Sickness <strong>and</strong> healingYou thought yourself secure <strong>and</strong> safe,<strong>and</strong> yet it still crept slowly in,enveloping your very soul:the pestilential fog of sin.Through cracks too thin to let in lightits hellish fumes seeped bit by bit,<strong>and</strong> thus it overwhelmed youbefore you even noticed it.Deeper <strong>and</strong> deeper you sank down –your heavy heart, the prey of sin.In vain, the shepherd’s warning cry –your ear, once sharp, was deaf to him.Where will your helpless heart turn now?The spell that holds you in its clasphas brought your captive soul so low,you’re sure you’re in the devil’s grasp.But there’s still time to rouse yourself,the Lord himself is on your side.Come, run to him on eager feet,<strong>and</strong> think how on the cross he died.Yes, sin on sin has weighed you down<strong>and</strong> crushed your weak <strong>and</strong> weary will,but there’s no end to Jesus’ grace,<strong>and</strong> he’ll accept your burdens still.At Golgotha, beneath the cross,there’s hope for every desperate soul.It is for you that he hangs there,to heal you is his only goal.At the beginning of the letter he sent with “For Jesus alone!” Eberhardwrites to Emmy, “From this poem you can see that I am very happy…happyHere are no horrors, here no plagues,only salvation, only light.So look to Christ himself <strong>and</strong> stayeternally within his sight.I praise thee, Lord, a thous<strong>and</strong> times,yes, none but thee alone!For at the cross, though Satan rage,I will forever be your own.Breslau, January 31, 1908For Jesus alone!So may I livewith all I have<strong>and</strong> nothing less.I’ll give him all,my Lord <strong>and</strong> King –so will my heartfind happiness.Breslau, April 8, 1908Then forward, upward! <strong>and</strong> forgetall that held you back, unfree.Onward with Jesus, deeply cleansed,always more faithfully!Breslau, April 12, 1908because I am allowed to belong to Jesus through a new purification. It is soimportant to find, again <strong>and</strong> again, the points where a new surrender [toGod] is necessary. Otherwise the Enemy will easily succeed…Everything,really everything, depends on our belonging to the Lord so completely thatthe last remnant of self <strong>and</strong> the least trace of evil is overcome for good.”P O E M S & R H Y M E D P R A Y E R S:E B E R H A R D A R N O L D 39
Yours one yearTwelve most eventful months have passed –one whole year come <strong>and</strong> gone –since you, my dearest, stole my heart,since I became your own.It was a year of grace as well –of struggle, pleasure, pain –of following life’s narrow path,eternity to gain.It opened with such raptureon the heath, beneath the moon.Today the sun is shining –love’s bliss was mine so soon!How deep, how high, my hopes <strong>and</strong> pleas!How earnestly I prayed,while moonbeams bathed me with their light<strong>and</strong> night winds round me played.My vision then was far too small,too little did I dare.Yet God gave me a hundred timeswhat I begged him in prayer.And now, see with what happinessmy dearest Emmy beams!Of such bright radiance <strong>and</strong> joymost hearts can only dream.The gift that she, my dearest,allowed me to receive,I could not, in my boldest hours,ever have conceived.For she increased my joyat least a millionfold; yes, morethan one could ever hope for hereor on earth’s farthest shore.Yes, she has given me morethan any other under heaven:she gave her life to me entire,<strong>and</strong> more cannot be given.O Emmy! Let my love for youwash o’er you as a flood,that every passionate impulse,my every drop of bloodbe yours alone entirely,yours always to abide.No force of exile, threat of deathcould drive me from your side.May I, to serve you all our days,my burning love employ,<strong>and</strong> never tire to devisewhatever brings you joy.So let my life be wholly yours,my sunshine <strong>and</strong> my bride!Let any search: no fairer loveon earth will e’er be spied.Breslau, April 14, 1908Eberhard wrote this poem to mark the first anniversary of their engagement.In the accompanying letter (April 15) he writes: “Preparing for examshas kept me from prayer…<strong>and</strong> from writing poems. But yesterday I couldn’tresist any longer –I just had to write the enclosed lines. I then went out intothe park, in bright moonlight, to pray <strong>and</strong> to praise God.”P O E M S & R H Y M E D P R A Y E R S:E B E R H A R D A R N O L D 40
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