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LIBER CDXVIII<br />
corrupted by mind. Yet it is by virtue of mind that he endures it,<br />
and passes on, if so be that he pass on. Yet <strong>the</strong>re is nothing higher<br />
than this, for it is perfectly balanced in itself. I cannot read a word<br />
of <strong>the</strong> holy Table, for <strong>the</strong> letters of <strong>the</strong> Table are all wrong. They<br />
are only <strong>the</strong> shadows of shadows. And whoso beholdeth this<br />
Table with this rapture, is light. The true word for light hath<br />
seven letters. They are <strong>the</strong> same as ARARITA, transmuted.<br />
There is a voice in this Æthyr, but it cannot be spoken. The<br />
only way one can represent it is as a ceaseless thundering of <strong>the</strong><br />
word Amen. It is not a repetition of Amen, because <strong>the</strong>re is no<br />
time. It is one Amen continuous.<br />
Shall mine eye fade before thy glory? I am <strong>the</strong> eye. That is<br />
why <strong>the</strong> eye is seventy. You can never understand why, except<br />
in this vision.<br />
And now <strong>the</strong> table recedes from me. Far, far it goes,<br />
streaming with light. And <strong>the</strong>re are two black angels bending<br />
over me, covering me with <strong>the</strong>ir wings, shutting me up into <strong>the</strong><br />
darkness; and I am lying in <strong>the</strong> Pastos of our Fa<strong>the</strong>r Christian<br />
Rosenkreutz, beneath <strong>the</strong> Table in <strong>the</strong> Vault of seven sides. And<br />
I hear <strong>the</strong>se words:<br />
The voice of <strong>the</strong> Crowned Child, <strong>the</strong> Speech of <strong>the</strong> Babe that<br />
is hidden in <strong>the</strong> egg of blue. (Before me is <strong>the</strong> flaming Rosy<br />
Cross.) I have opened mine eye, and <strong>the</strong> universe is dissolved<br />
before me, for force is mine upper eye-lid and matter is my lower<br />
eye-lid. I gaze into <strong>the</strong> seven spaces, and <strong>the</strong>re is naught.<br />
The rest of it comes without words; and <strong>the</strong>n again:<br />
I have gone forth to war, and I have slain him that sat upon <strong>the</strong><br />
sea, crowned with <strong>the</strong> winds. I put forth my power and he was<br />
broken. I withdrew my power and he was ground into fine dust.<br />
Rejoice with me, O ye Sons of <strong>the</strong> Morning; stand with me<br />
upon <strong>the</strong> Throne of Lotus; ga<strong>the</strong>r yourselves up unto me, and we<br />
shall play toge<strong>the</strong>r in <strong>the</strong> fields of light. I have passed into <strong>the</strong><br />
Kingdom of <strong>the</strong> West after my Fa<strong>the</strong>r.