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NOT FOR SALEThis PDF File was creat
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AcknowledgmentsThank you, Mom, Dad,
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PS, I Love YouCecelia AhernA young
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switch for you before I go just so
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three brothers and Ciara, and sat i
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Was it possible that Gerry had kept
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Holly felt almost human when she ca
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“Oh sorry, Leo, I didn't mean to
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“He dumped me,” Leo said, pushi
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“I know, and it's funny, because
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Love Forever,Your husband and best
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Because it just wasn't fair.After p
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through trying to figure out just w
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lamp had a softening effect on the
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It's not as though Holly had the wo
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“Hi Ciara.” Holly approached he
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Abbey sat with a scowl on her face
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into her back pocket and everyone l
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Meredith. The children, though, wer
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“Well, you enjoyed the stripper t
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glittery corset, and at that moment
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glued together. She squinted around
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Holly. Declan's really excited abou
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“As your sister it's always a ple
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“Oh, I teach her English at the s
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“This is not funny. You know how
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fresh, budding, and are ready to bl
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to the dark and dangerous world of
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eing who deserves to burn in hell!
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didn't have the energy anymore. Who
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“No no,” he laughed, “he play
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Denise said dreamily.Holly and Shar
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to work. They left Bewley's (much t
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who was uptight during the last fam
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Ciara stopped laughing abruptly.Hol
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“Well, I think that's disgusting,
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“We have an exciting night ahead
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even know were wandering around her
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encouraged them to boo even louder,
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“Ladies and gentlemen, let's let
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“Do you neeeed anybody?” she re
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karaoke competition properly, never
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“What? It's not like he has to pa
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SixteenHOLLY SECURED HER BEDSHEET O
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what he wanted Holly to do with the
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oke into uncontrollable laughter.Ho
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something new. She wanted to look s
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SeventeenHOLLY ARRIVED AT HOGAN'S A
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something so depressing to someone
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to his chest and rubbed her hair, p
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John the taxi driver, who couldn't
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“Is it OK if my film crew follow
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Declan was filming from outside thr
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Sweden!”“Finland,” Sharon cor
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friend than the man on the moon. No
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“You don't have to try to make me
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“Hi, honey.”She looked up and s
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hand. “Yeah?” he said grumpily.
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He was a very confident man and he
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was secretly gay and the man headed
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wandering around the area. She walk
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lecturers! How could I say no to it
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lond hair, which Holly had never se
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Holly's eyes widened, terrified at
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wedding ring off? Gerry was gone al
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whom she had hated when they first
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witnessed anything like this. None
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“OK, any month in particular?”
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counter; she was pretty, she decide
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ecoming her husband, she would also
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Sharon began to laugh. “Oh good,
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“No, no.” He shook his head.“
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Ciara had already hung up.Holly dec
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were children Jack had always been
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iceps as he took a slug of his beer
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irthday cake in their hands singing
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“So much for saving innocent live
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John watched them as they dragged t
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“You see, I'm an actress myself .
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“Not until I have a cigarette,”
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an umbrella reading her book.“Oh,
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Sharon and walked off in the direct
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all of him, and there's absolutely
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Holly laughed.“Ah well, you're be
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made any impact. Everything remaine
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That night the girls realized the s
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“Yeah, it's just those bloody dre
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There was a horrible musty smell in
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“A-ha!” Holly yelled happily.
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Holly rolled her eyes. “Oh look a
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“Here they are!” Denise announc
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in shock. She did not see that one
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“It's funny,” he said, settling
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ut you couldn't touch them, smell t
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weird walk halfway between the door
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sight of the porn on his screen. He
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Finally her mum's car pulled up out
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“Take it,” he said, gently push
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finish them as she jumped from topi
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day she would have to search for ev
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from me that's a huge tip, because
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His face relaxed a little.Holly smi
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She had three weeks left at work un
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them away in the attic somewhere .
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meant that she had to stand in fron
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“Thanks, Mum.” Holly smiled wea
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that would happen to her eventually
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“Well screw the doctor, he's neve
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quickly.The receptionist shook his
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“Yeah, Stevie, wasn't it? A good
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hands in her lap going over and ove
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She had been given a wonderful gift
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EpilogueHOLLY FLICKED THROUGH THE N
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On the other hand, she was a woman