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Pilgrim at Tinker Creek

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<strong>Pilgrim</strong> <strong>at</strong> <strong>Tinker</strong> <strong>Creek</strong> / 139an abandoned energy sprung from an unf<strong>at</strong>homable font. Wh<strong>at</strong>is going on here? The point of the dragonfly’s terrible lip, the giantw<strong>at</strong>er bug, birdsong, or the beautiful dazzle and flash of sunlightedminnows, is not th<strong>at</strong> it all fits together like clockwork—forit doesn’t, particularly, not even inside the goldfish bowl—butth<strong>at</strong> it all flows so freely wild, like the creek, th<strong>at</strong> it all surges insuch a free, fringed tangle. Freedom is the world’s w<strong>at</strong>er andwe<strong>at</strong>her, the world’s nourishment freely given, its soil and sap:and the cre<strong>at</strong>or loves pizzazz.IIWh<strong>at</strong> I aim to do is not so much learn the names of the shreds ofcre<strong>at</strong>ion th<strong>at</strong> flourish in this valley, but to keep myself open totheir meanings, which is to try to impress myself <strong>at</strong> all times withthe fullest possible force of their very reality. I want to have thingsas multiply and intric<strong>at</strong>ely as possible present and visible in mymind. Then I might be able to sit on the hill by the burnt bookswhere the starlings fly over, and see not only the starlings, thegrass field, the quarried rock, the viney woods, Hollins Pond,and the mountains beyond, but also, and simultaneously, fe<strong>at</strong>hers’barbs, springtails in the soil, crystal in rock, chloroplasts streaming,rotifers pulsing, and the shape of the air in the pines. And,if I try to keep my eye on quantum physics, if I try to keep upwith astronomy and cosmology, and really believe it all, I mightultim<strong>at</strong>ely be able to make out the landscape of the universe. Whynot?Landscape consists in the multiple, overlapping intricacies andforms th<strong>at</strong> exist in a given space <strong>at</strong> a moment in time. Landscapeis the texture of intricacy, and texture is my present subject. Intricaciesof detail and varieties of form build up into textures. A bird’sfe<strong>at</strong>her is an intricacy; the bird is a form; the bird in space in rel<strong>at</strong>ionto air, forest, continent, and so on, is a

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