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GRIVERS<br />

WOLF WOLF


WOLF WOLF<br />

onceifoundalitlewolf<br />

livinginthedirtitbrought<br />

andigaveitalofmytrustbutitkeptonwantingmore<br />

broughtituptobeawake<br />

toavoidthosepastmistakes<br />

andwetoldeachothereverything,from secretstoouraches<br />

afteralthecareigotbiten<br />

that'salitgavemeinreturn<br />

iguessthat'showitworkswhenyou'retoonaiveandlovingtolearn<br />

decidedtorunonitsown<br />

andonceagainiam alone<br />

iguessthat'showitworkswhenyouhavenothingtogiveanymore<br />

andnowit'sjustoneofthewolves,nowit'sjustoneofthewolves<br />

thisworldmadeitbejustlikeyou,worldmadeitbejustlikeyou<br />

you,thewolvesinsidethehumanbodies<br />

wolvesthathurtfortheyarewildandhungry<br />

andwe'rejustlikeanimals<br />

we'rejustlikeanimals<br />

we'rejustlikeanimals<br />

butthiswolfisevenworse<br />

'causethiswolfstildoesclaim toloveme<br />

onceihadalitlewolf<br />

livingintheloveibrought<br />

butitalgotlostwhenitdecidedtoleavemealone<br />

wehadbeeneachother'sguard<br />

thenitatemybeatingheart<br />

andkeepingitwasnomoresafeforitsmindwasfulofdark<br />

afteralthecareigotbiten<br />

that'salitgavemeinreturn<br />

iguessthat'showitworkswhenyou'retooloyalandtrustingtolearn<br />

decidedtorunonitsown<br />

andonceagainiam alone<br />

noonearoundseemssurprised'cause,fathergod,ijustshouldhaveknown


igave<br />

yourlife<br />

atre,<br />

yougave<br />

myheart<br />

abreak


youknowwhat<br />

hurtsevenmore<br />

thanbeing<br />

half-loved?<br />

beingtheone<br />

whohalf-loves


ADULT ADULT<br />

whatisthisfuckingthinggoodfor?<br />

whydowefuckingfalinlove?<br />

itmakesmesad<br />

becauseofthewayshe'slookingatme<br />

becauseofalthepainsheistalkingabout<br />

whythefuckdowefalinlovewhenitdestroyseverythingweare,everythingwehave?<br />

whythefuckdowebreakourownhearts?<br />

i'veneverfeltsodissapointed<br />

whatisthemeaningoflife?<br />

toletourselvesrunintothepainandthenstanditfortherestofourtimes?<br />

maybelifejustisn'tforpeoplelikeme<br />

andthesaddestthingisthatialwaysthoughttherewasaway<br />

awaytoavoidalofthismess<br />

andhereiam<br />

sofuckingdirty<br />

thereisn'tanyway,notaroundme,notaroundyou<br />

it'snothumans'power<br />

weweremadetodestroyourselves,rightgod?<br />

haveijustfoundthemeaningofourappearance?<br />

haveijustunderstoodyourart?<br />

haveijustreachedthefinalpeak?<br />

am iadultnow?


PRAYING PRAYING<br />

i'vebeenpraying,askingquestionsbutnooneeverseemstoanswer<br />

sojustincaseyoucanhearmenow,telme,father,whati'm supposedtodo?<br />

i'vebeenaskingfortheloveofamanbutmenwalkindoorsjusttoplaytheirroles<br />

i'vebeenprayingformeandyoubuttelme,lover,whoi'm supposedtochoose?<br />

whoi'm supposedtochoose?<br />

whatkindofblessingisthelifethatyouputmethrough?<br />

don'tideservetohaveyourgracelikealyourcreaturesdo?<br />

god,givemeyourlove<br />

god,givemeyourlove<br />

everythinggotlostwhenilostyouandnowiaskthegodstotelmewhattodo<br />

onceinmylifeiwanttoknowwhothehelam itodowithnoyou<br />

withlackofair,withlackofwaterandthiskindoflovethatyougiveme,lover?<br />

hereiam,lord,creatureofyours,shutmymindupsoican'thurtanymore<br />

soican'thurtanymore<br />

whatashameofyourinnocentheaventhatyouletsomethinglikemehappen<br />

iknowideservealofthispain,putmeinchainssoihavetostay<br />

butwhydoyouputmeinalofthismess,isitmypunishmentorisitatest?<br />

can'tyouseethati'm justaguynotevenstrongenoughtolookinhisowneye?


elievingin<br />

godssince<br />

it'stoo<br />

painful<br />

tobelieve<br />

inreality


ihonestlyhate<br />

everythingthat<br />

i'm notableto<br />

findapointof.<br />

youareoneof<br />

thosethingsnext<br />

tothegod<br />

andeducation.


MUSE MUSE<br />

givemeaworth<br />

givemeameaning<br />

asusual<br />

youknowital<br />

filtheblankspace<br />

definemythings<br />

youknowtheways<br />

thatleadtome<br />

iknowican<br />

besomeonenew<br />

underneathyourhands<br />

blessme,myfriend<br />

iwanttobeyourart<br />

yourtimelessthing<br />

withalthescars<br />

ofyourcalm heart<br />

iwanttobeyoursongand<br />

iwanttobeyourworkwhen<br />

alyournightsarelongand<br />

youdon'tknowwhatyouwant<br />

iwanttoberebornand<br />

nomorealoneandican<br />

turnintonoteorstoneand<br />

bemasterpieceofyours,friend<br />

oh,iwanttobeyourmuse<br />

theoneyouneverlose<br />

givemeyourmind<br />

givemeyourbody<br />

iwantyourchild<br />

theoneyouhide<br />

youloseyourhead<br />

it'sjustalimit<br />

paintmeinred<br />

writeme,poet<br />

sofalforme


MANWHOLOVESAMAN<br />

MANWHOLOVESAMAN<br />

i'vebeenhardtotakeeversinceiwasachild<br />

andi'veneverlikedthedisappointmentinyoureyes<br />

andi'dnevermeanttocomplicateyourhappylives<br />

butminewasempty,worthnothingandfuloflies<br />

itriedtochangeithard<br />

itriedtokilmyheart<br />

buteverystepitookjustneverfeltmuchright<br />

itriedtochangeithard<br />

itriedtokilmyheart<br />

butthisloveissomethingican'tlivewithout<br />

andmamai'm sorythati'm beingwhoiam<br />

andmamai'm soryforbeingthemanwholovesaman<br />

andmamai'm soryandihopeyouunderstand<br />

andmamai'm soryforbeingthemanwholovesaman<br />

itriedtogetthethingsyouwantedmetohave<br />

butibecamesomebodyicouldn'tstand<br />

sometimesididnotfeelgoodenoughtolive<br />

andiam sorythatyougottohavethiskid<br />

idream adream aboutyouaccepting<br />

him asfamilyandexpecting<br />

mytrueloveandyournewsecondsontocome<br />

andwewilstandthere,aldressedformal<br />

tryingtopretendthatit'snormal<br />

andi'lhopethatididn'tletyoudown


sometimesi<br />

justwant<br />

toescape<br />

thiswhole<br />

stupidthing<br />

theymade<br />

mecal<br />

mylife

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