A NARROW ESCAPE.
A NARROW ESCAPE.
A NARROW ESCAPE.
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262 [Jmear, isrt] ALL THE TEAB BOUND. [Oondocttdb;<br />
speak, was in her eyes and in every gestore.<br />
Through her light chatter, as we sat at<br />
breakfast, I felt her pre-ooonpation and<br />
watohfulness. To that light chatter she<br />
found me irresponsive; she found me<br />
unsympathetic with her raptures about<br />
the beauty of the moming, fair-shining<br />
after yesterday's rain; found me, indeed,<br />
altogether grim, glum, grave, and unpleasant.<br />
And, by-and-by, suddenly jumping<br />
up from her place, she came to my<br />
side, putting her hands on my shoulders,<br />
she shook me, kissing me at tho same time,<br />
and said—<br />
"Aunt Hammond, do yon and Allan<br />
want to drive me into doing— I don't<br />
know what, but something very desperate ?<br />
I'm not going to put up vrith nothing but<br />
cross words and gloomy looks ; with having<br />
nothing done to amuse me, and no one<br />
taking any notice of me. I warn you<br />
that I don't mean to bear this sort of treatment,<br />
and you may warn my husband I<br />
Why should he have changed so to me ? I<br />
am not changed; I am not different.<br />
What have I done to deserve that he should<br />
treat me so ? "<br />
She spoke tremulously, and her eyes<br />
were stung to tears.<br />
She stepped from the window on to the<br />
lawn, and stood there for five minutes<br />
quite still. The pretty creature! all bloom<br />
and light *nd loveliness. Neither cold nor<br />
heat, frost nor sunshine, ever seemed to<br />
have any power to redden or to roughen<br />
that skin of Elfie's, or in any way to harm<br />
her fatel beauty.<br />
When she came in sbe stood in front of<br />
me and spoke quite solemnly—tor Elfie—<br />
her earnestness dilating and darkening<br />
her riolet eyes till they might have passed<br />
for black.<br />
" I'm nineteen," she began. " I may<br />
live to be ninety. Some people do. I am<br />
sure I shall never wish to die. How can<br />
any one ever wish to die ? It must be<br />
horrid—hateful. I want to be happy up<br />
in the sunshine." She waa garing towards<br />
Braithwait now. " We have been married<br />
eight months^-only eight months. What<br />
will it be when we have been married<br />
eight—eighteen—eight-and-twenty years,<br />
if we go on like this?"<br />
" If you often play the fool, the vricked<br />
little fool, as you did last night, Blfie, long<br />
before your eight-and-twenty, eighteen, or<br />
even eight years are out, the whole thing will<br />
have come to some most miserable end."<br />
" What whole thing will have come to<br />
some most miserable end ? " she asked vrith<br />
a curdling pallor at the very ring of »nr<br />
ominous, uncomfortable-sounding woviU<br />
" Your marriage."<br />
"I know I did not behave well I<br />
night, Annt Hammond. I meant to ha:<br />
asked Allan to forgive me. I meant to<br />
have explained to him some things—some<br />
things about Edgar Bamsay—some thin<br />
you don't know. Aunt Hammond. Tor<br />
indeed," and here she sparkled and flushed<br />
proudly, " I do not mean to h.ave him,<br />
Edgar Bamsay, fancying that he has me<br />
in his power, because of some—some<br />
foolishness, because of a half-promise<br />
because of just two silly little letters. I<br />
meant to have told everything te Alhm."<br />
" Do that, Blfie, and you will do Ihe<br />
vrisest thing it has ever entered into pur<br />
head to contemplate. Do it, Elfie, and you<br />
will save yourself from the possibility of<br />
evils you cannot even imagine."<br />
" Allan gives me no opportenity ot<br />
doing it, Aunt Hammond; I was waiting<br />
and watehing for him last night, and he<br />
did not come near me."<br />
" Can yon wonder he did not come near<br />
yon! Why, Elfie, your whole behavioor<br />
last evening was so studiously insnltmg<br />
that—well, far less provocation than yoa<br />
gave has made murderers of men no<br />
worse than other men—nay, perhaps, in<br />
many things better, with keener sensitiv.<br />
ness of honour and feeling, only wea'-.<br />
in having less self-control."<br />
" What are you telking about ? Wh»t<br />
absurd exaggeration ! I wished to punish<br />
Allan for haring left me to myself the<br />
whole long dismal day. I wished to<br />
please Edgar Bamsay. I wished toamnse<br />
myself. That is all! "<br />
" Are you a baby, Elfie ? Or are yon a<br />
wom»n without a heart ? "<br />
Elfie raised her fairy-pencilled brows,<br />
and looked at me with the " daft" looh<br />
she had sometimes. Whether she assumed<br />
it, or whether at times it settled naturally<br />
down upon her face, I never had been able<br />
to decide.<br />
I wished to try an experiment, one that<br />
I don't think now I was justified in trying.<br />
" Kneel down by me, child," I said.<br />
" so that I may speak softly close into<br />
your ear." She obeyed me, with an air<br />
half of mockery, half of wonder.<br />
" Elfie, have you any thonglit of what<br />
will be the natural consequence of teaching<br />
your husband to believe either that he<br />
has married a pretty doll, without heart<br />
or conscience, or a vain unprincipled girl,<br />
who gives what heart she has elsewhere?