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10STORYUPSTART MARCH 2011SITTING WITH ANDILEChapter TwelveBACK TO SCHOOLDid he shoot you?” Andile asked me.“He just kept pointing at me with the gun, not sure if he should shootme or not. Then I said to him ‘I cannot imagine the pain she put youthrough, but I do understand the anger you are feeling. I myself atthat moment was too angry with her to interfere in what you were doing toher. So I decided to watch, but then you wanted to kill her. I could not let yougo through with that. Even after all the pain she put me through, she is still mymother’s niece. Most importantly I hope you can find it in your heart to forgiveme for taking your mother’s life away from you. I am sorry about your motherbut I am not sorry for interfering in your actions ‘ I said.‘I have known you for about two years and we are now entering December. Thisis not what I imagined the future would be like for us. Do you remember thefirst time Vuyo introduced you to us? ‘ he asked.‘I was scared at times yet still excited on the other hand ‘ I replied.‘That is not what you told me when we were introduced to each other. You toldme you were bored with your life and the only reason you were with Vuyo wasbecause you wanted adventure in your life. That moment you reminded meof myself. They say curiosity killed the cat. In this case you are the cat and youknow too much. I could kill you right now, but eventually I would be caught andtaken to prison. Of all the places in this earth Pollsmoor is one place I do notwish to go to. I forgive you Sive ‘ he said.‘Thank you, but I do not think I will be able to forgive myself. There is too muchblood in these hands of mine ‘ I said. We shook hands and went separate ways.I did not know what I was going to do. On the other hand I was thinking of killingmyself. Every time I closed my eyes I see them with bullet wounds. They arestanding there expressionless, butwith blood. There was only one placeI knew I could go to and that wasmy grandmother. When I got to mygrandmother house she welcomedme with open arms. She preparedsomething to eat then we sat in thedining room. She said, she heard herchild’s death was gang related. Thenshe asked me to honestly tell her thetruth of what happened. I told hereverything from day one when I metVuyo. When I had finished telling herwhat happen, she wiped the tearsin her eyes. She then told me I wasjust like my mother. In order for herto be serious about life she had to gothrough a serious situation similarto mine. Then she told me in orderto continue with life, I must be bornagain and my sins must be washedof me. That night my grandmotherprayed for me and instructed me tolive my life with God’s guidance andknowledge” I said to Andile.“But who is to say any of these guysof mine will ever experience whatyou experienced?” he asked.“Who is to say you won’t, and if youdo can you really guarantee yourselfthat you will still be alive?”“I suppose you are right.”“For a person’s mind to open it first has to go tosleep and feel the nightmares. Now that you have messed up your life, are yougoing to allow Satan to use you to mess up other people children lives. Insteadof brainwashing their minds why don’t you enlighten their minds. If you carryon like this, they will hate you in the future and might want to kill you whenthey realise that you used them. I consider myself fortunate for being able togo back to school. Do not fool yourself into thinking you are too wise. The onlytime a person is wise is when they finish what they started.”“How did it feel like killingall those people?”“It felt like being thereholding the gun, but notin control of my actions.It also felt like I was someoneelse, like the dark sideof me. I had no boundaries,no limitations and Icould do anything I wanted,because I had thepower in my hand and noone could stop me.”“Well thank you for tellingme about your past and Iwill definitely change myways. If there is anythingThe author MFUNDO JACOBSyou need please let me know.”“Andile you do know if you everexpose me to anyone I will have to kill you and I hope you understand why.Another thing, your girlfriend said I must ask you if I may have her.”“Sure, take her” Andile said in fear.The End by Mfundo Jacobs“This is the final chapter of Sitting with Andile. We apologisefor the mistake made in the last edition of <strong>Upstart</strong> when wepublished the wrong chapter as chapter twelve.Drawing by: Nkosinathi Mahote • Grade 10, Nombulelo High SchoolWIN GREAT PRIZESSend us 10 HIV/Aids fact or 10 TB fact and you couldwin awsome prizes.

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