She hasn’t drunk any alcohol for six years, hasn’t smoked for over seven years 12 <strong>Jesus</strong> <strong>Life</strong> Karen and some of her friends from the <strong>Jesus</strong> Fellowship www.jesus.org.uk
s s Continued from previous page in Tenerife, she ended up sleeping on a friend’s floor in Leicester. Months later, she managed to get a room at an outreach hostel. A girl living there invited Karen to her first church meeting, a “friendship meal” at a <strong>Jesus</strong> Fellowship community house called “Springfield”. “Afterwards,” she chuckles, “I decided I never wanted to go back. But I did start a relationship with one of the guys I met there.” Two months later, Karen found herself asking her Christian boyfriend and his friend questions about God. “I claimed God was nothing to me,” says Karen, “But I didn’t know that the Holy Spirit was working in me.” It wasn’t the first time she had sensed that there “might be more to life”. <strong>The</strong> week before she started asking her boyfriend about God, she had experienced a peaceful sensation go through her body. “I knew there was someone else in the room, even though I could see there wasn’t.” Days later, she started to have a panic attack in her bedroom in the hostel and asked a friend for help. He phoned a member of staff, a Christian woman who sat on the end of Karen’s bed and said, “I’ll call the ambulance, but, before I do… can I pray for you?” She put her hand on Karen’s shoulder and prayed. A few seconds later, she was breathing normally. Some time later on the way to a residents meeting at the hostel, Karen suddenly started to skip and dance around the local park. She returned to the hostel and announced to her friend: “I think it’s time!” Karen defines it as the Holy Spirit’s energy filling her. Minutes later, she had the urge to open her mouth and shout “<strong>Jesus</strong> Christ is Lord!” She realised that this was a sign that she had real faith. For the next few hours, the Holy Spirit bubbled up inside her. Karen couldn’t stop laughing. Later, a Christian member of staff visited Karen and found her full of enthusiasm. “Julian, www.jesus.org.uk She put her hand on Karen’s shoulder and prayed. A few seconds later, she was breathing normally I’m a Christian! I love <strong>Jesus</strong>!” He was amazed at the change, informing her that she’d “gone from ice cold to boiling hot”. <strong>The</strong> following day, Karen returned to “Springfield” and in January 2004, she was baptised as a Christian, knowing it was a step she needed to make. She says: “At times when things have been tough, and I’ve felt like clearing off, God’s reminded me of my baptism and it’s held me true.” Eight years on, Karen’s life has changed dramatically. She hasn’t drunk any alcohol for six years, hasn’t smoked for over seven years and has known a lot of healing. “I’ve been able to accept myself, through knowing that God loves me and my friends in the church love me.” She talks excitedly of “First Spring”, a group for teenage girls in Leicester that she leads, along with a few others. “It’s a space where the girls can relax, make friends and find life.” “God touched me so deeply that I can never walk away from Him. I’ve come so far since my teenage years; I’m a lot calmer and happier. I’m a daughter of God, and proud of it!” JL <strong>Jesus</strong> <strong>Life</strong> 13