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GRIVERS<br />
WOLF WOLF
WOLF WOLF<br />
onceifoundalitlewolf<br />
livinginthedirtitbrought<br />
andigaveitalofmytrustbutitkeptonwantingmore<br />
broughtituptobeawake<br />
toavoidthosepastmistakes<br />
andwetoldeachothereverything,from secretstoouraches<br />
afteralthecareigotbiten<br />
that'salitgavemeinreturn<br />
iguessthat'showitworkswhenyou'retoonaiveandlovingtolearn<br />
decidedtorunonitsown<br />
andonceagainiam alone<br />
iguessthat'showitworkswhenyouhavenothingtogiveanymore<br />
andnowit'sjustoneofthewolves,nowit'sjustoneofthewolves<br />
thisworldmadeitbejustlikeyou,worldmadeitbejustlikeyou<br />
you,thewolvesinsidethehumanbodies<br />
wolvesthathurtfortheyarewildandhungry<br />
andwe'rejustlikeanimals<br />
we'rejustlikeanimals<br />
we'rejustlikeanimals<br />
butthiswolfisevenworse<br />
'causethiswolfstildoesclaim toloveme<br />
onceihadalitlewolf<br />
livingintheloveibrought<br />
butitalgotlostwhenitdecidedtoleavemealone<br />
wehadbeeneachother'sguard<br />
thenitatemybeatingheart<br />
andkeepingitwasnomoresafeforitsmindwasfulofdark<br />
afteralthecareigotbiten<br />
that'salitgavemeinreturn<br />
iguessthat'showitworkswhenyou'retooloyalandtrustingtolearn<br />
decidedtorunonitsown<br />
andonceagainiam alone<br />
noonearoundseemssurprised'cause,fathergod,ijustshouldhaveknown
igave<br />
yourlife<br />
atre,<br />
yougave<br />
myheart<br />
abreak
youknowwhat<br />
hurtsevenmore<br />
thanbeing<br />
half-loved?<br />
beingtheone<br />
whohalf-loves
ADULT ADULT<br />
whatisthisfuckingthinggoodfor?<br />
whydowefuckingfalinlove?<br />
itmakesmesad<br />
becauseofthewayshe'slookingatme<br />
becauseofalthepainsheistalkingabout<br />
whythefuckdowefalinlovewhenitdestroyseverythingweare,everythingwehave?<br />
whythefuckdowebreakourownhearts?<br />
i'veneverfeltsodissapointed<br />
whatisthemeaningoflife?<br />
toletourselvesrunintothepainandthenstanditfortherestofourtimes?<br />
maybelifejustisn'tforpeoplelikeme<br />
andthesaddestthingisthatialwaysthoughttherewasaway<br />
awaytoavoidalofthismess<br />
andhereiam<br />
sofuckingdirty<br />
thereisn'tanyway,notaroundme,notaroundyou<br />
it'snothumans'power<br />
weweremadetodestroyourselves,rightgod?<br />
haveijustfoundthemeaningofourappearance?<br />
haveijustunderstoodyourart?<br />
haveijustreachedthefinalpeak?<br />
am iadultnow?
PRAYING PRAYING<br />
i'vebeenpraying,askingquestionsbutnooneeverseemstoanswer<br />
sojustincaseyoucanhearmenow,telme,father,whati'm supposedtodo?<br />
i'vebeenaskingfortheloveofamanbutmenwalkindoorsjusttoplaytheirroles<br />
i'vebeenprayingformeandyoubuttelme,lover,whoi'm supposedtochoose?<br />
whoi'm supposedtochoose?<br />
whatkindofblessingisthelifethatyouputmethrough?<br />
don'tideservetohaveyourgracelikealyourcreaturesdo?<br />
god,givemeyourlove<br />
god,givemeyourlove<br />
everythinggotlostwhenilostyouandnowiaskthegodstotelmewhattodo<br />
onceinmylifeiwanttoknowwhothehelam itodowithnoyou<br />
withlackofair,withlackofwaterandthiskindoflovethatyougiveme,lover?<br />
hereiam,lord,creatureofyours,shutmymindupsoican'thurtanymore<br />
soican'thurtanymore<br />
whatashameofyourinnocentheaventhatyouletsomethinglikemehappen<br />
iknowideservealofthispain,putmeinchainssoihavetostay<br />
butwhydoyouputmeinalofthismess,isitmypunishmentorisitatest?<br />
can'tyouseethati'm justaguynotevenstrongenoughtolookinhisowneye?
elievingin<br />
godssince<br />
it'stoo<br />
painful<br />
tobelieve<br />
inreality
ihonestlyhate<br />
everythingthat<br />
i'm notableto<br />
findapointof.<br />
youareoneof<br />
thosethingsnext<br />
tothegod<br />
andeducation.
MUSE MUSE<br />
givemeaworth<br />
givemeameaning<br />
asusual<br />
youknowital<br />
filtheblankspace<br />
definemythings<br />
youknowtheways<br />
thatleadtome<br />
iknowican<br />
besomeonenew<br />
underneathyourhands<br />
blessme,myfriend<br />
iwanttobeyourart<br />
yourtimelessthing<br />
withalthescars<br />
ofyourcalm heart<br />
iwanttobeyoursongand<br />
iwanttobeyourworkwhen<br />
alyournightsarelongand<br />
youdon'tknowwhatyouwant<br />
iwanttoberebornand<br />
nomorealoneandican<br />
turnintonoteorstoneand<br />
bemasterpieceofyours,friend<br />
oh,iwanttobeyourmuse<br />
theoneyouneverlose<br />
givemeyourmind<br />
givemeyourbody<br />
iwantyourchild<br />
theoneyouhide<br />
youloseyourhead<br />
it'sjustalimit<br />
paintmeinred<br />
writeme,poet<br />
sofalforme
MANWHOLOVESAMAN<br />
MANWHOLOVESAMAN<br />
i'vebeenhardtotakeeversinceiwasachild<br />
andi'veneverlikedthedisappointmentinyoureyes<br />
andi'dnevermeanttocomplicateyourhappylives<br />
butminewasempty,worthnothingandfuloflies<br />
itriedtochangeithard<br />
itriedtokilmyheart<br />
buteverystepitookjustneverfeltmuchright<br />
itriedtochangeithard<br />
itriedtokilmyheart<br />
butthisloveissomethingican'tlivewithout<br />
andmamai'm sorythati'm beingwhoiam<br />
andmamai'm soryforbeingthemanwholovesaman<br />
andmamai'm soryandihopeyouunderstand<br />
andmamai'm soryforbeingthemanwholovesaman<br />
itriedtogetthethingsyouwantedmetohave<br />
butibecamesomebodyicouldn'tstand<br />
sometimesididnotfeelgoodenoughtolive<br />
andiam sorythatyougottohavethiskid<br />
idream adream aboutyouaccepting<br />
him asfamilyandexpecting<br />
mytrueloveandyournewsecondsontocome<br />
andwewilstandthere,aldressedformal<br />
tryingtopretendthatit'snormal<br />
andi'lhopethatididn'tletyoudown
sometimesi<br />
justwant<br />
toescape<br />
thiswhole<br />
stupidthing<br />
theymade<br />
mecal<br />
mylife