. mainc davfiqrdeT, ra<br />

gvenaRvleba?! droc bevri gvaqvs da Wkuac. sad<br />

gveCqareba?! STamomavloba ar gvapatiebs? yovel<br />

SemTxvevaSi, erTxel da samudamod moispoba<br />

provinciisa da qalaqis dapirispireba (siZulvili<br />

rom ar vaxseno saerTod). yvela Tbiliseli iqneba.<br />

Tan mSobliur kuTxeSi icxovrebs, Tan ki -<br />

TbilisSi, erTdroulad, gadauadgileblad,<br />

daufaravad. Cawera-amoweris davidarabas mainc<br />

gadarCeba. ratomaa sibriyve? sibriyve, SeiZleba<br />

frangisTvis iyos, an ingliselisTvis, an<br />

espanelisTvis. imitom rom, imaT Tbilisi ara aqvT,<br />

CvenTvis ki, qarTvelebisTvis, sibriyve ki ara,<br />

xsnaa - davmSviddebiT, davwynardebiT. rac<br />

mTavaria, daveteviT adgilze, sadac RmerTma<br />

gagvaCina, gagviTvaliswina, anda, Tanamedrove eniT<br />

rom vTqvaT, dagvaprograma. aRar vityviT dedulmamulze,<br />

wyals wauRia aqaurobao, ami patroni<br />

dedaco... radgan "aqaurobac" Tbilisi iqneba.<br />

adgilidan fexismoucvlelad gavxdebiT<br />

Tbiliselebi. oRond egaa, xSir-xSirad mainc ver<br />

vivliT Teatrsa Tu muzeumSi - dagrZeldeba<br />

manZilebi. samagierod, CeCmaSi iqnebi Cakuncxuli,<br />

yanaSi Tu odis ukan, TbilisSi vqenio, ityvi,<br />

SenTvis mainc. eg Zalian kargia, magram Cakuncxvaze<br />

gamaxsenda, Tqven isa TqviT, ra movuxerxoT<br />

osteoxondrozs? axlandel situaciaSi,<br />

amxanagebo, iolad ver gavalT, Tu axleburad ar<br />

gaviazreT partiis roli da funqciebi... ese igi,<br />

arsebobdnen situaciebi, roca amxanagebi iolad


gadiodnen. da kidev: amxanagebo, Cven zemoqmedeba<br />

unda movaxdinoT adamianebze ara brZanebiT,<br />

aramed avtoritetiT. sworia. magram gvaqvs ki<br />

avtoriteti?! rom gvqonoda, gamoviyenebdiT kidec,<br />

radgan ar arsebobs iaraRi, romlis gamoyenebac<br />

bolSevikebs ar SeeZloT. afxazeTis ass<br />

respublikaSi ki mdgomareoba kvlav daZabulia.<br />

grZeldeba SeiaraRebuli Setakebani, piketebi,<br />

ukanonod Cxreken avtomanqanebs. qarTveli xar?<br />

gadmodi. gudauTas raionis sofel primorskoeSi<br />

(hm, hm), sanadiro TofiT mokles... xorcieldeba<br />

danaSaulis Camden pirTa (mokled, mkvlelTa)<br />

vinaobis dadgena. aba, ver dagidgeniaT da egaa!<br />

tyvia dauSines soWi-Tbilisis samgzavro<br />

matarebels. dgindeba... aba, he! milicia haerSi<br />

isvris Turme "danaSaulis Tavidan acilebis<br />

mizniT". Tqven xom ar iciT, ras unda niSnavdes es?<br />

moskovi Turme tendenciurad, calmxrivad aSuqebs<br />

afxazeTSi mimdinare procesebs. uyure Sen! es<br />

rogor mouvida?! gansakuTrebiT SeSfoTebas<br />

iwvevs is faqti, rom daudgenelma pirebma (me<br />

dagidgenT, ara uSavs, Tqven wereT da ikiTxeT),<br />

dawves, dakles, daCexes, aafeTqes, gaatyaves ...<br />

midi, trezor! daewie, alzora! Tu ver daiWerT,<br />

eZebeT mainc, kargi Zvali Tu gindaT saRamos. age,<br />

zugdidis sagamomZieblo izolatoridan 78<br />

patimari gaqceula da ukve 99 daabrunes.<br />

danarCenTa Zebna da dakaveba grZeldebao. aba,<br />

rogor ginda? qarTveli qarTvelTan magaria. ai,<br />

sxvebTan ki, ra mogaxsenoT. Wiqa Tu mieci xelSi,<br />

"zemliaks" dauZaxebs yvela gadamTiels. Cveni<br />

qalbatonebi ki Civian, ra moxda, ra SegveSala,


ogor davuSviT, iaraRasxmulni rom dganan dRes<br />

Cveni Svilebi erTmaneTis pirispiro. marTla ar<br />

ician netavi, ra moxda, ra daaSaves, ra SeeSalaT?<br />

jer erTi, namdvili afxazi SeeSalaT cru<br />

afxazSi, afxazis magierSi, sabWoTa ideologiuri<br />

mecnierebis mier eqsperimentalur<br />

laboratoriaSi gamoyvanil "afxazecSi" rac igive<br />

garusebuli afsua, garusebuli qarTveli Tu<br />

garusebuli Turqia. magram isic unda aRiniSnos,<br />

rom Cveni qalbatonebi, vaJbatonebis msgavsad,<br />

adre ar iyvnen ase politizirebulni, ufro<br />

sworad, sxvanairad esmodaT samSobloc,<br />

erovnebac, patriotizmic... moridebiT SeiZleba<br />

iTqvas, ufro qalurebi iyvnen da naklebad<br />

ainteresebdaT es sakiTxebi, sul maRaziisken<br />

eWiraT Tvali - gumisken, cumisken - farTo<br />

moxmarebis saganTa ganawilebis araswori,<br />

arasamarTliani, magram dakanonebuli meTodis<br />

gamo, xandaxan trusikSi gasayreli rezinis<br />

gulisTvisac iZulebulni xdebodnen mTeli<br />

sabWoeTi SemoevloT. ase rom, TviTonac ver<br />

SeamCnies rodis, sad, romel aeroportSi, romel<br />

sastumroSi, romel sasadiloSi daekargaT<br />

Rirseba. xolo, raki Tavad dakarges, arc qmar-<br />

Svils SearCines. Svilebs saswrafod rusul<br />

skolebSi ukres Tavi, oRond, tolstois<br />

siyvaruliT ki ara, dedanSi waikiTxon "ana<br />

kareninao", aramed CvensaviT rom ar daitanjon<br />

momavalSi, simwris oflSi ar iwurebodnen sul,<br />

vidre erT Wiqa Cais daasxmevineben daxlidars<br />

sastumros bufetSi, anda gumis (ginda cumis)<br />

noqars gaagebineben TavianTi nifxvis zomaso.


qmrebi ki aseve saswrafod gaaqurdes, Tundac imave<br />

daxlidarisa da noqris dasaTrgunad, imaTi<br />

javris amosayrelad, fuliT rom eyidaT imaTgan<br />

yuradReba da adamianuri sityva-pasuxi. naparavma<br />

fulma bolos ise gaaTamamaT, male imave gumsa da<br />

cumSi, sadac adre xmis kankaliT Txoulobdnen<br />

paltosa Tu fexsacmlis Cazomebis uflebas,<br />

marTla qalbatonebiviT daseirnobdnen saSinao<br />

xalaTebsa Tu flostebSi gamowyobilni.<br />

momexarSa, qalo, fexi am CeqmaSi. Zalianac kargs<br />

Svrebi. mec unda gavixado. vin gviyurebs netai.<br />

uyure Sen! aq yofila. ra? ra yofila? mec minda.<br />

ager, e, germanuli. diax, gvaqvs. TqvenTvis gvaqvs.<br />

inebebT? ekiTxebodaT Taflad damdnari Tujis<br />

adamiani - Tavad maRaziis direqtori Tu ara<br />

(cxovreba yvelas unda Zmao), seqciis gamge mainc,<br />

saTvalavSi Tu ar CavagdebT saerTod yvelaze av<br />

noqars, romelic adre zedac ar uyurebdaT, axla<br />

ki kudis qiciniTa da xelebis ganuwyveteli<br />

fSvnetiT (fulma xelisgulis qavili icis, anda -<br />

piriqiT) ismenda yvela maT moTxovnas, ra Tqma<br />

unda, "kuTvnili gasamrjelos" molodinSi. isini<br />

ki, raki mainc xarjsa swevdnen, raki mainc veRar<br />

moiSlidnen maRazia-maRazia wanwals, veRar<br />

Seeleodnen Zlivs, lamis marTlac mamasisxlad<br />

mopovebul pativsa da gavlenas, barem yvelafers<br />

yidulobdnen, rac ki moewonebodaT (mowonebiT<br />

yvelaferi moswondaT, unaxavebisa ar iyos),<br />

Tundac, naTesavTa, axlobelTa, mezobelTa gulis<br />

gasaxeTqad, aravis rom ar hqonoda maTze ukeTesi<br />

WaRi TbilisSi (gindac wyaltuboSi), aravis rom<br />

ar hqonoda maTze ukeTesi WurWeli, Tundac


jumaTSi, maRaroskarSi, WoportSi... anu isev da<br />

isev TbilisSi. Tumca arc WaRis moxmara icodnen<br />

wesierad, arc WurWlisa. hqondaT da gaTavda, es<br />

iyo mTavari. RmerTad is miaCndaT, vinc siglaxes<br />

mouwonebdaT. samSobloc iq egulebodaT, sadac<br />

TavianT gemoze icxovrebdnen, magaliTad, qeCis<br />

flostebiT ivlidnen, maRazia iqneboda, metros<br />

sadguri, sastumro Tu restorani. axla nuRar<br />

ukvirT nuraferi. samZimrisTvis "erTmaneTTan<br />

misasvleli gzebis" Zebnasac SeeSvan. arc iqiT<br />

gauCenia romelime maTgans vefxvi da arc aqeT -<br />

vefxvTan meomari. Caixedon jer sarkeSi, mere<br />

sulSi da gaCumdnen. adgilobrivi somexiviT.<br />

soxumis aeroportSi areulobaa, damsveneblebi<br />

garbian, is ki mowyenili imzireba gamagrilebeli<br />

wylebis jixuridan, Tavgzaabneuli muStris<br />

molodinSi. adleris mxares gasvla moaxerxa<br />

mxolod erTma matarebelma. erTmaneTze sxedan.<br />

zedaxoraa. memanqaneebi uars amboben. eSiniaT.<br />

mosaxleobidan amoRebuli 2103 cecxlsasroli<br />

iaraRi, 214 kilogrami asafeTqebeli nivTiereba, 4<br />

tanksawinaaRmdego naRmi da 15 xelyumbara. es ki<br />

zRvaSi wveTia "CadebulTan" SedarebiT. Tbilisis<br />

saxelmwifo universitetis soxumis filialis<br />

mimRebi komisiis wevrebi Caketili hyavT skolaSi.<br />

xalxma (xalxs erovneba ara aqvs) daundoblad<br />

scema. erTi mokvda. amas mohyva parkSi TavSeyrili<br />

qarTvelebis darbeva. visgan? xalxisgan, ra Tqma<br />

unda. isrodnen ezoebidan, fanjrebidan. tyvia<br />

marto qarTvels xvdeba. etyoba, izidavs.<br />

damagnitebulia. ras ityvis kaSpirovski? ar<br />

yofila Cvenze nawyeni. upatiebia. magram mainc


aikalis wyali urCevnia borjomis wyals. kacia<br />

da guneba. vinc borjoms aZalebs, is aris<br />

mosaklavi. ungreTi erovnuli gmiris neSts<br />

daeZebs da sworadac iqceva - axla iseTi droa,<br />

erovnuli gmiris neStic sanTliTaa saZebari. rom<br />

ar gvyavdes, unda moigono. israeli emzadeba.<br />

erays saSiSi qimiuri iaraRi hqonia. magram<br />

israeli mainc emzadeba. stalini Turme<br />

gamogonili yofila. Tanac - ramdenime. erTs Tavi<br />

mouklavs. erTi sazRvargareT gaqceula, jer<br />

kidev stalinis zeobis periodSi. ukanasknelis<br />

ferfli xruSCovs unitazSi Cauyria da wyalic<br />

Tavisi xeliT CamouSvia. da mainc, TavisTavad<br />

ibadeba kiTxva: Tuki afxazeTi, oseTis olqisa da<br />

aWaris msgavsad, saqarTvelos saokupacio<br />

placdarmia, raRas dapyrobas apirebs<br />

dampyrobeli? viTom darCa kidev rame asaTvisebelmisaTvisebeli?!<br />

WiaTuris madani uralis cis qveS<br />

ganisvenebs. TbilisSi cvalebadi<br />

moRrublulobaa. saRamos da RamiT xanmokle<br />

wvima. anu, rogorc Cveni kargad moqarTule<br />

diqtorebi amboben xolme, wamowvims. saxelovanma<br />

kaxelma mevenaxeebma pirwmindad gaCexes mamapapuri<br />

venaxebi. sazamTro Rvinoze Zviri Rirs,<br />

magram, ra Tqma unda, droebiT, vidre sabolood<br />

aviRebdeT Cvens marCenal vazze xels. Tbilisis<br />

zooparkSi make irmisaTvis samwvade xorci<br />

auWriaT daudgenel moqeifeebs. iremi vetpunqtSi<br />

miyvanamde gardacvlila. mtkvarSi Tevzi aRar<br />

aris, magram mtkvarze "rvafexa" dadis. yoveldRe.<br />

Tormetidan Tormetamde. Tu fexi agicda, Sens<br />

Tavs daabrale. maSinve tkbileuls (am dros,


Saqari ar iSoveba), blamanJes, yavasa da wvenebs<br />

dagajaxeben, maTTvis xelsayrel fasebSi. miReba<br />

savaldebuloa, Sedegi - savalalo. veris xididan<br />

metexis xidamde sakmarisi manZilia, nebismieri<br />

organizmis mosawamlad. miuxedavad amisa, anda<br />

swored amis gamo, rogorc gazeTi "komunisti"<br />

iuwyeba, qarTveli mandilosnebi warmatebiT<br />

euflebian Turme softbols. diiidi madloba<br />

baton "komunists" sasiamovno cnobisaTvis, magram<br />

mandilosani, Tundac qarTveli, araviTar<br />

SemTxvevaSi ar gaekideba burTs mTeli qveynis<br />

dasanaxad (Cveulebriv aSar gogoebzea albaT<br />

laparaki). meorec erTi, am politikuri ciebcxelebis<br />

Jams, ra esoftboleba mamacxonebuls,<br />

Tu marTla ar gardaqmnila ukve, anu, Zlivs<br />

garusebuli, ar gaamerikelebula uceb. namdvilad<br />

rom, dideba Sens Zalas ufalo! jvarcmamde cota<br />

xniT adre, qriste mTaze asula da feri ucvlia.<br />

ese igi, gardaqmnila. garkveuli TvalsazrisiT,<br />

Cvenc mTaze avdivarT axla, amas niSnavs albaT es<br />

gauTavebeli tanjva-wvaleba, da male fersac<br />

vicvliT (gardaviqmnebiT), raTa ukve sabolood<br />

vecvaT jvars. amin. amin. droa. kirie eleison. an<br />

aRvsdgebiT, an ara.


<strong>avel</strong>umis azriT, araTu TviTon -<br />

melaniafransuazasoniaanad - aramed yvelaferi<br />

iRupeboda, yvelani dasaRupad iyvnen ganwirulni<br />

da albaT veRaraferi gadaarCendaT (miT ufro -<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi), radgan esec mxolod marto man<br />

(<strong>avel</strong>umma) icoda, yovel SemTxvevaSi, mxolod<br />

marto TviTon grZnobda am saerTo safrTxes.<br />

TavisTavad cxadia, sakuTar piris RruSi, kbilebs<br />

Soris, enis wveriT mosinjuli RriWo gacilebiT<br />

didi gveCveneba, vidre sinamdvileSia, magram<br />

Tundac marto Cven vicodeT amis Sesaxeb, aSkarad<br />

arsebobs da, advili SesaZlebelia, kidev ufro<br />

gaizardos. es sWirda <strong>avel</strong>umsac. ufro naTlad<br />

rom vTqvaT, mTeli Tavisi sicocxlis manZilze<br />

ganuwyvetliv grZnobda imas, rac TvalisTvis ar<br />

Canda, magram, misi gulis gasaxeTqad, dRiTidRe<br />

kidev ufro izrdeboda da kidev ufro garduvali<br />

xdeboda. mwerlebi saerTod imas vwerT, rac ukve<br />

gvinaxavs, gangvicdia, gadagvitania, <strong>avel</strong>umi ki,<br />

piriqiT, winaswar werda imas, rac mere, momavalSi<br />

unda gadaxdenoda Tavs. da albaT Senc<br />

dameTanxmebi, moclilo mkiTxvelo, jer kidev<br />

guSin rom icoda <strong>avel</strong>umma, rac dRes xdeba. yovel<br />

SemTxvevaSi, namdvilad icoda, wyalSi rom<br />

Caeyreboda amdeni xnis simtkice da sijiute, da<br />

marTlac, rasac mTeli sicocxle eswrafvoda,<br />

rasac mxolod gulis siRrmeSi mimarTavda<br />

saxeliT da rasac, bolos da bolos, mxolod<br />

ocnebis sakuTrebad Tvlida, Tavad xelisuflebam<br />

gadmougdo xalxs zemodan, gasakiTxiviT - aha,<br />

Tqveni ybadaRebuli Tavisuflebao! - TviTon ki<br />

(xelisufleba), demonstrantTa rigebSi Cadga,


aTa maTTan erTad mobruneboda <strong>avel</strong>ums: sada<br />

xar, sad imalebio! <strong>avel</strong>umi, ra Tqma unda, arsad ar<br />

damalula, magram aRar Canda, ver amCnevdnen, im<br />

ubralo mizezis gamo, Tavad rom undodaT<br />

gamoCena. guSindeli simtkice da sijiute<br />

mosatanic ar iyo dRevandel gambedaobasTan da,<br />

meti rom ar vTqvaT, im xalxsac aRizianebda,<br />

romlebic ase Tu ise axlos icnobdnen da metnaklebad<br />

pativs scemdnen <strong>avel</strong>ums, dRes ki<br />

gakvirvebulni iCeCavdnen mxrebs, raki amjeradac<br />

ver xedavdnen mas, axalSobil "gmirTa" da<br />

"sazogado moRvaweTa" Soris, sagangebod maTTvis<br />

mosufTavebulsa da saimedod dacul asparezze.<br />

"aba, sxva ra unda, raRas elodebao" -<br />

kiTxulobdnen isini, gulwrfelad<br />

dainteresebulni, magram maT ar icodnen, amis<br />

garkveva rom undoda <strong>avel</strong>umsac, igive kiTxva rom<br />

uwewavda sulsa da gonebas. gegonebodaT, egreT<br />

wodebuli "perestroika" mxolod imitom<br />

wamoewyoT imperiis maradiul, RvTaebrivad<br />

uxilav mesveurebs, araTu misi simtkice da<br />

sijiute, aramed saerTod misi amqveyniuri<br />

arseboba eqciaT anaqronizmad (sxvaTa Soris,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis romanis gmiric am dReSi aRmoCndeba<br />

bolos, imitom rom, <strong>avel</strong>umiviT, isic mTeli<br />

sicocxle gulSi mReris, ese igi, mxolod<br />

fiqrebsa da ocnebebSi sCadis Tavis sagmiro<br />

saqmeebs da Zalian brazobs, mTebi bans rom ar<br />

eubnebian. magram, ucxo qalaqSi gadaxvewili, erT<br />

mSvenier dRes, Tavis axalgazrda<br />

Tanamemamuleebisagan, romlebic viTom minotavris<br />

pirutyvul vnebas unda Seewiron da romelTa


Soris gogod gadacmuli Tezevsicaa - eladis<br />

axali gmiri - ara marto Seityobs, mTeli arsebiT<br />

igrZnobs, arafers rom ar warmoadgens saerTod,<br />

arc mtrisaTvis, arc moyvrisaTvis.<br />

gulamovardnili ki gamovardeba TanamemamuleTa<br />

sanaxavad, magram Tanamemamuleebs araferi<br />

gaegebaT misi, arc kargad icnoben, arc avad - qvis<br />

grZel skamze sxedan da, sikvdilis molodinSi,<br />

kanafs ReWaven. araferi etyobaT ganwirulobisa.<br />

cudi daxvedriT ganawyenebul stumrebs ufro<br />

gvanan. sinamdvileSi ki sul sxvagan qris maTi<br />

Wkua-goneba, erTi suli aqvT, rodis ecemaT saxeSi<br />

minotavris ayrolebuli amonasunTqi, rodis<br />

iSiSvleben maxvilebs... jer ki qalis kabiTa da<br />

nawnaviT niRbaven qveynis damaqcevar Zalas da<br />

tlanqad, uxeSad, mourideblad lazRandaroben<br />

erTmaneTSi, vidre Zalis gamoCenis dro<br />

dadgebodes. is ki, maTi saxelovani winapari,<br />

Semcbari da nirwamxdari, ukve uneblieT, uazrod<br />

imeorebs, esa da esa var, amisa da amis Semqmnelio,<br />

da Tavadac daeWvebulia, Tavadac uWirs dajereba,<br />

marTla rom arsebobs, anda marTla rom arsebobda<br />

odesRac. yvelaferi uTavbolod areula mis<br />

aforiaqebul TavSi - cxadic da sizmaric,<br />

marTalic da tyuilic, nafiqric da<br />

namoqmedaric... magaliTad, gogod gadacmul<br />

Tezevss, eladis axal gmirs, aSkarad sonias<br />

SeWrili nawnavi miumagrebia kefaze. sxvac bevri<br />

ram aris damaeWvebelica da amaforiaqebelic,<br />

magram mTavari mainc axalgazrda TanamemamuleTa<br />

sisastikea: maincdamainc, isini ar scnoben,<br />

maincdamainc, imaTTvisaa ucxo da, araviTari


mniSvneloba ara aqvs, risi bralia es, guSindelTa<br />

daudevrobisa Tu dRevandelTa daundoblobis).<br />

marTlac, sxva xalxis Jriamuli ismoda irgvliv.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi ki, aivanze mocekvave dedabrebisa ar iyos,<br />

uneblieT gamosuli Tu ZaliT gamogdebuli, aseve<br />

uneblieT gasuliyo Tu ZaliT gaeTriaT scenidan.<br />

aprilis Semdeg dedabrebi aRarc gamoCenilan<br />

aivanze, Tumca, <strong>avel</strong>ums mainc gaurboda xolme<br />

iqiTken Tvali, magram verafers xedavda,<br />

erTmaneTze Sewyobili muyaos Zveli, wvimebisagan<br />

aTasjer dambal-dafleTili yuTebisa da yuTebze<br />

miyudebuli iatakis sawmendi joxis mets. etyoba,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis msgavsad, im mxdalma Tu Wkuasustma<br />

dedabrebmac bolomde amowures TavianTi<br />

epizoduri roli da gamarjvebulni Tu<br />

Caflavebulni, mayureblis taSiTa Tu mayureblis<br />

stveniT dajildovebulni, Rirseulad gavidnen<br />

scenidan. <strong>avel</strong>umsac esRa evaleboda mxolod -<br />

Rirsebis SenarCuneba, - Segneba imisa, ukeTesic rom<br />

iqneboda cxovreba uimisod, anu, arasasurvel<br />

mowmeTa da meTvalyureTa da yvelafris<br />

dammaxsovrebelTa da, aqedan gamomdinare, xelis<br />

SemSlelTa da SemawuxebelTa da damanamusebelTa<br />

gareSe. safuZvelic hqonda amgvari fiqrisa, raki<br />

axalma Zalam erTbaSad mourCina maradiuli<br />

satkivari da erTbaSad dausva wertili mis<br />

maradiul safiqrals. ufro zustad, upirveles<br />

yovlisa, misi daniSnuleba da mniSvneloba<br />

gadaSala, gaacamtvera. magram is Tu marTla Zala<br />

iyo, ar SeiZleboda, marto amaze gadaevlo, amas<br />

dayabuleboda, amiT daecxro Tavisi meomruli<br />

Jini da ecxovra arxeinad, vTqvaT, tenisi eTamaSa


da araferi Seecvala garSemo, ar gadaeadgilebina<br />

mainc rame. aba, ra saWiro iyo saerTod misi<br />

gamoCena?! Zala Zalas upirispirdeba, ejibreba,<br />

eWidaveba da am jibrsa da WidilSi amtkicebs Tavis<br />

upiratesobas, anda, piriqiT. xolo, Tu es marTla<br />

asea, maSin, amjerad, axali Zala (igive<br />

ekaekaterinekato) da borotebis imperia unda<br />

dajaxebodnen erTmaneTs, radgan swored<br />

borotebasTan unda daemtkicebina sikeTes Tavisi<br />

upiratesoba da ara sakuTar mamasTan, romelic<br />

siamovnebiTac daTmobda yvelafers, rac Svils<br />

Seemateboda. sabednierod, asec moxda - Zirs<br />

xalxTa sapyrobileo - SesZaxa axalma Zalam da<br />

tanks Seafrinda droSisamara. magram borotebis<br />

imperia Zlieric iyo da veragic, Ronec eyofoda da<br />

moTminebac, xolo uwvrTnelsa da gamoucdel<br />

meomars SeiZleboda uceb, erT mSvenier dRes,<br />

yelSi amosvloda gaWianurebuli da daundobeli<br />

omi. rac mTavaria, yvelas rodi aZlevda xels<br />

axali falavnis gamarjveba. Tanamedrove<br />

terminologiiT rom vTqvaT, mTeli saxelmwifo<br />

aparatis dRevandeli da xvalindeli bedniereba<br />

iyo damokidebuli borotebis imperiis simyareze.<br />

TavisTavad cxadia, isinic SfoTavdnen da<br />

boboqrobdnen; ufro sworad, isinic malavdnen<br />

TavianTi mRelvarebis WeSmarit mizezs, radgan<br />

adamianebi erT beds qveS ki arian, magram "gza<br />

xsnisa" yvelasaTvis gansakuTrebuli daudgenia<br />

RmerTs. gadarCenisken swrafvac adamianuri<br />

Tvisebaa da met-naklebad yvelani vamJRavnebT am<br />

Tvisebas. Rirsia Tu ara, SeuZlia Tu ar SeuZlia,<br />

mainc yvela erTnairad epotineba xavss, radgan


yvela erTnairadaa darwmunebuli, swored mas rom<br />

ekuTvnis gadarCena. Tu uTxari, ar gekuTvniso, ki<br />

ar dafiqrdeba, ki ar daeWvdeba, Sen agimxedrdeba,<br />

Seni dauZinebeli mteri gaxdeba da yvelaferze<br />

wava, ver moisvenebs, vidre Tavad ki ar<br />

gardaiqmneba, Sen ar gardagqmnis, Sen ar<br />

Segacvlevinebs azrs. saamisod, RvTis wyalobiT,<br />

mravali saSualeba arsebobs: dasmenao, dacinvao,<br />

ciliswamebao, muqarao, satelefono terorio da,<br />

ra vici, raRa ara. mokled... mokled, mRelvarebisa<br />

ar iyos, molodinic saerTo iyo da yvela<br />

Taviseburad elodeboda, Taviseburad malavda<br />

molodinsac - zogi aqtiuri dumiliT, zogi<br />

aqtiuri laybobiT, rac saboloo jamSi, erTi da<br />

igivea, erTnairad warmoaCens adamianis Sinagan<br />

samyaros, mis arss. ase rom, saerTo mRelvarebasa<br />

da molodinSi yvelas Tavisi patara nakveTi<br />

hqonda SemoRobili dumilisa Tu laybobis RobiT<br />

da im nakveTze, rogorc sasworis pinaze atevda<br />

Tavis survilsac da mizansac, imedsac da<br />

uimedobasac. mTavari ki sasworis meore pina<br />

gaxldaT, sadac ukve SesWidebodnen erTmaneTs<br />

uxilavi falavnebi. ki ar SesWidebodnen, ukve<br />

pirvel Wrilobebs iSuSebdnen: erTi<br />

(ekaekaterinekato) - oTaxis kuTxeSi, meore<br />

(borotebis imperia) - sesiebze, krebebze,<br />

konferenciebze, yrilobebze... televizoris<br />

ekransa Tu Jurnal-gazeTebis furclebze. xalxi<br />

ki quCaSi idga da, rogorc saerTod axasiaTebs,<br />

saTanado daskvnebi ki ar gamohqonda<br />

mosmenilidan, usasrulod laparakobda Tavad<br />

erTsa da imaves. <strong>avel</strong>umic xalxSi eria, anu imas


akeTebda, risi gakeTebac SeeZlo da darwmunebuli<br />

iyo, sxva arc araferi evaleboda, danarCens<br />

uimisodac gaakeTebdnen: magram raki Tavad ar<br />

SeeZlo, verc fransuaza Secvlida rames mis<br />

sasargeblod da verc sonia. fransuaza da sonia<br />

ufro advilad SeTanxmdebodnen da Seewyobodnen<br />

kidec erTmaneTs, vidre isa da fransuaza, anda -<br />

isa da sonia. gulxeldakrefili,<br />

SublSeWmuxnuli idga da fiqrobda, fiqrobda da<br />

grZnobda, ra marto iyo amden xalxSi, sruliad<br />

marto, da aRarc ukvirda, aRarc swyinda,<br />

yvelaferi uimisod rom xdeboda. arc misi ukve<br />

enaze momdgari SekiTxva ainteresebda vinmes:<br />

ratom vdgavar aq, ras velodebio. molodini,<br />

rogorc ukve vTqviT, erTnairi ara, magram saerTo<br />

iyo da mniSvneloba ar hqonda, vin ras<br />

gulisxmobda am molodinSi, vin ris gamorCenas<br />

moeloda misgan. magram fiqriT, etyoba, mainc ver<br />

gadawydeba amgvarad rTuli sakiTxebi. vidre<br />

adamiani fiqrobs, martoa, da mis simartoves<br />

araferi eSveleba, Tuki vinme ar Caeziara fiqrSi.<br />

ZaRlis Tavic swored aq aris damarxuli. fiqri<br />

sizmariviTaa - erTi da igive sizmari, erTi da imave<br />

saxiT, ar SeiZleba or kacs erTdroulad<br />

daesizmros. arada, swored sizmari-fiqri<br />

amoativtivebs xolme sulis zedapirze, rac<br />

fxizel gonebas, SiSisa da uZlurebis gamo, imave<br />

sulis fskerze CauZiravs, Caumalavs; goneba<br />

glexiviT eSmakia - icis, ra damalos da ra<br />

gamoaCinos. gamocdilebam, gadatanilma da<br />

gancdilma gaxada goneba glexiviT eSmaki da guls<br />

iolad aRar ahyveba. "jer vnaxoT, ra moxdebao" -


fiqrobs igi da aforiaqebul, ayayanebul xalxSi<br />

ise dgas, TiTqos SemTxveviT moxvedriliyos aq,<br />

TiTqos arc icodes da arc ainteresebdes, ra<br />

saerTo Wirs Seuyria amdeni xalxi erTad.


da mainc, autanlad mZime iyo mkvdar qalaqSi<br />

cxovreba. marTla momkvdariyo TiTqos yvelaferi:<br />

haeric, wyalic, puric, xmac, saxec... tankebic<br />

mkvdrebiviT eyarnen quCebSi, cxedrulad<br />

gaSeSebulni, cxedrulad dadumebulni.<br />

RirsSesaniSnavi fiqrisgoris ZirSi s<strong>avel</strong>e<br />

samzareulo gaemarTaT. yvelgan dampali<br />

kombostos foTlebi da kartofilis nafcqveni<br />

eyara. Tamaris (yofili Celuskinelebis) xidze<br />

welszemoT gaSiSvlebulsa da tankis<br />

koSkurasTan Camjdar jariskacs (raki samxreTSi<br />

moxvedriliyo, mzis abazanebsac iRebda barem),<br />

moswavlis rveulidan amoxeuli qaRaldi muxlze<br />

daedo da bologaRrRnili fanqris natexiT<br />

werils werda dedas: viReb kalams da giZRvni<br />

salams ase vTqvaT mziuri saqarTvelodan<br />

mogikiTxavT yvelas guliTadad ufrosidan<br />

umcrosamde marTla saqarTveloSi var de mzeze<br />

vixrukebi uceb wamogvSales da gadmogvisroles<br />

aqeT cota daka-daka iyo Cveni biWebic kargad<br />

dabeJes Sen xom ar ici de rogor movaSoro<br />

adamianis tvini folads ai patara niCbebi rom<br />

gvaqvs sangrebs riTac vTxriT imaze geubnebi ise<br />

marto miwas ki ar vTxriT imiT kartofilic<br />

mSvenivrad iTleba da xorcic mSvenivrad ikepeba<br />

konservic mSvenivrad ixsneba da ase Semdeg<br />

erTianad gazinTulia de ar ikarebs arafers<br />

wyalsac SevuSvire arayic davasxi mTeli boTli<br />

bolo wveTamde arayi aq wyalze bevri aqvT davafsi<br />

kidec de magram araferi eSvela wuxeli sizmarSi<br />

maswavlidi rogor gamerecxa niCabi ZilSi<br />

maxsovda mikvirda kidec ra ioli yofila meTqi<br />

diliT ki verafriT gavixsene iqneb momwero de


Semawuxa Zalian sxvamxriv aramiSavs ra Seni<br />

aleqsei.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums ki yovelRame ormocdaTeqvsmetis<br />

martSi feTqebadi tyviiT barZaydafSxvnili,<br />

upatronod gardacvlili biWi esizmreboda.<br />

viTom, is biWi isev iq ijda, sadarbazoSi, kibis<br />

safexurze, sisxlis gubeSi fexebCawyobili da<br />

uazro sirbiliT gulamovardnilsa da sakuTari<br />

umweobiT Tavlafdasxmul <strong>avel</strong>ums sayvedurobda -<br />

sada xar aqamde, rodemde gicadoo. ase rom, rac<br />

axla qalaqSi xdeboda, <strong>avel</strong>ums erTxel ukve<br />

gadaetana, magram axlandeli elda iseve<br />

aRemateboda maSindels, rogorc axlandeli<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi - maSindel <strong>avel</strong>ums, ara marto asakiT,<br />

aramed Cadenil codvaTa da SecdomaTa<br />

raodenobiTac.


axlac gulamovardnili, axlac<br />

Tvalebawrialebuli, fsoriazis arqipelagiT<br />

saxegadalaquli daZrwoda quCebSi, TiTqos yvela<br />

sadarbazoSi viRac kvdeboda, mis imedze<br />

darCenili, da mas unda moenaxa, mas unda<br />

gaefrTxilebina yvela maTganis Wirisufali,<br />

vidre erTianad mousvamdnen yvelas xels (cxra<br />

aprilis dilas im erTi xelis dadeba moedanze<br />

marto ori satvirTo manqana fexsacmeli<br />

moagroves Turme) da gadauZaxebdnen buldozeriT<br />

amoTxril saerTo ormoSi (mtkvarma ar<br />

gaumarTlaT, ar SeunaxaT saidumlo), magram<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums erTaderTi misamarTi axsovda isev -<br />

orbelianis 3 - danarCenebi erTmaneTSi areoda,<br />

anda ukvalod, uimedod daviwyeboda TiTqos da<br />

imitomac daborialobda uTavbolod, ase<br />

agangaSebuli, labirinTSi moxvedrili kaciviT.<br />

labirinTisa ra mogaxsenoT, magram aqedan,<br />

mSobliuri qalaqidan Tavis daRwevaze metad,<br />

araferi rom ar undoda im wuTas, es sruli<br />

simarTlea. SegiZliaT, sityvaze damijeroT.<br />

sxvaTa Soris, swored maSin gadawyvita (quCaSi,<br />

alalbedze, colis SerTvisa ar iyos)<br />

fransuazasTan gaqceva. ufro zustad, SemTxveviT<br />

gaaxsenda uceb fransuazasgan jer kidev gasuli<br />

wlis miwurulSi miRebuli (iqamdec CaaRwia<br />

albaT Cveni gardaqmnis ambavma) da dRemde<br />

upasuxod datovebuli mipatiJeba, da axla,<br />

sakuTar qalaqSi gzaabneuli, mgznebared,<br />

mxurvaled eficeboda gunebaSi usindisod<br />

daviwyebul fransuazas, aucileblad rom<br />

isargeblebda am bednieri SemTxveviT,


aucileblad CaeWideboda orive xeliT, rogorc<br />

wyalwaRebuli xavss, parizidan gamogzavnil am<br />

patara furcels, oRond, cota xniT mainc,<br />

garideboda aqaurobas, rac mTavaria - misgan<br />

erTxel ukve vergadarCenili da ocdacametwliani<br />

sikvdilis ganmavlobaSi usaSvelod<br />

gamravlebuli mkvdris sayvedurebs. ase fiqrobda<br />

da TviTonve itanjeboda sakuTari nafiqraliT,<br />

sakuTari sulmokleobiT, simxdaliT...


gazeTebi ki Tavisas mierekebodnen isev -<br />

federacia Tu konfederaciao; mTawmindis<br />

platoze gamoucnobi mfrinavi obieqti dajdao.<br />

Semoklebulad, gmo Tu gamo. raRacas gmob,<br />

raRacis gamo. me Tqvens gamo Tavs viklavdi, Tqven<br />

ki... gamo, Tu biWi xar da ase Semdeg. gamo - miare,<br />

gamo - miyvane am sibnelidan. iqamde ki, kvlav<br />

giwvevT abanoTubanSi axalgazrda mxatvarTa<br />

(ZiriTadad yofil arqiteqtorTa) namuSevrebis<br />

gamofena-gayidvaze. erT-erTi maTganis naxati,<br />

ornaxevari samnaxevarze, osloSic iyo<br />

gamofenili da, mgoni, gaiyida kidec. dae,<br />

abanoTubanSi gatarebuli wuTebi dauviwyari<br />

yofiliyos TqvenTvis. TqvenTvis, Tu kargia! eg<br />

romel "dauviwyar wuTebzea" laparaki?<br />

abanoTubans bevri "dauviwyari wuTebi" axsovs. ara<br />

marto patara gogonebi, aramed patara biWunebic.<br />

"wiTelperanga". amitom ajobebda, ufro garkveviT<br />

eTqva gazeTs am gaqanebuli demokratiisa da<br />

Tavisuflebis pirobebSi, ra "wuTebzea" laparaki,<br />

miT ufro, rom am RonisZiebas komkavSiris<br />

centraluri komiteti awyobs Turme. asaki<br />

emTxveva. rac Seexeba saqarTvelos abreSSSSSums,<br />

saukeTeso qsovilia sazafxulo-saSemodgomo<br />

modisTvis. qarTuli abreSSSSumiT SegiZliaT<br />

nebismier mamakacs, nebismier dros, nebismier<br />

situaciaSi... nazi krepJorJeti, daWmuWnuli krepi<br />

Tu aJuruli muslini. Cvenma gazeTebma<br />

Tavisufleba da demokratia, jerjerobiT,<br />

yvelafris uflebad aRiqves da aZleven kidec<br />

yvelafris uflebas Tavs. rac minda, imas vizam.<br />

sadac minda, iq vizam. leqsic aris, mgoni, aseTi.


moixede ala, SeCemalalala. ella, cota nela da,<br />

Tu SeiZleba, cota ram sakuTar Tavzec gviambeT.<br />

bodiSi momiTxovia, magram me ella ar gaxlavarT.<br />

me mqvia suzi da Zalian miyvars bluzi. da kidev,<br />

kidev ki ara, cota ufro Zalian - kanfeti "Citis<br />

rZe". Cems pirvel mamakacs mohqonda xolme. imis<br />

saxe bundovnad maxsovs, kanfetze ki aqamde<br />

vgiJdebi. sxvaTa Soris, am xelobas bavSvobidanve<br />

mivsdev. dedam Semayvara. momwons? rasakvirvelia.<br />

rogorc yvelaferSi, aqac profesionalizmia<br />

mTavari. am gaxsenebaze, yvelaferze Zalian, dilis<br />

Zili miyvars mainc. afsus, Cveno kira! verc<br />

ifiqrebda, Tu misi saqmis romelime<br />

gamgrZelebels, rodisme mainc miecemoda<br />

saSualeba, ase oficialurad, presis meSveobiT<br />

gaeziarebina dainteresebuli klienturisaTvis<br />

massaviT uuflebo da usaxelo qalebis patara,<br />

ueSmako siamovnebani. da ai, amasac moveswariT.<br />

madloba gardaqmnas. gazeTis pirvelsave gverdze<br />

ixileT (teqsts sakmaod pikanturi fotoebic<br />

axlavs Tan) interviu meZavTan. amaze meti<br />

Tavisufleba gagonila?! frangebs arc<br />

daesizmrebaT. magram Cven is ufro gvikvirs,<br />

"palermoSi" rom miuwveviaT maspinZlebs sapatio<br />

stumari, "erT ylup Sampanurze". aTi Tavi unda<br />

gebas kacs, Tbilisis nebismier barSi rom Sexvide<br />

dRes, Tanac saxelganTqmul meZavTan erTad. miT<br />

ufro, "palermoSi". "palermo" albaT palermoze<br />

gacilebiT saxifaTo adgilia am TvalsazrisiT.<br />

"palermoSi" ra gindoda, rero,<br />

Tu sikvdili ar gindoda, reria.


magram, sabednierod, yvelaferi mSvidobianad<br />

damTavrebula amjerad da Cvens sapatio stumars,<br />

sastumros nomerSi, interviuc ki miucia<br />

adgilobrivi televiziis warmomadgenlisaTvis.<br />

interviueris sityviT (vinmem rame ar ifiqroso),<br />

intervius, fotokorespondentis garda, stumris<br />

erTguli nagazic eswreboda Turme. suzi, suziko,<br />

Tqven guSin aeroportSive daatyveveT mTeli<br />

Tbilisi. Sinaurulad rom vTqvaT, xelaxla<br />

dagvbadeT yvelani. diax. nu iciniT... Cven xom es<br />

dReebi... Tumca, ar gvinda amaze laparaki.<br />

milionorasaTasiani qalaqi mzad aris,<br />

daufiqreblad, radac ar unda daujdes... Tumca,<br />

albaT Tavadac igrZnobdiT, Tu ra nazad da<br />

Tbilad... ras hqvia, vigrZnobdi?! vigrZnobdi ki<br />

ara... damacadeT, jer kiTxva ar damimTavrebia.<br />

diax, nazad da Tbilad... dameTanxmebiT, Tqveni<br />

profesiac ukve TavisTavad ganapirobebs... magram,<br />

sainteresoa, kidev ra gakavSirebT Cvens qalaqTan?<br />

Tumca, jer is gviTxariT, bluzi rom giyvarT,<br />

imitom dairqviT suzi, Tu suzi rom gerqvaT,<br />

imitom SeiyvareT bluzi? amas CvenTvis,<br />

qarTvelebisaTvis, gansakuTrebuli mniSvneloba<br />

aqvs - ra ras uswrebs, vin visze win dgas da ase<br />

Semdeg. suzi - bluzi. leqsiviTaa ara?!<br />

Tu Sen ver SesZleb, rom me miyvarde,<br />

iqneb me SevZlo, rom Sen giyvarde...


diax, ra Tqma unda. aq Camosvlamdec vicodi.<br />

magram tyuilad xom ar ambobdnen Cveni brZeni<br />

winaprebi, qebas naxva sjobso. Tqven albaT<br />

msoflioSi yvelaze emociurebi brZandebiT.<br />

CvenSi darCes da, anTebuli sanTeli rom etakebina<br />

vinmes, arc is gamikvirdeboda. maSin, iqneb, qarTul<br />

samzareuloze gviTxraT rame. artalazed rogora<br />

xarT? da raki sityvam moitana, iqneb qarTvel<br />

mwerals icnobT vinmes? artala jer ar<br />

gamisinjavs. kiTxva ki miyvars. magram cotas<br />

vkiTxulob. ZiriTadad presas. imasac areulad,<br />

uTavbolod. mogexsenebaT Cveni ambavi... vicnob<br />

rusT<strong>avel</strong>s da, gvari ar maxsovs, maRali kacia,<br />

odnav WaRara. batono soso, mgoni. Zalian kargi.<br />

magram CvenSi rom vTqvaT, interviusTan ra esaqmeba<br />

ZaRls, Tuki esec Cveni Tbilisuri qajoba ar<br />

aris?! nuTu ZaRlmac, Tundac germanulma nagazma,<br />

SeiZleba icodes, rom misi patroni pirveli<br />

sabWoTa meZavia, romelsac ufleba mieca<br />

oficialurad ganacxados: "diax, imnairi var da<br />

vamayob kidevaco". raRac ar mgonia. me mgoni, es<br />

ukve marTla Cumi sigiJea, anda, hipnozis sawyisi<br />

stadia. saxarovi ki imperias gveZaxis,<br />

imperialistebs. saqarTvelo patara imperiaao.<br />

sxvebze naklebad boroti ki ara, taniT patarao.<br />

tanmorCili. stalinic xom tanmorCili iyo?!<br />

TiTqos lenini gaxldaT kris grineri. magram es<br />

sakiTxis erTi mxarea, naklebad mniSvnelovani.<br />

SeiZleba iTqvas, gamaRizianeblis funqcia akisria<br />

mxolod, raTa msoflio ganukiTxaobis wyvdiadSi<br />

kidev erTi yalbi margaliti daibados. ra Tqma<br />

unda, WeSmariti imperiis sasargeblod. magram


imisTvis, visac, ase Tu ise, swori warmodgena aqvs<br />

afxazeTze, maSinve, TavisTavad ibadeba kiTxva: vis<br />

ekuTvnis saqarTvelo? arsebobs mosazreba, rom<br />

saqarTvelo ekuTvnis yvelas - visac surs, da visac<br />

sWirdeba. Tu ufro davazustebT, saqarTvelos<br />

adgili misganve moxiblulTa gulebSia da ara<br />

msoflio rukaze. ki batono, ase iyos, magram<br />

uafxazeTod arc saqarTvelo arsebobs.<br />

saqarTvelo minus afxazeTi udris nuls. gind<br />

yofila, gind ara, miuxedavad imisa, rom nuli,<br />

TavisTavad, amouwuravi SesaZleblobebis<br />

simbolocaa. magaliTad, milions rom nuli<br />

mivuweroT, milioni aTmagad gaizrdeba erTbaSad<br />

da, aqedan gamomdinare Tu vimsjelebT, nuli (igive<br />

saqarTvelo), imas ekuTvnis, visac milioni ukve<br />

aqvs da mis gaaTmagebasac apirebs. amdeni<br />

saxarovmac icis. sxvanairad rom vTqvaT, is icis,<br />

rac unda icodes, rac misTvis sasargeblo<br />

daskvnebis gamosatanadaa sakmarisi. msoflio<br />

obivatelis tvini avtoritetis piridan amosul<br />

sisulelesac sibrZned aRiqvams. rac ufro bnelia<br />

adamiani, miT ufro sjera avtoritetisa.<br />

avtoritetis Seqmna ki, rom ityvian, teqnikis saqmea.<br />

miT ufro - CvenSi. xeli xels bans. me Sen saxels<br />

mogipoveb, Sen me axali miwebi momapovebine. an ra<br />

gasakviria, sityviTac imis interesebs icavdes<br />

kaci, visac emsaxureba?! gasakviri sxvaa: Cven,<br />

qarTvelebi, miwidan rkinis amoRebisaTvis, jer<br />

kidev kacobriobis gariJraJze dagvwyevles da<br />

SegvaCvenes berZnebma da, rogorc sCans, aqamde ar<br />

daukargavs im wyevlas Zala, xolo qarafSuta<br />

msoflio, meoce saukunis miwuruls, fiandazad


egeba fexqveS masobrivi sikvdilis "mamas". gnebavT,<br />

"maminacvals". xoda, axla qarTvelma samaCablo,<br />

afxazeTi anda aWara Tu ar dauTmo vinmes (visic ar<br />

iTqmis saxeli da visac ukve didi xania, mglisa ar<br />

iyos, sakuTari SardiTa aqvs SemosazRvruli<br />

TavisTvis es sami "gemrieli lukma"), yvela amJamad<br />

moqmedi politikosi, dasavleTSic da<br />

aRmosavleTSic, emand vinmes goimi ar vegonoo,<br />

mravalmniSvnelovnad CaiRimebs (Tavs daabralos)<br />

Cvens imperialistur sijiuteze. Tumca,<br />

qarTvelobac jer kidev myarad zis bnelSi.<br />

taSkentis SvidSi SfoTavs "mumia",<br />

garSemo isev codvis bumia,<br />

puri comia, xorci umia,<br />

qarTvelisaTvis romi gum-ia.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umia, eger rom modis?!<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umia, <strong>avel</strong>umia.


jer kidev myarad vsxedvarT bnelSi. Semcbarni<br />

da Sewuxebulni ki varT amgvari usindisobiT,<br />

magram bolomde mainc ver gavrkveulvarT, sad<br />

aris ZaRlis Tavi damarxuli. bnelSi vsxedvarT<br />

da, Sublze simwris oflgadamskdarni, Ria werils<br />

vacxobT. didi bodiSi. gvapatieT, umorCilesad<br />

gTxovT. RvTis gulisaTvis, TqvenisTana pirovneba.<br />

Cveni mowiwebuli da mokrZalebuli. Rrmada varT<br />

darwmunebulni. SecdomaSi Segiyvanes (ki aba! magis<br />

Citia swored). Cveni Taobis CamoyalibebaSi. ar<br />

gviwyinoT. magram uTqvenod. dRes Tu ase<br />

gabedulni varT yvelani. Cveulebrivad didi<br />

interesiT wavikiTxeT. elda gveca. batono andrei.<br />

Tqven acxadebT rom (sxvam Cauwera albaT. vin<br />

Cauwerda?). ara. gTxovT. gemudarebiT. es igivea.<br />

Tqmac ki gviWirs. nuTu marTla rame saerTo aqvs<br />

amerikis SeerTebul Statebsa da saqarTvelos?<br />

Tqven Tu ityviT, Cven yvelani. magram maSin<br />

Tbilisic aRar SerCeba saqarTvelos. anda,<br />

saqarTvelo aRar SerCeba Tbiliss (arada, deida<br />

vanga Turme xedavs). didi mokrZalebiT. TviTonve<br />

gvikvirs. gisurvebT yovelive kargs. uRrmesi<br />

pativiscemiT. mogexsenebaT, Cveni<br />

stumarTmoyvareobis ambavi da sxva mravali. egec<br />

egre. miiRo Tu ara sakadrisi?! amis mere gabedos<br />

da rame gaubedos saqarTvelos. rasac coli Cumad<br />

CasCurCulebs yurSi, imas ambobs xmamaRla. eg Tu<br />

icodiT, ratom ar CauwereT Ria werilSi? aki<br />

yvelafris Tqma SeiZlebao? hm, hm. amas ukve marto<br />

SenTvis vambob momavlis moclilo mkiTxvelo,<br />

radgan dRes ara marto yvelafris Tqma SeiZleba,<br />

aramed yvelafris dakargvac - erT mouzomav


sityvas, iqneba, Tavic gadaayolo. sistemaTa<br />

brZola ki Sewyda (Tundac, droebiT), magram<br />

arsebobisaTvis brZola kidev ufro gamZafrda.<br />

miRweulis dakargvac advilia da miuRwevlis<br />

miRwevac. droa aseTi. versad gaeqcevi. gaeqcevi -<br />

waiqcevi da danarCenebi zed gadagivlian.<br />

gadagTelaven. amitomac aravin ar ambobs imas,<br />

rasac unda ambobdes. me rom axla es xmali<br />

devirCino, ityvian, ai, deirCinao. aba, ras ityvian,<br />

Se Cema?! etyoba, marTla gadavcdiT Wkuidan. aki<br />

gviTxres, cxra aprilis Semdeg yvelaferi<br />

gepatiebaTo. ese igi, Wkua aRar mogekiTxebaTo.<br />

samagierod, rogorc iqna SevamCnieT erTmaneTi.<br />

adre ar gvecala erTmaneTis dasanaxad. magram<br />

raxan RmerTi Segvewia da movicaleT<br />

erTmaneTisTvis, iqneb sxvac bevri ram davinaxoT.<br />

iqneb isic gavarkvioT, sad SeiZleboda<br />

momxdariyo didgoris brZola...


da ai, aseT dros, <strong>avel</strong>ums saSualeba eZleoda,<br />

cota xniT mainc gascloda aqaurobas, garideboda<br />

am organizebul uazrobasa Tu aRzevebul<br />

sibriyves. marTalia, aravin aglejda kalTebs,<br />

aravin uSlida, magram TviTonve eTakileboda<br />

(rasakvirvelia, sakuTari mosazrebebidan<br />

gamomdinare), esikvdileboda Tavisi ubeduri<br />

xalxis mitoveba yvelaze didi gansacdelis Jams,<br />

Tundac erTi saaTiT. ra Tqma unda, veraferSi<br />

waadgeboda (imis gakeTeba SeeZlo mxolod, rasac<br />

aqamde akeTebda da rac srulebiTac ar aRmoCnda<br />

saWiro imisTvis, visTvisac Tavisi WkuiT<br />

irjeboda), magram Tu marTla dasaRupad iyo<br />

qveyana ganwiruli, maSin arc Tavad unda hqonoda<br />

gadarCenis Sansi, Tundac umniSvnelo, Tundac<br />

Teoriuli, da Tavadac masTan erTad unda<br />

daRupuliyo, rogorc misi Semadgeneli nawili,<br />

patara, magram aucilebeli mTlianobisaTvis,<br />

Tundac saTvalavisTvis. suli sulTagani da<br />

xorci xorcTagani. mas ki gaqcevaze eWira Tvali.<br />

Tumca, gaqceva gadarCena ar aris. ubralod, ukan<br />

dabrunebaa, Tanac iZulebiT, da ara taqtikuri Tu<br />

strategiuli svla. brundebi iq, saidanac<br />

odesRac wamoxvedi, uarafrod. albaT<br />

naadrevadac, radgan maSin isic ar icodi jer,<br />

bnelSi riTi gagenaTebina lukma da sinaTleSi<br />

riTi dagefara siSiSvle. ase rom, fransuazasTan<br />

gaqceviT, Tavs ki ar Sveloda <strong>avel</strong>umi,<br />

nebayoflobiT ambobda uars mTel Tavis<br />

cxovrebaze, amdeni xnis simtkicesa da sijiuteze,<br />

gnebavT "umoqmedobasa" da "dumilze", rogorc<br />

oficiozi naTlavda misTvis miuRebel nebismier


mrwamssa Tu Sexedulebas, raTa gulubryvilo<br />

qveSevrdoms "umoqmedoba" marTla umoqmedobad<br />

aReqva da ara uZlurebis marad Ria, marad Cirqisa<br />

da balRamis mwveTavi Wrilobis mkurnalobad,<br />

Tundac cxoveluri (gnebavT, melaniaseuli)<br />

meTodiT; "dumili" ki - dumilad da ara<br />

daumorCileblobis aseve maradiul Rrialad,<br />

idumal wiaRTa SlamSi amoTxvril xmad,<br />

romelsac wiaRTa saidumlo SeiZleba ver moaqvs<br />

Cvenamde, magram cnobis wadils ki gviRizianebs im<br />

saidumloTa mimarT. rogorc ar unda gagikvirdes,<br />

moclilo mkiTxvelo, borotebis imperias<br />

zogierTTa "umoqmedobisa" da "dumilisa" ufro<br />

eSinoda, vidre im "gambedavi", "TavzexelaRebuli"<br />

oponentebis legionisa, xmamaRla, saqveynod,<br />

krebebsa Tu sesiebze, konferenciebsa Tu<br />

yrilobebze (romlebsac, cxadia, Tavad imperia<br />

warmarTavda), "gulwrfelad", "uangarod" rom<br />

amxeldnen da aqiaqebdnen arsebuli weswyobilebis<br />

"zogierT Crdilovan mxareebs" (erTma<br />

aseTma oponentma, uneburad wamoroSa Tu viRacaSi<br />

SeeSala <strong>avel</strong>umi, pirdapir uTxra saubrisas: me<br />

rom mkiTxo, axia, marTla auxtes magaT kacio), rac,<br />

upirveles yovlisa, arsebuli xelisuflebis, misi<br />

uflebamosilebis aRiarebas niSnavda isev, roca<br />

zogierTTa dauokebeli "umoqmedoba"da<br />

CauxSobeli "dumili" swored arsebulis<br />

Segnebulad arSemCneva, arcnoba, armiReba iyo da<br />

sxva araferi.


da mainc, yvelaze metad, isev Svili borkavda<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums, isev sulierad daxeibrebuli Svili<br />

uSlida xels, mTlianad danebeboda am mtanjvel<br />

survils. Svilma uimisod ukve scada gafrena<br />

(aRar eyo moTmineba) da axla frTebdamsxvreuli<br />

ijda Sin, iatakze, tenisis dakargul burTs<br />

miSterebuli da laparakic aRar undoda<br />

gafrenaze, Tumca, jer kidev guSin, albaT<br />

araviTari Zala ar arsebobda miwaze misi<br />

gamCerebeli - Svilsac daTmobda da mSobelsac,<br />

oRond erTxel mainc, erTi wuTiT mainc miscemoda<br />

cis usasrulobis, cis uZirobis gancdis<br />

SesaZlebloba, Tavisuflad, Tavis nebaze,<br />

ufrosebis Caurevlad, rac SeZlo kidec, magram<br />

marTlac erTxel, marTlac erTi wuTiT. damnaSave<br />

ki isev <strong>avel</strong>umi gamovida ("Sen ra genaRvleboda,<br />

igonebdi raRacas romanisTvis, gasarTobad. magaT<br />

ki marTali egonaT"), ramdenadac uimisod arc mis<br />

Svils gauCndeboda gafrenis survili, gafrenis<br />

moureveli Jini Tu moTxovnileba, risi<br />

gaqarwyleba veRarc <strong>avel</strong>umis darigebebma SeZlo<br />

da veRarc melanias Txovna-mudaram. imperiis<br />

yvelaze didi boroteba is gaxldaT,<br />

ganusazRvreli vadiT datusaRebul xalxs uceb<br />

rom ganucxada: Tavisuflebi xarTo. xalxi<br />

damdgar, damyayebul, daWaobebul wyalSi yvinTvas<br />

swavlobda gaCenis dRidan, wurbelebsa da<br />

bayayebze sanadirod, axla ki - gafrindiTo - da,<br />

rasakvirvelia, ver gafrindebodnen, vidre<br />

gadagvarebuli, gakorZebuli frTa xelaxla ar<br />

gaezrdebodaT, anu, ar moiSorebdnen, ar<br />

daiviwyebdnen mainc, ZvelisZvel, Tandayolilsa


Tu TandaTanobiT SeZenil Cvevebsa da Tvisebebs,<br />

rac, mxolod da mxolod, satusaRoSi gasaZlebad<br />

iyo saWiro, aucilebelic, da ara, vTqvaT, caSi<br />

salivlivod. satusaRoSi sxvebze ukeT is<br />

gaitanda Tavs, vinc safuZvlianad daeufleboda<br />

iqaur wesebsa da meTodebs, romelTa meSveobiT<br />

SedarebiT mcire droSi da mcire danakargebiT<br />

SesZlebda, vTqvaT, ganaTlebis miRebas wignis<br />

gadauSlelad, gamdidrebas - TiTis gaunZrevlad,<br />

gakulturebas (ix. gaTbiliseleba), - TeatrSi<br />

cxviris Seuyoflad. misabaZ da pativsacem kacad<br />

is iTvleboda, visac nebismier salaroSi hyavda<br />

nacnobi molare, iolad amyarebda urTierTobas<br />

matareblis gamyolebTan Tu TviTmfrinavis<br />

stiuardesebTan, sastumrosa Tu restornis<br />

kariskacebTan, administratorebTan,<br />

oficiantebTan, noqrebTan, gadamyidvelebTan,<br />

raikomis, aRmaskomisa Tu miliciis wvrilfexa<br />

CinovnikebTan da, rasakvirvelia, yvelaze meti<br />

meZavis misamarTi an telefonis nomeri ewera Tavis<br />

ubis wignakSi, romelsac, sxvaTa Soris, mxolod am<br />

mizniT yidulobda saerTod.


<strong>avel</strong>umi verasodes ityoda uars sakuTar<br />

warsulze - sakuTari warsulis gamo ara marto<br />

sZulda, aramed ecodeboda kidec Tavi da, mxolod<br />

da mxolod, am siZulviliTa da sibraluliT<br />

SeeZlo mieRwia imisTvis, riskenac miiswrafoda<br />

mTeli arsebiT, lamis gaCenis dRidanve, lars<br />

momwydari isariviT, romelsac ukve veraviTari<br />

gareSe Zala veRar Seakavebs, mizans SeiZleba<br />

ascdes, magram ukan dabrunebaze laparakic<br />

zedmetia. ase da amgvarad, aqedan gaRwevis<br />

(Tundac, droebiT gaRwevis) Jini, sulis moTqmis,<br />

gonze mosvlis taqtikuri aucileblobiT ki ar<br />

iyo ganpirobebuli, aramed Tavdacvis cxoveluri<br />

instinqtiT, sicocxlis dauokebeli, dauSreteli<br />

swrafviT sicocxlisaTvis sasargeblo da jer<br />

bolomde auTvisebeli sivrceebisken. amdenad,<br />

verc marto gonebiT gadawyvetdi wasvla-darCenis,<br />

anu, yofna-aryofnis maradiul sakiTxs. pirvel<br />

rigSi, sakuTari xorcisTvis unda dagegdo yuri,<br />

anu, xorcieli cxovrebis gaTvaliswinebiT<br />

(sxvanairad cxovreba ubralod ar arsebobda<br />

satusaRoSi), unda gefiqra saerTod momavalze,<br />

anu, zogadad cxovrebis sulier, zneobriv,<br />

politikur Tu ekonomiur mxareebzec, rasac,<br />

TavisTavad cxadia, garkveuli momzadeba<br />

sWirdeboda da Tundac amitom unda dageTmo<br />

xorcisTvis, romelsac Tandayolili, bunebisagan<br />

naCuqari cxoveluri alRo, winaTgrZnoba da<br />

sibrZne warmarTavda. aqedan gamomdinare, rogorc<br />

ar unda gajiutebuliyavi, win aRsdgomodi<br />

sakuTar xorcs, is mainc Tavisas gaakeTebda,<br />

Tavisas gaitanda, Tavis kans gaufrTxildeboda


upirveles yovlisa da nebismieri saSualebiT -<br />

kbilebiT, brWyalebiT, RreniTa da RmuiliT - Senc<br />

Tan wagiTrevda sorosken, rogorc sasikvdilod<br />

daWrili nadiri - gamofatruli muclidan<br />

gadmoyril Sigans. es iyo erTaderTi gza<br />

gadarCenisac da daRupvisac, radgan Tu kidev<br />

SegrCeboda suli, mxolod iq, soroSi, warsulSi<br />

gaarkvevdi, ramdenad gamarTlebuli iqneboda<br />

SenTvis xelaxla gamosvla sorodan, warsulidan;<br />

ramdenad Sesaferi, misaRebi aRmoCndebodi<br />

momavlisTvis, ukve ferSecvlili da, rac<br />

mTavaria, ra TvalsazrisiT, ra mimarTulebiT da<br />

ra doneze unda momxdariyo Seni "feriscvaleba".


aq, saqarTveloSi, albaT karga xans aRar<br />

Seicvleboda aRaraferi, Tuki saerTod<br />

Seicvleboda rame rodisme. sisxlis gubeebi<br />

moiwminda, daxocilni daimarxnen. "wminda<br />

adgilidan" zRva yvavilebis gatanisas, erTi<br />

piroba, isev daiwamla xalxi. etyoba, yvavilebma<br />

TavianTi nazi, gulubryvilo ReroebiT Seiwoves<br />

da "daakonserves" is saidumlo, daudgeneli<br />

nivTiereba, romelic araTu arsebobda Cvens<br />

sinamdvileSi, aramed kvlavindeburad amarTlebda<br />

Tavis pirvandel daniSnulebas, miuxedavad<br />

tragediis mizezTa da SedegTa gamomkvlevi<br />

komisiebis uSedego Ziebebisa. "dazaralebulni"<br />

samkurnalod germaniaSi wasvlaze ocnebobdnen.<br />

dgeboda siebi. iyo erTi ayal-mayali. gawevgamowevac.<br />

janmrTelobis ministrs TiTqmis<br />

yoveldRe uwevda Tavis marTleba televiziis<br />

meSveobiT. xalxma, xumrobiT, "uStato diqtori"<br />

Searqva zedmet saxelad. Ciodnen mSoblebi,<br />

axloblebi. ibeWdeboda koleqtiuri werilebi.<br />

imarTeboda mjdomare Tu mwoliare gaficvebi.<br />

bevri maTganisTvis es iyo erTaderTi Sansi<br />

saerTod ucxoeTSi moxvedrisa. filarmoniis did<br />

scenaze ki ucxoeli gastroliori, "tyavis<br />

amotkecil SarvalSi gamowyobili" (Suqi rom<br />

ecemoda, brWyvialebda), gazeTs Tu daejereba,<br />

TviTonac xarobda da sxvebsac axarebda. Cems<br />

samSobloSi amgvari warmateba arc ki<br />

damsizmrebiao - aRiarebda gulwrfelad. xolo,<br />

stumarTmoyvare, keTili da zrdilobiani<br />

mayurebeli, koncertis damTavrebis Semdegac,<br />

"didxans ar anTavisuflebda" Turme darbazs.


(gazeTi, ra Tqma unda, Segnebulad axsenebs<br />

mkiTxvels "erovnul Tvisebebs", romlebic<br />

sinamdvileSi, SeiZleba, arc arian erovnulni,<br />

viwro, lokaluri gagebiT, magram aSkarad SeswevT<br />

Zala, nebismier ers gadaataninon Tavs damtydari<br />

ubedureba da Cvenc madlobis meti araferi<br />

gveTqmis gazeTis mimarT, am keTilSobiluri<br />

ganzraxvisTvis). Cveni kulturis mesveurebs<br />

moulaparakiaT, modiT, Cven Cveni vcadoT,<br />

davpatiJoT da, Tu Camova, xo kai - rac ar unda<br />

iyos, ucxoelia da cotas gaxalisdebian<br />

Tbiliselebi - Tu ara da, o kei - arc uimisoba<br />

dagvetyobao. is ki, Camovida ki ara, mgoni saerTod<br />

aRar apirebda wasvlas. Cemi gogona, iciT, xatavs<br />

da am samferovani (qarTuli droSis ferebi unda<br />

vigulisxmoT albaT) blomanJesa da SokmanJes<br />

danaxvaze gagiJdebodao - agiJebda adgilobriv<br />

goimebs. magram, rasakvirvelia, cxovrebis sxva<br />

sferoebSic igrZnoboda gardaqmna. magaliTad,<br />

wignis maRaziebi axla Tavad yidulobdnen wigns<br />

wignis moyvarulTagan da makulaturad abarebdnen<br />

sadac jer ars, sadac yofili wignisgan tualetis<br />

qaRaldi da xelsaxoci mzaddeboda, rac, CvenSi,<br />

rom vTqvaT, wignze metad sWirdeboda<br />

mosaxleobas. samagierod, rusT<strong>avel</strong>is Teatris<br />

mcire darbazSi, iaponelebis wamxedurobiT,<br />

honkongel bavSvTa gundi "sulikos" mReroda.<br />

orbelianis quCis mcxovreblebs ki (maincdamainc<br />

orbelianis) sunTqva uWirdaT, ukve ise iyo<br />

gabinZurebuli iqauri haeri. diRoms didi dRe<br />

aRar ewera. saidan gagviCnda es dauokebeli<br />

swrafva udabnoskeno - gakvirvebuli kiTxulobda


gazeTi, parizidan stumrad Camosuli qarTveli<br />

emigrantiviT, viTom, TviTonac pirdapiri<br />

mniSvnelobiT ar esmoda moses igavi da, ormoci<br />

weli ra gamaZlebinebs sxvis udabnoSio,<br />

Segnebulad ar audaburebda sakuTar samSoblos,<br />

SeZlebisdagvarad. Tbilisis wyalsacavebSi ukve<br />

dawyebuliyo damsvenebelTa daxrCoba. marTalia,<br />

moskovis wyalsacavebTan SedarebiT, CvenTan<br />

amjeradac naklebi xalxi ixrCoboda, magram<br />

statiis enamoswrebuli avtorisa ar iyos, es<br />

srulebiTac ar gvaZlevda gulis gatexvis<br />

uflebas. Tbilisis zRvis, lisisa Tu kus tbis<br />

egreT wodebul pliaJebze, jerjerobiT, mxolod<br />

mTvralebi "isvenebdnen", ramdenadac, jerjerobiT<br />

elementaruli pirobebic (gasaxdeli,<br />

saCrdilobeli qolga, sasmeli wyali,<br />

fexsadgili, saguSago, maSveli navi da sxva) ar<br />

arsebobda, araTu mTvrali, aramed fxizeli<br />

damsveneblebisTvisac. samagierod, amaswinebze,<br />

sami erTad damxrCvala marto lisis tbaze. erTi<br />

da imave navidan erTdroulad gadamxtaran wyalSi<br />

da sxvadasxva dros da sxvadasxva adgilas<br />

amotivtivebulan ukve tikebiviT gaberilni.<br />

qarTveli iogi Zmebi granpris euflebodnen<br />

karlovi varis saerTaSoriso festivalze.<br />

saberZneTSi ki, wyalmoTxilamureTa evropis<br />

axalgazrdul Cempionatze, foTeli gogona aravis<br />

anebebda did oqros medals - Tu ar gamatanT, Sin<br />

ar SemiSveben, ise gviWirs da gvWirdeba axla<br />

oqroca da valutaco. qalbatoni neJnova ki,<br />

sklerozis qandaridan, ufro interviueris gulis<br />

mosagebad, Cioda - TbilisSi dabadebuli, ociani


wlebis areulobis Semdeg, xofaSi CavrCi<br />

samudamodo. is ki aRar "axsovda", Tavad xofa rom<br />

CarCa TurqeTSi, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, misi<br />

mizeziTac. soWi mewyers mihqonda. xolo saingilo<br />

erTianad daetbora adidebul wyals. iqac<br />

gaCeniliyvnen Siferis kunZulebi, TiTqos mxolod<br />

imitom, saqarTvelos ganuyreli nawili rom iyo<br />

isic da sxvanairad verafriT veRar amtkicebda<br />

amas, Tumca, stiqiuri ubedurebis garda, sxvac<br />

bevri hqonda sisxlxorcielad saerTo danarCen<br />

saqarTvelosTan - iqac kosmetikuri patriotizmiT<br />

iklavdnen ZiriTadad mamuliSvilobis Jins; iqac<br />

uswavlelad swavlisa da uSromelad Sromis seni<br />

Sehyroda axalgazrdobas da ukan mouxedavad<br />

garboda upatronobiTa Tu wyaldidobiT<br />

daqceuli soflebidan. irRveoda Robe-yore.<br />

bRaoda SeSinebuli saqoneli. niaRvars mihqonda<br />

sursaT-sanovage, jam-WurWeli, saban-leibi,<br />

damxrCvali, Tvalgayinuli, enagadmogdebuli<br />

Zroxa, Rori, qaTami, Tu indauri. fexi muxlamde<br />

efloboda talaxsa da SlamSi. kacs Tavi<br />

erTbaSad damSrali tbis fskerze gegoneboda. da<br />

mainc, saqarTvelodan (sabralo saqarTvelo!)<br />

"moraluri mxardaWeris imediT" isev soflobda<br />

kaki, meSabaSi, qoToqlo, alibeglo, alaTemuri,<br />

aliabaTi, mosuli, iTiTala, SoTavari, Tasmalo,<br />

yoraRani, zagami - aleqsandre mefis yofili<br />

rezidencia - da kidev bevri, siberisgan<br />

dayruebul-dabrmavebuli ZaRlisa da siCumisgan<br />

gagiJebuli mamlis amara darCenili nasaxlarnaoxari.<br />

ase rom, axla ukve Cvenve gviWiravs Cveni<br />

sadave da survilisamebr, gvinda davagrZelebT,


gvinda davamoklebT. moskovs nuRa davabralebT<br />

nurafers (daibralebs ro!). ai, magaliTad, mavansa<br />

da mavans, marTalia dagvianebiT, magram<br />

gardaqmnisTvis damaxasiaTebeli simtkiciT,<br />

gadauwyvetia Tavis droze mifuCeCebuli da mainc<br />

aqamde verdaviwyebuli TviTmkvlelobebis<br />

mizezTa gamokvleva. da marTlac, visac ar unda<br />

dabraldes, gana saintereso ar aris,<br />

gamarjvebuli socializmisa Tu kars momdgari<br />

komunizmis gauTavebel zar-zeimSi ratom unda<br />

moekla Tavi, vTqvaT, respublikis prokurors,<br />

saqalaqo komitetis mdivans, maRali Cinis<br />

oficers, saxelovan mwerals, damsaxurebul<br />

mxatvars, wamyvan momRerals, cnobil mocekvaves,<br />

ordenosan zeinkalsa Tu mowinave meCaies?! gana,<br />

Tundac xalxis ubralo (bunebrivi)<br />

cnobismoyvareobis dasakmayofileblad, ar unda<br />

aRsdges sruli suraTi gadaSlili, gauqmebuli<br />

cxovrebisa?! bolos da bolos, xom unda vicodeT,<br />

rogor gauyara erT-erTma maTganma yulfSi Tavi,<br />

rogor miido meorem safeTqelze revolveri,<br />

rogor gadmoxta mesame fanjridan, danaze rogor<br />

daexa mkerdiT meoTxe, rogor CaisunTqa<br />

gabinZurebuli haeri mexuTem da rogor aRar<br />

amoisunTqa, arafrisdidebiT, vidre<br />

daZabulobisgan daxeTqili Tvalebi sisxlad da<br />

lorwod ar Camoewuwa loyebze. ratom? ra<br />

mizeziT? viTom usazRvro Tavisuflebisaken<br />

dauokebeli swrafviT aixsneba yvelaferi? ar<br />

vici. magram esec gairkveva rodisme. movusminoT<br />

mkvdrebs. viswavloT mkvdrebis ena. magram rogor?<br />

rodis? visRa scalia mkvdrebisTvis?! kolumbiis


mTel rig qalaqebSi teroristuli aqciebi<br />

Cveulebriv, yoveldRiur saqmianobad iqca<br />

narkomafiis wevrebisTviso - gvaSinebs gazeTi. Cven<br />

ki vupasuxebT, rom male CvenTanac ase iqneba.<br />

kartaxeni unda daingres. Cven, jerjerobiT,<br />

awmyosac CamovrCebiT da amitomac ver vxedavT<br />

momavals. perusa da boliviis mTianeTSi<br />

iatakqveSa laboratoriebi Seusvenebliv<br />

amzadeben Turme kokainis pastas. Cven ki isev<br />

ovanesas imedze varT mxolod. rac Seexeba Teatr<br />

"gogis" msaxiobebs, warmoudgenlad mcire droSi<br />

euflebian, Turme, qarTul simRerebs da<br />

warmodgenis dawyebis win, grZnobamoreulni<br />

umRerian "Wrelo pepelasa" Tu "JuJuna wvimas"<br />

bedis sisastikiT araerTxel gulmoklul<br />

mayurebels. esec mkurnalobis erTgvari meTodia<br />

da yovelgvari meTodis uaryofac meTodia da,<br />

Tqven warmoidgineT, karg Sedegsac iZleva. ras<br />

miqvia cerebraluri dambla?! am mixrwnil bebers<br />

rom uyurebT, saerTod warTmeuli hqonda xeli,<br />

magram mesame seansze ukve SeuTrToldnen<br />

mokrunCxuli TiTebi. meoTxeze - sigaretis<br />

amoReba scades kolofidan. xolo meeqvseze, hm, hm,<br />

Cems asistent gogonas waetanen erT adgilas.<br />

aranakleb gadayruebuli qalbatoni darbazis<br />

Tvalwin iZrobs yuridan oqros akustikur<br />

protezs da jadoqar mkurnals gadascems<br />

madlobis niSnad. egec Tqveni otosklerozi.<br />

"odiori" azrs kargavs da mxolod wonas<br />

inarCunebs. marTalia, sul eqvs grams iwonis,<br />

magram eqvsi grami oqroc oqroa. darbazi fexze<br />

dgeba pirobiTad - darbazSi ZiriTadad xeibrebi<br />

sxedan - da mxurvale, xangrZlivi taSiT egebeba am


keTilSobilur aqts. ufro sworad,<br />

keTilSobilebis uCveulo gamovlenas. gvelis<br />

dakbenili bavSvi ainunSic ar agdebs<br />

vegetovisceralur paroqsizmebs, epilefsias, da<br />

scenaze davlurs uvlis. icekve biWuna, Sen<br />

janmrTeli xar. me ase mibrZanebia. aq ukve mizanzea<br />

laparaki da ara meTodze. ai, magaliTad, saswavlo<br />

kooperativi "caieradi" arc meTods uaryofs da<br />

arc mizans malavs. ese igi, misi meTodic da<br />

mizanic uTqmeladac naTelia - ukeTesad<br />

gagvfcqvnas da kidev ufro gamogvaSteros - Tavis<br />

gabriyvebiT briyvTa gabriyveba, SeiZleba,<br />

uSromeli Semosavlis erT-erTi yvelaze<br />

stabiluri wyaro aRmoCndes bolos, yvelaze ukeT<br />

mewveli Zroxa, ramdenadac briyvebi, igive<br />

abiTurientebi, sabednierod yovelTvis mravlad<br />

arian CvenSi (saqarTvelo, SeiZleba iTqvas,<br />

abiTurientebis respublikaa) da arc arafers<br />

iSureben, oRond Tavi Seyon sadme. amisaTvis<br />

arsebobs saerTod "caieradic". gazeTis<br />

rekomendaciiT, is nebismier saganSi amecadinebs<br />

abiTurients (xelmardobis, xelmarjveobis,<br />

xelmrudobis, xelmruSobis CaTvliT) da Tanac<br />

TiTqmis ufasod, radgan gamocdebamde kapiks ar<br />

axdevinebs aravis, xolo nagamocdarze garkveul<br />

daTmobebzec midis kooperativis sazianod:<br />

CaWrili abiTurientisgan (ese igi, TiTqmis<br />

yvelasgan), mosamzadeblad saWiro Tanxis<br />

naxevars iRebs mxolod,rasakvirvelia, imasac<br />

araferSi, arafris gamo - abiTurienti xom misi<br />

daxmarebis gareSec CaiWreboda pirvelsave<br />

gamocdaze - magram aseve araferSi da arafris


gamo, savaldebulo gadasaxadis naxevars<br />

abiTurients utovebs jibeSi, rasac gacilebiT<br />

meti aRmzrdelobiTi mniSvneloba aqvs, vidre<br />

nebismieri umaRlesi saswavleblis kedlebSi<br />

gatarebul wlebs, win da ukan uazro bodials,<br />

kevis ReWvas, mzesumziris gauTavebel knawunsa da<br />

gadamdeb mTqnarebas. abiTurients bolos da<br />

bolos, uCndeba madlierebis grZnoba viRacisadmi<br />

da, rac mTavaria, bolos da bolos, igebs<br />

"sakuTari ofliT" mopovebuli lukmis fassa da<br />

gemos. sxvaTaSoris, axalgazrdis sworad<br />

aRsazrdelad sxva aranakleb efeqturi<br />

saSualebebic arseboben, magram, rogorc<br />

yvelafers, maTac Zebna da mikvleva sWirdeba,<br />

raSic, dameTanxmebiT, didi daxmarebis gaweva<br />

SeuZlia Cvens televizias, miT ufro rom, Tavadac<br />

gansakuTrebuladaa dainteresebuli am sakiTxiT -<br />

jer kidev erovnuli narkomaniis gariJraJze<br />

gadacemaTa mTeli serialic ki miuZRvna anaSas<br />

damzadebis wesebs ojaxur pirobebSi, xolo amas<br />

winaT, sul raRac oriode kviris ganmavlobaSi,<br />

ramdenjerme warudgina mayurebels fsiqologiur<br />

mecnierebaTa erTi sakmaod simpaTiuri kandidati,<br />

romelic Sinabera qalis kdemamosilebiTa da<br />

mecnieris Seuvali meTodurobiT gaesaubra<br />

isedac dabneul sazogadoebas jgufuri seqsis<br />

did aRmzrdelobiT mniSvnelobaze. am<br />

koleqtiuri RonisZiebis monawile gogonebica da<br />

biWunebic, erTmaneTis wamxedurobiT, kidev ufro<br />

ukeTesebi, kidev ufro adamianurebi xdebian Turme<br />

da ufro swrafad da bunebrivad uviTardebaT<br />

erTmaneTis usityvod gagebisa da uangaro<br />

daxmarebis, anu, saWiroebis mixedviT, erTmaneTis


Senacvlebis survili. moskovidan ki saqarTvelo<br />

uqarTvelebod ufro lamazi moCans Turme.<br />

amitomac gvagineben, Cven rom raRaca gvgonia da<br />

vbrazobT, vRelavT, guls vaskdebiT - ra<br />

davuSaveT, ra undaT Cvengan, riT ver movigeT imaTi<br />

gulio. ra imaTi bralia, Cven Tu ar gvesmis?<br />

maki<strong>avel</strong>ma dampyrobels dapyrobilis<br />

SesanarCuneblad sami gza dausaxa. Cveni<br />

dampyrobeli ki samives erTdroulad iyenebs,<br />

samidan erTs ki ara, samives erTad. gvizis Sin?<br />

gvizis. gvatarebs Tavis Wkuaze? gvatarebs.<br />

gvwvelis ZroxasaviT? gvwvelis. me magaliTad,<br />

vgrZnob kidec... da yvelaferze vRelav, deda,<br />

ganuwyvetliv vRelav. ras izam Svilo, aseTia<br />

cxovreba. cocxali adamiani iRelvebs kidec,<br />

oRond, ecade mSvidad iRelvo...


<strong>avel</strong>ums ki egona, amodena jari mxolod mis<br />

gamosavlenad da dasafrTxobad SemoeyvanaT<br />

qalaqSi. Sin Tu iyo, karze kondaxis mobraxunebas<br />

elodeboda ganuwyvetliv. gareT daZabuli,<br />

daborkili dadioda da srulebiTac ar<br />

gaukvirdeboda, mis danaxvaze, mTel quCas erTxmad<br />

SeeZaxa: aha, gamobrZanebula, rogorc iqnao! arc is<br />

gaukvirdeboda, xelebsac Tu gadautrialebdnen<br />

zurgs ukan, im suleli giJiviT, kopenhagenis<br />

fsiqiatriuli saavadmyofodan gamoqceuli,<br />

sruliad SemTxveviT rom SeupyriaT saqalaqo<br />

transportSi, radgan im marTla sulels (yovel<br />

SemTxvevaSi, ufro sulels, vidre giJs) gaWedil<br />

avtobusSi adgili dauTmia fexmZime qalisTvis.<br />

amis Semdeg, rasakvirvelia, aRaravis<br />

gauWirdeboda misi sigiJis dadgena. arc<br />

gasWirvebiaT. gadautriales zurgs ukan xelebi da<br />

CaaTries avtobusidan. giJis adgili sagiJeTSia da<br />

ara saqalaqo transportSi. <strong>avel</strong>umis adgilic<br />

TbilisSi iyo da ara parizSi. parizSi seirnoba<br />

arc gmirobad CaeTvleboda, arc sazogado<br />

moRvaweobad, magram Tu ase vimsjelebT, arc Sin<br />

darCenas daufasebda vinme. sxvaTa Soris, arc<br />

melania. piriqiT, yvelaze metad melania ar<br />

daufasebda swored. xandaxan danaxvac aRar<br />

SeeZlo misi da gulSi mxurvaled loculobda,<br />

netavi sadme wavidodes, Tundac erTi-ori dRiTo.<br />

afrTxobda, Tav-gzas urevda misi uTqmeli tanjvawvaleba.<br />

sabeWdi manqanis xmazec xvdeboda, kargad<br />

rom ver iyo misi qmrisa da, aqedan gamomdinare,<br />

saerTod maTi saqme. "SenTvis siyvarulic<br />

ubedurebaa da Sens xelSi yvela erTnairad


codoao" - eubneboda Semrigeblurad momRimari.<br />

maggram <strong>avel</strong>umi mainc grZnobda, ra Zviri<br />

ujdeboda melanias es Rimili. upeebi amoSaveboda,<br />

yeli danaoWeboda, SiSi da dabneuloba<br />

Casdgomoda TvalebSi. daRliliyo, gamtydariyo.<br />

bunebrivobis ieri dahkargvoda mis moTminebasac<br />

da sikeTesac, ufro SesamCnevi, ufro xelSesaxebi<br />

gaexada am yalb Rimils, gadamuSavebuli<br />

madaniviT, da amdenad, ufro damTrgunvelic,<br />

damamadlebelic sxvebisTvis, rasakvirvelia,<br />

misdauneburad, mis neba-survilTan<br />

SeuTanxmeblad, isev da isev, mis arsebaSic<br />

SeumCnevlad SeRweuli da ukve myarad<br />

fexmokidebuli SiSisa da dabneulobis gamo.<br />

TiTqos ki ar cxovrobda, anu, Cveulebisamebr,<br />

ganusjelad, daufiqreblad, Seumowmeblad ki ar<br />

mihyveboda sakuTar survilebsa da<br />

moTxovnilebebs, aramed viRacisgan, RmerTisgan<br />

Tu misTvis uaRresad angariSgasawevi adamianisgan<br />

dakisrebul movaleobas asrulebda, marTalia<br />

keTilsindisierad, magram uxarisxod; movaleoba<br />

aSkarad aRemateboda mis SesaZleblobebs, radgan<br />

daSretiliyo wyaro sixalisisa, rwmenisa, imedisa<br />

da albaT siyvarulisac. yovel SemTxvevaSi, axla<br />

gacilebiT mets fiqrobda Svilze, vidre qmarze,<br />

Svilis bediT ufro iyo SeZruli, vidre qmrisa,<br />

Svilis janmrTeloba ufro adardebda, vidre<br />

qmris dakargva-SenarCuneba. qmarsac Tu rames<br />

avalebda, mxolod Svilze zrunvas, Svilis<br />

movla-patronobas. "Seni sjera, daelaparake, Wkua<br />

daarigeo". - Seevedreboda xolme agangaSebuli.<br />

magram <strong>avel</strong>ums rogor daerigebina Wkua


politikuri mowinaaRmdegisTvis?! bolos da<br />

bolos, Svili sdebda swored brals gverdze<br />

gadgomisTvis, anu, swored Svili aRiqvamda mis<br />

"dumils" dumilad da mis "umoqmedobas"<br />

umoqmedobad. <strong>avel</strong>ums, cota ar iyos, eSinoda<br />

kidec misi, ufro zustad, eSinoda Tavad ar<br />

gamosuliyo moTminebidan, ar ahyoloda Svils<br />

kamaTSi (radgan kamaTSi arc Svils daindobda<br />

WeSmaritebis sazianod), ar gaeRizianebina, ar<br />

gaemwarebina, ar daeWra uaresad, radgan Sesaxedad<br />

gulubryvilo, magram arsiT veragi da ZiriTadad<br />

mSobelTan dasapirispireblad Canergili rwmena<br />

(ra mniSvneloba aqvs, SeniT Cainerge Tu sxvam<br />

Caginerga?!), ase Tu ise, mainc asatans, metnaklebad<br />

sainteresosac xdida misi SvilisTvis<br />

cxovrebas, xolo uimrwmenod darCenili albaT<br />

saerTod aiRebda cxovrebaze xels, aRarc droSas<br />

Sekeravda, mxdali dedabrebis dasafrTxobad<br />

(maSinve cekvas rom iwyebdnen mis danaxvaze) da<br />

aRarc mjdomare gaficvas gamoacxadebda sakuTar<br />

ojaxSi. rogorc ki moereoda Tavis uazro<br />

pativmoyvareobas (ra Tqma unda, asakobrivs),<br />

rogorc ki uyoymanod Cahyveboda mamis sityvas<br />

cxovrebis siRrmeTa saxilvelad da mkvdarTa<br />

enasac Seiswavlida, mamamisiviT, isic TavisTavad<br />

aRmoCndeboda zedmeti, zedmeti Tu ara,<br />

arasasurveli namdvilad, upirveles yovlisa ki im<br />

saqmisaTvis, aseTi TavganwirviT rom emsaxureboda<br />

axla; im xalxisTvis, romlis nawiladac Tvlida<br />

Tavs, visi sicruec sxvaTa simarTles erCia da,<br />

rasakvirvelia, im rwmenisTvisac, romelsac<br />

pirobisamebr, sibnelidan sinaTleze ki ar


gamohyavda, kidev ufro Rrmad Sehyavda sibneleSi,<br />

ramdenadac mSoblis magivroba unda gaewia viTom<br />

misTvis, Tavad laboratoriuli meTodiT<br />

Seqmnils da, amdenad, umweos, uZlurs, yvelaze<br />

uvargisi, yvelaze upasuxismgeblo mSoblis<br />

adgilis dasakavebladac ki. mSobeli is xidia,<br />

romlis meSveobiTac sikvdilidan sicocxleSi da<br />

sicocxlidan sikvdilSi gadadis adamiani. da vinc<br />

am xids Tavisi xeliT wvavs, vTqvaT, siviwrovis,<br />

siZvelis an naklebi simyaris gamo, Segnebulad<br />

wyvets kavSirs yvelaferTan, ramac misi dabadeba,<br />

misi aucilebloba ganapiroba am qveyanaze, xolo<br />

Seugneblad - sakuTar TavTanac. amitom, am etapze<br />

mxolod yalbi, aragulwrfeli urTierToba<br />

SeiZleboda hqonoda <strong>avel</strong>ums sakuTar SvilTan<br />

(kanonierTanac) da isev Svilis (kanonieris)<br />

interesebidan gamomdinare - uaresad rom ar aeria<br />

imisTvis gza-kvali, mTlad ar gaesworebina<br />

miwasTan WeSmariti mSoblis daundoblobiTa da<br />

sisastikiT.


<strong>avel</strong>umi arc mateo falkone gaxldaT, arc<br />

xevisberi goCa. anda, ukeTesi iqneba, ase Tu<br />

vityviT: raki kanonieri Svilis mamac iyo da<br />

ukanonosic, verc ukanonobas aRudgeboda win da<br />

verc kanonierebas, anu, ukanonobac kanonierebis<br />

tolfasi iyo misTvis - erTiT amarTlebda meores -<br />

magram cxovrebas Tavisi wesi hqonda da erTnairad<br />

sjida yvelas, misi wesis damrRvevs, <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

iqneboda is, Tu sxva. amas, rasakvirvelia,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umic grZnobda da sxvebic - swored cxovrebis<br />

wesis darRvevis gamo, <strong>avel</strong>umis kanonieri Svili<br />

uars ambobda sakuTar warmomavlobaze, gvars<br />

icvlida (sxvisi gvariT wveboda saavadmyofoSi,<br />

ese igi, gadarCenis SemTxvevaSi, viRac sxva,<br />

ararsebuli gadarCeboda da ara is), xolo<br />

ukanono, mxolod namdvili gvaris mopovebas<br />

cdilobda da amaze ocnebobda sul, gnebavT,<br />

evropuli TavazianobiT elodeboda, rodis<br />

gabedavda mamamisi da rodis aRiarebda saxalxod,<br />

- diax, namdvilad arsebobs, xelebic normaluri<br />

aqvs, tan-fexic da, rac mTavaria, namdvilad Cemi<br />

sisxli da xorciao. gana erTi adamianis arSemCneva<br />

da araRiareba naklebi borotebaa, vidre mTeli<br />

qveynisa? ekaekaterinekatomac ukanono Svili rom<br />

gaaCina, farxmaldayrilma melaniam Tqva: RmerTi<br />

gvsjis, RmerTi gvixdiso - da, ra Tqma unda, isic<br />

fransuazasa da mis ukanono Svils gulisxmobda,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisgan gadarCenil, yovel SemTxvevaSi, misi<br />

Tavgamodebuli mecadineobiT Seqmnil kidev erT<br />

martoxela deda-Svils. TiTqos mis garda, sxva<br />

veravin SesZlebda igives gakeTebas, Tanac am<br />

seqsualuri dabneulobis saukuneSi. magram


RmerTi, etyoba, ase ar fiqrobda. RmerTs<br />

qrestomaTiul danaSaulad miaCnda qalis<br />

daorsuleba da mere upatronod mitoveba. ase rom,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums Tu egona, Cemi siyvarulic eyofa<br />

fransuazas (am SemTxvevaSi fransuazas)<br />

saamayodac, saWmeladac, Casacmeladac,<br />

dasaxuradac da Svilis gasazrdeladaco (sxvaTa<br />

Soris, ukanonos yovelTvis meti sWirdeba, ufro<br />

meti unda emliqvnelo da ebodiSo gaCenisTvisac,<br />

vidre kanoniers), Zalian scdeboda. fransuazasac,<br />

soniasi ar iyos, gulis siRrmeSi, sayvarels<br />

albaT qmari erCia da Tanac "is", anu normaluri,<br />

Cveulebrivi adamiani - ukvdavebis balaxisa Tu<br />

ukvdavi sulis nakvalevis mZebneli ki ara,<br />

siRrmeTa mxilveli Tu varskvlavTa mwyemsavi ki<br />

ara, vTqvaT, inJinermSenebeli, ekonomisti,<br />

qimikosi, fizikosi, romelime samoqalaqo<br />

aviakompaniis piloti, mexanZre, xuroTmoZRvari,<br />

Tundac filologi, ki batono, oRond mcodne da<br />

moyvaruli ara marto Tavisi saqmisa, aramed qalis<br />

suleluri, magram uwyinari midrekilebebisac,<br />

Casvrili Cvilis gaxsna-SefuTvisac, naTesavebSi<br />

(gansakuTrebiT coleurSi), nacnob-megobrebSi<br />

misvla-mosvlisac; ojaxis ufrosis movaleobaTa<br />

keTilsindisierad aRmsrulebeli da ara<br />

sakuTari xuSturebis amyoli; yoveldRiuri<br />

cxovrebis mimdevari da ara winamaswara meocnebe;<br />

Tundac mcire, magram myari xelfasis Semomtani<br />

yovelTviurad da ara aTasSi erTxel, erTbaSad<br />

naSovni Tu mogebuli fulis erTbaSadve<br />

gamniavebeli; Tavadac mSvidi da sxvaTa<br />

damamSvidebelic da ara feTiani, yvelgan da marad


xifaTisa da gansacdelis momlodine (SeiZleba,<br />

mosurnec!); ojaxis wevrebisaTvis xelis<br />

wamSvelebeli, Wkuis damrigebeli da ara<br />

Tvalebdayvlepili, ybamoRrecili qadagi, misani,<br />

winaswarmetyveli, mkiTxavi Tu mCxibavi, romelsac<br />

Zalac Seswevs da survilic, erTi da igive imeoros<br />

sul, erTi da imave xalxis gasagonad: "jer sada<br />

xarT, es mxolod dasawyisiao" an "arasworad<br />

vicxovreT da arasworad davixocebiTo". wyalni<br />

gadmovlen napirebze. samyaroc samegrelosaviT,<br />

aWarasaviT, saingilosaviT daitboreba da<br />

yoveldRiurad Tunuqisa da Siferis axal-axali<br />

kunZulebi gaCndebian msoflios xvalindel<br />

rukaze. cas varskvlavi dascviva yunwze dampali<br />

leRvebiviT, miwa ganipoba gruxun-gruxuniT da<br />

qalaqebs STanTqavs, mikroraionebianad. mkvdrebi<br />

aRsdgebian cocxalTa Sesamusrad - ratom ar<br />

geyoT moTmineba, ratom dagvmarxeT ase uceb,<br />

ratom ar gvadroveT gonze mosvla, iqneb<br />

gamovbrunebuliyaviT sikvdilidano (erT qvrivs<br />

uTqvams, mTeli xmiT rom dameyvira, mTeli guliT<br />

rom Semecxadebina, iqneb Cemi ubeduri qmari kidev<br />

mosulierebuliyoo). Tujis saSo dabadebs Tujis<br />

kacs. axali enqidu moevlineba qveyanas, magram<br />

veRar gaadamiandeba - ukanasknel Samxats, ukve<br />

kbilebCacvenils, ukanasknel tramvais cariel,<br />

ablabudagabmul vagonSi ipovnian konduqtoris<br />

skamze, siberisagan (iqneb simartovisaganac?!)<br />

mSvidad gardacvlils. kiserze, gaburZgnuli<br />

TokiT, gauyidavi bileTebis ruloni eqneba<br />

Camokidebuli, sabavSvo velosipedis<br />

borblisxela, dro-Jamisgan ferSecvlili (aRarc


vici, axla ra feris bileTi iyideba Cvens<br />

tramvaiSi, Tuki iyideba saerTod), CrCiliT<br />

gamoWmuli. magram roca viRaca (ra Tqma unda, sxva<br />

planeteli, oTari an luba, dedamiwis dasaluqad<br />

Camofrenili gmoTi Tu gamoTi), Tokianad<br />

Seawyvets kisridan da samudamod gaCerebuli<br />

vagonis SuSaCamtvreuli sarkmlidan gadmoagdebs,<br />

ruloni mainc gaiSleba, mainc gaiweleba<br />

usasrulod, kankal-frialiT, da raki aRarc xeebi<br />

iqneba, aRarc lampionebi, aRarc manqanebi, aRarc<br />

Cveulebrivi gamvlelebi da aRarc skolidan<br />

gamocvenili bavSvebi - naquCarze giganturi<br />

falosiviT asvetil Tujis goliaTs Semoexveva<br />

Tavze, kiserze, mxrebze, gul-mkerdze, welze,<br />

TeZoebze, barZayebze, wvivebze, koWebze da<br />

dauxarjavi, gamouyenebeli, oxrad darCenili<br />

bileTebis uwyveti, usasrulo lentiT,<br />

mumiasaviT, SefuTvnili Tujis goliaTiRa<br />

darCeba erTaderT bomonad, svetad, obeliskad,<br />

Zeglad Cveni (yofili adamianebis) patar-patara,<br />

wvrilmani, maradiuli, amouwuravi sazrunavebisa,<br />

safiqralebisa, satkivrebisa Tu aseve patarpatara,<br />

aseve wvrilmani, aseve maradiuli, aseve<br />

amouwuravi vnebebisa, grZnobebisa, sixarulebisa,<br />

imedebisa, ocnebebisa, gancdebisa... magram<br />

viRasTvis? vis dasanaxad? lidas, oTarisa da<br />

misTanaTa... "kargi, aRar SemiZlia Seni mosmenao" -<br />

yurebze aifarebda xolme xelebs melania.<br />

ekaekaterinekato ki damcinavad iRimeboda,<br />

kuTxeSi dasmul TojinasaviT, fexebgafarCxuli<br />

da gulxeldakrefili.


<strong>avel</strong>umma gaqceva rom gadawyvita, ra Tqma unda,<br />

jer melanias gaando Tavisi ganzraxva, melaniam ki<br />

mxolod mxrebi aiCeCa - Sen ici Seni saqmisao -<br />

rogorc Cveulebisamebr iqceoda xolme aseT<br />

dros, anu <strong>avel</strong>umis morigi gaqcevis win. raki verc<br />

ganzraxvaze aaRebinebda xels da verc gezs<br />

Seacvlevinebda, amao gabrZolebasa da gawbilebas,<br />

isev daTmobaze wasvlasa da isev bargis<br />

CalagebaSi mixmarebas amjobinebda yovelTvis.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi, rogorc ar unda eyoymana, eSfoTa da<br />

ewvala, bolos mainc swored iq wavidoda, sadac<br />

Tavidanve apirebda wasvlas, magram, TavisTavad<br />

cxadia, mxolod satusaRos SigniT, imperiis<br />

teritoriaze SeeZlo yofiliyo aseTi<br />

"TavisnaTqvama". rac Seexeba sazRvargareT<br />

moxvedras, amas sul sxva Zalebi axorcielebdnen,<br />

sxva xalxi wyvetda, vin sad unda wasuliyo, rodis<br />

da ramdeni xniT da, am SemTxvevaSi, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

simtkiceca da sijiutec TavisTavad kargavda<br />

azrs. ase rom, nebarTvis saTxovnelad misul<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums albaT branws ar aCvenebdnen, magram,<br />

SeiZleboda, Tavazianad gaebiTurebinaT isic - ki,<br />

batono, saiTac gnebavT, oRond parizSi arao -<br />

Sescinebdnen saxeSi da profesiuli utifrobiT<br />

daamatebdnen: Tqvenive interesebidan<br />

gamomdinareo. TiTqos mxolod <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

mwerluri Tu moqalaqeobrivi Rirsebis dasacavad<br />

iyvnen gamoketilni TavianT xalvaT kabinetebSi.<br />

arada, erTi da igive iyo, saerTod ar gauSvebdnen,<br />

Tu, maincdamainc, parizSi, radgan <strong>avel</strong>ums,<br />

maincdamainc, parizSi undoda wasvla. aqedan<br />

rogorme gaRweva ki ar iyo misTvis mTavari, vTqvaT,


disidentiviT, anda ebraeliviT, aramed dedamiwis<br />

garkveul wertilSi (parizSi) moxvedra, garkveul<br />

drosa da garkveuli mizniT. marTalia gardaqmnam<br />

yrud Carazuli sazRvrebis gadalaxvac gaaiola<br />

(SedarebiT) magram xelisSemSlel mizezebsa da<br />

dabrkolebebs ra gamolevda, Tundac, axleburad<br />

gadaRebil satusaRoSi. eg iyo rom, ZaliT veRar<br />

dagayruebdnen aqeT, Tuki iqidan vinme dagiZaxebda,<br />

gagixsenebda, ramed Cagagdebda saerTod. ra Tqma<br />

unda, nebarTvis miRebac met-naklebad gaiolda,<br />

magram marto imaTi dakmayofilebac ki, visac<br />

mavTulxlarTebze momdgari naTesaoba Tu nacnobmegobroba<br />

yelCaxeuli uxmobda da epatiJeboda<br />

iqidan, visac sabWoTa kanoniTac ekuTvnoda wasvla<br />

da wasasvlelic hqonda, TiTqmis SeuZlebels<br />

xdida bileTisa da namdvili fulis Sovnas,<br />

uromlisodac, ra vizis qaTqaTa, tkacuna<br />

furceli gitrialebia xelSi, uTavbolod,<br />

usasrulod, da ra isev ZvelisZvel, tusaRur<br />

imeds gahyuCebixar rkinis taxtze, romelime<br />

rkinis karis moulodnel gajaxunebamde rkinis<br />

saerTo derefanSi. jerjerobiT, rasakvirvelia,<br />

isev didi mniSvneloba hqonda, Tu ras ityoda<br />

Senze Cekas saidumlo seroba, magram, rogorc<br />

zemoTac vTqviT, mTavari dabrkoleba<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisaTvis mainc ekaekaterinekato iyo -<br />

pirvel rigSi, is unda gaeTvaliswinebina, Tu<br />

ramdenad mizanSewonili iqneboda misgan,<br />

cxovrebaze gulgatexili, samyaros Semomwyrali,<br />

gvaris uarmyofeli da uvadod gaficuli gogos<br />

mitoveba, romelic axla oTaxis kuTxeSi ijda<br />

iatakze, TojinasaviT fexebgafarCxuli, da


karadis qveS, vin icis, rodis Segorebul tenisis<br />

burTs uyurebda Tvaldauxamxameblad, rogorc<br />

erTaderT naSTs, nasaxs, niSans ukve samudamod<br />

damTavrebuli axalgazrdobisa, simSvidisa,<br />

sicocxlisa... is ukve Camovardniliyo cidan. ukve<br />

efrina Tavisi wili. arc iman daujera mamas, isic<br />

ufro maRla afrinda, vidre SeiZleboda da jer<br />

kidev Seubumblavi bartyiviT aWyivlebulafarTxalebuli<br />

daenarcxa miwas. mamamiss ki ver<br />

gadaewyvita, rogor moqceuliyo: TviTonac<br />

daSvebuliyo miwaze da gverdiT misjdomoda<br />

"dazaralebul" Svils, Tu erTxel kidev Seekra<br />

kamara sisxliT gadawiTlebuli lodebis zemoT<br />

da, rogorc ar unda gasZneleboda, mainc<br />

gaegrZelebina frena.<br />

- Cemi gulisTvis nu darCebi - amoxeda<br />

ekaekaterinekatom RimiliT - araferSi aRar<br />

mWirdebi.<br />

- gana rodisme gWirdebodi?! - viTom xumrobiT<br />

hkiTxa <strong>avel</strong>umma da, misda gasaocrad,<br />

mRelvarebisagan yeli Caexerga uceb.


uneblieT, moumzadeblad da viTom xumrobiT, is<br />

hkiTxa Svils, risi gagebac yvelaze metad<br />

ainteresebda. risi arcodnac umowyalod<br />

tanjavda da awamebda, ramdenadac TviTonac ar<br />

sjeroda bolomde, yovelTvis da yvelgan gverdiT<br />

rom edga Svils, sakuTar sisxlsa da xorcs. es<br />

qveynis damaqcevari eWvi, Tavidan albaT ukanono<br />

Svilis mimarT gauCnda, ufro sworad, iman,<br />

ukanonom gauCina im mSobliuri mzrunvelobis<br />

sanacvlod, romlis gamomJRavnebac ubralod ar<br />

SeeZlo, Tundac geografiuli dabrkolebebis<br />

gamo, araferi rom vTqvaT sxva xelovnur<br />

dabrkolebebze - mavTulxlarTTa uTvalav rigze,<br />

horizontamde gadaxnul mindvrebze, betonis<br />

yoreebze, kacis xorcze dageSil nagazebsa Tu<br />

SuSisTvaleba mesazRvreebze, romelTa<br />

meSveobiTac ori zesaxelmwifo, sakuTari<br />

simtkicisa da Seuvalobis SesanarCuneblad,<br />

Segnebulad, daunaneblad, Seuneleblad TiSavda<br />

ukanono mama-Svils. magram, kanoniereba, am<br />

TvalsazrisiT, araviTar upiratesobas ar aZlevda<br />

ekaekaterinekatos Tavis ucxoel dasTan<br />

SedarebiT, ramdenadac marto amis gamo, verc<br />

mamamisi Seicvlida znesa da bunebas. etyoba,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi ufro adre gaxda mama, vidre mamobis arss<br />

Caswvdeboda Ziramde, vidre gaiTavisebda,<br />

Seisisxlxorcebda am yvelaze sapatio wodebis<br />

simZimesac da seriozulobasac da, amdenad,<br />

veRarc mere SeZlo aucilebeli Tanmimdevrobis<br />

aRdgena da yoveldRiur cxovrebaSi mamobis<br />

survili da moTxovnileba isev gacilebiT meti<br />

hqonda, vidre drois konkretul monakveTSi,


Svilis sasargeblod, ama Tu im konkretuli<br />

nabijis gadadgmis unari.<br />

- ar vici. albaT ara. ar maxsovs - upasuxa isev ise<br />

momRimarma ekaekaterinekatom. iRimeboda, magram<br />

mamas ki ar uyurebda, raRacisTvis (tenisis<br />

burTisTvis) gaeSterebina Tvali - ara. vtyui -<br />

gaagrZela uceb - erTxel didi sicxe mqonda da Sen<br />

Sublze xeli damade. ise mesiamovna, ise<br />

mesiamovna... magram dedikom miTxra, mamiko<br />

moskovSiao da gavbrazdi, ras hqvia moskovSia, ai,<br />

axla, am wuTas damado Sublze xeli-meTqi.<br />

- eg rodis iyo?! raRac ar maxsendeba - Caeria<br />

melania, oRond saqsovidan Tavi ar auRia.<br />

- rodis iyo da... zustad arc me maxsovs - cxviri<br />

SeiWmuxna ekaekaterinekatom. TiTqos marTla<br />

cdilobda zustad gaexsenebina es<br />

RirsSesaniSnavi dRe - patara viyavi Zalian. ai, ar<br />

maxsovs kargad - Cemi sipatarave da umweoba. miau,<br />

miau, miau, vknaodi knutiviT. erTxel kidev, ukve<br />

didobaSi, merve Tu mecxre klasSi viqnebodi, Sens<br />

kolgotkebs vicvamdi ukve, didi badis moqsova<br />

gadavwyvite kapronis Zafisagan. Sen moqsov<br />

kapronis bades? - dauZaxa dedas.<br />

- kapronis bades?! - gaikvirva melaniam - ar vici.<br />

macale. isev ameria saTvalavi.<br />

- axla ras qsov? ufro sworad, visTvis ras ar<br />

qsov? - gaicina ekaekaterinekatom.<br />

- me CemTvis vqsov. Tqven ras giSavebT? - gaeRima<br />

melaniasac.<br />

- kapronis bades Tu moqsovdi? Tu SegiZlia? - ar<br />

moeSva ekaekaterinekato.


- ar vici meTqi, xom giTxari. kapronis bade rad<br />

minda? - mxari aiqnia melaniam.<br />

- ai, me mTeli weli vagrovebdi kapronis Zafs -<br />

gaagrZela ekaekaterinekatom - didi bade mindoda<br />

momeqsova. erTxelac dabrundeba moskovidan,<br />

gadavafareb Tavze da aRarsad gavuSveb meTqi.<br />

sxvaTaSoris, SenTvis mindoda dameWira da ara<br />

CemTvis. Sen mecodebodi - moayola siciliT.<br />

- eka! - uyvira melaniam.<br />

saqsoviani xelebi muxlebze daewyo da<br />

moRuSuli iyureboda. WaRis sinaTleze saTvalis<br />

SuSa yviTlad ubzinavda da amis gamo ufro<br />

gabrazebuli Canda, vidre albaT sinamdvileSi<br />

iyo.<br />

- ra sWirda dedaSens Sesacodi?! - gulwrfelad<br />

ewyina <strong>avel</strong>ums, raRacnairad Seuracxyo Svilis<br />

ukbilo xumrobamac da colis uneblie<br />

Secbunebamac, ramac Svilis ukbilo xumrobas,<br />

pirvel rigSi, swored xumrobis elferi daukarga<br />

- ra gWirdaT Sesacodi, an erTs, an meores -<br />

gaimeora daZabulobisagan ukve<br />

xmaaTrTolebulma.<br />

- ar vici. albaT gvWirda. yovel SemTxvevaSi, me<br />

namdvilad mecodeboda dediko - mSvidad upasuxa<br />

ekaekaterinekatom - Zalian mecodeboda - daamata<br />

jibrianad - Seiketeboda oTaxSi da tiroda. Sen<br />

ggonia ar mesmoda?! - gasZaxa dedas.


- ra iyo, ram gadagria dRes?! - Sewuxda melania. -<br />

dalie wamali? - wamoscda uneburad da axla<br />

sakuTarma windauxedaobam Tu uneblie<br />

daundoblobam kidev ufro Seawuxa, vidre Svilis<br />

Sefarulma, bolomde ver gamorwyulma geslma Tu<br />

mrisxanebam. "erTi mec Camaylape, Tvali ver<br />

amomiRia, ise mikankalebs xelebio". - moayola<br />

viTom sxvaTa Soris, viTom saerTod amisTvis<br />

vaxsene Seni wamalio.<br />

- davlie Tu ara dRes wamali? - yasidad Cafiqrda<br />

ekaekaterinekato - rasakvirvelia, davlie, erTxel<br />

ar unda damelia?! - ahyva dedas TvalTmaqcobaSi.<br />

- adeqi, aivanze mainc gadi cota xans. mogklavs<br />

uhaeroba - saswrafod gaagrZela melaniam, isev<br />

rom ar mibrunebodnen saxifaTo saubars. Tan<br />

gamalebuli qsovda, TiTqos Zafis TavSesafars<br />

iqsovda; raki sxva masala ar gaaCnda, Cveulebrivi<br />

Zafis soros iqsovda, xvrels, bunags, parkuWs,<br />

sadac Tavfexianad daemaleboda Svilis gamomwvev<br />

Rimilsac da qmris gaurkvevel dumilsac.<br />

- me ukve mkvdari var, raRa momklavs - Tqva<br />

ekaekaterinekatom - me ukve didi xnis mkvdari var,<br />

magram Tqven ver SegagnebineT. Tqven ar gindaT amis<br />

gageba. grcxveniaT. xom grcxveniaT?! axla<br />

sikvdili Zneli ki ar aris, samarcxvinoa.<br />

mogaSxefeben saxeSi dezodors, TiTqos tarakani<br />

iyo... anda virTxa. usindisoebi! moixseniT niRbebi,<br />

usindisoebo! geyoT Cveni gapampuleba! - SesZaxa<br />

saxegaciskrovnebulma. Tan gaSlil xelisgulebs<br />

atyapunebda iatakze, lajebs Soris.<br />

- eka! aRar SemiZlia, eka! - uyvira melaniam.


qsova ar Seuwyvetia. piriqiT, axla ufro<br />

daZabuli, yuradRebadqceuli dasCereboda<br />

sakuTar TiTebs.<br />

- aba, Tqven ras elodebodiT? kanfetebs<br />

gadmogiyridnen tankebidan?! - yba daeWima <strong>avel</strong>ums.<br />

- mama?! - swrafad amoxeda qvemodan<br />

ekaekaterinekatom, TiTqos auzis damdgari<br />

wylidan zRvis romeliRaca cxovelma amoyvinTa<br />

moulodnelado. galurjebul, acaxcaxebul<br />

tuCebze isev dasTamaSebda yalbi Rimilis<br />

natamali, rogorc sanTlis Camwvar patruqs -<br />

abolebuli naperwkali. TvalebSi ki<br />

datyvevebuli cxovelis uazro da usaSvelo sevda<br />

Casdgomoda.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi Secba, daibna, agangaSda - ise mZafrad,<br />

ise tlanqad igrZno uceb Svilis satkivari,<br />

Svilis umweoba, Svilis umecreba, gacilebiT<br />

mwareca da samarcxvinoc, Tundac mis sakuTar<br />

satkivarTan, umweobasTan da umecrebasTan<br />

SedarebiT, radgan Svilisagan gansxvavebiT,<br />

TviTon arafris SeniRbvas ar cdilobda, arafers<br />

ar ucvlida saxels, roca misi Svili, araTu<br />

malavda, saerTod uaryofda tkivilsac,<br />

umweobasac, umecrebasac da, auzSi nebaze<br />

miSvebuli delfiniviT, mainc jiutad agrZelebda<br />

zRvis wesebiTa da kanonebiT cxovrebas, Tumca,<br />

frTebisa da farflebis yovel moqnevaze betonis<br />

xorklian kedels anayavda cxvir-pirs.<br />

ase arasodes Sescodebia <strong>avel</strong>ums sakuTari<br />

sisxli da xorci. arc kanonierad da arc<br />

ukanonod Sobili.


- pirvelad gaige, dedaSeni yvelaferze rom<br />

tiris? - gaicina naZaladevad. scada<br />

gaebiabruebina, gaeubraloebina maTi dRevandeli<br />

saubaric, yvelasaTvis moulodnelad dawyebuli<br />

da yvelasaTvis arasasiamovnod warmarTuli -<br />

magis SiSiT, induri filmi veRar uCvenebiaT<br />

televizorSi, melanias cremlma ar wagvlekoso.<br />

jer marto Cems wignebze ramdens tiris...<br />

- ki aba! - ar acala ekaekaterinekatom - dedikos<br />

arc erTi Seni wigni ar moswons, magram ver<br />

geubneba, ewyinebao.<br />

- eka! - isev Secba, Sewuxda melania.<br />

- ar mogwons. ar mogwons. ar mogwons - adgilze<br />

abuqnavda ekaekaterinekato, TiTqos cxens<br />

miaWenebso.<br />

- yvelafris neba ki ar unda misce Tavs - ena daeba<br />

melanias, sakuTar gancdebSi gaiblanda, rogorc<br />

saqsovi Zafi Tavissave xveulebSi.<br />

- Sen? Senc ar mogwons? - hkiTxa <strong>avel</strong>umma Svils,<br />

rac SeeZlo gulgrilad, ufro melanias rom<br />

mixmareboda, melania gamoeyvana uxerxuli<br />

mdgomareobidan.<br />

- me-e? ar vici. zogi momwons, zogi ara - mxari<br />

aiCeCa ekaekaterinekatom. Tan muyaiTad isworebda<br />

fexebs Soris Cafenil kabas, buqnaobisas aCeCils -<br />

zogi jer arc wamikiTxavs. ver movicale - Sescina<br />

gulubryvilod, - ai, Cems gogoebs ki yvelaferi<br />

wakiTxuli aqvT da moswonT kidec. ra qnan?!<br />

sulelebi arian. viszec ar unda uTxra,<br />

mweraliao, daijereben.


- Sen romeli mogwons da romeli ar mogwons -<br />

Caacivda <strong>avel</strong>umi. marTla dainteresda uceb,<br />

radgan Svilis agdebulma pasuxma sakmaod<br />

Seulaxa mwerluri pativmoyvareobac. lawiraki.<br />

dro ar aqvs mamis wignis wasakiTxad. arada, Ria<br />

kars amtvrevs. yvelafers akeTebs, is rom ar<br />

gaakeTos, risi gakeTebac evaleba. arc mSobeliviT<br />

monaa da arc mSobeliviT goimi. Tavisufalia,<br />

Tavisi WkuiT. gamosulia, Tavisive<br />

Sexedulebebidan gamomdinare. maikl jeksonis<br />

mTeli repertuari icis zepirad. mamis wigni ki<br />

jer ar waukiTxavs. ver moicala. uwignodac<br />

mSvenivrad erkveva yvelaferSi. warmogidgeniaT,<br />

amdeni xani Turme, dapyrobilebi vyofilvarT, Cven<br />

ki ar vicodiT. Cven piriqiT gvegona, moskovi da<br />

leningradi fexqveS gvqonda amodebuli. iciT,<br />

ratom? ar icodiT?! miuxedavad monobisa da<br />

goimobisa, Cveni mamebi mainc msaxurobdnen, mainc<br />

vazsa sxlavdnen, mainc pursa mkidnen, mainc wignsa<br />

werdnen, cekva-simReraze rom araferi vTqvaT. ar<br />

undodaT monoba egrZnobinebinaT CvenTvis,<br />

araferi moekloT monobaSic, SeZlebisdagvarad.<br />

Cvenc vendobodiT. skolas dagvamTavrebinebdnen?!<br />

davamTavrebdiT. umaRlesSi mogvawyobdnen?!<br />

movewyobodiT. jinsis kostiumebSi<br />

gamogvawyobdnen?! gamovewyobodiT. amerikul kevs<br />

CagvCridnen pirSi?! (axla marto Turqulia)<br />

CaviCridiT. manqanaSi Cagvtenidnen?!<br />

CavetenebodiT. magram gaTavda! mets aRar<br />

moviTmenT. aki TviTonve gvTxoves, aRar<br />

mogviTminoTo, gvakritikeTo, gvagineT, dagvgmeT,<br />

pasuxi mogvkiTxeTo?! Cvenc eg gvinda swored.


mSobelma gindac xeli Semogibrunos, bolomde<br />

mainc ver gagimetebs. raki Tvali agvexila (ra<br />

mniSvneloba aqvs, vin agvixila), imaTac<br />

davanaxvebT, rani varT da ra SegviZlia uimaTod... -<br />

Sen romeli wigni mogwons meTqi?! - auwia xmas<br />

uneburad, fiqrs ayolilma.<br />

- me romeli wigni momwons?! - Tvalebi mowkura<br />

ekaekaterinekatom, TiTqos mis win gamofenil<br />

wignebs aTvalierebda - ai, gogos rom gaaCuqeben<br />

pataraobisas, viTom gadasarCenad, da bolos iqiT<br />

rom gauxdis gadasarCenad saqmes Tavis<br />

vaigadamrCenlebs. debili. me mgavs raRaciT. ufro<br />

zustad, me vgavar imas. SeiZleba ase gqonda Senc<br />

Cafiqrebuli. SeiZleba, uneburad gamogivida ase...<br />

- Svils mixedo, is girCevnia. - gaawyvetina<br />

melaniam - ras aCendi, Tu ar gindoda? deda mainc<br />

xom unda icodes bavSvma.<br />

- me Svili mamikos gavuCine - gaipranWa<br />

ekaekaterinekato - Cemi mamiko imis mamikoc iqneba.<br />

sxva arc aravin aris dRes qmrobisa da mamobis<br />

Rirsi. amaSi xom meTanxmebi? Senc xom ase fiqrob? -<br />

aRelda uceb.<br />

- mama rom ar gyoloda, amdens verc Sen gabedavdi<br />

- aRar dazoga melaniam - mamebiT gaqvT didi guli.<br />

- mamaCemi didi kaci arasodes yofila - moiRuSa<br />

ekaekaterinekato - arc ministri, arc mdivani, arc<br />

Tavmjdomare da arc cekas rigiTi instruqtori...<br />

instruqtoric ver gaxda.<br />

- ratom unda gamxdariyo? - gulwrfelad<br />

gaukvirda melanias - partiaSic ar Sesula.<br />

- Sesuliyo mere. me davuSale? - tuCi aibzua<br />

ekaekaterinekatom.


- aba, riRasTvis ibrZviT Tqven? vin ar mogwonT?<br />

mamaSeni? - brazi waekida melanias.<br />

- diiiax, mamaCemi! - utifrad ganacxada<br />

ekaekaterinekatom - funqcioneri komunistebic<br />

Cvens mxareze dganan ukve, dganan ki ara, kibeebze<br />

sxedan, karvebSi wvanan, SimSiloben, mamaCemi ki<br />

Cvensken gamoxedvasac ar kadrulobs. isev<br />

CrdilSi dgas, rogorc momitingeebi amboben<br />

xolme moridebiT.<br />

- iqneba arc axla eSleba mamaSens?! - xelebi isev<br />

muxlebze daiwyo melaniam. isev brazianad<br />

aubrWyvialda saTvalis SuSebi - amaze ar<br />

gifiqriaT?!<br />

- amas me ver gavigeb. ver moveswrebi. amas istoria<br />

gansjis - Tavi daaratrata ekaekaterinekatom - amas<br />

Cemi Svili gaigebs albaT. da an saqveynod uaryofs<br />

winapars, an simartoveSi iamayebs winapriT. Tuki<br />

gaizrdeba, ra Tqma unda. Tuki iqamde, garemoebis<br />

SecvlasTan dakavSirebiT, sardafis virTxad,<br />

Waobis bayayad an udabnos xvlikad ar iqca<br />

saerTod.<br />

- kargi. davamTavroT. aRar SemiZlia Tqveni<br />

mosmena - aimriza melania - giswavliaT laparaki<br />

da TviTon ar iciT, ras laparakobT. mSobels<br />

arafrad agdebT da televizors xarT miCerebuli<br />

pirSi, video filmebiT swavlobT cxovrebas...<br />

- gauSvi, Tqvas, ilaparakos... - Zlivs amoRerRa es<br />

ori sityva nirwamxdarma <strong>avel</strong>umma, romelsac<br />

Tanabrad erTnairad akninebda, rogorc Svilis<br />

SeniRbuli, bolomde Camouyalibebeli braldeba,<br />

iseve colis aSkara, magram daumsaxurebeli<br />

gamoqomageba.


amis Semdeg "gaqceva" ara Tu saWiro,<br />

aucilebelic Seiqmna. aucileblad unda<br />

Sebrunebuliyo warsulSi, xvalac Tu apirebda<br />

cxovrebas. warsulSic jer kidev bevri ram iyo<br />

gasarkvevi, Tavis droze uyuradRebod<br />

datovebuli, anda, Tavis drozec SemCneuli,<br />

magram arasworad aRqmuli, arasworad<br />

Sefasebuli. oRond warsulSi Sebrunebas,<br />

ucxoeTSi gamgzavrebis nebarTvis, bileTisa Tu<br />

namdvili fulis garda, sxvac bevri ram<br />

sWirdeboda, upirveles yovlisa ki - fizikuri Tu<br />

fsiqologiuri momzadeba. isic iseve unda<br />

momzadebuliyo saamisod, rogorc myvinTavi<br />

emzadeba zRvis fskerze Casasvlelad,<br />

spaleologi - mRvimis dasalaSqrad, mTamsvleli -<br />

mwvervalis dasapyrobad, kosmonavti - kosmosSi<br />

gasasvlelad. <strong>avel</strong>umis zRvis fskeric, mRvimec,<br />

mwvervalica da kosmosic misive warsuli<br />

gaxldaT, guSindelidan uxsovar dromde, ufro<br />

martivad rom vTqvaT, soniadan melaniamde.


warsulSi Sebrunebuli Tu warsulSi<br />

Sesabruneblad gamzadebuli <strong>avel</strong>umisaTvis zRva<br />

erTaderTi wamali iyo, romelsac SeeZlo misi<br />

erTxel kidev gamobrunebac, gamofxizlebac da<br />

aRgznebac axal vnebaTa da gancdaTa, saZebnelad;<br />

amave dros - erTaderTi wamali, romelic jer<br />

kidev "iSoveboda". rac mTavaria, axali da ucnauri<br />

araferi Wirda <strong>avel</strong>ums - yvela misi seni Tu<br />

satkivari sasiamovnod SemaSfoTebeli da<br />

damafrTxoblad aRmafrTovanebeli sizustiT iyo<br />

aRwerili uZveles samedicino wignebSic, ra Tqma<br />

unda, receptebianad. magram wamlis<br />

SemadgenlobaSi Semavali mravali nivTiereba,<br />

mravalnairi balaxi da yvavili ukve aRar<br />

arsebobda am qveyanaze, gamqraliyo,<br />

gadaSenebuliyo, aRgviliyo pirisagan miwisa,<br />

Cvenive mourCeneli sibriyvisa da windauxedaobis<br />

wyalobiT, Torem, dRes arc kibos<br />

movekvlevinebodiT albaT, da aRarc, vTqvaT raime<br />

fizikur naklze dards. "karabadinsa" Tu "iadigar<br />

daudSi" kibos gankurnebis gzebic iyo miTiTebuli<br />

da zogierTi mniSvnelovani organos<br />

gamajansaRebeli Tu gamaZlierebeli<br />

saSualebanic, romelTa mopovebac, samwuxarod,<br />

dRevandeli adamianisaTvis iseve SeuZlebelia,<br />

rogorc Tavis droze gilgameSisaTvis -<br />

ukvdavebis balaxisa. samagierod, zRva jer kidev<br />

arsebobda da, rac mTavaria, jer kidev Sveloda<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums. marTalia, Tavadac Sehyroda avi seni,<br />

Tavadac uWirda Tavisuflad sunTqva, feric<br />

ecvala da ucxo sunic dahkravda, magram<br />

TvalisTvis jer kidev Canda da yurisTvisac jer<br />

kidev gugunebda, yrud da ganuwyvetliv. <strong>avel</strong>umic


Tvalisa da yuris meSveobiT iRebda am jadosnur<br />

wamals da, ratomRac, Zalian siamovnebda,<br />

ZvelisZvel samedicino wignebSic zustad ase rom<br />

iyo ganmartebuli misi mkurnalobis wesi. "aseTsa<br />

grilsa da wylis pirsa alagsa unda iyunes, rome<br />

mudam wyalsa uyurebdes (zRvaSi daRupuli<br />

patronis momlodine ZaRliviT), da eZinos Tu<br />

eRviZos, mudam wylis xma esmodes, da qari rome<br />

xesa arxevdes (vTqvaT, biWvinTis fiWvsa Tu<br />

biWvinTis bzas), mudam misi xma esmodes".<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umic adga da, cota xniT, biWvinTas Seafara<br />

Tavi, miCveul garemoSi gaeqca sazRvargareTuli<br />

pasportis gulisgamawvrilebel, damakninebel,<br />

damafrTxobel, aTasnairi mdabali eWvisa da<br />

varaudis aRmZvrel molodins, ufro seriozul<br />

gaqcevamde.


esec RmerTis neba iyo albaT, radgan sruliad<br />

moulodnelad qalbaton aisodoras gadaeyara iq<br />

(etyoba, qalbatoni aisodora axalgazrdebs<br />

gaerida, daacada ukeTesad gascnobodnen da<br />

SeCveodnen erTmaneTs) da am gauTvaliswinebelma<br />

da, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, arc mTlad sasiamovno<br />

Sexvedramac, mxolod da mxolod ganumZafra<br />

sicarielis SegrZnebaca da daRupvis<br />

winaTgrZnobac. ese igi, ki ar gadaafiqrebina, kidev<br />

ufro ganawyo, aRagzno gasaqcevad. Tumca, sul<br />

axlaxan, ramdenime Tvis win gadatanili SfoTvisa<br />

da mRelvarebis miuxedavad, arc es Sexvedra<br />

gansxvavdeboda bevrad maTi sxva, adreuli<br />

"tkbili" Sexvedrebisagan. eg iyo, rom sonia<br />

akldaT, Torem, sxva mxriv yvelaferi Zveleburad<br />

grZeldeboda. yvelaferi igive iyo: xalxic,<br />

garemoc, sakvebic, haeris tenianobac... oRond,<br />

amjerad biWvinTaSi ZaRlis Wiri mZvinvarebda da<br />

aqauri damsveneblebis "gulkeTilobiT"<br />

garyvnili, dabeCavebuli ZaRlebi kankaliT<br />

dadiodnen, Zlivs miiTrevdnen ukana fexebs.<br />

dilaobiT ki, dasasvenebeli saxlis mebaRe da<br />

sanepidsadguris sanitari qali, romelime<br />

lamazad SekreWili buCqidan ZaRlis leSs<br />

gamoaTrevdnen xolme, saswrafod daudebdnen<br />

erTborblian urikaze da gaaridebdnen<br />

damsvenebelTa Tvals. sxva mxriv, rogorc ukve<br />

vTqviT, yvelaferi Zveleburad grZeldeboda. isev<br />

yvela yvelas icnobda da Sexvedrisas, anu,<br />

TiTqmis yovel TxuTmet wuTSi, guliTadad,<br />

xalisiT esalmebodnen erTmaneTs. isev<br />

gafacicebuli yuradRebiTa da daufaravi


interesiT ismendnen erTmaneTis ambebs - Cadiodnen<br />

Tu ara dilaobiT zRvaSi, yofnidaT Tu ara<br />

saWmeli, axerxebdnen Tu ver axerxebdnen<br />

TavisianebTan dalaparakebas moskovsa Tu<br />

leningradSi, kievsa Tu minskSi, ufasa Tu<br />

CeliabinskSi... es telefoni ki ara, yelis<br />

asatkivebeli aparatia, geTayva. ui, kidev kargi,<br />

gamaxsenda. waikiTxeT Tu ara "druJbaSi", diax<br />

"druJbaSi", ar meSleba. mexuTe-meeqvse Tu meeqvsemeSvide<br />

nomrebSi. kargad ar maxsovs. mival Tu ara<br />

Sevamowmeb da dagirekav. me mgoni<br />

gansakuTrebulad niWieria. da marto Cemi azri ar<br />

gaxlavT. raRa Tqma unda, me Tu rame gamegeba<br />

saerTod literaturisa. Tqven? aba, ras brZanebT,<br />

qsenia evgenievna, Tqven Tu ar gagegebaT da...<br />

rasakvirvelia, rusulenovani. ara, Targmani ar<br />

aris. madloba RmerTs, magram arc rusi unda iyos<br />

warmoSobiT. daakvirdiT, rusuli literatura, am<br />

bolo dros, ZiriTadad nacionalur<br />

umciresobaTa mxrebze dgas. ar yofila Zalian<br />

mZime. ha, ha, ha. aucileblad. oRond, Cems Semdeg<br />

larisa kiTxulobs. aba, Tqven ra ggoniaT?!<br />

CaweriTaa. rigi dgas. aucileblad. Rirs. Rirs.<br />

damijereT. did siamovnebas miiRebT. Tqven<br />

warmoidgineT, sakmaod gabedulicaa. mis<br />

egzotikur baRSi, SeiZleba, bevri basri ekalic<br />

SegxvdeT, Tu yuradRebiT ar iqnebiT. Tumca, ras<br />

vambob?! piriqiT. aqauri haeri marTlac<br />

sasmeliviT moqmedebs Cemze. mTeli dRe<br />

mTvraliviT davdivar. am gaxsenebaze, somxebis<br />

sofelSi kargi wiTeli Rvino uyidiaT. boTli xuT<br />

maneTad. ra aris xuTi maneTi?! dorizos ori


striqoni. xi, xi. Cumad! ar gaigos. mokled, bevri<br />

basri ekali SegxvdebaT, Tuki yuradRebiT<br />

waikiTxavT yovel sityvas. arsebobs mosazreba,<br />

TiTqos... xom xvdebiT? viRacebis qaliSvilebi da<br />

siZeebi igulisxmebiano. Tumca, TviTonve naxavT.<br />

Cven rom viciT, imazedac aris magar-magrebi.<br />

pirdapir adebs xels. gegonebaT, monawile Tu ara,<br />

momswre namdvilad aris yvela mkvlelobisao. nu<br />

maTqmevinebT yvelafers. TqvenTvisaa cudi, Torem<br />

me usasrulod SemiZlia vilaparako. ra haeria,<br />

RmerTo! visic ar unda iyos, mainc veravis<br />

davuTmob aqaurobas. SevTanxmdiT. aisodoras<br />

Semdeg Tqven iqnebiT. aki larisao?! larisa,<br />

aisodora da Tqven.


qalbaton aisodorasac Zveleburad eWira Tavi.<br />

anu, srulebiTac ar eCoTireboda Zveleburi<br />

siaxlove aw ukve gaTxovili qaliSvilis yofil<br />

sayvarelTan. mokled, Zveleburad keTil da gamgeb<br />

mSoblad darCeniliyo, oRond amjerad, wina<br />

wlebisagan gansxvavebiT, aSkarad bednier qalad<br />

mohqonda Tavi. qaliSvilis bednierebas iferebda<br />

da yvelanairad cdilobda, es uxilavi da<br />

mouxelTebeli grZnoba yvelasaTvis daenaxvebina,<br />

Tu SeiZleba ase iTqvas, sakuTari personis<br />

yvelaze gamosaCen adgilze gamoedga, rogorc<br />

sportsmenis dedas - romeliRac sapatio turnirSi<br />

Svilis mier mopovebuli jildo, oqros medali Tu<br />

vercxlis Tasi. magram, imave dros, TiTqos<br />

uflebamosili moziare ki ar iyo am bednierebisa,<br />

aramed am bednierebis mompovebeli da SvilisaTvis<br />

ki ara, TavisTvis, ris gamoc, aRaraferi hqonda<br />

saerTo (SeiZleba aRarc axsovda), mitovebuli<br />

(usafuZvlod uaryofili) colis uaRresad<br />

piradul, ganuyofel, ganuziarebel<br />

ubedurebasTan, riTac aseve mohqonda Tavi wina<br />

wlebSi. ase rom, qalbatoni aisodora Cveuli<br />

gulubryvilobiT Sehxaroda cxovrebas. isev<br />

siamovnebiT ynosavda nebismier xes, buCqsa Tu<br />

balaxs da isev yvelaferi yvavili egona, rac<br />

subtropikul zonaSi xarobda. TavisTavad cxadia,<br />

isev gamohqonda sasadilodan qaRaldis<br />

xelsaxocSi gaxveuli saWmlis narCenebic<br />

(ZiriTadad sxvis magidaze mogrovili) da deda<br />

terezas erT-erT qristesmier dasaviT, sakuTari<br />

xeliT aWmevda aqaur upatrono katebsa Tu Wirian<br />

ZaRlebs (sabednierod, ZaRlis Wiri adamianze ar


gadadis, Torem aqamde aTasjer mospobda ZaRlis<br />

saxsenebels misi megobari adamiani), romlebic<br />

dReSi samjer, erTsa da imave dros,<br />

dabarebulebiviT ikribebodnen dasasvenebeli<br />

saxlis win, ganaRdebuli, daumadlebeli saWmlis<br />

molodinSi, magram ukve ise iyvnen gaqsuebulni,<br />

maTze mzrunveli adamianis xaTriT Wamdnen<br />

TiTqos saerTod, raTa danarCeni dro mSvidad,<br />

arxeinad sZinebodaT, mzis gulze dayrilebs,<br />

rogorc aucilebel da keTilsindisier<br />

monawileebs ZaRlTa gaadamianebisa Tu adamianTa<br />

gaZaRlebis uaRresad seriozuli procesisa.<br />

jer kidev am ramdenime wlis win,<br />

baltiispireTis romeliRac sazRvao kurortze<br />

(albaT dibultaSi - ZiriTadad iq dadian<br />

mweralTa da literatorTa ojaxebi), saTnoebisa<br />

da gulmowyalebis droebiTi, sezonuri,<br />

aisodorasnairi msaxurebis wyalobiT, aTasobiT<br />

da aTiaTasobiT gadamfreni ixvi daRupula erT<br />

RameSi - adamianur sikeTesa da nawyalobev<br />

nasufrals, upirveles yovlisa, cxoveluri<br />

punqtualobis grZnoba dauClungebia maTTvis da<br />

gafrenis dro gamoparviaT. RamiT ki, moulodnel<br />

(sinamdvileSi, sworedac rom mosalodnel) yinvas<br />

daukravs da erTianad mouSTia, gauqvavebia mTeli<br />

maTi modgma. zRvis zedapiri, napiridan<br />

horizontamde, uTavbolod motivtive,<br />

fexebgafSekili da frTebgafarCxuli gvamebiT<br />

yofila, Turme, mofenili.


magram qalbaton asoidoras yovelTvis<br />

gulwrfelad ukvirda mainc, ratom ar unda eWmia<br />

sabralo Wiriani ZaRlisTvis viRacis, Tundac<br />

(miT ufro) cnobili literatoris saWmlis<br />

monarCeni. "rom sdomeboda, xom ar datovebdao" -<br />

warbebs Wimavda qalbatoni asoidora da<br />

damcinavad, Semwynareblurad uRimoda misi<br />

Seuvali sibriyviT erTxel kideu uSedegod<br />

gacecxlebulsa da moTminebidan gamosul<br />

mopaeqres, romelsac TiTqos im viRacis, saWmlis<br />

damtoveblis, bedi awuxebda da ara sabralo<br />

cxovelebisa. magram, amjerad, qalbatoni<br />

asoidora gacilebiT seriozuli problemebiT<br />

iyo aRgznebul-aforiaqebuli. upirveles<br />

yovlisa, rasakvirvelia, Zalian ganicdida, marto<br />

rom hyavda "bavSvebi" datovebuli im "uvitamino<br />

CrdiloeTSi", roca aq TiTqmis tyuilubralod<br />

ixarjeboda cxovelmyofeli mzis amouwuravi<br />

siTbo da energia. dila-saRamos aucileblad unda<br />

Sexmianeboda Tavisianebs telefoniT da mere<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umsac dawvrilebiT uyveboda imaT ambavs - ras<br />

Wamdnen da ras svamdnen, sad dadiodnen, vis<br />

xvdebodnen, rodis wvebodnen da rodis dgebodnen.<br />

magram ZiriTadad mainc siZeze laparakobda<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umTan. sul imis qebaSi iyo. aRar icoda, ra<br />

sityvebiT Seemko, TiTqos <strong>avel</strong>umi iwunebda da<br />

rogorme unda gadaerwmunebina. rogorc iqna, Cvens<br />

saxlSic Semovida namdvili mamakacio; naTura ver<br />

gamogvecvala abazanaSio - eJRurtuleboda<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums da arc ukvirdeboda, Cveulebrivi<br />

utaqtoba rom iyo Svilis dRevandeli qmris qeba<br />

Svilis guSindel sayvarelTan. magram rasac<br />

ambobda, imitom ki ar ambobda, <strong>avel</strong>umis damcireba,


<strong>avel</strong>umisTvis niSnis mogeba rom hqonda Cadebuli<br />

gunebaSi, viTom, Sen ver ivarge, Sen ver<br />

gamogvicvale abazanaSi naTura da karRiaSi, anda<br />

sulac sibneleSi gviwevda banaobao - ubralod,<br />

darwmunebuli iyo, <strong>avel</strong>umsac esiamovneboda, Tuki<br />

maT ukaco ojaxSi marTla Sevidoda namdvili,<br />

Rirseuli mamakaci, romelsac, yvela sikeTesTan<br />

erTad, naTuris gamocvlac ecodineboda da<br />

saWiro adgilze lursmnis miWedebac. TiTqos<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi misi qaliSvilis nasayvarlari ki ar iyo,<br />

aramed misi naqmrevi, da axla, miuxedavad<br />

oficialuri ganqorwinebisa, erTad sjidnen,<br />

erTad swyvetdnen saerTo Svilis beds, rogorc<br />

civilizebulsa da kulturul adamianebs<br />

ekadreba. kidev uaresi - TiTqos sonias, qmari ki<br />

ara, gaqceuli mamis magieri moeyvana Sin, gaqceuli<br />

mamis danatovari sicarielis amosavsebad da<br />

imasac, gaqceulis magiers, usaxelo cTomiliviT,<br />

Tundac mxolod mter-moyvaris dasanaxad,<br />

ganuwyvetliv unda etriala im sicarieleSi, vidre<br />

TandaTanobiT, isev ojaxs ar daemgvaneboda<br />

iqauroba da aseve TandaTanobiT ar moiwevdnen<br />

ojaxuri keTildReobis nayofs, anu, yvelafers,<br />

garda siyvarulisa, ufro sworad ki, yvelafers -<br />

siyvarulis, igive arafris sanacvlod.


"siamovnebiT davlevdi yavas Tqveni nebarTviTo"<br />

- Zveleburad ambobda qalbatoni aisodora,<br />

Rvawlmosili, damsaxurebuli da Tavis<br />

damsaxurebaSi Rrmad darwmunebuli adamianis<br />

uSualobiT da isinic isev Zveleburad (oRond<br />

usoniod) isxdnen zRvis napirze, sayavis win,<br />

uzarmazar kunZebze da isev Zveleburad<br />

miirTmevdnen ugemur, saeWvo warmomavlobis yavasa<br />

da kidev ufro saeWvo warmomavlobis, egreT<br />

wodebul, "wvens".


zRvac Zveleburad laplapebda mzeze. Tumca,<br />

pirsidan Tu CaxedavdiT, gul-muceli amovsebuli<br />

hqonda aTasnairi sibinZuriT. lurji da wiTeli<br />

meduzebis nacvlad, axla celofanis parkebis<br />

uTvalavi jogebi irweodnen mis moyavisfromomwvano<br />

wiaRSi. rasakvirvelia, arc <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

aivanze igrZnoboda raime arsebiTi cvlileba.<br />

plastmasis mrgval magidaze Zveleburad ido<br />

gaWrili, danaCasobili sazamTro, romelsac<br />

Zveleburad exveodnen sibrazisgan<br />

fexebdagrZelebuli, germanuli droSis feri<br />

krazanebi; Suamde dayvanil boTlSic Zveleburad<br />

bzinavda Txevadi cecxli da rkinis rikulebs<br />

Sorisac Zveleburad TrTodnen ablabudis<br />

nafleTebi, buzebis ZvelisZvel gvamebianad.<br />

iqaurobas sonia aklda mxolod. ki ar aklda,<br />

yvelaze metad, aq, am aivanze igrZnoboda, sonia<br />

rom aRar arsebobda, gamqraliyo, gardaqmniliyo<br />

drois Sesaferisad. yovel SemTxvevaSi,<br />

yvelaferi, rac ase Tu ise ukavSirdeboda mis<br />

saxels, ukve mogonebad qceuliyo da aRarasodes<br />

ganmeordeboda. ukidures SemTxvevaSi, mxolod<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums SeeZlo misi mkvdreTiT aRdgena, misi<br />

gamoxmoba maxsovrobis mRvimeebidan da asedac<br />

iqceoda, ramdenadac es iyo misi mizani - warsulSi<br />

Sebruneba - xolo warsulSi Sesasvleli gza<br />

soniaTi iwyeboda da <strong>avel</strong>umic iseTive zogadi,<br />

daukonkretebeli mRelvarebiT ixsenebda<br />

soniasTan gatarebul cxovrebas, rogoriTac<br />

mzeze alaplapebul zRvas gadascqeroda Tavisi<br />

aivnidan. ase rom, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, isev<br />

erTad iyvnen isini da xan Semodgomis mzes<br />

eficxebodnen gaWyletili yurZnis suniTa da


mTvrali futkrebis bzuiliT gabruebul napirze,<br />

xan ki, imave napiridan zamTris mzeze<br />

gabrwyinebul delfinebs uyurebdnen da advilad<br />

wasaSlel kvals tovebdnen subtropikul<br />

Tovlze, vidre gacelqebuli delfinebi<br />

uzarmazari Savi borblebiviT brunavdnen<br />

aqoTqoTebul wyalSi, napiris gaswvriv, TiTqmis<br />

iqve, erTi xelis gawvdenaze... magram is sxva sonia<br />

iyo - <strong>avel</strong>umiseuli, xsovnismieri, ucvleli - da<br />

araferi esaqmeboda gamqralTan, gardaqmnilTan,<br />

romelic "uvitamino CrdiloeTSi" sakuTar<br />

qmarTan imyofeboda axla, sakuTar ojaxSi da,<br />

CvenSi rom vTqvaT, arc araferi esaqmeboda aq. is<br />

sonia ukve ganTavisuflebuliyo <strong>avel</strong>umisgan,<br />

oRond, yurmoWrili monis meSveobiT moepovebina<br />

Tavisufleba, rac sakuTari monuri bunebis<br />

gamomJRavnebaa da meti araferi, magram es<br />

srulebiTac ar SeuSlida momavalSi xels,<br />

kmayofili yofiliyo cxovrebiT, ramdenadac<br />

cxovrebiT kmayofilebac monaTa xvedria. sonias<br />

albaT Tavidanve gansxvavebuli warmodgena hqonda<br />

Tavisuflebaze, magram <strong>avel</strong>umisa ar iyos, isic<br />

yovelTvis mTeli arsebiT ibrZoda mis<br />

mosapoveblad. ufro naTlad rom vTqvaT,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis siyvaruli igive Tavisufleba iyo<br />

misTvis da, marTlac, Tvalsa da xels Sua<br />

icvleboda yoveldRiurad, sul ufro metad da<br />

metad eufleboda sakuTari Tavisadmi<br />

pativiscemis grZnoba, anu, isev Turqulad<br />

fexmorTxmuli ki ijda xolme zRvis piras, cxel<br />

silaze, da calTvalmoWutuli, cxvirSeWmuxnuli<br />

amoscqeroda <strong>avel</strong>ums laparakisas, magram


Zveleburad, mtacebeli cxoveliviT,<br />

ganuwyvetliv aRar hqonda kbilebi dakreWili<br />

saRrenad, saCxubrad, gamosanTebad, sul erTia,<br />

misi toli, umiznod mizandasaxuli gogoebi<br />

Caivlidnen gverdiT, pirSi sigaretgarWobilni da<br />

agdebulad momRimarni, Tu misi toli biWebi,<br />

utifari gulgrilobiTa da mozeime sevdiT<br />

gamomziralni. soniac imaTi CamonaWeri iyo, magram<br />

misda uneburad, misTvisac moulodnelad, ukve<br />

gamocalkevebuliyo imaTgan (upirveles yovlisa,<br />

sakuTari Rirsebis SegrZnebiT). arada, jer kidev<br />

guSin, erT-erTi uerTgulesi da umorCilesi wevri<br />

gaxldaT im inteleqtualuri jogisa, romelsac<br />

ararsebuli qmris magivrobis gawevac SeeZlo<br />

misTvis da gaqceuli mamisac; romelsac iq<br />

uTendeboda, sadac uRamdeboda da, cxovrebas<br />

daxarbebuli, pirvel rigSi, cxovrebas Telavda<br />

fexqveS (ra Tqma unda, Seugneblad); garTobas<br />

monatrebuli, araferi gamomrCeso, oflad<br />

gaRvrili, qancgawyvetili, enagadmogdebuli<br />

daZrwoda aqeT-iqiT, litfondsa da korpusebs<br />

Soris, ZiriTadad ucxoeli loTi turistebisgan<br />

SeZenili maisurebiT, SortebiT, lifebiT,<br />

flostebiT, mzis SliapebiTa da mzis saTvaleebiT<br />

morTul-mokazmuli; bunebasTan dabrunebis<br />

mowadines, Canacrebuli koconebi, Ria<br />

fexsadgilebi, nagvis zvinebi da Tevzis konservis<br />

amZaRebuli suni rCeboda gzadagza. soniac im<br />

jogis nawili iyo jer kidev guSin. imas ekuTvnoda<br />

da Seefereboda kidec, asakiTac, bunebiTac,<br />

msoflmxedvelobiTac, magram moulodneli<br />

cvlilebebis gamo (plus <strong>avel</strong>umis sijiute), ukve


SeeZlo jogis SuagulSic calke, damoukidebel<br />

arsebad aReqva Tavi da, rac mTavaria, ara rogorc<br />

farTo moxmarebisa, aramed uaRresad kerZo,<br />

uaRresac piraduli fiqris, miznis, miswrafebis,<br />

aRtacebisa Tu TanagrZnobis aRmZvrel sagans.<br />

aseTi ram arasodes ganecada iqamde da, SeiZleba<br />

iTqvas, saerTod ucxo xili iyo es misTvis, rasac<br />

arc TviTon malavda. "qali rom var, Sen<br />

Semagnebine pirvelado - gamoutyda <strong>avel</strong>ums -<br />

pirvelad Rvino rom damisxi, ise gamikvirda, ise<br />

gamixarda, ise davibeni, erTi piroba, momerida<br />

kidec Wiqis xelSi aReba, radgan iqamde, Rvinos<br />

damisxamdnen ki ara, boTlsac me maxsnevinebdnen<br />

da konservsaco". axla ki Tavad eSovna "boTlisa<br />

da konservis gamxsneli" da, yofili mona,<br />

monaTmflobelad qceuliyo. etyoba, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

siyvarulma mainc ver gamoiRo sasurveli Sedegi<br />

da manqanis gacveTili, gadagdebuli saburaviviT,<br />

rogorc ityvian, wyals mihqonda, dro-Jamis<br />

zvirTebs mihyveboda valmoxdili, bolomde<br />

gamoyenebuli, amowuruli...<br />

wamosvlis dRes, TiTqmis uTenia gavida zRvaze.<br />

wyalSi Casvla, maincdamainc, ar undoda, magram -<br />

iqneb guneba gamomikeTdeso - mainc gamoayola<br />

xels sacurao trusebi.


mavTulis Robeebi, bilikis orive mxares, Zlivs<br />

akavebdnen nestiansa da msuye simwvanes. bilikis<br />

betonis filebze jer kidev ido nami. aqa-iq<br />

lokokinis vercxlisferi kvalic bzinavda. erT<br />

lokokinas zed bilikze dasTeneboda da <strong>avel</strong>umma,<br />

cotas morCa, fexi daadga. "Zalian sworad viqcevi,<br />

parizSi rom mivdivaro" - iqezebda Tavs, radgan im<br />

wuTas arsad ar undoda wasvla. magram arc aq<br />

yofna SeeZlo. albaT, isev gamouZinari rom iyo,<br />

imitom. SeiZleba, Tavisi orbunebianobis gamoc.<br />

uZilobisgan Tvalebi CaswiTleboda. nela,<br />

uxalisod Cauara bilikis gaswvriv Carigebul<br />

cariel skamebs, lerwmis "xeivanic" gaiara da<br />

gasaxdel kabinaSi Sevida. kabinaSi<br />

dasorsolebuli, sisxliani bamba egdo da<br />

saswrafod aarida Tvali. "dauokebelia<br />

Crdiloeli qalebis swrafva zRviskeno" -<br />

gaifiqra amrezilma.


Tumca, kacma rom Tqvas, arc Camosul qalebs<br />

gaemtyunebodaT amgvari daudevroba: menstruacia,<br />

aqac da iqac, yovel Tve eqnebodaT, erTsa da imave<br />

dros, zRvis sagzurs ki weliwadSi erTxel Tu<br />

iSovnidnen, isic im SemTxvevaSi, Tuki Sin,<br />

sagzurebis ganawilebisas, umal zRvis moZule,<br />

vidre moyvaruli da amitomac zRvis moyvarulTa<br />

gamwarebis mowadine romelime egnate ar<br />

wamouxtebodaT saerTo krebaze da muSts ar<br />

daubraxunebdaT magidaze - bolos da bolos, ras<br />

gavs es, Zvirfaso amxanageboo - imitom ki ara,<br />

Tavad rom Caegdo sagzuri xelSi... rogor<br />

gekadrebaT! es ram gafiqrebinaT?! RmerTma<br />

daifaros! mterma gaZlos ocdaaTi dRe velur<br />

qarTvelebTan (ocdaoTxi, ignat ignatiC). Tundac<br />

ocdaoTxi iyos. aqac ukve beberebi gauCines<br />

Tvalebze. ignat ignatiCs mxolod samarTlianoba<br />

alaparakebs. misi coli jer masac ar danaxvebia<br />

titveli da raRa am sibereSi gauwyreba RmerTi,<br />

raRa axla wamoixdis kabas qveynis dasanaxad?!<br />

Tumca, arc esaa gamoricxuli. arsebobs<br />

mosazreba, TiTqos rus qalebs gansakuTrebiT<br />

moswondeT qarTveli kacebi da TqvenTvisac<br />

ajobebs, Tu ar aTqmevinebT, rogor iqcevian isini<br />

(rusi qalebi) iq, samxreTSi, Ria bordelSi...<br />

magram samarTlianobac arsebobs am qveyanaze.<br />

marTalia, Zveli aRaraferi moswonT, magram adre,<br />

revoluciamde, mxolod Rirseuli, ese igi, an<br />

sisxliT, an niWiT, an wodebiTa da an SeZlebiT<br />

gamorCeuli xalxi sargeblobda amgvari pativiT<br />

da yvelani Seguebulni iyvnen am ambavs. dRes ki ra<br />

gamodis?! aba, daakvirdiT. egnatesnair ganavalsac


SeuZlia isargeblos nebismieri privilegiiT.<br />

Tumca, ara! nuras ukacravad! marto egnatoba ar<br />

yofnis am saqmes. im SemTxvevaSi isargeblebs<br />

egnate, sxvebze eSmaki Tua da winaswar icis, rodis<br />

romel unitazSi moadinos tyapani. amitom, isev da<br />

isev samarTlianobis gulisTvis, wels isa da misi<br />

bebruxana wavlen zRvaze da ara isev qsenia<br />

evgenievna. Tumca, qsenia evgenievnas piradad did<br />

pativs scems, rogorc erT-erT saukeTeso<br />

redaqtors - misi damuSavebuli teqsti SegiZliaT<br />

Tamamad gauSvaT nebismier stambaSi - magram es sxva<br />

sakiTxia da araviTari kavSiri ara aqvs biWvinTis<br />

mweralTa dasasvenebel saxlTan, sadac wels,<br />

mokvdeba da aucileblad wava, gindac qsenia<br />

evgenievnam saTiTaod, Rera-Rera daiglijos Tma,<br />

xolo mas da mis meuRles stumarTmoyvare<br />

aborigenebma sufris kovziT atenon pirSi ajika da<br />

ZabriT asxan WaWis arayi. ai, ase! gTxovT, oqmSi<br />

SeitanoT Cemi nalaparakevi da ase Semdeg, da ase<br />

Semdeg...<br />

mokled, ise ar esiamovna <strong>avel</strong>ums im sisxliani<br />

bambis danaxva (romelic, advili SesaZlebelia,<br />

marTlac qsenia evgenievnas datovebuli<br />

yofiliyo), Sexsnili qamari xelaxla Seikra,<br />

sabanao trusebic isev jibeSi Caitena da kabinidan<br />

gamovida.


sonia ukve zRvaSi iyo. dilis namiT jer kidev<br />

svelsa da cariel pliaJze marto misi rezinis<br />

flostebi eyara (rogorc marilSi gamoyvanili da<br />

sibrtyeze gaWrili Tevzis orive naxevari), marto<br />

misi sarafani egdo da <strong>avel</strong>ums, ratomRac, isev<br />

Seecoda sonia. sonia ki tivtivamde micurebuliyo<br />

ukve da iqidan uqnevda xels - wyalburTeliviT,<br />

lamazad amoeSvira wylidan grZeli, qaTqaTa<br />

mklavi. <strong>avel</strong>umi, Cveulebisamebr, jibeebSi<br />

xelebCawyobili idga zRvis napiras da<br />

warbebSeWmuxnuli gahyurebda zRvas. saxeze<br />

bubuniT exeoda susxiani, magram ukve<br />

siTbogareuli niavi. sasuleSic zRvis niaviviT<br />

uRitinebda am Cvenebisgan aRZruli sixarulisa Tu<br />

sinanulis gaorebuli grZnoba, Tumca, ar icoda da<br />

arc cdilobda gaerkvia, ra uxaroda, an ra<br />

enaneboda im wuTas. ubralod, zRvis napirze idga,<br />

jibeebSi xelebCawyobili gahyurebda zRvas da<br />

mTel dedamiwaze marto man icoda, sonia rom iyo<br />

zRvis ukacur zedapirze Savad mbzinavi<br />

erTaderTi patara laqa.<br />

meore dRes ukve Tbilisidan daureka sonias da<br />

roca is dafeTebuli movarda telefonTan (albaT<br />

deda egona da, etyoba, erTi suli hqonda rodis<br />

Seityobda misgan biWvinTis axal ambebs), mSvidad<br />

uTxra: marTali xar, kargad moiqeci, rom<br />

gaTxovdio.


parizSi, rasakvirvelia, moskovidan gafrinda -<br />

satusaRos mTavari da yvelaze "iwro" karibWis<br />

gavliT. masze rom yofiliyo damokidebuli, erTi<br />

aeroportidan (vnukovodan) pirdapir meore<br />

aeroportSi (Seremetievoze) wavidoda, magram<br />

erTi-ori dRe mainc mouwia iq gaCereba -<br />

safrangeTis saelCosTan imodena rigi daxvda,<br />

gulze Semoeyara - vidre vizis saqmes moagvarebda,<br />

Tavisuflad SeiZleboda, TviTmfrinavis Zlivs<br />

naSovni bileTic dasabrunebeli gaxdomoda. ase<br />

rom, verc amjerad Seityo, rodis SeiTria, rodis<br />

Seisruta, rodis Seiwova didi qalaqis bnelma<br />

wiaRma (risic Zalian eSinoda) da rodis minebda<br />

Tavad aqauri cxovrebis "wyalqveSa dinebebs" (rac<br />

srulebiTac ar iyo masze damokidebuli).<br />

saelCodan mobrunebuls, sastumros restoranSi,<br />

sadac adre, sastumroSi macxovrebelTa karidan<br />

Semosuls, klientebis Tvals mofarebuli<br />

oficiantebi Tavaziani RimiliT aedevnebodnen<br />

xolme, rogorc qaTmebi - sakenkiT xeldamZimebul<br />

patrons, iseTi "antrikoti" aWames axla, ZaRls ar<br />

eWmeoda da isic iZulebuli Seiqna, isev sasmels<br />

misZaleboda. magram adgilobriv qarxanaSi<br />

adgilobrivi teqnologiiT Camosxmuli<br />

"vazisubani" (sxva araviTari sasmeli ar iSoveboda<br />

stadionisxela restoranSi), aSkarad ar<br />

gamodgeboda simartovis megobrad - gunebas ki ar<br />

ukeTebda, ki ar amxnevebda, rogorc keTilSobil<br />

sasmels moeTxoveba saerTod, aognebda,<br />

aClungebda arasworad miRebuli wamaliviT.<br />

mokled, sadilic moTavda da vaxSamic, is ki mainc<br />

jiutad erkineboda mJave, wyalwyala sasmels,


kidev ufro daTrgunuli da dayruebuli,<br />

sayelogaReRili, mklavebdakapiwebuli<br />

orkestris moulodneli gamoxdomebiT.<br />

oficiantebis axalma brigadam yvelaferi TvliT<br />

Caibara Zvelisagan - magidac, skamic, TefSic,<br />

Wiqac, dana-Cangalic, samarilec, sapilpilec,<br />

samdogvec, saferflec - da mxolod misi<br />

gadabareba gajanjlda ratomRac - "gavides da<br />

Tavidan Semovideso" - uazrod aiCema axalma<br />

oficiantma da ise axlos miitana es ambavi gulTan,<br />

wyalic ki daalevines dasamSvideblad. magram,<br />

etyoba, TviTonac ar icoda (ver ambobda), ratom<br />

iCenda amgvar principulobas. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki yursac<br />

ar ibertyavda, ucxoeliviT ijda (ucxoeTis<br />

pasporti edo jibeSi) da, gegonebodaT, arc esmis<br />

da arc ainteresebs ra xdeba mis garSemoo.<br />

oficianti, ra Tqma unda, ecodeboda da ukve isic<br />

icoda, dadgenilze mets rom dautovebda<br />

"momsaxurebaSi", magram TanagrZnobiT mainc ver<br />

imsWvaleboda mis mimarT, isev da isev, misi<br />

ugunuri, uazro principulobis gamo.


saerTod, rogorc <strong>avel</strong>umi dahkvirvebia,<br />

moskoveli wvrilfexa mosamsaxureebis sakmaod<br />

didi nawili TiTqos valdebulad Tvlis Tavs, rac<br />

SeiZleba umokles droSi Seajavros Camosul kacs<br />

Tavisi qalaqi, riTac fulTan erTad, garkveul<br />

siamovnebasac iRebs Tavad. arada, TiTqos piriqiT<br />

unda iqceodes, ramdenadac misi Semosavlis wyaro<br />

ZiriTadad Camosuli xalxia da sakmaod kargadac<br />

cxovrobs maTi wyalobiT. magram es, erTi<br />

SexedviT, TiTqos araswori saqcieli, mxolod<br />

briyvisTvis da saqmeSi Rrmad Cauxedavi kacisTvis<br />

SeiZleba iyos araswori saqcieli; anda imaTTvis,<br />

visac sabWouri imperia mxolod ambad gaugia.<br />

sabWour imperiaSi mxolod dauwereli kanonebi<br />

moqmedeben da am kanonTa Semqmnelica da<br />

aRmasrulebelic Tavad sabWoTa xalxia. xolo,<br />

raki dauwereli kanonis ZaliT, imperiis yvela<br />

moqalaqe valdebulia, adre Tu gvian, piradad<br />

igemos "moskovuri siameni", Zalauneburad da<br />

savsebiT samarTlianadac, yvelaferi am erT<br />

qalaqSia Tavmoyrili, rac ki adamians SeiZleba<br />

rodisme dasWirdes, kvebis produqti iqneba es,<br />

samrewvelo saqoneli Tu sulieri sazrdo. amitom,<br />

buasili gawuxebs Tu uTeatroba, keTili inebe da<br />

xarjic gaiRe, anu meti gadaixade, vidre Sin<br />

gadaixdidi, Tuki Sin geyoleboda buasilis<br />

eqimica da saxelovani, xelisuflebisgan<br />

dafasebuli xelovanic. ase rom, aqauri<br />

mosamsaxure personalis utifroba da uxiagoba ki<br />

ar afrTxobs klients (sxvagan sad wava?!), aramed<br />

kidev ufro zrdis mis "wveladobas". imperiis<br />

sxvadasxva kuTxidan CamosulTaTvis aq<br />

gansakuTrebuli tarific ki arsebobs, sadac


mecnieruli sizustiT, ara marto ama Tu im kuTxis<br />

ekonomiuri mdgomareobaa gaTvaliswinebuli,<br />

aramed iqaurebis kulturul-zneobrivi<br />

monacemebic. magaliTad, am tarifis mixedviT,<br />

yvelaze Zviri qarTvels ujdeba moskovSi<br />

cxovreba, ramdenadac aqauri momsaxure<br />

personalis (da ara marto maTi) TvalsazrisiT,<br />

qarTveli araTu sxvaze mdidaria (Rvino, Cai,<br />

citrusi), aramed - sxvaze sulelic. magram raki<br />

amdeni ici da mainc Camodixar am qalaqSi (Tundac<br />

iZulebiT), aRarc Civilsa aqvs azri.<br />

bolos isev metrdotelma Caawynara yvelaferi.<br />

"rac SekveTili aqvs, gvinda-ar gvinda, unda<br />

movutanoT, axali SekveTa ki, SegiZlia, ar miiRoo"<br />

- situaciac ganumarta da samoqmedo gegmac<br />

dausaxa marTla qaTamiviT dabneulsa da<br />

aforiaqebul qveSevrdoms. axali daxveuli Tma<br />

ucxo sxeuliviT edo Tavze da, TiTqos amis gamo,<br />

laparakisas, mxolod vertikalurad amoZravebda<br />

Tavs, saTamaSo budasaviT.


amis mere isev rom gamoerkva <strong>avel</strong>umi, ukve taqsSi<br />

ijda, sruliad marto, da aSkarad mZRols<br />

elodeboda, Tumca ar icoda, aRar axsovda, rodis<br />

an ra saqmeze gadasuliyo is manqanidan. mricxveli<br />

ki CarTuli daetovebina, radgan <strong>avel</strong>umi, vidre<br />

sabolood gamoerkveoda, Rrmad iyo<br />

darwmunebuli, daqanculi Tu dasicxuli ZaRli<br />

qaqanebs Cems fexebTano. sabednierod, mZRoli<br />

male dabrunda. vidre kars Semoiketavda, iqamde<br />

Caugdo <strong>avel</strong>ums kalTaSi kriala, mZimed grili<br />

boTli da hkiTxa: axla saiTo. <strong>avel</strong>umsac es<br />

ainteresebda swored, ar icoda, saidan mosuliyo<br />

aq, an saiT apirebda aqedan wasvlas. "erTs vambobT<br />

da meores vakeTebTo" - uTxra ufro sakuTar Tavs,<br />

vidre mZRols da manqanidan gadmovida. undoda,<br />

fulTan erTad, boTlic daetovebina<br />

mZRolisTvis, magram bolo wuTas, ratomRac,<br />

moerida. gamonelebuli sasmelisgan Tavi<br />

uskdeboda. pirSi saSrobi qaRaldi hqonda TiTqos<br />

Cafenili. aryis boTli kidev ufro umZafrebda am<br />

mtanjvel SegrZnebas, da mainc, usaqmuri da<br />

udardeli kaciviT, alalbedze miuyveboda ukacur<br />

quCas, anda prospeqts, romelic Tavisuflad<br />

SeiZleboda leninisac yofiliyo da kutuzovisac.<br />

isic Zneli gasarkvevi iyo, Tendeboda Tu<br />

Ramdeboda. magram <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis arc amas hqonda<br />

raime mniSvneloba, erTi ylupi wyali undoda<br />

mxolod da morCilad, moTminebiT miyveboda brma<br />

gumans, vidre marTla ar gadaawyda miwisqveSa<br />

sapirfareSos. kibe swrafad Cairbina da<br />

ramdenjerme zedized gamoirecxa piri.<br />

sapirfareSos meTvalyure dedabers rezinis


Ceqmebi ecva, rezinisave winsafari ekeTa bambaziis<br />

xalaTze da mowyenili ijda patara magidasTan,<br />

romelzedac saeWvo sisufTavis, oTxkuTxa naWris<br />

xelsaxocebis dasta ido da xurda fuli eyara.<br />

TiTqos ki ar msaxurobda aq, Tavs afarebda,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisTana gzaabneul gamkiTxavTa molodinSi.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma sammaneTiani daagdo magidaze, xelebi ki<br />

sakuTari cxvirsaxociT SeimSrala. "didi<br />

madlobeli varo" - Tqva dedaberma da sammaneTiani<br />

rezinis winsafris qveS Seacura. <strong>avel</strong>umi ukve<br />

sanaxevrod asuli iyo kibeze, magram ukanve<br />

Camobrunda da aryis boTli magidis kideze<br />

Camodga.


mokled, moskovSi gatarebuli ori dRis Semdeg,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums ukve enatreboda Tavisi marad tanjuli,<br />

RmerTisganac da kacisganac abuCad agdebuli<br />

qalaqi, magram jer ver dabrundeboda Sin, jer<br />

wesierad arc iyo wasuli, jer kedels aqeT idga<br />

isev da vidre sabolood gaaRwevda aqedan, erTxel<br />

kidev unda gaeZlo axalgazrda damwyebi Cekistis<br />

gamWoli mzerisTvis, SuSis jixurSi rom CaesvaT<br />

homo sapiensis iSviaT saxeobasaviT, da sxartad,<br />

Seuferxeblad epasuxa imis SekiTxvebze,<br />

eRiarebina, gnebavT, daedasturebina Tavisi<br />

vinaoba, adgil-samyoflis zusti misamarTi, ra<br />

mizniT (ra uflebiT) tovebda cixes da sad (ufro<br />

ki ratom) midioda ukeTes adgilas. raRa kosmiuri<br />

xomaldidan kosmonavtis gasvla sivrceSi da raRa<br />

sabWoeTidan rigiTi sabWoelisa - sazRvargareT.<br />

magram orives SeuZlia mSvidad iyos, kosmonavtsac<br />

da rigiT sabWoelsac, radgan orive saimedo<br />

trosiTaa gamobmuli mSobliur ideologias da<br />

rogorc ar unda gaabruos, gaabriyvos sivrcis<br />

usasrulobam, ukan dabruneba orives<br />

garantirebuli aqvs, cocxali Tu mkvdari, erTi<br />

mainc Tavis xomalds, meore ki Tavis ojaxs<br />

daubrundeba...


saerTaSoriso aeroportis gaidumalebulma<br />

facafucma Soreuli axalgazrdoba gaaxsena - aq<br />

xvdeboda fransuazas - Tumca maSindeli<br />

aeroporti axlandelis erT kuTxeSic<br />

moTavsdeboda mTlianad. magram mainc sadRac aq, am<br />

sivrceSi Relavda da itanjeboda xolme<br />

fransuazas molodinSi. mwarec bevri axsovs da<br />

tkbilic. sadRac aq gaimarTa misi da koliaklodis<br />

"duelic". erTi wamiT, TvalnaTliv<br />

dainaxa kidec, rogor sxedan isa da kolia-klodi<br />

patara magidasTan erTmaneTis pirispir da TiTqos<br />

mis gasaRizianeblad, rogor lokavs koliaklodis<br />

wiTeli ena kovzis vercxlisfer mucels.<br />

magram axla mogonebebis dro aRar iyo - jer<br />

mSvidobianad unda gaeRwia aqedan da isic,<br />

gulafrialebuli, ybadaZabuli daiZra<br />

ukanaskneli mijnisken...


da ai, TvaldaxuWuli miwolila TviTmfrinavis<br />

savarZelze. ver gaigebT, sZinavs Tu, TanamgzavrTa<br />

dasanaxad, Tavs imZinarebs. esec Tavdacvis<br />

erTgvari xerxia, SeiZleba gulubryvilo, magram<br />

sakmaod efeqturi: xom xedavT, mZinavs. xoda,<br />

keTili inebeT da, nurc SemexebiT, nurc rames<br />

mkiTxavT. gaZeliT rogorme uCemod, erTi-ori<br />

saaTi mainc. gazeTebi Tu gnebavT (uceb<br />

gardaqmnili, ZaliT gadaxalisebuli,<br />

saxelgadarqmeuli, magram mainc Zveleburad<br />

sainteresod uintereso gazeTebi), SegiZliaT<br />

daukiTxavad amoiRoT savarZlis badidan. miT<br />

ufro rom, es Cemi ar aris. mec aq damxvda. magram,<br />

Tqvengan gansxvavebiT, me maTi gadafurcvlis<br />

survilic ar gamCenia. ori saaTiTac rom mowydes<br />

kaci miwas, esec didi ambavia Cvens droSi, esec<br />

raRacas niSnavs, raRacas ki ara, bevrs niSnavs,<br />

Zalian bevrs. bolos da bolos, SeiZleba<br />

romelime ubedurebas mainc gadarCe - an<br />

miwisZvras, an wyaldidobas, an qariSxals, mewyers,<br />

xanZars, gaZarcvas, gaupatiurebas, motacebas,<br />

mkvlelobas, ajanyebas, revolucias, oms - rac<br />

cvalebadi TanmimdevrobiT, anda sulac<br />

erTdroulad xdeba miwaze yovel or saaTSi.<br />

magram, samwuxarod, yvelaferi miwieri caSic<br />

inarCunebs Zalasa da uflebas. is ki ara, albaT<br />

kidev ufro mZafri, ufro sagrZnobi, ufro<br />

xelSesaxebi, anu, kidev ufro Seni xdeba,<br />

maincdamainc, Seni, Sens gamo da Seni gulisTvis<br />

gaCenili, Seqmnili, Cadenili, momxdari. Tuki<br />

miwaze cota xniT mainc moityuebdi Tavs, es me ar<br />

mexebao, caSi verafriT ver SesZleb igives - caSi


yvelaferi Sen gexeba, maincdamainc, Sen, radgan<br />

caSi miwac saerToa, ganuyofeli da sadac ar unda<br />

dajdes Seni TviTmfrinavi, vis kuTvnil<br />

teritoriazec ar unda daezanyos ukana borbliT,<br />

mainc erTnairad mogefoneba guls. caSi isic Seni<br />

sadardelia, rasac miwaze araviTari mniSvneloba<br />

ara aqvs SenTvis. magaliTad, ratom ar qreba<br />

amdenxans eleqtrotablo - no smoking. kurit<br />

zapreSaetsa - ki magram, rodemde? gana naxevari<br />

saaTi ar gavida, rac avfrindiT?! aseve<br />

gainteresebs, ratom gamovida kabinidan erT-erTi<br />

mfrinavi da ratom gaixeda iluminatorSi. Zravis<br />

xmas TiTqos arauSavs. es ZagZagic Rrublebis<br />

bralia mxolod. stiuardesebi ki albaT<br />

sadilisTvis emzadebian da imitom ar Canan.<br />

sazRvargareTis reisebze sadils albaT jer<br />

kidev arigeben. marto sabWoelebi xom ar sxedan<br />

TviTmfrinavSi?! <strong>avel</strong>ums erTi mfrinavis norma<br />

Sesrulebuli aqvs, naxevari sicocxle caSia<br />

gamokiduli. ra ar Sexvedria, ra ar gadaxdenia<br />

Tavs, akrZaluli bednierebis Sesaxvedrad<br />

gafrenils. bunebaSi ar arsebobda misi<br />

gamCerebeli Zala. axla ki akrZaluli bednierebis<br />

molodini autanel tkivilad qcevia, sadRac,<br />

guliskovzTan gasCxeria da ukve gzamoWrili, ukve<br />

liTonis uzarmazar mfrinav sxeulSi<br />

Camwyvdeuli, mxolod da mxolod, mouSorebeli,<br />

avi winaTgrZnobis dasanaxad, aTasnairad<br />

atrialebs gunebaSi Tavissave Sekowiwebul imeds,<br />

aTamaSebs sakuTari nasunTqiT gaberili buStiviT<br />

uwonos, ufesvos, usafuZvlos - yvelaferi kargad<br />

iqneba! marTalia, Tavisufal samyaroSi pirvelad


ar gadioda, ufro sworad, meored gadioda ukve,<br />

magram axla ufro Relavda, vidre pirvelad.<br />

SeiZleba iTqvas, araferi hqonda saerTo mis<br />

amJamindel mRelvarebas pirvel mRelvarebasTan.<br />

pirveli mRelvareba bunebrivi iyo da, amdenad,<br />

asatanic, gasagebic, misaRebic. rasakvirvelia,<br />

isic aTasnairi fiqris, eWvis, varaudis, imedis,<br />

grZnobis nazavs warmoadgenda, magram yvelaze<br />

didi adgili am nazavSi mainc cnobismoyvareobas<br />

eWira - ainteresebda, saidan gamorboda fransuaza<br />

masTan, sad ver Zlebda uimisod, sad iSva, sad<br />

izrdeboda misi ukanono Svili, rogor<br />

gamoiyureboda sinamdvileSi da bolos, rogor<br />

Sexvdebodnen erTmaneTs isini - ukanononi. es iyo<br />

maSin mTavari safiqralica da sawuxaric, magram<br />

axla, Tuki samyaro marTla apirebda gardaqmnas,<br />

Tanac ukeTesobisken, bevri ram, rac <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

cxovrebas azrsa da mniSvnelobas aniWebda, xolo<br />

Tavad <strong>avel</strong>ums wamebulis SaravandedSi xvevda,<br />

SeiZleboda, sul sxva saxiT warmoCeniliyo uceb<br />

(Tu ukve ar iyo warmoCenili). magaliTad, Tuki<br />

adre ukanono Svilis arcnoba, araRiareba<br />

iZulebiT gadadgmul nabijad, politikuri<br />

mosazrebiT ganpirobebul saqcielad aRiqmeboda<br />

misganac da am sakiTxiT dainteresebuli<br />

xalxisganac, ramdenadac cnoba da aRiareba<br />

erTnairad saxifaTo iyo, rogorc ukanono<br />

mamisTvis (ucxoelebTan naTesaoba), iseve ukanono<br />

SvilisTvisac (sabWoelebTan naTesaoba), axla<br />

Cveulebriv salaxanobad Tu ara, zneobriv<br />

silaCred namdvilad CaiTvleboda da, pirvel<br />

rigSi, misganve. Tumca, meore mxriv, gardaqmnis,


ganaxlebis sanatreli niavis pirvelsave<br />

wamoqrolvaze, ise iolad gacamtverda <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

nafiqralica da namoRvawaric, rasac wlebis<br />

ganmavlobaSi sakuTari RviZliT kvebavda<br />

simartovis kldeze mijaWvuli, araTu ukanonom,<br />

kanonierma Svilmac aRar indoma misi mamoba, roca<br />

jer kidev guSin, aRorZinebuli, galaRebuli<br />

monobis Jams, araferi eguleboda ufro sando da<br />

saimedo, Rirsebisa da meobis SesanarCuneblad;<br />

ara marto moswonda amiT Tavi, aramed uflebasac<br />

aZlevda Tavs, kriWaSi Casdgomoda cxovrebas,<br />

kuTxeSi ki ar mjdariyo iatakze, sapyariviT,<br />

aramed sxvaTa umweoba, sxvaTa uZlureba daegmo da<br />

Seerisxa. moulodnelad icvalnen droni da<br />

Tundac marto amitom, gasarkvevic bevri iyo da<br />

asaRelvebelic. isic ikvlevda da Relavda,<br />

savarZlis sazurgeze miwolili da mZinaresaviT<br />

TvaldaxuWuli.


cxovelebsa da frinvelebs "siyvarulis" Jami<br />

rom daudgebaT, iseT gniass da aliaqoTs astexen<br />

xolme, meored mosvla egoneba kacs. aris erTi<br />

kriaxi, ymuili, frTebis baTquni da kbilTa<br />

RrWiali, ramdenadac isinic bunebis gaCenilni<br />

arian da uerTmaneTod gaZleba ar SeuZliaT.<br />

magram imave bunebisgan gamoyolili "sazrianoba"<br />

aiZulebT (Cvengan, adamianebisgan gansxvavebiT),<br />

ufro TavSekavebulni iyvnen da sanam vnebas<br />

miecemodnen, iqamde gaarkvion, ramdenad<br />

mizanSewonili iqneba maTi erT bunagSi, anda erT<br />

budeSi cxovreba. es winaswari "gacnoba" xSirad<br />

kraxiT mTavrdeba da mamlis daJinebul Zaxilze<br />

mofrenili dedali, an xvadis ymuilze<br />

moZunZulebuli Zukna, ukanve gabrundeba xolme,<br />

uarafrod, raki undobloba gadaulaxavi rCeba,<br />

raki orive rwmundeba, erTmaneTs "ver Seewyobian",<br />

ar gamoadgebian "cxovrebis Tanamgzavrad" da<br />

isedac xanmokle cxovrebis gamwarebas,<br />

gauTavebel Rrenasa da Cxavils, amjobineben<br />

Tavidanve ar SeuRldnen, vidre mere daitanjon.<br />

adamianebs ki piriqiT emarTebaT: daufiqreblad<br />

nebdebian vnebas da mere aTasnairi tkivilis,<br />

Seuracxyofis, gaWirvebis, eldisa da SiSis<br />

gadatana uxdebaT daufiqreblad Seqmnilis<br />

SesanarCuneblad anda mosaSoreblad,<br />

gadasarCenad anda dasaRupad. ufro sworad,<br />

mogvianebiT, dagvianebiT cdiloben ganusjelad<br />

Cadenilis gansjas, anu, axla ukve gonebas ayeneben<br />

gulze maRla, riTac, mxolod da mxolod,<br />

borotebas sCadian, rogorc sakuTari Tavis, iseve<br />

gangebis ZaliT maTTan dawyvilebuli meore


adamianis mimarT. gansja, igive "sazrianoba",<br />

marTalia, xels uwyobs nebismier cocxal arsebas<br />

da maT Soris adamiansac, keTilsindisierad<br />

aRasrulos bunebisgan dakisrebuli movaleoba -<br />

Seqmnas msgavsi - magram adamians, pirvel rigSi,<br />

siyvaruls ukrZalavs da aiZulebs yvelanairad<br />

daupirispirdes sulierTa samyaroSi mis<br />

gamosarCev grZnobas, misi gansakuTrebulobis<br />

gvirgvins, ramdenadac, Tuki rames avaldebulebs<br />

siyvaruli mas, mxolod da mxolod, sakuTari<br />

pirovnebis Seqmnas, da Tuki rameSi exmareba,<br />

mxolod da mxolod, sakuTari saxis gamoZerwvaSi.<br />

ase rom, <strong>avel</strong>umisa da fransuazas es Sexvedra<br />

(Tuki, ra Tqma unda, TviTmfrinavi mSvidobiT<br />

daubrundeboda miwas), SeiZleboda, wina<br />

Sexvedrebis erTgvarad Semajamebeli Sexvedrac<br />

yofiliyo da, rac mTavaria, imis dadasturebac,<br />

miuxedavad yvelafrisa, oriveni isev<br />

safuZvlianad rom ekidnen siyvarulis kauWze da<br />

kvlavac mzad iyvnen, mTeli qveynis dasanaxad<br />

efarTxalaT ase, albaT sulis amoxdomamdec,<br />

Tuki, rasakvirvelia, ufro sazriani ar gaxdeboda<br />

iqamde erT-erTi maTgani mainc, vTqvaT, turis anda<br />

yanCis msgavsad, da ar Seecdeboda kauWis<br />

moSorebas, Tundac sakuTari xorcis sisxliani<br />

nafleTebis fasad, kauWs rom unda Seatovos<br />

ganTavisuflebis SemTxvevaSi, rac, samwuxarod,<br />

TiTqmis garduvali, dakanonebuli dasasrulia im<br />

diadi grZnobisa, romliTac adamiani gamoirCeva<br />

yvela sxva sulieri arsebisgan da romelic yvela<br />

sxva sulier arsebaze "dabla" ayenebs mas swored<br />

am grZnobis arapraqtikulobis gamo.


- cudad xom ara xarT? - hkiTxa uceb stiuardesam.<br />

- cudad?! - daaWyita Tvalebi <strong>avel</strong>umma - ratom<br />

unda viyo cudad? - mogonili gaocebiT Seubruna<br />

kiTxva gulisxmier stiuardesas.<br />

cudad rom iyo, TviTonac icoda, magram aRar<br />

axsovda - saerTaSoriso aeroportis daZabulobam<br />

da nerviulobam daaviwya. ra Tqma unda, cudad iyo.<br />

guSindlidan verafers ylapavda, Caisa da<br />

mineraluri wylis mets. guSin, sadilze, Caido Tu<br />

ara pirSi lukma, maSinve igrZno, maSinve mixvda,<br />

ver Caylapavda. gakvirvebuli, Semcbari da<br />

uaresad agangaSebuli, amaod acodvilebda<br />

lukmas, verc Caeylapa da verc gamoeRo piridan -<br />

magidasTan, mis garda, kidev samni isxdnen da Tanac<br />

misTvis sruliad ucnobi adamianebi - daZabuli<br />

ijda da, Sublze simwris oflgadamskdari,<br />

undilad icoxneboda, bagaze dabmul ZroxasaviT.<br />

bolos, sxva rom veraferi moifiqra ukeTesi,<br />

jibidan cxvirsaxoci amoiRo da ise aifara pirze,<br />

viTom cxviric moexoca da eniT gadmogdebuli<br />

lukmac sxvaTa SeumCnevlad gaexvia Sig.<br />

cxvirsaxoci, lukmianad, jibeSi rom Caabruna,<br />

mereRa damSvidda cotaTi. samagierod, misma<br />

barZayma usiamod igrZno maSinve, rogor gamoJona<br />

qsovilSi lukmis sisvelem.<br />

restornidan pirdapir sastumros eqims miaSura<br />

da imis damsaxurebacaa, Sin rom ar dabrunda,<br />

mainc rom gabeda amxela gzaze wamosvla<br />

saylapavgadaketilma.


sastumros eqimma yavis finjnidan amoRebuli<br />

kovzi mTeli ZaliT daaWira enaze da magidis<br />

naTura CaanaTa xaxaSi. is ki, margalitis<br />

mosapoveblad fskerze CaSvebuli veluriviT,<br />

jiutad ikavebda sunTqvas da TvaldaWyetili,<br />

enagadmogdebuli, sakuTar barZayebs frCxilebiT<br />

Cafrenili, SiSiT elodeboda wamozidebas. bedad,<br />

swored am dros, derefanSi, eqimis kabinetis win,<br />

qarTvelebma Caiares. etyoba, deda-Svili iyo,<br />

Tumca, marto qali laparakobda: "amisTvis<br />

gamogiSviT, nena, moskovSi? qurdobas iqac<br />

iswavlidi, nena". sastumros eqimma kovzi isev yavis<br />

daclil finjanSi Caagdo, magidis naTura<br />

magidaze daabruna, xelebi gaiferTxa da Tqva:<br />

laringologi ara var, magram sanaZleos dagideb,<br />

araferi gWirs, qronikuli kataris metio.<br />

- buxris miliviT gaqvs yeli. etyoba, bevrs ewevi -<br />

gaicina ugulod.<br />

- veweodi - daazusta <strong>avel</strong>umma, viTom, esec xom<br />

raRacas niSnavso.


- Casaylapi iyos Torem, rogorme CavylapavT -<br />

daamSvida sastumros eqimma - sxvaTa Soris,<br />

marilwyali mogixdeba - moayola seriozulad -<br />

onkanis Cveulebrivi wyali, erTi Cais Wiqa, da<br />

Cveulebrivi sufris marili, erTi Cais kovzi.<br />

yvelgan iSoveba. bufetSi Txove da mogcemen.<br />

wyali anaduRari sjobs, dizinteriis Cxirebi rom<br />

ar SevayoloT. oRond - Tbili. cxeli sasas<br />

dagiTuTqavs. amdens SeniTac mixvdebi albaT.<br />

kbilebsac mouxdeba. babuaCemma ar icoda ra iyo<br />

kbilis pasta. daawebda TiTs marilze da ixexavda,<br />

ixexavda mTeli dRe, TvaldaxuWuli. samagierod,<br />

yvela kbili saflavSi Caiyola, Tanac yvela saRi.<br />

- didi madloba - wamoscda <strong>avel</strong>ums, radgan jer<br />

kidev ver gadaewyvita (da Zalianac itanjeboda<br />

amis gamo), rogor gadaexada madloba, anu,<br />

daetovebina Tu ara fuli eqimisTvis.<br />

- arafris, arafris, - Seifera sastumros eqimma. -<br />

ra xdeba TqvenTan? marTla xocavT rusebs? -<br />

gauSinaurda bolomde.<br />

- yvelas ara - gaiRima <strong>avel</strong>umma.


magram saylapavi mili aSkarad Wirveulobda.<br />

yovel SemTxvevaSi, aSkarad cdilobda Tavisi<br />

erTaderTi movaleobisaTvis Tavis aridebas,<br />

rasac amdeni xani, araTu uyoymanod da uRalatod,<br />

Tqven warmoidgineT, siamovnebiTac asrulebda.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi didi mWameli arasodes yofila, magram<br />

gemrielad Sekmazuli da lamazad morTmeuli<br />

saWmeli namdvilad uyvarda. Tumca, isa da<br />

fransuaza SuaRamiTac wamocvenilan loginidan<br />

dediSobilebi da samzareulos civ iatakze fexis<br />

ganuwyveteli monacvleobiT, sadilis monarCeni<br />

civi xorcic madianad miurTmeviaT, anu, mgluri<br />

mouTmenlobiT dauglejiaT, oRond, TavisTavad<br />

cxadia, franguli mdogvisa da bulgaruli Savi<br />

Rvinis (gamza, kaberne, bikaveri - rac maSindel<br />

moskovSi iSoveboda) daxmarebiT.<br />

- Tu gnebavT, wyals mogitanT - ar moeSva<br />

stiuardesa.<br />

- ara. madlobT - zrdilobianad moiSora<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma. "icis vin var. isic icis, sad mivdivar,<br />

visTan" - gaagrZela gunebaSi, amgvari<br />

mgzavrobebis dros, marad misi Tanamdevi fiqri.


magram vidre stiuardesa Tavze edga, veRarc<br />

Tvali daxuWa. ratomRac moerida. es igive<br />

iqneboda, misamarTSeSlili kacisaTvis cxvirwin<br />

miejaxunebina kari. gasakviri da gasabrazebeli ki<br />

namdvilad araferi iyo. imperiis TviTmfrinavi<br />

igive imperiaa. imperiis modelia. imperia caSic<br />

imperiaa da savsebiT bunebrivia, Tuki imperiis<br />

qveSevrdomebze TvalTvali caSic grZeldeba. es<br />

sandomiani rusi gogonac imperiis stiuardesaa da<br />

keTilsindisierad asrulebs Tavis movaleobas<br />

(<strong>avel</strong>umis saylapavi milisagan gansxvavebiT) -<br />

moCvenebiTi TavazianobiT, guliTadobiTa da<br />

gulisxmierebiT ise gagabruebs, ise<br />

gamogaSterebs, rogorc gadamfren ixvs<br />

damsvenebeli literatorisa Tu misi ojaxobis<br />

droebiTi, TavSesaqcevi, sezonuri saTnoeba da<br />

mere - cap - maSinve enis wverze Cagafrindeba,<br />

rogorc ki wamogcdeba, rogorc ki aRiareb, cudad<br />

varo. ratom xar cudad? Tu cudad xar, ratom Sin<br />

ar daetevi? saCivlelad midixar Tu samkurnalod?<br />

Cven vixadoT Seni mkurnalobis xarjebi? magram<br />

TviTonac rom ar eloda, ise esiamovna <strong>avel</strong>ums es<br />

ZvelisZveli, fransuazas nasaxsovrebi, ukve<br />

aTasjer gancdili da gadatanili eWvica da SiSic.<br />

SeiZleba sinamdvileSi, aravin arafrad agdebda,<br />

aravis ainteresebda misi asaval-dasavali, magram,<br />

etyoba, Tavad jer kidev erCoda guli, raki aq<br />

ijda, raki swored axla, am meored mosvlis Jams,<br />

siyvarulis samsaxurSi idga isev. "mainc<br />

mivfrinavo" - gaifiqra saTakilo siamayiT. "imitom<br />

rom, asea saWiroo" - maSinve imarTla Tavi viRacis<br />

winaSe. "me mizans vemsaxurebodi da ara survilso"


- daamata mRelvare sidinjiT, TiTqos saboloo<br />

sityvas ambobda sasamarTloze. vinc survils<br />

ahyva, Camovarda kidec, sakuTari sisxliT<br />

gadawiTlebul lodebze gdia, daCexildaCeCqvili.<br />

maT Soris misi Svilicaa, ufro<br />

zustad, Svilebi - kanonierica da ukanonoc - erTi<br />

Tavisuflebis ufskrulebSi gadaCexa Tavisi<br />

gulis qarafidan, rogorc... rogorc dedalusma<br />

gadaCexa diswuli aTenis akropolidan<br />

ukvdavebaSi. meores ki gafrenis Jini gauRviva<br />

gauTavebeli qadagebebiT, rogorc melania ambobs<br />

xolme, arc mTlad usamarTlod, laparaklaparakiT<br />

Seaba xelovnuri frTebi jer kidev<br />

sust mklavebze da, ra Tqma unda, isic<br />

gafrindeboda. tankze Sextoma igive gafrenaa,<br />

xolo erTxel ukve gadagdebuli droSa igive<br />

xelovnuri frTaa, romelic, TavisTavad cxadia,<br />

didxans ver gagaCerebs haerSi. "damnaSave var.<br />

vaRiareb. vinanieb" - rogorc iqna, moaTava Tavisi<br />

mRelvare monologi gunebaSi da Tamamad,<br />

garkveuli interesiTac moaTvaliera saloni.<br />

mgzavrTa umravlesobas eZina, anda, misi ar iyos,<br />

Tavs imZinarebda. yvelani sakuTar fiqrebsa da<br />

SiSebSi iyvnen Camyudrovebulni da esec esiamovna,<br />

esiamovna TanamgzavrTa uyuradReboba da<br />

gulgriloba. rac ufro SeumCneveli darCeboda<br />

maTTvis, miT ukeTesi, misi erTaderTi mizani<br />

fransuazasTan Sexvedra iyo da yvelaferi unda<br />

eRona, yvelaferi unda aetana fransuazamde<br />

misaRwevad. upirveles yovlisa, simSvide unda<br />

SeenarCunebina bolomde da aRar ahyoloda verag,<br />

daundobel fiqrebs, salaparakod rom iwvevdnen


waramara da jibeebiviT aCxrekinebdnen mourCenel,<br />

dawylulebul Wrilobebs. mis gaswvriv,<br />

mopirdapire iluminatorTan, viRac qali ijda,<br />

fexi fexze gadaedo, muxlze tyavis saqaRalde<br />

gaeSala da gamalebuli werda raRacas. uceb<br />

Secba kidec, imdenad ecnaura im qalis aziuri<br />

yvrimalebi da iribad gaWrili Tvalebi, magram<br />

erTbaSad ver gaixsena, saidan SeiZleboda<br />

scnoboda is qali saerTod. axla aman Seawuxa da -<br />

Zalian kargad varo - Tqva xmamaRla, ufro Rrmad<br />

rom ar Cafluliyo am axal sagonebelSi, da<br />

xazgasmuli gulisxmierebiT gaayola Tvali<br />

stiuardesas jiSian fexebs, romlebic upirveles<br />

yovlisa, miwis arsebobas adasturebdnen aq,<br />

Rrublebs zemoT, suleTSi, sakuTari Zravebis yru<br />

guguns miyuradebul TviTmfrinavSi.


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swored am dros, siciliis mefe kokale (batoni<br />

poli), ojaxiTurT, saseirnod gamosuliyo da<br />

frTiani kaci rom dainaxa, gaukvirda - dakecili<br />

qolga, romelsac xeljoxadac xmarobda, misken<br />

gaiSvira da ikiTxa: ra cxoveliao - magram, roca<br />

upasuxes, egec adamianiao, uaresad gaocda da<br />

gadawyvita ufro axlos enaxa, gamolaparakeboda<br />

ucnaur arsebas, romelic, erTdroulad, frTosan<br />

kacsac hgavda da frTebdaglejil angelozsac.


<strong>avel</strong>ums frTebis narCenebi ZonZebiviT ekida<br />

mxrebsa da mklavebze. vin xar, saidan xaro - hkiTxa<br />

kokalem. ram gamogaStera adamiano, es xom Seni<br />

sayvareli SviliSvilis mamaao - uTxra<br />

qalbatonma madlenma qmars da am moulodneli<br />

SexvedriT aRelvebulma qolga moxdenilad<br />

daibzrala mxarze. oriveni, ra Tqma unda, iseTive<br />

titvlebi iyvnen, rogorc <strong>avel</strong>umis sizmarSi. eg<br />

iyo rom, mze mohkidebodaT, mSvenivrad<br />

garujuliyvnen am xnis ganmavlobaSi. qalbaton<br />

madlens mkerdi jer kidev gogosi hqonda, jer<br />

kidev SerCenoda mimzidveli drekadi daZabuloba.<br />

vui, vui, vuio - frangulad Seicxada batonma<br />

polma. mere dakecili qolga-xeljoxi frTebis<br />

narCenebze Camousva <strong>avel</strong>ums da hkiTxa: es raRaao.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umic gulwrfelad mouyva yvelaferi, raki<br />

damalvas azri aRar hqonda. ufro sworad, raki<br />

mainc moyola da axsna-ganmarteba sWirdeboda mis<br />

Tavgadasavals. batoni poli franguli<br />

yuradRebiT usmenda. ese igi, ver malavda Tavis<br />

mRelvarebas da tiroda kidec. tiroda, radgan<br />

qalbatoni madlenic tiroda da saerTod yvelani<br />

tirodnen, vinc nebsiT Tu uneblieT Seswreboda am<br />

ucnaur Sexvedras. tiroda batoni reluc. tiroda<br />

fransuazac, fransuazas debic da, rasakvirvelia,<br />

mTavari mizezica da mizanic am Sexvedrisa -<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis ukanono Svili. yvelani tirodnen. Tan<br />

tirodnen, Tan icinodnen. Tan ukvirdaT, Tan<br />

uxarodaT, isev rom axdenodaT sanatreli, isev<br />

erTad rom iyvnen, erTmaneTis fiqrebsa da<br />

sizmrebSi ki ara, erTsadaimave miwaze,<br />

erTsadaimave cis qveS, erTsadaimave dros. bolos


atonma polim cremli moiwminda, kriala Tvalebi<br />

cas miapyro da sakmaod xmamaRla, yvelaze ukan<br />

mdgomsac rom gaegona, franguli paTetikurobiT<br />

Tqva: kacobriobas marto esec eyofoda<br />

sircxvilado. erTmaneTis xvevna-kocniT guli rom<br />

ijeres, guliTadad rom moikiTxes erTmaneTi,<br />

awon-dawones, gamoTvales da gamoiangariSes<br />

yvelaferi - erTad gasatarebeli droc,<br />

gasavleli manZilica da savaraudo xarjebic -<br />

fransuazasa da <strong>avel</strong>umis garda, yvelani<br />

TviTmfrinavSi Casxdnen da mzis amosvlis kunZuls<br />

miaSures (sezoni iwyeboda), oRond, im pirobiT,<br />

fransuaza da <strong>avel</strong>umic iq rom CaakiTxavdnen, roca<br />

parizSi marto darCenilebi, ase Tu ise<br />

moiklavdnen erTmaneTis survils,<br />

amoibertyavdnen gulebs, daaTvalierebinebdnen<br />

erTmaneTs sxvebisagan damalul wylulebsa da<br />

Wrilobebs da, rac mTavaria, amjerad mainc<br />

moaxerxebdnen raime istoriuli<br />

RirsSesaniSnaobis naxvas parizsa Tu parizis<br />

siaxloves.


fransuaza da <strong>avel</strong>umi yvelaferze Tanaxmani<br />

iyvnen winaswar, oRond axla gaenebebinaT maTTvis<br />

Tavi, axla miecaT ganmartoebis, erTmaneTis<br />

pirispir darCenis saSualeba da, rogorc ki<br />

aerodromze miaciles danarCenebi, rogorc ki<br />

Tejirs iqiT gauCinardnen isini, asakis mixedviT<br />

dawyobilni (yvelaze bolos, ra Tqma unda,<br />

ukanono midioda, mSoblebisken kisermoRrecili),<br />

Tavadac manqanaSi Casxdnen maSinve da versals<br />

miaSures, im varaudiT, martoni rom iqnebodnen<br />

mainc, oTaxSi Seketilnic da turistebis zRvaSi<br />

Cakargulnic. amave dros, Tan sanaxavsac naxavdnen<br />

da Tan haerzec isadilebdnen sadme, qalaqgareT.


versalis win zangis biWebi liTonis dasaqoq<br />

mtredebs yiddnen (TiTos oras frankad).<br />

TbilisSi ZiriTadad boSa qalebi vaWroben amgvar<br />

adgilebSi, amgvari saqonliT da TavianTi<br />

mourideblobiT, TavianTi utifrobiTa da<br />

daudgromlobiT Zalian Camogvanan versalel<br />

zang memtredeebs, romlebic turistebis<br />

yuradRebis misaqcevad, zedized "afrendnen"<br />

daqoqil mtredebs haerSi da xelovnuri<br />

mtredebic Cxrial-CxrialiT "dafrinavdnen",<br />

vidre SeeZloT, vidre galavnis kedels, xes an<br />

manqanas Seaskdebodnen niskartiT, anda<br />

Zalagamoleulni, asfaltze gaxoxdebodnen<br />

mucliT. patara moedanze abzuvlebuli,<br />

aCxrialebuli liTonis ganuwyveteli xma idga.<br />

sxvaTa Soris, Tbiliseli boSebisa ar iyos, zang<br />

memtredeebsac uSlidnen Tavisuflad vaWrobas,<br />

rac ki ar uxSobdaT, kidev ufro umZafrebdaT<br />

vaWrobis Jins, xolo ganuwyveteli molodini<br />

Tavdasxmisa da gasaqcevad aseve ganuwyveteli<br />

mzadyofna kidev ufro swrafsa da mizandasaxuls<br />

xdida yovel maT moZraobas. drogamoSvebiT, erTi<br />

da igive, didulvaSa, patara tanis policieli<br />

"daecemodaT" xolme Tavze, Tavisi mocisfromoyviTalo<br />

mersedesiT, magram yovelTvis<br />

uSedegod. an asakisa da sizarmacis gamo ver<br />

aswrebda maT Sepyrobas, an ase iyo saWiro,<br />

Segnebulad ar iWerda maT, radgan es gauTavebeli<br />

"kata-Tagvobanac" Taviseburad saintereso da<br />

TavSesaqcevi sanaxaoba gaxldaT saidan aRar<br />

Camosuli turistebisaTvis. rogorc ki policiis<br />

manqana gamoCndeboda, imwamsve carieldeboda


sasaxlis wina moedani - zangebi "gafrenili"<br />

mtredebis akrefasac aswrebdnen da ukvalod<br />

gadakargvasac, vidre maTi "risxva" manqanidan<br />

gadmovidoda, erTi-ori wuTiT gaCerdeboda misi<br />

SiSiT dacarielebul moedanze, erTi-orjer<br />

miukakunebda erTmaneTs Savad gaprialebuli<br />

fexsacmlis quslebs da isev manqanaSi Cajdeboda,<br />

raTa erTxel kidev "moulodnelad"<br />

mobrunebuliyo ukan.


parizeli ludovikosagan gansxvavebiT,<br />

versalis ludoviko Cveulebriv cxenze, oTxfexa<br />

arsebaze ijda. mis cxens jerjerobiT ar<br />

sWirdeboda mexuTe fexis momateba - isedac<br />

uZlebda mefur simZimes ubrwyinvalesi mxedrisa,<br />

romlis sicocxleSic aqauroba yvelaze<br />

ayrolebul adgiladac iTvleboda safrangeTis<br />

samefoSi, radgan mTeli amodena sasaxle, mefianmsaxurianad,<br />

saWiroebis Jams, am didebuli Senobis<br />

kedlebTan kuncxdeboda, SarvalCaxdili Tu<br />

kabawamoxdili, da Soreuli qveynebis elCebs<br />

ganavlis mZafri surneleba rom ecemodaT cxvirSi<br />

(didi xniT adre, Tavad sasaxlis gamoCenamde) -<br />

movsulvarTo - SvebiT amoisunTqavdnen xolme.<br />

axla ki sasaxlis TiTqmis yvela karTan imsigrZe<br />

rigebi idga, mocdas azri ar hqonda. imaTac<br />

zereled miixed-moixedes irgvliv, cota xniT<br />

Tvaluwvdeneli inglisuri parkis moajirsac<br />

gadaeyudnen, Cveulebrivi turistebiviT, da<br />

bolos trianonis sanaxavad wavidnen, raki iqve iyo<br />

da raki sadilobamde jer kidev bevri dro<br />

hqondaT. manqanaSi rom sxdebodnen, erTi mtredi<br />

pirdapir maTken gamofrinda, liTonis frTebis<br />

CxrialiT, da <strong>avel</strong>umma uneburad xeli auqnia,<br />

TiTqos daafrTxobda. fransuazas gaecina. "xom ar<br />

viyidoTo" - hkiTxa ukve manqanidan (ese igi, xom ar<br />

ginda, Sens SviliSvils wauRo aseTi saTamaSoo),<br />

magram <strong>avel</strong>umma uaris niSnad Tavi gaaqnia. ki ar<br />

eZvira (Tumca, orasi franki cota ar iyo misTvis,<br />

CvenSi rom vTqvaT, aRarc mougrovdeboda, radgan,<br />

rac fuli hqonda, Svilis erT sacurao kostiumSi<br />

gadaixada), ar moxibla ratomRac, veraferi


Seatyo gansakuTrebuli, ucxouri, franguli.<br />

srulebiTac ar gaukvirdeboda, aseTive<br />

xelovnuri mtredebi Tbilisel boSebsac<br />

"gaefrinaT" dezertirebis bazris win. rac<br />

mTavaria (Tu im sacurao kostiums ar miviRebT<br />

mxedvelobaSi), amjerad arafris yidvas ar<br />

apirebda, arc sxvisTvis da arc TavisTvis. ar iyo<br />

saamiso ganwyoba. amjerad daRupvis winaTgrZnobam<br />

Camoiyvana aq da, Tumca, parizuli maRaziebis<br />

zerele daTvalierebac ki, erT siamovnebad Rirda,<br />

iqiTken gaxedvac esikvdileboda, wina<br />

Camosvlisgan gansxvavebiT, radgan wina<br />

Camosvlaze, CaisunTqa Tu ara aqauri haeri, maSinve<br />

raRac gaurkveveli, ufro sworad ki, diaxac rom<br />

garkveuli danaSaulis grZnoba daeufla yvela<br />

Tavisianis mimarT, saerTod rkinis Robis miRma<br />

darCenilTa mimarT, da fransuazasTvis<br />

gankuTvnili dro - wlebis manZilze TavauRebeli<br />

SromiT, Seuvali simartoviT, usazRvro<br />

moTminebiTa da sruli morCilebiT mopovebuli<br />

ramdenime dRis Tavisufleba - ZiriTadad<br />

sayidlebze gaiflanga, ramac, TavisTavad cxadia,<br />

lamis sigiJemde miiyvana marad uTqmeli, marad<br />

damTmobi, marad TavSekavebuli fransuaza da erT<br />

mSvenier dRes, qaRaldisa da celofanis veeba<br />

parkebi Sua maRaziaSi dahyara da TviTonac Cajda<br />

iatakze - fexs aRar movicvli aqedano - magram arc<br />

fransuazas sigiJes mohyolia raime arsebiTi<br />

Sedegi, vidre <strong>avel</strong>umma yvela Tavisians ar uyida<br />

aqauri, ese igi, ucxouri, Tundac sul umniSvnelo<br />

saCuqari, raTa, iqneb ase mainc (raki sxva gza ar<br />

arsebobda), moeSorebina is arasasiamovno,


yvelafris Camamwarebeli, yvelas winaSe<br />

damavaldebulebeli SegrZneba naqurdali,<br />

daumsaxurebeli Tavisuflebisa da bednierebisa,<br />

anu rogorc ukve vTqviT, garkveuli konkretuli<br />

danaSaulisa. magram Tuki maSin danaSaulis<br />

grZnoba, ase Tu ise, mainc cxovrebasTan abrunebda,<br />

ufro metic, aiZulebda cxovrebas (magaliTad,<br />

erTi maRaziidan gamosuli meoreSi Sedioda,<br />

misTvis saWiro nivTisa Tu saqonlis SesarCevad da<br />

SesaZenad, ris gamoc, undoda Tu ara, mainc<br />

aucileblad uxdeboda qalaqis erTi ubnidan<br />

meoreSi gadasvla, xan fexiT, xan manqaniT, xan<br />

avtobusiT da xan metroTi, xolo, erTi adgilidan<br />

meoreze gadasuls, gzadagza, Tundac mxolod<br />

sulis Casabruneblad, qaris amosaRebad - erTi<br />

wuTiT Camojdoma romelime patara restornis<br />

WraWuna skamze da civi ludisa Tu gamdnari<br />

giSeriviT Rvinis mowrupva), axla daRupvis<br />

winaTgrZnoba, upirveles yovlisa, swored<br />

sicocxlis Jinsa da unars uTrgunavda, rasac,<br />

rasakvirvelia, ver ambobda, saTqmeladac<br />

rcxvenoda, radgan Tuki aqamde rameTi<br />

gamoirCeoda sxvebisgan, albaT sicocxlis JiniTa<br />

da unariT. quCaSi galaxuli bavSvi, ra Tqma unda,<br />

Sin garbis, magram mSoblis, qomagis, imedis<br />

danaxviT gulmicemuls, maincdamainc masTan,<br />

imedTan, qomagTan, mSobelTan uZneldeba sakuTari<br />

ubedurebis gamxela da arc amxels vidre SeuZlia,<br />

vidre ZaliT ar aTqmevineben. oRond, amiT ki ar<br />

iSorebs, kidev ufro Rrmad imarxavs gulSi misi<br />

gamlaxavi xalxis SiSs, SiSi ki, avejis WiasaviT,<br />

Signidan, malulad, TandaTanobiT uRrRnis guls,


kidev ufro asustebs, auZlurebs, radgan<br />

damaluli yvelaferi aTmagad mavnea. TavisTavad<br />

cxadia, <strong>avel</strong>umsac kidev ufro aforiaqebda, kidev<br />

ufro agangaSebda da, rac mTavaria, kidev ufro<br />

umZafrdeboda daRupvis winaTgrZnoba, iq,<br />

satusaRoSi gaCenili, magram aq, Tavisufal<br />

samyaroSi, TiTqos ufro gazrdilica da<br />

gamoaSkaravebulic, miuxedavad fransuazas<br />

guliTadobisa da mzrunvelobisa, anu, magidasTan<br />

uazro, uSedego saubrebisa, sawolSi ki,<br />

gaTenebamde, TvaldaWyetili wolisa da aTasnairi<br />

varaudiT tvinis Wyletisa.<br />

es winaTgrZnobaa albaT, pirutyvs rom<br />

azmuvlebs, ZaRlebs rom aymuvlebs, gvelebsa da<br />

virTxebs rom mierekeba soroebidan -<br />

damangreveli, damaqcevari miwisZvris dawyebamde.


gascdnen Tu ara versalis sajiniboebs (maTi<br />

Sesadari, sasaxlec ar Rirsebia bevr qveyanas),<br />

trianonic gamoCnda. ufro sworad, wesierad arc<br />

iyvnen daZrulni, fransuazam manqana rom gaaCera<br />

da Tqva, movediTo. magram <strong>avel</strong>umi trianonis<br />

aseTma siaxlovem ki ar gaakvirva (Tumca,<br />

darwmunebuli iyo, ufro didxans mouwevda<br />

manqanaSi jdoma, rac gulaxdilad rom vTqvaT,<br />

bevrad erCia istoriuli Zeglebis Tvalierebas),<br />

aramed, maSinve rom iSoves manqanis dasayenebeli<br />

adgili. ufro metic, zustad iq gaCerdnen, sadac<br />

undodaT, sadac misvlas apirebdnen. parizSi<br />

amgvari ram TiTqmis warmoudgenel bednierebas<br />

udrida. fransuazas ramdenjerme unda Semoevlo<br />

saxlisaTvis, xan mTeli ubnisTvisac, vidre<br />

manqanis Casatev adgils miakvlevda sxva, ukve<br />

dabinavebul manqanebs Soris. ise gabrazdeboda<br />

xolme (sinamdvileSi, bolos da bolos, ase<br />

poulobda gamosavals misi uTqmeli, gulSi<br />

damaluli, mTeli dRis naTmeni wyena da sibraze),<br />

Tan saWes scemda patara muStebiT da Tan - meRd,<br />

meRd, meeeRdo - gaiZaxoda TvalebanTebuli.


<strong>avel</strong>umma erTbaSad ver aRiqva dabali<br />

(versalTan SedarebiT) movardisfro Senoba,<br />

Tumca bavSvobidan esmoda, bavSvobidan awuxebda<br />

trianonis oxvraca da trianonis kedlebze<br />

miTovlili farSevangebic. sasaxlis baRSi<br />

zafxulis surnelovani SuadRe<br />

Camyudrovebuliyo. baRis bilikebsa da qvis<br />

patara, "oradgilian" skamebze cacxvis yvavili<br />

eyara. romeliRac cacxvis daburuli wiaRidan<br />

Citis WikWiki ismoda. erTi wuTiT gaCumdeboda<br />

xolme, TiTqos viRacisgan gamopasuxebas<br />

elodebao, da isev aWikWikdeboda.<br />

- am skamze madam de pompaduric mjdara - Tqva<br />

fransuazam, <strong>avel</strong>umis piradma gidma, magram<br />

imdenad ara mis gasaTviTcnobiereblad,<br />

ramdenadac gamosafxizleblad, bneli, mZime<br />

fiqrebidan gamosayvanad.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi qvis skamze ijda, xelebiT skamis kides<br />

eyrdnoboda da mxrebamoyrili,<br />

kiserdagrZelebuli usmenda uCinar Cits. yurebSi<br />

ki isev dasaqoqi mtredebis usiamo Cxriali edga,<br />

Tumca, TviTonac icoda, verafriT ver moaRwevda<br />

aqamde maTi xma.<br />

- liTonis mtredi zeTisxilis Stos ver<br />

mogvitans - Tqva uceb - tyuilad gvaqvs imedi -<br />

gaicina brazianad.


asakvirvelia, grZnobda sakuTar usamarTlobas<br />

(Tu usindisobas ara) da amis SegrZnebas ufro<br />

metad gamohyavda wonasworobidan. es ufro<br />

abnevda da acofebda, magram ver xvdeboda, ra<br />

sWirda, ratom iqceoda ase. imis magivrad, madloba<br />

eTqva, sayvedurobda, ekinklaveboda erTaderT<br />

adamians, romlis imediTac gamoqceuliyo<br />

gansacdelidan, daRupvis winaTgrZnobianad, da<br />

romelic, miuxedavad yvelafrisa, mzad iyo isev<br />

gaewia misTvis imedis magivroba. fransuaza<br />

araferSi ar iyo damnaSave. piriqiT,<br />

kvlavindeburad cdilobda gaego misTvis,<br />

daemSvidebina, moevlo da, rac mTavaria,<br />

mietevebina kidec. magram, advili SesaZlebelia,<br />

swored es iyo <strong>avel</strong>umis SfoTvisa da wuxilis<br />

mizezic. saca samarTalia, TviTon unda<br />

daemSvidebina fransuaza (sityviT mainc), madloba<br />

gadaexada, bodiSi moexada yvelafrisTvis, rasac<br />

albaT fransuazac elodeboda, sjeroda, rodisme<br />

mainc daufasdeboda siyvarulis saxeliT<br />

Cadenili, moTmenili, gadatanili da, SeiZleba,<br />

amis rwmena, amis molodini gaxldaT is jado da<br />

Tilisma, aqamde rom aZlebinebda saerTod, Tu<br />

gnebavT, uflebas aZlevda, aqamde gaemarTlebina<br />

da araTu gaemarTlebina, RvTis wyalobad,<br />

zRaprul iSviaTobad, gamorCeulTa xvedrad<br />

CaeTvala Tavisi sakmaod Cveulebrivi, uRimRamo,<br />

mowyenili da yvela sikeTesTan erTad,<br />

gaunelebeli SiSiT, eldiT, sizmrebiTa da<br />

CvenebebiT nasazrdoebi, ganSorebis tkiviliTa da<br />

Sexvedris sixaruliT gabriyvebuli cxovreba. es<br />

ki yvelaze kargad <strong>avel</strong>umma icoda da, sxvaTa


Soris, imitomac ijda axla aq, codvis,<br />

danaSaulis, Tundac Secdomis mosananieblad da<br />

ara turistuli cnobismoyvareobis<br />

dasakmayofileblad, saqveynod cnobil<br />

sasaxleSi, sadac jer kidev eCveneba yurs<br />

sefeqalebis gulamoRebuli, grZeli, welSi<br />

gamoyvanili kabebis SariSuri, xolo Tvals -<br />

oqrosfrad gabrwyinebuli maTi SiSveli mxrebi,<br />

maTi maRali yel-kiseri da maT naz, drekad<br />

xelebSi uzarmazar afrikul peplebiviT<br />

afarfatebuli maraoebi. magram <strong>avel</strong>umi rasac<br />

ambobda da akeTebda, misdauneburad ambobda da<br />

sakuTar TavTan SeuTanxmeblad akeTebda. ufro<br />

metic, TiTqos misi arseba saerTod uimisod, mis<br />

gareSe arsebobda da, maincdamainc, mis winaaRmdeg<br />

iyo amxedrebuli, Tuki raRac sxva, idumali,<br />

garedan Tavsmoxveuli Zala ar akeTebinebda da ar<br />

alaparakebda imas, rac araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar<br />

unda gaekeTebina da araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar unda<br />

eTqva.


ac mTavaria (da es acofebda yvelaze metad),<br />

axla gacilebiT mZafrad, gacilebiT srulad<br />

ganicdida am TxuTmeti Tu oci wlis winaT<br />

gadatanil SfoTsa da mRelvarebas, tkivilsa da<br />

sibrazes, rac fransuazas "moskovur<br />

ardadegebTan" iyo dakavSirebuli, raRa Tqma unda,<br />

ZiriTadad fransuazas iqauri nacnobmegobrebisadmi<br />

gadaulaxavi undoblobisa da maT<br />

yofa-qcevasa Tu adaT-wesebze erTxel da<br />

samudamod Seqmnili da sakmaod arasaxarbielo<br />

warmodgenis gamo. sxvaTa Soris, sonias Ralatis<br />

Semdeg ufro xSirad fiqrobda im ambebze da ufro<br />

metadac itanjeboda, vidre Tavis droze. arc isaa<br />

gamoricxuli, soniasgan naRalatevs eCveneboda<br />

ufro damaeWvebladac da ufro damakninebladac<br />

imdroindeli ambebi da Tuki Tavis droze sityvac<br />

ar gadaukravs fransuazasTvis amis Sesaxeb, ufro<br />

swored ki, seriozulad erTi wamiTac ar<br />

daeWvebula Tavad, axla, trianonis sasaxlis<br />

baRSi, ayvavebuli cacxvebis damaTrobel<br />

surnelSi, sefeqalebis lamazi, sandomiani<br />

ukanalebiT gacveTil qvis skamze - romelzedac,<br />

vin icis, qalbatoni pompaduric marTla mjdara,<br />

imisTvisac gadauwevinebia viRacas kiseri (albaT<br />

Tavad mefes) varskvlavebiT gadabdRvrialebuli<br />

cis dasanaxad - Zlivs ereoda Tavs, kbils kbilze<br />

aWerda, cocxlad rom ar SeeWama misi<br />

moulodneli, gaugebari da lamis lanZRvaginebaSi<br />

gadazrdili qaragmebiTa da<br />

sayvedurebiT gaognebuli, Sewuxebuli, dabneuli<br />

da, rasakvirvelia, mainc kmayofili, mainc<br />

bednieri fransuaza.


saerTod ar gaumarTla molodinma, ver miakvlia<br />

parizSi imas, rac iq eguleboda da ase rom<br />

moxdeboda, Camosvlamdec ugrZnobda guli,<br />

Tundac imitom, pirwavardnili usindisoba rom<br />

iyo sakuTari tyavis gadasarCenad Casvla xalxTan,<br />

romlebic mxolod da mxolod misgan<br />

elodebodnen gadarCenas, Tundac - cnobasa da<br />

aRiarebas. amis bralic iyo albaT, ukve gaqcevaze<br />

Tu eWira Tvali. jer wesierad arc Camosuliyo da<br />

ukve imaze fiqrobda, rogor eTqva, naklebad<br />

mtkivneuli rom yofiliyo fransuazasTvis misi<br />

"aRar SemiZlia aq gaCerebao", da ara marto imitom,<br />

marTla rom uWirda lukmis Caylapva, aramed<br />

raRacnairad upatronod, daucvelad,<br />

gamoqceulad Tu gamoZevebulad rom grZnobda<br />

Tavs samSvidoboze. aseTi umweo da sacodavi<br />

(rogoradac im wuTas aRiqvamda Tavs), arc<br />

fransuazas Rirsi iyo da arc ukanono Svilisa.<br />

Tumca, Svilsac misi nayidi sacurao kostiumi<br />

ufro gauxarda amjerad, vidre misi moulodneli<br />

gamocxadeba. is sabralo groSebi, satusaRodan<br />

rom gamoitana, TiTqmis mTlianad Wreli naWris<br />

patara nakuwSi gadaixada da, kidev kargi, SeeZlo<br />

gadaxda, radgan cota ram Tu gaaxarebs albaT mis<br />

ukanono Svils momavalSic (RmerTma qnas, ase ar<br />

iyos), rogorc naWris im patara nakuwma gaaxara da<br />

romelic saswrafod Caizoma iqve, maRaziaSi,<br />

xolo Casazomebel kabinidan gamosulma,<br />

gulwrfeli, guliTadi madloba gadauxada Tavis<br />

ukanono mamas, romelsac meti araferi gaukeTebia<br />

misTvis esoden gasaxari, egzom saWiro da<br />

mniSvnelovani.


am ori wlis win, maTi Sexvedra, mxatvrulad rom<br />

vTqvaT, gacilebiT mravlismTqmeli da<br />

mravlisaRmTqmelic Canda, Tumca, metnaklebad<br />

mainc moaxerxa orivem grZnobaTa damorCileba<br />

(SeiZleba, genetikuri simorcxve ver daZlies),<br />

TiTqos saerTod pirvelad ki ar xvdebodnen<br />

erTmaneTs, aramed morigi, oRond, mizezTa smxvaTa<br />

da sxvaTa gamo, zedmetad gaWianurebuli<br />

ganSorebis Semdeg. "ai, es aris mamaSenio" - Tqva<br />

batonma relum da <strong>avel</strong>ums guli gauCerda, iseTi<br />

ukiduresobamde misuli ndobiT, surviliT, JiniT,<br />

sixaruliT, siamayiT Caexuta es ucxo bavSvi,<br />

romelic aseve Caexuteboda albaT nebismier ucxo<br />

kacs, romelzedac misianebi etyodnen, ai, es aris<br />

mamaSenio. magram, etyoba, aseTi ram mxolod ori<br />

wlis win, maTi Sexvedris, maTi gacnobis, maTi<br />

gaerTianebis da, imave dros, maTi axla ukve<br />

samudamod gaTiSvis pirvel dRes iyo<br />

SesaZlebeli. is gogo axla zRvis piras darboda<br />

Tavis tol-amxanagebSi da advili SesaZlebelia,<br />

aRarc ki axsovda, arsebobda Tu ara saerTod misi<br />

ukanono, uuflebo da, yvela sikeTesTan erTad,<br />

ufrankebod darCenili mama. da Tu axsovda,<br />

sulerTi iyo, marTla CaakiTxavda mzis amosvlis<br />

kunZulze, dedasTan erTad, Tu mis unaxavad<br />

Sebrundeboda Tavis maradiul cixeSi. ori weli<br />

saerTod didi droa nebismieri mozardisaTvis,<br />

gansakuTrebiT ki gogosTvis, da TxuTmeti wlis<br />

gogo cameti wlis gogosTan SedarebiT ukve<br />

dasrulebuli qalia - sakuTari, gansakuTrebuli<br />

SexedulebebiT, miznebiT, ganzraxvebiT cxovrobs<br />

da Tanatol gogosTan erTad karavSi gaTeuli


Rame albaT yvelafers urCevnia, miT ufro -<br />

egreTwodebul mamas, romelic saerTod orjer<br />

unaxavs cxovrebaSi da romlisTvisac sityva ar<br />

uTqvams jer, arc avad, arc kargad (da RmerTma<br />

icis, etyvis Tu ara rodisme, anu, eqnebaT Tu ara<br />

rodisme saerTo ena imaTac), romelic misTvis,<br />

Tuki bolomde gulwrfelebi viqnebiT, bavSvobis<br />

droindeli, bavSvurad gulubryvilo, bebiis an<br />

dedis gamonagoni zRapris gmiria da ara<br />

sinamdvileSi arsebuli Cveulebrivi adamiani, miT<br />

ufro, mSobeli, romelic sxva mSobeliviT,<br />

sazafxulo ardadegebs, masTan erTad,<br />

aucileblad, zRvaze atarebs, zamTrisas - mTaSi,<br />

danarCen dros ki, yovel diliT, uTenia,<br />

facafuciT garbis samsaxurSi, xolo iqidan<br />

mobrunebuli, qancgawyvetili, savarZelSi gdia da<br />

jer kidev kaSnemoxveuli, gazeTebs aTvalierebs,<br />

vidre gazis quraze Semodgmuli kulinaruli<br />

saocreba - fxvieri wvniani Tu Txevadi bifSteqsi -<br />

gacxeldebodes da Tavis bunebriv saxes<br />

daibrunebdes. misTvis mama legendaruli,<br />

Tavgamodebuli mogzauri iyo, ZiriTadad<br />

CrdiloeT yinulovani okeanis mkvlevari, TeTri<br />

daTvebisa da selapebis megobari da maTi<br />

momTvinierebeli, rogorc, vTqvaT, bebia uyveboda<br />

xolme, roca moulodnelad gamoRviZebuli,<br />

sawolSi wamojdeboda da daeWvebulad<br />

gaxarebuli ikiTxavda: marTla Camovida mamaCemio?<br />

xan ki igive mama xelfexdaborkil, pirSi<br />

CvarCaCril, cviliT yurebamoglesil tusaRad<br />

hyavda warmodgenili, romelic parizSi anda mzis<br />

amosvlis kunZulze Cafrenas ki ara, saknis


sarkmlidan gamoxedvasac ver gabedavda cudi<br />

Ziebis SiSiT da ase iqneboda iqamde, vidre is<br />

wyeuli cudi Ziebi, bolos da bolos, daiZine, aRar<br />

SemiZlia. daswyevlos RmerTma. wyals wauRia<br />

yvelaferi. jandabamdis gza hqonia yvelas! -<br />

rogorc, vTqvaT, deda uyveboda, Tavadac<br />

moulodnelad gamoRviZebuli, bolomde<br />

gamoufxizlebeli da aTmagad gaRizianebuli amis<br />

gamo. sxvaTa Soris, <strong>avel</strong>umis warmodgenebSic<br />

Svili yovelTvis calke idga, TavisTvis<br />

TamaSobda cxel silaSi, mzis amosvlis kunZulze,<br />

vidre isa da fransuaza erTad iwvnen<br />

gavarvarebul lodze, erTmaneTis gverdiT,<br />

erTmaneTs CaxlarTulni, im patara, TavisTvis<br />

moTamaSe arsebis fesvebiviT, magram TvalisTvis<br />

samudamod mokveTilni misgan galesili culis<br />

piriviT alaplapebuli sivrciT. maTi naSieri<br />

uimaTod arsebobda TiTqos, TiTqos maTi ki iyo,<br />

magram maT ar ekuTvnoda. konkretulad ki<br />

arsebobda, magram, imave dros, zogadad bavSvis,<br />

zogadad Svilis (sulerTia, kanonieris Tu<br />

ukanonosi) abstraqtul cnebasac warmoadgenda<br />

TiTqos, rogorc Tavad siyvaruli, anu erTaderTi<br />

Zala, saSualeba Tu meTodi bavSvis amgvari<br />

saxeobis Sesaqmnelad, gnebavT, misaRebad. magram,<br />

ase iyo Tu ise, <strong>avel</strong>umma ukve icoda (esec uimisod<br />

moxda, masTan SeuTanxmeblad miiRo misma arsebam<br />

aseTi gadawyvetileba), amjeradac ver CaaRwevda<br />

mzis amosvlis kunZulamde, ver ixilavda, ver<br />

eziareboda egzotikur civilizacias (viTom es<br />

iyo iq Casvlis mTavari mizezi), magram ukve<br />

imdenjer hqonda mosmenili fransuazasgan iqauri


ambebi, werilebSic ise zustad, ise srulyofilad<br />

aRuwerda xolme Tavis sayvarel kunZuls, iq<br />

gatarebul dros, bunebas, aminds, wamsvlelsa Tu<br />

momsvlels, nudistur pliaJze monebivre nimfebsa<br />

Tu sazRvao bazis durbindmomarjvebul<br />

mezRvaurebs, cxovrebiT kmayofilsa Tu<br />

cxovrebisgan gaTavxedebul turistebs, utifrad<br />

rom moabijebdnen quCebSi dediSobilebi,<br />

gaparaskevebuli robinzonebi, da xorTumebiviT<br />

moaqanebdnen TavianT saoxreebs - marTla rom<br />

aRmoCeniliyo im kunZulze SemTxveviT, davuSvaT,<br />

sazRvao katastrofis Semdeg, daueWveblad<br />

ityoda, es mzis amosvlis kunZuliao, gauTxovari<br />

dedebis da umamod Sobili bavSvebis<br />

TavSesafario. magram sinamdvileSi arsebuli<br />

kunZuli albaT mainc gansxvavdeboda mis<br />

warmodgenaSi arsebulisgan, Tundac imiT,<br />

warmodgenili TiTqmis ukacuri rom iyo. ufro<br />

zustad, jer isa da fransuaza iyvnen mxolod misi<br />

binadrebi, mere ki - isini da maTi naSieri, da rac<br />

ar unda cudi amindi yofiliyo TbilisSi, Tavsxma,<br />

TovlWyapi Tu qariSxali, iq, warmodgenil<br />

kunZulze mainc maradiuli mze CaxCaxebda da<br />

marad mSvidi, Rvinisferi zRva xaverdovani eniT<br />

lokavda silian napirebs. <strong>avel</strong>umic yovelTvis<br />

fransuazas gverdiT iwva im kunZulze, mziT<br />

gavarvarebul lodze, da mzemiWvritinebuli,<br />

odnav gaxelili cali TvaliT xedavda naxevar<br />

fransuazas (esec niSandoblivi iyo albaT, maTi<br />

cxovrebidan gamomdinare), ufro zustad, xedavda<br />

fransuazas mxolod cal safeTqels, cal Tvals<br />

(daxuWuls), cal yurs, cal nestos, cal ybas, cal


mxars (gulisamayuCeblad momrgvalebuls), cal<br />

mklavs (sxeulis CrdilSi gawolils, garinduls,<br />

damoukidebel arsebasaviT, da Zlivs SesamCnevi,<br />

TiTqos axlaxans, mis Tvalwin amosuli<br />

oqrosferi bususiT mofenils), cal ZuZus (muqi<br />

Svindisferi da xorkliani kertiT), cal ferds<br />

(mwevris ferdiviT Cavardnils), neknebis cal<br />

mwkrivs (romeliRac musikalur sakravs rom<br />

axsenebda yovelTvis) da cal fexs (muxlSi<br />

moxrilsa da jer kidev dacvaruls zRvis msxvili<br />

wveTebiT). TiTqos mxolod naxevari fransuaza<br />

ekuTvnoda mas. magram amas albaT ufro aitanda,<br />

ufro Seegueboda (rogorc mTvaris sul erTi da<br />

igive naxevris cqeras), vidre moziaris,<br />

konkretuli mamakacis (gindac dasabmeli giJis)<br />

arsebobas, anu, imis daSvebasa da aRiarebas, am<br />

qveynad kidev rom hqonda viRacas neba (bedniereba),<br />

Sescileboda, waerTmia misTvis fransuazas meore<br />

naxevari, sulerTia, vinc ar unda yofiliyo is,<br />

garda Tavad maxinji cxovrebisa, gulgrili<br />

geografiisa, briyvuli politikisa, ese igi,<br />

fransuazasaviT orad gayofili msofliosi da,<br />

rasakvirvelia, garda misive sakuTari, oRond<br />

aranakleb maxinji, gulgrili da briyvuli<br />

Sexedulebebisa yvelafer imaze, rac zemoT<br />

CamovTvaleT. xolo, ufro naTlad, ufro<br />

daundoblad Tu vityviT, garda misive sisustisa,<br />

gaubedaobisa, simxdalisa - ris gamarTlebasac da<br />

gaidealebasac cdilobda sul, oRond amaod,<br />

poeturadac da prozauladac, raki SesaniSnavi<br />

pirobebi arsebobda saamisod, Tavad<br />

xelisuflebisgan Seqmnili, TiTqos sagangebod


misTvis, ufro Tavisuflad (Rirseuladac) rom<br />

moexerxebina mas maradiuli cnebebiT SeniRbva<br />

yoveldRiuri, warmavali, wvrilmani vnebebisa da<br />

gancdebisa, anu, sakuTari uzneobisa da<br />

upasuxismgeblobis gamarTleba konkretuli<br />

politikuri situaciebiT. amitom uSlida albaT<br />

fransuazas sayvareli mzec orive Tvalis<br />

farTod, Tamamad, bolomde gaxelas da mTlianad<br />

Sesrutvas tkivilamde nacnobi, marad TiTqos misi<br />

da marad sanatreli, marad saZebari siSiSvlisa,<br />

simkvrivisa, simxurvalisa, romelsac nebismieri<br />

urdulis, borkilis, kedlisa Tu jebiris<br />

galxoba ZaluZs. amitomacaa albaT mis<br />

warmodgenebSi yovelTvis calke, yovelTvis<br />

misgan (maTgan) moSorebiT rom dacocavs cxel<br />

silaSi dediSobila patara gogo, TiTqos misi<br />

naSieri ki ara, misi umweobis, misi uzneobis, misi<br />

orbunebovanobis damadastureblad da<br />

dasagmobad Seqmnili bunebis jadoqrobis<br />

wyalobiT, romelsac am ori dRis win erTi Wreli<br />

trusiki uyida, Tavisi mSobliuri mzrunvelobis<br />

gamosaxatavad, da, RmerTma icis, kidev Tu miecema<br />

rodisme msgavsi mzrunvelobis gamoxatvis<br />

SesaZlebloba.<br />

erTi ki cxadia: amjerad aSkarad ar Sedga<br />

dResaswauli - aucilebeli mxlebeli,<br />

damamSvenebeli da damamSvidebeli ara marto maTi<br />

Sexvedrebisa, aramed ganSorebebisac. da marTlac,<br />

is Zveli dResaswaulebi imdenad maT gunebaganwyobilebas<br />

ar gamoxatavdnen, ramdenadac<br />

adasturebdnen maTi urTierTobis maradiulobas.


dResaswaulisa ra mogaxsenoT, sasamarTlos<br />

ganwyoba ki namdvilad sufevs trianonis baRSi,<br />

ayvavebuli cacxvebis suniT dabangul haerSi.<br />

SefarviT, qaragmulad, gaubedavad uyeneben<br />

erTmaneTs braldebebs da, rac mTavaria, aRiareben<br />

kidec danaSauls, Tamamad, uyoymanod. "xo,<br />

marTalia, ase iyoo" - udastureben erTmaneTs. ase<br />

rom, arc samxreT safrangeTSi manqaniT gaseirneba<br />

gamova amjeradac. raRac seriozuli moiSala<br />

meqanizmSi, romelic maT nebismier Sexvedras<br />

TavisTavad gadaaqcevda xolme dResaswaulad.<br />

arada, ratom ar SeiZleboda viTom, erTiT meti<br />

dResaswauli gamosvlodaT?! vis daakldeboda, an<br />

vis miemateboda, rac maT unda enaxaT, egrZnoT da<br />

ganecadaT erTad yofniT, erTmaneTis wyalobiT,<br />

erTmaneTis gamo da erTmaneTis meSveobiT?!<br />

marTlac vis ra dauSavdeboda, ra Cin-medlebi<br />

daekargeboda, Tuki <strong>avel</strong>umi erTxel kidev<br />

ijdeboda manqanaSi fransuazas gverdiT, Wipamde<br />

peranggaReRili, da Tuki misi kmayofilad<br />

momRimari da mainc Zvel samarxSi napovni doqiviT<br />

aTasnairad dabzaruli saxe erTxel kidev<br />

airekleboda fransuazas mzis saTvalis<br />

dabindul SuSebSi; Tuki qariT afrialebul<br />

turistul rukas erTxel kidev dauWerda<br />

fransuazas, raTa imas manqanis SeuCereblad<br />

daezustebina, sworad midiodnen Tu ara, sadac<br />

midiodnen imJamad; Tuki gzispira restoranSi<br />

erTxel kidev "waixemsebdnen" mklavis sigrZe<br />

frangul perSi blomad Catenili SaSxis nazi<br />

burbuSeliTa da xasxasa, xraSuna salaTis<br />

foTlebiT; Tuki Rvinosac SeukveTavdnen Tan,


omelic, rasakvirvelia, cotaTi ukeTesi<br />

aRmoCndeboda adre gasinjul RvinoebTan<br />

SedarebiT da romelsac, Cveulebisamebr, albaT<br />

manqanaSic moiyudebdnen mere, pirdapir boTlidan<br />

- arc tansacmlis dalaqvisa moeridebaT da arc<br />

sagzao policiisa, - imitom rom... imitom rom... da<br />

ase Semdeg da ase Semdeg... radgan, Cvenda<br />

samwuxarod, xSiri gameorebiT, kidev ufro<br />

gasagebi ki ar xdeba CvenTvis esa Tu is sityva,<br />

aramed saerTod kargavs WeSmarit azrsa da<br />

mniSvnelobas.<br />

- albaT kunZulze amjeradac ver wavalT - Tqva<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma.<br />

fransuazam, ra Tqma unda, gaigo, magram<br />

yuradReba ar miuqcevia misi naTqvamisiTvis.<br />

viTomc, ar gamigiao. yovel SemTxvevaSi,<br />

garegnulad araferi Sestyobia. Cveulebisamebr,<br />

moxdenilad fexi fexze gadadebuli ijda<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis gverdiT da sigarets eweoda mSvidad.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi ki darwmunebuli iyo, Zalian<br />

SeaSfoTebda fransuazas misi moulodneli<br />

gancxadeba da axsna-ganmartebasac ufro<br />

dawvrilebiT moTxovda. magram raki iman arafrad<br />

Caagdo es ambavi, cota ar iyos, nirwamxdarma<br />

gaagrZela TviTonve: sxva Tu araferi, mrcxvenia,<br />

sircxvilia, imaTac xom ar gadavrev (baton polsa<br />

da qalbaton madlens gulisxmobda), imaTac xom<br />

ver avuxsni yovel wuTas erTsa da imaveso.


- iciT, me ki ar vmizezob, ylapva miWirs. ar vici,<br />

risi bralia. saylapavi mili TiTqos rigzea,<br />

srulebiTac ar damviwrovebia, kiboc ar unda<br />

mqondes, rogorc Tqvenma, ese igi, ucxoelma,<br />

parizelma eqimmac daadastura. magram... -<br />

gamoajavra sakuTar Tavs. Tan jambaziviT<br />

imanWeboda, viTom aseTi amazrzeni, aseTi autaneli<br />

var, roca zrdilobianad vlaparakobo - mokled,<br />

ar SemiZlia. amas mirCevnia... - moamTavra<br />

Cveulebrivi xmiT. ufro sworad, ver moamTavra,<br />

ver Tqva, ra erCia "amas".<br />

- marTali xar - ar acala fransuazamac - jobda<br />

sul ar Camosuliyavi, ase Tu daitanjebodi.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisaTvis ar miumarTavs. TavisTvis Tqva<br />

TiTqos. sigarets eweoda da odnav TvalmoWutuli<br />

(albaT sigaretis bolisgan), cacxvis surneliT<br />

dabanguli baRis siRrmeSi iyureboda.<br />

- me mirCevnia... - scada saTqmelis damTavreba<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma, magram fransuazam arc axla acala.<br />

- sxvaTa Soris, mec uSenobas ufro var SeCveuli,<br />

vidre SenTan yofnas. ise moiqeci, rogorc SenTvis<br />

ajobebs, yovel SemTxvevaSi, Cemi gulisTvis...<br />

- ara. nu geSinia - gaawyvetina axla <strong>avel</strong>umma -<br />

marto Seni gulisTvis ar davitanjebi. araviTar<br />

SemTxvevaSi. Sen magaze nu idardeb. mec kargad<br />

vici, uCemobas ukeT rom itan. xolo, ufro<br />

gulaxdilebi Tu viqnebiT, albaT xelsac giSli<br />

xolme Cemi moulodneli gamocxadebebiT - Tan<br />

SeZrwunebuli fiqrobda, ra sisuleleebs<br />

vlaparakobo.<br />

- xa, xa, - Tqva fransuazam, viTom pasuxis<br />

Rirsadac ar vTvli am sisuleleso.


magram, etyoba, cotaTi mainc aRelda, radgan<br />

sigareti maSinve qvaze daasrisa mTeli ZaliT da<br />

gadametebuli gulmodginebiT gadawminda qvidan<br />

sigaretis Wvartli da ferfli. Tumca, im adgilas<br />

mainc SesamCnevad gamoSavda qva.


- me parizs ar vgulisxmob. parizi CvenTvis Sors<br />

aris. xeli ver migviwvdeba - uaresad aRelda<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi - gaxsovs? - dahyvira miwas, isev<br />

xelebdabjenilma skamis kideze - erTi dRiT<br />

Camovfrindebodi xolme, kartSi mogebuli fuliT,<br />

Sen ki ipodromze garbodi Sens aristokrat<br />

megobrebTan... Cemi mitoveba SegeZlo, imaTi<br />

gawbileba ki ara. ase ar aris?! ase ar iyo?! -<br />

SeeSala saxe <strong>avel</strong>ums, oRond, TviTonac ar icoda<br />

mgoni, ras eswrafvoda, ras eloda fransuazasgan,<br />

ufro sworad, ra erCia Tavad, daTanxmebuliyo<br />

fransuaza Tu ar mieRo, uari eTqva am braldebaze.<br />

etyoba, es fransuazamac igrZno da, amjerad, veRar<br />

moeria Tavs, veRar SeinarCuna mogonili simSvide<br />

da yovelgvari qaluri farisevlobisa Tu<br />

kopwiaobis gareSe, gulwrfelad, patiosnad<br />

daeTanxma maSinve: marTali xar, Zalian cudad<br />

viqceodi, TviTonac bevrjer minania amazeo -<br />

ramac, ki ar daacxro, kidev ufro gaacecxla<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi. TiTqos iqamde TviTonac ar sjeroda<br />

mtkiced, rasac ambobda, da raki sxvamac<br />

daudastura, Tanac swored iman, visac amis<br />

dadasturebac da uaryofac yvelaze metad<br />

SeeZlo, mxolod maSinRa iwama sabolood. da Tu<br />

aqamde mainc ewinaaRmdegeboda, mainc ebrZoda<br />

Tavs, axla mTeli arsebiT, mTeli mgznebarebiT<br />

Cahyva, CaiZira dagvianebuli Tu gulSi<br />

daZvelebuli eWvianobis veragsa da<br />

gamapampulebel morevSi. Tumca, eWvianoba albaT<br />

mainc meoradi grZnoba iyo misTvis im wuTas da<br />

esec, rasakvirvelia, uaresad urevda Tavgzas.<br />

Tavad fransuaza arsi ki ar iyo misi


guliswyromisa, gulistkivilisa, Tundac,<br />

sigiJisa, aramed mxolod mizezi am guliswyromis,<br />

gulistkivilisa da sigiJis gamosavlenad. da<br />

marTlac, fransuaza mxolod erT-erT nawils<br />

warmoadgenda im cxovrebisa, romelic, axla, am<br />

wuTas, uimedod, SeumCnevlad adneboda xelSi,<br />

ecleboda fexqveS da emxoboda Tavze. TviTon ki<br />

axalSobiliviT umweo iyo, rame eRona, rame mainc<br />

gadaerCina, ramdenadac im cxovrebis yoveli<br />

nawili, imave dros, mTelsac gulisxmobda<br />

TavisTavSi, mTeli ki, upirveles yovlisa sakuTar<br />

nawilebs ganasaxierebda, oRond, winaswar<br />

daudgeneli da bunebriviviT umtkivneulo<br />

monacvleobiT. amiT mTelis, anu, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

cxovrebis arsi iseve ar icvleboda, rogorc<br />

samyaros arsi ar icvleba weliwadis droTa anda<br />

zodiaqos TanavarskvlavedTa monacvleobiT.<br />

magram im cxovrebidan ukve aRaraferi<br />

darCeniliyo da amis SegrZneba, yvelaze metad<br />

swored aq, siyvarulis am maradiul baRSi iyo<br />

mtkivneulic, damakninebelica da<br />

gamabiTurebelic. magram mainc ar SeiZleboda<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis gamarTleba. im cxovrebidan, SeiZleba,<br />

marTla aRaraferi darCeniliyo, magram xom iyo<br />

odesRac yvelaferi?! imaTac xom ganecadaT is<br />

"yvelaferi" erTad, an erTmaneTis meSveobiT?! gana<br />

es cotaa? gana marto amis gamo ar imsaxurebda<br />

igive fransuaza misgan madlobasa da<br />

Tayvaniscemas? is ki... is ki, klinikidan<br />

gamoqceuli giJiviT gahyviroda, TviTonac rom ar<br />

icoda ras. Tumca, nuras ukacravad! klinikidan<br />

gamoqceuli giJebi qalebs ki ar eCxubebian, skams


uTmoben saqalaqo transportSi. giJic ki ar iyo is<br />

da albaT verasodes Seityobda, ra iyo<br />

sinamdvileSi, risTvis iyo, unda yofiliyo Tu ara<br />

saerTod.


- ver uyurebT amas?! - SesZaxa ybaacaxcaxebulma -<br />

me bnelSi vijeqi WotiviT, liftiori qalis SiSiT<br />

sinaTlec ver amenTo, ar momagnos, ar damifrinos<br />

aqedan meTqi, es ki, rogorc ityvian, evropulad<br />

erToboda, an saelCoSi ijda iatakze da viRacis<br />

WiqaSi CarCenil Sampanurs wrupavda ("fih!<br />

mezizReba Sampanuri" - CaurTo fransuazam), an<br />

romeliRac morigi degenerati geniosis, anu Cemi<br />

ar iyos, ZaliT gaabstraqcionistebuli mxatvris<br />

("oho! eg ki ar vicodi!"- isev CaurTo fransuazam)<br />

binZur xaveraSi... ukacravad, saxelosnoSi,<br />

atelieSi, studiaSi diasaxlisobda gamosuli<br />

qalis Tamami uSualobiTa da uSualo siTamamiT.<br />

Tqven ras svamT? Tumca, sxva mainc araferi gvaqvs.<br />

"narinjovani". brrrr... ("siRaribe dasacini ar<br />

aris" - CaurTo fransuazam). me meubnebi? me<br />

mxolod siRaribiTa var mdidari. yoveldRe<br />

cotas, erTxel uxvad mirCevnia. magram mainc<br />

vityvi Cemsas, rogorc ar unda SemiSalo. Tqven xom<br />

yvelaferze Tvals xuWavT, mSveniereba rom<br />

dainaxoT?! oRond "mSvenieri" yvelaferi SeiZleba<br />

aRmoCndes imedismomcemi da yvelafris mkisrebeli<br />

mxatvris saxelosnoSi. Tqvenc yvelafrisTvis<br />

mzad xarT. diax, Tqven, frangebi! xelovanTa<br />

mfarveloba ara marto Tqveni sulieri<br />

midrekilebaa, aramed xorcieli moTxovnilebac.<br />

oRond yvelasi ki ara, araviTar SemTxvevaSi,<br />

rogor gekadrebaT! bevri Tqveni saxelovani<br />

mxatvari SimSiliTaa mkvdari, eTiopeli<br />

oboliviT. aramed visic... vinc... visac... - ver ipova<br />

uceb saWiro sityva, anda, ukanasknel wams moerida<br />

pirze momdgari sityvis Tqma da uneburad


Seyovnda, magram sakuTari dabneulobisac Sercxva<br />

da isev mtkiced gaagrZela - visic geSiniaT,<br />

Tundac, visic geridebaT, Tqvenive evropuli<br />

provincialobis gamo. visac erT xelSi mdored,<br />

zantad mwveTavi funji uWiravs, meoreSi ki -<br />

monuri Suris, siZulvilis, pativmoyvareobis<br />

maxvili. da Tqvenc... da Tqvenc, avad molaplape<br />

maxvilis SiSiT, siamovnebiT ulokavT mdored,<br />

zantad mwveTav funjs - uceb gaCumda da cali<br />

TvaliT gamoxeda fransuazas, TiTqos Seamowma,<br />

mismens Tu arao. anda, TiTqos ase gaafrTxila,<br />

scenaze Seni gamosvlis droc moaxlovda da<br />

moemzadeo. fransuazam ena gamoyo da scada zed<br />

daexeda. iman ki warbebi awkipa, tuCebi uSnod<br />

mopruwa da viTom fransuazas xmiT gaagrZela -<br />

iciT, rogori originaluria?! iseTi ubraloa...<br />

iseTi adamianuri... ki aba, bebiaSenisam! - CaurTo<br />

maSinve "sakuTari" xmiT, vidre isev Seicvlida xmas<br />

- iciT, im dRes oTxad gaWrili gaufcqvneli xaxvi<br />

mogvarTva, es aris mTeli vaxSamio.<br />

warmogidgeniaT?! - gabrazda isev. - ai, amas hqvia<br />

namdvili bohema! siZunweze rom araferi vTqvaT.<br />

anda, Tundac sibriyveze. siRaribe aq arafer<br />

SuaSia. Tu xaxvis meti araferi gaqvs, vaxSams<br />

ratom marTav saxelosnoSi?! elodebi, rom<br />

saWmel-sasmels sxvebi moitanen?! amas sxva saxeli<br />

hqvia. vazviadeb rames? - miubrunda fransuazas.<br />

fransuazas ecineboda, magram Tavs ikavebda,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums rom ar SeemCnia da uaresad ar<br />

gabrazebuliyo - ra gacinebs? - mainc Seatyo<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma - gana sasaciloa?! marto amisTvis Rirda<br />

parizidan moskovs gadasaxleba. amis gulisTvis.


marto amis gamo. magram mec rom gaufcqvneli xaxvi<br />

meWmia SenTvis, mogewoneboda? SeWamdi? - uyvira<br />

isev.


erTi wamiT, cacxvis romeliRac xeze<br />

moJRurtule Citi CaCumda, imdenad moulodneli,<br />

imdenad Seuferebeli aRmoCnda es mgznebare<br />

oratoria iqaurobisTvis. saerTodac, albaT<br />

mTels dedamiwaze, marto maT Tu SeeZloT raime<br />

azris gamotana naTqvamidanac da mosmenilidanac,<br />

rac Cveulebrivi abdaubda, abrakadabra iqneboda<br />

da meti araferi nebismieri mesame adamianisaTvis,<br />

gansakuTrebiT ki aq, trianonis sasaxleSi, sadac<br />

vin icis, saidan ar Camosuli turistebi,<br />

bednierebisagan saxegaciskrovnebulni, saqmianad<br />

gafacicebulni da eSmakurad momRimarni<br />

(gansakuTrebiT azielebi), dahyvebodnen kudSi<br />

TavianT gidebs pikanturi CvenebebiT gamovsebul<br />

talanebsa Tu cacxvis yvaviliT mofenil<br />

bilikebze. saTqmels aq Tvalebi ambobdnen<br />

ZiriTadad. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki lamis Rrialebda,<br />

wyalqveSa kldeebisaken gaqanebuli gemis anZaze<br />

SerCenili mezRvauriviT. xolo darcxvenili<br />

fransuaza TavCaRunuli ejda gverdiT,<br />

jerjerobiT zereled daeWvebuli (meeqvse<br />

grZnobis wyalobiT), raRacas, sabediswerod avsa<br />

da saxifaTos, bolomde ver Cawvdenili, magram<br />

mainc kmayofili da mainc bednieri. ufro sworad,<br />

ki moswonda, rac maT Soris da maT garSemo<br />

xdeboda, magram, imave dros, SigadaSig,<br />

moulodnelad, raRac sxva, sruliad ucxo da<br />

amitomac usiamo gemoc dahkravda yvelafers -<br />

sigaretsac, haersac, mzesac, cacxvis surnelsac,<br />

Citis WikWiksac da <strong>avel</strong>umis xmasac - rogorc erT<br />

romeliRac Zalian gemriel kerZs, aranakleb


gemrieli, magram mainc gansxvavebuli da<br />

pirvelTan yovlad Seuferebeli sxva kerZis gemo.


uguneboba saerTod <strong>avel</strong>umis erT-erTi<br />

gamosarCevi Tviseba gaxldaT - xandaxan ise<br />

moulodnelad, ise umizezod moiwyenda xolme,<br />

fransuaza sagonebelSi vardeboda, varaudebiT<br />

itkiebda Tavs, vidre ukeT gaicnobda da SeeCveoda<br />

mis cvalebad xasiaTs. amjerad ki winaswar,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis Camofrenamdec icoda, xalisiani<br />

mosaubris, ubadlo kulinaris, Seumcdari<br />

WaSnagiris, Seucvleli meinaxisa da<br />

gamousworebeli mususis nacvlad, avad<br />

moRuSuli, warbebSeWmuxnuli, kriWaSekruli<br />

saSineleba SerCeboda xelSi - asketi raindisa da<br />

orTodoqsi meudabnoes xelovnuri najvari,<br />

oRond TviTCasaxvisa da TviTSobis gziT<br />

miRebuli - da es rom ase iqneboda, jer kidev<br />

telefoniT saubrisas Seatyo xmaze (roca iman<br />

moskovidan daureka da gaafrTxila, ama da am dRes<br />

viqnebi parizSio). TiTqos dainaxa kidec is xma (da<br />

aman Sezara swored), raRacnairi mkvdruli<br />

sijiutiT, mxolod da mxolod garduvalobis<br />

ZaliT daZruli satelefono kabelSi, rogorc<br />

tkiviliT gaognebuli da Sxamiani nerwyviT<br />

gaguduli baWia maxrCobela gvelis nawlavSi.<br />

magram misda gasaocrad da misda gasaxarad, mokra<br />

Tu ara Soridan Tvali (aeroportSi), maSinve<br />

damSvidda - zedmetad mxiaruli da zedmetad<br />

xalisianic ki moeCvena erTi SexedviT, Tumca,<br />

amgvari STabeWdileba, albaT, imanac Seuqmna,<br />

viRac lamaz qals rom moacilebda is da,<br />

Cveulebisamebr, Tavazianobad, yuradRebad iyo<br />

qceuli, rac yovelTvis Zalian moswonda<br />

fransuazas da Zalianac afasebda. qali ki


namdvilad lamazi iyo - aziuri yvrimalebiTa da<br />

iribad gaWrili TvalebiT qalbaton SoSas hgavda.<br />

ki ar hgavda, qalbatoni SoSa iyo namdvilad, es<br />

wuTia gadmosuli wignidan. magram imdenad ar<br />

gaakvirva am ambavma (<strong>avel</strong>umis mgzavrobam<br />

literaturul gmirTan erTad), ramdenadac<br />

daavaldebula Cveulebrivi adamianuri yuradReba<br />

da gulisxmiereba gamoeCina swored<br />

literaturuli gmiris mimarT, raki isic<br />

iZulebuli gaexada cxovrebas mietovebina Tavisi<br />

maradiuli, saimedo TavSesafari (wigni) da, vin<br />

icis, ra mizniTa da risi imediT, Camjdariyo<br />

Cveulebriv (anu namdvil) TviTmfrinavSi,<br />

Cveulebrivi (anu, namdvili) adamianiviT. vidre<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi gamoeTxoveboda, fransuaza mxolod im<br />

qals uyurebda da ucxod aRar eCveneboda, Tundac<br />

mxolod imitom, misTvis yvelaze axlobeli,<br />

yvelaze sayvareli, rac mTavaria, yvelaze<br />

namdvili, yvelaze realuri adamianis gverdiT<br />

rom xedavda. <strong>avel</strong>umisa da im ucxo qalis cqeram<br />

ara marto daamSvida, ukve gabzaruli rwmenac<br />

ganumtkica imisa, yvelaferi Zveleburad rom<br />

iqneboda isev da araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar<br />

Seexeboda maT urTierTobas borotebis imperiaSi<br />

da, aqedan gamomdinare, mTels qveyanaze mimdinare<br />

cvlilebebi. is ki ara, raRacnairi (oRond, ufro<br />

mSobliuri, vidre qaluri) siamayiTac ki gaifiqra<br />

- tyuilad SemaSina telefonze, mSvenivrad<br />

gamoiyureba da rac mTavaria, Tavisas mainc ar<br />

iSlis, Zveleburad ar uSvebs SemTxvevas<br />

xelidano. <strong>avel</strong>umsac gangeb warbSekruli Seegeba,<br />

"eWvianobis scena" gaiTamaSa, <strong>avel</strong>umisaTvis rom


esiamovnebina da, doinj-Semoyrilma, salmis<br />

magivrad hkiTxa: rao, qalbatonma SoSam, ra<br />

mindao? - viTom mainc veWvianob, Tumca, TviTonac<br />

kargad momexseneba, literaturul gmirze<br />

eWvianoba sisulelea da meti araferio. <strong>avel</strong>ums ki<br />

elda eca: ris amoxsnasac mTeli gza amaod<br />

cdilobda, amoxsnili daaxvedra fransuazam.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umsac sul enaze edga qalbaton SoSas<br />

saxeli, magram ver iqna da ver amoTqva. samagierod,<br />

axla isic ki gaaxsenda, karic rom gajaxunda<br />

TiTqos TviTmfrinavSi, rogorc ki Tvali mokra<br />

imas, TviTmfrinavSic TavisTvis ganmartoebulsa<br />

da weriT garTuls. magram Tavisi gaoceba aRar<br />

gamouxatavs. xmaSi ahyva, mxari auba fransuazas da<br />

TviTonac ise, sxvaTa Soris moayola: ra vici, ra<br />

unda. albaT wignSi jdoma mobezrda da gadawyvita<br />

Tavad eaxlos mkiTxvels, raki mkiTxveli aRar<br />

midis masTano. fransuazasac es undoda - maSinve<br />

darwmunda, swored is <strong>avel</strong>umi idga mis win, am<br />

ocdaxuTi wlis win rom ixila pirvelad, roca<br />

vanis saganZuris dasaTvaliereblad SuSis<br />

vitrinebze daxrilma, erTi wamiT, uneblieT Tavi<br />

wamowia da TiTqos liTonis jarTisgan<br />

Sekowiwebulma saxem umal gaaogna, vidre<br />

ganacvifra, umal daafrTxo, vidre aRafrTovana.


uguneboba mogvianebiT Seetyo <strong>avel</strong>ums, roca<br />

Svili moikiTxa. ufro swored, roca, bolos da<br />

bolos, orives gaaxsendaT Svilic rom hyavdaT<br />

(RmerTo, rogor Secvliliyo am ori wlis<br />

ganmavlobaSi!), da isic zantad, uxalisod<br />

wamoizlazna kedlis sigrZe sarkmlis dabal<br />

rafaze Camomjdari, TiTqos monatrebul mamas ki<br />

ar unda Sehgebeboda, dedamiss unda waredgina is<br />

Tavisi megobrisaTvis, romlis arsebobis Sesaxeb<br />

gagebuli ki hqonda, magram Tavisi bavSvuri<br />

mrwamsiTa da TvalsazrisiT, mkvdari mamis<br />

Rirsebis SebRalvad Tvlida saerTod imis<br />

arsebobas; anda, SeiZleba kidev ufro<br />

mogvianebiTac, roca dabneul, daZabul<br />

misalmebasa da mokiTxvebs morCnen da manqanisaken<br />

daiZrnen, uneburad daborkilni miuCveveli<br />

siaxloviT. marTlac, mama-Svilis pirvel<br />

SexvedrasTan SedarebiT, imdenad uRimRamo,<br />

imdenad TvalSisacemad "nelTbili" aRmoCnda maTi<br />

meore Sexvedra, fransuaza TviTonve Sewuxda da<br />

manqanaSi Casxdomamde Sefarulad anugeSa Tu<br />

Taviseburad moubodiSa <strong>avel</strong>ums: iseT asakSia,<br />

araferi ar unda ewyinos magisgan kacso.<br />

- warmogidgenia, karavSi apirebs cxovrebas,<br />

zRvis napirze, dobilTan erTad - daamata<br />

RimiliT, TiTqos ukve gamoTqmuli mosazrebis<br />

kidev ufro gansamtkiceblad.<br />

is ki (maTi Svili) ukve manqanis ukana savarZelze<br />

gadaTxleSiliyo, sportsmeniviT.


ase rom, roca is (Svili), deidebTan da bebiababuasTan<br />

erTad, kunZulze gaistumres, sadac<br />

viTom TviTonac unda Casuliyvnen mogvianebiT,<br />

fransuazam, cota ar iyos, SvebiT amoisunTqa - misi<br />

azriT, mesame Sexvedramde, mamac moaswrebda<br />

damSvidebas da Svilic moegeboda gons. magram<br />

fransuazam ar icoda, yvelaze naklebad es ambavi<br />

rom awuxebda axla <strong>avel</strong>ums. ufro sworad,<br />

srulebiT ar gaukvirdeboda, "nelTbilad" ki ara,<br />

saerTod Tu ar miesalmeboda Svili, radgan<br />

pirveli Sexvedrisgan gansxvavebiT, amjerad,<br />

araTu uneblie damnaSaved, aramed pirwavardnil<br />

garewrad Tvlida Tavs mis winaSe da amazrzen<br />

usindisobad miaCnda Tavisi amJamindeli<br />

saqcielic, anu, TanagrZnobis, yuradRebis<br />

moTxovna imisgan, vinc Tavad uyuradRebod,<br />

upatronod hyavda migdebuli da wlebis<br />

ganmavlobaSi TiTs TiTze ar akarebda, araviTar<br />

Rones ar xmarobda, rame Seecvala, ukeTesobisken<br />

Tu ara, uaresobisken mainc. Tumca, uaresi raRa<br />

unda yofiliyo! garda sityvebisa, gindac garda<br />

sityvebiT gamoTqmuli grZnobebisa, sxva araferi<br />

hqondaT saerTo, arc samSoblo, arc ena, arc<br />

warsuli da arc momavali. araferi! Tavsac<br />

ityuebdnen da erTmaneTis motyuebasac<br />

cdilobdnen sayovelTaod miRebuli, magram<br />

yovlad ufesvo, gudafSuta, caSi motivtive<br />

Teoriebisa da kanonebis moSveliebiT an<br />

uaryofiT. amis dadastureba iyo maTi orive<br />

Sexvedrac - pirveli Tavisi gadametebuli<br />

guliTadobiT da meore aseve Tavisi gadametebuli<br />

gulgrilobiT. rasakvirvelia, didi mniSvneloba


aqvs, visgan iRebs qali muclad, magram<br />

mniSvneloba aqvs Tavad qalisTvis, qalis<br />

cxovrebisTvis, Tundac qalis saidumlo<br />

cxovrebisTvis da ara misi saidumlos<br />

nayofisTvis, misi SvilisTvis. SvilisTvis<br />

mTavaria, vin daisvams mklavze, vidre siaruls<br />

iswavlides; vin gavardeba misi wamlis<br />

saSovnelad, giJiviT, roca avad gaxdeba; vin<br />

mouyveba zRapars Zilis win, Tundac mTqnarebiTa<br />

da buzRuniT; vin waiyvans, vTqvaT, zooparkSi da<br />

vin aaxevs yurs, vTqvaT, raime uzneo<br />

saqcielisTvis, anda uzrdeluri sityvapasuxisTvis.<br />

rac mTavaria, araviTar SemTxvevaSi<br />

aRar epatieboda Tavisufal <strong>avel</strong>ums is, rac<br />

monobaSi albaT Rirsebadac eTvleboda. amitom,<br />

namdvilad ajobebda, Tuki yvelafers Tavisi<br />

saxeli daerqmeoda. Tuki aRarc TviTon<br />

iTvalTmaqcebda (Tundac misdauneburad,<br />

garemoebebidan gamomdinare, anda Tundac<br />

siyvarulis saxeliT) da, TavisTavad cxadia,<br />

sxvebsac, anu, Zalauneburad masze damokidebul<br />

xalxsac daacdida saRad azrovnebasa da swori,<br />

ufro zustad ki maTTvis ufro xelsayreli,<br />

maTTvis ukeTesi gadawyvetilebebis miRebas. ra<br />

Tqma unda, viTommamis yolas umamoba sjobs.<br />

viTommamisgan yvelaferi viTomaa, carielia, fuWia<br />

- sityvac, saCuqaric, TanagrZnobac, siyvarulic! -<br />

roca Tavidanve Canergilma, Segnebulma da<br />

gacnobierebulma umamobam, SeiZleba, bevr rameSi<br />

biZgic ki mogces, sxvebze meti gagakeTebinos. ase<br />

rom, araTu "nelTbili" Sexvedra, <strong>avel</strong>ums arc is<br />

gaukvirdeboda viTomSvilisgan, mourideblad Tu


miaxlida pirSi (oRond, sakiTxavia, romel enaze!)<br />

- satanjvelad da sawameblad Sen dedaCemis<br />

gapampulebac geyofa, me ki, RvTis gulisaTvis,<br />

Tavi gamanebeo.


magram vidre amas etyoda viTommamas, jer keTili<br />

eneba da dedisTvis ekiTxa, ra azrisa iyo amis<br />

Taobaze, Tvlida Tu ara Tavs gapampulebulad<br />

misi viTommamisgan. araviTar SemTxvevaSi!<br />

"araviTar SemTxvevaSio" - boboqrobda gunebaSi<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi, da aseve aboboqrdeboda albaT<br />

fransuazac, aseTi ram marTla rom ekiTxa vinmes<br />

misTvis. Tuki vinme iyo gapampulebuli, mxolod -<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi da misi "umizezo" mrisxanebaca da<br />

"usamarTlo" braldebebic fransuazas mimarT,<br />

upirveles yovlisa, swored imiT iyo<br />

ganpirobebuli, maincdamainc, aq, trianonis<br />

sasaxleSi rom grZnobda amas. gnebavT, aqac rom<br />

ver gaerkvia, romeli ufro awamebda,<br />

warmodgenili Tu namdvilad Cadenili Ralati.<br />

CvenSi rom vTqvaT, Tuki vinmeze eWvianobda<br />

saerTod <strong>avel</strong>umi, fransuazaze eWvianobda<br />

yovelTvis - fransuazas, ara Tu mizezi da<br />

saSualeba, uflebac meti hqonda Ralatisa.<br />

yvelafers rom Tavi gavaneboT, sxva samyaros<br />

ekuTvnoda, sxva qveyanaSi cxovrobda, sxva adaTwesebiT,<br />

da eWvianobisgan gindac Wipi<br />

gadmogvardnoda, roca mogeprianeboda, anda roca<br />

morigi sigiJe wamogivlida, mainc ver CaakiTxavdi<br />

Sens nebaze im samyaroSi da im qveyanaSi, miT ufro<br />

Seni samyarodan da Seni qveynidan - da xandaxan,<br />

misTvisac moulodnelad, ise mwared, ise<br />

dauzogavad gahkravda xolme gulSi usafuZvlo,<br />

mxolod da mxolod misive gamZafrebuli<br />

fantaziis daudevrobiT Casaxuli da bolomde<br />

daubadebeli eWvi, mzad iyo mgeliviT eRmuvla,<br />

gveliviT Tavi kedelze mienaya da


mucelmowyvetili qaliviT egora miwaze, imdenad<br />

autaneli, gausaZlisi iyo es xelovnuri,<br />

gonebismieri grZnoba, TviTgvemis umartivesi da<br />

usastikesi iaraRi, romlis marwuxebsac iolad<br />

veRar daaRwevdi Tavs, rac ar unda geRona. magram<br />

roca sonias wyalobiT, sinamdvileSic ganicada<br />

is, rasac mxolod sakuTar warmodgenebSi<br />

ganicdida fransuazasTan dakavSirebiT,<br />

warmodgenilma da dasaSvebma garkveuli<br />

TvalsazrisiT mainc gaanela namdvilisa da<br />

dauSveblis damangreveli Zala da, amave dros,<br />

seriozuli feriscvaleba ganicada TviTonac,<br />

ufro zustad, TavisTavad, Zaldautaneblad<br />

(SeiZleba, <strong>avel</strong>umis faruli surviliTac),<br />

Seerwya, SeuerTda namdvilsa da dauSvebels da,<br />

masTan erTad, aseve TavisTavad da<br />

Zaldautaneblad, pasuxismgeblobac ikisra<br />

yvelaferze, rac sinamdvileSi moxda, an ar moxda,<br />

magram SeiZleboda momxdariyo.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi aRgznebuli laparakobda, ukve "rolSi<br />

Sesuli", ukve sityvas ayolili, sakuTar<br />

nalaparakevs mitmasnili, mikedlebuli, rogorc<br />

romeliRac patara, pariziti mweri, bevrad didi<br />

cxovelis sxeuls, magram, imave dros, alalbedze<br />

mZebneli gamosasvleli gzisa am uazrobidan, am<br />

gauTvaliswinebeli, gaumarTlebeli sigiJidan,<br />

rasakvirvelia, maTTvisac (am SemTxvevaSi,<br />

fransuazasTvisac), vinc kidev iTvleboda misi<br />

imperiis SemadgenlobaSi, anu, visac jer ver<br />

daeRwia misi siyvarulisgan Tavi.


awrialebuli TvalebiT sivrces miSterebuli<br />

da skamis kideze xelebdabjenili laparakobda,<br />

TviTonac rom ar icoda ras.<br />

- kmara, xma ar amoiRo - gaaCuma uceb fransuazam.<br />

skamidan wamodga da, Tavadac aforiaqebulma,<br />

ramdenjerme uazrod gaiar-gamoiara skamis win.<br />

imasac gadasdeboda <strong>avel</strong>umis mRelvareba.


- yvelaferSi marTali xar, aki giTxari, aki<br />

vaRiare... - gaagrZela mRelvarebisgan<br />

xmaSecvlilma - magram sxvanairadac ar SemeZlo.<br />

imitom rom... imitom rom, meSinoda... Seigne erTxel<br />

da samudamod - win gauCerda da Tavze xeli daado -<br />

SensaviT, SensaviT meSinoda - uTxra dayvavebiT,<br />

rogorc bavSvebs uyvaveben xolme sakuTar<br />

simarTleSi daeWvebuli ufrosebi - Senc xom<br />

marto darCenisa geSinia da imitom mlanZRav ase<br />

daundoblad, ase usamarTlod, ase dagvianebiT -<br />

uceb gaCumda, TiTqos amowmebda, ramdenad<br />

samarTliani iyo Tavad, ramdenad Seefereboda<br />

saerTod simarTles, rasac ambobda, anda, imdenad<br />

marTali egona Tavi, uneburad Seawuxa amis<br />

SegrZnebam, Seecoda Tanamosaubre, yvela gza rom<br />

mouWra erTbaSad, kedelTan rom miayena da,<br />

marTlac, ra gansxvaveba iyo, kacma rom Tqvas,<br />

davuSvaT, fransuazas moskovur "Tavqarianobasa"<br />

da <strong>avel</strong>umis amJamindnel "TavdaWerilobas"<br />

Soris? araviTari. erTi da igive movlena, Tundac,<br />

grZnoba, erTi da imave mizeziT ganpirobebuli,<br />

sxvadasxva drosa da sxvadasxva garemoSi<br />

sxvadasxvanairad amJRavnebda Tavs da, mxolod da<br />

mxolod, SiSi edo safuZvlad, marto darCenis<br />

SiSi, rogorc fransuazamac Tqva, oRond ufro<br />

qaluri gumanis karnaxiT, ramdenadac sxva<br />

araviTari sabuTi ar arsebobda amis<br />

damamtkicebeli. ubralod, fransuazas <strong>avel</strong>umze<br />

adre gauCnda am SiSis grZnoba da <strong>avel</strong>umze metsac<br />

fiqrobda saerTod amasTan dakavSirebiT, Tundac<br />

imitom, arasodes rom ar sjeroda <strong>avel</strong>umisa,<br />

arasodes moutyuebia Tavi, erTxelac iqneba, aRar


dabrundeba Sin da samudamod darCeba CemTano.<br />

rogorc erTxel ukve vTqviT, fransuaza imdenad<br />

kargad icnobda <strong>avel</strong>ums, isic yovelTvis winaswar<br />

icoda, Tu rodis damTavrdeboda maTi kidev erTi<br />

droebiTi "ojaxuri" cxovreba. sakmarisi iyo<br />

zemoT naxsenebi uguneboba daufleboda <strong>avel</strong>ums,<br />

fransuazac ukve momaval Sexvedrebze iwyebda<br />

fiqrs, momavali SexvedrebisTvis emzadeboda,<br />

arsebobda Tu ar arsebobda amis realuri<br />

safuZveli, gansakuTrebiT ki moskovSi<br />

cxovrebisas, raTa mTeli misi arseba, mxolod da<br />

mxolod, am safiqraliT, am sazrunaviT, am imediT<br />

yofiliyo gamsWvaluli da ubrZolvelad ar<br />

Cavardnoda xelSi landiviT adevnebul<br />

simartoves - sakuTar gamosaxulebasaviT<br />

usxeulo, uwono da mouSorebel qalbatons,<br />

erTdroulad Casafrebuls yvela sarkeSi, yvela<br />

SuSaSi da saerTod nebismier priala saganSi,<br />

saidanac kuSti TavazianobiT gamoegebeboda<br />

xolme maSinve, Tuki wamiT mainc gauSterdeboda<br />

fransuazas Tvali. fransuazas ar SeeZlo<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umiviT, roca moeprianeboda maSin daekra fexi<br />

da gadaxvewiliyo Tavis parizSi. ase iolad ver<br />

miatovebda iqaurobas, radgan is iyo erTaderTi<br />

adgili, sadac SeiZleboda Sexvedroda <strong>avel</strong>ums,<br />

sadac u<strong>avel</strong>umodac unda ecxovra, imedi rom ar<br />

moSloda misi naxvisa, iqamde unda ecxovra, vidre<br />

SesZlebda, vidre gaaCerebdnen, radgan <strong>avel</strong>umsac<br />

rom uyvarda igi, wamiTac ar daeWvebula arasodes<br />

da yovelTvis mtkiced swamda, misi moskovidan<br />

wasvla, upirveles yovlisa, <strong>avel</strong>umisTvis ar<br />

iqneboda sasurveli, <strong>avel</strong>ums gaurTulebda


cxovrebas. amitom, ara marto valdebulad<br />

Tvlida Tavs, vTqvaT, rogorc Seyvarebuli, aramed<br />

iZulebuladac, rogorc Rirsebisa da<br />

Tavmoyvareobis mqone adamiani, aetana da moeTmina<br />

bevri iseTi ram, rasac araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar<br />

moiTmenda da aitanda, <strong>avel</strong>ums rom ar gadahyroda<br />

Tavis droze, SemTxveviT. magram fransuazam mainc<br />

ar icoda mTavari, anda mkrTali, bundovani<br />

warmodgena hqonda mxolod mTavarze, aseve<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis sanaxevrod gaSarJebul-gaidumalebuli<br />

monayolebis wyalobiT. man ar icoda, an ar<br />

sjeroda, <strong>avel</strong>umis cxovrebas bavSvobaSi<br />

gaCuqebuli dis danatovari sicariele rom edo<br />

safuZvlad da, amitomac, verafers SeinarCunebda<br />

bolomde, miT umetes monobaSi Seqmnilsa da<br />

SeZenils.<br />

- ai, sonia gaTxovda, Tavs uSvela - Tqva uceb<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma.<br />

- sonia?! romeli sonia?! - gaikvirva fransuazam<br />

da imave wams igrZno, rogor aforiaqda, rogor<br />

auCqarda guli.<br />

- ici Sen, Zalian kargad ici - aRar daixia<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma.<br />

- mere?! - gatyda fransuazac.<br />

- ra mere? gaTxovda. gadarCa. beds ewia - viTom<br />

agdebulad, viTom gulgareSe uTxra <strong>avel</strong>umma,<br />

TiTqos cixeSi gagonil Wors uyveboda.<br />

- rogor Tu gaTxovda?! - gulwrfelad gabrazda<br />

fransuaza.


- rogor da Cveulebrivad. rogorc Wkviani<br />

qalebi Txovdebian - Tqva <strong>avel</strong>umma da cacxvis<br />

yvavili wkipurtiT gadaigdo muxlidan- aba, me xom<br />

ar gadamyveboda? - daamata ukve nerviuli<br />

RimiliT.


"ai, Turme rogor yofila saqmeo" - gaifiqra<br />

fransuazam. rasakvirvelia, icoda, vin iyo sonia.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis garda, sxva gzebiTac SeiZleboda "cixis<br />

Worebis" gageba, Tundac yofili nacnobmegobrebis<br />

meSveobiT, romlebic arc dros<br />

daiSurebdnen da arc fuls saerTaSoriso<br />

satelefono saubrisTvis, Tuki fransuazasTvisac<br />

"metad saintereso ambavs" Seityobdnen SemTxveviT.<br />

moskovma ki yovelTvis gacilebiT meti icoda maT<br />

Sesaxeb, vidre parizma an Tbilisma. magram<br />

fransuaza fiqrSiac ar dauSvebda, ase "mSvidad",<br />

ase "Cveulebrivad" Tu ilaparakebdnen am sakiTxze<br />

isa da <strong>avel</strong>umi, saerTod Tu axsenebda <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

sonias saxels misi TandaswrebiT. sonia, ra Tqma<br />

unda, misTvisac arsebobda, magram araviTari<br />

survili ar hqonda Tavad, raime urTierToba<br />

daemyarebina masTan. marTalia, didad ar<br />

gansxvavdebodnen isini erTmaneTisgan, arc bediTa<br />

da arc mdgomareobiT, erTic is iyo rac meore, anu,<br />

oriveni erTsa da imave uRelSi hyavda Sebmuli<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums, magram fransuazas bevrad erCia, Tuki es<br />

"saidumlo" marto <strong>avel</strong>ums ecodineboda, marto<br />

mis sakuTrebad darCeboda, radgan am "saidumlos"<br />

gamxelamde, misi da <strong>avel</strong>umis (iseve, rogorc<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisa da sonias) urTierToba TiTqmis<br />

uCveulo, TiTqos momxibvlelic da, amdenad,<br />

yvelasaTvis met-naklebad gasagebic iyo da<br />

misaRebic, sxvanairad rom vTqvaT, umal<br />

TanagrZnobas imsaxurebda, vidre Serisxvas,<br />

dagmobas da, rac mTavaria, dacinvas, Tundac<br />

mTavari msjavrmdeblis - melanias - mxridan.<br />

"saidumlos" gamxelis SemTxvevaSi ki, maTi


urTieToba TiTqmis Cveulebriv, TiTqmis<br />

yoveldRiur, yvelasaTvis xelmisawvdom<br />

garyvnilebad gardaiqmneboda da ara marto<br />

mTavari msjavrmdeblis, aramed misi erTaderTi<br />

Tanamzraxvelis, erTaderTi TanamebrZolis -<br />

sakuTari Svilis - TvalSic. maSinve erT rigiT,<br />

guliswadils ayolil Zuknad iqceoda misTvis (da<br />

yvela misi asakis gogosTvisac) da veRarafriT<br />

veRar aRidgenda wignis gmiriviT uiRblo<br />

siyvarulisTvis wamebulis saxesa da saxels. rac<br />

mTavaria, fransuazas namdvilad ar egona, rodisme<br />

ase Tu SesZravda, SeaSfoTebda sonias bedi,<br />

Tundac misi gaTxoveba. arada, axla iseTi<br />

SegrZneba hqonda, TiTqos sonias marto<br />

daetovebina is saerTo ubedurebis Jams, marto<br />

daetovebina <strong>avel</strong>umis xaxaSi. TiTqos<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisTvis ki ara, misTvis eRalatna sonias -<br />

TviTon rogorRac gadaegdo kisridan Tavisi wili<br />

uReli da axla uRlis erTi bolo miwaze<br />

mixriginebda, miiTrevda dalewil tabikebsa da<br />

dawyvetil apeurebs, xolo uRelSi marto<br />

darCenil fransuazas ufro uaresad edrikeboda<br />

kiseri. "usindisoo" - Tqva gunebaSi. ise<br />

ubrazdeboda, TiTqos sonias rodisme sityva<br />

mieces misTvis, rac aris aris, modi bolomde<br />

erTad gviyvardes <strong>avel</strong>umio, erTad gavwioT<br />

saerTo siyvarulis mZime Wapanio.<br />

- Zalian samwuxaroa... dRiTi dRe sul Txeldeba<br />

da Txeldeba Cveni rigebi. sul ufro da ufro<br />

cotani vrCebiT - Tqva bolos mSvidad.<br />

- vin? - daiZaba <strong>avel</strong>umi.


- Cven! - gauRima fransuazam da maSinve gaagrZela,<br />

oRond ukve mkacrad, uRimilod - briyvebi. briyvTa<br />

xomaldis mgzavrebi. Seni qveSevrdomebi.<br />

cacxvze Citi isev Tavgamodebuli WikWikebda,<br />

magram arcerTs ar esmoda misi xma.<br />

- mainc gaTxoveba sjobs... vidre... vidre... - ver<br />

moaba saTqmels Tavi <strong>avel</strong>umma, anda, SeiZleba,<br />

uceb gadaifiqra, moerida fransuazasi, daenana,<br />

dazoga bolo wams.<br />

- vidre? - waexmara, ar moeSva fransuaza, axla<br />

ukve daZabulad, gamomwvevad momRimari,<br />

momlodine nebismieri sisaZaglisa.<br />

- sxvaTa Soris, Sens sawolTan, patara magidaze,<br />

Tu SegimCnevia, Casaxvis sawinaaRmdego abebis<br />

kolofi devs, sanaxevrod daclili - Tqva<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma da xmauriT Caylapa nerwyvi - albaT<br />

yovel SemTxvevisTvis svam, dasazRvevad. Cemma<br />

werilebma rom... hm, hm... - Caaxvela Tu Caicina erTsa<br />

da imave dros. ufro sworad ki, usiamod Caixixina<br />

nerviulobisagan isedac daviwrovebul yelSi -<br />

magram ara mgonia, am TvalsazrisiT, saxifaTo<br />

iyos, rogorc Sen uwode erTxel, epistoluri<br />

siyvaruli - (fransuaza dumda) - marTlac,<br />

rogorc etyoba, franguli wamlebi xangrZlivad,<br />

wlebis ganmavlobaSi inarCuneben Zalas. Cven xom<br />

ukanasknelad am ori wlis winaT SevxvdiT? ase ar<br />

gamodis? ori Tvis mere ori weli iqneba -<br />

miubrunda fransuazas, viTom marTla<br />

ainteresebda amis dazusteba.<br />

- is wamali germanulia - Tqva fransuazam.<br />

- eg sulerTia! - mgznebared SesZaxa <strong>avel</strong>umma.


- egre gegonos, - gaicina fransuazam - zogi<br />

sustia, zogi Zlieri. Zalian Zlieric arsebobs.<br />

magaliTad Cinuri abebi make niangs Caaylapes<br />

Turme da Tormeti kvercxi gaulaya mucelSi.<br />

- me ar vxumrob - gaeRima <strong>avel</strong>ums.<br />

- RmerTo Cemo, ar mesmis rogor cxovrobT Tqven!<br />

- Sewuxda, aRelda, gabrazda fransuaza - ver<br />

gamigia, ra ginda Cemgan? ra unda Cavikla, ra unda<br />

amovikveTo, ras unda gavuZlo kidev! - uneburad<br />

auwia xmas, magram maleve sZlia sisustes da<br />

mSvidad gaagrZela - vidre Sen Cemi gadarCenis<br />

gegmebs awyobdi iq, Cemo gadamrCenelo, me Tavs<br />

Zlivs vereodi, quCaSi rom ar gavvardniliyavi da<br />

pirvelsave gamvlels ar Cavvardnodi fexebSi...<br />

pirvelsave Semxvedrs... Tundac keTrovans...<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi aSkarad SeakrTo bolo sityvebma. erTi<br />

wamiT gamoxeda swrafad, qurdulad, gadidebuli,<br />

awrialebuli TvalebiT. loyebic ki Seefakla<br />

uceb da am moulodneli SekrTomis, dabneulobisa<br />

Tu Sercxvenis misaCqmalad - xe, xeo - Caicina<br />

yasidad, usiamod, Tumca, kacma rom Tqvas, sxva<br />

mainc araferi hqonda saTqmeli.


- kmara, kmara. gavicineT da gveyofa - Tqva<br />

fransuazam - ras vizamT, aseTia Cveni xvedri -<br />

daamata cota xnis mere, Semrigeblurad. Tan<br />

mxarze gadakiduli tyavis patara CanTidan morig<br />

sigarets iRebda, magram, amjerad, imdenad moweva<br />

ar undoda, ramdenadac ganmuxtva am uxerxuli,<br />

ukiduresobamde misuli saxifaTo situaciisa.<br />

axla nebismieri mouzomavi sityva, misgan Tu<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisgan naTqvami, SeiZleboda orivesTvis<br />

erTnairad sabediswero aRmoCeniliyo, Tuki<br />

Segnebulad ar eswrafvodnen gaTiSvas,<br />

ganSorebas, lamis ocdaxuTwliani<br />

siyvarulisTvis wertilis dasmas, maincdamainc aq,<br />

farSevangis ferebiTa da siyvarulis maradiuli<br />

oxvriT dabangul sasaxleSi. amitomac, rac ufro<br />

nakleb yuradRebas miaqcevdnen ukve naTqvamsa da<br />

Cadenils, miT ufro gauadvildebodaT, axlac da<br />

momavalSic, misi "gasaReba" (Tundac sakuTar<br />

TavTan) umniSvnelo, usafuZvlo, WeSmarit<br />

SeyvarebulTaTvis Tanabrad damaxasiaTebel da<br />

TiTqmis garduval gaugebrobad. "pirobas gaZlev,<br />

saRamomde aRar movwevo" - uTxra fransuazam<br />

momarjvebul sigarets, ra Tqma unda, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

gasagonad.<br />

- gana rodisme miTqvams, Seni gadamrCeneli varmeTqi?<br />

- ikiTxa TavCaRunulma <strong>avel</strong>umma.


- giTqvams - gaiRima fransuazam. Soreul<br />

mogonebebs gauRima - Tanac bevrjer - daamata<br />

maSinve. Tan sigarets ukidebda da meore xels<br />

gazis asanTis als afarebda gverdidan, cacxvis<br />

surneliTa da Citis WikWikiT gabruebul niavs rom<br />

ar Caeqro SemTxveviT - TiTqmis yovelTvis, roca<br />

Tvrebodi - siamovnebiT amoayola bols.<br />

- me aravis gadarCena ar SemiZlia - aRelda,<br />

aCqarda <strong>avel</strong>umi - ar uarvyof. SeiZleba vTqvi.<br />

SeiZleba miTqvams... SeiZleba mindoda kidec. arc<br />

es aris gamoricxuli. magram... ici ratom? kargi,<br />

kidev erTxel getyvi, raki SeniT ver mixvdi aqamde.<br />

me fexdabijebuli sisxli midgas ZarRvebSi. ici,<br />

ras niSnavs es?


- ara, ar icoda fransuazam, ras niSnavda "es" da<br />

arc unda scodnoda. amasTan saxsenebelic ar iyo<br />

ufuloba, usamsaxuroba, uZiloba, stumrad<br />

wasvlis Tu stumris miRebis gamo mogvrili<br />

mRelvareba, SfoTi da wuxili... martoxela<br />

dedobac ki! magram es rom gaegebinebina<br />

fransuazasTvis, Zalian Soridan unda daewyo.<br />

Tumca, TviTonac ar iyo darwmunebuli, ramdenad<br />

SesaZlebelia auxsna meore adamians, romelic am<br />

dros saxeSi Semogcqeris da romlis fexsac es<br />

wuTia Seexe Tavad, rom Sen ar arsebob, rom is<br />

(meore adamiani) axla martoa, anu erTi zis am<br />

oradgilian skamze, rac aSkarad ar Seesabameba<br />

TiTqos sinamdviles. magram <strong>avel</strong>ums TviTonve<br />

daezara laparakis gagrZeleba. daezara imis<br />

axsna-ganmarteba, risi axsna-ganmartebac mxolod<br />

sityvebis meSveobiT mainc ver moxerxdeboda. amis<br />

mxolod SegrZneba SeiZleboda. es Tandayolili,<br />

memkvidreobiT miRebuli, sisxlismieri SegrZneba<br />

gaxldaT da ara giJis aCemeba, gamZafrebuli<br />

nevrozis kidev erTi gamovlena. mokled, amis<br />

gageba Tu surda fransuazas, is cxovreba unda<br />

gaevlo, rac <strong>avel</strong>umma ganvlo, Tavis<br />

winaprebianad, uxsovari droidan dRemde. swored<br />

am cxovrebis kvals daeZebda <strong>avel</strong>umic mTeli<br />

sicocxle, man miiyvana kretas aqoTebul<br />

labirinTSic, rasac kopwia literatorebi<br />

miTologiiT gatacebad uTvlidnen. amis gageba<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis qalebidan mxolod melanias SeeZlo,<br />

ramdenadac erTad, erTdroulad hqondaT<br />

gadatanili cxra martica da cxra aprilic da,<br />

rac mTavaria, isic im samyaros nawili iyo,


omelsac avad Tu kargad, axla <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

warmoadgenda trianonis sasaxleSi. amis<br />

gasagebad <strong>avel</strong>umis sayvarlobac ar kmaroda. miT<br />

ufro ar kmaroda, Tundac ramdenime wliT<br />

moskovSi gadasaxleba.<br />

- ver gaigeb - Tqva <strong>avel</strong>umma da fransuazas fexze<br />

Camousva xeli, muxlidan koWamde da, ase<br />

wingadaxrili, gaSeSda cotaxans - oi, Cemi<br />

osteoxondrozi! - SesZaxa Sewuxebuli xmiT. mere<br />

cali loya frTxilad, nazad Camoado muxlze da<br />

Tqva: axi iqneba, ase rom davrCeo.<br />

fransuazam muxli odnav gaaqnia, viTom ar<br />

giSoreb, magram vici, rom tyui, vici rom araferi<br />

gWirs sagangaSo, miT ufro, aq dasarCenio.<br />

- mainc, ras ver gavigeb? gaagrZele - Tqva<br />

fransuazam.<br />

- ver gaigeb - gaimeora <strong>avel</strong>umma.


verc gaigebda. fransuaza moskovSic<br />

"parizulad" cxovrobda. yovel SemTxvevaSi,<br />

yvela Rones xmarobda, yvelanairad cdilobda,<br />

met-naklebad misTvis Cveuli garemo Seeqmna iqac<br />

da, rasakvirvelia, es ganapirobebda mxolod mis<br />

"aristokratul midrekilebebsac", vTqvaT,<br />

cxenosnobisadmi Tu moskovuri bohemisadmi (egreT<br />

wodebuli uideo poetebisa Tu xelmocaruli<br />

mxatvrebis bunagebisadmi). is ramis gagebas ki ar<br />

cdilobda (ar ecala saamisod), miT ufro arsTa<br />

arsisa, aramed nebismier daTmobaze midioda, raTa<br />

gaeZlo da aetana. erTi mizani amoZravebda, rac<br />

SeiZleba, SeumCneveli darCeniliyo axal<br />

garemoSi, ukidures SemTxvevaSi, Semawuxebeli ki<br />

ara, sasiamovno danamati yofiliyo misi, Tundac -<br />

sasiamovno sxvaoba. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki, mxolod da<br />

mxolod, erTi cixidan meore cixeSi gadadioda,<br />

Tbilisidan moskovSi, ufro zustad ki, erTi da<br />

imave, uzarmazari, miwieri sazomebisTvis yovlad<br />

Seuferebeli cixis erTi blokidan meoreSi da,<br />

amdenad, misTvis, maincdamainc, arc garemo<br />

icvleboda, arc cxovrebis wesi. amitomac iyo<br />

misTvis, araTu gamaRizianebeli, saerTod<br />

gaugebari, miuRebeli da, rac kidev ufro<br />

sakvirvelia, Seuracxmyofelic fransuazas<br />

"aristokratiuli midrekilebebis" gamovlena<br />

suliT monaTa, xorciT sneulTa da znewamxdarTa<br />

garemocvaSi...


- ver gaigeb - gaimeora isev da TviTonac rom ar<br />

CaRrmavebuliyo uaresad am usiamo fiqrsa da<br />

uazro gansjaSi, mTrTolvare, daZabuli RimiliT<br />

moayola - me, ese igi, me, iseve ver gadagarCine Sen,<br />

ese igi, Sen, fransuaza, ocdaori wlis frangi<br />

gogona, TavSesaqcev siyvaruls gamoqceuli da<br />

WeSmariti siyvarulis sazarel xaxaSi<br />

Cavardnili, rogorc Tqven, ese igi, frangebma, ver<br />

gadagvarCineT Cven, ese igi, qarTvelebi. bunebaSi<br />

araferi ikargeba. istoriaSi yvelaferi<br />

meordeba... rasac dasTes, imas moimki...<br />

- oho! es ki marTlac saintereso mosazrebaa. rac<br />

mTavaria, axali - scada gaxumreba fransuazamac,<br />

magram, <strong>avel</strong>umis Rimilisa ar iyos, TiTebTan<br />

erTad, sanaxevrod Camwvari sigaretic uTrToda.<br />

- sxvaTa Soris, erTi Cemi didi winapari swored<br />

aqedan gamoapanRures Senma didma winaprebma. ara,<br />

cota ufro zemodan, mTavari sasaxlidan,<br />

versalidan. aq albaT arc SemouSvebdnen,<br />

sasuliero piri gaxldaT.<br />

- xa, xa - gaicina fransuazam gamomwvevad. TiTqos<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums gamoajavra, anda arafrad Caagdo<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umis naTqvami da ubralod mosinja, SeZlebda<br />

Tu vera imasaviT yalbad gacinebas. <strong>avel</strong>umma ki<br />

mTvrali haeri jer xmauriT Seisruta orive<br />

nestoTi da mere haerTan erTad amoiqSina: xa, xa,<br />

Tqveni ar iyos, qalbatono fransuazao.<br />

- gTxov, Zalian gTxov - Seevedra fransuaza da<br />

axla iman daado muxlze xeli.


cacxvze Citi ustvenda. isini Cumad isxdnen.<br />

"RmerTo Cemo. RmerTo Cemo. RmerTo Cemoo" -<br />

ratomRac zedized imeorebda gunebaSi fransuaza.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi ki dainteresebuli, Semcbari Tu<br />

gakvirvebuli adevnebda Tvals (radgan ara marto<br />

grZnobda, xedavda kidec), rogori Semparavi<br />

daudevrobiT vrceldeboda mTels mis arsebaSi<br />

fransuazas patara, susti, mRelvarebisagan<br />

gaoflili xelis naRverdliseburi simxurvale.<br />

saerTod, orive Taviseburad Semcbari iyo da,<br />

imave dros, orives erTnairad moreoda<br />

daRliloba - gamocarielebuliyvnen<br />

gaWianurebuli sasamarTlos monawileebiviT.<br />

marTalia, im "sasamarTloze" ZiriTadad<br />

qaragmulad, xumrobiTa da miniSnebebiT xdeboda<br />

braldebebis wayenebaca da danaSaulis aRiarebac,<br />

magram mainc iseTi grZnoba daufleboda orives,<br />

TiTqos swored is ar eTqvaT, rasac sasamarTlo<br />

avaldebulebdaT, ufro sworad, meti eTqvaT,<br />

vidre saWiro iyo sasamarTlo procesis<br />

wasamarTad; kidev ufro sworad ki, TiTqos<br />

uneblieT, mainc wamoscdenodaT is, risi<br />

wamocdenac araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar SeiZleboda,<br />

gansakuTrebiT dRes da gansakuTrebiT aq,<br />

ramdenadac, amis Sedegad SeiZleboda<br />

braldebuli qceuliyo bralmdeblad da piriqiT,<br />

bralmdebeli braldebulad. kidev uaresi,<br />

SeiZleboda dasjiliyo udanaSaulo da Tanac<br />

sasjelis ukiduresi zomiT, xolo damnaSaves<br />

arxeinad gaegrZelebina Tavisi danaSaulebrivi<br />

cxovreba da moRvaweoba. yovel SemTxvevaSi,<br />

sasamarTlo namdvilad iZulebuli gaxdeboda,


ukan mibrunebuliyo isev da meti naTeli moefina<br />

aqamde bnelSi darCenili zogierTi<br />

wvrilmanisaTvis, romlis gamoCxrekac, upirveles<br />

yovlisa, imaze aaRebinebda orives xels, rac jer<br />

kidev unarCunebdaT rwmenas, mxolod ase rom<br />

SeeZloT cxovreba, mxolod amas rom<br />

elodebodnen cxovrebisgan, roca pirvelad<br />

utydebodnen erTmaneTs - es ki namdvili<br />

siyvaruliao.<br />

mere rusos soflisken miseirnobdnen.<br />

gadavidnen qvis patara, Zvelebur xidze (<strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

ar axsovs, arxi iyo Tu mdinare). Cauares<br />

didebulTa didebul "qoxmaxebs". viRac<br />

tanmorCil, magram heraklesaviT dakunTul zangs<br />

maRali, qera qali (albaT holandieli) xelkaviT<br />

mohyavda, xazgasmuli mokrZalebiTa da mowiwebiT,<br />

Tumca TvalnaTliv etyoboda Sinagani<br />

daZabuloba da mouTmenloba. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki<br />

fransuazasTvis leqss igonebda eqspromtad:<br />

viTom fransuaza is uxilavi, is mouxelTebeli<br />

Citi iyo, ganuwyvetliv rom WikWikebda cacxvis<br />

romeliRac xeze mTeli maTi saubris (hm, hm...)<br />

manZilze. TviTon ki, viTom am Citis WikWiks<br />

Camohyoloda qveynis meore bolodan da viTom<br />

aTasnair Citebs sTavazobdnen gzadagza, maT<br />

Soris rkinis mtredebsac, iqneb mxari eqceso,<br />

magram is mainc jiutad moiwevda aqeTken, am<br />

cacxvebisken, uxilavi da, SeiZleba, arc arsebuli<br />

Citisken.<br />

trianonis cacxvebSi<br />

qoriviT dagacxrebi-o,


aSinebda fransuazas, magram fransuazas ar<br />

eSinoda, mSvidad, morCilad moyveboda gverdiT.<br />

mere, Segnebulad aCqarebuli video-filmis<br />

uferuli kadrebiviT, uazrod, umiznod<br />

mihyvebodnen erTmaneTs darCenili dReebi,<br />

saaTebi, wuTebi, wamebi... jer TviTmfrinavis<br />

bileTi iyides, anu, "registraciaSi gatardnen"<br />

aeroportis ganyofilebaSi, sadac, xelis erTi<br />

mosmiT, cixidan gamosasvleli sabuTi cixeSi<br />

dasabrunebel sabuTad gadaukeTes <strong>avel</strong>ums da<br />

mzis amosvlis kunZuli imave wams isev ocnebis,<br />

sizmris, warmodgenis kuTvnilebad iqca. Tumca,<br />

darekviT mainc darekes iq - Seicvala Cveni<br />

gegmebio - raTa araviTari imedi, araviTari gza ar<br />

daetovebinaT ukan dasabrunebeli.<br />

mere (ratomRac fransuazas daJinebuli<br />

moTxovniT), erTxel kidev Seecadnen parizis<br />

daTvalierebas, magram amjeradac ver moaxerxes<br />

sorbonaSi cali TvaliT SeWyetac, am sityvis<br />

pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT (daketili iyo<br />

sazafxulo ardadegebis gamo); amjeradac ver<br />

avidnen eifelze (sxvac bevri iyo msurveli);<br />

amjeradac ver SeaRwies luvrSi (dro ar<br />

yofnidaT). samagierod, amjeradac bevri<br />

ixetiales laTinur kvartalSi, amjeradac<br />

Sevidnen orTavian Tu rqebgadaxerxil taZarSi,<br />

magram verc amjerad miakvlies viTom qarTveli<br />

ostatis naxelav magidas.


mere, ormagi xidiT, meore napirze gadavidnen da<br />

bukinists gamoelaparaknen, Zalian rom Camogavda<br />

raRaciT erT-erT im ToliaTagans (grZeli,<br />

wvetiani cxviriT? viwro, daqanebuli SubliT? Tu<br />

nabadiviT mxrebze mogdebuli velvetis gaqeqili<br />

pijakiT?), senis orive mxares qvis moajirebze rom<br />

isxdnen mowyenilni, sivrcisa da sakvebis simciris<br />

gamo, Tu piriqiT, TevziT gamZRarni da freniT<br />

daqanculni. ki ar gamoelaparaknen, hkiTxes<br />

(fransuazas meSveobiT), rame xom ar hqonda<br />

qarTul enaze - an Zveli wigni, an Zveli gazeTi, an<br />

Zveli sabuTi. magram iman, mdinaris Toliam,<br />

fransuazas moridebuli da zrdilobianad mokle<br />

informaciis Semdeg, romeliRac rusuli broSura<br />

rom gamoaZvrina saidanRac, erTmaneTze dastadasta<br />

daxvavebuli yvela juris wignebidan,<br />

Jurnal-gazeTebidan, reproduqciebidan<br />

plakatebidan, <strong>avel</strong>umma maSinve mxarze moxvia<br />

xeli zrdilobianad Semcbarsa Tu darcxvenil<br />

fransuazas da saswrafod gaarida iqaurobas.<br />

sena ki dinjad, Seuferxeblad, drosaviT<br />

miedineboda xidebs qveS (apolinerisa ar iyos) da<br />

ver daeZra, ver mihqonda, anda WaRara<br />

policieliviT, Segnebuload iqceoda ase,<br />

Segnebulad ar mihqonda Tan am veragulad<br />

momnusxavi, saxifaTo qalaqis ZvelTa-Zveli,<br />

magram maradisobis wyalnapkurebi da, bunebriv<br />

warmonaqmnTa msgavsad, Semacbunebeli<br />

ubraloebiTa da damamSvidebeli sidiadiT<br />

gamorCeuli Senobebis damtvreuli, datalRuli<br />

anareklebi.


mere, erTxel kidev ver isadiles, romeliRac<br />

restoranSi (parizSi TiTqos erTaderTi, magram<br />

uzarmazari restorania, patar-patara nawilebad<br />

daqucmacebuli) - <strong>avel</strong>ums isev gauWirda<br />

ugemrielesi lukmis Caylapva da, aq ar davixrCoo,<br />

dafeTebuli gamovarda quCaSi. mere isev Sin<br />

isxdnen da isev fxvieri wvnianiTa da RvinoSi<br />

Cambali puriT ibrunebdnen guls. mere isev<br />

uyvardaT erTmaneTi, TiTqos pirvelad TavianT<br />

sicocxleSi (albaT, ukanasknelad) da diliT isev<br />

erTad idgnen Sxapis qveS da <strong>avel</strong>umi sasiamovnod<br />

grZnobda, rogor gaexaxuneboda xolme mkerdze<br />

fransuazas msxvili, xorkliani kertebi da<br />

uCveulod gaxalisebul-gamxiarulebuli sakmaod<br />

seriozulad umtkicebda aSxuvlebul wylis<br />

nakadSi jer kidev zezeurad mZinare fransuazas,<br />

apolineri aucileblad rusi poeti iqneboda,<br />

saqarTveloSi rom ecxovrao.<br />

mere TviTmfrinavSi ijda, agangaSebuli,<br />

aforiaqebuli, miwasTan gasworebuli da<br />

gacamtverebuli fransuazas moTminebiT,<br />

sulgrZelobiT, gindac, sibriyviT.


saloni carieli iyo. erTnairad TrTodnen<br />

erTnairad TeTri (TiTqmis TeTri), erTnairad<br />

carieli (bedad!) savarZlebi. is ki loculobda,<br />

uTavbolod, umisamarTod. yvelasTvis<br />

loculobda, icnobda Tu ar icnobda, uyvarda Tu<br />

sZulda, cocxali iyo Tu mkvdari. erTnairad<br />

mxurvaled, erTnairad mondomebuli,<br />

mowadinebuli loculobda ormocdaTeqvsmetSi,<br />

Sardis suniT aqoTebul sadarbazoSi<br />

gardacvlil biWzec da zRvis napiras monebivre,<br />

mamis nayid Wrel trusikSi "gamopranWul"<br />

gogozec, romelsac dobilTan erTad karavSi<br />

Ramis gaTeva yvelafers erCia, romelic misgan,<br />

misi meSveobiT movlenoda qveyanas, mis sisxlsa da<br />

xorcs atarebda da mainc ar ekuTvnoda mas. is ki<br />

mainc loculobda, uTavbolod, umisamarTod,<br />

uwesod - pirvelive pirsmomdgari sityvebiT.<br />

erTnairad loculobda TbilisSi, cxra aprils<br />

darbeul demonatrantebzec, romlebsac<br />

germaniaSi samkurnalod wasvla mxolod ocnebaSi<br />

Tu SeeZloT, da parizis RirsSesaniSnaobaTa<br />

dasaTvaliereblad msoflios sxvadasxva<br />

kuTxeebidan Camosul turistebzec,<br />

usaqmurobisgan mowyenilni Tu sakuTari uvicobis<br />

SegrZnebiT daseriozulebulni rom dahyvebodnen<br />

ukan TavianT dauRlel gidebs.<br />

RmerToSenuSveleRmerToSendaifareRmerToSenis<br />

axelisWirimeo - loculobda mxurvaled, mTeli<br />

arsebiT danTqmuli locvaSi, yvelasa da<br />

yvelafers mowyvetili, yvela mijnas, yvela<br />

zRvars gamcdari, mtvris namceciviT Cakarguli<br />

(locvianad) usazRvro, ukidegano sivrceebSi da


mtkivneulad, SemaSfoTebeli netarebiT grZnobda,<br />

rogor eufleboda, rogor imorCilebda<br />

TandaTanobiT, maincdamainc, aq, mTrTolvare<br />

liTonis wiaRSi, am Rrublebs zemoT, am usazRvro,<br />

ukidegano sivrceebSi - daCoqebis survili. mere,<br />

raki darwmunda, verafriT ver moTokavda am<br />

gaTviTcnobierebul survilsa Tu<br />

gauTviTcnobierebel moTxovnilebas, saswrafod<br />

wamodga da iqve, sakuTari savarZlis gverdiT<br />

daiCoqa savarZlebs Soris gasasvlelSi dafenil<br />

noxze. cali xeli isev savarZlis saxelurisTvis<br />

CaeWida, TiTqos xels Tu gauSvebda, maSinve<br />

waiRebda, gaitacebda, ugzo-ukvlod gadakargavda<br />

es usaSvelo, es maradiuli Jini Tu survili<br />

gamocarielebul, gamoyruebul sivrceebSi,<br />

TeTri, namdvilad TeTri, ukiduresad,<br />

Semawuxeblad, SemaSfoTeblad TeTri, marad<br />

cvalebadi da mainc marad erTnairi, erTferovani<br />

Rrublebis "gaqvavebul", mkvdar, ukacur (albaT<br />

micvalebulTa sulebiT dasaxlebul) qalaqebSi.<br />

Tan SeuCereblad loculobda, ganuwyvetliv<br />

imeorebda erTsa da imaves, aRelvebuli,<br />

aRgznebuli, didi sinaTlisa Tu raRac sxva,<br />

zebunebrivi Zalis siaxloviT, magram mainc<br />

adamianurad daZabuli, adamianurad miyuradebuli<br />

nebismier Cqams; mainc miwier kanonebs, miwier<br />

Cvevebsa da wesebs daqvemdebarebuli<br />

nebayoflobiT - mxolod imis eSinoda, mxolod<br />

imis rcxvenoda, ase daCoqili, ase uwyveti,<br />

udefiso locvisgan kurdReliviT<br />

tuCebacmacunebuli ar enaxa vinmes, Tundac im<br />

stiuardesas, aTasSi erTxel rom Caivlida xolme


cariel savarZlebs Soris, SeSliliviT TiTqos<br />

TavisTvis momRimari, TviTmfrinavis biZgebsa da<br />

ryevas ayolili, vidre isev fardis iqiT ar<br />

gauCinardeboda kargaxniT, rogorc erTaderTi,<br />

magram sakmaod myari, saimedo dadastureba<br />

miwieri cxovrebis arsebobisa.<br />

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karze akakuneben. sarkmelze fardis CamoSveba<br />

daviwyebiaT da Cans, rogor mifrinaven manaTobeli<br />

tyviebi erTmaneTis miyolebiT, "iveriidan"<br />

mTavrobis sasaxlisken da mTavrobis sasaxlidan<br />

"iveriisken". dRisiT am or "samiznes" Soris<br />

kvamlis maRali svetia aRmarTuli. axla kvamlis<br />

sveti ar Cans - Ramis wyvdiadsaa Sexamebuli -<br />

Tumca xanZris gamonaSuqiT gafermkrTalebuli<br />

Ramis wyvdiadic, Ramis wyvdiadze metad, kvamlsa<br />

gavs, oRond Zlieri, yovlismomcveli xanZris<br />

mauwyebels. jer ki mxolod rusT<strong>avel</strong>i iwvis<br />

(<strong>avel</strong>umi erTxel kidev moicvlis sawolSi gverds<br />

- garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, misi warsulic iwvis,<br />

mTeli misi cxovreba). dekemberia. dekembris bolo<br />

dRea. xval axali weli iwyeba. oRond, jer kidev<br />

sakiTxavia, visTvis. xval ki ara, ramdenime saaTSi<br />

mova axali weli. ufro zustad (<strong>avel</strong>umi xels<br />

amoaZvrens sabnidan, magidis naTuris Rilaks TiTs<br />

daaWers da moulodneli sinaTlisagan<br />

TvalmoWutuli, saaTs Sexedavs), ufro zustad -<br />

saaTsa da ormocdaxuT wuTSi. rasakvirvelia,<br />

Tuki Cveni saaTi ar tyuis. albaT tyuis. an win<br />

iqneba, an ukan. isic Tavis patroniviTaa - an<br />

CamorCeba, an win uswrebs cxovrebas. cxovreba ki<br />

mainc Tavisi gziT midis. Sen ginda CamorCi, ginda<br />

gaaswari. im dRes televizorSi bedniera<br />

gamoiyvanes. xalxi rasac ambobs, marTldeba.<br />

bedniera pirobiTad SevarqviT. Cveni mogonili<br />

saxelia. ufro sworad, TviTon gvaiZula ase<br />

Segverqmia. interviuerma saxeli rom hkiTxa, iman<br />

upasuxa, bednieri varo. sxvaTaSoris, zustad<br />

dRevandeli glexiviT Tu naglexariviT


laparakobda - Sen, vTqvaT, qliavis jiSsa da<br />

saxels ekiTxebi, is ki fass geubneba - "es ra<br />

qliavia, Zia kaco?" "xuTi maneTi, gena". ufro eSmaki<br />

Tua - "eqvsi maneTi, gena, magram Sen xuTad mogcem".<br />

"Sen is miTxari, qliavs ra hqvia, dalocvilo? ra<br />

jiSisaa?" "ra vici, Cven yvelafers qliavs veZaxiT".<br />

imitom, rom gamovqliavdiT. imis winapars axalaxali<br />

jiSi gamoyavda, amynobda, aRonierebda,<br />

akeTilSobilebda, saxels arqmevda SviliviT da<br />

SviliviTac eamayeboda, is ki yvelafers<br />

erTnairad qliavs eZaxis. etyvi, ewyineba. aqeT<br />

Semogedaveba - Sarze xar, viRaca xar, qlivrisa ki<br />

ara, Cemi saxeli aRar maxsovso - ai, amas hqvia<br />

swored, gamoqvabulSi mibruneba. karga xnis<br />

mibrunebulebi varT ukve. ramdenic SeiZleboda,<br />

davixieT ukan. kidev erTi nabijic da, yvelani<br />

ufskrulSi CavcvivdebiT, "qlivris" xeebianad.<br />

karze ki akakuneben. magram, ara uSavs, akakunon,<br />

vidre ar mobezrdebaT. adre Tu gvian,<br />

aucileblad gauReben. asea naTqvami wminda wignSi.<br />

bednierasaTvis gmo-ze Tu gamo-ze operacia<br />

gaukeTebiaT - gadadebuli yofila, sawyali.<br />

misianebs, Tu interviueri ar azviadebs,<br />

STabeWdilebis gasamZafreblad, kuboc hqoniaT<br />

ukve SekveTili. saavadmyofodan ki imitom ar<br />

gahyavdaT, aravis rom ar ecala misTvis. ufro<br />

sworad, cocxlisTvis ar ecalaT, radgan mkvdris<br />

dasamarxad emzadebodnen, mkvdari hyavdaT<br />

misaxedi. isic sikvdils elodeboda mxolod da,<br />

dros gasayvanad, saavadmyofos derefanSi<br />

dominos TamaSobda dilidan saRamomde, vidre<br />

gmo-ze Tu gamo-ze ar amohyo moulodnelad Tavi,


saidanac saRsalamaTi daubrunda Tavisianebs.<br />

Tumca, fsiqiatrebis azriT - cota Seryeuli unda<br />

iyos - rogorc ukve vTqviT, bednieri varo, gaiZaxis<br />

waramara, rac imdenad Zneli dasajerebelia Cvens<br />

droSi, medicinac iZulebulia, ar gamoricxos<br />

fsiqopaTiis faqtori, ese igi, Cveulebrivi<br />

adamianuri eniT rom vTqvaT, giJad CaTvalos<br />

yvela, vinc dRes televizorSi gamodgeba da<br />

saqveynod ganacxadebs bednieri varo. magram<br />

araferi axsovs, didi sinaTlis meti. interviuerma<br />

rom hkiTxa, aba erTi mogviyevi, ra iyo, rogor iyoo<br />

- rogor iyo da kargad iyoo, imis mere bednieri<br />

var, arc araferi mtkiva, arc araferi mawuxebs,<br />

TavSi qva uxeTqia yvelaso - upasuxa iman.<br />

interviuerma: (damcinavi RimiliT, rogorc giJebs<br />

anda bavSvebs elaparakebian) sinaTle ra, iqamde ar<br />

ginaxavs? axlac xom sinaTlea? (marTlac, ori<br />

"iupiteri" pirdapir TvalebSi uWyitinebda<br />

bednieras). bednieram: es ra sinaTlea! es imasTan<br />

ukuni bnelia. ai, rom vambobT xolme, TvalTan<br />

TiTs ver miitano, isea. interviuerma: (cota ar<br />

iyos, dabneulad) mere? bednieram: ra mere? vinc im<br />

sinaTles ixilavs, gabednierdeba CemsaviT. coli<br />

meubneba, sinaTles mogcem me Seno. magram raRa<br />

drosia - Rame Zili aRara maqvs, dRisiT mosveneba.<br />

sul iq minda yofna. gana ar vicodi, Cvens droSi<br />

bedniereba rom ar SeiZleba, magram ra vqna, ase<br />

moxda. daviRupe Tavi. arada, jer varskvlavi<br />

megona. Cveulebrivi. bagebs zemoT idga da<br />

cimcimebda TavisTvis. mec CemTvis videqi<br />

saavadmyofos aivanze da dominos koWebs<br />

vaCxrialebdi piJamos jibeSi. gvian mivxvdi, taniT


vigrZeni uceb, isic mxedavda da ara marto<br />

mxedavda, rogorc ukve mogaxseneT, raRacasac<br />

maniSnebda Tan, ar vici, "modi nu geSiniao" Tu "nu<br />

geSinia, movdivaro". is ki ara, TiTqos ecineboda<br />

kidec Cems miuxvedrelobaze. mere aRaraferi<br />

maxsovs. Tumca, rogor ara - ai, aq mtkiva meTqi -<br />

veubnebodi viRacas. ar vici calTvala iyo Tu<br />

erTi Tvali hqonda saerTod. ai, aqa meTqi, da xels<br />

RviZlze videbdi. maSin marTla mtkioda<br />

(gaubedavad isvams ferdze xels). imis mere aRar<br />

mtkiva. isic vuTxari, gadadebuli var meTqi,<br />

Cemianebs ukve kuboca aqvT CemTvis SekveTili<br />

meTqi. magram imas gaecina, yvelani erTnairad<br />

sulelebi xarT am planetazeo, imis geSiniaT, rac<br />

unda geimedebodeTo, is gawuxebT, rac unda<br />

gaxarebdeTo; rasac Tqven sikvdils eZaxiT, is aris<br />

swored sicocxleo; Tqven am planetaze<br />

SemTxveviT xarT moxvedrilni da mxolod<br />

Tqveneburad sikvdilis Semdeg ubrundebiT<br />

namdvil samSoblos, saidanac odesRac Tqveni<br />

windauxedavi winapris Tesli wamoiRo qarmao.<br />

interviuerma: ki magram, ra enaze gelaparakeboda<br />

amdens? bednieram: rogor Tu ra enaze, Cems enaze,<br />

Cvens enaze. interviuerma: (ironiuli RimiliT)<br />

Cveni ena Cven aRar viciT da iman icoda viTom?<br />

bednieram: ai ase esaia. interviuerma: rao?<br />

bednieram: abel Tofi ifoTleba. interviuerma:<br />

ras bJuturobs es kaci, ver gavige veraferi.<br />

bednieram: waikiTxeT ukuRma. mokled, im dRes<br />

saerTod rom ar gamovsuliyavi palatidan, axla<br />

mec TqvensaviT ubeduri viqnebodi. am dReSi ar<br />

Cavvardebodi-meTqi, mindoda meTqva... marTlac, ra


dros bednierebaze laparakia - rogorc daviwyeT,<br />

iseve vamTavrebT am codvil saukunes. guSinac ase<br />

iyo qveyana areuli. sadgurebi da navsadgurebi<br />

guSinac ltolvilebiT iyo savse. bavSvebs<br />

cementis iatakze eZinaT. mxolod gaqonili da<br />

dafxrewili gazeTebi efinaT qveS. qveyanas orad<br />

ori oratori hyavda, ucxourad ganswavlulganaTlebuli,<br />

da isinic emigraciaSi garbodnen.<br />

ufro sworad, viRacam gaabriyva, gaityua<br />

sazRvargareT - wadiT, gaiar-gamoiareT, Tvals<br />

wyali daalevineT da aqauroba rom dawynardeba,<br />

ukanve CamodiTo - magram veRar Camovidnen. raRac<br />

moxda gauTvaliswinebeli. sulac im viRacam<br />

sityva gatexa, piroba daarRvia, oRond, Zneli<br />

dasadgenia, vin SeiZleboda yofiliyo<br />

imdroindel saqarTveloSi, anda mis momijnave<br />

qveyanaSi, aseTi upiro. amitom, verc is orad ori<br />

oratori iqca emigraciad. sul bargze isxdnen,<br />

sul dasabruneblad iyvnen mzad da, mxatvrulad<br />

rom vTqvaT, Tvalsa da xels Sua gaeparaT<br />

cxovreba, veraferi moaswres, gadagvarebis meti.<br />

maTi mitovebuli qveyana ki isev keTili,<br />

RvTisnieri, erTmorwmune mezoblis imediT<br />

ibrunebda suls, anu, isev fiandazad egeboda<br />

fexqveS maradiul "mxsnelsa" da "qomags",<br />

romelic Tavis mxriv, xan "gubernias" eZaxda<br />

moferebiT, xan - "respublikas". amasobaSi ki,<br />

dRiTi-dRe, wami-wam ibzareboda da irRveoda<br />

saukuneobiT nagebi cixe-galavani zneobisa,<br />

patiosnebisa, kdemamosilebisa... gamoCenili<br />

politikuri moRvawis qvrivi, Tavadac aranakleb<br />

cnobili sazogado moRvawe, moTave da


sulisCamdgmeli aTasnairi saqvelmoqmedo dilisa<br />

Tu saRamosi, RamRamobiT, Semzaravad pikantursa<br />

Tu pikanturad Semzarav sizmrebs xedavda. viTom<br />

zRvaSi ixrCoboda da viTom misi xisfexa mezobeli<br />

(pirveli msoflio omis xeibari), Tavis xis fexs<br />

ugdebda napiridan da viTom im xis fexTan erTad<br />

adi-Cadioda qafian, dorblian, amazrzenad<br />

dabuStul talRebze, vidre misi xisfexa<br />

gadamrCeneli, uxisfexod darCenili, silis<br />

asakenkad dafrenil ToliasaviT, askinkiliT<br />

daxtoda napiris gaswvriv. "daxrCoba ar jobda am<br />

Sercxvenaso" - Sewuxebuli fiqrobda viTom gulSi<br />

politikuri moRvawis qvrivi da, imis nacvlad,<br />

xeli gaeSva, kidev ufro ixutebda galumpul fexs.<br />

magram imitom ki ara, marTla rom eSinoda<br />

daxrCobisa, anda Sercxvena rom erCia sikvdils -<br />

ubralod, eniT auwerel, jer ganucdel<br />

siamovnebas aniWebda xis galumpul fexTan<br />

bRlarZuni. raSi ar Cadgmuli, sad ar natuci xis<br />

fexi, viTom ki usxlteboda xelidan, magram isic<br />

uaresad afrindeboda da, zRvis cxoveliviT<br />

slipinasa da mousvenar fexs, xan iRliaSi<br />

moiqcevda, xan lajebSi. diliT nirwamxdari,<br />

darcxvenili, daTrgunuli iRviZebda, radgan jer<br />

kidev dasawyisi iyo uzneobis saukunisa. jer kidev<br />

pirbadiT dadiodnen qalbatonebi. jer kidev iyo<br />

raRac dasamali. sarkes Tvals aridebda. sakuTari<br />

oreulisa rcxvenoda. gaurkvevlad enaneboda<br />

raRac. magram rogorc ar unda gahkvirveboda<br />

TviTonve, es ukve namdvili, cxadSi gancdili<br />

sircxvili da sinanuli, sizmrad molandebulsac<br />

cxadis, namdvilad momxdaris uflebamosilebas


aniWebda ara marto mis warmodgenaSi, aramed<br />

saerTod cxovrebaSi. martivad rom vTqvaT, aRarc<br />

TviTon ukvirda da aRarc sxvas gaukvirdeboda es<br />

ambavi. ubralod, mowodebis simaRleze mdgari<br />

qalbatoni, SeiZleba jerjerobiT uneblieT,<br />

magram SesaSuri keTilsindisierebiT asrulebda<br />

drois moTxovnas - momzadebuliyo (raTa sxvebic<br />

moemzadebina) mosalodneli, gnebavT, garduvali,<br />

sayovelTao zneobrivi degradaciisaTvis. aba,<br />

daukvirdiT. aba, SeadareT guSindeli<br />

dRevandels. paralelebi Tqven gaavleT gunebaSi,<br />

gadakveTiT ki uTqvenodac gadaikveTebian isini,<br />

ukve Tqvens gareT, sadRac, ukidegano sivrceSi.<br />

magram umal gamaCumebT, vidre damijerebT. kmara.<br />

xma ar amoiRo. nu maxseneb im dros. nu gagvaxseneb<br />

warsuls. marTali xar, ar viqceodi, ar viqceodiT<br />

sworad. magram me aravis prototipi ara var. Cven<br />

aravis prototipebi ara varT. SiSiT ki yovelTvis<br />

meSinoda. gveSinoda. piradad CemTvis, siyvaruli<br />

da SiSi ganuyofeli grZnobaa. SenTan yofnac<br />

meSinoda da uSenod darCenac. dahkravdi fexs da<br />

gadaikargebodi. me ki martos unda meyuryuta<br />

kacTmoZule qalaqSi. damoukideblobasa da<br />

Tavisuflebas vTamaSobdi, Seni xaTriT, Torem,<br />

Senze mona me viyavi, Senze metad me menatreboda<br />

mSobliuri cixis tyveoba. ise momenatreboda<br />

xolme dedaCemi, gulmuceli meglijeboda.<br />

gauxdeli vdgebodi Sxapis qveS da moTqmiT<br />

vtirodi. Tan gulSi vnatrobdi, netavi miyurebdes<br />

meTqi. Cemi ubedurebiTac Seni gulis monadirebas<br />

vcdilobdi. gamamliqvnela siyvarulma. Sen ki<br />

wignSi gamomkete. Wiani vaSliviTa var Signidan


gamoWmuli Seni siyvaruliT. wyeulimc iyav!<br />

wyeulimc iyav! ki batono. gmadlobT. ara var metis<br />

Rirsi. arc Sengan, arc sxvisgan. sityvamde rom miva<br />

saqme, gaCumeba sjobs. damnaSave me var mxolod...<br />

axia axiaSvili, axia axiaZe, axia axiani, axia axiava,<br />

axia axiauri. me rom ar vyofiliyavi, yvelani<br />

Cveulebrivad ubedurebi iqnebodnen da ukeTesad<br />

icxovrebdnen. erTs normaluri, gulisxmieri,<br />

damfasebeli meuRle eyoleboda da araviTar<br />

SemTxvevaSi ar Casvamda viRacis ZaRlis suniT<br />

aqoTebul manqanaSi, WinWiviT ar Catenida cariel<br />

bocoebs Soris. meore martoxela dedobas<br />

gadarCeboda, Tundac imitom, verafriT rom ver<br />

gaaCenda uCemod Svils, maincdamainc, Cemgan, Tuki,<br />

rogorc TviTon ambobs, maincdamainc, Cemgan unda<br />

gaeCina Svili. frangebi cota xelmomWirne xalxi<br />

kia, magram ukanasknels ar daiSureben Casaxvis<br />

sawinaaRmdego abisTvis. arc qaliSvils dauWeren,<br />

rac ar unda daudgromeli iyos maTi qaliSvili,<br />

Tuki Segnebulad ar gadaixveweba miudgomel<br />

sabWoeTSi da Segnebulad ar gamoaparebs iqidan<br />

maradiuli patimris (Tqveni mona-morCilis) gens,<br />

garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, iseTsave egzotikur<br />

iSviaTobas, rogoric, vTqvaT, peplebis koleqciaa,<br />

sxvadasxva dros "gamoparebuli" afrikidan, kidev<br />

erTi saintereso mogzaurobis mosagoneblad.<br />

magram rac ar iqneboda, ras gamoaparebda?!


tlanqi, uxeSi, mouridebeli kakunis xma jer<br />

gulze eca da mereRa aRiqva igi misma smenam, ukve<br />

gulidan asxletili. magram, etyoba, mainc<br />

daagviana adgoma, Tumca, misi varaudiT, ufro<br />

adre wamodga, vidre sabolood gaarkvevda, karze<br />

rom akakunebdnen namdvilad. iqamde wamodga, vidre<br />

SeeSindeboda, vidre mixvdeboda, ase rom ar<br />

akakuneben karze saerTod, Cveulebrivad, Tanac<br />

ase gvian. cxovelurma alRom wamoagdo<br />

sawolidan. gadawyvetilebam, ganzraxvam, mizanma,<br />

movaleobam anda SiSma ki ara, aramed cxovelurma<br />

alRom, bnelma, bundovanma, magram utyuarma,<br />

SeiZleba swored Tavisi Seuvali sibnelisa da<br />

bundovanebis gamo. sibnelidan ara marto ukeT<br />

xedav, aramed sibneleSi imis warmodgenac<br />

SegiZlia, rac sinaTleSi filosofosebsac ar<br />

molandebiaT. cxoveluri alRo ara marto<br />

saWmlis mopovebaSi gvexmareba, gansacdelisganac<br />

gvicavs xolme. marTlac, adga Tu ara, kakunic<br />

Sewyda. arada, vidre iwva da aTas sisuleles<br />

fiqrobda, ganuwyvetliv akakunebdnen, Tu kakunic,<br />

sxvebTan erTad, misive aRgznebuli gonebis nayofi<br />

ar iyo. saSinlad cioda, magram mainc gaofliliyo<br />

(imedia, sizmarSi), radgan sizmarSi mas da mis<br />

megobrebs mama moyavdaT, viTom, oqros taxtiT,<br />

welamde TovlSi, diRmis zemoT, patara TaTruli<br />

soflidan, sadac gadasaxlebidan dabrunebuli<br />

mama moawyes misma megobrebma kolmeurneobis<br />

buRaltrad, SimSiliT rom ar daxocvoda ojaxi,<br />

da iq, naqiraveb kuTxeSi, qaRaldebSi Cafluli,<br />

dasaxiCrebul fexebze sabanSemoxveuli, TiTqmis<br />

aralegalurad emsaxureboda saxelmwifosac da


ojaxsac. <strong>avel</strong>umma ki wamosayvanad aakiTxa, Tavis<br />

megobrebTan erTad, magram didi Tovlis gamo<br />

manqana sofelSi ver Sevida da manqanamde<br />

atatebuli miiyvanes, rogorc adiutantebma -<br />

brZolis velze daWrili marSali. <strong>avel</strong>ums<br />

erTdroulad ukvirda da uxaroda es Soreuli,<br />

ZvelisZvel fotosaviT gacrecili,<br />

gafermkrTalebuli Cveneba, ufro sworad ki,<br />

ukvirda, rac uxaroda da uxaroda rac ukvirda.<br />

welamde Tovls moarRvevda da cxeli orTqli<br />

asdioda gaoflils. Tumca, SeiZleba, mere<br />

gaiofla, uceb, roca kakuni Caesma da roca mixvda,<br />

mas ukakunebdnen, ase gvian, ase moulodnelad, ase<br />

uCveulod, anu, roca SiSma aitana. vin<br />

brZandebiTo, moridebulad ikiTxa sakuTar<br />

karTan atuzulma, TiTqos is ubraxunebda viRacas,<br />

is awuxebda, is ufrTxoda vin icis ra gzebiT, ris<br />

fasad mopovebul simSvides. pasuxi rom ver miiRo,<br />

kari gamoaRo, magram kibis baqanze gauvali<br />

wyvdiadi dauxvda mxolod. ise gaukvirda,<br />

uneburad, xelic moatara wyvdiadSi, brmasaviT.<br />

mere kari saswrafod Semoiketa, oTaxi gadairbina<br />

da axla aivanze gavida (ofliani). cali xeli<br />

karis saxelurisTvis hqonda Cavlebuli (TiTqos<br />

Signidan vinme kars Cauketavda), meoreTi gaToSil<br />

moajirs daeyrdno da ezoSi gadaixeda.<br />

Tbilisurad binZuri qari qroda. titveli xeebi<br />

gafSekili totebiT scemdnen erTmaneTs. ufro<br />

sworad, ise ver uwvdendnen erTmaneTs totebs,<br />

rogorc undodaT, da simwrisagan, sigiJisgan<br />

lamis eRrialaT. ezoSi, qaris garda, aravin iyo,<br />

araferi Canda saeWvo. araferi Canda saerTod,


garda ezos gamyofi Robis nawilisa, asfaltis<br />

naglejisa da moCxubari, erTmaneTze munjuri<br />

gaafTrebiT miseuli xeebisa. am civma sicarielem<br />

kidev ufro aaforiaqa. xolo roca isev sawolSi<br />

Cawva, kidev ufro saeWvod, kidev ufro saxifaTod<br />

moeCvena ZilRviZilSi, sizmar-fiqrSi Casmenili<br />

kakuni. "wamali ar damileviao" - gaifiqra<br />

sulelurad. marTlac, Tu suleli ar aris, ratom<br />

svams kaci wamals? sicocxles ebRauWeba viTom?<br />

ara. ubralod, im wuTas ar unda ise iyos, rogorc<br />

aris. ufro Sors ver midis misi ocneba. ufro<br />

metis natvrac ar SeuZlia. ai, axla amomasunTqa<br />

wesierad da mere Tundac movkvdeo. oRond axla ar<br />

mtkiodeso. ese igi, sikvdilis ki ar eSinia,<br />

sicocxles ki ar ixangrZlivebs, Tavisi WkuiT,<br />

Tavs ityuebs, Tavs irwmunebs, Svebas rom igrZnobs<br />

wamiers, Tanac Zalian male, maqsimum TxuTmet<br />

wuTSi. xolo zogi ucxouri wamali kidev ufro<br />

swrafad moqmedebs. mere azri ara aqvs, mere rac<br />

ginda, is iyos. wamalma bavSvi gaaxsena. bavSvma -<br />

dedamisi. albaT eZinaT. aba, sxva ra unda akeTon am<br />

siciveSio - daimSvida Tavi, radgan guli sxvas<br />

ugrZnobda. SeiZleba, marTla eZina mis Svilsac da<br />

SviliSvilsac, magram sxvanairi, mkacri, Tavis<br />

TavSi dajerebuli siCume idga irgvliv, rogorc<br />

ubavSvo saxlSi. saaTze jer TerTmetic ar iyo.<br />

erT saaTsa da aT wuTSi, bolos da bolos,<br />

damTavrdeboda Txistyavgadacmuli urCxulis<br />

weliwadi. magram jer kidev omi iyo rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze.<br />

jer ar iyo gadawyvetili, visTvis mTavrdeboda<br />

Zveli da visTvis iwyeboda axali. erTi<br />

saqarTvelo bunkerSi, tyvia-wamlis cariel


yuTebze Slida "saaxalwlo sufras", meore<br />

quCaSi, sicivisgan abuzuli eficxeboda yrud<br />

mogugune xanZris mxurvale gamonaSuqs. mesame ki<br />

sawolSi SfoTavda, cxads sizmrisagan ver<br />

arCevda da waramara icvlida gverds - verc erTTan<br />

uCerdeboda didxans guli, verc meoresTan, Tavad<br />

mas ki arc erTi agdebda saTvalavSi da arc meore.<br />

magram ramis danaxva Tu ginda, bnelSi unda ijde.<br />

sibnelidan moCans, sinaTlidan ki ara. asea<br />

mowyobili. oRond, sinaTleSi yofna Tu girCevnia,<br />

maSin aRar unda dainteresde, ra xdeba sibneleSi.<br />

da gana marTla ase ar aris?! zogi yovelTvis<br />

sinaTleSi dgas (Cans), zogi yovelTvis sibneleSi<br />

zis (xedavs). imitom, rom, ase urCevniaT. mxolod<br />

maTzea damokidebuli, ras airCeven. xalxisTvis ki<br />

sulerTia, vin zis bnelSi da vin dgas sinaTleSi.<br />

xalxi yovelTvis dros Seesabameba. rogoric<br />

droa, isic iseTia. es ra yvavilia Ziakaco? esa,<br />

gena? amas veZaxiT CvenTurqeTas. ara, bodiSiT. ras<br />

vambob? sul gadamibrunes tvini am oxrebma.<br />

rusulad ar wamomcdes meTqi rame. xom iciT, ra<br />

droa?! amas hqvia nasturcia. Tu politikaze ar<br />

saubrobs, quCaSi dgas da cas uyurebs. eger,<br />

marjvniv. risgan marjvniv? zogjer TiTqos xedavs<br />

gmos Tu gamos, zogjer vera. magram gulis<br />

siRrmeSi Zalian eimedeba. gmo-ze Tu gamoze<br />

viRacisTvis operacia gaukeTebiaT Turme. nakeric<br />

ar etyoba. Tumca, eg xom ukve vTqviT. viRacisTvis<br />

bevri fuli miuciaT, aba, Tu moerevi da<br />

daxarjavo. viRacisTvis Tmis amosayvani wamali<br />

uswavlebiaT, viRacisTvis kidev - buasilis<br />

gasaqrobi. milioneri gaxdebi erT TveSi. eger, e,


marcxniv. risgan marcxniv? ui, dagabrmava<br />

mamazecierma. Se marTla brutiano, eg cirkTan rom<br />

buStebs yidian, is ari. gaqcevia viRacas. da mainc<br />

gansxvavebac didia guSindelsa da dRevandels<br />

Soris. guSin jer kidev ar viyaviT aqamde<br />

mosulebi. poetebis colebs patara, leRvis<br />

foTlis msgavsi winsafrebi ekeTaT da enis<br />

CleqviT urCevdnen sapatio stumars (ZiriTadad<br />

rus, anda ruseTze gamovlil ucxoel mwerals),<br />

Zmriansa da nigvzians, cxaresa Tu mwvaves, iqneb<br />

RmerTi gaswyromoda im mamacxonebuls da erTiori<br />

tkbili sityva wamoscdenoda Cvenzec, Cveni<br />

arsebobac gaegebinebina qveynisTvis. aseTi<br />

gaxldaT guSindel kudabzika tanjulTa da<br />

pativmoyvare monaTa keTilSobiluri<br />

midrekilebani. dRevandelebs ki saerTod aRar<br />

gvinda mwerloba. ukeTes SemTxvevaSi,<br />

makulaturad vabarebT (tualetis qaRaldisTvis)<br />

da saWiroebis dros, iaffasian sawvavad vxmarobT<br />

wigns. ki batono. rogorc geneboT. madloba<br />

RmerTs, Cemi dawerili ar aris is wignebi,<br />

bavSvobaSi rom vkiTxulobdiT. me Tu mkiTxavT,<br />

kargic iqneba, es maimunobac Tu gaTavdeba erTxel<br />

da samudamod. amdeni mwerali saerTod ar hyolia<br />

saqarTvelos curt<strong>avel</strong>idan gasabWoebamde.<br />

gasabWoebamde cota kargi gverCia bevr cuds.<br />

droa, poeziis saflavis atalaxebul borcvze<br />

plastmasis maradiuli yvavili daidos, magram vin<br />

Seabams katas eJvans? me. me. me. Cemi. Cemi. Cemi. is amas<br />

samasi. imas sami. waikiTxe ukuRma da TviTonac<br />

moigone rame amis magvari sisulele. poetoba zeda<br />

gaqvs. visze ra naklebi xar viTom?! sjobs,


sakuTari xeliT moaspobino adamians, Tuki rame<br />

SerCa adamianuri, vidre Sen dagwamon uadamianoba<br />

misi mospobisTvis. imitomac ifoTleba abel<br />

Tofi! erTxel kidev. amjerad Cveni mizeziT.<br />

oRond, amjerad, baTumis misadgomebTan ki ara,<br />

rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze vixocebiT. guSin baTumis bedi<br />

wydeboda, dRes sruliad saqarTvelos bedi<br />

wydeba, rogorc Cvens diqtorebs uyvarT Tqma.<br />

rasakvirvelia, mkvdrebic ageben pasuxs, magram<br />

cocxals gana mkvdarze meti epatieba?! yovel<br />

SemTxvevaSi, erTi sicocxle ar gveyo, validan<br />

rom amovsuliyaviT, magram arc erTi sikvdili<br />

gveyofa, sircxvilidan rom amovideT. dRes Tu<br />

vinme kvdeba, quCaSi Tu sadarbazoSi, yvela<br />

Cvengans ukvdeba. dRes vinc obldeba, dasasrulisa<br />

da dasawyisis mijnaze, yvela Cvenganis obolia,<br />

vinc ar unda iyos is, kanonierad Tu ukanonod<br />

Sobili. nebismieri sicocxle uflebamosilia<br />

dRes, pasuxi mogvkiTxos gaCenisTvis, piradad<br />

Cvenc gvirevia Tu ar gvirevia xeli mis gaCenaSi.<br />

sicocxle pasuxs moiTxovs sicocxlisgan.<br />

sicocxle sjis sicocxles. oTxmocdarva wlis<br />

noemberSi mTavrobis sasaxlis kibeze migdebuli<br />

Cvili, raki aravin gamouCnda patroni, TavisiT<br />

gaizarda, ciskarasaviT, qamarxanjalasaviT,<br />

asfurcelasaviT, dReSi gaiara weliwadSi<br />

gasavleli da axla TviTon icis, rogor moiqceva,<br />

vis rogor gadauxdis madlobas migdebisTvis,<br />

uyuradRebobisTvis. politika saSualebaa,<br />

rogorc vnebaTa mosaToki, iseve vnebaTa<br />

gasaRvivebelic. sabralo bavSvebi. davRupeT<br />

bavSvebi. momakvdavma bavSvma Tavi wamowia,


gaxvretili Sublidan saxeze CamoJonili sisxli<br />

nestoTi Seisruta, cingliviT, da dabneuli,<br />

usafuZvlo sixaruliT gaifiqra - "gadavrCio", -<br />

magram am ukanasknelma sityvam meore tyviasaviT<br />

gaiara mis tvinSi. tyviamfrqvevis lulas boli<br />

asdioda. win carieli sivrce gadaSliliyo -<br />

saSiSi, saxifaTo, mimzidveli - iqidan, rogorc<br />

scenidan, dekembris susxi uberavda. uceb,<br />

Soreulma, warsulidan gamoRweulma vaSas<br />

Zaxilma sivrce gadmoirbina da sudarasaviT<br />

waefara tyviamfrqvevsac da metyviamfrqvevesac.<br />

damTavrda kidev erTi xanmokle sicocxlis didi<br />

Tavgadasavali. mama marxavs Svils. magram vinc<br />

mamas ixilavs, Svilsac ixilavs. erTni arian da<br />

veraviTari kanoni da ukanonoba ver Seexeba maT<br />

erTianobas. sxvaa, Tavad undaT Tu ara es<br />

erTianoba. uSliT Tu exmarebaT cxovrebaSi<br />

(Tundac sikvdilSi). erTi kia, ukanono mSobeli,<br />

avazakisa Tu ganZis maZieblis msgavsad, ufro<br />

mZafri, ufro mSfoTvare warmodgenebiT avsebs<br />

bavSvis sulsa da gonebas, roca sinamdvileSi,<br />

SeiZleba, xazvis maswavlebeliviT uferuli da<br />

uintereso aRmoCndes. axla ki wamodeqi. akakuneben.<br />

da saerTodac sircxvilia, amden xans loginSi<br />

kotriali, roca gareT xalxi ixoceba... da ar<br />

viciT, ra xdeba Sin. ras vizamT, ase moxda.<br />

ufrossac unda gavugoT da vapatioT. gana<br />

axalgazrda ar SeiZleba keTili iyos?! mama ki ar<br />

ambobs Svilze uars, Zala ar Seswevs mamobis<br />

gawevisa. iqamde mokvda (mokles), vidre mama<br />

gaxdeboda. Tavidanve, CanasaxSive Caukles mamobis<br />

unari, dRes rom ver mieca TavisTvis Svilis


gawyromis, anda SvilisTvis Wkuis darigebis<br />

ufleba. apatieT da itanjeT amayad, mis<br />

magivradac. tanjva yvelas SeuZlia. iqneb yvelas<br />

ar undodes, ar moswondes, magram SeZlebiT<br />

SeuZlia. tanjvamac icis miCveva. cxovreba<br />

saerTod tanjvaa. imitomac gviZneldeba misi<br />

datoveba. yovel SemTxvevaSi, iqamde vcdilobT ar<br />

vaRiaroT es, vidre SegviZlia. usamarTloba<br />

gacilebiT Zneli asatania, vidre nebismieri<br />

tanjva. Svilmkvdari mama usamarTlobaa. ufro<br />

metic, aRaraferia. Robis saradac aRar gamodgeba,<br />

roca cocxal Svils Tavisi sikvdiliTac exmareba<br />

dakacebasa da dabrZenebaSi. magram mainc ver gaigo<br />

am xalxma, sad cxovrobs, ufro sworad, sad ver<br />

cxovrobs Tavis gemoze. amis arcodna,<br />

erTdroulad, damRupvelicaa misTvis da<br />

gadamrCenelic - Tuki amis gamo, mis arsebaSi<br />

adamianuri sawyisi knindeba, cxoveluri<br />

Zlierdeba. sakuTari umecreba aiZulebs Tavis<br />

gamoze icxovros iqac, sadac sicocxle saerTod<br />

SeuZlebelia. mere ra moxda, Tu arc bebiamiss, arc<br />

dedamissa da arc Tavad arasodes sWeria xelSi<br />

Cogani?! mainc mokvdeba da, Stefi grafis jibriT,<br />

Svils kortebze atarebs. aba, marto iman (Stefi<br />

grafma) unda xvetos CogniT fulebi?! tenisze<br />

minda gogo mivabaro, qalo. eqimma, imis ena gaxma,<br />

xerxemlis gamrudeba ewyebao. Tan, es arao, is<br />

arao. auzisa mec meSinia. violetas biWsac<br />

damarTnia botkini. Sigve fsaven Turme, curvisas,<br />

ezarebaT amosvla. isev tenisi vamjobine. haerze<br />

mainc iqneba (icinis), fuli scodnia, qalo, bevri.<br />

bevri fuli unda, Tanac erTbaSad. arada,


TurqeTSi yvelaze iafi qarTveli qali yofila.<br />

rac sarfis kari gaixsna, mTlad wavediT xelidan.<br />

"tkbili nayvarebao" - oxunjoben Turme iqauri<br />

qarTvelebi, gurjebi, qarTvelyofilni. ara,<br />

efendi, Senze metad ki ar uyvars tkbili, rogorc<br />

ar unda gagikvirdes, Senze metadaa cxovrebisgan<br />

gamwarebuli da, aqedan gamomdinare, Senze<br />

gamoqeqilicaa wvrilman saqmeSi - jer Tavs<br />

gayidis raxaTluxumze, mere raxaTluxums gayidis<br />

da rame Smotkas iyidis. esec xeiria. iafad Semxvda,<br />

qalo. vifiqre, araferi maqvs sazamTrod meTqi. ra<br />

vici, wamoviRe. Sen ra ginda? Sen ras Ziob, ra<br />

miveci? bolos da bolos, juleta Caicvams.<br />

titveli dadis samjer ganaTxovari qali. ras<br />

ambob, adamiano? juletas Tu rame aklia! ratom<br />

unda akldes viTom? visze naklebia? mamamiss Tu<br />

vuyureT, unifxvod vivli mec. ase rom, cxovreba<br />

mainc Tavisi gziT midis, qalbatono aisodora (ram<br />

gamaxsena, am SuaRamisas, netavi), gind CamorCi, gind<br />

gadaaswari. aravin arasodes ar icoda, ra rodis<br />

da sad ra. nurc Tqven aitkiebT amaze fiqriT Tavs.<br />

Tqvens Tavs mixedeT. jer yvelaferi win aris.<br />

ltolvilic ki ufro metis Catevas cdilobs<br />

CemodanSi, vidre im CemodanSi eteva saerTod. iqneb<br />

Tqveni droc mobrundes, meuRlis CaTvliT.<br />

yvavilebic iyo, rasakvirvelia. soniamac xom<br />

aRiara mogvianebiT, iyo, deda, iyoo. Tavad var<br />

mowme. sadils movrCiT da yavas vayolebdiT. da<br />

rogorc maSin gTxoveT, axlac gTxovT apatioT.<br />

isic mZimed aris daWrili. is sul sxva ramem<br />

gaaRiziana maSin. ukanono mamaSvilis suraTebi<br />

daeTvalierebina malulad, sastumroSi... da


sakuTar mamaze gabrazda. Seubruna sibrazem.<br />

mamaze var gabrazebulio - es momaxala mec<br />

gacnobisTanave, viTom, mamaCems rom ar<br />

mivetovebine, bevri rame ise ar moxdeboda, rogorc<br />

xdebao. magram ara uSavs, uimisodac gasZlebT<br />

rogorme. diaxac gavZlebT. uSenodac. erTnairebi<br />

xarT yvelani. Senc xom masxrad agvigde bolos.<br />

Cveni ubedureba literaturul masalad gamoiyene.<br />

amJavebuli comiviT xelaxla gadazile Cveni<br />

cxovreba. Turme yvelafers imaxsovrebdi da mere<br />

werdi, Cvens zurgs ukan, Sens bunagSi. SenTvis<br />

siyvarulic igive iyo, rac sportsmenisTvis<br />

dopingia. yvelaferze waxval, Seni rom gaitano.<br />

amas adre mivxvdi, magram gvian viwame. me ki,<br />

ltolviliviT, imaze meti bargis Catevas<br />

vcdilobdi CemodanSi, vidre CemodanSi saerTod<br />

eteoda. ufro sworad, vcdilobdi,<br />

siyvarulisTvisac gamomenaxa adgili cxovrebaSi<br />

da amis gamo, mTeli Cemi arseba, mTeli Cemi<br />

sicocxlis manZilze, tkivilamde iyo daWimuli,<br />

lariviT, simiviT, da ganuwyvetliv gamoscemda<br />

erTsa da imave xmas, rogorc krateris, anda<br />

niJaris sicariele, romelsac verasodes ver<br />

moismen, Tu ar moindome, anu, kraterSi Tu ar<br />

CaeSvi, anda niJara yurze ar miide. amitomac<br />

gamikvirda, saidan icoda ekaekaterinekatom ase<br />

wvrilad Cemi ambebi. vin uyveboda? dedamisi? ara<br />

mgonia. arada, TiTqos mis arsebaSi amsxvrevda<br />

viRac rkinis uroTi dedamisis qvadqceul<br />

moTminebas da im qvis namsxvrevebi moSxuodnen imis<br />

piridan, xorklian, wvetian sityvebad<br />

gardaqmnilni. etyoba, dedis usasrulo moTminebam


gaunaTa goneba da yovlismcodned,<br />

yovlismxilvelad aqcia. erTdroulad, misaniviT<br />

kuStic iyo da msaxiobiviT sityvauxvic. garemoc<br />

Seefereboda mis antikur vnebaTa Relvas. qvis<br />

yoresTan idga, TavSiSveli, mzemokidebuli.<br />

yoreze ki rvafexas ConCxiviT gadmowoliliyo<br />

gamxmari, ekliani, damtverili mayvlis buCqi. ise<br />

gaetacna sakuTar siTamamesa da daundoblobas,<br />

mamis garda, verafers xedavda garSemo. mamisa ar<br />

iyos, mRelvarebisgan daWimuli, daZabuli misi<br />

sxeulic simiviT TrToda da im simze jer<br />

arsmenili, stiqiurad amoxeTqili melodia<br />

sruldeboda - siyvarulisa da siZulvilisa,<br />

mrisxanebisa da morCilebisa, ndobisa da<br />

undoblobisa - rac, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, sxva<br />

araferia, Tu ara, erTxel kidev gancda<br />

ganucdelisa da erTxel kidev ganmeoreba<br />

ganumeoreblisa, anu, zemoT CamoTvlili<br />

grZnobebis sicocxlisunarianobisa da<br />

daulevlobis dadastureba, amjerad, Seni<br />

meSveobiT. uecari bednierebis SegrZnebiT ufro<br />

iyo gakvirvebuli, vidre mamis xilviT; sakuTar<br />

arsebas ufro uwyreboda, vidre mamas; sakuTari<br />

sisuste ufro acofebda, vidre mamis uneblie<br />

uyuradReboba. magram, undoda Tu ara, ufro<br />

sixarulis damalvas cdilobda mainc, vidre<br />

wyenisa da sibrazis gamomJRavnebas. SeiZleba<br />

imitomac, srulebiTac rom ar elodeboda mamis<br />

danaxvas da gulis siRrmeSi, is dReebi, swored<br />

misi danaxva undoda yvelaferze metad. undoda<br />

swored axla gamoeCina imas mamoba - moenaxa,<br />

epatrona, daecva yvelasgan da yvelafrisgan.


marTalia, Wiplars rom SeaWrian, adamianic iseve<br />

aRar ekuTvnis mSobels, rogorc zRvaSi gasuli<br />

navi - miwas, romelzedac iqamde TokiT iyo<br />

mibmuli, magram mTavaria, adamians, navisa ar iyos,<br />

dasabrunebeli adgili hqondes da rac kidev ufro<br />

mTavaria, yovelTvis elodebodnen iq. ki uaryo, ki<br />

aRar indoma, ki daumala Tavisi adgilsamyofeli,<br />

quCaSi galaxulma da damcirebulma, magram im<br />

dRes rom gauxarda, ise arasodes gaxarebia<br />

mSoblis danaxva. ara marto gauxarda, raRacis<br />

imedi gauCnda TiTqos moulodnelad, Sveba igrZno<br />

uceb, moeSva, modunda erTbaSad. sulac, guli<br />

moubrunda cxovrebaze, romelsac am gadayruebul<br />

sofelSi emaleboda da mamis danaxvam gaaxsena -<br />

mSfoTvare, mRelvare, maradiuli... da TavisTavad<br />

cxadia, moulodneli, warmavali gancdebiT savse.<br />

kaxeTi lamis fexiTa maqvs Semovlili, Tanac<br />

ramdenjerme, magram verc warmovidgendi, kidev Tu<br />

arsebobda aseTi gadayruebuli, aseTi Zveleburi<br />

sofeli. samxedro tyveebiviT, xelebaweulebma<br />

gaviareT WinWris zRva - WiSkridan saxlamde.<br />

saxlSic mZaRe suni idga siZvelisa, gegonebodaT<br />

danayili niori darCeniaT lambaqzeo. suraSi ki<br />

xelovnuri vardebi Caewyo albaT<br />

ekaekaterinekatos megobar gogos, romlis<br />

bebiasTanac Seefarebina orives Tavi<br />

saavadmyofodan gamoqcevis Semdeg. ara marto<br />

Seefarebina, "mkurnalobdnen" kidec masTan. raRa<br />

is bebia da raRa lomouris kudiani babale.<br />

winsafris jibeSi Savtariani dana da naxSiris<br />

natexi edo. filaqanze gadafenil mravalZarRvas<br />

foToliviT daWmuWnoda imasac saxe. bebiaCemis


tyupiscalsa hgavda, is Tu ar iyo saerTod.<br />

"dagviwamla bavSvebi im ujigrod Sobilmao" -<br />

Serisxa viRaca. sadac ar gaCerdeboda, Savad<br />

gaburZgnuli, masaviT beberi ZaRli win<br />

dauwveboda xolme maSinve. mTeli saxlica da<br />

aivanic vaSliT iyo mofenili. pirdapir iatakze<br />

eyara. TiTqos saWmelad ki ara, sunisTvis<br />

inaxavdnen mxolod. fexiT vWyletdiT uneburad,<br />

ris gamoc kidev ufro mZafrdeboda vaSlis<br />

CaSaqruli surneli. manqanaSic vedroTi<br />

Semogviyara, gzaSi pirs gaisvelebTo. sxvaTa<br />

Soris, iqamde, SarSandeli Rvinoc aRmoaCnda<br />

qvevrSi. qvevric TviTon moxada da pirveli<br />

WiqiTac TviTon dailoca, kacurad. gaZleba<br />

mogvces RmerTmao. wina manqanaSi "dawamluli<br />

bavSvebi" da Tbilisidan sagangebod wamoyvanili<br />

eqimi isxdnen. ukanaSi - me da Cemi megobari.<br />

ramdenjerac ar unda gamoexeda ekaekaterinekatos<br />

manqanis ukana sarkmelSi, mec imdenjer avwevdi<br />

xolme maRla Rvinis xeladas, Sen gagimarjos<br />

meTqi, da erTxel kidev miviyudebdi mwyurvaliviT.<br />

RviniT viyaviT gawuwulebi Tavfexianad. gviWirda<br />

moZrav manqanaSi xeladidan daleva, magram<br />

maincdamainc, xeladidan gvindoda dagvelia,<br />

gauCereblad. Tan vsvamdiT, Tan zed visxamdiT<br />

Rvinos. manqanac Rvinis suniT iyo gaJRenTili,<br />

moxetiale maraniviT. ufro aRgznebulebi viyaviT,<br />

vidre mTvralebi. gvixaroda, Cveni rom gavitaneT<br />

mainc, mainc rom mivageniT, visac veZebdiT, vinc<br />

Segnebulad gvemaleboda, raTa mogveZebna, da, rac<br />

mTavaria, vinc ukeTesad dagvxvda, vidre<br />

warmogvedgina, ra Tqma unda, erTmaneTis zurgs


ukan. moukirwylav saurme gzaze manqana waramara<br />

ezanyeboda ormoebSi, aqeT-iqiT vawydebodiT, rac<br />

kidev ufro amZafrebda Cvens sazeimo<br />

ganwyobilebas. xeladis xorkliani piri kbilze<br />

gvixvdeboda, tuCi gvewewkeboda, uaresad<br />

viwuwebodiT, magram mainc gvixaroda, vicinodiT,<br />

yasidad viginebodiT da isev xelidan vtacebdiT<br />

erTmaneTs RvTaebrivad baraqian xeladas. manqanis<br />

orive mxares ki, viTomc araferio, mwvaned<br />

xasxasebda buneba.


karze ki mainc akakunebs viRaca. an zari gadaiwva,<br />

an Suqi gamoirTo (<strong>avel</strong>umi isev amoaZvrens<br />

sabnidan xels da isev daaWers TiTs magidis<br />

naTuris Rilaks, xolo Suqi rom ainTeba, ise<br />

gauxardeba es ambavi, zedized kidev ramdenjerme<br />

gaimeorebs igives). ese igi, advili SesaZlebelia,<br />

ki ar akakunebdnen, gveCvenebodes, akakunebeno. xma<br />

ki ar gvesmis, xmis SegrZnebaa albaT samudamlod<br />

CarCenili Cvens arsebaSi. uaRresad arasasiamovno<br />

movlenebTan, gancdebTan, fiqrebTan<br />

dakavSirebuli xma droTa ganmavlobaSi<br />

SegrZnebad qceula da xandaxan, roca sasurveli<br />

viTareba Seeqmneba, TavisTavad iRviZebs xolme.<br />

amis bralia, Sav oTaxebSi martoobis cecxli rom<br />

gedeba da Wkneba, Wkneba siyvaruli ukanaskneli.<br />

Wkneba nazad, mwuxared. martoobis Jams. odes<br />

arsaiT ar moismis TanagrZnobis xma. TiTqos jer<br />

ar dabadebulxar, an didi xnis mkvdari xar ukve.<br />

arada, yvelaferi gaxsovs. Sengan maxsovrobaRaa<br />

darCenili. ufro sworad, narbeni kaciviT<br />

gulamovardnili, avazakuri faca-fuciT marxav<br />

maxsovrobaSi mTel aryofil bednierebas. sivrcec<br />

gamqrala - yvelafris mimtevebeli, yvelafris<br />

gamnelebeli. sad aris Cemi yvavilebio - amaod<br />

daeZebs qalbatoni aisodora qmris morTmeul<br />

yvavilebs. arasodes mourTmevia SenTvis mamaCems<br />

yvavilio - uyviris moTminebidan gamosuli sonia<br />

da Tan sayvarlis morTmeul yvavilebs awyobs<br />

larnakSi. kmayofili yvavilebic, dacqvetilni,<br />

niSnis momgebi RimiliTa da yvaviluri<br />

yoyloCinobiT gadmoscqerian yavlgasul qals<br />

larnakis simaRlidan. grZnobaTa ferfli


Semogvdgomia garSemo. siyvarulic gamovigloveT<br />

da sicocxlec. vitanjebiT, magram am tanjviT<br />

Cvenve vtkbebiT gulis siRrmeSi. aseTi poetebi<br />

gyavdes da ar icode, esec Taviseburi ubedurebaa.<br />

sarkeSi ki Cemi oreuli garindula, rogorc<br />

cxedari vercxlis kuboSi. Semodgomaa... ara,<br />

zamTaria ukve. dekemberi iwureba. baRSi bilikebs<br />

mimohfenia mWknari foToli. im foTlebSi<br />

davrbodiT me da melania, mosalodneli<br />

ganSorebis SiSiT kidev ufro aRgznebulni, kidev<br />

ufro Sepyrobilni erTmaneTis surviliT. es iyo<br />

winaT, didi xnis winaT. sad? rodis? risTvis? ar<br />

vici. iyvnen odesRac da mieZinaT. Relavs<br />

foTlebis mwyobri kamara. Cems SviliSvils ki<br />

sciva. weRan, mgoni, daaxvela. iqneb me Semteno,<br />

SeSis magivrad, cecxlfareSo, Sens RumelSi?!<br />

erTi, yvelgan erTi, yovelTvis erTi. sami Taobis<br />

jami. sami udris erTs. magram erTi mainc erTia.<br />

Wkneba, yviTldeba sabralo baRi. rogorc<br />

sizmarSi ucxo sizmari. Seyvarebuls da meocnebes<br />

Cveni salami. magram dacinvas kaci ar mouklavs.<br />

ranairi mowyenili mival. mivdivar cisken da<br />

Soridan vxedav Cems aCrdils. magram sadac ar<br />

unda mivide, mkvdari qaliviT damxvdeba logini.<br />

gaToSili. TiTqos svelic. ai, axla xels Sevaxeb<br />

da araferi ar moxdeba meTqi. ese igi, arc me<br />

movkvdebi amis gamo da arc is gacocxldeba meTqi.<br />

ase vebrZodi SiSsac da survilsac erTdroulad.<br />

magram bolos mainc rom gavbede da frTxilad,<br />

moridebiT Sevaxe xeli, zewridan wamsve gamoJona<br />

gvamis sicivem. swored is dro ver mominelebia,<br />

romelic mxedvelobidan gamomrCa. iRelve, magram


mSvidad, rogorc deda gafrTxilebda yovelTvis.<br />

oi, rom icode, rogor moabezre yvelas Tavi Seni<br />

daucxromeli ybedobiT da mainc ar dagadga<br />

saSveli, Tbilisisken mimaval gzasaviT. magram<br />

yvelaze metad mainc Sens sisxlsa da xorcs<br />

moewveba guli, gindac gaaCuqe, gindac gadaCexe. aki<br />

poetis dac ganuwyvetliv kiTxulobda - gadarCeba<br />

Tu arao - erTsa da imaves imeorebda sul, galiis<br />

TuTiyuSiviT, magram Tavad poets aravin<br />

ekiTxeboda, undoda Tu ara gadarCena. is uecar<br />

sikvdils eloda. irgvliv ki mwuxareba Relavda<br />

mSvidad. da mainc, ranairi mowyenili mival...<br />

qriste mixmobs varskvlavidan. unda wavide.<br />

uxerxulia. valdebuli var. magram marTla me<br />

mixmobs?! iqneb bednieraSi veSlebi? ra aris,<br />

bolos da bolos, cxovreba? uZilo Rame. yru<br />

fiqrebi. gnebavT, mze da WuWyi. da mainc miwas var<br />

mijaWvuli. poetisa ar iyos, vnaxoT erTi, rodemde<br />

gastans es tanjva. cxovreba mTvaris SuqSi<br />

miZinebuli sofelia. alvis xeebs wminda foToli<br />

scviva. xeebs Soris moulodnelad gabrwyindeba<br />

xolme cremliviT Cumi wyali. sadRac<br />

orTqlmavali kivis da guli asvenia maRal<br />

siCumeSi da Sen gagondeba Seni warsulis mzec da<br />

WuWyic da siSoreze tiris roiali da guli migaqvs<br />

Zvirfasi cxedariviT. mxolod is gawuxebs, ar<br />

dagivardes da rame ar etkinos mkvdars. vidre<br />

tkivilis SegrZneba hqonda, amaze ar gifiqria.<br />

maRla varskvlavebi JivJiveben, dabla foToli<br />

faCunobs. Sen ki sizmrebis qselSi gabmulxar da<br />

ZlivsRa miiklev imisken gzas da mainc, didi<br />

madloba RmerTs, kidev rom mogecaT siyvarulis


gamovlenis saSualeba. Tundac cota xniT. imas<br />

ukve imqveyniuri sinaTle edga TvalSi, Sen ki<br />

Caqceuli sisxlisgan gadalurjebul mklavebs<br />

ukocnidi da usindisod atyuebdi, giSvelio.<br />

imasac sjeroda da avadmyofis kvalobaze sakmaod<br />

momxibvlelad keklucobda kidec. aio - gaCvenebda<br />

Camtvreul kbils, gulwasuls rom Caamtvria<br />

saswrafos eqimma - ai, ra miyveso - isic saswrafos<br />

eqims gulisxmobda, Tumca darwmunebuli ar iyo,<br />

Tavad rom ar Caamtvrie kbili. yovel SemTxvevaSi,<br />

aSkarad ar gadebda xels, gzogavda,<br />

gifrTxildeboda da, amave dros, Sens<br />

dadanaSaulebas, erCia SenTvis SeeCivla Tavisi<br />

sawuxari, rogorc uaxloesi megobrisTvis,<br />

cxovrebis TanamgzavrisTvis, uRlis<br />

moziarisTvis, TanamecxedrisTvis. Sen ki yalbad<br />

uRimodi, sakuTari umweobisgan guldakodili,<br />

yelgamSrali, Tavgzaabneuli da ukbilod<br />

oxunjobdi. mokled, ise daamTavreT, rogorc<br />

daiwyeT - Sefaruli, gadakruli qaTinaurebiTa da<br />

sayvedurebiT, buzRun-WukWukiT. siyvarulis<br />

gamJRavnebis did survils iyaviT isev ayolilni<br />

da, amdenad, gareSe TvalisTvis albaT ufro<br />

gaugebarni da sasaciloni CandiT, vidre<br />

sabraloni. miT ufro, Tuki Tqven<br />

mdgomareobasTan erTad, Tqvens asaksac<br />

gaviTvaliswinebT. eg iyo da eg. mere salaparakod<br />

aRar ginaxavT erTmaneTi. Tumca, mere aRarc<br />

daulaparaknia imas saerTod. operaciis Semdeg<br />

gonze arc mosula, magram ori kvira mainc ioma,<br />

mainc ecada mobrunebuliyo misianebTan. magram<br />

amaod. RmerTma ar ineba. Torem misianebi sul eqims


iyvnen pirSi miCerebulni, iqneb ufro Znelad<br />

saSovneli wamali wamoscdeso. vidre wamals<br />

daeZebdi, kidev gjeroda SeuZlebels rom<br />

SesZlebdi. es rwmena gaZlierebda, es rwmena<br />

aZlevda azrs yvelafers, uWmelobasac,<br />

uZilobasac, saavadmyofo-saavadmyofo<br />

sirbilsac, Txovnasac, mudarasac, cdas, yuryuts,<br />

morCilebas, nebismieri usamarTlobis moTmenas,<br />

nebismieri damcirebis atanas... mokled,<br />

yvelafers, rasac avadmyofoba avaldebulebs<br />

avadmyofis patrons. axla daZabuli elodebi<br />

kakunis gameorebas, magram kakuni aRar meordeba.<br />

daZabulobisgan kiseri getkina, magram isev<br />

daZineba ki ar scade - Tundac amaod - magidis<br />

naTura aanTe, saTvale moirge da sawolTan,<br />

iatakze dayrili da vin icis rodindeli gazeTebi<br />

erTianad moboWe. ifiqre, kiTxviT davifrTxob<br />

uazro fiqrebso, magram ver mogarTves, arc ise<br />

ioli aRmoCnda es ambavi - fiqris onkani moSlila<br />

da bolomde arafriT ar iketeba. ufro sworad,<br />

fiqri patronze veragi aRmoCnda - saxe icvala<br />

(gardaiqmna), gazeTidan amokiTxuls Seeria,<br />

Seerwya da imasTan erTad Sebrunda ukanve,<br />

patronis gonebaSi. Cveuli utifrobiTa da<br />

daudevrobiT gauyva tvinis usasrulo, uTavbolo<br />

talanebs, oRond, yvelaferze dafeTebuli ki ara,<br />

SemTxveviT Semoxetebuli kaciviT, SinauriviT<br />

mcodne da gamomrCeveli imisa, rac im wuTas<br />

sWirdeboda, anda meore wuTas dasWirdeboda. ver<br />

uyurebT! evropis udides qveyanas, ukrainas ucvnia<br />

pawia saqarTvelo. saqarTvelo saukunis<br />

dasawyisSic pawia iyo, magram did ukrainasac


eimedeboda. icvalnen droni. Tbilisis zooparki<br />

erovnul zooparkad gadakeTebula, operisa da<br />

baletis Teatrisa ar iyos. sxvaTa Soris,<br />

samarTliani gadawyvetilebaa. Tuki Cvenia, Tuki<br />

Cven gvemsaxurebian, maSin kenguruca da niangic<br />

iseTive erovnuli cxovelebi arian, rogoric<br />

megruli Txa Tu kaxuri saxedaria. qarTvel<br />

mandilosnebs kidev erTi karavi dauciaT<br />

rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze. qveynis interesebidan gamomdinare,<br />

mosalodnelia matriarqatis aRdgena.<br />

eqsperimenti grZeldeba. me rogorc qali, me,<br />

rogorc deda, me, rogorc coli, me, rogorc<br />

gamgebeli xmelTa da wyalTa... Tbilisis<br />

miniaturuli "ulanbatori" kidev erT<br />

RirsSesaniSnaobad iqca ara marto ucxoeli<br />

turistebisTvis (sadRa arian, Torem ki!), aramed<br />

adgilobrivi mosaxleobisTvisac.<br />

cnobismoyvareni, dilidan saRamomde,<br />

pirdaRebulni daborialoben karvebs Soris.<br />

karvebSi ki, rogorc ityvian, cxovreba duRs da<br />

gadmoduRs. gayvanilia satelefono qseli,<br />

eleqtroni... momavalSi albaT kanalizaciasac<br />

gaiyvanen. Sesvla ufasoa, gamosvla - saTuo.<br />

vinaidan mouclelobisa qveSe Sevrdomili ars<br />

erni Cvenni da ara aqusT mocalebai droisa ZaliT<br />

mizeziTa erTa qarTlosianTa, riTamca<br />

aznaurebiTi xedvuaTa, gina filosofiaTa iyvnen<br />

Semecnebel, anu zedmiwevnil, amis gamo vhyav<br />

Sromai ese. rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze ki isvrian. sxvaTa Soris,<br />

mas mere isvrian, rac "vhyaviT Sromai ese".<br />

ubralod, dRes Cven SeveswariT srolas, xval<br />

sxvebi Seeswrebian. jer dro iTmens. saqarTvelos


taxtis ukanaskneli memkvidre da misi damaqcevari<br />

ruseTis imperiis pirveli volterianeli<br />

gaxldaT. friad ganaTlebuli da friad urwmuno.<br />

mamas SeuTvala, rac Sen gwams, me gamiwyres, rac me<br />

mwams - Seno. mama-Svili yovelTvis mama-Svilia.<br />

male mamamisi, saqarTvelos ukanaskneli mefe,<br />

zaqiWamia giorgi, arabiviT gaSavebuli da<br />

rumbiviT gaberili ipoves sakuTar sawolSi.<br />

Svilis wyevlam uwia. Tumca, arc TviTon darCa<br />

valSi - Svilic axalgazrda miicvala peterburgs.<br />

erTmaneTs mouRes bolo, radgan orive erTnairad<br />

zedmeti iyo mesamisaTvis: raki Tavad taxti aRar<br />

arsebobda, aRarc mefisa da aRarc memkvidris<br />

arsebobas hqonda gamarTleba. axlac imitom<br />

isvrian rusT<strong>avel</strong>ze. aqamde ver gagvirkvevia, ra<br />

ambavia Cvens Tavs. visic unda gveSinodes, imis<br />

imediTa varT. gaanaTlos mamis RmerTma, magram<br />

peterburgidan rogor miexmareboda qitesas<br />

"aznaurebiTi xedvis" gamomuSavebasa da<br />

"filosofiaTa" SemecnebaSi?! SemTxvevisa gamo<br />

sxvisa da sxvisa, verc erTma misma naSromma ver<br />

miaRwia Tavis droze qitesamde da pirdapir<br />

samuzeumo eqsponatad iqca. icis biWma Tavisi saqme.<br />

ase rom ar momxdariyo, iqneba qitesac aRar<br />

yofiliyo dRes aseTi qitesa, magram ase Tu ar<br />

moxdeboda, maSin xom aRarc ruseTi iqneboda aseTi<br />

ruseTi. arada, marTlac mravalmxriv<br />

gamaTviTcnobierebeli literatura dautovebia<br />

sawyals. saqarTvelos istoriao, saxelmZRvanelo<br />

fizikisao, artileriisao (Cven ki dResac rus<br />

artileristebs vqiraobT, aqeTac da iqiTac),<br />

agreTve, geografiisa da miTologiisao, nadir


Sahis istoriao, mokle qarTuli gramatikao<br />

(levani ki ara, levan! bodiSiT ki ara, bodiSi!),<br />

filosofiuri kiTxva-migebanio, Semoklebuli<br />

katiRoriao, RvTismetyvelebao... rom araferi<br />

vTqvaT leqsebze (poezia bagrationTa aqilevsis<br />

quslia), prozaul nawarmoebebze, Targmanebze...<br />

nabuqodonosorisagan wartyvevna ierusalimisa.<br />

Tumca, arc dRes gvawyenda es wignebi. dResac<br />

gamoviyenebdiT rameSi. tualetisken mimavali<br />

umoklesi gza dRes swored wignze gadis. erTi<br />

idioturi romanidan Tavisuflad SeiZleba<br />

miviRoT tualetis qaRaldis ori-sami ruloni.<br />

ise, kacma rom Tqvas, sulieri sazrdoc, nebismier<br />

sazrdosaviT, adre Tu gvian Tavisebur ganavlad<br />

iqceva. Seminde ufalo da dideba Sens saxels!<br />

qaSveTis ezoSi sarecxi gamoufeniaT, eklesiaSi ki<br />

wirvaao - SfoTavs gazeTi. usindiso. eg ar iyo,<br />

jer kidev guSin, im momakvdinebel Sxams rom<br />

adarebda religias, ovanesas binaze rom<br />

aRmouCeniaT erTxel kidev?! risi Tqma gnebavT<br />

amjerad, batono gazeTo? sarecxi Seuracxyofs<br />

wirvas Tu wirva sarecxs? axla SeamCnieT<br />

pirvelad? rac Tavi maxsovs im eklesiis ezoSi<br />

yovelTvis xalxi cxovrobda. xalxi ki usarecxod<br />

sad gagonila?! marto wirva-locviT ver gaitan<br />

Tavs, puric ginda arsobisa. is ki ofliT moipoveba<br />

mxolod. Tanac, erTxel da samudamod ki ara,<br />

yoveldRe, yoveldRiuri tanjviT. aseve<br />

yoveldRiurad Tu ar moiSore ofli, Tu ar<br />

gairecxe gaoflili perangi, puri oxrad dagrCeba<br />

da Sen TviTon SegWams WuWyi. xolo sarecxi Tu ar<br />

gafine, ver gaaSrob. mokled, erTmaneTzea


yvelaferi gadabmuli. eklesiaSi wirvaa, Ria<br />

karidan galobis xma da sakmevlis suni gamodis,<br />

eklesiis ezoSi ki qali sarecxs fens. fenda. axla<br />

cecxli ukidia iqaurobas. eklesiis CuqurTmas<br />

avtomatis tyvia fSxvnis. sarecxis Tokze bavSvis<br />

perangi darCeniaT. isic tyviiTaa dacxriluli.<br />

sxvebi, imedia, gaixiznebodnen... rusT<strong>avel</strong>i<br />

raxania gadaketilia. dRes diliT sammwkrivad<br />

idgnen betonis lodebiT datvirTuli "kamazebi".<br />

axla, SeiZleba, ukve oTxmwkrivad dganan. bevri<br />

xalxi iyris Tavs seiris sanaxavad. Sav tborebad<br />

grovdebian da yrud guguneben. bavSvebi xom iq<br />

aTen-aRameben, araferi gamogvrCeso. Cveni<br />

xvalindeli dRe. dRes rac xdeba, imaTTvis xdeba,<br />

kargic da cudic. rasac dRes SeiTviseben, xval<br />

gamoiyeneb. amdens, etyoba, Tavadac xvdebian da<br />

erTi wuTiTac ar icvlian iqidan fexs. mama ara,<br />

torola! araferi aRar undaT, arc rokis klipebi,<br />

arc pornofilmebi, arc kevi da arc koka-kola.<br />

kalaSnikovis erTi Cakakaneba yvelafers<br />

urCevniaT. wamo, biWo, ra, deidaCemi cxovrobs aqve.<br />

rames gvaWmevs. mSia. au, ara ra. uceb SevWamoT. jer<br />

ar daiwyeba. Tanac, iqidan ufro gavZvreT iqneb.<br />

pirdapir baRze avWraT, mokleze. au, ara. sacaa<br />

daiwyeba. daiwyeba da Cvenc movalT. qaSveTidan<br />

avideT. ufro axlos ar viqnebiT?! porSe girCevnia<br />

Tu kalaSnikovi? ar dafiqrde! uceb Tqvi. au porSe.<br />

ara kalaSnikovi: porSe rad minda? Tanac aq, am<br />

damplebTan. rame Tu gaufuWda, gaTavda, mogWama<br />

Wiri. sad ginda gaakeTebino?! kalaSnikovi naRdia.<br />

ici ra Rirs? me kalaSnikovSi yvelafers mivcem.<br />

Sen ki miscem, magram vin aiRebs? au, magaria.


gisvria? sizmarSi visvri xolme. mTeli Rame.<br />

marto magis gamo vwvebi adre. ta-ta-ta-ta-ta. wiuwiu-wiu-wiu...<br />

au, magaria. au, guSin kitovani<br />

davinaxe. au, daifice. au, boziSvili viyo. yvela<br />

mouTmenlad elodeba rodis ganaxldeba srola<br />

mTavrobis sasaxlesTan. axla, magaliTad, isvrian.<br />

es axali wlis aRsaniSnavi srola ar aris. jer<br />

mTeli saaTia iqamde. manaTobeli tyviebi uwyvet<br />

nakadad mifrinaven erTmaneTis Sesaxvedrad.<br />

"iveriidan" mTavrobis sasaxlisken, mTavrobis<br />

sasaxlidan "iveriisken". "Tbilisi" ukve iwvis.<br />

mxatvris saxlic. pirveli skolac.<br />

kavSirgabmulobis sasaxlec. da sxva mravali.<br />

xandaxan Zveli, Camowerili qvemexic daibuxunebs<br />

xolme, zooparkSi Caberebuli lomiviT. SeiZleba,<br />

meTerTmete armiis Semotanilic iyos Tavis<br />

droze, magram raki dRes gaviyareniT Zmebi, Zveli<br />

da uvargisi, sasamarTlom Cven gvarguna. diax, Cven.<br />

me, Sen, mas. yvelani saqmeSi varT gasuli da<br />

araviTari mniSvneloba ara aqvs, cxadia es Tu<br />

sizmari. sizmari cudad daviwyebuli cxadia da,<br />

rasac sizmarSi akeTeb, an cxadSic gagikeTebia, an<br />

cxadSic gaakeTebdi, rom SegeZlos. "gamatareT, iq<br />

Cemi Sviliao" - iyvireb uceb. isev gaoflilxar.<br />

Zlivs sunTqav daRlilobisgan. arada, arc<br />

gagigia, rodis moirbine aq. "axali ambavi, Cveni<br />

Svilebic iq ariano". - ayayandeba xalxi. iqamde ki<br />

Sav tborad idga "kamazebis" win da yrud<br />

gugunebda. "es ekaekaterinekatos mamaa da ufleba<br />

aqvs aq Semosvlisao" - daiZaxebs betonis lodze<br />

zurgiT miwolili gvardieli da Tvals Cagikravs.<br />

cal xelSi avtomati uWiravs, meaoreSi mTeli


Zexvi, jer kidev gabawruli, da madianad ilukmeba.<br />

ver xvdebi, ratom gikravs is biWi Tvals, ras<br />

ganiSnebs, magram raki aRaravin geRobeba win,<br />

daadeb Tavs da waxval, TiTqos icode, sad<br />

midiode. axlac midixar, gaoflili, aqoSinebuli,<br />

TiTqos wuTi-wuTze wydeba Seni bedi. sanaxevrod<br />

bneli gvirabia, yovel wuTas virTxa gadagirbens<br />

xolme win, nela, auCqareblad. mgoni romeliRac<br />

filmSi ginaxavs es gvirabi, magram axla amis<br />

gaxsenebis dro ar aris. tani gigrZnobs, Seni<br />

Svilic aq aris sadRac da iqneb amjerad mainc<br />

gadaarCino. viRacebs muyaos did yuTze purmarili<br />

gauSliaT da qeifoben. samlitriani<br />

qilebiT udgaT Rvino. gilocavT axal welso -<br />

geZaxian sufridan. Sen ki imis SiSi gklavs,<br />

sufraze ar mimipatiJono, magram mainc Cerdebi da<br />

moridebiT kiTxulob, xom ar iciT sad arian aq<br />

germaniaSi gasagzavni gogo-biWebio. isini ki<br />

icinian, kvdebian siciliT. gapipinebuli Wiqebidan<br />

Rvino eRvrebaT. Sen jer gaocebuli uyureb<br />

axarxarebul moqeifeebs, magram nel-nela<br />

TviTonac geRimeba, ufro sworad xvdebi maTi<br />

gamxiarulebis mizezs. isini arian, imaT eZeb<br />

swored. erT-erTi maTgani ki ekaekaterinekatoa.<br />

marTalia, biWad aris gadacmuli da naxSiriT<br />

ulvaSebic miuxatavs, magram mainc scnob Svils.<br />

TavisTavad cxadia, isic gcnobs. "rom icodeT, es<br />

kaci mweraliao" - eubneba danarCenebs, muyaos<br />

yuTze atamanurad fexSemodgmuli. etyoba, is aris<br />

amaTi ufrosi. danarCenebi gaocebulni,<br />

dainteresebulni iyurebian Sensken. "SenTvis mainc<br />

mwerlobaa, ara, mTavari?!" - gekiTxeba Cumad,


daZabulad momRimari. ar unda rom sxvebmac gaigon<br />

- "aqac imitom moxvedi, ara?! - brazdeba uceb -<br />

Cvenze wigns dawer da amiT moixdi Sens<br />

mamuliSvilur vals, ara?!" - gacivdeba<br />

gawiwmatebuli. "arao" - yviri Svilis<br />

miuxvedrelobiT Sewuxebuli, gamwarebuli,<br />

Tumca, mTlad gulwrfeli ar aris Seni pasuxi.<br />

ufro sworad, ver mimxvdarxar, ver gagigia, ra<br />

daSavdeba, riTi iqneba cudi, Tundac marTla<br />

wignis dasawerad rom iyo aq mosuli. magram axla<br />

wigni arc gagxsenebia. ra dros wignia saerTod! ki<br />

xvdebi, SefarviT rom dagcinis Svili, magram imis<br />

agdebuli RvarZliani laparaki ki ar<br />

Seuracxgyofs, kidev ufro gasevdianebs, kidev<br />

ufro gauZlurebs da, imave dros, kidev ufro<br />

gavaldebulebs, yvelaferi iRono, yvelafers<br />

gauZlo, yvelaferi aitano, oRond Svili rogorme<br />

gamovides am gvirabidan, virTxis suniT<br />

gaJRenTili wyvdiadidan. magram Tavis droze ra<br />

SegeZlo, axla rom gamoido Tavi! aba, marTla<br />

riRasTvis moxvedi aq? riRasTvis daimcire Tavi?<br />

axalgazrdebi, davuSvaT, Segnebulad midian<br />

sasikvdilod, uecari da lamazi sikvdili<br />

urCevniaT (Tundac asakis gamo), gauTavebelsa da<br />

autanel molodins, magram Sen ra grjis? Sen<br />

risTvis igdeb Tavs gansacdelSi? miT ufro rom,<br />

Seni bedi isedac gadawyvetilia. rogorc ar unda<br />

damTavrdes amRamindeli Rame, Sen mainc damnaSave<br />

iqnebi. ukve damnaSave xar, radgan arasodes ar<br />

yofilxar iq, sadac Seni adgili ar iyo da, roca,<br />

bolos da bolos, mainc aRmoCndi, TviTonve<br />

gagiWirda amis aRiareba. amitom, arc Sens


axalgazrda Tanamoqalaqeebs gaemtyunebaT, eWvis<br />

TvaliT Tu Sexedaven Sens moulodnel<br />

gamocxadebas, provokatorad anda Semogzavnilad<br />

Tu CagTvlian. provokatori da Semogzavnili<br />

saqveynod ganTqmuli xelovanic SeiZleba iyos da<br />

dilegidan nexvis gamomxvetavi araraobac. Senc<br />

geZaxian aqeT-iqidan, viTom xumrobiT, mogzavnili<br />

xom ara xaro, Sen ki verafers pasuxob, imitom<br />

rom... kaci roca tyuis, winaswar imaragebs<br />

tyuilis gasamarTlebel, tyuilis dasacvel<br />

versiebsa Tu legendebs, magram simarTlesac rom<br />

dacva unda, aseve yovelTvis aviwydeba. marTali<br />

kaci Tavs ver imarTlebs da rasac damtkiceba ar<br />

sWirdeba, imis damtkicebaa swored Zneli. magram<br />

Senda bedad, virTxis suniT gaJRenTil<br />

bindbundSi erTi wamiT cekas-Ceka dagidgeba<br />

Tvalwin, fransuazas udanaSaulobis damtkicebas<br />

rom moiTxovda Sengan odesRac, da rac imas<br />

uTxari maSin, aranakleb saxifaTo situaciaSi,<br />

axlac igives Tqmas apireb - eg sakiTxi Tqven<br />

TviTon unda gaarkvioTo - ese igi, roca amxela<br />

saqmes hkidebT xels, kacis garCeva mainc unda<br />

SegeZloTo. magram, sabednierod, ar gWirdeba amis<br />

Tqma, Svili gevlineba mxsnelad. "eg provokatori<br />

ki ara, mamaCemiao" - icinis ekaekaterinekato da<br />

naxSiriT mixatul ulvaSs igrexs viTom. "aba,<br />

garkveviT gviTxras, ra unda, ratom movida<br />

CvenTano" - ar cxrebian danarCenebi da marTlebic<br />

arian. sadme Tu midixar, gindac sizmarSi,<br />

misasvleli mizezic unda gqondes da mizanic. "au,<br />

kidev kargi gamaxsendao" - SesZaxeb imaTeburad da<br />

maSinve ubeSi Caiyof xels. axalgazrda


Tanamoqalaqeni daZabulni mogCerebian. Sen ki<br />

ubidan melanias celofanis parks amoiReb,<br />

parkidan - Zafis gorgals da ekaekaterinekatos<br />

gauwvdi - ai, es gorgali gamogiyvans<br />

labirinTidano. "ver uyurebT am Zvels, ra<br />

Sebertyili vinme yofilao" - gulwrfelad ukvirT<br />

da uxariaT ekaekaterinekatos amxanagebs da<br />

aCoCqol-ayayanebulni gexvevian garSemo, rogorc<br />

mowafeebi Semoexveodnen xolme adre,<br />

daaxlovebulsa da daZmakacebul maswavlebels.<br />

Sen ki suli gexuTeba. qveyana iyineba, Sen ki oflad<br />

xar gaRvrili. gegonebaT, sizmridan ki ara,<br />

moqmedi vulkanis krateridan amomZvralao.<br />

samagierod, mTavari gairkva - saSveli aris!<br />

momilocavs. gilocavT. daeswariT mravals. Tu<br />

gadagarCenT, melanias Zafis gorgali gadagarCenT<br />

mxolod. ase rom, wmindao RvTismSobelo, erTxel<br />

kidev daicavi Seni wilxvedri qveyana. is ki tiris.<br />

tiris. icremleba. aTonis iverTa monastridan ki<br />

moaSura Tavis wilxvedr qveyanas (Tundac aslis<br />

saxiT), ki daaCoqa aerodromze mis Sesagebeblad<br />

gamosuli xalxi (ra didi ambavi kidev<br />

Tbiliselebis daCoqebas unda, axla wesadac ki<br />

iTvleba. "niangi" da "Tbilisi" imitom daaqvT Tan,<br />

muxlis qveS rom daifinon, daCoqeba Tu mouwevT<br />

uceb), ki datova xalxi mis imedze, magram imis<br />

magivrad, rom amoqmeddes, tiris. dedani aTonis<br />

mTaze tiris Turme, erTi asli - niu-iorkSi, meore -<br />

TbilisSi. ra xdeba, mamao, ra ambavia Cvens Tavs?<br />

aRar unda gairkves, bolos da bolos? Tqven Tavs<br />

hkiTxeT. yvelam Tavis informaciul banks<br />

mouaros. ise, rom icodeT, sxva xatebic tirian -


zogi gelaTs, zogi mcxeTas, zogi bodbes, zogi<br />

martvils. magram, damerwmuneT, RmerTs ver<br />

vixilavT. me erTxel mwerali viyavi. RmerTi didi<br />

sinaTlea, gamabednierebeli, da nuravis egoneba,<br />

raki Tavisufali var, yvelafers movimoqmedebo. es<br />

wmindawylis mkrexelobaa, radgan mxolod<br />

RmerTia Tavisufali. magram, rogorc statistika<br />

mowmobs, mTeli kacobriobis mxedvelobis<br />

simZafre ganuxrelad klebulobs Turme.<br />

erTaderTi xsna kontaqturi linzebi yofila.<br />

arada, ager ukve ocdaaTi weli iqneba, im linzebs<br />

xmarobs fransuaza. pirvelad rom vnaxe, ufro<br />

SemeSinda, vidre gamikvirda. jer raRac siTxe<br />

CaiwveTa upeebSi, plastmasis patara boTlidan, da<br />

mere pirdapir gugebze miiweba lamis uCinari minis<br />

naxevarsferoebi. viTomc araferi. eg iyo, rom<br />

odnav gaumuqda mocisfro-monacrisfro Tvalebi.<br />

Tumca, ara, linzebis miwebebisTanave, ara marto<br />

garegnoba, gunebaganwyobilebac maSinve<br />

ecvleboda, rasakvirvelia, ukeTesobisken. da<br />

mainc, miuxedavad aseTi optikuri aRWurvilobisa,<br />

mainc ver gansWvrita momavali. mainc veravin naxa<br />

Cemze ukeTesi-meTqi, mindoda meTqva. saerTod,<br />

saqarTveloSi Camosuli ucxoeli turistebi,<br />

WuWyis mets verafers xedaven TiTqos. Tumca CvenSi<br />

rom vTqvaT, marTla ar Seisvleba sadarbazoebSi.<br />

liftis kedlebze xom raRa ar aris misxmuli.<br />

magram tyuilad hgonia vinmes, Cven rom<br />

davasufTavebT aqaurobas. mSobliuri qalaqi rom<br />

dagavo, tetCeri unda iyo jer. guSin Tbilisis<br />

samgzavro sadgurSi cecxlwakidebuli<br />

matarebeli Semosula. ori kviriT adre ki, xalxiT


gaWedili tramvaisTvis demonstrantebs xumrobiT<br />

qvebi dauSeniaT. magram, me Tu mkiTxavT, bevrad<br />

ajobebda, saerTod ar kiTxulobdes kaci gazeTs.<br />

zedmetad ixeTqav guls. dekemberi, noemberi,<br />

oqtomberi, seqtemberi, agvisto... sul cota, xuTi<br />

Tve mainc viyavi amisgan Tavisufali. samagierod,<br />

axla yelamde var Cafluli, Tanac ukve<br />

daZvelebul gazeTebSi, xuTi Tvis makulaturaSi<br />

davfaCunob, rogorc xoWo neSoSi. mecnierebi ki<br />

SesaZleblad Tvlian adamianis xelaxla Seqmnas,<br />

oRond isev talaxisagan ki ara, romeliRac<br />

xelovnuri nivTierebisagan. talaxma ar<br />

gaamarTla. sxva Tu araferi, xelovnuri bavSvi<br />

qveS ver Caifsavs. RmerTo, momiteve, RmerTo,<br />

gaanaTle imis suli. ar uyvarda aseTi laparaki.<br />

sxvaTa Soris, aRarc me vlaparakob. laparakmac<br />

dakarga azri. magram mainc unda iTqvas, rom batoni<br />

adami yovelTvis siamovnebiT ylapavs erTxel ukve<br />

Caylapuls, rac friad mravlismTqmeli faqtia,<br />

Tuki Rrmad CavukvirdebiT da saerTodac,<br />

yovelTvis ufro Rrmad unda CavixedoT xolme<br />

sakuTar gulSi, radgan kaci rasac ver ambobs,<br />

gulSi malavs. karze ki isev akakunebs viRaca. aba,<br />

sad gagonila am sigrZe moCveneba?! RmerTo, Seni<br />

saxelis Wirime! nuTu marTla SesaZlebelia?!<br />

araferi ar viciT, arc am qveynisa, arc im qveynisa.<br />

magram rasac xalxi ambobs, xSirad marTldeba.<br />

iRelve, magram mSvidado. mSvidad Relva raRa<br />

oxrobaa meTqi, an mSvidad unda iyo, an unda<br />

iRelvo meTqi. Turme kvdeboda, me ki ar vicodi.<br />

arada, unda mcodnobda, me unda mivmxvdariyavi<br />

yvela eqimze, yvela aparatze adre. amitomac


vRelav ase mSvidad. akakunon, sanam ar<br />

mobezrdebaT. me amdgomi aRara var. kak-kuk. vin<br />

aris? kurdReli var, yurcqvita. ra gnebavs<br />

kurdRelo? ra mnebavs da stafilo. ah, ar<br />

SeiZleba! stafiloSi bevri nitrati yofila. Cven<br />

bavSvs ar vaZlevT. Senze ar moqmedebs nitrati?<br />

nitrati momklavs Tu ustafiloba, ra mniSvneloba<br />

aqvs?! eg Cems qaliSvils uTxari. netavi TuRa<br />

darCa kurdReli? raxania, multfilmis garda,<br />

aRarsad minaxavs. mec aRara var. yovel<br />

SemTxvevaSi, Cemi udidesi nawili Tan waiRes.<br />

SeiZleba, me TviTon gavatane, rogorc bargis<br />

nawils gaatanen xolme winaswar ufro adre<br />

mimavals iqiTken, saiTkenac axlo momavalSi<br />

Tavadac apireben gamgzavrebas. Seni Wirime, Tu<br />

Zalian ar Segawuxebs, iqneba gaayolo xels es<br />

erTi CanTa (Cemodani araca maqvs). ki batono. ra<br />

saTxovaria. diiiidi siamovnebiTac. mainc ver<br />

gaZleb uCemod didxans. nawil-nawil wagiReb,<br />

rogorc Seni samSoblo miaqvT mtrebs, Tu<br />

erTianad, es sxva sakiTxia. ufro sworad, es ukve<br />

sufTa wylis politikaa. imperia ingreva,<br />

politika rCeba. imperias Tu kaSxals SevadarebT,<br />

politika mdinarea. mdinare maradiulia, xolo<br />

kaSxlis dangreva iseve SeiZleba, rogorc aSeneba.<br />

gadaRebva-gadakeTeba xom mTlad advilia.<br />

fericvalebiT arsi ar icvleba. fericvaleba<br />

dResao foToli mowyda xesao. Cven foTlebi varT<br />

mxolod. rac mTavaria, adamiani yvelafers iolad<br />

iTvisebs da egueba kidec, rac misi arsebobis<br />

gasaxangrZliveblad aris aucilebeli. ase rom,<br />

romel mxaresac ar unda gadavivarcxnoT qoCori


(sadRaa - Torem ki!), didi-didi gamometyveleba<br />

Segvecvalos odnav, an ukeTesobisken (meti ar aris<br />

Cveni mteri), an uaresobisken, rac savsebiT<br />

Seesabameba sinamdviles. buneba ki igive rCeba. ai,<br />

Turme ra mawuxebda amdeni xani! TiTqos marTla<br />

mxedavdes. TiTqos Segnebulad miyurebdes ase<br />

daJinebiT. TiTqos, rogorc icoda, konverti unda<br />

gamomiwodos da miTxras: werilia, batono Cemo,<br />

moskovidano. mxolod "batono Cemo" amxelda mis<br />

dafarul mRelvarebas. SeiZleba mrisxanebasac.<br />

Zlieria is, vinc ukeT malavs sakuTar grZnobebs.<br />

ganzraxvebsac. am suraTze ocdaxuTi wlisaa.<br />

zRvaze varT. oRond, baTumSi. biWvinTamde jer<br />

Sors aris. ai, aseTi iyo meTqi, veubnebi Cems Tavs,<br />

TiTqos sxvadasxva adamianebi viyoT me da Cemi Tavi.<br />

anda, TiTqos iman Cemze naklebad icodes, rac me<br />

gadamxdenia (Tumca, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, ra<br />

gadamxdenia iseTi, sxvaTa mier winaswar ar<br />

yofiliyo gansazRvruli da mkacrad<br />

reglamentirebuli). lamazi ki ar aris, kargia<br />

yvelanairad. axalgazrdacaa (jer Tmas ar<br />

iRebavs), janmrTelic (jer xels ar idebs kefaze,<br />

ai, aq raRacaao...), xalisianic (qsovisa araferi<br />

gaegeba), sandomianic (maxsovs Sin ver vaxerxebdiT<br />

ganmartoebas, viRaceebi SevixizneT mgoni, da<br />

RamRamobiT baRSi, leRvebTan vuniSnavdi paemans)<br />

da, rasakvirvelia, bednieric (jer horizonti<br />

sufTaa - fransuaza ToTxmeti wlisaa mxolod,<br />

xolo sonias mSoblebi jer arc icnoben<br />

erTmaneTs wesierad). aseTi rom iyo, imitom<br />

SevirTe da mas mere erTxelac ar warmomidgenia<br />

Cemi Tavi uimisod, vis loginSic ar unda


vyofiliyavi, is yovelTvis Cems maradiul colad<br />

rCeboda. ai, asea saqme Cemo yurcqvitav da<br />

aRaraferi aRar Seicvleba, ramdenac ar unda<br />

akakuno. weRan (SeiZleba, weRanac) damesizmra,<br />

TiTqos viRaca adga Cems dasaxedad, me ki, mxrebze<br />

sabanmoxuruli (sizmarSic iseve civa, rogorc<br />

cxadSi), daCoqili videqi sawolze da vtirodi.<br />

didi Sveba yofila cremli. dasizmrebulic ki!<br />

amwinebze ki marTla daviCoqe sadRac. xo,<br />

TviTmfrinavSi. parizidan vbrundebodi. sxvaTa<br />

Soris, Tvals rom vaxel, ufro mciva. viTom sicive<br />

TvaliTac aRiqmeba?! SeiZleba, sicives vxedavT da<br />

ar viciT, rom sicivea. zewarSi ki maSinve gamoJona,<br />

rogorc ki Sevexe. TiTqos me gamomivarda, rogorc<br />

taZris yru-munji daraji - saeWvo gamvlels.<br />

gaviToSe. gavSeSdi. arada, erTsa da imave gazeTs<br />

vkiTxulob TiTqos. yvelgan erTi da igive sweria.<br />

axla CaquCi rom damkras vinmem, davifSxvnebi.<br />

magram, sainteresoa, ra braldebas wauyeneben amis<br />

Camdens, mkvlelobisa Tu xulignobisa, anu,<br />

cocxali adamianis Tu TabaSiris qandakebis<br />

xelyofas, gindac aravin araferi icodes im<br />

qandakebis warmomavlobisa da daniSnulebis<br />

Sesaxeb. TavisTvis ido. xels aravin uSlida. Tqven<br />

ki daamtvrieT. ratom? axla keTili inebeT da ageT<br />

pasuxi. xviSti! aravin ar icis, vin ra sasjels<br />

imsaxurebs, roca kanoni emorCileba nebas da ara<br />

neba kanons. ese igi, SeiZleba, saerTod ar dasajo<br />

kaci da amiT dasajo swored. dausjelobac<br />

sasjelis saxeobaa. ramdeni daisaja ase!<br />

ugulvebelyofiT, aTvalwunebiT, gaufasurebiT.<br />

sicivisgan gansxvavebiT, isini namdvilad Candnen,


magram xelisufleba ver xedavda, ufro sworad,<br />

ar xedavda. isini yels ixevdnen, gul-mucels<br />

itrialebdnen, ixrCobodnen sibrazisgan,<br />

eWvebisgan, SiSisgan, xelisufleba ki arafrad<br />

agdebdaT, daWeris Rirsadac ar TvlidaT, rac ar<br />

unda eweraT da ekiTxaT. sxvaTa Soris, xalxic<br />

mxolod im xelovans scnobs, romelic<br />

xelisuflebisganaa oficialurad aRiarebuli.<br />

amitom isinic, ugulebelyofilni,<br />

aTvalwunebulni, gaufasurebulni - sul<br />

tyuilubralod iwrTobdnen Tavs sacixod. sul<br />

tyuilubralod eCveodnen tkivilis, SimSilisa<br />

Tu wyurvilis atanas. imaTi colebi rom<br />

fiqrobdnen, qeifoben albaT sadme, Tu kidev uares<br />

adgilas ar ariano, isini sakuTari saxlis<br />

sardafebSi isxdnen mTeli Rame, usanTlod da<br />

usasTumlod, ufro axlos rom gascnobodnen da<br />

SesCveodnen jurRmulis binadrebs, wyvdiadis<br />

florasa da faunas. xan oboba gadaacocdebodaT<br />

saxeze, xan virTxa CaswivlebdaT yurSi. isini ki<br />

frCxilebis qveS nemsebs irWobdnen jiutad,<br />

warmodgenili wamebisTvis rom gaeZloT<br />

momavalSi da TveobiT uCirqdebodaT xolme<br />

infeqciaSeWrili nunebi. ruseTSi tyved<br />

Cavardnili germanelebiviT, TiTebdabintulni<br />

dadiodnen da aRarc kalmis daWera SeeZloT,<br />

aRarc "erikaze" dakakuneba. yvela sikeTesTan<br />

erTad, aTasnairi sisulelis mogoneba<br />

sWirdebodaT, Tavi rom emarTlebinaT eWvebiTa da<br />

varaudebiT gawamebul axloblebTan da Tavi<br />

daecvaT cnobismoyvare da uyuradRebo<br />

nacnobebisagan. karSi momewewka. konservs vxsnidi.


lursmans vaWedebdi. abazanaSi naTuras vcvlidi<br />

da... etyoba, TviTon zari moiSala (deni namdvilad<br />

aris), Torem ratom unda akakunebdes, Tuki marTla<br />

akakunebs vinme. me gavaxile Tvali da movkvdi. Sen<br />

gaaxile Tvali da mokvdi. man gaaxila Tvali da<br />

mokvda. ise, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, mTeli sicocxle<br />

dakakunebas velodebodi da, mgoni, bolos<br />

amisrulda, gamimarTlda amdeni xnis molodini.<br />

Tu (vimeoreb) ar meCveneba. maSin Tormeti wlisac<br />

ar viqnebodi, roca cxovrebam saxls momaSora da<br />

TuSeTis mTebSi mikra Tavi - yaCaRad gavvardi, Cemi<br />

WkuiT. sinamdvileSi ki mezobelma, Tavadac<br />

yaCaRma, wamiyvana yaCaRebTan. ufro sworad, xels<br />

gamayola, upatrono nivTiviT. SeiZleba, Sevecode,<br />

SeiZleba, Semacdina - viTom, gadasaxlebuli<br />

mSoblebic unda daebrunebina CemTvis, gaCuqebuli<br />

dac da gagiJebuli bebiac (bebia milicias<br />

TbilisSi hyavda gadagzavnili, "fsiqiatriuli<br />

gamokvlevebis Casatareblad"), magram, rogorc<br />

mosalodneli iyo, Cemi gadarCenis msurvelni<br />

Tavad gaxdnen gadasarCenni. meTaurma xom saerTod<br />

moikla Tavi, am sityvis pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT.<br />

jer sakuTari cxeni mokla - revolveris lula<br />

yurSi CasCara da meore yuridan gaasxmevina tvini -<br />

mere ki, dediSobila (tansacmeli<br />

"TanamebrZolebs" dagvitova gasayofad)<br />

gamoqvabulSi Sevida da tyvia iTxliSa SublSi.<br />

kaci Tavis mosaklavad midioda da SiSvel fexebs<br />

ise gaubedavad adgamda kenWebze, zRvaze pirvelad<br />

Camosuli damsvenebeli gegonebodaT. mokled, or<br />

dReSi ukanve movbrundi kudamoZuebuli. aRarc<br />

sapatronebeli damxvda rame da aRarc


gasaCuqebeli. ara! araviTar SemTxvevaSi! me aravin<br />

gamiCuqebia. me maSin patara viyavi. kanonmdebelic<br />

ar miTvaliswinebda. ver mawvdenda Tvals. susti<br />

viyavi da umweo. da Tu mainc damnaSave var, mxolod<br />

esaa Cemi danaSauli - umweoba da sisuste. magram<br />

brali namdvilad ar mimiZRvis. bunebaSi tyuilad<br />

araferi ibadeba. yvela raRacisTvisaa<br />

Cafiqrebuli: zogi sakuTari neba-survilis<br />

aRsasruleblad, zogi ki - viRacis nebasurvilisa.<br />

me viRacis neba-survils vasrulebdi,<br />

oRond Cemi neba-survilis winaaRmdeg - sakuTar<br />

bunebas ver vurigdebodi da meSinoda,<br />

ganuwyvetliv meSinoda Rrmad damarxuli,<br />

saimedod SeniRbuli Cemive Seurigeblobisa.<br />

axlac albaT maxsovroba akakunebs SiSis<br />

klaviSebze. es SiSis xmaa dekembris siciveSi,<br />

avtomatebis damcinav xarxarSi, gardacvlilTa da<br />

cocxalTa CvenebebiT gaZiZgul simartoveSi. im<br />

SiSis xmaa, lamis gaCenisTanave rom dagveufla,<br />

magram gvian vaRiareT. ufro sworad, mTeli<br />

sicocxle ar vaRiarebdiT, ar vutydebodiT, ar<br />

vepuebodiT, Cveni WkuiT, magram is mainc jiutad,<br />

veragulad, uCumrad kristaldeboda Cvens<br />

arsebaSi, osteoxondroziviT, oRond sulis<br />

osteoxondroziviT. araTu nebismieri uneblie<br />

ganZreva, nebismieri ramis gafiqrebac autanel<br />

tkivils mayenebs. yvelaferi mtkiva, Zvirfaso<br />

dedav, yvelaferi, rac ganSorebis facifucSi<br />

damitove, me momande, me momabare - xorcic, Zvalic,<br />

sisxlic, sulic... - da madlobeli var Senic da<br />

RmerTisac, am tkivilis Rirsi rom gamxadeT. es<br />

Cemi tkivilia, aTas tkivilSi gamorCeuli,


saxelisa da simdidris nacvlad moxveWili,<br />

pativiscemisa da siyvarulis msgavsad<br />

damsaxurebuli. me gavaxile Tvali da movkvdi.<br />

didebuli striqoni wamogvcda, rom icodeT! rom<br />

mogvewadinebina, ver movigonebdiT. yovel<br />

SemTxvevaSi, mis uaress sjobia. mjobnis mjobni ar<br />

dailevao, magram poetebis jibric, am gauTavebeli<br />

kakunisa ar iyos, moCvenebiTia. poetebi erTmaneTis<br />

arsebobas amarTleben da erTmaneTs mxolod<br />

exmarebian - erTi da igive bade amoaqvT<br />

ararsebuli okeanis fskeridan da eCvenebaT,<br />

erTmaneTs vejibrebiT Zalisa da mondomebis<br />

gamoCenaSio. eSmakuradaa bunebisgan yvelaferi<br />

mowyobili. ase rom ar eCvenebodeT, aravin aRar<br />

dawerda leqss da ararsebul siRrmeTa<br />

mdumarebiT gavsebuli ararsebuli badec<br />

samudamod CarCeboda ararsebuli okeanis<br />

ararsebul fskerze. ormoSi SemTxveviT<br />

Cavardnil gamvlels, romelsac dRemde uimedod<br />

daeZebdnen, Turme, axloblebi, scmia Wreli,<br />

moklemklavebiani sazafxulo perangi; Cexuri<br />

sandlebi, yviTeli tyavisa, da Cinuri tilos<br />

mwvane Sarvali "druJba". eg, etyoba, ufro didi<br />

xnis win aris Cavardnili ormoSi, magram<br />

Sinaurebma gvian miaqcies yuradReba, gvian<br />

moisaklises. amitom arc Cven gvawyens, droulad<br />

Tu gavarkvevT, ra ambavia Cvens Tavs. gareT ra<br />

xdeba naTelia, magram Sin ra xdeba RmerTma icis.<br />

ase Rrmad sZinavT viTom?! Tu sZinavT, eZinoT.<br />

Tvalis gaxela saxifaToa. me gavaxile Tvali da<br />

movkvdi. ese igi, Tvalis gaxeda (anu dabadeba,<br />

gnebavT, gaRviZeba) da sikvdili erTiao. sicocxle


imdenad moklea, salaparakodac ar Rirso.<br />

daaxloebiT imave azrisaa erTi qarTuli xalxuri<br />

leqsic:<br />

ra wam ki davibadebiT,<br />

iqve samare mza ari...


magram aq ufro vrcladaa gamoTqmuli is, risi<br />

gamoTqmac Turme SesaZlebeli yofila ufro<br />

lakoniurad, ufro lokaluri intprerptaciiT,<br />

ufro lokatoruli sizustiT (Tuki saerTod<br />

arsebobs amgvari ram). Tumca, dabejiTebiT ver<br />

vityvi ra sjobs - icode Tu ar icode. erTi kia,<br />

mainc ar ijereb bolo wamamde. arafris didebiT<br />

ar irwmuneb, yvela gza rom moWrili gaqvs.<br />

Segnebuli miuxvedreloba Tu klinikuri sibriyve<br />

gemarTeba Sendauneburad. albaT Tavis dasacavad.<br />

SeiZleba, brZolis gasagrZelebladac. miTxariT,<br />

ra gvWirdeba, ra movitanoo - gulwrfelad<br />

evedrebi TeTrad gadaqaTqaTebul mkurnals<br />

(ufro mecniers). ukvdavebis wylis motana rom<br />

dagavalos, daufiqreblad gavardebi, radgan<br />

vidre eZeb, Tundac uSedegod, kaci xar, azri aqvs<br />

Sens arsebobas. Cveni reanimacia, Sen xar Cemi<br />

batoni, moskovisas sjobs. magram moskovisaze<br />

ukeTesi saerTodac kargs niSnavs?! vinmes jobna<br />

jer kidev ar niSnavs, rames rom warmoadgen.<br />

gaaCnia vis jobni. arc unda Tqva, kuze swrafad<br />

davdivaro. darwmunebuli xar, gauCinars gaaCen,<br />

isev moaxden saswauls, bolo wuTas, romeliRac<br />

afTiaqis sawyobSi mainc aRmoCndeba saWiro<br />

wamali, romeliRac macivarSi - sisxlis plazma da<br />

a.S. da a.S. iseTi ramis Sovnac SegiZlia, TviTon ar<br />

daijerebs, vinc saSovnelad gagagzavna. aTasjer<br />

gadaatrial-gadmoatrialebs xelSi ucxourad<br />

momxibvlel, ucxourad sufTa, ucxourad gluv<br />

kolofs. moadgiles daukavSirdeba (momaragebis<br />

dargSi) seleqtoriT. Rilaks TiTs daaWers da<br />

gairindeba, mucelze xelebgadajvaredinebuli,


ogorc momRerali saWiro akordis molodinSi.<br />

gismenT avTandiloviCo - axrialdeba seleqtori -<br />

aki bunebaSic ar arsebobso?! - niSns mougebs<br />

seleqtors, odnav win gadaxrili, kmayofilad<br />

momRimari - ager, a, xelSi miWiravs - atyuebs<br />

qveSevrdoms, radgan wamali xelSi ki ar uWiravs,<br />

win udevs magidaze. xelebs ki siamovnebisagan<br />

ifSvnets - mogveWra Tavi da egaa. xe, xe, xe -<br />

mliqvnelurad icinis seleqtori - rac Tqven<br />

giWiravT, avTandiloviC, Cveulebriv sabWoTa<br />

avadmyofs vin aRirsebs imas... Senc Segnebulad<br />

iRimebi am ukbilo, ufro metic, uzneo xumrobaze,<br />

magram Sen Tavsdamtydari ubedurebisgan xar<br />

gamliqvnelebuli, sakuTari umweobis<br />

SegrZnebisagan da mouTokavi, moureveli<br />

survilisgan, rogorme, nebismieri gziT, Tundac<br />

sakuTari Rirsebisa da sicocxlis fasad<br />

gamostaco sikvdils Sens imedze darCenili<br />

adamiani. ufro sworad, Senganve daimedebuli<br />

misTvis yvelaze mZime gansacdelSi, yofnaaryofnis<br />

mijnaze, roca yoveli nabiji nebismieri<br />

mimarTulebiT gadadgmuli, SeiZleba sabediswero<br />

aRmoCndes. ase rom, Tu ver uSveli, garkveuli<br />

(sakmarisi) TvalsazrisiT, Senc mkvleli xar. Seni<br />

brali iqneba misi daRupva, radgan Sen rom ar<br />

dageimedebina, Sen rom gverdze gamdgariyavi (imis<br />

sasargeblod, rasakvirvelia) iqneb sxva Zala<br />

gamoCeniliyo, Senze sityvaZunwi, magram Senze<br />

metis SemZle. iRimebi Segnebulad<br />

gamliqvnelebuli da Seugneblad geSinia, rame ar<br />

Tqva iseTi (ar wamogcdes uneblieT), vinme<br />

gaanawyeno, daarRvio batonisa da qveSevrdomis,


anu umweo mTavari eqimisa da yovlisSemZle mnes<br />

Sexmatkbilebuli dueti, romelic SenTvisac<br />

misawvdomi gamxdara, mxolod da mxolod,<br />

teqnikis marTlac rom fantastikuri ganviTarebis<br />

wyalobiT. xe... xe... xe... - xrialebs, xiTxiTebs,<br />

xixinebs seleqtori. iqneb marTla sasacilod, anu<br />

sazeimod (komentari misivea) gagvixdes saqme. Sen<br />

xar Cemi batonio - ambobs polkis medroSesaviT<br />

gajgimuli mecnier-mkurnali - magas rom uyureb<br />

(usmen) - giTiTebs seleqtorisken - samaskaciani<br />

desertacia aqvs gadaxdili moskovSi, restoran<br />

"okeaneSi". cota Sors kia, magram sxvagan sad ginda<br />

dasva amdeni xalxi?! - TeTri, qaTqaTa xalaTi<br />

mxrebze mougdia. odekalonis mZafr surnels<br />

stovebs, sadac ki SeCerdeba erTi wamiT. gareT<br />

manqana elodeba. CarTuli motori<br />

TavSekavebulad TaxTaxebs. TiTqos icis, vis<br />

emsaxureba. maSinve unda daiZras, rogorc ki<br />

Semoiketavs kars misi patroni. Sors da, rac<br />

SeiZleba Sors, am tanjvis, uimedobis, umweobis<br />

imperiidan. saavadmyofoc (TviTmfrinaviviT) im<br />

saxelmwifos mikromodelia, sadac moqmedebs. xe,<br />

xe, avTandiloviC. Sen ki Tavqudmoglejili<br />

garbixar sawinaaRmdego mimarTulebiT, ufro<br />

Rrmad Sedixar imperiis Tvaluwvdenel<br />

sivrceebSi, jurRmulebSi, ufskrulebSi, brmad,<br />

alalbedze, "zemodan daurekavad", axali wamlis,<br />

axali sisxlis, anda romeliRac saswaulmoqmedi,<br />

germanuli Tu iaponuri aparatis saSovnelad,<br />

romelic mxolod erTaderT institutsa aqvs<br />

Turme da Tavadac ver mouxmaria. magram imdenad<br />

Zvirfasia, ganaTxovrebac esikvdileba. Sen mainc


inaTxovreb. kedelSi gaxval da saRamosaTvis<br />

aparati ukve adgilze iqneba. xe, xe... ki magram,<br />

instruqcia ver gamoayoles im mamacxonebulebma?<br />

qaji ver gaugebs amas Tavsa da bolos. aba, Zalian<br />

gvWirdebao?! aba, oRond eg aparati mogvcao?!<br />

icocxle, gvWirdeba, magram ar viciT, risTvis da<br />

ratom. kadrebic ar gvyavs. yvelaferSi nametani<br />

CamorCenilebi varT. laparaki viciT marto. ki aba!<br />

Sen Tu ityvi. laparaki rom ar viciT, imitom ver<br />

verkveviT teqnikaSic. magram ra dros esaa. Seni<br />

Wirime, iqneb rogorme, rac ar unda dajdes, Tqveni<br />

didi imedi maqvs. rad unda laparaki?! aba risTvis<br />

varT aq?! nu geSiniaT, yvelaferi kargad iqneba.<br />

magram dens unda TvalTvali. waramara ecema wneva.<br />

Zalian fxizeli meTvalyure gvWirdeba. ki gvyavs<br />

sagangebod amisTvis gamoyofili kaci, SeTavsebiT<br />

cecxlfareSadac muSaobs, magram amJamad svams.<br />

wneva Tu daeca, an aiwia, Sens mters, marTla qaji<br />

veRar gaarkvevs verafers. aba, damiSavebia, rom<br />

miSovnia. ara, aparati namdvilad kargia. firma.<br />

firma. iaponiaSi manqanas awerineben Turme<br />

leqsebs. aRar sWirdebaT poetebi. giJpoetebi. xe,<br />

xe... iaponiaSi poetebi leqsebs ki ar weren<br />

TqvensaviT - vis raRad unda leqsi - tankebs<br />

akeTeben. is tankaa batono, leqsis saxeobaa<br />

erTgvari. ra vici, me ase miTxres da... Sen ki<br />

iRimebi. daSaqruli Rimili tuCebze gadagglesvia.<br />

ara, rogor gekadreba, mliqvneli ki ar xar<br />

bunebiT (Sen tolstois ras ujereb?!),<br />

zrdilobiani xar zedmetad. ufro metic - keTili<br />

xar usaSvelod. rac saerTod mliqvnelobad<br />

iTvleba, Tundac imave tolstoisTvisac, is


SenTvis sikeTis Taviseburi, gnebavT, uaRresad<br />

qarTuli gamoxatulebaa mxolod. Zalian, Zalian<br />

keTilebi varT da marto sxvaTa (Cvenze ZlierTa,<br />

Cvenze mdidarTa, Cvenze saxelovanTa) siamovneba<br />

gvaniWebs siamovnebas. ase rom, Cveni mliqvneloba<br />

Cvenive sikeTiT aris ganpirobebuli, magram<br />

borotad ar unda isargeblon amiT sxvebma, Torem<br />

Cven, Tuki garemoeba gvaiZulebs, SegviZlia pirSic<br />

vuTxraT yvelas, rasac maTze vfiqrobT gulSi, an<br />

zurgs ukan vlaparakobT. me Tu yvelaferze giRimi<br />

da yvelaferze Tavs giqnev, Sen xom unda mixvde,<br />

kargad rom ver aris Cemi saqme?! mTavari is ki ar<br />

aris, mliqvnelebi varT Tu pirSimTqmelebi,<br />

mTavaria, ratom varT an erTni da an meoreni.<br />

magram vidre amas gavarkvevdeT, daSaqruli<br />

Rimili iqamde plastiriviT gveqneba tuCebze<br />

gadaglesili. ver moiSoreb. piri ver gagiRia,<br />

magram ras izam, SeiZleba sjobdes kidec. sxvis<br />

xelSia Seni bedi. Senma daufiqrebelma sityvam an<br />

saqcielma, pirvel rigSi, SeiZleba Seni avadmyofi<br />

daazaralos, Seni imediT rom gaSotila sadRac<br />

mecxre sarTulze, reanimaciis oTaxSi, cisa da<br />

miwis Sua. aRarc cisa da aRarc miwisa. im dReebSi<br />

saavadmyofos derefnebSi morigi Wori gavrcelda.<br />

viTom avadmyofi gadmouvardaT sawolidano. xom<br />

SeiZleba Seni avadmyofi yofiliyo?! maSinac<br />

gaiRimebdi?! es Tu marTalia... magram rogor ginda<br />

gaigo?! verc ikiTxav. xom getyvian, da marTlebic<br />

iqnebian,<br />

rasbrZanebTratomkadnierdebiTratomkadrulobT<br />

da saerTod rogorbedavrogorgitrialdebaenao.<br />

Sens avadmyofsac ver hkiTxav. yvela sasicocxlo


organo gamoTiSuli aqvs, garda tvinisa. TiTqos<br />

eamayebaT kidec, amdenis Setyoba rom SeuZliaT.<br />

dRes rogor aris? gmadlobT, cudad. saZageli<br />

sityvaa "gamoTiSuli". sinaTle gamoiTiSa da<br />

bnelSi vsxedvarT WotebiviT. Cveni radio<br />

gamoTiSulia, qalo. araferi ar vici, ra xdeba<br />

qveyanaze. ginda Cems samzareuloSi mjdarxar,<br />

ginda kagebes sardafSi. SegiZlia mSvidad iyo,<br />

kargi araferi xdeba. geZaxian, modi, dagvicavio.<br />

sisxlis plazmis saSovnelad saavadmyofos<br />

sisxlis gamanawilebeli punqtis ufrosi sisxlis<br />

gadasxmis respublikur klinikaSi gagagzavnis da<br />

iq getyvian, Tu rogor unda SeiZino sisxlis<br />

plazma adgilzeve, ese igi, saavadmyofos sisxlis<br />

gamanawilebel punqtSi. imave pirovnebisgan, vinc<br />

saamisod respublikur klinikaSi gagagzavna.<br />

sisxlic iseTive deficitia, rogoricaa, vTqvaT<br />

gastronomiuli da parfiumeriuli saqoneli.<br />

Sovna ki SeiZleba, magram gazrdili fasiT. ra<br />

Rirs, geTayva, xuTTumniani franguli sunamo?<br />

nuli miumate. is ki, mxrebze<br />

TeTrxalaTmogdebuli dgas Sua kabinetSi,<br />

morTmeuli odekalonis surnelSi, xalvaTad,<br />

Tavisuflad, da romeliRac mliqvnel<br />

Wirisufals anekdots uyveba. wuxel moismina<br />

sufraze da imdenad moixibla, erTi suli aqvs,<br />

rodis mouyveba vinmes, vidre daaviwydebodes.<br />

erTi saaTis mere, anekdoti ki ara, Tavi<br />

dagaviwydeba kacs am kabinetSi. Sen ki, saxeze<br />

oflgadamskdari, bavSviviT gabednierebuli,<br />

"nadavliT" xeldamSvenebuli, giJiviT Seuvardebi<br />

kabinetSi - viSoveo! cota ar iyos Secbeba,


axarxarebuls rom waadgebi moulodnelad Tavze.<br />

magram ixtibars ar gaitexs mainc - iqneba marTla<br />

sasacilod gagvixdes saqmeo - mogibodiSebsaviT -<br />

dRes diliT ramdenjerme rom CavZaxeT yurSi,<br />

aparatze raRac Seirxa, raRac reaqciis magvari<br />

aRiniSna, Tumca, arc isaa gamoricxuli, es,<br />

mxolod da mxolod, Cemi xmis zemoqmedebis Sedegi<br />

iyos, Tanac avadmyofze ki ara, Tavad aparatzeo.<br />

rogori mosasmenia?! magram biWi xar da nu mousmen,<br />

vidre is jer kidev cocxlad iTvleba, anu<br />

romeliRac organo jer mTlianad ar gamoTiSvia.<br />

wevs sasikvdilo sarecelze da, SeiZleba, jer<br />

kidev sjera gadarCenisa, Sengan gabriyvebuls.<br />

sadRac qveviT, miwaze, pirvel sarTulze,<br />

direqtoris kabinetSi Sen egulebi da vin icis, ras<br />

ar fiqrobs, raRas ar fiqrobs, ranairi imediT,<br />

ocnebiT, saswauliT ar ityuvebs Tavs. nuTu<br />

verasodes ver moigonebs adamiani fiqris wasakiTx<br />

aparats? kardiogramis magvars. Tumca, ara, amis<br />

magvari albaT arsebobs kidec. kardiograma<br />

sulac ar niSnavs gulSi Caxedvas, gulSi nadebis<br />

amokiTxvas. gamocdili kardiologi, Sens mier<br />

gadalaxuli mTagrexilebis Semyure, ki getyvis<br />

ramdenjer gadagitania infarqti fexze, cxeniviT,<br />

magram miaxloebiTac ver getyvis, Tu ramdenjer<br />

yofilxar Seyvarebuli, ramdenime qali gyvarebia<br />

erTdroulad, Tu erTi da igive ramdenjerme.<br />

SexedeT, kolega, es bebruxana... ramdeni wlisa<br />

brZandebiT, batono? ormocdaTvrametis? znaCit,<br />

es bebruxana naxevari saukunis manZilze TiTqmis<br />

ganuwyvetliv Seyvarebuli yofila. oRond, Zneli<br />

dasadgenia... SexedeT, SexedeT! an aparatsa aqvs


xarvezi da anabeWdia cudi, anda pacientis<br />

soliduri asakis gamo, siyvarulis xazi sul<br />

mTlad gafermkrTalebula. amitomac ver<br />

gagvirkvevia, erTi da igive persona gaxldaT misi<br />

siyvarulis, gnebavT gatacebis sagani, Tu<br />

ramdenime... etyoba, Cven verc momaval saukuneSi<br />

daveuflebiT mSobliur enas, srulyofilad Tu<br />

ara, imdenad mainc, ufro naTlad da martivad<br />

gamovTqvaT Cveni mosazrebebi. deda xar, deda?<br />

sadaa fuli? magram RmerTma iqneb imis Rirsi mainc<br />

gamxados, is mainc gamagebinos, ras fiqrobda<br />

melanias tvini, vidre sabolood gamoiTiSeboda,<br />

vidre medicinis TvalsazrisiT, jer kidev<br />

muSaobda, asrulebda Tavis movaleobas.<br />

verasodes ver gavigeb albaT. anda, Tu gavigeb,<br />

marto me gavigeb, oRond aparatis meSveobiT ki ara,<br />

raRac sxva mistikuri gzebiT, siyvarulis madliT.<br />

erT xorc da erT sul. gana marTla ase ar iyo?!<br />

marto me vici. marto me unda vicode. siyvaruli<br />

oris saidumloa da savsebiT miuRwevelia<br />

nebismieri mesame adamianisaTvis, gindac teqnikis<br />

saswaulebrivi miRwevebiTac aRiWurvos. gTxovT,<br />

ojaxuri tragediisa da Cemi amJamindeli<br />

mdgomareobis gamo... magram vis Txov, an ras Txov?<br />

Tavi gaganebon erTxel da samudamod, Tu axla<br />

mainc daginaxon? tyuilad nu gairjebi.<br />

aTascxraasxuTwelSi<br />

kata mokvda ruseTSi.<br />

aiRes da damarxes<br />

germanelis mucelSi.


saidan sadao, magram mainc asea. getyvian -<br />

dagvenaxveo - daenaxvebi. getyvian - ufro Rrmad<br />

SeZveri soroSio - ufro Rrmad SeZvrebi. Tundac<br />

Seni neba-survilis winaaRmdeg. marto mkvdars<br />

SeuZlia ar isunTqos. Sen ki ramdenjerac scade,<br />

wuTic ver gaZeli. mokled, ra cvlilebac ar unda<br />

moxdes am qveyanaze, Sen mainc gverdze darCebi,<br />

radgan aravis aZlevs xels Seni SemCneva. Sen<br />

siRrme ixile, Senda Wirad. aba erTi miTxariT,<br />

romel diasaxliss siamovnebs dalagebul binaSi<br />

nagvis aRmoCena?! gauSvi, ar vicode, vidre<br />

xelaxla gamixdes dasalagebeli erTxel ukve<br />

dalagebuli saxli. es mxatvrulad rom vTqvaT,<br />

sinamdvileSi ki, Seni arSemCneva aucilebelicaa<br />

imisTvis, visac dRes unda cxovreba, dRes unda<br />

aiRos cxovrebisgan, rac ekuTvnis da rac ar<br />

ekuTvnis. nu gaamtyuneb. Sen petre xar (hm, hm...) qva<br />

da rkina (hm, hm, hm...). pirquSi klde (hm, hm, hm, hm...).<br />

yovel SemTxvevaSi, aseTad warmogedgina Tavi.<br />

sxvas aravis uTqvams, aseTi xaro. is ki, SeiZleba,<br />

meore wuTas Seicvalos, sul sxva adamianad iqces.<br />

gaaCnia, saidan dauberavs gardaqmnis qari. SenTvis<br />

ki sul erTia - erTsa da imaves ambob da erTsa da<br />

imaves akeTeb sul, rac Tavi gaxsovs. rogorc ar<br />

unda waxdes adamiani, Sen Rirsebaze elaparakebi<br />

mainc; rogorc ar unda gaZRes, Sen mainc axseneb,<br />

SimSilic rom arsebobs am qveyanaze; rogorc ar<br />

unda ganTavisufldes, jiutad umeoreb, muWSi rom<br />

xiTxiTeben, masxrad rom igdeben mis<br />

Tavisuflebas monobaSi CarCenilni... da amis<br />

Semdeg madlobelic ara xar, kidev rom gitanen,<br />

giTmenen, miwasTan ar gasworeben saerTod.


usindisod gikvirs. sxvebic sul TavianT saqmes<br />

rom akeTeben - miRweuliT ar kmayofildebian,<br />

moxveWili ar ebevrebaT, Cadenili ar yirWdebaT, -<br />

anu, isinic erTsa da imaves imeoreben, Seni<br />

mibaZviTa Tu Seni jibriT, Tundac Seni<br />

siZulviliT. miT ufro rom, sxva mraval<br />

sikeTesTan erTad, maTi gasamrjelo milionobiT<br />

ganisazRvreba, auwonav simdidres, maRal wodebas,<br />

Tanamdebobas, Cinebsa da jildoebs gulisxmobs,<br />

roca Seni sazRauri erTi ylupi Rvinoa, erTi Rrma<br />

nafazia (imasac veRar itan), sonias an fransuazas<br />

erTi kocnaa, isic naqurdali, sanaxevrod<br />

Camwarebuli, an viRacis meTvalyureobis qveS, an<br />

sadme tyeSi, sastumroSi, sadarbazoSi, manqanaSi...<br />

rogorc mawanwalas Seefereba. ai, mTeli Seni<br />

"tkbili" cxovreba, dauleveli, Seucvleli<br />

mizezi Surisa da Worisa, sagani gansjisa da<br />

ganqiqebisa. erTi sityviT rom vTqvaT - xviSti!<br />

Senma laparakma qna yvelaferio - ai, ras fiqrobda<br />

melanias tvini - Senma sityvebmao. sityvebma.<br />

sityvebma. sityvebma. naxevari saukune ki ara,<br />

pativcemulo kardiologo, naxevari saukune da<br />

erTi welia, rac Seyvarebuli var. pirvelad rom<br />

Semiyvarda, Svidi wlis viyavi. RmerTo, gamaxsene<br />

ra erqva. ar Semarcxvino. gindac pirveli<br />

Seyvarebulis saxeli dagviwyebia da gindac<br />

bolosTan... Tumca, imas, pirvels, jer arc<br />

etyoboda qaloba. RlapiviT titveli iyo.<br />

mouxarSavi sosisis feri. arc blon, arc briu.<br />

neli! rasakvirvelia. qalbatono neli, iqneb raime<br />

Cqari dagvikraT. oRond, es ukve sxva nelia.<br />

gadakruxebuli. musikaluri samyarodan. imodena


samajurebi hqonda asxmuli, fardis Camosakid<br />

karnizs miugavda mklavi. ar vici, ramdenad<br />

marTalia, magram Tu asea, esec SeRavaTia sabralo<br />

adamianisaTvis. sikvdilis win mTeli Seni<br />

cxovreba gameordeba Turme Sens gonebaSi. ase,<br />

gamocdis wina Rames, wesieri da mSiSara moswavle<br />

imeorebs ZilSi mTeli wlis programas. romeli<br />

organoc ar unda gamoiTiSos, tvini mainc muSaobs<br />

Turme, mainc fqvavs, aqucmacebs, anda,<br />

dafqvilisgan da daqucmacebulisgan xelaxla<br />

akowiwebs, pirvelyofil saxes ubrunebs<br />

geografiul sivrceebs, istoriul epoqebs,<br />

abstraqtul cnebebsa Tu konkretul gancdebs,<br />

bunebrivsa da arabunebriv movlenebs, bedniersa<br />

Tu ubedur SemTxvevebs, adamianur vnebebsa Tu<br />

cxovelur midrekilebebs... Sen ki wevxar mTlad<br />

gadaTeTrebuli - nafiqralis xrili gadevs aTi<br />

metris simaRlisa - magram gana aucileblad TeTri<br />

unda iyos fiqris xrilic? Tovlic aRar aris<br />

yovelTvis TeTri. svaneTSi wiTeli Tovli movida.<br />

cxovreba xom mravalferovania saerTod?! an<br />

ratom unda iyos erTi ferisa, vTqvaT, mzis<br />

amosvlis kunZuli da moskovis saqarxno raioni?!<br />

anda Cemi yalbad Tavaziani saubrebi<br />

medmecdoqtoris kabinetSi da sasiyvarulo<br />

(TavisTavad cxadia, saidumlo) "ardadegebi"<br />

SuakaxeTis romeliRac patara sofelSi, Tanac<br />

gagania zamTarSi. ise civa, cxvirs ver gamoyof<br />

sabnidan. magari kaxuri zamTari dgas.<br />

kontinenturi. magram esec garTobaSi,<br />

"ardadegebSi" Sedis da ufro gamxiarulebs, vidre<br />

gborkavs. saxlis zeda nawili (meore sarTuli),


sastumrod gankuTvnili, SaliTagadacmul<br />

avejianad, wesisamebr ar Tbeba (xom SeiZleba im<br />

weliwads saerTod ar movides stumari?! an SeSa<br />

ratom unda dawvan tyuilad, an SeSis zidviT<br />

ratom unda moiwyviton tyuilad weli). cecxli<br />

qveviT gugunebs maspinZlebis sadgomSi.<br />

diasaxliss saxeze xviTqi gadasdis. bambaziis<br />

xalaTi acvia da fexebi qmris Zvel fexsacmelSi<br />

wauyvia. saxaWapure coms zels da Tan Wers<br />

ascqeris: egeni Tu colqmari iyvnen, me qali ar<br />

vyofilvar. qalo, Sen Seni saqme akeTe-meTqi. ar<br />

aTqmevino, xaWapuri ar scodniaT kaxelebso -<br />

yasidad uwyreba qmari. isic malimal axedavs<br />

xolme Wers. kaxeli kia, magram cotas mainc<br />

Relavs, saidumloSia gaxveuli. saidumlos<br />

Senaxva unda. qali ki oxeria, ras ar mixvdeba, Tu<br />

moindoma. ifiqrebs, ifiqrebs da bolos mainc<br />

moifiqrebs. ojaxSi simSvide Tu ginda, qals fiqri<br />

ar unda acalo. qalma saqme unda akeTos mxolod<br />

da yvelaferi rigze iqneba. maspinZlisTvisac ase<br />

ajobebs da stumrisTvisac. Wers ras uyureb meTqi,<br />

varclSi iyure. amwinebze xinkali rom CageSala,<br />

xom gaxsovs? yvelaze bolos tvini iTiSeba,<br />

rogorc sinaTle dasaZineblad gamzadebul<br />

saxlSi. jer aqa-iq Caqreba, mere aqa-iq darCeba. mere<br />

erT sarkmelSi enTeba, sakmaod didxans (miT ufro,<br />

Tu Tvals adevneb) da ise moulodnelad Caqreba<br />

bolos, SeiZleba vercki SeamCnio. alisferi<br />

tyviebi ki isev ise mifrinaven gauCinarebul caze,<br />

mTavrobis sasaxlidan "iveriisken" da "iveriidan"<br />

mTavrobis sasaxlisken. TiTqos gadamfreni<br />

frinvelebi arian, magram gzadakargulni,


cadakargulni... gabriyvebulni. oRond,<br />

damsvenebelTa sezonuri saTnoebiT gabriyvebul<br />

ixvebisgan gansxvavebiT, Tavad daatareben<br />

sikvdils, sikvdilis ixvebi arian da maTi<br />

gadafrena erTi adgilidan meoreze, naadrevica da<br />

dagvianebulic, mxolod sxvebisTvisaa<br />

damRupveli. pirvel rigSi, im ubeduri<br />

qalaqisTvis, romlis kedlebSic daZrwian axla,<br />

win da ukan, erTmaneTis sawinaaRmdego<br />

mimarTulebiT da, sabediswero mizans amcdarni,<br />

daundoblad fleTen qalaqis beber xorcs,<br />

glejen qalaqis beber ZarRvebs, fSxvnian qalaqis<br />

beaber Zvlebs... ekaekaterinekatoc iq aris albaT.<br />

ara mgonia, ase Rrmad dasZineboda. mazniaSvili<br />

myavdes viTom. SiSs ufro didi SiSi dagaZlevinebs<br />

mxolod. bavSvi ki Zilis wamliT gaWyipa. axla asea<br />

miRebuli. wamliT Zinavs. gaTiSulia. imitomac ar<br />

ismis. vercki gafaCunebula. arada, jer wesierad<br />

Tvalic ar axelia. mere raRa daaZinebs, ra wamali<br />

eyofa, sabolood rom aexileba cxovrebis<br />

dasanaxi Tvali?! Tvalis axela aucilebelia,<br />

Tundac imitom, rom mokvde. erTxel, romeliRac<br />

sastumroSi, SuaRamisas, Ramisperangiani bavSvi<br />

gamotantalda derefanSi. aSkarad dedas eZebda,<br />

magram jer kidev ise iyo gabruebuli Zilis<br />

wamliT, dedam rom Seapara wasvlamde, verc enas<br />

imorCilebda da verc Tvals axelda wesierad,<br />

TiTqos gulSi dagrovili saTqmelis Tqmac<br />

uWirda da aqaurobis erTxel kidev danaxvac.<br />

fexze moarul siZulvils ansaxierebda, Tanac -<br />

mzards. me rom win Cavucucqdi da vkiTxe, visi xar,<br />

ra gqvia meTqi, tuCebi daeWmuWna sibrazisagan.


Tvalebi SigniT Caeqca TiTqos da ori carieli<br />

RrmuliRa darCa saxeze, avad alaplapebuli ori<br />

sicariele. daZrwis sastumros aSmorebul<br />

derefnebSi inkognito mamisa da gulgarecxili<br />

dedis naSieri. Cveni drois minotavri. minotavris<br />

boCola. dedamac ar icis wesierad, ra hqvia<br />

sinamdvileSi. imdeni saalerso-salaquco,<br />

mosasyid-mosaTafli saxeli mougona (sul<br />

gaqcevazea da imitom, sul tyuis, sul<br />

TvalTmaqcobs, radgan Svili xels uSlis<br />

mxolod amqveyniur siameTa ZebnaSi da kidev ufro<br />

meti RvarZliT, braziT, SuriTa da siZulviliT<br />

aRrenili aedevneba xolme cxovrebas, rogorc<br />

soflis ZaRli - Saraze Cavlil manqanas),<br />

namdvili, sapasporto saxelic aRar axsovs.<br />

daaviwyda. arc aris saWiro. es qveyana unda<br />

daingres. me Tu ara, nurc sxva. yvelafers Tavidan,<br />

nulidan daiwyebs, enacvalos deda, Cemi avavi,<br />

busu, dedusia, kokako... esec Cemi bralia albaT.<br />

albaT ki ara, namdvilad. yvelas gadarCenis<br />

msurveli, yvelas damRupveli aRmovCndi bolos.<br />

ver gavwvdi mizans, majoba. momeria. Tavisuflebis<br />

uazrod mZebnels, monobaSi gadidkacebulma<br />

ajoba. ase miTxra Svilmac: vicodi, ver<br />

uSvelidio. TiTqos seni ki ar iyo moureveli, me<br />

viyavi uvargisi Wirisufali.<br />

ormocdaTeqvsmetSic, Cems magivrad, sxva vinme rom<br />

gadahyroda im ubedurs, vin icis, iqneb<br />

gadarCeniliyo. is ki Cemi imediT mokvda. xan saidan<br />

da xan saidan gamomxedavs xolme moulodnelad -<br />

sada xar aqamdeo - aqamde melodeba. mec<br />

iZulebuli var, isev movatyuo - Sen mand ijeqi


sakuTari sisxlis gubeSi, danarCeni me vici meTqi.<br />

melanias sadRegrZeloSi rom eubnebodnen,<br />

gaZleba mogceso, Znelia Seni qmris colobao,<br />

gulwrfelad iferebda, madlobas ixdida<br />

gagebisTvis da es qaluri siqerqetiT anda<br />

gadametebuli pativmoyvareobiT ki ar mosdioda,<br />

marto iman icoda, marTla Zneli rom iyo Cemi<br />

gaZleba. ufro sworad, ra Zneli asaxsneli iyo<br />

sxvebisTvis, misi qmari iseve rom cxovrobda<br />

fiqrebsa da ocnebebSi, rogorc isini (sxvebi)<br />

cxovrobdnen miwaze, yoveldRiurad. saerTod, ra<br />

Zneli asaxsneli iyo, rac marto mas esmoda. erT<br />

xorc da erT sul. ara marto esmoda, sjeroda<br />

kidec, vTqvaT, marTla rom mitarebda frenis<br />

gakveTilebs aTeneli moqandake da marTla medeas<br />

jadosnuri wamlebiT rom medga aqamde suli. Se<br />

ubeduro, axla ra geSveleba uCemodo - ai, ras<br />

fiqrobda melanias tvini - viRa gagigebs, anda viRa<br />

moityuebs gangeb Tavs Seni gulisTviso. erTi<br />

Cveulebrivi ybedi da gzasamcdari mususi<br />

gamoxval bolos da bavSvebi beber romeos<br />

dagiZaxeben quCaSio. Svilebs sWirdebi, Torem,<br />

SenTvisac kargi iqneboda, CemTan erTad<br />

momkvdariyavio. oi, rogor mecodebi, rom icodeo.<br />

tusaRiviT Sen TviTon gaisworeb aqoTebul<br />

logins, Sen TviTon aiduReb Cais, Sen TviTon<br />

daikemsav gacrecil windas, Sen TviTon gairecxav<br />

gabinZurebul sacvalso. Rirsi ki xar, magram<br />

mainc mecodebi, radgan SensaviT da Senze Zlier<br />

aravin myvarebia am qveyanazeo. veravin<br />

gamimwarebda sicocxles Senze ukeTesado. veravin<br />

damamcirebda Senze metad, veravin macxovrebda


ufro xelmomWirned, magram aseve veravin<br />

ganmacdevinebda Sens meti am wyeul grZnobas, ase<br />

Rrmad, ase Tamamad, ase mtkivneulad, mTeli Tavisi<br />

sigrZe-siganiT, Tavisi cudiTac da kargiTaco - ai,<br />

ras fiqrobda melanias tvini reanimaciaSi, miwisa<br />

da cis Sua gamokidebuli - gviyvarda Tu ar<br />

gviyvarda, uerTmaneTod Cvens cxovrebas azri ar<br />

hqonda da imitom vebRauWebodiT erTmaneTso.<br />

diaxac. WeSmaritad. magram codva gamxelili<br />

sjobs - Sen TviTon fiqrob ase! gardacvlilic<br />

Sens Wkuaze ginda ataro, gardacvlilsac Seni<br />

neba-survili ginda moaxvio Tavze. ai, Seni mTavari<br />

danaSauli! kidev kargi, TviTon mixvdi. xolo raki<br />

mixvdi, albaT, aRiareb kidec. siyvaruliT momspob<br />

Tu siZulviliT, sikeTiTa Tu siborotiT - didi<br />

gansxvaveba ar aris, yovel SemTxvevaSi, Sedegi<br />

erTia. ase rom, ramdenic gindaT akakuneT. ver<br />

gagiRebT, nafiqralis jer kidev Tbil xrilSi<br />

vwevar, beber mewisqvilesaviT, da ganZrevac<br />

mezareba. ar arian Sin. saerTod aRar arian. coli<br />

xom moukvda! ar gagigiaT?! TviTonac wasulia<br />

sadRac, arc moskovSi, arc parizSi. sadRac.<br />

parizidan raxania dabrunda. magram isev wavida,<br />

oRond, amjerad, arc dasavleTSi, arc<br />

aRmosavleTSi, arc samxreTSi, arc CrdiloeTSi.<br />

mousavleTSi. simartoveSi. aRarc leqsebs wers,<br />

aRarc romanebs. arafers ar wers. riTi<br />

cxovrobs?! cxovrobs, ro?! aki vTqvi, aRar aris<br />

meTqi. akakune ramdenic ginda. sxvebi sad arian?!<br />

mec eg mainteresebs swored. albaT marto<br />

damtoves Cems safiqralTan. eyoT Segneba. iqneb<br />

isini mainc SemarCinoT, ar damixocoT. jer arc


erTs ar ekiTxeba Wkua. gauSvi itanjon, oRond<br />

iyvnen. cxovreba xom saerTod tanjvaa. jer kidev<br />

rodis uTqvamT. Tavsac itanjav da sxvasac tanjav.<br />

tanjuli mtanjveli. rogorc ar unda gaviparso,<br />

marjvena mxares, tuCis kuTxeSi, erTi patara bewvi<br />

mainc mrCeba yovelTvis da mtanjavs, mawvalebs,<br />

isic me mtanjavs da mawvalebs. fiqrs ki wylis<br />

Zala aqvs. saiTac unda iqiT wagiRebs nagaviviT.<br />

ramdenjerac moesurveba imdenjer migaxeTqebs<br />

xorklian kedelze, galumpul jebirze,<br />

dakbilul kldeze... gaaCnia, dis Tu dgas. auzSi,<br />

magaliTad, dgas, magram nagavi mainc ganuwyvetliv<br />

awydeba betonis kedels. ver gaurkvevia, rogor<br />

aRmoCnda aq, am auzSi. verc Sen gaarkvie? aba,<br />

erTxelac scade. ratom unda momxdariyo,<br />

maincdamainc ise, rogorc moxda da ara ise,<br />

rogorc ar moxda? ratom? ratom? ratom? awydeba<br />

mTeli cxovrebis nagavi kedels - azelili,<br />

dabuStuli, suniani... ufro amazrzeni, vidre<br />

Cveulebrivi, Tavidanve sanagveze moxvedrili<br />

nagavia. kedels ki fexebze hkidia ras Seatovebs<br />

nagavi - lorwovan ZonZs Tu naxmar prezervativs,<br />

Sig Campali milioni sicocxlianad. erTxelac.<br />

erTxelac. kedeli kedlad rCeba. nagavi - nagvad.<br />

ise, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, marTla ra gzebiT<br />

dagrovda, maincdamainc es nagavi, maincdamainc, am<br />

auzSi? tivtiv-tivtiviT moquCdeba erTxel kidev,<br />

erTian masad iqceva - dabuStuli, qafiani, suniani -<br />

da erTxel kidev miawydeba kedels. magram mainc<br />

verafers moipovebs, verafers miaRwevs,<br />

ramdenjerac ar unda scados. me raRaca mainc


movipove, raRaca mainc gamovarCie am nagavSi,<br />

Tundac, wylis Wiqa, wamlis SuSa, saTvale...<br />

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fexze Salis meore wyvili winda amoicva, tanzec<br />

miimata sqlad naqsovi RunRula svitri, magram<br />

mainc ver gaTba. imdeni ecva, moZraoba uWirda.<br />

nela, TiTqos gaubedavad moZraobda, rogorc<br />

myvinTavi okeanis fskerze, anda - kosmonavti<br />

mTvareze. magram imaze did saocrebas, rac man<br />

ekaekaterinekatos oTaxSi ixila, verc okeanis<br />

fskerze ixilavda myvinTavi da verc mTvareze<br />

kosmonavti.<br />

vidre kars SeaRebda, jer kidev sjeroda, Rrmad<br />

rom eZina mis Svilsac da SviliSvilsac. karis<br />

SeRebamde mainc Caaxvela, gasafrTxileblad,<br />

vinZlo marTla sZinavT, ar SeeSindeTo. magram<br />

kari rom SeaRo, saxtad darCa, yvela weRandeli<br />

Cveneba erTbaSad gaufermkrTalda, erTi piroba,<br />

isic ki gaifiqra sulelurad, kari xom ar<br />

SemeSalao, TiTqos romeliRac sastumroSi iyo da<br />

ara sakuTar binaSi, sadac ojaxis yvela wevrs,<br />

sabednierod, Tavisi kuTxe hqonda miCenili da<br />

eteoda kidec Tavis kuTxeSi.


avSvi kedlisken gadabrunebuliyo, zurgi<br />

Seeqcia aqaurobisTvis, ufrosebisTvis da,<br />

rogorc <strong>avel</strong>ums warmoedgina aq Semosvlamde,<br />

eZina. kiserTan gulisamayuCeblad aburZgnoda<br />

ofliani Tma. magram TavTiT, dedis nacvlad<br />

(rasac verafriT warmoidgenda <strong>avel</strong>umi), viRac<br />

ucxo biWi ejda, ucxo ki ara, SemaZrwuneblad,<br />

warmoudgenlad nacnobi - zustad im biWis asli,<br />

mkvdari rom dauxvda sadarbazoSi - oRond,<br />

amjerad, axal yaidaze wvermoSvebuli (ris gamoc,<br />

daubanlisa da gauparsavis STabeWdilebas ufro<br />

tovebda, vidre wverosani mamakacisa) da did,<br />

moflaSul, idayvebgamokerebul svitrSi<br />

Cakarguli.


marTlac Zveli nacnobiviT eWira Tavi - viTom<br />

araferio, viTom saerTod aq aris Cemi adgilio -<br />

kalTaSi Sampanuris gaxsnili boTli Caedga<br />

(plastmasis sacobi, vercxlisferi qaRaldis<br />

naglejianad da mavTulis samagrianad, skamis<br />

fexTan egdo iatakze), cali xeli boTlisTvis<br />

waeWira yelSi, meoreTi ki Wiqa eWira. WiqaSi<br />

sanaxevrod idga TeTrqafiani moyviTalo siTxe.<br />

"madloba RmerTso" - SesZaxa <strong>avel</strong>umis danaxvaze.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisgan gansxvavebiT, arc arafers<br />

gaukvirvebia, arc arafers Seuwuxebia. "megona,<br />

dilamde ar gaiRviZebdiTo" - moayola, albaT,<br />

cota ar iyos, uCveulo misalmebis gansamartavad.<br />

magram <strong>avel</strong>ums erTi wamiT moeCvena, TiTqos<br />

raRacas sayvedurobda is, anda sulac dascinoda -<br />

qveyana ingreva, Tqven ki yurze gZinavTo. fexebi<br />

bavSvis sawolze hqonda mibjenili da skami<br />

SezlongiviT gadaewvina ukan. mokled, "qeifobda"<br />

da rogorc Canda, veraferi Seucvlida saqeifo<br />

guneba-ganwyobilebas. imisma xazgasmulma<br />

Sinaurulobam da utifarma ubraloebam,<br />

marTalia, erTbaSad gaaRiziana <strong>avel</strong>umi, magram<br />

ufro metad im ambavma Seawuxa, maincdamainc aq,<br />

bavSvis oTaxSi rom xdeboda, rac xdeboda, cxadi<br />

iyo Tu sizmari.


- aq ra gindao? - wamoscda uneburad. vin<br />

brZandebiTo ki ara, aq ras uzixaro, radgan maSinve<br />

mixvda, vinc unda yofiliyo is da, rac mTavaria,<br />

gulis siRrmeSi yovelTvis elodeboda masTan<br />

Sexvedras; magram Tavi mainc ise daiWira, viTom<br />

verafers xvdeboda. viTom am ucxo adamians misi<br />

Svilis erT-erT "TanamebrZolad" Tvlida da,<br />

amdenad, valdebuli Tu ara, iZulebuli mainc iyo,<br />

moeTmina, aetana misi moulodneli,<br />

gauTvaliswinebeli da arc mTlad sasiamovno<br />

stumroba - is sadRaa? - moayola saswrafod<br />

(ekaekaterinekatos gulisxmobda, ra Tqma unda),<br />

Tumca, esec ukve icoda da, roca iman, "stumarma",<br />

viTom xumrobiT, sxvaTaSoris uTxra: dastaca<br />

xeli Cems avtomats da saomrad gavardao - arc<br />

gahkvirvebia, arc SeSfoTebula. eg aris rom,<br />

Svilze gabrazda, Svilis upativcemulobam da<br />

uyuradRebobam atkina guli. magram es ra<br />

"stumris" brali iyo?! Svilis saqcielma erTbaSad<br />

ganaiaraRa TiTqos da saerTod gaunela<br />

yovelgvari interesi am biWisadmi, romelsac<br />

imperiis saganmanaTleblo sistemis muSakTa<br />

Tavdauzogavi Sromis Sedegad, Tavisufleba da<br />

damoukidebloba mouridebloba da<br />

upasuxismgebloba hgonia, rasac aRwevs kidec,<br />

oRond, ufro sxvaTa jibriT, vidre sakuTari<br />

mrwamsidan, miznidan, Tundac survilidan<br />

gamomdinare. ase rom, Svilis upativcemulobiTac<br />

da "stumris" utifrobiTac sakmarisze metadac<br />

gaxldaT aRSfoTebuli, magram es mainc ar<br />

aZlevda uflebas, daeCemebina, me var marto<br />

marTalio. yvela Tavis kidobnidan uyurebs


cxovrebas da yvela erTnairad sacodavia.<br />

aRSfoTebuli kaci ki, uneburad, TavkerZa xdeba.<br />

rac mas aRaSfoTebs, unda sxvebsac aRaSfoTebdes.<br />

ufro metic, sxvanairad verc warmoudgenia. magram<br />

Cveni aRSfoTeba Cvenive piraduli gancdebiT,<br />

miznebiT, miswrafebebiTa da mosazrebebiTaa<br />

aRZruli da misi gavrcoba, ganzogadeba ar<br />

SeiZleba. ufro sworad, ar SeuZlia sxvebic<br />

aiyolios, radgan sxvebi TavianTi<br />

gansakuTrebuli grZnobebiT arian Sepyrobilni<br />

da TavianT grZnobebTan dakavSirebiT igive<br />

moTxovnas uyeneben cxovrebas - maincdamainc, maTi<br />

gaiziaros da ara sxvisi, sul erTia, vin iqneba is<br />

sxva, <strong>avel</strong>umi Tu misi "stumari". cxovreba yvela<br />

Cvenganis mimarT erTnairad gulgrilia,<br />

erTnairad yrua da swored siyruea erTaderTi<br />

saSualeba pirovnul amboxebaTa Casaqrobad.<br />

amitom, axlac Segnebulad "Caqra" <strong>avel</strong>umi da ukve<br />

Zalagamoclili sibraziT gaifiqra: ra Tqma unda,<br />

es akakunebdao.<br />

- ki magram, ar ajobebda... - daiwyo mogonili<br />

SinaurulobiT, agdebuli TavazianobiT. undoda<br />

eTqva, ar ajobebda Sen geoma, imas ki bavSvisTvis<br />

miexedao, magram biWma gaawyvetina sityva.<br />

- me bavSvs vyaraulob... xom xedavT, vyaraulob! -<br />

SesZaxa xmamaRla, TiTqos ar acdidnen laparaks -<br />

dalevT? - maRla aswia boTliani xeli, ukeTesad<br />

daanaxva, ras sTavazobda - ise, icodeT, magari<br />

mJavea. naRdi Terjolaa. sadgisiviT xvrets<br />

nawlavebs - gaagrZela siciliT da Wiqa miiyuda.


<strong>avel</strong>ums moeCvena, Tvali Camikrao, rogorc<br />

gvardielma Caukra Tvali weRan, sizmarSi. magram<br />

SeiZleboda stumars TavisTavad mosWutvoda<br />

Tvali, rogorc mTvralebs emarTebaT xolme Wiqis<br />

moyudebisas. saxe simTvralis wiTeli laqebiT<br />

hqonda mofenili da sveliviT ulaplapebda,<br />

albaT, naTuris qveS rom ijda imitom. magram<br />

mTvrali iyo Tu giJi, <strong>avel</strong>ums ukve aRar<br />

ainteresebda imis piradi gancdebi. sakuTaric<br />

Tavze gadasdioda. "mainc unda wavide, mainc unda<br />

movnaxo, vidre bavSvi gaiRviZebdeso" - fiqrobda<br />

ukve ayolili jer kidev bolomde Camouyalibebel<br />

ganzraxvas.<br />

- me aq ki ar vimalebi, rogorc Tqven ifiqreT<br />

weRan, bavSvs vuvli, saqarTvelos xvalindel<br />

dRes vdarajob... - Tqva biWma paTetikurad, magram<br />

TviTonve gaecina da axla ukve mTvrali kacis<br />

medidurobiT da mourideblobiT moayola: me am<br />

bavSvis mama var da droa yvelam icodeso.


Sampanuri ki ar mosva, xmauriT moxvripa Wiqidan.<br />

Tavad ufro met mniSvnelobas aniWebda Tavis<br />

nalaparakevs da, miuxedavad simTvralisa, mainc<br />

etyoboda, misi azriT, TiTqos saimedod<br />

SeniRbuli mRelvareba. <strong>avel</strong>umma ki ucxo biWis es<br />

gancxadebac mSvidad moismina. Tumca, kacma rom<br />

Tqvas, araferi iyo misTvis axali da moulodneli<br />

am gancxadebaSi. egaa rom, ar icoda, rogor unda<br />

moqceuliyo am dros. rogor unda daeWira<br />

"imasTan" Tavi. ra eTqva, ra ar eTqva, eTqva Tu ara<br />

saerTod rame. amis Taobaze arasodes araviTari<br />

"instruqcia" ar miuRia Svilisgan. sxvaTa Soris<br />

arc melaniasgan. TviTon ki (rasakvirvelia,<br />

fiqrebsa da warmodgenebSi), uaRresad rTuli,<br />

araerTsaxovani damokidebuleba hqonda<br />

SviliSvilis mamasTan - xan amtyunebda, xan<br />

amarTlebda. xan mosaklavad dasdevda viTom, xan<br />

imasTan erTad ijda sabraldebulo skamze<br />

uxilavi msajulis winaSe. ufro metic, am<br />

aranormaluri, mxolod da mxolod fiqrismieri<br />

urTierTobis wyalobiT, Zalauneburad<br />

gaigivebuli iyo imasTan, rac igive TviTgvemas,<br />

TviTkritikas, TviTmkvlelobas niSnavda da sxva<br />

arafers. amdenad, aRarc egona marTla Tu<br />

arsebobda bunebaSi aseTi adamiani, misgan<br />

damoukideblad - sakuTari cxovrebiT mcxovrebi,<br />

sakuTari saxisa da saxelis matarebeli. axla ki<br />

win ejda da utifrad uRimoda. araTu Segnebulad<br />

ugulebelyofda uneblie ugulebelyofis wil,<br />

aramed ukanonod da, amave dros, aSkarad,<br />

mourideblad ikavebda mis adgils, rogorc misi<br />

"kanonieri memkvidre", rogorc misi "Semcvleli".


"sxvaTa Soris, me am bavSvis mama var da droa<br />

yvelam icodeso" - ganacxada warbis Seuxrelad,<br />

roca <strong>avel</strong>umi mTeli sicocxle cdilobda amis<br />

Tqmis uflebis mopovebas, kedels aqeTac da<br />

kedels iqiTac. imas ar sWirdeboda amgvari<br />

ufleba, ufro sworad, TviTonve aZlevda Tavs<br />

uflebas, ase iolad, ase martivad, "amoexsna" es<br />

urTulesi, uidumalesi gamocana Tu saidumlo<br />

adamianTa urTierTobisa, safuZvelTa safuZveli<br />

saerTod sicocxlis maradiulobisa.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisaTvis kidev ufro gulsatkeni is iyo,<br />

araviTari mniSvneloba rom ar hqonda mis azrs am<br />

sakiTxTan dakavSirebiT, aRarc Sin da aRarc<br />

gareT. gansakuTrebiT, im biWisaTvis. im biWis<br />

TvalSi albaT bevri araferi moekiTxeboda da<br />

aqac, sakuTar saxlSi, SemTxveviT Semoxetebuls<br />

hgavda, daRlili, daberebuli, sikvdilamde nebaze<br />

miSvebuli cxeni rom Seexeteba sadRac da an<br />

CiCvirze Camousvamen sibraluliT xels, an<br />

dautataneben, sad modixar, ro dagiRerebia<br />

Tavio... gawuxebT xerxemlis deformacia?<br />

moZraobis SezRudva? saxsrebis tkivili?<br />

mawuxebs, Zalian mawuxebs, batono vanTuTri. aba,<br />

wasulxarT xelidan da eg aris. magram mainc<br />

mogvmarTeT. Cveni kooperativi yvelafers<br />

gaakeTebs, raTa... da ase Semdeg. Tqvenc scadeT. ra<br />

genaRvlebaT? ZRinkiani Tumani viTomc ar gqoniaT.<br />

Tqven ar dagakldebaT, Cven ki suls moviTqvamT,<br />

vidre dagvxuravdnen... Taviseburad "gaesaubra"<br />

gazeTis korespondents gunebaSi da misTvisac<br />

moulodnelad, mari luizas rusi megobari<br />

daudga uceb Tvalwin. TviTonac rom ar eloda, ise


Rrmad, ise mtkivneulad SesZra am marTlac rom<br />

moulodnelma, TiTqos yovlad usafuZvlo<br />

Cvenebam, ramdenadac arasodes gaxsenebia adre da<br />

arc Tavis droze miucia, maincdamainc, didi<br />

mniSvneloba tyveobagamovlili, nacimbirali,<br />

xelakankalebuli da ybaCamovardnili kacisaTvis,<br />

romelsac dacinviT Tu dauZaxebda vinme<br />

Seyvarebuls da romelic mainc paemanze idga,<br />

sastumros win, Tujis masiur lampionTan, pijakis<br />

ubis jibidan yvavilgamoWyetili da ocdaxuTi<br />

wlis unaxav satrfos elodeboda, oRond<br />

warsulis aRsadgenad ki ara, warsulTan<br />

samudamod gamosamSvidobeblad.<br />

- rogorc sakuTar saxlSi - Tqva <strong>avel</strong>umma<br />

Tavaziani RimiliT da xeli haerSi moatara.


mere bnel quCaSi miZunZulebda sicives ayolili,<br />

aucileblad unda moenaxa ekaekaterinekato da<br />

aucileblad unda daebrunebina Sin, mkvdari an<br />

cocxali, vidre misi SviliSvili gaiRviZebda da<br />

qveynisken gadmobrunebuls, Sampanuris smisgan<br />

saxedalaqavebuli ucxo kaci daxvdeboda dedis<br />

adgilze. qveynisken gadmobrunebul bavSvs<br />

aucileblad deda unda daxvdes, Tundac mkvdari,<br />

radgan mkvdari dedis dumili gacilebiT metis<br />

mTqmelicaa da mniSvnelovanic, vidre ucxo kacis<br />

(gindac mamad gekuTvnodes) gauTavebeli laqlaqi<br />

uflebamosilebaze... garda amisa,<br />

ekaekaterinekato imitomac unda daebrunebina Sin,<br />

mxolod da mxolod, mamisa da im "ucxo biWis"<br />

jibriT rom akeTebda imas, risi gakeTebac ar<br />

undoda, arc SeeZlo, risi winaaRmdegic iyo Tavad<br />

da arc arasdros gaakeTebda, Tuki Cveulebrivi,<br />

adamianuri urTierToba eqneboda an erTTan da an<br />

meoresTan. irgvliv ki srolis xma ismoda<br />

mxolod. magram sabednierod (Tu samwuxarod), es<br />

sazeimo, sadResaswaulo srola gaxldaT da<br />

araferi hqonda saerTo ZmaTa omTan. ufro sworad,<br />

miuxedavad ZmaTa omisa, Tbiliselebi mainc ver<br />

Ralatobdnen wes-Cveulebas da lamis Zirs<br />

CamoeRoT tyviebiT dacxriluli ca.


Tamaris xidze rom gadavida, ukve cxeloda.<br />

cirkisa da akademiis gorakebs kidev ufro<br />

CaemuqebinaT wyvdiadi. vidre xids gadavidoda,<br />

moajiris rikulebs Soris erTi-orjer mwvaned<br />

ielva maSxalis SuqiT ganaTebulma, TiTqos<br />

SiSisagan gaqvavebulma mdinarem. "saWaSnikomde"<br />

armisuli ukve oflad iyo gaxviTquli, rogorc<br />

sizmarSi. gauWirda patara, umniSvnelo aRmarTis<br />

daZleva. ZlivsRa sunTqavda, Tavisive romeliRac<br />

gmiriviT. yvela misi gmiri erTi da igive<br />

pirovnebaa, oRond sxvadasxva epoqaSi mcxovrebi<br />

da drois Sesaferisad ferSecvlili. xolo is<br />

"erTidaigive pirovneba" TviTonvea, ramdenadac<br />

yvela mwerali, yofilic da arsebulic, rogorc<br />

ar unda miukib-moukibos axalgamomcxvar<br />

interviuers Tavisi SemoqmedebiTi biografia,<br />

mainc imas aRwers, rac unaxavs da mainc imas<br />

xatavs, visac kargad icnobs. erTi kia,<br />

cxovrebaSic da wignSic winaswarvea beds<br />

Seguebuli, anu, aqac da iqac verasodes gamodis<br />

wyvdiadidan, rasac avtoris pesimistobas<br />

abralebdnen sabWoTa kritikosebi, sinamdvileSi<br />

ki veravin SeZlebs SeuZlebels, verc cxovrebaSi,<br />

verc wignSi - wyvdiadis Svili, wyvdiadis<br />

binadari, wyvdiadSive unda gaqres bolos.<br />

wyvdiadi fexmoucvleli maradisobaa, sinaTle ki<br />

wasul-mosuli qerqeta qalia - moeprianeba mova,<br />

moeprianeba wava - Cven ki imis Wirveulobasa varT<br />

miCerebulni, mxolod da mxolod, wyvdiadisadmi<br />

Tandayolili SiSis gamo, romelic dedis<br />

mucelSive gveufleba da romelsac CavyavarT<br />

samareSic. amitomacaa, yvela literaturuli


gmiri, avtoriviT, yovelTvis miuRwevlisken,<br />

ararsebulisken rom miiswrafvis da wyvdiadidan<br />

ki ar gamodis (rac miznad dausaxavs), kidev ufro<br />

Rrmad Sedis wyvdiadSi (rac cxovrebis<br />

kanonzomierebaa). cxovrebisgan dakninebuli,<br />

magram siyvaruliT amaRlebuli nebismier<br />

cxovrebaze, im zRapruli mRvimisken miiswrafvis,<br />

romelic mis ocnebaSi arsebobs mxolod da<br />

romelSic mTeli kacobriobisaTvis sakmarisi<br />

siyvarulis maragi aqvs gadamaluli jer kidev<br />

uxsovar dros, im bednieri dRisaTvis, roca<br />

gapirutyvebuli, sakuTari xorcis mWameli<br />

adamiani moulodnelad gamofxizldeba da<br />

erTxel kidev mixvdeba, ase cxovreba rom aRar<br />

SeiZleba, usiyvarulod azri rom ara aqvs arafers<br />

- arc dabadebas, arc sikvdils.


"saWaSnikes" vitrina CaumtvreviaT - mRvimesaviT<br />

iyureba sibneleSi. <strong>avel</strong>umis fexis xmis<br />

gagonebaze, iqidan viRacebi gamoxtebian,<br />

dafeTebulni airbenen aRmarTs fiqris gorisken<br />

da iq Cawynardebian, CainTqmebian ufro did<br />

wyvdiadSi. albaT bavSvebi iyvnen, damwyebi<br />

virTxebi, Torem ratom unda SeSinebodaT<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umisa?! da saerTod, visi ra saqmea, vin<br />

daepatroneba upatrono maRazias, Rvinisa iqneba is<br />

Tu rZisa?! erTi mTavroba qvesknelSia, meore jer<br />

ar Seqmnila da, aqedan gamomdinare, rac miwis<br />

qveSaa - mTavrobisaa, rac miwis zemoT - aravisi.<br />

midiT, daleweT, daitaceT, visac ramdeni<br />

SegiZliaT! wyvdiadi gamdnari fisiviT laplapebs<br />

(albaT sicivisagan). sxeulze ekvris, etmasneba<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums, marTla gamdnari fisiviT. abrkolebs, ar<br />

uSvebs TiTqos. is ki jiutad miiwevs win,<br />

gulamovardnili, aqoSinebuli, agangaSebuli.<br />

bavSvobaSi bneloda ase. magram maSin patara iyo da<br />

naklebad eSinoda. ufro zustad, sibnelisa<br />

eSinoda mxolod. mxolod imisi, rasac xedavda.<br />

axla ki imisi ufro eSinia, rac ar Cans, rac<br />

sibneleSia danTqmuli. bavSvobaSi SeiZleba<br />

ukeTesad xedavda, magram axla ukeTesad esmis<br />

sibnelisac da siCumisac. win raRac gdia, wilknis<br />

asaxvevTan, samkervalo atelies win.<br />

SaliTaCamocmuli sakeravi manqanebi moTminebiT<br />

elodebian marodiorebs. yvelaferi ucxouri uceb<br />

vrceldeba TbilisSi. anda Segnebulad<br />

vavrcelebT, CamorCeniloba rom ar dagvwamos<br />

vinmem. hm, hm. Tumca, "saWaSnikes" Tu ar miviRebT<br />

mxedvelobaSi, sadac Cveni Rrma rwmeniT


ZiriTadad loTebisgan waqezebuli damwyebi<br />

virTxebi euflebian marodiorobas, am<br />

TvalsazrisiT, aqeT SedarebiT wesrigia.<br />

trotuarze ki aSkarad raRac gdia, gvamiviT.<br />

sibneleze ufro bneli. azri ara aqvs SeCerebas,<br />

gezis Secvlas. Tvalebi Tu aqvs im "raRacas", ukve<br />

xedavs <strong>avel</strong>ums. an mTvralia, an mkvdari. RmerTma<br />

icis, romeli uaresia. mTvralma SeiZleba fexSi<br />

gtacos xeli da Tavi Sinamde gaTrevinos. magram<br />

arc yvela mkvdaria uwyinari. vTqvaT, ar miaqcie<br />

yuradReba da waxvedi Seni gziT, Cauare gverdiT -<br />

samSvidobos rom gegoneba ukve Tavi, maSin<br />

mogaZaxebs uknidan, Se usindiso, eg aris Seni<br />

kacTmoyvareobao?! natamalic aRar dagrCa CemTvis<br />

adamianuri siTbosio?! rac marTalia, marTalia,<br />

aravis epatieba amgvari gulgriloba moyvasis<br />

mimarT. RviniTa da zeTiT Tu ar moban davrdomil<br />

moyvass iarebs (Tundac im ubralo mizezis gamo,<br />

Cvens droSi, aRaravin rom aRar daatarebs Tan<br />

Rvinos da zeTs - ra Rvino da zeTi auva! - vinZlo<br />

nagvem-nacemi Semxvdes vinme gzaSio), Rvinisa da<br />

zeTis fuli mainc unda CaukuWo muWSi. miT ufro,<br />

am gagania omis dros, roca araferi iSoveba da<br />

yvelafers cecxli ukidia. yvela omis mizezi<br />

erTnairad sasaciloa SedegTan SedarebiT. ase<br />

rom, mniSvneloba ara aqvs, risTvis vomobT, ra ver<br />

gagviyvia. mTavaria, am oms isic ar gadavayoloT,<br />

rac ar iyofa, anda ganuyoflad iyofa mxolod.<br />

Senic imdenia, ramdenic Cemia. ase rom,<br />

rasakvirvelia, <strong>avel</strong>umic gamoiCenda ybadaRebul<br />

kacTmoyvareobas (romelsac sibriyvisa Tu<br />

ukiduresi gaWirvebis gamo, droebiT, lokalur


mniSvnelobas vaniWebT da saerTod vukargavT<br />

mniSvnelobas), magram nu dagaviwydebaT, rom esec<br />

erTgvari sisustea, gnebavT, susti, futuro joxia,<br />

gamZvinvarebul mxecTagan Tavis dasacavi. erTiori<br />

kapiki albaT <strong>avel</strong>umsac edeba jibeSi, magram<br />

amoReba ar ginda?! xom SeiZleba mwoliare<br />

micvalebulma (Tu kidev uaress ar gadaawydi)<br />

iTakilos?! anda ecotavos Seni wyaloba?! mere sad<br />

midixar?! rogorRa unda imarTlo Tavi?! anda,<br />

rodemde unda imarTlo Tavi saerTod?! Tu micemas<br />

ar apirebdi, ratom amoiRe Seni tiliani maneTi?!<br />

xolo, Tu gasakiTxad amoiRe, vin aris Seni<br />

maTxovari?! Seni dayverili maneTis gulisTvis<br />

aravin Casafrdeba dRes am CabinZurebul<br />

sibneleSi. dRes fuls aRar Tvlian da Tu Tvlian,<br />

mxolod tomrobiT. ganvTavisufldiT. gaTavda.<br />

magi patroni dedac. Tqven gadmobrZandiT, Cven<br />

unda CavbrZandeT. xelaxla unda gadanawildes<br />

yvelaferi. is amas samasi imas sami asi isa. ginda<br />

waRma waikiTxe, ginda ukuRma. ucxo sxeuli ki<br />

(sabednierod), waqceuli lampioni aRmoCnda.<br />

arqiteqturuli zedmetoba. fulis wyaro. mTeli<br />

weli vdgamT da erT dReSi iqceva. sxvaTa Soris,<br />

swored dRes waikiTxa gazeTSi, am erTi saaTis win,<br />

ama da am quCaze (ese igi nebismier quCazea<br />

mosalodneli), eleqtrolampioni agdia<br />

trotuarze da "fexiT mosiaruleebs" xels<br />

uSliso. TiTqos "xeliT mosiaruleebic"<br />

arseboben Cvens qalaqSi da imaTTvis calke<br />

keTdeba msgavsi gancxadebebi. magram es ki ar aris<br />

mTavari, mTavaria sul bnelSi rom davdivarT,<br />

gaCenis dRidan aRsasrulamde, magram an ver


vamCnevT, an vamCnevT da ar vimCnevT, ver gviTqvams,<br />

gveSinia, radgan ar viciT, ra sjobs, vamCnevdeT Tu<br />

ar vamCnevdeT, ra ufro momgebiania drois ama Tu<br />

im monakveTSi.


mawanwala ZaRlebis sakmaod mravalricxovanma<br />

xrovam saqmiani ZunZuliT gadaWra quCa veris<br />

baRisken. ori erTnairi cxoveli ar eria xrovaSi<br />

da mainc yvelani erTnairad ZaRlebi iyvnen.<br />

yuradRebis Rirsadac ar CauTvliaT martoxela<br />

aqoSinebuli kaci. arc erTs ar SeuRrenia, Tundac<br />

sakuTari ZaRlobis gamosaxatavad am gaZaRlebul<br />

cxovrebaSi. etyoba, TavianTi ZaRluri gumaniT<br />

igrZnes, araviTar saSiSroebas, araviTar<br />

dabrkolebas da arc araviTar Rirebulebas ar<br />

warmoadgenda maTTvis, arc aravisTvis, erTnairad<br />

daviwyebuli, erTnairad mitovebuli<br />

RmerTisganac, kacisganac da ZaRlisganac. Tumca,<br />

ZaRlebi - raki saSualeba miscemodaT, raki mainc<br />

gadahyrodnen SemTxveviT - TavianTi moCvenebiTi<br />

uyuradRebobiTa da daZabuli gulgrilobiT,<br />

umal amxnevebdnen, umal guls ukeTebdnen<br />

adamianur simartoveSi gamomwyvdeul adamians,<br />

viTom, jer saCvenod ar gagxdomia saqmeo. viTom, aq<br />

jer kidev qveyanaa, xalxi cxovrobs da iqneb<br />

romelime maTganma Segifaros kidec, Tuki CvenTan<br />

erTad wanwali, Cveni xrovis wevroba ar<br />

girCevniao. isic (<strong>avel</strong>umi), gamxnevebuli,<br />

gulmicemuli, oflisgan gabrwyinebuli saxiT,<br />

kidev ufro jiutad miapobda wyvdiads, rogorc<br />

guTani - miwas da auRelveblad gunebaSic ar<br />

SeeZlo aReniSna, Tu ra didi iyo msgavseba<br />

realurad arsebul cariel quCasa da<br />

warmodgenili labirinTis talans Soris. TiTqos<br />

minotavris nexvis sunic scemda saidanRac.<br />

daRlilobisagan ZlivsRa sunTqavda. Tavfexianad<br />

gawuwuliyo ofliT. magram axla ufro sjeroda,


mTlad amao, mTlad uazro, mTlad Cveulebrivi<br />

movlena rom ar iyo misi swrafva, misi<br />

suliskveTeba, Tundac misi sigiJe. SeiZleba,<br />

wesierad TviTonac ver erkveoda sakuTar<br />

ganzraxvaSi, magram mTeli arsebiT grZnobda,<br />

winaaRmdegoba ar unda gaewia am ganzraxvisTvis,<br />

Tuki surda adamianad darCeniliyo bolomde.


gamovida Tu ara Sinidan, gaawna Tu ara<br />

pirvelive sila dekembris bolo Ramis sicivem,<br />

maSinve gaunaTda goneba (SeiZleba, uaresad<br />

daubnelda), radgan maSinve erTxel kidev naTlad<br />

dainaxa is patara zRapruli mRvime, sadac<br />

odesRac, uxsovar dros, bavSvobisas afarebda<br />

Tavs (ufro sworad, scada Tavis Sefareba) da<br />

albaT maSin ufro axlos iyo saerTod mizanTan,<br />

romelic maSin jer kidev yalibdeboda da<br />

romelic dRes, advili SesaZlebelia, aRarc ki<br />

arsebobdes, radgan dRes usiyvarulodac iolad<br />

gaaqvs xalxs Tavi, yovel SemTxvevaSi, hgonia rom<br />

gaaqvs, magram, sabednierod, mRvime mainc arsebobs,<br />

sadRac, TuSeTis mTebSi, anda sulac erTi kacis<br />

warmodgenaSi, zRaprul, ararsebul samyaroSi<br />

(sxvebisaTvis ararsebul samyaroSi) - bavSvis<br />

nafiqraliT gautania Tavi da rogorc<br />

xelovnurad (iaponuri meTodiT) gaRizianebul<br />

niJaras, margalitad uqcevia imave bavSvis<br />

gulubryvilo rwmena da ocneba: dedac<br />

dabrundeba, mamac, dac, Svilic... warTmeulic,<br />

gaCuqebulic, dakargulic... da isic (<strong>avel</strong>umi),<br />

amdeni xnis mere, isev brmad, isev alalbedze<br />

miikvlevs gzas, isev sakuTar warsulSi apirebs<br />

Sebrunebas, Tundac imitom, mxolod iq rom aris<br />

SesaZlebeli amgvari rwmenisa da ocnebis<br />

arseboba, mxolod iqa aqvs adgili warTmeulsac,<br />

gaCuqebulsac, dakargulsac. magram warsulis<br />

qviSa da RorRi veragulad, uxmaurod ecleba<br />

fexqveS. warsulis ekliani, gafarCxuli totebi<br />

daundoblad scemen saxeSi, TiTqos afxizleben,<br />

gonSi agdeben, axseneben drois dinebas, aCveneben


drois mimarTulebas, anda, misi sijiutiT,<br />

miuxvedrelobiTa da gulubryvilobiT<br />

gaRizianebulni, umxedrdebian, ukan dasaxev gzas<br />

uketaven, sinamdvileSi upireben datovebas,<br />

arsebuls sTavazoben ararsebulis nacvlad. is ki<br />

jiutad mainc imaTken iSvers xelebs, mainc<br />

warsulis totebs ebRauWeba, radgan maRla unda<br />

asvla. arc win, arc ukan. mxolod maRla, radgan<br />

maRlaa, rac sinamdvileSi ar arsebobs, an aRar<br />

arsebobs. caSi imarxeba ocneba, imedi, siyvaruli<br />

da caSia misi ocnebis, imedis, siyvarulis<br />

saflavic, igive saganZuri, ganZTsacavi da<br />

rogorme unda miaRwios iqamde, miaRwevs kidec,<br />

Tundac kidev ormoci saukune moandomos gzas,<br />

imitom rom, adamiania da sxva gza ara aqvs, Tuki<br />

xvalac adamianad apirebs darCenas. usasrulo<br />

gzebze naTrevi, nawanwalebi, mravalgzis<br />

xelmocaruli, aTas gansacdelSi gamovlili,<br />

aTasi yulfidan Camoxsnili, yvelanairi<br />

tyveobidan TavdaRweuli - im ganZis mosaZebnad<br />

midis, misdauneburad rom damarxa odesRac, albaT<br />

kidev ufro Savi dRisTvis, da is rom eguleboda,<br />

imitomac ar eTelvineboda, imitomac ar<br />

ekvlevineboda aqamde cxovrebas. axla mTavaria,<br />

gza ar daebnas am mSobliurad ucxo da ucxod<br />

mSobliur qalaqSi. amaze Savi dRe aRar gaTendeba.<br />

mTavaria, saflavic xeluxlebeli daxvdes -<br />

marodiorebs miaswros im saflavamde misvla. da<br />

ai, gamgelebuli miiswrafvis yvelaze didi<br />

ganZisken, risi mopovebac saerTod SeuZlia<br />

adamians, yvelaze sapatio jildosken, razec<br />

veravin ambobs uars, verc mawanwala, verc


garewari, verc loTi, verc qurdi, verc mkvleli,<br />

verc kanonieri da verc ukanono. ekuTvnis Tu ar<br />

ekuTvnis, yvela erTnairadaa darwmunebuli,<br />

yvelaze metad mas sWirdeba is, haeriviT, haerze<br />

metadac. sabednierod, mxolod Senzea<br />

damokidebuli, miiReb Tu uars ityvi jildoze,<br />

romelic ar dagimsaxurebia da SeiZleba arc<br />

gekuTvnis, magram gWirdeba da mxolod imitom<br />

gWirdeba, adamianoba rom SeinarCuno, miuxedavad<br />

yvelafrisa, ZaRliviT ar iyefo, gveliviT ar<br />

ixoxo, TuTiyuSiviT ar imeoro erTi da igive<br />

uazroba da RoriviT yvelgan ar Sehyo dingi.<br />

magram jildos aRebaca da jildoze uaris Tqmac<br />

erTnairad Znelia, mZimea, ramdenadac, garkveuli<br />

TvalsazrisiT, aseve didi pativia (Tundac<br />

xelsayrelia) ZaRlobac, gvelobac,<br />

TuTiyuSobaca da Rorobac, roca saerTod<br />

adamianobaa safrTxeSi. amave dros, arc isaa<br />

gamoricxuli, adamianobis SesanarCuneblad<br />

gamovlenili simtkice da sijiute, erT mSvenier<br />

dRes, Cveulebrivi saarsebo saSualeba aRmoCndes<br />

mxolod, viRacisTvis mainc, cxovrebis arsad ki ar<br />

CaiTvalos, aramed wesad, rac yvelaze didi<br />

ubedureba iqneba SenTvis da ufro metic, saerTod<br />

daekargeba yovelgvari azri da mniSvneloba Sens<br />

arsebobas. marTlac, riRaTi unda imarTlo Tavi,<br />

Tuki tkivilic, simtkicisa da sijiutis<br />

maradiuli Tanamgzavri, romelsac dafaruli,<br />

bolomde gaurkveveli siamayiT, sakuTar damRad,<br />

xelSeuxeblobis sabuTad da <strong>avel</strong>umobis droSad<br />

Tvlidi, yalbi da xelovnuri aRmoCndeba.<br />

gamovlili saukuneebi ki axla ukusvliT


enacvlebian erTmaneTs. irgvliv damwvari kacis<br />

suni dgas. maradiul simSvides, maradiul<br />

keTildReobas daxarbebuli adamiani ukve wyevlakrulviT<br />

dasdevs ukan Seyvarebul gogo-biWs. ukve<br />

iseve eSinia siyvarulisa, rogorc mZimed sneuls -<br />

Zlieri, magram ucnobi wamlisa. da arc mTlad<br />

usafuZvlod. SeiZleba, umal moklas, vidre<br />

uSvelos im wamalma, Tuki zustad ver daicva<br />

miRebis wesi, Tuki dozaze odnav meti an odnav<br />

naklebi mouvida. samoTxidan gamoyolili SiSi<br />

akninebs adamians, Tumca, TviTon ar SeuZlia amis<br />

Setyoba. amitomac knindeba dRemde, maxinjdeba,<br />

Clungdeba, ginda oqroSi Casvi, ginda ganavalSi.<br />

SarvalCaxdili dgas parizis quCebSi; upartnioro<br />

seqsis gakveTils atarebs scenaze, musikis<br />

TanxlebiT; aupatiurebs davrdomil moxucs;<br />

oblebis saxlSi moparul karaqs komerciul<br />

maRaziaSi yidis. yidis samSoblosac, sxvebze meti<br />

karaqi rom iyidos; saerTo qvabSi xarSavs dikensis<br />

"did imedebsa" Tu marqsis "kapitals", erTi<br />

gamoxocva qaRaldi rom miiRos... oRond, marto<br />

dRes ki ar aris aseTi, aseTia saerTod, aseTad<br />

Seqmna Semqmnelma da Tavad naklebadaa damnaSave<br />

sakuTar siglaxeSi. sakuTar siglaxes, ra Tqma<br />

unda, Tavadac amCnevs, Tavadac ganicdis, magram<br />

veraferi gauwyvia, veraguladaa mowyobili: gvian<br />

amCnevs da male iviwyebs. dRes, SeiZleba,<br />

guSindelze uaresi ar iyos, magram ukeTesic<br />

arasodes yofila. arc <strong>avel</strong>umia gamonaklisi, anu,<br />

arc isaa sxvebze ukeTes dReSi. isic martoa, isic<br />

Zalauneburadaa gamoyofili sxvebisgan, radgan<br />

imasac sxvebiviT hgonia, maincdamainc, me var


aseTio, marto me vici, ratom xdeba, rac xdebao. es<br />

ukargavs mosvenebas, amis gamoa gamoketili Tavis<br />

mtanjvel simartoveSi, riTac, araTu aRizianebs<br />

sxvebs, anu, danarCenebs, aramed maTi dasacinic<br />

xdeba. dasacini ki namdvilad aris:<br />

danarCenebisTvis ararasebuli, danarCenTa<br />

gadarCenas cdilobs, anu, aTvisebuli<br />

wiaRiseuliviT, erTxel da samudamod amowuruli<br />

grZnobebis aRdgenas apirebs, magram saWiroebis<br />

SemTxvevaSi, Zalianac rom moindomos, mainc ver<br />

moiqceva sxvebiviT, danarCenebiviT. magaliTad,<br />

verc barikadis aqeT dadgeba da verc iqiT, radgan<br />

arc aqeT sWirdeba vinmes da arc iqiT, aqeTac da<br />

iqiTac erTnairad hgoniaT (ase hgonia TviTon),<br />

maincdamainc, maT gasamtyuneblad, maT<br />

dasanamuseblad rom arsebobs saerTod. amitomac<br />

dgas SuaSi, buridanis viriviT. arc aqeT da arc<br />

iqiT. da yvela tyviam, aqedan iqneba nasroli Tu<br />

iqidan, jer mis gulSi unda gaiaros, vidre mizans<br />

miaRwevdes. <strong>avel</strong>ums sakuTari simarTle aqvs da es<br />

aris misi mTavari danaSauli. Seni simarTle<br />

viRacisTvisac simarTle unda iyos, anda,<br />

viRacamac unda icodes misi arsebobis Sesaxeb,<br />

swori warmodgena rom Seeqmnas Senze. magram erTi<br />

kacis simarTle gind yofila, gind ara. sjobs ar<br />

iyos, radgan xelis SeSlis mets mainc arafers<br />

akeTebs. abanoSi Cacmuli aravin banaobs. da Tu<br />

banaobs, mxolod afrTxobs da aeWvebs danarCenebs.<br />

an raRacis gamoCena rcxvenia, an raRacis gamoCena<br />

eSinia. erTic da meorec saxifaTo Tu ara,<br />

saCoTiro namdviladaa sxvebisTvis,<br />

danarCenebisTvis, romlebic erTnairad


gatitvlebulan da erTnairad gasapnuli Tavebi<br />

qafqafa wylisTvis SeuSveriaT. Senc gaixade,<br />

keTri Tu ar gWirs, anda bebiis bibiloebianad<br />

moglejili briliantis sayureebs ar malav ubeSi.<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums ki iseTi grZnoba aqvs, TiTqos didi<br />

gardaqmnis mijnaze dgas marTla da erTi<br />

nabijiRaa saWiro sruliad axal, misTvis<br />

sasurvel samyaroSi rom aRmoCndes uceb da im<br />

samyaros kanonieri binadariviT, bolos da<br />

bolos, TviTonac moipovos maradiuli simSvidisa<br />

da yoveldRiuri cxovrebiT tkbobis ufleba.<br />

Tumca, arc erTze aqvs swori, sruli,<br />

danarCenebisTvisac gasagebi warmodgena da arc<br />

meoreze. magram, samwuxarod Tu sabednierod,<br />

arafriT ar adgeba saSveli, ar xerxdeba am erTi,<br />

am TiTqmis umniSvnelo, magram bevri ramis<br />

gadamwyveti nabijis gadadgma.. arada mTeli misi<br />

arseba mzadaa saamisod, saamisod iwvrTneboda<br />

saukuneTa manZilze - sardafSic, quCaSic,<br />

sastumroSic, restoranSic, TviTmfrinavSic,<br />

matarebelSic - mkacrad da jiutad, spartaneli<br />

aRmzrdelis daundoblobiTa da<br />

mizandasaxulobiT. da ai, isev aqoSinebuli<br />

miuyveba dausrulebel gzas, erTi<br />

civilizaciidan meoreSi, saukuneebze gadavliT,<br />

siZulvilis udabnoSi, siyvaruliT damwvari<br />

gulebis ferflSi, TiTqos ararsebul, TiTqos<br />

gamonagon drosa da garemoSi, ukacurobis,<br />

ugulobis, ugrZnoblobis TovliT (arada welsac<br />

uTovlo zamTaria) gadaTeTrebul sivrceebSi.<br />

miuyveba grZelsa da momqancvel gzas, romelic<br />

ebraelis gzasaviT, arc iq dawyebula, saidanac


modis, da arc iq damTavrdeba, sadac miva. jer<br />

kidev Sorsaa aRTqmuli qveyana, Tuki aris<br />

saerTod. SeiZleba ixilo, magram ver Sexval.<br />

xsovna ki sinamdviles Zveleburad ver urigdeba<br />

da es maradiuli uTanxmoeba yofilsa da<br />

arsebuls Soris, maradiuli Seusabamoba<br />

yofilisa da arsebulisa, aiZulebs ebrael<br />

emigrants gzis gagrZelebas. magram am qveynad<br />

yvela mainc momavlisken midis. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki piriqiT,<br />

warsulSi Sebrunebas cdilobs. dRes ki ara,<br />

saerTod, mas Semdeg, rac siRrme ixila. momavals<br />

ki ar uaryofs, awmyos ki ar gaurbis, awmyosa da<br />

momavlis gasarkvevad eSveba warsulSi, rogorc<br />

myvinTavi okeanis fskerze, kosmonavti mTvareze,<br />

rogorc rigiTi santeqnikosi - saxlis sardafSi,<br />

radgan mxolod iq SeuZlia gaarkvios, ratom ar<br />

amodis, vTqvaT, meoTxe sarTulze wyali.<br />

sardafSia Tavmoyrili Cveni yvela sasicocxlo<br />

sistema - gazsadenisa, wyalsadenisa,<br />

kanalizaciisa. agreTve, satelefono Tu eleqtro<br />

xazic. romel sarTulzec ar unda daziandes rame,<br />

mainc sardafSi mogviwevs Casvla, gasarkvevad,<br />

gasasworeblad, SesakeTeblad. am mizniT miiwevs<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umic warsulisken, warsulSi daSvebuli<br />

Secdoma awmyosac Trgunavs da momavalsac saTuos<br />

xdis. amitom, maRla (momavalSi) asvla Tu ginda<br />

(CvenTvis momavali igivea, rac emigranti<br />

ebraelisaTvis - israeli), rogorc ar unda<br />

dagvezaros, mainc unda CavicvaT Zvelmanebi,<br />

aviRoT jibis fanari (jibis fanari Tu ar gvaqvs,<br />

Cveulebrivi sanTeli, sulac marto asanTi) da<br />

buzRun-buzRuniT CavideT sardafSi, ra droc ar


unda iyos, davufrTxoT virTxebs saidumlo<br />

seroba, fexi CavdgaT aSmorebul, koRodaseul<br />

wumpeSi (anda sxva sibinZureSi), avitanoT<br />

siZvelis, sidamplis, virTxis curclis<br />

arasasiamovno suni, saxeze akruli ablabudis<br />

nafleTebi, moviTminoT Jangian mils mowyvetili<br />

da zustad kiserSi Cavardnili yinuliviT civi<br />

wveTi da qedmoxrilni, pirSi wyalCagubebulni<br />

gavZvreT aseve mwveTavi, aseve Jangiani da aseve<br />

binZuri naWris nakuwebiT uSnod SefuTvnili<br />

milebis qveS, vidre ar mivakvlevT, ar davadgenT<br />

da, Tu SevZlebT, ar SevasworebT, zemoT, miwaze,<br />

nebismier sarTulze momxdari avariis mizezs.<br />

mikvlevis, dadgenis, Sesworebis Jini mierekeba<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umsac win, warsulisken, anu sxeuliT win da<br />

gonebiT ukan. ukan Secdomebis zRvaa, win omia!<br />

haers ukve dahkravs denTisa da sidamwvris suni.<br />

carieli sadarbazoebi, Sesaxvevebi, Cixebi -<br />

sxvadasxvanairad imeoreben erTi da igive<br />

avtomatis kakans. zogi ufro yrud, zogi ufro<br />

mWaxed. zogi Senelebulad, zogi aCqarebulad.<br />

zogi uxalisod, zogi xalisiT. magram xma mainc<br />

erTia, erTsa da imaves ambobs. <strong>avel</strong>ums yurebi<br />

ubzuis. Tvalebi eblandeba - gayinuli,<br />

gaqvavebuli cremlis kristalebiT amovsebia.<br />

irgvliv jiutad, myarad dgas sicariele -<br />

xorkliani, minasaviT gamkvrivebuli haeriT<br />

amovsebuli. sacodavad aqsutunebs cxvirs,<br />

mRelvarebis surdoSeyrili. cxvirsaxocis<br />

amosaRebadac ver SeCerebula, TiTqos sadRac<br />

elodebian, TiTqos dro aqvs daTqmuli da<br />

dagvianeba SeiZleba sabediswero aRmoCndes


imisTvis, vis gadasarCenadac miiCqaris Tavisi<br />

WkuiT. ese igi, yvelasTvis, vinc nebsiT Tu<br />

uneblieT, bediTa Tu ubedobiT masTan<br />

daukavSirebia cxovrebas. Tumca, ukve daagviana.<br />

ukve gviania. ukve ki ara - raxania! mosaxdeni moxda.<br />

gangaSis zari ubralod ar ismis, imitom rom<br />

viRacam ena Camoxsna xumrobiT (SeiZleba,<br />

TurqeTSi gaitana gasayidad). magram <strong>avel</strong>umi mainc<br />

ver SeCerdeba cxvirsaxocis amosaRebadac, rac ar<br />

unda Semawuxebeli iyos mkiTxvelisTvis misi<br />

cxviris qsutuni. ver SeCerdeba im metad sapatio<br />

mizezis gamo, TviTonac rom aSvelebs xels<br />

warmodgenili gvamis mtvirTavebs - misTvis<br />

savsebiT ucxo adamianebs - romlebmac<br />

daufiqreblad, dauyovnebliv moirbines, rogorc<br />

ki misi sisxli da xorci miwas daenarcxa, rogorc<br />

ki mwife leRviviT daetylapna xorklian lodebs<br />

(kdelebs aqeTac da kedels iqeTac). vin miwas<br />

xnavda, vin cxvars mwyemsavda, vin gazeTis rigSi<br />

idga, vin tramvais elodeboda, vin bazridan<br />

brundeboda da gunebaSi zepirad angariSobda<br />

danaxarjs, magram yvelam maSinve miatova Tavisi<br />

saqme da aqeT gamoiqca. <strong>avel</strong>umic iZulebuli<br />

gaxda, miwaze daSvebuliyo, Tumca, jer kidev<br />

SeeZlo frena. magram, sadRa unda gafreniliyo?!<br />

RmerTebma orjer gamoscades, orjer daayenes<br />

arCevanis winaSe da imanac orjerve Svili<br />

anacvala Tavisuflebas. Tavisi giJuri ganzraxva<br />

daayena mSoblis movaleobaze maRla. axla ki<br />

Tavisuflebamac erTbaSad dahkarga azri. cariel,<br />

gaugebar, uazro sityvad iqca. vinmes rom<br />

gaeCerebina da ekiTxa, namdvilad ver upasuxebda,


as gulisxmobda am sityvaSi jer kidev guSin -<br />

maradiul simartoves? maradiul molodins?<br />

maradiul sevda-wuxils? Tu rkinis wvetian kauWs,<br />

romelzedac mTeli sicocxle ekida Tavad da<br />

uazrod farTxalebda, vidre orad ar gaixliCa,<br />

orad ar gaiyo, or nawilad, or banakad, bolos da<br />

bolos, or mcnebad, oRond, gayofisadmi<br />

genetikuri midrekilebis gamo ki ara, isev da isev<br />

misi moSurne imperiis sisastikis wyalobiT.<br />

axlac im kauWze hkidia da misi orive nawili<br />

erTnairad farTxalebs, erTi kedels aqeT, meore<br />

kedels iqiT. marTalia, isini erTmaneTs ar<br />

icnoben, erTi kedels iqiT daibada, meore kedels<br />

aqeT, erTi TavisuflebisTvis, meore monobisTvis,<br />

erTi ukanonod, meore ki kanonierad, magram<br />

saerTo mainc meti aqvT (imave imperiis jibrze),<br />

vidre sxvaoba. yvelafers rom Tavi gavaneboT,<br />

molodini aqvT saerTo - erTnairad uRimRamo da<br />

uazro - da, rac mTavaria, sikvdilic! erTi da imave<br />

kacis xeliT arian daRupulni, erTnairad, da<br />

araviTari mniSvneloba ara aqvs, romeli gadaCexa<br />

im kacma sakuTari gulis qarafidan Tavisuflebis<br />

Tvaluwvdenel ufskrulebSi da romels miamagra<br />

mxrebze xelovnuri frTebi cviliT, romeli<br />

gaabriyva, safrenad xar gaCenilio, TviTon ki<br />

soroSi Seimala (sawolic erTgvari soroa),<br />

TxunelasaviT, roca misgan gabriyvebulma<br />

nawilma marTla scada gafrena da, rogorc<br />

mosalodneli iyo, imave wams qvasaviT daenarcxa<br />

miwaze. da ai, erT arsebad, ufro zustad, erT<br />

mTlianobad qceulan isev da gaormagebuli<br />

simZimiiT awvebian qedze xelismkvrels,


wamqezebels, gamabriyvebels, anu, Cveulebriv<br />

mkvlels. Zalian cxela da gvamic yovel wuTas<br />

ufro da ufro mZimdeba, miwasaviT, romelsac<br />

daenarcxa da daakvda zed. <strong>avel</strong>umi safeTqliT<br />

exaxuneba gvamis TeZos da naxevari saxe sisxlSi<br />

aqvs amosvrili. ofli sisxls aTxelebs da nawilnawil<br />

Caaqvs mis sayeloSi. uceb yvelaferi aireva<br />

(risic yvelaze metad eSinia <strong>avel</strong>ums).<br />

gulisxmieri, Tu ubralod seiris moyvaruli<br />

xalxis daudgromeli, Seukavebeli niaRvari<br />

webovan siTxesaviT Semoadgeba oTxive mxridan.<br />

araTu ganZreva, sunTqvac Wirs. magram <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

mainc gvamsaa CabRauWebuli. arafris didebiT ar<br />

uSvebs xels. piriqiT, lamis zed Camoekidos.<br />

TiTqos gvams Tu moSordeba, mxolod maSin<br />

SeamCneven da maSinve mixvdebian kidec mis<br />

kaikacobas. jer ki, vidre sxvebTan erTad moaqvs<br />

gvami, aravis ara aqvs ufleba, xeli aRmarTos<br />

masze, anda, dauSalos madlis qmna,<br />

ukeTilSobilesi movaleobis aRsruleba - gvamis<br />

zidva. gareSe TvalisTvis is gvamis mxarezea,<br />

gvamis patronia, Wirisufalia. ra Tqma unda,<br />

sinamdvileSic asea, magram marto sityvebiT amas<br />

ver daamtkiceb. sityvaze Tu midga saqme, SeiZleba<br />

vercki gaagebinos sxvebs Tavisi simarTle. man ara<br />

marto is icis, rac moxda (rasac sxvebic xedaven),<br />

aramed isic axsovs, rac iqamde iyo, ramac<br />

ganapiroba is, rac dRes xdeba. saerTod,<br />

yvelaferze metad, maxsovroba tanjavs <strong>avel</strong>ums -<br />

ganuwyvetliv axsovs raRac, rasac siamovnebiT<br />

daiviwyebda sxvebiviT, masze rom iyos<br />

damokidebuli. magram sxvebmac misi imediT


daiviwyes, rac daiviwyes. <strong>avel</strong>ums yvelafris<br />

damaxsovreba evaleba swored. amitomac ebRauWeba<br />

axla gvams da idayvebiT iSorebs yvelas, vinc<br />

Senacvlebas upirebs. uceb, mis aforiaqebul,<br />

afutfutebul gonebas, basri culiviT, orad<br />

gaapobs qalis kivili (SeiZleba mkvdari meuRlis,<br />

mitovebuli sayvarlis, gaCuqebuli dis). arada,<br />

marTla kivis viRaca. quCa ki carielia, saxlebi -<br />

erTnairad Cabnelebuli. qalis kivili ki aSkarad<br />

ismis. albaT aupatiureben, anda Tan Zarcvaven, Tan<br />

aupatiureben. SeiZleba sulac itaceben, ZaliT<br />

aSoreben Tavisianebs, <strong>avel</strong>umis dasaviT. Tumca<br />

ara, is Tavisi nebiT wahyva ucxoebs. Tavisianebze<br />

gabrazda, rogor gamimeteso, da xeli aRar<br />

gauSvia ucxo qalisTvis, vidre manqanaSi ar Caisva<br />

iman. magram gasakviri ar iqneba axla<br />

akivlebuliyos, dagvianebiT, axla moswvodes<br />

guli Zmis ubedurebiT. Seni sisxli da xorci Seni<br />

sisxli da xorcia, gindac erTmaneTis navalze<br />

dadiodeT sul da gindac saerTod ar genaxoT<br />

erTmaneTi. magram, asea Tu ise, viRaca namdvilad<br />

kivis. Tanac Tavganwirulad. jalaTis culad<br />

qceuli kivilis SegrZneba imdenad mtkivneulia,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi maSinve fxizldeba, erkveva. gvams,<br />

romelsac aqamde efareboda, rogorc mxdali<br />

meomari fars, gamoecleba, Tumca, mTeli gza<br />

eSinoda, ar dagvivardeso. gaides Tu ara mxarze<br />

dasaxiCrebuli gvami, maSinve aekviata es SiSi da<br />

axlac eSinia. sisxlSi areul ofls saxeloTi<br />

moiwmends da Semzaravad azmuvlebul brboSi<br />

akivlebul qals (meuRles, sayvarels, das, anda<br />

samives erTad) dauwyebs Zebnas


Tvalgafacicebuli. "es ra miyavio" (ratom<br />

damamcire, ratom mimatove, ratom gamaCuqeo) - kivis<br />

qali (misi meuRle, misi sayvareli, misi da, anda<br />

samive erTad). ra Tqma unda, TviTonac ar icis, ras<br />

kivis, ras ambobs kiviliT, radgan ar icis da arc<br />

SeiZleba icodes, vin aris mkvleli, vin aris<br />

damnaSave, vis unda moekiTxos saerTod pasuxi<br />

yvelafrisTvis. misi ena uneburad ambobs<br />

simarTles - ubedurebam auxila gonebis Tvali -<br />

meuRlea, sayvarelia Tu daa, upirveles yovlisa,<br />

qalia, magram jer sakuTar Tavsac ar ujerebs, ar<br />

endoba. jer mSvelels eZebs mxolod, misi Wirisa<br />

da ubedurebis moziares. jer damnaSaveze ar<br />

fiqrobs, arc msxverplze fiqrobs. jer TviTonaa<br />

yvelaze mZime dReSi. gaognebuli,<br />

Tavzardacemuli isvams kefaze xels. an,<br />

TiTebaTrTolebuls, axali sigareti amoaqvs<br />

tyavis patara CanTidan. an ucxo qalis msuqan<br />

mklavs ebRauWeba uaresad. jer yvelaze ubeduria<br />

da rogorc gaognebuli, Tavzardacemuli<br />

adamiani, isic, bunebrivia, yvelaze axloblisgan<br />

elis nugeSsa da mxardaWeras da amiT kidev ufro<br />

amZafrebs momxdaris saSinelebasac da<br />

uazrobasac. mxolod amas niSnavs misi "es ra<br />

miyavi". <strong>avel</strong>umi ki darwmunebulia, iman (meuRlem,<br />

sayvarelma, dam, anda samivem erTad) uTqmeladac<br />

gaigo yvelaferi, radgan moklulica da mkvlelic<br />

erTnairad axlobelia misTvis (maTTvis). orive<br />

sisxli sisxlTagani da xorci xorcTagania.<br />

sisxlma da xorcma mouyva imasac (imaTac) uceb,<br />

erTi sityviT, usityvod, ris mosayoladac<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums arc sityva eyofoda, arc sicocxle. da


mainc, ZaliT ikafavs gzas imisken (imaTken),<br />

romelic (romlebic), aseve ZaliT, brZoliTa da<br />

kiviliT moiweven misken, <strong>avel</strong>umisken, da roca<br />

isini xalxis zRvaSi Sexvdebian, miuxedavad<br />

siviwrovisa da ganuwyveteli "wyalqveSa"<br />

biZgebisa, <strong>avel</strong>umi mainc daiCoqebs, muxlebze<br />

moexveva imas (imaT) da mRelvarebisgan uaresad<br />

daviwrovebul xorxSi Zlivs gamoteuli,<br />

damSrali, damaxinjebuli xmiT etyvis: mapatieo.<br />

aRiarebs danaSauls. Tumca... Tumca arasodes<br />

sdomebia, ase rom momxdariyo. uceb iseTi siCume<br />

Camovardeba, <strong>avel</strong>ums gaukvirdeba kidec da maRla<br />

aixedavs. maRla, Zalian maRla, sinaTlis<br />

damaxinjebul wreSi, mtkivneulad nacnobs,<br />

mtkivneulad axlobels, mtkivneulad Zvirfas<br />

saxes dainaxavs (meuRlis, sayvarlis, dis). TiTqos<br />

is (samive erTad) uZiro WaSi imzireba, TiTqos mas<br />

daeZebs da TiTqos ver xedavs, magram <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

uneburad mainc aifarebs saxeze xelebs, ufro<br />

SeumCneveli rom darCes Wis fskeris wyvdiadSi.<br />

samudamod unda am uZiro WaSi CarCena. marTalia,<br />

is erTaderTi sityva, Zlivs rom amoRerRa weRan,<br />

Tavisuflad SeiZleboda saerTod Cakarguliyo<br />

uTavbolo bzuilsa da yayanSi, magram, etyoba<br />

gamgebma mainc gaigo, gaigo da Seigno kidec da am<br />

moulodnelma, yovlad gauTvaliswinebelma<br />

cnobam, sakuTari sisxlisa da xorcis sikvdiliT<br />

gamowveuli aRtkineba da sigiJe gamaSterebeli<br />

dabneulobiTa da aSkara, naTeli uZlurebiT<br />

Seucvala. aRarc kivis da aRarc gvamisken miiwevs.<br />

ubralod, cocxal Was Cascqeris, romlis<br />

fskerzec misi qmari (sayvareli, Zma) Tavs afarebs,


mas emaleba. jiutad Cascqeris, rogorc udabnoSi<br />

gzaabneuli mgzavri, romelsac arafriT ar unda<br />

daijeros, WaSi wyali rom damSrala. gzis<br />

gagrZelebas ki azri ara aqvs - aRarc gaognebul<br />

gonebas, aRarc dambladacemul gumansa da aRarc<br />

dauZlurebul fexebs aRar SeuZliaT misi<br />

warmarTva. iseT daRlilobasa da sicarieles<br />

grZnobs, TiTqos Zlieri tumboTi erTbaSad<br />

amoqaCes mTeli sisxli misi sxeulidan. kefaze<br />

isvams xels, TiTqos Tmis samagrs eZebs da, ai, aq,<br />

raRacao - ambobs dabneulad, darcxvenilad<br />

momRimari (anda, aTrTolebuli TiTebiT,<br />

brazianad sress daumTavrebel sigarets - kmara,<br />

aRar SemiZliao. anda, moswavlis CanTas uRerebs<br />

Zmas - aRar ikiTxo Cemi ambavio) da<br />

sayrdengamoclili saganiviT, ucnauri netarebisa<br />

da Tavisuflebis SegrZnebiT savse, eSveba sadRac,<br />

Zalian Rrmad, brbos fskerze CaCoqili qmrisken<br />

(sayvarlisken, Zmisken). <strong>avel</strong>umi ki, uneburad, axla<br />

Tavze ifarebs orive xels.


"muzis" jiSian, uaRresad miwier fexebTan zis,<br />

damSrali auzis kideze, da suls iTqvams -<br />

daRlili, agangaSebuli, aRelvebuli, martod<br />

darCenili Semzaravi, avi Cvenebebis xrovaSi.<br />

saidanRac qalis kivili ismis, magram axla ufro<br />

Soridan, vidre weRan ismoda. saerTod aq, am Ria<br />

muzeumSi, TiTqos marTla simSvidea. poetebis<br />

diasaxliss poetebisTvis uxilavi, gamWvirvale<br />

kedlebiT SemouzRudavs saimedo TavSesafari.<br />

ijeqi SenTvis da ginda iocnebe, ginda iSaire -<br />

xels veravin gaxlebs. brinjaos qalbatons<br />

laRad, Tamamad gauSlia xorciani mklavebi<br />

sivrceSi - aq me var yvelafris baton-patroni.<br />

SeiZleba, saocnebod da saSairod ver gangawyos,<br />

magram bevr miwier siames gagaxsenebs Tvalis erTi<br />

SevlebiTac. <strong>avel</strong>umic siamovnebiT zis mis<br />

ferxTiT, cota sulmoTqmuli, cota<br />

damSvidebuli, magram Cveulebisamebr, moRuSuli,<br />

mowyenili, Rrmad danTqmuli sakuTar arsebaSi,<br />

rogorc zRvaSi gasuli patronis momlodine<br />

beberi ZaRli - zRvis piras. oRond, amjerad zRva<br />

ar aris. win qalaqia, yrud mogugune, Semcbari,<br />

SemkrTali, Selaxuli, Seginebuli... SinaurTa<br />

mier. ris gamoc, rasakvirvelia, sagonebelSia<br />

Cavardnili da, roca moulodnelad ganaxlebul<br />

srolis xmaze fiqri uwydeba, xvneSiT, taatiT<br />

icvlis gverds sawolSi. moZraoba uWirs, Cacmuli<br />

wevs da ara marto sicivisgan Tavis dasacavad,<br />

aramed ganuwyveteli safrTxisa Tu safrTxis<br />

ganuwyveteli molodinis gamoc - ar icis, rodis,<br />

ra wuTas mouwevs sawolidan wamovardna, pirveli<br />

rom Seegebos (ese igi, Seakvdes, ar naxos Svilisa


Tu SviliSvilis abuCad agdeba) SemTxveviT<br />

Semoxetebulsa Tu Segnebulad mosul moZalades.<br />

Tavisufleba jer mxolod iwyeba da<br />

gaurkvevlobis bind-bundSi mosriale pirveli<br />

mercxlebi, advili SesaZlebelia, ukanaskneli<br />

naZiralebi aRmoCndnen bolos, erTbaSad, TiTqos<br />

erT RameSi gamravlebulni, sokoebisa Tu<br />

mRrRnelebis msgavsad. am dReSi iyo <strong>avel</strong>umic,<br />

sul ramdenime wuTis win. isic ase iqceoda -<br />

Cacmuli iwva sawolSi - radgan sul ramdenime<br />

wuTis win qalaqis "meryev" nawils ekuTvnoda isic,<br />

Zalauneburad, axla ki omis wina xazzea lamis da<br />

aseve Zalauneburad qalaqis "meomar" nawils<br />

ekuTvnis ukve. mSvidad ki zis "muzis" ferxTiT,<br />

magram Casamuxlad Seyovnebuli jariskaciviT,<br />

moCvenebiTia misi simSvidec. "raRas ucdiso" - Tqva<br />

uceb viRacam mis zurgs ukan, misi xmiT, ise<br />

mkafiod, ise cxadad, uneblieT miixeda da,<br />

marTlac, viRaca ki ara, Tavisi Tavi dainaxa,<br />

oRond, Tormeti wlisa, "yaCaRad gavardnili" -<br />

ramdenime "TanamebrZolTan" erTad, gamoqvabulis<br />

win zis, TuSeTis mTebSi, da mouTmenlad elodeba,<br />

rodis moiklavs Tavs gamoqvabulSi maTi<br />

darbeuli razmis meTauri, raTa axla sxva gza<br />

eZios, sxva gamosavali naxos Tavisi piradi da arc<br />

mTlad bavSvuri ubedurebidan. lodze zis<br />

(rogorc damSrali auzis kideze) da srolis xmis<br />

gagonebas elodeba, rac maT saerTo cxovrebas<br />

erTbaSad dausvams wertils da imave wams yvela<br />

sakuTar Tavze daiwyebs fiqrs, anu, yvela<br />

sakuTari kidobnis gamoWedvas Seudgeba. da raki<br />

srolis xmam ar daayovna, <strong>avel</strong>umic wamodga, Tavs


Zala daatana da, rogorc iqna, gamovida, gamoaRwia<br />

"muzis" uneblie tyveobidan.


epoqebi ki, tansacmelSemoxeulni,<br />

cxvirpirdaCeCqvilni, kidev ufro znewamxdarni<br />

enacvlebian erTmaneTs. isic midis - <strong>avel</strong>umi -<br />

Tavisufali, sruluflebiani moqalaqe<br />

ararsebuli saxelmwifosi. midis sakuTari<br />

sisxlisa da xorcis gadasarCenad. magram<br />

gaazrebuli, mizandasaxuli saqcieli ki ar aris<br />

es, aramed Tandayolili, RmerTismieri<br />

moTxovnileba SiSnaWami, daRlili, gaognebuli<br />

sulisa, romelsac adamis droidan klaven, magram<br />

ver mouklavT da verc moklaven, vidre uyvars<br />

sakuTari sisxli da xorci, anda, vidre swams mainc<br />

sakuTari sisxlisa da xorcisa. amitomac midis<br />

sul bnelSi, gaCenidan aRsasrulamde, sibnelidan<br />

sibnelemde. sinaTle ocnebaa, sizmaria, gnebavT,<br />

poezia - nebismieri saxiT gamovlenili - magram<br />

misi danaxva mxolod sibnelidan SeiZleba. ramis<br />

danaxva Tu ginda, bnelSi unda ijde. xolo,<br />

sinaTleSi yofna Tu girCevnia, aRar unda<br />

dainteresde, ra xdeba sibneleSi. rac ufro did<br />

sinaTleSi gadaxval, miT ufro gagiWirdeba<br />

saerTod ramis garCeva. sinaTliT mTavrdeba<br />

yvelaferi amqveyniuri - cxovrebaSic da wignSic -<br />

oRond sabednierod, aravin icis, ramdeni darCa<br />

iqamde, aRsasrulamde, sinaTlemde - wami Tu<br />

saukune. wamebi Tu saukuneebi. arada,<br />

qristeSobidan jer mxolod meoce saukune<br />

iwureba da pompidus moedanze sagangebod<br />

saamisod Seqmnili eleqtrosaaTi ocdameerTe<br />

saukunemde darCenil wamebs iTvlis. moTmineba<br />

aRar yofnis adamians, erTi suli aqvs, rodis<br />

CamoTavdeba dro, igive sicocxle, igive azri


sicocxlisa. suli win uswrebs. an mobezrda<br />

cxovreba, an cxovrebis rcxvenia, magram asea Tu<br />

ise, keTili unda inebos da mainc bolomde<br />

icxovros, bolomde moixados, valia Tu sasjeli.<br />

es misi cxovrebaa, misi Sesaferia, misganaa<br />

damsaxurebuli da sxva aravin icxovrebs mis<br />

magivrad. cxovreba TviTonvea. amitom, unda<br />

gaZlos kidec bolomde, vidre mis Semdgom<br />

momavalTa jeri dadgebodes. isini (momavalni)<br />

TavianTi cxovrebiT movlen, oRond, Cven adgili<br />

unda SevunaxoT qveyanaze. qveyana unda<br />

davaxvedroT adgilze. Tundac Zroxa da futkari<br />

unda gadavurCinoT rogorme, Tavidan rom ar<br />

daWirdeT yvelafris dawyeba, erTmaneTis sisxlis<br />

sma da erTmaneTis RviZlis wuwvna. danarCeni<br />

TviTon ician - an Segvrisxaven, an Segvindoben.<br />

magram veraviTar SemTxvevaSi ver darCebian<br />

gulgrilni Cveni giJuri vnebebis, Zvelmoduri<br />

grZnobebisa Tu gulubryvilo gancdebis mimarT,<br />

radgan sxvaTa Serisxvaca da Sendobac mxolod<br />

imas ZaluZs, visac Tavadac uwvnevia imedis<br />

simwareca da Sxamis sitkboc. amitom, Sen xar Cemi<br />

batoni, naadrev sikvdils yvelaferi sjobs.<br />

gardaicvaleT, oRond nu mokvdebiT. mSvidad<br />

mRelvarebisa ar iyos, esec Zalian Znelia, magram<br />

SesaZlebelia. bolos da bolos, gardaqmna igive<br />

gardacvalebaa. bunebaSic da cxovrebaSic<br />

aucileblad dgeba Jami, roca raRaca unda<br />

gardaiqmnas, anu, gardaicvalos. aqedan<br />

gamomdinare, unda Tu ar unda, moswons Tu ar<br />

moswons, <strong>avel</strong>umic droisgan Tavsmoxveul<br />

cvlilebebs eqvemdebareba da ara misganve


SemuSavebulsa da dagegmils. dro hqmnis Segnebas.<br />

dro sicocxlea da yoveli wami Zvirfasi<br />

saCuqaria, ganumeorebeli SemTxvevaa - moixedav da<br />

aRar dagxvdeba, samudamod gagisxlteba xelidan.<br />

dabejiTebiT veRarc ityvi, marTla iyo Tu ara,<br />

magaliTad, ormocdaTeqvsmetis cxra marti Tu<br />

oTxmocdacxris cxra aprili (marto aqedanac<br />

Cans, cxra rom qarTuli cifria). maT Soris<br />

qristes mTeli cxovreba eteva, magram dro mainc<br />

gadis! mainc Tavisas akeTebs - usasrulod qmnis<br />

axal Segnebebs. misi wyalobaa, sicocxle Tu<br />

grZeldeba, miuxedavad yvelafrisa, zemoT<br />

naTqvamis CaTvliT. mamali mainc yivis, ZaRli mainc<br />

yefs, cxeni mainc xvixvinebs, kameCi mainc yoyinebs,<br />

saqarTvelo ki mainc omobs. momikide, Tu kaci xar,<br />

am Cemodans xeli. qva Camiwyo, mgoni, viRacam. naxa<br />

imanac xumrobis dro. araa Cveni saSveli. saiT<br />

gagiweviaT, batono, am dila uTenia, jer<br />

konstantinepolsa da mere parizs. sadac ukeTesad<br />

viqnebi. ki magram, ratom CqarobT ase? iqneb ar<br />

vagebT oms?! mag imedze iyos Cveni avadmaxsenebeli.<br />

bolos da bolos, ramdenjer SeiZleba waagos<br />

erTma da imave qveyanam erTi da igive omi,<br />

yovelTvis gamoucxadebeli da yovelTvis<br />

winaswar amoxsnili, saWadrako etiudiviT.<br />

TeTrebi (igive wiTlebi) iwyeben da igeben. dResac<br />

es omi grZeldeba, CvenSi rom vTqvaT. <strong>avel</strong>umi ki<br />

ukve zemels gascda, meore Zegli moitova ukan,<br />

amjerad poetisa. sainteresoa, jer muza iyo Tu<br />

poeti? magram axla amis gasarkvevad ar scalia<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ums. isic ar icis, sad unda eZebos is, vis<br />

saZebradac gamovida Sinidan. ar icis, magram


midis, radgan ar SeuZlia ar wavides. alalbedze<br />

midis. bednieri SemTxvevis imediT. rogorc mTeli<br />

sicocxle dadioda. cxovreba is aris, rac<br />

SemTxveviT gardagvxdeba Tavs da ara is, rac<br />

winaswar viciT. winaswar mxolod erTi ram icis<br />

kacma - adre Tu gvian, isic mokvdeba... xan<br />

samSobiaros ezos ZaRlebi mosdeven TiTqos yefiT<br />

- daabrune bavSvio - xan parizis Toliebi scemen<br />

TiTqos saxeSi sveli frTebiT - ram gagaxsena Cveni<br />

Tavi, ratom wamogvSale am siciveSio - magram is<br />

mainc midis, mainc arafers epueba. irgvliv ki<br />

sruli sibnelea. kaciSvili ar WaWanebs. TiTqos<br />

mTeli qalaqi erT did ormoSi Cavardnila da<br />

xelis Camwodebelic aravin darCenila, mis meti.<br />

Tumca, ara! ori biWi dgas win, sportul<br />

maRaziasTan. sicivisagan awurulni, mouTmenlad<br />

iyurebian misken. yvelafers unda elodos kaci<br />

maTgan. Tavisufleba moZaladeebsac amravlebs.<br />

"asanTi xom ar gaqvso" - Soridanve ekiTxeba erTi.<br />

"ara maqvs... samwuxarodo" - fexs anelebs <strong>avel</strong>umi<br />

da uneburad xels irtyams jibeze, TiTqos Tavs<br />

amowmebs, anda, kidev uaresi, TiTqos imaT<br />

umtkicebs, ai, marTla ara maqvso. "au, wamo ra<br />

deidaSenTan, gaviyine" - ambobs meore biWi. "ra<br />

dros deidaCemia, debilo, xo gagiJda!" - pasuxobs<br />

pirveli.


ori wuTis Semdeg ki <strong>avel</strong>umi Zlierma,<br />

moulodnelma biZgma SeaCera. jer egona, gaWimul<br />

mavTuls gadavawydio - ukan gadaqanda mTeli<br />

taniT da ara marto gaukvirda, raRacnairad ewyina<br />

kidec, Seuracxyofilad igrZno Tavi, ase<br />

veragulad rom gaaCeres misianebma. - maxeSi gaabes<br />

mtris mzveraviviT - roca SeeZloT ubralod<br />

eTqvaT, amis iqiT aRar SeiZleba wasvlao da isic<br />

gaCerdeboda, gamobrundeboda. magram vis unda<br />

eTqva, roca kaciSvili ar Sexvedria (im ori biWis<br />

meti, asanTi rom sTxoves Tu moTxoves weRan), arc<br />

"imelamde" da arc "imelTan", sadac pirobiTad<br />

mTavrdeboda "meryevTa" da iwyeboda "meomarTa"<br />

qalaqi. betonis lodebiT datvirTuli kamazebi<br />

sam mwkrivad ki idgnen, magram aravis gauCerebia is,<br />

aravin mdgara siaxloves xmisgamcemi, anda,<br />

yvelani ise moxerxebulad isxdnen samalavebSi,<br />

qajic ver aRmoaCendaT, daqiravebuli<br />

snaiperebiviT. imanac daukiTxavad, unebarTvod<br />

Seabija omis samflobeloSi, magram uceb (swored<br />

maSin, roca cecxlwakidebuli "Tbilisis"<br />

danaxvaze uneburad kidev ufro auCqara fexs),<br />

uCinar, SeniRbul winaaRmdegobas gadaawyda da<br />

mTeli taniT gadaqanda ukan, erTdroulad<br />

SeZrwunebulica da gaocebul-Seuracxyofilic.<br />

etyoba, gulis siRrmeSi, mainc ar elodeboda, mis<br />

mimarTac Tu gamoiyenebdnen misianebi "gaCerebis"<br />

aseT veragul meTods, Tundac imitom... Tundac<br />

imitom, erTnairad rom TanaugrZnobda meomar<br />

mxareebs, rogorc adamiani. anu, erTnairad<br />

ekuTvnoda orives da arc erTisa sjeroda<br />

bolomde. magram arc isaa gamoricxuli, orive


meomar mxares swored amis gamo Seeracxa is mtrad<br />

da es omi, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, mis<br />

winaaRmdegac yofiliyo mimarTuli, mis<br />

mosaspobad, rogorc mesamisa da, amdenad,<br />

zedmetisa.


cal fexze scada Tavis Semagreba. xelebi<br />

TavisTavad gaeSala, frTebiviT, magram, ase<br />

frTebgaSlili da calfexaweuli, TiTqos<br />

raRacas (ramac SeaCera) unda gadaabijoso, pirqve<br />

daenarcxa carieli gilzebiTa da SuSis<br />

namsxvrevebiT dafarul asfaltze. "kidev kargi<br />

TavSi ar momxvdao" - gaifiqra gauazreblad. ufro<br />

sworad, TavisTavad amoutivtivda erT-erTi<br />

uZvelesi SiSi, sulis fskerze saguldagulod<br />

Camarxuli, magram verdaviwyebuli da araerTxel<br />

gancdili pirvelyofili ZaliT, rogorc bavSvma<br />

ganicada, denTis suniTa da boliT uaresad<br />

CaxuTul gamoqvabulSi, tyviiT Tavaxdili gvamis<br />

danaxvaze. Cvenebis dasafrTxobad, gadmobruneba<br />

scada, Tumca, yvelafers erCia ase wola,<br />

gaunZrevlad, pirqve damxobils rkinasaviT<br />

mkvrivsa da gaToSil asfaltze. sxeulis<br />

romeliRac nawili TandaTanobiT uxurdeboda da<br />

esec siamovnebda. raRaca, Tbili da webovani,<br />

zantad, mdored, usasrulod da samudamod<br />

gamodioda misi arsebidan. mere uaRresad nacnobi<br />

xma Caesma - "miSveleT, cocxaliao" - da gauxarda,<br />

gaurkveveli, Zirfesvianad Semaryeveli imedi<br />

Caesaxa da TviTonac undoda daeyvira: "miSveleT,<br />

cocxali varo" magram ena ar damorCilda. didi<br />

xania icoda, raRac amis magvari unda momxdariyo,<br />

daRupvis winaTgrZnoba giJiviT daarbeninebda win<br />

da ukan (parizSic ki Caafrina), magram axla,<br />

raRacnairad amSvidebda kidec winaTgrZnobis<br />

gamarTleba da Tavs valdebulad Tvlida,<br />

mSvidad, Rirseulad daxvedroda imas, rasac<br />

amdeni xani SfoTviTa da mRelvarebiT gaurboda.


ogorc iqna, dadga Jami simSvidisa, netarebisa,<br />

gancxromisa, sinaTlisa... da madlobT Sen ufalo!<br />

magram das ra akivlebs? an saidan gaCnda aq, ase<br />

moulodnelad? axla gaaxsenda, Zma rom hyavda?<br />

sad iyo aqamde? Tu axla gaigo mxolod, mis meti<br />

aravin rom darCa mis Zmas damtirebeli? jer<br />

moikveTa, axla ki, miSveleTo, kivis. Tumca, gana<br />

isic ar moikveTes? simarTle Tu gindaT, jer is<br />

moikveTes misianebma, anu, gadaarCines sabWourad.<br />

ufro Tu davazustebT, SimSilisgan gadaarCines,<br />

oRond ukve sxva adamianad gardaqmnili. kato iqca<br />

ekad. anda, ekam SeWama kato, ris Sedegadac<br />

TavisTavad gadaiWra SimSilis problemac. katos<br />

aRar Sioda, radgan aRar arsebobda. xolo katoTi<br />

gamZRar ekas saWmlisken gaxedvac aRar undoda. ase<br />

rom, ufro martivad moxda yvelaferi, vidre<br />

iTqmis. es ki, upirveles yovlisa, xelisuflebis<br />

damsaxurebaa, man ar dauSva wonasworobis<br />

darRveva, arc cxovrebaSi da arc bunebaSi.<br />

viRacas ki daaklda, magram viRacas miemata. Rrma,<br />

amouvsebeli ormo ki gaCnda, vTqvaT, <strong>avel</strong>umis<br />

gulSi, magram viRacis gulSi iseTive ormo<br />

amoivso Sesabamisad. da mainc, rogorc ar unda<br />

gavicinoT, marTlac es iyo albaT erTaderTi gza<br />

xsnisa, oRond, rasakvirvelia, bavSvobaSi, roca<br />

veravin gabedavda mSoblebgadasaxlebuli da-Zmis<br />

gamoqomagebas, veravin SeifarebdaT, bebiis meti,<br />

romelsac verc xelisufleba SeaSinebda da verc<br />

mamazecieri, magram, rogorc ar unda eoma, mainc<br />

ver gaswvdeboda ded-mamiani oblebis sicocxles<br />

kaliis gadaZovil qveyanaSi, mainc verafers<br />

gaxdeboda, verc xelisuflebasTan da, miT ufro,


verc SimSilTan, ubedurebisgan, umweobisgan,<br />

uimedobisgan Wkuidan gadamcdari dedaberi.<br />

gazafxulze WinWars krefda Robis ZirebSi.<br />

soflis giJsa hgavda, Tavsafridan TmagamoCeCili,<br />

daZenZili xelTaTmanidan TiTebgamoyrili.<br />

zamTarSi ki tyis xils agrovebda, nadirs<br />

arTmevda, nadiriviT dabRortnil-dakawruli,<br />

erTnairad ganwiruli RmerTisganac da<br />

kacisganac. isic erTnairad wyevlida RmerTsac da<br />

kacsac. sasowarkveTilebisgan, mrisxanebisgan<br />

TvalebgadaTeTrebuli, ybaacaxcaxebuli. aRar<br />

iyo saSveli, mosveneba, yurTasmena... da isic,<br />

gaCuqebuli, wyalwaRebuliviT waetana<br />

Tbilisidan Camosul deidas, uSvilobiT<br />

daxavsebulsa da mainc dedobis JiniT Sepyrobil<br />

qalbatons, romelsac sakuTari Jinis mokvla<br />

sxvebisTvisac madli egona da RvTisnier saqmed<br />

Tvlida sxvisi naoxris sakuTar naSierad<br />

gardasaxvas, gadakeTebas, gardaqmnas. ase<br />

fiqrobdnen sxvebic. yvela. TviTonac. bolowuTas<br />

ukve manqanidan, enac ki gamouyo Zmas, niSni mougo,<br />

viTom, Sen ikiTxe, Torem me gamomiCnda patronio.<br />

xeli ar gauSvia im ucxo qalisTvis, vidre is<br />

bebias "urigdeboda" mis Taobaze, ufro sworad,<br />

ukan ubrunebda patara boxCad gamokrul mis<br />

"gamosasvlel" nifxav-perangs, vin icis,<br />

ramdenjer garecxilsa da dakemsils<br />

Tvalgawyalebuli da TiTebdakrunCxuli bebiis<br />

oxvra-wuwuniT. im dRis mere <strong>avel</strong>umma mxolod<br />

erTxel naxa sakuTari da - Cumad CaakiTxa<br />

TbilisSi (vidre yaCaRad gavardeboda) da<br />

skolasTan daxvda diliT, magram gaCuqebulma dam


moswavlis CanTiT scema, axlos ar gaikara, da<br />

roca miliciac Caeria saqmeSi, arc maSin moswvia<br />

guli, arc maSin Seuwuxebia jigars, arc maSin<br />

wamoscdenia, ar daiWiroT, Cemi Zmaao. ra Tqma unda,<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ummac Seunaxa namusi, ar gasca, ar amxila,<br />

saxalxod uaryo imanac misi Zmoba. is ki ar Tqva,<br />

yaCaRad vapireb gavardnas, magram meSinia, ar minda,<br />

yvelanairad viTrev fexs da dasac imitom<br />

CamovakiTxe, iqneb rogorme Semaferxos, ar<br />

gamiSvas, sxva gza maswavlos rameo, aramed,<br />

pirvelad vxedav saerTod da CanTa mindoda<br />

wamerTmiao - ganucxada milicias. oRond, amas rom<br />

ambobda, ise guldaTuTquli tiroda Tan,<br />

miliciac daeWvda, raRac sxvanairad tiris es<br />

SobelZaRlio. imis mere aRarc ucdia dasTan<br />

Sexvedra. piriqiT, yvelanairad aridebda Tavs<br />

(axla ukve nayaCaRari). eSinoda, Cems gamo raime<br />

usiamovneba ar Sexvdeso. eg iyo, rom Svils<br />

daarqva misi saxeli, ufro zustad, konspiraciis<br />

mizniT, erT saxelad gaaerTiana dis saxelis<br />

yvela SesaZlebeli varianti. rac mTavaria, aRarc<br />

das gamouCenia masTan Sexvedris survili.<br />

samudamod, ukanmouxedavad, ukvalod wavida<br />

misgan, sxva qalaqSi, sxva qveyanaSi, sxva<br />

kontinentze, sxva planetaze, sxva galaqtikaSi<br />

saerTod, oblobasa da SimSils gadarCenili,<br />

magram samudamod gulmokluli, samudamod<br />

dakninebuli misianebis Tundac iZulebiTi<br />

daundoblobiTa da sisastikiT. ramac uWkuobis<br />

Jams aRafrTovana, imanve Seuracxyo ukve WkuaSi<br />

Cavardnili da TviTonac iZulebiTi<br />

daundoblobiTa da sisastikiT gadauxada


misianebs - usityvod, ucremlod, usayvedurod<br />

Seaqcia zurgi. gadamrCenels ar apatia gadarCena<br />

gardaqmnis safasurad. axla ki Sua quCaSi<br />

gaSotil Zmas dasdgomia Tavze da kivis -<br />

miSveleT, cocxaliao!


gons rom moego, manqanasTan iwva, manqanis<br />

borbalze hqonda Tavi midebuli. irgvliv<br />

dafSxvnili SuSa eyara. uneburad muWiT moboWa da<br />

sasiamovnod daesera xelisguli. igrZno, rogor<br />

gamoJona sisxlma sxvadasxva adgilas<br />

erTdroulad. sisxlSi areuli SuSa kanze<br />

ewebeboda. Tavze ki ekaekaterinekato da is ori<br />

biWi dasdgomoda, sportis maRaziasTan rom naxa<br />

odesRac, TiTqos sxva cxovrebaSi. ki ar icno,<br />

gaaxsenda, mixvda, tanma uazra, isini ariano, Torem<br />

arafriT gamoirCeodnen sxva Tbiliseli<br />

biWebisgan, imaTac grZel, CafarTxunebul<br />

svitrebze Txeli kurtakebi SemoecvaT da<br />

nikolsonis CaCebi warbebamde CamoefxataT.<br />

ekaekaterinekatos xelSi avtomati eWira.<br />

TavSiSveli iyo. laparakisas Tbili haeris TeTri<br />

bolqvebi amosdioda piridan, oRond, <strong>avel</strong>ums ar<br />

esmoda misi laparaki. iwva da iRimeboda, ar<br />

SeeSindeso. Tumca wesierad TviTonac ar icoda,<br />

risi ar unda SeSineboda ekaekaterinekatos, ratom<br />

iwva Tavad aq, quCaSi, da ratom ar esmoda<br />

maincdamainc Svilis xma, roca saerTod<br />

yvelaferi esmoda - dafSxvnili SuSis xraSaxruSic,<br />

xanZris gugunic, mTavrobis sasaxlis<br />

Tavze tyviebiT dafleTili droSis moulodneli<br />

SefrTxialebac. samagierod, Svilis Tbili<br />

amonasunTqi damamSvideblad elamuneboda saxeze.<br />

Svilis amonasunTqs SigadaSig sasmelis sunic<br />

dahkravda da manqanis borbalTan miwolili<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umi sulelurad iRimeboda siamovnebisagan.<br />

uceb melaniam gamoxeda saTvales zemodan da<br />

mogonili simkacriT dautatana: adeqi,


sircxvilia, ras goraob quCaSi amxela kacio.<br />

imdenad cxadi, imdenad cocxali Cveneba iyo -<br />

albaT mec ukve mkvdari varo - gaifiqra<br />

udrtvinvelad, guls gareT. marTlac, colis<br />

(mkvdris) xma esmoda, Svilisa ki (cocxlis) ara.<br />

coli ise, sxvaTa Soris daelaparaka da<br />

mSvenivrad gaagebina yvelaferi, Svils ki saxezec<br />

etyoboda, mTeli xmiT rom uyviroda raRacas,<br />

magram amas mainc ar esmoda. Tumca, ver daiCemebda,<br />

ginda Tu ara, movkvdio, radgan jer kidev stkioda<br />

raRaca, fexebi gasToSvoda sicivisgan, sisxlSi<br />

azelil SuSas ki nela asorsolebda muWSi. isev<br />

scada dalaparakeba, magram amjeradac araferi<br />

gamouvida. seleqtoris xrialis magvari xma<br />

gamosca misma arsebam, masTan SeuTanxmeblad,<br />

TiTqos yelSi gaCxerili ekliani burTis<br />

moSorebas cdilobda uneburad. gamwarebulma<br />

ekaekaterinekatom avtomati mouqnia damwvar<br />

manqanas da saswaulad gadarCenili wina fari<br />

Caumsxvria kondaxiT. minis namsxvrevebi <strong>avel</strong>umsac<br />

Seeyara saxeSi, Tumca, araviTari yuradReba ar<br />

miuqcevia amisTvis. isedac SuSaSi iwva. pirvelad<br />

rom gons moego, erTi piroba egona, saavtomobilo<br />

katastrofaSi moxvedriliyvnen isa da melania da<br />

im carieli bocoebis namsxvrevebSi iwvnen,<br />

romlebiTac maTi manqana iyo gamotenili maTi<br />

qorwinebis dRes (saRamos). magram es SegrZneba<br />

didxans ar gagrZelebula. samagierod, didxans da<br />

SemaSfoTeblad grZnobda, rogor eToSeboda<br />

sxeuli. fexebidan daZruli sicive jiutad<br />

miiwevda maRla. guli gamalebiT ucemda, aqeT-iqiT<br />

awydeboda mkerdSi, galiis CitiviT - Tvali rom


moukravs, SemTxveviT, misken gamococebuli<br />

gvelisTvis. Tumca, Tavisuflad SeiZleboda, es<br />

sicive Cveulebrivi Tbilisuri dekembris (Tundac,<br />

ianvris) sicive yofiliyo da ara karsmomdgari<br />

sikvdilisa. magram, rogorc ukve vTqviT, melanias<br />

xma esmoda, ekaekaterinekatosi ki ara. rac<br />

mTavaria, TviTon ki aRar iyo TiTqos, aramed is<br />

biWi, ormocdaTeqvsmetSi rom gadaarCina, anu, ukve<br />

orjer rom moatyua mwared - ormocdaTeqvsmetSi<br />

sadarbazoSi dasva, dRes ki - sakuTar binaSi,<br />

SviliSvilis sasTumalTan. da ai, axla Tavad<br />

qceuliyo im biWad, fexebi sisxlis gubeSi ewyo da<br />

elodeboda, rodis moakiTxavda sakuTar Tavs,<br />

SeumCnevlad, uCumrad, umtkivneulod<br />

gardacvlils am xnis ganmavlobaSi. misi adgili<br />

ki mkvdreTiT aRmdgarsa da axleburad<br />

wvergauparsav biWad gardaqmnils daekavebina<br />

amjerad. mSvelelTa axali cvla gamosuliyo<br />

asparezze, magram rogorc im Soreul dRes, axlac<br />

ver gaarkvevdi, vin iyo gadasarCeni da vin<br />

gadamrCeneli.


"gesmis Cemi? mama! gesmis Cemi" - mainc gamoarRvia<br />

misi gamaognebeli siyrue ekaekaterinekatos xmam<br />

da, qveynis damaqcevari ZaliT damuxtuli, orive<br />

yurSi erTdroulad gaskda mexiviT, yumbarasaviT.<br />

"wadi, Svils mixede," - Tqva uceb <strong>avel</strong>umma,<br />

TviTonac rom ar elodeboda, ise mkafiod, ise<br />

mSvidad, ise Tavisuflad, gegonebodaT,<br />

momakvdavma rezidentma, bolo wuTas, mainc<br />

moaswro da saxelmwifo mniSvnelobis saidumlo -<br />

axali iaraRis formula Tu saswaulmoqmedi<br />

wamlis recepti - gadasca Tavisianso. "nu<br />

laparakob, ar SeiZleba - gaaCuma Svilma. mis win<br />

cal muxlze CaCoqiliyo, Tan aTrTolebul xels<br />

frTxilad usvamda saxeze - axlave movlen biWebi.<br />

nu geSinia" - gaagrZela yalbi arxeinobiT da -<br />

gtkivao? - CaekiTxa maSinve, gulwrfeli,<br />

SeuniRbavi cnobismoyvareobiT. <strong>avel</strong>ums stkioda,<br />

magram Svilis yuradRebam ufro auCuya guli,<br />

madlierebis cremli TavisiT Camoacocda loyaze,<br />

ramac TviTonve Seawuxa - Sercxva Svilisa.<br />

"gayidvaSia naftalini. siarulSia fexebi. WamaSia<br />

Rvezeli" - gaixumra Tavisi WkuiT, uneburad<br />

gamomJRavnebuli sisustis misaCqmalad. SeiZleba,<br />

arc icoda, ras ambobda. anda, ar icoda, ratom<br />

ambobda, maincdamainc, imas, rasac ambobda. misi<br />

arseba araviTar kontrols aRar eqvemdebareboda -<br />

ganTavisuflebuliyo yvelafrisagan, sakuTari<br />

Tavisganac - da erTaderTi, rac kidev unarCunebda<br />

aRqmisa da gansjis unars, sasmelis suni iyo,<br />

romelic mis qaliSvils amosdioda piridan,<br />

rogorc Cveulebriv rigiT jariskacs, da romelic<br />

axla ufro mZafrad scemda saxeSi. magram Svilma


isev rom gaaCuma, misive cremliT sveli TiTebi<br />

isev rom daafara tuCebze, gabrazda, Svilis<br />

gulkeTilma miuxvedrelobam gaabraza - Svili<br />

viTom Sveloda, viTom ufrTxildeboda, arada<br />

laparaks ar aclida da, SeiZleba, ukanasknel<br />

sityvasac uxSobda ZaliT, im ukanasknel sityvas,<br />

romlis saTqmeladac emzadeboda mTeli<br />

sicocxle, sizmarSi Tu cxadSi. garda amisa, Tu<br />

vinmesTan hqonda salaparako, SvilTan hqonda<br />

swored da, saxelmwifosgan gansxvavebiT, is mainc<br />

Tu daaclida, bevr rames etyoda. upirveles<br />

yovlisa ki imas etyoda, Tavisuflebis survili<br />

srulebiTac rom ar niSnavs TavisuflebisaTvis<br />

mzadyofnas, rogorc sqesobrivi simwife ar<br />

niSnavs, ojaxisSeqmnac rom SegiZlia.<br />

Tavisuflebis survilis mokvla xelovnuri<br />

frTebiTac SeiZleba, Tavisuflebis ufleba ki<br />

Zalian prozaulad, Zalian araromantikulad<br />

moipoveba mxolod. jer swavla da mere gavla - ai,<br />

umartivesi pasuxi am maradiuli rebusisa,<br />

romelsac adamiani gaCenis dRidan daaTrevs Tan,<br />

rogorc lokokina niJaras, romelic, erTsadaimave<br />

dros TavSesafaricaa misTvis da satusaRoc.<br />

danarCeni sisulelea yvelaferi. sisulele. da<br />

gindac ar moesmina, gindac bodvad CaeTvala misi<br />

nalaparakevi Svils, amas mainc unda eTqva, rac<br />

icoda, rac misi simarTle iyo, rac sjeroda, rac<br />

cxovrebam Caunerga, rasakvirvelia, misma<br />

cxovrebam, ris gamoc arasodes ucdia sxvisTvisac<br />

moexvia Tavze sakuTari codna-gamocdileba.<br />

magram Svili araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar SeiZleba<br />

iyos "sxva" da, aqedan gamomdinare, evaleboda


kidec, axla mainc eTqva swored SvilisTvis, rac<br />

aqamde ver Tqva Tu ar Tqva, da rasac Svilis garda,<br />

sxva mainc veravin gaigebda. albaT amitomac<br />

Seaxvedra isini RmerTma, marTlac rom saswaulad,<br />

da Tavisuflad SeiZleboda, aRar miscemodaT amis<br />

SesaZlebloba. <strong>avel</strong>ums ukve yvelaferi tkioda.<br />

Tumca, ara, tkivilma gadauara, an ra saxsenebeli<br />

iyo axla tkivili - sicocxlis cerberi!- roca<br />

aRaraferi darCeniliyo Tavad sicocxlisgan (ra<br />

Tqma unda, misi sicocxlisgan), am qeciani daskvnis<br />

meti. Tumca "qeciani daskvna" srulebiTac ar<br />

Seefereboda mis Tvalsazriss, ar gamoxatavda mis<br />

WeSmarit Sexedulebas sakuTar cxovrebaze da<br />

umal mxatvruli samkauli iyo wamieri fiqrisa,<br />

vidre filosofiuri kategoria. arada, Tavad<br />

kmayofili darCa am metaforiT. "qeciani daskvnao"<br />

- kmayofilma gaimeora gunebaSi. magram es<br />

moCvenebiTi, yalbi, sizmrismieri kmayofileba<br />

gaxldaT, imis tyupiscali, mZinares rom<br />

eufleboda xolme, roca misi gamoTiSuli goneba,<br />

ukve Camqrali, ukve saRi azrovnebis ki ara,<br />

saerTod ramis Seqmnis unars moklebuli,<br />

uneburad imeorebda azrovnebis, Seqmnis process<br />

da araTu namdvilis, aramed Sedevris elferSic<br />

xvevda mozmanebul leqssa Tu romelime calkeul<br />

gamonaTqvams, rac sinamdvileSi Cveulebrivi<br />

abrakadabraa, gnebavT, inteleqtualuri nagavi,<br />

fiqris jarTi, ocnebis Slami Tu survilis nexvi -<br />

SeumCnevlad dagrovili tvinis idumali<br />

labirinTis xvrelebSi.


"Svilis sisxlSi Cadga fexi. yvelani daviRupeT"<br />

- Tqva <strong>avel</strong>umma ukve CifCifiT, ukve<br />

sikvdilgamjdarma. sinamdvileSi ver Tqva, ver<br />

moaxerxa. qveda yba gaSeSeboda da es marto sicivis<br />

brali ar unda yofiliyo. nokautidan Zlivs<br />

gamorkveul mokrivesaviT, gaubedavad scada ybis<br />

ganZreva, magram ar gamouvida. "gauSvi axlave<br />

xeli. gauSvi meTqi. gesvri!" - iyvira<br />

ekaekaterinekatom da imave wams axalwlis Ramis<br />

mogugune siCumeSi damafrTxoblad gaCxakunda<br />

avtomatis saketi. imdenad moulodneli, ufro<br />

zustad ki, imdenad mosalodneli, imdenad<br />

bunebrivi iyo es xma garemosTvis, uneburad<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umic daiZaba, gaitruna, gailursa, raRacis,<br />

marTalia isev gaurkvevlis, magram amjerad<br />

ueWvelad uaresis molodinSi.


ekaekaterinekato fexze wamomdgariyo. erT-erTi<br />

biWi uknidan xvevda yelze xelebs. meore<br />

avtomatis warTmevas upirebda. gamwarebuli<br />

ibrZodnen samiveni: uxmod, daundoblad.<br />

ekaekaterinekato, etyoba, veRar yviroda, magrad<br />

hqonda xelebi yelSi waWerili, magram mainc ar<br />

Tmobda avtomats. SiSisagan saxegadaSlili,<br />

gondaxSuli biWebic umal daixocebodnen, vidre<br />

ganzraxvaze aiRebdnen xels. uceb avtomati<br />

TiTqos TavisTavad Sexta haerSi da<br />

ekaekaterinekatos cxvirpirSi daeZgera. imave wams<br />

<strong>avel</strong>ummac mTeli ZaliT miaxeTqa kefa damwvari<br />

manqanis borbals da ufro mixvda, vidre igrZno,<br />

rogor gauara tyviam tvinSi. biWebic imave wams<br />

gaiqcnen. mokuzulebi, wingadaxrilebi garbodnen,<br />

Tumca aravin gahkidebiaT. mewinaves<br />

ekaekaterinekatos avtomati Caexutebina mkerdSi<br />

da imaTma wagrZelebulma mocaxcaxe landebma<br />

uzarmazari virTxebiviT gadairbines xanZris<br />

gamonaSuqiT ganaTebul kedelze. "mama. mama. mama" -<br />

kioda cxvirpirdasisxlianebuli<br />

ekaekaterinekato.


uceb, mcxunvare mzem gadaaCaxCaxa iqauroba. jer<br />

kidev namian xeebze Citebi aJivJivdnen. balaxSi<br />

masTan TamaSiT daqanculi ZaRlebi eyarnen da<br />

enagadmogdebulni qaqanebdnen. "mama. mama. mama" -<br />

kioda ekaekaterinekato, romelic axla unda<br />

dabadebuliyo swored: melania wuxel moiyvanes aq<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umma da dedamisma da imis mere fexi ar<br />

moucvliaT aqedan - deda samSobiaros<br />

mosacdelSi ijda mTeli Rame, TviTon ki upatrono<br />

ZaRlebs eTamaSeboda ezoSi, Zili rom ar moreoda<br />

da droc gaeyvana rogorme. am dros, deda gamoCnda<br />

moasfaltebul bilikze. Cqara modioda da imasac<br />

TvalismomWreli naTeli gadasdioda saxeze. rac<br />

mTavaria, imanac icoda, misi Svili misi Svili ki<br />

ar iyo, aramed ormocdaTeqvsmetis martSi, Sardis<br />

suniT aqoTebul sadarbazoSi gardacvlili biWi.<br />

magram esec iseTive bunebriv movlenad iTvleboda<br />

axla, rogorc sxva yvelaferi: mziT gabrwyinebul<br />

xeebze aJivJivebuli Citebi, enagadmogdebuli,<br />

aqaqanebuli ZaRlebi da moasfaltebul bilikze<br />

momavali deda. aCqarebulad momavali dedis<br />

danaxvaze guli gauCerda. mixvda, raRac diadis,<br />

idumalis, erTdroulad damamSvideblisa da<br />

damafrTxoblis mauwyeblad moiswrafoda<br />

dedamisi, Tumca, amas ra didi mixvedra undoda,<br />

xelSi Cvili eWira da Soridanve dauZaxa<br />

ZaRlebTan moTamaSe Svils: "momilocavs, Svili<br />

geyola, daviRupeTo". "mec momilocavso" - uTxra<br />

melaniam wynarad. Tvali ar gauxelia, isev ise<br />

TvaldaxuWuli iwva, mZinaresaviT, oRond,<br />

samSobiaroSi ki ara, Sin, sakuTar sawolSi. is ki<br />

(<strong>avel</strong>umi) telefonTan idga, melanias sawolTan,


sacvlebis amara, fexSiSveli, saqalaqTaSoriso<br />

telefonis zariT dafeTebuli, eswuTia<br />

wamovardnili sawolidan, da jer isev dabneuli<br />

bRujavda gaoflil yurmils, romelmac,<br />

keTilmosurneTa saxeliT, aseve eswuTia, auwya<br />

moskovidan, qaliSvili rom SesZenoda parizSi.<br />

jer gauxarda, mere dafrTxa, mere ifiqra, iqneb<br />

viRacaSi veSlebio, radgan TviTon, TviTon ki ar<br />

iyo, aramed ucnobi biWi, usaxo da usaxelo, misi<br />

imediT gardacvlili jer kidev<br />

ormocdaTeqvsmeti wlis martSi. magram dedamisi<br />

srulebiTac ar Seuferxebia am ambavs. piriqiT,<br />

Soridanve dauZaxa, momilocavso, rogorc ki<br />

dainaxa. Tumca, <strong>avel</strong>umic sul sxva ramem<br />

daafrTxo maSin. marTalia, Tavs ukve kacad<br />

Tvlida, magram Tavzardamcemi sisastikiTa da<br />

daundoblobiT, im wuTas igrZno pirvelad, Tu ra<br />

mZime tvirTia kacoba, ra Zneli satarebeli.<br />

ramxela pasuxismgeblobas akisrebda, ara marto<br />

axlaxans Sobili sicocxlis, aramed yvelafris<br />

mimarT, rac misi TandaswrebiT, masTan erTad,<br />

Tundac misi survilis gareSec arsebobda da<br />

arsebobis uflebas inarCunebda, miuxedavad<br />

cxovrebis sisastikisa da daundoblobisa -<br />

moJivJive, briyvi Citebi iqneboda es, acaxcaxebul<br />

foTlebze guluxvad gadaRvrili mze, sruliad<br />

ucxo adamianTan TamaSiT daqanculi ZaRlebi Tu<br />

moasfaltebul bilikze sulisSemZvrelad<br />

momRimari deda (<strong>avel</strong>ums ase momRimari, adreuli,<br />

ararsebuli bavSvobis mere, aRarc unaxavs is),<br />

romelic advili SesaZlebelia, marTla misi deda<br />

ki ar iyo, aramed quCaSi mokluli biWisa. "axla ra


unda vqna? rogor unda moviqceo?" - hkiTxa Tavadac<br />

momRimarma, dedisgan Rimilgadadebulma.<br />

"daviRupeT yvelanio"- Tqva dedam, viTom<br />

xumrobiT, da gaoflili Tma Sublidan frTxilad<br />

gadauwia Cvils, romelic erTdroulad<br />

<strong>avel</strong>umicaa, <strong>avel</strong>umis kanonieri da ukanono<br />

Svilic, ormocdaTeqvsmetSi daRupuli biWic da<br />

wvergauparsavi stumaric... mziT abrialebul<br />

akaciebze ki Citebi JivJiveben. irgvliv, namian<br />

balaxSi, ZaRlebi yrian da uaRresad Wkvianuri,<br />

azriani gamoxedviT malaven TavianT briyvul,<br />

sulelur fiqrebsa da survilebs. bilikze deda<br />

dgas, erTdroulad bednieric da ubeduric,<br />

xalisianic da fiqrianic - TvalgaSterebuli<br />

Tavisi maradiuli, dauleveli safiqralisTvis.<br />

mis xelebSi ki axali sicocxle feTqavs, sunTqavs,<br />

Cxavis, iWinTeba, ibrZvis, sibrazisgan<br />

saxedaWmuWnuli, damduRruliviT<br />

kanalaplapebuli da patara, lorwovani muStebiT<br />

igeriebs erTbaSad miqseul cxovrebas, eswuTia<br />

samoTxidan gamoZevebuli, damcirebuli,<br />

ugulebelyofili da mainc udiadesi,<br />

ukeTilSobilesi Sedegi <strong>avel</strong>umis uazro, umizno<br />

da umniSvnelo arsebobisa...


"miSveleT. miSveleT. miSveleT" - kivis<br />

ekaekaterinekato. mTavrobis sasaxlis Tavze<br />

xanZris mogugune gamonaSuqiT ganaTebuli da<br />

tyviebiT dafleTili droSa, ki ar frialebs,<br />

cdilobs ifrialos. <strong>avel</strong>ums ki hgonia, zRvis xma<br />

mesmiso. cremlebiT Tvalebdabinduli jer<br />

verafers xedavs da - "aki didi sinaTleao", -<br />

ubrazdeba Tu sayvedurobs viRacas. magram imave<br />

wams zRvis gabrwyinebuli zedapiric gamoCndeba.<br />

sibnelis zRva italReba Zirs, Tunuqisa da<br />

Siferis saxuravebiT mofenili - saxuravebis<br />

mTeli arqipelagi gadaWimula horizontamde -<br />

saxuravebze ki SiSveli adamianebi dganan, maRla<br />

iyurebian, misken, da Tavgamodebulni uyvirian<br />

raRacas. tuCebis moZraobaze etyobaT, erTsa da<br />

imave sityvas yviris yvela, magram Tavad sityva ar<br />

ismis, zRvisa Tu moaxlovebuli sinaTlis kidev<br />

ufro mZlavri guguni axSobs albaT. rac mTavaria<br />

"kunZulelebsac", dedamisiviT, axalSobili<br />

Cvilebi uWiravT xelSi, mas aCveneben, SeiZleba,<br />

awvdian kidec, magram swored am dros, oTxive<br />

mxridan, eniT uTqmeli sinaTle wamova da<br />

erTbaSad, uTavbolod gadaSlis yvelafers,<br />

rogorc uwmawur sityvasa Tu naxats gadaSlis<br />

xolme dafidan maswavlebeli, nerviuli, braziani<br />

siswrafiT...

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