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BOOT<br />
The First Week in the Life<br />
They want to keep you<br />
on your toes, to keep you<br />
uncertain of what is coming<br />
next, because it is just one<br />
way of breaking down your<br />
resistance to them moulding<br />
you the way they want.”<br />
By Captain Kayley Nammari<br />
The first few days at recruits are a<br />
blur for everyone. Just like the lack<br />
of schedule, it’s supposed to be that<br />
way. You get there in the late afternoon<br />
on a bus, before being herded into a room<br />
where you are told in no uncertain terms<br />
by the company commander that you<br />
are now subject to the Defence Force<br />
Discipline Act. They also emphasise the<br />
point that you’ve signed a contract and<br />
there is essentially no way out. In other<br />
words “we own your ass, there is no<br />
turning back, so you’d better get used to<br />
it.” When that was over I remember being<br />
in our hallway, with boxes lining each<br />
side full of different uniforms. I couldn’t<br />
understand what the hell the corporals<br />
were yelling, all I know is I wound up<br />
with the unfortunate position of being<br />
at the front, so I just walked and grabbed.<br />
I ended up with the smallest size of PT<br />
shorts despite being a healthy 85kg, but<br />
thankfully managed to get the right size<br />
in everything else.<br />
At’s the point of it all? they aim to<br />
completely break a person down and build<br />
them into what they desire from scratch.<br />
The army here is more a moulding process<br />
– similar methods are used, but rather than<br />
breaking you they aim to just wear away<br />
any resistance you have to the system and<br />
modify your behaviour to what they want.<br />
It is all a spectrum really – all armies use<br />
similar methods, with the only variation<br />
being how harsh it is. I think the whole<br />
“breaking you down to build you back up<br />
” is a massive fallacy, though. The forces<br />
that use such methods without doubt<br />
get amazing soldiers as a result, but the<br />
problem is these soldiers can struggle to<br />
fit into the real world once they leave the<br />
service. When you leave high school, go<br />
straight into the military and go through<br />
brutal indoctrination training, by the end<br />
of it you are exactly what they want. The<br />
problem is, it isn’t what a lot of employers<br />
on the outside want..<br />
Whatever other purposes there may<br />
be in indoctrination training (and there<br />
are many) the biggest one is to have<br />
you following orders without question.<br />
They will make you do the most<br />
ridiculous things at recruits, things that<br />
serve absolutely no purpose whatsoever<br />
just to fuck you around and annoy you.<br />
The key thing is though, that you never<br />
question any of it, no matter how stupid<br />
or nonsensical it is. I remember them<br />
making us switch everything in our room<br />
with the room across the hall from us,<br />
and putting a time limit on it. This was<br />
at 8pm on a Friday night. After enough<br />
of these exercises, even though you never<br />
would have actually questioned them,<br />
you lose even the thought of questioning<br />
them. You just do it, and that is exactly<br />
what they want. It’s known in the army<br />
as “playing the game”. If you aren’t going