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One could say of this film that it “narrates” a sexual act, and that as such it has<br />

a beginning, middle, and end, and even a coda. At the start, the face we see is fairly<br />

impassive, the head rather still. Soon enough, though, things begin to happen. The man<br />

tilts his head up and down and sometimes thrusts it back against the wall behind him,<br />

such that we can see only his taut chin and straining neck with its protruding Adam’s<br />

apple. His head sometimes jerks to one side or the other (the motion is quick even at<br />

silent speed) as his brow furrows and his lips purse or curl. At least once, he licks his lips.<br />

Now and then, one or the other of his hands comes into the frame—to scratch his nose,<br />

wipe his lips, press against his cheek, or run his fingers through his hair. After seven<br />

reels of these minimal occurrences that attune us intimately to this face as it expresses<br />

sexual excitation and intermittent lulls, the penultimate reel shows us the face’s blissful<br />

contortion at the moment of orgasm. Just before we see the decisive spasm, the man’s<br />

hands spring up behind his head in complete surrender. After coming, he settles back<br />

into stasis and impassivity, he scratches his nose, and the reel ends. As the next begins,<br />

a few bobs of the head and scrunches of the face suggest the man is zipping up his<br />

pants and buckling his belt. He puts a cigarette in his mouth, strikes a match, lights<br />

the cigarette, leaves it in place as he inhales, then exhales smoke that momentarily<br />

obscures the face. With obvious post-orgasmic satisfaction, he smokes, serenely looks<br />

about, wipes his nose and mouth with the back of his hand. He cradles his head in his<br />

left arm, then brings his hand to his face and pinches his cheeks together. His mouth<br />

forms a few words of silent speech, he leans forward, and the film runs out.<br />

All the while that we have watched this face for what it would communicate of<br />

sexual excitement, we will surely have noticed something significant about how we<br />

see the face, and how well. The film’s lighting illuminates the face not from the position<br />

from which we look, but from above. Thus, when the man looks directly at the camera,<br />

his eyes are deep in shadow. His face is fully illuminated only when he holds his head<br />

back and looks up into the light. If there is any sense of frustration in Blow Job, it derives,<br />

I think, not from not seeing the sexual act—we really don’t expect to—but from not<br />

being truly able to see the man’s face. No, that’s not precisely it. We do see his face, but<br />

we see it only when he does not look at us, when, sometimes in rapture, sometimes<br />

in tedium, he tilts his head back—and therefore looks away from us. Often he looks<br />

directly our way, but we cannot see him looking at us. Warhol’s camera captures this<br />

face and the sensation it registers, but simultaneously withholds it from us; and he does<br />

this through a simple positioning of the light as if by chance, a bare lightbulb hung from<br />

the ceiling just above and slightly to the left of the scene. We cannot make eye contact.<br />

We cannot look into this man’s eyes and detect the vulnerability that his submission to<br />

being pleasured surely entails. We cannot take sexual possession of him. We can see his<br />

face, but we cannot, as it were, have it. This face is not for us.<br />

Face Value<br />

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