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262 [Jmear, isrt] ALL THE TEAB BOUND. [Oondocttdb;<br />

speak, was in her eyes and in every gestore.<br />

Through her light chatter, as we sat at<br />

breakfast, I felt her pre-ooonpation and<br />

watohfulness. To that light chatter she<br />

found me irresponsive; she found me<br />

unsympathetic with her raptures about<br />

the beauty of the moming, fair-shining<br />

after yesterday's rain; found me, indeed,<br />

altogether grim, glum, grave, and unpleasant.<br />

And, by-and-by, suddenly jumping<br />

up from her place, she came to my<br />

side, putting her hands on my shoulders,<br />

she shook me, kissing me at tho same time,<br />

and said—<br />

"Aunt Hammond, do yon and Allan<br />

want to drive me into doing— I don't<br />

know what, but something very desperate ?<br />

I'm not going to put up vrith nothing but<br />

cross words and gloomy looks ; with having<br />

nothing done to amuse me, and no one<br />

taking any notice of me. I warn you<br />

that I don't mean to bear this sort of treatment,<br />

and you may warn my husband I<br />

Why should he have changed so to me ? I<br />

am not changed; I am not different.<br />

What have I done to deserve that he should<br />

treat me so ? "<br />

She spoke tremulously, and her eyes<br />

were stung to tears.<br />

She stepped from the window on to the<br />

lawn, and stood there for five minutes<br />

quite still. The pretty creature! all bloom<br />

and light *nd loveliness. Neither cold nor<br />

heat, frost nor sunshine, ever seemed to<br />

have any power to redden or to roughen<br />

that skin of Elfie's, or in any way to harm<br />

her fatel beauty.<br />

When she came in sbe stood in front of<br />

me and spoke quite solemnly—tor Elfie—<br />

her earnestness dilating and darkening<br />

her riolet eyes till they might have passed<br />

for black.<br />

" I'm nineteen," she began. " I may<br />

live to be ninety. Some people do. I am<br />

sure I shall never wish to die. How can<br />

any one ever wish to die ? It must be<br />

horrid—hateful. I want to be happy up<br />

in the sunshine." She waa garing towards<br />

Braithwait now. " We have been married<br />

eight months^-only eight months. What<br />

will it be when we have been married<br />

eight—eighteen—eight-and-twenty years,<br />

if we go on like this?"<br />

" If you often play the fool, the vricked<br />

little fool, as you did last night, Blfie, long<br />

before your eight-and-twenty, eighteen, or<br />

even eight years are out, the whole thing will<br />

have come to some most miserable end."<br />

" What whole thing will have come to<br />

some most miserable end ? " she asked vrith<br />

a curdling pallor at the very ring of »nr<br />

ominous, uncomfortable-sounding woviU<br />

" Your marriage."<br />

"I know I did not behave well I<br />

night, Annt Hammond. I meant to ha:<br />

asked Allan to forgive me. I meant to<br />

have explained to him some things—some<br />

things about Edgar Bamsay—some thin<br />

you don't know. Aunt Hammond. Tor<br />

indeed," and here she sparkled and flushed<br />

proudly, " I do not mean to h.ave him,<br />

Edgar Bamsay, fancying that he has me<br />

in his power, because of some—some<br />

foolishness, because of a half-promise<br />

because of just two silly little letters. I<br />

meant to have told everything te Alhm."<br />

" Do that, Blfie, and you will do Ihe<br />

vrisest thing it has ever entered into pur<br />

head to contemplate. Do it, Elfie, and you<br />

will save yourself from the possibility of<br />

evils you cannot even imagine."<br />

" Allan gives me no opportenity ot<br />

doing it, Aunt Hammond; I was waiting<br />

and watehing for him last night, and he<br />

did not come near me."<br />

" Can yon wonder he did not come near<br />

yon! Why, Elfie, your whole behavioor<br />

last evening was so studiously insnltmg<br />

that—well, far less provocation than yoa<br />

gave has made murderers of men no<br />

worse than other men—nay, perhaps, in<br />

many things better, with keener sensitiv.<br />

ness of honour and feeling, only wea'-.<br />

in having less self-control."<br />

" What are you telking about ? Wh»t<br />

absurd exaggeration ! I wished to punish<br />

Allan for haring left me to myself the<br />

whole long dismal day. I wished to<br />

please Edgar Bamsay. I wished toamnse<br />

myself. That is all! "<br />

" Are you a baby, Elfie ? Or are yon a<br />

wom»n without a heart ? "<br />

Elfie raised her fairy-pencilled brows,<br />

and looked at me with the " daft" looh<br />

she had sometimes. Whether she assumed<br />

it, or whether at times it settled naturally<br />

down upon her face, I never had been able<br />

to decide.<br />

I wished to try an experiment, one that<br />

I don't think now I was justified in trying.<br />

" Kneel down by me, child," I said.<br />

" so that I may speak softly close into<br />

your ear." She obeyed me, with an air<br />

half of mockery, half of wonder.<br />

" Elfie, have you any thonglit of what<br />

will be the natural consequence of teaching<br />

your husband to believe either that he<br />

has married a pretty doll, without heart<br />

or conscience, or a vain unprincipled girl,<br />

who gives what heart she has elsewhere?

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