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control. Some areas of the figure are highly articulated while other areas
are incomplete, portraying that emotions can be unresolved.
Figures are composed in a dark environment where ink and charcoal have
been used to reference scientific imagery of chemical reactions in the
brain. Charcoal powder and water are applied to the surface and India
ink is then loosely added, resulting in abstract forms. The result of the
ink is never controlled nor can it be erased. Color is introduced on the
back of the surface to subtly refer to brain scans. Brain scans, also known
as neuroimaging scans, alone cannot identify any mental disorders.
These scans can, however, be used to rule out other medical disorders,
such as a tumor, that could cause symptoms similar to a mental disorder,
such as depression.
All figures are depicted in a hexagonal format that references chemical
compounds that control emotions. All figures are unclothed to refer to
the body as a site of scientific exploration. In some compositions, several
hexagons are used to deconstruct the figure and reference the significant
role of chemistry in our mental and physical state. Chemicals (such as
endorphins) are symbolized by a skeleton formula (a hexagon), which is
a common way of representing a molecule. Endorphins, for example, are
released under strenuous activity such as exercise and provide a feeling
of well-being. Low serotonin, which indicates an imbalance in brain
chemistry, leads to various symptoms of depression.
Brain functionality is fascinating to me. Through many experiences,
with myself and others, I’ve discovered an inner struggle with my
emotions. The drawing processes I have developed have allowed me to
dive deep into my own thoughts about my emotions. This has been my
core inspiration for this collection of work. Discovering images and
research pertaining to my emotions has given me a sense of peace and
contemplation. These aspects continue to be a driving force throughout
my work.
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