Age Quod Agis - Jesuit High School
Age Quod Agis - Jesuit High School
Age Quod Agis - Jesuit High School
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Kathy Baarts and ian Parsons at Blanchet Farm. Blanchet Farm, in its quiet setting, defines serenity.<br />
A Healing Place Brings Second Chances<br />
BY KATHY BAArTS, ALumni DireCTOr<br />
There are moments in life that are defining. Sometimes<br />
we are presented with a challenge that we can choose to take<br />
on or pass. January 2010 signified a brand new year, a fresh<br />
slate, full of potential. I was working on my article for the<br />
<strong>Age</strong> <strong>Quod</strong> <strong>Agis</strong> magazine about <strong>Jesuit</strong> ties to the Blanchet<br />
House and received a call from a close friend about Ian<br />
Parsons. Ian, an acquaintance, had been spiraling downhill<br />
with an alcohol problem. I was asked if I could help get Ian<br />
into Blanchet House. The irony in the timing of my article<br />
and the crossroads with Ian’s story amazed me. I had served<br />
at Blanchet many times, had recently gained insight into<br />
the history of Blanchet through my article research, and<br />
now had the opportunity to walk with Ian on his journey.<br />
I was more than willing to help Ian but needed to know<br />
that he wanted to change and that he was willing to take<br />
this step. Ian opened up to me and said, “I know that I am<br />
in a bad place. I am afraid that I won’t see another birthday.<br />
I know that I need to get help.” Ian wanted to change. He<br />
had alienated his friends and family with his drinking and<br />
he had no home. He had hit rock bottom and was alone,<br />
broken, and scared. He knew he had to get help.<br />
Ian had served at Blanchet before so he was familiar with<br />
the organization’s work. It is amazing how many people<br />
within the <strong>Jesuit</strong> and Blanchet communities reached out to<br />
help. Brian Ferschweiler ‘73, Executive Director of Blanchet<br />
House, along with his managers, Patrick and Pete, helped<br />
me understand expectations and what they were able to<br />
do for Ian. In my interviews and talks with Blanchet Board<br />
Members for my article, I also brainstormed with them<br />
about people to talk to for temporary solutions. Ian and<br />
I often spent time just talking and checking in. He shared<br />
with me the darkness, the fears and the anxieties that he<br />
faced daily. It is amazing that once your eyes are opened,<br />
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you can no longer simply turn away.<br />
Ian entered the Blanchet farm on January 21, 2010. He<br />
chose to go, and was open and willing to change. The array<br />
of Ian’s emotions in his first month varied from loneliness<br />
to anger in his quest to find his place on the farm. Initially,<br />
he found he had a low tolerance for the members of the<br />
house—24 men from all different walks of life. It was<br />
difficult to take orders from others and learn the ways of<br />
the house. Ian felt isolated and disconnected from the<br />
other men that first month. He had good and bad days.<br />
The days of not being able to stand the others gradually<br />
lessened and Ian was grateful as he began the healing and<br />
recovery process.<br />
Ian’s 90 days on the farm were the beginning of a new<br />
lifestyle for him. The work was hard—working on the land,<br />
taking care of the pigs and chickens, cooking meals and<br />
wood-working—but it was rewarding. The time away from<br />
the city on land so peaceful and serene provided a lot of<br />
reflection. It was sacred space where Ian was able to look at<br />
himself and his actions; a place to go to for healing. It was<br />
not an easy transition. There were many roller coaster rides<br />
but Ian, unlike so many other times in his past, did not<br />
give up. He went to a lot of meetings, listened to people’s<br />
stories and told his own. He found that he enjoyed the fact<br />
that he was no longer alone. With his social personality and<br />
desire to do more, Ian was eventually asked to lead a few<br />
meetings. The empowerment of stepping up to lead was<br />
confidence building and exciting. Ian wanted to be helped<br />
but he also enjoyed helping others. Ian found a new respect<br />
for the men in the house and accepted who they were.<br />
I visited the farm the week before Ian’s 90th day. He<br />
gave me a tour and we ended up on the porch looking out<br />
into the green grassy fields. Ian and I chatted about his