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<strong>terh</strong> <strong>idn</strong> <strong>tk</strong> <strong>Gr</strong> <strong>meM</strong> ir⋲tedaroM ka <strong>taMt</strong>a <strong>lga</strong> <strong>rha</strong> <strong>Ta</strong>≥ k˚kU ¿∆yadatr åpne kmre<br />
<strong>meM</strong> hI p¿\a rhta..hm<strong>meM</strong> se ko^% ¨se vhIM Kana phuMca deta≥ kBI-kBI vh xayd cI¿joM ka<br />
jay¿ja lene ke ilye kuC der ko åpne-åap hI bahr åa jata to sb ¨se ≤se kOtUhl åOr<br />
By se deKte manoM ko^% jMglI janvr åpna ipMjra tu¿\akr bahr inkl åaya ho≥ vh<br />
BI kBI ¨¿\tI to kBI jmI n¿jr se ijs iksI ko deKne-GUrne lgta, kBI rso^% <strong>meM</strong> åa<br />
jata åOr panI vgErh maMg leta≥ muJe ¨se deK ≤sa lgta ik jEse vh kuC khne åaya ho<br />
leikn BUl gya ho ik ˚ya khna hE≥ tb ko^% pUC leta ik panI caihye to panI lekr<br />
vaips kmre <strong>meM</strong> lOq jata≥<br />
dIdI-BEya ke bçce kOtUhlvx k˚kU ke kmre ke åaspas mM\rate rhte åOr bar<br />
bar åMdr JaMkne kI koixx krte ≥ k˚kU kI kEsI BI hr¿kt ¨~heM åjUba hI lgtI åOr<br />
ve ´k dUsre ko irpoqR krte rhte jEse ik ko^% bhut b¿\I Koj kr marI ho≥ vh ¨nke<br />
ilye mano iksI ici¿\ya<strong>Gr</strong> ya åjayb<strong>Gr</strong> ka numa^~da <strong>Ta</strong>≥ k˚kU kI besrokarI ya<br />
iJ¿\ikyaM donoM hI ¨~heM ¨ksatI≥ dIdI kI b¿\I beqI jo kuC smJdar ho clI TI ,<br />
muJse bolI- "k˚kU mama hmse Kelte ˚yoM nhIM"<br />
"k˚kU mama bImar hEM"<br />
"leikn hmse bat ˚yoM nhIM krte"<br />
"--------------------"<br />
"jb ixmla åaye Te to KUb JUqe ma^%MyaM krte Te..... pIQvale Go¿\e kI svarI BI<br />
krate Te. åb to kuC nhIM krte.... tb cakleq BI laya krte Te ..."<br />
"--------------------"<br />
"sonu khta hE k˚kU mama pagl ho gye hEM"<br />
"kOn sonu"<br />
"p¿\os vala l¿\ka≥"<br />
"bkvas krta hE vh"<br />
"leikn sonu kI mmI kh rhI TIM-"<br />
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" b¿\b¿\ mt kr ¿∆yada"<br />
k˚kU phlI bar ^s åpne <strong>Gr</strong> <strong>meM</strong> åaya <strong>Ta</strong> åOr p¿\oisyoM ne jane khaM se pUre <strong>Gr</strong> ka<br />
^ithas Koj \ala <strong>Ta</strong>≥<br />
"tum log k˚kU ko ^tna prexan ˚yoM krte ho...^s trh kBI ¨ske kmre ka<br />
drvaja Dikyana...bar-bar BItr JaMkna..khaM kI tmI¿j hE"<br />
"mEM to ≤sa nhIM krtI....muJe to k˚kU mama se \r lgta hE..pta nhIM kEse- kEse<br />
deKte hEM"<br />
"tum b¿\I ho ¨nko mna ikya kro"<br />
"mEne to kha <strong>Ta</strong> pr merI bat ko^% manta hI nhIM.....pr mOsI k˚kU mama sc <strong>meM</strong><br />
pagl hEM ˚ya"<br />
bçcoM kI nasmJI, ¨nka Bolapn ijtna mIQa hota hE ¨tna hI k®U®r BI≥ jo<br />
bat ¨nke ¿jhn ke dayre <strong>meM</strong> QIk se nhIM åMqtI, ¨se janne ka kOtUhl kuredta-kuredta<br />
k®Urta kI hdoM pr phuMc jata hE≥ k˚kU kI åsama~yta bçcoM kI idlcßpI ka ke~d®<br />
bnI hu^% TI åOr ma“ \aMq dekr ¨~heM roka nhIM ja pa <strong>rha</strong> <strong>Ta</strong>≥ pUre <strong>Gr</strong> pr ^s ißTit ka<br />
tnav sa Caya huåa <strong>Ta</strong>≥ maM ko ^s bat se kaPI kΩq <strong>Ta</strong> ik bhU-beiqyoM ko bçcoM ke<br />
samne Ba^% kI prvah nhIM ...ve ¨~heM \ra-Dmka kr ya smJa-buJa kr ˚yoM nhIM<br />
roktI ≥ k˚kU ik~hIM ke ilye m¿jak bn kr rh jaye yh kEse sh sktI TI vh÷ jra<br />
sa hox åate hI maM Kud k˚kU ke Kane-pIne ko deKne lg gyIM TI≥ yUM logo kI<br />
åavajahI <strong>meM</strong>, pit ke ¿gm se jnmI ijßm kI kmjorI åOr trh trh kI mehmanoM ke saT<br />
åOpcairktayeM inBane <strong>meM</strong> ¨nko GMqoM k˚kU kI sUrt <strong>tk</strong> deKna nsIb n hota ....iPr<br />
BI k˚kU ke Kan-pan kI pUCtaC ve kr hI letIM åOr iksI n iksI ke i¿jµme ¨se <strong>lga</strong><br />
detIM≥<br />
´k <strong>idn</strong> pta nhIM ˚ya huåa--Kane kI <strong>Ta</strong>lI k˚kU ke ibna Cú hI lOq åayI≥<br />
dUsre <strong>idn</strong> BI yhI huåa--Kana ∆yoM ka †yoM p¿\a <strong>rha</strong>...k˚kU ne kuC Kaya hI nhIM≥ maM<br />
åpne-åap ¨se dene gyIM..tb BI nhIM Kaya≥ maM ke ^srar krne pr bola-" nhIM åap BI<br />
mt Kana≥ ¨~hoMne ^s<strong>meM</strong> kuC \al idya hE÷"<br />
"iksne ˚ya \al idya hEæ<br />
"¨~hone"<br />
"kOn ˚ya \al idya hE "<br />
"kha n ---ko^% ¿jhr imlaya hE"<br />
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"kOn imlayega ¿jhr...kEsI bateM krta hE tU÷ hm sbne BI yhI Kana Kaya hE≥<br />
hme to kuC nhIM huåa, cl Ka le To¿\a sa≥"<br />
bhut khne pr jb k˚kU nhIM mana <strong>Ta</strong> to BEya phuMc gye Te Gqna-ßTl pr≥<br />
"^se smJaåo≥ khta hE Kane <strong>meM</strong> ¿jhr imla hE÷ Kayega nhIM to clega kEse÷ åage<br />
hI ^tna km¿jor ho gya hE≥"<br />
BEya ne iJ¿\k idya <strong>Ta</strong> ¨se≥<br />
"pagl ho gya hE tU÷ ¿jhr ˚yoM imlayega ko^%÷ sb tere åpne hI hE yhaM≥ cl<br />
j¬dI se Ka ≥ maM ko prexan mt kr≥ phle hI hm kuC km <strong>tk</strong>lIP <strong>meM</strong> nhIM...¨pr se tU..."<br />
BEya ne cµmc <strong>meM</strong> cavl Brkr ¨ske muMh <strong>meM</strong> QUMs idye≥<br />
k˚kU ke muMh <strong>meM</strong> cavl to cle gye ˚yoMik vh BEya ka haT hqane ko phle se tEyar<br />
nhIM <strong>Ta</strong> pr Jq se ¨sne TU-TU krke muMh ka sb kuC bahr inkal idya≥ BEya gußse se<br />
tmtma ¨Qe- " nhIM Kayega to ikska nuksan krega...åpna hI to≥ pta hE n ^ska<br />
hx®≥ mEM to sIDe tuJe åßptal iBjva dUMga..cl Ka \al j¬dI se≥ "<br />
k˚kU ko åcank jane ˚ya huåa <strong>Ta</strong>≥ åjIb \r åOr n¿Prt BrI åaMKoM se ¨sne<br />
BEya ko GUra åOr maM kI åor muKaitb ho bola<br />
"yhI hEM, yhI hEM.....^~hoMne hI ¿jhr imlaya hE Kane <strong>meM</strong> "<br />
maM ka cehra dhxt se shm gya <strong>Ta</strong>≥<br />
"tera BEya hE yh≥ ≤sa mt kh≥ ¿glt¿PhmI ho gyI hE tuJe ≥"<br />
"^q ^j qa^%m qU sEM\ ihm bEk qU d haAißpql ≥ ^skI halt ∆yada hI Krab ho<br />
gyI hE" BWya khte-khte kmre se bahr ho gye≥<br />
k˚kU kI n¿Prt , åak®ox åOr By BrI åaKeM jate hú BEya kI pIQ pr icpkI<br />
rhIM≥ bhut der <strong>tk</strong> ¨n åaMKoM <strong>meM</strong> vhI Bav bna <strong>rha</strong>≥<br />
maM ke mna krne ke bavjUd vh dohrata <strong>rha</strong>-"nhIM nhIM, åapko nhIM pta...^~hoMne<br />
imlaya hE ¿jhr≥ Îyan rKna åap BI...ye åapko BI mar \aleMge≥ .....mEM sc kh <strong>rha</strong> hUM<br />
.....muJe pta hE...ye åapko BI mar \aleMge≥ b¿\a ¿Ktrnak åadmI hE yh≥"<br />
maM kI Gbrahq åaMsuåoM <strong>meM</strong> tbdIl hone lgI TI≥ mEne k˚kU ke maTe ko shlate hú<br />
¨se xaMt krne kI koixx kI-"tuJe ko^% nhIM marega k˚kU≥ ib¬kul mt \r≥ hm sb to<br />
tuJe πyar krte hEM...\r iks bat ka"<br />
¨sne Kana nhIM hI Kaya≥ ^Dr hm sb iPr se åanejane valoM ke bIc rm gye≥<br />
+ + + + + +<br />
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dophr <strong>meM</strong> maM ne BEya se ågle <strong>idn</strong> dhaye (mOt ka dsvaM <strong>idn</strong>) pr <strong>Gr</strong> <strong>meM</strong> hone vale<br />
hvn ke ilye samg®I lane ko kha <strong>Ta</strong>≥ BEya ne gErej se ßkUqr inkala to ipCla pihya<br />
pM˚cr <strong>Ta</strong>≥ vhIM gErej ke bahr gilyare <strong>meM</strong> BEya qayr bdlne lge≥ hm sb åMdr Te≥<br />
åcank BEya kI dhlatI cIK sun p¿\I-"åre mar \ala÷"<br />
mEM BagI-BagI bahr åayI≥ k˚kU haT <strong>meM</strong> KUn se sna cakU ilye BEya ko ¨sI<br />
n¿PrtI ingah se deK <strong>rha</strong> <strong>Ta</strong>≥ BEya peq ko haT se pk¿\e ¿jmIn pr t¿\p rhe Te≥ KUn kI<br />
Dar kmI¿j, pEMq ko rMgtI PxR ko tr kr rhI TI≥ mEM cIK ¨QI-"ye ˚ya kr idya tUne<br />
k˚kU÷" ≥<br />
¨ska cehra, ijs pr ka tnav kuC |Ila p¿\ <strong>rha</strong> <strong>Ta</strong> , iPr se åk¿\ sa gya≥<br />
vh åpne kmre kI åor Bag gya≥ <strong>Gr</strong> ke dUsre sdßy, matmpusIR krne åaye tmam log<br />
åb <strong>Gr</strong> ke bahr mjma <strong>lga</strong>ye Te≥ caca kI ga¿\I bahr hI K¿\I TI ≥ BEya ko turMt<br />
åßptal phuMcaya gya≥<br />
åcank iptajI kI mOt ka sMdBR sb BUl gye Te åOr batcIt ka ke~d® bn gya<br />
<strong>Ta</strong> k˚kU≥ åpne-åpne |Mg se iqπpNI kr rhe Te sb--'" jo Ba^% ^ska sbse ∆yada krta<br />
<strong>Ta</strong> , deKo ¨sI ko mara ^sne" "pta nhIM ˚yoM, sbko ¨se <strong>Gr</strong> lane kI p¿\I rhtI<br />
hE...phle bap ko mara, iPr Ba^% ko≥ åçCa <strong>Ta</strong> vhIM åßptal <strong>meM</strong> p¿\a rhta÷..^skI<br />
¿j
<strong>Gr</strong> <strong>meM</strong> rhna Ktre se KalI nhIM≥ maM Kamox sbkI slaheM sun letIM≥ ´k bar dIdI se ¨~he<br />
^tna khte suna <strong>Ta</strong>- "tum sb to åpne-åpne <strong>Gr</strong>oM <strong>meM</strong> suKI bEQe ho..mEM ¨skI n k>M to åOr<br />
kOn krega...tum sb Ba^% bhnoM kI to åpnI åpnI i¿jMdgI hE≥ ¨ske ilye to åb mEM hI<br />
hUM..åaiKr ^s <strong>Gr</strong> <strong>meM</strong> ¨ska BI hk hE...åOr iksI pr n ho maM pr to hE≥" khte-khte maM<br />
ro dI TIM iptajI kI ånupißTit ka åhsas hra ho gya <strong>Ta</strong>≥<br />
gußsa muJe BI k˚kU pr hI åata <strong>Ta</strong> leikn iPr yhI socne pr mjbUr ho jatI<br />
ik ¨se ågr åpne åOr BEya ke ir⋲te ka åhsas hota to ≤sa krta hI ˚yoM÷ tb<br />
åncahe mn ko yh ßvIkarne pr mjbUr krna p¿\ta ik k˚kU åb k˚kU nhIM hE≥ åOr<br />
yhI ßvIkZit sbse pI¿\adayk sçca^% TI≥ maM BI ågr man letIM ik k˚kU ko ¨nke<br />
saT ir⋲te ka åhsas nhIM , ik vh manisk tOr pr pUrI trh inßpMd ho cuka hE to bat<br />
xayd kuC åasan ho jatI≥ ir⋲ta to¿\na mumikn ho jata≥ jb ko^% mr jata hE to<br />
åMtt hm ¨ske n hone ko ßvIkarte hI hEM åOr iPr nye isre se ¨ske saT åpna ir⋲ta<br />
pirBaizt krte hEM≥ k˚kU ke sMdBR <strong>meM</strong> n ye iksI jIte ^Msan ka ir⋲ta <strong>Ta</strong> n iksI mZt ke<br />
saT punp%irBaizt ir⋲ta≥ jIivt ^Msan ke saT ir⋲ta jo¿\a jata hE to ¨s j¿u\ne <strong>meM</strong><br />
´k åpeœa rhtI hE, km se km phcane jane kI åpeœa to rhtI hI hE≥ yhaM na na krte<br />
hú BI hm åpeœa krte rhte Te ik xayd åpeœa krna hI shI ho≥ sMdeh åOr iv⋲vas ke<br />
bIc \olte cle jana hI hmarI inyit bn gyI TI≥<br />
kBI lgta ik jo Ba^% bhn åb hmare saT nhIM rhte Te ¨nke ilye k˚kU se<br />
ir⋲ta to¿\na åpeœakZt åasan <strong>Ta</strong> ^sIilye ´k trh se ¨~hoMne ir⋲ta to¿\a hI huåa <strong>Ta</strong><br />
åOr åb sb kI koixx yh TI ik maM BI ´kbargI hI ¨sse to¿\ leM leikn maM se ko^%<br />
kuC ≤sa khta to ¨~heM bhut coq lgtI≥ dIdI ke kuC ≤se khne pr b¿\I harI hu^%<br />
åavaj <strong>meM</strong> maM ne jvab idya <strong>Ta</strong>-"ijs tn lage ,so^% tn jaNe..b¿\e beqe kI deKBal to<br />
sBI kr rhe hEM kuC <strong>idn</strong> <strong>meM</strong> QIk ho jayega..iPr bIvI -bçce BI hE M÷ maM ka ijgra maM hI<br />
jantI hE....ijskI ijMdgI gkR ho rhI hE maM ko to ¨sI bçce ko sMBalna hE ≥"<br />
sara <strong>idn</strong> k˚kU bMd hI <strong>rha</strong>≥ åaDa pirvar yUM BI BEya ke ilye åßptal <strong>meM</strong> c˚kr<br />
<strong>lga</strong>ne <strong>meM</strong> mxgUl <strong>Ta</strong>. k˚kU ko sb BUl hI gye jEse mrne ke ilye Co¿\ idya ho≥ bs maM hI<br />
bar-bar drvaja KqKqakr ¨sse Kana Kane ka ^srar krtI rhIM≥ pr ¨sne nhIM hI<br />
Kola≥<br />
ågle <strong>idn</strong> åßptal jane ke phle maM ne ro-ro kr Coqe BEya se ¿Piryad kI-"kuC<br />
kro n ^ska BI÷ vnaR vh to BUK se hI mr jayega≥"<br />
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Coqe BEya k˚kU ke kmre kI åor gye åOr DpaDp drvaje pr åpne BarI-Brkm<br />
bUqoM se QokreM marne lge≥ mEM \r rhI TI ik k˚kU khIM ¨nko BI cakU n mar de≥ cakU<br />
åaiKr ¨ske pas hI <strong>Ta</strong>≥ Gbrahq se kaMptI mEM BEya ke pICe jakr K¿\I ho gyI≥<br />
Coqe BEya pr jEse BUt svar <strong>Ta</strong>≥ tab¿\to¿\ drva¿je pr haToM åOr bUqoM se mare hI<br />
cle ja rhe Te≥ kBI åpne pUre bdn ke ¿jor se D˚ka dekr Kolne kI koixx krte≥ k˚kU<br />
kI n åMdr se åava¿j åayI n hI drva¿ja Kula≥ mera hlk sUKne <strong>lga</strong>≥ ¿j>r k˚kU ko<br />
kuC ho gya hE≥ tIn <strong>idn</strong> se ¨sne kuC Kaya BI nhIM <strong>Ta</strong>≥ xayd behox p¿\a ho≥ mEM<br />
ic¬lane lgI-"k˚kU πlI¿j Kol n drva¿ja≥ tere ko ko^% kuC nhIM khega≥ deK mEM dIdI hUM<br />
n terI≥ mEM p®aims krtI hUM ko^% tuJe haT nhIM <strong>lga</strong>yega≥ cl Kol de drva¿ja≥"<br />
merI bat ka BI ko^% åsr nhIM huåa≥<br />
shsa ¿jor-¿jor se Dikyane se ¨pr kI isqknI ke pec Kud-bKud |Ile hokr<br />
bahr åa gye åOr drva¿ja B˚k se Kul gya≥<br />
k˚kU ´k kone <strong>meM</strong> dubka bEQa <strong>Ta</strong>≥ ¨skI \r se shmI , mOt jEsI QM\I åaMKeM<br />
drvaje kI åor hI iqkI hu^%M TIM≥ BEya ¨skI åor b¿|e to vh åOr ¿∆yada åpne <strong>meM</strong> ismq<br />
gya≥ ¨ske cehre kI ¨dasInta åOr QM\apn iksI b¿PR kI dIvar kI trh j¿\ åOr<br />
åpardxIR Te≥ mEne ¨ske pas jakr kha-"≤se ˚yoM bEQa hE k˚kU ÷ \rne kI ko^% bat<br />
nhIM≥"<br />
vh KoKlI sI ingah se muJe takta <strong>rha</strong>≥ Coqe BEya ne ¨se haT dekr K¿\a krte<br />
hú sDI sI åavaj <strong>meM</strong> kha-"Kana Ka le"<br />
maM Kana <strong>Ta</strong>lI <strong>meM</strong> sjaye tb <strong>tk</strong> kmre <strong>meM</strong> mOjUd TIM≥ BEya ne ¨se kusIR pr bEQa<br />
idya≥ ibßtr yUM BI guc¿\-muc¿\ huåa p¿\a <strong>Ta</strong>--do -tIn <strong>idn</strong> se bnaya hI nhIM <strong>Ta</strong> xayd<br />
iksI ne÷ maM ne åpne haT se kOr to¿\kr iKlana xu> ikya åOr vh ibna ivroD ikye<br />
Kata <strong>rha</strong>≥ Kana Kate hú ¨ske cehre pr muJe ´k tuiΩq ka Bav dIKa jEse iksI BUK se<br />
ibliblate ixxu ke muMh <strong>meM</strong> maM ka ßtn lg jane pr hota hE≥ vh cehra b¿\a xaMt sa <strong>lga</strong>≥<br />
kuC der phle ke tUPan kI ßmZit kI Caya <strong>tk</strong> vhaM nhIM TI≥<br />
iPr BI, k˚kU ko j¬d hI åßptal Bejna la¿jmI ho gya <strong>Ta</strong> ˚yoMik iksI ko<br />
åb ¨ske √yvhar pr Brosa nhIM rh gya <strong>Ta</strong>≥ maM to åBI BI i¿jd krtI TIM-"tum log<br />
¨se muJ pr ˚yoM nhIM Co¿\ dete≥ mEM ¨skI deKBal kr lUMgI≥ iksI ko ¨ske n¿jdIk<br />
Pqkne kI ¿j>rt nhIM≥"<br />
BEya åßptal se lOqe to åaram krne ke ilye mhIna Br hmare pas hI
dsveM åOr tehrveM kI rß<strong>meM</strong> b¿\I KamoxI se hI åda hu^%M TIM≥ hvn <strong>meM</strong> b¿\e BEya kI<br />
namOjUdgI mn hI mn hm sbko bhut prexan kr rhI TI--pr k˚kU ko BI ˚ya doz<br />
idya ja skta <strong>Ta</strong>÷ BEya maM ko yhI smJate-"¨se åßptal Bejna bhut j>rI hE≥<br />
ågle mhIne xix kI xadI kI tarIK BI to hE≥ ¨ske ^Mt¿jam krogI ya k˚kU kI<br />
deKBal÷ yUM BI <strong>Gr</strong> pr mehman vgErh åayeMge, k˚kU ke hote kEse clega÷"<br />
BEya ke mn <strong>meM</strong> k˚kU ke p®it vEr ya ix¿kayt ka Bav ¿jra sa BI nhIM <strong>Ta</strong>-<strong>Ta</strong> to<br />
´k gu> daiy†v ka boJ≥ mera mn Br sa åaya <strong>Ta</strong>≥ ^se hI khte hE M k–R√yoM kI ,<br />
daiy†voM kI qkrahq÷ khaM se imltI hE shI kmR ke cunav kI p®erNa÷ ˚ya k˚kU ke ¨pr<br />
muJe cunna-merI xadI ka ^Mt¿jam krne ke ilye k˚kU ko raßte se hqa dena-BEya ka shI<br />
¿PEsla <strong>Ta</strong>÷ ˚ya hota hE kmR åOr DmR ka samMjßy ˚ya BEya ka cunav shI <strong>Ta</strong> kOn<br />
btayega ˚ya v¿˚t BI shI jvab de pata hE v¿˚t jo pirißTityoM ko bhut dUr, bhut<br />
pICe Co¿\ åata hE÷ jo isPR ßmZityoM ke bUte pr hI ißTityoM kI ivvecna kr skta hE÷<br />
vtRman ijs<strong>meM</strong> hm jIte hEM vh to hmexa hI ma“ sval ¨Qata hE--jvab ya to åtIt ke<br />
gBR <strong>meM</strong> soye hote hEM ya BivΩy ke åMDeroM <strong>meM</strong> gumsum÷ tb ko^% ˚ya kre÷ jIna to jEse<br />
<strong>lga</strong>tar bune jane vale inNRyoM kI ´k ktar Br hE-¨¬qa ya sIDa, hr buMda hI nmUna<br />
bnata jata hE÷ isPR sIDa-sIDa bune jaåo to nmUna BI ˚ya bnega÷<br />
maM ko åkele Co¿\ne ko mn nhIM manta <strong>Ta</strong> pr sb khte xadI
´k bar åOr ir⋲tedaroM ka <strong>taMt</strong>a <strong>lga</strong>≥ dIdI åOr Coqe BEya isPR do -do <strong>idn</strong> kI<br />
CufiI pr åaye Te≥<br />
iksI ne k˚kU ka i¿jk® nhIM ikya≥ xadI kI rßmoM ke dOran vh åßptal <strong>meM</strong> hm<br />
sb se beKbr p¿\a <strong>Ta</strong>≥ maM ne BEya se kha to <strong>Ta</strong>-"km se km ¨se xadI kI imQa^% to de<br />
åayeM" åOr BEya ne iJ¿\k idya <strong>Ta</strong> maM ko-"kEsI bateM krtI hEM÷ bImarI <strong>meM</strong> imQa^% Bla<br />
pcegI÷"<br />
"to BI ˚ya muMh to <strong>lga</strong> lega≥ xgn hota hE Ba^% ka "<br />
"QIk hE, QIk hE, de åa¨Mga"<br />
yUM j⋲n ¨tna b¿\a nhIM <strong>Ta</strong> jEsa ik sama~y pirißTityoM <strong>meM</strong> hota≥ isPR krIbI<br />
ir⋲tedar hI bulaye gye Te≥ ´k trh se ~yUntm saj-s∆ja åOr sMgIt <strong>Ta</strong>≥ mÁm sur <strong>meM</strong><br />
gUMjtI xhna^% åOr ⋲vet PUloM se bunI vedI÷ sai†vk sa mahOl≥ mF†yu, j~m åOr ivvah-<br />
-s– ke tIn ibMdu÷ ´k hI reKa pr ibCe tIn ibMdu÷ ´k saT hI iktne dUr åOr iktne<br />
pas ≥ ko^% BI ibMdu dUsre ko CUta nhI,M iPr BI Gul jata hE dUsre <strong>meM</strong>÷ mn åßt-√yßt hI<br />
<strong>rha</strong>≥ hr rßm kI ådaygI <strong>meM</strong> iptajI kI ånupißTit muKr ho jatI åOr åaMKeM pinya<br />
jatIM≥<br />
mn <strong>meM</strong> khIM yh åpraD Bav sa BI bEQ gya <strong>Ta</strong> ik mEM sbko kΩq <strong>meM</strong> p¿\a Co¿\ kr<br />
ja rhI hUM≥ maM åOr k˚kU-jEse sbko merI j>rt hE åOr mEM ¨~heM bIc m#JDar <strong>meM</strong> Co¿\ Kud<br />
nav pk¿\ kr iknare ja bEQne lgI hUM≥ \olI c¿|ne ke phle <strong>Gr</strong> kI \Yo¿|I Co¿\te hú nanI<br />
ne muJ pr se jO var kr jb kha <strong>Ta</strong>-"åb tere Bag tere , hmare Bag hmare≥ tuJko tere<br />
<strong>Gr</strong> ka Bag lge" to merI
BagI hona j>rI nhIM hota÷...bat åxok kI hI nhIM TI...merI åpnI BI to...˚ya k˚kU<br />
ke Ba©y <strong>meM</strong> mera Bag <strong>Ta</strong>÷<br />
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åxok ke saT sc <strong>meM</strong> iksI nyI duinya <strong>meM</strong> åa gyI TI mEM≥ bµb^% kI iktne hI r#goM<br />
se BrI, chktI-mhktI, iJlimlatI duinya÷ sMgIt kI xa<strong>meM</strong>, iTyeqr kI xa<strong>meM</strong>, iP¬mI<br />
istaroM kI xame÷ hr xam kI åpnI ålg hI mhk, hr xam ka åpna ålg hI rMg÷<br />
åxok åpne ^dR-igdR hr pl merI hI mOjUdgI cahta--´k G¿\I ko BI ålg n hone deta≥<br />
yhaM <strong>tk</strong> ik åksr <strong>idn</strong> <strong>meM</strong> BI jb vh ibjnes mIiqMg ke ilye jata to muJe saT rKta≥<br />
vh ^mart ke åMdr jakr mIiqMg kr åata åOr mEM bahr ¸a^%vr ke saT kar <strong>meM</strong> bEQI<br />
rhtI≥ jb xhr ke bahr jana hota to vh hmarI ipkink ya CufiI hI bn jatI≥ vh<br />
muJse khta-"tum to ≤sa hIra ho ik <strong>Gr</strong> pr BI åkela nhIM Co¿\ skta≥"<br />
"˚yoM <strong>Gr</strong> pr ˚ya ho jayega"<br />
"˚ya pta ko^% hOva le jaye"<br />
"hOva ya åadm"<br />
"mEM to iksI ka Brosa nhIM krta"<br />
mera sMsar pUrI trh se åxok se i<strong>Gr</strong>a <strong>Ta</strong>≥ ¨s<strong>meM</strong> khIM iksI ke ilye BI jgh nhIM<br />
bcI TI≥ mEM maM ko Kt <strong>tk</strong> ilKne kI ¿Purst n inkal patI≥ ijn maM åOr k˚kU ke saT<br />
merI i¿jMdgI ke brsoM ka pUra-pUra saJa <strong>Ta</strong> åb merI ro¿jmraR kI i¿jMdgI <strong>meM</strong> ¨nka ko^%<br />
sMdBR BI n <strong>Ta</strong>≥ subh se xam <strong>tk</strong> bs ¨s ´k kI hI igr¿∏t <strong>meM</strong> rhtI mEM--¨sI ke ilye Kud<br />
ko bnana-sMvarna, ¨sI kI ¿j>rtoM ke bare <strong>meM</strong> socna--iPr vh cahe na⋲te, lMc åOr<br />
i\nr ke ilye ro¿j muK`til¿P ikßm ke Kane bnane kI yojna ho, ya v˚t pr ¨ske kp¿\e<br />
DobI se Dulvane ka ^Mt¿jam krna ho ya ¨skI kmI¿joM ke qUqe bqn <strong>lga</strong>na ho≥ vh <strong>Gr</strong><br />
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BI jEse åxok ka hI ivßtar <strong>Ta</strong> åOr ¨ske hr ihßse ko sjane ke ilye mEM nye-nye<br />
suJav Koja krtI TI åOr iPr ¨nko åsilyt kI x˚l dene ke ilye kBI n K†m hone<br />
vale bajar ke c˚kr xu> ho jaya krte--kBI prde bdlne hote, kBI nya be\kvr<br />
caihye hota , kBI åxok ke ilye nye PExn kI kmI¿j KrIdnI hotI åOr kBI Kud ko<br />
sjane ke ilye nyI sa¿\I÷ Kud ko sjakr mEM åxok ko hI Kux krtI≥ ågr åxok<br />
muJe kBI åkela Co¿\ BI deta to ¨sse ju¿\e kam muJe iPrnI kI trh Gumaye rhte≥<br />
i¿jMdgI jEse iksI GUmte hú pihye ke taroM <strong>meM</strong> åqk gyI TI åOr vh pihya åpnI te¿j git<br />
<strong>meM</strong> bhaye cle ja <strong>rha</strong> <strong>Ta</strong> muJe÷ pl Br ko BI saMs lene kI ¿Purst nhIM--isPR git, bhav,<br />
clna÷ xadI ke phle merI i¿jMdgI kI git ^tnI DImI TI ik ¨ske bhav ko mEM deK<br />
sktI TI, sUMG sktI TI, mhsUs kr sktI TI≥ i¿jMdgI <strong>meM</strong> <strong>Ta</strong> BI ˚ya--kalej, sheilyaM,<br />
maM, k˚kU åOr iptajI ≥ dUsre Ba^%-bhn to KtoM åOr ¨†svoM ka ihßsa Te≥ ro¿jmraR kI<br />
i¿jMdgI <strong>meM</strong> to igne-cune logoM kI hI ixrkt TI≥ jbik åxok ka åTR <strong>Ta</strong> vh sara '<br />
pEraPrinilya' ijs<strong>meM</strong> ¨ska pirvar, ¨ske |er sare doßt, doßtoM kI pi†nyaM, paiqRyaM,<br />
ibjnes ka~qe˚qs, åOr n jane iktnI ikßm kI åakißmktayeM BI xaiml TIM≥<br />
do brs bItne ko åaye, mEM ^s dOran ´k bar BI maM se imlne nhIM ja skI≥ yUM<br />
<strong>idn</strong> Br cahe mEM åpnI nyI i¿jMdgI kI åpeœaåoM se jUJtI rhtI pr ratoM ko spnoM <strong>meM</strong> merI<br />
BUlI -BulayI ijMdgI iPr se trota¿ja hokr samne åa jatI≥ b¿\e bdle hú rMg <strong>meM</strong> åatI<br />
TI i¿jMdgI, spnoM kI ¨s åjIbo¿grIb duinya <strong>meM</strong>≥ ´k spna bar-bar lOqta <strong>Ta</strong> - sUnI<br />
åOr sdR rat...bPR se |ke qIle...bPR kI sPedI Guπp åMDerI rat <strong>meM</strong> caMdnI sI ibCI<br />
dIKtI...pr ¨s ¨ijyarI <strong>meM</strong> imQas ya gmaRhq nhI TI..bs <strong>Ta</strong> ´k nIla sa<br />
QM\apn...bIc <strong>meM</strong> khIM iksI b¿PR ke qIle pr mEM iptajI ko leqa huåa deKtI...åkele s¿Ped<br />
cadr <strong>meM</strong> ilpqe iptajI åOr ¨nke pas hI K¿\a hota iksI åD¨ge pe¿\ ka QUMQ.... caroM<br />
åor isPR b¿PR kI sdR s¿PedI åOr rat ka sUnapn...merI åaMKe ¨s pe¿\ kI sUKI, nMgI<br />
xaKaåoM pr jmI rhtI åOr iksI ånam \r se mEM kaMpne lgtI--åaMK KultI to mera<br />
ijßm QM\ se kaMp <strong>rha</strong> hota≥<br />
´k åOr BI spna bar-bar duhrata <strong>Ta</strong>...^s<strong>meM</strong> maM ka behd ¨das cehra ˚lojåp<br />
<strong>meM</strong> rhta <strong>Ta</strong>..kBI ve ro rhI hotIM..iksI kI mZ†yu ho gyI hE÷ leikn iks kI..^ska<br />
pta n rhta÷ spna qUqne ke bad rat ke ByBIt åMDere <strong>meM</strong> mEM GbrayI sI phelI bUJtI<br />
jagtI rhtI≥ ikskI mOt ko ro rhI hE maM...˚ya jo bIt cuka hE ...ya kuC åOr<br />
honevala hE÷<br />
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´k rat åcank BEya ka ˝Mkkal åaya <strong>Ta</strong>≥ maM kI tbIyt bhut Krab hE≥ kuC<br />
<strong>idn</strong>oM ke ilye imlne åa skUM to åa ja¨M - -bhut yad krtI hEM ≥<br />
åMxu tb mere gBR <strong>meM</strong> <strong>Ta</strong>≥ åxok muJe khIM BI åkela Bejna nhIM cahta <strong>Ta</strong>≥ åaj<br />
yh bat b¿\I åjIb sI lgtI hE ik yhI åxok ^tna krIbI saTI <strong>Ta</strong> mera, jbik åb<br />
´k Ct ke nIce rhte hú BI hm ´k dUsre se ^tna dUr åa cuke hEM...hmarI ijMdigyaM ^tne<br />
ålg-ålg raßtoM pr cl rhI hEM≥ ijs åMxu kI mere p®sv <strong>meM</strong> rœa krne ke ilye vh muJe<br />
åaMKoM se åoJl nhIM krna cahta <strong>Ta</strong>, vhI åMxu åaj ¨skI åaMKoM ka kaMqa bna huåa hE≥<br />
¨sne coq lgne ke bad se åMxu ko kBI BI ^tnI åhimyt nhIM denI cahI ik vh ¨ske<br />
kam-DMDe ya ¨ske smaj pr havI ho jaye...hr trh se vh åpne ko ¨sse bcaye rKne<br />
kI koixx krta jEse ik åMxu ho hI nhIM÷ ya ho to iksI åOr ka doz, iksI åOr kI<br />
krnI åOr BrnI÷ ^s kdr ko^% kEse åpne åap ko pTrIla bna skta hE≥ ˚ya pI¿\a se<br />
bcne ke ilye Kud ko ¨ske ¨†s ke p®it åak®amk ya indRy bna lena shI P ho gyI TI mEM jbik åMxu ne åxok ke \eßk pr bEQ kr k^% ´k<br />
kag¿jatoM pr tUilka Per dI TI≥ åxok ne jb <strong>Gr</strong> åakr deKa to åagbbUla ho gya≥<br />
åav deKa n tav , åMxu ko pIqne ko lpka≥ åMxu lan <strong>meM</strong> bEQa muJse buntI sIK <strong>rha</strong> <strong>Ta</strong>≥<br />
åpne n~he haT se ¨sne PMde <strong>meM</strong> isla^% PMsa^% hI TI ik åxok ne ¿jor se ¨skI dayIM baMh<br />
KIMcI≥ åMxu to shm gya <strong>Ta</strong> , merI cIK inkl p¿\I≥ åBI åxok ke hoMQ kuC åMqxMq<br />
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khne ko P¿\P¿\aye hI Te ik mEne åxok ke haT ko åpne donoM haToM ke ¿jor se dboc kr<br />
¨ska pMja Kolne kI koixx krte hú kha-" Kbrdar jo tumne ¨s pr haT ¨Qaya≥<br />
¨ska ko^% BI jumR ^tna b¿\a nhIM ik ¨se marna xu> kr do≥ åaiKr ...¨skI halt se<br />
vai¿kP ho tum≥"<br />
"¨se ∆yada hI isr pr c¿|aye ja rhI ho tum≥ muJe to tum BI pagl dIKtI ho<br />
¨ske saT÷"<br />
"QIk hE ≥ kh lo jo khna ho tuµheM≥ pr ¨se marna ho to phle muJe maro≥" mEne<br />
cunOtI dete kha <strong>Ta</strong> ≥<br />
gußse se dndnata åxok åpne kmre <strong>meM</strong> cla gya <strong>Ta</strong>≥ jate-jate BunBunata <strong>rha</strong>-<br />
"bçcoM kI nsRrI bna rKa hE yh <strong>Gr</strong>≥ jhaM deKo ¨¬qI-sIDI cI¿jeM qMgI hEM≥ khtI hE <strong>Gr</strong> pr<br />
nhI iqkte..ko^% <strong>Gr</strong> hE yh ya paglKana≥ ...rMg PeMkne se peMiqMg nhIM bn jatI≥ ... åpnI<br />
i¿jMdgI to brbad kI hI , muJe BI ^s paglKane me GsIqna cahtI hE"<br />
¨skI ¨s b¿\b¿\ahq <strong>meM</strong> ´k x∫d bar-bar suna^% p¿\ta<br />
<strong>Ta</strong>...paglKana....paglKana...<strong>Gr</strong> hE ik paglKana....muJe BI pagl bna kr<br />
Co¿\egI...pta nhIM kb injat imlegI ^n pagloM se...≥<br />
¨s <strong>idn</strong> pl Br ko åpne åap pr yh sMdeh BI huåa <strong>Ta</strong>...khIM mEM scmuc <strong>meM</strong> to<br />
pagl nhIM ho rhI÷ åpna paglpn Kud ko idKa^% BI to nhIM deta....pr iPr Jqk<br />
idya <strong>Ta</strong> yh Kỳal ...hE paglpn to ho÷<br />
pta nhIM ˚yoM ¨s <strong>idn</strong> muJe iptajI ka k˚kU ko bethaxa marna yad åata <strong>rha</strong><br />
åOr mEM behd prexan åOr ¨das ho gyI≥ nhIM mEM ≤sa nhIM hone dUMgI≥ åxok åMxu pr haT<br />
nhIM ¨Qayega≥ ¨sne to åMxu ko kBI puckara BI nhIM tb ¨ska marne ka hk BI kEse<br />
bnta hE≥ yUM BI iksI ke xrIr kI hain ka hk iksI ko BI ˚yoM ho, cahe vh √yi˚t<br />
jnk BI ho÷ jnn to rœN ke ilye idya jata hE, BœN ke ilye nhIM≥ yUM rœN ke ¨‰e⋲y<br />
se ta¿\na ßvIkayR hotI hE pr ¨skI BI to ´k sIma phcanne kI ¿j>rt hotI hE..kOn ,<br />
˚ya åOr iktne ke sval≥ ^s trh bethaxa...pr iptajI ko rok pane ka sahs mEM kBI<br />
BI juqa nhIM payI TI≥ yh bdlav, yh ihµmt åOr takt , muJme maM bnne ke bad hI<br />
åayI hE...˚ya mMa bnne se hI ´k pUrapn muJ<strong>meM</strong> åa gya <strong>Ta</strong> ya ik yh pirißTityoM ka<br />
sbb <strong>Ta</strong>≥ åpne åMx kI rœa to muJe krnI TI hI ≥ matZ†v kI ^s takt ne ¨s Cu^% mu^%<br />
xix ko n jane khaM Cupakr rK idya <strong>Ta</strong>..åMxu mere phlU <strong>meM</strong> hota to duinya ka ko^% BI<br />
pu
hI Kel <strong>Ta</strong>≥ .pirißTityaM ..ijn pr iksI ka åiDkar nhIM hota...sb kuC hota cla<br />
jata hE≥ hm ya brbs deKte rh jate hEM ya ¨nke Tpe¿\oM ko shte hú ijMdgI |oye cle jate<br />
hEM÷ ´k trP lgta hE ik åaj jo ˙an,Koj, saDn ya ånuBv hme haisl hEM ågr ve kuC<br />
sal phle muh¥ya hote to k˚kU BI QIk ho jata÷ ya ik k˚kU kI kuC ißTit hI ≤sI TI<br />
ik vh hmare kuC BI krne ke bavjUd ibg¿\tI hI jatI..jEsa ik huåa BI≥<br />
yh sval mEM hmexa ¨QatI rhtI hUM-åpne se , dUsroM se≥ pr kBI BI shI jvab<br />
nhIM imlta≥ shI jvab xayd hota BI nhIM..xayd ko^% BI ißTit Kud ko duhratI<br />
nhIM÷ hr xK`¿s ´k ålg hßtI hE..hr kI khanI ke åpne hI mo¿\-to¿\...ko^% BI khanI<br />
iksI dUsre kI khanI ka ∆yoM ka †yoM ¨¬<strong>Ta</strong> nhIM hotI≥ iPr BI merI ¨lJn, mera<br />
p⋲catap, mere mn kI j¿\oM <strong>meM</strong> dUr <strong>tk</strong> jakr DMs gya hE≥ åMxu åOr mera sµb~D khIM mere<br />
åOr k˚kU ke sµb~DoM ka hI ivßtar ho gya hE≥ åMxu ko ijtna smJ pa^% hUM ya ¨ske<br />
p®it sMvednxIl ho skI hUM ¨s<strong>meM</strong> khIM k˚kU ka hI sMdBR hE≥ ågr k˚kU n hota to åaj<br />
xayd åMxu BI n hota≥ vh BI iksI åmanvI åßptal <strong>meM</strong> s¿\-gl cuka hota åOr ijs<br />
trh åxok ne ¨ske ir˚t ß<strong>Ta</strong>n ko åOr- åOr namoM ya samaijk ik®ya-klapoM se Br<br />
ilya hE...vEsa hI xayd mWM BI kr letI≥ pr åb vh mere ilye ´kakI l∑y, merI i¿jMdgI<br />
kI sbse b¿\I cunOtI bn gya hE≥ yh BI ik ¨s pr ^s trh<br />
kei~d®t hone se jo bhut sI ¿j>rI cIjeM ya ir⋲te CUq gye hEM, åb ¨nka BI moh kaq ilya<br />
hE, åOr ¨skI vjh se jo BI ¿∆yadityaM muJ pr hu^% hEM..¨~heM BInI mußkan ke saT Jel<br />
ilya hE≥ Jelne ke isva åOr cara BI ˚ya hE..jb mere jIvn ka ke~d® åMxu ho gya to<br />
åxok ko BI to ko^R ke~d® caihye hI <strong>Ta</strong>..tb ¨skI hr bat muJe inrß“ kr detI hE..cahe<br />
mera mn ivroD kre ya åaMsU bhaye÷ ¨ske pas to pUra <strong>tk</strong>R ivDan hE≥ åoh÷ åxok ke ye<br />
ivvahetr sµb~D....phlI bar iks trh to¿\ kr rK idya <strong>Ta</strong> muJe...åxok kI vhI<br />
dlIl-"tuµhare pas ¿Purst hI khaM hE mere ilye≥ tum to cahtI ho mEM BI tuµhare saT<br />
bEQkr matm mnata rhUM...ågr car pl iksI ke saT hMs -bol ilya to ¨s<strong>meM</strong> ˚ya<br />
ibg¿\ gya.."<br />
åMtt: sara doz muJI pr m¿|a jata-"kuC merI BI ¿j>rteM hEM≥ tuµheM kBI mera<br />
Îyan huåa hE åOrt is¿PR maM hI nhIM hotI, p†nI BI hotI hE...˚ya ikya hE tumne mere<br />
ilye...bolo ikya hE kBI kuC÷ ...tum cahtI ho mEM BI tuµhare saT <strong>Gr</strong> <strong>meM</strong> ju¿\a bEQa rhUM<br />
to vo nhIM ho skta≥ merI i¿jMdgI mere åpne ilye BI hE...dUsroM ko ikraye nhIM c¿|a^% hu^%"<br />
kBI tMg åakr yh BI kh deta-"jo kuC tum kr rhI ho vh ya to Bgvan kr<br />
skta hE ya hEvan≥ mEM to ^n<strong>meM</strong> se ko^% BI nhI≥ muJe to ^Msan kI trh hI jIne do"<br />
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iPr ´k bar yh BI to kha <strong>Ta</strong>-"hmare pas åOr åa¬qrneiqv`s BI to hEM...tum<br />
¨nke bare <strong>meM</strong> ˚yoM nhIM soctI....hm donoM smT% hEM..." lgBg cIK inkl gyI TI merI≥<br />
mEne xayd ikraye pr c¿|a dI hE åpnI i¿jMdgI÷ phle åxok ne hI ^se ikraye pr<br />
ilya <strong>Ta</strong>≥ åb ¨sI ikraye <strong>meM</strong> ko^% åOr åakr rhne <strong>lga</strong> hE..vh ko^% åOr åb ^tna åhm<br />
ho gya hE ik ikrayedar åOr mkan-mailk donoM hI BUl gye hEM ik ¨nka åapsI<br />
smJOta ˚ya <strong>Ta</strong>÷<br />
mEM åxok kI mihla im“ se kBI imlI nhIM..Pon åate hEM...jb åxok <strong>Gr</strong> pr<br />
rhta hE to GMqo Pon pr iksI se bateM BI hotI hEM..im“, ib¿jnes ´˚veMqeMs....åajkl<br />
ir⋲toM ke bhut sare nam hEM...xrIr kI ya Bavna kI ijsse tZiπt ho ¨s ir⋲te ka xayd<br />
ko^% ´k nam hE BI nhIM...p†nI ya ip®ya BI vh nam nhIM hE...˚yoMik p†nI ya p®eimka BI<br />
åaMixk >p se vh tZiπt de patI hE..tb vh jo ko^% BI ho...åxok ko manisk -<br />
xarIirk >p se tZiπt dene vala hE..^silye muJe ßvIkar hE≥ jb åksr åxok rat-rat<br />
lOqta nhIM to mEM pUCtI BI nhIM ˚yoMik vh ^se ib®j paqIR ya ib¿jnes mIiqMg kuC BI nam<br />
de deta hE jbik ¨skI åaMKeM, ¨ske hav-Bav muJe kuC åOr btla rhe hote hEM≥ åxok ko<br />
doz ˚ya dUM...merI åpnI tZiπt BI to khIM åMxu ke suK-duK se ju¿\I hE..mEne BI to åpna suK<br />
khIM åOr Koja hE ≥ cahe ¨ske mUl <strong>meM</strong> merI åjIbogrIb pirßTityaM rhI hoM ..tb ågr vh<br />
BI p†nI se ^tr khIM kuC åOr Kojta hE to jay¿j hI hE÷ iPr åxok ne km se km ^s<br />
<strong>Gr</strong> ko to åpna mana hI...^se to¿\ne kI ^çCa ¿jaihr nhIM kI ..˚ya yh BI ts¬lI kI<br />
bat nhIM ik iksI åOr ne BI ¨se to¿\ne ko mjbUr nhIM ikya jbik ¨ska yh hk ho<br />
skta <strong>Ta</strong>≥ ^tnI kImt to åxok ne BI cukayI hI ≥ yUM BI , åxok ke injI åtIt <strong>meM</strong> to<br />
ko^% k˚kU <strong>Ta</strong> nhIM ik ¨skI merI jEsI Bavna ya p®itik®ya hotI÷ ¨ska beiPk® bcpn<br />
åBI BI beiPk® hI rhna cahta <strong>Ta</strong>≥ åtIt ke ånuBv ijs trh muJe mere BivΩy ke ilye<br />
tEyar kr gye vEsa åxok ke saT to nhI huåa <strong>Ta</strong>÷ åxok ke ånuBvoM ne to ¨se ålg<br />
ikßm ke BivΩy ke ilye hI tEyar ikya hoga≥ ve ˚ya Te yh mEne Kud BI to janne kI<br />
koixx nhIM kI≥ mEMne Kud åMxu ke samne ¨skI BavnaåoM ko kb ko^% tUl dI÷ mEne to<br />
¨µmId kI ik merI trh vh BI Kud ko BUlkr åMxu ke p®it smipRt ho jaye-˚ya yh merI<br />
åpnI ¿∆yadtI nhIM TI≥ ¨se BI to ´k åaMcl caihye <strong>Ta</strong> ijsse vh mere åOr åMxu-- hm<br />
dono »ara <strong>lga</strong>yI gyI coqoM ko |aMp skta≥ ågr vh åaMcl iksI åOr ne Tma idya to<br />
˚ya muJe åhsanmMd nhIM hona caihye÷ jo shj suK mEne Kud åxok se CIn ilye...¨~he<br />
¨se dene vale ke p®it to muJe åaBarI hI hona hoga÷<br />
+ + + + +<br />
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\a˚qr se bat hu^% to ¨sne kha ik cUMik åBI mera cO<strong>Ta</strong> mhIna hI hE ^silye<br />
hva^% jhaj ka s¿Pr ikya ja skta hE≥ shsa åpnIe phcanI hu^% id¬lI <strong>meM</strong> phuMcne ka<br />
cav sa Br gya <strong>Ta</strong> muJ<strong>meM</strong>÷ manoM ^tne <strong>idn</strong> mEM ^sI ^Mtjar <strong>meM</strong> hI bEQI ho¨M÷ jbik BEya<br />
ka Pon n åata to åBI BI xayd mhInoM åOr gu¿jr jate åOr mEM maM se imlne ka sval<br />
n ¨Qa patI≥ åpnI xadIxuda bhnoM ke bare <strong>meM</strong> muJe <strong>lga</strong> krta <strong>Ta</strong> ik xadI ke bad ve<br />
´kdm kuC åOr ho gyI TI...prayI-prayI sI≥ ¨nka bat krne ka trIka BI bdl<br />
gya <strong>Ta</strong>..kuC åOpcairkta, kuC bnavq åOr kuC ssural ke rMg-|Mg ka åsr÷ åb ¨nse<br />
¿∆yada bdlav muJe Kud <strong>meM</strong> mhsUs huåa≥ ya yh xayd maM ke hI sbk ka åsr <strong>Ta</strong>-"bs<br />
åpne-åpne <strong>Gr</strong> <strong>meM</strong> Kux rho"÷<br />
hva^% å¸\e pr BEya muJe lene phuMce hú Te≥ km¿jor lge ve≥ kuC ¨m® haisl kr lI<br />
TI ¨~hone≥ knpiqyoM pr ke baloM pr sPedI åayI hu^% TI≥ iptajI ke bad se hr cIj<br />
ka boJ b¿\e BEya ne åpne ¨pr hI le ilya <strong>Ta</strong>≥ muJe deKte hI ¨nkI åaMKoM <strong>meM</strong> cmk Br<br />
åayI TI åOr mEM åpne ijßm ke hr bdlav ko BUl kr åcank vhI puranI xix bn gyI<br />
TI ≥<br />
"maM kEsI hEM"<br />
"åßptal se to åa gyI hEM≥ pr åBI ¨~heM ∆yada clne iPrne kI ^ja¿jt nhIM"<br />
"åOr BaBI"<br />
"bMglOr <strong>meM</strong> hI hEM ≥ bçcoM ke pas≥ ¨nke ^µthan hone vale hEM"<br />
"åapke tbadle ka ˚ya huåa"<br />
"koixx to kr <strong>rha</strong> hUM, xayd ågle sal <strong>tk</strong> ho jayega≥"<br />
bhut der <strong>tk</strong> ¨s duKtI rg ko nkara nhIM ja skta <strong>Ta</strong>≥<br />
"k˚kU kEsa hE"<br />
"phle to maM ¨se imlne jatI rhI≥ ^tnI dUr bsoM <strong>meM</strong> D˚ke Kate hú jana...åb<br />
^s ¨m® <strong>meM</strong>....pr merI khaM suntI hEM.......¨nkI i¿jd ke samne ko^% kuC kre BI ˚ya≥ ^sI<br />
se to haqR-åqEk huåa.....tbIyt Krab hone pr BI cl detI TI≥ åb muJ pr ¿jor de rhI hEM<br />
ik ¨se imlvane <strong>Gr</strong> pr la¨M≥"<br />
muJe åxok kI dI ihdayteM yad åa gyI pr mEM cup rhI≥ ¨sne clte v˚t åpnI<br />
i¿Pk® jaihr kI TI muJ pr--"xix deKo , tuµharI Bavna ko smJta hUM mEM...pr ∆yada<br />
bh mt jana≥ k˚kU se Kud ko pre hI rKna≥ åpne åane vale bçce ke ilye h<strong>meM</strong> iksI<br />
ikßm ka irßk nhIM lena caihye≥"<br />
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mEne ¨se åa⋲vasn idya <strong>Ta</strong>≥ pUrI ´hityat brtUMgI≥ yh kOn janta <strong>Ta</strong> tb ik<br />
¨skI åpnI inyit ˚ya hE÷<br />
maM åpne kmre <strong>meM</strong> ibßtr pr hI leqI TIM≥ åBI ve ib¬kul ihl\ul nhIM sktI TIM≥<br />
muJe hI Jukkr ¨nke gle lgna p¿\a..<br />
"cl QM\ p¿\ gyI tuJe deKkr≥ mEne to kha ye l¿\kI BUl hI gyI åpnI maM ko≥ n<br />
icfiI , n cpaQI≥"<br />
"´k do to ilKI TI ...åapne BI khaM ilKIM÷"<br />
"yhaM <strong>Gr</strong>....k˚kU...bs ^~hIM JmeloM <strong>meM</strong> ¿Purst nhIM inkal patI≥ kuC tbIyt BI<br />
≤se hI rhI÷"<br />
"clo åb igle-ixkve K†m≥ mEM to åa hI gyI hUM ¨¿\ ke÷"<br />
maM kI deKBal ke ilye åb ´k åaya åatI TI ≥ vhI cOka-btRn BI sMBaltI TI<br />
≥ maM pUre jor se åava¿j dekr ¨se bulane lgI≥ mEM cOMkI≥ maM merI mehmannva¿jI kr rhI<br />
TI-<br />
"mEM ko^% mehman to nhIM ..≤se t¿k¬lu¿P ˚yoM kr rhI ho≥ åBI muJe cay-na⋲te kI<br />
j>rt nhIM --πlwn <strong>meM</strong> Kaya <strong>Ta</strong>≥ jb caihye hoga to åpne åap bol dUMgI≥"<br />
iPr BI sb mehman kI trh sulU¿k kr rhe Te muJse≥ BEya BI≥ åOr muJe Kud BI<br />
åvr sa lg <strong>rha</strong> <strong>Ta</strong> jEse mera åpna <strong>Gr</strong> ko^% åOr <strong>Ta</strong>÷ ^n ipCle do saloM <strong>meM</strong> <strong>Gr</strong> kuC<br />
bdl BI gya <strong>Ta</strong>≥ vEsa nya puta <strong>Gr</strong> nhIM <strong>Ta</strong>≥ dIvaroM pr se jgh-jgh peMq ¨K¿\ <strong>rha</strong> <strong>Ta</strong><br />
ya khIM khIM mEla ho gya <strong>Ta</strong>≥ Kaskr ibjlI ke ißvcoM åOr drvajoM ke kuM\oM ke ^dRigdR<br />
mEel ke inxan kaPI ghra gye Te≥ iK¿\ikyoM ke åaloM <strong>meM</strong> DrI cIjoM pr DUl jmI<br />
p¿\I TI≥ jEse nye-nkor <strong>Gr</strong> se ⋲aadI krke ivda hu^% TI , vh cmk, vh suTrapn åb cuk<br />
gye Te≥ muJe maM pr hEranI TI÷ jo rat-<strong>idn</strong> Ja¿\poMC ka kp¿\a åpne åaspas rKtI TI<br />
åOr tink sa D∫ba ya DUl ij~heM åshY <strong>Ta</strong>...jo hr dIvalI pr sare <strong>Gr</strong> <strong>meM</strong> putva^<br />
krvatI TIM...åb ^s <strong>Gr</strong> se ≤sI ivri˚t÷<br />
maM ke ^dR-igdR i¿jMdgI kuC Qhr sI gyI TI≥ bµb^% kI chl-phl åOr Bag-dO¿\<br />
kI åadI ho gyI TI mEM÷ maM ke pas åakr jEse i¿jMdgI kuC ivÇam lene lgI TI--i¿jdgI ke<br />
PElav kuC ismq åay eTe ≥ kuC Kas gitiviD TI hI nhIM..maM ke kmre se lan <strong>tk</strong>.. Pon<br />
pr sheilyoM se gpxp ...ya rah gu¿jrte s∫jI ya PlvaloM se ¿j
¨Qan hotI≥ iPr shsa vhaM muJe isPR imfiI, gara åOr kMk¿\ hI dIKte...åOr ¨n<strong>meM</strong><br />
rqpqatI - CqpqatI Cayaye M...<strong>lga</strong>tar cehre bdltI ve ånam CayayeM mere sare cetn<br />
ko dboc letIM åOr muJe lgta merI hßtI BI khIM ¨~hI CayaåoM <strong>meM</strong> GulI ja rhI hE÷<br />
BEya mere åane se ini⋲cMt ho gye Te åOr bEMglor lOqne ka kayRk®m bna rhe Te≥ maM<br />
ne i¿jd kI-"mEMne kha hE n ik ´k bar k˚kU se imlva de≥ ¨ske bad jana≥"<br />
"phle tum xix se imlna cahtI TI...¨se bulva idya to k˚kU kI rq.."<br />
"vh BI iml legI Ba^% se"<br />
"maM, ^s halt <strong>meM</strong>...÷"<br />
"´k <strong>idn</strong> <strong>meM</strong> kuC nhIM hota"<br />
"QIk hE, vh yhaM rhega nhIM≥ mEM subh la¨Mga åOr xam ko Co¿\ åa¨Mga"<br />
"jEse BI ho≥ tU la to ¨se≥ pta nhIM ˚ya hal hoga≥ mhInoM ho gye...¨skI sUrt<br />
<strong>tk</strong> deKnI nsIb nhIM hu^%≥ pta nhIM kuC Kata pIta BI hE ya nhIM≥"<br />
k˚kU åaya to ¨se deK ≤sa <strong>lga</strong> ik k˚kU nhI jEse ¨skI prCa^% Br deK rhI hUM÷<br />
ijßm ´kdm sUKI hu^% qhnI sa ho gya <strong>Ta</strong> ik jra sa jor <strong>lga</strong>åo to k¿\k jaye÷<br />
BItr kuC gUda bca hI nhIM <strong>Ta</strong>...isPR hi¸\yaM hI hi¸\yaM÷ åißTyoM ka ipMjr÷ jEse<br />
sUKe hú itnkoM ka ko^% bejan putla ho÷ cehra åOr ijßm kale se ho åaye Te≥ r˚t kI<br />
mano bUMd BI n rhI ho xrIr <strong>meM</strong>÷ åaMKoM kI jgh BItr ko DMse g¸|e ÷ i\Mpl vale ve gal<br />
åb ´kdm ipck gye Te≥ te^s -cObIs brs ka vh KUbsUrt nOjvan deKte-deKte<br />
imfiI ho <strong>rha</strong> <strong>Ta</strong>≥ ¨s nOjvan kI to Caya <strong>tk</strong> ¨s<strong>meM</strong> nhIM TI jo ¨se hona <strong>Ta</strong>÷ åb to<br />
<strong>Ta</strong> ´k \ravna kMkal÷<br />
¨sse K¿\a <strong>tk</strong> nhIM huåa ja <strong>rha</strong> <strong>Ta</strong>≥ BEya ne sIDe ¨se ¨ske kmre <strong>meM</strong> le jakr leqa<br />
idya≥ maM ^Dr ^n Ch sat ro¿j <strong>meM</strong> <strong>Gr</strong> ke åMdr -åMdr clne iPrne lgIM TIM≥ ve Kud hI<br />
¨ske kmre <strong>meM</strong> phuMc gyIM≥ mere mn <strong>meM</strong> åpne hone vale bçce ko lekr kuC \r <strong>Ta</strong> ^silye mEM<br />
k˚kU ko dUr-dUr se hI deKtI rhI≥ ¨sne muJ se mere åiBvadn ke ¨–r <strong>meM</strong> ´k x∫d BI<br />
nhIM kha...mera hona n hona jEse ¨ske ilye ko^% åTR nhIM rKta <strong>Ta</strong> ≥ ¨n åaMKoM <strong>meM</strong> iksI<br />
ir⋲te kI phcan nhIM TI ≥ åb to xayd vh maM ko BI nhIM phcanta <strong>Ta</strong>≥ maM ko åpne<br />
svaloM ke jvab <strong>meM</strong> hU M-haM se ∆yada kuC nhIM imla≥ lgta <strong>Ta</strong> ik vh ^tna km¿jor ho<br />
gya hE ik bat <strong>tk</strong> krne <strong>meM</strong> ¨se <strong>tk</strong>lI¿P hotI TI≥ yUM BI ¨se bar-bar KaMsI ¨Q rhI TI<br />
åOr KaMsI ke saT ¨ska sUKa huåa cehra ddR se åOr BI åk¿\ jata≥ iPr behd <strong>tk</strong>lI¿P<br />
ke saT ¨ska blgm inklta...kBI kBI blgm ke saT KUn ke T˚ke inklte≥ k˚kU<br />
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ko deKte hú mera mn \Ubne lgta...merI åaMKoM ke samne pMd®h-solh brs ka cmkdar<br />
gehuḾ rMg åOr tIKe nEn-n˚x vala vh KUbsUrt Ch-Puiqya nOjvan GUm jata åOr ^s<br />
k˚kU se ¨skI tulna krke mn iksI ghre g¿|e <strong>meM</strong> ¨trne lgta≥ ´k do bar to maM ke<br />
samne hI merI
...˚ya tb BI ¨skI i¿jdgI ne ≤sa hI mo¿\ Kaya hota÷ kOn sI pirißTityaM ikn<br />
mukamoM pr phuMcayeMgI -yh ˚ya phle se jan skta hE ko^%÷ xayd ≤sa BI to ho skta<br />
<strong>Ta</strong> ik k˚kU mei\kl ya ^MijnIyirMg ke iksI kalej <strong>meM</strong> phuMc jata..åOr iPr vhaM kuC<br />
≤sa hota jo ik åb huåa hE..to kEsa hota hmarI pI¿\a ka ßv>p÷÷÷ ˚ya iptajI tb<br />
^tna hI qUqte ya ik beqe kI ilyakt ka subUt ¨~heM cO¿\I CatI ke saT suK se jIne deta÷<br />
ya ¨nkI <strong>tk</strong>lIP xayd åOr BI b¿| jatI ik deKo ˚ya hona <strong>Ta</strong> åOr ˚ya ho gya÷<br />
i¿jMdgI xayd hE hI ¿ktra-dr-¿ktra jIna to ¿ktra-dr-¿ktra mrna÷ hm yUM hI jIne åOr<br />
mrne kI vjheM Kojte rhte hEM÷ halat kuC ^s trh ka smaM baMD dete hEM ik ¨n vjhoM <strong>meM</strong> hI<br />
hm sc åOr nasc Kojte rhte hEM åOr åslI sc pk¿\ ke bahr rh jata hE≥ xayd sc<br />
kI yh p®kZit hI nhIM hE ik vh ^MsanI pk¿\ <strong>meM</strong> åa ske≥ vh isPR p®aπy hE..p®aπt<br />
nhIM...^MsanI πyar kI hI trh...hmexa dUr..^içCt ..¨pl∫Dỳ åOr kaµy÷<br />
muJe ≤sa mhsUs huåa jEse ik hm sb ke ijßm <strong>meM</strong> BI vhI nasUr PUq åaya<br />
ho....åOr vh hm sb ke BI bahr inkl kr bs PElta ja <strong>rha</strong> ho....<br />
..<br />
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maM ke pas åaye muJe do mhIne ke krIb hone ko Te jbik ´k <strong>idn</strong> subh-subh<br />
åßptal se iksI ka Pon åaya <strong>Ta</strong>-"kumud kumar shgl kI halt QIk nhIM hE≥ PeP¿\e<br />
´kdm gl cuke hEM....lgta hE ∆yada der ijyeMge nhIM≥ åap logoM ne ågr imlna -ivlna<br />
ho ya <strong>Gr</strong> le jana ho to le ja^%ye"<br />
mere pEroM tle jEse ¿jmIn nhIM TI≥ ˚ya k>M åb mEM÷ maM åBI BI bhut km¿jor TIM ≥<br />
BEya kb ke bMglor vaips ja cuke Te≥ gBR <strong>meM</strong> b¿|te åMxu ke saT-saT mera åpna xrIr<br />
KUb BarI-Brkm ho gya <strong>Ta</strong>≥ mEM ¿∆yada khIM åatI -jatI nhIM TI...yUM ågr åa-ja sktI<br />
to BI ˚ya CuåaCUt ke By se åßptal ja patI mn bhut becEn ho <strong>rha</strong> <strong>Ta</strong>...pr mEM kuC<br />
nhIM kr pa rhI TI ≥ yhaM <strong>tk</strong> ik mEne maM ko BI kuC nhIM btaya...cupcap BEya ko<br />
˝Mkkal kr idya..BEya ko åb CufiI lena BI mui⋲kl <strong>Ta</strong>..iPr BI ve koixx krne kI<br />
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kh rhe Te≥ maM ko pta nhIM kuC BItr se hI ≤sa ¨Q <strong>rha</strong> <strong>Ta</strong>, khne lgIM -"k˚kU se imle<br />
b¿\a årsa ho gya"<br />
"phle Kud to QIk ho lo...iPr iml åana"<br />
"vo to QIk hE...pr pta nhIM jI kEsa-kEsa ho <strong>rha</strong> hE...khIM iml patI to..."<br />
phle soca caca ko ¿Pon kr dUM..iPr pta nhIM ˚yoM nhIM ikya..xayd yh BI<br />
soc rhI TI ik BEya åayeMge to le jayeMge...caca ko yUM BI ¨ske pas jana bekar kI bat<br />
lgtI TI≥<br />
do hI <strong>idn</strong> bad åßptal se dubara Pon åa gya <strong>Ta</strong>≥ vhI Byavh Kbr...ijska<br />
BItr khIM ^Mt¿jar BI <strong>Ta</strong>...iPr BI mn \Ub <strong>rha</strong> <strong>Ta</strong>≥ ´k trP lgta <strong>Ta</strong> ik clo ¨se<br />
mui˚t imlI...åOr h<strong>meM</strong> BI ...¨s åißTipMjr ko dubara deKne ka sahs ˚ya kBI BI juqa<br />
sktI TI÷..leikn saT hI <strong>Ta</strong> ¨se hmexa ke ilye Ko dene ka ´k ddRnak, guPaåoM <strong>meM</strong><br />
Dkel dene vala åhsas÷<br />
maM pCa¿\ Ka kr igr p¿\I TI..do-|a^% saloM ke v˚Pe <strong>meM</strong> yh dUsra Jqka <strong>Ta</strong>÷ pr<br />
^s bar ¨nke xok kI DurI <strong>meM</strong> åpna sb kuC luq jane ka åhsas nhIM <strong>Ta</strong> jEsa ik<br />
iptajI kI mOt ke v˚t ¨~heM mhsUs huåa <strong>Ta</strong> ≥ ^s bar to ve <strong>lga</strong>tar yhI duhratI rhI --<br />
"˚yoMkr ^tna duK paya mere bçce ne....Bgvan ˚yoM idya ^tna kΩq ¨se" jEse ik ve<br />
¨skI åor se ~yay kI guhar <strong>lga</strong> rhIM hoM÷ ~yay ÷ jo jIte-jI to imla nhIM ¨se÷<br />
jb <strong>tk</strong> BEya phuMce, mOt hú cObIs GMqe ho cuke Te≥ Ba^% bhnoM ke ^lava iksI<br />
dUsre ir⋲tedar ko sUcna nhIM dI gyI TI≥ BEya ke åane pr jb lax <strong>Gr</strong> pr layI gyI to<br />
sUKI lk¿\I kI trh åk¿\I hu^% TI≥ Jqpq nhlane-Dulane åOr nya cola phnane kI<br />
¿j>rI rß<strong>meM</strong> åda kI gyIM åOr turMt lax ko ⋲mxan le jaya gya≥ jo ko^% phuMc ska,<br />
phuMca≥ iksI ka ^Mt¿jar nhIM ikya gya≥ k˚kU ka sara åißt†v jEse ´k CUt Br hI <strong>Ta</strong>,<br />
ijse j¬d se j¬d <strong>Gr</strong> ke bahr krna <strong>Ta</strong>≥<br />
vh hmexa <strong>Gr</strong> le clne ka ^srar krta rhta <strong>Ta</strong>.....åb ¨skI lax <strong>tk</strong> ko <strong>Gr</strong><br />
pr iqkne ka smuict v¿˚t nhIM imla <strong>Ta</strong>≥ jo sMßkar iksI BI mZt ka hk hote hEM...ve<br />
h¿\b¿\I <strong>meM</strong> hI qal idye gye Te ˚yoMik <strong>tk</strong>% kI dZiΩq <strong>meM</strong> vhI shI <strong>Ta</strong>≥ maM ne BI jEse ik åb<br />
har man lI TI...vna% ¨nke isva <strong>Gr</strong> <strong>meM</strong> åOr kOn <strong>Ta</strong> jo k˚kU ke h¿k <strong>meM</strong> l¿\ pata...mEM to<br />
Kud åpne BItr pl rhe åMxu ko lekr ∆yada ici~tt TI≥ ir⋲tedar cOTe åOr dsveM kI<br />
rßmoM <strong>meM</strong> hI xrIk ho paye Te≥ <strong>terh</strong>veM pr maM ne Kud hI bEQk <strong>meM</strong> hvn kr ilya <strong>Ta</strong>≥<br />
sUnepn kI ´k åOr prt c¿| gyI TI ¨s <strong>Gr</strong> kI dIvaroM pr≥ jEse vh <strong>Gr</strong> BrI<br />
jvanI <strong>meM</strong> hI bu¿|ane <strong>lga</strong> <strong>Ta</strong>÷ k˚kU kI hI trh ¿ktra-¿ktra Burta huåa, cukta huåa÷<br />
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do -car <strong>idn</strong> bad hI maM ke khne pr mEM iptajI kI åa¬marI ke kag¿j ¨lq-plq<br />
rhI TI≥ ¨nke jane ke bad se iksI ko Purst hI nhIM imlI TI ¨nke kag¿jat vgErh<br />
deKne kI ≥ do saloM se ve ∆yoM ke †yo Mgadrej kI åa¬marI ke laAkr <strong>meM</strong> bMd Dre Te≥ yMU<br />
åa¬marI maM ke kmre <strong>meM</strong> hI TI pr n to ¨~heM kBI Kolne kI ^çCa hu^% n ij˙asa≥ ve yh<br />
BI khtI TIM ik ¨nko ^n batoM kI ˚ya smJ÷<br />
åcank ´k nye se bMd il¿Pa¿Pe pr merI n¿jr p¿\I≥ Kola to BItr iptajI ke<br />
haT kI ilKI vsIyt TI ijs pr ba¿kayda vkIl kI mohr åOr hßtaœr Te≥ mEMne Jq se<br />
sarI vsIyt p¿| \alI≥ ¨s<strong>meM</strong> k˚kU ka i¿jk® <strong>Ta</strong>≥ ilKa <strong>Ta</strong> ik yh <strong>Gr</strong> åMtt:donoM beqoM<br />
ke ilye hI hE pr jb <strong>tk</strong> k˚kU jIivt hE <strong>Gr</strong> pr phla h¿k ¨sI ka hE≥ vhI ^s<strong>meM</strong> rhega≥<br />
¨skI prvirx ka KcaR BI iptajI ne ålg se rKva idya <strong>Ta</strong> ijskI deKreK kI<br />
ihdayt dUsre donoM beqoM ke ilye TI≥<br />
åjIb m¿jak <strong>Ta</strong> v˚t ka BI÷ ijs k˚kU ko m‰en¿jr rKkr iptajI ne yh<br />
vsIytnama ilKa hoga ....åaj ^s <strong>Gr</strong> se ¨ska jna¿ja inkl jane ke bad phlI bar<br />
¨se Kola ja <strong>rha</strong> <strong>Ta</strong>÷<br />
to ˚ya iptajI ko mkan bnvane kI h¿\b¿\I BI ^silye TI ik k˚kU ke rhne ke<br />
ilye ko^% nI¿\ ho jaye≥ vhI k˚kU jo iptajI ko <strong>Gr</strong> se inkalne ke ilye i¿jµmedar<br />
manta <strong>rha</strong>÷ ˚ya kBI soc pata ik ¨~hIM iptajI ne itl itl krke ¨s ke ilye yh <strong>Gr</strong><br />
bnvaya <strong>Ta</strong>÷ ik ijs<strong>meM</strong> ¨se kBI rhna nhIM <strong>Ta</strong>÷ ik ågr vh åaj jIivt BI hota to<br />
˚ya yhaM rh pata÷<br />
k˚kU ke jane pr ko^% roya nhIM <strong>Ta</strong> isva maM ke≥ ¨nke åaMsU BI ´kdm Kamox<br />
åOr beåava¿j Te≥ jb åaspas log Cuqkare åOr boJ hqne kI bat kr rheM ho to rona<br />
BI ´k trh ka d®oh ho jata hE ijske ilye ihµmt juqana ro pane se ∆yada b¿\I bat<br />
ho jatI hE ≥ iPr maM BI to Tk cukIM TIM, incu¿\ cukI TIM≥ ¨nkI i¿jMdgI ka ´k b¿\a<br />
ihßsa ´k inΩPl Bag-dO¿\ <strong>meM</strong> ¿gkR ho gya <strong>Ta</strong>≥ yUM k˚kU ke jIte -jI xayd ^tne åaMsU<br />
bhaye cuke Te ik åb cuk gye Te åaMsU BI≥ ¨ske jIne åOr mrne <strong>meM</strong> kuC PkR hI khaM rh<br />
gya <strong>Ta</strong>÷<br />
k˚kU to ¿ktra-dr-¿ktra mrta <strong>rha</strong> <strong>Ta</strong>, <strong>Gr</strong> se bahr hota <strong>rha</strong> <strong>Ta</strong>÷<br />
åOr mEM ¿ktra-dr-¿ktra åMxu ko ijlane <strong>meM</strong> lgI TI....¨se <strong>Gr</strong> dene <strong>meM</strong> juqI TI≥<br />
åMxu jb pEda huåa to <strong>lga</strong> jEse k˚kU hI vaips åa gya...vEse hI tIKe nEn-n˚x, galoM <strong>meM</strong><br />
mohk g¸|e≥ pr mn hI mn ^s saµy ko ßvIkarte hI mEM Gbra BI jatI TI....khIM åMxu<br />
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ka BivΩy BI ≤sa ko^% hadsa to nhIM Cupaye bEQa åpnI koK <strong>meM</strong>÷ soc se hI mn dhl<br />
jata <strong>Ta</strong>≥ leikn åpne åvcetn <strong>meM</strong> BI muJe kBI ≤sa sMket nhIM imla <strong>Ta</strong> ik åMxu ke saT<br />
≤sa kuC honevala hE≥ jb phlI mMi¿jl kI iK¿\kI se igrkr ¨ske isr <strong>meM</strong> coq lgI tb<br />
BI nhIM≥ \r to <strong>Ta</strong> ik ¨se hmexa ke ilye Ko n dUM÷ cahe åxok ke ilye to vhI yaict<br />
ißTit TI≥ pr mEM <strong>lga</strong>tar yhI Kud se khtI rhI ik mEne to ^se åpna ÇeΩQtm idya<br />
hE...ko^% gBR igrane kI koixxeM nhIM kI ...bi¬k maMg-maMg kr ilya hE...tb mere saT, mere<br />
åMxu ke saT ≤sa ˚yoM ho<br />
leikn pirißTityoM pr kb ikska ¿jor hota hE≥ åpne bUte pr cahe pirißTityaM<br />
bdlne kI koixx BI krtI rhI hUM...åMxu ke saT-saT ¨ske jEse dUsre bçcoM kI ¿j>rtoM<br />
ko ¨nke kano <strong>tk</strong> BI phuMcane kI koixx kr rhI hUM ijnke pas Dn hE , takt hE, jo<br />
pirißTityoM <strong>meM</strong> bdlav lane ka dm Km rKte hEM...km se km bahr se to yhI ¿jaihr<br />
krte hEM≥ åxok ko to merI ^n koixxoM se BI narajgI hE≥ vh ¨n sb logoM ko<br />
ihkart kI n¿jr se deKta hE ijnse mEM åMxu kI vjh se ju¿\I hUM--cahe ve åpaihjoM kI mayeM<br />
hoM , ßkUl hoM ya ^s œe“ <strong>meM</strong> kam krne vale samaijk kayRktaR≥ åpna sbkuC Kokr<br />
åaj ågr ´k √yi˚t ke >p <strong>meM</strong> mn ke sMtoz ke ilye kuC Koj payI hUM....jo ik ´k trh<br />
se åMxu ke p®it merI Bavna ka hI ivßtar hE...to vh BI åxok ke ilye ghRNa kI hI vßtu<br />
bna hE≥ ¨s <strong>idn</strong> suna to <strong>rha</strong> <strong>Ta</strong> muJe-"KUb netaigrI kr rhI ho tum÷ sare åpaihj<br />
smaj kI neta÷ åpne t<strong>Ta</strong>kiTt kΩqoM ko BI KUb Bunana jante hEM log....KUb ^ßtemal<br />
ikya ja <strong>rha</strong> hE beqe ke åpaihjpn ko÷ ågle cunav <strong>meM</strong> tum BI K¿\I ho jana åpaihj<br />
iqkq pr÷"<br />
^tnI k¿\vahq, ^tna √yMg÷ yh sb ^silye ik åMxu ko bnane <strong>meM</strong> jo åpnI ¨jaR<br />
ivkist kr payI hUM....åaj ¨s ¨ja% ne muJe åpne åap <strong>meM</strong> BI ´k sx˚t, ´k ßvtM“<br />
√yi˚t bna idya hE...åxok se BI ßvtM“÷ ¨ska åhM ^se brda⋲t kEse kr skta hE...<strong>Gr</strong><br />
kI chardIvarI <strong>meM</strong> bMd rhnevalI xix åb Kule >p se smaj <strong>meM</strong> Bag lene lgI hE....˚yoMik<br />
¨ska pMd®h vzIRy åMxu ´k shI |Mg ke pha¿\ pr bne ßkUl <strong>meM</strong> vyßk jIvn jIne ke tOrtrIke<br />
sIK <strong>rha</strong> hE....åb ¨se saT ibQla kr n~he-n~heM, mamUlI kam nhIM isKlane p¿\te<br />
˚yoMik ¨n<strong>meM</strong> vh kabilyt haisl kr cuka hE åOr ´k hd <strong>tk</strong> ßvtM“ ho gya hE ¨~heM<br />
sMBalne <strong>meM</strong>≥ åOr ¨skI ßvaDInta <strong>meM</strong> hI ßvtM“ta imlI hE muJe....taik mEM ¨n dUsroM ko<br />
BI åpna phcana raßta idKa skUM....÷ ¨n åshay mataåoM kI mdd krne, ¨nke duK<br />
baMqne ko hI vh merI netaigrI khta hE≥ ˚ya ^s smaj ko åpnana , ¨ska ihßsa bn<br />
jana merI mjbUrI nhIM TI≥ ˚ya åMxu ko åxok ka smaj kBI pnah de pata ˚ya vh<br />
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BI ¨nke bIc ´k xmRnak ißTit bn kr n rh jata-jEsa ik k˚kU ke saT huåa÷ ˚ya<br />
mera cunav isPR ^tna nhIM <strong>Ta</strong> ik ya to åxok ke smaj ko åpnakr åMxu ko BUl<br />
ja¨M....åOr ågr åMxu ko...vhI to huåa BI hE......åMxu ko pane ke ilye åxok ko Ko dene<br />
kI kIMmt hI p¿\I hE muJe÷ merI yh inyit ˚ya åv⋲yMBavI TI<br />
leikn yh sb bhut DIre-DIre , muJko pUrI trh åMDere <strong>meM</strong> rK kr huåa≥ ya xayd<br />
mEM åMxu <strong>meM</strong> ^tnI m©n TI ik ¨skI rOxnI ke Gere ke bahr sb kuC DuMDla gya <strong>Ta</strong>≥ merI<br />
åpnI hI laprvahI...besrokarI÷ xayd åBI BI pta n lgta ågr ko^% åpne haT se<br />
^xara kr ke muJe idKata n≥ åOr ´k bar deKne ke bad åaMK ibna deKe BI bhut kuC<br />
deK letI hE... tb pI¿\a ke BUt hr idxa se x˚leM bdl-bdl kr hmle krne lgte hEM÷<br />
k^% bar bhut t¿\p ¨Qta hE mn.....Pon ke coge kI åor haT b¿|te hEM.....kh dUM ¨s<br />
nam-benam ir⋲te se--mere åxok ko i<strong>rha</strong> kr sktI ho...˚ya muJe mera åxok lOqa<br />
sktI ho÷ leikn åxok merI ^çCa se to gya nhIM <strong>Ta</strong> tb merI ^çCa ˚ya ¨se lOqa<br />
layegI km¿jorI ke ikn œNoM <strong>meM</strong> jb ¨ske samne ro Do dI TI to tBI netaigrI ka<br />
tana sunne ko imla <strong>Ta</strong>≥ bs åb ^tne pr hI hk hE mera≥ mEM ¨n logoM <strong>meM</strong> nhIM ijnke donoM<br />
haT suK bqorne ke ilye hote hEM÷ iktne kuC ko ´k saT sMBal kr clna p¿\ta hE<br />
i¿jMdgI <strong>meM</strong>÷ ¿jra sa cUke nhIM ik ko^% na¿juk sI cI¿j igrkr cknacUr ho jatI hE≥ quk¿\e<br />
shej BI lUM...pr dubara ˚ya ¨se vEsa hI bnaya ja skta hE...jo¿\ åOr drareM ˚ya ¨skI<br />
sUrt ko JuirRyoM se nhIM pUr deMgI≥ iPr jo¿\ne kI åb <strong>tk</strong> kI hr koixx to nakam hI<br />
rhI hE≥ tb ˚ya bca hE merI i¿jMdgI <strong>meM</strong>÷÷÷<br />
+ + + + + +<br />
pha¿\I pr bne åpne ßkUl se åMxu ne muJe åpnI do peMiqM©¿j BejI hEM≥ donoM <strong>meM</strong> rMgoM ka<br />
cunav ´k sa hI hE--KUb Kula mEi\qeiryn smud® jEsa raAyl ∫lU åOr Bor ke åasman<br />
jEsa iKla huåa koml lal≥ ´k ic“ <strong>meM</strong> to isPR iKlva¿\ hE ^~hI do rMgoM ka--khIM<br />
h¬kI to khIM ghrI rMg CayayeM....mÎy <strong>meM</strong> ´k ghrI nIlI reKa to ¨sko kaqtI ¨pr kI<br />
åor ¨~muK ghrI lal reKa≥ dUsre ic“ <strong>meM</strong> ^~hIM rMgo ke bIc se ¨Brta ´k manvI xrIr<br />
hE--ipcke hú gal, tIKI nak, åOr ijßm ka åakar ^tna œIN hE manoM hi¸\yo Mka<br />
|aMca ho÷ pta nhIM ˚ya ho jata hE muJe.....ic“ ko deKtI hUM to vhI i¿jMdgI åOr mOt se<br />
l¿\ta huåa k˚kU ka kMkal åaMKoM pr åakr ißTr ho jata hE÷<br />
leikn åMxu....åMxu ke ¿jhn <strong>meM</strong> ≤sI tsvIr ˚yoM...˚ya vh BI mere BItr ke k˚kU<br />
ko jIta <strong>rha</strong> hE ågr k˚kU Kud peMq kr pata to ˚ya vh BI ≤sa hI kuC..pr sc <strong>meM</strong><br />
ågr k˚kU peMq kr pata to xayd ¨s nrk se bc jata≥ leikn k˚kU ˚ya kr skta <strong>Ta</strong><br />
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ya ˚ya nhIM ^skI phcan BI to iksI ko nhIM ho payI÷ cahe ^skI vjh hmarI<br />
pirißTit TI ya inyit ya jo BI...pr k˚kU ne hI xayd muJe ^tna ånuBvI bna idya<br />
<strong>Ta</strong> ik mEM åMxu ko bca payI≥ yUM yh BI mumikn hE, jEsa ik maM khtI hEM ,ik sb åpnI<br />
åpnI inyit Bogte hEM÷ k˚kU ijn halat <strong>meM</strong> pEda huåa ya ijn pirißTityoM <strong>meM</strong> b¿|a-pla-<br />
- ˚ya ^se BI ¨skI inyit hI kheMge÷<br />
sval÷ sval÷ sval÷ hmare pas isP% sval hI hote hEM÷ jvab ´k BI nhIM÷<br />
xayd ^se BI inyit hI kha jayega≥ ˚ya sval BI pirißTityoM se in:sZt ya ¨nke<br />
vxIBUt hote hEM..jbik jvab imlta hE inyit se÷ ya inyit hI ma“ ´k sval hE åOr<br />
jvab hEM pirißTityaM...sçca^% åOr åsilyt ke nam Dre lMbe te¿j naKUnoM se kureMctI M...<br />
KUn åOr maMs ke lbalb kqore gqktI pirißTityaM.. jhaM raht ka ´k ma“ sMbl rh<br />
jata hE inyit÷ iksI bekar ve⋲ya sI DMDa KojtI inyit--jo cahe ¨sI kI hone ko<br />
tEyar÷<br />
bhut qUq cukI hE maM ÷ isPR mOt ka hI ^Mt¿jar ijse ho ¨ske ilye i¿jMdgI mOt se<br />
BI bdtr ho jatI hE≥ ¨s b¿\e se <strong>Gr</strong> <strong>meM</strong> åkelI mM\ratI iPrtI hEM maM ÷ åpnI hI prCa^%<br />
sI÷ khtI hEM k˚kU ke bad sb bhut sUna ho gya≥ k˚kU jo nam ma“ ko hI <strong>rha</strong> <strong>Ta</strong> ¨s<br />
<strong>Gr</strong> <strong>meM</strong>...vh <strong>Gr</strong> åBI BI jEse ¨ska ßvagt krne ko ¨†suk bEQa <strong>Ta</strong>, jEse ko^% sjI-DjI<br />
du¬hn pIhr jane se rh jaye ≥ maM ke ilye ¨ske hone ma“ kI BI rOnk TI--iPr vh<br />
hona åOroM kI n¿jro <strong>meM</strong> cahe iktna inrTRk ho ya Kud maM ke ilye vh iktna hI<br />
pI¿\adayk ho≥ ¨ska n hona hI hone ko åT% de gya <strong>Ta</strong>≥ yUM ¨ske hote hú cahe hone ka<br />
åT% Ko BI gya ho≥<br />
åMxu ke donoM ic“ maM ko idKate hú mEMne ¨nse BI k˚kU ka i¿jk® ikya <strong>Ta</strong>-"åMxu<br />
se to mEMne kBI k˚kU ke bare <strong>meM</strong> bat BI nhIM kI ...¨skI tsvIr <strong>tk</strong> nhIM idKayI..tb yh<br />
ic“..."<br />
maM ne merI bat ko ∆yada tUl n dete hú kha <strong>Ta</strong>-"tere åpne ¿jhn <strong>meM</strong> BI to kuC ho<br />
skta hE ..tBI tuJe xayd ≤sa dIKta hE...vnaR jhaM <strong>tk</strong> k˚kU ka sval hE, jo kuC BI<br />
¨s ke saT huåa vh to hona hI <strong>Ta</strong>≥ Bgvan Kud BI åa jate to xayd qal n pate"<br />
mEM<br />
åvak maM ko deKtI rhI TI≥<br />
"jb<br />
k˚kU mere peq <strong>meM</strong> <strong>Ta</strong> tBI se ¨se lekr mere mn <strong>meM</strong> \r bEQa huåa <strong>Ta</strong>"<br />
"≤sa ˚yoM..."<br />
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maM To¿\a sa iJJkIM...JuirRyoM ke åa¿\e-itrCe jal <strong>meM</strong> qMkI åMaKeM jEse åpne-åap se<br />
hI bcne ke ilye JukIM åOr iPr khIM xU~y <strong>meM</strong> jakr g¿\ gyIM≥<br />
"tere \a˚qr caca ne hI kha <strong>Ta</strong> ...tuJe malUm hE tere pEda hone ke sal Br bad hI<br />
muJe \aybqI¿j ho gyI TI ..KEr xuk® hE tU to ho hI cukI TI....¨~hoMne kha ik \aybiqk<br />
maM se pEda hone vale bçce ka idma¿g..."<br />
va˚y pUra hone ke phle hI maM ka gla