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At home we review our footage and discover much of it is useless due to various technicalproblems. We are disappointed but take comfort in the fact that this is our very first attempt at atrade that is demanding and to which we are both new. We resolve to do better the next day andnot to be discouraged by our failure today.Out of consideration for me, and much to his credit, Nick eats absolutely nothing the entire dayand I wonder if I should assure him that it is OK to eat, even in front of me since I am wellversed at hunger striking and it will have no influence on me. But before I can say anythingNick mentions matter-of-factly, as though guessing my thoughts, that he is not hungry and Ileave it at that.I am still getting my feet wet and trying to think out a strategy that is effective without being inpoor taste. If the Vatican does not acknowledge my hunger strike within a week I will makemyself visible but until then I will remain discreet. The Vatican must know I am here and that Iam serious but it must not be offended by my presence here or by my approach. I will have towalk a fine line and be discreet and visible at the same time.From the very beginning it becomes clear to me that secular forces approve of my hunger strikeat the Vatican and are acting behind the scenes to milk it for all it’s worth. But I have nointention of allowing anyone to hijack my mission or to use it for political ends. The blame forthe ongoing genocide is to be attributed to secular and religious authorities in equal measure andmy words and actions must reflect this at all times. I am no one’s agent but my own and have noagenda other than to stop the genocide and save our children and no master other than the truth,which is hidden behind layers and layers of lies and half-truths.If I am to succeed I must establish myself as the sanctuary of truth and protect my integrity at allcosts.The irony of history repeating itself after 2000 years does not escape me. Jesus raged at his Jewson the Temple’s steps in Jerusalem and I now rage at my Christians on the steps of St. Peter’sBasilica in Rome. Now as then faith has decayed to bare-naked hypocrisy. Now as then theclerics are politicians in robes. Yes, humanity has come a long way and I don’t expect to betortured and killed, but the relationship between authority and the people is as sick now as it wasthen. Yes, Pope Francis seems to be a decent man, but if he conceals the truth he is responsiblefor crimes unprecedented in history and if the Vatican could harm me to keep its culpabilitysecret it probably would.For some reason, whatever reason, I feel protected. And it is not the invisible hand of seculargovernments and organizations that give me this feeling, although my reason tells me that for thefirst time since I began my struggle against the system they are in my ball court. It is a divinepresence that I feel; the same divine presence that filled me with Lovelight in the Palau Islands.I am invulnerable because I stand on His shoulders.23