patients, risks with treatment, risks with investments. Never a fantastic risk--only thekind of risk that was just beyond the margin of safety. If Gerda guessed—if Gerdahad the least suspicion. But would she have? How much did he really knowabout Gerda? Normally, Gerda would believe white was black if he told her so.But over a thing like this . . . What had he looked like when he followedVeronica's tall, triumphant figure out of that window? What had he shown in hisface? Had they seen a boy's dazed, love-sick face? Or had they only observed a mandoing a polite duty? He didn't know! He hadn't the least idea. But he wasafraid—afraid for the ease and order and safety of his life. He'd been mad —quitemad, he thought with exasperation —and then took comfort in that very thought.Nobody would believe, surely, he could have been as mad as that? Everybody wasin bed and asleep, that was clear. <strong>The</strong> French window of the drawing.room stoodhalf open, left for his return. He looked up again at the innocent sleeping house. Itlooked, somehow, too innocent.Suddenly he started. He had heard, or he had imagined he heard, the faint closing ofa door. He turned his head sharply. If someone had come down to the pool,following him there. If someone had waited and followed him back, that someonecould have taken a higher path and so gained entrance to the house again by theside garden door and the soft closing of the garden door would have made just thesound that he had heard. He looked up sharply at the windows. Was that curtainmoving, had it been pushed aside for someone to look out, and then allowed tofall? Henrietta's room . . . Henrietta! Not Henrietta, his heart cried in a suddenpanic. I can't lose Henrietta! He wanted suddenly to fling up a handfulof pebbles at her window, to cry out to her. "Come out, my dear love. Come out tome now and walk with me up through the woods to Shovel Down and there listen--listen to everything that I now know about myself and that you must know, too, if youdo not know it already ..." ; He wanted to say to Henrietta: "I am starting again. Anew life begins from today. <strong>The</strong> things that crippled and ' hindered me from livinghave fallen away. You were right this afternoon when you | asked me if I wasrunning away from myself. | That is what I have been doing for years, s Because Inever knew whether it was strength or weakness that took me away from Veronica51 have been afraid of myself, afraid of life? afraid of you."If he were to wake Henrietta and make her come out with him now--up throughthe woods to where they could watch, together, the sun come up over the rim of theworld . . . "You're mad," he said to himself. He shivered. It was cold now, lateSeptember after all. "What the devil is the matter with you?" he asked himself."You've behaved quite insanely enough for one night. If you get away with it as itis, you're damned lucky!" What on earth would Gerda think if he stayed out allnight and came home with the milk? What, for the matter of that, would theAngkatells think? But that did not worry him for a moment. <strong>The</strong> Angkatells tookGreenwich time, as it were, from Lucy
Angkatell. And to Lucy Angkatell, the unusual always appeared perfectlyreasonable. But Gerda, unfortunately, was not an Angkatell. Gerda wouldhave to be dealt with, and he'd better go in and deal with Gerda as soon as possible.Supposing it had been Gerda who had followed him tonight-- No good sayingpeople didn't do such things. As a doctor, he knew only too well what people,high-minded, sensitive, fastidious, honourable people constantly did. <strong>The</strong>y listened atdoors, and opened letters and spied and snooped--not because for one moment theyapproved of such conduct, but because, before the sheer necessity of humananguish, they were rendered desperate. Poor devils, he thought, poor sufferinghuman devils . . . John Christow knew a good deal about human suffering. He hadnot very much pity for weakness, but he had for suffering, for it was, he knew, thestrong who suffer . . . If Gerda knew-- "Nonsense," he said to himself, "why |should she? She's gone up to bed and she's fast asleep. She's no imagination, never hashad." He went in through the French windows, switched on a lamp, closed and lockedthe windows. <strong>The</strong>n, switching off the light, he left the room, found the switch in thehall? went quickly and lightly up the stairs. A second switch turned off the hall light.He stood for a moment by the bedroom door, his hand on thedoorknob, then he turned it, and went in. <strong>The</strong> room was dark and he could hearGerda's even breathing. She stirred as he came in and closed the door. Her voice cameto him, blurred and indistinct with sleep: "Is that you,John?" "Yes." "Aren'tyou very late? What time is it?" He said easily, "I've no idea. Sorry I woke you up.I had to go in with the woman and have a drink." He made his voice sound boredand sleepy. Gerda murmured, "Oh? Good night, John." <strong>The</strong>re was a rustleas she turned over in bed. It was all right! As usual, he'd been lucky... As usual--just for a moment it sobered him, the thought of how often his luck hadheld! Time and again there had been a moment when he'd held his breath and said,^ifthis goes wrong ..." And it hadn't gone Wrong! But some day, surely, his luck wouldchange. . . . He undressed quickly and got into bed. I Funny, that kid'sfortune telling. And this one is over your head and has power over you . . .Veronica! And she had had power over him all right. But not any more, my girl,he thought with a kind of savage satisfaction. All that's over. I'm quit of you now!
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