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Bowl of Light - The Argotist Online

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here, and them<br />

Your deadspace colloquial synapse<br />

firing raku-yaki in colonial spleen;<br />

what emissions trail you, ensnare your delicacies<br />

and drag you up, into the arms <strong>of</strong> ecstatic bliss<br />

like watching the fecund paint pull slowly from your smiles<br />

the ones you practice in the mirror<br />

if death and the space between stars weren’t so perfect, they wouldn’t be the end<br />

if ignorance weren’t so easy, it wouldn’t be perfected,<br />

on display vulgarly,<br />

the web-toed blare<br />

what sheep corner in your ambulance<br />

pulled over and pissed on, the corner <strong>of</strong> a fence you never thought to<br />

repair,<br />

some small keys dangling from the column,<br />

and spiderwebs for fetlock<br />

if you can dream <strong>of</strong> zombies and impossible shapes<br />

your reality tetrahedral and claustrophobic –<br />

your eyes tattoed on the back <strong>of</strong> your worker’s hands –<br />

your sins reeling and slapping the back <strong>of</strong> your mind like a Catholic ruler –<br />

your knees and feet dirty from who-knows-what –<br />

your tennis shoes broken and sad, reflecting fate, and, let’s face it, reliquary –<br />

yourgun<br />

yourgun<br />

your gun –<br />

then I can kiss you tangled awake in bedsheets that smell <strong>of</strong> deliverance; the spirit <strong>of</strong> freedom,<br />

not Ned Beatty in the woods, holding for dear life to palm fronds and:<br />

my spherical paranoia, chachacha –<br />

my broken dreams swimming alongside last night’s pot roast –<br />

my too-olds and none-too-valuables –<br />

my promises <strong>of</strong> future selves for us both, at the lowlowlow discount price –<br />

mylaughter<br />

mylaughter<br />

my laughter –<br />

your deadspace colloquial synapse<br />

firing raku-yaki in colonial spleen;<br />

that emotions tether you, elicit your debaucheries<br />

and curl you tight, out <strong>of</strong> small lint carvings and this,<br />

unlike sleeping, all sotto composure thrown quickly despite the miles

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