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1.3It’s an inalienable part of my sweat and work and bedMy pleasure and sorrow.As a companion, the rag of my sari-endDaubs the mud on my body in the path of my lifeWhen is it that it hangs on my bosom?My sari-end is at work ceaselesslyIt’s not a rag to keep sentry on my bosomIt’s not a burden on my heartHow do I blame it in public?How could I survive setting it aflame?(Translated by Dr K Purushotham)DR JYOTI LANJEWARMOTHERI have never seen youwearing one of those gold-bordered sariswith a gold necklacewith gold bangleswith fancy sandals.Mother! have seen youburning the soles of your feet in the harsh summer sunhanging your little ones in a cradle on an acacia treecarrying barrels of tarworking on a road construction crew…I have seen youwith a basket of earth on your headrags bound on your feetgiving a sweaty kiss to the naked childwho came tottering over to you,working <strong>for</strong> your daily wage, working , working…I have seen youturning back the tide of tearstrying to ignore your stomach’s growlsuffering parched throat and lipsbuilding a dam on a lake…I have seen you<strong>for</strong> a dream of four mud wallsstepping carefully, pregnant,on the scaffolding of a sky scrapercarrying a hod of wet cement on your head…I have seen youevenings, untying the end of your sari<strong>for</strong> the coins to buy salt and oil,putting a five-paise coinon a little handsaying “go eat candy”taking the little bundle from the cradle of your breastPoemssaying “Study, become an Ambedkarand let the baskets fall from my hands”…I have seen yousitting in front of the stoveburning your very bonesto make coarse bread and a little somethingto feed everybody, but half-fed yourselfso there’d be a bit in the morning…I have seen youwashing clothes and cleaning potsin different householdsrejecting the scraps of food offered to youwith pridecovering yourself with a sarithat had been mended so many timessaying, “Don’t you have a mother or sister?”to anyone who looked at you with lust in his eyes…I have seen youon a crowded street with a market basket on your headtrying always to keep your head covering with the end ofyour sarichasing anyone who nudged you deliberatelywith your sandals in your hand…I have seen you working until sunsetpiercing the darkness to turn toward home,then <strong>for</strong>cing from the doorthat man who staggered in from the hooch hut…I have seen youat the front of the Long Marchthe end of your sari tucked tightly at the waistshouting “Change the name,”taking the blow of the police stick on your upraisedhandsgoing to jail with head held high…I have seen yousaying when your only sonfell martyr to police bullets“you died <strong>for</strong> Bhim, your death means something”saying boldly to the police“If I had two or three sons, I would be <strong>for</strong>tunate.They would fight on.”I have seen youon your death bedgiving that money you earnedrag-picking to the diksha bhumisaying with your dying breath

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