ADAMUS ADAMUS - Crimson Circle

The (NEXT) Series X - Beyond Identity
levels of Source energy onto Earth? What if you’re not responsible enough? What
if you have some bastard aspect who misuses that energy? You question whether
you can control or manage what you have right now.
What if you have one of these – give me a word that’s not bad to use on the air, one
of these … (someone says, “Shit”) I like that word, “shit” – one of the shit aspects
that distorts that energy and perverts it and pollutes it and uses it to abuse others,
but worse yet, yourself? So there’s a concern.
You know right now about how much you can handle. You know what you’re limits
are – you think you know, but that’s your old human identity talking – so there is
part of you that keeps it out somewhere else. Why take on that burden? Why take
on that extra? Why take on those new levels that are going to do more to possibly
ostracize you from other humans, cause other humans to condemn or judge you
even more?
Ah, let’s see where was I? Oh, Source energy.
You spent lifetimes, at least the last three or four
lifetimes trying to hide, trying to … (he tries to turn
off a fan) trying to … (David turns it off for him)
Thank you. You have these little electric motors,
cell phones, all these have little frequencies, and
it does affect our grander frequencies here. Linda
thinking, “Oh my god, now it’s going to get hot
up here.” But … (much laughter as she takes out
a small hand-held fan and turns it on)
So there’s this concern about bringing in this new level of Source energy. You’ve
spent lifetimes hiding, trying to blend in. All of you know what that was like earlier
in this life, actually up until quite recently, trying to blend in, trying to be “normal.”
Now, you knew you weren’t, your parents definitely knew you weren’t, the ones
around you were suspicious, so you tried to be a chameleon. You tried to adapt to
these ways that you know aren’t right, at least not for what you want in your life.
You’ve tried to adjust. You’ve tried to be invisible. Every time you have a big
insight, a big project, not to pick on anyone – Jane – you’ve tried to then put it
down. You even keep those old human names … wink, wink.
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